Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 01

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008109/1

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- OM hrIM' ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika dRSTAMto) | bhAga-1] lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi sahAyakaH muni yogIratnavijaya ma.sA. sastu sAhitya ane dharmano pracAra) pUjA, pUjana, pravacana, tapazcaryA, zibira, bartha De, yAtrA, paryuSaNA, snAtra, pAThazALA, pratikramaNa vageremAM prabhAvanA karavA yogya pustako bhAga 1 thI 13 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 Wi [1]

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AvRttiH trevIsamI, tA. 15-1-2016, nakalaH 3,000 kiMmata pUrvenI nakala : tA. 1-1-1995 thI 10,000 |-00 prAptisthAno | amadAvAda : A jagatabhAI: 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, mo. 9427652794 A zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 0 mo. 9825011729 tiraMjanabhAI pho. 079-2638127 mItezabhAI 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) ( muMbaI : - prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-400003 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986. che nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 prakAzita thayela pustako : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayA jenA Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 235 jenA Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 13 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 2 2 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe~ (hindI) bhAga 1 se 6 pratyeka kAra 7 [ kansezanathI meLavavA mItezabhAIno saMparka karo. mo.9427613402 ) mudraka : navanIta prinTarsa (nikuMja zAha) amadAvAda. 0 mo. 9825261100 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastu pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,06,000 nakala chapAI

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sukhano saraLa rasto anumodanA uttamanA guNa gAvatA guNa Ave nija ga te guNa tAsa anumodIe puNya anubaMdha zubha yoga re sarva jIva UMcA sukhone Icche che. jJAnIo pharamAve che ke sukha meLavavAnA upAyo A che :- guNaprApti, guNarAga, guNInI bhakti vagere. paraMtu aneka doSothI bharelA AjanA mAnavone e bhAna thaI gayuM che ke A badhA upAya bahu muzkela che. ApaNe mATe to uparanI be kaDImAM anubhavIoe sacoTa ane saraLa upAya batAvyo che ke guNInI prazaMsA ane anumodanAthI paNa rathakAra ane haraNa vagerenI jema sadguNo, atinI paraMparA ane prAMte zivasukha avazya maLe che. vartamAnakALanA uttama dharmIonI ArAdhanA A pustakomAM vAMcatA atyaMta AnaMdita thayelo ApaNo AtmA sahajapaNe ja dharmIonA guNAnuvAda tathA anumodanA kare che. tethI guNahIna ApaNo AtmA paNa aneka Atmika lAbha meLavI le che. pa.pU. upAdhyAya yazovijaya ma.sA. vageree durguNothI bharelA ApaNI samakSa prazaMsA ane anumodanA A be sAva sahelA dharmano jabbara prabhAva aneka graMthomAM varNavyo che. vaLI vartamAnamAM ApaNA jevAM ja mAnavonI dharmaArAdhanA vAMcatA ApaNI zakti ane saMyoga pramANenI ArAdhanA alpa prayatnathI ApaNe pote paNa jIvanamAM lAvI bhAvi bhavomAM mahAna guNI banI jaIe chIe. ane bIjuM, sadguNonI oTavALA A vartamAnakALamAM zreSTha dharma ArAdhanA kahI zakAya tevA dhArmika, satya, vartamAna, preraka A prasaMgo A pustakomAM saMgrahita karyA che. koIka nAnA mANasanI thoDI sArI vAta paNa ghaNAne khuza karI de che. AmAM to dharmI jainonI adbhuta ArAdhanA vAMcatA vAMcatA badhAne apAra AnaMda Avaze ja e niHzaMka che. tethI ja mAtra 10 varSamAM aneka AvRtti ane lAkho nakalomAM pragaTa thayela A sarasa ane suMdara pustako tame jarUra vAraMvAra vAMcazo ane anekone vaMcAvI puNyabhaMDAra bharazo. bhagavAna jevo ApaNo AtmA anAdikALathI bhayaMkara duHkho bhogavI rahyo che. anaMtapuNya maLelA A durlabha mAnavabhavamAM vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM kadAca tame dharma karI zakatA nathI. to paNa AvA pustako e trIjA auSadha jevA che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 3

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A pustaka vAMcI zubha bhAvone pedA karavAthI tamane bhavobhava jinazAsana, mokSasAdhanA Adi jarUra maLaze. moMgherA attaranI sugaMdha paNa alpakALamAM ja UDI jAya che. jyAre dharmIonI UMcI ArAdhanA to eka vAra paNa vAMcyA pachI mAvajajIva anero AnaMdathI AtmAne tarabatara karI de che... sajajanomAM paNa azubha AlaMbano aneka doSo khaDakI de che. jyAre sAmAnya janomAM paNa zubha AlaMbano navA suMdara guNo pedA karI Ape che. tethI ja dharmIjanonI jAtajAtanI alabelI sAdhanA jANavA mATe zreSTha ane manoraMjaka A vAMcana zakya vadhu ne vadhu samaya vAMcI Atmahita sAdhazo. A dRSTAMto tamane dharma zraddhA, ArAdhanA, preraNA, utsAha, hiMmata, dharmavAMcana rAga, avanavA guNa, puNya nirjarA, pApothI nivRtti, dharmano bodha, avaguNonuM jJAna vagere ghaNuM badhuM meLavI Apaze !! tatvajJAna kadAca ghaNAne kaThina lAge. paraMtu preraka vArtAo to badhAne game. A prasaMgo pustakanA ATha bhAgamAM pa.pU.A.zrI municaMdrasUri ma., pa.pU. A.zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma., pa.pU. A. zrI hemaratna sUri ma., paM. zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijaya, pU. A zrI jayasuMdarasUri ma., paM. zrI guNasuMdaravijaya, zrI puNya ratna vijaya, muni zrI kalparatna vijaya, 5. zrI abhayacaMdra vijaya, paM. zrI akSaya bodhi vijaya, 5. zrI mahAbodhI vijaya, 5. zrI meghadarzana vijaya, gaNivarya zrI yazovijaya, munizrI anaMta bodhi vijaya, muni zrI jItarakSitavijaya, muni zrI jayapadmavijaya, muni zrI jayadarzana vi., muni zrI yugadarzana vijaya Adie ApelA prasaMgo badala teono AbhAra. A paMdaramI AvRttimAM AThe bhAgane viSayavAra goThavI chapAvyA che. jethI vyAkhyAnakartAo tathA vAcakone ISTa viSaya tathA prasaMga anukramaNikAmAMthI sahelAIthI maLaze. jaino zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karatA hoya che. kyAreka AvA pustakanI tame prabhAvanA karo to jJAna bhakti, dharmanI anumodana, jJAnadAna vagere ghaNA lAbha tamane maLe. tamArA sagA saMbaMdhI, svajana badhAne A pustako vAMcavA ApavA jevA che. tame paNa anubhavelA camatkAro vagere tame saMpUrNa vigata sAthe lakhazo. A pustakomAM jinAjJA virUddha tathA prasaMgomAM hakIkatamAM pheraphAra lakhAyA hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1

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navA pustakanA lAbhanI skImo : khalAsa thatAM A pustako 1-2 varSe chapAya che. AnA prakAzanamAM lAbha levA mATe mItezabhAIno saMparka karo. 1. nakala traNa hajAramAM 4 kalaramAM phoTo-meTara chapAvavA : TAITala peja 4 upara Akhu pAnuM 6,000, aDadhuM pAnuM 2 3,000. 2. 'bukabhakti'mAM nAma eka lITImAM chApavA: 2 1,000 3. kansezanamAM 2 1,000, 500 vagere. tamArA A dAnano sadupayoga teTalI rakamanAM pustako kansezanathI sastA vecAze. 4. pustaka chapAze tyAre tame ApelA saranAme 2 pustaka bheTa mokalavAmAM Avaze. tamAro mo.naM. khAsa Apazo. 5. tamAro sahayoga jeTalo vadhu teTalI kiMmata sastI rakhAze. (udA. 2 2 vagere) nIronuM khAsa vAMco, A prathama bhAganI mAtra 22 varSamAM trevIsa AvRttimAM 03,000 nakala chapAI! tera bhAganI kula 6,06,000 nakala pragaTa thaI ! Apa vAMcanapremI cho. zreSTha sukha, zAMti pradAna karanAra A tera bhAga vAMcI, paricitone vaMcAvI, zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karI sva para Atmahita sAdho e ja zubhAziSa. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 4i [5]

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| o + = 7 6 = @ majA S R Q & G bhAga-1nI anukramaNikA (camatkAro). krama viSaya peja ne. 1. deDhadharmI zrAvikA ........... 2. zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajIe bacAvyo 3. Aje paNa camatkAra thAya che ! 4. deva che ? (ajaina prasaMga) .. 5. jApathI hRdayadede mahuM .................... 6. saMyamano prabhAva ... 7. prabhudarzanathI motiyo maTyo ! ..... 8. devonuM sAkSAta darzana .............. 9. covihAranA dharme motathI bacAvyA .... 10. zrI zAMtinAthe maratAM bacAvyo . 11. saMghapati AdarathI roganAza ....... 12. zatruMjaya bhaktithI roganAza ....... 13. dAdAnA pratApe roga maTyA............ 14. kAyotsargathI zIlarakSA ane prANarakSA ....... 15.zrI sImaMdharasvAmIjIno prabhAva . 16 siddhagirinA aciMtya prabhAvathI gacchAdhipatinI padavI ..... 17.dAdAe dIdho dIkaro .... 18. jInapUjAthI zrImaMta 19 parigraha-parimANa vrate camatkAra karyo .... 20.dharmaprabhAve adrazya sahAya maLI ! 21.prabhubhaktithI dIkSA maLI 22. AdinAthanA jApathI yAtrI thai ! 23. prabhunA smaraNe kasTamamAMthI choDAvyA .. 24.siddhagirInA prabhAve roga gAyaba 25.dharme maratA bacAvyA .......... 26 mAMgalikano camatkAra .......... 27.prabhubhaktithI kensara kensala .......... 28. dharmaprabhAve mRtyuthI bacyA ... 29. prabhubhaktithI mUMgApaNuM nAza .............. 30.dAdAnA prabhAve chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA thai ! 31. dharma umaMgathI pagadarda-nAza ...... 32. saMtika stotrano prabhAva ......... jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 5 0 = % $ te che je ke m 6 \ | | na Adarza prasaMgona) thI 5 [ ]

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dharma vAMcananA phAyadA he dharma ArAdhaka jaino ! Apa uttama cho. tethI ja AvA haDahaDatA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa prabhunI bhakti vagere ghaNo dharma ArAdhI rahyAM cho. kharekhara ApaNe AtmakalyANa karavuM ja hoya to nIcenI ApaNA Atma kalyANanI vAta vAMcI, vicArI, yathAzakti jIvanamAM AcaravI ja joIe. zrAvakonA jIvanamAM Aje pUjA, darzana, tapa, dAna vagere ghaNA badhA dharmo keTalAMka ArAdhako roja ane parvadine kare che, paraMtu ati mahattvano jJAna dharma lagabhaga badhA ja bhaktajano karatA nathI. kharekhara to zAtre, zrAvakothI anekagaNo dharma ArAdhatA sAdhunuM nitya kartavya pharamAvyuM che ke roja dareka sAdhue 15 kalAka zAstra abhyAsa karavo ja joIe ! A navI Avazyaka hakIkta jANyA pachI vAMcanapremI tamane thavuM joIe ke jJAna-ArAdhanA zI karavI ? teno javAba : sUtra, stavana, stuti vagere gokhavA, tattva abhyAsa karavo, dharmavRddhikara vAMcana karavuM, mokSamArganuM jJAna meLavavuM vagere jJAna sAdhanA che. jo tamane pustaka vAMcana game che to have tamAre saMkalpa karavo ke prabhukRpAthI Avo khUba hitakara dharma jo huM karuM ja chuM to have vAMcana dharmanI mATe sAdhanA karavI ja che. e sAdhanA tyAre gaNAya ke jo tame vAMcana ArAdhanA nIce pramANe karo : vAMcana Atmahitakara ja karavuM. ekAgratAthI karavuM. samaya kADhIne paNa karavuM ja. bIjI nirarthaka pravRttio baMdha karI vAMcana vadhAravuM. zAMtithI, vicArapUrvaka mamaLAvavuM. sAruM, game te samajapUrvaka, vAraMvAra vAMcI zubha bhAva vadhAravo. je vAto khUba hitakara lAge te pustaka, teTalA vAkyo, phakarAM 2, 4, 10 vAra zAMtithI vAMcavA, lakhavA, roja vicAravA, vAgoLavA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 Iijha [7]

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jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga nUtana varSAbhinaMdana 1. dRDhadharmI zrAvikA navA varSanA navalA prabhAte eka mahAna jainanI sAdhanA vAMco. nUtana varSe sarve icche che ke Ajano divasa ane A varSa sukhazAMtimAM vIto. A suzrAvikAe besatAM varSe ja evuM zreSTha kArya karyuM ke teNe mAtra eka ja varSa nahIM, eka bhava nahIM, paNa bhavobhava divya zAMti ane sukhanuM rijharvezana karAvI lIdhuM !!! A zrAvikAe maratAM je samAdhi sAdhI te jANavA ne pAmavA jevI ghaTanA che. e dharmiSThAbahena 2054nA besatA varSe svargavAsI banyA. pAlItANAmAM mAMgalika zravaNa, pUjA Adi ArAdhanA karI e saparivAra svagAma javA nIkaLyAM. dhaMdhukA pAse gADI vRkSa sAthe TakarAtAM eksIDanTamAM temanA be saMtAna to tarata mRtyu pAmyA. be jaNane khUba vAgyuM. dharmiSThAbahenane paNa vAgyuM. paNa bahArathI khAsa mAra lAgato na hato. jo ke aMdara mUDha mAra ghaNo hato, ( tethI temanuM paNa thoDA samayamAM mota thayuM.) chatAM patie temane pUchyuM ke "zuM thAya che ?'" to temaNe kahyuM ke khAsa takalIpha nathI. mane navakAra, navasmaraNa saMbhaLAvo ! " A zrAvikAnI AtmahitaciMtA gajabanI haze. kAraNa ke emanA saMjogo vicAravA jevA che. sAthe pati ane parivAra che. bhayaMkara akasmAta thayo che. AvA vakhate mANasane mArA saMtAno jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 - 8

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vagerene vAgyuM nathI ne ? vagere ciMtA thAya ja. AmanA to be saMtAno maryA ane anya be jaNane khUba vAgyuM ane bIjA be bALako sAthe ja hatAM. tyAre to e mAtAne potAnA saMtAno ane parivAranI khUba ciMtA hoya. paraMtu e zrAvikAne khyAla AvI gayo haze ke mota pAse che, tethI sva ArAdhanA mATe sAvadha thaI gayA ! koipaNa ciMtA na karatA potAne mAtra navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnI ja vAto kare !!! A bahena paNa putra vatsala hatAM. gADImAM paNa mRtyune divase paNa te saMtAnone navI stuti vagere gokhAvatA hatAM. ! AvI dharmarAgI mA samAdhi mRtyu pAmavA satarka banI gaI. ijAgrastone TrakamAM hospITalamAM laI jatA hatAM. A zrAvikAne rastAmAM zvAsanI takalIpha thai hatI. chatAM patie zuM thAya che ema pUchatAM e javAba uDAvI dai bahene Agraha karyo, "mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo." AnuM kAraNa che. A bahene jIvatAM dharma AtmasAt karela ! khUba guNIyala hatI. bALavayathI ja dharma abhyAsa, tapa vagere karavA mAMDelA ! zrAvikAomAM, sagAsaMbaMdhIomAM sarvanI AdarapAtra A dharmiSThAbahenanA AkhA jIvanamAM dharma ja pradhAna hato !!! A zrAvikA saMtAnone, saMghane sadA ArAdhanA karAvatI hatI. potAnA patinI hospITalamAM cikitsA mATe padhArela badhAM sAdhu, sAdhvInI khaDe page sevA karatI. jo ke pote tattvavettA hatI. mArA pa. pU. gurudeva mATe A bahenane atizaya Adara hato, chatAM dareka samudAyanA sAdhusAdhvInI vaiyAvacca bhAvabhaktithI karatI hatI !! kadI koinI paNa niMdA na kare !!! A ja bAbata e siddha kare che ke A zrAvikAne saMyama-prIti hatI !! phAlatu bAbatothI e alipta hatI ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 4i [ ]

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AkhA jIvanamAM ArAdhelA dharme ja ene maratAM samAdhi samarpI dIdhI ! ApaNe anaMta vAra maryA paNa maratA samAdhi eke vAra maLI nahIM hoya. tethI ja jinazAsane paNa jayavIyarAya vageremAM samAdhinI prApti mATe khUba bhAra Apyo che. te jaino ! tame paNa samAdhi mRtyunI mahattA samajI jIvana dharmamaya banAvo. dharmiSThAbahene rastAmAM ja TrakamAM ja navakAranA zravaNa ane raTaNa karatAM karatAM saMgati sAdhI lIdhI ! temanA patinI prasiddhithI dUra rahevAnI bhAvanAthI nAma vagere badalyAM che. he Atmahita cAhako ! jo tamane dharmamAM kharekhara zraddhA che to A eka ja dhyeya rAkho ke samAdhi mRtyu maLe mATe jIvana bhAvadharmamaya banAvavuM. he bhavyo ! tame sarvatra samAdhine sAdho e eka mAtra nUtana varSe abhinaMdana. 2. zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajIe bacAvyA nAno traNa varSano lADako dIkaro. mAMdo paDyo. mAbApanI ciMtA vadhI. davA-sAravAra karI, paNa mAMdagI divase divase vadhatI gai ane chevaTe bALaka bebhAna avasthAmAM (komAmAM) cAlyo gayo. madhyapradezamAM rahetA mA-bApe cheka muMbainA moTA moTA DaoNkTarone batAvyuM. pariNAma zUnya. divase divase paristhiti bagaDatI gai. bebhAna avasthAmAM 20 divasa pasAra thai gayA. koi upAya sujhato na hato. chevaTe zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthamAM jai dAdAnI sAme bALakane mUkI hRdayapUrvaka pUrNa zraddhAthI prArthanA karI, "prabhu! tAre zaraNe AvyA chIe. tuM dInadayALa, karuNAnidhAna che. tArI aciMtya kRpAthI badhu ja sAruM thaze." | manamAM zraddhA hatI, zabdomAM AjIjI hatI, vaMdanamAM [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 8i5 [10]

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bhaktibhAva hato. gadgad dilathI karelI prArthanA avazya phaLe ja che. kRpAsiMdhu pAse khoLo pAtharIne beThA hatA. ane...ane traNa kalAka pachI bALake AMkha ughADI! ne bhAnamAM Avato gayo. mAtA-pitA tathA svajanonA AnaMdano pAra nahoto bALaka haMgarI gayo. (bacI gayo) Aje to e 22 varSano yuvAna banI gayo che. bALapaNano A banAva mAtA-pitA pAsethI eNe jAgyo che tyArathI vAraMvAra zrI zaMkhezvarajInI yAtrA bhAvabhaktithI karyA kare che. Avo che. e tIrthapati zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhuno prabhAva! ApaNe sau paNa ene hAthI vaMdIe, vidhipUrvaka yAtrA karIe ane karmomAMthI mukta thai zAzvata sukha tarapha prayANa karIe... 3. Aje paNa camatkAra thAya che ! zrI zatruMjaya girIrAja upara vAghaNapoLamAM kevaDayalanI derInI AgaLa jamaNe samavasaraNavALuM (mahAvIra prabhunA derAsara pachI) zyAma amIjharA pArzvanAthanuM jinAlaya che. ahIM amI jhare che, e vAta sAMbhaLI beMgloranA pArasamalajI khAtrI karavA be varSa pahelAM tyAM dhyAnamAM besI gayA. thoDIvAre amI jharatAM joi AnaMdavibhora banI yAtrika ane pUjArIne paNa jharatAM amI batAvyAM. kalikALamAM paNa sAdhAtu banatAM AvA prasaMgo jANIne paNa ApaNane dharmamAM zraddhA na thAya to ApaNuM bhAvi kadAca bhUMDuM to nahIM hoya ne ? 4. deva che ? (jaina prasaMga) i.sa. 1957mAM banelI A satya ghaTanA che. sarvazo vagere devone sAkSAta juve che. temanA vacano satya che e puravAra jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 11

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karato A prasaMga vAMcI ApaNe tIrthakaro ane zAstro para deDha zraddhA karavA jevI che. pIlapuA nAmanA gAmamAM dalavIrakhAM rahetAM hatAM. pIpaLAnuM jhADa temaNe so rUpiyAmAM kharIdyu. sthiti sAmAnya tethI isAkakhAMnA bhAgamAM lIdhuM. baMnee paisA kamAvA jhADane kApavAno nirNaya karyo. kApavAnA nirdhArIta divasanI AgalI rAte dalavIrane svama AvyuM : "huM pIpaLo chuM. mane kApIza nahIM. vRkSanA mULa pAse sonuM che. meLavIne paisA kamAje.' pIpaLAmAM vAsa karatAM vyaMtara deve svapra dvArA vAta karelI. jAgyo. zraddhA nahIM. chatAM svama mujaba khodatAM sonuM maLyuM ! Azcarya pAmyo. bIbIne vAta karI, chatAM paNa paisAnA lobhathI vRkSa kApavA mAMDyuM. lohI nIkaLyuM. topaNa kApavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. dalavIrano yuvAna sAjo putra tyAre ja ociMto bImAra paDyo. thoDIvAre pIpaLo kapAIne paDyo. te ja samaye putra maryo ! dalavIra raDavA mAMDyo. tenI bIbIe patinA lobhathI ame putra gumAvyo te vAta paDozIone karI. potAnA pApano tene khUba pazcAtApa thayo. jAta anubhava pachI miMyAjIe ekTa vRkSa na kApyuM ane pIpaLAnI roja pUjA karavA mAMDI. Ano sAra e che ke devo che ane ApaNe dharma karIe to devabhava paNa maLe. tethI yathAzakti dharma karavAno saMkalpa karavo. 5. jApathI hRdayadarda maTuM pATaNa kanAsAnA vADAmAM azokabhAi rahetA. temane acAnaka hRdayano duHkhAvo thayo. khUba dhanavAna hatA. bAya-pAsa sarjarI amerikAmAM karAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. e vakhate AjathI paNa daseka varSa pahelAM bAya-pAsa jokhamI hatuM. e arasAmAM eka vAra eka mahAtmAe pUchayuM, "kema vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA nathI ?" azokabhAie ociMtA AvelA eTeka ane amerikAmAM oparezananI vAta karI. [na Adarza prasaMgo-1 DIjha [12]

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mahAtmAe temane AtmahitamAM AgaLa vadhAravA kahyuM, "tamArA upAyo tame jANo, paNa jyAM sudhI oNparezana na thAya tyAM sudhI sidhdhacakranA bIjamaMtra svarUpa 'OM hIM ahaM namaH" no jApa karavo. " sAdhu paranA AdarabhAvathI azokabhAIe A vAta svIkArI lIdhI. jApa niyamita karatAM amerikA pahocyA. tyAM batAvyuM, oparezana nakkI karyuM. chelle oparezana pahelAM pharIthI badhI tapAsa karAvI DaoNkTaroe rIporTa joi kahyuM, "misTara zAha ! tamAruM oparezana nahIM thAya !" azokabhAie kahyuM, "sarjarI to karAvavAnI ja che. cheka inDiyAthI huM AvuM chuM. hamaNAM kAMi vAMdho hoya to ekAda be divasa huM rahI ja." DaoNkTara kahe, "misTara zAha ! ame jyAM nasa joinTa karavAnA hatA tyAM navI nasa UgI gai che ane hRdaya ekadama normala cAle che. atyAre oparezananI jarUra ja nathI. chatAM mArA leTarapeDa. upara lakhI ApuM chuM ke kyAreya takalIpha paDe to maphata oparezana karI ApIza. tame nizcita thai jAva." Aje varSonA vahANAM vItI gayA. azokabhAIne koI takalIpha paDI nathI. ahai jApano kevo addabhuta prabhAva !!! Avo abhuta dharma tame badhA sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM vidhipUrvaka bhAvathI nitya karI sarvatra vadhu ne vadhu Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. 6. saMyamano prabhAva jhIMjhuvADA gAme pUjya paMnyAsa zrI jaMbUvijayajI ma. sA. nuM comAsu. teozrI je paDatara bhUmimAM caMDila jatAM tyAM 60 maNa bAjaro thayo. kheDUta to rAjIno reDa thai gayo. te to emane bhagavAna mAnavA lAgyo. eka divasa tenA baLadane pezAba baMdha thai gayo. AjubAjunA vistAramAM pazuonA DaoNkTarane batAvyuM. [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 8i5 [13]

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nidAna thayuM ke kiDanI nakAmI thaI gaI che, be-traNa divasamAM marI jaze. baLadanI bhayaMkara pIDA maTADavA zradhdhAthI kheDUta pUjayazrIne kahe che, "he dayAnidhi ! abola pazune bacAvo." pUjyazrIe baLadanI pIThe sparza karyo. aDadhA kalAkamAM baLadane pezAba thayo ! e vAtane Aje sAta varSa thayA. haju baLada jIve che ! pUjayazrInuM patarI gAmamAM comAsu. rAtanA bAra vAge ziSya dharmacaMdrane uThADyo; kahyuM, "cAra baMgalA choDIne je makAna che, tyAMthI badhAne bolAvI lAva." tarata ja munizrI gayA. eka vyaktine samAcAra ApyA. teNe vicAryuM ke badhAMne kyAM uThADavA ? tethI thoDAkane bolAvI lAvyo. pUjayazrI to jApamAM hatAM. thoDI vAre AMkha kholI. temaNe kahyuM, "badhAMne bolAvo." pUjayazrI bolAvyA, pachI paNa e kahyuM, "cothA mALe eka bALakI ghoDiyAmAM sutI che tene paNa lAvo." mA-bApane ema ke sUtI che to kyAM uThADavI? paNa gurUjInA sUcanathI laI AvyA. rAtanA 12-45 thaI. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. tyAre bIjI bAju te makAna para vIjaLI paDI ne makAna jamInadosta thaI gayuM. paraMtu pUjayazrInA prabhAve badhA bacI gayA ! 7. prabhudarzanathI motiyo maTyo ! zrI bhaTevA pArzvanAthanA aitihAsika jinAlayathI zobhatuM cANasmA gAma che. bhAviko gAmamAM prativarSa uttama AcAryAdi bhagavaMtonuM comAsu karAve che. eka vakhata pU. munirAja zrI matisAgara ma.sA. nuM cAturmAsa hatuM. vyAkhyAnamAM jaina-ajaina tamAma rasapUrvaka lAbha letA. eka paTela bhAI paNa pUjyazrInA pravacanathI bhAvita thatA ja gayA ! prasaMgopAta pUjyazrInA pravacanamAM zrI zaMkhezvara jaina Adarza prasaMgo-] jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 chuM 5 [4] 14

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pArzvanAthanA aciMtya prabhAvanI vAta nIkaLI. A bhAIne khUba sparzI gai ane prabhunA darzana karavAno manoratha thayo ! paNa saMsAranI jaMjALamAM jaI na zakyA. puNyarahitanA saMkalpa phaLatA nathI. A bhAIne zrI zaMkhezvara javAnuM banatuM nathI. ema karatAM vRddhAvasthA AvI. vaLI AMkhamAM motIyo Avyo. bilakula dekhAtuM nathI. na dekhavAnA du:kha karatA paNa AMkho hatI tyAre zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA darzana karyA nahIM e duHkha khUba sAle che. thoDA vakhata pachI netrayajJa jANI putro kahe che ke pitAjI ! amadAvAdamAM netrayajJa che. ApaNe tyAM jaine motIyAnuM oparezana karAvIe. pitAjI kahe che, "oparezananI vAta pachI. pahelAM mane zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhunA darzana karAvo !" putro vinamratAthI kahe che, "pitAjI ! Apane kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. to bhagavAna zI rIte dekhAze ? enA karatAM oparezana karAvI tarata ja zaMkhezvara tIrtha laI jaizuM. pachI Apa sArI rIte darzana karajo." pitAe kahyuM, "bhale huM bhagavAnane nathI joto, paNa bhagavAna to mane joi zake che. basa, mAre pahelAM zaMkhezvarajI ja javuM che!" vinIta putroe A vAta jhIlI lIdhI. buddhijIvInI kalyANa yAtrA jaladI virAma pAme che, jayAre haLukarmI zraddhALunI yAtrA AgaLa dhapatI ja jAya che! baMne putro pitAzrInA hAtha pakaDIne zaMkhezvaranI basamAM beThA. ajANyA che. zaMkhezvaramAM utarIne pUche che ke dAdAno darabAra kyAM che ? tyAM pahoMcyA ane pUjArIne vinaMtI karI ke A prajJAcakSu che ane darzana mATenI adamya icchA che. mATe AgaLa javA do ane gabhArAmAM pahoMcyA. putro kahe che, "pitAjI ! ApanI sAme [na Adarza prasaMgo-1 DIjha [15]

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bhagavAna che, darzana karo." dilanI utkaTa bhAvanA ghaNAM varSe saphaLa thatAM A prabhubhakta khUba gadgadita thaI gayA ! haiyAthI darzana karatAM karatAM bhaktibhAvano dhodha uchaLavA mAMDyo ! AnaMdano koi pAra nathI. te vakhate ATalA varSo pramAda karyo te moTI bhUlano pazcAtApa karatAM manamAM udgAra sarI paDe che, "he prabhujI ! mApha karo. AMkho hatI tyAM sudhI rakhaDyo. have tAruM darzana durlabha banyuM. paNa prabhujI A pApI upara mahera karI mAro uddhAra karaje." Ama AkraMda karI rahyA che. AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdaravo varase che. paherelA vastro AMsuthI bhInA thAya che ! badhA bhakto paNa AnI bhAvanAthI AnaMdamAM garakAva thaI gayA che, ane tenI bhaktinI anumodanA karI rahyA che ! eTalAmAM to baMne AMkhanA motIyA rUmAlamAM AvI gayA !! teNe sAme ja zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna joyA !!! kevalajJAna rUpI cakSu ApanAra zrI prabhu mATe carmacakSunA dAnanI zI visAta? AvI zraddhA bhakti AvI jAya to ApaNuM paNa kAma thai jAya. paTela uchaLatA bhAvathI dAdAnA darzana karatAM nAcI rahyA che. anaMtA karmono nAza karI nAMkhyo. he bhavyo ! tame badhA paNa devAdhidevanI haiyAthI utkRSTa bhakti karI A asAra saMsArane zIdhra tarI jAva e ja ekanI eka sadA mATe zubhAziSa. 8. devonuM sAkSAt darzana pATaDImAM pa.pU. pravartakapravara zrI jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA. cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. pUjayazrInI preraNAne jhIlI nAnA gAmamAM 30 mAsakSamaNa thayA ! 15 varSanI varSAe paNa mAsakSamaNa kareluM ! temaNe Aje dIkSA lIdhI che. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 {ii [16]

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mAsakSamaNanA pAraNA pachI pa-6 divasa bAda A varSAbena zrI jIrAvalA pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pUjA karavA mATe bapore 11-30 vAge gayA. derAsaramAM koI nahIM. pUjArI paNa nIce zrI zAMtinAthanA derAsaranA kAryamAM rata hato. varSAbene AvI kesara vAcyuM. gabhArAmAM gayA. vATakI, phula tyAM mUkyA. pachI hAtha dhoI mukhakoza bAMdhI aMdara jAya che tyAM vATakImAM kesara nahIM, phula paNa nahI ane vATakI cokakhI dhoyelI hoya tevI joI ! temane khUba ja Azcarya thayuM. pharI kesara vATI mULanAyakanI pUjA kare che teTalAmAM Akhu maMdira divya sugaMdhathI maghamaghAyamAna banI gayuM ! be devo eka divya pratimAne mULanAyakanI bAjumAM birAjamAna karI, pUjA karI cAmara nRtya karI rahyA che ! prakAzano paMja sarvatra phelAI gayo che. A sAkSAta joI varSAbene to A divya pratimAnI paNa pUjA karI !!! Azcarya e thayuM ke potAnA gharethI lAvelI cAMdInI dIvI saLagatI hatI. pachI paNa nA kalAka cAlu rahI eTale ghare jatAM pUjArIne sUcanA ApI ke sAMje derAsara kholo tyAre A cAMdInI dIvI uMcI mUkI dejo. paNa sAMje paNa dIvI cAluM! vaLI bIje divase savAre e dIvI enI pUjAnI peTImAMthI nIkaLI ! devo paNa ApaNA prabhunI pUjA kare che eno A vartamAna kALano purAvo che. e ja derAsaramAM nIce zrI zAMtinAthajI bhagavAnanA pUjArIne roja savAre 1 rUpiyo maLato ! jyArathI teNe koine kahyuM tyArathI rUpiyo maLato baMdha thayo. 9. covihAranA dharme motathI bacAvyA A satya prasaMga cAra varSa pahelAMno tAjo ja che. amadAvAdanA azvinabhAi Adi paMdara jaNA meTADoramAM vaDodarA pharavA gayA. covihAra roja karatA hovAthI sUryAsta jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 jeTha [17]

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pahelAM nAsto karI lIdho. bAkInA hoTalamAM rAtre jamyA. pachI 11vAge amadAvAda AvavA badhAM nIkaLyA. kanerA pAse lagabhaga 12 vAge Tenkara sAthe bhayaMkara akasmAta thayo. 4 vAhanone akasmAta thayelo. ghaNAM to meTADoramAM UMghatA hatA. azvinabhAine paNa UMghamAM ja jaDabAmAM khUba vAgyuM. tarata ja behoza thai gayA. temanI be bAju beThelA banne mitro ane pAchaLanA bahena traNe A akasmAtamAM svargavAsa pAmyA. azvinabhAine hospiTalamAM laI gayA. jaDabAmAMthI ghaNuM lohI peTamAM jatuM rahyuM hatuM. DaoNkTaroe tapAsIne hAtha dhoI nAkhyA. chatAM saMbaMdhI DaoN. pI. ke. zAhe kahyuM ke prayatna karuM. karyo. bacyA. jo ke 2 mAsa mAtra pravAhI ja lai zakAtu hatuM. paNa atyAre moTuM vagere badhuM normala ja che. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke badhAM sAthe azvinabhAie 11 vAge khAdhuM hota to lohI peTamAM javAthI phUDa poijhana thai jAta. to A kesa bacata ja nahIM. paraMtu azvinabhAi nAnI uMmarathI ja roja covihAra karatA hovAthI cha kalAka pahelAM khAdhuM hovAthI bacI gayA ! A azvinabhAi jhIMjhuvADAnA che. 5.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya kArasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. temanA dAdAnA moTAbhAI thAya. kula 8 mitro, sAthe cAranA zrImatIjI ane kula 3 bALako hatAM. temAMthI 3 ne vadhu vAgeluM. eka bahena hajI paNa akasmAtathI takalIpho veThI rahyA che ! Azcarya e che ke tadana bAjumAM beThelA baMne tyAM ja paraloka sidhAvI gayA ane vacce beThelA azvinabhAi bacI gayA ! covihAre ja temane bacAvyA hazene ? AvuM jANI he uttama jIvo, tame paNa dharma para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI covihAra vagere ArAdhanA yathAzakti karIne pracaMDa puNya kamAi sukhano paravAno meLavavAnuM cUkazo nahIM. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 Si [ 18 ]

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10. zrI zAMtinAthe maratAM bacAvyo svAgatane zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI bhaktie bacAvyo. amadAvAda zAhapuramAM pravINabhAi popaTalAla rahe che. 4 varSanA putra svAgatane lai skUTara upara jatA hatA. rastAmAM akasmAtamAM TeNiyAne khUba vAgyuM. hospITala lai gayA. DaoNkTaroe kahyuM ke hemareja thai gayuM che. bacavAnI zakyatA lAgatI nathI. paraMtu komAmAM 72 kalAka pasAra thai jAya to kadAca bacI paNa jAya. zrI zAMtinAtha dAdAne putrapremI pravINabhAI khUba bhAvathI prArthanA kare che, "dAdA ! A nAnakAne game tema karI bacAvo." traNe divasa roja atyaMta vinavaNI karyA kare che. eka to mAtrA 4 varSano ane vAgeluM khUba. bAjI karmanA hAthamAM hatI.jJAnIo e bhAvanA paNa bhavanAzinI kahI che. bhAvabhaktinA prabhAve svAgata 72 kalAke bhAnamAM Avyo ! chevaTe bacI gayo !!! zrI zAMtinAtha dAdA para pravINabhAInI zradhdhA khUba vadhI gai ane eNe dAdAne rUpiyA dasa hajArano kiMmatI hAra caDAvyo ! Aje paNa svAgata jIve che. prArthanAnuM adbhUta baLa che. A parama mAMgalika nUtana varSe tame badhAM paNa sAcA dilathI parama prabhAvI prabhune khUba zraddhAthI maMgala prArthanA karo ke A durlabha mAnavabhavamAM sadvAMcana vagere dharmakAryothI mArA tana ane manane pavitra banAvo. guNo vadhArI doSone ghaTADI bhavobhava zAMti ane sukha apAvo. ane paraMparAe zAzvata ane Atmika AnaMdane arpo. 11. saMghapati AdarathI roganAza lagabhaga 70 varSa pahelAnI A satya ghaTanA che. zreSThI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 =rNas [ 18 ]

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nagInadAsabhAIe pATaNathI zrI bhadrezvara tIrthano saMgha kADhyo. rastAmAM eka gAmanA eka zrAvake saMghapatine Agraha karyo ke mArA ghare padhAro. saMghapati nagInadAsabhAie kahyuM ke samaya nathI. saMgha khoTI thAya che. paNa zrAvake ati Agraha karatAM kahyuM ke 2 miniTa mATe paNa AvavuM ja paDaze. pUrvanA ati zrImaMto paNa dAkSiNya guNavALA hatA. saMghapati emanI bhAvanA pUrNa karavA gayA. saMghapatine te sAmAnya zrAvake dUdha pIvA ApyuM. pachI saMghapati gayA. vadheluM dUdha ati zradhdhAthI te zrAvake pIdhuM ! camatkAra thayo. zrAvakano roga nAza pAmI gayo. e zrAvakane ghaNA vakhatathI roga hato ke khAdheluM Take nahIM. tene zradhdhA ke jJAnIo saMghapatine tIrthaMkara padavI paNa maLe ema kahe che. tethI A nagInadAsabhAIno pIdhelo glAsa prasAdI mAnI huM pIza to roga maTaze. kharekhara maTI gayo ! AdarabahumAnamAM AvA adbhUta camatkAra sarjavAnI aciMtya zakti che. khAsa mAre e dhyAna doravuM che ke saMgha ane saMghavI nuM zAstromAM ghaNuM mahatva batAvyuM che. dhanavAno dharmamAM dhanano sadvyaya kare to tamane te dAnavIro pratye Adara jAge che ke irSyA, niMdA ? keTalAka loko dAtA dharmI paisAvALAnI niMdA kare che. paNa kharekhara to e zrImaMtone dAna vagere dharmakAryomAM je dharmabudhdhi hoya che ane dhana paNa nIti pUrvaka meLaveluM hoya e anumodanIya che. he dharmapremIo ! maphatamAM maLatI A anumodanAno lAbha gumAvI niMdA vagerenA khoTA pApathI lAkho yojana dUra rahevuM. 12. zatruMjaya bhaktithI roganAza 12 varSano arihaMta camatkAra varNavatAM kahe che ke mArA gharanAM badhAMne zrI zatruMjayanA dAdA zrI AdinAthajI para deDha zradhdhA che. mArA kAkInA paganI pAnImAM pANI bharAtuM hatuM ane DhIMcaNanuM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-] jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 chuM 5 [20] 20.

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darda sakhata hatuM. DaoNkTarane batAvI pANI kaDhAvyuM. vaLI pAchuM bharAtuM. vaidyanI davA karI. koI phAyado nahIM. ema 6 mAsa thai gayA. gharethI badhAMe pAlItANA yAtrAe javA vicAryuM. kAkIne manamAM du:kha ke badhAM sAthe javAnuM to che paNa mAre yAtrA nahIM thAya. badhAM kahe ke tamAre ya jAtrA karavAnI che. tyAre kAkIe manathI nakkI karyuM ke jAtrA karIza to caDIne ja karIza ! pAlItANA pahoMcI jAtrA mATe dharmazALAthI cAlatA nIkaLyA. taLeTI pahocyAM. dAdAne bhaktibhAvathI kAkI vinave che, "he dAdA ! tArA prabhAve ATale to AvI gaI. tu mane caDhIne yAtrA karAva........" caDhavA mAMDyuM. 3 kalAke Apa meLe pahoMcI gayA !! pUjA karI prabhunuM dhyAna karyuM. vedanA bilakula na hatI ! sArI rIte nIce utaryA ! te darda gayuM te pachI 4 varSamAM kyAreya thayuM nathI ! dAdAnA A prabhAvathI kAkIno bhaktibhAva vadhI gayo. te dara varSe 3 vAra zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrA kare che !! - zrI zAzvata tIrthano A prabhAva AvA kalikALamAM paNa ghaNAMe anubhavyo che. AvA tIrthAdhirAjanI tame bhAvathI yAtrA karI AtmAne nirogI banAvo tathA yAtrAmAM koi vipna AvI paDe to AvA prasaMgo yAda karI dAdA ane kapardI yakSane gadga haiye prArthanA karI hiMmatathI yAtrA karo. vipna TaLI jaze !!! 13. dAdAnA pratApe roga maTyA AjathI prAyaH traNa varSa pUrve sAdhvIjI zrI ramyadarzitAzrIjIne ghaNA roga hatA. livara bagaDela, hojarImAM alsara ane cAMdA hatAM, AMtaraDAmAM sojo, annanaLImAM paNa sojo . rogone kAraNe eTalI badhI UlaTI thAya ke peTamAM 1 camacI pANI paNa na Take. 2 varSa sudhI prAyaH biAsaNuM paNa na jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 ]

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ba karyuM. saMvatsarInA divase paNa mAMDa mAMDa pavAluM dUdha raDatAM raDatAM pIne biAsaNuM karyuM. kamaramAM maNako khasI gayela, pagamAM pANIno bharAvo ane mana to sAva asthira, apaseTa. ogho pAse che ke nahi teno paNa emane khyAla nahoto raheto. bAra mahinA sudhI ghaNA upacAra karAvyA. paNa roga maTyA nahi. chevaTe sAbaramatIthI vihAra karI pAlItANA gayA. tyAM gayA pachI sAdhvIjIne bhAva jAgyo ke ATalI davA karavAM chatAM kaMi paNa sudhAro na thayo, to have dAdA karAve to covihAra chaThThathI navvANuM karuM ! manomana saMkalpa karI vaDIlone kahyuM ke huM to covihAra chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA karIza ja. badhAe nA pADI ke tame pagathI eka DagaluM paNa cAlI zakatAM nathI. to sAta yAtrA karavI e kAMi chokarAnA khela nathI. paNa emane to dAdA upara pUrI zradhdhA. dardavALA page pIre dhIre cAlatA taLeTI sudhI pahocyAM ane dAdAnA dhyAnamAM ekAkAra thai gayA ! dAdAne AjIjI kare che, "huM dAdA ! mAre sAta yAtrA karavI che. pagathI eka DagaluM paNa cAlI zakuM tema nathI, paraMtu tuM sAta yAtrA karAva." AvI prArthanA karyA ja kare che, ane te ja vakhate evo camatkAra thayo ke sAdhvIjI saDasaDATa caDavA mAMDyAM ! jonArane to lAge ke sAdhvIjI jANe uDe che ! ane pachI to pAraNe - pAraNe covihAra cha karavApUrvaka navvANuM yAtrA cAlu karI ! ane pachI to jANe camatkAra ja thayo. eka pachI eka roga maTavA mAMDyA ! thoDA vakhatamAM to badhA ja roga maTI gayA ! be navvANuM thai gai ! Aje paNa emanI hArdika bhAvanA e ja che ke dAdAnI covihAra chaThTha sAthe navvANuM yAtrA pharI pharI karuM. zatruMjayanA AvA ghaNA camatkAra hamaNAM 50-60 varSomAM ghaNAMne thayA che. tame paNa bhAvathI sidhdhagirinI yAtrA karI hita sAthe 1 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 22

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AjathI prAyaH 11 varSa pahelAnI satya ghaTanA ke A ja sAdhvIjIne varSItapa sAthe navANuM yAtrA cAlatI hatI. eka vAra koNa jANe koi karmanA udaye gheTInI pAga UtaratAM ja 50 phUTanI UMDI khINamAM A sAdhvIjI acAnaka paDI gayAM ! jonArane thayuM ke have A sAdhvIjInA zarIranuM eka hADakuM paNa maLe nahIM. paNa dAdAnI asIma kRpA ke jANe paDatAnI sAthe ja jhIlI lIdhA na hoya tema kAMi ja na banyuM ! emanA hAthamAM tarANI ane dAMDo paNa sahI-salAmata ! pAchA cAlatA upara dAdAnA darzana karI DoLIno upayoga karyA vagara nIce UtaryA ! 8 varSa pahelAM A ja sAdhvIjIne AMtaraDAmAM AMTI AvI gaI. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke have emane moDhethI pANI paNa nahIM apAya. traNa divasa sudhI lUkojhanA bATalA caDhAvyA. to paNa sAruM na thayuM. chevaTe DaoNkTare kahyuM ke have amadAvAda jaI oparezana karAvavuM paDaze. cAturmAsano samaya hato. navapadanI oLIno pahelo divasa hato. emanA gurujIe emane kahyuM ke tuM navapadanI oLI kara. sidhdhacakranA prabhAvathI badhuM ja sAruM thai jaze ! sAdhvIjIe paNa zraddhAthI oLI karI ! oLInA prabhAve oparezana na karAvavuM paDyuM. tapanA prabhAve oparezana vinA sAruM thai gayuM ! zrI navapada zAzvata parva che. tethI bhAvathI oLI karanArane Aje paNa AvA paracA sAkSAt anubhavavA maLe che. 14. kAyotsargathI zIlarakSA ane prANarakSA vi. saM. 2037 mAM pU. paMnyAsa zrI hemaratnavijayajI ma. (hAla AcArya) aMtarIkSajI tIrthamAM birAjamAna hatA. tIrtharakSA mATe samagra jaina saMghamAM apUrva jAgRti AvelI. korTamAM eka dharmazALAno pheMsalo zva. saMghanI tarapheNamAM AvatAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 4 [ 23]

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te dharmazALAnuM dvAra kholIne 30 jeTalA sAdhvIjI mahArAjane tyAM utAravAmAM AvelA. digaMbarabhAIo A dharmazALA khAlI karAvIne anyAyI kabajo levA mAMgatA hatA. tethI teoe 1520 guMDA rokIne dharmazALA para paththaramAro karAvyo. pU.paM. hemaratnavijayajI ma. nI sAthe tIrtharakSArthe rokAyelA keTalAMka yuvAno tarata sthaLa para dhasI gayA. paNa teone lohIluhANa karI devAmAM AvyA. pU.paM. zrIne khabara paDatAM teo sthaLa para pahoMcI gayA ane dharmazALAno mukhya daravAjo rokIne ubhA rahI gayA. guMDAoe bArazAkha sAthe AkhA daravAjAne toDI nAkhyo ane badhA aMdara doDI AvyA. sAdhvIjI maharAjIne AgaLanA rUmamAM TrAnsaphara karIne paM.zrI rUmanA daravAje be hAtha pahoLA karIne daravAjo rokIne UbhA rahI gayA. guMDAoe pU.paM. grIne haTAvI devA lAkaDIo vIMjhavAnI zarUAta karI. varasatI lAkaDIonI jhaDIo vacce paM. zrI aNanama ubhA rahyA. - ane aMtakALa che ema samajane teozrIe tarata ja cAre AhArano tyAga karIne sAgArika anazanano svIkAra karIne kAussagga ane namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa cAlu karI dIdho. jApa zarU thatAM ja ekAeka polIsavAna AvI pahoMcI. vhIsala mArIne jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM ke jo najarameM AyegA zUTa ho jAyegA.' eka ja seMkaDamAM guMDAo sthaLa choDIne UbhI pUMchaDIe pAchalA daravAjethI bhAgI gayA. maMtrAdhirAja ane kAyotsarganA prabhAve 5. zrInI prANarakSA ane sAdhvIjIonI zIlarakSA camatkArIka rIte thaI javA pAmI hatI.' aneka zrAvako A ghaTanAnA sAkSI che. jApa roja karI, dharma khUba sevI......... evo AtmasAt karIe ke kaTokaTImAM, bhayaMkara ApattimAM, jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 24

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paralokagamanaveLAe A dharma ane jApa ApaNA hoThe ane haiye hoya, hoya ne hoya ja. 15. zrI sImaMdharasvAmIjIno prabhAva zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanA atizayathI atyaMta bImAra paNa tadana sAjA thai gayA !!! vaDodarAnA kamalAbahena khUba bImAra thai gayA. davA cAlu rAkhavA chatAM roga vadhato gayo. temane to ema ja thai gayuM hatuM ke have to mRtyu pAse ja che. pathArImAMthI uThAtuM paNa na hatuM. sUtA sUtA mAtra navakAra gaNI zakatA hatA. sAme mota joi Dara lAgavA mAMDyo ke have nakkI durgatimAM javuM paDaze, kAraNa ArAdhanA to kaMI karI nathI. A TenzanamAM eka vAra bhAvanA thai ke zrI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna to atyAre paNa mahAvidehamAM che, ane temanA evA mahAna atizayo che ke ghaNAM badhAM lokonA rogano nAza thai jAya che. A vicAra AvatA ja emaNe bhagavAnane bhAvathI prArthanA karI ke " he nAtha ! ApanA atizaya ahIM sudhI phelAvo ane mAro roga nAza karo." A ja bhAvanAmAM e ramavA mAMDyA ! A bhAvathI mana prasanna banI gayuM ! uMgha AvI gai ! have juo bhagavAnano camatkAra ! bIjA divase kamalAbahena jAgyA tyAre temane skUrti lAgavA mAMDI. sahelAithI ubhA thai zakyA. manamAM ema thavA lAgyuM ke have koi takalIpha nathI ! pachI to tabIyata sudharavA lAgI. aThavADiyAmAM to roga saMpUrNa maTI gayo !!! bhagavAnanA atizaya narakamAM paNa kAma kare che, to ahIM bharata kSetramAM pravarte temAM zuM Azcarya ! A zrAvikA roja uThI zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanuM caityavaMdana bhAvathI karatA hatA. pachI ja badhA kAma kare. Ama zraddhA bhaktivALA dharmIne tarata lAbha thAya jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 [ 25 ]

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emAM zI navAI ! sImaMdhara bhagavAnano prabhAva ahIM paNa pahoMce ja che, e zraddhA rAkho. cAturmAsamAM A zrAvikAnI ArAdhanA ane bhakti joi hatI. (nAma badalyAM che) A satya prasaMga jANyA pachI meM paNa vicAryuM ke savAre zrI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnanuM caityavaMdana khUba ja bhAvathI karI Atmahita sAdhavuM. mArI eka vAta khUba vicAro. zrI sImaMdharasvAmIno ahIM Aje paNa ghaNo prabhAva che ! tethI pUrvAcArya bhagavaMtoe dharmI jIvonA hita mATe savAre pratikramaNamAM ja sImaMdhara bhagavAnanuM caityavaMdana goThavyuM. tame pratikramaNa karanArA A caityavaMdanamAM veTha na utAratA, gadagad thai sAme bhagavAna bIrAje che ema kalpanA karI khUba bhAvathI caityavaMdana karo. pratikramaNa na karanArA paNa pAMca miniTa A caityavaMdana bhAvathI karI viziSTa lAbha meLavo e aMtaranI abhilASA. he jaino ! tame paNa A vicaratA sAkSAt zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI bhakti vagere khUba zraddhA ane bhAvathI karI pavitratA, zubha puNya, nirjarA, sadgati ane aMte zivagati Adi Atmika lAbha pAmo e zubhecchA.... .... 16. siddhagirinA aciMtya prabhAvathI gacchAdhipatinI padavI oha ! akathya vedanA ! zuM thaze ? mota ? ThIka che !!! maratAM pahelAM zAzvata girirAjane sparzI lauM to kevuM sArUM? A vicAra 18 varSanA yuvAnane Ave che ane e doDe che-pauSadha laine chaTTa karIne sAta yAtrA karavA mATe ja to | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 2 [26] 26

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! muzkelIthI yAtrA karI. yAtrA pachI yAtanA dUra thaI ane dhIre dhIre TI.bI. no roga nirmULa thayo! 50 varSa pahelAMnI A satya ghaTanA che. tyAre TI.bI. nI davA paNa na hatI. chatAM bhAva auSadhe A kAma karyuM. pachI to e yuvAne nakkI karyuM, "jeNe ApyA prANa tenA caraNe prANa." mahAbhiniSkramaNano manoratha jAgyo. bhAre mahenata karI. pa.pU.A.zrI nItisUri mahArAjanA samudAyanA pa.pU. maMgaLavijayajI ma.sA. ke jeo "khAkhI'nA upanAme prasiddha che temanI pAse pravrajyA grahaNa karI ! ne guNajJavijayajI nAme sAdhu banyA. anaMtAnaMta siddhonI sAdhakabhUmi tathA anaMtA tIrthakaronI samavasaraNabhUmi evA siddhAcale camatkArano vikrama sajaryo. tadana rogamukta sAdhu rAgamukta banavAnI sAdhanA kare che. ananya guru-samarpaNa, devAdhidevanI apratimabhakti, kaThora saMyamanI pAlanA vagerenA pratApe munirAjazrI guNajJavijayajI ma.sA. pa.pU.A.zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrIzvarajI banyA. Aje to teo gacchAdhipati pada pAmyA che. pUjyazrIe chaTTa karIne sAta yAtrAne eka gaNIe tevI 7 yAtrA 255 karI che ! temanA TUMka paricayamAM AvanArane temanI apUrva sAdhanA zaktino paricaya maLaze. vacanasiddha pU.zrIe aneka saMghomAM mArgadarzana ApI kalyANakArI kAryo karAvyAM che. eka vakhata pAlItANAmAM takhatagaDhanI dharmazALAnA maMdiramAM pratiSThA prasaMge aneka bhAviko AvelA. temAMthI beMgalora ane rAjasthAnanA be zrAvakonI moTarakArane akasmAta thayo. eka 16 varSanA kizoranuM mAthuM chuMdAI gayuM. A amaMgaLathI sahu dhrujI uThyA. are, have zuM thaze ? tarata ja sahu | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 4i [27]

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pU. AcArya bhagavaMta pAse doDI gayA. DaoNkTara pAse TAMkA levaDAvyA. sAhebajIe mAthe ogho pheravI dIdho ne thoDI vAre kizora doDato thaI gayo ! AvA to aneka prasaMgo temanA jIvanamAM thayA che. saMghonI aMdara ekatA karAvanArA ane saMyamacusta evA pa.pU. A.bha. zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne koTi vaMdanA. chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA karavAnuM tamane keTalI vAra mana thAya ? A mahAtmAe kevo vizva rekorDa karyo ke chaThThathI sAta yAtrA !! ane tevA chaThTha paNa 250 thI vadhu !! zrI AdinAtha dAdAnA ananya upakArane yAda karI A mahAtmA vAraMvAra pAlItANA pahoMcI yAtrA kare che. ApaNe prArthIe A mahApuruSa alpa kALamAM arihaMta banIne siddha bane ane anekane banAve. ApaNI AMkha samakSa ja banelA A prasaMgane jANI ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne jagADavo joIe. tame badhA paNa AvA anaMta kalyANa karanArA A AdinAtha dAdAnI ane parama tAraka jinazAsananI khUba ja sevA bhAva ane umaMgathI karo. dharmathI ajANyo yuvAna paNa AvI sAhasika sAdhanA karI zake e satyanuM UMDuM manomaMthana karIne tame paNa zraddhA ane vizvAsa pedA karI kamase kama yathAzakti Adarza zrAvakapaNuM pALavAno dRDha nizcaya karo e zubhAbhilASA. 17. dAdAe dIdho dIkaro rAjendrabhAi loDhA sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA hatA. sthAnakavAsI saMghanA agragaNya AgevAna ane dhanika pitAnA putra hatA. - rAjendrabhAinAM lagna zrI maNilAla koThArInI putrI sAthe [na Adarza prasaMgo-1 [ 18 ]

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thayAM. patnI zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka kuTuMbanI susaMskArI ane zraddhALu hatI. dAmpatyajIvana sukhI hatuM. varSo vItatAM gayAM. paNa zera mATInI khoTa hatI. kuTuMba eka bALaka jhaMkhatuM hatuM. paNa icchA phaLatI na hatI. zvasura pakSa taraphathI zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanI yAtrA mATe vAraMvAra preraNA thatI paNa rAjendrabhAine zraddhA na hatI. e saMmata thatA na hatA. aMte vAraMvAra Agrahane vaza thaine rAjendrabhAi saparivAra zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthanI yAtrAe gayA. patnIe patine preraNA karI ke sAcA dilathI ane saMpUrNa zraddhA sAthe prArthanA karo. - rAjendrabhAie prArthanA karI. paNa manamAM bhAva kaMika avizvAsa ane azraddhAno hato. tethI prabhune uddezIne bolyA, "dIkarA mATe AvyA chIe. bahu duHkhI chIe. Apazo ne? paNa jo e nahI maLe to...to - pharI kyAreya nahIM AvuM" manamAM hatuM ke bALaka mATe thAya eTalA upAya DaoNkTaro pAse karAvyA che. have kyAMthI thavAnuM che? pArzvanAtha dAdA dvArA icchita phaLa nahIM maLe to zvasura pakSa ApoApa cUpa thai jaze. ane rAjendrabhAinA Azcarya vacce mAtra eka varSamAM emane ghare pAraNuM baMdhAyuM! dIkaro janmyo ane bhagavAna pratye dilamAM dRDha zraddhA thai gai. avizvAsa ane azraddhA sAthe bolAyelA zabdo mATe khUba ja duHkha thayuM. rAjendrabhAi have vAraMvAra zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthanI yAtrAe jAya che. bhAvathI bhakti kare che. ApaNe sau e devAdhidevane barAbara oLakhIe, emano prabhAva pU. gurudeva pAsethI jANIe ane bhavobhava e devAdhidevanAM caraNonI sevA maLe te mATe zraddhApUrvaka bhAvathI bhakti karIe, arihaMtapada prAptinI apekSA saha...... jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 29

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18. jInapUjAthI zrImaMta jayavaMtA zrI jinazAsanamAM Aje paNa kevA uttama zrAvaka ratno maLe che! zrI siddhAcalajIthI thoDe dUra TImANA nAmanuM gAma che. tyAM eka yuvAna daMpati rahetA hatA. kAratakI pUname pAlItANA yAtrA karavA gayA. dharmapatnIne dAdAnI pahelI pUjA karavAno zubha bhAva thayo. patine vAta karI. 500 maNa sudhI pati caDAvo bolyo. paNa pAlItANAmAM to bhAratabharamAMthI hajAro yAtrALu Ave. lAbha na maLyo. patnI kahe ke ApaNuM puNya nathI. kAle lAbha apAvajo . bIje divase paNa 500 maNa bolavA chatAM caDAvo na maLyo. patnIe nakkI karyuM ke roja AvavuM. kyAreka to lAbha maLaze. paNa A zAzvata tIrthamAM roja koine koi bhAvika AvI jAya che. ane vadhu caDAvo bolIne pUjAno lAbha le che. ema poSa vada 5 sudhI pa00 maNa bolavA chatAM lAbha maLato nathI. bena roja raDe che ke kevA pApa karyo haze. ghaNAM badhAM divasa thavA chatAM mArI bhAvanA saphaLa thatI nathI. patine te kahe che ke koi paNa hisAbe kAle to pUjA karavI ja che. yuvAne paNa mUDI vagere bhegI karIne nakkI karyuM ke 1500 maNa sudhI bolIne paNa zrAvikAnI zubha bhAvanA pUrI karavI. chaThanA divase upara pahoMcyA. caDAvo bolAvA mAMDyo. te divase paNa eka saMgha Avelo. saMghapatie paNa pahelI pUjA karavAnuM nakkI kareluM. kramazaH te 1551 maNa bolyA. caDAvo temane maLyo. patnI patine prArthanA kare che ke A zeThane vinaMti karo ke mane pahelI pUjA karAve. yuvAna kahe che ke ghI emanuM che. ApaNe kevI rIte kahevAya ? paNa patnI mAnatI nathI. ati Agrahane kAraNe yuvAne saMghapatine prArthanA karI ke kRpA karI mArI patnInI ghaNA divasonI icchA pUrNa karAvo... badhI vAta karI. eTalAmAM patnI tyAM doDatA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 [ 30 ]

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AvI saMghapatine hAtha joDI kahe che ke zeThajI ! Apa kaho te karIza paNa Aje pahelI pUjA mane karavA do.... zeThe kahyuM ke eka zarate hA pADuM. yuvAna kahe ke ame sAmAnya mANaso chIe. amArI zakti haze to zarata pUrNa karIzuM. zeThe kahyuM ke jAvajajIva brahmacarya vrata lo to lAbha tamane ApuM. yuvAna vicAramAM paDI gayo. paNa patnIne pUjAno joradAra bhAva. patine vinaMtI karI ke tame hA pADI do. bhAgyazALIo ! juvo ke kevI zrAvikA ke pUjAno lAbha levA bharayuvAnImAM cothuM vrata levA taiyAra thai gayA! ane patine paNa khUba Agraha kare che. patnInI ati AjIjIne kAraNe pati saMmata thayo. dAdA pAse daMpatie abhigraha lIdho. have zeTha kahe che ke have tame pUjA karo paNa mArI tamane eka prArthanA che. yuvAna kahe che ke ATaluM kaThina vrata svIkAryuM, have pAchuM zuM bAkI rahyuM che? tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke pahelI pUjAnI mArI icchA hatI. tethI sonAnI vADakI ane thALI banAvarAvI sAthe lAvyo chuM. tenAthI pUjA karo. patnI kahe ke mArI zarata svIkAro to tamArI thALI vADakIthI pUjA karuM. zeTha ciMtAmAM paDyA. paNa thALI vADakIthI pUjAno lAbha levo hato. tethI te bahenanI icchA pUchI. bahene kahyuM ke saMgha sAthe mArA ghare pagalA karo, to tamArI vADakIthI pUjA karuM! lAbha levA zeThe hA pADI. bahene khUba bhAvathI zrI AdinAthajInI pUjA karI. saMgha padhAravAno che tethI zrAvikA ghare jAya che. AMgaNAmAM gAya kUdavA mAMDI. patnInA kahevAthI pati tyAM gayo. khIlo ukhaDI gayo, ne tyAM koi vastu camake che. tapAsa karatAM jamInamAMthI caru nIkaLyo ! yuvAnane thayuM ke A gharamAM varSothI rahIe chIe. A caru kyAMthI Avyo ? khUba udAra bhAve saMghanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 31

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pagalAM karAvyAM. pachI ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM jaIne kahe che ke pUjAnA caDAvAnA paisA lo. munie kahyuM ke paisA bharAi gayA che. daMpatie kahyuM ke pUjA ame karI che. tamAre paisA levA paDaze. munie kahyuM ke saMghapati zeTha paisA cUkavI gayA che. have nahIM levAya. bahena kahe che ke paisA nahIM lo tyAM sudhI ahIMthI UThIzuM nahi ane khAvuM pIvuM baMdha. muniye AgevAnone bolAvyA. blenano ati Agraha joi paisA lIdhA. peDhInA itihAsamAM eka ja caDAvAnA Dabala paisA A eka ja prasaMge levAyA che. lagabhaga 85 varSa pahelAnI A satya ghaTanA che. bahenanA UchaLatA zubha bhAvathI puNya vadhI gayuM. caru maLyo ane anaMtA karmo khapAvI dIdhA haze. bhAgyazALIo! tame pUjA vagere dharma khUba bhAvathI vidhipUrvaka karI khUba Atmahita sAdho. jIvanabhara brahmacaryapAlana vagere kaThina kAma ApaNe kadAca na karI zakIe to paNa AvI rIte zubha manoratha karIe ane ApaNI zakti pramANe mahAna lAbha laie e zubhecchA. 19. parigraha-parimANa vrate camAra kya gujarAtanA eka gAmanA e bhAine ApaNe pravINabhAi tarIke oLakhIzuM. kariyANAno vepAra karatA hatA. dhaMdho cAlato na hato. devuM thavA mAMDyuM. upAzrayamAM pUjaya munirAja zrI abhyadayasAgara ma. Adine vaMdana karavA gayelA. mahArAjazrIe parigraha parimANavratanI preraNA karI. dharmapremI ane sAdhu para zraddhAvALA te vicAre che ke dhana to che nahi ane maLe tema lAgatuM nathI. to cAlo lAbha laI lauM. 25 varSanI bhara yuvAnavaye eka lAkhano niyama mAMgyo ! A bhAvanAzIla zrAvakano niyama sArI rIte paLAya te mATe pU. zrIe pAMca lAkhano niyama Apyo. pachI devuM vadhI jatAM pravINabhAie gAma choDyuM. choDatAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 [ 32 ]

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pahelA pitarAI bhAInuM lagabhaga aDhAra hajAranuM devuM hatuM. pravINabhAie kahyuM, "bhAi ! mAruM makAna tamArA nAme karI dauM chuM." lAgaNIvALA bhAIe nA pADatAM kahyuM, "huM kyAM paisA mAMgu chuM ? tuM kamAya tyAre nirAMte Apaje. ciMtA jarA paNa na karIza !" 20 varSa pahelAM vatana choDI teo zaheramAM rahevA lAgyA. nAnI kholImAM cha-sAta jaNA rahe. divaso jema tema vitAve. sIjhanamAM anAjano nAno vepAra kare. paryuSaNamAM derAsaranAM aSTa prakArI pUjAnI bolI cAlatI hatI. pravINabhAIne bhAva AvI gayo. dAdAnI pUjAmAM potAnuM paNa kaMIka samarpaNa karavAnI icchAthI kezarapUjA ane dIpakapUjA ema be bolIno 2500 maNamAM lAbha lIdho! pachI TrasTIne hakIkata jaNAvI kahyuM, "be mAsamAM rakama bharI daiza. kamANI nahi thAya to thoDuM sonuM che te mUkI jaiza. ane vyAja sAthe rakama cUkavI daIza." AmanA uttama bhAva jANI udAra TrasTIoe vinaMtI svIkArI. Ama lAbha maLavAthI pravINabhAine anahada AnaMda thayo. derAsaramAM dIpakanI rozanI kare tenA jIvananI rozanIno jhagamagATa kema na thAya? thoDA ja divasamAM eka bhAie oTomobAilsanA dhaMdhAmAM bhAgIdAra thavA ophara karI ! Avela taka vadhAvI lIdhI. pravINabhAI mAtra varkIga pArTanara. paisA badhA pelA bhAInA. dharmaprabhAve kamANI thavA mAMDI. pravINabhAInI dharmazradhdhA ane pramANikatAne kAraNe dhaMdho khUba jAmyo. rUpiyA sADA traNa lAkhanuM makAna lIdhuM. parigraha parimANa vrata kevI rIte lIdheluM te yAda na AvavAthI mahArAjazrIne maLIne pUchyuM. teozrIe kahyuM, "pAMca lAkhamAM makAna ane badhuM ja gaNavAnuM." pravINabhAIe vicAryuM ke je dharme mArI ATalI unnati karI tenI sAthe jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 8i [ 33]

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vizvAsaghAta karavo nathI ! have kamAvuM nathI !! 5 lAkhathI vadhAre je kamANI thai che te dharmamAM vAparI nAkhavI che !!! pravINabhAIe dukAnamAMthI bhAgIdArI kADhI nAkhI. doDha lAkha dharmapatnInA nAme mukyA. parigraha parimANathI uparanI rakamanuM vyAja dharmakSetre teo avasare avasare udAratAthI dAna kare che. vatanamAM sAdhu sAdhvI bhagavaMtone mATe temanA taraphathI bhAIo sAthe bhAgIdArImAM Aje paNa rasoDuM cAle che. pote vizeSa ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. zrI vAsupUjya bhagavAne dezanAmAM pharamAvyuM hatuM, "parigraha parimANa vrata dareka zrAvake levuM joie. tenA prabhAve vidyApati zeThane gayelI lakSmI aneka gaNI thaine pAchI maLI, rAjA paNa banyA !" tame badhA paNa AtmahitArthe A vratathI AtmAne zaNagArI anAdinA dhananA lobha para vijaya meLavI sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 20. dharmaprabhAve adrazya sahAya maLI ! madrAsanI vimalakumArInI dIkSA sADA ATha varSanI uMmare vi.saM. 2043nA vaizAkha suda 4 nA zubha divase nakkI thai. temanA pitA dharamacaMdanI sthiti sAmAnya, dIkSA pUrve rU. vIsa hajAra temanI pAse hatA. dIkSA ullAsathI apAvI. vadhelI rakama gaNI. pUrA 20OO0 hatA ! dIkSAmAM vaparAyelI rakama dharmanA prabhAve pAchI maLI gai. A puNyazALI sAdhvIjI Aje paNa dIkSA pALe che. temanA bena anitAbenanI dIkSA 48nA caitra vada 3nA hatI. te pUrve dharamacaMdajI potAnA deza bhInamAla gayA. dharmarAgI dharamacaMdajIne ullAsa AvI javAthI navakArazIno caDAvo lIdho. potAnI sthiti sAmAnya. ATalA rUpiyA lAvavA kyAMthI ? | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 2i5 [34] 34.

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navakArazI pUrve dezamAM jatAM gADImAM dharamacaMdajIe bha.zrI AdIzvarajI ane zrI pArzvanAthajIne prArthanA karI ke A prasaMga tame pAra pADo. ane evo camatkAra thayo ke navakArazInA 10 divasa pahelAM eka bhAi AvIne dharamacaMdajIne 2 lAkha rUpiyA ApI gayA ! prasaMga sArI rIte patI gayo. pachI to dharmaprabhAve dharamacaMdajI pAse paiso ghaNo thai gayo ! pelA bhAgyazALIne 2 lAkha ApavA mAMDyA. paNa te letA nathI. ghaNuM kahyuM paNa te mAnyA nahIM. he puNyazALIo ! tamane paNa Avo mahAna dharma anaMta puNya maLyo che. tamAre paNa sAcA dilathI dharma karavo joie jethI tamAruM paNa khUba Atmahita thAya. 21. prabhubhaktithI dIkSA maLI A pustakonI badhI ghaTanA satya che. nAma badalyuM che. "prabhunI bhakti haju vadhu ne vadhu bhAvathI, ekAgratAthI roja-roja karo. tamArI zreSTha bhAvanA jarUra phaLaze!" vidvAna pU. AcAryazrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. sAhebe muMbaInA ghATakoparanA dharmaruci" nAmanA zrAvakane sacoTa upAya batAvyo. dharmarUci 45 varSathI dharmamAM joDAyelA. ArAdhanA vadhAratA have dIkSAnI bhAvanA thavA mAMDI. zrAvikA paNa jayaNA vagere suMdara pALatA; paNa te zrAvakane kahetAM, "dIkSAnuM mane mana thatuM nathI." bhAvabhakti sAthe prabhujIne roja gadgad haiye prArthanA karavA mAMDI, "he karuNAnidhi ! zrAvikAne kAraNe mArI paNa dIkSAnI bhAvanA saphaLa thatI nathI. amane ApanA prabhAvathI dIkSA zIgha maLo !" zrAvikAne koNa sAcave ? e ciMtAthI pote manamAM nakkI kareluM ke zrAvikA taiyAra thAya to ja baMnee sAthe dIkSA levI. dIkSAnI bhAvanA pAkI. tethI patnInI dIkSA mATe prayAsa karatA ! pUjyone paNa vinaMtI kare ke zrAvikAne na Adarza prasaMgo-1 ne [35]

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samajAvo. Ama te pU. A. zrI pAsethI eka aphalAtUna rasto maLI gayo. ane viziSTa bhAva ane vidhipUrvaka bhakti khUba karavA mAMDI. mAtra cha ja mAsamAM zrImatIjIe sAmethI dharmarucine kahyuM ke mAne dIkSAnA bhAva thAya che. ApaNe baMne sAthe dIkSA lai ! gurudevane maLyA, taiyArI karI. badhuM patAvI sajoDe 3 varSa pahelAM temanI dIkSA thaI gaI ane udAratA evI ke dIkSA pahelAM paNa ghaNA dharmakAryo sAthe muMbainA eka derAsarane 21 lAkha jamInakharca peTe ane anya kharca peTe 1 lAkha rokaDA ApyA !!! 22. AdinAthanA jApathI yAtrA thai ! premajIbhAI emanuM nAma. Arthika sthiti bahu sArI nahi. jIvanavyavahAra nabhe teTalI ja Avaka. yAtrAe javAnI zakyatA nahIM. zrI premajIbhAInA 80 varSanA vRddha mAtuzrIne jIvanamAM ekavAra zrI zatruMjya tIrthanI yAtrA karavAnI khUba ja bhAvanA. ghaNAM varSathI bhAvanA bhAvyA kare. kyAreka to phaLaze ja evI zraddhA. premajIbhAI paNa mAne yAtrA karAvavA khUba ja Atura. aMtaranI bhAvanA phaLI. nANAMkIya thoDI sagavaDa thatAM premajIbhAI mA ane bahenane laI pAlitANA gayA. narazI nAyAnI dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. acAnaka premabhAIno paga dorImAM bharAi gayo, ane te paDyA, vAgyuM ane paga sUjIne thAMbhalA jevo thai gayo. DaoNkTarane batAvyuM, salAha maLI ke 15-20 divasa pUrNa ArAma karavo paDaze. tyAM sudhI cAlavAthI vadhAre nukzAna thaze. premajIbhAie mAtAne ane bahenane yAtrA karI AvavA samajAvavA prayatna karyo. paNa dIkarAne mUkIne mA kevI rIte yAtrA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-v 36

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karavA jAya ? mA e makkamatAthI kahyuM, "jAtrA karazuM to traNe sAthe karazuM, nahIM to ahIM sudhI AvyAno saMtoSa mAnIza. tane mUkIne huM kevI rIte jAtrA karuM ?" rAtre sUtAM sUtAM premajIbhAI vicAratA hatA, "jIvanamAM pahelI ja jAtrA thavAnI hatI te paNa mA nahIM karI zake? kevuM nasIba? taLAve AvyA ne tarasyA javuM paDaze." manamAM khUba ja du:kha thayuM. tIrthAdhipati AdIzvara prabhune tathA kapardI yakSane yAda karI gadgad bhAve prArthanA karI, "mArI mA ne A pahelI ane chellI yAtrA che. he samartha deva ! enI icchA pUrNa kara." badhA zAsanadevone paNa prArthanA karI ane navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM UMghI gayA. Azcarya sarjAyuM ! savAre paganuM darda gAyaba ! cAlI zakAtuM hatuM. ane yAtrA karavA gayA. saraLatAthI caDhI zakAyuM. raste cAlatAM eka pU. bAlamuni malyA. temane vinaMtI karI, "ame ajANyA chIe. badhe darzana karavA che." ane pU. bAlamunie sAthe pharIne, badhuM samajAvIne vidhipUrvaka suMdara yAtrA karAvI. yAtrA pUrNa karIne dharmazALAe AvyA tyAre sojo caDhI gayo hato. pharI hatuM emane ema. paNa mAne yAtrA karAvyAno AnaMda anahada hato. muMbai pAchA AvyA. ane dhIme dhIme paganuM darda maTI gayuM. Aje ya kyAreka premajIbhAi e prasaMga yAda karI prabhunA prabhAvane yAda karI manomana ene vaMdI rahe che. he dharmapremIo ! A che dharmanI zraddhAno prabhAva ! nAnA moTA hatAzAnA prasaMge nirAza na banatAM hRdayapUrvaka devone prArthanA karo, mahAna navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karo to tamane jarUra AvA kaLiyugamAM paNa eno paraco anubhavavA maLaze. sAcI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 karNika [ 37 ]

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zraddhA kyAreya koinI paNa eLe jatI nathI. tame paNa A zAzvata tIrthanI AzAtanArahita bhAvasahita yAtrA karo. 23. prabhunA smaraNe sTamamAMthI choDAvyA amadAvAdanA jItubhAI thoDA varSa pahelAM amerikA gayA. sAthe 150 joDa reDImeDa kapaDAM lai gayelA. eraporTa para kasTamavALAe tapAsatAM A 150 joDanI kasTama mAMgI. temaNe kahyuM, 'huM to pharavA Avyo chuM, vepAra mATe nahIM. kasTama nahIM ApuM.' temane kasTaDImAM goMdhI dIdhA. temane khUba ciMtA thai ke ahIM mane koNa bacAvaze ? ApattithI bacavA zraddhApUrvaka bhagavAnano jApa karavA lAgyA. kasTaDI pAse koi na Ave chatAM 10 miniTa pachI eka yuvatI tyAM dekhAi ! vinA bolAvyuM jitubhAi pAse AvIne teNe puchayuM, "What is the problem ?" jitubhAie badhI vAta karI. te kahe, 'tame 50 Dolara kasTama bharI do. choDAvI dauM.' jitubhAie hA pADI. te jaine kasTamavALAne lai AvI. jitubhAie 50 Dolara ApI dIdhA. kasTamavALAe choDI dIdhA. pachI pelI yuvatI alopa thai gai ! paradezamAM jitubhAi koNa jANe keTalo samaya herAna thAta. paNa he jaino ! ApaNane kevo mahAna dharma maLI gayo che ke prabhunA nAma, jApa ane prabhAva paradezamAM paNa game tevI bhayaMkara AphatomAMthI ugArI de! A dharma yathAzakti sadA karatA raho jethI koipaNa Apatti AvI paDe to A dharma tamAro camatkArika bacAva karI Ape. kahyuM paNa che ke - dharmo rakSati rakSitaH | artha : je dharmanI ApaNe rakSA karIe chIe, te rakSA karAyelo dharma ApaNI rakSA kare che. mATe dharmanI rakSA karavI. [ na Adarza prasaMgo- jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 8ii 5 [38] 38

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24. siddhagirInA prabhAve roga gAyaba madrAsanA suzrAvaka dharamacaMdajIne 20 varSa pahelAM DhIMcaNe ane kamare darda thayuM. cAlatAM takalIpha khUba thAya. nIcA namIne cAlavuM paDe. ATalI bhayaMkara takalIpha chatAM cAlIne zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrA karavAnI joradAra icchA! tethI siddhagirinI yAtrA karavI evo saMkalpa karyo. 6-7 mahine yAtrA karavA gayA. DaoNkTare ijekazana levAnuM kahyuM. paNa nA lIdhuM. bha.zrI AdIzvarajI pratye pUrI zraddhA. samartha mArA prabhunI kRpAthI cokkasa cAlIne yAtrA thaze ja evo haiyAmAM vizvAsa. taLeTI pahoMcatA badhuM darda ane roga maTI gayAM! yAtrA khUba sArI rIte karI AvyA. yAtrA pachI to darda saMpUrNa maTI gayuM! pachI Aja sudhI te roga thayo nathI! zubha saMkalpano kevo prabhAva! zrI zAzvatA tIrthAdhirAjano A aciMtya prabhAva tathA yAtrAno anaMta lAbha vicArI tame paNa yAtrA bhAvathI karo e zubhecchA ! kahyuM che ke- jima jima e giri bheTIe re, tima tima pApa palAya saluNA. A dharamacaMdajIe kyAreya davA lIdhI nathI! tAva vagere bimArI Ave tyAre davA na kare paraMtu aTTama kare! ane roga maTI jAya! dharma para kevI joradAra zraddhA! kahyuM paNa che ne ke dharmathI pApa ThelAya. dharmathI-satkAryathI pApa-azubha karma nAza pAme che. 5. dharme maratA bacAvyA "nI to ! yaha tumhArI saTICI nadI hai!" "naitina paisA ! jore pAsa TikiTa to hai ! aura yahI gADI vijayavADAkI hai !" Ama vAraMvAra kahevA chatAM kulI jevA lAgatA pelA mANase Amano sAmAna bahAra mUkavA mAMDyo. rikhavacaMdajIe paNa DabbAnI bahAra nIkaLI potAno sAmAna saMbhALI lIdho. pharI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 [39]

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aMdara jAya te pahelAM to TreIna upaDI ! rikhavacaMdajIe vicAryuM ke have vijayavADA kAle jaIza. temane mahatvanA kAme tAtkAlika vijayavADA javAnuM hatuM. paNa kulIe Trena cukAvI dIdhI. vicAryuM ke have kesaravADI dAdAnI pUjA, bhakti karI pachI ghare jaIza. rastAmAM yAda AvyuM ke Aje potAne madrAsanI bahAra na javAno niyama hato. ociMtuM tAkIdanuM kAma vijayavADAnuM AvI jatAM pote nIkaLI paDayA. paNa kUlIe utArI dIdho te sAruM thayuM, nahIM to bhUlathI mAro niyama bhAMgata. rikhavacaMdabhAI khUba dharmiSTha hatA. madrAsanA prasiddha zrAvaka hatA. navakArajApa vagere dharma khUba karatA. saraLa ane zAMta hatA. kesaravADImAM bhAvathI bhakti karI ghare pahoMcyA. tyAre gharamAM to rokakaLa ane zoka hato. temane joi gharavALAM bolyAM: "tame AvI gayA ? bahu sAruM thayuM. ame to tamArI ciMtA karatA hatA." kema zuM thayuM? ema rikhavacaMdajIe pUchatAM gharanAe kahyuM, "tamArI Trenane bhayaMkara akasmAta thayo e samAcAra maLyA. ghaNA badhA marI gayA; thoDA ja bacyA che. tame kevI rIte bacyA?" sAMbhaLI rikhavacaMdajIne badho khyAla AvI gayo. banelI hakIkata gharanAne kahI tyAre badhAM samajI gayAM ke nakkI khUba dharmI hovAthI rikhavacaMdajIne koi deve mAnava rUpe AvI utArI mUkyA !! nahIMtara TikiTa hoya pachI TI. sI. paNa na utAre, kulI to koine paNa na utAre. AvA kalikALamAM paNa dharma kevI adUbhUta sahAya kare che e vicAratA rikhavacaMdajI ane ghaNAMnI zraddhA khUba vadhI gai. AvA mahimAvaMtA dharmanI zraddhA ane ArAdhanA tame badhAM paNa khUba khUba karo, je tamane sarvane sukha ane zAMti Ape ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 DIDa [40]

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26. mAMgalijjo camatkAra mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAthI eka garIba zrAvaka khUba zrImaMta thaI gayo ! A vartamAnano satya camatkAra vAMcI tame badhA zradhdhA ane AdarapUrvaka nUtana varSe mAMgalika zrI gurUmukhe zravaNa karI Atmika AnaMda, zAMti meLavavA nirNaya karazo. sonagaDhamAM AzramamAM cAritravijaya mahArAja hatA. devakaraNa nAmanA eka nirdhana zrAvaka te mahAtmA tathA AzramanI dila daI sevA karatAM ! temanI niHsvArtha sevAthI khUza thai temane sukhI banAvavA mahAtmAe eka divasa devakaraNane bolAvI kahyuM, "devakaraNa ! kAle vahelI paroDhe Avaje. mAgaMlika saMbhaLAvIza !! tane khUba lAbha thaze." e to rAjI rAjI thai gayo. paroDhiye koI AvyuM. cAritravijaya mahArAje pUchyuM, "koNa ?" AvanAre kahyuM, "huM." devakaraNabhAI aMdhArAne kAraNe dekhAtuM nahatuM. paraMtu mahArAjazrIe kAle karelI vAta pramANe e ja che ema vicArI mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. pachI kahyuM, "tAro beDo pAra thai jaze... AvanArane Azcarya thayuM baneluM evuM ke, A devakaraNa to bIjo koi ajANyo hato. ahIM AvavAnuM thayuM tethI mahArAjazrIne bhaktibhAvathI vaMdana karelA ! paraMtu aMdhArAmAM na oLakhAvAthI samajapherathI mahArAjazrI pAse AnA bhAgyodaye mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA maLI gayuM !! mahArAjazrInA bhAvabharyA AzIrvAdathI A to rAjI rAjI thai gayo. AziSa meLavI e gayo. thoDI vAre bIjA eka zrAvaka mahArAjazrI pAse AvI kahe, " pUjyazrI ! hu devakaraNa. kAle Ape paroDhiye AvavA kaheluM tethI AvI gayo chuM." "are devakaraNa ! tu hamaNAM Avyo? thoDIvAra pahelAM bIjA eka devakaraNa AvelA. mane ema ke te tuM hato. ene mAMgalika saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM." jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 Wi [41]

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"sAhebajI ! samajaphera thai gai" "bhAI ! mane ochuM dekhAya che. aMdhArAmAM goTALo vaLyo. jevI bhavitavyatA. enA bhAgye e mAMgalika pAmI gayo ! ene ghaNo lAbha thaze ! mAre to tArI bhaktithI tane sukhI banAvavo hato. paraMtu tAruM bhAgya nahIM hoya. kAMi nahIM. have ene zodhI tu ahIM bolAva." zodhIne lAvyo. pU. zrIe parigraha prata levA kahyuM, pelo devakaraNa kahe, "gurUdeva ! huM abhaNa pheriyo chuM. mArA bhAgyamAM vaLI dhana kyAMthI hoya ?" mahArAjazrI "puNyodaye tane maLaze. paNa tArI icchA keTalAnI che ?" eNe kIdhuM, "sAhebajI ! 10 hajAra maLI jAya to ghaNuM ghaNuM" "haju vadhu mAMga" gabharAtAM te bolyo, "eka lAkha" jA maLaze. paNa tethI vadhu jeTalAM maLe teTalAM dharmamAM vAparavAno niyama le !" pelAne A azakya ja lAgatuM hatuM. teNe to tarata ja te svIkArI lIdho ! paraMtu varSo pachI te to devakaraNa zeTha banI gayA. eka vAra patnI pUtaLIbAI sAthe pAlItANA yAtrAe nIkaLyA. rastAmAM sonagaDha pAse moTaramAMthI sonagaDha Azrama joyo. jotAM varSo pahelAM mahArAjazrI pAse sAMbhaLela mAMgalika ane lIdhela abhigraha yAda AvI gayo !! DrAivarane rokI, utarI zeThANIne badhI vAta karI kahe " A badhuM dhana to meM dharmane ApI dIdhuM che." mANasa dilano cokhkho. pachI teNe 2 putrIne 50-50 hajAra ApI bAkInuM dharmAdA karI dIdhuM !!! ghaNAM upAzrayo baMdhAvavA vagere dharmakAryo karyA. mAMgalika, vAsakSepa, AzIrvAda vagereno camatkArika prabhAva che ja. tapa, saMyama, jApa vagerenuM baLa jeTaluM vadhu teTalo prabhAva paNa vadhu ! tame badhA paNa nUtana varSe sau prathama prabhubhakti, mAMgalika-zravaNa vagere zradhdhAthI bhAvapUrvaka ArAdhI Atmika AnaMda vagere pAmo ane prabhune dilathI prArthanA karo ke Avo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 4i [42]

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bApa prabhAvavaMto dharma roja vadhu ne vadhu karavAno umaMga, ullAsa ne zakti arpe. 27. prabhubhaktithI kensara kensala mahArASTranA pUliyAmAM 5 varSa pahelAM eka zrAvikAne gaLAmAM moTI kensaranI gAMTha thaI. pachI roga vadhato gayuM. chevaTe oparezanano nirNaya levAyo. rohiNI tapa karatI te zrAvikAne oparezananA divase upavAsa Avato hato, tethI temaNe kahyuM, "DaoNkTara sAheba ! huM moDhethI koi davA te divase nahIM lai zakuM ! mAre upavAsa che !" mejara oparezana hovAthI DaoNkTare davA vinA oparezananI nA pADI. tethI 15 divasa pachI oparezana karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. upavAsa pUrvenA aThavADiyAmAM tarbiyata vadhAre bagaDI. koi vakhata rastAmAM cakkara AvI jatAM vhena paDI paNa jatAM. upavAsanA divase blena ullAsathI pUjA karavA gayAM. temane pUjAmAM be kalAka to roja thatA. paNa e divase bhaktimAM khovAi gayA ! pUjA karatAM cAra kalAka vItI gayA. patine thayuM ke ghaNI vAra thai na zrAvikA AvyA nathI. to zuM rastAmAM cakkara AvyA haze ? e ciMtAthI zodhatA AvyA. patnIne derAsaramAM ati svasthatAthI cAmara-pUjA karatAM joyAM. bhAvavibhora banIne patnIne prabhu pAse nAcatAM joi ja rahyA. "anyathA zaranuM nAsti, tvameva zaraNaM mama:; tasmAt jAhayamAvena, rakSa rakSa ninezvara / " pUjA pachI A zloka bhAvathI vAraMvAra gadgad haiye bole che. pachI pUjA karI bahAra nIkaLatA bahenane derAsaranA uMbare zrAvake kahyuM, "tamArI ciMtA thatI hatI. tamane levA Avyo chuM." tyAre pahelAM jeTalI ja moTI gAMTha zrAvake paNa joi. blena kahe, "namaNa ja jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 43

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lagADavuM bhUlI gaI chuM. jo rAha juvo to namaNa lagADI AvuM." zrAvake hA pADI. bahena gayAM, namana lagADyuM; ane pAchA pharatA derAsaranA uMbarA sudhI AvyAM ane gAMTha aDadhI thaI gayelI bhAie joi ! skUTara upara besIne ghera AvyAM; tyAM sudhImAM to saMpUrNapaNe gAMTha ogaLI gai ne badhI pIDA zAMta thaI gaI ! upavAsa sAro thayo tathA pAraNuM paNa suMdara thayuM. paMdara divasa pachI DaoNkTare gAMTha na hovAthI, badhA navA riporTa kaDhAvyA. tapAsyuM to lohInA eka TIpAmAM paNa kensaranI sTeja paNa asara na hatI ! duniyA jenI pAchaLa gAMDI che te vijJAna varSothI abajo rUpiyA kharcA ghaNA 'risarca karavA chatAM kensarane maTADavAno upAya nathI karI zakyuM. paNa asAdhya gaNAtA kensarane prabhubhakti 2-5 miniTamAM kensala karavAno camatkAra Aje paNa kare che. AvA parama tAraka arihaMta bhagavaMtonI bhAvathI sadA bhakti karI anaMtA karmono nAza karI parama sukha ane zAMti tame paNa meLavo eja zubhecchA. 28. dharmaprabhAve mRtyuthI bacyA saMskArI ane khUba dharmiSTha evA mArA paricita suzrAvakano nIce Apelo temanA putrano saMpUrNa sAco prasaMga vAMcI dharmanA aciMtya prabhAvamAM zraddhA vadhAro. enjiniyarIMganI chellI parIkSA ApI 25-6-82e vijaya vidyAnagaramAM sagAne maLavA gayo. tyAMthI mitra sAthe skUTara upara pharavA nIkaLyo. raste akasmAta thayo. skUTara athaDAyuM. baMne paDyAM. mitro bacI gayo. vijayane mAthAmAM bhAre ijA thai. sAMbhaLI sagA pahoMcI gayA. khUba sIrIyasa joi sthAnika DaoNkTara pAse prAthamika sAravAra karAvI. lohI ane lUkojhanA bATalA ApavA mAMDyA. vaDodarA hospiTalamAM lai javA salAha maLI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 44]

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ebyulansamAM S.S.G hospiTalamAM laI gayA. DaoNkTaroe tapAsI kahyuM ke breinamAM moTI kreka paDI che. kAna pAse hADakuM bhAMgavAthI lohI vahetuM hatuM. tethI AMkho trAMsI thai gai hatI. DaoNkTaroe 72 kalAkanI mudata ApI. sAthe ja kahI dIdhuM ke koi AzA lAgatI nathI. bace to 72 kalAka pachI oparezana karavAnI haiyAdhAraNA ApI. | vijayanA dAdA ghaNAM dharmiSTha hatA. temanA saMskArothI parivAra paNa dharmI hato. badhAe 3 divasa khUba dharma ArAdhanA karI. sAMkaLI AyaMbila gharanAMe zarU karyA. dharmapratApe 3 divase vijaye AMkha kholI !! bIje divase kAnanuM oparezana karyuM ane saphaLa thayuM. magaja para mArane lIdhe vijaya bALaka jevI ceSTA, vAto karato hato. dharmapremI parivAre dharma karavAno cAlu rAkhyo. 8-10 mahine saMpUrNa sAruM thai gayuM. Aje 2000 nI sAlamAM paNa tene saMpUrNa sAruM che. (nAma badalyuM che.) he jaino ! tame paNa zraddhA vadhArI game tevI AphatamAM AyaMbila Adi ArAdhanAno draDha nizcaya karo, jethI sarva vighna jAya ne AtmazAMti thAya. 29. prabhubhaktithI mUMgApaNuM nAza vIracaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha. cIkhalI gAma (tA. havelI, jillo-pUnA) nA che. A ghaTanA saM. 2016nI che. 12 varSathI bolavAnuM baMdha thai gayeluM. uMmara 49 varSanI hatI. DokTaro, vaidyone batAvyuM. badhAe tapAsI kahyuM ke Ano ilAja nathI. ghaNAe salAha ApI ke maMtravettA, bhUvA vagerethI keTalAka sArA thai jAya che. e badhA upAya karo. paraMtu dharmazraddhALu vIracaMdajIe A bhayaMkara du:khathI chUTavA zraddhApUrvaka zrI navakAranA jApa zarU karyA ! daDha zraddhA jenA Adarza prasaMgo-1 8 5 [45]

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hatI ke mArA arihaMtathI A jarUra maTaze ! eka vAra dhaMdhArthe pUnA gayelA. zrI goDIjI pArzvanAthanA darzanabhakti-jApa karyA. bolavA mAMDyA !! cIkhalI gAmanA loko jANI atyaMta harSita thai gayA. lonAvAlA saMghe to AnaMdathI nAcatA vIracaMdabhAIno varaghoDo kADhI gAmamAM pheravyA ke amArA dharmano prabhAva juo ! A vIracaMdabhAI prAmANika evA che ke dukAne abhaNa ke bALako Ave to paNa kyAreya chetarapIMDI karatA nathI ! prabhubhaktino prabhAva evo adbhuta ke Aje paNa bolavAnuM cAlu ja che ! 30. dAdAnA prabhAve chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA thai ! eka munirAja dIkSA pachI prathama vAra pAlItANA gayA. amadAvAdathI saMghamAM nIkaLyA tyAre zubha bhAvanA thatI. manamAM eka vAta ramyA karatI hatI ke koi paNa rIte chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA karavI. dAdAno DuMgara dekhAyo ane mana nAcI uThyuM. manamAM bhAvavibhora thai vicAre che ke kyAre taLeTI Ave ane dAdAnA darabAra tarapha bheTavA doDuM. savAre 11 vAge to taLeTI pahoMcyA. caDhavA mAMDyuM yAtrA karI. pachI gheTI jaine be jAtrA karIne AvyA. cha sAthe sAta jAtrA karavI che, thaze? khUba kaThina kArya che." tevI manamAM zaMkA rahetI hatI. paNa bIjA divase savAre bIjA traNa mahAtmAoe paNa jAtrA zarU karI. AmaNe paNa nakkI karyuM ke bAkInI mAre Aje pUrI pAMca karavI, paraMtu cothI jAtrA pUrI thatAM pezAbanI zaMkA thaI. tethI pAchA nIce taLeTI AvI zaMkA dUra karI. pAMcamI jAtrA mATe nIkaLyA ane cakkara cAlu thayA. aMdhArA AvavA mAMDyAM. thoDuM caDyAM ane sikyorITIno mANasa maLyo. teNe kahyuM, "have kyAre pAchA Avazo ? tenA karatAM have jAtrA rahevA do." baporanA 3-30 thayA. pAMca vAge dAdAno darabAra mAMgalika jaina Adarza prasaMgo-] jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 chuM 5 [1]

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thAya. thAka, cakkara, azakti khUba che. have zuM karavuM? paraMtu mana majabUta hatuM. dAdAne prArthanA kare che, "he dAdA, tAro prabhAva khUba ja che. have sAta jAtrA tuM pUrNa karAvaje, jethI mAre have bhavabhramaNamAM bhamavAnuM na thAya". gadgad bhAvathI prabhune hArdika prArthanA karatAM dhIme dhIme caDhatA dAdAne darabAre pahoMcyA. tyAM ja daravAjo baMdha karavAno samaya thayo. caityavaMdana karyuM. dAdAe potAnI eka mahecchA pUrNa karI eno atyaMta AnaMda anubhavyo. anaMtakALano thAka UtarI gayo. mana nAcI UThyuM ke kevuM suMdara ! traNa bhavamAM mokSamAM javAnuM nakkI thaI gayuM. ! vAha prabhu ! te kamAla karI." Ama paramAtmAnI sahAya badhAne nakkI maLe che. zrI sidhdhagirijIno aciMtya prabhAva atyAre paNa ghaNA sAkSAt anubhave che. he bhavyo ! tame paNa zAzvatagirinI vidhipUrvaka khUba bhAvathI yAtrA, bhakti Adi vAraMvAra karI samyakatva, saMyama, sadgati ane zivasukha Adi meLavo e ja sadA mATe aMtaranI kAmanA. 31. dharma umaMgathI pagadarda-nAza hemAbena vaDodarAnA che. mAtAe dharmanA gADha saMskAra ApelA. temane jamaNA page ghaNAM mahinAthI khUba darda thatuM hatuM. uThatA, cAlatA, besatA takalIpha ghaNI thAya. hemAbenane A paryuSaNamAM zrI kalpasUtra levAnI aMtaramAM bhAvanA jAgI ! paNa bIjA bhAgyazALIe lAbha lIdho. chatAM bhAvanA joradAra. tethI pachI janma vAMcana prasaMge bhagavAna padharAvavAno caDAvo lIdho ! bhagavAnane vAjate gAjate ghare lai gayA. haiyAmAM harSano pAra nathI. rAtri-jago karyo. sakala saMgha sAthe prabhunA guNagAna jaina Adarza prasaMgo-1 47] 47.

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gAtAM bhAva nirmaLa thai gayo. karma khapI gayA ne paga darda tyAre ja gAyaba thai gayuM ! A svAnubhavathI hemAbena ane sagAonI dharma paranI zradhdhA anekagaNI vadhI gai ! bhagavAnane ghare padharAvo to ATalo badho lAbha thAya. to tame vicAro ke AvA atyaMta pavitra evA paramAtmAne aMtaramAM padharAvo to tame khuda prabhu banI jAva e zAstravacanamAM zradhdhA kone na thAya ? 32. saMti stotrano prabhAva navasArImAM eka bALakane janmathI ja damano bhAre roga; vAraMvAra uthalA mAre. pa-6 varSa sudhI to A roga aviratapaNe cAlato rahyo. ghaNAM IlAjo, ghaNI davAo karyA paNa rogamAM to jarAya sudhAro thayo nahIM. ghaNI vAra hAlata gaMbhIra banI jatI. davA karavAthI 8 varSe dardamAM thoDo sudhAro thayo. vAraMvAra AvavAne badale divase 1 vAra, be divase 1 vAra takalIpha thAya. Avo krama 1 varSa sudhI cAlyo. te vakhate eka sAdhu bhagavaMtanA paricayamAM AvyA. vinaMtI karavAthI teoe bIjo zreSTha IlAja batAvyo ane kahyuM, "1 vATakImAM pANI lai temAM anAmikA (trIjI) AMgaLI rAkhI navakAra ane saMtikara 41 vakhata gaNavAM. pachI te pANI bALakane pIvaDAvI devuM." A rIte ilAja karavAthI darda bhAgavA mAMDyuM. 11 mAM varSamAM mAtra 2 vakhata ane 12mA varSe 1 ja vAra darda thayuM. tyArabAda darda Aja sudhI kyAreya AvyuM nathI. bhAga-1 saMpUrNa [ na Adarza prasaMgo- 4 .5 [48]