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________________ AIMIMIT Ema dipamA
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________________ e koNa dhoro ? (taMtrI lekha) A savatsarIe sau vyakatIgata pAponI kSamApavA karaze. Apasa ApasanA vera ne jharanA micchAmi dukakaDa deze. eka bIjAnI sau mAphI mAMgaze te Apaze. paraMtu keTalAka pApa sAmAjika che. samAjanA eka adanA sabhya paNa jo eka TaMkanu purU khAvAnuM pAMnI na zakatA hoya, rAta paDe sukhe suvA na 5 mI zakatA hoya ane mAtra ceDAM ja gAbhAthI ene calAvuM paDatuM heya te e sA ya samAjanuM pApa che. kaiAi ena sAsarIyA ke bIjA kAi sItamathI, jIvavAnI hiMmata na rAkhI jIvana chUTI detI hoya to samAjanu' e kalaMka che. mAnI mamatA vitA, pitAnA pyAra vinA ekalavAyA, gaMdI galIomAM ucharatA, Deme caDhatA ne aniSTanA bhoga banatA anAtha bALakA samAjamAM hoya te sArA ya samAjanuM e pApa che. nokarI vinA AmathI tema rakhaDI bhukhyA divaso pasAra karatAM yuvAno ne kuTuMba potAnA dharma badalI bIjo dharma svIkAratA hAya te| AkhA ya samAjanu e mahApApa che. zramaNu saMsthAnI aMtaraMga vAte ame nahi karIe, paraMtu apaMga, vRddha, evuM bhaNelA, ochA vyakitatvavALA zramaNA jyAre samAjanI saMbhALa vinA, ekalA khUNe metanI rAha jotA hAya te samAjanu e dhAra pApa ne mahA kala'ka che. bhaNavAnI uMmare, nAnA khALakAne jyAre kamAvA javuM paDe ne hATakomAM DIparA dhAvA paDe tyAre e dazAe pahoMcADanAra samAja mATe zuM kahevuM ? AvA te| aneka pApAnI meTI yAdI batAvI zakAya tema che. ane upara ApelI mAtra yAdI nathI. enA kaMika kissAo ApaNA samAjamAM hayAta che. A pAAnI kSamA koNa mAgaze ? samAjane A patanathI keANa bacAvo ? bhukha, garabA, ajJAna, upekSA A badhA ja sArA ya samAjanA pApa che. krAi ekAda vyakti nahi sArA ya samAja e mATe javAbadAra che. A pApe micchAmi dukkaDa nA Avajo ke chApelI phUMkAtrIethI nahi dhovAya ane Aje vedanA ne zramanA AMsuthI e kalaMka nahi dhAvAya te eka divasa lohInA AMsuthI e kalIMka dhAvuM" paDaze. saMvatsarInA mahAmAMthI e tIrthaMkara bhagavA ne puNyazloko AtmAonA jIvanamAMthI ApaNe kaMika nakakara kArya karIe ane A te bIjA evA sAmAjika pApote AjathI ja khatma karavAnu zarU karIe, te ja papaNuM parva ujavyAnI sArthakatA thAya.
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________________ karI che -vaphA R 1 *, karI : kaTAsarIcaMda saMghavI, + 3 ja che zrAvaNa * * * *.: - janaka, * * 1. re - , , ' iaa ka0. [. kakaDa e ane zakatAM paTha; - aaN mApha ! . dayanI mAphI judI che. vi | nA do, che tyAM prabhunuM , " mA thI . " "ii pe nA te. je rA: 5 " , kharI ne tenI mAphI karI che : yA ! tyAM mAphInI vAte. khare hRdayane jyAM mAM nA che , nathI e vara aMtaramAM. kharI e mAphIne cAhuM, khagyA bhAna che . tI nA SanI vRtti, kharA ? kAM trI. rAvyuM te kharUM mAnuM. khyA - bA maMDa.. ane te TaLavAthI, rahI nahi cittamAM apa, khamaNuM te kharuM mAnuM. -- zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajI ! - - - - -
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________________ ... ciMtana kaNikAo ... e kharIdavA nIkaLyA hatA, eNe kharIdhuM paNa kharuM kAraNa enI pAse paise hate. paraMtu e babaDI rahyo hate. DAya ! chetarAI gaye ! meM te prema mAM hatA ane A te huM hADakAM ja kharIdI lAvyo chuM !" ene keNa samajAve ? lIlI nathI hADakAM kharIdI zakAya, prema nahi; pagArathI athA lAvI zakAya, mA nahi; vasiyatathI vArasa banAvI zakAya, putra nahi...... che ke meM te mArI AMgaLIone kaLA saje tema ghaDI hatI ane e te have karAmata kare che. kaLA mUkIne karAmata kare evI AMgaLIone, deva ! mArA huM zuM karuM ?.... bhUkhe nahiM de dhAna meMghA karyA che. be karI ATale ja taphAvata che : bATalInuM dUdha bhavana uchere che. mAnuM dhAvaNa saMskAra enI buddhie kaMIka dago dIdho tyAre eNe je karyuM te bhUla hatI. e ja buddhie jyAre kaMIka melI cejanA ghaDI tyAre eNe je karyuM te gune hate. ane jayAre buddhimAM AMdhaLo banI eNe aniSTa tattvamAM AnaMda mANI je karyuM te pApa hatuM... siddhi varamALa laine ja UbhI che. paNa enI zarata che ? sAdhanAne bANane teDe ene ja huM te varIza. e sApa banaze te huM nAga banIza ema kahevAthI jheranA DaMkha nahi zame. e sApa banaze te huM meralAnA sUra cheDIza, ema kaho... tAre Aphata ja mekalavI che te mekalaje. tArA hAtha thAkI jAya tyAM sudhI mekalaje, are ! tArA e bhaMDAranuM taLIyuM dekhAya tyAM sudhI mele rAkhaje. paNa devatA ! mAre te pahelAM e Aphata sAme jhajhumavAnuM baLa daI deje. basa, pachI tArI e Aphatane huM hisAba karI laIza. saMsAranA eka rastA AgaLa aTakI meM pUchyuM : "bhAI A raste kayAM jAya che ?" eNe kahyuM : "sa Ave che ane jAya che. gulAbe mane zIkhavyuM che. kAMTA vacce ya sau ne suvAsa jALavI zakAya che. je jIvananuM e dhyeya hoya te. - mala.
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________________ ( 3 ) AL ' rs gaMgAnA ovArathI paNa che. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI Hiiiii 1 prabhu mahAvIra devanAM vacane zravaNa karIne tathA vAMcIne satyasAra grahaNa karvA lakSya vuiM game te jaina game te dharmakriyA kare. svAdhikAra bheda bhinna bhinna kriyA vidha heya te paNa tethI mana vANI kAyAnI zuddhi thatI hoya che tethI tenI pragati che. gAya vagerena dohavAnI tathA valeNuM levAnI bhinna bhinna vidhi hoya paNa tethI dudha ane ghananI prApti thatI hoya to temAM avirodha pakSa dRSTie che. koI gavALA amuka prathama mAsamAM paryuSaNa kare, ke adhika mAsamAM paNa kare, ke cAthanuM sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa kare, ke pAMcamanuM sAMvatsarika pratimaNa kare, keI traNa stuti mAne, ke cAra stuti mAna. paraMtu teo je Atmavizuddhi tarapha AgaLa vadhatA hoya ane samabhAve AtmAnI unnati sAdhatA heya, mana, vANI ane kAyAne saMyama sAdhatA hova, kaleza dAmaha vinA vItarAga bhAvanI vRddhi karI kaSAne jIvatA hoya to te sarva bhinna bhinna kriyAdi dvArA AtmAnI paramAtmatA pragaTAvavA rUpa prabhu mahAvIranI AjJAnA ArAdhaka che paNa virAdhaka nathI ema jANavuM. parva kiyAcArAdi sAdhana che e sAdhanothI A nI vizuddhi karavI e ja mukhya dhyeya che. tethI tevA eyanI prApti mATe bhinna bhinna gacchAdika AcArane sAdhatA ane parasparamAM AtmabhAve vartatA jene samabhAve mukti pAmI zake che. emAM aMzamAtra zaMkA nathI. keIpaNa jIvane zaMkAmAM na nAkhe. keina keIpaNa kApazama karanArI pravRttithI pAcho na pADa. jene jemAM rUci zraddhA heya te dvArA tene AtmAnI vizuddhi tarapha javA sucanA karI te ja hitAvaha che.
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________________ pathahatha. da ;i ja che - - - - - wEAR A 1 kAmanA. sacaramAM una banI kAdika enuM valaNa jyAre A nakAra tarapha de che parama pavitra bhUmikAra mahAmaMtranI prasADI prApta thAya che. jIvananA utA prone Ama pavA kada paNa baLa che Avazyaka che chavAmAM rahevAnI ja. te parama baLane batAvAra - mala svarUpa zrI. kAra prApta kare che Avaka jAma dazAne patA nAyA. - ki khAmAM pAramArthika nA bhU A dudha ane mAnanAra che. jayAre bhAvathI chInavakArate kare che, tenAmAM jIvanane paNa banAve che, AvatI udhI AMdhIomAM nI --15 garva samarpaNa bhAvane kare che tyAre te devena yA cakravarte che te banI paNa vAledA AzA rahetI nathI. tenuM mana paMca parameSThI ! tuM hoya che. te ArAdhanA tana upara mAM nAga talavAra cAlato hoya, tuM raTarthika kA bhale nuM ya nAMya nathI hotA tene janma ja: 5 ci. niA te ya je mAthe ka, paM. je : mULa / 1,1ii che . aAma zo kArSika paNa kare che. evuM aAma che. : kA vAramAM janAra karaNa , mayamAM gAya baya che. eka rI dIe viriyA jaIe to e mA ja utsAhatI rsi Ave che . nA- " bhAge vAtAvaraNamAM sau 5 pI ! che, aA upara paNa AnaMdanI suraNa epa nI ve che. te sAmAnyataH AnaMdanA na che. vyavahAra paNa bhUlI jAya che. te ja rIte zrI kAnuM zubha bhAvapUrvaka smaraNa kAkA : nAM vAvika vidha kalyANanI mAnA jaLamAM vamAM ja tenA vilaya karAyo naSTa R: vinA . je nathI, ra aa che jethI pharamAve che vasAvA ! ! zramapAne sAra upazama mA ja che upara jA! jayAre prakaTe tyAre samarita che vAta '! pAva jagyA vinA rahe nahi. paraMtu 3 no sAva jagADavAnuM mukhya sAdhanA thI navakare che ke, pora upAbu bhAva kaTa vAda sA dhIre dhIre e thAya, ane zA mAlanI najIka pahocI jAya. thI nATTAranA dhArAbaMka khAsa eka vastu bAna ja ghI ke maTazana je nI AjJAthI ! It : ra lA tuka vastunI thAya tenI mAtA mR ba .. temaja . va. : : mA [ karanAra "ja gA . ; ; ; . nA ja kArcana ! kevala ne dhi karavAmAM avikAra che, kala mai Amika balane A sakaLI vAM: imaTirA sukhanI gArA navakAra bIpa
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________________ AvavA chatAM paNa dUra laI jAya. pAmyA upara keTalIka vakhata pANI pheravI de che ! bhAva naMbala zrI navakAra vataH ArAdhakane preraNA Ape che. jagatanA jIvo prati prema Ape che, sabhA, savicAra ApI kadAha ane matAmramAMthI mukita paNa meLavI Ape che AdhyAtmika bilanA AdhAre jIvatA aArA- dhana deva yadi jevo tha hoya, paristhiti zo- naya heya chatAM paNa te ArAdhaka ta tha nathI. dIna banatA nathI, hInatAne kadApi prApta karate nathI, azubhane udaya heya tyAM sudhI saMsAranuM abhavya vAtAvaraNa najara sAme hovA chatAM ArAdhakanI vanamAM ke rAjabhavanamAM samAna buddhija rahevAnI. bhAvamaMgala zrI navakArane prApta karanAra che sAcA manathI navakArane pacAvI zake, ArAdhanAnI uttama sAmagrIne sadupayoga karI zake te anarthane mULabhUta saMsArane bhUlamAMthI te ArAdhaka kApI zake. AjanA ajJAna mUlaka bhautikavAdanI bhekha. DAmAM jIvanano bharo karAvanAra jamAnAmAM sAcuM caraNa zrI navakAranuM ja che. amarakumAra, zivakumAra, Adi karIne sArakomAM varNita che. jaina zAsana che zvata che. mATe zrI navakAra paNa zAzvata che, jaina zAsananI bhUla AdhArabhUta thI navakAraja che. ajANatAM anupayoga paNa e pavitra akSare kAne athaDAI jAya che te AtmA durgatinI khINamAM paDato bacI jAya che. sAme paDade jarA uMce kare, pAradhIne bANathI pIDAyelI samaDI TaLavaLI rahI che. jIvavAnI jhaMkhanA tenI marI nathI, maraNanA duHkhathI rIbAI rahI che. aravAthya aNu aNue vyApeluM che. dayA sAgara munirAjanI najara zamaDI upara paDI. vizva kayANanI bhAvanAthI chala bhareluM temanuM hRdaya pagaLa gayuM. koI paNa jIvanuM ahita temane pASAnuM na hatuM, zabaDInI najIka AvI madhura ravare navakAra saMbhaLA-zabdanI asara paNa keTalI che? e AjanA sabdazAstrIo pAsethI jANI lejo zabaDI maTIne rAjakumArI thaze tyAM paNa teNe nimittavazAta navakAra maLI gayo ane iii gaI. baLate nAgapurI para thayo e kho atiprasiddha ja che. anAme navakArane sAMbhaLanAranuM paNa che kalyANa thaI jatuM hoya te bhAvapUrva navakAra gaNanAra sarve du:khathI mukata bane emAM Azcaryaja zuM che ? rAbdanI asara samagra vizvamAM jaI vyApta banI jAya che. rAjIda pudgala svarUga che eTale e pula vItara zubha he azubhatara dunyavI. pudgalene dUra karI zake che. ekanI zubha bhAvanAnI asara bIjA jIva upara jarUra paDe ja che. jo tema na banatuM hoya te mahAtmA purUSAthI pApI AtmAno upavAsa na thaye heta; zubha bhAva sAthenI zAbdika zakti cauda rAjakamAM vyA thaI azubha bhAvone harAvI zake che. zrI navakArane sata thanAra tenA aciya zakita pAmI zake che, jANI zake che. bIjAne pamADI zake che. sA badhA sAthe zrI navakAranuM smaraNa karanAra kadApi Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhithI pIDAte hoya chatAM paNa tenA mana upara koIpaNa jAtanI asara hatI ja nathI; suva, guru, sudharma e badhuM ja e sAdhakane zrI navakAramAMthI prApta thaI gayuM che pachI citA zAnI ? masta gIne bhemanI bhukha hoI zake kharI ? citAmaNI ratna meLavanArane patharane TukaDe na malyA tenI vicAraNA heya kharI ? rata taNI jema para bhAra apa bahu mUla; temaja zrI navakAra ApaNI draSTie 68 akSara jaNAya che. paNa anaMtA tiryakaroe cada pUrvanA sArabhuta tene batAvyuM che ke, paNa mokSe gayA, jAya che yA jaze e badhA ja dhAM paMca parameSThInA pratApe ja. ( A AMtati nathI tadana satya che. ) e zrI navakAra ApaNane banAyAse maLI che. zubha bhAvapurvaka zrI navakAranuM maraNa karI vaparanuM kalyANa sAdhIe. eja zubherachA.
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________________ gAtA phale... la guNavaMta zAha AkharI milana hatuM. vidAyanI e helI rAna hatI. kAle e panI nahi rahe. e ene have kadI pati kahI saMdhI nahi zake. kAraNa vAta kAle dIkSA levAno hato. yazodA enA caraNakamaLa pAse besI enA saundaryanuM pAna karI rahI hatI. are ! ghelI ! Ama zuM juve che ? A te. hADakAMne mALA che. emAM zuM kava ghAle che , thatA ! UTho vacce banI? "nA, mArA de ! nA. huM e hADakAne mALA nathI joI rahI. ane vahAlA! tuM te kAle javAne che ne? basa, tAre chellAM darzana karI levA de kAla pachI te tArI surata jovA nahi maLe. eTale dharAi dhAne mane e joI levA de. tArI AjanI chelI chanI evI rIte huM mArA mana para para dhUrI rahI chuM ke e kadI bhUsA nahi. kayAreya e jhAMkhI nahi paDe. ane huM tAre A cAmaDAnuM bAnuM nathI jetI. tArA dudhamala e hADakAne paNa nathI nIrakhatI. e UchALo te tArI e pahelI najare ja zamI gayo hata nAtha ! huM te muMjhAI gaI chuM ke tArI kamI bI saMgharI rAkhuM ? tArI e pAnI pahelI rAtanI anAsakata ne nimelI chabi ke AjanI A vimukata evI tArI A paripUrNa chabi ? tArI AjanI A tasvIra joIne te, vidAyanI che paNa mArI aMbe raDavAnuM bhUlI gaI che. ane tenA badale mArA aMtaramAM AnaMdanA odha UchaLe che. heDa udAsa banavAnuM visarI Aja e maMgala gIta gaNagaNI UThe che dila Aja becena nahi paNa umaMgathI thatathana nAcI rahyuM che. mArA prANa sakhA ! ane tuM mane ghelI kahe che ne ? hA ! huM Aja tArI chellI vidAye gAMDI banI chuM. pAgala thaI gaI chuM, vahAlA ! pAgala thaI gaI chuM, pA ...la ! haiyu hAtha nathI rahetuM AjanI tArI A mUrata joIne ! mana thAya che. tArI A surata jo pharI pharI jovA maLe te mArI lAkha lAkha jidagI kurabAna karI dauM !! Aja tArI nAnI nAnI kamalanayanI AMkhamAM lAkha lAkha bhAvanAnA sUrajonuM eka sAmaTuM teja prakAzI rahyuM che! chelle sade AvA vADa baMdha thatAM tArA haDe para peluM anAsakata sahastradala kamaLa AvIne tAruM aMtara mukita milana mATe eTalA jorathI dhabakI rahyuM che ke tyAM huM kAna mAMguM chuM ne mane pelA emanA mahAsAgaranA chatAM bIjA o. divya saMgIta saMbhaLAya che ! tArA vadana para patharAyelI aMti jAuM chuM ne mane lAge che, zAMtinI devI pote AvIne ta ra e bheLA vadana para ene pAlava pAtharIne besI gaI che!!
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________________ tArA kALA kALA nIce chupAyele nirmaLa, saMgemaramaranA Arasa jevo cahero jouM chuM ne mane pele kALA vAdaLAnI kInAra para laTakele caMdramA paNa phIka lAge che !!! huM zamanAM svastika karu chuM huM lAgaNInAM nivedha dharuM chuM ane zabdonA dIpa paTAvI tArI AratI utAruM chuM. tArA sUA avAjamAMthI eka evA mIThA ne madhure rava raNukI rahyo che ke jANe koI baMsI. bajeya utAda enI baMsImAMthI mRdula ne maMjula svara ne cheDI rahyo hoya che. vardhamAna ! Aja huM tane mArA prANanAthane nathI joI rahI. huM to Aja muta pravAsanA mahAyAtrInA Ama saundaryanuM pAna karI rahI chuM. ane-- vahAlA ! tane rIjhavavA mArI pAse senAcAMdInA TukaDA nathI, raMgaberaMgI bheTa sogAda nathI. tArA vilepana mATe mArI pAse maheMka maheka thatAM meMghA attara nathI. tArI pUjA mATe pArijAtaka ke gulAbanA phule nathI. tArI AMgI bhATe harA, mANeka ne metI paNa nathI. te akiMcana chuM, deva! mAre. huM te tArI bheLI suratane pUjArI chuM. mArI pAse te aMtaranA aramAna che. hevAnI jINI vedanA che. tane dharavA mATe mArI pAse mAtra bhAvanA ja che. ane tuM svIkAre te tArA artha mATe mArA jigaranuM khUna che. tArI AjanI A maMgalamUrtine huM kadI nahi bhUluM, kyAreya nahi visaru, vahAlA ! kayAre, kayAreya nahi... tAre darzanano ja mane zekha che. ane huM tArA darzana mATe reDI AvuM chuM. tArI rAhamAM najara pAtharIne besI rahuM chuM. tArA gIta gAuM chuM ane tAruM nAma stavana karuM chuM. AjanA jevI bhAvanA sabhara, premabhInI, zAMta ne ojasvi evI tArI A mUrata meM kyAreya nathI joi. AthI ve karUM chuM, priye ! tArI AjanI chabi je pharI pharI jovA maLe te mArI lAkha lAkha jiMdagI tane samarpaNa karI priye! tuM te mAre deva che. bhagavAna che. prANanAtha che. mAre te tuM aMtaryAmI che !! tuM na rIjhe to bhale, paNa mAre tane rIjhave che. ane huM tane jhaMkhA karIza, tArA mATe jharyA karIza. tArI yAdane vadhu ne vadhu gADha karo ja. ane tArA gIta gAte gAte tArA e pavitra dhAmanI yAtrA karatA karate huM mAro dharma bajAve jaIza. huM tane cAhyA karIza. khyA karIza. tArA milana mATe jhUryA karIza. kAraNa na pUchIza, vahAlA ! kema ke tuM te mAre deva chebhagavAna che ! mAruM jIvana dhata chetuM te mAre aMtaryAmI che ! nAtha! tArI pUjA e mAre dharma che. tArI bhAvanA e mAruM saMgIta che. tAruM nAmastavana e mArI dhUna che. hRdhya maMdiramAM tArI mUrti birAje che ane huM bhAvanAnA tAra para kaLaza para kaLaza kare jauM
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________________ agana parIkSA 2001 le. citrabhAnu kArataka vada ekamanI madharAta hatI rAtanA be vAgyAno samaya hato. Aje zanI zubhra AsImAM merAnA phUla jevA tArA hasI rahyA hatA. caMdramAMthI jharatI caMdana jevI zitaLa cAMdanI padhdhIne lIpI rahI hatI. traNa mALanI UMcI halIne bIje mALe ame cAra jaNa sukhanivAmAM paDyA hatA. madamaMda vAta pavana amArA AtmAne soramanI duniyAmAM laI gaye hatA. evAmAM haiyAne vIMdhI nAkhe evI eka kAramI, lAMbI vANI, cIsa saMbhaLAI ane huM bhayapUrvaka saphALe UbhA thaI gaye. kamADa upara koI jora jorathI lAta mAratuM belI rahyuM hatuM ? mahArAjazrI ! bacAvo. kamADa ughADe. bhayaMkara Aga lAgI che doDe re de..!" mArI paDakhe ja pitAzrI piyA hatA. mULacaMda ne tAra caMda nAmanA be yuvAne bAraNA pAme ALoTatA hatA. A bhayabharelI tINI cIsa sAMbhaLI e traNe jaNa vihavalatApUrvaka jAgIne Amatema jovA lAgyA. amArA cArenA AtmA bhayagrasta hatA. evAmAM eka joradAra dhaka vAge ane junA kamADa sAMkaLa sAthe ja khiDI paDayAM. cha bahene ane traNa bALake gabharATamAM rADa pADatAM upara dhasI AvyAM. meM bAraNA tarapha joyuM te nava jaNAnI pAchaLa lAla raMganI lAMbI jIbha kADhatI agninI pracaMDa jALAo AvatA dekhAI. bhayaMkara rIte paLa paLa UMce vadhatI A pAvaka javALAne je bhArI mati paNa kSaNabhara mUda thaI gaI. phATI AMkhe huM joI rahyo hato. A zuM thaI rahyuM che te mane samajAtuM nahatuM. pracaMDa AganA bhaDakA amArI najIka AvI rahyA che eTaluM ja mArI AMkho joI zakI, mA kayAMya na hato. vicAramAM dhumADA vaTALiyA lai rahyo hato. ame trIje mALe hatA. bahene ne bALake bIje mALe hatAM paNa bheMyataLiye pracaMDa Aga lAgI eTale e sI upara dhasI AvyAM hatAM. javALA vadhatI vadhatI upara ne upara AvI rahI hatI. nIce utaravAno mArga ane dAdara te kayAranAM baLIne khAkha thai gayAM hatAM. have kyAM javuM ? maI kAle Aja sthAne ke AnaMda ane zAMti hato ? atyAre ke zeka ane bhaya hatuM ? gaya kAle A havelInA mukhadvAra AgaLa bhavya maMDapa hato. emAM pravacana prabhAvanA ane maMgaLa gatinA maMjala avanithI vAtAvaraNa guMjatuM hatuM, atyAre teja sthAnamAM UbhelA mANaso karaNAbharI cIse nAMkhI rahyA che : "A upara rahelA lokone koI bacAve re! uparathI nIce utAro, re! nahi te bApa hamaNAM
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________________ baLIne khAkha thai jaze...." Aga jevA ekatrita thayelA sau cA nAMkhatA hatA. kolAhala karatA hatA. paNa mAtra koIneya kAMi sujhatuM nahato, ame uparathI cIso nAMkhatA hatA, amane bacAvo ! e leka nIcethI rADa pADatA hatA : "A duHkhiyAone koIpaNa rIte bacAve !.." ApaNA lekanI A viziSTatA che ApaNane rADe pAData, kolAhala karatAM AvaDe che, paNa yojanApUrvaka kAma karatAM nathI AvaDatuM. pariNAme avyavasthA vadhe che. kArya kaMija thatuM nathI. AvA prasaMge tAlIma pAmelA ane bIna tAlIma pAmelA parakhAI jAya che. AvA bhayamAM tAlIma pAmele eka mANasa je karI zake che, te bIna keLavAyelA hAra paNa karI zaktA nathI nIce ane upara sarva phalAhala hato paNa ine eTaluM ya na sUjhayuM ke babAvALAne khabara ApIe. nisaraNInI ze dha karIe. ekAda deraDuM zodhI upara phekIe. saune eka ja vAta AvaDe ! rADa pADavI, bUma barADA nAkhavA ane vAya nI vAMjhaNI yA dekhADavI, paLepaLa bhayaMkara rIte pasAra thaI rahI hatI. nIcethI madada maLe evI AzA have rahI na hatI. vipada vakhate mANasane zI khabara kyAMthI paNa, vinuM baLa maLI raha che. e vakhate sabhAge saMvAdaLamAM lIdhelI tAlIma mArI madade AvI. meM kahyuM : bena hiMmata rAkhe, kevaLa cIse pADavAthI have ApaNane koI ugAre tema nathI. ane ApaNI dayAmaNI cIsethI A pracaMDa Aga paNa zAMta paDe tema nathI. tame tamArA senA sADalA Ave ane ekabIjA sAthe bAMdhI enuM lAMbu deDuM banAvIe. ene koDe bAMdhI enA para TIMgAIne, laTakIne, lapasIne eka pachI eka sI nIce utarI jaIe." A pejanA amane jarA jokhamabharelI lAgI. vaccethI gAMTha chUTI jAya ane tUTI jAya te akALe mRtyu thAya. paNa Ame ya AganuM akALa mRtyu te amArI sAme vikarALa AMkhe phADI ja hatuM. AganI garamI vadhI rahI hatI. ame je khaMDamAM hatAM e khaMDa ke sarakatA sarakatA ame sI koDa pAse AvyA. ame pAchaLa jevuM che e khaMDa kayAranoya prajvaLI koka hatA. have to amArA mATe eke ya mArga nahatA. kaDAthI AgaLa kayAM javuM mArI javAmAM bALakane laIne karavuM jokhama bhareluM hatuM saMkaTanI bhaya kara kSaNe pasAra thaI rahI hatI. nIce ke lAla karanArAomAM eka sAhasavIra nIkaLe. e kyAMkathI eka TI nI saphazI zenI lA. eNe nIsaraNuM mAM, paNa aphasa ! e kI hatI, amArAthI cha hAtha dura hatI, eNe eka kSaNa vicAra karyo. ane potAnA khabhA upara ja e mAMDI. ApI meTI nisaraNI ane te mANasanA khabhA upara ! Ava ! baLa paNa jabaruM ane vairya paNa jabaruM. evI vIratAne sahaja mastaka mUkI jAya che. nIsaraNI eNe khabhA para lIdhI eTale traNa hAtha para uparathI kekaDo to marAya nahi. sthiti nAjuka hatI, have te jIvana ane maraNa vacce prahara nahi, kalAka nahi paNa paLe gaNAI rahI hatI, | sarvatra bhayanA vAtAvaraNathI mAnava haiyAne cIrI nAkhe evI cIse saMbhaLAtI hatI. ane AsapAsa vadhatI jatI javALAnA tApathI deha. zekAtAM hatAM. pitAzrI te uparathI bhUsake mAravAnI vAta upara AvI gayA, paNa bhusake mAre e zakya na hatuM. traNa mALanI tIMga UMcI havelI parathI paDanAranuM eka paNa aMga salAmata na rahe.. ISTadevano jApa aMtaramAM satata cAlato hate. mANasa sukhamAM jeTalI tIvratAthI prabhu smaraNa nathI
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________________ (10) karate, evI tIvratAthI e duHkhamAM mare che. te ja maravAnA che chatAM sI bacavAne maraNiye prapanna kare paLe mArAmAM aNadhAryA baLano saMcAra thaze. dheya nA kare che. AgaLa doDatA mANasane dhako mArI, enuM kiraNa aMga aMgamAMthI pragaTavA lAgyAM. dhana jhuMTavI, mANasa AgaLa nIkaLavA prayatna kare che. pitAne ja jIva bacAvavA prayatna kare che, jyAre huM kaTheDe kUdI dvArA sAmenTanI pALa para A kaTheDA bahAra dazeka AmaLanI nAnI pALa bIjI bAju koka sajajana lUlAne madada kare che. hatI. mAre eka hAtha meM TheDAnA saLIyAmAM bhaja AMbaLAne ke Ape che. vRkSane dore che. te utAvaLa kare che. paNa apagene bhUlato nathI tyAre bUta rIte bharAze. vajI jevI majabUta pakaDathI lekhaka lakhe che: "A chellA klAkamAM tene mAnasaLiyAne pakaDI meM pitAne kahyuM vInI utA ane nIcatAnAM darzana kare che." mAruM 'e dhIme kaTheDA maLI A sAmenTanA mana paNa kahI rahyuM hatuM: "UtarI jA, bhAgI ja, pALa para che ane mAro hAtha pakaDI pAse nahi te baLIne bhaDathuM thaI jaIza. jA, jIva eTale e narI AMkha zi. mAre pa1 bacAva." nIsarIna aDe paNa che mArA hAthe jhADana' "evAmAM eka bahene jemanuM nAma divALIbena tAjI kahe: "mAra bhAra Ama adhara AkA. hatuM, temaNe kahyuM: "mahArAja! tame tamAre pahelAM zamAM tuM jhIlI zakarA ? tAro hAtha pakaDIne laTake utarI jAo. amAruM te thavAnuM haze te thaze.' ane hAtha chUTI gaya te te baMne paththaranI zilA nArI! mA! tane namana che. vipada vakhate para ja pachaDAie .." paNa tAre arpaNa dharma nuM na cUke. arpaNanA meM kahyuM: "vicAra karavAne A samaya nathI. prakAzathI te vasuMdharAne ajavALI che tArA ziyajIvana maraNanI A paLa che je thavAnuM che te thaze. nathI, tArI sahiSNutAthI, tArA apaNathI mANasa paNa zraddhA che, sAruM ja thaze." Aje "mAnava" che. mArI zraddhA sAcI paDI. e ba bara nI saragI mane mArA para dhirakAra AvyA. bahenone para paheo ne tarI gayA. have mAre vAre AvyA, sparza paNa na thAya e mArA saMyamadharmanI maryAdA huM utarI jAuM te bahena ne gALA tAranAra che paNa e maryAdAne AgaLa dharI huM tarI jAuM, mAro jIva vahAla karuM, te mArA je nIca mANasanuM mana ghaNuM ja nIca ane svAyA che. nAtha koNa? e ucca ne paropakArI dekhAya che, paNa tenI agni maryAdA mAnavIne ugAravA mATe che, baMdhana parIkSA thaI nathI tyAM sudhI ja. jyAre enI pa mATe nahi ja, paNa atyAre te mAnavatAne prA che Ave che tyAre ja mananI sAcI parakha mA che. vADa nA rakSaNa mATe che, paNa vAyA vRkSo sAmAnya rIte pratyeka mAnavA petAnA mana mATe vikAsa pAse hoya te vADane jarA dUra paNa ucca abhidhAmanA bramamAM hoya che. ane mArI karavI paDe. bhagavAna mahAvIra saMdhamadhamanI maryAdA mATe mane paNa evo ja zvAsa hatuM. A paLe mane enI nathI je mAnavatAne kaNe ! jIjIviSA preravA lAgI, meM kahyuM: bahena, huM e nIca nahi banuM. mInA aMtima divasone prasaMga yAda Ave jIva khAtara dharma cheDe e kAyaranuM kAma che. che. AkhA sahera para lAvA rasa uchaLI z2o che. jaladI kare. tame pALa upara Ave, mAre hAtha agninI varSA thaI rahI che. thoDI ja kSaNomAM sI pakaDIne liMgAI jAo ane nisaraNIne pahAce.
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________________ A rIte AvatAM eTalAmAM te madada paNa AvI gaI, sau utI nAM, chelle huM pALa para ke rAya kotaravA prayatna karatA hatA tyAM eka cIjha AvI. bI TiMgAta mAtAnI are bhAbhI te! hajI upara ja che, e te rahA ye;. dhumADA vaTALiyAnI jema bALakane vIMTAi gayo hato A kasATI hatI, mArI mAnavatAnI, mArA samarata jIvananI A chellI parIkSA hatI. deve taNe mArI bhAvanAne karuNa dRSTithI nihALI. te ja paLe caitu daivI kiraNa mArA aMga azamAM vyApI gayuM. huM pAchA koMDA Theza upara gayA. sAthe tArAcaMdra pazu Agye. samaDI jhaDapa mArIte hAthamAMthI vastu chInavI jAya e ja vegathI bALakane mRtyunA dvAthamAMthI jhaDapIne salAmata rIte kane bahAra AvI gaye. nIce tALIeAnA, vahevAhanA, AnaMda mA avALe thai rahyA hatA, ane te ja vakhate aMbAte avAja saMbhaLAyA. s th L....... bALakane lai meM nIsaraNI para paga mUkaye, tyAM hRdayane dhrujAvI mUke evA avAja thayo ane kSaNa pahelAM ame yAM UbhA hatA e bhAga kaDaDasUsa karatA khesI gayA. kudaratano kevA sa' ketA ! pAMca daza minipha pahelAM e bhAga khesI gayA hata te! ! paNa e prazna ja nakAmo che. rAma rAkhe tene krANu cAkhe ? rAtanA traNanA kare ame vaDavAnA upAzraye AvyA, upAzrayamAM paga mUkyA ane huM yuddha khe kheDA. kalAka sudhI sa Mcita karelA apUrva daivI khaLatA baMdha tUTI gayo. jussA utarI gayo savAre sAta vAge meM AMkha khAlI tyAre bhAvanagaranA hArA nArrArakA vIMTaLA)ne madha hatA. saunA nAnAmAM premanAM AMsu hatAM, haiyAmAM mAnava (11) tAne abhinaMdana hatAM, ze! juAbhAi jevA pratApI lAgaNInI tIvra rekhAo purvanA mukha upara paNa kheMcAI hatI. emaNe gadagada kaMThe kahyuM : maharAjathI ! tame te! amArI lAja rAkhI. sAdhutAne arpaNanA raMgathI raMgIne bhAvanagaramAM eka valata pratidvAsa sAM. AganI viddhamAM sahabhaHga banelAM bhAi baheno sAme meM joyuM ane mArI AMkhamAM paNuM AMsu AvyAM. paN te zAnA hatAM ? sUryanAM ke karUNAnAM rUA. 10-00 vArSika lavAjama bharI Ajeja grAhaka tarIke ApanuM nAma noMdhAvoA. peTa kharca juduM. ghara, lAyabrerI, bheTa, lahANIne yogya sAhitya cAra vamAM pustakAnI caturmukhI gaMgA vahevaDAvanAra sarI ne sa`skArI pra thamAlA zrI jIvana-maNui sAcanamALA TrasTa na sAva zuSka sAhitya na sAva aparasa sAhitya sa rasabharyuM nItibodhabhara" ghara, lAyabrerI, nAma, bheTane cAgya rUpakaDu' sAhitya -: lakha H zrI jIvana-maNi sAcanamALA TrasTa ThuThIbhAnI vADI sAme, dilhI daravAA : amadAvAda.
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________________ 2 che zraddhA vahANI... le A ma. triImadda kIrtisAgarasUrIjI 545 13, ti his - - sa karatI vakhate tamArA viSe leke game tevA abhiprA dharAve, tamArA hetu viSe game tema leka bele; te paNa teonI paravA rAkhaze nahi to, tamArA kAryomAM AgaLa vadhatA raheze. je lokonA abhiprAya para lakSya rAkhaze to tamArAthI dhArelAM kAryo banI zakaze nahi, tamArI jAta para badhA rA. AmadhA sarva satkAryonuM mUla che. zraddhAnA AdhAre ja satkAryo banI zake che. bahAvihIne baLavAna hoya te paNa pAchA paDe che jenAmAM mahAna AtmazraddhA hatI teo pitAnA hAthe dharelAM kAryo karavAnI pitAnI zakita vi aDaga zraddhA dharAvatAM hatAM. evA ja makAe sone saMpUrNa karIne svapane udhAra karela che ane sattA-zakti-saMpattine teoe ja saphala karI che. tame paNa AtmazraddhA rAkhaze te sAne saMpUrNa karIne sattA-saMpatti vigerene saphala karaze. jagatamAM ghaNA kenA manamAM Ama kamI gaela hoya che ke amArAmAM kAryo karavAnI zakti nathI. amArA bhAgyamAM karma-nirjarA mATe dhArmika kriyAo karavAnI tAkAta nathI, tethI amArA te sakAryo thaze nahiMAma dhArIne te Ama vadhI zakatA nathI. ane potAnAmAM ja rahelI asaMta zakitanI oLakhANa karavAmAM enasIba rahe che. AvA vicAravALA patyanI jAtane paNa udhAra karI rAkhatA nathI. potAnA AtmAne potAnI jAtane halakA gavAthI aAvata pitAnI halakI sthiti thAya che, ene keTalAka ane jANatA nathI. tethI pitAnA AtmA ane Amika guNe tarasthI teone je te pramANamAM lAbha maLatuM heya te maLato nathI ane dIna-hIna dazAmAM AvI phasAya che AbhA anaMta zakitane ravAnA che. tethI je je Rddhi ane zuddhi vigere prApta thAya che te zuddha banelA AtmAnA AdhAre che. tame je viSayo kAyanA vikArane sammAnapUrvaka TALI temaja saMkalpa vikaTa vigerene dura karI sthiratAne dhAraNa kare te ApoApa AmAnI anaMta sakitaone Avibhavi ane anaMta sukhanA bhakata banaze. dunyavI padArthonI zodhamAM teonuM rakSaNa karavAmAM je vakhata lagADe che teTalo paNa je Atmika guNenI dhamAM vakhatane gALe to apUrva vastune avazya lAbha thaze. je tame mANInA TekA karatAM ucatara banavAnuM pasaMda karaze nahi te tamArA para bahAdure paga daIne cAlyA jaze pachI tame pikA pADe tyAM kANa sAMbhaLaze. mATe tamArA AtmAnI kImata AMkatA zIkha ane Amika lAbha uThAve. tame bIjAnA jevA samartha nathI, sArA nathI ane nirmaLa prANI mAtra che. A vicAra je tame kayAM karI, te tamArA jIvananuM samagra dhoraNa kaniSTha banI javAnuM ane tamArI tAkIda maMda
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________________ guNopI milaktane meLa. paDavAnI; mATe jIvananA dharaNane uccatara banAvavuM heya te anaMta adhi-siddhi ane zudhdhino svAmI amAro AtmA che A pramANe vicAro pa ka ane te pramANe vartana rAkhaze. je bhAgyazALAoe vicAra--praNAlikA tathA saMyamanI cAvIo hastagata karelI che te ja zArIrika tathA mAnasika zAMtinuM rakSaNa karavA samartha bane che, ane te zakitaomAM vadhAre karatAM rahe che. teo sArI rIte samajatA hoya che ke kadApi kharAba vicArethI ane anAyAthI AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. duSTa vicArethI tathA anAcArothI vakalyANa kayAMthI sadhAya? AtmaguNone vikAsa tamArAmAM rahelo che. ane saMyama keLavavAnI zakita paNa tamArAmAM ja rahelI che. mATe teonI cAvIo hastagata karaze. cAvIo baMdha thayela tALAne upADIne kabATamAM rahelI mikatane darzAve che te pramANe gurUgamarUpI cAvIne prApta karIne Atma jayare tamArI nikaTamAM rahelA mANase ke mi agara anya koI mANasa, kedhinA AverAmAM ugrata dhAraNa karatA hoya tyAre tamAre temAM dAvA naLa saLage evA vacanarUpI IdhaNa nAMkhavA na joIe, sajana te zAMti kema jaLavAya te pramANe vartana rAkhe. te vakhate zAMti pakaDIne mauna dhAraNa kare ane karma prakRtino vicAra kare che jethI svarano uddhAra thAya ane AtmakalyANa sadhAya. IpaNa mANase kadApi ugratAne dhAraNa karI zAMti meLavI che ? haragIja meLavI nathI ane meLavaze paNa nahi. jagatamAM zAMtine meLavavA mATe ane AtmakalyANane mATe Ama saMyamanI khAsa AvazyaktA che, ( "AMtara jyoti " mAMthI udbhUta ) -- vArSika TAITala peja cA-325 peja trIjuM :- 250 jAhera khabaranA bhAva - - cha mAsika trimAsika mAsika 175 10 0 130 175 100 35 vadhu vigata mATe lakho :zrI. taMtrIe, "buddhiprabhA" kAryAlaya, Co zrI jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla zAha 304 khatrInI khaDakI, devADAnI poLa, amadAvAda, w ww . riya " - - - -
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________________ : karmanI kaThaNAI - Re lekhikA- pA phaDIyA ema. e. bI. TI. ( gujarAtI sAhityamAM lekhikAonA juthamAM zrI. padmA phaDiyAnuM nAma AgalI haroLamAM che. tethI lekha, vArtA, pratiSThita sAmavike (akhaMDa AnaMda, navacetana va.)mAM Ave che ne temanuM sa, hoMze hoMze vaMcAya che. saraLa, sAdI ne AkarSaka zailImAM raju thatI A vArtA paNa vAya vAMcaze ja ) -trAe magalA nAme eka suMdara deza hatuM. tyAM zaMkha- zeThanA putranAM utsAhapreraka vacana sAMbhaLI purame nagara hatuM. e nagaramAM zaMkha nAme rAjA rAnae sarasvatIdevInI ArAdhanA karI ne traNa rAjya karatA hatA. rAja dile dayALu ne udAra hatA. upavAsa karyA, AkhI prajAnI sAra saMbhAra e pote leto; saunAM sarasvatI devI pitAnI bhakatanI ArAdhanA sAdA pUrta ne pheDavA prayatna kare che. AvA koI prasanna thayAM. rAjAne temaNe darzana dIdhAM. e rAnane sArIye prajA pUjatI, prema karatI ne sAkSAta sarasvatInAM darzana thavAthI rAja te aNInI paLe madada karatI, Ajeja banI gaye. devIne sASTAMga daMDavata praNAma eka veLA rAja darabAramAM beThA hatA. tyAM karatAM eNe kalAvatInA svayaMvaranI ane tenA nagarazeThane datta nAme putra hAthamAM keTalIka chaiIo praznonI vAta karI. tyAre sarasavatIe jaNAvyuM - laine AvyuM. emAMthI ekanI chabI jeIne rAjA mugdha banI gaye. "rAjA, tuM gabharAiza nahi. svayaMvaramAM e bI devazAlanagaranA rAjA vijayasena nipAta jaje. tyAM eka pUtaLI rAjadarabAranI vaccevaca ane rANI bImatInI putrI kaDhAvatInI hatI. haze. tenA upara tuM hAtha mUkaje. tane pramonA " A chabImAM jenuM rUpa ATaluM lAva uttaro e Apaze." vaMtu jAya che, e dekhAve to kevI haze ? mane eTaluM kahI saravatIdevI aMtardhAna thaI gayA. e maLe ke nahi?"-rAjAnA mananA A bhAva babara nizcita samaye rAjA ravayaMvara maMDapamAM samajI jaIne ro - AvI pahe che. rAjakumArI kalAvatI sau koIne mahArAja, A rAjaputrIno svayaMvara e prazno pUchatI hatI. paNa koI enA kharA javAba sudI ekAdazIne divase che. e vakhate je rAna ApI zakatA na hatA. enA pakonA uttara Apaze enI sAthe e lagana chevaTe jayAre kalAvatI zekharAja pAse AvIne karaze. tame taiyArI kare. mahArAja ! zukana sArA pharI enA e prazno pUgyA ke -- che, jarUra phateha maLaze" "deva keNa che?"
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________________ laukika AcArane jANIne rAjA vijayane putrIne ghera belAvI lAvavA ma Nase mokalyA. temanI sAthe rASTranA bhAI jayasene hirAnAM be suMdara kaMkaNe bheTa mokalAvyAM. paNa rAjA zaMkhe patnIne piyara mokalavAnI nA pADI. tethI piyaranA mANu vidAya thayA. "guru koNa che?" "tava zuM che?" sava zuM che ?" tyAre zaMkharAjAe AgaLa AvI pUtaLI para hAtha mUkI e cAre praznonA nIce mujabanA javAba ApyA : vItarAga arihaMta deva che." "mahAvata dhAraNa karanArA guru che." " jIvavyA tatva che." "ki upara kAbU meLava satva che. - A uttarAthI rAjakanyAne saMtoSa thaze ne teNe zaMkharAjAnA gaLAmAM khUba premathI varamALA ApI. thakharAjA ane kalAvatInAM khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayAM, tyAre rANI kalAvatIe potAnA bhAIe beTa mekalAvela kaDAM paheryA ne bhAInA guNagAna tenI sakhI AgaLa varNavA lAgI. e ja samaye rAjA tyAM Avyo. teNe rANInA hAthamAM kaDAM joyAM, kadanA tela viSenI vAta karatA sAMbhaLI. eTale te zaMkAmAM paDyA. rAjA, vAjAM ne vAMdara. rAjAne kAna hoya paNa zAna na haya, rAja zaMkhanA manamAM aneka uthalapAthala thavA mAMDI. na te e rANIne pUchI zake ke na te e sthira rahI zakaze. chevaTe gussAmAM aAvI ja eNe rAte rAta cAMDALAne bolAvyA ne rANIne jaMgalamAM laI jaI enA hAthanAM kAMDAM kApI nAkhavAne hukama karyo.. bicArI rANI ! nirdoSa rANI ! ene kyAM khabara hatI ke A badhuM zuM thaI rahyuM che ? have zaMkharAjA ane kalAvatI baMne sukhacenamAM divase pasAra kare che. divasa ane rAta mAM pasAra thAya che tenI paNa khabara temane paDatI nathI. rAjArANuM ekabIjAnAM evAM te pUraka banI gayAM che ke ekabIje vagara kSaNabhara paNa teo rahI zakatAM nathI. keTaloka samaya vItyA bAda eka rAtre rANI kalAvatIne ravanamAM amRta kaLaza dekhAze. eNe rAjAne vAta karI. rAjAe jodhIne e viSe pUchyuM. jodhIe ghaDI jene javAba Ape - he zam, tArI rANIne eka suMdara ane tejapI bALaka Avaze." rAjA te khuza khuza thaI gayo. rANIne piyara e zubha samAcAra mukAyA. prathama prasUti te pitAne ghera ja heya. e cAMDALe te rANIne jaMgalamAM laI gayA, enA hAthanAM kAMDAM kApI nAkhyAM ne vanamAM rajhaLatI mukI nagaramAM pAchA vaLyA. e tarapha rANI ghaDIbhara te vicAramAM paDI gaI. asahya dukha hovA chatAM te raDI nahi ke na te AMkhamAMthI AMsu pADayAM. eNe te sAMtavana lIvuM ke enA karmanI kaI evI kaDavAI haze ke jethI tenI AvI dazA thaI. rANune chellA divase jatA hatA. A duHkhamAM paNa eNe e ja ghaDIe eka suMdara putrane janma Apyo. pitAnuM aMga chevAne kAraNe pAse ja vahetI nadIe te gaI, tyAM UbhA nibhA teNe navakAra
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________________ maMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. smaraNe gayAM ne be hAtha joDI teNe mahAvIra bhagavAnane namarakAra karatAM kahyuM- he bhagavAna, je meM mana, vacana ane kAyAe karIne zuddha ziyaLa pALyuM hoya ne mArAM kAMDAM akhaMDa vAva". ane banyuM paNa tevuM ja. tarata ja enA hAthanAM kAMDAM pharI ugI nIkaLyAM. eTalAmAM tyAMthI eka tApasa pasAra thatA hatA. temaNe rANI kalAvatI ane enA putrane nirAdhAra sthitimAM je temanA Azrame laI gayA. bIjI tarapha cAMDALAe AvIne rAjAne hAthanAM kAMDAM ApyAM. kaDAM uparanuM nAma jotAM ja rAjAne kaMikane kaIka thavA lAgyuM. enI upara te rANInA bhAInuM nAma hatuM. rAjAnA du:khane pAra na rahyo. e mUrNita thaI DhaLI paDe ne pitAnI bhUlane pastA karavA lAgyo. enA haiye zAMti na rahI. chevaTe te maravAne taiyAra thaze. paraMtu maMtrIoe ane nagarazeThe tene ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM. tyAre teNe kahyuM - jo rANI jaDaze te huM to rahIza, nahi te ciMtAmAM baLI marI." rAzI kalAvatInI bhALa meLavavA rAjAe mera mAse mokalyA. chevaTe tApasane tyAMthI rANInI khabara maLI, vAjategAjate rAjAe rANIne rAjamahelamAM teDAvI, bhulanI mAphI mAgI ane putrane janmotsava ujavyo. pelA munivara paNa tyAM padhAryA hatA. rAjAe emane khUba AdarasatkAra karyo. muni te jJAnI hatA, mahAzAnI hatA. rAjAe potAnA tathA rANInA AvA karmaumranuM kAraNa pUchyuM. tAnI munie zAMtithI javAba ApatA kahyuM: he rAja, mahendrapuranA rAjAne eka putrI hatI. tenuM nAma sucanA hatuM eka divasa sulocanA pitAnA meLAmAM beThI beThI ramatI hatI. evAmAM eka mANase AvIne eka paDita pepiTa rAjAne bheTa dharyo. A popaTa khUba zAnI hate. mIThuM mIThuM bolIne eNe saunAM mana harI lIdhAM. rAjAe e Ti putrIne Ape. putrIe ene sonAnA piMjaramAM rAkhe. ne tenuM premathI jatana karavA lAgI. paMDita peTa paNa rAjaputrInI sAthe gela karatA, nAcate ne tene khuzI karo. paNa eka divase papane jati smaraNa jJAna thatAM teNe anazana dhAraNa karyuM. Akho divasa kAMi khAdhuM nahi, pIdhuM nahi. eTale sulocanAe ke bharAIne enI beya pAMkhe kApI nAkhI. popaTa duHkhane zamAvI anazana karI de choDI gayA. ene mRtyu pAmele joI rAjaputrI sucanA paNa enA virahe mRtyu pAmI. e pipaNa te tuM zaMkharA. ane e sulocanA te tArI rANI lAvatI. pAMbA chedavAnA kAraNe rANI kalAvatInAM tAre hAthe kAMDAM cheyAM. | muninI A vAta sAMbhaLI rAjarANI banene saMsAra para vairAgya Avyo ne baMnee dIkSA laI mokSagamana karyuM. A vArtAmAMthI samajavAnI vAta te e che ke mAnavIne potAnA karmanuM phaLa maLe che. paNa je te dhAre te tenA pazcAtApathI e karmanI kaThaNAIne te ghaTADI zake che. tema ja satI sAdhavIemAM evI zakita hoya che ke te dhAre te karI zake che. emanuM ziyaLa ane emanI dhIraja emanA satIne pUrNapaNe prakaTAve che, satIonuM satIva jyAM sudhI akhaMDa raheze tyAM sudhI hiratAnane nArIsamAja sadA sarvadA gauravavaMtA raheze.
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________________ (17) karti dA. che. guNavaMta zAha padhAre che ane haiyuM, haLavuM gIta gaNagaNI UThe che. cetanamAM prANa phukAya che manamayUra bhAvanA vanamAM, kekArava karI UThe che Urmi hileLA le che. lAgaNInA pUra umaTe che aMtara, ke. anokhI mastI anubhave che. meM je che sUrajane senAne banate divasane sohAmaNa thata anilane alakhanA maMtra bhaNatA nirakhI che nizA meM jagata aTArIe enA piyu AtamanI Atura nayane rAha jotI kahuM kyAre ? pavitrAtita pavitra maMgale mAM sarvamaMgala kSamAMnA amRtathI ubharAtA dayAthI dadaLatA pastAvAnA pathathI banela nirmaLa nayanA karuNAnA athathI vinamra hayAbhanA usanA muguTamaNi AnaMda vibhara, evA parvAdhirAja payurSaNanA Agamana avasare. e Ave che ullAsathI, tAjhagInuM simata verate jIvana maMDapamAM, e saluNA, sahAmaNuM e divase pRthvI para vIzA bhUlyA e vargIya dine eka eka divasa e saptAhano amara graMtha che enI dareka rAta ciraMtana kavitA che. saMvatsarI sArAya saptAhanI kIrtidA che. enI paLe paLa preraNAmayI patie che paryuSaNa kSamAnuM e mahAkAvya
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________________ enA zabda zabdamAMthI premanuM parimala pamare che ahiMsAnuM saundarya nItare che satyanA gheSa UThe che. emAMthI, puchyuM ke AtmAonI | amara gAthA che e te. paryuSaNa yugothI gavAyelI gajegaMdae gAyelI alakhanA oliyAonI mukitanA marajIvA tIrthakara bhagavatenI jaya gAthA che, e te. bhInI bane che ane suMdhakanA balidAnathI hayuM rahe che Aja daDha prahArI, gajasukumALI rAmacaMdra ke keTalA nAma samaruM te sau nAmI, anAmI zramaNa zrAvakonI zahAdatathI. karI samarpaNa nija jAtanuM cIMdhI gayA satya sAM kAtIla che khaMjara, ne ethI vadhu kAtIla zabdo haze prANa paheluM khece, cacarAve maravA na de, jIvavAya na de kare hAlata bedhArI bIjuM jIvanane aMta nA ene hisAba baMdha nA kare bhale chAnuM chapanuM jagata jANe che nA paNa jonAra beThe che. cUkavaze dAma evA cUkavatA phAvaze jo jApa japaze jaga, ne mata raheze. tama jIvana gAthA para, ka gAthA jIvanane maMtra A, bhale khaMjara, bhale zabda bheMkAya jigaramAM jigara kaDavuM karI mA zApa deze kuM che jaDa, jaDa zo dehaya jaDa, jaDa nA cetana ! raDI le che kadI chAnu kuTe haiyuM koI khUNe becena bAvare jIve rAte ekAMte, pApI haiyu. tape, jakhI jigara mAMge bhare haiyA jhoLI kaI nehanI suvarNa rathI che kuMbha cetana mANasAInI mATIne kuTe jo, kuTe jIvana malina banaze jhera jhIlaze amara Asava premane te
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________________ saMbhALa saMbhALI sAcave ne macAve jUna dharmanI Aja dIvALI puNyanI dhare Asava pIo pyArA banI cakacUra, banI ruma betAja bAdazAha. karI mApha haiye lagAve bhulI juna, gaNe navuM mITAvI zabda duzmanane jape jApa khAmemi sava jIve ve jIvA khaMtu me mIttama sabU pu vera ma na keNaI.... vAkayadhArA.... che ! e zuM cIja che? e kaI anAja nathI ke khAIne peTa bharAya, e kaI lanyA ke suMdhIne mana prasanna thAya, e kaMI phaLa nathI ke ene rasI mAsa varavuM, e kaMI che ke kema ke enAM kapaDAM banarI zarIranuM rakSaNa karIye, e kaMi lAkaDuM ke huM mathA ja TaeNmAMthI nitya vyavahAra paratu banAvI zakIye, are ! e tamAku ke aphINa nathI ke jemA kephamAM ApaNe duHkha bhulI jaie, e kara rara kare che. mANasane paraspara vizva sa, prema ane Adara naSTa kare che, mANasanI dhamAM budhane e nAza kare che, pavitranAM pavitra saMbaMdha paNa e kSaNamAM bagADe che. ene naze te mANasanuM jIvana bagADI nAkhe che. jenuM e mahAne anartha che. havAmAM uDatA pelA pakSIo gayA che tyAre temanI nizrataMte kayA maMDaLe bAphI che? temanI jIdagIne vime utAravA mATe kaI kaMpanI sthapAi che? kayuM lazkara temanA rASTrane surakSIta rAkhe che ? kayA polIse temanA saheranI rekI kare che? I tALA-cAvIo temanA mAmAne salAmata rAkhe che ? kyA kAnane ane ke temanA nA-mAla ane ALanuM rakSaNa kare che? vIsa kalAka temane jokhama vacce rahevAnuM he che. ane chatAM pakSIo vividha rIte thAya che ane kola kare che. -vijyakumAra ratIlAla zAha.
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________________ (20) ? 2 hA! pastAvo. 200 le. mogala samrATa auraMgajheba P : nA ka = = = (dazvarane pAmavA nimeLa haiyuM joie. ane te na hoya te pastAvAnA pANIthI e gaMdA haiyAne dhoI vidhI banAvAya te ja paramAtmAne pAmI zakAya. auraMgajheba, memala satata zahenazAha mRtyunI pathArI para paDaye pitAnA 6 . jIvanane yAda karI asu sAre che. ane pitAnA putrane kSamApanA karatA patro lakhe che. zAhe zahenazAhane A patra tamAre vAMca ja paDaze kAraNa e lakhe che.kaMi pazu sAthe lAvyA hatA have pA parvata sAthe lai jAuM chuM - te ApaNe zuM laI javuM enuM e bhAthu bAMdhI Ape che. mATe jarUra A vAMce.-taMtrIe.) rAjA kAmabA ! mArA gaLAnA hAra ! tyAM tyAM izvara ja daSTigocara thAya che tenA sivAya jayAre IzvaranI AjJA ane IcchA pramANe mArAmAM koI paNa najare paDatuM nathI. mArA nokara cAkara havata hatuM tyAre meM tane jJAna ane vicAra ane parivAranuM zuM thaze tenI ciMtA karavAthI upadeza Apyo hato paNa te tenA upara apakava have kAMI paNa phaLa nathI. dhikakAra che, A lebha budhi hovAthI joIe teTaluM dhyAna ApyuM nahi. ane mAyAjAlane ke jethI mArI kavI gati thaze tene temaja Avazyaka rikSA grahaNa karI naha. adhunA mane khyAla ja AvyuM nahi. mArI kamara tUTI gaI mArI jIvanayAtrA pUrI thavAnuM nA jorathI vAgI che, paga azakata thaI gayA che. mArAmAM hAlavA rahyuM che. meM mAruM jIvana vyartha gumAvyuM che tethI cAlavAnI ane belavAnI zakti nathI. mAtra zvAsa, mAruM hRdaya dadha thAya che. paNa have pazcAtApa laine ja divasa pUrA karuM chuM. meM ghera pApa kya karavAthI zuM thAya ? che tene mATe Izvara zuM daMDa Apaze te tene ja have te mane bhAre karelAM vicAra karyo mAluma. mArA mRtyu pazcAt mArA sainyanI vyavasthA ane pApanuM phaLa maLavuM ja joIe. meM A putrane karavAnI che. huM izvarane sAkSI rAkhIne badhe jagatamAM janma dhAraNa karIne kAMI AtmAnuM sArthaka adhikAra mArI vArasene ApuM chuM. karyuM nahi tethI Izvara cakita thaze. huM vyartha amazAha mArI pAse che ane tenA upara Abe ane vyartha jAuM chuM. mArAM pApakarmone mAre atizaya prema hato. tenA prANane nArAme mAtApa karavAthI kazuM paNa phaLa mahvAnuM nathI karyo nathI. ane tethI te bAbatane a ya mArA kAraNa ke aneka, are ! hajAre nIca karmothI mAro zApa para nathI. huM saMsAra choDI jAuM chuM ane Ama malIna thayA che. tane tArA rAhajAdAne ane tArI mAtAne izvaranA mane cAra divasathI javara Avo hato paNa rakSaNa taLe mUTha jAuM chuM. te tamAruM rakSaNa kare. have Avato nathI. huM jyAM jyAM daSTi nAkhuM chuM aMtakALanI yAtanAo ane duHkhe eka ekathI
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________________ (ra) caSiAtAM mAluma paDe che. bahAdurazAha jyAM ho jAna lAbha nathI. have tenA badalAmAM mA " ApatyAM ja che. paNa tene putra hiMdustAnamAM AvyuM che. vAthI kazo phAyado nathI atyAre mane anubhava thAya bedArabakhta gujarAtamAM che. hetalanizAe Aja che ke mArA zarIramAMthI prANa nIkaLavA mAMDyo che. sudhI kaI vakhata duHkha joyuM nathI tethI te dukAmAM hA...ya !..... atirAya DubI gaI che. udayapurI begame ghaNuM kAma kAmagaSNa ! mArA haiyAnA hAra ...have huM karyuM che ane te mArA duHkhe duHkhI thAya che tathA ekale jAvuM chuM. tArI nirAdhAra sthitine lIdhe tenI IcchA mArI sAthe ja javAnI che, paNa je mane bahu ciMtA thAya che paNa evI ciMtA rakhavAthI bhAvamAM haze te banaze. have zuM thAya ? meM saMsAramAM rAjA je je duHkha je tArI sAthe koI kuTuMbI ke darabArI leka ApyuM che, je je pApa ane karmo karyA che te kharAba vartana calAve che teonI sAthe sAmA nahi sarvanuM phaLa mArI sAthe laI jauM chuM. thatAM pitAnuM kAma kADhI levAne mATe sabhyatApUrvaka Azcarya thAya che ke huM tyAre saMsAramAM vartana calAvavuM. A guNanI haMmezA jarUra che; AvyA tyAre kaMi paNa sAthe lAvyo nahA; paNa samayAnusAra cAlavuM. pitAnI zakita pramANe ja have pApano parvata sAthe laI jauM chuM. huM jyAM koIpaNuM kAmamAM mAthuM mAravuM. . jayAM jauM chuM tyAM tyAM mAtra IzvaranuM ja bhAna sipAIone pagAra caDhI ma che te dhyAnamAM thAya che. meM agaNita pApe kyAM che paNa tene rAkhavuM. dArAne beThA beThA pagAra ApavAnI vAta mATe mane zuM daMDa ApavAnuM nakakI karyuM che te huM paDatI mUkI hatI ane amArI pAsethI thoDuM male che jANato nathI. musalamAnonAM nirdoSa tanAM tethI te aprasanna che. bidue mArA zirSa para paDayAM che. huM tane ane tArA putrane IzvaranI chAyAmAM mUkI jAuM chuM ane have huM jAuM chuM. meM je nIca kRtya karyA A chellI salAma karUM chuM. che te mAtra tArA mATe ja kyAM che tethI mArA tarapha tiraskAranI dracchiI joIza nahi ane meM tane kaDavI mane bahu ja duHkha thAya che. tArI bimAra rikSA karI hoya ke kaI rItanuM duHkha ApyuM hoya mAtA udayapurI begama mArI sAthe che. te te vismaraNa karavuM. kAraNa ke have tenAthI koI mAM....ti...hA..ya...! .....
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________________ (ra) 2 che ) SOCX DOXPOOJOODA amulya khajAno A Rs. lekhakaH maNIlAla hAkemacaMda udANI ema, e. ela. ela. bI. rAjakeTa DO 083%9EO: kaMotors eka divasa bhArata niyAnI Toca upara gaNatuM hatu . eka divasa bhAratamAM nara thai gayA. eka divasa. bhArata vepArI sAkSI gaNatA ane AhIMnA vepArI dezaparAmAM jaI vepAra paDI dhananA DhagalA lai AvatA hatA. dhAtraya rAjAe prajAnuM sukha dukha pitAnuM gaNatA, gaudhana ghaNuM hatuM. dudha ghInI nadI cAlatI. joke sAdAI, saraLatA ane pramANikapaNe pitAne vahevAra calAvatA hatA ane eka bIjAne sukhaduHkhamAM bhAga letA hatA. koI darIdra na hatuM, du:khI na hatuM. dvArikA nagarI sinanI hatI. laMkA senAnI hatI, gIranAra paNa ba na hato ema kahevAya che. bharaNa poSaNane mATe kAIne cAtA na hatI. dareka cIja sastI hatA. mahAna tIrtha karo A dezamAM thayA. rAma ane kRSNanA avatAra paNa A dezamAM thayA. ane te te aneka thaI gayA. temane jIvanamAMthI atyAre paNa ApaNane jANavAnuM maLe che. ghaNI preraNA maLe che. takSazIlA ane nAlaMdAnI moTI meTA yunIvazakIe hatI ane tyAM amulya zikSaNa maLatuM. jhImunIonA Azrame hatA ane tyAM kSatrIya 2.enA kumAra ane sAmAnya mANaso sAthe rahIne karuM jJAna na'; etl. badhAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke bhAratanA rAja ane kara "rAmane cA tatvajJAnane khare khAne sanA havA. dhananI vAsa mAM hatAM ane dhananA balA anAyAse thatA hatA. kAraNa ke te vakhate melaDapa kharI lamInI vAsanA hatI. caMcaLa lanI pAchaLa doDadhAma na hatI. je na bhagavad gItAmAM zrI kRSNa arjunane ApyuM te badhuM tatvajJAna prayalIta hatuM. dareka manuSya potAnuM kArya saphaLatA karatA ane karmavegI thaIne niSkAma karma karIne pitAne va bajAvatA hatA. jethI karmarUpI baMdhanamAMthI chuTI jatA. brAhmaNa, kSatrIya, vaizya, ane zuddha si tipitAnuM kArya dharma ane pharaja tarIke samajIne karatA ane ekabIjane upayogI thatAM, te Adarza samAja hatA ane vizvabaMdhutvapa hatuM. atyAre vizvabaMdhutva sthApavAnI vAte dareka deza kare che. amerIkA ane razIyA jevA mahAna deze laDAio baMdha karavA ane zAMti sthApavA mATe ghaNuM karI rahyA che. bhArata te zAMtIprIya deTa ja che, paraMtu te badhuM vAtAmAM rahe che, ane kayAMya sAcI rAMta dekhAtI nathI. kAraNa ApaNe mukhya dhyeya AdhyAtmavAda ocho thato jAya che. ane bhautikavAda vadhatA jAya che. jayAM sudhI bhautikavAda tarapha valaNa raheze tyAM sudhI ke deza sAcuM sukha ane zAMti meLavI zakaze nahIM. kAraNa ke A siddhAMta satya che. jaDa vastu jaDa rahevAnI ane caitanya tenAthI sAva judu ja che. banne vastu ekI sAthe maLI zake ? nahIM. te maLavA jatA bane che esIzuM. tAryakarone kevaLa jJAna hatuM tethI teo badhuM jANanA teoe zAstromAM AbhA ane rArIno bheda barAbara samajAvyuM che. AtmA anAdi anaMta che. avinAzI tava che. karmano saMgAthI te navA navA ke
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________________ dhAraNa karavA paDe che. jyAre de tAjA che ane tene je sukhadu:kha thAya che te karmana! pariNAme che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakita rahelI che, patu tene prApta karavA mATe karmanA AvaraNeAne dura karavA joe. ana te AvaraNA tyAsa ane vairAgyathI ja dura thAya 6. jyAM sudhI mehatAya karmono kSaSa thayo nathI tyAM sudhI Atmadarzana thavuM muzkela che. atyAre nItinuM gheraNa ghaNuM ja nIcu jatu Aya che. adhyAtma jJAna meLavavA mATe prayAsa karanArA mahAtmAo ochA thatA jAya che. karaverAnA meAjAte lIdhe ane sakhata meghavArIne lIdhe madhyama va dhaNA ja pIsAtA jAya che, garIba vadhAre garIba thatA jAya che, ane tavagara vadhAre paisAdAra thatA jAya che. rAjereja peparAmAM cerI, kuTa, vizvAsAta vyabhicArI ane hiMsAnA khabare vAMcIe chIe ane tethI dareka mANasane duHkha thAya che. je vyakita sudhare te samAja sure ane samAja sudhare tA dezanI sthiti uMcI Ave jethI atyAre dareka vyakitae peAtAnuM AtmanIrikSaNa karIne potAnI A jIMdagI ane AvatA bhava kaeNma suSare tema karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. amAunI vaNImAM je rahasya ane tatvajJAnanI nAsI hatI te pazu atyAre dekhAtI nathI. je vidyA janma taratA pherA ochA kare ane meAkSane mA batAve teja sAcI vidyA che. tema vedA, upanizadA ane jainanA rAA kahe che. bIjI badhI vidyA nave ane Sata meLavavA mATenI che ane zAstra tene avighA kahe che. ane tethIja zrImad buddhisAgara surizvarajIe karma yAganA mahAna graMthamAM vigatavAra kharuM jJAna zuM che te samajAvyuM che. temanA jIvanamAM ja adhyAtma bhareluM che. ane temAMthI aneka preraNA maLe che. AvA mahAna purUSa gheADA varSa pahelAM ja thaI gayA akhaMDa brahmacaya pALI tenuM baLa ane teja keTalu' che te sAbIta karI ApyuM. jIvananA dareka kSetre teonA camatkAra dekhAya che. nahAtI temane dhananI lAlasA, nahekatI (23) temane matanI lAlasA, nastI. temane nAma bahAra pADavAnI la.lasA, AkhI jIMdagI te Az jIvana jIvI gayA ane atyAranA sabhyane anu jJAna ApavA mATe vArasA tarIke mamukSa puratA sukatA gayA. AvA mahApuruSata jIvanayastri dareka bhASAmAM ane khAsa karIne aMgrejImAM OMkAmAM prasidhdha thavA joIe ane dezadezamAM melavA joie. teA bhAratamAM vA purUSo paDelA che tenI bIjAne mAra paDe. mekSana traNa rastA che. samyagajJAna, samyaga darzana ane sayama cAritrya jJAnayegathI jIvatA marI javuM paDe che. bhaktiyogathI izrvaramaya thaI javuM paDe che. jethI atyAranA phALamAM bane yega sAdhanAvALA bahu thADA nIkaLo zakaze. paraMtu karma yeLI kama karavA chatAM sukhI jIvana jIvI zake che. junA krutI nirdeza kare che, ane navA karma mAMSate nayo. te je kArya kare che. temAM pAna AtmA tapha rAkhe che ane phaLanI apekSA rAkhatA nathI, tethI te jIvanamAM sukha, saMpatI, dhRta ane lakSmI anAyAse ja prArabdha karma mujaba prApta karI zake che, ane AvatA bhavamAM vadhAre sukha meLavI chevaTa mekSa pazu prApta karI zake che. mehanIya karma eTalA majadbhuta che ke te ekadama chuTI zakatA nathI paraMtu dhIme dhIme kSINa thatA jAya che. ane mehate eche karavAne mATe sadAcArI vana, saraLa svabhAva peAtAnA jeveja bIjAne AtmA che. ane je sukha du:kha peAtAne thAya che tevuja bIjAne thAya che. jethI pApakAravRtti ane kAne paNa du:kha na thAya tevI rIte vartata karavAthI moDanIya kema chuTI jAya che. tetA paNa cAra rastA che. dAna, thaLa, tapa ane bhAva. gRhasthA sAAMka dAna karIne puNya le che ane temane aneka ghaNuM maLe che. zIyaLa na hoya tyAM te jaMdagI ja nakAmI che. tapanA prabhAva pujya gurU mahArAjanA vanamAM ja ApaNe joSae chIe ane jevI bhAvatA tevu phaLa maLe che. mATe bhAvanAne zudhdha karavI joie
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________________ tethI ja AtmA zudhdha thAya che. ekalu vAMcavAthI kAMI vaLe nahI. tenA upara manana karavuM joie pachI dhyAna ane niSiSyAsa karavA joe. tethIja ekAmratA thaze ane jevA saMpa ane tenI sAdhanA thayethI jarUra sIdhdhI maLaze. manuSyatA bhava maLavA ghaNAja muzkela che. anekavAra svarga, naraka ane tIrthanyamAM rakhaDyA pachI mahA puNyanA baLathI manuSyanuM jIvana ane jaina dha bhaLyA che. te te gumAvI beThA teA pachI pAchuM rakhaDavAnuM che, mATe je samaya maLye che temAM pramAda na thAya ane e amulya taka maLI che tenA upayoga AtmAnA kalyANArthe krama thAya che te pramANe vartana karavAmAMja kharUM sukha samAyeluM che. dhanya che jaina munIzmAne ke teo saMsArane tyAga karIne peAtAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI rahyA che. ane upadeza ApI bIjAne tArI rahyA che. atyAre (24) A munIoe karmacArI thaine A dezanI nIti raNa uMcuM lAvavA mATe jIvahiMsA aTakAvavA mATe mahAna kAryo karavAnI jarUra che. te ja bhAratanuM gaurava vadharaze nahI. te adheAmatI thaze. A dezanu temAM ja mahAttama che. A dezane amulya khajAne tenuM tattvajJAna che. ane te krAi divasa khuTarI nahI patane khajAne kAyama nathI. te teA kharcAI jAya, cArAi jAya ane luTAI paNa jAya paNa jyAM jJAna che tyAM dhata AvyA vinA rahetu paNa nathI. A dezanI AvI paraMparA hrAvAthI A prajAne mATe saune bhAna che. je te kheDa esIzuM ane bhautikavAdamAM taNAi jazu tA kharUM sukha maLI zakaze niha. gurU mahArAje A amulya khajAne potAnA jJAna, saMyama, tA ane tyAgathI meLavyA hatA temanu nAma amara thaSTha gayu ane pustaka rUpe te khajAne mukatA gamA che, temAMthI jeTalI bane teTalI preraNA meLavIne ApaNe jIvana sukhazAMtimAM gALI zakIe temAja kharU sArthaka raheluM che. : zAsana samAcAra : khabhAta atre zeDa khubacaMda bulAkhIDAsanA upAzraye pU. munirAja zrI kuzalavijayajInA adhyakSasthAne yoni 108 graMthapraNetA zrImad budhdhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. zrI 37 ! jayaMtI cIkAra pAvamedanI vacce bahu suMdara rIte ujavAI hatI. 5. mIladAsa tathA pU. maTThArAjazrIe yuninA jIvana upara suMdara prakAza pAtharyoM hatA. khapere rathabana pArzvanAthanA derAsare pUjA rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. akADa suda 10 zeTha bulAkhIdAsa nAnacaMdra sthApita zrI sAdrAda sa paheDDALA ane zrI bhaTTabhAi jaina zrAvikAzALAne vArrikAtsava zrI zaMkarapara rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. sAsudAyika snAtra mahesavamAM 350 bAla-mAlikA-abhyAsakree lAbha lIdhA hatA. zrI ramaNalAla yAjJikanA pramukhasthAne sattA yojavAmAM AvI hatI, jemAM neramA, nImaLA katArA, yazavaMta saMdhavI, bhadrika kApaDiyA puMDarika cokazI, zailadAsa sadhI tathA pramukhazrIe pAzALAnA uttarAttara vikAsa mATenA rAyaka pravacano thayAM hatAM. kharca mATe pramukhatrI, gAMdhI bhIkhAbhAi tathA chabIlAMme saprakAra ApyA hatA.
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________________ () patita pAvana parvAdhirAja zrI paryuSaNa parvano punita saMdeza lekhaka:-zrI prakAza jaina gArIAdhArakara (premadIpa) mAnava vicAra kare te jarUra jaNAze ke, tathA -vaimanasyanI bhUtAvaLamAM bhAna bhUlelo mAna ApaNuM jIvana kaI dizAmAM gamana kare che. azAni samAja kayAMe AzAnuM kiraNa ne zakato nathI tathA duHkhanI musApharI pUrNa karavA rAtadivasa ciMtAnI Aje sabhyatAnA chellA dikhare pitA tanane bhaThThImAM baLavA kastAM, saMtoSa tathA dharmanA mArga ArUDha thayAnuM mAnatA mAnava samAjanI ke svIkAravI paDaze. AtmajIvana adha: vatananA paca para karuNa A avadazA : devuM ane uttama phalanI jijJAsA sevA e kadI mAnavane e che sukha, e che zAMti. bane kharuM? hazIjha nahi. satA ke dhanamAM ucca khape che AnaMda, mAlavuM che to mahAsAgaramAM; mArgamAM laI janAra nathI. paraMtu naitika jIvananI enA manAvyo che kevA pApa tane paripUrNa sudhAraNA jarUra mAge che. khANamAMthI nIkaLela suvarNa karavAnA. A mATe badhI rIte potAnI zakitane kadI malIna hoya che. bajAramAM vecAtuM sonuM nirmaLa kharacI nAMkhavA Atura che. divasa ke rAta jevAnI hoya che, vicAratAM kAraNa samajAze ke- "khANane ene jarUra nathI; pApa-puNya, dharma ke karma, AtmA senAe agninA saMgathI bhalInatA dUra karI che. temaja paramAtamA emAMnuM kazuM paNa mAnavA-samajavA tema jIvananI malinatA dUra karyA sivAya A jIvana ene icchA nathI. phakta sukha, sukha ane sukha nirmaLa banatuM nathI. bhautika bhAvanAmAM naitiktAnI AbAdI, unnati ke pheka e enI raDha che. e suvAsa ApanAra, sattA tathA dhananA madamAM dhelA mATe vijJAnano zo paNa kare che. AkAzamAM ene banelA mAnavane mAnavatA samajAvanAra, satsaMga, uDavA rA chejamI para kalAkanA hajAro sarvicAra tathA sadAcAranI jIvanamAM kSaNe kSaNe mAdalanI jhaDape doDavAmAM ene tuhala che, ne jarUriyAta mAnave lakSamAM rAkhavI joie. jIvananuM pAbamAM pesIne paNa e pitAnI jAtane daDAjala aMtima dhyeya vilAsa-vaibhavane mAnanAra ma navA kApa ? adhIrA banyA che, chatAM AjanA chellA kharekhara saMdhyAnI lAlIne dekhI sthiratAnI kalpanA samAcAre ema kahe che ke mAnave haju sukhane AMbI karavI, tathA saMyama sAgavihoNI upara bhUmimAM zakyA nathI. zaninA dhyeyane prApta karavAmAM e haju dharma bIjAropaNa karavA samAna nirarthaka che. pAchaLa rahI che. jIvanamAM AbAdI ke unAne Aje saMsAra samasta azAtanI AgamAM pAmavA mATe hAla te yojanAo ghaDavAnA, lAno taiyAra karavAnA kArya sivAya eNe kazuM ja nakakara zakAI rahyo che. dainya, bhaya ne AdanA kAramAM paluM bharyuM nathI. karADe are abajo rUpiyAnI cikArAthI duniyAnuM vAtAvaraNa bihAmaNuM banI dhULadhANI karavA mAM mAnava samAja haju jayAM rahyuM che. mAnava pote ja potAnI jAte potAnA tyAM ja ubhA . sarvanAzanA mArga bhaNI jANe-ajANe jhaDapI kUca karI rahyo che. romera avizvAsa, cha, prapaMca, uSA te zuM mAnava kadI sukha, zAMti ke jIvana
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________________ (26) vikAsanI nakakara sAdhanAne pAmI zakaze para ke? e pitAnA jIvanamAM sukha, zAMti ke unnatinI sAdhanAmAM phalIbhUta banaze ke kema ? vartamAna duniyAnA pravAhanuM uDu avagAhana karanArA jijJAsu mAne A prazno jarUra muMjhavI nAkhe tevA che. javAba eka ja hoI zake, "mAnava samAja sukha-zAMti ke AbAdIne nizaMka pAmI zakaze. jIvana vikAsanI sAdhanAmAge te Agekadama bharI zakaze paNa te mATe Aje te je havA, je vAtAvaraNa ane je duniyA utnI karI che tenuM visarjana jarUra karavuM paDaze. Aje mAnave vidhAsa-dhAnuM vAtAvaraNa sarSavAnAM jarUra che. pe.sAnA bhaNatara dvArA anya sarva zreNImAtranAM sukha, lAgaNa ke tenA vyakitatvane samajavAnI jarUra che, potAnA svArthane gauNa karI anya so koInA svArthane prAdhAnya ApatAM zikhavuM paDaze, jIvananI unnatinuM A paheluM pagathIyuM che. Aje bhalabhalA DAhyA gaNAtAonAM dila-dimAgamAMthI bhulAI gayuM che. pariNAma Aje ApaNI AMkha samakSa ughADuM che. "e bAna ! sukha, zAMti ke AbAdI jenI hoya te tame tamArA AtmAmAM kAI rahelA anaMta arcanA khajAnAne udhAra ! Ava, tamArA AtmAne jamADI ! saMsAra samastanA AtmAne tamArA ja AtmarUpe mAnIne te sarvane name tamArA svarUpe juo ! jaina darzane pharamAvela A vizvamaMgalane pAvanakArI siddhAMta vAstavika rIte abhyadaya ke sarvodayane rAjamArga che. je varSanA pratyeka dhamAMrAdhanAo, nAnAmAM nAnI kyiA, trata ke tapanI AcaraNA, Aje eka sidhAMtanA aMga upAMgarUpa che. mAnava saMsAranA kakSA kAje zrI anaMtajJAnI sarvara bhagavaMte e sadA sakalane mATe sarva jIvonA hitanI ekAMta vAsamAM chie A tapadeza Ape che. dharmanuM ekapaNa anuSThAna ke ArAdhanA evI nathI ke jemAM jIvamAtra pratye bhedaSTi rAkhavAnuM vidita haiya, vizALa evI ada daSTi banAvIne, mAtra pratyenA Ama svarUpane jANI-samajIne, jaDamAtranA bhedane mAnava vivekapUrvaka samajatA bane te mATe jaina dharmamAM parva divasanI temaja mahAparvanA divasanI ArAdhanA ke upAsanA karavAnuM vidhAna che. AtmabhAna bhUlIne nijanAM gharane choDIne bhaTakI rahelA anaMta aizvaryanA svAmI caitanyane jagADIne tenAM pitAnAM svarUpamAM ramaNa karavAne zubha sadeza parva divasanI ArA dhanA prANa che. e hakIkata bhUlavI joItI nathI. kahevuM jarUrI che ke sarva dharme je vastu pAkArI-pakArIne kahe che te vizvazAMtinuM prathama dvArA vizvamaitrI AjanA saMsAra phare zikhavA paDaze. vizvakalyANanI maMgalabhAvanAnA pATha mAnavasaMsAre Aje bhaNavAnA raheze. vara, vidroha temaja vaimanasanI pItI Agane ThAravI paDaze. kSamA, satiSa, Abhadamana temaja manonigraha ane saMyama, saccAInuM tatva jIvanamAM saraladile, svacchavRtti tANAvANAnI jema vaNI levuM paDaze. jagatanA dharmo, saMpradAya ke dharmAcAryo je vastune kadAca AvatI kAle svIkAravA taiyAra thaze, duniyAnA tatvajJAnIo ke mahArAjyo bhAvimAM kadAca A hakIkatane kabulavA hA bhaNI, paNa jaina dharma te TheTha anAdi kAlathI eka ja maMgaLa, maMjula tathA bhavya jIvana saMdeza ApI rahyo che ke eTaluM jarUra yAda rAkhajo ke -- jyAre mAnava, dharmane badale dhananI, virAgane badale vAsanAnI, saMtane badale saMpattinI, tyAgane badale bhaganI tathA mAnavatAne badale dAnavatAnI pagadaMDI para prayAsa karaze, tyAre mAnavanA haiyAmAM sukhanI kalpanA paNa karavI te AkAza pampa samAna asaMbhavIta che. AvA kaMIka bhavanamAM vicAra karI mAnava satya payapara Ave, e hetuthI jJAnIo lekAra
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________________ patAvelA che. jemAM zrI padhUpaNapUrva sarva zirAmaNI che. .rvAdhIrAjazrI paDyuM paNA mahApa jaina zAsanamAM s pardhAnuM zikhaNI mahAparva che. kSamA-sayama-tapa-vAga tathA vairAgya bhAvane vanamAM susthira banAvI AtmakalyANanuM vizvamaitrInu ziva, suMdara tathA maMgala bhAthu AMdhI levA mATenu manA jevuM uttama aya AlaMbana samasta sa MsAramAM kayAMya nathI. jIvananI caMcalata, AyuSyanI zubha guratA tathA soMpatti temaja sace ganI kSaNika jyAM Dagale ne pagale najara samA AvI rahI che. sthitImAM vivekI AtmAe vana vikAsanA, Atma utthAnanAM maMgala purusArtha mATe preraNA ApI rahelA kalyANakArI pa mukuTamaNa pAMvadharAjane satkAravA ta'', mane tathA vanathI sajaja banavuM joe, / A pari panA hetu :- parvanA be vibhAga pADavAmAM Ave che : laukika ane leAkAttara, laukika pa ! rIte vaheMcAya che. lanInu pUjana karatAM mAnavane sadgaja lakSmInI lAlaca rahelI che, tethI lakSmIpUjana e lAlacanuM parva che. nAgapaMcamI naha ujavuM teA nAgadeva kArI, AvA bhaya utpanna thatuM parva bhayanuM kAraNa che; tathA prathama utpa thayA vakhate AzcaryathI dariyAnuM pUjana karyuM te vismaya che. A rIte Alaca, bhaya tayA vismayarUpe laukika che. hAlamAM jema khAdI saptAha, vinaya saptAha, vana satA, zrama saptAha, zudhdhi saptAha A badhAM lauka parvomAM gaNAya, jyAre lakattara pa tA kevaLa Atmazupti mATe UjavAya che. 66 dharma mAtramAM laukika ane leAkeAttara pUrvanA bheda rahelo che. vaiSNava dharmamAM purayAttama bhAsa navarAtri vi. islAma dharma mAM ramantana tathA khristImAM nAtAla A paraMparAgata parva che. A parvamAM paNa teo kharAba kAma karavA icchatA nathI. jainadharmamAM laukika parvane sthAna ja Apela nathI. zrI pa paNa parva e lokAttara pava che. divALImAM mAnava zu (27) kamAye ane zuM gumaRR tenu sarva kADhe che, tema ApaNe paN chavamAM sadhana keTaluM naLyu ke gumAvyuM. tenA hiMsAba pharasa yugaNuM pa AtmAnI satya divALI che; arthAt A parva na hetu AtmasAdhana zuM karyuM, hajI zu a che, namAM kaI vastu meLavavA ce!gya che tene barAbara hiMsAba karavAne che. jemakedAra tayA dedAranA jhaDAmAM nyAyAdhIza, deNadAranI naLIne tei hukamanAmu banAve che. temAM amuka vasanA mAMdhA vAyadA banAvI Ape che dUra te make ko karelA paisA bharI Ave che. A rIte vAyadA chuM thaye deNudAra deNAmAMdhA chUTA thaya 6. pa dedAra vAdhA na cUkave te ! devALIyA tarIke hAma tAMbAve tathA bhaktanI kADImAM haeNra kare. A rIte narUpa yAyArA abhApI dedArane kamarUpI ledArane de cUkavavA lA yuM kare ; kahe AtmA ! karma'nu deNu cUko kakha cakra ! paNa AtmAmAM turata ja bharapAi kare tevI zakti nathI, tyAre nyAyAdhIze hukama karI pAyo rAjanA pAkanuM prAyazcita karI zudhdha nA thAya to, paMdara paMdara divase e bAra mAsanA 24 kAMdhI karI ApyA. jene jaita pAkSika mAM kahyuM kaDuM che. pramAda tathA kAyatAthI A vAyado naM arAya te cAra mAsanAM traNa TakA karyAM jene dhusaka pratikramaNa karyuM che. kuM karyuMnI ghera niMdrAmAM paDelo AtmA A pazu karavA na cUkavI zake teH bhAra mAsanuM eka chelluM kAMdhu banAvyu jene savasarI kahevAya che. juve te A chelluM kAMdhu na cUkaDI zakAya te zuM phaLa ? kahevuM paDaze ke jaba dhananA devALIyA banI adharmarUpI sIyAnI banelAM saMsAra rUpa kArobAranI keTaDImAM janma--marUpa sArI ja karavAnI rahI che ke, gIjuM kazuM phaLa maLaze kharU` ? arthAta nahIM ja. Apyo ke ( kramaza: )
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________________ (28) saLamAcAra zromanAM saMsmaraNo e taLIyAnA peLanA upAzrayamAM pa. pra. thI sujJAnavijayajI ma. sA. Adi dANA atra cAturmArA mATe bIrAjamAna che. amadAvAda atre AMbalIpaLanaH jaina upAzrayamAM parama pUjya AcArya deveza zrI kavIndrasAgarasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI himAM 1 08 graMthapraNetA kaLI zrImada buddhisAgarasurIzvarajInI jayaMti uM vAmAM AvI hatI. A prasaMge pU. saMDAnA dhamaNa bhagavaMta paNa upasthita thayA hatA. pU. zrI vidyAvijyajI pU. zrI. yatIkavijayajI temaja pU. paM. che. zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. e zrImaddhanA jIvana vize pravacana karyA hatAM. bAvaka maNamAMthI Data mala.va saMghavI, prArA gArIAdhara, guNavaMna zAya Adi guruvaryAnA kavananuM yogya mulyAMkana karatAM mANo AyAM hatAM. zrI kanuMbhAI pAdarAvALAe potAnA sumadhura svare thI gurUjInA bhakita gIta gayAM hatAM. A prasaMge bae AcArya bhagavaMte ane te paNa baLa saMpradAyonA hAjara hovAthI temaja bomajInA jIvana para temanA pravacotha Akheya bAda eka yAdagAra banyA hatA. ane kalAnA upAzrayamAM parama pujya AcArya devaza kI surasurIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ridhyarata pavibhUSaNa paM pra. zrI vabhadravijayajInA ziSyarata zrI vAta-dravijAjI Adi ThANA pAMca cAturmAsa mATe birAjamAna thayA che. teozrI dara ravivAre vividha ziya para nahera vyAkhyAno Ape che. ane tema || eka vAlIne jaina temaja jetaro khUba ja lAbha le che. temaja dararoja niyamita vyAkhyAna paNa vAMce che. baDanagara talAma ane praderanI vacamAM AvelA A nAnakaDA gAmamAM zrImadda jayaMti utsava eka saMbhAraNuM banI jAya tema ujjAyo hato. prathamavAra ja A utsava ahIM joyo hate. pU. zrI zAMtisAgarajI ma. sA. nA sAnidhyamAM A samAroha goThavAyo hato. pU. sA. ma. bI vasaMtaprabhAbIjI, vinayaprabhAthijIe zramajInI TuMkI jIvanakathA temaja temanA preraNAdAyI prasaMgone suMdara romAM navAjI hatI. mena zrI nirmaLA temaja puSpAbene gIta gAyAM hatAM. ane zrI gurUbhakitathI tarabaLa banI nRtya karyuM hatuM. pravacane ane gIta kRtya bAda gurU vinA pherA sAthe varaghoDo paNa caDAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane perane pUjA paNuM bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. sArAya divasanA bharacaka kAryakramathI zrImadda jayaMtine e mahesava saMpurNa saphaLa thavA pAmyuM hatuM, jAva ane zrAvikAne savize AgrathI pu. sA. ma. lA vasaMtazrIjI di ThANa cAturmAsa ane nakakI thayuM che samI ane jeTha vada 3nA zanivAranA roja baMnee zrImadanI 37 mI rAhaNa tIthI nimitte eka
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________________ kAryakrama rAkhyA hatA, jemAM suvAda, garabA ke gItA rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. saMgIta sabhara gurU bhaktithI AkhA ya kAryakrama pasAra thayA hatA. apeAranA pukhta pazu bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. A sArA ya utsavamAM pu. sA. ma, zrI majIlAzrIjI Adi ThANA upasthita rahyA hatA. (29) vaDodarA atre mAmAnI pALamAM zrImad cAganA AcAryazrI zudhdhasAgarasUrIzvarajInI 9mI svargArAhaNu tithi.tA. 1-7-66 nA savAranA nava vAge pu. munizrI yA muninI niSThAmAM ujavavAmAM AvI hatI. prAraMbhamAM khAlikAoe maMgalAcaraNa karyuM" hatu. ane tyArabAda sAda-mara ne pravacane thayAM hatAM! sA. ma. zrI vimAzrIjI sA. ma. zrI nilakazrIjI, sA. bha. zrI maMjulAbajI temaja roTha zrI vADIlAla hiMmatalAla, 5. lAlacaMda bhagava nadAsa, zA pe|paTalAla pAnAcaMdra pAdarAvALA ane mahilA maMDaLanA pramukha zrI savitAbene prAsa'gika pravacana karyAM hatAM. savaMta 2017 nA je vadI 7 ne zanivAra tA. 1-7-61 nA rAja zrImad AcAryadeva buddhisAgara mahArAja sAhebanI yaMtI vaDedarAnA mAmAnI pALa jaina upAzraya upara UjavavAmAM AvI hatI. je prasaMge TuMka vivecane zrIyuta paDIta lAlacaMda bhagavAnadAsa gAMdhI tathA zAha vADIyAla hiMmatalAla tathA pAdarAnA zAha popaTalAla tathA zrI sAdhvIjI mahArAja viASIzrI tathA khaDataragajanA ke sAdhvIjI mahArAja tathA savitAmena aMbAlAle paramapUjya zrImad AcArya mahArAja budhdhisAgarajInA guNAnuvAda gAma tee 1 vanacaritravidha pravacanA karyAM hatAM. temaja rAmapurA jaina yuvaka maDaLa tathA saMgha taraphathI bAravratanI pukhta bhAvI hatI. uparAMta pAgALAnI bALAoe prArthanA karI garabA karyA hatA, temaja rAtre mahilA maMDaLe rAtrIjage karyA hatA, ane amadAvAdavALA ratIbhAi taraphathI pATha zALAnI bALAone mIThAnA prabhAvanA karI hatI. pAdo atre zrImad jayaMti prasaMge tA. 1 7-1nA rAja gudevanI pratimA samakSa pujA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. atre cAlatI zrI AtmArAmajI jaina pAzcA nI dhArmika parIkSA zrI jaita zreyaskara maDaLa taraphathI parIkSaka bhAizrI kAMtikSAtra bhAIcaMda mahetAe lIdhela dhArmika parIkSAnu pariNAma satayakAraka che. parIkSA Ardra nI samAraMbha yAjavAmAM Avela. prAraMbhamAM zrI popaTalAla pAnAcaMda zAhe prAsaMgika pravacana karela. ane raoNDa zrI ratilAla menala.la bhAge pariNAma vagerenuM vAMcana karyuM hatu. ane zrI paramAnadazAe pazu prAsaMgika suMdara prayana karyu hatu. parIkSAnA vijetAone inAmo paNa vaheMcavAMmAM AvyA hatA. sAre| ya kAryakrama suMdara rIte ujavAye hatA. mujapura atre pu. ma, zrI mANekavijayajI ma. sA. comAsAnuM nakakI thayela che. teozrInA vyAkhyAnA lAbha jaina temaja jainatara prajA le che. db
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________________ | " bu bhA nA mAnadda pracArake : | lAla hIrAlAla enDa pha eDana kempa 22 zrI gIradharalAla maMgaLadAsa 2 ramaNalAla cImanalAla dANI jaina bhojanazALA, mAtara - --baralA sTrITa, kalakattA. | 20 zrI lallubhAI rAyacaMda 3 nA lAla cImanalAla Co bhArata vica ko sTezana roDa, ANaMda zAhapurI pa, kellApura (mahArASTra 1 24 bApulAla meMtIlAla ke zrI kezavalAla vADIlAla bhIvaMDI (jI. thANa) vAsaNanA vahepArI, kaMsArA bajAra, naDIAda, 5 jayaMtIlAla lallubhAI dalAla, para-caMpAgalI, barAra ramaNalAla jecaMdabhAI, kApaDa bajAra, kapaDavaMja 6 rajanIkAnta gIradharalAla 26 haragoviMdadAsa saMprItadAsa adhyApaka, 55 zarIpha devaja raTrITa, cothe mALe, muMbaI-3 | zrI abhayadevasaritAnamaMdira, kapaDavaMja 7 dANuM popaTalAla lakSmIcaMda | rAju Tha manubhAI mANekalAla, lI. 3, dhanajI sTrITa, muMbaI 28 naTavaralAla mAdhavajI 8 caMdulAla je. zAha khaMbhAtavALA junI darajI bajAra rAjakoTa 67 calA sTrITa, bIje mALe, muMbai-3 [ 29 nagInadAsa jasarAja, jIvananivAsa, pAlitANA 9 gaNeza paramAra 30 dInakararAva mohanalAla, borI, zihera (saurASTra) herI menazana, kamalaTakIjha sAme, muMbai 4 | 3 pAri nyAlacaMda DAhyAbhAI ziyANI, liMmaDI thaI 10 thI. hasamukhabhAI rAyacaMda 3ra bhegIlAla narotamadAsa pelerAvALA 140, zIyApura, vaDodarA. Co. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI surendranagara 1? zAMtilAla kezavalAla vAnA paDAnI sAme, { 33 paTavA ramaNalAla ratIlAla anila vivAsa, bIje mALe, amadAvAda. ANaMdIyAnI khaDakI viramagAma 12 amRtalAla sAkaracaMda 34 manasukhalAla amRtalAla kArapaTIyA, ratALa, jhaverIvADamAM AMbalIpaLa, amadAvAda) 13 caMdulAla ema. parIkha, musA pArekhanI poLa, rAjakAvADe, abaja mahetAne pADa pATaNa derAsara pAsenI khaDakImAM, amadAvAda, 35 adhyApaka jecaMdabhAI nemacaMda khetaravasI, pATaNa 14 ratIlAla kezavalAlA prAMtIjavALA 3 bhegIlAla amathAlAla vakhArIyA panA sutAranI poLa, amadAvAda C thImabuddhisAgarasUrI jaina jJAna maMdira, 15 zrI babaladAsa dIpacaMda, nAgajI bhudharanI peLa, vIjApura (u. gu. derAsaravALA khAMco, amadAvAda 37 zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIranI peDhI (munIma) 16 pravINacaMdra choTAlAla mu. mahuDI tA. vijApura (u. gu.) jaina derAsara pAse, amadAvAda , sAbaramatI. haTa bhegIlAla cImanalAla, upAzraya pAse, mahesANA 17 nAgaradAsa amathalAla mahuDIvALA 38 zrI. manasukhalAla laheracaMda cANasmA jena josAyaTI, amadAvAda 40 zrI. haragovIndadAsa lIlAcaMda dhINeja 1 munIma kAntilAla hIsIMgabhAI 41 mAstara ena. bI. zAha hArIja jaina daherAsaranI peTI, naroDA kara cImanalAla ratanacaMda sAMDasA 19 dalAla, dIpaivana, jaina derAsara pAse, rAjapura (DIsA) che. banAsakAMThA maNInagara, amadAvAda 43 jesaMgalAla lakSmIcaMda dANI, gaDha (jI. banAsakAThA) 20 sAgaraga7 kamITInI peDhI, sANaMda, 44 manubhAI khImacaMda mAMkalAva 21 dalasukhabhAI geviMdajI mahetA, sANaMda 45 caturAsa bhIkhAbhAI vaTAdarA
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________________ (31) bene tyAgI meAhu ne mAyA........... rAga........ kumakuma pagale Aje Ave, AMgaNIyAmAM Aja padhAre. ) khAlakumArI taralAbALA, sayamapaMthe cAlyA, saMsAranA sukha nadhara jANI, tyAgI mehu ne mAyA. ane tyAgI mAhu ne vIra prabhunI vItarAga vANI, RNe vairAgya jAgyA, kIrtisAgarasUrijI pasAye, mithyAImira bhAgyA, vANIe mithyAtImira bhAgyA. mA..........mAlakumArI, AsopAlava vRkSa chAMyaDIe, sa Mgha sahu maLI AvyA, kIrtisAgarasUri vidhi vAsakSepe, cArUzilAthI nAma bhAvyA. hu:kha dharI vadhAvyA..... saphe caMdraprabhA zrI gurUNI saMyege, AtmazittalatA chavAyA, aNuhilapura pATaNa nagare, ghera ghera guNa gavAyA. enInA ghera ghera guNu gavAyA...... mAta pitAnI lADakavAyIe, amara nAmanA kIdhI, dhanya gurUvInI ziSyA banavA, aMtara AziSa lIdhI. evI aMtara AziSa lIdhI.......... J J J ,bAlakumArI. t .bAlaku mArI, ..bAlakumArI. vimaLa sAdhanA paMthe varane siddhi......khAsakumArI, racayitA:- ( sumukSinI kumArI vimaLAbena narotamadAsa veArA-bhAvanagara, ) ...
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________________ (32) saMyamane saMbhAraNA pATaNa saMvata 2014nI sAla hatI. atre, sAgaragachanA jaina upAzraye 108 zrepa panA, karmanI zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajInA ziSyaratna AcArya bhagavaMta zrI prazAMtamUrti bI kArtisAgarasurIzvarajI Adi ThANA cAturmAsa mATe bIrAjamAna hatA. teozrI ane niyamita vyAkhyAna vAMcatA. emanI prabhAvaka vyAkhyAna raulIdhI aneka jaina-jainetara bhAIbena dharmamAM sthira thatA ane aneka prakAranA tapa-japa kriyA Adi karatA, A pravacanamAM zrI sevaMtIlAla ratanacaMkhuM kuTuMba paNa roja hAjara rahetu ane AcArya bhagavaMtanI vANInuM pAna karatAM, ane AcArya devezanI zILI chAyAmAM benA upAzraye pU. sA, ma. dhI manaharazrIjI, sA. a. zrI hiMmatazrIjI, pramAdathIjI, caMdraprabhAzrIja, Adi ThANA paNa birAjamAna hatA. ane teo paNa sI benane dharma mAge sthira karatA hatA. zrI seva lAlanA zrImatI zrI gulAbabena ane temanA suputrI . taralAbAlA pU. sAthIjI mahArAjanA satata saMparkamAM rahetA. ku. taralAbAlAbena te teonA jIvanathI, teonI sAdagI ane pavitra jIvanathI mugdha ja thaI gaI hatI. ane niyamita upAzraye AvI sAmAyika pratikramaNa, tapa, svAdhyAya 2. karatA. Ama vairAganA raMga naMkhAtA jatA hatA. samaya thaze. mAsu pUruM thayuM ane guru mahArAja bIje vihAra karI gayA. paNa saMskAra na gayA. vyavahArika abhyAsa sAthe bene dhArmika abhyAsa paNa cAlu ja rAkhyo ane saMskRtanI be cepaDI, temaja cha karmagraMpa paNa karyA. benanI buSyi ne khaMta khUba ja hatA. teoe meTrIka paNa bIjA naMbare pAsa karI. ane tIthI, aThThAi vageremAM tapa paNa teo karatA ane saMyamanA pratikarUpa pauSadha Adi paNa karatA. Ama traNa varasa thaI gayA. pharI AcArya bhagavaMta ra017mAM cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA. ane mane saMyama levAnI taiyArI karI, pU. AcArya bhagava te 4i. jeTha suda bIjanuM zubha muhuta batAvyuM. ane e divasa nakakI thaI gayo. ene saMsArane vidAya ApavA mAMDI. saMsArane rAga ocho karyo. ane divasa AvatA bhaya varaghoDAmAM, pitAnA ghare, kuMbhArIA paDAmAMthI nIkaLI sArAya gAmamAM dAnanI choLo uDADatAM jaina borDIMgamAM zrImadda samIpa AvyA. maMgalasUnA avAja ne dIkSAnA jayanAda vacce AcArya bhagavaMtanA ziSyaratna panyAsa pravara zrI mahAvyasAgarajIe vAsakSepa nAMkhe ane karemibhaMtenuM satra vAMcyuM. bena bena bharI sAdhvIjI mahArAja banI gayA. ku. taralAbena nAma badala I gayuM ane have sA. bha. zrI caMdraprabhAjInA ziSyA zrI cArizalAjI nAma thayuM. ene jyAre saMyama lIdhe tyAre temanI uMmara vIsa varasanI hatI, bhaNelA ane javAna uMmara saMyama lenAra te benane amArA dhanyavAda che. ane temanI saMdhamayAtrA janakalyANakArI bane eja abhyarthanA che,
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________________ mumukSa bena taralAbena dikSIta thayA pachI sAvIzrI cAzilAzrIjI hArAja zrI babubena choTAlAla muLasaNavALA jemanA taraphathI " buddhi prabhA ' mAsIkane sarvakAra nimItte rUA. 101) bheTa karela che. temaNe sametazikharajI, rANakapurajI, AbujI, vi. sthaLAe tirthayAtrA karI potAnuM ivana dharma maya banAvyuM che. sahakAra ApavA ila kAryAlaya AbhAra mAne che. vyavasthaSika
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________________ BUDDHI PRABHA-CAMBAY Regd. No. B. 9045 kSamA yAcanA prAsaMgika zrImad buddhisAgarasUrI jI kaI mAtra ekAda saMpradAya ke eka gacchanA sAdhu ne hatA. emaNe sajeluM tatvajJAta ke bhajana mAtra jaina samAja puratA maryAdita na hatA. samagra vizva kalyANanI bhAvanAthI emanI kalama cAlI hatI. ane ghaNI ja nIDaratAthI emaNe e dhyeya mATe pitAnuM jIvana kharcI nAMkhyuM hatuM. emaNe AdareluM" kAya adhUruM rahI na jAya ane cAlu rahe e jovAnI ne e kAma saMbhALavAnI saunI pharaja che. ane ame "buddhiprabhA" punaH pragaTa karI ame amArI pharaja adA karI rahyA chIe. 'buddhi prabhA" e Aja sudhI samAjane jamAnA nI bhUkha pramANe, Adhunika svAMgamAM sajAvelI be dhamaDha vArtAo, pakSethI para evA lekhe, vizva kalyANa nI bhAvanA thI sabhara evI ciMtana kaNikAo, zrImadjInuM samartha sAhitya ane itara samAja paNa hoze hoze vAMce ane bha. mahAvIranI vizva pratibhAne pIchANe evA temanA gadya kAnthA temaja zAsana samAcAra vi. ApyA che. A sAmayika calAvatAM ame aneka muzkelIono sAmano karyo che ane Aja paNa karIe chIe, ane e badhA mAM thI pasAra thatAM Aja ame deDha varasanI majala kApI cUkyA chIe. | A sapharamAM ghaNI vakhata ake aniyamita ravAnA thayA che AthI ghaNAne roSa . ne surakSAnA kAraNurUpa ame banyA chIe. paraMtu koino ya e hetu na hoya ke nAhaka koIne gurase karave. keTalAka anivArya kAraNone laI' Ama banavA pAme che. lekhaka mitrone paNa temanA lekha prakAzana mATe mana duH kha thayuM ja haze. keTalAka vAcaka mitrone paNa "buddhipramA" nI vAcana sAmagrIthI mana duHkha thayuM haze. | amArAthI jeone kaMIpaNa manaduHkha thayuM hoya, bIjA paNa ke I prakAranI takalIpha paDI hoya ane temane gusso thayela hoya to e sau pApanI ame trividhe kSamA yAcIe chIe. ane ame 'buddhi prabhA" viSe Apane je ke i abhiprAya hoya tene saharSa AvakArIe chIe. Apa jarUra Apano abhiprAya mokale, -taMtrIo A mAsika mANekalAla harajIvanadAsa zAhe "gujarAta TAImsa'' prinTIMga presa naDIAdamAM chApyuM ane tenA prakAzaka budhiprabhA saMrakSaka maMDaLa vatI hiMmatalAla choTAlAle traNa daravAjA khaMbhAtamAMthI pramaNa karyuM"