Book Title: Buddhiprabha 1915 08 SrNo 05
Author(s): Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrIjenalaeN0 bha0 pU0 beDIM'ganA hitArthe pragaTa thatuM Registered Nov 13, 876', bAddhaprA. viSaya, BUDHI PRABHA. ( dhArmika-sAmAjIka-sAhitya-naitika viSayone carcAtuM mAsika ) saMpAdaka-maNIlAla mohanalAla pAdarAkara pustaka 7 mu. agasTa 1915. vIra saMvata 2441. aMka 5 mo. viSayadarzana, lekhaka 1. sudhAro bhUla potAnI (buddhisAgara sUrijI ) . 2. zrI chanavijaya gaNI (vakIla naMdalAla lalubhAI ) .... 3, bahu sukha anIzI (popaTalAla kevaLacaMda, zAha ) 4, anaMta jIvana (zaMkaralAla DI. kApaDIA. ) .. 147 5. bAdazAhanA kuTuMbamAMthI dArUno niSedha 6, bhekha (kezava. he, zeTha ) .. **. *** * * ... 154 17. premaghelA pravAsanuM pavitra jIvana ... ... * 155 8. kAvyakuMja ... ... kartavya pratye hAlIne nimaMtraNa Re (ratilAla.). buno haradama mana modI. (amRta ema. sAha). , borDIMga prakaraNa - 1 e *** 160 10. rAvasAhebanuM mAnavatuM pada, *. 151 658-160 mAyo zrI adhyAtma jJAnaprasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI prakAzaka ane vyavasthApaka, zakaralAla DAhyAbhAI kApaDIA, e nAgArIsarA-amadAvAda lavAjama-varSa ekanA rU. 1-4-0 sthAnika 1-0-0 chuTaka dara eka nakalanA be AnA. -amadAvAda dhI ' DAyamaMDa jyubilI " prInTIMga presamAM. parIkha devIdAsa chaganalAle chApyuM, Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthApana sana 1869 saMvata 19rapa, jUnAmAM jUnI (46 varasanI) zAkhA. jainadharmanAM pustako kIphAyata kismatathI vecanAra. amAre tyAM muMbAI, bhAvanagara tathA atrenAM chApelAM dareka jAtanAM jainadharmanAM tathA sArvajanIka pustako jainazALA lAyabrerIo vigere dareka saMsthAone ghaNIja kiphAyata kimmutathI vecavAmAM Ave che. vadhu vigata sArU amAruM moTuM kyATarsaMga AvRtti chaThThI pRSTha 100nuM ardhA AnAnI TIkITa bIDI nIcenA zIranAme maMgAve. - lI. bAlAbhAI chaganalAla zAha pustako vecanAra tathA pragaTa karanAra, The. kIkAbhaTanI paLa-amadAvAda navapada mAhAtmya saMbaMdhI.abhiprAya. * zrI navapada mAhAtmya ane vIza sthAnakAdi tapa guNavaNanamanAmanuM pustaka ane abhiprAyArthe maLeluM che. tasaMbaMdhe jaNAvavAnuM ke sadarahu pustakamAM navapadanuM varNana, vyavahAra tathA nizcaya baMne rUpe karavAmAM AveluM che ane siddhacakra ArAdhana karavAnI vidhi batAvavAmAM AvI che tathA vIza sthAnakanuM svarUpa oLakhIne tatsaMbaMdhI tapa karavAnI vidhi savistara darzAvI che. kalyANaka ekaMdara covIza jinezvaranAM ekasAvIza thayAM che te bAbatanI samaja ApI che, tathA tIrthonA ka95nuM bhASAMtara karIne A pustakamAM upayogI vadhAre karyo che tathA sadarahu viSayane lagatAM stavanA-pUjA vagerethI pustakane alaMkRta karI viSayane sArI rIte samRddha karyo che. A pustakamAM bALajIvone samajaNa paDe evI bhASAmAM ane evI zailIthI viSayane AlekhavAmAM AvyuM che te ghaNo lAbhakartA thaI paDe ema che. A pustakanA saMjaka munirAja zrI kaparavijayajI che. AvA pustakonA lekhaka tarIke teo jainomAM dhaNo paricita che. muni zrI karparavijayajI taraphathI pustako lakhavAmAM je mahenata uThAvavAmAM Ave che te ati prazasya che mATe jainAe tevIja rIte temanI lekhinIne AsvAda vAraMvAra letA rahIM temanA parizramane saphaLa karavo joie ne AvA pustakono phelAvo karavAmAM vAraMvAra bhadada ApatA rahevuM joIe. sANa"danuM jaina yuvaka maMDaLa vAM pustako chapAvavAnA je parizrama uThAve che tene mATe tene dhanyavAda ghaTe che ne AvAM pustako chapAvavAmAM anya badhuo sAhAcya ardhI sadarahu maMDaLane utsAhanI preraNA vAraMvAra karyA karaze ema AzA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. lekhaka-janAcArya buddhisAgarasarijI. | mu, pethApura-saM. 1971 zrAvaNa sudi 15 svikAra.. 1 cetana karma caritra-sastI jaina graMthamALA, prakAzaka muLacaMda karasanadAsa kApaDIA. 2 svArtha mArA ane vyabhicAra vardhaka nivega, prakAzaka mahAjyAti. 3 zrAvikA dharma-jaina hiteSu, prakAzaka vADIlAla motIlAla zAha, vijJaptiH-amArA sarve grAhaka baMdhuone vijJapti ke ame amArA cAlu varSanA dvitIya aMkamAM je surata sAhitya pariSadamAM mukAyelA jaina graMthonuM lIsTa pragaTa karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che te ame amArA AgAmI ekathI te viSayane sthAne ApIzuM, Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA. ( The Light of Reason ) brahmAnandavidhAnake paTutaraM zAntigrahadyotakam / satyAsatyavivekadaM bhavabhayabhrAntivyavacchedakam // mithyAmArganivartaka vijayatAM syAdvAdadharmapadam / loke mUryasamaprakAzakamidaM 'buddhiprabhA' mAsikam // varSa 7 muM] tA. 15 ogasTa, sane 1915, [aMka 5 me, - sudhArA bhUla potAnI. bhaNyA to zuM gayA te zuM? banyA je DAhyalA te zuM? banyA. paMcAtIyA te zuM ? sudhAre bhUla pitAnI. nihALyA cheSa bijAnA, banIne ThAvakA bolyA; tathApi zuM vaLyuM tethI, sudhAre bhUla pitAnI. aNumama anyanI bhUla, jaNAtI parvate jevI; tyajI e doSa daSTine, sudhArI bhUla pitAnI. jaNAtA anya pApIo, svayaM jANe ja dharmAtmA; thaze nA te thakI pragati, sudhAre phUla pitAnI. banI hAni are zAthI, ju saghaLuM tapAsIne; pachIthI doSa jANIne, dhAre bhUla potAnI. nahIM thAtI asara bIjA, upara e doSanA ge; sudhAre satya karavAne, sudhAro bhUla pitAnI. are nija citta ukhe che, thatI sahu bhUlane mATe; hRdayamAM vicArIne, sudhAro bhUla pitAnI. kharA Adarzavat banavA, kathyA karatAM karI karaNI, jagatamAM unnati varavA, sudhAraze bhUla pitAnI. sadA Annati karavA, nihALI deva pitAnA; are te dUra karavAne, sudhAre bhUla pitAnI. prathama sudharI ahi je jana, pravRtti je kare sArI; buddhacabdhi dharma pAmIne, sudhAre vizva lokone Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 0 buddhiprabhA. zrI jinavijaya gaNI. zrI satyavijayanI pATa paraMparAmAM zrI kSamAvijaya ziSya zrI jinavijaya gaNI thayA che. teo sArA zrata abhyAsI ane cAritravAna hatA. zrI bhAgya paMcamI (jJAna paMcamI)nA mAhAsyanuM moTuM stavana teozrIe banAveluM che, je jaina varganA gAmegAma dara mahinAnI zukla paMcamInA divase kahevAmAM Ave che. teozrInuM caritra ame vAcakavRMda AgaLa raju karIe chIe, amadAvAdamAM sIvADAmAM zrI sImaMdhara bhagavaMtanu maMdira che. te devaLanI najIkamAM dazA zrImALI jJAtInA dharmadAsa nAmanA zrAvaka rahetA hatA. temane lADakuMvara nAmanI prativratA strI hatI. banne uttama kukAnAM ane dharmi hatAM, temanI kIrti bahu sArI hatI. temane khuzAla nAmane putra hatA. tene sAta varasanI umare nAmuM ane lekhAM ( hIsAba) zIkhavA nizALe muko. soLa varasanI ummare vinaya ane vivekamAM kuzaLa thayo. temanI caturAI jaIne mAtApitA ghaNuM AnaMda pAmatAM hatAM. khuzIlanI soLa varasanI umaranA sumAramAM paDIta kSAvijaya gaNI jeonuM caritra gayA aMkamAM ApaNe vAMcI gayA chIe, teo vihAra karatA amadAvAdamAM padhAryA. zrI zAmaLA pArzvanAthanI paLamAM zA. rAyacaMda pArekha nAmanA zrAvaka jeo ghaNA dhIi hatA, hameza zAzaka pANI pItA, ane jeDA nahi paheravAno jemaNe abhigraha lIdhelo hate teozrI kSAvijaya gaNInA upara gurU bhaktine rAga dharAvatA hatA. temanA upadezathI khuzAlacaMda zrI kSamA vijaya gaNIne vaMdana karavA lAgyA. gurU mahArAja samayanA jANa hovAthI khuzAlacaMdanAmAM zraddhA jJAnane vadhAre thAya ane saMyamanA sanmukha thAya evA prakAranA upadeza temane ApavA lAgyA. A saMsAramAM koI vastu thira nathI, je vastune prabhAtamAM ApaNe joIe chIe, te badhAne jaNAtI nathI, jemane punya saMge je bAhya parikarane saMyoga prApta thAya che, tene vijoga thatAM tattva daSTivAna zoka karatA nathI. jema ke mANasane svapnamAM rAjyane upabhoga thavAthI AnaMda thAya che, te AnaMda kSaNa mAtra rahe che. tevI rIte saMyoga jana vastune svabhAva jANI vastunA viyoga vakhate te zoka karatA nathI, kemake vastune te svabhAva che. zabdarU5 rasa gaMdhanA saMgathI prApta thanAre AnaMda kSaka che. divasa uge ane Athame che, ema divase cAlyA jAya che. chatAM potAnuM AyuSya ochuM thAya che evuM mohamAM takSina thaelA jene lakSamAM AvatuM nathI. mahAkALa anAdi anaMta che, temAM manuSyabhava mahA durlabha che. kemake vairya ArAdhana ane mukti prAptine udhoga eja bhavamAM thaI zake che. devapaNuM maLavuM, prabhutA maLavI, e sulabha che paNuM svAdAda rIte vastu svabhAvanI zraddhA thavI durlabha che. vastu svabhAvanI zraddhA thayA chatAM viSayavAna jema tene cheDI zakatA 1, zrI bhAgya paMcamI e dara sAlanA kArataka suda 5 nA reja hoya che te divase jana varga pustakane bahu mAnapUrvaka pATa upara padharAvI tenuM karyuM ane bhAvathI pUjana kare che. yathAzakti tapa kare che. e tithinA mahAmyanI saMskRta ane prAkRtamAM kathAo che. e tithie tapasyApUrvaka jJAna ArAdhanA karavAthI jJAnAvaNuM karma ochAM thAya che ane tethI ArAdhaka potAnI zAnarApti pragaTa kare che. ema zAstrane upadeza che, Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jinavijya gaNI. 131 * * nathI. bhagavaMte be prakAranA dharmamAM saMyama dharmane sukhakara mAnyo che ! hiMsAdi Azravane jemAM vividha vividha parihAra thAya che, je ahiMsaka thAya te ja nijaparanA prANanuM rakSaNa karI zake che, bhAva ahiMsakane e svabhAva ane vyavahAra che. zrata dharmAbhyAsa karI jIna AjJAnuM pAlaNa karanAra ghaNuM vo mokSa padanI prApti karI zakyA che. jJAna kriyAnA ArAdhanathI ajarAmara sukha meLavI zake che. e sukhanI jee avagaNanA kare che, temanA ane pazunA avatAramAM taphAvata nathI. bhavAbhinaMdI jemane cAritra dharma durlabha che. viSayAdi bhoganI IcchA durgatinuM kAraNa jANI tene tyAga karavo joie. jAtyaMdha jIvane daSTine yoga ane sukha lega maLa durlabha che. tema mithyAtvI jemane janamatane yoga maLaze durlabha che. dharma sarakhe koI bAMdhava nathI? tenA sarakho koI mitra nathI. mukti mArgamAM cAlatAM tene je kaMI sArthavAha nathI. mATe zuddha dharmanuM ArAdhana kara " ItyAdi upadezathI khuzAlacaMdane vairAga thaze ane gurU mahArAja pAse cAritradharma ApavAnI mAga karI. te vakhate gurU mahArAje cAritra dharmanuM ArAdhana keTaluM sakhata che. te kevI rIte zuddha ArAdhI zakAya ane tenuM zuddha rIte pAlaNa karatAM zuM zuM sahana karavuM paDe che, te jaNAvatAM kahyuM ke dhIra hoya te dharI zake, nahi kAyaranuM kAma; kAyara nara ne Adare, te taraha tasa' gAma, khuzAlacaMde kahyuM kuvara kahe sAcuM kahyuM, paNa choDIza gRhavAsa huM mArA mAtApitAnI anumatI lAvuM tyAM sudhI Ape ahIM sthiratA karavI ema teNe namrapaNe gurU mahArAjane vinaMti karI. e pramANe khuzAlacaMda vinatI karIne pitAnA pitAnI pAse AvyA, namrapaNe pitAne vinati karI ke, yajaMjALa choDIne cAritra levAnA mArA praNAma thayA che, kodhAdika pariNati AtmAnA sahaja svabhAvanI hAnI kare che. mATe samatApUrvaka jIvana gALI anubhava jJAna meLavavAnI IcchA che. A manuSyabhava pharI pharI maLato nathI, tethI leka jALamAM tene phogaTa gumAvavAnI mArI icchA nathI. je jaDa mANase jaina dharmanA mArganI rolI jANatA nathI te te game te rIte varte, paNa eka vakhata svAdAda mArga jANyA pachI bIje mArga javuM barAbara nathI. tatva najarathI jotAM A saMsAramAM kei keInuM nathI, pudagalathI banelI A kAyA upara mamatvabhAva dhAraNa karavAnuM have mane mana nathI mATe mane saMyama levAne paravAnagI Ape. pitAe jaNAvyuM ke tuM hajI bALaka chuM, tAruM zarIra ghaNuM sukomaLa che, tethI saMyamarUpI merUne bhAra tArathI upaDI zakaze nahi. mAre tame ghera rahI dharma sAdhana kare. khuzAlacaMde kahyuM ke gurU mahArAjanI sahAyathI mane e mArganI lagIra paNa bIka lAgatI nathI. jeo vibhAvadazAnI lAlaca rAkhe che, tene te mArga prApta thatuM nathI, paNa pitAnuM svarUpa samajIne te pragaTa karavuM te kaMI muzkela nathI. kemake svarUpanI aMdara rama tA karavI e pitAnI pAse ane sattAmAM che, je pudgalAdika bhAga meLavavAnA che te tenA para svAdhIna che, mane mArA Atma dharma upara vizvAsa che, tethI cAritra dharmanuM 1 lAva8. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 buddhiprabhA. pAlana karavAne mahArAmAM zakti utpanna thaze, ne tethI mane AnaMda thaze. mane cAritra dharma upara zraddhA thaI che. tethI have gRhavAsamAM rahevuM e mane duHkhadAyI lAge che, mATe he pitAjI! Apa kRpA karI cAritradharma aMgIkAra karavAnI paravAnagI Ape. - khuzAlacaMdanA cAritra levAnA tIvra pariNAma joine temaNe tene tenA mATe anubhatI ApI tethI khuzAlacaMdane ghaNe AnaMda thaze. e samAcAra saMghamAM phelAvAthI saMghane ghaNe harSa thaze, ane khuzAlacaMdanA avatArane saphaLa mAnavA lAgyA. saMvata 1774 nA kArataka vadI , ne budhavAranA roja sattara varasanI uMmare temaNe paMDita kSamAvijaya gaNI pAse dikSA aMgIkAra karI. dikSA vakhate dharmadAsa pitAe gurU mahArAjane vinaMti karI ke, huM mArA putrane have ApaNA khoLAmAM mukuM chuM, jema e bahu guNavAna thAya tema Apa karaje. khuzAlacaMdane dikSA ApI te vakhate temanuM grahasthAvAsanuM nAma badalIne jinavijaya nAma rAkhyuM. jinavijaya ghaNI vinayavAna hatA. vinaya sahita bhutAbhyAsa karavAnI sAthe uttama prakAre cAritra dharma pALavA lAgyA. saMvata 1774 nI sAlamAM pATaNamAM zrI ravijaya gaNInA vakhatamAM sAtaso jInabibanI pratiSThA karavAnI hatI, tethI zrI kSamAvijayajIne pATaNa temaNe belAvyA. te vakhate jinavijayajI potAnA gurUnI sAthe pATaNa gayA hatA, saMvata 1775 nA zrAvaNa vada 14 nA roja paMnyAsa zrI vijaya gaNI pATaNamAM kALadharma pAmyA, te vakhate zrI kSamAvijya gaNe temanI pAse ja hatA. tethI zrI chanavijayajI paNa potAnA gurUnI sAthe chevaTa 1774-5 nA comAsAmAM pATaNa hatA ema jaNAya che. pATaNathI vihAra karI gAme gAma pharatA teothI amadAvAda padhAryA hatA. tyAMnA saMdhe ghaNuM utsAhapUrvaka puraveza karAvyA hatA. ane guphaAjJAthI mAMDavInI piALamAM comAsuM karyuM hatuM. tyAM vividha prakAre dharmanAM kArya thayAM hatAM. upadhAna vahananI kriyA thaI hatI. teonI vyAkhyAna ane upadeza zailIthI leke dharmanA kAryamAM ghaNe usAha dharAvatA thayA hatA. ane ghaNuM bhavyAtmAoe bAravrata ucayI hatAM, temanI sAthe temanA gurUbhAI tathA celAe mAsuM rahelA hatA paNa te koNa koNa hatA teonAM nAma jaNAtAM nathI. mAsuM utaryA bAda teoe potAnA gurUzrI kSamA vijayajI sAthe dakSiNatarapha vihAra karyo. rAmAnuM gAma yAtrA karatAM teozrI khaMbhAta padhAryA hatA. khaMbhAtanA tamAma dai. rAsaranI yAtrA karI kApI tIrtha padhAryA. tyAMthI jaMbusara jaI zrI padmaprabhunAM darzana karyA. tyAMthI bharUca AvI zrI munisuvrata svAmI bhagavaMtanA darzanane lAbha meLavI gurUnI sAthe surata padhAryA. suratanA saMye moTA ADaMbare sAmaiyu karI pura praveza karAvyuM. tyAM rahI pitAnA abhyAsamAM vadhAro karyo ane saMdhanA AgrahathI saMvata 1780 nuM comAsuM karyuM. te - mAsAmAM jIvadayAnA, prabhubhaktinA ane svAmibhaktinA tathA prabhAvanAnAM ghaNAM kAryo thayAM hatAM. temaja vrata pacakhANa ane occhava ghaNA thayA hatA. comAsuM utaryA bAda teochI pitAnA gurU sAthe pAchA jaMbusara padhAyo. zrI kSamAvijayajIe jaMbusaramAM comAsu karyuM ane pite gurUnI AjJAthI rAjanagara (amadAvAda) padhAryA (saMvata 1781). te mANuM utaratAM amadAvAdanA saMghe zrI kSamAvijayajIne padhAravAne mATe vinati karI tethI teothI amadAvAda padhAryA. saMvata 1782 nuM cAluM Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jinavijaya gaNI. 133 gurU sAthe amadAvAdamAM thayuM. e comAsAmAM A sudI 11 nA roja zrI kSamatavijayajI kALadharma pAmyA tethI temanI pATe teo zrI zobhavA lAgyA. comAsuM utaryA bAda teozrI pitAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe bhAvanagara padhAryA, ane comAsuM ghoghAmAM karyuM. comAsuM utaratAM zrI siddhAcalanI yAtrA karI zrI saMkhezvara pArzvanAtha yAtrA mATe padhAryA ane tyAMthI pATaNa AvyA. pATaNathI saMgha sAthe AbugIrInI yAtrA karI. AbuthI paMcatIthInI yAtrAe gayA. zIlI, sAdaDI, rANakapura, dhANarAva ane nAdulAInI yAtrA karI; ane tyAM comAsu karyuM. tyAMthI nAMDala jaI zrI pApabhunAM darzana karyA ane varakANu pArzvanAthajInI yAtrA karI. tyAMthI vihAra karI pAchA pATaNa padhAryA ane tyAM saMdhanA AgrahathI comAsuM karyuM. comAsuM utaratAM saMdha sahita punaH zrI saMkhezvara pAzvanAthanI yAtrAe gayA. zrI saMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA darzanano lAbha laIne navAnagara vihAra karyo. navAnagathI zrI gIranAra tirthanI yAtrAe padhAryA tyAM zrI bAvIzamAM tIrthakara zrI nemInAtha bhagavaMtanAM darzana karyA. A bIranAra tIrtha upara zrI ne nIzvara bhagavaMtanAM traNa kalAka-dikSA kevaLajJAna mekSa-thayAM che. bhAvI vIzInA tamAma tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta A tIrtha upara mekSe padhAraze tethI A tIrthane mahimA zAstramAM ghaNuM kahe che. zrI gIranAra tIrthanI yAtrA karI punaH zrI zatrajaya tIrthanI yAtrA karIne bhAvanagara padhAryA ane tyAM zrI Adizvara bhagavaMtanI yAtrA karI. e arasAmAM amadAvAdathI traNa jaNa dikSA levA mATe bhAvanagara AvyA. temane hita zikSA sAthe dikSA ApI ane bhAvanagara comAsuM karyuM (saMvata 1787). comAsuM utaryA bAda teozrI amadAvAda padhAryA. tyAM ghaNA bhAvika zrAvake e dharmasAdhana karI dhamamAM vizeSa zraddhAvAna thayA. vaizAkha sudI 1 (saMvata 1788nA divase sAmaLAnI piLanA rahenAra pUMjAbhAI lAlacaMda nAmanA vidvAna zrAvakane dikSA ApI ane uttamavijaya nAma rAkhyuM. teo paNa zAsananI prabhAvanA karanAra nikaLyA. e mATe temanA caritrathI ApaNe jANavAne bhAgyazALI thaIzuM. te comAsuM potAnA ziSya ane gurUbhAInI sAthe premapuramAM karyuM. comAsuM utaryA bAda teozrI vihAra karatA vaDodare thaIne ziSya parivAra sAthe surata padhAryA suratanA saMghe uttama gItAratha paMnyAsa padhAravAthI temane ghaNuM mAna ApyuM ane sebapurAmAM naMdIzara aThThAI mahArAva karyo. tyAMthI ghaNA zrAvaka sahIta gaMdhAranI yAtrAe padhAryA. ane bhagavaMta varaprabhunAM darzana karyA, tyAMthI Ada, jaMbusara vigerenI yAtrA karatAM saMvata 179 nuM comAsuM pAdarAmAM karavA sArU pAdare padhAryA tyAM zrI vAsupUjya jinarAjanAM darzana karI ghaNo harSa pAmyA. zrI jinavijayajI jevA samartha paMnyAsa pitAnA ziSyo sAthe pAdarAmAM mAse rahyA, tethI pAdarAnA saMdhane jema mAravADanA lokone AMbAnI prAptithI je harSa thAya te have thayo. comAsAmAM zrI bhagavatIsUtra vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. tyAMnA comAsA daramyAna teozrI dararoja pAkkI rAtre nava padanuM dhyAna karatA hatA, tyAM temane kaMI zArIrika vyAdhi thavAthI ATha divasa satata sAvadhAna thaIne ArAdhana patAkA paIne nAmane graMtha sAMbhaLatA hatA, ane zrAvaNa suda 10 kuMjavAranA roja samAdhIpaNe teozrI devAMgata thayA. AthI saMdha ghaNe zokAtura thaze ane darekanA nayanamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. 1. kuMvAra ave maMgaLavAra Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 buddhiprabho. saMghe temanA dehanI nava aMganI pUjA karI uttama prakAranA vAnI mAMDavI banAvIne gAmanA bahAra sarovaranA kinAre agara sukhaDa vigere uttama sugaMdhI padAthe meLathI agnisaM. skAra karyo ane gurU vaMdananA kAraNasara kIzana premajI vigere zrAvakoe gAmanI pazcima dizAe yUbha nAmanI jagyAmAM temanI sthabha banAvI. zrI jinavijyanA janmanI mItInI cokasa mAhitI maLI zakatI nathI paNa sAra varSanI uMmare temaNe saMvata 1770 nI sAlamAM dIkSA lIdhI tethI temane janma saMvata 1753nI sAlamAM thaeluM joIe. trIza varSa temane dikSA paryAya rahyA. temane panyAsa paddhi kaI sAlamAM ApI te cesa jaNAtuM nathI. paNa saMvata 1781 nuM comAsuM zrI kSamA vijayajIe jaMbusara karyuM ane temanI AjJAthI zrI jinavijayajIe amadAvAda karyuM te vakhate paMnyAsa paddhi apAyelI hatI ema emanA nirvANane rAsa thI uttamavijayajIe lakhyA che. tenI dazamI sAlanA uparanA duhAnI pahelI kaDIthI jaNAya che. A rAsa pAdarAne saMgha darasAla zrAvaNa suda 10 nA roja gurUmahArAjanI zubhanA darzane jAya che. ane tyAM saMgha samakSa vAMce che, te divase saMdhamAM AraMbha zAraMbhanAM kAma baMdha rAkhavAmAM Ave che. zrI jinavijaya rUparamatanA jANa ane gItArtha hatA. zrI utamavijayajI te rAsanI chevaTamAM nice pramANe jaNAve che. gurU prasAde jJAna thayuM maja, jANyA ajIvara; punya pApa Azravane saMvara, nirjarA baMdhane zivajI. kAloka padArtha jANya, jANyA naraka ne svarga9; urva adhotara loka meM jANyA, jANyA bhava apa varga9. svamata pamatanA paramA, vaLI svabhAva vibhAvajI; sAdhaka bAdhaka pariNati jANI, jANyA bhavanA bhAvache. zrI uttamavijayajI temanA ziSya hatA, tethI gurU uparanA rane harAgane lIdhe temaNe A viroSaNe ApyAM haze, ema kadI koI kalpanA kare che te kalpanAne jagyA nathI ema temanI kRtio uparathI jaNAya che. zrI khimAvijayajInuM caritra rAsanA AkAramAM temaNe banAveluM che, temaja potAnA dAdA gurU zrI kaSpharavijanuM caritra paNa saMvata 1797nI vijayA dazamI ne zanIvAre temaNe raceluM che. je banne upalAja gaMthamAM chapAyelA che. savaMta 1784 nuM comAsuM rAjanagaramAM temaNe karyuM te vakhate vIsa virahamAna jInanA stavanonI racanA karI che je vIzInA nAmathI prasiddha che. saMvata 173 mAM che pArzvanAthajInA janma kalyANakanA divase zrI jJAna paMcamInuM moTu 6 talanuM stavana banAvyuM 1. A rAsa thI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI zrI aitihAsIka rAsamALA bhAgalAmAM chapAyelo che, tenA para 147 upara nIce pramANe che. duhA. kSamAvijaya guru kahethI, zrI jinavijaya panyAsa, rAjanagara padhArIyA, saMdhanI pugI Asa. 2. pisa muda. 10, Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jinavijaya gI. 135 che. vartamAna covIsa chananI stavanA nimite be covIsIo banAvI che. saMvata 1795 mAM rAjanagaramAM ekAdazInuM stavana temaNe racyuM che ema uparanA graMthamAM vivecanakAre jaNAvyuM che. samIta dhAragabhAre pesatAMcha"-e stavana temanuM raceluM jaNAya che. AkRtio uparathI teozrInA jJAnanuM ApaNane bhAna thAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa temanAmAM adhyAtmajJAnane prakAza keTalo paDyo hato te saheja jaNAI Ave che. adhyAtmajJAnanA rasIka chatAM teone kriyA upara abhAva thaele jaNAto nathI. eja emanI zuddha zraddhAnuM ApaNane bhAna karAve che. vartamAnamAM jemAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI tathA zrI devacaMdrajInI vIzIo vadhAre pracalIta che. paNa zrI janavijayajInI covIzIne visArI mukavA jevuM nathI. te dareka covIzImAMthI, vAnagIrUpe eka eka stavana ne atre ApavAmAM Avaze te tethI jIjJAsuone te vIzI vAMcavAnI jIjJAsA thaze e hetuthI tema karavAnI pharaja paDI che. A covIzIo je vINI vIzI stavana saMgraha nAmanI bumAM chapAyelI che, tenI pahelI vIzImAMthI zrI caMdraprabhu jina stavana nice ApyuM che. zrI caMdraprabhu jina stavana, (povanIyAne laTake dahADA cAra-e dezI.) hAre mAre caMdravadana jina caMdraprabhu jaga nAha, vaDe mIThe IcchA jinavara AThamare lola; hAre mAre manaDAne mAnIte prANa AdhAra, jaga sukhadAyaka jaMgamasura zAkhI samore lola. hAM" zubha Azaya udayAcaLa samiti suraje, vimaLazA pUravadize ugya dipore lola; ho maitrI muditA karUNA ne mAdhyastha, vinaya viveka laMchana kamaLa vikAsare lola hA sadahalA anumoda pariyala pUraje, pachI manamAM asara anubhava vAyare lola; hA cetana cakavA upathama saravara nIraje, - zubha matI bakavI saMge raMga ramaNa kare tela, hA jJAna prakAze nayaNuDalAM mUja dAyane, jAre khaTa dravya svabhAve thApaNere lela; ha jaDa cetana bhinnabhinna nityA nijo, rUpI arUpI Adi svarU5 ApaNere lola, hA lakhaguNadAyaka lakSmaNa rANI naMdajo, caraNa zarIrUha sevA mevA zArire lola; hA" paMDita zrIgurU kSamA vijaya supasAjo, muni jina jape jagamAM jotAM pArakhIre lola, apUrNa. vakIla naMdalAla lalubhAI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 buddhiprabhA. bIjI cAvIzImAMthI zrI padmaprabhu jinastavana, (A che lAvaNI dezo.) padama caraNa jinarAya, bALa aNu samakAya; jivanalAla do ghara 5 kulatilojI. hAdika etaraMga, arIyaNa Aha abhaMga; jivanalAla mAravA mAna sate zrejI. caDhI saMyama gajarAya, upazama chala banAya: jivanalAla tapa sIMdure alaMka7. pAkhara bhAvanA yAra, sumati gupati ziNagAra; jivanalAla adhyAtama aMbADIye che. paMDita vIrya kabAna, dharma dhyAna zubha bANa; jivanalIla kSakasena enA vaLI jI. zukala dhyAna samazera, karma kaTaka kIje; jivanalAla samAvijayajina rAjavIcha. zrI jinavijayajI e pramatha vIzInI racanA karelI ne pachI vIzInI racanA karelI che ema jaNAya che. be vIzImAM bIjI vIzInI tarIke bukamAM chapAyelI vIzI pahelI banAvelI ane pahelI tarIke chapAyelI vIzInI racanA pachI thayelI haze ema te cevIzIonuM bhanana karatAM ApaNane lAge che. A vIzI artha gAMbhIryanI sAthe jhamamAM eTalI uttama che ke temAM jaNAvelA rAgapuraHsara gAtAM jIjJAsu AnaMda rasamAM lIna thaI jAya temAM navAI jevuM nathI. ApaNAmAM AvA samartha gItArtha paMDIta thayA che, e ApaNane magarUra banAve che. manuSyabhavanI aMdara samakatanI prApti thavI e mahada punyanI nizAnI manAya che. samakita prAptinI IcchAvALA jIvanI kRti kevI hovI joIe, ane temanAmAM kayA kyAM guNe hovA joIe, e samatinA stavanamAM batAveluM che. emanI vIzImAM paNa e bhAva pragaTa thAya che. chapAyelI vIzImAM zrI Adidhara bhagavaMtanA stavanamAM pate samakita dAnanI yAcanA kare che, e uparathI temanI bhAvanA jaNAI Ave che. hAlanA vakhatamAM pitAne samakita prApta thaeluM che evuM samajanArA bALakane e uparathI samakitanI prApti keTalI kaThaNa che, e jinavijayajI jevA samartha paMDItanI yAcanA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. zrI jinavijayajI seLa varSanI ummare zrI samAvijayajI pAse jAya che, ane temane upadeza sAMbhaLI temane vairAgya thAya che ane teo cAritra levAne unmAda thI pItAnI AjJA meLave che. e banAva hAlanA jamAnAmAM bodha levA lAyaka che. gurUne zuddha ane samyaga upadeza nikaTabhavI jIvane keTale jaladI asara kare che, te e uparathI samajAya che. jemanI vairAgyavRtti thaI cAriva levAnI pragatI thAya che teo potAnA AmavarganI saMmati meLavavAne zakitavAna thAya che. AptavarganI saMmati sAthe levAyelI dikSA uttarotara kevA phaLane ApanAra thAya che e A caritranAyakanA caritra uparathI ApaNane sArI rIte samajAya che. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahu sukha batrIzrI, bahu sukha batrIzI. dhamadhamatare mA, jIvA jIvAdi tatvavita; jJAsyasitva cadAtmAnaM, tadA te parama sukham. 1 chavAchavAdi tatvane, dharmAdharma pIchANu Atma tatvane oLakhI, parama sukha pachI mANuM. 1 jIva ajIva vagere nava tattvanuM jANuparNa karI, dharma adharmane sArI rIte oLakhIne che anaMta ! tuM tArA AtmasvarUpane oLakhIza tyAre ja tuM uttama sukha pAmIza jeNe AtmAne jANe teNe badhuM jANyuM. " " tuM tane potAne oLakha." A vAkya zuM batAve che? jyAM sudhI AtmasvarUpa eLakhAyuM nathI tyAM sudhI siddhi nathI. " jyAM lagI AtmA tava ci nahi, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUI. " ATalA mATe prathama nava tatva jANavAnI jarUra che. jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Ava, saMvara, nirjara, baMdha ne mekSa e nava tatva che. pANIne dhAraNa kare te jIva kahevAya che, tenuM lakSaNa cetanya sahita che. ajIva te jIvathI ulaTA prakAranI jaDa vastu ja levI. zubha karma karavAthI tene udaya thaye tenAM je phaLa bhegavatAM AtmAne mIThAM lAge te puNya che ane azubha karma karavAthI tene udaya thaye tenA je phaLa bhogavatAM AtmAne kaDavAM lAge te pApa che. avrata tathA apacakhANuthI tathA viSaya kapAye vaDe ikiyAdika sAdhanodhArA pApa rUpI karma jaLapravAha AtmA rUpI taLAvamAM Ave te Azrava che. e karma rUpI jaLapravAhane vrata pacakhANAdi vaDe AvatA aTakAvIe te saMvara che. AtmAnA pradeza sAthe karmanAM pudagalo dudha pANInI paDe ekatra baMdhAI jaI eka thaI rahe tenuM nAma baMdha che ane AtmA sAthe lAgelAM kamaeNdezathI je vaDe khapAvI zakAya te nirjara che ne sarva pradezathI sarva karmanuM chuTI javuM-sakI baMdhanathI mUkAvuM tenuM nAma mokSa che. dharmanI vyAkhyA evI rIte ApavAmAM AvI che ke durgati prayatatmANI, dhAraNuddharma ute; saMyamAdirdazavidhaH sarvokta vimuktaye. durgatimAM paDatA pANIne dharI rAkhe te dharma kahevAya che. mokSane arthe sarvanuM prabhue e daza prakArane dharma kahe che. cAra kavAyane eTale kriodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhane choDI daI kSamA, mAdeva, Ava, ane nirlobhatAne dhAraNa karI pAMca mahAvrata barAbara pALavAM ane tapa sAdhanA karavI e dasa prakArane dhama kahevAmAM Avyo che. pAMca mahAbata te A che:-ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane apariyala e pAMca mahAvata che. pramAdathI paNa koI jIvane haNa nahi, hAsyadhAdithI paNa jUThuM bolavuM nahi, eka taNa paNa AjJA vinA levuM nahi, navAvADa vizuddha brahmacarya pALavuM ane padArtho upara mUrachabhAva rAkhavo nahi. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA upara pramANe dharmanAM kSakSaNu khatAmAM-dharmathI ulaTuM-virUddha AcaraNa rAkhavuM te adharma kahevAya athavA yuddhathyamAMnA dharmAdharma saMbadhI hakIkata jANavI. dharma, adharma, A kAza, kALa, pudgala e pAMca achava ane chaThThuM jIva maLI cha dravya gaNAya che. hAlavu, cAlavuM, gati karavI e dharmAstikAyaan ether the fulcrum of motion nA svabhAva che. jIva pudgala gati karavAmAM je apekSita kAraNa che te dharmo stikAya tethI ulaTuM dharmAstikAyanA svabhAva sthiratAnA che ane tene another ether the fulcrum of rest sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. avakAza ApavAnA svabhAva ArkAzAstikAya (Space) no che. navu jUnuM karavuM-rUpAMtara karavuM e kAma kA (time)nuM che, je dravyanA saDavAnA, paDavAne, badalAvavAne svabhAva che te pudgalAstikAya ( Matter) che. ane jIva (Life) e huM dravya che. A cha dravya upara rASTinuM adhAraNa cAle che. padAhi'sAM parityajya, kRpALustvaM bhaviSyasi; maigyAdi vAsanA banya, stadA te parama sukham hiMsAdi cheDI karI, maityAdi sevIza; 13: 2 cAra bhAvanA bhAvatAM, parama sukhya pAmIza. sthAvara ane trasa koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karavI te sAdhunu ahiMsA vrata che ane trasa vanI hiMMsA na karavI e zrAvakanu ahiMsA vrata che. pRthvI, pANI, vAyu, agni ane vanaspati e pAMca kAyanA jIvo ekendriya jIva kahevAya che ane bAkInA eiMdriya, taiMdriya, cAre driya, paMcendriya e jIvA trasa jIve kahevAya che. zrAvakA eke priya jIva sAthe sasAramAM rahelA hovAthI temane eka driya vA sAthe vizeSa kAmakAja hoya che tathApi temaNe jeTalI dayA paLI zake teTalI pALavI. na bhASase mRSAMbhASa, vizva vizvAsa nAzinI; satya' vasi sAa, tadA te paramaM sukham avizvAsya vANI nahi, vizva viSe ucarIza; satya vANI sAjanyathI, parama sukha pAmIza. 3 3 AkhA jagatanA jIvone avizvAsa utpanna karAvanArI, asatya vANI kholavI nahi ane saraLa hRdayathI sujanatA grahaNa karI sAcuM* khelavAnI Teva rAkhavI. jagatanA badhA vyavahAra satya uparaja cAle che. vizvAsathI meDhAM moTAM vahANa cAle che. lAkhe te karejha rUpiyAnI vepAra cAle che. rAjataMtra cAle che. mATe satyatA jevI amUlya cIja hu sAcavavAnI che. saraLa hRdaya rAkhavu e sujanatAnuM lakSaNa che. megnAM satya kahevuM paNU satya, priya, paththa ane hitakara hovuM joie. ApaNAmAM kahevata che keH- AMdhaLAne AMdhaLA kahIe, varavuM lAge veNu; dhIre dhIre pUchIe bhAi, kema gayAM tArAM neNu. prAsako paDe evuM ekadama khelavuM nahi, tema keinAM marma ke gupta vAtA ughADI karavI nahi. kAI te khoTI salAha paNa ApavI nahi. para pIDAM parijJAya, yadAdatta na lAsyasi; parArthe hiM parAzcaya, tadA te parama sukhama. 4 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahu sukha batrIzI. 138 wjara parapIDane jANIne, adattadAna nahi laIza; paranuM te paranuM ga, parama sukha pAmIza. 4. paradhananuM haraNa karavuM erI levuM e paranA bAhya prANa harI lIdhA jevuM che. dhana, dhAnya, vastra, pAtra e badhuM sAM sAne pitAnA bAhya prANa tulya lhAluM che. pArakuM dhana levuM ke pArakI vastunI corI karavI e maha anarthakArI che. harAmanuM hamezAM TakatuM nathI te ulaTuM tethI bamaNuM -maNuM ghasaDI jAya che. corI karanArane rAjadarabAramAM paNa zikSA thAya che. yadA saddharma mathanAt, maithanAra viramyasi; brahmavrata rate nityaM, tadA te parama sukhama. 5 dharmanAzaka mithunathI, jyAre te viramIza; brahmacarya pALe sadA, parama sukha pAmIza. brahmacaryanI Aja ne kAle keTalI badhI jarUra che te have kaIthI ajAyuM nathI. bALalagna, bhegavilAsamAM tIvra abhilASA ItyAdi kAraNethI praja nirmAlya ane baLahIna thavA lAge che. sAdhuone sarvathA brahmacarya pALavAnuM che. zrAvakoe pitAnI strImAM saMtoSa rAkhavo. parastrIne e bena samAna gaNavI ane vezyAdithI dUra rahevuM e emanuM brahmacarya vrata che. A pramANe zrAvaka varte te bhagavAne te zrAvakane dezathI pitAnA jevo e vatanI apekSAe gaNa che. mIe pitAnA patimAMja rata rahe te tene sutI kahevAmAM Ave che ne evI satIonAM nAma savAranA pahoramAM levAya che. sAdhuo te A vrata bahuja kALa thI pALe che. yadA mUracha vihaye dharma dhyAnAdi vastupu; parigraha grahAmbhA tadA te parama sukhama. 6 mUccha mamatA choDIne, dharmadhyAna dhyAza; parigraha cheDaye jIva tuM, parama sukha pAmIza. 6 parigraha meLavavAne lebha rAkha nahi, saMtoSa rAkha. saMtoSa jevuM sukha bIjA kazAmAM nathI. vastuo uparane mamatva ke mUcchabhAva choDI devo ne dharma dhyAnAdi uttama bAbatamAM vizeSa prayatna kare eja jarUranuM che, iSTa aniSTanI kalpanA dUra karI, krodhamAnAdi durgaNe cheDI daI samatAbAvamAM AvavAthI satya vastu samajAze ne saMtoSanA gharamAM avAze. svare grAnce ca viNa da kharekhANAM ca duHzrave, yadA samA manavRtti stadA te parama sukhama. 7 sArA mAThA zabdamAM, rAga na kheda dharIza; kokila kAga samAnatA, parama sukha pAmIza. 7 madhura avAjanA suMdara rAga, vINA, sAraMgI ke satAranA suMdara karNa priya svaro ke gadheDA ke uMTanA kaNa kaThora zabdo ke kaTu vacane jyAre sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave tyAre te baMne prakAramAM te rAga ke dveSa rAkhIza mA, sArA zabdo kaI kahI jAya te zuM ne kaDavA zabdo kaI kahI jAya toye zuM ? te saghaLuM samatAbhAve zravaNa karavuM. mane ke amaneta cIjo prApta thAya che temAM paNa samabhAva rAkhave. 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ISTa niSe yadA vastuni nyasta sAdhI prItya prItivimuktAsi tadA te parama sukhama, 8 ISTa aniTamAM prIti ke, aprIti rahita thaIza; zAstra viSe citta sthApatAM, parama sukha pAmIza. 8 vahAlI ke IcchAgya vastu ke apriya ke nahi IcchavAyegya vastuomAM prIti ke aprIti dharavI nahi. rAgadevanI pariNati ochI karavI. zAstra siddhAMta sAMbhaLavAne lAba e che ke samAnabhAva rAkhave. prANa deza manuM prApta padAdhe zubhAzubhe, rAga dveSe na rottatra tadA te parama sukhama sArI narasI gaMdhamAM, rAga na kheda dharIza; surabhi durabhi samAnatA, parama sukha pAmIza. kalara, magara, caMbelI, vAI, juI, gulAbAdi puSponI suvAsamAM ke sugaMdhI attarAdimAM meha pAme nahi, temaja jhADe, pisAba kehavANadinI durgadha prati deSa dhara nahi, game te sugaMdhI Ave ke game te durgadha Ave e badhA pudgalane svabhAva che. sArA pudgale mADA thAya che ane mAThA yugalo sArA thAya che te temAM zaga ke devane avakAza Ape nahi. yadA manejha mAhAraM cA tasya vilakSaNuM; samAsAdya tasaceM tadA te parama sukhama. 10 mIThA phIkA AhAramAM, rAga na Sa dharIza; zaba rasavatI tukya te, parama sukha pAmIza. 10 bhAvatA bhojana eTale khAnapAna AhArAdi maLe, ke na maLe svAdiSTa bhojana prApta thAo ke lakhuM phIkuM svAdarahita bhajana maLe tathApi te baMne bAbatamAM samatAbhAva rAkhe ane rAgadeSa dhare nahi, sukha duHkhAtmake sparze samAyA te same yadA, bhaviSyati bhavAbhAvI tadA te parama sukhama. 11 sukhadukhAdika sparzamAM, sAmya bhAva rAkhIza; bhavanAzaka zubha mikSanuM, parama sukha pAmIza. 11 karkaza ke kaNa vastuno sparza thAo ke suMvALI kamaLa vastune sparza thAo, sukha ApanArA sparze AvI maLe ke duHkha ApanArA sparzI AvI maLe, paNa je bhavane abhAva karI mokSa meLavela hoya te temAM sAmyabhAva rAkhave. mukavA kardha virodhaM ca sarva saMtApakArakama; yadA zama sukhAzakta stadA te parama sukhama. 12 dukhakAraka virodha ke, kaleza dha chAMDIza; samatA sukhane sAdhatAM, parama sukha pAmIza. 12 sarva prakAranA saMtAkAraka dha virodhane choDIne jyAre samatA rUpI sukhamAM Asakti thaze tyAreja pa sukhanI prApti thaze. dararoja sAMja savAra pratikramaNa karatI veLA sarve Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahu sukha batrIza. 141 jIva sAthe vera virodha khamAvIe chIe chatAM pAchuM dararoja tenuM navuM khAtuM taiyAra thatuM jatuM hoya evuM ApaNuM vartana keTaleka sthaLe thatuM joI le ke ApaNane hase che. Ajane kALa e che ke je vera virodha dharma saMbaMdhI ke vyavahAra saMbaMdhI ochA thAya te A paNe bIje ghaNe anukULa udhoga karI A zAMta samayamAM sarva sthaLe jainadharmane dIpAvI zakIe. mATe kadAgraha khoTuM mAna, beTI mamatA ne verajhera dUra thAya evI rIte vartavAnuM che. mRdutvena hi mAnAdri yadA cUrNa kariSyasi; matvA tRNa mitvAtmAna tadA te parama sukham 13 AtmabaMdhutA tRNa samI, jANI kamaLa thaIza; abhimAna jaze ja, parama sukha pAmIza. 13 AtmAne taNakhalA jevo halako-alpa guNavALa mAnIne mAna rUpI parvatanA curacurA karI komaLa svabhAvathI AbhamAM ladhutA bhAva lAvavAnI jarUra che. mAna-abhimAna e. me zavuM che, kaSAyanI cekaDImAMnA kedha, mAna, mAyA, lobha e cArene dUra karavAnI jarUra che. AgalA okamAM kodha viSe vAta karI A lekamAM mAne dUra karavAne baMdha karyo che. prabhutAthI prabhu dUra rahe che mATe naramAza-vinayAdi guNathI Atma guNanI khIlavaNI thAya che mATe mAna choDI maLatA dhAraNa karavI. yadA mAyA mimAM mukavA paravaMcakatAM pAM, vidhAsya syorjava va tadA te parama sukhama, 14 ThagabAja mAyA kapaTa, jyAre te cheDIza; AdaratAM Arjava guNa, parama sukha pAmIza. 14 anya prANIone chetaravAmAMja zANapaNa dharAvanAra mAyA kapaTanI jALa jyAre choDI devAmAM Avaze ane saraLatAne uttama guNa dhAraNa karavAmAM Avaze tyAre AtmaguNanI khIlavaNuM thaze kAraNa ke AvaraNa ochuM thaze. beTI khuzAmata ane kheThe mIThuM belI pAchaLathI khodI kADhavAnI kuTeva choDI daI saraLa hRdaya rAkhavuM eja jaranuM che. hRdaya khIlavivAthI ja sarvartanAdi suMdara guNene sthAna maLe che. yadA nirIhatA nAvA, lebhAdhi tariSyasi; sava piSa puchaH sana, tAdAte parama sukham- 15 nirIchArUpa nAvaDe, lebha samudra tarIza; saMtoSI thAtAM pachI, paramasukha pAmIza. 15 jyAre tRSNa ke achAne niyamamAM lAvI saMtarI thaIzuM tyAre ja lebhI rUpI dune nAza thaze. lobhathI nakAmI hAya vadhe che. nakAmuM duHkha chava vaherI le che mATe yathAgya purUSArtha karI tenA gharamAM AvavuM e jarUranuM che. Atmika dharmanI khIlavaNa vagara mekSa maLavAnuM nathI. mATe A pramANe cAre kaSAyanA tyAgano bodha ApaNA hitane artha ApaNA dharmAcAryo taraphathI devAmAM Avyo che. kaSAyaviSayAkAMta, bhramavAta manAtama; yahAtmArAma vizrAMta, tadA te parama sukham 16 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 buddhiprabhA. * * * * * * * * * kaSAya viSayathI chUTIne, AtmArAma paramIza; dharma dhyAna mana rekatAM, paramasukha pAmIza. cAra kaSAya ane zabda sparzAdi idhinA viSayomAM meha jyAre choDI devAmAM Avaze ane cAre tarapha rakhaDatAM manane jyAre Atmadharma-nijAnaMdamAM tallIna karavAmAM A vaze tyAre ja kharekhara zAzvata AnaMda prApta thaze. yadA gurvAnvitAM vyartha, vimucca vikathAkathA vame guDhyA vagukhtasi, tAte parama sukhama. 17 kALa gumAvana vikathA, anarthakAra chAMza vacana guptithI muni thatAM, paramasukha pAmIza. 17 nAhakane nakAme vakhata gumAvanArI ane vagara maphatanA ana pedA karanArI strIkathA rAjakathAdivikathA karavI e zrAvakanuM ke sAdhanuM kAma nathI. evI kathAne tyAga kare e AtmaguNa khIlavavAmAM ghaNuM jarUranuM che. vicArIne vacana belI vacana gupti dhAraNa karavI ane vANImAM saMyama dhAraNa kare eTale jarUra jeTaluMja ane hitakAraka belI menyavrata dhAraNa karavuM e Atma hitane arthe jarUranuM che. aMge pAMgAti saMkezya, kurmavat saMvRtaMdriya yadAcara kAya guptAsi, tadA te parama sukhama. 18 aMge pAMgane karmavatuM, jyAre tuM gopavIza, kAya gupti dhAraNa karyo, paramasukha pAmIza. 18 kAyAnI ceSTAne tyAga karI kAcabAnI peThe jyAre aMga ane upAMgone niyamamAM rAkhavAmAM Avaze eTale badhI dakine nigraha karI kAyagupti dhAraNa karavAmAM Avaze tyAre parama sukha prApta thaze. nirvAsthati ghanaghara, rAgerUga mahAviSam; yadA sadA gamaLyAsAta tadA te parama sukhama. 19 pracaMDa bhayakara rAgarUpa, sarpa viSa chAMza AgamanA abhyAsathI, paramasukha pAmIza. 19 mahAbaLavAna ane bhayaMkara rAga (pati) rUpI zatrunuM kara satyazAstranA abhyAsathI cheDI devAmAM Avaze tyAreja paramasukhanI prApti thaze. rAga be jAtanA che. prazasta ane aprazasta rAga. viSayakapAya rurI AdimAM meha rAkhavo te aparAsta rAga che ne dharmagurU ItyAdi vastumAM meha rAkhavo te prazasta rAga che. raste caDavA prathama prazasta rAganI jarUra che paNa jema jema ucca zreNae caDatA javAya tema tema e prazasta rAma paNa e karI chevaTa vitarAgI thavuM, e A lekamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. gatama svAmi jevA bhagavatine paNa rAgane lIdhe ziSyone kevaLajJAna thayA chatAM pitAne kevaLajJAna thayuM nahotuM. jyAre mahAvIradeva upara prazasta rAga paNa game tyAreja kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. prathama dAva dUra thavAnI pUrepUrI jarUra che ane pachI zAstranA abhyAsathI dhIme dhIme sAnubhAvanI vRddhi thatI jaze ane mane paNa kSaya thI vinarAgIpaNuM prApta thaze, Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ a" sukha trIzI. 20 yadA kRpA kRpAzena, dreSa dveSa' vinApihi, haniSyasi sukhAnveSI, tadA te parama sukham dveSa vagara tu dveSane, yA asithI DhaNIza nitya sukha icchAvare, paramasukha pAmIza, jyAre ApaNe jIva niya sukhanI icchAvALA thai vagara dveSe dveSane dayA rUpI taravArathI hAMkI kahADo tyAre parama sukhanI ApaNane prApti thaze. kudharmI upara, duSTa upara ke durjana upara doSa na ANutAM dayA aNuvI ke e bicArA pAmara jve che. ApaNI anukapA meLavavAne te hakadAra che ema manamAM mhera lAvI tenI nidA nahi karatAM tene khI zake te yathAyAgya samajaNu ApavI paNa tenuM khedI nAMkhavuM e kAma nathI. evA jIvA upara dayA rAkhavI, jayAre dveSa jAya che tyAre sArI rIte khAlI nIkaLe che. pramAda pariA, yadA saddharma karmaNuiM; samudyatAsi niHza'ka', tA te parama sukhama, taja pramAda satkarmamAM, sadharma rAcIza; niza'ka udyogI thatAM, paramasukha pAmIza. pAMce pramAdane cheDI saddharmanA karmamAM kArahita maMDayA rahIzuM prApti thaze. 20 yadA mahamayI nidrA, dhruva vidrAvayiSyasi; asta'drasana sadAbhadra, stadA te parama sukham mAhamayI nidrA tajI, jyAre apramata thaiza; jAgrata thAtAM jIva tuM, parama sukha pAmIza. 21 mAddha cheDI daI bhAva nidrA tyAga karavAmAM Avaze ane pramAda tajI apramatta dazAne prApta thaIzuM tyAreja paramasukhanI prApti thaze. nidrAnA tyAga karavA eTale jAgrata dAne prApta thayuM, Atma ciMtanamAM jAgrata rahevuM ane ALasa ke bhUlacukamAM paDyA na rahevuM e jarUranuM che. jaina dharmIonuM dhyAne guNa kha yadA mitrathavA mitra, stuti nidyA vidhAtari; samAna" mAnasa taMtra, tA te parama sukhama 31 ra 143 rara tyAre paramasukhano yadA kAma' prakAma' tu, nirAkRtya vivekataH, zuddha dhyAna dhanAsitva, tadA te parama sukhama. kAma bhAga vAMchA yadA, vivekathI tyAgIza; zuddha dhyAnarUpa dhana thakI, paramasukha pAmIza. 23 managamatAM kAmabhoganI dAne viveka buddhithI jyAre tyAga karIzuM ane zuddha dhyAnarUpa dhanathI dhanavAna thaIzuM tyAreja paramasukhanI prApti thaze. dhyAna cAra prakAranAM che temAM Ardra ane rAka dhyAna nANuM dhyAna che. tenA sAga karavA ane dharma dhyAna tathA zula dhyAna che temAM tallInatA rAkhavI. 23 24 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhibhA. samAnatA zatrupare, mitra samI rAkhIza; stutikara nidaka samagaNe, paramasukha pAmIza. 24 mitra che ke zatru che, ApaNuM vakhANa karanAra ho ke niMdA karanAra che e sarvopara samAna daSTi rAkhavAthI paramasukhanI prApti thaze. thadA harSa viSAdaM ca, kariSyasi kadApi na sukhe dukhe samayAte, tadA te parama sukhama, 25 sukha duHkhanI prApti thatAM, harSa na kheda dharIza; samabhAve sahevuM badhuM, parama sukha pAmIza. 25 sukha AvI paDe ke duHkha AvI paDe paraMtu sukhamAM harSa dharavo nahi ne duHkhamAM kheda dhare nahi. samabhAvathI e saghaLuM sahana karavuM. caDatImAM phulAI javuM nahi ne paDatImAM gabharAI javuM nahi e je sarva sAmAnya zIkhAmaNuM che tene anubhava jeNe karyo haze tene AvA samabhAvamAM AvatAM vAra lAgaze nahi. lAbhAlAbhe sukhe dukhe, jIvite maraNe yathA dAsinya yadA te syAdAte parama sukhama. 26 lAbhAlAbha jIvana maraNa, sukha duHkha zunya gaNIza; udAsIna bhAve rahI, paramasukha pAmIza. lAbha maLe ke nukazAna thAo, jIvana vadhe ke maraNa najIka Ave, jIvataramAM sukha maLe ke duHkha AvI naDe te sadhaLuM udAsIna bhAvathI sahana karavuM. yadA yAsyasi niSkarma, sAdhu dharma purINutA nirvANa patha lIna, stadAte parama sukhama, 27 karma rahita mukti pathe, dharma dhuraMdhara thaIza; - laganI lAge mekSanI, paramasukha pAmIza. 27 mekSa mArganI jyAre lagnanI lAgaze, karma rahita dazA najIka anubhavAze ane sAdhu dharmanI dhurA grahaNa karI vizvamAM vicaraze tyAre paramasukhanI prApti thaze ja. nime nirahaMkAro, nirAkAra caTA svayaM AtmAna dhyAyasi yaM, tadA te paramaM sukhama, 28 mamatAvihu abhimAnaviNa, AtmadhyAna dhyAIza; Atma upAsaka tuM banya, paramasukha pAmIza. 28 mamatabhAva ke mUrabhAva cheDI AtmAne ja eya vastu jANI tenAja dayAna ciMtana ane upAsanAmAM tallIna thaIzuM tyAre paramasukha pAmIzuM. dhyAnanA cAra prakAra megazAstramAM batAvyA che. padaya, pIMDastha, rUpastha ane rUpAtIta. ahIM rUpAtIta dhyAnanI vAta karavAmAM AvI che. nizeSa deSa mikSAya, yatidhyasi yadA yadA, parAtma guNatAM yAta, svadA te parama sukhama. 29 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kharuM sukha trIzI. paramAtma guNunI prAptimAM, bahu bahu maMDayA rahIza; sarva doSa cheDaye pachI, parama sukha pAmIza. 2 paramAtmAnA guNe prApta karavA badhA doSathI mukta thavA jyAre akhaMDa udyoga AdaravAmAM Avaze tyAre paramasukhanI prApti thaze. samAdhi zatakamAM ke zupiyogamAM AtmAnA traNa prakAra bhatAvyA che. bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA, jaDapudgalamAM rAcI rahe te te AtmA bahirAtmA che, deha ane cetanamAM kharekharI bhinnatA samajI AtmasvarUpatI eLakhANa karanArA te aMtarAtmA ane chevaTa zuddha Atma dharmamAM lIna thaI karma maLathI tadana mukta thatAM je dazA prApta thAya te paramAtma dA che. phA yAtmajJAna saMpannaH, paramAnaMda nadiMtaH, puNya pApa vinirmukta stadA te parama sukham AtmajJAna AnaMdamAM, paramalIna thAIza; puNya pApa cheDaye pachI, parama sukha pAmIza. AtmajJAna meLavI paramAnaMdanA lAvA laI pApa ane puNya atene choDI daizuM tyAre parama sukhanI prApti thaze. pApane prathamathI cheADavAnuM che te puNyane pAchaLathI uMcI zreNIe gayA pachI chADavAnuM che. puNya che e bhavasAgara taravAmAM sAdhanarUpa che paNa kinAzane prApta thayA pachI tenI jarUra nathI, puchyu jyAM sudhI rahe che tyAM sudhI tenuM phaLa bhogavavuM paDe che te te arthe devatAdi sthitimAM janma maraNu jArI rahe che. mATe chevaTa puNya paNa cheADI devAya che te paramadazAne prApta thavAya che. Atma padmavana' dhyAna, bhAnunA bedhya lakSyase; yadA jinaprabhAM vA, tA te parama sukham Atma kamalavana dhyAnarUpa, sUryathI tuM khIlavIza; kevala jJAna thatAM pachI, parama sukha pAmIza. 1-1 31 32 32 A AtmArUpa kabhaLanAM vanane jyAre zukla dhyAnarUpa sUryathI praphullita karIzuM tyAre kevaLajJAnanI prApti thai ane paramasukhanA lAbha maLaze. jJAna pAMca prakAranAM che. temAM sAthI uttama, suMdara, sapUrNa ane anaMta jJAna-vizvakSAcana jJAna te kevaLajJAna che. A chellA AAmAM paramasukha dvAtriMzikAnI saMskRtamAM racanA karanAra jina prabhAcAryanuM nAma pazu nIkaLe che. A bahu sukha batrIzI vAMcaka ne hu sukha ApanArI thAe e amArA AzirvAda che, khahu sukha khatrIzI, sarvanI jA mATe; vividha vividha vAta, goThavI varNavATe, lakhI vasI nRpadurga, zuka kaivalya sutte, paramasukha dvAtrizi-kAtA sArabhate. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i buddhiprabhA, traNa prakAre AtmA. ( dAharA. ) AtmAne AtmArUpe, purane para jANeja; namuM akSaya siddha teha je, anaMta aiAdhI cheja, ziva dhAtA sakalAtma, jina IcchA viSNu arIhaMta; sugata viSNu namuM sunijI, bhAratI vibhUtiva'tu, Agama hetu eka cita, zakti rAkhI dhyAna; kevaLa sukha kAje kahyuM, viviktAtmAnu khyAna, ahirAMtara paravividha, AtmA dehanI mAMdya; bAhya tajI para pAmavA, karIne maccApAya, Atma brAMti zarIrAdimAM, te khahirAtmA jANu; citta Sa vizrAMtine, atara AtmA pramANu, e ethI je anya che, atizaya nirmaLa je&; sarva karmane kSINu karyA, paramAtmA che teha. nirmaLa kevaLa zuddhane, vivikta prabhu paramAtma; parameSTI avyaya vaLI, izvara jina para Atma Atma jJAnathI vimukha te, khahirAtmAthI bhAI ! iMdriya dvArathI sphuratA, dehaja Atma manAya. paramAtmAdhiSThita chatAM, svadeha sama paradeha; joI acetana mAnate, apararUpa mUDha eha. vibhramathI avidyA toA, thAye dRDha saskAra; punarjanmamAM paNa gaNe, AtmA zarIrAkAra. purUSa bhrAMti sthANuM viSe, thatAM thatuM ceSTita; tema Atma zramathI thatuM, deha viSe ceSTita. hu AtmAthI Atmane, anubhavuM Atma viSeja; naranArI nahi nAnyatara, eka ahu nahi bheja. ahirAtmAne kAja thayA, aMtara Atma sudhanya; sA sa'kalpe! rahita je, bhAve paramAtmana. *tili'gamAM zAsane, karatA Agraha je&; *AtmA kerU paramapada, nathI pAmatA teha. bhavabhramaNA bI parabuddhi, mukti taje e maMtra avaca sukha te mArga e, jANe samAdhi tatra, pApaTalAla DevalacaTTa zAha, 15 * A nizcayanayarna anusAre samajavI. 2 3 4 5 B < - 10 11 12 13 14 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anaMta jIvana, anaMta jIvana. guru. huM anusadhAna gatAMka pRSTa parathI ) deI upadeza te khAvuM, game tene kharA bhAve; karI upakAra te khAvuM, hukabha bhArA suziSyAne. laghutA cittamAM dharavI, garIbeAnAM hRdaya huvAM; garIbeAnAM hRdaya jovAM, hukama mArA suziSyate. "tavaMgara yA garIbAmAM, kArpi bheda nahi dharavA;" kare paramArthanAM kAryAM, hukama mArA suziSyAne.' * * * + "jagat sevA balI karavI, hukama mArA suziSyAne"-- ( zrImad buddhisAgarajI sUrijI ) have gurU kevA hovA oie ke jeo sAcA patha batAvI zake. upalA pada upara ApaNuM lakSa ApIzuM te ApaNune mAluma paDaze ke sUrijIe gur kartavyanI rUparekhA dorI che. temaja sAthe sAthe ziSyAne jagata sevAmAM utsuka rahevAne paramArtha dRSTithI sulalita khAdha ApyA che. G eTalu' to vAstavika rIte kharUM ja che ke jo gurU mahArAjae kharI a'taranI lAgaNIthI potAnI karaje bajAve te teo vizva upara ghaNA upakAra karI zake, ane vizvavava hAI zake. gurU sattA e rAjya sattAthI paNa adhika manAya che. kAraNa ke: The King rules over the subjects while the priest rules over the mind. rAjA prajA upara sattA calAve che, paraMtu gurU te manuSyanA mana upara sattA calAve che. mATe je gurU mahArAjane AtmAthI hAI jagat hitArthe niSkAma buddhidhI sevA khAve te te mahA upakAra vizva upara karI zake, e ni:sa Mzaya che, have gurU kevA hovA joIe te sabaMdhamAM zrImad Ana dhanajI mahArAja kahe che te vicArIe. Agamaghara guru samakiti, kiriyA saMvara sArare; saMpradAya acaka sadA, sucI anubhavA dhArare. ifd. jInezvara bhagavAne kahelAM zAstrAnA aNutAra, zuddha deva, gurU ane dharmanI zraddhAvAna, jemanI kriyA kevaLa navAM kamerranA baMdhanane rIkavArUpa che tevA, vaLI gurU para parAyI pAsa thaelI zuddha pravRtti pramANe pravartana karanAra, hamezAM bIjAne na kaMganAra svasa'vedana-pavitra ane AtmajJAnane dhAraNa karanAra evA gurU joI e. anaMta jIvana prApta karanAranI icchAvALAe AvA re gurUya temane peAtAnA niSmamaka tarIke-dedharanAra tarIke pasada karI temane pAtAne zira sthApavA oie. gurU mahArAja AgamAnA RNu hovAthI tee sArAsAra, grAhvAgrAha, heya taiya ane Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 buddhiprabhA. upAdeyanuM svarUpa jANI zake che, ane tethI teo ziSyane paNa tata mujaba AdarAvI zake che. vaLI je gurU mahArAjAoe zuddha deva gurU ane dharmanuM svarUpa oLakhyuM che te ja anyane oLakhAvI zake che ane satya mArganuM svarUpa samajAvI zake che. vaLI jeonI kriyA paNa evA prakAranI hevI joIe ke jethI AvatAM karma haNAya. karmonA AgamananAM dhArabhUta mana vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttio jemanI nirmaLa ane avagha che. vaLI jeo saddagurUe heAya che teo gurU paraMparAthI cAlatI AvelI AjJAne tyajatA nathI. temaja - mukhapadyaM dalAkAraM, vAcA caMdana zItalaM; madhutiSThati jihvAgre, hRdayetu halAhalam, mukha kamaLanA dala jevuM (ThAvakuM) vANI caMdananI mAphaka zItala-cha mIThAza paraMtu hadayamAM jhera vyApI raheluM. AvI halakI pravRttine teo dhikkAranArA hoya che, koIne AmalI papalI samajAvI-peliTIkala veDA karI-chaLabheda kapaTAbAjI karI chetarAtA nathI tathA dekhavAnA dAMta judA ane cAvavAnA judA. tenI peThe mukhe kaMI ane hRdayamAM kaMi evI pravRttine vakhaDanAra hoya che, sA vacanI ane satyanIja prarUpaNuM karanAra hoya che, ane jevAM bahAra veNa bole che tevI ja aMdara bhAvanA rAkhe che, te jANe che ke parane ThagavA jatAM prathama pitAne AtmA ThagAya che arthAta prathama pote gAya che. mATe tevI pravRttine sthAna ApatA nathI, tema koIne ThagatA nathI. vaLI teo pavitra hoya che. temanAM AMdelane nirmaLa ane vizuddha hoya che. pApanI asucavALAM hatAM nathI. jethI temanA saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra che upara paNa tevAM zuddha AMdolananI prati chAyA paDatAM te jIvanAM duHkha haNAya che. temane zAMtino anubhava kevaLa temanA darzanathI paNa thAya che. sata pravartanathI temanAM zuddha zAMta ojasanI pratibhA saMbaMdhamAM AvanAranuM kalyANa kare che. vaLI teo AtmajJAnamAM ramanAra hoya che, AtamajJAnanA rasika ane pipAsu che eTale teo anyane paNa AtmajJAnane umadA baMdha karAvI zake che. gurUomAM je zakita, sAmarthya ane saddavartana hoya che te ja teo zinnenuM bhaluM karI zake che. vaLI zrImad AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja gurUnA saMbaMdhamAM guDha mAnava mA, tanAvara kaMDAre; tAmasi vRtti savi parihare, bhaje sAtvika sAlare. zAM0 gurU mahArAja vaLI bIjI saghaLI upAdhi dazAne cheDI daIne kharekhara AlaMbanane grahaNa karanAra hoya che. tame guNavALI dhI prakRtine tyAga kare che ane mane hara evI satva guNavALI dayAmaya prakRtine bhaje che. jeo mahA purUSa che. gurUnA nAmanuM sArthaka karavAvALA che teo Adhi (mananuM duHkha), vyAdhi ( zarIranuM duHkha ) ane upAdhi (AvI paDeluM ) emAMnuM koI paNa prakAranuM duHkha dharatA nathI, ane sarva duniyAnI jaMjALane tilAMjalI Ape che ane rASTha mArgane Azraya kare che. jema velaDI uce javAne bhIMtane Azraya kare che. tevI ja rIte gurU mahArAja siddha dazA prApta karavAne siddha purUSone Azraya le che ane temanA kartavyanuM nirikSaNa karI ta mujaba yathAzakti kiyA AdarI uMcI Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anaMta jIvana. 148 zreiNIe caDhe che. pratyeka manuSya vyaktinI aMdara rANa tana ane sAtvija vRttio svAbhAvika rIte rahelI hoya che temAM jeo AtmAthI cha -mukti parAyaNa ja che teo haMsanI mAphaka tNa ane tama prakRtione lAta mArI kevaLa sAhitya prakRtine bhaje che. tenA piSaka hoya che. DuMgarInA vAvetaramAM kasturIne svAda haiya nahi tevI ja rIte uttara ane tamArA prakRtione poSaNa ApyAthI tenAM bIjAM hRdaya kSetramAM vAgyAthI kaMI vila prakRtinAM phaLa thatAM nathI mATe jeo gurU mahArAjAe che temane kevaLa sAtvika vRttinA piSaka thavuM ema dhImad AnaMdadhanajI mahArAja upadeze che. je de rAgadveSanA bhAjanarUpa che tevA devane paNa teo Azraya karatA nathI kAraNa ke je de pite rAgadveSane jItI zakyA nathI teo anyanA rAgadveSa zI rIte jIvI zake ? mAyAne bAMdhela mAyAne zuM cAvI zake ! je chuTelo hoya te ja anyane choDAvI zake. mATe je rAga SanA bharapura hoya temanuM AlaMbana gurU mahArAjAe kadi karatA nathI paraMtu je vitarAga che, sarvajJa che-mahA prabhu che jemaNe aihika duniyAnA sukhane lAta mArI kaivala padadivyajJAna saMpAdana karyuM che temane ja teo bhajanArA hoya che, temanuM ja teo sarvadA raTaNa karanAra hoya che ane kAma, krodha, lobha, mAna, mAyA Adi kaSAyanI pariNatino parAjaya karI zuddha Atmika sAtvika vRttinA dhAraka hoya che. kharekhara kharA tyAgathI zuM alabhya. che ? tethI zuM aprApya che ane eTaluM paNa vAstavika che ke jyAM sudhI tyAga dazA saMpUrNa khIlavAnI nathI tyAM sudhI Atmika kalyANa ghaNe dura che. AcArAMga sUtramAM zramaNa bhagavaMta zrI mahAvIra svAmI ziSyane uddezIne bedha nimitte kahe che ke -"he ziSyo! je tamane kaI AvIne kahe ke amuka sthaLe bhaya che mATe tamAre te sthaLe vihAra karavo nahi te tamAre tethI jarA mAtra paNa DaravuM nahi ane te sthaLeja vihAra kare." ahAhA ! zI tyAga dazA ! ! ! ze deha uparathI mamatva bhAvane cheda ! ! ! bhagavatanI zI mahA dazA ! ! ! dhanya che mahA prabhu ! ane dhanya che tamArA bodhane! jyAre kharI tyAga dazA jAgaze tyAreja AmAnuM vAstavika kalyANa thaI zakaze. te vinA jeTalAM sukhanA mATe phAMphAM mAravAM e AzA mRga tRSNa jevI che. A uparathI ApaNane spaSTa jaNAze ke je kharI tyAga che eja dharmagurUonuM-yogI mahAtmAonuM zirobiMdu che teja temane mukadamaNi che. je mAge te jAya Ave A udArasUtra ghaNuM ja smaraNIya ane manananIya che. vaLI zrImad AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje paNa kaI amuka sthane kahyuM che ke vastu che je abhilAkhe re te te nAze dura.. mATe niSkAma buddhi khIlavatAM zIkhavuM joIe. je gurUe pite tare che teja bIjAne tAre che. mATe anaMta jIvananA abhyAsIoe pitAne sada rasto sucavanAra tarIke mAthe sara sthApavA joIe. sadgara vina keNu batAve, sAcA mArga sagurU vina koNa batAve. mATe je sara che temanA caraNe pAka thavuM, kAraNa ke alaMbana vinA prAya: karI koI ucca zreNI para caDhI zakatuM nathI. aMdhane lAkaDInI jarUra che. velaDIne uMce caDhavAne jema bhIMta ane vAdinI jarUra che. tevI ja rIte satya mArga meLavavAne mATe sadagurUnI Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 buddhiprabhA anivArya jarUra che. mATe jeo pAMca mahAvatanA pAlaNahAra che teone ja gurU tarIke svIkAravA joIe. tyAgI mahAtmAo vinA kaI satya mArgane raste bhAgyeja batAvI zake che. keTalAka gRhathI dharmagurU bane che paraMtu satya mArgane je joIe te upadeza teo bhAgye ja ApI zake che. kadAca ApI zake che te teonuM vartana tathA prakAranuM na hovAthI tenA vacananI asara bahu ja thoDA pramANamAM thAya che. mATeja vIra prabhue tyAgI ane gRhasthIne mArga judo prakaTa che ane baMnenI pharajo paNa judI batAvI che tema banenA adhikAra paNa bhinna bhinna varNavyo che. AvI sarva prati sthApela saMsthAne je anAdara karI ekanuM bIjAmAM ane bIjAnuM ekamAM ema bheLaseLa karI varNasaMkara prAyaH jevI sthiti kare che te anaMta saMsArI thAya che. tyAgIoja A duniyAmAM mahAna pada bhogave che temaja para duniyAmAM paNa teo zIva suMdarIne varamALa AropaNa kare che. svAmI rAmatIrtha himAlayamAM jyAre hatA tyAre temane tyAM AgaLa kaI vAgha, varUo, jaMgalI prANIo joDe thaIne pasAra thatAM te paNa herAna karI zakatAM nahi ! AnuM kAraNa zuM ? bhagavAna vIra prabhune jyAre caMdakezIo nAga haze tyAre tenuM jhera bhagavAnane vyApavAnuM te dura rahyuM paraMtu ulaTu sarSanuM peTa bharAyuM ! AnuM kAraNa zuM! tenuM kAraNa ke sAvika prakRtinuM vyApa kapaNuM. jyAre manuSya tyAga dazAthI unnata sthiti upara caDhe che tyAre tenA zarIranAM aNureNuo tamAma pharI jAya che ane pavitra thAya che ane duniyAnA sarva jIvone jyAM jAya che tyAM zAMti kare che. mATe gurUomAM jema tyAga dazAnuM jora vadhu tema te stra ane para unnati vadhu karI zake che. upAdhi bhArgane tyajyA vinA kharekhara tyAga dazA pAmI zakAtI nathI. svAmI rAmatIrthe amerikAmAM tyAMnA dhanADho ane vidhAne samala bhASaNa karI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke " are amerikana ! je tamAre prabhu joItA hoya, tamAre prabhune meLApa kare che te tame tamArI mAlamatA vigere sarvane tyAga kare ane tyAgI bane. jyAM sudhI tamane upAdhi vaLagelI che tyAM sudhI tamane prabhu maLI zakaze nahi. aneka mahApurU kevaLa tyAga dazAthIja prabhu prApta karyA che mATe tamAre je prabhu meLavavAnI icchA hoya te A rAma jevA bano ane tyAre ja tame prabhunA darabAramAM praveza rArI zakaze " arthAta kharekhara tyAga sivAya koI divasa Atmika unnati thatI nathI. tyAgInA vicAro kaLe che. tenA cheDA zabdanI paNa ghaNuM asara thAya che. tenAM ceDAM kRnI bahumAM gaNanA thAya che. mATe gurU mahArAjAe mamatva ane svArtha vRttine tyAga karI nimamatva ane niHsvArtha buddhithI sata cAritrya khIlavavuM e ja temanI pahelI pharaja che. lake sAdhune mAna Ape che, temane sa vAra daMDavata praNAma kare che, temanI AjJAnuM sadA sarvathA pAlana kare chete kevaLa temanA cAritryanA lIdhe, te prabhAva kevaLa cAritryano ja che. mATe gurUomAM cAritra baLa bahuja umadA prakAre khIlavuM joIe. prathama AryAvartanI je zabhA hatI te gurUone ja AbhArI hatI. temanA sadvartananI chApa loko upara ghaNI sArI paDatI ane sadavartanathI AtmanI divya zaktio paNa ghaNe polatI ane rAjA prajA ghaNI sukhI hatI. atyAre je kusaMpa, kaleza-ajJAnatA ane khAvApIvAne ezArAma bhegavavAnI je vRttio thaI gaI che. kapaTa, prapaMca, dagAbAja asata AcaraNanuM je sAmrAjya chavAI gayuM che tethI ja karI AryAvartanI paDatI AvI che. bAkI jyAM sat AcAranuM AcaraNa thAya che tyAM kirti mALA Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAdazAhanA kuTumbamAMthI dArU niSedha. 151 vaibhava sukha ane saMpatti Ape A5 AvIne khaDI thAya che, mATe gurUoe potAnA saMta cAritryathI atyAre duniyA upara ghaNe popakAra karavAnuM che. duniyA atyAre sata cAritryavAna mahA purUSonI vadhAre bhukhI che. varasAda megha varasAve che ane tApane tRSA chIpAve che, temaja duniyAnA mahA purUSa zAMti ane samatAne varasAda jana samudramAM varasAve che mATe tevA saMta purUSonI abhivRddhi thAo evuM IcchuM chuM. have je saMta purUSo che jeo udAta bhAve rahenArA che. kaMcana ane kAmanInA tyAgI che paMca mahAvratanA pAlaNakAra che tevA gurUe anaMta jIvananA abhyAsIoe prApta karavA joIe. sukAnI vinA jema samudramAM nAvaDuM cAlatuM nathI tema A duniyArUpI mahAsAgaramAM gurU sukAnI vinA ApaNI naukA cAlatI nathI arthAta ApaNuM joIe tevuM bhaluM thatuM nathI mATe zrImad AnaMdaghanajIe upara batAvyA pramANe anaMta jIvananA abhyAsIoeja gurU sthApavA-have kevo upadeza anaMta jIvana prApta karavAmAM kAraNabhuta che te have pachInA aMkamAM- bAdazAhanA kuTumbamAMthI dAruno niSedha. // yadyadAcarati zreSThastattadevetarojanaH // zrImad bhagavadgItA. dArUnuM vyasana keTaluM badhuM nukasAnakAraka tathA nAzakAraka che, tene mATe vidvAna lokoe ane khAsa karIne ArogyazAstranA ni paNa tabIbe AMkaDAothI ane pratyakSa pramANothI vAraMvAra ApaNI khAtrI karI che. badhAM dharmazAstro ane khAsa karIne hiMdu dharmazAstra dArUne eka avAje niSedha kare che, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa brAhmaNe te dArUne sparza karavAmAM paNa daya mAne ane manAvelo che. dArUnuM vyasana zarIra, mana tathA buddhine nAza karavA - vALuM vyasana che. yAdavoe dArUnA vyasanamAM DUbIne potAne hAthe pitAne saMhAra karyo hato, e vAta prAcIna itihAsamAM prasiddha che. AvI ja jAdavAsthaLI hAlamAM yuropamAM cAlI rahI che, ane ame te mAnIe chIe ke, yuropanI A jAdavArathaLInuM nidAna paNa dArU sarakhAM vyasanamAMthI nIkaLaze, kemake dArUnA vyasanI lo ke game evA vidvAna, zodhaka ane buddhizALI hoya te paNa teo pitAnI buddhinI sthiratA ane sArAsAra viveka buddhi beI bese che. yuropanI hAlanI lAdanAM rAjadArI kAraNe game evAM kahevAtAM haiya, paNa prAthamika kAraNa to, e rAjadvArI purUSomAMnA keTalAka dArUbAja rAjadvArIonI buddhinI asthiratA tathA viSamatAmAMthI, sArAsAra vicAra ane vivekanA nAzamAMthI, ane nyAya tathA anyAyanA kAMTAnuM madhyabiMdu temanI buddhimAMthI khasI gayeluM hovAthI, AvA buddhinA vipasamAMthI ja utpanna thayelAM hoya che. AvAM vinAzakAraka dArUnA vyasanamAM AkhuM yuropa DUbeluM che ! ane hAlanI yAdavAsthaLamAM AkhuM yuropa saMDovAyuM che ! yuropana-pazcimanA dezone-"sudharelA deze zA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che, tene mATe ame vAraMvAra mahadAzarya batAveluM che ! dArUnA vyasanamAM bharacaka DUbelA ane pUrve kadi nahi thayela e dArUNa saMhAra karanArI ghera laDAImAM Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15ra buddhiprabhA. utaranArA leke te sudharelA ! yuropamAM dArUne vaparAza keTale badhe che, tene khyAla cheDA AMkaDAthI ja Avaze. greTabriTana eTale IMglAMDa, skeTalAkha tathA AyarlAnTamAM sA karoDa mANase vase che; tyAMnI sarakArane dArUnI pedAsa 50 karoDanI che. dara varasa sarAsarI eka bhANusane dArU pAchaLa 50 rUpIAnuM tyAM kharca che. hiMdustAnamAM 30 karoDanI vastImAM dArUnI upaja 14 karoDanI che. A AMkaDAo uparathI sarAsarI hisAba e Ave che ke hiMdustAnanA loko karatAM vilAyatanA le ke 25 gaNo dArU pInArA che ! ApaNA dezamAM dArUnuM ATaluM vyasana paNa chellAM thoDAM varasamAM ja dAkhala thayuM che. ame ema mAnIe chIe ke, yuropanI dArUbaja vidyA ane saMpatti karatAM hiMdustAnanI nirdhanatA ane ajJAnatA hajAra daraje vadhAre pasaMda karavA lAyaka che ! joI le pratyakSa purA ! ajANuM bhUmimAM ane prakRtine paNa pratikULa evA pradezamAM gayeluM hiMdanuM dezI lazkara vadhAre dhIratAthI ane vadhAre sahanatAthI laDI rahyAnI sAbItI ApI rahyuM che. AvA hAnikAraka dArUnA vyasana sAme yuropanA vidvAna ane DAhyA loko ghaNA samaya thayAM prayAsa paNa karI rahyA che. paNa dArU evI cIja che ke tenuM vyasana ekavAra zarIramAM tathA zarIranA lohImAM dAkhala thayA pachI te chuTatuM nathI-sAdhAraNa upadeza asara karI zakatA nathI. vaLI dArUnA bhAre moTA vepArane lIdhe zrImaMta banelA vepArIo rAjya kArobAramAM ghaNe vagavasIle dharAvatA hovAne lIdhe teo dArU niSedhaka maMDaLonA prayAsane bahu phAvavA detA nathI. AvAM kAraNethI duniyAmAM dArUno vaparAza dinapratidina vadhate ja jAya che ane dArUnA vyasana tathA vaparAza virUddha sarva laData tathA prayAso Aja sudhImAM kAMI vizeSa kAragata thayAM nathI. paNu yurepanI hAlanI yAdavAsthaLAmAM dArUne prazna eka ghaNuM mahatvanA vicAranI vastu thaI paDela che. dArUne thAka utAranAra tathA zakti ApanAra mAnavAnI Aja sudhI bhUla thayela che ane kAma karanArA majura leke majurInA kAma uparathI Ave che tyAre dArU pIe che. vilAyatanA majura lekone A cepa A dezamAM paNa lAgu paDe che ane A dezanA majura varganA loko evA khoTA khyAla taLe dArU pIvA mAMDe che ane pachI te vyasananI vastu tarIke temanA nazIbe geTe che. dArU zakti Ape che e khyAla kheDe che, evuM hAlanI repanI laDAIne prasaMgathI siddha thayuM che, ane laDAInA medAna upara temaja laDAyaka hathiyAra taiyAra karavAnAM kArakhAnAMomAM dArUnA vyasanI majura tathA sipAIonI kharI zaktinuM mApa jAvAmAM AvI gayuM che. raziyAnA jhAre pitAnA rAjayamAM e kAraNathI dArU vecavAnuM baMdha karyuM che; ane laDAInAM hathiyAro jhaDapabaMdha taiyAra karavAnI hAlamAM jarUra paDavAne lIdhe kArakhAnAMomAMnA dArU pInArA majura e kAmane mATe nAlAyaka nIvaDyA che, arthAt dArU nahi pInArA majura vadhAre mahenatanuM kAma karI zake che, e vAta puravAra thaI che. vilAyatamAM A kAraNathI dArUnA vyasana upara meTI virUddha carcA uThI che. tyAMnA moTA moTA dharmaguru pAdarIo ( brAhmaNa ) e dArUnI virUddha upadeza ApavA mAMDe che; meTA moTA amaladAronI paNa AMkha ughaDI gaI che ane sAthI vadhu dhyAna kheMcanAro banAva te e banyo che ke ApaNuM zahenazAha nAmadAra pAMcamAM je pitAnA bAdazAha kuTuMbamAMthI-pitAnA rAjya luvanamAMthI-dArUne tilAMjalI ApI dIdhI che. e nAmadAre ekadama saMta hukama karI dIdhuM che ke mArA kuTuMbamAM koIe paNa dArU pIve nahi ane gharamAM dArU lAva nahi. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAdazAhanA kuTumbamAMthI dArUnA niSedha, 153 nAmadAra zahenazAhanuM A kArya atyaMta vakhANavA lAyaka che; tenI asara potAnI raiyata upara ja nahi paNa AkhI pRthvInA lokA upara thavA pAmI che. e nAmadAre pote ane potAnA AkhA kuTuMbe dArUnA niSedha karavAthI lerDa kicanara jevA amaladAro upara jeTalI asara thaI che, eTalI ja asara tenI zahenazAhatanI sAmAnya raiyata upara pazu thavA lAgI che, ane dArU niSedhaka maDAnA upadezanI je asara ghaNAM varasamAM paNa thaI nahAtI te asara e nAmadAranA A stutipAtra dAkhalAdhI eka ja kSamAM thavA pAmI che, ane A pramANe zrIkRSNa paramAtmAnuM mathALe DhAMkeluM vacana puravAra thayuM che, te e ke zreSTha purUSo jevuM AcaraNa kare che tenI ja anya loko nakala kare che. kula para parAthI cAlatuM AveluM dArUnuM vyasana eka ja divasanI AjJAthI eka ja ta DArka badha karavuM, e zuM theDI prabaLa asara che? je bAdazAhI kuTuMkhA uMcAmAM uMcA dArU pAchaLa hArA ane lAkhA rUpIA kharca karavAne zaktivAna che, ane evA dArU vinA emanA eka divasa paNa pasAra thatA nathI, evuM eka bAdazAhI kuTuMba eka ja A sAthe dArUne potAnA bAdazAhI dharamAMdhI kADhI nAkhe, e zuM nhAnI sarakhI vAta che ? A anAvamAM ApaNuA samrATa pAMcamA jyorjane ja dhanyavAda ghaTe che, ema ja nahi, paN mahArANI sAhebane, prinsa e velsane ane AkhA kuTuMbane vaLI sahasravAra dhanyavAda ghaTe che, ke jemaNe nA. zahenazAhanI A AjJAne ekadama vadhAvI lIdhI ! ApaNAM kuTuMmAM ApaNe ApaNA chekarAone cA ke bIDI jevI sAdhAraNa vastunuM vyasana cheDAvavAne mATe paNa samartha nathI ! jyAre ApaNA karAe vilenI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAne taiyAra nathI ! tyAre bAdazAhanA lADakavAyA putro dArU jevA dArUNyu vyasananA ekI sapATe tyAga karI bAdazAhanA vacanane anusare, e zuM theDA AnadanI vAta che? dhanya che e bAdazAhane ! dhanya che e bAdazAhI kuTuMbane ! dhanya che bAdazAhanA AjJA pAlaka putrAne ! sudharelA dezAmAM eka evuM cAla che ke, jyAre jyAre moTA moTA lo mIjalasamAM ke dhRvanIMga pArTImAM maLe che, tyAre khANuM letI vakhata khANAM upara potAnA zahenazAhanI salAmatI caDhAvAno rIvAja che, ane e salAmatImAM dArUnA pyAlA AgaLa dharIne tenA TrAsTa letI vakhate zahenazAhanI salAmatIne uccAra karavAmAM Ave che. paNa havethI jyAre ApaNA zahenazAhe pote ja dArUnA tyAga karyo che, tyAre temaNe pAtAnI salAmatImAM paNa dArUnA pyAlAne badale pANInA pyAlAnA upayoga karavA, ema laDana khAte jAhera karyuM che. svadezI hIlacAlanI zarUvAta sAthe A dezanA lokomAM eTaluM badhuM svAbhimAna AvI gayuM hatuM ke lAkhA leAkAe paradezI cIjonA tyAga karIne svadezI cIjo vAparavAnA segana lIdhA hatA ane Aje je ke e hIlacAla dIlI paDI che tepaNa hajArA kuTuMbe tyArathI svadezI mAla ja vApare che, svadezamAM banelAM kapaDAM pahere che, ane bIjI nitya vaparAzanI cIne pazu banatAM sudhI svadezanI vApare che. AvA moTA pheraphAra thavAnA cekrama prasaMgo ane soMga Ave che, ane je sudhAraNA ghaNAM varaseAnI mehanatathI nathI thatI te sudhA* rA ekaja divasanA banAvamAM thaI jAya che. nA. zahenazAhe potAnA kuTuMbamAMthI ekadama dAtA niSedha karyAM, te vAtanI asara vijJAnI mAphaka tenA AkhA rAjyamAM ane AkhI pRthvImAM prasarI rahI che, ane dvArA kuTukhA dArUnA tyAga karavAne maDI gayAM che. ame eTalA mATe A dezanAM dArU pInArAM kuTukhene-majura vargone ja nahi-aMgreja lokonuM anu karaNa karIne je moTAM moTAM kuTubee potAnA gharamAM dArUne ghAlyA che, hiMdupaNAne tathA Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA brAhmaNapaNAne lAMchana lagADayuM che, ane peAtAnA kuTubane dArUnA vyasana vaDe dArUkhAna banAvyuM che, temane paNa-ame A cokkasa mAkkA upara prArthanA karIzuM ke, tamArA hiMdudharma tathA brAhmadharmanA paripAlana mATe, tema nahiM te tamArA kuTuMbane dArUnA vinAzakAraka vyasanamAMthI mukta karavA mATe, ane chevaTa nA. zahenazA je manuSyAmAM sarvoparI che--deva samAna -ane pAMcama jyorja tA devaja che, ema temaNe potAnA uttama vartanathI siddha karI ApyuM che, temanI AjJAnuM anusaraNa karavuM, e jema te nAmadAranA khAdazAhI kuTuMbane dharma che, tema temanI AkhI raiyatanA paN dha che; ane pazcimanA loka rIvAjanuM, aMgreja lokonuM anukaraNa karIne je hAnikAraka rIvAjo tamee tamArA kuTuMbeAmAM dAkhala karelA che, te rIvAjo have eja sekAnA dRSTAMtathI ane anukaraNathI dUra karavAne tamAre kema taiyAra na thavuM ? dArU pInArA lokAnI buddhi bhraSTa thAya che, temanAM mana bahu ja asthira tathA cAMcaLa thAya che, ane kAma karavAmAM te ghaNu ja kAyara bane che, e vAta seMkaDA, hajArA, lAkhA dAkhalAothI siddha karI ApavAne ame taiyAra chIe. vilAyatI ke dezI vaidakazAstra kadi kyAMka dArUnA guNa gAtuM hoya to te davA tarIke ja, nityanA vyasana tarIke nahi, e vAta A sthaLe yAda ApavI, e pazu ame amArI pharaja samajIe chIe. dArUnA badhA leAkAnA zAstramAM niSedha karyAM che, ane hindudharma-brAhmaNadharma-dArU sAme sauthI vadhAre sakhta niSedha tathA tiraskAra jAhera kare che. dArU pIvAmAM gat kiMcit paNa lAbha nathI, hAni dhaNI che, zarIra bagaDe che, buddhi bhraSTa thAya che, ane e zArIrika tathA mAnasika bhraSTatAnA vArase bALakAne pazu maLe che! mATe jeoe dekhAdekhIdhI dArUnA ATalA gharamAM vasAvyA hAya, temaNe nAmadAra zahenazAhanA A sarvottama dAMtanu anukaraNa karIne te bA TalA gharamAMthI-kabATamAMthI-phekI devA ane havethI dArU gharamAM ghAlavo nahiM, evI pratijJA levI, pANI mukavuM, ane ema karIne potAnA kuTuMbane ane potAnA dezane eka vinAsakAraka sanamAMthI bacAvavA tatpara thaI javuM evI amArI prArthanA che. 154 mera bhavanA rasika-bhAgI ! hamane tamA zA~ tapanI ? ame sneha masta cAgI, dharI prema kerI tI. ura mAhabhasma ceALa, mAyAne pIdhI gheALA; khullI hamArI jhALA, puNyane taiyAnA pathatI. jaga jyAM abhAva jotuM, jaga jyAM svabhAva kheg; ama rAjya tyAM panetuM, nIbhAva, AtmabaLathI. ama bhavyA -divya bhUmi, ama Atha mATe mati; ama Aza karyo na uSNI, tRSNA kazA na khapatI, ama yajJavedI jUnI, asthira agni pazui; zraddhAya satvaguNI ? sevAnI lAgI laganI. hamane lIlAnA leba, ama snehazu soga; kadi snehanAya bhAga, karIe pRhAthI kRtyanI bhavanA. bhavatA. bhavanA. bhavatA. bhavanA. bhavanA. kezava hu zeTha. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 155 premaghelA pravAsinuM pavitra jIvanarAhadAraznakararAhata premaghelA pravAsinuM pavitra jIvana.. kahahahahahRkSaNAliTakala99hAdapharaja prakaraNa 3 .. { anusaMdhAna gatAMka pUcha 84 thI cAlu) kemaLa hRdaya para vajadhAta! "gulAbanA phUlamAM kAMTA hoya che, saMyogamAM viyoga DokIyA karato hoya che, e karatAM paNa vadhu duHkhakara te e che ke amRtajevA premamAM pratAraNa chellA chala bharelI hoya che." pAdarAkara. " tAmase mere game chole paDe have haya, ke jAna lAle paDe have haya, kama nasIbIe aya dila kayuM abasa retA haya ? vehI detA haya je maMjure khudA heta haya ! ! ! " A paha reDe pahADanA vanamAM paMkhi kilakila karI uThayAM, paMkhionA madhura kalAdAharaNa hala, ane prabhAtanA zAMta-zIta vAyunI pharapharathI begama selimAnI AMkha vuiM ughaDI gaI. micAI jatAM-DhaLI paDatAM-bhAre thaI gayelA-rAtAM netra jora julabhathI ughADI selibAe joyuM te, pitAnAja bhuvanamAM-pitAnI sukha zavyApara pitAne dehahamezanA piyAmAM viMTaLAyala-avicchinna paDe che. gaI rAtre sutA pahelAM je je ghaTanAo banI hatI te badhI smRtipaTa para taravarI uThI. badhu yAda AvyuM are ! sAkSAta najara sAme khaDu thayuM. mAthe te dhuma-cakara yakara pharI jatuM hatuM, ane mane jANe cakaDoLe caDhI rahyuM hatuM evo bhAsa thayo. dhIre avAje salimA phaDaDI: sAkInI sirAjhI te ghaNI ja jallada lAgI !" upADI hArIethI selimAe ekavAra AkAza tarapha najara nAMkhI. bhUrA AkAzamAM kaMchIMka kaMlIka hAnA nhAnAM vAdaLAM ekaThAM thaI rahyAM hatAM, ane dhIre pavana chUTavAthI jANe ahIMthI tahIM ghumA dhuma karI rahyAM hatAM. AtmAnane paTapara kALI biMdaDI jevAM be cAra pakhie uDatAM hatAM. 5khio mAlakoza rAga gAtAM ke sAhitI te barAbara hamajAtuM nahi. kumaLAM sUrya kiraNe, vAdaLAMnA jutha upara sonerI dhuLa veratAM hatAM. rAta AkharanI kudarata hasatI, utsava lilA racatI hatI, paNa selibAnA jIgaramAM te gamagInI chavAI rahI hatI. selimA palaMga parathI uThayA vinA ja belI -" sAkI, bAMdI ! jarA bhAMga lAvIza ke ? " sAkI AvI nahi, tema uttareya banyo nahi, ughamAMthI uThayA pachInA, prasanna vadanapara pAchI khinnata patharAI. selimA babaDavA lAgI - muI badhI bAMdIo mAM kayAM marI gaI?" rahIDAIne begama bIchAnAmAMthI uDyAM. hamAmakhAnAmAM jaI juve che te, havAranI TApaTIpanI sarva sAmagrIo tyAM taiyAra hatI. selibAe nahAI dhoI navAM vase. paheryo. pachI vizALa ane svaracha, bIlorI ArasAmAM pitAnuM sApha kareluM badana jovA lAgI. jANe te khUbasurata caherA para malinatA patharAI rahI hoya, AMkhanA eka khuNapara, kAjaLanI kALAza lAgI che, AMkhe madabhara-gherAyalI lAla jaNAya che ane badhuM vadana DhIluM-vhIluM Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 buddhiprabhA. ane narama thaI gayuM jaNAya che. vaLI manamAM ne manamAM dhire sAde belavA lAgI -"gaI kAlanI sAkInI sIrAjha baDI jalada nIkaLI. jarA bAgamAM pharIza tyAre ja aMga mokaLu thaze !" begama selimA paDade khaseDI hAra AvyAM. te jaNAyuM ke, khullI taravAra sAthe eka tAtArI heza bharI rahI che ! begamane joI heNe ajAyabIthI zira jhUkAvyuM; paNa begama sAhebe khIjAine savAla karyo. " ame ! tuM ahiMyAM kema kare che vArU ? " bAdazAha salAmata khUdanA hukamathI " javAba maLe. sevimAe vadhAre jorathI pUchyuM: - heregIra ! zuM bAdazAha salAmata rAjadhAnImAM AvI cUkayA che ?" " che, e vAtane ghaNIvAra thaI khUTu panAha gaI kAla madhyarAtanA padhArelA che !" gaI kAle rAtanA? tyAre mane kema lAvI nahi ?" thI te kema kahI zakAya ? te zAha pote jANe begama sAheba ?" selImAnA jIgaramAM te sAMbhaLI eka khumArI jAgI. jenI AMkhamAM ne AzAmAM eka cAtakanI mAphaka taraphaDI rahI che, khUllI AMkhoe rAta ne rAte jenI jhaMkhanAmAM vitAvI che-are! jenI japamALA japavAmAne japavAmAMja bhukha tarasa vinA-becenIthI vakhata gALe che, te khUda bAdazAha, pite ahIM AvI gayA-ane mane bolAvI ke saMbhArIye nahi ? paNa selimAe manane ubharo pAcho manamAM ja samAvyuM. Akhare AzvAsana ema mAnI lIdhuM -" jene ghera khUbasuratInA rojhagAra-tyAM mehabata zuM cIja ? " - manane uDAmAM uMDe taLIye, selimAne mehabatanI khUmArIne dhumADe vIMTaLAI vIMTaLAI pAcho tyone tyAMja samI gaye. sevimAe punaH tAtArIne savAla karyo -"bAdazAha tyAre hamaNuM kyAM che?" "A AvAsamAM nathI banuM! jinnata mahelamAM gayA che. Aja rAtri jinnata begamane raNavAse pasAra karI che. " " ThIka, jinnata begamanAM nasIba ughaDayAM ! " uDI gayelI khumArIne geTa vaLI pAche ubharI. kaMIka De avAje pharI pUchayuM"mhArI bAMdI kyAM gaI" " kaI bAMdI ? hukama karo, huM bolAvI lAvuM ! " "navI bAMdI, hArI pelI sAkIne belAvI lAva! " tAtArI bAMdI ADu he maraDI jarA hasI"jene Ane sAkI uparane bhAva !" vaLI javAba Ape -"e kedakhAnAmAM che, begama sAhebA !" selimA ekadama vismIta thaI belI -"kedakhAnAmAM ene kedakhAnAmAM koNe mekalI?" khUda, sAheba Alama bAdazAha zAhajahAne ?" "zuM, bAdazAhe?" "jI, hukama! hA ! " zA mATe?" tAtArI vaLI moM pheravI hasI! ema manamAM lAvIne ke jene A jANe kAMI vAta jANatI ja na hoya tema ?" vaLI bolI, guneha ze haze te te kaI kahI zakAtuM nathI." selimA belI -baMdikhAnAnI cAvIo mArI pAse lAve. huM ene choDI mukuM. mahe ene baDI mukI che, e jANI zAha kaMI paNa bolaze nahi!" Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ premaghelA pravAsinuM pavitra jIvana. 157 tAtArI manamAM vicAravA lAgIH--" dhaNuM ghaNuM joyuM che, paNa AvI coMTatA kAInI . na joI. " ane pachI cAsana khAlI: " khAdInI kapUra daragUjara karA begama sAheba, vistArathI kahI sa MbhaLAvavA hune vakhata nathI. paNa ApanA jAhojalAlInA divase khatama thayA." " e divasA, bhAMdI kayA ? "" 'sukhanA divase ! hAjalAlInA divase ! mAta'da-meAjazAkha ne ayazArAmanA divasa khAtu guMgaLAte sAde salimA khelI--" khAdI! tuM zuM melI ? mhArA sukhanA divase nA sUrya AthamyA ema tuM kahe che vArU ? . selimAnA nirdoSa mukhaparanI karUNAmaya ApathI khAMdIne dhaNuM du:kha upajyuM, te kheAlI, "kasura mAku khAtu, Apa ApanAja mahelamAM Aja kedI che! 21 selimA lAMe nisAsA mUkI dhaDakate avAje elI uThIH- hAya ! khudA ! Akhare A zuM karyuM ? * tAtArI tarapha gagaLatI AMkhe joI vaLI selinA khAlIH-- zA gunhA mATe mhArA AvA hAlahavAla thayA khAMdI te kahIza ke ? tAtArI khelI:--"huM te nathI kahI zakattI begama sAheba, mhane mApha karI begamanA haMmezAM khuza rahetA raherApara gamagInI-are ! sAkSAt mugurUdana chavAtu joI, vheregIra tAtArI bAMdInuM dila LI gayuM. pahelI rAtre banelI te mAlUme jaNAvI hatI. te tene khabara hatI, ane je kAMi adhurUM hatuM, te purU karI lIdhuM hatuM. sailimAnA khAvA hAla joI, enA manamAM AvI gayuM ke, " tyAre zuM begama sAheba nirdoSa haze ? ' selimAe becenImAMja tenA hAtha pakaDI kahyuH-- le A mhArA bahu mUlya meAtInA hAra ! baMne te bakSisa kara' chuM. kheDala ! anelI badhI bInA mhene barAbara kahI saMbhaLAva ! " pahegIra mAMdIe kahyuM: " sArkI karIne ApanI pAse je khAMdI hatI te Arata nahiM paNu AdamI che ! 23 '' e vAta kahIne tAtArIe begama tarapha eka karaDI najara phekI. enA zvaka jAe kura thayA nahotA. paNa e vAta sAMbhaLI selimAnI AMkha te| ajAyabIthI phATI gaI, te khAlI:- AdamI ? " jI, hA. jIvatA nagatA marada khacce ! ' * nahi ! nahi ! bAdI kadI maneja nahi ! tenuM evuM kumaLu khubasurata mukhaDu, maA majhAnA nAjhu phaM, ane tevAja zaramIndA hAvabhAva ! AdamImAM e hoI zakeja nahi ! kevI adabathI e mhArI sAthe vartatI hatI ! purI buTathI vAta karavAnI paNa te himmata dharI zakatI nahi ! nahi e marada nahi paNa erataja hatI ! " fr 33 nA ! begama sAheba, Apane ThagatI hatI ! r vAr! tyAra pachI zuM banyuM te kahe eka ? tr kAle rAtanA bAdazAha padhAryA, tevAja ApanA suvAnA oraDA tarapha AvyA, ane Azare aDadhAeka kalAka mAM khoTI thayA pachI, mAmane buma mArI. haMge tyAM AvIne joyuM te, Apa te palaga para poDhelAMja hatAM, ane bAdazAha to oha, kevI gussAnI AgathI saLagI rahyA hatA ? ane vezadhArI ApanI sAkI bAdazAhanI sAmeja, Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 buddhiprabhA. nIcuM moM karI dhrujatI paDI hatI. bAdazAhe mAhamane hukama karyo, ane te mujaba sAkIne nIcenA bhevarAnA kedakhAnAmAM keda karavAmAM AvI ! " selimA thara thara kaMpavA lAgI. te belI -"kamanasIba, e koNa hatuM ke mahAra satyAnAza vALI nAMkhavA ubho thaya? bAMdI enI tane kaMI khabara che?" sAMbhaLyuM che ke tenuM nAma mahArUna che ! " A vajAta sAMbhaLatAM ja selimA tenI jagyAe ubhI rahI zakI nahi. AkhuM jagata tene pharI jatuM lAgyuM. sahastra zaha sAmaTAM tenA marma sthaLe khasavA lAgyAM. te pitAnA palaMgamAM jaI paDI; ane AMsu sAratAM sAratAM, guMgaLAte avAje bolI - jIvanamArganA pravAsI, vahAlA bhAhazna ! huM A zuM karyuM ?" (apUrNa.) vya . "vArtA re vArI ninajA." cAle, bahAlI ! jagata mahInA bhogame tajI che, cAle, hAlI ! jagata e A duHkhathI che sIjAtu; prAsAdane praNaya jharaNI ! vaMdI yone have te, trAhI trAhI dInataNI zaNatAM na suvAe ! bicArane udara bharavA roTale nA maLe che, miSTAne A udara tamamAM kema ThaMsI zakAya? uTho vahAlI ! jagata parane moha choDI have vA ! huM saMnyAsI, prIya sakhI tame zAMta saMnyAsinI che ! uMcI kIdhI, najhara kadI nA, rakata meje rahyAMtAM ! e pApanuM hRdaya dharaNi! Adare prAyazcita ! ghumIzuM so garIba gharamAM, jhUMpaDImAM phaLImAM, zUzuM meM darada dInanAM, auSadhi kAMI daIzuM !. bedhIzuM e vimaLa dilane zuddha cAritra pALe ! badhIyuM e nirmaLa dilane duSTa se Teva TALe ! evuM evuM kaMI kaMI have bodhavA hAlI cAlo ! mAMdAonA zarIra para A Apane hasta muke ! mIThI vANuM praNaya bharathI du:khIne zAMti Ape ! beu kAyA daradI jananI reDa Apa vArI ! pATo bAMdhu daradI janane kukajo Apa dhIme ! dukha evAM dIna janataNAM kApatAM vAdhIzuMne ! vAdhI vadhI jagata taNuM A sIma choDI jaIzuM. "pINaSa. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAvyakuMja. mAyA. dhAra ghaTA chAI mAyA, ghAra ghaTA AI. sAkhI. atre vAdaLa hacamace, sUrya rahyA chavAI, purUSArthe bAtha bhIDe, laDe paDe athaDAI; hase joI bhavAI jJAnI, hase joi bhavAI. sAkhI. dAva kare avanavA, paTake lalacAI, sUrya tA caDhave bhavAM, jANe na pakaDAI; hase joi burAI nAnI, hase joi bhavAI. sAkhI. jIsAthI jora vadhe, mAyAnuM savAI, khaDa, kheDa, bhaDa, bhar3a zuM kare ? khAle uzkerAI vase joi baDAI, nAnI, haMse joi khaDAI, sAkhI. dhAra 1 " bano hama mana moTI. ghera 2 dayA jJAnIne thai, sUryane jei kacarAI, kahyuM khIla khIla,prakAzI, TaLe badhI khadakhudAI, ise bei navAI jJAnI, ulluse joI navAI. cAra ja sAkhI. "" ra0 3 mAyAne haDAvatA, nAne prANI, rati du:kha na rAkho, mAyA paMpALI; AtmajgyAti jagAI mAyA,AtmajyAti jamAI, dhara0 5 gajhala. sadA sA bhedane gAdI, - anA haradama mana mAdI; are ! vahI jAya sArAdI, * banA haradama mana mAdI. bhalene bhaDa che. thAe, vaLa saiA gA nA pezmI jarAe, " khatA kare kALu te khriratAra ', pekhI tenAM rUDAM dedAra, " aneA bhupara sukha duHkhanI zAkhA, detA are ! te che pItu mAtA, " ane 27 "" sukha che jAe; haradama mana meMdI. " kRpALu kApe haradama mana meMdI. 6 Ave che haradama mana meAdI, che jIbhAra; vidhAtA; ' ,, paTa Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 buddhiprabhA. zaraNu "ka "nuM gotI, vidhI le bhAvathI motI; pakhADe te ajaba coti", " bane haradama mana meMdI." sahana sukhethI sai karaje, prIti guNa 3ramAM dhara; 'mAM siMdhUthI tarazo, "bane haradama mana modI. " 'upAsaka "satya"nA thAta zIkhe "zrI" guNane gAtAM; bharI le "mazinAM bhAthAM, " bane haradama mana modI." karI arpaNa "zrI pharI ne, zubhAzubha karmane karIne; mAruM" dharmane karIne, " bane haradama mana modI." "rA', ne "satA' sAthe, cetI ne vizada vAre; "jatamAM che kahyuM "nA, "bana haradama mana medI. " ripU ', " ne TALI, muke " , "" paravALI; sarvanuM hita saMbhALI, " bane haradama mana modI. " amulA paMthane pALI, kubhA uranA bALI; karI "nita' pare svAri, " bane haradama mana medI" zarUmAM dukhane ze, maLe pachI sukhane me; karI se bhasma ku, " bane haradama mana modI. " vAra prANane paTake, are kAM "tIrthamAM bhaTake ? bhuMDA bhAva thakI aTake, " banI haradama mana modI. " valove nahI are ! "vizvama, suNe A raMkanI zIkhane, bheTAve te bhuMDI khine, " bane haradama mana meMdI. " dhAre je Apane hute, are! uhu thaze, aMte; pariNAme nirAzA de, " bano haradama manamodI. " uSA"nI velIne teDI, jIvana "gharamAImAM jeDI; gotI jJAnanI hADI, "bane haradama mana medI." visAre "ra" ne "phera', na karatA ke pare "ra'; are ! te che lukhI kahe, "bana haradama mana modI." ane " " A meM, gumAve kAM gaNuM sAMdho ? hacha uMghamAM upha ! " bane haradama mana meMdI. " zevo sa aitA prIte, dUbho nava kone ke rIte; cetIne cAlaje citta, banI haradama mana medI, " kare InsApha "ga" tyAM, ijajata. "mA" taNuM jAze; "bamari' khuba mujhAze, "bana haradama mana modI." hatu te kayAM gayuM nAzI, na karate henI udAzI; amRta rahe che tuM "hullAzI", "bane haradama.mana medI." amRta ema. zAha, Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ barDIga prakaraNa. 160 ma. mAsikane vadhAre boDIMga prakaraNa. mITIMga. gata mAsamAM rivAja mujaba beganA vidhArthI baMdhuonI dara ravivAranI cAra mITIMga maLI hatI. temAM gujarAtImAM cAritrya tathA aikyatAnA temaja iMglIzamAM saMpa (friendship) tathA zaherI jIvana (city life) ane grAmya jIvana (village life) nA viSaya carcavAmAM AvyA hatA. chellA zaherI jIvana ane grAmya jIvananA DIbeTa ( saMvAda) vakhate rA. rA. cImanalAla sI. nANAvaTI bI. e. e tathA dozI somacaMda punamacaMda bI. e. e hAjarI ApI hatI. borDIganA supInTenDanTanI darakhAstathI ane vidyArthI somacaMda pItAMbaradAsanA TekAthI zrIyuta cImanabhAIe pramukhapada svIkAryuM hatuM. vidyArthI varganA bhASaNanI parisamAptine aMte pramukha sAhebe te viSaya ghaNaja sarasa ane umadA rIte vidyArthI vargane anukuLa bhASAmAM carco hato. temanuM vikatA bhareluM ane dalIlo pUrvaka bhASaNa sAMbhaLI vidyArthI baMdhuoe ghaNo ja saMtoSa jAhera karyo hato. chevaTe teoe dAkhalA dalIla ApI zaherI jIvananI zreSThatA batAvI hatI. ame AzA rAkhIe chIe ke zrIyuta cImanabhAI borDIMgamAM haravakhata padhArI potAnA amulya vakhatane bhoga ApI pitAnI vidvatAno phALo pitAnA svAmI baMdhuone Apaze ane boDIMgane AbhAra alaMkRta karaze evI AzA rAkhIe chIe. jevI rIte dhanIke komanI lAgaNIvALAo-saMsthAnA zubhecchako saMsthAne paisA saMbaMdhI madada kare che tevI rIte amAre jaina vidvAna varga jyAre te saMsthAomAM potAnI vidvatAne phALo Apaze tyAre ja saMsthAone pUratI rIte poSaNa maLaze. madadagArAnA kharcelA paisAnuM sArthaka thaze ane jethI karI komane udaya thaze mATe amArA vidvAna baMdhuone ame vijJapti karIe chIe ke dareka baMdhuo AvI rItanI ApaNI cAlatI saMsthAone potapotAnI yathAzakti madada Apaze ane vIranuM zAsana dipAvaze evI AzA rAkhIe chIe. zrI bakSiza khAte 75-0-0 rA. 2. caturadAsa parazottamadAsa ha. puMjAbhAI amadAvAda, zAmaLAnI poLa bA. nava - varasa sudhI dara sAla boDIMgate ApavAnA kahelA te paikI pAMcamA varasanA AvyA che. zrI mAsika madada khAte 1-0-0 zA. vADIlAla khImacaMda, amadAvAda-pAMjarA piLa. bA. mAsa junane. 7-0-0 borDIganA vidyArthI zA. vADIlAla cunIlAla rahevAzI vijApura hAla ApikADelAgA ebe bA. mAsa jAnevArIthI te mAsa julAI sudhInI madadanA ha. maNIlAla maganalAla, 4-0-0 rA.rA. borDIMganAo, sekreTarI vakIla mohanalAla gokaLadAsa amadAvAda pAMjarApoLa. bA, bhAsa eprIla, me, juna ane julAinI madadanA. 8-0-0 rA. rA. chaganalAla jhaveracaMdanA TrasTI vakIla mohanalAla gokaLadAsa amadAvAda luNAvADA bA. mAsa jAnevArI, phebruArI, bhAcuM ane eprIlanI madadanA. 4-0-0 rA. rA. borDIganI menejIMga kamITInA membara jamanAdAsa savacaMda amadAvAda vAghaNa poLa. bA. mAsa juna tathA julAInI madadanA. 14-0-0 rA. rA. borDIganI menejIMga kamITInA membara jhaverI bApAlAla hAlacaMda amadAvAda 9herIA piLa bA. sane 1814 nA mAsa julAIthI te sane 1915 nA mAsa agaSTa sudhInI madadanA. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 3. buddhiprabhA. 10-00 ra. rA. jhaverI mohanalAla cunIlAla amadAvAda herIA poLa sAme sane 1914 nA mArcathI te DIsembara sudhI eka varasanA kahyA hatA te. 5-0-0 rA. rA. zrIyuta zeTha jagAbhAI dalapatabhAI bhagubhAI bI. e. amadAvAda bA. mAsa julAInI madadanA. 6-0-0 rA. ra. borDIganI menejIMga kamITInA membara jhaverI purazottama amIcaMda amadAvAda zekhane pADo. bA. mAsa jAnevArIthI te juna sudhInI madadanA. 70-0-0 rA. rA. eka saggahastha amadAvAda. 12-0-0 rA.rA. borDIganI menejIga kamITInA membara jhaverI caMdulAla lalubhAI amadAvAda pAMjarA poLa. bA. mAsa jAnevArIthI te juna sudhInI madadanA. rAva sAhebarnu mAnavaMtu pada. amone lakhatAM atyAnaMda thAya che ke DaeN. pipaTalAla ela. sAbugerA esa. e. esa. (sInIara greDa) ne ApaNuM nAmadAra briTiza zahenazAha taraphathI temanI lAMbA vakhatanI vaphAdArI rIte banAvelI saravIzanI kadara bujI rAva sAhebane mAnavate IlakAba ApavAmAM AvyuM che. meTerIyA meDIkA ane phArasI jevA meDIkala viSayamAM temanI mAstarI (vidvatA) ane uttama prakAranI zikSaNa paddhati temaja TuDanTa pratyenI mAyALu lAgaNIthI atrenA sIvIla sarajana le. karnala. eca. beneTa sAhebanA pramukhapaNA nIce pramAbhAi haeNlamAM eka mITIMga bharI atrenI sIvIla hospITalamAM bhaNatA meDIkala sTaDanTee ekatra maLI temane mAnapatra enAyata karyuM hatuM. temaja vizAzrImALI kalaba taraphathI paNa teone mAnapatra ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. De. piopaTalAla jaina che. teo beDIMganA vidyArthIone mAMdagIne prasaMge keTalIka vakhata upayogI sahAya Ape che. temaja sodita vidyArthIo pratye temaja borDIMganA meDIkala TuDanTa pratye sneha bharI lAgaNI rAkhe che ane vakhato vakhata temane hAya kare che. temanA A paramArthI ane audArya guNane AkarSa ane temane maLelA rAva sAhebanA IlkAbanI neMdha letAM pArAvAra AnaMda thAya che. teo upara temanA adhikArI vargane prema, pablIkanI bajAvelI stutya sevA. ane temaNe ekaniSThAthI bajAvelI saravIza, e batAvI ApavAne rAva sAhebanI maLelI paddhI eja puratI che. chevaTe teo te mAnavatI padavI meLavavAne bhAgyazALI ane dIrdhAyuSI thAe ane dareka prakAre temanI jIvana naukA saMsAra sAgaranA muzkelInA kharAbAmAM athaDAyA TIcAyA vinA sukhe salAha zAMtithI ane samAdhimAM prasAra thAo ane temanI paramArtha parAyaNatA sadA sateja rahe evI zAsana devatA pratye abhyarthanA che. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANikatAthI prajAno saMpUrNa vizvAsa meLavavAmAM phatteha pAmelI nAmIcI junAmAM junI peDhI dhIrAjanagara jvelarI mArTa "ke jyAM chellAmAM chellI leTesTa phezananA sonAnA ane verAtanA mazInapolIsa ane haeNnDapolIsa dAgInAone gatavara jaththA taiyAra rahe che. majurI kApI seAnAnAM purAM nANAM pAchAM ApavAnI geraMTI ! ApavAmAM Ave che. lekhIta cAMdInI phensI cIjonA gajAvara jaththA rAkhIe chIe. mAlanI gera'TI, bhuja naphe moTu vecANa teja siddhAMta ! ! ! muMbAinI jANItI peDhIAmAM lAMbA vakhatanA anubhavI ane keLavAyalA kArIgaronA hAthe amArI pAtAnI dekharekha nIce nAla ane che. grAhakeAne haste mukhaDe vidAya karavA teja amArA mudrA lekha che. dhI rAjanagara jvelarI mArTa, prAtrAyaTara-jhaverI bhAgIlAla purUSAttamadAsa. rIcIDa-amadAvAda Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pRSTha 28, . 20 15 w syh 304 .. 10 * zrImada buddhisAgarasUrijI granthamALAnA...gaTa thayela grantho, maLyAM. ka. rU. A. pA. 0. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 1 lo .. * -8-0 1. adhyAma vyAkhyAna mALA , .. -4-0 2. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 2 je ... 3. bavAna saMgraha bhAga 3 jo ... 0 -8--0 4. samAdhizataka 5. anubhavaparicazIjha.. , -8-8 1. Atma pradIpa . 365 * 0-8-0 7, bhajana saMgraha bhAga 4 che 0-8-0 8, paramAtmadarzana * *** . 0-12-0 4. paramAtmajyati .. . 0-12-0 10. dvabiMdu .. *** 11. guNAnurAga (Atti bIjI) 12. 13, bhajana saMgraha bhAga 5 mo tathA jJAnadIpikA ... .. --- - 14; tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna (AvRtti bIjI) . - 64 0-1-0 15. adhyAtma bhajana saMgraha : - 10 16. gurUdha * * 17. tattvajJAnadIpikA* * * 18. garlDalI saMgraha ... .. 19. zrAvaka dharma svarUpa bhAga 1 lA ( Atti trIjI. ) ... . 0-1-0 20. , , bhAga 2 (AvRtti trIjI 0-1-0 21. bhajana padasaMgraha bhAga 6 Tho.. .. --12-0 22. vacanAmRta * * * ... va-4-0 23. pezadIpaka ... ... 268 -14-0 24. jaina-aitihAsika rAsamALA... * 408 * 25. adhyAtmazAnti (AvRtti bIjI) ... ---3-- 26. Anandaghana padasaMgraha bhAvArthe ... 23. kAvyasaMgraha bhAga 7 me , , 28. jaina dharmanI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti da6 che. kumArapALa castri ... .. .. 287 ... 06-0 A nIzAnI vALA zIlaka nathI. bhaLe nIcalA sthaLethI vecANa maLaze. 1. amadAvAda-buddhiprabhA kIsa-De. nAgarIza rAha 2. muMbAI-mesarsa meghajI hIrajanI kuM-che. pAyadhuNa. zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa-ke. caMpAgalI. 3. punA zeTha vIracaMda kRSNa9-. vetAla paiTha. e 388 s c - A - - Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina prajA mATe eka nirbhaya ane bharUsApAtra ThekANuM ! ke jyAM agADI apaTuDeTa phezananA sonAnA! masIna paoNlIsa dAgInAo nI seMkaDo phezanono moTo jaththo taiyAra rahe che ! ane nirbhaya rIte tanaja cA`` ane saphAI badha phensI kAma dharAkAnA sAnAnuM prIphAyata matturIthI ane ghaNIja jhaDapathI vAyadesara banAvI ApavAmAM Ave che. taiyAra dAgInAnI majurI kApI nANAM pAchAM ApavAnI lekhIta geraTI maLe che. IMglIza jvelarI, rAlDagolDa jvelarI, ane cAMdInI sekaDe phezanebala cInnenA jaMgI sToka taiyAra rahe che. khAsa vilAyatathI AvelA khIlIyAna kaTanA hIrA mANeka, pAnA, vigere jhaverAtanu kAma dharAA ane vahepArIonu sagavaDa paDatI rIte karIe chIe. raoNyala jvelarI mATe. meAprAyaTara-jhaverI muLacaMda AzArAma vairATI. 456 rIcIroDa--amadAvAda. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka vadhu AgamAM godarejanI tIjorInI parIkSA. mITasa khusena kazA nAmanI eka moTI jApAnI kaMpanInI ophIsa muMbaImAM che. e ophIsa jyAre pehelAM muMbaImAM udhaDI tyAre godareje petAnI tIjorI kharIdavAnI bhalAmaNa karI hatI paNa sAheonA dhyAnamAM vAta utarI nahi ane vilAtI ane jApAnI banAvaTanI tIjorIo kharIdI, e kaMpanInI eka zAkhA karAMcImAM che ane te ThekANe godarejanI eka nAnI tIjorI vaparAtI hatI. cAra mahInA upara karAMcInI ophIsamAM Aga lAgI ane gerejanI tIjorImAM trIsa hajAra rUpIAnI nA hatI te salAmata maLI AvI ane te uparathI muMbaInI rANIse turatAturata agIAra rUpIAnI eka meTI gAdarejanI tIjorI kharIdI. 'AvI rIte Aga thavA pachI kuvo khodAvavAnuM kAma vAjabI kahevAya nahIM. jo ke nAnA moTA badhAe evuM ja kare che. thoDA vakhata upara muMbaImAM ivaTa ledhamanI kaMpanInI ophIsamAM seTI Aga lAgI te vakhate jANItA meTA vilAyatI mekaranI cAra tIjorI - phIsamAM hatI ane tene je anubhava sAhebane maLe te uparathI Aga pachI gedarejanI meTI sAta tIjorIo ahIMnI temaja karAMcInI ophIseA mATe kharIdavAmAM AvI. AvI rIte ghaNA nukasAna thayA pachI ja sAvaceta thAya che. ghaNAko potAne yA pADosIne tyAM corI thavA pachIja gAderejanI tIjorI levA nIkaLe che. sara sAsuna je. DevIDanA jeTalI sAvacetI thoDAka ja rAkhatA haze. eoe jevuM jANyuM ke chellA varasamAM muMbaImAM uparAsAparI Age thaI temAM jyAM jyAM godarejanI tIjorIo hatI tyAM tyAM jarAe nukasAna thayuM hatuM nahIM tevu' tarata potAnI pAsanI jANItA vilAtI bekarInI hajA. rAnI kIMmatanI pAMca tIjorIo lIlAbhathI vecI nAMkhavAno TharAva karI tenI jagyAe godarejanI tIjorIo kharIdI, - hiMdustAna ane baramAnI sevIMga be konA copaDA rAkhavA mATe sarakArane thoDe vakhata upara 37ra kAyarayuka tIjorI joItI hatI te vakhate judA judA mekarAnI tIjorIe AgamAM nAkhI tapAsa karI hatI ane phakta godarejanI tIjorImAM kAgane salAmata hovAthI ane bIjI tIjorImAM sadhaLuM baLI javAthI 372 tIjorIonA orDara godarejane ApavAmAM AvyA hatA. kArakhAnuM :-gesa kaMpanI pAse, parela, muMbaI. zAkhA-rIrIreDaamadAvAda,