Buddhiprabha 1911 11 SrNo 08

Author(s): Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/522032/1

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Reg. No. B. 876 zrI jainazvetAMbara madvipajake borDiMganA hitArthe prakaTa thatu'. ( Da buddhiprabhA. (Light of Reason.) varSa 3 jI. sane 1911. navembara, a'ka 8 me. sarva paravazaM duHkhaM, sarvamAtmavazaM sukham / etaduktaM samAsena lakSaNaM sukhaduHkhayoH // nAhaM pugalabhAvAnAM kA kArayitA na ca / nAnumantApi cetyAtma-jJAnavAn lipyate katham / / pragaTakattA, adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maDaLa. vyavasthApaka, zrI jaina zvetAMbara mArtipUjaka borDIMga taraphathI, | suprInTenDenTa za karalAla DAhyAbhAI kApaDIA, nAgorIsarAhu-amadAvAda vArSika lavAjama-pesTeja sAthe rU. 1-4-0, sthAnika 10-0 amadAvAda zrI satyavijya' presamAM sAMkalacaMda harIlAle chApyuM.

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viSayAnukramaNikA, viSaya. puSTa, viSaya, pRSTha.. 1 amArI sAthe nahiM Ave 26 5 5 bhUlano bhAga.. . . . 241 2 sumati ane kumatinuM svarUpa 266 | 6 zuM? WIDIyA aTaluM jJAna dharAve che 24, 3 vismaraNa ane tenI upayogItAra34 7 gRhasthAzrama zAthI uttama zobhI zakera 51 4 kaSAya catuSTaya a. ... 238 8 dayAnuM dAna ke devakumAra ... 254 zAkajanake maraNa. sakhI dIlanA zeTha lalubhAI rAyacaMdanA nAnA putra bhAI ratIlAla 18 varSanI nAnI vaye, pAchaLa bALa vidhavA mUkI AphAnI duniyAno tyAga karI gayA che, e banAvanI noMdha letAM amane atyaMta kheda thAya che. bhAI ratilAla svabhAvanA mIlanasAra hatA, ane temanI prakRti garIba jano para dayALu hatI. AvA priya putranA viyogathI zeTha lalubhAIne je asahya dhA lAgyA che temAM ame dilasejathI bhAga leie chIe, ane janmanAra vastuno nAza che. ' e siddhAM. tapara zraddhA rAkhI zeTha sAheba du:khane visaro, ema ApaNe icchIzuM. mahuM manA AtmAne zAMti maLe, evI amArI aMtaHkaraNanI prArthanA che,

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buddhiprabhA. (The Light of Reason) brahmAnandavidhAnake paTutaraM zAntigrahayotakam // satyAsatyavivekaraM bhavabhaya-bhrAntivyavacchedakam / / mithyAmArgAnavartakaM vijayatAM syAdvAdadharmapradam / loke sUryasamaprakAzakamidaM 'buddhimabhA' mAsikam / / varSa 3 ju. tA. 15 mI navembara, sana 1911 aMka 8 me. OM namaH "amArI sAthe nAdi lAvo (gajhala.) amArI dhUna che jUdI, amAre mArga che vAkepha kaThIna che mArga caDavAne, amArI sAthe nahi Ave. A ghaNI jhADa ghaNA kAMTA, ghaNAM kotara vase siMhe; varUnAM bahu vase ToLAM, amArI sAthe nahi Ave. 1ra ghaNuM pagorIe jhAMkhara, ghaNAM rIcho ghaNuM sUkara; ugyAM che kaMTaka vR, amArI sAthe nahi Ave. parA ghaNI lu vAya che vahetAM, ghaNu tA ghaNI tA; pipAsA bhUkhanA bhaDakA, amArI sAthe nahi Ave che. agherI lekanAM TeLAM, paDe pAchaLa ghaNe bhaya jyAM; bhayaMkara megha gAje che, amArI sAthe nahi Ave. pa

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amArA Azaye sarve, hajI samajAya nahi pUrA; agamane bheda lIdhAvaNa, amArI sAthe nahi Ave. mAdA amArI AMkhathI jotAM, adhikArI nathI purA. buddhacabdhi badhinI prApti, thatAM sAthe rahI calo. . zaniHrU sumati ane kumatinu svarupa. ( lekhaka, munizrI buddhisAgarajI. mubAI. ) ( anusaMdhAna aMka sAtamAnA pAne 208 thI ). saMta purUSanI bhakti mATe lakSmIno sadupayoga karavAthI jagatanuM saddhi yAra ane sadupadezavaDe bhaluM karI zakAya che. gurUkULo vageramAM lakSmIne sadupayoga karavAthI bhaviSyamAM unnati karanAra manu banAvI zakAya che ane tethI dharmane phelAvo karI zakAya che. sadaguNe pAmelA manuSyathI jagatanuM bhaluM thAya che mATe sadgaNadhArane lakSamIvaDe madada karavAnI jarUra che. zrAvake ane zrAvikAonA bhalA mATe lakSmImaoNe bhaktinA pariNAma vaDe te kSetramAM lakSmIne vyaya karavo joIe. emanA abhyAsI evA munirAjenI bhakti karavI joIe. janatavayoganI pAThazAlAemAM lakSmIne sadupayoga karavo joIe. gRhastha manuSyoe lakSmIne sadupa ga karI manuSya bhavatI saphalatA karavI joIe, athavA parigrahane tyAga karI tyAmAvasthA grahaNa karavI joIe ke jethI AtmakalyANa thAya; ema na sumati zikhave che ane AtmAnA guNano prakAza karavA sumati vivekane pragaTAve che. sumatithI brahmacarya guNa dhAraNa karavAne utsAha pragaTe che. bhUtakALa- - mAM aneka manue brahmacarya dhAraNa karI sadgatine prApta karI ane bhaviSyamAM paNa aneka manuSya sadagatine prApta karaze. brahmacaryanI zakti samAna anya kAI zakti nathI. brahmacarya guNane devatAo ane inDe paNa namaskAra kare che. brahma svarUpamAM sadAkAla ramaNatA karavAne mATe brAhya brahmacaryanI paNa AvazyakatA che. pUrvanA vakhatamAM manuSyo brahmacarya lAMbA vakhata paryata

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pALyA bAda gRhasthAzramamAM joDAtA hatA, tethI teo mahata kAryo karavAne zakitamAna thayA hatA. hAlamAM bALalagna vagerethI AryadezanA manuSyonI paDatI dazA thaI che ane tethI teo magajathI uttama dIrdhavicAra karavAne zaktimAna banatA nathI. purU paccIsa varSa paryata ane kanyAe vIza varSa parvata brahmacarya pALavuM joIe. brahmacarya nIrakSA ane tatvavidyAnI upAsanA mATe nirjana sthAnamAM gurUkuLe sthApavAnI jarUra che. brahmacaryanA saMrakSaNathI vidyAnuM manana sArI rIte thAya che. zrI hemacandrAcArya zrI hIravijayasUri. zrI munisundarasUri. zrI yazovijayajI upAdhyAya vagere samartha purUSoe brahmacaryanA pratApathI jaina dharmanI unnati karI hatI. brahmacaryanA pratApathI manuSya svargIya devAnI pAse pitAnuM kArya karAve che. brahmacaryanI avasthA sArI rIte jALavavAnA aneka upAya levA joIe. meja zokhanI vADImAM bAlyAvasthAthI nAnAM nAnAM bALako paDI jAya che tethI teo kAmanA padArtho tarapha AkarSAya che ane tethI viparIta pariNAma pAtra bane che. bAlakanI uttama caDatI dazA karavAnI IcchA hoya te gurU jevA AzramanI jarUra svIkAravI joIe. pUrvanA vakhatanA jainonI unnatimAM brahmacarya e paNa eka sabala kAraNa hatuM. satratAmAM brahmacaryane samudranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che tenuM raha. huM atyanta sUkSma che. svarganAM dvAra khullA karavAM hoya te brahmacaryanI khAsa jarUra che. Adhunika samayamAM gRhasthAzramanI pUrve vazavarSa paryata te avazya brahmacaryane sArI rIte pALavuM joIe. A saMbaMdhI jene khAsa lakSya Apaze to gRhastha dharmanI unnati thaze ane sAdhu dharmanI paNuM unnati thaze. suma tithI brahmacaryanA uparyuMkA mahAbhyane sAcuM jANI zakAya che ane tene sArI rIte pALI zakAya che. AmAnA jJAnAdi sadguNene prakAza karavo ema sumati preraNa karanAra che, temaja bhinna bhinna vicAra mata sahiSNutA nI preraNA sumati kare che. jagamAM manuSyano koIpaNa viSaya saMbaMdhI eka saro mata hotuM nathI. sarvanA vicAro judA judA hovA chatAM, apekSA vAdathI bhinna bhinna vicAramAM raheluM satya tAravI levuM ane je je asatya vicAre che te saMbaMdhI mAna rahI sahanazIlatA dhAraNa karavI, A kaMI sAmAnya kArya gaNAya nahi. vicAronI bhinnatAthI vyakti upara dveSa kara. vAmAM Ave che ane tethI vyakti kalaha yuddhanuM ramakhANa bane che. je je manuSya potAnAthI bhinna vicAra kare tene virodhI duzmane mAnI lene tenuM azubha karavA vA tenI jAti nindA karavA kaTIbaddha thavAthI manuSyanI

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228 kATImAM pravezavAnA hakka rahetA nathI. dharmabheda ane vicArabhedanA jhaghaDA paripUrNa samAvIne tathA cukAvIne kAi A duniyAmAMthI gaye| nathI. zrI tIrthaMkarAnA sAmA paN virUddha vicAro dharAvanArA tathA bhinna dharma dhAranArA manuSyA hatA. zrItI kare e temanA kuvicAreAne tathA temanA dharmanI asatya tAne darzAvI che ane sarvajJa dRSTi satya prakAsyuM che, paNa teozrIe dharma bheda thavAthI, athavA vicArabheda thavAthI jAtinandA, kaleza, azubhakaravAnA pariNAma, vagerene tyAga karavAnA upadeza ApyA che. pAtAthI bhinna vicArA vALA tathA bhinna dharmovALA manuSyApara karUNAbhAva cintavaveA ane tenA para maitrIbhAva dhAraNa karavA paNa vyakti yuddha, nindA, vageremAM paDavu na joIe. keTalAka manuSyone tA evI vRtti hoya che ke peAtAnAthI bhinna vicArakAnA mukha sAmuM paNu kadI evu nahi. teonA kAI bhinna vicArI tenuM sarva khATuM che ema mAnI lei pratipakSI vicAra karanA rAene pazu paMkhIthI pazu hulakA gaNe che ane temane doSa daSTithI nihALe che. prasaga Ave teeAnI nindA karavAne cUkatA nathI ane bhinna dharmabheda AdithI temene dekhatAMja dhanA AvezamAM AvI jAya che, AvI te nI asaddhitAthI tema peAtAnI ucca dazA karavA zaktimAna thatA nathI ane anyAnu paNa dhyeyaH karavA zaktimAna thatA nathI. je manuSya vicArabheda ane dharmedanI sahiSNutAne dhAraNa karavA samartha thAya che te anya! karatAM AgaLa vadhe che ane svaparanuM kalyANa karavA samartha thAya che, dharmabhedatI sahiSNutAne dhAraNa karanArA manuSyo potAnA dharmanA phelAvA pharI zake che ane anyone upadrava karatA nathI. matabhedanI sahiSNutA dhAraNa karavA prayatna karavA joie ema sumati zIkhave che, jaina dharmamAM keTalAka kAMTA paDI gayA che, paNa dharmabhedanI sahiSNutA rAkhavAthI paraspara kaleza na thAya tema vartI zakAya che. sumatithI AtmAne! saheja Ananda prApta karavA pravRtti thAya che. sa AnandI prApti vinA manuSyanA jIvanamAM ane pazu AdinA jIvanamAM bheda jAte nathI. satya mukhanuM svarUpa samajavuM ane tenI game te upAyeAthI prApti karavI teja manuSya jIMdagInuM phaLa che. manamAM rAga ane dveSa je vakhate hAtA nathI te vakhate kaika sahaja AnandanuM bhAna thAya che. maneittamAM utpanna thatA evA bhAbhAvanA cintAdi vicArene zamAvavAthI ane Atma svarUpamAM tanmaya thavAthI AtmAnA sahaja Ana a:vAya che. Atma

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Ananda mahAsAgara che. AmAmAMja Ananda che. AmAne mUkI AnandanI prApti mATe anyatra paribhramaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. pUrve je je moTA mahAbhAo thayA teoe AtmAmAMja Ananda se hato ane AtmAmAM raheluM paramAtmatattva pragaTa karyuM hatuM. bAhya kSaNika manahara padArthonA upabhoga AdithI je kSaNika Anandane vevAmAM Ave che, te sadAkALa rahe te nathI ane vastutaH jatAM te kSaNika AnandanA leza paNa jaDa vastuomAMthI pragaTa hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI, khAtAM pItAM ane padArthone jotAM je kacit Ananda thaya che, te paNa bAhya vastuomAM nIkaLIne manamAM praveze le Ananda nathI. bAhya vastuomAM Ananda nathI paNa bAhya vastuonI madadathI zAtA vedanIyajanya Anandane anubhava levAya che. manamAM thatA rAga ane dveSanA vikalpone pariharI je AtmadhyAna dharavAmAM Ave to AmAnA sahaja AnandanI pratIti thAya che ane tethI AtmAnA nitya sukhano nirdhAra thAya che ane AtmAnA nitya sukhane nirdhAra thavAthI bAhya sukha hetubhUta vastuono tyAga karI zakAya che. je manuSya Atma sukhano. nizcaya karI zaktA nathI te bAhya vastuone sukhakara mAne che ane tene tyAga karI zakatA nathI. Ama sukhanI pratIti thayA vinA kadApi triIodi tyAga karavAmAM Ave che paNa mana pAchuM bAhya vastuomAM doDe che ane bAhyanA tyAgano tyAga karAve che ane tethI tyAgIno veva paheryo chatAM rANInI De mattithI vilAsenA AdhIna thavuM paDe che ane tethI tyAgAvasthAmAM adhikAra pramANe Amika sukha prApta karI zakAtuM nathI, mATe AmAnA satya sukhanI prApti mATe jJAna bAnamAM ramaNatA karavI joIe. Atma sukhano anubhava thavAthI svayameva bAhya padArthonI lAlaca ane tenI cintAo TaLe che ane tene tyAga thavAthI kharUM tyAgIpaNuM pragaTe, che mATe Ama sukhano anuva karavo joIe. tyAgAvasthAno mukhya uddeza e che ke AmajJAna vaDe AtmasukhanI prApti karavI. sAMsArika saMbaMdhathI dUra rahetA rAga ane dUdhanA vege zame che ane tethI satyasukhane anubhava karI zakAya che. yogIo vagaDAmAM ane guphAmAM rahIne AtmatatvanuM dhyAna dhare che ane tethI teo Ama sukhane anubhava karavA adhikArI bane che. Ama tatvanA ArAdhanA zubha saMka9pathI ane teonA jJAnathI jagatanuM kalyANa thAya che. Atma zakitane pragaTAvyA vinA jagatanuM kalyANa karavA koI samartha thato nathI. yoga vidyAthI saMyamanI zaktiyo khIle che ane tethI

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ndra jagane tenA lAbha maLe che. kASTa ema kahetA hAya ke yogI agara sAdhu thavAthI jagataneka I kAyadA thatA nathI Ama temanu ekalavu' zarArA gavat asaya phare che. tatsaMbaMdhI ne lakhavA dhAyuM heAyate mATe eka grantha lakhAya teTalA vicAre paripure che. saMsAra sudhArAmAM paNa sumatinI khAsa AvazyakatA che. kumatinI preraNAthI sa`mArI sudhArA karanArAo avanatinA khADAmAM utare che ane duniyAne paN avanatinA khADAmAM utAre che. sumatinI preraNAthI saMsAramAM samyak sudhArAe karavAnI vRtti thAya che. sumatinI preraNAthI jagamAM zAnti ane sampanA hetu racAya che. sutinI preraNAthI dravya kSetra, kAla ane bhAnI apekSAe je je bAbamAM satya hoya te sujI Ave che ane tenA Adara karavAmAM Ave che. DhakAyaluM satya pazu sumatithI pragaTI nIkaLe che. samAMta vaDe satya dhana ane satyasthAnanI zeSa thAya che. sumatinI prera hAthI duniyA nItinA mArgapara cAle che. nItinA siddhAntone racavAnI pre raNA karanAra sumati che. cauda prakAranAM guNa sthAnaka che, sadguNe varDa upara uparanA guNasthAnAnI prApti thAya che. sumatinI preraNAthI aneka lagya vAe. pUrvakALamAM mAkSapadane prApta karyuM che. vartamAnakALamAM sumatinI preragAthI aneka manuSyo cAritra mAne aMgIkAra kare che. sumatinI preraNA vaDe manuSe! patAnuM sAmarthya pragaTAvavAne zaktimAna thAya che. sumitanI gherathI manuSyI. dhadhyAna ane zukala dhyAnamAM praveze che. sutinI STi amRtasamAna che ane kurtinI dRSTi viSasamAna che. sutithI AbhA patana zudra svarUpane prApta kare che. suti sumAne batAve che ane kruti kumArgane batAve che. koipaNa manuSyamAM sadAcAra saMcAra ane paramArthanI vRtti hoyate samajavu ke te have muktinA mArga sanmukha gamana kare che, sumati prakAza atyaMta avaNaeNnIya che. sU jyAM prakAza zakatA nathI evA manuSya vagerenA hRdayamAM suta prakAza kare che, evI sumatinI dazA che. AvI sumitane! saMga je manuSyA kare che. te sahaja sukhane prApta kare che. suti e AtmAnI satya strI che tethI te peAtAnA svAmI caitanane peAtAnuM kharUM svarUpa samajAvIne temane potAnA gharamAM lAvavA prayatna karete kharAkhara vivekanuM karyuM che. sumati pAtAnA svAmInA uparaja paripUrNa

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prema dhAraNa kare che ane tethI te pativratAnA dharmane dhAraNa karanArI kahevAya te potAnA svAmine prANajIvana vizeSaNathI saMbodhIne prArthanA kare che. have vicAro ke tene pitAnA svAmi vinA jagatamAM zuM Adeya che? alabatakaMi nathI. pitAnA svAmine satI strI game tevA prasaMgomAM miSTa zabdathI bolAve che ane kathe che ke svAmina ! kumatinI saMgatithI eka tala mAtra eTale paNa lAbha nathI. aA mAga paNa tamAruM zreya nathI, ulaTuM kumatanA ghera tame jAo cho ane tenI pUrvokta ceSTAomAM sapaDAo cho tyAre, aneka prakAranI du:khanI paraMparAmAM phasAo che ane tethI tamArI zobhA eka tala mAtra paNa rahetI nathI. kumatinI saMgatathI tamArA upara jAduI asara thAya che ane tame potAnA mULa zuddha dhamane bhUle che eTaluM ja nahi paNa ulaTuM asatyamAM satyanI buddhine dhAraNa kare , aho ! tamArI AvI bhUla tamane kema dekhAtI nathI? sumatino AdeyarUpa A upadeza antaramAM dhAraNa karavA lAyaka che. sumati potAnA amapatine ucca satyaviveka karAvavA je upadeza Ape che te amUlya ane hRdaya drAvaka che. have te punaH nIce pramANe pitAnA patine saMdhI kathe che. unase mAMgu dina nAMhi eka, ita pakarilAla charikAra viveka pyaare||2|| uta zaThatA mAyA mAnaTuMba, itarujutA mRdutA mAnI kuTuMba pyaare||3|| bhAvArtha-sumati kartha che ke huM kumati pAse eka dIvasanI tamArI mAgaNI kare nahi, kumatine ema kadApi nahi kahuM ke tuM mArA svAmine eka divasa mATe Apa kemake pativratA strI kadApikALe vyabhicAri strInI pAse pitAnA patinI eka dIvasa mATe mAgaNI karI zake ? paNa have atra to he lAla ! viveka karIne charI pakaDI che athata charI grahaNa karI che ane tethI svayamevatamAre mArI pAse AvavuM paDaze. (1) bhUmi zayana, (2) parapurUSa tyAga, (3) pAda vihAra-(4) sacitta tyAga, (5) ekAzana, (6) ane gurU sAthe gamana, A che rItane charI kahevAmAM Ave che. sumati kathe antaramAM rahelI dhAraNarUpa bhUmimAM huM zayana karIza ane parabhAvarUpa parapurUSane tyAga karIza. parabhAvarUpa parapurUSanA sAmuM paNa nirakhIza nahi. nirAlaana dhyAnarUpa pAdavaDe huM attaranA asaM khyAta pradezamAM vicarIza. anya jIvonA prANane nAza na thAya tevA prakArathI jJAnAmRtanuM bhajana karIza. eka zuddha svarUpa AhAranuM ja bhejana karIza ane anubhava jJAnarUpa sadgurUnI sAthe antaranA pradezamAM gamana karIza. A cha rItine antaramAM dhAraNa karI ApanI prApti karavA daDha saMkalpa karU , ,

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chuM. paramAmAM svAminI yAtrA karavA janAra yAtrALuo sthUla paNe A charI pALe che ane tethI teo yAtrAnI saphalatA kare che. antaramAM A pramANe charI pALavAthI he cetana svAmina! kaI vastunuM AkarSaNa na karI zakAya? mArI zuddha bhaktinA pratApathI Apane huM prApta karIza. he cetana svAmina! kumatinI pAse te zaThatA, mAyA ane mAyArUpa bane che, tenI pAse zaThatA diba rahe che tethI ja te nIca jAti ane nIca karma karanArI che ema jJAna purU turta avabodhI zake che. jagatamAM kumati vinA keI sthAne luccAI dekhavAmAM AvatI nathI. jyAM kumati saMcAra thAya che tyAM zakatA, kapaTa ane ahaMkArane paNa praveza thAya che. jyAM kumatino saMcAra thato nathI tyAM zakatA kapaTa ane ahaMkArAdinuM gamana paNa thatuM nathI. rAvaNanA manamAM pravezIne kumatie mAnane belAvyo ane rAvaNano nAza karyo. kera vonA manamAM praveza karIne kumatie moTuM yuddha maMDALuM ane kene nAza karyo. prANI mAtrane kumati unamArgamAM leI jAya che ane chone saMsAramAM rAkhe che. kumatinA vazamAM thaelA manu, kapaTa, ahaMkAra ane luccAI karavAmAM potAnuM amUlya vana gALe che. saMsAra nagaramAM aneka prakAranA zarIrarUpa viSa mahAvIne corAzI lAkha jIvanarUpa cokamAM ane kumana nacAve che. ekaja mAtAnA be putrIne svArtha ane viSayanA saMbaMdhamAM anya banAvIne teone paraspara laDAvI mAranAra kumati che- sarva cho pitAnA Ama samAna che to paNa tenA upara hiMsakabhAva preranAra kumati che, dhana, rAjya ane sattAmAM moha pamADIne jIvone ahaMkAranA samudramAM hamati nAkhe che. manuSyamAM aneka svArtha saMbaMdhone leI kapaTakaLAe karAvIne teonuM paraspara nikaMdana karAvanAra kumati che. he Atmana ! atrane rUjutA ane mRdutA AdikharUM kuTuMba che. sumatinI pAse AvatAM rujutA, mRdutA, nibhatA, samiti ane gupti Adi pitAnA kuTuMbano meLApa thaze ane tethI tamane svabhAveja sahajananI khumArIne lAbha maLaze. sumati bane taraphanuM kharU svarUpa pragaTa karIne dekhADe che. uta Asa dRSyA lobha koha, ita sAMta dAMta saMtopa soha. pyaa.||4|| uta kalAkalaMkI pApa vyApa, ita khele Anandaghanabhupa aap.pyaa.||5|| bhAvArtha-De svAmina kumatanA tyAMti, AzA, tRSNa, lebha ane krodha vasela che. kumatinI preraNAthI devatA, manuSya ane pazu paMkhI vagere prANIo aneka prakAranI AzAo kare che. jagamAM AzA samAna kaI

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233 mananuM du:kha nathI aneka prakAranA padArthonI AzAthI manuSyo aneka prakAranAM mAnasika duHkho pragaTa kare che. kumatinA phandamAM phaselA cho tRSNanA tApathI tuma thaI hAyavarALa karyA kare che. tRSNAthI koIpaNa jIvane kharI zAti pragaTI nathI-moTA moTA phesarAnA hRdayane tRSNa bALIne bhasma kare che. jagatanA cha tRNanA tApathI rAtrI ane divasa jarA mAtra paNa zAntino anubhava karI zaktA nathI. tuNuthI rAjAo paNuM raMkanI paDe AcaraNa kare chetRNArUpa dAvAnalamAM paDelA jyAMthI sukha pAmI zake ?-kumatanI preraNAthI je lAbhasAgaramAM buDe che. lebhasAgarane * koI pAra pAmI zakato nathI. jagatamAM lebha samAna koI duHkha denAra nathI. lebhI chava kayuM pApa karI zakatuM nathI. lAbhI manuSya chatI AMkhe satyane dekhI zakatA nathI. lebI manuSya potAnA satya svarUpane dekhavA mATe samartha thato nathI. manuSya lebhavaMDe anya jIvonAM duHkha dUra karavA-lakSmI-sattA ane kAyAno upayoga karI zakatA nathI-manuSya ucca zreNie caDavA prayatna kare che kintu lAbha teno paga kheMcIne haLa pADe che. manuSya, sANarU5 puSathI khIlI uThelA bAgamAM vihAra karavA prayatna kare che tyAre lobha tene 5 vichAnA khADAmAM nAkhI de che. lebhanA pAsamAM phasAyelA che anIti mArgamAM gamana kare che-sikaMdara bAdazAhe lobhathI lAkha manuSyonA prANa lIdhA paNuM ane tene be hAtha ghasavA paDyA. navananda rAjAoe samudramAM bhavaDe suvarNanI DuMgarI banAvI paNa maraNa pathAta teo sAthe kaMIpaNa laI gayA nahi. kumatinA lIdhe kALAnAma samAna hRdayamAM krodha pragaTe che ane te-dayA-prema-mitratA-ane saMpane kSaNa mAtramAM nAza kare che-kumatinA vyati uparyukta du:khakara parivAra che ane sumati kahe che ke ahiyAM te-zAnti-dAnta ane sateja guNanI zobhA banI rahI che-zAnta ane dAta guNathI vera virodha-ane IndrienA viSanuM jora TaLI jAya che. sAta guNathI manuSya jyAM tyAM pUjAya che ane te mukti mahelanA pagathIyApara caDhI zake che. dAntaguNathI manuSya mananI AgyatA sAcavI zake che ane eka dharma ddhA tarIka jagatamAM prakhyAta thAya che-Indriyone damyA vinA dAntaguNa prApta karI zakAto nathI. zAnta ane dAktaguNavaDe meharAjAno parAjaya karI zakAya che. krodhano nAhya karavA zAntaguNa samAna anya koI yoddhA nathI. santA guNanI zebhAnuM varNana karIe teTaluM a5 che-bharU5 samudrane santa rU5 agasti munI pI jAya che. lobhanA aneka vikArone haTAvI denAra sA~varUpa rasAyanano

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234 apUrva mahimA che. sandeSarUpa sUryanAM kiraNo manarUpa pRthvIpara paDatAM lAbharUpa andhakAra palAyana karI jAya che. santASarUpa agni lAbha kama kAine bALI bhasma kare che. sa MteAyarUpa sihanA manarUpa vanamAM praveza thatAM lAbhAdi mRga prANI ADAMavaLAM bhAgI jAya che. santAyarUpa meghanI vRSTi thatAM lAbha rUpa tApanI kSaNamAM zAnti thai jAya che. santASarUpa garUDane dekhatAMja AAbharUpa sarpa nAsI jAya che. jagamAM sASa samAna kAi sukha nathI. sumAta kaLe che ke huM caitana svAmina! mAre tyAM uparyukta zAnta, dAnta ane santASAdi parivAra che. kumatinA tyAM jenI kala'kavALI kalA che evuM pApa kumatine vyApI rahyuM che. kalaMkI pApanuM sthAna kurmAMta che, kuti thatAMja pApa pragaTa thAya che. azubhAzravanu mULa kumati che. kumatithI pApanI rAzi pedA thAya che, je vA kumatinA vazamAM paDayA che te jIvA pApa karmathI bavAya che--manamAM kRSNa, utpanna thai eTale jIvane pApa lAge che ema e samajavu. kumatinA gharanI AvI dazA che ane huM cetana ! mArA gharamAM te AnandanA dhana jemAM che evA Apa traNa bhuvananA bhUpa virAjI zakA che. kumatinA ghera nIca duSTAnA vAsa che ane atra to Apaja khelI zakA che ane ananta sukhane bhAga lai zake che-ApanA vinA mArA gharamAM anya Ine AvavAnA haka nathI Avu sumatinuM saMbhASaNu sAMbhaLIne cetananA hradayamAM viveka jAgRta thayA ane te sumatinA gharamAM padhAryAM ane saheja sukhamAM khelavA lAgyA ema Anandadhana kahe che. vismaraNa ane tenI upayogItA ' ( lekhaka.--mAstara, bhogIlAla maganalAla. mu. godhAvI. ) vismaraNu zabda skrU smaraNa karavu dhAtu parathI nIkaLyeA che. tene vi upasarga lAgatAM tenA arthaviArIjavuM evA thAya che. vismaraNa aMte bhulI javu arthAt visarI javuM te. vyavahAramAM sAmAnya rIte smaraNu bahu upayogI gaNAya che. yAdazakti-smaraNa zaktinI tulanAmAM vismaraNu zaktine nirUpayAnI gaNavAmAM Ave che, amuka bAbatane amuka manuSya marajImAM rAkhI zake te tene dakSa vA nipuNu kahevAmAM Ave che, ethI ulaTu e amuka manuSya te bAbatane jhaTa visarI jAya aa tenI mana zakti maMda hAya ema kalpanA karavAmAM Ave che, chatAM vismaraNu paNa mananI zaktionA vikAsamAM agatyanA bhAga bhajave che. vismaraNuM paNa tenI agatyatAnA pramANamAM upayogI che. sArI bAbatonuM maraNu joke manuSyane ghaNA prasa'gAmAM '

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} 1. 231 kULaprada thAya che. paraMtu narasI bAbatonuM maraNu ghaNA prasa Mge anartha mULaka nivaDe che. vyavahAramAM ghaNA vikaTa ane gahana praznAnuM nirAkaraNa karavAne cittanI zAnti ane ekAgratAnI jarUra paDe che. A praRRge AsapAsanAM sayegA, manamAM pUrvathI ramI rahelA vicArA, cintA Adine tyajI zAnti dhAraNa karavAnI AvazyakatA che, je manuSyamAM nidhanA sarva prasaMge! ane viyeAmAM mAkarSoMtI yivRttine nigraha karI, amuka lakSya viSayamAM tene ekAgra karavAnI zakti vizeSa heya che te pAtAnuM kArya saraLatAthI siddha karI zake che. nAnA bALakathI ArabhIne pazu to A niyama sarvatra lAgu paDatA dRSTie paDe che. zizuvayamAM ekAmatAnuM baLa bahu ochu hAya che. A vaye tenAmAM ca'calatA vizeSa heya che. AthI te amuka bAbatene aTa grahaNa karI zake che paraMtu tenI grahaNa zaktinA pramANamAM tenAmAM dhAraNa ane smaraNa zaktinuM baLa bahu ochu hoya che. maraNu zaktinI nyUnatA grahaNu ane dhAraNu zaktinA vikAsa thaye kramazaH ochI thAya che. A zakti ne vikAsa thaye navIna bAbateA ne RNu karavA te zaktimAna thAya che, adharA ane kaThina viSayA paNa te grahaNu karI zake che. teTalA puratuM petAnu kA karyobAda vismaraNa rUpI pratikriyA pAtAnu kArya kare che. yAda karelI bAbatAne vistRta karI navIna bAbatAne grahaNu, dhAraNa karAvavAmAM te sahAya bhUta thai paDe che. vyavahAramAM pazu je manuSyamAM vistRta karavAnI, amuka amuka bAbatamAM khAmeAza dhAraNa karI chuTa chATa mukavAnI zakti haiAtI nathI te ghaNe prasaMge najIvI khAmatane tenI agatyanA pramANamAM kAMtA vizeSa mahatva ApavAthI agara kAMtA bahu Amatu dharavAthI cittane satApa Ape che. alpa khInAne moTI khInA jeTaluM mahatva ApI pramANunI kAra paNa samAnatA rAkhyA vinA nAnI meTI sava bAbatamAM samAna lakSa Apa vAthI pariNAme manuSya bahu du:khI thAya che. te nira Mtara ciMtAtura rahe che. ethI ulaTu je manuSya, geAlDa smItha kavi kahe che tema--" To sweet oblivion of his daily cares peAtAnI cintA-vicAranA bhArane mAnadI rIte vistRta kare che te navIna cintA-vicAranA bhArane vahuna karI zake che, jema vAveluM bIja jamInamAM jaI kaheAvAya che tyAreja temAMthI navIna jhaDa-rA utpanna thAya che. agaratA jema nIsaraNInA eka pagathIpara mUkelA paga upADIe tyAreja tene bIje pagathIe mUkI zakAya che tema amuka bAbatenuM vismaraNa thAya che tyAreja navIna viSayAne lagatA vicAra| vahana karI zakAya che. e kaDDavata che keH-- "3

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236 " Thus in the niud whilo memory prevails, The solid power of understanding fails." che jyAM sudhI manamAM smaraNa zakitanuM baLa vizeSa hoya che tyAM sudhI vicAra zakti bahu baLavAna rahI zaktI nathI." kudaratamAM paNa ApaNe joIe chIe ke jhADapAlo Adi padArtho kahevAI kharI paDI anyane ugavA ane vadhavAne avakAza Ape che. je tema nahota te navIna jhADapAlA ne ugavA ke vadhavAne avakAza ja na raheta ! mananI kriyAnuM paNa temaja che. smaraNa yiA pitAnuM kArya karI rahe che. te pachI tenI prati kriyA rUpe vismaraNa potAnuM kArya kare che. ane muka bAbata smRtimAM sthIra thayA pachI tenI upayogItA, mananI rUci ane mahAvarAnA pramANamAM temAM kramaza: pheraphAra thAya che. je vizva nirasa ane nirUpAgI hoya to temAM citta vRtti ekAgra thatI nathI. AthI te kamazaH smRtimAMthI khasavA mAMDe che ane samaya jatAM tenuM tadana vimaraNa thAya che. vismaraNa jema navIna viSayanA smaraNamAM AzrayadAtA thaI paDe che tema asad vastunuM vismaraNa sastunA smaraNamAM bahu sAdhanabhUta thAya che. je manuSyone aMtaradarzananI Teva-arthAta hadayamAMnA vicAronuM nirIkSaNa karavAnI Teva hoya che teone ghaNuM prasaMgomAM ema mAluma paDyuM haze ke jaMdagImAM joyelA, sAMbhaLelI anubhavelA amuka duSka vA durvicAranuM smaraNa pitAnI icchA virUddha paNa temane thayAM kare che. amuka bInA vAre vAre smRtimAM AvavAthI daDha thAya che. tene mahAvaro paDavAthI hRdaya-pradezamAM tenI rekhA derAya che ane jema amuka bAbatano vizeSa paricaya thAya che tema tene vikRta karavI bahu kaThina ane dustara thAya che, te svayaM mi banI rahe che. bhUtakALane anubhava vartamAna kALanI reSA dere che. bhUta kAlamAM anubhavelA dareka prasaMgone citAra vartamAna kALamAM IcchA virUddha A rIte khaDo thate ghaNue je haze. temane rokavAnA prayatna paNa ghaNe prasaMge niSphaLa thayA hoya che. jema jema manuSya IchA zaktinI preraNAne sanmArge vALavAmAM vijayI thAya che tema tenAmAM saMyamanuM baLa vadhe che ane jema jema saMyamanuM baLa vadhe che tema tema te pitAnA bhUtakALanA vicArone vismaraNa karI zake che. A pramANe vismaraNa e cittinA nigrahamAM sAdhana bhUta thAya che. mana caMcaLa che paNa abhyAsa vaDe bhUtakA

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237 LanA anubhavonuM vismaraNa karAvI navIna satpathamAM tene sthIra karI zakAya che, ane te prakArano mahAvare paDatAM saMkalpa saMketa vinA paNa te zubha pathamAM svayaM kriyAvizAla thaI rahyuM che. gItAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke - caMcalaM himanaH kRSNa pramAthI balavad dRDham abhyAsena tukauMteya. sagAnA pheraphAra sAthe tenI kriyAmAM pheraphAra thAya che. je prakAranA mahAvo paDe te pramANe te gatimAM rahe che. sanmArgamAM cittine derI tenA zubha saMskAro pADavAthI mana saMskArI thAya che; ane jema sadicAronI chApa daDha thAya che tema tenAmAM sArAM lakSaNonuM valaNa baMdhAya che. AthI ja duSkRtya ke durvicAronuM smaraNa mAtra paNa tyajI deI satya ane sadicArone mahAvaro pADavAnI jarUra che. kahyuM che ke, zubhA zubhAbhyAM mArgAbhyAM vahanti vAsanA sarit pauruSeNa prayatnena niyojanIyA zubhapathi // zubha vA azubha mArgamAM vahetI vAsanArUpI nadIne yatna vaDe zubha paMtha tarapha vALavI joIe. ( yogavAsiSTa) ethI ulaTuM kRtya ke durvicAronI gaMdha paNa javuM na joIe. ghaNe prasaMge anyanA duSka vA durvicAra pati tIraskAra darzAvavAnA hetuthI jANe ajANye manuSya potAnA manamAM saMkalpa AvavA de che. zarUAtamAM tene Azaya zuddha ane ucca hoya che. satya pratye prema ane asatya pratye tIrakAra vA TheSa bane sahadayatAnA guNe heya ema kapavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu adhikAra vinA vA sapathamAM citti sthIra thayA vinA vA zubha saMskAranuM baLa vAsanA sAme Takkara jhIlavA jevuM puratuM baLavAna thayA vinAnuM tenuM hRdaya dhIme dhIme durvAsanAne paricita thatuM jAya che. kamazaH sahRdayatAnuM baLa ghaTe che, tenI aMtara peraNuM nabaLI paDe che ane jema jema tene paricaya vadhato jAya che tema tema te durvAsanArUpI saritAnA pravAhamAM dhasaDAya che. eka vidvAna lakhe che ke Vice is a monster of so fright ful mien, As to be bated needs to be seed; But seen too oft familiar with her face, Wo first endure, then pity, thon embrace.

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232 duSTu e evA bhayaMkara svarUpavALA rAkSasa che ke kharekhara manuyAe tenA tarapha mAtra tIraskAranI vRttithIja jevu joie, chatAM te vAravAra jue te manuSyA tenAthI evA paricita thai jAya che ke prathama temAM temane aNugamA lAgatA nathI, pachI temAM temanI sahAnubhUti thAya che ane che. vaTe teo tene premathI cAhe che, A kathananu satya je manuSya temanA mananA anubhave vicAre Ardinu avalAyana kareteA temane jhaTa samajAya che. Ne prasaMge manuSyane ema lAge che ke amuka bAbata prati temane samra aNugamA hAya che pazu jema jema te sAthenA temanA paricaya vadhatA jAya che. tema temanI atara AjJAhRdayanI preraNAnuM bala kamI thAya che. prathamatA te pratinA temanA tiraskAra dura thAya che. vakhata jatAM ane paricaya vadhatAM temAM temanI prIti thAya che. ane chevaTe temanI atara preA tadana zithiLa thAya che. kramazaH temanI vAsanAnuM baLa eTaluM' vadhe che ke te prApta karavAne utkaTa prucchA thAya che. AthI sujJa manuSyAe bhUta phADavA vAsanA mUlaka anubhavAne vistRta karavA eja zreyaskara che. kaSAya catuSTaya mAyA. ( lekhaka--bhIkhAbhAI chaganalAla zAha, ) ( anusadhAna aMka 5 mAnA pAne 138 thI ) t A huM ane A mArUM " e mAhurAjAnA maMtravaDe samasta jagata AMdhaLuM thaI gayuM che, mAhurAjAnA rAjyane AdhAraja e bIja maMtra che. AtmA e maMtrane vaza thaIne parapariNati mAtramAM ramI rahyo che. ane tethI mhArA hArAnA bheda ubhe! thayA che ane dhIme dhIme te galata vadhIne te moTA kharAbe thayeA che. kAi kAi vakhata te mAyAnI jALamAM phasAI javAthI moTA moTA poMDIto paNa kevaLa khAtara kAMika navuMja tuta ubhuM karI avaLI prarUpaNA calAve che. pAtAnI krApta thaI gayelI bhUla kabUla nahi karatAM te bhUlaneja satya pratrana manAvavA vRthA prayAsa kare karavAnuM mahA pApa karI durgati vhAre samajavAnu che. Ama vaDe mAyAnI che ane tema karatAM usUtra prarUpaNa che. anaMta sa'sArI bane che. AthI mAnanI agara

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239 jALa vizALa-vistArathI prasarAyelI che. "huja sAro ane mahAraMja kharuM ane mane ja mAna e mAnadazA paNa mAyAthI ja thayelI che. mAyA e durgatinI chAyAja kahe ne ! have A je dekhAya che te sthiti-padagalika padArthomAM rata rithati. vALo huM nahi ane je A badhuM kSaNika dekhAya che te mahArUM nahi, huM A badhAthI tyAreja chuM. huM mAM huMja chuM. zuddha Amadravya teja huM-anaMta sukhamaya huM-zuddha jJAnAdi guNa eja mArA padArtho-eja mAruM dhana." A zuddha samaja mehanuM nikaMdana karavA samartha che arthAta pelA maMtra bIja nuM jora haThAvavAne "A huM nahi ne A nahi mAharU " e maMtra sabaLA che. upajAti, mAruM nahi keI na keIno huM, judo eka atiravaracha huM chuM; mAyAvaDe hA ! avarAyala chuM, tethI ja duHkhI sthiti jogavuM chuM. jo eka mAyAne tajI dauM te huM tarataja sukhI chuM. mAyAmaya A saMsArathI nyAro rahuM te huM tarataja sukhI chuM. sukha mahArAmAM ja che. sukhamayaja huM chuM. kasturI mRga kasturI zodhe e kevI mUrkhAI che ? temaja huM mUrkhAIne vaza thavAthI sukhane bahAra zodhuM chuM. lavaNu sAgara vAdaLI pAsethI pANInI AzA rAkhe te kevuM hAsyAspada gaNAya ? tArAthI khIcekhIca bharapura AkAza-sarovaramAM tArAnA pratibiMbanI prabhAno samUha dekhI temAMthI ekAda pratibiMbane, tAre mAnI levAnI IcchA rAkhe to te kevuM gaNAya ? kharekhara ! A mAyAvaze abhAgI jIva bahAranA kSaNika sukhane dekhI, te jANe nitya na hoya tevI rIte, jhAMjhavAnA jaLa mATe haraNIuM jema deDe che tema te sukhanI pachavADe athaDAya che-paNa biyAre jANatA nathI ke sukha pitAmAM ja che. AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM jJAna thavuM eja tenuM zuddha darzana che ane tethI ja mAyAthI bacAya che, AtmAnuM svasa sthAna jemaNe meLavyuM che te zrI vitarAga-zrI sarva prabhunA anubhava-vAnuM graMthana zAstrano abhyAsa rUpI dIpaka teja A mAyAnA aMdhakArane dUra karanAra che ane te jJAna teja AtmajJAna, AtmadarzanAdi ApanAra che mATe prathama te pagathIuM AdaravA cogya che. ane te jJAna meLavavAnA prayAsamAM kadI paNa pAchA na paDIe mATe ApaNane draDha banAvI rAkhanAra, te prabhunA pagale cAlanArA

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240 temanA mATA putrI zrIsadgurU mahArAja che te sadgurU mahArAjanA haMmezAM sa'ga rAkhavA ucita che. yAda rAkhavuM ke sAMkaLanI kaDIemAMthI eka truTI te khAkhI sAMkaLa tuTelIja samajavI, mATe zAstrAbhyAsa-satsaMga-vigere mAyA tavAnA upAyArUpa tamAma kaDIe prayAsarUpI sAMkaLamAM yeAjelI rAkhavI. AjakAla keTalAka svakameLa pita matyanusAra cAlanArA moTA mata sthApanArA tarIke draSTigAcara thAya che. kharekhara ! tee temanA sAcA prayA samAM bhUle che ! jhule che! sat saMgat ati zreSTa jagatamAM, lenlR kaMcana thAye; sat saMgatathI nara pAmara pazu, nArAyaNa banI jAye. sIsItA. sat saMgatanA prabhAvathI kANu ajANa che vArU ! sattunA pagale cAlanAra sadgurU mahArAjanA satsaMga te mAyA--tyAganA prayAsane alaga rAkhanAra che. bhulu paDavAnA AtmAnA anAdikALanA abhyAsane lakhate, vaLI saMsAranA bhulA paDavAnAja sayAgo maLatA hovAthI, mAyAmAM phasAvAne prasaMga ghaNI vakhata AvI jAya te svAbhAvika che, te vakhate gurU mahArAjanA satasa`gaja kheMcAvanAra che mATe tevA gurU mahArAja pAseja temanA bahumAna pUrvaka temanI AjJA pUrvaka jJAna maiLavyA javuM ane mAyA tajavAnA teoe sAdhelA upAyo pAte paNa sAdhatA javuM. mAyA rUpI nAgiNInuM jhera rage rage vyApi gayu` che, temAM mAnavabhava rUpI vaidyavaranA meLApanI taka anAyAsa maLI che. temAM paNa uttarAttara dubha purUSapaNa, A deza, zrAvaka kuLa, jainadharma, sadgurUno yoga, dharma sAdhanaja sArI sAmagrInA sayAga, cyAreAgyatA vigere vigere mahat sagavaDa paNu taiyAra che. auSadhi sevatAM khetI sagavaDa paNa taiyAra che mATe pramAda karavA ucita nathI. mAyA sapiNI jaga se, ma* sakaLa guNusAra; samarI RjutA jA'gulI, pAThe siddha niradhAra. zrI zevijaya upAdhyAya. jainahatApadeza. saDaza jAMgulI, maMtrathI tarataja zamI jAya che, maTI jAya che, temaja RjItA saralapaNuM pramANikapaNuM svabhAve ramavApaNuM te RjutA kahevAya. tene AdaravAthI mAyA nirodha thai zake che, mATe prathama satsaMga cAlu kAyama rAkhI Ama jJAnanA abhyAsathI, mAdi judA che. zatru che ityAdi jANI tene judA karavA, eTale ke abhyAsa rUpe vivecana vaDe mATha

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241 mAyAne maLa dUra thAya che e jJAna meLavavuM ane pachI RjutA-auSadhinuM sevana karavuM ke mAyAnA bAra vAgyAja samajavA. mAyA trAsa pAmIne nAzIja javAnI. alabata te judA judA rUpe prANIone ghaDI ghaDI phasAve che tema te sthitie paNa te unnatimAM vadhyA jatA AtmAne phasAvavA prayatna kare cheja. mahAna labdhi meLavyA pachI paNa jo te labdhi upara moha thayo te te pAchuM mAyAmAM sapaDAvAnuMja ane tethI upaga rUpa paththa sadA pALavAnuM ja che ! oSadhinuM anupAna uga kahIe te paNa cAle ane jyAre jyAre ema lAge ke mAyAe aMgamAM praveza karyo tyAre tyAre prAyazcita rUpa sajA-amuka namasakAra maMtranuM smaraNa, agara eka AMbila-upavAsa-chaTha -ke aThama yAdi sahIlevI eTale tarata mAyA bicArI bApaDI banI jaze ane dhIme dhIme mAyAthI virakta thaI zakAze. upagane anupAna kahevA karatAM patha gaNavuM vadhAre ThIka che jema pathyanI darakAra rAkho temaja upayoganI darakAra rAkhavI. khAdhela pAre rakhe kuTI nIkaLe tevI dahezatathI jema vIsaphoTaka ane cAMdInA rogI mANase AMbalI-vAlanI dALa vagere khAvAnuM mana paNa karatA nathI temaja tamAruM vata-mAyA tyAga vata khaMDAya nahi teno sarvadAno upayoga-patha pALavA jevuM ja che. mAyA e eka evuM jherI bIja che ke je bIja tamAma anartho tenA phaLa rUpa che te bIjane mULathIja dhoI nAkhanAra-bALI nAkhanAra TALI nAkhanAra uparokta cIra upAyaja che. tevI rIte suSTinA samasta prANIo sRSTineja tare eTale ke mAyAthI bace ane svasvarUpa pAme. bhUlano bhoga. ( lakhanAra-mahetA velacaMda umedacaMda, vakIla hAikorTa. ) samI sAMjanAM sUryanAM kiraNo dariyAnA mojA upara paDI, dariyAne tejomaya karatAM hatAM. maMdamaMda pavana mAMjA sAthe athaDAI havAne khuzanumAM karatA hatA. leka dhaMdhAmAMthI mUkta thaI, keAI naphAthI AnaMdIta, te koI nukazAnathI zakAtura caherA sAthe, pitAnAM ghara tarapha palAyana karatA hatA.

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242 . A vakhata dhaMdho baMdha karI jIvaNalAla jhaverI be ghaDAnI pheTanamAM bezI copATI uparanA pitAnA baMgalA tarapha javA nIkaLyA. teo jaina hatA. paise Take sukhI, dharma ane aMgrejI keLavaNInA saMskAravALA, dharmacusta paNa dhamadhapaNuthI mukta, navA jamAnAne anusarI jarUrIyAtane anumodana A panAra, audArya, ucca draSTivALA ane nitivAna purUSa hatA. ghoDAgADI baMgalAnA cagAnamAM ubhI rahI, pote nIce utaryA. Arya hAIskulanA vidyArthI sarItacaMde sIla karelI piTI zeTha AgaLa dharI. zeThe smita cahere pUchayuM " alyA saratacaMda Aje che Dhaga lAge che vaLI ! " " sAheba bIjI kema keLavaNI mATe bhagIratha prayatna kare che, tethI AyaM lokee paNa uMdha mAMthI jAgrata thaI jamAnAne javAba Apa joIe, tethI deza hita ja NanAra vidyuta sAgara, nara ratna, jaina samAjanA AcArya maticaMda vagere maLI bhArata nivAthI samasta jaina leke mATe eka moTA pAyA upara sthAyI keLavaNI phaMDa kADhavAnI yojanA karI che. temAM maheTA purUSo phaMDa ugharAvavA pharaze. paraMtu piTI e laI phaMDanI madada mATe ame vighAthIone paNa mAstare mokalyA che. te pramANe mane paNa piTI ApI che. huM phaMDa ugharAvavA pharavAnI zarUAta karUM te pahelAM ApanA mubAraka hAthe zukana thAya tevI mA rI namra vinaMtI che. gajavAmAMthI so rUpIAnuM neTa kADhI peTImAM kA| mAraphate nAMkhI mazkarImAM kahyuM "alyA chokarA, phaMDa ane baMDa huM te kahuM chuM tuM ja paisA bhegA karI haIyAM karI jA. kezu pUche che ?" sarItacaMdra kaMI javAba ApyA vagara salAma karI cAlato thayo. jIvaNa zeTha vALa karI cheke pIvA beThA. chokarAnI vAta yAda AvI. " mazkarImAM paNa meM chokarAne kheTuM kahyuM " tema kahI bahu pastAvA lAgyA. te vicAre AkhI rAta temanA manane pIDA AvI. * A vAtane daza varasa thaI gayAM che. jIvaNalAlanI pratiSThAdina pratidina vadhatI gaI. sarakAra darabAramAM paNa temanuM mAna vadhyuM. jo ke teo mAna akarAmanA AkAMkSI nahetA, chatAM temanI lAyakAtanI kadara jANe temane sarakAre je. pI. ane enararI mAiTreTanI padavI ApI. tene cAra mahInA thayA haze teo bIjA mAjIsTreTa sAthe besatA hatA. te pramANe A je teo beThA. sIrastedAre tahematadAra sarItacaMdrane bolAvavA polIsane hukama Ape. nAma sAMbhaLI jIvaNalAla bhaDakyA. tamatadAra pAMjarAmAM Avyo.

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zeThanI najara tenA upara paDI. teja sarItacaMdra mAluma paDe. zeTha sIratedAra ne pUchyuM zA tahomata upara tene lAvavAmAM Avyo che. teNe javAba Apyo corInA gunAhane Aje tenA upara Aropa che. zeThane vAta yAda AvI, cahere phIkake paDI gayo. pazcAtApanI lAgaNIthI gaLagaLIta thayA. bAlavAne zabda sarakhe meDhAmAMthI nIkaLI zakaze nahIM. ghaNuM muzkelIthI temaNe tahematadArane pUchayuM " tahematadAra ! bIjA mAjIsTreTathI kAma calAvavA tArI icchA che ?" " sAheba kesa Apaja calAvo " tahematadAre javAba Ape. TrAyala cAlI. jIvaNalAla Akhe vakhata zAnta rahyA. temane caherA utarI gayelo hato. polIse sAbIta karyuM ke tahomatadArane parathama corInA gunAha mATe zikSA thaI hatI. kesa puravAra thayuM ane tahomatadArane cAra mAsanA sakhata kedakhAnAnI zIkSA thaI. teja dIvasanI rAtre ATha vAge zeTha jelanA mukAmamAM AvyA sarItacaMdrane mAhAre maLavuM che tevuM temaNe jelarane jaNAvyuM. nararI mAjIsTreTa ane pratiSThita eTale sarItacaMdranI eAraDI batAvavA polIsane mokalyo. eraDImAM jIvaNalAla ane sarItacaMdra be hatA. sarItacaMdra bephIkarA caherAthI beThe che. zeTha tenI sAme ubhA rahI duHkhI aMta:karaNathI ubhA rahyA che. "alyA sarItacaMdra ! tArI sthiti Ama kAma?" zeThe pUchyuM. "sAheba Apa mArA duzmana che. Apa khunI che. eka manuSyanuM Ape khuna karyuM che te manuSya huMja. mArI jIMdagI pAyamAla thaI gaI che. manuSya jAtImAMthI huM nIkaLI gayo chuM. ane adhamamAM adhama prANI karatAM kharAba avasthA mAM paDyo chuM ane tenuM kAraNa Apaja che. te dIvase phaMDanI peTI ApanI AgaLa dharI. Ape se rUpIAnuM neTa nAkhyuM ane mane mazkarImAM Ape paisA khAI javA kahyuM. tenI asara mArA upara ghaNI thaI. mAruM cItta bharamAI gayuM. dAnata bagaDI ane paisA khAI gayo. pakaDAyo nahIM ane pasAthI ja zekha maLI eTale mana lalacAyuM. bIjIvAra eka dukAnadAranA gharamAMthI corI karI pakaDAI gayo. be mAsanI kedanI zIkSA thaI. kedamAMthI chuTayo eTale mAbApe tiraskAra karyo. ghara tyAga karyuM. koie nokarImAM rAkhyo nahIM. miAja zekha karelo eTale majurI thaI zakI nahIM. eTale cArIne baMdha karavA mAMDaze. gharamAMthI mane kADhI muka. sagAM vahAlAM dhIkAravA lAgyAM. TuMkAmAM dunIyAmAM e rahyo. vakhato vakhata corIo

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karatA ane vakhato vakhata kedamAM jatA` ane atyAre A adhAtimAM tame mane jue che. cArI ane kaida te mane vyasana jevuM thai gayu` che. nizALa nA dIvasA saMbhArUM chuM te yAda Ave che ke nizALamAM mArI kA+I caLahatI hatI. mAtA mArA abhyAsathI khuzI hatA. ane bhaviSyamAM nAma kADhIza tevI te bhaviSya vANI karatA. te sarva nAza thayuM, mArAM mAbApe rAma ane dIlagIrIthI zAi deha tyAga karyo. mArUM manuSyapaNuM naSTa thayuM ane hevAnathI paNa murI hAlatamAM huM AvI paDayA chu. te sarvanA aparA dhI Apa che. Ape mazkarImAM paNa zabdathI khIja rAkhyu mAruM apakRtya tenAM jhADa thayAM ane A mArI sthiti tenu phaLa kharekhara Apa manuSya haraNunA gunehagAra che kAraNa ke mArUM manuSyapaNuM Ape naSTa karyuM che. " parathamathI pazcAtApavALuM aMtaHkaraNu, ekAMta vAsa, adhArI AraDInA dekhAva ane keMdInA vajra samAna asahya zA zeThane mATe bhAre paDayA. peAte zunya thai gayA. mana e bAkaLuM banI gayuM, rkAranA kANu mukI dIdhA ane zeDa kha lai jamIna upara paDayA. kUdI ekI TasathI joI rahyA che, e mInITa pachI zeThanI AMkhA udhaDI. AMkhe azrunI dhAra askhalita rIte vahyA jAya che. gadgad ane karUNa avAje ze javAba ApyA. " sarItacaMdra ! kharekhara huM gunehugAra chuM. te kahyuM te zabde zabda sAcu, dunIyAmAM huM meTA aparAdhI chu. ane huM' jIvavA lAyaka nathI. huM mAnuM chuM' ke A aparAdhamAMthI huM mukta te thai zakIza nahIM paraMtu temAMthI kai yukti maLe tevA hetuthI huM tane vina Mti karUM chuM ke kedamAMthI chuTayA pachI tuM mAre ghera raheje. pramANIkapaNe jIMdagI gujAraje ane kArakunanuM kAma tuM karaje pramANIkapaNa rahevA banatI kazIza karIza paraMtu " *t } HH tamArA nAkarA tIraskArathI mArUM apamAna karaze te mArAthI sahana tha! - kaze nahI' " sarItadre kahyuM. " nahIM sarItacaMdra ! te mATe tAre jarA paNa dhAstI rAkhavI nahIM, mArA nAkara tA cuM paraMtu mArA kuTuMbanA mANasa TIkane tAkIda ApIza ke tane mAnathI khelAve ane tane kharAba lAge tevuM jarApaNu kAi kaMi mele nahIM. "zeThe zAntithI javAkha ApyA. " bhale sAheba, ApanI maherabAnI. huM te pramANe Apane tyAM rahIza. kahI sarpIta zeThanA pagane cuMbana karyuM ane zeThe zAnta manathI vI dAya thayA. X 244 X x * X 27

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E ' 245 sarItacaMdra kedamAMthI ye! ane zeThanI gumAratImAM rayeA. zeThanA hukama pramANe temanA gharanAM mANusa tathA gumAstA tene mAnathI melAvavA lAgyA thADA vakhatatA teNe kAma karyuM. rela calane nokarInA ghejamAM rahevu' pasaMda paDavA na mAMDyuM. va khato vakhata tenI hevAnIyata khAsa uzkerAya ane ghaNI vakhata te dAkhI devAmAM phatehamada thatA. eka vakhata bhAre kImatanI calaNI noTo tIbrerImAM mukatAM roDane teNe joyA. tenAthI na rahevAyuM. pAzamAM corIAnI khuma uDatI. tenA lAga sArA che dhArI te aDadhI rAtre uDyA zeThanI oraDImAM gayA. tIjorInI kucIe kabATamAM zeAdhavA lAgyA. khaDakhaDAta thayA. zeTha jAgyA dIvA laI zeThe nIce utaryo ane jue che teA sarItacaMdra, zeTha stabdha thai gayA, ane Tagara Tagara nue che. eTalAmAM sarIta pAtAnI pAsenA charA zeThanA peTamAM khasyA, zeTha nIce paDayA. peTamAMthI leAhI pANInA dhodhanI mAphaka vahevA mAMDayuM. " sarItacaMdra ! mArAM ' zeThe jhINuA svare kahyuM. sarItacaMdra khAvarA banI gaye.. zeThane upakAra sAMbharI AvyA. DusakAM khAtAM rAI paDaye!, ane zeThane page paDI kahevA lAgyA sAheba, me' pApI>= ghaNuMja khATu karyuM. mArI jIMdagInA tAranAra ane mahAna parApakarI purUSanA bhAga meM abhAgIe lIdhA. hAya ! huM kayAM phruTIza. mArI saddhi kayAM jatI rahI ! paramAtmA. mArI AvI adhama mati kama thai gaI ? zeTha sAjhuba Ape mane nAkarI ApI. te pramANIkapaNe karavA ghaNIja kAzIza karato hato. paraMtu pahelAnI paDI gayelI Teva mArUM mana DagavatuM hatuM. ApanI nATA me joi te cAravA mA" mana lalacAyuM. AraDImAM peDhA ane Apa AvyA. ekadama kai vicAra karyAM vagara krura lAgaNI e mane preryo ane A duSTa kRtyanA aparAdhI mane banAvyo. huM gharavALAMne kheAlAvu huM ane dAktarane beAlAvI ApanI rajA mAguM chuM, Apa A dhAthI uTho te| mArI darakAra karatA nahIM, huM kAi jaMgalamAM rakhaDI mArI chaMdagI purI karIza. A zarIra A vaibhava lAyaka nathI. tenA duSTa kRtyA mATe tene samra zikSA thavI e e. " tema kahI te cAlavA mAMDaye. zeThe jhINA strI tene tr kr kahyuM " sabura jA nahIM. je mane thayuM che tene mATe huM yeAgyaja haze. me' tArI jIMdagI kharAba karI te mahAn aparAdhanI zikSA hajI mane kharAkhara thai nathI. tuM niraparAdhI che. mArA ane tArA iSTa devanA sAgana ApI tane kahu chu ke daza mInITa sudhI tu cupakIthI bezI rahe. daza mInITa thayA bAda chare a

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241 gIcAnA cheDe jhADa che tenA muLamAM khAdI ghAlaje. tyArabAda tAre je karavuM hoya te karaje. " sarItacaMdra nAsI pAsa thaI gayo. tenA zarIramAMthI parase chuTavA mAMDyo. chAtI dhabakArAthI dhaDakavA lAgI. AMkhe aMdhArA A vyAM. yama ane bhAre zikSA karaze tevI kalpanAthI vikrALa dekhAvo tenA mAnasIka draSTi AgaLa khaDA thavA lAgyA. zarIranuM bhAna rahyuM nahIM. sAMcAnI mAphaka tenuM zarIra ArAma khurazI upara paDyuM. paraMtu zeThano hukama tenI cakSu AgaLathI khasyA nahote. tene mAna ApI ghaDIyALa upara te najara TekAvI. daza mInITa thaI uThayo. charo saMtADo pAcho oraDImAM Avyo. * meDethI buma pADI " hAya ! A zo gajaba thaI gaye " leke jAgyA. gharanAM mANasa ane nokare tyAM AvyAM. jue che te zeTha jamIna upara bebhAna avasthAmAM paDayA che ane temanI pAse lehInuM khAbocIuM bharAyuM che. bhalA zeThanuM hRdaya phATe tevI sthiti joI leke AkaLavikaLa thaI gayA. gharamAM rokakaLa cAlI ane hAhAkAra vartAI rahyo. sarItacaMdra ekadama kuTuMbanA dAktara mI. jJAnacaMdra ne tyAM gayo. dAkatarane uThADyo. hakIkatathI vA kepha karyA. zeTha saMbaMdhI gaMbhIra samAcAra sAMbhaLI dAkatara gabharAI gayuM. tyAthI kapaDAM paherI, jarUrIyAtanAM hathIyAra begamAM mukI zeThanA ghere sarItacaMdra sAthe AvyA. gharamAM peThe gharamAM kalA hola thaI rahyA che. te tenA A vyAthI zAnta thaze. zeTha paDayA hatA tyAM dhrujatI chAtIthI DAkatara AvyA. zeThanA ughaDelA canA DoLA tarapha najara karatAM, dAktarathI rahevAyuM nahIM, chAtI bharAI AvI ane AMkhomAMthI kharakhara azru vahevA lAgyAM. pitAnI pharaja tarapha khyAla lAvatAM teNe hIMmata lAvI aNu lusI nAMkhI, zeDanI nADa hAthamAM lIdhI. aDadhI mInITamAM zeThanuM kAMDuM choDI daI, gadgada kaMThe pAse ubhelAM manuSya tarapha joI kahyuM " zeThanA zarIramAMthI lehI ghaNuM vahI gayuM che. phakta daza mInITa pahelAM mane bolAvyuM hota te, zeDanI aMdagI nirbhaya hatI. have-kahI pAsenI ArAma khurazImAM pitAnA zarIrane nAMkhI , dIdhuM. arere paropakArI zeTha ! sarItacaMdane gunAhanI zIkSAmAMthI bacAvavA nA hetuthI daza mInITa sudhI javAnuM kahyuM na hota, tArI jIMdagIno aMta na Avata. para upakAra mATe te tArI jIdagIne bhoga Apo. dhanya che tArA Atma bhegane, .

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C 1 4 247 A vAtane eka varasa thaI gayuM che. sarItacaMdra pAtAnA zeThanA chekarAnI nekarImAM che. sAre! khArAka, sAre poSAka ane ramata gamata teNe mezane mATe tyAga karyuM" hatuM. AkhA vakhata gamagInImAM gaLato, ane bahAra bhAgyeja nIkaLatA. eka dIvase tene pura *sathI ekadama tAva AvyA. zeThanA dharavALAMe ghaNAya upacAra karyAM paraMtu tAva utaryAM nahIM. zarIra lathaDI gayuM. pathArImAMthI uThavAne paNu azakta thai gaye. peAtAnA zeThanA che.. karAne pAse kheAlAnge. tenI kAre bAjhI paDayA ane DusakAM khAtAM teNe kahyu rojI mane mApha karI. AApanA pitAne khetI huM chuM. A duSTa te dhyALu purUSanI aMdagInA aMta lAvyeA. AnA jevA kRtaghnI kANu haze ? zeTha sAheba kSamA mATe to huM lAyaka nathI. paraMtu Apane AjIjI karI vinaMtI karU bru ke mane kSamA kare, " zeThanA chekarAe mAnyu nahIM. paraMtu sarIta thathI te chatI sudhI hakIkata kahI. ane mATethI raDavA lAgyuM!. zeThanA chekarAe tene zAnta karyo. dIlAsa! ApyA ane kahyu nirmANu hatu te thayu che. have tArA AtmAne zAntI ApavA tAre kaMI jarUra hAyatA mane kahe mAre bIjI kai jarUra nathI, zAntisAgara mAhArAjane mAlAve. mArA bna haze tyAM sudhI temanAM hIta vacanA sAMbhaLI mArA karela kRtyenA aparAdhamAMthI kaMika muktI meLavIza. te pramANe geAvaNu karavAmAM AvI. teja dIvase sAMjare sarIta kALa karyAM ane A pramANe mazkarImAM paNa mAThA zabda kahevAne pariNAme e jIMdagInA nAza thayA. >> << "" C6 uparanI vArtAthI cokhkhu mAluma paDaze ke game te zabda ApaNe ka DhIe tenI masara thayA vagara rahetI nathI. tethI mAbApe potAnA baccAMne sudhArAvAM hAya tA, gharamAM evAM vacana kaMi uccAravAM nahIM. koie ke tenI mAThI asara bacyAM upara thAya. nAnAM baccAM hajI ramatAM hoya tene prasaMga mUrkha mAbApA lADamAM chokarAne kahe che tane ahIM paraNAvIzuM, tArI vahu AvI karIzuM. tArI sAsu kharAba che. vIgere vIgere lagna sabaMdhI vicAre baccAMnAM kumaLAM magaja AgaLa lAve che. ane tenI asara AgaLa ghaNI kharAba nIkaLe che. baccAMne jema bane tema kharAba ( anitivAna ) vAtAvaraNamAMthI alaga rAkhavAM joie ane tevAja hetuthI pahelAM vidyA lAyaka thAya eTale karAMone ghera na rAkhatAM gurU pAse bhaNavA melI detA ane teja mujaba vilAyatamAM che|karU pAMca cha varasanu thAya eTale tene hrAsTelamAM mukI devAmAM Ave che, jyAM te hIMmata, svadezAbhimAna, niti, maneAbaLa,

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248 - ' ane zarIra baLane keLavI zake. tevI ja rIte hAla hiMdustAnamAM boDIMge sthApavAmAM AvI che. paraMtuM kamanazIbe lokonuM dhyAna tenA upara joie teTaluM kheMcAtuM nahIM hovAthI joIe tevAM sAdhananA abhAve beDIMgamAM joIe te pramANe ane tenA pAyA upara savaDe thaI zakti nathI. zuM ? kIDIyo ATaluM jJAna dharAve che ! - gujarAtInA navIna varSanA sAhitya aMka tarapha daSTi detAM mAM rahetA eka jaMtu zAstrInA " gebI triyArAja, nAmanA eka vicAraNIya lekhe nIenA vicAromAM garakAva kI. zuM ? stri paNa chupuM rAjya calAvI zake che ? ane te paNa khAmI vInAnuM vaLI purUSo karatAM zreSTha ? hA karI zake che ane te paNa manuSya strio nahIM paNa jaMtu strio. ahA ! Ate navAI ! ke gapagoLo ? vAMcake, A bInA tadana satya che. jarApaNa temAM atizayokti nathI. kemake sArA baMdhAraNathI zuM na banI zake ? sa pachI zuM na banI zake ? arasa parasa upagAra karavAnI tIvra IcchAthI zuM na banI zake ? traNamAMnA eka eka prakArathI AkhI dunIA hAlI zake to pachI jyAM traNe hoya tyAM pache. jAtane savAla zAmATe rahe? nAnA moTA pulane savAla zAmATe rahe? manuSya, pazu, paMkhI, ke jatune bheda zAmATe rahe ? muLa raheja nahI. kIDIo jevI jaMtunI jAta ke jenuM kada ghaNuM sukSma che, jJAna zakita manu dhya jeTalI khIlavAnAM sAdhane dharAvatI nathI, chatAM paNa eka saMpanA mukhya guNe karI pitAnI AkhI jAtInuM saMrakSaNa kare che AzuM thoDuM Azcarya che ? manuSyane, are ! bhASAo bhaNu paMDIte kahevAtAone paNa kIDIonA A uttama guNe saMskRddhi preraka nahi bane? jyAM sudhI saMpa guNa, paropakAra guNa, manuSyamAM dAkhala nathI thayuM tyAM sUdhI manuSya bhale pitAne manuSya mATe paNa kIDInA draSTAMte vicAravAna manuSya nA ka. bula karaze. jaMtu sAstrI e, A be muddA uparAMta rAjya taMtranA baMdhAraNanI uttama khubI kevI hoya ane te mATe kIDIe zuM kare che te, pite jaMtusAstrI hevAthI kIDIonA pradeza nIhAlI kaMIka khare anubhava meLavI lakhyuM hoya ema te lekha Akho vAMcatAM pratitI thAya che. baMdhAraNanI che.

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249 jJAzA vAlAone te Akhe lekha vAMcavA bhalAmaNa karI, nIcenI thoDIka lITIo upara vAMcakenuM khAsa dhyAna kheMcuM chuM kemake A sthAne A lekhane udeza, te lITIomAM rahelo saMpa guNa ane arasaparasa sahayaka guNane ApaNAmAM pragaTa karavAnA che ke jenI khAmInA lIdhe ApaNI jaina samAja chinna bhinna dazA anubhave che ane dunIAmAM bIjI prajA karatAM AgaLa vadhe tevA dharma to ane tyAgI vairAgI sAdhuo chatAM vi. cAra baLanI khAmIne laI, guNAnurAga ane madhyasthatAne dezavaTe devAyAthI pAlane pAchaLa rahetI jaNAya che. zuM ApaNe cAlu dazAmAMthI uMce nahI AvIe ? alabata prayatnathI AvIzuM, paNa jeTalI ALaza teTalI vadhuvAra lAgaze mATe baMdhuo, jAgrata thAo ! jAgrata thAo ! ane zakti ane svAdhikAra tapAsI tene yogya sadupayoga karo. jaMtunI jAtamAM paNa Ama baLa keTaluM che te tapAso. kIDIno eka caTakA manuSya khamI zakatA nathI saMpe pitAnA kuTuMbo ane AkhI " kIDI samAja" nuM poSaNa thAya che tenuM varNana vAMce, ane temAMnuM sArU lAge te grahaNa kare. - mithyA abhimAnI mAnavi ! tArA paga nice tuM je alpa prANIne ghaNuM vAra cagadI nAMkhe che ane ghaNuvAra tenI cIDane caTake paNa anubhave che te tarapha bArIkIthI -kAMI zIkhavAnuM maLe che? ne tene vega, je tenI caMcaLatA, aTakAvIza nahItenA vega sAthe tArI najara doDAva; je sAmethI bIjI kIDI AvI-bene paraspara samAgama dhyAnamAM rAkha. akekanA mahA najIka lAvI temanA mAthA para vALarUpe be sAMdhAvALo jhINAM avaca (antennae or feelers) che te akekane aDakADI hulAve che. e zuM sUcave che ? paraspara kAMI vAta-kIDIo evI rIte vAta kare che yA te kaI saMjJAthI akekane samajAve che. eka kIDI keAI sthaLe kAMI khAvAnI vastu joI AvI pitAne sthAne sAthe vasatI bIjI kIDIone khabara ApavA harSabhera doDI AvatI hatI. eTalAmAM eka sAthI maLatAM tene te vastu ane jagyAnI khabara ApI anyane khabara pahoMcADavA potAnA dara tarapha javA mAMDayuM. dara AgaLa AvI, aMdara paNa pravezI. je kIDIne mArgamAM khabara maLI che tenI puThe jaizuM. te jayAM khAvAnI vastu paDI che tyAM jaI tene kheMcavAno mithyA prayAsa karatI jaNAya che, kAraNa ke te vastu tenA zarIra karato kaI pacAsa sATha gaNI moTI che. koI mukheluM anya jatu che. eTalAmAM to asaMkhya kIDInI hAra dara AgaLathI te vastu sudhI lAgI gaI, kheMcavAno prayAsa ekasaMpa jArI thayo. vastu meTI chatAM, Ama tema gabaDAvatI, ghaDIkamAM tenI upara thatI nice jatI, sapATAbaMdha darane nAke kheMcI lAvI, Ama tema pheravI, Akhare aMdara dhasaDI gaI. vAha zuddhaprANI ! peTane khAtara tArA jevuM e mana ane saMpa manuSyamAM bhAgye ja jovAmAM Ave che. manuSya potAne lAbha thato haze to gupacupa samALI besI raheze; pitAnAmAMthI

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lAgatA vaLagatA ke snehI sadhIneja ApavAnuM khAtue rahyuM, paNa ne peAtAnA sivAyane anya lAbha thatA jaNAze te AMkhamAM rAI mIThAM paDavA mAMDaze. tenete lAbha thatA aTake ke tenuM vadhu purU thAya tene mATe yukti prayukti rA karaze.svA thai buddhinA amala ahIM te cAle che. kaleza peAtAnuM khaLa chinnabhinna karavAmAM purU calAve che. A kSudra kIDI pAtAnuM peTa bharyuM na bharyuM ke kAi uMca kAryamAM peAtAnI jhIndagItA bhAga ApI rahI che. 350 jJAnavInA karAvA ane A uparathI-manuSyanI svArtha dazA, paraspara upagAra to rahyA paNu, irSonI lAgaNI ane tethI ulaTu kADIomAM premabhAva, paramAtA, susaMpa, sahAyatA, AdI mATe vAMcA tame je vIcAra baMdhAya te bAMdho ane-tevA guNI thajo. kayeAge te sthiti prApta na thAya to tyAM sudhI ghauMmAM kAMkarA nI mAphka thoDA paNa manuSyo petAnI ke parAtamAM, potAnA ke paradhama mAM hAya tenA ADe AvA nahIM. tenA guNAnurAga gAjo ane sahAyaka thaze. Ama karavAthI te te guNe! dhIme dhIme tamArI aMdara dAkhala thaze. lekhaka icche che ke game te kAraNe paNa hAlamAM jainasamAjamAM je kusaMpa jaNAya che te zAnta thA ane ApaNA bae bhukhe maratA heya, bhave bhava rakhaDatA hAya tene kIDIAnI mAphaka madada kareA, AkhI jainasamAja sa`pe karI sukhI che ema batAve. yAda rAkhaze kALa prasagane lai pazuonA vakIlA jema anAya che, banyA che, te mArka baLa ke tethI adhIkapaNe ApaNA Azrita khALakAnA vakIlA banavA che. manuSyA vInA anya cIje kANu saMbhALaze ? dharma badhue vInA dharma krANu TakAvaze ? su| zuM A vAkyono marma nahI jANe, jANuroja ane peAtAnI najara pAse, madada vInA kamAtA khAtAne madadakartA ane karAvavA jarA paNa vIlaMba karaze nahI, jyAM sudhI kayA kSetrane vadhu madadanI jarUra che te jaivAze nahI ane jemAM sArU evA zabda AreApIta na thaye hAya te chatAM vizALa draSTithI upayegItA pramANe sahAya karavAno manuSya dharma che te sama jAze nahI tyAM sudhI sAmAjIka unnata na' Avaze nahI e bhaviSya vANI kAyama rahevAnI, ane tyAM sudhI jainA uMghatAja gaNAvAnA. ke dudha jar kIDI paNa saMgraha kare nu vaze re sape sadA, sarve janAvara jAta, maLI sadhAta 33 tr 44 ( kavI dalapatarAma. ) 33 jhAjhI kIDIo sApane tANe 1. kIDI janAvaranI nRta gaNAya ke jaMtunI jAta tenA nIrNaya tenA jANakArI karaze ApaNe te sAra grahaNu karavAnA che. i

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251 A traNa lITIomAM samAsa artha bahALe che ane te ghaNuo bhaNe gayA che, jANe che chatAM samaya Ave bhulI jAya che teja kheda che. e kheda dura thAo ema dareke prayatna karavA jarUrI che. gRhasthAzrama zAthI uttama zobhI zake (lekhaka zeTha jezIMgabhAI premAbhAI mu. paDavaNaja.) manuSyomAne moTo bhAga A viSayano abhyAsa karate hete nathI ane AnI agatyatAnI samaja darekanI buddhi upara AdhAra rAkhe che. dareka buddhivAna gaNAtA purUSo A viSayanI agatyatA svIkAraze. A prastuta viSaya upara lakhavAne aMtara uma uchALA mAravAthI A saMbaMdha lekha lakhavAnuM zarU karUM chuM, vaLI viSaya paNa ghaNeja agatyanuM che. darekane gRhasthAzrama je sadA sukhamAM nirgamana thatuM hoya te te manuSyo bIjA paNuM atyaMta upayogI kAma karI zake mATe te uttama karavAnA upAyo dareka manuSyane prathama agatyatA dharAvanArA che. gRhasthAzramane uttama karavAmAM prathama dareka manuSya eTale ke strI vA purUSane saguNI thavAnI agatyatA che. cAritra manuSyanI moTAmAM moTI zakti che. game te manuSya vepArI hoya, lekhaka haya, dhanADhaya che, athavA te vidyArthI hoya paNa je tenuM vartana sAruM na hoya te te manuSya A saMsAra upara nakAme AthaDe che, ema kahIe temAM kAMI atizayokti nathI ane tethI ja tevA vicAro ApaNane sUjhe che. jo tamane devI saMpattinI vA devI sukhanI abhilASA hoya te tamAre tamAruM vartana zrejImAM zreSTha banAvavuM joIe. vartana upara belatA aMgreja kavI barka lakhe che ke - Burke has truly said that " The human system which rests far its bases on the heroic virtuos is suro to have a superstructure weakness of prof. ligacy." vaLI AgaLa cAlatAM ApaNe jeTale uMce caDhavuM hoya teTale UMce caDhI zakIe chIe. tenA sAdhano mATe paNa cAritra uMcAmAM uMcuM hovuM joIe. AMtarIka vartana sAthe bAhya vartana paNa sAruM joIe kAraNa ke i

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252 upara kahI gayo chuM temaja jevuM vartana tevuM ja ApaNuM dhyAna thaI rahe che ane AgaLa vadhatAM ApaNe aTakI jaIe chIe mATeja zubha AcaraNa dareka manuSyane agatyanuM che. manuSya gRhasthane lAyaka tenA uttama khavAsa thI eTale ke vartanathI ja thaI zake che nahI ke paisAthI, buddhimAne paisAdAra vargane gRhastha karI temanI mazkarI kare che, je kharekhara te manuSyamAM uttama lakSaNa hetAM nathI eTale ke AjakAlanA je keTalAka mukha zeThIyAo sadvartana, mahenata ane udyoganI agatyatA dhAratA nathI ane eza ArAma bhagave che teo te vaDIlopAta dravya vaDe AnaMda meLavavAmAM samaje che. paNa AjanI keLavAyelI nyAta tevA manuSyone zeTha tarIke nathI svIkAratI paNa murkhanA saradAra tarIkhe svIkAraze. jAta mahenata karI, uttama vartana rAkhIneja gRhastha lAyaka thavAnI jarUra che nahI ke bApanA paisAthI ezArAma bhegavavo. bIjuM lakSaNa dareka manuSya pramANIka thavAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke je te manuSya pramANIka nathI hoto te teno udyoga sArI rIte cAlI zakato nathI kAraNa ke tenI AbarU sArI baMdhAtI ja nathI. dAkhalA tarIke Aja mIla udyogano je dhaMdho vadhI paDe che temAM amuka mIla sAruM kamAya che ane amuka mIla pedA karatI nathI ne gumAve che. AnA kAraNane mATe na dIdhuM daSTithI vicAra karIzuM te tarata ja samajAze ke je mAla sAruM kamAya che tene ejaMTa pramANuka hoya che ane je mala devAnuM kahe che tene ejaMTa ane pramANIka hoya che. grahasthAzrama khIlavanAre pramANika thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. have trIjuM lakSaNa e che ke dareka manube svatva sthApana karavuM joIe. svatva eTale pitAnAmAM potApaNuM eTale ke pitAnI vRttione anusarIne vartavAnuM sAmarthya, pitAnA vAcAra pramANe vartana ane pitAnI IcchA pramANe jIvana nirvAha vigere kare. A guNathIja pUrve eTale pacAsa varSa pahelAM ApaNe je jApAnane oLakhane nahAtA te atyAre keTalI uccAIe jaI zakayuM che. pUrve ApaNo bhArata varSe je ucca sthAti bhogavate ho te A guNane laIne ja. jeTale jeTale aMze A guNa ApaNAmAMthI ochA thatA gayo teTale teTale aMze ApaNI paDatI AvatI gaI ane pAyamAla thatA gayA. Aje vIlAtanI prajA te guNanuM keTaluM pAlana kare che te nIcenA daSTAMtathI sahaja spaSTa thaze.

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25 vilAyatanA eka sTezane vAsamasati AgagADI Ave che. utArUo potAnI beThaka le che ane eka strIne moDuM thAya che te strI dAkhala thavAne prayatna kare che. te pramANe karatAM sTezana vALAo tene aTakAve che. tarataja te pUche che ke mane aTakAvanAra ke? javAba maLe che ke bAI Apane jIva jokhamamAM hatA tethI Apane lagAra aDacaNa thaI haze paNa rokavA paDayAM che te te mApha karazo. Ama chatAM upara karyA saMbaMdhI chApAomAM carcA kare che ane tethI Aneja sarvatra vaiSa thaI rahe che. kaMpanI te kAMI rakIo ApI zakatI nathI. have ApanA tarapha vaLe te jaNAze ke Apa mAMnA koI purUSane AvuM thaze to te vIcAra karaze ke have "dhake mAryo te dhULa uDI gaI" AvA vIcAra karI besI raheze tyAre tyAMnI prajAnI strI potAnuM sva sthApana karavA vAte ATaluM karaze. A guNathI A ATaluM karI zake che. mATe je ucca sthatie pahoMcavuM hoya te AvA guNo lAvavAnI agatyatA che. vaLI cothuM dareka manuSya svAzrayI thavAnI jarUra che. svAzraya eTale ke pitAnA baLamAM vizvAsa. je manuSya potAnA baLa upara ja game che tevAone devatA paNa sahAya Ape che. jene pitAnA baLamAM vizvASa nathI tevA manuSya raNamAM sAmI chAtIe laDatA nathI ane kadI paNa mahAna kArya karI zakatA nathI. A guNathIja Aje vIlAyatanI prajA caDhatInA zIkhare caDhelI che. ajANatAM eka manuSyane paga khADAmAM paDe che ane tethI macakaDAI jAya che ane te manuSya jamIna upara paDI jAya che. pachI bIjo manuSya tene uThADavA prayatna karatA nathI paNa tenA sAmuM joI ubhA thaI rahe che. ApaNane ema thaze ke Ate kevI karatA? duHkhI manuSya AgaLa hAma bhIDI ubhA rahevuM ke tene madada karavI? paNuM nahI tyAMnI vyaktInA vicAro judA prakAranA che. teo te emaja prarUpe che ke du:khItanA paNa be bheda hoya che. sAdhAraNa paDI javAthI kaLa caDhavI te paNa - duHkha che ane raNakSetramAM dArU goLAthI vakSasthaLa cIrAi javA thI thatuM duHkha te paNa du:kha che. prathama du:khamAM manuSyanI kSaNIka nIrAdhAra rasthIti thAya che ane bIjA prakAranA duHkhamAM te parAdhIna banI rahe che. AvA vIcAra vALo bIjo manuSya tenA sAme ubho rahe temAM kAMI Azcarya jevuM nathI. sahejavAra pachI pile manuSya pAchA uDI beThe thAya che. bIjAne tene paMpALavAnI ke davA dArU karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI ane nakA

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254 muM dhAMdhala karatA nathI ijA kevA prakAranI che tevuM jevAne bIje manuSya samIpa ume| thaI rahe che. teNe jo dhAMdhala karI mukI hota te pelA manuSya prasanna thaI raheta nahIM paNa apamAna mAnata. ApaNAmAM ne kAIne AvA prakAranu thayu hAya te pAse rahenAra manuSya tarataja dhamAla karI muke che, pelA manuSya jyAre pAtAnI muLa sthatie mAve che tyAre tarataja emaja kahe che ke " bhAi sArU' thayuM ke paramezvare tamane mAlyA nahIM te mA cr "" te AvIja banyuM hatuM. A uparathI sahuja spaSTa thAya ke te keTalA svAzrayI haiAya che. AveAja svAzraya udyAgamAM rAkhavAthI ApaNe vadhAre sArI rIte kamAI zakIe chIe. ApaNuM kAma te ApaNe bInane bhaLAvI darda nIrAMtathI besI ezArAma bhogavIe teA pachI ApaNI unnati karyAthI sabhave ! ApaNuM kAma ApaNe jAte karavuM joie. vaLI ApaNA manamAM ema hoya ke A te kAma ghaNuMja karINa che, Avu kAma te ApaNAthI R zake nahI, AvA vIcAra eTale ke ApaNA pAtAnA baLamAM ApaNune aNuvizvAsa hoya to pachI te kAma banI zakeja nahI; paNa ApaNA manamAM emaja hasAvavu joie ke huM game te karavAne zaktivAna chuM. iMgreja kavI kahe che ke " A nu can do overything. 27 dayAnuM dAna ke devakumAra. ( gatAMkathI cAlu. ) ( pUrNa. ) .. tethI zuM. " svarUpAe punaH puchyu, " te vIMTI lai kAI paricArakane priya kumAra pAse mekalavA ne kahevarAvavuM' ke kumArazrI Aja karavA nahi jatAM, Apane agatyanA kAma prasaMge mulAkAte elAve che. jenI edhANImAM A vIMTI darzAvavI. "> naveli kAe kahyuM. 41 paNa kadAca devakumAra ghera meADA Ave ne turta priya kumAra cAlyeA jAya te ? tenu krama ? " svarUpAe prazna pUchyo. " kadi devakumAra mATe Aveja nahi. te kahADaze ne tyAM te nahi hAya ke turataja pA kAe kahyuM. priyakumArane ghera khabara ghera Avaze. ' naveli ,, re 1

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255 ** paNa AthI kai devakumAra jeve sajjana potAnA mitra sabaMdhe }} vahemAya e banavuM azakaya che, Apa jaine azakaya mAne che tene huM zakya mAM ApaNe makhajIne devakumAra rDa rAkhIzuM. kharUM devakumArane priyakumAra karatAM paNa makhamAM vadhAre likAe kahyuM. * 16 temAM kuMteka pamAya to tuja mhArA prabhu. " svarUpAe karyuM t A sADhuMba ! tyAre have vicAravAnA samaya nathI. Aja A kAma pAra paDavu joIe ne te sAMja sudhImAMja kAraNa ke kAla to rAjA hukama pharamAvI deze. 13 re bhale. "1 huM tyAre have mArU kaiM kAma che ? na. pazu baMnne yukti pUrvaka kAma t tavaikika kharekhara tArUM cApalyuM te Aja che. huM Ama bane ne svarUpAe sUcanA karI. mAnuM chuM. vaLI vadhAre pUchAvA te atyAre vizvAsa che. nave 22 " mArA kAmamAM kASTha divasa vAMdhA vejanAMha. '' jAuM chu karavuM ke phUTaphATa na navailikA gai. + + + + vAMcaka ! A prapaMca jALa have jhAjhA vakhata nahi cAle. thADIvAra pachI tu', lekhaka, dezakumAra ! mukta thaze! ne tenuM phUla avalekavA ta para raheze. " phavA. " .. " tyAre mane mAlAnce zA mATe ?" "3 thAya. "> svarUpAne navaeNlikAnI dhAraNA mujaba atyAra sudhI kAya thayuM che; parantu AgaLa thaze ke niha te jovAze, "" navaeNlikA mukhajInI mulAkAta pAchI le che ne tene premAMjana AMjI kArya sAdhe che. thADA vakhata mATe vIMTI la, tene tamAma samajaNu pADe che. tamAma kAma karavA makhaLa taiyAra thAya che, pachI navailikA pAtAnA vizvAsu rAyalA khavAsane vIMTI ApI priyakumArane tyAM mekale che, je daramiyAna devakumAra pharavA nIsarI jAya che. priyakumAra AvIne jue che. te jayamAlA ekalI kheDDI vicAramAM nimagna che. teeAnI vAta jarA sAMbhaLIe. devakumAra kayAM gaye che ? "

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256 # mhane pUrepUrI khAtrI nathI ke A pharavA gayA che. te huM dhArUM chuM ke nahi gayeA hAra kAraNa ke dhaNuAja agayanA kAma .. sara mane melAvyA che ne puravAnI nA kahevarAvI che. "" t nahi karI DhAya ?" jayamAlA pUchyuM. * agara jo vAta kahevAnI temaja kyAMi bahAra pADavAnI kadAca kai kAraNavazAt kahevAnI jarUra paDI haze. evI zI gupta vAta che ke je mArAthI paNa chAnI heya. ' huM dhArUM chuM ke ApanAthI chAnI na hAvI nI evIja cchA che to bhale bAkI meM to tr icchA nathI chatAM tr vAjabI che. kheAlAve e sabave che. teoe tamane teA kai vAta ne? priyakumAre pUchyuM. t HH t bara che? ' << tevIja vAta che. ne e chatAMya teo ye kahyuM hatuM, tenA zarIrane kaiM AtmAne nukasAna pahoMce evI te vAta nathI 33 ): tenI 33 32 * huM tene svabhAva barAbara naNuM chuM. je vAtanI teNe nA pADI huM vAta te kadi kahe tevA nathI. e nizcaya. kaI khAja kAraNasara meAlAvye "" prema e bahu khUrI cIja che. huMdhArUM chuM ke tame mane kahero. ' Apane te vAta karavAja melAvyA haze te mane kai kha ,, haze. " priyakumAre karyuM. " agara jo e kahevAmAM deva-pati-AjJAnuM ulladhana thAya che par ntu pati-priyatama-rakSAnI khAtara kathA sivAya cAlatuM nathI. " jayamA lAe kahyuM. " kahe| elAzaka, mArA priya mitranA rakSaNunI khAtara A prANa A pavAne paNa taiyAra chuM. " priyakumAre kahyu. " Apa svarUpAdelI dhruvI prAcI che tene te jANutA haze. teNe makhajI maMtravAdIne,..." ( Ama vAta kare che tyAM ekAeka devakumAr gmAvyA. ) rjAyuM kumArazrI ! badhI vAta phUTI gaI. have zuM makhajIe kAna bhabheryAM. karavuM ? kharekhara ( apUrNa. )

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apUrva svAmivAtsalya. svadharmI khaMdhuonu kalyANa karavAnA aneka mArga zAstramAM pratipAdana karyAM che, temAM je je avasare svadharma badhuone jenI jenI taMgI hAya te te avasare te te taraMgI... pUrI pADavI e meTAmAM meTuM ane vizeSa mULa vALuM vAmivAtsalya che. dhaNA jaina vidyArthIo garIba sthitine lekha abhyAsa karI zakatA nathI, tevA vidyArthI Ane temanA abhyAsamAM sahAya karavA tathA khAvA pIvA vagerenI sagavaDa karI ApavAnA uttama hetuthI A ekaDI ga sthapAi che, te sarva kAi jANe che, ane te..baDIMgane je loko sahAya Ape che, te kharekharUM svAmIvAtsalya karI mAtu puNya upArjana kare che. A mekIMgane muMbAinA meAtInA kAMTA taraphathI mAsika 125) savA sA rUpIAnI madada gayA padara mahinAthI maLatI hatI, te ame AgaLa jaNAvI gayA chIe. A varSamAM varSAdanA abhAvane lIdhe anAjanI vastu AnI kiMmata vadhI javAthI mADIMgane vadhAre madadanI jarUra che, teve yogya avasare te muMbAinA kAMTAvALA mAhArAjane ane temAM mukhyatve zeTha. hIrAcaMda temade A madadamAM 25 rUpIAnA vadhAro karI mAsika rU. 150) kAyama ApavAnA TharAva karyA che; vaLI te uparAMta A varSane mATe 500 ) rUpIcchA khAsa madadamAM apyA che. A badhAne vAste te sAhebAnA jeTalA upakAra mAnIe teTalA AchA che. teAne seMkaDA nirAzrita bAlakA tarathI AzIrvAda maLaze eTaluja nahi paNa paramAtmAnI kRpAthI temanA A zubha kAmane vAste temane AvA kAmeAmAM vadhAre dhana Ape tevA sa MjogAmAM te mUkAze ema A paNe parama prabhune prArthanA karIzuM. bIjA zrImatAne temaja AvA khAtAM vALAne ame savinaya vi nati karIe chIe ke A mahAjananuM anukaraNa karI ApaNu paNa paramA thaMtu bhAthu bAMdhavA tatpara thaze ane A rIte svadharmI vAtsalya karI acaLa sukha meLavazeA. kahyuM che ke 'svAmInA sagapaNu sameA avara na sagapaNu kAya, bhakti kare| svAmI taNI samakti nirmaLa hAya !

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apUrva svAmivAtsalya. svayamI adhuonuM kalyANa karavAnA aneka mArga zAstramAM pratipAdane karyA che. temAM je je avasare svadharmI baMdhuone jenI jenI taMgI hAya te te avasare te te taLI pUrI pADavI e moTAmAM moTuM ane vizeSa phaLa vALu ravAmivAtsalya che. dhaNA jaina vidyAthIo garIba sthitine lee! abhyAsa karI zakatA nathI, tevA vidyArthI ane temanA abhyAsamAM sahAya karavA tathA khAvA pIvA vagerenI sagavaDa karI ApavAnA uttama hetuthI A oDI" ga sthapAI che, te sarva kAI jANe che, ane te..bADI gene je loko sahAya Ape che, teo kharekharUM svAmIvAtsalya karI moTu' puNya upArjana kare che, A bAlDIMgane muMbaInA metInA kAMTA taraphathI mAsika 12 5) savAsai rUpIAnI madada gayA paMdara mahinAthI maLatI hatI, te ame AgaLa jaNAvI gayA chIe. A varSa mAM varSAdanA abhAvane lIdhe anAjanI vastu enI kiMmata vadhI javAthI boDIMgane vadhAre madadanI jarUra che, tene yogya avasare te muMbAInA kAMTAvALA mahAjane ane temAM mukhyatve goTha. hIrAca'da nemacaMde A madadamAM 25 rUpIAnA vadhAro karI mAsika rU. 150 ) kAyama ApavAno TharAva karyo che; vaLI te uparAMta A varSane mATe pa02 ) rUpIA khAsa madadamAM adhyA che. ' A badhAne vArate te sAhebAne je upakAra mAnIe teTalA ocho che, teone seMkaDA nirAzrita bAlako taraphathI AzIvaoNda maLaze eTaluM ja nahi paNa paramAtmAnI kRpAthI temanA A zubha kAmune vAste temane AvA kAmomAM vadhAre dhana Ape tevA saMjogomAM teo mUkAze ema A paNe parama prabhune prArthanA karIzuM. | bIjA zrImatAne temaja AvA khAtAo vALAne ame savinaya vinati karIe chIe ke A mahAjananuM anukaraNa karI ApaNu paNu para mAInuM bhAthuM bAMdhavA tatpara tharo ane A rIte svadhamAM vAtsalya karI ane caLa sukha meLavaze. pharyuM che ke svAmInA sagapaNa samA" avara sagapaNa kiAya, bhakti kare svAmI taNI samakti nirmaLa hAya !