Atmanand Prakash Pustak 074 Ank 03 04

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531837/1

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pANI thatima saM'. 82 (cAlu) vIra saM. 2 50 3 | vikrama saM', 2033 poSa-mahA vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha sva. zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka O s . 000 000 aan brahmacarya nI mahattA bradhrAcarya e dharmarUpI padmasarovaranI pALa che, guNarUpI mahArathanI dhuMsarI che, vrata-niyamarUpI dhama vRkSanuM thaDa che ane zIlarUpI mahAnagaranA daravAjAnI bhAgaLa che. brahmacarya dhama dhruva che, nitya che, zAzvata che ane jino padiSTa che. zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA brahmacarya" nAmaka puratakamAMthI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 74 ] jAnyuArI-phebruArI : 1977 [ aMka : 3-4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lekha pRSTha 64 8 83 86 89 : anukramaNikA : lekhaka kAvya 63 manasukhabhAinuM AMtarUjIvana 5. pUrNAnaMdavijayajI parama snehi zrI manasukhabhAIne (kAvya) paMDita becaradAsa dezI Atmakathana tathA anya mAhitI zrI zazIkAMta manasukhalAla mahetA smaraNAMjali - zrI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha kathAsamrATa zrI manasukhabhAI jemaNe mane preraNA pAI! hA bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI Adhunika yuganA parakAya pravezaka eka gRhasthAgI zrI ratilAla maphAbhAI zAha adhyAtmajJAnI tattvaciMtaka zrI manasukhalAlabhAI zrI gautamalAla a zAhe zIla dhamanI kathAo-prakAzana aMge prazaMsA patra zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha hArdika zraddhAMjali zrI cImanalAla ratanacaMda sAMDasA pratyAkhyAnanI noMdha - zrI zazIkAMta manasukhalAla mahetA niSkAma karmayogI zrI manasukhabhAI | zrI "raktateja" zraddhAMjali zrI jayaMtilAla ema. zAhe bApujInI jhAMkhI zrI kokilAbena vinayacaMda pArekha mArA saM'maraNo zrI arUNAbena je. mahetA mArA pU. pitAzrInI DAyarImAMthI keTalIka mahatvanI nAM zrI arUNAbena je. mahetA eka agatyano AzvAsana patra zrI zIlAMka caMdulAla mahetA 102 bhagave che ane zrI naMdalAla rUpacaMda zAhe zraddhAMjalI zrI dhIrajalAla TekarazI zAha 105 kula gayu pherama rahI | zrI manubhAi zeTha 111 dvAdazAra nayacakrama udghATana ahevAla dvAdazAra nayacakram udghATana kAvya zrI baMsIlAla zAha 114 saujanyamUti* zrI manasukhalAlabhAI zrI ramaNalAla cI. zAha 123 mArA e prasa' gAnuM samaraNa De. bhagavAnadAsa ma. mahetA 127 A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTana sAheba 4 zeThazrI ramaNalAla maMgaLadAsa zAhu : goregAMva-muM baI navA AjIvana sabhya / zAha pratAparAya gopALajI-bhAvanagara 103 113 | sudhArA A aMkanA pAnA na'. 68mAM 86 Atmakathana tathA anya mAhitI ?" nAmanA lekhamAM janama tArIkha 13-3-1908 chapAI che te sudhArIne 17-3-1908 vAMcavA vinatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mRtyuMjayI manaHsukhalAlabhAI che. tA. 17-3-1908 dehavilaya : saM. 2033 mauna ekAdazI tA. 2-12-76 manaHsukhAbhidhA yasya zIladharmaprarUpakA / AtmAnaMde paraM magno jayatu sa bhagavatparA / / jAnyu. phebruArI, 1977 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che pa . ' varSa : 74 | vi. saM. 2033 piSa-mahA H 19 77 jAnyu-phebubArI | aMka: 3-4 jAtasya hi dhra vo mRtyUH, dhra va janma mRtasya ca / tasmAdaparihArye'the, na tva zocitumaha si / / 1. 2-27) janmelAnuM mRtyu che, tathA marelAne janma che, te janma maraNa jevI aparihAya bAbatamAM zoka karavAnuM yathArtha nathI. ta priyajanamRtizoka sevyamAno'timAtra, janayati tadasAtaM karma yaccA'grato'pi / prasarati zatazAkha dehini kSetra upta, vaTa iva tanubIja' tyajyatAM saprayatnAt / / ( anitya paMcAzat -27) ISTa janonA mRtyu prasaMge atIva aphasosa karavAthI bhAre azAtA vedanIya karma baMdhAya che. pachI tenI seMkaDo duHkhadAyI zAkhAo, khetaromAM ropelA choTAsA vaTavRkSanA bIjamAMthI vistarela zAkhA prazAkhAdinI jema prasare che, mATe zeka prayatna pUrvaka tajavo joIe; te pApanI khANa athavA te duHkha pare, parAnuM mULa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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manasukhabhAinuM AntarajIvana ' lekhaka : paM, pUrNAnaMdavijayajI (kumArazramaNa) (1) devagatimAMthI cyavIne manuSya avatArane lagabhaga 27-28 varSa pahelA zivapurI pAmyA pachI devatAI guNone vikAsa sAdhanArA mukAme jyAre huM nyAyatIrthanI parIkSAnI bhAgyazAliomAMthI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda taiyArImAM hatA, tyAre dAdAguru zrI vijayadharmamahetA eka hatA. sUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI yaMtI patI gayA pachI (2) mokSAbhilASiNI purUSArtha zakti vaDe be prajJAcakSu vidyArthIone laI manasukhabhAI yathAzakaya Azravatatvane nirodha karI saMvara nirdha karI saMvara AvelA, te divasathI ja mane temano paricaya dharmanI ArAdhanA karanArA puNyazAliomAMthI thaye. ane garbhazrImaMtAImAM ucharelA hovA manasukhabhAI eka hatA. chatAM belavAnI temanI sabhyatA, miSTatA ane vivekitAne joIne mane ghaNo ja AnaMda thaye (3) gRhasthAzramamAM raho chate paNa jemanuM hatuM. baMne prajJAcakSu vidyArthIone saMskRta khAna-pAna-raheNIkaraNI ane halana calanamAM vyAkaraNane abhyAsa karAvavAnA cAnsa mane praveza kareluM saMvara tatva manasukhabhAInA jIva maLyo. tyAra pachI te amarelInA dalIcaMda namAM saune spaSTa dekhAtuM hatuM. dhruvanA putra zrI yaMbakabhAI (prajJAcakSu) mArI (4) kauTuMbika jIvanamAM paNa nirlepa, pAse be traNa cAturmAsamAM paNa sAthe rahyAM sAmAjika jIvanamAM sAcA salAhakAra, dhArmika ane kAvya, prAkRta vyAkaraNa, jyotiSa Adine jIvananA anupAlaka ane bhautikavAdanI mAyAmAM abhyAsa sArI rIte karyo hato. te daramyAna ucharelA hovA chatAM paNa AdhyAtmika jIvananA ghaNA prasaMge upara manasukhabhAIe avarajavara aikAntika pakSapAtI manasukhabhAI hatA. karI hatI, ane jANe ame pUrvabhavanA bhAIo hAIe te pramANe gADha saMbaMdha vadhate gaye. (5) ughADelI pustikA jevo saunI sAthe nirbhela vyavahAra hita-mita ane pathya bhASitva, sujAlapuramaMDI (madhya pradeza)ne mArA cAtusatya ane sadAcAra poSaka lekhana kaLAnA dhAraka rmAsa daramyAna AmaMtraNa vinA ja mArA jevA manasukhabhAI hatAM. nAnA sAdhu pAse paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA mATe manasukhabhAI jyAre AvyA tyAre mane (6) ghaNA varSonA mArI sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM Azcarya pAra na rahyo. mArA pUchavAthI mana kayAMya paNa chala nahIM, prapaMca nahIM, svArtha sukhabhAIe kahyuM ke tamArA sAnnidhyamAM paryuM nahIM tema keI vyakti ke saMsthA pratye paNa SaNa parvanI bhAva-ArAdhanA karavAnA hetuo dveSabhAvane aMza temanAmAM jovA nathI. huM ahIM Avyo chuM. A mAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mArI pAse karAtI ArAdhanAne tame bhAva ArAdhanA zA mATe kahe che ? javAbamAM mana sukhabhAie kahyu ke bhAva ArAdhanAne dhamAla ke ADa Mbara sAthe sa MbaMdha nathI. paNa zAMti-samAdhi ane bhAvakriyA sAthe ja saMbadha che. je gAmaDAemAM sulabha che. mane ghaNA ja AnaMda thayA ane paryuSaNa parvanA prAraMbha thayeA. manasukha bhAie aThThAI tapanA pratyAkhyAna lIdhA. pUjA, pratikramaNa ane maunadhanA te parameApAsaka hatA. gAmamAM temanI tapazcaryAe khUba Akazu karyuM. tathA pAraNAnA divase sAmuhika pAraNAnA sakriya preraka banyA ane bIje divase muMbai javA mATe prasthAna karyuM. visanagara, mahudhA AdinA cAturmAsamAM paNa aThThAi sAthenI pavarAdhanApUrNAMka tenu sAnnidhya mArA jevA sAdhune mATe paNa abhyasa nIya banyuM hatuM. amuka prakAranA bhAgyazAlI gRhasthAzramIe pAsethI munirAjone ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavAnu sa MbhavI zake che. huM te mArA mATe kahI zaku chu ke jAnyu.-phebruArI. 1977 manasukhabhAi mArA guru hatA. bezaka vyavahAra naye A mArU kathana ThIka nathI. paNa saMsAranA ghaNA evA prasaMgeA che je eka naye ja jovAtA nathI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir H manasukhabhAI sAcA arthamAM jJAnI, jJAnapIpAsu hatAM teA custapaNe kriyAvata paNa hatA. AvI rItane amAre| AtmIya sabaMdha divase, mahuine ane vaSe varSe vadhatA ja gayA che. erIvalI, muluMDa, zAMtAkrujha AdinA upA zraye jyAre jyAre manasukhabhAI AvyA che tyAre saMghanA ghaNA TrasTIe paNa Azcaya cakti thatA hatAM. kevaLa huM te eTaluM ja jANI zakaye chuM. manasukhabhAI sAthenA mArA AtmIya sa Mbadhane saue anumedana ja Apyu che. evA manasukhabhAi Aje ApaNI vacce nathI paraMtu temanA jIvananI suvAsa thADI ghaNI saune maLI che. mATe pArthiva zarIra karatA yazaH zarIrane mAlika zreSTha mAnava che, manasukhabhAI zreSTha mAnava hatAM. paryuSaNu pa paryuSaNuM patra' mahAparva gaNAya che kAraNa ke A patramAM upavAsa dvArA dehanI zuddhi thAya che, kSamApanA dvArA mananI zuddhi thAya che ane jeTalA pramANamAM deha ane mana zuddha thAya che teTalA pramANamAM AtmA pazu niLa bane che. jANyu te joyu-pAnu 77 prepare --sva. manasukhalAlabhAi poppy For Private And Personal Use Only : :pa

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra : ?? www.kobatirth.org parama snehI zrI manasukhalAlabhAine raciyatA : 5'. becaradAsa jIvarAja dozI tame zAne manubhAi ! chaDyo. A lekakhaDane ! che Alekabha khaMDa bharyAM khAMDarase naIM. manu-phaIbA, pitAjI, mAtAjI, sAMmaryAM, mujane prega vaLI snehabharI lIlA sarai| dAnavIra je ! badhAMne maLavA sAru choDyo e madhukhaMDa. are bhAI ! tame AvyA teDyA meM bhAvathI bharyAM ! amadAvAde ghare mAre zarIre nabaLA chatAM, tyAre te tama A vAta uccaryA nahIM leza bI, tamArA bena ne putrI phaphaDe suta bhrAtarA. mitra jANatA ! anevI dhArI jAmAtA kakaLe tamane bIka lAgI zuM rAkaze A mavA jaNuM. karyAM DhAta khulAsA jo ekavAra maLelA je te paNa pUche ghare AvI nAkara cAkarI sarve Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tamane joyA vinA saMdhA karyAM heAta khulAsA jo For Private And Personal Use Only gAMdhIjI vIrajI prabhu ! chaMDavA lAkakha Da aNadhAryAM pravAsanA vATamAM tamane jaNuM. kayAM maLe manubhAI re ? zeAkAtura dIse bahu. dhAMdhA cheoDI udAsa che, aNadhAryAM pravAsane 1 2 3 4 5 7 . sarvenA manane zAMti thAte tama pravAsae, tame karyAM bhale bhAi ! pravAsa enI nA na'tI. 10 tamane bIka lAgI zuM ? A badhA rasa leAbhIyA; jamAI dhArI khI suddhAM rokaze rasa mAhurA. 11 paNa bhAi ! e nahIM thAte yAgyatA vaNa zu ane ? bhale tama ekalA cAkhe! emAM vAMdhA kaze nathI. 12 AtmAnaMda prakAza

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amArI mAnajo vAta lakhaje samAcAra sau; gAMdhIjI vIrajI saghaLA kema che tama tAta. 13 A badhuM jANavA sAru na Icche tama nehIo? saMdezA mokale atre eTaluM yAda rAkhaje. 14 benAM tamArI jhaMkhe che pitAnA dakSa putrane ! tene paNa pUchaze zAMti je maLe tema bhANaje. 15 kurasada meLavI bhAI! vinaMti ama mAnaje, te thaze ahIMyA saune samAdhAna ne rAjapa. 16 suvyuM svarganA loko bhegathI navarA nathI; devIo paNa vachaMdI dharma karmanI vAta zI? 17 bicArA sau bhulI jAe ahIMnI moja rojanI vaLI tyAM jhagaDA jhAjhA jAme vaibhava jIvane. 18 strIonI te luMTAluMTa abaLA abaLA badhe; na bamanuM bhaLe kaI kheMcAkheMca che vaibhave. 19 bhalA thaIne tame je grahIne dharmamAlikA bhegakAdavamAM khuMcyA e lokone jagADajo. 20 adhUruM ApaNu kAma rahyuM tama vinA have, lakhANe je junAM mArA tene koNa prakAzaze ? 21 lakho te laIne AvuM tamArI pAsa hoMzathI, je je mane bolAvIne tame tyAM ramaNe caDo. 22 ke kilA aruNa sauno rameza zazikAMtane, bhUrgabhAI taNe rUDo saMdeza tamane maLe. 23 lakhAve che tema benAM AzIrvAda prabodhane, jarUra kaheje nahIM bhUle e chellI muja mAgaNI. 24 tamArA sanehane pAmI prasanna ama cittaDuM; A badhe lakhAve che bhUle hoya bhale tahIM. 25 tamArAM bhANujA sarve saMbhAra tamane baha, dezo AziSa teone kalyANuM maMgala zivama. 26 mArI vinaMti mAnIne saMdezo bhejane tame, zAMtino nehane, sarve tamane bhAvathI name. 27 na tA. ka. vAcake bhUlacUka mApha kare. -becaradAsa jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 4 67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. manasukhalAla bhAInuM (c) Atmakathana tathA anya mAhitI 7. lekhaka: zrI zazIkAnta manasukhalAla mahetA | janmasthAna : amarelI mArA para tenI asara na thaI. I.sa. 1916mAM janma tArIkha : 13-3-1908 jIvanamAM prathamavAra dharmazALAmAM rahetA hatA tyAre kAkA (pitAne kAkA kahetA hatA) mane amarelInA zrI haMsarAja mAvajI tathA zrI bhakta harine nATaka jevA laI gayA hatA, vaccharAja mAvajInuM kuTuMba saurASTramAM prasiddha te vakhate paNa eka strIne sTeja para nAcatA che. pitA tArAcaMda vaccharoja 15lmAM 84 jaI mane atyaMta zarama upajelI. dilhImAM zrI varSanI uMmare avasAna pAmyA. mAtA temanI IndranAtha (nepacana kaMpanInA dIhInA brAMca pAMca varSanI uMmare thoDA kalAkanI bImArI menejara) eka vakhata bela DAnsa jovA kaMI bhegavI avasAna pAmyA. meTrIka sudhIno abhyAsa kalabamAM laI gayA tyAre mAruM mana to muMjhAvA amarelImAM karyo. nAnapaNanA mitramAM amane lAgyuM, cakakara AvavA mAMDyA ane thoDA relInA mArakeTavALA zrI gulAbabhAI saMghavI samayamAM ja adhavaccethI uThI mArA utArAnA sAthe temane chevaTa sudhI saMbaMdha rahyo. sthAne Avyo." nAnapaNamAM pATaNavAva jatA hatA, pATaNa- mAtAnuM nAma jaDAvabena. mAtA mATe vAva mosALa pakSanA smaraNe jIvananA aMta jaNAve che ke - sudhI rahyA. ATha varSanI uMmare pU. AcAryazrI 1926mAM lagna pachI be varSa kApaDa mAra dharmasUrIjI (banArasavALA) jyAre amarelImAM keTamAM kAma karyuM. 1930mAM nepacana kaMpanInI I. sa. 1916mAM comAsu rahelA tyAre sAdhu sthApanA karI. 1937mAM malADa choDI keTa jIvana uttama che ane apanAvavA jevuM che zAnatInAthajI derAsaranI bAjumAM zAradA sadanamAM evA mArA bhA hatAM. rahevA AvyA. mAruM mosALa pakSa (pATaNavAva) atyaMta lagnaprasaMga para temaNe nIce mujaba noMdha bhakika ane saraLa. mAro janma pitRpakSa daSTie karela che - evA kuTuMbamAM thaye, jenA vaDile sattAzALI "mArAM lagna prasaMge pATaNavAvavALA sva. ane mutsaddI hatAM. paMcamahAlamAM subA thanAra bhegIlAla kavi AvelA. zeThanA mitra zrI pU mAvajI bApA ane pU. haMsarAja bApA mohanalAla cunIlAla pATaNavALAnA teo sALA kAbela ane mutsaddI hatAM. nahIM to subApaNuM thAya lagna pachInA divase AnaMda bhavana holamAM prApta kayAMthI thAya? sattA ane lakSmI cAlyA hasAhasane kavizrIne vArtAlApa rAkhele. e gayA paNa te kAraNe prApta thatA durgAno vAra vArtAlApa vakhate badhA mANaso bahu hasyA. ema jhaTa daIne bhUMsAtuM nathI. e to kuTuMbanI AmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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peDhI dara peDhI para thoDA ghaNA pramANamAM uta- ekAMte mAnavuM e paNa bhUla bharyuM che. keTalIka rato hoya che. paNa te pachI mane A kuTuMbamAM vAra mAnavane AtmAnI pragati arthe paNa janma kema maLe? je peDhImAM aneka sAdhue zikSA thatI hoya che. tene thayela zikSA paNa sAdhvIo thayA hoya, evA kuTuMbamAM mane tArA AtmAnI pragati arthe ja thaI hoya ema janma kema na maLe? pAchalA bhavamAM sAdhu kema na mAnavuM ! mArI kukSie pUrvabhavane kaI thaIne paNa sAdhudharmane vaphAdAra nahIM rahe, e patIta : patIta sAdhu janma laIja na zake, e te huM deSanI sajArUpe te mAro janma A kuTuMbamAM deSita hAu te ja banI zake ne? ane tane nahIM thaye hoya? mArI mAtAnuM smaraNa nathI mArAmAM te saMpUrNa zraddhA che, vizvAsa che rahyuM, paNa mAmAnA (vAsaNajI mAmA) jIvana parathI cokkasa kahI zakuM ke e bhAre pavitra, eTale pUrvabhavamAM patita sAdhu hovAnI kalapanAsuzIla ane Adarza-Ideal strI haze. huM sothI mAyA mukana thaI ja mAMthI mUkata thaI jA, ane vartamAna je rIte vadhumAM vadhu mArI jAtane bhAgyazALI to mane sa bhALyo che te ja rIte saMbhALI rAkha, te evI mAtA maLI te mATe ja mAnuM chuM. tAruM bhAvI-Avate janma ujajavaLa tejasvI che, ane AvatA tAvanI phIkara paNa zA mATe ? mArI mAtAnuM mane keI smaraNa na hovA Take care of present, future will take chatAM, mArI kalpanAnuM tenuM doreluM citra to cut itself. " haMmezA mArA hRdayamAM aMkAyeluM ja che. mArA janma saMbaMdhe je upara kahyuM te aMge mArI 13 1936thI 154 sudhImAM ne cuna kaMpanInA mAtAnA AtmAne avAja saMbhaLAya che. te kAma arthe kAzmIrathI kanyAkumArI ane karAM. kahe che ke, mAnavane janma kayAM ane kene tyAM cIthI raMgunamAMDale (baramA) sudhI pharyA hatA. thavo teno saMbaMdha tenA pUrvajanmanA saMskAra jyAM jyAM kAma arthe jatA hatA tyAM najIkanA para AdhAra rAkhe che, paNa te aMge raMjane tIrtha sthaLe acUka jatA hatA. A musApharIthI sthAna nathI. bhUtakALamAM tame zuM hatA, zuM teo anya prAMtanA ghaNA mANaso sAthe parIzuM karyuM, e badhAnA vicAramAM vakhata na gumA- cayamAM AvyA ane anubhava meLavyuM. A vatA vartamAnamAM tame zuM che? zuM kare che? anubhave temanI jIMdagImAM mahatvane bhAga e ja mahatvanuM che. bhUtakALa tamArA hAthamAM bhajavyuM ane temAMthI jANyuM ane joyuM ne nathI, vartamAna para tamArI saMpUrNa adhikAra janma thayo. che ane tamAruM bhAvI tamArA vartamAna karmo temanA adhyAtmika jIvanamAM paMDIta zrI anusAra thavAnuM che. becaradAsajI tathA Do. zrI bhagavAnadAsabhAIne Forget the past think for the present, ghaNe phALe che. sAmAjIka social pravRttimAM pAchalA ve tame gaMbhIra doSa karyo hato, teo va. zrI phatehacaMdabhAI jhaverabhAI tathA patita thayA hatA, evuM anumAna mAtra smRti sva. zrI prANajIvanabhAI gAMdhI sAthe saMkaLAyelA doSa che. kayA kAraNe evA anumAna para Ava hatA. temanA saMsArI jIvanamAM zrI vAsaNajI vAnuM banyuM che e paNa huM samajuM chuM, mAnavane mAmA, nagarazeTha zrI vanamALIdAsabhAI becara thatI zikSA tenA doSane kAraNe ja thAya che ema dAsabhAIe ThIka ThIka bhAga bhajave che. jAnyu phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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temanA jIvanamAM svajananA mRtyune AghAta 1959mAM temane pezAbamAM sAkara (mIThI lAgyo hoya te te zrI caMdabhAIne. teo pezAba) javA lAgI ane lagabhaga A ja 24-4-74nA jaNAve che: arasAmAM temanuM blaDaprezara lehInuM dabANa uMcuM rahevA lAgyuM. pahelethI ja A mATe teo zrI caMdubhAI Aje sAMjanA sADA sAta kALajI rAkhatA paNa A darda jIvyA tyAM sudhI vAge amadAvAda temanA nivAsasthAne svargavAsa nAbuda na thayuM. 1975-76mAM DokaTaro pAse pAmyA. A samAcAra zrI hIMmatabhAIe phona vAraMvAra javuM paDatuM tyAre 13 mI phebruArI para ApyA tyAre huM te stabdha thaI gayA. "76 jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - haju te gaI 13mI tArIkhe muMbaIthI teo amadAvAda sAjA sArA gayA hatA. tyAM gayA bAda jIvavAne have moha nathI, AyuSya haze paNa temanA traNa cAra pheno AvI gayA, paNa teTaluM to jIvavuM ja paDavAnuM-paNa jIvana daramyAna tabIyatane aMge kyAreya kazIya pharIyAda nahIM. koI jIvane bejArUpa na bane e rIte jIvavA 1930mAM nepacuna kaMpanInI sthApanA karI ane arthe ja A badhI deDadhAma che eTale mArI deDate ja varSathI zrI caMdubhAIne A kaMpanImAM dhAma te To avoid sickness che. Not to avoid kheMcI lIdhA. nepacana kaMpanInI temaNe tana death. mRtyu te mArA mATe AzIrvAdarUpa che, teDIne sevA karI che. prAmANikatA ane nIti kAraNa ke mane gaLA sudhI khAtarI che ke I shall jALavIne teNe kAma karyuM che ane kudarate temane be going to beiter place afier my death. tene badale Ape. mArA te e jamaNA huM sarasa rIte ane pavitra jIvana jIvye chuM, hAtharUpa hatA. mArI upara tene apUrva lAgaNI eTale mane mRtyune bhaya ke AghAta na hAya." ane sanmAna, amadAvAda varSamAM ekAda be 1960mAM 61mAM bhAratIya vidyAbhavanamAM vakhata te acuka javAnuM bane tyAre mArI jotiSanA kalAsamAM jatA hatA ane pote sAthe ne sAthe rahe. temanI sAthe gujarAtanA A pitAnuM bhaviSya bhAkheluM ke huM karkanA zanimAM aneka tIrthasthAnonI jAtrA karI che. amadAvAdamAM javAne chuM. ane te paNa 1976mAM mAgazara aneka jainamaMdiranI pratimAonA darzana karyA che. arUNA-jayasukhalAlane (putrI-jamAI) nikhilanA janma pachI thoDe TAima amadAvAda mAgazara mahInAmAM amarelInA ghara baLI rahevAnuM baneluM, tyAre tenI chokarIonuM dhyAna gayA (I.sa. 1915). patnInuM mRtyu mAgazara teNe je nathI rAkhyuM te dhyAna teNe arUNAnuM mAsamAM thayuM (I.sa. 1946). pitAnuM mRtyu paNa mAgazaramAM (I.sa. 1959). eTale dareka rAkhyuM. A pitarAI bhAI prApta karavAmAM huM vakhate mAgazara mAsa Ave che tyAre huM thAkele, mArI jAtane ghaNuM ghaNI vAra mahAbhAgyazALI kaMTALeluM ane nirUtsAhI ane hatAza thaI mAnate Aje e gayA ane huM kamabhAgI jAva chuM, tenI ja kharAba asara tabiyata para banyo. e AtmA te jyAM gaye haze tyAM thatI hoya tema mAnuM chuM." 31-12-75 sukhamAM ja haze. paNa tenA javAthI mane te mahAna khoTa paDI gaI. Izvara temanA AtmAne vartamAna paristhitimAM kaMIka kaMTALI 13mI cira zAMti Apo." june jaNAvyuM che ke : Io mAM , 2myAna ja. AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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" AdhyAtmika mArge javAne badale kAM vicarI rahyo chuM? AvI bhATAI karatAM sanmAna patro lakhavAnA meha kema thai Ave che? ekAra chuM? AtmAnI kaI paDI nathI ? pratiSThA ane aDu'kAra 'ge kaDaka lekhA 'AtmAnaMda prakAza' mATe zodhuM chuM. tenA para kaDaka TIkA karI tene Sweet PoisonnI upamA ApI AvI pratiSThA ahu kArane bIjI bAju uttejana Apu chuM. A badhI paTalAi cheDI AdhyAtmika mAge dhyAnayeAganA mAge vaLuM, " 1936mAM prathama aThThAi karI hatI ane tyAra pachI ATha-nava-daza ane agiyAra upa vAsa karyAM hatA. pU. paM. pUrNAna vijayajI mahArAjanA sahavAsamAM temaNe sArI tapazcaryA karI hatI. 1939mAM vardhamAna tapa Aya. bilanI eLInI zarUAta karI hatI. 1957mAM sujAlapuramAM aThThAI karI hatI. zatru nAsti rAmamo rIpu: mAnava jAtanA kaTTara ane bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra rAga che. rAga e evu kAtila jhera che enu bhAna mArA anatA bhavAmAM kayAreya na thayu hoya evuM vartamAna bhavamAM thayu che. atyaMta jherI nAga daza mAre ane tenA bhega thanAranI rageragamAM jhera vyApI gayuM hoya, zarIra lIlu kaMcana thai gayuM hoya pachI te bacI zakatA nathI. evu ja mArI bAbatamAM banyuM che. vAta tA pUrepUrI samajamAM AvI gai hAvA chatAM e jheramAMthI rAganA dveSanA vyApI gayelA jheramAMthI vatamAna bhavamAM tadna mukta thavAnI bahu ochI mAzA che, paNu e dazanA je saMskAra mArA AtmA para aMkita thayA che, e saMskAronA kAraNe have pachInA kei bhavamAM rAga mArA AtmA para pakaDa jamAvI zakaze nahIM e te cAkkasa che. a jAnyu.--phebruArI, 1977 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir This is my last and final imprison. ment mArA samagra jIvanamAMthI mane zu' prApta thayu' evuM pUchavAmAM Ave te kahuM ke mane jIvanamAMthI je mahAna jJAna prApta thayu che te A che : " jIvanamukta banavA mATe rAgathI mukta raheA. mArI pAsethI khepa levAnA DAya te| A ja che, " pachI sagA-saba`dhIe ane mitrAne lakhavAnA 10mI phebruArIe peAte peAtAnA mRtyu patranA musado lakhyA che. temAM zarUAtamAM jaNAvyu' che : No Border of any colour-Simple Type. AgaLa tyAM ja jaNAvyuM che : ''mArA maraNunA samAcAra chApAmAM ApatI vakhate spaSTa lakhavuM ke sAdaDI, besaNu` ke uThamaNAnI prathA baMdha che. " lakhyuM nathI paNa rUmarUmAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke jemane AzvAsana Apavu ja hAya temaNe patrathI AzvAsana ApavuM. mRtyu pachI Do. bhUpatabhAi ( amArA pitarAi ) ane DaoN. Ara. esa. mahetAne maLatAM pArlothI [C teeAe kahyu ke chelle temane pakSaghAta para. lysisnA humalA mRtyu agAu aDadhI kalAka pahelAM AvyA hatA. te divase sAMjanA cAlIne sthitinuM temane zrAvaNa suda pUnamanI rAtrIe juhu gayelA. mRtyu vakhatanI pari (9mI egasTa 76) svapna AveluM. temanA zabdomAM jaNAve che. chellA varSImAM traNacAra vAra svapna AvelA. svapnamAM mArA dehune lakavAmAM-parelIsIjhamAM sapaDAyelA joyA che. zarIra dvArA svapnamAM anubhavAtI sthitithI kAMI vedanIya kama bhegavAya jatA haze ? vedanIya kA~nA sa''dha deDhu ane mana baMne sAthe hevA joie ke mAtra manathI paNa bhagavAya jatA haze ? svapnamAM sutelI avasthAmAMthI ubhuM ke For Private And Personal Use Only : 71

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beTho thavA prayatna karuM paNa tema thaI zakeM ja Days in this world are practically over nahIM. dehanI parAdhInatA jo khare paNa deha evuM lAgyA kare che. jijIviSA nathI eTale tA surakSita ja hoya che. svapna purUM thAya ane mRtyune bhaya nathI rahyo. jIvana evI rIte bhAna thAya ke A te svapna hatuM, paNa svapna jIvyo chuM ke mRtyu pachI zI gatI thaze e anubhavatI vakhate te badhuM sAcuM ja lAge ane aMge paNa kAMI vasavaso nathI rahyo me duSka upset paNa thaI jAva." kahevAya evA dukRtyo to kaI karyA nathI. 'dAMpatya jIvananA aMtima divasenA lekhamAM bhAgye ja koI jIvane nArAja thavAnuM kAraNa panInA mRtyu viSenA bhAva pragaTa thaI gayA. ApyuM che. mRtyunA kAraNe badhA rAgano aMta koNa jANe ema thAya che ke patnInA viyogana Automatically AvI jaze ane rAganA kAraNe A varSa (1976) paNa chelle ja lAge che. duHkha vedanA te evA sahyA che ke navA jame tabiyatamAM evI koI gaMbhIratA bhale Aje nathI rAgathI agni mAphaka dUra bhAgIza. paNa deha e te kAcana-TukaDo ene naMdavAtA emane priya rAjacaMdrajInI kAvyapaMkti - vAra zI? ethI ja te A lekha lakhavAnI rAgadveSa ajJAna che, mukhya karmanomaMtha; preraNA patnInA AtmA dvArA na thaI hoya! bAkI to patnI je divase mRtyu pAmI te thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSane paMtha." cA divasathI ja mRtyune bhaya uDI gaye che. vartamAna AvA parama snehALa, sAcA saMskAranuM jIvana eTale viyegavALuM jIvana-mRtyu eTale sicana karanAra aneka guNanA bhaMDAra pUjya pachI viyegane aMta-pachI te navuM jIvana pitAjIne pagale cAlavAno saMkalpa karI ke2i viyeganI vedanA vinAnuM. keTi vaMdana karUM chuM. pU. munizrI jaMbuvijayajIne patra pATaNa mAgazara vada 13 zrI manasukhabhAInA svargavAsanA aNadhAryA samAcAra vAMcI AMcako lAgyo. ekadama zuM thayuM? eka dharmaniSTha, sAhityapremI, junI peDhInA prauDha anubhavI, ke jJAnapremI, niSThAvAna kAryakaranI jaina samAjamAM khoTa paDI che. sabhAe eka sthaMbha jevA che mukhya saMcAlakane gumAvyA che. prabhu temane AtmAne zAMti Ape. munizrI jaMbuvijayajInA dharmalAbha ? ranninnreresare a nrenaren AR10 72 ; AtmAnaMda prakA For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. zrI manasukhalAlabhAI tArAcaMda mahetA maraNa jali -khImacaMda thAMzI zAha , keTalIeka vyaktio saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM ane sabhAnA zreya-preya mATe satata prayatnazIla ucca AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvatI hoya che. AvI rahetA hatA. zrImatI nAthIbAI dAmodara ThAkarazI vyaktie potAnAmAM rahelA krodha, mAna, mAyA, vimensa yunivarsiTInA kAmakAja aMge mAre le bha Adi kaSAye nAbUda karavAmAM ane potAmAM lagabhaga dara mahine eka AMTo muMbaI jJAna, cAritra Adi guNo vikasAvavAmAM satata javAnuM thatuM ane dareka vakhate huM zrI prayatna karatI rahe che. temane ApaNe purAtana phatehacaMdabhAIne acUka maLata. sAmAnya rIta kALanA RSio sAthe sarakhAvI zakIe. sva. sAMjanA temanA nivAsasthAne ame maLatA. zrI manasukhalAlabhAI AvI eka vyakti hatA. sabhAnA kAmakAjanI carcA karatA, sAthe jamatA ane jamyA pachI sabhAnA kAma mATe jarUra zrI manasukhalAlabhAInAM patnI zrI lIlA hoya to koIne sAthe maLavA jatA. mane yAda vatIbahena saMvata 2002mAM svargavAsI thayAM. che te pramANe saM. 2016mAM AvI eka sAMje zrI lIlAvatIbahenanuM AkhuM jIvana dharmanA raMge raMgAyeluM hatuM, ane temane svarga zrI manasukhabhAI sAthe mAro meLApa zrI phateha vAsathI zrI manasukhabhAInA ekavIsa varSa pachI ca debhAIne tyAM thaI gayA. tanA dharmaparAyaNa sukhI gRhasthI jIvanane zrI manasukhabhAInI sAdAI prathama daSTie ja aMta Avyo. A AghAta zrI manasukhabhAI dhyAnamAM Ave tevI hatI. temaNe zarIra upara mATe asahya hatuM, paNa temaNe dharyapUrvaka sahI saheja bhagavA raMganI kaphanI paherI hatI lIdhe, ane pitAnuM saMtapta thayeluM citta mAthe khAdInI AchA rAkheDI raMganI TopI zAMti mATe sArA sArAM pustakanA ane dhArmika eDhI hatI ane temanA mukha upara nI graMthonA vAMcana-manana tarapha vALyuM. saM. 2010mAM saumyatA niItaratI hatI. sAdAI ane namratAnI paM. zrI becaradAsajI sAthe alamoDA ane sAthe ja vizALa vAMcana ane ucca vicAre kausAnI jaI svAmI AnaMdanA sAnnidhyamAM joI huM prabhAvita banyA. te ja vakhate temanI AdhyAtmika abhyAsanI tAlIma paNa lIdhI. sAthe vizeSa paricaya keLavavAno nirNaya meM pachI te putro jema jema vyavasAya-vyavahArane manomana karI lIdho. zrI phatehagaMdabhAIe mArA be upADatA gayA, tema tema pote sAMsArika A nirNayane AvakAryo, eTaluM ja nahIM, temanI pravRttio ochI karatA gayA ane nivRtti sAthe paricaya vadhAravAnI suvidhA paNa karI parAyaNa tathA sevAbhAvI jIvana tarapha DhaLatA gayA. ApI. tyAra bAda jyAre jyAre huM temane zrI manasukhabhAI sAthe mAro sau prathama meLApa maLavAno samaya ApatA, te samaye zrI manasattareka varSa pahelAM thayela hatA. sva. zrI phatteha, sukhabhAIne paNa hAjara rahevA teo AmaMtraNa caMdabhAI te vakhate ApaNI sabhAnA eka upa ApatA. Ama zrI phatecaMdabhAInI rAhabarI nIce pramukha hatA. sabhA pratye khUba prema dharAvatA hatA amAro paricaya vadhate cAlyA. ane pachI jAnyu -phebruArI, 1977 : 93 For Private And Personal Use Only

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to teo sabhAnI kAryavAhImAM rasa letA paNa rIte samajavAmAM muzkelI jaNAya che. paNa kathAthaI gayA. daSTAMte dvArA te sahelAIthI samajI zakAya che. saM. 2023nA bhAdaravA zudi bIjanA roja A hetuthI dareka dharmamAM kathA-daSTAMta sAhitya zrI phatecaMdabhAI svargavAsI thayA. sabhAne eka ochA-vadhatA aMze racAyeluM che. jenee A satata hitaciMtaka murabbInI jabara khoTa kathA-daSTAMta sAhityanuM khUba mUlya AMkayuM che. paDI. muMbaImAM sabhAnA kAmakAja aMge temanuM tene kathAnuga evuM gauravabharyuM nAma ApyuM che, sthAna le tevI vyaktinI zodha cAlI. mane zrI ane tene khUba vikasAvyuM che. zrI manasukhabhAI manasukhabhAI sAMbharyA. meM temane vinati karI A kathA-daSTAMta sAhityanA UMDA abhyAsI hatA. ane chevaTe mArA AthI temaNe te kAma teo kathAonA bhaMDAra hatA. zrI kulacaMdabhAI svIkAryuM. sabhAe temane zrI phatehacaMdabhAInI mahuvAkara temane yathArtha rIte ja kathAvAridhi khAlI paDelI jagyAe upa-pramukha nImyA ane kahyA che. paNa jema jamAne jamAne bhASAtemane muMbaInA kAmakAjanI seMpaNI karI. A bolI, paheraveza, khAnapAna vageremAM pheraphAra kAma temaNe kevI suMdara rIte niSThApUrvaka karyuM che, te Ave che, tema kathAone lekagya rAkhavA te sabhAno chellA nava varSane itihAsa batAvI khAtara temAMnA mULabhUta siddhAMtane aNIzuddha Ape che. navA navA peTrane banAvavAmAM, sabhAne rAkhIne tenA bAhya kalevaramAM-rajUAtamAM Arthika rIte majabUta karavAmAM temaja muMbaInA jamAne jamAne anukULa pheraphAronI AvazyakatA jaina samAjamAM sabhAne vizeSa khyAti apAva- rahe che. zrI mana sukhabhAI A satya barAbara vAmAM temane phALo noMdhapAtra che, kadI bhulAya samajyA hatA. eTale kathA nuM hArda zuddha te nathI. rAkhIne temanuM AjanA jamAnAne yogya suMdara zrI phatehacaMdabhAInA svargavAsa pachI meM rIte mane vaijJAnika vizleSaNa karatA ane Adhutemane maLavAnuM temanI rUma upara ja rAkhyuM nika paddhatie tenI rajUAta karatA. temanI hatuM. temaNe eka sArI evI mATI rUma keTamAM, zilI nirADaMbarI hatI ane teo potAnuM pArasI bajAra sTrITamAM, zAradA bilDiMgamAM, kathitatra saraLa, sIdhI, sacoTa bhASAmAM kahetA. pahele mALe rAkhI hatI. temAM teo ekalA AthI temanI kathAe kira, yuvAna ke vRddha, pitAnAM pustaka sAthe rahetA. temanA putra ci. strI ke purUSa saumAM priya banI hatI. vAcakane bhAI zazikAMtano bleka te ja bilDiMgamAM manoraMjana sAthe dhArmika ane naitika bhAvamAM cothe mALe hatuM. tyAM pite mAtra bhejana arthe taraboLa karI de te temanI kathAone mukhya jatA. pite nivRtta ane sAdhu jIvana gALatA hetu hatuM ane te temaNe suMdara rIte pAra ane pitAne samaya vAMcana, ciMtana, manana pADyo hato. ane lekhanamAM potAnAM pustakonI vacce pitAnI meM temanI vidvatA ane kathA sAhityane rUmamAM vitAvatA. mulAkAtIone paNa A ja lAbha levA vicAra karyo, ane kaI kaIvAra rUmamAM maLatA. ame mitre ramUjamAM A rUmane "zrI AmAnaMda prakAza mAM lakhavA vinati karI. zrI manasukhabhAIne upAzraya kahetA. temaNe sau prathama "mananuM pApa" nAmanI kathA dareka dharmamAM tenA aMgabhUta siddhAMta ane saM. 2018nA kAratakanA aMkamAM ApIne prAraMbha AcAra heya che. sAmAnya janane te sIdhI karyo. zarUAtamAM varSamAM be-traNa kathAo (anusaMdhAna 85 mA peja upara ) AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kathA-samrATa zrI manasukha bhAI jemaNe mane preraNuM pAI !! lekhakaH De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI M B B.S, pAlitANA [ saMsmaraNAtmaka eka zabda-citra ] manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA' vAMcIe- premALa, saraLa ne sahRdayI svabhAvane kAraNe eka sAMbhaLIe eTale mane paTa para eka saujanya- vizALa mitra samudAya keLa-meLave hatA. zIla sajajananuM, sevAmUrti sevakanuM, niSThAvAna mane zrI manasukhabhAIne prathama paricaya kAryakaranuM, sAhityapremI sAhityakAranuM kathA thaye Isa 1940mAM pAlitANAmAM jyAre huM samrATa lekhakanuM, aneka saMsthAonA mArga tAjetaramAM zrI jaina sevA samAja davAkhAnAmAM darzakanuM ane vizALa snehIvarganA snehIjananuM joDAyo hato. zrI manasukhabhAI mahetA tyAre eka Abehaba ne AkarSaka citra khaDuM thAya che, jayupITara lAIpha Isyuransa ku.ne saMcAlaka ane saujanya, sevA, sAhitya, sneha ne sauhArdane hatA ane nagarazeTha zrI cunIbhAI sAthe mane AlekhatuM eka bhAtIgaLa jIvana calacitranI vimA" aMge maLavA AvelA vime game tema jema mane sRSTi para eka manoramya chApa mUkI samajAvI-bharamAvI utArI levAnI daSTie nahi jAya che! paNa tethI bacata ne akasmAtamAM lAbha thAya zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA pitAnA evI spaSTa samajAvaTathI vimo levA sUcavyuM. vyavasAyamAM te kAryadakSa ne kazaLa hatA ja ane koI ja dabANa nahi, Agraha nahi, paNa nyAya saMpanna vaibhavathI ja potAnI kamANI karI taka pUrvaka samajAvaTathI vimo utAranAra ochA hatI-prAmANika jIvana jIvyA hatA paNa sAthe joyA che. mane dilamAM besI gayuM ke vimo sAthe sAhityakSetre-khAsa karIne kathA-vArtAnA le jarUrI ne phAyadAkAraka che eTale vimA sajana-prakAzanamAM amUlya phALo Apyo hato, lIdho. dabANathI nahi dilathI ! A hatA mane temaja ciMtana-mananapUrNa lekhasAmagrI paNa emane prathama paricaya jeNe temanA viSe eka vipula pramANamAM vAMcakone caraNe dharI hatI. addabhuta chApa pADI ! muMbaInI ane bahAranI ghaNI zikSaNika-sAmA pachI te temanA sAhitya-sabhara ne rasaprada jika saMsthAomAM saMcAlana-mArgadarzana ApI le-lakhANa vAcate tyAre temanA sAhityika, temanA vikAsa-vardhanamAM viziSTa bhAga bhajavya sAMskArika ne sajaka vyaktitvane khyAla Avate hate-ema kahIe ke eka niSThAvAna ne namra sevaka gayo. jayAre muMbaI javAnuM thatuM tyAre temane tarIke kArya karI chUTyA hatA. vaLI pitAnA maLavAne, carcA karavAne, satsaMga keLavavAno jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 ': 75 For Private And Personal Use Only

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meko maLatA gayA ane mane temanA sa`skArI, sadAcArI ne sAhityika svabhAvanA khyAla AvatA gayA. eTale temanA saMparka sAdhavAnA ane satsaMga keLavavAnA prasaMga vAravAra meLa vatA ane dhIme dhIme jANe hu emanA eka nAnA mitra banI gayeA. temanI sAthenA ghaNA prasage| mane rasaprada ne edhaprada nivaDyA che-mane jIvanamAM preraka ne puSTidAyI jaNAya che, jemAMnA ekAda e prasa geA noMdhanIya ne smaraNIya hAI Alekhu chu. eka vakhata suI gayA tyAre mu. zrI phattehucaMda jhaverabhAie mane temane tyAM maLavA cA-pANInuM AmatraNa ApyuM, tyAre zrI manasukhalAla tArAca'da mahetA ane zrI cImana lAla pAlitANAkara paNa sAthe hatA. te vakhate vAtA-citAmAM temanI vidvatApUrNa zaktinI ane snehALa svabhAvanI mane pratIti thaI. carcAmAM paNa jANe 'anekAnta'nA ananya anuyAyI haiAya tema vividha rIte praznanI ne viSayanI chaNAvaTa karatA. jeNe mane taka maLye temanA sa Mparka sAdhavAnuM AkaSa Nu karyu -vAra vAra maLavAnu kheMcANu karyuM. zrI manasukhalAlabhAi pAlitANA AvelA ane AgamamaMdiramAM utarelA. tyAre zrI kulacaMdabhAi dozI sAthe temane maLavAnI taka sAMpaDI. jyAre temanI vidvattA, namratA, saraLatA ne sajjanatAnI mArI chApa vizeSa dRDhIbhUta banI, emanA AdhyAtmika-sAhityika jJAnathI khUba prabhAvita banyA. eTale emane zakaya hAya tyAre maLavAnA ane temanA vidvattApUrNa ne anubhavabharyAM vyaktitvanA lAbha levA maneAmana nizcaya karyo. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( ane nUtanavarSanA abhinaMdana 'ne aupacArika patravyavahAra zarU thaye| je dvArA paNa teozrIe ghaNI vakhata mane preraka ne puSTidAyaka paMktie lakhI pretsAhita karyAM. mArA e patrikAnA svaracita ne kAvyamaya lakhANeAnI prazasti karI mane uttejana ApatA ( jo e lakhANA prazasti yogya nahAtA ja ) ane lekha-vArtAe lakhavA preratA. mAre bhArapUrvaka kahevuM joie ne spaSTa rIte svIkAravuM joie ke tee zrInI AvI preraNAthI temaja 'zikSaNa-patrikA', 'Atmyana-prakAza' AdimAM kathAtrA-vArtAonA vAMcanathI mane paNa vArtA-kathA lakhavAnI preraNA maLI eTale have kaI kaIvAra nAnI vArtA ke kathA AtmAnaMda prakAza', 'gulAba' AdimAM lakhu chuM. pachI tA muMbaI javAnu thatAM zrI ' zikSaNa-saMgha 'nI ephIke zrI cImanalAla pAlitANAkarane maLavA jAuM tyAre zrI manasukhabhAi paNa ghaNIvAra maLI jAya, jyAre ghaNI kAhitya ne samAjane spatI vAtA karIe jemAMthI ghaNuM jANavAnu maLatu . eka smaraNIya ne preraNAdAyI pramaga maLyA, chelle chelle zrI manasukhalAlabhAinA du:khada avasAnanA thoDA ja divase pahelA muMbaImAM ApaNI zrI jaina zvetAMbara konpharansanI kArAkhArI samitinI miTIMgamAM hAjarI ApavA gayela tyAre muluDamAM zrI cImanalAla pAlitANAkara, zrI rasikalAla korA ane zrI nagInadAsa vAvaDIkarane maLavA gayela tyAre mu zrI manasukhabhAi paNa tyAM maLI gayA. pU. 5. zrI pUrNAna vijayajI ( kumArazramaNa )ne maLavA jatA tyAM upAzrayamAM ja zrI manasukhabhAI maLI gayA. pU. mahArAjazrI pachI te! amArA 'paryuSaNanI kSamApanA'ne sAthe temanA vicAra-vinimaya pachI paNa temanI 76 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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saraLatA ne namratA jaNAI AvatI. vaLI jaNAI ke zrI manasukhabhAI virodhAtmaka sAhitya ne AgamonI puSTi mATe temanI dhagaza valaNane badale "syAdvAda'nA puraskartA hoya tema dekhAI AvatI. pachI te ame sau sAthe zrI samajaNapUrvaka ane vivekapUrvaka carcAne chaNatA cImanalAla pAlitANAkarane tyAM gayAM jyAM paNa ne nikAla ANatA. zikSaNa patrikA, zikSaNa saMgha ane sAhityamAM kathA-vArtAnuM sthAna Adi aMge ghaNI vAta ghaNI vAte bAda chUTA paDatA teozrIe karI. pachI te vizeSa vAta karavA ane maLavA mane eka mahatvanI ne agatyanI vAta karI - mATe zrI manasukhabhAIe mane temane tyAM DokaTara sAheba! mAre have thoDe vakhata jamavA AvavAne Agraha karyo. temanA neDa ne ekAMta jIvana gALavuM che, jyAM kaI maLe nahi ke mulAkAta nahi; mAtra vAMcana-ciMtana-manana sauhArda jevAM ane temanI sAthe vAta karavAnI taka maLaze e AzAe ne AkaSa Ne meM temanuM nirAMte vinA aDacaNa karI zakuM. te tyAM ghaTI jevA nAnA gAmaDAmAM ekAda makAnanI sagavaDa AmaMtraNa svIkAryuM. karI Apo ke huM tyAM mAtra ekale ja rahI bIje divase mu. zrI manasukhabhAIne tyAM zakuM." gAmaDAnI keTalIka agavaDatAo vicArI jamavA gaye premapUrvaka ne hasate mukhaDe mane meM kahyuM : "murabbI, Agama-maMdira ke bIjI AvakAryo zrI kulacaMdabhAI dozI ane zrI koI dharmazALAmAM sArA sagavaDatAbharyA rUmanI cImanabhAI pAlitANAkarane paNa AmaMtraNa sagavaDa karIe jyAM jarUrI suvidhA maLI zake. Apela sI sAthe AgrahapUrvaka ne AnaMdathI gAmaDAmAM thoDI ghaNuM muzkelI paDaze." tyAre jamyA. ghaNI vAta karI. khAsa karIne te temaNe spaSTa kahyuM : "nA, nA, pAlitANAmAM sAhityane sparzatI ane sAmAjika utthAnanI, rahuM te tame ke bIjA mitre maLavA Ave. pAlitANAmAM ucca zikSaNa mATe kelejanI nA paDAya nahi ane ekAMta sevAya nahi ne kova-lekhaka saMmelananA Adi vicAraNAo dakhala rahyA kare mAre thoDA vakhata ekAkI karI. kolejanuM te zrI phalacaMdabhAI dozInA jIvana gALavuM che ne ekAMtavAsa sevA junuM svapna hatuM. mane paNa e pravRttimAM che. jethI huM mArA AdhyAtmika jIvanane puSTa kare rasa hato ane cheDI prAthamika vicAraNAo citana-manana-adhyayana karI zakuM." eTale paNa karela jene zrI manasukhabhAIe pu ime kahyuM : "bhale, te tevI jagyA zodhI kADhIza ApI, madadarUpa thavA kahyuM temanA hastakanA ane Apane jaNAvIza." ane ame have - pAlitANAmAM maLavAnI AzA sAthe chUTA paDyA. TrasTamAMthI tema ja sAthe cAlI keTalAka mane temanA chUpA AMtarika-AdhyAtmika jIvananI dAnavIro pAsethI zakaya phaMDa karI ApavA mAMkhI thaI vacana paNa ApyuM. tyAM ja zrI dhIrajalAla TekarazI zAha AvI pahocyA eTale zrIpALa pachI pAlitANA AvIne temanA sagA thatA -mayaNAne vivAdAspada prazna, bhagavAna mahA zrI cunIbhAI nagazeThane maLavA ane samAvIranA 2500mo nirvANa kalyANaka mahotsava, cAra ApavA gaye. zrI manasukhabhAInI ekAMta tithi carcA ane zatruMjayanI pratiSThA Adi vAsanI IcchA jaNAvI ane AjubAjunA keI carcAo thaI. daramyAna mane khUbI te e gAmaDAmAM sagavaDa karIzuM ema vicAryuM. tyAM jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 : 77 For Private And Personal Use Only

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te trIje ja divase duHkhada samAcAra sAMbhaLyA ke zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAnuM acAnaka avasAna thayuM che. AvA acAnaka AghAta janaka samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja amane atyaMta du:kha thayuM, jANe koi Atmiya janane gumAvI beThA. sAhitya jagatane eka camakatA-jhaLa haLatA tejasvI sitArA kharI paDyo! thA jagatane prakAzita karatA sUraja jANe asta thayA! aneka mitrAnu eka sneha, sadgAnubhUti sva. zrI manasukhabhAinA akALa avasAnathI jaina samAje eka niSThAvAna ne prANavAna kAya kara gumAvye che. 'zikSaNa sa'dha', 'zikSaNa-patrikA', 'AtmAnaMda sabhA', 'AtmAna'da prakAza' 'ejyukezana khADa' ', amarelInuM vidyArthI gRha ane aneka sa MsthAoe jANe potAnA pitA khAyA che eTalu duHkha anubhavaze. kaika mAsikAnA pAnA temanI kathA vArtAne ciMtanapUrNa lakhANA vinA sunAM sunAM, ne nIrasa manI jaze. keTalAya ne sadbhAvanu ThekANuM khAI beThA ! ghaNI saMsthAmatrAnI AMkheA potAnA sahRdayI svajana jatAM azrubhInI banI jaze. tyAre emanA kuTuMbanI tA vAta ja zI karavI! temanA tA jANe AdhArasthaMbha TaLI gayA ! enA mA daza ka ne preraka pitA temane ezIM gaNA banAvI bIjI duniyAmAM cAlyA gayA ! mane aMgata rIte mu. zrI, manasukhabhAInA avasAnathI khUba khoTa sAlaze. mArA paryuSaNa ne nUtanavarSoMnA kAvyamaya lakhANeAnu kANu mUlyAMkana karaze ne mAgadazana Apaze ? mane thA-vArtA lakhavA have ke preraze? ane muMbai jatAM vAtA karavAne preraNA meLava vAne visAme have kayAM jaDaze ? kharekhara e svajana ne sajjana hurameza yAda AvyA ja karaze, emanA saraLa-premALa ne dayALu-mAyALu svabhAva kadI visarAze nahi emanI sAhityika sRSTine sAmAjika dRSTinA prerakane prAtsAhaka paDaghA kAnamAM guMjyA ja karaze. emaneA AcAra vicArane samanvaya aMtara para ramyA ja karaze. corpor 78 : convocadoeaccoupon anas Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir chatAM emanA nAmanI ne kAmanI suvAsa ApaNune mu. zrI. manasukhabhAinA dehavilaya thayA praphullita karatI raheze, emanu' vaividhyabhayu` ne arthapUrNa sAhitya vAMcakAne varyAM sudhI preraNAdAyI banI raheze. emanI sevA pravRttie kAyakarAne sevA kSetre pravRtta banAvaze. ema kahIe teozrI dehuthI bhale vilIna thayA paNa emanA kAne kathAe amara banI raheze. emane yAda karIe ne preraNA meLavIe! vAhu manasukhabhAI mahetA ! dhanya tamArU jIvana ! dhanya tamArUM kavana ! dharmAnuM bIja chu ApaNe e bhUlI jaie chIe ke dhamanuM bIja dhama`zAstromAM nahi paNa mAnavamAM che. jo e bIja mAnavahRdayamAM na hoya tA dhazAstro ane dharmaprathAnA evA mANasa mATe kazo upayAga nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only --va. manasukhalAlabhAi joyuM te jANyuM pAnuM 50 app AtmAnaM prakAza

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zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda: Adhunika yuganA parkAyapravezaka eka gRhasthayAgI prAcIna yuganI kathAomAM aneka cegIee parakAyapravezanI vidyA prApta karI hatI, je aMgenI aneka kathAe jovA maLe che. enI pAchaLanuM rahasya zuM hatu te ApaNe jANatA nathI. ApaNe mAtra eTalu ja jANIe chIe ke e bIjAonA zarIramAM praveza karI dhAyu kAma karAvatA ane peAtAne hetu siddha thaye e navA dehano kabajo chADI detA. kahevAya che ke tyAre e yegInA uttara sAdhaka yAgInA dehanu rakSaNa karatA. hu e sAdhanA daramyAna nAzaM pAme te cegIne aharniza anya dehAmAM bhaTakavAnu ja rahe. game te hA, paNa eka vAta che sAdhanA dvArA bIjAnA dehano kabajo laI zakAtA. ke zrI manasukhalAla tArAca'da mahetA AvA ja eka gRhastha yeAgI hatA je AjanA Adhunika yugamAM peAtAnA ucca guNAthI anekanA haiyAmAM sthAna jamAvI zakatA. emanuM dazana evuM pavitra ane nima La hatu` ke prathama daIne ja e peAtAnA ucca guNAthI sAmenI vyakti para jAnyu -phebruArI, 1977 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir le, zAhu ratilAla maphAbhAi chApa pADI ane peAtAnI banAvI zakatA, ane varSoMnA saMbaMdha heAya evu vAtAvaraNa jamAvI zakatA. mane AjathI lagabhaga dazeka varSa para emane maLavAnA yega sAMpaDyo hatA ane tyAra bAda be traNa vakhata muMbaImAM 20~20 divasanA rAkANamAM emanA ghaniSTha paricayamAM AvyuM hatA. mane yAda che tyAM sudhI mArA pustaka aMge huM muMjhaNa anubhavatA hatA tyAre e peAte ja mane sAmethI maLavA AvyA hatA ane upa yogI sUcanA karyA hatA. emanI sevA sajja natA, namratA tathA niLa sneha joI huM mukhya banI gayA hatA, ane ekavAra anya mitrA sAthe mane paNa AgraDha pUrNAMka potAne tyAM AjanA Adhunika yugamAM paNa bIjAne kabajo laI zakAya che. paNa pahelAnI jema mULabhAjana levA Amatro mArA haiyAmAM emaNe jIvane mUcchita karIne nahIM, paNa sneha-prema- UDu` sthAna jamAvI dIdhu hatu. sevA-sajjanatA-pramANikatA-nyAya AdinA ucca guNAthI khIjAnA haiyAmAM sthAna jamAvI zakAya che, ane evI vyakti sUcchita na banatAM UlaTI urdhvagAmI bane che. mArA sAhitya aMge kathA vArtA age tathA keTalAka vivAdAspada prazno aMge huM emanI salAha mAMgatA, mArgadarzana icchatA tyAre e tarata ja mane joitI sahAya ApatA ane vicArA mATe paNa Apa le karatA. zrI paramA naMda kuvarajI kApaDiyAnA avasAna pachI muMbaI khAte e mArU puchavA ThekANu hatA. A kAraNe emanA akALa avasAnathI samAjane te meTI khATa paDI che paNa mane tA tethI ya vizeSa khATa paDI che. For Private And Personal Use Only : 79

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mArA samAroha aMge emaNe mane jaNAvyuM meM bIjI tArIkhe pratyuttara Apyo ke mAre ke tamArUM pracAra taMtra khUba ja nabaLuM che. aMge have citA karavAnuM nahIM rahe. ThIka ThIka te aMge keTalAka upayogI sUcano karyA. meM phaLa prabuddha jIvana ophise meLave che. bAkI pratyuttara vALyo ke muMbaI khAte mArA pracAra- tamAruM dila dubhAtuM hoya te huM tamArA rUA. kAryanA tame ja maMtrI ane saMcAlaka 11) svIkArIza, paNa duHkhanI vAta ke mAre banI jema karavuM ghaTe tevA mArgo levAnI huM e pratyuttara e vAMce e pahelAM ja teo tamane sattA ApuM chuM. A pachI emaNe tA. 2-12-76 nA roja acAnaka cAlyA "jaina", "AtmAnaMda prakAza" vageremAM jAhera gayA. rAte karI vAcakane preraNA ApatuM sAhitya paNa pragaTa karAvyuM ane avAranavAra patre je eka divasa A duniyA para Ave che lakhI sUcana paNa karavA zarU karyA. e eka divasa te javAnA ja che. paNa jeo mArA samAroha aMge temaNe rU. 51) pitAnA umadA guNethI eka suvAsa pAtharI amadAvAda sanmAna kamiTine bharyA. meM jaNAvyuM 9 jAya che ene maghamaghATa lAMbA kALa sudhI paNa ke tamAro phALe levAno nathI. enA javAbamAM jalArA bhulAze nahIM. AjanA yugamAM sajajanatAnI emaNe tA. 1-12-76nA patramAM lakhyuM ke AvI mUrti meM bhAgye ja bI je joI haze "tame mane aspRzya jevo gaNI lIdhe. ethI ane sajajanatA sAthe sneha tyAga-nirmaLa mane ghaNuM duHkha thayuM che. paisA mahatvanI cIja pavitra jIvana ane sevAvRtti bhAgye ja bIje nathI paNa A te tamArA pratyenI bhaktina jovA maLaze. Ama aneka guNone emanAmAM pratIka che, eTale tamArAthI nA pADI zakAya ja suyoga thayo hoI emanI beTa samAjane nahIM. bAkI have pracAra kArya goThavAI gayuM che. lAMbA vakhata sudhI cAlyA karaze. te ekAda mAsamAM tenuM phaLa maLaze ja. mATe dhIraja rAkhaze ane agAunA patramAM te ApaNe te have zAsanadevane prArthanA karIe jaNAveluM ke huM 3000) traNa hajAra te sahe. ke emane AmA jyAM hoya tyAM zAMti prApta lAIthI meLavI zakIza ne tamArI jarUriyAta kare ane emanI khoTa pUrAya evI samAja para pUrI karI daIza. kRpA varasAve. jJAnane dIpaka pragaTAvaze te hatAzAne aMdhakAra haTIne divALI pragaTI raheze. dareka prakAranA... . sTIla tathA vuDana pharnIcara mATe { A mahAlakSmI sTIla korporezana zo rUma - goLa bajAra bhAvanagara | phena naM. 4525 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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adhyAtmajJAnI tatvaciMtaka zrI manasukhalAlabhAI lekhaka : gotavAla a. zAha ( upapramukha : adhyAtmajJAna pra. maMDaLa ) yoga ane adhyAtma sAhityanA UMDA soMpI. vAtacita daramyAna temaNe kahyuM ke tA. abhyAsI ane tatvaciMtaka zrI manasukhalAla 9mIe huM kyAM haIza tenI mane khabara nathI. tArAcaMda mahetAe adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka meM badhI taiyArI karI rAkhI che. tA. 9mIe maMDaLanA ghaNA varSo sudhI pramukha temaja TrasTI huM kadAca pratyakSa nahi te parokSa rIte paNa tarIke e maMDaLanI amUlya sevA bajAvela che. mahesANAnA prasaMgamAM hAjara hoIza. meM A A maMDaLanA sahakAryakara tarIke huM temanA ghaNA vAtane kAMIka sahaja rIte gaNI. kAraNa amArI nikaTanA saMparkamAM hatA. paNa IcchA hatI ke musApharIne parizrama na veThe maMDaLa kAryavAhImAM atI UMDo rasa letA. te sArUM! kAraNe acAnaka emane amadAvAda tenuM varSo sudhI sukAna saMbhALI ananya mArga jaI AvavuM paDyuM hatuM. darzana temaNe Apela che. temanI chellI ghaDI tA. 3jI Disembara eTale bIje ja divase sudhI paNa A maMDaLanI pravRtti temane haiye savAre jyAre temanA deha vilayanA samAcAra hatI. temanA deha vilayanA thoDA divasa agAu maLyA tyAre mAruM mana zUnya thaI gayuM ane maMDaLanI kAryavAhaka samitinI eka sabhA maLI eka tIvra AghAta anubhavyuM. tyAre ja mane hatI. A mITIMgamAM mahesANA mukAme tA. khyAla Avyo ke gaI kAle temaNe TelIphena para 9mI Disembare pUjyapAda zrI padmasAgarajI uccArelI vANImAM UMDo saMketa hatA ane mahArAja sAhebane apAnAra AcArya padavIdAna marmabharI vANI hatI. Ama maMDaLanI anekavidha samAraMbhamAM hAjarI ApavA mATe maMDaLanA pravRttimAM temanI cIvaTa ane sujha viziSTa pratinidhio nakkI karavAmAM AvyA hatA. temanA prakAranA hatAM. netRtva heThaLa A pratinidhi maMDaLe tyAM hAjarI A maMDaLanI vividha pravRttimAM temaNe ApavA javAnuM hatuM. temanI TikITa paNa te apela amUlya phaLe ane kAryazakti dIpI pramANe rIjharva thaI hatI. daramyAna temanA zake che. yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarajInA AtmIya sagA paMDita becaradAsanI acAnaka mAMdagI aMge amadAvAda javAnuM thayuM. paNa ane temanA sAhitya para mananIya pravacane sAhityane temaNe UMDo abhyAsa karyo hato pAchA AvI temane mane tA. 2-12-7nA paNa ApyAM hatAM. roja savAramAM TelIphena AvyA. A samAraMbhamAM javA aMge amoe vistRta rIte dazeka jaina dhArmika abhyAsanA eka mahAna preraka miniTa sudhI carcA-vicAraNA karI ane chevaTanuM hatA. jaina bALakamAM dharmanAM saMskAra reDAya te svarUpa ApI te javAbadArI kAMIka rIte amane mATe teo cintana karatA. dhArmika zikSaNa saMgha jAnyu phebruArI, 1977 : 81 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dvArA dhArmika zikSaNane vega ApavAmAM temane ghaNA phALeA che. jaina ejyukezana kheDanI dhArmika parIkSAnI pravRttimAM teoe maMtrI tarIke ati upayogI sevA apela che. parIkSaka tarIke peAtAnI amUlya sevAne upayoga karI harahaMmeza sakrIya mAdana ApatA rahyA hutA. A uparAMta jaina zvetAmbara kenpharansa temaja jaina samAjanI keTalIka anya sa'sthAomAM paNa prasa'zanIya sevA apela che. teo saMsthAmAM joDAtAM temAM te saMsthAonA kArya mAM rasapUrvaka jatana karatA ane te saMsthA phUlIphAlI kema bane tenI ahAnIza khevanA rAkhatA temanA jIvanane zarUne vyavasAya vImA kaMpanInA ejanTa tarIkenA hatA. paraMtu vImA kaMpanInA rASTriyakaraNa pachI temanI sAhityika pravRtti ane samAja sevAnI vRtti jhaDapathI vikAsa pamI. sAhityanA UMDA abhyAsa karyAM ane samAjane kevu sAhitya joIe che tenI nADa pArakhI. samAjane peAtAnA sAhityanu UMDuM jJAna petAnA pravacaneA dvArA temaja pustako dvArA ApyuM. zIladhanI kathAe temaNe aneka lakhI che. A kadhAonuM preraka vAMcana AbAla vRddha saune game tevuM saraLa ane preraNa dAyaka che. tethI temanA A pustakanuM prakAzana A maMDaLa dvArA karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A pustakanI prazasti eTalI pracAra pAmI ke maMDaLe pragaTa 82 H Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir karela AvRttinI saghaLI kepIe khalAsa thaI gayela hatI. A emanA sAhityanI prazasti ane rUcI batAve che. temanI jIMdagI jIvavAnI rIta anekhI hatI. huMmezAM kA rata rahetA. Simple living ane High thinking-sAduM jIvana ane ucca vicAra e emanA jIvanama Mtra hatA. nikhAlasatA, kauTumbika vAtsalyatA ane matamatAMtarathI vegaLA rahevAnI nIti e temanA viziSTa guNNA hatA. temanA svavAsI patnInI mAMdagInA samayamAM je dhIrajapUrvaka sevA bajAvela che tene joTA maLavA muzkela che. khUba ja sAdu jIvana jIvatA ame jyAre temane ghera jatA tyAre temanI rUmamAM temanu vAMcana athavA lekhana cAlatu hAya te paNa ekAgra citte, te je mAnyatA dharAvatA te temaNe peAtAnA jIvananA AyaraNamAM utArelI hatI. prasiddhi temane priya na hatI. prasiddhinA jhaLahaLATathI hamezAM vegaLA rahetA, paraMtu temanA sevA kAryo ane temanu AcaraNu svayaM prasiddhi pAmatuM hatuM. Ama temanA dehavilayathI aneka sasthAoe temaja sArAye jaina samAje eka uttama kATIneA samAja sevaka, tattva ciMtaka, adhyAtma ane zIlakathAonA sAhityakAra gumAvela che A maMDaLe te tenA eka ananya sukAnI gumAvela che. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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tatvaciMtaka-zaujanyazIla sva. zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA zIladharmanI sthAe prakAzana aMge prazaMsA patra taLAja, tA. 5-10-70, sujJa Atmiya snehI pAna na karAvatA hoya tevI rIte ekeeka kathA zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAnI sevAmAM ApaNuM zIladhamane, saMyamadharmane, Atmadharmane muMbaI sparzI jAya che. zailI saraLa prasanna ane Atmabodhaka che. savinaya, ghaNA lekhakonI kathA vAMcI che, temAM piSTapeSaNa ApazrInI ojasvI kalamanI kuzaLatAthI prasaMgane ghaTAvavAmAM thayela hoya che, paNa A lakhAyelI zIladhamanI kathAo bhAga 1-2 kathAomAM te ghaNI ja muddAsaranI hakIkata sadUgata murabbI zrI phattecaMda jhaverabhAI zAhanA tatvajJanI adAthI raju karAyelI che. smAraka TrasTa taraphathI sAbhAra mane bheTa maLI che, te badala TrasTIo zrI jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda AvI kathAo aneka AtmAonA AMtara. zAha tthA zrI lakSmIcaMda durlabhajIbhAI zAhane cakSuo prakAzita karavAmAM prabaLa kArya karaze AbhArI chuM. ema mAruM maMtavya che. AvI kathAo aneka vyAkhyAna pITha uparathI vaMcAya che, zrotAo A kathAo mane evA samayamAM maLI che sAMbhaLe che, paraMtu A kathAonuM je nirUpaNa ke jyAre mAruM mana ane citta zeDuM kSebha- zrI AvI chetImAM gabhIratApUrvaka yukta hatuM. temAM A kathAothI ghaNuMja zAMtvana karyuM che tevuM baLa anya kathA lekhakomAM bhAgye ja maLyuM che, te aMge meM te bukanA pRSTha upara jovA maLe che. dha sahaja lakhI che te Apane lakhI jaNAvavA preraNA thavAthI raju karuM chuM. A badhI kathAo ghaNAye Agama graMthamAMthI udvarelI che, ghaNI Adhunika che, paNa tenuM zIladharmanI kathAomAM tatvajJa-saMskArI hAI dhaNA ja gADha anubhavamAMthI pragaTeluM lekhakanI kalamathI je kuzaLatApUrvaka vANInI re sahaja nirUpaNa che. vimaLatA, prasaMganI gaMbhIratA ane sAthosAtha je guMthaNI ghaNuM UMDANapUrvaka karI kathAsane lekhakazrIne huM thoDo paricita chuM, paraMtu chalakAvyo che te vAMcatA, saMsAramAM ApaNu A kathAonA vAMcanathI mane zAMtvana maLyuM che, jIvanamAM banatAM aneka sukhadukhanA nATakonA mArI ekanI eka bahena kaMcanabena saM. 2026 prasaMge jANe A kathAomAM na vaNAI gayA nA bhAdaravA suda 10nA dIne pAlItANAmAM hoya ane ApaNane e dvArA jANe preraNAnA kalyANa bhuvanamAM gaDaturmAsa karatA hatA. acAnaka vanyu - phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pratikramaNa karavA taiyAra thaIne jatA hatA tyAre kathAomAM cAre anuyoganuM suMdara nirUpaNa chAtImAM duHkhAvo thayo ane eka kalAkamAM garbhata rIte che. A kathAoe mane zAMtvana zubha bhAvanApUrvaka ekAkIpaNe yAtrALuonA ApyuM che. AvA gra samAjane ghera ghera maraNe sAMbhaLatA svargavAsI thayA. A samA pahoMcavA joIe, kAraNa ke bhAratamAM zIlacAra kelathI taLAjA maLatAM mane acAnaka dharmanI karUNa sthiti thaI che ane kuzIlatAnuM banAvathI AghAta lAgyo, AvI dhamarNi benane sAmAnya pravartI rahyuM che, temAM AvI kathA viyoga ekAeka thavAthI mana asvastha hatuM. prasAdI bhavya jIvone zIladharma tarapha dorI A AghAta dUra karavAmAM A kathAoe javAmAM mahAna sAdhanarUpa banaze. mane ghaNI hIMmata ane preraNA ApI che. A lI. Apane amaracaMda mAvajI zAhe nA praNAma, With best compliments from : Steelcast Bhavnagar Private Ltd. Manufacturers of : STEEL & ALLOY STEEL CASTINGS Ruvapari Road, BHAVNAGAR 364 001 (Gujarat) Gram : STEELCAST Telex : 0162-207 Phone 1 5225 (4 Lines) - - - - -- - - - AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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( anusaMdhAne 74mA pejathI cAlu) lakhatA. dhIme dhIme vadhAratA gayA ane pachI haMmezAM navuM navuM jANavA ane navuM navuM te dara mahine ekAda kathA to kharI ja, mArI zIkhavA prayatnazIla rahetA. uMmara temAM atinivRtti bAda temaNe zrI AtmAnaMda prakAzanuM rAya rU5 banI na hatI. eka rIte teo nityataMtrIpada svIkAryuM. temane A mAsikane jemAM vidyAthI jevA hatA. jyAMthI jevuM ane jeTaluM prathama paMkitanuM mAsika banAvavAnA mane jANavAnuM zIkhavAnuM maLe, tyAMthI te grahaNa karI hatA, ane te bAbatamAM haMmezA prayatnazIla levuM e temane mudrAlekha hato. rahetA. muMbaInA jaina samAjamAM temaNe pitAnI vargavAsa pahelAM thoDAka samaye teo vidvatA, namratA, sAdAI, saumyatA ane sevA bhAvanagara AvyA hatA ane mane maLyA hatA. bhAvanAthI eka viziSTa sthAna prApta karyuM hatu pitAnI tabiyata have sudharI gaI che ane kaMI muMbaInI zrI adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka sabhAne. jAtanI ciMtA jevuM nathI ema kahetA hatA. te sabhya hatA, DA samaya mATe pramukha paNa UlaTuM, mane mArI tabiyata upara dhyAna rAkhavA hatA. anya ghaNI saMsthAo sAthe teo salAha ApI hatI. muMbaI jaI dvAdazAre joDAyelA hatA. nayacakrama'nA bIjA bhAganI prakAzanavidhi mATe vyavasthA karavAmAM guMthAyA. te bAbatamAM keTalIka temaNe pitAnuM AkhuM nivRtta jIvana dharma mAhitI ApatA patra paNa temaNe mane lakhyo ane samAjane arpaNa karI dIdhuM hatuM. jIvanane hato. huM tene pratyuttara ApavAno vicAra karato hetu ane mRtyuno marma teo pUrepUre samajI hate, eTalAmAM temanA svargavAsanA duHkhada cUkyA hatA, ane tethI ja temane jIvana pratye samAcAra sAMbhaLyA, kevI vidhinI krUratA ! meha rahyuM na hatuM ke mRtyunI bIka na hatI. zrI manasukhabhAInI sajajanatA benamana te baMnene pacAvI gayA hatA. hatI. darekanI sAthe mIThAzathI vartavuM te temane caMdana vRkSa jema pitAnA dehanI zItaLatA sahaja hatuM. te ajAtazatru jevA hatA. keInI arthe nahIM, paraMtu pitAnI AsapAsa suvAsa sAthe vairabhAva te zuM, paNa amaitrIbhAva paNa prasarAvavAnA hetuthI utpanna thAya che, tema mAnava temane na hato. namratA ane sAdAI temanA janma paNa mAtra potAnA ja kalyANa arthe nahIM svabhAvamAM vaNAI gayA hatA. paraMtu mAnavajAtanI sevA arthe prApta thAya che e tathya zrI manasukhabhAIe potAnA jIvanathI zrI manasukhabhAInI jijJAsA-jJAna prApta siddha karI batAvyuM che. zrI zAsanadeva temanA karavAnI IcchA vRtti khUba sateja hatI. teo AtmAne zAzvata sukha-zAMti arpe te ja prArthanA. * 85 jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. mAnanIya lADIlA kuzaLa lekhaka zrI manasukhalAlabhAi tArAcaMdane hArdika zraddhAMjali 6 H Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAMDamA thImanalAla ratanacaMda kAvya A jagamAM janmyA ghaNA, ghaNA sIdhAvyA svarga, sukRta jee karI gayA, tehane samare leka, 1 Aja AvyA kAle javu, kudaratane janma maraNanA divasanuM sUrata ke na Apa gayA saune javuM, paNa jIvana karyuM kurabAna, sevAbhAvI zAsana taNA, apyuM tana-mana ne dhana. 3 vakhata vItye vItI jaze, Apa sIdhAvyA vaga', guru sAMbhArU zuM ApanA ? namu' prabhu' dharI prema. 4 laganI lAgI sevAtaNI, paradu:kha parakhaNu hAra, paraMtu,khe haiyuM jaLe bhAI, dhanya dhanya tuma avatAra, pa For Private And Personal Use Only svastha zrI manasukhalAlabhAI tArAcaMdabhAI ApaNA zAsanamAM sujJa buddhizALI loka lADIlA kuzaLa lekhaka hatA. temanA lekhA suMdara edhadAyaka rasaprada ane preraNAtmaka hatA teozrInI taMtrI tarIke nImaNuka thatAM ghaNe prasaMgonA savistara vRttAMta ApIne ApaNane mahAna upadeza ApI gayA che. ApaNA zAsanamAM temanI taMtrI tarIke, sArA lekhaka tarIke ane sevAbhAvI tarIke mahAna khATa paDI che tethI ApaNane bahu ja duHkha thAya che, paraMtu ka'nI AnaMda thaye| hatA paraMtu kudarate ulaTu' pagaluMga ti ghaNI vicitra che. saMsAranuM nATaka AvuM ja samajavuM. ghaDImAM hasAve ane ghaDImAM raDAve. temanA kuTuMba parivArane dilAsA pAThavIe chIe ane temanA svargastha pavitra AtmAne parama zAMti maLeA tema icchI amArA aMtara bhAvathI A huArdika zraddhAMjali apaNu karIe chIe. lIdhuM jethI bahu ja dIlagIrI thAya che. temane AtmAnaMda prakAzanA aMkamAM phATa jotAM temanA guNAnu' ApaNA aMtaramAM era pratibiMba paDe che. teozrI saraLa svabhAvI hasamukhA saumya prakRtinA zAMta lAge che. vaLI teozrI zrI AtmAnada prakAzamAM gayA varase temanA jIvananA vahevAra, kahenAra, 2 AtmAnaMda prakAza

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pratyAkhyAnanI noMdha pU, pitAzrIne amarelImAM tA. 22-12-158 somavAra mAgazara suda 12nA divase pU. munizrI prabhAkaravijayajI pAse nIce pramANe paccakhANa apAvelA tenI yAdI nIce pramANe che. -zazIkAnta 1. jema mane duHkha gamatuM nathI, tema sarva jIvone paNa duHkha gamatuM nathI, ema samajIne koI paNa jIvane duHkha thAya, tevuM kaMIpaNa kArya huM karIza nahIM, temaja koI vacane paNa huM belIza nahIM, tema evA prakAranuM keI ciMtavana paNa huM karIza nahIM. 2. cAreya prakAranA asatyane huM have AjathI tyAga karuM chuM. 3. jIvadayA rUpI parama dharma aMgIkAra karI AjathI dAMta khetaravAnI eka saLI jevI mAmulI vastu paNa tenA mAlIkanI rajA vinA huM grahaNa karIza nahIM. 4. kAma ghaNA dezathI bhareluM che, ema jANIne huM zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza. 5. saMganA nimittathI ja jIva jIvane mAre che, je bole che, corI kare che, mithuna seve che, ane IcchAnI maryAdA nakkI karato nathI. eTale atyaMtara ane bAhya ema banaiyA prakAranA saMgane tyAga karuM chuM. () pAMca dhotIyA, pAMca ochADa, pathArI ane pAgaraNa, pAMca baMDI ane ThaMDIthI bacavA jarUrIAta pramANe garama kapaDAM, (gha) (kaMdamULa sivAyanA) zarIra poSaNanA abhAve nirjIva na bane, e daSTi dhyAnamAM rAkhI, jarUrI pravAhI ane bhejana padArtho. (4) madha, mAMsa, vi. tamAmane jIvanabhara tyAga. (8) mArA sthAnathI cAre bAjumAM eka eka mAIla dUra na javAnA huM paccakhANuM lauM chuM. 6. mArA AjIvana daramyAna mArAthI je je kharAba AcaraNa thayA hoya, roSa ane kaSAyathI mArAthI je je mithyAvANuM belAI hAya, rAga ane dveSa thakI je je jIvana meM mana dubhavyA heya, kaleza pahoMcADayA hoya, te dareka kAryone huM sAcA bhAvathI niMdra chuM, temaja AvA sarva jIvone huM namAvuM , ane dareka ja paNa mane khamAvo. 7. arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu, kRta (jJAna) ane dharma e mane maMgala che, huM have teonuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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8. arihaMte mane maMgala che, arihaMte mArA deva che, arihaMtanI hatuti karI huM pApa sirAvuM chuM. 9. siddha mane maMgala che, siddhio mArA deva che, siddhonuM kIrtana karI huM pApa sirAvuM chuM. 10. AcAryo ane maMgala che, AcAryo mArA deva che, AcAryonuM kIrtana karI huM pApa sirAvuM chuM. 11. zrI upAdhyAya mane maMgala che, zrI upAdhyAya mArA deva che, zrI upAdhyAyanuM kIrtana karI pApa sirAvuM chuM. 12. dehanI vedanAo mAro AtmA samabhAve sahe che, kAraNa ke A rIte samabhAve sahuvAthI ja jIva bAMdhelA karmothI mukta thaI zake che. 13. karmanI AvI vedanA anaMtIvAra bhegavI che, chatAM mAro jIva keI vakhata ajaya thayo nathI, ane thavAnuM nathI, e huM jANuM chuM. te jIva jyAre nitya jIvarUpe rahe vAne ja che, te AvI vedanA zAMtipUrvaka sAhI levAmAM mArA AtmAne AnaMda ja thAya che. 14. huM eka chuM, mArUM keInathI, huM paNa keIne nathI, eka AtmA ja mAro AdhAra che. dharmaniSTha zrIyuta manasukhalAlabhAIne zraddhAMjalI zrIyuta manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA eTale jaina samAjanI eka virala vibhUti. garbhazrImaMta hovA chatAM atyaMta vinamra, parama sAdAInI mUrti, nirdabha jIvana, parama tattva ciMtaka, mAnasa zAstranA UMDA abhyAsI, tyAga ane tapathI parivuta, jainakathA sAhityanA mArmika lekhaka, jainenI keTalIka asaMgata pravRttio pratye duHkhI, jaina samAjanI dhArmika, sAhityika ane sAmAjika pravRttiomAM niSThApUrvaka sakriya bhAga lenAra ane mArgadarzaka, AvA eka sevAparAyaNa mahApurUSanA svargagamanathI jaina samAjane ane khAsa karIne dhArmikakSetre na pUrI zakAya tevI mahAna beTa paDI che. divaMgata AtmAne cirazAMti prApta thAo ane temanA kuTuMba para AvI paDelI Apattine sahana karavAnI parama kRpALu paramAtmA zakti ane vairya Ape e ja prArthanA. amRtalAla tArAcaMda dezI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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niSkAma karmayogI zrI manasukhabhAI lekhaka : "raktateja" sva. zrI manasukhalAlane janma suprasiddha temane mArgadarzana maLatA rahelA. zrI haMsarAjajI mAvajI tathA vaccharAja mAvajI mAtA-pitA taraphathI maLela aNamola mahetAnA kuTuMbamAM tA 17-3-1908mAM thayela. jema tIrthakara bhagavaMto traNa jJAna sAthe saMskArapAna karI, meTrIka sudhInuM zikSaNa ama relImAM meLavI teozrI dhaMdhArthe muMbaI AvI janma le che ema jANe ke sva. zrI manasukha vasyA. nAnapaNamAM amarelInA mArakeTavALA lAlabhAI cokakasa AdhyAtmika guNo sahita zrI gulAbabhAI saMghavI sAthe emane sAro janmelA, tethI temanA jIvanamAM Avela caDatI saMbaMdha hatA, ane chevaTa sudhI aNIzuddha paDatI, mAna-maratabA, vaibhaya-kati vagere jaLavAI rahyo hateA. nAnapaNamAM avAra-navAra temanA AdhyAtmika vikAsanA mArgamAM kazI pATaNavAva jatA ane mosALa pakSanA maraNe rUkAvaTa karI zakayA nathI. temanA jIvananA aMta sudhI jIvaMta rahyA hatA. temanA pitAzrI tArAcaMda mahetA pAsethI I.sa. 1926mAM emanA lagna jANItA udAratA ane saccAritranA saMskAre temane zeTha zrI devakaraNa mULa nAM suputrI lIlAvaMtIbena prApta thayelA. teo pAMca varSanA hatA tyAre ja sAthe thayAM hatAM. temanuM daMpatI-jIvana sukha, temanA mAtuzrI jaDAvabenanuM avasAna thayeluM, sumeLa ane dhArmikatAne raMge raMgAyeluM ja eTale vyavahArika rIte kahIe to temane mAtAnI rahyuM hatuM. haMpha jhAjho samaya maLI nahi, paNa temanAmAM rahelA janmajAta AdhyAtmika guNone kAraNe saM. 1942 thI 1946 sudhI emanA patnI temanA mAtuzrInA TuMka saMparkamAMthI paNa temaNe zrI lIlAvatIbena bImAra rahyA. temane jale ghaNI preraNA ane mArgadarzana meLavelA ane darane roga thayeluM. temanI patnInI A mAMdagI mAtuzrInA svargavAsa pachI paNa guDha zakti daramIyAna temaNe je sevA ane suzraSA karI che dvArA temane mAtAnI preraNA temanI pragatine ane je kALajI lIdhI che tenuM varNana zabdomAM mATe maLatI rahI hatI. thaI zake tema nathI. temanI patnInA avasAna pachI saMtAnanI saMbhALamAM jarAya paNa uNapa temanA mananI aneka muMjhavaNamAM paNa na Ave te rIte saMtAnonI mAtAnI kheTa na le agocara rIte temanA svargavAsI mAtuzrI pAsethI e rIte mAtA banI temanI saMbhALa lIdhI hatI. jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra temanA dhaMdhAnI zarUAta kApaDanA vepArathI thayelI paNa pachI temaNe nepacuna lAipha Insyuransa kAM.nI sthApanA karI ane tenA kAma aMge teozrI dezanA aneka bhAgamAM karyAM ane anubhava jJAna meLavyuM, jenA lAbha sAhitya dvArA samAjane ApyA che. www.kobatirth.org vimA kupanInuM rASTrIyakaraNa thayA pachI temaNe temAMthI nivRtti laI lIdhI ane pachInA samaya lagabhaga sauMpUrNa paNe temaNe samAja sevA, sAhitya sevA, ane AdhyAtmikavikAsa, ane ciMtana mananamAM gALyA hatA. temanI sAhitya sRSTimAM cegardaSTi samuccaya' 'oyu ane jANyu' 'zIladhama nI kathAe' temaja chuTAchavAyA lekhA dvArA temaNe samAjane caraNe 90 ghaNu jJAna pIrasyuM che. bhagavadgItAnA zabdomAM kahIe tA tee hALuMpaDelI javAbadArIo ane pharo tee niSkAma eka niSkAma karmAMcAgI hatA. peAtAne mAthe AvI temaNe bhAve majAvatA. temaNe aneka sa MsthA dvArA aneka svarUpe jaina samAjanI sevA karI che, paNa e badhu niSkAma bhAve, kaI phaLa ke mAna pAnanI apekSA rAkhyA vagara, bIlakula nira huMkAraNe, ane nirADaMbarapaNe. temaNe jIvanamAM mahAna kAryAM 'nAnA' banI jaIne karyAM che ane virATa kArya karanAra virATa purUSa banI gayA che. : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sva. zrI amRtalAla kALIdAsa deozInA tA. 3/3nA patra vipazyAnAnI zibiramAM tame bhAga lIdhe ane te viSenA tamArA anubhavAnA lekha tame mane mAkalI ApyA tyArathI tamArI kalama mATe mAna thavA lAgyu che. tame eka rITAyarDa vepArI nathI paNa lekhaka che tevA khyAla tyAre AvyeA. tyAra pachI tamArA lekhe huM jyAM dekhuM tyAM vAMcavAnu bhUlate nathI. dAmpatya jIvananA aMtima divasa ' A lekhamAM tame bhAvanA parAyaNatAnI avidha karI che. A lekha vAMcIne mane azru paDI rahyA hatA ane devane kaiApAyamAna thaIne kahyuM ke AvI belaDI zA mATe nadavI nAkhI ? pachI thayuM ke AmAM paNu sAra haze. tamArU virahabhayu` chatAM dhIra, gabhIra ane zAMta jIvana eka udAtta jIvatanA namunA che. tame putrIone je pATha zIkhavyA haze-pitR devA bhava-enA hAla thatA amala, A saghaLuM noMdhapAtra che, jIvanamAM utAravA jevu' che. tamArI putrIenA kei vakhate darzIna karavA icchA thAya che. OM zAntiH amRtalAla kALIdAsa dozI AvA aneka guNaiAthI vibhUSita, sAcA nihaMkArI, sevAparAyaNa, jJAnaniSTha svastha zrI manasukhalAlabhAIne amArA hArdika vadana For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnada prakAza

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zeThazrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAne zraddhAMjali racayitA : jayaMtilAla ema. zAha-pAlItANA ( chaMda anuSTrapa) zrI ane saMpattithI, hatA je nirAlaMba; mana vacana ne kAyAthI, kAryo mATe avalaMba. nathI kAmanA rAkhI, kIti ke zreyaH taNI; sutAne je jagADIne, AtmabhAve hatA dhaNI. khala ane duSTa lokone, saMvedane jagAvatA lAlana pAlana premathI, saddabodha apAvatA. lakhyuM che ghaNuM patromAM, yAdI niraMtara Avaze; tAruM mAruM rAkhyuM nathI, saune vAMcavuM gamaze. rAjagI hatA sadA, nijAnaMde ramaNatA; caMdra sama hatA somya, cAMdanI prasarAvatA. dama karyuM IndrIya taNuM, dharma pratye amalatA; mahA jJAnI hatA chatAM, nahi jarA abhimAnatA. he kudarata kevI krUra, paMjhe pADo kALane; tArA karmathI loke, samajI nA zake jALane. netra dhArA vahe che jyAM, punya pavitra yAdamAM; zravaNe duHkhI thAya che, mahA mAnavanI yAdamAM. dhArmika kAryo mATe, khoTa paDatI mahAnavI; jaze tene saMbhAraze, kArya mATe bahanavI. likhitaMga jayaMtInA, zraddhAMjalI svIkArazeH svarganA hema dvArethI, AzIrvAda jaNAvaze. * dehere ke jis . eka ja akSaramAM lakhuM, vidyA vinaya viveka; triveNI saMgama taNuM, hatA je suviveka. AjanA susaMskArI ane mahA jJAnI evA zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAne hArdika zraddhAMjali pAThavuM chuM. jAnyu.- phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bApujInI jhAMkhI le. H sau kokIlAbena vinayacaMda pArekha bApujI! ApaNe dilhI javuM che, vavANiyA ANuM paNa tame pote ja kharIdayuM. kalakattA, rahevuM che evuM vicAreluM, tene badale kIsTamasa banArasa, murAdAbAda vi. sthaLoethI ane sAthe AvatA pahelA ja tame ekalAe ja mahAyAtrA sAthe ANAmAM ane dareka vakhate bhAtAmAM paNa mATe prayANa karyuM, mArI hAjarInuM paNa jaNa pustaka to kharA ja. lagna pachI amarelInA lAgyuM? Death is certain life is uncertain pAdare vaLAvavA AvyA tyAre temanuM hadaya e tame kahetA hatA, tevuM ja thayuM. ahIM ane AMkha thoDo samaya nItaratA joI paNa bhANejanA lagnanI jAna AvavAnI taiyArI, raDI (tyAra pahelA raDI nahotI zakI.) dhArmika paNa rAjakoTa lagnamAM je AnaMdathI bhAga lIdho zikSaNa ApyuM. sva. mAvajIbhAI bhaNAvavA tevI rItanI taiyArImAM huM pUrI joDAI zakatI AvatA. A rIte amAruM jIvana urdhvagAmI na hatI. mane kaMIka dhuMdhaLApaNuM lAgatuM hatuM. kema bane e mATe emaNe emanA samRddha paNuM kALane jhapATo mArA vahAlasoyA pitAne khajAnAmAMthI ApyA ja karyuM, paNa pAtratA Ama acAnaka jhaDapI leze evI kalpanA paNa pramANe jhIlAyane? kayAMthI hoya? ame saMsAranA racyApacyA jIvanamAM paDyA tamArI sAthenA prasaMge citrapaTanI jema hoIe tyAre amane jAgRta karI jatA. mAtAeka pachI eka dekhAyA kare che. ApaNane maLyAne pitA vacce prema e hato ke mArA pitAnuM bAra divasa ja thayelA tyAre svapneya khyAla mAtRtva pitAnA haiyAmAM rahI nirAMte vidAya nahI ke A maLavAnuM chelluM haze. lIdhI. pitAne vasya, duHkhathI lAgavuM nathI, mArA janma pahelA traNeya bhAIo ja hatA. ghaDatara karavuM che, bALakonuM ane potAnAmAM (mAna anilabhAI gujarI gayA) tethI tamane vaLAMka laI rahelA AdhyAtmika jIvananuM. amane baMnene dikarInI bahu hoMza hatI. garva levA jevA mAtAnI khoTa pUrI, emanA hRdayanA vahetA mAtA pitAne tyAM mAro janma thatAM malADa jharaNAnA mIThA jaLa pAIne emane tRpta karyA. vADImAM jamaNavAra karyo ane jaramana sIvaranA 1 irAlA te darzAvatA patra joIe. kepa-rakAbI ApyA. tamArI lAgaNI evI hatI tA. 27-7-76nA patramAMthI "zrIkRSNa te ke huM prathama zabda bolI te hato "bApujI'. dharmanI sthApanA arthe janmyA hatA, pAMDa me ApI te cAMdInI DabImAM suvarNamAM kSatriya hatA. temAM kSatriyanuM lehI vahetuM ketarAvyuM. saMzo1 mUja no pattA TuNa hatuM ane kSatriyane dharma adharmane zaraNe na A tamArA priya sUtra saMthArA pArasI thatAM yuddha karavAne ja have joIe. (dharma mAMnuM eka vAkya che. arthAta nAza pAmanArI pharajanuM darzana karAve che). tArI bAnA mRtyu vastuone saMga ja duHkharUpa vRkSanuM mULa che. vakhate sAdhu thavA mATe badhA ja saMjogo AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAnukuLa hatA. bALakone rakSA te temanA pAlItANAnI 99 yAtrA cAlIne karI tyAre to karma mujaba thatI hoya che. mAre te je saMjogo kuTuMba parivAra badhA vArA pharatI AvelA. caMdana prApta thAya tene lAbha laI tyAgadharma apa phaIbAe paNa sAthe karI. bApujI hasIne nAvI levA joIe. Ama vicArI sAdhu thAta kahe, meM Adizvara dAdA, nemanAtha bhagavAna, to tema karavAmAM dharmathI mRta thaI meM adharma ja badhAnI bhAvathI pUjA karI che ane AMgI tA Acaryo kahevAta. mAro dharma svAbhAvika tamone geDIoe karI che. (arthAt gaThIene kaMI ucheravAno hato. e dharmamAMthI cuta thaI tyAga- bheTa AvI khuza karela.) dharma apanAvyA hatA te mAro svadharma cUkI samAnazIthaneg sa@-evuM ja paradharma Acaryo kahevAta. Ama dareka mAnave emanuM mitra maMDaLa hatuM. emanA mitrA mu. buddhipUrvaka vicAravuM joIe ke te je saMjogomAM zrI khImacaMdabhAI, mu. zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI, mUkAya che temAM tene vAstavika dharma zuM che? mu. zrI hIrAlAlabhAI, mu. ane pabena, mu. zrI ane tene vaLagI rahevuM -te mujaba ja vartavuM." kAMtIbhAI vagerene sadUbhAva A aMke prasiddha zazIkAMtabhAI (moTA bhAI) mAMdA paDyA ne karavAmAM, temAM sAro rasa levAmAM dekhAI Ave pite cAnI bAdhA lIdhI. ane ghaNI muzkelIthI che. temaja temanI smRti mATe smAraka phaMDa zaMkhezvara jaI bAdhA pUrI karI. pachI lAgyuM ekaThuM karavAmAM temanA muMbaInA ane bIjA ke A te deva-devIone lAlaca ApavA jevuM : mitrae paNa sAre rasa lIdhA che. temanA pratino kArya che. eTale A bAdhA parathI bIjA paNa sadubhAva teoe guNAnuvAda sabhAmAM vyakta karela. A parathI bApujI sAthe teonI keTalI bodha le e hetue suMdara lekha lakhyo. AtmIyatA hatI tenI jhAMkhI thAya che. Avo ja bIjo prasaMga pharI upasthita thaye. AvuM jIvyuM jIvyuM gaNAya, ramezabhAI (nAnA bhAI)ne eDanamAM kAra ekasI lAMbe TUMke jIMdagI nA mapAya. DaMTa thayAnA samAcAra maLyA ane pote lehI ApI AvyA potAnuM ane pachI lehI Apa jaMdagI-mRtyu vize mArA parane patra vAnuM kArya DAyAbiTIsa thayuM tyAM sudhI cAlu joIe. have to emanA lakhANane ja jIvaMta rahyuM. (8 vakhata te ApeluM ja te khyAla che) samajI akSaradehane pUjI preraNA levAnI ne ! temanA janma divasa nimitte meM Greeting bApujIno prema phakta kuTuMba pUrata simita Card mokalela. tene javAba AvyA te mane nahoto paNa sagA-saMbaMdhI samAjamAM badhe na gamyo. nirAzAvAdI lAgyA. te hakIkata meM vistaryo hato. Aje badhA e rIte yAda kare che. jaNAvela. tenA javAbamAM 22-3-76nA patraH pitrI paMkti yAda Ave che: "mArA patrane marma tuM samajI zakI nathI, amArA e dAdA vipula vaDanA jhuMDa sarakhA, samajI hota te duHkha thavAne badale AnaMda ja vizALI kAyA e sakala ama saMtApa haratA, thAta. saMsAra ane jagata para abhAva ane pUjya pitA sAthe ghaNu tIrthonI yAtrA aNagamo thAya e duHkhanI vAta nathI, karI che. bIjAo paNa sAthe ane banne bahenoe. e te jJAnanI vAta che. je je ja karmone tIrthane itihAsa, tenuM mAhAbhya, kahe tAre te nAza karI mukti pAmyAM che e badhA ja jene tIrtha te samajAve. tArAcaMda bApAnI smRtimAM eka vakhata jagata para abhAva-aNagamA thaye ja jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 : 93 For Private And Personal Use Only

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have joIe. jo evI IcchA ja na hota te mATe sadAne mATe aMtima lagna ja banI e ja mukta thayAM ja na hota. maraNanI rahevAnuM." AvuM koNa lakhI zake? IcchA karavI e pApa che. manamAM svAbhAvika samyak daSTi jIva. e vicAra utpanna thAya ke A badhI jaMjALa. hoLIne divase janma, heLIne divase zuM mAMthI kAyama nivRtta thaI javAya. pharI janma hoya bhaDakA ! paNa jJAnI mATe zAnA? - vAnI paNa jarUra na paDe e dazA prApta thAya to kevuM sArUM? te e pApa nathI paNa sukha a verajhera visAre pADI, Dakho dilanA joI dAyaka vastu che. alabatta, e bhAvanA svAbhAvika ghasI mUkI divAsaLI daIe rahIe bhaDakA joI. utpanna thatI hoya te ja jIvanA mATe e -eTale bApujIe te verajheramAM divAsaLI AvakAradAyaka che. kaMTALAnA kAraNe ke hatAza mUkavAnuM kArya karyuM che. ane nirAza thaI AvA vicAro-bhAvanA Ave to te barobara nathI. mane keI jAtanuM duHkha emanI evI saumya premALa prakRti hatI ke teo beThA hoya tyAre vAtAvaraNamAM pavitra ke paritApa nathI. lAkhamAMthI ekAda vyakti vacce Asane chIe tema lAgatuM. eTale mArI evI nIkaLe ke jene mArI jevA sAnukULa saMjoga hoya, paNa saMsAra ane jagatane je bena paNa zazIbena-praviNAbena vi. emanI anubhava thayo ane je anubhava thato jouM chuM A tatvabharI vANI sAMbhaLatA thAkatA nahIM. te te tyAre te cakkasa ema lAge che ke lAMbu guru, mAtA-pitA ane mitra hatA. jIvavuM ane pharI pharI janma lIdhA karavA e saMvatsarI pratikramaNa ame ghare ja meTA jIva mATe zubhakara nathI, bAkI karmane siddhAMta hAlamAM karatA, bApujI bhaNAve e pratikramaNa te e che ke je karma bAMdhyA hoya te avazya paNa bhAvapUrvaka thatuM, avAja te bahu madhura, bhe gavavA ja paDe che. evI rIte bhegavavA jaIe stavana ene kaMThe sAMbhaLatA. stavananA bhAvenuM ke temAM bAMdhelA kamanI nirjarA ja thatI hoya vedana anubhavAya. ane durNana sevI tenA pariNAme navA karmanuM bALakone vArtA te evI sarasa kahe ke pAchuM baMdhana na thAya." duHkhane prasaMga Ave tyAre chokarAo raDI paDe, kIDanInuM cekIMga kAle karAvavAnuM chuM. he. 3 harSane Ave tyAre AnaMdathI tALI pADe, eTale 0 bhUpatabhAi (mahetA kuTuMbamAMthI) para dhI patra-pautrIone paNa bApAnuM AkarSaNa hato. AsthA hatI. tenI TrITamenTa letA) bAkI Ama bApujIe vardhamAna tapanI 20 oLI pUrI te tabIyata bahu sArI che. hAza! eka varSa karelI. 21mI karatA hatA te mane khabara paDI ochuM thayuM e bhAvanA cittanI aprasannatAne ne mane Dara lAgyA. bApujIne DAyAbITIsa che kAraNe nahIM paNa prasannatAne kAraNe ja uddabhave ne kayAMka sugar ghaTI jaze te tabIyata bagaDaze che ema mAruM mAnavuM che. amadAvAdathI basamAM ne meM kola karyo, pArAguM karavA vinaMti karI bhAvanagara AvatI vakhate dhaMdhukA sudhI AvIe ne bIje divase ja pAraNuM karyuM. eTale ke 7me tyAre AnaMda thAya ke cAle adhuM Distance divase. tyAra pachI ghaNe vakhate A bAbata carcA kapAI gayuM, evuM ja mArI bhAvanAnI bAbatamAM thatAM patramAM lakhyuM ke "21mI oLI karatI che." vaLI A pahelAnA eka patramAM lakhe che, vakhate tuM ke cavANI eTale meM enI teDI 'tArI bA sAthenuM mAruM lagna e mArA jIva nAkhI, paNa tema karatAM 21mI oLInuM je AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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phaLa prApta thAta te karatAM vadhu thayuM, kAraNa kAryane dipAvanAra, paisAdAranI putrI chatAM mArI bhAvanA paNa hatI paNa anya keInuM premathI, vinayathI, premALa svabhAvathI badhAmAM mana dubhavIne huM karuM tene kaze artha nahIM. bhaLI janAra. amane amArA premALa pU. zAMtA mArI AMbelanI oLI zArIrika tapa-bAhya mAzIbA jaI ema thAya che ke bA paNa ta5 hatuM, paNa eLI jatI karI, e mAruM AvA ja hatA. bAvA bA paNa mAgazara vada mAnasika ta5 hatuM-atyaMtara." duHkhathI ghaDatara amAse gayA. temane tathA bApujIne mauna thAya che tevI pU. bApujInI samaja hatI. ekAdazInuM mahattava baDa hatuM. bAe pauSadhI zArIrika tapa dvArA ApaNe mAnayika tapanI one cheDyA pAraNA bArase karA thA, pachI mAMdA bhUmikA para AvI javA prayatna kare joIe paDyA haze bAda bApujI vaMthaLI pauSadhIone mahatva atyaMtara tapanuM che. te vaDe aMtara zatruo prabhAvane arthe rUA mokalatA Ama tame maunanI ( krodha-mAna mAyA-lebha ane parivAra) te ArAdhanA karI tamArA jIvanane chelle divasa jItavAnA che. paNa mauna agiyArasa bane ! pitAnA kuTuMbamAM pote nAnA, meTA bhegI bApujIne AtmA UMcI gatimAM ja hoya. lAlabhAI caMdanabena pachI manasukhabhAI. Ama jyAM haze tyAM prasannatAmAM ja haze bhAI-bhAbhI-bena-pitA saunA lADakavAyA hatA, tethI pite chele paNa te traNeya vaDilenA amane moTI khoTa paDI gaI. na pUrAya tevI. AzIrvAda levA temanI pAse gayA ! ane mRtyu che kulanI zayyA, mRtyu che pathe ujavala, vidAya lIdhI. mRtyu ne jiMdagI aMta mRtyu amRta maMgala, nAnapaNathI ja dayALu-tethI pAI paiso vApa, manasukhabhAIe nAma pramANe mananuM sukha ravA maLe temAMthI raktapittiA bhikhArIne meLavIne sAco jJAnane mArga apanAvyuM. Ape bIjI-trIjI bhaNatA tyArathI satya tarapha temanA jIvana jharaNamAMthI bIjAne ghaNuM ApI prema. tethI juThuM bolI javAya tyAre eka pAI gayA. amane paNa amaratAne paMtha pUrva mahAdharmAde vAparavI te niyama karele AvA purUSa tarapha aMguli nirdeSa karI sAce mArga patine patnI paNa evI maLI. zeTha devakaraNa cIMdhI gayA. AvA pU. pitAne sajaLa nayane saMghavInI cothI dikarI lIlAvaMtI, patinA vaMdana sivAya mArUM zuM gaju ! zrI manasukhabhAI hastaka bahAra paDelA graMtho jAyuM ane joyu : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAe bheTa pustaka tarIke chapAvela. zIladharmanI kathAo : bhAga 1-2. dharmakathAo : ejyukezana borDanA vidyArthI onA korsamAM cAle che. brahmacarya viSe lekha: pate navANu yAtrA karI tyAre navANu yAtrA karanArane bheTa Apela mahAvIra vANI : paMDita becaradAsa dozI likhita- temanI bAnA smaraNArthe chapAvela. te pustaka tyAre InTara ArTasamAM cAlatuM. gadaSTi samuccaya : De. bhagavAnadAsa mahetA likhita- temanA dharmapatnI zrI lIlAvatI. benanI smRtimAM chapAvela bI.e nA kesamAM cAlatuM. jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mArA saMmaraNa le. sI. arUNA je. mahetA mArA pU. bAnA avasAna samaye mArI uMmara sAta varSanI, bAnuM moTuM paNa barAbara yAda nahi. pU. bAnI mAMdagI lAMbI cAlI ane pU. bApujIe khUba sevA karI. huM te bAthI dUra hatI, paNa kAgaLa Ave, athavA to gharanAone ciMtAtura jeuM ke AkAzamAM (bhagavAna tyAM ja hoya tevI samaja) joIne prArthanA karuM ke, he bhagavAna mArI bAne jaladI sAjA karI deje. bA gujarI gayA te divase badhAM bahu raDatAM, tevuM paNa thoDuM yAda che. pU. bApujIe bAnI khoTa sAlavA na dIdhI; ane amArA ucheramAM khUba dhyAna ApyuM skUlamAM jyAre amane boTAdakaranI kavitA cAlatI, "jananInI joDa sakhI nahi jaDe re lela' ane bIjI kavitA kalApInI yAda Ave che "ararara bAluDA bApalA are, jananI A have svargamAM jatI" tyAre vAMcatI vakhate AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu jatAM, ane ema thatuM ke ame nAnAM hatAM te bane kema jagatamAMthI vidAya levI gamI haze, paNa kudarata pAse ApaNuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI, ema manane manAvatI. 1976ne rAjI DIsembarane divasa khUba pavitra. mauna agyAraza. Akho divasa khUba zAMtithI pasAra thayo. roja savAranA 11-30thI 12 vacce bApujIne phena Ave paNa te divase na Avyo, tema ja mArAthI paNa na thayo. rAtanA 11-30 vAge phona Avyo ke tarata pArlA javA nIkaLyAM. pArlA jatAM 35thI 40 minITa thAya paNa raste kaI vAte khUTe nahi. manamAM ema ja thAya ke bApujI tarata kaheze ke tame badhAM zuM bhegA thayAM che? ahiMyA matanI ghamAla karI che, mane to sAruM che. A vicAramAM ja pAla AvyuM, bApujIne maLavA jaladI deDI paNa vidhie kaMI juduM ja nirmANa karyuM haze. raDavAne nIce avAja sAMbhaLyo, ane ekadama manamAM thayuM ke aghaTita evuM kaMI banI gayuM che, ane mArA bhAI (IdubhAI)ne kahyuM ke, kevA kamanasIba ame chIe ke mAgasara mahinAmAM ame mA-bApa baMnene e yAM. navA varSanuM paMcAMga Ave tyAre sauthI pahelAM huM e ja jouM ke mAgazara vadI amAsa (mArI bAnI puNyatithi) kayAre che? te divase pU. bApujI upavAsa karaze. have mAgazara mahinAmAM be tithi jevAnI. mAtA-pitA beuno viyoga eka ja mahinAmAM, eo te zeka karavAnI nA pADI gayA che, te uparAMta jJAnI tethI AptajanonA zeka karavAthI maranAranA AtmAne khUba saMtApa thAya che-tema paNa lakhyuM che-emanI maraNane AvakAravAnI kevI apUrva taiiyArI ! emaNe te hasate mukhe ene vadhAvI lIdhuM. e mRtyune paNa dhanya che. emaNe eka ThekANe lakhyuM che ke huM te ekAeka ane Akasmika mRtyu ja jhaMkhuM chuM. huM koIne bojArUpa na thAuM, mAMdo paDuM to mane emAM zarama Ave che, eTale emanI IcchA hatI tevA matane AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tee bheTyAM ane pAchu umeryu che ke mArA mRtyu bAda mArA kuTubIjane, mArA sa sa tAnA, snehI mArI AvI tIvra abhilASAnA vicAra kare ane mArA evA mRtyunu' jarAya duHkha na lagADe, paNa mArI IcchA pAra paDI che tenA AnaMda anubhave. je banI gayuM che te mithyA nathI thavAtuM, paNa bApujI mATe te phakta pitA nahi paNa bApujImAM te! (mAtA, mitra, svajana, vaDIla, sastranA darzana thatAM) badhuM AvI jatuM-mana AkraMda karI UThe che ke A zuM anI gayu? khApujI cAlyA gayA maLavA ya na rahyAM. phakta mRtadehu ja jovA maLyA. temanI kai sevA na karI zakayA, chelle TAime amane khabara na paDI, kaMI dhamA~ na sabhaLAvI zakayAM ( paNa emanA khIsAmAMthI bhaktAmara steAtranI gAthAe nIkaLI hatI, te kaThastha karatA) kaiMka manamAM asesa thayA kare che, paNa pachI tA emanI DAyarI vAMcatA pote lakhyu` che ke huM mArA mRtyunA TAime me' zuddhi gumAvI haze ke na mRmAvI haze, paNa mArA hRdayamAM tA e vakhate A lAineA ja ramatI haze. ( julAI 1953mAM zikSaNa saMghanI parIkSAnA pepara taiyAra karatAM karatAM * saMthArA perisI sUtra' vAMcavAmAM Avyu tyAranI A vAta DAyarImAM lakhe che ke 'A sUtra sAdhu mahArAja elI gayA haze, rAtri peSadhamAM paNa A sUtramAM AvI sarasa hakIkata kahevAmAM AvI che te Aje ja khabara paDI. Akhu sUtra lakhyuM che. ) egeDu' nathi me keva, nAhamannalsa kasRvi / e aDhINumaNusA, apANu maNu sAsaI / / maraNanI kevI bhavya taiyArI! keTalAM varSo pahelAM karI hatI tyAre te temanI 'mara phakta 45 varSanI. A prasaMga 1959nA che. navembaranI 17mIe mArA lagna thayAM te pahe lAMnA DAyarImAM pAte lakhe che ke 'arUNAnA lagna vakhate, sAcA hIrA ane sAcA dAgInAnI kiMmata karatA adhika evuM mAre kaMika Apavu` che, ane tethI ja A pustikAnI meTara taiyAra karavAmAM me' je rasa lIdheA che teTale rasa lagnanA kAI kAryamAM mane AvavAne nathI ci. bena arUNAnI gRhasthAzramanI dIkSA vakhate evI pustikA bahAra pADI hatI. temAM TelsToya, khalila jibrAna, araviMda ane ApaNA jaina sAhityamAM paNa sadRvicAro, sArA vAkaye|. vi. lakhyuM che.lagnane divase vidAya vakhate huM khUba raDI. hRdaya te bApujIne choDIne jatAM bhAMgI gayu hatu jenu varNana thAya tema nathI. huM cAreya bhAi-meneAmAM nAnI, ane mArA lagna pachI bApujInA manamAM evI icchA kharI ke muMbai cheADIne kei evI zAMta jagyAmAM kAMika AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhavA javu, tethI bApujI have muMbai cheDI deze e vicAranA satata bhaya rahetA. vidAya vakhate sadezAnI ceApaDImAM lakhyu` che ke, jIvananA madhyAhnakALe mAtA male jeNe mAtA banI mArI kALajI, dhyAna ane saMbhALa rAkhI te arUNAne saprema bheTa. me' bIje divase bApujIne kahyuM ke tame lakhyuM che, paNa huM ene lAyaka chuM? amAre tA tame ja mAtA, tame ja pitA. tame amane kAi paNa prakAranAM premathI vacita rAkhyAM nathI. mA tA tamArI mahAnatA dekhADe che, paNa Aje lAge che ke bApujIe amAre mATe satAnAne khAtara je bhegaApyA che te kharekhara avarNanIya che, ane e jAnyu.phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only hore :

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mahAna mANasamAM eTalA badhA guNNA ke enu varNana karavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI. pU bhavanAM keI khUba khUba punye jaina dharma ane AvA puNyazALI mAtA-pitAne khALe janmavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDayu' pitAne khUba prema maLye, mAnI mamatA huk badhu emaNe ApyuM. paNa AvA pitAnI ka'I paNa sevA karavAnI taka sAMpaDI nahI eTalA kamabhAgya ! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AvA mahAna pitAnA AtmAne mArA koTI koTI vaMdana heAe! ete jIvanamAM ane maraNamAM khATI gayA che. emanA AtmA jyAM hAya tyAM Izvara pAse mAguM chuM, ane sAthe AvA mahAna pitAnI kheATa taiA pUrI zakAya tema nathI, paNa emanA viyetranuM du:kha sahuna karavAnI parama kRpALu paramAtmA amane zakti Ape, ane teoe lakhyu che DAyarImAM ke mRtyu pAmanAra vyaktinA adhurA kAryAM karavA e ja sAcI smaraNAMjali ane zraddhAMjali che. mRtyu pAmanAra vyaktie ApaNA jIvanadvArA jIvata rahI zake che. koi paNa kSaNe tamane A duniyAmAMthI khelAvI levAmAM Avaze. vArtA karatAM, kAma karatAM ane kaI paNa vicAra karatAM karatAM A vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhe| ane vakhatasara prANa choDavA taiyAra rahe. maraNumAM duHkha jevu che zu? mANasethI chUTA paDI devatAe pAse javAmAM kheDu zu che ? devatAo tamane kai rIte duHkhI nahIM kare. kadAca emanI haiyAtI (vaze tamane vizvAsa na hoya, kadAca tame izvarane mAnatA na heA, te paNa mRtyuthI DaravuM zA mATe? tA kahuM chuM ke izvara che e ja AkhA brahmAMDane rakSaka che peAtAnI jAtane bacAvavA mATe AtmarakSAnA jAta jAtanA upAye mANasa jANe che. e badhA bhagavAnanA ja dIdhelA che. vAstavika makaTothI bacavA mATe mANase pAse upAya che, je saMkaTA anivAya che e vAstavika saMkaTo nathI. bAhya vastueno prabhAva AtmA para paDavA na joIe. jyAM sudhI AtmAne sahevuM paDe nahIM tyAM sudhI, saMkaTa kharI rIte saMkaTa ja nathI, jo ke e kharU` sa kaTa hAta tA enAthI bacavAnA upAya paNa jarUra heta. bhagavAna mAnavanA saMkaTA samaje che ane ethI bacAve paNa che. na 98 : A duniyAmAM sajajana ane duna banneyane sukha ane duHkha bhegavavA paDe che. sajjane para echA sakaTa paDe ane dunA para vadhu-Avu jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. jene ApaNe sukha-du:kha mAnIe chIe te jo kharekhara ja sukha-duHkha heta te bhagavAna kayAreya evuM thavA na deta. dareka mANasanu sukha ane duHkha, bhaluM ane bhUrU emanA ja hAthamAM che. Adara ane apamAna, kaSTa ane ArAma, dhana ane daridratA, lekanA guNA pramANe prApta thatA nathI. jo ApaNe vicArapUrvaka joIzu tA samajAze ke, jene ApaNe sArI vastu-sukha mAnIe chIe athavA jene ApaNe bhUrI vastu-duHkha mAnIe chIe te vastu barAbara evI ja heAtI nakSI. amuka vastu kharAba che ane amuka sArI che enA niNaeNya sArI rIte vicAra karyAM (vanA karavA na joie. (bA manasukhabhAinI DAyarImAMthI) AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mArA pU. pitAzrInI DAyarImAMthI keTalIka mahatvanI ne le : a sau. arUNa je. mahetA 20 Nov. 1953 'pa3mAM ghaNe ThekANe rAjasthAna, jayapura, vi. sthaLoe yAtrA pita karI ane khUba AnaMda AvyuM. emAM lakhe che ke - rAjaparAnA bheMyarAmAM bhagavAna pArzvanAthanI bhavya zyAma pratimA. pratimAone nihALuM chuM ane hRdayamAM eka prakAranI zAMti anubhavuM chuM. ATalI ATalI pratimAonA darzana karyA, pUjana karyA paNa mane haju saMtoSa nathI thatuM. jIvanabhara AvI pratimAonA darzana karyA ja karuM ane pUjana karyA karuM evI mArI IcchA saphaLa thAya ema IcchuM chuM." pachI navvANuM yAtrA 1961mAM karI tyAranI vAta che. 9 Octo. 1961 siddhAcaLanA stavana, moTI zAMti laghu zAMti, vaMditta, sUtra vi. taiyAra karuM chuM. daza daza varasathI navANuM yAtrA karavAnA svapno sevavA chatAM navvANuM yAtrA mATenI lAyakAta huM prApta karI zakyo nathI. AzvAsana te mAtra e ja che ke e bhavya tIrthamAM tenA nAnAmAM nAnA ane ochAmAM ochI akkalavALA bALaka tarIke huM jaI rahyo chuM, ane bhavya mAtApitAne jema enuM nabaLAmAM nabaLuM bALaka vahAluM lAge, tema A tIrthayAtrAoadhiSThAyI devatAo mArA para prema varasAvaze, mArI bhAvanA ati ati zuddha che." 8 Dec 1961 badhA tIrthakaro to ekasarakhAM che. ghAti karmone nAza thatAM teo badhA eka sarakhI bhUmikA para AvI jAya che, ane nirvANa vakhate te tamAmanI sthiti ekasarakhI rIte thaI jAya che. tema chatAM badhA tIrthakaromAM nemanAtha bhagavAna pratye mane vadhu AkarSaNa rahe che. sAmAnya rIte paNa je guNa ApaNAmAM na hoya ane bIjI vyaktimAM e guNa jovA maLe tyAre tenI pratye ApaNane sabhAva ane mAna utpanna thAya che. emanAtha bhagavAnane phUlane hAra caDAvatI vakhate mane je eka vAta yAda AvI jAya che, te e che ke A bhagavAne rAmatIne paraNyA vagara tyajI dIdhAM. emanI vizALatA ane mArI pAmaratAnuM bhAna mane emanI pUjA karatI vakhate thAya che. emano e mahAna guNa prApta karavA bhAre bhAvapUrvaka huM emanI jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pratimAnI pUjA karuM chuM, e guNa te keNu jANe keTalAye bhavA ryAM pachI Avaze-paNa e guNu mAre prApta karavA che e ceAkkasa che." mRtyu viSe temaNe khahu noMdha karI che ane pote koine jarA paNa bhAra rUpa na bane e rItenA mRtyu mATe Izvara pAse satata prAthanA karatAM-A vAta te temanI DAyarIomAM Thera Thera jovA maLe che. 17 March 1973 "bApujInA janmadivasa-te divase DAyarImAM lakhe che ke janmadivasanu paNa meTuM tUta che. anatA janme lIdhAM, ane anaMtA bAkI haze, temAM varSoMnA saghaLA divase keine keI janmanI gaNatarIe janma divasa tarIke AvI ja jatA haze. kayA janmane divasa-kayA janmanA janma divasa ujavavA ? jIvane je janme meAkSa thAya-je bhava pachI pharI janmavAnu na Ave--te ja vakhatanA janmanA janmadivasa sAcA mAnavA joie." 11 Jan 12 amArA 'baMdhInI sAdaDImAM jaI AvyA pachI pete lakhe che ke "mArUM teA Heart-failthI ja mRtyu thavAnu che, eTale keAine bhalAmaNa karavAnA samaya ja nathI rahevAno. kokilA-arUNA sivAya have kaI anya para meha nathI rahevA pAmyA. (A rAga-mehu huM eche. karavA prayatna karU chuM) huM' maryA pachI mArA AtmA te jIvaMta rahevA ja sAcA che, ane AtmA tA kadI koinA maratA ja nathI. eTale mArA AtmAnI zAMti jo e mane bahunA sAcA atha'mAM samajatI hoya te AMkhamAM eka AMsu paNa AvavA na de, kALeA sADalA ke kALI kinAravALe sADalA na pahere-jo emane khAtarI hAya ke jIvanamAM zaramAvA jevuM koI kALuM kAma ke apakRtya meM nathI karyuM. bAkI te me DAyarImAM lakhelu che ke mArA mRtyu bAda temanu... eka eka AMsu mArA AtmA para eka eka TananA ejArUpa khanI raheze. bAkI hAla marU tA paNa 65nI uMmare maryAM gaNAuM ane vaLI pAchA vidhura avasthAmAM, eTale mArA mAta mATe te maheAtsava hAya, hAya-vAya nahi ja. ke kalA- arUNA pratyenI Asakti-mArA mRtyu pachI-teonA athAga duHkhanuM nimitta na bane te mATe paNu temanA pratye Asakti ghaTADavI joie." 1 0ct, 20 kaiI gujarI gayuM tenI pAchaLa pUjA bhaNAvavA mATe Problem thatA hatA, tethI peAtAnA vicArA bApujI A divasanI DAyarImAM jaNAve che-- For Private And Personal Use Only "mArA jIvanamAM 'zIla' mane sauthI vadhu pasaMda che, atyaMta AnaMda ane kALajIpUrvaka zIlanu huM jatana karatA AvyA chu. A bAmatamAM 63 varSoMnI uMmaramAM mArI jAtane me AtmAnaMda prakAza 100 :

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kadI chetarI nathI bAMdhachoDa karI nathI. manathI bhUla thaI haze paNa kAyA ke vacana dvArA mArAthI kadI bhUla thavA nathI pAmI-te mArA AtmAne mArI pAchaLanAo jo zAMti ApavA IcchatA hoya te teoe paNa temanA zIlanI bAbatamAM mAruM anukaraNa karavuM. nAmano meha khoTo che. meha rAkho ja hoya rAga kare ja hoya te-te mArI mAphaka tamArA zIvane ja karaje ane tethI ja mane (mAre AtmA jyAM haze tyAM zAMti pahoMcaze. zIla e ja jIvana che ane zIlane bhaMga e ja mRtyu che." 27 March 25 haLIe emane janma divasa te divase lakhe che ke - "varSa daramiyAna jarA paNa AdhyAtmika pragati karI hoya te janmadivase AnaMda mANI zakAya, paNa mArI bAbatamAM te evI kaI pragati thavA pAmI nathI. bhaktAmara tetranI 15 gAthAo thaI. Aje paMdaramI karI, teTalA pUrato AnaMda thayo. AvatuM varSa pUruM thavA pahelAM "bhaktAmara ane "Atma siddhi" artha sAthe pUrA kaMThastha thaI jAya te jarUra AnaMda thaze." rAga-dveSa ajJAna che, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSane paMtha. vivekane bhraSTa karanArA rAga-dveSa vagere choDe. ahaMkAra, daMbha, Izvara pratye asaMtoSa vagere halakI bhAvanAone manamAM sthAna dIdhA vinA pitAnA kartavyanuM pAlana kare. tamane khAtrI thaze ke dharmathI calita thayA vinA zAMta citte jIvana vitAvavuM muzkela nathI. bahAranI vastu thI tame zA mATe akaLAo che! kaI sArA kAryamAM mana lagADIne pitAnA duHkhane bhUlavAno prayatna karo. asalI cIjane pArakhyA vinA, aneka prakAranA kAryomAM guMthAIne jIvana ema ja pUruM karI nAkhavuM e mUrkhAI che pitAnA AcaraNane ane potAnA vicArane kartavya-dharmathI niyamita kare, A ja zAMtino mArga che. bIjAonA manamAM kevA vicAra Ave che, teo zuM vicAre che ane zuM nathI vicAratAAvA badhA vicAro cheDI de. ethI duHkha sivAya koI maLavAnuM nathI. pitAnA aMtarane tapAsyA vinA bIjAonA mananI avasthAne vicAra karavAmAM kaze lAbha nathI. krodhane kAraNe karavAmAM AvatA gunA karatAM lebhathI karavAmAM AvatA gunAmAM vadhu pApa che. krodhanI sthitimAM mANasa pote kaMIka duHkha bhegave che, paNa bIjI sthitimAM mANasa jyAre kAMI gune kare che tyAre e pite kaI svAbhAvika duHkhane anubhava karatuM nathI. (zrI manasukhabhAInI DAyarImAMthI) jAnyu -phebruArI, 1977 101 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka agatyane AzvAsana patra zIlAMka caMdulAla mahetA amadAvAda, tA. 27-1-77 zrI taMtrI sAheba, jata vina MtI sAthe jaNAvavAnu ke A sAthenA patra sva. pU. zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAe mArA sva. pU dAdA zrI gulAbaca'de vacharAja upara tA. 1-4--1931nA rAja lakhela che. te mArA sva. pU. pitAzrI caMdulAla gulAbacada mahetAnI phAilamAMthI nIkaLela che te ApanA ekamAM chApavA mATe mekaklu chuM. pU. manasukhakAkAnA 1931mAM kevA vicAro hatA te A patramAM darzAvyA che. tee ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM keTaluM jJAna dharAvatA hatA te temAM batAvela che. temanA UMcA vicArA nAnI vayamAM ja hatA ane tethI ja tee mahAna banI gayA. mArA sva. pU. bApA zrI jayaMtilAla gulAbacaMda mahetA nAnI vayamAM svavAsa pAmela hatA tyAranA A patra ati suMdara che AzvAsananI je lAgaNI AmAM pradarzita karI che te kharekhara prazaMsanIya che. 102 : parama pUjya pitAzrI tulya kAkAzrI gulAbacaMda vacharAjanI pavitra sevAmAM vi. tamAre patra maLyo che. bhAI caMdulAla AnadathI pahAMcI gayA che mubaI, tA. 1-4-31 mu jaya'tIbhAInI gerahAjarI pachI tamArI pharaja Dabala thAya che. mAMdagInI ajoDa mAvajatamAM je dhIrajathI zAMtithI kAma lIdhu' che, tethI Dabala dhIrajathI ane zAMtithI have kAma levAnuM che. jayaMtIbhAinAM dAkhalA mAthe anemanyunA dAkhalA bahu maLatA Ave che. juvAna uMmaramAM bhalabhalAne thavI nAMkhe tevuM abhemanyunu yuddha, ajaba yuddhanAM pachInuM tenuM maraNu, ane te pachInA pAMDavAnA vilApa e badhuM vAMcanArane ane ApaNuM jonArane sarakhAmaNI karavAnuM mana thAya. jyAre AvAM dhI purUSone paNa e uMmaramAM evuM duHkha thayuM te ApaNe te mAtra manuSya AvAM ja dAkhalA zrI tilaka, surendranAtha benarajI, ane sI. Ara dAmanI bAbatamAM anyA che tilakanA juvAna putra jyAre gujarI gayA te ja divase amuka sasthA tene hAthe khulavAnI kriyA thavAnI hatI. ajama hiMmate teNe te kAma karelu. surendranAtha benarajInA paNa putra gujarI gayA te ja divase presIDenTa tarIkenuM tenuM eka bhaSaNa hatuM. ajaba zAMtithI teNe te kareluM'. A dAkhala e ApaNane zAMti ane dhIraja pakaDavAnu zIkhave che abhi manyune dAkhalA lai ApaNane abhimAna levA jevu' thAya che. jevA pAMDavAnA abhimanyu tevA ja ApaNA jayatIbhAI. bAkI te janmanAM TrAime ja mRtyunI tithi lakhAI che eTale emAM pheraphAra tA kAI karI zakela nathI ane thaI zake ja nahi, eTale e mATenI upAdhithI zuM phAyadA. li. cherU manasukhalAlanA praNAma For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaH prakAA

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bhagave jhabbe lekhaka: naMdalAla rUpacaMda zAha- muMbaI kaI kaI mahApurUnI pratimA ane pahe, kayAMthI? vaLI vicAra Avyo ke AnuM raveSa e hoya che ke dUradUrathI jotA moTA kAraNa zuM? mAnava samudAyamAM paNa te keNa sajajana vyakti aMtaramAMthI avAja Avyo ke kAraNamAtra che te Apo Apa jaNAya Ave che. 8 bhavo cho ? evA sajajana mahApurUSa zrI manasukhalAla lagabhaga badhAe anubhavyuM haze ke lagabhaga tArAcaMda mahetA ApaNe gumAvI dIdhA tenuM , bhagavA raMgane maLatA raMgane ja jhabhe teo du:kha temanA kuTuMbIo uparAMta samAjanA saine che ja. chatAM jeo temanA vadhAre pari. zrIne kAyamane paheraveza hatA, je raMga temanA cayamAM AvyA temane vadhAre che. kemake je je je * zuddha cAritrane haMmezA paDagho pADyA karato. vyaktio temanA vadhu paricayamAM AvI temanI pramANamAM nAnI vayamAM je gRhastha vidhura sAthe ekasarakhI AtmIyatA anubhavI che. thayA pachI dhArmika jIvana jIvavAmAM ane saMsargamAM AvanAra pratyeka vyaktio ane dhArmika kAryo karavAmAM mana parovI de che teo saMsthAo eka sarakhI AtmIyatA anubhave evI cAritravAna saMsArI sAdhu ja che. svargasthanA virala vyaktio javalle ja jovA maLe che. jIvanamAM ApaNe harahameza e ja anubhava svargastha zrI manasukhalAbhabhAIne zraddhAMjali arpavA nimitte eka zoka sabhA koTanA zrI chelle chelle A paNe joyuM ke temane temano zaninAthajI derAsaramAM pa. pU. AcArya aMtakALa najIka Ave che te sujhI AvyuM hatu. bhagavaMta zrI bhuvanacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA vidvAna thA pitA tenI sAbitImAM temane gayA jAnyuArI vyAkhyAnakAra pU. munivarya zrI mahAnaMdavija. mahInAnA jena zikSaNuM sAhitya patrikAmAM yajInI nizrAmAM maLI hatI. te samaye judI lakhelA lekha "daMpatI jIvanane atima divasa'. judI jaina saMsthAnA AgevAnoe sva. zrI ATalA varSo pachI A hakikata lakhavAnI manasukhabhAInA ucca jIvana viSe mananIya puNyazALI AtmAone ja jhAMkhI thAya che. vaktavya karyA hatA. uparAMta teozrI e amuka cIjonI jAva-jIva je saMgrahasthanA ATalA badhA guNonuM pratijJA lIdhI hatI te paNa ghaNAonI varNana thayuM, tyAre tenI bIjI bAju kaI che jANamAM che. ke nahI te tapAsavA vicAra AvyuM. paraMtu jIvana jIvavAnI kalA ane uddeza teozrI jyAM eka ja bAju che tyAM bIjI bAju maLe ja ApaNane batAvI gayA, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 : 103 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mRtyumAM pazu khATI gayA ema kahuM te asthAne nahi gaNAya. mRtyu samayanI vedanAe asahya hAya che; jyAre teozrI vagara bimArIe kAine paNa sevAnA lAbha ke takalIpha ApyA sivAya peDhI gayAM, jene ApaNe samAdhimaraNu (mAnIye chIe) kahI zakIe. svastha zrI manasukhabhAI mAnava nahIM paNa mahAmAnava hatA. AvA mahAmAnava gayA pachI temane gerahAjarI ke khoTa sAle che ane have pachI vadhu sAlaze, kAraNa ke temanA vidvattA bharyAM lekhA, dha kathAe ane khAdhakathAe have jovA nahIM maLe. dhArmAiMka viSayamAM temanuM manana, ciMtana ane saMzAdhana ghaNuM vizALa hatu', ethI ja AvI dha kathAe ane bedha dAyaka zIladharmAMnI vArtAo ApaNane niyamita 104 : vAMcavA maLatI hatI. zrI zrI AtmAna Mda prakAza' mAsikamAM sva manasukhabhAInI bedhakathA vArtA niyamita acUka hoya ja, patra hAthamAM AvatAMnI sAthe ja pahelu vAMcana temanI ja vArtAnuM ja lagabhaga saune vyasana thaI gayuM hatuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir teozrInI vArtA je je pAkSika ke mAsikamAM hoya te patra sabhara lAgyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. temanI chellI vArtA ' mahAbhiniSkramaNa' temanA potAnA ja mahAbhiniSkramaNa jevI nathI lAgatI? AvA bhagavA jhabhbhAdhArI guprAjJa tattvaciMtaka dharmAnurAgI ane sAhityakAranI samAjane je khoTa paDI che te zrI zAsanadeva bIjAe ne purI karavAnI zakti Ape ane sadgatanA amara AtmAne cizAMti ape e ja abhyarthAMnA. anekanA snehI 6, amula sosAyaTI, amadAvAda 9 tA. 16-12-76 anekanA snehI ane salAhukAra zrI manasukhabhAInA avasAnathI lAgaNIzIla svajananI je kheATa paDI che, te bhUlI bhulAtI nathI ane avAra-navAra emanI yAda AvyA kare che. ApaNe saue kevA sAttvika ane sAcA mitra gumAvyA che. samAjamAM sAdhu jIvananI fArama prasarAvatuM eka uttama phUla kharI paDayuM! ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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zra ddhAM ja li anAra : zatAvadhAnI paMDita zrI dhIrajalAla TokarazI zAha mitra gaye mamatA rahI, Ave pharI pharI yAda; kALa kabaDuM karI gaye, kone karuM phariyAda? sane 1932mAM sva. zrI manasukhalAla tArA- karyuM che, paNa tenI phariyAda kene karavI ? manacada mahetAno paricaya thayo ane thoDA vakhata sukhabhAI ATalA vahelA cAlyA jaze? tenI pachI te gADha maitrImAM pariNamyo. ame banane kalpanA na hatI chellAM be-traNa varSathI zarIramAM vAraMvAra maLatA ane sAhitya ane samAjanA rege pasAra karyo hato, paNa te sudharI javAnI pUrI AzA hatI, paraMtu e AzA ThagArI anekavidha praznonI carcA karatA. temane mArA nIvaDI. prakAzanomAM ane te nimitte jAtA samA reha mAM ghaNe rasa hato. tenI prAthamika carcA manathI tuM mathata sadA, Atama sukhane kAja; temane tyAM thatI, tenuM Ayojana paNa tyAM ja AMsu lUchyAM anekanAM, rAkhI ghaNunI lAja, ghaDAtuM. A samArohamAM keTalIka vAra temaNe he mitra! Atmasukha kevI rIte maLe? maMtrIpada saMbhALyuM hatuM, keTalIka vAra svAgatA tenuM tArA dilamAM ahoniza mathana cAlatuM. dhyakSanuM pada saMbhALyuM hatuM ane be vAra , duniyA e jANatI hoya ke na jANatI hoya, adhyakSanuM pada paNa saMbhALyuM hatuM. graMtha pari paNa huM to e jANatA ja hatA, kAraNa ke A caya te moTA bhAge teo ja ApatA. chellA viSayane te mArI sAthe aneka vAra sUkSma paMdara varSamAM je je samAroha yojAyA te carcA-vicAraNA karI hatI. badhAmAM temaNe acUka hAjarI ApI hatI. vaLI tArA aMtaramAM dayA ane paropakAranI mAre A eka mitra cAlyA gaye, paNa bhAvanA UMcA prakAranI hatI. tethI ja te aneka tenI mamatA dilamAM rahI gaI che ane tethI dukhiyAonAM AMsu lUchayAM che ane anekanI karI karIne yAda Ave che. kALadeve samaya karatAM lAja rAkhI che. "jamaNe kahe te DAbe na jANe temane vahelA upADI laIne ghaNuM beTuM kAma e nyAye te A vAtanI koIne khabara paDavA jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 : 18 5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dIdhI nathI, paNa huM te A vastu barAbara tArA yazanI patAkA sarvatra pharakI rahI che, jANuM chuM. tyAM tArA mRtyune zoka zuM kare? te te saMyama ane sevA to, lA avihaDa raMga: tArI pAchaLa sagA-sabaMdhIo tathA mitrone manasukha te jItI gaye, jIvana ke jaMga. ( zoka na karavAnI spaSTa sUcanAo ApI hatI. " chatAM tArA pratyenA mamatvanA kAraNe zekanI mitra! tArA dharmapatnI lIlAvatIbena sane lAgaNI udbhavI jAya che, paNa te amArI kama1946mAM be putra ane be putrIone mUkI jerI che, amArI jJAnadaSTinI khAmI che. kharI videha thayA, tene asahA AghAta te jJAnadaSTi vAta te e che ke te tArA jIvanamAM je keLavI sahI lIdhe ghaNA mitro ane saMbaMdhI mahAna guNo keLavyA hatA tenuM amAre anu oe pharI lagna karavA kahyuM, paNa te A vAtane saraNa karavA jevuM che je e guNone ame savinaya asvIkAra karyo tArI dalIla e hatI anasarIe te amArA A leka ane paraloka ke patnI pAse patiparAyaNa thavAnI AzA , rAkhIe te patie patnI parAyaNa kema na thavuM? bane sudharI jAya tAtparya ke vidhavA thayelI strI jema patinuM A sAcI zraddhAMjali, A sAco guNavAda; maraNa karI vaidhavyanuM pAlana kare che tema vidhura dharma kara dhIraja dharI, te prakaTe jyanAda. thaela patie patnInuM smaraNa karI vaidhuryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. A prasaMga pachI te mArI daSTi e te manasukhabhAInA guNone saMyamanuM-brahmacaryanuM jIvanabhara pAlana karyuM. anusaravA e ja emane sAce guNAnuvAda che ane e ja emane sAcI zraddhAMjali che. nepacana Isyuransa ku.ne kArobAra sarakAra temanA jIvanane eka ja sUra hatuM ke manuSya hastaka gayA pachI te sevAvRttimAM citta lagADayuM dharma keLavI dharmanuM AcaraNa karatA rahevuM. tethI ane temAM dina-pratidina vRddhi thatI ja rahI. A jagatamAM jayazALI thavAya che. jIvananI A rIte tArA jIvanamAM saMyama ane sevAne bAjI jItI zakAya che ane sarvatra jayanAda avihaDa raMga lAgyA prakaTe che. jIvanane jaMga te badhAne laDa paDe che, sva. zrI manasukhabhAI viSe lakhavA jevuM paNa temAM jita meLavanArA keTalA? paNa mitra! ghaNuM che, te temanA smRti graMthamAM lakhAze tuM te tArA saduvicAra ane sadAcArathI temaja tyAre ja jaina samAja tathA jagat jANI zakaze sevAparAyaNatAthI jIvanano jaMga jItI gaye ke ApaNane eka kevI virala vyaktinI khoTa che, ema huM daDhatAthI mAnuM chuM. paDI che. pharake patAkA yaza taNI, tyAM zuM kare zeka? hAlamAM temane bhAvabharI ATalI zraddhAMjali anusarIe tuja guNane, te sudhare baMne loka samarpita karIne aMtarthathA sAthe viramuM chuM. AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA jIvananAM mahatvanA prasaMga citro : - 1 A. zrI vijaya pratApasUrIzvarajI mahArAja zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAne vAsakSepa karI rahyA che. eka samArohamAM temane adhyakSa tarIke tilakavidhi thaI rahyo che. zrI caMpAbena dhIrajalAla zAha temane kuMkuma tilaka karI rahyA che. jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 : 107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sane 1969mAM prajJA prakAzana dvitIya samAroha vakhate tenA adhyakSa zrI ke. ke. zAhane samArohanA eka kAryakta tarIke zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA puSpahAra karI rahyA che. - - hA R', che. sane 1975mAM prajJA prakAzana maMdira taraphathI muMbaI pATakara hAlamAM adhyAtma - lalita kalA samAreha jAye, tenuM adhyakSasthAna zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetAe zobhAvyuM hatuM. samArohanA maMtrIo temane bile paherAvI rahyA che. AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane che . . . kAraka che prajJA prakAzana maMdira taraphathI "saMkalpa siddhi" graMthanI bIjI AvRttinuM prakAzana thayuM tyAre samArohanA eka kAryakartA tarIke zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA samArohanA adhyakSa zrI dIpacaMdabhAI esa. gADane purahAra karI rahyA che. e : ra ma aa TET ' che " - - ka hato : 4 , , , ;i : : a 4 web.: rahI che. A ' karI nA zrI dIpacaMdabhAI gADI sva. zrI manasukhalAla mahetAnuM bahumAna karI rahyA che. jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 ; 109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che ke A che. Do 1 " :. A ja samArohamAM teo AtmadarzananI amegha vidyAnuM prakAzana karI rahyA che. bAjumAM prajJA prakAzana maMdiranA vyavasthApaka zrI narendrakumAra dhIrajalAla zAha thALamAM pustaka * laIne UbhelA che. vahu" ja che ( kAkA nI che , hada '' he A ja rA nI che. A :: . - * - ' ' nAma : mi sAthe: sane 1962 mAM zatAvadhAnI paMDita zrI dhIrajalAla zAha kRta zrI vIravacanAmRtanuM prakAzana thayuM te vakhatanuM dazya. sva. zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA, paM. zrI dhIrajalAla zAha tathA sva. zrI phattecaMdabhAI jhaverabhAI tathA sva. zrI prANajIvana ha. gAMdhI sAthe najare paDe che. FER hiI che 110 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pula gayu pherama rahI mahAmUlA mAnava manasukhabhAI viSe lakhavA tenA putra putrIone "mAnI khoTa na sAle te mATe mArI kalama jhAMkhI paDe. je mAnave dharmanA rIte mAtA pitA baMnenuM vAtsalya varasAvI saMskAra reDavA jIvananuM sarvasva samarpaNa karI dharmanA tathA mAnavatAnA mUlyonuM jatana karavAnA tenI pAchaLa amUlya samayane bhega ApI susaMskAro reDyA che. tenA manane zAMti maLe te rIte kalamanA jAdu sAdAI namratA ane viveka pUrvakanuM sadpragaTAvyA che. nAne agara mATe game te heya mAnatA bhAvanA bharyuM jIvana jIvI nIvRttimAM paNa tene mana badhA ja sarakhA hatA. paropakArI jIvana jIvavA pravRtti svIkArI hatI. ajJAnI evA ghaNA le kene jJAna pIrasa temanA paricayamAM AvavAne Ana ja kaMIka paNa vAmAM temaNe jIvananA aMta sudhI keziSa karI che. meLavavAnI thatI vRtti jyAre temanI sAthe temaNe nAjuka tabIyatamAM paNa kadI mRtyunI bIka hoIe tyAre ja khyAla Ave che. haMmezA manane na rAkhatA tenI sAme jhajhumI hIMmata pUrvaka sukha ApanAra manasukhabhAI mahetA temanA sAmano karI mRtyu upara vijaya meLavyo che. paricayamAM AvanArathI kadi visarAze nahi. -manubhAI zeTha pAtaMjala yogasUtramAM "sAdhanapAdana 34mAM sUtramAM maharSie eka suMdara vAta karI che ke "koInA viSe manamAM paNa tiraskArabharyA vicAra na kare. evA vicAronI je prati. kiyA thAya che te ApaNu aMta:karaNa upara thayA vinA nathI rahetI. suratamAM nahi te bhaviSyamAM te duHkhanA svarUpamAM ApaNuM upara pUrepUrA baLathI AghAta kare ja che eka vAra mANasa pitAnI vicAra zaktine bahAra jherI de eTale tene pratyAghAta mANase sahana karyuM ja chUTako che." ApaNane kaI paththara mAre te paththara para ApaNe gusso nathI karatA, kAraNa ke doSita te paththara mAranAro che, paththara te nimitta mAtra che. ema ApaNane je anyAya thAya che tenA mULamAM te ApaNuM karma javAbadAra che. anyAya karanAra te nimitta mAtra banatA hoya che. A daSTie vicArazo te tamArA mananuM samAdhAna thaze. (zrI manasukhabhAInA eka patramAMthI) jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 : 111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - denA $ samRHi uipaERB janA heThaLa ApanAM nANAM mahine mahine vadhu jhaDapathI vadhatAM ja rahe che. 28 29 (> : .sA . iDara) kI hazaajha A saT www.cra ana" , " . " : ", Syst: ce: ' . . rU. 1,000 hamaNa roko ane 61 mahinA dAda rU.1,69, 120 mahinA bAda rU.2,707 ane 240 mahinA bAda ra 3, Dera: meLavo, vadhu vigato mATe ApanI ne mAro denA brekaphAkhAnI mulAkAta lo. ApanI bacata para vadhu nANAM meLavavAno A eka saraLa mArga che. denA beMkanI samRddhi DipojhiTa thojanA heTha mULa rakama upara dara mahine vyAja jamAM rAtuM jAya che, ane A vyAja upara paNa vyAja maLatuM rahe che. Ama cakravRddhi vyAjane kAraNe ApanI muLa rakama upara, mudatane AdhAre Apane 8.3% thI 31.64% sudhI vArSika vyAja chUTe che. (gavarnameMTa oNpha daDiyA aMDaraTekiMga) heDa oNphisaH ho i... sala, muMbai 4:0023 RATAN BATRA/DG/G/293 For Private And Personal Use Only

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'dvAdazAraM na ya cakram' dvitIyo bhAgaH uddaghATana samAraMbha tA. 10-1-77ne ahevAla ya RAT 6 vidhiniyamayo vidhi pa pravidhiniyamo 7,vidhiniyamayotidhiniyamoM (nemiH ) angjalal's sA Uo sa.vidhiniyamayoniyamaH niyamaH niyama vidhi: bjerve E yAdhaH (araH syamayamaH 33, niyamasya vidhiniyamo Snel re pU. zrI vijayadharmasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM pU. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanA varad haste karavAmAM Avela. atithi vizeSa H dAnavIra zeTha zrI tulasIdAsa jagajIvanadAsa savAI tathA javAharanagara jaina ve. mUrti. saMghanA mAnadda TrasTI zeTha zrI ramaNalAla maMgaLadAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagaranA upakrame tA. 10-1-77nA roja muMbaInA goDIjI upAzrayamAM "dvAdazA nayathakra" graMthanA bhAga 2 nA udaghATana prasaMganuM gIta saMzAdhana ne taiyArI karatAM varSo vitI jAya, evA apUrva mahAna graMthanuM Aja prakAzana thAya. 'dvAdazAre nayacakama' evuM graMthanuM che zubha nAma, tarka ane pramANu zAstranI sAmagrI che tamAma; TIkA TippaNa zuddhithI samajAvyuM zAstra nyAya. evA prathama bhAga prakAzita pAmya saurASTranA bhAvanagaramAM, bIjo Aja prakAzana pAme mahArASTranA muMbaI zaheramAM nara nArI ne jJAnI saunA haiyA ati harakhAya. evA dUra dUra deza videzathI jenI mAhitIo maMgAvI, sUphama ne zAstrIya vAte saghaLI pAne pAne sajAvI; sau abhyAsIne aMtaramAM jJAnanAM teja patharAya. evA vidvAna munizrI jaMbuvijayajI che graMthanA ghaDanArA, sAhitya kalAratna zrI yazovijayajI uddaghATana karanArA; AcArya zrI dharmasUrInI nizrAmAM prakAzana vidhi thAya. evA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAe maMgaLa kArya A kIdhuM, amUlya sAhityanuM sarjana karIne zAsanane caraNe dIdhuM; maMgaLakArI avasara Aje "baMsI" guNagAna gAya. evA -zrI baMsIlAla zAha khaMbhAtavALA [ racayitAH upAsanA stavana saMgraha) 15, 'navanidhAna dolatanagara roDa naM. 9 borIvalI (pUrva) muMbaI 400.0 66 114 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagaranA upakrame muMbaimAM ujavAyela kAdazAra nayacakra' graMthanA bIjA bhAgano uddaghATana prakAzana samAroha pApA aneka varSonI pracaMDa mahenata ane saMza- saMghanA mAnadda TrasTI zeTha zrI ramaNalAla maMgaLadhanapUrvaka paramapUjya vidvAna munirAja zrI dAsa zAha atithi vizeSa tarIke padhAryA hatA. jaMbavijayajI ma. sA nA varada haste saMpAdita temaja A prasaMga mATe sabhAnA upapramukha zrI thayela, digagaja vidvAna mahAvAdI zrI malavAdi hIrAlAla bhANajI zAha ane maMtrI zrI hiMmata viracita ane prakhara vidvAna kSamAzramaNa zrI thI lAla anepacaMda metIvAlA bhAvanagarathI khAsa siMhasenasUrinI TIkAthI alaMkRta bhAratIya AvyA hatA. saMskRtinA ajoDa ane amUlya mahAna jaina prAraMbhamAM samuha guruvaMdana karyA bAda pU. graMtha "dvAdazAre nayacakrama nA bIjA bhAgane AcArya mahArAjazrIe maMgalAcaraNa karyuM prakAzana samAroha saMsthAnA upakrame muMbaImAM hatuM. tyAra bAda saMgItakAra zrI baMsIlAla kAMtipAyadhUnI-zrI goDIjI jaina upAzrayamAM tA. lAla zAhe graMtha aMgenuM maMgaLa gIta gAyuM 10-1-77ne somavAre savAre 9-00 vAge, hatuM. tyArabAda sabhAnA upapramukha zrI hIrAlAla yugadivAkara pU, A. zrImad vijayadharmasUrI. bhANajIbhAI zAhe graMtha ane AjanA samAzvarajI ma. sA. tathA sAhitya-kalA-ratna pU. raMbha aMgenuM vaktavya karyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda munivara zrI yazovijayajI ma. AdinI zubha zrI cImanalAla pAlItANAkare, pU. AcArya nizrAmAM apUrva utsAha ane AnaMdabharyA mahArAjazrI, tathA pU. munizrI yazovijayajI vAtAvaraNamAM ujavAyo hato. A prasaMge dAnavIra ma. tathA baMne atithivizeSazrIone paricaya dharmapremI zeTha zrI tulasIdAsa jagajIvanadAsa Apyo hato. tyAra bAda A prasaMge AvelA savAI tathA goregAma-javAhara ve mU. jaina zubhecchAnA saMdezAo sabhAnA maMtrI zrI hiMmata Do. jI che ? graMtha uddaghATana bAda pU. munizrI graMtha darzana karAvI rahyA che. jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 ! 115 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAla anopacaMda motIvALAe vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA tathA sabhA taraphathI zrI hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAIe hatA. tyAra bAda sabhAnA maMtrIzrI hIrAlAlabhAI pU. AcArya mahArAjazrIne kAmaLI herAvI hatI. jeThAlAla zAhe saMsthAne tathA tenI pravRtti. tyArabAda pU. AcArya mahArAjazrIe tathA pU. eno paricaya ApyuM hatuM. tyArabAda Do. munizrI yazovijayajI mahArAje dvAdazAra nayacakra zrI ramaNalAlabhAI sI. zAha, paM. zrI punamacaMda graMtha aMge vidvattApUrNa pravacana karavA sAthe bhAI ke. zAha, zrI rAyacaMda maganalAla tathA atithivizeSa zrI tulasIdAsa jagajIvanadAsa saMsthAne AzirvAda ApatAM teozrIe jaNAvyuM savAI ane zrI ramaNalAla maMgaLadAsa zAhe hatuM ke jaina saMghamAM sAhityanA kSetre A graMtha viSe abhyAsapUNuM pravacano karyA hatA. eka ja evI saMrathA che ke je potera varSathI temaja yugadivAkara pU. A. zrImad vijaya. eka dhAyuM vyavasthita kArya karI rahela che ane dharmasUrIzvarajI ma. sAna Aje 27mo AcArya saMskRta-prAkRta ane gujarAtImAM nAnA-moTA padavIne zubha divasa che te aMgenuM zrI aneka graMthanuM AjasudhImAM prakAzana karela che baMsIlAla kAMtilAla zAhe svaracita gurubhaktinuM ane A graMthanuM prakAzana e te saMsthAnuM gIta madhura svare bhAvavAhi rIte gAyuM hatuM eka ajoDa ane addabhUta prakAzana che. A ane zatAvadhAnI paMDita zrI dhIrajalAlabhAI graMthanuM prakAzana-uddaghATana karavA mATe samAna TokarazI zAhe dvAdazAra nayacakra graMtha ane tenA raMbha amArI nizrAmAM javA ane amArA racayitA mahAvAdI zrI madvavAdi temaja pU. hAthe uddaghATana karavA mATe zrI manasukhalAla A. zrImadvijayadharmasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe tArAcaMda mahetA amArI pAse bethI traNa vakhata ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karatAM mahAnagarI muMba AvyA hatA ane mRtyu pahelA emaNe amane InI sthiratA daramiyAna zrI saMgha ane samA. patra paNa lakhyA hatA, paNa teo Aje vidya janI anekavidha sevAnAM tathA zAsana prabhAva mAna nathI. A samAroha yojavA mATe temanI nAnA kAryo dvArA karela anekAneka upakAre ghaNI tamannA hatI. temanuM atyAre smaraNa thaI varNavyA hatA. tyArabAda sAhitya kalA-ratna Ave che ane A sabhAmAM temanI kharekhara pU. munipravara zrI yazovijayajI ma. sAhebe peTa sAle che. saMsthAne paNa temanA avasAnathI graMthanuM vidhisara udghATana prakAzana karyuM hatuM. je khoTa paDI che te najIkanA samayamAM te ane baMne atithivizeSa bhAIoe temaja pUrI zakAya tema nathI ja. zAsanadeva temanA sabhAnA upapramukhazrI tathA sabhAnA baMne maMtrIzrI AtmAne parama zAMti arpe evI prArthanA sAthe ee graMthanuM pUjana karI te graMtha pU. AcArya A take amArI zraddhAMjali arpIe chIe. mahArAjazrI tathA pU. munIzrI yazovijayajI tyArabAda sabhAnA maMtrI zrI hIrAlAla juThAmAne arpaNa karavA sAthe A graMthane eka eka bhAIe pU. mahArAja sAhebane upakAra ane seTa bhAga 1-2 baMne pUjyane sabhA vatI arpaNa anya saune AbhAra mAnyo hato ane sarva karavAmAM Avela hatA te sAthe baMne atithivizeSane maMgala bAda samAraMbha pUrNa thayA hatA. A paNa graMthanI eka eka nakala bheTa ApavAmAM prasaMge eka saddagRhastha taraphathI "saMgha pUjana" Avela. zrI tulasIdAsabhAI, zrI ramaNabhAI karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. 116 : AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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"dvAdazA nayacakra' bhAga 2 nA huM udghATana samAraMbha samaye thayelA pravacana pUjya AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayadharmasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM pravacana zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAe A pustakanuM prakAzana karyuM te eka moTA gauravanI vAta che. je vidvAna muni mahArAja, sAdhvIjI mahArAje tathA zrAvako temaja zrAvikAone jaina darzananA abhyAsa mATe khUba ja upayegI nIvaDaze. bhAratabharamAM aneka jaina saMsthAo che. teoe pragaTa karelA pustakamAM A 'dvAdazAre nayacakamane zreSThasthAne mUkI zakAya tema che. te mATe zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAne dhanyavAda ghaTe che. sAhitya kalAratna pUjya AcArya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanuM pravacana samaya ghaNe TUMke che; tethI nayavAda samajAvavA mATe pAMca-dasa miniTa cAle nahi paNa kalAke joIe. chatAM TUMkamAM nayacakra' viSe kahuM chuM. naya eTale satyane aMza che. naye anaMtA che, pUrvAcAryoe A badhA nAne sAta nayamAM samAvI dIdhA che. paNa AcArya zrI madbhavAdIjIe vistArIne bAra nayarUpe varNana karyuM che temAM nayacakanA bAra AyamAM bAra no samAvI dIdhA che. cakanI dharInI sAthe kuMbhanI agatyatA che, temAM ja anekAntavAdanuM mahattva che. sabhAne dhanyavAda. jAnyu-phebruArI, 1977 : 117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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atithivizeSa zeThazrI ramaNalAla maMgaLadAsanuM vaktavya Ajane pavitra divasa be thama prasaMgethI darzanazAstramAM prasiddha che ane te jaina darzane vibhUSita thayo che. AjanA samAraMbhanA adhyakSa jagatane arpaNa karela eka aNamola bheTa che. pade birAjamAna parama pUjya AcArya bhaga A jagatamAM anAdIkALathI vicAronI vaMtane AcArya padavI pradAna thayAne 27mAM bhinnatA ane matamatAMtare cAlyA ja kare che. varSane Aje pavitra divasa che. parama pUjya judA judA darzanenA judA judA maMtavyo e AcArya bhagavaMte A pade birAjIne zrI jaina vAdo che ane A vAde te no che. jaina zAsana dvAranA keTalAya avismaraNIya prasaMge darzanamAM judA judA nayane anekAMtavAdathI pAra pADayA che ane hajI keTalAya prasaMge samanvaya karI saMpUrNa satyanuM prarUpaNa kareluM che. teozrInA haste pAra paDaze tema ApaNe sau A samanvaya A mahAna graMtha "kAdazAre AzA sevI rahyA chIe. Ajaroja teozrInI nayacakama'mAM batAvela che ane tethI te aneka ja nizrAmAM "kAdazAre nayacakrama' jevA mahAna matamatAMtaronA jhagaDA mITAvavAmAM pUrNa kALamAM graMthanA bIjA bhAgane uddaghATanavidhi teo khUbakhUba upayogI nivaDe che ane bhaviSyamAM zrInA ja ziSyarana paramapUjya munipravara zrI paNa te nivaDaze, te ja A mahAna graMthanI yazavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA zubha haste thaI rahela che te kharekhara senAmAM sugaMdha phalazruti che evuM mAruM namrapaNe mAnavuM che. bhaLavA jevo prasaMga gaNI zakAya. amArA goregAMvanA zrI javAharanagara jaina AvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMghanA jJAnakhAtAmAM ApaNA jaina darzanamAM ahiMsAnA siddhAta thatI Avakano upayoga prasaMgopAta vidvAna pAyAmAM rahe che ane teTalI ja agatyanI munivaryo dvArA prakAzita thatAM nAnA moTA daSTie temAM satyanA mulyane paNa svIkAra che temaja pustakanA nirmANa kAryomAM thoDA karavAmAM Avela che. dareka cetanavatuM vyakti ghaNe aMze karavAmAM Ave che. jyAre parama bhalene game teTalI nAnI ke moTI hoya tenA pUjya Agama prabhAkara muni mahArAjazrI puNya jIvana tarapha mAnanI daSTi keLavavAnuM A siddhAMta vijayajI mahArAja sAheba zrI vAlakezvaranA zIkhave che, ane tethI AgaLa vadhIne te dhyeyanI jaina upAzraye birAjamAna hatA tyAre teozrInA lAgaNI ane abhiprAyanI bhinnatA tarapha paNa hasta thatA jaina AgamodvAra prakAzananA kAryamAM sahiSatAbharI bhAvanA rAkhavAnuM jaNAve che. koI eka ghaNA ja mahatvanA graMthanuM prakAzana kaMIpaNa eka vastune judA judA daSTikoNathI thavAnuM hoya te temAM amArA saMghanA jJAnaavalokI zakAya che ane te dareka avalekanamAM khAtAmAMthI rUpIA agiyAra hajAra jeTalI jo ke saMpUrNa satya na hoya chatAM temAM satyane rakama svikAravAnI amArA saMghe teozrIne kaMIka aMza ochAvattA pramANamAM jarUra rahele vinaMti karI hatI ane teozrIe A mahAna che. AvA dareka AMzIka avakanano samanvaya graMthanA pakAzana kAryamAM A rakama vAparavAnuM karIne temAMthI saMpUrNa satya pragaTa karI zakAya svikAryuM hatuM. A rakama amArA saMghe kaI che tema A paNa tirthaMkara bhagavaMte jaNAvela paNa zarata rAkhyA sivAya phakta jJAnanI sevA che. A siddhAMta anekAMtavAdanA nAmathI jaina mATe ja arpaNa karI hatI, chatAM A graMthane AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che bIjo bhAga jenuM Aje udghATana thaI rahyuM tenA zarUAtanA pRSTomAMthI eka AkhA pRSTa upara te khAmatane AbhAra vidhi chApavAmAM AvyA che. A khAkhata zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA kArya kartAonI amArA zrI saMgha tarapha udAratAnAM darzana karAve che. A uparAMta A mahAna gra'thanA bIjA bhAganA udghATana vidhinA AjanA zubha prasa Mge amArA zrI saMghanA pratinidhine A samAraMbhanA eka atithi vizeSa tarIke AmaMtraNa ApIne amArA saMghanu abhivAdana karyu che, te badala huM amArA saMgha temaja mArA potAnA taraphathI zrI jaina AtmA nada sabhAnA ghaNuM ghaNuM AbhAra mAnu chu, jo ke amArA zrI saMghane temaja mane petAne lAgatu' hatu' ane hajI paNa lAge che ke AvA kAryo mATe anya koI vidvAna ane ati pratiSThita vyaktinI varaNI thaI heAta tA sArU' parama pU. AcArya zrI vijayadhamasUrIzvarajI, parama pU. munivaya+ zrI yazeAvijayajI mahArAja, anya pU. munirAze, pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAjo, zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA kAryakaro, upasthita sAdharmika bhAIe ane haeNnA, AjanA prasa`ga ApaNe sau jANIe chIe te 'dvAdazAra nayacakrama' graM'thanA prakAzana vidhInA ati gauravazALI prasaM'ga che. AvA eka mahAna prasaMganA samAraMbhanA atithi vizeSapade mArI niyukti karI mArA pratyenA Adara ane sa bhAvabharI lAgaNI batAvI te badala huM zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagaranA khUba khUba AbhAra mAnu chuM. jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir thAta paNa tee|zrInA Agrahane amAre vaza thavuM paDayu che. A mahAna graMthanA saMzodhanamAM paramapUjya AgamaprabhAkaranI vina'ti svIkArIne pU. muni rAjazrI jakhuvijayajI mahArAja sAhebe ghaNI ja mahenata lai A kAya mATe khUba ja jarUrI tikhaTI temaja anya bhASAone abhyAsa karI ati khaMta parizrama karI A graMthanuM nirmANu kayu che te mATe teozrInA jeTale AbhAra mAnIe teTalA ochA che. vaLI A graMthanA prakAzana mATe zrI jaina AtmAnaa sabhAe ghaNuMja bhagIratha kArya hAtha dharyu che, kAraNa ke te ghaNeAja khaca temaja cIvaTAibharI dekharekha mAgI le tevuM kaparU' kAryAM che. ativizeSa zrI tulazIdAsabhAinuM vaktavya aMtamAM Apa saue mane dhIrajapUrNAMka sAMbhaLavA kRpA karI te badala Apa sAne AbhAra mAnu chuM, zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA ma`trIzrIe 80 varSa junI A sabhAnA je paricaya ApaNI samakSa raju karyAM jemAM sabhAe jaina darzana, sAhitya ane zikSaNunA pracAra the je prAcIna saMskRta prAkRta ane gujarAtI bhASAnA prathAnu prakAzana karyuM che je khUba ja prazasanIya evam anumedanIya che, ane te mATe AvI sabhA vadhune vadhu pragatizIla ane zaktizALI banatI rahe te jovAnI sArAe jaina samAjanI pharaja banI jAya che ema huM' namrapaNe mAnuM chuM. Aje prakAzita thatA praMtha viSe paNa je hakIkatA rajU karavAmAM AvI tethI paNa sabhA ApaNA saunA abhinaMdana ane dhanyavAdanI adhikArI bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only : 119

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je graMthanA sa'pAdana ane saAdhana mATe trIza trIza varSoM nA samaya lAgyo hAya te graMthanI gahanatA ane virATatAnA ApaNune saheje khyAla Ave che. ane te mATe pU munizrI ja buvijayajI mArAje tIbeTana bhASAnA abhyAsa karela tethI A graMthanI vizeSatA ane agatyatA siddha thaI jAya che. saMsthAnA maMtrI zrI hIrAlAla 5. pUjya AcArya zrI vijayadhama sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pU yazevijayajI ma. sA. pUjaya muni mahArAjo, pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAjo, samArabhanA atithivizeSa zrI tulazIdAsabhAi, zrI ramaNa lAlabhAI, upasthIta dharma zraddhALu sannArIe ane sajjanA. sAdharmIka AjaneA A mahAmUlA graMthanA prakAzana aMgenA samAreha je sabhAnA upakrame ceAjAye che, te zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagarane TUMka paricaya Apa samakSa raju karIza. deza paradezamAM jaina sAhityanA vyApaka pracAra karavA sAthe jaina samAjamAM dhArmika ane vyavahArika zikSaNane phelAvA karavAnA mukhya uddeza A sabhAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. 120 : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir aMtamAM bhAvanagaranI zrI jaina AtmAnaMdu sabhA ke jeNe Avu' aprApya sAhitya pragaTa karavAnI hIMmata ane sAhasa karyuM che te sabhAne khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApuM chuM ane e sabhA pratidIna peAtAnA mukhya dhyeyanAM amala mATe khUba khUba prayAsa karatI rahI vadhune vadhu pragati sAdhatI rahe e ja zubha kAmanA. juThAlAla zAhanuM pravacana pa. pUjya gurUdevanI kRpAthI gai sAla sabhAe potAnI 80 varSanI majala yazasvI rIte purI karI 81mA varSImAM praveza karyAM che. A samaya daramIyAna sabhAe peAtAnA mukhya dhyeyane anulakSIne sAhitya pracAranA kSetre gaNanApAtra sevA bajAvI che. sUrIjInI preraNAthI ane sva. pravartaka zrI sva.pUjya AcArya zrI vijayavallabhakrAMtivijayajI mahArAja, sva. munizrI caturavijayajI mahArAja temaja Agama praznAkara sva. pUjaya munizrI puNyavijaya mahArAjanI sakrIya sahAyathI Aja sudhImAM gRha kalpasUtra ( cha bhAgamAM ), vasudeva hIMDI ( e bhAgamAM ), jaina darzana, jaina sAhitya ane jaina zikSaNa mATe ka'ika navuM karI javAnI tamannA sAthe bhAvanagaranA jJAnapISAsu yuvakoe pa. pU. zrI teozrInA kALadhama pAmyA pachI turata ja pacIsamA divase sa. 1952nA dvitIya jeTha zuThThI 2 tA. 13-6-1896 zanIvAranA roja bhAvanagaramAM zrI AtmArAmajI jaina phrI lAI brerI sahIta zrI jaina AtmAnaM sabhAnI sthApanA pUjya paMnyAsa zrI gaMbhIravijayajI mahArAjanA zubha AzIrvAda sAthe dhAmadhUma pUrNAMka utsAhathI karI. AtmArAmajI mahArAje ApelA saMdeze jhIlI ISazilAkApurUSa ( cAra patra be bhAgamAM ) kama graMthA ( be bhAgamAM) dvAdazAra' nayacaka bhAga pahelA ane anya evA mahAna prAcIna prAkRta saMskRta a`mAgadhI vi. bhASAnA thAnuM saMzodhana karI uttama kaiATInuM sAhitya pragaTa karyuM che. tevI ja rIte keTalAye saMskRta prAkRta kIMmatI graMthenA gujarAtI anuvAdo karAvIne paNa pragaTa karyAM che ane jagatanA vidvAnAmAM nAmanA meLavI che tema ja vizva vikhyAta paurvAtya vidyA sasthAo sAthe sArA sabaMdheA keLavyA che. zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza nAmanu eka mAsIka chellA 72 varSoMthI niyamItapaNe A sabhA pragaTa AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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karI rahI che. Ama sAhityakSetre paNa sabhAe e prathama bhAganA prakAzana aMge saMsthAne sArI rIte pragati karela che. rU. 17000) lagabhagane kharca thayele ane A sabhA AvuM suMdara kArya karI zakI che. Aje prakAzIta thatAM bIjA vibhAgane aMdAja tene pratApa pa. pU. nyAyanidhi AcArya rUA. 15000) kharca gha che. ane A graMthane zrI vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba ane trIjo vibhAga sabhA vahelI take bahAra pADavA temanA parIvArane che ane temAM khAsa karI umeda rAkhe che. AvA dharma ane saMskRtinA Agama prabhAkara sva 5 puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI kRpA te A sabhA kadApI bhUlI zake pAyAnA graMtho e ApaNA samAjanuM gaurava tema nathI. ane tenuM prakAzana ApaNA gauravazALI astItva 10 varSa agAu eTale saM. 2023mAM mATe Avazyaka che. sabhAe potAne maNimahotsava bhAvanagaranA phakta 20 sabhyathI zarU thayela A sabhA Aje AMgaNe jainonA agraNI jANItA udyogapati 700thI vadhu AjIvana sabhyo ane 17pathI zeThazrI kastaralAlabhAInA pramukhasthAne ane vadhu piTana sabhyanuM lIsTa dharAve che chatAM e sAhitya premI udyogapati zeThazrI amRtalAla vIsa TakA ja gaNAya. te ahIMthI Apa sarvane kALIdAsa dozInA atithI vizeSa sthAne ujaLe A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya ane peTrana sabhya hato. je prasaMge Aje je "dvAdasA nayacakrama' thavA apIla karuM chuM ane e rIte sabhAne, bIjA bhAganuM prakAzana (udghATana) thaI rahyuM che, vadhune vadhu cetanavaMtI zaktizALI ane vega tenA prathama bhAganuM prakAzana prAcya vidyAnA vaMtI rAkhavA vinaMtI karuM chuM. jJAtA prakhara vidvAna sva zrI AdInAtha nemI. 1 nAtha upAthenA varada haste karavAmAM Avela. jinaM. bIjAnA AnaMda mATe karavAmAM AvelI mahenata khuda ApaNane AnaMda Ape che." goLa ane carama saLIyA A paTTa temaja pATA = vigere maLaze = dhI bhArata Ayarna enDa sTIla InDasTrIjha rU vAparI roDa : bhA vana ga 2 TelIgrAma : Ayanamena ( ephIsa [3219 siDisa 5525 resIDensIka pa57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- zA parI A '05 : 006 -- : banAvanArA : ---- - : banAvanArA : - * bAjI mA * lAIpha borasa zIpa * Drejarsa bIDasa ane ejInIyarsa * rolIMga zaTarsa * phAyaramupha De 4 * reDa rolarsa * vahIla bejha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa * pila phensIMga sTIla Tenkasa vigere..... * muraga beyajha * boyanTa epareTasa vigere - zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla ke prAIveTa lImITeDa ceramena : zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTara : zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIpayArDa zIvarI pheTa roDa, mu baI-15 (DI. DI.) phona : 448361, 448362, 443133 grAmaH "zAparIA" zIvarI-muMbaI ejInIyarIMga varkasa ane ophisa parela roDa, kesa lena, muMbaI-12 (DI. DI. ) phona : 395067, 374893 grAma H "zAparI A parela-muMbaI 122 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjAnA pASAkamAM zrI manasukhabhAI sadgata zrI manasukhalAlabhAI tArAcaMda sAthenA mArA saMbaMdha chellA paMdareka varSanA te uMmaramAM mArAthI lagabhaga aDhAra varSa meATA, paraMtu mArI sAthe tame vaDIla uparAMta mitranI jema sneha rAkhatA, AthI ja temanA saujanyanI suvAsa mArA citta para hamezAM aMkita raheze. zrI manasukhalAlabhAine mane pahelavahelA paricaya svastha murabbI zrI phatehucaMdakAkA dvArA thayele, zrI phatehuca jhaverabhAi,zrA prANajIvanadAsa gAMdhI ane zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda e traNanI tripuTI mubaInA ghaNA kharA dhArmi ka prasa MgomAM, kAryakramA ane meLAvaDAomAM sAthe jovA maLatI. traNe nivRtta ane traNe dhArmi ka zikSaNanA kSetre ka MIka karavAnI dhagazavALA. te niyamita eka bIjAne maLe, vicAra vinimaya kare ane peAtAnI yAjanAo amalamAM mUkavA mATe sakriya prayatna kare. A traNe murabbIe muMbaImAM jaina zvetAmbara ejyukezana e, jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir saujanyamUrti zrI manasukhalAlabhAI lekhaka : DaeNA. ramaNalAla cI. zAha jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMdha, adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka ma`DaLa vagere sasthAo ane bhAvanagaramAM AtmAna' jaina sabhA ane bIjI saMsthAeAnA sakriya kAryakarA eTale judI judI sa`sthAenA judA judA kAryakramo ane miTigeza nimitte tene vAraMvAra maLavAnu thatu. jyArathI adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLamAM huM joDAyA tyArathI e traNe mahAnubhAvAnA nikaTanA saMparkamAM AvavAnI mane taka maLI ane teonI sAcI dhArmikatA, tyAgavRtti, sAdAI, svabhAvanI saraLatA, niHsvAtha leAkasevAnI bhAvanA, navI peDhIne sAMskArika ghaDatara ApavAnI dhagaza vagerenI mArA mana upara UMDI chApa paDI. zrI phatehucaMdakAkA ane zrI prANajIvanabhAinA svavAsa pachI zrI manasukhalAlabhAI ekalA paDyA. tema chatAM dhArmika zikSaNa aMge ane adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka ma'DaLanI pravRttie aMge tee eTalA ja sakriya rahyA. e mAMDa LanI pravRttie mATe mAre emanA gADha saMpaka mAM AvavAnu manyu', vizeSataH emanI sAthe vijA : 123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pura, mahuDI, dhAma vagere sthaLe vAraMvAra vicAratA ke lakhatA hoya. teo jaina dharma ane javAnuM thayuM. sAhityanA UMDA abhyAsI hatA. kathAsAhitya te emaNe puSkaLa vAMceluM ane bhinna bhinna zrI manasukhalAlabhAI pramANa mAM vahelI sAmayikomAM teo niyamita jaina kathAo uMmare vidhura thayA. paraMtu jyArathI vidhura lakhatA. temanI rajUAta saraLa, rasika ane thayA tyArathI teo niSThika brahmacarya ane sAdA sAdhAraNa vAcakone rasa ane samaja paDe tevI tyAgamaya jIvana tarapha vaLI gayA. teo haMmezAM hitI temaNe "zIladharmanI kathAo'nA be bhAga bhUkharA bhagavA raMganuM paheraNa paheratA ane te pragaTa karyA hatA, ane tyArapachI paNa ghaNIbadhI raMganI TopI paheratA. vastra paridhAnamAM teoe kathAo emaNe lakhI che. "zIladharmanI kathAosAdAI svIkArI ane TApaTIpane tilAMjali nI prastAvanA mAre lakhavI e prastAva jyAre ApI tevI ja rIte teo AhAramAM paNa eka emaNe mArI pAse mUkyo tyAre meM kahyuM, pachI eka vastuone tyAga karatA jatA hatA. "tame mArA vaDIla che. mane lakhatAM saMkoca dhArmika bAbatamAM, AcAra ane vicAra thAya. tame kaI pIDha lekhakane kaho." paraMtu baMnene samanvaya temaNe sAthe hate. ane emaNe mAra emaNe mAre mATe ja Agraha rAkhe ane chevaTe jIvanamAM anekAMtavAdane yathAzakti utAravAno mAre e prastAvanA lakhavI paDI. emanA prayatna karyo hato. teo niyamita derAsare jatA, AgrahamAM je prema ane vinamratA hatAM tethI ja darzana-pUjA vagere karatA, AnaMdaghanajI thaze mAre emanA pustakanI prastAvanA lakhyA vagara vijayajI vagerenAM suMdara bhAvavAhI stavano teo chUTako nahoto. caityavaMdanamAM gAtA, vakhatevakhata tIrthayAtrAe svabhAvanI vinamratA ane udAratAnA jatAM paraMtu teo mAtra kiyADa kayAreya banyA ghaNA badhA prasaMge najara sAme taravare che, nahotA. bIjI bAju teo mAtra AcArahIna mANasanA svabhAvanI kharI kasoTI sAthe lAMbA citaka paNa nahotA. je kaMI amalamAM mUkavA pravAsa karavAmAM thAya che. eka vakhata ame jevuM lAge tene teo tarata ja AcaraNamAM adhyAtma maMDaLanI miTIMga agAzI tIrthamAM mUkatA. sAdhu saMsthA ke jaina samAjamAM je kaMi rAkhI hatI. amane khabara paNa na paDI e rIte truTio jaNAya te mATe nirbhayapaNe paNa premathI kamiTinA badhA ja sabhyonA jamavAnA paisA kahetA, kayAreka te te vyaktione maLIne teo emaNe ApI dIdhA hatA. musApharImAM pitAne kahetA, ane temanI vAta svIkArAtI, kAraNa ke sAmAna teo bhAgye ja bIjAne UMcakavA detA, temAM aMgata svArtha na rahetA, paraMtu te vyaktinA paraMtu bIjAne sAmAna teo UMcakI letA. hitanI bhAvanA rahetI. vaLI sUvAmAM, savAre UThavAmAM, jamavAmAM, zrI manasukhalAlabhAInuM nivRtta jIvana taiyAra thavAmAM pitAne kAraNe bIjAone kaMI paNa agavaDa na paDe tene teo khyAla rAkhatA, dhArmikatA ane dhArmika pravRttiothI sabhara kare eTaluM ja nahi, dareka bAbatamAM teo tarata rahetuM. teo savAranA nava vAgyA sudhI Teli bIjAne sAnukULa thaI jatA. phena upara maLI zake. te pachI teo pitAne mATe e ja makAnamAM rAkhelI jadI rUmamAM cAlyA temanI vimamra sajajanatAno to ghaNAne jatA, ane hIMcakA khAtAM khAtAM vAMcatAM, anubhava thaye haze. ahaMkAra te temanAmAM 124 : A mAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kayAMya jovA na maLe, Atmapraza'sA ke Atma prasiddhi mATe tee udAsIna rahetA. adhyAtma ma'DaLa taraphathI dara varSe buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI svargArANu tithi muMbaImAM UjavavAmAM Ave temAM pote ma'DaLanA ghaNAM varSa pramukha hatA chatAM khelavA mATe Agraha na rAkhe. te vinamra ane mArA pratye aMgata lAgaNIvALA eTalA badhAM hatA ke jyAre buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI janma zatAbdI ane svargArohaNu suvarNa jayaMtInuM varSa AvyuM. tyAre temaNe adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka ma`DaLanA pramukhapadethI rAjanAmuM ApI e pramukhapada mAre svIkAravuM enA eTale badhA Agrahu rAkhyA ke e sthAne sa` rIte rahevA yAgya vyakti te hatA chatAM mAre e sthAna emanA snehunA khAtara svIkA* ravuM paDayuM. thoDAka samaya pahelAM muMbaImAM 'syAdvAda' vizenI InAmI nibaMdhenI spardhA ceAjavAmAM AvelI jemAMnA nirNAyakeAmAM murabbI zrI manasukhalAlabhAinI sAthe huM paNa hatA. e aMge carcA vicAraNA karavA mATe emane ghare javA mATe hu emanA samaya mAgatA tyAre te ha MmezAM ema ja kahetA ke "huM nivRtta chuM ane tamArI yunivarsi`TI pAse ja che. mATe tamAre samaya bagADIne mAre tyAM AvavAnuM na ja hAya. Ama temanI vinamratA ane temanA saujanyanI pratIti jyAre jyAre ame maLIe tyAre thatI. ,, amArA adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLanA tA te sUtradhAra hatA. maMDaLanI kei paNa bAbatamAM carcAmAM jyAre kadAca matabheda paDe to chevaTe manasukhalAlabhAi je kahe te badhA svIkArI letA. maMDaLanA nAnA nAnA prakINu kAme paNa tee peAtAnI meLe karI nAkhatA ane maMDaLanA kAma mATe bahAra gAma javAnuM hAya tyAre paNa teo sAtha ane sahukAra jAnyu --phebruArI, 1977 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ApatA. bahuAra gAma javA mATe peAtAnI kA tArIkha tee ApatA nahiM, paNa bIjA kA kartAe je tArIkha nakkI karI hoya te ja te svIkArI letA. temanI sAthe vijApura ane mahuDI javAnuM amAre vAraMvAra thatuM. tee, huM', zrI peopaTalAla pAdarAkara ane zrI vinubhAI gulAbacaMda ame cAra tA sAthe heAie ja, keI vakhata gautamabhAI zAhu ane zrI popaTalAla bhAkhariyA pazu sAthe hAya. mahuDImAM nirAMta hoya eTale savAre derAsaramAM caityavaMdana karatI vakhate ane emane AnagghanajI, yazevijayajI ane devacaMdranAM stavane gAvA mATe khAsa Agraha karatA tee khUba bhAvathI stavana lalakAratA ane emanI sAthe ame badha! taddIna thaI jatA. eka vakhata Ana dhanajInu kuMthunAtha bhagavAnanu` stavana je emane khUba pritra hatu, te gAyA pachI ene bhAvAtha vistArathI emaNe amane samajAvye hatA. eka vakhata Akhu bhaktamara stotra gAyuM hatuM, te eka vakhata zrImad rAjacaMdranu` 'apUrva avasara' gAyuM hatuM. mahuDImAM sAMje jamyA pachI aDadhA mAila ke mAIla cAlavA mATe ame jatA tyAre rastAmAM ghaNI jJAnageASThi thatI ane vividha kathAomAMthI tee prasaMga TAMkatA. temanA sAjanyanI suvAsa eTalI badhI ke surata, vaDedarA, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara ke bIje kayAMya ame gayA. hAie tA tyAM emanA svajane ke snehIe temanI AgatA svAgatA karavA eTalA utsuka rahetA, jeneA lAbha amane badhAne paNa maLatA. gayA ekaTe khara mahinAmAM mahuDIthI ame amadAvAda AvyA ane sAMje ame muMbai AvavA mATe nIkaLavAnA hatA. je thADAka kalAka maLyA temAM ghaNAMne maLavAnI amArI icchA hatI. ame amArI vyavasthA vicAratA hatA tyAM temanA : 125 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka saMbaMdhIe pitAnI gADI amAre mATe badhAMe sAthe mahesANA javAnuM nakkI karyuM mokalAvI ane Akho divasa rAkhavA mATe kahyuM hatuM. amArI TikiTo AvI gaI hatI. kAryakrama ethI gheDA ja kalAkamAM ame amadAvAdamAM pa. badho goThavAI gayo hato, paraMtu cAreka divasa pU. zrI subodhasAgarasUrijI, 5 pU. zrI pa. pahelAM manasukhabhAIno phona Avyo ke "mArI sAgarajI mahArAja, pa. pU. zrI caMdrodayasUrijI, TikiTa kensala karAvajo. mArI tabiyata sArI pa. pU. zrI vijaya dhuraMdharasUrijI, paMDita rahetI nathI ane koNa jANe kema mAruM mana sukhalAlajI, paMDita dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyA, nA pADe che. teo mahesANuM AvI zakyA bhAvagaravALA zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI (je te samaye nahi ane tyAra pachI thoDA divasamAM ja temaNe amadAvAda AvyA hatA) vagere ghaNAne thaDA deha choDyo. kalAkamAM ja maLI zakyA. zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA avasAnathI jaina chellA keTalAka samayathI temane ema lAgatuM samAje eka saMniSTha sAhityakAra ane saujanyahatuM ke pitAne jIvanakALa have pUro thavA la: sevaka ga mAnyo che. temaNe zrImaMtAI AvyA che. ame traNeka varSa pahelAM navasArI che bhogavI hatI, paraMtu temanA hRdayamAM tyAga ane pa. pU. zrI subodhasAgarasUrijIne maLavA gayA hairAgyanA bhAvo ja ramatA. teo gahana tattava hatA ane tyAMthI dhAmaNa zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA 2 ciMtanamAM rasa letA. brahmacarya" ane "apari. AzramamAM gayA hatA. tyAM temaNe eka muni graha' vizenA temanA lekho sAcI anubhUtimAMthI mahArAja pAse keTalIka bAdhAo jAvajIvanI jamyA hatA. teo kathAo lakhatA, paraMtu mAgI, ane kahyuM ke, mane jAvajIvanI bAdhA kathAnA rahasyane pitAnA jIvanamAM prathama Ape, kAraNa ke have mAre keTalAM varasa jIvavuM utAratA. teo UMDI AdhyAtmika khejamAM lIna che! amadAvAdamAM parama pU zrI padmasAgarajI rahetA. teo jIvana ane mRtyune bAbatamAM mahArAja pAse ame gayA hatA, tyAre temaNe svastha ane samadazI rahevAno prayAsa karatA. hAtha joDIne keTalIka bAdhA mATe mahArAjajIne mRtyu e eka svAbhAvika ghaTanA temane mATe kahyuM "mane jAvajIvanI bAdhA Apo" mahArAja hatI ane ethI ja teo tene mATe sajaja jIe kahyuM "huM eka varasathI vadhAre bAdhA keIne ApatuM nathI. varasa pachI tame pharIthI rahetA. temanA jIvanamAM vividha AdhyAtmika bAdhA leje." manasukhalAlabhAIe kahyuM "huM pAsAMone temanA aMgata saMparkamAM AvanArane paricaya thato. vyavahAramAM to teo saujanyanI eka varasa paNa jIvIza ke kema te kone khabara mUrti hatA, ane temanA saMparkamAM thoDA samaya che? mATe mane jAvajIvanI bAdhA Apa." chevaTe mahArAjajIe emane e pramANe bAdhA ApI. mATe paNa jeo AvyA haze temane emanA janyanI suvAsane paricaya thayA vagara rahyo pa.pU. padmasAgarajI mahArAjanI mahesA nahi heya. AvA eka UrdhvagAmI AtmAne NAmAM AcAryanI padavIne prasaMga hatA. ame ApaNuM saunI zraddhAMjali ho ! 126 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI manasukhalAlabhAI sAthenA mArA be prasaMganuM saMsmaraNuM le. Do. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAI mahetA-ema. bI. bI. esa. gva iva sudRDha kRtavyanuyAti : kevI hatI te e parathI samajAya che ke teo rAsIrena samuM nArAM sarvamatu prauDha vaye paNa ejyukezana borDanA pAThya - zrI haribhadrasUrikRta gaThThisamuccaya pustaka ne abhyAsa karI tenI parIkSAzreNImAM suhadu sAce ekale dhama thAye, besI uttIrNa thatAM temanI tatvajijJAsA mUAnIye pAchaLe jeDa jAye uttarottara balavattara banatI jatI hatI. te bAkI bIju te badhuMye baLe che, kevI utkaTa hatI, te mArI sAthenA yogadaSTi kAyA sAthe khAkhamAMhI bhaLe che. samuccaya graMtha aMgenA prasaMganA saMsmaraNa maSTikaLaza kAvya (svaracita) parathI era jaNAI Ave che. amAre vyAva hArika saMbaMdha te hato ja, paNa pAramArthika sad. zrI manasukhalAlabhAIe jIvanamAM dhameM dhArmika saMbaMdha te AnA nimitte zarU thayA bhAvanA kevI karI DutI tenuM sahajasUcana temanA ane uttarottara baLavattara banyA. prasaMgavazAtuM dehotsarga pUrva ceDA vakhate lakhela patra parathI zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA jANavAmAM AvyuM ke sUcita thAya che, ke je patramAM nAhya zuM dhruva ha ogadaSTi samuccaya zrI haribhadrAcAryajIkRta mRg:' janmelAnuM mRtyu dhruva-nizcita che che. tathA graMthana viziSTa mahATIkArUpa vivecana lakhI rahyo dehotsaga pachI potAnA uThamaNudilaukika kriyAne che. eTale te jovAnI temanI tIvra jijJAsA niSedha ane ArtadhyAna nahi karatAM dharmadhyA thaI ane te jevA ApavA mane vijJapti karI. nAdi karavAnuM sUcana karela che, te parathI mRtyu A aMge mArA gaSTi samuccaya savivecana aMge temanI nirbhIka svasthatA ravayaM jaNAI mahAkAya graMthanI prastAvanAmAM meM jaNAvyuM che Ave che. jIvanamAM je dharma saMrakAra AmAmAM tema-"A graMthanA hAthalakhANanI zAhI haju thayA hoya te te aMtakALe mRtyu samaye paNa sukAI na hatI, tyAM te mArA paramArtha snehI svayaM AvI hAjara thAya che ane deha tathA tavarasika zrI manasukhalAlabhAI tArAcaMda dehAzrita parigrahAdi samasta ahIMnuM ahIM mahetA (nezmana isyuransavALA) jijJAsApaDayuM rahetAM chatAM, eka parama AmahinasvI vRttithI A hAthalakhANa laI jatA, ane kalyANamitra amRta dharma ja mRtane anugAmI apUrva rasathI te avagAhI jatA ethI emane thAya che. maharSi zrI haribhadrAcAryajInuM mathALe A sazAstra pratye parama prema-pramodabhAva TAMkela dharmotsAhabodhaka subhASita bhAkhe che tema ulasAyamAna thayA, ane tenA prakAzananuM zreya dharma eka ja saha6 mitra che, ke je mRtanI paNa pitAne prApta thAya evI sahaja vRtti uddabhavI. pAchaLa jAya che, bAkI bIjuM badhuM te zarIranI te arasAmAM temanA suzIla dharmapatnI dharmaniSTha sAthe nAza pAme che. zrI lIlAvatIbahenane akALa svargavAsa thayo sadUgata zrI manasukhalAlabhAI eka tatva hoI, temanA puNya smaraNArthe zreya nimitta ruci dharmapremI sajajana hatA. emanI tavarUci A graMtha prakAzita karavAnI temanI bhAvanA jAnyu.- phebruArI, 1977 : 127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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baLavattara banI ane meM sAbhAra svIkArelI paNa svayaM levAmAM Avya, ItyAdi hakIkata te atra phalavatI thayelI dazya thAya che. maharSi suvidita che. AvA graMthanA prakAzanathI prakAzrI haribhadrAcAryajIkRta A apUrva maMtha para zakane paNa sArI nAmanA maLI ane AnA bAraso varSamAM sarva prathama A vinamra praya sa nimitte sarva prathama jAheramAM AvatA zrI rUpa A parama zratanI prabhAvanA karanAra manasukhalAlabhAIne tyAra pachI jAhera sevAviracanAtmaka graMtha prakAzana karavAnuM zreya pitAne kSetramAM ora vizeSa praveza thaye; zrI phatahaprApta thavAthI parama prasannatA anubhavatA zrI caMdabhAI AdinA saMsargamAM teo AvyA ane manasukhalAlabhAIe, mukta kaMThe aNa svIkAra temanA sahayogathI AtmAnaMda sabhA, adhyAtma karatAM, svayaM A graMthanA prakAzakanA nivedanamAM prasAraka sabhA Adi jAhera saMsthAomAM A sahaja bhAdugAra darzAvyA che- prastuta joDAyA. Ama jANakAro jANe che tema te te graMthanuM prakAzana mArI svargastha patnI lIlA. dhArmika saMsthAomAM emanuM joDAvAnuM ane vatInA smaraNArthe karavAmAM Avela che, ane yathAzakti sevA ApavAnuM mULa uddagamana A A amUlya graMtha niSkAmabhAve pragaTa karavAnI prakAzananA nimitta thakI banavA pAmyuM. rajA ApavA mATe huM Do. bhagavAnadAsabhAIne ema zrI "gadaSTi samuccaya graMtha aMge ne zrI atyaMta AbhArI chuM. adhyAtma ane tatvajJAnanA manasukhalAlabhAi sAthenA prasaMganuM saMsmaraNa abhyAsI mATe A gaSTi samuccaya" je atra tAjuM karyuM. suMdara graMtha mArA jANavAmAM haju sudhI Avela have zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA mamaraNanA nathI. 1946mAM mArA patnInA svargavAsa pachI eka bIjA prasaMga para AvuM chuM: zrI manaDo. bhagavAnadAse pitAnA hastalikhita rUpamAM sukhalAlabhAIe "jAyuM ane joyuM" e pustaka A pustaka mane vAMcavA ApeluM, prastuta graMthamAM lakhyuM. te aMge temaNe TUMkI neTIsa ApI AThe daSTi para evuM sarasa ane bhAvapUrNa vivecana svapasamayamAM mane mAphakathana lakhI ApavA karavAmAM AvyuM che ke e vAMcatAM vAMcatAM aMta- vijJapti karI. tene dAkSiNyatAthI mAna ApI, ramAM eka navI ja daSTi khUlatI jovAmAM Ave che. TUMka samayamAM graMthanuM avalokana karI lakhavAnuM ane temAMthI koI divya prakAzane AbhAsa thAya daITa chatAM, meM kiMcita prAphikathana lakhyuM, temAM che" (ItyAdi). Ama A lekhaka-vivecanakArane taTasthabhAve jaNAvyuM ke atra anubhUta prasaMgenuM jema A graMtha vivecanAdi dvArA yathAzakti Alekhana che pitAnA aMgata jIvanamAM keTalAka svAdhyAyamaya paramakRta bhakti dAkhavavAne prasaMgomAM temaja keTalAka sAmAnya sAmAjikaapUrva amalAbha prApta thaye, tema prakAzakane dhArmika prasaMgomAM potAne je daSTigocara thayuM paNa A paramakRta prakAzana dvArA apUrva zreya- ane te parathI je vicArakuraNA potAne thaI lAbha prApta thaye. A lekhaka vivecanakAra ane tenuM tAdazya zabadacitra lekhake atra AlekhyuM prakAzakanI AvI niSkAma zratabhaktinI sat che. manuSyamAM je nirIkSaNa zakti (Observation bhAvanAthI prakAzita thayele A gadaSTi Power) ane samIkSaNa zakti (Thinking samuccaya savivecana graMtha sarvatra ke parama Power) hoya te sAva sAmAnya (CommonAdara pAmyA, thoDA vakhatamAM ke atyaMta place) dekhAtA prasaMgomAMthI paNa suvicAraNAnA kapriya thaI paDyo, mAtra guNavattAnI daSTie phaLarUpa bodha tAravI zake che. A nirIkSaNa gujarAta yunivarsiTInA M A.ne abhyAsakramamAM zakti ane samIkSaNa zakti lekhakamAM vipula 128 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pramANamAM dagocara thAya che. prAcIna kA narkAnA arvAcIna svAMgamAM upanyAsa karavAnI kaLA jema zrI manasukhalAlabhAie sAdhI che, tema sAmAnya sainadina prasaMge parathI phalita thatA ekadha rajU karavAnI kaLA paNa temaNe hastagata karI che, te abhinadanane pAtra che, temaja keTalAka sAmAjika ke dhArmika prasa Mge mAM ane taMtata AnuSaMgika kathAnakanA ullekheAmAM paNa temanI A kaLA te te prasaMgeAne medhaka ane rocaka banAve che, te paNu prazaMsanIya che. jo ke mahAn zrI TuribhadrasUrie darzAvelI cegardaSTi-jenu' savistara digdarzana A praphUMkathana lekhake 'yogadRSTi samuccaya' graMtha vivecanamAM karAvyu che, te jagatamAM virala dekhAtI alaukaka yogadaSTinuM -adhyAtmadRSTinuM dana atra prastuta nathI; atra te jagamAM vyApakapaNe pravartI rahelI eghadRSTinuMdana mukhya paNe vivakSita che, kAraNa ke atra laukika prazna'gAnuM "mArAM sadgata patnI ane huM A pustakamAM prAkathana lakhI ApanAra vyeSTi samuccaya', lalita vistarA' ane 'adhyAtma rAjacaMdra' jevA mahAna graMthAnA vidvAna ane AtmAthI lekhaka DaoN. bhagavAnadAsa mahetAnA aneka rIte RNI chIe. sayukta rIte karelA karajane bharapAI karavAnI javAbadArI paNa sayukta rIte ja rahelI heAya che, eTale emanA RNanA bhAra A janme have Ache karavAnI te zakayatA ja nathI rahI. AvA sAmAnya pustakanu prAkathana DeAkaTara sAheba jevA pAse lakhAvavu e eka prakAranI mArI bAlaceSTA che e vAtathI huM ajANu nathI, paraMtu temanI jevA AdhyAtmika ane AtmAnuM devuM vadhAravAmAM paNa eka prakAranI la laca ja rahI che. AvA RNubhAra sabadhanA kAraNe anya janmamAM paNa temanA jIvAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha cAlu rahI zake evI tIvra IcchAthI mArA paranA emanA prAya: tadanurUpa laukika dRSTithI edhadaka ava-RNabhAranA vadhArA karyAM che. A mATe mAtra temano AbhAra ke upakAra mAnI emanA devAmAMthI mukta thai zakAya tema nathI ane ema mukta thavAnu` ' pasada pazu na karU, tethI evI dhRSTatAthI dUra rahuM chuM." leAkana karAyu che. manuSya jo vivekadRSTi khelIne dekhe te jagamAM Dagale ne pagale edha prApta karI zake che. are! dhULa ne kAMkarA jevI tuccha nirmAlya gaNAtI vastu peAtAnI mahattAnA pheMke rAkhanArA manuSyane madha ApI zake che. atre lekhake paNa daSTi unmIlita rAkhI keTalAka aMgata jIvanaprasa MgAnuM taTastha avaleAkana kayu che ane te parathI svadRSTi anusAra phalita thatA bedha tAravavAnA prayatna karyAM che.' Ama TUMkI 'neTise ' graMthanu' vokana karI tenuM hArda darzAvatuM ane graMthakArane yathAtha nyAya Apatu prAkathana 'me' TUMka samayamAM lakhI ApyAthI Azcarya anubhavatA zrI manasukhalAlabhAi bahu Ana'dita thayA, ane atyaMta prasannatApUrvaka temaNe A graMthanA lekhakanA nivedana'mAM Rju bhAve RNa svIkAra karatAM A svayaMbhU bhAvavAhI udgAra lakhyA. jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 zrI manasukhalAlabhAInA saccAinA raNakAra karatA A bhAvavAhI udagArAmAM emanI kevI bhAvanAzIlatA, kevI vinamratA, kevI RjutA, daivI dharmAMsnehatA, kevI mArmikatA, kevI vacana vigdhatA da"na de che! paNa A ja vacana cAturIthI pAte RNamukta banI RNayukta mane karyAM! pete RNanA bejAmAMthI chaTakI jaI RNunA ejo mArA mAthe nAMkhI dvIdhe ! pote na baMdhAya ne bIjAne bAMdhe evI akaLa vacanakaLAthI dha snehI zrI manasukhalAlabhAie mane dha snehanA baMdhane bAdhI dvIdhA ! bAkI RNAnubaMdha te jagatanA niyama che. RNAnuba dha ba dhathI baddha jagajIvA paraspara RNAnuba'dha saMkha dhathI For Private And Personal Use Only : 129

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sabaMdhita che. svajana, parajana, parijana, dharmI jana, parigrahaprapa cAdi sa sabaMdha pUro thaye, te te RNa cUkavI, janma janmane judo judA te te saMbaMdha ahIMneA ahIM mUkI, pratyeka jIva Avyo hatA tevA khAlI hAthe pAtapAtAnA karmAnusAra gatimAM ekale jAya che, eka mAtra dharma sanmitra ja tenI sagAthe jAya che. zrI manasukhalAlabhAie ceMgadaSTisamuccaya'nA prakAzaka nivedanamAM satya kahyu che tema A saMsAra eka 5'khI meLeA che ane thoDA samayamAM A martya dehanA tyAga karIzu.' paNa ajJAnI jIva mithyA maiAhu mAna karI parabhAvamAM AsaktithI baMdhAya che ane bhavabhayanI paripATI ubhI kare che; jJAnI jIva aDU'kAra mamakAranA tyAga karI, para bhAvamAM aDu bhAva-mamabhAvarUpa parigrabuddhine (mUrchAnA) tyAga karI, saur evI AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi kare che, tene bhavaneA bhaya nathI, mRtyuno bhaya nathI, mRtyune tenA bhaya che. AthI ulaTuM ajJAnI jIve ahaMkAra-mamakAra buddhithI, parigrahathI, parigrahabuddhithI je kAMI karyu hAya, zrI harIbhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che tema loka saMjJAthI eghasa jJAthI lekapa ktithI leAkArAdhanahetue je kAMI dhama kAya paNa karyuM hoya tenI vAstavika dharmamAM gaNanA na hovAthI te kAMI paNa jIvanI sAthe AvatuM nathI. sAthe Ave che jIvane eka sanmitra saoma ja, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tenu nAma pADavAmAM Ave che. daiDu chUTI jAya tyAre nAma paNa chUTI jAya che; te nAmakamathI nirmita dehanI sAthenA saMba`dha jyAM chUTI jAya, tyAM kreDanI sAthe joDAyelA vyavahAra nAmanA sabaMdha paNa chUTI jAya emAM pUchyu zu? ane jayAM nAmanA saba dha paNa phUTI jAya, tyAM pachI te nAmanI je nAmanA jaMgamAM thaI hAya, thatI hAya ke thavAnI hoya, tenI sAthe te nAmadhArI deDamAM rahelA daMhI AtmAne zeA sabaMdha ? game te nAmadhArI deDhuparyAyanI game tevI nAmanA thai ke thAya, tenI sAthe dehAMtara gati karatAM nAmAMtara pAmatA AtmAne ze sabadha ? ema jJAnI jANe che, eTale dehAzrita nAmanI nAmanAnI kAmanA tae rAkhatA ja nathI, eka AtmAzrita kAmanI- Atmasiddhi kAryanI kAmanA tee rAkhe che. yazaskIti nAmanI nAmakanI prakRti che, te pU`kRta sukRtanA phaLarUpa puNyaprakRti che, te paNa vata mAnadaMDAzrita hoi te dehAzrita nAmanI sAthe saMba MdhitI che. eTale te deDhuparyAya chUTI gaye te nAmanI sAthe tene kaI paNa sabaMdha rahetA nathI, je deDhunA nAmane lagatI yazaskIrti che, te nAma-rUpanA nAza thayA che, eTale anya dehamAM nAmAMtara-rUpAMtara pAmatAM te pUva nAmanI sAthe kAMI levAdevAnA sabaMdha rahevA pAmatA nathI. Ama yazaskIti mAtra vattamAna dehAzrita nAmana AzrIne heAya che, eTale yazane athaeN kIrtine arthe ke laukika mAnane arthe kai paNa pravRtti AtmArthI karatA nathI, paNa kevaLa eka mAtra AtmA ne artha samasta pravRtti kare che; tene kAma eka AtmA tuM, khIje nahiM manarAga' ema hAya che, eTale sadaiva sevAbhakti, satpuruSa-sadRguru sevAbhakti, sazruta sevAbhakti, satyama sevAbhakti Adi je kai " parigrahanI mamatA karIjI, bhavabhava melI re sAtha; je jyAMnI te tyAM rahIjI, kAI na AvI sAtha. re jinajI ! micchAmi dukkaDaM Aja0 ' (zrI vinayavijayakRta puNyaprakAza stavana) 'nAma rUpanA nAza ' che ema kahevAya che. te satya che. nAma paNa rUpane AdhIna che, rUpapaNu sarva satsevA kare che te kevaLa eka zuddha amuka AkArarUpa deha hAya tA vyavahuArArthe AtmArthe ja paramAthe ja kare che, nahi ke AtmAnaMda prakAza 130 : For Private And Personal Use Only

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aihika yaza-kIni lAbhAdi arthe ke laukika saphala paraMparA sAnubaMdhu kalyANa paraMparA prApta mAna-pUjAdi athe jo ke te sasevAdi sata karAve che. kRtya karavAthI tene yazaskIrti AdijAranI eTale ja sahaja svAbhAvika che ke sad. pAchaLa sAMThA nI jema AnuSagika phaLa paNa zrI manasukhalAlabhAIe jIvanamAM je yathAzakti avazya maLe che, paNa te arthe te pravRtti nathI sadharmasevA karI hoya, tene yathAsaMbhava yathAI karatA, mAtra AtmA ja kare che. AthI ulaTuM yaza paNa temane maLe, sukRtyanI suvAsa sugaMdha mAnArthI jIva mukhyapaNe yazakIti arthe pAchaLa rahI jAya, ane eka dhama sanmitra mAnAthe-pUjAthe lekamAM manAvA-pUjAvA arthe sadugatane anugata thAya. kharekhara ! dharmaraMga badhI pravRtti kare che, tene mAnArtha-matAtha Adi eja sAco raMga che, "sAco raMga te dharmane, manarega lAgu paDe che eTale te AtmArthane bIjo raMga pataMga samAna che. deha bhale jIrNa visArI nA goNa karI dehAzrita yazaskIti thAya, dharmaraMga jIrNa thatuM nathI; nAma-rUpanuM aAdi vadhe ema mukhya devArtha prayojanathI sarva ghATa ghaDAmaNa bhale jAya, enuM viNasatuM nathI. sevAdi pravRttine jagatamAM dekhADo kare che. "sAce jaMga te dharmane sAhelaDiA, mAnArthI yazaskIrtinI pAchaLa doDe che, yazakIrti bIje raMga pataMga re guNavelaDiAM; AtmAthInI pAchaLa doDe che. Ama AtmAthI dhama raMga jIraNa nahi sAhelaDiA, ane mAnAthI baMnenA daSTibiMdumAM, udezamAM, praya deha te jaraNa thAya re guNavelaDiA, janamAM, pravRttimAM AkAzapAtALanuM aMtaru che. senuM te vaNase nahi..sAhelaDiA sukRtyane yaza te baMnene maLe che, paNa mAnA. ghATa ghaDAmaNa jAya re guNavelaDiA." thane lAbha thazathI AgaLa vadhatuM nathI, ane -zrI yazovijaya AtmAthIne Atma lAbha anaMta anubaMdharUpa dvAdazAre nayacakrama" bIjA bhAganA bhavya udghATana samAraMbha prasaMge Avela saMdezAo tArathI 1 zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA pramukha tathA "AtmAnaMda prakAza mAsIkanA - taMtrIzrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha bhAvanagara 2 zrI bhAvanagara jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka tapAsaMgha 3 zrI jaina dharma prasAraka sabhA 4 zrI yazovijayajI jaina graMthamALA 5 zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhAnI kAryavAhaka kamiTi 6 zrI ramaNIkalAla bhogIlAla maganalAla zAha 7 zrI nagInadAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha 8 zrI ramaNalAla amRtalAla zeTha 9 zrI bhupatarAya nAthAlAla zAha jAnyu-phebruArI, 177 : 131 For Private And Personal Use Only

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10 zrI kAntIlAla ratIlAla malAta 11 zrI ramaNIkalAla mANekacaMda nANAvaTI 12 zrI jaya'tIlAla ratIlAla saleAta 13 zrImatI kokIlAbena vInubhAI pArekha 14 sI. dIpacaMda umarALAvALA patrathI 1 zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA vatamAna pramukhazrI gulAmaca'da lallubhAI zAha zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA bhutapurva pramukhazrI khImaca MdabhAI cAMpazI zAha 3 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAzanA sahataMtrA zrI kAntIlAla jagajIvana dezI 2 4 zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNIyA 5 zrI hirAlAla aneApacaMdabhAi 6 zrI jagajIvanadAsa bhagavAnalAla zAhu 7 zrI ena. suryakAnta enDa kuAM. 8 zrI harSadarAya talakacaMda zAha 9 zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 132 : bhAvanagara Wan "" For Private And Personal Use Only 39 A bhAvanagara ,, 33 amadAvAda mu gaI bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAna Mda sabhAnA hAlanA pramukha zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAIe temanA sa MdezAmAM zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA tathA prakAzana thatA graMthanA parIcaya ApyA hatA. te uparAMta zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI jaNAve che keH-- ,, " A zubha prasaMga sAthe parama pUjya dhama prabhAvaka yugadivAkara AcArya mahArAja zrI vijaya dhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane sattAvIzame AcAya padavI pradAnanA zubha dina che tenI ujavaNInA amArI sabhAne alabhya lAbha maLyo che te amArA mATe bhAre gauravane viSaya che. ' amadAvAda 5. pU AcArya bhagavaMta zrI pratApasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe, pa. pU. AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayadharma surIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe ane sAhitya kalAratna pU. zrI yazevijayajI mahArAja sAhebe chellA thADA varSoMmAM mubaI khAte temaja parAmAM jaina zAsananA aneka cirasmaraNIya ma'gaLa kAryAM karAvyA che. derAsara, upAzraya, mAnavarAhata temaja khIjA samayecIta jarUrI leAkeAnA sevAnA kAryoMmAM teozrIe bhAre jahemata uThAvI jaina zAsanane dipAvela che. teezrIne mArA koTI koTI vaMdaNuA. teozrInA A sabhA upara sadAya AzIrvAdanA jharaNA vahetA rahe te bhAvanA. 27 AtmAnaMda prakAza

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sva. zrI manasukhalAlabhAine zraddhAMjali ApatA TharAve nIcenI saMsthAo taraphathI amone maLyA che. zrI zAMtinAthajI jaina derAsara keTa-muMbaI ola inDIyA jena vetAmbara kenpharansa muMbaI muMbaI zrI jaina ve. ejyukezana borDa zrI ghoghArI mitra maMDaLa zrI siddhakSetra sAmAyika maMDaLa pAlItANA zrI jaina pragati maMDaLa zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha zrI siddhakSetra jaina maTI ToLI zrI vizAla jaina kalA saMsthAna zrI mukti-kamala jaina mohana jJAna maMdira saMsthA zrI siddhakSetra jaina sAhitya maMdira zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya zrI adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLa zrI seraTha vIsAzrImALI jaina samAja zrI AtmAnaMda jaina sabhA muMbaI zeTha devakaraNa muLajI saMghavI TrasTa zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMdha zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMsAyaTI zrI jaina tatvajJAna vidyApITha zrI sena sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa zrI prajJA prakAzana maMdira zrI hIrasUri geDIjI pAThazALA zrI khImacaMda muLacaMda jaina vidyArthI gRha. amarelI jAnyu.-phebruArI, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sujJazrI, sva. zrI manasukhalAlabhAie peAtAnA ja haste lakhela patra ahiM raju karIe chIe. ane ' mArA mRtyu pachI sagA--saMbaMdhI mitrAne lakhavAnA patranA musaddo' pUjAnu' sthaLa che ~~~ tA. www.kobatirth.org 134 : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dehAtsa vAra vi.jaNAvavAnu` ke amArA bhAi manasukhalAla nA savAre/bapo2e / rAte tA. vAge zAMtipUrvaka thayA che. jenA janma che tenuM mRtyu paNa nizcita che ane vartamAnakALe A kSetrethI jenA dehAMtsaga thAya che te AtmAne punaH zarIra prApta thavAnu paNa nizcita che. tethI mRtyu prAya: navA janmanI prAthamika bhUmikA rUpe hAya tenA hu` ke zeAka sujJajanA karatA nathI. mRtyune zeka karavAthI kevA vedanIya kama` baMdhAya che te uparanA zlokamAM darzAvyuM che. sadgatanI IcchAnu sAra temanA mRtyu nimitte koi pUja ke tithinA divasa rAkhavAmAM Avela nathI. sadgatanA AtmAnA zAnti arthe tenI IcchAnusAra nIce jaNAvela sthaLe, divase ane samaye sva. AcAya vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI kRta 'brahmacarya vrata'nI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM Avaze. sadgata pratyenI lAgaNI ane zubhecchA darzAvavA zakaya evI tithi ke tithinA divase temanA AtmAnI zAMti arthe zuddha brahmacaya vratanuM pAlana karavA saMkalpa karaveA e ja abhyarthanA. 2 ahIM e lai!ka tathA tenuM gujarAtI bhASAntara A akanA pahelA eTale ke pAnA na'. 63 upara che. Drafted on 10-2-16 Tuesday at 3-20P.M, For Private And Personal Use Only bhavadIya maraNanA samAcAra chApAmAM ApatI vakhate spaSTa lakhavu' ke sAdaDI, esaNu uThamaNuM prathA khadha che. AtmAnaMda prakAza

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra svarga vAsa noMdha jaina samAjanA agraNI samAja sevaka ane dAnavIra zeThazrI amRtalAla kALIdAsa dezInuM tA. 7-1-77nA rAja mubai mukAme duHkhada avasAna thayu' tenA samAcArathI ameA khUba ja UMDA duHkha ane AghAtanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. www.kobatirth.org svargastha zrI amRtalAlabhAi eka jANItA niSNAta udyogapati hatA. teezrI sAhityanA abhyAsa, sa'zeAdhana ane prakAzanamAM UMDA rasa letA. tattvajJAna ane khAsa karIne jaina dazanamAM temaja zikSaNamAM paNa te aMgata kALajI lai UMDo rasa dAkhavatA. temanA sAhitya vyAsaMgane kAraNe temanA graMtha-sa'graDamAM dharma, tattvajJAna ane sAhityanA pustakonA umerA karelA. teezrIe I.sa. 1948mAM dhArmika zikSaNa ane sa'zeSananA kAryane vega ApavA jaina sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLanI sthApanA karelI je yadyapi paMta su Mdara kArya karI rahela che. jaina samAjanI aneka nAnI meATI sasthA enA teezrI preraka ane preAtsAhaka hatA. amArI zrI jaita AtmAnaMda sabhAtA teezrI mAnavaMtA peTrana hatA, ane saMsthAnI sAhitya-prakAzananI pravRttimAM khUba rasa letA ane preraNA ApatA. temanA javAthI jaina samAjane eka sAhitya vyAsa'gI dAnavIranI khATa paDI che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prabhu temanA AtmAne cirazAnti Ape evI prAthanA karIe chIe. temaja temanA kuTubIjaneA para AvI paDela A ApattimAM samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe.. 1 prasiddhi sthaLa : ra prasiddhi krama : rajIsTrezana epha nyujha peparsa (senTrala) -4 niyama 8 pramANe AtmAnaMda prakAza" saMbaMdhamAM nIcenI vigatA pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che. : 3 mudrakanuM nAma kayA dezanA ThekANuM" : 10 4 prakAzakanuM nAma : kayA dezanA : ThekANa 5 taMtrInuM nAma kayA dezanA ThekANuM' : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara dareka aMgrejI mahinAnI se|LamI tArIkha zrI gIradharalAla phulacaMOM zAhu bhAratIya sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha pAchaLa, bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA vatI, zrI gulAbaca'i lallubhAi zAhu bhAratIya zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara zrI gulAmacaMda lallubhAI zAha bhAratIya zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara maiM sAmayikanA mAlikanuM nAma : zrI jaina AtmAna Mda sabhA-bhAvanagara AthI huM, gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha jAhera karU chuM ke upara ApelI vigata amArI jANu tathA mAnyatA mujaba kharAbara che. tA 1-2 --77 gulAkhaca lallubhAI zAhu For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. B.V. 31 zrI jai na A bhA na da sa bhA : bhA va na ga ra ( amArI mahattvAkAMkSA zrI AtmAnaMda-prakAza mAsika chellA 73 varSathI niyamita jJAnapracAranuM kArya karI samAjasevA karI rahela che e saune suvidita che. mAsika vAcana-sAmagrIthI vAMcakone saMtoSa hovA chatAM mAsikane haju vadhAre mAhitIsabhara temaja lekagya ane vidvadurbhAgya lekho, kAvya, dhArmika prasaMgenA samAcAra, samAjasevAnA upANI samAcAro vagere umerI vadhAre upayogI banAvavAnI amArI bhAvanA che. paraMtu kAgaLanI moMghavArI, prinTIMga vagerenA vadhatA kharcAo vagere vicAraNA mAMgI le che. e mATe eka ukela che, ane te e ke mAsikanA snehI, zubhecchake, vyApArI baMdhuo ane vividha kSetranA udyogapatio tathA be ke vagere pitAnA vyavasAyanI jAherAta ( vijJApana ) mokalI ApI amArA utsAha vRddhimAM sahakAra Ape, te amArA mAsikamAM jAhera khabara ApI sahakAra ApavA saune vinati.. * jAhera khabaranA dara aka eka vakhatanA vASika (daza akemAM) rUA. rUA. 100) 75) TAITala peja (chellu) ceAthuM, (Akhu pAnuM) TAITala peja naM. 2 athavA na', 3 Akhu pAnuM aMdaranuM Akhu pAnuM aMdaranuM adhu" pAnuM aMdaranuM pA pAnuM sau zubherachA kene sahakAra ApavA vina' ti. 800) 600) 400) 225). pa0) 20] 150] -maMtrIe AvatA aMka tA. 31 mArca 'AtmAnaMda prakAza"ne Avate aka phAgaNa-caitranA saMyukta a'karUpe mahAvIra janmakalyANaka vizeSAMka tarIke pragaTa thaze. te vidvAna munivaryo temaja lekhakane vinaMtI ke temanA lekha tA. 15mI mArca sudhImAM mokalI Ape. taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya : dANApITha-bhAvanagara For Private And Personal use only