Book Title: Stree Sukh Darpan 1917 03 Pustak 01 Ank 01
Author(s): Manglabai Motilal, Fakirchand Premchand Raichan
Publisher: Anand Printing Press
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jo-2 ) surata u chuM. Ama ja rA zo bAi motIlAla - jIrAvaze "da zIza i 2mAM thI lAkho kitA : gulAba4. da lAhalu sAdhI zAka hi. mahena, mI rahimAMzajano arI. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khetI mATe pANInuM sastuM sAdhana. 9 uDA temaja najIka pANInA kuvAmAMthI pANa kADhavAnA dareka ja jAtanA paMpa ane nerIyA reMTa. hAthapatI cAlatA, baLadathI cAlatA temaja ejInathI cAlatA tadana navI DhabanA, chellI zodha mujabanA, dareka jAtanA paMpa nerIyA reTa ane oila ejIne hame ghaNAja kIkAyata bhAve vecIe chIe. temaja goThavI ApIe chIe tathA durasta karI ApIe chIe. kIMmata ane vadhu khulAsA mATe lakho yA maLe. aMbAlAla ema. paTelanI kaMpanI. The. darIyApura nAnI sAle parI-amadAvAda, upayogI vAMcanAlaya, dareka strIone vAMcavA mATe nIcenA pustako khAsa rAkhavA jarUra che. strI dharma darzaka graMthA. zrAvikA bhUSaNa prathama alaMkAra. 7-12-0 zrAlikA bhUSaNa dvitiya alaMkAra 1-0-0 zrAvikA bhUSaNa tRtiya alaMkAra. 1-0-0 zrAvikA sudhadarpaNa. 0-12-0 mahAna satinA caritra, sati Adarza jIvanamALA (sacitra) 1-8-0 jena satimaMDaLa bhAga 2 je. 1-0-0 ' navalakathAo. dikSAkumArI dasa bhA. 1lo. 1-4-0 manoramAM. 1-0-0 dIkSAkumArI thavasa bhA. 2 je. 1-8-0 ) strI vaidaka. strIono sAthI (dhAtrI zikSA athavA suyANuM ane sutikA). 1-0-0 Akhe laTa maMgAvanAra mATe phakata rUA. da. dareka mATe paNa kharca judo. lakha-jaina janarala buka De -bhAvanagara, jaina bhAIone mATe khAsa uttama sagavaDa. kesara, kasturI, amara, barAsakapura, uMcI agarabatI, agara, dazAMga dhupa, sonAcAMdInA pAnA, sukhaDa, atara, hIMga, haraDe, khAparIyu, momAI, sIlAjIta, metIne surame vIgere khAtrIdAra mAla kIphAyatathI vecanAra khAsa ekaja dukAna. bhAvane mATe prAIsalIsTa juo. DI. zAntIlAla kAntIlAlanI kuM, jumAMmasIda, naM. 127 muMbaI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustaka 1 lu. Dramaras strIsukha darpaNa. zrAvikA-mAsika mAca sane 1917 taMtrI-zeTha devaya'da dAmajI kuMDalAkara bhAvanagara viSayAnukramaNikA. viSaya. 1 satIne zrRMgAra. 2 uddeza. 3 mAtR-edha. 4 satI sukanyA. mamALAonI kIrti. 6 vIrakanyA vAzuladattA. cha srI kajyanuM sa Mzodhana. 8 bhaktimaiyAnA bhAgavatamAM zizuzikSaNanA adhyAya. .... .... .... .... .... .... .... lekhaka. rAjya va nathurAma suMdarajI. trI. sUka1 le. Ye. gaM. sva. maMgaLAmAi meAtIlAla zeTha. ga. sva. jhamaka jhhena vrajapALa, vArSika lavAjama. hinda mATe pAsTa sAthe rUpiyA traNa, paradeza mATe rUpiyA sADAtraNa. chuTaka aMkanA cha nA. 1 5 13 17 rA. pArthe. rA. suzIla. 18 68.0 ga. sva. maganamhena mANekaca Mda jhaverI. 26 rA. jagajIvanadAsa pItAmbaradAsa gAMdhI. 27 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ citraparicaya 1 zAsanadevInI upadezAtmaka puSpavRSTi-devInI kRpAthI utsuka thapela (gujarAtI, mAra vADI, kaccha ane dakSiNI) strI maMDaLa ekatra maLI premathI jhIlelAM puSponI mALA guMthI mAtAne samarpaNa kare che. ( TAiTala ) 2 strIkeLavaNInA maMtsAhaka bhAvanagarAdhipa-mahArAjA sAheba sara bhAvasiMhajI ke. sI. esa. AI. (agra pRSTa) 3 suzikSita strI, gRhavyavasthA karI graMtha vAcanamAM guMthAela che. mukha-pRSTa 1 luM. 4 lakSamI ane sarasvatI ekatra stutimAM. pRSTa luM. 1) pa zvasura jatI putrIne mAtA-dha kare che. sakhIo pAse ubhI che. ane gara cAlavAne utAvaLa kare che. pRSTha. 10 6 A satI sukanyA sakhIo sAthe vanakriDAne kahela kare che. tyAM pAsenA rAphaDAmAM caLakATa joI temAM sukanyA sULa ghece che; rAphaDAmAMthI rakta pravAha cAle che. B rAphaDA uparanI dhuLa chuTI karatAM aMdarathI RSi dekhAya che. C RSine zayana karAvI sukanyA temanA caraNa sevatI kSamA mAge che ane deSanA badalAmAM sevA dharma svIkAravA mAgaNI kare che. pRSTha 14. 7 bALAonI kIrtinuM saMgIta karatI sarasvatI. pRSTha. 17. 8 rAjakumArI vAzuladarA potAnA pitA pratane IrSyA nahi karavA ane nyAyA caraNa karavA upadeza kare che. pRSTha. 21. 9 rAjA udayana yogIne cAbuka mArI krodhAvezamAM kADhI mukavA AjJA kare che. gI AzirvAda de che. dAsIo digmuDha banI ubhI che. pRSTha. 24. 10 gaM. sva. magana bahena mANekacaMda ane temanA hasta lIkhIta vicAre. pRSTha. 26. 11 zrImaMtanI strI potAnA putrane bAbAgADImAM rokara sAthe pharavA mokale che. pRSTha. 28. 12 eka mAtA pitAnA tophAnI chokarAne tenAM kapaDAM ane pustaka laI parANe zALAe mukavA jAya che. praSTa. 29 13 nyUsapepara vecato amerIkana bALaka, bAbUnA praznathI Azcarya pAmI pitAnuM kartavya ane svAtmAvalaMbana avasthAnuM bhAna karAve che. pR. 31. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strI keLavaNInA protsAhaka- ochnti !==ach727 bhAvanagarAdhipa-mahArAjA sAheba sara bhAvasiMhajI bahAdura 3. {. 9. 2X . AnaMda prI. presa-bhAvanagara. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TOGG OUR 3. | lu *** ~~~ te like strIsukha K3 mAlika mArca-1917 * -- ---- satAno zRMgAra * - - . ( lekhaka--rAjyakavi nathurAma sudarajI. ) sadAye zAbho dhArI, ziyaLa zrRMgAra suMdari; saphala karo mahadamAde, manuja avatAra suMdira. vRthA che hema ne hIrA, pRthA pukharAja ne pannA; amita AbhUSaNA karA, ziyaLa che. sAra su Mdira. sugandhi senTamAM zAnI, ataramAM che nahIM evI; ziyaLa kerI suga Mdhi tA, acala rahenAra sudira. jagatamAM mAhinI maMtrA, ziyaLathI che nahIM meATA; vinA yatne diye arpI, pati jyAM pyAra sudira. anAvelI sahu zeAbhA, kSaNika che e kharUM mAnA; ziyaLanA bhatA vherA, hRdaya para hAra suMdira. jIvitabhara deviyA jevI, ane duniyAM mahIM dA'DI; ziyaLa che atane vakhta, svarga dAtAra suMdara. ziyaLanA devanI sevA, karA je sneha dhArIne; nathI . nathurAma devAnI, pachI darakAra suMdara. darpaNa a'ka1 lA. -------- ****** ** Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA, ja "strIonA prAcIna haka hemane pAchA Ape, kAraNa ke ame strIo prajanAM racanAra chIye, tame naTi. pragatinA sarva viSayomAM amArI madada vagara tamArI badhI kaoNMgresa ane konpharansa nakAmI che. tamArI strIone keLavo ane pachI prajA potAnI saMbhALa ApoApa laI zakaze, kAraNa ke e jema gai kAle kharuM hatuM tema Aje paNa kharuM che ane manuSyajIvananA aMta sudhI kharuM raheze ke "je hAtha pAraNuM hiMdaLe che, te ja hAtha duniyA upara rAjya kare che." zrImatI sarojinI naDa" A vizvamAM badhA prakAranI unnatinuM mULa "gRha" che. dharma, rAjya, saMsAra e sarvane AdhAra "dAra" upara rahele che. jema vRkSanA phaLavA phalavA ane vadhavAne AdhAra eka nAnA sarakhA bIja upara rahelo che; ane jema e nAnakaDA bIjanI avagaNanA ane anAdara karavAthI AkhA vRkSane jIvanane hAnI pahoMce che, tema manuSya-jIvanarUpI vRkSane prAraMbha, je bIjathI thAya che evA "ghara" nuM yogya mahatva na samajavAmAM Ave ane tenI purI kImata samajAIne saMpUrNa AdarathI rakSaNa karavAmAM na Ave to AkhuM manuSya-jIvana e anAdaranI burI asara bhagave che. badhA prakAranA meTA pariNAme, jagatane AMjI nAkhe evA badhA banAve, e sarvanI zarUAtane itihAsa kadAca tame tapAsaze te jaNAI Avaze ke e sarvanA AraMbhanI pravRtti eTalA nAnA pAyA upara hatI ke evI sUkSmatAmAMthI eTaluM mahAna phaLa prakaTavAnI dhAraNA keIne svane paNa na hoya. chatAM vizvanI unnatine kama avalekanAra vicakSaNa purUSane eTale cakkasa nirNaya hAya che ke nAnAnI avagaNanA karavI e nAnAmAMthI pariNAme phaLavA yogya mahAnanI avagaNanA karavA tulya che. pAInI avagaNanA e rUpIAnI ja avagaNanA che; kemake prathamanI pAI e bhAvanA rUpIAnI mAtA che. jene ApaNe nAnuM, kSudra, akiMcikara, alpa, 7, dhyAnamAM nahI levA gya gaNIe chIe, teja vAstavika rIte mahAna, vizALa, udAra, sarvasva ane vizvavyApI banavA nirmAeluM hoya che. samAja, jAti, rASTra, dharma, rAjya e badhA "ghara" rUpI eka nAnakaDI vastumAMthI pariNAma pAmelAM phaLe che. ane badhAnI sudar3hatAne-sthAyIpaNAna-nakkara5NA-uttamatAne AdhAra e "dAra" upara rahela che. jharaNAnA mULamAM je kaI gaMdhAtI kharAba vastu hoya te jema tenI asara e jharaNumAMthI vahetA badhA pANuM upara kAyama rahe che, tema "ghara" nA saMgamAM aniSTatA hoya te tenI burI asara Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ uddeza. AkhA manuSya-jIvanarUpI jharaNAmAM vyAkhyA kare che. ane e jIvana bIjI rIte game teTaluM bhavya, mahAna, udAra, vizALa ane divya heya paNa e AraMbhamAM vaLagelI aniSTatAne pAza te te jIvanamAMthI koI rIte dUra thatuM nathI. kemake e burAI saMcogajanya nathI paraMtu bIjakajanya che. upara kahyuM tema "ghara" e ApaNA jIvananuM bIja che, ane jeke te prathama dRSTie tuccha ane ApaNuM gaMbhIra vicArane cegya nahI havA jevuM jaNAya che, paraMtu kharI rIte enA jevuM mahAna bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. bIjI badhI aniSTatA AgaMtuka che, pAchaLathI AvI paDelA saMgemAMthI e asAratA udabhavelI hoya che, paraMtu ghararUpI bIjakamAMthI je asAratA ApaNuM jIvanavRkSamAM vyApelI hoya che tenAthI mukta thavuM azakya nahI te du:zakya to cheja. buddhimAna purUSe kahe che ke samAja, rAjya vigere vistAra pAmeluM eka ghara ja che. athavA te vizALa banelI kauTumbIka bhAvanA ja che. AthI e bhAvanAnA mULamAM jeTaluM poSaNa apAya teTaluM e bhAvanAmAMthI udbhavatA vRkSane pahoMce che. gharanI asara sarvavyApI che. rAjyanI asara gharamAM pahoMce ke na pahoMce, paraMtu gharanI asara bIjakanI asaranI mAphaka badhe pahoMce che. gharanI adhiSThAtrI-devI strI che. e vAta upara vivecana karavAnI jarUra nathI. kemake e analabhava sarvane pagale pagale thayA ja kare che. AthI dharane uttama banAvavAnI jarUra jaNAtI hoya to (ane e jarUra kone nathI jaNAtI?)nArInA jIvanane uttama banAvavAnI sarvathI prathama jarUra che. strInA jIvanamAM je kAMI hoya che te AkhA vizvanA jIvanamAM pahoMcI vaLe che. kemake te graha-devI che. ghara e kAMI ITa mATI ke patthara cunAne amuka AkAre goThavele samuha nathI. paraMtu vAstavika "ghara" nuM khokhuM mAtra che. e khokhAmAM AtmA jude che. e AtmA te strI che. strIvinAnuM ghara e "gRha" nahi, paNa hoTela ke utAre kahI zakAya. ethI gharane uttama banAvavA mATe e khakhAnI marAmata kara . vAnI ke tene raMgarogAna caDhAvavAnI jarUra nathI, paraMtu e khokhAnuM nAma jene laIne sArthaka che, evA temAM vasatA AtmAne poSaNa ApavAnI agatya che.je dezamAM A grahabhAvanA zithila ane Adarahina che te deza raMka, pAmara, satvahina ane jarjarita hoya emAM kAMI ja navAI nathI. kemake e dezanA nivAsIo uddabhavasthAna athavA bIjanI avagaNanA kare che. jyAre dezanI paDatI thavAnI hoya che, tyAre loko e muddAnI mULa vAtane bhUlI jAya che ane DALAM pAMdaDAMne suzobhita, suMdara, ane AkarSaka karavAnA kAmamAM lAgI jAya che. paraMtu evI kRtrima ane AgaMtuka suMdaratA kayAMsudhI nabhe? evI suMdaratA, bhavyatA, mahattA, divyatA bIjamAMthI bahAra AvavI joIe. te kaMI uparathI coMTADI zakAtI nathI. AthI ame e gharane majabuta, hra, sthAyI ane guNavAna banAvavAne prayatna AdarIe chIe. Aja sudhImAM evA prayatna nathI thayA ema kahevAne a Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 strIsukha darpaNu-zrAvikA. mArA Azaya nathI, paraMtu e mULa vAtanI mahattA bhaNI jyAre ame najara karIe chIe tyAre amane jaNAya che ke, e prayatnA e mahattAnA pramANamAM kaija lekhAmAM nathI. AkhA gAmamAM jema eka dIvA karavAthI badhe prakAza paDI zakatA nathI, ane jema eka ThekANe dIpaka thayA eTale bIjA tevAja dvIpakane avakAza nathI ema anatu nathI, tema A prakAranA prayatnA amuka sthAne, amuka dizAmAM cAlI rahyA che, tethI tevIja jAtanA bIjA prakAranA prayatnane avakAza nathI ema mAnavuM. vAstavika nathI. purUSa vargane mATe jyAre sa MkhyAbaMdha mAsike mahAra paDe che, tyAre priya mhenA ! tamArA mATe mAtra gaNyA gAMThyA ekAda be bhAgyeja nIkaLe che. ane e ekAda e nIkaLe che eTalAMja tamane masa che ema kahevu ke mAnavuM e tamArA AtmAne apamAna ApavA barAbara che. purUSa varganI unnati athavA Anada mATe jyAre se kaDa! sAdhanAnI ane vipula sAhityanI agatya che tyAre zuM tamArA mATe phakta ekAda eja puratAM che ? Ama hAine amArUM prAkaTya sakAraNa che ema tame jarUra svIkArazeAja evI AzA che. ghaNA alpAnu ema mAnavu che ke jhAjhAM chApAMe ane lakhANAe have te amane gherI lIdhA che, ane emAM vadhArA kace javA e tA koi rIte IcchavA ceAgya nathI. prathama tRSTie, uSNaka najarathI. A khInA` sAcI jAya che. paraMtu jarA uMDA vicAra karavAthI e mAnavu tamane peAtAneja vyAjabI nahI jaNAya. tameja uttara Ape| ke leAkeAnA hRdayane pahoMcavA mATe chApAM ane lakhANu sivAya khIjuM zuM sAdhana che ? A kALanuM vIrya (Time spirit) e lakhANune laineja khaMdhAyu che, vicArAnI Apa le, bhAvanAonA vinimaya ethIja sarvottama prakAre manI zake che. alakhata kharI vAta che ke e sAdhananA ghaNe sthAne geraupayAga thAya che, chatAM kAi vastunA geraupayAgathI tenA upayAgIpaNAnI kiMmata ochI thatI nathI. eka dare chApAnI pravRtie ApaNA jIvana upara je uttama asara gheADAja kALamAM upajAvI che te asara chApA vinA hajAro varSe paNa na upajavA pAmata emAM zaka nathI. vizvabharamAM je bhAvanA pUra vegathI gatimAna thai rahI che tenI asarathI tame zuM bhAgI chUTavA mAgo che? e kadI ane tema nathI. kemake ame ane tame saue vizvanA vibhAgA chIe, ane atyAre tA vijJAne AkhA vizvane peAtAnA prabhAvathI eka ghara jevuM banAvI dIdhu che. tevA kALamAM vizvamAM cAlatI bhAvanAthI tame kadI paNa nirALA naja rahI zakeA. AthI tame sarva kAi .e bhAvanAne Adara ApA, emAMja tamArUM ane sarvanuM kalyANa samAeluM che. jagat atyAre jaDavAdane cheDI pratyakSavAdane cAhe che e lakSamAM rAkhI cavAnA viSayAne pratyakSarUpe sacitrita karavAnA paNa ame nizcaya karyo che. ema jovAze ane haju paNa amane jema jema vizeSa satkAra maLatA jaze, tema tema amArA te nizcayane vizeSa vikAsa ApavAne ame tatpara rahIzuM. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtR-bodha. (lekhaka-gaMgAsvarUpa maMgaLAbahena motIlAla.) gaMgA eka moTA zaheramAM ucharIne maTI thaI hatI, chatAM uddhatAI ke avinathathI te dUraja rahI hatI. pitAnA svajana-saMbaMdhIo sAthe haLImaLIne rahevuM, sahune mIThAzathI lAvavuM ane vivekathI vartavuM e tene mukhya siddhAMta hate. cAlu jamAnAnI keTalIka jherI havA lAgatAM kulIna kAMtAo kevI dazAmAM AvI paDe che, e citAra tenA khyAla bahAra nhoto. potAnA gharanI sthiti tarapha lakSya na ApatAM phensI kapaDAM ane dAgInAmAM lalacAyelI lalanAone, pariNAme kevuM pastAvuM paDe che ane ekabIjAnI dekhAdekhIthI amana-camana karavAne adhIrI banIne pitAnA patine pratidina pajavanArI pramadAe potAnAM kattavyathI kevI rIte bhraSTa thAya che, e vAtane te sAMgopAMga jANatI hatI. meja-zekhanA jherI jIvana karatAM sAduM jIvana vadhAre sukhamaya che, e pAThane teNe abhyAsa karyo hato. pitAnA gharanI sAdhAraNa sthiti chatAM potAnA patine gharanI kALajI karavAne prasaMga teNe kadApi Akhyo nahoto. gaMgAne eka maNi nAmanI tera varasanI kanyA hatI. je bahuja namra, sarala ane kahyAgarI hatI. "mA tevI dIkarI" A kathana jANe akSaraza: tenAmAM utaryuM hoya tema gaMgAnA keTalAka saddaguNe tenAmAM aMkurarUpe ugatA mAluma paDatA hatA. eka divase maNie pitAnI mAtAne kahyuM ke-bA! lagabhaga eka mahinAmAM gujarAtI pAMca dhoraNano abhyAsa te mAre pUro thaze, te pachI have te karatAM vadhAre abhyAsa karavAnI mAre kaMI jarUra che?" maNine e prazna gaMgAne rUcikara na lAgyuM. te tarata bolI ke -"beTA! ApaNe jiMdagI sudhI abhyAsa karyA karIe - bahene? satI strIne dharma ghaNeja kaThaNa ane vikaTa che. kemake pati suMdara hoya vA kurUpa hoya, raMka hoya vA zrImaMta haya, chatAM kalIna strIo to game te paNa potAnA patineja paramezvara tulya gaNe che. jema haMsa pakSio mAna sarovaranI ja IcchA kare che, sAraMga (mora) meya garjanAnIja IrachA kare che, ane hAthIo revAjInA nIranI ja IcchA kare che, tema eka patibhakta patni pitAnA prANanAthanI icchA rAkhI, pitAnA svAminA hukamane sadA AdhIna rahI aMtaHkaraNathI sevA bajAve che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA te paNa te saMpUrNa na thAya. mAtra ApaNA ghara-saMsAranI pravRttine laIne ApaNe tenI upekSA karI vimukha thaIe chIe ane jethI ghaNIvAra tevA apUrNa abhyAsathI ApaNane ghara-vyavahAramAM muMjavaNa veThavI paDe che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa levaDadevaDamAM keIvAra chetarAI jaIe chIe. mATe beTA! tane avakAzane prasaMga che, tene saMpUrNa lAbha laI le yukta che." gaMgAnA vacanathI maNinuM mana sateja thayuM paNa eka svAla hajI tenA manamAM tarata hatuM. eTale teNe turata prazna karyo ke "ba! gaI kAle huM anupane teDavA gaI eTale kamaLAbhAbhue kahyuM kehave mAre anupane nizALe mekalavI nathI. gharanAM kAma adhUrAM paDyAM heya ane ahIM choDIe bhaNavA jAya. zaheramAM rahyA eTale dekhAdekhIthI be akSara zIkhavA joIe, nahi to bairAMo vAta kare ke, phalANInI choDI bilakula abhaNa che." eTalA mATe be copaDI bhaNAvyA vinA na cAle. vaLI vadhAre bhaNIne cheDIone kyAM vepAra karavA javuM che? ke temane vadhAre bhaNataranI jarUra paDe. amArA vakhatamAM to evuM kaMIe nahotuM, chatAM saMsAra-vyavahAra cAlyA kare che ane Aja te cheDI paMdara varasanI thAya tyAMsudhI bhaNyA ja kare. vaLI keTalAka to choDIne eka be varasa vadhAre bhaNAvavA mATe lagnane paNa mutavI rAkhe che. baco erivAja!! vadhAre bhaNAvavAmAM cheDI chakela thaI jAya che, evA dAkhalA joyA chatAM ApaNuM lokene bilakula khyAlaja Avato nathI. beTA maNi! tArI bA bhale tane sAta cepaDI ane mAthe be copaDI aMgrejI bhaNAve. amAre have anupane bhaNAvavI nathI." bA! Ama kamaLAbhAbhue kahyuM-tenuM kema? - gaMgA--beTA ! kamaLA te anupane bhaNAvavAmAM prathamathIja nArAja hatI, ane jethI ghaNIvAra tene ghara-kAmanA bAne nizALe jatAM aTakAvatI. paNa tenA dhaNuMnI sakhta bhalAmaNane lIdhe te dabAI jatI, tethIja anupa ATaluM bhaNuM zakI che. - Akho divasa eTale besIne bhaNavA jatI DIonAM te gItaDAM gAyA kare che. kanyA keLavaNI ke strI keLavaNI tarapha jherI najarathI jue che. koI ekAda evo najI dAkhele laIne sahu keIne te ekaja paMktimAM gaNuM hADe che, vepAranA bAnAthI te magarUra thAya che, paNa eka sAkSara strI potAnA gRha-vyavahAra ke saMtA bahene? strIo, "tIrtha, dAna ane tapa ItyAdithI pavitra thAya che, tenAM karatAM paNa pitAnI pati bhaktithI vadhAre pavitra thAya che." e zAstra vAya che. - bahene ? mane kahe che ke, "je saguNi strInI mokSa javAnI IcchA hoya teNe te pitAne, hAtha jhAlanAra svAmi nAkhuza thAya tevuM ekSaNa kArya karavuM nahiM." bahene ? tamArA patine koI kAraNasara tamArA upara gusse utpanna thaye hoya, te tamArI bhala tame turata kabula karI dejo, ane tenI bhUle pharIthI na thAya tevI kabulAta Apaje, eTale tamArA pati sAthe tamAre kadIpaNu aNabanAva thavA pAmaze nahi, e khAtrI rAkhavI. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtR- dha. nene kevA sudhArI zake? potAnA jIvanane pavitra banAvI te pitAnA pati vagerene keTalo badhe saMtoSa ApI zake, evo tene khyAla ja Avato nathI. kadAca bhaNela choDI svataMtra banI jAya, temAM keLavaNIne kaMI deSa nathI, e to saMgatane duSa kahI zakAya. keLavaNuM sAthe tenA saddaguNa keLavavAnI paNa teTalI ja AvazyakatA che. AjakAla keLavaNI upara je kalaMka mUkavAmAM Ave che, tenuM kAraNa mAtra eja che ke--keLavaNI sAthe tene saddaguNanuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM nathI. ane tene mATe te bALaka ke bALakInI javAbadArI tenA mAbApane zira che. je mAbApa tevI bAbatamAM bedarakAra rahI potAnA saMtAnone svataMtra thavA de ane temanA vartana para aMkuza na rAkhe, to teo svataMtra ane svachaMdI ane temAM navAI jevuM zuM che? beTA maNi? tevI vAto sAMbhaLIne tAre gabharAIne ghare besI rahevAnuM nathI. dAra-kAmanA bAnAthI keTalIka mAtAe potAnI chaDIne bhaNatI aTakAve che, paNa temAM temanI gerasamaja thAya che, ema kahIe to cAle. mAtA je dhAre to nizALanA TAIma sivAyanA vakhatamAM te potAnI bALAne gRha-kAmanuM. zikSaNa ApI zake che, ane pratidina te bAlikAnA hAthe gharakAma karAvatAM baMne artha sAdhI zakAya che. beTA! huM tane tevA vakhatamAM rAI vigere gRhakArya zIkhavIza. paNa tAre abhyAsa te cAluja rAkhavo." gaMgAne A mIThe bedha maNinA nirbaLa manane eka. rasAyanarUpa thaI paDe ane gharakAma zIkhavA uparAMta abhyAsa cAlu rAkha e maNie pitAnA manamAM nizcaya karI lIdho. pustakonA abhyAsa sAthe maNine sadaguNonuM zikSaNa ApavAgaMgA sadA sAvadha rahetI hatI. gRhakArya karatAM maNi ghaNIvAra khalanA pAmatI, eTale gaMgA tene evA te mIThA zabdomAM samajAvatI ke maNinA manamAM te vakhate emaNe utsAha AvI jatA ane bIjI vAra kAmamAM tevI bhUla na thAya, tene mATe te bahuja kALajI rAkhatI hatI. maNi pitAnA mAbApanI sUcanAthI kaIvAra kaMIka:rIsAI jatI-to gaMgA tene samajAvatI ke-"beTA maNi! A tAre rIsALa svabhAva mane bilakula pasaMda nathI. tArA badhA guNe joIne mane anahada AnaMda upaje che, paNa tArA rIsALa svabhAvathI mane kheda thAya che. beTA! je e tArI Adata daDha thaI jaze, te bhaviSyamAM ethI tane potAne ghaNIvAra kheda pAmavAne vakhata Avaze. ghaNA berAMo pitAnA saMtAnanI tevI naThArI Adatapara lakSya ApatAM nathI ane te kuTeva bahene ? keIpaNa kAraNasara tamArA upara tamAre pati bIjI strI lAve che tene tamArI sagI hena karatAM paNa adhika na ApI, salukAIthI vatta. kAraNe ke tema karavAthI tamArA 1 tame banne upara pAra vadhato jaze, eTaluM ja nahiM paNa e tamArI bahenapaNI (zakya) nAM bacAo pratye paNa tamArA pitAnAM baccAM jeTalo ja yAra rAkhaze, te A loka ane paralekamAM paNa sukhI thaze, ane dareka jJAtimAM tamane tethI vizeSa mAna maLaze.. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. temanAmAM majabUta mULa ghAlI na bese tevI kALajI rAkhavAmAM teo bedarakAra rahe che, e khedanI vAta che. beTA! maNi! vaLI A prasaMge eka bIjI vAta paNa tAre bahuja dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che-te e ke ApaNe AMgaNe ke ivAra kaI bhIkhAraNa ke gAya vigere Ave-tyAre tuM turata lAkaDI laIne deDe che ane koI kAIvAra te tuM temane mArI paNa le che. te sAthe huM temane kaThora zabdo paNa kahetAM cakatI nathI, beTA! AvI niSphara vRtti rAkhavI, e zuM ApaNane ucita che? ApaNe game tevI sAdhAraNa sthitimAM hoIe, ane tene lIdhe ApaNe te yAcanI baradAsa na karI zakIe, tathApi temane ekadama anAdara karI temanA duHkhamAM vadhAre kara-e ApaNo dharma nathI. dayAne mATe ApaNA dharmazAstramAM baha kahela che ane te eTale sudhI ke potAnA svArthanI hAni thatI hoya chatAM anyanuM sAruM karavuM, paNa potAnI matalaba tarapha derAI jaIne bIjAnuM ahita na karavuM. A zikSaNa Arya-saMtAnene ati upayogI che. ane te mAtAnA dhAvaNa sAthe temane maLavuM joIe che. beTA! ke yAcaka AvA anAdarane lIdhe ahIMthI nirAza thaIne jAya-eTale te potAnA aMta:karaNamAM emaja khyAla kare ke "A koI halakA varNanuM ghara lAge che, nahi te tenA saMtAnanuM AvuM nirdaya vartana na hoya." ApaNuM tuccha svabhAvane laIne eka sAdhAraNa mANasa ApaNA mATe AvI hIna kapanA karI le-e zuM cagya kahevAya ? garIbane joI dayA lAvavI ane tene banatI sahAya ApavI e ApaNuM khAsa kartavya che. beTA ! kRpaNatA-e guNa nathI, paNa karakasara-e guNa che. kRpaNatA ane karakasaramAM sarasava ane sumerU jeTaluM aMtara che. mATe ApaNe kucita guNe te ApaNAmAM svAbhAvika rIte levA joIe. tuM zANuM ane samaju hovAthI tene have AvI zikhAmaNa ApavI, te paNa mane yogya lAgatI nathI, tathApi tArA hadayamAM AvI khAmI jovAmAM Ave che, tyAre mArAthI kahyA vinA rahI zakAtuM nathI.' - mANasane zAMta ane mIThAM vacanathI samajaNa ApI tene ThekANe lAvavuM--e jude mArga che ane tenA para sakhtAI vAparI, tenuM apamAna karI pitAnI prabhutAnuM baLa tenA para ajamAvIne tene tenI bhUla samajAvavI- e jude mArga che. AjakAla ApaNAmAM bIjA prakArano mArga vadhAre mAnanIya thaI paDe che. ane jene lIdhe vAraMvAra ApavAmAM AvatI mAbApanI zikhAmaNane bALako eka prakAra ne bakavAda samajIne hasI kahADe che, ema kahIe to cAle. zAMta vacana karatAM sa tamArA patimAM kAMI khAmI mAlUma paDe to te zodhI kADhavAmAM tamArI moTAI samajazo nahiM. temaja tame tamArA patithI vadhAre viduSI (vidvAna) , evo DoLa kadIpaNa batAvaze nahiM. kAraNake e rItabhAtathI te lekamAM tame khAnadAna nathI ema belAze e vAta dhyAnamAM avazya rAkhazo. he ! malAje (zarama ) e strIvargamAM sarvathI sarasa hathiyAra gaNAya che, ane mIThA svabhAva e moTo zaNagAra che. mATe zAnta svabhAva rAkhI sau koIne yathAyogya mAna ApI kIrti mAM vRddhi karaze. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtR medha. khtAithI vadhAre asara thavAne badale te vadhAre bedarakAra manI jaze, ema ghaNAone svAnubhavasiddha haze. vaLI AvA svabhAvathI ghaNI vAra gharamAM kalahanu mI rApAya che ane pariNAme temAM sAkSAt kusa MparUpa kaDavAM phaLanA anubhava thatA jovAmAM Ave che. jagane sArU ane madhura game che. peAtAnI gaphalata ke kusaMgathI kadAca kAI 5tita thai jAya te paNa tene sArAne mATe anAdara thatA nathI. paDyAne pATu mArIne sudhAravA javuM, e jaMgalI rivAja che; ane paDyAne paMpALIne sudhAravuM, e sujJa mAnya rivAja che. ta samajI za gagA maNuine bahuja zAMtithI samajAvatI ane jene lIdhe te vAta Nune bIjI vAra samajAvavAnI jarUra paDatI nahi. - mAmApAnA guNa-doSa temanA satAnAmAM utare che,' e suvarNAkSarAne teNe peAtAnA aMtara para AlekhI rAkhyA hatA. peAtAnA saMtAnanA kAi paNa prakAranA doSane mATe mAmAne ghaNIvAra nArAja thavu paDe che, paNa ApaNe vadhAre uMDA utarIne joizu -tA spaSTa kAze ke--temAM mAtra mAbApe ja javAbadAra che. satAneAnA deSa-e temanA mAbApAnA vananuM pariNAma che. bhale mAkhApA temane sArI zikhAmaNA ApyA kare, paNa temanA te zabdo karatAM temanA pratiddinanA vartananI temane vadhAre asara thaze, ane te pramANeja te vavAne prayatna karaze. eTalA mATe kahyu che ke-'mahApurUSAnu vattana-e temanA jagatane mATe eka prakAranA gebI bedha che.'.kharekhara! A vAtane ApaNe satvara svIkArII laizuM. Nine keLavaNI sAthe sadguNanu zikSaNa ApatAM gaMgAe peAtAnI icchA kharAkhara pAra pADI. Aje maNinI lagabhaga paMdara varasanI vivAha-yeAgya avasthA thai. gaMgAe tene mATe eka ceAgya varanI prathamathIja tapAsa karI rAkhI hatI. 8 bALavayamAM peAtAnA saMtAneAnu vevIzALa karatAM bhaviSyamAM aneka aDacaNA ubhI thavAnA saMbhava rahe che. 'ema dhArIne gaMgAe mAlyAvasthAmAM maNinu vevIzALa karyuM na hatu. eTale avasara AvatAM eja zaheramAM vasatA kulIna kuTubanA eka khAvIza varasanA yuvaka sAthe gaMgAe maNuinA saMbadha joDayA, je yuvaka sAthe maNanA sabaMdha thayA, tenuM nAma sukhalAla hatuM. teNe gujarAtI saMpUrNa abhyAsa sAthe meTrIkanI parIkSA pasAra karI hatI. te majabUta mAMdhAnA, utsAhI ane vinIta hatA. vevIzALa pachI lagabhaga eka mahine maNinA lagna thavAnA hAvAthI gaMgA pAtAnI sthiti pramANe badhI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. peAtAne manamAnatA vara maLavAthI maNane kAMi Ache Anada nahAtA, paNa nArInAM mULa chattA ' eTale lajjA e strI " vhena ! tamArA gharanI yA kuTuMbanI gupta vAtta kadIpaNa bahAra phelAvazeA nahiM, kAraNa ethI pariNAma evuM Avaze ke, " gharanI phajetI bahAra jAya ane adhUrI heAya te pUrI thAya " mATe e kuTevane kAyamane mATe dezavaTe Apaze. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA, enuM khAsa bhUSaNa che, AthI zaramane lIdhe kaMI bolI zakatI nahi. chatAM prasagAyAtanA kathana parathI tenA aMtaranA AnaMdanI chAyA barAbara tarI AvatI hatI. kaI vAra pANI bharavA jatAM tenI samAna vayanI sAhelIo TahukA karatI ke- alI maNi ! have to menA-popaTanI jeDa; paNa joje hA, menA thaIne pAMjarAmAM pUrAI rahetI nahi." AvA marmabhedI zabda maNi kazA javAba detI nahi. | (2) maNinA lagna thayAM ane tene sAsare mUkavAno vakhata Avye. gaMgAnA hRdayamAM ekI sAthe harSa ane zAkanI chAyA prasarI rahI. eka bAju maNine suzikSaNa ApI, tene cagya vara sAthe paraNAvI, pitAnuM kentavya bajAvIne te traNamukta thaI tethI AnaMda pAmI ane bIjI bAju pitAnI vhAlI putrIno viga pAse AvavAthI te kaMIka zokAtura thaI gaI. game te kAraNa hA, paraMtu AvA AnaMdadAyaka prasaMge paNa sAsare jatI putrI, potAnA premI mAbApanA bhAvI viyegane lIdhe beharSAzru ke zAkAzra pAyA sivAya te raheja nahiM. eTale maNinuM dila bharAI AvyuM tenA netra-kamaLamAMthI uSNa azrubiMdu gorA gAla para thaine nIce jharavA lAgyAM. A vakhate potAnA cheDA vatI tenAM AMsu lUchatAM gaMgAe tene eka premAliMgana ApI kahyuM ke-- -- -- -- ---- ----- - -----* beTA maNi! tAre have eka aparicita kuTuMba sAthe rahIne vasavAnuM che." dIkarInA mAkhApa teno game te aparAdha ke svabhAva sahana karI le, paraMtu sAsu, naNaMda, derANI ke jeThANI tenA tevA svabhAvane sahana karatI nathI, tethI je te temanA Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtR bodha. svabhAvane anusarIne cAle te ThIka, nahi te najIvA kAraNane laIne gharamAM vAraMvAra kaMkAsa thayA vinA na rahe. beTA! A vAta tAre barAbara lakSamAM rAkhavI. tArA sAsujInI AjJAmAM rahIne tenI prIti saMpAdana thAya, te svabhAva ane AcAra rAkhaje. "vinayathI sahu kaI vaza thAya" e mahA sUtrane bhUlI jatI nahi. patinA gharamAM sahu koInI sAthe namra ane mIThA svabhAvathI vartaje, ke jethI tArApara sahunI prIti vadhatI jAya. pati zAThya puta" eTale je jevuM thAya, tenI sAme tevA thavuM, e eka pakSIya mArga batAvanAra vAkayane bilakula bhUlI jaje. tArI sAme koI tapIne garama bela bele, te paNa te bahuja zAMtithI sahana karI leje. "agnimAM dAta hAmatAM te zAMta na thAya, paNa jaLathI ja zAMta thAya." sAmenA ke pAgnine tuM tArA kSamA jaLathI zAMta karIza, te te tane ane tArA kuTuMbane saMtApa karavA samartha thaI zakaze nahiM. vaLI A vakhate mAre tane bIjI eka cAlu vAtAvaraNanI sUcanA ApavAnI che, te e ke-AjakAla ApaNA lokomAM badhA evo rivAja mULa ghAlIne pesI gayo che ke, sAsare kaMI kAraNane laIne kaMkAsa thAya te dikarI potAnI mAtA pAse te pharIyAda karyA vinA na rahe, ane mAtA tene e vIja salAha Ape che, te kaMkAsarUpa hutAzanamAM vRta siMcana samAnaja thaI paDe, eTale dIkarIne sAsaravAsamAM haLImaLIne namratA ane sahanazIlatAthI vartavAnA hitopadezane badale te tenA hRdayane uzkere che ane sAsu eka bela bele, to tene be bela pakaDAvavAnI bhalAmaNa kare che. dhAre ke--kadAca sAsune te kaDavo ke jherIlA svabhAva heya, ane tene laIne te potAnI putravadhUne hitane khAtara kaIvAra karkaza bola saMbhaLAve, te prasaMge mAtA tene AvI viparIta zikhAmaNa Ape, te tenA hitamAM hAni karavA jevuM che. beTA ! A vAtAvaraNanI asara tane harakata na kare, tenI saMbhALa rAkhaje. vaLI sAsu-sasarAne potAnA bhAvI jIvananA eka mAbAparUpa mAnI temanI yathocita sevA sAcavaje. AjakAla svataMtratAmAM sarakI jaIne keTalIka strIo potAnA sAsu, sasarA ke pati vigere vaDIlo pAse potAnI maryAdA sAcavI zakatI nathI. beTA ! tuM tevI dekhAdekhInuM anukaraNa karIne tArA maryAdA mArgane lepa karIza nahi. vaLI ApaNA strIjanonA paramabhUSaNarUpa pAtivratya dharmanA je niyama ane AcAra che, te barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI sAthe vartanamAM utArIne pratidina tArA jIvanane unnata banAvaje. A prasaMge hajI tane eka zikhAmaNa ApavI bAkI rahI jAya che. keTalIka suMdarIo potAnA patine asAdhAraNa prema bahene ? hamezAM thoDuM bolavuM, chadriya thavuM, nItithI vartavuM, bolavAmAM tochaDAI vAparavI nahiM, paNa mAnasahita bolAvavuM, pitAne pati videzamAM hoya to sArAM sArAM vastrAlaMkArano tyAga karI sAdAI rAkhavI. uparAMta koI kuLavatI, nipApI, ane satI strIo sAthe sneha rAkhavo (mitratA rAkhavI.) Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : - - - - - - strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. meLavIne teno geraupayoga kare che. eTale pite abhimAnathI madamatta banI potAnA sAsu-sasarA ke gharanA anya mANasane tuccha gaNI hADe che, temanI sAthe mIThAza ane namratAthI vartavAnuM te bhUlI jAya che. AvA amaryAdita vartananuM pariNAma e Ave che ke, tenA patine pitAnA mAbApathI alaga rahevAne vakhata Ave che; ane vRddha mAbApanI sevAne badale te ulaTa temane saMtApa upajAve che. beTA! tAre A bAbatane bahuja vicAra karIne vartavAnuM che. vRddha sAsu sasarAnI sevAne satat lAbha kema maLe "--e bhAvanA tArA aMtaramAM sadA jAgrata rAkhaje. beTA ! tuM pote zANI ane samaju cho, eTale tene vadhAre kahevAnuM zuM hoya ? keTalAka vyavahAramArgathI tuM hajI bilakula ajJAta che. eTale te saMbaMdhamAM atyAre tane kaMI hitazikSA ApavI upayogI nahi thAya. te saMbaMdhamAM anya prasaMge huM tane samajaNa ApIza. snehanA paDa nIce kudarate jANe zokane goThavI rAkhyuM hoya tevo anubhava thAya che. "maNi, beTA! zAMta thA, atyAre kheda karavAno prasaMga nathI." ema kahIne gaMgAe puna: maNinA AMsu laIne eka snehAliMgana ApyuM. A vakhate maNinuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM. jo ke tenAthI spaSTa bolI zakAya tema hetuM, tathApi teNe gaddagadagirAthI kahyuM ke- hAlI snehamUtti mAtA! tamArA agaNita upakArAmAMnA eka upakArane yatkiMcit badale paNa mArAthI vaLI zakyo nathI. ApanI sevA sAcavavI te dUra rahe, paNa ghaNIvAra Apane saMtApa upajAvyA haze. e mArA ayogya vartanane Apa sadAne mATe kSamA karo. ahA! have huM bA kahIne tenI pAse lADa karIza?" eTaluM bolatAM maNi tarata gaMgAnA caraNamAM ALoTavA jatI hatI, tevAmAM gaMgAe tene hAtha pa* karI lIdhuM. chevaTe zubhAziSa ApIne teNe maNine sAsare vidAya karI, ke nehamaya dekhAva ? A TuMkI vAta samApta thatAM ApaNe samajI zakIzuM ke "maNine ghara-saMsAra eka svarganA namunArUpa banyuM haze. keLavaNI ane sadaguNanA zikSaNathI ja teNe potAnA sukhI saMsArane eka daSTAMtarUpa banAvyuM haze." kharekhara ! e ApaNuM ka95nA satya che. te potAnA ubhaya kuLa ane ubhayalokane ajavALavA bhAgyazALI thaI hatI. savidyA ane sadaguNanA suzikSaNathI zuM zuM sAdhya sAdhI na zakAya? bahena! tamArAM bALakene khoTI kahANIo, ane bhUta, DAkaNa, cuDelanI mUrkhAibharelI vAtathI taddana nirALAM rAkhaje. vAta vAtamAM ajJAna strIo potAnAM nAnAM baccAMne "ebA Avyo" evI keTalIka bATI bIka lagADe che, tethI te badhAM moTapaNe bIkaNuM, hemI, ane uMdhA vicAranA thAya che. mATe bALavayathI baccAMne satya ane nItino upadeza ApI, pramANika banAvavA prayatna karajo. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satI sukanyA. 13 matA sukanyA (le--gaM. sva. jhabakabahena vrajapALa.) - satI sukanyA pitAnA prakhyAtapitA zaryAti rAjAnA parivAra sAthe mAnasarovaranA taTa upara AvelA eka ramaNiya udyAnamAM AvI che. te rAjabALA sakhIonI sAthe udyAnanI zobhA avalekatI avalatI mahAtmA cyavanamuninA Azrama pAse AvI caDhI. teNInI daSTi eka rAphaDA upara paDatAM, rAphaDAnA be chidramAM kAMI tejasvI padAIne bhAsa thayo. tarata ja te zuM che, ema jANavAne jIjJAsA thavAthI, te ajJAta rAjabALAe techidromAM kAMTe bheMka. chidromAMthI akasmAtuM rUdhiranI dhArA cAlavA lAgI, te joI mugdha bALA camakI gaI ane sakhIo sAthe sazakahudayA banI gaI. samAdhistha mahAtmA cyavanamuninA be netro kuTI javAthI temane tIvra vedanA thaI AvI. mahAtmAne samAdhinA bhaMgane laIne temaja te vedanAne laIne AdhyAna thaI AvyuM, tethI manuputra zaryAtirAjAnA sarva parivAramAM temanA zrApathI mahAmArIne vyAdhi pragaTa thaI AvyuM. - zaryAtirAjAne A sarva hakIkatanI khabara paDavAthI rAphaDAparanI mATI dUra karAvI te temAMthI aMdha thayelA mahAtmA cyavanamuni pragaTa thaI bAhara nIkaLI bhUmi upara paDyA. Sine vyathA karavAmAM kAraNabhUta pate che tema jANe satI sukanyAne bahu pazcAtApa thavA lAge ane pitAnA asAdhAraNa aparAdhanI kSamA mAgavA temanI dharmapatnI thaI paricaya karavAnI prArthanA karavA te mahAtmAnA caraNamAM paDI. mahAtmA cyavana muninA caraNasparza karatAM rAjakanyAe kaMpita hadaye jaNAvyuM, "bhagavana, ApanA tejasvI jIvanane aMdhakAramAM nAMkhavAnuM mahAna ghera pApa karanArI A mugdha kanyA AtmANa karI te ghera aparAdhamAMthI mukta thavA Icache che, huM Apane zaraNe AvI chuM, mane ApanA adhaganI adhikAriNuM banAvo ane mArA sAparAdhI jIvanane niraparAdhI kare. mahAtmA cyavanamuni yoganiSTha ane anivadya Atmika sukhanA abhilASI hatA, tathApi akasmAt prApta thayela aMdhatvane laIne potAnA uttara jIvananA svAyA Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA, koIpaNa sAdhananI apekSA rAkhatA hatA. jyAre temanA jANavAmAM AvyuM ke, eka mugdha % rAjabAle, rAjakenyAe tame je uttaajJAta paNe ma kSAtrabhAva A mahAna batAvI mane viparIta kA AtmArpaNa ye kareluM che, karavA tatpara ane te vi thayAM che, teduSI roja ne mATe huM bALA te tamane saMpUaparAdhamAM NuM abhithI mukta naMdana ApuM thavA, tema chuM. paraMtu nI pitA te pahelAM nI dharmapa tamAre tane nI thavA mArA rAjaprArthanA kare kIyajIvanache, tyAre te no saMpUrNa zAMta mUtti vicAra karamahAtmAe vAne che. te kArya - vicAra kare dATita lA ke, tame rAgavAthI sa jaya vaibhava tI sukanyA mAM ucharela ne kahyuM: che,tame saTTa bhAgyarUpI bhAnunA suvarNamaya prakAzamAM ramanArAM che, ane rAjyalakSmInA ullaMgamAM rahI vividha sukhanA anubhavanArAM che. tamane mArI sAthe vanavAsamAM rahI apAra kaththAnA mahAsAgaramAM DubADavAM e mane cogya lAgatuM nathI. kayAM rAjyavaibhava ! ane kayAM vanavaibhava ! sukanyA--bhagavana, Apa e zaMkA lAvaze nahIM. mArA pitA zaryAti rAjA ApanA jevA gI mahAtmAonA upAsaka che, tene laIne mArI manovRttimAM ucca saMskAro ArUDha thayA che. A vizvanI sArabhUta vastuone oLakhavAnuM jJAna mane prApta thayeluM che. purUSa jIvana ane strIjIvananI mahattA mArA samajavAmAM AvI che. rAjyabhavanA karatAM vanavaibhavanuM gaurava vizeSa che, ema huM sArI rIte mAnuM chuM. rAjyabhava tAmasI svabhAvanuM poSaNa kare che, ane vanavaibhava sAtvika svabhAvanuM piSaNa kare che, evuM meM mahAtmAonA sukhathI sAMbhaLyuM che, ane mane mahAtmAonA vacana upara vizvAsa che; mATe prabho! mane mArA aparAdhanuM prAyazcita karavA ze. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satIsukanyA cyavanamuni-rAjaputrI, tamAre A ucca Azaya jaNa mane vizeSa AnaMda upaje che, paraMtu tamArA yuvAvasthAnA jIvananI sAthe mArA vRddha jIvanane saMega karatAM mane ghaNo bhaya lAge che. mArA jIvanane sUrya pazcima dizAmAM jheLA khAya che ane tamArA jIvanane sUrya haju pUrva dine prakAzite AgaLa cAle che, e keTale badho taphAvata? sukanyA-bhagavana, je purUSa ke strI brahmacaryanA prabhAvane jANe che ane jemanA hRdayamAM A sAMsArika viSayanA kSaNika sukha tarapha upekSA che, teo zArIrika avasthAnA bAhya svarUpanuM avalokana karatAM nathI, paNa tenA AMtara svarUpanuM avalokana kare che. gravanamuni-rAjabALA, tame je ucca bhAvanA darzAve che, te bhAvanAne yuvAvasthAnA vikAre TakAvIne rAkhI zakatA nathI, tethI yuvaka ane yuvatino saMbaMdha ja sarva prakAre gya gaNAya che. yuvAvasthAmAM idriyarUpI aunmatta bane che ane teo daDhatAne zithila karI manarUpI rathIne vimAge kheMcI jAya che; e vAta AryazAstromAM sArI rIte siddha karI batAvavAmAM AvI che. sukanyA-mahAtmana, Ape je kahyuM, te zAstra draSTithI barAbara che, paNa te ekAMtapaNe satya nathI. yuvaka ane yuvatinI vacce je prema pariName che, te premane artha viSaya nathI, paNa tene artha zuddha bhAvanA che. je purUSa ane strI pati patnI tarIke A vizva pradezamAM ubhA rahe che, te mAtra sudra viSayane mATe ja ubhAM rahetAM nathI, paNa paraspara premanI ucca bhAvanAne mATe ubhAM rahe che, ema huM mAnuM chuM vanamuni-rAjaputrI, tamAre vicAra je svIkAravAmAM Ave, te pachI A saMsArano hetu siddhaja thaI zakaze nahIM. dAMpatya saMbaMdhanI upayogitA viSayepagamAM ja dekhAya che. sarva rasamAM prAdhAnya bhegavatA zRMgAra rasanI sArthakatA yuvaka yuvatinA premamAM ja rahelI che. je viSapabhegano abhAva hoya te pachI premane aMkura tadana dagdha ja thaI jAya, premarUpI mahAna vRkSane pallavita karavAne mATe zRMgAranAM ja sAdhane sarvottama gaNAya che. ane te sAdhanane laIne ja daMpatinA hadayapradeza upara prema sarvadA nRtya karI rahyA che. evA premanA pAtra, yuvaka ane yuvati che; te pachI mArA jevA vRddhanI sAthe tamAro saMbaMdha zI rIte ucita gaNAya ? sukanyA--mahAtmana , ApanA kahevA pramANe prema zabdane te arthe huM mAnatI nathI. premanuM svarUpa te divya che. viSaye yAne madananA vikAronI sAthe premane kAMI paNa saMbaMdha nathI. divya jIvana athavA prabhumaya jIvananA pravAhamAM premanuM pratibiMba paDe che. temAM vRddhAvasthA ke yuvAvasthA viSe kAMIpaNu jovAnuM nathI. daMpatinA aMtarAtmA, mana tathA zarIranI vacce ekatA vyApI rahe Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA teja tenuM kharuM dAMpatya gaNAya che. huM evA dAMpatyathI ApanI sAthe joDAvA IcchuM chuM. ApanI patnI thaIne yAjajIvita brahmacaryadhAriNI thavAthI mArA AtmAno satvara uddhAra thaze, ane huM Akhare parama kalyANanuM pAtra banI zakIza. satI sukanyAnI AvI daDhatA jANe mahAtmA cyavanamuni atyaMta AnaMda pAmyA ane temaNe te ramaNIya rAjabALAne potAnI pavitra ardhAganA banAvI. mahArAjA zaryAti potAnI priya putrI sukanyAne te aMdha vRddha muninI sevA karavA mATe samarpita karI kRtArtha thaye. ane sakaLa parivAra sAthe mahAmArInA mahAvyAdhithI mukta thayo. jo ke tenI rANI vRddha ane tApasa patinI sAthe potAnI lADakavAI putrIne saMbaMdha joDatAM nAkhuza hatI, tathApi sAthvI sukanyAnI mahAna daDhatAe Akhare tene saMteSa dhAriNI banAvI. rAjamahelamAM ramanArI eka rAjabALAne vanavAsanI kaThoratAne kaTu svAda levA ekalI choDI daI, rAjA zaryAti parivAra sAthe potAnI rAjadhAnImAM cAlyo gaye. ane sAthvI sukanyA vanavAsinI thaI, potAnA vRddha patinI sevAmAM tallInatA dAkhavatI te pavitra AzramamAM rahevA lAgI. - priya he, satI sukanyAnA daSTAMta uparathI tamAre satI dharmanA aneka zikSaNe meLavavAnAM che. te bhavyabhAminI sarva rAjavaibhavane bhulI gaI hatI. yuvAvasthAnA vikAro ane vicAranI sAme teNIe mananA dvAra baMdha karI dIdhAM hatAM ane sarva prakAranA ucca vicAre ane bhAvanAo grahaNa karavAne mATe mananA dvAra khuddhAM rAkhyAM hatAM. AthI teNInA aMtaramAMnI keTalIeka sUkama zaktio kAma karavA lAgI. eka samaye sUryanA putra azvinI kumAra kIDA karatAM avanamuninA AzramamAM AvI caDayA. temaNe anupama saMdaryavatI sukanyAne snAna karatI joI tethI meha utpanna thaye. vRddha patinA AzramamAM rahelI A yuvati potAnA yuvAvasthAnA saMdarya tarapha AkarSAze evuM dhArI te kumAree teNIne tene vRttAMta pU. sukanyAe pitAno satya vRttAMta jaNAvyuM. te sAMbhaLI azvinI kumAree tene pitAnA pAramAM paDavAne lalacAvI, paNa te daDhatratA sAdhvI potAnA dharmathI calita thaI nahi. ane te durAcArI devatAone zApa ApavAne taiyAra thaI gaI. sukanyAnA pativratyanI daDhatA joI te devatAo aMtaramAM prasanna thayA ane tene varadAna mAgavAnuM kahyuM. sAdhvI sukanyAe varadAna tarapha lakSa ApyuM nahIM, ane tarata ja teNIe e vRttAMta pitAnA vRddha patine jaNAvyuM. mahAtmA vana muni potAnI satI strInI daDha dharma nItithI bahu saMtuSTa thayA. ane devatAonA AgrahathI najIkanA sarovaramAM snAna karavA gayA, ane deva racita divya auSadhIvALA jaLamAM snAna karavAthI yuvAna ane suMdara banI gayA. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bALAonI kAti. sAdhvI sukanyAne patinI yuvAvasthA ane sauMdaryanI apekSA na hatI. te prArabdhayege maLelA game tevA patine ja prabhu tarIke pUjanArI hatI ane premanA zuddha svarUpane samajanArI hatI. AvA divya guNane laIne sAdhvI sukanyA A bhAratavarSamAM vikhyAta mahAsatI thaI gaI che. teNInA jIvanamAMthI Arya mahilAone ghaNuM zIkhavAnuM maLI zake tema che. zuddha prema manuSyane UMcAmAM UMcI vicArazreNImAM mukI zake che, AkhuM vizva tevA premanuM nacAvyuM nAcI zake che. ane je siddhio ane labdhio yuga vidyAthI meLavI zakAtI nathI, te premanI pavitra mahA vidyAthI meLavI zakAya che. priya bahene, evA zuddha premane dhAraNa karI tame AtmAnA jIvanajharAne kaluSita karanArI koIpaNa jAtanI pravRttithI sadA dUra raheje. kadi devage hRdayanA keI paNa pradezamAM vikArane aMkura pragaTa thaI Ave, to satI sukanyAnA suMdara citra tarapha trATaka karI te aMkurane nAbuda karI nAkhaje ane te sAvInA saddaguNanA nIcenA mahAmaMtrane japa karajo. gItI - sadaguNavatI sukanyA, sadaguNathI je banI jagata dhanyA; bhArata jananI jaNa, tevI bhArata viSe sakaLa kanyA. "bALAonI kI. | OF svarganA maMdira jevI grahavAhinI, cAla haMsa vAhinI pavitra pANinI. pratibhA mUrati saudarya snehavatI; gaganamaMDaLe bhU guMjArave gujAratI. zAstra dhAriNI jJAna viNA dhAriNuM, zIyaLa sADI taNI gerava gAminI. AtmavatI, satyavatI kaMtha kAminI, tava lIlA laherathI bhArata dhamakatI. pAntha, Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 strIsukha darpaNa zrAvikA. 9 varakanyA vAzuladattA he (le- suzIla-zivasadana-maDhaDA.) avaninagarInA rAjA prata rAjasabhAnI madhyamAM svarNaracita siMhAsana upara virAjyA hatA. dezadezAMtaramAMthI AvelA kavio ane gAyake pota potAnuM yazogAna samApta karI mahArAjAnI AjJA sAMbhaLavAnI utsukatAthI rAha jotA hatA. rAjA prate potAnA vayevRddha maMtrI tarapha daSTipAta karI kahyuM ke-"maMtrI mahAzaya, A bhUtaLa upara avantirAjathI vizeSa kaIne yaza vistaryo hoya ema tamane lAge che?" kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke rAjA prata bahu abhimAnI tathA sAhasika hate. teNe je ke potAnAM bAhubaLathI keTalAka prAMte tAbe karyA hatA, to paNa tenA rAjyamAM buddhimAna ane nIDara salAhakArene bahuja abhAva rahyA karatuM hatuM. rAjAne apriya paNa hitakArI thAya tevuM veNa uccAravAnI bhAgye ja koI hImata karI zakatuM. temanI A AtmaprasaMzApriya prakRtithI rAjamaMDaLa paNa tevuM ja ekatra thayuM hatuM. ane te mATe samaju varga tenA rAjya parijananuM varNana karatAM kahetA ke-- gajela kavAlI. turata phAvyA ramI tALa, kapaTa bAjI khuzAmatiyA; na phAve vecatAM bAjI, banyA kAjI khuzAmatiyA. rUpALAM rAjyagRhamAMhi, rame che roja AnaMde; chatAM bahaMsane rUpe, rassA rAjI khuzAmatiyA. vaLe jyAM rAjanI racanA, paLe e mArage pahelA; gaNe nA pApa ke puNyo, kahe hA jI khuzAmatiyA. sadA nija svArtha sAdhe, aMhita karI anyanAM adhikAM; na karavAnAM karI kAmo, banyA khAjI khuzAmatiyA. adharmo Acare nRpati, chatAM kahe dharmarAjA cho; nahI duniyA to DarathI, rahe lAjI khuzAmatiyA. ja eka prAcina AkhyAyikA avalaMbane. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virakanyA-vAzuladattA. dharAmAM dhADapADunA, karAve bhUpane dhaMdhA; bhare nijanA ghare bhAve, sukha sAdhI khuzAmatiyA. amAse candra ugyAnuM, kahe bhUpAla je bhAve; anuMmati ApavA mATe, uThe gAjI khuzAmatiyA. paNane karNa kahIM bele, kahe bhaDa nitya bhIrane; vakhANe bhUpanA kharane, kahI vAjI khuzAmatiyA. prite nathurAma piyAmAM, ghuse che ghUsanI peThe; * diye che DaMkha phUkIne, pUrA pAcha khuzAmatiyA. te pramANe vRddha maMtrIe rAjAnA praznanA uttaramAM kahyuM ke:-"avantinA mArAjA karatAM kaMIpaNa rAjA vizeSa yazasvI hoya ema amArA jANavAmAM nathI. " rAjakavie kahyuM-zaradaRtunI pUrNimAno prakAza jevI rIte nadI, jaMgale, parvata ane taLAvamAM ekasarakhe dravyA kare che tevI ja rIte Apane yaza:prakAza paNa didigantamAM paridhyApta thaI rahyA che." eka senApati belI uThayA - madhyAntakALano sUrya jevI rIte samasta AkAzane prakAzita karatA jagatanA aMdhakArane grAsa karI le che, tevI rIte Apane yaza:prabhAva paNa madhyAnvakALanA sUryanI peThe ja tapI rahyA che." eka saMgItazAstrIe umeryuM ke-"vINAnA tArene madhura jhaNajhaNuTa zrotA enA hadayamAM madhura amRtarasa reDo anaMtatAmAM jevI rIte maLI jAya che ane sAMbhaLanArA rasikane unmatta karI mUke che tevI rIte ApanI kIrtine madhura kaMvanI paNa vizvane vihita karI rahyA che." rAjAe aMte vidUSaka prati daSTipAta karyo ane pUchayuM ke-"kema, tamAre zuM abhiprAya che?" vidUSake dvikara joDI. ati namratApUrvaka kahyuM ke:-"je mane abhayadAna maLe, te huM uttara ApavAne taiyAra chuM." khuzIthI bela, tyAre deSa haze te paNa saMtavya lekhavAmAM Avaze. rAjAe akSayadAna ApyuM, eTale vidUSake kahyuM ke-"zaraRtune caMdra game te khIla hoya ke madhyAhune sUrya game te tape haya, te paNa sUrNa kAgaDA-kUtarA keLAhaLa karyA vagara rahetA nathI tevIja rIte mahArAjA, Apane kaMIka krodha caDatuM hoya tema jaNAya che. ApanI uSyamUrti sAme mArAthI AgaLa bolavAnuM sAhasa thaI zake tema nathI." rAjAe kahyuM-"tArA saghaLA gunhAe mApha karavAmAM Avaze te nirbhaca AgaLa bola. vidUSaka-"vizeSa zuM kahuM? Apa A bhUtaLanA advitIya samrATa che, to Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. paNa hajI evA pAkhaMDIye A jagatamAM paDyA che ke jeo ApanAkaratAM kauzAMbI nagarInA adhipati rAjA udayanane vadhAre geravamaya ane yazasvI lekhatA hoya." nirAzAnI zyAma rekhA rAjA protanA tejasvI mukha uparathI pasAra thaI gaI. tenI AMkhamAMthI AganI cINugArIo nIkaLavA lAgI. svaccha AkAzamAM ekAeka jevI rIte vAdaLa caDhI Ave tevI rIte rAjAnI zyAma bhramare dIptimaya mukha upara vakrabhAve caDhI AvI! vidUSaka AvI ugra mUrti nihALI pAche pagale thoDe dUra khasI gayo. rAjAe paththaranA jevA kaThina ane meghanA jevA bhISaNa svare bUma pADI"senApati !" senApati praNAma karIne sAme ubho rahyo. sainyanI taiyArI kare, kaizAMbI upara vinA vilaMbe hale laI jAo." senApatie ati vinita svare kahyuM -"jevI devAnI IcchA." sainya-samudra khaLabhaLI uTha, azvazALA, hastizALA tathA zasazALAmAM ane, hastione tathA zastrAne khaLabhaLATa thavA lAgyA. samasta rAjadhAnImAM yuddhanI sAmagrI taiyAra thavA lAgI. maMtrIe ekavAra rAjAne kahyuM ke - "ApaNI taiyArIo apAra che e vAtamAM te zaka nathI, paNa kezAbIne rAjA je maMtrazakti dharAve che, tenI sAme ApaNe kevI rIte thaI zakIzuM? kahe che ke kailAMbI narezanA mAtra daSTipAtathI zatrunuM sainya stabdha thaI jAya che, hAthamAMthI tIra-kAmaThA nIce paDI jAya che!" tyArabAda rAjA ane maMtrI vacce ghaNIvAra khAnagImAM masalata cAlI. (2) caMpakapuSpanA jevI manahara varNavALI, prAta:kALanA AkAza jevI raktavaNI eka kanyA rAjA protane hatI. te IMdrakanyA jevI suMdara hatI, eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu buddhimatI paNa hatI. te rAjakumArInI draSTimAM eka bALakanA jevuM mAdhurya, eimAM nirmaLa prItinuM jharaNu tathA lalATamAM arUNanuM teja virAjatuM hatuM. tenuM nAma vAzuladattA hatuM. - rAjA prata udAsinapaNe potAnA AvAsamAM beTho hato. vAsuladattAe tyAM bALakanA jevI capaLatAthI deDI AvI pitAjInA saMtapta lalATa upara kamaLa aMgulI pheravatAM pUchayuM ke-"thayuM che pitAjI!" "e duHkhanI kathA sAMbhaLavA egya nathI. kahe che ke kauzAMbI rAjA udayana mArA karatAM paNa yazasvIpaNumAM vadhI gayuM che." Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vIrakanyAnAzuladattA. " temAM Apane zu pitAjI ! " kanyAe nirdoSapaNe kahyuM. "tu khALikA e vAtane kevI rIte samajI zake ? mArA ja eka sAmata mArAthI paNa vizeSa yaza saMpAdana kare e mArA jevA rAjAdhirAjathI kema sahuna thai zake ? " 21 " je manuSya janasevAmAM peAtAnuM sarvasva arpaNa kare, samAjasevA tathA dha sevA arthe peAtAnA jIvananu alidAna Ape, eneA yaza teA phelAyaja emAM Apane ATalI badhI ciMtA karavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? " vIrakanyAe yaza: prAptinA hetue spaSTa karatAM rAjAne vizeSa uttejIta karyA. " te game tema he. huM te pAkhaMDIneA mada dUra karIza. " " ApanA jevA rAjezvarane evA ayeAgya krodha na chAje, pitAjI. 4 " dhana-saMpatti, rAjavaibhava ke mAna-gAravamAM mArAthI AgaLa vadhavA IcchanArane narkanA dvAre meAkalI deve! e mhArI draDha pratijJA che. e rAjarahasya samajavAne hajI tuM aye!gya che, mhArI lADakI putrI ! 92 " nahIM pitAjI, e anyAya thaze. anyAcathI kalyANu nathI. " Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. anyAya!eka cakravattI rAjAne zire je javAbadArI rahelI che, eka samrATane zire je. kartavyazIlatA rahelI che te tarapha jatAM tene mATe anyAya jevuM kaMI hAI zake ja nahIM. anyAya-nyAyane vicAra to sAmAnyajanane mATe ja che. mArA jevA rAjezvarane mATe nahIM. janasamAjanI kamANI upara rAjAne adhikAra sAthI mahe che, tevI ja rIte yazaprAptinA saMbaMdhamAM paNa rAjA sauthI vadhAre hisse mAge te temAM te kaMI anyAya karatuM nathI.... << paNa pitAjI, yaza kaMI evI sthULa vastu nathI ke Apa bIjAo pAsethI jera-julama vaDe paNa paDAvI laI zake. yaza te eka cittabhrama thayelA mANasanAja je hoya che. cittabhramavALAne je kaMI mAnathI lAve te ulaTe mAravA ane gALo ApavA deDe che, tyAre apamAnathI je kaI bolAve che to tenA pratye hase che. yaza-kIrtinI paNa evI ja sthiti che. tenI pAchaLa hAtha lAMbA karI deDanArA mUkha manuSya tarapha te kIrti, prasanna draSTi karavAne badale ulaTuM upahAsa kare che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa kavacit tiraskAra paNa kare che. yazanI khAtara anyAya karo e te hAthe karIne narkanAM dvAra ughADavA jevuM che." to pachI tArI zuM salAha che?" rAjAe kiMcit mAtra snehabhInA svare pUchyuM. tyAga ane Atmabhega sivAya yathArtha yaza prApta kara e asaMbhavita che. tame mahAna rAjakumAra mahAvIranI yazogAthA te sAMbhaLI haze! Aje sahastra babbe lAkha nara-nArIo zrI mahAvIranI bhAvathI pUjA ane stuti karI rahyAM che te zA mATe? teNe koI sAmaMta rAjane harAvI tenI rAjagAdI paDAvI lIdhI nahotI, teNe kaI rUpavatI devakanyAneM prApta karavA anartha sevyuM nahotuM. sarvasva tyAga ane bhUta mAtra pratye maitrIbhAva e sivAya yazaprApti ke AtmakalyANano anya kei mArga nathI." rAjakanyAe TuMkamAMja siddhAMta mAtranuM rahasya prakaTa karyuM. tane paNa kaI dhUrte ThagI lIdhI hoya ema jaNAya che, pUrva sAdhuonA paricayanuM ja e pariNAma che. tArA jevI apakava vayanI bAlikAnA magajamAM evA aMdha saMskAre ThasAvavA e bahu duSkara nathI. heTI thaze ane rAjaprapaMcamAM kaMIka rasa letI thaze eTale e aMdhakAranI niHsAratA samajAze." vAzuladattA pitAnA e vAkaye sAMbhaLI saheja camakI, tenA mukha upara eka prakAranI plAna chAyA pharI vaLI, ane kAMI paNa bolyA vinA te potAnA zayanagRha tarapha cAlI gaI. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vIrakanyA-vAzuladattA. (3) 3 kauzAMkhIneA rAjA uddayana ekAMtamAM taddInabhAve kaMIka vicAra karatA beThA che, tenu' mukha jovAthI ja jaNAi Ave tema che ke tenA hRdayamAM kAi paNa jAtanA pazcAttApanA agni saLagI uThayA che. rAjA udayanane satI sItAnI peThe pazcAttApanI agni parIkSAmAMthI saMpUrNa rIte navAIne vizuddha thaine mhAra AvavAnA avakAza maLe te mATe, tene humA sthirapaNe besI ja rahevA daIzu. te daramIyAna ApaNe tenA pUrva jIvana upara dRSTipAta karI laie. rAjA udayane peAtAnA AkhA jIvanamAM be evA bhayaMkara apakRtyA karyAM che ke jenA smaraNamAtrathI tene sarpada Mza jeTalI bhayaMkara vedanA thayA vagara rahetI nathI. jyAre jyAre tene e e apakRtyA yAda Ave che tyAre tyAre upara kahyuM te pramANe vicAramAM taTvIna thai pazcAttApa karavA lAge che. tenA hRdayamAM saLagatA pazcAttApanA agnI kevA javalata ane ma`bhedI che, te tenA pAtA sivAya bhAgye ja bIjI kAi rAjyamAM jAtu haze. Aje paNa rAjA teja pazcAttApa karI rahyo che. e e apakRtyA kayAM ? eka divasa rAjA vaneAtsava nimitte bhAra udyAnamAM gayA hatA, tyAM rAjapurUSa ane adhikArIo sAthe lAMbe vakhata vinAda karyo pachI, AhArAMte thADIvAra ArAma levA zayanagRhamAM gayA. sAta sahacarIe rAjAnI sevAmAM niyukta hatI. rAjA nidrAmAM paDyA eTale zAMta pagale cahucarIe bhAra nIkaLI AvI. mhAra AvIne joyu' te te ja udyAnamAM gheADe dUra eka AmravRkSa nIce eka tapasvI mahA cogirAja dRSTie paDyA. zAMta rajanImAM prakAzatA caMdra jevI te muninImukhajyAti nIhALI saghaLI sahacarIe te muni pAse vinayapUrvaka AvIne besI gaI. muninA mukhamAMthI gaMgA kalleAla sarakhA amRta pravAha vahevA lAgyA. amRtapAnamAM vimugdha thayelI sahacarIe rAjA uzvayanane cheka bhUlI gaI ! A tarapha rAjA jyAre akasmAta nidrAmAMthI jAgrata thayA ane jaLa mATe cahucarIne bUma pADI tyAre kAie kazA uttara ApyA nahIM. krodhamAM ne krodhamAM teNe be traNa vAra bUmeA mArI, paNa kazeA uttara maLye nahIM. AthI te nakhathI zikhA paryaMta saLagI uThayA. teNe mhAra AvIne joyuM teA saghaLI sahacarIone eka muti pAse AnaMdamaya vadane beThelI joi. krodhAvegamAM rAjA uddayana te tarapha dhasI gayA ane peAtAnA sukhamAM vyAghAta pahoMcADanAra A muni ja che ema mAnI tene pITha upara e traNa cAmuka mArI apamAnita karI tyAMthI kADhI mukavA hukama karyAM. cAmukanA prahAra sahana karavA chatAM paNa pelA muni zAMtabhAve jemanA temaja ubhA rahyA. gheADIvAre temaNe paga upADace Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. ane jatAM jatAM kahyuM che ke " rAjA udayana, kSamA, karUNA, dayA Adi mArA aMtaraMga mitro sAthe te mane puna: paricaya karAvI Ape te mATe kharekhara tuM dhanyavAdane rvacano rAjA pAtra che. tane hajI bhUlI dharmanA lAbha gayA nathI. ho ane tArU bIjIvAra kalyANa ho evA ja keeja hArI dhanA AveaMtima A zamAM rAjAjI zi che." A pitAnI 5chele A vitra mahArAzirvAda hajI NInuM khUna paNa pelA karI cUkyA hacAbukanA pra tA. te mahAhAranI jema rANInuM nAma rAjAnA hRda sAmavatI hayamAM vedanA tuM. sAmavatI upajAvI 2 rANI rAjA hyo che. cAbu udayananA akanI vedanA ta:puranuM eka te te gI apUrva tejobhUlI gayA mayaratna hatuM haze paNa cA ema kahIe gInAM pelA te khoTuM nathI karUNa Azi teNI puSpanA jevI komaLa tathA suramya, phaLanA jevI guNavatI tathA latAnA jevI patiparAyaNa hatI. caMdramAMthI nirjharatI jAsnA samI teNInI vAkyudhA, devadurlabha amRta samI teNInI sahRdayatA ane prakAza karatAM paNa vizeSa svaccha, AyanA karatAM paNa vizeSa nirmaLa ane devabhAgya sugadha karatAM paNa teNInI vizeSa pavitratA e savanuM varNana thaI zake tema nathI. samasta prajA teNIne mAtAnA nAmathI ja bolAvatI hatI. rAjA udayane e ramaNIratnane teNInI aneka sakhIo sAthe rAjamahelamAM bALI bhasma karI dIdhI hatI. Aje rAjA eja be durghaTanAonuM smaraNa ane pazcAttApa karatA beThA che, rAjanA saghaLA nokara-cAkarA pitapotAnA kAme cAlyA gayA che, mAtra eka rAjAja vicAramAM nimagna che, eTalAmAM eka nekare AvI khabara ApyA ke - 88 mahArAja ! eka bhayaMkara pracaMDa unmatta hastI............ " Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vIrakanyA-vAzuladattA. 25 rAjAe prazna karyo-"kyAM che?" "paNa mahArAja, pahADanA jeTalI che tenI uMcAI che." "paNa che jyAM ?" A pAsenAja gIca vanamAM." mAtra ekaja che ke AkhuM TeLuM ?" te mane khabara nathI." te te hastI kayAM ?" meM te pratyakSa ja nathI. je samAcAra sAMbhaLyA che te ja huM te ApanI pAse nivedana karavA Avyo chuM." - rAjA kSaNavAra vicAramAM paDI gayuM. rAjA jeke jaMgalamAM jaI hiMsaka pazuene vazIbhUta karavA sadA utsukaja raheto, ane te saMbaMdhI tenI kIrti bahu dUranA dezamAM prasarI gaI hatI; to paNa Aje unmatta hastInI pAchaLa javAnuM tene bahu mana thayuM nahIM. tenA manamAM vicArane saMgrAma cAlavA lAgyuM. eka kSaNe suvicAra AvIne rAjAne besI rahevAne upadeza karate, to bIjI ja kSaNe kuvicAra AvI jaMgalamAM pazubaMdhanAthe javAno Agraha karato. A pramANe manamAM ne manamAM ja thoDI kSaNe paryata yuddha cAlyuM. chevaTe kumatie vijaya prApta karyo ane rAjAne vanamAM mokalavA mATe taiyAra karyo. AjJA thaI ke:-"azvazALAmAMthI eka pANIdAra azva taiyAra karAve." nekara AjJAne mAthe caDAvI tyAMthI nIkaLI gayo. rAjA udayane vanavihArane paSAka dhAraNa karyo. je ke manamAM Aje pUrvanA jeTalo umaMga ke utsAha nahote, tepaNa game te rIte manane samajAvI vanamAM javAnI taiyArIo karI. tenuM mana Aje bahuja maMda ane nirUtsAhI che. rAjAe baLAtkAra pUrvaka mAnasika vyathI mukta thavAne nirNaya karyo, paNa tema thaI zakyuM nathI. ghaNI ja maMdatAthI vajajaDita bakhtara dhAraNa karyuM. mAthA upara zirastrANa dhAraNa karyuM. asAvadhAnatAne lIdhe eka be vAra mAthA uparathI mukuTa khasI paDyo, te paNa trIjIvAra te saMsthA pita karyo. hAtha pagane Avazyaka AbhUSaNothI alaMkRta karyA. tyArabAda hAthamAM talavAra laI kaTibaMdha sAthe laTakAvI dIdhI. talavAranA sparzathI rAjAnuM udAsa rakta kaMIka caMcaLa banyuM-hAtha pagamAM zaktino saMcAra thaye. rAjA udayana puna: eka rAjAne chAjatA mUtmabhakAthI azva upara ArUDha thaI vegapUrvaka vanavihAlathe hAra nIkaLI gayeA. (apUrNa) Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 strI kaSyanu saMzAdhana. 1 strIonA zreSTa saddaguNa kyA che ? 2 bALakane sadguNI banAvavAnI prathama - vAbadArI keAnI che ? 3. hAlanA strI zikSaNamAM prathama aMgrejI keLavaNI umeravA jarUra che ke gRha keLavaNI ? 4 strI va mAM jAgRti phelAvavAnuM sauthI uttama sAdhana Apa zuM mAneA che ? v nAnAM zahero mATe mutikAgRhAnI agatya Apune jaNAya che ? huM kanyAnA lagna pachI abhyAsa zarU rAkhI zakAya te mATe anukULa mAM zuM jaNAya che ? mAmaI paNuM mAtAnI ke mukhyakuLavaNI che svArtha tyAu maka color 22 meM jATa che. gema losa kholanA brAnanena sAmAM da X?N ga'gAsvarUpa vhena magananhena mANekacaMda jhaverI. zrI mubai jaina vinatAvizrAmanAM hAyikA ane rakSikA. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktimaiyAnuM bhAgavata, bhaktibhaiyAnA bhAgavatamAM zizuzikSaNanA adhyAya. 27 ( le0 jagajIvanadAsa pItAMbaradAsa gAMdhI. ) bhaktimaiyAe peAtAnu jIvana strIvarganI unnati mATe apaNu karyuM hatu. teo kahetAM ke strIo zakti che, ane zaktine khIlavavA sivAyanuM jIvana e zuSka jIvana che. gRhakArya mAM, saMsAra vyavahAramAM ke devasevAmAM paNa strInI hAjarI jarUranI che. bhaviSyanI prajAnA jIvanane ujjvaLa manAvavAnuM mukhya kArya mAtAnA hAthamAM che. kharekharU kahIe teA mAtA e khALakAnA prathama zikSaka-gurU deva che. teo A zabdo kahIne ja aTakatAM nahi, paNa tene AcAramAM mukavAne hamezAM bhagIratha prayatna karatAM. rAtrI divasa te mATe kALajI rAkhatAM, ane gharoghara bhaTakI A mAtAone peAtAnI pharajanuM bhAna karAvatAM. bhakti maiyA jyAre pharavA nIkaLatAM tyAre strIe tene page paDatI ane khALakA TALe maLI 8 mAtAnI jaya ' kahI tenA yazeAgAna karatAM pAchaLa doDatAM ane temane vaLagI paDatAM. mAtA bhaktimaiyA bALakane premathI kATI karatAM ane kaI sAtvika khAvAnuM ApI khuzI thatAM. ajJAna mAtAonI khIna kALajIthI ghaNuM maLakA pAtAnI taduMrastI gumAvI bese che ane rAgagrasta thai yuvAvasthA pahelAMja peAtAnA jIvananA aMta lAve che, e ghAtakI julama temanAthI sahana thai zakatA na hatA. AthI te pavitra mAMtA zizusa MrakSaNanA niyamA paNu samajAvatAM hatAM. koi vAra te srIsamAja ekaThA karI te viSayanA bhASaNA paNu ApatAM ane kAi vAra nAnA nAnA bALakone ekaThAM karI temane vividha prakAranA padArtho dekhADIne, aneka prakAranI vArtAo kahI saMbhaLAvatAM hatAM, tathA te vArtAonuM temane rahasya samajAvI Anada ApIne temanI mAnasika zaktine khIlavavAnA zrama karatAM hatAM. eka vakhata bhaktisaiyA savAranA nityakarmathI paravArI zaheramAM pharavA nIkaLyAM, te samaye zrIma MtAnI suMdarIe vividha prakAranA vaibhavanA anubhava karatI teNInA jovAmAM AvI. kAi hIMDALe hIMcatI hatI, kAi cA kAInA pyAlAmAMthI svAda letI ane petAnA bALakAne levarAvatI hatI. keAI caLakatI zIzIomAMthI davAnA DAjha pItI hatI ane nakhaLA bALakAne pIvarAvatI hatI. A dekhAvathI dIlagIra thatAM bhaktimaiyA AgaLa cAlyAM tyAM keTalIeka strIo ekaThI thayelI teNInA jovAmAM AvI. te Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. strIo A mahApAriNI mAtAne dekhI hRdayamAM AnaMda pAmatI tenI pAse AvI, ane kuLadevInI jema teNInA caraNamAM namana karI teo teNInI AsapAsa vIMTaLAine ubhI rahI. bhakitamaiyAe Aje je joela hato tenuM du:kha tenA hRdayamAM tAjuM ja hatuM. vaLI A prasaMge tyAM ramatAM nAnAM, gadAM ane muDadAla bALake paNa mAtA pAsethI prasAdI meLavavA TeLAmAM ghumI rahyAM hatAM, tethI prAsaMgIka bedha ApavAne durasta dhArI bolyAM. bahena, tame gRhiNI-devIo cho. are jagatanI mAtA che ane tethI mAtAnA kartavya dharmano abhyAsa tamAre karavuM jarUra che. tamArI tamArA bALako tarapha zI pharaja che, te tamAre prathama jANavAnuM che. bALakanA je pitA che te bALakanI buddhino janaka che, paNa mAtA tenA hRdayane vikasAvanArI ane piSanArI devI che. premALa hRdayavALI, sahanazIla prakRtivALI ane patinI hAyikA banI AkhA gRharAjyano bhAra tANanArI chatAM namra, vivikI ane maryAdazIla evI gRharANI mAtAja che. dezanI bALa prajAne bhaviSyanI sadguNI, taMdurasta ane udayavatI prajA banAvavI, e paNa tamAruM kattavya che. saMtAnonA kAca upara temanI mAtAnA caritra temaja zikSaNanI chApa paDI Ave che. mahApurUnA jIvana upara temanI mAtAnA khoLAnI ane dUdhanI asara vizeSa thayelI jaNAya che. e vAta nitya maraNamAM rAkhavA jevI che. bhakitamaiyAno upadeza cAlato hato tyAM najIkanA baMgalAmAMthI eka zrImaMtanA chokarAne bAbAgADImAM besArIne pheravA laI javAne tenI mAtA AjJA karI rahI hatI te tarapha sainI dRSTi gaI.zeThANIe paNa strIonA ToLA vace bhaktimaiyAne joyAM ane tethI tu tyAM AvI temane namana karI ubhI rahI ane pUchyuM " mAtA, juone, A mArA bALaka taMdurasta raheto nathI, huM hamezAM ghaNAM upAye karUM chuM. chatAM te bALakanI zArIrika sthiti sudharatI nathI, te khorAka laI zakato nathI, sArI rIte harIpharI zakato nathI ane sukhe nidrA paNa letA nathI. huM to tenI mAvajata - karI karIne kaMTALI gaI chuM. have mAre zuM karavuM ? " te gabharAelI yuvatinA AvA vacano sAMbhaLI bhaktimayAe badhI mAtAone uddezIne kahyuM, " priya baheno, A Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktimaiyAnuM bhAgavata, mALake tarapha najara karo. eka zrImatanA bALakanI kevI sthiti thai che ? janmathIja lAlana pAlanamAM ucharatA ane nAkarAne AdhAre aMgeAnI sakriyA karanArA mALakAnI AvI sthiti thai jAya che. temane sarva aMge chatAM te apaga jevA anI jAya che. mhena, tu je tArA mALakane mATe kaMTALA batAve che temAM javAbadAra tu pAte ja che. jagatapitA mahAvIra, kRSNa, rAmacadrajI e sarva rAjaputrA hatA, tArAthI tenA pAse anaMtaguNI lakSmI, sattA ane dAsadAsIonA juththa hatAM, chatAM temanA e khALake A mAmAgADImAM beThelA nirmaLa baTukanA jevAM nahAtAM. paraMtu vanakriDA karatAM ane anaMta zakti sphurAvatAM tejasvI ratnA hatAM. zuM te mAtAne zrImatAi bhAgavavAne jJAna nahAtu ? hena, kudaratI niyamanA tiraskAra karI mALAne khulI havAmAM jAte haravA pharavAnA lAbha na levA devA emAM zrImaMtAI nathI, paraMtu ulaTI parata tratA che. jherI mIThAionA khArAka, davAnA DAjha ane haravAkaravAnA pratikhaMdha e tArA bALakanA roganuM mULa che. bhaktimaiyAnA A vacanA sAMbhaLI pelI yuvati pazcAttApanA mahAsAgaramAM DubI gai ane pote pAtAnA khALakanI ja ghAtaka banelI che tema lAgI AvatAM atyaMta zAkAtura thai gai. A samaye eka garIkha yuti pAtAnA tAAnI bALakanA hAtha pakaDI tyAMthI lI mAtA, jIvA ne, A mALaka mane bahu pajave che. AkhA divasa doDAdoDa karI gAmanA karAenA kayA lAve che. keTalIkavAra meATI mATI TekarIo upara ane uMcA jhADa upara pasAra thatI ha. tI. taMdurastaane ne rUSTapuSTa a gavAlA te mAke peAtAnA pakaDelA hAtha cheADAvavAne prayatna karatA hatA ane siMhanA zizunI jema mATe svare cIsa pADatA hatA. te bALakane A pramANe tAqAna karatA joI sa ramaNIenI TaISTate tarapha gai teTalAmAM pelI strI bhaktisaiyA pAse AvI ane namana karI be 29 caDI paDatuM mUke che ane nizALe javAnuM nAma laie chIe tyAM aneka teAphAna karI mane trAsa Ape che. mAtA have mAre zA upAya karavA?" te yuvatinA A zabdo sAMbhaLI bha Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 sukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. ktimayAe kahyuM, "bahena, garIba kuTuMbamAM janmela bALaka ke taMdurasta dekhAya che? tene bAbAgADIne AnaMda maLato nathI, temaja urI jAtanuM khAvA-pIvAnuM ane sevakonI sevA maLatI nathI. te hamezAM chuTe pharato phare che ane aneka jAtanI aMga kasarata karyo kare che. rAtadivasa nAcavA-skUdavAthI tenI pAcanazakti prabaLa rahe che ane tethI te sArI taMdurastI bhogave che." A bALaka nizALathI nAse che teTaluM jatenA mATe aniSTa che, paraMtu temAM zikSaNanI rItinI khAmI che. putrIne sAsaruM ane bALakane nizALa e jIvananI unnatinuM mukhya sthAna che; chatAM bALapaNathI mAtAe tenA tarapha premane badale bhaya utpanna karAvanArI vAta karI tenuM te tarapha AkarSaNa karavAmAM vigharUpa thaI paDe che. nizALa e bALakane zAMti niketana che. tevA vicAranA saMskAra mAtAe temanAmAM mukavA joIe ane zikSake tenA pitAnuM mAyALu sthAna sAcavavuM joIe. tophAnI bALaka bhaktimaipAne joI cupa thaI gayo hato. tene maiyAe pAse lIdho ane kahyuM. beTA, je; je bhaNelA che te sukhI che ane nathI bhaNyA te vaitarAM kare che. nizALamAM to paisA kamAvAne pATha zIkhavAya che ne tethI sukhI thavAya che. beTA, tane sArUM khAvAnuM ane majA karavAnuM joIe to te tyAM che. jA bhAI, tyAM kAMI du:kha nathI le A phaLa, ane nizALe jA. tArI mAne ghare javA de ke rAMdhI rAkhe. saghaLuM zAMta thayuM eTale bhakitamaiyAe pitAno upadeza AgaLa laMbAvatAM kahyuM ke bahene! ApaNA saMtAnane kema keLavavAM e bahu agatyanuM zikSaNa che. je mahAna purUSanA caritre ujajavaLa daSTAMtarUpa banyA che, temanAM kAryomAM, temanA caritramAM temanA pitAnI chAyA nahiM jaNAtAM temanI mAtAnI ja chAyA temanI hareka cAlacalagatamAM jaNAI AvI che. priya he, tamAre tamArA saMtAne upara bhAre prabhAva pADe hoya, ane sAhasa, niDaratA, sahiSNutA tathA parAkrama vagere guNo temanAmAM addabhUta rIte ThasoThasa bharavA hoya, to tamAre bAlyAvasthAthI ja manuSyatvanA guNethI temane vibhUSita karavA joIe. manuSyatvanA guNemAM AtmanirvAhane guNa maTe gaNAya che. e guNane laIne bALaka sArI rIte svaparAkramI banI zake che. A guNane AvirbhAva jyAre thAya che, tyAre bALaka potAne sahAyaka bane che ane potAnA caraNa upara ubhA rahevAne te zakitamAna thAya che. pratyeka bAlake manuSyanA jIvanayuddhamAM kAvavAne zIkhavuM joIe. e guNane laIne tenAmAM zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika balanI vRddhi thAya che. ApaNAM bAlakane vidyArthI avasthAmAM mukatAM ja prathama AtmAvalaMbananA pATha zIkhavavA joIe. huM pite AtmAvalaMbI athavA svayaM nirvAhI thAuM; mArA nirvAhanA sAdhano mAre ja meLavavA joIe, bIjAnA zira upara huM bojArUpa thaIza nahIM, " AvA mahA vAka bALakonA hRdaya para ketarAI jAya to pachI te bAlakothI dezadvAra karavAnA mahAna kAryo satvara thaI zake. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhakitamaiyAnuM bhAgavata. 31 prasaMgopAta huM tamane amerikA dezanA eka svaparAkramI bALakanuM dRSTAMta kahIza. satyadeva nAmano eka bApu amerikAmAM gayA hatA. e pAtALa bhUmino addabhUta prabhAva jANavAne mATe tenA hRdayamAM tIvra jijJAsA hatI. te kAryavIra gRhastha zaeTala nAmanA eka gAmamAM AvI caDhyo. te gRhastha eka vakhata posTa ophIse gayA. tyAM TapAlane lagatuM kArya karI te pAchA pharyo, tyAre rastAmAM eka cha varSanA bAlakane vartamAna patro vecato joye. te bALaka cAlAka, taMdurasta ane tejasvI hatA. bALaka A gRhastha pAse AvyuM ane madhura svarathI kahyuM, " bAbu sAheba, Apa A vartamAna patra leze ke " ? bAbue maMda svare kahyuM ". rtamAna patranI atyAre mane jarUra nathI. " te utsAhI mALake vinIta vacane kahyuM, "A vattamAna patranI phakata ekaja paise kIMmata che, vadhAre nathI." bAbue jaNAvyuM, "nahi, AjanA vRntamAna meM jANI lIdhA che." balake A javAkhathI nirAza na thatAM pharIthI kahyuM, "eka pise e kAMI bahu mATI rakama nathI." chokarAno AvA Agraha joI te gRhastha khIsAmAMthI eka paisA kADhI te vattamAna patra vecAtuM lIdhuM ne pachI pUchyuM ke, chokarA, tArAM moApa haiyAta che?" "jI hA." cheDakare javAba Ape. gRhastha pharI pUchayuM " tAro bApa bahu garIba che ke zu? ?" te bALaka vismaya pAmI te gRhastha tarapha joI bolyA, " Apane ema pUchavAnuM zuM kAraNa che ? " kAraNa e che ke tuM vaktamAna patro vece che." catura bAlake kahyuM, " | vartamAna patro vecanArA mANaso garIba hoya che ? | bALakanA A vacana sAMbhaLI te gRhastha jhaMkhavANo paDI jatAM bolyA " chokarA, ema nathI, mAre pUchavAno Azaya evo che ke tArI aTakI nAnI vaya che Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strIsukha darpaNa-zrAvikA. tyAM hamaNAthI vartamAna patra vecI paisA meLavavA lAgyo che tethI tAruM kuTuMba paisAnI taMgAsamAM hoya tema jaNAya che." te gRhasthanA A vacano sAMbhaLI e bALake tenA tarapha tIkSaNa daSTi karI ane jussAthI bence, "are bAbu sAheba, mAre bApa garIba nathI, paNa bApanA AdhAre besI rahevuM e mane gamatuM nathI. huM ahIMnI TekanIkala skulamAM abhyAsa karuM chuM. ane mArA navarAzane vakhata nakAmo nahI javA detAM te samaye vartamAnapatra vecI temAMthI meM A zarIra para dhAraNa karela pizAka kharIdelo che ane mane joine tamAma kharca huM pote jAte udyoga karIne meLavuM chuM. tathA te uparAMta ahIMnI beMkamAM mArA pacAsa Dolara (lagabhaga doDha rUpIA) jamA che" te bALakanA A zabdonI te gRhasthanA mana upara bahuja asara thaI. teNe hRdayamAM vicAra karyo ke, A amerikAno cha varSane bAlaka potAno nirvAha svataMtrapaNa kare che. AtmAvalaMbI vIra bALakane keInI paravA nathI, te ATalI vayamAMthI ja jANe che ke, huM manuSya chuM, prabhue mane udyoganA sAdhanarUpa hAtha paga ApyA che ane tene upaga kema kare te mAre jANavuM ja joIe. priya baheno! have tene mukAbale ApaNuM dezanI sthiti juvo. ahiMyA che varSanA bALakane potAnuM mukha dhotA paNa AvaDatuM nathI. cha varSano bALaka te zuM paNa ApaNuM saMkulamAM bhaNanArA moTI vayanA vidyAthIo paNa potAnA abhyAsane AdhAra potAnA mAtA pitA upara rAkhe che. AtmAvalaMbanane aMkura temanAmAM prakaTa thato nathI. je mAtA pitA taraphathI temane kharca jeTaluM na maLe te temanuM bhaNavuM gaNavuM baMdha paDI teo kevaLa nirakSara rahI jAya che. vadhAremAM vadhAre ApaNA abhyAsI bALake je kAMI karI zake che te te mAtra eTaluM ja ke, teo bhIkha mAgIne bhaNe che. A adhama vRttinA saMskArathI temanAmAM AtmabaLa upara zraddhA rahetI nathI ane teo parapiMDepajIvI thaIne potAnuM jIvana gALavA pravarte che. priya he, tame tamArA bALakane evI Teva na paDe tene mATe kALajI rAkhaje. bahene tame bhAratavarSanI devIo che, dharmavIra, dAnavIra ane yuddhavIra purUSa ratnane pragaTAvanArI khANe che, dhamadhatA ane kuLAbhimAnathI dUra raheje, kAdavamAMthI kamaLa ane mATImAMthI ratno nIkaLe che. e vAta sadA lakSyamAM rAkhaje. tane mArA udaramAMthI pragaTa thatA maNuone amUlya banAvaje, nirbaLa, parAzrayI, krodhI, haThIlA, atyAcArI, nIca vRttivALA ane kRpaNutAne durgaNa tamArAM bALakemAM praveza na kare tenuM prathama dhyAna rAkhavAne sAvadhAna raheje." ATaluM kahI bhaktimaiyA cAlatAM thayAM ane sarva strIsamAja temanA nAmane jayadhvani karato vikharAI gaye. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivRtinA pavitra divasomAM vAMcavA mATe pUrve thaI gaelA mahA AcAryonAM cela apUrva amRtamaya jJAnanA pustako. taiyAra thAya che. jainanA apUrva sarvopayogI jyotiSa graMthonA 1 bhASAMtara-AraMbhazuddhi, ane dinasiddhi-lagnasiddhi. prakaraNa ratnAkara bhAga 1 le. 5-8-0 ( sAgaranA jIvonuM ekavIza bhavAnuM aneka samayasAra nATaka. . . 2-8-0 | kathAo sahita caritra che. .3-4-0 prakaraNa ratnAkara bhAga 4 - 7-0-0 | jaina kathA ratnameSa bhAga 8 me-solamAM jaina kathA ratnameSa bhA. 1 -jenI aMdara | | tIrthakara zrI zAntinAtha bhagavAnane rAsa sIMdura prakaraNa tathA gatamapRcchA mUla | aneka camatkArika kathAyukta. 3-0-0 bAlAvabodha tathA kathAo sahita A- | suktamuktAvalI-A graMtha jaina pAThazALAvelA che tathA vItarAga oNtra mUla tathA emAM manana karavA lAyaka tathA lAyabreartha sahita-e traNe graMtha sAthe A rImAM rAkhavA lAyaka temaja jaina samudAvaze. bIjI AvRtI........ .... 2-8-0 yane manana karavA lAyaka che..... 2-8-0 jena kathA ratnameSa bhAga 2je-jenI aMdara vairAgya ka95latA-A graMtha eTalo te 2bAvIsamA tIrthakara zrI nemanAtha bhagavA mIka tathA zrAvaka ane sAdhu sAdhvIone nane rAsa (padyarUpe caritra) kathAo sahita upagI che ke te aMta sudhI vAMcavA Avela che bIjI AvRtI. ..... 2-4-0 bhalAmaNa che. A graMtha vAMcakAthI ke manana jena kathA ratnameSa bhAgo -jenI aMdara karavAthI jena darzanananA tatvano bAdha thAya che. ... ... ... 3-0-0 zrAvaka pratikramaNa sUtra athavA vaMditA pAMDava caritra bhASAMtara raMgIna cItre sUtra apara nAma arthadIpIkA graMtha mUla sAthe. .... ... ... ... 5-0-0 tathA bAlAvabodha kathAo cata. 3-0-0. jena tatvadarza hIMdI bhASAMtara. 5-0-0 jena kathA ratnakeSa bhAga 6 Tho-gatamaku jena tatvAda gujarAtI bhASAMtara. 4-0-0 laka bAlAvabodha tathA 120 kathAo zatruMjaya mahAsya prathama khaMDa bhASAMyukta. ... ... ... ... 2-8-0 tara. .* * * * * 2-4-0 jena kathA ratnameSa bhAga 7 me-A graMtha- | jaina kumAra saMbhava. * * 1-12-0 mAM atyuttama dharmadhurI mahApratApI ane vidhAthI badhu kiMvA cAritra sudhAraNA saMmokSagAmI evA pRthvIcaMdra ane guNa baMdhI zikSaNa. * * 0-2-0 maLavAnuM ThekANuM. zrAvaka bhImasiMha mANeka. jaina pustaka vecanAra tathA prasiddha karanAra mAMDavI zAkagalI-saMbaI. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAminiyA hera oila. (saMkhyAbaMdha cAMda, sarTiphIkeTa ane abhIprAyo maLyA che.) bAlane magajane ' suMdara zAMta - suMvALA AnaMdI tejasvI che ane tathA cAlAka kALA " anArya che.? dIlane ane rAhata jaladI Ape che. vadhAre che, . bATalInI ki.rU. 1-0-0 vI.pI. 0--0 naiNu bATalInA rU. 2-10-0 pesTa 0-7-0 . lakhe- e gle. InDIyana Daga kemIkala kaMda jamAmasajI-muMbaI. - ejaTa amIcaMda DAyAbhAI ane kahe meDIkalAla-bhAvanagara, % A mAsika taMtrI devacaMda dAmajIe potAnA AnaMda che ! presamAM chApI potAnI * zrAvikA mAsika ' nI e phIsamAMthI pragaTa karyuM".