Sayam Kab Hi Mile

Author(s): Priyam
Publisher: Ashapuran Parshwanath Jain Gyanbhandar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034141/1

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Heart to Heart dareka jaine eka vAra avazya vAMcavA yogya saMvAda saMyama kaba hI mile ? mumukSunA haiyAnI vAta mAtA-pitAnA haiyAne priyam prAptisthAna - bAbulAla saremalajI siddhAcala baMglojha, hIrA jaina sosAyaTI, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda - 380005 Mobile - 9426585904 email - ahoshrut.bs@gmail.com

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saMyama kaba hI mile? sarvasukhasamAdAnaM, sarvaduHkhavinAzanam / sarvajIvahitaM vande, pAvanaM jinazAsanam // saghaLA sukhone ApanArA vaMdu jinazAsana tane saghaLA duHkhone kApanArA vaMdu jinazAsana tane, saghaLA jIvone tAranArA vaMdu jinazAsana tane saghaLA guNone dhAranArA vaMdu jinazAsana tane. jinazAsana eTale jinAjJA AjJA''rAddhA virAddhA ca zivAya ca bhavAya ca jinAjJAnI ArAdhanAthI mokSa ane jinAjJAnI virAdhanAthI saMsAra. saMyamano artha che jinAjJA pratyenI pUrNa zaraNAgati. pUrNa samarpaNa. e maLI jAya to samajajo ke mokSa maLI ja gayo. kharekhara.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? sasanehI pyArA re.. CONGRATULATIONS Apano dIkaro. je divase Apane A saMvAda Ape e divase mana mukIne nAcajo. e divase samajajo ke ApanuM AkhuM ya kuLa tarI gayuM. e divase samajajo ke ApanA upara amRtavarSA thaI. e divase samajajo ke Apano lADalo siMhaNano dhAvelo che. e divase samajajo che ke Aje sonAno sUraja ugyo. duniyA to tamane lAkha lAkha abhinaMdana Apaze ja, paNa enI pahelA huM tamane lAkha lAkha abhinaMdana ApuM chuM. AkhI duniyAmAM ApanAthI vadhu bhAgyazALI ane puNyazALI bIjA koI ja mAtA-pitA nathI. dIkarAnA A saMvAdanA Apa sAkSI bano e pahelA eka khAsa vAta,

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saMyama kaba hI mile? dIkaro nAno hoI zake che, paNa samajaNa kadI nAnI nathI hotI. je uMmare duniyA AkhI ya aNasamajamAM aTavAya che e uMmare ApanA kuLadIpake je samajaNa pAmI che, ene jarUra biradAvajo, enI vAta ne enI lAgaNI AmAMthI kazuM ya tUTI na jAya eTaluM jarUra dhyAnamAM rAkhazo. I say again, congratulations, A lot of congratulations.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? parama upakArI AdaraNIya dharmasaMskAradAtA parama pUjya mAtuzrI ane pitAzrInA caraNomAM ApanA bALanA bhAvabharyA praNAma. varSothI jenI nAdAnIne Apa hasIne ke raDIne satata khamatA AvyA cho ne mApha karatA AvyA cho e huM.. Apano bALa.. Aje kaMIka samajadArInI... kaMIka ApaNA sahunA hitanI vAta karavA mAMguM chuM. nAdAnI eTalI badhI karI che ke have samajadArInI vAta karatAM khUba saMkoca thAya che. chatAM A vAta karavI khUba ja jarUrI che. eTalA mATe lakhIne jaNAvI rahyo chuM. Apa khUba ja zAMta citte...madhyasthatA sAthe..ekAgratApUrvaka A vAta vAMcazo evo mane vizvAsa che. Please, mArA vizvAsane TakAvI rAkhajo, vAMcyA pachI zuM karavuM e to ApanA hAthanI ja vAta che. mArI vinaMti eTalI ja che. mArI pUrI vAta vAMcajo jarUra. pUrvajanmonA anaMtAnaMta puNyanA udayathI mane paMcendriyapaNuM ane manuSyapaNuM maLyuM. Aryadeza maLyo. parama pAvana jaina kuLa maLyuM ane ApanA jevA saMskArI mAtA-pitA maLyAM. satata ne satata Ape mArA saMskAronI kALajI karI, mane kusaMga ane kusaMskArothI bacAvyo. khoTuM kAma karatA rokyo. hajI anaMta puNyano udaya thayo ne mane sarano yoga thayo.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? mArA AtmAnI vikAsayAtrAne emaNe hajI AgaLa vadhArI. skula-kaoNlejamAM mane jenI bArAkhaDIno ya paricaya na'to thayo, e tattvajJAnanI prApti mane gurudevanI kRpAthI thaI. AkhA ya saMsAranuM citra mArA manamAM spaSTa thaI gayuM. Ama to meM mArI Asa-pAsamAM ghaNI vAra evA zabdo sAMbhaLyA hatA, ke saMsAramAM koI sAra nathI. saMsAra asAra che...vagere vagere... paNa have mane potAne aMtarathI evuM lAge che, ke A vAta sAva sAcI che. Apane potAne ya Avo anubhava che ja. Apa pote jinazAsananA hArdane pAmelA cho. suzrAvaka-suzrAvikA cho. saMsArane paNa Ape jAmyo che ane mokSane paNa Ape jANyo che. A jIvanamAM kharekhara zuM karavA jevuM che, ApaNuM kharuM lakSya zuM che, AtmAnuM hita zemAM che, paralokamAM zenAthI sukha maLaze, e badhI ja Apane khabara che. kAla sudhI kadAca evuM paNa banyuM hoya, ke jyAre jyAre Apane AtmahitanA mArge javAnI icchA thaI hoya, tyAre tyAre Apane mArI javAbadArIno ahesAsa thayo hoya, ane tenAthI Apa pAchA paDyA ho... ApanI bhAvanA pUrI na thaI hoya. paNa Aje huM pote Apane bhAvabharI vinaMti karI rahyo chuM. cAlo, ApaNe sau AtmahitanA mArge AgaLa vadhIe. parama pAvana zrI paMcasUtranA svAdhyAya dvArA meM jANyuM che ke A rIte Aloka paNa saphaLa thAya che ane paraloka paNa saphaLa thAya che.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? 3mayogamAM nIvitraM - sAdhutAnuM jIvana ubhayalokamAM phalaprada che. = mammI, bhagavAne A eka evI vyavasthA ApI che ke jemAM AlokanI koI ja ciMtA karavAnI nathI. pUrI mokaLAzathI pUrI anukULatAthI mAtra ne mAtra paralokanI ja ciMtA karavAnI che. mammI, sAdhutA e evI sthiti che, jemAM AlokanuM sukha paNa che ane paralokanuM hita paNa che - topunuM parohitam ghare rahIne ya dharma thAya - evuM ghaNA bolatA hoya che, paNa e dharma keTalo ne kevo thato hoya che, e ApaNe badhAM jANatA ja hoIe chIe, ane e thoDA ne kasa vagaranA dharmane saMsAranA moTA-moTA pApo kevA ghoLIne pI jatA hoya che, e ya ApaNe jANIe chIe. pappA, yugAdidezanA graMthano eka zloka che - kva gRhasthAzrame dharmo, yatrApyArambhabhIrubhiH / ekodarArthaM SaDjIvA, virAdhyante dine dine // gRhasthapaNAmAM dharma kyAM che ? kadAca vadhu koI ja pApa na karAya. kadAca hradayamAM hiMsAno Dara paNa hoya to ya...mAtra eka peTa khAtara ahIM roje roja SaTkAyanA jIvono kaccaraghANa vALavo ja paDe che. mammI, zuM A bhayAnaka hiMsAnuM phaLa nahIM maLe ? e jIvone trAsa ApIne, kApIne, bALIne, daLIne, taLIne kacarIne, chuMdIne, vATIne, pIsIne, bAphIne ne emanI karapINa hatyA karIne ApaNe sukhI thaIzuM ? 7

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saMyama kaba hI mile? jyAM sudhI ApaNe gharamAM hoIzuM, tyAM sudhI ApaNe pAMca katalakhAnA calAvavA paDaze. parza sUnA gRhathI - gRhasthanA pAMca katalakhAnA hoya che. cUlo e paheluM katalakhAnuM che. khAMDaNiyuM e bIjuM katalakhAnuM che. ghaMTI e trIjuM, pANiyAruM e cothuM ane morI e pAMcamuM. pappA, ApaNe to jIvadayAno jhaMDo laIne pharanArA chIe. ApaNe zA mATe A katalakhAnA calAvavA paDe ? are, ApaNe to e prAcIna katalakhAnAone vadhu bhayaMkara Adhunika svarUpa ApI dIdhuM. cUlAnI jagyAe AvyA gesa-sTava, ilekTrika sTava ne ovana. khAMDaNiyAnI jagyAe AvyA miksara, ghaMTI banI gaI grAinDara. pANiyArAnI jagyAe phrIjha goThavAI gayuM. ne morInI jagyA bAtharUma, leTrIna ne bejhIne laI lIdhI. hiMsAnA aneka guNAkAro thaI gayA. roje roja asaMkhya ne anaMta jIvonI karapINa hatyA thayA ja kare.. thayA ja kare.. thayA ja kare... o pappA, ApaNe zAMtithI A badho vicAra karIe ne? to ghara zabdathI ja bhayaMkara phaphaDATa thaI jAya, eka kSaNa mATe paNa gharamAM rahevuM azakya thaI jAya. vAta ATalethI patatI nathI. A pAMca katalakhAnA calAvavA mATe bahAra keTalA talakhAnA calAvavAnA ?

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? kayo dhaMdho evo che jemAM hiMsA nathI ? kaI nokarI evI che jemAM koI pApa nathI ? kayuM kAma evuM che jemAM mAyA ne mRSAvAda nathI ? kayo vepA2I evo che je cora nathI ? pappA, eka eka dhaMdhAne jo pagathI mAthA sudhI tapAsIe ne, to ApaNane pagathI mAthA sudhI dhrujArI chUTI jAya, eka eka dhaMdhA-nokarInA mULa moTI moTI hiMsA sudhI ne kyAreka paMcendriya jIvanI hatyA sudhI paNa pahoMcatA hoya che. chevaTe...vadhu kazuM ja nahIM to... anIti vagarano dhaMdho karavo e phakta muzkela ja nahIM, paNa azakyaprAyaH che, evuM Apa paNa kahetA ho cho, to zA mATe ApaNe ApaNA AdarzomAM kompromAijha karavuM? zA mATe ApaNuM dila DaMkhe evuM kAma karavuM ? zA mATe ApaNA aMdaranA avAjanI upekSA karavI ? pappA, eka ghaTanA vAMcI hatI - kariyANAnI dukAne eka kasAI Ave che, rU levA. dukAnadAra zeTha be paisAnI garabaDa karIne rU Ape che. kasAI to jato rahe che, paNa zeThane mAthe e RNa rahI jAya che. 9 marIne bakaro thAya che, ne e ja kasAI ene pakaDI le che. kasAI bakarAne bAMdhIne kheMcI kheMcIne ghasaDI ghasaDIne laI jAya che. rastAmAM pUrvajanmanI dukAna Ave che. bakaro potAnA dIkarAne jue che. jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. pUrvajanma dekhAya che.

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10 saMyama kaba hI mile? dIkaro mane bacAvaze evI AzA bakarAnA manamAM jAge che, pharI pharI e dukAnanA pagathiyA caDI jAya che. kasAI lAkaDInA mAra mArI mArIne ene pAcho nIce pADe che. bakaro maraNiyo banyo che ne kasAI ghAtakI banyo che. lohI nIgaLato bakaro pharI dukAnamAM caDe che. kasAI kaMTALIne kahe che - A bakarAne ahIM ja AvavuM che. pacAsa rUpiyA Apo to ahIM ja ene choDI jAuM. bakaro AMkhomAM AzAnuM aMjana AMjIne dIkarAnI sAme joI rahyo che. tyAM dIkaro to chaNako karIne kahe che - "mAre bakarAnuM zuM karavuM che ? laI jA ene.' khalAsa, kasAIe mArI mArIne bakarAne adhamuo karI nAkhyo. ghasaDI ghasaDIne ene laI gayo. ene muzkerATa bAMdhIne eka jhATake enuM gaLuM kApI nAkhyuM. lohIno phuvAro uDyo. vedanA AsamAnane AMbI. e harAmakhora dIkaro....meM ene lAkho rUpiyA ApyA ne e phakta pacAsa rUpiyA mATe ya mane...' AvA bhayaMkara raudradhyAnamAM bakaro mRtyu pAmyo ane marIne sIdho pahelI narakamAM pahoMcI gayo. karoDo-abajo-asaMkhya varSa sudhInI kALI vedanAo ene gherI vaLI. pappA, A badhI yAtanAonA mULamAM zuM? phakata be paisAnI anIti. pappA, zuM Apa iccho cho ke ApaNI sAthe ya AvuM thAya. You know very well papa, AjanI anIti keTalA paisAnI che ?

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 1 1 pappA, zuM Apa mane evA raste calAvavA mAMgo cho, ke je raste tiryaMca ane narakanA ATaATalA duHkho che. eka ghara calAvavA mATe keTakeTalI haiyA hoLIo keTakeTalI hiMsAo. keTakeTalI pAponI bharamAro...keTakeTalI uthalapAthalo.. keTakeTalA rAga-dveSo...keTakeTalA kaSAyo...keTakeTalI mAthAkUTo. Akho bhava A badhI rAmAyaNamAM bagADI devAno ane enA phaLa svarUpe Avato bhava... nA, bhAvinI AkhI bhavaparaMparAne ya bagADI devAnI. Aloka paNa gayo...paraloka paNa gayo. AlokamAM du:khI thavuM...pAponA poTalAone UpADavA ane paralokamAM anekagaNA duHkhI thavuM A ja gRhasthajIvanano sAra che. Kellos 4141, Let's get out of it. ubhayalogasaphalaM jIviyaM zramaNajIvanamAM nathI gharanA katalakhAnA. nathI dhaMdhAnI upAdhio.. nathI Tenzana.. nathI bhaya... nathI koInI lAcArIo...nathI pAponA poTalAo... tyAM to che nirdoSa ane ahiMsaka jIvana. prasanna ane mukta jIvana. mammI, kadAca tuM ema vicAre, ke dIkSA jIvanamAM ApaNe chuTTI thavuM paDe, paNa hakIkata enAthI kaMIka judI ja che. saMsAramAM kadAca ApaNe max. 25-50 varSa bhegAM rahIzuM.

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12 saMyama kaba hI mile? I say max. Can you understand Mummy? you know very well, Aje keTalA dIkarA mAM sAthe rahe che ? ne rahe, to kevI rIte rahe che? mammI, eka chokarAnI dIkSA thavAnI hatI, enI mammIne koIe pUchyuM hatuM - "tamArA dIkarAne tame dIkSA Apazo to zuM tamane raDavuM nahIM Ave?" enA mammIe javAba Apyo hato, "raDavuM to Avaze, paNa jo dIkSA ApIza to eka ja vAra raDavuM Avaze, jo dIkSA nahIM ApuM, to roja raDavuM Avaze." mammI, dIkSA vinA...vadhumAM vadhu 25-50 varSa saMyoga. dIkSA sAthe janmonA janmo sudhI...mokSa sudhI saMyoga. samudAyakaDA kammA samudAyaphala tti / parasparanI sahAyathI sAthe karelI ArAdhanA evA sAmudAyika karmanuM upArjana karAve che, ke enA mIThA phaLa paNa sAmUhika rIte prApta thAya che. sadgatinI paraMparAmAM...devalokamAM ne manuSyalokamAM ne mokSamAM. parva suvIdo vimo - A rIte sudIrgha aviyoga thaze. bhavonA bhavo sudhI ApaNe sAthe rahIzuM...sArI rIte rahIzuM... parasparanA sadbhAvapUrvaka rahIzuM ane sukhethI rahIzuM. mammI, If you can read some books, jema ke samarAditya kathA, pRthvIcandra-guNasAgara caritra, kuvalayamALA...etc. etc...

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? A badhAM evA ciratro che, jemAM cAritrasAdhanAne kAraNe bhavobhavanA sukhada saMyogonA DhagalAbaMdha udAharaNo che. bhagavAne potAnA jJAnamAM joIne ApaNane kahyA che. mammI, ApaNe jemanI pUjA karIe chIe, ApaNe jemane sarvajJa mAnIe chIe...karuNAsAgara kahIe chIe, e bhagavAnanI A vAta che. jeo koI mA-bApane du:khI karavA mAMgatA nathI. emanI vAta to sarva hitanI che. emanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM saunuM hita che emAM koI ja zaMkA nathI. mammI, ApaNI icchA mujaba cAlIne ja to ApaNe saMsAramAM bhaTakavA chIe. ApaNI buddhie ja to ApaNane narakamAM duHkhI duHkhI karyA che. anaMtakALa sudhI anaMtAnaMta duHkhone bhogavyA pachI anaMta puNyanA udayathI Avo sAco dharma maLyo. anaMta upakArI deva-guru maLyA. ne hajI ya ApaNe emanuM nahIM mAnIe, to kyAre emanuM mAnIzuM ? A bhavamAM nahIM chUTIe, to kayAM bhavamAM chUTIzuM ? mammI, 13 chUTavAnI zakyatA mAtra manuSyabhavamAM ja che. e paNa garbhaja bhavamAM. jyAM mAtA-pitA-putra-pati-patnI vagere saMbaMdho hoya che. I can understand ke moha jarUra hoya che. saMtAno pratyenuM mamatva saune satAve. paNa kyAreka to...koI bhavamAM to sattva dAkhavavuM ja paDaze.

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14 badhAM ja moha ane mamatvane vikherIne saMyamamArge javuM ja paDaze. to ja ApaNo mokSa thaze. to pachI...e sattva Aje ja kema na dAkhavavuM ? jo anaMtakALa pachI paNa A mohane vikheryA vinA saMyama kaba hI mile ? ApaNuM ThekANuM na ja paDavAnuM hoya, to A mohane Aje ja kema na vikherI devo ? hRdaya para paththara rAkhIne paNa...AMkha mIMcIne paNa paramAtmAnA vacanane anusaravAmAM ApaNA sahunuM ekAMte hita che. pharI pharIne 'viyoga'nI vyathA para AvIne ApaNe aTakI jatA hoIe chIe, paNa mammI, God told us...viyoga to saMsAramAM ja che. saMyamamAM nahIM. aNNahA egarukkhaNivAsisauNatullameyaM jo saMyama na laIe, to ghara-parivAra e zuM che ? eka jhADa para rahelA judA judA paMkhIono meLo che. rAte visAmA mATe bhegA thayA, savAra paDe tyAM pha222. iSTopadezamAM kahyuM che - digdezebhyaH khagA etya, saMvasanti nage nage / svasvakAryavazAdyAnti, deze dikSu prage prage // judI judI dizAothI ne judA judA pradezothI paMkhIo Ave che. judA judA vRkSo para eka sAthe rahe che ne savAra thAya eTale pota potAnA kAmane anusAre potapotAno rasto pakaDI le che.

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15 saMyama kaba hI mile? A che saMsAra, eka Trenano Dabbo, eka dharmazALA. jene ApaNe "ghara' kahIe chIe, e hakIkatamAM A che. Please try to understand, AmAM moha sivAya-bhramaNa ane ajJAna sivAya bIjuM zuM che ? ane AnuM phaLa paNa duHkha sivAya bIjuM zuM che? mammI, kadAca tAruM mana haTha pakaDaze, "bhale pacAsa varSa to pacAsa varSa, eTaluM to ApaNe sAthe rahIzuM." paNa A ya ApaNI bhramaNA hoya che kAraNa ke AyuSyano koI ja bharoso nathI. uddAma vU - mRtyu khUba ja jabaruM che - bhAre che - bhalAbhalAne bhoMThA pADe tevuM che. eka vAra e AvyuM eTale khela khalAsa. dharmabindumAM kahyuM che - durlabhaM prApya mAnuSyaM, vidheyaM hitamAtmanaH / karotyakANDa eveha, mRtyuH sarvaM na kiJcana // manuSyapaNuM khUba ja durlabha che ene pAmIne eka ja vastu karavA jevI che ne e che Atmahita. emAM biskula vilaMba karavA jevo nathI, kAraNa ke mRtyu akALe ja trATake che ne badhuM ja zUnya karI nAMkhe che. Don't we see Mummy? roja roja keTalA loko mare che ! ne kevI kevI rIte kare che !

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16 saMyama kaba hI mile? zuM ApaNo paNa AmAM naMbara nahIM lAge ? paccAsaNNo y| Try to look Mummy. It's just here. mota sAva ja pAse che, ekadama najIka. eka ja kSaNamAM ApaNo khela khalAsa thaI zake che. zAMtasudhArasa kahe che - kavalayannavirataM jaGgamAjaGgamaM jagadaho naiva tRpyati kRtAntaH / mukhagatAn khAdatastasya karatalagatai-rna kathamupalapsyate'smAbhirantaH ? // yamarAja satata jamI rahyo che. e satata trasa ne sthAvara jIvonA koLiyA laI rahyo che. je moDhAmAM che ane e cAvI rahyo che ne ApaNe enA hAthamAM chIe. zuM e ApaNane nahIM khAya ? zuM ApaNA jIvatA rahevAnI koI zakyatA mammI, God says - gRhIta iva kezena mRtyunA dharmamAcaret / dharmamAM evI rIte jhukAvo jANe mota mAthe AvI gayuM hoya, ane ApaNA vALa enA hAthamAM hoya. A eka evI sthiti che...eka evI bhAvadazA che je ApaNA badhAM ja mohane vera-vikhera karI devA samartha che. mammI, ApaNe badhA ApaNI-ApaNI dhAraNAomAM cAlIe chIe.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? paNa emAM A aNamola avasara hAthamAMthI nIkaLI jato hoya che. dullahaM maNuattaM samuddapaDiarayaNalAbhatullaM / dariyApAra javA nIkaLelA vahANamAM eka vepArI beTho che. eNe je kamANI karI hatI e badhI ja eka ratnamAM lagAvI che. abajo rUpiyAnA mUlyavALuM che e ratna. vahANanI dhAre besIne e e ratnane joI rahyo che ne tyAM ja e ratna enA hAthamAMthI chaTake che ne jatuM rahe che dariyAnA agAdha pANImAM. have ? pharI pAchuM maLe e ratna ? kadAca maLe to kaI rIte maLe ? jeTalI mahenatathI e ratna maLe...jeTaluM durlabha e ratna hoya, eTalo ja durlabha che manuSya bhava. mammI, bhagavatIsUtra, prajJApanAsUtra, lokaprakAza vagere graMthomAM judAM judAM padArtho dvArA manuSyabhavanI durlabhatAno je citAra Apyo che e jANIne kharekhara cakkara AvI jAya evuM che, AkAza, pAtALa eka karIne...lohI-pANI eka karIne P.M.nI Seat maLI hoya ne e maLyA pachI e P.M. eka ja miniTamAM rAjInAmuM ApI de, enA jevI Aje moTA bhAganA manuSyonI sthiti che. teo to bicArAM mUDha che, ajJAnI che, aMdhArAmAM che, ApaNe zuM jANIne paNa evI ja bhUla karazuM ? mammI, 17

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18 parama pAvana zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che dulhe khalu mANUse bhave, cirakAleNa vi savvapANINaM / gADhA ya vivAga kampuNo, samayaM goyama ! mA pamAyae // he gautama ! lAMbA samaye paNa pharI manuSya bhava maLe e sarva jIvo mATe khUba ja muzkela che. karmonA vipAko khUba ja AkarA hoya che = saMyama kaba hI mile ? mATe tuM AtmahitanI sAdhanAmAM eka samaya mATe paNa pramAda na karIza. bIjA bhavomAM A sAdhanA thavI zakya ja nathI. aippabhUA aNNe bhavA dukkhabahulA mohaMdhayArA akusalANubaMdhio / bIjA bhavo to ghaNA che, paNa emAM duHkhono pAra nathI, cAre bAju mohano aMdhakAra chavAyelo che, ne e bhavo pachI je paraMparA cAle che, emAM paNa zubha kahI zakAya, evuM kazuM ja nathI. Tell me Mummy-Papa, paga taLe kacarAI jatI kIDI kaI sAdhanA karI zake ? bArInI phAMTamAM be TukaDA thaI jatI garoLI kaI tapasyA karI zake ? katalakhAnAmAM karapINa hatyA pAmato pazu zuM svAdhyAya karI zake ? mAchImAranI jALamAM taraphaDatI mAchalI zuM Atmahita karI zake ? sUpa banI jatuM cikana zuM jinAjJApAlana karI zake ? jayUsa banI jatuM phruTa zuM mokSayAtrA karI zake ? dardIlI cIso pADato nAraka zuM dIkSA laI zake ? viratithI dharAra vaMcita devo du:khI thavA sivAya bIjuM zuM karI zake ? karI zakavAnI vAta to pachInI che.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 19 kazuM ya samajavAnI paNa sthiti na hatI evo ApaNo bhUtakALa che. are, keTakeTalA UMdhA bhUMsA magajamAM bharIne beThAM'tA ApaNe. evA ja UMdhA kAmo karyA ApaNe. ne pharI pharI upara AvIne ya DubyA - pAchA cheka taLiye jaIne pahoMcyAM. zuM A bhavamAM paNa ApaNe pharI A ja bhUla karavI che? ajuggA suddhadhammassa / e bhavo zuddha dharmanI sAdhanA mATe yogya na hatAM. A bhava yogya che. juggaM ca eaM poabhUaM bhavasamudde / A bhava to bhavasAgaramAM jahAja jevo che. zuM ApaNe ene saMsAranI moha-mAyAmAM raphedaphe karI daIzuM? mammI, jahAja to taravA mATe hoya che, pAra utaravA mATe hoya che. bhAMgavA mATe nahIM. juttaM sakajje niuNjiuN| ApaNA mATe e ja ucita che, ke ApaNe eno upayoga karIe, ApaNe ApaNA AtmArtha mATe puruSArtha karIe, AtmahitanI sAdhanAmAM ApaNe sarva zaktithI joDAI jaIe. A bhavamAM AnI sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja karavA jevuM nathI. triSaSTizalAkApuruSacaritra kahe che -svArthaaMzo di mUrvatA - AtmArthathI bhraSTa thavuM e bahu ja moTI mUrkhatA che.

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20 saMyama kaba hI mile ? saMvaraTuiacchiddaM nANakaNNadhAraM tavapavaNajavaNaM jahAja ApaNane maLyuM che, to saMyama dvArA ApaNe enA chidrone pUrI daIe. jJAna dvArA enuM sukAna surakSita karI daIe ane tapa dvArA ene anukULa pavanathI vegIluM banAvI daIe. mammI, bhavasAgara che bahu bhArI, jholA khAtI A nAvaDI mArI. A sthitimAM mane mArI mAtA pAsethI zuM apekSA hoya ? bhavapAranI ? ke pachI DubavAnI ? tuM jo mohAdhIna thaI, vivekane bhUlI, bhagavAnanA vacanane bhUlI to mAruM DubavuM ya nizcita che. ne tAruM DubavuM ya nizcita che. zuM tuM evuM karIza mammI ? mArA duHkhe du:khI thatI, mArA mATe vihvaLa thatI, mArA jIvanane ja potAnuM jIvana samajatI ne mArA mATe aDadhI aDadhI thatI, evI tuM ja jo mane A bhavane saphaLa karavAnuM protsAhana nahIM Ape, sAme cAlIne mane saMyamanI preraNA nahIM Ape siMhanAda karIne mArA sattvane vadhu ullasita nahIM kare, are, uparathI tuM ja jo mane rokIza...mane DhIlo pADIza... mArA mohanA udayamAM nimitta banIza ane mArI sadbhAvanAnI bharatIne oTamAM pheravI devA mathIza, to pachI mArA bhavapAramAM koNa sahAyaka banaze ?

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? o mammI, tuM to ATalI samajelI che, dharmaparAyaNa ane vivekI che, tAre to khuda saMyamasvIkAramAM AgekUca karIne mane AlaMbana ApavAnuM hoya, kadAca mArI koI DhIlAza ke adhurAza hoya to ene tAre pUrI karI devAnI hoya, enI badale jo tuM ja mane rokIza, to mAruM zuM thaze ? SoDazaka prakaraNa kahe che - tadrup hitA ca nananIti / mA e je hitasvinI hoya. Dagale ne pagale saMtAnanA hitano vicAra kare, Dagale ne pagale saMtAnanA hitano ja prayAsa kare ne potAno badho ja bhoga ApIne saMtAnanuM hita karIne jaMpe e kharI mA. mAtRtvano AnI sivAya bIjo koI ja artha nathI. Do you know mummy ? cAra prakAranI mAtA hoya che. (1) svArthamayI mAtA - jene mAtra potAno svArtha dekhAto hoya. je potAnA svArthane khAtara putrane paNa khatama karI de. 21 brahmadattanI mAtAe khuda dIkarAnA gharamAM Aga lagADI hatI. amarakumAranI mAtAe dIkarAne bila karI devA mATe veMcI dIdho hato. Aje lAkho mAtAo saMtAnane janma pahelA ja motane ghATa utArI rahI che, e badhI paNa svArthamayI mAtA che.

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22 saMyama kaba hI mile? (2) rAgamayI mAtA - je mAtAne svArthagarbhita AMdhaLo sneha hoya, dekhItI rIte to e prema lAge, paNa enuM pariNAma sAruM hotuM nathI. dIkaro dIkSA na laI le e mATe sukozalanI mAtAe chellI hada sudhInA prayAsa karyA hatAM. AvI mAtA potAnuM ya bagADe ane dIkarAnuM paNa bagADe. potAne ya duHkhI kare ne dIkarAne ya duHkhI kare. dIkarAnA zarIranI ja ene ciMtA hoya, AtmAnI nahIM. dIkarAnA AlokanI ja ene paDI hoya, paralokanI nahIM. dIkarAnA vyavahArika jJAnanI ja ene kALajI hoya, tattvajJAnanI nahIM. dIkaro enA rAgane poSe evA ja enA prayatno hoya, virAgane nahIM. dIkarAne saMpatti ane strI maLe evI ja ene icchA hoya, ene saMyama maLe evI biskula icchA na hoya, jANe saMyama pAmIne dIkaro vaMcita ne du:khI na thaI javAno hoya, evI enI mAnasikatA hoya che. pariNAma spaSTa che. potAnuM ya ghora ahita ane saMtAnanuM ya ghora ahita. (3) premamayI mAtA - je mAtA potAnA svArthane gauNa karIne putranA hitano vicAra kare. gajasukumAla, meghakumAra, zAlibhadra, kalikAlasarvajJa hemacandrAcArya ane mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI jevAonI mAtA AvI hatI. niHsvArthI premamayI. Aje paNa dara varSe thatI seMkaDo dIkSAonA mULamAM

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 23 premamayI mAtA hoya che. rAga bIjAne raDAvIne paNa dhAryuM karIne rahe che. prema khuda raDI le che, paNa raDAvavAnuM dhArato paNa nathI. AthI paNa AgaLanuM satya e che ke prema AgaLa cAlIne pUrNa saMtoSa ane prasannatA banI jAya che, jene Aje hajAro premamayI mAtAo kharekhara anubhavI rahI che. (4) vAtsalyamayI mAtA - je mAtA svayaM putranuM hita karavA mATe prabaLa puruSArtha kare. je mAtA sAme cAlIne putrane saMyamanI preraNAo kare... khuda pIThabaLa Ape. ne pratikULa saMyogomAM paNa putrane saMyama apAvIne jaMpe. araNika munivaranI mAtA AvI hatI. I know my Mummy, tAro naMbara trIjI ke cothA mAtAmAM AvI zake. pahelI ke bIjImAM haragIjha nahIM. ene to 'mA' kahevI e paNa eka jAtanuM mAtRtvanuM apamAna che. adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM kahyuM che - mAtA pitA svaH suguruzca tattvAt, prabodhya yo yojati zuddhadharme / na tatsamo'riH kSipate bhavAbdhau, yo dharmavighnAdikRtezca jIvam // kharA mAtA-pitA e che, kharAM svajana ane sadguru paNa e che, je khuda pratibodha kare, khuda saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAve, khuda mohanA paDaLone vikherI de ane zuddha dharmamAM joDI de. AnI badale jeo dharmamArge javA icchatA saMtAnane aMtarAya kare,

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24 saMyama kaba hI mile? rokakkaLa karIne enA vairAgyane hacamacAvI de, anAdi kALanA rUDha thaI gayelA mohanI udIraNA kare, ne saMtAnanI UbhI thayelI saMyamaprAptinI zakyatAne samApta karI de, e bahArathI bhale snehI-svajana hoya, hakIkatamAM e duzmana che, sauthI moTA dumana. I trust Mummy-Papa, tame AvuM karI ja na zako, kAraNa ke tame mArA sAcA hitecchu cho. mArA sAcA mAtA-pitA cho. khuda badhuM ja samajelA paNa cho ane sattvazALI paNa cho. plIjha, ApanA bALanI ATalI vinaMtIno Apa svIkAra karo. have saMsArane choDI do. saparivAra saMyamaprAptinI mArI jhaMkhanAne saphaLa karo. khaNe dullahe savvakajjovamAIe siddhisAhagadhammasAhagatteNa / khUba ja durlabha che A cAnsa, A avasara. duniyAnI durlabhathI ya durlabha vastunI kalpanA karo. ethI ya durlabha ati ati durlabha vastunI kalpanA karo, enAthI ya vadhu durlabha che A avasara, A che dharmano avasara. e avasara jene sAdhI laIe to mokSa ApaNA hAthamAM che. cAra gatithI mokSa, sAta narakathI mokSa. coryAzI lAkha yonithI mokSa. nigodanI jelathI mokSa, rAga ane dveSathI mokSa. viSaya ane kaSAyothI mokSa. kleza ane saMphlezothI mokSa, hiMsAdi pApothI mokSa. basa...chUTakAro. mammI, sukha mATe ApaNe dharmanI upekSA karatA hoIe chIe.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? paNa ApaNe e nathI samajI zakatA ke dharmanI upekSA e ja sukhanI upekSA che. kAraNa ke sukhano srota e dharma sivAya bIjuM koI ja nathI. saMsAranA kahevAtA sukho lAkho du:khonI khANa hoya che. RSibhASitasUtramAM kahyuM che - - appaM ca AuM iha mANavANaM, suciraM ca kAlaM Naraesu vAso / savve yakAmA NirayANa mUlaM, ko NAma kAmesu buho ramijjA ? // manuSya bhavanuM AyuSya sAva thoDuM che ne narakanuM AyuSya khUba khUba lAMbu che. sarva kAmabhogo narakanuM mULa che. kAmabhogamAM Asakta thayA eTale narakathI bacavAno koI ja rasto nahIM rahe. evo kayo DAhyo mANasa hoya, je kAmabhogomAM Asakta thAya ? samajadAra mANasa kadI AvI bhUla karI ja na zake. mammI, Please try to understand, saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahIM. hA, sukhanI AzA , sukhanI tRSNA che. sukha maLyuM evo bhrama che. paNa sukha nathI. mRgatRSNA jevI che ahIM sukhatRSNA. bicAro jIva sukhanI pAchaLa doDyA ja kare...doDyA ja kare... 25 e hAMphI jAya, thAkI jAya, Thesa khAya, ghAyala thAya, adhamUo thaI jAya, pharI doDe, pharI mAra khAya, AghAto ne pratyAghAto ene jarjarita karatA jAya,

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26 saMyama kaba hI mile? chevaTe e motane bheTe ne durgatinI paraMparAno yAtrI banI jAya. zuM AnA mATe che A jIvana ? ApaNane je jJAna maLyuM, viveka maLyo, zakti maLI, eno ApaNe A upayoga karavAno che? saMsAramAM kazuM ja levA jevuM nathI...kazuM ja sAruM nathI... koI ja bhalIvAra nathI. pAmavA jevo to che mokSa. 3vAre ya ghaNA navAii - mokSa ja upAdeya che. ApaNuM jIvanalakSya, ApaNe prAptavya, ApaNuM sArthakya A badhuM ja mokSamAM samAyeluM che. naM thI nampo - mokSamAM janma nathI. nava mahinA sudhI UMdhe mAthe jaTharAgninI bhaThThImAM zekAvuM. azuci vacce ja jIvavuM, azuci ja khAvI ane bhayAnaka vedanA sAthe janma pAmavo, A yAtanAo mokSamAM nathI. tane khabara che mammI? koI mANasane koI AkhA zarIre sADA traNa karoDa tapAvelA lokhaMDanA soyA, je tapI tapIne lAlacoLa thaI gayA hoya, ene eka sAthe ghoMcI de to e mANasane jeTalI vedanA thAya, enA karatA ATha gaNI vedanA garbhamAM pratyeka samaye hoya che. ane jyAre janma thato hoya

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? tyAre enA karatAM anaMtagaNI vedanA thatI hoya che. mAtA ane putra baMne mATenI 'naraka' hoya che janma. zuM tuM icche che, ke ApaNe pharI pharI A pIDAnA bhoga banIe ? cauda rAjalokamAM mokSa ja evuM sthAna che, jyAM janma nathI. ane janma nathI, ethI ja enI sAthe joDAyelI hADamArIo paNa nathI. mokSamAM ghaDapaNa nathI. na jarA - ghaDapaNa e kadAca Dabala mota che. apekSAo jyAM khUba ja vadhe che ne sAthe sAthe ja apekSAo jyAM khUba ja tUTe che. jAte ja ucherelA...kALajAnI kora ne AMkhonA tArA gaNelA potAnA ja saMtAno jyAre potAnuM ja apamAna kare, cUpa rahevAnA oDarsa Ape, rUmanI bahAra AvavAnI manAI kare, sAcI vAtane paNa dhaD daIne kApI nAkhe, jarUriyAtonI paNa dharAra upekSA kare, ne lAgaNIvaza banelA lAgaNIbhUkhyA haiyAne Ubhe UbhuM cIrI nAMkhe. A che ghaDapaNa. potAnA ja gharamAMthI potAnI ja hakAlapaTTI thAya, je hakAlapaTTI karanArA pAchA potAnA ja hoya. ApaNe jemanI sAthe pUre pUrA joDAI gayA hoIe, e ApaNI sAthethI pUre pUro cheDo phADI le A vedanAnuM nAma che ghaDapaNa. kone doSa Apavo ? saMsAranuM A ja svarUpa che. A ja krama che. phaphaso ceva saMmAro - saMsA2 Avo ja hoya. - 27

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28 gaTara jo cokhkhI thaI zake, to saMsAra sukhI thaI zake. saMsAranI gaTarane cokhkhI karavAnI mathAmaNa khUba ja kaSTamaya che. A mathAmaNa sAva ja vyartha che - ne A badho azakyano prayAsa che. saMyama kaba hI mile ? gaTarane phakta choDI zakAya che, cokkhI nathI karI zakAtI. saMsAranA duHkhothI mukta thavAno eka mAtra upAya saMsAratyAga che. na maraNaM - mokSamAM maraNa nathI. maraNa e bahu ja moTI mazkarI che. janmathI mAMDIne mANasa satata navA navA saMbaMdho bAMdhato gayo hoya, navI navI vastuone bhegI karatI gayo hoya, saMgharSa karI karIne je paisA bhegA karyA hoya, e badhuM ja eka jhATake mota chinavI le che. No doubt, motanI pIDA asahya hoya che. akathya hoya che. 'mota' A zabda paNa mANasane dhrujAvI devA mATe samartha che. paNa motanI A mazkarI para ApaNuM dhyAna ja jatuM nathI, pariNAme ApaNe AkhI jiMdagI mUrkha banyA karIe chIe. AkhI jiMdagInuM bheguM karela badhuM ja choDIne jatA rahevAnuM. pharI navuM jIvana, navesarathI zarUAta. navI gillI navo dAva. ATa ATaluM samajyA pachI kema vidroha na pragaTe ? kema mota sAme baLavo karavAnuM mana na thAya ? That's Possible Mummy. If we wish. gaNatarInA samayamAM ApaNe motane khatama karI zakIe chIe. If we wish. na vioo - mokSamAM iSTaviyoga nathI.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 29 saMsAramAM A zalya che. kAMTo che. iSTaviyoga. gamatI vastu | vyakti ghaTanAthI chuTA thavuM paDe. e tamAro jIva laIne jatA rahe, ne tamAre maDadAM thaIne jIvavuM paDe. tame raDo, kALo, AMsu sAro ke mAthA pachADo, paristhiti evI ne evI rahe. sambandhAnAtmano jantu-ryAvataH kurute priyAn / tAvantastasya jAyante, hRdaye zokazaGkavaH // jIva potAnA jeTalA jeTalA priya saMbaMdho kare che, eTalA eTalA enA hRdayamAM zokanA kAMTAo bhoMkAya che. saMjogamUlA jIveNa pattA dukkhaparaMparA / tamhA saMjogasaMbaMdhaM savvaM tiviheNa vosiriyaM // jIve Aja sudhImAM duHkhonI paraMparA bhogavI che, e trAhimAma pokArI gayo che. trAsI gayo che. gaLAphATa raDyo che ne AkAzaphATa cIso pADI cUkyo che. e badhAnA mULamAM hato koI ne koI saMyoga. saMyoga-saMbaMdhane mana-vacana-kAyAthI choDI devo e ja sukhI thavAno eka mAtra upAya che. saMyogA viprayogAntAH, patanAntA ivocchrayAH / saMyoganA aMte viyoga avazya hoya che. jema ke bola AkAzamAM uchaLe enA aMte patana ja hoya che. mammI, mArI dIkSAnI vAtathI tane takalIpha thAya che ne?

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30 saMyama kaba hI mile? e paNa A vAstavikatAne puravAra kare che. ApaNo Akho ya bhUtakALa AvI takalIphothI bharelo hato. ekavAra thoDuM sattva phoravIe, to kAyama mATe ApaNe takalIphothI mukta thaI jaIzuM. nALizsaMpaLa - mokSamAM anisaMyoga nathI. na gamatuM ghaNuM badhuM saMsAramAM mAthe AvI paDe che. keTaluMya nabhAvavuM paDe, calAvavuM paDe...mana manAvavuM paDe. mokSamAM A majabUrI nathI. na khuhA na pivAsA na anno koi doso / nathI bhUkha..nathI tarasa nathI bIjo koI doSa nathI koI ja jAtanuM duHkha..A mokSanI majA che. mammI, trAjavAnA eka pallAmAM AkhA ya saMsAranuM badhuM ja sukha rAkhI daIe, ane bIjA pallAmAM mokSanuM sukha rAkhI daIe, to mokSanuM sukha vadhI jAya. AgamamAM kahyuM che - taM Natthi maNussANaM sukkhaM, Na vi ya savvadevANaM / jaM siddhANaM sokkhaM, avvAbAhaM uvagayANaM // sarva manuSyonuM sukha...rAjA-mahArAjA-cakravartIonuM sukha... sarva devonuM sukha... indro-ahamindronuM paNa sukha mokSanA sukhanI sAme pANI bhare. suragaNasuhaM samaggaM, savvaddhApiMDiyaM jai havejjA / Na vi pAvai muttisuhaM, 'NaMtAhiM vi vaggavaggehiM //

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saMyama kaba hI mile? badhAM ja devonuM badhAM ja kALanuM sukha bheguM karI daIe, to paNa e mokSasukhanI tole na AvI zake. e badhAM sukhane Dabala karo...dazagaNuM karo. so gaNuM karo hajAro-lAkho-karoDogaNuM karo...are, asaMkhya-anaMtagaNuM karo. enA anaMta varga (slaversa) karo...e varganA paNa varga karo. paNa to ya e mokSanA sukhane AMbI na zake. mammI, ApaNane sukhI karavAnI jenI tAkAta ja nathI, e saMsAra pAse sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavA karatAM mokSanuM svAdhIna sukha ja na meLavI levuM joIe? savvahA aparataMtaM jIvAvatthANaM / mokSano artha che saMpUrNa svAtanya. jyAM sukha mATe tamAre koInA moDhA sAme joI rahevAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. asubharAgAirahiyaM saMsAramAM ApaNuM mAneluM-bhramaNAnuM je sukha hoya che, e ya keTakeTalI gaMdakIthI kharaDAyeluM hoya che, keTaluM zaramajanaka hoya che... keTakeTalA malina rAga-dveSothI bhareluM hoya che. mokSanuM sukha sAcuM che. zuddha che. svaccha che. saMtaM sivaM avvAbAhaMti / A sukha ja sAruM che, kalyANakara che. bIjA duHkhone na notare tevuM che. Come on Mummy, Let's get it. Please, Tell me yes.

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32 saMyama kaba hI mile ? zuM tuM mAruM-tAruM-ApaNA badhAMnuM sukha nathI icchatI ? icche che ne ? saMsAramAM sukha maLavuM zakya ja nathI. vivarIo a saMsAro imIe aNavaTThiyasahAvo saMsAra mokSathI UMdho che. bilkula UMdho. ahIM koI ThekANuM ja nathI. ahIM badhuM ja doDatuM che. parivartanazIla che. satata badalAtuM che. ittha khalu suhI vi asuhI saMsArano svabhAva ja evo che, ke emAM sukhI paNa kharekhara sukhI nathI. mammI, hamaNA te joyuM ne, noTo khoTI thaI gaI emAM zrImaMto kevA duHkhI thaI gayA ? bicArA, garIbone ya dayA AvI jAya evI emanI hAlata thaI gaI. AkhI jiMdagInuM emanuM bheguM kareluM hatuM. ne eka ja jhATake enA bhAgAkAra thaI gayA. hajI loko samajI zakatA nathI, paNa A to eka saMketa che. A eka alpa-anubhava che. eka ja jhATake eka paNa paiso lIdhA vinA paraloka bhegA thaI javAnuM che, enI A jhAMkhI che. kA...za loko samajI zakatA hota. paNa pappA, zuM ApaNe ya nahIM samajI zakIe ? saMtamasaMta - saMsAramAM je che paNa e ya nathI, kAraNa ke ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM e badhuM hatuM na hatuM thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke e hovA chatAM paNa AtmAne kaMI ja kAmamAM AvatuM nathI.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? kAraNa ke e jeTalo samaya che, enAthI vadhu to e nathI. jeTalo samaya nathI, enA anaMtamA bhAganA samaya mATe ja che. bahetara che samajI laIe - e nathI. paiso nathI. parivAra nathI. sagAM-saMbaMdhIo nathI. pappA, saMyama prApti mATe hakIkatamAM ApaNe kazuM ja choDavAnuM nathI, sivAya bhramaNA ke mAruM kAMI che. parama pAvana zrI AcArAMgasUtra kahe che se hudipa muNI jassa Natthi mamAIaM mokSamArganA daSTA e muni che, jemane 'mAruM' evI bhramaNA nathI. mANasa bhramaNAmAM ja rAce che, bhramaNAmAM ja jIve che. ne e bhramaNAne coTa lAge tyAre AMsuo pADIne raDe che. plIjha pappA, AvuM adbhuta jinazAsana pAmIne paNa ApaNe evuM ja karazuM ? Why ? evI ApaNane zuM jarUra che ? AMkho baMdha rAkhIne gADariyA pravAhamAM taNAIne ApaNe ya kUvAmAM paDavuM ja paDe, evI ApaNane zI majabUrI che ? pappA, saMsAramAM ApaNe je je vastune pakaDIne beThAM hoIe chIe, te te vastuno anubhava to thAya che, ApaNane te te vastu maLI...te te vyakti maLI... 33

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34 te te ghaTanA ghaTI...ApaNe joIe chIe - bolIe chIe... sAMbhaLIe paNa chIe...paNa hakIkatamAM A badhuM ja vyartha hoya che. suviNuvva savvamAlamAlaM ti kAraNa ke A badhuM ja svapna jevuM che. sapanAmAM paNa ApaNe kaMIka bolIe chIe, joIe chIe, sAMbhaLIe chIe, saMyama kaba hI mile ? anubhavIe paNa chIe, paNa e badhAMno koI ja artha hoto nathI. kAraNa ke sapanuM pUruM thAya eTale e badhI ja paristhiti badalAI jAya che. pappA, jene ApaNe satya mAnIne jIvIe chIe, e paNa eka sapanuM ja hoya che. e ya pUruM thAya che ne tyAre AkhI ya paristhiti badalAI jAya che. eka svapna evuM che ke je AMkho khule ne pUruM thaI jAya che. eka svapna evuM che je AMkho mIMcAya ne pUruM thaI jAya che. sammIlane nayanayorna hi kiJcidasti / AMkho baMdha thaI jAya eTale AmAMnuM kazuM ya nahIM hoya, plIjha pappA, svapna khAtara satyane avagaNavAnI bhUla ApaNe nathI karavI. yo dhruvANi parityajya, adhruvaM pariSevate / dhruvANi tasya nazyanti, adhruvaM naSTameva ca // je zAzvatane choDIne nazvaranI paLojaNamAM paDe che,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? enuM zAzvata paNa nAza pAme che ne nazvara to nAza pAmeluM ja che. pappA, eka philma traNa kalAke pUrI thAya che bIjI philma pacAsa / so varSe pUrI thAya che. eka nATakano paDado be kalAke paDe che bIjA nATakano paDado pacAsa / so varSe paDe che. che to baMne nATaka ja. AmAM kayAM mohAvuM ? kyAM mUMjhAvuM ? zenA khAtara AtmahitanI upekSA karavI ? ApaNe ApaNI Aju-bAju nathI jotA ? ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM keTakeTalAnI AkhI ya paristhiti badalAI jAya che. doDatA hatAM te lakavAnA khATalAmAM paTakAya che. hasatA hatAM te dhrusake ne dhrusake raDe che. AkAzamAM uDatA hatAM te jamIna para pachaDAya che. mAthuM UMcuM rAkhIne pharatA hatAM te koIne moDhuM dekhADI zakatAM nathI. nizciMta hatA emanI ciMtAno koI pAra nathI. majethI jIvatA hatA e maravAnA vAMke jIve che. hajI hamaNAM ja maLyA hatA emanA 'opha' thaI javAno phona Ave che. pappA, thoDA varSa pahelAnI eka ghaTanA. 35 muMbaIthI bhIvaMDI javA mATe eka parivAra basanI rAha joto hato. pati, patnI, eka varSanI dIkarI ane patnInI eka sakhI.

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36 basa Ave te pahelA patine koI vastu levAnuM yAda AvyuM. pati doDatA ghare gayA. saMyama kaba hI mile ? daramiyAnamAM basa AvI. e lokoe basa rokI rAkhI, basa, hamaNA Ave ja che...hamaNA AvyA... vIza miniTa sudhI e prAiveTa basa khoTI thaI. pati AvyA. badhAM caDyA. chellI sITe jagyA maLI. bhIvaMDI AvavAne daza-paMdara miniTanI vAra hatI pati-patnIne thayuM ke AgaLa jagyA khAlI thaI gaI che. pahelI sITe AvI jaIe, tyAMthI tarata utarI javAze. pati-patnI AgaLa AvI gayA. dIkarI sakhInA khoLAmAM pAchaLanI sITe ramatI rahI. khADI parano pula Avyo. DrAivaranuM saMtulana na rahyuM. basa paDI khADImAM. AgaLano bhAga pANI ane kAdavamAM. pAchaLano bhAga havAmAM ahvara. AgaLavALA badhAM ja gUMgaLAI gUMgaLAIne marI gayA, ane pAchaLavALA badhAM ja bacI gayA. patinA bhAI jAtrA karavA gayela. 'akasmA'nA samAcAra ApIne temane 'sAcavI'ne bolAvAyA. bilDIMganA kampAunDamAM be lAza paDI hatI. jotAveMta avAcaka thaI gayA. emanA ekanA eka dIkarAnI dIkSAnI 'jaya' bolAI cUkI hatI, enA daramiyAna A ghaTanA banI hatI.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? parivAramAM have bIjo koI ja puruSa-sabhya bacyo na hato. sivAya eka putra. e bhAI jyAre gurudevane vaMdana karavA AvyA, tyAre gurudeve temane AzvAsana ApyuM - "tame ciMtA nahIM karatAM, jIgaranI dIkSA ApaNe pachI karazuM." bhavasvarUpane samajelA e bhAIe javAba Apyo, "sAhebajI, huM Apane e ja kahevA Avyo chuM, ke je muhUrte enI dIkSA che, enA karatAM paNa vaheluM koI muhUrta AvatuM hoya, to e muhUrte dIkSA ApI do, kAraNa ke AyuSyano koI ja bharoso nathI.'' pappA, jIvanane mAthe mota che. sukhane mAthe duHkha che. saMyoganA mAthe viyoga che. ekane levA jatAM bIjuM avazya sAthe AvavAnuM ja che. e na Ave tyAM sudhI paNa satata mAthe toLAvAnuM ja che. jenA AdhAre ApaNe saMsAramAM beThAM hoIe chIe, e khuda nirAdhAra hoya che. tA atamistya pakivaMdhei - to pachI AvA saMsAranA rAgathI saryuM. - 37 voha me anupAtlR - plIjha, Apa mArA upara kRpA karo 3pnamaha aaN vudhdhivittaN - saMsArano aMta lAvavA mATe Apa udyamavaMta thAo. pappA,

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38 saMyama kaba hI mile? A jIvanano sAra A ja che. A ja upAdeya che. A ja karavA jevuM che. AnAthI ja ApaNe sukhI thaIzuM. ahaM pi tumhANumaIe sAhemi eaM Nivvinno jammamaraNehiM ApanI anumatithI huM paNa saMsArano aMta karanArI sAdhanA karuM, pappA, huM Apane mArA hRdayanI vAta kahuM chuM. have saMsAramAM mane koI ja rasa nathI. jinavANIthI meM saMsAranuM kharuM svarUpa jANyuM che. saMsAra eka jela che, jemAM ApaNe anAdikALathI sabaDI rahyA chIe. saMsAra eka katalakhAnuM che, jemAM bhavo bhava ApaNI katala thaI rahI che. saMsAra eka pAgalakhAnuM che, jyAM jIvo hAthe karIne duHkhI thavAnA dhaMdhA kare che. saMsAra eka dAvAnaLa che, jyAM viSaya-kaSAyanI Aga bhaDake baLI rahI che. saMsAra eka yuddhabhUmi che, jyAM game tyAMthI game tyAre prahAra thaI zake che. saMsAra eka zmazAna che, jyAM zokanI Aga kadI bujhAtI ja nathI. saMsAra eka dariyo che, jeNe ApaNane anaMtavAra DubADyo che. saMsAra eka rAkSasa che, je avAra-navAra ApaNuM lohI pIdhAM kare che. I tell you truth papa, Now I have no interest in sansara. tamane khabara che pappA, saMsAramAM ApaNe eka eka jAtinA jIvanA keTalA bhavo karyA che? phakata ApaNA iyaLanA bhavo keTalA thayA khabara che ? cokhAnA dANA jeTalI iyaLa tarIke ApaNe eTalI badhI vAra janmyA, ke te dareka bhavonA jo DeDa-boDIjha sAcavIne rAkhavAmAM Ave,

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39 saMyama kaba hI mile? to asaMkhya yojananA A AkhA ya cauda rAjaloka enAthI bharAI jAya, to ya e DeDa-boDIjha pUrA na thAya. bIjA cauda rAjaloka hoya to e ya bharAI jAya. trIjA ya bharAI jAya, cothA ya bharAI jAya, pAMcamAM...chaThThA... so.. baso...pAMcaso...hajAra...lAkha... karoDa...karoDo...abajo... asaMkhya...lAkho asaMkhya...karoDo asaMkhya...abajo asaMkhya... pappA, anaMta cauda rAjaloka jemanA DeDa-boDIjhathI bharAI jAya, eTalA to ApaNe iyaLanA bhavo karyA che. eTalA ja kIDInA bhavo, makoDAnA bhavo, mAkhI-maccharanA bhavo, ne pappA, kalpanA karo, ke kUtarA, bilADA, gAya, bheMsa, gadheDA, kabUtara, kAgaDA jevA to ApaNe keTalA bhavo karyA haze ! emanA DeDaboDIjha hoya, to to keTalA anaMta cauda rAjaloka bharAI jAya ! pappA, vairAgyazataka kahe che - Na sA jAi Na sA joNI, Na taM ThANaM Na taM kulaM / Na jAyA Na muA jattha, savve jIvA aNaMtaso // evI koI jAti ke yoni nathI, evuM koI sthAna ke kuLa nathI, jyAM sarve jIvo anaMta vAra janmyA ane maryA nathI. basa pappA, have bahu thayuM, mane mArI najara sAme mAro Akho ya bhUtakALa dekhAya che. ne huM thatharI jAuM chuM. mAruM mAthuM zaramathI nIce jhukI jAya che.

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40 saMyama kaba hI mile? mane mArA upara ja dayA AvI jAya che. pappA, iyaLa vagerenI vAta to javA do, sAte narakanA coryAzI lAkha narakAvAso che. narakAvAso te te narakanA virATa vibhAgo hoya che. e dareke dareka narakAvAsamAM ApaNo jIva anaMtavAra janmI cUkyo che. e virATa, ativirATa AyuSyo ne e kAtila-atikAtila vedanA... kaI rIte e badho samaya kApyo haze? kaI rIte e badhuM duHkha sahana karyuM haze? pappA, muMbaInA devanAranA ne haidarAbAdanA ala-kabIranA katalakhAnA che ne? e ApaNo bhUtakALa che. posTrIphArmo, macchImArIo, maTana-zopo, hatyAkAMDo, bombavisphoTo Aga-durghaTanAo, bhUkaMpo, pUro, sunAmIo, akasmAto.. A badhuM ja ApaNo itihAsa che. Aje kaMIka avakAza maLyo, kaMIka svAdhInatA maLI, tyAre ApaNe evA roMga naMbaramAM khovAI jaIe chIe, ke pharIthI e ja ItihAsanuM punarAvartana karavuM paDe evI sthiti thaI jAya che. basa, have bahu thaI gayuM. have A janma-maraNo-ghaDapaNo-rogo-yAtanAothI huM kaMTALI gayo chuM. have mAre jaldIthI jaldI mokSamAM jatAM rahevuM che. plIjha, Apa mArA para kRpA karo,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? samijjhai a me samIhiaM gurupabhAveNaM / guruprabhAvathI mAro manoratha jarUra saphaLa thaze. pappA, I know you worry about me, huM doSapUrNa chuM, ALasu ne sukhazIla chuM. saMsAranA ghaNAM ghaNAM nakharAM karanAro chuM. are, ApanI AgaLa jIda karI karIne paNa mArA zokhone pUrA karanAro chuM. ane eTale ja mArI A badhI vAtomAM Apane pokaLatA lAge, Apane mArA mATe zaMkA paDe ne mArI ciMtA thAya e zakya che. paNa pappA, have e badho bhUtakALa thaI gayo che. chellA keTalAya samayathI Apa mArI badalAyelI vRtti-pravRtti joI rahyA cho. mane khudane bhItarathI-bhAvathI sAdhutAno anubhava thaI rahyo che. have gharamAM rahevuM ne saMsAranA vyavahAromAM parovAvuM e mane taddana ajugatuM ne vicitra lAgI rahyuM che. mane satata manamAM evuM thayA kare che, ke toDI nAkhuM saMsArane, bhukkA bolAvI dauM karmonA, Aga lagADI dauM doSone, are, mArA ekalAnI kayAM vAta karuM, mane to evuM thAya che ke badhAM ja jIvone dIkSA apAvI dauM, 41

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42 sAte narakanA badhAM ja jIvone mukta karI dauM, nigodanI jelanA daravAjA kholI nAMkhuM, badhAM ja tiryaMcone sAdhanAmAM joDI dauM, badhAM ja devone sAdhutAno sparza karAvI dauM, paNa pappA, I know, That's impossible, Not possible at all. A to mArI bhAvanAnI vAta che. paNa mArA ekanI bAbatamAM to e Possible che ja ne, ane jo Apa iccho, Apa kRpA karo, Apa mArI vAta mAno, to Apa sahunA mATe paNa A Possible che ja. cAlo ne pappA, ApaNe . sahu ApaNe khuda sarvaduHkhothI mukta thaIe ane bIjA paNa aneka jIvone mukta karIe. Aje mArI pAse A jJAna ane vairAgyanI bhUmikA che, ane saMyamajIvananI prApti bAda to gurumahArAja beThAM ja che. saMyamajIvananI sAdhanA karIe, saMyama kaba hI mile ? I know Papa, A bhavasAgarane mAtra mArA bAvaDAnA jore nathI taravAno, gurunI kRpAthI taravAno che. huM khUba ja bhAgyazALI chuM ke A kALamAM paNa mane UMcA guru maLyA che emanA guNo, emanI karuNA, emanuM vAtsalya, emanuM pIThabaLa, emanuM AlaMbana, emanI preraNA, -

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43 saMyama kaba hI mile? emanI vAcanA, emanuM vyaktitva... A badhuM ja mArA jIvanano AdhAra banI raheze. emanA sAnnidhyamAM emanA zaraNamAM emanI chAyAmAM mane saMsArano koI ja bhaya nahIM rahe. emanI kRpAthI mArI sAdhanA saDasaDATa cAlaze ne mAro AtmA vikAsanA nita navA zikharone sara karato raheze. pappA, ApaNe tyAM evuM paNa bolAtuM hoya che, ke mahAtmAne ziSyo karavAno moha hoya che, kadAca gurudeve mane je jJAna ApyuM, eno paNa Avo artha nIkaLI zake. paNa pappA, jinazAsananI vAstavikatA kaMIka judI ja che. ziSya e sTeTasa nathI, balka eka javAbadArI che. eka AtmAne mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavAnI javAbadArI, sadguru A vAstavikatAne barAbara samaje che. lobhI ke lAlacI e kadI sadguru na hoI zake. sadguru e che ke jemanI AMkhomAMthI niHsvArtha vAtsalya nItaratuM hoya. sadguru e che ke jemane ziSyanI leza paNa apekSA na hoya, sadaguru e che je mAtra eka AtmAne tAravAnI bhAvanAthI ja pratibodha kare, sadguru e che ke je tapa, tyAga ane saMyamanI mUrti hoya, sadaguru e che jemanA rome romathI niHspRhatA jharatI hoya,

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44 saMyama kaba hI mile? sadguru e che jeo jJAna ane saMyamanA subhaga samanvaya hoya. pappA, mArA mATe mana mUkIne nAcavA jevI A ghaTanA che ke mane AvA sadguru maLyA che, emanI kRpAthI mArA manoratho jarUra saphaLa thaze. pappA, kadAca Apa ema kaho, ke hajI meM saMsAra joyo nathI, saMsAranA sukha kevA hoya, enI mane kazI ja khabara nathI, ane eTale ja mArI A badhI vAto Apane pokaLa lAge, bALaramata lAge e zakya che, paNa pappA, huM sAva nAno to nathI saMsArano anubhava nathI e vAta sAcI, paNa saMsArathI huM sAva ajANa to nathI ja. ane pappA, ApaNA saMsAramAM to zuM kasa paNa che? kevA kevA rAjA-mahArAjAoe, rAjakumAro ane zreSThiputroe Aja sudhImAM dIkSA lIdhI che, e Apa kayAM nathI jANatA? are, cakravartIo suddhA eka lAkha bANuM hajAra rANIone choDIne je paMthe sidhAvyA hatA, e A pAvana paMtha che. sanaskumAra cakravartI badhuM ja choDIne pravrayAnA paMthe sidhAvyA eka lAkha bANuM hajAra patnIo, cauda ratno, nava nidhAno, channu karoDa gAma, batrIsa hajAra deza, traNa karoDa gokuLa, coryAzI lAkha hAthI, coryAzI lAkha ghoDA, coryAzI lAkha ratha,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? traNa karoDa sainika... badhuM ja choDIne...saMyama svIkArIne...e rAjarSi cAlI nIkaLyA. emane jeTalo jhaLahaLato vairAgya hato eTalo ja badhAMne hajI emanA para rAga hato. hajI badhAM emanI dIkSAne svIkAravA taiyAra na hatAM divasonA divaso sudhI e Akho ya parivAra e karoDono rasAlo emanI pAchaLa ne pAchaLa pharyo. rANIo codhAra AMsue raDe che, parivAra vilApa kare che. maMtrIo vinave che, hAthIo ne ghoDAo TapoTapa AMsu pADe che, badhAMnI eka ja vAta che - pAchAM pharo. "tamArA vinA ame badhAM ya anAtha chIe, Apa amane sanAtha karo. zuM guno che amAro ke Apa amane choDo cho, ApanA vinA amAruM koNa ? kRpA karo, pAchA pharo.'' pAchA pharavAnI vAta to dUra, e rAjarSi AMkho UMcI karIne jotA suddhA / nathI. haiyuM hacamacAvI de evI sAme kAkalUdIo thaI rahI che ne emanuM eka ruMvADuM paNa pharakatuM nathI. aMtaramAM vairAgyanI akhaMDa jyota jhaLahaLI rahI che. 45 ne enA ajavALAmAM e rAjarSine spaSTa dekhAI rahyuM che, ke jo A lokonI lAgaNImAM huM taNAyo, jo emanA snehapAzamAM huM baMdhAyo,

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46 ne pAcho pharyo, to pachI mAruM narakagamana nizcita che. dekhAtuM A badhuM ja sukhasAmrAjya hakIkatamAM to narakanuM bhAthuM che. sAtamI narakanI kAramI pIDAomAM huM bhayaMkara cIso pADato hoIza, tyAre A badhAmAMthI mane koNa bacAvavA AvavAnuM che ? koi kisI ke kAma na Aye / koI koIne kAma AvatuM nathI. huM mArA raste paDIza. e badhAM emanA raste paDaze. savve jIvA puDho puDho mamattaM baMdhakAra saMyama kaba hI mile ? pappA, badhAM jIvo judA judA che...badhAM ja chUTTA che... emanA pratyenA mamatvabhAvathI ja ApaNe baMdhAyelA rahIe chIe sAdhanA karavAnI svAdhInatA hoya che, tyAre jIva A badhI mathAmaNomAM racyo pacyo rahe che. jAta jAtanI pharajo nibhAvavAmAM AtmA pratyenI pharaja bhUlAI jAya che. aMte vahelA ke moDA e badhAM ja jIvo potapotAnA raste paDe che ne ApaNo potAno AtmA paNa bhavabhramaNamAM AgaLa vadhe che, jyAM sAdhanAnI svAdhInatA to nathI ja hotI samaja suddhA nathI hotI. dhammArAhaNaM khu hiyaM savvasattANaM / enI badale eka AtmA sAdhanAnA mArge jAya, to enuM potAnuM paNa kalyANa thAya che ane bIjAnuM paNa kalyANa thAya che.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? kAraNa ke premapAtra vyakti je dizAmAM jAya, e dizAmAM sahaja paNe emanA paNa paga vaLI jAya che. pappA, svajanano moha to badhAMne hoya, svajana saMyamanA mArge jAya to e mohane dhakko paNa lAge ja. paNa pachI e vyakti bahu ja saraLatAthI sarvavirati ke dezavirati pratye DhaLI jatI hoya che, 47 evA Aje hajAro daSTAMto che. to zuM A aparaMpAra lAbha nahIM ? mohane poSavAmAM sva-para baMnenI durgati nizcita che. mohane dhakko lAge to svanI sAthe sAthe pa2nuM paNa kalyANa saMbhavita che. pappA, dharmathI DaravAnI bilkula jarUra nathI. ghaNA loko dharmane 'sAvakI mA'nI jema jotA hoya che, enI sAthe sAvadhAnIthI vyavahAra kare ne enAthI salAmata aMtare rahe, e loko hakIkatamAM dharmane samajyA ja nathI. dharma to vhAlasoyA bhAI jevo che. sagI mAtA jevo che. je sarva rIte ApaNuM sAruM ja kare. ApaNA Alokane ane paralokane sukhI ja kare. dharmabindumAM kahyuM che - dharmazcintAmaNi: zreSTho, dharma: vALamuttamam| hita ekAntato dharmo, dharma evAmRtaM param //

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48 saMyama kaba hI mile? zreSTha ciMtAmaNi koI hoya to e che dharma. uttama kalyANa koI hoya, to e che dharma. ekAnta hitakArI paNa che dharma ane parama amRta koI hoya, to e che dharma. pappA, plIjha, mArI ATalI vinaMti Apa mAno, saMyamanA svIkAra mATe Apa saparivAra udyata thAo. kharekhara ApaNo A janma saphaLa thaI jaze, pappA, A durlabha bhava - A durlabha sAmagrI A badhuM saMsAranA DhasaraDAo karavA mATe nathI, cAritranI sAdhanA karIne AtmAne sarva duHkhothI mukta karavA mATe che. plIjha pappA, mane ApanuM RNa utAravAno moko Apo, sthAnAMga AgamamAM kahyuM che - ke mAtA-pitAnI game teTalI sevA karIe, to paNa emanA upakArano badalo na vaLI zake, phakata emane kevalI prajJapta dharma ApavAthI ja emanA upakArano badalo vaLI zake. plIjha mammI-pappA, Apa mArI ATalI vAta mAno. ane jo kadAca hAla-hAlanA saMyogomAM ApanA mATe A vastu zakya na ja hoya, to Apa mane saharSa anumati Apo huM ApanuM kula ajavALIza. huM ApanI kukha ujALIza.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 49 Apano putra thaIne huM saMsAranI gaTaramAM ragadoLAuM e to ApanA mATe nAmozInI vAta thaze. mammI, huM tane "ratnakukSi mAtA'nuM biruda apAvavA mAMguM chuM. A evuM biruda che, jenI AgaLa devo ya jhukI jatA hoya che. mammI, I ask you one thing, katalakhAnAmAM kApavA mATenA pazuo lAInamAM UbhA che. eka jIvadayApremI tyAM Ave che, enI pAse eka jIvane choDAvavAnI sagavaDa che - lAInamAM eka gAya pAse vAcharaDuM UbhuM che. e vAcharaDAne choDAvavAnA paisA Ape che ane vAcharaDAne dorI javAno prayAsa kare che. gAya zuM karaze? vAcharaDAne laI javA deze ke virodha karaze? gAya najara sAme joI rahI che ke dhIme dhIme lAIna AgaLa vadhI rahI che, gAyane pratyakSa dekhAI rahyuM che, je jeno jeno naMbara Avato jAya che tenI tenI katala thatI jAya che. vAcharaDuM sAthe ja rahe, to gaNatarInI miniTomAM e ya raheMsAI javAno. ene javA de to eno viyoga thavAno paNa e na jAya to saMyoga paNa to gaNatarInI miniTono ja che. Plz. tell me Mummy, what will she do ? will she allow or not? javA ja deze ne ? Because she is a mother.

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50 enuM cAle to eno jAna daIne ya vAcharaDAne bacAve. choDAvanAranuM cAle to e gAyane ya choDAvI de. paNa e zakya na hoya, to gAya mATe vAcharaDAne saharSa rajA ApavAno ne enA chUTakArAmAM rAjI thavAno eka ja vikalpa hoI zake ne ? saMyama kaba hI mile ? mammI, saMsAra eka katalakhAnuM che. mRtyunI anaMta paraMparAo e dravya katala che. viSaya-kaSAyonA prahAro e bhAva katala che. mammI, zuM tuM evuM icche che ke huM AmAM kapAI jAuM. zuM huM chUTI jAuM emAM tuM rAjI nahIM thAya ? kadAca saMyamajIvananA kaSTomAM paNa tane katala jevuM lAge, ane e kAraNe mane anumati ApatA tAro jIva acakAya, paNa mammI, hakIkatamAM saMyamajIvananuM kaSTa e kaSTa ja nathI, e to oparezana che. enA vinA karmonI gAMTho nIkaLe tema ja nathI. ne karmonI gAMTho nahIM nIkaLe to mArA khUba bhUMDA hAla thavAnA e nizcita che. karmonI gAMTho to AtmAmAM lAgelA Time-bombs che. sthitine anusAre emano vipAka thaze eTale evA Blasts thaze ke jenI meM kalpanA ya nahIM karI hoya.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? mammI, sAva sAjo chokaro rAte sUto ne savAre uThyo tyAre e AMdhaLo banI cUkyo hato This is a blast. cAlu Trene utaravA gayela chokarAnuM lageja kyAMka phasAI gayuM ne e TrenanI nIce kyAMya vIkharAI gayo This is a blast. phona para vAta karatAM karatAM 50 varSanA benane saDana breina eTeka Avyo ne e 5 varSanI bALakI jevA banI gayA. This is a blast. dhaMdhAmAM badhI rIte nukazAna khAIne yuvAna sAva ja khAlI thaI gayo, ne AghAtathI pAgala thaI gayo, This is a blast. bAIka ekasIDanTamAM Akhe AkhI khoparI khulI gaI ne kesa ona dha spoTa pheIla thaI gayo This is a blast. jhagaDAmAM khUba ja gusse thayelI sagI patnIe jhera ApI dIdhuM ne pati opha thaI gayo. This is a blast. siviyara hArTa eTeka, perAlisisa eTeka ke hemareja Ave che - ne mANasa hato - na hato thaI jAya che, This is a blast. mammI, A badhAM sAccAM kissA che,

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52 ApaNI cAre bAjuM dekhAtAM-saMbhaLAtAM kissA che. ApaNane samAcAra maLatAnI sAthe ApaNe ApasamAM vAta karIe chIe - hAya hAya...AvuM to zI rIte thaI gayuM ? paNa hakIkatamAM ApaNe aMdhArAmAM hoIe chIe - saMyama kaba hI mile ? ke AvuM kazuM thaI ja na zake. vAstavikatA evI che ke AvuM badhuM ja thaI zake che. Because we have a lot of time bombs inside us. mammI, A Blasts to ochA che bAkI tiryaMcagati ne narakagatino to Akhe Akho bhava ja bhayaMkara Blast che. mammI, saMyamajIvana dvArA mAruM oparezana thaI jAya. ne huM kAyama mATe badhAM ja BlaststhI mukta thaI jAuM, to zuM tane AnaMda nahIM thAya ? zuM tuM pote aMdarathI nathI icchatI ke jaldI AvuM thaI jAya ? plIjha mammI, tuM phakata eka mammI nathI, zrAvikA paNa che, mammI tarIkenI mamatA ane zrAvikA tarIkenI samaja A baMne bhegA thAya eTale tArI mATe eka ja vikalpa rahe che - mane sAme cAlIne saMyamasvIkAra mATe protsAhita karavAno, mane saharSa anumati ApavAno,

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53 saMyama kaba hI mile? mane aMtaranA AzIrvAdothI navaDAvI devAno. mammI, jo tArA jevI samaju ane dharmI pAsethI huM AvI apekSA nahIM rAkhuM, to konI pAsethI rAkhIza? ellos 42711, Permit me. tArI anumati paNa tAruM evuM jabaradasta sukRta banI jaze, ke enAthI tAro paNa zIdhra nisvAra thaze. bAkI, tuM mane mohathI rokI rAkhe, to hamaNA kahyA emAMthI eka paNa blAsTathI tuM mane bacAvI zakavAnI nathI. lAkho rUpiyA ApI detA ya eka durghaTanA aTakAvI zakAtI nathI. karoDo rUpiyA dharI detA ya Avato eTeka pAcho pharato nathI. moha to ulTo Time bombsnA guNAkAro kare che enAthI Blastsne khALavAnI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ? mammI, saMyamajIvanano artha che zULInI sajA soyathI. narakamAM karoDo varSo sudhI vedanA bhogavIne je karmakSaya thaI zake, te saMyamajIvanamAM eka zvAsocchavAsa mAtrathI thaI zake che. mammI, jenI najara sAme A vAstavikatA hoya, ene saMyamajIvananI caryAmAM kaSTa lAge ? ke pachI majA lAge ? AkhI duniyA rUpiyA mATe lohI-pANI eka kare che, keTalI bhAgadoDa, keTalo parizrama, keTakeTalI uthalapAthalo kare che ! chatAM paNa A badhuM enA mATe kaSTajanaka ke kaMTALAjanaka nathI hotuM,

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54 saMyama kaba hI mile? kAraNa ke enI najara sAme phaLa hoya che. phaLa mATe ATaluM to karavuM paDe evI enI samaja hoya che. ATaluM ya na karIe to kaMI maLe ja nahIM evI ene khabara hoya che. ane lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA maLI jatA hoya, to A badhuM kaSTa e kaSTa ja nathI, balka AnaMda che, evo eno anubhava hoya che. mammI, saMyamajIvananI bAbatamAM paNa A ja dAstAna che, pharaka eTalo ja, ke duniyA saMpatti pAmIne paNa sukhI nathI thatI ane saMyamI nizcitapaNe sukhI thayA vinA raheto nathI. naMdI sayA saMjame saMyamajIvana sarvathA ne sarvadA AnaMdamaya hoya che. saMyamanI prApti paNa AnaMdamaya che, saMyamajIvana khuda paNa AnaMdamaya che ane saMyamajIvananuM pariNAma paNa AnaMdamaya ja hoya che. mammI, svAdhInatAthI sahana karavAno mahAmUlo durlabha cAnsa eTale ja saMyamajIvana. adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM kahyuM che - saha tapoyamasaMyamayantraNAM, svavazatAsahane hi guNo mahAn / paravazastviti bhUri sahiSyase, na ca guNaM bahamApsyasi kaJcana // AtmanuM,

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 55 tuM tapa-saMyamanA kaSTone sahana karI le, kAraNa ke svAdhInapaNe sahana karavAthI tene khUba ja phAyado thaze, parAdhInapaNe tAre sahana to ghaNuM karavuM paDaze, paNa tane koI moTo lAbha nahIM thAya. mammI, savAla kaSTa sahana karavuM ke na karavuM eno nathI, savAla to eTalo ja che ke saMyamanuM kaSTa sahana karavuM? ke naraka-tiryaMcanuM kaSTa sahana karavuM? je kaSTa sahana karIne ApaNe nyAla thaI jaIe e kaSTa sahana karavuM? ke je kaSTa sahana karIne ya ApaNe tyAMnA tyAM ja rahIe e kaSTa sahana karavuM? Please think well Mummy, you are intellegent. mammI, saMyamajIvananA kaSTanI vAta to mAtra kahevA pUratI che. hakIkatamAM sAdhutAno je AnaMda hoya che, enI lokone kalpanA suddhA hotI nathI. hRdayapradIpamAM kahyuM che - na devarAjasya na cakravartinaH, tanno sukhaM rAgayutasya manye / yadvItarAgasya muneH sadA''tma-niSThasya citte sthiratAM prayAti // indra paNa sukhI nathI ane cakravartI paNa sukhI nathI, emanA kahevAtA sukho hakIkatamAM sAva ja phikkA hoya che.

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56 saMyama kaba hI mile? sukhI to che sAdhu. kAraNa ke e rAgamukta che. AtmaniSTha che. kalpanAtIta sukha emanA manamAM sthira thaI jAya che. prazamaratimAM kahyuM che - nirjitamadamadanAnAM vAkkAyamanovikArarahitAnAm / vinivRttaparA''zAnA-mihaiva mokSaH suvihitAnAm // 1darpa ane kaMdarpa parano vijaya mana-vacana-kAyAnA vikArono abhAva ane pArakI AzAnI vidAya A traNa vastu evI che je zramaNone ahIM ja - A ja bhavamAM mokSano anubhava karAve che. jIvanmuktino adbhuta AnaMda emane svAdhIna thaI jAya che. dazavaikAlika Agama kahe che - emee samaNA muttA sAdhu eTale mukta. mammI, A mAtra zAstra nathI, mAtra itihAsa ke Adarza nathI 241 Present truth 89. bhagavAnanI AjJAne jIvana mAnIne cAlanArA mahAtmAo Aje paNa AvI anubhUti karI rahyA che. I don't say, eachone is such, 1. ahaMkAra. 2. viSayatRSNA.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? But such exist, Even today such exist - dareka jaina jema complete jaina nathI hotA, ema dareka zramaNa paNa complete zramaNa na hoya e zakya che, But jema amuka to complete jaina Aje ya hoya che. ema amuka to complete zramaNa paNa Aje ya che ja. I shall be like them - tuM mane phakata AzIrvAda Apa mammI. pachI to tuM mane joI joIne rAjI thaIza. tane thaze ke mAro dIkaro kharekhara sukhI thaI gayo. prazamati kahe che - svazarIre'pi na rajyati, zatrAvapi na pradoSamupayAti / rogajarAmaraNabhayai-vyathito yaH sa nityasukhI // potAnA zarIra pratye ya jene rAga nathI, duzmana pratye ya jene dveSa nathI, roga, ghaDapaNa, mRtyu...game teTalA bhaya AvI jAya, jene kazo ja pharaka paDato nathI, ene koNa duHkhI karI zake ? e harahaMmeza sukhI ja hoya emAM zuM Azcarya che ? dharmadhyAnAbhiratastridaNDaviratastriguptiguptAtmA / sukhamAste nirdvandvo jitendriyaparISahakaSAyaH // dharmadhyAnamAM nimagnatA...mana-vacana-kAyAnuM pUrNa saMyama... rAga ane dveSano tyAga...indriyono nigraha... 57

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58 saMyama kaba hI mile? parISaho para vijaya ane kaSAyono parAjaya sukhethI sukhamAM ja TharIThAma thaI javA mATe AthI vadhu bIjuM zuM joIe ? mANasa duHkhI thAya che. enuM kAraNa AnAthI viparIta paristhiti ja hoya che. zramaNanI paristhiti evI nathI, ane eTalA mATe emane mAtra ne mAtra sukha ja hoya che. mammI, jJAnasAra jene mokSo naiva mahAtmanAm kahe che te A dazA che. ApaNe mahAtmAne mahArAja kahIe chIe ne? te ekadama sAcuM che, duniyAnA betAja bAdazAha koI hoya to e mahAtmA che - Won't you like Mummy to look me as a super king ? prazamarati kahe che - viSayasukhanirabhilASaH, prazamaguNagaNAbhyalaGkRtaH sAdhuH / dyotayati yathA na tathA, sarvANyAdityatejAMsi // viSayasukhanI jene leza paNa icchA nathI prazama, kSamA, komaLatA, saraLatA, satya vagere guNothI je zobhAyamAna che, e mahAtmA jevA prakAze che evuM to sarva sUryonuM teja paNa prakAzatuM nathI. mammI,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale lAcArI che...phikAza che... saMyamamAM dedIpyamAna teja che. loko vicAre che ke 'hAya hAya...ANe to dIkSA laI lIdhI, e to badhA viSayasukhothI AjIvana vaMcita thaI gayo, are...bicAro...' paNa mammI, e loko e nathI joI zakatAM, ke viSayasukhone pAmavAnI bhUtAvaLamAM saMsArI jIvo keTalAM hAMphaLA ne phAphaLA thaIne jIvanabhara doDatA ja hoya che, e sukho nathI maLatA to mANasa tRSNAthI du:khI hoya che, maLe che to mANasa tulanAthI du:khI hoya che. 'e maLe to huM sukhI' AvI manodazA ja potAnA sukhane gIrave mukavA jevI hoya che. jyAM sudhI kAMI joIe che, tyAM sudhI mANasa bhikhArI che. duHkhI ane bhUkhyo che. kharI zrImaMtAI, kharuM sukha, kharI asmitA e badhuM tRptimAM che. tRpti. jyAM kazuM ja joItuM nathI. hRdayapradIpa kahe che tAvat sukhecchA viSayArthabhoge, yAvanmanaHsvAsthyasukhaM na vetti / labdhe manaHsvAsthyasukhaikaleze, trailokyarAjye'pi na tasya vAJchA // viSayonI pAsethI sukhanI apekSA tyAM sudhI ja rahe che, 59

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60 saMyama kaba hI mile ? jyAM sudhI mananA svAsthyanA sukhano paricaya nathI thato, eka vAra A sukhano svAda cAkhavA maLI jAya, pachI to traNa lokanuM rAjya maLatuM hoya ne ? to ya mANasa enI sAme najara suddhA karavA taiyAra na thAya. mammI, bhagavatIsUtramAM kahyuM che -- ke jema jema sAdhuno saMyamaparyAya vadhato jAya, tema tema temanuM sukha upara uparanA devaloka karatAM ya vadhatuM jAya, ne jyAre bAra mahinAno paryAya thAya ne ? tyAre to temanuM sukha sarva devalokanA sarva devo karatAM ya vadhI jAya. aikkamai savvadevateulessaM / mammI, zuM bhagavAna ApaNane duHkhI karavA mAMge che ? zuM bhagavAna ApaNane vaMcita karavA mAMge che ? zuM sukhI thavAnI bAbatamAM bhagavAnane koI gerasamaja thaI gaI che ? ke pachI zuM ApaNane bhagavAna karatA vadhAre samajazakti che ? Please Mummy, Try to understand, bhagavAne A sukhano ja mArga batAvyo che ane AnI sivAya sukhI thavA mATeno bIjo koI rasto ja nathI. upadezamAlAmAM kahyuM che ega divasaM pi jIvo pavajjamuvAgao aNaNNamaNo / jai viNa pAvar3a mokkhaM avassa vemANio hoi // dIkSA lIdhAne phakata eka ja divasa thayo hoya

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? saMyamamAM ekatAna mana hoya ne e jIvanuM AyuSya pUruM thAya to jIva mokSa pAmI zake ane kadAca mokSa na thAya to ya e jIva vaimAnika devaloka to avazya pAme. mammI, saMsAramAM ApaNuM mana kyAM bhamatuM hoya che ne ApaNe kevA kevA kAmo karavA paDatA hoya che, e ApaNe kyAM nathI jANatA ? A ghara-dhaMdho-dukAna ne sAMsArika vyavahAro laIne beThAM pachI ArtadhyAna keTaluM badhuM sulabha banI jAya ! kaI paLe AyuSyano baMdha thaI jAya, ne ApaNo AtmA tiryaMcagatinA ravADe caDI jAya eno zo bharoso ! mammI, eka bilADIno bhava maLaze ne kabUtarane phADIne enuM mAMsa khAtA khAtA bhayaMkara raudradhyAnamAM AyuSyano baMdha karIne ApaNe sIdhA naraka bhegA thaI jaIzuM. mammI, A ghara-saMsAramAM naraka bahu ja sastI che. Aje tuM mohAdhIna thaIza, mane pIgaLAvavAno ne lAgaNIvaza banAvavAno prayAsa karIza, 61

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62 to mAre narakamAM javAnuM nakkI thaI jaze e tuM nizcita samajI leje. zuM tuM mane narakamAM mokalavA mAMge che ? saMyama kaba hI mile ? Aje mAruM jarAka mAthuM duHkhe ne tuM duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya che to zuM tuM ja evuM kAma karIza jenAthI asaMkhya kALa sudhI mArA mAthAnA cUre cUrA thatA rahe ? I Suggest you a book Mummy, vedanAnA zikhare. Please read once. That's the eye visit of the hell. AgamomAM narakano je citAra Apelo che, te A bukamAM ApaNI bhASAmAM lakhelo che. e vAMcIne tuM mane cokkasa kahIza - Hurry up, Don't get late, jA beTA, tuM tArA AtmAnuM kalyANa kara. I Suggest you an another book - yazodhara muni caritra. eka mAtA putramohamAM evuM pagaluM le che jenAthI e mAtA ne e putra baMnenI bhayAnaka durgatinI paraMparA thAya che. dIkaro rAjA che. ene dIkSAnI bhAvanA thAya che. mAtA ane patnI taraphathI emAM rukAvaTa Ave che. dIkSA levAmAM phakta be divasano vilaMba karavAmAM Ave che ne daramiyAna rAjAnuM mRtyu thaI jAya che. rAjA marIne mora bane che, mAtA dIkarAnA zokamAM marIne kUtaro thAya che.

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63 saMyama kaba hI mile? e kUtaro ja e morane mArI nAMkhe che. pUrvabhavanI sagI "mA"no jIva potAnA ja dIkarAnA jIvanI karapINa hatyA kare e sAMsArika rAganA bhayAnaka pariNAmanuM pramANapatra che. mammI, moha e sauthI kharAba vastu che. zAstromAM mohane sarvotkRSTa pApa kahyuM che. ApaNane hiMsAno chocha hoya che. "mohano nahIM, moha to ApaNane sAro lAge che, paNa ApaNane khabara nathI, ke moha to saMsAranA badhAM ja pApono bApa che bhayaMkarathI paNa bhayaMkara hiMsAonA mULamAM moha hoya che. je mA dIkarAne ja jIvana mAnIne jIvatI hatI e ja mA e ja dIkarAne motane ghATa utAre e badhI mohanI mAyAjALa che. Please Mummy, leave it. e mA-dIkarAnI vAta AgaLa vadhe che dIkaro marIne noLiyo thAya che ane mA marIne sApa thAya che. baMne bhayaMkara yuddha karIne mRtyu pAme che. dIkaro ane mA baMne mAchalA tarIke janme che. dIkarAno jIva-je mAchalo banyo hato, te tenA ja putra rAjAne mAchImAra dvArA bheTa ApavAmAM Ave che, potAno ja parivAra potAnuM ja mAMsa khAya che,

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64 saMyama kaba hI mile? emAMthI amuka mAMsa vaLI potAnA ja AtmazreyArthe brAhmaNone dAna ApavAmAM Ave che. mAtA mAchalArUpethI karIne bakarI thAya che, dIkaro enA ja garbhamAM bakarA tarIke janme che. rAjA zikAra karavA nIkaLyo hoya che, ne e garbhavatI bakarI-pUrvabhavanI potAnI dAdImA emane tIra choDIne mArI nAMkhe che. enuM peTa cIrIne bakarAne bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave che. mAtAno jIva bakarI tarIke marIne pADA tarIke janme che. rAjA ene khUba taDapAvI taDapAvIne mArI naMkhAve che enuM mAMsa khAtA khAtA rAjAne koI bIjuM mAMsa khAvAnI icchA thAya che, eTale te bakaro-rAjAnA pitAno jIva - ene mArI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. mA ane dIkaro baMne eka kUkaDInA peTamAM iMDA rUpe janma le che, prasava samaye e kUkaDIne eka bilADI mArI nAMkhe che, be iMDA sarI paDe che. upara koI kacaro nAMkhe che, tenI garamIthI e baMne jIve che. baMne kUkaDArUpe bahAra nIkaLe che. rAjAnA eka ja bANathI baMne eka sAthe vIMdhAIne mRtyu pAme che, zubha bhAvamAM maryA hovAthI te baMne e ja rAjAnA putra-putrI rUpe janme che. mahAtmAnI vANIthI potAnA pUrvajanmone jANe che,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? jAtismaraNa jJAna pAme che. potAnI durgatinI bhayAnaka paraMparA joIne coMkI jAya che. baMne cAritranI sAdhanA karIne devalokamAM jAya che. aMtima bhavamAM dIkarAno jIva yazodhara rAjakumAra thAya che. 'mA'no jIva vinayamata rAjakumArI thAya che. baMnenA vivAha nakkI thAya che. paraNavA jatA rastAmAM munivaranA darzana thayA. rAjakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, pUrvabhavo joyA. parama saMvega thayo. pitA vagerene samasta bhavo jaNAvyA. rAjakumArI sudhI A badhI vAta pahoMcI. tene ya jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. huM ja e mAtAno jIva chuM, ema eNe badhAne kahyuM. baMnee dIkSA lIdhI ane AtmakalyANa karyuM. joyuM ne mammI, putramohanuM pariNAma kevuM AvyuM ! dIkSA mATe phakata be divasano vilaMba karavA jatA keTakeTalI honArato sarjAI gaI ! dIkarAnuM paNa keTaluM bhayaMkara ahita thayuM ! ane mAtAnI paNa keTalI dayanIya dazA thaI. This is nothing Mummy, samarAditya kathAmAM A samasta kathAno hRdayavedhaka citAra che. yazodharamunicaritra (Part 1 & 2) mAM 5

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66 pravacana sAthe A samasta ghaTanA lakhelI che. Please read once Mummy. A badhAM jJAna vagara ApaNe sAva ja aMdhArAmAM hoIe chIe, ane aMdhArAmAM koI paNa nirNaya levAmAM saMyama kaba hI mile ? pUre pUruM jokhama samAyeluM hoya che. A StorymAM mammI te mArka karyuM haze - mA-dIkaro ja aMtima bhavamAM pati-patnI banavA jaI rahyA hatA, This is saMsAra. A to jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, ne baMne aTakI gayA, bAkI anAdi saMsAramAM AvI ghaTanA anaMtavAra banI cUkI hoya che. vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che jaNaNI jAyai jAyA jAyA mAyA piyA ya putto ya / aNavatthA saMsAre kammavasA savvajIvANaM // - mAtA marIne patnI thAya che patnI marIne mAtA thAya che. pitA marIne putra thAya che. A saMsAramAM koI ja vyavasthA nathI. sisTama nathI. kAraNa ke badhAM ja jIvo karmavaza che. sAva ja parAdhIna che. prazamaratimAM paNa kahyuM che mAtA bhUtvA duhitA bhaginI bhAryA ca bhavati saMsAre / vrajati sutaH pitRtAM bhrAtRtAM zatrutAM caiva // mAtA marIne dIkarI thAya che...e marIne bahena thAya che...

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67 saMyama kaba hI mile? ne e ja marIne patnI paNa thAya che, dIkaro marIne bApa bane che...e marIne bhAI bane che ne e ja marIne duzmana paNa bane che. This is saMsAra. mammI, ApaNe eTalA mATe saMsAramAM rahI zakIe chIe, kAraNa ke ApaNe khuba ja aMdhArAmAM hoIe chIe. saMsArano pardAphAza thaI jAya, to ApaNA mATe saMsAramAM eka paLa mATe paNa rahevuM azakya thaI jAya. bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che - ke saMsAranA badhAM jIvo eka-bIjAnA mAtA/pitA rUpe, pati/patnIrUpe, bhAI/bahenarUpe, mitra/zatrurUpe ne hatyArArUpe yA anekavAra utpanna thaI cUkyA che, ne yA anaMta vAra utpanna thaI cUkyA che. adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM kahyuM che - tairbhaveSa nihatastvamanante-Sveva te'pi nihatA bhavatA / A bhavamAM je je tane vhAlA che, e badhAMe anaMta bhavomAM tAruM khUna karyuM che, ane te anaMta bhavomAM temanuM khUna karyuM che. Truth is beyond our thought Mummy, AmAM kyAM moha karavo ? konA khAtara AtmahitanI upekSA karavI ? mammI,

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68 saMyama kaba hI mile? loko mAtA-pitAnI sevAnI vAta karIne saMyamasvIkAranA mArgamAM vidano nAMkhavAnA prayAsa karatA hoya che. paNa saMsArapaMthe janArA keTalA nabIrAo mA-bApane sAcave che? enI vAta koI karatuM nathI. dIkaro opha thaI jAya tyAM Avo prazna nathI Avato. dIkaro evo pathArIvaza thaI jAya ke khuda mA-bApane ja enI sevA karyA karavI paDe tyAM paNa A prazna nathI Avato, diIkaro phorenamAM ja seTa thaI jAya tyAM paNa A prazna nathI Avato, ne dIkaro Mostly out of station ja hoya, tyAM paNa A prazna nathI Avato, badhI rukAvaTo AtmahitanA mArgamAM ja AvatI hoya che, AvI vAto karanArA hakIkatamAM sAva ja ajJa hoya che, e bicArAone khabara nathI ke levA-devA vagara saMyamamAM aMtarAya karIne teo keTaluM bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhI rahyA che ! mammI, huM to joI rahyo chuM, ke dIkarI sAthe raheto hoya ne, to ya vahu ne dIkarAnA apamAnothI mA-bApa sakhata trAsI gayA hoya che, moDhAmAMthI eka tIra chUTe ne emanuM haiyuM vIMdhAI gayA vinA na rahe. emanA karatA to lAkhagaNA sukhI e mA-bApa hoya che,

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? 69 jemaNe emanA dIkarAne aMtaranA AziSa ApavA sAthe saMyama mArge vaLAvyo hoya che, AkhI jiMdagIno apUrva saMtoSa...pUrNa prasannatA... samAjamAM gauravabharyuM sthAna, zrIsaMghamAM sanmAna AkhI jiMdagI dIkarA mahArAjanI ArAdhanAnI aDhaLaka anumodanA enA dvArA satata lakhalUTa karmanirjarA enA dvArA nizcita sadgatinI paraMparA ane enA dvArA saMsAramAMthI potAno paNa zIdhra nisAra... zAzvata sukhanI prApti - Please try to realise Mummy, This is the fact. mAtA-pitA mATe jenA hRdayamAM bhaktibhAva hoya ne, eNe to vahelAmAM vahelI take dIkSA laI levI joIe. zIthI snAna karavAmAM Ave che. e aSkAyanA jIvomAM asaMkhya ne anaMta pUrvabhavonA mAtA-pitA hoya che. je ApaNA ja hAthe motane ghATa utaratA hoya che. gesa cAlu karo emAM asaMkhya mAtA-pitA duHkhI thatA hoya che ne maratA hoya che. paMkho cAlu karo emAM asaMkhya mAtA-pitAo kALI vedanA sAthe raheMsAI jatAM hoya che. 1. nantha nanna tattha vaUT - A sUtranA pramANathI pANInI virAdhanAmAM aSkAyanA asaMkhya jIvo sAthe vanaspatikAyanA anaMta jIvo paNa hoya che.

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70 saMyama kaba hI mile? zAka sudhArAtuM hoya che tyAre asaMkhya mAtA-pitAonI aDadhI katala thatI hoya che. mIThA-maracA bhabharAvAya ane cUle caDe, tyAre A katala pUrI thAya che. mammI, gharamAM ApaNe kaMIka karavA jaIe eTale asaMkhya-anaMta mAtA-pitA mRtyune bheTatA hoya che. asaMkhya-anaMta pati-patnIo para trAsa gujarato hoya che. ane asaMkhya-anaMta dIkarA-dIkarIonI ApaNA ja hAthe hatyA thatI hoya che. parivAra khAtara gharamAM rahenArane khabara nathI, ke e pratidina anaMta parivAronI katala karI rahyo che. e anaMta parivAro je enA potAnA hatAM ene khUba khUba vahAlasoyA hatA, ne A bhavamAM e saMyamathI vaMcita raheze eTale punaH anaMta bhavomAM e A bhavanA parivAranI paNa katala karyA vinA rahevAno nathI. The essense is this Mummy, saMyamasvIkAramAM parivAra pratye nItaratuM vAtsalya che, saMyamanA inkAramAM parivAra pratye bhArobhAra krUratA che. 1. pajjattaNissAe apajjattagA uvavajjaMti, jattha ya ego tattha NiyamA asaMg - (prajJApanAsUtra) A vacananA pramANathI pratyeka vanaspatikAyamAM paNa asaMkhya jIvo hoya che.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? vairAgyazataka kahe che - mAyApiyabaMdhUhiM, saMsAratthehiM pUrio loo| bahujoNINivAsihiM, Na ya te tANaM ca saraNaM ca // Atman ! AkhI ya duniyA tArA mAtA, pitA ane svajanothI bharelI che, coryAzI lAkha yoniomAM e badhAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelA che. emAMthI koI tane bacAvI paNa zake ema nathI ane emAMthI koI tAruM zaraNa paNa banI zake tema nathI. AcArAMgasUtra kahe che - tumaM pi NAlaM tesiM tANAe saraNAe vA, te pi NAlaM tava tANAe saraNAe vA / nathI tuM emane bacAvI zake ema, nathI e tane bacAvI zake ema. jAtapuruSArthathI zuddha saMyama-sAdhanA karIne ApaNe ja ApaNane bacAvI zakIe tema chIe. bAkI koI koIne bacAvI zakatuM nathI. hA, ApaNe icchIe to ApaNA hAthe e mAtA-pitA vagerenI katala na thAya evuM ApaNe jarUra karI zakIe chIe, ane e ja karavA jevuM che. eka dIkarA mATe AnAthI moTuM kartavya bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ?

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72 saMyama kaba hI mile? mammI, kadAca tuM ema kahe, ke Aje mArA bhAva AvA che, paNa saMyama lIdhA pachI kadAca mArA AvA bhAva na rahe to ? paNa A prazna to saMsAramAM ya kyAM lAgu nathI paDato ? tuM ja kahe, je A TAIpanuM vicAre e kadI lagna paNa karI zake kharo ? Aje to A chokarI game che. paNa lagna pachI nahIM game to ? chokarI jo ema vicAre - ke "Aje to e ghara sAruM lAge che, paNa lagna pachI tyAM nahIM phAve to?" - to e kadI paraNI zake kharI? dhaMdho karavA janAra jo negeTIva vicAro ja karyA kare, ke joIe eTalI kamANI nahIM thAya to ? nukazAnI jaze to ? devALuM nIkaLI jaze to? AvA vicAro karanAra kadI dhaMdho karI zake ja nahIM. e bhUkhe na mare. bhagavadgItAmAM kahyuM che - nAyaM loko na paro na sukhaM saMzayA''tmanaH / je AvI rIte saMzaya ja karyA kare che, eno Aloka paNa bagaDe che, paraloka paNa bagaDe che

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saMyama kaba hI mile? 73 ane ene koI sukha maLatuM nathI. ajJazcAzraddadhAnazca saMzayA''tmA vinazyati traNa vyakti vinAza pAme che eka to ajJAnI, bIjI e vyakti jene zraddhA nathI ane trIjI e vyakti je saMzaya karyA kare che. mammI, A rIte to ghara paNa na cAlI zake, to mokSa to kayAMthI maLe? kAMI karyA vagara to kazuM thavAnuM ja nathI, anaMta kALa pachI paNa saMzayone choDIne ane sattva phoravIne ja mokSa thavAno che, to e kAma Aje ja zA mATe na karavuM? zA mATe hajI anaMta bhavabhramaNathI AtmAne duHkhI karavo? mammI, kadAca tuM ema kahetI hoya, ke pUrvakALamAM evI cAritranI sAdhanA hatI, Ajano kALa khUba kharAba che. Aje evuM cAritra rahyuM nathI. sAdhutAmAM paNa jAtajAtanI zithilatAo hoI zake che, to mAre A bAbatamAM e ja kahevuM che, ke huM sArAmAM sAruM-eka paNa zithilatA vagaranuM cAritra pALIza. huM siMhanI jema saMyama levA mAMguM chuM,

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74 ane siMhanI jema pALavA mAMguM chuM. ane mATe ja meM evA guru - evo gurukulavAsa pasaMda karyo che saMyama kaba hI mile ? jemAM mAruM bhaviSya khUba ja ujaLuM che. svAdhyAya ane saMyamano tyAM yajJa cAlI rahyo che. jamAnAvAdano tyAM paDachAyo paNa nathI. Adhunika sAdhanonI tyAM AbhaDacheTa paLAya che. mammI, mammI tarIke tAruM kartavya e ja hoI zake, ke tuM sArAmAM sArA guru zodhIne mane vahelAmAM vahelI take saMyamamArge prayANa karAvI de. AmAM eka kAma to thaI cUkyuM che, have bIjuM kAma tAre karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM che. tane vizvAsa na hoya, to tuM tapAsa karI zake che. mammI, huM ya samajuM chuM. anaMta bhave maLelI A mahAdurlabha sAmagrIne pAmIne saMyamArthI jIve game tyAM samarpaNa na karI devAnuM hoya, guru jo sadguru che to beDo pAra che guru jo kuguru che to AkhuM saMyama khuvAra che. SaSTizatakamAM kahyuM che AgamAM kUdI paDavuM sAruM che, sApanA moMmAM hAtha nAMkhavo paNa sAro che, paNa kugurunI upAsanA sArI nathI...mAM gurusevaLa madda !

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? mane je guru maLyA che, te nakhazikha sadguru che ane enA ja kAraNe mane mArA bhAvinI koI ja ciMtA nathI. mammI, tAre to keTaluM khuza thavAnuM hoya ! keTaluM rAjInA reDa thavAnuM hoya ! ke tArA dIkarAnuM kAma thaI gayuM. zAstroe je sadgurune zodhavA mATe sAtaso-sAtaso yojana sudhI bhramaNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. zAstroe je sadgurune zodhavA mATe bAra-bAra varSa sudhI mahenata karavAnuM kahyuM che. e sadguru evA koI prayAsa vinA mane prApta thaI gayA che. You can check Mummy, paNa AtmasAkSIe. eka mAtra mArA AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAthI. bAkI Aje evI paNa mohAdhIna mAtAo hoya che, jemane hakIkatamAM bhItarano moha satAvato hoya ane bahArathI kALanA | saMyamanA / gurunA doSa kADhatI hoya, ane ADakatarI rIte saMyamaprAptimAM aMtarAya karavAnuM pApa karatI hoya. But I know Mummy, You can't do so. mane pUro vizvAsa che ke tuM svArthane ane mohane phagAvIne 75 jinazAsananI zrAvikAne chAje evuM ja kAma karIza. tArI dRSTi mAtra ne mAtra mArA hita upara ja haze.

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76 mammI, kadAca tuM ema kahe, ke A kALamAM cAritranI game teTalI sAdhanA karo, to paNa mokSa to thavAno nathI, to pachI sAdhanA karIne zuM phAyado ? enA karatA to mahAvidehamAM janma laIne tyAM dIkSA levI sArI, kAraNa ke mokSamArga to tyAMthI cAlu che. paNa mammI, saMyama kaba hI mile ? hakIkatamAM mokSa bharatakSetra ke mahAvideha kSetrane nathI baMdhAyelo paNa sAdhanAne baMdhAyelo che. cothA ArAmAM paNa badhA AtmAo mokSe nathI jatAM. are, mokSanI vAta to kyAM karavI ? cothA ArAmAM ja sAtamI narakamAM janArA paNa hoya che. Aje ya mahAvidehakSetramAM AvA AtmAo paNa che ja. cothA ArAmAM ya jeo saMyamanI sAdhanA kare te badhAMno te ja bhavamAM mokSa nathI thato. sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnanA so karoDa sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA parivAramAMthI phakta daza lAkha sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne kevalajJAna maLyuM che. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA cauda hajAra ziSyomAMthI phakta sAtaso ziSyo e ja bhave mokSe gayA che. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA chatrIza hajAra sAdhvIjIomAMthI phakta caudaso sAdhvIjIo ja e ja bhave mokSe gayA che.

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saMyama kaba hI mile? mammI, mokSa e sAdhanAnA paripAkanuM phaLa che. ane e sAdhanAno paripAka prAyaH amuka bhavonI sAdhanA pachI ja maLato hoya che. sAdhanAnI yAtrA cAlu thaze eTale mokSa avazya maLaze ja. lAkha rUpiyAno savAla to e yAtrA cAlu karavAno hoya che. ATaluM samajyA pachI paNa...ATale upara AvyA pachI paNa jo A bhavamAM e yAtrA cAlu karavAmAM na Ave, to parabhavamAM to e yAtrA cAlu thAya, evI koI ja zakyatA nathI. upadezamAlAmAM kahyuM che - laddhilliyaM ca bohiM akarito'NAgayaM ca patthito / aNNaM dAhiM bohiM, labbhihisi kayareNa mulleNaM ? // Atman ! A bhavamAM tane je samaja maLI. samakita maLyuM. ene anurUpa tuM sAdhanA nahIM kare, ane AvatA bhavamAM samyakta ane sAdhanA maLe evI prArthanA kare che, paNa AvatA bhavamAM tane kayAM mUlyathI A badhuM maLaze ? are, parabhavanI sAdhanAnI vAta to javA de A bhavamAM chatI zaktie sAdhanA na kare,

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78 saMyama kaba hI mile? ene AvatA bhavamAM samakita paNa maLI zakatuM nathI. mammI, jene sAdhanA karavI che, enA mATe to A sArAmAM sAro kALa che. vitarAgastotramAM kahyuM che - yatrAlpenApi kAlena, tvadbhakteH phalamApyate / kalikAlaH sa eko'stu, kRtaM kRtayugAdibhiH // prabhu ! jyAM ApanI AjJAnA anusaraNanuM phaLa alpa samayamAM paNa maLI jAya che, te eka kaLikALa ja hojo, cothA ArAnI amane jANe jarUra ja rahI nathI. kharekhara mammI, cothA ArAmAM lAkho-karoDo-abajo varSanuM pUrvakoTi varSanuM paNa cAritra pALIne je phaLa maLI zake, te phaLa pAMcamA ArAmAM ra5-50 varSanA cAritrathI paNa maLI zake che. kAraNa ke AjIvanarUpe to e baMne cAritranI pratijJA samAna ja che. to A to keTaluM sIdhuM paDI gayuM ! sastAmAM siddhapuranI jAtrA e AnuM nAma. mammI, bahu sAruM thayuM ke ApaNane pAMcamo Aro maLyo. bahu sAruM thayuM ke ApaNane bharatakSetra maLyuM.

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? A to eka enTransa ekajhAma che. A saMghayaNathI sArI ArAdhanA karazuM eTale bhavAMtaramAM paheluM saMghayaNa maLaze. A buddhithI pistAlIza Agamo bhaNazuM eTale bhavAMtaramAM cauda pUrve bhaNI zakAya evI buddhi maLaze. A kSetramAM ucita saMyama sAdhanA karazuM eTale bhavAMtaramAM utkRSTa saMyama sAdhanA thaI zake evuM kSetra maLaze. A bhavanA gurunI pUrNa samarpaNabhAve upAsanA karazuM to bhavAMtaramAM tIrthaMkara guru / kevaLajJAnI gurunI prApti thaze. We are very lucky Mummy, ke ApaNane Practice karavAno chance maLyo che, vinA abhyAsa, vinA ghaDatara, vinA vikAsa sIdhe sIdhuM jo ApaNane mahAvideha kSetra maLI jAta, to kadAca ApaNe Fail thaI jAta. kadAca ApaNe tyAM tIrthaMkaranI AzAtanA karI besata ne ApaNo saMsAra vadhI jAta. to niSkarSa A che. This is the best field. This is the best time. AmAM sAdhanA nahIM karIe to pharI kyAre karazuM ? mammI, abhI nahIM to kabhI nahIM, evI mArI sthiti che. 79

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80 tuM kadAca 'pachI' para nAMkhe, paNa mAruM 'pachI' e tArI 'Aja' che. zuM tuM Aje nIkaLI zake ema che ? zuM kAlano koI bharoso che ? Please Mummy, Be Wise, tAre mArI sAccI mammI banavAnuM che. kadAca tuM evuM kahe, ke saMyamajIvananI kaThora caryA huM kevI rIte pALIza ? mAruM zarIra kyAM sudhI A badhI caryAne khamaze, evI ciMtA tane thaI zake, paNa mammI, bhagavAnano evo koI Agraha che ja nahIM ke tamArAthI na thatuM hoya to ya marI-phuTIne paNa...kheMcAIne paNa ATalI ATalI ArAdhanA karavI ja paDaze. bhagavAna to eTaluM ja kahe che ke tamArI jeTalI zakti pahoMcatI hoya e ArAdhanAmAM pramAda na karo. jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che - tadeva hi tapaH kuryAd, durdhyAnaM yatra no bhavet / yena yogA na hIyante, kSIyante nendriyANyapi // saMyama kaba hI mile ?

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? te ja tapa karavo jemAM durdhyAna na thAya, jemAM yogonI hAni na thAya ane jenAthI AMkha vagere indriyo nabaLI na paDe. mammI, jIvananA cheDA sudhI darzana, jJAna, cAritranI suMdara ArAdhanA thaI zake, mokSayAtrI kyAMka adhavacce ja bhAMgI na paDe, enuM zarIra ke mana tUTI na jAya enI badhI ja kALajI bhagavAne lIdhI che. lAkho zloko pramANa sAhitya bhagavAnanI A kALajInI sAkSI pUrI rahyuM che. gItArtha guru bhagavaMta A bAbatane bahu sArI rIte samajatA hoya che. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva ane vyaktine AzrIne dareka caryAnA apavAdo - A na thaI zake to A...e ya na thaI zake to A... e ya zakya na hoya to A... A rIte sTepa bAya sTepa badhI ja vidhi batAvelI che. hA, mokSasAdhakanuM lakSya to utsarga ja hoya guru paNa lAbhAlAbha joIne gItArtha zAstrAnusAre dravyAdi joIne te te ArAdhanAnI anumati ApatA hoya che. 81 bhagavaMta

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82 jema ke caudazanA pratikramaNamAM eka upavAsa | be AyaMbila | traNa nIvi | cAra ekAsaNA | ATha biyAsaNA | saMyama kaba hI mile ? be hajAra svAdhyAya...A rIte vikalpo AvatA hoya che. e rIte saMyamajIvanamAM paNa hajAro bAbatomAM yogya vikalpo hoya che. jemane gItArtha guru barAbara samajatA hoya che. jema sArA DaoNkTarane ke sArA vakIlane kesa soMpI devAthI emanA tamAma jJAna ane anubhavano lAbha ApaNane maLI jAya che, e ja rIte gItArtha gurune ApaNo kesa soMpI devAthI emanA tamAma jJAna ane anubhavano lAbha ApaNane maLI jAya che. mammI, sAdhu kadI anAtha nathI hotA. saMsAramAM mAtA-pitAnI chAyA hoya che, ema saMyamamAM gurunI chAyA hoya che. vadhumAM e ke guru zarIra sAthe AtmAnuM paNa dhyAna rAkhe che. badhI ja rIte yoga-kSema kare che, judA judA jIvone temanI yogyatAne anusAre

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saMyama kaba hI mile ? zArIrika ane mAnasika kSamatAne AdhAre AgaLa vadhAravAno prayAsa kare che. mAtAnA vAtsalya ne pitAnA premano samanvaya hoya, ane emAM bhagavAnanI karuNA umerAya eTale gurunuM sarjana thAya che. In short Mummy, jemanA khoLe mane soMpIne tane koI ja jAtanI koI ja ciMtA na rahe evI vyakti che guru, prIyantAm mammI, tuM khuza thA. tArA mATe A khuza thavAno ja avasara che. eka vAta nakkI che mammI, bhagavAne jaNAvelA mokSamArgamAM bhagavAne prarUpelA saMyamajIvanamAM ApaNane jo thoDI paNa khAmI lAgatI hoya, to e hakIkatamAM ApaNI samajanI khAmI hoya che. hakIkatamAM jinazAsanamAM kazuM paNa ochuM nathI. DiputraM - jinazAsana pUrNa che, paripUrNa che. Please mammI, Please pappA, Please, 83

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