Book Title: Papni Saja Bhare Part 18
Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001503/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adaHIS pagraha | krodha (HpAvAda : prANapad. S mAyA GIICI rA , kalaha - abhyAkhyA6 (gradarjAd paTTaparaMvAda miMcyA.g thAkya (c) pravacanakAra che - pU.a7, Yii subodhasUe.. RZ viru ' | pU. mu2i764 zrI a321vijaya.ma. FAT F B_kI 'mAyAmRSAvAda namra sUcana isa grantha ke abhyAsa kA kArya pUrNa hote hI niyata samayAvadhi meM zIghra vApasa karane kI kRpA kareM. jisase anya vAcakagaNa isakA upayoga kara sakeM. CI[Cii #gNagati . tirAgati parIna dA pApanA du:khadAyi phaLa vi, saM', ra046 | ( 18 ) tA. 26-11-89 kArataka vada-13 ravivAra. Jain Fo Use Only ainelibrary Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 97789 D 720P2000000000 19 AM TO bA mane 11. zrI kalyANabhAi sI. gAMdhI 12. zrI narezabhAI ratIlAla parIkha 13. zrI caMdrakAnta ratIlAla 14. zrI hemendrabhAI ramaNalAla 15. zrI jaya'tilAla kezavalAla vakIla 16. zrI rasIkalAla kezavalAla 17. zrI arUNabhAI jayaMtilAla dalAla 18. zrI arUNubhAI sArAbhAI 19. zrI surendrabhAI zAntIlAla zrI prameAdabhAi trIkamaSAla 20. 21. zrI ramezacaMdra maphatalAla vakhArIyA zrI khANubhAI cImanalAla 22. 23. zrI mukuMdabhAi navInacaMdra sa`dhavI 24. zrI jayaMtabhAI rAjendrabhAI 25. zrI vinedabhAi maNIlAla (kA.epTa) 26. zrI ajayabhAi mahendrabhAi (kA.epTa) 27. zrI jayezabhAI caMpakalAla bhaNasAlI (kA.ArTa) (munIma zrI ramezabhAI sI. zAha) Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Jing For Private & Personal | 20000 20000 Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana-18 pApasthAnaka 16 muM--paparivAra paraniMdA pApanA dukhadAyi phaLa sarva madasthAnAnAM mulodghAtArthinA sadA yatinA / AtmaguNairutkarSaH paraparivAdazca saMtyAjyaH // vItarAga vizvezvara vataSa niraMjana-nirAkAra akALa svarUpa zramaNa tIrthakara zrI mahAvIra prabhunA caraNakamaLamAM keTizaH vandanAvalIpUrvaka sarva sadasthAnanuM ghara ane samULa sarvanAza karavAvALuM svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdAnuM mahApApa che. tene prayatnapUrvaka tyAga kare e ja zreyaskara che. anAdi-anaH A carAcara vizvamAM judA judA svabhAvavALA, judI judI rUcI ane vRttivALA ananta che. " ttirSinA A kahevatane sAra ja e che ke, pratyeka mAthAnI mati= buddhi judA judA prakAranI hoya che. janma janmAMtaramAM karelA tevA prakAranA pAponI pravRttina. je saMskAro jIva para paDelA che ane pApa-yukta je kaSAce ja UbhA karyA che. tenA dvArA banelA tevA prakAranA pApanA saMskArone AdhIna Aje vartamAna janmamAM tevA prakArano svabhAva banI gayo che. karmathI pApa ane vaLI pApa pravRttithI karmabaMdha, pAcho tevA prakAranA karmabaMdhathI tevA prakAranI pApa pravRtti karavI e eka bhayaMkara viSacaka ja cAlI rahyuM che. dA.ta.--krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, rati-arati mithyAtva vagere mehanIya karmanI prakRtio che. je tevA prakAranA kaidha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vagere pApanI pravRttithI ja upArjana karAyA che ane te ja karma banyA che. pachI tenA udayamAM jIva vaLI tevI pApanI pravRtti karatA ja raheze te A rIte pApathI karma, pachI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 740 kamathI pApa evuM viSacakra cAlatuM ja rahe che ane enI vacce jIvAtmA ghaTImAM ghauMnI jema pIsAi rahyo che. jo ke A krayAkri pravRtti vRtti rUpa hAya che. tyAre te meAhanIya kanI prakRtti ane che. aMte teA pApanI pravRtti ane vRttithI ja dareka karmanI prakRttie arUMdhAya che. tethI A viSacakrathI chUTavuM hAya, bacavu... hAya tA eka ja vikalpa che pApa pravRttithI bacavuM, pApa vRttine cheDavI, pApane cheADavAthI karma ja nahIM baMdhAya tA pachI udayamAM te Ave ja kyAMthI ? arthAt na ja Ave. A rIte navA karmAM savathA na bAMdhavAvALA ane jUnA karmAnI kSaya karanAra eka divasa meAkSanA adhikArI bane che. sathA sa'sAranA karma baMdhanI jALathI, janma-maraNanA cakrathI chUTIne, A zarIrathI paNa chUTakArA pAmIne anaMtanA pravAsI bane che. muktinA mAlika ane che. 18 pApenI krama vyavasthA 18 pApasthAnakamAM 16 mAM nakharamAM paraparivA" nuM pApa rAkhyu che. jJAnI bhagavaMtonI A krama saMceAjanA che. je kramathI vyavasthA karI che. temAM paNa rahasya che. uparathI nIce AvatAM eka-ekathI ochI zaktivALA pApa che ane bIjI apekSAe joie tA ekaekathI vadhAre sabaLa, sazakta, baLavALA pApa che. pahelA karatAM bIju pApasthAnaka vadhAre kharAba che. tevI rIte jema jema nIcA jatAM jaze temAM upara-uparanA pApAnA AdhAra paNa rahelA hoya che. dA. ta. ceAthA pApasthAnakamAM uparanA traNa pApasthAnakeAnI pravRtti samAyelI ja che. 16 mA pApasthAnakamAM uparanA padara pApasthAnakeAnA aza paDelA ja che. A rIte aDhAra pApasthAnakAnI A aDhAra seApAneAnI sIDI che. A sIDI jyAre caDhIe chIe tyAre nIcethI upara jaie chIe ane utarIe chIe tyAre uparathI nIce AvIe chIe. A rIte ArohaNaavarAhaNu=arthAt caDhavA-utaravAnA ane krama jovAthI pApasthAna kAnu' svarUpa alaga-alaga dekhAya che. ekathI aDhAra sudhI AvI e te uparathI nIce utaratA tenA avarANu krama dekhAya che. athavA nIcethI upara caDhavAnuM' zarU karavAmAM Ave, eTale ke anukrame 1, 2, 3, ema AgaLa vadhatAM aMtima caraNa 18 mA pApasthAnaka upara rAkhavAmAM Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 741 Ave te te caDhavAne kama bane che ane utaravAvALAne 18 mA pApasthAnakathI zarU karI pahelA pApasthAnake vizrAma karavAno rahe che. Ama utaravAnA kAme aDhAramAM pApasthAnakathI pahelA pApasthAnaka tarapha jIva jyAre AgaLa vadhe che tyAre evuM paNa lAge che ke ApaNe halakA, halakA pApAsthAnethI bhAre bhAre pAponA ghara tarapha gati karIe chIe ane te ja prakiyAmAM ghaNIvAra virUddha anubhava thato jovA maLe che ke ApaNe uttarottara ochA pApasthAna pratye gati karI rahyA chIe. Ama 1 thI 18 pApasthAnaka tarapha gati karatA jIvane baMne prakAranA anubhavo thatA rahe che ane AthI to kayuM pApa halakuM che. ane kahyuM pApa bhAre che? e anumAna karavuM atyaMta duSkara banI jAya che, A pApanI gurUlaghu- vRttine nirNaya jIvanI manavRtti para AdhArita che. ye jIva kevI lezyAvALe che? kevA AdhyAnavALe che? kevA maMda athavA teja adhyavasAyavALe che? tenA para AdhAra rahe che. keIpaNa pApa atyaMta tIvra kharAbamAM kharAba adhyavasAya, leDyA, ArtadhyAna vagere kaSAyonA mizraNathI paNa baMdhAya che. pApa halka paNa bAMdhI zakAya che ane tIvra bhAre paNa bAMdhI zakAya che. paraMtu tene AdhAra bAMdhavAvALA para che. pApa eTale pApa pachI te koIpaNa pApa hoya, kharAba ja che, eka paNa pApa sArUM nathI. kayuM pApasthAnaka vadhAre kharAba che? ane kayuM ochuM kharAba che ? halakuM che ? e kahevuM muzkela che. kema ke tevA prakAranA pApanI pAchaLa pariNAmenI dhArA, kaSAyanI mAtrA keTalI ochIvadhAre che? tenA para AdhAra rahe che. tethI badhA pApa sarvathA tyAga karavA cagya ja che. eka paNa pApa sevavA cagya nathI. choDavA gya ja che. 16 muM pApa-paparivAda-vyAkhyA ane artha- 18 pApasthAnakamAM 16 me naMbara para parivAda e pApasthAnakena sthAna che. emAM traNa zabdonuM saMyojana che. paraspari+vAda, "paparivAda" para-bIjAnA viSayamAM, pari-arthAt viparIta ane vAdane artha che. kathana-kahevuM. A rIte paraparivAda zabda banyuM che. parivAranI vyAkhyA A rIte karI che-je viparIta vAra = "parivAra bIjAnA viSayamAM viparIta vAta kahevI e parivAda che. zrI sthAnAMga sUtra trIjA aMgasUtra AgamamAM sthAnAMga sUtra-48-49nI TIkAmAM A rIte kahyuM Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 742 che ke " jevAM parivA. ghara-parivAra-vivasthanamicartha: ' arthAt bIjAnA saMbaMdhamAM kaMIka kahevuM paraMtu te viparIta rUpe kahevuM. je vAta hoya tenAthI UlaTI vAta karavI. je svarUpa hoya tenAthI viparIta ja kahevuM e paraparivAda pApa che. cAlu hiMdI-gujarAtI bhASAmAM jene niMdA" kahevAya che. niMdA e zabda para parivArane ja vAcaka-sUcaka che. A arthane sUcaka zabda che-avarNavAda arthA-varNavAdathI viparIta, avarNavAda, jevuM hoya tenAthI viparIta svarUpa dekhADavuM, batAvavuM athavA kahevuM. A rIte viparIta kathananA UlTA svabhAvathI parivAdI jIva mithyAtvanI najIkamAM jaI rahyo che. kema ke mithyAtvInI paNa mukhya pravRtti che-viparIta kathana, vAstaviktAthI dUra rahevuM, yathArthatAthI dUra rahevuM ane ayathArthatA UlTI rItathI cAlavuM, je jevuM hoya tene tevA svarUpe na kahetA viparIta svarUpamAM ja mAnavuM, jANavuM, dekhavuM, kahevuM vagere mithyAtvInI pravRtti che. tethI paraparivAdamAM paNa mithyAtvIne kaMIka aMza che. tenI sAthe kaMIka aMze samAnatA che. AMzika sAzyatA che. ane Ama paNa 16 muM pApasthAnaka 18 muM mithyAvazalya pApasthAnakanI ghaNuM pAse che, najIka che. tethI parivAramAM mithyAtvanA saMskAra vadhAre hoya che. saMsarga janya deSa paNa vadhAre hoya che, ane Ama paNa tamane leka vyavahAramAM dekhAze ke parivAdI mithyAtvIonI saMgatamAM vadhAre ghUme-phare che. tenA mitromAM te pharato ja dekhAze. je ke A ekAMte nathI. te zraddhALu lokemAM raheze to paNa tenI viparIta vRttine nahIM choDe, niMdA karavAnI vRttine nahIM choDe. para parivAdI (niMdaka)ne svabhAva saMsAramAM judA judA prakAranA ja hoya che. 18 pApasthAnakamAM paNa alaga-alaga svabhAva hoya che ane tevA prakAranA svabhAvavALA jo te te pApanuM sevana vadhAre kare che ane tevA pApanuM sevana vadhAre karavAthI svabhAva paNa te paDI jAya che. tethI te pApane svabhAva pachIthI te pApanI pravRtti vadhAre karAve che. A svarUpa ja tamane saMsAramAM jovA maLaze. A rIte pApanA ja svabhAvathI pApathI pravRtti vadhAre karatA rahevAthI te svabhAva-Adata-Teva vyasanarUpe banI. WWW.jainelibrary.org Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 743 jAya che. jevI rIte bIDI-sigareTa-zarAbanA vyasanIone te cIjo te te samaye joIe ja che. tenA vagara tene cena ja paDatuM nathI. te vyAkuLa banI jAya che. AthI te khissAmAM tevI cIje bIDI-sigareTa vagere sAthe ja rAkhe che. basa tevI ja pApanA vyasanInI Teva che. durdazA che. niMdA vagerenI pravRtti karavAvALe te pApane vyasanI banI jAya che. pachI te vyasanIne te vyasana vinA cAlatuM ja nathI. AdatathI lAcAra banI jAya che. paravaza banI jAya che. vyasanane AdhIna che. tethI tene paNa khorAka joIe che ane te paNa khorAkanI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDe che. jevI rIte pazu-pakSI potAnA khorAkanI zodhamAM nIkaLe che. tevI rIte pApIne paNa svabhAva tevo ja che. niMdA karanAranA gharanI bahAra AvIne besaze. keInA oTalA para jaIne besaze. becAra jaNa jyAM beThA haze tyAM jaIne besaze. tyAMthI keTalIka vAte sAMbhaLaze je tene bArAkarUpe kAma lAge che. nidaka chidrone zodhanAra hoya che. deSa dRSTi hoya che. svaprazaMsaka ane paraniMdaka hoya che. te halkI mane vRttivALa hoya che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja sajajhAyamAM kahe che- niMdAne jeha svabhAva che, tAsa kathana navi naMda che, suMdara nAma dharI je niMdA kare, te mahAmati maMda ho. niMdakane je svabhAva che tene tevA prakAranA kahevA te anucita nathI. paraMtu nAma vagere laIne tevA prakAranI niMdA karavI e matimaMdanI kharAba vRtti che. AthI niMdA karavI e matimaMdanuM kAma che. niMdaka avivekI-mUDha ane halkI mane vRttivALo hoya che. nidaka prAyaH chidrone zodhanAra hoya che. bIjAnA chidro arthAt doSa jovAnI tenI Adata vadhAre hoya che. jevI rIte bagalAnuM sthAna mAchalI pakaDavAmAM hoya che. tevI rIte niMdakanI vRtti ane pravRtti haMmezA koInA deSa jovAmAM ja hoya che. kAgaDAnI vRtti jevo svabhAva hoya che. jevI rIte kAgaDe khAvA gya ghauMnA dANA chUTA paDyA hoya te paNa te na khAtAM keIe dhUkelA kapha-zlemamAM ja meTuM nAMkhe che. gAya-bheMsa-gadheDA vagere pazuo para besIne tenA gupta bhAgamAM athavA ghavAyelA bhAgamAM cAMca nAMkhe che. te tenA svabhAva para AdhAra rAkhe che. tevI rIte niMdaka Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 744 vRttivALA manuSya kyAreya koInA guNonI sArI-UMcI vAte nahIM sAMbhaLe, keInI guNa prazaMsAmAM tene rasa nahIM Ave. paraMtu keInuM kharAba thAya temAM, keInI bhUlamAM, damAM tene vadhAre rasa Ave che ane tevI vAta halkA leka pAsethI sAMbhaLavA maLe che to tyAM te vadhAre rasa le che. AvA lokonI sAthe tenuM besavAnuM-mitratA vadhAre hoya che. A vRttivALA be-cAra maLyA ke basa AvI ja vAte thaze. koInA paNa saMbaMdhI AvI ja vAta thavAnI nidake bhegA maLIne kyAreya zAstracarcA, tatvajJAnanI vAta athavA sArI--UMcI vAto karavA bese e kyAreca zakya ja nathI. bIjI vAta to e che ke A loke keInI anumodanA paNa karI zakatA nathI. niMdA karavAnI vRttinA kAraNe IrSyA-Sa-matsara-buddhi paNa vadhAre hovAnA kAraNe kaI vyaktinI anamedanA athavA keInA zubha kAryonI anumodanA paNa karavI niMdakane mATe asaMbhava ja vAta che. teNe te dUdhamAM paNa khaTAzanI gaMdha Ave che. AvI vyakti kyAreya guNAnurAgI nathI banI zaktI. te haMmezA deSAnurAgI ja rahe che. A ja tene barAka che ane tene temAM ja rasa Ave che. jevI rIte bhUMDane viSTAmAM rasa Ave che. tevI rIte mAnavasamAjanI kharAbIone prasArita karavAno jANe Theke ja na lIdho hoya ! svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdA karavAnA svabhAva evo paDI gayo hoya che ke jANe tenI AMkhomAM ja kamaLo-pILiyo thaye heAya ! kamaLAnA roganI jema badhI vastu pILI ja dekhAya che. sapheda dUdha ane vastra paNa tene te rogagrastatAmAM pILA ja dekhAya che. te Ama paNa niMdakanI AMkhamAM A dRSTikoNa che ke tene durgaNa ja dekhAya che. sArA guNomAM paNa ane guNavAmAM paNa tene doSa-durguNa ja dekhAya che. keInI nabaLI athavA bhUlanI vAto ja laIne te pharato hoya che. prAyaH niMdA karavAno dhaMdho nakAmA loko che. paraprapaMcI lokenuM A kAma che. A ja temane sauthI moTo dhaMdho che. gharanA oTalA para athavA gharane bahAranA bhAgamAM AvIne besI raheze. rastA parathI AvatA-jatA lokone maLavuM-vAto sAMbhaLavI ane vAto karavI, kahevI e ja eno mukhya dhaMdho che. te pote paNa ejaTa che, tenA gharAka paNa ghaNuM che. ane tenA paNa ejaMTa ane DIlara hoya che. A meTuM vyApaka eka sAmAjika dUSaNa che. samAjanA gaNelA-gaNavelA keTalAka lokeno e vyavasAya Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 745 ja che. AthI te kahevAya che ke paraprapaMcI pitAnuM paNa ghara saMbhALI zako nathI. gujarAtImAM kahevata che-"nava beTho nAda vALe" "pArakI pacAtavALe bhUkhe mare" "gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe" arthAt gharamAM khAvA mATe to kaMI nathI ane pitA te paraprapaMca-niMdAmAM mazagUla che. tethI chokarAone ghaMTImAM AjubAju coMTelA loTane cATavo paDe che. tethI niMdakane kaI lAbha to che ja nahIM. A to vagara paisAne dhaMdhe che. vRddha buddIne niMdaka svabhAva- suMdarazeThanI prasiddhi eka sArA dAtA dAnavIranA rUpamAM hatI. loke mAtra paisAdArane ja nathI pUjatA paraMtu paisA hovA chatAM je dAnI-dAnavIra che, je Ape che tene badhA pUje che. are bhAI! samudranI pAse pANI hovA chatAM te dAtA nathI tethI tenI IcchA na karatAM loko vAdaLanI tarapha najara mAMDIne AzA rAkhatA hoya che, kemake vAdaLa nAnA hovA chatAM paNa dAtAra che, ApavAvALA che. tevI ja rIte samAjamAM dAtA-dAnavIra vAdaLanI jema pUjAya che. samAjamAM sanmAnita sthAnane pAme che. suMdaralAla zeThanI te prasiddhi hatI ke keIpaNa ghera Ave to dhana-dhAnya, vastra, pAtra ApavuM, bhejana ApavuM vagere je joIe te ApatA hatA. keIpaNa yAcakanI je apekSA hoya te pUrI karatA hatA. tenA ghare athavA dukAne AvelA keIpaNa khAlI hAthe pAchA jatA na hatA. pitAnA zaheramAM AvA sArA dAnavIra zeTha hatA e vAtanuM badhAne gaurava hatuM. badhA temanI muktaka prazaMsA karatA hatA. emanI prazaMsA eTalI hada sudhI thatI hatI ke temanA duzmanoe paNa temanI prazaMsA karavI paDe evI zuddha dAna devAnI paddhati hatI. paraMtu temanA gharanI sAme rahetI eka vRddha brAhmaNI buddhI thI A sahana thatuM nahotuM. temanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne ane caza-pratiSThA joIne brAhmaNane peTamAM duHkhatuM hatuM, kAraNa ke niMdA karavAne tene svabhAva hatuM. A vAta AkhA nagaramAM prasiddha hatI. te brAhmaNa gharanI bahAra daravAjA para besIne AvatA-jatA mANasane judA-judA prakAranI vAte banAvIne Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 746 kahetI hatI. are ! sAMbhaLyuM tame! are ! sAMbhaLa-zuM tame A jANe cho ? ane basa kahevAnuM zarU ! samAjamAM keTalAka loko halakI vAtomAM ja rasa dharAvatA hoya che. teone tevuM ja pasaMda hoya che. miThAIvALAnI dukAnamAM jaIne mIThAI khAnAra keTalA ? ane rastA para UbhA rahIne pherIyAvALAnI pAse caTAkedAra bhelapurI vagere khAvAvALA keTalA? dUdhamalAI--rabaDI jevuM zuddha-sAtvika-pauSTika AhAra khAnAra keTalA ? ane bhela-bhUsuM--pAuMbhAjI khAvAvALA keTalA ? samAjamAM badhA sArA ja hoya e zakaya ja nathI, ane keIpaNa samAja evo nathI je sarvathA sAro ja hoya. vRddha brAhmaNI badhAnI sAme haMmezA zeThanI niMdA ja karatI rahe che. vividha prakAranI vAto banAvI-banAvIne kahetI jAya che. gAnayoga bhavitavyatA evI thaI ke eka divasa bahAragAmathI eka kApaDiye AvyuM. tene bhUkha sakhata lAgI hatI. thoDAka paisA vagerenI paNa jarUrata hatI. teNe vicAryuM-huM zuM karuM? kyAM jauM ? eTalAmAM te suMdarazeThanI prasiddhi sAMbhaLIne temanA ghera Avyo ane bhejana mATe cAcanA karI. paraMtu banyuM evuM ke zeThanA gherathI temanA patnI vagere bahAra gayA hatA. tethI gharamAM Aje kaMI hatuM nahIM. zeTha ciMtAtura thaI gayA. have zuM karuM? nA kahevAno temane svabhAva nahe. bhAgyavaza ekAeka dahIM vecanArI tyAMthI jaI rahI hatI. A joIne zeThe teNIne lAvI. paisA ApIne badhuM dahIM kharIdI lIdhuM, ane dahIMnI lassI banAvIne AMgatuka mahemAnane pIvaDAvI. vAta ema hatI ke dahIMvALInA mastaka para dahIMnuM vAsaNa khulluM hatuM. eka samaDI pakSI tenI cAcamAM sAMpanA baccAne laIne UDI rahI hatI. khAdya padArthane joIne samaDI te dahIMnA vAsaNa para AvIne beThI eTalAmAM cAMcamAM dabAvelA sApanA mukhamAMthI lALa-viSanuM biMdu dahIMmAM paDI gayuM hatuM. te dahIMnI lassI bicArA bahArathI AvelA kApaDiyAe pIdhI ane pAMcadasa miniTamAM te tenuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM. kahevAya che ke-vAtone paNa pAMkha hoya che. budvIe A jotAM ja sAro avasara prApta thaye ema samajI te te ghera-Thera kahevA mATe doDI. jeruM-! sAMbhaLyuM-! huM ja kahetI hatI-paraMtu mAruM kaI sAcuM ja mAnatuM nahotuM. Aje te sAcuM mAnaze ne ! have te sAcuM Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 747 mAne! are evuM banyuM ke bahAragAmathI koI eka kApaDiye Avyo hato. tene khavaDAvavAnA bahAne mAryo ane tenA badhA paisA suMdarazeThe pacAvI dIdhA. pachI dAna kare che. zuM A dAna che? are ! AvA to keTalAya lokone mArIne suMdarazeThe lAkho rUpiyA bhegA karyA che. pachI dAna kare che-ane na jANe AgaLa-pAchaLanI seMkaDo vAto banAvatI- banAvatI te vRddha buddhI AkhAnagaramAM keTalAyanA ghera kahetI pharatI hatI. loko A jovA mATe suMdarazeThanI dukAna para AvavA lAgyA. jota-jotAmAM to dukAna para bhIDa thaI gaI. buThThInI vAtane pramANa maLyuM. paraMtu A eka vAtanA pramANa para buddhInI seMkaDo vAta para paNa lokone vizvAsa besavA lAge. are ! kadAca A paNa zakya hoI zake. AvuM paNa banI zake ? AvA zabdothI loke vAta karavA lAgyA. zeThane pUchavA chatAM nirdoSa zeTha duHkhI hRdayathI kaMI paNa kahI zakatA nathI. zuM bele ! kayA meDhe bole ! eTalIvAramAM te marI gayelA kApaDIyAne jIva je bhUta banyA hatA. (bhUta eka vyaMtaranikAyanA deva vizeSa che) te potAnI hatyA mATe koNa javAbadAra che? te zodhavA mATe ahIM AvyA che? huM kone vaLaguM ? kone khAuM? ema vicAre che zuM zeThane vaLaguM ? vicAra karatAM tene pratIti thaI ke nA.....nA ...vAstavamAM zeTha te nirdoSa che. sAcI bhAvanAthI khavarAvyuM che. to zuM dahIMvALIne vaLaguM ? nA....te paNa bicArI nirdoSa che. teNIne to kaMI paNa khabara ja nathI ane teNe te pakSIne paNa uDADyuM hatuM. te zuM te samaDI pakSIne vaLaguM ? are ! nA, te paNa nirdoSa che. sApa pakaDavAno to tene dhaMdho che, to zuM sApa deSita che ? nA..... nA.......te te bicAro paravaza hato. samaDInA moDhAmAM arthAt metanA moDhAmAM dabAI rahyo hato ane meDhAmAMthI viSanuM thuMka paDI gayuM! are ! have zuM karuM? kone vaLaguM? zuM badhA nirdoSa che ? nA Ama vicArIne bhUta thayelo te jIva niMdA karatI te vRddha brAhmaNane vaLage. teNInA zarIramAM praveza karyo ane sapheda sADI, kapaDA temaja AkhuM. zarIra kALuM-zyAma thaI gayuM. kALI-kubaDI, kuSTa-rAgI banI gaI ane AkhA samAjamAM buddhanI vAta thavA lAgI. chevaTe zeTha to nirdoSa chUTI gayA. paraMtu buddhIne loke napharata karavA lAgyA. niMdA karanAra phegaTa deSa bhAgIdAra bane che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 748 niMdaka dhamane mATe pAtra nathI dharmane mATe keNa pAtra che ane kaNa apAtra che? e vicAra zAstrakAroe spaSTa karyo che. emAM niMdaka vRttivALAne sarvathA apAtra TharAvyo che, kemake te paraniMdA karavAvALe che. vagara kAraNe leza-kalaha paNa karato rahe che, keInI sAthe vaira-vaimanasya paNa rAkhe che. keInI sAthe zatrutA rAkhe che ane nakAme koIne zatru bane che. svAbhAvika che ke kapolakalpita na hoya tevI vAte banAvIne keAInI apratiSThA kare che. athavA keInI para kalaMka-Aropa lagADe che te te tenI sAthe zatrutAnI jamAvaTa kare che. niMdaka A rIte A niMdA karavAnI vRttinA kAraNe kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, pazunya, rati-arati,dha-mAna-mAyA vagere keTalAya pApane kheMcI lAve che. AthI 18 pApasthAnakamAM keTalAya pApa A sImA para parivAda pApanI sAthe lAgelA che, sahayogI che. tenI pAchaLa kheMcAIne Ave che. jevI rIte udarva vAyu-UlaTInA regIne mATe vAta ja AhAra pratikULa siddha thAya che. tevI rIte niMdaka vRttivALA mATe dharmArAdhanA paNa niSphaLa siddha thAya che. eka to te dharmane mATe egya pAtra ja nathI, ane mAnI lo ke jo te tapajapa-kriyA vagere dharma kare to paNa badhuM niSphaLa jAya che. pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje spaSTa zabdomAM sakjhAyamAM kahyuM che ke-"jehane niMdAne DhALa che, tapa-kiriyA tasa pheka he"--je kaIne paNa paraniMdA karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che, te ja tapa-kriyA vagere karatA paNa hoya te te badhuM nakAmuM jAya che. AvI tapazcaryA, AvI sAmAyika-pUjApauSadha zuM kAmanA? jemAM sAdhaka paraniMdA kare athavA jenI sAthe koI nidAnI pravRtti kare ? sAmAyika pUjAnI kriyA kharAba nathI, ane tapazcaryA paNa kharAba nathI. pANu kharAba nathI, paraMtu je azuddha heya te peya-pIvA yogya nathI. sAmAyika-pUjA-tapazcaryA karIne je nirja rA karavI joIe tenA badale te niMdA karIne pApanI pravRtti vadhAre che. sAmAcika laIne athavA pauSadha laIne je sAdhaka niMdAparaprapaMcapara niMdA, keInI kuthaLI ja karato rahe to zuM te sAmAyika athavA paSadha lAbhadAyI banaze ? zuM te karmanirjarA karmakSaya mATe sahAyaka banaze? te kiyA phegaTa jaze. tethI niMdaka dharmane mATe pAtra nathI ane tenI sAdhanA kyAreya sArthaka saphaLa thatI nathI. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 749 vividha prakAranA ajIrNa - krodha ajIraNa tapataNuM, jJAnatANuM ahaMkAra ho, paraniMdA kirIyAtaNuM, ramana ajIrNa AhAra ho. niMdAnI sakjhAyamAM yazovijayajI vAcaka pharamAve che ke lokone vividha prakAranuM ajIrNa hoya che. Ayurveda zAstramAM jevI rIte kahyuM che ke-UlTI thavI e ajIrNanuM lakSaNa che. AhAra barAbara pacyo nathI. tevI rIte dharmazAstramAM spaSTa karyuM che ke je tapasvI kedha kare che te samajI levuM ke tene tapa pacce nathI. kedha e tapazcaryAnuM ajIrNa che. jJAnanuM ajIrNa abhimAna che. jJAna to ghaNuM meLavyuM che. paraMtu te pacyuM nathI. tethI abhimAna thayuM che. sthUlibhadrajI je dazapUvI thaI gayA. daza pUrvanuM jJAna prApta karI lIdhuM paraMtu tene pacAvyuM nahIM. 'huM kaMIka chuM" evuM batAvavA mATe bahenonI sAme teNe siMhanuM rUpa banAvyuM. A ahaMkArane jJAnanuM ajIrNa jANIne gurU bhagavaMte pachInA cAra pUrva bhaNAvavAnI nA pADI dIdhI. joke zrI saMghanA AgrahathI ane temanI kSamAyAcanAthI pU. bhadrabAhasvAmIe pachInA cAra pUrva mULa sUtrathI ApyA. paNa arthathI te na ja ApyA. A abhimAna jJAnanuM ajIrNa che tethI jJAnI jo abhimAna na kare ane namra ja rahe te samajavuM ke jJAna sAcA rUpamAM pariNAma pAmyuM che. tevI rIte kodha na kare to samajavuM ke tapasvIne tapa sAcA rUpamAM pariName che. Ama paNa kahyuM che ke sAmAyika, pUjApATha, pauSadha, maMtra-jApa vagere prakAranI vividha dhArmika kiyA jo barAbara rIte na pacI hoya te samajavuM ke A kriyAnuM ajIrNa che. A ajIrNa paraniMdAnA rUpe pragaTa thAya che. Ama joIe to badhA prakAranI zubha kiyA, ta5-tapazcaryA vagere badhI dhArmika kriyAmAM ja gaNAya che, ane AvI tapazcaryA-sAmAyika-pauSadha-pUjA pATha vagerenI kiyA karavAvALA paNa je paraniMdAnI pravRttimAM mazagula hoya te samajavuM ke hAla teone lokettara kriyA sArI rIte pacI nathI. teo pacAvI zakyA nathI. teone ajIrNa thayuM che. tenI aMdha zrada8m ajIrNanA rogamAM lAMdhana karavuM arthata sarvathA na khAvuM e zreSTha upAya che. ajIrNanA hevA chatAM paNa je khAvAnI IcchA rAkhe che. te samajavuM ke zarIramAM jhera vadhI rahyuM che. zakaya che ke bhayaMkara viSavikA Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 750 na thaI zake che. ane te Ama ke atisAra nA kAraNe mRtyu paNa pAmI zake che. tethI ajIrNa mahA kharAba che. AhAra tAre che. ane AhAra mAre paNa che. evI rIte kalaha, paraniMdA vagere pAponI sAthe karelI badhA prakAranI dharmakriyA ghAtaka paNa siddha thAya che. AthI kahevAya che ke dharma sAmagrI tAraka che ane je tene durUpayoga karavAmAM Ave to te mAraka paNa che. teno upayoga tame keve kare che? tenA upara tene AdhAra che. cAkU athavA charI game teTalI sArI eTale ke senAnI paNa hoya to paNa te peTamAM bharAtI nathI. tethI kahevAnuM tAtparya ane Azaya samajavA prayatna karavo joIe. dharma-tapa-japa vagere na karavuM ema ahIM nathI kahevAmAM AvyuM paraMtu tapa-japa -dha phiyAnI sAthe paraniMdA-paraprapaMca, kalaha-abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa na karavAne upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. khAvuM ja nahIM, tame na khAze evuM nathI kahyuM paraMtu ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke gAyanI athavA pazunI carabI jemAM AvatI hoya tevuM DAlaDA ghI na khAvuM joIe. DAlaDA ghI na khAvAno artha e thAya che ke-zuddha, carabI vagaranuM ghI jarUrathI khAI zake che. evI rIte tapa-japa-sAmAyika-pUjApATha na karavA joIe e artha nathI. paraMtu pApayukta-pApamizrita dharma lAbhadAyI nathI. tethI dharmakiyA tyAjya nathI, zuddha ghInI jema zuddha dharma jarUra upAdeya che, AcaraNIya che, dharma tyAjya nathI, pApa tyAjya che. pApayukata dharmamAM pApanuM je mizraNa karAyuM che te je kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te dharmanuM svarUpa te zuddha ja che. emAM to koI zaMkA ja nathI. tethI dharmanuM AcaraNa avazya karavuM joIe. paraMtu pApathI mizrita thayelA-mizraNane dUra karIne anyathA dharmanuM svarUpa azuddha thaI jaze, ane AvI pApa pravRttivALA niMdakanA hAthamAM gayele dharma paNa apratiSThAne pAme che. dharmanuM svarUpa vikRta banI jAya che. pachI AvA nidaka ane pApavRttivALA, svArtha sAdhaka lokone joIne bIjA loke dharmanI hAMsI-majAka uDAve che, dharmanI niMdA kare che. juo, A mATImeTI AcabilanI oLI kare che. paraMtu kevuM kharAba pApa kare che? keTalI paraniMdA kare che. A juo-A roja pratikramaNa kare che. zuM phAde AvA pratikramaNa karavAthI ? AvI moTI oLI paNa lAbha zuM? A rIte loke dharmanI avahelanA-niMdA kare che. tethI dharmanI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 751 avahelana!-niMdyAnu nimitta dhamI bane che. pApanA bhAgIdAra te eka vyakti bane che ane sekaDA dvArA dharmanI avahelanA thaze tenuM pApa te eka vyaktine lAgaze. mahAsatI mayaNAsuMdarIne dhaniMdAnuM du:kha-- zrIpALacaritranI itihAsa prasiddha vAta badhA jANe che, mayaNAsuMdarI syAdvAdasiddhAMtAnI jANa hatI. navatattvanI naya, nikSepa pUrNAMkanI zraddhAthI tene samyaktvarUpI dIpaka aLahaLatA hatA. jyAre sabhAmAM prajApALa rAjAe prazna pUchyo ke puNyathI zuM maLe ? tarata ja teNe jInamatAnusAra pratyuttara ApyA. A vAtanI nAMdha karatAM zrIzrIpALa rAjAnA rAsamAM pU. vinayavijayajI ma. pharamAve che ke "mayA kahe mati nyAyanI zIla zu` nirmaLa deha, saMgati gurU guNavaMtanI puNya pAmIje eha." A javAbamAM bhArAbhAra adhyAtma jaNAya che. AtmAne kendramAM rAkhIne apAyeleA A javAba che. surasuMdarIe te| A ja praznanA laukika dRSTIthI javAba ApyA. "surasuMdarI kahe citta cAturI, dhana cauvana vara deha, manavallabha meLAvaDA puNya pAmIje eha." jIvane A vAtamAM AkhuM jagata hA bhaNe che. paNa meAkSasAdhaka A javAba khUMce che. mayaNAnA pitAne mayaNAnA javAba khUccA. te kahe che ke tArI vAta barAbara nathI. mArA pasAyathI tame sau sukhI che huM jo tamArA upara vikrU tA tamArA satyAnAza thaI jAya, mArI mahera najarathI badhu' areAkhara che. tyAre mayaNAe namra paNa dRDha svImAM kahyuM ke nA pitA! Apa kare tema nathI thatuM, kama kare te thAya che. huM kyAM joza jovaDAvIne tamArA ghare avatarI chuM. mArA karmo mane ahI laI AvyA che. mayaNA suMdarI sarvajJanA siddhAMtamAM dRDha hatI paraMtu krama siddhAMtanI A dRDhatAne leAkeAe tenI jIdamAM khatavI bALahaThamAM tenI khatavaNI thaI ane ghaNA lokoe mayaNAne peAtAnA haThAgraha cheDavA mATe samajAvI. khudde prajApAla rAjA paNa putrInA vicAramAM asamaMta hAvAnA kAraNe peAtAnI putrIne samajAve che ke tu tArA Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 752 siddhAMta cheDI de, badalI le, temAM sudhArA-vadhArA karI le ane bApakamI chuM tema mAna, huM tArA pitA chuM. AthI huM tane sukhI, duHkhI banAvI zakuM chuM. tema mAna. paraMtu mayaNA suMdarI te A vAta sAMbhaLavA paNa taicAra na hatI teA svIkAravA tA kevI rIte taiyAra bane ? teNe kahyu ke jo satyane cheDI daIzuM te zu' maLaze ? A mArA gharanI vAta nathI, sajJa vItarAga bhagavAnanA siddhAMtanI vAta che. emAM sudhArA vadhArA hAI zake nahIM. siddhAMtamAM bAMdhachoDa thai zake nahIM. jagatanuM svarUpa prabhue jevuM joyu che. tevuM ja kahyuM che. emAM zraddhA rAkhavAthI ja AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che. mATe uddhatAIthI nahI paNa satyanI rakSA mATe huM mArA vicArAne pAchA kheMcatI nathI. cita rIte paNa dRDhatApUrvakanA A zabdo jyAre pitAe sAMbhaLyAM tyAre tene thayuM ke A mArUM apamAna kare che. sabhAmAM potAnuM mAna dhavANuM samajI rAjA gusse thaI jAya che. ane tarata ja cogAnuyoga 700 kuSTa rAgIthI parivarelA uMbara rANAnI joDe tenA lagna karI dIdhA ane mayaNA suMdarIne vaLAvI dIdhI. kame ANyA katanI joDe lagna karIne malapatI cAle mayaNAe vidAya lIdhI. A dazya joIne leAkA aa vAtA karavA lAgyA ke mayaNAsuMdarInA haThAgraha che. prANAMte paNa potAnI pakaDa na cheDavI evA te kAi dhama hAtA haze ? AvI vAtanA koi aMta levAtA haze? are AnA pariNAme agInA jugAra khelAi gayA. eka rastAnA cAlatA rAgI joDe jIMdagI vItAvavI paDaze ? dhama te kAMi AvuM batAvatA haze ? dhikkAra che. jainadharmane ke jenAthI jIvA avaLI mativALA bane che. jIddI bane che, AgrahI bane che. cAphera A vAtanuM meAju prasarI rahyuM che. ATalI vipattimAM paNa mayAe peAtAnA kamapaNAnA siddhAMta cheDacA nathI. teNe karmajanya paristhitinA zAMta svIkAra karI lIdhA che eTale viparIta paristhitimAM paNa manaHsthiti suMdara jaLavAI rahI che, Aje tA erakaMDIzanamAM beThelA tamArU' mana kaeNnDIzanamAM nathI rahetuM enu kAraNa e che ke bhagavAnanA siddhAMtAnI uSmA, tenu tatva jJAna ApaNe gumAvI rahyA che. pArakI niMdAnA garamAgarama bajAranI aMdara tatvajJAnanI kAIne paDI nathI. mayaNAe sapUrNa binazaratI samapa NuthI paristhitine vadhAvI 9 dhI. bhavitavyatAnA vicAra kare che ke mArA Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 753 karmAnusAra kaDhIyA joDe mArA lagna lakhAyA haze te ja AvuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya. mane mArA karmo upara bharose che. aMza mAtra paNa duHkha nathI kheda nathI. ApaNuM puNyane udaya jo cAlu hoya to koI kAMI karI zakatuM nathI. Indra paNa ApaNe vALa vAMke karI zakato nathI ane puNyadaya na hoya te pApanA udaya kALe zerInA galuDIyAM paNa bacakAM bharatAM Ave che. puNya pApanI akATaya-dhurAnA gaNita pAse keInuM cAlatuM nathI. hA, karmo bAMdhavAmAM tame svataMtra cho. jAgRtithI karma na baMdhAya, ochA baMdhAya evuM jarUra thaI zake che paNa kama bAMdhyA pachI te tenuM kArya jarUra karaze. emAM keI apavAda nathI. atyAre mayaNae karmanI udaya avasthAne zAMta svIkAra karyo che paNa AmenatinA lakSayane varI cUkelI mayaNe javA karmabaMdha bilakula karatI nathI junA karmo khapAve che. ApaNe paNa samatAthI karmono hisAba patAvI daIe te navA karmo, navA RNAnubaMdha ubhA na thAya ane jUnA karmono hisAba cUkate thaI jAya. mayaNAsuMdarI potAnA patine pagale cAlI nIkaLI. hRdayamAM siddhacakranuM dhyAna che. deva-gurU-dharmanI zILI chAyA jenA upara che. tenuM azubha karavA keI samartha nathI. patine laIne samIpavatI gAmanA jaina upAzraye gaI. tyAM pU. AcArya zrI municaMdrasUri mahArAjanuM pravacana sAMbhaLyuM ane pravacananI samApti pachI baMne pU. gurUdeva AcAryazrInI pAse AvyA. thoDI vAta thaI. ekAekA mayaNAsuMdarIne raDavuM AvyuM. atyAra sudhInI vyathA AMsu thaIne vahevA lAgI. azrudhArAnI avirata gatimAM koI belatuM nathI belI zakatuM nathI. maunanI theDI paLo pasAra thaI ane AcAryazrI mayaNAne oLakhI gayA ane maunane teDIne pUchayuM, "are ATalA vihavaLa thavAnI zuM jarUra che? zA mATe zeka? he devI! zA mATe raDo che ? zuM kAraNa che ? zuM Avo koDhI pati maLyo mATe raDo cho ?" tyAM ja mayaNAsuMdarI e makkama rIte kahyuM, gurUdeva ! nA, patinI prApti te karmAdhIna che. huM A siddhAMtamAM daDha chuM. te pachI revAnuM zA mATe ? tyAre mayaNue kahyuM ke gurUjI bIjI koI vAtanuM duHkha nathI. duHkha eka ja vAtanuM che ke dharmanA sAcA siddhAMta upara huM dRDha rahI, lokoe tenI mazkarI karI ane dharmanA nAma para thaMkyA ane jaina dharmanI niMdA karI. A niMdA mATe huM kAraNa banI basa tenuM Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 754 ja duHkha che. have gurUjI ! e koI upAya batAvo ke jethI badhA loke pharI siddhAMtanI prazaMsA karavAnI zarU kare. huM keIne dharma pamADavA mATe te nimitti nA banI zakI. paNa mArU nimitta laIne bIjA adharma pAmyA tenuM mane bhArobhAra duHkha che. lokonA manamAMthI jainadharma pratye Adara ghaTavA mAMDe e ja vAtane mane aphasa che. patinuM duHkha te lezamAtra nathI. A te karmajanya avasthA che. temAM sukha ane duHkhanI kalpanA karavI e ja nirarthaka vAta che. bhAgyazALI! tame vicAro ke mAyaNa keTalI sajajana suzIla sanArI rAjakumArI hatI ke jene mArA dharmanI niMdA thaI rahI che. tenuM ghaNuM duHkha che. Aje ApaNe paNa aneka dhamI chIe paraMtu mArA dharmanI niMdA thAya che, emAM huM nimitta banuM chuM A vAtanuM rati bhara paNa duHkha kyAM che? duHkhanI vAta te dUra rahI, paraMtu uce dharma karavAvALA paNa jyAre potAnA meDhAthI dharmanI niMdA kare che tyAre Azcarya thAya che, ke emane dharma keTale pa haze ? teoe dharmane meLavyo che ke nahIM ? emAM zaMkA thaI jAya che. A loke keTalA dharmamAM utaryA che? ane emanAmAM dharma keTale utaryo che? A prazna udabhave che. jevI rIte samudramAM udhe ghaDe rAkhavAmAM Ave te ghaDo jarUra pANImAM che paNa ghaDAmAM paNa bilakula nathI kAraNa ke havAnuM dabANa che. ghaDo. havAthI bharelo che. e ja rIte sArA sArA dhamI kahevAtA dharma karatA jIva jyAre pitAnA dharmanI, deva-gurUnI niMdA karatA dekhavAmAM Ave che, tyAre Azcarya thAya che. mana ciMtAtura banI jAya che. mana baLave piokAre che. are.......re.........A lokee zuM dharma meLavyuM che? kayo dharma teo pAmyA che? jInazAsananI temane sparzanA kyAM thaI che ? dharma emanA lohImAM kyAM pariNata thaye che ? dharma ane jIvana abheda kyAM banyuM che ? e to eka mayaNAsuMdarI zAstranA pAne sonerI akSare aMkti thaI che ke jene jIvana e ja dharmamaya banAvI dIdheluM. Aje ApaNAmAM ajJAna che mATe ApaNe jIvana ane dharmane judA judA mAnIe chIe, samajIe chIe, ApaNe samajaNa mujaba dharma te derAsara ane upAzrayamAM karavAno che? paNa nA, ahIM to dharmanI preraNA levAnI che. pachI dharmane potAnA jIvananA dareka kAryakSetramAM prAyogika rUpe apanAvavAno che. tame je hoya te paNa tamArI pharaja Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 755 barobara kare. pharaja e dharma che. dharma e jIvana che. derAsara ane upAzrayamAMthI anukame deva ane gurU pAsethI je Adarze ApaNe samajIne AvyA chIe tenA mATe kAryakSetra te tamAruM jIvana che. AthI jIvananA dareka kSetrone dharma sAthe saMbaMdha che. dharma eTale svabhAva badalave "raghurAvo cho " atibhAno svabhAva samatA che. basa samatAmAM rahevuM te dharma che. ApaNAmAM dharma sAmAjIka rUpe vyApaka banyo che. paNa te hakIktamAM dharma nathI. sAmAjIka guNonA sthAne sAhajIka guNo keLavavA e dharma che. dA. ta. gharamAM koI jhaghaDA thaye che. tyAre koI mahemAna Ave che. te tarata ja tame jhaghaDe bhIne saMkelI leze. vAtAvaraNa madhura banI jaze ane mahemAnanA gayA pachI bhArelA agninI rAkha uDatAM pAchuM potAnuM pota prakAzaze. have mahemAna daramyAna tame je kSamAne dhAraNa karI che. e to kSamAnuM sAmAjika svarUpa che. sAhajika svarUpa nathI. tamAre svabhAva ja zAMta, prazAMta, upazAMta banI gayo hoya ke have to gusso karI zake ja nahI. svabhAvathI ja mRdu banI jatAM bIjAne kodhathI gusse karI zake nahIM A che sAhajika kSamA, sAmAjika guNAnA sthAne sAhajika guNe lAvavAnA che. mayaNAnA jIvanamAM dharma sahaja rIte tANAvANAnI jema vaNAI gayelo hato. tethI ja AvA kaparA saMgemAM paNa te uttIrNa thaI. pitAne pati kADhI che. tenI tene bilakula citA nathI. gharabAra vagaranA rastA uparane rAhadArI kADhIyA joDe pitAe potAne pariNAvI ene ene aphasosa nathI. siddhAMtanI rakSA, dharmanI rakSA e ja pramANe zAsananI ciMtA mayaNAsuMdarI hatI. Aje kayAM che tevA sAdhaka? zAsana rakSAnI vAtone DhAla banAvI enI nIce zAsananI avahelanA-niMdA karavI, zAsanarakSAnA nAma upara saMgharSa-kalaha karavA zuM zobhAspada che? Aje aphasosa e vAtane che ke jainadharmamAM niMdA-para-parivAra, kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, pazunya vigere pApasthAnanuM pramANa vadhAre vadhI gayuM che. potAnA gharanI vAtonI niMdA keI bahAra AvIne nathI karatuM. potAnI bena, dIkarInI niMdA keI karatuM nathI. badhAne bIjAno doSa jevo che ane potAnI jAtane dudhathI snAna karelI pavitratam mAnavI che ane evI jagatane batADavI che ane Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 756 ATalAthI ja jIva kayAM aTake che? pitAnI jAtane sArI dekhADavA mATe bIjAne halakA citaravAnI vRti ane bIjAnI niMdA prapaMca karavAnI pravRti jIva kayAM choDe che? zAsana-zAsananI vAta karavAnA bahAne zAsananuM svarUpa vikRta karI nAMkhyuM che. e te dharmapremI zAsanasubhaTa AcArya ApaNI AMkho sAme Aje taravare che. jemaNe zAsananI rakSA kAje potAnA prANanI Ahuti ApI dIdhI. dara caudase rAjamahelamAM rAjAne pauSadha karAvavA jatA AcAryanA ziSyanA hAthe rAjAnuM khuna thaI gayuM. have A kalaMka jaina saMghane na Ave te mATe bAjumAM rahelI talavArathI temaNe svahatyA karI zAsananI rakSA karI Aje to zAsananA nAme svanI pratiSThA thatI jovAI che. enuM kAraNa pahelA sAdhaka siddhi mATe dharma karatA hatA Aje prasiddhi khAtara ghaNuM thAya che. zuM AmAM mAyA kapaTa nathI? zAsananuM hita karyAM che? mayaNAsuMdarI jevI zAsanapremI vyakti dIne laIne jotAM paNa maLe tema nathI. gurUdeva AcAye kahyuM devI! tame yugAdideva AdIzvara prabhunI reja bhakti kare. navapada-siddha cakranI ArAdhanA karo ane AyaMbIlanI oLI kare. jIvananI aMdara AyaMbIlane tapa, brahmacaryane khapa ane navakArane japa jo AvI jaze to A triveNuM saMgamathI badhA praznonuM samAdhAna thaI jaze. ane badhA pharI jaina zAsananI prazaMsA karatA Avaze. ane evuM ja thayuM. mayaNa tathA zrIpALe AyaMbIlanI oLI karI temAM siddhacakanI ananya bhakti karI ane prabhu pUjAnA abhiSeka havaNa jaLathI uMbara rANAne kuSTha roga maTI gayo. mAtA kamalaprabhA vigere samasta parivAra maLI gaye. A camatkAra sAMbhaLIne seMkaDo loko jena dharmanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. ane tyAre mayaNAsuMdarIne saMtoSa thaye, zAMtI thaI. zAsananI prabhAvanA thaI ane karma siddhAMtanI satyatA pragaTa thaI. svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdAnuM mahApApa A eka mAnavanI kamajorI che, khAmI che ke ene svaprazaMsa vadhu priya che, dareka vyaktinI khAsIyata che ke enA vakhANa ja ene game, ane have te Teva paDI gaI che ke badhAne svaprazaMsA priya lAge che. ane mAnI lo ke A hakIkata che ane tene kadAca svIkAra karI paNalaIe, e vastu eTalI kharAba paNa nathI chatAM eka prazna upasthita Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 757 thAya che ke svaprazasAnI sAthe paranidA ene priya lAge che. tenuM zuM kAraNa? kadAca tame ema kaheze ke paranidA vagara svaprazaMsA zakya nathI. te nA, A vAtamAM huM sahamata nathI. zuM upara sudhI dorelI rekhAne hAtha lagAvyA vinA, bhUsyA vinA zuM nAnI nathI karI zakAtI? nA, evuM nathI. e lITInI sAme bIjI meTI lITI dorI levAthI sAmenI lITI enI meLe nAnI dekhAze. emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. bIjAne lITIne hAtha paNa lagADavAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu A yukitane upayoga karavAvALA bahu ochA che. maMdamati jIvo bIjAnI lITI bhUsIne pitAnI meTI banAvavA mAMge che. paNa A rasto vyAjabI nathI, uttama nathI. basa, tevI ja rIte zuM bIjAnI niMdAthI ja potAnI prazaMsA thaI zake che? zuM A suMdara upAya che? nA, kayAreya nahIM, A te mahApApa che. tamane je tamArI prazaMsAnI bhUkha hoya te evuM prazaMsanIya kArya kare ke samAja tamArI prazaMsA jarUra karaze, paraMtu keTalAya lokone A mArga kaThina jaNAya che. ane enI badale paraniMdA karIne huM sAro chuM evo dekhAva karIne sastI kitine mArga ane saraLa jaNAya che. ane vadhAre paDatA loke A mArgane anusare che. pitAnI jAtane bhagavAna tarIke batAvavAne mATe ane banAvavAne mATe eNe badhA bhagavAne para niMdA TIkA TIpaNuM karavAnI zarU karI dIdhI ke bhagavAna mahAvIra AvA hatA, tevA hatA. buddha bhagavAna, rAma, kRSNa, bhagavAna Izu khriIsta, masIha vagere AvA hatA, tevA hatA, A badhAmAM satva nathI mAtra camatkArathI lokonuM Avartana kare che. AvI aneka vAto karIne badhA bhagavAnamAM daghATana kare che, badhA devapUrNa che. basa, eka huM ja pUchuM chuM. AthI huM bhagavAna chuM. AvA pracArane tame paNa sAMbhaLyo che, vAMcyA che paNa jarAka te vicAro seMkaDonI sAthe anAcAra, durAcAra, karavAvALo, hajAro-lAkhene durAcAranA khADAmAM pADanAra evA mahA viSathI tIvra viSaya vAsanA nA kIDAne bhagavAna kevI rIte kahI zakAya? ane aneka bhagavAnonI, sarvajJa vItarAganI ghora niMdA ane majAka karavAnA mahApApanuM phaLa bicAre Aje bhogavI rahyo che. hAtha-pagamAM hAthakaDI che ane jelamAM kedI tarIke Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 758 paNa rahI AvyA che. keTalAya Aropane bhoga banI cUkelA kahevAtA bhagavAnanI A durdazA che, sAce ja pApanI sajA bhArI che. AthI nakakI thAya che ke svaprazaMsA pUrvaka paraniMdA karanAnuM pApa atyaMta bhAre che. bIjAnI niMdA karIne, karAvIne pitAnI prazaMsA karavI athavA karAvavI e sauthI vadhAre kharAba che. svaprazaMsA paNa vicitra che, prazaMsA kaI kare te sAruM che ke jAte karIe te sAruM kahevAya? svanI prazaMsA keI anya kare te sAruM che. paraMtu je pote ja potAnI prazaMsA kare ane bIjAnI niMdA kare ane te te mahA pApa thAya che, mAtra bIjAnI niMdA karavI e pApa che. ane potAnI prazaMsApUrvaka bIjAnI niMdA karavI e mahApApa che. kAraNa ke jJAnIoe ApaNane svaprazaMsA karavAnI rajA ApI nathI. chUTa ApI nathI. svaprazaMsA karavI e dharma nathI. guNa nathI paNa, bhavAbhinaMdIne doSa che. svaprazaMsA, paraniMdAnI Teva chUTe te ja dharmanI cegyatA prApta thAya che. niMdIne nIca gotra vagere pApa kamane baMdha- pApa pravRttithI pApa (azubha) karmona ja baMdha thAya che ane zubha (puNya) pravRttithI zubha puNya upArjana thAya che. A karmazAstrane siddhAMta che. tethI amArI sArI-kharAba vRtti ane pravRtti para sArAkharAba (zubhaazubha-puNya-pApa) karmone AdhAra che. paraMparivAdanI vRttivALA nidaka je ke bIjAnI niMdA kare che, bIjAnA viSayamAM viparIta vAta kare che, je nathI te vAtone paNa upajAve che, Aropa bhaka athavA kalaMkAtamaka parahIlanA thAya evuM bolavuM e zuM pApa nathI kahevAtuM? to AvA pApa karmonuM kharAba phaLa zuM hoya? A pApanI sajA keNa Apaze ? karma sattAnA kSetramAM pApanI sajA ApavAvALI keAI svataMtra Izvara vagere zakita nathI. karmasattAmAM ja zubha-azubha be bheda che. azubha karma je jevI rIte bAMdhyA hoya te karmo ja potAnI sajA potAnI jAte Ape che. bIjA koInI Avazya-. tA ja nathI. ahIM niMdA karavAvALA nidaka nIca gAtra vagere karmo bAMdhe che. A batAvatAM umAsvAtijI vAcaka tatvArthasUtramAM spaSTa kahe che ke - "TmanivAsasarAchAnomAne ra nI caitra Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 759 paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA tathA saddaguNAnu... AcchAdana ane asad guNAnuM udghATana (pragaTa) karavAnI pravRttithI nIca geAtra karmInA adha thAya che, A sUtranA zabdArtha thayA. vizeSa vistArathI paNa joie. paraniMdA karavI, IrSyA, matsara-vRtti, tejodveSa, dveSanI manAvRttithI bIjAnAM sArA guNeA, bIjAnI caza-pratiSThA kIrti vadhatI joIne sahana na thavAthI kAInI niMdA karavI, paraparivAdanu sevana karavu, ane peAtAnI jAtanI prazaMsA svayaM karavI, meATAI batAvI, A banne nIca-adhama kakSAnI pApa vRtti thaI. A vRttithI--saddaguNa AcchAdananI pravRtti karavI. arthAt kAI nAmAM je sArA guNu che. tenA nAza karavA tene DhAMkI devA, irSyAthI keAInAmAM sArA guNa je vAstavamAM che. tene na jovA, na kahevA ane DhAMkIne asaguNAnuM udghATana karavuM, arthAt je guNa nathI tene guNa che. ema kahevuM, A paNa adhama pApavRtti ja kahevAya. nika hamezA keAInA doSone ja kaheze, kAraNa ke te chidrone zAdhatA ja hAya che, te keAinAmAM rahetA chatAM vidyamAna guNNAne paNa joI zakatA nathI. A niMdA karanAranI kamajorI che. tethI A pApAzravathI te AgAmI bhavamAM nIca kulamAM janmane pAme che, garIbanI jhupaDapaTTImAM janma laIne daridranArAyaNa ane che. adhama kuLamAM adhama kakSAnA pApA kare che. AvA nIcA kuLamAM janma lIdhA pachI pravRtti kayAMthI sArI heAI zake ? A vAta karmagraMthakAre paNa spaSTa kahI che. niMdAmAM paNa jinezvara paramAtmA vagerenI mAhinA paNa nIca gAtra karmanA baMdha karAvIne nIca kuLamAM pheMkI de che. e ja kahyuM che ke-- jinavara ne niMdatA, nIcageAtra alAya, nIca kuLamAM avatarI, ka sahita te thAya, bhAvasampAdakatvaM nIca gAtra kanI sajA kayA rUpamAM maLe che te paNa kahe che-- '2AjAjI-muSTi -cAi-macaya dha-hAri nIcanetrasya kSaLa" nIca ge!tra karma AMdhavAvALe jIva caNDAla kuLamAM utpanna thAya che. DheDa, bhaMgI, hirajana, mAcI vagere banIne halkA kAma kare che. mAchImAra bane che. keAI ne tyAM nAkara, dAsa, cAkara, gulAma ane che. A nIca geAtra kanI sajA che. pachI AvA kuLamAM janma laIne kAma kevu... karaze ? jiMdagI bhara te ja pApa, te ja pApanI pravRtti karatA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 760 rahe che. jenA pariNAma svarUpa AgAmI janmamAM vadhAre dukha-vedanA sahana karaze. nIca gotranI jema nAma karmamAM paNa azubha nAmakarmanI prakRttio bAMdhe che. jenA kAraNe gati, jAti, zarIra, varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza vagere azubha kakSAnA nyUna pAme che. devagatimAM kilibaSikane janma- | mAnI lo ke keI nidaka vRttivALe paraMparivAdI sAre dharmiSTha hoya, svabhAvathI, vRtti pravRttithI mahAniMdaka hAya,dararoja pratikamaNa, sAmAyika, pUjA vagere dharma pravRtti paNa karatA hoya ane zubha pravRttimAM mAnI laIeke keIjI devagatinuM AyuSya karma upArjana karyuM hoya te te devagatimAM jaze kharo ane deva paNa banaze emAM zaMkA nathI, paraMtu ke deva banaze ? zuM thaze? A vizvamAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAja pote kahe che ke deva kilbiSika te upaje, e phaLa kAraka ho, vaimAnika devalekamAM kilbiSika nAmanA halkA devarUpe utpanna thAya che. A halakI kakSAnA deva hoya che. jene tyAMnA bIjA de hakI daSTinA gaNe che, halkA mAne che. je IndrAdinA anucara-sevaka-nokaranA rUpamAM rahe che. sAphasUphasAra saMbhALa vagere kAryonI nokarI teone karavI paDe che. Idro vagerenI AjJAnusAra kAma karavuM paDe che. gatinI daSTie devaloka jarUra gaNAya che. paraMtu tyAM nokarInuM halakuM kAma karavuM paDe che. tethI tenI ahIMnI dharma ArAdhanA puNya upArjana jarUra karAvaze ane te puNya devagatimAM paNa laI jaze, paraMtu eTalA mAtrathI rAjI thavA jevI vAta nathI. tyAM kilbiSika devapaNuM, nekarInuM hanapaNuM, halkApaNuM duHkhadAyI che, A nidAnuM phaLa che. kilbiSika devatAnA utpattisthAna traNa che. tevI rIte niraka azAtA vedanIya karma, AyuSya kama tathA azubha karmonuM upArjana kare che. kahevAya che ke - "tatpradoSAnanhavamAtsaryAnta-rAyAsAdanApaghAtAjJAnadarzanAvaraNayoH" AmAM nindava vRttivALA, matsara vRttivALA, niMdAnI pravRtti karavAthI jJAnAvaraNaya ane darzanAvaraNaya karma banne bAMdhe che, tevI rIte aMtarAya karmanA viSayamAM kahe che - Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "jiNapUAvigyakaro, hiNsaaiipraaynne| jayai vigdha" / karmagraMthamAM devendrasUri mahArAja ahI"hiMsAri' zabdamAM Adi zabdathI hiMsA vagere aDhAra pApasthAnaka le che, ane A aDhAra pAponA sevanathI tathA jinapUjA vageremAM vidana karavAnI vRttithI aMtarAya karma upArjana kare che. A rIte parapariyAda nidA pApasthAnakanuM sevana karavAvALA badhA azubha karmonuM sevana kare che ane te pApakarmone udaya thavAthI mahAduHkha judI judI gatiomAM bhagave che. muni nidAnuM pApa ane kalaMka lagAvavAnuM phaLa- rAma-sItAnuM rAmAyaNa te tame badhAe sAMbhaLyuM haze. rAme sItAne kADhI mUkI ane satI sItA jaMgalamAM, AzramamAM gaI tyAM rahI. garbhanA divase pasAra karyA ane aMte AzramamAM ja lava-kuzane janma Apyo. lava-kuza meTA thayA ane rAmacaMdrajI sAthe yuddha paNa thayuM, chevaTa sudhI sItAnuM rAma sAthe milana na thayuM, ane sItA bhUmimAM samAI gaI. A je vRttAnta che. enA viSayamAM jaina rAmAyaNanI antargata-sItAnI upara AvelA kalaMkanuM kAraNa sItAe potAnA pUrva janmamAM bAMdhelA pApakarma kAraNabhUta che. upadeza prAsAdanAkartA pU. lakSamIsUri mahArAja A saMbaMdhamAM sItAne pUrva janma ane te pApane pragaTa karatAM lakhe che ke A bharatakSetramAM mRNAlakuMDa nagaramAM zrIbhUti nAme purohita paMDita rahetA hatA. tene sarasvatI nAmanI patnIthI eka kanyAnI prApti thaI hatI. te putrInuM nAma vegavatI rAkhyuM hatuM. (A sItAne jIva hata). A brAhmaNa parivAra lokamAM prasiddha hatu. loke tene AdarasanmAna ApatA hatA. ekavAra A mRNAlakuMDa nagaramAM eka jJAnIdhyAnI, mahAyogI, mahAna tapasvI muni mahArAja padhAryA. atyaMta, zAMta, dAMta, virakta, vairAgI muni mahAjJAnI paNa hatA. cAturmAsa tyAM thayuM. pravacananA prabhAvathI tema ja tapanA mahimAthI hajAro loko muninA darzanArthe AvavA lAgyA. ghaNI bhIDa jAmavA lAgI. muninI prazaMsA cAre bAju suMgadhanI jema phelAvA lAgI. A bAju zrIbhUti purohitane brAhmaNa parivAra pahelA jeTalA sanmAnane pAmato na hato. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 792 pitAnI pratiSThA ochI thaI javAthI, keI pUchatuM na hatuM. A vAta upAzrayanI najIka rahetA A parivAranI vegavatI strIne khaTakI tenAthI muni mahAmAnI prazaMsA sahana na thaI. manuSyanI A eka vicitra kamajorI che ke yazapratiSThA-dhana-saMpatti-aizvarya vagere potAne prApta na thayuM e vAtanuM duHkha vadhAre nathI paraMtu A ja vastuo bIjAne adhika maLI che. tenAthI e vadhAre duHkhI che. A duHkhane dUra karavA mATe paNa I- draSa-matsara vagere vRttithI niMdA-paraparivAda karavAmAM te sukha mAne che, rAjI thAya che, kutaro paNa hAthInI sAme bhUkatAM bhau-bha karatAM, jatA evA hAthIne meM bhagADa, jatAM evA manuSyane (cera samajIne) paNa meM bhagADo ema mAnIne kutarA paNa khuza thAya che, rAjI thAya che, saMtoSa mAne che, potAnI jAtane bahAdura samaje che. tevI rIte para parivAdI-nidaka vRttivALA paNa koInI niMdA karIne, koInI para . kIcaDa pheMkIne khuza thAya che. cAra-pAMca jaNanI ToLImAM besIne gappA mAratA, keInA viSayamAM sAMbhaLelI-saMbhaLAvelI, sAcI-jU huM judI-judI vAta karatA be-cAra kalAkano samaya pasAra karatAM saMtoSa mAne che, prasanna thAya che ane potAnI jAtane dillI zahenazAha mAnI le che. keTalAka lokone viparIta svabhAva hoya che. te koInA guNenI guNAnuvAdanI sabhAmAM besaze to mAthuM dukhavA lAgaze. tyAM guNo sAMbhaLavAmAM tene rasa nahIM Ave. paraMtu kayAMka cAlatI halakI vAtojUrI kharAba kRtrima vAtA tathA deSa sAMbhaLavAnI vAtamAM rasa Ave che. AvI vAto pahelAM pasaMda paDe che. A manuSyano svabhAva ane rasa manuSyane niMdaka banAve che. pahelAM manuSya niMdA sAMbhaLe che ane pachI niMdA kare che. te sAMbhaLIne ja zIkhI jAya che ke niMdA kevI rIte karAya che. lokone AMkhanI apekSAe kAnane viSaya ane vyApAra vadhAre priya hoya che ane kAnamAM paNa sArI vAtonI apekSA karatAM kharAba vAta, guNanI apekSAe doSa sAMbhaLavAmAM tathA prazasAnI apekSAe niMdAmAM vadhAre rUci che, tevI kAnanI Teva che. evuM lAge che. AMkha ane kAnamAM sauthI moTuM aMtara e che ke-A ane te paDala che. na jevuM hoya te eka kSaNamAM baMne paDele pADe ke jovAnuM baMdha thaI jAya. paraMtu kAnane mATe tevI vyavasthA nathI. na sAMbhaLavuM hoya to kAna baMdha karI daIe--paraMtu kAna baMdha karIe kevI rIte ? kAna para Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 763 koI paDala te che nahIM. kAna para paDala na hovAnA kAraNe kAna khullAM ja rahe che, na IrachIe tevI vAta paNa kAnamAM ghUsI jAya che. ane dimAga kharAba kare che. paraMtu teno upAya batAvatAM prazamaratikAra kahe che ke - svaguNAbhyAsaratamateH paravRttAntAndhamUkaba ghirasya / madamadanamohanamatsara roSa viSAdara dhRSyasya // prakSamAvyAbAdha sukhAbhikAMkSiNaH susthitasya saddhame / tasya kimaupamyaM syAt sadevamanuje'pi loke'smin / sva = arthAt AtmA. AmA potAnA guNenA abhyAsamAM lIna thaI jAya ane pArakI paMcAtamAM, bIjAnI vAtomAM AMdhaLA, mUMgA ane baherA banI javuM joIe. gAMdhIjInA traNa vAMdarAo zIkhavADe che ke bIjAnA deSa jovAmAM AMdhaLA banI javuM joIe. koI pUche te kahI devuM joIe ke-bhAI! mane barobara dekhAtuM nathI. tevI ja rIte bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM baherA jevA banI javuM joIe. are bhAI! mane saMbhaLAtuM nathI. A rIte traNe kAryo pahelAM karIne bIjAnA doSa jovA, kahevA ane sAMbhaLavAthI nivRtta thaIne potAnA guNonI sAdhanAmAM je masta banI jAya te sAco sAdhaka kahevAze ane abhimAna kAma arthAt viSaya vAsanA, meha matsaravatti arthAt AMtarika IrSyA-dveSa ane roSa (AMtarika kedha) tathA khedaviSAda vagerene AdhIna na thavuM joIe. A rIte je prazama-prazAnta, avyAbAdha = bAdhA rahita anaMta sukha (mekSa)nA Irachuka che ane pitAnA AtmadharmamAM je lIna che, daDha che, evA zreSTha sAdhaka purUSanI upamA deva ane manuSyathI bharelA A lokamAM kene ApI zakAya che? arthAt paraniMdA tyAga karanAra keTalo uttama che ke tenI upamAnI sarakhAmaNImAM paNa koI AvI zakatuM nathI AthI niMdAnI vRtti choDavAno sauthI saraLa upAya che ke guNAnurAgI banavuM. saMsAramAM 4 prakAranA jIva uttama jIva madhyama jIva adhama jIva adhamAdhama Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 764 saMsAramAM A vargIkaraNathI chanA cAra prakAra batAvyA che. (1) uttama purUSa te che jeo keIna deSa jotAM ja nathI, koIne doSane khyAla ja rAkhatA nathI. kahevA-sAMbhaLavAnI te vAta ja hotI nathI. (2) madhyama kakSAnA purUSa te che jeo keInA doSa jue athavA sAMbhaLe paNa kharA, mAnI le ke jovAmAM AvI jAya chatAM paNa tenI niMdA na kare, keIne kahe nahIM te madhyama kakSAnA jIvo che. (3) jenA doSa jue tene ja nidaka vRttithI kahe te adhama jIve che ane (4) je kAInA doSane divasa-rAta zaidhato ja phare, jovAmAM ja majA Ave ane keInI bhUlone dhyAnamAM rAkhIne saMsAra mAM kahete ja phare, je maLe te badhAne kahete rahe te adhamathI paNa adhama kakSAno manuSya gaNAya che tethI niMdA karavI e adhamAdhama purUnuM kArya che. nItikAroe cAra prakAranA caMDALa batAvyA che. jAticaMDALa karmacaMDALa krodhacaMDALa niMdacaMDALa (1) je janmathI ja caMDALa jAtimAM utpanna thAya che te to jAti caMDALa kahevAya che. (2) je pazuhatyA, cAmaDAne vyApAra vagere mahAkura halkA pApa karavAvALe karmacaMDALa kahevAya che. (3) caMDane artha che ke je tIvra kedha kare che te krodhI caMDALa kahevAya che. (4) cothA prakAranA niMdaka caMDALa che-je bIjAne avarNavAda kare che. bIjAnI niMdA karate phare che. bIjAnA deSa-durgaNa jotA kaheto phare che. tame e vAta para thoDo vicAra karo ke gharamAM bALakanA maLamUtra sApha karavAthI mAtA caMDALa nathI kahevAtI ane bhaMgI-harijana paNa nathI kahevAtI are ! pitAnA chokarAe gharamAM je saMDAsa paNa karyuM hoya te paNa tenI upara rAkha nAMkhIne sUpaDA-jADuthI athavA be pUMThAthI-hAtha na bagaDe tene khyAla rAkhIne uThAvIne bahAra pheMkI de che te kAryamAM mAtA paNa pitAne hAtha nathI bagADatI. jyAre putra pitAne hovA chatAM paNa te pachI bIjI gaMdI vAto, bIjAnA doSe joIne, sAMbhaLIne, kahIne pitAnI AMkha, kAna ane mehuM zA mATe bagADavuM joIe? matalaba AvA niMdaka maLa-mUtra-saMDAsa sApha karavAvALA harijana, mahetara- bhaMgIthI paNa nIcenI adhamAdhama-hakkI kakSAnA gaNAya che, kema ke Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 765 mAtA te hAtha paNa bagADatI jyAre niMdaka te AMkha, kAna, mukhavicAra badhuM bagADe che. bIjAnI niMdA karIne tenA deSa durguNomAM ame amArA kapaDAM dhovA IcchIe chIe. arthAt ame amArI jAtane sArA-uMcA-zudhdha dekhADavA icchIe chIe. paraMtu A kevI rIte zakya bane? "paranA melamAM dhoyAM lugaDAM re, kaho kema ujaLA hoya che" bIjAnA doSa-durgaNone jovA-kahevArUpI melamAM ame amArA kapaDA dhaIe (arthAt bIjAnI niMdA karIne potAnI prazaMsA karIne potAnI jAtane sArA dekhADavAnI vAta kare) te zuM amArAM kapaDAM sApha-svaccha thaze? ke vadhAre mela lAgaze ? zakya che ke amArA kapaDA eAchA melAM haze te paNa bIjAnA melAmAM dhovAthI vadhu mela lAgaze. loke potAnA melAM kapaDAM paNa svaccha zudadha pANIthI dhuve che, kIcaDamAM kapaDAM dhovAthI badhA kharAba thaI jAya che. tevI rIte paniMdA karatA-karatA potAnA je guNa hoya che te te badhA cAlyA jAya che ane bIjAnA doSa-durguNa je ame kahyA te amArAmAM AvI jAya che. ame bIjAnA deSadurguNathI bhAre banIe chIe athavA lepAtA jaIe chIe bIjAnI niMdA karavI eTale potAnA guNane nAza karavo ane deSaguNene vadhAravA bIjAnA deSa-durgaNone vagara paisAe kharIdavA. niMdakane upakArI mAnavakoInI niMdA karavI eTale dhAbIne baMdha karo. kahevAyuM che ke niMdA kare che hamArI, mitra hamArA haiya, sAbu gAMTha kA leke, mela hamArA dhoya. amArI niMdA karavAvALe amAre mahAna upakArI che evuM mAnIne cAlavuM vadhAre sAruM che. niMdA karanAra amAro keTalo sAro upakArI che ke te pANI ane sAbu vagara amAre mela dhuve che. dhobIne kapaDAM dhovA Apo to paNa pAMca-dasa rUpiyAno kharca Ave che ane ApaNe jAte ghare kapaDAM joIe te paNa sAbu ane pANIne be-cAra rUpiyAno kharca Ave che. paraMtu niMdaka te amAre mela sAbu ane pANI vinA vagara pisAe dhuve che arthAt keTalo badho upakArI che ! A rIte ApaNuM manane samajAvavuM joIe. mahArASTra prAMtanI marAThI bhASAmAM eka kahevata che ke -" fiAre ghA re senAna" arthAt niMdA Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karanAranuM ghara to ApaNe paDozamAM hovuM joIe. najIkamAM athavA sAme ja hovuM joIe. jethI ApaNe haMmezA jAgRta rahIe, sAvadhAna rahIe. arthAt kaI bhUla karavAmAM, doSanuM sevana karavAthI bacavA rahIe, sajAga rahIe tethI niMdaka amAro cikadAra che, paharedAra che. je hamezA amArI rakSA kare che. amane kharAba thavAthI, bagaDavAthI, kharAba lAIna para javAthI bacAve che je A vicAra karIe to keTaluM sAruM ane upakArI lAgaze potAne niMdaka? tethI vAtane daSTikoNa badalIne tene sArA svarUpe vicArAya te amArI niMdA karavAvALA para paNa amane krodha nahIM Ave, ane te amane amAro duzmana nahIM lAge. niMdAmAM kene phAyado ? kene nukasAna A viSayane paNa vicAra karavAmAM Ave to bemAMthI kone phAyade. che? niMdA karavAvALAne athavA jenI niMdA karAya che tene? eka vAtamAM be vyakti nimitta kAraNa che. eka te niMdA karanAra ane bIjuM jenA viSayamAM niMdA karavAmAM Ave che te have ATalA vivecanathI para parivAda-bIjAnI niMdAno viSaya sArI rIte samajAI gaye haze? tethI A praznano uttara tame ja vicAro ke bemAMthI kone phAyado che? kene nukazAna che ? zuM jenI niMdA karAya che tene kaMI paNa nukazAna che ? kadAca samAjamAM gheDI apratiSThA-apakIti thaI zake che. paraMtu loko mUrkha nathI. koInI vAta saMbhaLAvanAranI paNa kiMmata te karI ja le che te niMdA karanAra keTale sAro che? athavA kevA che ? keTalA pANImAM che? e kimata to loko karI ja le che. tame ja batAvo ke zuM sabhya samAjamAM koI niMdanI vadhAre kiMmata che? vadhAre mAnasanmAna che? zuM tene kayAreya koI pada-pratiSThA athavA sattA maLI che? nA, kema nahIM? samAjamAM loko tene sArI rIte samaje che, jANe che, tethI AvI vyaktine koNa mAna-sanmAna-pada-pratiSThA Ape ? zuM kaI nahIM Ape? tethI niMdA karanAranI kiMmata samAjanA sAmAjika kutarA kAgaDA athavA dhobI jevI hoya che. upAdhyAyajI tene kahe che. bApaDe jIvaDo teha mUrakhapaNe, gaja pare nija zire dhULa nAMkhe, drAkSa-sAkara-sarasa-vastu savi pariharI, kAka jema cAMcazuM mela cUMthe Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 767 niMdakI tema guNa keDI karI, cittamAM parataNuM doSa gUMthe, aMga jema gepavI mIna ne mAkhA, baga rahe tAkI jIbha nIra nAke nIca tema chidra zepavI karI ApaNAM, rAta-dina ArakA chidra tAke, nipaTa laMpaTa paNe lapaTI kUtaro, vamana dekhI karI naphaTa nAce, doSa lavaleza pAmI tathA pAtakI, adhama janasabala manamAMhi mAce.. niMdAnI sajhAyamAM kahe che ke-niMdaka bicAro mUkha manuSyanI jema jevI rIte hAthI pitAnI ja sUDhathI potAnA mastaka para dhULa nAMkhe che. tevI rIte kAInA doSanI niMdA karavI arthAt teno bhAra, pitAnA mastaka para nAMkhavA jevuM che. dhULa nathI bagaDatI paraMtu hAthInuM mAthuM bagaDe che tevI rIte jenI niMdA karavAmAM Ave che. tenuM kaMI ja bagaDatuM nathI. paraMtu niMdakanuM to avazya bagaDe ja che, jema ke kAgaDe drAkSa-sAkara jevI mIThI vastuone cheDIne rastA paranA gaMdA mela, kapha ghUMkamAM hAtha nAMkhe che tevI rIte niMdaka paNa guNone choDIne doSa-durguNemAM meTuM nAMkhe che. tethI te kAgaDA jevA che. jevI rIte bagale pitAnA aMgone saMkocIne eka paga para pANImAM UbhA rahe che. paraMtu te Thaga bhagata mAchalIne pakaDavAnI, khAvAnI zodhamAM sthira che. tevI rIte nIca niMdaka paNa rAta-divasa bIjAnA chidro jovAmAM masta rahe che. divAlanA chidromAMthI paNa vAta sAMbhaLavA mATe te kAna dhare che. bArInI tirADamAMthI paNa je kaMIka sAMbhaLavA maLe che te tyAM Ubhe rahI jAya che. te satata potAnA grAhakane zodhato pharato hoya che. tenI pAchaLa-pAchaLa jAya che. dharmasthAnamAM dhama ArAdhanA karavAnuM bahAnuM batAvIne tyAM paNa kAInI be vAta karavA tathA sAMbhaLavA jAya che. (tethI tene bagalAnI jema Thaga bhagata kahyo che.) tevI rIte kUtarAnI upamA ApatAM kahe che ke-niMdaka paNa kUtarAnI jema koI aMza mAtra durgaNa deSa je nathI ke bhAgyo nathI ane kUtarAnI jema ulTI cATavA rUpa te kyAMyathI ne kyAMyathI be-cAra vAte zodhI ja lAve che. tenA mATe te te ahIMthI tyAM bhAge che. A rIte aneka upamA ane udAharaNonI sAthe niMdakanI sarakhAmaNI karI. paraMtu eka paNa UMcI sArI upamA, nathI ApI. badhI halakI-kharAba upamAM ja ApI che. niMdA na karaze koInI pArakI re, niMdAnA baholA mahApApa re, vaira virodha vAdhe ghaNe re, niMdA karata na gaNe mAya ne bApa re. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 768 samaya suMdara muni A rIte kahe che ke-are bhAI! kayAreya kaI pArakAnI niMdA na karaze, enA aneka mahApApa che. eka te vairavaimanasya koInI sAthe vadhe che, ane niMdA karavAnA vyasanavALo vaLI potAnA mAtA-pitAne paNa nathI choDato samaya AvatA temanI paNa niMdA karavAmAM thAkato nathI. Aje kone evuM pasaMda hoya ke mArI niMdA thAya te sAruM che? nA, keIneya pasaMda nathI, priya nathI, ane je kaI niMdA karato hoya to te tenI sAthe dumanatA paNa UbhI karI de che. baMnenI vacce vaira-vaimanasya vadhe che ane kayAreka ghaNo lAMbo meTo jhaghaDe paNa thaI jAya che, mArapITa paNa thAya che. AvA samaye niMdA karanAra koInI be thappaDa athavA mAra paNa khAya che ane vaLI mRSAvAda-asatyano sahAro laIne potAnI jAtane choDAvavAno prayatna paNa kare che. AgaLa kahe che ke-"niMdA kare te thAye nArakI re, tapajapa kIdhuM sahu jAya re." niMdA karavAvALAnI niMdaka-paraparivAdInI naraka gati thAya che, bhayaMkara durgati thAya che. tethI niMdA karanAra marIne naraka gatimAM jaIne nArakI bane che. mahA vedanA sahana kare che, Ama koI paNa daSTie jovA jaIe te je niMdA kare che tene nukazAna che. paraMtu jenA viSayamAM niMdA karAya che tene te saMbhava che ke phAyado paNa hoya. mAnI lo ke Aje ApaNe keInI niMdA karIe chIe ane tene je kharAba lAge athavA duHkha thAya to samajavuM-zakyatA che ke te sudharI paNa jAya, te pitAnA doSa sudhArI paNa le. potAnI bhUlanI kSamAyAcanA paNa karI le ane sudharIne sAro sajajana suzIla paNa banI jAya. paraMtu niMdA karanAramAM sudhAro thaze ke nahIM? e khabara nathI. jenA viSacamAM niMdA kare te AtamA kalyANa paNa sAdhI le. paraMtu niMdaka te niMdA karIne meLe ja bane, pApathI bhAre bane. tenuM kalyANa kyAre thaze? te potAnA pApa kyAre dhaze? keTalAya mahApurUSa Atma kalyANa sAdhI gayA. keTalAya duSTa-durjana, kharAba loka sajajana mahA tmA banIne mokSamAM cAlyA gayA. paraMtu teonI niMdA karanArA niMdaTha te saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM ja rahyA. tethI keInI niMdA karavI eTale tevA prakAranI potAnI jAtane banAvavI. deSavALI, duSTadurjana banAvavI. tethI aneka daSTikoNathI joIe te nidakane ja nuka Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 764 zAna che. tenuM ja bagaDe che. tene A janma ane Avate janma paNa bagaDe che. kene niMdA kahevAtI nathI ? rU5 na keInuM dhArIe, dAkhIe nija nija raMga che, temAM kAMI niMdA nahIM, bele bIju aMga . eha kuzIlaNI Ima kahe, kepa hue jeha bhArava he, teha vacana che niMdAtaNuM dazavaikAlika zAkha ho. ahIM yazovijayajI vAcakavaryajI pharamAve che ke koInA viSayamAM rAga dveSa rahita mAdhyastha bhAvathI vastunuM yathArtha svarUpa kahevuM. paraMtu te niMdAnI budidhathI na kahevuM. ane keAInI vAtamAM mIThuM-maracuM athavA masAle potAnI taraphathI nAMkhIne vAta upajAvavI athavA UbhI karavAnI kSati na rAkhatA priya satya svarUpa hita buddhithI keIne sudhAravAnA hetuthI kahevAya, atyaMta niSpakSa saraLatAthI kahevAmAM Ave te te niMdA kahevAtI nathI. vAta karatI vakhate potAnA manamAM koI vyaktinuM rUpa-svarUpa, nAma paNa na Ave, paraMtu jIvonA karma saMgavaza jevA durguNa hoya tevA kahevAmAM niMdAnuM pApa lAgatuM nathI. durgaNone durgA svarUpe ja jevA e niMdA nathI kahevAtI. vyaktine sudhAravA mATe tene ja kahevAmAM Ave athavA tenA mAtA-pitA-mitro vagerene kahevAmAM Ave to te niMdA nathI kahevAtI. A rIte bIjA aMgasUtra sUtrakRtAMga (sUyagaDAMga) sUtra nAmanA AgamamAM niMdA kene kahevAya? te kahevAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu dazavaikAlika AgamamAM nidA kene kahevAya che? e batAvatAM spaSTa kahyuM che ke--ko dhAdi kaSAyone AdhIna thaIne kaI paNa strI-purUSanA viSayamAM A dukha-durjana-kuzIla laMpaTa che vagere kahevuM ane tenI duSTatAne cAra vyakitaonI vacce paNa kahevI tathA keI strI tathA purUSanuM nAma vagere laIne kahevuM ane viparIta rUpathI vAtane vikRta banAvIne pitAnA taraphathI te vAtamAM mIThuM-maracuM nAMkhIne vAta karavI e jarUra niMdA kahevAya che. AvI viparIta vAta UbhI karavI ke jene sAMbhaLIne sAMbhaLavAvALAne ke utpanna thAya. kaSAya jAge e nidAnuM svarUpa kahevAya che. bIjAnA Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6\63 viSayamAM viparIta vAta karavI e paraparivAda khIjAnI niMdAnu' pApa kahevAya che. samyaktvavratanA aticAramAM paNa kahyu` che ke-"mahAtmAnA bhAta pANI--mala-zAbhAtaNI niMdA kIdhI" sAdhu sa'ta mahAtmAne geAcarI vagere letA (vaheAratA) joine, temane ekIsAthe badhuM letA joine, ekIsAthe badhu... khAtA joine. athavA temanA zarIra para mela che, kapaDAM melA che tathA zarIranI paNa kei paNa jAtanI zeAbhA vagere nathI evu joine jo sAdhu-saMta mahAtmAnI niMdA karavAmAM Ave teA zrAvakane paNa moTA aticArane anusAre pApa (deSa) aticAra lAge che. tethI AvA sAdhu-sa tAnI, deva-gurU-dhanI niMdA kayAreya na karavI joie. je deva-gurU-dharma nI--zraddhAmAM amArA samyaktvanA AdhAra rahelo che. jenAthI amAruM kalyANa thAya che ane chatAM paNa jo ame tenI nidA karatA rahIe tA e keTalu doSayukta kahevAya ? keTalu* kharAba kahevAya? enAthI avazya khacavuM ja joie. caudamu. vaizunyanuM pApasthAnaka che. ane sAlamu* paraparivAda (parani dA) nuM pApasthAnaka che. tethI e banne ekasarakhA nathI. e annemAM paNa ghaNu' meATu' a`tara che. paizunyamAM tA mAtra cADI khAvAnI ja vAta che. kAryane viSe cADI khAvI ke ANe AvuM kahyuM, ANe kaika cAyuM che, jyAre seALamAM papiravAdanA pApasthAnakamAM te viparIta vAta che. nidAmAM vAtane vaparIta-vikRta rUpa ApavAmAM Ave che. jyAre vaizunyamAM tA kai vAta nahAvA chatAM paNa cADI khAvAmAM Ave che. A rIte bannemAM aMtara che. hA, eka vAta jarUra che keane pApasthAnaka che, banne pApanI ja jAta che. tethI banne tyA karavA yeAgya ja che. paranidA tyAgane upAya guNAnurAga parivAdanA pApathI bacavuM, dUra rahevuM khUba ja jarUrI che, ane jo bhUlathI paNa parine dAnA pApanI Teva paDI jAya, AnI lata lAgI jAya te tene jaldIthI dUra karavAmAM ja lAbha che. jevI rIte badhA rAgeAnI davA hoya che tevI rIte badhA pApathI bacavAnA upAya paNa che. pApathI bacavAnI davA ja dharma che. sAdhake tatvajJAnanA, adhyAtma Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 771 zAstrone abhyAsa vadhAre kare joIe, ane saMta-sajajana sAdhu mahApurUSane guNayala-guNavAna mahApurUSano satsaMga karavo joIe. saMta samAgama, tathA satsaMga tema ja zAstra saMga paNa aneka pApothI ApaNane dUra rAkhe che. guNAnurAga vadhAravo joIe. guNa purUSanA guNe pratye anurAga-prIti rAkhavI joIe, kahyuM che ke paraguNa paramANUn parvatIkRtya nityaM / nija hadi vikasantaH sinta santaH kiyantaH // bIjAnA aMzamAtra paramANu jeTalA nAnA guNane paNa parvata jeTalA meTA karIne jevA arthAt eka evuM sUhamadarzaka yaMtra rAkhIe bIjAnA nAnA paNa guNa ame meTA karIne joIe ane te ja sUkamadarzaka yaMtrathI ame amArA durgaNadeSane joIe, eTale ke je che tenAthI dasa-vIsa guNa meTA karIne joI e, te potAnI daSTimAM Ave jethI tene dUra karavA ane guNane prApta karavAne purUSArtha karI zakAya. yAdava kulapati zrIkRSNa nAnI uMmaramAM ja potAnA yAdava mitronI sAthe jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM rastAmAM eka moTI kacarApeTI paDI hatI ane temAMthI atyaMta durgadha AvatI hatI. sAthe rahelA badhA yAdava mitro nAka-me baMdha karIne bhAgI gayA. paraMtu zrI kRSNa te kacarAmAM paNa nirIkSaNa karyuM ane temAM temaNe kutarAnA metI jevA sapheda zuddha dAMta joyA. vAha ! kutarA kALA hovA chatAM paNa ene kayAreya daMtamaMjana- braza na karatAM hovA chatAM ATalA camakadAra zuddha dAMta kevA che ? keTalA suMdara che ! ane kutaro bicAro eka pazu hovA chatAM paNa keTale vaphAdAra prANI che ! A joIne zrI kRSNa khuza thaI gayA ane manamAM saMkalpa karyo ke mAre paNa AvA guNavAna banavuM joIe, ane AgaLa vadhatAM, vadhatAM evA guNavAna banyA paNa kharA! tethI guNAnurAgI deSadRSTivALe nathI banate. niMdAnuM utpati kAraNa che. deSa dRSTi-chidro zeghavApaNu ane doSa jovAnI Teva, tethI guNAnurAgI banIne A doSone dUra karavA e ja ucita che. A guNAnurAgane lAvavA mATe-prApta karavA mATe, vadhAravA mATe athavA vikasAvavA mATe pramoda bhAvanAthI badhAnA sukRta-zubha kAryonI anumodanA karatA rahevuM joIe, keInA paNa zubha Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 772 sukRtanI anamedanA nizcita rUpe paraniMdAnA pApane dUra karavArUpa rAmabANa auSadha che. svaniMdA mahAlAbha-paraniMdA mahApApa are bhAI! sarva guNI te siphe eka mAtra vItarAgI sarvajJa bhagavAna ja che. zeSa saMsAranA chadmastha sarva jIvo koI ne koI doSathI bharelA ja jovA maLaze, sarvathA sarvaguNa saMpana saMsArI koNa maLaze? eTale saMsArI pAse sarvaguNAnI ane dezanA sarvathA abhAvanI apekSA rAkhavI e ja bhUla che. eTale saMsArIo guNa-deSathI mizrita che. tame jene jevA jaze tevA banaze. bIjAnA guNe jovAthI ApaNuMmAM gaNe Ave che. ane bIjAnA doSo jovAthI ApaNAmAM doSo Ave che. have guNa lAvavA che ke doSa ? te nakkI karIne jagata tarapha daSTI karavAnI rahe che. zrI padyavijayajI mahArAje stavanamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, "jIna uttama guNa gAvatAM guNa Ave nija aMga" have ApaNI rUcI anusAra pravRtti karavAnI rahe che. eka bagIcAmAM be mANase meTo Tepalo laIne gayA. 2 kalAka bagIcAmAM pharyA ane bIjA daravAjethI bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre baMnenA saMDalA bharAI gayA hatA. eka ne Topalo gulAbanA, mogarAnA phalethI bharAyelo hato emAMthI sugaMdha AvatI hatI kAraNa ke te mALI hatA bIjAne Tepala viSTAne azucI padArthothI bharelo hato, temAMthI gadha AvatI hatI. kAraNa ke te bhaMgI hato. mALI banavuM ke bhagI banavuM e ApaNI IcchAnI vAta che. kharI rIte to durlabha manuSya bhava pAmIne sArAtuM sAruM kaTTare e nyAyathI asAramAMthI sArane grahaNa karavuM e ja kartavya che. kudarata paNa viSTAnA khAtarane grahaNa karyA pachI ghaune mAla Ape che. A mAnavamanane rIphAInarI phekaTarI banAvI devAmAM Ave te badhAnA guNonuM ja darzana thAya ane e ApaNA AtmA mATe hitAvaha che. sAdhanAmAM praveza karanAre jIva anekanA saMsargamAM Ave che. have badhAmAMthI guNa jotA ane letA jaIe to ApaNe guNane bhaMDAra banI jaIzuM ane te mATe badhI vyaktione keIne kaI sadabhUta guNanA mAlika tarIke jovI joIe. dA. ta. ApaNuM paDozI sumatibhAI kharekhara namratAne bhaMDAra che, game teTalI zakti Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 993 or che. sanmatinA bha'DAra che. chatAM paNa namratAnI khANa che. abhimAnanuM nAma nathI. have jyAre jyAre sumatibhAi sabaMdhI vAtacIta ke kArya - prasaMga upasthita thAya tyAre tene te guNa rUpe ja jovAthI tenA khIjA avaguNe ApaNA manamAM kendrasthAnane pAmatA nathI. ane A rIte badhI vyaktionu` kAI ne kAI guNamAM samIkaraNa karavAnI vRttithI tamArI dezI guNagrAhI banI jaze .ane pachI te ja dRSTI pradhAnapaNe kA zIla rahevAthI guNAnurAga e tamArA svabhAva banI jaze, ane pachI jIvanamAM mAdhu prasarAI jaze. bIjo phAyado e thaze ke sa`sAramAM kAI vyakti ApaNA pratye viparIta ke pratikuLa vatana kare te paNa ApaNane te te vyakita te samIkaraNathI jovAnI Teva paDI haze te A pratikuLa vana paNa ApaNane tenA pratye dveSa utpanna nahIM karI zake, vaLI ApaNA kanA saMcAge sAnukULa ke pratikULa paristhiti prApta thAya che. kane upAdAna kAraNu mAnavAthI nimittane doSa ApavAnI taka upasthita thatI nathI ane pachI tenA pratye abhAva ke arUcI na thatAM niMdA azakaya ja banI jAya che. svabhAva badalavAthI badhu siddha thAya che. dhama karavA hAya te! eka ja vAta zIkhI rAkheA. pApane cheDavAthI meTo dhama thAya che. ane A paraparivAdanuM pApa cheDavAmAM teA kei jora paDatuM nathI. mAtra samajaNune keLavavAnI jarUra che. ane bIjI vidhAyaka dezI ne keLavavI jarUrI che. bIjAmAM doSa dekhAya che. tethI niMdA thAya che, paNa A deje! e jIvanI peAtAnI nIpaja nathI. kajamya bhAva che, eTale bIcArA azubha pravRtti ane vRtti kare che. emAM te kama ja mukhya kAraNa che. Ayika bhAvanI tANamAM bicArA A kArya kare che. bAkI tA e AtmA paNa saccidAnaMda rUpa che. atyAre khATuM AcaraNa kare che e tenI paristhiti jarUra che, sthiti nathI ane paristhitine tA sau mApha karI zake che. sthitine mApha na karI zakAya. dA. ta. keAi mANasa tamArA paricita che. basamAM beThA pachI tene khabara paDI ke pAkITa ghare bhUlI gayA chu... athavA khIsa" kapAi gayuM che. have atyAre enI pAse paisA nathI ane e tamArI pAse 50-100 rUA. udhAra mAMge te tame bezaka, ApA che. kAraNa ke paisA na hAvA e enI paristhiti che. sthiti nathI, sthitithI na daridra hAya tA kadAca ApaNe paisA na paNa ApIe paNa paristhitine sva Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 774 te sau samajI zake che. eTale have jIvonA viSayamAM joIe. te karmayukta AtmAnI paristhiti AvI doSayukta che. bAkI AtmA te zuddha, buddha, niraMjana, nirAkAra che. Ama saMsAramAM karma saMyoge AbhAmAM ochA vadhatA de rahelA ja che. eTale bIjAnI niMdA karavA karatAM pitAnI niMdA karavI e zreSTha che. zuM niMdakamAM koI doSa ja nathI? tame bIjAnI niMdA kare che te bIjA zuM tamArI niMdA nahIM kare ? tame kayAM sarvaguNa saMpanna che? AthI svani dAmAM ja lAbha che. sAdhaka te ja che ke je svanindA ane paraguNa prazaMsA kare che. sAdhanAnA 4 aMgo batAvatAM kahyuM che ke, evamaha Aloiya - niMdiya - garahi a-duggaMchi asAma / tiviheNa paDikkaM to, vadAmi jiNe cauvIsaM // (1) AlecanA-pratikramaNa (2) niMdA=svadoSanI niMdA svayaM karavI (3) gaheM-gurUnI sAkSImAM potAnA durguNa deSanI niMdA karavI. (4) ane aMtamAM karAyelA pAponI durgachA karavI arthAt jugupsA, aprIti karavI. have te pApane jAIne meTuM bagADavuM ane pharIthI te pApane nahIM karavAnI pratijJA karavI. adhyAtma sAdhanAnA mArgamAM A sauthI zreSTha sAdhanAnA cAra pagathIyA che. sauthI pahelAM potAnuM pApa potAnA de khaTakavA joIe. pachI AgaLa sAdhanAmAM praveza thaI zake. hA, ahIM paNa niMdA che. niMdA karatAM to AvaDavuM joIe paraMtu svaniMdA karavI, pArakI nahIM. pArakI niMdA karavI te bahu saraLa che. e to badhAne AvaDe che. emAM koI moTI vAta nathI. jyAre paniMdA eka niMdita kArya che, samAja paNa e kAryanI dhRNA kare che ane svaniMdA e zreSTha sAdhanA che. pote ja karelA pApone manomana pazvAttApa karavAnI prakriyAnuM nAma che. svaniMdA, A meM khUba ja kharAba karyuM che. are...re..nIca kAma karavAvALA adhama jIva A teM zuM karyuM? zA mATe karyuM AvuM halakuM kAma karatAM tane zarama na AvI? are, gheDe to vicAra kare hate ? he AtmA! tArI buddhi kyAM bhraSTa thaI gaI hatI? A rIte svayaM pitAnA manamAM ja potAnI karelI duSkRta karaNI kharAba pAponI niMdA karavI joIe. bharata mahArAjA samyakatvanA dhaNa, SaTUkhaMDanA mAlika hovA chatAM paNa potAnI jAta mATe vicAratA hatA ke "adhamAdhama Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 775 adhikA pratita sakala jagatamAM huM; e nizcaya AvyA vinA sAdhana karaze zuM? " bharata mahArAjA samyaktvI hAvA chatAM pAte peAtAnI jAtane adhamAdhama mAnatA hatA. kAraNa ke samyaktva hatu tethI AtmAnI aizvaya upara vizvAsa hatA ane bIjI bAju pAte cakravatI hateA eTale karmonA udayathI sasAramAM rahevAnuM thatuM hatuM, khasa, A ja vAtanuM duHkha che ke saMsArane kayAre lAta mArUM? anAsakta cagInI jema rahetA cakravatI ne ArIsA bhuvanamAM ja kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM che. eTale te uttama AtmA te! che ja chatAM paNa peAtAnI jAtane adhama mAne che. peAtAnI jAtane nyUna mAnavI e ja uttama AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. svaprazaMsAnA vAdha AvA uttama jIvane kAcI zakatA nathI. ane tadjanya paraniMdA paNu te karI zaktA nathI. have peAtAnI nyUnatA kANu joI zake ? jenI pAse Adaza nakkI che. tene ja nyUnatA samajAya che. dA. ta. pAlItANAmAM siddhAcala maMDaNunA dana karavAnI jene umeda che. tAlAvelI che. evA jIva game teTalA pagathIyA caDe che ke rAmapeALa pAse AvI jAya chatAM tene caDayAnA AnaMda karatAM ATaluM bAkI che. enI tamannA ja pradhAnapaNe rahe che. kAraNa ke lakSya zuddhI che. TheTha pahoMcavu che. eTale ghaNu caDI gayA pachI paNa AnaMdanA sthAne jeTalu khAkI che. teTaluM sara kare che, basa A ja nyAya adhyAtmamAM apanAvIe ke game teTalA guNNA Ave te! paNa kSAyikabhAvanA guNA pAse te apUrNa ja che. eTale emAM prazaMsAmAM taNAI javAnuM na hoya, paNa je bAkI che. tene prApta karavAnA hoya che. lakSyazuddhInI tAkAta che ke adhavacce mAne sTezana banAvavAnI bhUla thatI nathI. gantavya sthAna bhUlAtuM nathI. A ja vAta jJAnasAramAM pU. yazeAvijayajI upAdhyAyajI ma. pharamAvI che ke guNairyaH pUrNA syAt kRtamAtma prazaMsayA / guNairyadi na pUrNA syAt kRtamAtma prazaMsayA || jo guNeAthI pUrNa che. teA AtmaprazasA karavAthI sacuM" kAraNa ke mAna prerita AtmaprazasAnI IcchA e svaya doSa che ane jo tame guNeAthI pUrNa nathI to paNa AtmaprazaMsA mATe yAgya nathI. Ama svapraza'sAnI bhUkha maTI jatAM parine dAnuM pApa pa0 TakA ochuM thaI Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 776 jAya che. A pApa ochuM karavA mATe AtmAnA zuddha svarUpane lakSyamAM rAkhavuM atyaMta jarUrI che. have pApone svIkAra karavA mATe paNa nirmaLa prajJA, sUkSama bedha. joIe. ApaNe ApaNI bhUlone vyAjabI TharAvavA ja prayatna karIe chIe. enI badale je svIkAra karIe utkarSa thaI zake. buddhIjIvItAnA kAraNe ApaNI bhUlone bacAva karIe chIe. buddhIzAlItAthI bhUlane. svIkAra thAya che. bAIbalamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, "Confession is next of innocence" "bhUlane svIkAra e nirdoSatAnI tulya che" tame svIkAra karyo eTale. 50 TakA kAma thaI gayuM have mAtra te te bhUlone dUra karavAnI vAta ja ubhI rahI. jevI rIte keI DokaTara dardInuM nidAna kare ethI 50 TakA vAta patI gaI. pachI mAtra davA laIne nirogI thavAnuM ja bAkI rahe che. saMsAranA zarIranA rogonuM nidAna thatAM AnaMda thAya che. bhale te kensara roga paNa hoya chatAM paNa nidAna thatAM jIvane thAya che kaMI vAMdho nathI hajI to pharsTa sTeIjamAM che. prAthamika kakSAmAM che eTale vAMdho nahIM Ave. Ama zarIranA roganuM nidAna thatAM AnaMda thAya che kAraNa ke zarIranI prIti che. tevI ja prIti je AtmAnI thaI jAya ane AtmAnA Arogyane meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jAge to koI doSa batAve te AnaMda thaI jAya. keI tamane kahe ke tame khUba abhimAnI che, vAkyavAkya abhimAna nItaratuM jaNAya che. ema kAI kahe te. AnaMda thAya ke mAruM nidAna thaI gayuM basa, have namratAnuM sevana karUM to kAma thaI jAya. AmAnI unnati lakSyamAM rAkhe to badhuM saraLa thaI jAya. "To err is human to confess is Diviie" et seal at sahajatA che. mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra paNa tene kabUla karavI e divyatA che. have bhUla khaTake che e sAcI vAta che. sArI vAta che paNa eTaluM pUratuM nathI. pApanI niMdA karyA pachI gaha karavI atyaMta jarUrI che. niMdA AtmasAkSIe thAya che. gartA gurUsAkSIe thAya che. gurUbhagavaMtanI sAkSImAM pApanI svIkRti pUrvaka svaniMdA karavI e gaha che. he gurUbhagavaMta ! vAstavamAM meM kharAba ja karyuM che na karavA jevuM ja karyuM Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 999 che. huM enuM prAyazcita mAMguM chuM. A pramANe nivedana karavuM e gaha thaI. are, tamArA pApane paNa manamAM dabAvIne na rAkhe. AnAthI mAnasika taNAva vadhaze Tenzana thaI jaze. lohInuM dabANa vadhaze. kyAMka pApone kahevAnuM paNa sthAna rAkho. maMdiramAM bhagavAnanI sAme besIne bhagavAnane paNa tamArA pApa sApha sApha saMbhaLAvI de. paraMtu evuM nahIM mAnatA ke bhagavAna nathI sAMbhaLatA ? bhagavAna te badhuM sAMbhaLe che. ApaNane saMbhaLAvatA nathI. AvaDatuM bhagavAnanA to hajAra kAna che badhAnuM sAMbhaLe che. emane to kevaLajJAnanA upagathI badhuM jANavAnuM hoya che eTale tamArA saMbhaLAvyA pahelA e samajI jAya che. paNa ApaNe je kahIe to ApaNuM pApa khape che. deva gurUnI pAse vAtane ekarAra karavAnuM phaLa e ja che ke, pharIthI te pApo ApaNAthI thatA nathI ane je kadAca thAya to paNa teTalI tIvratAthI thatAM nathI teTalI vAra thatA nathI. tenI gati maMda thAya che. tene rasa maMda thAya che. A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che. ratnAkarasUri mahArAjA !!! jemaNe AdIzvara dAdAnI sAme besIne potAnA badhA pApone pragaTa karyA. ane te Aje ApaNI sAme ratnAkara pacIzI rUpe hAjara che. pUjyazrIe AMkhanI azrudhArA vahAvatA mana vacana, kAyAnA eka eka pApa sApha sApha kahI dIdhA, paramAhaMta mahArAjA kumArapALa bhUpALe paNa pote banAvelI AtmaniMdA dvAtrizikA rUpa stuti prabhunI sAme karI che ane emAM paNa potAnA pAponI samAlocanA ane kSamAyAcanA karI che. pApa pratye aprIti karavI ane pharI te pApane na karavAnI pratijJA karavI e sAdhanAnA cAra caraNano krama che. mana, vacana, kAyAnA tribdhi pApanI trividha rUpathI kSamAyAcanA karIne zuddha thavuM e sAdhanAne kama che. svaniMdA-pitAnI ja karAyelA pAponI svayaM niMdA karavAthI karmakSaya thAya che. pApa naSTa thAya che. jyAre para niMdA karavAthI moTuM pApa thAya che. AthI mekSa mArgane sAdhaka mumukSu pitAnA svakRta pAponI niMdA jarUra kare ane paranidAnA mahApApane sarvathA tilAMjali ApIne pApa mukta bane. sarva jIvo paraniMdA-para parivAdathI nivRtta thaIne svaniMdAnI sAdhanA karIne mukti sukhanA adhikArI bane e ja zubha manokAmanA. sarve niSpApAH santu) Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 778 ' (16) para-parivAda pApasthAnakanI sajhAya suMdara pApasthAnaka taje selamuM, paraniMdA asahAla ho, niMdaka je mukharI huve, te cotho caMDala ha suMdara (1) suMdara jehane nidAne DhAla che. tapa kiriyA tasa pheka ho, suMdara deva kibISa te upaje, eha phala rakA reka ho...suMdara.(2) suMdara krodha ajIraNa tapataNuM jJAnataNuM ahaMkAra ho, paraniMdA kiriyA taNuM, vamana ajIrNa AhAra ho...suMdara...(3) suMdara nidAne jeha svabhAva che, tAsa kathana navi nida ho, suMdara nAma dharI je niMdA kare, teha mahA matimaMda che.........suMdara...(4) suMdara rUpa na koInuM dhArIye. dAkhIye nija nijaraMga ho, suMdara teha mAMhi keI niMdA nahi, bele bIjuM aMga che.......suMdara..(5) suMdara eha kuzIlane Ima kahe, kepa huo jeha bhAkhe che, suMdara teha vacana niMdakane taNuM, dazavaikAlika sAkhe ho......suMdara..(6) suMdara deSa najarathI niMdA hue, guNa najare hue rAga che, suMdara jaga savi cale mAdalu-ma, savaguNI-vItarAga ha suMdara... (7) suMdara nija mukha kanaka kolaDe, niMdaka parimala leI ho, suMdara jeha ghaNu paraguNa grahe, saMta te viralA keI ho.....suMdara..(8) suMdara para parivAda vyasana taje, jA karo nija utkarSa ho, saMdara pApa karama Ima saviTale, pAme sujasa te harSa he....suMdara...(9) Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI dhamanAtha pa. he. jainanagara zve. | mR. jaina saMgha - saMvata 2045 amadAvAda. | je je 4 4 la menejIMga kamITI * zrI yu. ena. mahetA (pramukha) , rasIkalAla popaTalAla (upa-pramukha) bipInacaMdra zAnatIlAla (sekreTarI) , jayaMtilAla phakIracaMda (khajAnacI). ramaNalAla vajecaMda ? sumatilAla choTAlAla caMdrakAntabhAI sI. gAMdhI che, camanalAla zaMkaralAla , hemaMtabhAI cImanalAla zAha , caMdrakAntabhAI sI. mazarUvALA (je.sekreTarI) $ $ For Private & RersonalUse Only Www.jainelibrary.org Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 zrI dharma nAthasvAmine nama : para 5. pU. 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