Papni Saja Bhare Part 11

Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001496/1

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pravacana-11 AThamuM pApasthAnaka mAyA mAyAnuM pariNAma parama pUjyapAda paramezvara parameSThi carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA caraviMdamAM keTi Ti namaskAra he. asunRtasya jananI, parazuH zIlazAkhinaH / janmabhUmiravidyAnAM, mAyA durgatikAraNam // asatyanI janmadAtrI mAyA. zIlarUpa vRkSane kApanArI kuhADI mAyA. ajJAnarUpI avidyAnI janmabhUmi mAyA. durgatimAM rakhaDAvanAra paNa mAyA. AvI mAyA kharekhara durgatinuM kAraNa che. vibhAvane svabhAva mAnavAnI bhayaMkara bhrAMti anAdi anaMtakALathI anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA AtmAe pitAnA mULabhUta svabhAvane tyAga karyo che, ane je mithyAbhAva che tevA vibhAvane svabhAva mAnI lIdhuM che. jemake aMdhakAramAM paDelI deraDIne sarpa mAnIne keAI bhaya pAme che. bhAgavA mAMDe che, rovA lAge che vagere athavA kAcanA camakatA pattharane hIro mAnI saMgraha kare che. pILI dhAtune senuM mAnI le che. AvA prakAranA aneka bhramanI jema mAnava vibhAvane svabhAva mAnavAne zrama seve che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, le bha e atmAne svabhAva nathI, paraMtu vibhAva che. vi-vikRta-viparIta bhAva jemake dUdha mULamAM khATuM nathI paNa te phATI jAya che tyAre temAM

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410 khaTAza lAge che te dUdhanI avasthAmAM vikAra che. tema krodha, mAna, mAyA lebha te kaMI AtmAne svabhAva nathI paNa ajJAnavaza java te pramANe varte che te tenI vikRti vikAra ke vibhAva che. e ja pramANe samatA, namratA, mRdutA, jutA, vagere guNe AtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvarUpa che. AtmaguNo che, AtmasvarUpa manAya che. paraMtu A kaLiyugamAM AtmAnA A guNo nAmazeSa thavA lAgyA che. keI virala jIvamAM tene AvirbhAva jaNAya che. tenuM zuM kAraNa che? ane vibhAva vikRti ke vikArane ATale prabhAva zA mATe che? samatA ghaTI, krodha vadhyo, namratA ghaTI, mAna vadhyuM, saraLatA nirdoSatA ghaTI, mAsA vRddhi pAmI, sukhazAMtirUpa saMtoSa ghaTayo, lobha ane tRSNA vadhyA. prakRtinuM sthAna vikRtie lIdhuM ane svabhAvanuM sthAna vibhAve lIdhuM. vartamAna AtmAnI vibhAvadazAne TALI svabhAvadazAmAM AvavuM te sAdhanA arthAt upAsanA mArga che. vikRtithI khasI svabhAvagata prakRtimAM AvavuM te adhyAtma che. adhyAtmazAstra zuM kahe che? dizAmUDha jIne vikRti ke vibhAvane deSa darzAvI svAbhAvika guNo tarapha AkRSTa kare che. adhyAtmazAstranuM te ja mukhya kartavya che. jIva krodhAdi kaSAyane zA mATe apanAve che? krodhAdi kaSAyoe jIvanuM ghaNuM nukasAna karyuM che. temAM lezamAtra saMdeha nathI. doSane deSa ja mAnavo rahyo. cerane cera mAnavo paDe. teNe dhana mAlanI corI karI nukazAna karyuM che te hakIkata nizaMka che. chatAM je ApaNe cerane gharamAM rAkhIne tenuM pAlana-poSaNa karIe to te narI mUrkhatA che. tema kaSAe AbhAne nukasAna karyuM che. saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvyuM che. jIvane duHkha ja ApyuM che tema jANyA pachI paNa ApaNe kaSAne zA mATe apanAvIe chIe? tene javAba tamArI pAse che? hA. hA. kaSAya te anivArya che. sArI che tene javAba Ape che ke tenA vinA amAre saMsAraratha kevI rIte cAlaze? krodhAdi cAra paiDA para te saMsAranI gADI cAle che. vaLI jema sarahada para sainikane sva-para rakSaNa mATe hathiyAra jarUrI che tema amAre saMsAramAM amArI rakSA mATe A ! kaSA jarUrI . te

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461 zastranI jema amArI rakSA karaze, tema jIva mAne che. keAInI pAse kAma kaDhAvavA tenA para krodha karavAthI kAya siddha thaze tema keAI jIvA mAne che. tethI kArya siddhinuM kAraNa krodha che tema mAnI tene pASe che. cAkIdAra jema zaane nira'tara pAse rAkhe che tema te krodhane sadA zastranI jema sAthe rAkhe che. te jANatA nathI ke te zastra kayAreka te tArA peAtAnA ja vadha karI besaze. zastranI jema kaSAya che teA jaDa, chatAM paNa AtmA sAthe joDAIne AtmAnI durgati kare che. tethI kaSAyAne rAkhavA, pASavA ke apanAvavA hAnikAraka che. saMsAra dAvAnala dAha nIra, mAyA rasA dAraNa sAra sIra, kaSAyAne! jaya karavA mATe prabhu kevuM pramaLa AlaMbana che ? saMmoha dhUli haraNe samIra / namAmi vIraM girisAra dhIra // . saMsArarUpI dAvAnalamAM maLatA leAkeA mATe jaLa samAna che. arthAt krodharUpI dAvAnala sAme kSamAsvarUpa che. temane karele namaskAra, temanu smaraNa mAtra agninI sAme jaLa samAna kAma kare che. saMmeAha-mAharUpI dhULanA AvaraNu, mAna-abhimAna rUpI mehanI dhULanA paDalAne dUra karavA mATe vIra prabhu samIra-pavana jevA che ane mAyArUpI kaThIna pRthvIne teDavA mATe vIra prabhu haLa samAna che. meruparvata samAna leAbhane zamAvavA mATe vIra prabhu sumeratanI jevA dhIra ane gaMbhIra che. AvA vIra prabhune koTiza namaskAra hA. pU. haribhadrasUrie krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha A cAra kayAA jItavA mATe nIra', samIra, sIra, dhIra A cAra prakAranI upamA ApIne stuti karI che. A cAre kaSAyAne vIra prabhue evI rIte jItI lIdhA ke teo kaSAya vijetA thayA. ApaNe mATe te eka ucca avalaMbana che. ApaNe kaSAya vijetA manavuM che. tethI A stuti ApaNA mATe mAnanIya che. cAra kaSAyAmAM mAyAnu` svarUpa saMsAranA paraparAne calAvavAvALA ane vRddhi karavAvALA A cAra kaSAyA che. temAM trIjo naMbara mAyAnA che. krodhanu' svarUpa sthUlapaNe

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462 pragaTa thatuM hovAthI loke tene kaSAya mAne che paNa mAna-mAyA-lobhane kaSAya tarIke jANatA ke mAnatA nathI. AthI krodha ja kevaLa kaSAya che tevI eka mAnyatA rUDha thaI che. mAyA ane lebha satata lAgelA. hovA chatAM loko tene kaSAya gaNatA nathI. mAyA ane lAbha paNa avazya kaSAya che. tenAthI paNa saMsAra vRddhi pAme che. yadyapi krodha karatAM mAyA ane lebha vadhu hAnikAraka che. jema pAMce IMdriyanA viSaye. bhinna che tema cAre kaSAyonA viSaye bhinna che. tenuM kAryakSetra rIta, bhAta ane pote sarva bhinna bhinna che. krodhI mANasa krodhAgnithI lAlaceLa thaIne tuccha zabdo bole che. krodha Aga je manAya che. vANuM paNa abhadratA pAme che. vAtAvaraNane garama kare che. krodhI mANasane besavAnuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. te sApanI jema phUMphADA mAre che. mAna, pada, pratiSThA, sattA zebhAne mAyA-svArtha sAdhaka che, kUTanIti che. uMdaranI jema phUMka mArIne karaDe che. lobha, lAbha meLavavAnI satat jhaMkhanA seve che. kAmInuM mana kAmamAM, sonInuM mana senAmAM, jugAronuM mana jugAramAM, bhInuM mana lebhamAM ramyA ja kare che. A kaSAyabhAvanI vivazatA che. A sarva prakAra AtmaghAtaka che. karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. mahA zatru che. krodha sarSanI jema DaMkha mArIne kApe che. mAyA-le uMdaranI jema phUMka mArIne karaDe che. kUkane sparza madhura lAge che. krodha tIvra viSa che. be miniTamAM tene ubhare zamI jAya che. mAyA-lobha dhImuM jhera che. tenI asara dhIme dhIme thAya che. paNa kaSAya mAtra-jhera-viSa che-ghAtaka che. cAra kaSAyanA svAdanuM svarUpa pratyeka khAdya padArthane svAda hoya che. tema cAre kaSAyane paNa svAda hoya che. teno anubhava ke heya che? SaDarasanI jema tene rasAsvAda hoya che.

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463 krodha-lAla maracA je tI hoya che. maracuM khAtA jema jIbha maLe che. te prakAre kodha thatAM pote jenA para kodha thAya che te baMnene manamAM AganI jema baLatarA thAya che. krodhI mANasanuM zarIra rakta vagere baLavA mAMDe che. krodhanA AgamananI khabara paDe che. mAna, kaSAyane svAda khATo paNa priya lAge te che. jema amuka khAdya padArthomAM khaTAzathI svAda Ave che. te pramANe jIvanamAM mAna paNa teno bhAga bhajave che ane tenAM jIvane sAruM lAge che. dALa zAka vageremAM jema khaTAzathI rAka svAdISTa bane che tema jIvanamAM paNa tenuM sevana priya lAge che. mAyA-jIvane mAyAmAM madhuratA lAge che. miThAI lagabhaga sarvane priya hoya che. tema mAyA paNa priya lAge che. miThAI khAtI vakhate jema madhura svAda Ave che tema mAyAnA prasaMge jIvane mIThAzane anubhava thAya che. ISTanuM saMvedana thAya che. phera eTale ja che ke khATA, mIThA vagere rasane anubhava jahendriyathI thAya che. jyAre kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhAdi kaSAyeno rasAsvAda eTale ke anubhava manathI thAya che. mana e Indriya nathI paNa atIndriya che. lebha-mIThAnI jema khArA svAdavALo che. jema mIThA vagaranA padArtho phIkA lAge che. dareka padArthomAM mIThuM joIe che. tethI tene sabarasa kahevAmAM Ave che. roTalI-dALa-bhAta vagere badhA ja padArthomAM mIThuM joIe ja che. tema jIvananAM dareka kSetramAM temanuM sthAna che. labha vyApaka kaSAya che. sarvakALa bIjA kaSA prasaMgAdhInapaNe vate che, jyAre lobhanuM sAmrAjya sarvatra jovA maLe che. A prakAre cAre kaSAyonA alaga alaga svAda hoya che. khATA mIThA svAdane anubhava jIbha dvArA thAya che. A kaSAcAne rasasvAda mana dvArA thAya che. mana atIndriya che. SAnuM sevana karanArane teno anubhava thAya che. svAdiSTa rasoI peTa bharIne ArogIe chIe. tema 2sAsvAdavALA A kaSA ApaNe jIvanabhara sevIe chIe. avasara maLe tene pUre lAbha laIe chIe je vAstavamAM ahita kare che.

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464 aDhAra pApamAM mAyAnuM sthAna aDhAra pApasthAnomAM mAcAnuM sthAna be vAra ApavAmAM Avyu che, AThamA nakhara kevaLa mAyAne jaNAve che ane sattaramAM nakhare mAyA mRSAvAdanuM yugala che, asatyanI sAthe mAyAnuM joDANa che. kevaLa mAyA kapaTa chaLa, ke mAyAvI vRtti karavI. mAyA sahita vyavahAra karavA te AThamu. pApasthAnaka che. mAyApUrvaka asatya khelavuM, tenA krama sattaramAM che. mAyAvI jIva vAstavamAM duHkhI che. mAyA rava-para ubhaya kha'nene chetare che. te pApajanaka che. kauTilyapaTavaH pApAH mAyAyA bakavRttayaH / bhuvanaM vara cayamAnA vajvayante svayameva hi // kuTilatA-chaLa-kapaTa karavAmAM mAyAvI catura hAya che. khagalAnAM jevu dhyAna karavAvALA daMbhI vRttivALAnI jema kapaTa karavAvALA pApI mAyAthI jagatane ThagavA jAya che paNa vAstavamAM te peAte ja gAya che. tethI mAyAne khagavRtti jevI kahevAmAM AvI che. kezakAra zrI hemaca`drAgAya mahArAja abhidhAnakezamAM mAcAnA paryAyavAcaka zabdonA prayAga kare che. mAyA tu zaThatAM zAThyaM, kusRtirnikRtizca sA / kapaTaM kaitavaM dambhaH kUTaM chadmopadhichalam / co miSa rukSa nima kyAno.... mAyA, zahetA, zAThaya kusUti, nikRti, kapaTa, kaitava damsa, phUTa, dakA upadhi, chaLa, byapadeza, miSa, lakSa, nibha, vyAja, bahAnuM, vAMcanA kuTilata, ThagavRtti vizvAsaghAta, droha, dageA, vakratA, luccAI, vagere saMskRta-hi'nrI Adi bhASAmAM paryAyavAcI zabdo che. te sa mAyAnu svapa che. judA judA rUpamAM A zabdonA prayoga leAkeA kare che. vidyAthI cAlu parIkSAmAM bahAnA kADhIne bahAra jAya che jemake pANI pIvA pezAba karavA A badhA mahAnA hoya che. paraMtu manamAM hetu te kAMIka judA ja heAya che. A mAyAnu lakSaNa che.

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mAyAnuM lakSaNa zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAja mAyAnI sajhAyamAM kahe che. mukha mITho jUTho manejI, kUTa kapaTa no re koTa / jIbhe to jI jI kare jI, citta mA tAke cott...|| je kALa ! ma ArA mAthA para... jenI vANI te madhura lAge che paNa manamAM to kevaLa asatya bharyuM che paNa vANI sugara keTeDa hoya che. belavAmAM te ghaNI miThAza rAkhe paNa manamAM DaMkha rAkhe che kayAre taka maLe ane tene chetarI lauM arthAt hAthInA dAMtanI jema besavA ane karavAmAM bhinnatA hoya che. kahevuM eka karavuM bIju. belavAmAM vicAramAM vartanamAM bheda ja bheda hoya che te mAyAnuM svarUpa che. mAyAvInA jIvanamAM ekarUpatA nathI. eka vAkyatA nathI. pese kayAM ane nIkaLe kayAM? te khabara paDatI nathI satyane gauNa karI asatya evuM bole ke jANe te satya hAya ! asatya para satyane opa caDhAve che. kaDavI davAne sAkaranuM paDa lagAve eTale bALaka khuzI thaIne khAI jAya. te pramANe asatya upara satyanI miThAza lagAvI de jethI sAMbhaLanAra asatyane ja satya mAne, AvI be prakAranI nIti para cAlavAvALe mAyAvI che. dekhAva eka prakArane ane pravRtti bIjA prakAranI hoya che. dRSTAMta tarIke dAmpatya jIvanamAM eka patnInuM mAyAvI svarUpa. varNapura nagaranA zreSThiputra puNyasAranuM lagna pADozI gAmanI vaNika kanyAnI sAthe thayuM hatuM. paraMtu e kanyA keI anya purUSamAM prIti dharAvatI hatI, tethI te puNyasAra sAthe rahevA IcchatI na hatI. chatAM tene puNyasAra sAthe javuM paDayuM. mArgamAM eka kUve Avyo. puNyasAra pANI levA kuvA para gaye, ane kuvAnI pALa para ubhe rahyo. tyAM te panIe tene dhakko mArIne kUvAmAM dhakelI dIdho ane te tyAMthI bhAgI gaI ghare pahoMcI raDavA lAgI pitAjI! pitAjI ! mArA patine cerIe mAryo ane kuvAmAM pheMkI dIdhuM. huM ceranA hAthamAMthI mAMDa mAMDa bacIne AvI che. Ama teNe ghaNI vAte batAvI ane badhAne vizvAsamAM laI lIdhA. mAyAvI mAnavanI e caturAI che

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ke te ghaNI vAte upasAvI zake che. pApa pote karyuM hoya paNa jANe te bIjAe karyuM che athavA bIjAne deSa che tema batAve che. temAM koIne kaMI ja zaMkA na Ave paNa UlaTAnuM vizvAsa pedA thAya ke A ja mANasa sAce che tenI vAta sAcI che. AvI mAyAvI mAnavanI pravRtti hoya che. cogAnuyegA thoDA samaya pachI bIjA yAtraka kuvA para AvyA. temaNe pANI meLavavA kuvAmAM doraDu ane Dola nAMkhyAM. puNyasAre e pakaDI lIdhuM. musApharoe DUbatA mANasane joyo ane bhegA thaIne doraDA sahita puNyasArane bahAra kADhaye. yAtrI ke pAsethI khAvA pIvAnuM pAmyA. kaMIka svastha thatAM te vaLI pAche sasarAne tyAM pahoMcyA. sAsu sasarA te kaMI jANatA na hatA tethI jamAIne pAcho Avele joIne prasanna thayA ane pUchavA lAgyA ke are ! tamane to e bahu mAryA. tamane kaMI vadhu mAra lAgyo nathI ne? Ama ghaNA prazno pUchI tenI sevA suzruSA karo. puNyasAra panIe bhajavelI mAyAnuM nATaka samajI gaye, panI paNa A sarva sAMbhaLatI hatI. tenA mAtA pitA jamAIne sukharUpa AvelA joI khuza hatA. paNa patano nAkhuza hatI. meM para prasannatAne dekhAva karyo paNa aMtaramAM te vicAratI hatI ke vaLI A balA kayAM pAchI AvI ? puNyasAranI samakSa te lajajA pAmI. tene thayuM ke dharatI jagyA Ape te aMdara samAI jAuM! puNyasAra udAracitta mANasa hatuM. teNe patnInA zeSa badhAnI sAme pragaTa na karyo ane sarva bAjI sameTI lIdhI. mAyAnuM pratika bagalo jema kodhanI sarakhAmaNI sarpa sAthe karavAmAM Ave che tema mAnanI hAthI sAthe, mAyAnI bagalA sAthe ane lobhanI uMdara sAthe karavAmAM Ave che. tame joyuM haze ke bagalo taLAvanI madhyamAM eka paga para zAMta ane sthira citte ubhe hoya che. jANe ke kaI mahAnagI dhyAnastha hoya ! paNa tame jANe che ke bagale zA mATe Ave zAMta ane sthira hoya che? te phakta pitAnI udarapUrti mATe mAchalIne pakaDavAnI

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467 AkAMkSAmAM zAMta hoya che. jo te hale cAle te pANI hAle ane pANInA halana calanathI mAchalI bhAgI jAya. te kaMI AtmAmAM ke paramAtmAmAM lIna che tevuM nathI te ApaNe jANIe chIe. sAmAnya sAdhujane paNa AvI zAMta ane sthiratA rAkhI na zake tevI sthiratA bagale kevaLa mAchalIne pakaDavA mATe rAkhe che. te kevaLa dekhAva che, -daMbha che, svArthamUlaka che. bagalAnI sthiratA joI ApaNane mAna upaje, paNa te to eka nATaka che athavA te pazugata ceSTA che. bhautika vastu pAchaLanuM ArtA. dhyAna che. manuSya paNa pagavata AvI ceSTA karI mAyAvI bane che tethI tevAM manuSyane bagabhagata kahevAmAM Ave che. zAstrakAra mAyAne bilADInI upamA paNa Ape che. bilADI uMdarane pakaDavAnA sthAnee chUpAIne bese che. te cAle kade te paNa evI kALajIthI halana calana kare paNa kaMIja saMcAra na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhe che. AvI mAyAvI vRtti strI puruSomAM jovAmAM Ave che. - dRSTAMta-patnInuM mAyAvI svarUpa caMpAnagarInA dhanasaMpanna jinadAsa zeTha potAnI patnI sAthe sukhI jIvana gALatA hatA. zeThane saMtAnano abhAva chatAM saMtoSa mAnI dharmadhyAnamAM mana parovyuM hatuM. paraMtu patnInI putraprAptinI vAsanA tIvra hatI. AthI te patithI asaMtuSTa thaI anya puruSa sAthe saMparkamAM AvI tene pitAne pati mAnI tenI sAthe bhega bhogavavA lAgI. ane tene pitAne ghare ekAMtamAM belAvavA lAgI. saMsAramAM pApa karavA mATe ekAMta ane aMdhArU jarUrI hoya che. tyAM kAmI mAnava pitAnI pApa lIlA Acare che. jo ke egI sAdhaka paNa ekAMta ane aMdhAru che che paNa te tevA nimittomAM sAdhanA kare che. te ekAMta ane aMdhArAmAM dhyAna japa vagerenI ArAdhanA kare che. yegI mATe ekAMta AzIrvAda rUpa che. jyAre bhegI mATe ekAMta zrApa rUpa che. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke parvane divasa hovAthI pati aMdhArAmAM gharanA eka zAMta sthAnamAM dhyAna tathA japamAM sthira thayo. thoDIvAra pachI patnI pitAnA premIne laIne chUpI rIte eka khATale lAvI.

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468 ane jyAM zeTha dhyAnamAM ubhA hatA tyAM mUkayA. adhArAmAM kaMI khyAla AvyA nahi. paNa khATalAnA eka pAyA zeThanA paga para Avye.. AthI palaMganuM samatAla paNa na rahyuM. pelI strIe palagane sthira karavA bAjumAM paDele patthara laI te pAyA para mAryAM. AthI te pAyAnA nIcene khIle zeThanA pagamAM kharAkhara jaDAI gayA ane palaga sthira thaye. baMne kAmI peAtAnI vAsanA pUrtimAM evA teA utAvaLA hatA ke khATalA sthira thayeA na thayeA ke mane khATalA para caDhI gayA ane legasukha lAgavavA lAgyA. patnInI A krIDA joi zeTha tA avAka thaI gayA. yAnanI dhArAmAM vikSepa paDacA ane zeTha strInA cAritra para vicAra karavA lAgyA. are ! A strI para huM prema karuM chuM paN tenA memAM te duSTa che. sapUNa rAtri zeThanA pagamAMthI lehInI dhArA vahetI rahI savAra thatAM pahelAM zeThanuM prANa pa'kherU uDI gayu. prabhAtanu ajavALuM thatAM patnIe A sarjAyuM ane te kSeAbha pAmI gai. paNa have A pApane chUpAvavA kaI rIte? pApane chUpAvavA mAtrA ane asatya te! joie. tema karIne pApI pApathI macavA mAMge che. eka prazna che ke tame pApathI kheMcavA mAMge! che ke pApanA phaLanI sajAthI acavA mAMge che ? tene uttara nathI. chatAM sau pApanA phaLathI tenI sajAthI bacavA mAMge che, pApanu sevana karatAM je lajajA Ave te lajjA guNa che. paraMtu karelA pApene prakAzavAmAM apayazanA bhayathI je lajjA Ave te lajjA doSa che. te eka tathya svIkAravu' paDaze. vAstavamAM jue teA pApanI sajA ghaNI bhayaMkara hAya che. tethI sau tenAthI chUTavA mAMge che te svAbhAvika che, paratu aphasesa e che ke kAi pApathI dUra rahevAnA prayatna karatAM nathI. are ! pApathI bacaze| te pApanI sajAthI macaze. pApa karavuM mIThuM lAge che? pApa cheADavuM kaThina lAge che ? te pachI jANI le ke pApanI sajA nakkI bhagavavI ja paDaze. hasatAM AdhelAM kama raDatAM paNu bhAgavIne pUrA karavA paDe che te nirvivAda satya che. ApaNane pApane Dara che tenA karatAM vadhAre Dara pApanA prakAzananA ApaNane khaTake che. je divasathI anukha dhamAM phera paDaze. vRttimAMthI pravRttinuM gayeluM pApa paNa lAMkhe che. kAi ApaNuM pApa jANI jAya te pApa khaTakaze, te divasathI te pApanA jyAM sudhI pApa gayuM nathI tyAM sudhI

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469 vakhata TakI zakatuM nathI. ene atha e nathI ke jyAM sudhI vRttimAMthI pApa nAbUda na thAya tyAM sudhI pravRttimAM cAlu rAkhavu! nA, e mA nathI. pApanI pravRtti ochI karavAthI enA sa MskAre dRDha thatAM nathI e phAyadA cokkasa che chatAM sAdhake vRttimAMthI pApane dUra karavA mATe jAgRta rahevu' joIe. pApanI pravRttithI khadha paDe che. pApanI vRttithI anukha dha taiyAra thAya che eTale sAdhake pravRttimAMthI 18 pApasthAnakAne dezavaTa ApavA joIe ane vRttimAMthI AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, parigraha vigere seALa saMjJAone nAbuda karavA mATe lakSya keLavavu joIe. prastuta prasaMgamAM patnIne pApanuM prakAzana khaTakayu che. pApa karyAM khaTakayuM che ? pApa pratye tA kuNI lAgaNI ja che. ahI patnI peAtAnA pApanI sajAthI khacavA icchatI hatI. evAmAM evu* banyuM ke zeDanA pALele baLada nityakrama anusAra prAtaH kAla thatAM zeThanA mukhe srotrapAThanu zravaNa karavA AvyeA. paraMtu teNe zeThanI durdazA joi. te zAkagrasta thai tyAM besI gayA. patnInA manamAM kapaTa hatuM tethI tene tarata ja kumati sujhI ane jamIna para paDelA leAhIthI baLadanA ziMgaDA kharaDI dIdhA ane peAte vyavasthita thaine bahAra jaIne khUmA mAravA lAgI ane jora jorathI raDavA lAgI. doDA hAya ! khaLade zeThane mArI nAkhyA. have huM zuM karIza ? tenI brUmeTa sAMbhaLI leAka ekaThA thaI gayA. sava lAkoe A dRzya joyuM ane aMte sarva mAmaleA rAja darabAranI keATa mAM gacA. rAjAe maMtrIne Adeza ApyA ke A vAtanuM rahasya zetrIne nyAya karavA. temAM eveza niya karavAmAM AvyuM ke eka leDhAno gALA agnimAM tapAvIne taiyAra karave. pachI te gaLe khaLaka ke strI je peAtAnI jIbhathI spI le te niraparAdhI mAnave ane je na sparze te aparAdhI mAnavA. baLada peAtAnuM DAku halAvI samati ApI tyAra pachI eka leDhAnA gALe tapAvavAmAM AvyeA. rAja darabAramAM sanI sAkSImAM srI ane maLadane hAjara karavAmAM AvyA. baLada te tarataja tapeleA lAla gALAne jANe daDA ne cATatA hAya tema cATavA lAgyA. satyane AMca AvatI nathI. tyAramAda strIne vAre AvyA. te lAla tapelA geALAne joIne kaMpavA lAgI. mahAnu khatAvavA lAgI.

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470 paraMtu temAM tenuM kaMI cAlyuM nahi. teNe levAnA lAla goLAne jIbhane sparza karyo ane satya vAta pragaTa thaI aMte te sajAne pAtra banI. mAyA-kapaTa keNu kI zake che? zuM jagatamAM sarva jIva mAyA karI zake che? nahIM' ! lobha ke krodha kare sarvane mATe kaMIka sahele che, sarala che. nAnuM nirdoSa bALaka paNa krodha karI zake che. lobha karI zake che. kAraNa ke temAM kaI buddhi ke caturAinI jarUra nathI. thoDuM meM bagADayuM, raDavuM ke be zabda moTethI belavA vagerethI kaMdha thAya che. krodhI Ama paNa kayAM samajI vicArIne bolatA hoya che? kAraNa ke kodhanA AvezamAM tene kaMI vicAravAnI sabhAnatA hotI nathI. krodhI mAnava aMdha jevo hoya che. krodhI mATe koI apazabda vajaryuM nathI. te avicArI hoya che. "mumati " je zabda mukhamAM AvyuM te nIkaLI paDe. arthAt koi ke lebhA karavAmAM caturAI, buddhi ke hoziyArInI jarUra nathI. bALaka ke vRddha sava te karI zake che. jyAre ke mAna mAyA-badhAnA mATe saraLa nathI. mAna mAyA zIghratAthI karavAmAM muzkelI che. mAna koNa karI zake? jenI pAse dhana, saMpatti, ezvarya, vaibhava, buddhi, jJAna, rUpa, baLa vagere adhika hoya te prAyaHmAna karI zake che. rastAmAM jato bhikhArI konA AdhAre mAna kare? tenI pAse nathI dhana, nathI pada, nathI pratiSThA. AthI mAna karavAvALI vyakti saMsAramAM keTalI hoI zake? AjanI vizvanI vastI sADA cAra ke pAMca abaja lagabhaga che. temAM 20 thI 30 TakA loko sukhI saMpanna haze, ke jenI pAse ezvarya, vaibhava, baLa, rUpa, jJAna AdinI prApti hoya. eTale eka apekSAe vicArIe te A trIsa TakA je varga mAna-mAyA karI zake. te sivAyanI janatA ke jenI pAse peTa pUratuM khAvA nathI te kevI rIte mAna-mAyA-karI zake? vaLI temAMno moTo varga te azikSita che te kevI rIte ahaMkAra karI zake ? jo ke pratyeka vyakti abhimAna karI zake che. potAnAthI bIjA je koi paNa prakAre nAnA che, athavA koInA karatA kaMI adhika maLyuM che te teTale bheTe che, teTalA pramANamAM abhimAna karI zake che. anya karatAM

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471 thoDuM dhana ke jJAna vadhu hoya, AyuSya ke nirogItA vizeSa hoya te. tevA kAraNathI vyakti anyanI sAme mAnaahaMkAra karI zake che. A prakAre are kaSAyamAM jagatanA jIvonI saMkhyA jotAM krodha karanAranI saMkhyA seMkaDonI maLaze. lebha karavAvALA paNa teTalA maLaze. paraMtu mAna karanAranI saMkhyA 50 thI 60 TakA maLaze ane mAyAnI te. tenAthI paNa ochI TakAvArI maLaze. kAraNa ke krodha ane lobhanI jema mAna-mAyA karavA saraLa nathI. mAnamAM jema adharyAdi joIe che tema mAyA karavAmAM buddhi, hoziyArI, vAkacAturya vagere joIe che. te sarvamAM hotA nathI. tethI koIvAra mAyA karavAmAM pote ja phasAI jAya che, pakaDAI jAya che. puruSanI apekSAe strIomAM mAyA adhika hoya che - A vidhAna ekAMte satya nathI. puruSa mAtrane mAyA-kapaTa karatA AvaDatA nathI tema kahevAnuM tAtparya nathI. keTalAka puruSo mAyA-kapaTa karavAmAM ghaNA kuzaLa hoya che. chatAM adhikatara joIe te puruSomAM krodha ane mAnanI prakRti vizeSa hoya che. ane strIomAM mAyA tathA lebhanI prakRti vizeSa hoya che, je ke zAstrakAre to lakhe che ke samasta vizva cAre kaSAyathI grasAyeluM che. temAM pazu, paMkhI Adi tiyaca deva manuSya sarvane samAveza thAya che. cAre gatinA pAMce jAtinA nAnA moTA sarva mAM A cAre kaSAye rahelA che. saMsAranA sarva jI. karmanA udayavALA che. mehanIya karmanuM jora adhika che ane A kaSAye tenI saMtati che. tethI saMsArI jIvamAM kodhAdi cAre karmono udaya vate che. chatAM cAre kaSAmAM kAMdhAnI mAtrA adhikAra jovAmAM Ave che. anya traNa kakSAnI mAtrA kaMIka maMdapaNe jovA maLe che. athavA tenuM svarUpa kAMIka chupAyeluM jovA maLe che. krodha vyakta rUpe thatuM hovAthI jaNAya che ane mAyA, lobha vigere bhUgarbhamAM cAlatAM hovAthI jaladIthI. jaNAtAM nathI. krodhAdi prakRtinA udayane kAraNe kaI krodhI mAnI, mAyAvI ke lobhI kahevAya che. krodhImAM kaMdhanI vizeSatA hoya te saMbhava che ke bIjA kaSAya ochA heya. chatAM A cAre anya anugAmI che. jemAM

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472 AMkhanA niSNAta tIkhane kAna nAkanA dardInuM jJAna hetu nathI tema manAya che. paraMtu te M, B. B, S. teA che. tethI tene sArA zarIranI sAmAnya jANakArI te hAya che. chatAM te niSNAta eka ja viSayane gaNAya che. te prakAre jIvamAM alpASika kaSAya tA hAya che. chatAM eka kaSAyanI vizeSatA hoya tyAM bIjA kaSAya gauNapaNe hAya che. tethI karIne ema kahevAya che ke strImAM mAyA-kapaTa vRtti adhika hoya che, arthAt janmajAta heAya che. te pramANe lAbha paNa heAya che. game teTalA alakAra maLe teA paNa sateSa thatA nathI. mAyA-kapaTa karavAmAM strIe catura hAya che. koIvAra paDeAzI sAthe kAI praMsaga paDace! hAya te te patine cUpa rahevAnI salAha Ape che ane mAyA karIne paDozI sAthe prasaMgane patAvI de che. e prakAre sagA saba'dhImAM paNa peAtAnA svArtha sAdhavA mAyAne mukhya karIne strIe kAca siddha kare che. pati zAMtithI A sajoyA kare che, tene evA mAyA kapaTa karatA AvaDatuM nathI. tethI patnI sava khAjI saMbhALI le che, paDeAzIne dAva pecamAM levAnI kuzaLatA tenAmAM hoya che. meTA nyAyAdhIza jevA catura puruSa paNa pAtAnI zrImatInI pAse hAra khAI jAya che. ThaMDA kharapha jevA thai jAya che, bhale suprIma korTamAM sau salAma bhare paNa gharamAM tenuM kaMI upajatuM nathI. strI caritra ane mAyAjALa - mAyAvI vRttine kAraNe strI caritranuM svarUpa vikRta heAya che. brahmA paNa tenu' mApa kADhI zakatA nathI. himAlayamAMthI nIkaLeluM nAnu jharaNu` kevA mAge thai nadI anIne samudrane maLaze te kahevu saraLa che paNa strI kevI cAla cAlaze te batAvavu agharu che. pANImAM cAlatI mAchalInI pAchaLa nizAnI maLatI nathI. AkAzamAM uDavAvALA pakSInu cinha maLatuM nathI tema mAyAvI strInI cAla, caritranI nizAnI prApta karavI muzkela che. zrI jyAre mAyA-prapaMcamAM paDe che tyAre catura puruSA paNa temAM mAchalI jALamAM phasAya tema phasAI jAya che. jUnA yuganI vAta che. rAjA pradezInI patnI sUkAntA rAjA pratye atyaMta premAsakta hatI. paraMtu nAstika rAjA pradezI jyAre kezIsvAmIthI dharma pAmIne Astika khanI vrata niyama dhAraNa karavA lAgyA,

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473 tyAre rANIne bhegane tyAga ane vratAdi pasaMda paDayA nahi. tene thayuM have mArI bhegonI IcachA kevI rIte pUrI thaze? tethI teNe vicAryuM ke anya puruSa sAthe bhega meLavavA A rAjAne dUra karavuM paDaze. abaLA kahevAtI strI sabaLA banI ane ISTasiddhi mATe sUryakAMtA e rAjAne AliMgana devAnA bahAne pitAnI AMgaLInA nakha vaDe rAjAnuM gaLuM dabAvI dIdhuM. rAjAnuM prANa paMkherU uDI gayuM. mAyAvI zuM na kare? mAyAvIne mATe asAdhya sAdhya bane che. kazuM azakaya banatuM nathI. je strI kemaLa ane dayA pAtra hoya che te ja strI jyAre mAyAvI bane che tyAre kukarma karatAM aTakatI nathI. ane raNacaMDInuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. anyane ThagavAvALe te ja ThagAya che - keI ema na samaje ke duniyAne ThagIne huM nirAMte sUI jaIza. saMsAramAM zerane mAthe savAzera hoya che. kadAca puNya tapatuM hoya ema na bane to paNa anyane ThagavAvALe pote ThagAya che te bhUlI jAya che. saMsAramAM sarva jIva pota potAnA zubha azubha karmane AdhIna hoya che. ane te pramANe sukha duHkha pAme che. tame sUryanI sAme jevA jAva te tamArI AMkha baMdha thaI jaze. athavA tame sUryanI sAme dhULa pheMkaze te te dhULa tamArI AMkhamAM paDaze. kAdavanA khADAmAM patthara phekavAvALAne kAdavanA chAMTA uDe che. bhIMta para nAkhele daDe uchaLIne tarata ja tamArI sAme pAcho Avaze. yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke. "bhuvanaM vazcayamAnA-vaJcayate svayaMmeva hi / " duniyAne ThagavAvALe pite ThagAya che. "bakavRttiM samAlambya vaMcakaivacitaM jagat" bagavRttivALe mAyAvI jagatane ThagavA jAya che temAM svayaM AtmAne Thage che. AtmavacanA mahAdoSa che. anyane ThagavAmAM mane zuM nukazAna che? mAruM zuM thaze? AvA pApanuM zuM phaLa maLaze? e vicAra kare te pApa chUTI jAya paraMtu mAyAvIne e vicAra Avate nathI.

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474 mAyAvI kevI rIte karma bAMdhe che ? : eka hakIkata te niHsade che ke mAyA pA5 che. duSTa vastu che. mAyA keI puNyanuM paNa kAraNa nathI. mAyAthI pApakama baMdhAya che, mAyA svayaM azubha bhAva che tethI puNya karma bAMdhavAnI saMbhAvanA nathI. ATha karmanA bheda samajavAthI mAyA kevuM karma che te samajAze. ATha kama cAra ghAtI karma cAra aghAtI karma sarva karma azubha che keTalAka zubha che ane keTalAka azubha che. mAyA azubha pApa pravRtti che. tethI azubha ghAtI karmane baMdha thaze ja. aghAtI karmamAM paNa zubha puNya karmane mAyAvI bAMdhI zakato nathI. arthAta aghAtImAM paNa te azubha prakRtie ja bAMdhaze. zrI umA svAti AcArya tavArtha sUtramAM kahe che. mAyA kapaTa karavAvALe java tiryaMca gatinuM karma bAMdhe che. te pazu pakSIpaNe janma dhAraNa kare che. "mAyA Tuti ra" mAyA durgatinuM kAraNa che. | mAyAvIne sadgatinI prApti thavI durlabha che. karmasattA na taMgamAM vilaMba thAya paNa aMdhera nathI. karmanA gaNita te saune cUkavavA paDe che. tenuM ekachatrI nirapavAda sAmrAjya saune mAnya rAkhavuM paDe che. tyAM kaMI vikalpa cAlato nathI. dhAroke keI jIve zubhabhAva dvArA saddagatinuM karma upArjana karyuM ane pachI teNe mAyA karI to tenA phaLasvarUpe ne manuSya janma pAmaze paraMtu strI vedane dhAraNa karaze. strI janmanI sAthe mAyA vyApta hoya che. jANe ke mAyAe strIne

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475 janmasiddha haka na hoya! bIjAnI te zI vAta karavI? paNa vartamAna avasarpiNInI grevIsImAM 19mAM tIrthakara zrI mallInAthanuM dRSTAMta AviSayamAM sAkSI pUre che. nikAcitapaNe bAMdheluM karma IMdra caMdra ke jinendrane paNa udaya prApta thatAM bhegavavuM paDe te pachI anyanI te zuM vAta karavI? mallInAtha strI tIrthakara je ke rAjamArga e che ke strIne tIrtha kara padanI prApti naheAya. kAraNa ke tIrthaMkara nAma kama sarvazreSTha puNya prakRtti che ane strIpaNuM te azubha karmane vipAka che. tethI strInuM tIrthakara thavuM saMbhave nahi. puruSa pradhAna dharma che ane puruSapAchuM zreSTha karmanA udaye prApta thAya che. chatAM kalpasUtramAM dasa AzcaryarUpa ghaTanAmAM A ghaTanAne AzcaryarUpe mAnI che. anaMta bhavacakranA aMte kavacita AvI ghaTanA ghaTe che e paNa karmasattAne prabhAva che. Azcaryane artha e nathI ke temAM koI kArya-kAraNa bhAvanI vyavasthA nathI. jagatamAM kArya-kAraNa dAvane koIulaghI zakatuM nathI. Azcaryane artha e ja thAya che ke anaMtakALe sAmAnyathI je na banatuM heya te banI jAya. Azcarya paNa kAraNa-kArya bhAvane sAbita karI Ape che. dA. ta. prabhu mahAvIre jAtimada karI nIca gotra karma bAMdhyuM te temane 27mA bhave devAnaMdAnI kukSImAM janma levo paDe. zrI. mallinAthanA jIve mAyA karI te strIveda bAM. Ama A prasaMgathI mAyA karavAthI strIveda maLe che e siddhAMta pUravAra thayA. AzcaryanI aMdara azakaya, zakya banatuM nathI paNa asaMbhavita te te kAraNe pAmIne. saMbhavita bane che. pUrva janmamAM malalInAtha bhagavAnane jIva eka rAjakumAra hite. temanI sAthe anya pAMca mitra hatA. A che mitro sAthe maLI uttama ArAdhanA karatAM hatA. cha mitra sAthe maLI tapazcaryA karatA hatA. krame kame samAnabhAve temAM AgaLa vadhatA hatA. arthAt je kaMI tapa karatA. te sarve maLIne karatAM. temAM savizeSapaNe rAjakumAra je tapa kare te

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476 tapa saue karavuM te nirNaya karyo hato ane A kama suMdara rIte cAlatuM hatuM. ekavAra rAjakumAra mukhya mitranA manamAM evo vicAra AvyuM ke huM A sarvanA tapa karatAM AgaLa vadhu! AgaLa vadhavuM te kharAba nathI paNa temAM mAyA karavI te kharAba che. bIjAne pAchaLa rAkhIne AgaLa vadhavuM e beTuM hatuM takarSa ane paropakarSa rUpa mAyA sAdhanAmAM bAdhaka bane che. AgaLa vadhavAnI vRttinA joramAM rAjakumAre saunI sAthe nirNaya karyo ke hA, Aje ApaNe ekAsana vrata karIzuM. samaya thatAM sau AhAra mATe taiyAra thayA. tyAre rAjakumAre kahyuM ke mane Aje peTamAM darda thAya che. mATe mAre upavAsa che. vaLI bIjA keI divase badhAne ekAsaNuM karAvI pachI temaNe AyaMbila karyuM. ane tema teo tapamAM AgaLa vadhyA pachI A krama thaI paDe. AthI te kumAra bAhya tapamAM AgaLa vadhyA paNa aMtaramAM mAyA hovAthI pAchaLa paDayA. kAraNa ke eka te mAyA ane bIjI bAju vizvAsaghAtanuM pApa thatuM hatuM. vaLI temanA AvA vyavahArathI pAMce mitro khinna thaI gayA. "mAyA mirANi nAI" mAyA mitratAne nAza kare che. rAjakumAre tapa te ghaNuM uttama karyuM. vizasthAnakanI ArAdhanA karIne "savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI" nI bhAvanAthI tIrthakara nAmakarma paNa prApta karyuM. tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne devagatimAM gayA ane trIjA janmamAM kuMbharAjAnI rANanI kukhe malI kumArI nAme rUpavAna kanyA tarIke janma pAmyA ane mokSa prApta karyo. paNa mAyAnuM karma tenuM phaLa ApI gayuM. strIrUpe janma levuM paDe. ItihAsamAM eka AzcaryakArI ghaTanA AlekhAI. arthAt AvA uttama AtmAone paNa mAyAnuM pariNAma bhogavavuM paDe che to pachI ApaNu jevA sAmAnya mAnavInI zI dazA thaze? mAyA-kapaTathI keTaluM nukasAna thAya che? koI paNa kaSAya lAbhakArI che ja nahi tenAthI nukasAna ja thAya che. kodhathI jeTalI hAni thAya che tenAthI anekaguNI hAni mAnathI

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477 thAya che ane mAnathI jeTaluM nukazAna thAya che tenAthI anekagaNuM nukazAna mAyAthI ane mAyAthI anekagaNuM hAni lebha kaSAyathI thAya che. Ama dareka kaSAya tenA kramamAM uttarotara hAnikartA che temA lAbhathI te sarvanAza che. mAyAvI sAthe koI mitratA rAkhatuM nathI. dambho muktilattAvanhi-rdambho rAhuH kriyAvidyau / daurbhAgyakAraNa dambho, dambho'dhyAtmasukhArgalA // daMbha muktirUpI latAne bALavAnuM kAma kare che ane mAyAnuM sevana karavAvALA mokSathI hajAre ceAjana dUra rahe che. daMbha durbhAgyanuM sauthI moTuM kAraNa che. mAyAnuM sevana karavAvALAnA bhAgyamAM duHkha ja lakhyuM che. AdhyAtmika sukhane anubhava karavAmAM daMbha bAdhaka kAraNa che. AtmotkarSAttatto dambhI, pareSAM cApavAdataH / badhnAti kaThinaM karma, bAdhakaM yogajanmanaH // kadAca AtmAne utkarSa sAdhe ane daMbhanuM sevana kare che te kaThina karma bAMdhe che. bagabhagata daMbhI kahevAya che, jegI nahi. sAdhaka ke taparavI game tevI ugra tapazcaryA kare paNa je daMbha rAkhe ke mAyA AcAre te tene keI vizvAsa karaze nahi. saMsAramAM dhanaprApti saraLa che paNa leka vizvAsa saMpAdana karavuM muzkela che. AdhyAtmika sAdhakanA jIvanamAM thoDI paNa mAnyA nAvamAM chidranI jema kAma kare che. arthAta tapane DUbADI de che. prathama rAtimAM kahyuM che ke, mAyAzIlaH puruSo yadyapi na karoti kizcidaparAdham / / sarpa ivAvizvAsyo bhavati tathApyAtmadoSahataH // sarpa jherI na hoya te paNa tene koI vizvAsa kaI karatuM nathI kAraNa ke te viSayukata che ke nahi tenI khabara paDatI nathI. tethI te zAMta beThe hoya ke sUto hoya to paNa tene vizvAsa karI tenI pAsethI javAnuM sAhasa koI karaze nahi. te prakAre mAyAvI kadAca nirdoSa ke niraparAdhI che to paNa mAyAnI vRttine kAraNe te avizvAsanIya che. tenA para vizvAsa rAkhIne kAma karIne paNa te chetarI jAya to? te kayAre phasAve te kahI zakAya nahi. mAyAvI mAchImAra

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478 je hoya che. jema mAchImAra jALa pAtharIne mAchalIne phasAve che temAM mAyAvI anyane phasAvavA prayatnazIla hoya che. mAyA satyavRttine nAza kare che. mAyAvInuM vacana asatya hoya che. chatAM te miThAzathI bele che jema kavInAIna kepasyula madhuratAnA paDavALI hoya che, tema mAyAvInI bhASA hoya che. mAyAvI asatyane paNa satya jevuM karIne kahe che. tethI sAMbhaLanArane sAcuM lAge che ane tethI tenI vAtamAM te vizvAsa kare che. tene asatyanI zaMkA paNa thavA detA nathI jema bagalAnuM dhyAna mAchalIne phasAvavAnuM che tema mAyAvInuM dhyAna satata anyane phasAvavAnuM hoya che. mAyAnuM phaLa aMjanAsatIne kevA prakAre maLyuM ? zAstramAM prasidhdha satIomAM aMjanA satInuM nAma amara che. atyaMta svarUpavAna aMjanAnuM lagna zUravIra pavanaMjya rAjakumAra sAthe thayuM hatuM. paraMtu pUrvajanmanuM pApa evuM udayamAM AvyuM ke lagnanI rAtrithI pati-patnI vaccenuM milana 12 varSa sudhI na thayuM pati pavanaMjaya aMjanAnuM mukha paNa jovA mAMgatA na hatA zuM kAraNa hatuM ? aMjanA jevI satIne zuM deSa hato? 12 varSa sudhI jheranA ghUMTaDA bharavA jevI viyAganI viraha vedanA sahI. satIne zA mATe duHkha sahana karavuM paDayuM? eka avadhijJAnI mahAtmAe tenuM kAraNa jaNA- vatA tenA pUrvajanmanuM kathana kahI batAvyuM. hai aMjanA ! tuM pUrva janmamAM tuM eka zeThanI patnI hatI. tene eka sapatnI paNa hatI. temAM tuM meTI hatI. tene dharma pratye leza paNa rUci na hatI. ane nAnI dhamI hatI. vinayazIlA hatI. nityapUjA bhakita karatI hatI te saraLa cittavALI hatI. tArAmAM mAyA kapaTa vizeSa hatA. tethI tuM nAnI upara ghaNI ISya rAkhatI hatI. tuM tenI pAse gharanuM badhuM kAma karAvatI. vAsaNa sApha karavA, gharasaphAI karavI A sarva kAma te vinayathI karatI hatI. chatAM te pitAne nityakrama pUjA bhakita cUkatI na hatI ane bapora thaI jAya te paNa potAnA. nityakrama karyA vagara AhAra pANI letI na hatI. pitAne bhakitapUjAmAM anukULatA rahe te mATe teNe gharamAM pratimAjInI sthApanA karI nAnuM gRhamaMdira banAvyuM. te tArA manamAM ghaNuM khaTakavA lAgyuM.

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479 ekavAra te IrSAnA aMdhakAramAM te pratimAjIne dhULamAM dATI dIdhI. AthI nAnI panI pratimAnA darzana na thavAthI kalpAMta karavA lAgI. AhAra pANIno tyAga karIne te pratimAjIne zodhavA lAgI. tene mATe te te prANa samA prabhu hatA. tene kalpAMta joIne kevaLa mAcA-kapaTathI zeghavAne te DhoMga karyo ane dhULanA DhagalAmAMthI pratimAjIne bahAra kADhI te nATaka karavA mAMDayuM ke are ! AvuM kukRtya keNe karyuM? kene khabara ke A koNe karyuM haze ? chatAM cAle meM to pratimAjIne zodhI kAvyA ane nAnIne suprata karyA. nAnI to prabhune prApta karIne khUba rAjI thaI pratimAjIne abhiSeka karI pUjA bhakita karI pachI AhAra pANI grahaNa karyA. he aMjanA ! AvA mAyA kapaTane kAraNe te 12 kalAkano samaya mATe bhAta ane bhagavAna vacce viyega karAvyo. te karma Aje tane udayamAM AvyuM che. tene kAraNe tArI sAthe patinA 12 varSathI viyoga thayo che ane kalpAMta karIne viraha vedanAnuM duHkha tuM sahana karI rahI che. tArA para Aropa AvyuM. tAre gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM paDayuM. ane ghaNAM duHkha sahana karavA paDayA. pApa karatI vakhate jIvane bhale mIThAza lAge paNa te karma bhagavatI vakhate bhAre sajA thAya che. 12 ghaDInA 12 varSa thayA. karma sattAnuM gaNita kevuM vicitra che! A mAyA kevI rIte utpanna thAya che ! - mAyAnuM udbhava sthAna zuM che? te kayAre ane kema utpanna thAya che? teno janma kevI rIte thAya che? tene gaMbhIratAthI vicAra karatA pratyuttara maLe che ke mAyAnA mULamAM svArtha siddhi che. svArtha sAdhavA mATe tathA anya pApane chupAvavA mATe mAyA kapaTane Azraya le paDe che. manamAM IcchA utpanna thaI tenAthI vArtha thaze. pachI svArthane sAdhavA mATe, tenI ciMtAmAM manuSya mAcA-kapaTane Azraya levA prerAya che. pUrvajanmanA saMskAra mAyArUpe jIvamAM rahelA che. te nimitta maLatA pragaTa thAya che ane jIva mAyA kapaTanI vRttimAM phasAya che. pachI svArtha siddha karavA bIjA aneka prakAranA asatyenuM sevana kare che. tethI zAsakArAe kahyuM ke "asukRtasya jJAnI ? asatyanI mAtA mAyA che.

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480 mAyA kapaTa karavAvALAnA jJAnacakSu para aMdhakAranuM vAdaLa gherAI vaLe che. kamaLAnA regIne jema sarva vastu pILI dekhAya che tema mAyAvIne sarvatra svArtha dekhAya che. tene temAM ja rasAsaMda Ave che. kapaTa vRttinA mAnasika AvaraNane kAraNe mAyAvI punaH punaH mAyAjAla bhramajAlanI racanA kare LiyAnI jema kare che jethI temAM keI phasAI jAya. mAyAvInI mananI gati kuTila ke vakra hoya che. vakatAne kAraNe mAyAvInI cAla paNa vaka heya che. pachI te tenI daSTi vRtti paNa kuTila bane che. vakatA saraLatAne nAza kare che. vakratAnuM kAlika vagIkaraNa kAla prathama tIrthaMkarano samaya 22 tIrthakarone samaya 24mA tIrthaMkara bAju ane jaDa ja prAjJa ane rAjujI ne samaya vaka ane jaDa che zrI kalpasUtramAM jenuM vargIkaraNa A pramANe karavAmAM AvyuM che. (1) prathama tIrthakara zrI trASabhadeva trIjA ArAnA aMtamAM thayA. te kALe ja saraLa hatA paNa buddhimattA prajJA maMda hatI. (2) ajItanAthathI pArzvanAtha bhagavAna cothA ArAnA bAvIsa tIrtha - karonA samayanA jIvo prAjJa ane Rju hatA. (3) bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra carama tIrthakaranA samayanA jIva jaDa ane vaka che. arthAt jIvanamAM jaDatA ane vakatAnI prAdhAnyatA che. dharmanI pAtratA mATe "saraLatAnI" AvazyakatA saMsAranA vyavahAramAM paNa ApaNe pAtratA joIe chIe. pitA potAnI saMpatti sopavA mATe putranI pAtratA jue che. siMhaNanA dUdha mATe suvarNanA pAtranI jarUra che te pramANe dhamanI pAtratA zuM rAkhaze? kaI vyakita dharmanI dhUrAne TakAvaze? zAstrakAra maharSi jaNAve che ke saraLa svabhAvI, jutA guNavALA ja dharmanI prAptine mATe uttama

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pAtra che. saraLa jIve bhale theDe aMze dharmanuM pAlana kare te paNa dharmane vikAsa zakya che ane saraLa AtmAne pitAne paNa dharmane lAbha che. paraMtu je mAyAvI ke vaka ja pAse dharmanI dhUrA jAya te chidravAlI naukA jema be che tema dhamI svayaM DUbe che. ane bIjAne DUbADe che. vaLI jema patharALa sUkI jamInamAM nAMkheluM bIja baLI jAya che, tema mAyAvInA hAthamAM gayele dharma niSphaLa jAya che. tenA tapa, tyAga, vairAgya, cAritra sarva nirarthaka thAya che. ratnAkara sUrijIe kahyuM che ke "ThagavA vibhu A vizvane vairAgyanA raMge dharyA" he bhagavAna! A vizvane ThagavA mATe vairAgyane raMga dhAraNa karyo. sAdhu banIne me sarvane ThagyA che. sAdhupaNa lIdhuM paNa mArI vaMcakatA gaI nathI. A prakAre temaNe pitAnI hadayavyathA vyakata karI che. sAdhupaNuM grahaNa karyA pachI paNa kaMI mAyAvRtti chUTI jAya tevuM nathI. sAre. pAka meLavavA mATe jema bhUmi paNa phaLadrupa joIe tema saraLatAnA. guNathI bharele AtmA ja dharmane pacAvI zake che. upAsanA karI zake che ke AcarI zake che zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM pharamAvyuM che ke sArA unnamunasa saraLa AtmAnI zuddhI thAya che. mAyAthI Avarita AtmA pitAnA AtmAnI zaktione, guNene pragaTa karI zakatA nathI. tethI te padArthanA yathArtha-satya svarUpane jANI zakatuM nathI. arthAt mAyAvI satyajJAnathI vaMcita rahIne ajJAnadazAmAM ke mithyAtvamAM lapeTAyelo rahe che. sAcAmAM samakita vasejI, mAyAmAM mithyAvare prANI! ma karIza mAyA lagAra" satyamAM samakita vase che mAyAmAM mithyAtva che. mATe he jIva! tuM mAyA na kara. asalya rUpI mAtA mAyAnA gharamAM samyakatva kevI rIte rahI zake ? sUryanA gharamAM aMdhakArane rahevAnuM asaMbhava che tema mAyAnA gharamAM samyakatvane rahevAnuM asaMbhava che. "mAcavize zuM ti paNa che. ' mAyAvI manuSya anyane gulAma bane che. mAyAvI bhale kadAca A janmamAM phAvI jAya paraMtu tenA phaLa te AgaLanA janmamAM bhegave che. jenI sAthe teNe kapaTa karyuM che tenA gulAma banavuM paDe che.

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482 chAghamAnamapi prAyaH kukarma sphuTaMti svayam " mAyA-kapaTathI ThagavAvALAne peAtAnuM karma svayaM pragaTa thAya che. jema jamInamAMthI pANI phUTI nIkaLe che tema pApInu' 5:5, mAyAvInI mAyA eka divasa jarUra phUTI nIkaLe che. jema pApanA ghaDA bharAI jatA pApa phUTI nIkaLe che tema pApa pragaTa thAya che. kadAca mAyA kAI ne bhale jAvAmAM Ave nahi. paraMtu mAyAnuM nATaka samApta thatAM mAyAne ghaDA phUTI jAya che. geA karavAvALA leAkeAmAM prasiddha thaI jAya che. raMgamaMca para rAma ke rAvaNane abhinaya karanAra sAcA 2Ama ke rAvaNa nathI te prekSaka sArI rIte jANe che ke A teA kevaLa veza badale che. rUpa parAvartana che. vAstavikatA tA kaI bIjI ja che, cAra prakAranI mAyAnuM svarUpa pratyAkhyAnIya saMvalana anaMtAnubaMdhI apratyAkhyAnIya (1) anaMtAnu'badhI mAyA emoDFFOR E

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483 A citra anusAra sAmyatA dharAvatA pratikanA AdhAra para -mAyAnA cAra prakAra samajAvavAmAM Avaze. prathama citramAM vAMsanA vRkSane darzAvyuM che. vAMsanuM vRkSa dekhAvamAM to sIdhuM che. paraMtu tenA mULanI jaDa kevI vAMkI cUkI che? te vRkSanA AyuSyakALa sudhI tevI ja raheze. tenuM sIdhA hevuM asaMbhava che. te prakAre je je jIvamAM ajanma paryatavakatA, mAyAnI prakRti rahe, tenAmAM kayAre paNa saraLatA pharake nahi. tene anaMtAnubaMdhI mAyA kahe che. te jIvanasAthI banI rahe che. (2) apratyAkhyAnI mAyA gheTAMnA ziMgaDA kevA vAMkA vaLelA hoya che? chatAM ene ghaNuM upAya vaDe sIdhA karI zakAya che. eka varSa sIdhA bAMdhI levAmAM Ave te te sIdhA thaI zake che. tevI rIte keAI jIvane eka varSa sudhI vakatA mAyA rahe paNa pachI kaMIka saraLatA Ave che te apratyAkhyAnIya mAyA kahevAya che. (3) pratyAkhyAnI mAyA triIjuM citra darzAve che baLada pizAba karato karato cAle che. tenI cAla anusAra pezAbanI dhAra mATI para vAMkI cUkI thAya che. te cheDA samayamAM bhUMsAI jAya che tema je jIvanI mAyA ke vakatA cAra mAsa rahe che pachI sa2LatA Ave che tene pratyAkhyAnI mAyA kahe che. (4) saMjavalana mAyA cothe prakAranI saMvalana mAyAnI tUlanA vAMsanI lAkaDI sAthe karI che. tenA paranI chAla vAMkI cUkI hoya che paNa tene pakaDIne kheMcIne sIdhI karI zakAya che. saMjavalana mAyAnI vakatA ghaNA alpa samaya mATe rahe che. adhikathI adhika paMdara divasa rahe che. pachI mAyAne udaya dUra thaI saraLatA Ave che. te saMjavalana mAyAne prakAra che. siddhAcala jaina dharmanuM mahAna tIrtha "siddhAcala che tenI zabda racanA dhyAnathI juo. be zabdonI racanA che siddhArcala. cala zabda gati batAve che.

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484 kevI gati- arthAt cAlavuM, sIdhA cAle. vAMkA cUkA, vakra gati, kuTila gatithI na cAle. briTiza prajAmAM ghaNI kuTila nIti hatI. te jyAM gayA tyAM kapaTathI rAjya karyuM. sIdhA cAlavA mATe ApaNA mATe anaMtA. arihaMtanI samavasaraNa bhUmi tathA anaMtA siddhonI sAdhakabhUmI e siddhAcala gIrirAja eka mahAna AlaMbana che, pratika che, lakSya che. jema siddha banavAvALA siddhinA dhAme pahoMcyA, mukata thayA, te gatithI te. cAla pramANe ApaNe cAlIe te mukitadhAma pahoMcIzuM. siddhonI gati kevI hatI te mATe zrI umAsvAti AcArye kahyuM che ke, "tattaramUrNa jItyA hovAnA sarva karmono kSaya thayA pachI AtmA lekAMte pahoMce che. pUrvaprayogAd asaMgatvAd bandhavicchedAt tathAgati pariNAmAcca tadgatiH // pUrva prAga, asaMga, baMdha viracheda ane tathA gati pariNAma A cAra hetuothI sarvaka mane kSaya thaI javAthI AtmAnI udarvagati thAya che. A udarvagatinuM nAma che. jaja sarala sIdhI gati che. A sIdhI sarala gatithI udevagati dvArA AtmA kogre pahoMcI zake che ane te siddhAtmA kahevAya che ane tyAM ja anaMta kALa sudhI sthira rahe che. ApaNuM AkharI ceya mokSa prApti che. ApaNe tyAM javA IcchIe chIe ane e laye ja ApaNe dharma sAdhanA karIe chIe. siddhazIla para javAnI gati tadana sarala ane sIdhI che. eka samayamAM sAta rAjakanuM aMtara kApIne AtmA tyAM pahoMcIne sthira thAya che ane je vAMkI cUkI cAle cAle che te tyAM jaladI pahoMcI zakatA nathI. sIdhI sarala gativALe tyAM pahoMce che. vAMkI gativALe saMsAranI anya gatimAM bhame che. je ApaNuM dayeya mukitadhAma pratye javAnuM hoya te cAla saraLa rAkhavI joIe. temAM kaI vikalpane sthAna nathI. mAyAne zabdArtha "mAyA" be akSarane zabda zuM kahe che. temAM kaMI rahasya avazya che, mA+cA = mAyA "mA" zabda niSedha arthamAM che. mA vada-- belo nahi. mA bhakSa-khAo nahi. "yA" dhAtu che. yAne artha che javuM, pahoMcavuM, gati karavI. "mAnahi "pA" jAo, jAe nahi.

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485 mAyA kuTila cAla che. vakragati vRtti che. tevI vakratAvALI mAyA, kuTilatA che te tarapha jAo nahi mAyAvI gatithI cAle nahi. keTalA gaMbhIra zabdo che. keTalI uttama vAta ane vicAra Ape che? temAM keTalo mahatvapUrNa upadeza che? zabda te mAne che paNa tenuM rahara mahAna che. mAyA kapaTa karavAvALA jIvanI sIdhI gati na. hovAthI saMsAranI anya gatimAM tirya cAdimAM janma le che. je jIvane mekSe javuM che. te teNe sIdhI gatimAM cAlavuM joIze. tevI cAla zIkhavA mATe teNe siddhAcalanI yAtrA dasa vIsa vAra ke sevAra karavI joIe. sAthe sAthe vakatA-jaDatA choDavI joIe. tadArjavamahauSadhyA jagadAnandahetunA / jayejjagaddohakarI mAyAM viSadharImiva // auSadha jema roga maTADavAnuM sAdhana che tema mAyA nAmane roga maTADavAnuM sAdhana Arjava saraLatA che. dasa prakAranA dharmamAM "Ava' dharmanuM lakSaNa kahyuM che. bhadrikatA arthAt niSkapaTa vRttine svabhAva uce dharma che. bALaka jevI nirdoSatA rAkhavI joIe. bALakane mAyA, kapaTa karatA AvaDatA nathI. te sarala ane niSkapaTa hoya che. uMmara vadhavAnI sAthe kuTilatA, kapaTa mAyAvIvRtti vRddhi pAme che. A lekamAM mAyAne viSadharI sapiNuM kahI che. je jagatane droha kare che. evI mAyAne tyAga karIne tene sthAne saraLatA-Arjava vRtti dhAraNa karavI joIe ke je jagatanA jIvo mATe AnaMdarUpa bane. ArjavatAnI mahAna auSadhi vaDe mAyAno roga dUra kare. bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke mArca vAvamaLa', mAyAne AvabhAvathI jItavI joIe. tenA vinA koI upAya nathI.. ke kaI vikalpa nathI. jo tame ema Icche ke mane kaI chetarI na jAya athavA huM koIthI chetarAu nahi. to tene upAya e che ke tame pratijJA le ke huM AjathI keIne chetarIza nahi athavA koIne koI prakAranI mAyA kapaTa. karIne chetarIza nahi. tyAra pachI tamane paNa kaI Thagaze nahi. eka saraLa

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486 svabhAvI jIva para lAkhe ne vizvAsa rAkhe che. eka mAyAvI hajAre loke para vizvAsa rAkhaze nahi. jo tame ema mAne che ke huM hajAro lokene ThaguM paNa mane kaMI na Thage. ema kadI bane nahi. mAyAvI game teTale catura hoya te bhale te roja anyane Thagato hoya te paNa eka divasa tene kaI ThagI jaze. mAyAvI paNa anyanI mAyAne bhega bane che. mATe AjathI sarala svabhAva banAve te zreyaskara che. ame dhAro te tamAre svabhAva keLavI zake che. bALakane bALapaNathI mAyA kapaTa vRttithI pAcho vALavAne prayatna karavAmAM Ave che te avazya sudharI zake che. saraLatA anya hajAra guNane AkarSita kare che. e ja dharma che. tenAM dharmanI pAtratA che. te ja AmA mATe kalyANakAraka che. mAyA nitAMta duHkhadAyI che. karma baMdhana karavAvALI che. svayaM pApathAnaka che. mAyA hajAra pApanuM mULa che. tethI tyAjaya che. mAyAne tyAga ghaNA kaparo che krodha ke mAnane tyAga karavo sahele che paNa mAyAne tyAga kara dehile che. strIo mAyAvRttine tyAga karI zaktI nathI tevuM prAyaH vidhAna che. ekAMte tema nathI. dIkSA levA chatAM paNa kaIvAra mAyAne tyAga thaI zakatuM nathI. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke nagna rahevuM saheluM che. mAsakSama karavuM saheluM che. leca kare brahmacarya pALavuM saheluM che paNa mAyA ke mAyAvI vRttine sarvathA tyAga kare muzkela che. manathI mAyAvI vRttine vicAra na kare, vacanaciMgathI mAyAyukta bhASA na belavI, ghaNuM muzkela che. navamAM anivRtti Adara guNasthAnaka para pahoMcyA pachI mAyA AtyaMtika dUra thAya che. chatAM puruSArtha karavAthI tene parihAra zakaya che. Aje bhale sarvathA nAza na thAya paNa aMze tene tyAga karI jarUrI che. mAyA kevI rIte dUra karavI ? gharamAM paDelA corane lAkaDI mArIne dUra karI zakAya paNa mAyAne daMDo mArIne kevI rIte dUra karavI? gharamAMthI aMdhakArane dUra karavA lAkaDI mAravI paDatI nathI paNa gharamAM nAne dIpaka pragaTAvavAthI aMdhakAra dUra thAya che tema AjathI pratijJA kare ke ame jIvanamAM kadApi mAyA kapaTa karIzuM nahi. darekanI sAthe saraLatAthI vyavahAra karIzuM. svabhAvamAM saraLatA rAkhIzuM. peTamAM pApa

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487 ke daMbha rAkhyA vagara saraLatAthI vAtacIta karIzuM. keIpaNa nimittamAM ke prasaMgamAM satyavAta pragaTa karIzuM. manamAM kaMI chUpAvIne vAta karIzuM nahi. sAduM jIvana ucca vicArane Adeza apanAvIzuM. saraLatA e bahu moTo guNa che. jIvananuM kiMmatI AbhuSaNa che. jANe samajIne mAyAkapaTa karavuM nahi. A kaMI sIdhA saraLa mANasane jamAne nathI. lake chetarI jAya. mATe saraLatAnI vAta na karatA. are bhAI! saraLatA rAkhavAmAM kaMI nukazAna nathI. lAbhakAraka che. purUSArtha sAdhya che. prayatna thI kuTeva dUra thAya che. mATe saraLa svabhAva banAvo hitAvaha che. saMsAramAM anaMta jIva mAyA kapaTane tyAga karIne saraLa ane Arjava guNavALA bane, RjusvabhAvI bane tevI prabhunA caraNomAM prArthanA che "niSkaSAyA bhavatu chavA " zrI payuSaNa mahAparvamAM pratijJA pUjya gurudevanuM utsAhavardhaka pravacana sAMbhaLIne paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM seMkaDe bhAvika bhAI bahenoe nIcenI pratijJAo grahaNa karI hatI. (1) AjIvana mAMsAhArI hoTelamAM javuM nahi. (2) saptavyasana-zarAba Adino tyAga karIzuM. (3) anaMtakAya-kaMdamULa ne tyAga (4) mAMsa, mAchalI, IDA vagerenI cIjone tyAga. (5) jinamaMdiramAM darzana-pUjA karavI. paMDarA AryAnI mAyAvI vRtti - saMgaraMgazALA graMthamAM pApasthAnaka nA vivecana prasaMge jinacaMdrasUri ma. mAyAvIvRtti upara paMDarA sAvanuM daSTAMta mUkatA jaNAve che kemeTA sArA sukhI saMpanna dhanavAna kuLamAM janmelI eka yuvatie yauvanavayamAM saMsArathI udvigna banIne pratrajyA lIdhI. rU5-saundarya ane lAvaNyathI zobhatI paMDara sAdavI cAritrane uttama prakAre pAlatI zrImatumAM garamI-parasevAthI bhAre kaMTALI jatI, dhULa vagerenA kAraNe parasevAnI sAthe zarIra upara mela jAmI jatuM. ane mela parivAha thI atizaya parAbhava pAmelI te sAdhavI zarIra tathA vastronI zuddhi ane zobhAmAM samaya vitAvatI hatI. AvA prasaMge meTA vRddha sAdhavI. e tathA guraNI vagere niSedha karIne zramaNa jIvananI AcAra maryAdA

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48 samajAvatA hatA. paraMtu udvigna mana ne te badhI zikhAmaNa apriya lAgatI hatI. bIjI khAju atizaya melAdi sahana na thavAthI kaSAya. bhAvamAM AvIne paDarA sAdhvI tyAMthI nIkaLIne khIjA anya upAzrayamAM jatI rahI. dehathI paNa svAbhAvika rUpavatI ane temAM paNa vastra--pAtra dehAdinI zAmA zuzraSa, vadhAratI lekamAM paDarA AryAM peAtAnI kArya pravRttithI prasiddha thaI gaI. pachI te pUjAvA nA meAhamAM AvIne vidyA-maMtra tatrAdinA baLe nagara nA leAkeAne Azcaya pamADatI hatI, A rIte kALa nigamana thatA gayeA. uMmara vadhatI gai. zarIrane paDelA vyasaneA karatA paNa mana nA vyasane vadhu khataranAka hoya che. A pramANe AyuSya vItatu jAya che ane sAdhvIjI leAkeAne AkaSavA leAkeSaNAvRttithI maMtra ta'trArdi nA pracAgeA karIne leAkenA ToLe ToLA bhegA kare che, leAke sAdhvIjInI prazaMsA kare che. sva prazaMsAmAM khUba rAjI thatA ane leAkethI pUjA-- pratiSThAmAM mhALatA sAvIjIe vRddhAvasthAmAM paga mUkayeA. leAka prazaMsA tathA leAkasaMgraha ane leAkara'janamAM AtmAne kaMI ja prApta nathI thatu. emAM koI Atmika lAbha nathI, uparathI AtmAne gumAvavAnu che. rAgAdinA pASaka bhAvamAM AtmA ke khAMdhe che, nagarajanAne niraMtara 5DarA sAdhvI pAse AvatA joIne, ane temAM paNa samaya-kasamayanA paNa lAkone khyAla na rahe ane game tyAre game te, game teTalA leAkA AvatA ja jAya che. A paristhiti sayama jIvana mATe ghaNI ja viparIta joine gurUNI vaDerI sAdhvIjIee avasara joIne pharIthI TakeAra karI ke....hajI paNa tame A pApanu prAyazcitta kare, ane vizuddha vairAgyathI uttama cAritra pALe. paMDarA sAdhvIne vRddhAvasthAmAM pagaraNa mUkatA peAtAnA AyuSyanuM bhAna thayu ane temane prAyazcitta karIne puna: vizuddha vairAgyabhAvathI uttama cAritra pALavAne bhAva pragaTa karyo. jJAnIgItA gurU pAse prAyazcita lIdhu ane tapAdi karatA jAya che. paraMtu AvatA lAkone aTakAvI nathI zakatI. eTale gurUNI sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke.... tA caiAgya na kahevAya, prAyazcitta karyA pachI paNa jo pApanI pravRtti satata cAlu ja rahetI hAya tA prAyazcittanuM pratyeAjana zuM rahe? mATe have tame sthira thaI ne Atma kalyANanuM lakSya rAkheA. paMDarAjIe kahyu.....

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489 bhale sArU have leAkAne nA pADI daIza, ane A pramANe bIjI vAra nahIM thavA dauM'. paraMtu manamAM paDelI lArkaSA na rAkI zakavAthI gurUNIne ApelA vacana pramANe vartana karI nathI zakatI. kathanI ane karaNImAM, vacana ane vartanamAM viparItatA mAyA lAve che. traNa-cAra vAra gurUNIjI taraphathI nivAravA chatAM hA....hA karavA chatAM paNa pAte leAkeAna AkarSavAnuM, ToLAvaLIne besavAnuM, hA...hA hA...hA...karavAnu cAlu ja rahyuM. avasara joine ziSyAnuM kalyANu buddhithI pharIthI gurUNIjIe TakAra karI tyAre...mAyAvI svabhAvathI paDArA AryAe turaMta kahyuM ke...hu' kaI ja nathI karatI, huM lokone have AkarSatI nathI, khelAvatI nathI. have huM. maMtra-taMtrAdi kAI prayega nathI karatI A te leAkeA nathI samajatA....emAM huM zuM karU ? A rIte mAyAvI vRttithI karatI hAvA chatAM viparIta uttara ApIne gurUNIne vAraMvAra pAchA vALatI hatI . mAyAnI "muM, maiM gAma vAha meM " jevI ramata rame che. e bele ane kare juduM, hAya zu ane kahe zu? paMDArA AryAM cAritra hArI jAya che, AmAnuM hita khAi bese che. bhale cAritranA prabhAve saudha kalpa devaleAkamAM gaI paraMtu tyAM paNa mAyAvRttinA kAraNe strIpaNAne pAmI, devI thaI. gati sArI paNa jAti strInI jyA mAyA paNa sulabha che. mAyAnuM azubha pariNAma mAyAne aDhAra pApasthAnamAM pApa tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. ane kama graMthamAM mAhanIya karmAMnI 28 prakRtiemAM kaSAya mAhIyamAM mAyAnA kama tarIke paNa gaNatarI che, pApa ane kama ane kakSAmAM rahela mAyAnA pApathI kama nu baMdha ane kama baMdhathI udayAvasare punaH pApa punaH, kama' punaH pApa, A rIte eka prakAranA vicakra cAle che. mahAvideha kSetranA pazcima videhanA e vyApArI mitromAMthI eka mAyA kapaTathI ane bIjo sahuja saraLatAnA svabhAvathI jIvatA hatA. ane mRtyu pAmIne bharatakSetramAM janmyA. saraLa svabhAvI yugalika thaye| ane mAcAro cAncaya ' nA niyama pramANe bIjo mAyAvI vRttinA kAraNe hAthI tarIke tihu~ca gatimAM pazu rUpe janmyA. paraspara eka bIjAne maLatA hAthIne mAyA AcaravAnI vRtti thaI ane cugalIyAne mAthe

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besADIne pheravavA mAMDayeA. hArthInI cAla samajIne gayA. A mAyAnA nArakamAM mAnava jevA mAnavane pazu anavuM paDe che. keTaluM adha: patana kahevAya ? hakIkatamAM mAyA udvegane karAvanArI che. dharmazAsroe mAyAnI khUkha nidA karI che. mAyA pApane janma ApanArI mAtA ane dhA kSaya karanArI vairiNi che. guNNAnA gha!ta karanArI che. doSAne vadhAranArI che. mitratAnA nAza kare che. mAyAvInA keinA vizvAsa prApta nathI karI zakatA vizvAsa ghAtaka che. mATe vizvasanIya nathI. mAyA viveka buddhinA ghAta karanArI che. avivekI che. svArthI che. svA mAM adha manIne peAtAnuM sAdhavA pAchaLa khIjAnuM ahita karavAmAM yA paNa nathI lAvatI. jJAna bhaNIe, dazana pAmIe, cAritra AcarIe, tapa tapIe badhu ja cirakALa sudhI karIe paraMtu mAyAthI dUra na rahI zakIe te badhuM niSphaLa jAya che. mAyA tajavAthI ja saraLatAnA guN pragaTa thAya che. A sahuja saraLatA Atma guNa che. AtmAne lAbhakArI hitakArI che. saraLa svAbhAvI prazaMsanIya tathA vizvasanIya che. prathama mIThAza ane pachI khaTAzavALI evI mAyA peAtAnuM rUpa svapa peAtAnA svabhAva pramANe dekhADe che. te prathama madhura mIThA lAge che ane pAchaLathI kaDavA jhera jevA dekhAya che. adhyAtma mAga tarapha AgaLa vadhatA AtmAthI jIvane A mAyAnA doSathI bacavu joie sva. AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavu' joIe. pArakAthI peAtAnuM rakSaNa karavuM sahelu hAya che. para Mtu peAtAmAM ja paDelA peAtAnA doSA anudugu NAthI potAnA AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavuM bahu ja kaparU' che. chatAM paNa asAdhya nathI sAdhya che. e svarUpanI sAdhanA karIne A sAdhya prApta karIne dekhADavuM eja sAdhakanI sAcI sAdhanA che. Li yugalIe cAlye tiya canI gatimAM

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vAM zrI dharma nAthasvAmine nama : - pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI aravijayajI mahArAja (rASTrabhASA 2-na-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya dazanAcArya -muMbaI) Adi muni maMDaLanA vi. saM. 2045 nA jananagarathI saMghamAM cAtumAsa daramyAna zrI dharmanAtha po. he. jainanagara , ga 27 dhipa AthAyamU. jaina saMgha-amadAvAda premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. -taraphathI yojAyela 16 ravivArIyaka cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * nI aMtagata cAlatI pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA chu "pA.pa6[I. ajA. bhA.2 7 -- viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi nI prastuta agiyAramI pustikA zrI dharmanAtha 5. he. jainanagara zya. ma. jaina saMgha taraphathI jainanagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana pustikA chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che. Jain E Telibrary.org