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________________ varSa 8 aMka 1-2, mArca-eprIla A hITa nA mA-bamAla 1951 lekha, lekhakanuM nAma pAnuM naMbara, inAmI harIphAI .........kAryAlaya taraphathI 57 saMpAdakIya .........saM0 bALajagata....... ..........saM. zrI paMkaja 59 jharaNAM pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 3 mRtyuno bhaya zrI suMdaralAla cu. zAha M. A. 62 zrI ane sarasvatI....... ....zrI sukta 8 nArI kuMja .... ......... zrI prazAMta 64 paTAtI vyAkhyAo ............zrIcANakaya 11 pILA cale......... zrI manavaMtarAya ma. zAha 67. cittAnuM pArAyaNa .........zrI cImanalAla zAha 12 sTa ekaTa..... zrI kezarIcaMda nemacaMda vakIla jaLanA sAthIA......... zrI mohanalAla dhAmI 15 adhikAra pU. munirAja zrI caMdrakAMtasAgarajI ma. tethI tane zuM ? jJAna gocarI........... zrI ena. bI. zAha pU. paMnyAsazrI pravINuvijayajI gaNivara 18 madhapUDe.....................saM. zrI madhukara 75 saMsAra zerI............zrI muLacaMda ema. zAha 19 kAvya saurabha ...................... judA judA 78 khalakanA khela... ...zrI kAMtilAla mohanalAla 21 eka ja bhUla...................zrI jayakIti 80 edha kathA pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 25 virati vinAnuM jJAna jIvanaprabhA...............zrI maphatalAla saMdhavI 29 pU. AcArya zrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 82 kone zaraNe.........zrI pannAlAla masAlIA 33 navI najare ... ......... zrI saMjaya 84 hiMsA......pU. munirAja zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 34 sevA dharma patramAlA.........................zrI abhyAsI 36 pU. AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 86 naitikatAnuM mUlyAMkana subhASita ratnamAlA pU. munirAja zrI rUcakavijayajI ma. 39 pU. munirAja zrI mahimAvijayajI ma. 89 ApaNAM tIryo................ abhayakumAra pU. munirAja zrI kuMdakuMdavijayajI ma. 92 jIvanajyota pU. munirAja zrI kIrtivijayajI ma. 41 vyavahAra zudhdhi......... zrI ujamazI juThAbhAI 94 sAme pAra ............zrI kIrtikumAra hAlacaMda 44 pramANu ane naya ...ku.mRdulAbena che, koThArI 46 34 aMgUTIL sukhanI zodhamAM ......zrI amRtalAla cha. zAha 50 - pU. munirAja zrI subuddhivijayajI ma. 96 zakAsamAdhAna pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 53 kAnajIsvAmine........zrI prabhudAsabhAI pArekha 98 gaI paMdaramIe saMyuktAMka pragaTa karavAnuM jAhera grAhaka tarIke cAla rabA | cAhaka tarIke cAlu rahevA karatAM " kalyANa ' ' karI cUkyA hatA, paNa " kalyANu' ne navA varSothI mAsikanA sabhya thavuM vadhAre sAruM che, kAraNa ke dara navA presamAM chapAvavAnuM hoI tAtkAlika ame pahoMcI varSe lavAjama mokalavAnI mAthAphoDa maTI jAya che vaLI zakyA nathI ane ethI aMka pragaTa karavAnuM ane bheTa pustaka pragaTa thaye pahelA cAnsa sabhyone paMdara divasa moDuM thayuM che, grAhaka baMdhuoe je maLe che, A varSe sabhyone bheTa pustaka ApavAnuM dhIraja dharI amane sahakAra Ape che, e badala vicArI rahyA chIe. ame AbhArI chIe. | AphrikAnA grAhaka baMdhuoe vArSika lavAjama | tIrthanA ke dharma mahotsavanA phoTAo ke bleka rUA. 6-0-0 posTala orDarathI ke manIorDarathI " kalyANa " mAsikamAM chApavA mATe mokalavAnI vina ti mekalI ApavuM, e rIte melakavAmAM agavaDatA rahetI karIe chIe, [ anuMsaMdhAna TAiTala peija trIju ] .
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________________ varSa -aMka 1-', mArca-eprIla-1951 phAgaNa-caitra-2 GEha na va la varSa nA suvarNa pra bhA te. kalyANa' Aje sAta varSa purAM karI, AThamA va padArpaNa kare che. kalyANajItyuM che, te vikaTa saMgema, jIvyuM che. ethI vadhu aTapaTI paristhitimAM, ane haju e rIte jIvI rahyuM che, dina-pratidina viSama banatI jatI sthitimAM. chatAM e enA uddezane anurupa saMgIna pragati karatuM ja rahyuM che. samAjane sparzatA aneka mUMjhavaNabharyA praznane zAstrIya daSTie ukelavA ene pitAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna zakya prayatna A ja rAkhyA che, haju paNa e rIte te prayatnazIla che, e amAre kahevAnuM heya nahi! taduparAMta, "navI najare" dvArA rAjakAraNa, samAja tathA dhArmika vAtAvaraNane sparzatI mAmika samAcanA rajU thatI rahI che ane judA-judA jadhALu lekhakanA mananIya lekhe; pUjyapAda AcAryAdi suvihIta zradheya mahApuruSanA bodhaka sadupadeze, samAjane mArgadarzana ApatA lekhe ItyAdi mananIya sAhitya "kalyANa mAM prasidhdha thatuM ja rahe che. pUjyapAda jenaratna vyArA vAcaspati AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrI dvArA, kalyANanA vAcakone zaMkA-samAdhAna vibhAgamAM tattva-bodhanuM sAhitya niyamita pIrasAtuM rahyuM che, je mATe pUra pAda zrInA ame atyaMta gaNI chIe. mahAsAgaranAM metI, navI-navI prAcIna kathAo, prAsaMgika dhe, sadupadeza ItyAdi vibhAgo avAra-navAra "kalyANu" nI sAhitya sevAmAM saMgInapaNe vRddhi karanArA be che. vizeSaH A aMkathI "kalyANanI rasasAmagrImAM navAM-navAM aMge umerAyAM che. "nArI kuMja' "bAla jagata" "madhapUDo" "zabdanI palaTAtI vyAkhyAo" "bedha kathAo patramALA" ItyAdi vibhAga dvArA sAhitya sevAnA amArA manoratha mUpa letA rahyA che. A badhuM amArAM maryAdita zakti-sAmarthyane anulakSIne ame zakya karyuM che, karatA rahyA chIe, chatAM ame paNa mAnava sahaja nirbaLatA, kSatio ItyAdine AdhIna chIe, braTio Dagale ne pagale rahI che. amArI saghaLI apUrNatAonA bhAnapUrvaka ame A badhI amArI hakIkata ahiM rajU karI che. ame je kAMI pragati karI zakayA chIe temAM amArA para asIma kRpAdraSTi racatA pUra pAda zradheya AcAyAdi munivare, AptamaMDaLanA udAracitta sabhya, tathA hajAro zubhecchako temaja vAcakone ananya saddabhAva ja kAraNa che, te vinA ame te koNa moTA je ATa-ATalI rIte "kalyANane unnata karI zakIe!
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________________ : 2: kalyANa; mArca-eprIla-1951 eka vinaMti karavAne chelle-chele mana lalacAya che; "kalyANa"nI pragatimAM prANa pUravA ame amArA sarva zubhecchakanA saMpUrNa sahakAranI AzA rAkhIe chIe. "kalyANa dvArA nava-navuM sAhitya samAjane maLatuM rahe che, samAjane upayogI mAgadazana prApta thatuM rahe che, AmAM "kalyANa" vizeSa pragati karatuM rahe te mATe tenA zubhecchake e mamatAbharI lAgaNIpUrvaka Arthika sahAyaka banavA haju vadhu prayAsa karavAnI jarura che. kalyANanI grAhaka saMkhyAmAM vizeSa vadhAro thAya te Aje vadhu IcchanIya che, te mATe sahu zubhecchaka prayatnazIla raheze ja! phAgaLa, chApakAma AdimAM ghavArI pAravinAnI che. jIvananA badhA kSetranI jema patrasaMcAlananA vyavasAyamAM paNa e meMghavArIe mAjhA mukI che. "kalyANanI pragatimAM AjanI meMghavArIe tenA zubhecchakonI himmatane keTalIka veLA Daga-magatI karI che, chatAM haju zrIzAsana devanI kRpAthI "kalyANa nuM jIvananAva aviratagatie vahyuM jAya che. vizeSa lekhakane paNa ame vinaMti karIe chIe ke, jema bane tema vartamAna lekamegya zailIye prabhuzAsananA sanAtana satyo saraLa bhASAmAM gUMthI tamAro avAja kalyANa mAM rajU kare ! taduparAMta vartamAna rAjakAraNa samAja, tathA jagatanA avanavA banAvo ItyAdine sparzatA lekhamAM jenazAsananI saMskRtine rajU karatA raho, te ja rIte nAnI-nAnI kathAo, vArtAo, sadupadeza paNa vartamAna havAne sparzatI zelIye samAjane mArgadarzana maLe te rIte lakhIne kalyANa mAM mekalatA raho, tamArA taraphanI eTalI AzA vadhAre paDatI na kahevAya. vAcakone eka vina tI ke kalyANa mAM je rIte sAhitya pIrasAtuM rahe che,-rahyuM che; tene aMge tamArA mAnasapara je chApa aMkita thaI hoya; temAM tamAre amane je kAMI salAha-sucanA ke mAgadazana ApavAnuM hoya te niHsaMkeca amane jaNAvavuM temaja kalyANa" mAM AvatA lekhe, khAsa vibhAga vageremAMthI kaI vastu tamane gamI? kayo vibhAga tamane AkarSaka lAge? kaI zailInuM lakhANa tamane upayogI lAgyuM ? ItyAdi avasare amane jarura jaNavatA raheze. amArA hajAre vAcakone premabharyo-lAgaNI pUrvaka mamatAbhAva e ja amAna kathArUnI mahelamAM heTI mUDI che. tA. 1-6pa1 nA niyamita samaye "kalyANa"ne vizeSAMka pragaTa karavAnI amArI dhAraNA hatI. chatAM "kalyANa prI. presamAM "kalyANane prInTa karavAnuM hovAthI, te navA presanI taiyArIonA kAraNe aMka dhAraNa mujaba samayasara pragaTa thaI zaka nathI, te mATe amAre zabhecchako, vAcako tathA amArA pratye lAgaNI darzAvanArA amArA dharma baMdhuo amane kSamA Ape. havethI samayasara aMka prakAzita thatA raheze. daLadAra vizeSAMkane bAra divasanA TuMka samayamAM chApI ApI, amane amArA kAryamAM khubaja mamatA pUrvaka sahAya karanAra "kalyANa A prasanA sthApaka tathA amArA bhAgIdAra vaDhavANanivAsI bhAIjI kIracaMda zeThane ame A take AbhAra mAnIe chIe. zAsana deva ! amane amArA "kayANa" mAge pragati sAdhavAnuM naitika baLa samarpo.
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________________ *jha 02 2aaN ' bhAvadha kharekhara kharasa-nIDA jevA che. bhojanamAM badhA rasa hovA chatAM jo mIThuM temAM na hoya te bhAjananI badhI majhA mArI jAya che. bIjA badhA rasA hovA chatAM vajana nIrasa, lukhkhuM ane phIkaku lAge che; paNa e mIDhuM, vagara bhAjate emane ema keArA kAkaDA mAravAmAM Ave te thU-thU karIne ene thUMkI nAMkhavuM paDe che; teja rIte bhAvadharmajJAna sabarasa che. dAna, zIla tathA taparUpa kriyAmArganI ArAdhanAne dIpAvanAra, dhyeya zuddhine TakAvI rAkhanAra bhAvadha che, paNa kevaLa bhAvadha, dAna, zIla, ke tapa vinA niraka che. dAna e bhAva AvyA pachI vyasanarupa banI jAya che. dhana jene bhArarUpa lAge ke dhananI mUrchA sajavAnI bhAvanAvALA sheje dAnano vyasanI hoya che. dAna Apavu e juduM, ane dAnanuM vyasana e juduM. dAnamAM eka vakhate lAkhkhA ApI de, paNa dAnanA vyasanInI sthiti koi judI hoya che. eka vakhata je vastunuM vyasana paDI jAya che. tenA vinA pachI e mANasathI rahevAtuM nathI, ene e sivAya bIje cena na paDe. vyasanI mAsa khAya-pIe, pahere ke eDhe paNa je vastunuM ene vyasana paDayuM hAya enA vinA ene badhuM nIrasa lAge, ene kA jagyAe majhA na paDe. dAnanA vyasanInI sthiti lagabhaga AvIja hoya che. je kvisa dAna vinAnA jAya te divase ene khAvuM, pIvuM ke bIjuM kAMI paNa game nahi ApyA vinAnA ene divasa ene vAMjhIe lAge. Aje vyasana zAnuM paDayuM che ? dAnanuM vyasana gayuM, ane meLavavAnuM temaja sAcavavAnuM vyasana AvyuM: mATe ja saMsAramAM Aje comera duHkhane dava saLagI rahyo che. asa toSa, tRSNA, ane lelanI mAtrA Aje atizaya vadhI gai che. kAraNa, A dAnadhama jIvanamAMthI gaye! te mATeja anatajJAnI zrI jinezvara devAe A meLa vavAnA ane sAcavavAnA adhanI sAme dAnano dhama darzAvyeA che. saMsAramAM pratyeka AtmAne moTAmAM moTA roga, meLavavAnA tema ja sAcavavAnA lAgu paDayA che. A jevo tevo roga nathI, paNa bhayaMkara koTinA cepI pUrva panyAsathI kanakavijayajI gaNivara. roga che. jIvanamAM aneka pApo AnI pAchaLa taNAine Ave che. Aje bhaNelA ke abhaNu banne kaeNTimAM gaNAtA mANasA A rogacALAnA bhAga anelA jaNAya che. eTale meLavavAnA dhamapachADA ochA thatA nathI. maLyAnA sadupayoga karavAnI vRtti jaNAtI nathI. dAnarUci paNa dhasAtI jAya che. meLavavAmAMthI tathA sAcavavAmAMthI uMcA avAtuM nathI. puNyanA yoge je mahyuM che, emAM saMtoSa nahi, sAcavavA mATe divasarAta ajha MpA, bhayaMkara raudradhyAnanI bhaThThI ceAvIse kalAka saLagatI ja rahe. sagAbhAinA paNa vizvAsa nahi. maLeluM sAcavavA mATe bhAI-bhAIne koTanI devaDIe kheMcI jAya. AthI ja maLelA ke sAcavelAne cheDavA jevuM mAnavAnI vRtti pedA thAya to AtmasukhanI jhAMkhI thayA vinA rahe nahi ane te ja dAnaci jAge; dAnaci jAgyA vinA dharma AvatA nathI. dharmanI ArAdhanAne dIpAvatAra A dAnarUciguNa che. bha0 zrI mahAvIradevanA pahelA bhava nayasArane che. nayasAra jevA dharmAMnA vAstavika tattvathI abhinune sAdhunA sasa je rIte maLyA ane kahyA, te A dAnacinuNanA mAge. rAjAnA AdezathI pAtAnI sAthe mANasAne lai nayasAra jaMgalamAM imAratI lAkaDAone mATe jAya che. seMkaDo mANaso jaMgalamAM kAma karI rahyAM che. jaMgala bihAmaNuM ane vikaTa che. madhyAhnanA samaya thayA che, AkAzamAM sUrya tapI rahyo che, nIce dharatInI retI khaLI rahI che, mANasA nayasArane mATe nhAvAne sArU gama-prAsuka pANI tathA bAjanane mATe rasoinA e taiyAra karI lAvyA che. e veLA puNyavAna nayasAranA hRdayamAM e zubhabhAvanA jAge che; ' jo atyAre mane krAi atithi ke supAtra maLI jAya te tenA pAtramAM ApI, pachI huM bhAjana kare ! ' nayasAranI A bhAvanA kharekhara dAnanuM vyasanIpaNuM batAve che. dAnanI phica e eka adbhUta kArTinA saddaguNu che. mAnavamAM rahelI mAnavatA e koi bIjI vastu nathI, paNa dAnacitA e ja mAnavatA che. Aje A mAnavatA paravArI eDI che, mATe ja svArthanA aMdhApA cemera mAnavahRdayAmAM gherA gayA chaeN. mANasa, bhANusane
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________________ 4: kalyANa, mA-eprIla-1951 kevaLa potAnA svAnA kATalAthI mApavA icche che, mApI rahyo che. thoDuM dhaNuM paNa ApavAnI-cheDavAnI buddhie ApavA cheDavAnI tyAgabhAvanA lagabhaga Aje nAza pAmI che. cheDavA jevuM che, e AtmAnA vairAgyabhAva sUkAi gayA che, eTale ja tyAgI AtmAAnA nanI, vadananI yA teonA sadupadezane utkaTa bhAvathI zravaNu karavAnI aMtaranI lAgaNI lagabhaga adRzya thai gai che. nayasAranA AtmAmAM A mAnavatA bharelI paDI che, supAtrane zeAdhavA tenA AtmA utsuka banyo che. mADhAmAM mUkelA anAjane kALIyA peTamAM jate amRtape tyAreja pariName jyAre A prakAranI dAnanI buddhi jAgRta hoya tA. mananA nirmaLa pariNAmathI AtmAmAM jAgrata thayelI dAnarUci dhAryu pariNAma ANI zake che. AvI bhISaNu aTavImAM nayasArane susAdhuone yAga maLe che, supAtrabhaktine lAbha maLe che ane te dvArA nayasAranA AtmA bhAgane prApta kare che, A badhuM dAnarUcI guNunA yAMge, e bhUlavA jevu nathI. mATeja dharma maMdiranuM paheluM dvAra dAnarUcI guNu che, e AvyA pachI anya alaukika koTinA guNa ApameLe AkarSAte Ave che. dAnadharma tarIke jo AvI jAya to dAnadenArane lakSmI meLavavA ke sAcavavA mATe pApa karavAnI vRtti na jAge; pApa karavuM e judI vastu che, ane pApabhAvanA e judI vastu che; A bannenI vacce gADAnAM gADAM jAya teTalu aMtara che. pApu e jeTaluM aniSTa ke ApattinI tattva nathI, enA karatAM kagaNuM bhayaMkara aniSTa pApebhAvanA che. AjanA saMsAramAM pApabhAvanA kUdake ane bhUsake AgaLa vadhI rahI che. vAbhAvanAnA pracAra cAmera jhaDapabhera vadhatAja jAya che, hiMsA to pUrvakAlamAM yuddha Adi pravRttiomAM thatI, zikAra karanArA ke pazu-pakSIone mAranArA pUrvakAlamAM hatA, paNu hiMsakabhAvanA Aje je rIte jora pakaDatI jAya che, vAtAvaraNamAM pApabhAvanA ke hiMsakabhAvanA je jherI pracAra AjanA kahevAtA buddhimAna mAnave potAnA lakhANa ya| bhASArA karI rahyA che, e atizaya bhayaMkara che. AthI lokonAM mAnasa vikRta bane che, pApa pratyenA hRdayanA bhaya thAye jAya che. AstikatA baLIne khAkha thAyache. pariNAme dha bhAvanAnuM saMjIvana tattva naSTa thatAM saMsAramAM pApanA kala rUpe du:kha, duHkha ane duHkha sivAya anya kAMI ja raheze nahi, mATe ApaNe pApabhAvanAnA virodha karIe chIe. pApa karanAra pApI nathI, jo pApa cheDavA jevu ema e hRdayathI mAnato hoya tApaNu emAM che zuM ? 'pApa vinA te kAMi cAlatuM haze ? etA saMsAramAM badhuMye cAle' Ama mAnanArA kadAca pApa na kare to e enu hRdaya pApanA raMgathI raMgAyeluM che, mATe te pApI che, ema jarUra kahI zakAya; dAnane-lakSmInA tyAgane dha mAnanArA lakSmIne judI vastu che, paNa meLave, sAcave ke bhAgave e A badhuM karavAmAM ene AtmA pApanA raMgathI raMgAya nahi. ene zrI jinezvaradevanAM vacanA pratyenI paripUrNa zraddhA hovAthI e mAne ke, saMsAranAM sukhA puNyAnA yeAge maLe che, sacavAya che puNyanA yoge, ane bhAgavAya che te paNa puNyanA yoge; A badhAM paudagalika sukhA AtmAnA auyika bhAva che, AtmAnA svarUpane DhAMkI denAro te maLa che, AtmAne lAgelA te bhAra che. jyAre dAnaguNu AtmAnA bhArane haLavA banAve che. ' eTale dAna denAra dAtAra supAtrane potAnA upakArI mAne, potAnA bhArane haLavA karanAra supAtrane haMmezA sAcA dAtA zodhatA kare, jema mAthA para dADha maNanA khAjo upADIne cAlanArA majUra, mAthAnA bhArane haLavA karavAnI ja tevaDamAM hoya che. e sthiti dAnadharmI AtmAnI hoya che. majUra bhAra laIne jatA hoya, rastAmAM te thAke ane enA mAthAne ja raste cAlanAra kAi utArI tene rAhata Ape te tene e keTa-keTalA premathI-lAgaNIthI sanmAne che. tene potAnA niSkAraN upArI mAne che. e rIte lakSmIne AtmA paranA bhAra mAnanAra dAnI supAtrane ke uttama dharmakSetrAne potAnA tAraka, uddhAraka tathA upakAraka mAne. supAtra svarUpa sAdhu sAdhvI, yA zrAvaka, zrAvikAkSetranI bhakti karavAmAM enA AtmA atizaya ullAsa pAme. ghara, kuTuMba, A, putra-parivAranI khAtara hajAro kharacAya che, chatAM pAraNAme AtmAne saMsAranA kalezanI paraMparA sivAya kAMi lAbha maLyo nathI. *
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________________ jharaNAM :5: jyAre supAtranI bhakti, bahumAna ane vaiyAvacca marALa vikasita thAya. dAnane e jIvanane AdiThArA AtmAne anaMta sukhane lAbha prApta thAya sAce lhA mAne. dAnane pitAnI sAcI kamANI eTale A badhA supAtranI bhakti karavAmAM enI mAne, enA mukhamAM prIya vacane hoya, padhAre, mirAjI vikasita thAya. uttama dharmakSetronI TIpa laIne pAvana kare, dhanyabhAgya, dhanyaghaDi, Ajane divasa bahAragAmathI ke gAmamAM AvanArane A dAnarUci saphala thayo. dAna ApyA pachI enI anumodanA AtmA, pitAne mahAna upakArI mAnI, tene hAtha karate e thAke nahi. moTAI batAvavI ke jAtanI joDI pitAnA AMgaNe teDI lAve. phUla nahi te phUlanI baDAI gAvI e judI vastu che. e to dAnanA phalane pAMkhaDI bhAvathI Ape. vANInI mIThAza, hRzyanI udA- vecI nAMkhavA barAbara che, paNa jIMdagImAM thayelA ratA tathA AtmAnI uttamatA enA vyavahAramAM sAmAne sukRtanI anumodanA karIne pharI evo lAbha kayAre jaNAI jAya, evuM te vartana rAkhe. dAnamAM "vastu maLe ? ane huM kRtakRtya thAuM !" AvI jhaMkhanA keTalI apAya che ke kevI rIte apAya che ? e kAMi niratara sevyA karavI, e judI vastu che. mApa nathI, paNa dAnadharmanuM mApa te "e kaI rIte Aje AnAthI judI dazA pravarte che. Aje dAna kyA bhAvathI Ape che ? " e uparathI samajAI jAya che. devAya che, paNa dAnanA phalathI vaMcita rahevAya tevI AnaMdAzrUNi romAMco, bahumAnaM priyaM vacaH / kAravAI, dAtAnA hAthe thaI jAya che. ApyA pachI ke eka vakhata dAna karyA pachI jANe dharAI gayA hoya, fkravAnumonA pAtra-rAnamALakhaMjavIna II ane gaLe AvI gayA hoya evAM vacane jyAre dAtAra dAnane zobhAvanArA, supAtrabhaktine alaMkRta taraphathI nIkaLe tyAre ghaDIbhara ema thaI jAya ke, ATakaranArA A pAMca alaMkAro che. jagatamAM dAna ApanAra ATaluM karanAra chevaTe zekIne vAvyAnI jema pitAnI AtmA pitAnI pAsenI mahAmUlya ke a5mUlya vastuthI badhI pravRttione dAnanA vAstavika phalathI rahita kare che. supAtrabhakti kare, paNa tenI te pravRtti ja tene zekIne vAvanAra jema bI'ne ane mahenatane niSphaLa hRdayanA bahumAnabhAvane vyakata kare che. dAnarUci banAve che. tema dAnarUci vinAne, dAnanA vyasanI paNa AtmA, supAtra bhaktino aMtarathI bhUkhyo hoya che. vinAne supAtrasthAnanI bhakti kare te paNa potAnI meghanI jema mayUra rAha juve che, tema dAtA supAtrane dAnakriyAne te chAra5ra lIMpaNanI jema nakAmI kare che. zadhata hoya che. supAtrane jhaMkhate tene AtmA sAco dAtA te ke lenAra letA thAke. paNa A dAtA supAtrane jUe, eTale enA zarIramAM AnaMda kadi ApatA thAke nahi, ene ema ja kahe, "lo, bhAya nahi, snehI jema ghaNA lAMbA samayanA viraha lo, mane lAbha Apa. mAro uddhAra karo" kAraNa ke pachI potAnA parama snehapAtrane jue ane tenI dAna-yAga eja puNyAdhIna saMpatinuM sAcuM phala che, AMkhomAM jema tehanAM AMsa ubharAI jAya, tema ema A bhAgyazALI dharmAtmAnA hRthrI paripUrNa -dAtA supAtrane joIne AnaMdathI gaLagaLo thaI jAya zraddhA che. ethI enuM hRdaya dAnadhamane utkaTa premathI enA hRdayamAM bahumAna mAMya nahi, enA zarIramAM raMgAI gayuM hoya che. bApA-[ dIkarAne] elyA magana, have tuM meTa tha, dunIyAmAM zuM zuM cAlI rahyuM che? enI to khabara rAkhavI joIe, samajyone ? maganahA , bApA, mane e badhI khabara che. tamAre kahevAnI jarUra nathI. dunIyAmAM moTara cAle che, TrAma cAle che, basa cAle che, AgagADI cAle che, elyu vemAna cAle che, sTImara cAle che, gheDA cAle che, gadheDA cAle che, ane mAsa cAle che. bolo mane khabara che ke nahi ?
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________________ zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra" lakhAvavA aMgenI InAmI hariphAI gata payuSaNa mahAparvanA samaye raju karavAmAM AvI hatI. 400 bhAI-bahenoe bhAga lIdho hato ane cauda pUrvanI sA2o che te paca parameSTi mahAmaMtra. THE TRUTHENTIFIEFFETTENFIEL haFFFFFFFFFFAB na mAM a ra huM to huM DAkora R na mAM siddhANe * namo A ya ra yA zuM che 12 namAM u va ja jA yA | namAM loe savvasAhu chuM ki eso paMca namukAze sabdha pAva5NAsaNa maMgalANaM ca na dave phri paDhamaM havaI maMgalama ELETELITIEF EXHFFFFFFFFFFF H TELEFIREFREEEEEE 2 (((oNtts : HERE M. jo LA Jka kalyANa namasakora mahAmatra hariphAI phulanamaraphAra 5100 (c)pannAlAla ja. masAlI pAMkhalAkha zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra lakhAIne AvyA hatA emAM prathama InAma rUA. 100, nA vijetA zrI pannAlAla ja. mazAlIAnA A che suMdara hastAkSaro.
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________________ paryuSaNa parvanuM jJAna-vAcana paM. becaradAsa | matsya galAgala 4-8 prAkRta mArgo padezikA himatema 4-4 rAjapakSIya [ TIkA, vistRta anuvAda, javAMmarda bhAga 1-2 upavana prastAvanA tathA keza sAthe ] , 7-8 premabhakta jayadeva prAkRta vyAkaraNa of 4-0 gaI gujarI bha. mahAvIranI dhamakathAo 2-8 rAjA zrIpALa ' ' bha. mahAvIranA daza upAsako jainadharmanI prANI kathAo paM. sukhalAlajI prakIrNa tatvArtha sUtra 4-8 | Ahata dazana dIpikA paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne 1-2-3 1-8 | suMdarIone zaNagAra AdhyAtmika vikAsakrama seLa satI pramANa mImAMsA bharatezvara bAhubali vRtti 1-2 pa-0 jJAnabindu ahIMnIti : : ' , 1-8 zrI dhUmaketu anekArtha sAhitya saMgraha 2-8 gUrjarezvara kumArapALa 1-2 9-0 [ 116 athavALI kRti ] hemacaMdrAcArya 2-8 amara balidAna .1-8 hamasamIkSA [ medI ] bhAIbIja . . . . 4-0 subodhavANI prakAza [ nyAyavijyajI ] 10-0 | sUrIzvara ane samrATu '3-0 jaina darzana 2-0 The*Jinist Studies Studies in jainism zrI jayabhikhkhuM Jainas in the history offlidian 2-0 bhASabhadeva LITERATURE narakezvarI ve narakesarI jaina bAla graMthAvali kAmavijetA syulibhadra mahaSi metAja - - 4-8 zrI jayanikapue navIna rIte saMpAdita vikramAditya hemu bhA.1-2 8-4 karela, navA pheraphAra sAthe suMdara geTaapamAM vIradhamanI vAte 1-2 5-0| pragaTa thayelI be zreNIH ki. cha rUpiyA. gUrjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya gAMdhI rasto-amadAvAda. 5-0 (0)
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________________ -zrI suketu, zrI ane sarasvatI - lakSmI ane sarasvatInA saMgharSaNanuM kalpanAcitra [pUrva paricaya sAra:]. have juja leke rahyA che. tyAM rAjAnA maMtrIne lakSmI tathA sarasvatI ane eka vakhata bhegA putra ghaNA samaye maMvADamAMthI sAjo thaye che eTale malyAM. paraspara vAte caDayAM. lakSmI kahe che, "huM moTI, haLa. maMtrIe yajJa mAMDe che; brAhmaNane dakSiNAe manasaMsAramAM mArUM badhe sAmrAjya che." sarasvatIe mAnI Ape che. kathAmAM beThelA bAkInA brAhANe kahyuM: "lakSmInI kAMI kiMmata nathI, kharI mahattA dakSiNa levA ubhA thayAH thoDA vyApArI tathA pratiSThIta sarasvatInI che." lakSmIe vaLato javAba Apyo. mANasa haju paMDitajInI kathAmAM beThA che. eTalAmAM "jagatamAM vAte te badhAe moTI moTI viThatAnI baMdara para eka vyApArIne mAla khUba Avyo che. kare che, paNa avasare khabara paDI jAya che. bhalabhalA eNe jaladI paradezamAM upaDI javuM che, eTale mAla diggaja paMDite paNa avasara Ave dhanavAnanAM ochA bhAve teNe vecavA kADhayo che; vyApArIo bAraNAM ThokatA Ave che, khAtarI na thatI hoya te baMdara para bhegA thaye jAya che, sastA bhAvane-pANInAM ApaNe anubhava karIe." sarasvatIe hA bhaNI. mUlyane mAla levA kathAmAMthI vyApArIo ubhA thavA mAMDayA. have phakta gaNyAgAMThayA mANaso ke je eka zaheramAM sarasvatI paMDitanuM rUpa laI zaheranA khakhaDapaMcama jevA hatA te beThA-beThA kathA sAMbhaLI jANItA zeThanA cokamAM kathA kare che. zeTha, zeThANI rahyA che; eTale pelA lakSmIdevIe DozInA veSamAM tathA nagaranA loko hajAronI saMkhyAmAM AturatAthI zeThane kahI dIdhuM; " A avAja mArAthI sahana thata kathA sAMbhaLI rahyA che. paMDitajInI vidvatA, vANInI nathI, zuM karuM? AvI kathA cAlI rahI che; ane huM mIThAza tathA bolavAnI chaTAthI loke kalAkonA kalAko vikSepa karuM chuM paNa thAya zuM?" sudhI sAMbhaLavA chatAM thAkatA nathI. A rIte jyAM rasa jAgyo, eTale A bAjA, lakSamI pitAnA pATha AthI zeTha, DozIne mAlanI lAlacathI pelA bhajavavA taiyAra thayAM. vRddha DozInuM rUpa laI jhoLImAM paMDitajIne-sarasvatIne tagaDI mUke che. paMDitanA gayA hIrAjaDita senAnI thALIo laI, zeThanA gharamAM pachI jhADe pharavAnA bahAnAthI DozImA nagaranI hAra pAchalA bhAgamAM lathaDatA page, jarjarita dehe lAkaDInA AvyA. potAnA mULa rUpamAM pragaTa thai DozImATeke AvI pahoMcyAM. pANInI tarasa lAgI che eTale lakSmIdevIe kahyuM; " kema joyuM ne ? zrI pahelI ke sarasvati ?' haju paNa je barAbara vizvAsa na besatA pANIne mATe bUma mAre che; kathAnA rasamAM bhaga paDe che eTale koThANI vahune mokale che; vahu paNa mana hoyate pharI anubhava karIe !" vinA Avane DozIne pANI Ape che. DozI tarata jhoLImAMthI hIra sonAnI thALIo kADhe che. zrIdevI ane sarasvatI ane jaMgalamAM vahunuM mana lalacAyuM, zeThANIne bolAvyAM, zeTha AvyA eka jhADa para saMtAIne rahyAM che. jaMgalamAM sahu kathA sAMbhaLavI paDatI mUkI ane DozImAnI eka bhAgamAM sonAnI nAnI TekarI zrIdevIe pitAnI AgatA-svAgatA karavA sahu maMDI paDyAM. mAyAthI racI che. eTalAmAM be sIpAIo pitAnA lakSmIdevI ATalI mAyA karIne aDakyAM nahi, rAjAnuM kAma patAvI zahera bhaNI jaI rahyA che. dUrathI paNa kathAmAM beThelA lokone uThADavA navI lIlA sUryanAM kiraNomAM prakAzita thatI TekarIne joI eka emaNe gaThavI: nagaranA nagarazeTha rAjAnA aparAdhamAM sIpAinI draSTi te bAju gaI, teNe bIjAne bhaAvyA che. temanAM dhana, dolata rAjA lUMTAve cheH vAnuM kahyuM. pelAe nA pADI. A te lobhamAM paDyo kathAmAM beThelA loko tarata ja e maphatane mAla levA hatA, sIdhe TekarI bAju gaye. tyAM jaIne joyuM ubhA thaI gayA eTale pelA paMDitajInI kathAmAM te sonAnI zilAonI zilAo khaDakAIne paDI
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________________ zrI ane sarasvatI; :: hatI. ene hRdayamAM pApa' peThuM. 4 bIje sIpAI lAga joI bAvAjIe kahyuM; " juo, mArI siddhinA : ALa cAlI jAya, eTale nirAMte A badhuM upADI prabhAve A senAnI zilA pragaTI che, tame enA lauM '--e gaNatrImAM bhAIsAba DIvAra tyAMne tyAM TukaDAo karI Apo te huM tamane khyAla karI ubhA rahyA. AgaLa gayelA sIpAIne ema thayuM ke, daIza.' ' . .! pelo hajI kema na Avyo ? huM jouM te kharo pelA core bAvAnI banAvaTa samajI gayA. ke, che zuM? vakhate mAla jevuM hoya te ApaNe bhAga sonAnI TekarI jaI A chae jaNanuM mana bagaDayu, ja raheze." . Ama vicArI te pAcho vaLI be jaNAe bAvAne vAtemAM nAMkhI, eke pAchaLathI karI tarapha Abe, pelAe ene AvavA nA kahI. bAvAnA gaLApara taravAra pheravI dIdhI. Ama senAnI bhAga ApavAnI hA, nAmAM banne vacce mArAmArI karIe trIjo bhAga lIdhe. [ have mULavArtA AgaLa thaI, svAma-sthAmA taravAranA ghAthI te bane tyAMja vAMca-1 pAI mUA sarasvatIdevIe kahyuM; "are ! zrIdevI tame te jabarA che, tamArA lIdhe A bannene bhoga levAyo' javAbamAM zrIdevIe hasIne kahyuM; "haju A bAju coree vicAra karyo, "have A A nATakano pahelo praveza che AgaLa para zuM sonAnI zIlAonuM karavuM zuM?" chevaTe gAmamAM jaIne thAya che, te joIe.' jANItA senIne maLIne tene bolAvI lAvavAnuM eTalAmAM eka saMnyAsI, saMsArathI virakta jevo teoe nakakI karyuM. eTale pelA traNa maDadAonuM ane saMsAranI mAyAthI udAsIna banelo tyAM thaine ThekANuM karI, te badhAmAMthI be jaNa gAmamAM sanIne - jaI rahyo che. sonAnI TekarI para eno paga pa. bolAvavA gayA. senI jambare hatA. AvA badhA dhULa heja uDatAM, sonuM dekhAyuM, eTale bAvAjIe ene rAta-divasane te paricIta hate. corInA tyAMja rAtavAso karavAnuM nakakI karyuM. 8 mAyA dekhI mAlanuM aDadhI rAte ThekANuM pADavAmAM te pAvara munivara cale"--e rIte rUSi gaNAtA bAvAjInuM mana hatA, manuSyamAM be jaNA dhUrta gaNAya che. temAM hIleLe caDhavA mAMDayuM. ene thayuM ke, rAtorAta A hajAma pachI bIjo naMbara, senIne Ave che. hAsonAnA gacIyAonuM ThekANuM karI nAMkhuM, pharI A mAnI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhI, tenA dekhatAMja cerI avasara jyAM maLavAno che." Ama zekhacallInA kema karavI, e kalAmAM senAra loke ajaba cAlAka taraMgomAM caDhelA saMnyAsI, lakSmIdevInI mALA heya che. AvelA cerone te paga parathI pArakhI japavAmAM paDI gayA. paramAtmAnuM nAma kerANe mUkI gaye, aMdara AvavAnuM kahI, temane oraDAmAM teNe dIdhuM. DIvAra thaI, rAta paDavA AvI. zilAonA bAlAvyA, , , TukaDA kaI rIte karavA, e meTo prazna A saMnyAsIne zuM lAvyA che ? kAMI Dalle nI lAge che, ke muMjhavavA mAMDyuM. eTalAmAM tyAM thaIne jatA keTalAka zuM? enI bhAIe vAtanI zarUAta karI. pelAe mANase enI daSTie paDyA. hAthamAM judA-judA AkarA thaine kahyuM; "lAvyA, lAvyA, zuM kare che? zastro, kuhADe, kodALI, koza ityAdi laIne jatA, e Aje te, moTo mAla hAtha lAge che. Ama mANaso coro hatA. corI karavA mATe sAMjanA kahIne senAnI karIne badhe vRttAMta caroe meLAsamaye gAmaDAmAMthI nIkaLI te badhA zaherabhaNI jaI bhAve senIne kahI dIdho. A sAMbhaLI senIbhAInI rahyA hatA. acAnaka A zeranI daSTi pelA bAvA dADha gaLI thaI. enA manamAM pApa be, eNe mana52,pIbAvA pAse jaI temaNe bAvAne kahyuM, bA- sUbe ghaDe; "A cha jaNa bhegA thaI upADI jaze vA! ahiM AvA ghora jaMgalamAM zuM kare che ?" ne mane te be-cAra dhaDI kadAca sonuM maLaze, emAM bAvAe hasIne kahyuM: "amArA jevA saMsAratyA- mAruM zuM vaLyuM ? AnA karatAM A ye jaNanuM ThekANuM gIne jaMgala ane zahera badhuM sarakhuM che!' chevaTe karI nAMkhyuM te mArI sAta-sAta peDhI cAle eTale
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________________ 10: kalyANa; mArca -eprIla-1951 mAla mane malI jaze, pachI te huM khAdazAhane paNa khAzAha chuM' Ama vicArI, e enI taiyArImAM paDayA. dhIrA teNe pelA ene kahyuM; * utAvaLa na karo, paDA, rAta paDavA de, ApaNe jamavAnuM laI ahithI nirAMte jaie, tamArA mATe huM lADavA banAvI Apu', tyAM ja te tame badhA jamI lejo. ' cArAe hA kahI, eTale seAnIbhAie A badhAyane dhATa ghaDavA jheramizrita cha lADavA taiyAra karyAM. peAtAne mATe tyAM khAvA mATe eka lADavA jhera vinAnA taiyAra karI judA rAkhyA. ane pelAenI sAthe upaDaye badhA vAtA karatA-karatA te TekarI najIka AvI gayA. sAnIbhAie pelA cArAne vizvAsamAM levA mATe vAtiLa pAtharavA mAMDI; ' jIe ! tame to mArA ja che, aDadhI rAte tamArUM kAma mAthuM mUkIne karI ApavA huM baMdhAyelA chuM. tamArA badhAne upakAra mArA para pArivanAnA che, tamArU anAja mArA peTamAM paDeluM che. tamAre mArA sabaMdhI kAMI ciMtA karavI nahi. huM tamArA ja chu.' Ama vAMte caDhAvIne badhAne kahyuM * have 'utAvaLa karavAnI kAMi jarUra nathI. A kAMDAnu, are abajonu adhu dhana tamArU ja che, kharekhara tamArA para bhAgyadevatA prasanna thayA che, huM tame kaheze te rIte tamane A senAnI zilAenA TukaDA karI ApIza paNa tame bhUkhyA haze, nizciMta banIne bhAjana karI le| pachI badhI vAta Ama kahI teNe sAthe lAvela lADavA A chaye jaNane khAvA asA. cAroe sAnInI pIThI madhalALa jevI vAjALamAM phaNe te lADavA ArogavA mAMDayA. kharekhara; lAbha tathA mAyAnA pApe ati kAramAM che; leAbhI mAnavA mAyAnI jALamAM anyane phasAvavA jAya che, pariNAme paraspara banne potAnA khAdelA khADAmAM paDe che. lADavA khAdhA pachI, cArAne pANInI khUba tarasa lAgavA mAMDI; gaLu zASAvA mAMDayu, lathaDIyAM khAtA te badhA phUvAnI zodhamAM Ama-tema DAY=AMLIyA mAravA lAgyA. seAnI te jANe temane nikaTane sAthI hoya te rIte te badhAne kUvA pAse laI gayA. pANI khIMcI ApyuM, ane badhAne pANI pAI, tRSAmukta karyAM. hajI lADavAnA jheranI asara thai na hatI, dhImuM jhera hAvAthI tenI zarUAta thavAnI taiyArI hatI. se|nIbhAIne manamAM nirAMta hatI. pote paNa kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhIne pIdhuM, jhADe pharavAnI zaMkA thaI hovAthI te pANIne kaLazA bharIne jaMgalamAM jhADe pharavA gayA. pANI pIdhA pachI, kAMika zAMti thayA bAda; sAnInA gerahAjarImAM cArAne kAMika vicAra AbyA; eka DAghAe utAvaLA thaI kahyuM: bhAie ! je karavu te vicArIne karavuM, A jevuM tevuM kAma nathI. lAbhe lakhkhaNa jAya'- ema ApaNA dharaDAe kahe che, e khATuM nathI. AvI bAbatamAM te sagA bhAIne paNa vizvAsa na thAya, te Ato sAnIbhAi; badhAya karatAM A dhUta, ane luccI jAta meAnAranI. mATe ene vizvAsa kema thAya ? Ave sAnAnA nagada mAla joine enuM mana mAMkaDuM thayA vinA rahe kharUM ke? ane kAMi eka divasanuM A kAma nathI. vAdha, vAnara ane sApa jevA jaMgalI tathA hiMsaka pazuone vizvAsa hajI thAya paNa bhUle-cUke seAnArane vizvAsa nahi karavo.' AnI vAta sAMbhaLI bIjA vicAramAM paDayA; vacce eka pUchyuM; evuM te kAMI hoya ? vAdha, vAnara tathA sa karatAM seAnI halakA hatA haze?' pelAe kahyuM; 'tamAre jANavuM che te juo, sAMbhaLeA ! A prasaMga para eka lAkakathA che. [apUrNa ] eka gAmaDIA--[ zaheramAM AvIne] are bhAI! kALu MbajAra kayAM AvyuM.? jANItA zaherI-- re bhAi ! eTalI khabara nathI. dhoLI TApIvALAeAnA khIssAmAM. mAstara--alyA naTu! hetrI 4 ye kai laDAimAM maraNa pAmyA? naTu--sAheba! enI jIMdagInI chellI laDAImAM, e. maryA. "
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________________ zabdonI palaTAtI vyAkhyAo.... .......... .... nivedanaHkAMi na kahevA mATe vadhumAM vadhu vizvazAMtiH-TIkITabArI upara dhUma macAva zabdo vAparavAnI kalA. nArI eka naTInuM nAma. vATAghATaHzUnyanI AsapAsa TALe maLatA - ekaDA, bhUkhamarA-sarakAranA ArthikataMtranI aNu AvaDatathI prajAvane marI javAnI sagavaDa. rAhataH-AphatanuM hulAmaNuM nAma. kudaratIAphataH-izvara, pApa ke puNyane bhUlI jatI nAstika duniyAnI kAnapaTTI pakaDanAra jAdu. sarakAra-prajAnA dareka varganI muzkelIonu kAyamI sIranAmuM. pravAsa:-prajAkIya pradhAnA mATenA khAsa kAryakrama. udghATana-pradhAne pAse ghaNuM kAma che, e batAvanArUM byugala. reDIyA -kimata rADIyA sAMDha reDIyeAgItaH-kAna khAtaranArI krUra avAja saLo. ApIne ghera bAMdhelA sInegItaH nAnAthI moTA dareka cheAkarAche.karIAne premanA TAyalAM zIkhavADanArI cAvI. zrI cANAkya keLavaNI:-na levAya te vadhu sArUM ane levAyate bhUlI javA jevuM zikSaNa. vigraha-sa'pUrNa zAMti jALavavA mATenA sauthI sahelA IlAja. ' tumAra-prajAsattAka bhAratanA baMdhAraNanI pothI karatAM vadhu pavitra amaladArI peAthI. salAha:-kuTTI-kudIne khIjAne ApavI game paNa levI AkarI paDe tevI vastu. TIkAH-sevA ke pratiSThAnAM kAryo paranA vighnasa tASIe dvArA levAtA kara rezanIMga:-kharAba anAja prajAnA upakAranA nAme sArA bhAve vecavAnI sarakAre gAThavelI tarakIba. kAmadAra mALAH-sarakAra ane zrImaMtAnI sAme laDavAnu caLavaLIyAonuM eka vyavasthita hathIyAra. manurava-darekanuM thApAtra, chatAM jAvaka karatAM cAra gaNI AvyuM meLavanAra eparavAthI rahenAra samAja madhyamavarganAka zrImaMtAnI joDe, ane TAMTIyA majUravarga mAM chatAM Avaka karatAM cAra gaNI jAvaka rAkhIne meAbhAnI khAtara DhasaDameALa karanArA niraMtara ciMtAmAM saLagatA AbarU dAra samAja Apane A aMka gamyA? jo hA, teA vArSika lavAjama rUA. pAMca bharI Ajeja grAhaka tarIke nAma noMdhAvA! kalyANa prakAzana maMdira--pAlItANA | saurASTra ] .. zrIma'tava -sarakArane kara meLavavAnuM, janatAne asaMtoSanA ubharA ThAlavavAnu tathA samAjavAdI ke sAmyavAdIone sTeja para rASanI javALA bhabhUkatI rAkhavAnuM ThekANuM.
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________________ dADhI karyA pachI trIje = = = te AnaMdathI ke lahejatathI A divase-ja dADhI karAvavAnI che. cittAnuM pA rA Na . khAte nathI. ane tenuM bhADuM ApavAnI che -zrI. cImanalAla zAha 4 cintA uddabhavyA pahecintA jyAre janme che 2 2 lAM jenA pratye vhAlatyAre ja duniyAdArInuM bhAna thAya che, sAthe soyI vAtacIta karatA hatA, te pratye paNa sAtha cintAnuM mahatva paNa samajAI jAya koI paNa prakAranuM vartana karavuM gamatuM nathI che. AnaMdanI relachela heya paNa jyAre vAtavAtamAM cIDAI javAya che. nidrAM uDIja cintA jenA haiyAmAM pese tyAre AnaMdamAM gaI hoya che, je kAraNe cintA thatI hoya devatA [ agni] mUkAI jAya che. mANasa tenA rAtadivasa vicAra AvyA kare che ane kahe che ke, ciMtA citA samAna che. pharaka te vicArabhUtaDAM manamakAnane korI khAya mAtra eTaleja rahe che ke, citA bahArathI che. te maTADavA sArAM pustako vAMcavAnI agara saLagAve che jyAre cintA aMdarathI saLagAve anubhavI pAse salAha laI nididhyAsana ke che. citA ghaDIkavAramAM khAkha karI nAkhe che, manana karavAnI icchA batAvatuM nathI ane jyAre cintA divasanA divase muMjhavaNamAM ekalo muMjhAya che. cintAnA vamaLamAM thAka ane rIbAmaNamAM zekyA kare che. * lAgavAthI ughe tepaNa nidrAvaza thaye na purUSanI jyAre DAbI ane strInI jyAre gaNAya paNa kArya mATe thAka lIdhe gaNAya. jamaNuM AMkha pharake che tyAre temane je cintA purUSane strInI, strIne purUSanI, yuvAnane thAya che, te cintA temane ahaniza bALyAja ghaDapaNanI, vRddhane AvatA janmanI, nikhArIne kare che. alabatta! jJAnI tene judI AMkhe bhikhanI ane vahepArIne vahepAranI cintA jue che? kharAba gaNAtuM aMga pharake tethI prabaLapaNe kAyama rahe che. ' ApaNA pathamAM kharAba agara apayazavALe " kaI peDhI tUTe, meTI uthala-pAthala thAya kI bane ane evuM banavAnA cihnarUpe te vakhate mAnavInI zuM dazA hoya? khAvAkharAba gaNAtuM aMga pharake paNa te kIse pIvAmAM tenuM dhyAna rahetuM nathI, khAdhuM na ApaNA bhaviSya kALa mATe eka padArtha khAdhuM. kALI moDhAmAM jato hAra khAdhuM, keLa meDhAmAM jato heya paNa manamAM pATharU, amRtatulya banI rahe che. te vahepAranA ane bhAvanA ugra ghaDA ApaNane eka prakArane anubhava maLe che ne! alana macAvatA hoya, badhA raMgarAga ane te rIte te lAbhadAyaka gaNuya paNa tenA- badalAI jAya che. thI uddabhavelI cintA rAjIpaNAmAM nahi - vartamAna samayanA sadupayega mATe meTA paNa kharekhara cintAmAM ja pariNAme che ane bhAge AtmacintA kAraNarUpa banI rahe che cintA mAnavInuM magaja kerI khAya che. ane uMDANathI vicAra karatAM AtmacintA, cintAthI gherAyelA mAnavIne khAvAnuM, bhaviSyanI cintAnA tatva upara avalaMbe che. pIvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI, rasa Avato nathI. khAya AtmA mATe zuM karavuM? e vicAra jyAre che khare; paNa zuM khAya che, keTaluM khAya che, skUre tyAre bhaviSya mATe zuM karavuM? te tene khyAla hoto nathI. sArAM miSTAna, vicAra karyAne artha thAya, eTale ke bhaviSyanI svAdiSTa caTaNIo, suMdara pharasANa hevA chatAM cintA AtmacintAthI thAya che ane Atma
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________________ cintAnuM pArAyaNa :13; cintA vartamAnakALane sudhAre che. Ama kaI vakhata AnaMda karatAM cintA vadhu mahacinAthI te dareka prakAre lAbha thAya che. tvanI lekhAya che, paNa amukamAM ja vastu sAcI AtmacintA vIyane TakAve che, pramAdane sAdhanA mATeluM eka amogha zastra che. vastune haThAve che, sattvazIla ane saMyamI banAve che meLavavA aMtaramAM sAcI hitacintA uddabhave ane tene pariNAme sinemA eAchAM jevAya eTale te vastu meLavavA zakya kozISa karaze che eTale ke AtmahitanA bAdhaka viSayAnaMdamAM ja tene vastu joIe che te te cakkasa che, mahAlatA baMdha thavAya che. te na maLe tyAM sudhI tene cena nahi paDe, te paNa cekTasa che. eTale pite prayatna upara Ama te cintA amuka bAbatamAM sArI, prayatna karaze-ja,kaMTALaze nahi. dhiraja rAkhI amuka bAbatamAM narasI Thare che paNa pariNAma kArya saphaLa te banAvaze. AvI cintA sadsArAmAM pariNamatuM hoya tevI cintA karavI guNone pragaTAvavAne kAraNarUpa bane che, paNa hitAvaha gaNama. AvI cintA viveka rahita nahi hovI joIe, AtmAnI cintA, A cintA na hoya te khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. vivekapUrvaka thaI te kamanA kAThIyA ApaNuM upara svArI karI rahelI AtmAnI cintA vaDe sAcA patha upara jAya che ane pachI AtmacintA kAma ApatI rahI zakAya che, duHkhanAM vAdaLa vikherI vastune nathI, TADhI paDI jAya che. keI vakhata jema vasturUpe prApta karI zakAya che ane utsAhIta jJAna karatAM ajJAna mahatvanuM gaNAya che tema auravabharyuM jIvana jIvAya che. - kA0 motrivedI 5 - 2 + pa TA. sirASTranA pradhAnamaMDaLamAM ojhA sAhebanI nImaNuMka thaze [samAcAra -aTakamAM "ojhA" cAlaze paNa kAmamAM "ojhA" nahi cAle. relave bhADAmAM vadhAro thaze paNa relve nuramAM vadhAro nahi thAya, rilve pradhAna] -eTale ke prajAnuM "nura" haNAI jAya tyAMsudhI bhADAne vadhAre thayA ja karaze. yuddha aTakAvavA mATeja lazkarI taiyArIo thAya che [mana] -paNa lazkarI taiyArIothI yuddha aTake ke AgaLa vadhe? tamAma varganA bhADAnA daramAM vadhAre. [re bajeTa] -tuTelA taLIyAnI sTImara ane relave bajeTamAM kAMI phera kharo ke? duniyAmAM jyAM sudhI amerIkA ane raziyA jevI rAkSasI tAkAta heya tyAMsudhI vizvazAMtinI saMbhAnA nathI. [jyaprakAza nArAyaNa - AkhI duniyAnI zAMti mATe e be sattAoe zrI jayaprakAzane vahIvaTa soMpIne vAnaprastha jIvana gujaravA mATe gIranAranI guphAmAM besI javuM joIe.
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________________ mahAbhAratanA yugathI thayAM che, te enA niyamAMDIne Aja sudhIne || jI nA sA thI cA | menI vacce maryAdita itihAsa nimaLa daSTi-1 || zrI mohanalAla dhAmI. | hatAM, yuddhanI javALA vaDe vicAravAmAM Ave te janatAne ochAmAM obe vastu spaSTa dekhAze... . chI spaze e rIte thatAM, chatAM lokottara purUSa eka-nAnA moTAM kaI paNa yudhdhanA evAM yuddhathI pragaTelI javALAne ThAravAne kAraNe jana sAdhAraNamAM prasaratI pApadaSTi. prayAsa karI letA. bIjuMjana sAdhAraNumAM vyApaka banelI chelle chelle vizvapara be vizvayuddha pAzavI vRttine nirmaLa karavAne sAro prayAsa. khelAI gayAM. pahelAM karatAM bIjuM atidAruNa kaI paNa yuddha anivArya na havA ane pAzavI hatuM ane mAnavInI naitika chatAM yuddhamAM sapaDAyelAM baLo ene anivArya saMpattine veraNa cheraNa karI nAMkhe eTaluM banAvI de che ane keI paNa vijetA yuddhanA bhayaMkara hatuM. pariNAmone TALI zakato nathI. yuddha amuka rAjya vacce hoya, amuka nIce utarI gayA che, eTaluM vicAravAne chellA vizvayuddha pachI mAnavI keTale pakSa vacce haya, chatAM yudhdhanA kAraNe verAcele agni, jene yudhdha sAthe kazeye jANe Aja keIne avakAza nathI rahyo ane saMbaMdha nathI evA nAnAmAM nAnA mAnavIne vizvanI kamanazibI e che, ke Aje e paNa dajhADI jAya che. kaI lakattara puruSa paNa nathI ke je yuddhathI eTale nAnuM hoya ke moTuM hoya, Adeza AvelAM bhayaMkara pariNAmenuM saMzodhana karI khAtaranuM hoya ke svArtha khAtaranuM heya, leone enA naitika staMbha para mUkI de. svAdhinatA mATenuM hoya ke gulAmI lAdavA ApaNe ApaNA ja dezano vicAra mATenuM hoya, game tevuM yuddha mAnavajAtanAM karIe. saMskArane, preraNAtmaka tane ane sabhA chellA vizvayuddhanI sIdhI cinagArIo vanAone haMmezAM zithila banAve che ane bhAratavaSa para paDelI na hovA chatA bhAratanI mAnavIne nIce utArI de che. - kamanasiba janatAne vadhAremAM vadhAre dAjhavuM A eka ja daSTi khAtara vidvAnoe paDayuM che ane naitika temaja AdhyAtmika yuddhane mAnavajAtanA zApa rUpa pikAyu che. saMpatti vadhAremAM vadhAre gumAvavI paDI che. chatAM AvAM yudhdhathI ubharAtAM kharAba yudhdha sarajelA akudaratI vidhividhAne pariNAmone nivAravA mATe lekettara puruSa Aja yuddha na hovA chatAM vadhumAM vadhu sthira kadI paNa gAphela rahyA nathI ane eka eve virATa puruSArtha karatA gayA hoya che ke rane banI rahyAM che. pariNAme yuddhanA pariNAmomAMthI utpanna thatuM yuddhanAM pariNAmethI kaMTALI cUkelI ane viSa nAbuda thAya che ane lokonI uNI thaI gaye- dAjhI gayelI bhAratanI janatA jyAre svarAja lI AdhyAtmika saMpatti punaH sabhara banI jAya che. prApta thayuM tyAre AzAnA eka derane vaLagI AryAvartamAM prAcInakALamAM je je yudhdha rahI hatI, ke have bhAratIya saMskRtine
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________________ : 16: kalyANa mArca-eprIla-1951 vikAsa thaze, muzkelIo, je muzkelIo zake nahIM kevaLa ubhI karavAmAM AvI che, te muzke- je hinda keDabIla kevaLa hindu jAtinA lIo vilaya pAmaze ane sahu pita-pitAnA sAmudAyika abhiprAyanI khevanA rAkhyA vagara jIvana vyavahArane zAMtipUrvaka jALavaze. ghaDI zakAya nahi. che. paraMtu AzAne A dera kevaLa "jAMjavAnA je hinda keDabIla hindu sivAyanA mANase nIra' je hato. kAraNake svarAjanI prApti samakSa carcA mATe mUkI zakAya nahi. pachI e kaI lekottara purUSa AgaLa na ra di ArabIlamAM rahela adhAmika hete Abe, ke je janatAnA naitika tharane ane asAMskRtika tattva dAkhala karavAne hindu TakAvI rAkhavAne puruSArtha karI chuTe. jAtinA keIpaNa mAnavIne hakka nathI. vadhAre duHkhada vAta te e banI, ke jana- ane je hindu keDabIla kevaLa bhaitikatAe je lokanetAo para zraddhAbharI mITa vAda para racAyela hoI samAjanI dhAmika mAMDI hatI, te lokanetAo paNa mAtra pazcimanI daSTine jokhamamAM mukanAruM hovAthI kedanI saMskRtinAja ArAdhaka thavA mAMDyA ane dhArmika lAgaNIone A rIte che cheDI zakAya dezanA eka eka praznane paradezI rIte ja nahIM ane e rIte ene sajI zakAya nahiM. vicAravA lAgyA. chatAM paradezI vAde ane paradezI saMskR ApaNe keTalAka dAkhalAo vicArIe. timAM rAcI rahele Ajane arpaNa vagara svarAja prApta thayuM ane kemavAdI dhoraNe AvA bIlane Teko ApavAmAM jANe garva bhAgalA paDayA chatAM jagatamAM kaI sthaLe laI rahyo hoya ema dekhAya che. nathI evuM binamajahabI rAjya ubhuM karyuM. AvA bIlathI AvatIkAlanA hindu bInamahajabI rAjyanI suMdaratA te tyAre ja samAjane keTalAM nukazAna bhegavavAM paDaze, siddha thaI zake, jyAre deza akhaMDa rahyo e vAta bAju para rAkhIye tepaNa binahoya ane lake paraspara premabhAvathI rahevA majahabI rAjyamAM kaI paNa sarakArane pitAnA mAgatA hoya rAjyamAM vasatI eka jAti mATe A binamajahabI rAjya racanA jAhera kAyade karavAno adhikAra hoI zake nahi karavAmAM AvelI hovA chatAM "hindu keDabIla' ane e adhikAra keI sarakAra bhegavavA jevA kAyadAo janatA para parANe lAdavAnA jAya te ene janatAnI sarakAra kahI prayAse jIvatA banyA. zakAya nahI. . je "hindu kaDabIla keIpaNa binamaja- bIjI rIte, hindu nArInA A sAMskRtika . habI kahevAtuM rAjya, naitika daSTie karI savAlane samagra hindu nArInA A abhiprAya zake nahi, jANyA vagara dezanI ATha-daza paradezI je hindu koDabIla janatAnA sAcA prati. vicArasaraNI dharAvatI ane paradezI Dhabe nidhitva vagaranI kaI paNa saMsthAthI thaI rahetI bahenanA Agrahane kAraNe samagra hindu
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________________ jaLanA sAthIyA : 17: stAnanA sAMskArika adhikAranI maryAdA para ApavAmAM kemavAda athavA eja kaI kuhADo mArI zakAya nahI. : - khyAla dharAve evuM lAgyA kare che. pachInI varaselI cinagArIo ThAravAnA paraMtu dharmanA mULabhUta Adarza janasthaLe Aje e cinagArIo dhIre dhIre tAmAMthI osarI gayA pachI dezanI mAnavatA kevI rIte sthira banI rahI che ene khyAla kayA kinAre jaIne besaze, enI kalpanA Aje ApavA khAtara ane lokottara purUSanA keI karI zakatuM nathI. abhAvanI vedanA keTalI bhegavavI paDe che te kAraNa ke, tIyA mAnavInA mastaka para jaNAvavA khAtara A praznane jarA vadhAre Aje eka vizada kArya AvI paDayuM che ane carcavAmAM Avyo che. - lekettara puruSane abhAva che. eja rIte yudhei vArasAmAM ApelI mApabaMdhI, paramITanI prathA, navI jAtanI IjArA - AjanA nAnA-moTA dareka praznane padhati, bhAvaniyamane vagere paNa uttarottara ApaNe vicAra karazuM te dekhAze, ke A badhA vadhAre gADha banI rahela che ane pariNAme prazna pAchaLa kottara puruSanI daSTine saMpUrNa janatAnI naitika tAkAta sAva chIcharI banatI abhAva raheluM che ane pariNAme je svarAja jAya che. janatAne ArAma ane sukha ApanArUM sajAvuM joIe, te svarAja janatAne na pace evuM zrI gAMdhIjI jevA rAjamAnya purUSe paNa kaThora banI rahyuM che. je mApabaMdhIne anIti, kALA bajAra, meMghavArI ane saMgrahakhorInI janetA kahI hatI te Ama thavAnuM mULa kAraNa eka ja che, ke mApabaMdhIne Aja enAja anuyAyIo bAtha yuddhanA duSTapariNAmonA nivAraNanI vicAraNA bhIDIne vaLagI rahyA che. pariNAma e AvyuM karI zake evA lekottara puruSane abhAva che. che, ke lekenI nItimattA uttarottara ghaTatI yuddha sarajelAM akudaratI vidhividhAne jAya che, ane pariNAme sArAye dezamAMthI Aje yuddha na hovA chatAM paNa vadhumAM vadhu sthira zAMtithI jIvavAnuM parama maMgaLa tatva vidAya banI rahyAM che. A laI rahyuM che. ane jyAM sudhI yuddhanA duSTapariNAme jIvatAM e ja prazna che dhArmika tava pracArane rAkhIne jeTalI navI janAo ane bhAte sarakAra teija adhArmika arthAt binajara karavAmAM Avaze te badhI mAtra jaLane sAthIyA habI hovAthI lokonA AdhyAtmika tatvane vega ja puravAra thaze. kaMInuM kaMI samajI beThe. -- eka kaMjusane tene eka mitra sabhAmAM laI gayA. A sabhAmAM dAna-puNyanA mahattvanI carcA cAlI rahI hatI. e carcAne mukhya uddeza e hatuM ke "kaMjasa pitAnI kaMjusAIne tyAga karI udAra banI jA' sabhAmAMthI pAchA vaLatI vakhate kaMse pitAnA sAthIne kahyuM, ke "AjanI vAtane mArA para eTale te prabhAva paDe che ane dharmanI vAta eTalI te uttama mAlama paDI che, ke hamaNAM ja huM paNa loko pAse dAna mAgavAnA kAryamAM lAgI jAuM.
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________________ tethI taine zuM .......... pU0 paMnyAsa zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivara. he cetana ! sArI duniyA tane lAkho salAma bharatI hoya tethI tane zuM ? tArA jIvananI salAmatIne AdhAra salAma upara nahi paNa tArA sadAcAra upara nirbhara che. he cetana ! karoDo rUpiAne Dhera tAre tyAM hoya tethI tane zuM? tArI sAthe te tArA hAthe supAtromAM jeTale sadvyaya thayo haze teTaluM ja Avaze ne? he cetana ! Tebala upara hAtha ThokI, ane pleTaphema upara paga aphALI bhinna bhinna abhinaya dvArA game tevA nAstikonA zIra DolAvanAra tuM prakhara vaktA hoya tethI tane zuM? tAruM kalyANa te vitarAga bhagavAnanI AjJAno amala karIza tyAre ja thavAnuM che. he cetana ! tuM game te mATe sattAdhIza hoya tethI tane zuM ? tAre zire 1 suMdarIne paraNyA sivAya tane sAcI zAni jhajhumatI kamasattAne nAza te dhama sattAnA kadI prApta thanAra nathI. zaraNe jaIza tyAreja thaze. he cetana ! duniyAbharanI bhASA ane he cetana ! tArA maraNa bAda tArA mAnamAM zAtro upara tAro kAbu hoya tethI tane zuM ? game teTalA bajAro baMdha rahe tethI tane ? tAruM kalyANa to pAMce IMdriyanA viSayo upara tArA jIvanamAM cAlI rahelo adhama bajAra kAbu prApta karavAthI ja thaze. baMdha na thAya tyAMsudhI tArAM durgatinAM Dhera he cetana ! tArA anuyAyIo uDenI baMdha thavAM muzkela che. saMkhyAmAM hoya tethI tene zuM ? tuM jyAre he cetana ! tuM dekhAvadAra, tADanA trIjA dhamano anuyAyI thaiza tyAre ja tAro bhAga jeTalo uMco, ane bhIma jevA kadAvara vistAra thanAra che. zarIrathI bhale dharaNI prajAvato hoya tethI he cetana! sArI duniyA tane oLakhatI tane zuM? tArI sAcI bahAdurI te atyaM haze tethI tane zuM ? tAruM zreya te mudeva, tara zatrune ja prajAvavAmAM ne ! sugurU ane sudhama e traNane oLakhavAthI ja he cetana ! tAre tyAM asarAonA rUpane thaze. paNa mahAta kare evI seMkaDo suMdarIone he cetana ! tane game tevA duniyAnA samudAya hAya tethI tane zu? ziva- mahAna purU sAthe pIchANa hoya tethI tane
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________________ saMsAra zerI vIsarI re lola zrI muLacaMda ema. zAha, jeozrIe tAjetaramAM pU. munirAjazrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja pAse bhAgavatI pravajyA grahaNa karI che, jenuM nAma munirAja zrI bhadraguptavajayajI mahArAja rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. mAnava-jIvana jinazAsanathI AtmAne raMgI devA mATe ja che, te che kAyanA kUTAmAM, parigrahanA pApamAM ne viSaya-kakSAyanA viSa kaTorAmAM chavAtA dunyavI jIvanamAM zuM karI zakaze ? bhavanuM acitya mUlya samajI avaLe puruSArtha mUkI, savaLe purUSArtha leje. eTaluM na bhUlajo ke, yAtrA eTale mAtra devane bheTo na thAya. yAtrAmAM zuM na Ave ? badhu Ave, tana-mana-dhananuM arpaNa Ave" bhajana AsaLa bhajana koI cIja nathI." pUjana pratikULatA veThIne karAya te dipa-bhaktine raMga AtmAnA pita para e caDhI gayo hoya, ke varasa sudhI ene epa na lepAya. sthaLe ane e paramAtmabiMbo kyAre maLaze, khabara kone ? gaMbhIratA, dArya ane prema A traNa guNe dareke dareka tIrthanAmakanI mukhAkRtio khUba ja hRdayastha jIvanamAM mahAna banavA ati Avazyaka che. thavI joIe e mATe samayanA saMkoca vinA, jagavirAgIne vilAsa, bhakatane bAhya kautuka jijJAsA, tane bhUlI hadayezvara zrI jinanA svarUpaciMtana ane mekSArthine mAyAnAM AkarSaNa ke mUlyAMkana, jJAnIne guNagAnamAM ekacitta banaje. anAne ceSTA, zraddhALune jagata rIta rahIma para AsthA, tyAga jIvananI pUrva bhUmikAnuM sarjana have karmanA depine asahiSNutA, A haMsane viSTa cuMthavA cAlu ja rahevuM joIe e mATe maMda kaSAya ane jevuM che. arthAta taddana achAjatuM che. viziSTa virAganuM lakSa na cUkAya- ' ApaNA merUnizcala nirNaya AgaLa sarva vinane enI sAthe saue ekahadaya banavAnI khAsa nAmazeSa thaye chUTake - jarUra-nijanA sahodara karatAMya savizeSa vAtsalya, prema prabhu-bhaktimAM jarAya khAmI na rAkhatAM-enI ane sevAbhAva keLavavA, badhuM ja karI chUTa-kAIne rasagaMgAmAM mAthAbUDa AtmasnAna karaje. pharI e Akaro zabda, pratikUla pravRtti vigere sahana karIne paNa ! zuM? tArI sarva siddhio te tuM jyAre vavAnuM che ane sukha-duHkhe paNa tAre ekalAne ja tArA AtmAne pIchANIza tyAreja tArA hasta- bhegavavAnAM che ?' gata thaze. he cetana ! 'tArA mRta dehane tAro bhakata he cetana! tane game teTalI upAdhio sukhaDathI bALe ke bAvaLanA lAkaDAthI baLe [DIgrIo] prApta thaI hoya tethI tane za? tethI tane zuM ? je tuM dhama vinA khAlI tArI saghaLI upAdhione aMta te dhamanI hAthe gaye te duHkha dAvAnaLamAM tArUM bALaArAdhanAthI ja thaze. vAnuM to kAyama ja che. he cetana ! tuM bahotera kalAne jANakAra he cetana ! tArI pharmazAna yAtrAmAM hoya tethI tane zuM ? dhamakaLAne jANyA bhalene lAkha mANase joDAya tethI tane sivAya tArI durgatinI belA kadIye haThanAra zuM? paralokamAM te tAre ekalAne ja sidhA- nathI.
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________________ :20: kalyANa mArca-eprIla-1951 prabhudarzanathI samyagdarzananA divya ajavALAM muktipadanA abhilASI mATe zrI vItarAgadevanI hRdayaguphAmAM patharAvAM joIe--jenA tejathI AtmAnA ArAdhanA e ja eka upAya che. zrI vItarAgadevanI keIka vikAronA aMdhakAra naSTa thaI jAya vAstavika koTinI ArAdhanAne upAya e tArakadevanI jagatamAM badhuM saheluM che. bhayaMkara kaSTa paNa AjJAne akhaMDa abhyAsa che AjJAonA abhyAsa sahavA sahelAM che, paNa svacachandatA choDavI ane jJAnInI sivAya sAcI ArAdhanA prasa thaI zakatI nathI. trikaraNa mana-vacana-kAyAnI parAdhInatA sevavI eja dharmane upadeza e zAsananI dIvAdAMDI che, jyAMmahA kaThIna che ane enA vinA kadI mokSa thanAra nathI. sudhI e AjJA mujaba cAlIe tyAMsudhI zAsana A jIve anaMtakALe khAvAne baMdha karyo che nAkA salAmata-nahitara bharadariye, udadhinA uMDANamAM ! rasanA gulAmI ane kuTilakAyAnuM piSaNa karavAmAM guNapUjaka bane. AtmAnA guNo pragaTAvavAne bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. paNa e badhuM mAtra bhavanI vRddhi mATeja deva-gurU, dharmAnI upAsanA karo, guNagAnanA karanAruM banyuM che--enA para kApa nahi paDe tyAM sudhI badale guNabhAsanA 59le na paDI javAya tene paNa saMsAra para kApa nahi lAge... enA para tiraskAra khyAla rAkhavA-guNarAgI banajo, vyakitarAgI nahi. AvyA vinA paramAtmA ane emanA mArga para A duniyAmAM manuSyamAtranI IcchA kalyANanI prItinuM jera nahi jAme. che. pravRtti judI judI kare che paraMtu sau pitAnI prakRraNasaMgrAme caDhelA kSatriya-subhaTa kAyA sudhInI riAnA pariNAme kalyANanI AkAMkSA seve che. dhama dharma mAyAne je bhUlI jAya. te karatAM mokSa-sAdhanAnA kare teya IrAdo potAnuM kalyANa, pApI pApa kare che mArgo kuca karanArA karmanI sAme jhajhumatA kAMI guNa teya eno irAdo pitAnuM bhaluM ! anAdinuM bhUle emAM zI navAI sukha-duHkhanuM sAcuM svarUpa ane nidAna anaMtaartha, kAma ane enI sAmagrIe AtmAne jJAnI paramAtmAoe batAvyuM che.--e jANIne rAga-dveSathI raMgI jIvanA svarUpane AvarI, jUlmagAra, sarva para parama dayALa banelA bhAgyazALI mahA bhayaMkara jAhmagAra evA karmarUpa kasAIne soMpI dIdho che. bhAga AtmA mahApuNya upArje che, ne ethI sAcA vItarAga ane anaMtajJAnI banIne jagatane sAce viSayarAga ane kaSAyanI pakaDe AtmAnI kalyANamArga batAvI, anaMtA AtmAone tAranArA bhabhava kAramI kaleAma karma-caMDAla pAse karAvI AtmA eja sAcA paramAtmA che. che. jAlima karmapIzAca rAMkajIvana aneka kuyonionA janma-maraNa, roga-zoka, Adhi-upAdhI, parAdhInatA jagatanA nAzavaMta padArthomAM sAcuM ane sthAI ane bezumAra trAsanI heLIomAM jhIke che. - sukha ApavAnI tAkAta cheja nahi-nAzavaMta padArtha saMyogathI thatuM sukha nAzavaMta hoya. chatAM sAcA sukhane AtmasattA je di, jAgrata thAya te di, karma- badale AvA kRtrima, tu sukhonI ghelachAvALA sattAnA ne IcchArANInA khela khalAsa ! emAM ja muMjhAI janArA jIvo e sukha meLavavAmAM. duniyAnA prANI mAtra pratye karUNAbuddhivALA sAcavavAmAM ne bhogavavAmAM eTalAM pApa Acare che, jJAnIo kahe che, ke jagatamAM koI paNa paugalika ke pariNAme mahAduHkhane dAvAnaLa khaDake che. vastumAM saMpUrNa saMtoSa ApaNe icachIe tevo saMsAra duHkhamaya ! dharma ekaja kalyANane mArga che. ApavAnI zakti nathI. dharma sivAyanA prayatno pAparupa prayatno che. enAthI anaMta upakArI anatajJAnI zrI jinezvaradeva duHkhaddhi pAme, pApa prayatnothI pAchA haThI dharma prayapharamAve che ke, " durlabha evA manuSya jIvanane pAmIne mAM ne tenA sevanamAM apramAdI banI javuM joIe. kalyANanA artha AtmAoe viSayabhogamAM jIvanane mehanA nazAmAM nAzavaMta padArthanA janArAo barabAda na karavuM " sAcA upakArI nathI. sukhadu:khanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajyA
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________________ myu. nI naphAkhorI. la ke nA be la. bhaTajIo pothImAnA rIMgaNAM amadAvAda myu. e zrI kAMtilAla mehanalAbha trivedI, jevI nIti apanAvI rahyA rastAo pahoLA karavA mATe che, ene bhAratavAsIonuM kamabhArgamAM aMtarAyabhUta makAna bhAgya ja kahevuM paDe. najIvI kiMmate kharIda karI jarUra karatAM paNa vadhu paDatI jamIna prajAnA paisAnuM pANI, kabaje karIne rastAo moTA majurone 1948nI sAlakaryA, tyArabAda vadhelI jamInanA nuM bonasa ApavAmAM AvyuM hoTa moTI kiMmate vecIne yu. tyAre bonasano amuka bhAga e bhAre naphAkhorI karIne, nezanala sevIMgsa sarTIphIkeTanA janatAne mahAna anyAya karyo. rUpamAM ApavAnuM madhyastha kharI rIte te jarUra jeTalI ja sarakAre pharamAna karyuM ane te jamIne ekavAyara karavI joItI saTIphIkeTo jyAre IcchA thAya hatI, Ama chatAM koI kAraNa tyAre vaTAvI zakAya e zarate sara e zakya na hoya to e pharayAta seTIMphIkeTa ApavAmAM jamInamAMthI naphAkhorI karavAne AvyAM. pharakyAta rIte apAbadale kharIdelI kiMmataja, yelA e sarTIphIkeTa je bAMdhI banI zake te eja asala mudate vaTAvavAnI zarate ApamAlIkane ApavI joIe, Ama chatAM evuM nahi vAmAM AvyAM hatA te kAmadAro pAse pharajIyAta bacatarUpe karatAM yu. e janatAne je anyAya karyo tene te rakama rahI zakI hota ane te rakama sarakAra dezanA naphAkhorI. athavA cusaNanIti kahevAmAM Ave te utkarthe vAparI zakI hota paNa AvI bAbatamAM janatAnA e AkSepane geravyAjabbI kahI zakAya nahi. sarakAre game tyAre vaTAvavAnI chuTa ApIne himAlaya prajAne nAtinuM pAlana karavAno upadeza ApanArA jevaDI gaMbhIra bhUla karI ane jyAre sarTIphIkeTa kAmadAroe tAtkAlIka vaTAvavAnI zarUAta karI vinA upakAra karavA nIkaLI paDanArA upakArane badale tyAre kAmadAra AgevAnoe tene sAmyavAdI kAvatru apakAra reDe che. sAcuM svarUpa samajAya teja sAce kahIne potAnI bhUlano bacAva karyo. pariNAma e upakAra. ane sAcuM svarUpa samajelAne jagatanI AvyuM, ke koIka apavAda bAda karatAM 99 TakA saTazahenazAhI paNa du:kharUpa lAge ! phakeTa vaTAI gayAM ane 1949 sudhImAM mAtra eka vIranA AdarelA A saMyama jIvana che, e pisTa saMsthA evI hatI, ke jene kamAvAno cAnsa sUcave che. ke saMyama pAlanamAM vIratA joIze. viSayanA bhale na he: te tene ane tenA sTAphane sAro taDAke ehaka AkarSaNa ane kaSAyanA suMvALA lapasaNAmAM pa eTaluM ja nahi paNa te saTIphIkeTo taiyAra karataNAI javAnI mAyakAMgalI sthiti have nahi nabhe, vAno kharca majare Avyo nahi ane lAkho ke pramAdanI sevA uThAvavAnI pAmaratAne badale paramAtmAnI karoDo rUpIyAnuM pANI thayuM ne tene daMDa nirdoSa prajAkalyANa AjJAne AdhIna banI apramattabhAva, janone paNa bhogava ratnatrayImAM AtmAne jAgRta upayoga rAkhavAnI paDyo; kAraNa ke e khAda vIratA joize. Akhare te madhyamavarga ane majUravargane ja purI tapa tyAga te saMyama dehanA DhAMkaNa ane karavAnI hoya che. sAmAnya bAbatamAM paNa dIrdhadaSTi AbhUSaNa che, e vinAnI e kAyA nagna, beDoLa nahi vAparavAthI keTaluM nukazAna thAya che, e AvA ane bIjA lAge. banAva uparathI samajI zakAya tema che.
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________________ : 22: kalyANa; mArca -eprIla-1951 pArlAmenTanu nATaka. dIlhI pArlAmenTamAM dareka prasaMge koMgresabhya thoDA dhAMdhATa macAve che, kaDaka TIkAo kare che ne zabdonAM tIra cheDe che, paNa Akhare te je khIla rajI` thayu` hoya che, te pAsa thAya ja che. enA tAjo namune! AmaNane relve bajeTanI carcA vakhate jovA matsye*, zabdonI meDI mAsamArInA a`te relvemAM musApharI upara kara vadhAre thaye eTaluja nahi paNa eka sabhye te AyaMgarane pAMDavAnA ratha hAMkanAra kRSNanI upamA ApI bahumAna karyuM. sabhyo khIjuM karI paNa zuM zake ? jenI TIkITa upara cuMTAIne AvyA hoya te pakSanA sakriya virAdha karavAmAM Ave. tA zistabhaMganI zikSA rUpe khurasI khAlI karavI paDe, jene mATe nAmadArA taiyAra hotA nathI. jethI karIne pArlAmenTamAM eka prakAranuM nATaka bhajavAya che ema kahIe to te vadhArA paDatuM nahi gaNAya. jeTamAM khA khAtara maMgAvavAmAM karoDA rUpIyAnI golamAla thaI. sIMdarInA vepAramAM paNa evuM ja thayuM. kAmadArAnA 1948nA eAnasane sarTIkeTanA rUpamAM ApIne kAve tyAre vaTAvavAnI chuTa ApIne karADenu pANI karyuM.. vahIvaTI kharca vadhI gayuM. yAjanAnA rAkaDA phADyo, niSNAtAnI kamiTio pAchaLa karADAnuM AMdhaNa thayuM. 'aMkuzAnI avyavasthAnA kAraNe moTI rakamonA durvyaya thayA. Ama aneka rIte nirarthIka ane ekAsaNuM karADA rUpIyA kharacAya te bajeTamAM nakAnI AzA kayAMthI rakhAya ? te e nuksAnane puravA mATe navA karaverA sIdhI ke ADakatrI rIte karoDonI sakhyAmAM hastI dharAvatI AmajanatAeja bharavA paDe che. A sthiti jo cAlu rahe te dezamAM ni - natA na vyApe teA bIjI' thAya paNa zuM? kAyadAne paDakAra. bhAratamAM navuM baMdhAraNu amalamAM AvyuM. tene anusarIne prAMtAnA kAyadAmAM pheraphAra karavA jarUrI che paNa ema nahi thayu` hAvAthI chAzavAre sarakAranA kAyadAne mocIthI mAMDIne mahArAjAe paNa paDakAre che. Ama thavAthI kAyadAnI kiMmata ghaTI jAya che, eTaluMja nahi paNa prajAne pArAvAra muzkelImAM mukAvuM paDe che. dA. ta. pitni pratibaMdhaka kAyado, sarakAre pAsa karyo paNa temAM nAgarIka svAta Mtryanu khuna karavAmAM AvyuM, kAraNa ke pati-patni jo kATamAM eDDIDevIDa karIne eka bIjAnI saMmatithI bIjuM lagna kare te! tene kAyadesara gaNavu joie, kAraNa ke dareka bhANusane potAnA jIvana-kAryAMmAM eka khIjAnI sa`matithI kA karavAnI chUTa ApavAmAM na Ave te tene gulAmIja kahI zakAya, hakIkata Ama hovAthI te kAyadAne paNa koie paDakAra pheMkayo ne bIjuM lagna karanAra mAnavI nirdoSa chuTI gayA chatAM sarakAre kAyadAmAM rahelI bhUlane sudhArI nahi, evIja rIte jugArIe ane zarAkhIe paNa kAyadAne paDakArIne nirdoSa chuTI jAya che eTale kAyadAne nAme sarakArane eka jAtanI ADakatrI Avaka meLavavAnuM sAdhana bane che. cerITI kamiznara. dharmAdA milkatamAM geravahIvaTa cAlatA hoya te vahIvaTadAra badalI zakAya e te samajI zakAya tevI bAbata che, paNa geravahIvaTanA nAme cerITI kamiznarane rAjA-mahArAjA karatAM paNa vadhu sattA maLe ene artha evA thayA ke, cerITI kamIznarane kamAvAnA cAnsa ApavAmAM AvyA. cerITI kamIznaranA kA sAme adAlatamAM apIla thaI zake nahi, evA prAdha karyAnuM sAMbhaLyuM che. e hakIkata jo kharAkhara hoya to dareka dhaMdhA karatAM cerITI kamIznaranA dhaMdhA thoDI mahenate vadhu napho karI ApanAra kAmadhenu gAyaja gaNAya. mIna sAMpradAyika rAjya. ApaNA netA bInasAMpradAvika rAjyanA himAyatIe che, Ama chatAM je kAyadAo ghaDAya che. te hiMdukAmanI saMskRtine chInnabhinna karavAnA uddezane najara samakSa rAkhIneja ghaDAya che. harijana maMdira praveza, hiMdu kADa khIla, dharmAdA TrAsTakhIla vigere kAyadAo hiMduttvane ja naSTa karavAmAM vaparAya che te te paNa prajAmatanI avagaNanA karIne pasAra karAvavAmAM Ave che. kharI rIte te. atyAre cAlatA vahIvaTa leAkazAhInI rIte nahi paNa bIjI kASTa rItarasama mujaba cAlI rahyo che.
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________________ khalakanA khela : 23: pAkistAnI rUpIyAne svIkAra, janatAne ApI zakatA nathI, evI ja rIte samAjaApaNI sarakAra "vAyuM " karavA taiyAra nathI, vAdIo paNa "vAtonAM vaDAM " sivAya kAMIja paNa " hAyuM " karavA taiyAra che. bhalamanasAithI karatA nathI. sattAhastagata karavA mATe aneka jAtanI pAkistAnane svIkAra na karyo paNa aneka mANasonA gulabAMge bhAre che, paNuM eka nakkara kAryakrama jAna-milkatane nAza thayA pachI, bhAgalA svIkAryA janatAne ApI zaktA nathI. eTale je koI paNa ane mahAna yAtanAo janatAne veThavI paDI, mANasa ema mAne ke, samAjavAdIo janatAne tyArabAda pAkistAne potAnA calaNamAM ghaTADo na uddhAra karI nAkhaze te te eka prakArane bhrama che ane karyo tethI bhArate tenI sAtheno vyApAra baMdha karyo sAmyavAdIone te "khunI" tarIke oLakhAvavAmAM paNa Akhare te bhAratane namatuM jokhavuM paDayuM ne je Ave che eTale netA vihoNI janatA Aje kAma pahelAM na karyuM te have karavuM paDayuM. pariNAme pArAvAra muzkelImAMthI pasAra thaI rahI che. jANe lIyAkataalI AnaMdamAM nAcI rahyA haze, lAbhanI A aMdhAdhudhImAMthI nIkaLavAne koI Aro ja nathI. draSTie karAro vyAbI manAya che, paNa mutsaddIgIrInI cInanI prajA edI ane aphINI manAtI hatI ne draSTie bhArUnI hAra manAya che. have trIjo mahatvano jenI sthiti bhArata karatAM kaI guNI vadhAre batara muddo rahe che kAzmIranA bhAgalAne svIkAra bhArata ja hatI. evI prajA ane temane cInadeza, mAtra ekathI komanavelthamAMthI nahi nikaLI jAya ne eMglo-ame be varSanA gALAmAM je mahAna pragati karIne svArIkana chAvaNImAM besavAnuM cAlu rAkhaze to kAzmIranA valaMbI banI zake ane utpAdana tathA keLavaNImAM ane bhAgalAno svIkAra karyoja chaTako che. bhArata je Arthika morace vijaya prApta karI zake te bhArata jevA razIyana chAvaNImAM paDAva nAMkhe teja kAzmIranA mahAna deza ke jene vizvayuddha agara AMtaravigrahamAM bhAgalA paDatA aTake paNa ema karavAmAM netAone homAvuM paDayuM nathI, te zA mATe Agekuca na karI bhaya rahe che, ke bhAratavAsIo kadAca sAmyavAdI zake ? bekArI, mAMdhavArI karabhAraNuM. keLavaNI. khetI banI jAya te senAnuM IMDu ApatI maradhI nAza vigere aneka viSayomAMthI ekAda viSayamAM paNa pragati pAme, Ama acokakasa pakSanA kAraNe bhArata mahAna kema na karI zake ? cAMga kAI zake cInane je sthimuzkelImAMthI pasAra thaI rahyuM che. joIe chIe ke timAM mukAyuM hatuM tevI, napAvaTa sthitimAM briTane koI paNa pakSamAM nahi joDAvAno nirdhAra karelA bhAratane nahotuM ja mukayuM. Ama chatAM dinapratidina bhAratane kAzmIramAM vijaya maLe che ke hAra ? : cIna pragatinA paMthe Agekuca karI rahyuM che, jyAre bhArata dinapratidina avanatinA paMthe Agekuca karI rahyuM che. ema. janatAnI muzkelI. vartamAnapatronA ajJAlo bole che. A badhuM jotAM . janatAnA avAjane raju karAra vartamAnapatro ema lAge che. ke ApaNA vahIvaTakartAomAMthI thoDAkane sivAya janatA pAse bIjuM koI sAdhana che ja nahi. tyAM zikSaNa levA mokalyA hoya te ja A dezano koMgresa sattA upara hovAthI gresIo sarakAra sAme urdU ra zakya che. nahi te atyAre je sthiti pravartI satyAgraha karI zakatA nathI. kAraNake jo ema karavAmAM rahI che temAM ane arAjaktAmAM jarAya kare che nathI. Ave te koMgresamAMthI pANIcuM maLI jAya ne ene DAM vadhu varSo jo Amaja cAle che tenuM pariNAma ghaNuM gumAvavuM paDe eTale ke gresamene spaSTa doravaNI kevuM bhayaMkara Ave, tenI kalpanA karavI e muzkela nathI. kasama khA eka phakIra keI kAne ghera gaye ane mAMgaNI karI-bAvA, kaMI khAvA mATe Apa kAjIe kahyuM-"bhAI Ate kAjInuM ghara che. kasama khA ane cAye jA.
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________________ A dha ka ka thA o. -pU panyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara. jana-jainetara lokasAhityamAM AvatA kathA prasaMgene bedhaka zailIe lagya bhASAmAM cIne ahi raju karyA che. lITI Ama hAnI thAya! temaNe pharI bIrabalane kahyuM, ekavAra bAdazAha dekha bIrabala! mArI akabare rAjasabhAmAM beThelA dorelI lITIne kApyA vinA sahune anulakSIne kahyuM: ene nhAnI karI Apa juo ! A kAgaLa para te tArI huMzIyArI huM kharI meM je lITI derI che, tene mAnuM' bIrabale tarata ja kApakUpa karyA vinA nhAnI pitAnA khIssAmAMthI kalama karI Ape.' darabAramAM kAThI, akabare ApelA hAjara rahelA karmacArIo kAgaLapara te dorelI lITIghaDi bhara ekabIjAnI jo ke teNe bIjI moTI lITI hAme jatA rahyA. bAdazAha jevA bAdazAkane javAba dorI kADhI, ane kAgaLa zA de, e vimAsaNamAM ! bAdazAne pAcho Ape. sahu paDI gayA. keI kAMi bAdazAhe kAgaLa je. ukela na ANI zakayA. pitAnI lITI nhAnI badhAyane thayuM "mAlIkano koI mAlIka dekhAI. sabhAmAM rahelA sahu Azcarya pAmyA. che, enA bhejAmAM game tevA taraMgI tukkAo pAchaLathI rahelI paNa zarUAtamAM sahuuThe, ene javAba ApaNe kayAMthI Apo? kaIne agharI jaNAtI A vAta, ApaNI kAgaLa para dorelI lITI kApa-kupa karyA vinA svAme eka umadA bodhapATha ApI jAya che. te kAMI nhAnI thatI haze?" paNa eTalAmAM keInI paNa kIti, pratiSThA ke meTAIne jANyAakabara bAdazAhanI najara, rAja karatAM Aje sAMbhaLyA pachI ene utArI pADavAnI je saheja meDA paDelA ane hamaNAM ja darabAramAM manodazA Aje ApaNI Aju-bAju ghara karI praveza karatA bIrabala para paDI, temaNe pUchyuM. gaI che, tene aMge ApaNe svamajI levuM ghaTe kema bIrabala ! bela Ano javAba tArI ke Ama IrSA, dveSabhAva, asUyA ke matsarathI pAse che ke ?' bIrabale bAdazAhanA prazna mhAmAne utArI pADIne ene nhAno nahi sTamajI lIdhe. sabhAmAM beThelA sahunI muMjhavaNa karI zakAya, enA karatAM sahele rasto e che e kaLI gayo. eNe javAba ApatAM kahyuM ke, ApaNA jIvanamAM ApaNe evAM suMdara mAlIka ! te sIdhI vAta che, lAve, kAgaLa AcaraNo AcarI batAvIe, ke svAbhAvika mArI pAse ? kahI bIrabale bAdazADa pAsethI rIte ApaNu sadAcaraNanI suvAsathI mhAmAnI kAgaLa mAMgI lIdhe. pratiSThA karatAM ApaNI pratiSThA ApoApa akabara bAdazADa haju na UmajI zakyA. vadhatI ja rahe ! arthAt eTaluM rahamajI lo ke,
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________________ 26H kalyANa mArca-eprIla-1951 hAmAnA utkarSathI baLavA karatAM ApaNe zedhI rahI chuM, paNa kemeya te jaDatI nathI." sadAcaraNa dvArA nirabhimAnabhAve AgaLa vadhatA bAInI hakIkata sAMbhaLI sahu khaDakhaDATa rahevuM, emAMja sAcI moTAI rahelI che. hasI paDyA. badhAe kahyuM "bahena ! gharamAM 2 gharamAM zodhatA zIkhe ! khevAyelI seya te ahi dhe che, e te eka DAhI gaNAtI bAInA jIvanamAM vicitra vAta kahevAya, tame pahelethI ja amane banelI A vicitra hakIkata che. gharakAmathI A kahyuM ke te tamArI bhegA ameya te paravArI, samIsAMje te pitAnAM kapaDAM seyathI A nakAmI mahenata te na karata ne !" bAI sIvI rahI che. sIvatAM-sIvatAM divasa Atha haju potAnI bhUla spaSTa rUpe na UmajI mavA mAMDe. gAmanA gIca latAmAM rahelA zakI. teNe kahyuM: "hA, e vAta kharI, paNa tenA gharamAM aMdhAruM thavA lAgyuM, kAma baMdha tyAM aMdhAruM hatuM, eTale kAMI dekhAtuM na karI, te bAI seyane ThekANe mUkavA gharamAM hatuM' pelA vaTemArguoe kahyuM, "bahena rahelA hATIyA tarapha gaI. chelle TAMke dIdhA vAelI seya zodhavI hoya te dIve pachI, dare pUro thaye hate derA vinAnI saLagAvI tyAM ajavALuM karavuM paDe, e seya enA hAthamAMthI nIce paDI gaI. makA sivAya ahi tame zedhI-dhIne thAkaze namAM aMdhAruM hatuM. dI saLagAvyA na hatA. toye tamArI seya tamane maLavAnI nathI ja, enuM ghara rastA para hatuM,. sudharAInA phAnasene e tamAre lakhI rAkhavuM. " jatAM-AvatAM prakAza rastAmAM ajavALuM ApI rahyo hate. lokenI A vAta chevaTe bAIne gaLe utarI. eTale ene thayuM ke, "lAva, rastA para aja Ama badhI vAte huMzIyAra gaNAtA vALuM che, mATe seya zodhI lauM !' mANasanAM reja-baroja jIvana vyavahAramAM eTale e DAhI gaNAtI bAI, rastA para Aje lagabhaga AvI ja bhUle thaI rahI che. saMya zedhavA lAgI, Ama karatAM tene pAra sukha, zAMti tathA AbAdI mATe divasa-rAta kalAka vItI gaye. soya na maLI, jatAM- duniyAnA pidugalika padArthonI pUThe avirata niyA AvatAM lekhake A bAIne DivALIne davA zrama veThatA leke sukha, zAMti tathA AbAdinA nIce kAMIka zodhatI jaI, tene pUchavA lAgyAM. sthAne ulaTuM, duHkha azAMti tathA barabAdI zuM zodhe che?' bAIe kahyuM, "mArI soya meLave che. pitAnA caitanyamaya AtmAmAM khavAI gaI che, jaDatI nathI, eTale kayAranI rahelA sukha tathA zAMtine ajJAna mehanAM huM zodhI rahI chuM" A sAMbhaLIne be-pAMca gADha AvaraNothI nahi joI zakavAnA kAraNe jaNa bAInI madade tenI soya zodhAvA lAgyA. teonA prayatno niSphaLa jAya che. DIvAra, thaI, eTale pilAeAe pUchayuM; mATe ja, zAMti, sukha ke vAstavika "bahena! tamArI seya kyAM khovAI che?" te AbAdi joItI hoya to bahAranA saMsAramAM bAIe javAba Ape, "seya te gharamAM tene zedhavAnA vyartha phAMphA mAravAnuM mAMDI pelA khUNA AgaLa hATIyuM che, tyAM jatAM vALI, meharUpa aMdhakAranA kAraNe AtmAmAM hAthamAMthI paDI gaI, tene kayAranI huM ahiM khovAelA te saccidAnaMda sukhane samyagrajJAnanA
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________________ , , bodhaka kathAo; :27; divya prakAzathI zodhavA prayatna kare emAM ja lAgyA. rAjAnI pAse A bevakUphane ubhA DahApaNa raheluM che. karavAmAM AvyA. rAjA, gAmaDIonA utarI gayelA caherAne joI, temanA tarapha udAra 3 kharAba karanAranuM paNa sArUM kare! banyuM. teNe pUchyuM, "kema alyA, tame leke eka rAjA pitAnA rasAlAnI sAthe nagara zuM karatA hatA, te sAcesAcuM mane kahI deje hAra udyAnamAM pharavA nIkaLe che. baporanA rAjAnA mukha para rahelI prasannatAthI gAmaDIyAsamaye vADImAM paDAva nAkhI, suMdara-ghaTAdAra enAM jIvamAM jIva Avye, temaNe saraLatAthI AMbAnA vRkSa nIce te ArAma karavA ADe pite je gunha karyo hate te kahI dIdhuM. sajAnI paDe che. tenA sevake, tenI AjubAju vADImAM jhADapara rahelI kerIone patthara mArIne cakI karI rahyA che. eTalAmAM bAjunA pADavAnI hakIkata temaNe sApha dilathI rAjAne gAmaDAmAM rahetA gAmaDIyA leke zaheranuM kahI saMbhaLAvI. sAMbhaLyA pachI rAjA vicAramAM kAmakAja patAvI potAnA gAma bhaNI jaI paDe. kAMIka gaMbhIra banI eNe pUchayuM; AMbA rahyA che. meTI vADI joI, vADImAM rahelA para patthara mAravAthI keTalI kerI paDI?" AMbAnA jhADa para laTakI rahelI kerIone pelAoe kaMpatA-kaMpatA truTaka avAje kahyuM pADavA mATe dararojanI Teva mujaba temaNe mAlIka! be kerIo paDI. mA-bApa! amArA patharAo pheMkavA mAMDayA. vADImAM rAjA hAthe moTo aparAdha thaI gayuM che, amane ane teno parivAra paDAva nAMkhIne paDayA che, khamA kare, amArA para rahema rAkhaje, nahienI A gAmaDIAone kAMI ja khabara tara amArA berA-chokarAM rajhaLI maraze, pharI nathI. temaja mera seMkaDe ghaTAdAra vRkSethI AvuM kaI di, nahi karIe." khubaja kAkaludI DhaMkAelI vADImAM mhArathI jonArane aMdara bharyA svare te loke raDI paDyA. - rahelAo dekhI zakAtA na hatA. be-cAravAra rAjA je vicAraka hatA. sajanatA pattharAo pheMkyA pachI, jhADaparathI kerIo tene vArasAmAM maLelI hatI, tenAM aMtara cakSuo : nIce paDI te A lokoe vINI lIdhI, paNa gAmaDIo lekanI A vAtathI ughaDI gayo Ama jhADa para patharAo pheMkatA temanA hatAM. teNe vicAra karyo, jhADa jevAne e hAthathI eka gaMbhIra akasmAta banI gaye. svabhAva che ke, patthara mAranArane paNa kerIo ja vADImAM jhADa nIce ArAma karatA rAjAnI Ape che, te huM prajAno mAlIka kahaivAu, najIkamAM ja eka patthara jaI paDaye. avAja rAjA je rAjA gaNAuM, ane patthara mAranArane thatAMnI sAthe rAjA jhabakIne jAgI gaye. huM Ama pakaDI maMgAvuM ke zikSA karUM, e AjubAju pharatA paheragIe pattharo kyAMthI mane kema bhe? . . . AvyuM, tenI tapAsa karI, vADInI vhAra rastA zuM huM jhADa karatAMye ga" tarataja para ubhA rahI, kerIo vINutA pelA gAmaDI- teNe pitAnA sevakone hukama karI dIdhuM ke, yAo tarapha temanI najara gaI. "khaDe raho" "jAo ! rAjamahelamAMthI mevA, miThAI, darakahI, rAjasevakae pelA gAmaDIyAone pakaDyA. dAgInA tathA kiMmatI vastra Adi lAvI bhayanA mAryA gAmaDIyAo thara-thara dhrujavA A lekone vaheMcI de ! jyAre patthara mAra
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________________ jyAre : 28: kalyANa; mA-eprIla-1951. nArane jhADa phaLa Ape che, te huM mane patthara mAranArane rAjI karU, emAMja mArI meTAi che. zuM huM AMbAnA jhADa karatAM ye gayA ke ! ApaNuM kharAba karanAra ke kharAba khelanAranuM jyAre ApaNe kharAba karavAnA vicAra karIe tyAre ApaNA smRtipaTapara vRkSamAM rahelI A tenI naisargika prakRti yAda AvavI joie. patthara mAranArane paNa vRkSa phaLa Ape che, mIThI madhura chAyA Ape che, tAjagIbharI khuzA Ape che, ane kAyAne TADhI pADe che; vRkSamAM jyAre Ave svabhAva che, te mANasa jevA mANasa, peAtAnuM kharAma karanAranuM sArUM karavA ke khelavA taiyAra na thAya te enI mANasAi lAje che; ema kahevAmAM kAMi atizayAkti nathI. devadurlabha mahAna mAnavajIvanane-pUrvanI ati utkaTakATinI ArAdhanA--satkamAinA ceAge pAmelA mAnavanI mahattA te ja ke, kharAma karanAranuM, gALa denAranuM ke azubha yA aniSTa ciMtavanAranuM paNa sArUM-zubha athavA iSTa karavA teNe haMmezA udyamavAna banavuM joie. maLatI 4 vaDIlAnuM ghasAtuM na sAMbhaLe ! eka gRhasthanA gharamAM meTA dIkarAnI vahu humaNAM ja pIyarathI sAsare AvI hatI. khAI suzIla tathA saMskArI hatI, tenI mAe ene namra tathA gaMbhIra banavAnI keLavaNI mULathI ApI hatI. sAsarIyAmAM sAsu, sasaramAM, pati, e dIyaro tathA eka naNu' hatI. naNuM, gharamAM ekanI eka traNa dIkarAo vacce khATanI dIkarI hatI, eTale mA-bApane meDhe caDelI hatI. bhAIone paNa mAnItI hatI. khelavAmAM chuTI, udhdhata ane hAjarajavAkhI hatI. eka vakhata gharanAM mANasA jamI rahyA hatAM. pati haju khajAramAMthI AvyA na hatA, tenI rAha joI vahu hajI jamavA beThI na hatI; eTalAmAM aTakelI na AvIne navI bhAbhIne vahAlI thavA te khelavA lAgI; ' e hA hA ! hajI mArA bhAI AvyA ja nathI ke zuM? bhAbhI ! tame Ama ne Ama emanI rAha joIne karyAM sudhI besI rahezeA, tame tamAre khAI lye ! meATAbhAine te evI kuTeva ja paDI che, etA dAstAnI sAthe gappAM mAravAmAM paDayA haze! emane gharanAM mANusAnI kAMI ja paDI nathI. ete pahelethI AvA ekalapeTA ane bephIkarA che! * gharamAM hamaNAM ja AvelI zANI tathA saMskArI vahu-bhAbhIthI A badhuM kemeya sAMbhaLyuM na jAya; enAthI na rahevAyuM; eNe kahyuM; ' ena khA ! mArA mATe-tamArA navA bhAbhI mATe, ATa-ATalI kALajI rAkheA che. e sArI vAta che. naNaMdanu Avu heta bhAjAI para haMmezA A rIte rahe, ema huM icchuM chuM; paNa bhUlecUke tamArA mATAbhAIne mATe AvuM-emanuM ghasAtuM mArI AgaLa khelatAM nahi, e sAMbhaLavA huM kAI rIte taiyAra nathI. mArUM mana AvuM sAMbhaLI nArAja thAya che. tamAre jo tamArA bheAjAIne rAjI rAkhavAM heAya te gharamAM vilinAM sthAne rahelA kAinu paNa sheja ghasAtu mArI AgaLa maherabAnI karIne tamAre belavuM nahiM! DAhI bhAbhInA A rokaDIyA javAbathI gharamAM badhAe meDhe caDhAvelo naNaMdanA bhavAM caDhI gayAM. teNe kahyu', bhAbhI ! tame teA bahu doDha DAhyAM dekhAe che. tamArUM DahApaNa tamArI pAse rAkhA, mArA bhAI che, emane mATe huM game te melIza, emAM tamAre ke koineya zuM ? javAbamAM navI vahue kahyu 'tamArA bhAI che,
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________________ jenanI jIvanaprabhA.... ... ... .. .zrI maktalAla saMdhavI. sva-para kalyANanI maMgala bhAvanAyukta jana mAnavakulanuM eka aNamola ratna gaNAya. tenI te mAMgalika bhAvanA upara jaDatAnAM jALAM na baMdhAya ane uttarottara nija bhAvanAno vikAsa sAdhI zake te mATe tene niyamita rIte vividha jAtanAM AdhyAtmika kriyA-anuSThAna karavAnAM rahe che. paraMtu pAzcAtya Dhabe keLavAyelA AjanA keTalAka jaina yuvaka- yuvatIo jainazAsananA paraMparAgata baMdhAraNanI vilakSaNatAne samajyA sivAya AtmakalyANa ane jAgRtine nAme te baMdhAraNathI viparIta dizAmAM pagalAM bharavAnI moTI bhUla karI bese che ane jyAre temanuM te tarapha dhyAna doravAmAM Ave che, tyAre teo khaMDanAtmaka dalIladArA pitAne ja kakko kharo karavA mathe che, Aje, jyAre bhAratanI prajA kharekharI vicArasaraNI bhAratIya saMskRtinI paraMparAne ghAtaka sAMskRtika kaTokaTImAMthI pasAra thaI rahI che, tyAre nIvatI rahe te kharekhara eka zocanIya bIna gaNAya. tenI AzAnA dIpaka samAna yuvaka-yuvatIonI bhAratanI anya sthAnika prajAonI sAMskRtika enI huM kayAM nA kahuM chuM, paNa tamArA jIvanaprabhAnI tulanAmAM Aje paNa jenI sAMskRtika bhAI.I sAthe rahI A gharamAM mAre jIdagI jIvanaprabhA vadhu nirmaLa ane cIrasthAyI rahIne bhAratanuM gaurava TakAvI rahI che. paraMtu jamAnAnA gALavI che, Aje Ama emanuM huM ghasAtuM pavanane vega Aje bhAratanI AryaprajAonA sAMbhaLavAmAM TevAI jAuM te pariNAma kuTu- mAnasamAM je saMkrAMti janmAvI rahyo che, tene khyAla banA vaDilo pratye mArA hRdayamAM je sadbhAva karatAM e anumAna para AvavuM paDe che ke jeno, je che, te TakI na rahe paNa saddabhAva nAza pAme, have vadhu dRDhatApUrvaka temanA paraMparAgata baMdhAraNane A kAraNe ja meM tamane Ama kahyuM che. nahi vaLagI rahe te, bhAratIya AryaprajAnuM bhAvi kharekhara vaDile ke zradheya purUSa pratye vadhu acokkasa ane aMdhakAra gheruM banI jaze. hRdayamAM sadbhAva jALavI rAkhave, e AjanA jene ja vadhu dRDhatApUrvaka dharmaparAyaNa banI kALamAM khubaja jarUrI che. doSa te saha rahevAnuM sUcana karavAno uddeza mAtra eTalo ja che ke, bhAratanI anya prajAonI jema je jene paNa keImAM rahelA che, paNa e dene-ane te jamAnAne nAme jenazAsananA tAttvika baMdhAraNa ane paNa vaDilenA dene sAMbhaLavAmAM emanA tenA rahasyane visarI jaze te, bhAratIya saMskRtine mATe ghasAtuM kaI bolatuM hoya to te sAMbha TakAvatI rahI-sahI AzA paNa AthamI jaze. LavAmAM pariName temanA pratye AdarabhAva pAzcAtya saMskRtinA aMdha anukaraNanI dhUnamAM ghasAte jAya che, chevaTe teonA taraphathI bhAratIya prajAe meLavavAnI apekSAe gUmAvyuM ja ApaNI jAta para-je upakAra-lAbha thavAnI vizeSa che. jo ke jeno paNa temAMthI sAva bacI javA saMbhAvanA hoya te rahetI nathI mATe ja upa- nathI pAmyA, chatAM paNa anya prajAonI tulanAmAM kArIonuM ghasAtuM kadI kaI bolatuM hoya to tene ochuM nukasAna thayuM che ane tenuM mULa kAraNa te sAMbhaLavA mATe ghasIne nA kahI deje. jainazAsananA baMdhAraNanI tAttvika vilakSaNatA ja che.
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________________ 15RI, : 30: kalyANa mArca-eprIla-1951. paraMtu jemAM paNa dhIme dhIme "nA" ane likAne ghATa na ApatAM, zAsananItinI sarvazreSThatA junA' nA varga baMdhAtA jAya che. te varga baMdhA- sthApavI. vAnuM mULa kAraNa jenI ruDhicustatA nahi; paraMtu [5] beTA taDa-vADA na ubhA karatAM, badhI zikSaNa ane samAja sudhArAne nAme bhAratIya prajA- pavitra zakti vaDe vizvopakAra vibhu vardhamAne vahAvelI mAM phelAelI bhautikavAdI vicArasaraNI che. jJAnagaMgAne pravAha jagatamAM phelAvo, zuddha AcAradharma pALavAmAM jagatanI sarva prajA- je che AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA sAcA sthaMbha, AmAM mokhare AvatA jenee temanA te AcAra- - mATe ja AdhyAtmika saMskRti che, ema dharmanI rakSAne mATe Aje vadhu sAvadha banavuM joIe, lakhatAM huM leza paNa saMkeca nathI anubhava. kAraNuM : kAraNa ke vijJAnanA vikAsanI sAthe hiMsaka vicAra- ke temane vArasAmAM paNa AdhyAtmika saMskRtine sarItA. Aje bhAratamAM bahu moTA pAyA upara dIpAvavAnuM ja jJAna maLe che, temaja temanA zrI saMdhanuM pracAra thaI rahyo che ane bhAratIya Arya prajA baMdhAraNa paNa te saMskRtine pUruM peSaNa maLI rahe saMgane anukULa thavAnA' pAzcAtya prajAnA siddhAnta te mujabanuM che. anusAra te vicArasaraNino bhoga banI rahI che. ahiMsAne lagatuM je tattvajJAna jenoe jagatamAM * ugatA sUrajanA raMga-beraMgI kiraNanA mudde sparza phelAvyuM che, tevuM anya koI saMpradAyanA praNetAe jema duniyAmAMthI aMdhakAra nAbUda thAya che, tema phelAvyuM nathI ja; eTale e svAbhAvika che, ke jaina jainanA mAnasazikharethI pragaTatI nirmaLa kAraNya vadhu yogya rIte ahiMsaka nItimAM AgaLa vadhI zake gaMgAnA zitaLa sparza, jagatanA jIvone manastApa ane bIjAo tyAMsudhI na pahoMcI zake. zame che. Aje jAheramAM jenonI je niMdA thaI rahI che. : A vipakAraka jaina, jagatanI prajAonA 24 tenuM mULa kAraNa te jainonI ahiMsA viSenI tAtvika gurupade rahe temAM ja sahunuM zreyaH samAyeluM che ane dRSTine, te te niMdane abhyAsa nathI bAkI te garUpadane gya lakSaNe khIlavavAM temaja tene TakAvI te Aje paNa jagatanA moTA upakAraka lekhAtA rAkhavAM te pratyeka jainanI pharaja che. purU karatAM paNa jena enAnitya jIvanadhArA jagatanA - pradhAnapaNe sva-saMskRtinA vikAsa kAje prayatnazIla chene vadhu upakArI banI rahe che. rahenArI bhAratanI Arya prajAonA jIvanamAM chellA - khAnapAnathI mAMDIne rAjavahIvaTa calAvavA sudhInA pacIsa varSathI moTo phera paDatuM jAya che ane bhAra saghaLAya kAryamAM ahiMsA ane satyanuM kaI rIte tIya saMskRtine badale, lagabhaga bhautikavAdI saMskRtinA pAlana karI zakAya che, tenuM jaina naravIroe jagatanA vikAsane anurUpa kAryo tene hAthe thaI rahyAM che. itihAsamAM sAcuM darzana pragaTa karyuM che. vartamAna saMge jatAM jenee ATaluM Aje jamAne palaTAyo che. mAnavI dharmanA te karavuM joIe : bhoge paNa jIvana TakAvatAM acakAtuM nathI. piTa [1] pragatinA lobhamAM taNAIne dharmanA mULa- bharavA mATe pAMca mahi ne pacAsa vakhata asatya bhUta siddhAntane tyAga na karavo. AcaravuM paDe te paNa te AvarI le che. jyAM-tyAM [2] navA-junAnA rAjanaitika prapaMcamAM phasAyA bAhya zobhA ja pUjAya che. tAttvika vicArasaraNIne sivAya zAsananA paraMparAgata baMdhAraNane anusaravuM. "vijJAnanA jamAnAne" nAme upahAsa thAya che. [3] saMyogenI pratikULatAne nAme bhautikamArge adharmane A rIte vadhate ja abhAve bhAratIya vaLyA sivAya AdhyAtmika nItine vaLagI rahevuM. prajAonI zI dazA karaze ? [ 8 ] rASTranA saMyoge mujaba zAsananI praNuM. jeno jAge te hajI vaheluM che. jAge eTale
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________________ AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA vikAsanA sarva rastAonuM jJAna meLavI, avaLA rAhe cAlanArAne te mArganuM mahattva samajAve. dA. ta. mUrti pUjA, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika zakitanA vikAsanA parama kendra svarUpa madira ane temAM pratiSThita mUrtinA pUjanane je AdhyAtmika mahimA Aje bhUlAI rahyo che, te jainAe zrImedhIme tAjo karaveA joIe. mAnavadhyAne nAme bhAratamAM lAtI jatI hiMsAne aTakAvavA mATe jetAe ahiMsAnA tattvajJAnaneA mahimA vadhAraveA joie, jIvananA svapara kalyANukaramA suMdaramAM suMdara rIte upayoga karavAnI zAstrIya tAttvika paddhationA punaruddhAranI Aje khAsa agatya gaNAya. vAta vAtamAM pAzcAtya saMskRtinuM anukaraNa karavAnI ApaNI : gulAmI mane dazA TALavAnA sAcA upAya ja ApaNane ApaNA pUrva puruSAe cIMdhelA zAMti ane mukitanA mArge vALavAmAM rahezeA che. pUrvapuruSone pagale cAlavA jatA jamAnAvAdI mAnavA ApaNane jarUra ' rUDhicusta ' jAhera kaze paNa tenAthI ApaNe na gabharAvuM joie, kAraNa ke A duniyAmAM dareka mAsa tAttvika rIte rUDhicusta banIneja AgaLa vadhI zake che. sAcA kalyANukara siddhAntAne sahAre jIvanamArge AgaLa vadhanArA badhA ja rUDhicusto che. ruDhi eTale ruDha thaelA rivAjo, te rivAjomAMnA jeTalA sAcA ane anukaraNIya hoya tene ' ruDhicusta ! gaNuAvAnA bhaye ApaNAthI kema tyAga thAya ? cAle tyAM sudhI phATelA kapaDAne thIgaDuM mArIne calAvanArA ApaNe, ApaNA te te rivAjone paNa temAMnA keTalAka kadAca kaDhaMgA banI gayA hoya to sudhArIne paNu vaLagI rahevuM joie ane te kaDhaMga banI gayA hovAne kAraNe tene sarvathA rada na karavA joIe, kAraNa ke rada karavA jatAM ApaNe ApaNI saMskRtine mAphaka nahi evA ahIna rivAjonA bhAga thai paDIe chIe. * bhAratamAM lokazAhI sarakAranI sthApanA pachI, nAstIya A prajAonu dhArmika jIvana vadhu kaMTAkaTIza" banatuM jAya che. kAraNa kaiM kahevAtI leAkazAhI sarakAranA agraNIe sayAgAne nAme te te dhamanA jaitanI jIvanaprabhA; : 31 : paraMparAgata rivAjo, mAnyatAo ane trAne kAyadAnA jaDa baMdhanamAM bAMdhI rahyA che. AvA sAgAmAM jainAe zuddha dhArmika jIvanadbArA sarakArane samajAvI devuM joie, ke dunyavI sukha saMpatti meMLavavA pAchaLa aNumAla mAnava jIvana veDaphI nAkhanArA mAnave karatAM, AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA jayanAda gajavanArA ame amArA dharmanA paraMparAgata tattvajJAnane yathA O karavI rIte anusarIe temAM sarakAre Dakhala ne joie. kevaLa bhautika sukha, sapatti meLavavI eja jANe mAnava jIvananA hetu na hoya tema jagatanA vata mAna rAjakAraNIya pravAhe jotAM pratIta thAya che. jagatamAM phelAelA ghaNA kharA-vAdo paNa tenI ja pratIti karAve che. jyAre kAi paNa vAdane nahi mAnanArA te, ke jee AjasudhI AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA niLa pravAhane vahetA rAkhI zakyA che ane jemanuM rojIMdu jIvana paNu kevaLa sva-para kalyANunA mArgomAMthI pasAra thai rahyuM che, temane jamAnAne nAme *rUDhicusta ' kahI vageAvanArA temanA te jIvananA mahimA samajatA nathI yA jainadarzananI tAttvika pratibhAthI ajJAta che. Abha phATe ke dharaNI dhrUje, paNa jeneAe tenAthI na DaratAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIre sthApelA caturvidha zrI saMdhanI AmanyAmAM rahI, potAnA baMdhAraNa anusAra dAna, yA ane upakAranAM kAryo karavAM joie. bhautika saMskRtinI bhUtAvaLane bharatamAMthI dUra bhagADavAnA saraLabhAga, tene poSaNa na Apavu te ja che. paNa janatA jyAMsudhI bhautika ane AdhyAtmika sa MskRti vaccenA bheda spaSTa rIte samajI nahi zake, tyAMsudhI jyAre te tyAre yA ane upakArane nAme AgaLa bhAga karI jatI bhautika sa MskRtinI 'cuMgAlamAM sAmAnya rIte te sAyA siSAya nahi rahe. bhAratamAM Aje paNu AdhyAtmika sauMskRtinAM niLa jharaNAM Thera Thera vahI hyAM che. Atmahita parAyaNu janA tyAM jaine sAcu sukha mANe che. 1 vamAna jagatanA bhautikavAdI mutsaddIone hAthe pIsAi rahelA mAnavakulatA kanyANa mATe bhAratIya-
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________________ saMsAra jaladhi tophAne cA ka = tUTehAla mista caDe che, mehanAM vilasatAM : kAnA zaraNe jAuM? hAla kistI kevI rIte pAra thaze? caDa mojAonI mastIe zrI pannAlAla ja, masAlIA | saDasa sUryanA tejarima mAjhA mukI che, sukha-duHkhanAM jevA jinAgamanA pavitra prabaLa jaLa cakara sAgaranI prakAzane badale mithyAtvano chAtI para ghamasANa macAvI A ghora timirarAzi kayAMthI rahyAM che, tyAM uchaLatAM jala ubharAye? vItarAga dharmanA sikaranI gahana UMDANamAM mahAmArgane sthAne dhamavimukhamane keNa kheMcI rahyuM che? tAnI A khophanAka bhUla-bhUlAyugavAdane samAliye maNI ane asatyane A vAyara vAya che ne saMskRtinA bhayada khaDake kyAMthI bharAyAM? saDhanI pharapharATI bole che. zista, saMyama ane kriyAbhAvanAonA rastAo ubaLI zIlatAnA mArA niraMtarAya gayA che, vahevArano vaDe jala-mArgamAM pramAda, vahema khu udhe paDe che ne pharajanAM hale- ane pAmaratAnI A suraMga pAtharavAnuM pApa sAo bhAMgI gayAM che. juo ! mArA aMga- kene sujhayuM che. mAMthI prasvedanA sthAne IMdragopanA raMga jevAM haM, coda cAda brabrAMDane ajavALatI buMda TapakI rahyAM che ane muktino kinAre te mArI tejapti kama--rAhae grasta kIdhI che. saMsArane AMjatI mArI samatha kAryazaktio haju eTaleja dUra rahe che ! mithyAbhimAnanA AvartAmAM ThaMDI-verAna banI kALI divAla je rAtrine nigUDha gaI che. suMdara kalpanAo, sAhasa ane kuLa - aMdhakAra pRthvI para utarI Ave che, tyAre mayadAonI ekala dIvAdAMDIoya hAlahavAla tenI havAmaya asara jIvasRSTinAM haiyA para tUTI paDI che, tyAre hAya ! anekAMtavAdanI pilI dhruva-tAralIya kalaha ane kadAgrahanI ghanaghaTTa jAmI jAya che, te AMkha baMdha karAve che vAdaLIo pachavADe bI gaI che. keTaluM kamabhAgya! ane mAnavajAtanI jalatI ArajhU halavI moha, mAna ane mAyA-cInI, habasI naMkhAve che. dizA-dizAethI AvAja ajJAna ane jAmI-jaLa cAMciyAonI caparaaMdhakAra mArA aMtaHkaraNa para utarI AvyA che. badhI jAtio eka sAthe pragaTa thaI mahAmArI pAMpaNanAM dvAra sahastra khAMDI bhAra nIce sAgaranI pANIvATo vacce ghumI rahI che. mahAna dabAI gayAM che, vedanAnA dhabakAra verato mArA tIrthakarone vaMza Aje huM dIna banI A haiyAno ajaMpa Aje ughADA pADyA che, mArI hAthImathA janAvarono karapINa bhega banI AryaprajAoe kaTibaddha banIne AdhyAtmika rahyo chuM. sAgaranA aphATa jala thaMbhI jAya saMskRtinA vegane vadhu joradAra banAvavo joIe. evA enA hAkeTa ane legasukharUpI jenanuM jIvana che AdhyAtmika saMskRtinuM sAcuM zasenA jATakArA mArA AtmAne calAyamAna pratIka. te jarUra. te saMskRtinI zAna jALavaze ane karI rahyA che. bhAratamAM phelAtI jatI bhautikavAdI saMskRtinAM huM kenA zaraNe jAuM? maLiyAM hacamacAvI nAMkhaze. sudeva, suguru ane sudhamanA. ekala dIvAdAMDIo ane kaLa - caNinAM haiyAM para tUTI paDI jAmI jAya che. te
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________________ saMsAranI du:kha paraMparAnuM Adi kAraNa-hiMsA - pU0 munirAja zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI gaNita vizvamAM dareka AtmA sukhane Icche che, duHkha koI thayelAM nathI, e bane sakAraNa che, tenA hetuo paNa AtmAne priya nathI-e vAta dareka cheva che, te bannenA hetuonuM sAcune spaSTa bhAna aMze jANe che. bhaI vaya pachI vizeSa daravanuM kAMI bAkI rahetuM nathI. paNa uparanA vAkayamAM je "AtmA' zabda sukha ne dukha e banne paraspara virodhI che, eTale vaparAya che, te viSe keTalAkane matabheda che. keTalAeka sukhanAM kAraNe paNa du:khanAM kAraNethI virodhI che. AtmA nAmanI koI svataMtra vastune svIkAra karatA sukhanAM kAraNe samajatAM pahelAM duHkhanAM kAraNe nathI, jyAre keTalAeka AtmA nAmanA padArthane samajavAM jarurI che. svataMtra, bIjA padArthothI judo mAne che. paNa te ke du:khanAM seMkaDo nAnA-meTAM kAraNo che. paNa te che. rivyo che kevaDe che, zA svarUpamAM che, kyAM rahe che, dareka kAraNomAM bIjabhUta kAraNa kaI hoya te te kevI rIte rahe che ? vagere bAbatemAM ghaNA matabhedo che. * hiMsA " che, ahiM je viSaya samajavAnuM che temAM AtmAne hiMsA e duHkha mAtranuM bIja che. svIkAra e prathama Avazyaka che. jeo tene na svI hiMsA e sarva saMkaTonuM saphaLa sAdhana che. kAratA hoya tene mATe prastuta viSaya samajaNamAM na utare te svAbhAvika che. hiMsA e pIDAmAtranuM mULa che. AtmA che" eTaluM svIkArIne AgaLanI hiMsA karanAra AtmA duHkhI thAya che, hiMsA hakIkate vicArAze te te sahelAIthI samajAze. te ke nahi karanAra AtmA du:khI thatA nathI. du:khanI che-ityAdI carcA agatyanI che, paNa cAlu viSayane jananI hiMsAne oLakhavI ane tenAthI dUra rahevuM samajavA mATe ahiM tenI eTalI agatyatA nathI, chatAM e du:kha nahi IcchatA dareka mATe khUba ja jarUrI che. AtmA sukha-du:kha saMvede che, eka bhavamAMthI bIjA jIvamAtra jIvavAne icache che, sukhe jIvavAne icche bhavamAM paribhramaNa kare che, janma-maraNa paNa tenAM ja che. temAM hAni pahoMcADavI, jIvone jIvanathI naSTa , te jJAnavALe che, vagere nizcita che ema mAnIe karavA-du:khI karavA ne te paNa potAnA tuccha svArthane te ja hiMsAne marma samajAya. kAraNe, enuM nAma 'hiMsA' che sAmAnya rIte ApaNe kaI paNa kALamAM koipaNa prANa e jIvonI jIvanazakti che, tene hAni jANakArane eka prazna karIe, ke jagatamAM sukhI pahoMcADavI e "hiMsA " che. AtmAo vadhAre ke du:khI AtmAo ? keInI paNa jIvanazakti nAza pAme, e teno javAba dareka vakhate e ja haze. ke duHkhI vacanavyavahAra e " hiMsA' che. AtmAo vadhAre ne sukhI AtmAo e chA. jIvanazaktine pratikULa manamAM vicAro thAya e e javAba sAce che, eTaluM ja nahi paNuM paNa "hiMsA' che. kharekhara sAco che. ughADI AMkhe jagatane joIe te hiMsA mATe vicAra, vacana ane pravRttinA mULamAM jagatanA jIvane ApaNe eka sarakhA du:khane bhAgavatA bIjAne bhege paNa pitAnA svArtho sAdhavAnI prabaLa ane sukhane mATe phAMphA mAratA joizuM. vRtti mukhyatve bhAga bhajave che. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa e che, ke jagatamAM sukha bIjAnuM game tema thAya paNa mAruM kAMi bagaDavuM ochuM che ne duHkha ghaNuM che, sukha nahiMvat che ane na joIe, e je ihalaukika vicAra jyAre vRttimAM du:khanA DuMgarAo che. garbhastha thAya che tyAre te vRtti acU hiMsAne sukha ane duHkha e koI akAraNu-Akasmika janma kare che. jIvana pitAnuM ane paravuM e judA che, karaze
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________________ hiMsA : 35: te bItI hakIkata che, chatAM potAnA jIvananuM mahatva bacavA IcchanAre tenuM mukhya kAraNa hiMsA te barAochI vikasita buddhivALA AtmAone vadhAre paDatuM bara samajIne, oLakhIne tenAthI bacavA vyavasthita hoya che ne bIjAnA jIvananuM mahattva teo tuccha prayatna Adaravo joIe. gaNatA hoya che, bIjAnA jIvana karatAM pitAnuM jIvana ' hiMsA karavI ne duHkha na pAmavuM e agni pitAne mana vadhAre kiMmati hoya, e ghaNI vakhata saLagAvavI-temAM paDavuM 5Nu baLavuM nahiM, jhera khAvuM vyavahAramAM ajugatI vAta nathI gaNAtI. chatAM paNa maravuM nahiM, enA jevuM che temAMthI hiMsA pragaTe che-pachI bhale te dhIre dhIre pragaTatI hoya ke ekadama, paNa hiMsA temAMthI pragaTe che. hiMsAnA vicAre kevA ne kevI rIte hRdayamAM e nirvivAda che. chupAIne rahe che te aMge vizeSa spaSTa ane sahelI mahattva rU5 manAeluM potAnuM jIvana sukharUpa samajaNa nIcenI praznottarIthI thaze. kema bane, te vicAra e hiMsAnuM bIjuM mukhya kAraNa 1 che. A be mahattvanA khyAla upara hiMsAnA keTalAka prazna-hiMsA vagara jIvI zakAya kharuM ? vicAro samAI jAya che. uttara-hiMsA uparaja jagatanuM jIvana cAle che, pitAne keAI mAravA Ave tyAre tene koI evA ghaNuM kALanA darzanathI darekane e khyAla rUDha sAmano kare-potAnuM jIvana bacAvavA sAmAnA prANa le te hiMsAmAM pitAnuM jIvana mahattvanuM che, e thaelo che, ke jIvavuM hoya te kaIne koI prakAranA jIvonI hiMsA karyA vagara chuTako nathI. paNa te khyAla vicAra kendrita che. vAstavika nathI. hiMsA vagara paNa jIvI zakAya che.. prathama emane ema koI paNa vastu sAmA pAsethI paDAvI levA mATe, ke te pitAne ADakhIlIrUpa thAya che mATe tene nikAla karI nAkhavo joIe, e mana- koinI paNa hiMsA na thAya ane jIvana nabhe e kaI rIte zakya che? khAzayathI zaktivALe ke zakti vagarane game te AtmA bIjAnI hiMsA kare temAM pitAnuM jIvana - uttara- A prazna ghaNuM ja sUkSma che. jeTalo sukharUpa kema bane, e vicAra kendrita che. sUkSma che teTaluM ja mahatva che. A praznane uparanA be prakAre sivAya paNa bIjA sukhanI uttara samajatA pahelAM eTaluM samajI levuM jarUrI che, asahibaSNutA paNa hiMsAmAM pariName che. ke amuka vagara huM jIvI na ja zakuM, evA keTalAeka baMdhAi gayelA pUrvagraha mATe A viara nakAme che. AgaLa-pAchaLanA evAja prasaMge mAMthI utpanna ahiM sAdhAraNa rIte pANI-pavana ane khAdha padArtho thatI hiMsA upalaka dRSTie u5ranA koI kAraNe sAthe purataja vicAra karavAnuM che temAM pANI, pavana ane baMdha besatI nathI AvatI paNa te hiMsAmAM paNa khAdha padArtho moTe bhAge dareka sajIva che, e cokkasa amuka svArtha gupta rIte chupAele te heya ja che. che. che. jyAre eka AtmA e nizcaya kare mAre A ATalA vicAromAM hiMsA sabaMdhI mukhya sajIva khAdya padArthone mArA pitAnA jIvana mATe rahasya AvI jAya che. upaga nathI karavo tyAre te tene padArtho ke je koI A hiMsAnuM svarUpa khUbaja manana karavA yogya paNa prakAre nirjIva thayA hoya tene meLavavA yatna che. manana karIne hRdayamAM rUDhapaNe dhAraNa karavA jevuM kare--e te nirdoSa tene yatna hoya ke jemAM tene che. duHkha dUra karavA icchanAre kadI paNa tenI chAyA saphaLatA maLe ane tene jIvananirvAha sukhe cAle na paDe te mATe pUrI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. jo evA nirjIva thaelA padArtho sulabha che, ema na AmAM hiMsA e zuM che, eja na jANato hoya te kahI zakAya paNa alabhya ke azakya blabhya che. tenAthI bacI ja kevI rIte zake ! mATe duHkhathIema te nathI . vyaktigata rIte je koI icache te
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________________ mAM paramAtA EntertaiAdisAga) thI abhyAsI. che, tene virodha karavo, jorazorathI pratikAra kara bhAI...............5tra ma; zrI kAnajIsvAmInA e jainadharmamAM mAnanAra sahu koI dharmAtmAonI vicAre je rIte hAla pracAra pAmI rahyA che, te naitika pharaja che, emanA vicArone paDakAravA e khUbaja bhrAmaka tathA zrI jainazAsananA mULabhUta jainadharmanI ane tene trikAlAbAdhita avicchinna siddhAMtothI tadana viparIta che. vyakitagata mANasane prabhAvazALI sanAtana siddhAMtanI sAcI sevA che. e potAnA vANI ke vartanamAM svataMtratA hovI joie, hakIkata bhUlavA jevI nathI. mithyA mArgamAM devAI e dalIla paNa kadAca savIkArI laIe te paNa jatA ajJAna AtmAone satyane sanAtanamArga batAemAM paNa maryAdA jarUra hovI joie. game tema vaLe enA jevo vAstavika upakAra jagatamAM ekeya nathI. balavAnI ke game tema cAlavAnI svaditA, vyakti svAtaMtryanA mohaka nAme na cAlI zake. kAnajIsvAmI zrIyuta..... ...patra ma; kogresa sarakAranI pite eka ne ja saMpradAya ubhuM karavA IcchatA vartamAna rAjanIti meM-mAthA vinAnI che, e mATe heya te teo te rIte pracAra karI zake, e mAnI hAtha-kaMkaNane ArasInI jarUra hotI nathI. enA hAtha zakAya paNa janadharmanA nAme, tenAM zAstro ane siddhAM- nIce dezamAM je vahivaTa Aje cAlI rahyo che, tenA tenA nAme pitAnA svacchaMdI vicArone yathecchapaNe pariNAme prajAnA dareke dareka vargamAM asaMtoSa ugrapracAra karavAno kAnajIsvAmIne kazIja adhikAra nathI rUpa le jAya che. brITIzataMtranA je dUSaNane ane adhikAra vagara jainazAsananA siddhAMtothI viparIta, ApaNe moTuM bIhAmaNuM rUpa ApIne te taMtranI paNe teo je rIte vartamAnamAM pracAra karI rahyA sAme je baLavo dezamAM ubho karyo hato, teja aniSTo koI paNa jIvanI jarI paNa hiMsA vagara jIvana kare, temAMthI binajarUrI hiMsA choDI de pachIthI pote TakAvI zake che, e zakaya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa jene jarUrI hiMsA mAnatA hoya temAMthI paNa dhIre vizvamAM te pramANe kavana jIvatA Adarzo paNa vidha. dhIre jemAM vadhAre hiMsA thatI hoya ane potAnA jIvanamAM teno upayoga ocho hoya evI hiMsAone cheDe pachI ochI hiMsA hoya chatAM jIvanamAM tenuM " prazna-dareka AtmA nirjIva padArthone ja upaga mahattva ghaNuM heya tene vicAra karavo ne temAM te kare ne jIvana jIve e saMbhavita kharuM ? vagara jIvana nabhe ke nahiM te vicAravuM, nabhe che ' uttara-e asaMbhavita che, chatAM eTalA mAtrathI evAM udAharaNo daSTi samakSa levAM. te udAharaNonI pitAnI zakyatAne vicAra na kare, e hitAvaha mahattA pitAmAM majabUta karavI. hiMsAthI thatA jIvana nirvAha ane hiMsA vagara thate jIvananirvAha e bemAM bhale prathamamAM bahArathI ochI aDacaNe ane | mana-pitAnI sevA prakAranI zakyatA che ke bIjAmAM bahArathI veThavI paDatI muzkelIo hoya te nahiM, te kaI rIte samajAya ? paNa bIjo prakAraja Adarza ane pariNAme sukharUpa uttara-te samajavA mATe prathama pite kaI kaI che, ema vicAravuM. AvA vicAronuM maMthana AtmAne rithatimAM keTalI hiMsA kare che ne temAM jarUrI ane hiMsA vagara paNa kema jIvAya, tenA prakAza Apaze. bInajarUrI hiMsAo keTalI che, tenI vicAraNu e niHsaMzaya che. bAna che. nathI. .
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________________ paramAtha patramAlA,, *.39; mAre navAja lekhAzamAM kaoNMgresasarakAranA rAjyamAM paga paisA) karIne jAmI gayA che. Aje vadhu bhayaMkara tA e hakIkata banI che, ke amaladArazAhInu mALakhu je rIte paradezI sarakAranA taMtramAM hatuM, teja mALakhuM cekaDuM. Aje ApaNI kahevAtI sarakAranA vahivaTamAM cAlyuM Ave che, prajAnI dAda, phariyAda vyAjabI mAMgaNIe ke lAkamata; A badhAyanI Aje khubaja avagaNanA karavAmAM Ave che, ane garaja paDe tyAre eja leAkamatanA peAtAnI sattA TakAvavA mATe kuhADAnA hAthAnI jema upayAga karavAmAM Ave che. A eka vicitra paristhiti che. sarakAra Aje je rIte hivaTa calAvI rahI che, teNe e pUravAra karyu che ke, * krAMgresanI svAta Mtrya caLavaLa calAvI, jelamAM javu ke satyAgraha karaveA '-A badhuM dezanI vizAla prajA para zAsana calAvavA mATenI lAyakAta mATe pUratuM AdhAra rAkhe che, pUrvakAlIna mahApurUSo tathA mahAsatIe je rIte jIvana jIvI, nanA bharATa jagatamAM phelAvI gayA, ane itihAsanA pRSTha para pAtAnAM yazasvI nAmAne armara karI gayA, te A rIte apattione phUlanI mALanI jema vadhAvI laIna, ja; emanI ApattionI AgaLa ApaNAM vata mAna kaSTA kai visAtamAM che? duHkhAne sahana karavAnuM thaiya AtmanirIkSaNa para AdhAra rAkhe che. jAtane jovAnI jAti Aje keLavavAnI khUbaja jarUra che. ApattinI veLAye svAmAnA-pAkAnA doSo-chIko zodhavA ane sa MpattimAM jAtanI mahattAnA tathA huMzIyArI ke ApakhAnA gANA gAvA-A uSI pravRtti vamAnamAM cAlI rahI che, tethI akaLAmaNa ane ukaLATa vadhAre paDatA jAya che. prajA, sarakAranA doSa kADhe, sarakAra, prajAnA doSa kADhe; ane ane nathI; A mATe to baheLA anubhava, dIrdha draSTitA,bhegA thai vyApArIvarganA doSa kADhe; majUra, mAlIkane doSa jAe, temaja mArA doSa, mAlIkA ghaDhatA krUre A viSacakra jayAMsudhI cAlu raheze tyAMsudhI kAi paNa va`nA du:khamAMthI Asa nahi Ave, e nizcita vAta che. ni:svArtha sevAbhAva; tathA vAtAvaraNane samacita abhyAsa ityAdi jarUrI che, tAja AjanI taMga paristhitimAM palaTo AvaveA zakaya che, 3 bhAI... tamAre lANu patra madhye; Apatti ane sa Mpatti, sukha te duHkha, anukULatA-prati kULatA A banne vanarathanAM cakra che, saMsAramAM Apatti e te svAbhAvika che. aneka prakAranI viSamatAe! saMsAramAM cemera bharelI paDI che. vivekI AtmA A viSamatAomAM rahevA chatAM enAthI akaLAya nahi. khUbaja dhIratAthI samabhAve A badhuM sahI levAmAM ja du:khatA pAra pAmI zakAya che. Apattione adInabhAve sahI levI tathA patine hRdayanI udAratAthI saraLa temaja namraNe pacAvI levI emAM mAnavajIvananI saphaLatAnI cAvI che. Apattiene WEL-COME ' velakama kahI, jIvanamAM AvakAravAthI AtmA tene sahI levAnI dRDhatA meLave che. AjanI mUjhavabharI paristhiti, dareke dareka vargane jarUra asamAdhibhAva upajAve tevA taJa che, chatAM AvI paristhitimAM AmAne sthitiprajJa banAvavA e pAtAnI icchA mAMnuM baMdha ke nAla upara * zrImatI........ .khena ! AnI vamAna paristhiti rajA karatA tamArA dardabharyAM patra maLye Da strI samAjanAM sukha-duHkhA Ae vadhAre jANI-samajJa zake, e tamArI vAta sAcI; paNa e I ke duHkha; tame je rIte vadhu vA che. eTalI haLAM bhayAnaka nathI. vartamAnamAM je rIte samAjanA du:kha-danA nAme ADI-avaLI vAte cAlI rahI che, e kAi rIte icchanIya nathI ja. strI eTale sahiSNutAnI sAkSAt mUrti che. pavitratAnu pratIka che. vasuMdharA-pRthvInI jema gaMbhIra, dhIra khanI te jagatanAM du:khAte jItI jAya che. sahanazIlatA, pavitratA, dhIratA tathA gatA A cAra guNeAnA mege zrI jagatamAM vanIya ane che, mATe ja kahevAya che ke,---- yatra nAryastu pUjyante ramante tatra devatAH jyAM nArIo pUjanIya che, tya: detAonA vAsa dAkha bAvA e ke, jyAM tree pUjanIya kATimAM hIM ke che
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________________ 38: kalyANa, mArca-eprIla-151. pavitra tathA vaMdanIya tarIkenuM jIvana jIvI rahI che, teja batAvyuM che. mATe zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna jenesaMsAra ujavaLa che, gIravazIla che, tathA mahAna che, Aja dharmanA sthApaka nahi paNa upadezaka che. bauddhadharma ke hakIkta kahI Ape che ke, najIvI bAbatamAM akaLAI vaidika dharma karatAM jainadharmanA siddhAMta, tenI saMskRti, uThanAra, tuccha svArthanI khAtara, bhoga-vilAsa ke dharmazAstro-ityAdi taddana svataMtra tathA maulika che." sAMsArika tRSNanI khAtara keLI-vAgharInA gharasaMsAranI mATe ja bauddhadharma ke dharmane lAgu paDatA koI jema gharo badalanAra, nArI saMsAra kadarUpa, bIhAmaNe paNa kAyadAo jainene lAgu karatAM pahelAM jainadharmane tathA geravahI bane che. A hakIkata paNa bhUlavA mAnanArI dharmonuyAyI zAMta prajAne sAMbhaLI, tenI saMskRti jevI nathI. ke siddhAMtane anyAya na thAya te rIte zAsana karavuM e vartamAna hiMdI sarakAranI naitika pharaja che. e eNe bhAI..........tamAro patra tathA nivedananI bhUlavuM joItuM nathI. nakala malI. hiMdIsarakAranA kAyadApradhAna Do. AMbeDakara hiMdu koDa bIlane aMge pArlAmenTamAM je kAMI bolyA bhAI............yogya: tamArA vicAro barAbara che. te temanI prakRtine anurUpaja che. citto pitAnA che. hiMdanI paristhiti anicchanIya banatI jAya che, 25 badalatuM nathI, te mujaba sattAnI khurazI para e vAta sAcI che. paNa A vaNasatI paristhitiAvelA chatAM maLa te pachAta komanA gaNAtA A mAMthI ugaravAno upAya sAmyavAda ke samAjavAda koI gRhastha, je rIte varSothI bejavAbadArI bhareluM lakhavA- rIte nathI. bhUkhyA mANasane peTamAM nAMkhavA anAja balavAmAM TevAI gayelA che, te temano svabhAva kema jAya? na ApI zakAya e bane paNa ethI jharate na ja teo kahe che; buddhadharma tathA vaidika dharma etihAsika che. apAya. bhUkhathI mANasa bharavAno saMbhava che, jyAre jainadharma te zrImahAvIrasvAmIe zarU karyo che. paNa jhera te mANasane rIbAvI-rIbAvIne mAre che. hiMdu dharmamAMthI jainadharma nIkaLe che, jainonAM svataMtra samAjavAda ke sAmyavAda! A bane bhArata dezanI dharmazAstro ke siddhAMta che nahi.' AnA javAbamAM prAcIna AryasaMskRtine lAMchana lagADanArAM ghara kalaMka ApaNe teone kahIzuM ke, " DokaTara sAheba! khurazI che. A vAdo, paradezI saMskRti tathA pAzcAtya parathI nIce utara! ane itihAsanI bArAkhaDI dezanI AyAta che. varNavyavasthAne teDI pADavA bhaNavI have navesarathI zarU karo ! gaI kAla sudhI mATe, 5radezI sAhityanA vAMcanathI ke tenI doravaNIthI kegresane tathA uccavarNanA hiMduone pachAta komanA achUtodhdhAranA nAme gAMdhIjIe "sarva samAnavAda " hitanA bahAne damadATI denArA tame, Aje bauddhadharma kADhayo. dhaLI TopIvALAoe vagara samaje AMdhaLIyA svIkArIne have hiMdudharmane uddhAra karavA bahAra karI, ene gAMdhIvAdanA nAme apanAvI lIdhe. paDyA che, paNa itihAsa viSenuM tamAruM ajJAna pariNAme uccavarNana ane nIcavarNana mAnavo je | dayApAtra che. jenadharma ati prAcIna che. rIte paraspara ekabIjAnI sAthe hRdayanI nIkhAlavaidika saMskRtinuM mULa-ugamasthAna jainadharma che. bauddha satAthI sahArdatApUrvaka haLI-maLIne rahetA hatA. bane dharma e te hamaNAM ja, jenenA 23mA tIrthaMkara vacce je bhAIcAro hatA te gaye, ane ekabIjA zrI pArzvanAthasvAmInA zAsanamAM ja zarU thayuM che. paraspara ghurakiyA karatA thayA, te rIte majUra-mAlIka janadharmanA 24 tIrthakara vartamAna avasarpiNI kALamAM vacce, zeTha-nokara vacce, zrImaMta-daridra vacce; ApaNuM thayA che. AvI avasarpiNI tathA utsarpiNIo A dezamAM pUrvakAlamAM mATho saMbaMdha hate. paraspara batakAlamAM anata thaI gaI che. zrI mahAvIrasvAmIjI sukha-du:khamAM eka-bIjAnI paDakhe rahetA hatA paNa te A avasarpiNInA chellA tIrthakara gaNAya che, paradezI saMskRtie AvI, bannenA cAlyA AvatA teoe janadharmane sthA nathI paNa te kAlanA saMbaMdhamAM benI majabUta dIvAla ubhI karI pariNAme AtmAonA kalyANane mATe teozrIe jainadharma Aje mAro pitAnA duHkha-doSono roSa mAlIka para
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________________ jIvanamAM naitikatAnuM mUlyAMkana. munirAja zrI vijayajI mahArAja keI paNa manuSya, ke je pitAnA mana- majabUtAI vinAnA mahelanI jema kudaratI yA Sya jIvanane ucca sapATI para laI javA akudaratI khapha AgaLa kakaDabhUsa thaIne tUTI Icchate heya ane tema karIne te vizvanA ja paDe che, TakI zakatI nathI ja, e paNuM tamAma jIvAtmAone duHkhamAMthI uddhAra karI bhUtakALamAM banI gayela ane vartamAnamAM temane sukhI banAvavA IcchatA hoya teNe banatI aneka ghaTanAomAMthI manuSya sahelAIthI tenA pravAhI jIvanamAM naitika uccatAne jANI zakaze. prathama pasaMdagI ApavI ja paDaze. pitAnA bhUtakALamAM banI gaelA sa mahAna manuSya jIvanane ucca sapATI para laI jaIne puruSane, temanA ucca manuSya jIvananI duniyAmAM duHkhaddhArAdinuM kArya karIne mahAna kArya karIne mahAna zarUAtamAM, naitikauccatAne prathama sthAna banI gaelA sa dhArmika, rAjadvArI, sAmA ApavAmAM mULabhUta kAraNa zuM haze. ? tene jika ane kauTumbika manuSyanI jIvanakathAne vicAra bahu ochA manuSya duniyAmAM manuSya je jhINavaTabharI najare jue ane kadAca karatA haze, paNa manuSya pote je vicAra vicAre te tene spaSTapaNe jaNAI Avaze, ke kare te tene samajAze, ke naitika uccatAmAM temanA mahAna jIvananI zarUAtathI ja temanAmAM eka evI asarakAraka zakti chupAelI che, nitika uccatA suvaNamAM zuddhatAnI jema ke je manuSyane sarvatra priyatA ane Adara sthAna pAmelI hatI; jIvananI ucca sapATInA apAvavA sAthe tenA vacanane sai pAse moTA taLIomAM ane mahAne jIvananA pAyAmAM bhAge grAhA banAve che, naitikauccatAnuM A eka jeo naitika uccatAne prathama sthAna nathI prAthamika saphaLa pariNAma che, ke jene manuSya ApatA, teo jIvanane ucca ane mahAna hamezA potAnA jIvanamAM skAya che, eTaluM kahevaDAvavAmAM, bhale kaMIguNa prayatna kadAca ja nahi paNa manuSya jIvanane ucca banAvI karI zakatA haze paNa e rIte kahevaDAvAelI zakavA mATenuM ane duniyAmAM dukhedhdhAra jIvananI uccatA ane mahAnatA, pAyAnI AdinuM kArya saphaLatApUrvaka karI zako nAMkhe che, nokara pitAne gusse zeTha para ThAlave che mATenuM A eka zarUAtanuM majabUta caNatara che. ane garIba prajA pitAnI Apattio mUMjhavaNothI manuSya pote haMmezA potAnA mATe e aniakaLAI zrImaMta para asUyAthI baLe che, A sthiti prAya dharAvatA hoya che, ke pite tene vhAlo samAjavAda tathA sAmyavAdanA pracArakoe ubhI karI che lAge, sau tene Adara-mAna Ape ane te tyAre mAlI, zrImaMta tathA zeTha pitAnAthI halakI pite bIjAone je kAMI kahe tene bIjAo sthitimAM rahelAne sAMbhaLavA ke samajavA athavA haMmezA svIkAra kare. manuSyanI A e temane hamadada ApavAthI Aje beparavA che. mATeja kudaratI sthiti che, ke jene kaI paNa karI hiMda dezamAM A banne vAdomAMthI eka paNa vAda SiAya tema nathI. dharmavAda bhalAivAda ke adhyAtma InkAra karI zake tema nathI paraMtu manuSya vAda sivAya vizAla hiMdanI pratyeka prajAne, koI paNa pite pitAne mATe e kayAre banAvI zake? vAda susaMgata nahi ja banI zake, e satya sahu e eka prazna che. A praznano ukela bIjAo koie samajI levA jevuM che. kadAca lempa banIne ANI zake paNa te
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________________ ka 1 jaina maMdira - bhopAla huM jana maMdira - kapIlAnagarI , , , , , jas. , , tamArI ane 6 mevANA - jaina maMdira 4 thANuM - jaina tIrtha - - ? 18 ( 5 ) ne na " pAvApurI - jaina tIrtha 6 kuMDalapura - jaina tIrtha 1-2-5 6 naMbaranA phoTAo zrI zAMticaMdra hirAcaMda jhaverI muMbaInA ane huM ane 4 naMbaranA phaTAe zrI ratilAla cImanalAla gaDhavALAnA saujanyathI.
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________________ jIvana jyota........... ....pU munirAja zrI kItivijayajI mahArAja. kAraka , - rAjA bhejanI rAjasabhAmAM paramAt kavi dhanapAla. niyamita jatA hatA, paMDitomAM temanuM agrasthAna hatuM. eka vakhata paMDitajIne rAjasabhAmAM javAnuM moDuM thayuM. rAjA je vilaMbathI AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM, dhanapAle jaNAvyuM ke, he mahArAja tilakamaMjarI kathAnI racanAmAM huM guMthAyele DaoN. jethI jarA DuM thayuM che." rAjAne tilakamaMjarInI kathA sAMbhaLavAnI ghaNaja utkaMThA hatI, jhabhya jayAre pUrNa thaI cUkyuM tyAre rAjA bhojane dhanapAla saMbhaLAve che. bhAratanuM lAlitya ane kathAnI rasikatA apUrva hatI, vAdivetAla kI tArI pAse kaMika mAMgaNI karuM chuM, tuM roSa zAMtisUrijIe je kathAnuM saMzodhana karyuM na karIza." hatuM. dhanapAlane sarasvatI prasanna hatI, pachI eka te kathAnA AraMbhamAM ja 'rivA e kathAnI rasikatAnuM te pUchavuM zuM ! nava- rakSaNa kare," ema maMgaLAcaraNa kara temaja rathI pUNa hatI. rAjAbheja sAMbhaLavAmAM mArA kahevAthI adhyA nagarInA sthAne dhArotanmaya banI gaye hatA. nagarI. zakAvatAra cityanA sthAne mahAkAla, adabhUta rasaprada kathA zravaNa karI rAjA RSabhadevanA sthAne zaMkara, ane IMdranA sthAne bheje apUrva AlhAdane anubhavyuM. mAruM nAma rAkha "je A pramANe tuM tilaka kathA samApta thayA bAda rAjAje kavI maMjarImAM pheraphAra karI nAMkhe te tuM je mAMge zvara dhanapAlane jaNAvyuM, "he kavivara ! huM te tane huM ApavA taiyAra chuM" [ anusaMdhAna peja 39 thI cAlu) jIvanane abhyAsa hoya che paNa naitika uccatAne eTalo saMpUrNa naDi bane ke jeTale saMpUrNa abhyAsa tene ghaNo ocho hoya che agara nathI paNa manuSya pite prayoga dvArA banAvI zakaze. ema eka draSTie kahIeto te khoTuM nathI. jIvanamAM naitika uccatAne prathama pasaMdagI AthI ja jIvanamAM naitika uccatAne prathama ApavAmAM manuSyane kaThinatA ane vinAnI pasaMdagI ApavAmAM kaThinatAno anubhava the sAme aDaga ubhA rahevuM paDaze paNa teNe yAda saMbhavita che. A saMbhavita prasaMganI sAme rAkhavuM joIe, ke eka vakhata kaThinatA para manuSya aDaga rahevAnuM zIkhI le te A je tamArI aDagatA vijaya varase to tamane na duniyAmAM te phatehanA mArga upara TakI jAya haMmezane mATe khetika uccatA, saraLatAnI vastu che, AgaLa vadhe che. je : banI jaze ke jenI, tamAre manuSya jIvanane uccasapATI para laI javA mATe ne temane jIvanamAM naitika uccatA e manuSyane karIne duniyAmAM du SkAra AdinuM kArya manuSya banAve che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa deva saphaLatApUrvaka karavA mATe khubaja jarUra che. yA sarvocca manuSya banavA mATenA dvAra kaDIbaddha rIte dareka janmAMtaramAM manuSyane khullAM karI Ape che.
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________________ :42: kalyANa, mArca-eprIla-1951, dhanapAle rAjAnA AvA vacane sAMbhaLI jamADI Asane besADI pite tilakamaMjarInI tarataja javAba vALyo; "he narendra! Ama prathama pratinA lekhanuM smaraNa karAvatI gaI. karatAM-zubhanA badale azubha thAya, jema dudhanA lagabhaga aDadhe grantha te bAlapaDitAe bharelA pyAlAmAM eka viSanI kaNI paDe te lakhAvyuM, chevaTane utarAI navIna taiyAra karI saghaLuMya dudha viSamaya banI jAya che, tema grantha saMpUrNa karyo, paNa dhamanI Teka na cheDI, e nAmanuM parivartana karatAM pavitratAne te naja cheDI. dhanya che e kavivara dhanapAlane! mahA hAni pahoMce che. deza, kuLa ane rAjyane [2] paNa aMte kSaya thaI jAya che. kaI eka saikA pUrvanI A vAta che. je dhanapALa pUrNa zraddhALu ane ajaba dhama- kALe pATalIpura nagaramAM rAjA muraMDanuM rAjapremI hatuM, aDagane niDara banI chevaTe rAjA- zAsana cAlatuM hatuM teja nagaramAM kramazaH bhejane sApha sApha saMbhaLAve che, "rAjana ! viDaratA bhUmihalane pAvana karatA munigaNaA kathAnA nAyaka traNa-lekanA nAtha devAdhideva parivRta, bALasUri jainAcArya zrI pAdaliptasUrIRSabhadeva bhagavAnanuM varNana bAjue mUkI, zvarajI mahArAja padhAryA. zrI saMghe temanuM A lekanAM tuccha sukhe, kIti ke rAjyanI bhAvabhInuM svAgata karyuM. pitAnI addabhUta mAre mana kaMIja kiMmata nathI, jema khata prajJAthI rAjA-prajA tamAmane sUrideve Azcarya ane sUyamAM, sarasava ne merUmAM, dhatUrAne ka9pa- mugdha banAvI dIdhA hatA. rAjA muraMDa sUrijInA vRkSamAM jeTaluM aMtara che teTaluM ja Apa ane pratye khubaja AkarSAyA hatA. emAM che, mATe e vAta prANanA bhege paNa eka vakhata sUrijInA darzanAthe mahArAjA huM mAnavA taiyAra nathI, te nathI.' muraMDa upAzraye AvI caDhayA. ekAMta samaye - dhanapALe jyAre sApha zabdamAM saMbhaLAvI savinaya rAjA muraMDe sUrijIne prazna karyo; "he dIdhuM tyAre rAjAjane bhAre krodha caDhaye bhagavana ! amArA sevake te pagAra-vetana ane tarata ja ThaMDI dUra karavA samIpamAM je pramANe pitAnuM kartavya bajAve che, jyAre sagaDI rAkhI hatI te sagaDInA dhagadharatA ApanA ziSya mAtra bhikSAvRttinA AdhAre aMgArAmAM tilakamaMjarInI mULa prata rAjAe rahelA ApanI sevAmAM zI rIte tatpara bALI mUkI. rahetA haze?" paMDita dhanapAlane rAjAno A duSkRtyathI ' sUrijIe javAbamAM jaNAvyuM- " he ghaNuMja mAThuM lAgyuM. ghera jaI gAla upara narendra ! Aleka ne paralokanA hitanI khAtara hAtha mUkI, khATalA upara ciMtAtura thaI paMDi. amArA ziSya haMmezAM sevAmAM tatpara rahe che. tajI beThA hatA. tevAmAM bAlapaMDitA nAmanI emane bIjI koI vastunI paravA hotI nathI. paMDitajInI putrI tyAM AvI pahoMcI, putrIe teo gurU AjJAmAMja pitAnuM hita samaje che.' pitAjIne ciMtAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM; dhanapAle "paNa mahArAja e vAta mArA mAnavAmAM saghaLI hakIkata jaNAvI, chevaTe bAlapaDitAe nathI AvatI, kAraNa ke zuSka jaMgalane jAnavara pitAne snAna karAvI, khuba bhaktipUrvaka paNa tajI de che, dhanahInanI sAmuM paNa ke
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________________ jIvana jata; :43: nirakhatuM nathI ethI samajAya che ke, si pAse javAnI zI jarUra che, e vaLI vyatha svAthanAM sagAM che"--ema rAjAe jaNAvyuM. parizrama keNuM kare? enA karatAM lAvane zrI pAdaliptasUrijI mahArAje kahyuM "he rAjana! eTalo TAIma jugAra ramavAmAM gALuM, ema moTA pagAradAra tamArA sevake je kAma nathI vicArI tyAMthI be-traNa kalAka jugAra ramavAmAM karI zakatA, te kArya vagara-pagAre AtmakalyA- gALyA, tyArabAda rAjAnI pAse AvI praNAma JAthe amArA ziSya karI batAve che. tamAre karI pradhAne jaNAvyuM je khAtrI karavI hoya te belAve, tamArA "he rAjana! gaMgA nadIne pravAha pUvosevakane, ke je sevakane tame dhanamAla sikha vahI rahyo che. rAjAe te chupa ApI khuba saMtApe hoya, ane jo tenA mAtamIdArIthI pahelethI jANI lIdhuM hatuM, ke upara tamAre pUrNa vizvAsa hoya.' pradhAna nadI upara gaye nathI beTI Digaja rAjAne paNa parIkSA karavAnuM mana thayuM. mAre che. bhAIe te jugAra ramavAmAMja TAIma tarataja rAjAe pitAnA vizvAsu pradhAnane gALe che. AcArya mahArAje avasare cita belA. pradhAna tarataja hAtha joDI vinamra jarA hAsyane bhAva lAvI, rAjAne jaNAvyuM bhAve hAjara thayA ane rAjAne savinaya "kema narendra ! jeIne ApanA vizvAsu vinaMtI karI, "he rAjana ! A sevaka ApanI sevakanI sevA, ane kartavya parAyaNatA ! jyAre sevAmAM hAjara che, hukamanI ja mAtra vAra che. AvA vizvAsu ane dhanathI saMtuSTa thaelA cAhe pachI game tevuM duSkaramAM duSkara kArya ApanA sevakanI AvI dazA te bIjAnuM te kema na hoya ! te vinA vilaMbe karavA A pUchavuM ja zuM? sevaka taiyAra che. bALasUrie kahyuM "rAjana ! have amArA rAjAe sUrIjInA dekhatAMja pradhAnane AjakAlanA nava dIkSita ane azikSita AjJA karI ke, "jAva ! jue atyAre gaMgA ziSyane camatkAra juo! tarataja sUrijIe, nadIno pravAha kaI dizAmAM vahI rahyo che?" bALa ziSyane bolAvya; bALamuni hAtha joDI te rAjAnuM vacana zravaNa karI pradhAna manamAM IcchAmi " kahI saharSa nata mastake hAjara ja babaDavA lAge. jarUra bALasUrijInA thayA ane gurUdevane vinavaNI karI, ke A saMsargathI rajA paNa bALa-ajJAna thaI gayA sevaka para kRpA karI sevAne lAbha Ape. lAge che, nahitara AvI sAmAnya vAta sUrijIe ziSyane hukama karyo ke, jAva, juo pUche kharA !" - - - atyAre gaMgA nadIne pravAha kaI dizA tarapha pradhAna te rAjAne praNAma karI " jevI vahI rahyo che. vinAvilaMbe namaskAra karI ApanI AjJA" ema kahI tyAMthI cAlato bALamuni tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. rastAmAM thaye, AvatA lokone pUchyuM, "bhAI ! gaMgA kaI rastAmAM jatAM pradhAne vicAra karyo ke, tarapha vahe che? lokee javAba Ape, rAja te vele thaI gayuM che, paNa huM kaMI pUrvAbhimukha!' paNa emane vizvAsa na beThe zeDa ghele thaye che eTale dUra gaMgA nadI tyAMthI sIdhA nadI kinAre pahoMcI gayA. joyuM
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________________ sA me pAra jAvuM che... ... ... zrI kIrtikAra hAlacaMda re muMbaI pAvA kInAre pAchA Ave che. dararoja savA eka AlIzAna mATe baMgalo cha kalAka kAma kare che. jemane che. eka benkanA heDa menejara pagAra mAsika rUpIyA sAtase, A baMgalAnA uparanA majale bAra mahIne [ vArSika ] rahe che. uMmara to haze ATha hajAra cArase che. vaLI pAMtrIseka varSanI, paise Take vadhArAmAM Aja sudhI karelI sukhI che, ane ArAma ane bacatanA rUpIA benkamAM AnaMdamAM rahe che. vyAje mukelA, tenuM vyAja paga vASika gaNeka hajAra benkamAM peNa abhyAra saheje Ave che. AvI beDI vAge jAya che. pAMca vAge Avaka heya pachI zA mATe tA pravAha pUrvAbhimukha ja hato paNa kaMI sukhI na hoya, vaLI pote zarIre taMdurasta ane bramo thatA nathIne? pUrNa nizcaya karavA mATe suzIla, guNIyala nArI, be chokarA, eka chokarI ovAnI DAMDI kADhI ane hAthamAM rAkhI vagerethI badhI rIte sukhI dekhAtA hatA. kevaLa pANImAM taratI mukI tyAre DAMDI paNa pUrvA- dAmanI ja paravA rAkhatA hatA. bAkI koInI bhimukha hAthanI sAthe taNAvA lAgI, tyAre para che A menejara sAheba rAkhatA hatA. pUrNa nizcaya che ke, jarUra gaMgA nadIne praha pUrvAbhimukha vahI rahyuM che. ane dAmane khAtaraja eka divasa A gurU AjJA hatI eTale kAcA pANIne badhI sukha-sAmagrI bALa-baccAM eka mahInA kema aDAya ? e tarka-vitaka paNa na karyo, mATe choDavA paDyA ane paMdara divasa eka emane mana gurUAjJA eja pramANa hatI. jagyAe parAdhInatAmAM rahevuM paDyuM. A tyAMthI bALa muni gurUdevanI pAse AvI badhuM zA mATe ? vadhu paisA kamAvA mATe. iryAvahI" pratikramI-devanI AcanA karI yuropanI beMka sAthe saMparka sAdhavA pitAne gurUdevane vaMdana karI, vinayapUrvaka gurUdevane tyAM javAnuM thayuM, kayAM sAme pAra AveluM jaNAvyuM ke, "gurUdeva ! gaMgA pUrvAbhimukha yuropa laMDanaH pAvAne pele pAra javA mATe vahI rahI che.' bALa baccAM vi. ne sAthe laI javA mATenI chupA bAtamIdArothI rAjA vageree te IcchA ghaNI ja hatI chatAM jagyAnA abhAve 'pahelethI ja jANI lIdhuM hatuM. paravAne na maLe ane bALa-baccAM, vaibhava rAjAne sAdhuo para khubaja bahumAna vilAsa vagere choDavuM paDyuM ane cheDayA pedA thayuM khareja jena munione vinaya pachI paNa sTImaramAM beThA pachI sTImaranA ajabaja che. ziSya, gurU AjJApAlanAthe kaptAnanA kahevA mujaba ja karavAnuM tenI AjJA badhuM ja samarpaNa karavA taiyAra thAya che. saue jainazAsananI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karI chevaTe mujaba rahevAnuM; te kahe ke A bAju pavananuM jainazAsananI jaya jayanA vAtAvaraNathI gagana dabANa vadhAre che mATe sAme bese te ahIMthI gUMjI uThayuM. uThI sAme javuM ja paDe ane je sAme
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________________ na ese ane kaptAnanA kahevA mujaba na varte teA madhya darIe DUbIja mare ! mATe sTImaramAM beThA pachI teA kaptAna para madhu cheDI ane tenI * mAjJA pramANe vartana calAvavuM paDe. yuropa te te mANu ATa-ATaluM menejarane sAme pAra javA mATe karavuM paDe che ane chatAM badhuM karavA taiyAra thAya che chatAM teja sane A sasAra samudrane pele pAra-mAkSa pradezamAM javA mATe dhama nAkAmAM besavAnI jarUra paDe tyAre A phAnI duniyAmAMthI kazu paNa cheADavA taiyAra kema nahi thatA hAya ? ane jo vyakti pAte puNya rUpI nAkAmAM niDu bese, eTale ke dhama nahi kare te sAme pAra te kayAMthI jaze ? ane na'i jAya te A saMsAra samudramAM kSaNika sukhA sAthe nadi meTAM duHkhA bhAgavatA DUbakAM khAyA karaze ane tenAM A du:khAnA aMta nAkAmAM beThA sivAya nathIja AvavAne, mATe dha karyA vinA dareka duHkhAne nAza thavAnA nathI. mATe sa`sAranAM duHkhA dUra karavAne mATe ane saMsArarUpI samudrane pAra pAmavA mATe manuSye dhanu avalaMbana lIdhe ja chuTake che. nAkAmAM kheThA pachI tenA kaptAnanu kahyuM na mAnIe teA cAleja kema ? ApaNe ravIvAre pAvA pharavA gayA, dariyAmAM pharavAnI IcchA thai, hADakAmAM cAra AnA khacI beThA, hADakuM cAlyu", ekAda mAIla gayu tyAM vAvAjheDA sAthe pavana puMkAyeA. dakSiNa mAjI pavananuM dakhANu thayu. tyAre kaptAne kahyuM ke, bhAIe ! jarA uttara taraph esA, nahi hADI DUbI jaze tyAre ApaNe ema kahIe ke nA bhAi, ame teA ahIMja besavAnA chIe te sAme pAra jAvu che; : 456 ane jo A mujabanuM vana calAvavAmAM Ave te zuM hAlata thAya ! paNa tyAM te kaptAnanA kahevA mujaba besavAnA tyAM eka mInITane vilakha paNa nahi karavAnA, kAraNa ke ahIM mATe bhaya mAtanA che. tevIja rIte sa`sAra rUpI samudrane pAra utaravA mATe paNa dhanaukAnA kaptAnanuM kahyuM to mAnavuMja paDazene ! dhama nAkAnA kaptAna kANu te te sa` keAi jANe che. zrI vItarAga deva [jinezvaradeva ] dhama nokAnA kaptAna che. temanA kahevA mujaba eTale temaNe bhAkhelA Agama zAsrAnAM niyamAnusAra na vatI etA saMsAranI uMDI khAimAM dhakelAI jaIe. ekatA ApaNe mAthe kasattAnuM pramaLa jora cAlI rahyuM che, te sattAne ukheDI phekI devAnI che, enA badale ApaNe nAkAmAM kheThA pachI paNu kaptAnanA kahyA mujaba na vatIe te ApaNuM nAva bhar darIye DubavAnuM che, e paNa bhUlavA jevuM nathI, mATe saspeMsAra samudramAM Dukhavu' na heAya ane narakAdi duHkhA bhAgavavAM na heAya te dhama nAkamAM beThA pachI tenA khalAsI zrI jinezvara deve lAkhelA Agama zAstrAdinA niyame anusAra vavu... agatyanuM che ane zrI jinezvara devanI AjJAmAM rahIneja sakAya karavuM joIe ane nAkAmAM beThA pachI ekaja avAje hradayanA tArane joDI lalakAravu joie ke, huM vIra! mAre jAvu che sAme pAra, nAkA calAvAne ! saMsAranA pAmaveA che pAra, nAkA calAve.ne ! mArA kaptAna thaIne Aja, nAkA calAvAna! huM vIr mAre jAvu che sAme pAra, nAkA calAvAne !
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________________ tra mA Na ane ya te thA te nI u pa ca gitA -: ku. zrI mRdulAbahena choTAlAla kaThArI:jJAna e AtmAne svAbhAvika guNa che. jema pradIpadino svabhAva che ke teo svaprakAza sAthe ja ghaTapaTAdi prakAzya ! tonuM prakAzana kare che, tema jJAnane paNa sargika svabhAvaja jyArA che ke svaprakAzaka havA sAthe para arthanuM ya prakAzaka bane. A rIte eka ja jJAnamAM prakAzyatA ane prakAzarUpatA rUpa ubhayadharma vidhamAna hoya che. jema eka ja vyaktimAM bhinna bhinna apekSAe pitRtva ane putra abAdhita hoI zake che tema ekaja jJAnamAM arthanI apekSAe prakAzarUpatA ane svanI apekSAye prakAzyatA paNa hoI zake. jema pradIpAdinA prakAzane svaprakAzAthe anya prakAzanI AvazyakatA nathI hotI tema jJAnane paNa svaprakAzAthe anyanI sahAya apekSita nathI. je jJAna svataH prakAzya na hoya to paranuM ya prakAzana karI zake nahi. je svayaM prakAza rUpa hoya teja paranuM prakAzana karI zake agara jo AvAraka AvaraNa na hoya te ane prakAza svabhAva che tema jIvane paNa prakAza jema medhAvaraNathI sUrya prakAza pUrNa ATana svabhAva che, jema sUryAdine sargika prakAza medha vagera thAya te ya dina-rAtrinA vibhAgAthe tene amUka AvaranA yoge AgRta thAya che, tema jIvana prakAza AMzika prakAza te anAvRta ja rahe che, sarva dA uda - svabhAva paNa AvRtta thAya che e AvaraNa maiyAvaraNa ghATita ja rahe che, anyathA dina-rAtrinuM ekeya thaI tulya che ane e karma rUpa che, je sata che. jAya, tema prabala kevaLajJAnAvaraNathI AvRta paNa rama medhAvaraNathI AvRta sUryaprakAza kIrnati- jIvaprakAza jaDa-cetanAnA vibhAgAthe amuka aMzamAM vicitra thaI jAya che tema mehanIya Adi AvaraNethI sanAtana anAvRta ja rahe che, prakAzita ja rahe che. AvRta, prakAza paNa ekarU5 rahI zakatA nathI. vicitra anyathA java mA anyathA jIva sarvathA avAja banI jAya. Ama ja, banI jAya che. chatAM jema sUryanAM AMzika prakAzane gharamAM rahela jhavatA prakAza svabhAva to eka ja che, vyApaka bArI bAraNAM baMdha karI devAmAM Ave te AvarI ane dhruva che. jene vacetanA rUpa athavA apratipAti zakAya che tema jIvanA tAdaya maMdaprakAzane paNa jJAnarUpa kahevAya che. Ama chatAM AvaNuthI AvRta bI AvaraNe AvarI zakAya che arthAta jema thavAnA kAraNe e bhinna-bhinna rUpe dise che e Achata medhasadaza prabaLa AvaraNa paNa je prakAzane Ata prakAzane adhavacetanA athavA maMda prakAza ke vibhAva karavA asamartha nIvaDe tene anya durbala AvaraNa paNa kahevAya che. jema. janmAdi vibhAva rUpa che, chatAMya AvarI zake tevI ja rIte kevaLajJAnAvaraNa rUpa jIvananA amuka kAlasthAyI paryAya che. tema A maMda prabala AvaraNa jene Avrata na karI zakuM tene prakAza paNa vibhAga rUpa chatAM amUka kAlasthAyI anya AvaraNe AvarI zakayAM. e AvaraNane hoya che. atijJAnAvaraNAdi kahevAya che. jIvana sakala prakAza svabhAvane Avrata karanAra A rIte jJAnanA maMdaprakAza ane pUrNa prakAza kevalajJAnAvaraNa che, tenA yoge tenI zakti sImita. e be bheda thAya che. je jJAna pUrNa prakAza rUpa che, thAya che ane temAM vicitratA thaI jAya che. tene kevaLajJAna kahevAya ane je jJAna nijanA aMta
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________________ rika AvaraNanA tathAvidha vilayanA yeAgejanya banI maprakAza rUpa bane che, tene matiAdi jJAna kahevAya che. e maMdaprakAzamAMya mati-zrutajJAna AtmA sAthe indriya, mananI sahAya paNa apekSe che. jyAre avadhi-mana:pavajJAna te mAtra AtmAnI ja apekSA seve che tApa e che, ke jJAnanA be bheda che. pAramArthika ane byAhArikaH pAramArthikmAnanA paNa e bheda che, sakala ane vikala: kevaLajJAna sakala che ane avadhi, ana:vajJAna vikala che. je jJAna mAtra AvaraNanA sagA viSaya sAthe AtmAnI ja apekSA setre, tene kvala kahevAya ane jemAM AtmAnI ja apekSA hovA chatAM AvaraNetA sathAvilaya sApekSa na hAya tene vikala kahevAya. je jJAna AtmAnI AMzika AvaraNanA vilayanI tathA indriya tathA mana AdinI apekSA rAkhe tene vyavahArika kahevAya. jayAMsudhI mithyAtva nAmane deja AtmAmAM hayAta haiya che tyAMsudhI jJAna vAstava prakAza rUpa banI zakatuM nathI kintu, viSayajanaka khatI jAya che, AthIja jJAnane nirmala vid banAvavuM joie, e vizuddhi samyagdarzananA yoge thAya che. samyagUna e jIvane katakaNuM tulya naisargika nila guNa che jenA yeAge nAna ane kriyAnuM mAlinya dUra thAya che ane nilatA pragaTa thAya che. jagatamAM vidhamAna prANIgaNuM satata, nijanA iSTAthe pravRtti kare che ane aniSTathI nivRtti kare che. jyAM sudhI ISTa ane arniSTanA svarUpanuM tathA tenA sAdhananuM vAstava jJAna na thAya tyAMsudhI ISTanA AdAnAthe tenA sAdhanamAM pravRti na thAya, kadAcita thAya te saphaLa na thAya temaja aninA paridvArAthe tenA sAdhanathI nivRtti na thAya; thAya tA paNa niSphaLa ja thAya, athavA hAnikaraja thAya, AthI ja tetu samyagnAna joie. pramANa ane taya; : 47 : pravrutti thAya che ane aniSTa sAdhanathI nivRtti thAya che ane pariNAme iSTa prApti thAya che ane aniSTa dUra thAya che, A rIte samyag jJAna ja iTAniSTanu prApaka ane parihAraka che tathA vastu tattvanuM vyavasthApaka che, yathA jJAna samyagdarzanathI prabhAvita jJAna che, enA yeAge vastutattvanA saviveka nirdhAra thAya che, tenA yoge IMTanA grahaNAye rUci thAya che ane aniSTAya dveSa thAya che, tethIja iSTa sAdhanamAM jenA yeAge vastutattvanA yathA nirdhAra thAya te samyag jJAna kahevAya, tenA mukhya be bheda paDe che, eka jJAna pUrNa vastune prakAza kare che, tene pramANa kahevAya, bIjuM jJAna vastugata pratiniyata iSTa dha ja prakAza kare che, tene nayajJAna kahevAya che. A traya jJAnanA yoge vastunA yathA niya thAya che, tethI samyag nanI zuddhi ane daDhatAmAM A neya jJAna upayogI che. jo pramANanuM vyaviSayApana dvArA pariavirataNAme prApti-aprAptimAM pavasAna pAme che te te pramANu "jJAna rUpaja hoi zake yathArtha jJAna vinA viSayApada katA, pravarte katA ane prApakatA asaMbhavita che. pramANunuM bya iTAniSTa vastunuM saviveka prakAzana, nirdhAraNa karAvavAnu che. tenA yAge vastu pratye satya asatya tyArabAda temAM pratti ane nivRtti ane pariName vastunI prApti-aprApti, thAya che. A rIte eka draSTie pramANu IMTanuM prApaka che ane aniSTanu aprApaka che. dhRSTa sAdhanamAM pravaka che ane aniSTathI nivattaka che kintu vastutaH pramANa mAtra vastunuM prakAzaka ja che. viSayanu vAstavarUpadarzana karavA pUrateja pramANanA vyApAra hoya che. pramANu balAt pravRtti Adi karAvI zakatu nathI, pravRtti Adi te rUci para nirbhara che. tethI ja samyagajJAna ja pramANu rUpa hoI zake AthIja pramANunu svarUpa yA lakSaNyu che. e jJAnatA tathAvidha prakAza sAthe ja paranA ni yayA jJAna svabhAva che ke, je svaya karAve. evu kAi paNu yathArtha jJAna nathI ke je svaprakAza vinA arthanA prakAza karAve, jenAmAM svaprakAzana sAmarthya na hoya, je svaprakAzamAM parApekSita hoya, te kadApi paraMprakAza na karI zake, AthI ja jJAna svataH prAzya che. eja rIte yadi prakAzya paraa nAmanuM tattvaja
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________________ pramANa ane naya; + 4 = na hoya, tA prakAzaka kAnA prakAza karI zake ? jema AvazyaktA zakya eTalA prayatne tenAthI AtmAne chedana-bhedana kriyAmAM atyupayoga ane sama` paNa asiragavAnI che. dha-bhedya tattva vinA chedanAdi kriyAmAM sAdhaka na banI pAramArthika pathamAM syAdAnI sahAya A rIte anivAya Avazyaka che. zake tethI chedha-bhedha tattva, vAstava hAvA ma tevI ja rIte prakAzya tattva vinA prakAzaka pazu prakAza karI zake ? tethIja prakAzya tattva paNa vAstava ja che. te ataraMga ane bahirga a rUpa che. yathA jJAna rUpa pramANu tenA yathArtha prakAza karAve che tethI ja " para AvatAvo pramALa ' e sUtra yathAya che. paraMtu ekalA paramArthathI paNa cAlatuM nathI. jyAMsudhI vizvanA aneka sAdhana rUDhio ane pravRttio sAthe vyakti saMkaLAelI hoya, tyAMsudhI tene vyavahAranI paNa apekSA rAkhavI paDe, e rIte jJAnavyavahArika jIvanamAM naya ja vadhAre upayAgI che. jo dareka ThekANe ubhayAkAra rUpathI ja vastunI pratiti thAya te pratiniyata vyavahAranA to uda ja thaI jAya, jo ke pramANathI dareka rIte vastunu prakAzana thAya che. tathApi je je vyaktine je je pratiniyata dharma ISTa sAdhanAye Avazyaka hAya tenu te te dharmanuM vastunA anya dharmAMthI pRthakkaraNa karavuM avazyaka che, te pRthakkaraNa nayaja karI zake, jo svane anapekSita chatAMya vastumAM vidhamAna anya dharmonuM saMpUrNatayA nirAsana na karavuM joIe, jo tema thAya te te naya duya banI jAya. alabata, naya svaapekSita vastugata dha sivAya anya vidhamAna evA pazu dharmAMtara audAsinya ja dAkhave che. paraMtu kadAcita evI zaMkA upasthita thAya ke, paraMtu temAM doSa na gaNAya jo te sveSTa evA syAdAda pramANanA jJAtA evA vidvAnemAM A mAdhma-dharmanA pratipAdanAthe anya dharmanA dhvaMsa karanArA sthyabhAva saMpUrNatayA kema jovAmAM nathI AvatA ? tenA pratyuttara ekaja hoi zake ke, syAdvAdanA jJAnathI jyAMsudhI AtmA raMgAya nahi tyAMsudhI tadjanya ane teja bAdhA gaNAya. mAdhyasthya bhAva rUpa pariNAma athavA tA phaLa saMpUrNa tayA pragaTa na cai zake, jeTalA jeTalA aMze AtmAmAM e jJAna pariName teTalA teTalA aMzamAM vizuddhi thatI jAya. rAgadveSa maMda thatA jAya ane samasta vizva tarapha mAdhyasthaya vRtti pragaTa thAya eTale ja jema chedana bhedana kriyAmAM upayogI ane sama` paNa ati cheHkanA vAstavika prayatna vinA chaMdanAdi kriyAmAM upayeAgIna nivaDI zake tevI ja rIte ka rUpa AvarAne dUra karavAmAM upayogI ane samartha evA paNa syAAda vyaktinA vAstavika prayatna vinA unnatinA sAdhanabhUta na banI zake tethI ja tenA adhyayananI jeTalI AvazkatA che teTalI ja kadAca tethI ya vizeSa pramANu vastugata bhinna bhinna evA sakala dharmonuM pratipAna kare che. dareka dharmane pakSapAta darzAvyA sivAya yathAtayA prakAzita kare che tethI pAramArthika pathamAM te anivAya Avazyaka che. AdhyAtmika mArgamAM unnati karAvanAra syAdvAda pramANu ja che. tenA jJAnathI AtmAmAM peAtAne iSTa ane aniSTa evA dareka padArtho tarapha mAdhyasthya bhAve jevAnI bhAvanA keLavAya che. rAgadveSanI pariNati kamazaH ghaTatI jAya che. samazIlatA pragaTa thAya che. A rIte pramANu ane naya pAsAyika ane vyavahArika pathamAM anivAya Avazyaka che. syAdvAda pramANu na hoya te pAramArthika paMtha aMdhakAramaya anI jAya. naya na heAya te jagatanA vyavahAra khAravAi jAya, mATe ja maryAdita avasthAmAM rahIne te ekamekanA pUraka banI rahe che. ..... ....................................... jaina kheDIMga, lAIbrerI, zALAo mATe jaina tattvajJAna praznottara ki. 0-12-0 lakheH-- sAmagrada DI. zAha --------------- pAlItANA [sArASTra ]. LATGA ORGIOUS OR SE-EE S
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________________ sukha nI zodha mAM! zrI amRtalAla cha. zAha, vilepAralAnA sTezana parathI, huM rAtre ATheka vAge mArA ghara para jaI rahyuM hatuM, tyAM eka baMgalAmAMthI keI strInA karuNa rUdanano avAja mane saMbhaLAya ane svAbhAvika rIte ja mArA paga-ekAeka thaMbhI gayA, ne meM e baMgalA tarapha najara nAMkhI. cAre bAju pharatA suMdara bAga-bagIcA. sAthe nUtana padhdhatithI baMdhAyelo eka AlIzAna baMgalo hato. mukhya pravezadvAra AgaLa be haiyAo-sazastra cokI bharI rahyA hatA. bhAre mUlyavAna ane chellAmAM chellI meDalanI be hAlamenakAro baMgalAnA kampAunDamAM paDelI hatI. mane vicAra AvyuM ke, AvA suMdara baMgalAmAM rahenAra bhAgyazALI strI onI AMkhamAM AMsu rahetAM haze kharAM? A bhava. A sukha, ne A sAhyabI hovA chatAM A jaMyatanuM duHkha ane raiyatane rAjAnuM duHkha ! puNyazALI AtmAone mATe zuM bAkI rahyuM A rIte koIne eka ke be ke tethI vizeSa haze? paraMtu huM vadhu samaya na bhatAM vicAramAMne dukhe ApaNane jovAmAM Ave che. jyAM juo vicAramAM mArA ghara tarapha vaLe, ghare pahoMcyA tyAM kaMIne kaMI duHkha te kharUMja, tyAre vicAra pachI paNa pelI strIne karUNa rUdananI hakIkta Ave che, ke A saMsAramAM sukhI koNa haze ? mArA smaraNapaTaparathI khasI nahiM. rAtre huM paraMtu A praznano javAba mane mArA vicAro, suI gaye tyAre pathArImAM paNa e rUdanane mArI kalpanAo ke mArA anumAna dvArA avAja na bhUlAye ane mAruM mana vicAranA maLe te pahelAM A vicAramAM ne vicAramAM pravAhamAM taNAyuM, A saMsAramAM sukha kayAM mArI AMkha maLI gaI ane huM svapna sache? athavA A saMsAramAM saMpUrNa sukhI TimAM viharavA lAgyuM. AtmA koNa haze ? e praznanA javAba mATe te rAtre huM sukhanI zodhamAM nikaLI paDaze mAruM mana thI rahyuM hatuM. sAmAnya rIte chuM. A gAmathI bIje gAma pharIne saMsAramAM Aje saMpUrNa rIte sukhI hoya te bhAgya- saMpUrNa sukhI keNa che ? tenI zodha karI zALI AtmA jovAmAM AvatuM nathI pachI te rahyo chuM. huM ghaNuM gAmamAM rakhaDe, ghaNI sAmAnya mAnavI hoya, dhanika hoya, ke rAjAdhi- dhanADhaya vyaktionA mahelamAM, nagarazeThanA rAja hoya! keIne nirdhanatAnuM duHkha, te keIne AvAsomAM, ane dAtAranI duniyAmAM pharyo, dhananI upAdhinuM dukha ! keIne patinuM duHkha, temano paricaya sAthe, paraMtu koIe mane te koIne vaidhavyanI viTaMbanA ! keIne ajJA- saMpUrNa sukhanI vAta na karI, keIne kaMIne natAnuM duHkha, te keIne triInuM duHkha, keIne kaMI prakAranuM duHkha to hatuM ja, chatAM paNa virahanI vedanA, te keIne zarIranuM duHkha, huM nirAza na thatAM mArA prayatno cAlu keIne putranuM duHkha, keIne zatrunuM duHkha, to rAkhyA ane huM bIjA eka gAmamAM gaye. koIne mAtA-pitAnuM duHkha, jyAre rAjAne ahIM mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM ke, A gAmanA
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________________ sukhanI zodhamAM pa nagarazeTha harakeI prakAre sukhI che. nagarazeThanA adhikArI che, paramAtmAnA AzIrvA Apa sukhanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, mArAmAM AzAne ane ApanA parIvAra para utare, ane Apa saMcAra thaye ane A parama bhAgyazALI uttarottara vizeSa sukha saMpAdana kare, evI AtmAne paricaya sAdhavA huM temanA ghera gaye. mArI zAsanadeva pratye namra prArthanA che.' mane ajANyA mANasane sIdhe gharamAM mArA javAbathI zeThane jarAye Azcarya praveza karate joI, zeThe jarAye ajAyabI na na thayuM paNa ulaTuM temanA mukha para udAsIanubhavI. mane bAju para rahelA eka suMdara natAnI lAgaNI chavAI gaI. zeThane cahere sephA para sanmAnapUrvaka besADe. joI mane duHkha thayuM ethI meM kahyuM, "zeThajI, DIvAra pachI zeTha bolyA- "kema 'kaI varSa pahatuM te mArAthI kahevAyuM nathI ne?' kAMI kAma che?' zeThe kahyuM, "naMhi, nahiM, uTho Apa pahelAM jamI le ane te pachI ApaNe badhI vAtameM kahyuM " huM eka vepArIlAInane cita karIzuM." sAmAnya mANasa chuM. huM gherathI e vicAra meM bhejanavidhi patAvyAbAda zeTha mane karIne nitye hatuM, ke saMpUrNa sukhI keNa uparanA helamAM laI gayA. thoDA samaya pachI che? te je. ghaNAM gAme huM rakhaDaze. paraMtu jyAM game tyAM sAmAnya mAnavIthI mAMDIne khubaja dhIrajaMthI zeThe mane kahyuM - rAjAdhirAja sudhI, badhAmAM mane Adhi, vyAdhi mahAzaya ! Ape mArI, mArA kuTuMbanI, ane upAdhi jovAmAM AvI. A tarapha A tapa, ane mArAM sakAnI karelI prazaMsA mATe huM AvatAM ApanI kItinI suvAsa, ane ApanA Apano AbhAra mAnuM chuM. paraMtu te mATe huM sukhanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI ApanA darzanano jarAye lAyaka nathI, ete badhuM meM mAre lAbha maLe tevI IcchAthI ApanA ghera Avya AtmAne mATe kareluM che, paraMtu tethI huM chuM. kharekhara, ApanuM khAnadAna ane saMskArI sukhI chuM, ema mAnI levuM e bhUla bhareluM kuTuMba, ApanI rIddhi, siddhi, ApanI zANI che. sukha ke duHkha e manuSya mAtranAM karmonuM ane suzIla patnI, ApanA kAtimAna, pariNAma che. chatA mArI siddhAMta eve che, kahyAgarA ane vinayI putra, purIo, ApanA ke A jagatamAM keI sthaLe saMpUrNa sukha para lakSmIdevInI mahera, ane Apa pote nathI tema A saMsAramAM koI sukhI paNa paNa saddaguNI, dhamazIla, dAnezvarI ane jine nathI. tame mane sukhI juo che paNa vAstazvaranA uttama upAsaka che, eTaluMje naDivika rIte huM paNa sukhI nathI." paNa Ape ApanAM mahAna satakarmo vaDe Ape meM kahyuM "Azcarya! asaMbhava! A sukha. ane ApanA kuTuMbe, maLela mahAmUle A sAhyabI ane A vaibhava chatAM paNa tame manuSya avatAra saphaLa karI, jIvatarane dhanya sukhI nathI, tyAre tame evuM kayuM sukha banAvyuM che. kharekhara, mArI daSTie Apa iccho cho ke jethI tamane tRpti thAya? vizeSa ane saMpUrNa rIte sukhI che te "mahAzaya, A saMsAramAM saMpUrNa rIte jANI mane harSa thAya che. Apa abhinaMdananI sukhethI jIvavAne avikAra e mahAna AtmAne
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________________ 52: kalyANa, mArca-eprIla-1951 che ke, jeNe mRtyune jItyuM hAya ! jyAM sudhI huM A saMsAranA tyAga karI, mArA dehane dhamaDhA vaDe kaSTa ApI, A sa`sAranA dareka prANIone mATe nirmANu thaI cUkela mRtyu rupI layane na jItu, tyAMsudhI mArA jIvanamAM kharUM sukha, kharI zati nathI. manuSya jIvananuM kharUM sukha mRtyune jItavAmAM che ane jeNe mRtyune jItyuM nathI te game teTale sukhI hoya paraMtu Akhare te duHkhIja che.' " zeThanA zabdoe mane Azcayamugdha karyAM, meM kahyuM, Apa avazya koI mahApuruSa che. ApanI vANIe mane ajJAnatA rupI adhikAramAMthI jJAna rupI prakAzamAM ANI kharekhara, 'mane sanmArge vAkhyA che. A sasAra saLagatA ja che, emAMthI maLatAM sukha aneka upAdhimaya che. janma ane mRtyunA pherAnI muktimAM ja manuSya jIvananuM zAzvata sukha che. tyAM te savAra thayuM ne AMkha ughaDI gai. mane thayuM, zuM A svama hatu ? * tyAgIoe A sa sArane svamAnI upamA ApI che paraMtu AvAMsvapnA ApaNA jIvanamAM eka satya hakIkatanA svarUpamAM jaDI Ave te ! khIje divase samaya thatAM huM dukAne javA vIlepAralAnA sTezana para jatA hatA, tyAM rastAmAM pelA AlIzAna baMgalA ke je mArA A svamAnu kAraNa hatA, tema'galAnA mukhya pravezadvAramAMthI DAghue kAinA mRtadehane nanAmImAM bAMdhIne bahAra nIkaLatA hatA. tenI pAchaLa strIe haiyAphATa rUdana karatI hatI. zabdonI pALI vyAkhyA zasadha:--hAthInAM dAMta atAvavAnA judA ane cAvavAnA judA. razIyana sarakAraH--sAmyavAdanA nazAmAM tophAne caDhelu` rIMcha, amerIkana sarakAraH--aMkuza vinAnA Akhale. brITIza gavarmenTa:--e bilADIne laDhAvIne nyAya karanArA vAnara. bhArata sarakAraH--dhara bALIne totha karanAra paragaju bhaTTajI, rAjakIya netAH sevAnA nAme mIThA mevA AroganAra. mutsaddI:--melAM pANIne DALanAra kALA mAnava. polIsa:--sarakAre pALelA pAMjarAnA pApaTa. grejyueTaH--vAtavAtamAM 'hama kucha hai' ne nazAkhAra. sIne dIgdakaH-sA nArI paNa sadA brahmacArI. ekaTresaH--sIDA ane sAvitrInA kaliyugI avatAra. gujarAtI strI:--mana mAyakAMgalu ane tana dhAtu, vaikra-DAkaTaranI TaMkazALa, gujarAtI purUSa:--paDe ugamaNI bhAge AthamaNI; vAta-vAtamAM bAMyo caDhAvIne pAle page dharamAM ghusI janArA taka sAdhu, tarkavAda:--rAjakIya netAonu calaNI nANuM. vAda:bhAratanI gulAma prajAnuM krAMgresa sarakAra sAmenuM khuduM hathIyAra.
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________________ Impka ane mAdhAna, samAdhAnakAraH- pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja, praznakAra-zrI kulacaMda ema. zAha naDIAda zaM0 nyAyanA siddhAnta mujaba pratyeka kAryane mATe eka kAraNa hoya che, te teja prakAre sRSTirUpI kAryane mATe izvararUpI kAraNanI AvazyakatA kharI ? saTa nahi, kAraNa ke sRSTi anAdinI hAI te IzvaranI jema kArya nathI thaI zakatuM ane anAdinI vastune kAraNanI kalpanA karatAM IzvaranuM paNa kAraNa mAnavuM paDaze ane tema karatAM anavasthAnI paraMparA ubhI thaze. za0 chaThuM digaparimANavrata ane dezamAM dezA vagazikavratamAM zuM taphAvata ? bannemAM Azaya te lagabhaga sarakho che. sava jyAre cha diparimANavratamAM seMkaDo kozanI maryAdAno abhAva hoya che, tyAre dezamAM dezAvagazikatratamAM te daza sAmAyikanI aMdara caravalA sivAya kaTAsaNa uparathI khAsa kAraNa vagara ubhA thavAnuM varyuM che, eTale baMnemAM jamIna-AsamAnano pharaka che. baMneno Azaya je ke lagabhaga sarakhA je khare, paNa pharaka eTale ke eka vyakti roja zukaladhyAnanuM svarUpa guNasthAnakakramAroha, jenatavAseMkaDe cIje mukhamAM nAMkhe ane bIjI vyakti eka , praznottara ciMtAmaNi Adi prArA jANI cIja sivAya bIjI koI paNa cIja mukhamAM na nAMkhe. ahiM baMne khAnAra kahevAya paNa bannenA khAvAmAM zazrAvakanA AThamA vratamAM "khAdilage adekhAI jeTaluM aMtara che, tevuM A be vratomAM aMtara che. ciMtavI " to eno artha zuM ? zaM0 zrAvakanA pAkSika aticAramAM dharmadhyAna sakoInI paNa khyAti joIne ke sAMbhaLIne zukaladhyAna vyAyAM nahi' evuM Ave che te zuM ghaNI halakI koTInA manuSya i-adekhAI kare che. zrAvaka zukaladhyAnano adhikArI che ? ane zukaladhyAna tema koInI khyAti upara adekhAI AvI hoya te kone kahevAya ? tene pazcAttApa karAya che. khyAtine "khAdi e apasa, ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnano aticAramAM bhraMza zabda che. pazcAttApa thAya che, jyAre dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna za0 uvasaggahara pAMca, sAta, sattara ane ekadhyAvAnuM anumodana che eTale dharmadhyAna ane zakala- vIza gAthAnuM maLI Ave che, te mULa uvasaggaharaMnI dhyAna bAvAnA manoratha zrAvakapaNa rAkhI zake, bAkI keTalIka gAthA hatI ? zukaladhyAnanI zarUAta AThame guNasthAnakethI thAya sa atyAre uvasaggaharamAM je pAMca gAthA che che eTale saMyama sivAya te saMbhavI zake nahi. teja mULa gAthA che, bAkI vadhAre gAthAo zrAvakone sakAze; para
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________________ : 54: kalyANa, mArca-eprIla-1951 lobhAvavA yatioe vadhArI nAMkhI che; kAraNake mAne. miyAta, avirati ane kaSAya AdikSiAothI pU. bhadrabAhusvAmI ma. kRta A pAMca gAthAonI adharma thato hoya te samakti, virati ane akaSAyika bhASAthI vadhAre gAthAnI bhASA bIlakula judI paDI kriyAo karavAthI paNa dharma thaI zake che, ema mAnavuM jAya che. te be-cAra jevI vAta che. za . zrI AnaMdadhanajIe stavana vIzI sivAya za0 kriyAkAMDa e zarIranI kriyA che ke AtmAnI ? bIjA kyA sAhityanuM sarjana karyuM che ? 10 je AtmA anapage kriyA kare che te sa, stavana ane sajhA upara keTalAMka pade zArIrika ane upayogathI kare te Atmika kahevAya. banAvyAM che. saMskRta ane prAkRtamAM temano banAvelo ema samajI zakAya che. koI grantha jevA temaja jANavAmAM nathI. za0 zubha kriyAthI puNya ane azubha diyAthI za0 kudaratano artha zuM ? kudarata eTale svAbhA- pApa thAya che, te kriyA e te zarIrane lagatI vastu vika evo artha thatuM hoya te dareka kArya svAbhAvika hoya to puNya-pApane kevI rIte baMdha thAya ? rIte thAya che, ke karmane lIdhe thAya che? satra zarIrane lagatI ja kriyAo hoya te sara kadaratane arthe pAMca samavAyanuM malavuM, ema muDadAM paNa puNya-pApa bAMdhe. kAraNa ke te paNa zarIrarUpa mAnIe eTale karma, kAla, svabhAva Adi badhAM kAraNe che, mATe puNya-pApa e azuddha AtmAnA paryAyo che. AvI jAya. za0 dharma ane adharma eTale zuM ? zaM, aticAranA kartA koNa? bhASA guja. sa. durgatimAM patana karAve te adharma ane tethI rAtI che te keTalA varSathI pratikramaNamAM belAya che? bacAve te dharma sa, lagabhaga 500 varSathI jInA hovA joIe za0 puNya-pApamAM AtmAnAM pariNAme kAraNukAraNake teTalA junA TabamAM aticAranAM vAka bhUta che ke zarIrathI thatI kriyAo ? jevAne tevAM maLe che. kartAnuM nAma jANavAmAM sa. trIjA praznanA javAbathI samajI levuM. AvyuM nathI. za0 puNya dharmamAM sahAyaka che ke nahi ?' za0 sakalatIrthanA kartA jIvavijayajI ke kAti. sa, amuka amuka puNya prakRtio bhalyA vijayajI? sivAya mukti thaI zakatI nathI ane je je puNyasava "kalyANamAsika varSa 6, eka 9 - 2 prakRtie je je jIvane mukita meLavavAmAM madada karI rahI 364 juo. . - hoya te te prakRtione muktimAM paNa sahAyaka rUpa zaM- zrI AnaMdaghanajInA gurU koNa? mAnavAmAM vAMdho nathI sajANavAmAM temaja vAMcavAmAM AvyuM nathI. zaM, puNya e te zubharAga che ane saMsArane prazrakAraH zrI kuMvarajIbhAI mulacaMda dozI vadhAranAra che te puNyane dharma mAnI zakAya ? zaM0 kriyAkAMDathI dharma thAya ? sapuNyAnubaMdhI puNaya saMsArane vadhAranAra sara je AithI karma baMdhAtAM hoya te kriyAkAMDathI nathI paNa pApanubaMdhI puNya vadhAranAra che, mATe dharma paNa thaI zake che, je ke dharma e AtmAnuM saMsAra vadhAranAra pujyane dharma na mAnI zakAya paNa svarUpa che paNa zubhakliAo tene vikAsa karavAnuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane upacArathI dharma mAnavAmAM kAraNa che eTale kAraNe kArya upacAthI kriyAkAMDa paNa vAMdho nathI. vAstavika dharma te jJAna, darzana ane ame kaheAya ane pote ja dharmanuM nAma dhAraNa cAritra AtmAnA guNe che. karI rahI che, tenAthI dharma na thAya ema koI mUrkhaja zaM0 AtmAne saMsAramAM azubha paryAya rakhaDAve
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________________ asara karI zake zaMkA ane samAdhAna :25: che ke karma jaje karma khaDAve che te karma e te. za0 cetana evA AtmAne jaDa evAM dra jaDa che, te zuM karI zake ? sa, karma ane azuddha 5 AtmAne sara AvaraNa vinAnA AtmAne AvaNu karI saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che eTale ubhayathI je cIja zake nahi. banatI hoya temAM ubhayane kAraNa kahI zakAya eTale zaM zrI kAnajIsvAmi vAtavAtamAM kahe che, je karma ane azuddha paryAye e be rakhaDAvanAra kahevAya. nimitta bicAruM kaMI karI zakatuM nathI, te zuM A karma ekaluM kAraNa nathI paNa azuddha cetanA paryAya kathana yathAryuM che? . . . . . paNa sAthe bhaLe che. - sa.. bIlakula nahi kemake duniyAnI sALI cIjo zaM, zubha, azubha ane zuddha evA traNa bhAve nimittathI upalabdha che, ane nimitta. vagaranI anupamAMthI AdaraNIya bhAva karyo ? labdha hoya che te pachI te nimittane nahiM mAnanAra sa, zubha ane azubhane choDI zuddhabhAva zAnI che, ema kema kahevAya? kapaDuM banAvavuM hoya AdaraNIya che. turI, vemAdinI jarUra paDe, ghaDe banAve hoya te zaM, nimitta ane naimittika eTale zuM? daMDa, cakra ane kartA Adi paNa joIe. koI paNa saghaTa e mittika che. jyAre daMDa, caka A cIja nimitta vagara banatI nathI, mATe upAdAne ane 1 nimitta e baMne maLIne kArya kare che, A vAta ane kuMbhAra Adi nimitta che. roTalI naimittika che. nirvivAda che ane te vAtanI upekSA e bakavAda che. jyAre tavo, parATa, velaNa, ATa Adi sAmagrI nimitta che. mukti naimittika che ane . guru ane zuM zrI kAnajIsvAmine mata nitivAda dharma tenAM nimitta che. arthAt nimittathI je cIja je khare?. utpanna thAya che, tene mittika kahevAmAM Ave che. sa. kalyANa mAsika varSa 7. aMka 8 puSTa " zaM, zrI kAnajIsvAmi kahe che ke yathArtha tattvajJAna : mAM paMDita mahendrakumArane lekha vAMcI levA bhalAmaNa kare te ekAvatArI thAya che, zuM A satya che ? . za sonagaDhane saMpradAya khoTo che, chatAM vetA sa. yathArtha tattvajJAna karanAra kSAyika bhAvathI ara, digambara ane sthAnakvAsI saMpradAya saurASTra kare ane AyuSya na bAMdhyuM hoya to te bhave mAMthI kema haTAvatA nahi hoya? athavA joradAra mukti meLave. eka avatAra karavAnI jarUra nathI pratikAra kema AdaratA nathI? . . eTale A viSayane te samajyA nathI. " saTa joradAra pratikAra na karanAra pramANe che zaMsukha-dukha zAne Adhina che? aMtaraMga saM* zrI kAnajIsvAmi pitAnA bhakata pAse kalAne ke anukULa-pratikULa saMyogane? maMdiro gAmegAma ubhAM karAve che, te digambara maMdire sa8 aMtaraMga vAne Adhina sukha-duHkha che. che? jo hA, te digambara bhAIone lAbhakharo ne? za0 puNya duHkha TALavAne upAya kharo ke nahi ? - sara jemanA maMdiro ubhA thAya ane je mata siddhAnta na pASAtAM hoya te kevala maMdire mAtrathI sa, sAMsArika sukha-du:kha TALavAne upAya phAyade nathI. saMyama grahaNa che. Amika sukha upAdeya che paNa za zrI kAnajIsvAminA mata pracArathI "vetAmbara heya nathI. - A mUrtipUjaka samAjane zuM nukzAnI? . . . . . . . za puya paraMparAe paNa mokSanuM kAraNuM kharuM sa. temanA matane na mAne te kazuMya nukAna nathI ane mAne te niyAnI uMDI gartAmAM jaI sapuNyAnubaMdhI puNya kharUM. paDe che, te zuM ochuM nukazAna che ?
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________________ nekI paNa kalyANa' to bAlakizora vibhAga sa. zrI paMkaja * sapAdakIya : eka pyArA mALA! ghaNA samayathI IcchA rahyA karatI ke, ApaNA kalyANa ' mAsikamAM bALaka mATe eka vibhAga zarU ravAmAM Ave te sArU! Aje e icchA phaLe che. havethI A vibhAga heThaLa bALakone mATe upayAgI lakhANA pragaTa thatAM raheze. tamane e gamaze kharUne ? 8 varSathI 16 varSa sudhInA mALikAra| mATe dharma, nIti, zikSaNa ane saMskAra tathA vijJAna ityAdine aMge edha ApatA lekhA ahi' pragaTa thatA raheze. mitrA ! tamAre paNa avasare avasare A vibhAgamAM upayAgI ane tevuM lakhANa tamArI samajaNu ane zailI mujaba jarUrathI lakhI mAkalavuM. AmAM AvatAM lakhANe! tamAre niyamIta rIte vAMcatAM rahevu. 6 tamAre tyAM ' kalyANu' na AvatuM hAya to tamArA gAmamAM jaina lAyabrerI ke pATha zALAmAM yA pU. munirAja zrI AdinI pAse > kalyANu ' Avatu hAya teA te laIne A vibhAga hamezAM vAMcajo. dAstA ! ahiM je je lakhANA Ave temAMthI tamane kayAM lakhANo vadhu game che, te amane jaNAvavu. A vibhAga mATe lekho, sUcanA ke salAha je kAMi amane jaNAvavAnu` hoya te dara mahinAnI 20 mI tArIkha sudhImAM amane jaNAvI devuM. cAle, tyAre priya bALakizora namaste. patra vyavahAranuM sIranAmu`-sa, khALa jagata C/o. zrI kalyANu prakAzana maMdira. jIvananivAsanI sAme. pAlItANA [ saiArASTra ] jJAna gammata 1 navakAranA keTalA akSara che? 2 pUrva pAda zrI hemacaMdrasUrijImahArAjanu janma sthAna karyu? 3 zrI abhayakumAra keTalI budhdhinA nidhAna hatA ? 4 upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. nA kALadhamanI bhUmi kaI ? 5 hamaNAM svavAsa pAmyA te yuropa-iglAMDanA prakhyAta nATayakAra kANu ? huM kAlIdAsa kiva kayA rAjAnA vakhatamAM thai gayA?& gujarAtanA prAcIna pATaNa zaheranA pAyA nAMkhanAra rAjAnuM nAma zuM ? 8 jana zabda karatAM jaina zabdamAM e mAtrA vadhAre zAthI ? javAba zeAdhI kADhAH-6 leAjanA vakhatamAM. 4 DabhAI 7 vanarAja cAvaDA 5 jayA arnAzA 3 cAra buddhinA bhaDAra 1 68 akSarA 8 zradhdhA ane kriyA, A be mAtrA jainamAM vadhAre che. 2 dhaMdhukA. * tame jANA che.. ghaDiALamAM je reDIyamanA upayAga karavAmAM Ave che, ane jenAthI vagara dIvAe rAtre joI zakAya che, te ghaDiALanA kAMTA temaja AMkaDAomAM Avatu reDIyama kha kimatI che. eka AMsa reDIyamanI kiMmata a Tana seAnA jeTalI thAya che. tame haseA che. tyAre tamArA zarIramAM rahetA 13 snAyuone parizrama paDe che ane jyAre kAinA para krodha upaje che tyAre
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________________ nahi. 60: kalyANa, mArca-eprIla 1951 zarIramAM rahelA 50 snAyuone zrama paDe che. tame te haju navA taiyAra thatA che. zarUAtathI ema hAlanA vaijJAnike mAne che mATe keInA ja zabdane uccAra karavAmAM ke lakhavAmAM para kedha karatA nahi ane bahu jorathI hasatA tamAre AjathI dhyAna ApavuM joIe, kAraNuM ke, mANasanI kiMmata tenA balavAnA zabdo || AjanA jagatamAM sarerAza lagabhaga 4667 parathI thAya che, - AcaraNa pachI javAya che, dainika vartamAnapatro chapAya che, jemAM ameri. pahelAM te tenA bela parathI tela thAya che. tye kAmAM 2040, briTana ane bAkInA yuropamAMja tyAre zabdonI theDI gammata ApaNe joIe, 837, ane cInamAM 436 temaja bhAratamAM jethI athane TALe keTale thAya che, tenI 125. ApaNane khabara paDe. jagatanA sAhityamAM AcArya mahArAja mIMDAnA pheraphArathIH-udara-piTa; uMdarazrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI jevA pratibhAsaMpanna uMdara nAmanuM prANuM; kadara-keInA kAryathI khuza savamukhI sAhityakAra chellA eka hajAra thaI tene be zabdo zAbAzInA kahevA ke varSamAM kaI thayA nathI, vyAkaraNa, nyAya InAma ApavuM. kaMdara- parvatanI guphA, citAkAvya, alaMkAra, chaMda, caritra-kathA, zabdakeza zabane bALavAnI zayyA. ciMtA-muMjhavaNa bhASAjJAna A badhA viSaya para gadya temaja hrasva-dIghanA pheraphArathI-suNavuM-sAMbhaLavuM padyamAM teozrIe keDa blekenuM lakhANa sUNavuM-jo Ave, sura-deva-sUra-avAja; lakhIne kalikAla sarvajJanI padavI prApta karI sUrya. vijana-janarahita, nirjana.vIjana-paM. hatI. jina-zrI tIrthaMkaradeva, jIna-ghoDA para besavAnuM - zAhInA DAgha na jatA hoya te rAMdhelA cAmaDAnuM jIna. jita-jitAeluM, parAbhava bhAta ghasIne prayatna karI joje. pAmeluM, jIta-AcAra, maryAdA. * nAnuM bALaka ke kaI mANasa kAMI paNa priya dosto ! A ane AnA jevA vastu gaLI gayo hoya te tene pAkA keLA zabdo avasare A mathALA heThaLa apAtA tenI prakRtine anukUla rahe te rIte divasa- raheze. tame khuba dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcaje, vicAbharamAM, levAya teTalAM ApavAM raje ane A badhuM pacAvaje! ApaNAM zabdanI gammata zAstromAM paNa zabdazudhi para khubaja bhAra hastha, dIgha, mIMDuM ane 2, ke, La, nA maLe che. sUtro bolavAmAM je zabdanA hasva pheraphArathI enA eja zabdane keTa-keTalo -dIrghamAM ke mIMDA yA Sa, sa, nA uccAarthamAM phera paDI jAya che, te keTalIka vakhate ramAM pheraphAra thAya te mahAanartha thAya che. ApaNI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. moTerAo kevaLa mIMDAnI bhUlathI mahArAjA azokane ke nAnAo Aje belavAmAM ke lakhavAmAM gAdI vArasa putra kuNAla AMdhaLA thaI gaye AvI zabdazuddhi para lakSya ApatA nathI. hA, ema ItihAsa kahe che. bhale meTAe te rIDhA thaI gayA, pAke ghaDe tamane paNa AvI zabda gammata sUjhe te have kAMThA caDhavAnA nathI, paNa bahAlA bALako ! amane lakhI jaNAvaje, bole, lakhI mokalazene?
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________________ | bAla jagata; : 61: keTalIka beTI samajaNene sAco ukela mUke che e vAta beTI che, A badhA cala TA sahavAsathI athavA uMdhA zikSaNathI riMdriya che, teone IMDA mUkavAnA na hoya; bALakone viparIta jJAna maLatuM rahe che. teo te potAnI aghAra ke lALa AdimAM pariNAme jainakuLamAM janmelA bALakane bAlya- utpanna thAya che, kAraNa ke, teo samucchima kALathI mithyAjJAna Ave che, ane maTI jIve che. IDa paceMdriya gabha ja hoya te mane, ummara thatAM-emAM pheraphAra thave kaThIna paDe jene kAna-zravaNa iMdriya hoya te paMcendriya kaheche, eTale A vibhAgamAM AvI khoTI vAya ane emAM jene kAnanI AkRti mIMDA jevI samajaNano sAce javAba mUkAto raheze, heya te prANIo IMDA mUke che, mATe "mIMDA jene aMge kuTuMbanA moTerAoe paNa dhyAna- tene IMDA-ema kahI zakAya. 6 vIMchI-vIMchaNa pUrvaka A hakIktathI vAkepha thaI bALakone bhamare, bhamarI, mAM, mAkhI-Ama bhASAmAM avasare, avasare samajaNa ApavI. belAya che, paNa e vAta sAcI nathI. kAraNa ke, A badhA cauriMdriya [ samUcchima] che 1 pRthvI pharatI nathI paNa sUrya ane ane je samUrNima hoya temAM nara ke mAdA caMdra phare che. 2 paramAtmA kare te sAcuM -strI jevA bhedo nathI, teo te napuMsakaema nahi belatAM, paramAtmA kahe te sAcuM nAnyatara jAtinA ja hoya che. ema besavAnuM rAkhavuM. 3 dhaNI-IzvaranuM AnA jevI bIjI paNa pracalita beTI dhAryuM thAya che, ema nahi kahevuM paNa izvare samajaNanA sAcA javAba ahi rajU thatA joyuM te thAya che, ema belavuM. 4 pRthvI raheze. priya dasto ! tamAre paNa kAMI khulAsA daDA jevI geLa nathI, paNa thALI jevI goLa pUchAvavA hoya te jarUra amane lakhI jaNAche. 5 tIDa, mAMkha, macchara ke mAMkaDa IDa vaze, te avasare avasare javAba apAtA raheze. samajadAra mAnavI! madhyabhAratanA eka rAjavInI virUddha lorDa karjhanane phariyAda gaI, phariyAdamAM kahevAyuM hatuM ke, "rAjA sAhebanI akkala cAlI gaI che, ane temanuM magaja DhIluM thaI gayuM che. ' A phariAdanI tapAsa mATe lerDa karjhane eka gorA sAhebane mokalI Ape. , A sAhebanI samakSa rAjA sAhebe aneka saTIphIkeTa raju karyA ane pUrA A ke mArI akkala tathA tabIyata sArI che. mulAkAta vakhate sAhebe pUchayuM- ApanI vaya keTalI ? hajura 46 varSanI ' _ ApanI mAtAnI vaya ?' javAba maLya-5 varSanI ? " rAjA sAheba! zuM rAjamAtA mAtra pAMca varSanAM hatAM tyAreja Apa janmyA hatA ?' hajAra mArI bhUla thaI gaI. mArI vaya 51 varSanuM che ane mArI mAnI mAtra 45 varSanI." tyAre te ApanI mA karatAM 5 varSa vahelAM janmyA hatA emajane ?' "Apa jema ThIka samaje tema" rAjA sAhebe javAba Apyo. " badhuM samajI gaye, saTIMphIkeTonI jarUra nathI, padhAro!"
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________________ mRtyune bhaya kene nathI?...zrI suMdaralAla cunIlAla zAha M. A. mRtyu, e zabdamAM keTalI bhayAnakatA dekhAteja nathI. samAyelI haze! zabda sAMbhaLatAMja gabharAmaNa, mRtyu pachI punarjanmane mAnanAra AryAbecenI-duHkhane pAra nahi. mAnava mAtrane, vanA-bhAratavarSanA mAnavIone moTo bhAga prANI mAtrane trAsajanaka, apavAda kekaja. paNa paNa mAnavatAne bhUlato jAya che, anubhavagata satya te sahaja gaNAyane? jame te marejane ? zubhAzubhakAryanA phaLane visarato jAya che, ja ane maryo nahi e che ke AtmA? na jaDavAda ghara kaye jAya che, jara, jerU ane te pachI mRtyune Dara zA mATe? ane jamIna sivAya kAMI dekhAtuM ja nathI, ramA AjanA jamAnAmAM mRtyu AvatuM haze ? ane rAmAnAja vicAra pracAra pAye jAya AvA sudharelA jamAnAmAM paNa maravuM ja paDe che, navuM pazcimanuM aMdha anukaraNa. kaI moTA mahAna gaNatA mAMdhAtAone paNa ! jAtanuM vizada vicAra prAbalya ja nahi. pitAne maravuM na gamatuM hoya te paNa ApaNAmAM prANone dhAraNa karanAra AtmA jevuM ane te paNa AdaryA-adhurAM mukIne ? dezane anekhuM tatva che, enuM jANe bhAnaja bhUlAI jarUra hoya, duniyAne jarUra hoya te paNa A gayuM che! pachI prANone cheDI punarjanma A nazvara dehane choDavoja paDe, aNadhAryo levAne che ke paralekamAM AlekanI kAyaane akALe paNa! vAhInuM phaLa bhegavavA javAnuM che, ane te te pachI zuM nizcita vastu paNa AjanI khyAla-vicAraja zAne Ave ? duniyA bhUlatI jAya che.? ke te pratye bedara- mRtyu paNa mukhyatayA traNa prakAranuM kharUne! kAra che? ema na hoya te AjanA meTA prAyaH jIvanabharanI kAryapraNAlikA para aMtima gaNAtAone-dezanAyakane ghamaMDa, prajA AdhAra rAkhene ? zubha ane suMdara, upakArI pratyenI nidhRNa bedarakArI, mUka prANI pratyenI sAdhu jIvana jIvanAranA mana-vacana ane kAyA, nisIma nirdayatA, dhanikanI atyaMta aMta vakhate pavitratAthI raMgAyelAja hoyane? svArthavRtti, ane nIcalA tharanI draSavRtti saddagatinuM subhAjanaja banene? vivekabharyA saMbhaveja kema? jyAM juo tyAM the, e mRtyune paMDitamaraNa kema na kahIe ? prapaMca-lUMTa, mArAmArI ane khunAmarakInAja emAM paNa sarvotkRSTa siddhine sAdhanAranA khela, narI pAgalatA ! mAMdhAtAone te dehanAM paramANuo ati utkaTa pavitratAthI zAMti khapatI ja nathI. hA, zAMtine nAme vyApta hoyane? e mahA pavitradehane azAMtine dAvAnaLa pragaTAvavAnI suphIyANI avazeSa avayavone svarganA devadeveMdra ghaTanAo ghaDayeja jAya che. duniyAne mRtyunA sAcavI rAkhe, pUje ane satkAre, prANathI mukhamAM dhakelavA taiyAra thaelAo svamRtyune paNa adhika gaNe teja e sAcA vibudha te jANe jANatAja nathI, pIchAnatA paNa nathI. kahevAyane? AjanA paDita nAmadhArIone hITalara, musalInI, rUjhavelTa jevA kaMIka have te temAM atizayokti nahi lAgene ? AjanI AMkho sAme cAlyA, gayA chatAM bhakti ghelachAnA paDaghA nahi paDene ? jaDavAAjanI AMkhene pitAne aMtima IMtejAma dathI raMgAtI jatI prajAnA nAyakanA ava
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________________ mRtyunA bhaya kAne nathI ? : 63: sAduM ane sayamI jIvana jIvanAra avasare parane mATe svazakita anusAra ghasAnAra mAnavI paNa zAMtibharyu mRtyu anubhave nimittabhUta naja anavu... hAya te rAgadveSanI vRtti ghaTADaye ja-chevaTe savathA tyAge ja chuTakA tevI vRtti keLavavA mATe. zrImad vItarAga paramAtmAonI-traNa jagatanA tAraka-samyag satya mAnA upadezaka-mahAjayAtiSa ra vibhUtionI AjJAonu vidhi bahumAnapUrvaka jJAna meLavI, manana-ciMtana ane temAM kAMi navAI che ? parane zAMti ApanAra jarUra zAMti anubhave eto sAyakolojI-mAnasa-nididhyAsana thavu joie. chevaTamAM AvI amRta kriyAne Atma-sAt karI, janma-jarA ane mRtyunA abhAva rUpa, anaMta ane akSaya sukhanA dhAma rUpa, muktipada siddhakarI ajara amara banIe, eja abhilASA. taMtranA sidhdhAMta che paNa jIvanabhara krodha. mAna- mAyA ane leAbhanA sa tAnI A rUpa AjanA vikRta azAMtimaya jIvanane jIvanAra mAnavI hAyavAya karatA TAMTIA ghasatA, hajArA ane lAkhA tRSNAnA dAvAnaLamAM saLagatA mRtyu pAmIne bicArA jAya kayAM ? mithyAvAsanAemAM sabaDatA AtmAne bIjA janmamAM ene ceAgya nIcakeTinI bhUmikA sAMpaDe temAM Azcaya paNa zuM? ane enA mRtyune apamRtyu kahevAmAM vAMdhA paNa ze ? rASAnu bahumAna AMkha sAme joyA pachI paNa avivekabharyA ajJAnanuM gAMDapaNu tADazene ? ane mRtyunA DaratA apamRtyuvALAne ja hAyane ? ahiMnA mAnI lIdhelA sukhamAMthI vadhu du:khamAM bIcArAne javAnu che, mATe paNDitamaraNa ke zAMta mRtyu anubhavanArane mRtyunI paravA zI ? jhuMpaDI cheADI ravAsthyabharyo sarvAM sukhanI anukULatAbharyA dhAmamAM javu* kAne na game ? A dIvA jevAM satye vicAratAM prazna uThe che, ke mRtyune aMta kharA ke nahi ? janmyA te te maravAne ja paNa janme ja nahi te? mRtyunu astitva te AtmA mATe raheja nahi. eTale ke mRtyu baMdha ja karavu hAya tA janma adha thavA ja joie. janma baMdha karavA heya tA keinA paNa janma-maraNamAM nimittabhUta naja khanavuM joIe. janma-maraNamAM mananI zAMti, AtmAnI ekAgratA, sad vicAronI avicchinna dhArA mATe vAtAvaraNa paNa tevuM ja sugaMdhamaya sarjavu paDe che. daherAsaro, madirAmAM jenI suvAsa judI ja tarI Ave che, te umadA sugaMdhImaya padArthAMmAMthI banAvelI- divya agarabattI ghaNuM ja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che. Apu Aje ja magAvI khAvI! karo amArI bIjI spezIyala banAvaTa divya senTa, kAzmIrI, zAMti, bhAratamAtA. namUnA mATe lakhA, 1 dhI naDIAda agarabattI vasa 3. sTezana Da, naDIAda sAla ejanTa, 2 zA. nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa karIyANAnA vepArI, amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda ---------------------
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________________ ' ' . . ' ' bIpika ) PENIMASTAR 12 UE ulyANa hovA upayogI vibhAga 0 01. prazAMta @C; saMpAdakIyaH saMskRtinA zaNagArarupa tejesthI - kalyANanA vAcakone kalyANa pratye je strIratna ananya mamatA rahelI che, tethI prerAIne ame - pU50 ka. vi. gaNi, kalyANa" mAM AjathI A nave vibhAga pitAnA pati zaMkharAjAe vagara pUchaye zarU karIe chIe. kAMDA kapAvIne jaMgalamAM dhakelI dIdhela mAtAo, baheno ane putrIo samAna chatAM, jeonA hRdayamAM patideva pratye saheja strIzakitane AjanA vAtAvaraNamAM mArgadarzananI paNa durbhAva na jAgatAM, pitAnAM ja pUrvakRta khUbaja jarUra che. rASTra, samAja ke kuTuMbane duSkamane deSa mAnI nimaLa zIla prabhAve gya doravaNI ApavA mATe strIzaktine akhaMDa karakamaLane prApta karanAra mahAsatI phALe mahatvanuM che. "nArI" e to ratnakSI zrI kalAvatI AjanA strI samAjane preraNache, bALakone, yuvAnone tathA proDhane--sahu mUti bane! keIne preraNAdAtrI strIzakti che, AthI ja strI samAjane sAhitya, saMskAra tathA dhamanI paraNyA pachI 22-22 varasa sudhI draSTie yogya vAMcana ApavA sArU, A vibhA patie svAmuM na javA chatAM, jeonA gamAM zakya sAhitya rajU thayA karaze. jIvanamAM pati pavanaMjaya sivAya anya A vibhAgane aMge upayogI lakhANa koI purUSanuM mana, vANI ke kAyAthI pati zradhdhALu bahene, kalyANanA uddezane anurUpa tarike sthAna na hatuM, ane bAvIsa varase bane te zailIe lakhI mokalaze te ahiM pati pitAne maLavA Ave, pitAnI bhUla mATe kSamA mAge chatAM, patine deSa na jotAM avasare pragaTa thatuM raheze. jeoe kevaLa pitAne ja aMtarAya mAnI anya lekhako paNa strI samAjanA praznane aMge saMskAra tathA dhamanI draSTie mAgadazana satItvanI rakSA khAtara jemaNe aneka maraNAMta ApatA lekhe je mokalI Apaze te ame kaSTa sahyAM mA-bApa; sAsu-sasarA ItyAdinA Akroza, tajanA veThayA ane pariNAme prasidhdha karazuM. nArIkuMja mATenA lekho tathA upayogI zIlanA prabhAve samRddhi meLavI, hanumAna jevA sAhitya ane salAha, sUcanA Adi vIra purUSanI mAtA banavAnuM saibhAgya meLavyuM, amane dara mahinAnI 30 mI tArIkha sudhImAM te mahAsatI zrIaMjanAdevI, vartamAna sI maLe tema karavA sahane ame vinaMti karIe samAjanA Adazapa bano!. chIe. paraNIne bIje divase, sALAnA hAsya patra vyavahAra, saMpAdaka, "nArIkuMja" prasaMga parathI dIkSA levAne taiyAra thanAra vajhaC/o. zrI kalyANa prakAzana maMdira-pAlItANa. bahu patinI pUMThe, tenI dehachAyAnI jema
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________________ * tArI kuMja : 65 : banIne saMyamanA mArgo jevAne utsuka banI. pitAnA dIcara rathanemIjIne mArgamAM sthira saMsAranAM aneka bhegasvapnane sApa jema karyo, te mahAsAdhvI zrI rAmatI AjanA kAMcalI phagAvI de tema tyajI denAra satI strIvargane, teonA AcAradhamamAM AdazaaneramAdevI, AjanI zI jIvanane preraNA rUpa bane! dAtrI bane ! | meghabiMdue jeTha maNirathanA dagAthI akasamAta mRtyu strI abaLA che, e tyAM sudhI, jyAre; pathArI para pahelA pitAnA pati yugabAne tyAga, sneha ke varanI pUMThe phanA thavAnI ene viSa tathA dhAdi kaSAyenI bhayaMkaratA dhana dhUna na jAgI hoya; tyAgane dhyeya mAnyA samajAvI, ArAdhanApUrvaka niyamaNa karAvI pachI e prabala banI mahAdevI bane che. durgatimAM javAnI sthitimAM mUkAelA patinI eDanI snehanI pUche sarvasva samarpita karI e strI sAcI dhamapatnI banI, tathA draDhatApUrvaka rahe che ane gharanI pAchaLa saLagIne e samAdhi ApanAra ane patine sadgatine caMDikAnA dvirUpane dhAre che. bhAthuM baMdhAvI ApavA mATe potAnA bhAvinI vasuMdharA-pRthvInA jevI sahiSNutA strI ciMtAne gANa karI jAgrata rahenAra tathA jIvanamAM che, mATe ja saMsAra ujaLe che, paNa pitAnAM mahAmUlya zIladhanane sAcavavA mATe kAmAsakta jeThanI rAjadhAnIne tyajI jaMgalamAM sahanazaktine phagAvI jyAre nArI asahiSNu, paribhramaNa karavAnuM svecchAye svIkAranAra tuccha, tathA svArthI ane ghamaMDI bane che. zrImatI madanarekhA. ApaNA sI samAre. eTale saMsAranI lIlI vADI vera-vikhera thai khedAna-medAna bane che. draSTAMta rUpa bane ! Ajane strIvarga eTale svacchadita, svA. aMbaDa jevA vidhAdhArI parivrAjakanI thadhavRtti tathA daMbha ane jUTha-A cArane , kaTImAM se TacanA senAnI jema jeonuM saravALe, pariNAme vartamAna saMsAra duHkhanA samyakatva nirmaLa rahyuM ane bhagavAna zrI dAvAnalathI bhaDake baLe che. mahAvIradeva jevA tIrthaMkaradeva jeonA mATe strI jyAre mana rahe che tyAre enI pitAnA zrImukhe "dharmalAbha" kahevaDAve, te pAchaLa svAtha tathA ghamaMDa DekIyAM kare che, parama bhAgyazAlI satIratna zrI sulasAnI jyAre e vAthA upADe che tyAre daMbha ane dhamazraddhA vartamAnakAlanA mahilA samAjane mAgadazakarUpa bane! --- jUThane sAkSAtkAra thAya che. giranAranI guphAmAM ekAMta mAnI, varasAdathI purUSanI zobhA jJAna, ane strInI zobhA zIla. [ kavi. ] bhIMjAyelAM vasene sUkAvavA rahelAM jemane nagna joI, dehauMdayathI vikAravaza banelA strIjagatanA avanavA. rathanemI jeone calita karavA aneka prale- thoDA vakhata pahelAM nyuyorka-amerIkAnI bhane Ape che, chatAM jeoe potAnA pavitra eka hoTelamAM sArI raI banAvavA mATe saMyamamAgamAM daDha rahI, mArga bhUlelA strIo vacce hariphAI goThavAI hatI. 97
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________________ : 6 : kalyANa, mArUM-eprIla-1956, strIo tathA 3-purUSe maLI; kula; 100 jaNAe bhAga lIdhA hatA. rapa hajAra mANasA prekSaka hatA. temAM 1 3 inAma eka kanyAne 50 hajAra DolaranuM maLyuM hatuM, khIjuM inAma 10 hajAra DolaranuM ane trIjuM inAma 4 hajAra DAlaranu hatu. jyAre ApaNA dezamAM bhaNelI strIone rasAi karavAmAM zarama Ave che, gaMgA ulaTI vahI rahI che, te Anu nAmane ? resTa pulanI vatanI phrAu krIeDA nAmanI eka pariNita strIne be vakhata vidhavA anAvAnA karUNa prasa`ga banyA hatA, pahelI vakhate e jenI sAthe paraNI hatI, te pati razIyana yudhdhamAM mAryA gayAnA samAcAra AvyA, eTale eNe khIjAnI sAthe lagna karyu"; paNa pahele pati yuddhamAMthI pAche AvatAM ene A samAcAra jANyA eTale pAte ApaghAta karyAM; ane khrIjAne e choDI gai, eTale khIjAe pIstAlathI peAtAnAM jIvanane ata ANyo. kharekhara mAhanA naze| bhala-bhalAne pAgala manAve che, bhAgya jyAM haoNya tyAM e DagalAM AgaLa. kacchanA junA dIvAna sUryazaMkara mahetAnA putra nalIne, AjathI gheADA vakhata pahelAM saralA nAmanI peAtAnI patnI sAme chuTAcheDAnI arajI muMbai-hAikA mAM karI hatI, saralAe paNa peAtAnA dhaNI para ghAtakIpaNAnA Aropa mUkI chuTAcheDA mATe arajI noMdhAvI hatI. chevaTe jasTIsa tenDulakare banne juvAna pati-patnIne samajUti para AvavA Agraha karI, samAdhAna karAvI Apyu. ..... haMMduM saMsAra ! tArI A DheDa-phajetI; kAyadAo, sudhAre ane pAzcAtya saMskRtinA nAdanA A naze, zuM pariNAma ANuze? enI kalpanA karatAM mAthu bhamI jaya che ! sara jaTTunAtha sarakAranI putrI ku ramA sarakAre la'DanamAM jhera pIne ApaghAta karyAM. kumArI ramA sarakAra chellAM keTalAMya samayathI laMDana yunIvasITImAM abhyAsa karI rahela hatI..... keLavaNI !-tArA khapparamAM ! lIvarapula [ amerIkA ]nI jona nAmanI 25 varSanI yuvatI, peAtAnA traNa nAnAM bALane bhUkhe TaLavaLatAM mUkI eka hiMdI sAthe 18 mahinA rahI, e hiMdIe tyajI dIdhI eTale e ghera AvI. kADhe ene cha mahInAnI sajA karI. viSaya tRSNAnI vedI para eka vadhu khalidAna. junA ane jANItA AM gI nA kA rI ga ra luhAra mAhanalAla karazanadAsa The. nAnI zAka mArkITa pAse, pAlItANA. bhagavAnanI AMgI, mugaTa, kalpavRkSa, kaLaza, cAMdInI DakhIe, cAMdInAM pratimAjI tathA sidhdhacakrajI vagere tamArI icchA mujakha banAvI ApavAmAM Avaze. eka vakhata kAma ApI khAtrI karA. rUbarU khelAvavAnI jarUra paDe tA AvavA javAnA khaca ApavAnA raheze. paccakkhANanA kAThAo prabhAvanA mATe maMgAvA ! 100nA rUA. 6-4-0. dareka paccakkhANe temaja samayanA kAThI, sAmacada DI. zAha, pAlItANA.
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________________ gurjarezvara paramAta kumAra 028981% 9590 pALa mahArAja Aje sabhAmAM birAjamAna thayA hatA. temanA zrI manavaMtarAya maNalAla zAha mukha para pUrNa prasannatA chavAI % rahI hatI. jinadharmamAM rA evA eka hajAra ane ATha zreNIo temanI zubhUSA uThAvavAne khaDe page hAjara hatA. phariyAda......phariyAda bahArathI pokAra pa. zuM che?" kumArapALa mahArAjAe pUchayuM. mahArAja, kaI gunegArane pakaDavAmAM Avyo che.' dvArapAle AvIne kahyuM. hajI paNa mArA rAjyamAM pUrNa zAMti nathI ? ' chAne temanA jIvana sAthe otapreta thaI gayAM hatAM. mahArAjAe sahaja cakita thatAM kahyuM. teo parvanA divase pauSadha karavAnuM cUkatA nahi. AvA nAtha ! nAnA gunAo te dareka rAjyamAM mahApavitra divase eka hajAra ane AThaso zreSThIo banyAja kare ne ! emAM zuM navAI" mahAmaMtrI bolyA. temanI sAthe pauSadha karatA, ane jJAnagoSTI karI te divasanI ArAdhanA karatA. gujarAdhipatie A " dIka, zuM che gunha ? ' kumArapALa bhUpALe zreSThIone sahAya karI hatI. temanA taraphathI Avate pUchayuM. tera lAkha rUpiyAne kara paNa temaNe mApha karyo dANacorI' eka sAmaTA cha-sAtane pratidhvani , hatuM. Ama karatAM rAjanI tijorImAM prativarSe eka Avyo. karoDa rUpiyAnI khoTa jatI, cauda cauda varSo vItI gayAM. ATale badhA baMdobasta rAkhyA chatAM paNa cauda karoDa rUpiyAnI rAjyane khoTa hatI, chatAM paNa hajI dANacerI ? ' kumArapALe pitAnA rAjyamAM pUrNa dharmane ja sarvasva mAnanAra bhUpAla sAdhamikonA baMtara vyavasthA karI hatI, chatAM paNa AvA banAve banatA lAkha rUpiyA levA jarA paNa lalacAyA na hatA. joI-sAMbhaLI tene na samajAya tevuM Azcarya thayuM. uparAMta nabaLI sthitinA sAdhamikene eka hajAra "hA, nAtha mAhezvarI nAmano vaNika........dInAranuM dAna paNa karatA. temanuM rAjyazAsana kaDaka hatuM. sapta vyazanane jemaNe niSedha karAvyuM hatuM. * ThIka, kAle rAjya sabhAmAM lAvaje, tene nyAya koI nA gunhA paNa karavAnI hiMmata karatuM nahi. karIzagurAdhipatie Adeza karyo vAta AvatI mahezvarI-jainetara vANi-dANArI karI nAsavA jatA kAla para mulatavI rahI. sabhAmAM pAchI jJAnagechI mulatavI rahI. sabhAmAM pAchI pAnagIthI hatA, paNa catura adhikArIoe tene pakaDe. mahA te zarU thaI gaI. anekAneka viSayo para lAMbI carcA thaI rAjAe kAla para vAta cheDI hatI. ane samaya thatAM sabhA visarjana pAmI. * have zuM thaze ? ' mahezvarIe potAnA eka ananta upakArI kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAna zrI mitrane pUchayuM. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA para pUrNa premavALA A kumArapALa mahArAjA hatA. teo gurUno upadeza 'zuM ? zenuM ?' mitrane kAMI na samajAyuM. sAMbhaLatAM kadI thAkatA ja nahi. parama gItArtha gurU " Aropa ?" mahezvarI kharekhara dhrujate have mahArAjA pAsethI temanI sarva zaMkAonuM nivAraNa atyAre tenI bhASA koI agamya hatI. mitrane thatuM. jainadharma vaDe temanuM hRdaya pUrNa raMgAyuM hatuM. AkhI vAta kahevI hatI, paNa te bhayane lIdhe kAMi karmanI "thIarI' temanA hRdaya sAthe barAbara vaNAI kahI zakatA na hatA. gaI hatI. trikALa jinapUjana, snAtrapUjA vagere dharmAnu "che ? Ama dhruje che kema ?' mitre kahyuM.
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________________ kalyANa; mA-eprIla-1956. 68 * dANuArI || * zuM ? teM dANucArI karI ? * mitra kAMika samajgyA. hA, AvatI kAle rAjyasabhAmAM phaisale che. * hA, kAle AvI banyuM, have mane AkarAmAM bhAkarI............' are ! are ! dhIraja rAkha. Ama utAvaLA...' * zuM utAvaLA ? kAle to mArA khArUM vahANuA khubaja gabharAi gayA hatA. * mitre eka sArI yukitta gAtI kADhI. pazu zu ?.........kAle phe so .........khIjI mahezvarI hiMmata khAi beThA hatA. * jo sAMbhaLa rastA che. ' mitre kahyuM. * 5 ? je hoya te satvara kahA ' mahezvarI utAvaLA thayA. < sajAne niyama che. ' * zene ? rAjAne tA evA dhaNAe niyama che. mahezvarI pratikSaNu utAvaLA thatA jatA hatA. DUbI jaze, maha " - sAdharmikA tarapha te pUjyabhAvavALA che ' mitre jANyuM ke have ne huM tene jaldI mArga nahi khatAvuM to bicArA nAhaka vadhu gabharAze. paNa huM to jainetara chuM ne ! ' mahezvarIe zaMkA karI. " jaina hAvAnA DhAMga kara. jo bacavuM hoya to. ' kaI rIte ? mahezvarInI buddhi atyAre kAma karatI na hatI. " " jenA kare che tevu kapALamAM caMdanamizrita kesaranuM tilaka kara. ' mitre rAha cidhyA. - pachI .' pachI zuM ? rAjAtane joze ke tarata ja kheDI mUkaze, ' arere ! ! ' * kAM ? kema ? ' mitra camakayA. * nA, nA, evuM te na thAya. kadAca pakaDAI . javAya tA ?' mahezvarI gabharATane lIdhe, zuM karavuM tenI gUMcamAM paDI gayA hatA. . hiMmata rAkha. jo khacavu hoya tA Aja rastA che. vicAra karI jo jema kahI mitra potAnA kAmane laIne cAlyA gayA. mAhezvarI vicAramAM gUMthAya. rAtrI pasAra thai, divasa ugyA. sabhAnA samaya thatAM guja rAdhipati kumArapALa mahArAjA padhAryA ane peAtAnA yathAsthAne birAjamAna thayA. Aje mahezvarI paranA dALucorInA AropanA phesalA hatA. mahezvarIne rAjyanA mANusA dAraDAthI bAMdhI tyAM lAvyA. ane siMhAsana samakSa ubhA rAkhyA. bhayathI vaNika pato hatA. zuM che ?' gurjarAdhipatie kesanI zarUAta karatA hoya tema pUchyuM. * nAtha, A vANiyAe Apa zrImAnanI A nAnu` ullaMdhana karyuM che.' eka adhikArIe kahyuM. * mArI AjJAnuM ullaMdhana ? ' gujarapati AvezamAM khelyA, - hA svAmI, dANacArI karI che. zu zikSA karavAnI che ? ' gurja rAdhipita kumArapALe vaNikanI sAme draSTi karI. saheja camakayA. tenA kapALamAM vItarAganI bhakti karanAra zrAvakanA jevuM tilaka jaNAyu'. sAdhamikabhAi lAgyA. jainadhama mAM rakta koi sAdharmi`kabhAi kAi jAtanuM pApa kadApi kare nahi tevI uMDI chApa tenA hRdayamAM paDI gai hatI temane A vaNika sAva niSija lAgyA, sabhA AkhI stabdha thai gai hatI. sau kAi rAjAne chevaTanA pheMsale sAMbhaLavAne utsuka hatA. AkhImAM eka kSaNu mAtramAM zAMti chavAI gaI. sabhA cheDI mUkA ' mahArAjAe aMtima krUsale ApyA. hai !! cheDI mUkIe ? ' adhikArIthI A tamAM khelAyuM, vaNike nirAMtanA zvAsa lIdhA. - 'hA, huM guja rAdhipati kramAvuM chuM ke, cheDI mUke, te nirdoSa che.' kumArapALa khelyA. * kema ? kaI rIte ? teNe dANacorI karI ja che'
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________________ TrasTa ekaTa 16 mI julAithI amalamAM; [ vakIla kesarI nemacaMdra zAha bI. e. ela. ela. bI. ] muMbai rAjyamAM sArvajanika dhArmika ane dharmAdA TrasTonA vahIvaTanuM niyamana karavA ane tene mATe vadhu sArI jogavAi karavA mATenA uddezathI A kAyado tA. 16 julAi 1951 nA rojathI amalamAM mukavA mATenu jAheranAmu prasidhdha yu' che, ane tyArathI traNamAsamAM dareka TrasTIe agaH menejare agara vahIvaTadAre kalama 18 mujaba jAhera TrasTa rajIsTara karAvavuM paDaze, ane tene mATe arajI karavAne namunA nIce mujaba che: me, rA. DepyuTI cerITI kamIznara esIsTanTa pablIka 66 TrasTa 1 huM upara jaNAvelA pablIka TrasTanA TrasTI oe pablIka TrasTa ekaTa 1950nI ke. 15 mujaba rajIsTara karavA mATe arajI ApuM chuM rUhuM jarUrI vigate nIce mujaba jaNAvuM chuM:(1) TrasTIo tathA menejarAnAM nAmeA-saranAmAM sAthe. (ra) TrasTI tathA vahIvaTa mATe isamo kevI rIte levAmAM Ave che. (TaNIthI ke vArasAi hakakathI agara kai rIte je hoya te jaNAve (3) TrasTanA hetu, (4) (e)TrasTanI racanA mATe kAi dastAveja ke niyame che ke kena ? (niyamo agara adhikArIe satya vAta raju karI - taddana asaMbhavita, bane ja nahi ne !' kumArapALanA hRdyamAM kAI bIjIja gaDamathala cAlatI hatI, temanI vANI adhikArIne agamya lAgI. Apa kai rIte kahe che ?' adhikArIe hiMmata ekaThI karIne javAba mAMgyo vibhAga peTAvibhAga Amata te sArmika che, tenA kapALamAM vItarAganI bhakti karanArA zrAvaka hoya tevu tilaka che bhagavAnanI vANI tenA aMtarAtmAmAM vasI hoya tevuM tenuM mukhAviMda che. khate ja nahi ne ! ! ' mahArAjAne sAdharmika pratye mAna thayuM. sabhA AkhI cakita thai gai. sahune sAnaMdAzcAya thayuM. * paNu nAtha, te jaina nathI, abhakSyAdinu bhakSaNu baMdhAraNa heya te! tenI nakala raju karavA) (A TrasTanI zarUAta tathA racanA bAbata vigatA (5) TrasTa bAbata koi yojanA hoya to te ka che ? (yAjanAnI nakala rajU karavI) (6) jaMgama mIlakatonI vigata tathA tenI bannara bhAve kiMmata (karanIcara, pustako vigere tamAma jaMgama mIlakatAnI vigato jaNAvavI tathA TrasTanI rokaDa rakama hoya to te paNa jaNAvavI) karanAra che.' adhikArIe dalila karI. A * sa Mbhavita ja nathI. te tarjanA kayA megya nathI te teA mananIya, vaMdanIya ane pUjanIya che, te sivAya zrI jinezvaranA bhakta che, tevuM mArA manamAM Ave ja kema ? mATe ja me tene cheDI mUkayA che. tene sukhe ghera javA de ' gurjarAdhipatino chevaTano hukama thatAM ja mahezvarI chUTA thayA. mahArAjAnA AvA vartananuM tenA hRdayamAM prati biMba paDayuM. jainadhama tene kAi alaukika ja lAgyo. mahArAjAnA caraNa kamalamAM paDI. gunho kabula karI, mArI mAgI levAnuM tene mana thayu' ane mahArAjAnI najaramAM te jevA lAgyA tevAja thavAne dRDha saMkalpa karyo ane tyArathI mAMDIne mahezvarI kharA jaina banyA.
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________________ :00: kalyANa mArca-eprIla-1951. (7) (e) sthAvara mIlakonI vigata (yA gAme uparanI hakIkata segana upara jAhera karU chuM ne te AvelI che tyAM tene sudharAIne mArA mAnavA tathA jANavA pramANe kharI che. naMbara, sarave naMbara, mApa, kSetraphaLa, tA. virAne AkAra, e caturNImA..vigere arajadAranI sahI varNana jaNAvavuM. upara mujabane arajIno namuno che ane arajI upara sahI DepyuTI cerITI kamIznara, jasTIsa opha pIsa, mejIsTreTa agara segana ApavA adhikAra kAyadA - pramANe je amaladArane heya, temanA rUbarU sahI a e pramANe je je mIlakate heya te karI, rajisTara karavA mATe arajI dAkhala karavAnI che. judI judI jaNAvavI. AvI arajI uparathI athavA pitAnI munasaphIthI (bI) sthAvara mIlakatanI bajArabhAve kiMmata- DepyuTI athavA esIsTanTa kamIznare neMdhaNI mATe cokasI karavI. - jo e pramANe traNa mAsamAM TrasTa rajIsTara karavAmAM, TrasTI cuke te te rUpIyA eka hajAra sudhInA daMDane (8) 8 mIlakatanI AvakanAM sAdhana. , pAtra thAya che.. (9) vArSika kula Avaka, vibhAga ane hade (10) vArSika kula kharca muMbaI sTeTamAM A kAyado amalI banAvavA mATe (11) sarerAza vArSika kharcanuM bajeTa: tenI hado tathA vibhAge nakkI karavAmAM AvyA che. 1 nokara-cAkara tathA TrasTa calAvavAne kharca, enA cha mukhya vibhAge che: 2 dhArmika hetu mATe kharca 1 greTara bombe rIjIyana- emAM greTaroe, ka sakhAvatI hetu mATe kharca, tathA thANu ane kalAbAM DIsTrIkaTane samAveza - 4 bIjA paracuraNuM kharcanI vigata, thAya che. (12) TrasTa mIlakta upara je kaMI beje hoya te 2 amadAvAda rIjIyana-emAM amadAvAda, tenI vigata. amarelI. mesANA, banAsakAMThA tathA sAbarakAMThA (13) kaMI khAsa vigata heya te. * DIsTrIkaTane samAveza thAya che, A sAthejInI skama rUA. * raju 3 vaDodarA rIjIyana-emAM vaDodarA, kheDA, paMcakarUM chu (phInI rakama je TrasTanI mIlakata rUpIyA be mahAla, bharUca, surata, tathA DAMga DIsTrIkaTana samA hajAra sudhI hoya te rUA. 3; be hajArathI pAMca veza thAya che. hajAra sudhI hoya te rUA. 5; pAMca hajArathI sa 4 punA rIjIyana-emAM punA, pUrva khAnadeza, hajAra sudhI hoya to rU. 1H dasa hajArathI pacIsa hajAra sudhI hoya te rU. 27: pacIsa hajAra uparAMta zolApura DIsTrIkaTano samAveza thAya che. hete rU. 25-e pramANe rakama ApavAnI che) 5 kalahApura rIjIyana-emAM kolhApura rItaTrasTI agara menejaratuM patravyahAra karavA mATe noMdheluM tAra, uttarasatArA ane ratnAgIrI kaDI dIkaTa siranAmu samAveza thAya che. nAma. 6 belagAma rIjIyana-emAM belagAma, dhAravAra, ThekANuM [ anusaMdhAna peja 7ra mAM]
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________________ adhikArane upayoga.... ... pUrva munirAja zrI caMdrakAntasAgarajI mahArAjA adhikAra pAmI jagatamAM, kare na je upakAra; adhikAramAMthI "a" gayo to pAchaLa raoN vikAra. ApaNane manuSyabhavane adhikAra male che eTaluM ja nahi paNa pacendrinI paTutA, dehanI nirogatA ane buddhi paNa ApaNane kudaratI rIte maLI che te kAMI paNa paropakAra karavuM Avazyaka che, kAraNa ke keTalIkavAra manuSyathI tiya"ca keTalIka bAbatamAM vadhI jAya che. dAkhalA tarike eka gAyane dAkhalo laIe te gAya dudha Ape che ethI mAnava mAtra tenuM payapAna karIne A nAzavaMta dehanI tuSTi-puSTi kare che vaLI gAyanuM chANa paNa lIMpaNa vageremAM kAma Ave che. vaLI tenuM mUtra paNa gharamAM pavitra jANI chAMTe che abhimAna rahe ja che mATe hAtha dharatA paNa gomutra tarIke azuddhi TALavA vApare che, mATe acakAya che mATe dareka zrImaMta vagere A vicAra karIe te manuSyanuM zarIra kAMI kAma vAta lakSamAM laIne pitAne sAdharmika bhAi AvatuM nathI paNa jarUra e manuSya, dhama jayAM jayAM duHkhI dekhAya tyAM tyAM pitAthI ane paropakAra karI zake che tethI manuSya bane teTalI keI na jANe tevI rIte madada tiyacathI vadhe che mATe paropakAra bane karavI joIe; A rIte dareka mAnavI pitAnI teTale kare joIe. A zarIra te jyAre pharaja samajIne zakti anusAra paropakAra tyAre mukavAnuM che e nakakI che te AmAMthI karIne manuSyabhavane je adhikAra maLela che je paropakAra thAya te manuSyabhava pAmyAnI tene saphaLa karavo joIe. sArthakatA thAya che. AjakAla to samAjamAM strAvaruM = saMsAre, dharma ezAM inizcaDha: garIba vaga bahuja duHkha anubhavI rahyo che A saMsArane viSe badhI vastu cAlI ane A duHkha keIne kahI paNa zakAya nahI jaze paNa dhama karela ja nathI mATe upakAraNa ke darekane potAnI AbarU jALavavA mATenuM ranI bInA samajIne sukRtanAM kArya karIne peja 70 nuM cAlu | manuSya jIvana ujajavaLa banAvavuM eja bitAvaha kanArA, ane bIjApura, DIsTrIkaTano samAveza thAya che. che. ahiMthI jyAre tyAre vidAyagiri levI hisAba tathA svatvArpaNa bAbata paDaze tyAre tamane duniyA yAda kare ke samA dareka TrasTIe potAnA hisAbo cokhA ane jamAMthI eka purUSaratna kharI paDayuM. eka vAucara paddhatithI rAkhavA paDaze ane darasAla hisAbanuM ja saravaiyuM tathA Avaka jAvakano hisAba TharAvelA dhoraNa mujaba TrasTIoe taiyAra karI oDITa karAvI aMjAra jaba tuma Aye.jagatameM, jagata hastavama reya. karAvavuM paDaze. TrasTa dastAveja agara niyamone pAtra aba karaNa esI karo ke, tuma hA jaga roya, rahIne cerITI kamiznaranI paravAnagI sivAya, TrasTanI mATe A phAnI duniyAmAMthI jatAM pahelAM koI paNa sthAvara milakata TrasTI agaramenejara gIra, popakAra rUpI bhAthuM bAMdhavA pUrNa lakSa vecANa, adalA, balI ke bakSIsa ApI zakaze nani rAkhavuM eja A TUMkA lekhane sAra che.
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________________ jJAnagocarI.... .... ra tha ja..... ... .... ... saM0 zrI ena. bI. zAha, [ keTalAka mahAtmAonA jIvanaprasaMgomAMthI preraNuM rUpa cheDIka * kaMDikAo ahiM udhRta karAya che. "kalyANa"nA vAMcake te vAMcIne pitAnA jIvanane vadhu tejasvI banAve.] saMtajIvananI suvAsa [1] eka saMta pAse eka mANase AvIne kahyuM "mahArAja ! mArA putrane goLa khAvAnI bahu Teva che. tenI e Teva Apa tene upadeza ApIne choDAve, te huM Apane upakAra mAnIza" saMte kahyuM "tame AjathI paMdara divasa pachI Avaje." "bhale gurU jevI AjJA" kahIne te mANasa ghera gaye, barAbara paMdara divasa pachI pAcho te chokarAne sAthe laIne goLa na khAvAne upadeza ApavAne huM lAyaka te saMta pAse AvyuM. banyo chuM, ema jyAre mane jaNAyuM tyAre - saMta te chokarAne upadeza ApavA lAgyA. ja meM tamArA putrane geLa na khAvAnI zIkhAje bhAI, tArA zarIranI taMdurastI mATe tAre maNa ApI." saMtane khulAso sAMbhaLIne te goLa khAve nukazAnakAraka che, mATe tuM goLa chokarAne pitA ghaNaja AnaMda pAme ane khA cheDI de ane sAceja saMtanA e te saMtanA caraNamAM zIra jhukAvI pitAnA prakAranA upadezathI te chokarAe goLa khAvAne AtmAne dhanya mAnavA lAgyuM. cheDI dIdho. thoDAka divase pachI tene pitA [ jIvana prakAza]. te mahAtmA pAse AvyuM ane bhaktipUrvaka [ "paropadeze pAMDitya" jevuM vartana rAkhanArAoe namana karIne kahevA lAgyo, "mahArAja! Apa- A saMtane dAkhalo hadaya sanmukha rAkhIne koI paNa zrInA upadezathI mArA dIkarAe goLa khAvAne viSaya upara upadeza dhArAne vahetI muktAM pahelAM te cheDI dIdhuM che paNa Ape te bAbatane upa bAbata viSe pitAnA jIvanamAM keTaluM utAryuM che, deza paMdara divasa pachI kema Ave? tenuM tenuM avalokana karIne ja bIjAne upadeza ApavA prayatna karavo joIe "pithImAnA rIMgaNuM" jevuM kAraNa batAvavA kRpA karaze! vartana dharAvanArAo kaIne upadeza ApavAne lAyaka - saMte kahyuM " juo bhAI ! mANasa pita nathI. tevAoe pitAnA AtmAne pahele sudhAravA je bAbatanuM AcaraNa na kare, ane te bAba- prayatna karavo joIe evuM A saMtanuM udAharaNa tane bIjAne upadeza Ape te te upadeza ApaNane udhana karI jAya che. ]. sAmAnA dIlamAM TakatuM nathI. meM tamane paMdara divasanI mudata ApI tenuM kAraNa e eka saMnyAsI nadImAM snAna karatA hatA, hatuM ke, meM piteja goLa khave cheDI dIdho. tevAmAM eka vichI taNuto temanI najare paDe. paMdara divasa pachI mane lAgyuM ke, huM goLa saMnyAsIe pitAnI hathelImAM tene laI lIdhe vinA calAvI zakuM chuM. tethI have bIjAne paNa viMchIe DaMkha mAryo, tethI hAtha jarA
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________________ ke 74: kalyANa; mArca-eprIla-1951 ha, eTale pachI te pANImAM paDI gaye, jemAM samAja mATe bhayaMkara che tema tevA mAnavIne sAthIe bIjIvAra tene hathelImAM laI, acA rA, koSaNa sanA ucca sattAnA sthAne niyukta karavAmAM Ave che tyAre tenuM astitva rASTranI AbAdIne vavA prayatna karyo. te viMchIe pharIvAra temane bharakhI janAruM nivaDe che. kAraNa ke, zrI. 2. va. chAmA, saMte pANImAMthI bacAvavA bahAra desAInA ja zabdomAM kahIete, nAgane bhUlAve evuM jamIna upara kaI jagyAe mukI devA trIjI- jhera enAmAM bharyuM hoya che. viMchI karatAM paNa e vAra paNa te vichIne pitAnI hathelImAM lIdhe vadhAre DakhIla hoya che, varU kastAM paNa enAmAM ane viMchIe pAche DaMkha mAryo. saMtanA A vadhAre krUrata bharelI hoya che. ziyALane zikSaNa Ape evI luccAI enI rageragamAM bharelI hoya che.] prakAranA kAyane joIne pAse ubhelA eka bhAIe te saMtane kahyuM. "mahArAja ! Apa Ama zAne karo che?" saMte kahyuM, "je tene eka uMcA Tekara hatuM, tenA upara jhupaDAM svabhAva DaMkha mAravAnuM che te mArA svabhAva hatAM. eka saMta tyAMthI bhikSA laIne nIce tene bacAvavAne che. te kSudra jatu paNa pitAne utarI rahyA hatA. TekarAnI nIcethI pAMceka varSanI svabhAva cheDatuM nathI. te huM mANasa thaIne bALA tenA traNeka varSanA bhAIne uMcakIne mArI pharaja kema cUkuM?" saMtanuM paropakAramaya upara AvatI te saMte joI, temane lAgyuM ke hRdaya joIne te mANasane ghaNe AnaMda thaye. ATalI nAnI bALA ATale bhAra upADIne [ jIvanaprakAza ] zI rIte Tekaro caDhI zakI ? enAmAM eTalI zakita te jaNAtI nathI. sAdhunI najIkamAM [samAja ane rASTranA hitaciMtakone, A saMtane sAtha dAkhalo kahI jAya che ke, potAnA sukhanI khAtara bIjA A bALA AvI pahoMcI eTale te sAdhue prANuono nAza karavAnuM koI zAstranuM pharamAna nathI. pUchayuM. 'chokarI tuM nAnI che chatAMye tArA gajA chatAM bIjA prANIono nAza karIne sukha meLavavAnAM uparAMtane ATalo badho bhAra upADIne tuM phAMphAM mAraze te tenuM pariNAma mAnavasamAja mATe zI rIte Tekaro caDhe che? A sAMbhaLIne bALAe khataranAka sarjAeluM che. vAMdarAonI katala karAvIne uttara Ape ke, "e mAro bhAI che." ke bIjo prANuone nAza karIne vadhu anAja meLa- chokarIne javAba sAMbhaLIne te saMtane vavAnA AnI sarakAre AdarelA prayoganuM pariNAma jaNAyuM ke, jyAM mamatva che, prema che, tyAM Aje keTaluM khataranAka nivaDayuM che, te mATe doSa kone che ? kudaratane kopa Aje bhArata upara taLAI . bhAra ke beja jevuM kAMI lAgatuM nathI. rahyo che. tene vicAra haju paNa karavA saveLA AjanI, [ATha ke daza varSa nA bALaka ke bAlikA sarakAra jAgrata nahiM thAya jema tiDonAM jaMgI dikSA levA taiyAra thAya che agara dikSIta thayelA hoya ToLAMne ko5 jyAM tyAM utarI paDe che, evA bIjA che tyAre teone joIne keTalAka saMsAra rasika jene prakAranA avarodhI nahi zakAya evA kudaratanA kopa zAsananA rahasyane nahiM pAmelA abudha chavAne haju nahi utare enI zI khAtrI ? mATe amUlya ema lAge che ke, A kevI rIte sAdhudharmanuM pAlana e A mAnavabhava pAmIne jeTaluM bane teTalo karI zakaze ? karI zakatA haze ? paNa teo bicArAone paropakAra karI levo emAMja mAnavabhavanI sAcI kayAM khabara hoya che, ke jene jenA paratve sAce sArthakatA che. A saMtane dAkhale vadhumAM e paNa prema ke mamatva jAge che, tyAM tene koI prakAranI kahI jAya che, ke mAnavatAne paravArI beThela mAnavI kaThinatA jevuM lAgatuM nathI.
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________________ * : kalyANa mAM vividhatA ANavA ane tenA vAcakane bedhaprada vAMcana ApavA amArA prayatno cAlu . che. sAmagrI, soga AdinI anukULatA mujIba te dizAmAM ame vadhu ghaTatuM karI rahyA chIe. AjathI kalyANamAM A nave vibhAga zarU karyo che. AgAmI aMkamAM niyamita rIte A vibhAgamAM AvuM , upayogI sAhitya rajU thatuM raheze.-saM. jevuM sAMkaDA meMDhAnI bATalIonuM tevuM ja sAMka- ke samabhAva jevI vastu TakI rahI che. jyAre banne DA mananA mAnavIonuM. aMdaranI vastu jeTalI ochI" pAsAM sarakhAM thaze, pachI zAMtinuM devALuM nIkaLavAnuM. to ThAlavavAmAM avAja vadhAre. udhAra lIdhelA paisA pAchA ApavA muzkela haze, madirA jema sabaLa mastakane asara karyA vinA paNa udhAra ApelA paisA pAchA meLavavA ethIye vadha rahetI nathI, tema sattA paNa game tevA zANuM mAthuM muzkela che. ' sane paNa bhramita karyA-pAgala karyA vinA rahetI nathI. je vyaktigata vicAre ke pote kazuM karI zake strIo ane vartamAnapatro vacce ghaNuM sAmya ema nathI, ane juthamAM besI nakkI kare ke kazuM che: banane jAnAM thaI gayA pachI mahatvanA rahetA nathI karavA jevuM nathI te AjanI samitio ane bannene paricaya upalaka daSTie sAre, bahu nahi. kamiTionI oLakhANa. niyamItatA eTale sAmI vyakti keTalI moDI sukhamAM mitro ApaNane oLakhe che, duHkhamAM, paDe che, te jovAnI phezana. ' mitrone oLakhavAne ApaNane avasara maLe che kapaDAM parathI purUSa pArakhave e jekeTa-ThA , je loke sahana karatAM kare che, te ke ja purathI pustaka pArakhavA jevI ghelachA che. DaranA mAryo, sahana kare che. hRdayanuM dvAra premathI. khUle che, ane kaMjUsanI samAjavAde ane sAmyavAde dhanika ane majUra; kothaLInuM dvAra khuzAmatathI khUle che. - zeTha ane nokara vaccenA-benenA cAlyA AvatA sAdaryavAna svachaMdI strI, vikRta mananA purUSanI ekhalAsa saMbaMdhamAM agni cAMpI azAMtinI pALI AMkhano khorAka che, paNa jIvanane mATe te e duHkha, saLagAvI, -A che samAjavAnAM temAna. zeka ane saMtApanuM sAdhana che. gAMdhIvAde heDa-bhaMgI tathA uccavarganA hinduo mAnava be rIte duHkhI thAya che, nazAba karatAM vaccenA cAlyA AvatA bhAicArAmAM kacavATa ube ene vadhAre joIe che, ane samaya pAyA pahelAM karI bannene sAma-sAmA laDAyaka maracA para mUkyA. utAvaLe joIe che. " je mANasa pitAne DAhyo mAne che. tenI AgaLa., dhIraja dharma mitra aNa nArI dalIla karavI, e kUtarAnI pUMchaDIne sIdhI karavA . ApattakAla e parakhIyArI barAbara che. | tulasIdAsa sudharelA jagatamAM dara mInITe 20 lane thAya potAnA putrane mANasa banAvatAM snehALa mAtAne che. ane dara mInITe 1 TAcheDAno kesa noMdhAyA che, 20 varSa lAge che, jyAre pArakAranI bI. vI. mATe hajI yuropanA sAmAjika saMsAramAM sneha, zAMti tarIke AvI e dIkarAne 20 mInITamAM mUrkha banAvI :
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________________ :: kalyANa; mArca-esI-1951. hai che, A che mAhanA mAdaka nazA. vidhArthIo para dekharekha rAkhavA karatA hatA. eka vidhArthI khIjA vidhArthInA peparamAM joI jatA hatA. je mANasa kAIne jAmIna thatA nathI ane je koInuM devuM karatA nathI te nirAMte uMdha lai zake che.caiArI karanAra vidhArthIne mAstare pakaDayo. kalAsamAM ubhA karyAM, AthI uzkerAelA te vidhArthIe potAnA paganA joDA kADhIne sIdhA mAstara para pheMkayo. bIjA vidhArthIoe garabaDa karI mUkI. A che AjanA vidhArthI jagatanI kUjetI. zikSaNa ane tenA ApanAra vidhAgurU pratyenA bahumAnabhAva jyAM nathI, vinaya ke viveka jevI vastu jyAre vidhArthInA vanamAMthI Ama taddana osaratI jaze te e vidhArthIsamAja bhaNI-gaNIne taiyAra thayA pachI deza, samAja ke kuTuM ane kai rIte upakAraka banaze ! [ 5. ka. vi. gaNi ] garIba ane zrImaMta vacce taphAvata Aja-kAla e rahyo che, ke zrImatane jamatI vakhate parasevA thAya che, jyAre garIkhane jamavAnuM meLavatAM parasevA thAya che-A che pUrvanA sukRta-duSkRtanI kamANInuM aMtara AzA etA madhura kaDavA aMza che jIMdagInA, chedAyanA jIvitathIe khetA jIva jAtA. va-va vaccenA bhedone meTuM rUpa ApI tene laDAvI mAranAra ane vargavigraha ubhA karanAra samAjaMvAda ane va-vaSNu vaccenA bhedyamAM kaTutA ANI temAM varNa vigraha ubho karanAra-gAMdhIvAda. pazumAM paDI eka takarAra eka samAjavAdI mitra peAtAnI pADeAzamAM rahelA eka bhAIne samajAvI rahyo che; jue, tamArI pAse e gAya che, temAMthI eka amane maLavI joie, eTalAmAM tyAMthI pasAra thatA * sAmyavAdI janAba vacce khelI uThayA ' nA ema nahi. tamArI pAse e gAya che te banne amane ApI do, ane amArI pAsethI dUdha kharIdhe ' A bannenI TapATapI pele pADeAthI sAMbhaLI rahyo che. tyAM eka mUDIvAdI mAnasa emAM apamAna lAgyuM, kalAsa pUro thayA pachI heDa-dharAvatA bhA vacce AvI lAgyA; ane phaisale jInA samayanA yUropanI A vAta che. zikSakanA mAbhA keTalA pavitra che, te AthI samajAya che; IMgle - DanI vesTamIlsTara skUlanA prakhyAta vaijJAnika DeAkaTara zrI khuzbI, jyAre rAjA cArlsa bIjAne skUla batAve che, tyAre heDamAstara te veLA vidhArthione kalAsamAM zikSaNu ApaU rahyA che, te veLA rAjAnI sAme jovA chatAM peAtAnA mAthAparanI TopI teNe na utArI, rAjAne . . mAstare rAjAnI samakSa khulAsA karyA; mA karajo sAheba, ApanA mAnamAM meM mAthAparanI heTa na utArI, huM tema na karI zakayA, kAraNu; huM te vakhate mArA vidyArthi A sumakSa vidhA jevI pavitra vastunuM dAna karI rahyo hato. te samaye mArA vidhArthIone ema na lAgavu joie ke, * vidhA ane vidyAgurU karatAM A jagatamAM bIjo koi moTA mANasa che. mArA vidhArthIonAM. mana para jo evI chApa paDe te| te mane paravaDe nahi ' AthI rAjA khuza-khuza thayA, [ 5. ka. vi. gaNi ] AjanA vidyArthI. suNAvyA; * jue tame banne khATA mAge che; ane pelA pADozIne kahyuM * tamArI pAse e gAya che, have eka baLada kharIdI dezanuM utpAdana vadhArA ' Ama traNu vacce vAta vadhI, tyAM te dhALI TApI ane jhakhmAmAM sajja eka gAMdhIvAdI koMgresamena tyAM AvI caDhayA; teNe kahyuM; nA ema nahi, tame dUdhane vyApAra zarU karo, sarakArane judA-judA Teksa ApI sarakArane sahAya karI: ' Ama pazumAM paDI eka takarAra, vAda-vivAdamAMthI hiMsaka-ahiMsaka pratikAra para adhA caDI gayA eTalAmAM tyAMthI jatA eka adhyAtmavAdamAM mAnanAra bhAinI daSTi A carcAnA cArA para paDI, temaNe Dai kaleje A badhAnI vAta sAMbhaLI ane javAbamAM vinamra zabvemAM kahyuM; ' bhAie ! jI tamArAmAMthI ekene mArI salAha khapa lAgavAnI nathI, ema mane samajAya che; chatAM A badhI jyAre hamaNAM tAjetaramAM banelA eka kIssA Aje mAstara-zikSakAnu, vidyArthI jagatamAM keTalu hINuM sthAna che te batAvI Ape che-vAMkAneranI skUlamAM parIkSAo cAlatI hatI. mAstara haoNlamAMmAMthAphrADa nakAmI che, huM te! AjanI A take eTaluM
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________________ madhapuDe; : 77: ja kahIza ke, "pUrvanI puNyAithI je malyuM che, te pAMdaDuM malyAM te amaladAra kaheze, eTaluM te raLyA. bheguM karavAnI ke vadhAravAnI lobattine tajI saMtoSa dhana ghelAM te mana ghelA; sarakAra kahe prajAdhelI; rAkhe. tamArAthI hIna, dIna-dukhitene svArthanA bhege prajA kahe saradhara; AjhAdI kahebane ghelAM, e hiMdanA sahAyaka bane, pIDitanI paDakhe rahe; bhogavatA pahelAM taMtrane svare. choDatAMtyajatAM zIkha; meLavavA karatAM ApatAM zIkho, AmAM ja mAnavatA che. samAjavAda, sAmyavAda ke ghebIne kUtare nahiM gharane, nahi ghATanene sarabIjA koI vAda karatAM hiMdanenIyAnA dareka dezane karI kArakuna kAM ephIsamAMne kAM amaladArane ghera jarUra che, A mAnavatAvAdanI cokakhI bhASAmAM dhAnavinAnA mare ke sAnavinAnA bhare-ne sattAnA kahIe te bhalAivAdanI. A sivAya bIjA badhA siMhAsane beThelA mAnamAM mare. vAdo kAMI khapanA nathI.' [5. ka. vi.] nagArakhAnAmAM tatuDIne avAja koNa sAMbhaLe? AjanI navI kahevata. Dhela gagaDA koThInA dvAra teye saLavaLatI sarakAra, dhaNI vinA Dhora sUnAM ' ane koMgresa rAjamAM na jANe jethI te jANe DozI-ne badhAya dhaMdhA chatI pilIse vadhatA gunhA.. jANe e kegresI. ghaNI Avyo ke dhADa, jhuMpaDuM lagADayuM ke vADa nadI pachavADe ovArA, amaladAra pachavADe pheMTA bahAravaTIyA Ave ke amaladAra; eka kaheze kApuM dalAla, ne asIla pAchaLa deDe vakIla. nAka, bIje kaheze paisA Apa; na bolyAmAM navaguNa paNa bele enAM bora dharmanI gAyanA dAMta zA jovA, maphatIyA zAka- vecAya ne bhASaNa kare tenetA thAya! unALAmAM hImALe carakane . eTale dhakhadhakhatA taDakAmAM paNa ziyALAnI gulAbI ThaMDakanI majA mANavA Aje ja Ave zarU kare. garamInA karI zaku A ja thI ja vA 5 ra va za rU kare. magajanI garamI, kabajIAta, harasa, khujalI, privAla yukta] lehI vikAra, anidrA, zarIrane dAha vigere maTADI zarIramAM ThaMDaka lAve che kiMmata telA 40nA rUA. 4-0-0 ane tolA ra0nA rUA. ra-0-0 - 49 hyujIsa reDa, muMbaI, 7 : : zAkhAo : : surata ane amadAvAda, caraka" DA 2
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________________ kA vya sa 2 bha. AThamA varSanA padAparNa samaye : jaya vare, vijaya vase magala-mAlA vistare, harSathI varSa AThamAmAM pravezatuM kalyANa che, aneka kuTiva gahanA prazno vAdI mananA udhdha; - anubhava ane tattvajJAnanuM suMdara eka nidhAna che; cAre dizAmAM pharapharo amara-padavIne vare. sAhitya ane itihAsanI saurabha jemAM che bharI, aya evI naya mizrita- jinavANI ucca 10 pratyeka patrathI jagatamAM adhika kIti che varI. 1. - -zrI aya niSpakSatA ane niDaratA jenI bhUmi vaLI che ajaba; zubhAkAMkSA : saue muktakaMThe kahI pragati paNa jenI gajaba; zArdUla-vikrIDita: samAja unnati ane vikAsa sAdhavA je taiyAra che, vistAre zubha saumya jota jagate sujJAna zAnti bharI, lekhaka-kavi anubhavi janene jemAM nitya sahakAra che. 2 pAme e kiraNAvali taraNinI ajJAna rAtrI harI; kunayI ane utsutra bhASine pracAra paNa dekhAya jyAM, dhAro abdhi-aMpAratA guNa mahA-ratnAvali arpavA, eka aDaga khaga jevuM kalyANa ubhu rahe che tyAM, sAdhe zrI navale prabhAta jaganuM kalyANa kalyANa A. jaina-darzananuM sudarzana cakra jevuM bhAsatuM, : anuSyapa : pulakita thaIne zAstra tattvone sadA prakAzanuM. 3 lahae zakti, ne chUrti, prANavat raho sadA; kuzaMkA kupathamAM paDelAne samAdhAna ApatuM, pUro ! e prANane zakita, dharma-prANa-vihInamAM. durnivAra ane nAstika pravAhane e jhaTapaTa kApatuM; .: zIkhariNI : " satya ane suMdara vacana vilAsane AlApatuM, . jagajjatu-kerAM sakala bhana saMtApa haravA; vAMcakonA hRdaya-patha para vIra zradhdhA sthApatuM. 4. svarUpa-prApti he ! vipula vaDanI zAnti bharavA; yogI ane dhyAnI tathA tyAgI tathA jJAnI vaLI, vahe ! vIre bhAkhyuM, vimala mRtanuM zuddha jharaNuM, nitya vAMce che prazaMse che jenA zubha guNane kaLI, kare ! e kalyANa-pracura nUtanAde bhU- bharanuM. deza-videza saghaLe pharIne dharma-jharaNuM che jhare, miSTa bhojana jevuM saune dharmamAM susthira kare. 5. : anuSTrapa: sAhitya-bhASA abhinava jemAM sadA camakI rahe, dharma ne saMskRti, jagAvA nAda vizvamAM kathA kahAnI rasa bharapUra sudhAsAra vaNI vahe, ane e zaMkha te zubhra, sthApavA zAnti vizvamAM, zaMkA-samAdhAne vividha raMge bhayo bharapura che, : upajAti : avanavA janma-bharanA jemAM kadI nahi vaLI dura che. 6 daze dizAmAM, navale prabhAte. sAkSara vaLI anubhavI vibudha jananA lekhajemAM AvatA, kalyANa kalyANa-dIpAvalikA; vAMcakone navanavA rasa nasenasa ubharAvatA; cetAvajo! arpa! vive haiyesaMjayanI navI-najare nava-viSaya je dekhAtuM, kalyANanI te kumaLI kalikA. kacuMbaranA tamatamAM svAde vividha cakhADatuM. 7 -zrI rAjakIti : addabhUtatA alaukikatA ajoDatA ane bhavyatA, navalIuSA sAratyatA sunyAyitA ane satyatA suvicArItA; A ! Avo!! navalI uSA, sAhityatA saundaryatA niSpakSatA niHsvArthatA, A AMgaNiye ama Avo ! aitihAsitA saMskAritA jemAM rahe che jhalakatA. 8 raktaraMgI baeNmasaMga. mukha anuja muzakA ! ziza paNa e tarUNa jevuM pragati paMthe doDatuM, ' navaUrmi navaAzA navacetana navajIvana lAve 1. bhalabhalA sAhitya graMtha sAthamAM je haDatuM; komaLa kara kiraNo phelAvI, nIMda gada tAvo ! anubhavI kaI vRddha jevuM uMDI vAta bolatuM, vAtsalya bharita karathI paMpALI; zabdane sAhitya bhUSAthI sadA je DolatuM. 9 hete vizva, hasAve ! Avo ? 1 'mane te paLa prabhAta nAig ,
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________________ AA kAvyasarabha; : 79H jAo ! jAo !! navalI uSA, lyo lAbha! protsAhana daI - vizva kheDavA jAo ! harIgita jaLamAM sthaLamAM parvatathIramAM, zedizA camakAo! ' kalyANanI IcchA yadi kalyANa 'mAsika vAMcaje, jananA manamAMtanamAM sadhaLe, jyota jvalaMta jagAvo! kalyANakara sAhityane, vAMcI vicArI rAjo; kALajanI', bUjhelI cirAga, cetananI cetA, kalyANamUrti-saMta-sAdhu-jJAna-anubhava rasavatI, lAla uSA, jagalAla hadayamAM, pIrasAya che rasathALamAM, ArogyadAyaka kasavatI. 1 lAla raMga relAva! jAo0 2 vidvAna brAvaka varganA, lekhe vividha viSaya viSe; * lA! lAva navalI uSA, "zaMkA-samAdhAna, satata satsaMga thAse e viSe; koTI "kalyANa" lAvo, vAte abhinava jagatanI, niSkarSa sAthe AvatI, maMgalamaya ravamadhura suNAvI, vizva cAhanA lA ! niyamita gocarI jJAnanI, tasarasika janagaNu bhAvatI. 2 nAda satyane gaMbhIra gajAvI, jagatacitta DolAve !, ItihAsa, tatva caritra saMkalanA nibaMdha prabaMdhathI. avaninAM antaHkaraNene, AthI ahIM lAvo ! dina-dina vadhe vaividhya vidvarga sneha sabaMdhathI; AThamI uSA, jaya kalyANI. grAhaka, sahAyaka, sabhya Adi yojanAne jANIne, * * kA kIrtiA kahela chAve !! lya lAbha protsAhana daI, thoDe ghaNuMja pramANIne, 3 upazAta zrI bhIkhAbhAI chaganalAla zAha AphrIkAnA grAhaka baMdhuo "lyANa, mAsikanuM vArSika lavAjama rUA. 6-0-0 nIcenA saranAme bharI amane patra lakhI jaNAvaze. zrI dAmodaradAsa AsakaraNa paNa bekasa naM. 649 dAresalAma [AkrIkA) sArAbhAI navAbanuM eka navuM kalAtmaka prakAzana: zrI jaina citrAvali trIsa cAra raMgI citra judAM judAM 9 mAunTa para mUlya pAMca rUpiyA A citrAvalimAM paMdaramA saikAne mahAmaMgalakArI zrI RSimaMDala bRhayaMtra tathA mahAtkArIka zrI maMtrAdhirAja ciMtAmaNI yaMtra ke jemAM dareka yaMtramAM navagraho, navanidhAna, daza digyAlo, dharaNendra-padmAvatI, sarasvatIdevI, lakSmIdevI, aMbikAdevI, kSetrapAla tathA gautamasvAmInAM gIna citro tathA maMtro vagere vi. dharma muni mahArAja zrI puNyavijayajInA saMgrahamAnA paMdaramA saikAnA prAcIna kapaDAM paranA citrapaTamAMthI mULa raMgomAM ApavAmAM AvelAM che tathA prathama tIrthaMkara zrI RSabhadevathI zarU karIne vIsamA tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra svAmI paryaMtanA vIze tIrthakaro, laMchane tathA avanavI citrAkRtio sahita tathA zrI sarasvatIdevI, zrI lahamIdevI zrI cakrezvarIdevI tathA zrI sarasvatIdevInAM cAra raMgamAM citra ApavAmAM AvelAM che. A trIse citronA raMgIna bloke muMbAInA TAImsa opha IDIyA presamAM karAvelA hovA chatAM ane mAtra traNa pratamAM maryAdita A citrAvalinI kiMmata darekanA khIsAne posAya teTalI ja rAkhavAmAM AvelI che. sArAbhAI maNilAla navAba nAgajI bhUTaranI piLa amadAvAda,
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________________ e * ke * ja ke bhU la. - zrI jayakIti. manuSyamAtra bhUlane pAtra" kahIne ApaNAmAM Aja-kAla bhUlane khoTI rIte nibhAvI levAnI vRtti bahu vadhI paDI che, paraMtu eka najIvI bhUla paNa-tenI pAchaLa lAparavAha banI jaIe, aMdha banI jaIe te jIvananI sArIye ujjavaLa kArakIrdI upara kalaMka-kUcaDo pheravIne, adhematinI uMDI khINamAM kheMcI jAya che ane na bhUlAya te khataranAka aMjAma lAve che, tene tAdaza citAra-A daSTAMta khaDe kare che. saM0 satInAM satanAM yazogAna TheTha vikramanA kAna sudhI pahoMcI cUkayAM hatAM, enI suvAsa comera phelAI gaI hatI. vagara pAMkhe daze dizAmAM uDI rahI hatI. jyAM juo tyAM satI ratnamaMjarInuM nAma gavAI rahyuM hatuM. enAM nAma upara dhanyavAdanA Dhera khaDakAI rahyA hatA. eka vRddhanI sevA mATe, pitAnI ugatI vRttionuM balidAna ApIne ratnamaMjarI svecchAe eka vRddhane varI hatI. mAtra varI-paraNI hatI eTaluM ja nahi paNa potAnAM hadayane deva karI cUkI hatI. hadayamAM ratnamaMjarInI AjubAjunI badhI bInA samajI navalA kiDane bharIne AvatI yuvAna navavadhU jema laIne vikrama eka divasa upaDaze tenuM ghara kayAM AvyuM yuvAna patinI sevA-Adara kare temaja ramaMjarIye ne te kayAM rahe che vagere badhI bInA jANI levAnuM vRddhane sevI rahI hatI. tasatasatAM jobanamAM svecchAe cAra vikrama cUka na hate. pRhanI sAthe lagna, tenI sevA ane vaLI vRttionuM "miyA, bAraNuM ughADo ne!' rAtrinA ghora damana, eja enA yazogAnanA nimittabhUta hatAM. aMdhakArane bhedIne eka paravaza avAja ratnamaMjarInA nAgarikonA dilamAM ratnamaMjarInuM sthAna bahu uMcu dvAra para athaDAI hyo hato. hatuM. eTaluM ja uMcuM teNInuM satItva hatuM. dvi-prati koNa e..............." kahetAMkane patinA paga dina teNIne yaza vyApaka banatA jate hate. deza cAMpatI ratnamaMjarI ubhI thaIne ThAra tarapha sarakI dezanI janatAnA kAne pahoMcate ja hatuM ane gaI. pati sevA ane dIna-du:khIonI dayA, ratnahRdayamAM eka madhuruM sthAna jamAvate jAte hate. maMjarIne jIvanamaMtra banI rahyo hate. reja savAre vikramanA kAne jyAre, satIne A yaza paheo pitAnA ja hAthe patine snAna karAvatI, premathI tyAre saheje enA dilamAM satInAM satane pratyakSa jamADatI ane bapore sundara bichAnuM bichAvI A anubhavavAnI vRtti uchaLI AvI. pahelethI ja e strI rAma karAvatI hatI. sAMjanA punaH hAtha-paga dhatIcaritrane anubhavI, zrotA ane jijJAsu hatuM eTale jamADatI ane punaH suMvALA bichAnAmAM ArAma AmAM paNa kAMIka strI caritra haze! ema enA karAvatI hatI ane komaLa hAthe paga caMpI karIne dilamAM ugI AvyuM paNa prazna e hatuM, ke pratyakSa uMdhADI detI hatI ane Aje jyAre ratnamaMjarI anubhavane moko maLe kema ? avasara maLe ke na maLe, patinA paga cAMpI rahI hatI tyAre enA kAne paNa enI jijJAsA ane anubhava, ene japIne avAja athaDAye; besavA de tema na hatAM. avasara AvIne maLe tyAM sudhI rAha joIne besavA karatAM, avasarane kheMcI "miyA, bAraNuM ughADajene" ane ratnamaMjarI meLava, eja ene, jijJAsAne saMtoSavA ane " koNa e........... " kahetAM dvAra bAju sarI gaI hatI. anubhava vadhAravA mATe sIdhe raste lAgyo. "keNuM che, bhAI ? " bAraNAnI sAMkaLa kholatAM
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________________ eka ja bhUla :81: namaMjarIe madhura avAje pUchayuM, * je te khare! Dose te kyArano svadhAma * paradezI chuM. rAta rahevA deza mAi, pahoMcI gayo che.' ratnamaMjarInA rUpAnI ghaMTaDI gaLatA avAje Agantake potAnI sthiti jaNAvI. jevA avAjamAMthI bhayaMkaratA nItarI rahI hatI. mastIe * paradezI che?" kaI kahevAnI gama na paDatAM caDhelI ratnamaMjarIne mAdakatAthI maDhelo avAja ratnamaMjarIthI bolAI javAyuM, paNa enA haiyAnI sAMbhaLI paradezI vadhu camako, vadhu sAvadha thayo, ane sthiti te judI ja hatI. e vicArI rahI hatI; kAna vadhu savaLA karI sAMbhaLavA lAgyo. paradezI mANasane kema rAta rahevA devAya ?' e , nA paNa Aje te mane javA de." DaratA enI vyavahArU buddhinuM sUcana hatuM, jyAre enI dayA avAje sAme ubhelo navajavAna belyo. tenuM rUpa mayatA piokArI rahI hatI. bicAro bhalene eka joine Aje ratnamaMjarI gAMDI banI hatI. tenI khUNAmAM paDa rahe.' vyavahArU buddhi ne dayAbuddhinA dabAvelI vRttio Aje uchaLI AvI hatI. varSothI vivAdamAM Akhare dayAbuddhi jItI. paradezI ratnamaMjarInA kAbUmAM rAkhelI bhAvanA Aje jora karI rahI hatI. javAbanI rAha jote ubhe hatA, enI AMkhomAMthI enuM jobana Aje ramaNe caDhayuM hatuM. jANe ghasaghasatuM garIbAI nItaratI hatI, ane avAjamAM karUNatA nadInuM pUraraNakI uThatI hatI, chatAMya enA caherAnuM teja achatuM ratnamaMjarIne tyAM dhananI corI karavA Avela cera na hotuM rahetuM chUpAyuM patuM na hatuM. caherA uparanA enuM citta corI leze; evuM koNa jANatuM hatuM ? ane camakatA tejane AvavA paradezI mathI rahyo hato. varSothI ThArIne rAkhelA enA hatyanAM-madhasAgaranA jabarajastIthI dabAvI rahyo hate. sabhAe enuM e nIrane hiloLe caDhAvaze! enIye kone khabara hatI ? teja ratnamaMjarInI AMkhamAM na vasyuM. bArI oLaMgIne core AvAsamAM paga mUke. bhale, A khUNAmAM sUI raheje. khuzIthI !' ratnamaMjarI jAgI uThI. kALane akATaya saMta hate. kaIka vicAra karIne kIdhA pachI ratnamaMjarI cAlI gai karmonI e jAduI lIlA hatI. pAmara manuSya ene ane paradezIe nirAMtano zvAsa kheMce. kema pichANI zake? Amate ratnamaMjarInI najara nIce ghaNuya rUpanA - rAta vadhatI jatI hatI. aMdhakArane othAra UtarI rahyo hato. dhIme dhIme eka pachI eka jaMpatA bhaDakA AvI gayA hatA paNa ekeya enA hadayAgnine jatAM hatAM. ratnamaMjarI paNa UMghI gaI hatI. te vakhate cetAvI zakyA nahatA. agarato kahe ke ratnamaMjarIe pelo paradezI pAsAM ghasaDI rahyo hato. enAM dilanI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka tenuM rakSaNa karyuM hatuM paNa A zuM? cintA enI UMdhane khAI gaI hatI. kharUM pUchAve te coranuM rUpa kharekhara,ratnamaMjarI mATe bhayAnaka nIvaDayuM. varSothI jALavIne rAkhelo hadayane baMdha Aje tUTI ene UMdha joitI paNa na hatI. aMdhakAramAM paNa e paDyo ane coranA rUpa tarapha vahI nIkaLe. ugatA gharanA cAre khuNe mApavA mathI rahyo hate. jANe kaMIka jobane, aneka yuvAnone ThakarAvIne vRddhane varelI ratna- * zodhI rahyo hato, paNa aMdhakAra ane siddhi sAMpaDavA dete nahate. thoDIvAra paDakhuM pheravyA pachI enI maMjarI jIvananI baMdhAI cUkelI avasthAmAM vakarI gaI, AMkhamAM paNa jaMpa vaLavA mAMDayo paNa enA nasIbamAM coranI rUpa-rAzimAM DUbI gaI. ja5 have kyAM ? jaMpa vanyAne haju bahu samaya vItyo hatamarg hati haNAyelAMne paNa haNavAnI pravRttina hatuM. eTalAmAM e ekadama jhabakI uThaze. enA vALA nippara madanane ratnamaMjarInI dayA te zenI ja Ave?. . kAne eka bhayaMkara cIsa athaDAI. te pathArImAMthI lAMbA kALanAM yuddha pachI jItavAne AkharI prasaMga aDadho beTho thaI gaye ane cIsanI dizAmAM kAna nirdaya- kAmadeva zene mUke ? ane kenI majAka ne mAMDayA. sAvadha thaI ne aspaSTa zabdamAM te bhUMDI hAlata karI cUkelo te Aje ratnamaMjarIne paNa vArtAlApa dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavA lAgyo. phasAvI rahyo hato.
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________________ virati ane viveka vinAnuM jJAna Apattijanaka che. pU AcArya zrImad vijayajIvanatilakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, sa'sAra cakratA eka eve niyama che, ke zrImaMta mAgavAvALA mAnavate dAna na Ape to te hAMsI-pAtra bane che. dhanahIna kaMi ja na Ape toya prazasApAtra bane che, ane leAkamAM khAlAya che ke, khicArAnuM kli dariyAvara che, paNa zuM kare ? ane zrImaMta khanIne kaMi ja na Ape tyAre leAka kahe che ke, gadhADAnI DokamAM mogarAnAM ane gulAbanAM phulanI mALA jevI A kaMjusane lakSmI malI che. haiyAneA bhikhArI ane kline cAra zrImata hoya toya te leAka-vANImAM dhaNA ja tiraskArane pAtra bane che, tema saMsAramAM mAnavAne kSayApazama ane udyamanA pramANe ja jJAna-prApti thAya che. keTalAka mAnavA mAla-vayathI jJAnAbhyAsa karavA bhagIratha prayatna Adare che. ane aMtamAM aneka bione prApta kare che ane vidvAneAmAM gaNatrI thAya che. keTalo. dhArmika-jJAnanA uMDA abhyAsIo hoya che, keTalAkA laukika-vyavahAra jJAnanA niSNAta hoya che paNa e jJAna sva-para prakAzaka nIvaDe tyAre ja jJAna e samyagUnAna gaNAya che paNa addabhUta jJAna melavyA pachI paNa ratnamajarI jAge che. ema jANIne cAra pAo vaLyo. ratnamajIe UDIne, pAchaLa jai ekadama tene hAtha pakaDayA, cAra joke khInyA. teAya himmata rAkhIne UbhA rahI gaye!. ratnamaMjarI mUDha jevI thane tenA mAM sAmu je rahI hatI, saundaryapAna karI rahI hatI. cArane Azcarya thayuM, ke A vaLI kevI rIta ? ene bhayatA lagabhaga badhA AsarI cUkayo hato. thoDIka kSaNo vItyA pachI cere javAtA prayatna karyAM. atyArasudhI mauna ubhelI ratnamajarInI vAcA have khUlI gai, te e lI. vicAra, * kema nathI gamatuM ahIM ! jUnA kALanI prIta hoya tema ratnamajarInA avAjamAMthI dhvanita thatuM hatuM. pazu taddana navI prItanI A rIta cArane vadhu mUjhavaNamAM mUkI rahI hatI. ' jo ! kevI cAMdanI rAta che ? ane A rUperI tejanAM sAgara ubharAya che, kevA majAnAM che? ane tuM javAnI vAta kare che ? jANe amRtanAM leAla bharelA ThAmamAM vizvanI dhArA ' kahIne ratnamajarIe cArane najadIka khecyA. teNInAM badhA khela te samajI cUkayA hatA, -* nazaH vANI ane vanamAM ekadhA-vRttiprakRtti na dekhAya tyAre e paMDita-pravarA niMdAne pAtra bane che ane tenA vacana para jana varganI zradhA paNa lopa thai jAya che. AthI purUSa tarIke evA zuSka jJAnIenI gaNatrI kadIe thatI nathI ane tee jJAnane bee teTalA prakAza paheoMcADI zakatAya nathI, dIpaka dujArAne prakAza Ape che, balke potAnI pAse aMdhArU che. koi AMdhaLe cAlatA skhalanA pAme ke kSati pAme te ema kahevAya ke, bicAro adha che, zuM kare ? paNa meTI evI AMkhe hovA chatAM dhoLA divase dIve hAthamAM laine cAlanAro jo khADAmAM paDe ke hekara khAya te leAkeA emaja kahe ke, mUrkha ! AMkhA chatAM joyA sivAya kuvAmAM kema paDyA ! tema sat-asattA jJAnavALA anAcArI ane, avivekI ane, vinayanA pAkone bhUlI jAya, jema Ave tema vANImAM bAphe ! ane vanamAM svaccha MdatAthI, apavitratAnI badI ghusADe! te pachI AMdhaLA karatAMya vadhAre gunhegAra kema na gaNAya ! ghaNA evA uttara Ape che ke, nAnI bhale anAcAra seve, bhale jema Ave tema ke, bhale jagatane udhA raste lai jAya ! paNa tenI pAse evI eka
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________________ virati ane viveka vinAnuM jJAna; :83: cAvI che ke , uMdhAne sIdhuM banAvI zake che paNa jJAna e netra che paraMtu divasanA ajavALA sivAya netra A pramANe bolanAra draSTirANI ke unmArgagAmI che. kaMi kAmamAM AvatAM nathI; tema viratibhAva ane samajavuM joIe che. jJAnI ke ajJAnI baneya viSa viveka e divasanA ajavALAM jevAM che. cakSu game pIe te jarura mare ja che. hAM, jheranAzaka buTTI teTalAM tejasvI ke dIrthAvagAhI hoya paNa prakAzanI jenI pAse hoya te jhera pIne jIvate rahe che paNa apekSA jarUra rAkhe che. tema jJAna paNa AcAraviSa mAranAra che, evuM jANanAre pIvAnI ceSTA ja zuddhi ane vANIzuddhi sivAyanuM eka upadrava rUpa zA mATe kare ! kadAca-karmavaza kare che, ema kaheze che. kAraNa ke, chadmasthane jJAna vadhatuM jAya ane jJAna te ajJAnI paNa karmavaza ja kare che, te pachI jJAnI ane phala kazuMya na hoya te dardIne davA ghaNIja suMdara ajJAnImAM pharaka zo! eTale jJAnI sabodha pAmyA ApavA chatAM asara vinA nakAmI jAya che tema jJAna pachI vicAra, vANI ane kriyAomAM eka prakAre ja bojA rUpa bane che. jJAna levAna gaMga-vATa sugurue varte che. "tame tA : mahApuruSanI sadaiva ja che. suguruonI nizrAmAM savinaya ane kSamAekarUpatA ja hoya che. pUrvaka je jJAna meLavAya che te vidhipUrvakanuM samyajJAna kahevAya che, gurunI nizrA sivAya ApoApa gaMbhIratA dhagatI aMgArAnI ciMtAmAM paDavAthI baLI javAya che, bharyA. guDhArthavALA. zAstro vAMcatA vAnarane mahAra ema badhAya jANIye chIe eTale evI citAmAM mara- paherAvAnI jema niSphaLatAne pAme che, kAraNa ke janAvAnI IcchA sivAya koI paDate mathI, tema jJAnI kadIya gamo temaja anya jJAnI viracita graMtha apekSAnI, anAyAsnA mArge ja nathI. jJAnI viveka ke vinayane suvAsathI vAsita hoya che, e apekSAone, apavAdene, cukata ja nathI. jJAnI' dezakAlane lakSyamAM rAkhyA gaMbhIra ane temaja aneka kalpanAmAM na Ave tevI sivAya varte nahi, ekAnta hoya ke jAhera heya paNa sarvasIya bAbato para azradhdhA janme che ane e azrajJAnInuM jIvana ekaja sarakhuM pavitra ane nidaoNSa ja dhA pAmelA jainazAsanane paNa gumAvI bese evI durdazA pedA hoya che. ame jJAnI chIe, ame takavAdI ane thAya che. jenonuM dravyAnuM jJAna temaja bhaugolika jJAna pratibhAsaMpanna prapaNe chIe ke amArI sAme koI ane AkAza-padArthonuM pariNAma ghaNuM ja vizAla tathA paNa vAdI ke jJAnI TakI zake nahi, AvI mithyA- bArIka che. kapamaMDuka jevAone sarvajJanuM vizAla-jJAna bhimAnI vRttivALAo te bhale pote pitAnI jAtane kevI rIte bhejAmAM utare ! gurU-gamathI dhIme dhIme . jJAnI mAnatA hoya paNa duniyAne bhAre anarthanA bhAge vidhipUrvaka grahaNa karatA A jJAna pace che, rUce che ane vALanArAo hoya che. dareka dukAne borDa te "InsAphI che " zradhdhA-paSTa bane che vaidhanI sAMnidhyamAM samala jevuM ane zAhukArInI peDhI che " "ekaja bhAva ane eka - jhera paNa khavAya che ane pacAvAya che paNa vidhija vAta ! padhAre ! " paNa AvAM borDe vepArIo padhArI ! " paNa Avo bADA vepArIo vinA dekhAdekhI kAI mAnavI somala khAI jAya te nA grAhakane AkarSavA ane vizvAsamAM levA, grAhake vAMcI kevI dazAne pAme che, te anubhavagamya ja zake evI rIte laTakAve che, paNa emAM be ke vepArInI che ne ? Aje-paribala khavAtuM jAya che. gurUgama, kiMmata zI ? tema amo jJAnI chIe ! paMDita-avaro sivAya ApameLe aneka Agamone keTalAka vAMce che, chIe ! AvI bIradAvalIo ghaNAnI AgaLa bolAya pracAre che, tenuM parINAma evuM AvyuM ke, saMsAramAM je . che paraMtu tenI sAthe kAma paDatAM teonA aMtara vItarAga zAstro para loka-vizvAsa haze te phagAvA jIvananI dazA jovAmAM Ave che te najare paNa jotAM mAM che. paMDita ane vizvAsu gaNAtAo paNa tevAonI para ghaNuM ja chUTe che. chaDecoka e AgamonI ThekaDI uDAve che, AgamamAM AMtiraka vartana juduM-pracAramAM vANI judI-ane AvatA aneka viSayone juThA ane kAlpanika manAvA bAhya ADaMbara judo ja dekhAya che. te zAstro kahe che taiyAra thAya che. hajAro mAnomAM e vicAronI dUrgadhI ke, virati ane viveka vinAnuM jJAna Apatti rUpa thAya che. phelAtI jAya che. hajAro mAnavI-manuSyone paNa satya ,
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________________ Srilan? zrI saMjaya junAgaDha mukAme zrI jena ve. kenpharansanuM zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanabhA para upakAraka kriyAkAMDenI adhivezana Akhare hAme te pracAra patrikAmAM ThAma-ThAma taNakhA verAI samitinA pramukha zeTha zrI pUlacaMdabhAI tA. rahelA jaNAya che. upadhAna tathA zAMtisnAtranI hAme kenpharansanI patrikAmAM tenA taMtrIe kharekhara bephAma lIe rAjInAmuM ApyuM che, ane kenpharansanA lakhyuM che, je koI rIte kSamya na gaNI zakAya. Aje sUtradhArAe anicchAe hAla akkasa mudata sAmAjika ke rAjakIya utsavanI pAchaLa ApaNA mATe tenuM adhivezana mokupha rAkhyuM che. janasamAjamAM lAkhone duya je rIte thaI rahyo -chellA samAcAra. che, tenI hAme konpharansanA mahAtaMtrInI kalama koNa jANe A avasare khAsa junI kahevata yAda Ave che; kema cUpa thaIne beThI che, te samajI zakAtuM nathI. zikAranI lAlace citto kadAca cAla bakSe paNa je sAmAjika ke rAjakiya utsavonI pAchaLa samAjanuM zarIranAM TapakAM badalatuM nathI.' kharekhara konpharansanA aDhaLaka dhana veDaphAI rahyuM che, tene mATe konpharansanA sUtradhAra mATe Ama ja kahI zakAya. chellA phAlanA maMtrIzrIe "dhanavyayanI dizA phera" heDIMgathI khabara adhivezanamAM tenA jAnA kAryakaroe pitAnI cAla laI nAMkhavI joItI hatI. tyAM maMtrIzrI mauna balI hatI, e vAta keTaleka aMze sAcI hatI, rahyA che; phakta emane khaTake che zAMtisnAtra upadhAna paNa tenA kAryakaronuM hRdaya palaTAyuM na hatuM. te konsa. ke ujamaNuM : paNa e konpharansanA kAryakaroe eTaluM ransanI 15-2-51 nI patrikA parathI spaSTa samajI hamajI levuM joIe ke, " je zradhdhALu samAja, zakAya che. je zradhdhALu samAje gaI gUjarI bhUlIne Aje ke pahelAM dhArmika anuSThAne pAchaLa zubha bhAvakenpharansane tathA tenI samAja-upayogI pravRttine sahakAra nathI lAkhono sadvyaya kare che- karI rahyo che; te ApavA hAtha laMbAvyo, te ja samAjane chevaTe konpha ja samAja taraphathI tamArI pratyeka samAja upayogI rase cheha dIdhe e kharekhara jaina samAjanA bhAvi pravRttiomAM lAkhenAM dAna maLelAM che; jemanA hRdayamAM mATe duHkhada ghaTanA kahI zakAya. zrI jinezvara dharma vasyo che, te loko ja samAjanA utkarSanI jevA tAraka anaMtajJAnInA zAsanamAM je je dharma yojanAomAM potAne dAna-pravAha vahete rAkhI zakyA pravRttio, anuSThAne tathA kriyAkAMDe traNeya jelamAM che ane rAkhI rahyA che," bAkI; sudhAraka gaNAtAoe saMsArabharanA AtmAo mATe upakAraka gaNAya che, te samAja-upayogI pravRttiomAM paNa zakti hovA te ja zubha anuSThAnanI hAme konpharansanA sUtradhA chatAMe pAInuM paNa dAna karyuM nathI, ema amAre rine ukaLATa, hadayano baLApa chupa na rahI zako anubhava kahe che. AvA udAra hadayI zradhdhALu samAjanI jenA pariNAme konpharansanA mahAmaMtrInI; kalamamAMthI pavitra bhAvanApUrvakanI dharmapravRttio hAme akAraNa roSa ThAlavI, konpharansanA kAryavAhakoe kAcanA gharamAM manAvavA prerAya che ane AjasudhI rakSaNa kare che. besI patharo pheMkavAnuM geraDahApaNuM karyuM che. have te bIja baLI gayA pachI akarA temaja phalanI AzA konpharasanA bhAvi mATe be ja mArga nakkI che, kayAM svapnavata temaja zradhdhA-bIja dagdha thayA bAda dharma-vRkSa te ughADe choge sudhAraka gaNAtAonA vicArIne ke kala kayAMthI prApta thAya ? jevuM vAtAvaraNa tevI vAsanA, apanAvI laI, jenayuvasaMdha sAthe teNe joDAI javuM je satasaMga tevI suzraSA ane zradhdhA tevuM samyagu joIe. athavA te zAsanapremI saMghanI zistane jJAna ane e samyagra jJAnathI mukitane prApta karavI saMpUrNa mAna ApI, zradhdhALa samAjane vizvAsa eja jJAnanuM phaLa che. chatI levo joIe. e sivAya trizaMkunI jema dUdha ane
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________________ navI najare :85: hiMmAM paga rAkhavAnI tenA kAryakaronI hAlanI dimukhI kaMTrolamAM rAkhanAra dharma, dharmagurU tathA dharmasthAnanuM cAlabAjIthI koIpaNa eka pakSane te vizvAsa saMpAdana pavitra vAtAvaraNa che. zradhdhA, Izvara pratyenI AsthA, nahi ja karI zake, pariNAme tenA dvArA samAjanA pApabhaya Adi sadguNanA yogeja mAnava jIvanamAM svArtha utkarSanI ekapaNuM pejanA hAlate sakriya nahi banI tyAga, saMtoSa, sahiSNutA, udAravRtti, tyAga, tapa ke zake e divA jevuM spaSTa che. Adarza mAnavatA ItyAdi guNo pragaTe che paNa jyAre gUjarAta vidyApITha aMgenI eka sabhAmAM ApaNe kahevAtA dezanAyakoe irAdApUrvaka dharmane . utArI pADyo eTale pachI kALAMbajAra, lAMcarUzvata bhASaNa karatAM, hiMdI pArlAmenTanA spIkara pAzavavRtti-A badhuM phelAtuM rahe emAM be-mata hAI mAnanIya zrI mAvalaMkara kahe che ke, Aje zake ja nahi. dhaLI TopIne raMga bhale dekhAvamAM dezanI aMdara bhaNatara vadhe che, paNuM cAritrya pahelAM dhoLo haze. paNa tenA paheranArA varganAM hRdaya ghaTI rahyuM che. ApaNA dezamAM bhaNelA ghaNuM che, Aja pahelAnAM kALAM ja hatAM, mATe ja Aje dhoLI dhaLI TepavALA ghaNu vadhyA che, chatAM dezamAM TopInA rAjamAM kUdakene bhUsake lAMca-rUzvatakhorI, kALAbajAra, anIti, lAMcarUzvata kema jaNAya kAyadAnAM kALA bajAra, sattA meLavavA mATenI paDApaDI, che? mane lAge che ke, TepIne raMgate nathI sevA, svArthatyAganA nAme mevA, tathA khIssA bharabadalAI gaye ne ? bhaNelAnuM bhaNatara juTatuM nathI vAnuM comerathI cAlI rahyuM che. bhaNelA vargamAM vinaya, ne? bhaNelAnuM pariNAma AvyuM hoya te tyAga, sahiSNutA, saraLatA, namratA jevuM kAMI ja dekhAtuM nathI, jyAre udhatAI naphaTAI, svacchatiA, bhaNatara zA kAmanuM ? samAja mATe bhega vilAsa,- A pApe AjanA zikSita gaNAtA yuvaka ApavAnuM hoya, keInuM zeSaNa karavAnuM na vargamAM vadhI rahyAM che. je deza, samAja ke kuTuMbanI hoya, vRtti pazunI na hoya ane mAnava sAcI unnatinA mArga mATe bhayarUpa che. A mATe kalyANa Adaza hAya- ' ATaluM maLe tene haju dezanA hitaciMtakoe saveLA jAgRta rahI, prajAne sAcI vidyApITha gaNavI joIe. -saMdeza. sAcI doravaNI ApavAnI jarUra che, ema kahyA vinA mAnanIya zrIyuta mAvalaMkaranuM A kathana kharekhara cAlatuM nathI. mananIya che. paNa tene aMge javAbadArI AjanA muMbaInA meyara tathA muMbaI prAMtika bhaNelA gaNAtA varga karatAM dezanAyakenI vartamAna keMgresa samitinA pramukha zrI esa.ke. pATIlane raheNI-kaheNInI vizeSapaNe che, naitika cAritra, elAunsa-bhaththA tarIke rU. 10 hajAra ApasaMyama, jIvananI pavitratA, Adarza mAnavatA ityAdi vAnuM myu. nI sabhAe TharAvyuM che, je veLA samAAtmalakSI sadguNo AjanA jIvanamAMthI lagabhaga javAdIo gerahAjara hatA. emanI gerahAjarIne adRzya thatA jAya che, tenuM kAraNa; dezanAyakoe dezanA dareka vargane dharma pratyenI zradhdhAthI dUra-sudUra lAbha laI koMgresa pakSe TharAva pasAra karI dIdhe. dhakelI dIdho te che. dharma, tenA pracArake ke tenA nAya -muMbaI samAcAra kone mATe pUrvagraha irAdApUrvaka Aje ubho karAI rahyo | mesALamAM jamaNa ane mA pIrasanAra pachI che. pariNAme dezane bhaNelo varga jenI zradhdhA dharmane pUchavuM ja zuM ? eka veLA sattA hAtha karavA mATe pratye AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM khasatI gaI che, tyAga, sAdAI tathA namratAnI vAto karIne janatAne tene A pUrvagrahathI moTAmAM moTuM nukazAna thayuM. uMdhA pATha bhaNAvanArA A koMgresa kAryakaroe karAMmAnavane naitika adhaHpatananA lapasaNA mArge DhasaDI cInA adhivezanamAM TharAva karyo hato ke " sattA hAthamAM janAra AtmaciMtA-AtmagaSaNa ne abhAva, Atma lIdhA pachI pradhAne 500 rUA. nA pagArathI vadhAre nahi vimukhatA, pApamAM noratA vagere che, A pApane levuM joIe. jyAre Aje kevaLa muMbai zaheranI
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________________ e vA dha mai..... pUjya AcArya zrImada vijayarAmacaMdrasUrizvarajI mahArAja sevAdharmaH paramagahanA, yogInAmapyagamyaH / kharekhara sevAdharma khUba ja gahana che. Aje cAre hAthe mevA meLavI rahelAo paNa pitAnI pravRttine sevAnA ujaLA nAma para caDhAvI rahyA che. A sthitimAM sevAnA vAstavika svarUpane samajavA mATe sevAdharma viSenA pU. AcAryadeva ma0 nA aprasidhdha jAhera pravacanano upayogI sAra tenA avataraNakAra zrI chaganalAla dalIcaMda zAhe amane prasidhdhi arthe mokalAvI Apela che te kramazaH ahIM sAbhAra rajI thAya che. saM0. sAcI sevA kayAre karI zakAya ? potAnuM sarvasva jenA caraNamAM mUkavAnuM hoya te mUkavA sadA tatpara hAya ane samaye mUkanAre hoya te AtmA sevA karI zake che, ane tema thAya tyAre sevAno bhAva janma. have ApaNe vicAra karavo joie ke, ApaNe ApaNuM sarvasva konA caraNamAM mUkavAnuM che. eTale enA be vibhAga karyA che. sau koI sau koInI sevA karanArA hoya che. sevA, emAM levAnuM kAMI na hoya ane devAnuM badhuM hoya, ene zAstrakAra maharSioe sevA kahI che. levA mATe sevA kare nahi, ane devA mATe badhuM kare, badalAmAM kazAnI IcchA nahiM, ApaNI pAse je kAMi hoya te sevAnI draSTie devAmAM kazI cintA hoya nahiM. paga na hoya te hAthathI sevA karIe, hAtha-paga bane na hoya te mAthAthI karIe, ane na thaI zake te teTalI. khAmI gaNAya. "sevA, zabdano sAdo ane sarala artha kare che. sevA kenI ? e prazna moTo che. sAcuM samajAI jAya te sarvasva ApavuM bilakula agharuM nathI. A jagatamAM koInI paNa sevA karanAre te niHsvArthabhAve svArtha vinA karavI joIe, dhanane mATe, - - 1 - - - ma zArInaprabhAvaka vyAkhyAba-vAcaspati AcArya deva na rImada vijayarAkhayArArIzvarajI mahArAja yunisIpAliTInA pramukhane rUA. daza hajAranuM elAunsa kAma mATe, je sevA thAya che, temAM svArtha beTho che ApavAno TharAva eja koMgresa pakSa karI rahyo che; A eTale te sevA kahevatI nathI, koI paNa sevAnA badalAmAM keTalI vicitra ane visaMgata hakIkata. kharekhara levAnuM ja nahi ane jemAM aNune paNa svArtha svArthane AMkha hotI nathI te AnuM nAma ! ApaNI nahi te sevA sAcI sevA che. pramANika vyApArInA vetAMbara konpharansanA maMtrIzrIne kahIzuM ke, " prajAnA khoLAmAM jema mAthuM mUkavAmAM harakata nathI ke te peDhInuM dhanato A rIte je bhayaMkara durvyaya thaI rahyo che, te bhADuM thoDuM gaNI nItimaya na leze paN bIna hakkanuM ma) dhanavyayanI dizA kero" ne tamAro nAda nibaka- te letA nathI. AgaLanA kALamAM vyApArI. rAjA ane paNe gajavate karo ! je sevAnI sAcI dhagaza hRdayamAM zeThIA paNa AvA uttama hatA, bI no khI karyA beDa heya te ! tA. 15-4-5 sivAya ApaNe sukhI thaI zakavAnA nathI. A mAM
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________________ sevA dharma c7: sukhI thavuM hoya te kema jIvavuM ? samAja, kuTuMba, vadhAre paNa pADozInuM RNa adA karavAnuM kadI mana ane sagAM-sahadara karatAM AjubAjunA jagatanA thAya che ke nahi ? te avazya vicAravuM joIe. tamAma jInI cintA vadhAre karavAnI hoya che. zabda sArA ane vyAjabI vAparIe te hemAmAM have sevA konI konI ? te nakakI karI laIe, sAce bhAva Ave ane daMbha aTakI jAya. ApaNe gharamAM mAtA ane dharmapatnI be hAya, pitA ane sevAnA bhAva karo. sevA e bhAva upara aMdhAre rAkhanAra putra, vaDila ane Azrita; Ama badhAM hoya tyAM che, koIkane bacAvIe, sahAya karIe, rakSaNa karIe prayoga kayAM karavuM joIe ! anaMta- tenI gaNatrI hoya nahi ane ApaNe sAmo game jJAnInA sevAnA mArganI A vAta che. sevya nakkI karI te hoya chatAM ApaNI sajanatA choDavI nahi. sevA thAya. peTa taiyAra na hoya te naja khavAya, kaI siMhanuM kalevara oDhavAthI siMha banatuM nathI ane tema paNa kriyA karatA pahelAM kriyA kyAM? ane kevI karavI ? thatAM kadAca sAmo siMha gaje te mAmale khatama te nakkI karavuM paDaze. badhAMne khAna-pAna Ape che emAM thAya. sevA nathI, e pharaja hoya che, mAtA-pitAne putra- sevA kenI ? e pradhAna viSaya che. tenI sevA strIne devAmAM phera, nakara ane mahemAnane dI temAM karanAra jagatamAM divya AtmA bananArA , thAya che, aMtara rahe. memAnanI beThaka samAlavI paDaze. pUTha-pUThe ene jagatanI sevA karavAnI maLaze tyAre pote mAnI cAlavuM paDaze, sAmA levA javuM paDaze. emAM khUba ke, meM mArA upara upakAra karyo svArthanI . paNa hada bheda paDI jAya che. mAtA-pitAnA sevaka kahevAya paNa hoya che. je svArtha pariNAme niSpApa hoya che. te patnI-putranA sevaka kahI zakAya nahi.. ATalo bheda heya AtmopakAra ane eka je saMsAranI cIja Icche che che. A bheda pADayA vinA sevAmAM viveka Ave nahi. e svArthI, sAce upakArI jagatanA jIvane jenI mana, vacana, kAyA ane dhana sarvasva jenA caraNamAM jarUra, enI pitAne jarUra nahi, mekSa eja te mUkI devAnA jyAM hoya, tyAM je pavitrabhAva Ave eka icchanAra heya jamyA pachI kAMI paNa bhaMDa tyAre makAya ? svAthanA haiyAM samarpita thatAM nathI. thayuM hoya te te jagatanI cIjanI IcchAthI ja. paisAne kiMmatI mAnanAra prAmANika na rahe. mAtA- jenAthI koIpaNanuM kharAba na thAya; te bhAvanA uttama pitA, vaDila sevya che, patnI-putra Azrita sevya nathI. kAmanA sivAya krama thAya nA kAmanA sivAya kAma thAya nahi. IcchA karavI te evI goLa ane bALa e bane vastu che, vastu mAtramAM phera karavI. ke koipaNane temAMthI du:kha devAna jIMdagImAM paDI jAya. mAnava tarIke sarakhA chatAM mahAna pheraphAra prasaMga na Ave. icachA mokSanI karo, bIjI cheDA. paDe. mANasa jAta chatAM bhedabhAva paDe che tevA kharI amuka IcchA pApane mArge laI janArI che ane koI paNa sevA sevAnI jagyAe hoya sevA e lImITeDa cIja icchA pApa mArgethI rokanArI hoya che. mokSAthIne che. dA harakeI jagyAe che. sevAne cogaThAmAM rAkhavI koI IcchA ja na thAya. sAdhu jIvana e draSTiye pavitra paDe che Aryane sadAcAra nAza pAme che. AjanI che, jyAre saMsArI te vadhune vadhu icchAvALo che. rIti-nIti judA ja prakAranI che, zabdo vAparavAne - sthAna bheda che, jarUra hovo joIe. tamAre viveka lagabhaga nAza pAme che. sevA mahAna uMcI te jarUra ghaNI che. sAdhune na rAkhavI hoya te bahu ochA koTIna zabda che, jyAM tyAM ene pravega karIe te pramANamAM rAkhI te banI zake che, e draSTie sAdhute daMbhamAM jAya. pADozI sahAya kare ane nAkara paNAnuM sthAna uttama che, sahAya kare e bannenuM judA prakAranuM belAya, ane temAM bheda paDe. nokara che ane kare temAM kAMI navAI sevya koNa hoI zake ? je mAtAe ApaNane nathI. aNInA avasare pADozI vagara bolAve hAjara janma Ape eNe emanA svArtha mATe janma Apyo thayo. e keTaluM upakArI jaNAya, nokara mATe tame che, ema zuM putra bole ? eka mANasa ApaNA upara udAra che te pAMca-paMdara rA. inAma Ape, pagAra upakAra kare te tenA svArtha mATe karyo ema ApaNe
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________________ 68Ta: kalyANa mArca-eprIla-19pa1. mAnavuM nahi, svArtha mATe karelo upakAra jevo nahi. kare te mAtA-pitAnA nAmathI ja kare, kamAya pite e mUrkhAIne vicAra che ane evA vicAra karanArA ane nAma pitAnuM hoya. mUrkha svAMthI che. janma ApanAra mAtApitA be che. sevyane upakArI mAnyA pachI, enI sevA mATe janma letAM baccuM kaMI na samajatuM hoya chatAM bALa- enuM haiyuM taiyAra raheze ane ethI "sevyane duHkha paNathI te eTaluM te samaje ke mAtA-pitA ja mAre na Ave evuM kharAba kAma na karavuM, sArU hoya te sarvasva che. pUrva yuganA suputra prabhAta thaye mAtA- karavuM. AzAne na lopavI, divasamAM traNa vAra page pitAnA pagamAM mastaka mUkayA 5chIja AgaLa cAlatA. 5DI namaskAra karavA. marelA mA-bAponI mUrti rAkhe Aje sAdhAraNa nokarI karatA ApaNI u5ranA o- ane saghaLAM kAma emane pUchI-pUchIne kare, kahI-kahIne phIsarane laLI-laLIne salAma bharAya. khaLabhaLATa paNa kare, A badhuM banavuM sahaja che. AjanA sudhAraka na thAya, cupakIdI jaLavAya, pAchA pharatAM te jue yA jamAnAnI jamAtamAMthI mAtA-pitAnI sevA nikaLI na jue te paNa salAma bharAya. ja gaI che. ApaNuM dareka chokarA pratye evI pharIyAda he che paNa bolAtuM nathI. ApaNe pote paNa kevA AgaLanA kALamAM bApa, mAnI rajA sivAya baccAthI chIe ! je mAtA-pitAnI sevA cAlu hota te varta. bahAra na javAtuM, rajA levI paDe. je kAme javuM mAna jagata kharAba heta ja nahi ane dharmano pracAra hoya te tathA temAM keTalo vakhata lAgaze te ApaNane rUci janAroja thAta. jaNAvavuM paDe. eTalAthI ja aneka anAcAro thatA aTakI jatA, kemake sArA kAme javuM hoya te rajA AjanA bhaNelAono moTo bhAga saMsAramAM levAnI hiMmata thAya ane te kharAba karavA javuM hoya paNa potAnA upakArI ke sevyanI maryAdA sAcavatAM te juThuM bolAya nahi ane kharUM kahevAya nahi eTale lajavAya che. eka zikSaka hatuM, tene bApa garIba aTakI javuM paDatuM. tethI ghaNAM pApathI bacI jatA. hovAthI TUMkI potaDI ane dIla para kaTako rAkhI Aje rAtre be vAge chokarA ghera Ave. mA-bApathI bahAra pharatA, kAraNa ke tene badana-kaTa, khamIsa na pUchAya eTale vicAre ke bAra-be vAge ghera A- maLe ema na hatuM. jyAre jyAre zikSaka koI sAthe te bahAra zuM zuM kALuM karIne AvatuM haze? beThA hoya ane teTalAmAM bApa AvI rahe te tene bApa tarIke oLakhAve nahi. kAraNa ke tene nAnama mA-bApa mAthuM phUTe, chokarA bhUkhe mare to e lAgatI. have A bApane bApa kahevAya nahi ane mA-bApathI sahana na thAya. Avo mAtA-pitAne bIje bApa banAvAya nahi. bApanI pAse nANAM chokarA pratye bhAva hoya che. pUrve punya kareluM mATe vagerenI sthiti nahi. A sudharela zikSaka, e bApane manuSya janma maLe, paNa AjanA sudhAraka, bhAta bApa kahe nahi. AvA zikSakonA hAthe Aje vidhAthIpitAne upakArI na mAne eTale dharmane te mAne ja kayAMthI? . onuM zuM zreya thAya ? te ApaNe ja vicArI levuM. tene kahIe, dharma uttama cIja che, te te kahe ke parIkSaka sAheba parIkSA mATe AvyA che. gAmanA grahadharma hambaga che. sthA Ave enI jagyA karI, paNa pAchaLa bApa rUpasaMpanna jamyA, sArA kuLamAM, sArI dhamanI Avyo temanI kAMI sarabharA karI nahiM, jagyA ApI sAmagrImAM, sArA dezamAM, pAMce Indriyo sateja maLI e nahiM, eTale sAhebe pUchayuM, " e koNa che ? " pUrvanAM puNya ane keTalAka jagyA ta tulA, la gaDA, zikSake kahyuM, " gAmanA keka mANasa che. " bApa kahetAM AMdhaLA, pAMgaLA, dubaLA tene jarA vicAra karo te 2 tA acAya te kAraNa acakAya che, kAraNa ke garIba eTale bApa nahi. mAluma paDe ke, A banyuM ane bane che te zAthI ? A vAta bApe sAMbhaLI eTale kahyuM ke, huM gAmane A vAta che baLa che temAM pApa-punya avazya mAnavuM paDaze. paNa mANasa chuM ane e zikSakanI mAno mATI paNa mAtA-pitAno pUjArI sArI vastu mA bApane chuM ! parIkSake kahyuM, "mAstara ? zarama jevuM che, tamArI khavaDAvI pachI ja pote khAnAra hoya. sArAM kAmo rIta ane bhAvanA sudhAre nahi te rAjInAmuM Ape,'
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________________ subhASita ratnamAlA. : bhAvAnuvAdapUrva pU0 munirAja zrI mahimAvijayajI ma. [paM. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNiInA ziSya]. jaina sAhitya apAra-vizAla che. cAre ya prakAranA anukeganA sAhityamAM vividha vicAraratno saMkalitapaNe rahelAM che. temAM " zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtra' e cAre ya anugeno pavitra saMgama che. tenAM 36 adhyayana che. TIkAkAra zrI bhAvadevasUrijI mahArAje A sUtra para suMdara tathA saraLa vyAkhyA racI che. vividha kathAo A TIkAmAM teozrIe prAsaMgika rIte maLI che. te kathAomAM je je subhASite avasaracita rIte saMkalita thayAM che, te badhAM saMgrahIta karIne bhAvAnuvAdapUrvaka kramazaH ahiM rajU thAya che. saM. [2:] 1 hitazikSA hi duSTAnAM nopakArAya jAyate / 2 bAlAnAmiva bAlAnAmAgraho hi bhaveda balI / patha:pAnamavAdInAM 7 vAdiSavRddhaye || -bAlakanI jema strIone Agraha balavAna -jema sarpone dudhanuM pAna viSavRddhine hoya che. mATe thAya che, tema duSTa puruSane hitazikSA 3 vaMzagaNapacAni kuhane preritaH triyAne upakArane mATe nathI thatI. -sArA vaMzamAM utpanna thayele kulina paNa paNa bhaNataramAM game teTalo uMce jAya chatAM saMskA- strInI preraNAthI anAcaraNa Acare che. rahitanuM haiyuM sudharavuM muzkela che. mA-bApa karatAM paNa dharmanI sevA mahAna uMcI ka rIte zaraNAvAtA nirvastrAhi mArAma | che. je koI sAruM zarIra Adi maLyuM te dharmathI, te -zaraNe AvelA nibaLonuM DAhyA puruSa dharmathI je kAMI maLyuM te dharmamAM jarUra upayogI rakSaNa kare che. thavuM ja joIe. dhana maLe dharmathI to dhanane vaparAza 1 kadAti niM hi vinAyAsamusthita ? paNa dharma mATe ja thAya. mA-bApanI sevA kare teja -prayatna vinA prApta thayelA ratnaciMtA dharmanI sevA karI zake, dharmanA sthApaka, pracArakane gurU mAnIe. deva ke gurUne nahi mAnanAra ke tenI avaga. maNine kharekhara koNa tyajI de? nA karanAra, dezasevA ke bIjAnI sevA karI ja na 6 varino sAyanta vairaju nittA zake, ApaNA vaDilonI praNAlikA cAlu heta ane te balavAna puruSe vairanI zuddhi mATe kadi sAMbhaLavA, jANavA icchA hatI te AjanI Arya. ALasa karatA nathI. dezanI bekArI heta ja nahi. adharmi vargamAM unmAda na hota, zrImatomAM udhdhatAI na hota ane Aje 7 manta dvAzraye suntavA: prAya: ravA huvA bharI rahela madhyama varga maTI na jAta, kramazaH -daMtUSavALA prANIo khalanI jema pitA
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________________ 3 90: kalyANa, mA -eprIla-1951 nA Azrayane bhAMge che. 8 dharmArthinA hi nAnyeSAM pIDotpAdyA kadAcana / -dhanA athI AtmAe khIjAone phAi divasa pIDA nahi ApavI joie. [2] 1 dharmakRtyeSu sAraM hi, vaiyAvRtyaM jagurjinA: / tatpunalanasambandhi vinA puNyaM na labhyate // -dhamakAryamAM vaiyAvacca zreSTha che, tema zrI jinezvaradevAe kahyuM che . ane glAnane aMgenu te vaiyAvRtya puNya vinA prApta thatuM nathI. 2 sneho hi nirmantrAkarSaNa matam / -sneha e maMtra vinAnuM vazIkaraNa che. 3 niSidhvaM tu kRtyaM hi nApadi kAryaM dhIdhanaiH / budhdhimAna puruSoe niSiSTha kAryane ApattimAM paNa na Acaravu' joie. 4. hUmAn kurvannakAryaM hi svacchAyAto'pi zaGkate / lajjAzIla AtmA akAyane AcaratAM peAtAnA paDachAyAthI paNa zakita rahe che. 5 udabindau yadekatrA saGakhyajantUn jinA jaguH / -pANinA eka bindumAM asakhya jIve rahelA che, ema zrI jinezvaradevAe kahyuM che. 6 sa eva hi pUjyo guruva janako'pi ca / ziSyaM sutaM ca yaH kvApi naivonmArge pravartayet // -teja guru tathA pitA pUjya che ke je potAnA ziSya ane putrane kadi paNa unnAgamAM pravRtta nathI karatA. 7 svAdubhojyaM hi sarveSAM vazIkaraNamuttamam / -kharekhara svAdiSTa bheAMjana e uttama prakAranuM vazIkaraNa che. 8 jovA hAminImine miyate ? / sIethI keNu nathI bhedAtuM ? 9 rAjJA nyAyavatA lokaM sAmAnyamapi pIDayan, nigrahUyaH khalu putro'pi kiMmpunaH sAdhubAdhaka : ? / nyAyI rAjAe sAmAnya leAkane pIDA karatA peAtAnA putrane paNa zikSA karavI joie, te pachI sAdhuone pIDA karanAranI tA vAtaja zI? 20 nRva--durgana--mogAmAmAyo Tvina zrvana | rAjA-durjana ane sa-A traNane peAtAnu kAi hAtu nathI, 11 niyoginAM rAjakAryavyagrANAM kva sukhaM bhaveta ? | -rAjakAjamAM vyagra rahetA rAjapuruSAne sukha kayAMthI hoya ? 12 svAmibhaktaiH svAmikAryaM vidhIyate / -svAmibhakta puruSA pAtAnA svAminu' kA kare che. 13 nahyasti kiJcanAkAryaM strIvazAnAM vidAmapi / -srIne Adhina evA DAhyApuruSone paNu kAMi nahiM karavA ceAgya hAtu nathI. 14 kimabhyAsena duSkaram / -abhyAsathI kaI vastu duSkara che? 15 dugdhaM nakulasaJcArAdiva strINAM pracArataH, yoginAM duSyate cetaH sthUlabhadramuni vinA / -jema nALIyAnA AMva-jAthI dudha TakI zake nahi, tema sIenA sahavAsathI kevaLa sthUlibhadrajI jevA mahAmuni sivAya sAdhuAnuM citta duSita thAya che. 16 siddhi: sarvA'pi yena syAd dhruvamekAgracetasAm / -ekacittavALA AtmAone je kAraNathI kAryasiddhi nizcita hAya che. 17 naikatrasthA hi sAdhavaH /
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________________ subhASita ratnamAlA :01: -sAdhuo eka sthAnamAM rahenArA hatA daherAsara upacagI sAdhana nathI. amAre tyAM zudhdha cAMdInI AMgIo, 18 guNAnurAgabaddhasya dUre hi kimu dehinaH ? | | mugaTa, pAkhara, cida svapna, teraNa, kaLaza, -guNAnurAgathI dhakselA AtmAne zuM | cAMdInI sathApaMca dhAtunI pratimAjIo vagere dara che?--kAMI dUra nathI. daherAsara upayegI dareka upakaraNe banAvI 19 sahavAso nijairyena kathAnAmAkaro mtH|. ApanAra tathA vecanAra. -pitAnA mANasone sahavAsa kathAonI tA. ka-senAnA varakhathI dareka upakaraNa orDarathI khANa gaNAya che. rasI ApavAmAM Ave che. 20 pApaM lagati duSTena cetasA / patra vyavahAra nIcenA saranAme kare. -duSTa cittathI pApa lAge che. luhAra trIbhovanadAsa dharamazI ' 21 santohi natavatsalAH pAlItANAvALA che. madana gepALanI havelI-amadAvAda -sajjana puruSe namana karanArane viSe | vAtsalya rAkhanArA hoya che. bloke kayAM karAvazo ? 22 hRdyA hi prApyate bhikSA guNaiH paricayena vA / prabhAta prosesa sTaDIo suMdara bhikSA guNethI athavA paricayathI | rIlIpha roDa, kRSNa sInemA pAse, prApta thAya che. amadAvAda, 23 svayaM zaThohi saralamapyanyaM manyate shtthm| lAIna, hAphaTana, Tukalara, grIkalara bloke pote zaTha e mANasa bIjAne paNa | mATe uparanA saranAme pUchAvI khAtrI kare ! zaTha mAne che. suMdara, saphAIdAra sughaDa ane saMtoSajanaka kAma 24 tIvratA vAtA: pannAna: pravaThA paI | karI ApavuM e amAro mudrAlekha che. -tIvra tapathI prabala pApa paNa nAza pAme che. [kamazaH. , "lakSmI chA5. jaina pAThazALA upayogI saisaba gula nityanedha kabajIyAta maTADe che sAthe AMtapAThazALA tathA kanyAzALAmAM bhaNatA vidyAthI, 1 raDAnAM cAMdAM ane kaThaNAI paNa nAbuda vidyArthInIone haMmezane pUravAne kAryakrama | karI yathAsvarUpamAM lAve che. che, eka buMka pAMca mahInA cAle che 1 kacchI meDIkala sTorsapAlItANuM. 100 nA rUA. 12-0-00 semacaMda DI. zAha... ...pAlItANA. 2 pArekha meDIkala sTresa gAMdhI roDa, amadAvAda,
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________________ abhayakamAranI aMtima ArAdhanA. pU0 munirAja zrI kuMdakuMdavijayajI ma. abhayakumAranuM nAma jenazAsanamAM suprasidhdha aMgIkAra karI hatI. dIkSAnA divasathI AraMbhI che. emanA nAmathI bhAgye ja koI jaina ajANa haze. vadhatI vadhatI zradhdhA vaDe cAritra pALatAM, potAne aneka janmanI sAdhanAnA vege, sAmAnya manuSyone paryata samaya najIka che, ema jANI abhayakumAra munIduSpApa ane camatkAra upajAve evI adbhUta buddhinI zvare prabhune namIne emanA anujJA meLavIne sakaLa emane prApti thaI hatI. abhayakumArane Aje aDhI saMdhanI kSamA mAMgI, harSa sahita anasana AdaryuM. hajArathI paNa vadhAre varSa thavA AvyAM che chatAM adyApi samatArUpI amRta kuMDamAM nimama evA e munie paryanta emanA jevI buddhinI prApti mATe jaina te avasarane rAdhAvedhanA kSaNa samAna samajIne A samAja prativarSa prArthanA kare che. parama pavitra ane pramANe ArAdhanA karI-arihanta, sidhdha, sAdhu ane prAtaHsmaraNIya mahApurUSonI nAmAvalimAM abhayakumAranuM arihate kahelo dharma e cAranuM mAre zaraNa che, nAma Ave che. jenazAsanamAM rahela pratyeka sAdhu yA mArAM duSkRtyonI huM nindA karuM chuM ane sukRtyanI sAdhvI zrAvaka yA zrAvikA potAnI prAtaHkALanI pavitra anumodanA karUM chuM. zrI kaSabhadevathI AraMbhIne zrI AvazyakakiyA karatI vakhate zarUAtamAM ja mahAmAMgalika mahAvIra paryanta sarva tIrthakarane tathA apara kSetranA evA mahA purUSonA kIrtanarUpabha rahesara bAhubalinI paNa sarva tIrthakarone mArA namaskAra che. vaLI zrI saskAya bole che, temAM bharatezvara ane bAhubalI pachI mahAvIra vartamAna tIrthaMkara hovAthI ane mArA dharmo ja tarata ja abhayakumAranuM nAma mokhare Ave che. dAtAra hovAthI emane mArA punaH punaH namaskAra che. abhayakamAMranI viziSTatA mATe pUrvAcAryonA hRdayamAM e arihaMta prabhueja mAruM zaraNa ho, teja paNa keTaluM bahumAna hatuM. ene e eka suMdara purAve mArA bhAMgalikarUpa thAo. teo vajana paMjara jevA che. akhkhalita rIte emanA tarapha eka sarakho Adara che, eTale emane pAmavAthI mane koI paNa prakArane Aja dina paryata jaLavAI rahyo che, mAMgalika arthe bhaya rahevAne nathI. lakhAtA aneka utkarSa sUcaka vAkayomAM " abhayakumAranI vaLI anaMtavIrya, anaMtadarzana, anaMtasukha, buddhi heje" evuM paNa eka vAkya lakhAya che. e anaMtajJAna ane anaMta samyaktvanA dhaNI sarva upasthI-ema samajAya che, ke zrI vIraparamAtmAnA sidhdha bhagavAnane mArA namaskAra che. aSTakarmone haNI agraNya zrAvaka eNika bhUpatinA mukhya maMtrIzvara paramapada pAmyA che ane lokanA agrabhAge rahelA abhayakumAranI buddhi tIvra ane samayocita hoIne che, evA e sidhdha bhagavAna mArA zarUNarUpa ane dRSTAntarUpa thaI paDe tevI che. emanAmAM adbhuta ' maMgaLakartA che. buddhi cAturya hatuM. emaNe pitAnA jIvana daramyAna vaLI jJAna, darzana ane cAritrathI alaMkRta ane pitAnA buddhi cAturyathI aneka vakhata atyaMta gahana aharniza kriyAkAMDamAM kta evA sAdhuone mAre viSayane paNa bahu sahelAIthI nikAla karI ApIuttama prakAranI nipuNatA siddha karI ApI che. maMtrIpade namaskAra ho. teo pAMca mahAvrata yukta, zAnta, dayArahI emaNe potAnI buddhino ke sadupayoga karyo vanta ane jitendriya che, te sarve munirAje mArA hate te mATe vistRta mAhItinA athae, emanuM zaraNarUpa ane mAMgalika rUpa thAo. caritra vAMcavuM joIe. ahIM te aMta vakhate potAne karmarUpI viSane utAranAra mahAmaMtra samAna ane prApta thayela subudina emaNe ke sadupayoga karyo kaSTarUpI kASTane mATe dAvAnala samAna evA jinendra hatA. te hakIkata ArAdhaka AtmAo mATe ati bhASita dharmone paNa mArA punaH punaH namaskAra ho. upayogI hovAthI rajU karavAmAM Ave che. Aleka tathA paralekanA sarva kalyANanA kAraNa rUpa abhayakumAre mahA muzIbate potAnA pitA zreNi- evI te dharma, mArA zaraNarUpa ane maMgaLarUpa thAo. kanI anujJA meLavI, bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse dIkSA A pramANe cAra zaraNa aMgIkAra karIne have
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________________ abhayamAranI aMtima ArAdhanA :03: emanIja sAkSIe mArAM pApanI nindA ane mArAM trividhe gahuM ane visarjI chuM. je je deha sukRtyanI anumodanA karuM chuM, ane ghara grahaNa karIne pachI mUkI dIdhAM hoya te sarva ATha prakAranA jJAnAcArane viSe je koI aticAra paNa huM Atma parigraha thakI visanuM chuM. kaSAya thayo hoya te huM nindu chuM. huM chuM ane sirAvuM karIne koInI paNa sAthe meM je kaMI vera bAMdhyuM - chuM. nizakti Adi ATha prakAranA darzanAcAra hoya, te paNa sarva huM paDatuM mUkuM chuM. narakagatimAM saMbaMdhamAM paNa je koI aticAra mArAthI thaI gaye rahIne nArakane, tiryaMcagatimAM tiyAne. manuSyAhoya, ene vAraMvAra mana, vacana ane kAyAe karela vatAramA mAnavIna ane devabhavamA kavatAone ? hoya, karAvela hoya ke anumodanA karela hoya tene madAMdha thaIne koI jAtanI kadarthanA karI hoya te sarvanI nindu chuM. mohathI ke lobhathI mArAthI koI sukSma vA huM kSamA yAcuM chuM. mAre sonI sAthe mitrI ja che. " bAdara jIvahiMsA thaI gaI hoi te paNa trividha yo sarve jIve mArA svajana thaI gayA che ane eja " chuM. hAsya, kedha, bhaya ke lobhane vaza thaIne mArAthI kaI save parajana paNa thayA haze. sarva jI mArA mitra- - asatya bolAyu hoya te sarva ha ninTa che ane gaI rUpa banyA haze tema te ja sarve amitra eTale vairI * chuM. rAgathI ke SathI, koInuM svalpa ke bahu dravya meM paNa thayA haze, mATe rAga ke deSa kayAM kare ? ucApata karyuM hoya evA kAryane paNa nindu chuM. mAre kSemakuzaLa deha. badhu varga ane anya paNa deva. manakhyAdinI strI sAthe rogagrasta thaI meM kada je je saMsthAnane viSe upayukata thayA hoya - ratnatrayI maMthana sevyuM hoya tene huM vAraMvAra ni chuM. putra, AdinI ArAdhanAmAM joDAyela hoya te sarvenI , mitra, kalatra Adi badhuvarga para ke anya parajane para, esA , dipado para, catuSyapado para, dhana-dhAnya, jana ke vana jina bhagavAnanA athavA harakoI bIjAnA prakRSTa para tathA upakaraNe para ke deha para koIpaNa vastupara mane kaMIpaNa mota thayuM hoya, te te paNa huM punaH guNo ane paropakAra vRttinI huM anumaMdanA karUM chuM. niSpakSa che sarvakRtya jeonAM evA sidhdhabhagavAnanI puna: nindu chuM. caturvidha AhAramAM koI paNa prakA sidhdhatA ane jJAnAdirUpatAnI paNa huM anumebA rane AhAra rAtrine viSe lIdhe hoya te paNa huM karuM chuM. niraMtara kriyAkarmamAM pravRtta evA anayogI ni chuM. vaLI mAyA -mRSAvAda, rati-arati, rAga, AcAryonA sarva anugAdika vyApAranI paNa huM deSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA lobha, kalaha, pazunya, para anumodanA karUM chuM. jhiyArata ane paropakAra tatpara parivAda, abhyAkhyAna ane mithyAtvazalya, A sarva upAdhyAyanA sidhdhinI - zikSaNanI paNa anamedanA pApasthAnakane paNa huM ninda chuM. darzanAcAra ke cAritrAcAra saMbaMdhamAM anya koI paNa aticAra, traNa karaNa ane traNa yogathI mArAthI thayo hoya te paNa apramatta ane samajAvI evA samasta sAdhuhuM nindu chuM. - gaNuM . samAjanI sAmAcArInI paNa huM anumonA karUM chuM, vaLI bAhatapa saMbaMdhI ke atyaMtara tapa saMbaMdhI vaLI gRhastha e je zrAdhdhavarga che, emanuM prabhutva paNa koIne aticAra mana vaDe, vacana vaDe ke kAyA, pUjana, vratadhAraNa, dharmazravaNa tema ja dAnAdi vyApAvaDe thaI gayo hoya te paNa huM gaNuM chuM. saMsAramAM rahI paNa anumodanA karuM . bhadrika pariNAma zeSabhramaNa karatAM mithAmahane lIdhe zudhdhamAgane choDIne jIvenA paNa saddadharma, bahumAnAdi vyApAranI paNa huM azudhdha mArganI prarUpaNA karI hoya ke mithyAta lAge anumodanA karuM chuM. have huM mAvajIva cAre prakAranA evAM zAstronI prazaMsA karI hoya, evAM sarva pApA- AhArano tyAga karuM chuM anazana vrata lauM chuM ane caraNanuM huM prAyazcita lauM chuM. vaLI yatra. mazaLa. ema karIne anya uzvAse dehamukata thaIza. ghaMTI, khAMDaNI, dhanuSya zara, khanna Adi jIvahiMsaka A dhyAnamagna avasthAmAM abhayamunie paMcaadhikarare meM kyakarAvyAM hoya te paNa huM trividha parameSThi namaskAra mahAmaMtrane tathA zrI vIra
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________________ jIvanamAM vyavahArazuddhinI AvazyaktA...zrI ujamazI juThAbhAI saMskRti AzrayI saMskAra, saMskAra AzrayI sadAcArI banavA mathIe ane nItine ApaNA AcAra-vicAra, AcAra-vicAra AzrayI dhama. jIvanamAM gya sthAna ApIe te ApaNe dhI bhaNI mAnava jAtane je kheMce teja dunyavI vyavahAra zuddha banI jAya, jethI arasasadAcAra saddavicAra, susaMskAra ne susaMskRti. parasane avizvAsa, iSa, dveSa Adi bUrAM e saMskRti ApaNane sUcave che, ke dharma to ApoApa dUra haDaselAI jAya. bhaNI DhaLyA vinA mAnavadehanI sArthakatA zuddha vAtAvaraNa keLavAya eTale kudaratI ja nathI. vaLI sAdhana vinA sAdhya zakaya nathI, rIte bhrAtRbhAva khIle ane pachI te athaDAmaNe eTale ke dharmanA sAdhanane asvIkAra kaI saMbhave ja kayAMthI? vizvamAM vyakti-vyakti rIte thaI zake? dhamanA pAyArUpa sadAcAra vaccenI athaDAmaNe TaLe eTale yuddhane pratye AMkhamIMcAmaNAM ke te pratye beparavAI aMta Ave. ApaNane kema pAlave? sadAcAranuM mUlya ochuM mATeja, Aje jagatane kaI paNa vastu AMkI mananI caMcaLatAne ja mAtra AdhIna karatAM sauthI prathama sadAcAra-saddavicAra ane banI javuM ane manane khuza karavAmAM ja vyavahAra zuddhinuM sAcuM dazana jarUranuM che. sukha mAnavuM e narI mUtAja che ne? vyakti, samAja, rASTra ke dhamane AdhAra sadAcAranuM kharuM mUlya AMkI ApaNe je vyavahAra zuddhi para che. vyavahAra zuddhi vinA tIrthakarane cittamAMthI leza paNa dUra karyA nahi. vyakita, samAja, rASTra ke dhama suMdara rIte ema karatAM-karatAM zubhatara bhAva thavAthI, duSkarma rUpa kadI khIlI nahi zake. janatAne sAcA vikAsa dAvAmine prazAMta karI nAkhI, mAna ane meharUpI vyavahAra zuddhine bhAna vinA zakya nathI. sarpane pratighAta karI, guNIjanonA AbhUSaNa rUpa abhayamunie sAdhudharma para dhvajAropaNa karyuM. vyavahAra zuddhinI upayogitAnuM vyaktine arthAta e pUrNapaNe dIpAvyo. sAcuM bhAna thAya tyAre, pitAnA jJAna, dhana, prAte zudhdha ane zudhdhatara dhyAnamAM mRtyu pAmI baLa ke sattAne te du5yoga na kare paraMtu abhayamuni prari sukhamaya evA " sarvArthasidhdha' te sarala ane sAde banI laghutA dhAraNa kare. nAmanA vimAnane viSe tetrIza sAgaropamanI AyuSya nIti-nyAyane sadA te draSTi saMmukha rAkhe, sthiti ane eka hastanI kAyavALA devapaNe utpanna keIne beTI pajavaNI te kare nahi ke keIne thayA, tyAMthI AvI koI atyanta nirmaLa zrAvaka- Thage nahi. anya vyaktinI mAlikInI cIjo kalane viSe janma laI, vratagrahaNa karI, prAnta abhaya pratye te ada-dAnata kare nahiM. potAnA bhAge, muni nizcaye mokSa pAmaze. te bIjAnuM bhaluM kare paNa potAnA sukha-sagavaDa jIvanabharanI ArAdhanAno sAra aMta samayanI mATe, bIjAnuM bUruM karavAnI te kalpanAye na ArAdhanA upara che, abhayakumAranI aMtasamayanI ArAdhanA vAMcI, se koI bhavAjIva pitAnI aMta kare. mAtA, pitA, gurUjana ane vaDilenuM te vakhatanI avasthA sudhArI levA mATe AjathI ja vivekapUrvaka bahumAna kare. evenI je te ArAdhanAmAM tallIna bane ane akhaMDa kalyANanA saMpIne cAle. ISTadevanuM te sadA smaraNa kare, bhAgI bane, eja eka kAmanA.
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________________ vyavahAra zuddhinI AvazyaktA; 195;. sadAcArane viveka hoya tevA sajjane pADe ne pitAnuM peTa paheluM bhare, saMskRtinI dhIrane gaMbhIra heya, temanuM belavuM, cAlavuM, moTI-moTI vAta kare ne dhamane neve mUke, oDhavuM, paheravuM paNa viveka yukta hoya, evuM te pAyAvinAnuM sudhareluM kahevAtuM AjanuM temanuM jIvana AchAuMDa heya, temanuM jagata. dAMpatya jIvana pavitra ne ThAvakuM hoya. ugatA ApaNA dezane Ajane sudharele kahevAte bhAvi nAgarika para temanuM jIvana mADI gAMdhIvAda paNa june ! te Aje kayAM jaIne asara na kare, tevI rIte teo leka maryAdAo ubhe che? prajAmAM rahyAM-sahyAM dAna, dayA ne rUDI rIte jALave ane Adarza nAgarika zIlanAM tanuM te nikaMdana kADhI rahela che. jIvana jIve. e gAMdhIvAdane AryasaMskRtinI rakSAnI TuMkamAM vyavahAra zuddhi, sadAcAra ane kharI khevanA hoya te teNe jIvadayA ane saddavicAranuM vyaktine egya bhAna thAya tyAre zIlanAM tattvane samajaNapUrvaka yathArthapaNe te khAya, pIve, rAce, rame, uThe, bese teye svIkAravAM paDaze. jIvadayAne bhUlavAthI ke vivekapUrvaka ja, bIjAnI AMkhamAM Ave tevuM zIlanI vADone teDavAthI AryasaMskRtinI beparavAI bhayu ke unmatta tenuM jIvana ne sAcI rakSA kadI nahi thaI zake. AyasaMskRhoya. teonuM dhana ane jIvana bIjAone tinI rakSA vinA lokenuM bhaluM thavAnuM nathI.' tarunI zItala chAMyaDI rUpa heya. te vivekI duHkhanI je laDI khINamAM ApaNe gabaddha jane pAse dhana theDuM ke jhAjhuM, game teTaluM paDayA chIe ane je cittanI zAMti gumAvI hoya teye te, dhana evA vivekapUrvaka vApare beThA chIe te kharekhara ! AryasaMskRtine ke e joIne bhavi jIne ema thAya ke bhUlavAthI ja. "dhanya he ! dhana maLe te evAone maLaje." kaI vyaktine tyAM kadApi dhananA Dhage- . tyAM pachI nidhanane, dhanike pratye IrSA Dhaga hoya, vaLI te vyakita sattAnA ucca veSa kema hoya? pachI te AjanA asurI zikhare virAjatI hoya ane sarva vidyAmAM sAmyavAdanI vAta hoya ja kayAMthI? sAce pAraMgata pite te paMDita hoya, chatAM paNa je viveka ne sAce dhama bhUlAye che mATe ja. tenA cittanI zAMti na hoya te te sukhI Aje e asurI sAmyavAdane paMje cemera nathI. cittanI zAMti vinAne upAdhivALe phelAI rahyo che. jIva sukhI na kahevAya. cittanI zAMti eja kadApi akSarajJAna ochuM-vadhatuM hoya, sukhanuM mApaka yaMtra che. chatAM paNa uparyukta jIvana jIvate samAja, je vyakita cittanI zAMti anubhave che, teja mAtra sudharela ane vinIta samAja gaNAya. te bhale sAdhanahIna hoya chatAMye sukhI che, bAkI AjanI sudhArelI kahevAtI duniyA jyAre vipula sAdhanone dhaNI azAMti cittate basa che, teonuM besavuM kAMI ne cAlavuM vaLe hovAthI khare sukhI na kahevAya. manane kAMI teo sadAcAranI vAta mAMDe paNa zIlanI dunyavI pravAho bhaNuM ghasaDAtuM aTakAvyA vADe ne teDene avagaNe, mAnava sevAnA pikAro vinA cittanI zAMti kadI zakya nathI.
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________________ upadeza-namaMjUSA. : bhAvAnuvAda sahita : pU. munirAja zrI subuddhivijayajI mahArAja -mahApurUSonI vANI e svargIya prakAza che. ajJAna AtmAonA mAha timIranA nAza karavAmAM te sAdhanarUpa che. pU`kAlamAM aneka mahApurUSoe A rIte peAtAnA saodha pravAhathI sAhityane paNa samRdhdha karyuM che. AvA ja eka upadezasAranI saMklanAArA panyAsa zrI kuzalasAra gaNie ApaNA para mahAna upakAra karyAM che, e graMthamAMthI upayAgI pote cUMTIne bhAvAnuvAdapUrvaka kramazaH ahi" rajU thatA raheze . AyurvRddhiryazovRddhirvRddhiH prajJA - sukha - zriyAm / dharmasaMtAnavRddhizva dharmAtsaptApi vRddhayaH / // 1 // AyuSanI vRddhi, yazanI vRddhi, buddhi, sukha tathA sauMpattinI vRddhi tathA dharma ane saMtAna, kula paraMparAnI vRddhi- A prakAre sAta vastunI vRddhi dhama thI thAya che. 1 yudhdhe ja tattvavijJAAna, veddazya sAruM vratadhAraLa zva vittasya sAraM kila pAtradAnaM, vAcAMphalaM priitire narAnAm // 2 // buddhinuM phUla tattvavicAraNA che, zarIranA sAra vratanI AcaraNA che, lakSmInA sadupayeAgasupAtradAna che, ane vANInuM phaLa skAmA AtmAne prIti upaje tevu: khelavu te che. ra ziSTe saGgaH zrutau raGgaH sadhyAne dhIdhRtau matiH / dAne zaktirgurau bhakti: SaDete sukRtAkarAH // 3 // cittanI zAMti prApta karavAnI kalA AyasaskRtinI gAthAemAM suMdara rIte gavAyelI che ane tethIja tenI mahattA che. Ani Ayatva vahAluM hoya te Aryoe Aya saMskRtine bhUlavI na joie eTale ke Aryae Aya saMskRti virUddha gamana na karavuM joie. ziSTa janAnA saMsa, zAsrazravaNamAM rAga, zubhadhyAnamAM cittanI sthiratA; dhIratAvALI budhdhi, dAnanI yathAzakita AcaraNA, gurumahArAjanI bhakti-A cha vastuo sukRtanI khANa che. 3 dAnaM vittAdvRtaM vAcaH kIrti-dharmaiI tathAyuSaH, paropakaraNaM kAyAdasArAtsAramuddharet lakSmIthI dAna, vANIthI satya, AyuSathI kIti tathA dharma, ane zarIradvArA paropakAraHA rIte asAra vastuemAMthI sArane grahaNa karavA. 4 118 11 sukulajanma vibhUtiranekadhA, priyasamAgamaH saukhyaparamparA / nRpakule gurutA vimalaM yazo, bhavati puSyataro: miTTAm // 1 // satkulamAM janma, aneka prakAranI vibhUti, priyajanAnA samAgama, sukhanI paraparA, rAjakulamAM mahattA, niLa yaza- A badhu puNyadharmarUpa vRkSanA lasvarUpa che. pa
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________________ upadeza ratnamaMjUSA :07: re kULe re 2 ane riLa matiyA dharmazravaNa ane zAsanaprabhAvanAnA vegathI nine nimatte junamAmiAjika AdA puNyavAna vivekI AtmAo, pitAne janma saphaLa kare che. 10 : -dehamAM, dravyamAM tathA kuTuMbamAM mArApaNAnI buddhi sava saMsArI AtmAone dayA dIneSu vairAgyaM vidhivajjinapunanaM / prAyaH rahyA kare che, paNa zrI jinezvaradeva vizudA zIvRtti% puSya puSyAnuvavA ?? viSe, zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmaviSe tathA zrI azaraNu jIvene viSe dayA-anukaMpA, caturvidha saMgha viSe mArApaNAnI buddhi kevaLa vairAgyabhAvanA, vidhipUrvaka jinapUjA, vizuddhamekSasukhanI abhilASAvALA bhavyajIne nyAyavRtti A badhAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanAM heya che. 6 nimitte che. 11 vasudhAbharaNaM puruSAH puruSAbharaNaM sukRtajA lkssmiiH| jinabimbArcanaM sevA gurUNAM prANinAM dayA / lakSmyAbharaNaM dAnaM dAnAbharaNaM supAtraM ca // 7 // zamo dAnaM tapaH zIlameSa dharmo jinoditaH / 12 / -saMsAramAM bhArupa puruSa che, teo paNa -zrIjinezvaradevanI pUjA, gurumahArAjanI pArjita lakSmIthI zebhe che ane lakSamIne sevA, prANIonI dayA, zama, dAna, tapa tathA alaMkAra dAna che, tathA dAnane bhAvanAra zIla- A zrIjinezvaradeve kahela dhama che. 12, supAtra che, 7 devapUjA gurUpAsti: svAdhyAyaH saMyamastapaH / nANa niyamaggahaNaM navakAro nayarUi ani ya dAnaM ceti gRhasthAnAM SaTakarmANi dine dine / 13 // paMca nA visithALa na tu tu jora III -devapUjA, gurusevA, svAdhyAya, sayaMma, tapa, -samyagUjJAna,niyamanuM grahaNa, navakAramaMtra, tathA dAna- A rIte gRhasthanAM cha dhArmika nItimArganI rUci, tathA pAMca viSayone ane parkame che. 13 pAMca pramAdanA tyAgarUpa ceSTA A pAMca revaM zreNivat praphUnA guruM vandrasva viravata, nakArethI jeo vibhakita , te AtmAone sAnaM zaruM-tA prabhumAM rAkhyA mAvanAnuM mATe sadgati, lekamAM dulabha nathI. 8 zreyAMzca suna mAvAnA sarakI yathA, pUA paccakkhANaM paDikkamaNaM posaho parovaAro y| dharye karmaNi kAmadevavadaho cetaH sthiraM sthaapy|14|| paMjAyA naH 32 payAro tapta saMsAre // zrIjinezvaradevane zreNikanI jema pUja! -pUjA, paccakakhANa, pratikramaNa, piSadha kacchanI jema gurumahArAjane vaMdana karI dAnadhamanI tathA paropakAra A pAMca pakAra jene che, tenI ArAdhanA zreyAMsanI jema kara! zIla sudAnanI saMsAramAM pracAra nathI. tenuM saMsAra paribhramaNa jema pALa! zrI trASabhadevasvAmInI jema tapa dhamanI ArAdhanA temaja bharatacakravatInI varanA ninAnAM dharmazALA kuvanayA| jema bhAvanAdhamane abhyAsakara! tathA kAmadeva zAsanamAsano gunanti nidaM banma zrAvakanI jema dhamapravRttimAM cittane sthira kara! -zrIjinezvaradevanI pUjA tathA sadguru sevA, mahipu dRDhatA gumAphitepu, zraddhA ja dharma nathI hetuM. huM
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________________ zrI kAnajIsvAminA matapracArakeAne ! zrI prabhuddAsa becaradvAsa pArekha 1 jainadharmanA Azraya jema ApaNA mokSa sudhInA Atma-kalyANu mATe laIe chIe ane te khAtara teNe batAvelA jJAna ane AcAranuM pAlana karIe chIe, teja pramANe te dharma taraphanI vadhAdArI rUpe tenI pratiSThA, cira jIvitA, maulikatA ane sAMgApAMga satya svarUpamAM TakAvavAnI kALajI rAkhavAnI ane te khAtara tana, mana, dhana, ane sarvasva tathA lAgavagane bhoga ApavAnI tamannA rAkhavAnI pharaja che. ApaNu samyagadarzananI eka avasthA che. svaparanI vaheMcaNu jema samyagna che, teja pramANe jainadarzana, jainazAsana ane jainadhama taraphanI sakriya ananya valAdArI paNa samyagdarzana che. te vajrAdArI cukavAmAM samyagUdana guNamAM aticAra lAge che, eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu vadhAdArI nirapekSa vartAva rAkhavAmAM anAcAra eTale mithyAtvathI dharAvuM paDe che. hiMsAdika dASA karatAM mithyAtva doSa moTAmAM moTA che. A vAta jainazAsananeA ceDAmAM thoDA jANakAra paNa saheja rIte samajI zake che. 2. prAcIna zAstraparaMparA, kramabadhdha aitihAsika pramANe, avicchinna AcArya paraparA, bhAratamAM te zuM paraMtu bhAratanI bahAra paNa prAcIna kALathI vyavahArika rIte mukhya prabaLa prabhAva, zAstrAkata kalyANaka bhUmie ane tIthabhUmi tyA mahAtIrthonI rakSAnI paraMparAgata javAbadArI upADatA nevu yuneSu rA: vAnepu tIvrahaSitA vinavRtti:, kasyApi puNya puruSasya bhavantyavazyam // 11|| zrIjinezvavadeva pratye bhakita, guruvacanAmAM daMDhatA, dharmakriyAomAM zradhdhA, guNNAnA anurAga, dAnapratye utkaTaruci, tathA vinayamAM vRtti A guNA kAika puNyavAna AtmAne avazya hAya che. AvyAnA itihAsa, prItianuSThAnanA ArAdhakathI mAMDIne zailezIkaraNa sudhInA caramAvati tamAma prakAranA ArAya jIve mATenI sa` prakAranI vyavasthita ArAdhanAnI sAmagrIonA vividha mArgadazAthI bharapura, eka mahAnane chAjatI sarva diggAminI vyApaka vizALa vyavasthA mukata, jainadarzana sidhdhanaya-nikSepA pramANa, sidhdha syAdvAdanI samagra dRSTine AdhAre, viziSTa prakAranA jinapratimApUjana vidhAnathI yukta, sakaLa naya zuSka, paMcAcAramaya mULa AcAra paraMparA cAreya yukta, paraMparAgata dRSTivAdAMtargata pUrvokta paryuSaNA parvAdika mahApadmathI zAbhita, jainananA mukhya khIja bhUta-karemi bhaMte-mahAsUtranA mULa AdhAra upara racAyelA mahAna jainananI sAMgopAMga anuyAgamaya / adbhuta vyavasthAmaya, digaMbara zabdanI utpatti pachI bhara zabda ghaTita zvetAMbara zabda dhAraNa karanAra, strI, purUSa-napuMsakanA meAkSanI mAnyatA ane sacelaka-acelakanA meAkSanI mAnyatA, mUrtipUjA tathA bIjA AcArane sidhA yA paraparAe mokSanA aMga tarIkenI mAnyatA, pAMca samiti ane traNa guptibhaya aSTa pravacana mAtAnI sAMgopAMga zakaya pAlananI vyavasthAmaya, jinakalpa ane sthavirakalpamaya muni vibhAganI mAnyatA, vagere mAnyatAone AdhAre anekAMta vyavasthAne askhalita rIte rAkhavAnI vyavasthAyukata sa dharmo ane khAsa karIne jainadharmonI itihAsa sidhdha mULa paraMparApa zrI.jainasadha [ zve. mU. ] nI najIka jema bane tema A kALamAM paNa pUrvakALe chuTI paDelI dareka paraMparAe pramANika samajapUrvaka AvavAnI taka ubhI thai che ane tamArA vaDIlA game tevA saMjogomAM paNa jainadharmanI mULa paraMparA taraphanI vAArI TakAvI rahyA hatA. te cheDIne tenAthI dUra javAnu utAvaLIyuM pagaluM bharavA mATenuM evuM mahatvanuM zuM kAraNa maLyuM che ? dekhAdekhI, gatAnugatikatA, binajarUrI dAkSiNyatA, khoTI zarama, byAmAha, aMdha anukaraNa, kSaNika lAgaNI
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________________ zrI kAnajIsvAminA mata pracArakene; :: evA koI nirbaLa mananA jIvone zobhe tevA kAraNothI ochAM ghare kamI thAya, tenA koI bhayathI gherAyA vinA sajjana purU deravAI jAya, e saMbhavita mAnI amAruM A badhubhAve hitakAraka sUcana che, tenA upara zakAya nahiM. keTalo khyAla Apavo na Ape ? te tamArI svArAjakoTa jevA hiMdhANa dhArmika kSetrethI taMtryatAnI vastu che. vyakti svAtaMtryanI ADe AdUranA pradezamAM tathA prakAranI dharmaprabhAvanI sAmagrI vavAnI amArI icchA nathI temaja koI jAtanI khujovAmAM na Ave teTalA uparathI tene viSe utaratI zAmata ke lAlace pAtharavAnI amArI IcchA nathI. tamArA sthitine abhiprAya bAMdhI devo, e eka bALaceSTA dilamAM satyane prakAza pADavAnI IcchAthI ja A lakhuM samAna gaNAya; alabatta svAdhyAya, dharmazravANu. panottara, chuM. amane, paNa zaMkA che ke amArI A hitazilA jijJAsA-saMtoSa mATe vividha darzananA ane vividha Apa bhAIone keTalA aMze sparza karaze ? paraMtu vidhAne lAbha levAmAM Ave che te khAsa viziSTa amArI pharaja amAre bajAvavI joIe, kAraNa ke pariNati yukta dhArmika purUSo mATe doSa rUpa bahu jyAre vyakti koI eka prakAranA navIna utsAhamAM ke mAnavAmAM na Ave, e svAbhAvika che, paraMtu eTalA vegamAM hoya, tyAre hitazikSA bhAgye ja asara kare che. uparathI saMpradAya palaTo ane jyAM je saMpradAyane A bAbata tarapha vizeSa dhyAna kheMcavAnuM mukhya pracAra tyAM te saMpradAyanI upasthiti karI ekaMdara kAraNa te e che, AjanA A jAtanA saMpradAya jainadarzanamAM sAmAnya samAjanA jIvamAM buddhibheda palaTAne cepa dharmapalaTAmAM pariNamavAmAM vAra lAge karavAnuM thA kusaMpanAM kAraNenAM bIja vAvavAM kaI tema nathI kemake tevA saMjoge bhAratamAM vadhatA jAya rIte ucita gaNI zakAya ? che ane bhAvi ApaNa saMtAno te jALamAM phasAyA karuNA bhAvanAthI, 21 vakhata bauddha thayelA zrI vinA kevI rIte bacI zakaze ? e Aje moTo hiMdanA upamiti bhavaprapaMca graMthana kartA mahAtmA sidhaSi dharmonI sAme prazna upasthita thatuM jAya che, mArgagaNine bodha ApavA guru mahArAjAo. zrI haribhadra. darzana maLI jAya, ane tene ke durupayoga karavAmAM surIzvarajI racita lalitavistarA nAmano apUrva graMtha Avaze, tenI kalpanA bhaya bharelI che. Amaja e tenI sAme rAkhIne bahAra gayA ane jenA vAMcanathI lAgI zake, ApaNe navuM jANyuM, paraMtu AvatI kAle te mahAtmA bodha pAmIne janadarzananI zradhdhAthI kAyama bhAvI saMtAno jainadharmathI ja dUra cAlyA nahiM jAya vAsita thayA, je ghaTanAne ullekha teozrIe pitAnA tenI kazI khAtrI nathI maLatI paNa divase divase bhaya uktagraMthane aMte spaSTa zabdomAM karelo che. vadhatuM jAya che, ane saheja vicArabheda thayo ke navuM taMtra ubhuM karIne judo ceka jamAvA sagavaDa bhavibhavAMtaromAM paNa bhAvathI jainadarzana pAmyA vinA jIvane mokSa thatuM nathI, paraMtu jainadarzananI mULa dhyamAM zvetAmbara-digaMbarane ja nahiM, paraMtu jainadharmane ane ekaMdara sarva Aryadharmo ane AdhyAtmika paraMparAnI najIka AvelA che jema bane tema te dospaNIne bhayaMkara phaTakArUpa nivaDaze ane ApaNA sthItithI cuta na thAya te sArUM, e bhavadayAnA A bhAvinaMtAne jainadharma rahita sthitimAM mukAI jAya, dhAre tevA jIvane sahadaya bhAve sthira karavAnA prayatna te AnA jevo bIjo anartha ka gaNAze ? ane karavAmAM Ave te parama zAstrakAronI AjJA sammata che, temAM AjanI utAvaLa sidhI yA ADakatarI rIte e lakSyathI amArA eka vakhatanA sAdharmika baMdhuo nimittabhUta bane, te te lAbhane badale nukazAna karyuM tarIkenA bhAIone A pramANe samajAvaTa karIe, gaNAya, A vastu spaSTa samajI zakAya tema che. jenatemAM kaze deSa ke Azaya doSa nathI ja. darzane taraphanI sAmAnya vaphAdArInI draSTithI paNa A jenadarzanamAM anuyAyionI saMkhyAnI adhikatA- vastu zAMtipUrvaka vicAravAnI jarUra che te te tarapha khAsa hinatAne sthAna nathI paraMtu yogyatA, ane satyanI tamAruM lakSya kheMcavAmAM Ave che. nikaTatAne mukhya sthAna che, tethI be-pAMca ke tethI vadhu [ kramaza ]
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________________ zrI zatrujaya girirAjanI taLeTI najIka Avela jenasosAyaTInA vizALa kampAunDamAM vAvabahAdura zeTha zrI chavalAla pratApazIbhAinI kALajIbharI dekharekha nIce taiyAra thayela bhavya natana jinAlayamAM mahA sudi 13 nA zubhadine bAramA tIrthakara vAsupUjya svAmI Adi bhagavaMtonI pratiSThAno bhavya mahotsava ujavAyo hato, je mahotsavamAM eka lAkha jeTalI upaja thaI hatI, "00000do soo 09 nUtana jinamaMdiranuM eka prakRtiramya bhavya dazyaH ['duMdubhi' kAryAlayanA saujanyathI] siddhAMtamahedhi pUrva AcArya deva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja tathA teozrInA paTTAlaMkAra pUrva AcArya deva zrImaha vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM maihA zudi 12 nA dine vidvAna yunirAja zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjane paMnyAsa padArpaNa thayuM te vakhatanuM eka drazya: vidvAna munirAjazrI ubhA ubhA be hAtha joDI sUtronuM uccAraNa karatA dekhAya che. + :: >> [' duduni' kAryAlayanA saujanyathI
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________________ hoya te nIcenA sthaLemAMthI game te sthaLe lavAjama lAbha uThAvo. bharI amane eka patrathI jaNAvavuM. - . A aMka joyA pachI grAhaka ke sabhya banavAnuM , 1 zrI meghajI khImajI guDhakA mana thAya to turata ja lavAjama makalI grAhaka ke piSTa bokSa naM. 219 kIsumu | AkrIkA ] sabhya banI javuM ISTa che, kAraNa ke vizeSAMkanI gaNatrInI 2 zrI dAmodaradAsa AzIkaraNa, ja nakalI bacatamAM rahevA pAmI che. - poSTa bekSa naM. 649 dAresalAma 22 varSe ekAda vakhata AptamaMDaLanA sabhyonI 3 zrI tArAcaMda DI. zAha nAmAvali " kalyANa" mAM chapAya che. A vakhate paNa 'paSTa bokSa naM. 2070 nAkhI chApavA vicAra to hato ja paNa lekhonuM meTara vadhI 4 zrI bhImajIbhAI ghelAbhAI javAthI, AgAmI aMke nAmAvali raju karIzuM, paSTa bokSa naM. 24 kIsI / AphrIkA ] dareka grAhaka baMdhuoe patravyavahAra ke manIpiSTa-khAtAmAM evo eka eDara nikaLe che orDara karatI vakhate "grAhaka naMbara " lakhavA cUkavuM nahi. ke, grAhakanA vI, pInA orDara patra sivAya vI. pI. * AgAmI 3 jo aMka tA. 15-5-paM1nAM roja thaI zakatuM nathI, mATe vI. pI. ja maMgAvavuM hoya te eTale A aMka pachI paMdara divasamAM ja pragaTa thaze. eka patra lakhI amane jaNAvavuM. A inAmI nibaMdhonuM pariNAma navA varSathI jema bane tema vadhu AkarSaka, ane gayA Disembara mahInAnA 10mA aMkamAM " InAmI sudhaDa temaja vividha sAhityanI vAMcana sAmagrIthI nibaMdha harIphAI' raju karI hatI, enuM pariNAma nIce ! samRdhdha karavA ame prayatna karatA rahyA chIe. je mujaba che, kula soLa bhAI-bahenoe nibaMdha lakhI aMka jotAM Apane jarUra khAtrI thazeja. Apane je mokalyA che temAM prathamanA traNa naMbarane niyama mujaba A aMka game te jarUrathI navA grAhaka ke sabhya. InAma apAze. banAvI niHsvArtha bhAve dhama tathA samAja sevA nAma mArkasa, InAma karevAnA amArA bhagIratha kArya mAM Apa sahakAra 1 caMpAlAla e. vizArada zIvagaMja 70 rUA. 25, Apaze. daza grAhake banAvI ApanArane eka varSa 2 mAsTara harIbhAI zIvagaMja 60, rUA. 15, kalyANu' kI mekalIzuM. 3 ena. bI. zAha Ameda 60, rU. 10, A aMkamAM bAlajagata, nArI kuMja, madhapUDo 4 amRtalAla chaganalAla muMbaI 55 - e heDIMga nIce vibhAgo zarU karyA che, ane e vibhA- 5 sI. ela. vizArada zIvagAMja 50 gonuM vAMcana vAcakane jarUra gamaze. e aMgenAM 3 bhagubhAI aMbAlAla amadAvAda 50. lakhANa lekhaka badhuone mokalavA AmaMtraNa che. 7 sau. kamaLA ghAMDAlAla nISANI 40 - dareka lekhaka banyuoe lakhANe kAgaLanI ekaja 8 2 pakalAla gopAlajI zAha kolhApura 40 bA chuM ane svaccha akSarathI lakhI mokalavAM. dare, 9 tArAbena ena. zAha bArAmatI 35 aMka 15 mI e bahAra paDe che te 11 lI tArIkha , 10 bAbubhAI vanecaMda zAha kolhApura 35 pahelAM lekho maLI javA joIe. vizeSAMkamAM je je ] A 11 IlAbena sI. jhaverI muMbaI 35 jAmanagara 3 0 lekhaka mahAzaya ane pU. AcArya devAdi munivaroe 1ra choTAlAla lakhamazI DabAsaMga 25 lakhI mokalI sahakAra athe che, e badala RNI chIe. 13 motIcaMde rAyacaMda 14 guNavaMta vI. zANI amadAvAda 25 sAhityane na phAla, samAcAra ane keTalAka 15 jhaveracaMda metIcaMdra 1 jAmanagara 25 lekho sthaLa sa kocane kAraNe rahI javA pAmyA che, te 16 pAnAcaMda kezarIcaMda | vApI 20 AgAmI ane pragaTa karIzuM. upara mujaba pariNAma jAhera thAya che ane jeone | kalyANa' mAsike A aMkathI InAmI hariphAInI inAma prApta thAya che teone paMdara divasamAM ekalI zarUAta karI che, enA mATe peja pa7 muM juo ane ApIzuM.
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________________ 5 | | kara=0 Reg, No. 4925* varasItapanA pAraNI upara ghaTADelA pustakanA bhAva. sAmayika sUtra 100 nA rUA. 12-0 be pratikramaNa mULa nA 35-0 paMca pratikramaNa mULa pekeTa 125-0 paMca pratikramaNa vidhi sahita 13pa-0 devapAla kathA 12-0 sabhya gajJAnanAM : ratnAkara pacIsI nemanAthanA lekeH 12-0. pustakAnI cAda niyamanI amuka 10-0 prabhAvanA karI nUtana stavanAvali 12 --0 stavane sudhA 1pa-0 varasItapanA zatru jaya udhdhAra pAse 12-0 pAraNInA amarabalidAna 1rapa-0 samukIta saDasaTha belanI sajhAya 25-0 zubha prasaMgane snAtra pUjA 1pa-0 sudhArasa stavanAvali ujavo. navakAravALI navasmaraNa dazana cAlIsI sthApanAjI 4-0 zatruMjaya tIthadazana 125- ke agAuthI orDara noMdhAvaze nUtana stavanAvali hindI 3pa0 teone potAnA kharcamAM aMtasamayanI ArAdhanA 30-7 nAmanI kApalI chapAvI ' pramANanA koThA , caDAvI ApIzuM AtmabhAvanA saMgraha : agAuthI orDara noMdhAvasAdhu-sAdhvI Avazyaka kriyAnAM sUtra nArane rUA. 25 DIpA 70-0 AThe draSTinI sajajhAya sAtha jhITanA bharavAnA raheze. 'dhUpa-0 nitya svAdhyAya stotrAdi - bahAra gAmanA orDara ra35-0 saMskRta caityavaMdana cevIsI upara puratuM dhyAna apAze. | 'papa-0 kema bhAga 1 lA 1 thI 4 kupa0 -0 | lape vimala jAta 30=0 somacaMda DI. zAha jesalamerano camatkAra . 1pa-0 - jIvananivAsa sAme , akSayatRtiyA kathA 12-0 zatruMjaya diggadarzana 100-| pAlItANI saurASTra) : mudraka : kIracaMda jagajIvana zeTha, kalyANa prInTIMga presa-pAlItANA, 15-9 deg 12-0