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________________ TOGO, Se gAye jA gIta apana ke
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________________ pa. pU0 kSu0 manoharalAla jI mahArAja
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________________ eka seTha prakAza caMda pahu~ce apane eka mitra dhanIrAma jauharI ke pAsa / aura.. rekhAkanaH banesiMha bhaiyA maiM bahuta dukhI huuN| chaH mahIne pahale merI phaikTarI Aga ke kAraNa jalakara rAkha ho gaI thI, tIna mahIne pahale merAjavAna beTA cala bsaa| kyA karka, kucha samajha meM nahIM AtA? IVECEN 'ooo u e ute 4U bhaiyA kuchajala-pAna karo, saba ThIka ho jaayegaa| TAkala
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________________ itane meM eka grAhaka AyA aura dhanIrAma se bolA ... dhanIrAma ne Tukar3e ko taulA aura vajana ThIka pacAsa grAma ho gayA phira... seThajI mujhe lar3akI ke vivAha ke lie rupayoM kI bahuta sakhta jarUrata par3a gaI haiN| Apa yaha pacAsagrAma sone kA Tukar3A le lo aura isakA mulya mujhe de do / baiTho, maiM taulakara dekhatA hU~ aura tumheM isake rUpaye de detA hU~ / bhaiyA vajana to pacAsa grAma hai parantu maiM mulya paitAlIsa grAma kA hI de sakatA hU~ / bhaiyA isameM pAMca grAma kA khoTa hai yAni isameM pAMcagrAma kucha aura cIja milI hai jo sonA nahIM hai| 2 aisA kyoM seThajI ? ThIka hai seTha jI paitAlIsa grAma ke hI dAma de diijiye|
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________________ grAhaka dAma lekara calA gyaa| seTha prakAza caMda baiThe saba kucha | dekha rahe the| bole ... kaise bhaiyA ? samajha meM nahIM aayaa| mitra, bAta kucha samajha meM nahIM AI mile hue sone va khoTa meM tumane sone kA vajana kaise jAna liyA ? bhaiyA yaha batAo jaba tumhArI phaikTarI jala gaI thI to tumane kahA thA nA ki maiM naSTa ho gayA, jaba tumhArA lar3akA marA, tuma ro ro kara kaha rahe thenA ki maiM mara gayA aura parasoM jaba tuma nayA kuratA pahana kara Aye the to tumane kahA thA nA ki darjI ne merA nAza kara diyA kyoMki jarA ThIka nahIM kuratA banA thA ? gra rdddd 221/ 3 hA~, kahA to thA, parantu, isase kyA ? basa bhaiyA, yahI to dRSTi kI karAmAta hai| tuma bhI yadi apane ko aisI hI painI dRSTi kA prayoga karake dekho to tumheM dukhoM se mukti mila jAyegI bhaiyA tuma kevala apane ko yAni "maiM" ko dekho phira tuma jAna jAoge ki ye saba padArtha makAna, dhana, strI, putra Adi tuma ho hI nahIM, phira kyoM inheM apane se cipakAye hue ho ? tul
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________________ ThIka hai bhaiyA ye to mere se bilkula alaga par3e hai parantuyaha zIra... ThIka hai, zarIra tumase milAjulA,ekamekasA jarUra hai| parantu yaha bhI tumase bhinna hI hai kyoMki marane para AtmA (maiM) calIjAtI hai aura zarIra yahIM par3A raha jAtA hai| aura ... yahI nahIM, tumhAre sAtha lage ye karma bhI tumase bhinna hai, aura yahI nahIM tumhAre andara utpanna hone vAle rAga, dveSa Adi vikArI bhAva bhI tumase bhinna hai kyoMki kinhIM mahApuruSoMne inako bhI alaga karake dikhA diyA hai| to phira maiM kyA basa ina sabako apane se alaga karate jAo,jo Arivara meM bace vaha " meM
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________________ koThI dekho yaha citra... LLLLL mAtA sAsa vastra saliTI baMgalA kAra TAAN dazanAvara sAlA antarAyajAnAka SV TRACKS 'bahina manuSya gati skUTara moha mohanIya karma TUSH nAma Ayu kame mAmA karma MUNI TIvI naraka gati cAcA POP vastra yaha to maiM mitra dukAna reDiyo arn samajha gayA ki "maiM"kauna hU~ parantu isase dukha kaise miTa jAyegA? phona maiM ko samajhane ke bAda zraddhA karo ki maiM svtntrhuuN| merA pariNAma surakha-dukha, kisI ke AdhIna nahIM, maiM apanI hI karanI karatA aura usakA phala bhI maiM hI bhogatA huuN| aura svayaM hI apane svarUpa meM sthita hokara mukta houuNgaa| aura..
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________________ maiM nizcala hU~, anekoM bhavoM meM bhaTakane para va aneka kaSAyeM karatA huA bhI merA caitanya svarUpa jyoM kA tyoM rahA, maiM kabhI acetana nahIM huaa| aura maiM niSkAma mI hU~ yAni icchA se rahita caitanya svabhAvI hU~ / bhaiyA, bAta to ApakI ThIka hI jaMcatI hai| maiM para padArtho meM bahuta prayatna karatA hU~ yaha karU~, vaha karU~ para kare kucha bhI to nahIM paataa| basa yahI yA kucha aura bhI ? 7 HO aura hAM, yaha bhI aura samajha lo ki tuma bhI kisI kA kucha nahIM kara sakate, isalie jo ho rahA hai usako jAnate dekhate raho ajAyabaghara meM rakhI cIjoM kI trh| yAni jJAtA haSTA bane rho| hA~ bhaiyA, bilkula ThIka hai| varNI jI ne bhI to yahI kahA hai " hU~ svatantra, nizcala, nisskaam| jJAtA, dRSTA, AtmarAma / Away
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________________ eka bhakta pahuMcA bhagavAna ke dvAra para-daravAjA khaTakhaTAyA-andarase AgAja AI.. kyA cAhatA Apake darzana hai ? kauna hai bhAI? DADAV GOGI UC ApakA bhakta hU~ bhagavan! reOOD kyA milegA mere darzana se? zAMti surava jAu 3EAUNuV, 300300333 CLICE, SLT
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________________ bhUlatAhai bhAI! mere darzana se to kucha bhI nahIM milegA tujhe nahIM nahIM bhagavan ! aisA na khiye| sunatA calA AyA hU~ Apake darzanoM se aneka pApI tire hai, patitoM kA uddhAra huA hai, merA bhI kalyANa ho jAegA, darzana dIjiye prbhu| nahIM bhaiyaa| mere nahIM apane darzana kara,apane ko pahicAna, apane ko nirakha, terA kalyANa hogA| nahIM nahIM aisAna kaha, jo maiM hU~ vahI to tU hai kyA kahA? jo tuma vahI maiM! yaha kaise bhagavana? maiM to muhApApI hai bhagavan maiM to nIca huuN|
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________________ dekha jaisA tU aba hai, pahale maiM bhI to vaisA hI thA, tere jaisA hI rAgI, dveSI, mohI, durvii| maiM kyA hU~, merA svarUpakyA hai isakA samyaka zradvAna kiyA, isakA saccA jJAna kiyA, aura laga gayA apane se bhinna rAga, dveSa,moha Adi ko dUra karane meM aura aba baneM gayA hU~ zuddha,parama zuddha "nirvikaar| phira Apa bhagavAna kaise bana 27 gaye? to kyA maiM bhI Apa jaisA bana sakatA hU~ kabhI bhI? bana kyA sakatA hai, tU to mama jaisA hai hii| jo merA vyakta svarUpa hai vahI to terA svabhAva hai aura tU jaisA zakti rUpase hai.vaisA hI merArUpa pragaTa ho gayA hai| vartamAna meM, hA~ mujha meM na tujha meM kevala eka antara hai aura vaha antara bhI UparI hai, svabhAva meM nhiiN| tere meM rAga bharA par3A hai aura maiMne usa rAgako dUra kara diyA hai| tU bhI usa rAga ko dUra kara deMAsvaMya bhagavAna bana jaayegaa| phira tujhe,kisI ke darzana kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhegii| kyoM nahIM, kyoM nahIM! yaha bilkula saca hai| kyA tUne nahIM sune manAharajI varNI ke ye zabda - "maiMvaha hU~ jo? bhagavAna, jomai vaha hai bhagavAna / antara yahI UparIjAna, vevirAga yaha rAga vitaan| sunA to haiM bhagavana, parasamajhA nahIM unakA mrm| aba maiM kyA karU? kyA kahA bhagavana! myAyaha saca hai, kyA maiM bhagavAna bana jAUMgA?
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________________ basa ina vAkyoM kA arthasamajha le, samajha hI nahIM le,parantu una para aTUTa zradvA kara, aura isake anusAra lakSya banAkara cala deusI rAha para jisa aura ye saMketa kara rahe haiM, lebana jAyegA tu bhI bhgvaan| 5566 SIESTER 5ORDSSS.. ThIka hai bhagavana-aba meM samajha gyaa| aba dera nahIM kruuNgaa| basa calatA huuN| nigrantha dIkSAle, rAga, dveSa, mohako dUrakarake Apa jaisA hI banakara rahU~gA |AjanahIM to kala avazya hI banUMgA ApajaisA hii| jA terA kalyANa ho| bhagavana, Ajama dhanya ho gayA,mujhe prakAza mila gayA agale dina, sabane dekhA, bhaktale rahA hai muni dIkSA... guru jI mahArAja, maiM ) hA~ hA~ ApakI zaraNa meM kyoM AgayA hU~, mujhe nahIM-malI digambara dIkSA vicArI dedIjiyegAnA tumne| aura bhakta bana gayA digambara muni, saba aMtaraMgata bahiraMga parigraha kA tyAga kara diyA, laga gayA tatva manana meM, Atma cintana meM kATa DAlA karmoM ko aura eka dina vahI bhakta bana gayA bhaganAna.....
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________________ tIna / eka bhikhArI pahu~cA eka mahAtmA ke pAsa aura dvAra para dastaka dI... CAMETIMAULI (AyA AI,kauna ho? kyA cAhate ho? bhiravArI hU~ mahAtmana bhIrava,sukha kI bhIravA khAlI najAne do| merI jholI meM avazya DAla do, cAhe thor3A cAhe adhik| nirAzana kro| AARRINGuul Thahara,Thahara,jarA Thahara-eka Januali/ bAta sunA sAmane jo nadI hai, usameM eka maccha rahatAhai,tU usake pAsa calAjA, vaha tujhe avazyasukha degaa| kyA kahA? maccha aura surava degaa| kyoM mere se majAka karate ho? kyoM mujha garIba kI haMsI ur3Ate ho? MIM isameM haMsI kI kyA bAta hai bhAI, kyA tumheM isameM kucha zaMkA hai? guru jI, maiM dara-dara kI ThokareM khAcukA, sabase jholIpasArapasAra kara sukhakI bhIkha mAMga cukA, para koInadesakA sukha, jarA sA bhI
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________________ kahA~-kahA~ gaye ho bhAI, jarA maiM bhI to sunUM sunanA hI cAhate hai to suniye| duniyA meM sabase hitakArI hotI hai mA~ mA~, jisane nau mahIne mujhe peTa meM rakhA, khuda gIle meM soI para mujhe sUkhe meM sulAyA, rAta-rAta jAgI, eka dina mere sara meM darda huA, sArI rAta baiThI dabAtI rahI mere sira ko, parantu sukhI na kara skii| phira kahA~ gayA ? gayA patnI ke pAsa / tana, mana, dhana, sabhI kucha to nyauchAvara karane ko taiyAra ho gaI parantu maiM surakhI na ho skaa| 12 phira kahA~ khojA sukha ko ? phira socA zAyada putroM ke pAsa sukha milegA, mitra suravI kara deMge, pahuMca gayA unake paoNsa, para merI jholI khAlI kI khAlI hI rahI, koI na desakA sukha kiMcita bhI isake bAda kyA kiyA tumane ?
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________________ ThIka hai bhaiyA, tumane saba upAya to kara liye, mere kahane se eka bAra usa maccha ke pAsa to ho Ao, vaha jarUra aisA upAya batAyegA jisase tuma avazya sukhI ho jAoge / aura vaha miravArI pahu~ca gayA nadI ke kinAre-maccha ke pAsa... sunA hai, dhana meM sukha hai, sampatti meM sukha hai, nAmavarI meM sukha hai. pada prApta karake sukhI bana jAUMgA, basa laga gayA unheM baTorane meN| sukha to kyA milatA inameM, jitanA jitanA ye mile, dukha bar3hatA rahA, AkulatA bar3hatI rhii| Collle bhaiyA kSamA krnaa| kyA tuma bhI mUrkha nahIM ho, sukha sAgara tumhAre andara hiloreM mAra rahA hai aura mAMga rahe ho mujha se sukha / 13 mana to nahIM mAnatA / parantu Apa kahate ho to jAkara dekhatA hU~ vahA~ bhI / bhaiyA mujhe mahAtmAjI tumhAre pAsa bhejA hai sukha ko lene ke liye ha~ hA~ hA~ abhI detA 'sukh| parantu bhaiyA mujhe bahuta joroM kI pyAsa lagI hai, jarA eka loTA pAnI to lAkara pilA do pyAsa bujha jAyegI, taba tumheM dUMgA sukha / ahA ! hA! hA ! tuma to nire mUrkha ho pAnI meM rahate ho aura kahate ho pyAsA huuN| 227
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________________ mere andara surava bharA par3A hai, kaise bhaiyA? jaba aisA hai to maiM duravI kyoM hU~ bhAI? surava kA hI nahIM, tU to ananta jJAna, ananta darzana va ananta zakti kA bhI bhaMDAra hai| tU to siddha bhagavAna ke samAna hai,jahAM koI AkulatA nahIM aura AkulatA ke abhAva meM basasuravahI surava, tUne sadaivapara-padArtho kI ora hI deravA, unameM hI ravAjA apane sukha ko, unase hI bhIkha mAMgI sukhkii| unase sukha kI AzA kara karake apane jJAna ko hI gaMvA diyA aura bhikhArI banA duravI ho rahA hai| to aba kyA kaLaM bheyA? bhiravArIpana chor3a de, apane antara meM jhAMka, apane rakhajAne ko dekha basa suravIho jAyegA kyoM nahIM, kyoM nahIM / sunI nahIM tUne AtmakIrtana kI ye paMktiyAM:"mama svarUpa hai siddha samAna, amita zakti suvajJAna nidhaan| kintu AzavazaratoyA jJAna, banA bhiravArI nipaTa ajAna / / " kyA sacamuca
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________________ cAra seTha dharmadAsajI va unakI priye, hamAre vivAha ko ATha varSa ho gye| ghara meM patnI baiThe haiN| donoM hI udAsa... saba kucha hai, karor3oM kI sampatti, saba ThATha-bATa parantu ... yahI cintA to mujhe bhI ravAyejA rahI hai| eka putra hojAtA hama sukhI ho jAte,bur3hApe kA bhI sahArA ho jaataa| dina bItane lage- bajAo, bajAo, khUna bAje bajAo, do varSa bAda putraratna | Aja merA bhAga jAgA hai, mere ghara putra kI prApti huii| basa paidA huA hai, are bhAIyoM, sunAtumane khuziyoMse ghara bhara Aja merI murAda pUrI huI hai,merA gyaa| seTha-seThAnI budApe kA sahArA A gayA hai aba mujhe phUle na samAye... koIkamInahIM ghara-ghara aisIrozanI karo mAnoM diivaaliiho| tim arI rakhUna nAco, khUba gAo, ekhUba khuziyAM manAo, Aja nihAla ho gaI, merI manacAhI ho gaI, maiM pUrNa suravI ho gii| NMEAN ITISH PLEA VE 15
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________________ seTha-seThAnI donoM bar3e prasanna-soca rahe haiM,lar3akA nahIM huAthA hamabar3e dukhI the| lar3akA ho gayA hama sukhI ho gye| meM sukhI karane vAlA lar3akA hI to aba maiM nihAla ho gaI-devo na kucha hI varSoM meM hamArA putra bar3A ho jAyegA, choTIsI baTuAsI bahU ghara meM lAyegA, maiM to usa para vAra-vAra kara pAnI piuuNgii| phira potA hogA usakI bAlakrIr3AoM se hamArA AMgana rivalakhilA uThegAjana vaha mujhe 'ammA' kaha kara pukAregA tonasa kyA kahU~ ? aura merI bhI mata / pUcho-Aja maiM sira uThAkara cala sakatA hU~ kyoMki mereputra jo ho gayA hai-vaha mere nAma ko esA camakAyegA kibasa nagara meM merA hI merA nAma hogA 3 parantu kucha hI varSa bIte the ki seTha-seThAnIkA bhAgya UTha gyaa| lar3akA paMdraha varSa kAhI huA thA ki aisA bImAra huA ki bacane kI koI AzA hI nhiiN| eka dina... hAya ! maiM luTa gaI, barabAda ho gaI, kyA-kyA sapane saMjoye the maine| kyA saba qhAka meM miljaayeNge| nahIM-nahIM kucha to karojI,kisI taraha roka lo merepyAre se salone se bacce ko / mata jAne do, bacA lo ise|. priye, aba kyA hogA? DAkTara ne javAba de diyA hai| bacce ke bacane kI koI AzA nahIM ON IRDH (rUkA 16
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________________ lar3akA bImAra par3A hai, AravarI sAMseM gina rahA hai, seThajIva seThAnI usake pAsa baiThe hai.... beTA kyA jAne kI taiyArI kara rahe ho, kyA mujhase rUTha gaye ho, merA pitA jI, merA Ayu karma kyA hogA tumhAre binA samApta huA cAhatA hai| aba mujhe jAnA hI pdd'egaa| kAla mujhe aba haragija nahIM chodd'egaa| tU merA lar3akA hai| pitAjI, Apa bhUlate beTA, kyA kahate | pitAjI, yahAM kauna kisakA merA tujha para pUrNa haiM,saMsAra meM koI ho tum| tuma to hai? maiM ApakA hU~ yahI adhikAra hai| kauna kisIkAnahIM hai| merA mere bur3hApe kA mAnyatA to Apako daravI lejA sakatA hai tujhe va ApakA itanA hI sahArA ho, merA kara rahI hai| mere prati jo meM bhI devtaahuuN|maiN sambandha thaa| maiM apanI kyA hogA,kucha ApakA rAga hai vahI to tujhe nahIM jAne dNgaa| marjI se AyA thA,apanI to soco| mere ApakI parezAnI kA kAraNa binA merI marjI marjI se jA rahA hai| Apa | tobasa tuma hI hai| ketU kaisejAsakatA to kyA,koIbhI mujhe ho| hai bhalA? aba roka nahIM sktaa| "rAjA, rANA, chatrapati, hAdhina ke asvaar| maranA sabako eka dina apanI-apanI bAradala,bala,devI,devatA, mAta-pitA parivArAmaratI biriyAMjIvako,koI na rAvana hAra GOO HWCU VI
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________________ aisA na kaha beTA tU merA merA hai, thA, merA rhegaa| pitA jI maiM ApakA kaise hU~? maiM Apase dravya se bhinna, kSetra se bhinna, kAla se bhinna, bhAva se bhinna huuN| merA raMca bhI ApameM nahIM, ApakA raMca bhI mere meM nahIM / phira kyoM vyartha meM mujhe apanA mAnakara mujha se rAga kara karake dukhI ho rahe ho / tere hamAre yahAM janma lene se hameM kitanA sukha milA thA, hama kaha nahIM skte| mAnoM nayA jIvana hI diyA thA tUne / aura aba tU jAne kI taiyArI kara rahA hai, kyA hogA hamArA hama kahIM ke bhI to nahIM rheNge| hama bar3e daravI ho jaayegeN| ro ro kara prANa de deNge| ? beTA, tune merI AMkheM khola dii| aba maiM samajha gayA ki koI kisI ko sukhI dukhI kara hI nahIM sktaa| yadi koI sukhI "honA cAhatA hai to use apane ko pahicAnanA hogA ki maiM ina saba dikhane vAle strI, putra, dhana, makAna Adi se to bhinna hU~ hI, mere sAtha rahane vAle isa zarIra se bhI yahAM taka ki apane se hone vAle rAga dveSa Adi vikAroM se bhI bhinna hU~ / pitA jI, acchA aba maiM jA rahA hU~ / kSamA krnaa| 18 FEELER pitA jI, saMsAra meM koI kisI ko sukhI dukhI kara hI nahIM sakatA / apane rAga, dveSa, moha pariNAma hI dukhI karate haiN| kyA Apane nahIM sunA - "sukha dukha dAtA koI na oNna, moha, rAga, dveSa dukha kI khAna / nijako nija para ko para jAna, phira dukha kA nahIM leza niNdaan|| aura lar3ake ne antima sAMsa lii| seTha jI kI AMkheM khula cukI thI, moha kama ho cukA thA, ataH zAnti se sahana kara sake saba kucha... AtmakIrtana kI racanA karake pUjya varNI jI ne bar3A upakAra kiyA Aja ina paMktiyoM ke marma ko samajha kara hI maiM zAnta banA rahane meM samartha ho sakA hU~ varanA isa AghAta ko sahana na kara sakane ke kAraNa maiM pAgala ho jAtA, AtmahatyA bhI kara letA to. Azcarya nhiiN|
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________________ pA~ca aneka dharmoM ke mAnane vAle baiThe haiN| carcA chir3a gaI ki jinendra bhagavAna kI zaraNa meM jAne kisakA bhagavAna buddhaM zaraNaM se hI mukti milegI bar3A hai,kisakI gacchAmi'baddha hai| rAma nAma dUsarA na koI'kRSNa) 'arahate zaraNaM zaraNa meM jAnA kI zaraNa meM hI hI satya hI saba kucha hai pavvajjAmiya cAhiye...jAne se kalyANa, hogA nahIM,nahIM viSNu bhagavAna hI kalyANa karane vAle haiM A saba lar3ane lage, jhagar3ane lage, eka dUsare ko bhalA-burAkahane lage, itane meM eka mahAtmAjI vahA~ A pahuce... kyoM laDate jaina loga to jinendra kI zaraNa ke (jhagar3ate ho bhAI,bAta kyA hai ? atirikta kisI kI bhI zaraNa ko ThIka nahIM devo mhaatmn| maante| Apa hI hamArA nyAyakara hama meM se koI buddha dIjiye nA ke gIta gAtA hai,kAI viSNu ko acchA kahatA hai,koIrAmako to koI hari ko|
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________________ bhaiyA,bAta kisI kI bhI galata nahIM hai| sabhI to ThIka kahate haiN| yaha bhI ThIka haiM, yaha bhI ThIka haiN| yaha kaise ho sakatA hai prbh| bAta to eka kI hI / jhagar3ane kI koI ho sakatI hai| saba kI bAta bAta hai hI nhiiN| kaise ThIka hai? mahatmA jI ne apane hAtha meM kuchauThAyA,aura.. Thaharo Thaharo bhaaii| abhI samajhAtA huuN| batAo mere hAtha meM kyA hai? ye donoM jhUTha haiM | Apake hAtha meM to gehU~ hai| nahIM nahIM kanaka ganduma ThIka hai,koI bAta nhiiN| acchA bhAI, tuma batAo tumheM kyA cAhiye? yaha lo ganduma ganduma) 4MA EO 20
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________________ bhaiyA, tumheM kyA cAhiye? mujhe to kanakacAhiye gurujI gurU jI, mujhe to basa gehU~ de are tuma kyoM pIche raha gaye, tuma bhI to batAo tumheM kyA cAhiye? tuma lo yaha kanaka bhaiyA tumalo yaha gehU~ sana ne dekhA, gurujI ke hAtha meM cIja eka hI thI, vahI cIja unhoMne sabako dIpirantu sabakhuza ho gaye, jhagar3A miTa gyaa| yaha Apane kaise khuza kara diyA hama sabako? devo bhaiyA, mere hAtha meM cIja to eka hI thI parantu tuma usako alaga alaga nAma de rahe the| taba. parantu gurUjI, isa bAta kA hamAre usa jhagar3e se kyA matalaba ki kisakA bhagavAna bar3A hai| isase hamArejhagar3e kA to nipaTArA nahIM holA?
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________________ jhagar3A miTegA, avazya miTegA, mere bhAiyoM jina,ziva,Izvara Adi saba eka AtmA svarupa ke hI to nAma haiN| saba eka sahajazuddha AtmA hI to haiN| kucha samajha meM nahIM AyA gurUjI kaise? Tu dekho bhaiyA, jo rAga, dveSa, Adi kaSAyoM ko jIte so jina ; jo svayaM surava svarUpa hai, so ziva; jo svayaM apanI avasthAoM ke karane meM prabhuhai soIzvara apanI pariNatiyoM ko banAye so brahmA jo svayaM meM rame so rAma, jo apanI jJAna kriyAoM se sarvatra vyApaka so viSNu; jo sarva jJAtA ho so buddha; pApoM ko jisane dUra kara diyA sohari nAma bheda bhale hI ho para vastu to eka hI hai naa| YEANOVta XOUT bAta to ApakI ThIka sI hIjaMcatI hai mahAtmana / 22
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________________ bhAI, phira kyoM jhagar3ate ho vyartha meM / ye saba jisake nAma haiM aise usa Atma svabhAva meM, para viSayaka rAgAdi chor3akara yadi koI pahu~ca jAye, to phira usa dazA meM AkulatA hai hI nahIM / ataH jhagar3A banda karo, usa nija dhAma ko pAne kA prayatna karo, tuma svayaM hI to bhagavAna bana jAoge / phira saba bhakta gAne lage. kamAla kara diyA gurUjI neAo sabhI milakara gAyeM AtmakIrtana kI ye paktiyAM... "jina, ziva, Izvara, brahmA, rAma, viSNu, buddha, hari jisake nAma / rAga tyAga pahu~ca nija dhAma, AkulatA kA phira kyA kAma / / " Mus 23
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________________ nAma thA usakA kailAza-bar3A parezAna-pahu~cAmunimahArAja ke pAsa. maiM bar3A dukhI hU~ mahArAja, mere vyApAra meM barAbara ghATA ho rahA hai| sAla bhara pahale merA javAna beTA marA hai, zarIra meM bhayaMkara ghara kara gayA roga, kyAkaU~ kyA na karu,kuchasamajha meM nahIM aataa| sadA parezAna rahatA huuN| kRpayA kucha upadezadIjiyegA tAki mujhe zAMti mile| bhaiyA, maiM kyA updeshduuN| yahAM se kuchadUra jayapura nagara meM eka bahuta bar3A seTharahatA hai,nAma hai usakA zAMtilAla tuma usake pAscale jAo,vaha tumheM zAMti kA upadeza deNge| kailAza paha~cAseTha zAMtilAlakI kapar3e kI koThI meM aura.. haiM! yaha kyA! ye hai seTha jI, itanA ThATha-bATa, naukara cAkara munImagumAste, lambe caur3e bahI khAte, kaI kaI TelIphUna-inheM to eka minaTa kI bhI caina dikhAI nahIM detii| phira ye kyA upadeza dege mujhe| parantu phira bhI munirAja kI AjJA to mAnanI hI pdd'egii| MOOTDIA /10000vil 366000000000 zubhalAbha Re 24
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________________ seTha jI mujhe mahArAja zrI ne Apake pAsa bhejA hai| maiM bar3A parezAna huuN| kRpayA mujhe kucha upadeza dIjiye tAki mere jIvana meM kucha zAMti A ske| bhaiyA, ThIka hai| rahoyahAM kucha dina do mahIne bAda-eka dina munImajI bhAge-bhAge Aye, aura... seTha jI seThajI gajaba ho gayA seThajI,bambaI se tAra AyA hai| jisa jahAja se hamArA mAla jA rahA thA vaha jahAja DUba gayA hai|saaraa mAla naSTa ho gayA hai| dasa lAkha rUpaye kA nukasAna-aba kyA hogA? kyA bAta hai? kyoM ghabar3Aye ho? munImajI, kucha anahonI to nahIM huii| jAo apanA kaamkro| 25
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________________ kailAza ne saba kucha dekhA-bhaucakkA sA raha gayA becaaraa| parantu bolAkucha nhiiN| vahIM rahate-rahate tIna mahIne aura bIta gye| phira eka dina.... seThajI, seThajI munImajIkyA bAta hai? itane khuza kyoM? Aja to paubAre ho gaye seThajI, hamArA bhAgya jAga utthaa| abhI bambaI se tAra AyA hai| jo hamane ruIkA saudA kiyA thA usameM pandraha lAkha rUpaye kA lAbha huA hai ahA! hA! hA majA A gyaa| munImajI, kucha anahonI tAnahIM huii| jAo apanA kaamkro| DO 04 26
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________________ kailAza phira bhaucakka-vicArane lagA... bar3e ajIba AdamI hai yaha setthjiito| dasalAva kI hAni meM mAthe meM sikana taka nahIM aura pandrahalAkha ke lAbha meM citta meM prasannatA nhiiN| calU seThajI hI se pU bAta kyA hai? annnnnn 0000 ulajhana, kaisI ulajhana bhaiyA? | kailAza pahuMca gayA seTha jI ke pAsa... seThajI, maiM bahuta dinoM se Apake pAsa raha rahA hU~ parantu Apane mujhe eka zabda bhI upadeza kA nahIM khaa| seTha jI. sIkhatA to kyA? yAhAM to eka naI ulajhanaaura paidAho gaI dimAgameM bhaiyA,maiM tumheM kyA upadeza detaa| hA~,yaha to batAo ilane samaya se tuma yahAM ho,tumane kyA dekhA,yAsIravAra 27
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________________ maiMne ApameM eka ajIba bAtadevI seThajI! dasa lAva kI hAni meM Apane tanika viSAda nahIM kiyA aura pandraha lArava ke lAbha meMmAnoM kucha huA hI nhiiN| bhaiyA, to tuma dekhakara bhI nahIM smjhe| meM kucha karane vAlA hU~ hI nahIM |jo honA hotA hai hotA hai|vstukaa pariNamana usake upAdAna se svayaM hI hotA hai| para padArtha usameM nimitta to hotA hai parantu kara kucha nahIM sakatA yaha to ThIka hai seThajI! parantu nukasAna meM ronA AtAhI hai aura jaba lAbha hotA hai, khuzI hotI bhaiyA kailAza, yahI to bhrama hai| vastu kA pariNamana jaba svayaM hotA hai, usameM jaba maiM kucha kara hI nahIM sakatA, to phira usake anukUla va pratikUla pariNamana meM sukha dukha kyA? dUsare ke nimitta se hone vAle rAga, dveSa pariNAma bhI AtmA ke nahIM hai isa prakAra kA zraddhAnakarake una parakRta pariNAmoM ko yadidara kara de to apane sahajaAnanda-svarUpa nija svabhAva meM hI bane raheM aura zAMti hI zAMti 28
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________________ to seThajI dukha sukha kA kAraNa hAnilAma nahIM hai, parantu meM karatA hU~ hamArI yaha mAnyatA hI hameM duravI karatI hai,yahI bAta ThIka hai nA? hA~ beTA, aba tuma ThIka smjhe| AVIN/I1111111 dekho pUjya sahajAnanda jI mahArAja ne Atma-kIrtana meM bhI yahI to kahA hai" hotA svayaM jagata pariNAma, meM jagakA karatA kyA kaam| dUra haTo parakRta pariNAma, sahajAnandarahU~ abhiraam|| aba meM bhalI bhAMti samajha gayA seThajI 29
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________________ "Atma kIrtana" hU~ svatantra nizcala niSkAma, jJAtA dRSTA AlamarAma ||ttek|| maiM vaha hU~ jo hai bhagavAna, jo maiM hU~ vaha haiM bhagavAna / antara yahI UparI jAna, ve virAga yaha rAga vitAna / / mama svarUpa hai siddha samAna , amita zakti sukha jJAna nidhaan| kintu Aza vaza rakhoyAjJAna,banA bhiravArI nipaTa ajAna / / sukha dukha dAtAkoIna Ana, moha,rAga,dveSa dukha kI khAna / nija konija parako para jAna,phira durava kA nahIM leza nidaan|| jina ziva, Izvara,brahmA, rAma, viSNu, buddha, hari jisake naam| rAga tyAga pahu~cU nijadhAma,AkulatA kA phira kyA kAma / / hotA svayaM jagata pariNAma , maiMjaga kA karatA kyA kAma / dara haTo parakRta pariNAma, sahajAnanda rahU~ abhirAma / / 30
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________________ gAye jA gIta apana ke mana ko sadA hI prabhu sumaraNa meM lagA kara use Anandamaya rakhanA caahiye| Izvara kA smaraNa nitya niraMtara sukha kI vRddhi karatA hai| cAritra-nirmANa manuSya kA pradhAna uddezya hai cAritra nirmANa se abhiprAya vyakti sadguNoM ke saMvarddhana aura vikAsa se uttama aura suyogya nAgarika banakara apanI vyaktigata unnati ke sAtha-sAtha apane samAja aura deza ke abhyutthAna meM pUrNa rUpa se sahayoga dene meM samartha ho ske| mAnava jIvana kI sArthakatA isI meM hai ki sadguNoM kI prApti ke nimitta nirantara prayatnazIla rahakara manuSya apane cAritrabala ko adhika dRr3ha kare / manuSya svabhAvataH hI anukaraNa zIla prakRti kA hai vaha dUsaroM ko jaisA karate dekhatA hai svayaM bhI vaisA hI karane lagatA hai| parama pU0 kSu0 manohara varNI sahajAnanda mahArAja ke pravacanoM ko DA0 mUlacaMda jI ne bAlakoM ko satjJAna karAne hetu evaM bAla saMskAra hetu isa pustaka kA rUpa diyaa| isa aMka ke prakAzana meM sahayoga zrImAna dharmAnurAgI zrI sumera caMda jI ke dvArA sahajAnanda grantha kA maiM bahuta hI AbhArI huuN| isa citrakathA se sabhI AtmArthI lAbha lekara AtmA kI unnati kreN| bra0 dharmacaMda zAstrI sampAdaka - bra0 dharmacaMda zAstrI pratiSThAcArya Alekha - DA0 mUlacaMda jI mujaphpharanagara citrakAra - banesiMha prakAzana - AcArya dharma zruta grantha mAlA jayapura I.S.B.N. 81-85834-70-9 mUlya - 10 rupaye prakAzana varSa - 1996 varSa aMka 28 prakAzana varSa __- jaina mandira gulAba vATikA, lonI roDa, dillI - zrI samera caMda jaina, 15 premapurI, mujaphpharanagara
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