Book Title: Buddhiprabha 1964 03 SrNo 53
Author(s): Gunvant Shah
Publisher: Gunvant Shah
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 mArca 1964 ake pa3 pacAsa nayA paisA y ( jIvana-sAhitya ane jaina dharmanuM sAmayika. kArIgarInuM derAsara - delavADA. tasavIraphA2 : hai. haribhAI gAdAnI ( amadAvAda Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ has explanato STONE 8 16 15 13): jJAna madira mAMDavInI pALa, khabhAta. upAzraya e phurasadamAM e ghaDI gappA mAravAnA sAka cAro nathI; jJAnanI e tA pa" che, tasvIrakAra:-gApAla sTuDIyA ( kha bhAta ) * (paricaya mATe zAsana samAcAra vAMcA), Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Sws NSSIIIIII Hellllllll . che mittIme saba bhUeSu varaM majhaM na keNaI / badhA jIvo sAthe mAre dostI che; duzmanI mAre kaI sAthe nathI preraNanA puSpa darabAnI kRtyAkRtyaM vivekena kartavyaM kAryameva yad / attama vyavahAreNa sevyaM . tat svAtmazarmadam / 59 / kAryaH kadApi no zokaH yadbhAvyaM tad bhvissyti| iti matvA prayatnena pravartastra vita: saddo uttama vyavahArathI temaja kRtya ane akRtyanA vivekathI je kArya karavA jevuM hoya te kArya karavuM. AtmAne AnaMda ApanAruM te kArya karavuM joIe. pitAnI pharaja bajAvatAM taMtrI : IMdirA zAha kadAca zakita thavAno prasaMga saMpAdaka : guNavaMta zAha AvI paDe te paNa te mATe zeka kara nahi. ulaTuM ema 10 mArca 1964 vicAravuM joIe ke je bananAra varasa pAMca : aMka para che te mithyA thatuM nathI. e lavAjama banIne ja rahe che. rUA. pa00 (bhAratamAM) (AthI he mAnava !) -00 (paradezamAM vivekathI prayatna vaDe (tuM ) chuTaka nakala pacAsa nayA pasA. kAryamAM pravRtta thA. sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI, C/o dhaneza enDa kAM, (karmavega ple 59-60 19ra1, pIkeTa phosalena, muMbaI-2, pAna 373-374) kAryAlaya Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya ApaNA samAjamAM bahumukhI pratibhA ne sarvatomukhI sarjanazakti dharAvatA lekhakane dukALa to che ja paraMtu ApaNI pAse uttama prakAranA sAhityanI sUja dharAvatAM vAcakavargane paNa dukALa che. sarvAgI dukALa ne dukALa ja che ane kyAMya mIThI vIraDI paNa nathI evuM kahevAno mAro Azaya nathI ja paraMtu jyAM sAruya saharA dhakhadhakhe che tyAM ekAda jharaNAM ke ekAda vIraDIthI saMtoSa le e to ApaNuM alpa saMtoSI mAnasa ja batAve che. ane pragati vAMchunA rAhamAM a85 saMtoSa e tenA vikAsanuM pUrNavirAma che. vAcake sAhitya jagatamAM ghaNuM ja mahattavane bhAga bhajave che. teo lekhakane saje che. tenI sarjanAne te saMskAre che. lekhaka temaja tenI kRtinI pratiSThAne paNa te ja nakkI karI Ape che, AvuM agatyanuM sthAna dharAvanAra vAcaka ja je susta ne upakSita valaNa rAkhe te pachI sArI evI kRtione sArA evA lekhakonI apekSA kayAMthI rAkhI zakAya ? ApaNA samAjamAM aneka pa-sAptAhika, pAkSika, mAsika vagerenA gALe pragaTa thAya che. pustakonuM prakAzana paNa dara varase thokabaMdha thAya che. e tamAmamAMthI ekAda paNa itara sAhityanI haroLamAM UbhuM rahI zake evuM ekAda paNa sAmAyika ke pustaka ApaNI pAse che kharuM? vadhAre pAnAnA prakAzana e sAhitya jagatamAM siddhinuM pramANu nathI. sAhityanI siddhi te nakkara sarjanamAM che. vAstavika ne sacoTa AlekhanamAM che. satyama zivama-suMdaram nA trikoNa AyojanamAM sAhityanI siddhinuM pramANa raheluM che. Ama jotAM ApaNA sAmayike temaja ApaNuM thatAM prakAzane itara samAjamAM AvakArapAtra sAthI nathI banatAM tenuM kAraNa zodhavAno samaya have pAkI gayo che. AnA mATe javAbadAra kei paNa hoya to te ApaNA samAjane vAcaka varga che. sarjaka ane prakAzaka varga paNa AmAMthI bAkAta to nathI ja. ApaNA samAjano vAcakavarga epakSI ne nikIya che. te je Ave che te ja mAtra vAMce che. vAMcyA pachI A varmane kaI ja savAla nathI te. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10- 964 buddhiprabhA [3 tene amuka gamyuM ne amuka na gamyuM evuM te prAye lekhaka ke sAmayikanA adhipatine lakhe che. niSkAma karmacagIo sAthe ApaNA vAcakavargane sarakhAvuM to te khoTuM nahi lekhAya. huM vAcakavarga para eTalA mATe bhAra mUkuM chuM ke teo je mAMge che tevuM sAmAyikanA adhipatie pIrase che. vAcakane zuM joIe che e ja je teo na kahe ane maganuM nAma marI nA pADe to adhipatie paNa zuM kare? kharekhara ApaNu vAcakavarganI AvI surata manodazA du:khada che. ApaNA samAjanA vAcake je ema irachatA hoya ke ApaNA samAjanA sAmayike 'itara samAjanA sAmayike jevA mAtabara ne sAhityasabhara bane te teoe -ApaNA samAjanA sAmayikonA adhipatiene sadAya jAgRta rAkhavAnA raheze. yAda rAkho, kumAra navacetana-samarpaNa-navanIta vagere sAmayike Aja je sthiti para che temAM temanA vAcakonI jAgRtine dhaNe moTo hisso che. teo te te mAsika vAMcIne temanI kRtio viSe, tenA lekhake viSe, tinA vibhAga viSe nIDara ane ucita evI bhASAmAM patra lakhe che ne pitAnA gamA-aNagamAM jAhera kare che, "carcA cera" "khulle bAraNe" goSThI" vagere judA judA patranA A vibhAge vAcakonI sajAgatA batAvI jAya che. ApaNA samAjanA sAmayikonA adhipatio paNa AvI kaTAra cAlu karI zake paraMtu tenA vAcake evuM kaMI lakhI mokale to ne? vAcake je eTale sakriya rasa laine thoDo lakhavAno samaya kADhe te mane to jarUra AzA che ke ApaNe sAmacike moDe moDe paNa Itara sAhityanI haroLamAM ubhA rahI zakaze. buddhiprabhA tenA mAnavaMtA vAcakane evA patro lakhavAno anurodha kare che. buddhiprabhA mAM AvatI sAhitya sAmagrI viSe Apane, amArI jarAya zaramamAM rahyA vinA ucita bhASAmAM nIDarapaNe ApanuM maMtavya lakhI mokalavA saune nimaMtraNa Ape che. AzA rAkhuM chuM "buddhiprabhA nA vAcake jAgRta banIne mane jAgRta rAkhaze ja. (adhipatienA temaja prakAzakonI jvAbadArI viSe AgAmI aMkamAM carcA karIza.) Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "buddhiprabhAnuM lavAjamaahIMbharo zrI medharAja pustaka bhaMDAra | zrI kAMtilAla rAya ca da mahetA geDIja cAla, bajAramAM, muMbaI 2. sANaMda, zrI jayakumAra zAMtilAla daMtArA 12 / 16, trIje bhoyavA. 1 zrImad buddhisAgarajI jJAna maMdira muMbaI 20 bajAra, vijApura (u-gu) | zrI bAbulAla pipaTalAla . zrI harajIvanadAsa hukamIcaMda 89, trAMbAkAMTA, (saMgItakAra muMbaI 3, tA. pAlanapura mu. vaDagAma zrI zAMtilAla jagAbhAI zrI cImanalAla unAvAvALA C/o zAMticaMdrasevA samAja, C/o mahuDI . jaina kArakhAnA, hAjA paTelanI poLa, mahuDI amadAvAdamAM (tA. vijApura u-gu.) buddhi prabhA zrI araviMdakumAra cImanalAla zrI amRtalAla vADIlAla 1523/4 nAnI vAsaNa zerI, paMcazIla hAiskula sAme, 1 lA ! jIrALApADe, sarasapura, amadAvAda, | khaMbhAta, zrI nAgaradAsa amathAlAla mahuDIvALA | zrI surezacaMdra jena sosAyaTI, C/o zrI kanaiyAlAla cInubhAInI ku. elIsabrIja, amadAvAda, bAradAnanA vepArI zrI zAMtilAla motIlAla cAvaDI bajAra, peTalAda, C/o mAdhama vIra maMDaLa, zrI kanubhAI IndulAla 1224, brahmapurI piALa, | C/o zrI nagInadAsa choTAlAla rAja mahetAnI piALa, mahAtmA gAMdhIroDa, vaDodarA. amadAvAda, I buddhiprabhA' kAryAlaya, zrI caMdulAla ema. parIkha C/o dhaneza enDa kuM., musA pArekhanI piALa, 19ra1, pIkeTa krosalena, derAsara pAse, amadAvAda. | melajha pAse, muMbaI 2, Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM ene pUchyuM: "satya ne hakIkata vacce taphAvata zuM che? tyAre eNe javAba ApyaH jyAre tuM eka strIne-e tenA bApanI vahu che ema kahI oLakhAve che tyAre tuM hakIkata kahe che paraMtu jayAre e ja strInee enA saMtAnanI mAM che. ema kahI eALakhAve che tyAre tuM satya kahe che." satya suMdara ne premapUrNa che tyAre hakIkta ? niSphara, nirdaya ane premahIna che. rAhamAM gussAnA AMsu hoya che, virahamAM vyAkuLatAnA. -... ( ra ra che zuM che e dazya jyAre jyAre meM joyuM che tyAre tyAre mArI eka AMkha samAjanI khoTI ane daMbhI sahAnubhUti para karaNathI hasI che, ane e ja prasaMge mArI bIjI AMkha vedanAthI raDI UThI che. ke jyAre lagna pachInI sagarbhane e premathI saMbhALe che ane lagna pahelAnI keAI kumArI sagarbhAne e dhikkAre che! mAnava bhaMgAra TukaDAonuM eka khaMDera sarjana che. AthI ja te kayAreka e deva lAge che, kyAreka mAnava ane kayAreka te pazuthI e pazu '' roja divya ne zAMta jaNAtuM maMdira Aja sUnuM ane bheMkAra lAgatuM hatuM meM tapAsa karI, Ama zAthI ? joyuM te jIvanamaMdiramAMthI zraddhAnI murti khaDera paDI hatI !! baLavAkhora kaheze -"bALa' jyAre krAMtikArI te kaheze -baLe nahi, badalo." --guNavaMta zAha Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - samAja,/ga ne adhyAtmane patA | PM MODI BIlilahili A gurudeva nA putrI IiBILIITI HETITILIPINTU amadAvAda, jeTha vadI amAsa, 1968 suzrAvaka bhAI dharmasiMha puruSottama, cogya dharmalAbha. tAre patra maLe te upara lakSya devAze, vicArAze. sudhAre. karAze pachI to jevI bhavitavyatA. je uddezyathI kAryane prAraMbha karavAmAM Ave che te uddezya lakSya. bahAra javAthI dhAreluM kArya paripUrNa siddha thatuM nathI. je je banAva bane che te navIna anubhavanuM zikSaNa ApIne jJAnamAM vRddhi kare che, je vastunI hati je je kAraNe vaDe thaI hoya che te kAraNe vaDe te jAtanuM prayojana sidhdha thatuM nathI tyAre te vastunI te rUpe hasti rahetI nathI temaja anya rUpe tenuM parivartana moDuM vaheluM thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. A pramANe kudaratane niyama sadAya avicaLapaNe cAlyA kare che. saMsthAo calAvanAra lAyaka manuSyanI haju ApaNAmAM beTa che. gurukaLanI saMsthA vinA jana komamAM navIna ciMtanya jAgRta thavAnuM nathI. rUpAMtare paNa gurukuLa saMsthA jevI saMsthA UbhI karyA vinA ApaNe udaya nathI. navIna yuganA bALake! _have tame navIna yuga pravartaka gurUkuLa saMsthA vigerenA saddavicAre. lAvo. yathAzakita meLavelI zakitaone sadupayoga karo. AjathI pacAsa varasa pachI thanArI prajA gurukuLanA jevI anya saMsthAothI potAnI unnati karI zakaze tenA mATe Aje ja sadavicAre phelAvo ! mahAna kAryo karavA mATe mAnavajana che. te he yuvAne! tame udayanA kAya kare, oma zAMtiH la0 buddhisAgara Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964] vairAgyAdi guNAvakRta munizrI ajItasAgarajI vagere budhdhiprabhA [7 pethApura, tA. 16-7-1915 yogya anudanA sukhazAtA. lakhela patrathI hakIkata jANI, je mATe tame lakhyuM te mATe tame kaMi upayAga karavA IcchatA hoya te karaze. r samaya vicitra che. rUDhi pramANe pravartavuM e sarvathA ceAgya che ke apeAgya ane tethI zuM lAbha dekhavAmAM Ave che tenA hRdayamAM vicAra karavA joi e. nakAmA kharco karAvavAthI svaparanuM mahattva nathI, jamAnA, sthiti, ane bhAva vagerenA vicAra karagamAM na Ave ane rUDhi pramANe kAne kAnA karAvAmAM Avaze tA te sadA nabharI vahu, zrAvakAnu kArya thAvAne mAthe che, teo game tema kare temAM ApaNe lAMbu pesavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe te ApaNA AtmAnAM upayAgamAM rahevu. rAjA-rANIoe have kharca ghaTADavAM mAMDayAM che te jaina sAdhue zrAvakonA mAthethI kharcInA bejo Adeza karI, temanI unnati nahi kare ane bAhya dhAmadhUmamAM peAtAnI mahuttAne satranI mahattA mAnI leze teA unnatinA maThThale avAMtanu ja bIja ropAze, jenA jevA bhAva, paNa jema khaca e thAya ane jemAM khacavAnu che te batAvavAmAM Avaze te ja jaina dharmonI unnati thaze. ... satya draSTi ane Ahita e zAsanahita che ema vicArI viveka pramANe kArya karavuM. paramAM paDavuM nahi. sAghya draSTine dhyAnamAM rAkhIne upayega pUkuM kArya karavAnI jarUra che. dhama sAdhana karoA. Ama zAMti. buddhisAgara Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vIjanAM A mAsanI samAja kathA ww aNu a. paDayA. aMdhArAM bicArA rAjena ! enA para AsamAna tUTI paDayuM', bhar javAnI para jIvaleNa ge krUra AkramaNa karyuM, ni:sahAya rAjena parANe ghera eTe, ane meAta sAthe jhajhumI rahyo. nirAzAnI melI jiMdagImAM ane eka ja AzA camatI phaikhAtI hatI. varSonAM pherAM dharatIne bhIMjavI rahyAM hatAM. rAtrInuM AkAza kALAM vAdaLAMothI gherAyeluM hatuM. medhane eka bare kaDAkA thayeA ! vIja camakIne vilIna thaI gaI! bArI bahAra zUnyamAM tAkI rahelI suSamAnI nar kSaNabhara camakIne adRzya thaI jatI e vIjane grevIDanTa phaMDamAM e meAtanA jaDabAmAM dukhAyelI jimmInA ugAra dekhatA hatA. paNa hAya sulatAnI ! sarakAranI beDhaMga tumArazAhIe rAjenane jIvatA saLagAvI dIdho !!! kAlpanika vArtAmAM ApaNI lAkazAhInA adhArA ucalatI zrI paMDayAnI aa vIjanA adhArAM vAMcavAnu rakhe cUkatA. --sapAka. ema rahI. ekajhakAra !......bIjo camakAra !...trIjo camakAra !......ane pAchaLa dhasI AvatA adhakAra ! ane suSamA ekAeka eN khArI pAsenI ArAma-khurazImAM AkhA mIMcIne mesI gai. e. vicArI rahI: pAtAnA jIvanamAM paNa A vauja cama. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964 ] kAra ze! prakAza hatA, sukha hatuM, zAMti hatI. rAjena ucca sarakArI heddo dharAvate hate. jIvana saraLatAthI vadhu jatuM hatuM....tyAM...tyAM te AvA ja eka kaDAko thayA ! dArUNa garUpI varSoe rAjenanu zarIra bharakhI lIdhuM ane sukha tathA zAMti hamaNAM ja vilIna thaI gayAM! buddhiprabhA eTalAmAM te pAse ja khATalAmAM sUtela rAjenane tUTaka avAja sabhaLAyeH paisA AvyA ?" -EC suSamA camakIne UbhI thai. rAjenanA svaramAM bhArAbhAra azakita tarI AvatI hatI. jIvaleNa roga sAme Takkara jhIlatAM traNa varSoMnA caDhelA thAka ane kaTALeA hatAM. suSamA tenI pAse AvI. rAjene pharI pUchyuMH paisA AvyA " - kSaNabhara suSamA gUMcavaNa anubhavI rahIze! javAma ApavA tenI vAtavikatA ane kalpanA vacce tenA mane gaDathalamAM khAvA mAMDayAM. CC suSamA ! paisA AvyA ?" phrI suSamAne kAne e ja prazna adhaDAyA. <6 hA, AvI gayA." kahI khIjI ja ! kSage teNe svasthatA meLavatAM kahyuM: tame zA sAru enI ciMtA karA che? tametamAre ArAma karo. cAlA, davAne vakhata thai gayA che. pI le !" [9 sabhara eraDAmAM cUpakIdI dhasI AvI, pachI kSINu svare rAjene kahyuM: " kaMi nahi, mane nahi te tane ca kAma Avaze." davA kADhatI suSamAnA hAthamAMnI zIzI dhrujI, eka kSaNa suSamA rAjena sAme TIkI rahI. Ama edhyAna banatAM TipAya paranA pyAlA bhace paDayA. TIkI rahelI najara rAjena para maMDAya zUnyatA hatI, rahI. e dRSTimAM kAruNyanI jhAMkhapa hatI. suSamA khATu ja meAlI hatIsnehane kAraNe khATu' khelavuM paDayuM hatuM. rAjenane AdhAta na paheAMce e mATe lanA karavI paDI hatI. pachI cUpacApa suSamAe rAjenane davA pIvaDAvIne sUvADI dIdhA, pharI e ArAma khurazImAM phasaDAi paDI. pharI ene bArI bahAranI jhabUkatI vIja yAda AvI tema ja enI pAchaLa dhasI AvatA aMdhakAra paNu yAda Avye. e eka AchI pha'pArI anubhavI rahI. vIjanAM ajavALAM tenI smRti jAgI UThI ! paccIsa varSa pahelAM vIjanA ajavALAM sarakhu ja ajavALu' hatuM! kaeNlejanI lAyabrerImAM rAjena joDe peAtAnA prathama paricaya thayelA. vA nikhAlasa ane Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 ] buddhiprabhA ! tA. 10-3-1964 sAlasa svabhAvano hato e? puratakamAM suSamAnI najara pharI avakAzamAM e rapa rahetA. kelejanI kenTI- parovAI gaI. rAta gherAI hatI. aMdhanamAM suSamAne zeksapIarane kaIka kAranA pAlavamAM dharatI lAvIne nidrAne. phakaro samajAvato. sAMje pharIne pAcho khele paDI hatI. varSa cAlu hatI. vaLatI vakhate kadIka kadIka cAMdanI rAte pavanalaharIo enI laTa joDa gela te suSamA samakSa kITasa, zelI ke karI rahI hatI. e laherakhIo joDe brAunIMganuM kAvya vAMcI saMbhaLAvatA. ghasaDAI AvelI camelInI suvAsa ane koIkavAra teo kAlidAsa ke bhavabhUtinI mAdakatA suSamAne sparzI gayAM. kRtinI carcAmAM DUbI jatAM. paccIsa varSa ! samaya jatAM kArla mArkasanA e samayanuM jIvana udhAsa ane adhyayanathI rAjenamAM navA vicArono umaLakAmAM vahI gayuM. dila juvAna saMcAra thayo. rAjena e vize basa hatAM, umio juvAna hatI. premanA belyA ja karato ane suSamA zAMtithI e vizva-gItane kaMThamAM samAvI levAne sAMbhaLI rahetI. rAjenanI AzAbharI beune haiye thanaganATa hato. jIvanamAM sRSTine teNe kadIye dalIla karIne herAna vasaMta pragaTI hatI. AnaMda ane banAvI nahatI. rAjenane pramANiktAthI aramAnanI AkAMkSA janmI hatI. ane siddhAMta pUrvaka unnata jIvana jIva rAjena UMcA sarakArI hoddo dharAvAnA keDa hatA. uttama nAgarika vato hate. sero pagAra hato. sukha banavAnI ane kAryarata rahevAnI tamannA ane sAhyabI hatAM. jAgI hatI. jIvanane e koI judA ja paNa tyAM ekAeka vIja trATakI. dRSTikoNathI nirakhato ane evuM jIvana rAjena jIvaleNa rogamAM paTakAye. ghaDavA yatna karato. sAhitya jagatamAM paisAnI barabAdI ane zarIranI khuvArI ye teNe eTalA ja utsAhathI praveza vadhatAM ja cAlyAM. jIvanano kA jhelAM karyo hato. kolejanI koI paNa carcA khAvA lAgI. kumaLA cheDa para jANe sabhA enA vinA yojatI nahi. aMgArA varasyA ! agragaNya mAsikomAM tenA cintana- ane aMte rAjenane pharajiyAta zila lekhe AvatA. Ama AzAnuM penzana levuM paDayuM. enA rage vadhu bhAthuM laIne purUSArthathI siddhi pAmavA ugra svarUpa lIdhuM. moMdhI davAomAM te dhImAM paNa makkama Daga bharyuM tenI rahIsahI bacata vaparAvA mAMDI.. jate hate hospITalanA kharca na posAya evI. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 1-3-1964] buddhiprabhA [14 sthiti AvI UbhIethI ghera rahI suSAmAe jaNe kahyuM: "Aje upacAre jArI rAkhyA. Avaka rahI ophise na jAo te? kAle rAte nahIM ane davA dArUmAM paisA kharcAta ja cAra tAva hate ne atyAre pAchA cAlyA. pariNAme potAnA privIDanTa tame javA taiyAra thaI gayA ! hamaNAM. phaMDanAM nANuM mATe tene arajI karavI hamaNAMmAM tame zarIra tarapha ghaNuM. paDI, je nANAM para suSamAnI bAkInI bedarakAra rahe che." jiMdagI nirbhara hatI te nANAMnI "nA, Aje to mAre gayA vinA. lAcArIe teNe mAMgaNI karavI paDI. cAle ema nathI. Aje khUba ja suSamA !" agatyanuM kAma che. vaLI mArI badhI. pharI rAjenano avAja saMbhALatA rajAe paNa pUrI thaI gaI che." te utAvaLe enA khATalA tarapha gaI. kahIne rAjena cAlyo gayo. rAjena udharasanA goTAmAM vaLI paDyA. ane pachI te tAvale zarIre. suSamAe pANIno pyAlo bharIne rAjena ophisa javA rAjena TevAI gaye. samakSa dharyo. pachI e khATalA para tAva ghara ghAlI beTho. bIjA roganA besI gaI. acAnaka ene hAtha phaNagA paNa emAMthI phUTavA lAgyA.. jenanA zarIrane aDI gaye. zarIra zarIra ghasAvA mAMDayuM. dhagadhagI rahyuM hatuM ! suSamAM tarata ubhI ane pacIsa varSa pahelAMnI eka thaI ane tharmomITara kADhIne rAjenanA , sAMja suSamAnI kapanAmAM khaDI thai moMmAM mUkyuM. suSAmA raDAmAM cA banAvI: ekaso cAra ! rahI hatI. tyAM bAraNA paranI "kelasuSAmAe rAjenane davAno eka bela raNakI UThI. suSamAe bAraNuM Dojha Apyo. enI udharasa kaMIka zAMta ghADayuM. enI sAme vepArI jevo paDI, suSamA tyAM zAMta besI rahI. lAgato koI mANasa Ubhe hate. pharI suSamAnI smRti saLavaLI UThI. rAjenabhAi gharamAM che? aMgatuke eka savAre rAjena kapaDAM paherIne pUchyuM. ophise javA taiyAra thayo hato e "nA, hajI ophisathI nathI AvyA.. dasya enI dRSTi samakSa khaDuM thayuM paNa besone, Aje vahelA AvavAnuM kapaDAM paherIne "DAinIMga Tebala" para kahI gayA che eTale kadAca thoDI, jaI bekele rAjena ene khA. vAramAM ja Ave." Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-3-1964 pelA gRharane suSamAe gharamAM vepArI noTAne pitAnA gajavAmAM besADayA eTalAmAM ja rAjena AvI pAchI mUkIne cUpacApa cAlyo gaye. pahoMce. teNe ane pelA gRhasthe sAthe eTalAmAM to kalpanAtaMdrAmAM DUbelI besIne cA pIdhI. suSamAne kAne avAja paDaye suSamA! "rAjenabhAI! kema ophisamAM suSamA tarata utAvaLe pagale bahu kAma rahe che ?' rAjenanA khATalA tarapha gaI ane "e te cAlyA kare. chAzavAre khATalA para besI gaI. ne chAzavAre badalAtA kAyadAo kAmamAM "have kema che tamane ?" vadhAre gUMca UbhI kare che. kAmane "suSamA ! paisA te AvyA nikAla te karIe. paNa kAyadA sama- nahi ne !" javA ane ene kAmamAM lagADavA-e rIte kAma bamaNuM thaI jAya che." AvI gayA che. tame zuM kAma ciMtA kare che. tame ArAma kare ne !" "have sAhebaamAruM kAma ' patAvI Apo to sAruM." ArAma have kayAM che ?" phikakuM "e to je pramANe thatuM haze te hAsya veratAM rAjene kahyuM. pramANe ja thaze. emAM utAvaLa na cAle." suSamA sAMbhaLI rahI. pite calA te sAheba! copaDA laine kAle velA juThANAno vicAra karatAM AMkhamAM ophise AvI jaiza. A rAkho, asunI bhInAza chavAI gaI. varSo sAheba !" kahI vepArIe so-sonI sudhI tana ane mananI darakAra na traNa noTo rAjena pAse mUkI dIdhI. rAkhatAM rAjene inkamaTekasa khAtAnI sevA karI hatI. paNa e sevAnI hajI juo bhAI! e badhuM mArI sudhI kadara nahatI thaI. are ! kadara pAse nahi cAle. kAyadA pramANe thatuM kyAM pachI hatI ? phakta jene maLatAM haze te thaze." kahI rAjene neTa vAra lAgavAnI hatI e "previDanTa pAchI ApatAM umeryuM: "lAMcarUzvata phaMDa" vaheluM joItuM hatuM. paNa e na lenAra ane ApanAra beu tarapha mane AvyuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa e mATe jabare tiraskAra che. pharI kadI mahera karelI arajIno javAba paNa hajI bAnI karIne A prayatna na karaze." sudhI na Avyo ! suSamAne lAcAraseDAmAMthI suSamA A badhuM rIe khoTuM bolavuM paDayuM hatuM. sAMbhaLI rahI hatI. aMtaramAM to e ene khUMcatuM hatuM Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 17-3-1964 ] paNa maraNapathArIe paDelA rAjenanA Atmane cheka iMllI ghaDIe du:kha te paheAMce e khAtara ja e ju melI hatI. AMkhamAMnI AMsunI bhInAza azrunAM pherAtuM rUpa levA prayatna karavA lAgI. paNa rAjena ne e azru neze te! duHkhI thaze e vicAra mAM pheravIne teNe AMkhA lUchI ane rAjena tarapha joyuM. rAjenanA dehanI badhI AvatAM nAkhI buddhimabhA [ 13: pachI tenI AMkhe DhaLI paDI. DAkaTaraza dhIme rahIne hAtha nIce! mUkI dIdhuM. jIvataranI sarva kSaNe!nu eka kSaNe harI lIdhuM! khUjhAI gai ! sau da rezanI zakti eNe kahyuM: AsaratI jatI hatI chatAM mathAmaNa karIne suSamAne 'suSamA ! pANI Apa !" suSamA pANI levA UDI. pANI pIdhuM. suSamA gheADI vAra tyAM mesau rahI. rAjenanI AMkhA rAjene khIDA 4 hatI. suSamAe tAva mApavA ene DhALye paNa e ezuddhimAM paTakAyA hatA. suSamAe tarata narsane khUma mArI. davA kADhatI narsa zIzI tyAM ja mUkIne doDatI AvI. DAkaTarane phona karyo thADI vAre DAkTara AvyA, ilAja karyAM, paNa niSphaLa gayA. 'te ekasIjana (prANavAyu) maMgAvavAmAM Avyo ane te ApyA tyAre bahu ja muzkelIe rAjenane zuddhi AvI. zuddhi. AvatAM ja e DeAkaTarane, Aju bAju bhegA thayelAMAne ate suSamAne jovA lAgyA. kSaNabhara eNe suSamAnI AMkhamAM AMkha pAvI nisteja hAsya veryu suSamA ceAdhAra AMsue raDI. enI. AkhA A dRzya joI zakatI naheAtI. AMkhe jovA chatAM je banyu... e. hRdaya jANe kabUlatuM nahatu... ! ane rAjena eka kheATA AzvAsana sAthe jIvananI saphara sakelIne cAlyA gayA. ekAnta gharamAM suSamAne zeSa STi ane e zeSa yAda AvyAM ane enI khUNA palaLI rahyA. bhISaNatA khAvA dhAtI hatI, niHzabdatA gherI vaLI. agnisakAra patI gayA pachI rAjenanI e nisteja hAsya AMkhanA varSA kayAranIya thaMbhI gaI hatI. savAra thaI cUkI hatI. pachI apeAra thavAnI veLA AvI te ya suSamA ema ne ema zUnyamanaska esI ja rahI. esI ja rahI ! tyAM TapAlInI sAIkalanI ghaMTaDI sabhaLAI. rAjenanuM nAma sa MbhaLAyu... eka kSaNa bAraNuM khulyuM.. TapAlIe. suSamAnA hAthamAM eka kavara mUkayu sADalAnA cheDA vatI AMkha luchI suSamAe kava pheDayuM" enu haiyu dhaDakavA lAgyu.. e patramAMnA zabdo jANe vizALa kaTakajhuMDanuM rUpa laI enI samakSa nAcI rahyAH "tamArI. arajI maLI che. tamArI mAgaNI para vicAra karavAmAM Avaze." Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kumArapALa vI. yaha ( vijApuravALA) mAtAnuM jagatamAM sthAna dAMpatya e strInuM rUpa che; mAtRtva e enuM saudarya. mAtRtvanA aparihArya saundaryanI zanI jhAMkhI karAvI jato lekha eTale ja-jagatamAM mAtAnuM sthAna, -saMpAdaka) sakaLa vizvanI dayA, bhAvanAne bhaMDAra, vizvamAM nArInuM sAmrAjya yugonA saMsArabharano prema, dunIyAnuM mamatva yugothI cAlatuM Ave che. pahelAM putrI e badhuM je koI eka ja sthaLe hoya pachI patnI ane pachI mAtA jovAmAM AvatuM hoya to te mAtRtvabane che. jagatamAM mAtAnuM sthAna ucca vatsala hRdayamAM ja. kharekhara je kahevAya che. pUjanIya che. ajoDa ane che ke mA te mA ne bIjA badhA vagaDAnA asAmAnya che. mAtAnA vAtsalya vA te yathArtha ja che. pAse vizvabharanI dareka vastuo gcha mAtAno upakAra pitAnA bALaka lAge che. amRta paNa mAtAnA sneha para ghaNo ja hoya che. pitAnA putrane pAchaLa phIkakuM lAge che. gaMbhIra e te jJAna, dhyAna ne saMrakArathI bharapura samudra paNa mAtAnI gaMbhIratA AgaLa banAve che, nItinAM sUtro zIkhave che, hisAbamAM nathI. pRthvInuM zarachatra vyasanothI dUra rAkhe che, deva, guru, gaNAtuM AkAza anaMta che tema dharma pratye prItI karAve che, mATe ja mAtAnI mamatA paNa anaMta che. kahevAya che ke "Mother is the bhAvAnuM hadaya samasta saMsAranA mAnava main teacher of the child" "hadaya karatAM kaMika judu ja hoya che. ane "one: mjaher bets than Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [tA. 10-3-1964 mAtAnI hundred teachers." pharaja sucaMdra jevI che. su tejamaya bane che. sakhata garamI Ape che. mAtA paNa putra jo kare tyAre su jevI caMdra jema daMDaka ane zItaLatA Ape che tema premanA e zabdo vaDe zikhAmaNu ane mArgadarzana Ape che, ane manuSyane mAnava banAvavAmAM mukhya kALA mAtA ja Ape che. nepoliyana kahe che ke kAIpaNa khALakanI bhAvi unnati adhavA avanatinA AdhAra tenI mAtA para ja che, huM mArI kartavyaniSThA ane dharma. mAtAnA kheALAmAMthI zikhyA ." mAtA potAnA bALaka mATe nava nava masa sudhI asahya duHkhA sahana kare che. tene prema nisvA hAya che. garIkha mAtA potAnA bALaka mATe bhukhe rahI, daLaNuM daLIne paNa tenuM mukha mIThuM karAve che. bhInAmAMthI sukAmAM suvADe che. nAnAmAMthI meTA kare che. sa`skAranuM siMcana kare che. ane keLavaNI Ape che. AvA anupama kArTUna baddalA ApaNe aneka phAryAthI ke jIvanabhara tenI sevA karavAthI paNa vALI zakIe tema nathI. budhdhiprabhA [5 AvI jagatanI anupama vyakti eka mAtA ja che, mane te lAge che ke prabhu pachI mAnavA ane pujavAlAyaka heya tA te mAtA ja che. mahAtapasvI, A mahAna bhagavAna mahAvIraravAmI te garbha mAMthI ja mAtAnA kAnA, upakArane badale vALavAnu nakkI kare che. ane te mATe peAtAnI jananIne jarApaNa sahana na karavuM paDe te mATe hulanacalana adha rI pharaja mATene ajoDa, adbhuta ane ne janaka amala zarU kare che. eka kavie kharekhara kahyuM che ke, "mAbApa karatA je hukama, te hAtha joDIne sAMbhaLe; pachI prItathI te rItathI, AjJA caDhAve zIra pare; mAbApanA hukamA bajAve, hRdayathI te dIkarA; bAkI bIjA badhA bhAMgela, kAcA hAMDalAnA DIkarA." anucIta kAryakSamAmUni ugra bane che. che, Aje je leAkAne mAna apAya temane abhinaMdanapatra...arpaNu thAya che. tALIothI vadhAvI levAya che, te temanI mAtAne te bhAgye ja yAda karatA heAya che. A tALIonu kANu - mAtA sivAya khIjuM ka hetu nathI. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-3-1964 presiDenTa gAphalyuM-pitAne haido "dhana kharatAM maLaze badhuM, lIdhA pachI sauthI paheluM kAma potAnI mAtApitA nahi maLe; vRddha mAtAne "namana karavAnuM karyuM hatuM. jaga-jIvana enA caraNanI, mAtApitAne mATe je je sahana cAhanA bhUlazo nahi." karavuM paDe, veThavuM paDe te hasate meDhe mAtAnA guNagAna zabdothI thaI ane pharaja gaNIne ja karavuM joIe. zake tema nathI. mArI pAse guNagAna mane eka philmanI paMktio A mATe puratA zabdo paNa nathI paNa samaye yAda AvI jAya che. tenA guNagAna gAyA sArthaka tyAre ja gaNAya ke temanA keDa ApaNe purA duHkha sahanA mAbApakI khAtara, karIe, khuba khuba sevA karIe ane pharja te hai ahasAna nahIM; ApaNuM RNa sevA karI purNa karavA karja hai unakI tujha para, prayatna karIe. keAI bhIkSA yA dAna nahi." vaMdana che evI te mAnavInI eka phaje mAM-bApanI mAtane, sevA e mukhya che. kAraNa ke, mAtR devo bhvH| iicaoccommon coconcom Cardamommonsoonaco anoon conandacaoconuncommon budhaprabhA" ne lagatA tamAma patra vyavahAra A saranAme kare- buddhiprabhA' C/o dhaneza enDa kAM, 19 / 1, pIkeTa kesa lena, smola kojha korTa pAse, muMbai 2. lekhakone puraskAra ApavAmAM Ave che. Annamanandam commanamam ijhanA Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 - 2 kapa u sthAna mAM mAsanI dhama kathA -zrI satyama [mAnavI nAnuM ke moTuM pApa karI bese che tethI ja kaI te pApI nathI karato. paraMtu jyAre te ema kahe che-"badhAya evuM ja kare che tyAre tenuM te pApa akSamya bane che. Aja jyAre eka ja zaheramAM uparAuparI sAdhuonA cAturmAsathI samAja khaLabhaLI rahyo che tyAre bhUtakALanI A satya ghaTanAtmaka vArtA eka dIvAdAMDI banI raheze. pUjya zramaNa bhagavato A vArtA acUka vAMce. -saMpAdaka] nIvaDI ke rAjA sevakane saMsAra lapuranA nyAyapriya ane asAra lAgyo ane e ja kSaNe nItiparAyaNa rAjA selakane khabara paDI saMsArano tyAga karI pravajyA (dIkSA) ke nagaranI bahAra rAjaudyAnanI aMdara levAne saMka9pa ka. jenazramaNa zuka AvyA che ane ghera AvI potAnA A saMkalpanI emanI dezanA (dharmopadeza) sAMbhaLavA eNe pitAnA pAMcaso maMtrIone aneka mANase kIDIonI jema ubharAya che. rAjAnA dharmapriya AtmAne jANa karI. paNa A jaina muninI dezanA maMtrIoe rAjAnA A zubha sAMbhaLavAnI utkaTa IcchA thaI AvI saMka95nuM mAhAbhya svIkAryuM ane ane pariNAme selaka rAjA zukamuni rAjAne kahyuM, "Apane A saMkalpa pAse jaI pahoMcyo.' kharekhara pratyeka manuSyane mATe grahaNaya - zukamuninI vANI evI asarakAraka che. ame ApanI sAthe ghaNA samayathI Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-3-1964 rahIe chIe eTale tamAro sAtha ApanI davA karaze. yogya auSadhio ame cheDI zakIe nahi. ame paNa dvArA ApanA vyAdhine teo nirmaLa ApanI sAthe pravajyA levAno nirNaya banAvaze." karyo che." selakamuni pitAnA putranA A maMtrIone A nirNaya sAMbhaLI Agrahane vaza thayA ane yAnazALAmAM rAjA sulakanA AnaMdanI kaI avadhi AvIne rahyA. rahI nahi. cikitsakee auSadhamAM Asavano rAjAe potAnA putra maMDakane umero karIne selaka muninA upacAra gAdI para besADIne zukamuni pAse zarU karyA. pravajyA lIdhI ane eka sAcA ana- zaiDA divasamAM ja selaka munino gAra tarIkenuM jIvana zarU karyuM. deha kaMcana je banI gaye. zAstronI sarva zAkhA-prazAkhA- paNa Asavane ane pauSTika enuM UMDuM parizIlana karI dharmanAM AhArane casakA munine evo lAgI sanAtana rahanuM hArda temaNe hastagata gaye ke emane e jagAethI bIje vihAra karavAno vicAra ja AvyA jevo maLe evA khorAkathI jIvana nahi. dinapratidina emanI miSTAnna nirvAha karavAthI thoDA samaya bAda khAvAnI ane magha pivAnI Asakita emane pittajavara lAgu paDaze. vadhavA lAgI. eja avasthAmAM teo emanA emanI A patanadazA jotAM ja pAMcaso ziSyo sahita ekavAra pitAnA emanA ziSya manamAM kakaLI UThayA. nagara selakapuramAM AvyA. emanA sAdhuthI eka jagAe lAMbo vasavATa putrane emanA AvyAnI khabara maLatAM karAya nahi e dharmaniyama anusAra e pitAnA darzana mATe emanI pAse teo aMte selaka munine choDIne doDI AvyuM. selakapurathI bIje sthAne vihAra karI paNa pitAne kaza ane rogI gayA. mAtra paMthama nAmane eka ziSya deha jotAM ja maMDakanI AMkhomAM AMsu selaka muni pAse rahyo. ubharAI AvyA. thoDA divasa pasAra thayAM. - e bolyoH "Apa mArI yAna- selaka muni dharmanA nItiniyamamAM zALAmAM rahe. nagaranA pratika vaLo zithila banIne potAnA divaso pasAra Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 pribhA karavA lAge. roja svAdiSTa bhojana puruM thayuM che. e comAsA daramyAna ArogI tathA madhapAna karI dehanA mArAthI Apane keAI jANatAM ke sukhane ja sArarUpa gaNavA lAgyA. ajANatAM aparAdha thayela hoya te rAjanI sAmayika ane pratikramaNa jevI enI mAphI mAgavA meM Apane namadhArmika kriyA karavAnuM paNa emaNe skAra karavA mAruM mastaka ApanA baMdha karI dIdhuM hatuM. caraNamAM namAvyuM hatuM.' eka divasa selaka muni miSTAnna ane "pomAsuM pUruM thayuM" e ArogIne ane madyapAna karIne nirAMte vAkyanA cAbuke jANe vataniyamamAM UMghatAM hatAM. emane ziSya paMthaka zithila banelA selaka muninA mana pratikramaNa karIne guru pAse Avyo para eka moTo prahAra karyo. paNa e to maghanA nazAne lIdhe AMkha mIMcIne UMghatA paDayA hatA. manomana e muni bolI UThayAH are! comAsAnA cAra cAra mAsa paMthake eka sAcA ziSyanI gura- pUrA thayA chatAM mane mArI khAvAbhakita anusAra pitAnuM mastaka sela, pIvAnI ane madyapAnanI AsikatAnA muninA caraNamAM bhAvapUrvaka namAvyuM. kAraNe khabara paNa paDI nahi ane huM hajI paNa A eka ja jagAe paMthakanA mastakanA sparzathI selaka anagAra thaIne paNa paDayo rahyo chuM ? muninI baMdha AMkho ughaDI gaI ane kayAM gaI mArI vatabhAvanA ? kayAM gayuM e sAthe ja emanA momAMthI roSabharyA mAru saMyamazIla sAdhutva ? kyAM gaI udagAre bahAra nIkaLI AvyAH "kayo mArI anagara tarIkenI dinacaryA? duSTa atyAre mane herAna karI rahyo che? rAma karI rahyo che mAruM AvuM patana ! mAre A mArI sukhazAMti jevI niMdrAmAM vikSepa che asala nAma 5 ghora asaMyama?" pADanAra kayo duSTa ahIM Ave che? pele paMthaka eka aparAdhInI paMthaka A sAMbhaLIne leza mAtra jema AgaLa bolavA lAgyoH "mane roSe bharAyo nahi. kSamA kare, gurUvarya! A5 UMdhatA hatA ne meM Apane jagADayA e mATe zAMti ane vinayathI e be huM pharIvAra ApanI kSamA mAMguM chuM." bhagavAna e te huM Apane ziSya paMthaka Apane namaskAra karuM chuM. Aje paNa munIe jANe bIjI ja vAta A kArataka mAsa cAle che. emANuM kahI. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA tA. 10- 964 emaNe paMthakane kahyuMGdhatAne selaka A badhI sukhadAyI vastuonee jaDavA e aparAdha nathI, e te zA mATe tyAga kare che.' eka mahAna upakAranuM kArya che. huM AjasudhI momAyAnA ghenamAM UMghate ja paNa ene te sevakanI AjJA ja hato. paNa te mane emAMthI jagADa, mAnavADI hatI, eTale eNe e mane sAcA ne mULa mArga para lAvI vastuo sajA mUMDakane pAchI mUkyo e tAro aparAdha nahi, paNa pahoMcADI dIdhI. eka meTo upakAra che. te ema karIne mArI jIvanadrAne dUra karI che!' bIje divase ja selaka muni selaka-- puramAMthI nIkaLI gayA ane puMDarika paMthaka belyo: "Apa te mArA parvata para jaine eka sAcA ne gura che " saMyama sAdhu tarIke potAnuM zeSa Aja sudhI huM paNa ema ja AyuSya pasAra karavA lAgyA. mAnato hato, paNa Aje huM tAro guru nahi paNa tuM mArA guru banyo che ane huM tAro ziSya banyo chuM. muninuM jIvana eka dIvAdAMDI rUpa te mane mArI sAcI jIvanadazA batAvI banI gayuM. che. mArI dharma aMgenI sarva zithilatAone sAce khyAla Ape che. kene upadeza ApatA zramaNe kahetA thayA che, je keI nigraMtha sevaka ane e ja kSaNe selaka munie muninI jema koI saMjogavazAta dharmamAM eka sajasevakane potAnI pAse zithila banyo hoya eNe e ja belA ne kahyuM, "bhAI! A suMdara maninI jema pharIvAra daDha saMkalpathI sUvAnI pATa, A TekA mATenuM suMdara tapasaMyamamAM sthira thavuM ne zithila nakazIvALuM pATiyuM, A makhamalanI sAdhutvane sajIvana karI anagAratvanuM suMvALI pathArI-badhuM rAja muMDakane saMpUrNa pAlana karavuM. AvA patanazIla pAchuM ApI de! mArA jevA ana- jIvanane pharIvAra dharmamAM pratiSThita gArane emAMnuM kazuM ja khape nahi.' karanAra anagArA aMte enA AtmAnuM rAjasevakane samajAyuM nahi ke parama kalyANa sAdhI zake che. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phaTA, (saMkalana) [ sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrizvarajInA vividha graMthonI saMkalita saMpAdaka mA-bApa bIjAne gALo devarAve che. mA pitAnA chokarAne lADamAM kahe ke babuDA tArA dasta duzmana? bApane tuM kUtare kahe. eTale kare bApane kUtare kahe. teno bApa kahe ke. jeone potAnA chokarAne bahu tArI mAne rAMDa kahIne bolAvavI. guNI karavAM heya teoe chokarAMnI tyAre chokarA enI mAne rAMDa kahIne vartaNuMka upara bahu ja lakSa ApavuM. bolAve eTale bApa khuzI thAya. temanI kuTevo tarapha dhyAna rAkhavuM. ane vaLI mA tenA chokarAne hAthamAM madhura vANathI zIkhAmaNa ApI temane lAkaDI ApIne kahe ke jA tArA bApAne kaTamAMthI choDAvavAM joIe. eka lAkaDI mara. ane bALaka tema ghaNAM kharAM chokarAM lADane lIdhe lAkaDI paNa aNasamajamAM mAre. Ama pitAnA mAbApane gALo Ape, tephAna u8TuM tenA bApanA kahevAthI te tenI kare te paNa te mAbApa bekarAMne zIkhA- mAne lAkaDI mAre. maNa ApatA nathI temaja temane zikSA Ama nAnapaNathI ja jo A paNa karatA nathI. mahAmaMtra bALakene bhaNavAya te te ja vaLI keTalAka mAbApa te evAM bALake temanA mAbApane vRddhAvasthAmAM hoya che ke chokarA pAse paraspara eka lAkaDIe mAre temAM zuM navAI che? Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA 22} ATaluM jANe pUratuM na heAya tema keTalAka mAbApa te bALAne asabhya gALe! jANe maMgaLa tarIke khelAvatA hAya tema khelAve che. A ja zIkhelI gALA pachI mAbApane peAtAne ja meTI uMmare sAMbhaLavI paDe temAM kAne pa ve ? sArAM sArAM zabda khelatAM zIkhavavAM e ja mAbApanI pharaja che. je chekarAMe nArAMnI sAbata karatAM hAya te temane tevI sAmata na karavA devI. peAtAnAM saMtAtAte je premathI zIkhAmaNa ApavAthI temanAM par jeTalI asara thAya che teTalI temane mAravA kuTavAthI thatI nathI. mAMe nAnapaNathI ja herAMte caDhAvIe ane pachI e ja chekara jyAre paraNyA pachI strInI bhaMbheraNIthI, mAbApa sAthe laDhe vaDhe ke phaLyA are tyAre je mAbApa zAka kare ane raData raDatAM mAle ke A karatAM tA paththara jaNyA heta tA sArUM. paNa AthI zuM kAyade thai zake? mAbApa pete kajiye ka`kAsa kare tA te joine chokarAM paNa jgyA ke kAza karatAM zIkhe che. mAbApa jo ADAthI DeAzI sAthe haLImaLIne cAle che te AkarAM paNa tevA ja svabhAvanAM maLatAvaDA thAya che. [ tA. 10-3-1964 nirdayInAM chekarAM prAyaH nirdayI thAya che tenuM kAraNa e ja che. mATe mALApe te sataNuM kathI chekaranI vartaNuMka upara lakSa kahyuM che keH-- va ApavuM. = " je mAbApa peAtAnAM ekarAMne bhaNAvata: nathI, uttama prakAranI keLavaNI ApatAM nathI te mAghyApane chekarAMnA duzmana jANavAM." bAlyAvasthAmAM chekarAMnI aNusamaja vizeSa rahe che. peAtAnA hitanI temane khabara paDatI nathI, chekarAnuM hita kevI rIte thaI zake te te! mAbApa ja jANI zake che. jyAre ApaNe eka AMbAnA jhADane ucheravAmAM atyaMta sa`bhALa rAkhIe chIe tyAre chekarAMne saMskAra ApavAmAM saMbhALa na rAkhIe te temanAM ApaNe duzmana nA banIe tA khIjuM zuM banI zakIe ? ApaNI pAdhaDI, ApaNu aMgarakhuM, dheAbI pAse dhAvarAvI kevuM sApha rAkhIe chIe ? te! pachI lUgaDA ane pAdhaDIthI. paNa vadhu vahAlAM evA ApaNA chekarAMnI darakAra na rAkhIe e ApaNu keTaluM badhuM ajJAna batAve che? khete peAtAnA vALa oLavAmAM tathA tene sApha rAkhavAmAM jeTalI kALa Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ a tA. 10-1964] buddhiprabhA rAkhe che teTalI kALajI pitAnI dIkarInI para mohabhAva ja prakaTa nathI. tevA vANIne mIThI karavAmAM, tene gharanAM jJAnIone apsarAonA nAcathI ane kAmakAja zIkhavavAmAM tene sArI tenA hAvabhAvathI manamAM viSaya bhoganI keLavaNI ApavAmAM, nyAya nItithI icchA thatI nathI. tenA zarIra sAthe jIvana jIvatA zIkhavavAmAM rAkhe te asarAonAM zarIre ghasAya te paNa te ja dIkarI tenA mAbApane keTalI temane kAmaganI lAlasA temaja sukhanI AzISa Ape? ane e ja dIkarI IcchA paNa thatI nathI. teonI te je bhaNyA gayA vinA moTI bAtaDA marelAM maDadAM jevI ja dazA thai gaI jevI thAya ane gharanAM kAma karatAM hoya che. AthI tene aMganAe zuM tene barAbara AvaDe nahi te te tenA karI zake? teone mAna apamAnanuM mAbApane kevI AzISa Ape ? bhAna hetuM nathI temaja viSaya sukha duHkhanI IrachA paNa chetI nathI. paNa mATe mitro ! vicAre. mUrkha chokaro A badhuM jJAnagarbhita vairAgya heya anItithI cAle temAM mAbApane doSa te ja banI zake. ' che ane e mATe tenA mAbApa tenA duzmane che ema jANe. AtmajJAnIne pakavadazAmAM jJAna( "kanyA vijya doSa' mAMthI garbhita vairAgya paNa rahetuM nathI tethI te avazya kevaLajJAnI bane che. pAna naM. 26 thI 29) rAga ane vairAgya e be manamAM varte che. zuddhAtmAmAM rAga, vairAgya ke mazAnIyA vairAgya, tyAga vagere bhAvanA mAnasika pariNAmo rahetAM nathI. vairAgya, tyAga ane bhakti adhyAtmajJAna vinAnI vairAgya dazA AmAMnuM eka paNa sAdhana pUrNapaNe te smazAnIyA vairAgya jevI che. pAMca avalaMbatA zuddha Atma svarUpa pragaTe che. IndrIyonA zubhAzubha bhAva saheje jethI AtmajJAnI gunA bhakato gurunI TaLe che te te jJAnagarbhita varAgya che. AnA pramANe bhaktibhAvamAM vartatA sehagarbhita vairAgya ane duHkha chatAM, mehagarbhita ane duHkhagarbhita garbhita vairAgya kSaNamAM TaLI jAya che vairAgyamAMthI jJAnagarbhita vairAgyathI te ane tethI zubhAzubha viSaya para kapele sarva viSayarUpa samudra upara taravA samartha meha TaLatuM nathI. jyAre jJAnamarbhita bane che. temaja sarva viSayamAM temanI vairAgyathI sarva prakAranI ja vastuo buddhi amRta tathA viSanI rahetI nathI. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra4] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-3-1964 jAdugaranI bAjInI jema jJAna- niSTapaNuM mehathI pedA thayeluM che. Ama garbhita vairAgIone saMsAranA tathA jyAM bAhya vastuomAM ISTa ke aniSTa karmanA khela lAge che. temAM teone nathI to pachI tenA para rAga ke dveSa AnaMda paNa nathI thatuM temaja temAM zA mATe rAkhavo joIe? temane duHkha paNa lAgatuM nathI. teo duHkhe che peTa ane kuTe che mAthuM pitAne naTanI jema, karma prakRtithI temaja roga pADAne ane DAma devAya nAcatA hoya ema prathama jJAna dazAe pakhAlIne tenI jema ApaNe bAhya juve che ane pachI AkAzanI jema vastuonI niMdA karIe chIe. pitAne nirlepa ne sthira samaje che. dhyAna samAdhithI pAkelA jJAnInA bAhya vastuo te kahe che ke AtmAmAM eTale badho AtmAnaMda amArAmAM iSTa ke aniSTapaNuM kaMi ja sAgara uchaLe che ke tethI teo sarvatra, nathI chatAM he manuSyo ! tame tamArI sarva bAbatamAM kartavya karatAM AnaMda, rAga-dveSanI pravRttiothI amane zA maya jaNAya chejo ke ajJAnI chone mATe niMde che? zA mATe tame amArI te te viSaya saMbaMdhI ja AnaMda stuti paNa kare che? samajAya paraMtu jJAnIo te samaje che caMdrane joIne keTalAkane zItaLake te AnaMda traNa bhuvanamAM paNa pazunA guNathI tenA upara rAga janame samAI zake tema hoto nathI. che jyAre virahIne tenA para kALa Atma jJAnIne tevA vyakatmAtmAnaMda- caDe che. vastutaH vicArIe te caMdrane mAMthI tenI kAyA ane indriya paNa joine mANaso mAtra mananI kalpanAthI AnaMdathI ubharAtA hoya tema jaNAya che. ja sukhI duHkhI thAya che temAM caMdrane (patra sadupadeza bhA. 2 je mAMthI kaI ja lAge vaLagatuM nathI. pAna naM. 57-518) Ama bAhya padArtho para rAga dveSa thAya che te AtmAnI brAMti che. je duHkhe che peTa ane.... ke chokaro lAkaDAnA cheDA upara bese che tyAre te tenA para prema kare che bAhya vastuo iSTa yA aniSTa nathI paraMtu jyAre te tenA parathI paDI jAya paNa bAhya vastuone ISTa yA aniSTa che tyAre te tene seTI mAre che. have mAnI lenAra mana che. vicAra ke lAkaDAnA cheDA upara besaISTa ane aniSTapaNanI kalpanA nAra chokarAne tenA para rAga ke dveSa karanAra mana che. mananuM A IchA thayo. temAM lAkaDAnA ghaDAne zuM ? e Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964 ] sA nimitta che. kharUM kAraNu te chekarAnA mananuM che. buddhiprabhA strInu suMdara rUpa ekane purUSanAM manamAM rAga janame ane te strInI prArthanA kare paNa te strI ne tenI prArthanA nA mAte tenA para purUSane zarIrane ze! dveSa thAya temAM strInA vAMka? alabatta kaI ja nahi. purUSanA manamAM rAga ane dveSanI kalpanA zI temAM tenA ajJAnane ja vAMka che. [ zya utpanna thatAM kAmavakAranA ja doSa che. temAM strI ke puruSa te mAtra nimitta che. A vastune nyAyathI vicArIe te! satya jaNAze ke purUSone strIo upara mADa thAya temAM potAnA manamAM rahetAM kAma vikAranA ja doSa che, je petAnA manamAMthI kAmavikAra ke je purUSa veda tarIke gaNAya che te jo zAMta thayA tA aneka strIethI paNa tenuM kaMi ja kharAba thavAnu nathI. te ja pramANe sIenA manamAM strI vedarUpa kAma vikAra thAya che te ne na hoya te purUSo strIonuM kaMIpaNa bagADI zakavAnA nathI. TUMkamAM rAgadveSa e baMnenA manamAM Ama tattvathI vicArIzuM. te mAluma paDaze ke bAhya vastue meAhakAraka nathI paNa manuSya. peAteja mAhabuddhithI temAM rAgadveSAtmaka meAhane dhAraNa kare che. ['yoga dvIpa' mAMthI pAna naM. 84 thI 86] puNyo sIene dekhI kAma ghelA jogI ane jamAnA thAya, mAhanA pAzamAM saMpaDAya ane dhAra karma kare ane kahe ke strIe narakanuM bAraNuM che. temaja strIe paN purUSane joina meha kare ane kAmanAM vazamAM sapaDAya ane kahe ke purUSo ja narakanu bAraNuM che. AraNa ke purUSo na hota te amArI kharAbu avasthA thAta nahi. pahelAM vRddhAvasthA thatAM loko pravRtti mA thI phAraMga thaine dharma, sevA, bhakti vageremAM petAnuM jIvata gALatA hatA. jyAre hAlamAM mANusA vRddha thayAM chatAM sAcAnA k'dAM sAine petAnI jiMdagInA carama (aMtima) bhAgane paramArtha kArya mAM vAparatA na ha. keAI viralA manuSya ja peAtAnI vRdrAvasthAmAM nivRtti tarapha vaLe che. vRddhAvasthAmAM jene upAdhi mArgano tyAga karIne paramArtha jIvana gALatA hoya evA gheDA ja mAluma paDe che. Atma bAga prApti mATe jemA chellI AiMdagImAM paNa dhamanI ApatA nathI evA manuSyanuM jIvavuM. prazasya gaNAtuM nathI. guNethakI je jaino banelA hoya che. teo gRhavAsamAM paNa pacAsa varasa pachInI jiMdagI dharmakAmAM gALe che. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26] buddhimabhA tA. 10-3-1964 yuvAvasthAmAM dharmanI sevA karI ane vyavahArika keLavaNa apAyA zakAya che. sAdhu yuvAvasthAmAM evA gurukuLanI sthApanA thavI dharmanI jeTalI sevA bajAvI zake jaie. jeonAM hADe hAlamAM janateTalA vRddhAvasthAmAM bajAvI zakatA dharmanI zraddhA vyApI rahI hoya ane nathI. jee tana, mana ane sattAne paNa. dezavIra, dharmavI, karmavIra bhega ApavA taiyAra thaI gayA hoya ItyAdi vIre jagatamAM pitAnuM nAma evA jJAnI jenethI jainadharmane amara karI zake che. kaMcana ane phelAve thavAne che e nakkI samajo. kAminInA tyAgI evA sAdhue evA mahApuruSonA kAryamAM tana,. prabhunA dharmane phelAve karavA samartha Sta mana ane dhanathI sahAyaka bananArAo thAya che. ane teonA hAthe dharmano mahAphaLa prApta karI zake che. uddhAra paNa thAya che. dhamane phelA manuSyanA daguNa TALIne teone. karavA jeNe jiMdagIne hema Apa samAge caDhAvavA e kharekharI mAnava hoya teNe te yuvAvasthAmAM sAdhu sevA che. evI sevAne mArga batAthaIne upadeza devA bahAra nIkaLI vanAra uttama jJAnIonI sevAmAM paDavuM joIe. ane vRddhAvasthA thaya sarvasva arpaNa karavuM e ja manuchatAM dhyAnamArgamAM vizeSata: dhyAna khenI pharaja che. ApavuM joIe uttama jene pitAnA AtmajemAM Atmabhega ApanArA bhegathI manune kharA manuSya banAvIra puru thatA nathI tenuM kAraNa vavAno prayatna kare che. e che ke teo vaNikapaNAnI vRttine tajI zakatA nathI. vRddhAvasthA AvyA pUrve dharmanI pravRtti sevAya teTalI sevavAmAM aMza, game teTaluM junuM heya paNa mAtra paNa pramAda na kare. chellI nAgathI viruda heya tema ja jiMdagImAM dharmanI nivRtti, pravRtti jainadharmanI pragatimAM vighna nAkhanAra tema ja dhyAna ane samAdhinI ArAheya te tene tyAga karavo ja joIe. dhanA karavAnI jarUra che. AtmavIrya pheravanArAjeno pragakAvavA mATe A samAjanI ['dhArmika gadya saMgraha" peThe jainadharma paripUrNa keLavaNI pAna na. 456-57 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ indravadana zAha ke eka hatuM cALa thA. eka zIyALa hatuM. traNa divasathI tene koI zikAra maLyo nahato. traNa traNa divasanI bhUkhathI te herAna thaI jaMgalamAM zikAranI zodhamAM bhaTakI rahyuM hatuM. zikAranI zodhamAM te eka nadI AgaLa AvyuM. nadImAM najara karatAM ja tene eka maDadu taNAtuM dekhAyuM. mAMsanI gaMdhathI tenuM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. te doDatuM kinAre pahoMcI gayuM. kinArAthI thoDe dUra ju maDadu AvatAM teNe te. maDadAne teNe nadInI bahAra kADhayuM. ziyALane A khela nadI kInAre Ubhele eka brAhmaNa joI rahyo hate.. teNe te maDadAne oLakhI kADhayuM. AthI jyAM ziyALa tene khAvA jAya che tyAM ja te brAhmaNa bolI UTha. "he ziyALa ! tuM A maDadAne khAIza nahiM tenuM eka hADakuM paNa khAvA jevuM nathI. tenuM mAMsa paNa akhAdya che." brAhmaNanuM AvuM bolavuM sAMbhaLI. bhUkhyA ziyALe pUchyuM: "he brAhmaNa tuM Ama kema bole che ?" brAhmaNe turata ja kahyuM - he ziyALa! A maDadAne je hAtha che teNe koi divasa dAna dIdhuM nathI. tenA kAne kadI dharmakathA sAMbhaLI nathI. ane je kaMI sAMbhaLyuM che te sAMbhaLyA pachI kahenAra para teNe khAra ja rAkhyo che. tenI AMkhae kadI IzvaranA darzana karyA nathI. tenA page kadI dharmayAtrA karI nathI. peTa paNa tenuM anItinI kamANIthI bhareluM che. tenuM magaja sadAya abhimAnamAM ja rahyuM che. have tuM ja kahe, ke jenuM eka aMga paNa kadI koinAM kAmamAM AvyuM nathI evA apavitra, ALasuM maDadAMne tArAthI zI rIte khavAya? ane jo tuM e khAIza te tuM paNa tenI jema apavitra banI jaIza. mATe mAruM kahyuM mAnI he ziyALa ! tuM e adharmI maDadAne aDakIza nahi. brAhmaNanuM AvI dharmavANI sAMbhaLI ziyALa e maDadAM sAme najara karyA vinA ja cAlyuM gayuM! Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puruSanI najare - gALa e ApaNI vAtacItamAM bena nIkaLyA che te dAbaDI laI agatyano bhAga bhajave che. je sAdA dazana karavA paNa rastAmAM sagA sAthe dIkarInA lagananI vAta kare che! zabdothI mAnavane asara nathI thatI te- mUrkha! gadheDe ! akkalane benanA chokarA rasoDAmAM dhamAdhama bAradAna!" vagere jevA gALa kare che ane bena te upAzrayanA yukta zabdanA upayogathI tenA para eTale vAtenA taDAkA mAre che ! ghaNIvAra jhAjhI ne jalada asara thAya che. Ama to e bena roja ekalA A gALane zuddha karI lekhake je dere jAya che, paNa Aje lADunI che zabdono upayoga kare che tema ja prabhAvanA che eTale bena Aje badhA ja vAtacItamAM ane lakhANamAM je rIte - DhaburIyAne laIne dere jAya che ! goThave che te kaTAkSa tarIke oLa khAya che. bena kare che te oLI paNa ! jamavA TANe AkhuM ghara gajavI. A kaTAkSa vANIthI banArDa nAMkhe che! | zae aMgreja prajAnuM jIvana sudhA 2 vA mAM ghaNo ja bhAga bena ne derUM sAme che eTale, nAhyA dhoyA vinA game tevA kapaDe paNa bhajavyuM che. dazana karIne ja cA pIve che ! 70% - -- -- benanA hAthamAM navakArALI che paNa dhyAna te culA para ukaLatI dALamAM che ! Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jayaMti dalAle e kaTAkSethI ApaNI sarakArane kaMIka vAra cetanavaMtI banAvI che. -strInI najare bhAI che te Adhunika paNa Aje sasarA mahemAna banyA che eTale bhAI pUjA karavA nIkaLyA che ! bhAI che to moTA vepArI paNa che jarA karakasarIyA eTale pUjAnuM ghI jarA gaNI gaNIne bele che! A kaTAkSanuM sAhityamAM cekasa sthAna che. temAM prajA mAnasanuM pratibiMba che. ne preraNA paNa che. jaina samAjanuM pratibiMba jhIlatI ane tene preraNA ApatI zrIyuta samIranI A-AmanesAmane"nI kaTAkSa kaTAra A mAsathI ame niyamita ApIzuM. I bhAI che to kaMjusa paNa A to barInA sagA sAdhu AvyA che eTale guru pUjana kare che ! zrI samIra kaTara mATe jaNAve che - "A kaTAra vAMcI keIe. baMdha besatI pAghaDI paheravI nahi." -saMpAdaka, bhAIne sAmAyika karavAnI bAdhA che paraMtu sAmAyikamAM e chApu ne | navalakathA je vAge che! bhAIe mAMDa eka upavAsa - emAM se vAra te cAne saMbhALI . 5. D 3 - 9 - - bhAI pitAne bahu mAne che eTale vyAkhyAna adhuM thayA pachI paNa pADha pAse besavAne prayatna kare che? Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gavakhaMDana | rajanIkAnta paTela mAsanI lekakathA kahIne AvakAra nathI ApatI." ujayinImAM vizvachatanI pratiSThA vizvajite kahyuM. eka tejasvI vidvAna tarIke hatI. AvatI kAlathI huM vidvattA ajoDa hatI. veda, vedAMga paNa upaniSada, yogata ane nyAya che tema karIza." enI jIbhane Terave ramatAM hatAM. ane bIje divasathI vizvajitanI jaTilamAM jaTila prazna paNa vizvajIta panIe A krama cAlu karyo. jyAre -jotajotAmAM ukelI nAkhata. vizvajita jyAre vizvajita bahArathI gharamAM sabhAmAM padhAre tyAre khuda ujajayinIne praveze tyAre tenI patnI "padhAro rAjA paNa, "padhAre vizvajita, padhAro vizvajita" kahIne AvakAratI. kahIne bahumAna karate. eka divasa zaratacUkathI, "padhAre vizvajitane paNa vidyAnuM abhi- vizvajita' kahevAnuM patnI cUkI gaI. mAna thayuM, te divase vizvajitano krodha maryAdA vaTAvI gayo. jyAre mANasamAM abhimAna Ave che tyAre sArAsArane viveka bhUlI "sAMbhaLI le, AjathI eka pagathiyuM jAya che. abhimAnamAM aMdha banelA AgaLa vadhuM chuM. Aja sudhI "padhAro vizvajita eka divasa patnIne AjJA vizvajita' kahetI hatI. AjathI huM -karI: "sAMbhaLyuM ? sArAya vizvamAM jyAre jyAre gharamAM pravezuM tyAre tyAre mAruM bahumAna thaI rahyuM che. khuda tAre mane lalATamAM kumakuma tilaka ujjayinIne rAja paNa mane UDIne karavAnuM ane kahevAnuM : "padhAro -AvakAra Ape che. paNa.... paNa....' vizvajita." paNuM je divase AmAM zaratacUka thaI te divase sAta jeDAnA kema aTakI gayA, svAmInAtha prahAranI zikSA thaze ane tAre ane eka tuM mane padhAro vizvatti mATe saMbaMdha kAyamane mATe tUTI jaze.' Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964 ] buddhiprabhA [ 31 vizvajitanI patnI pArevaDAMnI che. tame emanI sAthe zAstrArtha karI jema dhrujI uThI. vijayamALa varo. pachI huM jANuM ke ane tyArathI A na kema cAla Apa kharA vizvajita che." thayo. mAna meLavyuM maLatuM nathI. patnInA ekeeka zabdane vizvajita mAgIne lIdhelA mAnamAM mAjhA paNa nyAyane trAjave toLI rahyo, patnIne rahetI nathI. vizvajitanI patnI paNa kahevuM lagAre cheTuM nahatuM. vizvajita - yaMtravata roja "padhAro vizvajita' vicAra karIne bolyAH "tyAre sAMbhaLI kahIne AvakAratI ane lalATamAM kuma- le, have to huM tyAre ja ujavinImAM kumanuM tilaka karatI. paNa haiyAmAM to paga mUkIza ke jyAre vArANasInI premane badale bhayanI bhUtAvaLa ja vidubhAne harAvIza. sAcA arthamAM thatI hatI, kadAca zaratacathI , huM vizvajita banIza. huM pAcho na kahevAnuM rahI jAya nahi. ciMtAmAM ne * rahI jAya nahi ta ra AvuM te jANaje ke huM kAyama mATe citAmAM vizvajitanI patnI aDadhI. gaMgAmAnI huMphALI godamAM piDhI nakhAI gaI. gayo chuM.' eka divasa vizvajitanI patnIne svAmInAtha ATaluM badhuM beTuM A jIvana para kaMTALo Avyo. hiMmata lAgI gayuM ! Ape ujjayinInA vidvAnone mahAta karyA. have kAzInA karI kahI dIdhuM vidvAnane mahAta kare, eTaluM ja mAre "svAmInAtha, zuM jJAnane sAgara kahevAnuM hatuM. jJAna te agAdha che. Apa pI gayA che ?" ene pAra Ave tema nathI." kema ema pUchavuM paDayuM?" vi- vizvajita vArANasIne paMthe paDI fjate pUchyuM. gayo. Apa ApanI jAtane vizvajita vArANasInI vidusabhA hakaDeThATha kahevaDAvo cho. vizvajita Apa haze bharANI eka bAju rAjamaMtrIo, enI nA nahi. paNa A ujayinInI pradhAne, zreSThio ane nagarajane beThA vikasabhAnA mApadaMDathI vizvanA jJAna hatA. rAjyanA siMhAsane gauravavaMta sAgaranuM mApa na kADhI zake. jevI kAzIrAja beThA hatA. dhIragaMbhIra vizvaujayinInI visabhA che evI jita A eNe eka vedhaka daSTi vArANasInI paNa vidusabhA che. tyAM viThalsabhA upara nAkhI. ane kAzIpaNa meTA meTA dhuraMdhara paDile beThA rAjane praNAma karI lo. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32] buddhiprabhA tA. 10-3-1964 kAzIrAje vizvajitanI dRSTimAM vAta sAMbhaLIne vArANasInA paMDita dRSTi parevIne pUchyuM: "kahe mahAzaya, vizvajitane nakhazikha nihALI rahyA. kayAMyI padhAryA che. ane e dharcA daramyAna kei paNa rAjana, huM ujajayinIthI AvuM praznane ukele na ApI zako to? chuM. "mAruM nAma vizvajita. te te rAjana, A sabhAnA ehehe ! Apa vizvajita ! rana banavAnI vAta te bAju para Apa to ujjayinI nagarInI vid- rahI, paNa je lalATamAM A kumasabhAnA ratna samA che. ApanuM nAma kumanuM tilaka epe che tyAM dhagadhagatA te ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM che, paNa darzana saLiyAthI DAma deje. A vizvajitane to Aje thayAM cAle, Aje ApanI sAcA arthamAM vizvajita banavuM che vidvattAne amaneya lAbha maLaze." ane eTalI taiyArI sAthe ja e ahIM "rAjana, Ape kahyuM tema ujja Avyo che.' yinI nagarInI vibhAne huM ratna "te AjathI ja tenuM maMgalasame to chuM. have te A vArANasI muddata kare.' nagarInI vidAsabhAnuM rana banavAnI vizvajitane parAjita karavA eka IcchA karIne Avyo chuM. paMDita Ubho thayo. mahAvikaTamAM vikaTa "are, e to mahAvikaTa kAma che. prazna mUko. Apa e padavI pAmI zake che. paNa prazna sAMbhaLatAM ja vizvajita eno zarata AkarI che." khaDakhaDATa hAsya ane ramatavAtamAM zuM che zarata ?" javAba vALI dIdhe. vizvajitano vidvattApUrNa javAba "zarata e ke eka mahinA sudhI sAMbhaLIne AkhI vidha6 sabhA DolI Apa ahIM rahIne vidvAnonI sAthe UThI, tamAmanA mukhamAMthI vAhavAhInA jJAnacarcA kare. vidvAnonA jaTilamAM uddagAro nIkaLI paDayA. jaTila praznonA uttara Ape. e pachI te ekaekane TapI jAya badhAmAMthI pasAra thAya te ja ahIMnI evA praznonI hAramALA cAlu thaI. sabhAnA rana banI zake che.' vizvajita ThaMDe kaleje zAstronA AdhAra "ohohe, emAM te zI meTI TAMkI TAMkIne javAba vALe che. vAta che, rAjana !" Ama ne Ama aThThAvIsa divasa vizvajitanI ane kAzIrAjanI vahI gayA. hajI vizvajita te aNanama Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA tA. 10-3-1964] hatA. ekeeka vidvAneMnI ebaDI eNe baMdha karI dIdhI. vidyAne paNa samajI meThA hatA ke huve te vArANusI-meTalI UMcA. nagarInI viddsabhAnuM nAka eka ujjayinInA pAMData kApI jaze, have mAtra me ja divasa bAkI hatA. vidvAne paNa have te vizvajita pAse keIpaNa prazna mUkatAM acakAtA hatA. egaNatrIsae divase vidghabhA zarU thai. vArANasInA paDite nIcuM ghAlIne besI gayA. ekale vizvajita unnata mastake beTheA hateA. enI AkhA e khALI rahI hatI ke have prazna mUkanArA kANu bAkI che. kAMkarI paDe teya avAja cAya eTalI zAMti sabhAmAM vyApI hatI. tyAM te eka seALa varSanA kizAra sabhAmAM AvI caDayA. gauravaNo ane deva che. mAthe vAMkiDayA vALa che. tejasvI lalATa para kumakumaa kita tilaka che. nAnIzI peAtaDI ne khabhA para jateAI laTake che. AvIne e sabhA vacce UbhA, kAzIrAjane namana karI kahyuM: 'rAjana, mane becAra prazno mUMjhavI rahyA che. ene ukela levA ahIM Avye chuM.' ukela, ukela zuM kare che? pUcha [ 33 ane phla laine tAre raste vaccamAM ja vimyUjita prazna paDI jA.' Ama te kAI mArA prazna nathI. paNa kAle rAte meM eka ravanuM joyuM.' "zuM joyuM svapramAM, ane emAM pUththAnu zuM che ?" vizvajita phizerane DAratA kheAhyA. 'vijita, pahelA paheAre svapnuM AvyuM. banyuM evuM ke madhura svamAnI zarUAta thaI tyAM te rUmajhUma karatI eka navayauvanA mArA baDamAM dAkhala thaI. eNe mArI eLelI pacheDI khecI. meM pUchyuM : 'atyAre aDadhI rAte kANa che." 'e tA huM bhUkha.' jyAM rahetI hoya tyAM jAte. ahIM zuM che ?" kahuM chuM te darekanA peTamAM, "te tyAM jA, ahIM zuM che? eka hAya tA jAuM.' krANu hAya tA tuM jAya ? meM prazna karyA. pazu e te javAba ApyA vinA cAlI ja gaI. bIjo paheAra thayA ane bIjI strI AvI. vaLI pAchuM aDadhI rAte bhraSTra AvyuM ? Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 1-3-1964 e to huM lAja." na do. cothI capaTapa karatI AvI. jyAM rahetI hoya tyAM jAne.... huM trADI uTha: huM te darekanI AMkhamAM rahuM chuM. "kaI che e navarI? 'te tyAM jA, ahIM zuM che?" "kema, e te huM zAMti.' eka hoya te jauM.' 'tamAre kayAM rahevuM? meM be thatAM pUchayuM. keNa heya te jAya? meM ene rahuM chuM te darekanA manamAM." paNa pUchayuM. paNa javAba ApyA vinA e cAlI gai. "rahe zAMtithI rahe. ane mane zAMtithI UMghavA de" meM paheDI pAcho te japI gayo. trIjo oDhatAM kahyuM. pahora thaye. trIjI strI tyAM AvI eka hoya te nA rahuM." caDI. eNeya mane draDhaLyo. meM kaMTAbIne pUchyuM: "vaLI pAchI ke navarI e vaLI ke TapakI paDI e te javAba ApyA vinA cAlI gaI. kema, e to huM juvAnI." te atyAre ? jyAM rahetI hoya pachI to huM nirAMte UMghI gayo. savAre jAgyo tyAre e cAre do tyAM ne?" mArA magajamAM dheLAvA lAgyA. bahu huM te darekanA dehamAM rahuM chuM." vicAra karyo paNa e cArenA uttara te tyAM TaLa, ahIM zuM dADhayuM che ?" hAtha lAgatA nathI. ene uttara eka heAya te jAuM." ApanI pAsethI maLI raheze e AzAe Avyo chuM.' kaNuM hoya te tuM jAya? meM ALasa maraDIne pUchyuM. tyAM te e kizoranI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja cabAvalI cAlI gaI. vizvajita saheja thatharAye. enA smaraNapaTa para veda-vedAMga ane zAstronAM cethI pahera thaye. A gherANI pAnAM pheravAI gayAM paNa kayAMya AnA ane UMdha caDI. paNa Aje A javAba na hatAM. sAgara taranAre badhI navarIo mArI veraNa banIne khAbociye DUbe e Aje prasaMga AvI hatI. cothA pahere mane jaMpavA Ubho thato hate. Aja sudhI te Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964] buddhiprabhA [35 prazna pUchanAra paMDitane prazna karatAM ja Ave. kizere saune vaMdana karyA mUgo karI dete. Aje eka nAnakaDA ane pitAnuM sthAna lIdhuM. kizoranA cAra pra vizvajita maNe kAzIrAje dhIra gaMbhIra avAje banI gayo. * kahyuM: "kahe vizvajita, cAra praznonA vivajitane mUro joI kAzIrAja javAba zuM lAvyA? saheja TaTTAra thayA. svabhAvika emane vizvajitanuM mAthuM nIcuM namI hAtha mUcha upara pharyo. pothImAM meM ghAlI beThelA vidvAne paNuM vizva jitanI mukha paranI ekAeka rekhAne kema bolatA nathI? kahe e dhyAnathI avakI rahyA. strIo konI gerahAjarImAM rahe che? kAzIrAje gaI kAlano prazna Aje jyAre vizvajitane kaMi javAba duharAvyA. na jaDayo tyAre dhImethI kahyuM: "rAjana, vizvajita Ubho thayo. enA hajI te ogaNatrIsamo divasa che. zarIramAM AchA AchA kaMpa hate. dhImAM AvatI kAle A cAre praznonA javAba maLI jaze. nahi te hAra svIkArIza." sAde kahyuM: "rAjana, e cAra praznonA javAba ApavA huM asamartha chuM.' trIsamA divasanuM prabhATa pragaTayuM. 'tyAre te Apa vArANasI nagasArIya vArANasInuM dhyAna AjanI rInI viddhasabhAnuM rana nahi banI visabhA upara kendrita thayuM hatuM. gaI kAle kizere mUkelA cAra pramoe vizvajitane mUjhavaNamAM mUkI dIdho. "nahi. rasajana." "tyAre Apa e cAre praznonA e cAra praznonA ukelamAM te ' javAba Apo. kAzIrAje kizora nA vizvajite AkhI rAta gALI, kaMI ja * bhaNI daSTi karI. zAstronA pAnAM uthalAvI joyAM. kizora pitAnA sthAna uparathI samaya thatAM visabhAmAM yathA- ubho thayo ane bolyoH "rAjana ' sthAne sau geThavAI gayAM. dhIme pagale, Aje paNa mane kAla jevo ja anuUtarela cahere vizvajita paNa AvIne bhava thayo. Aje te jyAre huM pitAnA sthAna upara besI gayo. enI UMghI gayo tyAre prathama pahere eka pAchaLa pAchaLa pele kizora paNa puruSa AvIne mane deje. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36] buddhiprabha tA. 10-3-1964 ene pUchyuM: alyA zAMtithI UMdhavA nA, e te na rahe? vizvajite te de. alyA, koNa che tuM?" kahyuM. huM chuM tevA "kayAM rahe che ?" pachI meM AMkha mIMcavA prayatna rahe che te darekanA peTamAM karyo. tyAM te trIjA bhAisAheba AvI mALA juThThA, darekanA peTamAM te pahoMcyA. alyA, jyAMthI TapakI paDe ? bhUkhabAI rahe che. tuM vaLI tyAM kayAM mAnavInA dehamAMthI keNu che tuM ?' ghara karI beThe? huM chuM te buDhApe." - "alyA, huM AvuM eTale bhUkhabAI cAla, cAla juThThA, mAnavInA mUThIo vALIne nAse. amArA enAM dehamAM te juvAnI rahe che. tuM vaLI raheThANa eka, paNa ame eka bIjAne kyAMthI tyAM peThe !" paDachAyo na laIe." "bhAisAba, enI juvAnI tyAMthI kaho vizvajita, A kharuM ke nahi. nIkaLI jaze tyAre huM tyAM rahIza. saMtoSa hoya tyAM bhUkha heya kharI ?" juvAnI hoya tyAM sudhI mAro gaja kharI vAta, bhUkha ane saMtoSane vAgato nathI. tyAM sudhI mAre te Ubheya bane nahi." vizvajite dhIme Amatema AthaDavAnuM ja.' sAde hA bhaNI. kema vizvajita, vAta te kharIne ? pachI te huM seDa tANIne sUtA. tyAM te bIja pahere eka pharatArAma hA vAta te sAcI." AvI caDyA. "alyA, koNa che ? "ane pA che. huM to soDa tANIne kayAMthI TapakI paDe? sUta. paNa mane nirAMtanI UMgha levA ja na dIdhI. cothe pahera thaye ane huM chuM kAma. mAnavInI AMkhamAM cothI vyakti AvI caDI. meM dhIme vAja AvIne bharAI, eTale mAre sAde pUchayuMH Apa koNa che ? nIkaLI javuM paDayuM.' "huM.huM...kodha." alyA, paNa AMkhamAM te lAja rahe emAM vaLI tuM kyAM paeNdha paDaze? haM, nAma jevuM ja 25 karyuM che.' hamaNuM rahevAnuM kayAM rAkhyuM? kema, mAnavInI AMkhamAM kAma saunA manamAM." vyApe tyAre lAja zarama rahe kharI? juhA, magajamAM te zAMti rahe che." Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964] buddhiprabhA [37 hA, e paNa rahe che. paNa e LamAM dhagadhagatA zaLiyAne DAma devAne zAMti heAya tyAre huM nahi ane huM che. paNa e mAnavatA viheNuM kArya houM tyAre e nahi. vArANasInI visabhAne na zobhe. hA, sAva sAcuM. vizvajite hA e hAyAM che e kabUla kare che. e bhaNI. kha, e vedanA ja emanA mATe 'tyAre to A5 hAryA ne basa che hA, hA." vizvajite javAba tyAre sabhAmAMthI vArANasInagarInI vikasabhAno jayaghoSa UThayo. te ApyA. divase vizvajita dhIme pagale uja"zarata pramANe ?' eka utAvaLA yinI tarapha cAlI nIkaLyo. vArANasIpaMDite kahyuM. nagarInA A anubhave ene e kAzIrAje vAta upADI letAM kahyuM: samajAvI dIdhuM ke jJAna te agAdha che. "zarata pramANe to vizvajitanA kapA- ene garva kara nakAme che. ke "buddhiprabhAne AgAmI aMka 'janma kalyANaka" | vizeSAMka bahAra pADavAno hovAthI, eprilane aMka tA. 24-4-164 nA pragaTa thaze. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gopAladAsa modI A mAsanI satya nAkhyA ema kathA bhUkha ane bhIkha maMgaLadAsa dalAla malADa rahe ane maLe ane dalAlInA dhaMdhAmAM Ape kariyANuM bajAramAM dalAlI karIne mahine divasa haDiyApATa rahe. eTale hamaNAM sarerAza traNasanI Avaka UbhI karI hamaNa koI vakhata sAMje bhUkhanA cakakara le. eka sAMje te bajAramAM maLI gayA. AvI jAya che." 'paNa te bapora pachI ahIM thaDe vAta karatAM acAnaka e eka hAthe nAsta karI letA he te ?" mAre hAtha pakaDIne ane bIje hAthe "pahelAM karate. huM tathA tamArA pitAnI AMkhe dabAvIne rastA para jevA bIjA ekAda be mitro sAthe besI gayA. bAjunI dukAnamAMthI pANI hoya eTale saheje roja pico be ane paMkho maMgAvIne emanI AMkhe rUpiyA kharaca thaI jate. hamaNuM be pANI chAMTayuM ane emane paMkhe nAkhyo. varasathI baMdha karyA che. have be vakhata thoDI vAre svastha thayA eTale emane ghera jamavA sivAya vacce kazuM ja huM nAkA paranI helamAM garamAgarama leto nathI." kephI pAvA laI gayo. oho ! tyAre te tame rAjane "kema, maMgaLadAsa, tabiyata barAbara rUpiyo bacAvI dhana bheguM kare che nathI ke zuM? DI ochI de che. ema kahIne !" mArAthI hasI devAyuM. karatA he te !" kephI pItAM pItAM nA hakIkata judI ja che. tamane meM kahyuM. kahuM, te tame mAne nahi ane mazkarI kare. mATe javA de.... 'tabiyata to barAbara che, bhAI! nA, maMgaLadAsa mazkarI nahi karuM. cheka malADa rahevuM. savAre nava vAgye je hoya te jarUra jaNAvo." ja; pachI rAte ghera pahoMcIne pharI te , sAMbhaLe. be varasa pahelAM jamavA pAmuM tyAM nava to saheje thaI A ja haiTalamAMthI nAsta karIne ame jAya che. Ama bAra kalAke khAvAnuM traNa mitra bahAra nIkaLatA hatA. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 10-3-1964. budhaprabhA gallA para bilanA be rUpiyA cUkavyA. khAvAnI IrachAne paNa rokI rAkhuM chuM bahAra phUTapAtha para eka cIMtharehAla ane tethI ja khAlI peTe mArA dezanA bhikhAra nAgAphaga nAnA chokarAMe daridranArAyaNa ane mAre nArAyaNa sAthe UbhI hatI. eka bALaka mArI baMnenI yAda dilamAM tAjI rahe che. pAchaLa paDayuM. paisA ApavA meM nA paNa AmAM to tamArA paisA kaDI. chatAM eNe mAro pIche che bacyA. bhUkhyAone zuM lAbha ? maMgaLanahi. krodhamAM mArAthI ene dhakko dAsane huM ema choDuM tema na hatuM. maI gayA. bALaka paDI gayuM. tyAM dhIrA khame bhAI, e paNa kahyuM te bhikhAraDI ane pahelA bALakane chuM. paramAtmAnI e prArthanA ane TIpI nAkhatAM bolIH "rAvA abhA- daridro mATenI e dAjhamAMthI thoDuM evuM giyA ! zeTha te ghera be Taka peTa bharIne satkArya paNa roja jANe-ajANe thaI jame che to e haTalamAM be rUpiyA jAya che. cAra-cAra AnAnA nAstAnAM phekI de che. tane AlavA hArU ane cAra paDIkAM baMdhAvIne haMmeza bhikhArIbe AnA I kADhe kayAMthI " basa thaI ene vaheMcI ApuM chuM. tamane maLyo rahyuM. bhikhAraNanuM e eka vAkya. tyAre e kAma patAvIne ja bajAramAM kALaje cATI gayuM. jIva baLI rahyo. pAchA pharatA hatA. bhikhArIonA hAthamAM dila DuMkhI rahyuM, AtmA raDI rahyo. nAstAnAM paDIkAM paDatAM emanI AMkhomAM manamAM thayuM ke huM be vakhata ghera jamavA UbharAto AnaMda nihALIne mArI bhUkha uparAMta bahAranuM paNa ATaluM badhuM te kayAMya bhUlAI jAya che. ane kharuM khAuM chuM, tyAre mArA ja dezabAdhA pUche to ene lIdhe ja rAte jamatI be TaMka jamavAnuM to bAjue rahyuM, vakhate peTamAM kaIka paDe tyAM sudhI paNa divasa AkhAmAM kAcuM ke, are, nArAyaNanA nAmanuM raTaNa ane vaLate De eThavADa paNa pAmatA nathI ! divase daridranArAyaNane pharI paDIkAM tyArathI huM mane pitAne kAraNe gunegAra ApavAnI adamya jhaMkhanA hRdayamAM je jaNAvA lAgyo. mane thayuM ke ramyA kare che.' A dezamAM be TaMka jamavA uparAMta kephInA ATha AnA te emanA bahAranuM khAvAmAM paisA vAparavA e ghaNA Agraha chatAM meM emane ApavA AtmA ane paramAtmA bannene dhora na dIdhA. paNa tyAre paNa emaNe potAnA droha karavA barAbara che. have sAMje ATha AnAnAM be paDakAM te baMdhAvI bhUkhane kAraNe keIka vakhata cAra ja lIdhAM ane sAme maLelA be AvI jAya te paNa makkamatAthI manane bhikhArIone e ApI dIdhA ! mArIne eka AnAnAM ziMgacaNuM laIne Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jana vidyAthI jagata saMpAdaka:-- zrI bhagavAna zAha zrI guNavaMta zAha mArA aMgata ane khAsa mitra che. temanI satata Takara ane preraNAthI huM Aja sAhitya jagatama pA pA pagalI bharuM chuM. A vizALa duniyAmAM huM te Aja cAlaNa gADI laine cAbate mAtra nAnuM bALaka chuM. janadharma tema ja jaina sAhityane huM UMDe abhyAsI nathI, thoDuM ghaNuM huM je kaMI jANuM chuM ne mAtra vAcana ane ghoDAka abhyAsIonA paricayathI ja. A vibhAgamAM huM kaMI zAstrIya abhyAsa karAvI zakuM tema nathI. jainadharma samAja sAhitya tema ja tenA ItihAsanI uDatI mAhitI huM ApI zakuM tema chuM. AvI eka cekhavaTa sAthe meM A vibhAga calAvavAnuM svIkAryuM che. vidyArthIo mAtra sutrone abhyAsa kare e have pUratuM nathI. e abhyAsa uparAMta tenI pAse jainadharmanuM, tenA itihAsanuM, te: samAja ane sAhityanuM sAmAnya jJAna hovuM jarUrI che. A vibhAgamAM. jaina vidyArthI bhAI-bahenanuM tevuM sAmAnya jJAna vadhe tevI sAmagrI A mAsathI niyamita Apate rahIza. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM vidyArthI dete paNa mane A vibhAgane samRddha karavA sAtha Apaze. buddhiprabhAnA mAnavaMtA vAMcake jega. tamArA saunI kuzaLatA cAhuM chuM. buddhiprabhA" mAM "jana vidyArthI jagatane eka navina vibhAga zarU karatAM temaja tenuM saMpAdana zrIyuta bhagavAnadAsa gulAbacaMda zAhane sepatA huM AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. tame paNa temAM sahabhAgI banazo ja evI AzA nakAmI nahi jAya. ApaNe samAjanA sAmayikomAM A jAtane vidyArthIo mATe eka khAsa vibhAga cAlu karavAno amAro A prathama prayAsa che. "bALa-vibhAga" dhaNa calAve che. paNa A vibhAga e amArI pahela che. pAThazALAmAM bhaNatA vidyArthIo mATe tema ja zikSaka bhAIbahene mATe paNa A vibhAga amUlya mAhitIjJAna ApanAro banI raheze. zrI saMpAdaka te te mATe mahenata ne zrama karaze ja. paraMtu vidyArthIoe paNa sAtha ApavAne raheze. temanA sAthathI A vibhAga vadhu samaya ne zAna samRddha banI rahe e svAbhAvika che. A vibhAga mATe darekane AmaMtraNa che. tamArI pAse jeno gaurava laI zake tevI tema ja jainadharma-samAja-sAhitya ne itihAsa viSayaka kei paNa cheDI ke vadhu mAhitI hoya te jarUrathI lakhI mokalavA nimaMtraNa che. preSakanA nAma sAthe te jarUrathI pragaTa karavAmAM Avaze. vizeSa to havethI A vibhAganA saMpAdaka ja tamArI sAthe patrathI vAta karaze. eja li. guNavaMta zAha Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAnanI gaMgA vi. saM. 1913-14 ane 15 nI sAlamAM hindustAna para aNadhAryo. mahAna Aphata samAna ane bhayaMkara dukALa AvI paDaze. mAnavInAM jIvana bhayamAM mukAyAM. rAjA-mahArAjAo paNa A bhayaMkara AphatamAMthI prajAne bacAvavA ke ugAravA asamartha hatA. sI muMjhAI gayA, kaMpI UThayA ane devAdeDa karavA lAgyA. paNa mahA pUNe lakSmInI caMcaLatA samajI gayela e dhanapatie pitAnA dhana bhaMDAro ane anna bhaMDAre dezane mATe, mAnavInA jIvanane mATe khullA karI dIdhA. 1 gujarAtanA vIsaladevane 8000 mUDA anAja 40,000 maNuM 2 dIlhInA sulatAnane 21000 , * 105000 3 siMdhanA hamIrane 1200 , 6000 4 mALavAnA rAjAne 180 0 ,, 5 mevADanA mahArANAne kara000 160 000 32,000 1 me anAja=50 maNa mUDA anAja 3200000 maNa anAja vahecyuM ane 115 dAna zALAe khelAvelI. ATalI mahAna madada karanAra bhavya mAnavI te bIjA koI nahi paNa jaina dayApremI "zrI jagaDuzAha preSaka-kumArapALa vI. zAha vIjApuravALA 2000 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ covIsa tIrthakara bhagavaMtanI bolatI tArIkha anu. naM. janma dIkSA kevaLajJAna nirvANa 1 caitra vada 8 caitra vada 8, phAgaNa vada 11 mahA vada 13 2 mahA suda 8 mahA vada 8 piSa vada 11 caitra suda 5 8 , 14 mAgasara su. 15 kArataka vada 11 ja , 2 mahA suda 12 poSa vada 14 vaizAkha suda 8 5 vaizAkha suda 8 vaizAkha suda 9 citra suda 15 citra suda 9 6 ka rataka va8 12 kArataka vada 13 , 15 mAgasara vada 11 jeTha suda 12 jeTha suda 13 phAgaNa vada 6 phAgaNa vada 9 8 poSa vada 12 piSa vada 13 bhAdaravA vada 9 9 mAgasara vada 5 mAgasara vada 6 phAgaNa suda 3 bhAdaravA suda 9 10 mahA vada 12 mahA vada 12 piSa vada 14 vaizAkha vada 2 phAgaNa vada 12 phAgaNa vada 13 mahA vada 3 zrAvaNa vada 3 12 kArataka vada 14 phAgaNa suda 15 mahA suda 2 aSADha suda 14 13 mahA suda 3 mahA suda 4 poSa suda 6 vada 7 14 vaizAkha vada 13 vaizAkha vada 14 vaizAkha vada 14, caitra suda 5 15 mahA suda 3 mahA suda 13 piSa suda 15 jeTha suda 5 16 - jeTha vada 13 jeTha vada 14 / 9 jeTha vada 13 17 vaizAkha vada 14 citra vada 5 caitra suda 3 vaizAkha vada 1 18 mAgasara suda 10 mAgasara suda 11 kArataka suda 12 mAgasara suda 10 a ' 11 mAgasara suda 11 phAgaNa suda 12 20 jeTha vada 8 phAgaNa suda 12 phAgaNa vada 12 jeTha vada 9 21 zrAvaNa vada 8 aSADha vada 9 mAgasara suda 11 vaizAkha vada 9 22 suda 5 zrAvaNa suda 6 aSADha vada 0)) aSADha suda 9 23 poSa vada 10 pioSa vada 11 caitra vada 4 zrAvaNa suda 8 24 citra suda 13 mAgasara vada 11 vaizAkha suda 10 kArataka vada 0)) - [ AgAmI mahAvIra janma kalyANaka vizeSAMkamAM vAMco bhagavAna mahAvIra ravAmonI saMpUrNa ne saMkSipta mAhitI jemAM jama-dIkSA-kevaLajJAna temaja nirvANa tIthI sivAya. cyavana tIthI, kayAMthI cavyA, janma sthaLa, janma nakSatra, janma rAzI, laMchana, zarIra pramANe, AyuSya, deha, raMga, bhava saMkhyA, dIkSA sthaLa, dIkSA kayA jhADa nIce lIdhI, prathama pAraNuM zenuM ne kene tyAM karyuM, chadmasthakALa, kevaLajJAna kayAM thayuM. gaNadhara, vaikriya, vAdI, avadhijJAnI; kevaLI, mana:paryava jJAnI, cauda pUrvadhArI, caturvidha saMdhanI saMkhyA vagere bharacaka mAhitI ApavAmAM Avaze. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ grevIsamA tIrthakara bhagavAna pArzvanAtha prabhunA 108 nAma dAdA kesarIyA pArzvanAtha derAvA pArzvanAtha bhaTevA pArzvanAtha samInA pAzvanAtha lakuMDa , jasodharA , bhAbhA ,, sahastraphaNA , kareDA jIrA , " bhInamAla .. : 'sahastrakUTa kalyANa jhaghaDIyA bhIDabhaMjana che sapharuM ,, kAparaDA TAMkalA bhIlaDI che amerIyA kuTezvara salA bhadrezvara , sAmalA kuMDalapura vara manaraMjana , suyadaMtI manavaMchidra , surajamaMDana , kAkA dAlatI mahAdeva sulatAna kAmIkA lIvarI mane ratha kalpadruma , sukhasAgara kaMbAI navakhaMDa manamohana , serIsarA khAmaNa navalakha muMDevA sogaTIyA beyAmaMDana navasArI sAvalA , muharI geDI navapallava moDherA saMkhalapurA gaMbhIra nareDA mahImApurA zaMkhezvara , sAMkalA gAlIyA nAkeDA makSIjI sesara gIravA navaphA mulatAna sesI dhRtakalela nAgaphaNu >> raviNa spaMdana dhIcA nAgapurA saddhavA svayaMbhU caMpA 5larnIyA , rANakapura cAre pisalIyA, lAMdhaNa eravADI. amIjharaNa parolI varANA ajAharA citAmaNuM pisInA vallI ajANa paMcAsarA vahI aMtarIkSa >> caMdra phaledhI vADI atI jagavallabha , bhaleja vibaharA - ahInA charAulA , bahI , vijayacitAmaNI), umaravADI serA cenuM Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44] buddhiprabhA tA. 1-3-1964] - 108 nuM AcheruM prathama tIrthakara bhagavAna aSabhadeva svAmi, bharata cakravarti sivAya temanA 99 putro tema ja bharata mahArAjAnA 8 putro-A 108 eka ja sAthe, eka ja samaye mekSe gayA hatA. teo darekanuM zarIra pramANe pAMcase dhanuSyanuM hatuM. ATalA moTA zarIravALA ane ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM eka ja samaye javAthI te prasaMga te samayanuM Azcarya manAya che. ghaDIyALanA kAMTe kayuM paccakkhANa kayAre karavuM tenI samaja ApatuM saraLa samaya patraka 10 mArcathI paracaphakhANuM 16 mArcathI 1 eprilathI 15 mArca 31 mArca 10 eprila ka. mi. ke. mi. ka. mi. navakArasI 7 para 7 38 7 rara pirisi 8 59 8 20 8 9 sADha pirisi 11 32 55 12 13 12 49 avaDhuM 3 48 3 49 3 49 sUryodaya : 6 50 sUryAsta 6 42 6 48 savAse mAIla karatAM pAMca miniTa umerI samaya gaNu. (maya amadAvAdane gaNave) purimudra Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hta ma jaSA sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI prakRtinA saundarya tomAM sAgaranuM saundarya eka viziSTa sthAna dharAve che. tenAmAM saundaryanuM vaividhya che. te kadI rUdra dekhAya che te kadI te saumya. kadIka te utsAhathI uchaLatA jaNAya che te kadI lAMbe paDakhe sUI gayele ALasu ne jaDathusta ! kadIka e saMgItanI dhUnamAM mastarAma banI beThele dekhAya che te kadIka te yoga samAdhimAM paDele jaNAya che. kadIka e mastAne phakIranA vevamAM hoya che te kadIka e ciMtAnA bhArathI thAkI gayelA musApharanA veSamAM hoya che. kayAreka dila dhaDakAvI nAMkhe te bhayAnaka hoya che te kadIka te evA nAnA bALaka jevo hoya che ke jANe tene lAMbA paga karI tenA para tene suvADIne ramADayA karIe. jIvana paNa eka sAgara ja che ne ? dharmazAstro te jIvanane bhavasAgara ja kahe che ne ? ane e cheTuM paNa nathI. jIvana paNa vividha saundaryathI ja sabhara che. ane mAnavI to bhavasAgaramAM uchaLatuM eka moju che. utsAhamAM e uchaLe che. ukaLATamAM e paDAya che, sAgaranA mejAnI jema sto. paraMtu badhA mAnava kaMI sAgarane meja jevAM nathI hotA. sAgaranuM mojuM te pachaDAya che, bhAMgIne bhUkako thaI jAya che te paNa pharIne baLa bheguM karIne e UMce caDe che. deTa mUke che. paththara sAthe bAtha bhIDe che ane avirata zrama karatAM e AgaLa vadhe che. rAhamAM ubhelA khaDakane paNa e dhoI nAMkhe che ne AgaLa dhape ja jAya che. mojAnuM jIvana sadAya jAgRta che. cetanamaya che. tenAmAM nirAzA nathI. parAjyanI pathArI nathI. - badhA mAnava mejAenuM kaMi AvuM nathI. nirAzAnA eka ja khaDaka sAthe athaDAtAM e bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jAya che. lamaNe hAtha daIne besI jAya che. jIvanamAMthI AzA ja gumAvI de che. hiMmata paNa khoI besI che. _evA nAhiMmata ne nirAza, ALasune jaDabhUsta, bedila ne bAvarA mAnavone preraNA ApatA jANe gurudeva kahe che - " e rAta kALI lAMbI te, kSaNa kSaNa viSe dUra thaze, thAze are ! vahANuM majAnuM, sUrya Avaze." saMkalana Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ harigIta. mukha rAMka, mana dilagIrI, chAyA pachI taDake ane, karIne are! duHkhaDAM lahera taDakA pachI chAyA thatI; thAze thavAnuM je haze te, A jiMdagImAM je bane te pUrvathI tuM zuM ciMtave? vedavuM AnaMda thI. 1 satkAra: de mAlane, jAnArane vaLAvaje; tava AMkha AgaLa je bane te joI le samabhAvathI; dhaDakAva nahi nija dIlane, bhIti khaseDI de have, cIre hRdayane gajanA te, gajanAne tuM cIraje. 2 saMkalpane nizcaya karI, nikAma preme cAlatu, nija kAryamAM lAgI rahI, AgaLa bane te joI le; tuM dekhIne Dara nA jarA, tava Atma baLathI duHkhanAM, e zatruo thaMbhI jaze, vAdaLa sahu vikharI jaze. 3 bAMdhyA are ! je baMdhane te gajavane Alama badhI, teDI de jhaTavAramAM, zrI vIranAM vacane vaDe; parataMtra thaI paDayA, senA samI A jidagI, tenA are! dukhe TALaje, melI karIza nA tuM LathI. 4 bIvarAvatAM je bhUtaDAM, tethI have tuM hI nahIM, bIte nahi, bIvarAva nahi, nija kArya karaje hoMzathI; e rAta kALI lAMbI te, kSaNa kSaNa viSe dUra tha; thAze are! lhANuM mAnuM, sUrya UMcA Avaze. 5 dhAryuM bhaluM pUruM thaze ne, vahANuM thatAM vAra ja nathI, loka saghaLAM jAgaze, dhIraja dharI le dilamAM; te jAgIne adhyAtmanuM, "budadhyabdhi abhyadaya ravi, nija kArya karaze bhAvathI, jhaTa jota jotAM ugayo. 6 - [ racanA samaya-vaizAkha vada 13, saM. 1868, vaDatAla Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 x za ha A thA sumati cA vasatapuramAM comAsuM karatA hatA. tee vizuddha cAritryadhArI, ugna tapasvI ane siddha hasta vatA hatA. jaine temaja jainetara, pazu temanI amRta vANIne lAbha letrA niyamita AvatA hatA. kahevAya che ke devatAe paNu kadIka kadIka AvatA hatA. temAMnI eka anya darzanIya devI temanI pAse ja AvatI hatI. A devInuM sthAnaka je ke brAhmaNAnA lattAmAM hatu.. chatAMya AcArya zrInA cAritra te tapathI khUza thaI te temanI pUjAraNu khatI hatI. te AcArya zrIne rAja vaMdana karatI ane pRthvIH- " mahArAja ! mArA sarakhuM kA kAma che ? hAya tA mane kaho." pazu. AcArya zrI niSkAma karmI -jayakumAra zAha - uttarAdhyayana sUtra nA mAgAre yogI hatA. temane kadI tenuM kAma paDatuM nahi. paraMtu eka divase Ape! Apa kAma paDI gayu. AcArya mahArAjane mAsakhamanuM pAraNuM hatuM. geAcarI mATe temane eka dhanADhya zrAvo Agraha bharI vinaMtI karI hatI. AthI te gAcarI mATe jama svasthA hatA. temanA javAnA rastA brAhmaNuvADAmAMthI jatA hatA. AthI. te e raste vaLyA. bhrAhmaNavADAmAM eka jaina zramaNane neI tyAM vasatAM brAhmaNa uzkerAi gayAM. jANe temanAM hema-havanamAM hADaku paDayuM.. !! : brAhmaNu yuvAne AcAya zrIne zvetAM ja jova netAmAM bhegAM thai gayA. ane yuvAna TALu eTale pUchyuM zuM ? ane temAM A te temanI mazkarInA zikAra hatA. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48] buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-3-1964 yuvAne e turata ja dahA-mazkarI devI belI -" pUjya bhagavaMta ! zarU karI dIdhI. sIdhI ke ADakatarI mane mApha kare. tamAruM apamAna thayuM rIte AcAryazrIne gALe devA mAMDI. tyAre huM tyAM ja hatI. vADAmAM ghoMghATa koInuM cAlyuM temaNe kAMkarI mArI. ne haihA sAMbhaLI huM turata ja hAjara ke dhULa uDADI. keke dhakko mAryo. thaI hatI. ane DIvAramAM te he hA thaI gaI. paraMtu keNa kene gALo de che te nAnA moTA badhA ja dhIre dhIre mane samajAyuM nahi. tamane paNa meM bhegA thaI gayA. badhAe bhegA maLIne joyA hatA. paraMtu tame ya gussAmAM AcAryazrInuM apamAna karyuM. paNa bephAma belatA hatAM. zadenA ye apamAnathI AcAryazrI mauna rahyA tyAre ke hAtha ugAmyo. ane sAcuM kahuM mahArAja ! huM pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM ? keke pATu 1 te tamane davA. kSamAvIra, vIra mAyuM. keke gumma mAryo. samajatI hatI. jene jamaNe te sahanaAcAryazrI have akaLAI uThayA. zIla hoya e meM tamArA meethI ja temaNe 5NuM sAme pratikAra karyo. gALa sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. denArane gALa ApI. pATu mAranArane paraMtu tyAM te kaI ja sahanazIla pATu. ghaDIvAramAM te ghoMghATa, hohA ne nahatuM. tamArA upadeza ne tamArA gALanA zabdathI Akhe vADe Ubha- AcArane tyAM jude paDatAM joyAM. rAI gayo. AthI huM rmAna banIne UbhI rahI. A dhamAlamAMthI AcArya zrI mAMDa pUjya bhagavaMta ! mArA aparAdha mAMDa bahAra nIkaLyA. temanA A apamAnathI te dhuMAvuMA thaI rahyA mATe huM kSamA mAMguM chuM." hatAM. gussAthI temanuM AkhuM zarIra devInI A nikhAlaza vAtathI lAlacoLa thaI rahyuM hatuM. AMkhomAM te AcAryazrI te ThaMDA ja kaMI gayAM. verane agni bhaDake baLAtA hatA. paraMtu tethI te kaMI gusse na thayAM. evA ja garama muDamAM hatAM tyAM kAraNa e cheDIka kSaNa mATe ja devI temane vAMdavA AvI. rate bhUlyA hatA. paraMtu devInI A AcArya te turata ja belI vAsthI e bhUlyA rAhathI pAchA uThayA -"are! tuM te devI che ke kema? tArA ja vADAmAM Aja pA apamAna * vaLI gayAM. thayuM ne tuM cUpa rahI. ja, hamaNAM ja devIne temaNe AzIrvAda ApyAM ja. ne mAruM apamAna karanAra che ane potAnA e pApa mATe temaNe dune tuM zIkSA kara." prAyazcita karyuM. Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ratnadIpa yAra kucha cArakA samaya thaa| avadhUtakI vaha subaha thii| vaha apane ApakI khojameM, A~khe maMdake panAsanameM sthira ho gyaa| khojakI raphatArameM unhoMne dekhA to sAmane apanA guru dIkhAlI diiyaa| pUjya sukhasAgarajI mahArAja / Apane kucha barasoM pahele isa duniyA chor3a dI thii| guruko dekhate hI vinayI ziSpa uTha khar3A huA / sAdara vaMdanAkI aura sevAkI AjJA maaNgii| gurune apane ziSyako jIMdagIko sudhAra aura vikAsake lie tera tatvoM para bahumUlya upadeza dIyA aura aMtardhyAna ho gye| gurune khaa| ziSyane likhA / eka dina vaha 'gurubodha' nAmakA graMtha bana gyaa| yaha graMtha nava saMskaraNa hokara zIghra prakAzIta honevAlA hai| yaha graMthakI AtmA to vahI rahegI lekina unakA kalevara badalA jAyagA / naye rUpameM, name DhaMgameM, nAma meM bhI vaha nayA rhegaa| jo 'gurubodha' thA aba vaha ratnadIpa bana jaaygaa| gujarAtI bhASAmeM thA aura vahI bhASAmeM hI rhegaa| Apa yaha graMtha avazya pddh'naa| isameM naI rAha hai, naI rozanI hai| --sNpaadk| TERTACamah NARY TAN. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratna dIpa Motorandmot pativratA strIkI kakhameM hI tIrthakara aura mahAtmAoMkA janama hogA / hama dekheMge to hame mAluma hogA ki Aja taka jo mahAtmA 3) hue haiM ve saba pativratA strIko kakhase hI huA hai| Aja jo ve hote haiM aura jo kala honevAlA hai ve sabhI aisI pativratA strIkI godase hI hogaa| hama yadi kisI strIko pativratA kahate haiM to vaha khUzIkI mArI jhUma uThatI hai| lekina vaha jo unakA dharma (patidharma) kA pAlana na karatI ho to kyA vaha pUNyamayI kaha lAyeMgI? kaI aise marda haiM jo apanI bIbIko panivratA dharmakA pAlana karAneke lie use paDadAnazIna rakhate haiN| para isa dharmakA pAlanake lie paDadA sahI sAdhana nahi hai / paDadA hote hue bhI kaI strI apane dharmase bhraSTa hote hue hama dekhate haiM / yAda rahe, jJAnase pativratA dharmakA pAlana ho zakatA haiN| apanI bIbIko par3adAnazIna karake aura unakA dama ghoMTanese, unake dilameM ta uThatI vAsanAoMko Ara thAma nahi shkeNge| isa lie to saMskAra Education hI eka sAdhana hai| strIko kanyA kAlame jo patidharmakI zikSA dI Ara to vaha jarura apane patiko ijjata karegI aura mevA bhii| kaI marda ese bhI haiM jo apanI bIbIko, apane Apako khU manAneke lie taMga karate haiM / cAhe vaha kyoM na kitanA badacalana ho ? para usakI koI paravAha nahi / mardakI aisI betukI bAtoMkA vaha / kaise svIkAra karegI ? yadI rAjA duSTa aura pApI ho to kyA unakI prajA unaheM izvara mAnanake lie taiyAra ho jAyegI ? vaise hI aurata apane badacalana aura AvArA patiko khudA kyA mAna legI? javAba sAha hai| haragIja nhi| Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ KA ratna dIpa ___ yadi marda apane Apako khudA samajha kara pUjA karAnA cAhatA hU ho to unhe khudAke kAbila bananA cAhiye / yahA~ khudAkA matalaba bar3A samajhanA cAhiye / artha jo allA, tIrthakara va. hotA hai vaha nahi / kaI ese bhI haiM ki jo apanI bIbIko, jaba ki vaha khudAkI ibAdatameM beThI ho taba vaha kahate haiM ki aisA mata kro| tuma merI hI sAmane beThI rho| mujhe hI khudA samakSa lo| mujhe hI dharma mAna lo| bhogake lie merI hI AjJA uThAyA kro| isase tumheM isa lokameM aura para lokameM sukha milegaa| aura tuma paravaradigArake pAsa bhI jA zakoMgI! ... aisI azubha vAsanAoMkI AjJA denekA, mardokoM paravAnA dIyA " gayA haiM kyA ? jI nahi / aurata jaba Atmonati yA paramArtha kArya zA karatI ho aura saMsArake vyavahArako bAdhA na pahUMce isa taraha apanA na dharmakA pAlana karatI ho taba mardokI-auratako apane mardako khudA samajhanA-esI AjJA kabhI asara nahi kregii| saMsArake sabhI mardoko kahA jAtA hai ki badacAlase apanI bIbIke dilako Thesa mata lgaanaa| kyoMkI jIsa gharameM aurata rotI hai, ThaMDI Ahe bharatI hai aura becaina rahatI hai, usa gharameM na kabhI zAMti rahatI hai aura na kabhI usa gharako unnatti hotI hai| Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAsana sImA cora > jJAnanI parama (TAITala 2-3 nA paricaya ) zrI cImanalAla vADIlAla buddhiprabhA'nA peTna che. teonA paricaya ame dIvALI akamAM ApI gayAM chIe. teozrInA sva. kAkA zrI meAhunalAla vakhatacaMdanA smarazite zubha kAma karavA icchatA hatA. kAraNu teozrInA tee pAlaka putra huMnA. ane aneka upakAra temanA para hatA. khaMbhAta, mAMDavInI peALamAM meneAne je upAzraya hatA te chatuM thaI gaye hatA. pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAjone e makAnamAM khULa ja gavaDa paDatI hatI. AthI te tene jIvanaddAra rmAgatA hatA. zetrIe A taka jhaDapI lIdhI. ane peAtAnA meDhA bhAganA kharce A upAzrayane jirNodhAra karAvyeA. ane A upAzrayane zrI mAhanalAla vakhatacakra jaina jJAnamaMdira' nAma ApI sva. kAkAne 'jalI ApI. citramAM baMDI ne TApI paherI ubhA chete zeThazrI cImanalAla vADIlAla che. ane bAjumAM zrI vizA poravADa jJAtinA cetanavaMtA kArya kara zrI sumanalAla svarUpacaMdra UbhA che. zrImadjInI smRtimAM (sANaMda) atrenA guru maMdiranI varSagAMTha nimitte zrImad buddhisAgarasUrizvarajInA paTTara ziSya prazAMtamUrti pUjyapAda AcArya deveza zrImad kati sAgarasUri chatI maMgaLanizrAmAM eka utsava ujavavAmAM AvyA hate. temaja kAgaNu suda trIjanA maMgaLadine bha. padmaprabhunA derAsaramAM abhiSeka karavAmAM AvyA hatA. A nimitta zeThazrI chaganalAla premacaMdabhAI taraphathI svAmI vAsaNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. pUjA-bhAvanA ane prabhAvanA paNa karavAmAM AvI hatI. phAgaNu vada sAtamanA atrenajadikanA bhaviSyamAM UbhI thanAra dharmazALAnuM zIlApaN pU. A. bhagavaMta zrImad kArtisAgarasUrIzvarajInA varada haste thayuM hatuM, .. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ '' .:: :::::::::::::: :::::::::::::::::::::: 6 bhale lAMbI bhale vikaTa he bhavayAtrA mArI, bhaya nA kazA sArathI huM A ja bhagavAnane. - paricaya - uttara gujarAtamAM Avela kukaravADA gAmamAM jenyuArI mAsamAM, parama pUjya panyAsa pravara anuyAgAcArya zrI mahedayasAgarajI gaNivarya temaja paM. pra. zrI subodhasAgarajI gaNivarya Adi ThANAnI zubha nizrAmAM zatAbdi mahotsava yojavAmAM AvyA hatuM te prasaMge zAMti snAtranA varadheDA nIkaLyo hate. tasvIramAM kaMsArA bajAramAM mazahura vepArI zrI ratIlAla nagInadAsanA suputra vinodakumAra ratha hAMkI rahyA che ne rathamAM , sau. lIlAvaMtIbena ratIlAla bhagavAnane laI beThA che. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e zani-maMgaLanAM devatAo ! zAne gAo tame tephAnI gIte? jagatane gUMjavA che zAMtinA gI che. zeTha zrI ratIlAla nagInadAsa temaja temanA dharmapatnI lIlAvaMtIbene praha pUjana karIne jamata zAMtinI prArthanA karI te veLAnuM eka dazya. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. *.F * i[E * * *. Hsa ghaNuM bharyuM e mana! tuM saMsAramAM, ghaDI to basa have navakAramAM. zatAbdi mahotsavamAM babbe vakhata sAdharminuM vAtsalya karanAra babbe prahanuM pUjana karanAra, ratha sArathI bananAra zeThazrI ratIlAla nagInadAsa temaja teozrInAM dharmapatnI lIlAvaMtIbena, grahapUjana karyA bAda navakAranA jApa japI rahyA che. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAM ravA sa vatu, zrI zramaNa sasya zAMti zrI brahma leAkasya zAMti bhavatu. 1 zAMti snAtra mahotsavanuM eka dRzya. dADhI para hAtha mUkI, garama sAla oDhIne UbhelA, H buddhiprabhA' nA Adya ta MtrI temaja A zatAbdi maheAtsavanA kriyA vidhAyaka paDitavaya zrI mIladAsa kesarIca'a saMghavI UbhA che. temanI bAjumAM ardho khesa eDhIne UbhelA temanA sahu kAryakara zrI bharatakumAra che ane temanI bAjumAM paMDitajInA suputra zrI yazavatakumAra UbhA che. A badhAnI sAmI harALamAM zrIphaLa laine UbhA che teo zeThazrI ratIlAla nagInadAsa che. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i* se... * * * na - 1 che. 1 . * , ja * * :: , . * * * . * .* * * * * * "."* . nathI bhagavAna te maMdira paNa kaMI nathI, bhale ne pahecato mAnavI zani-maMgaLa para maherabAM nathI je e zAMti paNa kaI nathI. kukaravADAnA zatAbdi mahotsavamAM ghaNAye sAre e lAbha lIdho che. ane karmanI nirjarI karI che. muMbaI sutara bajAramAM varasethI pratiSThita banelA zeTha zrI gokaladAsa sakalacade paNa grahapUjana karIne jagata zAMti karAvI hatI. citramAM zeThazrI gokaladAsabhAI temaja temanAM dharmapatnI hIrAbena grahapUjana karyA pachI ubhA rahelAM jaNAya che. beThelA be bhUlakAM e temanAM bhAIzrI maNIlAlanA suputrI rAjendra ane Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 ] budhdhiprabhA [tA. 10-3-14 adhyAtmayAgI ane aSTAMgayogI sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInA zramaNu ziye temaja zrAvaka bhakate dvega. jeTha vada trIja e gurudevanI svargArANa tithi hevAthI te prasaMge budhdhiprabhA' nA viziSa, daLadAra ne samRdhdha avA 'gurujayaMti' vizeSAMka lakho mAle. i A prasaMga zrIgurude the ApanA saMsmaraNo Avazya lakhI meka --ApanA gAmamAM gurumaMdira kAya teA tenA phATA mekalI Ape|. --temanA sAhityanA abhyAsa karAvatAM lekhA lakho mekale. --tamArI pAse gurudevanA hasta lekhita patrA hoya te melI Ape. ----citrakAre temanA vividha bhAva batAvatAM bleka banI zake tevA e raMgI pheTA citrI mekale tamArI vaMdanA lakhI mekale. nnn ---- nA aDatA e mAnavamAtrane mahAmaMtra che. tenA vyarvasthata pracAra samAjane abhyudaya thaI zake nahIM. temAkhe jee viSama sayAgAnA pariNAme dha bhUlyA che, temane te ahiMsAnA mahAmaMtra avazya sabhaLAvavA joie. A kArya mAtra zabdanA svati pUravAthI thatuM nathI. te mATe ekaniSTha banI, akhaMDa avirata prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. gujarAtanuM gauravazALI jaina mizana. paramAra kSatriya jainadhama pracAraka sabhA, je kheDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM ahiMsA dharmanA vyavasthita pracAra karI rahyuM che. ane tenuM pariNAma uttarAttara suMdara AvatuM rahyuM che. chellAM 5 dara varSa thI kAya karI rahela A sasthAnA paricaya meLave ane sahakAra Ape. ne ApaNe ema sacchatA hoie ke ahiMsA dharmanA pracAra vadhe ane khIjA dvArA bhAe tenA jhaMDA nIce AvI potAnuM lyANu sAthe te A saMsthAne chuTA hAthe paisAnI madada karavI ghaTe che. meDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA derAsaronI padhAro. ane A kArya kSetranuM nirikSaNu karA. paMcatIrthAnA Adarzona karavA kAryAlaya : madada mekalavAnuM ThekANuM : zeTha vADIlAla rAdhavajI 457, saradAra vI. pI.Da, 61, tAMbA kAMTA, muMbaI 3. 2 je mALe, muMbaI 4. mAnad maMtrI : jeThAlAla lakSmIca`da zAhu izvaralAla kasturacaMda sALavI Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA thI jIsTrezana opha nyujhapepara (senTrala ) rUlsa 1960 anvaye " buddhiprabhA " mAsika patra agenI mAhiti Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aprola-24 janma kalyANaka vizeSAMka mATe khAsa : buddhiprabhA jAhera kare che. nibaMdha hariphAi ane vArtA hariphAI prathama inAmaH rUA. 31 : bIjuM inAma rU. 25 trIjuM InAma rU. 11 anya vyaktione puraskAra ApavAmAM Avaze. chellI tA. 15 eprila 1964H pariNAma tA. 10 juna 1964 ' : sucanA :-- 1. lekha ane vArtA kulaskepa pAMca pAnAthI vadhu na hovA joie. 2. tamArI kRti kAgaLanI eka bAjue svaracha akSare, tamAruM pUruM nAma | saranAmuM lakhIne ja evI.. 3. lekha temaja vArtAnA svIkAra-asvIkAra mATe jarUrI TikITo bIDI . haze toja patravyavahAra karavAmAM Avaze. - nibaMdha hariphAInA viSayo - (1) jagata saMskRtimAM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM pradAna. (2) bha. mahAvIranI samAjakAlina sthiti, (3) jagata dharmonAM saMsthApakomAM bha. mahAvIranI viziSTatA. (4) mahAvIra ane budhano gRhatyAga H eka tulanA. (5) bhAratanI AjhAdI bha. mahAvIranI sadAya sahanuM raheze. vArtA hariphAI jaina sUve, zAstro, siddhAMto temaja AgAmomAM sacavAyelI jaina paurANika kathAo AdhArita dharma kathAo; cAritra viSayaka vArtAo, tIrthakara temaja zramaNa bhagavaMtonA jIvana prasaMge, rekhAcitro vi. bha, mahAvIranA jIvana-viSayaka vArtAone prathama pasaMdagI ApavAmAM Avaze. ! tamArI kRti Aje ja mekale. lavAjama : ! kAryAlaya : buddhiprabhA' ro. pAMca (bhAratamAM) C/o dhaneza enDa ku. 19ra1 pIkeTa kosalena, rA. sAta (paradezamAM) muMbaI 2 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAzraya e mAtra IMTa-cUnAnuM makAna ja nathI; zramaNa saMskRtinu e teA jIvatu smAraka che. - tasvIrakAra :-JApAla sTuDIyA ( kha bhAta ) + (paricaya mATe zAsana samAcAra vAMcA). Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ March 1964 BUDDHIPRABHA Regd No. G.4.2 = zrI kanu cekasI kukaravADA tasvIrakAra rathayAtrA. Cover printed at Kishore Printery - Crescent Chambers, Tamarind Lane, Fort. Bombay