Book Title: Buddhiprabha 1917 05 06 SrNo 11 12
Author(s): Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ janama ja * * * * * Truth - * . S IN Nr * = GHT OF REASO ) ji : ---- - deza, samAja, dharma vagere jaina ane jainetara sAhityathI vibhUSita. kuratA zuM * : - 28 zaM ??-2. nana a . . . . . . . . . vyavazAmaka akhakaH. mA, maNila mihanalAla pAdarAkara. rA, kezava ha. zika, vidarzana, vipara, che vilaya. . . . . enA kanirAja zrI hisAgarama, 245 ra ra ane ahiMsA dharma kezava kereka, . . . - ra46. 4 zraTanamAM thayelA keTalAka pheraphArai. . . . . . . . . 28 * haNI sAhebanI samaju ... . madana nhAnAbAra, prabhAskara. - 254 5 kAra sastotra... ... ... . papaTalAla kevaLacaMda zAha. .. 258 , kAM keLavaNunuM atirAsika daSTie kana ane tenI AvazyakatA. che. nagInala jeThAlAla kedI ... .23 { jaMjALanagarI. .. . . . bAburAva gAzupatarAma ThAkara bI. e. 21 8 amerikana bhAvanA . . . cunIlAla rasikalAla parikha bI. e. ke : " tamane dAna , , " tAra * * * * * * 2 3. sAbaramatI guNaci kAvya . kezava ha. . . . . rakaTa 16 magara mIlatA nahi .. - saMpAdaka . sAkara ... 1 12 svIkAra ane amiSAya...... kezava ha. zeTha * * zrI adhyAtma jJAnaprasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI zakA-rA, zaMkaralAla DAhyAbhAI kApaDIA, -amadAvAda, jama-varSa ekanA rUA. 1-4-0, chUTaka nakalanA be AnA Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . 0 ? 0 9 s che 248 a17ra zrImada buddhisA, 2jI granthamALAnA pragaTa thayelA pro. maLyAM kIM. rU. A. pA. 9. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 1 le. * 208 . 1. adhyAtma vyAkhyAna mALA... - 206 2. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 2 je. 336 3. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 7 ... 25 4. samAdhizatakama ... ' .* --- --0 che. anubhavaccizax. - . Ama pradIpa ... - 315 -- 0-8-0 che. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 4 - - 304 8. paramAtmAdarzana * * * 432 .. --12-0 6. paramAtmajyoti " pa. . 0-12-0 10. taravabiMdu -. ..* - 11. guNAnurAga (AvRtti bIjI) - *- 0-1-4 - 12. 13. bhajana saMgraha bhAga 5 me tathA jJAnadIpikA - - - 180 14. tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna (AvRtti bIjI.. , . - 0-1-0 15. adhyAtma bhajana saMgraha , na 0-6-0 16. cudha * ... -- - 7, tattvajJAnadIpikA - - 18. gahalI saMgraha .. * .. -3-0 18. zrAvaka dharma svarUpa bhAga 1 lo (AvRtti trIjI)* ... 20. ,, , bhAga 2 je (AvRtti trIjI)... 21. bhajana saMgraha bhAga ho.... - 22. vacanAmRta. * * * --- ... 388 * 014-0 23. egadIpaka, * * * * 268 0-14-0 24 jana etihAsika sasamALA... . , 408 1 - 25. adhyAtmazAnti (AvRtti bIjI) .. 0--3- 26. Anandaghana padasaMgrahabhAvArtha.... . 808 2, kAvyasaMgraha bhAga- 7 - 142 ... 28. hainadharmanI prAcIna ane arvAcIna thiti 86 ,, 2, kumArapALa caritra, . . . 287 ... A nIzAnIvALA maLe thalaka nathI. anya nIcalA sthaLethI vecANa maLaze 3, amadAvAda-buddhiprabhA aphIsa-De. rIcIroDa, 2. muMbAImesa meghajI hIrajanI kuM-che. pASadhuNI - zrI aMdhAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa che. caMpAgalI. - punA-roTha varada kucha--- tAla paMka * 11ra huM 1 che ---* Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ as I OF REASON GR deza, samAja, dharma vagere jaina ane jainetara sAhityathI vibhUSita. putA ? zuM. ] meM kUna-2128, [ J* 22-22, samAdhilaya. samAdhilaya lAgIre, AnaMdaghana parakhA, jhaLahaLa jyoti jAgIre, cidAnaMda ghara pAse; dharI dhAraNuM dhyAna dharyuM nija, tamayatA thaI Aja; brArabdhamAM Asana pUrNa, pAye bhuvananuM rAja sukhasAgaranI laherAre, dekhI bahu harakhA.. samAdhi. 1 haravuM pharavuM khAvuM pIvuM, karUM sarva vyavahAra attara suratA attara rahetI, laya lAgI nirdhAra; ulaTI AMkhe dekhyuM, kadI na jAya. huM A. samAdhi. 2 janma maraNa nahi mujane jANuM, nizcayanayathI beza kalagI vyavahAradazA che, AnaMda dhyAne haMmeza: siddha buddha, svAmI, dayA gaMga ghaTa nA. samAdhi. 3 tripuTI kAzInI aMdara, nirmala Atama jAta, Atama zaMkara mahAdeva, dekhatAM udheAta; mananA meLA maLIyAre, AnaMda rema rAma chAyo. samAdhi. 4 jAyuM anubhavyuM mana nizcaya, huM AnaMda svarUpa; samabhAve antaramAM peluM, nAve bhavabhaya dhUpa; kSapazamanA dhyAne re, buddhisAgara ghara Aye. samAdhi, 5 ganika munirAjazrI buddhisAgara sUrijI. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 246 buddhibhA. akabara ane ahiMsA dharma. prAtaH ramaNiya samrATu akabaranuM nAma oLakhAvavuM nahIM paDe. ItihAsathI anabhijJa ke ItihAsanA rasa nahIM thavA lekoe paNa, jIvananA koI virala prasaMge akabaranuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM haze. ane samrATanA nAmane yaza kadAca temaNe mAMDelA aneka yuddha prasaMgoe apALyuM haze. tathApi temanA nAmanuM, temanA avatAranuM, temanA cAyinuM mahatva te samaSTi bhAvanAthI cukata sanAtana dharmavalakhI temanA vartana tArAja aMkAyuM che. uttarAvasathAmAM samrATa akabare sAcA Aryane chAje evAM ghaNAM kAryo karelAM. ane hiMdu ke IsalAma varga e zahenazAhathI sadA saMtuSTa rahe, Aje paNa akabaranuM yazasvI jIvana badhI kememAM AdarathI vaMcAya che; jo ke akakharane janma IslAmika kuLamAM thaye hate. mukhyatve karIne aMgrejI, baMgALI, marAThI, hiMdI ane gurjara bhASAmAM akabaranuM jIvana ane jIvananI rUparekhA bhinna bhinna dRSTie lakhAela che. haju navI kalame e jAnuM jIvana lakhAyAM jAya che. Ama eka taraphathI akabaranAM jIvana lakhAya che, te bIjI taraphathI mAtA" jevA pratiSThita baMgALI mAsika patramAM "akabara nirakSara hatA ke kema? e praznanA AlecanA-pratyAcanA karavA sArU keTalAka samartha ItihAsa kaTibaddha thaI rahyA che ! etikAsika viSayanI vizeSatA vAste A prakAranA prayAse AzIrvAda rUpa che. zahenazAha akabaranA jIvanavratane paricaya karAvanAra jeTalA aMgrejI bhASAmAM graMtha prakaTa thayA che, temAM hAla eka navA graMthanuM umeraNa thayuM che. te graMthanuM nAma "akabara" che, ane tenA lekhakanuM nAma che. vinsenTa mila che. smithe sAhebe prara graMtha taiyAra karavAmAM hada vALI che. atyAra thI jeTalA aMgrejI graMthe, akabaranA jIvana sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvAra prakaTa thavA che, te saghaLAnA gaMbhIra avalokana pachI A graMtha taiyAra thayuM che. TavuM ja nahIM paNa itara lekhakoe akabara vize pratipAdana kareluM mahatva ane mAhitI uparAMta rimatha sAhebe keTalIka navI prasAdI raju karI che,-tene adyApi paryata koI paNa pazcimanA vidvAne jAheramAM mukI naDatI. ahIM ekAda varatu utArIza. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akabara ane ahiMsA dharma 24 smitha sAhebe pitAnA graMthanA pAna 165, 166, 169, 26, 263, 335, 339 ane 351 vageremAM " zahenazAha akabaranA hRdaya para jenee ane khAsa karIne te kALanA jainAcArya zrI hIravijayasUrijIe ke prabhAva bhADa hate." teno ullekha kare che. temaNe aneka pramANesaranI siddha dalIlo sAthe prasiddha karyuM che ke -- "#akabarane mAMsAhAra para najIvI ja rUci rahetI ane temaNe pitAnI uttarAvasthAmAM jyArathI janenA sahavAsamAM te AvyA, tyArathI te mAMsAhAra cheDIja dIdhe." hakIkata ATalI ja nathI. janAcAryonA gADha paricayamAM jema jema samrA khAvatA gayA tema tema temanA vicAramAM paNa ghaNuM parivartana thayuM hatuM. tenuM suMdara citra rimadha sAhebe utAreluM che. mAMsAhArane lagatA vicArone paNa ullekha temaNe karyo cheDAka namunAnI ahIM nedha laIzuM. mitha sAheba lakhe che - (1) akabaranI evI daDha mAnyatA baMdhAI hatI, ke " mAMsAhArIone mAMsa bhakSaNanI evI te lahaNa paDI jAya che ke je te lokene duHkhI thavuM paDatuM na hota, te teo potAnI jAtane paNa karaDI khAvA lalacAta!" (2) akabara pitAnI kizorAvasthAmAM jyAre jyAre mAMsa rAMdhavAnI AjJA pharamAvate, tyAre paNa tene khAsa AnaMda te na ja thato. ane taiyAra rAyelA tevA bhajana para tenI rUci paNa bahu ochI rahetI. daramiyAna mAMsane aMge janmatI vicAra paraMparAmAMthI tenI vRtti pazu rakSaNanI AvarayakatA tarapha vaLI, ane tyAra pachI mAMsAhArane teNe hamezane mATe tyAga karyo. . (3) zahenazAha akabare pitAnI uttarAvasthAmAM, tenA rAjyAbhiSekanI maMgala tArIkhanA mahatsava prasaMge jAhera rIte prabhu prArthanA karelI, temAM AvA zA paNa hatA--"dayALu pitA ! amAruM A varSa nividane vahI gayuM te mATe tAre upakAra mAnIe chIe ane AvatA varSa mATe prAthae chIe, ke amane mAMsAhArathI alaga rAkha ke jethI AkhuM varSa AnaMdamAM vahe." (4) khATakI-kasAI ke mAchImAra leko pratye akabarane bahu aNugame rahete. te lekAnAM raheThANa viSe akabare DhaMDhare paTole ke kasAI, machImAra ane eja koTinA anya jemane dhadha kevaLa hiMsAja karavAne * (Ic Gira little pvt ffr w uch, w up the view it entirely in the later yodi, si iis illi, want he came under Jain inilut1.c. ) Pile 533. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 248 buddhiprabhA. hoya, temane vAte rahevAnAM sthaLa, varatIthI cheka cheTe rAkhavAM. ane anya taratInA sahavAsamAM teo na Ave tene mATe daMDa-sajAne prabaMdha racAze." (5) akabare eka sthaLe ema paNa kahyuM che ke mAnavIe potAnA udajamAM anya prANIonI kabara nahIM banAvavI joIe." jIvaDayAne saMpUrNa raMga lAgyA sivAya zahenazAha akabaranA AvA sidvAMte baMdhAya nahIM. simapa sAhebe eka bIjI bAbata paNa lakSamAM lIdhI che. ane te bAbata para ApaNI daSTi karyA vagara nahIM rahe pinaheyarsa (IPinheirs) nAmanA eka Tugijha pAdarIne mitha sAhebe eka patra tA. 3 sapTembara 1915 ne roja lAhorathI lakhele te hAlamAM prakaTa thayela che. te patramAM eka A vAkaya paNa daSTigocara thAya che - "He follows the sect of the Jainas." (Verlei) l'age 262. matalaba ke akabara jaina siddhAMtane anuyAyI che. Ama lakhI temaNe keTalAMka pramANe paNa patramAM TAMkyAM che. prastuta nakalanI prApti mATe hAla prayatna thAya che ane prayatna ja phaLe te akabarane jenI saMbaMdhane lagata nave prakAza ApaNane jANavA maLe - ApaNe emaja IcchIzuM. A patra je samaye lakhyA hatA te samayamAM zrI vijayasenasUrijI lAhoramAM akabaranI sAthe rahetA hatA. rimadha sAhebe "akabara" vALA ja graMthamAM keTalIka bIjI bAbatane samAveza karela che. ane te "zrI hIravijayasUrijI ane zahenazAha akabaranA saMbaMdhamAM" lIpI baddha che. " The Jain Teachers of Akber" nAmane Rs au R, G, Bhandarkar Cominemoration Volume Hi 3452 zake che, tene hiMdI anuvAda bADA vakhatamAM thaze evI AzA rAya che, Ama thatAM ghaNu aprasiddha bAbate akabaranA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNe paNa zakIzuM. navA hiMdI mAsika "dhamAMbyudaya" nA taMtrInI eka nedha uparathI A hakIkata lakhI zakAI che kezava haze, ke sAhi. apIla , Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ briTanamAM thayelA keTalAka pherAre, 24tt briTanamAM thayelA keTalAka pheraphAro. * briTiza ane hindI vikramanA tA. 30mI eprilanA aMkamAM navIna prakAza pheMkata prastuta prAsaMgika lekha prakaTa thayela hatuM. amArA patranA vAcake vAste ahIM tene upakAra sAthe utArI laIe chIe.' laDAInuM bIjuM varSa pUruM thayuM, tyAre briTanamAM jIMdagInI hAnI nhAnI bAbatamAM paNa pheraphAre dekhAvA lAgyA. dIvAsaLInI DAbalIonI achata thaI, ane AgagADImAM eka bIDI pInAra bIjAnI pAsethI dIvAsaLInI DAbalI mAge, te "asabhya" gaNavA lAgyuM. vartamAnapatro nhAnAM thavA lAgyAM, dIvAle upara caDAtAM chApAM adrazya thayAM, ane tene badale vecanArAo cAkathI lakhavA mAMDayA. keTalIka AgagADIo cAlatI baMdha thaI, sTezane paNa baMdha thayAM, ane mAInA mAIla sudhI pATA ukheDIne pazcima merAnI pAchaLa lAIne bAMdhavA sArU mekalavAmAM AvyA. khAMDanI achata thaI ane dhIme dhIme cAnI dukAnamAM paricArikAe pUchavA lAgI, ke "Apane khAMDa joIe ?" chatAM "hA" pADanArane te thoDA pramANamAM apAvA lAgI. AnagI mejabAnIo apAtI lagabhaga baMdha paDI, ane koIvAra apAtI, te temAM utsAha dekhAte nahIM. kapaDAM sIvanArAone udyoga cAlu rahele, paNa sine junAM kapaDAMthI nibhAvavAnI salAha maLatI. vepArIo gharAoe kharIdelA mAlanAM pArsale banI zake evuM hoya tyAre teo pite uThAvI jAya evo Agraha karatA, ane koI gharAka pArsala laI javAnI nA pADe, te te kayAre pahoMcatuM karI zakAze, te tArIkha ApavAnI nA pADatA. parAMnI ghaNI zerIomAM sArI sthitinA mANase pitAnI kharIdIe piteja vahI jatA dekhAtA. sAdhAraNa kAmakAja mATe deDatA chekazao dArUgoLo banAvavAnAM kArakhAnAMomAM dAkhala thayelA ane e varganI chokarIo bAIsIkala upara pharatI thayelI. gharamAM kAmakAja mATe nokarInI achata thayelI, nATazALAomAM sAMine pizAka pahere, e "asabhya " gaNAvA lAgyuM ane nATakarALAonAM khANuM arAjya thaI paDyAM. meTara gADIo mUkI chAMDanAmAM athavA vecI nAMkhavAmAM AvI. vhiskImAM vadhAre pANI AvavA lAgyuM, ane chatAM tenI kiMmata dara mahine navalI rahI. TapATAnA phALe AchA banavA mADavA. ane te kalAmatImAM ghaTADe yA. halakArAomAM mAtra gharaDA AdamIe rahyA, ke jeo paTIo sApha karatA Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA ane bhAre pArsale uTAvI jatA. TapAlanA ane tAranA kAmamAM sIe dAkhala thai. tAra laI janArA chekarA udyoge mAM dAkhala thayA, ane temane manA musArA maLavA mAMDayA. lekhake, kaDiyAe, gavaiyAo, vagerenI rAju ochI thaI, relavenI musApharI agavaDavALI tathA kharcALa dhai. dUra jatI gADIomAM khArAkanI vyavasthA badha paDI, eTale utArUo bhAta sAthe rAkhavA lAgyA. pharatI nATaka maMDaLInI hADamArIomAM vadhA thaye. jakazane upara temane kalAkonA kalAko sudhI besI rahevuM paDatuM, temane "rIjhas " DakhkhA maLI zakatA nahI, ane mAla hu salAmatImAM pahoMcavA khAkhahu adeza rahetA. paradezanI musApharI bahu mahattvanuM kAma hoya temanAthIja nI zake evuM thayeluM. sabamarInanA bhayathI jeo na aTakatA, temane paravAnA meLavavAnI muzkelIthI aTakavuM paDatuM, 250 laMDananI zerIomAM paNa musApharI muzkela thayelo, kAraNake Amnasa gADIone peTrola amuka pramANamAMja maLI zakatu. peTrolanI chatane lIdhe meTara gADIo paNa ochI doDatI, eTale munI DhabanI voDAgADIo pAchI cAlatI thayelI. tahevAre paLAvA nahI. utsavanA divaso AvatA, pazu kAma nira'tara sAlu AkhavuM paDatu. tahevAra na maLavAthI ane cusApharI na banavAthI ke aniSTa vAtAno vadhAro thayelo. e ane purUSa! kenane nadhAre upayega karavA lAgyAM ane bhaviSya kahenArAonI rAjI vadhI. pAse phAkana hoya tenI aparAdhamAM gaNanA thavA lAgI, ane te mATe 100 pAMDanA daMDanI tavA cha mahi nAnI kedanI sajhA TharI. bhaviSya kahenArAomAMnA ghaNA upara koTAmAM kAma cAleluM, paNa tethI temanA dhadhe baMdha paDelA nahIM, ghareghara karanAra pheriyAo adRzya thayelA ane zerIomAM dIvALI vagere nhAnI vastuo vecanArA dekhAtA nahI, laDAine lIdhe e varganA mANaso paNa kAme lAgI gayelA. rAjya rakSaNanA kAyadAthI je ghaNI vastuo karavAnI mana! thayelA, temAMnI keTalIka nIce pramANe hatIH-- koI paNa vIsImAM, relavenA DabbAmAM, ke hera sthAnamAM tADakAnuM ava lazkarI khAkhatA, badhI vAta = kaMi lazkarI hIlacAla athavA cepananA philma na hoya taMtra uM vAla kahevA. gArakA khAte phe evuM karma kahevuM ke jethI gesa hovA chatAM che, evuM kAAMbhaLanArane lA che, Apyu Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ briTanamAM evA keTalAka phecchA 251 evuM kaMI kahevuM athavA pharavuM, ke jethI mitrarAjanAM lazka upara AkSepa thAya, athavA taTastha rAjyonI sAthenA dezanA saMbaMdhane hAni pahoce. kaI pelinanI caDAInI ke briTizone thayelA nukasAnanI AdhAra vagaranI aphavA kahevI. koI khalAsIne pUchavuM ke te kayA vahANamAM che, athavA keI sipAIne pUchavuM, ke tenuM lazkara kayAM gesvAyeluM che. prajAne khabara na hoya, tevI kaI vAta koI amaladArane pUchavI. lazkarI pradezamAM rahenAra keI paNa mANasane kAgaLa lakhIne e pradezamAM zuM cAle che, ema pUchAvavuM. kaI paNa taTastha dezanI sAthenA patravyavahAramAM sAMketika bhASAne upavega karo. je kaI kAgaLa A athavA amuka bhAgamAM adazya zAhIthI lakhele hiya, te bahAra mekala. relavenI hadamAM haka pagara za kare; athavA kamAna, pUle, athavA TanalanI AsapAsa bhaTakavuM. nimAyelA ejanTanI mAraphata sivAya koI paNa taTastha dezamAM vartamAna patra mokalavuM. khAsa paravAnagI vagara koI sarakArI kArakhAnAmAM pisavuM, athavA lazkarI'oe taiyAra karelI khAI upara cAlavuM. lazkaranI Abaru ochI thAya evAM citra batAvavAM, athavA lazkarI baMdebastane hAni pahoMce, evAM nATaka raMgabhUmi upara bhajavavAM. senA athavA nakAmAM nekarI vagara kaI paNa jAtane lazkarI pozAka dhAraNa karavo. nATakanI raMgabhUmi upara khelADI tarIke paNa. na kAnA koI paNa vahANunA citravALuM riTakArDa banAvavuM, kharIdavuM, ane thA mokalavuM. nizAna ApavAmAM vAparI zakAya te kaMI paNa pataMga cagAva. sAMbanA pAMca ke prakAza bujhAvavAno je vakhata harAvelo hoya, te pachI gamArA caDAvavA, ke AtazabAjI dekhADavI, ke vADInA kacarAnI paNa vApaNI karavI. zanivAre, athavA ravivAre, athavA bIjI koI paNa divase bapora ane aDhI vAgyAnI vaccenA sivAyane vakhate, hirakI athavA bIjI koI dArUnI kharIdI karavI. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 252 buddhiprabhA relavenA rIphrezamenTa rUma" mAM gAthavA evAja ke rathAnamAM vhiskI, brAnDI, athavA bIjA koI dArUnI kharIdI karavI. caDavAne baMdare athavA tyAM jatA kei paNa sipAIne, athavA IspitAlanA pizAkamAM koI paNa sipAI ke khalAsIne, kaI paNa ke pINuM ApavuM, athavA ApavAnuM kahevuM. senuM, rUpuM, athavA branna pigaLI nAMkhavuM. nakkI karelA vajanathI vadhAre sIsAnI ke bIjI koI paNa dhAtunI kharIdI karavI. kaI paNa kutarAne, ghaDane, ke bIjA pazune roTale Ape. 1917 nI vasaMtathI IMglaMDanA pAchalA vADAo paNa UgelI tarakArIne lIdhe lIlA dekhAvA lAgyA, kAraNake amaladAroe AgrahathI upadeza karele, ke jenI pAse vADIne eka TukaDe paNa hoya, tevA gharadhaNIe temAMthI bane THEii kherAka utpanna karI joIe. laMDananA parAMomAM pharanAra dareka mANasa joI zako, ke e sUcanA prajAe eka hukama gaNIne upADI lIdhI hatI. makAna bAMdhavAnI tamAma khAlI jagyAmAM judA judA bhANa e nahAnI -nhAnI vADIe banAvelI, ane eka vADI banAvanAra kaMIka nhAnA aparAdhamAM AvyuM haze, te e kahevAthI chUTI gayele, ke "meM 100 pAMDanAM phUlajhADa kADhI nAkhIne temAM 20 pADanAM baTeTAM vAvyAM che." vAnAM ojAronI eTalI achata thayelI, ke pArAzIo ekabIjAnAM mAgIne calAvavA lAgelA. ane laDAIne lIdhe greTa briTananAM gharo upara kevI asara pelI? ghaNuM ghare tuTI gayelAM, kAraNake mukhya AdhAra pAcho na Ave e rIte dUra thaye hatuM, ane vidhavA tathA bAlako bIjA kuTuMbamAM bhaLI gayAM hatAM. paNa je gharamAM e banAva banyA nahe.te, teo paNa puruSa me khare javAthI ghara jevAM lAgatAM nahIM. phanicara koIka ThekANe mUkI devAmAM AveluM, ke jethI strI pitAnAM mAM bApane tyAM javAne chUTI thaI zake, ane pahelI rajAnI rAha joI zake. pharajiyAta lazkarI karIne kAyade dAkhala thaye, te pachI phinicaranA saMgraha mATe adhikArIoe baMdebarata kare; ane je devaLe, vakhAre, jagere nakAmAM paDyAM hatAM, temane ghaNAM gharanA pharnicaranA saMgraha mATe upaga thayele. zaheramAM tavaMgaronI ghaNI havelIe jakhamI sipAIone vAte iripAla tarIke vAparavA sArU ApavAmAM AvelI. baratInI meTI hIlacAle thayelI. jyAre majA Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ briTanamAM thayelA keTalAka pheraphAre. 256 rine taMgI jAvA lAgI, ane khetInuM kAma prajAkIya mahattvanuM thayuM, tyAre ghaNA zaheramAM vasanArAo e kAmamAM bhAga levA sArU gAmaDAomAM gayelA; ane ghaNA gAmaDAnA leke dArUgeLAnAM, kApaDanAM, ane vimAnanAM akhAnAMemAM kAma tathA musAra meLavavA sArU zaheramAM AvelA lagnanuM pramANa vadheluM, paNa thoDAja navAM ghare mAMDavAmAM AvelAM. kArake lagna paNa ceDA divasanI rajAmAM thaI jatAM, ane navA paraNelA puruSe cheDe vakhata rahIne me kharA upara pAchA pharatA. gharanI aMdara paNa bahu pheraphAra thayelA, kAraNake mAtAo kAma karavA jatI. ugI lattAomAM bAlakone mATe Azrame ubhA thayelA, ke jyAM laMTiyara paricArikAe temanI saMbhALa letI, ane prakAre upara dekharekha rAkhatI. sahakArI rasoDAmAM cAlatAM thayelAM. sarakAranA aMkuza nIce cAlatAM kAraAnAomAM dasa lAkha karatAM vadhAre strIone khAvAnuM maLatuM ane taiiyAra rAkane upayoga vadhAre thayela. trIjA ziyALAmAM kolasAnI achata e thayelI, ke sArI sArI bAnuone moTara bhADe karIne kelasAnI khAmAMthI arthe haMDreDaveTa (=56 zera) kelasA levA javuM paDatuM mAlake nizALa ane gharanI dekharekha ochI thatAM vadhAre ravataMtra ane sAhasika thayelAM. mahAnAM bahAnAM kAma karanAra chekarAo puruSanA jeTalA pagAra meLavatA thayelA. badhAM meTAM zaheramAM juvAniyAoe karelA aparAdhanI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thayelo. pacAsa TakAnA vadhArAne roTe bhAga hAnI cerIone hate paNa gaMbhIra aparAdhenuM pramANa sarvatra thayeluM. kajithAe sudAM kamI thayelA, ane evuM lAgeluM, ke prajAo ane siddhAMte vaccenA. meTA virodhamAM khAnagI vidhei lupta thayA hoya, chatAM eka prakAranA virodhamAM vadhAre thayele, 1deg7 mAM chuTAcheDAnA jeTalA kesa thayelA, teTalA agAu kadApi thayelA nahIM. kula 394 kesamAMthI 360 bilakula bacAva vagaranA hatA. - --taja ja nma Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * * * * buddhi mAraanniisaahebnii ratnamaMjuSA. saradAra ajItasiMha jyAre muMbaImAM hatuM tyAre eka dahADe savAre pilisa kamizanaranI oNphisamAM tAra Aje. tAramAM nIce mujaba bInA hatI - zrI mahArANI sAheba saMrathAna indranagara emanI jhaverAtanI peTI guma thaelI che, ane ekAda hazIAra gupta dUta mekalaze te tene turata pattA lAgaze. te vakhate ajItasiMha paravArate hovAthI pilIsa kamizanare uparanI kAmagirI teneja seMpI. ajItasiMha eka sabhya paNAnA vezamAM indranagaramAM AvI dAkhala thaye. - Indranagara e dakSiNe mahArASTramAM eka bahAnuM saMsthAna hatuM. Indranagarane rAjyAdhikArI thoDAM varSa pahelAM maraNa pAmyuM hatuM. ane tenI pAchaLa rAjyane kArabhAra tenI pAchuM vasudharA calAvatI hatI. vasudhA rANIne ravabhAva ghaNeja zAnta ane suzIla hate. vasuMdharA rANInA pIyaranI maMDaLI IndranagaramAM paNa tarIke AvI hatI teja arasAmAM temanI rojanAM vAparavAnAM ghareNuMnI piTI ekAeka guma thaI gaI hatI. AjanInA mahAlamAM ane poNAo mATe khAsa taiyAra karelAM vizALa bhuvanamAM tapAsa karavAmAM AvI paNa pattA lAge nahi. tyAre rANIsAhebanA khAnagI kArabhArIe muMbaInA pilIsa kamIzanarane uparane tAra karyo hato. IndranagaranI pharatene pradeza che ke viratIrNa hote, te Indranagara kAMI nhAnuM sarakhuM zahera hatuM. aMgreja sarakAranI zAMta chAyA taLe Adhunika kALa paryata chelAmAM chellI thayelI zodhanA atitvamAM AvelI aneka sudhAraNA haimAM hatI. ane indranagara e jI. AI. pI. relvenuM dakSiNa mahArASTramAMnuM eka meTuM jaMkazana hovAthI tyAM dezadezanA aneka lokenuM AvavuM ja thatuM. indranagaramAM mahArASTranA ghaNAkharA saradAre ene InAmadAra baDA lekanI beMke ane kAryAlaye hatAM. ane te vyavasthita rIte cAlatAM hatAM. nagara bahAra nadIne tIre eka mATe bagIce hate. rAjaparivAramAMnA sabhya pariNAonA veSamAM Avela ajItasiMha sTezana pAsenAM vizrAMti bhuvanamAM utaryo. AkhA IndranagaramAM sarakArane rahevA lAyaka vizrAMtibhuvana Aja eka mAtra hatuM. vizrAMtibhuvana hAme eka nhAne paNa Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rANIsAhebanI nimatusA. 25 sudara bagIce hate. mabalaka paisA kharaca karanArane A vizrAMtibhuvana eka rAjamahela jevuM lAgatuM. ajItasiMha IndranagaramAM AvatAM veMta pitAne rAjezrI pAka utArI nAMkhe. ane te taddezIya tarUNachATaka banyuM. vizrAMti bhuvananA mAlikane he prathamathI ja kahI rAkhyuM hatuM ke zaheramAMthI pite bhuvanamAM pAcho kyAre Avaze te nakakI nathI. - ajItasiMha rAjamArga parathI indranagaramAM ja hatuM. rAjamArganA khuNa para tene eka sundara baMgale dekhAvA lAgyA. baMgalAnA AgaLanA kaMpAunDamAM sundara hAnAM bahAnAM kulajhADa ropavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. bahArathI dekhAtuM kAcanI bArImAMnuM sAmana taddana ke dekhAtuM hatuM. te parathI e baMgalAmAM rahenAra kaI turatanAM ja rahevA AvelAM hovAM joIe ema koI paNa kalpI zake, ajItasiMhanAM tophaNa netre sahajarIte A navA baMgalA tarapha thayAM. baMgalA pAse jaI ajItasihe bAraNuM para mAreluM pItaLanuM be joyuM. te para nIce mujaba aMgrejImAM lakhyuM hatuM, MELE ROZARILA Peari Merchant. barDa vAMcyA pachI ajItasiMhe te baMgalA rahAmanA eka upahAragRhamAM praveza karyo. misa rojhArilA ane te Indranagara sarakhAM eka khUNAmAMnAM zaheramAM AvIne rahe, e eka atyaMta AzcaryakAraka vAta che. ajItasihe e vicAra karatAM eka kophIne kapa pIche. A rojhArilA bAI yAMnAM 1 ItyAdi tapAsa karavA mATe teNe IndranagaranA polIsa suprinTenDanTa pAsethI zaheranA keI paNa bhAgamAM game tyAre pharavAne paravAne meLave. teja divase rAtre aradhI rAta sudhI ajItasiMha teja upahAragRhamAM zI rahe. upahAragRha baMdha thayuM tyAre keTaleka vakhata teNe rastAmAM pharIne kaDhiye. rAtre aDhI vAgyAne sumAre baMgalAmAMthI eka sundara tarUNI bahAra AvI. te varUNIe baMgalAnA kaMpAunDanI bahAra AvatAM veMta eka naMbhIra sITI vagADI eTale turataja eka vikaTerIA tyAM AvIne hAjara thaI, vikaTerIAmAM te tarUbe beThI eTalo te cAlavA mAMDI. vikArIAnA pATIyAM para camana agara te tarUNI " jeNe tema ajItasiMha bezI gaye. vikaTe. rIo pUrNa vegamAM deDatI hatI. turAja dikarIo eka jhuMpaDAM AgaLa ubhI rahI, ajItasiMha haLaveja eka jhADa pAchaLa saMtAI gayA. paNa achata Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 256 buddhiprabA. siMhanI pahelAM ja jhADa AgaLa ubhelA be sase AgaLa AvyA, ane temaNe acAnaka ajItasiMhanA banne hAtha pakaDI lIdhA. te pachI eka jaNanA hAthamAM eka nhAne vIjaLIne dIve ane bIjAnA hAthamAM che bAranI rivara hatAM. banenA aMga para pATalI sUdhInA kALA jhabhA hatA. te kALA jhabhAnA burakhAmAMthI phakta temanI AMkho ja dekhAtI hatI. mAtra ne uparathI e vyaktie koNa che, enuM anumAna karavuM kaThina che. saradAra ajItasiMha te vyaktione pUrNapaNe AdhIna thaye. tenI rivelphara ane bIjuM sAmAna kheMcAvI levAmAM AvyuM. ajItasiMhane pitAnI rivara gayA mATe eTaluM kaMI lAgyuM nahi. paNa pite udhaDa rIte Aje zAlimAranI TeLImAMnA lokane hAtha paDaye ene viSe tene ghaNuM lAgyuM. ane jItasiMha AvI rIte ekAeka zAlimAranA lekenA hAthamAM AvI paDaye. ajItasiMhane eka bhoMyarAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. te tarUNI pAchI vikaTerIAmAM besIne indranagara tarapha vaLI, IndranagaranA vizALa prAsAdanA pAchaLanI bAjunA kaMpAunDamAM teNe pitAnI vikaTerIA ubhI rAkhI. vikaToriyarane kocamana te tarUNInI pIchAnane have joIe. ema koI paNa jANI zakaze kAraNe teNe bhADA viSe darakAra rAkhI nahi. gheDAne cAbuka mArate te vikaTerIA doDatI laI gaye. tarUNIe daravAjAparanuM eka hAnuM baTana dAmyuM, eTale daravAje pitAnI meMLa ughaDI gaye. te te dvAramAMthI aMdara gaI kAranI aMdara eka hAne sarakhe. rasta hatA. A raste paricaya vinAnAM mANase vinA keIne paNa khabara chevAne jarAye saMbhava hatuM. paNa te raste nitya paricayane hevAthI te tarUNI khuzAla aMdhArAmAMthI rANIsAhebanA mahelamAM gaI - tarUNa mahelamAM jaI pahoMcI. te vakhate eka suvarNa palaMgapara raNuM nidrAdevIne AdhIna thaI hatI. palaMganI baMne bAjue jALIdAra pizAka - hirelI be paricArikAe sUtelI hatI. sahejasAja vIjaLInA divAnA prakAza sivAya mahAlamAM badhuM zAnta hatuM. te tarUNIe mahAlamAM pravezatAM vAra badhA dIvA olavI nAMkhyA ane dhIme pagale rANIne palaMga AgaLa gaI, ane teNe gaNanA nAka AgaLa eka visarI padArtha lagA. te viSArI padArtha zvAsocchAsa sAthe pANInA peTamAM gayA ane rANI vasundharA udhamAM ne UMdhamAM bebhAna thaI gaI. rANI bebhAna thaI gaI che evI pustI khAtrI karyA pachI zeDA vakhatamAMja teNe rANIne pipAka paherI lIdhuM. ane pahelAMnI mAphaka eka gaMbhIra sITI vagADI. sIseTIne avAja tenA mukhabahAra gaye nahi tyAM te te tarUNa je mArge mahelamAM AvI hatI teja mArge sAta ATha kALA DabAvALA, Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rANIsAhebanI ratnamA mANase mahelamAM AvyA ane palaMgapara bezuddha avasthAmAM paDelI vasudharA rANIne mahelanI bahAra ANI. mArA AgaLaja eka bAra haoNrsapAvaranI mA8ra ubhI rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. meTaramAM rANIne tenIja sthitimAM sUvADI te zAlimAranu TALe ghaNA lAMbA atarapara vAyu vege nikaLI gayU. te tarUNIja have zrImanmamahArANI sasthAna IndranagaranA ratnajaDita suvarNa palaMgapara nidrAnu DhoMga karIne sUtI hatI. te uSa:kALathI te tarUNI zrIma-mamahArANI vasundharAne ThekANe rANIpada para ArUDha thaI. paNa A kArasthAnI tarUNI kANu hatI ? 257 ajItasiMhane laine te jhUMpaDImAM pravezyA pachI, te bahArathI dekhAtI jhUMpaDI aMdara eka bhayaMkara bhoMyarU hatuM. te bhoMyarAmAM ajItasiMhane kaI amuka vakhata mATe rahevu paDayuM nahi. kAraNa ke zAlimAranAM TALAMe thAya va khatamAMja rANI vasudharAne tyAM ANI, rANInI meTara grupamAM AgaLa AvI eTale ajItasihune eka paTArAmAM ghAlI te paTArA khaMdha karavAmAM AnyA ane meTaranI pAchalI sITa para mukavAmAM Avye. vijaLIne vege tyAMthI meTara pAchI cAlavA lAgI. Asare traNlR kalAka sUdhI mATara cAlI. sumAre traNa kalAka pachI ajItasiMhanA pArA eka khetaramAM pheMkI devAmAM Avye ane meTara bamaNA vegathI cAlI gai, te kyAM gaI tenI tapAsa karavAnuM ApaNe thaDA divasa mATe mulatvI rAkhIzuM. paraMtu ANImera ajItasiMhanuM zuM thayuM te ApaNe tayAsIye. pAsenA koi kheDute paTArA udhADI ajItasiMhane andhana mukta karyo. krodha AvezathI mukta thayele ajItasihu indranagara jaIne misa AjhIrIlAnI tapAsa karavA lAgyA. paraMtu tyAM tenI pUrNa nirAzA thaI. gaMgale khAlI hatI. AjhIrIlAnI tapAsa karavAnuM kAma teNe tyAMnI polIsane soMpyuM; ane pate muMbaI Avye. ajItasihune joi peAlIsa kamizanara melyA-- ** theMkasa mi. ajItasiMha ! IndranagaranA khAnagI sekreTarI taraphathI hamaNAMja tAra Avye che, temAM lakhe che kejhaverAtanI peTI rANIsAhebanA mahelamAM hatI. Apane niSkAraNe trAsa thayeA mATe mApha karaze. " phoIe paNa AIsanI geMga ajItasihanA mAthApara mUkavIoItI hatI. tenu mastaka aneka vicAra taraMgamAM bhramaNu karavA lAgyu. peAtAnI thayelI krUjetI te peAtAne mATe kahI zakyA nahi !* * jainetara daSTie lakhApakSe lekha, rA. nAIta hatAbhAI prabhAkara, *_FH=== Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 258 buddhabhA, bhaktAmara stotra. gujarAtI padyamAM bhASAMtara karanAra rA. piTalAla kevaLacaMda zAha, nArAtha ida. subhakta je vibudha te taNu namela tAjanA, maNita mukAtineja lAvatuM prakAzamAM kurIta aMdhakArane vidAranAra che, vaLI bhavAbdhimAM buDelane bacAvanAraje. kupALa jIna pAdayuga-ne su huM namuM, samasta zAstranuM rahasya jANavAthI upanyuM; sujJAta jeha, tehathI pravINa idrathI thayA, patAla svarga mRtyu lokamAM rahelA prANInA. khacita cittahAra zabda arthathI udAra je subhakta iMdrathI thayela stuti te vaDe khare; jinaeN Adya jeha teha devanAma devanI, khacita citta premathI karIza temanI stuti-1-2 sure pUjela yAdapITha ehavA aye prabhu nathI lagAra vikatA huM lAja viNa chuM vibhu! paDela pAne viSe javalaMtra caMdra biMganI, suprApti kAja bALaviNa ke mathe na mAnavI-3 zazAMkanI prabhA samAna guNanA samuda che guNe gaNuM batAvanAra ApanA ja keNa che ? samartha thAya nA kadI vibudha je bRhaspati, vinAzakALane viSe pramatta thAya che ati, pracaMDa maya jene viSe samudra e have, tarI bhujAthI pAra ke pAmaze ja tehane -- zuM AtmavIryane visArI siMha sAmuM nA thaze ? bacAvavA ziza, hariNa prIti dhA nA jaze? munIza! tema huM tamArI bhaktine adhina chuM, azakta, ratuvija nazIla thAuM chuM bhu che, rasALa majarI taNuM samUhane lIdhe ja te. madhura gAna netramAM kare 4 kilA khare, Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25Ta bAvAjara rahevA kare vAcALa bhakti tArI tema purajoramAM, vibudha upahAsya dhAma apahRta chuM chatAM--da timira bhRga tulya vyApta hoya rAtrIne viSe, tathApi sUrya kirNathI ja zIdhra teha nA haze, aneka janmamAM vadheluM pApa je manuSyanuM, jinendra ! Apa stutithI ja nAza pAmaze badhuM-cha saroja patramAM paDela vAri biMdu jeha te, sumatInI samAna kAMti nA teha pAmaze; mAnI e huM maMdabuddhi Apa tuti AdarUM, jinendranA pratApathI huM sujJa cittane ha3-8 sarAja sUryanI prabhAthI khIlatuMja jema te, samagra doSane vinAza Apa tetrathI bane; e te dura rAkhatAMya pAtake jaze khasI, jine! mAtra ApanI kathA taNuM prabhAvathI-9 samAna samRddhi thakI kare na Azrita karI, pachI dhanika kAma zuM trilokanAya nAthajI! nathI vizeSa te navAI bhakta Apa stutithI, samAna A5nI thatAMja Apa satya guNathI-10 svarUpa nirmimeSa darzanIya ApanuM ati, vikI anyamAM zI rIta dhArUM aMtare rati, zazAMka tulya kSIra zAbdhi duSpapAna pAmIne, pIvA samudra ke kSAra vAri keNa Icchaze-11 trilekanAM ziMgAra rU5 he dayAnidhi prabhu! nathI samAna ApanI ja anyarUpa ke vibhu ? virAga kAMtivAna je AthI ApanuM banyuM, svarUpa, teTalA aNuja mAtra pRthvImAM gANuM-12 jineApa sukha sarva upamAnane jIte, vaLI manuSya deva nAga sarva netrane hare; sumukha Apa eha kayAM malInacaMdra kyAM are ! dise pILuM palAzanuM dineja biMba te-13 kaLA thakIja pUrNa je zazAMkanA samuhanI, samAnaata guNa pAra jAya che trilekanIka Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA rahela nAtha jeha Apa ekaja Aza, caTa teneja koNa cAlatAM nivAraze?-14 vinAzakALane viSe ja vAyarAthI zuM caLe kadIya merU ga? ema kema nAtha saMbhave? suAsarA ame ja vikAramAne vize, kadI na jAya Apa citta tyAM navAI zuM dise?--15 jidra Apa, dhumra vATa tela viNa dIpa che, pahADane dhrujAvanAra vAyuthI na jaze; samagra A trikane prakAza ApanAra che, prakAzarUpa advitIya dIpadigdha Ape che-16 sumedha chaMda Apane prabhAva rekI nA zake, na ati Apane kadI na rahate grahI kAke trilokane prakAzanAra sarva kALa che. pratye ! adhika vizvamAMhi sUryathI prakAzanAra che-17 vidAranAra moha aMdhakAra nAtha mukha je, samartha DhAMkavA thaze na medha rAhu mukha e; apUrva caMdra biMba tuya vizvamAM prakAzatuM, analpa kAMtivAna padharUpa mukha ApanuM-18 atiza pakava zAvalekSetrathI bhUSita pRthvImAM, thaze zuM koI kArya siddha madha vRSTithI tihAM, jinendra ! Apa mukharUpa che, aMdhakArane haze, pachI zuM dinarAta sUryacaMdathI sare-19 ati prakAzavAna jeha jJAna Apane viSe, na bhinna paMthanA harihAdika viSe rise prakAza jAtavaMta je maNi viSe dhare rati ghare zuM tevI kAMti vyAsa kAmamAM rati kadI-20 hariharadi nIkhyA, vicArUM cittamAM rUchuM, khacIta joI temane ja citta ApamAM TharyuM; kadIya anyadevamAM bhavAMtare zuM citta A. jaze? are jaze nahi, jazeja ziva ApamAM.- 21 apAra nArI ApatI apAra janma bALane samAna ApanI ja anya putra kaNane te Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktAmara stotra dizA badhI nakSatra tejano samUha dhAratI, paraMtu pUrva eka patra sUrya janma ApatI-22 ace munIndra! Apane durIta pAsa sUryanI samAna, sAdhue vade pavitra Ape che ati, mahAna siddha mAnI mRtyu jItaze nakI muni, jinendra ! A samAna mokSadAI mArga ke nathI.-23 aciMtya, Ava, ne asaMkhya, brahmadeva chetame, anaMta, sarahita, kAmazatru, sAdhue vade, pavitra jJAnanuM svarUpa, ga jANanAra che, ane vaLI aneka, eka, legInA adhipa cho. --24 pUjela bodha Apane ja deva tethI baddha che. triloka sukhakAra hAI deva Apa zIva che; sudhIra mela mArganA vidhAnathI vidhija che, purUSa madhya zreSTha deva vyApamAna Ape che.-25 triloka harakha kApanAra deva Apane namuM, bhUleka kAMtirUpa nAtha Apane prabhu namuM; vilejamAM pUjAva che trilekanAtha huM namuM, bhavAbdhithI bacAvanAra natha Apane namuM.ra6 samagra guNa Apa Azraye rahela che prabhu, navAI tehamAM na darzanIyarUpa ApanuM; madAMdha pApane kadIya svapnamAM na AvatA, pavitra AparUpa kAM kadI nahi batAvatA---ra7 azoka vRkSa ucca jeha teha Azraye rahyuM, ati prabhA zucithI aMga zobhatuM ja ApanuM; sumegha pAsa che chatAM ravitanuM rUbiMba je, nakI timirane haNI ati rUDuM prakAzaze-28 maNi prabhA nI hArathI vicitra siMha Asane, vizeSa zobhatuM zarIra je suvarNa tulya che; raheza jema merUzIra hara che tathApi e, prakAzaze atirUDuM javalaMta je ravabiMba te-ra9 vilela kuMda puSanI samAna veta jeha che, sudIta teha cAmare suvarNa tulya aMga e; Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para budha ---39 zazAMka tulya zveta vArinA jhAthI yukta je, mahAna aik rIMga te suvarNa tulya zAlaze.-30 zazAMkanI samAna bhAnunA pratApa Apatu, sumetI mALanI kRtithI dizIne vadhAratuM; trilakanu prabhutvaje jaNAvanAra che kha, tritra pujya kAMtivAna che jinedra ApanuM.-khIlela haMmezAM navAM sAjapu ja kAMtima, ulAsa pAmatA nakhanI paMktithI prakAzatA; suvAsa ApatA dharI jatAM pravAsamAM pratye, rame vibudha vAlathI tihAM aceta pko, 32 prakAzavAna graha taiya sUrya tulya hAya nA, graheza teja pAsa graha teja zI bisAtamAM; jiMnedra Apa saMpadAnI pAsa zuM visAtamAM, haeNrspirAdi sa`padA, nasa paTTI jarAtarA,--33 made bharela matta je mahendra hati tulya che, kudhita je madhupanAja zabdathI ati dise; nira kuzIta detA prahAra Aja e karI, tathApi ApanA subhaktane na ka o hatI. .---34 eka bhajana rAga jhIjhaTI-jAle, viveka vicAradhIre gate sthAnuva karI tejo; svarUpa svabhAvathIre, sattA sadA maganamAM rahejo. kAma krodha mada lAbha tyajIne, zAMti sahRdaye dhanya; jItendrIya vAddha sajIne, kSamA dayA dila dharajye. zaba da! sAdhIyAga sajIne, nirlobhI thai raheye. satya rUpa thaI satya vacanathI, sukharUpa jaMge vicarajyeA. karoDa upAya karA jagamAM pazu kahyu upara te karajyA; AtmaNi e svAnubhavA, jIvazIla jJAne dharajA, ra, viveka. viveka. viveka, viveka. maNi, Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 263 A keLavaNInuM aitihAsIka daSTi aleka ane tenI AvazyakatA. strI keLavaNInu autihAsika dRSTie avalokana ane tenI AvazyakatA. parivartanazIlatAne pAtra evA A jagatamAM udaya ane ati, sukha ane duHkha, caDhatI ane paDatI, evAM aneka yugale eka pachI eka pitAnuM rUpa prakAza che. e kudaratanA krama mujaba aneka prasta A AryAvarta eka vakhate svargane paNa zaramAve evAM sukha, samRddhi, nyAya ane jJAnathI bharapUra hatuM jyAre strIo gharamAM lakSmI samAna gaNAtI hatI. temane gharanI devI tarIke mAnI aneka sanmAna apAtA hatA. samaya badalAye-petAnA padanuM bhAna bhUlI iMtrIone vaza evA aneka akkala hIna rAjAe hiMdustAnamAM pedA thayA-strIo pratyenA rAnmAnane visarAyuM-tyArathI hiMdustAnI puya bhUminI paDatIne prAraMbha thayo. rAjya lebI, duryodhane mahAratI dropadI para kudaSTi karI laDhAInuM bIja ropyuM, aneka cUravIra yoddhAo raNamAM sutA; gujarAtanA rAjA karaNa ghelAe pitAne putrI gaNavA cepya evI pradhAnanI patnIpara kudaNi nAMkhI, jenuM vera levAne mAdhava pradhAne paradezI musalamAna rAjAone A dezapara AkamaNa karavAne AmaMtraNa karyuM. jeoe aneka hiMdurAjAone harAvI hiMdustAnane parataMtratAnI beDImAM jakaDavAnuM mULa pAyAnuM paNa karyuM. A ane AvAM bIjA aneka dRSTatAthI mAluma paDe che ke AryAvartanI pavitra strIo pratyenA sadavartana, pharaja ane sanmAnane visarAyAM tyArathI A dezanI avanatinAM cihA jaNAvAM lAgyAM. hiMdustAnanI strIomAMnA viveka, vinaya ane khubasuratI AdI guNone avaLe artha laI baLAtkAre pitAnI tuccha IcchAonI tRpti mATe temane pitAne tAbe karavA A dezapara vakhate vakhata musalamAnoe julmI humalA karavA mAMDayA. tenI sAme javAba devAmAM arthAta laDhavAmAM dezane purUSa va rokAyA. maleccha kenI daSTie na paDe evA hetuthI strIone chuTathI bahAra pharatI baMdha karavAmAM AvI ane hejala paDadAne rivAja dAkhala . laDhAIe ghaNI ja thatI hovAthI lekhana vAcana AdI vidyAne badale zastravidyAnI ghaNaja jarUra paDI, ane lahAyaka prajA utpanna karavAno prayatna thavA lAgyA. samayanA abhAve dezamAM keLavaNI ApanA tarapha durlakSa thayuM. gharamAM besI rahenAra strI varga vahema, ALasa ane ajJAnanA paMjAmAM pharAnA bhAge, strI vargane raseI karavA uparAMta khajuM kAma na rahevAthI ALasanuM sAmAnya vitaruM. vANA vaNavAnuM jArUpa lAgavAthI vire makAyuM. ajJAnatAne Adhina thayela enI kImata ghaTavA lAgI, devA samAna ane gRhadevInI upamAne pAtra bhAratanI strIe kakAma, kalezANI, Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 buddhiprabhA. mukhe, nokarI, cAkarI, gulAmI ane raMdhavArI vigerenI upamAne pAtra thaI. kudaratanA niyamAnusAra samayanuM parivartana thatAM jema sAyaMkALe arata thayelA sUryane prabhAtamAM prakAzavuM paDe che tema adhamapaNane pAmelI strIone punaroddhAra thavAnuM paroDhIu jaNAvavA lAgyuM. hiMdustAnanA aneka baMDArAne vaza karI nAmadAra briTIza sarakAranI zahenazAhe zAMti prasarAvI. laDhI vaDhIne nabaLAM paDI gaelAMoe pUnaH pitAnI sAcI pragati zodhavA mAMDI. keTalAeka para gaju purUSane strIonuM pazuvat jIvana je dayA AvI. jethI strIone sAce uddhAra karavA keLavaNI ApavA prAthamikazALAo sthApavAmAM AvI. ajJAna strIoe pitAnI bAlikAone A keLavaNI AyavA sAme vAMdhA levA mAMDayA. teo kahevA lAgI ke ame kayAM bhaNelAM chIe chatAM hame hamArA saMsAranuM gADuM Aja sudhI calAvatAM AvyAM chIe. hamAre kyAM nokarI karavI che ke kamAvA javuM che ke bhaNavuM paDe? je jarUra hatI te AgaLathI jema chokarAone keLavavAmAM Ave che te pramANe hamane kema bhaNAvata nahIM ? A savAlanA javAbamAM strI keLavaNu kema baMdha thaI tenuM kAraNa ApaNe upara joI gayA chIe. have te pahelAM strIone keLavaNI apAtI hatI ke kema ? te tarapha daSTi karIe. yugalA dharmanuM nivAraNa karI manuSyanI sAcI pharajo samajAvanAra Adi tirthaMkara zrIrUSabhadeva svAmIe pitAnI putrIo brAkSi ane suMdarIne strIone cogya evI cAsaTha kaLA zIkhavI hatI. zrI zrIpAla caritramAM mayaNAsuMdarI ane surasuMdarIne bhaNAvavavA temanA pitAe adhyApakane pI hatI jemanI parIkSA AkhI rAjasabhA vacce levAmAM AvI hatI e prasiddha che. lIlAvatInuM gaNita gaNatazAstranA abhyAsIothI ajJAna nahIM ja haze. maMDana mizra ane zaMkarAcArya vacce vAdavivAda thaye hatuM tyAre maMDana mizranI strI sararavatIne taTastha paNe nyAya ApavA mATe nImI hatI. vaLI temAM pitAne pati hArI javAthI khuda sarasvatIe pite zrIzaMkarAcArya sAthe vivAda karI temane parAjya karyo hato. A hakIkata eka strInI mahAna vidvatAnI keTalI badhI zAkSI pure che? IndulekhA, nAgammA, guhatinI, mAlasA, mArUlA, subhadrA ane prabhudevI AvI strIo mahAna vidvAna hatI, temaNe banAvelAM sAMskRta kavite, ane kale ke svastha mahAzaya raNujItarAmabhAIe rAvata 1970nA AzvinanA "saMta" mAsikamAM pragaTa karelA che. te ja pramANe phArasI ane urdu bhASAmAM kavitA lakhanAra caMdA, hijAba, zarma, gullA begama, mahamada zregama, zAha jahAna begama, zIrIna; temaja bhASA sAhityane vadhAranAra tarIke, nAna begama, gulabadana begAma, jahAnuArA begama, rajIA, zAhajahAna vagere nAmo. eja sikamAM saMvata 1967nA eja mAsanA aMkamAM pragaTa thayAM che. garU Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI keLavaNInuM aitihAsIka dRSTie laikana ane tenI AvazyakatA 25 SinI kanyA gAe yAjJavalkaya kRSinI parIkSA karI temane AtmajJAnI tarIke jAhera karI janaka mahArAjAne sazaya bhAgyA hatA. kRSNabhakta pavitra mirAMbAInAM racelAM aneka bhajane gujarAta ane kAThIvADamAM hennu paNa pUrNa prItie gavAya che. ene keLavavAmAM AvatI hatI,vidvAna thavA devAmAM AvatI hatI, tatvadarzI thavA devAmAM AvatI, ane kavitAe banAvI zake eTale sudhI temanAM magaja ane hRdayane khIlavavAmAM AvatA hatA tenAM saMcATa purAvA mATe uparanAM dRSTAMtA puratA thaze. A uparathI evuM cesa siddha thaI zake che ke keLavaNI eka Adhunika kAlpanika vastu nathI paraMtu purANI ane sAcI vastu che. " humAre kyAM kamAvavA javuM che ke bhaNavAnI jarUra paDe. " e kahevuM vyAjamI che ke kema ? te jovA mATe kamAvAnI jarUra nathI evI strIone paNa phakta peAtAnI tarIkenI pharajo adA karavA keLavaNI levAmAM strIonI phaeNromAMnI mukhya ane mahatvanI traNa kro gaNAya che. (1) sei, (2) gRhavyavasthA, (3) mAlauchera. A traNamAMthI pahelI ane chellI e be vastu manuSyanAM zArIrika sukha ane taMdurastInI mukhya AdhArabhUta che. jyAre vacalI eTale bIjI kruja manuSyanI Arthika sthitinI samAnatA jALavI rAkhI tenI unnati karavAnuM sAdhana che. hAlanA jamAnAmAM gharanuM kAmakAja karanAra agara phaeNza AMTA mAranAra sAdhAraNa nAkara joItA hoya te kAMI bhaLelo vAMcI lakhI zake eve zaiSavA prayatna karIe chIe te pachI dezanI praLa ane sattAnAnAM tana, mana, ane dhananI khIlavaNInA jenA para AdhAra che te, manuSyane haMmezanA sAthI, upara jaNAvelI traNa mahAna pharate ajAvanAra sevaka nahIM paNa sahAyaka pAteja kAMi kAryAM kare che tenA sArAsAranA vicAra karI zake evA jJAnI hAvAja nee e kharekharUM satya svikAravA kema AnAkAnI thaI zakaze ? A Ana meLavI zakavAnAM e sAdhanA che. (1) kuTuMbanAM vRddha mANasa pAsethI anubhavadvArA ane (ra) vAMcanadvArA. A khemAMthI paheluM anubhavajJAna kuTuMbanAM vRddha mANasAdvArA meLavavAnA rastA ghaNAkharI aMdha thai gayeA che. kAraNa ke kALanA khaLe karI keTalIka strIe pAtAnAM bALake AlyAvasthAmAMja mUkI temane vArasAmAM peAtAnA anubhavanI eka paNa vAta samAnyA sivAya maraNane zaraNa thaI jAya che. vaLI keTalIka strIe sAsu sasarAnI dekharekha heThaLa rahevuM e parata trapaNuM gaNI temanAM bhegAM rahevuM pasada karatI nathI ane nAnapaNuthIja ravataMtrapaNuM bhAgavavAnI IcchAthI potAnA patine game tema bhaMbherI kuTuMbathI jude nIkaLe che. ane AthI teo vRddha vaDIlanA upayegI anubhavajJAnathI vimukha rahe che. vaLI atizaya guNakArI ane sastAM evAM karIyAtAnAM pANIne chaMTa Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 buddhiprabhA nAnasensa gaNI davAkhAnAnA inkyu agara TInkacara cIreTAnuM pANI pIvAnu pasaMda karatI keTalIka sudharelI strIo vRddha vaDIlonA anubhavela upacArAne hasI kahADe che. A rIte anubhavajJAna meLavavAnA pahelA mArga baMdha thaye kahI zakAze. tyAre have vAMcanadvArA jJAna meLavavAne! bIjo mArga savaeNna mATe DhIka thaI paDaze. Arogya vidyA, vanaspatinA guNurdoSa ane khALA ucheravAM vagere kAne lagatI sUcanAo upara je kAMI pustako chapAyAM hoya te vAMcI samajI zakavA mATe dareka pAtAnA dezanI bhASA jANavAnI jarUra che. te uparAMta hAlamAM pAzcimAnya prajAnI zodhakhoLa ghaNI vadhatI jatI hovAthI temanAM - nubhave te bhASAnA puratAmAM chapAyAM huMya te vAMcI anubhavamAM vadhAro karavA mATe pAzcimAtya Itara bhASA paNa samajI zakavA jeTaluM bhaNavAnI jarUra che. uparanI saghaLI hakIkate dhyAnamAM rAkhI, nirNaya para AvatAM dareka satya caiAdhakane jaNAze ke strIkeLavaNI ghaNAkALa pUrve hatI ane te vacamAM amuka saMjogone lIdheja baMdha thai hatI; paraMtu hamaNAM nAmadAra briTIza sarakAre saghaLI aDacaNo dUra karI vata trapaNe potAne ceAgya keLavaNI levAnA mArgamAM khullA karI ApyA che. je keLavaNI dareka strIoe peAtAnI kanyAone vadhazakti apAvavA prayatna karavA ane mA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArathI AcchAdita cayelA AryAvartana punaH prakAzamAM lAvavA pAtAthI banatA hirasA ApavA. 11. nagInalAla jeThAlAla mAnI. dhAsanA DagalA amerIkana garIba varSo mAMthI dharAbhaNI na paravaDanAdhA kAgaLanA zarTa pahere che. have porTugalanA pATanagara lInamAM brAsanA malA pAnI lAja thayA che. A humalA vajanadAra che paNa te vaikA pasaMda kare che. te vAsamAMthI chamAM Ave che ane tenA upara paDatI jhAkaLa nIce kharI paDe che jI phArathI te loko AvA lA pasaMda kare che. lIlAma ke lagna ? A dunIyAmAM aneka mA che ane te kAi kA dezanA ta ghaNA manAra jakarIvALe che. bAbIlponIyansa nAme je leka che te pAtAnI putrIonAM lagna gAMdharSa vidhi, varSathI athavA hAlamAM ApaNA dezamAM cAle che te muja nahi karatAM lIlAmI kare che ane temAM je karI suMdara DAya che. tenA vadhu paisA maLe che. e lagnanuM lIlAma dara varase nIyama mujana thAya che ane vacamAM kAthI paNa penI putrIne vivAha e rIte vagara khIjI kApaNu rIte thaI zakate nathI. Akhu navA jamA nAnI eka navI navAi. karI karatI amArA teo eka jagAethI pIcha musApharI karatI pAsTa phIse kaeNneDAma navI kArelI peTa pIsAe ghaNIja teha meLavI gAe jAya che. TI?!! vece che, panIra ane parapaNa temAM nAma che re karavA peTa mAsane dhaNuja phAyado thayo nAma para hArjhA paNa teya thatuM rahe che. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cja bira. 267 eka skeca. jaMjALanagarI. *pRthvinA pralayakALa pachI navI duniyA racAI ane "navA rAjAne navI prajA ane nave jamAne cAlyo. e navA jamAnA mATenuM nagara paNa navuM nirmANa thaeluM hatuM. ane je jALanagarInA nAmathI te nAmAMkita hatuM. A nabarInA nAmamAM khAsa navInatA kazIja nathI. dAkhalA tarIke jevuM sajanagara, bhAvanagara, jAmanagara, zrI-nagara, ahamadanagara, amanagara, visanagara, vaDa-nagara, tevuM bheja jALanagara. " kALanI niyata gati pramANe eka samaya evo paNa AvyuM ke pAchuM e jALanagara athavA-nagarI para pANI pharI vaLyuM ane te DubavA lAgyuM. pAchuM pharI pedA thayuM ane daTaMtara AvavAthI daTAI gayuM. tenA para dhuLI keTa baMdhAye, tenA para pAchI duniyAM vazI ane duniyAnA eka bhAga tarIke pAchI A jaMjALanagarIe dekhA dIdhI. kuvAnI ghaTamALa pramANe anekavAra punaOMvana pAmatI e jaMjALanagarI, timiragaDha nAmanA mazahura pradezamAM AvelI hatI. ane A timiragaDha nAmamAM paNa khAsa vizeSatA nathI. dAkhalA tarIke jevuM sena-gaDha, rAya-gaDha, kizanagaDha, cittoDa gaDha, te A timiragaDha. e timiragaDha pradeza eTale te rasALa hatuM ke tyAM pANIne badale agni vaDe dhAnya pAkatuM ne agnine badale sUryanA tApavaDe anna raMdhAtuM. evA pradezamAM AvelI jaMjALanagarInI vastI paNa eTalI te vidvAnamAM khamtI ke tene jeTe mukI zakAya evI bIjI koI vastI hajA taiyAra thaI nathI. | mukhyatve karIne A vastIne mATe bhAga eka bIjAnA zabda upara bahu vajana Apate, dezanA ghaNA kharA vibhAgamAM te mahApurUSanA vacane para sArU vajana apAtuM jovAya che. paNa ahIM tema na hatuM. A nagarImAM te sanA zabda saprAga sArI rIte Adara pAmatA. ane TUMkamAM kahuM ? dukAmAM eTaluM ja ke jaMjALanagarImAM zanI ja levaDa-devaDa. zabadanAja-sedA, zabdo para mArAmArI ne zomaya jIvana jovAmAM AvatAM. eka namune ahIM utAravAne prayatna karavAmAM Avye che. jaMjALanagarInA leko esaDa vidhAmAM kuzaLa hatA. nAnA bALakathI mAM 4ne te gharaDA DesA sudhI sarve koI ne koI vidyA jANatA hatA. kAmAM e * jainetara daSTie A lekha vAMce. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA. manA agAdha jJAnane vAste jaMjALanagarInA rahevAsIo dUra dezamAM paMkAyelA hatA. paNa A temanuM jJAna phakta jJAna ja hatuM. ane tene eTaluM badhuM kimatI lekhavAmAM AvatuM ke duniyAnA vyavahAramAM te jJAnane kAMI kAmamAM AvavA detA nahi ke kAmamAM AvatuMja nahi. emanA jJAnanA madane laIne kahe ke eja jJAnanA tejathI aMjAI jaIne, bIjA gAmanA leko temanI sAthe saMsargamAM AvavA ochuM mAgatA ane tethI vyAvahArika jJAnamAM ja jALanagarIne nAme zunyaja hatuM. eka dahADe eka dhaMdhAdhArI vepArI A jaMjALanagarImAM AvI caDha. sodo karavAne bajAramAM gaye, te tyAM enI najhare eka meTuM ToLuM caDhayuM. pAse jaI jotAM tene jaNAvyuM ke eka mANasa e ToLAnI vacce ubhe ume nIce pramANe chelate hate. " traNa kahevatanA traNa hajAra rUpiyA. mAruM nAma huMziyAra khAna ane mAre dhadha kahevate vecavAne." akalanA bAradAna nAmane na Avela vepArI manamAM vicAra karavA lAge ke evI te zI mATI kahevata haze ke enA A traNa hajhAra rUpiyA mAge che? teNu DIvAra vi. cAra karyA pachI e kahevate vecAtI levAne teNe nizcaya karyo. pAse AvIne gajavAmAMthI traNa hajAranI noTa kADhIne dharI be ke traNuM hajAra rUpiyA ane Apa mane tArI traNa kahevo. " huMziyArakhAne pitAnA paisA gaNI joyA ne barAbara thayA eTale che . je sAMbhaLa, eka te (1) kaI dahADo raseIAne vizvAsa na kara, (2) stane ce nahi, (3) paNa phakta Izvaraparaja bharose rAkhe." A sAMbhaLI pilA vepArInuM he utarI gayuM ane ene lAgyuM ke A vAta te badhA jANe che ane tenI ATalI kImata te bahu bhAre paDe. haziyArakhAna enA mo para thayelA pheraphAranuM kAraNa kaLI gayA ne be tamane lAgatuM haze ke huM kAMI navuM kahyuM nathI. ane tamAre vALuM ApavuM paDayuM ema. paNa tamane lAgatuM haze. paNa cheDA vakhatamAM ja tamArA khAtarI thaze. have A eka geTale ane ghera jaI ene vAvaje. pachI tame tarata kaheze te ene AMbe ugaze ane kaheze eTale pAkI kerIo paNa maLaze. pachI tamAre belavuM ke adazya thA eTale jhADa ne kerIo bee ud jaze ane phakta eTale ja raheze. e pramANe jyAre jyAre tamAre khAvAnI marajI thaze tyAre tamane tarataja pAkI kerIo maLaze. e sAMbhaLI pilA akalanA bAradAnane ghaNo ja AnaMda che ane tarata tyAMthI ghera jaI ene akhataro karI je ane te saphaLa thaele joI enA harSane te pAraja nA rahe. e vAta teNe pitAnA raseIAne kahi, Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaMjALa nagarI. have brAhANubhAIne labhate jAte ja che. pilA sonerI IDavALI muraghIne mAlikanI mAphaka Amane thayuM. pitAnA zeTha akkalanA bAradAnane eka mitra kama IglAya karIne hatuM. teNe ene pitAne pIDA jaNAvI. pelA mitranI paNa ekavAra kama akkale kerI cagADelI hovAthI, dAnata bhraSTa thaI hatI ne eTale pitAne karI levAnI irachA ene paNa thaI hatI. have A bannee saMtalasa karIne akkalanA bAradAna pAsethI game te rIte goTale levAnI yukti karI. paNa ekalane bAradAna geTale sakhata perA heThaNa rAkhatA hovAthI, e leka phAvyA nahi. eTale kamalAke eka yukti dhI kADhI je pilA IAne bahu gamI ane bane maLI jaIne te nIce pramANe amalamAM muko. eka dahADe pele kamaIblAka potAnA mitranI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke dosta ! te mekalI'tI te kerIo mane ghaNI ja pasaMda pI. khAdhe ghaNIja miThThI hatI paNa tuM je ThekANethI lAye hatuM te viSe tuM je kahe che te mane mazkarI jevuM lAge che. are tadana temaja lAge che, bAla have kema che? sAce sAcuM kahi de te e kerIo kayAMthI lA ?" bicArA zALA dilanA kama akkale bIvAta kahe- paNa e vAta pelAe mAnI ja nahi. "jo tyAre tuM kahe che emaja hoya te hAla atyAre ja mArI nagara AgaLa eTale vAve ne zuM kahe che tema AMbAne kerIo Ave teja huM kharI mAnuM. bela che kabula ?" akkalanA bAradAne tarata ja hA paNuM ane tarataja gharamAM goTale tenA de. sarata lAvIne jamInamAM dATa ane bolyA ke cala AMbA u! paNa be na maLe te kerIo te kayAMthI. have pele kama ekava ghaNoja zaramA ane pahelAM te atyaMta gabharAye ane vicAramAM paDI gayuM ke enuM kAraNa che ? pachI jamInamAMthI geTale pyAra kADhI barAbara tapAsIne je te bAphelA dITho ane tenuM kharuM kAraNa kahI gaye. have pelA kama IglAke pitAnA dostane sarata pALavAnuM yAda devaDAvyuM, paNa akalanA bAradAne kahyuM ke hamaNuM 15 divasa bIja; AmAM kaI bheda che. ane e bhedane huM jANavA mAMguM chuM. mATe huM jaMjALanagarImAM huMziyAra khAnanI pAse javA mAguM chuM. ane tyAM jaIne ene pUchIne AvuM tyAreja che mArI sarata pUrI karIza. kama ilAke ema karavAnI rajA ApyA thI ApaNe kemaakkalabhAI te tyAMthI bikA ne khyA 4 jALIma kava ra mAre ekavAra A Ave ane vaLI haziyA khAnanuM gharapa babara nahotI. kemake e vakhata Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 270 buddhibhA. emane ne huMziyArakhAnane meLApa phakta bajAramAM ja thaele-eTale ratAmAM ramatAM cAra chokarAne pUchI joyuM. "ghara te batAvIe" eka cabarAka cheDakare jarA AgaLa AvI che "paNa kAMI mahenatanuM Apaze ? " bhAI bahenatanuM tuM leje. jAe tamane badhAne rAthI baraphInuM Tu cakatuM ApIza. pachI che kAMI. " bALakane mIThAIthI vadhAre zuM hAluM ? tarata badhA AgaLa doDayA ane huMziArakhAnane ghera ApaNe kamaakkalabhAIne laI gayA. Aja ghara. lAve mArI baraphI. kamaakale eka rUpiye kaDhIne Ape ne kahyuM ke huM enI baraphI maMgAvIne khAje. paNa chokarAonI jAta, e te kahe, nahi basa amAre to baraphIja je I e. bicArA kamaakkale hArIne baraphI maMgAvI ApI tyAre pelA chokarA belyA ke A nahi cAle. e kAMI moTAmAM mada cakatuM che? hamAre te tame kahyuM hatuM tema meTAmAM moTuM ja catuM joIe. kamaakkale vicAra karyo ke, A TalI baraphI emane paDatI haze. ema dhArIne bIjI eka rUpiyAnI maMgAvI ApI. paNa pelA te haTha pakaDIne ja beThA ke basa hamAre te meTAmAM meTuMja baraphInuM cakatuM joIe. A joine bicAre akakalane bAradAna ghaNu ja guMcavAye. ane zuM karavuM te sUjhayuM nahi. eTalAmAM haziyArakhAna gharanI bahAra oTale ALe te pitAnA gharAka kamaakkalane che. paNa kamaakkala te tenI sAme de ne pitAnI karmakathA kahi saMbhaLAvI. e sAMbhaLI huMziyArakhAna kahe-phikara nahi. lAva kayAM che e baraphI. bicArA akakalanA bAradAne pelI baraphI huMziyArakhAnane ApI. je teNe lIdhI ane gharamAMthI eka charI lAvI eka cakatuM laIne tenA be kaTakA karyA. bIjuM cakatuM laIne tenA traNa kaTakA karyA. ane trIjuM cakatuM AkhuM rahevA Ikala 3+1=6 kaTakA eTale mukayA. pachI pelA chokarAone uddezIne kahyuM ke tamA sAthI meTuM cakatuM je che ne ? chokarAoe hA kahi eTale "phIka" karI ekane belAvI kahyuM ke AmAMthI sauthI moTuM hoya te upADa. pachI bIjAne belA ane kahyuM ke AmAMthI sauthI moTuM hoya te tuM upADa. trIjAne ane zALAne paNa ema bAkI rahyA temAMthI saiAthI meTAmAM meTuM batAvI ApyuM. badhA patI rahyA eTale huMziyArAne pUchayuM kema badhAne sAthI mituM cakatuM maLyuM ?" bhare rahe e huM huM kahetA ne khAtA khAya che tyAMthI de gayA, Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaLa garI. 2 ] have huMziyArakhAne akkalanA bAradAnane tyAM AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchatAM kamaakkale badhI vAta kahi, ane e duHkhamAMthI mukta thavA mArga pUchaye. ziyArakhAne kahyuM kAMI ciMtA nahi. emAM tAre kAMI paNa bIvA jevuM cheja nahi. "traNa divasa tuM ahiM bIjA. tyAra pachI huM tArI sAthe ghera A vIza. paNa A gAmanA loke te pelA zikarAonA rAkhalA parathI joyuM tema mUkha kahie te cAle evA che. badhA zabdArthane ja vaLagI rahenArA che mATe keInI sAthe paNa prasaMge pADatAM pahelAM vicAra karaje." kamale vA kahyuM eTale beuMjaNa gharamAM dAkhala thayA. lAMbI mUsApharI page cAlIne karavAthI kamaakkalanA jeDA phATI gayA hatA eTale gAmamAM jaI navA levAne vicAra karyo. eka mocInI dukAne jaI kahyuM. bhAI mArA paganA joDA che ke je majabUta joDA hoya te batAvaje. kemake traNa divasa pachI ahiMthI page cAlIne 20 gAu javAnuM che. mAla sArA ApIza te khuza karIza. macI kahe are zeTha kAmamAM kAMI kahevA jevuM nathI. ane A jeDA enuM cAmaDuM jue. paganuM sela rAga che. ne A vAra, kimata zI che? eka ja vAta, A tArI dukAna para pATa6 mAryuM che te pramANe ekaja bhAva belIza to tuM khuzI thaIza evuM tarataja ApI daIza. , zeTha pagamAM ghAlI de, pachI tame Apa te. khuzI karavAnuM kahyuM che te khuzI kare, tamArI meLe ja. ThIka le tyAre-kahi kamaakale karUA. gaNe ApyA are gAMDA thayA zeDa emAM mane tame khuzI kevI rIte karyuM? " akkalane bAradAna hajI paNa samaye nahi ne ke AnA upara mUkyA paNa pele mAcI te "basa mane khuzI ka" emaja majha. have pelA kamaakkalane huMziyArakhAne cetavaNI ApelI te yAda AvI. vicAravA lAgyA ke vaLI A jaMjALa kyAMthI vaLagI? pachI, vicAra karIne pelA mecI pAse sAMja sudhInI mudata mAgI. ane kahyuM ke jo tane huM sAMjhe khUza karIza. ghera jaI pitAnI vAta huMziyAkhAna AgaLa karI eTale khAne kahyuM-ThIka; te sAMjhanI mudata ApI che ne ? Aja rAtre enI vAta. saMdhyAkALa paDI, ane rAtanA dazeka vAgyA eTale huMziyAkhAne akalanA bAradAnane pitAnI pAchaLa eka moTI DAMga laine AvavAnuM kahyuM, ane pite paNa hAthamAM eka bIjI DAMga lIdhI. baMne jaNA mAM upara mAthAno pheTe vIMTI pelA mecIne ghera jaI enuM bAraNuM jorathI ThokavA lAgyA, avAja sAMbhaLIne mocI bAraNuM ughADavA Ave ne vicitra vezamAM hAthamAM DAMgavALA be mANase joI emane kema AvyA che ema pUchayuM. huMziyArakhAne javAba Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27ra budiyA , A ke hame rAjAnA mahelamAMthI AvyA chIe ane ranei eka chokaro Avyo che te kahevA gAmamAM nIkaLyA chIe. rAjAne ghera pUtrane janma thayo che mATe tAre ghera nivedya karaje. ema kahi pelA be jaNe tyAMthI cAlavA mAMDayuM. paNa pelA mecIe huMziyArano hAtha pakI ubhA rAkhI kahyuM-bhAIe jarA aMdara AvI bese. vadhAmaNIne rUpio letA jAo. rAjAne ghera chokarAno janma e kevI AnaMdanI vAta che Aje eTale huM A vAta sAMbhaLIne khuzI tho teTale mArI AkhI jIMdagImAM nathI thayo." ema ? huMziyArapAna che. ema kahi pitAnA me uparathI lugaDuM khaDiseDI AgaLa calAvyuM. te kharekhara azaja thaye chuM? mecIne hA pADI eTale kamaakala AgaLa AvI che. ThIka tyAre bAre je jeDA lIdhA hatA tenI kImata tane maLI cukI. ane ema kahi tarata pilA be jaNAe tyAMthI cAlatI pakaDI. bIje dahADe savAramAM huMziyArakhAna jarA kAma hovAthI bajAramAM gaye, paNa jatAM jatAM kamaakkalane kahete gaye ke tAre gharanI bahAra nIkaLavuM nahi. mhAra nIkaLIza te kAMI phasAI paDIza. gAmamAM AvyAne traNa divasa thayA che, kamaakalane lAgyuM ke dADhI vadhI gaI che eTale hajhAmata karAvavI joIe. paNa huMziyArakhAne bahAra nIkaLavAnI nA kahi hatI eTale cAkarane hajhAmane bolAvA meka. hajhAma Avye ne kamaakakala hajhAmata karAvA beThA. je, bhAI hajhAmata sarasa banAvaje. mane khUza karIza to huM tane kAMi ApIza. hajhAme ThIka kahi hoM para sAbu cepaDavA mAMDI ane pAMca mInITamAM kamaakatAnI dADhI caLakatI banAvI dIdhI. kamaakkale dADhI para hAtha pheravI meM malakAvI eTIethI eka AnI kADhI hIpane ApavA mAMDI, paNa pelA hA levAnI nA pADI. kamaakkala samajha ke pisA thaDA paDayA eTale upara be paisA umeryA. paNa pelA hajhAma bhAI te daheja rahyA. kiraNa pUchyuM te kahe mAre te * kAMI joIe. tArIne kamaakakala kahe gharamAMthI uThI vananAM gai te vanamAM lAgI Aga. gharamAMthI khvAra na nIkaLyA tene A jALa te A meLA mA jhALa ! have Ane " kAMI" zI rIte ApavuM. ha, kAma sAthe rakajhaka cAlatI hatI tyAM bajhAramAMthI ziyAkhAna AvI pahe, saghaLI vAtathI vAkephagAra thaIne ziyALAne hAmane rAve ApavAnuM kahyuM. hajhAma ghera gaye eTale huMziyArAne kAavane gharamAM lIdhe, pachI eka pyAlAmAM thoDuM dudha lIdhuM ane praNamAMthI eka kaLIo pakaDI mahI nAMkhI eka che khalAmAM vAle mu. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaLa nagarI. - rAta paDI ne hajhAma "kAMI levA AvI pahoMce, huMziyArakhAne hajhAmane kahyuM--je bhAI tAre tArUM "kAMI " joIe che ne ? le, cAla pelA bhalAmAMthI mane jarA dudhano khyAle lAvI Apane. huM jarA dudha pine tane pachI "kAMI" ApuM. hajhAme gekhalAmAMthI pyAle lIdhe ane je hAthamAM jhAlyo ke "ararara, zeTha A dudhamAM te kAMI paDayuM che! juo." karI huMzighArakhAnane batAvA de.. zuM paDayuM che ke peTe khAne pUchyuM. kAMI karALIA jevuM che.' ohoho ! emAM zuM lAva e dudha mArUM ne mahi paDeluM "kAMI tArUM. kema kharUnI le tArUM "kAMI " ema kahi khAne kaLIo kADhI bahAra mu. traNa divasanI mudata pUrI thaI eTale huMziyArakhAna pitAnA mitra kamaakkalane laI jaMjALanagarImAMthI tene gAma javA nikaLe. ghera AvIne zicArakhAne vicAra karIne eka medAnamAM eka meTa ne uce mAMcaDe ubhe karAvaDALe, jenA upara kamaakakalanA gharane badhe sAmAna goThavI devaDA, pachI teNe pilA kamaIlAka-kamaakkalanA mitrane bolAvA kahyuM. jyAre pelo A eTale pile mAMcaDA tarapha AMgaLI karIne zikArakhAna bolyA je A sauthI chelle mALe ghareNAM gAMThA vigere kImatI cIjo che. A bIje mALe gharanA dANaNI vigere che. trIje mALe vAsaNamusaNa, ema je je mALe je je vastuo hatI te te vastuo batAvIne bo. have tAre jenA para hAtha muka hoya tenA para mUka eTale tarataja te vara, tAre havAle karavAmAM Avaze. mAMcaDA para caDhavAne phakta eka ja rahe che ane te A nisaraNI. eTaluM belI hoziyArakhAne cUpa rahyA, paNe pele kaIlAka lAgelo vaLInI nisaraNa je mAMcaDA para hatI tenA para paga mukI caDhavA mAMDe, paNa eka pagathIuM caDhI bIjA para paga muke te pahelAM te huMziyArakhAna balI uThaH u rahe bhAI, A nisaraNInA pagathI upara tAro hAtha thI pahelAM paDe, mATe e nIsaraNI laIne saMtoSa pAmI ghera jAe." rA, bAbarAra gajIpatarAma ThAkara, bA, e. ja lAne AdhAre, Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhizA. amerIkana bhAvanA. ( vicArake bhAvanAne traNa svarUpe vaheMcAyelI jIve che. te traNenuM saMkSisamAM dirzana karIe to te A pramANe che utaratI vastune paNa agya rIte caDhIyAtI kalpavAmAM je bhAvanA dekhAya che te aMdhazraddhAnA nAmathI oLakhAya che. AraMbhe durlabha dekhAtI chatAM parINAme zakyatA sAbIta karI ApanArI bhAvanA e AtmazraddhAnA svarUpathI eLakhAya che. ane A ubhayathI paNa nIrALI A sRSTithI para keI Itara sRSTimAM ramanArI chatAM aNadITha vizvajIvanane pikI rahelI bhAvanA kavionI pratibhA-- zakitamAM ramanArI hoya che. bhAvanAnA A traNa svarUpa pikI nivedana karelI bIjA prakAranI AtmazraddhAnA nAmathI oLakhAtI bhAvanA amerIkana prajanI nasenasamAM melI hoya che. ane viratRta svarUpe ApaNe te hamaNAM ja joIzuM. ) samaya kane saptamAM sakhta kAma karAvatAM-AtmazraddhAthI aTala rahI satata prayatna dvArA unnata dazAe denAra evI mahatvanI kyI preraka vastu che ? " yunAITeDa sTeTasanI seneTamAM vIsa varSanA anubhavathI paripakava thayela eka Adara vyaktine jyAre A prazna puchavAmAM AvyuM hatuM tyAre teNe dukAmAM eTale javAba Ape ke " vhAITa hAusa " "dhI hAITa hAusa " A traNa zabda amerIkAnI unnatta ane prabhUtAnI kharI cAvI rUpa che, sTArsa ane sTAIDajha nAmane vAvaTe kabUla karanArA lagabhaga eMzI karoDa mANasane jAtAvasthAmAM rAkhanAra che temanA jIvananA mukhya pioSaNa rUpa che. amerIkAnA presIDeTanA mukhya sarakArI raheDANa rUpa vahAITa hAusamAM eTalI jAduI camatkRti rahelI che ke tenA prAbalyanuM varNana kiMIpaNa kalama yathArtha AlekhavAne azakta che. atizayokti samajI ke ajJAta varga A lakhANane hase te hasavA che. paNa hAre A eka satya siddhAMta che ke AtmazraddhAmaya Uparakta kendrasthAnavALI bhAvanAnuM bhule cuke amerIkomAMthI vismaraNa thAya te bezaka teonAM nUramaya jIvana nisAvaja thaI jAya. jema kaI sArA kavinI uttama bhAvanAmaya rasIka kavitAne namAlA gadyamAM goThavatAM te nIrasa banI jAya tema amerIkAnA geravarUpa lIMkana tathA gAphalDanA jIvananI ApaNe jhAMkhI karIe. mahApurUSa tarIke khyAtI pAmelAM A mahAna hRdaye tyAMnI hAnI jhuMpaDIomAM ja ucharyA hatAM. ubhaya rAMka mAbApane pAlave paDyA hatA. teone jIvana vahana sArUM sAnukuLa saMjogo naDatA, jarA bArIkAIthI tapA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amerIkana bhAvane. ra7pa satAM ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke teoe dhArelA kendrasthAne pahoMcavA pitAnI hAlAmAM hAlI vastuone bhega Ape hate. rUdhIranuM pANI banAvavuM paDyuM hatuM. saMsA2nAM viSama vAvAjhoDAMmAM tana tathA manane khUba kamAvuM paDayuM hatuM. vadhAre khullA zabdomAM kahIete Aphata, garIbAI, jarUrIyAtanI taMgI, ajamAyazonI niphaLatA, jebe viSama vATIkAone saraLa banAvavA athavA kaho ke pitAnA dhArelI kedrasthAne pahoMcavA hRdayane hAlarUpa banAvavuM paDayuM hatuM. teo kadI calIta thayA nathI, prabhanethI lalacAyA nathI, AphatathI kaMTAnyA nathI ane aMtarAyanA siA mArgo sahevAmAM paDate zrama teo kasoTI ke kasaratarUpa ravIkAratA hatA. kame krame AgaLa dhapavuM, lAyaka banavuM, hAiTa hAuse pahoMcavuM ane lekanA kalyANaka thavuM e temanuM jIvanasUtra hatuM. AvA AdarzajIvanasUtravALI be mahAna vyaktio paikI eka lAkaDAM kApanAra ane bIjI baccara carAvanAra vyakti hatI. emanaja keTIne grAnTa cAmaDAM sApha karate hate. sAmAnya rIte jotAM temanA A prakAranA dhaMdhAne aMge "vhAITa hAusa" jevuM sthAna meLavavAnI bhAvanA kadAca koI hiMdIne mana havAmAM uDanArI lAgaze paNa teoe sUkrama vicAra kare ghaTe che. uparanA traNe mahApurUSomAM AtmazraddhAne guNa mukhyatve karIne hate. khaMta, utsAha, ya, sahanazIlatA, kartavyaparANayatA ane sthiti parane saMtoSa A si saddaguthI tenuM jIvana vibhUSita hatuM. tene sArI rIte samajatA ke dhArelA kendrasthAne pahoMcavA, je sthItimAM hoIe te sthitimAMthIja satata prayatna karavA paDaze. pite pitAnA dhaMdhAmAMthI cukatA nahi. eka dRSTithI jotAM teonuM saMsArika jIvana upara nivedana karelA dhaMdhAmaya hatuM paNa bIjI rIta tapAsatAM spaSTa jaNAya che ke dhaMdhAnA peTA bhAgamAM je kAMI paNa vicAre karatA hoya, kazI paNa janAo ghaDatA haiya, teoe kAMI paNa nizAna tAkayuM hoya te potAnA bhAvijIvana vAte ghaDAtA keMdrasthAnA saMbaMdhIjate keMdrasthAnane puSTa banAvavA puratA jaDa ane bezaka temanA vicAre,janAo, ane temanI AtmazraddhAnA prabaLa naramAM temanuM kendrasthAna temanA tarapha kheMcAtuM ane te kendrasthAna temanA taraphe doratuM - kharU che ke amerIkAnA saghaLA vidyAthIonAmAM hAITa hAusa meLavavAnuM sAmarthya hAya nA. paNa vahAITa hAusanI bhAvanAnAM ucca bIja bacapaNathI ja vidyAthiomAM vavAyAM hoya te tethI temanI daSTi ucca paMktimAM TakelI rahe ane te bIjamAMthI phUTatA aMkure halakI nahI paNa ucca paddhatinA adhikArI Thara e bhulavuM joItuM nathI. jadagImAM karavA dhArelAM amuka kartA nI saphalatAmAM jIvanane sopI banAvI cheka mudrAmAM nivRtti svIkArI hoya tevAM mAnava hadayanA hetu anya nathI. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 266 buddhiprabhA yunAITeDa sTeTerAmAM ke hiMdavAsI amuka kALa gALe ane temane vizvAsa pAsa thAya te tene mAluma paDaze ke tyAMnI prajAnAM jIvana kartavya-sAphalyathI saMtoSa mAnI nivRtti nahI svIkAratAM vadhatA jatA ane jIvanane saMgIna banAvatA vRddhi pamADatA evA ucAza sAdhya karavA sArU satata pravRttimaya jIvana nirgamana karatA hoya che. amerIkAnAM strI purUSamAM ekameka vacce apUrva vizvAsa che ane baMnene icchita vastu sAdhya karavAnI tivra apekSA hoya che. A apekSA ane A zraddhA eTalI sagIna ane vhoLA phAlavALI hoya che ke tenuM aMtima biMdu ghaNuM dUra dUra dekhAya che. ane amaravela peTha pratidine vRddhija pAme che. A prakAranI pravRttione mAthe Athika lAbhane deja kadAca tame joze paNa vastutaH e mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che ema Antarika draSTithI vicAratAM sahasA jaNAI Avaze tyAM evA paNa ghaNA amerIkane che ke jene ApaNe jaDavAdInA nAmathI saMbodhatA hoIe te dhAmaka bAbatonA gahana abhyAsI hoya che. alabatta AzA e vastu kSitija jevI che enI pAse jema jema javAya tema tema te dura khasatI jaze ane bhavyarUpe darzana deze chatAM tethI kAMI te anAdaraNIya te nathIja ke nathI tIraskAravA yogyaAzAnA sArA narasAne AdhAre tene guMthavAmAM AvatA vyaktinA vicAro upara avalakhIne rahele heya che. matalabake AzAnA svarUpane ghaDavuM te tamArA pitAnA hAthamAM che. ane tethI ja te satkArita ane zreyakara gaNAya. keIpaNa amerIkana kevaLa ekaja dhaMdhAnI pravINatA meLavanAza nahI hoya. paNa tethI vizeSa dhaMdhAnI praviNutAne abhimAnI haze, ghaNI ghaNI jAtane judI judI zedhaLamAM guMthA cale haze ane te prayatnanuM pariNAma jyAre jagatamAM jAhera thAya che tyAre duniyAne navA prakAza rUpa te pariNAma (dhoLa) jaNAya che ane eTalAja jIsAthI duniyA te svikAre che. sAmAnya rIte jotAM amerIkAne eka copAnIyAM vecanAra eka chokarA tenA jIvanane hamezane mATe eja dhadha vaLage raheze ema jaNAya che chatA vastusthitI tevI nathI. pAnIyAM vecate heya tyArathI ja te pitAnuM bhAvi jIvana ucca dazAe pahoMcADavA guMthAyeluM hoya che. matalaba ke pAnIyAM - cavAmAMthI rIperTara tarIke temAMthI lekhaka tarIke tyAMthI AgaLa vadhIne adhipati tarIke thavAnI bhAvanA rAkhatA hoya che. kama ATalethIja aTa nathI paNa patrakAronI sabhAne AtmA ane tenA mATenI lAyakAta meLavavA gya jinAe utArate jAya che. ane muLathIja AvI mahatvAkAMkSA tenAmAM heya ji. pachI bhale te game te ghadha karate hoya paNa amerIkAnA ugI jA ne sIDInI roja paheMcavAnuM lakSa che che. ke aMdhArA mAMthI sADInI rAcaparama : yatna karavA A bALakane e pANImAM vecanAra chokarAne) Toca sIvAya anya bI. 5 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amerIkana bhAvanA. 277 hoMcavuMe tene aghaTita na lAgatuM hoya che ane Aja niyama amerikAnI samasta prajAne lAgu paDe che. apAtAM dAnate anubhavasiddha che. ItihAsa paNa sAkSI pUre che ke eka vakhate je loke moTI moTI vAta karatA jaNAtA hatA ane AvezevALI dhAMdhala macAvatA teja ke atyAre mahApa pAmelA che. ekAda udAharaNa joIe te atyAre eka mahadapada pAmelA eka mANasanI jiMdagI cApAnIyAM vecanAra eka bALaka tarIke zarU thaI hatI. varSo sudhI tene A che karave paDA hatA paNa teja tenA parINAme athavA tenI uraca bhAvanAne aMge suprasiddha ane lokapriya mAsikanA adhipati tarIke prakhyAta che. tame dhAraze ke te hAlanA hAthI saMtoSa pAmyuM haze, athavA unnatinA zikhare kadAca tame tene pahoMcele kalpaze paNa tema nathI. haju paNa te jJAna vadhAravA maMDayA rahe chenavA prazna hAthamAM le che ke jIvanamAM navAM tattva Umere che. ane Amaja jIMdagIne navI pravRtio sAthe joDelI rAkhe che ane vAdaLAMmAM chUpAyelI tenI uMDI AzAonA mukhya sthAne pahoMcavAne satata prayAsa karyo jAya che. A pramANe bIjA aneka lekhakenA ane judI judI pravRttiomAM masyA rahelA varganA dAkhalAe atre 2ju thaI zake tema che. paraMtu sthaLanA abhAvane lIdhe huM ATalethIja vIramIza. ra cunIlAla rasikalAla parikha bI. e dilabaranAM darzana. ("he magara mIlatA nahIM ne pratyuttara rUpe. } aya dila! tuM dIlame dekhale dalabara na dUra haya, dilameM, chagarameM "cazmameM dalabara kA nUra haya. mameM na mIlegA na maMdirameM pAya gA, jaba taka hai dIlameM tere khudakA garUra haya. hara jApe che sanama najara A jAtA haya utte, A maMca usake IkkakA jIsake "sarUra haya. jIlabarake liye dIla haya te dIlabarake de de dala, duniyA se dila lagAnA tuje kayA jarUra haya ? bAnA phakIrI yahena le kara kayadane phasake, "satAra" pharatuM dekhale hAjara hajura haya. * satAra, >> 1 AMkhe (prakAza) tumAkhI. te garva. DAnuM 5 tA. 6 khumArI. 3 prabhu. 8 Indriyajanya vAsanAo. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 buddhiprabhA. sAbaramatI guNazikSaNakAvya. vivaraNa, (gatAMkathI cAla. ) " kahetI vege jalapura vaDe lekane e jaNAve, zaktithI vahana karatAM Amane re upAye; sAcI pUrI pragati pathanI unnati turta thAtI, " pUrNabhAmAM ladabada banI jIvatAM mukti thAtI. A nadIne vegavate vahete jaLapravAha mAnavajIvanane zuM zIkhavI rahyA che tenuM A kaDImAM spaSTIkaraNa thaeluM che. nadInI mAphaka mAnavI tenI saghaLI zakiyone saMpUNAze sanmArga vahevarAve, AtmAnAM baLa akhaMDa verato rahe, te tenA jIvananI tevI pragatine pariNAme unnati kaI ghara nathI. unnatinA aMtima bindu sudhI kA5kAra pahoMce che ane vAkya vizeSa spaSTa kare che ke "pabhAmAM ladabada banI jIvatAM mukita thAtI." matalabake pUrNamA maha-AtmA rUpI vizALa paTa pAtharI vizvane viTI rahelo sAgara, ane temAM ladabada banI jatI-tanmaya (ta maya banI jatI nadI potAnA jIvatA jIvaneja mokSa pAme che. mAnavajIvana mATe paNa temaja che. prathama pratipAdana thayuM te pramANe je pote potAnI zaktiyone saMpUrNaze sanmArge vyaya karato rahe to A jIvane ja te mukti meLavI zake che. ane A siddhAnta nirvivAda che. muktine saraLa artha mukta thavuM-svataMtra thavuM te-vAya che. ane saMsAramAM svataMtra zAnAthI thavAnuM hoya che? saMsAramAM kevAM banethI chUTA thavAnuM hoya che? saMsAramAM aneka prakAranAM bandhane mAM bAMdhanAra mUkhya vastu kaI che? huM mAnuM chuM ke kevaLa moha che. vastu mAtra parane meha, sarpa jema pitAnA paranI kAMcaLIne sarakAvI de che tema mAnavI je sarakAvI de te saMsAramAM tene vAte koI prakArane pratibandha rahetA nathI. kAcaba jema pitAnA saghaLA avayane saMkelI le che tema saMsArAsatapaNAthI dUra thaI jaLa ane kamaLa jevA jIvane jIvana jIvatAM udAsina vRtie neha sanyAsavratane aMgikAra karavuM, arthAta mehane sthAne sarva vastu para, : sarve vyakita para save AtmA para sarakAyata ka pu nI bhAvanA vaDe abheda mArga pravAsI heI, samaSTi snehanI bhAvanA dhAraNa karavI, tema karIne vizvakalyANa vAste pitAnI sadhaLI zaktine, nadInA vahana paDe khapAvI devAmAM niraMtara taiyAra rahevuM eTale A jIvane ja tevA mahAzaya-mAnavInI mukti ja che. nadIne te eka potAnA karatAM vizALa Atma-sAgara sAthe saMyukata thavA javuM paDe che, paNa uparyukta bhAvanA ghaDenA kartavya parAvaNa mahAzayane te pachI anya thayAsanI aDhA nathI rahetI. pioteja AbhAmAMthI kayuM mahAtmA rUpamAM rUpAMtara pAmI zake che. ApaNA pUjya AcAryo, mUni mahArAja ane dharmano A dAMta mATe sabaLa TekArUpa che. mahAtmA 1 satata AgaLa dhapavuM te. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ he magara malatA nahi. 27:4 -~ - * - gAMdhIjI jevA eka vAra "AtmA" ja mAtra hatA ane have "mahAtmA ne nAme teo A jIvane ja deza dezAntamAM nAmAM ithayA che. teonI muko dazA mATe keIne paNa saMsapanuM kAraNa maLI zakaze? ane Amaja anya samartha mahAnubha mATe paNa samajI levAnuM che. tyAre vAcakothI have samajAja ke pUrNatmAmAM ladabada banI chavatAM mukti " meLavavI te Ama, have pachI kAvyanI trIjI kaDI ukelIzuM. (artha) kezava ha. zeTha, he magara mIlatA nahi. mere dilameM dilakA pyAra he magara mIlatA nahIM, cam meM usakA najhArA che magara mIlatA nahIM; DhaMDhatA pharatA huM usake dara ma dara era ba kuM, hara jagA veha AzakArA" he magara mIlatA nahIM. aca kIbo gara khabara have te lIllAha do javAba, mere gharameM merA pyAra he magara mIlatA nahIM. zekha 8Te he haramameM ora bIra hamana derame, hara jagA usakA pukArA he magara mIlatA nahIM. meM paDA jhakhamI taDatA huM phirAkedeg yArameM, tIra majhagAM? usane mArA he magara mIlatA nahIM. mere aMdara vehI bele era khIlAve tujake veha, gharameM dulahanakA dulArA he magara mIlatA nahIM. kayA kare kucha basa nahi anavara yahAM lAcAra che, barameM ha dilabara hamArA hai magara mIlatA nahIM. saMpAdaka rApAdarAkara, 1 A gajhalamAM AtmA eja paramAtmA paramezvara che ane te ja A zarIramAM che paNa jJAnacakSu vinA dekhAtA nathI evI matalaba samajAvI che. 2 dRSTi. 3 dhAra. 4 galI. 5 jAhera. 6 pAse rahenAra. 7 mada. 8 brAmaNa. 8 de. 10 judAI. 11 pAMpaNa 12 upAya. 13 bagala. * A kAvyanA javAbarUpa racAyaluM sAthenuM pRSTa 277 mAMnuM kAvya dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcavA vAcakane khAsa vijJapti che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28s buddhiprabhA + - - - 3 - - - - - - svIkAra ane abhiprAya. savAse gAthAnuM stavana tathA AThadaSTinI sajA ane caturdizati jinastutichapAvI prasiddha karanAra zA. dayAcaMda ratanacaMda surata. kimmata " amulya." bhagavatIsUtra (prathama guracha ) saraLa gujarAtI bhASAnatara; bhASAntarane zuddha rIte tapAsanAra dharmopadezo, vidyAsAgara nyAyarana muni mahArAja zrI zAMtivijayajI. pAzcaka rA. purUSottama gIgAbhAI zAha--adhipati "jaina zAsana" mukAma bhAvanagara. kismata adI rUpiyA.. zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa ( 950 upadezAmRta sahita) lekhaka rA. rA. DAhyAbhAI rAmacandra mahetA--saMpAdaka "satI vArtAmALA" amadAvAda, mUlya rU. 2-8-0 pAke rUperI pUI sArA gleja kAgaLa. lagabhaga 800 . ane sacitra, abhiprAya mATe maLelA prastuta daLadAra graMthane Adara ApatAM AnaMda thAya che. AnaMda thavAnuM mUkhya kAraNuM eka che. ane te e ke A eka vartamAnayugamAM, mAnavajIvana nane mokSamArga banAvanAra Adarza dharma pustaka che. bIjA dezonAM jIvananA astitvane pAse te te dezavAsIo game te anya vastu para TakI rahele -ke caNApale mAnatA heya. paNa ApaNe bharatakhaMDa, ApaNuM "dharmakSetra" te dharmanA pAyA para caNAyeluM che ane tenAja AdhAre ( jyAre Itara pradezo chinna bhinna dazAe pahoMcIne pAchA navA avatAramAM AvI gayA tyAre paNa) haju gAMdhIjInA zabdomAM kahuM te AryAvartanuM "taLIyuM majabata " jaNAya che. A prabhAva ke A pratApa A dharmakSetranA AdhyAtmika dhArmika baLaneja che. hakIkta Ama che, ane ApaNI prajA te sArI peThe samaje che chatAM vartamAnakALe zuM jovAya che? pazcima pradezamAMthI ucika thai AvelAM-DAyelAM oNTasa ane tenAM vAnarakalI anukaraNa; temAM utarelI-kahevAtI snehanI vastuo tevI vastuomAM umeraNa karAvI ApanAra dhamacakaDa macAvI mUkatAM " sInemA." ane sInemAnA leTa uparathI navI upajAvavAmAM AvatI "yatAnI, " chUpI pilisavALI," "khUna" bharelI "phezanebala" evI evI navalakathAo ! AmAMja jANe ApaNA gurjara sAhityanI abhivRddhi ane vikAsa na thato hoya; tema sUrya udaya thavA sivAya rahe, to navA navA nAme tevAM zukravAramAM vecavAne sarajAyelAM navalakathAnAM khokhAM nIpajyA sivAya rahetAM heya! AvI jAtanA peTabharA kaMda ane bhADutI Ida barelI kRtinA phATelA rAphaDA AgaLa ApaNe parApUrvanI je dharmalAvanA, te korANe ja rahevA pAme che. jevA ja dezamAM dhArmika sAhityane pAra nathI. tathApi te sundara, advitIya sAhityane pitA potAnI bhASAmAM sundara rIte utArI zake tevA keTalA lekhako najare caDe che? tevAM pustaka para navanIta tAvavA jevI sumadhura TakA karanAra samartha TIkAkAronI saMkhyA AMgaLInA veDhApara gaNAya teTalI paNa che? tevAM dharmagrathone prasiddhimAM mUkavA sArU puratuM kharca Ape evA udAra mAne, zeDIAe, padavI 1 adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa dvArA dhArmika graMthe prasiddha karAvavAmAM zrImAna lallubhAI karamacaMda dalAlanI Arthaka ane mAnasika sukhAvo tutipAtra che. anya zeThIbAoe temanuM anukaraNa karavuM paDe che. ke. ha. zeTha. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svIkAra ane abhiprAya. 28 dhare ke ThAkora mahArAjAnuM astitva che? koI pUche ke tevA dharmagra vAMcanAra varga che? huM kahIza ke che; varga tene ja che. tene dharmajJAnanA rasa banAvavA te pharaja ke te javAbadArI lekhaka ane prakAzakone ja zire che, ane je te pramANe samajavAmAM Ave te atyAre paNa enA eja lekha, prajA jIvananI najara sInemAnAM putaLo athavA te uparathI utArelA nAmanI navalakathAnAM pAtromAMthI khaseDIne parama dayALu paramAtmAmAM athavA avatAradhArI mahAtmAomAM parovI zake, ane jo Ama bane te dezanI dazA pharatAM vAra lAge nahi e A lekhakano namra paNa makkama mata che. paratu eka rIte vicAra karatAM paNa nAmadhArI navalakathIA gurjara lekhakono paNa ghaNe doSa nathI dekhAte "saMgata tevI asara thAya che ravAbhAvika vAta che. ApaNe pazrima pradezonA sahavAsamAM pAchA-anIcchAe ApyA chIe-eTale "temanI asara khApaNAmAM utare" evI dalIla ke darzAve to amuka aMze tene vajana ApI zakAya. keTaleka aMze" ema kahevAmAM hetu rahe che ane te eja ke sahavAsane aMte ApaNe temanuM anukaraNa karavAmAM je varatu ApaNuM dezajIvanane pratikULa hoya che teja vastune (dekhItI rIte te dhaMdhAne aMge tevI vastuo saraLa lAgavAthI) grahaNa karIe chIe! A khedanI ja vAta che. tathApi te dezanI dizA have pharavA mAMDI che ane dhIme dhIme te siAnA pUjArI pradezomAM dhArmika bhAvanAnAM bI vavAvA lAgyAM che; tema na hota te mahAkavi ravIndranAtha kAkurane kadAca nobela prAIjha paNa na maLata ! tyAre je Amaja che te have ApaNe ApaNuM saMbhALavuM ghaTe che ane zakya teTalA prayatnae dhArmika sAhityane, vividha rIte pracAra karavo paDe che. A udezane, jANItA aitihAsika gurjara navalakathAkAra zrImAna DAhyAbhAI mahetAe svIkArela jANune ja mane khAsa AnaMda thayo hato. ane A graMthanA kharIdanAra vAcaka varga prathama teonI prastAvanA acUka vAcavAnI, vinita bhAve bhalAmaNa karavAmAM Ave che ATaluM te "AnaMda" nA hetu mATe. puratanI vastunA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kahevuM ane zuM na kahevuM e eka prazna che. prastuta pustaka traNa bhAgamAM vaheMcAyeluM che. prathama suprasiddha deza pUjya zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI jIvanalIlA che ane pachIthI prakIrNa lIlA prasaMga ) Ave che. pachI nAstika nara custa Arita thaelA, teonA mahAna ziSya ApaNA dezanA paramabhakta zrI narendranAtha je svAmIne ApaNe vivekAnaMdane nAme oLakhIe chIe. temanuM jIvana Ave che ane tyAra pachI amRtanA bindu sarakhAM, ane niraMtara pATha karavA jevAM zrI paramahaMsanAM 750 vacanAmRta-upadezAmRta" Ave che. AmAM mAnavajIvanane lagatA saghaLA viSayonI gUMca ukelavAmAM AvelI che ane jIvananA vahana mATe mArga nikaMTaka, saraLa ane mokSapada bhaNuM dorAvanAra banAvI dIdhela che. saghaLI vigatemAM vistAra pareka utAravAmAM Ave te e daLadAra graMtha jeTaja bIjo graMtha taiyAra thAya tema che eTale graMtha saMbaMdhI atra aMgUli nirdeza karAvAmaja saMtoSa levo paDe che. A graMtha pratyeka gRhamaMdiramAM padharAvelo have joIe ane prAtaHkALe niyamita rIte temanI prasAdInA kAkAne vaDe AtmAne pavitra ane mahAna banAvo joIe. A graMthanI bhASA, sAhArI (1) nathI. A lakhanAra pite Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 buddhiprabhA, - - - - - tene gRhakuTuMbamAM nitya te paMtha vAMcI saMbhaLAve che ane cheTAM-moTAM sai te spaSTa rIte samajI zake che. AvI taLabadI bhASAmAM taiyAra thaelA apUrva dharmatatvapUrNa daLadAra graMthamAM svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI, svAmI vivekAnaMdanI tathA zrI rAdhAkRSNa vagerenI mammIe saMyukta karavAmAM AvelI che tenI kismata paNa vastunA pramANamAM ane hAlanI meMghavArInA pramANamAM ghaNa ochI che. ochI kismata rAkhavAnuM prayojana zrImAna mahetAne ame pUchyuM hatuM ane temaNe kahyuM hatuM ke so madhyama sthitinA mumukSao eka sarakhI rIte tene lAbha lai zake teTalA vAste kismata ochI rAkhelI che. AzA che ke zrImAna mahetAnI te tuya bhAvanAne avelI , prastuta graMthane grAhake udAratAthI kharIdI maLelI sundara takano lAbha levA cUkaze nahi. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke A graMthane gurjaravidvAnoe AdarapUrvaka vadhAvI lIdhuM che ane te rA. ba. kamaLAzakarabhAI, berIsTara mi. maganabhAi, pransipAla mi. hIrAlAla epha, zrImAna chaganalAla paMDayA rA. gaNapatarAma travADI, vagerenA puratamAM apAyelA abhiprAya uparathI mAlama paDe che. tevA upayogI graMthanI prasiddhi ullAsarAma narotamadAsa bhaTanA zreya nimite thai che te AzrayanuM sArthakya thayuM che. vaLI "Avaja adhyAtma jJAnanAM pustako prasiddha karavAnAM kArya mATe rU 1000 ) nI sahAyatA ApanAra" zrImAna jagannAtha himmatarAmane teja dhanyavAda ghaTe che, temanAja Azraya vaDe "upadezAmRta" ne lAbha laI zakAya che ane pustaka sAthe zrImad bhagavadagItA vinA mUlya zrImAna jagajIvanadAsa hetazaMkara paMDayAe pitAnA kharce vaheMcI ApI che e paNa abhinaMdana ApavA yogya vAta che. AzA che ke anya zrImAne AvuM anukaraNa karaze. kezava ha. zaha, noMdha. A akAnI sAthe mAsikanuM navamuM varSa pUruM thAya che. julAI mahinAthI tene dasamuM varSa begaze. varSa daramiyAna cAhakagaNanI teNe je sevA bajAvI che te nivedana karavAmAM zvAghAnuM ALa AvavAnA saMbhavathI ame te vAta paDatI mUkIe chIe. paraMtu sevA bajAvatAM je muzkelIo naDI hoya te nivedana karavAnuM ame eTalA mATe vAstavika ane prAsaMgika mAnIe chIe ke jethI grAhaka taraphano ( je hoya te) asaMtoSa kamI thAya ane amArI muzkelIo samajavAne pariNAme grAha taraphathI te muzkelIo TALavA mATe joItuM baLa maLI zake. gaye varSe mAsikane na lebAsanI kakSAmAM mukatI veLAe ame je je ume, grAhukagaNanA satiSa mATe rAkhI hatI te, aNadhArI phATelI marakIe ane hAlanI vadhatI jatI saMkhe meMghavArIe barAbara bara AvavA dIdhI nathI. ame A sAcI rIte samajI zakayA chIe. mAsikanA saghaLA aMko niyamita prakaTa nathI thayA ane lakhANunA kALe kaMka kamI, apAyA che e paNa amArI jANa bahAra nathI, paraMtu sana grAhake hAlanI moMdhavArIne je taTastha vRtithI vicAra karaze te pinTeja bAda karatAM mAtra eka rUpiyA jeTalA lavAjamamAM ame je sAhitya pUruM pADIe chIe te ochuM nathI-enI temane khAtarI thayA sivAya nahi ja rahe ema ame cekasa rIte mAnI zakIe chIe. vaLI kavacita cheDA pharamAM kama apAyA che te tene badale A varSa ApavI meTamAM vaLI jAya che eTale e viSe vizeSa asaMtoSanuM kAraNa rahetuM nathI.