Mare Mitra Banvu che

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008913/1

Page #1
prabhu ApaNane sAMbhaLe ja che eka sthaLe ekadama sarasa vAkya vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. 'jeNe ApaNane kAna ApyA che e ApaNane sAMbhaLavAno ja che.' tAtparyArtha A vAkyano ? A ja ke tamArI eka paNa stuti, eka paNa prArthanA, avarNavAdano eka paNa zabda, eka paNa sAvadya vacana, koI paNa prakAranI vikathA, AmAMnuM kAMI paNa prabhunI jANa bahAra rahevAnuM nathI. galata bolatA pahelAM lAkha vAra vicAra karajo ane pUrNa zraddhA rAkhajo ke tamArA dvArA samyak je paNa bolAze, prabhu ene sAMbhaLavAnA ja che. TUMkamAM, galata bolo ja nahIM, sAruM bolatA ja raho. prabhu ApaNane jue ja che eka anya sarasa vAkya paNa vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, jeNe tamane AMkho ApI che e tamane joI ja rahyo che' tAtpayArtha A vAkyano ? A ja ke tame jAheramAM ke khAnagImAM, koIne ya khabara na paDe e rIte ke khabara paDe e rIte, ajavALAmAM ke aMdhArAmAM, sAruM ke narasuM, samyak ke galata je paNa karazo e prabhunI najara bahAra rahevAnuM nathI ja. mananI A badamAzI che ke jo koInI ya najara nathI hotI to ene galata karavAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI ane sAruM karavA e to ja taiyAra thAya che ke jo enA para kokanI najara paDatI hoya che. paNa sabUra ! A vAstavikatA ema kahe che sAruM ke narasuM, badhuM ja prabhu joI rahyA che. narasuM karazo ja nahIM, sAruM karyA vinA rahezoja nahIM!

Page #2
kSaNonI jiMdagI ApaNe laMbAvIe parivartana : prakRtimAM ? ke pachI svabhAvamAM ? itihAsanA copaDe e lakhAya che ke eka jiMdagImAM ApaNe keTalI kSaNo jIvIe chIe ? paraMtu karmasAnA copaDe e lakhAya che ke eka kSaNamAM ApaNe keTalI jiMdagI jIvIe chIe? Ano artha ? A ja ke AyuSya karma e ApaNI jiMdagInI kSaNo che jyAre svAdhyAya, tapa, vaiyAvacca, jApadhyAna, bhakti vagere ArAdhanAo e ApaNI kSaNonI jiMdagIche. ApaNe to muni chIe ne? jiMdagInI kSaNo laMbAvavAmAM ApaNane rasa na hoya paNa kSaNonI jiMdagI laMbAvavAmAM ApaNe asaMtuSTa hoIe e ja ApaNA munijIvananI eka vAta ApaNe satata AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI che ke ApaNe mAtra ApaNo svabhAva ja nathI badalavAno, ApaNI prakRti badalI nAkhavAnI che. samaya pramANe, sthaLa pramANe ane saMyoga pramANe ApaNe ApaNAM vartanamAM pheraphAra karatA rahIe enuM nAma che svabhAvanI badalAiTa ane samyak samajanA sahAre ApaNe ApaNI vRIi ja badalAvI daIe enuM nAma che, prakRtinI badalAhaTe. yAda rAkhajo . svabhAvamAM parivartana to saMsArI mANasa paNa karato rahe che. paNa ApaNe to muni chIe. svabhAvanI badalAhaTathI ja saMtuSTa thaI jaIe e zuM cAle? prakRti badalI nAkhIe to ja ApaNe muni! sArthakatA.

Page #3
moha ghaTaze...paritApa vadhaze... buddhinuM rokANa prabhunAM vacanomAM... gAMDAnI haoNspiTalamAM sauthI vadhu duHkhI koI eka vyakti hoya to e che e haoNspiTalanA DaoNkTara, kAraNa ke badhAya gAMDAo vacce e eka ja DAhyA hoya che. jema jema AtmA parathI mohanIyanuM jora ghaTatuM jaze tema tema ApaNo mAnasika paritApa vadhato ja javAno che e satya ApaNe satata AMkha sAme rAkhavAnuM che. chatAM eTaluM kahIza ke A vadhatA paritApane AvakArIne ya ApaNe kI mohanIyanA jorane ghaTADatA rahevA jevuM che. gAMDapaNanA sukha karatAM DahApaNanA duHkha para pasaMdagI utAravAmAM ApaNe gulAbanA choDa para karela pANInuM rokANa mALIne vaLatara jarUra Ape che paraMtu mAmUlI ja. AMbAnA vRkSa para karela pANInA rokANano paNa mALIne lAbha jarUra maLe che paraMtu mAmUlI ja paNa bagIcAnI nIkamAM mALI jyAre pANInuM rokANa kare che tyAre to ene zreSThatama vaLatara maLe che. - saMyamajIvana hAthamAM che ne ? zaktionuM zreSThatama vaLatara meLavavuM hoya to enuM rokANa prabhuvacanone samajavAmAM ja karatA rahejo. nIkamAM jatuM pANI jema saMpUrNa bagIcAne lIlochama rAkhI de che tema prabhuvacanomAM thatuM buddhinuM rokANa saMpUrNa saMyamajIvanane ullAsasabhara-prasannatAsabharapavitratAsabhara rAkhI de che.

Page #4
buddhi zikSita-aMtaHkaraNa dIkSita ApaNe jyAre buddhine zikSita karIe chIe tyAre e ApaNane vidvAna banAve che paraMtu aMtaHkaraNane ApaNe jyAre dIkSita karIe chIe tyAre e ApaNane kadAca vidvAna nathI paNa banAvatuM to ya mahAnatAnA je paNa guNo che-namratA-saraLatAkomaLatA-pavitratA-udAratA-kRtajJatA vagere tamAma guNonuM svAmitva to e ApaNane arpIne ja rahe che. taMga doraDA para cAlavA jevI sAvadhagIrI rAkhavAnI che ApaNe saMyamajIvanamAM. satata svAdhyAya pAchaLa pAgala banatA rahevAnuM A jIvanamAM ane chatAM aMtaHkaraNa para buddhi bhAre na banI jAya enI pUrNa sAvadhagIrI rAkhatA rahevAnuM ApaNe. svAdhyAya buddhine dhAradAra bhale banAve paNa aMtaHkaraNanI nirdoSatAnuM balidAna na levAI jAya enI takedArI to rAkhavAnI ja. prasannatA anukULatA AdhArita ? ke guNa AdhArita ? saMsArI mANasonI prasannatAno eka ja AdhAra hoya che, anukULatA. jyAM sudhI paristhiti, vastu ane vyakti anukULa tyAM sudhI prasannatA akabaMdha ane jyAM emAMnuM kAMI paNa pratikULa paDyuM tyAM prasannatA gAyaba. paNa sabUra ! ApaNI prasannatA paNa jo anukULatA kendrita ja hoya ane ene ja ApaNe jo saMyamajIvananuM phaLa mAnI beThA hoIe to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNe vezathI ja saMyamI chIe, vRttithI to ApaNe saMsArI ja chIe. eka kAma karIe. ApaNI prasannatAne ApaNe guNa AdhArita banAvI daIe. ApaNuM saMyamajIvana sArthaka banI jaze.

Page #5
bhUlo pratye AMkho baMdha rAkho mitratAnA daravAjA khulI jaze daravAjA para lAgeluM tALuM khule che tyAre ja daravAjo khule che ne ? paraMtu mitratAnA daravAjA jo ApaNe kholI devA mAgIe chIe to eno zreSTha rasto A che, anyanI bhUlo pratye AMkho baMdha rAkho. e jeTalA pramANamAM khullI rahe che, mitratAnA daravAjA eTalA baMdha rahe che. mananI eka vicitratA AMkha sAme rAkhajo. anyamAM je doSa e jue che e ja doSa jo potAnAmAM hovAnuM paNa ene khyAlamAM Ave che, e turta ja jAta sAthe enuM samAdhAna karI le che. sAvadhAna ! paropakArano saMbaMdha puNya sAthe nahIM, karuNA sAthe paropakArano saMbaMdha puNya sAthe eTalo nathI jeTalo karuNA sAthe che, A satya ApaNe satata AMkha sAme eTalA mATe rAkhavAnuM che ke ApaNA jIvananA pAyA ja karaNA che . 'sarva jIvarUna ha pariNAmaH sa / dhu ra yam ' Ano artha ? puNyamAM paropakAranI bhajanA che paraMtu karuNA ane paropakAra to avinAbhAvI che. gaNita spaSTa che. ApaNA jIvanamAM satata paropakAra cAlu hoya to ja ApaNe sAcA arthamAM saMyamI ane svArthapradhAna ApaNI jIvanazailI hoya to ApaNe vezathI saMyamI ! lo

Page #6
kharAba vRti para nakAra nahIM paNa vijaya sAtatya ArAdhanAnuM, mohanIya khatama tame galata nimiAne 'nA' pADI zakazo, galata pravRtine tame 'nA' pADI zakazo paraMtu tamArA saMyamajIvanane raphedaphe karI rahela galata vRthiI tame cheDo kevI rIte phADI zakazo? yAda rAkhajo, kharAba vRni nakAravA mAtrathI ApaNe saMyamajIvanane jamAvI zakavAnA nathI. enA para to ApaNe vijaya ja meLavavAno che ane e mATe ApaNe enA svarUpane barAbara samajI levAnuM che. zuM viSaya ke zuM kaSAya ? zuM IrSyA ke zuM abhimAna? e tamAmanuM mULa svarUpa viSTAnuM che. puNyanA udayakALamAM e svarUpane jovA mana taiyAra na thatuM hoya e samajI zakAya che; paraMtu viNa e viSTA ja che. ene nakAravAmAM sArapa nathI, ene ThekANe pADI devAmAM ja sArapa che. 'satata paDatAM rahetAM pANInAM TIpAM chelle to paththaranA cUrA karI ja nAkhatA hoya che' kyAMka vAMcavAmAM Avela A vAkya eTaluM ja kahe che ke tamArI ArAdhanAnuM pota jo pANInuM che to vizvAsa rAkhajo ke enuM sAtatya mohanIyanA kaThora paNa paththarane toDIne * ja rahevAnuM che. prazna e che e tamArA sAtatyano che, tamArA vizvAsano che, tamArI dhIrajano che. kyAM thApa khAI rahyA chIe ApaNe ? enuM vyavasthita nirIkSaNa karatA rahIne je kSetranI truTi dekhAtI hoya e truTine ApaNe dUra karI devAnI jarUra che.

Page #7
AtmAne "jANazuM" pachI, pahelAM "sudhArI' laIe mana : laDo nahIM, upekSA karo jema jema saMyamajIvanano paryAya vadhato jaze tema tema AtmAne 'jANavA'nI jijJAsA aMtaramAM jora karatI jaze. paNa eka vAta kahuM? AtmAne 'jANavA'nI vAtamAM ApaNe AgaLa pachI vadhazuM. pahelAM AtmAne "sudhArI' levAnI vAtane ApaNe prAdhAnya ApatA rahIe. kSayopazamabhAvanA guNonA koI ThekANAM na hoya ane kSAyikabhAvanA guNonA ApaNe abharakhA karavA lAgIe e jo pAgalatA ja gaNAya to anAdikAlIna puSTa thayelA ane ApaNe pote ja puSTa karelA IrSyA, ahaMkAra, lAlasAdi doSomAM AMzika paNa kaDAko bolAvavAno na hoya ane AtmAne jANI levAnA abharakhA karavA eya pAgalatA ja che. pANImAM rahela kacarAne tame duzamana mAnIne ene tame harAvavA mAgo cho ema ne? eka kAma karo. enI sAme laDavuM ja nathI evo tame saMkalpa karI lo. e kacaro ! ApoApa nIce besI jaze ane vagara yuddha tamane duzmana para vijaya prApta thaI - jaze. mana ! anAdinuM galata saMskArothI vAsita che e ! ene ApaNe harAvI devA mAgIe chIe ema ne ? eka kAma karIe. enI sAme laDIe nahIM paNa enI upekSA karatA rahIe. upekSita thatuM e mana potAnI meLe ja nirmAlya ane niHsava thatuM raheze ane eka maMgaLa paLe enA para ApaNo kAyamI vijaya prasthApita thaI

Page #8
ApaNe ApaNI khudanI jAtane madada to karIe jo ApaNA gussAne ApaNe kAbUmAM nathI laI zakatA to... covIseya kalAka prabhu ApaNI madada karatA rahe evI ApaNI icchA che ne? pahelAM eka kAma ApaNe karIe. ApaNe ApaNI khudanI jAtane madada karatA rahIe. eTale? eTale A ja ke manamAM UThatI galata vRttione pravRtinuM baLa na ja ApIe. manamAM UThatA krodhane vacananuM baLa na ApIe ane manamAM UThatI khAvAnI lAlasAne jIbhanuM baLa na ApIe, pramAda pratye kUNI lAgaNI na dharAvIe ane sukhazIlavRAine anukULatA , bhogavavA na daIe. ATalI madada ApaNe - ApaNane karIe. juo pachI prabhu ApaNane madada kare che ke nahIM? Ama to ApaNe sAdhaka saMyamI chIe, saMkhyAbaMdha doSothI ane aticArothI vyApta ApaNuM jIvana che. jIvanane aticAramukta rAkhavA ane manane doSamukta karavA ApaNe khude tanatoDa puruSArtha karavAno che. A sthitimAM ApaNe anyanI javAbadArI levAno koI artha raheto nathI. chatAM koIpaNa kAraNasara kokanI javAbadArI levAno vikalpa ApaNI sAme AvIne Ubho rahI ja jAya to eka bAbata khAsa samajI rAkhavI ke ApaNA gussAne jo ApaNe kAbUmAM laI zakatA na ja hoIe to koInI ya javAbadArI levAthI jAtane dUra ja rAkhI devI.

Page #9
saMyamI ane e sahiSNutA vinAno ? mananI bAladImAM navarAzanuM chidra ? saMsArI mANasa potAnI sajjanatAnI khAtarI jo udAratA dvArA karAve che to saMyamI evA ApaNe ApaNI sajjanatAnI khAtarI sahiSNutA dvArA karAvatA rahevAnuM che. sAdhu ane e asahiSNu ? vAtAvaraNanI pratikULatA saMyamIne durgAnagrasta banAvI de? pratikULa paristhiti saMyamIne durgAnamAM kheMcI jAya ? pratikULa vastuo saMyamInA manane khaLabhaLAvatI rahe ? pratikULa vartana karatI vyaktio saMyamInA manane durbhAvanI zikAra banAvatI rahe ? nA. sAkara vinAnI mIThAI nahIM, mIThA vinAnuM pharasANa nahIM, caTaNI vinAnI bheLa nahIM, basa, sahiSNutAvinAno saMyamI nahIM! 'e mANasa vadhudu:khI che ke jenI pAse samayazakti vAparavAnI kaLA karatAM vadhu samaya ane vadhu zakti che' kyAMka vAMcavAmAM Avela A vAkya ApaNane eTaluM ja kahe che ke samaya bhale tamArI pAse covIsa kalAkano ja che, kAma tame pacIsa kalAkanuM rAkhajo. zakti tamArI pAse bhale maryAdita che, enA amaryAda upayoga mATe tamArA manane satata utsAhasabhara rAkhajo. TUMkamAM, saMyamajIvanamAM tame 'navarA' na ja raho. chidra maLatAM ja pANI jema jamInamAM UtarI jAya che tema mananI navarAza jotAM ja zetAna evo moha emAM dAkhala thaI jaIne saMyamajIvanane raphedaphe karI nAkhe che. sAvadhAna! 13

Page #10
manane nabaLuM na pADIe, keLavI daIe paralokamAM sAthe, AtmIya saMbaMdha anAdikALanA galata abhyAsa dvArA baLavAna banI gayela manane nabaLuM banAvI daIne, viSayakaSAyanA sevanathI nabaLA paDI gayela AtmAne ApaNe baLavAna banAvI zakavAnA nathI e vAta ApaNe supere samajI rAkhavAnI che. to karavAnuM che zuM? A ja ke manane nabaLuM pADI devAne badale manane keLavI devAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe AgaLa vadhatA rahevAnuM che. kAraNa ke mana vinA jema saMsAra nathI tema mana vinA mokSa paNa nathI. sAdhanane nabaLuM pADI daIne sAdhya sudhI nahIM pahoMcI zakAya. sAdhanane keLavIne ja ApaNe sAdhyane AMbI zakazuM. kayo saMbaMdha paralokamAM ApaNI sAthe AvavAno ? gurudeva sAtheno ApaNo ziSya tarIkeno saMbaMdha ? sahavartI muni bhagavaMto : sAtheno ApaNe sahavartI tarIkeno saMbaMdha? prabhu sAtheno ApaNo bhakta tarIkeno saMbaMdha? A tamAma praznono eka ja javAba che. jenI paNa sAthe ApaNo AtmIya saMbaMdha haze e saMbaMdha ja ApaNane paralokamAM javAba ApavAno che. kaMDarika munivare AtmIya saMbaMdha keLavyo hato bhojananAM anukULa dravyo sAthe ! sAtamI narakamAM e saMbaMdha emane laI gayo che. sAvadhAna !

Page #11
manane saMbhaLAvatA jAo hRdayanuM sAMbhaLatA jAo saMyamajIvananI prAptine cAra cAMda lagAvI devAnA je be zreSTha vikalpo che emAMno prathama vikalpa che, manane saMbhaLAvatA jAo. mana kAyama sukhanuM pakSapAtI ane duHkhanuM duzmana ja rahyuM che. enI koI paNa salAha Akhare to AtmA mATe ahitakArI ja puravAra thaI che. eTale e je paNa salAha Ape ene saMbhaLAvatA jAo. bIjo zreSTha vikalpa A che. hRdayanuM sAMbhaLatA jAo. sAmAnyatayA hRdayane hitamAM ane samyakmAM ja rasa hoya che. premamAM ane samarpaNamAM ja rasa hoya che ane eTale ja enI vAta sAMbhaLatA rahevAmAM ApaNe jarAya kacAza rAkhavA jevI nathI. karazuM ApaNe AjathI ja A prayoga zarU? saMyamajIvana siddhigatinI najIka sthAnanA hisAbe siddhigatinI najIkamAM najIkanuM sthAna karyuM ? sarvArthasiddha vimAnanuM. paNa sabUra ! sthitinA hisAbe siddhi gatinI ekadama najIkanuM jIvana kayuM ? saMyamajIvananuM. vizaSAvazyaka bhASyamAM A ja vAta lakhI che. 'siddhanA jIvonA nirupama sukhanI tamAre jo ahIM pratIti karavI che to tame sAdhuno cahero nIrakhI lo. tamane siddhonA nirupama sukha para zraddhA besI jaze.' eTalo ja javAba Apo. ApaNA caherA paranI mastI siddhonA nirupama sukhanI cADI khAya evI ? ke pachI puNyanA udayakALamAM jIvatA mithyAtvInA sukhanI cADI khAya evI? 22

Page #12
rasa upadeza ApavAmAM ? ke udAharaNa banavAmAM ? ruci kSayopazamanI janmadAtrI banIne ja raheze prakAza para pravacana Ape e sUrya nahIM paraMtu prakAza Ape e ja sUrya ! khUba gaMbhIratAthI ApaNe nirIkSaNa karavAnuM che. anya jIvo mATe ApaNe upadezarUpa banI rahIe chIe ke udAharaNarUpa ? sAmA jIvone mAruM kSamA paranuM pravacana AkarSita karI rahyuM che ? ke mArI kSamA ja AkarSita karI rahI che? eka kAma karazuM ? upadeza jeno paNa ApIe chIe enAM udAharaNarUpa banavAno prayAsa to kama se kama zarU karI daIe! pracaMDa puruSArtha pachI ya svAdhyAyakSetre pragati thatI ja nathI kAraNa ke jJAnAvaraNano udaya joradAra che. kSayopazama sArAmAM sAro hovA chatAM svAdhyAya karavAnuM mana ja thatuM. nathI kAraNa ke aMtaramAM svAdhyAya pratye aruci joradAra che. javAba Apo. ApaNane vadhu zuM khaTake ? AvaraNa ? ke aruci ? ApaNe prayatnazIla kayA kSetre ? AvaraNa tUTI jAya e kSetre? ke ruci pragaTI jAya e kSetre? yAda rAkhajo, kSayopazama rucinuM nirmANa kadAca nahIM paNa karI zake paraMtu ruci to thayopazamanuM nirmANa karIne ja raheze ane thayopazamanuM nirmANa AvaraNanI tIvratAnA kAraNe kadAca nahIM paNa thAya to ya ruci cheka kevaLajJAna sudhI AtmAne pahoMcADIne ja raheze !

Page #13
gADImAM badhuM ja hAjara paNa peTrola ? jJAnakSetre adhyayana nava pUrva sudhInuM hoya, cAritrakSetre cAritranuM pAlana niraticAra hoya ane tapakSetre mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNanI tapazcaryA hoya ane chatAM muktipada AtmAthI lAkho yojana dUra hoya, anaMta bhavo dUra hoya e bane kharuM? hA, e banI zake che ema nahIM, ApaNI bAbatamAM kadAca e banyuM ja che. kAraNa? jJAnacAritra ane tapane 'samyak' nuM gaurava maLI zake e samyagdarzana ApaNe spardhA ja nahIM. gADImAM badhuM ja barAbara, peTrola gerahAjara. gADI maMjile pahoMcI ja zI rIte zake? jJAna, cAritra, tapa badhuM ya aphalAtuna. samyakdarzana ja gerahAjara. AtmA maMjile pahoMcI ja zI rIte zake ? eka ja kAma karIe. samyakdarzanane sparzI levAnuM. 25 ApaNI bhUla kADhavAnI chUTa sAmAne kyAM sudhI ? ApaNI bhUla kADhavAnI sAmAne chUTa kyAM sudhI ? ApaNe chadmastha chIe tyAM sudhI! ApaNI bhUlano bacAva karavAnI chUTa ApaNane kyAM sudhI nahIM ? ApaNe chadmastha chIe tyAM sudhI ! ApaNA jIvanamAM bhUlo thatI rahevAnI saMbhAvanA kyAM sudhI ? ApaNe chadmastha chIe tyAM sudhI ! javAba Apo. A vAstavikatAno ApaNane khyAla kharo? A vAstaviktAno ApaNo hRdayagata svIkAra kharo ? A vAstavikatAnA AdhAre ApaNuM jIvana kharuM? jo bhUlanA bacAva mATenA ja ApaNA prayAso cAlu che to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke bhUlamukta banI javAnuM ApaNA mATe azakya ja banI rahevAnuM che. 2

Page #14
abhigama to samyak pasaMda karI zakIe chIe ! abhiprAya vyakta karavAnI pasaMdagI ApaNane rojeroja maLatI ja rahe e bhale zakya nathI paraMtu abhigama pasaMda karavAnI taka to rojeroja ApaNane maLI ja rahe che. Ano artha? A ja ke kokanA dvArA thatA apamAna vakhate ke gocarImAM AvI jatA pratikULa dravyo vakhate, gurudevazrI taraphathI thayela avagaNanA vakhate ke zarIramAM pedA thayela roga vakhate tamAre manano abhigama kevo rAkhavo eno nirNaya tamAre ja karavAno che. samyak abhigama ke galata abhigama e tamArI ja pasaMdagI rahevAnI che. javAba Apo. ApaNe samyak abhigamanA mAlika kharA ? musIbatone phariyAda karavAnI taka na Apo 'musIbatonI phariyAda tame jeTalI vadhu karazo, tamane eTalI vadhu musIbato phariyAda karavA maLaze' eka jagAe vAMcavAmAM Avela A vAkya ApaNane eTaluM ja kahe che ke, jIvanamAM jo tame musIbatone vadhA2vA nathI mAgatA to Aje tamArA jIvanamAM je paNa musIbato che enA pratIkAramAM na raho, svIkAramAM raho. enI phariyAda na karo, ene ghoLIne pI javAnuM sava dAkhavo. musIbato to tamane majabUta banAvavA AvI che. enI phariyAdo karatA rahIne tame kamajora na banatA jAo.

Page #15
magaja badalAvo, jAta badalAI jaze. mAre mitra banavuM che 'gantavyanI mAtra dizA ja ApaNe badalAvI daIe chIe ane ApaNAM mananI dazA badalAI jAya evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. paraMtu eka ati mahatvanI hakIkata khyAlamAM che? ApaNAM magajane ApaNe badalAvI daIe chIe ane ApaNe khudabadalAI jaIe chIe. Ano artha? A ja ke jAtane badalI devA mATeno zreSTha vikalpa che, magajane, abhigamane samya banAvI daIe ! vartamAna jIvanamAM ApaNe eka kAma khAsa karavA jevuM che. mitro zodhavA javAne badale mitra banavA tarapha vadhu dhyAna kendrita karatA rahevAnuM che. kAraNa ? mitro zodhavA javAmAM banI zake ke ApaNI jAtajAtanI apekSAonI pUrtinI ApaNane apekSA rahe. jAtajAtanI ApaNI zarato ApaNane emanI pAse rajU karatA rahevAnuM mana thAya. e pUrI na thatAM | ApaNe emanAthI dUra ja thaI jaIe. jyAre ApaNe khuda jo kokanA mitra banI javA prayAsa karazuM to emAM ApaNe ApaNAM paze jAtajAtanA parivartana karavA paDaze. jemAM ApaNane saphaLatA maLavAnI pUrNa saMbhAvanA che.

Page #16
aMtaHkaraNane chetaro nahIM sadbhAgya: mArga para kadama mUkavAnuM maMjile pahoMcavAnuM sadbhAgya bhale virala koTinA AtmAone ja maLatuM hoya che paraMtu mArga para kadama mUkavAnuM sadbhAgya to nAnA nAnA mANasone ya upalabdha hoya ApaNAM aMtaHkaraNane jo ApaNe aMdhArAmAM che taratA rahezuM to ajavALAmAM e abhyAsarUpe pragaTa thatuM ja raheze. A hakIkata ApaNe eka paLa mATeya bhUlavA jevI nathI kAraNa ke manano eka svabhAva che ke je sthaLa para ke je vartana ke vRIi para koInI ya najara hotI nathI tyAM e garabaDa karI nAkhatAM jarAya zarama anubhavatuM nathI. paNa sabUra ! A to kudaratanuM jagata che. enA niyamo ekAdya che. tame bIja bhale ne aMdhArAmAM vAvyuM che, ajavALAmAM enA aMkuro pragaTa thavAnAM ja che. tame pApa bhale ne aMdhakAramAM sevyuM che, pApavicArane tame bhale ne aMdhakAramAM puSTa karyo che, ajavALAmAM AcaraNarUpe pragaTa thaIne e tamAro DUco kADhI nAkhavAno che. sAvadhAna ! prazna e nathI ke ApaNI maMjila khUba dUra che. prazna e che ke ApaNA kadama mArga para mukAI gayA che ja evuM chAtI ThokIne kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe chIe kharA ? prabhu ApaNane sauthI vadhu game che. prabhunAM vacano ApaNane sauthI vadhu game che. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana e ja ApaNuM

Page #17
samUhanI upayogitA ane upakAritA lakSyasthAna para bhale ne ApaNe vyaktigata ja pahoMcavAnuM che; paraMtu samUhanI upasthiti, samUhano sahavAsa, samUhanA prayAso ApaNane e lakSyasthAne pahoMcavAmAM sahAya to kare ja che. ApaNI pAse atyAre je paNa yatijIvana che e sApekSa yatijIvana che. sAdhanA-ArAdhanA ke svAdhyAya bhale ApaNe ja karavAnA che; paraMtu samUhano sahavAsa ane samUhanI sahAya vinA emAM AgaLa vadhavuM ke emAM TakI rahevuM ApaNA mATe sarvathA azakya ja che. javAba Apo. samUhanI A upayogitA ApaNAM khyAlamAM kharI ? samUhanI A upakAritA ApaNAM hRdayamAM pratiSThita kharI? samUha pratyenA kRtajJabhAvathI ApaNuM haiyuM gadagaduM kharuM ? 33 letAM thAkI jAya paNa detAM na thAke enuM nAma prema letAM thAkI jAya paNa tamane detAM detAM hAMpha na caDe enuM nAma prema' ko'ka sthaLe vAMcavAmAM Avela premanI A vyAkhyAne amalI banAvavAno prayAsa ApaNe AjathI ja, atyArathI ja zarU karI devAnI jarUra che. vItelAM varaso daramyAna ApaNe jene paNa prema Apyo che, jenI paNa sAthe premano saMbaMdha bAMdhyo che e premane A vyAkhyAnA AdhAre cakAsavA jaIe to ApaNane spaSTa khyAla AvI jAya ke sodAbAjIne ja ApaNe premanuM nAma ApI dIdhuM che. apekSA tUTI che, svArtha ghavAyo che, e ja paLe

Page #18
nabaLAI kabUla karavI e ya tAkAta dardathI dUra, vikAsanI saMbhAvanA para pUrNavirAma - ba La vAna ' banavuM e to e tAkAta che ja; paraMtu nabaLAI kabUla karavI e ya tAkAta che. kama se kama ApaNe A tAkAtanA to mAlika banI jaIe ! yAda rAkhajo. ajJAnano svIkAra jema dhIme dhIme ajJAnathI mukta karI de che tema nabaLAIno hRdayagata svIkAra paNa AtmAne nabaLAIthI mukta karI de che ! anuzAsana, AjJApAlana jIvanamAM eka jAtanuM darda jarUra lAve che; paraMtu kAmacalAu e dardane jo veThI. levAmAM Ave che to e darda AtmAno je vikAsa kare che te kAyamI hoya che. paNa sabUra ! AjJApAlanajanya kAmacalAu dardathI, 'je bhAgato phare che ' e AtmA kAyamI vikAsanI saMbhAvanAthI dUrasudUra dhakelAI jAya che. sAvadhAna! 35 36

Page #19
prasannatAnI imArata, sadguNonA pAyA para prasannatAnI eka imArata UbhI thAya che anukULatAnI jamIna para ane prasannatAnI eka imArata UbhI thAya che sadguNonI jamIna para. prathama naMbaranI prasannatA hoya che saMsArI mANasa pAse, jyAre bIjA naMbaranI prasannatA hoya che sAdhaka pAse. saMyamI pAse. prazna pUcho aMtaHkaraNane enI prasannatAnI jamIna kaI che ? anukULatA ke sadguNo ? jo anukULatAnI jamIna para ja prasannatAnI imArata UbhI thayelI haze to nizcita samajI rAkhajo ke A imArata koI paNa paLe kaDaDabhUsa to thavAnI ja che paraMtu aMtima samaye dhvasta thaI cUkelI e imArata durdhyAnano zikAra banAvI daIne AtmAne durgatimAM dhakelI devAnI che. sAvadhAna! doSanI sajjanatA gharamAM AvI gayela mahemAna pratye tame game teTalo aNagamo darzAvo, e mahemAna jo naphaphaTa ane nirlajja haze to tamArA gharamAMthI javAnuM nAma ja nahIM le. paNa sabUra ! doSa eka evo sajjana ane khAnadAna mahemAna che ke eka vAra paNa tame enA pratye hRdayano aNagamo darzAvo, e tamArA jIvana-gharamAMthI ravAnA thaI javA turta ja bistarApoTalA bAMdhavA lAgaze. karuNatA ApaNAM jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke aNagamo darzAvyA vinA ApaNe doSanA A mahemAnane jIvanagharamAMthI ravAnA karI devA dhamapachADA karyA che paNa e badhAya dhamapachADA vyartha ja gayA che. kAraNa ? doSatiraskAra vinA doSamukti nathI ja e adhyAtma jagatano vaNalakhyo niyama che. je doSe ApaNane duHkho ja ApyA che enA pratye have ApaNe aNagamo darzAvavAnuM zarU karaze kharA? 38

Page #20
guNanI sajjanatA ane khAnadAnI duHkhanA samayamAM vicAra 'tyAre'no.. mahemAna bhale ne game teTalo sajjana che, e tamAre tyAM rahI ja jAya evI bhale ne tamArI joradAra icchA che, bhalene tame enI upasthiti pratye 'gamo' ja vyakta karI rahyA cho chatAM paNa e mahemAna tamAre tyAMthI turta ja ravAnA thaI jAya evuM bane. paNa sabUra ! guNa e eka evo sajjana ane khAnadAna mahemAna che ke enA pratye tame mAtra gamo' vyakta karo, e tamArA jIvanagharamAM kAyama mATe rahI javA taiyAra thaIne ja raheze. yAda rAkhajo, guNa pakSapAta vinA guNAdhAna zakya ja nathI banavAnuM. jarUra che guNane gamADavAnuM ! beDo pAra che. pApanA udayajanya duHkhano jIvanamAM jyAre paNa anubhava thAya tyAre manane samAdhimAM rAkhavA mATe 'tyAre nA vicArane AtmasAta karatA rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. 'tyAre' eTale ? 'bhUtakALanA koka bhavomAM mArAthI acUka bhUla thaI ja haze. e vinA A duHkho Ave ja kyAMthI?' A vicAraNA ! javAba Apo. paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyAnI vedanAnI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLatAMnI sAthe ja ApaNe emano sAro e bhava AMkha sAme lAvI ja daIe chIe ne ke je bhavamAM emaNe zavyApAlakanA kAnamAM garama garama sIsuM reDI dIdhuM hatuM ! jo prabhu para AvelAM duHkhomAM ApaNe pUrvanA bhavone AMkha sAme lAvI ja daIe to ApaNA para AvatAM duHkhomAM ApaNA pUrvabhavone AMkho sAme kemanalAvIe?

Page #21
sukhanA samayamAM vicAra 'atyAre'no... bhAvine bagADavAnI bhUla na karo puNyakarmanA udayajanya sukhano jIvanamAM jyAre paNa samaya cAlato hoya tyAre e samaya AtmA mATe lAbhakArI nIvaDI jAya e mATe 'atyAre'nA vicArane ApaNe AtmasAtu karI levAnI jarUra che. atyAre ? eTale ? A ja ke sAce ja jo huM sAdhanA karI levA mAguM chuM to enA mATe mArI pAse atyArano samaya ja zreSTha che. anukULatAnA samayamAM jo huM sAdhanA nahIM karI lauM to pachI karI zakyAre? nA...Aja Aja bhAI atyAre.. kabUla, be varasa pUrve koke mAruM apamAna karyuM ja hatuM. kabUla, eka varasa pUrve gurudeve vagara bhUle mane badhAyanI vacce utArI pADyo hato..kabUla, hajI gaI kAle ja jANI joIne sahavartI munivare gocarImAM mArI avagaNanA karI hatI. kabUla, hajI kalAka pahelAM ja jANI joIne eka . zrAvaka mArA pratye krodha karI beTho hato. - prazna e che ke zuM mArA pratyenA bhUtakALanA - kokanA nakArAtmaka vartananI smRtithI - huM mArA vartamAnane bagADI to da nathI rahyo ne ? jo hA, to eno artha eTalo ja che ke huM mArA bhAvine paNa bagADavAnuM atyArathI | rijharvezana karI rahyo chuM ! sAvadhAna!

Page #22
vismayabhAvane jIvaMta rAkho. - kaSTo sukhadAyI bhale nathI, phAyadAkAraka to che ja pagamAM ghUsI gayela kAMTAne kADhI. nAkhavAthI thatI pIDA sukhadAyI nathI hotI emAM to kyAM koIne pUchavuM paDe tema che ? paNa e pIDA phAyadAkAraka banIne ja rahe che e to A zaMkAvinAnI vAta che. saMyamajIvananAM je paNa kaSTo che - locanAM ke vihAranAM, garamInAM ke ThaMDInAM, niyaMtraNanAM ke AjJAkAritAnAM - e tamAma kaNe sukhadAyI bhale nathI paNa AtmA mATe phAyadAkAraka to che ja. A satya ApaNe asthimajjA banAvI devAnI jarUra che. ApaNI A zraddhA ApaNane kaSTomAM niHsavatAnA zikAra to nahIM banavA de paraMtu vadhu ne vadhu sAvika banAvI daIne lakhalUTa karmanirjarAnA bhAgI banAvaze ! uMmara to ApaNane gharaDA jyAre banAvaze tyAre paNa adhyAtmanA jagatamAM sAce ja ApaNe jo gharaDA banavA nathI mAgatA to eno zreSTha vikalpa che, vismayabhAvane sadAya jIvaMta rAkho. | paryAya bhale ne game teTalo moTo hoya, padavI bhale ne game teTalI UMcI hoya, vidvA bhale ne parAkASThAnI hoya, samAjamAM khyAti bhale ne joradAra hoya, paNa prabhuzAsana pratyeno, prabhu vacano pratyeno, hAthamAM rahela saMyamajIvana pratyeno, upakArI gurudeva pratyeno vismayabhAva jo hRdayamAM dhabakato ja che to ApaNe yuvAna ja chIe, prabhu vIranA vacano gautamasvAmI haMmezA vismayabhAvathI ja sAMbhaLatA hatA ne? 44 karI nA

Page #23
kharAba svataMtratAthI dUra ja rahIe sArI svataMtratAno lAbha uThAvatA ja rahIe... " !!?' pramAdanuM sevana karatAM ApaNane A jIvanamAM jo koI aTakAvanAra na hoya, kaSAya ApaNe jo game tenI sAthe karI zakatA hoIe, doSita gocarI jo ApaNe be-rokaToka vAparI zakatA hoIe ane gurudeva pAsethI sukhazIlatA poSavAnI dhArI chUTa jo ApaNe laI zakatA hoIe to e svataMtratA jarUra che paNa e kharAba svataMtratA che. A jIvananI samAptinI sAthe ja AtmAne e kharAba svataMtratA evI gatimAM ravAnA karI devAnI che ke je gatimAM lamaNe parAdhInatA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja jhIMkAvAnuM nathI. | 'je dhArIe te ApaNe karI zakIe' AvI kharAba svataMtratAthI jAtane dUra ja rAkhazuM? huM dhAruM tyAre svAdhyAya karI zakuM, tapazcaryA jhukAvI zakuM, gurudevanI bhaktimAM kalAkonA kalAko vItavI zakuM, rojanA vIsa-vIsa ghaDA pANI lAvI zakuM, rAtanA so so logassano kAusagna karI zakuM, pariSaha-upasargo veThI zakuM. A eka evI sarasa svataMtratA che ke je svataMtratAno upayoga bhavAMtaramAM mane evI gatinI bheTa dharI de che ke je gatimAM maLatI anukULatAo mArA AtmAnI paramagatinajIka lAvIne ja rahe. saMyamajIvanamAM je karavA jevuM hoya e badhuM ja karI zakIe.' A sArI svataMtratA jo ApaNI pAse hoya to eno bharapUra lAbha ApaNe uThAvatA rahevA jevuM che.

Page #24
savakSetre sAvadha kharA ? zraddhAnI maMdatA samyadarzana mATe jokhamI puravAra thAya che eno ApaNane khyAla hovAthI manamAM jyAM paNa prabhuvacano pratye zaMkAno bhAva UThe che tyAM e ja paLe tyAMthI pAchA pharI javAnI vRtti manamAM jAgI jAya che. paraMtu sabUra ! savanI kacAza cAritrajIvana mATe jokhamI puravAra thAya che eno ApaNane khyAla na hovAthI ApaNe savavRddhi mATe ke savarakSA mATe eTalA sAvadha rahetA nathI. ane ApaNI A asAvadhagIrI banI zake ke AvatIkAle ApaNAM cAritra jIvana mATe AtmaghAtaka puravAra thAya. sAvadhAna! 47 dravyamAM rAga jIvaMta to dravyakriyAmAM bhAva jIvaMta kema nahIM ? gocarInAM dravyomAM dUdha ke ghI, dALa ke zAka, roTalI ke bhAta bhale ne roja ApaNe vAparIe chIe paNa e dravyomAM ApaNane rAga thato ja nathI evuM chAtI ThokIne kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe nathI ja. prazna e che ke rojanA vaparAzanAM dravyomAM rAgane jIvaMta rAkhanArA ApaNe rojanI Avazyaka kriyAomAM bhAvane jIvaMta rAkhIe chIe kharA? jo nA, to bhavAMtaramAM ApaNI sAthe vAraso zeno Avaze ? rAgano ke bahumAnabhAvano ? saMklezano ke ahobhAvano ? galata vRddhino ke samyak saMskArono ? sAvadhAna! 4

Page #25
zubhane bahAra lAvavA zubha ApatA ja rahIe thIjelA ghIne AgathI dUra ja rAkhIe ghI bhale ne thIjI gayeluM che. AganI nAnakaDI cinagArI ene maLe che ane e ogaLavA lAge che. ApaNI pAse rahela zubha upAdAnanuM pota Akhare to thIjI gayela ghI jevuM che. ApaNe jo ene sakriya banAvavA mAgIe chIe to eno zreSThatama vikalpa A che, zubha nimiyonI cinagArI ene ApatA ja rahIe. kadAca mAmUlI zubhanimionI ene asara na thAya to prabaLa ane puSkaLa zubhanimiyo ene ApatA rahIe. prabhuzAsanano rAjamArga A ja che. zubhane bahAra lAvavuM che ? zubha kabUla, hAthamAM jIvana saMyamanuM che. zarIra para veza saMyamIno che. rojiMdI kriyAo saMyamajIvanane anurUpa che ane toya manamAM pazujagatanI tamAma vRtio ApaNe laIne beThA chIe e ya che, eTalI ja vAstavikatA che. jo e galata vRoine ApaNe pravRtirUpa banavAdevA nathI mAgatA to eno eka ja vikalpa che. jAtane galata nimitothI dUra ja rAkhIe. thIjelA ghI jevA galata upAdAnane jo ApaNe ogaLavA devA nathI ja mAgatA to galata nimiyonI AgathI ene dUra rAkhIe e ja rAjamArga che ne?

Page #26
satyapuruSArthano aMta e ja mRtyu pavana hAjara, prakAza gerahAjara ! pavana jIvananA aMtavALA mRtyune to ApaNe aTakAvI zakavAnA nathI; paraMtu sapuruSArthano aMta e ja mRtyu'nI adhyAtmajagatamAM je vyAkhyA che e mRtyune to ApaNe aTakAvI zakIe chIe ne ? eka kAma karIe. sapuruSArthane kyAMya virAma na ApIe. jItI jazuM. hAjara hoya ane prakAza gerahAjara hoya evA makAnamAM rahevA mATe saMsArI mANasa jo taiyAra thato nathI to upazamabhAvano pavana hAjara hoya paraMtu samyaka jJAnano prakAza gerahAjara hoya evA jIvanane adhyAtmajagata paNa vaMdanIya kyAM mAne che? AMkha sAme lAvo agnizarmAne. traNa traNa mAsakhamaNanAM pAraNAM cukAI gayA pachI ya e Ne TakAvI rAkhe lo upazamabhAva samyakajJAnanA abhAvamAM phaLahIna ja banI gayo ne ? pavana-prakAza baMne joIe ja.

Page #27
prakAza hAjara, pavana gerahAjara ! pavana ane prakAza baMne hAjara... | kalpanA karo evA makAnanI ke je makAnamAM prakAza to hAjara hoya paNa pavana gerahAjara hoya ! evA makAnamAM ThaMDakanI gerahAjarImAM mANasa baphAI ja jAyane? jIvanamAM samyaka jJAnano prakAza bhale ne hAjara che paNa upazamabhAvano pavana jo gerahAjara che to e jIvana adhyAtmajagatamAM evuM : gauravaprada nathI ja banatuM. A kSAyika samakitanA dhaNI mahArAjA zreNika pAse samyaphajJAnano prakAza to hAjara hato ja ne ? paNa upazamabhAvanA pavananI gerahAjarIe emanA AtmAnI kevI kaphoDI prakAza jyAM bharapUra hoya ane pavananI jyAM bharapUra avarajavara hoya e makAna konI prazaMsAno viSaya nathI banatuM e prazna che. samyakajJAnanA prakAzathI jhaLahaLatuM ane upazamabhAvanA pavananI ThaMDaka prasarAvatuM adhyAtmajIvana e ja sAcA arthamAM vaMdanIya, prazaMsanIya ane anukaraNIya banatuM hoya e sahune samajAya tevI vAta che. AMkha sAme lAvo mahAmuni gajasukumALane. mastaka para kheranA aMgArA ane e jAlima vedanA vacce ya prakAza ane pavananA sahAre ke vaLa zAnanI prApti ! kamAla ! kamAla!

Page #28
gurudevanA AnaMdane ApaNe samajIe prabhunI AjJAone ApaNe jIvananA aMta sudhI ya samajI zakazuM kharA ? TUMkuM AyuSya, maMda kSayopazama, nabaLuM zarIra ane niHsava mana. A nabaLAM paribaLonA sahAre ApaNe prabhuthI thoDIka paNa AjJAo jo samajI zakyA to bhayo bhayo ! kadAca ema kahuM ke cauda pUrvadharo paNa prabhunI badhI ja AjJAone samajI zakatA nathI to emAM ya koI atizayokti nathI. paNa, jo ApaNe gurudevanA AnaMdane samajavA mAgIe chIe to emAM ApaNane koI ja takalIpha paDe tema nathI. prabhunI AjJAone samajavA prayAsa jarUra karIe paNa gurudevanA AnaMdane to 55 AjJA mujaba jIvavuM che ? ke AnaMda mujaba ? prabhunI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana banAvavAnA prayAso ApaNe pachI karazuM, pahelAM gurudevanA AnaMda mujabanuM jIvana banAvavA to prayatnazIla banIe ! yAda rAkhajo. mana badamAza che. gurudevanA AnaMdane samajI zakavA chatAM e AnaMda mujaba jIvana jIvavA e taiyAra thaze nahIM ane prabhunI AjJAone na samajI zakavA chatAM e AjJAo mujaba jIvana jIvavAno ja e Agraha karyA karaze! kAraNa? AnaMda mujaba jIvana jIvavA javAmAM svacchaMdavRddhinuM balidAna ApavuM paDe che jyAre AjJA mujaba ja jIvana jIvavAnA AgrahI banyA rahevAmAM ahaM puSTa karI zakAya che. mananI A badamAzIne toDavI che ? Avo, gurudevanA AnaMdane jIvananuM lakSya banAvI daIe. AjJAnuM pAlana jIvanamAM AvIne ja raheze ! deva ane guru baMne sacavAI jaze. 5

Page #29
'hetu' nahIM paNa 'setu' 'heta' vinA 'hita ?' asaMbhava ! apekSA jyAM paNa tUTe, svArtha jyAM paNa ghavAya tyAM dareka sthaLe 'hetu' ne ja tapAsatA rahevAmAM mana durgAnanuM ane durbhAvanuM zikAra banyuM rahe evI pUrI zakyatA che. e saMbhavita apAyathI jAtane bacAvI , levI che? setu' banyA rahevAnI prabhunI AjJAne satata AMkha sAme rAkho. jIva mAtra , pratye maitrIbhAva TakAvI rAkhavAnI prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana e ja che setukArya. e karatA rahIe. 'hita' cAhe mAre mAruM sAdhavuM che ke anya koI jIvanuM sAdhavuM che, 'heta'nA rastAne apanAvyA vinA mArI pAse bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI. du:khada vAstavikatA e che ke jIvo pratyenA hetanI, jIva mAtra pratyenA maitrI bhAvanI, jIvo pratyenA sadbhAvanI mahA anaMta jJAnIoe ApaNane je rItanI darzAvI che e rItanI ApaNA hRdayamAM pratiSThita thaI nathI. chatAM spaSTa samajI rAkhavA jevuM che ApaNe ke mukha vinA naLI vATe yA peTamAM bhojana mokalI zakAze paraMtu 'heta', vinA 'hitanI maMjile to kyAreya nahIM ) pahoMcI zakAya. paNa

Page #30
vikAsa, ahaMkAranA bhavana mATe eka eka iMTa samAna ? kAla karatAM Aje svAdhyAyanA kSetre mArI pragati vizeSa noMdhapAtra rahI. tapanA kSetre saMyamajIvananA zarUAtanA divaso karatAM huM Aje khUba AgaLa nIkaLI gayo chuM. mArI vidyAmAM rojaroja vizeSa pragati thaI rahI che paNa sabUra ! A vikAsa ahaMkAranA bhavana mATe eka eka iMTarUpa puravAra na thAya enI khAsa takedArI ApaNe rAkhavAnI che. anyathA bane evuM ke vikAsathI ahaMkAra puSTa karatA rahIne ApaNe khuda e ahaMkAranA bhavanamAM keda thaI jaIe. asthivisarjana barAbara smRti visarjananuM zuM ? saMsAranA kSetramAM evuM sAMbhaLavA ApaNane maLe che ke zabanA agnisaMskAra thaI gayA bAda nadImAM enAM asthinuM visarjana karI devAmAM Ave che. asthi visarjana thatAMnI sAthe ja tatsaMbaMdhI zoka vageremAMthI enAMsvajano mukta thaI jAya che. mAre vAta e karavI che ke saMyamajIvananI pratyeka paLane ApaNe jo tAjagIsabhara, vizuddhisabhara ane prasannatAsabhara rAkhavA mAgIe chIe to ApaNe smRti visarjana karatA rahevAnI bAbatamAM haMmezAM agresara rahevAnI jarUra che. smRti visarjana eTale ? bhUtakALamAM banI gayelA koI paNa nabaLA prasaMgano manamAM saMgraha ja nahIM. yAda rAkhajo, asthivisarjana nathI paNa thatuM to ya saMsArI mANasanuM jIvana vyavasthita cAlatuM rahe che paNa smRti visarjana jo nathI thatuM to saMyamInuM saMyamajIvana to ravADe caDI jAya che. sAvadhAna! 50

Page #31
game che "khaMDa' lAvavuM paDe che "akhaMDa' sukha ApyAnuM sukha anubhave e muni huM puSpanA raMgane jyAre svIkAruM chuM ke tyAre enA AkAra para paNa mArI pasaMdagI thaI ja jAya che. A vAstavikatA ApaNe jIvonI bAbatamAM samajI rAkhavAnI che. je paNa vyaktinA je paNa guNanA kAraNe e vyaktine ApaNe svIkArI hoya, e vyaktimAM rahela doSone paNa ApaNe nabhAvI ja levA paDatA hoya muninI Ama to ghaNI vyAkhyA che paraMtu eka alaga saMdarbhamAM muninI vyAkhyA karavI hoya to kahI zakAya ke "sukha ApyAnuM sukhaje anubhavato rahe e muni' je Ameya jagatanA jIvamAtra pratyenA snehanuM jharaNuM ApaNAM aMtaramAM satata vahetuM ja hoya che ne ? ane sAmAnA sukhamAM sukhano anubhava karatA rahevuM e ja to snehanuM kArya che ne? javAba Apo. A vyAkhyAmAM ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa goThavAya che kharuM? prabhu bhale parArtha vyasanI hatA. ApaNe sukhapradAna vyasanI kharA? snehanA kAraNe mA potAnA bALakane sukha ApyA vinA jo rahI ja nathI zakatI to ApaNe to jagatanA jIvamAtranI "mA" chIe. ApaNI manaHsthiti A ja ne? TUMkamAM, ahIM pasaMda tamane bhale "khaMDa' ja hoya che. 'akhaMDa' ne tamAre apanAvavuM ja paDe che." durbhAvanAM mULamAM che zuM ? akhaMDamAMnA keTalAka khaMDano ja svIkAra. nA. tame paththaranA gamatA bhAgane svIkArI laIne aNagamatA bhAgane dUra rAkhI zakazo paNa

Page #32
duHkha ApyAnuM sukha na anubhave e muni anyane sukha maLyAnuM duHkha na anubhave e muni muninI eka alaga vyAkhyA karavI hoya to A paNa karI zakAya ke "duHkha ApyAnuM sukha kyAreya na anubhavato rahe e muni.' banI zake ke chadmasthavazAt kokanA pratye ApaNe AvezamAM AvI gayA hoIe ane enA duHkhamAM ApaNe nimiA banI gayA hoIe, sAmI vyaktinA aparAdha badala ene ApaNe sajA karavI ja paDI hoya ane enA kAraNe enA manamAM ApaNAM pratye durbhAva Ubho thaI ja gayo hoya ane toya ApaNe enAduHkhamAMthI sukha anubhavavAnI halakaTatA to kyAreya dAkhavavAnI nathI. 'hAtha mAre tyAre ya haiyuM raDe" mA jo A vyAkhyA laIne beThI che to jagatanA jIvamAtranI mAchIe ApaNe. A vyAkhyAmAM ApaNe to hoIe ja ne? muninI eka masta vyAkhyA karavI hoya to A paNa karI zakAya ke anyane sukha maLyAnuM duHkha kyAreya na anubhavato rahe e. muni.' bhale ne ApaNe saMyamI chIe paNa A to saMsAra che. ahIM puNyanA kSetre tamArAthI AgaLa nIkaLI jatA saMyamIo paNa hovAnA ane guNanA kSetre tamArAthI AgaLa nIkaLI gayelA saMyamIo paNa hovAnA ja. jo e tamAmanAM darzane ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa vyathAthI vyApta banI jatuM hoya ane IrSyAthI grasta banI jatuM hoya to pachI saMsArImAM ane ApaNAmAM phera zuM? nA, pramoda bhAvanA e to saMyamInI zrImaMtAI che. enAthI

Page #33
anyane duHkha maLyAnuM duHkha anubhavato rahe e muni ahaMkArInI carabI magajamAM muninI eka vyAkhyA A paNa karI zakAya ke "anyane du:kha maLyAnuM duHkha satata anubhavato rahe e muni - tArkika ziromaNI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAje to tyAM sudhI lakhI dIdhuM che ke 'sAmI vyaktinA du:khanuM pratibiMba jo tamArA aMtaHkaraNamAM nathI paDatuM to tame Apta ja nathI.' jo saMsAranA AraMbha-samAraMbhamAM beThela eka saMsArI AtmA pAse paNa AvuM saMvedanAsabhara " aMtaHkaraNa hovuM joIe to pachI ApaNA mATe to vAta ja zI karavAnI ? samyakdarzananuM cothuM pahelavAnanI carabI to enA zarIramAM hoya che; paraMtu ahaMkArInI carabI to enA magajamAM hoya che.' kyAMka vAMcavAmAM Avela A vAkyanA saMdarbhamAM vicAravuM hoya to vicArI zakAya ke zarIranI carabI vadhumAM vadhu mota ja Ape che paraMtu ahaMkAranI carabI to AtmAnedurgatimAM dhakelI de che. javAba Apo. ApaNe vadhu sAvadha kaI bAbatamAM ? zarIramAM carabI jamA na thaI jAya emAM ? ke pachI magajamAM carabI jamA na thaI jAya emAM? ApaNe vadhu vyathA zenI anubhavIe ? zarIramAM carabInA thara jAmI gayAnI ? ke magajamAM ahaMkAranI carabI jAmI gayAnI? ahaMkAranI carabIne nAmazeSa karI nAkhavA mATe ja maLelA A saMyamajIvanamAM e carabIne vadhAravAnI bhUla ApaNe kyAreya na karIe !

Page #34
zAstra abhyAsa barAbara, saMvedanAnuM zuM ? mananAM galata pariNAma : vacana-kAyAnuM baLa na Apo. zAstronI paMktione samajatA. ' rahevAno to saMyamajIvanamAM anya ke koI vikalpa ja nathI paraMtu prazna e che - ke zAstranI paMktio jema vadhu ne vadhu khUlatI jAya tema hRdaya vadhu ne vadhu che saMvedanA anubhavatuM rahe che ke kema? jo e bAbatamAM ApaNI satata pIchehaTha ja thaI rahI . hoya to nizcita samajI rAkhavA jevuM che ke zAstrapaMktionAM rahasyo kholI zakatI A vidvA kadAca ApaNA AtmAnI durgati sarjIne ja rahevAnI che. caudapUrvanA racayitA gaNadhara gautama saMvedanazIla haiyuM dharAvI zake ane mAmUlI vidyA dharAvatA nadInI bhale ne lAkha icchA che ke mAre be kAMThe vahevuM nathI ja; paraMtu uparavAsamAM varasAda dhodhamAra hoya che tyAre nadIne be kAMThe vahevuM pharajiyAta banI jAya che. kabUla, ApaNe aMtarathI icchIe chIe ke manane asaMyamanA pariNAmanuM zikAra nathI ja banavA devuM paraMtu bhUtakAlIna bhavono galata saMskArono vAraso jo ApaNe ahIM laIne ja AvyA chIe to manane asaMyamanA pariNAmanuM zikAra banatuM aTakAvavuM muzkela ja banI rahevAnuM che. eka kAma ApaNe karI zakIe. asaMyamanA mananA pariNAmane vacananuM ane kAyAnuM baLa to haragija na ja ApIe. ghaNAM bacI jazuM.

Page #35
pathika ane patha, baMne prabhu ja prabhunA sAdhanA jIvanane AMkha sAme rAkhIe to ApaNane prabhumAM 'pathika'nA darzana thAya. jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI emanI jvalaMta sAdhanA jotAM AMkhomAM AzcaryanA ane ahobhAvanAM AMsu AvI jAya. paraMtu kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI tIrthanI sthApanA karatAM prabhune ApaNe AMkha sAme lAvIe to ApaNane emAM 'patha'nAM darzana thAya. basa, emane ApaNe pakaDI rAkhIe, maMjile ApaNe pahoMcIne ja rahIe. kevuM sadbhAgya che ApaNuM ? pathika ane patha, baMnenAM svarUpamAM ApaNane prabhu ja maLI gayA. have ApaNe bIje-trIje kyAMya bhaTakavAnI jarUra kharI? mana : jenI pAse ApaNe sauthI vadhu jaIe chIe... ApaNI pAse sauthI vadhu koNa Ave che ? sahavartI mitra munivaro ? bhakta zrAvako ? nA. ApaNe sauthI vadhu najIka konI pAse jaIe chIe ? prabhu pAse ? gurudeva pAse? sahavartI munivaro pAse ? nA. eka 'mana' ja evuM che ke je ApaNI pAse sauthI vadhu Ave che ane jenI pAse ApaNe sauthI vadhu jaIe chIe. javAba Apo. A mana ApaNe kevuM rAkhyuM che? su-mana ? ke pachI duzmana ? samAdhimasta? ke pachI saMklezagrasta ?

Page #36
bahirmukhatA ghaTatI jAya...aMtarmukhatA vadhatI jAya... jema jema divaso pasAra thatA jAya che tema tema ApaNuM saMyamajIvana jAmatuM ja jAya che enI pratIti jo ApaNe karavA mAgIe chIe to A rahyuM enuM samIkaraNa. peTa nAnuM thatuM jAya ane mana moTuM thatuM jAya e saMyamajIvana jAmI gayAnI nizAnI.' peTa nAnuM thatuM jAya eno artha A ke bahirmukhatA ghaTatI jAya ane mana moTuM thatuM jAya eno artha A ke aMtarmukhatA vadhatI jAya. Akhare peTano artha che zuM ? bahArathI aMdara ThalavAtuM jAya ! manano artha che zuM ? aMdarathI bahAra AvatuM jAya ! saMklezone virAma ApIe. vizuddhine chalakAvatA rahIe. saMyamajIvana sArthaka ! mojAM to hAjara che-pALa toDI nAkhIe sAgaramAM UThatAM mojAMo bhale ne game teTalA virATa che, kinArA para baMdhAyela pALa sAthe bhaTakAtA rahIne e mojAMo phINa phINa thaI jAya che. gurudevazrInI ke sahavarti munivaronI ApaNA pratyenI lAgaNI bhale ne game teTalI virATa che, jo ApaNe ApaNAM mananI AsapAsa ahaMkAranI majabUta pALa bAMdhIne jIvI rahyA chIe to lAgaNIonAM e virATa mojAMo paNa phINa phINa thaIne ja rahe che. 'phINa phINa thaIne rahe che' eTale ? eTale A ja ke lAgaNIonuM e pAvana jaLa ApaNane sparzI zakatuM nathI. lAgaNIonAM e pAvana jaLathI ApaNe bhIMjAI zakatA nathI. ApaNe eka ja kAma karavA jevuM che. mojAM to hAjara ja che. ApaNe pALa toDInAkhIe. 72

Page #37
1 mAphI ApavAmAM bhAre hiMmata joIe che bhISma tapazcaryAo karavA mATe pracaMDa savanI jarUra paDe che enI nA nahIM, lohI-pANI eka karI nAkhe evo svAdhyAya karavA prabaLa puruSArthanI jarUra paDe che enI ya nA nahIM, eka ja divasamAM 3540 kilomITarano vihAra karavAnA AvI gayela paDakArane jhIlI levAmAM pracaMDa hiMmatanI jarUra paDe che enI yanA nahIM paNa, bhUla karanArane mApha karI devAmAM ane ApaNI bhUla kADhanAra pratye sadbhAva TakAvI rAkhavAmAM to je hiMmatanI jarUra paDe che enuM to varNana thAya tema nathI. yAda rAkhajo, sAkara ane dUdha vinA jema mAvAnI baraphI zakya nathI tema kSamA ane prema vinA saMyamajIvananAM pariNAma TakAvavA zakya nathI. ApaNI pAse A baMne udA paribaLo kharA? ra hRdayano bahumAnabhAva bhaktirUpe sakriya thavA taiyAra ? vAdaLAMnA gaDagaDATano avAja saMbhaLAyA pachI ya TahukavA na lAge e jo mora nahIM to saMyoga-sAmagrI badhuM ya anukULa maLyA pachI ya bhakti mATe talapApaDa na thAya e sAco bahumAnabhAva nahIM. satata A gaNitanA AdhAre tapAsatA rahejo hRdayanA bahumAnabhAvane. e bhaktirUpe sakriya thavA satata taiyAra hoya che kharo ? bhaktirUpe sakriya thayA vinA e satata becenI anubhavato rahe che kharo ? jo hA, to mAnajo ke ApaNA hRdayano bahumAnabhAva e sAco bahumAnabhAvache.

Page #38
sakriya bahumAnabhAva e ja bhakti vidhine samajavA mana barAbara che paNa...? mora TahukavA taiyAra che paNa vAtAvaraNamAM nathI ThaMDo pavana ke nathI vAdaLAMno gaDagaDATa. e zAMta na beTho hoya to kare zuM? aMtaramAM pratiSThita thaI cUkelo bahumAnabhAva bhaktirUpe sakriya thavA taiyAra che ema nahIM, bhAre talapApaDa paNa che paraMtu bhakti mATenA koI saMyogo ja nathI, bhakti mATenI anukULa sAmagrI ja nathI. bahumAnabhAva niSkriya na paDyo rahe to bIjuM thAya zuM? AMkha sAme rAkhI dejo A gaNita. sakriya thato bahumAnabhAva e jo bhakti che to niSkriya rahetI bhakti e bahumAnabhAva che. ApaNI pAse A baMne hAjara kharA? muMbaI ane dillI vaccenA aMtarane samajavAmAM, kApavAmAM ane pUruM karavAmAM AvI koI khAsa takalIpha paDe tema nathI paraMtu mana ane aMtaHkaraNa vaccenA, buddhi ane lAgaNI vaccenA aMtarane samajatA, kApatAM ane pUruM karatAM to navanejAM pANI UtarI jAya tema che. paNa e aMtarane samajI lIdhA vinA saMyamajIvanane sArI rIte jIvavuM e azakyaprAyaH ja che. buddhi zAstrone-rahasyone samajavA mATe barAbara che paraMtu e rahasyo pratye saMvedanazIlatA to hRdaye ja pragaTAvavI paDe che ! vidhine samajavA mATe mana barAbara che paNa e vidhipAlanamAM ahobhAva Ubho karavA to aMtaHkaraNane ja kAme lagADavuM paDe che. sAvadhAna! upa

Page #39
anyane je bAdhaka na bane te ja sAdhaka samarpaNabhAvanA pAyAmAM svacchedavRtinuM balidAna sAdhanA na kare te sAdhaka. sAvadhAna rahe te sAdhaka. samAdhi rAkhe te sAdhaka, A badhI sAdhakanI oLakhANanI sAthe eka anya oLakhANa paNa ApaNe satata AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI jarUra che ane A rahI e oLakhANa. "anyane je bAdhakanabane e ja sAdhaka.' na koInA ya sukhamAM bAdhaka banIe ApaNe ke na koInA ya / . hitamAM bAdhaka banIe ApaNe. na koInI ya ArAdhanAmAM vikSepaka banIe ApaNe ke na koInI ya samAdhimAM pratibaMdhaka banIe ApaNe. bhUlazo nahIM. samUhanI vacce rahIe chIe ApaNe , A bAdhaka ApaNe koIne ya nathI ja. banavAnuM ! samarpaNabhAva e ja sAdhanAnA rAjamahelanuM siMhAsana che e bAbatamAM ATalAM varasonA saMyamanA paryAya pachI ane zAstragraMthonA vAMcana pachI ApaNAM manamAM koI ja zaMkA na rahevI joIe e vAta jema ApaNe AMkha sAme to rAkhavAnI che tema A vAta paNa ApaNe AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI che ke aMgata sukhonuM, sagavaDonuM ane svacchedavRnuM balidAna samarpaNa bhAvanA siMhAsananA pAyAmAM haze to ja e siMhAsanaTakavAnuM che. javAba Apo. samarpaNabhAva to game ja che. sukhonuM

Page #40
& Y : para, mananI cAvIne samyaka dizAmAM pheravIe AzaMkita mana : AtaMkita hadaya : khataranAka jaLane kevaLa kAdavanuM sarjaka ja mAnI levAnI jarUra nathI, kAdavavALA pagane dhovAmAM sahAyaka paNa e ja jaLa banatuM hoya che. | mana mAtra saMsAranuM sarjaka nathI. saMsAranA anAdikAlIna paribhramaNane samApta karI devAmAM AtmAne mATe e sahAyaka paNa eTaluM ja che. Ano artha ? A ja ke mana e eka evI cAvI che ke jenAthI AtmaguNonuM tALuM baMdha paNa thaI jAya che ane baMdha thaI gayeluM AtmaguNonuM tALuM khulI paNa jAya che. prazna che ApaNe e cAvI kaI tarapha pheravIe chIe? zuM kahuM ? je saMyamajIvana Aje ApaNAM hAthamAM che e saMyamajIvana sivAya A jagatamAM bIjuM koI evuM jIvana nathI ke je jIvanamAM ApaNe mananI cAvIne samyadizAmAM pheravI zakIe. joI laIe. mananI cAvI ApaNI samyadizAmAM ja pharI rahI che kharI? prabhumAM ApaNe bhaLavAnuM che ane prabhue jeone potAnI karuNAnA bhAjana banAvyA che e A saMsAranA samasta jIvo sAthe ApaNe TharavAnuM che. kayAM paribaLo evA che ke je ApaNane nathI prabhumAM bhaLavA detA ke nathI jIvo sAthe TharavA detA? javAba A praznano sAva saraLa che. AzaMkita mana ApaNane prabhumAM bhaLavA nathI detuM ane AtaMkita hRdaya ApaNane jIvo sAthe TharavA nathI detuM. samyaphadarzana che zuM ? zaMkA vinAnuM mana, upazamabhAva che zuM ? AtaMka vinAnuM hRdaya. saMsAranA kSetramAM sarvocca , sAma ane sarvotkRSTa kahI zakAya evuM saMyamajIvana ApaNAM hAthamAM che. ane e pachI ya zaMkAmukta mananA ane AtaMkamukta hRdayanA jo ApaNe svAmI na banI zakyA to pachI e sabhAgya ApaNe pAmazuM kaI gatinA kyA jIvanamAM?

Page #41
zuM na jANavuM joIe ?' enI jANakArI ApaNane kharI ? khabara to kharI, khAtarInuM zuM? saMyamajIvanane doSothI ane aticArothI jo ApaNe bacAvatA rahevA mAgIe chIe to A jIvanamAM ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ?' enI jANakArI ApaNane kadAca moDI maLe to cAlI jAya tema che paraMtu "zuM na karavuM joIe ?" enI jANakArI to vahelAmAM vahelI take meLavI ja levI paDe tema che ApaNe. kAraNa ? doSasevana ane aticAra sevanano bahudhA saMbaMdha niSiddha AcaraNanA sevana sAthe ja hoya che. dazavaikAlika sUtranI A paMkti "(c)]eA(c)]e? GEAJ|oA2 wvY EAR AAY]60 x|(c)I|' jIva-ajIvane nahIM jANanAro, saMyama pALI ja kevI rIte zake? Avo, vikathA nathI ja karavAnI, rasalaMpaTatA nathI ja poSavAnI, pramAda nathI ja zAstronA vAMcanathI ApaNe eTaluM to cokkasa samajI cUkyA chIe ke 'pApa kharAba che, doSa-durgAna-durbhAva kharAba che, pramAda kharAba che, vikArI najara, paraniMdA, virAdhanA kharAba che' prazna e che ke A badhuM "kharAba' che e to ApaNane samajAI gayuM che paraMtu enI ApaNane 'khAtarI' thaI gaI che kharI? yAda rAkhajo , "kharAba'nI samajaNa mAtrathI enAthI ApaNo chuTakAro nahIM thaI jAya, enI khAtarI ja ApaNane enAthI chuTakAro apAvaze. samajaNano artha che KNOWING jyAre khAtarI no artha chaUNDERSTANDING. ApaNe 'samajaNa' ne 'khAtarI' mAM rUpAMtarita karIne ja rahIe. ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze.

Page #42
na chaMcheDAIe...na chetarIe... duHkhonI javAbadArI jAta para ja laIe... pratyeka pratikULatAmAM, duHkhamAM, takalIphamAM ke pIDAmAM anyano ja vAMka jovAnI ke kADhavAnI vRti e ApaNAM mananI samAdhi mATe ke jIvo pratyenA sabhAvane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe bhAre pratibaMdhaka abhigama saMyamajIvanane nisteja, niSmANa ane nirarthaka banAvI detA be doSone ApaNe satata najara sAme rAkhavAnA che. prathama naMbarano doSa che, chaMcheDAtA rahevuM ane bIjA naMbarano doSa che, chetaratA rahevuM. pratikULatA UbhI thatAMnI sAthe ja ApaNe jo chaMcheDAI jaIe chIe ane kokane koka kAraNasara ApaNe gurudevane ane sahavartIone jo chetaratA ja rahIe chIe to nizcita samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNuM saMyamajIvana caTaNI vinAnI bheLa jevuM ja banI javAnuM che. kabUla, anAdinI A ja vRti hovAnA kAraNe mana ; pratikULatA AvatA veMta anya para javAbadArI DhoLavA taiyAra thaI jAya che chatAM karmanA gaNitane barAbara samajI cUkelA ApaNe saMyamajIvanane pAmyA pachI ya jo dhIme dhIme A galata abhigamathI manane mukta karI devA taiyAra nahIM thaI jaIe to pachI sarvakarmothI mukta thaI , 1. javAnuM ApaNuM soNaluM sAkAra thaze ja kyAre ? vAta Avo , , 83

Page #43
gurane ja nahIM, gurUkuLavAsane paNa paraNe e mumukSu saMsArakSetramAM lagna karIne sAsare jaI rahela kanyA mATe ema kahevAya che ke kanyA ekalA varane ja nathI paraNatI, gharane paNa paraNe che. saMsAratyAga karIne saMyama mArge janAra mumukSu mATe ema kahI zakAya ke mumukSu mAtra gurune ja nathI paraNato, gurukulavAsane paNa paraNato hoya che.. Ano artha ? A ja ke ApaNe mAtra gurudevane ja nathI sAcavavAnA, sahavartIkhone paNa sAcavavAnA che. gurudevanI bhakti karatAM rahIne ja ApaNe saMtuSTanathI thaI javAnuM, sahavartIonI paNa ApaNe bhakti karatA rahevAnuM che. gurudevanA dilane ja ApaNe dubhavavAnuM nathI ema nahIM paNa eka paNa muni bhagavaMtanA dilane ApaNe dubhavavAnuM nathI. javAba Apo. ApaNAM lagna saMyama sAthe ja thayA che ke saMgha sAthe paNa thayA che ? gurudeva ja ApaNA ArAdhya che ke sahavartIo paNa? evI nAnI jItathI bacatA rahejo... A to saMyamajIvana che. ApaNI chadmasthatA anyanI chadmasthatA sAthe avAranavAra TakarAtI rahe e ya ahIM saMbhavita che to ApaNA Agraho para anyanA Agraho thopAtAM rahe e ya ahIM saMbhavita che. AvA prasaMgomAM ApaNe abhigama kayo apanAvavo ? A rahyo eno javAba. evI nAnI nAnI jItathI bacatA rahevuM ke je aMtamAM moTIhAramAM pariNamI jatI hoya. krodha karIne sAmAne dabAvI devAmAM saphaLatA to maLI gaI paraMtu enI sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM kaDavAza UbhI thaI gaI enuM zuM ? manane AnaMdita karI detA gocarInAM dravyo upalabdha to thaI gayA paraMtu AhArasaMzAnA anAdinA saMskAro puSTa thaI gayA enuM zuM? zuM kahuM ? saMbhUti muni niyANA dvArA cakravartInA strI ratnane pAmI to gayA paraMtu aMte sAtamI narakamAM ravAnA thaI gayA che e yAda to che ne?

Page #44
evI nAnI hArane svIkAratA rahejo... AtmIya saMbaMdhanuM eka mAtra sAcuM saranAmuM AtmIya saMyamajIvanamAM anyAyanA zikAra banavuM paDatuM hoya, kAraNa vinA apamAno thatAM ja rahetA hoya, gurudeva ta2phathI ke sahavartIo taraphathI satata avagaNanA thatI ja rahetI hoya tyAre manane kaI vicAraNAmAM vyasta rAkhavuM? A rahyo eno javAba. evI nAnI nAnI hArane svIkAratA ja rahevuM ke je aMte moTA vijayamAM pariNamI jatI hoya. kabUla, jarAya bhUla nahotI ApaNI ane chatAM koke utArI pADyA ApaNane, svIkAra karI laIe e apamAnano to prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana thayAno mahAna lAbha to ApaNane maLe ja paraMtu vipula karmanirjarAno lAbha paNa ApaNane maLe ! zuM kahuM ? guruNI caMdanabALAzrInA ThapakAne mRgAvatIzrI prasannatApUrvaka svIkArI laIne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che e ApaNA khyAlamAM to che ne? sabaMdha e eka evo saMbaMdha che ke jo enuM saranAmuM galata zodhAI jAya to AtmAnAM DUcA kADhI nAkhe ane saranAmuM jo sAcuM zodhAI jAya to AtmAne nyAla karI de. atyaMta nasabIdAra chIe ApaNe ke saMyamajIvana svIkArIne ApaNe ApaNA AtmIya saMbaMdhanuM ekadama sAcuM saranAmuM zodhI lIdhuM che paNa eka vAta karuM ? A saMbaMdhanA mAdhyame ApaNe jo siddha bhagavaMtonA sAdharmika banI javA mAgIe chIe to eka vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhI levAnI che ke saMbaMdhamAM lAgaNInuM rokANa karatI vakhate mananI koI gaNatarIne ApaNe vacce lAvavAnI nathI. vaLataranI

Page #45
zaratI samarpaNa sadupayoga samacano... mananI eka atyaMta vicitra khAsiyata khyAlamAM che? samarpita thatA pahelAM e jAtajAtanI zarato mUkatuM ja rahe che. "gurune samarpita banavA huM taiyAra to chuM paNa teo krodhI khUba che enuM zuM? gurudeva pratye samarpita thaI javAmAM mane koI ja takalIpha nathI paNa emanAM jIvanamAM svAdhyAyanuM nAmonizAna nathI enuM zuM? huM to mAnato hato ke gurudeva atyaMta guNiyala che paNa paricaya thayo tyAre khyAla Avyo ke emanA jIvanamAM pramAda-pracuratA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. AvA gurudeva pratye samarpita thaI javAno utsAha jAge ja zI rIte? paNa sabUra ! jamAline guru tarIke maLelA paramAtmA mahAvIradeva vItarAga hatA chatAM jamAli emanA pratyeya samarpita banI zakyA nathI jyAre caMDarudrAcAryano krodha dAvAnaLanuM pratinidhitva dharAvato hato chatAM emanA pratyenA samarpaNabhAvane parAkASTAe laI jaIne emanA ziSya kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che! mana pAse Ano javAba mAgavA jevo che. be cIja ApaNI pAse ati ati mahavanI che. samaya ane saMbaMdha ! samayane ApaNe sAcavavAno nathI paraMtu eno ApaNe sadupayoga karatAM rahevAnuM che jyAre saMbaMdhano ApaNe upayoga karatA rahevAnuM nathI paraMtu enuM ApaNe jatana karatA rahevAnuM che. azubha karmabaMdhathI AtmAne bacAvatA ja rahIe evI smRti-vRti ane pravRti e che samayano sadupayoga ane saMbaMdhane rAgathI-svathathI ane cAlabAjIthI mukta ja rAkhatA jaIe e che saMbaMdhanuM jatana. A be bAbatamAM je paNa saMyamI sAvadha rahyo e saMyamI potAnA saMyamajIvanane paramagatinI najIka laI javAmAM saphaLa banI gayo ja samajo. AvA jAgrata rahe saMyamImAM ApaNo naMbara kharo? 89

Page #46
dharmanA smaraNakALamAM AnaMda kharo ? tarka, vyaktimAM rahela puruSa dharmane sAnubaMdha banAvI devo che? eka kAma khAsa karIe. dharmanA sevana kALe je AnaMda anubhavAyo hoya enA karatAM anekagaNo AnaMda enA smaraNakALamAM ApaNe anubhavatA rahIe. zAlibhadranA jIva saMgame, pUrvabhavamAM A ja karyuM hatuM ne? muni bhagavaMtane khIra vahorAvatI vakhate je AnaMda saMgame anubhavyo hato enA karatAM anekagaNo AnaMda to eNe enAM smaraNakALamAM anubhavyo hato. AnuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM, e ApaNAM khyAlamAM ja che. eka bIjI vAta, pApone niranubaMdha banAvI devA che? eka kAma khAsa karIe. enA sevanakALamAM anubhavelA AnaMda karatAM enA smaraNakALamAM enI puSkaLavedanA anubhavatA rahIe. jhAMjharIyA RSinA ghAtaka rAjAnA RSihatyA samayanA AnaMda karatAM enI pachInA pazcAtApanI vedanA kevI jAlima hatI ke e vedanAe rAjAne kevaLajJAnanI bheTa dharI dIdhI che. sAvadhAna ! ApaNe zarIra puruSanuM laIne beThA chIe ke strInuM? e vAtane hamaNAM eka bAju rAkhIne ahIM huM eka alaga ja vAta karavA mAguM chuM. tarka e vyaktimAM rahela puruSa che jyAre lAgaNI e vyaktimAM rahela strI che. saMpUrNa saMyamajIvana tame puruSa zarIramAM pasAra karo cho ke strI zarIramAM pasAra karo cho e eTaluM mahatvanuM nathI paraMtu jyAM tarkano sahAro levAno hoya che tyAM jo tame lAgaNIno sahAro lo cho ane jyAM lAgaNIne pradhAna banAvavAnI hoya che tyAM jo tame tarkane cAlakabaLa banAvo cho to nizcita samajI rAkhajo ke tamAruM saMyamajIvana jokhamamAM kadAca bhale nathI paraMtu saMyamajIvanano AnaMda to so TakA jokhamamAM che. te AzAnA svIkAramAM tame puruSa banI jAo ane anukULa gocarImAM tame strI banI jAo. thAya zuM?

Page #47
bacAvamAM vyasta e ja buddhi... manamAM saMgharo nahIM prasaMganI kaDavAza : phAvI jazo) buddhinI Ama to jAtajAtanI khAsiyato che paraMtu e tamAma khAsiyatomAMnI mahavanI koI eka khAsiyata hoya to te A che. "bacAva mATenAM kAraNo zodhavAmAM je satata vyasta ja hoya enuM nAma buddhi' ApaNI koI paNa prakAranI bhUla koI paNa kADhe, buddhi e ja paLe enA bacAvanAM kAraNo rajU karI de. 'Aje rAtanA svAdhyAya na thai ? nA, UMgha AvatI hatI' Aje tithi che chatAM tapa na karyo? nA, mAthuM du:khe che 'Aje koInIya vaiyAvaccana karI? nA, zarIramAM sustI che' 'sahavartI para krodha karyo? karuM zuM? bhUla ja eNe evI karI hatI' eTaluM ja kahIza ke bacAva karatI rahetI A buddhi e ja jo ApaNAM jIvananuM cAlakabaLa che to hitanI bAbatamAM ApaNe nAhI nAkhavAnuM ja rahe che ! pagamAM saMgharAI gayela kAMTo pIDAdAyaka kadAca nathI paNa banato, peTamAM jamA thaI gayela maLa kadAca trAsadAyaka nathI paNa banato, kAnamAM bharAI gayela mela kadAca nukasAnakAraka nathI paNa banato paraMtu, manamAM saMgharAyela koI paNa prasaMganI kaDavAza e ApaNane vadhu ne vadhu pIDA ApatI ja rahe che. seMkaDo vakhatano anubhava A ja hovA chatAM khabara nahIM, mana galata prasaMgonI kaDavAzane smRtipathamAM saMgharI rAkhavAmAMthI UMcuM AvatuM ja nathI. ema lAge che ke ApaNane duHkhI rahevAmAM rasa che. ApaNane vyathita, udvigna ane durgAnagrasta rahevAmAM ja rasa che. vyakti pratyenA verane lIluMchama rAkhavAmAM ja ApaNane rasache. jo A ja manaHsthiti che ApaNI to ApaNI pAse vizuddhi kyAM ? nirmAtA ane prasannatA kyAM ? enA abhAve saMyamanAM pariNAma kyAM? re karuNatA? 93 drano killAmAM pANI ra

Page #48
gurune prasanna rAkhavA che ? ke karavA che ? 'gurunI prasannatA e ja ziSyanI eka mAtra mUDI che' A vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI ya ApaNe gurudevanI prasannatAmAM nimiA banavA prayatnazIla na banyA rahIe e saMbhavita janathI. paNa sabUra ! gurudevane ApaNe prasanna karavA prayatnazIla chIe ? ke gurudevane ApaNe prasanna rAkhavA prayatnazIla chIe ? prasanna karavAnA prayatnomAM banI zake ke UMDe UMDe ya ApaNA koka aMgata svArthanI puSTinI gaNatarI hoya paNa prasanna rAkhavAnA prayAsomAM to evI koI malina gaNatarI kAma ja nathI lAgatI. zuM kahuM ? kevaLa sadvartAva 'prasanna kare che... saddabhAvapUrvakano sadvartAva 'prasanna rAkhe che' AmanyA toDIe nahIM, maryAdA choDIe nahIM. saMyamajIvanane niSkalaMka rAkhavuM che? jIvananI chellI paLa sudhI dAgamukta rAkhavuM che? ochAmAM ochA aticAro ane atyalpa doSovALuM rAkhavuM che? enA be zreSTha vikalpo ApaNe AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI jarUra che. upakArIonI AmanyA kyAreya toDIe nahIM ane prabhunI tathA gurunI AjJAnI maryAdA ja kyAreya choDIe nahIM. A bAbatamAM jeNe paNa bAMdhachoDa karI che e AtmA potAnA saMyamajIvanane ghaNe-badhe aMze dUSita karI ja beTho che. labdhidhara phUlavAlaka potAnA gurunI AmanyA cUkI gayA che to aSADhAbhUti 0 munivara saMyamajIvananI maryAdA cUkI gayA che. enAM AvelA du:khada pariNAmane AMkha sAme rAkhIne ApaNe sAvadha banI javAnuM che.

Page #49
manane salAgaNIthI vAsita karatA ja raho sahAro kono ? puNyano ? ke dharmano ? ApaNuM saMpUrNa saMyamajIvana Aje konA sahAre cAlI rahyuM che? puNyanA sahAre ? ke dharmanA sahAre? nadInA pravAhamAM vahetuM ghAsanuM talakhaNuM Akhare to sAgaramAM bhale jaI pahoMcatuM hoya paraMtu lAgaNInA pravAhamAM vahetuM mana kAyama mATe sArI jagAe ja pahoMcatuM hoya che evuM nathI. e upAsanAnA pAtra sudhI pahoMcIne svaye upAsya paNa banI jatuM hoya che to vAsanAnA pAtra AgaLa aTakI jaIne gaMduM paNa banI jatuM hoya che. A hisAbe ja lAgaNInA pravAhamAM manane vahetuM rAkhatA , pahelAM enI dizA ApaNe barAbara samajI levAnI che jarUra che. yAda rAkhajo, AkAza jema divasa ke rAta vinA rahI zakatuM ja nathI tema mana paNa sArI ke, narasI lAgaNIvinA rahI zakatuM ja nathI. jyAre mananI A ja sthiti che tyAre ene sa lAgaNIthI ja vAsita karatA rahevAnI sAvadhagIrI ApaNe dAkhavavI ja rahI ! puNyanA sahAre eTale ? anukULatAonA sahAre ane dharmanA sahAre eTale ? saguNonA sahAre. savRtinA sahAre. sampravRtionA sahAre ! khUba gaMbhIratAthI AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI ApaNe jarUra che. saMyamajIvanamAM anubhavAtA AnaMdano ane prasannatAno srota jo anukULatAo ja hovAnuM anubhavAtuM hoya to samajI rAkhavuM ke A AnaMda kSaNajIvI ja rahevAno che. kAraNa ? anukULatAo ApatuM puNya kyAM dIrghajIvI hoya che? 98

Page #50
sagavaDatAnI jAlima khataranAkatA mArga para che ene hAtha ane sAtha ApIe saMyamajIvanamAM sagavaDatA ApaNe je paNa svIkAratA hoIete, paNa sagavaDatA eka evI bAbata che ke eka vAra ene svIkArI levAmAM Ave che pachI enAM nabaLAM dhoraNo ApaNane phAvatA ja nathI. Aje tame pavanavALI jagA pasaMda karo, AvatI kAle mana pavana vinAnI jagA para besavA saMmata ja nahIM thAya. Aje dUdhamAM sAkara laI Avo, AvatI kAle sAkara vinAnA dUdha pratye manamAM durbhAva pedA thaI jaze. Aje niSkAraNa doSita gocarI vAparo. AvatI kAle nirasa nirdoSa gocarI jIbhane jAmaze sApekSa yatijIvana che ne ApaNI pAse ? anyanI sahAyathI jema ApaNuM saMyamajIvana cAlI rahyuM che tema anyanA saMyamajIvanamAM ya ApaNe oche-vo aMze sahAyaka banyA ja rahevAnuM che. - Ama chatAM, ApaNe eka kAma khAsa karavAnuM che. jeo paNa mArga para che, potAnI zakti pramANe ArAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhI rahyA che e tamAmane ApaNe avasare avasare hAtha ane sAtha ApatA ja rahevAnuM che. | hAtha ApavAno che eTale hUMpha ApatA rahevAnI che ane sAtha ApavAno che eTale hiMmata ApatA rahevAnI che. jo A javAbadArI nibhAvavAmAM ApaNe TUMkA paDyA ke moDA paDyA to zakya che ke enA abhAvamAM koka suyogya saMyamI paNa saMyamanAM pariNAma gumAvI bese ! nA. A pApato ApaNe karAya ja zI rIte? 99