Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 03
Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay, Bhuvansundarvijay
Publisher: Tapovan Sanskrut Pathshala
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005427/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jana A prasaMgo bhAga trIjo munizrI bhaththaravijaya mahArAja lain Education mecatani Personal Private li se on www.aimennyson Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH jenA Adarza prasaMgo (jainonA zreSTha satya daSTAMto) : lakhaka : muni bhadrezvaravijaya * talAka * gaNiI bhuvanasuMdaravijaya : prakAzikA ane prAptisthAna : tapovana saMskRta pAThazALA dhArAgiri, navasArI 396424 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvRtti prathama : saM 205ra aSADha,tA. 17-7-96 nakla : 300 AvRtti dvitIya saM ra05ra paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja,tA. 17-9-96 nakka: 300 | 100 nakala lenArane vizeSa jozana maLaze. ' kiMmata : rU. 5/- T1La nakala lenArane kansezana maLaze. kansezanathI prAptisthAna ane saMparka : amadAvAda - 1. rasiklAla nemacaMda tanamana : 14, maMgalapArka sosAyaTI, navA vikAsagRha pAse, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 00, Te. naM. 410683, 410615 ra. parezabhAI harSadabhAI : 9, mAtherAna sosAyaTI, bhagavAnanagarano Tekaro, mahAlakSmI cAra rastA, pAlaDI, Te. naM. 9638775, (O) ra110588 3. rasiklAla ratilAla zAha : ela. ke. TrasTa bIlDIMga, pAMcakuvA, baroDA benI sAme, amadAvAda-387 . Te. naM. 338244, 336.rapa (anya prAptisthAna : amadAvAda :- Te. naM. * jItendra kinnara : 1, sujala DuplekSa, maMgalapArka sosAyaTI, 4153para * urazabhAI : 32, 102, prakRtie phleTa, jainanagara. 6635013 * niraMjanabhAI, gneiza : 11, 12, bhUmi e. Anahnagara, bhaThA, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7. 6638127 * gIrIzabhAI : 2, sumerU DuplekSa, phattehapurA, pAlaDI, 6620134 * muMbaI : nIleza 87/2, javAharanagara, goregAMva (ve.) Te. 87ra7448 | prakAzita thayela pustako jaina Adarza prasaMgo 1-2-3 ( nA) jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1-2 jaina Adarza prasaMgo (laghupustikA) jaina Adarza prasaMgo ladhupustikA bhAga-2 (divALImAM) 2 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-4 (prAya: kAratakamAM chapAze) 5 saujanya : popaTalAla veNIcaMda mahetA IDaravALA ha. kaMcanabena pUja0A-pUjA, pravacaLa, yAtrA, tapazcaryA, zibira, bartha-De vagere zaon prasaMge loTa ApavA yogya pustaka A pustakanA 3 bhAganI kula ra7,700 naklo 2 varSamAM chapAI che. mudraka pArijAta prinTarI ra8/1, rANIpa amadAvAda phona : 989858 2 0 0 8 8 jIM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarA thobho. A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA che. sAcI kathAo jIvane khUba game che. e AtmAne dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM khUba baLa Ape che. satya dhArmika ghaTanAonI e vizeSatA che ke e vAMcatA sAMbhaLatA ArAdhako pratye atyaMta Adara pedA kare che ! A AdarabhAva ane anumodanA ApaNA anaMtA karmono nAza kare che. zubha AlaMbanothI dharma karavAnA bhAva jAgavA chatAM kalikALane kAraNe AcaraNamAM ghaNAM lAvI zakatA nathI. chatAM haLukarmI jIvo AvA zubhavAMcana vagere suMdara nimitto satata seve to puNya baMdhAya, saMskAro paDe, guNonA bIja AtmAmAM vavAya vagere ghaNAM lAbha thAya. mAtra mojazokhamAM jIvanAra AtmAmAM yogyatA hoya to paNa azubha nimittone kAraNe azubha AcAro ane vicAromAM ja jIvana veDaphAI jAya ane dIrghakALa bhayaMkara duHkho tene bhogavavA paDe. tethI he bhavyo ! tame mana makkama karI roja AvA zubha nimittonuM sevana karo. A pustakanA traNe bhAga mATe pa.pU.paM.zrI ratisuMdaravijaya ma. sA. Adi ghaNA mahAtmAo tathA ghaNA zrAvakonA khUba sArA abhiprAya AvyA che. tamArA parivAra ane bIjAone paNa A pustaka vaMcAvavAthI temane ghaNo lAbha thaze. A badhA prasaMgo sAcA ja che. chatAM keTalAka prasaMgamAM pAtranA nAma badalyA che. AnA 3 bhAga ghaNAMne gamyA che. be varSamAM prathama bhAganI AvRtti ane 1 varSamAM bIjA bhAganI Tha AvRtti chapAi. laMDana, madrAsa. muMbai, beMglora vagere ghaNAM sthaLethI AnI seMkaDo nakalo maMgAvI che A trIjA bhAgamAM paNa vizeSa preraNAdAyI prasaMgo rajU karyA che. bhavodadhitAraka, paramopakArI, zAsana prabhAvaka, pa. pU. gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramopakArI, vardhamAnataponidhi, pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA paramopakArI, siddhAMtadivAkara, pa. pU. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA agaNita upakArono huM RNI chuM. gaNivara zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajIe khUba vyastatA vacce samaya kADhI AnuM saMpAdana karyuM che tathA pa.pU.paM.zrI hemaratnavijayajI ma., pa.pU..zrI jayasuMdaravijayajI ma., gaNivarazrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI, gaNivarazrI guNasuMdaravijayajI, munizrI akSayabodhivijayajI, munizrI meghadarzanavijayajI, munizrI anaMtabodhivijayajI, munizrI jayapaghavijayajI, munizrI jayadarzanavijayajI, Adi ghaNA mahAtmAoe lAgaNIthI prasaMgo ApyA che te sarvano khUba khUba AbhAra. keTalAka suzrAvakoe paNa prasaMgo mokalyA che. jinAjJAvirUddha kAMI lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDaM. operA, pAlaDI, amadAvAda -muni bhadrezvaravijaya laghuanukramaNikA viSaya prasaMga dharmano prabhAva ane camatkAro 1 thI 17 18 - 19 brahmacaryanI addabhUta vAto 20 thI 23 viziSTa ArAdhanAo 24 thI 35 Live Live Live punarjanma For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAkathaLa..... | vidvAna pUjya munirAjazrI bhadrezvaravijayajI ma. dvArA ghaNIja mahetana laI taiyAra karAyela pustaka "Adarza jIvana prasaMgo" no A trIjo bhAga che. AmAM ApaNane vizeSa preraNA maLe ane ArAdhanA karavAno ullAsa jAge tevA suMdara suMdara satya prasaMgo mahenata karI meLavIne ahIM rajU karAyA che. AtmArthIoe tene vAraMvAra khAsa vAMcavA-vicAravA jevA che. vartamAnakALamAM ApaNI sAme ja rahelA sAdhako jeo ApaNA jevI ja mATInI kAyAvALA, chevaTTA saMghayaNavALA ane ApaNA ja vAtAvaraNamAM rahe che, chatAM prabaLa rIte dAna, zIla, tapa, tyAga, bhakti, sadAcAra, saMyama, kSamA, paropakAra Adi dharmonI ArAdhanA kare che, tenA jIvanamAMthI te te prakAranI ucca ArAdhanAnI preraNA laI ApaNe paNa tevA guNayukta banavA prayatna karavo joie. caramAvartamAM ApaNe chIe mATe A bhAva ane prayatna nimitta pAmIne ApaNane jAge che. ApaNe jo dhArIe, thoDI makkamatA karIe, to ApaNAmAM paNa te te prakAranA saNo avazya pragaTe che. zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna kahe che ke "je eka vAra guNaprApti mATeno nizcaya-mananI daDhatA kare che te pachI guNa mATe satata prayatnazIla bane che ane aMte jarUra saguNanI tene prApti ane sthiratA thAya che." A mahAna mAnavajanma ApaNane guNavAna banavA mATe maLyo che. philosophara sokreTIsa prabhunuM zAsana na maLavA chatAM kahe che, "mAnava, dhanathI nahIM paNa guNothI mahAna che." jo mANasamAM guNa nathI...zIla, sadAcAra, nyAya, nIti rUpa dharma nathI to pachI te mANasanA khoLIye pazu samAna che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMskRtanA eka subhASitamAM kahyuM che keyessaaN na vidyA na tapo na dAnaM, jJAnaM na zIlaM na guNo na dharmaH / te martyaloke bhuvi bhArabhUtA, mAnuSyarUpeNa mRgAzcaranti // artha - jenAmAM vidyA, tapa, dAna, jJAna, zIla Adi guNo rUpa dharma nathI te mAnavo A pRthvI para bhAra rUpa che. te mAtra nAmanA ja mAnavI che. teo to mAnavanA rUpamAM pazu ja che. 14 pUrvadhara, pUjayazrI dharmadAsa gaNI mahArAja upadezamAlA zAstramAM kahe che kejo navi diNe diNe saMkalei, ke aja ajayA mi guNA / aguNesu a na hu khalio, kaha so u karija appahiyaM // -nAthA 480 artha - ArAdhake roja vicAravuM joIe ke Aje meM kyA saguNone meLavyA ane kayA durguNone ghaTADyA ? je guNa-prApti ane doSahUAsa mATenI ciMtA karatA nathI teo potAnA AtmAnuM hita sAdhI zakatA nathI. ApaNAmAM doSI ane durguNo anAdi kALanA bharelA che ane saguNo ApaNe navA navA prApta karavAnA che. eTale saguNo prApta karavA ane prApta karelA saguNone TakAvavA-vadhAravA satata prayatnanI jarUra che. ane te mATe durguNo, durgaNo vadhAranAra kumitro, khoTA nimitto, kusaMgati, azubha pravRtti ane pApa-vicArothI mAilo dUra . rahevAnuM che. Ama karIe to ja saguNo Ave ane Take. A ane AvA prakAranA pustako bahu vaMcAya, teno khUba phelAvo thAya ane ApaNe sau saguNonI prApti dvArA mAnavajanmane saphaLa banAvIe e ja abhyarthanA sAthe pa.pU.sva.A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.nA ziSya gaNI bhuvanasuMdaravijaya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] navapada oLIthI koDhano nAza | paTaNAmAM bhaMvaralAlajInI kariyANAnI dukAna che. lagabhaga 15 varSa pahelAM temane koDha thayo hato. vadhatAM vadhatAM AkhA zarIre prasarI gayo. sArA vaidya-DaoNkTaronI davA karI. paNa maTato na hato. tethI AkhA bhAratanA ane paradezanA prasiddha vaidya-DaoNkTarone dekhADyuM, paNa na ja maTyo. navapadanI oLIo karI. na maTyo. temane vicAra Avyo, "zrI navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanAthI zrIpALano koDha nAza pAmyo, to mAro paNa jarUra nAza pAmaze. atyAre kaliyuga che to ArAdhanA vidhipUrvaka ane vadhAre bhAvollAsathI karIza." AvA zubha pariNAma lAvI oLInA nava divasa zrI siddhacakranI khUba vadhatAM bhAve bhaMvaralAlajIe ArAdhanA karI. - nave divasa paSadha karyo. nave AyaMbila te te varNanA ane eka dhAnanA karyA. ane mAtra eka ja dANo vAparyo. badhA AyaMbila ThAma covihAra ane devavaMdana vagere badhI vidhi khUba bhAvathI zraddhApUrvaka karI ane Azcarya e thayuM ke Avo haThIlo koDha saMpUrNa maTI gayo ! temanA ghare Aje paNa temaNe 2 phoTA rAkhyA che. koDhavALo phoTo ane koDha maTyA pachIno phoTo. temane bhagavAna para zraddhA eTalI badhI vadhI gaI ke potAnA gharamAM bhagavAnane padharAvyA! haiyAmAM to hatA ja. navapadanI oLI ane AyaMbilano aparaMpAra mahimA jJAnIoe temanA svamukhe Thera Thera varNavyo che. AjanA pApabala kALamAM banatA AvA dharmanI aciMtya zaktinA abhUta prasaMgo jANI ApaNe ApaNI dharmazraddhAne khUba daDha karavI joIe. ane mahA-mAMgalika AyaMbila Adi ArAdhanA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yathAzakti khUba bhAva ane ullAsathI zraddhApUrvaka karavI joie. he dhArmika ! tame suMdara sAdhanAthI anaMtA karmono nAza karI khUba Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. [2] zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajIe bacAvyo nAnI traNa varSano lADako dIkaro. mAMdo paDyo. mAbApanI ciMtA vadhI. davA-sAravAra karI, paNa mAMdagI divase divase vadhatI gaI ane chevaTe bALaka bebhAna avasthAmAM (komAmAM) cAlyo gayo. madhyapradezamAM rahetA mA-bApe cheka muMbaInA moTA moTA DaoNkTarone batAvyuM. pariNAma zUnya. divase divase paristhiti bagaDatI gaI. bebhAna avasthAmAM 20 divasa pasAra thaI gayA. koI upAya sUjhato na hato. chevaTe zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthamAM jaI dAdAne khoLe bALakane mUkI hRdayapUrvaka pUrNa zraddhAthI prArthanA karI, "prabhu! tAre zaraNe AvyA chIe. tu dInadayALa, karuNAnidhAna che. tArI aciMtya kRpAthI badhuM ja sAruM thaze." manamAM zraddhA hatI, zabdomAM AjIjI hatI, vaMdanamAM bhaktibhAva hato. gadgad dilathI karelI prArthanA avazya phaLe ja che. kRpAsiMdhu pAse khoLo pAtharIne beThA hatA. ane...ane... traNa kalAka pachI bALake AMkha ughADI ! te bhAnamAM Avato gayo. mAtA-pitA tathA svajanonA AnaMdano pAra nahoto. bALaka UgarI gayo. Aje to e 22 varSano yuvAna banI gayo che. bALapaNano A banAva mAtA-pitA pAsethI eNe jANyo che tyArathI e vAraMvAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI zaMkhezvarajInI yAtrA bhAvabhaktithI karyA kare che. Avo che e tIrthAdhirAja zrI zaMkhezvarajI pArzvanAtha prabhuno prabhAva ! ApaNe sau paNa ene zraddhAthI vaMdIe, vidhipUrvaka yAtrA karIe ane karmomAMthI mukta thaI zAzvata sukha tarapha prayANa karIe..... I[3] dAdAe dIdho dIkaro | rAjendrabhAI loDhA sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA hatA. sthAnakavAsI saMghanA agragaNya AgevAna ane dhanika pitAnA putra hatA. - rAjendrabhAInAM lagna zrI maNilAla koThArInI putrI sAthe thayAM. patnI zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka kuTuMbanI susaMskArI ane zraddhALu hatI. dAmpatyajIvana sukhI hatuM. varSo vItatAM gayAM. paNa zera mATInI khoTa hatI. kuTuMba eka bALaka jhaMkhatuM hatuM. paNa icchA phaLatI na hatI. zvasura pakSa taraphathI zrI zaMkhezvarajI pArzvanAthanI yAtrA mATe vAraMvAra preraNA thatI paNa rAjendrabhAIne zraddhA na hatI. e saMmata thatA na hatA. aMte vAraMvAra Agrahane vaza thaine rAjendrabhAI saparivAra zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthanI yAtrAe gayA. patnInI patine preraNA hatI ke sAcA dilathI ane saMpUrNa zraddhA sAthe prArthanA karavI. rAjendrabhAie prArthanA karI paNa manamAM bhAva kaMIka avizvAsa ane azraddhAno hato. tethI prabhune udezIne bolyA, "dIkarA mATe AvyA chIe. bahu duHkhI chIe. Apazo ne? paNa jo e nahIM maLe to... to-pharI kyAreya nahIM AvuM." manamAM hatuM ke bALaka mATe thAya eTalA upAya DaoNkTaro pAse karAvyA che. have kyAMthI thavAnuM che? pArzvanAtha dAdA dvArA icchita phaLa nahIM maLe to sasarA pakSa ApoApa cUpa thaI jaze. - For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane rAjendrabhAInA Azcarya vacce mAtra eka varSamAM emane ghare pAraNuM baMdhAyuM! dIkaro jabhyo ane bhagavAna pratye dilamAM dRDha zraddhA thaI gaI. avizvAsa ane azraddhA sAthe bolAyelA zabdo mATe khUba ja duHkha thayuM. rAjendrabhAI have vAraMvAra zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthanI yAtrAe jAya che. bhAvathI bhakti kare che. ApaNe sau e devAdhidevane barAbara oLakhIe, emano prabhAva pU. gurudeva pAsethI jANIe ane bhavobhava e devAdhidevanAM caraNonI sevA maLe te mATe zraddhApUrvaka bhAvathI bhakti karIe. arihaMtapada prAptinI apekSA saha...... [4] siddhagirinA prabhAve roga gAyaba madrAsanA suzrAvaka dharamacaMdajIne 20 varSa pahelAM DhIMcaNe ane kamare darda thayuM. cAlatAM takalIpha khUba thAya. nIcA namIne cAlavuM paDe. ATalI bhayaMkara takalIpha chatAM cAlIne zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrA karavAnI joradAra icchA! tethI siddhagirinI yAtrA karavI evo saMkalpa karyo. 6-7 mahine yAtrA karavA gayA. DaoNkTare ijekazana levAnuM kahyuM. paNa nA lIdhuM. bha. zrI AdIzvarajI pratye pUrI zraddhA. samartha mArA prabhunI kRpAthI cokkasa cAlIne yAtrA thaze ja evo haiyAmAM vizvAsa. taLeTI pahoMcatA badhuM darda ane roga maTI gayAM ! yAtrA khUba sArI rIte karI AvyA. yAtrA pachI to darda saMpUrNa maTI gayuM ! pachI Aja sudhI te roga thayo nathI ! zubha saMkalpano kevo prabhAva ! zrI zAzvatA tIrthAdhirAjano A aciMtya prabhAva tathA yAtrAno anaMta lAbha vicArI ApaNe paNa tIrthayAtrA karIe e zubhecchA ! kahyuM che ke- jima jima e giri bheTIe re, tima tima pApa palAya saluNA. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A dharamacaMdajIe kyAreya davA lIdhI nathI! tAva vagere bimArI Ave tyAre davA na kare paraMtu aTTama kare ! ane roga maTI jAya ! dharma para kevI joradAra zraddhA! kahyuM paNa che ne ke puNya pApa ThelAya. dharmathI-satkAryathI pApa-azubha karma nAza pAme che. [5] kizore tIrthayAtrAmAM aDhAi karI 88 varSa pUrve premacaMda 16 varSano kizora hato. pAlitANA yAtrAe gayo. haLukarmI jIvano AvA zAzvata tIrthAdhirAjanI yAtrAthI ullAsa eTalo vadhI gayo ke aphAI karI ! yAtrA, tapa vagerenA prabhAve ghaNAM karma khapI gayAM. sAdhunA darzana thatAM A bhAgyazALIne saMyamanA bhAva thayelA. pachI to dIkSA meLavavA bhagIratha puruSArtha karyo! 36 mAIla cAlatA jaI pa.pU. A.bha.zrI vijaya dAnasUrIzvarajI ma.nAM caraNomAM paDI pAlitANAmAM ja dIkSA lIdhI!! pachI to pote darzana, jJAna, cAritra traNe ratonI joradAra ArAdhanA karI. sva ane paranuM khUba khUba kalyANa karyuM. . jinazAsananAM caraNomAM 350 jeTalA sAdhuonI bheTa dharanArA, aneka ziSyo pAse lAkho zloka pramANa karmagraMthane sugrathita karAvanArA, agaNita guNonA nidhi evA A jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArAno lagabhaga 28 varSa pUrve svargavAsa thayo. zrI saMghanA ghaNA mokSArthIoe A mahApuruSane khUba ahobhAvathI dilamAM birAjamAna karyA che. emanuM brahmacarya eTaluM naiSThika hatuM ke "gurudeva zrI premasUraye namaH" nI navakAravALI gaNI ghaNAMye potAnA cAri mohanIya karmano bhUko karI zIgha kalyANa sAdhyuM. mAre to eTaluM khAsa kahevuM che ke nAno evo kizora bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM evo masta banI gayo For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke aTAi jevo ghora tapa ryo ! he puNyazALIo ! tamAre paNa tIrthayAtrA evA zubha bhAvathI ane vidhipUrvaka karavI joie ke jethI tamAruM zIghra kalyANa thAya. 6] kAyotsargathI zIlarakSA ane prANarakSA vi. saM. 2037 mAM pa.pU. paM. zrI hemaratnavijayajI ma. aMtarIkSajI tIrthamAM birAjamAna hatA. tIrtharakSA mATe samagra jaina saMghamAM apUrva jAgRtti AvelI. korTamAM eka dharmazALAno pheMsalo o. saMghanI tarapheNamAM AvatAM te dharmazALAnuM dvAra kholIne 30 jeTalA sAdhvIjI mahArAjane tyAM utAravAmAM AvelA. digaMbarabhAio A dharmazALA khAlI karAvIne anyAyI kabajo levA mAMgatA hatA. tethI teoe 15-20 guMDA rokIne dharmazALAM para paththaramAro karAvyo. pU. munizrI hemaratnavi. ma. nI sAthe tIrtharakSArthe rokAyelA keTalAka yuvAno tarata sthaLa para dhasI gayA. paNa teone lohIluhANa karI devAmAM AvyA. pU.munIzrIne khabara paDatAM teo sthaLa para pahoMcI gayA ane dharmazALAno mukhya daravAjo rokIne ubhA rahI gayA. guMDAoe bArazAkha sAthe AkhAM daravAjAne toDI nAkhyo - ane badhA aMdara dhasI AvyA. pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAjone AgaLanA rUmamAM TrAnsaphara karIne pU.munIzrI rUmanA daravAje be hAtha pahoLA karIne daravAjo rokIne ubhA rahI gayA. guMDAoe pU. munIzrIne haTAvI devA lAkaDIonA ghA vIMjhavAnI zarUAta karI. varasatI lAkaDIonI DIo vacce munIzrI aNanama ubhA rahyA. have A aMtakALa che ema samajIne teozrIe tarata ja cAre AhArano tyAga karIne sAgArika anazanano svIkAra karInenamaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa cAlu karI dIdho. jApa zarU thatAM ja ekAeka * 6 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 savAna AvI pahoMcI. vhIsala mArIne jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM ke ja najarameM AyegA zUTa ho jAyegA.' eka ja sekaMDamAM guMDAo sthaLa choDAna pI pUMchaDIe pAchalA daravAjethI bhAgI gayA. maMtrAdhirAja ane kAyotsarganA prabhAve munIzrInI prANarakSA ane sAdhvIjIonI zIlarakSA camatkArIka rIte thai javA pAmI hatI. aneka zrAvako A ghaTanAnA sAkSI che. jApa roja karI, dharma khUba sevI......evo AtmasAt karIe ke kaTokaTImAM, bhayaMkara ApattimAM, paralokagamanaveLAe A dharma ane jApa ApaNA hoThe ane haiye hoya, hoya ne hoya ja. [7] ArAdhanAe Aphatane bhagADI kalakattAnI vAta che. 26 varSa pahelAM dhasamasatuM bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM dUra dezathI kalakattA tarapha AvI rahyuM hatuM. AgAhI jAhera karAyelI ke vAvAjhoDuM kalakattA para trATakavAnI saMbhAvanA ghaNI che. hajAro loko kalakattA choDI bhAgavA mAMDyA. tyAre 5.pU.paMnyAsa zrI bhAnuvijayajI gaNivara (pachI AcAryazrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.) kalakattAmAM birAjamAna hatA. temaNe saMghane A ApattithI bacavA bhAvathI dharmanA zaraNanI ane ArAdhanAnI vAta karI. preraNA karI ke Akho saMgha AkhI rAta zrI navakAra maMtra gaNe. pote paNa jApamAM besI gayA! dharma prabhAve vAvAjhoDuM bIjI dizAmAM cAlyuM gayuM. e eTaluM pracaMDa hatuM ke jyAM gayuM te tarapha paNa lagabhaga 4 hajAra mANaso marI gayA. kalakattA para trATakyuM hota to kadAca lAkhonI jAnahAni thai hota. kudaratI Aphata vakhate he zraddhALuo, saMpUrNa zraddhAthI dharma ArAdhanA khUba vadhA2vI. bhayaMkara ApattithI bacAvavAnI tAkAta eka mAtra dharmamAM ja che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] siddhagirinA aciMtya prabhAvathI gacchAdhipatinI padavI oha ! akathya vedanA ! zuM thaze ? mota ? ThIka che !!! maratAM pahelAM zAzvata girirAjane sparzI lauM to kevuM sArUM ? A vicAra 18 varSanA yuvAnane Ave che ane e doDe che- pauSadha laine chaTTa karIne sAta yAtrA karavA mATe ja to ! muzkelIthI yAtrA karI. yAtrAe yAtanAne vidAyagiri ApI ane dhIre dhIre TI.bI. no roga nirmULa thayo ! 50 varSa pahelAMnI A satya ghaTanA che. tyAre TI.bI. nI davA paNa na hatI. chatAM bhAva auSadhe A kAma karyuM. pachI to e yuvAne nakkI karyuM, "jeNe ApyA prANa tenA caraNe prANa." mahAbhiniSkramaNano manoratha jAgyo. saMkalpabaLanI tAkAtano prayoga zarU karyo. pa.pU.A.zrI nItisUri mahArAjanA samudAyanA pa.pU. maMgaLavijayajI ma.sA. ke jeo 'khAkhI'nA upanAme prasiddha che temanI pAse pravrajyA grahaNa karI! ne guNajJavijayajI nAme sAdhu banyA. anaMtAnaMta siddhonI sAdhakabhUmi tathA anaMtA tirthaMkaronI samavasaraNabhUmi evA siddhAcale camatkArano vikrama sarjyo. tadana rogamukta sAdhu rAgamukta banavAnI sAdhanA kare che. ananya gurusamarpaNa, devAdhidevanI apratima bhakti, kaThora saMyamanI pAlanA vagerenA pratApe munirAjazrI guNajJavijayajI ma.sA. pa.pU.A.zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrIzvarajI banyA. Aje to teo gacchAdhipati pada pAmyA che. pUjyazrIe chaThTha karIne sAta yAtrAne eka gaNIe tevI 7 yAtrA 255 karI che ! temanA TUMka paricayamAM AvanArane temanI 8 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apUrva brahmacaryanI zaktino paricaya maLaze. vacanasiddha pU.zrIe aneka saMghomAM mArgadarzana ApI kalyANakArI kAryo karAvyAM che. eka vakhata pAlItANAmAM takhatagaDhanI dharmazALAnA maMdiramAM pratiSThA prasaMge aneka bhAviko AvelA. temAMthI beMglora ane rAjasthAnanA be zrAvakonI moTarane akasmAta thayo. eka 16 varSanA kizoranuM mAthuM chuMdAI gayuM. A amaMgaLathI sahu dhrujI uThyA. are, have zuM thaze? tarata ja sau pU. AcArya bhagavaMta pAse doDI gayA. DaoNkTara pAse TAMkA levaDAvyA. sAhebajIe mAthe ogho pheravI dIdho ne bIjI kSaNe kizora doDato thaI gayo. AvA to aneka prasaMgo temanA jIvanamAM thayA che. saMghonI aMdara ekatA karAvanArA ane zAstracusta evA pa.pU. A.bha. zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrIzvarajI ma.sAne koTI vaMdanA. chaTTa karI sAta yAtrA karavAnuM tamane keTalI vAra mana thAya ? A mahAtmAe kevo vizvarekorDa karyo ke chaThThathI navvANuM yAtrA !! ane tevA chaTTa paNa 250 thI vadhu!! zrI AdinAtha dAdAnA mahAna upakArane yAda karI A mahAtmA vAraMvAra pAlItANA pahoMcI yAtrA karyA kare che. ApaNe prArthIe A mahApuruSa alpa kALamAM arihaMta banIne siddha bane ane anekane banAve. ApaNI AMkha samakSa ja banelA A prasaMgane jANI ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne jagADavo joIe. tame badhA paNa AvA anaMta kalyANa karanArA A AdinAtha dAdAnI ane parama tAraka jinazAsananI khUba ja sevA bhAva ane umaMgathI karo. dharmathI ajANyo yuvAna paNa AvI sAhasika sAdhanA karI zake che e satyanuM UMDuM manomaMthana karIne tame paNa zraddhA ane vizvAsa pedA karI hiMmatathI yathAzakti Adarza zrAvakapaNuM pALavAno daDha nizcaya karo e zubhAbhilASA. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] navakArano prabhAva zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA sArI rIte karIne amadAvAdanA suzrAvako hasamukhabhAI ane bhUramalajI parivAra sAthe pAchA amadAvAda AvI rahyAM hatAM. teo meTADoramAM musApharI karI rahyAM hatAM. bAraIthI thoDA ki.mI. pahoMcyA ne sAmethI eka basa dhasamasatI AvatI dekhAI. rasto sAMkaDo hato, AjubAju khADAmaiyA ghaNAM hatAM. hasamukhabhAIne mota sAme AvatuM dekhAyuM. kSaNano paNa vilaMba na karatAM zrI navakAranuM smaraNa zarU karyuM. thoDI ja vAramAM eka moTo dhaDAko thayo. meTADora ane basa jorathI athaDAyA. baMnenAM dharmapatnI bahAra pheMkAI gayAM. meTADoranI eka sAIDa cirAI gaI. akasmAta nAnA DhALa upara thayo hato. UMcANa gADI pAchI paDavA lAgI. nIce paDelAM baMnenAM dharma-patnI, gADInA paiDA nIce cagadAI javAnI aNI para hatAM. paraMtu Azcarya ! acAnaka gADI UbhI rahI gaI! zuM thayuM? bahAra joyuM to lokhaMDanI eka bega gADInA vhIla ADe AvI hatI. AkhI gADImAM A eka ja bega lokhaMDanI hatI. bIjI badhI plAsTIkanI hatI. baMne gADI athaDAtA bega UchaLIne bahAra paDI hatI, je barobara halanA rastAmAM AvI gaI. kaho ke bega baMnenA dharmapatnInAM mota ane gADInI vacce AvI gaI. navakAre baMnene bacAvI lIdhAM ! bAra varSa pahelAMnA A prasaMgathI tame samajadAra jIvo A haLahaLatA kalikALamAM dharmanI mahAnatAne jarUra oLakho. navakAranuM zaraNuM lenAranI haMmezA rakSA thAya che. sarva sukhazAMtine ApanAra navakAra mahAmaMtrane ApaNe sArI rIte ArAdhI Atmahita sAdhIe. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hasamukhabhAinI viziSTa prakAranI ArAdhanA jANavA jevI che. covihAranA samaya pachI ghara AMgaNe game tevA mahemAna-saMbaMdhI Ave to paNa jamADe nahIM ! tene mana, mahemAna karatAM bhagavAnanI AjJAno prema vizeSa che. AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM, cAre bAju lobhanuM sAmrAjya phelAi gayuM che, jyAre hasamukhabhAie parigraha parimANa vrata 30 varSa pahelAM lIdhuM che. ekavAra teonI vIMTI gaTaramAM paDI gai. teo vicAre caDhyA. nAzavaMta jagatano khyAla Avyo. A badhuM chevaTe ahIM ja rahevAnuM che nAzavaMta che. saMkalpa karyo ke AvakanA 10% dharmamAM vAparavA. pachI to tyAgano bhAva vadhato gayo. 25% dharmamAM vAparavA mADyAM. te pachI be lAkhathI vadhu mUDI na rAkhavAno niyama lIdho. kevA saMtoSI AtmA cAlo ! ApaNe paNa tyAgAdinA AvA vrato lai mAnavajanmane saMtoSane sAdhavApUrvaka saphaLa banAvIe. [10] sAcI zraddhAnuM suMdara phaLa premajIbhAi emanuM nAma. Arthika sthiti bahu sArI nahIM. jIvanavyavahAra nabhe teTalI ja Avaka. yAtrAe javAnI zakyatA nahIM. zrI premajIbhAinA 80 varSanA vRddha mAtuzrIne jIvanamAM ekavAra zrI zatruMjaya tIrthanI yAtrA karavAnI khUba ja bhAvanA. ghaNAM varSathI bhAvanA bhAvyA kare. kyAreka to phaLaze ja evI zraddhA. premajIbhAi paNa mAne yAtrA karAvavA khUbaja Atura. aMtaranI bhAvanA phaLI. nANAkIya thoDI sagavaDa thatAM premajIbhAi mA ane bahenane lai pAlitANA gayA. narazI nAthAnI dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. acAnaka premajIbhAino paga 11 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dorImAM bharAI gayo, ane te paDyA, vAgyuM ane paga sUjhIne thAMbhalA jevo thaI gayo. DaoNkTarane batAvyuM. salAha maLI ke 15-20 divasa pUrNa ArAma karavo paDaze. tyAM sudhI cAlavAthI vadhAre nukazAna thaze. premajIbhAie mAtAne ane bahenane yAtrA karI AvavA samajAvavA prayatna karyo. paNa dIkarAne mUkIne mA kevI rIte yAtrA karavA jAya? mA e makkamatAthI kahyuM, "jAtrA karazuM to traNe sAthe karazuM, nahIM to ahIM sudhI AvyAno saMtoSa mAnIza. tane mUkIne huM kevI rIte jAtrA karuM ?" rAtre sUtAM sUtAM premajIbhAI vicAratA hatA, "jIvanamAM pahelI ja jAtrA thavAnI hatI te paNa mA nahIM karI zake? kevuM nasIba ? taLAve AvyA ne tarasyA javuM paDaze." manamAM khUba ja duHkha thayuM. kapadI yakSane yAda karI gadgad bhAve prArthanA karI, "mArI mA ne A pahelI ane chellI yAtrA che. he samartha deva ! enI icchA pUrNa kara." badhA zAsanadevone paNa prArthanA karI ane navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM UMghI gayA. Azcarya sarjAyuM ! savAre paganuM darda gAyaba. cAlI zakAtuM hatuM. ane yAtrA karavA gayA. saraLatAthI caDhI zakAyuM. raste cAlatAM eka pU. bAlamuni malyA. temane vinaMtI karI, "ame ajANyA chIe. badhe darzana karavA che ane pU. bAlamunie sAthe pharIne, badhuM samajAvIne vidhipUrvaka suMdara yAtrA karAvI. yAtrA pUrNa karIne dharmazALAe AvyA tyAre page sojo caDhI gayo hato. pharI hatuM emane ema. paNa mAne yAtrA karAvyAno AnaMda anahada hato. muMbaI pAchA AvyA. ane dhIme dhIme paganuM darda maTI gayuM. Aje ya kyAreka premajIbhAI e prasaMga yAda karI devI prabhAvane yAda karI manomana ene vaMdI rahe che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ he dharmapremIo ! A che dharmanI zraddhAno prabhAva ! nAnAmoTA hatAzAnA prasaMge nirAza na banatAM hRdayapUrvaka devone prArthanA karo, mahAna navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karo to tamane jarUra AvA kaLiyugamAM paNa eno paraco anubhavavA maLaze. sAcI zraddhA kyAreya koInI paNa eLe jatI nathI. tame paNa A zAzvata tIrthanI AzAtanA rahita bhAvasahita yAtrA karo. [11] mahAmaMtra Trena rokI ilanA nemacaMdabhAI vagere zrI sametazikharajI tIrtharakSA mATe spe. TrenamAM nIkaLyA. 2 varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. rastAmAM eka sTezane dUrathI dUdha laI pAchA AvatA hatAM ane temanI Trena cAlu thaI. e joIne thoDe dUra rahela pUla parathI pAchA AvatA nemacaMdabhAIe navakAra gaNatAM doTa mUkI. te pahoMce teTalI vAramAM to Trena nIkaLI jAya tema hatuM. madhyapradezamAM ajANyA sTezana para e zuM kare ? sAthIdAro TrenamAM ne pote ra jaNa pUla upara. TrenamAM beThela devacaMdabhAI vagere paNa, nemacaMdabhAI TrenamAM bhegA thaI jAya mATe navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. ane camatkAra thayo. Trena jarAka cAlIne UbhI rahI gaI ! nemacaMdabhAi pahoMcIne beThA. badhAMne nirAMta thaI. anAdikAlina mahAmaMtrano abhUta prabhAva che. [12] pUrva-puye pravajyA sudhI pahoMcADyo, pAMca varSano azoka gujarAtano hato. jAtano paTela. kAkA kAle pAlItANA yAtrAe javAnA che e vAta gharamAM sAMbhaLI azoke kahyuM, mAre pAlItANA AvavuM che." nAno hovAthI gharanA lokoe nA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pADatAM eNe jIda karI. rAtre sUi gayo. pAMca varSano thAkI jAya, ema vicArI kAkA bIje divase ene na lai gayA. azoka uThyo tyAre kAkA jatAM rahelA. jANIne e raDavA mAMDyo. paNa have to upAya na hato. varSo vItatAM gayAM. pachI to pAlItANA javAnuM banyuM ja nahIM. meTrIka bhaNI vaDodarA elembIkamAM nokarIe lAgI gayo. pAlItANA yAtrA karavAnI aMtaHsphuraNA tene 4-5 vAra thai. eka vAra UMghamA tene avAja saMbhaLAyo, ''UTha ! pAlItANA cala !'' svapnamAM AvuM vAraMvAra thatAM UThI gayo. koi daivI saMketa lAgatAM pAlItANA yAtrA karavAno dRDha nizcaya karyo. thepalAnuM bhAtuM lai paroDhiye nIkaLyo. pAlItANA kadI gayo nathI. tethI koine vaDodarA sTezane pUchatAM jANyuM ke pahelAM amadAvAda javuM paDe. tyAMthI pAlItANAnI Trena maLe. amadAvAda thai pAlItANA pahoMcI sIdho yAtrA karavA gayo. upara pahoMcI sArI rIte yAtrA karI. khUba bhakti karI. yAtrA karI nIce UtarI koi dharmazALAmAM rAtre sUi gayo. savAre bega dharmazALAmAM rAkhI yAtrA karavA gayo. darzana karyA pachI sUrajakuMDa pAse badhAne jatAM joi te paNa gayo. tyAM hAtha paga dhoyA. dAdAnA darzananA bhAva pharI jAgyA. darzana karyA. pachI bahAra nIkaLyo. manamAM sphUraNA thai ke gAmanA mahArAja sAhebanA darzana karavA. je sAdhu maLe tene pUche ke mArA mahArAja kyAM che ? ghaNAMne pUchyuM paNa mahArAja sAhebanuM nAma, samudAya vagere tene khabara na hovAthI koi kazuM batAvI zakyuM nahIM. chatAM kaMTALyo nahIM. chevaTe eka mahArAje kahyuM, ''amadAvAda jai pagathiyAnA upAzraye tapAsa karo. kadAca tamane maLaze.'' amadAvAda Avyo. sIdho pahoMcyo (pagathiyAnA) upAzraye. tyAM munizrI abhayazekharavi. ma. vagere hatAM. pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke prAyaH bhagavAnanagaranA Tekare che. Tekare pahoMcyo. A yuvAna kadI sAdhune maLyo 14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. chatAM aMtaH skUraNAne kAraNe keTalo bhagIratha puruSArtha karyo? pUchatAM pUchatAM pahelIvArapAlItANA pahoMcyo. pachI paNa devI preraNAthI sAdhu mahAtmAne maLavAno saMkalpa karyo. ghaNAMne pUchavA chatAM samAcAra maLatA nathI. amadAvAda tapAsa karavAthI kadAca jANavA maLaze evI eka nAnI AzAthI e cheka amadAvAda Avyo. ajANyA upAzrayomAM tapAsa karavAnI. vaLI pAchuM ajANyA sthaLe pUchatAM pUchatAM javAnuM. chatAM badhuM karyuM! ane puNya mahArAja sAheba maLI gayA. sAcI icchA ane saMkalpa kevA muzkela kAryomAM paNa akathya saphaLatA apAve che? potAnA gAmanA mahArAja sAhebane harSollAsapUrvaka vaMdana karyuM. 2 divasa rokAyo. temanA gurujIe bhaNavAnI preraNA karI. pUrva bhavano sAdhaka jIva haze tethI vAta svIkArI lIdhI ! bhaNatAM bhAva vadhyA. elembIka kaMpanImAM (vaDodarA) rAjInAmuM ApI dIdhuM. vadhu paricaya ane vadhu ArAdhanA karatAM dIkSAno nirNaya karyo. ra4 varSanI bharayuvAnavaye dIkSA bhAvathI lIdhI ! ane 17 varSathI Aje paNa suMdara saMyama pALe che ! aMtaHskuraNAe A dharmarahita yuvAnane ArAdhanAnA zikhare pahoMcADI dIdho ! kevo UMco AtmA ! he dharmapremIo ! tamane kharekhara dharma tAraka lAge che? to A janmamAM ATaluM karavAno saMkalpa karo ke mArI manovRtti mATe vizuddha banAvavI che. yathAzakti ArAdhanA avazya karavI che. AvA samyaka puruSArthathI yogyatA pragaTaze ke je yogyatA parabhavamAM paNa tamAro AtmA jyAM haze tyAM paNa dharma prApta karAvI tamane AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhAraze. [13] prabhupUjAthI pravajyAnI prApti | muMbaivALo jazavaMta jaina kuLa chatAM jaina AcArothI rahita hato. 12 varSa pahelAM tene bharayuvAnImAM moDhe sapheda DAgha nIkaLyo. dhIre For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhIre mAthe, moDhe ghaNI jagyAe phelAto gayo. bhagavAnanI pUjAnA prabhAve snAtrajaLathI A roga ghaTyo ane AyaMbilathI lagabhaga maTI gayo. pa. pU. paMnyAsazrI caMdrazekharavijaya gaNivara ma.nA vyAkhyAnamAM gayelo. pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke "mahAkalyANakArI pUjAnA prabhAve mane dIkSA maLe" evI prArthanA karI tame eka mAsa pUjA karo. dIkSAno mAre niyama nathI Apavo. paNa A niyama sahelo che. levAmAM zo vAMdho ? tyAre dIkSA levAno koi bhAva nahIM, chatAM jazavaMtane vAta gamI gai. saMkalpa mujaba 1 mAsa bhAvathI uttama dravyothI pUjA karI. pUjA pachI prabhune roja prArthanA karato "he nAtha! lagnathI bacAva." sagAi mATe eka kanyAne jovA javAnuM hatuM. tenI sAthe jazavaMtanA lagna karavAnuM vaDiloe lagabhaga nizcita kareluM. paNa pUjAe ane prArthanAe camatkAra sarjyo ! jovA javAnA AgalA divase mahesANAthI bhAie bolAvyo. kanyAne maLavAnA samaye jazavaMta mahesANA hato. pachI kAma patAvI pAcho Avyo. kanyAne pachI maLavAnuM TALyuM. pachI to dharmabhAva vadhato gayo. dIkSAno bhAva thayo ane sAdhupaNuM maLyuM. Aje e suMdara saMyama sAdhI rahyo che. tame paNa zubha bhAvathI parama zreyaskara pUjA avazya karo. pUjA pachI Atmahitakara suMdara bhAvanA ane prArthanA karo. bIjuM, koi pApanA prasaMga AvI jAya tyAre pUjA karI sAcA dilathI prabhune prArthanA karo "he devAdhideva! tAro mahimA aparaMpAra che. A bhayaMkara pApathI bacAva." bhayaMkara roga, saMkaTo vagere bhayaMkara duHkhomAM pApano mArga na letAM AvA Atmahitakara pUjA vagere zreSTha dharmanuM ja zaraNuM lo. tamane paNa camatkArano prAyaH jAta-anubhava thaze. 16 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I[14] tape DAyAbiTIsa bhagADyA | mahesANAnA evaMtIbhAInA dharmapatnIne DAyAbiTIsane kAraNe 5 varSa pUrve AMkhamAM hemareja thayuM. hemarejavALI nasane tapAsI navasArInI prakhyAta AMkhanI hospiTale upacAra karyo. AMkhe sAruM thaI gayuM. paNa DAyAbiTIsa vadhavAthI pharI AMkhamAM hemareja thayuM. tethI DaoNkTaroe tapa karavAnI manAI karI. chatAM temaNe be varSa pahelAM zreNI tapamAM 84 upavAsa karyA ! pachI varSItapa zarU karyo. (A trIjo varSItapa hato.) pachI ceka karAvatA lohI ke pezAbamAM DAyAbiTIsa nahoto ! dhArmika ArAdhanA ne gharanAM kAma paNa sArI rIte kare che. Ama tapathI DAyAbiTIsano nAza thai gayo ! [15] covihAratA dharme motathI bacAvyA | A satya prasaMga cAra varSa pahelAMno tAjo ja che. amadAvAdanA azvinabhAI Adi paMdara jaNA meTADoramAM vaDodarA pharavA gayA. covihAra roja karatA hovAthI azvinabhAIe sUryAsta pahelAM nAsto karI lIdho. bIjA hoTalamAM rAtre jamyA. pachI 11 vAge amadAvAda AvavA badhAM nIkaLyA. kanerA pAse lagabhaga 12 vAge Tenkara sAthe bhayaMkara akasmAta thayo. 4 vAhanone akasmAta thayelo. ghaNAM to meTADoramAM UMghatA hatA. azvinabhAIne paNa UMghamAM ja jaDabAmAM khUba vAgyuM. tarata ja behoza thaI gayA. temanI be bAju beThelA banne mitro ane pAchaLanAM bahena traNe A akasmAtamAM svargavAsa pAmyA. azvinabhAIne hospiTalamAM laI gayA. jaDabAmAMthI ghaNuM lohI peTamAM jatuM rahyuM hatuM. DaoNkTaroe tapAsIne hAtha dhoI nAkhyA. chatAM saMbaMdhI DaoN. pI. ke. zAhe kahyuM ke prayatna For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karuM. karyo. bacyA. jo ke ra mAsa mAtra pravAhI ja laI zakAtu hatu. paNa atyAre moTuM vagere badhuM normala ja che. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke badhAM sAthe azvinabhAIe 11 vAge khAdhuM hota to lohI peTamAM javAthI phUDa poIjhana thaI jAta. to A kesa bacata ja nahIM. paraMtu azvinabhAI nAnI UMmarathI ja roja covihAra karatA hovAthI cha kalAka pahelAM khAdhuM hovAthI bacI gayA! A azvinabhAI jhIMjhuvADAnA che. 5.pU.A.bha. zrI vijaya OMkArasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. temanA dAdAnA moTAbhAI thAya. kula 8 mitro, sAthe cAranA zrImatIjI ane kula 3 bALako hatAM. temAMthI 3 ne vadhu vAgeluM. eka bahena hajI paNa akasmAtanI takalIpho veThI rahyA che ! Azcarya e che ke, tadana bAjumAM beThelA baMne tyAM ja paraloka sidhAvI gayA ane vacce beThelA azvinabhAI bacI gayA ! dharme ja temane bacAvyA hazene? AvuM jANI te uttama jIvo, tame paNa dharma para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI covihAra vagere ArAdhanA yathAzakti karIne pracaMDa puNya kamAI sukhano paravAno meLavavAnuM cUkazo nahIM. I[1] dharma prabhAve adazya sahAya maLI ! madrAsanI vimalAkamArInI dIkSA sADA ATha varSanI uMmare vi. saM. 2043nA vaizAkha suda 4 nA zubha divase nakkI thaI. temanA pitAjI dharamacaMdanI sthiti sAmAnya. dIkSA pUrve rU. vIsa hajAra temanI pAse hatA. dIkSA ullAsathI apAvI. vadhelI rakama gaNI. pUrA 20OO0 hatA ! dIkSAmAM vaparAyelI rakama dharmanA prabhAve pAchI maLI gai. A puNyazALI sAdhvIjI Aje paNa dIkSA pALe che. temanA bena anitAbenanI dIkSA 48nA caitra vada 3nA hatI. te pUrve dharamacaMdajI potAnA deza bhInamAla gayA. dharmarAgI dharamacaMdajIne For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ullAsa AvI javAthI navakArazIno caDAvo lIdho. potAnI sthiti sAmAnya.ATalA rUpiyA lAvavA kyAMthI? navakArazI pUrve dezamAM jatAM gADImAM dharamacaMdajIe bha. zrI AdIzvarajI ane zrI pArzvanAthajIne prArthanA karI ke A prasaMga Apa pAra pADo. ane evo camatkAra thayo ke navakArazInA 10 divasa pahelAM eka bhAI AvIne dharamacaMdajIne 2 lAkha rUpiyA ApI gayA ! prasaMga sArI rIte patI gayo. pachI to dharmaprabhAve dharamacaMdajI pAse paiso ghaNo thaI gayo ! pelA bhAgyazALIne 2 lAkha ApavA mAMDyA. paNa te letA nathI. ghaNuM kahyuM paNa te mAnyA nahIM. he puNyazALIo! tamane paNa Avo mahAna dharma anaMta puNya maLyo che. tamAre paNa sAcA dilathI dharma karavo joie jethI tamAruM paNa Aloka ane paralokamAM khUba Atmahita thAya. [17] prabhunA smaraNe kasTamamAMthI choDAvyA | amadAvAdanA jitubhAI thoDA varSa pahelAM amerIkA gayA. sAthe 150 joDa reDImeDa kapaDAM laI gayelA. eraporTa para kasTamavALAe tapAsatAM A 150 joDanI kasTama mAMgI. temaNe kahyuM, "huM to pharavA Avyo chuM, vepAra mATe nahIM. kasTama nahIM ApuM." temane kasTaDImAM goMdhI dIdhA. temane khUba ciMtA thaI ke ahIM mane koNa bacAvaze ? ApattithI bacavA zraddhApUrvaka bhagavAnano jApa karavA lAgyA. kasTaDI pAse koI na Ave chatAM 10 miniTa pachI eka yuvatI tyAM dekhAI! vinA bolAvya jitubhAI pAse AvIne teNe pUchayuM, "What is the problem ?" jitubhAIe badhI vAta karI. te kahe "tame 50 Dolara kasTama bharI do. choDAvI dauM." jitubhAIe hA pADI. te jaIne kasTamavALAne laI AvI. jitubhAie 50 Dolara ApI dIdhA. kasTamavALAe choDI dIdhA. pachI pelI yuvati alopa thaI gaI! paradezamAM jitubhAI koNa jANe keTalo samaya herAna thAta. paNa te For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaino! ApaNane kevo mahAna dharma maLI gayo che ke prabhunA nAma, jApa ane prabhAva paradezamAM paNa game tevI bhayaMkara AphatomAMthI ugArI de! A dharma yathAzakti sadA karatA raho jethI koipaNa Apatti AvI paDe to A dharma tamAro camatkArika bacAva karI Ape. kahyuM paNa che ke - dharmo rakSati rakSitaH | artha :- je dharmanI ApaNe rakSA karIe chIe, te rakSA karAyelo dharma ApaNI rakSA kare che. mATe dharmanI rakSA karavI. [18] pAchalA bhavatuM pApa svapnamAM joyuM vikramabhAI nAgapuranA che. temano A satya prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM badhuM kahI jAya che. lagabhaga 3 varSa pahelAM temane hatheLImAM phollI thaI. ciMtA na karI. pa-7 kalAka pachI labakArA khUba vadhI gayA. DaoNkTarane batAvyuM. DaoNkTarane zaMkA paDatAM moTA DaoNkaTara pAse mokalyA. tapAsI kahyuM, "aMdara khUba rasane kAraNe poIjhana thaI gayuM che. aDadho hAtha kapAvavo paDaze. moDuM karazo tema vadhu hAtha kapAvavo paDaze." gabharAI gayA. DaoNkTare hiMmata ApI. tarata oparezana karAvyuM. hAtha kapAvyo. ghena UtaratAM darda vadhu lAgatuM hatuM. UMgha AvatI nathI. vicAre caDyA- "ekadama A zuM thaI gayuM ? eka nAnI phoDakImAMthI ATaluM moTuM prakaraNa thaI gayuM? have hAtha vinA jiMdagImAM keTalI badhI muzkelI paDaze. kayA pApanuM mAre A phaLa bhogavavuM paDyuM?" khUba yAda kare che, paNa kAMI yAda AvatuM nathI. ghaNI moTI AphatamAM phasAyA hovAthI pApane yAda karI rahyA che. ne ema vicAramAM UMgha AvI gaI. thoDI vAre cIsa pADI. kuTuMbIoe pUchatAM pote je svapra joyuM tenI vAta karI. khUba dhyAnathI A vAta jANavA jevI che. UMghamAM svapramAM temaNe joyuM ke je salameramAM tophAna thayuM che. eka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ musalamAnanA ToLAmAM pote paNa jaI rahyA che. pote paNa musalamAna che. rastAmAM maMdiramAM keTalAka ghUsyA. sAthe ghuselA emaNe mUrti toDavA mAMDI. hAtha toDI nAkhyo. pachI vicAre caDyAH- "meM A zuM karI nAkhyuM ? bhagavAnano hAtha toDI meM moTI bhUla karI." ema khUba pazcAttApa thayo ane UMghamAM ja cIsa pADI UThyA. UMgha UDI gaI. pachI to hAthe rUjha AvavA mAMDI. DaoNkTare joI kahyuM, "tamane to vALa paNa UgavA mAMDyA che. teno artha tamAro hAtha jIvaMta che. sArI nizAnI che." sAruM thayA pachI DaoNkTare salAha ApI, "amadAvAdamAM nakalI hAtha besADe che." besADAvyo. nakalI besADelA e hAthathI pote vastu paNa uThAvI zake che e pU.paM. ma. zrI jayasuMdaravi.ma. ne vikramabhAIe dekhADyuM! rabarano nakalI hAthe paNa dekhADyo. thoDA samaya pachI skuTara paNa calAvI zakaze ema DaoNkTaranuM mAnavuM che. vartamAnanA A prasaMgathI ApaNane adazya atIndriya bhavamAM DokiyuM karavAnI taka maLe che. kayA kAraNe hAtha pAvavo paDyo? enI khUba vicAraNA karavAthI pAchalA bhavanuM pApakarma svapramAM jovA maLyuM. mUrtino hAtha bhAMgyo to potAno hAtha kapAvavo paDavo. e karma udayamAM AvyuM eTale kevuM thaI gayu? acAnaka ja hAthamAM parU thaI poIjhana thavA mAMDyuM. paNa pAchaLathI karela pazcAttApe kevAM suMdara phaLa ApyAM? -DaoNkTara rogane pakaDI zakyA. samayasara sAravArathI vadhu saDo na thayo. kapAyelo hAtha paNa pAcho malyo (nakalI). keTalAMka kAmo paNa nakalI hAthathI karI zake che. ApaNane dekhAya nahIM ke, mAnIe nahIM to paNa jema khAdheluM jhera kyAreka mArI paNa nAkhe, temaja karela nAnAM moTAM badhAM pApa kyAreka avazya bhayaMkara duHkha Ape ja che. tethI te buddhizALI mitro! tamArA potAnA svArtha mATe badhAM pApo choDo. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [19] parabhava che ja, sadgati mATe sAdhatA karo cANasmAmAM narezano janma thayo hato. 4 varSanI uMmare teNe kahevA mAMDyuM, "huM to haragovana paTela chuM. viramagAmamAM mAruM ghara che ! mAre be dIkarA che....'' vagere ghaNuM badhuM teNe kahyuM. te vAraMvAra AvuM bole che. tethI gharanA tene viramagAma laI gayA. pahelIvAra viramagAma gayelo chatAM teNe potAnI zerImAM potAnuM ghara batAvyuM ! pachI kahe, "ahIM ja mAruM ghara hatuM. ene toDI koie navuM ghara banAvyuM che.'' gharanAMne pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM 'ame kharIdIne navuM bAMdhyuM che. haragovanabhAi pahelAM ahIM rahetA hatA. temanA gharanA amuka sthaLe rahevA gayA che..' tyAM gayA. nareze tenI te bhavanI patnI, putra vagerene nAma sAthe oLakhI batAvyAM. ! are ! e to ThIka, te bhavamAM patnI-putra sAthe thayelI keTalIka vAto, sAbitIo, je mAtra patnI, putra ja jANatAM hatAM te badhuM kahI batAvyuM!! AgaLa vadhI te bhavanI potAnI keTalIka khAsiyato paNa saMbhaLAvI!!! haragovanabhAi pheMTo (pAghaDI) jema bAMdhatA hatA tema A 5 varSanA TeNiyAe mAthe paherI batAvyo! nareze pahelAM kadI pheMTo bAMdhyo paNa nahoto. ati AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke teNe pUchyuM ke "nAniyo kyAM che ?'' haragovanabhAinA nAnA dIkarAne gharamAM nAniyo kahetA hatA. te amadAvAdamAM nokarI karato hato. sAthe AvelA narezanA vaDIlone pAkI khAtarI thai ke A nareza ja pAchalA bhavamAM haragovanabhAi haze. pachI badhAM cANasmA pAchA gayA. paTelanA gharanAe amadAvAda nAniyAne kAgaLa lakhI badhI hakIkata lakhI jaNAvyuM ke ApaNA bApA cANasmAmAM janmyA che. nAniyo mahinA 22 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI bApAne maLavA cANasmA gayo. saranAmuM pUchatA pUchatA rastAmAM jato hato tyAM rastAmAM ramatA nareze Ane joyo ke tarata ja bolyo, "nAniyA, tuM Ayo ?" ne ema bolato doDyo. nAniyo paNa ajANyA chokarAne potAnuM nAma bolato sAMbhaLI AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI gayo. nareza nAniyAne tenA ghera laI gayo. narezanA moDhethI te bhavanI badhI vAto sAMbhaLI nAniyAne paNa khAtarI thaI gaI ke nareza ja amArA bApAno AtmA che ! pro. benarajIe AnI tapAsa karI A kisso lakhyo che. A satya ghaTanA jANyA pachI keTalAka mahAtmAoe vyAkhyAnamAM narezane Ubho karI te ghaTanA vyAkhyAnamAM saMbhaLAvI che. nareza 3 varSa pahelAM muMbaI borIvalImAM raheto hato. tyAM mane paNa maLyo hato. benarajI ane amerikA vagerenA bIjA ghaNA saMzodhakoe A ane AvAM duniyAbharanAM pUrvajanmanAM seMkaDo satya dRSTAMto jAte vaijJAnika saMzodhana karI pustakomAM chapAvyAM che. Ama Aje ghaNAM bhaNelAone paNa pUrvajanma kharekhara che ja e mAnavuM paDe che ! tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe to sAkSAt ApaNA badhAnA AvA anaMtAnaMta bhavo joyA che ane A viSayamAM khUba ja vistArathI vigatavAra varNana anaMta varSothI karyuM ja che. tamAre tamArI suMdara buddhino upayoga karI A badhI bAbatono UMDo abhyAsa karI parabhava che ja evo dRDha nizcaya karavA jevo che. have ahIM ane pachInA janmomAM ApaNA AtmAnuM hita zuM karavAthI thAya te mArgadarzana mahAna jJAnIo pAsethI ane zAstro pAsethI meLavI dAna vagere zubha kAryothI sadgati bhavobhava ane prAMte parama padane pAmo e ja salAha. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20] nUtana pariNitanuM parAkrama lagnanI prathama rAtri AkhI e anokhA AtmAe patnI sAthe sAmAyikamAM saphaLa karI!!! e alagArI dharmIne cAritrano ullAsa na hato, chatAM vicAre che ke amArAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI jiMdagIbhara brahmacarya pALe che. to mAre paNa zakya eTaluM kema na pALavuM ? A satya ghaTanA cothA ArAnI nathI paNa atyAranI ja che. patnIne dilanI vAta karI. puNya paNa prabaLa ke patIe madhurajanI sAmAyikathI ujavavAnI sahamati ApI! ajJAnI ane vilAsI mAnavonI rAto anaMtA cIkaNA pApa bAMdhavAmAM jAya che. jyAre A dharmAtmAe madhurajanIe paNa anaMtA karmono nAza karyo!! A dharmI yuvAna lagnanI prathama rAtre bhAvathI sAdhu jevo banI gayo!!! baMnee masalata karI ke ApaNe 2 varSa moDAM lagna karyAM hota to abrahmanuM pApa 2 varSa sudhI to na karata ne ? to ApaNe manathI mAnI levuM ke ApaNe lagna karyAM nathI! ema manane samajAvI lagna pachI 2 varSa brahmacarya pALyuM ! loko pAchaLa bolavA mAMDyA ke be-be varSa thayA chatAM saMtAna kema thatuM nathI ? tyAre gupta brahmacArI A baMnee abrahmanuM pApa sevavuM paDyuM. paNa tyAre manamAM baMnee evI prArthanA karI ke amAruM bALaka khUba mahAna bane! chatAM pachI paNa teo ghaNAM divasa to brahmacarya pALe che. Avo adbhuta prasaMga vAMcI tame paNa anaMta bhavonA mULa evA A abrahmane tyajI dejo. e zakya na hoya to chevaTe paMryuSaNa vagere parvoe tyAga tathA parastrItyAga vagere khUba sahelA AcArothI durlabha A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karo e aMtaranI abhilASA. 24 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [21] hasamukhabhAinA brahmacarya vagere niyamo hasamukhabhAInAM yuvAna sagarbhA dharmapatIne Tebala parathI paDI javAthI vAgyuM. DaoNkTare tapAsI kahyuM ke zarIramAM jhera thaI gayuM che. oNparezana karavuM paDaze. janmanAra bALaka athavA janma ApanAra bemAMthI eka ja bace tema che. hasamukhabhAIe kahI dIdhuM ke "mAre oNparezana karAvavuM nathI." | vicAra karatAM saMkalpa karyo ke zrAvikAne sAruM thaI jAya mATe 81 AyaMbila karavAM ane tyAM sudhI brahmacarya pALavuM. lagnane mAtra 2 varSa thayelAM. chatAM AvA ghora saMkalpane prabhAve thoDIvAramAM temane skUraNA thaI ke amuka DaoNkaTarane batAvavuM. te pramANe batAvyuM. te kahe, "ciMtA na karo. TAIphoiDa che. sAruM thaI jaze." davA ApI. tAva gayo. sabALa zrAvikA bacI gayAM ! oparezana paNa karAvavuM na paDyuM. AyaMbila karavAno mahAvaro nahIM, AyaMbila karavAmAM takalIpha paDe, tethI 3 varSamAM paNa 81 AyaMbila pUrAM na thayAM. tethI bhAvanA vadhArI patInI saMmatithI jIvanabharanuM brahmacarya laI lIdhuM ! hasamukhabhAIe AvanArI putravadhU sAthe zarata karI ke ukALeluM pANI pIvuM paDaze ane navakArazI, covihAra karavA paDaze ! zaratano svIkAra thayA pachI ja lagna thayAM. dIkarInA sAsare paNa kahyuM ke lagna pachI mArI dikarI navakArazI, covihAra karaze ane ukALeluM pANI pIze. dIkarInAM sAsariyAM kabUla thayAM pachI ja lagna thayAM. Aje hasamukhabhAInA gharanAM badhAM ane temanI dIkarI A traNe kaThina niyamonuM pAlana kare che AcAraprema kevo jabarajasta ! gharanAM badhAMe ATaluM karavuM ja paDaze. sau niyamamAM khUba makkama rahe. vinA kAraNe mAmUlI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muzkelImAM abhakSya-anaMtakAya bhakSaNane rAtribhojana karanAra badhAM jainoe A vAMcI hiMmata keLavI narakadAyI rAtribhojana Adi bhayaMkara pApothI jarUra bacavA jevuM che. ApaNe UMcA kuLamAM janmyA chIe. to UMcA kuLanA AcAravicAra uMcA ja hoya ne ? siMha ghAsa khAya ? jaina rAtribhojana kare ? [22] mAvajIvatA brahmacaryanI tAlAvelI munizrI meghadarzanavijayajIne kAratakamAM daMpatIe brahmacaryavrata ApavAnI vinaMtI karI! baMne rUpALAM! lagabhaga 3ravarSanI uMmara! temaNe oLakhANa ApatAM kahyuM, "A varSathI dharmamAM joDAyAM chIe. saMghamAM comAsAmAM karAvelI badhI tapa vagere ArAdhanA karI che." paNa ma. zrI. e bharayuvAnavayane kAraNe ATaluM kaThina vrata ApavAnI nA pADI. teoe ati Agraha karatAM kahyuM, "cAre mAsa brahmacarya pALyuM ja che. cokkasa pALIzuM..." khUba tapAsI ma. zrI e pharI vaMdana karavA na Ave tyAM sudhInuM paccakhANa levAnuM kahyuM. teoe 3 mAsa jaghanyathI ane pachI vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhInI bAdhA lIdhI. 1 varSe AvyAM ane pharI paccakakhANa ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. pharI varSanuM ApyuM. ema 4-5 varSa teo AvatAM rahyAM. ane jiMdagIbharanI ja mAMgaNI karatAM ! ma. zrI 1 varSanuM Ape. gaI sAla 5 varSanuM paccakakhANa ApyuM. navo dharma pAmelAM A jIvone AvuM kaThina vrata levAnI kevI tAlAvelI? teo eka ja rUmamAM sUe che. chatAM temane manathI paNa abrAno vicAra sudhdhAM nathI Avato ! kevAM pavitra ? he jaino! tame paNa Amane hRdayathI praNAma karI AvA guNo tamArAmAM Ave evI prabhune prArthanA karI yathAzakti A guNathI paNa AtmAne pavitra banAvo e zubhAbhilASA. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [23] bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya ! gujarAtamAM rahetA eka bahenano A prasaMga khUba anu-modanIya che. ApaNe emane manoramAnA nAmathI oLakhIzuM. lagna pachI ekabe varSamAM ja vIza varSanI bharayuvAnavaye pati paraloka padhAryA. khUba rUpALAM, guNiyala, sadAcArI A bahene, "have bIjIvAra lagna nathI ja karavA. have mAre brahmacarya jevo mahAna dharma AdarI mAnavajanma saphaLa karavo che." Avo bhagIratha saMkalpa karyo ! pachI zikSikA banyA ane suMdara zIla-sadAcAramaya jIvana jIve che. Aje 4pa varSanI uMmare, yuvAnI ane rUpa evA ja chalakAI rahyAM che tyAre temanA anokhA, AzcaryakAraka jIvananI asara bIjAne thaI. bahenano brahmacarya pALavAno saMkalpa sAMbhaLI eka niHsaMtAna vidhura bhAIe bahena pAse brahmacaryanA pAlana sAthe lagnano prastAva mUkyo. brahmacarya vratanAM rAgI manoramA bahene prastAvano InakAra karyo. kadAca puruSanA sahavAsa ane paricayathI manamAM paNa vikAra janme to ? brahmacaryanAM A upAsake, upAsanA eLe na jAya mATe lagna na ja karyA. bIjAM eka bahena, jeo lagna pachI pati sAthe na banatAM kAyama mATe piyara pAchAM AvI gayAM che temaNe pharI lagna na karavAno nizcaya karI lIdho che. chevaTe bIjA lagna to na ja karavA evo nirNaya tame karo to brahmacaryanI sAdhanAnA lAbha sAthe ghaNI ciMtA ane upAdhiothI bacI jazo. ke :: I[24] lagna-divase rAtribhojana tyAga eka anokhA lagna-utsavanI vAta dhyAnathI vAMco. chokarAchokarInA pitAoe nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe rAtribhojana na karAvavuM. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chokarIvALA lagna pachI sAMje jamAIne ghaNA badhA sAthe jamADavAnA hatA. patipatI lagna pachI pa. pU. A. bha.ne vaMdana karavA gayAM. TrAphika vagerene kA2Ne pAchA AvatAM ghaNuM moDuM thaI gayuM. sUryAstanI pa miniTanI vAra hatI. chokarInA bApa mUMjhavaNamAM paDyA ke jamADavAnI nA pADIe ne jamAIne vAMdho paDaze to mArI dIkarIne jiMdagIbhara herAna karaze. have zuM karavuM ? paNa patipatnI jevAM bhojanamaMDapamAM AvyAM ke tarata dIkarAnA bApe bUma mArI ke sUryAstanI taiyArI che. rasoDuM baMdha karo ! chokarInA bApanI mUMjhavaNa TaLI gaI. rAtribhojananA pApathI badhAM bacI gayAM. lagnanA divase paNa badhAne rAtribhojananA pApathI AvA dharmapremI narabaMkAo bacAve che! to he jaino! tame paNa mana dRDha karo to narakadAyI A rAtribhojananA pApathI avazya bacI zako. [25] lagnaprasaMge badhAM pApa tyAga paraNatA eka yuvAnanI pApabhirutAne tame hAtha joDIne vAMco. lagna-prasaMge pitAjI vagere samakSa dRDhatAthI rAtribhojana, barapha, abhakSya vagere badhAnI A yuvAne spaSTa manA karI. tethI lagnabhojana paNa bapore rAkhyuM. pANI ThaMDuM karavA teNe jamInamAM khADA khodAvI kALI mATInI nava koThIo mukAvI. ThaMDuM pANI bharAvI 7 divasa rAkhyuM. roja e pANI gaLAve. lagna prasaMge barapha vinAnuM paNa phrIja jevuM A ThaMDuM pANI pI badhAMne Azcarya thayuM. satkAra-samAraMbha vagere badhuM A pApabhayavALA yuvAne divase rakhAveluM, paNa vidAya muhUrta rAtre ja hatuM. ane lokarivAja pramANe tyAre rAtre badhAne cA pIvaDAvavI paDe. yuvAne pitAne spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI. chatAM lokalAje pitA A pApa nA kare mATe yuvAne mitrone yojanA 28 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khAnagImAM samajAvI dIdhI. vidAya samaye TremAM cA lAvatAM dUrathI joI mitroe tyAM pahoMcI badhI cA japta karI DhoLAvI naMkhAvI!. paraNatA yuvAnanI bhAvanA paNa kevI uttama! tame paNa mana makkama karI khoTA ke nAnA bahAnAthI abhakSya vagere bhayaMkara pApothI baco ane anyane bacAvo e ja manokAmanA. I[26] puNyazALI bALakInuM gujarAtanA suMdarabhAIno A khUba anumodanIya prasaMga vAMcIne tamAre badhAe paNa zubha saMkalpa karavA jevo che. sonogrAphI pachI temanI patI sahita badhAMne DaoNkTare jaNAvyuM ke garbhamAM bebI che. vaLI te apaMga janmaze. jIvaze to paNa vadhumAM vadhu 20 varSanuM AyuSya haze. kadAca mAtra cha mAsa ja jIve. mAtra mAthAno vikAsa thaze. bAkInuM badhuM zarIra janmelI bALakI jevuM kAyama raheze. dekhAva rAkSasI jevo haze. A vagere badhuM samajAvI dabANa karyuM ke garbhapAta karAvI nAMkho, nahIM to e chokarI tamane badhAne khUba herAna karaze. dharmapremI gharanA badhAe vicArIne garbhapAta nahIM karAvavAno nirNaya karyo! kharekhara DaoNkTarano rIporTa sAco paDyo. rAkSasI bALakI janmI. nAma virati pADyuM. zarIramAMthI paru vagere nIkaLyA ja kare! dharmI kuTuMbIoe nakkI karyuM ke Ane khUba dharma karAvavo che! ane puNyazALI banAvI devI che. mahinA pachI navaDAvI tarata pUjA karAvI! mAtra mULanAyakane aMgUThe TIkI karAve. kAraNa para, rasI vAraMvAra nIkaLatA. badhAM tIrtho ane AcArya Adi pUjyonI yAtrA ane vaMdana A bALakIne karAvavA mAMDyAM !pU. zrIne gharanAe vaMdana karAvIne For Personal & Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahyuM ke thoDA samayanI A mahemAnane ame sthAvara-jaMgama tIrthayAtrA karAvyA karIe chIe. amane sauthI vadhu AnaMda e vAtano che ke khUba du:khI A jIvane ame bhavya banAvI dIdho! zAzvatA zatruMjayanI yAtrAe laI jaI pUjA karAvI. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke mAtra bhavya ja zatruMjayanA darzana karI zake! pAchalA koI janmanA bhayaMkara pApe ene khUba duHkha ApyAM che. paNa have enuM puNya vadhe ane sadgati maLe ane enuM Atmahita zIghra thAya e mATe ame khUba mahenata karI alpa samayamAM ghaNo dharma karAvyo che ane 3 mahine enuM AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM. gharanAMe chelle te viratine badhuM vosirAvavuM vagere badhI aMtima ArAdhanA karAvI! A bALakI keTalI bhAgyazALI ke mAbApe khUba dharma karAvyo. mAre khAsa e dhyAna doravuM che ke ghaNAM badhAM pApo karela A jIve evuM koI suMdara puNya karyuM haze ke A garbhapAtanA jamAnAmAM Ane AvA dharmI mAtapitA maLyAM! AvA vilAsI ne svArthI jamAnAmAM paNa kuTuMbIoe satata traNa mAsa enA AtmAnI ja ciMtA karI! A vAMcI tame badhA nakkI karo ke amAre amArAM badhAM bALakone zakya eTalA dharmasaMskAro ApavA che ane dharmaArAdhanA karAvavI ja che. tamArAM saMtAno to AnA karatAM anekagaNAM puNyazALI che. bALapaNamAM je dhAro te tame karAvI zako. tethI tame khUba dharma karAvI temanuM ane tamAruM khUba Atmahita sAdho. AnAthI tamane paNa evuM puNya baMdhAya ke bhavobhava tamane dharmI mAtApitA maLe ane janmathI ja ukALeluM pANI vagere bhAtabhAtanI dharma sAmagrI maLe! 30 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ |[27] bhavya jinapUjA ane viziSTa tapa-tyAga ghATakoparanA amarIzabhAInA tapa ane tyAganA viziSTa pariNAma khUba anumodanIya che. Aje temanI uMmara mAtra 36 varSanI che. 2 varSa pahelAM divasamAM kula mAtra 7 dravya ane eka TaMke cArathI vadhu na vAparavAnuM jAvajIva mATe paccakakhANa lIdhuM chatAM pariNAma eTalA badhA tyAganA ke savAranA mAtra ra thI 3 ane sAMje lagabhaga 3 dravya ja jame! temanI phekaTarI gharathI lagabhaga 125 ki.mI. dUra. pAlaghara emane roja javAnuM. gherathI TIphIna laIne nIkaLIne divasamAM mAtra 2 ja vakhata vApare. navakArazI, covihAra karavAnAM. tethI baMne bhojana TreInamAM ja karavAM paDe. ravivAre besaNuM kare. bahAranI badhI vastuono tyAga che. covihArano AjIvana niyama che. mahinAmAM 6 upavAsa kare! caudasanA 2 tathA bIjA 4. ghaNA kharAM upavAsa covihAra ja kare. kAcI 3 vigaIono jiMdagIbhara tyAga che. - amarIzabhAI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA roja khUba bhAvathI kare che. ATalI doDAdoDa chatAM roja lagabhaga 1 kalAka jeTalo samaya bhaktipUrNa hRdaye pUjA kare. ane sonA-cAMdInA varakhanI roja AMgI kare. naivedya phaLa vagere badhAM dravyo bhaktimAM UMcI jAtanA, moTA, zreSTha ja vAparavAnAM. dhUpa paNa sugaMdhI ne sAro vAparavAno. dara zanivAre ane rajAnA divase to cha-sAta kalAka sudhI AMgI vagere khUba bhAvathI kare! vizeSamAM AMgI pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI badhuM khAvA ke pIvAnuM baMdha! AkhA muMbaImAM kyAMya paNa sAlagIrI nimite temane AMgI mATe saMgha bolAve to dhaMdho choDI hoMzathI doDI jAya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane khUba suMdara AMgI 4-6 kalAka sudhI kare. sAthe potAnA sonAnA varakha vagere sAmagrI laI jAya. koI saMghamAM sAmagrI ochI hoya to potAnI vApare! bhAvanA UMcI ke mAruM dravya jinabhaktimAM jeTaluM vadhAre vaparAya teTaluM sAruM. bhagavAnanI stavanA karavAmAM bhAna bhUlI jAya. kaMTha sAro che. sAMbhaLanArane paNa bhAva AvI jAya! caityavaMdana vageremAM bhAvavibhora thaI jAya. caudaza zukra ke ravivAranA Ave tyAre chaThTha karavo paDe to paNa avazya kare ane te paNa khUba prasannatAthI. amarIzabhAInI saraLatA vagere paNa khUba anumodanIya che. paricayamAM AvanArA sarvanA hRdayamAM temanuM viziSTa sthAna che. mokSa zIgha pAmavAnI laganI bhAre. sAdhusAdhvInI bhakti karavA kAyama doDe. sAdharmikonI bhakti paNa khUba bhAvathI kare! [28] lAkho dhanyavAda e mahAnana zrAvakane (vIracaMdabhAIno vizvavikrama) vIracaMdabhAI bAraDolIvALAnI keTalIka ArAdhanAnI vAta meM A pustakanA bhAga-2 mAM karI che. ahIM emanI bIjI paNa aneka ArAdhanAo be hAtha joDI AdarathI vAMco - 30 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye AjIvana brahmacaryavrata svIkAryuM kAcA pANIne aDavAnuM paNa nahi !! kALaveLAe posAtInI jema khullAmAM kAmaLI oDhIne ja jAya !!! 4-4-mahine loca karAvatA !!! For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dararoja 10 sAmAyikanuM desAvagAsika ane 5 tithi pauSadha karatA !!!!!! comAsAmAM gAma bahAra jatA nahIM! dararoja sAdharmika bhakti karatAM game te mahemAna Ave paNa gharamAM sUryAsta pachI pANI paNa na Ape! keLA sivAyanI badhI lIlotarIno tyAga karelo. zAsanaprabhAvaka pa. pU. A. bha. zrImada vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI anItinA dhananA tyAgano abhigraha karyo ane tethIja InspekTaranA hodAvALI sArI nokarI choDI daI pAThazALAnA adhyApaka banyA!pU. zrInA paricayathI pravrajyAno dRDha bhAva pedA thaI gayo. paraMtu e maLI nahi. tethIe na levAya tyAM sudhI ghIno mULathI tyAga karyo! dararoja trikALa jinapUjA karatA! tapa paNa khUba karyA- 2 varSItapa, 2 comAsI tapa, 3 upadhAna, siddhagirimAM AyaMbila sahita comAsuM, poSa dazamI vagere ghaNA tapa karatA. vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhI satata oLIo karatA. pAlitANAmAM 2 mAsa mauna pALyuM! 97mI oLImAM azakti khUba vadhavA chatAM lUkojhanA bATalA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. AyaMbila kAyama purimaDhe karatA! mAtra 3 dravya vApare pachIthI to traNe bhegA karI vAparatA. 13 varSa pUrve 47mA AyaMbile navakAravALI gaNatA sadgatine sAdhI gayA. temanI advitIya ArAdhanAthI ahobhAvapUrvaka saMghe anukaMpAdAna sahita pAlakhI kADhavA pUrvaka smazAnayAtrA kADhelI. emanI anokhI ArAdhanA ane khUba UMcA adhyavasAyathI A jIva cothA ArAno hoya tevuM ApaNane lAge. jIvadayA ane mAtra ArAdhanAnA ja pariNAma, pApano paDachAyo paNa na levo. A badhuM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNA mATe to azakya lAge che. ApaNe sAcA bhAvathI Amane sAdara praNAma karavA dvArA AvI ArAdhanAnI zakti ane bhAva prabhu ApaNane jaldI Ape e ja eka mAtra manoratha karIe ane AMzika paNa zakya ArAdhanA karIe e ja manokAmanA. I[29] zrI AdinAthanI pahelI pUjA karAvI 15 varSanI kizora vaye eka puNyavaMto prasaMga sAkSAt joI rANapuranA manavaMtarAyanuM haiyuM gadgad thaI gayuM. zrI zatruMjyanI yAtrArthe gayelA manavaMtarAya pUjA karavA lAinamAM beThelA. pahelI pUjAnuM ghI bolAtuM hatuM. raMgamaMDapamAM mAtA sAthe beThela eka mAtRbhakta bhAI paNa uchAmaNI bolatA hatA. caDAvo AgaLa vadhato hato. chevaTe pAchaLa beThelA eka bhAine caDAvo maLyo. temanuM nAma prabhudAsa kalpIe. mAtRbhakta bhAI ane temanA mAtuzrInI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA nIkaLavA mAMDI. bhAInuM mAthuM khoLAmAM laI mA sAMtvana ApavA lAgI. tethI ghaNonuM dhyAna tyAM gayuM. Adeza maLela puNyazALI prabhudAse tyAM jaI pUchyuM, "ekAeka kAMI takalIpha thaI nathI ne?" mAtRbhakta bhAIe javAba Apyo, "he puNyazALI! bImArI kAMI nathI. huM to mArA karmone rouM chuM. A mArAM bAne 80 varSa thayA che.dAdAnI yAtrA tathA pahelI pUjAnI temanI IcchA hatI paNa zakti na hatI tethI AgaLa bolI na bolyo. kamabhAgI huM bAnI IcchA pUrI karI zakyo nahi tethI khUba lAgI Ave che. vRddha bA have pharI yAtrA mATe AvI zakaze ke nahIM? ane temanI pahelI pUjAnI IcchA huM pUrI karI zakIza ke nahIM te koNa jANe? bIju kAMI du:kha nathI. Apa sau ciMtA na karo. pUjA karavA padhAro." A sAMbhaLI Adeza maLela Ford For Personal & Private Use Only Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhudAsabhAI mAtRbhaktanI bAnA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI bolyA, "bA! huM paNa tamAro dIkaro ja chuM. putranI IcchA mA avazya pUrI kare. A pUjAnI thALI lo. tame pahelI pUjA karo. mA pUjA kare pachI ja dIkaro pUjA kare ne ?" prabhudAsabhAInI kevI udAratA! vRddhAnI aMtaranI bhAvanA jANI A lAgaNIzIla suzrAvaka temane potAnI mA gaNI pahelI pUjA temanI pAse karAvavA taiyAra thaI gayA. mAe paNa vinaMtI svIkArI ane mAtRbhakta ane prabhudAsa banne mAne hAtha pakaDI dAdA pAse laI javA mAMDyA. jonArA badhA AvuM adbhuta dRzya sAkSAt joI harSathI gadgadita thaI gayA. ghaNAne harSAzru varasavA mAMDyA! lAInamAM pAchaLa hoya tene paNa kyAreka udAratApUrvaka AgaLa karo. e AnaMda paNa anubhavavA jevo che. A vAMcI tame prabhudAsa para prasanna thayA ho to nizcaya karo ke huM paNa kyAreka khUba UMcI bhAvanAvALA zaktihIna sAdharmikane pahelI pUjA vagere karAvI prabhudAsa banIza. tethI tamane pUjA, udAratA, sAdharmika bhakti vagere aneka lAbho thaze. [30]maratAM navakAra saMbhaLAvI gAyane deva banAvI e suzrAvaka mahesANAmAM rahe che. temanAM bahena pUnA rahe che. thoDAM varSa pahelAM eka vAra te jatAM hatAM. rastAmAM eka gAya joI. te maravA paDI hatI. karuNAthI navakAra saMbhaLAvyA! marI gaI. thoDA samaya pachI gharamAM bhIMta upara prakAza-prakAza thaI gayo. bahena joI ja rahyAM. prakAza goLa goLa pharavA lAgyo. temAM vacce gAya pragaTa thaI. bahene be hAtha joDI pUchayuM, "Apa koNa cho ?" gAye badhI vAta karI, "tame jene navakAra saMbhaLAvyo te gAya huM chuM. tamAro For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khUba AbhAra. jarUra paDe tyAre yAda karajo. tamane sahAya karIza." deva adazya thaI gayA. thoDA samaya pachI gAya rUpe AvIne kahe, "kAle tamArI dIkarIne nizALe na mokalazo."bIjA divase skUlanuM moTuM phaMkazana hatuM. dIkarIe phaMkazanamAM javAnI khUba ja jIda karI. mAe dIkarIne rUmamAM pUrI dIdhI. prasaMga pachI samAcAra AvyA ke skUlanuM makAna besI gayuM. mAne thayuM ke cetavaNI ApI deve dIkarIne bacAvI! A prasaMga vAMcI ApaNe nirNaya karIe ke upakArIo, vaDilo ane sarvane maratAM navakAra avazya saMbhaLAvIzuM. tethI temane sadgati maLavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. pachI sadgatinI paraMparA cAle. deva banIne gAya maLavA AvI tethI te bahenanI zraddhA, ArAdhanA vagere ghaNAM vadhI gayAM. A bahena haju ya hayAta che. [31] kizoranI moTAI | aneka dharmAtmAonA kAraNe khaMbhAta dharmapurI tarIke prasiddha che. tyAM pa. pU. A. bha. zrI mukticaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 23 varSa pUrve padhArelA. khaMbhAtano 17 varSano yuvAna zAMti pAchalA bhavano sAdhaka jIva hato. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI bhAva evA ullasita thaI gayA ke bIjA ja divasathI rAtribhojanatyAga ane kaMdamULatyAgano niyama to karyo paNa ukALeluM pANI paNa pIvAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM! AcAramAM eTalI daDhatA ke ra3 varSathI A traNe ArAdhanA cAlu ja che! covihAramAM khUba makkama. tethI ghaNI vAra nokarI paNa choDI dIdhI che. sUryAsta pahelAM jamavA nokarInA sthaLathI nIkaLe, chatAM koI muzkelInA kAraNe sUryAsta rastAmAM thaI jAya to rastAmAM ja covihAra karI le! muMbaImAM ghaNe dUra nokarI hoya. tethI covihAranI agavaDa khUba paDe. tethI mohamayI muMbaIne salAma karI gujarAtamAM rahevA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvI gayA! have to dharmapuNyathI zeTha khUba sArA maLI gayA che. zeThe covihAra mATe sAMje roja vahelA javAnI rajA ApI dIdhI che! A varSa to varSItapa upADyo che. zrAvikA paNa dharmapremI maLyAM che. baMne potAnA bALakane paNa khUba dhArmika saMskAro Ape che. traNe ukALeluM pANI ja pIve che! zAMtibhAIne dharmakriyAnI vidhi pratye paNa khUba rAga che! AvA jIva Asa-bhavya hoI zake che. vaLI zAMtibhAI roja trikALa pUjA kare che! baMne pratikramaNa uparAMta eka sAmAyika paNa kare che. he bhavyo! tame paNa zAMtibhAInA jIvanamAMthI eTalI preraNA to avazya lo ja ke mAre paNa daDhapaNe kAyama covihAra karavo ja. ema narakamAM dhakelI denAra rAtribhojananA pApane tilAMjalI ApI do. vaLI 17 varSano kizora kAyama ukALeluM pANI pI zakato hoya to tamAre mATe zuM e azakya che ? tamane ghaNAne to nivRtti, prauDha vaya, dhaMdhAnI mAlikI vagere ghaNI anukULa sAmagrI mahA puNya maLI che. tethI covihAra karavo tamAre mATe sahelo che. to puNyano sadupayoga karI sadgati bhavobhava meLavo e ja zubhecchA. I[32] anumodanIya ArAdhanA nidhi | khaDakI(pUnA)nA caMdrAbahena bAbulAla saMghavIe jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karI che. he dharmIjano, tame dhyAnathI vAMcatAM, anumodanA karatAM karatAM, yathAzakti ArAdhanA A janmamAM karavAnI preraNA meLavI janmane saphaLa karo. emanI mukhya mukhya ArAdhanAo nIce mujaba che :* 4 mAsI, aDhI mAsI, doDhamAsI, mAsakSamaNa-2,16 upara vagere * zreNitapa, siddhitapa, kaMThAbharaNa tapa, cattArI-aDhatapa, For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * varSItapa :- upavAsa, chaThTha ane aTTamathI eka eka. * zrI mahAvIra svAmInA chaThTha-229, zrI pArzvanAthajInA aTTama 108, bIjA 1OOO thI vadhu aTTama. * vIsa sthAnakanI oLI :- upavAsa, chaThTha ane amathI eka eka * kSIrasamudra, samavasaraNa, siMhAsana, mokSadaMDaka vagere tapa.. * dharmacakra, zatruMjaya tapa, akSayanidhitapa vagere aneka - vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI oLI 101 * saLaMga AyaMbila eka vAra 825, bIjI vAra 500. - aDhAI 150, chaThTha-200, 24 bhagavAnanAM ekAsaNa-12 vAra. uparAMtamAM AyaMbilathI upadhAna, zatruMjayanI navvANuM, cha mahinAnA cha'rI pAlaka saMghamAM yAtrA, nava lAkha navakAra vagere ghaNI ArAdhanA karI che. dhanya che AvA tapa pariNativALA AtmAone! jiMdagIbhara na thAya to paNa avAranavAra AvA koI tapa karI karma khapAvI aMte aNAhArI pada pAmavAnI ApaNane paNa sAcI bhAvanA jAge evI prabhune prArthanA karIe. [33] ghara derAsarano prabhAva vAsaNAmAM dinezabhAie lagabhaga 20 varSa pahelAM potAnA baMgalAmAM prabhujIne padharAvyA. ghara-derAsara banAvI prabhujIne birAjamAna karyA. prabhujInI padharAmaNIne pratApe pU. AcArya bhagavaMto vagere avAra-navAra ghera padhAre. pUjyanA saMsargathI dharma vadhavA mAMDyo! parivAra paNa ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mAMDyo! pachI to puNyodaye gharathI paMdara DagalAM dUra ja saMghanuM zikharabaMdhI derAsara baMdhAI gayuM! For Personal & Private Use Only Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suvizuddhasaMyamI pa. pU. AcAryazrI vijaya bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA tapasvIsamrATa papU. AcAryazrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi aneka mahApuruSo vAraMvAra temanA nivAsasthAne padhAratA. tethI yuvAna putro paNa dharmI banavA mAMDyA. eMjiniyara putra zrIpAle vevizALa pahelAM kanyA sAthe spaSTa khulAso karyo ke, gharamAM TI.vI. nathI. bhaviSyamAM AvavAnI zakyatA nathI. AvA kaLiyugamAM paNa kanyA saMskArI hatI tethI lagna mATe saMmata thaI ane zrIpAlanAM lagna thayAM! nAno zreNika C.A. pAsa thayo. nokarImAM zarUAtathI ja sAta hajArano pagAra maLe che. teNe paNa vevizALa pahelAM ja A khulAso karyo. tene paNa bahu saMskArI kanyA maLI! baMne bhaNelA yuvAna bhAIo atyAre rAtri-bhojana karatA nathI! AjanA yuvAnoe A satya ghaTanA parathI dhaDo levo joIe. A kALamAM pitAjInI nArAja hovA chatAM yuvAna putro TI.vI. lAve. pitAjI vagere sAmAyika vagere ArAdhanA karatAM hoya tyAre paNa putro moTethI TI.vI. cAlu karI upakArI pUjayone paNa dharmamAM aMtarAya karI aviveka karI gADha pApa bAMdhe che. gharamAM upajatuM na hoya tevA putro AvanArI potAnI patIne khAnagImAM kahe ke, "tuM ciMtA na karIza. lagna pachI TI.vI. lAvIza ja." vahu paNa lagna pachI kAnabhaMbheraNI karI patine judo karAvI TI.vI. laI Ave! AvA jAtajAtanA kissA Aje bane che. tyAre A dharmI kuTuMba Aje paNa vagara TI.vI. e saMpa, saMyama ane premathI killola kare che! khUba dhanavAna chatAM AvA TI.vI. vinAnA ghara keTalAM maLe ? dhanya che AvA dharmapremIone! he. hitakArI jaino, tame paNa saparivAra satata sAdhuonA samAgamamAM rahI bhAvathI suMdara ArAdhanA karo ane pApakarmathI baco. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [34] puSpapUjAno pamarATa kalakattAnivAsI cAMdamalajI baraDiyA kApaDanA vyApArI che. puSpapUjAno prabhAva, mahattA, enAM anaMta phaLa vagere mahAtmAo pAse sAMbhaLIne temane khUba suMdara asara thaI. badhA AvI phUlapUjAno adbhuta lAbha le to kevuM sAruM tevA bhAva haiyAmAM UchaLavA lAgyA! kalakattAmAM moTA daherAsaramAM phUlo, Damaro vagere mahAmuzkelImAM maLe che. cAMdamalajI vahelA UThI phUlabajAramAMthI ghaNAM phUlo kharIdI badhAM moTA daherAsare gabhArA pAse thALImAM mUkI Ave. dhaMdhArthe kyAreka bahAragAma javuM paDe tyAre A lAbha maLe nahIM. tethI haiyuM khUba raDatuM. khUba vicAratAM Ano ukela zodhI kADhyo. potAnA eka mANasane vadhArAno pagAra ApI badhA daherAsare phUlo pahoMcADavAnuM goThavI dIdhuM. Aje paNa Ama hajArone phUlapUjA karAvI prazaMsanIya mahAna lAbha le che!! navA navA zrAvakono paricaya thAya tyAre temanI sAthe paNa A zreSTha prabhubhaktimAM vadhu bhAviko joDAya enI carcA-vicAraNA karI tevA upAyo kare che! hAvarAmAM 9 mALanA navA moTA bilDIMganA phaleTo potAnA parivAra mATe e zarate kharIdyA ke agAzIno jarUrI bhAga daherAsara mATe bilDara ApI de! tame zuM karo ? agAzImAM kUMDAmAM phUlonA choDa ugADavA jevA vilAsanA kAma karo ne ? A bhAgyazALI kevA ke mojazokhanA nahi paNa prabhubhaktinA vicAromAM ane kAryomAM ja sadA khovAyelA rahe. ane A kharIdelI jagAmAM svadravyathI suMdara paMdara lAkhanuM jinAlaya baMdhAvI saMghane arpaNa karyuM! kevA niHspRhI! bilakula IcchA nahi chatAM sabhyonA ati AgrahathI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TrasTI thavuM paDyuM. daherAsaranA viziSTa prasaMgomAM uchAmaNI bolIne ja lAbha le che. zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA badhA saraLatAthI karI zake mATe zakya suvidhAo UbhI karI che. mitro sAthe bhomiyAjI bhavana banAvarAvyuM. Aje to tyAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM devAlaya, bhaktAmara maMdira ane bhomiyAjInuM sthAna banI gayuM che. bhojanazALA ane 100 rUmanI dharmazALA paNa taiyAra karAvI dIdhI. teo A saMsthAnA maMtrI tarIke sevAno lAbha le che. bhomiyAjInI pratiSThA vakhate temane jANavA maLyuM ke zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI 12,500 sapheda phUlothI pUjA sAthe jApa karavAthI ghaNo lAbha thAya. tarata kalakattAthI phUlo maMgAvI badhA yAtrALu sAthe puSpapUjA karI. hAlamAM paNa A saraLa svabhAvI baraDiyAjI Ama AgavI rIte prabhubhakti vagere karI-karAvI rahyA che. he bhavyo! mAtra 18 phUlathI kumArapALa rAjAne phUlapUjAnuM kevuM suMdara phaLa maLeluM? to bhaktibhAvathI Ama A cAMdamalajIe phUlapUjA svayaM karI, aneko pAse karAvI levuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM haze ? tame paNa AvA bhAvathI phUlapUjA vagere karI sAcuM sukha pAmo e manokAmanA. [35] paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH amadAvAdamAM Aje to A puNyazALI karoDapati che. nAmanA nahIM IcchatA temane ApaNe rAmalAlabhAInA nAme oLakhIzuM, lagabhaga 40 varSa pahelAM temanI sthiti sAva sAmAnya hatI. te vakhate nokarI karatA hatA. pagAra mAsika rU. 30-00 hato. temanA udAra ETTITY TEST TT 41 TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT For Personal & Private Use Only Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zeTha badhA mANasone bapore cA pIvaDAve. rAmalAla sAthe nokarI karanAra eka bhAI Arthika muzkelImAM hatA. pitA vagerenI javAbadArI temanA upara hatI. rAmalAle vicAryuM, "huM cA choDuM to emane eTalo Teko thaI jaze ane 1 kapa cA na pIdhI hoya toya zuM lUMTAI javAnuM che ?' Ama nirNaya karI tyAga karI tenA mAsika rU. zA nI bacata karI temane ApI devAnI vyavasthA karI dIdhI! Ama bIjAnI ciMtA ne kALajI rAkhanAra Aje koNa che ? vaLI potAnI Avaka paNa khUba ja thoDI. mAsika pagAranA 25% rakama Ama vagara maphatanA bIjAne ApavA koNa taiyAra thAya? paropakAra-parAyaNatA, udAratA, sarva pratye AtmIyatA vagere guNo tyAre paNa hatA ane Aje saMpattinI relamachelanA puNyodaya vakhate paNa TakAvI rAkhyA che! pachI to sukhI thayA. phekTarInA mAlika banyA. AjathI 17 varSa pahelAM kAma vadhavAthI majUrone ovaraTAIma Apavo paDyo. vadhArAno pagAra to ApavAno ja hato. chatAM paragaju rAmalAlabhAIne thayuM ke majUro bhUkhyAM kAma kare e vAjabI nathI. badhAMne cA-nAsto karAvyo. pachI to vAraMvAra ovaraTAIma kAma karAvavuM paDatuM. to temaNe eka prathA zarU karI ke ovaraTAIma vakhate majUrone cA-nAsto ApavAM. sarva jIva pratye kevI AtmIyatA! * rIjo bhAga saMpUrNa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayavilAsI loko game te rIte bhogavilAsa meLavavA mathe che. ekaTaro, zrImaMto vagerenI sukhasagavaDatAonIlAla pILI vAtomegejhIno ItyAdithI jANI khUba harSita thAya che. he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho. yathollAsa darzana ' Adi dharmakaro cho. AvA kalikALamAM paNa bIjA dharmI kayo dharma kare che te jANavAnI tamane jijJAsA paNa thAya che. A pustikAnA traNa bhAgamAM ajaba gajabanI ArAdhanA karatA dhonI A sadInI satya ghaTanAo tamane vAMcavA maLaze. jANIne tame yathAzakti ArAdhanA karavA dvArAane anumodanA dvArA Atmahita sAdho e ja manokAmanA. | megejhIno, chApA vagerenA bahekAvanArA. lakhANothI duniyA Aje geramArgeDhasaDAI rahI che tyAre vaizAkhI baLabaLatI bapore AMbAvADiyA jevA A pustakanA vartamAnanA prasaMgo sanmArga ane sArI AtmazAMti arpa- - : --ii i thI vAraMvAra vAMcI, vaMcAvI sa Servang JinShasan ) iAMti meLavo e ja sadA mATe ? 095001 gyanmandir@kobatirth.org For Personal & Private Use Only