Buddhiprabha 1964 01 SrNo 51

Author(s): Gunvant Shah
Publisher: Gunvant Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/522151/1

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He. upaDAne jIvana-sAhitya ane jaina dharmanuM sAmayika bhIlADAnA jinAlayanuM eka zikhara tahevI2 kAraka . harIbhAI gaudAnI (amadAvAda) hu' paththara che paNa paththara nathI gagana cumatA. huM dharAthI addhara nathI morA bhItaramAM sutA che bhagavAna pAMpA bhalene aMdha ame ni'rura nathI jagADa, A siAna : huM pRththara chuM paNa paththara nathI. [j[du[LI

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vAsI bhAta khATI chAsa ane khATA rUpiyo bhagavAna mahAvIrane dIkSA lIdhAne haju jhAjhA varasa thayAM na hatAM. dIkSA pachInA bIjA cAturmAsanA e divaso hatA. bhagavAna rAja gRha nagaranI baDAra nAlaMdAmAM bIrAjamAna hatA, tyAMnI najadIka mAM eka zALanA kArakhAnAmAM teo dhyAnamAM rahetA hatA. e - ahIM temane gauzALa saMkhalIputra maLyo. bhagavAnane, potAne ziSya banAvavAnI vinaMtI karI. paNa bhagavAna mona rahyA. gauzALA e A manane bhagavAnanI saMmati mAnI. ane e temanA ziSya banIne rahevA lAgyA. kArataka pUnamano e divasa hato gauzALAe bhIkSA jatAM pahelAM bhagavAnane pUchyuM : " Aja mane bhIkSAmAM zuM maLaze ??? vAsI utarele bhAta, khATI chAsa ane mATe rUpi." zaizALe te bhagavAnanI A vAta sAMbhaLa vicAramAM paDI gayA paraMtu e vica raka karatAM kamaka vadhu hato. bhagavAnanA vacanane khATA sAbIta karavA e zrImatAnI ghera ja bhIkSA mATe gaye. paNa keInI tyAM tenI dALa gaLI nahi. pharatAM pharatAM eka luhAranA ghara AgaLa A. bhIkSA mAMgI. luDAre bhIkSA ApI. gauzALAe joyuM te e ja bhIkSA hatI je bhagavAne kIdhI hatI:- vAsI bhAta, khATI chAsa ane peTe rUpiye... zALAe A prasagane bIjI ja rIte vicAryo : je banavAnuM heya che te banyA vagara rahetuM nathI ane e banAva AgaLathI nakkI paNa thayelA hoya che.. { [ vijayedrasUri racita "tIrtha kara mahAvIra' bhA. 1 nA | hiMdI graMtha uparathI bhAvAnuvAda ]

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mitIme savva bhUeSu verai majjJa na keNaI / badhA jIvo sAthe mAre dostI che; duzmanI mAre kaI sAthe nathI. s igiupramA! 10 jAnyuArI 1964 | [ avaLI pariNatI AtmAnI, vate saba saMsAra; varSa 5 : saLaMga aMka 51 | savaLI pariNatI AtmAnI, nirmala pada nirdhAra. zuddha svarUpAdhAramAM, dhyAna rahe sukhakAra; taMtrI bhava bhramaNuM saheje TaLe; pAme cidhana sAra. iMdIrA zAha bhoga roga sama lekha, AtmArthI je bhavya; Atmika zuddha svabhAvatA, zAni jana kartavya. saMpAdaka AtmA jyAM sudhI kharAba vicAro kare che guNavaMta zAha tyAM sudhI saMsAra che, paraMtu e ja AtmA je zubha vicAra kare che to tene nirmaLa evuM kAryAlaya paramAtma pada maLe. budhiprabhA ane je e ja AtmA, pitAnA ja vizuddha C/o dhaneza enDa ka. | evA svarUpanuM dhyAna kare to DI ja paLamAM, 1921, pIkeTasa lena, te A saMsAranA AvAgamananA pherAne baMdha smolakejha korTa pAse, karI zake che ane potAnuM cidhdhana evuM Atma svarUpa pAmI zake che. muMbaI-2, AthI je AtmArthI ane bhavya jIve che lavAjama : te saMsAranA raMga-rAgane eka bimArI samaje [bhAratamAM] che. mATe jJAnIjanonuM e kartavya che ke te vArSika rUA. pAMca purA ! zuddhAtmAnuM ja dhyAna dhare. [paradezamAM] -sva. zrImad budhisAgarasUrijI kata vArSika rU. sAta purA ! "Atma prakAzamAMthI pA. 113-114 chuTaka nakala pacAsa nA paisA 1 : duhA 64-65-66. '

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saMpAdakIya upadhAnano ullekha mahAnizitha sUtra, uttarAdhyayana sUtra, AcAra dinakara, hiraprazna, zrI jaina vrata vidhi vagere graMmAM maLI Ave che. paraMtu A tapanI zarUAta sau prathama kone karAvI ne kyAM karAvI te anekane pUchaparacha karavAthI temaja aneka pustakonuM adhyayana karavA chatAM cekakasa samaya ne tenA janakanuM nAma jANI zakAyuM nathI. chatAMya e aMgenI jeTalI upalabdha mAhitI amane maLI zakI che te amoe A aMkamAM ApI che. jo ke ghaNI vigate rahI javA pAmavA saMbhava che. chatAMya upadhAna vize eka adakero khyAla AvI zake evuM tamAma sAhitya ame bheguM karI buddhiprabhAnA pAnA para raju karyuM che. A badhI mAhitI meLavavA mATe A aMkamAM je praznottarI ApI che te prathama taiyAra karIne tenI nakalo ame amuka amuka vidvAne temaja AcArya bhagavaMtane mokalI ApI hatI ane ave muMbaI temaja upanagaromAM A tapa karAvanAra pUjya zramaNa bhagavaMtane saMparka sAthe hato. saue pitapotAne yathAzakti sahakAra Aye hate. ne megya mAgadazana temaja upadhAnanI mAhitI ApI hatI te mATe huM ItihAsanA pAragAmI, vidvAna AcArya pU. vijayendrasUrijI ma. sA. temanA aMtevAsI zrImAna paMDita kAzI bAbu (IrlA aMdherI) pU. A. bha. zrI lamaNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. temanA ziSya kavi kula kiriTapaM. zrI kIrtivijayajI ma. (Ila) pU. A. . zrI dharmasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. temanA ziSya sAhitya vyAsaMgI zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. zrI sUryodaya vijayajI ma. sA. (vAlakezvara). pU. A. bha. zrI amRtasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. temanA ziSya dravyAnuyoganA mahAna abhyAsI zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI gaNi, (rIvalI), pU. 5. pra. kaviratana zrI yazabhadravijayajI ma. sA. (vIlepArlA, temaja beMglerathI patro dvArA mAhitI pUrI pADanAra pU. A. bha. zrI pUrNAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. saune huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM. upadhAnanuM jJAna Ama to upadhAna karanAra ane karAvanAra bene ja mukhyatayA hoya che. paraMtu AvA anuSThAna tarapha jyAre Aja leke vadhU mUkatA jAya che tyAre jemaNe upadhAna karyA nathI, evAone upadhAna viSe samaja ApavA ne tenI viziSTatA samajAvavA mATe A eka namra prayAsa karyo che, jaina ane jainetara badhA ja jainadharmanA anuSThAnane samaje ane tenuM yogya mUlyAMkana kare ne jainadharmane pracAra kare ne zAsanane badhI rIte samRddha banAve evA eka zubha hetuthI meM A "upadhAna aMka kADhavAne eka namra prayoga karyo che. A prayoganI adhurapa ke bhUla tarapha je kaI mAruM dhyAna kheMcaze te jarUrathI huM te sudhAravA prayatna karIza. aMtamAM eka ja anurodha karavAne ke upadhAnane lagatuM ke mAhitI bharapUra, itihAsa siddha ne zAstrIya samajAvaTa ApatuM koI pustaka taiyAra kare e ghaNuM jarUrI banI gayuM che. koI e kAma upADaze te jarUra eka umadA kArya banI raheze.

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na g na *) tyU~ kA NTWTWT/TITW/IN/ upadhAna e nIvInA miSTAnna jamavAnuM koI samuha bheAjana nathI, svAda ane 5nA regene vizuddha karatuM e te ArAgya dhAma che. * upadhAna e bAMdhyA divasanI kaI jela nathI, AMtara zatrue sAme vijaya meLavavA mATene e te mukti jaMga che. * upadhAna e amUka sUtreAnI mAtra ge!khaNapaTTI ja nathI; zrutadharmanI sAdhanAnuM e te jJAnasatra che, * upadhAna e jAte nAtarelA kaSTa dukALa nathI; anAhArI pada meLavavAnI e te utkRSTa sAdhanA che. * upadhAna e nAhyA dheAyA vinA, divaseA sudhI gaMdakImAM sabagaTara nathI; sAdhutvanI jiMdagI svIkAravAnI e te prAthamika taiyArI prekaTIza che. DavAnI ZH upadhAna karanAra tapasvIe e saMsArathI kaTAne bhegA thayelA bhAgeDuMenI TALakI nathI, zramaNa jiMdagInI ArAdhanA karatAM e te ardhA sAdhuo che. * upadhAna e mAtra kriyAkAMDanA kAI niraka mahAyajJa nathI; yAganI prakriyA zIkhavatA e te tAlIma varga-DhAcIMga kalAsa che. * upadhAna e 'evara TAIma" kheMcAvatI kAInI kaDapha nekarI nathI; apramattadazAnI ArAdhanA sAtu` mukti nATakanuM e to rIharsala che. * upadhAna e amuka divaseA mATenI kaI gulAmagIrI nathI; satenA sAnnidhyane e te tevAsa che. gata zaha

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4] ApatAM pujya AcArya mahArAje ghaNe ThekANe upadhAna karAvI, aneka budhdhiprabhA jIvAne zruta jJAnanI vAcanA ApIne, zAstrIya jaina anAvyAM che. upadhAnanA tee gItArtha che. 'kamAM anyatra prazno pragaTa karyo che. te prazno upara teozrIe bahumUlya samaja javAba lakhI meAkalyAM che. A aMkamAM amuka ja javAba pragaTa karI zakAyA che. vadhu AvatA a Avaze. "sapAdaka [tA. 10-1-1964 (1) upadhAna eTale zu? je zAstra siddhAnta granthAna. abhyAsathI AtmAne AtmatRttvanuM athavA petAnA hitAhitanuM bhAna thAya eNvA zAstra siddhAnta granthAnA abhyAsa mATe parameApakArI tItha 'kara-guNadharAdi mahApuruSAe jaNAvelA ATha prakAranA jJAnAcArA paikI ceAthA naMbaranA AcAraanuSThAna vizeSa. (2) 'upadhAna' zabdanI vyutpatti zuM che? upa - samIpe dhIyate zrutajJAnam anenAMta upavAnam | gurujananI pAse rahIne je AcAra-anuSThAna vizeSanA paripAlana vaDe jIvanamAM zAstrajJAnanI dhAraNA anukULatA thAya tenu nAma upadhAna. (3) A tapanI zarUAta kA saceAgamAM kAnA vakhatamAM thaI? A praznanA uttara mATe thADI tenI pUrva bhUmikA ane jaina gRhastha mATe A anuSThAnanI upayA gitA jarUrI che, samI jaina zAsanamAM temaja kAI paN upadhAna tapanuM 200

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tA. 10-1-1964 ] prathama dharma mAM ajara-amara-anaMta sukhanA dhAma svarUpa meAkSanI prApti mATe AtmajJAna e mukhya sAdhana manAyuM che ane e AtmajJAnanI prApti mATe dharma - zAstrone vyavasthita abhyAsa anivA che. e dharma zAstronA abhyAsa samyagjJAnanA kula ATha AcArAnA pAlana pUrvaka karave joe, temAM AcAranuM nAma phAla-AcAre che. bhAjana jema avasare karavAmAM Ave te ja zarIramAM sAteya dhAtuone pASaNa maLe che. tema A dharma zAstrone abhyAsa game tyAre karavAne hete nathI paNa tenA mATe niyata thayelA samaye karavAmAM Ave te ja AtmAne Atma tattva vagerene suyogya medha thaI zake che. khIjA ane trIjA AcAranuM nAma vinaya-AcAra ane bahumAna- AcAra che. zAstranA jANakAra ane jIvanamAM zAstranA tattvane pacAvanAra je gurudevanI pAse A dharmazAstrone abhyAsa karavAne hAya, te gurudevane vinaya temaja temanA taraph taranu bahumAna pUjyabhAva hoya teAja zAstrAbhyAsa dvArA jIvanamAM the!! paNa medha mudhdhizA hatya A lekhanA sarjaka che pUjya AcAya deveza zrImada vijaya dharmasUrIdharajI ma. | vAlakezvara ] [pa

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budhiprabhA tA. 10-1-1964 vikAsa pAme che ane sthiratA Ave che. sUtronI sUtravAcanA ane arthavAcanA ceAthA AcAranuM nAma upadhAna- upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka mAcAra che. dharmazAstranA sUtrArtha gItArtha gurudeva pAse levI joIe, rahasyanA barAbara jANakAra ane tenI ema bane tyAre ja e badhA sUtro yogyatA dharAvatA, tyAgI gurudevanI pAse zuddha gaNI zakAya. kadAca koI saMjogomAM brahmacarya pAlana ane tapa-saMyamanI A upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA na thaI sAdhanA pUrvaka dharmazAstra cA sUvagranthanI zake to paNa enA mATe dilamAM bhAvanA vAcanA eTale ke pATha ane artha te rahevI ja joIe. dhAraNa karavA enuM nAma jainazAsanamAM upadhAna tapanI ATalI bhUmikA sAdhuone mATe pega ane gRhasthane na ane upayogitA uparathI samajI zakAze mATe upadhAna AcAra tarIke prasiddha che. te naka che ke jyAM jyAM jaina zAsana vidyamAna che potAne jena tarIke mAnanAra mahAna tyAM tyAM A praNAlikA kAyama mATe bhAva AtmA gRhasthAzramamAM pramAda vagere rahelI ja che. eTale vartamAna avakAraNe bIjI dharmArAdhanA kadAca na karI sarpiNI kALanI apekSAe ApaNA zake to paNa jinevara devanI dravya bharata kSetramAM bhagavAne naSabhadevanA ane bhAvapUjA te eNe avazya samayathI laIne Aja sudhI A upadhAna karavI ja joIe. potAne jena mAnanAra tapanI ArAdhanA akhaMDita paNe cAlu che. vyaktinA dilamAM paramatAraka jinezvaranI "so baso varSo pahelAM koI AcAryAdi dravya pUja yA bhAva-pUjA mATe Adara- sAdhu purUSe A upadhAna tapanI pravRtti prema na hoya te tene vAstavika rIte zarU karAvela che. te pahelA A pravRtti jaina kema kahevAya? arthAta jena mAtranAM na hatI " evuM je kaI mAnatuM hoya jIvanamAM jinezvara bhakita hovIja te te barAbara nathI. te te kALanI joIe. e prabhu bhakti prasaMge utkRSTa apekSAe jaina zAsana tyArathI hatuM caityavaMdana (jene devavaMdana kahevAya che te ane tyAM sudhI vidyamAna raheze, tyAM mAM AvatA sUno abhyAsa paNa sudhI A upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA teNe kara joIe. nAnI uMmaramAM ochA vadhu pramANamAM paNa kAyama ApaNI pAThazALAmAM bhale dhArmika rahevAnI che. gRhastha-zikSaka pAse e abhyAsa kara- Agama grantha paikI zrI mahAnizItha vAmAM Ave paraMtu yogya vaya thAya sUtramAM A upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanAne eTale devavaMdananA upayogamAM AvatA ghaNuM viratArathI adhikAra ApavAmAM navakAra-maMtra IriyAvahI vagere badhAya Avela che. lagabhaga be hajAra traNase

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[tA. 1-1-964 budidhaprabhA [7 (2300) varSa pahelAM thayelA cauda tema karavAnuM mukhya kAraNa vartamAna pUrvadhara batakevaLI bhagavAna bhadrabAhu samayamAM zArIrika baLa agAu jevuM svAmIe racelI "rajA vinA gALa, nathI te che. A parivartana paNa pAMca rANALe saha nira" gAthAmAM pacIsa varSamAM thayuM nathI. paNa paNa pada upadhAna tapanI jagadguru zrI hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ArAdhanAnuM sUcaka che. A sivAya samayamAM agara tethI paNa pahelAM thayuM bIjA aneka grantha upadhAna tapanI hovAnuM te te granthomAM AvatI bAbaA ArAdhanA prAcIna ane zAstra -- - - - siddha hAvA mATe sAkSarUpe Aje paNa A lekhanA lekhaka vidyamAna che. jagadgasa zrI hIrasUri pUjya AcArya mahArAja zrImad mahArAjane upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA vijaya dharmasUrizvarajI ma. sAheba upadhAna aMge puchAyelA prazno ane teoe temaja pratadharmanA gItArtha che eTaluM ja ApelA uttarane saMgraha hIra praznottare nahi samAjanA duHkha-dada sAthe sama nAmanA graMthamAM Aje pratyakSa jovI saMvedaka paNa che. tame A aMkanuM ceAthuM maLe che. tethI siddha che ke upadhAna "TAITala citra joyuM ? samAjanI tapanI ArAdhanA jaina zAsana sAthe niyamitapaNe saMkaLAyela che. vedanAnI ghaDakana sAthe samadukhI banatAM (4) hAlamAM je vidhi-vidhAna saMtanI preraNAnI pratibiMba pADatI e, pramANe A tapa thAya che te ja pramANe bhUlezvara, mAdhava bAgamAM baMdhAtI navIna agAu paNa Aja rIte ArAdhanA thatI dharma zALAnI e imArata che. hatI ke temAM kramika pheraphAra thavA pAmyuM che? vadhu paricaya mATe A aMkanA pAnA 53 thI 56 vAMce..... pheraphAra thayo hoya to konA samayamAM kayA pheraphAra thayo che ? tothI prasiddha che. ema chatAM cothuM eka mAtra tapazcaryA sivAya prAyaH ane chaThuM upadhAna to Aje paNa agAu je vidhi vidhAnathI ArAdhanA mULa vidhimAM batAvela tapasyA pramANe ja thatI hatI, Aje paNa te ja vidhi karavAmAM Ave che. temAM ekAsaNuM- vidhAnathI ArAdhanA thAya che. phakata nIvI apAtI nathI. paNa upavAsa tapazcaryAmAM agAu aTTama vagere upavAsa ane AyaMbila ja karAvAya che. vaLI ane AyaMbilathI A ArAdhanA thatI keTalAka bhAgyavAne ke jeo zArirIka hatI. hAlamAM evuM upadhAna (ekIyuM) 3 bala sAthe manebalanI anukuLatA vALA ane chaThThuM upadhAna (chaThThIyuM) e be che teo atyAre paNa mULa vidhi upadhAna sivAya bAkInA cAra upadhAnama pramANe upavAsa-AyaMbilathI A mahA eka upavAsa ane eka navI-ekAsaNuM tapanI ArAdhanA karanArA ke koI karAvavAnI praNAlikA cAlu che. ane sthaLe maLI Ave che.

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(SS SS <> <> <> ka vakhatanI vAta che. jarmana AMgla vidvAna mekasamUlara kAzImAM AvyA hatA. kAzInA koI paMDitane temaNe & gAyatrI maMtra ApavA kahyuM. paMDita tenA javAbamAM jaNAvyuM ke "mahAzaya ! e maMtra ame amuka ja vyakitaone Di. ApIe chIe ke je vyakita e maMtra mATe yogya zAstrIya ArAdhanA karatI ? S >> - guNavaMta zAha hoya. " musalamAnanAM mullAe paNa temanuM kurAna temaja bIjA maMtro yogya sAdha- | jI 2. D D_ID D D & >> OS (De. ja 2 _ _ _ccha ja jha sa "upadhAna e lAMghaNa ke A kene ja Ape che. Ama dareka dezanamAM 1 adha bhUkhamarAnuM deha kaSTa che maMtro ne sUtro mATe yogya sAdhanAno meM huM nathI; azuddha thayelA AtmAnI | gaMdakI dUra karavAnI tAlIma | Agraha rAkhavAmAM Avyo ja che, ApatI e te adhyAtma che jena darzanamAM paNa sUtro mATe hi zibira che. -A rIte sAdhana batAvI che. e sAdhanA te upadhAnane AjanI zailI ne , upadhAna tapa. A tapamAM cha sUtronI che zabdamAM samajAvate mananIya || sAdhanA karAvavAmAM Ave che. A che ! lekha, . - saMpAdaka sUtro te navakAra maMtra, IriyAvahI-tassa che uttarI, arihaMta ceiyANuM astha, - @__ D_E _ _ < legasTa, namuthuNaM, pukharavI ane A sUtro te hamaNAM ApaNe pustasiddhANuM buddhANuM. komAMthI vAMcIne bhaNI zakIe chIe. A sUtro gaNadhara bhagavaMtee paraMtu jyAre mudraNakaLA na hatI tyAre banAvelAM che. AmAM je namuhurNa A sUtro paraMparAgata kaMThastha karavAmAM sUtra che te zakrendra (IndronA adhipatie AvatA hatA. zramaNa saMdhanA Adha banAveluM che. adhipati zrI sudharmA bhagavate A ne wBDGJ SKILLI

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tA. 10-1-1964] budhiprabhA [9 bIjA sUcanI racanA karI hatI. te mahAvIranA nirvANa pachI lagabhaga 980 racanAne bAdazAMgI nAme oLakhavAmAM varasa pachI kSamAzramaNa zrI devagiNi Ave che. mahArAje vallabhIpuramAM A dvAdazAMgIne te samayanA pUjya zramaNa bhagavata lakhAvI enI prato tayAra karAvI ane A dvAdazAMgIne kaMThastha karIne sAcavatA e pratAne bhaMDAramAM surakSita rAkhavAmAM hatA. pUjya gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI sudhama. AvI. svAmInA kALadharma bAda, keTalAka samaya e pratAnA AdhAre Aja ApaNe pachI bhayaMkara dukALa paDayo. A dukALa pustakamAM te vAMcI zakIe chIe. bAra varasa cAlyo. dukALanA bhISaNa oLAoe dhaNAnA prANa chInavI lIdhA. paNa te vAcanAne zAstrIya sAdhaghaNAnI buddhi maMda karI nAMkhI. AthI nAthI bhaNavAmAM Ave to te phaLa dAyI bane che. A mATe zAstroe je je paraMparAgata dvAdazAMgI sacavAtI hatI sAdhanA batAvI che te upadhAna che. te A dukALathI khaMDita thavA lAgI. tyAre zrutakevaLI zrI bhadrabAhu svAmI A tapa 110 divasanuM che. paraMtu birAjamAna hatA. te samayanA zramaNa te eka sAthe na karAvatAM amuka amuka saMghe A aMge ciMtA vyakta karI ne satronI alaga alaga sAdhanA karAvadvAdazAMgI sacavAI rahe te mATe. badhA vAmAM Ave che ne kALakrame e tapa zramaNae bhegA thaine A dvAdazAMgIne pUro karAvavAmAM Ave che. sau prathama adhyayana karyuM. A adhyayanane ApaNI eka sAthe navakAra maMtra, IriyAvahI ne paribhASAmAM vAcanA kahevAmAM Ave che. tasauttarI, arihaMta ceIyANuM ne Ama pahelI vAcanA RtakevalI zrI arthI, ane pukharavara, siddhANaM bhadrabAhu svAmInI adhyakSatAmAM thai. buThThANuM-sUtronI 47 divasamAM vAcanA tyAra pachI vikramanA bIjA saikAmAM ApavAmAM Ave che. tyAra pachI 35 evo ja bhISaNa bAra varasane dukALa divasa sudhI " namutthaNuM sUtranI sAdhanA paDayo. tyAre mathurAmAM zramaNa saMgha bhego karAvavAmAM Ave che ane eTale legasTa thaze. ane A dilAsAnA sUtranI aThThAvIsa divasamAM vAcanA ApI sAnnidhyamAM A dvAdazAMgInI bIjI vAra A tapanI pUrNAhuti karAvavAmAM Ave che. vAcanA karavAmAM AvI. evI trIjI- navAra maMtramAM arihaMta, siddha, vAranI vAcanA vallabhIpuramAM thaI hatI. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu bhaga tyAM sudhI te e dvAdazAMgI kaMThastha- vaMtane namaskAra karavAmAM AvyuM che. eNe ja sacavAtI hatI. paraMtu bhagavAna bhagavAnane karelA praNAmane maMgala mAna

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budhiprabhA [ tA. 18-1-1964 vAmAM Ave che. A sUtramAM paMca mAMgavAmAM AvI che, pApathI pAchaE parameSTine namaskAra karelA hovAthI pharavAnI pratijJA A sUtramAM levAmAM zAstromAM A maMtra paMca maMgala mahAta Ave che tethI tene pratikramaNa zrata skaMdha tarIke jANIto che. skaMdha nAme paNa oLakhavAmAM Ave che. iriyAvahI eTale pathikI. tassa uttarI-eTale vizeSa AlecanA ne niMdA. AgaLanA irIyAA pAribhASika zabda che. airyApathikI vahI sUtramAM je pApano ekarAra karaeTale javA AvavAnA rastA saMbaMdhI. vAmAM Avyo che tenA anusaMdhAnamAM A sUtramAM ahiMsAnI sthUla samaja A sUtrathI e ekarAra mATe prAyazcita ApI che. raste cAlatAM, pharatAM koipaNa karavAmAM Ave che. mAnavI potAnI jIvane pachI te lIlotarIne javuM hoya jAtanI ja niMdA AmAM kare che. ane ke pAMca indriyavALo koI manuSya ke e pApa pharI na thAya mATe manane prANIne chava hoya tene jANatAM ke nirmaLa banAvavA huM kAusagna karuM chuM" ajANatA kaMIpaNuM nAnuM ke moTuM du:kha ema kahI kAusagna karavAnI vAta. pahoMcADayuM hoya te duHkhanI mAphI batAvavAmAM AvI che. arihaMta ceIyANuM ? eTale upadhAnanuM gaNita arihaMtanA ci. citya eTale maMdira, jainenA maMdirane citya nAme oLakhapahelA upadhAna-12AA upavAsane che vAmAM Ave che. maMdiramAM bhagavAnanI. tapa 18 divasomAM karAvAya che. mUrti rahe che. ahIM mUrtine adhyAhAra bIja upadhAna-12A upavAsane rAkhI che. e jinamUrtine sAme rAkhIne, tapa 18 divasomAM karAvAya che. zarIranI pravRttione zA zA mATe trIjA upadhAna-1 upavAsane tyAga karavAmAM Ave che tenI vigata tapa 35 divasamAM karAvAya che. batAvavAmAM AvI che. ane madhyamAM cethI upadhAna-rA upavAsane, rAkhI A sUtra baneluM hoI tene tapa 4 divasamAM karAvAya che. caityastava" sUtra nAme paNa oLakhavAmAM pAMcamA upadhAna1pa upavAsane Ave che. tapa 28 divasamAM karAvAya che. ajantha e mAgadhI zabda che. chaThThA upadhAna-jA upavAsano tene artha che apavAda, manane sthira tapa 7 divasamAM karAvAya che. karavA mATe pahelAM zarIrane sthira karavuM jarUrI che. zarIranI ritharatA kyA kayA mAmA ' kAma

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budhdhiprabhA tA. 10-1-1964 ] kAraNeAthI vicalita thAya che tenI A sUtramAM vigatabharI noMdha levAmAM AvI che. e kAraNothI dUra rahIne 'huM zArIrika badhI pravRttine tyAga' karUM chuM evI pratijJA levAmAM Ave che. pukhkharvara e eka dvIpanuM nAma che. AjanI bhaMgALamAM ane jaina bhUMgALamAM ghaNA taphAvata che. jaina bhUgALa pramANe je khaMDa, dvIpa ane kSetro che tenI noMdha lai e kSetronAM je vratadharmIe che tene vaMdanA karavAmAM AvI che. ane zrutajJAnanI mahattA batAvavAmAM AvI che. zrutajJAna eTale sAMbhaLeluM jJAna. tIthaMkara bhagavaMtAe je dezanA ApI te gaNadhara bhagava tAe sAMbhaLI ane tene kadastha karI. kALakrame enI prate lakhAya ane AjanA pustaka AkAre pragaTa thaI. titha rA pAsethI sAMbhaLIne je jJAna gaNadhara bhagava tAe ApaNane ApyuM te zrutajJAna ema samajavuM. zrutadhanI zyA tramAM viziSTatA hAi tene zrutastava sUtra tarIke paNa eLakhavAmAM Ave che. 'siddhANu buddhANuM ' jee meAkSe gayA che, jeo sattu che. evA siddha bhagavata ane sarvajJAne A sUtramAM namaskAra karavAmAM AvyA che. A Akhu sUtra siddha bhagavAne anulakSIne racAceluM hoi tene 'siddhastava' sUtra tarIke paNa oLakhavAmAM Ave che. [n upadhAnanA zabda kASa 1-upadhAnanAM 18 divasa haiAvAthI. te pahelu aDhArIyuM kahevAya che. 2-upadhAnanA 18 divasa haiAvAthI te khIjuM aDhArIyuM kahevAya che. 3-upadhAnanA 35 divasa heAvAthI. te trIjI pAMtrIsu kahevAya che. 4-upadhAnanA 4 divasa haiAvAthI te cethuM cekIyuM kahevAya che. 5-upadhAnanA 28 divasa heAvAthI te pAMcamuM aThThAvIsuM kahevAya che. 6-upadhAnanA 7 divasa hovAthI te chaThThuM chaThThIyu' kahevAya che. namrutyuNa' eTale vaMdanA hai. tIra bhagavaMteAnA cyavana prasaMge yAne ke jyAre tI'karane jIva mAtAnA. garbhamAM Ave che tyAre zaka mahArAja (IMdra) A sUtrathI temanI stuti kare che. ne vaMdanA kare che. A sUtramAM tIya kara bhagavaMtane bludA judA zabdAla`kArathI navAjavAmAM AvyA che. uparAMta bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA, bhaviSyamAM thanArA ane vartamAnakALamAM vicaratA tamAma siddha bhagavAne praNAma karavAmAM Ave che. praNAmanI AmAM mukhyatayA he A sUtrane praNipAta sUtra tarIke paNa oLakhavAmAM Ave che. temaja zakrendre

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yyyyyyyd kaattlppaayinsus regimrppkaarooyppr maayppaarpriyppmpaayngkaaypaalmaaryaar, buddhiprabhA (tA. 10-1-1964 upadhAnano sara + vALe A sUtranI racanA karelI hoI zakastava 1. zrI jinAjJA pAlanane sUtra' tarIke paNa oLakhavAmAM Ave che. mahAlAbha prApta thAya che. legassa eTale leka-jagatane. A sUtramAM chellA thaI gayelA covIsa 2. satata tapa vaDe cIkaNuM tIrthakaronA nAma batAvyA che. ane karmonuM zoSaNa thAya che. temane savinaya vaMdanA karI, bhAvasamAdhi3. nAzavaMta zarIramAMthI amU mekSa-mAMgatI prArthanA karavAmAM AvI che. covIze jina bhagavaMtane vaMdanA lya sAra grahaNa thAya che. karI hevAthI A sUtra te "caturvizati 4. zrutanI bhakti ane ArA jina stavana" tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave dhanAno lAbha maLe che. che. TUMkamAM keTalAka tene ` nAmastava" 5. pauSadhamAM rahevAthI sAdhu tarIke paNa oLakhAve che. paNanI tulanA thAya che. upadhAnanA 110 divasamAM A 6. indriyo ane kaSAyonuM sUtronI vAcanA ApavAmAM Ave che. paheluM upadhAna aDhAra divasanuM heyA damana thAya che. che. A upadhAna navakAranI sAdhanA 7. sAro divasa saMvaranI mATe karAvAya che. A aDhAra divasamAM kriyAmAM ja pasAra thAya che. be vAcanA ApavAmAM Ave che. pahelI vAcanA mATe pAMca upavAsa karavAnA 8. devavaMdananI kriyA vaDe deva hoya che. name arahaMtANuM, name bhakti ane gurUvaMdananI kriyA vaDe siddhANaM namo AyariyANuM, name gurUbhakita thAya che. uvajajhAyANuM ane namo loe savva sAhUNaM. A pAMca padavAM pahelI vacAnA 9 abhakSyanA bhakSaNa, ape pUrI thAya che. bIjI vAcanAmAM navakAra yanA pAnane ane rAtribhojana maMtra pUre karavAmAM Ave che. A Adine tyAga thAya che. vAcanA mATe nA upavAsa karavAnA hoya 10. sarva pApa vyApArone, che. Ama pahelA aDhAra divasamAM nava kAra maMtranI sAdhanA pUrI karavAmAM zarIranI zuzraSAne ane abrahmane Ave che. tyAga thAya che. bIjA aDhAra divasamAM IrIyAvahI INDI

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yukriprabhA tA. 10-1-1964 ] ne tassa uttarI sUtranI sAdhanA karAvavAmAM Ave che. A sAdhanA pazu e vAcanAmAM pUrI karavAmAM Ave che. pahelI vAcanA IcchAkAre sadisaha bhagavanathI, je me jIvA virAhIyA sudhI ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATe pAMca upavAsa karavAnA hoya che. bIjI vAcanAmAM bAkInI IriyAvahInA pada ane tassa uttarI purUrUM karAvavAmAM Ave che. je mATe sADA sAta upavAsane karavAnA hAya che. tapa cothu upadhAna arihaMta ceyANu ane annattha sUtra mATe karavAmAM Ave che. cAra divasanI sAdhanAmAM A meya sUtreAnI eka ja vAcanA ApavAmAM Ave che ane te mATe aDhI upavAsanI tapazcaryAM karavAnI hAya che. pukhkharavara sUtranI vAcanA eka ja vakhatamAM ApavAmAM Ave che ne te mATe be upavAsanI sAdhanA batAvI che, siddhANu muddANu" sUtranI vAcanA mATe aDhI upavAsane tapa karavAnA hoya che. e beya sUtreA mATenuM eka ja upadhAna gaNavAmAM Ave che ne cha divasamAM be vAcanAthI te pUrU karavAmAM Ave che. ekasA dasa divasa sudhI ekadhArI sthiratA, tapa, dhyAna vagere karatAM mAnasika kaTALA ke pramAda AvavAnI sa'bhAvanA hevAthI dareka ztra sulabhatA maiM sugamatAthI A tapanI ArAdhanA [1 upadhAnanI mAmAkI 1 paDilehaNa vinAnuM vastra vApare 2 muhupatti / caravaLAnI ADa pa 3 navakAravALI gaNatAM paDI jAya 4 paDilehaNa karatAM mele 5 cittane saTTo thAya huM lugaDAmAMthI ke zarIra uparathI jI nIkaLe cha sthApanAcAryajI paDI jAya 8 kAnamAMthI jIvatuM kalevara nIkaLe 9 navakAravALI gaNatAM kheAle 10 tiya nA saMghaTTo thAya 11 puruSane strIne, strIne puruSane saMghaTTo 12 rAtre saMthArA pArasI bhaNAvyA vinA nidrA le 13 dIvAthI ke vijaLInI ujeDI lAge 14 mukha AgaLa muhapatti rAkhyA vinA mele 15 meDhAmAMthI enDru nIkaLe 16 jIvajaMtunI nathutA hiMsA thAya 17 eThA meADhe vAtA kare abhaNatA 18 mAthe kAmaLI nAkhavAnA kALamAM kAmaLI nAkhyA vinA khullI jagyAmAM jAya vagerethI AlAyaNa Ave che.

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14] buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-1964 karI zake te mATe navakAra, iriyAvahI, namuthuNaMthI purisara gaMdhahInuM - tassauttarI, arihaMta ceIyANuM-asatya sudhInI, legAmANuthI dhamUvara ane pukhkharavarane sihANuM-buhANuM cAuta cakakADhINuM sudhInI ane A sUnI eka sAthe ArAdhanA trIjI vAcanA apaDihaya varanANathI karAvavAmAM Ave che. 47 divasamAM te tiviheNa vaMdAmi sudhInI ApavAmAM sAdhanA pUrI thAya che. A cAre satrane Ave che. A traNe vAcanA mATe kula upadhAna eka sAthe ja karavAnA heya 19 upavAsa karavAnA hoya che. pahelI che. bAkInA be upadhAna, AgaLanA vAcanA mATe traNa, bIjI vAcanA mATe upadhAna karanAra tenI anukULatAe karI ATha ane trIjI vAMcanA mATe tA. le che. A cAra upadhAna karyA hoya upavAsa ema sAdhanA karAvAya che. A e zA mATe? paheluM upadhAna-zrI paMcamaMgala mahA butaskaMdha-navakAra maMtra bhaNavA mATe. bIju upadhAna-zrI pratikramaNa zrutaskaMdha-iriyAvahiyaM ane tasauttarI bhaNavA mATe. trIjuM upadhAna zrI zastava adhyayana-namutthaNuM sUtra bhaNavA mATe. cethuM upadhAnazrI cityastava adhyayana-arihaMta ceIyANuM ane anAtha sUtra bhaNavA mATe pAMcamuM upadhAna-zrInAmastava-adhyayana-legasa sUtra bhaNavA mATe. chaThuM upadhAna-zrI pratastava, siddhastava, adhyayana pukharavaradIva - siddhANaM buhANuM0 veyAvacagarANuM sUtro bhaNavA mATe. te ja bAkInA be upadhAna karI zake "namutyunuM sUtranI ArAdhanA traNa che. bAkInA be upadhAna anukrame pahelA vAcanAe pUrI thAya che. pahelI vAcanA kare ne pachI A cAra upadhAna kare sUtranI sAdhanA mATe pacIsa divasa ema banatuM jovAthI nathI. A cAra lAge che. chelluM "logasa upadhAna aThThAvIsa 'upadhAna karavAvALA ja bAkInA be divasanuM hoya che. A sUtra paNa traNa upadhAna karavAno adhikAra che. bAkInA vAcanAe pUruM karavAmAM Ave che. be upadhAna te "amulyu'nuM upadhAna pahelI vAcanA legasa ujaje agarathI ane legassanuM upadhAna. cauvI saMpI kevalI sudhI traNa upa vAsathI, bIjI vAcanA usabhamajiAMca pahelAM namutthaNuM" nI ArAdhanA kaMthI pAsa taha vadhu mANuMca sudhI, karavAnI hoya che ne chellA "logassa" nI. 6 upavAsathI, ane trIjI vAcanA

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tA. 10-1-1964 buddhiprabhA [15 eva mae abhiyuAthI sihA siddhi ajANatAM thayelAM sUkSma temaja skUla mama disaMtu sudhI ko upavAsathI pApone ekarAra ne te mATe pastA ApavAmAM Ave che. vagerethI manane vizuddha banAvavAmAM Ave Ama cha je mATe tera vAcanA che. A tapamAM jJAna ane kriyA baMnenuM apAya che. je pUjaya zramaNa bhagavaMte e sAyujya sAdhavAmAM AvyuM che, mahAnizitha sUtranA yoganI sAdhanA zarIra ane mana baMnenI vizuddhi karI hoya te ja A sUtronI vAcanA karatuM A mahAtapa, ApaNA gItArtha ApI zake che. bhagavatie karelI jJAna ane kriyAnI A upadhAnanI ArAdhanAmAM upa- goThavaNa kharakhara addabhUta che. vAsa, AyaMbIla vagere zArirIka tapa A tapa sAmudAyika thato hoI che eTaluM ja nahi, mAnasika tapane AjanA yugamAM sevAdaLa, ena sI. sI, paNa AmAM samAveza karavAmAM Avyo Ara esa esa, skAuTa vagerenA non upadhAnanA vyAyAma. 100 khamAsamaNa ApatI vakhate belavAnAM pada, 0 mALa paheranArA pahelA aDhArIyAvALAo mATe) (1) paheluM upadhAna-zrI paMcamaMgala mahAmRtaskaMdhAya namonamaH (mALavALAne bIjA aDhArIyAmAM praveza karyA bAda) (2) bIju upadhAna-zrI pratikramaNa chataaMdhAya namonamaH (mALa paherI lIdhA bAda pAMtrIsuM karanArA mATe). (3) konuM upadhAna-zrI zakatava adhyayanAya namonamaH (mALa paheranArAone cothA cakIyAnA upadhAna vakhate) (4) ceAthuM upadhAna-zrI cityastava adhyayanAya namo nama: (pAMcamuM upadhAna aThThAvIsuM karanArA mATe) (5) pAMcamuM upadhAna-zrI nAmastava adhyayanAya namonamaH (mALa paheranArAone chaThThA chakIyAnA upadhAna prasaMge) (6) chaThuM upadhAna-zrI zrutastava-sihastava adhyayanAya namonamaH 3 upadhAnI yAda ApI jaNaka zilImAM che. jaina bhASAmAM kahuM te A ArA- kempanI yAda ApI jAya che. AthI dhanAmAM bAhya ane atyaMtara be prakArane A upadhAna tapane lAkSaNika zailImAM tapa karavAno hoya che. sUtrone abhyAsa, samajAvuM te ema kahI zakAya ke - tene manana ne ciMtana, be TaMkana upadhAna e lAMdhaNa ke ardha bhUkhamarAnuM pratikramaNa, rojanI se so vaMdanA deha kaSTa nathI; azuddha thayelA AtmAna khimAsamaNe), rojanA 21600 nava- gaMdakI dUra karavAnI tAlIma ApatI e kAnuM dhyAna, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, jANatAM te AdhyAtma zibira che.

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jI. Tha zIe chI kumArapALa vI. zAha, (vIjApuravALA) [ upadhAna tapane saMkSiptamAM chatAMya, tenI kAryavAhIne sAvagrAhI rIte samajAvI jato mananIya saMkSipta paNa sacoTa lekha. -saMpAdaka ] kSamAmUrti, mahAtapasvI bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunA jIvanakramamAMthI ApaNane aneka paripakava phaLo rUpe vAra maLe che temAM eka mukhya vastu "tapa" paNa che. bhagavAna mahAvIra pachInA 2500 varSanA dIrgha samaya pachI paNa A tapa rUpI vArasAne jaina samAje Aja sudhI jIvaMta ane javalaMta rAkhyo che. jaine tapa mATe te jagatamAM anyathI ghaNA ja AgaLa che. paMDita sukhalAlajInA zabdomAM kahIe te "Aje paNa tapa AcaravAmAM jene ekkA gaNAya che, muMbaInA AMgaNe tapasvIone jAmele maMgaLa meLe kayAM konI nizrAmAM bene bhAIo kula mALa 1. vAlakezvara, AcArya dharmasurIzvarajI ma. sA. ra9 250 ra79 121 2. IrlA (aMdherI), AcArya lamaNa surIzvarajI ma. sA. 14 106 120 50 3. borIvalI, AcArya amRta surIzvarajI ma. sA. 18 84 102 48 4. pAralA, paMnyAsapravara zrIyazobhadravijayajI ma. sA. 9 92 101 40 70 pa32 602 259 bIjI kaIpaNa bAbatamAM jaine kadAca bIjA karatAM pAchaLa rahe paNa je tapanI parIkSA khAsa karIne upavAsa AyaMbIlanI parikSA levAmAM Ave te AkhA dezamAM ane kadAca AkhI duniyAmAM pahele naMbare Ave." tapa karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che. tapa akhaMDa lAMghaNa mAtrathI ja thAya che tema nathI. bIjI bAra rItothI paNuM karAya che. tapane pahelo prakAra anazana che. anazana eTale zraddhA ane mokSa meLavavAnI daDha icchA sAthe karAyele upavAsa ke AyaMbIla. upavAsa ane AyaMbIla karavAmAM jenee ghaNI ja pragati karI che. 45 ane 30 upavAsa sudhInI paNa mahAna tapazcaryAe

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tA. 10-1-1964) budhiprabhA kare che, abhIgrahanA ame, caMdanabALAnA ame, jo e upavAsa), adAio, AyaMbIlanI oLIo ane kaThINamAM kaThINa evuM upadhAna tapa paNa jene AcaravAmAM bAkI rahetA nathI. "upadhAna tapa e sa tapamAM sarva zIromaNuM mahAtapa kahIe te kaI ayogya nathI. upadhAna za dano artha gSa-eTale samIpe-gurU samIpe-tra eTale dhAraNa karavuM. "navakArAdi sUtrone zAstrokta mujaba gurUmahArAjane mukhethI prahaNa karavAM te thAya che. A mahAtapa pAchaLa dhaNe ja zrama karavo paDe che. upadhAna tapa daramyAna zuM karavAnuM. (1) eka lAkha sarva ziromaNuM navakAra maMtrone jApa, (2) 31000 uparAMta logassa sUtranA smaraNa dvArA tIrthakara denuM dhyAna. (3) 11000 (agIAra hajAra) khamAsamaNu. (4) 110 divasa paryata tyAgI jIvana. (5) pratikramaNa, devavaMdana, paDilehaNa tathA gurUvaMdana jevI pavitra kriyAonuM AcaraNa (6) derAsaramAM prabhunA darzana, ATha stutipUrvaka devavaMdanA. (7) yojanApUrvakanA kaThIna upavAsa ane AyaMbIla. (8) A uparAMta aneka nAnI moTI dhArmika pravRttio tathA WiAonuM pAlana. Ama upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA eTale samyam darzana (True Faith], samyaga jJAna [True Knowledge ane samyaga cAritra [True Conduct] nI ArAdhanA mATe anupama zikSaNa varga. meM jyAre tA. 16-12-63 nA divase vAlakezvara aMdherI tathA borIvalInA upadhAna tapamAM bIrAjamAna tapasvIonI mulAkAta lIdhI te vakhate mArA mana para je asara thaI te huM A sthaLa para varNavI zakavA zaktimAna nathI. tapasvIonI zAMta mudrA tathA tapasvIonI zAtA puchavA AvanAra vyaktio joIne mane koI moTI hospITalanI yAda AvI gaI. mane A sthaLo kAma, krodha, meha ane mAyA rUpI dardIne nAza karavA mATenI A hospITala jaNAI. ane kharekhara upadhAna tapamAM kriyAo, tapane ane tyAgane trIbheTa pati hovAthI upadhAna tapa sarva zIromaNuM tapa banI jAya che.

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muni mahArAja (uttaradAtA) savAla eka savAla tuma jijJAsu (praznaka) [[upadhAna viSe ahIM pUchAyelA savAlonA ghaNA javAba te "jijJAsu jANatA hatA, paraMtu eka jijJAsu bhAvathI upadhAnanI saMpUrNa mAhitI eka mALakhArUpe maLI rahe temaja upadhAna karanAra ane nahIM karanAra uparAMta te karavAnI bhAvanA karanAra saune, upadhAna viSe sAdI samaja maLe e hetuthI "jijJAsu e A prazno pUchayAM hatAM, eka muni mahArAja taraphathI praznonA kamabaMdha javAba maLyA hatA tenA AdhAre ne anubhave, "jijJAsu e upadhAna praznottarI ahI 2chu karI che. -- saMpAdaka. ] sa. 1-upadhAna eTale zuM? cAle che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM tene javAbanapajapa dvArA gugama vaDe ulekha che. upadhAna karyA vagara sUtrane bhaNavAno adhikAra prApta karavA sUtrAdika bhaNatAM aticAra lAge che te tenuM nAma upadhAna. spaSTa ullekha "aticAramAM Ave che. sa. ra-upadhAna zabdanI vyutpatti sa. 4-atyAre je vidhi-vidhAna pramANe A tapa thAya che teja rIte javAba-upa samIpe dhIte mite agAu A upadhAna thatA hatAM ke temAM sUtrAdika yena tapasa tadupadhAnam. kramika pheraphAra thavA pAmyA che? te - sa. 3-A tapanI zarUAta kevI pheraphAra kayAM, kayAre ane kenA vakharIte, kayA saMjogomAM, kenA vakhatamAM 1 tamAM thayAM? thaI ane tenI zarUAta karanAra koNa che? javAba-atyAre prAcIna kALa mujaba javAba-upadhAna tapa prAcIna kALathI upadhAna karavAmAM AvatAM nathI paNa

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tA. 1-1-1964 buddhiprabhA paraMparAthI gItArtha AcArya deve je A tapanA aMtabhAMga che ke svataMtra pramANe karAvatAM AvyA che te vidhi tapa che? cAle che. javAba-uparanI hakIkatathI samajI sa. pa-upadhAna keTalA divasanA ? zakAze ke pAMtrIsu ane aThThAvIsa e judA judA sUtranI ArAdhanA karavA javAba-prathama upadhAna (paMcama gala mATe svataMtra tapa che. sUtro mATe ja te mahAmRta skaMdha-navakAra maMtra) 18 divasa svataMtra che paraMtu upadhAnanA saLaMga sudhI, bIju upadhAna [ pratikramaNa mRta tapanA te e mAtra bhAga ja che. te aMdhakkariyAvahi ane tasa uttarI daSTie e baMnene pUrA upadhAna tapamAMja sUtra] 18 divasa sudhI, trIjuM upadhAna samAveza thAya che. [ zakastavAdhyayana-namutthaNuM sUtra 35 divasa sudhI, cothuM upadhAna-citya sa. A tapa pUro thaye kayAra tavAdhyayana-arihaMta ceIyANuM sUtra gaNAya 4 divasa sudhI, pAMcamuM upadhAna [buta javAba-te te sUtranI ArAdhanAnA stava ane siddhANuM budhdhA ] 7 divasa je divase batAvyA che, teTalA divase sudhI, Ama kula 110 divasa upadhAnanA ArAdhanA karavAthI te te tapa pUrNa thAya. upadhAna pUrA 110 divase thAya che. sa. 6-pAMtrIsu ane aThThAvIsuM e sa. 8-A tapanA dareka divasane vidhi zuM heya che. te vidhi rAjanI 1. savAre cAra vAge uThavuM uThatAM eka sarakhI ja hoya che ke judI judI? traNa navakAra gaNavA. javAba-dareka divasanI vidhi -laghu zaMkAdikathI paravArI sAmAnyataH eka sarakhI ja hoya che, sthApanAjI samakSa IriyAvahI karI navakAravALI temaja kAussagya vi. mAM ugamaNuM gamaNe olyA bAda kusu pharaka hoya che. miNa dumiNane kAusagna karI, upadhAna aMgeno 100 logassanA sa. 9 rojanI navakAravALI lI kAussagga sthiratAthI kara. gaNavAnI hoya che. 3-tyArabAda rAIsi pratikramaNa javAba-mALavALAne rojanI bAMdhI kare ("aThThAIjesuM belavA agAu navakAravALI (purAnava kAra maMtranI) vIsa pauSadha laI levo" pachI paDilehaNa gaNavAnI hoya che. pAMtrIsu ane aTTaane devavaMdana karavuM. vIsa karavAvALAne rojanI traNa navakAra vALI garasanI gaNavAnI teya che. puniaa che

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iii adraprabhA (tA. 10--1964 sa. 1-pratikramaNa sivAyane ! -vasti zuddhi joI savAre sAta kAussagya rajane keTale heya che? 6 vAge gumahArAja pAse payaNanI ' javAba-dararoja so logassane che kriyA karavI ane 100 khamAsakAussagna karavAno hoya che. maNAM ApavAM. sa. 11-A tapamAM keTalA upavAsa pa-derAsare darzana karavA javuM AyaMbIla ane navI karavAnA hoya che ane derAsaramAM ATha thAithI che? tene kramAMka zuM hoya che? 6 devavAMdavA. javAba-1-2 upadhAnamAM kula 25 6-cha ghaDInI pirasI bhaNAvavI. upavAsa, 4 upadhAnamAM re upavAsa, cha-bAra vAge kALanA deva vAMdavA. 6 upadhAnamAM jA upavAsa, Ama mALa 8-purimadrane samaya thAya eTale paheranArane 40 divasamAM 32 upavAsa paccakkhANa vidhi pUrvaka pAravuM. karavAnA hoya che. pAMtrIsa karanArane 1lA upavAsa ane aThThAvIsu karanArane javAba-saMkhyA sAthe A tapane 1paNA upavAsa karavAnA hoya che. ahIM kaze saMbaMdha nathI. ekathI mAMDIne je ardhA upavAsa batAvyA che te A game teTalI saMkhyAthI A tapa karAvI pramANe samajavuM 2 AyaMbIla=1 zakAya che. paraMtu AmAM eka maryAdA upavAsa; 4 nIvI=1 upavAsa; ane che ke ekalI bene hoya te A tapa 4 ekAsaNA upavAsa. tenA kramAMkamAM karAvavAmAM AvatuM nathI. bene sAthe moTA bhAge upavAsa nI vI-upavAsa- bhAIo paNa hovA jarUrI che. navI tema hoya che. 1 upavAsa sa. 14-A tapamAM ochAmAM pUsa na thAya te vacce AyaMbIla vi. ochA kharca keTale Ave che? paNa karAvAya che, javAba-kharcane AMkaDo mAMDavo sa. 12 koI eka sarakhI tapa e muzkela che. saMkhyA para teno AdhAra spAne badale AvI judI judI rahe che. vadhu saMkhyA hoya te vadhu tapasyAno udezya zuM che? kharca Ave, echI saMkhyA hoya te javAba-judA judA tapanuM kAraNa te pramANe ocho kharca Ave che. judA judA satranI ArAdhanA che. sa. 15-A tapa mATe kyA kayA . sa. 1-A tapa ochAmAM ochI upakaraNe joIe ? keTalI vyakitathI zarU karAvI zakAya ? javAba-purUSo mATe zakaTAsaNuM,

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tA. 10-1-1964] --je dIvase AMkhela ke tIvi hAya te divase AMmelanIvi karyA pachI caityavaMdana karavuM. 10-sAMje cAra vAge paDilehaNu karavuM. buddhiprabhA 11-sAMjanA devavaMdana karavuM. 1 cavA, 2 muhupattI, 2 tiyA, 2 uttarAsaNa, 1 5ciyuM, 1 uttarapaTTo, 1 sa yArIyuM, 1 garama kAmI, 1 kAza, 1 jADu kapaDuM ane 1 navakAravALI-ATalA upakaraNo joie. [ 1 mene mATe-ra kaTAsaNA, 4 muhupattI, 2 caravaLA (ceArasa dAMDInA), 2 sADalA, 2 caNiyA, 2 ka'cuvA (TuMkamAM paheravAnA kapaDAnI babbe joDa), 1 sa thAriyuM, ane eka navakAravALI-ATalA upakaraNa joie. gujarAtanuM sa. 16-A tapa amuka ja mahiM, nAmAM thai zake che ke game te mahinAmAM thaI zake che? javAba-A tapa AsA suda dasama pachI zarU karAvAya che ane te aSADhI ahiMsA e mAnavamAtranA mahAmatra che. tene vyavasthita pracAra vinA samAjane abhyudaya thaI zake nahIM. temAMe je viSama sayeAgeAnA pariNAme dha bhUlyA che, temane te ahiMsAne mahAmatra avasya sabhaLAvave joie. A kA mAtra zabdenA svastika e pUravAthI thatuM nathI. te mATe ekaniSTha banI, akhaDa-avirata prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. gauravazALI jaina mizana. paramAra kSatriya jainadhama pracAraka sabhA, je mADelI ane tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM ahiMsA dharma te vyavasthita pracAra karI rahyu che. ane tenuM pariNAma uttarAttara suMdara AvatuM rahyuM che. chellAM 5dara varSathI kArya karI rahela A saMsthAnA paricaya meLavA ane sahakAra Ape, jo ApaNe ema icchatA hoe ke ahiMsA dharmanA pracAra vadhe ane khIjA hajAro bhAIe tenA jhaMDA nIce AvI peAtAnuM kalyANa sAdhe. te A sa MsthAne chuTA hAthe paisAnI madada karavI ghaTe che. kheDelI ane tenI AsapAsanA derAsarAnI pacatIthInA dana karavA padhArA. A kArya kSetranuM nirikSaNa kare. madada mekalavAnuM ThekANuM : kAryAlaya : zeTha vADIlAla rAghavajI 457 saradAra vI. pI. rADa, 11, tAMbA kAMTA, muMbai 3. 2 je mALe, muMbhai 4. mAnad ma'trIe : jeThAlAla lakSmIcaMda zAhu izvaralAla kasturaca'da sALavI

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ra] l budhdhimabhA tA. 10-1-194 cAturmAsa pahelAM pahelAM karAvAya che. 12-gurumahArAja pAse sAMje pA moTA bhAge ThaMDInI RtumAM vadhu 6 vAge kriyA karavA mATe AvavuM. anukULa rahe che. . 13-sAMjanuM daivasika pratikramaNa sa. 1-padhAnamAM je cheDa bAMdha- karavuM. vAmAM Ave che tene uddezya zuM che? 14-rAtre sutA pahelAM saMthArA pArasI bhaNAvavI.' javAba-zAsananI prabhAvanA mATe A cheDa bAMdhavAmAM Ave che. mALAe te AtmAe ghaNuM janmamAM sa. 18-A cheDanI saMkhyA vadhumAM paherIne saMsAra vadhAryo che. paraMtu A vadhu keTalAnI hovI joIe? mALa pahere che, te muktinI varamALa che. javAba-saMkhyAno Agraha A sa. 21-A mALa kayA kayA tapamAM rAkhavAmAM nathI AvatuM. koI dravyonI hoya che? bhAvika A tapanI pUrNAhutimAM tenI javAba-rezama, kasaba, sUtara vagere zakita ane bhAvanA anusAre cheDa dravyonI banAvelI hoya che. baMdhAve che. je tapa te pramANe che: sa, 22-A mALanI ochAmAM baMdhAvAya che. ochI kiMmata zuM hoya che? sa. 18-A choDamAM je citro hoya che te khAsa karI kayA kayA - jalAba-jevI mALa tevI kiMmata prasaMgenA heya che? hoya che. javAba- koI viziSTa prasaMga temAM sa. 23-benane upadhAna koNa nathI hoto. mahApurUSonA jIvana caritra. karAve che? mAMthI mAnavane preraNA ne bodha maLe javAba-mahAnizitha sUtranA vega tevA judA judA prasaMgo bharelA hoya je zramaNa bhagavaMtae karyA hoya te ja che. ekaja prasaMga mATe Agraha rAkha- sAdhu bhagavaMta upadhAna karAvI zake che. vAmAM AvatuM nathI. . 20-A tapa karanArane je sa. 24-A tapa daramiyAna koI mALa paherAvavAmAM Ave che tene cakkasa zAstragraMtha vAMcavAmAM Ave che uddeza zuM che? ke kaI paNa zAstragraMtha? javAba-saMsAravardhaka evI vara- javAba-keI gesa zAstramaMca

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[ ra3 ? tA. 10-1-1964). buddhiprabhA A tapamAM vAMcavAmAM AvatuM nathI. AzAtanAnuM sAmAnya prAyazcita che paraMtu vizeSe karIne A sutrane samaja hoya che? ApatAM, tapanuM mahAgya samajAvatAM javAba-jevI AlamanA tevuM vagere prAsaMgika vyAkhyAna ApavAmAM prAyazcita. Ave che. sa. 2-A tapa daramiyAna thayela sa. 25-jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI gurupUjana temaja jJAnapUjananI Avaka A tapa karAvI zakAya ke nahi ? kayA kayA kSetromAM vaparAya che? jabAba-na ja karAvI zakAya. javAba-je khAtAnI Avaka hoya sa. 26-A tapa daramiyAna thayela te khAtAmAM ja te rakama vaparAvI joIe 2i59-Kha vASa chApa vAsaNa vApare AjhA vAgha chA5 vAsaNa vAparI. meTAnI moTI vAte, nAnAnI nAnI vAto, rAjAnI rANI AsuM rAja mAMge che. nAnuM mAruM ghara, che te dasa bAya bAranuM, - rasoDAnI rANI mArI vAgha mAMge che. hA, mArI gharavALI vAdha mAMge che. paNa te jaMgalane nahi he. A te pelA panAlAla nathI ? temane tyAM vAdha che. temanA kabATamAM, temanA khAnAmAM, gallAmAM, badhe ja vAdha vAdha vAgha che. e vadhu karaDatA nathI. e vAdha ghUrakato nathI. e vAdha te tamane suMdara khAvAnuM Ape che. tamArA bhojanane e madhura banAve che. tame Aje ja e vAgha" nI mulAkAta D] kahyuM - vAva 5 vAsaNa vApare che vAgha apa vAsaNa vApare che. eka ) panAlAla bI. zAha 21, kaMsAra cAla, muMbaI-2, TllI vAva chApa vAsaNa vApare E-SIDii

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24] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-5-1964 khIna kSetrAmAM tene upayoga thaI ullekhA che. temaja mahAnizitha sUtra, zake nahiM. uttarAdhyayana sUtra, AcAra dinakara, hIra prazna vagere mathAmAM upadhAna viSe ullekha karelA che. sa. 28-A tapa karavA mATe vaya maryAdA keTalI hAya che? javAba-AchAmAM mAchI A vasanI maryAdA hoya che. ATha varasane bALaka bhAlikA A tapa karI zake che. te se| varasanA taMdurasta mAthusa paNa A tapa karI zake che. sa. ra--A tapa pUrI thayA pachI upadhAna karanArane krAI cekasa kriyA karavAnI hAya che? te te zuM ? javAba-mALa paheryA pachI utkRSTa paNe vicAratAM mALa paheranAre cha mAsanuM brahmacarya pALavuM joie, bhUmizcayana karavuM joie,da napUrjA, guruvaMdana temaja e TaMkanuM pratikramaNa temaja patithie pauSadha temaja yathAzakita tapa karavuM joie. sa. 30--A tapanI sapUrNa vidhi samajAvatAM karyA pustaka! che? javAba-jaina vrata vidhi sagraha, yAvidha vagere puratakAmAM A vidhinA nimitte je sa. 31-A tapa nANu maMDAya che tenA uddezya zuM che? javAba-IpaNa zubha kAma deva A gurUnI sAkSIe karavuM jarUrI che. tapa paNa tevu ja zubha kArya che. tethI te mAMDavAmAM Ave che? sa. 32-temAM zuM zuM mukavAmAM Ave chaeN ? javAba-zrIphaLa, rUpA nANu, akSata, jJAnanI peAthIe, sApaDAM vagere muka vAmAM Ave che. sa. 33-zAomAM A tapanuM phaLa zuM batAvyuM che? vA,--A tapanI ArAdhanAthI paraparAe mekSa maLe che. ane ana tara kama-nirjarA thAya che temaja zrutajJAnanI prApti thAya che. TAITala citra ceAthAnA paricaya mATe vAMcA pAna na pa3 thI 56

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leH dinakara joSI A mAsanI samAja kathA 'samIsAMja [enI bhUla bhayaMkara hatI. e bhUla sudhAravA e varase sudhI bhaTa. hRdayamAM pastAvAne dhIkhate aMgAra bharIne e zahere zahera ghUmyo. paNa bhUlane bhega banelI enI sALI te marI gaI hatI, jIvatI hatI enI bena, enI sagI patnI eka "samI sAMja nA e maLavA Avyo. milana thayuM. paNa enA ja sagA dIkarAe jyAre kIdhuM - paDe jhaTa raste ? tyAre e pitRvatsala pitAe zu nahi anubhavyuM hoya ? pastAvAnI AgamAM zekAtAM eka pitAnI kAraNayasabhara vArtA eTale "samI sAMja --saMpAdaka] A daravAjAvALI eka beThA ghATanI DelImAM divasabharanA rajhaLapATane aMte pAchA vijayA phaLiyAne eka cheDe tulasIkayAre pharI rahelA sUryanArAyaNane pazcimAkAzanA dIpa pragaTAvI rahI hatI. pIsatALIkSitijamAM adazya rahIne AvakArI sekanI vayanI vijayA lAgavI joIe rahelI koI svarga suMdarIe potAnA e karatAM vizeSa vRddha ane gamagIna nAjuka hAthe dhIre dhIre gulAla uDADIne jaNAtI hatI. UMDI utarI gayelI vAtAvaraNa raMgIna karI nAkhavAnI zarU enI AMkhomAM ane sukAI gayelA Ata karI dIdhI hatI. javA mATe utAvaLe thaI rahele ravi lAla lAla enA caherA para viSAda ane zUnyatA thaIne cakkara cakakara dhUma hato. AthI taravarI rahyAM hatAM. AkhuM ya ghara zAMta hatuM. rahelI e prakRtilIlA jeDe ekarUpa thavA mathatI hoya ema jagata paranI pavanano eka AchI jhapATo Avyo dinabharanI pravRttio paNa dhIme dhIme ane pragaTe na pragaTe tyAM to dI zamatI jatI hatI. bUjhAI gayo ! vIsa vIsa varasathI TarkI AthamaNI dizAe AvelI ughADA rahelI vijayAnI zraddhA paNa jANe ke

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26] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 1-1-1964 saheja jhaMkhavANI. te pharI dIne pUchayuM. tenI AMkhamAM koIka ajaba peTA, tulasIkyAre vIsa vIsa varaH prakAranI ane na samajI zakAya evI sathI te A ja samaye, A ja rIte, vicitratA hatI. bolatAM bolatAM te avirata dIvo pragaTAvatI hatI ! zUnya- eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhyo ane pUchyuM: vata e strInA jIvanane A eka ja "ghara... gharamAM koi ja nathI?" kAryakrama atUTa ane cetanamaya hato. pharIthI vijayA camakI gaI. A DelIne daravAjethI acAnaka avAja veLAnI camaka kaMika vadhu lAMbI cAlI. AvyeH "ahAleka!... " sAdhunA AvA praznane artha che? paNa tarata ja teNe svasthatA meLavI bAraNA tarapha pITha pheravIne UbhelI lIdhI. varSothI jIvanamAM ekalI ja vijayA cekI. tulasIkayAre hAtha joDI, avirata sUjhI rahelI e nArIe zraddhA mastaka namAvyA pachI AMkha mIMcIne ane hiMmatanAM paya pIdhAM hatAM. UMDI utarI gayelI tenI sRSTi jAgI che, mahArAja ! dIkaro ke dIkarIga, meM pheravIne teNe pAchaLa joyuM. ema be saMtAna che. hamaNuM ja Avaze. "bhikSA dehi!" karatakane DelImAM, kahe, Apa zI bhikSA leze ?" gharamAM ane AsapAsa jhaDapathI najara sAdhu cupacApa vaLI eka pagaluM pheravI lete eka prauDha puruSa ekadama AgaLa vadho. vijayAnI sAva lagolaga aMdara dAkhala thayo. bhagavA vastromAM AvI pahoMcatAM vijayA kharekhara ja vIMTAyelo teno deha kalAnta jaNAta gabharAI gaI! paNa bIjI ja paLe hate. dhULabharyo tene cahero ane sAdhue tyAM ja pagathiyA para besInejItharA sarakhA tenA vALa tenA satata lagabhaga phasaDAI paDIne-lamaNe hAtha pravAsanI sAkSI pUratAM hatAM. khabhe mUko ane pachI te vijayA sAme laTakato thele tenI paribAjakatAnuM spaSTa tAkI rahyo. tenI daSTimAM na jhIlI sUcana karate hate. zakAya ane na kaLI zakAya evAM dardI Ama ekAeka ene aMdara cAlyo ane vedanA taravaratAM hatAM. tenAthI Avate joIne strIsulabha svabhAve belAI javAyuM: "gharanuM mANase ya na vijayA saheja camakI, paNa bIjI ja oLakhe e te elyA bhavanAM-nA, nA, paLe dhArmika manovRttivALe teno svabhAva Aja bhavanAM pApa ne?" jAgRta thaI gayo. teNe pUchyuM: "zI bahe? zuM kahyuM tame ?" mAthe bhikSA leze, mahArAja ?" vIjaLI trATakI hoya tema camakIne bhikSA?" vicitratAthI sAdhue vijayA bolI UThI. ajaba thaDakArathI

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tA. 10-1-1964 buddhiprabhA [27 teNe sAdhunI najara sAthe najara meLavI. "bhagavAnane khAtara e gaI gUjarI e najare kSaNamAtramAM varSone paDade Aje ukheLAmAM." zivalAlanA meM toDI nAkhyo. sAdhune e jugajane para hAtha mUkIne vijayAe tene bolate svararaNake vijayAe pArakhI lIdhe. aTakAvyoH "ane saMbaMdhanI vAta ke teNe sAzcarya pUchayuM: "tame...tame ?.." che? pacIsa varSa pahelAM seMkaDe hA, vijayA ! huM zivalAla. mane mANasanI hAjarImAM tame mAro hAtha na oLakhe ?" jhAlyo hato. agninI sAme ApaNe paNa Aje Ama acAnaka ?" saptapadInA ucAre sAmasAmo karyA hatA. vijayA! mAya evI ja hoya "paNa meM saptapadInuM pAlana na che. vIsa vIsa varasanA bhaTakatA jIvana karyuM! devane ya durlabha evAM pAMca pachI paNa mane e mAyA Aje ahIM varSanA dIkarAne ane UghaDatI kaLI kheMcI lAvI. paNa have vicAruM chuM ke jevI be varSanI dIkarIne tAre gaLe je gharanA mANase ja na oLakhyo to vaLagADIne..." pachI paMDanAM dIkarA-dIkarI to meTuM ja ane zivalAla AgaLa bolI pheravI leze ne?" zo nahi. tenI AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLIyAM "nA, nA, evuM na bole." ubharAyAM, vijayA paNa mUMgI mUMgI vijayAne thAya te kayAraneya zamI AMsu lUchI rahI. pachI gheADI vAre gayo hato. have te zivalAlanI lagolaga kahaH "javA de e vAta. bhUla te AvIne UbhI rahI ane bolIH "keTalAM brahmAe ya karI tI." varasa vItI gayAM tamArI vATa jovAmAM? "eTale ja tetrIsa karoDa devatAekeya dI' dharAine dhAna nathI khAdhuM. AmAM e apUja rahyA che." have Izvare ja tamane pAchA mane sAMyA paNa tamAre dIkare ne dIkarI che. mATe evuM na bolaze. tamane have be ya tamArA AzIrvAda pAmavA jhaMkhI kayAMya nahi javA dauM !" rahyAM che. bApane mamatALu hAtha pitAne ane vijayAe ekadama zivalAlane mAthe phare e mATe..." hAtha jhAlI lIdhe. zivalAlanI AMkha "paNa huM bApa kahevarAvavAne lAyapaNa ghaDIbhara bhInI banI gaI kaja nathI ! prabhunI khAtara kahetI nahi "ka meDhe huM ahIM rahI zakuM? ke A adhama sAdhu emane bApa che. kayA saMbaMdhane dAve tuM mane A gharamAM emane ucheryA taM-huM te bhAgI gaye. rAkhIza? tArA pavitra jIvanamAM mArA have emano bApa banIne kaye moDhe jevA adhama..." emane mAthe hAtha pheravI zakuM? e

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28] buddhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-1964 be ya jyAre pitAnA bApanI adhamatA kahyuM: "are re ! zIdane bUjhelA taNakhAra jANaze tyAre....." jagA che ?" tamAre page paDuM !" vijayA ane zivalAlathI paNa have raDI. mokaLe moMe raDI paDIH "e vAta paDyA vinA rahevAyuM nahi. e ghasake. have saMbhAraze ja nahi. chokarAMoe dUsake rovA lAgyo. e jANI nathI ne jANaze paNa nahi." zivalAlanAM e kALAM kRtya pachI paNa ethI thoDI ja e vAta sagarbhA banelI vijayAnI kuMvArI bahena bhalAI javAnI che? ema hota to te sadAne mATe kayAMka adazya thaI gaI Aja huM ane tuM be ya e bhUlI hatI! pharI e maLI ja nahi ! na zakyAM heta. paNa vijayA ! tAre gaLe kahI zakAya ane na sahI zakAya evI hAtha mUkIne kahuM chuM ke e pizAcika sthitimAM mUkAI gayelI vijayAnI kRtya pachI ekeya divasa mane zAMti vidhavA mAe chevaTe AtmahatyAno mArga nathI maLI ! tArI nirdoSa ane gabharU lIdho ! vijayAe bahenane ane mAne benane meM pazu banIne kacaDI nAkhI ! beune khoyAM ! ekane jIvana bharakhI tAru piyara meM TALI dIdhuM ! huM tArA gayuM hatuM ane bIjane mRtyu bharakhI gayuM! pavitra premane ane ApaNuM nirdoSa zivalAle rUdana pachI heja haLavA bALakane bhUlI gaye! te divase huM . banelA DUmAe kahyuM: "mArA e zetAnane vaza thaI gayo ! meM tama ghora aparAdhanA prAyazcita rUpe Aja saune bhayaMkara droha karyo! vijayA ! huM vIsa vIsa varSathI bhaTakuM chuM. tArI zuM kahuM? Aja paNa tArI e nirdoSa e nirdoSa bahenane ane mArAM pApe bahenane mArA paMjAmAMthI chUTavAno janmelA enA bALakane khoLavA meM taraphaDATa mane yAda Ave che ane huM AkAzapAtALa eka ryA che ! paNa thatharI UThuM chuM !" mArAM pApa hajI pUrAM nathI thayAM. pApavijayA raDI rahI hatI ! karmanI zAMti thatAM Indrane paNa uddhAra ane vAta tyAM ja daTAI gaI thayA hatA. paNa mAre mATe te..." heta te to huM Aja paNa kadAca tamAre mATe have rajhaLapATanA e ja zetAna heta. sajajanatAnA e divaso pUrA thayA che, badhuMya bhUlI aMcaLA heThaLa anIti AcaratA jAva! ahIM kevuM kazuM jANatuM nathI. heta " pastAvo karatuM tamAruM haiyuM have sApha vijayAe AMsu lUchatAM lUchatAM che eTale..."

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[29 tA. 10-1-1964 ] buddhiprabhA "nA, vijayA ! nA, e kadI nahi baMdha AMkho lUchI nAkhI. tvarAthI bane, jIvIza tyAM lagI e ghora pApanA vijayAthI dUra khasI jaIne zivalAla prAyazcitarUpe Ama ja bhaTakIza. jala- Ubho rahyo. tyAM to kIrti ane jyoti pUlamAM ne vAyumAM jyAM javAze tyAM DelImAM dAkhala thayAM. beu taMdurasta, jaIza paNa A gharamAM mArI kalaMkita dekhAvaDAM ane yuvAna hatAM. rimatabhara chAyA nahi paDavA dauM. pitAnA bApa e beu aMdara AvyAM. paNa narapizAca che evuM mArA saMtAnane huM ajANyA sAdhune jotAM emanuM smita kadI nahi jANavA dauM. mane lAge che vilAI gayuM. game te ajANyA sAdhune ke mAruM jIvana have TUMkuM thatuM jAya che, ghera belAvavAnI vijayAnI Teva sAme eTale maratA pahelAM tane ekavAra eka Adhunika yuvaka lekhe kAtine maLI levAnI ane kIrti tathA jyotine prathamathI ja aNagame hato. eTale eka vAra dharAine nIrakhI levAnI A sAdhune jotAM ja tenA mukha para mAnuSI lAlasA huM kaI rIte rokI tiraskAra ane aNagamo taravarI rahyAM. na zake. eTale ja Aje..." dIkarA! A...A..." aca"hamaNAM e beya Avaze. jene kAtAM acakAtAM vijayAe sAdhunI jevA varSothI talasatAM hatAM e pitAnA AMkha joDe AMkha meLavI lIdhI, kemake bApane joIne e beya." kItinA mukha parane tiraskAra teNe khabaradAra vijayA ! bhUlecUkeya vAMcI lIdhA hatA. emane jaNAvatI nahi ke huM emane zivalAlanI daSTimAM daDha nizcalatA pitA chuM. mane ghaDIbhara ahIM besavA hatI. te kIrti ane jyotine ekI ne e beya Ave eTale emane peTa Taze joI rahyo. enI AMkhamAM jANe bharIne joI levA de. pachI A bhaTaktA kAI akathya, keI devI ane koI virala sAdhune bhikSA ApIne javA deje vAtsalya prakAzI rahyuM hatuM ! sadAne mATe ! paNa joje temanI hAjarImAM te jarAya AMkha bhInI karI che " tuM kAMIka ke'tI'tI te kema aTakI te mArAthI ahIM UbhA ja nahi rahI zakAya. gaI, bA?" jyotie pUchyuM. rahI tArA haiyAnI mathAmaNane haiyAmAM ja "bhikSA dehi ?" zivalAle tarata ja bhaMDArI rAkhaje-AM sudhI ene ucAryuM. AvavA na detI !" "Aja tamane moDuM kema thayuM ?" eTalAmAM ja bAra kaze khakhaDATa vijayA jANe kazuMka TALavA mathatI thayo. zivalAla ane vijayAe jhapATA- hoya ema belI.

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30]. buddhiprabhA (tA. 1-1-1964 tinI benapaNI pramodA amane "tane te mA ! badhA sAdhu-bAvA ene ghera parANe kheMcI gaI eTale mAtamAja lAge che. eTale mane zApa heja moDuM thayuM." kIrtie kahyuMH lAgI jaze evI tane bIka rahyA kare paNa bA ! AvA AvA sAdhuDAne " che. paNa duniyAne bhArarU5 AvA sAdhu "kIrtiA ....." vijayAthI ja AmAM zApa devAnI tAkAta kayAMthI hoya ?" bUma paDAI gaI. esA... aisA mata kahA beTA!" pUjate svare zivalAle kahyuM ane pachI bhAIbahena beu camakI gayAM. bIjI ja jyoti tarapha pheravIne kahyuM ane pachI paLe kIti pagathiyAM caDhIne zivalAla jati tarapha najara pheravIne kahyuM: pAsethI pasAra thayo. "beTI ! bhikSA de de ! aba maMya calUM." beTA!" varSothI saMgharI rAkheluM vAtsalya jANe ekI sAthe DhaLI paDatuM hA, hA, cale e ja sAruM che. hoya evA svare zivalAla bolyo. paDA jhaTa raste ! jyoti ! jA, ene vijayAne thayuM, zuM pitRhadaya chAnI kazuMka lAvI de. eTale eya cAle ne rAkhavA dhArelI vAta kahI deze ? zuM ApaNeya cAlIe." pitAne pati vAtsalyane vaza thaI aMdaranA khaMDamAM jaine ti rakAze ? AvI vIjaLIvegI ka95nA eka vATakAmAM cokhA laIne AvI. tenA haiyAne keIka akathya bhAve vijayAnI AMkhamAM parANe rokI rAkhelo dhrujAvI rahI. abuno sAgara jANe tUTuM huM thaI kItie zIvalAla sAme joyuM. rahyo hato. mahAvedanA ane asahya e najaramAM aNagamo spaSTa dekhAto kaSTathI e jyotine bhikSA ApI hato. na chUTake e Ubho rahyo. ' nIrakhI rahI. zivalAlanA caherA para jANe vAtsalyanI kavitA lakhAI gaI sAdhuo se itanI napharata karyo hato. teNe lakhAvelA vazvamAM khar beTA ?" zivalAle pUchayuM. nAkhavA jyoti nIcI namI ane.. tyAre bIjuM zuM hoya ? kAmadha ane paravaza banIne jANe koIka kare nahi ne maphatanA malIdA khAvA! adasya zaktie kheMcAtA hoya e rIte mArUM cAle to evA sAdhuone..." zivalAlano hAtha putrInI pITha para kIti! dIkarA! ema.......... ane pachI enA mastakanA suMvALA vijayA vacce ja saheja prajAte svare vALa para pharI rahyo ! bolI. gabharAIne jyoti pAchI haDI gaI.

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tA. 10-1-1964 ] vADakA hAthamAMthI paDI gyA ! tenI AMkhamAM kutUhala mizrita gabharATa taravarate hatA, kArtinI AMkha lAla thaI gaI ! teNe kahyuMH AzIrvAda ApatA haze-kharuM ? badamAza kAMne ! cAla nIkaLa ahIMthI ! zarama nathI AvatI, harAmakhAra ?" budhdhiprabhA rr z2Ati! dIkarA ! prabhune khAtara ! tane...tane kema samajAvuM dIkarA ! ke..." "vA de e tArI AMdhaLI zraddA ! khetI nathI . A laMgA sAdhunI AzIrvAda ApavAnI rIta ?" vijayAe zivalAla sAme neyu. DelI tarapha javA mATe paga upADatA zivalAlanI AMkhamAM AMsunuM eka meTu TIpuM e jeI zakI. [ za " dIkarA ! dIkarA kIti! e sAdhu........." paNa eTalI vAramAM te zivalAla DelInI bahAra nIkaLI gayA hatA ! . sAdhu nahetA !'' vijayAe vAya purU karyuM.. "e teA tane evuM ja lAgaze, mA! tane tA jANe e vaziSTha muni lAgyA haze !" kIrtie kahyuM, DelImAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne raratA para lathaDate pagale AgaLa vadhI rahelA zivalAlanI chAyA sa MdhyAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa AvI rahelA aMdhakAramAM AgaLatI gaI ! tulasI kayAre dIvA elavAI game! hatA! 5 ' budhdhiprabhA ' ne lagatA tamAma patra vyavahAra A saranAme karA 'buddhiprabhA ' C/o dhaneza anya phAMka 19 / 21, pIkreTa krAsa lena, smAla phaeNjhakA pAse, muMmA 2. lekhakone puraskAra ApavAmAM Ave che.

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maMjuSA sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI. tA. 26 mI jAnyuArI e dezane prajAsattAka dina che. bhAratanA dareka nAgarika A divase, ApaNA rASTradhvajanuM rASTra gIta gAIne sanmAna karaze. vademAtarama e baMkImabAbue lakheluM rASTra gIta che. gujarAtanAM A panetA putra, kaviratna paNa gulAma bhAratanA samayamAM eka gujara vaMdemAtarama nuM gIta gAyuM hatuM. dareka gujarAtI gaurava laI zake evuM A gIta prAsaMgika hovAthI ame ahIM rajI karIe chIe. bhajana pada saMgraha bhAga 9 pAnA naM. 20-3rA para A gIta maMcastha thayeluM che. -saMpAdaka] paMdaramI ogasTa egaNIse javAba goLIbAra hato. gAMdhIjI AvyA suDatAlIsanA roja bhArata AjhAda ane asahakAra lAvyA. AjhAdInI thayuM. gulAmInI jajiro tUTI gaI. laDatane Akho raMga temaNe badalI nAkhe. bhArate te divase svataMtratAno zvAsa lIdho. sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajI ma. AjhAdIne AnaMda kene na hoya? sA. A baMne rAjadhUrINonA saMparkamAM darekane AjhAdI game che. gulAmI keAine AvyAM hatAM. AjhAdInI aneka vAte hAlI nathI. paraMtu A AjhAdInI teozrIe A mahAbhAo sAthe karI hatI. pAchaLa AMsuono itihAsa paNa ane te samayanuM bhAratanuM dareka kaMI che nathI. saMtAna AjhAdInA raMge raMgAyeluM hatuM. lAThImAra, jela, goLIbAra, deza- te pachI temAMthI kavi te mukta ja nikAla vagere aneka junI kara kema rahI zake ? kahAnI A AjhAdInA AMcala pAchaLa kavi eTale ja AjhAda AtmA. chupAyelI che. e koIne ne temAM te pitAnI janmana tyAre briTIza salatanatanI virUddha bhUmine te e gulAma kadI sAMkhI na le. kaMI paNa pravRtti karavI te metane te samayanA aneka kavioe rASTranimaMtravA jevuM hatuM. are ! mAtra bhaktinA gIto gAyAM. ane bhAratanI vaMdemAtarama bolanAra mAsuma bALakane sUtelI cetanAne jagADI. paNa tyAre goLIe devAto hato. baMgALamAMthI baMkimabAbue "vade TIlaka hatA tyAre A AjhAdIne mAtarama' nI guMja gAyI ane brITIza

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tA. 1-1-1964] buddhiprabhA [ 33 satanatanA haiyA dhrujI UThayAM. eNe zradhALumAM zakti bhare, -badaka ne masInagana saMbhALI. paraMtu mA- nAstika saMzayI jana mare bhomanA vaphAdAra putroe e goLIo tujane bhaje je bhAvathI, sAme potAnI chAtI khUllI karI dIdhI. te bhAvarUpa arpaNa kare, baMgALamAM baMkimabAbue vaMde- prasave ja jJAnI bhakatane, mAtarama gAyuM te gujarAtanA kavi A zUrA janane nimalI; gudeve mAM bhAratIne vaMdanA karatAM gAyuM. cakezvara padmAvatI, jaya bhAratI raLiyAmaNI, prItyA ca vaMdemAtaramU-4. sahu tIrthane ghaTa dhAriNI; dhRtarAna zakti dhAriNI, jaya jaya rasIlI yogInI, dharmo asaMkhya pracAriNI; Aryo taNI udhAraNI. cAritrya darzana dAyina, -zakita anati dhAriNI, - rahetI sadAya hAginI, duHkha vAriNI vive bhalI; gAyana bharelA gAyake, vaNe vividhe cheetI. tArAM ja gAve rasadhArI; bhAvena vaMdemAtarama-1. jAti prakAzaka bhAskarI, tuja AratI bhAna banyA, bhAvena vaMdemAtarama-5. tArA zazI che caMdravo; saMkaTa thakI jhaTa vAratI, karatAM nava graha sevanA, duHkhadadhithI tAratI; | sarvapradAtA zAradA karatA ja deva usevo, bhakato sakala udhAratI. dhamijanone dhAriNI, nava nava rase vahetI rahe, A brahmANI rasathI relatI, - paryAya nava nava dhAratI; zruti haMsavAhinI nimaLI, ajavALatI nija kUbane, bhAvena vaMdemAtarama-2 bhAvena vaMde mAtarama duSTa haNe te kAraNe, caitanya jaDa zakita bharyA tu caMDikA kAlI kharI; tuja putra jaga udhAraze: jaya moha rAkSasa nAzikA, AyAtma zakti vaDe, saMtAna pAlaka jaya karI, tuja mukha jagaajavALaze, svAtaMtrya zakitadAyinI, svAtaMtrya priti satyane, jIvata jananA vAhinI; sukha zAMti jaga phelAvaze; aDadAlane dUra kare, adhyAtma aMbA bhAratI, bhiAvena vaMdemAtarama-3, bhAvena vaMdemAtaramU-7,

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jayabhikhu mA mAsanI dhama kathA vyakti ane samAM [emane dhyAna vahAluM hatuM jJAna pyAruM hatuM. saMdha emane mana ArAdhya deva hato. saMghanI IcchA hatI e mahAtmA pAse paDeluM jJAna meLavI levuM. eka bAju saMgha hato ane bIjI bAju mahAmA hatA. saMdha ane mahAtmAnI jUnI vAtane, paNa navI ja bAnImAM rajU karI jatI A vArtA tamAre vAMcavI ja rahI. -saMpAdaka.] camanI TekarIone vIMdhatA be AcArya A tarapha UtarI AvyA. navajuvAna sAna nadInA kAMThe kAMThe hatA. svAdhyAya, tapa ane dhyAna, AgaLa pravAsa kheDatA hatA. himAlayanAM sAdhunAM nijanAM karma hatAM, emAMya e. naMdAdevI, dhavalagiri ane kAMcana sAdhuvara mahAprANa nAmanA dhyAna mATe. aMdhAne ghasAIne e nIkaLyA hatA. A TekarIomAM AvIne khovAI gayA cAMdInA TukaDA jevA himakhaMDe ane hatA. e sAdhuvaranI khojamAM A. emAMthI jhaLahaLa thatAM sUrya kiraNo sAdhue nIkaLyA hatA ane temanA emane kavi banAvI rahyAM hatAM, bAre gupta vAsasthAna aMgenI mAhitI ekatra mAsa vahetI saristAo ane cAre rI rahyA hatA. tarapha patharAyelAM hariyALAM jaMgale manane moralAnI jema thanaganAvI detAM himAcchAdita naMdAdevInAM zikhare hatAM. paNa kavi thavAne ke thanaganavAna parathI nIce utaratA e sAdhuvarane atyAre emane avakAza nahAto! keTalAka kheDUtoe joyA hatA. koI bhUmi nepAlanI hatI; ne pravAsa pAMganAe samagaMDakInA tIrapradezanI duSkara hato. himaguphAomAM emane dhyAnastha dazAmAM kaparI kAmagIrI mAthe laIne teo nIrakhyA hatA. bhaktipradhAna grAma-- A pradezamAM AvyA hatA. vAta jANe vAsInIo ne gopanArIo bIje ema hatI ke thoDAka vakhatathI uttara dahADe sAdhu mATe dUdha ke mAkhaNa bhAratamAMthI jJAnanI jyoti samA eka yA phaLaphaLAdi laIne gayelAM, paNa

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tA. 10-1-1964 budhdhiprabhA [35 sAdhunuM sAMnidhya kAne sAMpaDatuM nahatuM! AjubAju asaMkhya sAdhue dhyAna, sAdhu te cAlatA bhalA! ane tapa mATe samAdhimAM besatAH e De divase vaLI naMdAdevInA ekaekanI mudrA nihALI AvyA, paNa pravAsIo pAsethI bhALa maLatI ke sAdhuvara na jaDayA te na ja jaDayA. kAMcanajaMghAnA himazilAkhaMDa para yAtrikAnA aneka saMgAtha lAdhatA. besIne dhyAna dharatA eka gIrAjane keI hAthI para caDhIne jatA maLatA, teoe joyA hatA. kastUrImRgo kaI gadheDA para te kaI pAlakhImAM. emanA dehane pitAnA deha ghasIne navajuvAna sAdhuone pagapALA cAladilanI khaMjavALa miTAvatA hatA. vAnuM vrata hatuM. teonI sAthe pagapAchaLa AkAzamAM indradhanue teraNa pALA yAtrIo paNa aneka thatA. bAMdhyAM hatAM ne kaloe rUpALI yAtrA haMmezA UrdhvagAmI rahetI ! bichAta karI hatI. paNa bharyA vAdaLa pazupatinAthanA maMdiramAM bharAyela jevuM e vibhUtitatva hatuM. Aja zivarAtrinA meLAmAM be agherIeAe ahIM varasyuM, kAle kayAM varasaze, e samAcAra ApyA ke caMdragiri parvatanI kaI jANatuM nahatuM. zikharamALa para eka ajaba sAdhu navajuvAna sAdhue e tarapha kadama AvI vasyo che! ghera enuM tapa che, . upADatA. aDavANe page cAlatAM pagamAM sAdhanAmAM e nimagna che! aneka moTA cirADA paDatA; ne madhapUDAmAMthI rAtridivasa eka ja dhyAnamAM vyatIta. madha cUe ema pAnImAMthI raktanAM kare che. biMdu cUtAM, paNa sAdhuone nija navajuvAna sAdhuoe potAnA dehanI koI tamA naheAtI ! kartavyadehanI daDa-kamaMDala uThAvyAM, ne himAlayano - rakSAmAM emanI tatparatA ajaba hatI. pArvatIya pradeza khUdatAM tyAM pahoMcI . e sAdhavaranI zodhamAM prANApaNanI gayA. sAcI sAdhanAne Akhare siddhi bAjI lagAvIne khAvyA hatA ! vare che, ema sAdhuvara ahIM maLI . jema vegathI zodha cAlatI gaI gayA! tAjA ja dhyAnamAMthI UThayA , tema saphaLatA dUra ne dUra karatI gaI hatA. ane temanA tapaHpUta mastakanI baMne sAdhu vajuvArAhInA maMdiranA AsapAsa anerI tejAvali ramI: garbhagRhamAM tapAsa karI AvyA. mA rahI hatI ! cAmuMDAnA yAtrA-utsavamAM jaine zedha navajuvAna sAdhuoe sAdhuvarane. karI AvyA; pazupatinAthanA maMdiranI vaMdana karyA, kuzaLa pUchayA.

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36] budhiprabhA (tA. 10--194 sAdhuvarane prAraMbhamAM A vikSepa paNa zrI saMdha pAse sAmAnya che. zramaNa na rucato hoya tema bhAsyuM, paNa bhagavAna mahAvIre potAnA dharma zAsaATale dUra paNa potAno pIcho karI nanI rakSA kAje sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka pakaDanAra kharekhara kartavyaparAyaNa ne zrAvikA-A caturvidha saMghanI racanA AtmAo ja hovA joIe, e karI che. ane ekabIjAMne ekabIjAnA vicAsthI teo jarAka narama thayA, nimAyaka nImyAM che. mAnasazAstranA e ne bolyAH mahAjJAtAnA khyAlamAMja hatuM ke game sAdhuo ! kayA nagarathI tevA tejavI dIpakanI nIce chAyA Ave che ?" rahe ja che. e chAyA dura karavA nAno Acaryadeva! pATaliputrathI. ke moTo paNa anya dIpaka joIe che zrI saMdha evI anyane ajavALatI "zA kAje ? dIpamALa che ! zrI saMghanA sthApaka " amArUM kAja Apane nivedana pate covIsamAM tIrthakara hatA; aMtima karIe, e pahelAM e kAjanuM kAraNa tIrthakara hatA. e jJAnathI jotA hatA, kahI daIe. Apa jevA jJAnIthI je ke pachI tIrthakara thavAnA nathI. eTale ke ajAyuM nahi hoya ke, bhArata che, pitAnA pachI tIrthakara jevA zrIsaMghane dezamAM duSkALa para duSkALa cAle che. sthApI gayA. jJAna e zAsanane prANa bAra dukALIe AkhA dezane nakazo che, jJAnano saMgraha e uttama kAma che. palaTI nAMkhyo che. mAnava-mananAM sAdhuvare nikhAlasabhAve kahyuM. mUlyAMkana pheravI nAkhyAM che. vidyA, "zrI saMghanI AjJAthI ame paNa kalA, zilpa, sthApatya badhuM naSTaprAya jJAnayajJamAM yathAzakti vana karavA thayuM che. hamaNAM subhikSa thatAM pATala nirNaya karyo ne Apa pRjyanA pATane putranA svastha thayelA zrIsaMghe jJAnI- saMsparzIne zrIsaMghane saMdezo kahevA onI saMgIti racI che. eka jJAnayajJa pravAsanuM A jokhama kheDayuM che." AraMbhyA che. 'bAlAdapi subhASita" "zrIsaMghano saMdeza mArA ziragrAhyama' e nIti pramANe zrIsaMgha mAthA para." sAdhuvAre vacce kahyuM, "kahe vartI rahyo che. jenI pAsethI je maLe mane e saMdeza !" che, te saMgrahI rahyo che. navajuvAnee "e saMdeza kahetA pahelAM amAre pitAnA kathitavyane alpavirAma ApyA. Apane paristhitithI pUrNatayA vAkepha "zrI saMdhane mArA namaskAra he ! karavAnA che. duSkALa yamarAtri jevo game te sAdhu ke game te zrImaMta ha. rAtre sUteluM savAre jAge tyAre

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tA. 10-1-1964] buddhiprabhA [ kaDaka sAcuM. gRhanI to vAta ja zI "sAdhu to phUlane bhamare! kUlamAM. karavI ! senAnA bhAve DAMgaranAM dANA hoya to le, nahi to besI rahe!" - vecAyA. mAladhArIonI Apattio sUrivarya sAruM che ke samaya: kevI ! peTanAM bALa jevAM pazu kasAinI koine rokayo rekAto nathI. e hATe vecAyAM. kheDUtonI te khAnA samaya paNa pasAra thaI gayA. pharI kharAbInI vAta ja zI karavI ? khetara AkAzamAM varSo jaLa veravA AvI. cUDelanA vAMsA jevAM, jemAM khAvA jaLa verAtAM pRthvI pharI khIlI UThI. dhAya tevAM thaI gayAM hatAM. juvAna pharI khetare anAjathI laherAI rahyAM, sAdhu varNana karatAM vaLI bhA. udyAne phaLaphUlathI chakI rahyAM. zrI saMghe rAjA to medharAjA, aura ja badhuM ThIkaThAka thatAM sAdhu samastane kAkA " sAdhuvAre potAne sAmAnya nimaMtraNa pAThavyAM. paNa thoDAka sAdhuabhiprAya ucAryo. eja AvyA. duSkALa ghaNAne kALa prasta karyA hatA; je ceDA AvyA che magadhanA rAjA caMdragupta ! e paNa sAdhuo pAsethI saMgRhIta jJAnakSudhAnuM eka TaMka khAto hato. gRhasthI ke jenA pAna zrI saMghe karavA mAMDayuM; jJAnayajJa. kuvAmAMthI khAnapAnanI saravANI phUTe, AraMbhA, paNa thoDI vAramAM bhAsa e ka sukAya, eTale havADAmAM zuM thaI gayuM ke keLavaNu vagara jema kekANa. rahe che ane sAdhune zuM maLe? dehane ghoDo) naSTa thAya, kSamA vagarane sAdhu: daniyuM to ApavuM paDe. AvI sthitimAM dharma naSTa thAya; ema AvRtti vagarane. hADakAnA mALA jevA saMghe sAdhuone abhyAsa naSTa thayo hato. juvAna. sarovara tIranA pradezamAM ne dakSiNamAM sAdhu zevyA. samudrakAMThe cAlyA javAnI sUcanA karelI. sAcI vAta che, sAdhuvare kahyuM re! sAdhue bacyA haze to jJAna vA. pachI zrI saMghe AgaLa prayAsa bacaze! jJAna bacaze to dharma bacaze. jArI rAkhyo ke cheDI dIdho ?" sAdhuonA jaththA atratatra cAlyA gayA; paNa ghaNuM mArgamAM rahI gayA, ghaNuM AcArya deva ! prayAsa jArI kaI rathaLe pahoMcyA te tyAMnA dAsaNa rAkha e ja zrIsaMghanI haratI mATe duSkALane joI khuda anazana svIkArI zobhatuM hatuM. verAyelAM metIne sAgaralIdhuM. re ! gRhasthanA bALa dhULa phoktAM mAMthI jema zeAdhI zodhIne gotAmAra hoya tyAre sAdhune vaLI anna zAM !' ekatra kare, ema je maLyuM tenI pAsethI.

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38] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 1-1-1964 -jJAnanI paraMparAo ane tenA pAThe caMdragirinI TekarIo pAchaLa sUraja -ekatra karyA.' pitAnI kiraNavali relAvI rahyo hato. dhanyavAda che zrI saMghane! A vAdaLAmAM IndradhanunA saDhavALI hoDIo prayAsathI vANIne prajavA jeTaluM ja jatAM tyAM halesAM mAratI hatI. saMgRhIta karanAre zreya sAdhyuM che." EDIvAre maunane bhaMga karatAM AcArya zrI bhadrabAhu bAlyA. sAcuM che, sUripravara ! aMga, adhyayana ne uddezAdi je maLyAM te pATaliputranA AMgaNe yojAyela saMgRhIta karyA che, ne A rIte pratApI jJAnayajJamAM mane te karavA tame AvyA, pUrvajonAM vArasArUpa agiyAra aMga zrIsaMghano Adeza laIne AvyA, jIvanuM te saMgRhIta thaI gayAM che. daSTivAda jokhama kheDIne tame AvyA, tama sahune nAmanuM bAramuM aMga ati zrama sevavA mAAM bhari bhUri abhinaMdana. paNa meM - chatAM haju maLI zakyuM nathI !' mahAprANa nAmanuM dhyAna AraMLyuM che. ati agatyanuM che e aMga!" emAM bAra varSa lAgaze. mATe jJAna che. yajJamAM bhAga levA mATe pATaliputramAM satya kathana che, Apa zrImAnanuM ! AvavAne huM azakata chuM ! saMdha mane pATaliputra e aMgane pitAne prANa mApha kare." prazna banAvI rahela che, ane e mATeja ane Apa zrIrAmanI caraNa evA juvAna sAdhuoe eka be vAra Agraha karyo, pachI vadhu kathana karavuM, mekalyA che. sahu kahe che ke, Arya emanA gaja bahAranI vAta hatI. bhadrabAhu svAmI pAse A jJAna che. teo pharI himazilAo, pavaze ne ane pATaliputranA zrIsaMghe sabahumAna ThaMDA girijharaNe vIMdhatAM pATaliputra Agraha Apane vinaMti karI che ke pAchA pharyA. Apa tyAM padhAro; ane amArA jJAnajajJane paripUrNa kare !" zrIsaMdha tAbaDatoba ekatra thayo ne juvAna sAdhuonA mukhya AcArya AcArya bhadrabAhu atyAra sudhI bhadrabAhunA saMdeza sAMbhaLyo. 'utsAhathI badhuM sAMbhaLI rahyAM hatA; paNa aMgata vAta AvatA jarA kSobha saMdha vicAravimarzamAM paDe ? anubhavI rahyA. DIvAra maunane "Aje AraMbhAyela jJAnayajJane bAra -Azraya laI rahyA. varSa sudhI thaMbhAvI zakAya nahi. re!

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buddhiprabhA tA. 1-1-1964 ] karI Adeza mAkale!! zrIsa dhanI AjJA mekale. khIjA me navantuvAna sAdhu A AmA pahoMcADavAnu mAthe le !" kAma bharI juvAnIvALA e sAdhu khaDA thaI gayA. teoe kahyu : ame jANyuM che ke pravAsa kapA che, paNa A jJAnayajJamAM ame paNa kaMI karI javA mAMgIe chIe. zrI saMgha amane Adeza Ape, enI AjJAnA nihana mATe. zrIsaMdhe Adeza ApyA, sAthe nirAzAnI padmAmAM khapa lAge, tevI eka praznAvali paNa ApI, ane sUcanA karI ke sAdhuvara nA kahe teAja praznAline upayAga karavA, anyathA noMDa ! e sAdhu karI himAcalanI kaMdarAemAM te keDIemAM khAvAI gayA. eka zItaLa savAre tyAre havAmAM hima hatuM tyAre e sAdhue caMdragirinI dhyAnaguphAmAM jaI paheAcyA. guptA badha hatI. aMdara dhyAna cAlu hatu. sAdhu bahAra khetA. tejadAra charI jevI havA gAtramAM khUMpI jatI hatI ! me prazna2e gu khulI. juvAna sAdhuoe vaMdana sAthe emAM praveza karyAM, te Agamanane IrAde spaSTa karyo. [ 39 sAdhuvara mAlyA : 'pUrvanA munie ne ApelA uttara tamane paNa ApavAne che. huM jarA khasI zake paNa tema nathI.' 'Apa amane eka mahAjJAnI che| zrIsa the prazna ApyA che ane pAsethI laine amAre uttara Apa pAchA vaLI javAnu che.' 'sukhethI che.' sAdhuvarane TUMkAmAM vAta patI jatI lAgI, - zrIsadhdhe pUchAvyuM" che ke je zrIsaMdhanI AjJA na mAne tene mATe zAstramAM zI zikSA lakhI che? ' hiSkAra. asahakAra. AjJAbhaMgI game tevA mahAna nAnI hAya ke camarabadhI rAjA hoya tene sadhamAMthI bahiSkRta karavA. AcArya varte spaSTa javAba ApyA. 'mahAguru ! nAnA meDhe meTI vAta karIe te mArka karaze. zrI saMdhe kahyu che, ke Apa teja zikSAne pAtra ThareA che.' mahAjJAnI sAdhuvara be ghaDI stabdha thaI gayA. Aha ! AtmakakSAnI ati jhaMkhanA kAvAra kevI bhIMta bhulAve che! e khelyA. 'sAdhuo ! huM AnI thaIne ajJAnI anyA. huM game hA. paNa zrI

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40] buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1-1964 saMgha eka siMdhu che. huM tenuM eka haiyApATI para AlekhI lIdhe, ne pharI. biMdu chuM, paNa.. sAdhuvaranA caraNasparza karI prasthAnanI sAdhuvara bhI gayA. dUra addhara anujJA mAMgI. dehanI rAmAvali baLI. taLAI rahelI himazilA sUryakiraNomAM gaI hatI, ne hADake-hADakuM kaMpI rahyuM pIgaLIne nIce paDI. enA zatazata hatuM. prasthAnanA mArgamAM prANa nIkaLI jAya te pahelAM saMdeza pahoMcADI khaMDa thaI gayA. devAno hate. havAmAM e ja zItaLatA hatI ane himakhaMDamAM e ja tatA hatI. sAdhuvare AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM: sAdhuvara UMDI Atmakhoja karI "sukhe prayANa karo. nirvina yAtrA rahyA. thoDI vAre bAlyA. he ! zrIsaMdhane kahejo ke vyakti game vyakti Akhare samaSTine aMza teTalI mahAna haya, samaSTi pAse enI hastI kAMI nathI. zrIsaMgha che. biMdu game tevuM moTuM hoya, e mArI prArthanA svIkAre. avAjamAM siMdhuthI harIphAI karI zake nahi. zrI AjJAdhInatA hatI. saMghane kahejo ke tamArI AjJA mane zirasAvaMgha che! paNa huM zrI saMghane bane sAdhu pravAsa kheDatA pATali anugraha-prasAda cAcuM chuM ! suna ne medhAvI vidyArthIone ahIM mokale. putramAM AvyA. thoDIvAramAM caMdragirinI huM mAruM dhyAna cAlu rAkhIza, sAthe TekarIomAM pAMcasoeka sAdhu vRkSane jJAnavAcanA paNa ApIza. jJAnayajJanuM AzrayI vAnare rahe, ema nAnI moTI. eka satra ahI AraMbhIzuM: be kAja guphAone AzrayIne rahI gayA. siddha thazeH mArA kAryane bAdhA nahi pATalIputramAM AraMbhAyelA jJAnaAve, zrI saMghanuM jJAnasatranuM pavitra yajJanuM bIjuM satra ahI AraMbhAyuM. kArya pUrNa thaze. himAlayanI pavitra TekarIo dharma-- baMne-sAdhuoe sAdhuvarano saMdeza maMtroccArathI punita thaI rahI ! ( 1 . '

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[ 26-jAnyuArI e bhAratanuM AjhAdI parva che. sva. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe rASTrabhakti vize aneka gadyapadya sAhitya saryuM che. bhajana pada saMgraha bhAga 9 ne meTA bhAgane tha, rASTrabhakitathI bharapUra che. tenI prastAvanAmAM rASTraprema zaba zabda chalake che saMgane anulakSIne te vizenuM keTaluMka saMkalana ahIM raju karavAmAM lAve che. - saMpAdaka] ......Arya bhArata hiMda pite karavuM. pazuone ane paMkhIone paNa svataMtra svarAjyamAMthI anya khaMDa gulAmIpaNuM pyAruM lAgatuM nathI te dezane zAMti-sukha ane svataMtratAmAM manuSyane gulAma banAvavA ane tenuM sahAyaka banI zake tema che. ane svarAjya paDAvI levuM e manuSyanuM adharmI yuddhane zamAvavA mATe guru kartavya nathI... tarIke zikSaNa ApI zake tema che... bhi. saM. bha, 9, pAna 14] bhi. saM. bhA, 9. pAna 13] ....zaktine garva karIne ....pazubalathI unmatta banela anya deza para anyAya julma karo. koi deza vastutaH svarAjya svataMtratAne tenA samAna anya koI rAkSasI bhegI nathI. pazubalinA prayogathI anya karma nathI... dezanI prajAone gulAma banAvI .......zastrabaLathI kSaNika svarAjya ane teonI satya svataMtratAnA dhAtaka ke zAMti jevuM lAge che paraMtu vastutaH banavuM e izvarane mAnanArane ghera kalaMka te svarAjya ane zAMti nathI. paraspara pApa thAya che... zastro vaDe sAmAsAmI UbhI rahelI ...svadeza mATe sarvasvApaNu prajAomAM prabhuprema temaja vizvazAMti karavuM paNa anya dezone nukazAna na nathI.....

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buddhiprabhA [ tA. 10-1-1964 ...je prajA zastrothI jIte che ....svarAjyanI IcchA karanArA te ja prajA anyonA zastrAthI pAchI vizva manuSyo! tamo dayAvaMta madhyastha hAre che, zastrabaLa para mustAka banelA bane. manunI dayA karo ane teonAM yoddhAoe Aja sudhI koI dezanI duHkha TALo. bhUkhyAne khAvA Ape. sannati karI nathI. mahAbhAratanuM duHkhIonAM AMsu luche. anyAya-julma yuddha tapAse tethI parINAma zuM AvyuM vagerethI manuSyanAM gaLAM na kApe. che? hiMsAthI je rAjya sthapAya che dayA samAna svarAja temaja svate mATI bhegu thoDA ja sikAmAM thaI dharma nathI. prabhunI maherabAnI icchatA jAya che ane ahiMsAthI je rAjya che te azakta garIba para dayA kare. sthapAya che te paNa kAla paryata kAyama dayA che tyAM ja prabhu che. zuddha prema rahe che......... hRdayamAM che tyAM prabhu che. bhi. saM. bhA, 9. pAna 14-15] koIne haNe nahi, mAre nahi, ...nAmane svarAjyano hakaka saMtApo nahi. keIne paDe nahi. sattA, dhana ane mAna, pratiSThA karatAM nathI. madane svarAjya bhogavavAne hakka anya jIvonI dayAmAM Atma gaurava che. jeo jIvatAM pahelAM marI jANe mAna. gAmamAM, zaheramAM, dezamAM, gharamAM che teo svataMtra svarAjya kartAo che... vanamAM keAInA hRdayane raDavAno avAja bhi, saM'. bhA 9 pAna 22] sAMbhaLI te tenI madada kare. e ja .....svarAjyanI nIti sarva vizvamAM tamAro satya dharma che. vyApaka bhAve pragaTAvavI joIe ane anyAya thatuM aTakA, corI e daSTie sarva vizva dezamAM eka thatI aTakAvo. julmo thatAM aTakAvo. sarakhuM svAtaMtrya yukta svarAjya hovuM anyone prANa samAna gaNIne anyone joIe ema sarva vizva manuSyono bacAvo. roganA vakhatamAM rogIone nipakSapAta daSTie eka sarakho anu bacAvavA je bane te karo. dukALanAM bhava pragaTe e banavA yogya che. ane vakhatamAM dukALapIDita manunI rakSA evI daSTinA Adarza dhyeyamAM sarva karo. madada mAMge tene madada Ape. vizvamAM virAjyanI vyavasthA hovI niyI, jUThA manuSyonA hAthe paDAtA joie. bhaviSyamAM e daSTie sudhArA lekene ane pazupaMkhIone bacAve. enI pragati avazya thaze........ nAhaka rakatapAna karanArAM yuddho bha. . . 9. pAna 25 aTakAve. nAmI kaTAI tema ja

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tA. 10-1-1964] buddhiprabhA [43 kItinI lAlace anya manuSyane pachI je che ke tamAruM hadaya maMdira chetare nahi. pavitra dekhAvAM, bAna bhaktithI ArkavairIone paNa sahAya kare, bAyelA Atmaprabhu ApoApa tyAM ene sudhAre ane temane AvIne birAjamAna thaze. sudhAravAne samaya Apo, krodha, tamArA hRdayamAM svArtharUpa rAphaDo mAna, mAyA, lobhanA tAbe thaI pApa- karI temAM kapaTarUpa kALo nAga vase che. karmanI pravRtti na kare. dayA, satya tene yukti prayuktithI dUra karajo. ane zuddha dharmamAM ja satya, svataMtratA, jyAM sudhI tamAruM hRdaya maMdira zuddha sukha ane ravarAja che. Ama samajI nahi thAya tyAM sudhI tame game teTalA zubha karma karo. sarva chAnuM bhaluM pratyana karo paNa kAryanI siddhi thaze karavAmAM svarAja, sarva lokonA nahi. tamArA hRdayakSetra jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM ja che..... ayogyatA, malinatArU5 khArI mATIthI bhajanapada saM. bhA. 9. pAna 26-27] kharAba banyuM che tyAM sudhI temAM tame | dila eka maMdira Atmazuddha pariNItarU5 phalALuM, vAsa...he bho! tamArA gharamAM kaheluM nArUpa bIja vAvaze, to te nakAma ja taruM pese che, to tame kevA tAkIne, javAnA che. tene lAkaDI vaDe bahAra kADhI mUke che? mArI mATI samAna durga Na kSetramAM kehelA kUtarAne kADhI mUkayA vinA tamane vAveluM AtmopAsanA rUpa bIja nakAmu nirAMta vaLatI nathI. jaze. baharathI aneka prakAranA TIlA, bho! tame tethI paNa vizeSa TapakAM, chApa vagere lagAvI, tame mAnI bhUla kare che. tamArA hadaya gRhamAM lo ke mArA hadayamAM bhagavAna padhAryA viSaya vAsanArUpa kaheluM kRtAruM vasyA kare che. tene Aja divasa paryata paraMtu tamAruM maMDuka jaTAvata tathA nirAte vasavA daI tame na mAruM hRdayagRha manuSya mUMgavat pheka che. durgadhamaya karI nAkhyuM che. je tamArA jyAM sudhI tame zarthodha che ane hadaya maMdiramAM zakitamaya Atmaprabhu verajhera, niMdA, vizvAsaghAta vagere sthApavAnI mAM hoya te vairAgyarUpa apakRtyothI tamArA hadaya maMdirane -lAkaDI vaDe viSaya vAsanArUpa kahelA kharAba durgaNI banAvatA rahI che tyAM kutarAne javAdI kADhI mUke. ane te sudhI uparanAM TIlA TapakAM, chApa chuM lAga joI ne be camAM praveza na vagere lAkha cihA lAve, merUcAmI che. tenuM rAkho, ane parvatanI jeTalI kama pa, phene

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- 44] budhiprabhA [ tA. 1-1-1964 grApha yaMtranI peThe jagatanuM aneka joIe. bhUtakALanI zudra vaira virodhanI prakAranuM gAna karo paNa tethI tamAre bAbate bhUlI javI joIe Atmaprabhu jarAye saMtuSTa thaze nahi. ane tamArA hRdaya maMdiramAM vAsa paNa hAlanA jamAnAne nahi oLakhanahi kare te tame nakakI samajaje. ' vAmAM Ave che jeno bhaviSyamAM potAnI bhAvi prajAnA kharAba ArzI- hAthInA dAMta cAvavAnA judA ane dekhADavAnA judA evI be bhAva vadenA pAtra banaze. sarva dezanI vALI kapaTavRttine tame hadayamAM vAsa prajAonI sAme TakI rahevAnuM baLa karavA de che tyAM sudhI hadayamaMdiramAM pitAnA hAthe prApta karavAmAM eka kSaNa paNa nakAmI gumAvavI na joIe. Atmaprabhu vAsa karavAnA nathI. jJAnarUpa dIpakathI hadaya maMdira lakSmI ane sattAno mada mUkIne prakAzavALuM kare. bhaktirUpa chaMTakAva Arya jenoe jamAnAmAM nabhI zakAya karo. vAnarUpa gAdItakIyA bIchAvI ane bhaviSyamAM potAnI ati rahe. da. samatAnAM toraNa bAMdhe utsAha evA sudhArAo karavAnI have jarUra che. ane premanAM vijaya vAvaTA laTakAvI de. sehamanA AmaMtraNa pATIyA lagAvI jamAne oLakhIne yogya sudhArAo do. ane pachI juo ke tamArA hadaya karIne jaina dharmanI sevA karanArAonA maMdiramAM Atma prabhune padhAratAM keTalI kadI zatru na banavuM joIe. jaina vAra thAya che ? dharmanI pUrNa zraddhA karanArA Arya (Atma prakAza pAna 230-231) jenAne pratidina sahAya ApavA taiyAra jogI ane jamAne thavuM ane temanI jaina dharmanI zraddhA A jenee paraspara eka bIjAne tarapha lakSa daIne temanA kRtyane sahAya ApIne dharmonnati vaDe Atmika anumodana ApavuM. unnati karavI joIe. Arya jene je have sarva kAmonI hariphAI vakhate jainAe kUpamaMDuka daSTi tyAgIne gaphalata dhAraNa karaze te teonuM nAma have jamAnAnI hariphAImAM, sarva prajAnizAna paNa rahevuM durlabha che. have to onI sAme AgaLa vadhavAno ja dharma Atma bhAga ApIne Aya jainee 11 sparanI sevA karavA kaTibaddha thavuM (dhArmika gadya saMgraha pA. naM. 586

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kanu paramAra ' A mAsanI satya kathA balidAna [ gunegAranA pagamAM beDI heya che. tenA hAtha gunA kare che; haiyuM nahi ane jyAre e haiyAne taka maLe che tyAre e paNa kaIka karI zake che. mAnavatAnA vikAsa mATe, jIvatI cAmaDI utArI ApatA, rakatadAna karatA evA keTalAka gunegAranA "balidAna " nI satya ghaTanA - saMpAdaka pagamAM beDIo ane doraDethI hoya che. ane enA thakabaMdha dAkhalA bAMdhela gunegArone dorIne polIsa pUrA pADe che amerikAnA krUra gaNAtA kayAreka rastethI pasAra thatI hoya tyAre kedIe ! svAbhAvika rIte ja, beDInA khaNa- Azcarya thAya evA kissA che, khaNATathI ApaNuM dhyAna e tarapha paraMtu e nagna satya che. zAstravidyA derAya che. gunegArane jotAM ja prathama saMzodhanamAM deha arpaNa karI devo, daSTie ApaNane tenA pratye dhruNa hospiTalanI jarUriyAta mujaba jIvatI chUTe che. AcherA bhayanI lAgaNI paNa tvacA utArI ApavI, meM mAgyuM thaI Ave che. raktadAna ApavuM, jAnanI paravA karyA sabhya samAjanA damana jevA A vagara pUrapIDito ane AgamAM sapaDAgunegAra pratye evI ghaNI chUTe e celAMnI vahAre dhAvuM, vagere sukRtyothI dekhItuM ja che. evA gunegAromAM keTa- mAnavatAnI maheka mUkI janAra A lAka krara, hatyArA, nAmIcA DAkuo, gunegAronA svAparNa saMtanI barAbarI guMDA ane harAmakhore paNa haze ja, kare evA che. paraMtu krUra ane zetAna gaNAtA gune- misUrI (amerikAnA) nA siDara gAra-kedIonA dilamAM paNa mAnava- para tophAna ane vAvAjhoDuM vIMjhAyuM tAnA dIvaDAnI jhAMkhI jyota baLatI ja hatuM. be aThavADiyAM sudhI trATakela

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[tA para buddhiprabhA [tA 10-1-1964 dhodhamAra varasAdanA kAraNe misuri jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM. vasaMtaRtune nadImAM pUra ubharAtAM, AkhAM zahera moTA bhAgane pAka paNa bacAvI para kALacakra pharavA lAgyuM. nadInA levAmAM AvyA hatA. ubharAtA pUrathI bacavAnI bArI nahotI. siDAranI imArate, tenA vepArasivAranA lokoe gabharAIne nadI sAme dhaMdhAo mAlamilkata ane kuTuMbapitAne parAjaya kabUla karavAnI taiyArI kabIlAnA jIva bacAvavA mATe siDAranA karI, paNa e pahelAM ekavAra najIkanAM nAgarike gunegAronA AbhArI hatA, zaheramAM madada mATe saMdeza pahoMcADa ane AbhAramAM phakta teoe kedIo vAmAM Avyo ane turata ja misarInA sAthe hAtha milAvyA hatA eTaluM ja karnala jemsa DI. kArTare se svayaMsevaka adhamUA, paNa kAMika sukRtya karyuM kedIonI tatkALa madada mAMgI. e saMtoSa sAthe, kedIe jelamAM mRtyunA moMmAM sapaDAyelA siDara pAchA pharyA. zaheranI janatAne bacAvavA mATe Azare amerikAnI judI judI jelomAMnA 700 jeTalA gunegAro potAnI sevA kedIe vikaTa paristhiti UbhI thaye ApavA mATe AgaLa AvyA. temAMthI pitAnuM rakta, pitAnuM svAzya ane 400 kedIo para pasaMdagI utAravAmAM kayAreka to Akho deha arpaNa karIne AvI. A 400 kedIo Aphata ane janatAnI sevA bajAve che. jIvaleNa jIvatA motane bAtha bhIDavA doDI gayA. banatA keTalAka vaijJAnika prayogomAM paNa teo potAnI sevA ApavA tatpara varSothI kedAvasthAmAM rahelA kedIo hoya che. pahelI vAra ja koI paNa jAtanI amerikAnI reDakrosa saMsthAnA dekharekha vagara mukta rIte trikama, rekarDanA AMkaDA tapAsatAM mAluma paDe pAvaDA ane TopalIe laine pUranA che ke, AvA kedIe ja amerikAnA pANIne khALavA gayA hatA. sabhya sauthI meTA rakatadAtA che. 1959 mAM nAgarikeTa ane krara gaNAtA kedIoe AvA e uparAMta kedIoe potAnuM khabhekhabhA milAvI nadIne nAthavA zrama 69 hajAra pinTa lehI reDakrosa Adaryo. e vakhate UMca-nIca, bhaya ke saMsthAnI raktanuM ezane arpaNa karyuM dhaNA vagerenA bhAvo bhUMsAI gayA hatuM. A uparAMta davAkhAnA ane hatA. 36 kalAka sudhI jaLa sAthe Arogya kendrone tAkIdanA kesomAM jaga khelyA bAda pUranA pANI kAbUmAM hajAre peInaTa raktadAna kedIe tara. AvyAM hatAM. siDara zaherane bhayamukta phathI ApavAmAM Ave che.

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budhdhiprabhA tA. 10-1-1964 ] mIzIganane eka dAkhalA tapAsatAM mAluma paDayuM hatuM ke, eka va daramiyAna tyAMnA nAgarakAe 3576 peinTa leAhI ApyuM hatuM, jyAre uttara mIzIgananA jekasana kedIoe peAtAnu 7922 lehI arpaNa karyuM hatuM. khAtenA pAInTa misurI rAjyanI jerasana jelanA 3110 leAhI ApanArA kaidIe, misarI meDikala yunivarsiTIna! hRdaya cIravAnA prayAgamAM mahuttvanA sAdhanarUpa banyA hatA. e vakhate thayela eka viziSTa eparezanamAM puSkaLa leAhInI jarUra UbhI thaI hatI, ane A kedIoe temAM mAM mAgyuM` leAhI pUruM pADayuM hatuM. meleriyA sAme thayela jhubezamAM eTalAnTAnA bhUtapUrva ane vartamAna kaidIee je bhAga ApyA che, e mATe samagra vizva temenu RNI che. eka hajAra karatAM paNa vadhAre kedIee meleriyA jaMtu dharAvatA maccharone petAnA zarIra khuzIthI karaDavA daI rAgane hasate mAMe nAto hatA. AmAMthI ghaNAne meleriyA lagu paDayA hate. paNa gunegArAnA A sahakArathI vaijJAnikAe peAtAnA ukela zeAdhI lIdhe hateA ane meleriyAnA uccheda mATe vadhu asarakAraka auSadha sAMpaDayuM hatuM. vizvanA karADA mAnavIne upakAraka [47 thaI paDe e mATe vaijJAnika saMzAdhana yeAjanAmAM kAlammasa khAtenA hAye. pazcAttApa gRhanA kedIee suMdara phALA ApyA hatA, ane e kALA kensara sa'zAdhana aMge apAyA hatA. kensaranA jIvatA keASANu elAyA jelanA A vIra kedIonA zarIramAM injekazana dvArA mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA. A prayAga ceAthA varSamAM che ane A age thayela sazeAdhana mUlyavAna sAbita thayu che. AthI kensaranA dardIene bhaviSyamAM sapUrNa auSadha sAMpaDaze. phebruseAma (kelipheniyA) nA 150 jeTalA kedIoe hAjarInA gumaDAM, cAMdA ane phephasAMnA kensara aMge thaI rahela zeAdhanamAM, potAnI jAta para rAjIkhuzIthI akhatarA karavA da mahattvatA kALeA ApyA. A badhA akhatarAomAM ghaNA akhatarA jIvaleNu bane che ane ghaNIvAra kedIonAM mRtyu thAya che. pensIlaniyAnI levIsabarga khAtenI pheravela jelamAM senTa jonuM je devaLa budhAyuM che te, 13 varSanA yuvAna kudI jena ek.gevAnanI smRtimAM bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM che. te kalejAnA cAMdAM mATe thanA akhatarAmAM mRtyu pAmyA hatA. A uparAMta khIjA be kUdI ricArDa eca. DenIMgsa ane peAlTara vuDe paNa

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48 ] AvA akhatarAomAM peAtAnA jAnanI Akrutie ApI hatI. sakhyAbaMdha kedIoe AvA pracAgAmAM kAyamI bImArI ane azakti vArI lIdhI che. budhdhimabhA mAMdAM, dhavAyelAM, akasmAtathI dAjhI gayelA ane anya rogathI pIDAtAM bALakA mATe kedIee sadA karuNA dAkhavI che. jyArjiyA paragaNAnAM mIMga zaherathI linkA nAmanI pAMca varSa nI bALA bhayaMkara rIte dAjhI gaI hatI. e vakhate eka kedIe peAtAnI jIvatI tvacA UtaraDI daI te bALaka! pratyene peAtAnA sneha sAbita karyA hatA. A bALA peAtAnA zarIre 75 TakAthI paNa vadhu dAjhI gaI hatI. bALAnA AkhA zarIre navI cAmaDI maDhavI paDe ema hatuM ane e rIte eka mahatvanuM eparezana karavAnuM hatuM. A mATe cAra IMca jIvatI cAmaDInI bhAre jarUriyAta hatI, rDAkaTAe A aMge ATalAnTA jelamAM jaI badhA kedIone bhegA karI ( " [at. 10-1-1964 pravacana karyuM ane peAtAnI jarUriyAta darzAvI. trIsa miniTamAM te 256 jeTalA kedIoe pAtAnI cAmaDI ApavAnI taiyArI batAvI. bIjI A rIte linDA peAtAnI meLe cAmaDI prApta kare tyAM sudhI jIvI gaI. atyAre linDA sahe ja laMgaDAtI cAle che, paraMtu tene peAtAnuM bacapaNa teA karI sAMpaDIja gayuM che. kedIe potAnA nAnakaDAM evA kuMDamAMthI paNa kamanasIba ane jarUriyAtavALA leAkeAne phALe Ape che. 1958 mAM kedIoe reDakresa sahitanI kula traNa saMsthAone eka lAkha ane trANu hajAranuM dAna ApyuM hatuM. budhdhiprabhA lekhakane puraskAra Ape che. lekhakane budhdhiprabhAnA dhAraNane anulakSIne temanI kRti mokalavA vinaMtI che. kRtinI svIkAra--asvIkAra jANavA mATe javAbI TIkITa avazya bIDavI. Ama vividha jAtanI sevAe ApI krUra gaNAtA kedIe paNa peAtAnA dilamAM rahela mAnavatAnI maheka mukI jAya che ane e mATe de sarI paDe che. gunegArAne paNa hRdaya C hAya che.'

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| samAja, yoga ne adhyAtmane sparzatA gurudevanA patro vase, vaizAkha vadI amAsa, 1968 suzrAvaka jhaverI jIvaNacaMdabhAI dharmacaMda, gya dharmalAbha, pAdarA lakhelo tamAre patra pahere che. vizeSa hu vihAramAM levAthI ane upadeza devAmAM pravRtta hovAthI para lakhI zaka nathI. - gurukuLa mATe tamee lakhyuM te jANavuM. gurukuLanA vicArane gAmagAma ane dezadeza phelAve thAya che jene moTo bhAga jena gurukuLa sthApavAmAM pAchaLathI sAmela thaze, e saMbhava rahe che. tIrtha sthaLanI pAse jana gurukuLa sthApavuM ema tamAre vicAra che ane temAM mukhya kAra yAtrika jene nI madada maLavAnuM darzAve che, te lakhavuM amUka apekSAe satya che. jhagaDIyA tIrtha narmadAnI pAsenA pradezamAM jaina gurukuLa sthApadevAmAM Ave te ThIka lAge che. tame tamArA jevA traNa cAra gRhasthAne jaina gurukuLamAM Atmabhega ApavA mATe UbhA kare che te che. nakAmI takarAremAM pakSa pADIne, jene lAkhe rUpiyAnuM pANI karI nAMkhe che ane AvI uttama bAbatamAM lakSamA kharacavA lakSya rAkhatA nathI e keTaluM badhuM dilagIra thavA jevuM che ?!! jainenI lamIne jana gurukuLa jevI saMsthAomAM yaya thAya te jenenI bhAvi prajAne uddhAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. gurukuLa jevI saMsthA sthApatAM Atmabhega ApyA vinA chuTake

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pa0] budhiprabhA ( tA. 10-1-1964 nathI. ATha daza varasathI, jo gurukaLa mATe aneka rIte uhApoha karAya che paNa te tenA bhAvI udaya pramANe banaze. janane udaya AvI saMsthAonAM mArgamAM pravRtti karatAM thavAne, che ema nakkI mAnaze. duHkha veThIne paNa A kAya janee karavuM ja joIe jenA udaya mATe Atmabhoga ApavAmAM nahi Ave te bhaviSyanA jaina prajA mATe. ApaNe sApa jevA gaNAIzuM, bhaviSyanI jaina prajAne udaya ApaNu. upara AdhAra rAkhe che. je jene kaMI karatA nathI ane je kare che tenA saMbaMdhI lavAre kare che, evA jainenI 8kaTa upara lakSa ApavuM joIe nahi tame anya kAryamAMthI citta khecI laIne AvA uttama kAryomAM samaya Apazo te bhaviSyanI jana prajAne mATe uttama bIja vAvanAra gaNAze. jaina baMdhuone jAgRta karo. A saMbaMdhI vizeSa prayatna kare. amAruM te upadeza ApavAnuM kArya che. paNa tamAre te te karavAnuM che. A saMbaMdhamAM gurukuLanA himAyatI enuM eka khAnagI maMDaLa bharIne vicAre. phelAvaze te zubha pariNAma AvI oma zAMti li buddhisAgara. -' - - , - ja jha53 | Sii

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saMsAra aura sanyAsako do pahalU M buddhisAgaramArajI [ sadgatake apratima graMtha karmayogakI kucha jhAMkiyAM -saMpAdaka ] dravya, kSetra, kAla | / yadi mujhe zurUmeM hI patA / matalaba kyA hai ? vaha aura bhAvase, aura bhinna bhinna avasthAke / lagatA to maiM apanA kaI kaunoMse unakA sApekSatva zocanA saMyogoM meM hara insAnako kamayoga kabhI na likhtaa| caahiye| jo kArya apanA apanA kArya ___ yaha graMtha par3hakara maiM Avazyaka samajhA niyata rahatA hai| jaise bar3A khuza jAtA hai usa kAryakI ki saMsAra meM jo vyaya huA hU~ cAroM orase jAMca hAra aura dharmakA kArya tAMca karanI cAhiye, -lokamAnya dravya, kSetra, kAla paran kaIvAra aisA AdikI apekSAse krnaa| bAlagagAdhara tilaka hotA hai ki kartavyake par3atA hai vaha sanyAsa avasthAmeM ajJAnase jo apanA jarUrI karnavya hai chor3anA par3atA hai| bina jarUrI bana jAtA hai aura jo, jisa kArya karanese laukika aura phijUla kArya hai vaha jarUrI banA rahatA lokottara dRSTise apanA aura dUsaroMkA hai| jo jo Avazyaka kriyAoMkA savizeSa lAbha ho aura alpa hAni samyagjJAna hotA hai aura ve kriyAeM ho aise kArya karane meM viveka dRSTi, karane meM jo hetuoMkI jarUrata par3atI taratamatA, kAryako nirdoSatA aura hai una hetuoMkA AlaMbana liyA jAtA kAryakI AvazyakatA samajhanI cAhiye / hai / Avazyaka kriyAoMkA jJAna honese jo lakSyake liye jo kArya karatA hai AramA apane ApakA gavAha banakara baha kArya karane meM lAbha aura nukasAna una kriyAoMmeM bAjha vyavahArase pravRtti - vagairaha aneka kaunoMse viveka karanA karatA hai| jisa kArya karanA hai usa ! paahiye| koI khAsa kArya karanekA kAryase dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva aura

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budhdhiprabhA 52 ] sva aura samAjako isase kyA lAbha jAnate hI aura nukazAna hai yaha - samyak pravRtti hotI hai / jisa kArya karanekA nirNaya kiyA ho usake alAvA bhI koI uttama kArya hai ki nahIM aisI sampUrNa jAnakArI karane ke bAda, AtmajJAnI jo apanA kartavya umadA aura zubha khayAloMse karatA hai . vaise bhAvase ajJAnI aura mUr3ha insAna apanA kartavya kara nahIM pAtA hai| tA. 10-1-1864 hai ugatA rAga dveSa ke vicAroMse kArya hotA usase karmakA bandhana hai / isaliye rAgadveSa ke saMkalpa aura bikalpako tyAga karake Ananda aura Aike binA aneka najaroMse apanA dharma karanA cAhiye, aisA dRr3ha saMkalpa karake apanI Ayu aura adhikAra ke mutAbika jo kArya karatA hai vaha dikhAvese kArya karate hue mA niSkriya rahakara mahAtmA karmayogI bana sakatA hai| gajhala, duhA, rAsa ane prasiddha nUtana rAganA stavanAnuM navuM prakAzana:-- bhAvanA [stavana saMgraha] Gi : 40 nayA paisA [ posTe 4 sAthai 50 ] : syayitA tathA prAza! : eMsIlAla kAMtilAla zAha ( khaMbhAtavALA) sAMgAvADI, bhA3 nivAsa, arTara naM. 7 N. B. morIvalI -pUrva mukhya prAptisthAna :somayaha DI. zAha, pAsItAgu. megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra, subai 2. sevaMtIsAsa vI, jaina, sudhyA 4. jazava'talAla gIradharalAla zAha, amadAvAda. jaina pustaka bhaMDAra, gurUvAra peTha, punA re. mukaselara gulAbacaMda kALaca, khaMbhAta.

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subai AvatA jaina bhAI-benAne utArA ane leAjananI sagavaDa ApanAra jaina dharmazALA ane bhojanAlaya * pU.......bhU...mi... kA * zrI gADIjI saMdha mukha%0 taraphathI thayela upadhAna tapanA mALArApaNa mahAtsava prasaMge savaMta 2007 nA meSa vide pa nA rAja mu'bainA samasta jaina sadhanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI AcArya padmane svIkAra karyA khAda bhAyakhalA jaina maMdiranAka pAunDanA vizALa maMDapamAM ekatrita thayela lagabhaga 50) hajAranI virATa jana medanIne prathama saMbadhana karatAM pUjya parama zAsanaprabhAvaka AcAya zrAmad vijayadhama sUrIzvarajI mahArAje jaNAvela ke, 'AcArya pada mATenI pUrNa anicchA chatAM muMbaInA sakalasaMgha, aneka sasthAe ane vyaktienA AgrahathI jyAre meM A javAbadArIne svIkAra karyA che, tyAre muMbaInA samasta saMdha ane tenA meAvaDIAne mAre prathama anurAdha e che ke, bhAratanA gauravasamAM A vizALa nagaramAM bahArathI devadarzanayAtrAauSadheApacAra vagere kAraNe harahameza sekaDenI saMkhyAmAM AvatA ApaNA sAdharmika bhAeAne utArA mATe muMbainA jaina saMdhane anurUpa dhama zALA ane dharmatukula bhAjana mATenA bhejanAlayanI A bhUmimAM je uNapa che, te satvara dura kare. dharma ane tenI ArAdhanA kalyANane mArgo che. paraMtu jyAMsudhI ApaNA sAdharmikA anna vinA bhUkhyA rahetA ya, puratA vastra vinAnA rahetA hAya, rahevAnI sagavaDa vinAnA Aya, jIvananirvAha mATe phAMphA mAratAM haiAya ane tenA bALakA ceAgya zikSaNathI vacita rahetA heAya; tyAMsudhI ene dharma sAdhanAnI sagavaDa ane nizciMtatA kaI rIte heAya ? pU. AcArya zrInA A mArmika anurAdhe dharmazALA ane bheAjanAlayanA. kArya mATe vAtAvaraNa ubhuM karyuM, te aMge amuka kAryavAhI thaI ane bhUlezvara-lAlabAga ke jyAM atyAre dharmazALA baMdhAI rahI che, tyAMnI jagyA mATe hIlacAla paNa thai, paraMtu keTalAMka khAdhaka kAraNeA upasthita thatAM te pravRtti AgaLa vadhI nahi ane. alpavirAma mUkAya Nu AcArya

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thayuM. 54] budidhamabhA tA. 1-1-1964 mahArAjazrInA dilamAM A vAta vaselI drasTanA TrasTIo sAthe aneka vATAhatI eTale teo anukuLa saMgenI ghATa karyA bAda zeTha motIzA TrasTanA rAha jovA lAgyA ane pahelAnAM TrasTIonI udAra saMmati maLatAM, tyAM bAdhaka to pharIthI bhAga na bhajave vidyamAna surata nivAsI vizA osavAla tenI takedArI paNa rAkhavA lAgyA. jhaverI bhAIcaMda talakacaMde baMdhAvelA saMvata 2016 mAM potAnA varasI eka mAsanI mAtra 15-16 rUmavALI junI dharmazALAnA sthAne navI adyatana 'tapanA pAraNuM prasaMge teozrIne AlIzAna dharmazALA bAMdhavAnuM nakakI muMbaI-vAlakezvara AvavAnuM thayuM - ane pAraNA bAda comAsuM paNa tyAM ja thayuM. A vakhate aneka dharma saMrakArI cejanA zrImaMta kuTuMbo vAlakezvaramAM rahevA mATe AvelA tethI tyAM jaina vasatI ghaNI 1. dAnavIra zeTha zrI mANekavadhI gayelI, temAM pU. AcAryazrIe lAla cunIlAla, zeTha zrI kAMtilAla jANe dharma cetanAnI cirAga pragaTAvI. izvaralAla, zeTha zrI mohanalAla muMbaIne A hIla-vistAra dharma ane bhANajIbhAI zAparIyA, zeTha zrI samAjanI anekavidha pravRttiothI gAjI uThe. A badhA saMjogo joI paryuM vADIlAla catrabhuja gAMdhI ane zeTha zrI khAMtilAla kezavalAla vaNanA prathama dine sAdharmika-vAtsalyakartavyanA vivecana prasaMge AcArya madI A dharma zALAnA mAnanIya mahArAjazrIe dharmazALAnI pravRttine kAryavAhaka che. dharmazALAnA AcaTakaTa pharIthI vegavAna banAvavA joradAra ane ejInIyara e. esa. bI. zAha upadeza Apyo ane phaDa zarU karAvyuM. enDa ku. ane konTrAkaTara pArekha enDa gajajara ku. che. TuMka samayamAM phaMDa rUA. be lAkha upara 2. dharmazALA muMbaInA barAbara pahoMcyA bAda tA. 4-2-61 nA roja madhyasthAne bhUlevara lAlabAgamAM taiyAra dAtAonI eka janarala mIrTIga vAla thAya che. kezvara jaina upAzraye maLI ane temAM 3. dharmazALAmAM grAunDa phalora laMbANa carcA-vicAraNAo thayA bAda uparAMta pAMca mALa thaze. temAM grAunDa eka vagadAra ane saddhara kAryavAhaka phaleramAM dhArmika ane sAmAjika prasaMgo samitinI racanA thai. teNe lAlabAga ujavI zakAya tevA vADI tarIkenA zeTha metIzA jana cerITebala vizALa holanI sagavaDa thaze.

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tA. 10-1-1964 } buddhiprabhA [55 4. pahelA mALe jena bhojanazALA lIphaTanI sagavaDa rAkhavAne paNa nirNaya mATe eka sAthe lagabhaga 200 bhAI thaye che. ene jamavA besI zake tevo 684283 9. dharmazALAnA AkhAM pahelA ne vizALa hola ane tenI bAjuye mALa mATe pU. AcArya mahArAjanI bIjI sAta rUmo thaze. preraNAthI surata nivAsI zeTha zrI 5. bIjA mALe bahArathI ekAkI maganalAla kasturacavAlaDIyAnA AvanAra bhAio divase pitAne maraNArthe temanA suputro taraphathI rUA. sAmAna kabATanA khAnAmAM mukI kAma- 61111) nI udAra sakhAvata thayela che. kAja mATe bahAra jai zake ane rAte je khAsa dhanyavAdane pAtra che, eka sAthe lagabhaga 50 nI saMkhyAmAM 10. rU. 5001) ApanAra udAra pathArI karI zake tevI sagavaDatAvALA sahasthanuM nAma ArasanI takatImAM 68423 no vizALa janarala hAla eka rUma upara apAze. A rIte Aja ane tenI bAjumAM bIjI sAta sudhImAM lagabhaga para (bAvana) rUme rU thaze. lakhAI gaI che. - 2. trIje, ceAthe ane pAMcame mALe 11. rU. 1001) tathA tethI vadhu 14-14 eTale badhI maLIne 4ra rUme rakamanA dAtAonI saLaMga nAmAvalI thaze, tenI bahAra saLaMga lAMbI 6 Arasane moTA zilAlekhamAM ApavAnuM "kuTa paheLI osarI haze, dareka rUma nakkI thayuM che. vagara nAme ochI10x14 ne rakhAyela che. temAM paci vadhu rakamanuM pradAna ApavAnI bhAvanApathArI bahu ArAmathI thaI zakaze. vALAo mATe vAlakezvara derAsaranI pratyeka rUmamAM snAna vagere mATe pArTI piTI pAse peTI mukavAmAM Avela che. zana sAthe cAkaDInI sagavaDa paNa 12. Aja sudhImAM dharmazALA rakhAze. aMgenuM kula phaMDa lagabhaga rUpiyA . A rIte AkhI dharmazALAmAM 6,25,000) nuM thayuM che. ane haju vADIne hAla, bhojanazALAne hAla ochAmAM ochA rU. 1 (poNA be ane janarala hela maLI traNa moTA lAkhanI jarUra che. jeoe A hela ane pa6 rUmanI sagavaDa thaze. mahAna kAryamAM haju sudhI lAbha 8. dharmazALAmAM baMne bAjue na lIdhe hoya teo potAno dAdara ane makAna pAMca mALanuM hovAthI udAra phALe jaladI ne dhAve,

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56 ] buddhiprabhA { tA. 10-5-1964 13. sa. 2017 nA zrAvaNa suda hAvAthI utArUone ghaNI anukuLa14 nA rAja roDa zrI maNilAlatA thaze. mAhanalAla jhaverInA zubhahaste A dharmazALAnA navA makAna mATe khananavidhinuM muddata thayela ane zrAvaNa vada 8 nA 2Aja dAnavIra zeTha zrI mANekalAla cunIlAlanA zubhahaste bhavya samAreAha pUrvaka zilAsthApananuM mukta thayela. 17. uparAMta madhyamavarganA sAdharmaka bhAe tathA sakula jainasaMdhanA dhArmi ka ane sAmAjika utkarSa mATenI aneka ceAjanAe karavI hAya te A sthaLe zakayatA che. pUrva AcArya mahArAja zrI A bAbatamAM jhINavaTa bharI vicAraNA calAvI rahyA che. zAsanadevanI kRpAthI jainasaMdhane sahakAra maLe te aneka kAryo thavAnI Ara. sI. AzA che. A rIte mubaInA gauravane anurUpa vizALa ane adyatana sagavaDatAvALI bhavya jaina dhama zALA ane bhejanAlaya jema bane tema zIghra taiyAra thAya e mATe zrI zAsanadevane namra prAnA. 14. te pachI myunisipAlITImAM plAne pAsa karAvavA ane bhArata dukAnadAra pAsethI jagyAne pho meLavavA vageremAM ThIka ThIka samaya pasAra thayA bAda bAMdhakAma zarU thatAM Aja sudhI A vizALa dharma zALAmAM grAunDa leAra tathA pAMca mALanuM sI. phremavarka purU thayu che. ane divAle, bArIbAraNAM, plAsTara vagere kAma jhaDapathI cAle che. te ane pachInuM paracuraNu phAmakAja purU thavAmAM bIjI krAi agavaDa na Ave te pAMceka mahinA thavA saMbhava che. 16. dharmazALAnA pahelA mALe jainadharmanI maryAdAe zakaya eTalI vadhu sacavAya ane sAthe ArAgya paNu jaLavAI rahe tevI bhejanazALAnI sagavaDa thaze. 15. dharmazALAnI bAjumAM ja lAlabAga jaina upAzraya zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha ane zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA bhavya maMdira, zrI mehanalAlajI jaina lAibrerI, jaina zve. keAnpharansa saMcAlita jaina udyogagRha, muMbaInu mApha vamAna tapa AyaMbila khAtuM vagere ArAdhanAnI aneka sagavaDA Avela -- saMparka karavAnuM saranAmuM : zrI jaina dha zALA kAryavAhaka samiti zrI AdIzvarajI jaina maMdiranI peDhI, 41 rIjhADa, malabAra hIla,, subahu

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NUN ? zAsana ke samAcAra ? menannt muMbaInA upanagaromAM temaja gAma gAmatara thaI rahelI zratadharmanI ArAdhanA. saMtanI sAnidhyamAM jAmele tapasvIone puNya maLe. bene ardhI vile pArlAnA zrI DAhyAbhAI navala varasamAM, muMbaI temaja ghelAbhAInA seneTorIyamamAM ArAdhanA upanagaramAM upadhAna sau prathama karA karI rahyA che. mahA suda chaThanA divase vavAnuM mAna pUjya AcArya deveza zrI tapasvIo mALa paheranAra che. dha surIzvarajI ma. nA kA ja che. arI pUjya mahArAjazrI hAla vAlakezvaramAM vAlakezvara ane vile pArlAmAM zarU birAjamAna che. zatAvadhAnI munirAja thayela upadhAna tapamAM kAraNasara na zrI jayAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. nI joDAI zakelA bhAI ne, uparAMta preraNAthI, pUjya AcAryazrI tathA bIjA gAma gAmataranA bhavya jI sAhitya vyAsaMgI munirAjazrI yaza- kArataka vada bIje, aMdherI ane berIvijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM, bAbu valImAM zarU thayelA upadhAna tapamAM amIcaMda panAlAla Adizvara, jaina ArAdhanA karI rahyA che derAsaranAM paTAMgaNamAM temaja tenI IrlA-aMdherImAM Atma tatvanA ghaNI ja najadIkanA sthaLanA eka samartha vyAkhyAtA pUjya AcArya maMDapamAM, 279 bhAI bene upadhAna ma. zrI vijayalakSmaNasUrIzvarajI ma. tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyAM che. A birAjamAna che. temanI nizrAmAM 120 tapa bIja kArataka suda nAmanA sema- bhAchI bene A mahA maMgaLakAra vAre zubha maMgale zarU thayuM hatuM. zrutajJAnanI sAdhanA karI rahyAM che. vilepArlA teozrInI sAthe pUjya paMnyAsa pravara tyAra pachI bIjA upadhAna, bIjA kavi kulakiriTa zrI kArtivijayajI ma. kArataka suda agIyArasanA maMgaLa sA. paNa che. ane teozrI paNa A ghaDIe zarU thayAM hatAM. munirAja zrI tapasvIone dharmanA piyuSane pAi bhAnuvijayajInI preraNAthI A upadhAna, rahyA che. paramapUnya panyAsa pravara kaviratna zrI borIvalI yazobhadravijayajI ma. sA. nA sAnni- berIvalI e muMbaI upara nagaradhyamAM cAlI rahyA che. 103 bhAI- mAMnuM eka mukhya kendra che. ahIMnuM

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58) buddhiprabhA [tA, 1-1-1964 delatanagara e eka jaina tIrthadhAma tA. 17-1-1964 thI upadhAna tapa banI rahyuM che. e nagarane jainapurI thanAra che. bIju muhUrta tA. 19-1-64 banAvavAne yazasvI phALe, zAsana ravivAranuM che. A samrATa sva. zrI nemisUrIzvarajI ma. karma nirjarAnI ugra sAdhanA (peTalAda) sA. nA ziSya ratna AcArya zrI munirAja zrI narottamavijayajI vijaya amRtasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ma. sA. eka uma zramaNa saMta che. phALe jAya che, teozrInI nizrAmAM AyaMbila tapa e temanuM bhAvatuM ta5 ahIM upadhAna tapanI maMgaLa ArAdhanA che. chellA keTalA vakhatathI teo A thaI rahI che. 101 jeTalA bhAI ena vardhamAna tapanI oLI karI rahyA che. A tapanI sAdhanA karI rahyA che. saLaMga cAlyA AvatA A tapanI vIMchIyAnA zeTha zrI kAMtilAla zivalAla ArAdhanA karatAM Aja teozrI 100 zAhe A tapa karAvavAnuM mahAna puNya mI oLInI sAdhanA karI rahyAM che. upArjana karyuM che. A mahA mAsamAM te zatAbdinuM aMDAza (rAjasthAna) pAraNuM thAya tevA saMbhava che. muMbaI bahAra rAjasthAnamAM muMDArA pANI te bahatA bhalA (kukaravADA) gAme paNa upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA thai rahela che. ane hAla cAlu A pUjya panyAsa pravara zrI subodhatapanA ArAdhakomAM tenI saMkhyA vikrama sAgarajI gaNivaryanuM cAturmAsa amadAnoMdhAve che. pioSa vada 2 nA zubha divase vAdamAM thayuM hatuM. vihAra kTo thatAM zarU thayela A mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA teozrI tA. 26-12-1963 nA mATe kula para1 tapasvI bhAI-bene kukaravADA uttara gujarAta tarapha vihAra tapasyA karI rahela che. jemAM mALa karI cUkayA che. tA. 16-1-64 thI paheranAra bhAI-eno maLI kula 301 nI tyAM kukaravADAnA jinAlayano zatAbdi saMkhyA che. A tapa pU. AcArya mahAsa ujavavAmAM AvanAra che temaja mahArAja zrI vijayalAvaNyasUrijI ma. piTTa abhiSeka, zAMtisnAtra vagere bhavya sA. tathA pU. AcArya ma. zrI vijaya utsava thanAra che. tA. 15-1-64 nA jinendrasUrijI ma. nI zubha nizrAmAM : e roja kukaravADAne jaina saMgha teozrInuM hArdika sAmaiyuM karaze. thaI rahelI che. A tapa dAnavIra zeTha zaw @5. 109 - www w kAlurAma mehanalAla enDa ku. taraphathI 1 ? thayela che. tA. 16--1964 nA rAja che yAda rAkho :- mALA ropaNane utsava atre thanAra che. 7 pAnA naM. bAvana para " bhAvanA" nuM islAmapurA (sAMgalI) R stavana saMgrahanI je kIMmata che tenA zuM atrenA zrI jaina saMgha taraphathI A badale kiMmata para nayA paisA posTeja [] parama pUjya paMnyAsa pravara zrI zubhaMkara sahita 60 nayA paisA rAkhI che. vijayajI gaNivaryanI zubha nizrAmAM mudraka ane prakAzaka: indirA guNavaMtalAla zAha mudraNAlaya : "jaina vijaya" prinTiMga presa, gAMdhIcoka-surata. - 2w_.

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kALanA garbhamAM eka dina e Avaze, eka dina evo Avaze. mahAvIra zabdo vaDe, svAtavya jagamAM thAvaze.... sahu dezamAM svAtaMtrya nA, zubha divya vAdyo vAgaze, bahuM jJAnavIra karmavIro, jAgI anya jagAvaze...1 avatArI vIre avatarI, kartA ca nija bajAvaze, azra kahuchI sau jIvanAM, zAMti bhalI prasarAvaze...2 sahu dezamAM sahu vaNu mAM, jJAnI ane bahu phAvaze, uddhAra karaze duHkhane, karuNA ghaNI mana mAM lAvaze...3 sAyanasanI vidyA vaDe, zodhe ghaNI ja calAvaze, je gupta te jAheramAM, adbhUta vAta jaNAvaze.. 4 rAjA sakaLa mAnava thaze, rAjA na anya kahAvaze, hunnarakaLA sAmrAjyanuM, bahu jora leka dharAvaze....5 eka khaDa bIjA khaMDanI, khabaro ghaDImAM lAvaze, gharamAM rahyA vAto thaze, para khaMDa ghara sama thAvaze... da eka nyAya sarva khaMDamAM, svAta yatAmAM thAvaze, buddhAdhi prabhu mahAvIranAM, to jagatamAM vyApaze...7 -sva. zrI mad buddhisAgarasUrijI [ RyanA kALa sa. 1967, graMthastha bhajana pade saMgraha bhAga 8, pAnuM 4ra0 ]

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