Book Title: Bhavna Bhavnashini
Author(s): Kishor Mamaniya
Publisher: Kishor Mamaniya
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006040/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA bhavanAzInI -: saMkalana : kizora mAmaNiyA goregAma, muMbaI. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -: deva-stuti H - tubhya nama: tribhuvanArtiharAya nAtha, tubhya nama: kSititalAmalabhUSaNAya; tubhya namaH trijagataH paramezvarAya, tubhya namaH jina! bhavodadhizoSaNAya. -: jinavANI-stuti H OMkAra bindusaMyukta, nityaM dhyAyanti yoginaH kAmadaM mokSadaM caiva, OMkArAya namo namaH. -: zura-stuti HajJAnatimirAMdhAnAM jJAnAMjanazalAkayA; cakSurunmIlitaM yena tasmai zrI gurave namaH ahA, hradayamAM bhagavAna vasyA aho jinendra bhagavaMto ! amane mahAna AnaMda thAya che ke bhakti dvArA Apa amArA hradayamAM birAjyA cho ne amArI hradaya-vINAmAMthI ApanI stutinuM madhura saMgIta vAgI rahyuM che. ApanI stutinA madhura saMgItanA nAdathI samyakatvAdi guNo AkarSAI rahyA che. ahA, bhagavAna pote je bhaktanA hRdayamAM vasyA tene have bhagavAnanA mokSamArgamAM jatAM koNa aTakAvI zake? ane te bhakta have bhagavAnane choDIne konI bhAvanA bhAve! mokSamArgano pathika huM, Avyo tuja darabAra, tuja sama AtamabhAvanA, e ja bhaktino sAra. -H namra nivedana : A saMkalita pustikAmAM je kaMI che te jJAnIo ane abhyAsIo nI deNa che. saMkalana ke rajuAtamAM kSati rahI gaI hoya ke jinavANI virUdhdha lakhAyuM hoya to te bhUla mArI che je badala huM kSamAprArthI chuM. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtmabhUmi sonagaDha nA saMta parama pUjya sadgurUdeva zrI kAnajI svAmI - : gurUdeva-stuti H * aho! upakAra jinavarano, kuMdano, dhvani divyano; jina-kuMda-dhvani ApyA, aho! te gurU kahAnano. nitye sudhAjharaNa caMdra! tane namuM huM, karuNA akAraNa samudra! tane namuM huM, jJAnapoSaka sumegha! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI! tane namuM huM. ha gurU dIvo... gurU devatA... gurUvara guNanI khANa, kahAnagurU vasyA muja aMtaramAM, "huM" pAmuM bhavano pAra. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI -: RRNa-svIkAra : pU. gurUdeva sudhI pahoMcADanAra AdaraNIya tattvaciMtaka zrI. ramaNikabhAI sAvalAno huM atyaMta AbhArI chuM. ..1. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziyAra tha... bhANanA tarapha pU. gurUdevazrI kahe che - -eka gAmathI bIje gAma javuM hoya to sAthe bhAtuM laI jAya che ne! to. pachI bIjA bhavamAM javA mATe zradhdhA-jJAnanuM bhAtuM lIdhuM ke nahIM? -arere! A bhava cAlyo jAya che. amUlya vakhata ema ne ema veDaphAI jAya che. bhAI! AyuSya purUM thatAM tAruM zuM thaze? jarA vicAra to kara . -bhutakALanA bhogavela duHkha ne jIva bhUlI gayo che ane eTale ja bhaviSyano vicAra karato nathI ke bhaviSyamAM huM kayAM ne kevI rIte rahIza? pU. kRpALudeva kahe che huM koNa chuM? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhuM ke e paraharuM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka, zAMta bhAve jo karyA, to sarva Atmika jJAnanA siddhAMtatattva anubhavyA. ..... jJAna prApta thavAmAM vicAra mukhya sAdhana che. ane te vicArane vairAgya ane upazama be mukhya AdhAra che. -ema jANI teno niraMtara lakSa rAkhI, tevI pariNatI thavI ghaTe. bhAvanA zrI ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcArajI graMthamAM bhAvanA adhikAramAM A pramANe varNana che: samasta dharmanuM mULa bhAvanA che. bhAvanAthI ja pariNAmonI ujjavaLatA thAya che. bhAvanAthI ja mithyAdarzanano abhAva thAya che. bhAvanAthI vratomAM pariNAma daDha thAya che. bhAvanAthI vItarAgatAnI vRdhdhi thAya che. bhAvanAthI azubha dhyAnano abhAva thaI zubha dhyAnanI vRdhdhi thAya che. bhAvanAthI AtmAno anubhava thAya che. ityAdi hajAro guNone upajAvavAvALI bhAvanA ja che. evuM jANI bhAvanAne eka kSaNa paNa na choDo. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e graMthamAM vividha bhAvanAonuM vistArapUrvaka varNana che. A pustikAmAM to eka prAthamika bhUmikAnA mumukSa tarIke atyAra sudhI je kaMI vAMcyuM, sAMbhaLyuM ane samajamAM AvyuM enI tAravaNIrUpa thoDAka mananIya biMduo saMkalita karyA che. A biMduo ApaNA rojanA/vAraMvAranA abhyAsa ne bhAvanA-maya karavAmAM aMze paNa nimittabhUta thAya e ja bhAvanA saha... Abha bhAjInA " huM sahaja zuddha jJAna ne AnaMda jeno eka svabhAva che evo chuM; huM nirvikalpa chuM; huM udAsIna chuM; huM niraMjana zuddha AtmAnAM samyaka zraddhAnajJAna-anuSThAnarUpa nizcaya-ratnatrayAtmaka je nirvikalpa samAdhi tenAthI utpanna vItarAga-sahajAnaMda rUpa sukhanI anubhUtimAtra jenuM lakSaNa (svarUpa) che evA svasaMvedana jJAna vaDe svasaMvedya (potAthI verAvAyogya), gamya (jaNAvAyogya)- prApya (prApta thavA yogya), - evo bharitAvastha (-bharelI avasthAvALo, paripUrNa svarUpa) chuM; huM rAgadveSa-moha, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, pAMca indriyono viSayavyApAra, mana-vacana-kAyAno vyApAra, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma, khyAti-pUjA-lAbhanI tema ja dRSTa-bhUta-anubhUta bhogonI AkAMkSArUpa nidAna, mAyA tathA mithyArUpa traNa zalya-ityAdi sarva vibhAge pariNAmarahita-zUnya chuM. traNe lokamAM, traNe kALa zudhdha nizcayanaye huM Avo chuM tathA badhAya jIvo evA che-ema mana-vacanakAyAthI tathA kRtakArita-anumodanAthI niraMtara bhAvanA kartavya che. - tAtparyavRtti (samayasAra) bhAvanA bhavanAzInI , Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mumukSunI bhAvanA apUrva avasara evo zIdhra ja Avaze, zIdhra ja caDazuM dharma nuM prathama sopAna jo, vastu svarUpanI karIne samajaNa kharI, sva-paranuM karaze satya zradhdhAna jo apUrva avasara. 1 pApabhAva saghaLAMya tajI karI, karazuM kaSAya ati upazAMta jo, , IcchA, ane tRSNAnI karIne kSINatA, haiye dharazuM mAtra mokSa abhilASa je ...apUrva avasara... 2 bhavabhramaNa nuM varate atyaMta kheda ne, prANIdayA to vaNAya zvAsezvAsa jo, saMyama, ane niyamanI karaze vADa ne, pAMgaraze ama haiye vairAgyanI vela jo ...apUrva avasara... 3 sudeva, sugurU, sudharma ne zaraNe rahI, AjJA tehanI karazuM zirodhAra jo, pAtrabhUminuM siMcana karavAne vaLI, karazuM sadaiva Atmatattva vicAra jo " .apUrva avasara. 4 A bhave lakSya to zuddha samakitanuM, nahiM to saMga laI jAzuM amITa saMskAra jo, ugra purUSArtha ne, zreSTha nimitta nA yogathI, karaze mukita paMthe niHzaMka prayANa jo ...apUrva avasara... 5 bhAvanA bhavanAzInI . .. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Abha ciMtAna 1) huM AtmasvarUpa chuM (huM deha svarUpa nathI) nizcayathI eTale ke vastusvarUpathI huM to anAdi anaMta Atma svarUpa ja chuM. eka samayanI paryAyamAM apUrNatA hovAne lIdhe anAdikALathI pratyeka bhavamAM deha dhAraNa karavo paDayo che, eTale dehAdhyAsa thI huM mane devasvarUpa mAnuM chuM. paraMtu A deha to jaDa che, ajIva che, pugala paramANuno pIMDa che, dhuLa mATI che ane rasa-raMga-gaMdha-sparza ItyAdi lakSaNavALo che. jyAre huM AtmA to caitanya chuM -jIvadravya chuM, ane jJAna, darzana, virya, sukha e mArA guNa che-lakSaNa che. Ama lakSaNabheda thI ja huM AtmA A dehathI atyaMta bhinna chuM. deha sAthe eka kSetre avagAhana hovA chatAM huM A deha sAthe ke bhutakALamAM koIpaNa deha sAthe bhaLyo ja nathI, ekameka thayo nathI, deharUpa thayo ja nathI. vaLI A deha ne lokavyavahAramAM je nAmasaMjJA prApta thaI che te paNa mAruM svarUpa nathI. A deha ane nAma to kSaNika A bhava pUratAM ja che. jyAre huM to saLaMgapaNe anAdi-anaMta eka AtmasvarUpa ja chuM. 2) huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM huM AtmasvarUpe cetanAmaya chuM. e cetanA be prakAre che. jJAnacetanA ane darzanacetanA. jJAna e mAro eka asAdhAraNa vizeSa guNa che. mAruM svarUpa anaMta-guNAtmaka che paNa e anaMtaguNonI sidhdhi-prasidhdhi-vedana to jJAna guNanI paryAyamAM ja thAya che. huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM e nirNaya paNa jJAnanI paryAyamAM je thAya che. vaLI jagatanI sidhdhi ane prasidhdhi paNa jJAnanI paryAyamAM thAya che. rAganuM hovApaNuM paNa rAgathI judA evA mArA jJAnasvarUpamAM jaNAya che. rAga che te vibhAva che, duHkharUpa che. jyAre jJAna che te mAro anAdianaMta svabhAva che ane e sukharUpa che. jJAna e ja mArA astitvanI abhivyakti che. huM jJAnasvarUpa ja chuM. pratyeka samaye huM jJAnamaya chuM. jJAnathI chalochala bharelo chuM. huM jJAna ja chuM. 3) huM sukhasvarUpa chuM. mArA AtmasvarUpamAM sukha nAmano paNa eka guNa che. jema huM jJAnathI bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chalochala bharelo chuM tema mAruM samagra astitva sukhathI chalochala bhareluM che. mArA svarUpamAM duHkha nAmano koI guNa che ja nahiM ane bIjo koI guNa evo nathI je du:kha no utpAda kare. mArA sukhasvarUpa ne bhUlI jaIne mArI vartamAna avasthAmAM huM duHkhI chuM evI viparIta mAnyatArUpa upAdhI meM ja ubhI karI che. kharekhara huM bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ane AnaMdano piMDa chuM. mArA sukhanuM kAraNa koI paradravya ke paralakSIbhAva nathI. mArA jJAnAnaMda svabhAva para dRSTi karatAM ja paryAyamAM jJAna ane AnaMda pragaTaze. mArA atindriya jJAnanI paryAyamAM atindriya sukhanA vedanarUpa svAnubhUti thaze ja. svabhAvathI to huM sukhamaya ja chuM. huM pote ja sukha zAMti svarUpa ja chuM- samAdhimaya chuM. 4) huM paripUrNa chuM. huM svayaMmAM paripUrNa chuM. mAruM astitva ane mArI pratyeka samaye badalAtI avasthAo - e badhuM ja mArA svarUpamAM vidyamAna guNa ane zakitao ne kAraNe - svayameva, sahaja, svAbhAvikapaNe vartI rahyA che. paradravyo ane parabhAvo emAM aMkicitkara (akAryakArI) che. vartamAna avasthAmAM bhale adhUrAza ho to ho paNa svabhAvathI huM koI vAte adhUro nathI. anaMtaguNa ane zakitaono dhAraka mAro svabhAva anAdi anaMta ekarUpa che. evA svabhAvamAMthI kaMI bahAra gayuM nathI, bahAra jaI zake ema ja nathI ane bahAranuM kaMI paNa svabhAvamAM pravezya nathI. AvI ja agurulaghutva nAmanI zakita mArAmAM sadA vidyamAna che, je mArA svabhAvane akabaMdha rAkhe che. huM pAmara nathI ja. huM to paripUrNa prabhu chuM. ane evI pUrNatA ne lakSya ja meM pUrNatA prApta karavAno puruSArtha Adaryo che. 5) paradravya no mArAmAM praveza nathI. cha dravyamaya A lokamAM huM eka jIvadravya bAkI badhA ja dravyothI atyaMta bhinna chuM. mAruM svarUpa dravya-guNa-paryAyAtmaka che. tevI ja rIte anaMta jIvo, anaMtAnaMta pudagala paramANuo ane bAkI cAra dravyo paNa dravya-guNaparyAyAtmaka che. A dravya-guNa-paryAya e ja pratyeka dravyanI sImA chemaryAdA che. pratyeka dravya svarUpaniSTha che ane potAnA ja niyata pradezamAM rahe bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. koI paNa dravya potAnuM svarUpa choDIne anya dravyamAM praveza pAmI zake nahi. AvI ja alaMdhya ane abhedya vastu-vyavasthA che. mATe koI paNa paradravyano mArAmAM eTale ke mArA AtmasvarUpamAM praveza ja nathI. 6) rAgano svabhAvamAM praveza nathI. mArA AtmasvarUpamAM cAritra nAmano vItarAga guNa che. e guNanuM svAbhAvika kArya to vItarAga bhAve pariNamavuM che. paraMtu vartamAna adhUrI dazAmAM rAgarUpe pariNamana thaI rahyuM che. A zubha -azubha rAga e malinatA che, doSa che, utpAda vyayarUpa che, acetana che, jyAre huM to svabhAvathI nirmaLanirdoSa trikALI dhruva caitanya chuM. ane vitarAga svarUpa ja chuM. koI paNa prakArano bheda, bhaMga, vyavahAra ke vikalpa rUpI rAga mArA svabhAvamAM che ja nahi. rAgano utpAda kare evo koI guNa svabhAvamAM nathI. rAga e to paryAyagata yogyatA che. jo rAga tanmayapaNe svabhAvamAM praveze to vItarAgatA saMbhave nahi. rAga to pANInA daLa para taratA telanA biMdunI jema sadAya mArA jJAna svabhAvathI bhinna che. vItarAga prabhue rAgane judo joyo che, jANyo che ane kahyo che. vItarAgI zAstro ane vItarAgI gurU paNa vItarAgatA nA ja preraka ane poSaka che. mATe rAgano mArA vItarAga svabhAvamAM kyAre paNa praveza ja nathI. 7) du:khano svabhAvamAM praveza nathI. huM AtmasvarUpe anaMtaguNono ekarUpa piMDa chuM temAM sukha nAmano paNa guNa che. mArA AvA sukha svabhAvane bhulI ne huM duHkhI chuM evI kalpanAviparIta mAnyatArUpa upAdhI - meM jAte ja ubhI karI che. paradravyo ane paralakSI bhAvomAM ajJAnavaza meM sukhabudhdhi karI che. paNa tyAM kharekhara mArUM sukha che ja nahiM. eTale paryAyagat yogyatAthI kAlpanika duHkhano anubhava karI rahyo chuM. svabhAvathI to huM akSaya anaMta sukhano trikALa bhaMDAra chuM. mArA svabhAvamAM kyAreya duHkha pravezya ja nathI ane praveza pAmaze ja nahi. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8) karmano mArAmAM praveza nathI. huM cetanasvarUpa chuM jyAre jJAnAvaraNiya Adi dravyakarma to jaDa pudgala paramANu che, anya dravya che. ekakSetre avagAhana hovA chatAM dravyakarma potAnI sImAmAM-potAnA svabhAvamAM rahe che. dravyakarmono udaya nimitta mAtra che. e mArA pariNAmano kartA nathI. mane vikAra karAvI zake evI koI zakita dravyakarmomAM nathI. vikAra je thAya che te paNa svataMtra, sahaja, kramanizvita, potAnI upAdAnanI yogyatAthI thAya che. temAM karmo akiMcitkara che. Ama dravyakarmono mArA svarUpamAM praveza nathI. 9) mAruM astitva anAdi anaMta che. samasta cha dravyamaya vizva anAdi anaMta che. pratyeka dravyanuM dravya-guNapayAryAtmaka svarUpa paNa anAdianaMta che. koI navuM dravya utpanna thatuM nathI ke koI dravyano nAza thato nathI. AvI vizva-sattAmAM huM eka jIvadravya svarUpa sattAthI (nijasattAthI) anAdi anaMta chuM. mArI eka samayanI paryAyamAM utpAda-vyaya ho to ho, paNa huM dravya tarIke anAdi-anaMta, guNa svabhAve anAdi anaMta ane paryAya-svabhAve paNa anAdi anaMta chuM. zarIra no viyoga ke nAza ho to ho, paNa huM jIva to svabhAvathI ja ajara, amara, avinAzI chuM. mArA svarUpamAM rahela astitva, jIvatva, citti Adi zakitaone kAraNe mAro kayAre paNa lopa thAya evuM vastusvarUpa ja nathI. huM mAruM anAdi anaMta astitva TakAvIne ja rahelo chuM. AvA astitvanuM grahaNa ja samyakadarzana che. 10) huM zudhdha svarUpa ja chuM. huM eka jIvadravya, bAkI sarva jIvothI, samagra pudgala paramANuothI ane dharmAdi dravyothI atyaMta bhinna chuM. anAdikALathI thaI rahelA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM anaMta deha dhAraNa karyA ane anaMta prakAranA anya saMyoga prApta thayA chatAM huM kyAre paNa koI paNa zarIra ke saMyoga sAthe bhaLyo nathI, ekameka thayo nathI. tevI ja rIte mArI avasthAmAM anaMta prakAranA bhAvo thayA chatAM svabhAvathI huM e bhAvothI nirlepa ja rahayo chuM. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM eka samayanI paryAyathI, nimittathI, guNa-guNInA bheda vigerethI paNa sadAya bhinna ja chuM. eka bAju huM zudhdha AtmA chuM ane bIjI bAju dravyakarma, nokarma, ane bhAvakarma rUpe saMyogo ane saMyogIbhAvo che. e badhA saMyogo ane saMyogIbhAvo mAre hisAbe jaDano vistAra che, jyAre huM pote nakkara caitanyapiMDa chuM. ane saghaLA dravyakarma, nokarma, bhAvakarmathI saMpUrNapaNe bhinna chuM. Ama, svabhAva draSTithI huM atyaMta nirlepa, bhinna, zudhdha ja chuM. mArI vartamAna vartatI avasthAmAM AvA zudhdha svabhAvanI sAdhanA, upAsanA karavAno puruSArtha meM Adaryo che. zudhdha svabhAvanA Azraye vartamAna avasthA eka deza zudhdha thaI zudhdha svabhAva sAthe eka samaya mATe abheda pariNamI jaze. ane mane mArA zudhdhapaNAno zidhra ja anubhava thaze. 11) huM svarUpa pratyakSa chuM. paranI apekSA rAkhyA vinA huM (AtmA) pote mArA potAnA jJAnamAM potAthI ja, spaSTa, pratyakSa jaNAuM evI jJAna jyoti huM- pote ja chuM. huM jANanAro jANanArapaNe ja rahuM chuM. zeyapaNe thato nathI. huM-AtmA-eka anaMtaguNAtmaka trikALa abheda dhruva vastu chuM. ane mArA AvA dhruvasvarUpane jANe dekhe evuM trikALajJAna ane trikALadarzana mArA svarUpamAM ja rahelA che. AvA dhRvarUpa kAraNasvabhAvajJAna ane kAraNasvabhAvadarzanamAM mArA samagra dhruva svarUpanuM jANavuM-dekhavuM niSkriyapaNe, niraMtara ane dhruva pravAharUpe vartI ja rahyuM che. AvuM svarUpa-pratyakSapaNuM mArA ataraMgamAM sadAya vartI ja rahayuM che. 12) huM pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya chuM. aMtaraMgamAM svabhAvavAna anaMtaguNAtmaka zaktimAna saMpUrNa dhruvasvarUpanuM je jANavuM-dekhavuM dhruvapravAharUpe vartI rahayuM che, tyAMthI ja e jANavuM dekhavuM aMzarUpe vartamAna kriyAzIla sAmAnya upayogamAM Ave che. ane te upayogamAM AbALa-gopALa saune anubhUti-svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA svayaM pote ja anubhavamAM eTale ke jANavAmAM AvI ja rahayo che. AmA kharekhara to pratyeka samaye huM mane potAne pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya ja chu. je sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara, zudhdha bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAriNAmikabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtmA dravya te ja huM chuM. mAro svajJAyaka mArA svaprakAzaka jJAna-svabhAvamAM jaNAI ja rahayo che. jJAna ja ene kahevAya je jJAyakane jANatuM pariName. paraMtu mArA anAdi ajJAnavaza parane jANavAnA mohane kAraNe jANanAro jaNAI rahyo hovA chatAM ema huM mAnato nathI. basa, A mohano abhAva thavAno puruSArtha zarU thaI gayo che. ane zIdhra ja A mohano nAza karI huM svarUpanA pratyakSa anubhavane pAmIza. 13) jagatamAM badhuM ja vyavasthita che. vyavasthita eTale1) vastunI te te samayanI je je nizvaye potAnI, potAmAM, potAthI thayelI sthiti/avasthA te ja tenI vyavasthA che. 2) A vyavasthA vastu svarUpanA sanAtana sidhdhAMto ne AdhAre vyavasthita che:1- dravyanI svataMtratA:- pratyeka dravya potAnuM anAdi-anaMta svataMtra astitva TakAvIne pariNamI rahyuM che. AmAM dravya, guNa ane paryAya traNenI svataMtratA samAya che. ekaeka dravya svayaMmAM paripUrNa ane parathI nirapekSa che. 2- kramabadhdha paryAya - pratyeka dravya nA pratyeka guNanuM pariNAmana svataMtra kramanizvita cheje dravyanuM je kSetre, je phALe, je bhAve, je nimittathI, sarvajJa bhagavAne joyuM che tema, je pariNAmana thavAnuM che te dravyanuM te kSetre, te kALe, te bhAve, te nimittathI, te ja pramANe pariNamana thAya che. kevaLa jJAnamAM badhA ja dravyonI traNakALanI paryAyo jaNAya che ane anaMta kevaLI bhagavaMto jagatane jema che tema yugapata, ekasAmaTuM, eka sarakhuM jANe che. Ama dravyonI badhI ja paryAya krama nizcita che. 3) upAdAnanI yogyatA ane nimittanI svataMtratA :- badhA ja dravyonuM samaye samaye pariNamana thAya che. A pariNamana te te samayanA kSaNika upAdAna anusAra eTale ke tat samayanI yogyatA anusAra thAya che. A yogyatAmAM svabhAva, puruSArtha, kALalabdhi ane bhavitavyatA ema bhAvanA bhavanAzInI * 10.. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAra samavAya AvI jAya che. ane pAMcamAM samavAya-nimitta-nI hAjarI hoya che. paNa bIjA dravyanA pariNamanamAM A nimitta dravya kAryakArI nathI. uparyukta vyavasthita vyavasthAnA sidhdhAMto ne AdhAre-A jagatamAM pratyeka vartamAna vartatI paLe je je dravya jyAM jyAM che, je je avasthAmAM che te badhuM ja vyavasthita che. -bhutakALamAM jagatamAM je je samaye je kaMI banI gayuM eTale ke je je dravya jyAM jyAM hatuM, je je avasthAmAM hatuM te te badhuM ja vyavasthita hatuM. -bhaviSyakALamAM je kaMI thatuM raheze- eTale ke je je samaye je je dravya jyAM jyAM haze, je je avasthAmAM haze, te badhuM ja vyavasthita haze. -Ama kema? evA praznane sthAna nathI. 14) jagatamAM badhA dravyo potAnuM svataMtra astitva TakAvIne pariNAmI rahyA che. A jagatamAM rahelA anaMta jIvomAM eka eka jIva, anaMtAanaMtA pudgala paramANamAM eka eka paramANu ane bAkInA cAre dravyo-sau dravyaguNa- paryAyAtmaka svarUpe che. badhA ja dravyo anaMtaguNa, zakitaonA akhaMDa-abheda-ekarUpa pIMDa tarIke anAdikALathI potAnuM astitva svataMtrapaNe TakAvI rahyA che. ane badhA ja dravyonuM samaye samaye svataMtra pariNamana thaI rahyuM che. eka eka dravya svayaMmAM paripUrNa ane parathI nirapekSa che. 15) badhA ja dravyonuM pariNamana kramabadhdha (nizcita) ja che. je dravyanuM, je kSetre, je kALe, je bhAve, je nimittathI, sarvajJa bhagavAne joyuM che tema je pariNAmana thavAnuM che, te dravyanuM te kSetre, te kALe, te bhAve, te nimitte, te ja pramANe pariNamana thAya che. temAM devendra, narendra ke jinendra kAMI paNa pheraphAra karI zakatA nathI. kevaLajJAnamAM badhA ja dravyonI traNakALanI paryAyo jaNAya che. ane anaMta kevaLI bhagavaMto jagatane bhAvanA bhavanAzInI 11., Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ekasarakhuM ja jANe che. Ama badhA ja dravyonI badhI ja paryAyo kramabadhdha (nizcita kramamAM) ja thAya che. 16) badhA ja dravyo potAnA upAdAnanI yogyatAthI pariNamI rahyA che tyAre nimittanI hAjarI hoya che paNa nimitta kaMI karatuM nathI. badhA ja dravyo samaye samaye potAnA kSaNika upAdAna anusAra eTale ke tat - samayanI yogyatA pramANe pariNamI rahyA che. dareka kArya (pariNamana) thavA mATe pAMca samavAyanI hAjarI jarUrI che. emAM svabhAva, purUSArtha, kALalabdhi ane bhavitavyatA e cAre dravyanI potAnI ja yogyatA rUpe che. jyAre nimitta e bIjuM dravya che. eka dravya bIjA dravyanuM kaMI kare nahIM, e nyAyathI pariNamatA dravyamAM nimitta-dravya aMkicitthara che (eTale ke kaMI karatuM nathI). 17) have mane jagatanA jIvo pratye koI pharIyAda nathI. atyAra sudhI meM je kaMI pratikuLatAo ane duHkhada avasthAo mAnI. lIdhI tene mATe huM bIjA dravyo para doSAropaNa karato Avyo chuM. have mane samajAya che ke je kaMI paristhitIo AvI te badhI ja mArI potAnI yogyatA anusAra ja hatI. bIjA jIvo ke parapadArtha emAM jarApaNa kAraNabhUta na hatA. vaLI te te samaye te te pramANe ja ghaTanAo ghaTavAnI hatI, ane te ghaTanAomAM mArI sattA hatI ja nahi. je kaMI banyuM te vyavasthita ja hatuM. mATe have mane jagatanA jIvo pratye koI phariyAda nathI. 18) svabhAvathI badhA ja jIvo bhagavAna svarUpa ja che. svabhAva draSTithI (dravya draSTithI) badhA ja jIvo zudhdha, nirmaLa pavitra ja che. bhavithI mAMDIne abhavi sudhI, nigodathI mAMDI sidhdha sudhI ane ekendriya thI mAMDI paMcendriya sudhI, badhA jIvo svabhAvathI paramAtmA ja che. huM-eka jIvadravya svabhAvathI paripurNa paramAtmA chuM ane saghaLA jIvo paNa paripurNa paramAtmA ja che. sarva jIva che sidhdha sama. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI .12.. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19) vartamAna paryAyamAM doSane huM joto nathI kAraNa ke te eka samayanI bhUla che. pUrNa avasthA nahIM pAmelA dareka saMsArI jIvanI vartamAna avasthAmAM kaMIka doSa che, bhUla che. A bhula kSaNika, eka samaya mAtranI ja che. jyAre svabhAvathI to pratyeka jIva trikALa zudhdha jJAyaka paramAtmA che. koIpaNa jIva potAnA puruSArthathI ane sadgurUnA yogathI potAnA zudhdha svabhAvanA Azraye vartamAna bhUla TALI zake che. paryAyadraSTi saMsAranuM kAraNa che ane dravyadraSTi mukitanuM kAraNa che. mATe paryAyamAM rahela doSa para mArI draSTi ja na jAya evo puruSArtha karI rahyo chuM. ane kharekhara AtmasvarUpe mArI sattAno vistAra eTalo ja che ke huM paryAya draSTi choDI, dravya draSTi karUM. 20) meM jo koIne paNa paryAya draSTithI joyA hoya to huM badhA jIvonI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA cAhuM chuM. jIvonI vartamAna paryAyamAM doSa che ane e doSo para draSTi karI meM jIvo pratye ajJAnatAthI rAga-dveSa karyA che, kaleza karyo che, verabhAva karyA che. paraMtu e mArI bhUla che. e bhUlano huM pramANikapaNe svIkAra karuM chuM. svabhAvathI badhA jIvo paramAtmAsvarUpa che. huM sarva jIvone aMtaH karaNapUrvaka khamAvuM chuM. sau jIvo mane kSamA karo. huM paNa sarva jIvone atyaMta nirmaLabhAva ane hradayapUrvaka kSamA karuM chuM. mane A kSamAbhAva yarthAthapaNe niraMtara vartI raho e ja bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. svasaMbodhana he jIva! ATaluM kara AtmAne sAdhavA duniyA ne bhUla. sidhdhapada ne sAdhavA saMsAra nI upekSA kara. du:khanI vedanAthI chuTavA caitanyanuM vedana kara. maraNathI chuTavA tArA jIvattva ne jANa. tArUM svasaMvedana e ja tArUM zaraNa che. e ja sAcuM jIvana che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..93.. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A bhAvanA mAre haiye pU, hojo sarva jIvo sAdharmI che. koI virodhI nathI. sarva jIvo pUrNAnaMdane prApta thAva! koI jIvo apUrNa na raho, koI jIvo alpajJa na raho, koI jIvo virodhI na raho, koI jIvo viparIta daSTivaMta na raho. badhA jIvo satyanA mArge AvI jAva ne sukhI thAva ! koI jIvamAM viSamatA na raho. badhA jIvo pUrNAnaMdarUpa prabhu thaI jAva. samayasAra gAthA 38nA zlokamAM amRtacaMdrAcArya kahe che ke sarva jIvo AtmAmAM magna thAva ! AhAhA ! juo jJAnInI bhAvanA! pote pUrNAnaMda svarUpa AtmAmAM magna thAya che eTale sarva jIvo paNa pUrNAnaMda svarUpamAM magna thaI sukhAnubhava karI ema kahe che. (pU. gurUdevazrI-daSTi nA nidhAna bola naM. 344) aho ! badhA jIvo vItarAgamUrti che. jevA cho tevA thAva. bIjAne mAravA e to kyAMya rahI gayuM, bIjAno tiraskAra karavo e paNa kyAMya rahI gayuM, paNa badhA jIvo sukhI thAva; amArI niMdA karIne paNa sukhI thAva, ame jevA chIe tevA jANIne paNa sukhI thAva, game tema paNa sukhI thAva! ...prabhuno prema to lAva bhAI ! tAre prabhu thavuM che ne ! (pU. gurUdevazrI-daSTi nA nidhAna bola naM. 2) bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..14. *.14. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA : maitra Adi cAra bhAinA - maitrI bhAvanA :maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM muja haiyA mAM vahyA kare, zubha thAo A sakaLa vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya rahe... -: pramoda bhAvanA :guNa thI bharelA guNIjana dekhI haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare, e saMto nA caraNa-kamaLamAM muja jIvana nuM artha rahe. -: kArUNya bhAvanA :dIna, krura ne dharmavihoNA, dekhI dilamAM darda rahe, karUNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI azruno zubha srota vahe.... -: mAdhyastha bhAvanA :mArga bhUlelA jIvanapathikane mArga cIMdhavA ubho rahuM, kare upekSA e mAraga nI. toya samatA citta dharuM... -: sarva maMgala :vIraprabhunI dharma bhAvanA , haiye sau mAnava lAve, verajhera nA pApa tajIne maMgala gIto e gAve... bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *15.. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bA2 bhAInA 1) anitya bhAvanA A jagatano pratyeka jIva-ajIva padArtha pariNamanazIla che, parivartanazIla che. mane je kaMI jaNAI rahyuM che te pariNAma che, paryAya che, avasthA che. A avasthA anitya ane kSaNabhaMgura che. A zarIranI janma maraNarUpa avasthA, yuvAnI -vRdhdhAvasthA, rogI -nirogI avasthA e sarva anitya, kSaNabhaMgura ane parivartanazIla che. tevI ja rIte kuTuMba-parivAra, sAdhano, sAmagrIo, saMyogo badhuM ja anitya che, kSaNabhaMgura che, parivartanazIla che. A zarIra no viyoga paNa eka anivArya tathya che. zarIra ke koI paNa saMyoga mAre mATe ISTa paNa nathI ane aniSTa paNa nathI. ane ene jALavI rAkhavAno mAro vikalpa vyartha che. A pariNAmanazIla jagata vacce huM pote eka dhruva, zAzvata, apariNAmI zudhdha jIva dravya chuM. 2) azaraNa bhAvanA jagatanA badhA ja padArtho svayameva sahajapaNe svataMtra pariNamI rahyA che. svayaM vighaTana pAmatAM saMjogo ane padArtho nI surakSA saMbhava nathI. te ja pramANe A zarIrano viyoga, eTale ke maraNa, anivArya che. A jIvane maraNa samaye parivArajana, vaida, DaoNkTara, davA, taMtra, maMtra, devI-devatA ke anya koI saMyoga zaraNarUpa nathI, bacAvI zakatA nathI. AvA vastusvarUpa no huM svIkAra karuM chuM. mATe jagatanA koI paNa jIva-ajIva padArtha pratye mane ekattva, mamatva ke apekSAbhAva nathI. mAre mATe to akSaya-anaMtanirAkuLa sukhano mArga dekhADanAra paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMto ja zaraNarUpa che. ane paramArthe to mAro potAno zudhdha AtmasvabhAva, eTale ke samyakadarzanajJAna-cAritrarUpa dharma ja mArA mATe zaraNabhUta che. 3) saMsAra bhAvanA huM - eka jIvadravya-anAdikALathI cAragati ane coryAzI lAkha yonIomAM vividha deha dhAraNa karI paribhramaNa karI rahyo chuM. A paribhramaNa ane dareka bhavamAM prApta thatA saMjogo e saMsAra che. A saMsAra asAra che, bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *.16. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane mArI ajJAna avasthAmAM ekAMta duHkharUpa ja che. kharekhara to mArI vartamAna avasthAmAM uttpanna thaI rahelA moha, rAga, dveSa,murdhyA, paradravyo pratye mamattva, sukhabudhdhi vigere vibhAvo ja saMsAra che. mane A mahAmulo mAnavabhava maLyo che. mane samajAya che ke A saMsAramAM sukhanI kalpanA karavI vyartha che. huM to svabhAvathI sadAya saMsAranA baMdhanothI mukta evo pratyeka samaye mokSa-svarUpa ja chuM. 4) ekattva bhAvanA anAdikALathI thaI rahelA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM anaMtA jIvo sAthe mane saMbaMdho prApta thayA ane anya vividha prakAranA saMjoga maLyA chatAM paNa e saMbaMdho ane saMjogonI vacce huM haMmezAM ekalo ja rahyo chuM. janma maraNa samaye paNa ekalo ane te daramyAna paNa ekalo ja. mArI ajJAnadazAthI mAnI lIdhelA anukuLa-pratikuLa saMjogo vacce, rogI-nirogI, sukhIdu:khI vigere avasthAo mAM paNa huM ekalo ja rahyo chuM ane e avasthAo no bhogavaTo paNa meM ekalA e ja karelo che. jagatanA samagra dravyo saMpUrNa svataMtrapaNe, potapotAnI yogyatA anusAra, pariNamI rahyA hovAthI ekabIjA nA sAtha, sahakAra, sahayoganI vastu-svarUpamAM vyavasthA ja nathI. eTale mane koIpaNa paradravya pAsethI koI apekSA ja nathI. huM ekalo ja chuM e sanAtana satya che. ekalApaNuM e maMgaLa che, uttama che. sidhdha bhagavaMto ekalA ja potAnuM akSaya, anaMta, avyAbAdha sukha bhogavI rahyA che. pratyeka samaye huM pote paNa svabhAvathI ekattva svarUpa ja chuM. 5) anyattva bhAvanA anAdikALa nA saMsAra paribhramaNamAM, ajJAnavaza, huM deha ane AtmAne eka ja mAnato Avyo chuM. paNa kharekhara to banne bhinna che. ekakSetre avagAhana hovA chatAM jIva ane deha harahaMmeza bhinna ja rahyA che. mArUM (eTale ke AtmAnuM) deha sAthe hovuM e to eka TuMka samayanA meLA barAbara che. ane A meLo to vikharAI jAya che. paNa huM jJAnasvarUpa bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..17.. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanasvarUpa AtmA kyAre paNa jaDa deharUpa thayo ja nathI. vaLI, huM, jIvadravya tejasa ane kArmaNa zarIra thI bhinna chuM. huM karmonA udayathI ane enA phaLarUpa moha -rAga-dveSa Adi vibhAvothI bhinna chuM. kuTuMba parivAra, dhana-daulata ityAdi saMjogothI paNa atyaMta bhinna chuM. deva-zAstra-gurU nI bhaktithI ane bhedavijJAna saMbaMdhI zubha vikalpothI paNa bhinna chu. pratyeka parapadArtha ane parabhAva svataMtra che. ane huM paNa eka svataMtra padArtha chuM. pratyeka samaye huM jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA sarvathI sarvathA bhinna ja chuM. 6) azuci bhAvanA A zarIra atyaMta malina che, maLa-mutra, lohI-mAMsa, carabI-parU nuM ghara che. enA vividha dvAre thI haMmezAM mela-kacaro ja bahAra Ave che. A zarIra ne niraMtara Adhi-vyAdhi lAgelI che. A zarIranA saMsarga mAM AvanAra bhojana, vastra vigere paNa malina thaI jAya che. A ja pramANe sagAsaMbaMdhIonA ane anya strI-purUSo vigere nA zarIro paNa malina, apavitra ane azucimaya che. A zarIra ke anya koI zarIra sneha karavA, icchavA ke ramavA yogya nathI. AvA mahAmalina durgadhamaya zarIramAM rahevA chatAM huM bhagavAna AtmA to sadAkALa nirmaLa ane pavitra ja rahyo chuM. 7) Azrava bhAvanA A zarIra ane anya saMyogI padArtho ne lakSya ane temAM mArI ekatva, mamatva, sukhabudhdhi vigere kAraNe, ajJAnavaza, je moha-rAga-dveSa rUpa vRttio mArI vartamAna avasthAmAM utpanna thAya che te bhAvaAzrava che. ane e nimitte kAmaNa vargaNAnuM karmarUpa pariNamIta thavuM te dravya Azrava che. bhAva-Azrava du:kharUpa che, duHkhanuM kAraNa che, malina che, jaDa che, anitya che ane saMsAranA kAraNabhUta che. mithyAtva, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi kaSAyorUpa A bhAva-Azrava mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, e AtmasvabhAvathI bhinna che, heya che. azubha evA pApabhAva to AdaravA yogya nathI ja, paNa zubha evA puNyabhAva paNa AdaraNiya nathI. zubhabhAva hoya kharA, paNa e bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *.18.. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma nathI, e baMdhabhAva che ane mokSamArga mAM bAdhaka che. AvA vikArI bhAvothI atyaMta bhinna evo huM zudhdha AtmA, caitanya paramAtmA, eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. 8) saMvara bhAvanA moha-rAga-dveSa rUpa Azrava bhAvo ne rokanAra je zudhdhabhAva te bhAva saMvara che. ane te samaye navA karmo no Azrava aTakavo te dravya saMvara che. vyavahArathI traNa gupti, pAMca samIti, daza-dharma, bAra bhAvanA, bAvIsa parisahajaya, pAMca prakAranA cAritra vigere thI saMvara thAya che. jAgRtipUrvaka ane sAvadhAnIpUrvaka saMvaranA kAraNabhUta vrataniyamo ne aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. saMvara sukhamaya che ane sukhanuM kAraNa che. bhedavijJAnapUrvaka AtmasanmukhatA ke upayoganI AtmAmAM lInatApUrvaka ja sAkSAta saMvara thAya che. dharmanI zarUAta saMvara thI ja thAya che. ane mithyAtvarUpa mahApApa no vinAzaka saMvara ja che. saMvarabhAvanA jJAnanI gaMgA che, AnaMdanI jananI che. paramArtha saMvararUpa samyagadarzana-jJAna-cAritra no ja huM udhamI rahyuM ane bhedavijJAnarUpa nirmaLa jyoti ne sadAya pradipta karato huM anaMtaguNonA akhaMDapiMDa evA nija caitanya svabhAvamAM rasalIna rahuM e ja bhAvanA bhAvuM 9) nirjarA bhAvanA zudhdha AtmAnI sAdhanA ja, nirjarA che. nija AtmA tarapha nitya vRdhdhigata bhAvanA ja nirjarA che. nirjarA tapa, tyAga, sukha-zAMti no vistAra karavA vALI che. dhruvadhAma nija AtmAnI ArAdhanAthI utpanna thanAra ekamAtra avipAka nirjarA ja kAmanI che. saMvara nA kAraNo-gupti, samIti -ityAdi uparAMta bAra prakAranA tapa paNa nirjarA nA vizeSa kAraNarUpa che. ahaMkAra ane nidAna rahita jJAnInA bAra prakAranA tapa ane vairAgya bhAvanAthI nirjarA thAya che. zudhdhi nI utpati te saMvara che. te dharma che. zudhdhi nI vRdhdhi nirjarA che ane zudhdhinI purNatA te mokSa che. indriyo bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *.19.. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane kaSAyo ne jItavA, sAmyabhAva dhAraNa karavuM, AtmasmaraNa karavuM vi. parama nirjarA nuM kAraNa che. nirjarA nA hetubhUta bhedavijJAnapUrvaka huM nirmaLa, nirdoSa evA nija zudhdha AtmatatvanI satata ArAdhanA karato rahuM evI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. 10) loka-bhAvanA cha dravyanA samudAyarUpa A loka ne na koIe banAvyo che, na koIe ene dhAraNa karyo che ke na koI eno vinAza karI zake. A lokamAM huM AtmA-anAdikALathI AtmajJAna ane sAmyabhAva vagara cAra gati ane coryAzI lAkha yonIomAM saMsAra paribhramaNa karI rahyo chuM. A du:kharUpa paribhramaNa mArI potAnI ja karaNI nuM phaLa che. kharekhara to huM bhagavAna AtmA A cha dravyamaya lokathI atyaMta bhinna chuM. lokanA zikhare vidhamAna sidhdhazilA para birAjavuM e ja mArU dhyeya che ane kartavya che. saMpUrNapaNe nirmaLa evA kevaLajJAnamAM A zudhdha AtmA ane anya sarva padArtho jovAmAM Ave che, jJAta thAya che. eTale AtmA nizcayaloka che. huM samagra lokathI bhinna chuM ane virakta chuM. loka mArA mATe akIMcitkara che. A jagata ne mAtra jANIne, tyAMthI draSTi haTAvI laI, nija Atma svarUpa mAM ja jAmI jAuM, sthira thaI jAuM ane anaMta avyAbAdha sukhane prApta karUM evI bhAvanA bhAvuM 11) bodhidurlabha bhAvanA A cha dravyamaya lokamAM zarIra, parivAra, sAmagrI Adi saMyogo prApta thavA durlabha nathI. ane A badhA saMyogo ne lakSya thaI rahelA zubha-azubha, puNya-pApa rUpa bhAva paNa durlabha nathI. A badhuM to anAdikALathI anaMtavAra mane maLI cukyuM che. kharekhara durlabha to mArA potAnA AtmasvarUpanuM jJAna, zradhdhAna, ane ramaNatA che. samyagadarzana-jJAna-cAritra e saMsAranI mahAdurlabha vastu che. nigoda thI nIkaLI trasa-paryAya prApta karavI durlabha che ane tyAMthI saMjJI paMcendriya manuSyapaNuM prApta karavuM uttarottara durlabha che. evA bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *.20.. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manuSyapaNAmAM uttama deza, uttama kuLa, svastha indriyo, purNa AyuSya, anukuLa saMyoga prApta thavA durlabha che. A bhavamAM mane A saghaLuM ja prApta thayuM che. sAcA deva-zAstra-gurUnuM zaraNa ane satya dharma mArga no bodha prApta thavo to ati durlabha che. paraMtu mane mahApuNya nA yoge ane mArI koI vizeSa yogyatA thakI e paNa prApta thayA che. samyakrabodhi durlabha che paNa e sadAya mArA AtmasvarUpamAM ja upalabdha che, e mArI potAnI vastu che, svAdhina che. mATe e sulabha paNa che. purUSArtha ne jAgRta karavAvALI A paramabhAvanA che. have huM eka samaya paNa vyartha gumAvyA vagara mahAdurlabha evA mokSamArga nI upalabdhimAM udyamI rahuM e ja bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. 12) dharma bhAvanA jJAnAnaMda svabhAvI nija bhagavAna zudhdha AtmAnI ArAdhanA ja vAstavika dharma che, nizcaya dharma che. enA vagara karavAmAM AveluM sarva kriyAkAMDa niSphaLa che. paramAM Atmabudhdhi choDIne potAnA jJAtA-draSTA svabhAvanuM zradhdhAna - anubhava tathA jJAyaka-svabhAvamAM pravartanarUpa AcaraNa ja dharma che. ratnatraya ja dharma che, vItarAgI pariNati dharma che. samatAbhAva, mAdhyasthabhAva, zudhdhabhAva, svabhAvanI ArAdhanA e badhuM dharmasvarUpa che. svabhAva thI huM svayaM paramAtmA chuM, e paramAtmApaNuM pAmavAne huM lAyaka chuM ane samartha paNa chuM. evA nija svabhAva nA jJAna, zradhdhAna ane dhyAna nI sAdhanA, ArAdhanA, upAsanA huM avirata, atula purUSArtha thI karato rahuM evI pAvana bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. basa, AvI pratIti... huM paramAtmA chuM. huM paramAtmA chuM ja. huM paramAtmA ja chuM. huM ja paramAtmA chuM. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI, Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ soLa kAraNa bhAvanA (zrI. ratnakadaMDa zrAvakAcAra (gujarAtI) pAnAnaM. 230-231 pramANe saMkSipta vivaraNa) 1. darzana vizudhdhi bhAvanA he bhavya jIvo! A durlabha manuSya janmamAM paccIsa doSa rahita darzana vizudhdhi nAmanI bhAvanA bhAvo. samyagdarzanano nAza karavAvALA doSono tyAga karavAmAM ja samyagdarzananI ujjavaLatA che. traNa mUDhatA, ATha mada, cha anAyatana, zaMkAdi ATha doSa-e sAcA zradhdhAnane malina karavAvALA paccIsa doSa che, temano dUrathI ja tyAga karo. 2. vinaya saMpannatA bhAvanA pAMca prakArano vinaya, jevo bhagavAnanA paramAgamamAM kahyo che te rIte karavo joIe. darzana vinaya, jJAna vinaya, cAritra vinaya, tapa vinaya, upacAra vinaya - e pAMca prakAranA vinayane bhagavAna jinendrae jinazAsananuM mULa kahyuM che. jyAM pAMca prakArano vinaya nathI tyAM jinendranA dharmanI pravRtti ja nathI. eTalA mATe jinazAsananA mULa vinayarUpa ja rahevuM yogya che. 3. zIlavrartaSvanatIcAra bhAvanA aticAra rahita zIlane pALavuM joIe. zIlane malina karavuM na joIe. ujjavaLa zIla ja mokSanA mArgamAM mahAna sahAyaka che. jene ujjavaLa zIla che tene mokSanA mArgamAM indriyo, viSaya, kaSAya, parigraha Adi vighna karI zakatAM nathI. 4. abhiA jJAnopayoga bhAvanA A durlabha manuSya janmamAM pratikSaNa jJAnopayoga rUpa ja rahevuM joIe. samyajJAna vinA eka kSaNa paNa vyatIta na karo. je anya saMkalpavikalpa saMsAramAM DUbADavAvALA che temano dUrathI ja parityAga karo. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..22.. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. saMvega bhAvanA dharmAnurAgapUrvaka saMsAra, zarIra, bhogothI vairAgyarUpa saMvega bhAvanAnuM haMmezAM manamAM ciMtavana thavuM joIe. tenAthI badhA viSayomAM anurAgano abhAva thAya che, tathA dharmamAM tathA dharmanA phaLamAM anurAgarUpa dRDha pravartana thAya che. 6. zakti pramANa tyAga bhAvanA aMtaraMgamAM AtmAnA ghAtaka lobhAdi cAra kaSAyono abhAva karI potAnI zakti anusAra supAtronA ratnatrayAdi guNomAM anurAga karI cAra prakAranAM dAnamAM pravRtti karavI joIe. 7. zakti pramANa tapa bhAvanA aMtaraMga-bahiraMga baMne prakAranA parigrahamAM Asakti choDI samasta viSayonI IcchAno abhAva karI atyaMta kaThina tapane potAnI zakti anusAra karavuM joIe. 8. sAdhu samAdhi bhAvanA cittamAM rAgAdi doSonuM nirAkaraNa karI parama vItarAgatArUpa sAdhu samAna samAdhi dhAraNa karavI joIe. 9. vaiyAvRta bhAvanA saMsAranA du:kha-ApadAonuM nirAkaraNa karavAvALI dasa prakAranI vaiyAvRtya karavI joIe. 10, arihaMta bhakti bhAvanA arihaMtanA guNomAM anurAgarUpa bhaktine dhAraNa karI, arihaMtanA nAmAdinuM dhyAna karI arihaMta bhakti karavI joIe. 11. AcArya bhakti bhAvanA pAMca prakAranA AcAranuM jeo svayaM AcaraNa kare che, anya ziSya munione karAve che, dIkSA zikSA devAmAM nipuNa, dharmanA staMbha evA AcArya parameSThInA guNomAM anurAga karavo te AcArya bhakti che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..23.. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12. bahuzruta bhakti bhAvanA niraMtara jJAnamAM pravartana karavAvALA, svayaM karAvavAvALA, samyajJAnanuM paThana kare che, anya ziSyone bhaNAve che, cAreya anuyogonA jJAnanA pAragAmI (niSNAta) aMga-pUrva-zrutanA dhArI upAdhyAya parameSThInI bhakti karavI te bahuzruta bhakti che. 13. pravacana bhakti bhAvanA jinazAsanane puSTa karavAvALA, saMzaya Adi aMdhakArane dUra karavAmAM sUrya samAna je bhagavAnanuM anekAntarUpa Agama che tenA paThana, zravaNa, pravartana, ciMtavanamAM bhaktipUrvaka pravartavuM te pravacana bhakti bhAvanA che. 14. Avazyaka parihANi bhAvanA avazya karavA yogya je SaTa Avazyaka te azubha karmonA Asravane rokIne mahAna nirjarA karavAvALA che, azaraNane zaraNa che. evA Avazyakone ekAgra cittathI dhAraNa karI niraMtara temanI bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe. 15. sanmArga prabhAvanA bhAvanA jinamArganI prabhAvanAmAM nityapravartana karavuM joIe. jinamArganI prabhAvanA dhanyapurUSa dvArA thAya che. aneka lokonI vItarAga dharmamAM pravRtti tathA kumArgano abhAva prabhAvanA dvArA ja thAya che. 16. pravacana vatsalattva bhAvanA dharmamAM, dharmAtmA purUSomAM, dharmanA AyatanamAM, paramAgamanA anekAMtarUpa vacanomAM parama prIti karavI te vAtsalya bhAvanA che. A vAtsalya bhAvanA badhI bhAvanAomAM mukhya che, vAtsalya aMga badhA aMgomAM mukhya che, mahA moha tathA mAnano nAza karavAvALuM che. Wan Wan Shi bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..24.. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ appA ne baLa pahelAM nakkI karo ke A jagatamAM sarvajJatAne pAmelA koI AtmA che ke nahiM? jo sarvajJa che, to emane te sarvajJatArUpI kArya kaI khANamAMthI AvyuM? caitanyazaktinI khANamAM sarvajJatArUpI kAryanuM kAraNa thavAnI tAkAta paDI che. AvI caitanyazaktinI sanmukha thaIne sarvajJatAno svIkAra karatAM temAM apUrva purUSArtha Ave che. sarvajJatAno svIkAra karatAM apUrva purUSArtha UDI jAya che e mAnyatA to ghaNI moTI bhUla che. kevaLajJAna ne tenA kAraNanI pratIti karatAM jene svasanmukhatAno apUrva purUSArtha UpaDe che te jIva niHzaMka thaI jAya che ke mArA AtmAnA AdhAre sarvajJanI pratIti karIne mokSamArgano purUSArtha meM zarU karyo che, ne sarvajJanA jJAnamAM paNa e ja rIte AvyuM che ; - huM alpa kALamAM mokSa pAmavAno chuM ne bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM paNa ema ja AvyuM che. (pU. gurUdevazrInA vacanAmRta bola naM. 210) badhA sAthe rahevAnA che. pUjya gurUdeva badhAne teDavA AvyA che, temanA samavasaraNamAM laI javA teDavA AvyA che. javA mATe badhAne taiyAra karI dIdhA. je tIrthaMkara thaIne mokSa jAya te badhAne samavasaraNamAM temanI sAthe laI jAya. pUjya gurUdeva kahe che ke huM A mArge jAva chuM, tame badhA A mArge hAlo. teo pUrNamArgane pragaTa karaze tyAre je haze te badhA kheMcAIne Avaze. A paMcamakALamAM je taiyArIvALA jIvo haze te pUjya gurUdevanA samavasaraNamAM javA mATe taiyAra thaI jaze. pUjya gurUdevanA samavasaraNamAM je AvyA che te have chUTA thoDA paDavAnA che? badhA sAthe rahevAnA che. A badhuM temanI sAthe ja upaDavAnuM che. pUjya gurUdeva tIrthaMkara bhagavAna tarIke che. TheTha sudhI samavasaraNamAM temanI hAre javAnuM che: (pUjya bahenazrI - Atmadarzana - aMkamAMthI) bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..25.. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvA no svIkAra sarvajJatA e dharmanuM mULa che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA nI divyadhvanimAM vastusvarUpa, vizvanuM svarUpa, dharmano mArga, sarva kaMI je prakAzIta thayuM te sarvajJatA ne anusarI ne ja thayuM. kevaLajJAna nI eka samayanI paryAyamAM anaMta dravyo pRthaka pRthaka jaNAya, pratyeka dravyanA anaMta guNo pRthaka -pRthaka jaNAya, pratyeka dravyonA pratyeka guNanI trikALavartI paryAyo eka eka pRthaka jaNAya, ane eka eka paryAya nA avibhAga praticcheda pRthaka pRthaka jaNAya. nizcayathI to kevaLI bhagavAna potAnA abheda svabhAvane ja tanmayapaNe jANe che ane nirvikalpa anubhUtinI avasthAmAM ja rahe che. ATalA badhA, eTale ke behada ane apAra, zeyo, yugapa (eka ja samaye) eka sAmaTA jaNAya. vaLI A jJAna zeyothI na thAya, dravyandriyo thI na thAya, bhAvendriyo thI na thAya, nimittothI na thAya, paNa jJAna svabhAvathI ja thAya. ane anekane jANavA chatAM jJAna anekapaNe na thAya paNa akhaMDa rahe, abheda rahe, ekarUpa rahe. AvI anaMtI kevaLajJAnanI paryAyo je svarUpamAM aMtara nimagna che te sarvajJa bhagavAna no dravyasvabhAva. aho zuM jJAnanI anaMtatA! zuM jJAnanI sukSamatA !! zuM jJAnanI divyatA!!! Avo ja aciMtya mahimAvaMta jJAnasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA te huM. svabhAvadraSTi thI AvI svaparaprakAzaka zakita no paripUrNa jJAna bhaMDAra bhagavAna AtmA te huM. A rIte vicAradazAe mane sarvajJanI sattAno svIkAra Ave che, sarvajJa bhagavAnanI zradhdhA thAya che ane mArA potAnA sarvajJa svabhAvanI pratIti thAya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI * 26, Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAkI to ... je pada zrI sarvajJa dIThuM jJAnamAM . kahI zakayA nahiM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo teha svarUpa ne anya vANI te zuM kahe anubhava gocara mAtra rahayuM te jJAna jo. he prabhu! mArI vartamAna bhUmikAmAM AvA vikalpo dvArA ApanA pragaTa sAmarthya viSe mArI zradhdhAne baLavatara karuM chuM ane mArA svabhAvasAmarthya no mahimA karUM chuM. he prabhu ! e svabhAva sAmarthya ane zidhra pragaTapaNe prApta ho evI bhAvanA ApanA zaraNamAM rahIne bhAvuM chuM. paramArthe bhAvanA kAraNa paramAtmA pote dhruva che, nitya che. nityAnaMda, vitarAga AnaMda svarUpa che. ene aMtaramAM dhyeya banAvIne, ene dhyeya banAvIne, jJAnanI vartamAna dazAmAM, ene zeya banAvIne ekAgra thavuM enuM nAma ahIMyA bhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. e bhAvanAthI AtmA kAryaparamAtmApaNuM pAme che. - niyamasAra (gAthA-9) pu. gurUdeva nAM pravacanamAMthI bhAvanA bhavanAzInI. *27.. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziSya samAna rAdApada mero loka nA agrasthAne sidhdhazIlA para bIrAjamAna zrI sidhdha bhagavAna eka eka samaye paripUrNa che. huM paNa eka eka samaye svabhAvathI sidhdhasamAna pUrNa svarUpI chuM. sidhdha bhagavAna potAnA anaMta jJAna-sAmarthya ne eka samayamAM pratyakSa jANe che. huM paNa mArA vartamAna jJAnamAM potAnI nirmaLa paryAya nA sAmarthya ne jANuM chu. jyAre sidhdha bhagavAna ne jANuM chuM, emanA svarUpanuM ciMtana karUM chuM, emanI pratIti karuM chuM, tyAre kharekhara to huM mArA potAnA svabhAva sAmarthya no mahimA ane bahumAna karI rahyo chuM. atyAre, A samaye, eTale ke pratyeka vartamAna paLe, huM svabhAvathI sidhdha-samAna pUrNa svarUpI ja chuM. huM dravya-guNa-paryAya thI eka akhaMDa, abheda vastu vartamAnarUpa ja pratyeka samaye paripUrNa chuM. tevI ja rIte te samaya nA samagra zeyo vartamAna mAM ja paripUrNa che. sidhdha bhagavAna pratyeka samaye rAgarahita, vikArarahita, deharahita, saMjogarahita che ane pUrNa jJAna ane AnaMda vagere svabhAvarUpa pariName che. huM paNa eka samayamAM sidhdha samAna ja pUrNa svarUpI chuM. sidhdha bhagavAna nA eka samaya nA pragaTa atindriya AnaMda nA anaMtamAM bhAganuM varNana karavA anaMtAnaMta zabdAvalI paNa samartha nathI. huM paNa pratyeka samaye svabhAvasAmarthya thI evA ja aciMtya AnaMda thI paripUrNa chuM. sidhdha bhagavAna bhavarahita che ane huM sidhdha samAna ja chuM. have mane bhava zAnA? caitanyane caitanyamAMthI parINamelI bhAvanA-eTale ke rAgadveSamAMthI nahiM ugelI bhAvanA evI yarthAtha bhAvanA hoya to te bhAvanA phaLe ja chuTako. jo na phaLe to jagatane-cauda brahmAMDa ne zUnya thavuM paDe, agara to A dravyano nAza thaI jAya. paraMtu ema bane ja nahiM. caitanyanA parINAma sAthe kudarata baMdhAyelI che- evo ja vastu no svabhAva che. A anaMtA tirthaMkaro e kahelI vAta che. -pU. bahenazrI bhAvanA bhavanAzInI 28., Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhanya che munIdazA he munIbhagavaMta! ApanA caraNakamaLamAM atyaMta bhaktibhAva pUrvaka koTI-koTI vaMdana karuM chuM. pracura svasaMvedanarUpa je atindriya AnaMda Apa mANI rahyA cho te ApanI paramArtha munI dazA dhanya che, prabhu! AvA bhAvaliMga sahita je ApanI bAhya pavitra nagna digaMbara dazA che te dhanya che, prabhu! Apa 28 mULa guNonuM akhaMDa pAlana karo cho. samasta AraMbha, aMtaraMga-bahiraMga paricaha ityAdi thI rahita cho. sAMsArika prapaMco thI dUra raho cho. sadA jJAna-dhyAnamAM lavalIna rahIne Atma svabhAvane sAdho cho. ApanI e pavitra sAdhaka dazA dhanya che, prabhu! mane sadA ApanuM zaraNuM maLe, ane paramArthe ApanA jevI pavitra sAdhaka dazA mane zidhra prApta ho e ja bhAvanA bhAvu chuM, prabhu! - "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re ." je vartamAna jJAnanI paryAya, dravya svabhAva- jJAyaka bhagavAna AtmAno Azraya kare, nirNaya kare, ene samarpita thaI jAya, emAM lIna thaI jAya eTale ke nirvikalpapaNe abhedarUpe parINamI jAya tyAre samyagadarzana thAya. AnuM nAma AtamabhAvanA. ane jo be ghaDI AtmasvarUpamAM AvI sthiratA thaI jAya to kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya. AnuM nAma ja Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re. . bhAvanA bhavanAzInI *.29.. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ medAna bhAvanA sArarUpa: "huM pUrNa jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA chuM. huM sarvathA sarvathI bhinna chuM" (vistArapUrvaka - ciMtana-manana hetu) - potAnA mAnI lIdhelA A dehathI huM atyaMta bhinna chuM. A deha jaDa che, huM cetana chuM. deha pudgala paramANuno pIMDa che, huM jJAnazarIrI chuM. deha ajIva che, huM jIva chuM. deha azuci thI bharelo che, huM nirmaLa, pavitra AtmA chuM. dehanI haiyAtI mAM ke dehanI rogI-nIrogI, anukuLa-pratikuLa evI badalAtI avasthAmAM mAruM sukha nathI ke duHkha nathI, tyAM mArI sattA nathI ke svAmIpaNuM nathI. pratyeka samaye huM dehathI bhinna evo jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. - potAnA mAnI lIdhelA A nAma (..........) thI huM atyaMta bhinna chuM. nAma e to eka zabdamAtra che ane A laukika vyavahAra mATe oLakha puratuM che. A nAma ke enI sAthe joDAyela nAmanA mArA. sukhaduHkha nuM kAraNa nathI. nAmathI atyaMta bhinna evo huM jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. - mane prApta manoyoga ane vacanayoga ane enA nimitte utpanna thatA zabda, vacana, vicAra thI huM AtmA bhinna chuM. e jaDa che, huM cetana chuM. e pudagala-paramANuM nu pariNamana che. tyAre paNa huM to jJAnasvarUpe ja pariNamu chuM. zabdo ane vicAro no pravAha kramabadhdha enI tat samayanI yogyatA pramANe thaI rahyo che. temAM mAruM sukha nathI ke duHkha nathI. te ja samaye huM to jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. - potAnA mAnI lIdhelA laukika sagAsaMbaMdhIo thI huM atyaMta bhinna chuM. pati patni, putra-putravadhu, pautra-pautrI, putrI- jamAI, bhAIbahena vigere nAmabheda thI je jIvo sAthe laukika saMbaMdha thayo che te badhA ja jIvo potapotAnI yogyatA pramANe ahiM upasthita che. e badhA jIvoe potapotAnI yogyatA pramANe prApta karela dehanI haiyAtI, bhAvanA bhavanAzanI *.30.. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emanA dehanI rogI-nIrogI avasthA, ane e jIvonA zubhaazubha, rAgadveSa rUpa pariNAmomAM mArUM sukha nathI ke du:kha nathI. tyAM mArI sattA nathI ke kartApaNuM nathI. e badhA ja jIvothI atyaMta bhinna evo huM, pratyeka samaye, svataMtra-svAdhina, zudhdha jIva-dravya chuM . - vAreghaDIye sAMbhaLavA maLatA vividha zabdo, avAja, kolAhala thI huM atyaMta bhinna chuM. anukuLa-pratikuLa, prazaMsA-niMdA, karkazakarNapriya evA mAnI lIdhelA zabdo ane avAjo mAM mArUM sukha nathI ke duHkha nathI, tyAM mArUM svAmIpaNuM nathI ke kartApaNuM nathI. e badhA thI huM atyaMta bhinna evo jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. potAnA mAnI lIdhelA sAdhano, sAmagrI ane saMyogothI huM atyaMta bhinna chuM. ghara-makAna, dhana-vaibhava, jara-javerAta e badhA pudgala paramANunAM pIMDa che. jaDa dhULa-mATI samAna che. e mArA sukhadu:khanA kAraNa nathI. jagata no ekapaNa paramANu mAro nathI. samagra pudgala nA vistAra thI bhinna evo huM pratyeka samaye anaMta guNa-zakti no pIMDa zudhdha AtmA ja chuM. mArI vartamAna avasthAmAM thaI rahelA moha-rAga-dveSa rUpI vibhAvo thI huM bhinna chuM. zubha-azubha bhAvo kramabadhdha potAnI yogyatAthI sahaja thaI rahyA che. e vibhAvo kSaNika che, duHkharUpa che, karavA jevA nathI ane e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. huM e vibhAvano kartA nathI. e vibhAva nA samaye paNa huM to jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. -- www mArI ajJAna avasthAmAM saMcita karelA jJAnAvaraNiya Adi ghAti-aghAti dravyakarmo paNa pudagala paramANu che, jaDa che. mAtra nimittarUpa che. e dravyakarmo mArI bhAvadazAnA ke sukhaduHkha nA kartA nathI. e dravyakarmo thI ane enA udayathI bhinna huM to jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ja chuM. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..39.. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - huM guNa-guNInA bheda, nimitta, eka samayanI paryAya ane sarva prakAranA vikalpa, vyavahAra, bhaMga-bhedathI bhinna evo eka akhaMDa, abheda, ekarUpa jJAyakabhAva chuM. , jagata nA samagra jIva-ajIva padArtho, pratyeka samaye, potapotAnI yogyatA pramANe, kramabadhdha pariNamI rahyA che. jagata nI A vyavasthA svayaMsaMcAlita, nyAyI ane bhalI che. koI paNa parapadArthanI haiyAtI ke pariNamana mAre mATe ISTa ke aniSTa nathI. pratyeka samaye, huM to sarva padArtho thI bhinna svataMtra, svAdhina, nirapekSa, paripUrNa, zudhdha jIvadravya chuM. huM eka zudhdha jJAyakabhAva chuM. sArarUpa huM pUrNa jJAnAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA chuM. huM sarvathA sarvathI bhinna chuM dareka paristhitimAM, anukuLa hoya ke pratikuLa, koI bIjAne e paristhitinA kAraNabhuta na mAnIne, A mArA potAnA ja bhutakALanA koI pariNAmanuM phaLa che ema svIkArIne, e paristhitithI bhedajJAna karIne, potAnA vartamAna pariNAma samabhAve rAkhavA e ja mArUM kartavya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..32.. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parama zAMti dAtArI Abha-bhAjInA mAna-apamAna saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa thavAno prasaMga AvatAM, te ja kSaNe. bahArathI cittane pAchuM vALIne aMtaramAM sva-stha AtmAne (zudhdha AtmA ne) bhAvavo. zudhdhAtmAnI bhAvanAthI kSaNamAtramAM rAga-dveSa zAMta thaI jAya che. pahelAM to rAgAdithI rahita ne parathI rahita, zudhdha jJAna AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI oLakhANa karavI joIe. pachI vizeSa samAdhinI A vAta che. zudhdhAtmAnI bhAvanA sivAya rAga-dveSa TALavAno ne samAdhi thavAno bIjo koI upAya nathI. aMtarmukha thaIne caitanyane sparzatAM ja rAgAdi alopa (gAyaba) thaI jAya che. ..ne upazAMta rasanI dhArA vahe che. AnuM nAma vItarAga samAdhi che. - rAga-dveSa, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI utpattinuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna che. jyAM mULamAM ajJAna paDayuM che tyAM rAga-dveSAdi vibhAvanuM jhADa phAlyA vinA raheze nahiM. bhedavijJAna vaDe deha ane AtmAne bhinna-bhinna jANIne AtmAnI bhAvanA karavI, te ja rAga-dveSAdi vibhAvonA nAzano upAya che. samakitIne rAga-dveSa kALe paNa tenAthI bhinna caitanyanuM bhedajJAna to sAthe ja vartI rahayuM che. te bhedajJAna uparAMta asthiratAnA rAga-dveSa TALavA mATe jJAnI caitanya svabhAvanuM ciMtana kare che. are! pahelAM aMdaramAM AtmAnI khaTaka jAgavI joIe ke mArA AtmAne kaI rIte zAMti thAya? mArA AtmAne koNa zaraNarUpa che? saMto kahe che ke A deha ke rAga koI tAruM zaraNa nathI. prabho! aMdara eka samayamAM jJAnAnaMdathI paripUrNa bharelo tAro AtmA ja tane zaraNa che, tene oLakha, bhAI! bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..33. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A deha ane pratikULa saMyogo e badhA thI pAra caitanya-svarUpI. AtmA che.. enI bhAvanA vinA jagatamAM bIjuM koI jIvane sahAyaka nathI, koI zaraNarUpa nathI. mATe bhAI! ekavAra deha ane saMyogone bhUlI jA ane aMdara je caitanyatattva AnaMdasvarUpa che tenI sanmukha jo. pUrve AtmAnI darakAra karI nahIM ane pApa karatAM pAchuM vaLIne joyuM paNa nahIM. Aje pratikuLa saMyoga je tane prApta che te tArA ja karelA pariNAmanuM phaLa che mATe te saMyoga to pharaze nahIM. tuM potAnuM lakSa badalI nAMkha. AtmA saMyogathI judo trikALa asaMyogI che tenuM lakSa kara. tenI ja bhAvanA kara ema kahe che. saMyogamAM tAruM duHkha nathI. tArA AnaMdane bhUlIne te ja moha thI du:kha ubhuM karyuM che. mATe ekavAra saMyogane ane AtmAne bhinna jANIne, saMyoganI bhAvanA choDa ne caitanyanI bhAvanA kara! huM to jJAnamUrti-AnaMda mUrti chuM. A saMyoga ane A duHkha baMnethI mAro AtmasvabhAva judo jJAna-AnaMdanI mUrti che. AvA AtmAno nirNaya karIne, tenI bhAvanA karavI, te ja duHkhanA nAzano upAya che. caitanyanI bhAvanAmAM duHkha kadI pravezI zakatuM nathI. tyAM caitanya svarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAmAM AnaMdanu vedana che, temAM duHkhano praveza nathI. evA caitanyamAM ekAgra thaIne nivAsa karavo te ja du:khathI chuTakArAno upAya che. kaSAyothI saMtapta AtmAne potAnA zudhdha svarUpanuM ciMtana ja tenAthI chUTavAno upAya che. mATe jinendrabudhdhi zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke he aMtarAtmA! rAga-dveSAdi vibhAvonI utpatti aTakAvavA mATe sva-sthA thaIne tArA zudhdhAAtmAnI bhAvanA kara, tenA ciMtanathI tArA vibhAvo kSaNamAtramAM zAMta thaI jaze. ajJAnI jIvone samyagadarzana pragaTa karavA mATe paNa caitanyanI bhAvanA karavI, e ja upAya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..34.. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jema dhoma taDakAthI saMtapta prANIo vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAno Azraya le che, tema A saMsAranA ghora saMtApathI saMtapta jIvo ne cidAnaMda svabhAvanI zItala chAyA ja zaraNarUpa che. tenA Azraye ja zAMti thAya che. (Atma jAgRti - julAI-2010) vibhAva pariNAma vakhate ja mArAmAM nirmaLatA bharelI che. mArI draSTi caitanyanI nirmaLatA ne na jotAM, vibhAvamAM tanmaya thaI jAya che. e tanmayatA mAre choDavAnI che. zAnamo-985 prazna:- anAdinA ajJAnI jIvane, samyagadarzana pAmyA pahelAM to ekalo vikalpa ja hoya ne? uttara:- nA; ekalo vikalpa nathI, svabhAva tarapha DhaLI rahelA jIvane vikalpa hovA chatAM te ja vakhate AtmasvabhAvanA mahimAnuM lakSa paNa kAma kare che, ne te lakSanA jore ja te jIva AtmA tarapha AgaLa vadhe che; kAMI vikalpanA jorathI AgaLa nathI vadhAtuM.. rAga tarapha jora tUTavA mAMDayuM, ne svabhAva taraphanuM jora vadhavA mAMDyuM. tyA (savikalpadazA hovA chatAM) ekalo rAga ja kAma nathI karato, paNa rAganA avalaMbana vagarano, svabhAva taraphanA joravALo eka bhAva paNa tyAM kAma kare che, ane tenA jore AgaLa vadhato vadhato, purUSArthano koI apUrva kaDAko karIne nirvikalpa AnaMdanA vedana sahita samyagdarzana pAmI jAya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI 35., Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. gurUdeva nI vairAgyavANI pU. gurUdeva zrI. hirAcaMda mAstarane bImArI vakhate zAMtavana ApatAM tenA keTalAka mananIya aMzaH jJAnanuM aciMtya mahAbhya che. anaMta AkAzane ane anaMtakALane jJAna gaLI jAya. AvA AvA anaMta guNanI tAkAtavALuM dravya aMdara paDayuM che. enA vicAromAM rahevuM. A zarIranuM mALakhuM to have rajA mAge che. caitanya to nakkara piMDa che. zarIra to khokhuM che. rAga to adhdharano kSaNikabhAva che. enA muLIyA kAMI uMDA nathI. potAnA sAmarthya nA vicAromAM rahevuM. dehanI sthitinuM to AvuM che - mATe taiyArI karI jAgRta rahevuM. : * "jJAna chuM' evI zradhdhAthI jJAnI vajapAta thAya to paNa DagatA, nathI. ahiM to zuM pratikuLatA che? koI ne jIrNa zarIra hoya chatAM lAMbo kALa Take. koIne sAruM zarIra hoya chatAM kSaNamAM pha thaI jAya. A dehanA zA bharosA ? have to AtmAnuM karavAnuM che. caitanya svabhAva sAme najara karIne zaraNa karavuM. zarIranA rajakaNo pharavA mAMDayA tyAM sagAMvahAlAM to pAse ubhA jotA rahe... bIjuM zuM kare? zudhdha-budhdha caitanyaghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma. enuM lakSa rAkhavuM, ne enA ja vicAre caDI javuM. aMdara moTo caitanya bhagavAna beTho che. tenuM ja lakSa, vicAra, manana karavA. bahAramAM lakSa jAya to tarata aMdara kheMcI levuM. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI **36. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nigraMtha bhAvanA nirgranthatA kI bhAvanA aba ho saphala merI / bIte aho ArAdhanA meM hara ghar3I merI / / Teka....... || karake virAdhana tatva kA, bahu duHkha uThAyA / ArAdhanA kA yaha samaya, atipuNya se pAyA || mithyA prapaMcoM meM ulajha aba, kyoM karU~ derI ? nirgranthatA... || jaba se liyA caitanya ke, Ananda kA AsvAda / ramaNIka bhoga bhI lageM, mujhako sabhI niHsvAda / / dhruvadhAma kI hI ora daur3e, pariNati merI / / nirgranthatA... || para meM nahIM karttavya mujhako, bhAsatA kucha bhI / adhikAra bhI dIkhe nahI, jaga meM are kucha bhI / / nija aMtaraMga meM hI dikhe, prabhutA mujhe merI / / nirgranthatA... || kSaNa-kSaNa kaSAyoM ke prasaMga, hI baneM jahA~ / mohI janoM ke saMga meM, sukha zAnti ho kahA~ / / jaga-saMgati se to bar3he, dukhamaya bhramaNa pherI / / nirgranthatA... || aba to rahU~ nirjana vanoM meM, gurujanoM ke saMga | zuddhAtmA ke dhyAnamaya ho, pariNati asaMga / / nijabhAva meM hI lIna ho, meTraeN jagata-pherI / / nirgranthatA... || koI apekSA ho nahIM, nirdvandva ho jIvana | saMtuSTa nija meM hI rahU~, nita Apa sama bhagavan / / ho Apa sama nirmukta, maMgalamaya dazA merI / / nirgranthatA... || aba to sahA jAtA nahIM, bojhA parigraha kA / vigraha kA mUla lagatA hai, vikalpa vigraha kA / / svAdhIna svAbhAvika sahaja ho, pariNati merI / / nirgranthatA... | (adhyAtma pUjAJjali) bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..37.. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nava cale. aMta samayanI bhAvanA prabhu ATaluM mane Apaje, AyuSyanI chellI ghaDI; nA rahe mujane koI baMdhana, mAyA taNuM chellI ghaDI. maraNa pathArI pAsa svajano, ne saMbaMdhI ho bhale; joyA kare A dehane, paNa citta mAruM nava cale. mArI najara mIThI phare, mAge kSamA sahu jIvanI; prabhu Apaje mAphI mane, nAnI moTI muja bhUlanI. sahevAya nA mArA thakI, evI pIDA kadi upaDe; to doDIne hAjara thaje tuM, teja svarUpI mukhaDe. chellI kasoTI AkarI, prabhu muMjhave sahune ghaNI; kRpA karIne tAraje, mane bhakta jana tAro gaNI. daI dAna bhakitanuM teM kahyuM, raheje have nirbhaya banI; ApyuM vacana che teM mane, to pALaje prabhu hetathI. divasa traNa bAkI rahe, bhagavAna tyAre Apaje; deiha tyAganA samayanuM ne, dinanuM tuM jJAna mane. jethI maMgaLa hetue huM, lIna thaIne karI zakuM; ciMtana rUDuM ne dhyAna UMDuM, divya jyoti svarUpanuM. zarIra bahu nirbaLa bane ne, zvAsa chello saMcare; veLA evI tuM Apaje, nA hoya agavaDa koIne. prabhu ATaluM mane Apaje tuM, AyunI chellI paLe; zAMti samatA sthiratA, mane AvIne saheje maLe. 8 10 (jJAnAMjana pustakamAMthI) bhAvanA bhavanAzInI 38. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAyazcita-bhAAnA huM paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtonI sAkSIe mArA sarva pAponI AlocanA karuM chuM. mithyAtva, hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahmacarya, parigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, moha-rAga-dveSa, hAsya,rati, arati, zoka, bhaya, jugupsA, striveda, purUSaveda, napuMsakaveda ityAdi je koI pApa mArA jIve A bhavamAM ke AnAthI pahelAnA anaMtabhavomAM ajJAnavaza, jANatAM, ajANatAM, sevyA hoya, sevarAvyA hoya, sevatA pratye anumodanA karI hoya, te sarva pApa mane-vacana-kAyAe karI mithyA thAo. mArA sarva duSkRtyo mithyA thAo. huM sarva jIvasamuhane khamAvuM chuM. sarve jIvo mane kSamA. karo. kharekhara to para ne huM mArI zakuM, jIvADI zakuM, sukhI karI zakuM, duHkhI karI zakuM evuM vastusvarUpa ja nathI paNa mAro potAno pramAdabhAva ja duSkRtya che je mithyA thAo, mithyA thAo. samyakadarzana, samyakajJAna, samyakracAritrane viSe abhyAsa, ArAdhanA karatAM, paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMto ane jinavANImAtA nA darzana, pujA, bhakti ityAdi dharmakAryamAM, je koI doSa lAgyA hoya, je koI aviveka, anAdara thayo te sarva duSkRtyonI kSamA mAguM chuM. mArA e sarva duSkRtyo mithyA thAo, mithyA thAo. he jinendra deva! ApanI AjJA virudhdha je kaMI dravya-bhAva thI pravRtti karI hoya te sarva badala atyaMta nirmaLa ane pramANika bhAve kSamA mAguM chuM. jene jenI rUcI hoya tenI vAraMvAra bhAvanA bhAve che. ane bhAvanA ne anusAra bhavana thAya che. jevI bhAvanA tevuM bhavana. zudhdha svabhAvanI vAraMvAra bhAvanA karavAthI tevuM bhavana, eTale pariNamana, thaI jAya che. mATe jyAM sudhI nija AtmAnA yathArtha jJAna, zradhdhA ane anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI satsamAgame, vAraMvAra, prItipUrvaka tenuM zravaNa, manana, bhAvanA karyA ja karavI. e bhAvanAthI bhava no nAza thAya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzInI Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samAdhi bhAvanA dina rAta mere svAmI, maiM bhAvanA ye bhAU~ / dehAnta ke samaya meM, tumako na bhula jAU~ / / zatru agara koI ho, saMtuSTa unako kara duuN| samatA kA bhAva dharakara, sabase kSamA karAU~ / / tyAmu~ AhAra pAnI, auSadha vicAra avasara / TUTe niyama nA koI, dRDhatA hRdaya meM lAU~ / / tuma nahIM kaSAyeM, nahI vedanA satAve / se hI lau lagI ho, durdhyAna ko bhagAU~ / / Atama svarupa athavA, ArAdhanA vicArU~ / arahaMta siddha sAdhu, raTanA yahI lagAU~ / / dharmAtmA nikaTa ho, caracA dharama sunAve | vo sAvadhAna rakkheM, gAphila na hone pAU~ / ne kI ho na vAMchA, marane kI ho na khvAiza | parivAra mitrajana se, maiM moha ko haTAU~ / / bhoge jo bhoga pahele, unakA na hove sumarana / maiM rAjya sampadA yA, pada indra kA na cAhU~ / / ratnatraya kA ho pAlana, ho anta meM samAdhi | 'zivarAma' prArthanA yaha, jIvana saphala banAU~ / bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..40.. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSamApanA * he bhagavAna! huM bahu bhUlI gayo. * meM tamArAM amUlya vacanane lakSamAM lIdhAM nahiM. * tamArAM kahelA anupama tattvano meM vicAra karyo nahiM. * tamArAM praNIta karelA uttama zIlane sevyuM nahiM. * tamArAM kahelAM dayA, zAMti, kSamA ane pavitratA meM oLakhyA nahiM. * he bhagavAna! huM bhUlyo, AthaDayo, rajhaLyo ane anaMta saMsAranI viTaMbaNAmAM paDayo chuM. * huM pApI chuM, huM bahu madonmata ane karmarajathI karIne malina chuM. * he paramAtmA! tamArA kahelA tattva vinA mAro mokSa nathI. mArAmAM viveka zakita nathI ane huM mUDha chuM, huM nirAzrita chuM, anAtha chuM. * nirAzI paramAtmA! huM have tamArUM, tamArA dharmanuM ane tamArA muninuM - zaraNa grahuM chuM. mArA aparAdha kSaya thaI huM te sarva pApathI mukta thAuM e mArI abhilASA che. * AgaLa karelAM pApono huM have pazcAtApa karuM chuM. * jema jema huM sUkSma vicArathI UMDo UtaruM chuM tema tema tamArA tatvanA camatkAro mArA svarUpano prakAza kare che. * tame nirAgI, nirvikArI, sacidAnaMdasvarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadarzI ane gailokya prakAzaka cho. * huM mAtra mArA hitane arthe tamArI sAkSIe kSamA cAhuM chuM. * eka paLa paNa tamArA kahelA tattvanI zaMkA na thAya, tamArA kahelA rastAmAM ahorAtra huM rahuM, eja mArI AkAMkSA ane vRtti thAo! he sarvajJa bhagavAna! huM vizeSa zuM kahuM? tamArAthI kaMI ajANyuM nathI. mAtra pazcAtApathI huM karma janya pApanI kSamA IcchuM chuM. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..41.. 41.. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atmabhakti (bhedajJAna ane dravyadraSTi) 1) huM chuM, AtmA, paramAtmA, huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM. huM chuM AtmA, paramAtmA, huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM. 2) A deha te huM nathI, huM te A deha nathI, huM to zudhdha, budhdha, caitanya paramAtmA, huM chuM AtmA, paramAtmA, huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM. 3) A jaDa deha te mAruM kharuM svarUpa nathI, rasa,raMga, gaMdha, sparza - koI mArA guNa nathI, huM to jJAnAnaMda, sukhano bhaMDAra paramAtmA, huM chuM... huM to AnaMda no...... 4) sukha duHkha nathI, A dehamAM, sattA nathI, mane leza paNa A dehamAM mamatA nathI, huM to dehathI nyAro ne nIrALo paramAtmA, huM chuM....... huM to AnaMda no. ... 5) mane janma nathI, jarA-maraNa nathI, Adhi-vyAdhi nathI, koI upAdhI nathI, huM to azarIrI, ajanmo paramAtmA, huM chuM...... huM to AnaMda no....... 6) nathI koI verI mArUM, nathI saguMvahAluM, nathI koI sArUM mane, nathI koI narasuM, huM to svabhAve ja samabhAvI paramAtmA, huM chuM........ huM to AnaMda no....... bhAvanA bhavanAzInI 42. 42. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7) nathI A saMpatti mArI, nathI A nAmanA, nathI A sAmagrI mArI, nathI koI mane kAmanA, huM to svabhAve ja aparigrahI paramAtmA, huM chuM...... huM to AnaMda no...... 8) nathI A karmo mArA, nathI A kaSAyo, nathI A vibhAvo mArA, nathI A viSayo, huM to svabhAve ja akaSAyI paramAtmA, huM chuM...... huM to AnaMda no....... 9) pApa mArUM karma nathI, punya mArUM dharma nathI, karUM karUM no boja nathI, rAgamAM sukhanI zodha nathI, huM to svabhAve ja vItarAgI paramAtmA, huM chuM... huM to AnaMda no....... ...... 10) paramAM mArUM kAma nathI, mujamAM paranI ANa nathI, jANato kevaLa mujane, paranI mujane jANa nathI, huM to parathI parAyo ne nIrALo paramAtmA, huM chuM...... huM to AnaMda no....... 11) nathI A bhASA mArI, nathI A zabdo, nathI A vacano mArA, nathI A vikalpo, huM to niHzabda ne nirvikalpa paramAtmA, huM chuM...... huM to AnaMda no....... 12) huM chuM, AtmA, paramAtmA, huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano, dhAma chuM. huM chuM AtmA, paramAtmA, huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM. huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM... huM to AnaMdano, AnaMdano dhAma chuM.... bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..43.. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A mArge mane pramAdarahita dhiraja hoja deva-gurU ne dharmanI je bhAvanA che te bhAvanAne kALa na hoya; kAraNa ke paramAtmapadane jema kALa na hoya tema tenI bhAvanAne paNa kALa na hoya. bhAvanA bhAvatAM ema na thaI jAya ke huM ghaNA varSathI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM chatAM phaLa kema dekhAtuM nathI? -evI AkuLatA na hoya. AkuLatA che te to kaSAya che, ne jyAM AvI AkuLatA thAya tyAM to AtmabhAva dUra thato jAya che.vaLI AkuLatA che te potAnI bhAvanAne moLI pADI de che tathA temAM saMdeha thaI jAya che. tethI potAnI sAcI bhAvanAne paNa khoTI karI nAkhe che. mATe bhAvanAne kALa na hoya. bhAvanA te paNa vastu svarUpa che. jo tArI sAcI bhAvanA haze to tAro AtmabhAva tane maLaze ja. jeTaluM kAraNa Ape teTaluM kArya avazya maLe ja. - pU. gurUdevazrI - draSTinA nidhAna-bola naM. 145 "caitanyanI bhAvanA kadI niSphaLa jatI nathI, saphaLa thAya ja. bhale thoDo vakhata lAge paNa bhAvanA saphaLa thAya ja." pU. bahenazrI AtmaciMtanamAM kyAMya guNabhedanI ke rAganI mukhyatA nathI, vikalpanuM jora nathI, paNa jJAnamAM parama jJAyaka-svabhAvanA koI aciMtya mahimAnuM jora che, ane tenA ja jore nirvikalpa thaIne mumukSajIva AtmAne sAkSAt svAnubhavamAM laI le che; tyAM koI vikalA rahetA nathI. A rIte bheda-vikalA vacce AvatA hovA chatAM svabhAvanA mahimAnA jore mumukSajIva tene oLaMgI jaIne svAnubhUtimAM pahoMcI jAya che. - pU. gurUdeva zrI nA vacanAmRta-279 bhAvanA bhavanAzInI ..44. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyarala 1) AtmA upayogasvarUpa che, te upayoga svarUpa ja rahIne parabhAva svarUpa na thAya....teja dharma che. 2) upayogasvarUpa AtmA, svatattvathI judA koI paNa anya jaDa ke cetanano kayAreya paNa kArya karI zakato nathI. 3) upayogasvarUpa AtmA, potAnI zuddhatAne bhUlIne puNya ke pAparUpa potAne mAnIne, e parabhAvono kartA thAya che e ajJAna che, adharma che. 4) jJAnI potAne parathI bhinna, puNya-pApathI bhinna mAnIne nitya upayoga svarUpa anubhava kare che, paraMtu te paradravya ke parabhAvano kartA thato nathI ane te parabhAvarUpa paNa thato nathI. ajJAnI potAne paradravya ane parabhAvono kartA mAnI temAM ja magna rahe che. 5) AvuM jANIne he jIva! tuM ajJAna-adharmathI chuTavA mATe paradravya parabhAvone potAnA upayoga svarUpa caitanyathI judA jANIne paranuM kartutva choDa ane upayoga svarUpa caitanya AtmAne oLakhIne teno nirNaya karI temAM ja tanmaya thA! ekAgra thA ! tane atindriya sukhanI prApti thaze. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (rAga-maMdIra cho muktitaNA...) 1) huM pUrNa chuM, huM jJAna chuM, AnaMda no avatAra chuM, vItarAga chuM, huM sidhdha chuM, huM sukhano bhaMDAra chuM | ...huM pUrNa..... 2) huM anAdi, huM anaMta, huM AtmA bhagavAna chuM, huM ja darzana, cAritra, ne huM ja kevaLa jJAna chuM ...huM pUrNa..... 3) akhaMDa chuM, ne abheda chuM, sadA ekarUpa padArtha chuM, huM upAdeya, huM bhutArtha, ne huM ja eka paramArtha chuM ...huM pUrNa..... 4) huM ja dhyAtA, huM ja dhyeya, ne huM ja pote dhyAna chuM, | huM ja jJAtA, huM ja zeya, ne huM ja pote jJAna chuM ...huM pUrNa..... 5) parathI parAyo, ne nirALo, dravya eka svataMtra chuM, nirapekSa, ne nirAvalaMba, huM dravya eka paripUrNa chuM ...huM pUrNa..... 6) huM akartA, huM abhoktA, nirvikalpa, jANanAra chuM, je jaNAya te huM ja chuM, ne huM samaya no sAra chuM ...huM pUrNa..... kizora mAmaNiyA (goregAma, muMbaI) Mob. 9969001626 Ph. 022-28750259 .