Book Title: Vishvani Aadhyatmik Ajaybi Aapna Sadhu Sadhviji Bhagwanto 01
Author(s): Gunhansvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samo tityamsa Namolyu samaNasa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Azare 15-10 vartamAna gacchonA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI Azcaryajanaka ArAdhanAo ane prasaMgonuM varNana karatuM pustaka e vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 8 ApaNA tA - sADI bagAvatI bhAga - 1 sakalAnI I. candrazekharavijyajInA ziSya A muni guNahasavijaya Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [G[l[G[l[[l[G[l[G[l[H[l[G[l[G[|||E li|||||||||||||||||||||||||Talo vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI : ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto b-Iclle) : saMkalanakAra : paM. candrazekharavijayajInA ziSya muna guNadaMryAlaya 358 mala prAzana TrasTa f l|E] || 3||3|| 3| |||||||3| |3||3|||H||||E Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana ra777, nizA poLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda-1 phona : 25355823, 25356033 saMkalanakAraH siddhAnta mahodadhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vinema pU.. zrI candrazekharavijyajIvAziSya. muni guNahaMsaviryu AvRtti: prathama saMskaraNa : nakala : 3OOO vi.saM. 2064 tA. 20-11-2007 mUlya rUA. 75/ che TAIpaseTiMga: arihaMta grAphiksa : khADiyA cAra rastA, khADiyA, amadAvAda. mudrakaH navaprabhAta prinTiMga presa rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda. bIja Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( 0 0 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 IIIIIIIII umaLakAbharyA haiye ame svIkArIe chIe ApanuM snehabharyuM saujanya. pUjyapAda paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA nUtana prakAzita thanArA paThana-pAThana aMgenA zAstralakSI pustakomAM ApanA zrIsaMghe jJAnakhAtAnI rakama ApI lAbha lIdho te badala khUba khUba dhanyavAda. WWW UUUUUUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII saujanya ( pa.pU.paM. kIrtidarzanavi.ma.sA. tathA pU mokSadarzana vi.ma.sA.nI preraNAthI zrI sAbaramatI (rAmanagara) 'jaina zve. mUrtipUjaka saMgha sAbaramatI, rAmanagara, amadAvAda-5, Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ucca saMskAra sAthe ucca zikSaNanA sopAna sara karavAnA lakSane varelA tipovanamAM bhaNatA bALako atithione namonamaH kare che. .roja navakArazI kare che. ..roja aSTaprakArI jinapUjA kare che. ... roja rAtribhojanano tyAga kare che. ...roja guruvaMdana kare che. ...roja navI navI vArtAo sAMbhaLe che. ...roja kumArapALa rAjAnI Arati utAre che. ...roja navI navI vaMdanAo gAya che. ...roja navA stavananA rAga zIkhe che. ...komyuTara zIkhe che ...karATe zIkhe che ..skeTIMga zIkhe che ...yogAsana zIkhe che... ..saMgItakaLA zIkhe che... nRtyakaLA zIkhe che.. ...lalItakaLA zIkhe che ...citrakaLA zIkhe che... ...vakatRtvakaLA zIkhe che ...abhinayakaLA zIkhe che... ..aMgrejImAM Speech ApatAM paNa zIkhe che... mAtApitAnA sevaka bane che. prabhunA bhakta bane che. garIbonA belI bane che. prANIonA mitra bane che. zaktimAna banavA sAthe guNavAna bane che. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 umaLakAbharyA haiye ame svIkArIe chIe ApanuM snehabharyuM saujanya. pUjyapAda paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA nUtana prakAzita thanArA paThana-pAThana aMgenA zAstralakSI pustakomAM ApanA zrIsaMghe jJAnakhAtAnI rakama ApI lAbha lIdho te badala khUba khUba dhanyavAda. 0 saujanya zrI maNInagara jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha The. sTezana sAme, maNInagara, amadAvAda - 380008. phona : 25444473 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mo ttha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIramA Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra prastAvanA - sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA e caturvidha saMgha zramaNa saMgha kahevAya che. zramaNonI IT che(ane zramaNIonI) pradhAnatAvALo saMgha e zramaNasaMgha. caudarAja lokanA sarvajIvonI chI A hitakAmanAvALA jainazramaNo ane zramaNIo lAkho zrAvaka-zrAvikAo mATe parama A Na pUjanIya tattva hatuM ane che. zrAvako ane zrAvikAo mATe to paMcamahAvratapAlaka Na gA, zramaNa-zramaNIo "bhagavAnatulya che' ema kahIe to emAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. gA bhagavAna RSabhadevanA samayathI mAMDIne zrAvaka-zrAvikAo Aja sudhI zrIsaMghamAM 2 zramaNonI ane zramaNIonI prabhutA svIkAratA ja AvyA che ane Aje paNa e ke, zrAvaka-zrAvikAo zramaNa-zramaNIo mATe gajabakoTino AdarabhAva - bahumAnabhAva dharAve che e niHzaMka hakIkata che. paNa A avasarpiNI kALa ! paDato kALa ! emAM vaLI pAMcamo AroM ! e ya vaLI huMDA avasarpiNIno pAMcamo Aro ! enI asara samAjanA dareke dareka kSetramAM ochA-vattA aMze paDI che - paDe che... 2 3 eno niSedha to koNa karI zake ? paraduHkhabhaMjana mahArAjA vikramanI paraMparAmAM Aje karoDo prajAjanonA duHkhone 3 dUra karavAnI javAbadArI UThAvanArA seMkaDo rAjanetAo keTalI hade prajAjano upara 3 3 duHkhonA DuMgarAo ThAlavI rahyA che, e koNa nathI jANatuM ? samagra prajAne nirogI banAvavAnuM bIDu jhaDapanArA lAkho DaoNkTaro mAtra svArtha ? khAtara, dhanapati banavA khAtarI karoDo rogIonA vizvAsano ghAta karI rahyA che, A che. nakAmI davAo ApI rogI tarIke ja kAyama rahevA daI potAno svArtha sAdhI rahyA | che. re ! nirogIone rogI banAvavAnA bhayAnaka kAvatarA karI rahyA che, paropakAranA A amUlya sAdhana samAna potAnA kAryane karoDo rUpiyA kamAI levAno dhaMdho banAvI rahyA bA, IE che e koNa nathI jANatuM ? lAkho vepArIo ImAnadArI-saccAIno ToTo pIMsI nAMkhI vizvAsaghAta, ; bheLaseLa, lAMcaruzvata dvArA mAtra ne mAtra potAnI tijorIo bharacaka karavAnA kAmamAM ane parovAI jaIne nItidharmane kyAMya veMcI rahyA che.... e koNa nathI jANatuM ? * A sAcA-nirdoSa mANasone nyAya apAvavA laDanArA vakIlo ane sAco nyAya Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ postha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa A. che ApanArA jajo keTalA? to paisAnI lAlace khoTAne sAcuM sAbita karanArA, bhayAnaka A doSavALAone sAva nirdoSa jAhera karanArA vakIlo ane jajo keTalA ? L. puSkaLa bhoga ApIne karoDo vidyArthIone sArA-sAcA saMskAra ane sAruM-sAruM ! zikSaNa ApanArA zikSako keTalA? to zikSaNanA nAme vidyArthIo pAsethI ke sarakAra | |ii pAsethI cikkAra paisA paDAvanArA, skulomAM bhaNAvavAne badale spezyala Tyuzano A [Na goThavAvI emAM ja abhyAsa karAvavA dvArA bamaNI - traNa gaNI Avaka UbhI karanArA, Na gA, dhamakIo ApI vAra-tahevAre haDatALa pADanArA zikSako keTalA ? prAcInakALamAM badhAM ja sArA-sAcA hatA, evuM nathI kahevuM, paNa prAcInakALamAM ? A 95% sArA-sAcA ane pa% kharAba-khoTA hatA. jyAre vartamAnamAM pa% sArA-sAcA a mA ane 95% kharAba-khoTA.. ATalo moTo taphAvata nathI lAgato zuM ? rA. samAjanA koIpaNa kSetramAM UMDANapUrvaka dRSTipAta karazuM, to A khedajanaka chatAM rA taddana sAcI hakIkata najara sAme AvyA vinA nahi rahe. zramaNa-zramaNIo paNa samAjathI sAva-sAva alaga to nathI ja ne ? aneka jAtanA AkramaNo zramaNa-zramaNI saMgha upara AvyA ja che ne ? AnA kAraNe bIjA badhA kSetronI mAphaka zramaNa-zramaNIonI viziSTatAmAM, AcArasaMpannatAmAM, re vicArazuddhimAM thoDo ghaNo ghaTADo thAya, pheraphAra thAya. e zakya nathI zuM? 'emAM ya vartamAnamAM to sAcA saMyamadharmanI ArAdhanA mATenI anukULatAo ghaNI stra 8 ghaNI ghaTI gaI che. 2500 varSa pUrve zrI dharmadAsagaNi ja kahI gayA che ke tira B ya parihANI saMgamanuITThuM nalthi vRttAruM bhAI ! paDato kALa che, have saMyamayogya kSetro 2 rahyA nathI... have jo bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI hAjarImAM emanA ziSyaratna A thI zabdo uccAryA hoya to Aje 2500 varSa bAda bhayAnaka vijJAnavAdanI bhUtAvaLanI hAjarImAM to zuM dazA hoya ? " vartamAnakALamAM gRhasthajIvanamAM keTalA badhA kharAba nimitto bhaTakAya che, e to Saa badhA jANe ja che. have e kanimittonA kAraNe keTalAya gRhastho jAta-jAtanA pApono, | A kusaMskArono bhoga banatA hoya... emAMthI koIne koI dIkSA laI ahIM Ave, vairAgya ! - sAco hoya paNa pelA kusaMskAro paNa tagaDA hoya... emAM vaLI ahIM sAdhujIvanamAM TpaNa evA koIka kunimitto maLI jAya. kusaMskAro jAgrata thAya. vairAgyabhAva nabaLo A paDe, ane zramaNonA ke zramaNIonA jIvanamAM nAnA-moTA doSa ghUsI jAya. koIka ayogya prasaMga banI jAya. " T . 5 0. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to mahAvIrassa haNamA tthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mAra tattvo maThThAvIsa mo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaopana AvA prasaMgo zrAvaka-zrAvikAo jue, sAMbhaLe. kyAMka vaLI chApAomAM ane. A megejhInomAM e viSaya-kaSAya saMbaMdhI prasaMgo sArI rIte cagAvI-cagAvIne chApavAmAM A T AvelA hoya te vAMce ane UMDe UMDe zramaNa-zramaNIo pratye aNagamo-aruci emanA T manamAM upasatA thAya, "badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIo AvA ja haze. A badhA pAse javA jevuM A ja nathI." evA vicAro dhIme dhIme daDhatA pakaDatA jAya ane pachI sAdhu-sAdhvIo pAse A. Na javuM-vaMdana karavA - vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA.... A badhA ja kAryo baMdha thatA jAya. |a| emAM ya vaLI keTalAka zAsanazatruo to zramaNa-zramaNIonuM jainazAsanamAM gA. * prabhutva khatama thAya ane e dvArA jainasaMgha chinnabhinna bane evuM IcchatA ja hoya che. - teo to AvA koIka ADA-avaLA prasaMgonI kAgaDoLe rAha jotA hoya che. AvA A mAM koIka prasaMgo bane eTale tarata eno cArebAju pracAra kare. e prasaMgo zramaNa- mA zramaNIonA jhaghaDA vagerenA hoya ke bIjA paNa hoya. paNa eno evo pracAra kare ke cA .. bicArI bhoLI prajA, jainazrAvaka zrAvikAo sAdhu-sAdhvIo pratyenA agAdha . 8 sadbhAvane - ahobhAvane gumAvI bese. teo pachI sAdhu-sAdhvIo pAse javAne badale 3 bIjA mArge dorAya. e lAkho zrAvaka-zrAvikAo zramaNa-zramaNIone badale have ? vidvAna-jANakAra tarIke prasiddha gRhastho pAsethI ja badhu mArgadarzana meLavavA lAge, eka 3 gRhastho paNa emanA kAnamAM zramaNa-zramaNIsaMgha pratye vadhu ne vadhu jhera reDatA jAya ane 2 2 caturvidha saMgha be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAI jAya, tUTI jAya. ekabAju mAtra zramaNa-zramaNIo ane bIjI bAju mAtra zrAvaka-zrAvikAo ! je rIte aMgrejoe bhAratane barabAda karyuM, e rIte keTalAko jANe ke ajANe R jainasaMghane chinnabhinna karavAnA kAma karI rahyA che. bhAratIya prajA potAnA rAjAone bhagavAna tarIke jotI, ene vaphAdAra rahetI. A te aMgrejoe e rAjAomAMthI keTalAka rAjAone jANI joIne amuka doSomAM phasAvyA. pachI e doSo-pApo prajAmAM jAhera karyA. prajA rAjAne dhikkAravA lAgI. rAjA pratyeno || A sabhAva gumAvI besI. pariNAme rAjAone ukheDI nAMkhI potAnI sattA jamAvavI e A [Na aMgrejo mATe sAva ja saraLa thaI paDyuM. - Aje je keTalAka zramaNa-zramaNIonuM prabhutva nathI IcchatA, lAkho jaina zrImaMta mAM 'gRhasthomAM potAnuM Adhipatya jamAvavA Icche che, teo jANe-ajANe AvA ja kAmo A karI bese che. kALaprabhAvAdine lIdhe keTalAka ADA-avaLA prasaMgo bane eTale A A mA zAsanazatruo ene cArebAju phelAve. gRhasthavargamAM zramaNa saMgha pratye tiraskAra utpanna mA Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthuNaM samaNassa bhagavaopana ssa bhagavao mahAvIrassa pAmo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mhaaviirsy| ra A karAve. chevaTe e gRhasthomAM potAnuM Adhipatya jamAvavAmAM saphaLa bane. A ke kadAca koIne evo vicAra AvI zake ke "zramaNo pratye zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A dha vimukha bane emAM zramaNa-zramaNIone zuM vAMdho che? emane kyAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAsaMghanI jarUra che ? zuM teo emanuM varcasva-prabhutva Icche che ? zramaNa-zramaNIo enI || lAlasAvALA che ?" - eno javAba e che ke sAcA zramaNo ke zramaNIo koIpaNa prakAranI malina thI gI apekSAvALA hotA nathI ja. chatAM e sAcA zramaNo evI jhaMkhanA cokkasa rAkhe ke gA|| "jinazAsanamAM suzramaNonuM prabhutva, suzramaNonI pradhAnatA akabaMdha rahevI ja joIe." kemake te zramaNo jinazAsananA sAcA anurAgI che. teo jANe che ke jo jinazAsanamAM A mA zramaNonuM prabhutva khatama thaze, to jinazAsana ja chinnabhinna thaI jaze. kabula che ke mA rA zramaNomAM doSo paNa UbhA thayA che. keTalAka zramaNomAM ghaNA moTA doSo paNa UbhA sa thayA haze. paNa eTalA mAtrathI jo AkhI ya zramaNa saMsthAne kharAba gaNAvI jo . zramaNonI prabhutA khatama karAze to je hAlata bhArata dezanI thaI, e hAlata jainasaMghanI 8 thaze. bhAratanA rAjAomAM dUSaNo ghuselA. keTalAka rAjAomAM ghaNA moTA doSo paNa E hatA. paNa aMgrejoe e doSone cArebAju phelAvI dIdhA, rAjAonI prabhutA khatama = B thaI, aMgrejo adhipati banyA. pariNAme bhAratanI je barabAdI thaI e badhA ja jANe 3 - evuM ahIM paNa banI zake ema che. jo keTalAka zramaNonA koIka doSone ughADA 9 'pADI daI AkhI ya zramaNa saMsthAne vagovavAmAM Ave ane e rIte enI prabhutA khatama karavAmAM Ave... to emAM nukasAna suzramaNone nahi, paNa jinazAsanane - saMghane A cokkasa thAya. eTale ja suzramaNo potAnI prabhutAnI lAlacavALA to bilakula nathI che ja, chatAM teo zramaNonI prabhutA - pradhAnatA jaLavAI rahe e to Icche che ja. kemake A emAM ja saMghanuM hita chupAyeluM che. sAra eTalo ja ke kukALa-kunimittAdinA kAraNe jaina zramaNomAM paNa kyAMka kyAreka e aNaghaTatI bAbato banI hoya, banatI hoya. paNa eTalA mAtrathI zrIsaMghamAM AkhIya " zramaNa saMsthA vagovAya, zrIsaMghamAM zramaNonI pradhAnatA para prahAra thAya, gRhasthonI pradhAnatA vadhatI jAya e zrIsaMghanA hitamAM nathI ja. - A mATe sauthI jarUrI bAbata e che ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagerenA manamAM sAdhu- mA| Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasma Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mazAlI sAdhvIo pratyeno sadubhAva-bahumAnabhAva akabaMdha rahe, vadhe.... jo ema thAya to ja teo sadAyane mATe zramaNa-zramaNIonA mArgadarzana mujaba ja pravRtti kare ane to ja A T saMghanuM hita sacavAya. vaLI kyAreka to evuM paNa bane che ke keTalAka mugdha sAdhu-sAdhvIo paNa koIka koIka prasaMgo sAMbhaLIne ema mAnatA thaI gayA che ke "have ApaNo zramaNa saMgha a | Na lagabhaga khalAsa thaI cUkyo che..." Ama khuda keTalAka zramaNa-zramaNIo paNa potAnA guNa gA ja ghara uparanI zraddhA gumAvI bese che. | haMmezA kharAba vAto vadhu bahAra AvatI hoya, vadhu phelAtI hoya eTale e badhI vAtonI asara jaldI thAya e svAbhAvika che. | A tamAmane vAstaviktA darzAvavI e atyaMta mahattvanuM kArya che. emane e jaNAvavuM jarUrI che ke "jyAM samAjanA lagabhaga pratyeka ghaTakamAM pa% rA nuM zuddhi bacI che, tyAM A zramaNasaMghamAM 75 thI 80% zuddhi akabaMdha che, e vAta tame paNa 4 na bhUlo." emane e jaNAvavuM jarUrI che ke "Aje paNa AvI bhayaMkara avasthAmAM paNa seMkaDo 2 zramaNa-zramaNIo Azcaryajanaka-bahumAnajanaka-agAdha sadbhAvajanaka benamUna ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. AvA uttama zramaNa-zramaNIothI bharelA saMgha pratye upekSA- ra tiraskAra-niMdAbhAva bilakula ucita banI zakato nathI." A jaNAvavA mATe, zramaNa-zramaNIsaMgha pratye caturvidha saMghane utkRSTa, 2 vAtsalyavALo, AdaravALo, sadbhAva-sanmAnavALo banAvavA mATe A pustikAmAM kula judA judA zramaNa-zramaNIonA prasaMgo AlekhavAmAM AvyA che. Azare 300 jeTalA prasaMgo judA judA be bhAgamAM vaheMcavAmAM AvyA che. jainasaMghanA pratyeka sabhyoe A avazya vAMcavuM joIe ane e vAMcIne manamAM che bharAyelI khoTI khoTI vAtone dUra phagAvavI joIe. koIka doSavALAonI niMdA ,, karavAne badale AvA uttamottama saMyamIonI hArdika prazaMsA e ja svaparakalyANano nirdoSa mArga che. AmAM nIcenI vizeSatAo dhyAnamAM rAkhavI (1) lagabhaga tamAme tamAma prasaMgo vartamAna ke najIkanA ja bhUtakALanA sAdhu: sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA che. bahu junA prasaMgo lagabhaga lIdhA nathI. tathA gRhasthonA 'A prasaMgo paNa mAMDa 4-5 lIdhA che. mAM Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa NaM-samaNassa Namo thu (2) A dareka bAbata taddana satya che. emAM ame jarAya vadhArI vadhArIne lakhyuM A nathI. aNuno meru banAvyo nathI. hA, keTalAka prasaMgo dveSa-niMdAdinA nimitta na bane A e hetuthI thoDAka badalIne lakhyA che. che che (3) viratidUta parIkSAmAM eka prazna pUchelo ke "sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo potAnA a jIvanamAM anubhavelA suMdara prasaMgo amane lakhI mokale." Azare aDhIso-traNaso a Na saMyamIoe parIkSA ApI. potAnA jIvanamAM jAte joyelA - anubhavelA ke sAMbhaLelA Na gA prasaMgo amane jaNAvyA. emAMthI paNa je vadhu AkarSaka, vadhu viziSTa jaNAyA, e gA 2 prasaMgo judA tAravI A pustaka taiyAra karyuM che. ame to mAtra saMyamIoe lakhelA 2 prasaMgone amArI bhASAmAM DhALyA che, ghaNI jagyAe to e badhA prasaMgo te te saMyamInI bhASAmAM ja sIdhe sIdhA lakhI dIdhA che. A m rA (4) A prasaMgomAM keTalAka prasaMgo e rIte paNa lakhyA che ke "jANe te te saMyamI rA 10001111111 A che el 1 // ra pote ja potAnA anubhava lakhato hoya...' dA.ta. "amArA guruNInI sahanazakti ajabagajabanI hatI." AvI rIte Akho prasaMga lakhelo hoya, to emAM amArA = e prasaMga lakhanArA sAdhvIjI pote ja. guruNI = e sAdhvIjInA guruNI. emAM amArA = A pustakanA lekhaka na samajavA. "mAro dIkSAparyAya e vakhate mAtra be varSano hato, tyAre..." AvuM lakhANa hoya, tyAM mAro = A pustakanA lekhakano nahi, paNa e prasaMga je sAdhue sAdhvIjIe lakhelo hoya - emano.... rA TuMkamAM e prasaMgo emanA ja zabdomAM DhALelA che.... eTale vAMcatI vakhate jyAre AvA prasaMgo Ave tyAre khyAla rAkhavo. F5 = 5 Na 1 // A kemake ame to viziSTa ane AMkhe UDIne vaLage evI ArAdhanAono ullekha a karelo che. je ghaNA badhAmAM sAmAnya ArAdhanAo hoya, tevI to hajAro che. e badhAno ullekha atre karyo nathI. dA.ta. 100-150 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo 100 vardhamAnatapanI oLIo karI cUkyA che. paNa e badhAno ame judo judo ullekha nathI A karyo. ra Ama nAnI nAnI DhagalAbaMdha bAbato ame noMdhI ja nathI. T (5) koI ema na samaje ke "A to mAtra 300 ja prasaMga ! to bIjA badhAnuM che zuM ?' mm m rA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ko tyaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa mo tya NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra vaLI AnA vadhu bhAga paNa chapAze. (6) AmAM lagabhaga ame koInA paNa nAma lakhyA nathI. ADakatarA nirdeza A A karelA hoya e saMbhavita che. (7) A koI eka grupa ke eka gacchanA badhA prasaMgo nathI. paNa judA judA lagabhaga 15-17 gacchonA prasaMgo A pustikAmAM che. (8) zrI saMghane vinaMti ke AvA koIpaNa viziSTa prasaMgo tamArA khyAlamAM hoya to e amane mokalAve. "AziSa e. mahetA, 7, sunISa epArTamenTa, ratnasAgara skula * sAme, gopIpurA, kAjInuM medAna, surata. (gujarAta)." A saranAme e lakhANa mokalavuM. '' A kavara upara sukRtAnumodananA prasaMgo ema zabda lakhavo. ' je koIpaNa zAstrAnusArI viziSTa prasaMgo haze, teno have pachInA vibhAgomAM rA samAveza karavAmAM Avaze. koIpaNa samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo AvA viziSTa rA ka prasaMgo mokalI zake che. e prasaMgo-ArAdhanAo mAtra sAdhu-sAdhvI saMbaMdhI ja hovA - a joIe. (9) "kevA prasaMgo vadhu asarakAraka ane viziSTa gaNAya." e A pustaka ra vAMcavAthI khyAlamAM AvI zakaze. (10) saMyamIoe amane nAnA-moTA ghaNA prasaMgo lakhelA, emAMthI ame cUMTI 2 cUMTIne A prasaMgo lIdhA che. koIka koIka saMyamIe lakhelA prasaMgo AmAM na paNa 2 AvyA hoya... teo pAse ame hArdika kSamA mAMgIe chIe. (11) keTalIka anumodanA evI hoya ke jemAM bIjAnA doSono ullekha 8 | AvavAno. dA.ta. koI sAdhvIjInI abhuta kSamAnI anumodanA karavAnI hoya tyAre bA emanA para krodha karanArAnA e krodha doSano ullekha AvavAno ja. jo krodhAdi thayA che, ja na hota to AmanI kSamA siddha ja na thAta. eTale AvI anumodanAmAM ADakatarI che! rIte koIkanA doSono ullekha thavAno, paNa tyAM emanI niMdA karavAnI nathI, e karmavaza hovAthI evuM vartana karI beThA ema samajavAnuM che. ApaNe to kSamAzIla sAdhvIjInI kSamAnI anumodanA ja mukhya banAvavAnI che. (12) miththArImathupIrasI....mAnusArItyanamolyA: zrI zAMtasudhArasanI | A gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke "mithyAtvIonA paNa je je mokSamArgAnusArI guNo-anuSThAno , che, tenI huM anumodanA karuM chuM." arthAt mArgAnusArI koIpaNa kRtya anumodanIya che mA, Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasya Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvI, - bane. bhale pachI e mithyAtvIonuM paNa kema na hoya ? have A to badhA saMyamIo A che, emanA je je kRtyo mArgAnusArI hoya e anumodanIya banavAnA ja. emAM A gacchabheda jovAno na hoya. (13) A je koIpaNa prasaMgo maLelA che. e moTAbhAge viratidUtanI parIkSAnA ? A uttarapatromAMthI prApta thayA che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe kamala prakAzana upara A Na uttarapatro mokalyA. e tapAsavAmAM je je suMdara prasaMgo prApta thayA, tenuM saMkalana A Na gApustakamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. sAdhu bhagavaMto ke sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pAsethI sIdhA ja gA A prasaMgo sAMbhaLyA nathI ke patrathI paNa jANyA nathI. uttarapatromAM lakhAyelA prasaMgane AdhAre A badhuM lakhANa che. eTale bhUlathI koIka prasaMgomAM thoDoka phera thaI gayo hoya e mAM to e aMge kSamA cAhIe chIe. sa ame badhAne vinaMti karIe chIe ke A pustaka vAMcyA bAda tame paNa tamArI rA e AsapAsanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIomAM je koIpaNa mokSamArgAnusArI anuSThAno-guNo joyA hoya, te vyavasthita lakhIne amane mokalAvazo. jethI e sukRto ghaNA loko sudhI E pahoMcADI zakAya. . -- lekha mokalavAnuM saranAmuM AziSa e. mahetA | hiteSa kAMtibhAI gAlA 7, sunISa epArTamenTa, 18, virezvara vihAra, ratnasAgara skulanI sAme, gopIpurA, dvArakAdhIza maMdiranI bAjumAM, tejapAla roDa,TER - kAjInuM medAna, surata. vilepArle, muMbaI-400057. mo.: 9374512259 mo.: 9820928457. . (13) A pustaka vaMcAI jAya, eTale emane ema mukI na rAkhazo, paNa bIjAne che vAMcavA Apazo. koIpaNa eka jaNane A AkhuM pustaka vaMcAvI devuM e ja A pustakanI | sAcI kiMmata cUkavelI gaNAze. ' aMte jinAjJAviruddha kaMIpaNa lakhAyuM hoya to trividha trividha micchAmi dukkaDa. A zrAvaNa vada-1 saM. 2063 guNahaMsavijaya mA mahAvIra sosAyaTI, navasArI mun rI , Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAyo ttha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra hakaka kakakaDa karI zako samaNassa bhagavaA mahAvArassa NamotthA zrI saMghane namra vinaMti A pustaka jJAnakhAtAnI rakamamAMthI chapAyeluM hovAthI mAtra Na sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone bheTa rUpe ApavAmAM Avaze. - jo jijJAsu zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A pustakanuM vAMcana karavA I IcchatA hoya to teo batAvelA sthAno uparathI pustaka kharIdI zake che. e rakama jJAnakhAtAmAM jamA karavAmAM Avaze. - udAra zrAvako bIjA ghaNA gRhasthone pustaka bheTa rUpe paNa ApI rA zake. - sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone yogya lAge to te te sthAne AnI preraNA ke 8 paNa karI zake. teo jyAM cAturmAsa hoya ke zeSakALamAM rokAyA hoya ? tyAM A aMge preraNA karI sthAnika saMgha taiyAra thAya to darzAvelA saranAmA uparathI pustako kharIda karAvI saMghanA zrAvako vagerene bheTa rUpe ke mUlyathI paNa apAvaDAvI zake. A aMge vizeSa jANakArI meLavavI hoya to saMparka karo : AziSabhAI mo. : 9374512259 (surata) hiteSabhAI mo. : 9820928457 (muMbaI) li. kamala prakAzana TrasTa ja Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. paM. pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanI preraNAne jhIlIne have... deza videzamAM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe yuvAnonI sAthe tapovanIo susajja jaina saMghanA agraNI mAnanIya TrasTIvaryoM ! ApanA gAma ke nagaramAM jo parvAdhirAja paryuSaNaparvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to te mATe amArA yuvAno tathA tapovanI bALakone dara varSe jarUrathI bolAvajo. A yuvAno tathA tapovanIo ApanA jaina saMghamAM (1) aSTAlikA tathA kalpasUtranI pratanuM suMdara vAMcana karaze. (2) rAtre paramAtmabhaktimAM badhAne rasataraboLa karI deze. (3) banne TAImanA pratikramaNa vidhi-zuddhipUrvaka karAvaze. (4) zrIsaMghanA ullAsa pramANe rasaprada vividha pravRttio karAvaze. jo ApanA saMghamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to ja nIcenA saranAmethI phorma maMgAvIne bharIne amane mokalI Apo. nAnA sUcana ArAdhanA karAvavA AvanArane gADIbhADuM vagere zrI saMghe bahumAnarUpe ApavAnuM raheze. phorma bharIne mokalavAnuM saranAmuM paryuSaNa vibhAga saMcAlaka zrI zrIyuta lalitabhAI dhAmI | rAjubhAI C/o. tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura, posTa : sughaDa gAMdhInagara - 382424. phona : 079-23206901-2-3 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joDAo.... satsaMganI ane saMskaraNanI sAthosAtha samyagajJAna ApatI ajoDa saMsthA eTale... zeThazrI kAMtilAla lallubhAI jhaverI saMskRti pracAraka TrasTa saMcAlita pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA joDAo.... joDAo.... preraNAmUrti H 5.pU. paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba tathA pU. sAdhvIzrI mahAnaMdAzrIjInA svargIya mAtuzrI subhadrAbena kAMtilAla pratApazI ha. praphullabhAI preraNAdAtA : pa.pU. paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba saMyojaka : pU. munizrI jitarakSitavijayajI ma.sAheba saMskRta pAThazALAnI keTalIka viziSTatAo : 3 ke 5 varSano korSa 0 rahevAnuM ane jamavAnuM niHzulka 7 prakaraNa-bhASyakarmagraMtha-saMskRta-prAkRtAdino abhyAsa 7 aMgrejI-saMgIta-nAmuM-kompyuTarapUjanAdino korsa vividha prakAranI skolarazIpa ane InAmo mumukSu AtmAone saMyamanI viziSTa tAlIma 7 abhyAsa pUrNa thayA bAda sArI pAThazALAmAM goThavavA prayatna tA.ka.H A saMsthAmAM dAna ApavAnI bhAvanAvALA puNyazALIoe nIcenA saranAme saMparka karavo. saMparka sthaLaH premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA tapovana saMskArapITha, mu. amIyApura, po. sughaDa, ji. gAMdhInagara-382424, phona : (079) 23289038, 23276901-902 lalitabhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94260 60093 rAjubhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94265 05882 noMdha : pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone, paMDitavAne paricitomAMthI vidyArthIone mokalavAnI preraNA karavA vinaMtI che. tapovana padhAro to avazya saMskRta pAThazALAnI mulAkAta levAnuM cUkazo nahi. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prativarA re, je jina-ANA pALe. rAga-dveSane dUra karIne Atamazuddhi bhALe. dhana terA che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI : # ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto 1. koNa kahe che ke, abhyadayakALa zaru nathI thayo ? - (1) B.Com. nI parIkSAmAM prathama haroLamAM pAsa thayela zrImaMta gharanI kolejIyana T kanyAe dIkSA lIdhI. ghora tapa zaru karyo. ekavAra pAraNA vinAnA lagAtAra 900 rA AMbila karyA. 901mAM divasathI 45 upavAsa zaru karyA. 21 mAM upavAsa zaMkhezvara A pArzvanAtha prabhunA darzana karyA pachI ja pAraNuM karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. e divase A mAM navasArIthI vihAra karI cheka 4ramAM upavAse zaMkhezvara pahoMcyA. (DoLI vigereno mA rAM upayoga karyA vinA ja.) tyAM 43-44-45 e traNa chellA upavAsa karI, 46mA divase bapore 12 vAge, E; eka hAthamAM ghaDo ane bIjA hAthamAM pAtarA sAthe jAte vahoravA nIkaLyA. emanA ja 3. saMsArI svajano pAraNuM karAvavA AvelA paNa sAdhvIjIe spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI ke, ka 8 "tamArI gocarI mArA mATe doSita che. e huM nahi lauM." ane e pAraNAnA divase 8 2 AMbilanI gocarI lAvI AMbila karyuM. lagAtAra pAchA 25 AMbila thayA tyAre che 2 971mAM divasathI, (900 AMbila + 45 upavAsa + 25 AMbila) pAcho para 3 mAsakSapaNano tapa upADyo. e mAsakSapaNanA prAraMbhano divasa hato, vaida suda pAMcama. E E= bhayaMkara garamInA divasomAM mAsakSapaNa karyuM. akhAtrIjane divase mAsakSapaNanuM pAraNuM Ea 1. AMbilathI karyuM. A, Azcarya to e ke, A koIpaNa pAraNAmAM emaNe nathI to patrikA chapAvI ke A che nathI to koI mahotsava karyo. emaNe potAnA tapano pracAra suddhAM paNa karyo nathI. che. || rasanendriya ane mAnakaSAya upara jabaradasta kAbU meLavyo. ba, cauda varSanA dIkSAparyAyamAM emaNe bIjI paNa aneka ArAdhanAo karI che. (1) A Saa visasthAnakanA lagAtAra 400 aThThama karyA che. (2) pArzvanAtha prabhunA lagAtAra 108 A aThThama karyA che. (3) ama dvArA varSItapa karyo. aThThamanA pAraNe paNa purimaDha ekAsaNA ' ja karyA. vadhu AzcaryanI vAta e che ke, A sAdhvIjI mAtra tapasvI nathI, vidvAna paNa | a che. emanA grupanA aneka sAdhvIjIone bhaNAvavAnuM uttama kArya paNa kare che. mA koNa kahe che ke, abhyadayakALa zaru nathI thayo? zuM A ja moTI abhyadayakALanA mA CITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (1) Twimm Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNane daza lonyAdika dhama. zubhabhAvathI pALe tenA dUra TaLe savi karyo. have | durgati paDatA rAkhe manane , 9 8 0 8 + $ + = prAraMbhanI nizAnI nathI ? A hA, eka vAta rahI gaI. A sAdhvIjIe eka AkhuM varSa nava-nava AMbilanA A pa pAraNe nava-nava AMbila karyA. paNa e AMbila sAmAnya nahi. pahelA nava AMbila | koIpaNa eka ja dhAnyanA, bIjA nava AMbila bIjA koI eka ja dhAnyanA.... e rIte ? A eka varSa tapazcaryA karI. Na vihAramAM nirdoSa gocarI na maLe to kAcI maganI dALa ke aDadanI dALa ke roTalI Na gA3-4 kalAka pANImAM palALI rAkhI pachI e vAparI eka dhAnanuM AMbila karI letA. gA 2. vardhamAnatapanI oLIo eTale sopArIno TukaDo pUjyapAda tapasvIratna AcArya bhagavaMta svargastha rAjatilakasUrIzvarajIe 289 mAM rA oLIo karI che e vAta prasiddha ja che. evA traNa sAdhvIjI A bhAratadezamAM vidyamAna che ke teo 200 oLIo karI 3 cUkyA che ane 300 oLI pUrNa karavAnI bhAvanA sAthe AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. emAM ? 3 vi.saM. 2004mAM 19 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lenAra eka sAdhvIjIe vi.saM. 2016mAM 3 3 prathama 100 oLI pUrNa karI. 3 vi.saM. 2016mAM 100 oLI pUrI thaI e pachI vi.saM. 2028 sudhImAM eTale ? ke be varSamAM emaNe siddhitapa, zreNItapa, samavasaraNatapa, siMhAsana tapa, cattAri-a- # daza-doya tapa jevA ugra tapo karyA. e be varSamAM paheluM varSa upavAsathI varSItapa ane 4 # bIjuM varSa aThThamathI varSItapa karyo. emAM ja uparanI badhI tapazcaryA karI. 1 vi.saM. 2008mAM pharI emaNe vardhamAnatapano pAyo nAMkhyo. ane 23 varSomAM 5 A bIjI 100 oLI pUrNa karI. arthAt 2011mAM emanI 100 oLI pUrNa thaI. e A vakhate emanI uMmara 66 varSanI ane dIkSA paryAya 47 varSano thayelo hato. A bIjIvAranI 100 oLImAM jyAre 100 mI oLI AvI tyAre emaNe ! A aThThamanA. pAraNe aThThama ane pAraNe AMbila dvArA e 100 mI oLI pUrNa karI. aA arthAta 25 aThThama = 75 upavAsa ane 25 AMbila dvArA e 100mI oLI pUrNa karI. - nA, tapazcaryA karavI ane ArAma ja karyA karavo e emane bilakula mAnya na] A hatuM. teo divase to ArAma karatA ja nahi. rAtre paNa 10 thI ra mAtra cAra kalAka A mAM ja vadhumAM vadhu ArAma kare che. e nidrA sivAyanA bAkInA je 20 kalAka che emAMthI CHAITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (2) INITIHAS 0000 $ $ $ 8 + Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 12 kalAka svAdhyAya, jApamAM ja pasAra kare che. 8 kalAka pratikramaNa, derAsara, gocarI, A sthaMDila vigeremAM pasAra thAya che. mA teo roja 20 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che. ane arihaMtapadanI 100 mALA gaNe che. atyAra sudhImAM emaNe arihaMtapadano '2 karoDa' jeTalo jApa karyo che. namaskAra mahAmaMtrano 1 karoDa jeTalo jApa karavAnI bhAvanA che. 111111111111111I NA vi.saM. 2055nI sAla sudhImAM emanI 3jA vakhatanI 45 oLIo thaI cUkI Na gA che. vi.saM. 2055nI sAlamAM emanI uMmara 70 varSanI che. A ja vi.saM. 2055nI gA ra sAlamAM emaNe 68 upavAsa, nava AMbila ema 76 divasa ghora tapa karI namaskAra A mahAmaMtrano jApa karyo che. 2 jonArAo kahe che .ke "e sAdhvIjI u52 ghaNIvAra vAsakSepanI vRSTi thatI ame mA rA joI che." A sAdhvIjI sANaMdamAM ja janma pAmyA hatA ane atyAre saMghanI rA vinaMtithI moTAbhAge sANaMdamAM ja birAjamAna rahe che. teo bApajI ma.sAhebanA samudAyanA che. A che 5 5 5 = "5 A ja mahAtapasvI sAdhvIjInA praziSyA paNa dAdI-guruNInA pagale-pagale cAlI rahyA che. thoDAka varSo pUrve ja emaNe bIjI vAra 100 oLI pUrI karI dIdhI che. vartamAnamAM A jainasaMgha pAse 200 oLI pUrNa karI cukelA traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto A che e saMgha mATe khUba gauravanI vAta che. mA (jo saLaMga 14-15 varSa sudhI AMbila-upavAsAdi karavAmAM Ave to 100 rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (3) 200thI vadhAre oLInA ArAdhaka bIjA sAdhvIjIe 16 varSanI uMmare lagna karelA. ane 29 varSanI uMmare vi.saM. 2001mAM kacchavAgaDa samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhelI. dIkSA letA pahelAM ja emanI 11 oLIo pUrNa thaI cukelI hatI. dIkSA bAda pAMca varSa emaNe vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karI. e pachI vi.saM. 2005mAM 12mI oLI zaru karI. mAtra 19 varSanI aMdara 100 oLI pUrNa karI. 2024mAM mahA vada 1nA divase rAjakoTamAM pAraNuM karyuM. je varSe 100 oLI pUrNa thaI e ja varSe pAcho pAyo nAMkhyo. ane 22 varSamAM ja bIjI vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI. A vi.saM. 2046 mahA suda panA divase kaccha-AdhoImAM emanuM pAraNuM thayuM. emanI A uMmara e vakhate 76 varSanI hatI. e ja varSe trIjI vAra pAyo nAMkhyo. 27 oLI che pUrNa karI. paNa e pachI vRddhAvasthA ane zArIrika pratikULatAone lIdhe teo oLI a karI zakatA nathI. $9 el 1 // ra a Na 1 // 2 a mA rA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tene je sahetA. 'mUlya vinA maLatI miThAI' evA dhyAnane vahetA che. pItA zAnane vahetA, dhana te...3 doSa vinA paNa Thapako Ape guru, tene je sahela thayA ' oLI pUrNa thAya.) - 3. guranI gALa, ghInI nALa gurujI ! A gAmamAM mArA ghaNA svajano che. ane mane ghare pagalA karavA che AvavAno khUba Agraha kare che. Apa rajA ApatA ho to huM badhAne tyAM pagalA karIne A Na AgaLa vihAra karIne AvI jaIza." gAya eka cAra varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALA vRddha sAdhue sAMjanA pAMca vAgyAnA samaye gA potAnA gurune vinaMti karI. e hatuM banAsakAMThAnuM "gaDha gAma. 30-35 sAdhuonuM e grupa sAMje vihAra karI A mAM rastAmAM rAta rokAI savAre pAlanapura pahoMcavAnuM hatuM. badhA sAdhuo vihAranI taiyArI mA rA karatA hatA. e guru saMyamanA khUba AgrahI hatA. "sAMje vihAra hoya to paNa ajavALAmAM paNa 8 ja sthAne pahoMcI javAya to sAruM." evuM teo daDhapaNe mAnatA hatA ane pALatA hatA. re B sAdhunI svajanone tyAM pagalA karavAnI vAta emane gamI to nahi chatAM svajano 3 ane sAdhunI prasannatA khAtara "hA' pADI. paNa sAthe potAnA suyogya yuvAna pIDha a B ziSyane Adeza karyo ke, "tuM A vRddha sAdhunI sAthe ja raheje ane jaldI badhe pagalA karAvI AgaLanA 9 # sthAne AvI jaje. joje ! moDuM na thAya." # suvinIta ziSya vAta svIkArI lIdhI. guru ane bAkInA sAdhuo vihAra karIne re sUryAsta samaye ja sthAne pahoMcI gayA. vasati jovI, vaMdanAdi karavA vigere pravRtti - A patI gaI. gurue pratikramaNa paNa karI lIdhuM. sUryAsta thayAne lagabhaga poNo kalAka thaI A gayo. guru vicAramAM paDyA ke hajI pelA be sAdhu kema na AvyA? ATaluM badhuM aMdhAruM che thaI jAya e pachI Ave e zI rIte cAle ? saMyamanuM zuM ? tyAM ja be munio AvI pahoMcyA. A gurunI eka viziSTa gItArthatA hatI ke A | supAtra ziSyo jyAre bhUla kare tyAre Thapako ApavAmAM ochAza na rAkhatA. enAthI ; be kAma thatA : (1) e supAtra ziSya kAyama mATe bhUla karato baMdha thaI jAya. (2) | T bIjA tamAma sAdhuo paNa ekadama sAvadha banI jAya. a hajI to e sAdhuoe upadhi utArI ja hatI ke tarata gurue potAnA e pIDha ne mAM ziSyane AgajharatA zabdomAM Thapako ApavAnI zaruAta karI. * mAM Common vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (4) Iggy" hae 2. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ da: rokSamArga sahAyaka jANI koSa namanaDe dhAre. dhana te....4 khoTA ke nAnA muni jyAre kaTakavacana uccAre. cho kema ? tane kaMI saMyamanA pariNAma che ke nahi? meM spaSTa sUcanA karelI chatAM A na mAnI ? tArAmAM buddhi che ke nahi? gurunA vacanane utthApe che ? ATalA moDA A pa AvavuM e kaMI sAdhutA che? bicArA A vRddha muni to navA che. e zuM kare ? paNa tane kaMI samajaNa ja nathI. zrAvako sAthe gappA mAravAno tane zokha lAge che." [2] pAMtrIsa sAdhuo stabdha banI gayA. badhAne thayuM ke "e pIDha munine khoTuM lAgyuM haze." badhA sAdhuonI vacce A A rIte sakhata Thapako maLe e koNa sahana karI zake ? grupanA be-cAra munioe nirNaya karyo ke, "savAre vihAramAM e pIDha sAdhune ane ApaNe AzvAsana ApazuM." mA savAre prakAzamAM vihAra zaru thayo. traNa-cAra sAdhuo pIDha sAdhunI sAthe ja mA vihAramAM javA lAgyA. paNa teo hajI kaMI bole e pahelA to pIDha sAdhunA mukhamAMthI 2 amRtano varasAda zarU thayo. sAdhuo ! gaIkAle to mAro sonAno divasa hato. varSothI gurunA makkA to dara ra ghaNA sAMbhaLyA che. guru taraphathI Thapako to gaIkAle ja maLyo. mAruM keTaluM sadbhAgya uM ke gurue mArAmAM pAtratA joIne mane jAheramAM khakhaDAvyo. mane lAge che ke mAro mokSa che ke have khUba najIkamAM haze." ema bolatA bolatA e munirAja harSanA azruo vahAvavA para 8 lAgyA. sAthenA sAdhuo Azcarya pAmyA. emanI dhAraNA khoTI paDI hatI. che A vAtanI khabara jyAre gurune paDI tyAre temane paNa potAnA ziSyanI AvI para Fra muThThI UMcerI khAnadAnI mATe khUba mAna thayuM. emaNe bhAvapUrvaka khUba AzIrvAda ApyA. - gurunA kaDavA vacanothI duHkhI thanArA saMyamIoe zuM AvA munivaranI A te anumodanA na karavI joIe ? mAsakSapaNo, oLIo, svAdhyAya vigere karatA paNa 1 Avo samarpaNabhAva khUba duSkara che hoM ! 4. sAdhuonI veyAvacca : bhavajala taravA nAva. gA. khaMbhAtamAM eka gacchanA 30-40 sAdhuo rokAyelA hatA. emAM puSkaLa gA * svAdhyAyAdi karanArA ghaNA uttama munio hatA. gacchanAyaka ja sAdhuonA A abhyAsanI khUba ja kALajI karatA hatA. e gacchamAM moTI uMmaranA eka tapasvI munirAja paNa hatA. e kSayopazama ocho mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (5) mmm C Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa kakakakakakI Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mAlI sA ." hovAthI viziSTa abhyAsa karI zakatA na hatA. paNa bIjA aneka sAdhuone bhaNatA .. A joIne emane apAra AnaMda Avato. e svayaM mAMDalInA ghaNA badhA kAma karI e A na svAdhyAyI muniono samaya bacAvI ApatA. baporanI doDha-be jhoLI jeTalI gocarI * teo lAvatA jethI bAkInA sAdhuono samaya bace. emanI eka ja bhAvanA hatI ke, "huM bhaNI nathI zakato to bhaNanArAone sahAya | Na to karuM." eka divasanI vAta che. bapore gocarI javAno samaya thaI rahyo hato e vakhate | eka sAdhue A tapasvI munine vaMdana karyA. paNa emanA caraNone sparza karatA ja e a sAdhu camakyo, mA "sAheba ! ApanuM zarIra to dhagadhage che. ochAmAM ochA traNa DIgrI tAva che. mA | huM hamaNAM ja gurudevane vAta karuM chuM. Apa Aje gocarI na jazo." P ane e sAMbhaLatAM ja e tapasvIe A sAdhuno hAtha pakaDI lIdho, "khabaradAra ! eka akSara paNa bolyA cho to ! mArA tAvanI badhAne khabara paDaze 9 to mArA badale A svAdhyAyIoe gocarI levA javuM paDaze. e mane na paravaDe. E ka emano svAdhyAya bagaDe. mane bhaktino lAbha na maLe. vaLI badhA mArI sevA karavA ka lagI paDaze. eTale tamAre cUpa ja rahevAnuM che." ane emanI sakhata dhAka sAme A sAdhue mauna rahevuM paDyuM. 8 ane kharekhara traNa DIgrI tAvamAM e sAdhu apUrva ullAsa sAthe gocarI lAvyA. 8 gocarI AvI gayA bAda pelA vaMdana karanArA sAdhue jAherAta karI, ke, "A tapasvI munine to bhayaMkara tAva che. emanI jIdanA kAraNe mAre mauna rahevuM paDyuM." e vakhate AcAryazrIe Thapako Apyo, "AvuM te karAtuM haze ?" paNa e tapasvI kahe, mAre jaldI kevalajJAna meLavavuM che. bolo gurudeva ! e mATe mAre A NI munionI vaiyAvacca na karavI joIe ? zarIra to Aje che ne kAle nathI. enI gA zI ciMtA karavI ?" A mahAgItArtha, saMvignaziromaNi e gurudeva zuM bole ? CITTTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - () OWTO) Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nadevuM e nizcaya mana dhAre. paraduHkhadAyI pravRttine svapna paNa na bane paNa nahi dhAre.mana te..5 koI jIvane duHkha nadevuM e nizcaya mana dhA - 6 ) A| 5. du:khone svIkAratA zIkho - vizALa samudAyanA eka mahAna AcArya bhagavaMtane AMkhonuM oparezana karavAmAM cheAvyuM. e vakhate emanA ziSya saMgha-ekatA ciMtaka paMnyAsajI hAjara hatA. paNa che. kamanasIbe e oparezana niSphaLa gayuM. [NA ' DokTaroe paMnyAsa-ziSyane kahI dIdhuM ke, "ApanA gurudeva AMkho gumAvI cUkyA Na gAA che. oparezana niSphaLa gayuM che. paNa A vAtanI emane khabara paDaze to sakhata AghAta gA |ra lAgaze. tame khUba kALajIpUrvaka emane A vAta jaNAvajo ." A bAju ghaNA divaso thavA chatAM DokTaroe AMkhonA pATA kholyA na hovAthI AcAryazrIe ziSyane pUchyuM, "A pATA kyAre kholaze ? ghaNA divaso thaI gayA." paMnyAsa ziSya A taka joIne sAcI vAta karavAnI bhUmikA banAvavA mAMDI, A gurudeva ! Ama to A DokTaro khUba ja hoMziyAra che. moTA moTA oparezano pAra ? utAranArA che....." - adhavacce ja samajadAra guru bolI UThyA, "tAre zuM kahevuM che? ema ja kahevuM che ne? ke mAruM oparezana niSphaLa gayuM che? 3 huM aMdha banI gayo chuM ?" a ziSya "hAjI' kahyuM. ane karmanA marmane samajanArA e AcAryazrI bolyA, tane e vAtanI ciMtA thatI haze ke A vAtathI mane AghAta lAgaze. ane mATe ja tuM mauna hato. kema barAbara ne ? paNa tArI e bhramaNA hatI. ziSya! atyAra sudhI A huM khullI AMkhe svAdhyAyanI ArAdhanA karato hato. have bahAranI AMkho bhale gaI paNa che 1. aMdaranI AMkho to mArI khullI ja che ne? e AMkho vaDe huM dhyAnanI ArAdhanA karIza.| | mArI mokSamArganI ArAdhanA vadhu vegavaMtI banaze." Sii AvI syAdvAdazaili apanAvIe to game tevI paristhitimAM paNa duHkhI thavuM na paDe. | da. ArAdhanAnI dhuna AvI hoya ! A chellI uMmaramAM eka munine kensara thayuM. sAdhuo khUba sArI rIte sevA karatA. mA paNa kensaranI asahya vedanA to emaNe jAte ja sahana karavI paDatI. CITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che () INDI CE, S Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkarathI 5Na mIThA vacano jeha sadA uccAre. pote sahana karIne saunuM pRthvIne zaNagAre. dhana te...6 jyAre paNa rAtre koIpaNa sAdhu UThe tyAre sau prathama A kensaravALA muni pAse A pahoMcI jAya. mAtra karavuM hoya to enI kALajI karI le. bIjuM paNa kaMIka kAma hoya A to e karI ApatA. |che. IIIIIIIIIIIIII eka rAtre eka sAdhu UThyA. kensaravALA sAdhu pAse gayA. a 1 // 1 // e sAdhu jAge che ke UMghe che ? e jANavA mATe ekadama najIka jaI emanA mukha a Na sAme najara karI to e AMcako pAmyA, kemake e kensaravALA muni saMpUrNapaNe jAgatA Na ja hatA. AchA prakAzamAM emanuM mukha dekhAtuM hatuM. emanA mukha upara spaSTapaNe bhayaMkara viSAda dekhAto hato. e koI asahya vedanA anubhavatA hoya evI pratIti thaI. "mAtru javuM che ? kaMI takalIpha thAya che ? pIDA sahana nathI thatI ? ATalA badhA a mA du:khI kema dekhAo cho ?' ra ra a mA rA rA snehALa svare sAdhue prazna karyo. A Na 1 // ra m bhArapUrvaka puchAyelA e praznano uttara ApatA e kensaravALA sAdhu raDI paDyA, "munivara ! huM chellA keTalAya varSothI 700 logassano kAussagga karavAnI ArAdhanA roja karuM chuM. Aja sudhI e akhaMDa cAlu hatI. paNa Aje mane puSkaLa vedanA thAya che. meM mAMDa mAMDa 350 logassano kAyotsarga karyo. have atizaya vedanAne lIdhe thaI zakato nathI. arere ! mArI varSonI ArAdhanA Aje khaMDita thaze ?" kevuM Azcarya ! kensaranI vedanAnI phariyAda nathI paNa ArAdhanA rahI gayAno kakaLATa che. vaLI emanA gurudeva varSothI lakavAgrasta che. lagabhaga AkhuM zarIra lakavAthI vyApta che. sthaMDila-mAtru paNa e gurudeva jAte jaI zake ema nathI. jAte halana-calana karavuM paNa emanA mATe zakya nathI. vaLI rAtre dara doDha kalAke emane paDakhuM badalavuM a paDe. rA zuM ApaNA jIvanamAM AvuM kaMIka saMvedana che kharuM ? 7. kevI A guru-ziSyanI joDI ! have A zI rIte zakya bane ? -su A amadAvAdanA eka saMghamAM Aje paNa e munirAja vidyamAna che. emaNe che vardhamAnatapanI 100 oLI to karI ja che e uparAMta tarata 365 divasamAM 262 AMbila sAthe bIjI 22 oLI eka ja varSamAM karI. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (-) W 0000000000000000 a Na 1 // ra a m rA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI mahAvIrassa motya .samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIramA paNa tapasvI ziSya e kAma upADI lIdhuM. rAtre saMthAro kare te vakhate gurudevanuM paDakhuM badalI Ape. ane pachI doDha kalAka pachIno elArma mUkI de. e vAge eTale A . tarata UbhA thaI paDakhuM badalI Ape. doDha kalAka pachIno elArma mUkI de. pAchA doDha) kalAke UbhA thAya. AkhI rAta A rIte pasAra kare. potAnI UMgha bagaDe enI leza deg paNa paravA na kare. | ATaluM hajI ochuM hoya tema e gurudevane ghaNIvAra rAtre ja jhADA thaI jAya. gI kapaDA, saMthAro vigere badhuM spaMDilathI kharaDAI jAya. - A tapasvI muni jyAre AvuM thAya tyAre aDadhI rAte paNa e badhA bagaDelA vastro A dUra karI bIjA vastro paherAve. ane tyAre ja e vastrono kApa kADhavA besI jAya. A mA, (saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA aTakAvavA tathA e vastrono savAre upayoga karavA mATe.) mA rA AvI to ghaNI rAtrio e munie pasAra karI che. Aje paNa e muni e ja rA ya rIte sevA karI rahyA che. tapa ane vaiyAvacca e emanA jIvananA be utkRSTa yogo che. - 8 hajI e thAkyA nathI, kaMTALyA nathI paraMtu emano ullAsa vadhI ja rahyo che. 8 - jyAre koIka sAdhunI thoDA divasa mATe paNa vaiyAvacca karavAno avasara Ave 3 8 tyAre ApaNI mAnasika paristhiti zI hoya che ? e vicArazuM to A muninA ka vaiyAvacca guNanI hArdika anumodanA karI zakazuM. 8. AtmanirIkSaNa karo eka sAdhvIjIne kiDanImAM kensara thayuM. pezAba bilakula thAya ja nahi.jyAre thAya ? tyAre bhayaMkara pIDA thAya. A DokTaroe spaSTa kahI dIdhuM ke "Amane mAtra nALiyeranuM pANI ja vaparAvavuM, sAduM A che pANI bilakula na vaparAvavuM. nALiyeranA pANIthI mAtru jhaDapathI thaI jaze ane bagADa che paNa nIkaLI jaze." emanA ziSyA e ja pramANe nALiyeranuM pANI ApavA lAgyA, paNa cAkhatAMnI nA IS sAthe guNIne khyAla AvI gayo ke A nALiyeranuM pANI che. paNa have badhuM eThuM thaI Sii gayuM hovAthI vAparI javuM paDyuM. ziSyA vAraMvAra cAlAkI karI karIne guruNIne nALiyeranuM pANI pIvaDAvavA " lAgI. jyAre guruNI pANI mAMge tyAre ziSyA e nALiyera-pANI ja ApatI. ITTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (9) DITION Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamAI zamAvI. nijakabala tene oDhorDa vatsalabhAva jamAvI che. te ThaMDIthI dhrujatA munivarane dekhI svArtha gamAne paNa chevaTe emaNe ziSyAne spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke, A "tane khabara che? je sthAnomAM zAkabhAjI-bhIMDA, keLA vigere vanaspatino ja vadhu A pramANamAM upayoga hoya, vanaspati vinAnI gocarI na maLatI hoya evA sthAnomAM utsargamArge to rahevAno paNa zAstromAM niSedha che. to e badhuM vAparavAnI to vAta || A ja kyAM rahI ? tuM mane zA mATe A nALiyeranuM pANI pIvaDAve che. mane pApamAM kema Na nAMkhe che ?" gA. e pachI e guraNI dhyAna rAkhavA lAgyA. jyAre ziSyA ghaDAmAMthI pAtarImAM gA * pANI kADhIne Ape tyAre ja vAparatA. ziSyA sIdhI koIpaNa pAtarI Ape to e ra vAparatA ja nahi. (ghaDAmAM to pANI ja hoya ne ?) ziSyA paNa cAlAka hatI. guruNInA svAthya mATe cAlAkI karavAmAM e ziSyA mA rA koI doSa mAnatI na hatI. eNe have ghaDAmAM ja nALiyera-pANI bharI rAkhavAnuM zaru rA karyuM. jyAre guruNI pANI mAMge tyAre ghaDAmAMthI ja pAtarImAM laIne Ape. guraNI samaje ke "A sAduM pANI ja che ane vAparI le. paNa AvuM keTalI vAra cAle ? guNIe pachI jyAre potAnI ziSyAe pANI ApyuM tyAre spaSTa prazna karyo ke 2 tuM tArA rajoharaNa-ghAnA sogaMda khAIne kahe ke A pANI nALiyeranuM che ke sAduM che ? eMThuM karyA pachI mAre vAparavuM ja paDe che." ziSyA zuM bole? mAtrAnI ati bhayaMkara pIDA vacce paNa e mahAsaMyamI sAdhvIjIe jinAjJA ka pratyeno mAtra pakSapAta ja jALavI rAkhyo eTaluM nahi paraMtu enuM kaTTaratA sAthe pAlana .. paNa karyuM. zarIra sAruM hoya, badhI anukULatA hoya tyAre ApaNane ApaNI jAta che. - jinAjJApAlaka, AjJA pakSapAtavALI dekhAya emAM kaMI navAI nathI. paNa zarIranA rogo vakhate, pratikULatAo vacce ApaNA AcAra-vicAra kevA hoya che ? enuM ya ga nirIkSaNa karazuM to ApaNe koNa chIe? e bIjA koIne ya pUchavA nahi javuM paDe. mA hA ! apavAda mArga paNa hoya, paNa apavAda zAstrAnusArI hovo jarUrI 2 A vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (10) TITHOUT Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhomadhakhatA patha para gaja ghere je dhImA cAle. zubhapariNAmanI agnimAM je karma anaMtA bALe. dhana te.... 9. hA ! pastAvo vipula jharaNuM... A eka sAdhu dIkSAnA divasathI ja jAtajAtanI mAMdagIothI gherAyelA hatA. che zaruAtamAM to puSkaLa herAna thayA. paNa pachI emaNe vicAra karyo ke, A "meM ekendriyAdi jIvonI je virAdhanA karI haze enA phaLarUpe A ghora azAtA a za bhogavavAno vakhata mAre Avyo che. to have e jIvo pAse mAre mAphI mAMgavI ja Na gA rahI. e rIte ja mArA karmono kSaya thaze.' 2 a raeri mA 'o jagatanA sarvajIvo ! mArA kAraNe Apane kaMIpaNa du:kha thayuM hoya to huM rA aMtaHkaraNathI enI kSamA mAMguM chuM.' 11111111 A 1 // ane A vicAra AvyA bAda emaNe roja IriyAvahisUtranI 50 bAMdhI ra navakAravALI gaNavAnI zaruAta karI. evA bhAvapUrvaka e 50 navakAravALI gaNatA. arthAt roja 5000 IriyAvahino kAyotsarga karatA. jiMdagInA chellA divasa sudhI emaNe A japa jALavI rAkhyo. 10. bharatakSetranuM puNya ghaNuM ochuM che sattara varSanI nAnakaDI uMmare eka vairAgI yuvAne dIkSA lIdhI. mAtra bAra varSanA dIkSAparyAyamAM emaNe je sAdhanA karI che e jotAM mastaka namyA vinA rahetuM nathI. jJAnakSetre : kula 450 jeTalA granthono talasparzI abhyAsa karyo. jemAM (1) saMskRtabhASA aMgenA-16 (2) vyAkaraNanA-21 (3) viziSTa vairAgyavardhaka grantho-5 (4) sAhitya-chandagrantho-pa (6) navyanyAyanA-26 (8) vaizeSikadarzananA-4 (10) pUrvamImAMsA bhATTanA-11 (5) prAkRtavyAkaraNanA-8 (7) prAkRtabhASAnA-17 (9) nyAyadarzananA-23 (11) pUrvamImAMsA prabhAkaranA-4 (12) uttaramImAMsA vedAnta-advaitadarzananA-33 (13) bhaTTamImAMsApariziSTa-4 (15) bauddhadarzananA-30 (14) sAMkhyadarzananA-13 (16) jainanyAyanA-30 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (11) 5 D A 5 = 0 5 rA | che A Na 1 // ra a m rA Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao RA Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao, (17) digaMbaranyAyanA-21 (18) nyAyAdinI carcAvALA grantho-59. (19) ItaradarzananA viziSTa grantho-17 (20) kasAhityanA-20 (21) jinAgamo-51 (22) aMgrejI bhASAnA kula 38 . pustakono abhyAsa karyo. vairAgyakSetre H A munine AjIvana mATe (1) tamAma mIThAIo (2) kAjuzA badAma-khajurAdi tamAma mevo (3) keLA, kerI vigere tamAma phaLo (4) khAkharA-pApaDa thI vigere tamAma kaDaka vastuo (pa) taLeluM (6) murabbo-chaMdo vigere padArthono tyAga mAM hato. A e karatAM paNa AMkhe uDIne vaLage evI eka viziSTatA e hatI ke je vastu A mAM vAparatI vakhate rAga thAya e vastuno e ja divasathI kAyama mATe tyAga karI devAnI ma| rA) emanI pratijJA hatI. abhigraha kSetre : (1) AkhA varSamAM mAtra eka ja vAra kApa kADhavo. 4 (2) bAra varSa daramyAna potAnA mAtA-pitAdi koIne paNa nAnakaDI paNa TapAla 3 # lakhI nathI. 4 (3) potAnA gurudeva pAse emaNe be niyamonI mAMgaNI karI hatI ke mAre 8 vyAkhyAno na karavA ane koIne paNa ziSya na banAvavA. 3 (4) teo kyAreya sapheda-navA vastro na paheratA. prAyaH gurudevanA vAparelA kapaDA ja paheratA athavA nirdoSa evA jIrNa vastro paheratA. (5) emaNe lagabhaga badhA loca potAnA hAthe ja karyA che. (6) seMkaDo grantho vAMcyA, paNa ekapaNa grantha gurunI rajA vinA vAMcyo nathI. e (7) guru pratyeno bhaktibhAva eTalo badho hato ke te ema kahetA ke gurudeva !! A huM ApanA pahelA ja A duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIza. Apa jo mArA pahelA jAo [Na to mAre Apano viraha sahana karavo paDe. e mArA mATe duHzakya che. (8) svayaM ati vidvAna hovA chatAM gurunI AgaLa bALaka jevA hatA. kyAreya guruthI chUTA na paDatA. A (9) ghaNA sAdhuone bhaNAvatA chatAM koInI pAse potAnuM pratilekhanAdi kadI a mA na karAvatA. HTTTTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (12) INTIML Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAmAM lohInI dhArA vahetA muktivadhunA kaMkupagalA mAnI baha hara wgalA mAnI bahu harakhAtA. dhana te..9 baTAke pathasathI pagamAM lohInI dhArA zuddhikSetre : (1) savAre vihAra zaru thayo. 20 ki.mI. cAlI 11 vAgye ekaA gAmamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM gocarI durlabha hovAthI tyAMthI traNa ki.mI. dUra gocarI levA A gayA. cha ki.mI. cAlIne nirdoSa gocarI lAvIne lagabhaga sADA traNa vAge emaNe | gocarI vAparI. (2) sAMje vihAra karIne eka sthAne pahoMcyA. tyAM utaravA mATe be rUma maLI [Na hatI. A muni tyAM pahoMcyA e pUrve eka rUmamAM gurudeva ane bIjA sAdhuo AvI Na gI cUkyA hatA. bIjI rUma khAlI hatI, paNa A muni guruthI chUTA rahevA IcchatA na hatA. gA || 'ahIM jagyA che ?" ema pUchatAM sAdhuoe majAkamAM kahyuM ke "ahIM tamArA mATe mAtra A besI zakAya eTalI jagyA che, sUI zakAya eTalI nathI." mA ane e munie e vAta vadhAvI lIdhI. kharekhara AkhI rAta beThA-beThA pasAra | rA karI. che kamanasIbI che ke zAsana mATe atyaMta upayogI evA munirAja mAtra 29 varSanI ke nAnakaDI uMmare kALadharma pAmyA. 8 A bharatakSetranuM durbhAgya ja kahevAya ne ? 11. matabheda hajI ya cAle, manabheda na cAle 8 eka zaheranA ghaNA moTA saMghamAM eka samudAyanA ghaNA moTA AcArya bhagavaMta 2 B birAjamAna hatA. e saMghanA derAsaramAM keTalIka jinapratimAonI pratiSThA thavAnI ? 3 hatI. saMghanA AgevAno bIjA samudAyanA AcArya bhagavaMta pratye khUba ja bahumAna * dharAvatA hatA. eTale e AgevAnoe e bIjA AcAryazrIne ja pratiSThA karavA mATe A vinaMti karI. e AcAryazrIe vinaMtino svIkAra karyo paNa sAthe pUchayuM ke "tamArA saMghamAM atyAre koI mahAtmA che ?" saMghe uttara Apyo ke "bIjA pakSanA amuka AcArya che." A AcAryazrIe kahyuM ke, e khUba ja guNavAna che. tame emane paNa pratiSThAmAM rokI rAkho. ane emane ? mArA taraphathI kahejo ke tame Avazo to ja huM pratiSThAmAM AvIza." saMgha Azcarya pAmyo. upAzraye jaI AcAryazrIne vinaMti karI. emano vihAra : mmmmmmja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (13) ITI Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caTakA bharatA DAMsa ne macchara, dUra kadI navi karatA. sAdharmikabhaktino lhAvo AmaMtraNa daI letA. dhana te...10 nakkI thaI gayo hato paNa saMghanA AgrahathI ane bIjA samudAyanA AcAryazrInI A lAgaNIthI temaNe vinaMti svIkArI. che saMghamAM birAjamAna AcArya vaDIla hatA ane jemanA hAthe saMgha pratiSThA karAvavAno hato e nAnA hatA. paNa je divase nAnA AcAryano A saMghamAM sAmaiyA a sAthe praveza thato hato te vakhate e moTA AcArya sAme levA gayA. NA 1 // ra eTale emaNe tarata benDa baMdha karAvyuM. paNa vaDIla AcAryazrI paNa khUba udAra a dRSTivALA hatA. emaNe svayaM saMghane kahI dIdhuM ke mA "benDa vAge emAM koI ja vAMdho nathI." rA Hmm nAnA AcAryane e vakhate eka bhUla samajAI ke 'sAme vaDIla vidyamAna hoya to sAmaiyA sAthe praveza na karAya.' Na 1 // ra a mA rA ane AnaMdapUrvaka be mahApuruSoe upAzrayamAM praveza karyo. pratiSThAno divasa Avyo. e vakhate nAnA AcArye kahyuM ke, "amArA gurudevonI paraMparA che ke je vaDIla hoya emanA ja hAthe pratiSThA karAvavI. Apa vaDIla cho, mATe pratiSThA Apa ja karo." A A NA 1 // ra vaDIla AcArya kahe, "A saMgha Apano bhakta che. ApanI pAse pratiSThA karAvavA Icche che. meM to mAtra hAjarI ApI che. huM pratiSThA karIza to kadAca saMghane nahi game." nAnA AcArya bolyA, A "ApaNe be ya sAthe pratiSThA karazuM. pachI koIne vAMdho nahi Ave." ema ja thayuM. nAnA AcArye e pratimA uparanA lakhANamAM pratiSThA karAvanAra A che. AcArya tarIke vaDIla AcAryazrInuM nAma paNa lakhAvaDAvyuM. eTaluM ja nahi e pratiSThAnI je patrikA chapAI emAM paNa vaDIla AcAryanuM nAma prathama chapAvyuM. . | G vaMdana ho e mAnavaMtA mahApuruSone ! Aje paNa e saMghamAM e pratiSThita pratimAjI upara e be ya AcArya bhagavaMtonI udAra dRSTinI sAkSI pUratA be ya nAmo vAMcavA maLe che. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (14) A mA rA 1111111111110 a Na e be samudAyo vacce e vakhate vaMdanAdi vyavahAra na hato, amuka matabheda paNa hatA. Ama chatAM e be mahApuruSoe potAnA matabhedone manabhedamAM pariNamavA na dIdhA. parasparanI lAgaNIomAM oTa AvavA na dIdhI. 1 // 2 ma mA rAva Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yo mahAvIrassa NamotthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI pApotyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mhaaviirsy| I - 12. zAstrasApekSatA kone kahevAya ? A | eka AcArya bhagavaMta jayAre paMnyAsa hatA tyAre ekavAra pittanI takalIphanA che kAraNe emaNe AMbila, ekAsaNA choDavA paDyA ane navakArazI karavAnI zaruAta thaI. jo savAre na vApare to pitta vadhe, mAthAno duHkhAvo zaru thAya. Na paNa e paMnyAsajIno mAnasika adhyavasAya eka ja cAlyA kare ke | > zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke je sAdhue apavAda mArge navakArazI karavI paDe eNe navakArazImAM 4-6 koLIyA ja vAparavA, chevaTe jeTaluM vAparavAnI AvazyaktA hoya | enAthI vadhu na ja vAparavuM. eTale mAre cAra-cha koLIyA ja vAparavA. I: vaLI mAre pittano prakopa che. e zamAvavA mATe savAre dUdha vagere levAnI koI | jarUra nathI. mAtra zarIramAM thoDoka khorAka paDe eTale mAro pittano prakopa zAMta thaI [ jAya. mATe mAre savAre mAtra be ja lukhA khAkharA vAparavA ane savAre zrAvakonA koIka R gharomAMthI tuveranI dALa maLI jAya che. e moLI - masAlA vinAnI tuveranI dALa dara vAparavI. basa, A be sivAya trIjI koIpaNa vastu na levI. che. A paMnyAsajIe lagabhaga doDha varSa sudhI A rIte be dravya dvArA navakArazI karI. 8 apavAdamArganuM sevana karavAmAM keTalI badhI apramattatA-jAgrati joIe ? e ES AnA uparathI sArI rIte samajI zakAya che. jeo AvA prakAranI koI zAstrasApekSatA na rAkhe emano e apavAdamArga 8 jokhamamAM jANavo. . 13. oLakhI lo, kaliyuganA dhanA aNagArane.. svargavAsa pAmelA eka tapasvI AcArya bhagavaMtanA jIvananI ArAdhanAo upara A| che, jarAka najara to nAMkho, Azcaryacakita thaI jazo. . (1) arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanA 20-20 upavAsa karavA dvArA 20 vAra karI. ,(400 upavAsa) emAM ya chellA 20 upavAsanA pAraNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI. e ja : pachI nIce utarI AMbilathI pAraNuM karyuM. T (2) 1 thI 24 bhagavAnanI ArAdhanAnA uddezathI vardhamAnatapa karavA mATe kramazaH | 1,2,3,4,5....24 upavAsa karyA. e pachI 24mA bhagavAnathI pahelA bhagavAna [ A sudhInI UMdhA kramathI ArAdhanA paNa e ja rIte karI. emAM saMbhavanAtha prabhunI A Fl| ArAdhanAnA 22 upavAsanuM pAraNuM zatruMjayanI yAtrA karyA bAda AMbilathI karyuM. mAM immort vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (15) Tum" Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ThaMDuM jala che pApanuM vardhaka sukhazIlatAnuM poSTa unALe jala uSNa vAparI thAye karmanA zoSaka, dhana te..11 AdinAtha bhagavAnanA nimitte 24 upavAsa karavAne badale 30 upavAsa karI 31mA A divase zatruMjayanI yAtrA karyA pachI pAraNuM karyuM. A | che (3) ekavAra suratamAM 260 divasamAM ja 208 upavAsa karyA. A upavAsa vakhate emane varSItapa cAlato hato. a Na 1 // ra M A hajI eka vadhu Azcarya ! A ja oLImAM aMte aThThAI karI. e ATha divasamAM a mA jAmakaMDoraNAthI jUnAgaDhano cha'rIpAlita saMgha kADhyo, jemAM vyAkhyAnAdi javAbadArI mA rA nibhAvI. e ATha divasamAM mAtra eka ja vAra pANI vAparyuM. sA (6) A AcAryazrInI uMmara 85 varSanI hatI tyAre emane akhaMDa 1751 + 1100 uparAMta AMbila tapa cAlato hato. (1751 AMbila bAda thoDAka pAraNA karelA.) e vakhate vaizAkha mahinAnI bhayaMkara garamImAM teo roja savAre ATha vAge vihAra karatA. e rIte mAtra 12 divasamAM 225 ki.mI.no ugra vihAra karyo. 92 varSanI uMmara thaI tyAM sudhImAM emaNe kyAreya DoLI ke vhIlacerano upayoga karyo nathI. A $ !5 (4) ekavAra punA zaheramAM 135 divasamAM kula 116 upavAsa karyA. (5) vardhamAnatapanI 61mI oLImAM zaruAtanA 29 divasamAM 7 chaThTha(14 upavAsa), 2 aThThama, (6 upavAsa) ane 9 AMbila karyA. eTaluM ja nahi, A 29 divasamAM giranAra tIrthanI 99 yAtrA karI. giranAranI yAtrA atikaparI che e badhA jANe che. ra 30 upavAsa| 24| 232220212 (7) 'namo siddhANaM' padanA pratyeka akSaranI ArAdhanA mATe pAMca aThThAI karI. (8) 54mI oLImAM zatruMjayanI rojanI be yAtrA karavA sAthex108 yAtrA karI. (9) 18mI oLImAM 7 chaThTha ane 2 aThThama karavA sAthe zatruMjayanI 120 yAtrA karI. (10) 59,60,61 ane 64 A cAra oLIo chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karavA pUrvaka karI. (11) 65-66mI oLI ekAMtare upavAsathI karI. (12) 77mI oLImAM zatruMjayanI 108 yAtrA karI. che emanI upavAsanI tapazcaryAno koTho 1 vAra A 9 upavAsa mA rA 3 vAra || kha 8 g 2. 7 3 2 |||rA [ra 20| 19| 18| 17, 16| 15, 14, 13, 12, 11| 10 2 2 2 2322, 2 4 3 | 5 6 dA || jAda l& 1 53 2051325 F " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (16) T A NA 1 // ra ole kula 3001 upavAsa karyA. IN A 5 a che ? raeri A mA rA Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vimAM kAussagrudhyAne rahetI. kamekSapaNano avasara jANI je manamAM bA ta para jANI je manamAM bahu hasatI. dhanate...1ra phat mahAmAsanI madhyarAtrimAM kArDa, 14. bApajI mahArAjanA samudAyano asta pAmelo tejasvI sUrya eka mahAna AcArya A ja e munirAja jayAre paMnyAsa hatA tyAre emane AcArya banAvavA mATe saMghe khUba ja prayatno karyA paNa teo AcAryapadavI levA taiyAra na hatA. saMghanA AgrahamAMthI chaTakavA mATe emaNe kahyuM ke, "namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka, yogI puruSa paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. jo. mane AcAryapada levAnuM kahe to huM laIza." emane khAtarI hatI ke yogIpuruSa svayaM AcAryapada letA na hovAthI e mane AcAryapada levAnuM kadI nahIM kahe. paNa emanI dhAraNA khoTI paDI. - saMghe jyAre yogIpuruSa pAse jaI A paMnyAsajIne AcAryapada ApavAnI vAta karI tyAre yogI puruSa bolyA, - "e khUba supAtra AtmA che. tame avazya emane padavI Apo." saMghanA AgrahathI temaNe e aMge patra paNa lakhI Apyo. e patra vAMcI paMnyAsajI muMjhAyA. have zuM karavuM ? emanI AcArya padavIno divasa nakkI thaI gayo. muhUrta paNa nIkaLI gayuM. paNa A munirAja niHspRhaziromaNi hatA ! padavInA divase ja vahelI savAre teo dAMDo-tarapaNI laI koIne kahyA vinA 1. ekalA cAra-pAMca ki.mI. dUra jatA rahyA ane eka khetaramAM svAdhyAya karavA besI A gayAM. . emanI gaNatarI hatI ke muhUrtano samaya pasAra thaI jAya pachI upAzraye jaIza eTale padavI levAnI na rahe. . saMghamAM badhA sAdhuo ane zrAvako emanI zodhakhoLa karavA lAgyA. zrAvako e cArebAju vAhano laI nIkaLI paDyA. chevaTe khetaramAMthI munirAjane zodhI kADhyA. page : paDI vinaMti karI. saMghanI ANa mApI. chevaTe nAchuTake teo pAchA pharyA. kakaLatA hRdaye e ja divase muhUrtanA samaye emaNe AcAryapadavI lIdhI. a A munirAjathI AMbila bilakula thatA na hatA. AMbila karavA prayatna kare tyAre mAM ghaNI muzkelIo UbhI thAya. chevaTe emaNe AMbila karavAnA choDI dIdhA. TWITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (10) TTTTTTT Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa NamA tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa paNa emano pakSapAta khUba hato. mATe ja je zrAvaka-zrAvikAdi emanI pAse A AMbilanuM paccakkhANa levA Ave emane paccakkhANa ApyA bAda manomana bhAvapUrvaka A vaMdana kare, enA tapanI khUba anumodanA kare. A rIte AMbilanI anumodanA sAthenA aDhAra varSa pasAra thaI gayA. che A eka divasa potAnA gurudevanI sAthe A paMnyAsajI derAsara gayA. gurue a Na caityavaMdana bAda kahyuM ke, 1 // Aje AMbila kara.' ra CON e vakhate potAnuM zarIra AMbila karavA mATe samartha na hatuM chatAM kSaNano paNa a vicAra karyA vinA emaNe gurudevanA kahevAthI paccakkhANa laI. lIdhuM to emanA a mA jIvanamAM moTuM Azcarya thayuM. e AMbila to nirvighne thayuM ja paNa vadhumAM bIjA divase mA rA AMbila cAlu ja rahyA. saLaMga pa27 AMbila karyA. gurUnI AjJAne vagara vicArye rA svIkAranAra sAdhu saphaLatA pAme ja. 15. sAdhune vaLI Asakti kevI ? eka ziSye Azcarya sAthe potAnA vayovRddha gurudevane prazna karyo. vRddha gurudeva vAparI le pachI emanuM cokaThuM svaccha karavAnuM kAma A ziSya karato hato. je divase ene A cokaThAnI vicitratA najaramAM AvI e divase e prazna karI beTho. A A el 1 // ra "gurudeva ! ApanA dAMtanA cokaThAno jamaNI bAjuno bhAga ghasAyelo dekhAya che ane DAbI bAjuno bhAga bilakula ghasAyA vinAno dekhAya che. AvuM zI rIte bane?'' a mA rA che 5 5 5 = s ziSya ! mokSa joIto hoya to bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavI ja paDe, rAga-dveSa ghaTADavA ja paDe. e ja divasathI meM e jinAjJA pALavAnuM zaru karI dIdhuM. huM roja jamaNI bAjuthI ja koLIyA cAvIne nIce utArI lauM chuM, DAbI bAju javA deto nathI. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (c) m ra saraLasvabhAvI gurudeve pratyuttara vALyo, "jyAre huM AcArAMga vAMcato hato tyAre ekavAra emAM evo pATha Avyo che ke sAdhu vApare tyAre e koLIyAone moMmAM mamaLAve nahi. DAbI bAjuthI jamaNI bAju ane jamaNI bAjuthI DAbI bAju na javA de. mAtra DAbI bAjuthI ke mAtra jamaNI bAjuthI vAparIne aMdara utArI le. AvuM je kare e rasanendriyano vijetA kahI zakAya. A mamaLAvavAmAM to svAda-rAga utpanna thAya. A sa 1 ra A mA rA Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaTukavacana suNI gurunA, eTale A cokaThuM jamaNI bAju ghasAyeluM che, DAbI bAju ghasAyA vinAnuM che." potAnA gurunI AvI viziSTatama pariNati joI ziSya khUba Azcarya pAmyo. A "zAstra vAMce ghaNA, paNa vAMcIne ene AtmasAt karavAnuM kAma to ko'ka virala AtmA ja karI zake.'' A che a 1 ero 1 // ra 5. jene haiye harSa na mAto. 'kaho kaho o guruvara' kahetA, pAya paDI harakhAto. dhana te..13 101010101010101010101010101 16. tuM mAro zatru zA mATe bane che ? a m rA tAvanA kAraNe ThaMDI khUba lAgatI hatI. ziSyane A vAtanI khabara paDI. ziSyane khabara hatI ke "gurudevane vadhu kAmaLI na oDhavAnI pratijJA che" eTale ziSya gurune khabara na paDe e rIte dhAbaDo oDhADI dIdho. thoDIvAra pachI bIjo dhAbaDo paNa oDhADyo: be ja miniTamAM dhAbaDo oDhADyAno khyAla AvI jatA AcAryazrI UbhA thaI gayA. be ya dhAbaDAo dUra karI e vayovRddha gurudeve ziSyane kahyuM ke, "tuM zA mATe mAro zatru bane che ? A anaMta karmo khatama karavAno amUlya avasara mane maLyo che tyAre tuM mane emAM aMtarAya zA mATe kare che ?" A ziSye nata-mastake mAphI mAMgI. a atyaMta vRddha e AcAryazrIne eka di' rAtre acAnaka tAva caDyo. zarIra dhrujavA lAgyuM a mA to ya temaNe potAnA ziSyo pAse bIjI kAmaLI vigerenI mAMgaNI na karI. eka ja mA rA kAmaLI oDhIne saMthArAmAM sUI rahyA. a e AcAryazrIne bAdhA hatI ke,'ThaMDI vadhAre hoya to paNa eka ja kAmaLI oDhavI.' gA chellA varSomAM teo amadAvAdanA ja saMghomAM moTo samaya pasAra karatA hatA. ra i paNa ahIM mITho jhaghaDo zaru thayo. yogIpuruSa AcAryane vaMdana karavA lAgyA tyAre AcAryazrIe kahyuM ke, vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (19) kevI utkRSTa pariNatinA dhAraka ! A AcArya banyA bAda teo vihAra karatA ekavAra zirohI pahoMcyA. e ja divase a Na tyAM paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. sAheba paNa padhAryA. e yogIpuruSa dIkSAparyAyamAM Na gA moTA hatA, to A AcAryazrI AcAryapadavInI dRSTie moTA hatA. 1 // ra ra koNa kone vaMdana kare ? 5000 5 a m rA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . tene ubhA thai satkAre, Asana daI sukhazAtA pUchI ucita vinaya avaDe vinaya avadhAre. dhana te..14 ranAdhika Ave taba tene UbhA thaI sastA - $ hai = ja che ' "huM paryAyamAM nAno chuM. vaLI Apa mahAna yogI cho eTale Apa mane vaMdanaA nahi karI zako. Ape mane navakAranI ArAdhanA ApI che.Apa mArA upakArI cho A T mATe huM AcArya hovA chatAM paNa Apane vaMdana karIza." | yogIpuruSa kahe, "huM paMnyAsa thaIne jo. AcAryanA vaMdana lauM to mArI durgati a thAya. mAre A nukasAna vahoravuM nathI." NI savArathI A mITho jhaghaDo zaru thayo hato. sAdhuo gocarI laIne AvI gayA Na gI tyAre A be ya mahApuruSo potapotAnI jIdamAM hatA. bemAMthI ekane AMbila hatuM ane gA ekane ekAsaNuM hatuM. be ya nI gocarI ThaMDI thaI gaI hatI. aMte sAdhuo vacce paDyA ? A paNa AcAryazrI mAnavA taiyAra na hatA. e kahe, "huM vaMdana karIne yogIpuruSa pAse mAM paccakhANa lIdhA pachI ja gocarI vAparIza." chevaTe sAdhuoe yogIpuruSane manAvyA. AcAryazrIe e yogIpuruSane vaMdana rA karyA, paccakhANa lIdhA bAda gocarI vAparI. 3. AvI niHspRhatA jo sarvatra phelAya to jinazAsananI ronaka palaTAI jAya. AcAryapada jevA UMcA sthAne beThA pachI paNa ATalI badhI namratA, guNAnurAgitA, ke saraLatA, bhavabhIrutA hovI e najIkamAM mokSe janArA AtmAomAM maLI zake. 2 koTi koTi vaMdana ho e svargastha mahApuruSane ! 17. ziSyanA vikAsa mATe gurunI kALajI eka bALa sAdhu bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hatA. emaNe potAnA dAdAguru pratye 3 1 atizaya lAgaNI hatI. dAdAguru anAsakta, mIThAI vagerenA tyAgI hatA. ekavAra bALamunie jIda pakaDI, "gurudeva ! Ape Aje to mIThAI vAparavI ja paDaze." dAdAgurue spaSTa nA pADI paNa A to bALahaTha. chevaTe gItArtha dAdAgurue mArga kADhayo. emaNe kahyuM ke "tuM jo AvatIkAle 108 navA zloko banAve to ja huM mIThAI vAparuM." bALamunie kahyuM, "jo huM AvatIkAle 108 navA zloko banAvuM to Ape be mahinA sudhI mIThAI ke A 8 9 8 8 8 + 8 = = . CLINITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (20) TTTTTTTTS Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhgvo| samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAtI vAparavI paDaze. " dAdAgurUe hA pADI. A. bALamuni bIjA divase zloko banAvavA besI gayA. ane kharekhara eka ja divasamAM 4 navA 108 zloko banAvI dIdhA, sAMje dAdAgurune samarpita karyA. be mahinA sudhI gurune mIThAI vaparAvavA maLaze eno emane apAra AnaMda hato. zA potAnA ziSyanI AvI zakti ane Avo ullAsa joI dAdAgurunI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. Aje moTI uMmaranA banI gayelA e bALamuni kahe che ke, A prasaMga pUrve paNa huM zloko banAvato hato paraMtu be-pAMca mAMDa banAvI maLI zakato. paNa jayAre gurunA kahevAthI meM zloko banAvyA tyArathI mAro kSayopazama khIlI gayo che, khUba sahelAIthI ghaNA badhA zloko banAvI zakuM chuM." - 18. saMyamInA sAcA-nirmaLa bhAvo zetAnane paNa saMta banAvI de kaI ! vIra ho tuma ? hAM nAnA hai ?" be bharayuvAna, sazakta, guMDA jevA dekhAtA musalamAnoe buma pADI. mAgazara mahIno ane sAMjanA poNAsAta vAgyA hatA. aMdhAru lagabhaga phelAIka 8 gayuM hatuM. kAvIthI eka-be kilomITara dUra jaMgala jevA sthAnamAM dUrathI be yuvAna 3 a sAdhvIjIone joIne e muslima yuvAnoe buma pADI. nirmaLa brahmacaryanA dhAraka ane zIlane leza paNa DAgha na lAge enI sAcI TekavALA re e be ya zramaNIo A zabdo sAMbhaLI dhrujI uThyA. A hakIkata e banelI ke e be sAdhvIjIo rastAmAM bhulA paDyA ane pahoMcatA moDuM | thayuM.. kAvI tIrtha dharmazALA pahoMcavAno rasto zodhatA hatA. sumasAma jaMgala jevA che. sthAnamAM to koNa sahAyaka maLe? emAM vaLI puSkaLa muslimonI vasati dharAvatuM gAma.), paNa aMdhAruM thaI cUkyuM hatuM. | muslimone joI sAdhvIjIonA manamAM aneka saMkalpa-vikalpo cAlavA lAgyA. manomana paramAtmAne prArthanA karI lIdhI ke prabho ! bIjuM je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa cAritrane-zIlane AMca na Ave eTaluM karaje." Ljajaja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (21) jam" Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kara joDI zIza nAmI guru AgaLa je UbhA rahetA, gurumukhavANI jinavANIsamanirvikalpa je grahetA. dhana te...15 be ya yuvAno najIka AvI gayA. zramaNIomAM bolavAnA hoMza rahyA na hatA. A AkhA zarIre bhayanI kaMpArI thatI hatI. che A " Apa hamAre lie pUjanIya haiM, bilakula bhaya mata rakhanA ! Apako dharmazAlA meM nAnA haiM na ? haeNma Apajo pA~ca ne, mAre pIche-pIche cale Ao|'' a guMDA jevA dekhAtA be muslimonA AzvAsanadAyaka vacano sAMbhaLI be ya yuvAna a Na zramaNIone saheja dharapata to thaI paNa chatAM "musalamAnono vizvAsa keTalo ?" e Na gA vicArathI bhaya ocho na thayo. be ya sAdhvIjIo e muslimonI pAchaLa-pAchaLa 1 // ra rA cAlavA lAgyA. a m 'vAnA stroto ! ghUma Apa, sAdhvInIo jo choDane dre nid gat haiM / ', a kAvItIrtha pAse pahoMcIne muslima yuvAne buma pADI. aMdarathI bAraNuM kholavAmAM mA rA AvyuM. ATalA aMdhArAmAM be sAdhvIjIo ane enI sAthe be muslima yuvAnone joI rA cokIdAra ane tIrthano munIma Azcarya pAmyA. be ya yuvAno tyAMthI ja vidAya thayA. munIme be ya sAdhvIjIone aMdara lIdhA. badhI vAtacIta thaI. Illlll0000001 15C A che munIme kahyuM "sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ! A be yuvAno koNa hatA? e tame jANo cho ? A be yuvAno kAvImAM bahenonI cheDatI karavA vagere mATe prasiddha guMDA jevA,yuvAno hatA. huM temane oLakhuM chuM ne ! e Apane ahIM mUkI gayA e to parama Azcarya kahevAya !" A vAta sAMbhaLI sAdhvIjIo paNa ati Azcarya pAmyA. AvI kaTokaTimAMthI ugarI gayA badala teoe prabhuno khUba ja upakAra mAnyo. che| a Ane camatkAra gaNo ke bIjuM kaMIpaNa gaNo paNa eka hakIkata to che ja ke jeonI a Na potAnI AtmAnI zuddhinI tamannA tIvra kakSAnI hoya che. teone kudarata sahAya karyA vinA paNa gA rahetI nathI. nirdoSagocarInI IcchAvALAone bharajaMgalamAM nirdoSa vahorAvanArA gA ra maLI jAya. brahmacaryanI nirmaLatAne IcchanArAone kudarata ja brahmacaryanA svAbhAvika ra nirmaLa pAlana mATenI vyavasthA UbhI karI Ape. jarUra che ApaNI sAcA hRdayanI tIvra bhAvanAnI ! www a mAta sAdhvIjIoe kahyuM ke "A be muslima yuvAnoe amArI rakSA karI. cheka amane ahIM sudhI mUkI gayA." rA D vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (22) 111111111111111 A 5 ma m rA Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAna taNo akSara paNa jeNe Apyo te garavaranI, yogannikathI yAvAva bhakti karatA bhavataraNI, dhana te...16 vadhAre anumodanIya koNa ? sAdhvIjIonI rakSA karanArA e be musalamAno ? A N ke evA guMDA jevA muslimonA hRdayamAM zubhabhAvane janmAvI denArA be zramaNIonA A zubha pariNAmo ? che che 19. zAstronA pratyeka vAkyo gItArtha-saMvigna gurunI garaja sAre che. a sAMjanA pratikramaNa bAda be mitra saMyamIo bhegA besIne saMyama aMgenI aneka Na gA prakAranI vAto karatA hatA. 1 // ra ra a T A mA nimitto vagerenI vacce nirvikArabhAvane siddha karavo e saheluM kAma nathI. upAzrayanI mA rA bahAra nIkaLIe, derAsara-gocarI-Thalle jaIe ke tarata badhe ja kunimitto bhaTakAyA ja rA| kare.' 00000000 emAM eka saMyamI bolyo "A kALamAM brahmacaryanuM nirmaLa pAlana kharekhara khUba ja kaparuM thatuM jAya che. kharAba tarata bIjo bharayuvAna saMyamI bolI uThyo. "munivara ! tamArI vAta ekadama sAcI che. paNa huM mArI vAta karuM ? A bharayuvAnImAM paNa mArA mATe to brahmacaryanuM nirmaLa pAlana sAva ja saheluM thaI gayuM che. mane lagabhaga mAnasika paNa kharAba vicAro prAyaH kyAreya AvatA nathI.' mA rA 5=2005 pahelA saMyamIe Azcarya sAthe vaLato prazna karyo, "ATalA nimittonI vacce paNa, mAnasika paNa kuvicAra na Ave e to ghaNI moTI siddhi kahevAya. tamane A siddhi kyAMthI maLI ? kaI rIte maLI ?' bIjA saMyamIe pratyuttara Apyo, A "upadezamAlAnI gAthAo meM gokhI. emAM eka vAkya mane khUba ja gamI gayuM. che ''rUvaM vavuM puLo na kRmbrijJA' game tyAM paNa sAmethI nimitta bhaTakAya to enuM rUpa che bilakula jovuM nahi. A Na basa A vAkyane meM khUba ja ghuMTyuM. huM ema ja vicAruM ke A mArA bhagavAnanI gA AjJA che. e to mAre pALavAnI ja. eTale jyAre paNa rastAmAM ke game tyAM nimitta gA ra sAme Ave eTale huM manamAM A vAkya vAraMvAra bolavA lAgyuM. ra OM =F A enI koIka gajabanI tAkAta che ke e zAstravacananA smaraNa pachI mArI lezapaNa najara nimitta upara paDatI ja nathI. kharAba vicAro to nimittone jovAthI Ave. huM nimittone joto ja nathI eTale mane kharAba vicAra AvatA ja nathI.'' mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (23) 10000 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa AvA haLAhaLa kaLiyugamAM, atibhayaMkara nimittonI hAjarImAM, bharayuvAna A uMmaramAM eka saMyamI AvI zuddhine dhAraNa karato hoya e to kharekhara atyaMta A anumodanIya che. AvA mahAtmAonI anumodanA ja kuvicAronA jaMgalane bALI nAMkhavA mATe bhaDabhaDatI agninuM kAma kare che. che a ApaNe khUba gokhavuM. khUba bhaNavuM. khUba punarAvartana karavuM. kyAre kayo zloka, a Na kayuM vAkya ApaNane patana pAmatA ugArI leze, doSo sevatA aTakAvI deze e kahI Na gA nahi zakAya. 1 // 2 ra a mA rA 00000001 A 20. zAsanarakSA mATe kaMIka to karo ! "manuSya bhava maLavo durlabha, jinazAsana maLavuM ethIya vadhu durlabha ! chatAMya maLI gayelA jaina zAsana mATe kaMI karI chUTavAthI bhavAMtaramAM paNa jaina zAsana maLI zake" evI gurumukhe vANI sAMbhaLI amadAvAdamAM eka suzrAvikAne vicAra AvI gayo na 5 "huM jaina zAsana mATe kaMIka karuM ane mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya." e vakhate emaNe AjathI Azare 10 varSa pahelAM nirdhAra karyo ke "sametazikhara tIrthanI rakSA kAje sametazikharano cukAdo zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMghanI tarapheNamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI aThThamanA pAraNe akrama ane pAraNe biyAsaNuM karIza.' Aja dina sudhI chellA 10 varSamAM Azare 940 akrama thaI cUkyA che. hamaNAM rAMcI hAIkorTano vicitra cukAdo jANyA pachI paNa hiMmata hAravAne badale temanuM sattva A phoravI ane akramane pAraNe biyAsaNuM karatA hatA, tene badale akramanA pAraNe A che. AyaMbila karavAno nirdhAra e zrAvikAe karelo che. dhanya che AvA sattvazALI suzrAvikAne 2 a m rA 11111111111111 21. zAsanadAjha I eka vidvAna, zAsana prabhAvaka, aneka nUtana granthonA racayitA yuvAna munirAjane zArIrika evI vicitra muzkelIo ubhI thaI ke "emanA be pago kApI nAMkhavA paDe a tyAM sudhInI paristhiti AvI." a mA pago kapAI jAya eTale vihAra baMdha thAya. saMpUrNa parataMtratA Ave. pachI mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (24) a Na 1 // ra Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virAyatA guruvarane durlabhabodhipaNuM te pAme, prasanna thAtA guru jenAthI te karatA hitakAme. dhana te....17 saMyamapAlana, zAsanasevA vagere lagabhaga ghaNA agharA paDe. e vakhate e munirAje paramAtmAne je hArdika prArthanA karI enA emanA ja mukhe A sAMbhaLelA zabdo A - he paramAtman ! meM pUrvakALamAM ghaNA bhayaMkara pApa kAryo karyA haze. ane enA a pariNAme puSkaLa azAtA vigere azubha karmo bAMdhyA ja haze. emAMnA keTalAMka karmo a Na to evA nikAcita paNa haze ke mokSamAM pahoMcatA pahelA mAre e karmo bhogavavA ja Na gA paDe. Aje mane je A azubhakarmo udayamAM AvyA che e paNa evA ati cIkaNAM gA azubhakarmo hovAnI pAkI zakyatA che. ra ra A paramAtman ! huM tArI pAse e nathI mAMgato ke 'tuM e badhA mArA duHkho pAchA kheMcI a mA le.' kemake meM ja evA vicitra karmo bAMdhyA che to mAre e bhogavavA ja paDe. rAsA DDDDDITI paNa prabho ! tuM eTaluM to kara ke "hajI mokSamAM pahoMcatA pahelA mArA je kaMI tiryaMca- rA naraka-kumAnavAdi kharAba bhavo thavAnA hoya emAM ja A badhA azAtAnA udayo thAya. atyAre e udayo aTakAvI de.' kemake atyAre mane tAruM zAsana maLyuM che. tArA zAsanane ArAdhavAnI ane tenI sevA karavAnI zakti-samajaNa mane sAMpaDI che. jo atyAre pelA azubhakarmo udayamAM Avaze to tArA zAsananI ArAdhanA-sevA-karavAno avasara huM gumAvI daIza. bAkI tiryaMcAdi bhavomAM mAre bIjuM zuM karavAnuM che ? tyAM A badhA azubha karmo bhogavI laIza. mArI ATalI prArthanA svIkAra." Avo nirmaLa vicAra paNa e mahAtmAnI zAsana pratyenI viziSTatama bhAvanAne sucavI jAya che. A nA ! A mAtra gokhI kADhelA ke upajAvI kADhelA zabdo nathI. eka suvihita che. zramaNanI nAbhimAMthI uThelA ane sagA kAne sAMbhaLelA A zabdo che. jinazAsana mATe AvI udAtta bhAvanA dharAvanArA koIpaNa saMyamIo kharekhara 5 = 1000 15 a Na - khUba khUba anumodanIya che. gA 2 5 >> OM 22. niHspRhatAnI paNa kaMIka hada hoya ! a eka munirAjane AjanI tArIkhamAM saLaMga 3300thI vadhu AMbilo thaI cUkyA che. Azcarya e che ke koIpaNa AMbilamAM emaNe doSita gocarI vAparI nathI. AdhAkarmI dALa to dUranI vAta che paNa gharomAM sthApanA tarIke rakhAvelI dALa paNa e vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (25) mA rA ra Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinaya baLa gaNonuM. vinaya vinAno bahuzrutadhArI, maDaduM jIva vinAnuM. dhana che, vinaya mULa che jinazAsananuM, vinaya muLa gaNone ti munirAja vAparatA nathI. gharomAM lukhI roTalI rAkhavAnuM kahyuM hoya ane zrAvikAoe A rAkhI hoya to evI sthApanA doSavALI roTalI paNa te letA nathI. nirdoSa roTalI na maLe to nirdoSa khAkharA vahorIne calAve. e paNa na maLe . to ekalA bhAta, ekalA korA pauMA, ekalA caNA upara paNa AMbila karI le. paNa * A doSita to na ja le. nirdoSa dALa na maLe to bhAtanuM osAmaNa vahorI le. e paNa A Na na maLe to chevaTe bhAta ke pauAmAM pANI nAMkhI ene ja sAdhana tarIke vApare. AvA Na gA to puSkaLa AMbilo vAraMvAra karavA paDe to paNa atyaMta prasannatApUrvaka te AMbilo gA kare. A kyAreya paNa dALa na maLavAno, roTalI vagere na maLavAno kheda emanA mukha ke. mA vacanamAM zodhyo na jaDe. ekalA roTalA cAvI-cAvIne AMbilo karavAmAM e khUba ja mA rA prasanna thAya. rI A 3300 bilamAM upavAsono paNa Dhagalo karI dIdho che. lagabhaga pAMcama- ka ra AThama-caudazanA upavAso karyA ane kare che. comAsI cha4, divALI chaThTha, vigere 4 3 ArAdhanAo paNa A ghora AMbila tapamAM karavAnI ja. aThThamanA pAraNe paNa potAnuM re pratilekhana jAte kare, gocarI jAte jAya. koIpaNa vyakti emanA mukhane joIne ema E kahI ja na zake ke "Amane aTTamanuM pAraNuM che athavA ghora tapa cAle che." eTalI ? prasannatA emanA mukha upara taravaratI hoya. A mahAtmA chellA 13 varSathI eka vayovRddha tapasvI AcAryazrInI sevAmAM ? hatA. e AcArya paNa nirdoSa gocarInA kaTTara AgrahI hatA. to A mahAtmA = AcAryazrI vigerenI nirdoSa gocarI levA be-traNa kI.mI. sudhI paNa jatA. 10-15A 20 ki.mI.nA vihAra pachI, bapore 12 ke 2 vAge sthAne pahoMcyA pachI AcAryazrIne A upAzrayamAM goThavI vaLI pAchA nirdoSa gocarI mATe be-cAra ki.mI. dUra javuM. taddana che. nirdoSa gocarI lAvI AcAryazrIne vaparAvI ane pachI je vadhe e traNa-cAra-pAMca | vAge vAparavA besavuM e emanA jIvanamAM anekavAra banI cUkelo prasaMga che. A ekavAra 50-60 divasanI japanI viziSTa ArAdhanA karI. emAM e 50-60 6 1 divasanA AMbila eka mAtra caNA vAparIne karyA. (mAtra caNA ja. caNAnI bhAkharI, caNAnA DhokaLA, caNAnuM zAka vagere kaMI ja nahi. cokho caNo. e eka ja dravya upara 50-60 dinanA AMbilo karavA pUrvaka rojano 8-10-12 kalAkano japa karyo:) AvI to aneka-aneka vizeSatAo A mahAtmAnI che. . COMMITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (5) STUTION Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mAssa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM.samaNassa bhagavao mAI - ATalA ghora tapa sAthe svAdhyAyanI paNa eTalI ja dhagaza ! bhaNavAnuM maLe, koIka A mahApuruSonI vAcanA maLe to e kadI na cUke. emano eka vicitra niyama che. game eTalI ThaMDI hoya, bAkInA saMyamIo bArI-bAraNA baMdha karI, be dhAbaDA 31 A oDhIne je ThaMDImAM saMthAro karatA hoya evI ThaMDImAM paNa A saMyamI kAmaLI sudhdhAM paNa Na oDhatA nathI. mAtra kAmaLIno eka kapaDo ja oDhavAno emano niyama che. ane e Na | varSothI pALI rahyA che. emanI pAse potAnI rojIMdI kAmaLI paDI hoya e paNa na oDhe. e ya bAjumAM paDI rahe athavA to e jAte bIjA saMyamIne oDhADI de. mAre je prasaMga kahevo che te have kahIza. rI ekavAra AThamanA divase A saMyamIe guru pAse upavAsanuM paccakhANa lIdhuM. | badhA jANatA hatA ke "A saMyamI pAMca tithi upavAsa kare che." eTale koIne emAM navAI 8 jevuM na lAgyuM. nomanA divase bapore bAra vAge e saMyamI gocarI vahorIne AvyA. guru pAse gocarI AlovI gurunA caraNomAM paDI AzIrvAda mAMgyA ke gurudeva ! Aje mAre 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM che. Apa mArA pAtrAmAM ja AMbilanI gocarI ApI mane pAraNuM karAvavA kRpA karo. ane AzIrvAda Apo ke 8 jIMdagInA chellA divase paNa mAre AMbila ja hoya. A AkhI jIMdagI have A 5 zarIramAM vigaInuM eka TIpuM paNa na jAya evA AziSa Apo." . guru Azcarya pAmyA, gadgada thaI gayA. "chellA saLaMga 2500 AMbila sAthe 100mI oLI purI thaI, enI nAnakaDI | patrikA to nahi ja, svajanonI hAjarI to nahi ja, koIka traNa-cAra divasano mahotsava to nahi ja. AjubAjunA gurubhAIo ane sAkSAt gurune paNa jenI 100mI oLInA pAraNAnI gaMdha sudhdhA na AvI" evo ajoDa-advitIya tapa joI guru harSathI raDI paDyA. AvA ziSyonA guru thavA badala emane zA mATe garva na thAya? saMyamIono tapa ajANyo, aprasiddha hoya e ghaNo ja zobhe. A joyA pachI have kharekhara, daDha vizvAsa bese che ke "A jinazAsana kharekhara A mA jayavaMtu che." el gA AMITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (20) bhajana Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hemanI ItyAdika vAparatA. vaDIlo laI le tyAra pachI gurazeSa mAnI che tema koSa mAnI je letA. dhanate...19 gocarI-pATalA-beThaka-lekhanI ItyAdita A ke 23. jhaTapaTa mokSa pAmavo che? to A tapasvIonI bhArobhAra anumodanA karIe 1ApaNane eka AyaMbila karavuM ya jyAM bhAre paDatuM hoya ke AyaMbilanI rasoI chedekhatAM ja ubakA AvatA hoya tyAre A pUjyo bhAre prasannatApUrvaka vardhamAna tapa che A AyaMbilanI 98 thI laI 250 uparAMta oLI sudhI pahoMcelA che. tapasvIonI hArdika ,, Na anumodanA karavAno A aNamola avasara jo jo cUkAya nahi. 1) pU. labdhisU. ma. parivAra pU.A. azokaratnasUrijI ma. pU.A. vAriSeNasUrijI ma. (9 thI 100 oLI ThAma cauvihArI ane ekadattI) pU.A. amitayazasUrijI ma. - pU.A. kalpayazasUrijI ma. pU.mu. jayakuMjaravijayajI ma. pU.mu. kalApUrNavijayajI ma. pU.sA. subhadrAzrIjI ma. 108 pU.sA. jitendrazrIjI ma. pU.sA. jinendrazrIjI ma. pU.sA. yazomAlAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. kavannAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. zubhaMkarAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. nirmaLAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. haMsakalAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. ahaMpamAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. paramapadmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. sudhAMzuyazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. sItAMzuyazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vasupadmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. akSayazAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. namrayazAzrIjI ma. 98 pU.sA. gIta padmAzrIjI ma. ane 23. pU.sA. dIpayazAzrIjI ma. (oLI eTalI nathI karI, alabatta 5 varSamAM 20 mAsakSamaNa karyA che.) 2) pU. kalApUrNasU. ma. parivAra vardhamAnatapanI 100 vagere oLInA ArAdhako pU.sA. haMsakIrtizrIjI ma. 100 + 100 + 65 pU.sA. kuvalayAzrIjI ma. 100 + 64 TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (28) VITTING Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane je taNa gaNI tu9kAra mAgeaSTa bhArekamI te durgatinA pagathAre che pratApagathAre. dhana te...20 baddhivANIbalathI parane je taka gaNI meM zu che A 8 + pU.sA. damayaMtIzrIjI ma. 100 + 45 pU.sA. saumyarasAzrIjI ma. 1OO + 45 pU.sA. anaMta kiraNAzrIjI ma. 100 + 45 pU.sA. anaMtazrIjI ma. 100 + 36 pU.sA. caMdralatAzrIjI ma. 100 + 30 pU.sA. saMyamapUrNAzrIjI ma. 100 + 34 pU.sA. yazodhanAzrIjI ma. 100 + 17 pU.sA. hIrazrIjI ma. 100 + 12 pU.sA. cAruMdharmAzrIjI ma. 100 + 25 pU.sA. zIlaguNAzrIjI ma. 100 + 11 pU.sA. amIvarSAzrIjI ma. 108 + 8 pU.sA. nemiprabhAzrIjI ma. 108 + 81 pU.sA. pUrNayazAzrIjI me. 108 + 39 pU.sA. caMdrakIrtizrIjI ma. 100 + 20 pU.sA. devAnaMdAzrIjI ma. 108 pU.sA. anaMtadarzanAzrIjI ma. 100 + 30 pU.sA. vibudhazrIjI ma. pU.sA. saumyajayotizrIjI ma. pU.sA. harSapUrNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. pUrNaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sAM. cArUvratAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. cArujyotizrIjI ma. pU.sA. suzIlaguNAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. jayapadmAzrIjI ma. 98 pU.sA. jayadarzanAzrIjI ma. 100 + 22 54. pU. caMdramAlAzrIjI ma. 100 + 17 3) pU. zAnticaMdra sU. ma. parivAra pU.sAM. suvratAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. satyarekhAzrIjI ma. 58 pUsA. ahaprabhAzrIjI ma. 98 4) pU. rAmacaMdrasU. ma. parivAra pU.A. lalitazekharasU. ma. 100 + 76 8 = = $ A. $ $ $ $ + $ = vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (29) Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yo mahAvIrassa NamA tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra ::: :::: ::: Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mAtI huM >> 0 da ha 3 ha pU.A. naracaMdrasUrijI ma. pU.mu. rAjayazavijayajI ma. pU.mu. mitravijayajI ma. pU.mu. manoguptavijayajI ma. 108 A pU.mu. divyAnaMdavijayajI ma. 100 + 100 + 45 pU. paM. jinasenavijayajI ma. 100 + 100 + 16 pU.A. naravAhanasUrijI ma. pU.A. guNayazasUri ma. 100 + 29 pU.paM. jinayazavijaya ma. 100 + 92 pU.mu. muktibhadravi ma. 100 + 78 pU.A. prabhAkarasUrijI ma. pU.mu. vizvadarzanavi. ma. 100 + 10 pU.mu. khyAtadarzanavijayajI ma. pU.mu. khAtakIrtivi. ma. 100 + 36 pU.mu. ravizekharavi. ma. 100 + 60 pU.A. kamalaratnasU. ma. 100 + 11 pU.mu. mokSatilakavi. ma. 100 + 50 pU.mu. nayabhadravi. ma. 100 + 34 pU.mu. jagandarzanavi. ma. 100 + 8 pU.mu. jJAnaratnavi. ma. 100 + 5 pU.mu. vinayabalavi. ma. 100 + 15 pU.mu. zAsanarativi. ma. 100 + 5 - - pU.mu. udayaratnavijayajI ma. pU.mu. AtmarativijayajI ma. (17 varSano paryAya, ekalA ekAsanathI varSItapa) pU.sA. labdhaguNAzrI ma. 100+45 pU.sA. ratnazIlAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vizuddhadarzanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. dharmapUrNAzrIjI ma. 98 pU.sA. tattvadarzanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. nayaprajJAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. mArgodayAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. muktipUrNAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. AtmadarzanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vizvaprajJAzrIjI ma. jaja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (30) ITIHITS 0 7 hu ta>> [ ka ka ha Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apakArI para korpI banatA, ajJAnI bahu dIsatA. sarvAdhamaaparAdhI krodha para mahAkrodhI muni banatA. dhana te..21 pU.sA. kiraNarekhAzrIjI ma. |che| A pU.sA. padamayazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. viratiguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. jitasenAzrIjI ma. A Na 1 // ra 5 = 0.000 rA a thA 1 // ra 5) pU. bhuvanabhAnusU. ma. parivAra pU.A. vidyAnaMdasUrijI ma. pU.u. vimalasenavi. ma. 100+9 pU.paM. kanakasuMdaravijayajI ma. 108 pU.paM. dharmarakSitavi. ma. 100 + 50 pU.paM. pujyaMratnavijayajI ma. pU.mu. padmAnaMdavijayajI ma. 102 pU.paM. dharmayavi. ma. 100 + 27 pU.paM. yazobhUSaNavijayajI ma. pU.mu. divyaratnavijayajI ma. pU.mu. hemavallabhavijayajI ma. 74 thI pU.sA. ujjavaLadharmAzrI 100+11 pU.sA. zubhadarzanAzrIjI ma. A m rA pU.sA. padamarekhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. anupamAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. tattvaprajJAzrIjI ma. 101. pU.sA. guNajJAzrIjI ma. pU.A. varabodhisUrijI ma. pU.paM. jayasomavijayajI ma. 111 (saMyamanA 18 varSamAM 17 varSa AyaMbila) pU.mu. kIrtiratnavijayajI ma. pU.mu. zobhanavijayajI ma. 111 pU.paM. padmabhUSaNavijayajI ma. pU.mu. jinavallabha ma. 100 + 22 pU.sA. prazIlayazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. rattarekhAzrIjI ma. 100+22 pU.sA. snehalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. prazAzrIjI ma. saLaMga 100 oLI pU.sA. sudharmanidhizrI 100 + 15 122. pU.sA. kalpanidhizrIjI ma. 99 6) pU.nIti sU.ma. parivAra pU.A. arihaMtasiddhasUrijI ma. oLI nahi, alabatta covihAra chaThTha karIne sAta yAtrA evI 355 ke (?) A che pU.mu. anaMtabhadravijayajI ma. che pU.sA. kalpadharAzrIjI ma. 100 + 25 pU.sA. padmayazAzrIjI ma. 100+10 pU.sA. jayajJAzrIjI ma. 100 + 14 pU.sA. divyajJAzrIjI ma. 98 pU.sA. priyaMkarAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vipulayazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vizvapUrNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. zIlaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. prajJaptAzrIjI ma. A che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (31) 5 >> F 5=ddddddddd 2 a Na 1 // 2 a m rA Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e vege makti varatA. dhana te...22 . sajadoSo-paraguNanuM darzana karatA. kuragaDu-mRgAvatI samate vege maniTa sarvaprasaMge nijadoSo-para khr `w w pU.sA. puNyaprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. sUryalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. kalpalatAzrIjI ma. 141. pU.sA. pavitralatAzrIjI ma. A 8) pU. DahelAvALAno parivAra pU.sA. jayaMtIzrIjI ma. 108+20 pU.sA. kanakaprabhAzrIjI ma.108+17 pU.sA. taruNaprabhAzrIjI ma. 108 pU.sA. bhAnuprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. padamaprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. zreyaguNAzrIjI ma. 148. pU.sA. nayaprajJAzrIjI ma. 9) pU. sAgarAnaMdasU. ma. parivAra pU.A. navaratnasAgarasU. ma. 100 + 60 (tapamAM ya tyAga jabaro che.) pU.A. kalyANasAgarasUrijI ma. pU.ga. caMdraratnasAgarajI ma. pU.paM. apUrvaratnasAgarajI ma. pU.mu. hitendrasAgarajI ma. (oLI nahi, 1008 aTTamanI tapasyA) pU.mu.vairAgyaratnasAgarajI ma. (oLI 88mI, paNa saLaMga karI rahyA che.) pU.sA. kalpabodhazrIjI ma. 100 + 100 pU.sA. mokSaratAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. viraktAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vizadaguNAzrI ma. 100+9 pU.sA. prazamaratAzrIjI ma. 98 pU.sA. caMdrayazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. revatIzrIjI ma. pU.sA. cArudharmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. jayarekhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. harSaprajJAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. darzanarasAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. RSidattAzrI ma. 100+20 pU.sA. tattvadarzanAzrI ma. 100 + pU.sA. prathama prajJA ma. 99 (tapasvI) pU.sA. puNyazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. pradiptAzrIjI ma. 100 + 12 pU.sA. punyodayAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. karmajJAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. IndriyadamAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vizuddhadarzanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. tattvajJAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. rAjendrazrIjI ma. pU.sA. padmalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. amIvarSAzrIjI ma. A pU.sA. surajJAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. zamapUrNAzrIjI ma. - mA! CITTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (32) w w w w w Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa pU.sA. vinayadharmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. amitaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. dharmodayAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. madanarekhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. navaratnAzrIjI ma.100+45 a NA 1 // ra A ma mA rA 11111111111111 A a ma A Na 1 // pU.sA. kalpalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. dharmayazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. tattvavidAzrIjI ma. 197 pU.sA. zaziprabhAzrIjI ma. 10) pU. nemisU. ma. parivAra pU.A. prabodhacaMdrasU. ma. 100+25 pU.paM. rAjacaMdravi. ma. 100+10 pU.sA. padamalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. jyotiprajJAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. punyaprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. ratnaprabhAzrIjI ma. 210. pU.sA. prabodhazrI ma. 11) pU. dharmasU. ma. parivAra pU.sA. ajitasenAzrIjI ma. 214. pU.sA. nItidharmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. priyadharmAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. bhAvitAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. jitendrazrIjI ma. pU.sA. tattvavidAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. zaziprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. harSitavadanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. mahAyazAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. navaratnAzrI ma. 100 + 45 pU.mu. labdhiyazavijayajI ma. pU.sA. manoramAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. ratnayazAzrIjI ma. 108 pU.sA. abhayaprajJAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. sanmatizrIjI ma. pU.sA. jitamohAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. anaMtaguNAzrIjI ma. 12) pU. OMkArasU. ma. parivAra pU.sA. manoramAzrIjI ma. 100 + 100 + 63 pU.sA. mRgAvatIzrIjI ma. 100 + 20 pU.sA. sUryakAntAzrIjI ma. 100 + 18 pU.sA. jayapUrNAzrIjI ma. 100 + 18 pU.sA. hitodayAzrIjI ma. 100 + 18 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (33) A Na 1 // ra A a mA - 5 95 5 5 5 x ra rA Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nI dIkSA lIdhI vege, saMyamaghAtaka gurudrohAdika doSa kemanA tyAge? dhana ja che upakArI svajanone tyAgI tI, khw `w `y pU.sA. raviprabhAzrIjI ma. 121 + 25 pU.sA. harSacaMdrAzrIjI ma. 100 + 19 pU.sA. zIlaratnAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. jayaratnAzrIjI ma. 99 pU.sA. jasakIrtizrIjI ma. pU.sA. kiraNazrIjI ma. pU.sA. kamalaprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. kSemakarAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. rAjImatizrIjI ma. pU.sA. hiraNyaprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. kSamAzIlAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. vigatamohAzrIjI me. 107 pU.sA. mahAkIrtizrIjI ma. 100+20 pU.sA. zIlaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. mitraprabhAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. paramahaMsAzrIjI ma. '' pU.sA. prazamacaMdrAzrIjI ma.. 238. pU. saddaguNAzrI ma. 100-60 13) pU. kezarasU. ma. parivAra pU.sA. maMjulAzrIjI ma. 131 (100 oLI) pU.sA. kalpalatAzrIjI ma. 125 (135 oLI) pU.sA. manoraMjanAzrIjI ma. 24. pU.sA. niraMjanAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. niraMjanAzrIjI ma.sA. (145 oLI) pU.sA. zAsanarasAzrIjI ma.sA. (98mI oLI cAle che) 14) pU. mohanalAlajI parivAra 15) pU. raMgavimalasU. ma. parivAra 243. pU.sA. zaradapUrNAzrIjI ma. 16) pU. buddhisAgarasU. ma. parivAra pU.sA. piyuSapUrNAzrIjI ma. 100+5 pU.sA. rAjendrazrIjI ma. pU.sA. sUryalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. mayaNalatAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. hitaprajJAzrIjI ma. 249. pU.sA. suvarNarekhAzrIjI ma. 10) pU. vallabhasU. ma. parivAra 250. pU.sA. saguNAzrIjI ma. 18) pU. bhaktisU. ma. parivAra NIFTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (4) ] Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAta kane jemabAlaka timaguru AgaLa khullA thAtA, sUkSmapApa paNa lAja tyajI gurune vistarathI kahetA, dhana te. 24 pU.sA. surendrazrIjI ma. 100 + 25 A pU.sA. mahendrazrIjI ma. a 1 // ra mA rA ----- A ma 253. pU.sA. harSaprabhAzrI ma. 100 + 99 21) kharataragaccha 254. pU.sA. jasavaMtazrIjI ma. 22). acalagaccha pU.A. guNodayasAgarasU. ma. (oLI nahi, alabatta saLaMga 36 mo varSItapa) 21 pU.mu. naMdivardhanasAgarajI ma. (20 varSanA paryAyamAM 20 mAsakSamaNa, vaya Aje 76) pU.sA. vizvodayAzrIjI ma. 100 + 65 pU.sA. abhayaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. aruNodayazrIjI ma. 100 + 13 pU.sA. ramyaguNAzrIjI ma. pU.sA. nayapUrNAzrIjI ma. 100 + 4 pU.sA. kIrtilatAzrIjI ma. 99 263. pU.sA. kIrtiSeNAzrIjI ma. 98 rekorDarUpa tapasvIratna ('nikhAlasa' mAsikamAMthI sAbhAra.) A -jI 24. pote sahana karIne saunuM pRthvIne zaramAve ! $ che 5 5 x 5 ra sva. pU.A. rAjatilakasUrijI ma. sva. pU.A. himAMzusUrijI ma. sva. pU.A. kumudacaMdrasUrijI ma. ne vaMdanA. A sivAya amArA khyAlamAM AvyA na hoya evA paNa je tapasvIratnonA atre nAma A lakhavAnA rahI gayA che. enI ame khUba khUba anumodanA karIe chIe. rA a mra 1 // 2 "gurujI ! pagamAM koIka jIvo karaDI rahyA hoya evuM lAge che. asahya pIDA thAya che. jarAka joI Apazo ke zuM che ?" siddhAcalanI pavitra chAyAmAM saMyamArAdhanA karatA eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte rAtre a traNa vAge potAnA guruNIne uThADyA ane upara mujaba vAta karI. m rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (35) che OM ja 5 ra Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI samo tyaNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAnI chachachachachacha 1. saMyama ane zAsanano rAga emanA romerome vasyo hato. vairAgya emanA mukha - A para jhaLahaLatA sUrya jevo dIpato hato. mumukSupaNAmAM hatA tyAre sadgurunI zodha mATe A A khUba prayatno karyA. aMte zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA puSkaLa aDhamo karI prabhunI bhaktinA prabhAve prApta thayelAM sadgaruNIne potAnA ArAdhya tattva tarIke sthApita e kya. saMyamamAM eka paNa doSa na lAgavA devAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA ane pravRtti emaNe Na gA| dIkSAnA prathama divasathI ja AraMbhI. dIkSAnA prathama divasathI ja mAMDIne saLaMga 500 gA AMbilo karyA. e to ThIka, paNa pANI paNa doSita = potAnA ja mATe ukALeluM A vAparavuM na paDe e mATe jainonA gharamAM mAtAdi karavA mATe je pANI kukaramAM mUkatuM. A mAM e pANI badhAnA gharomAMthI vahorI vahorIne lAvatA ane saMyamanirvAha karatA. | 2 kalAko sudhI paramAtmAmAM ekAkAra banI codhAra AMsue raDavuM e emanA AtmA rA che mATe atyaMta sAhajika zubhAnuSThAna banI gayuM hatuM. to svAdhyAyamAM paNa uNA na hatA. 8 muktAvali, dInakarI vigere nyAyanA graMthonA aThaMga abhyAsI hatA. paNa vidhinI vakratA kevI ! atyaMta AzAspada e sAdhvIjIne 35 varSanI uMmare kensara thayuM. jIvanalIlA ra saMkelAI javAnI ghaDIo gaNAvA lAgI. chellA be varSathI siddhAcalanI pavitra bhUmimAM 2 8 kensaranI ghorAtighora pIDA bhogavI rahyA hatA. kensaranA kAraNe AkhuM zarIra khavAI B rahyuM hatuM. hADakA ane naso spaSTa dekhAtA hatA. kensaranA kITANuo AkhAya zarIramAM 3 phelAI gayA hatA ane paga kALAeza thaI gayA hatA. - eka rAtre rUmamAM saMthAro karIne sUtA hatA. Azare 11 vAge paga upara koIka jaMtuo karaDatA hoya, caTakA bharatA hoya evo AbhAsa thavAthI sAdhvIjI uThI to A gayA, paNa atyaMta azaktine kAraNe saMthArAmAM beThA thavA paNa samartha na banyA che. thoDIkavAramAM to AkhA paga upara badhI jagyAe jaMtuonA caTakAo anubhavAvA.. lAgyA. pIDA atyaMta asahya banI. najIkamAM ja guruNI ane gurubaheno saMthAro karIne sUtA hatA. paNa "e mahAtmAonI uMgha nathI bagADavI." evA eka mAtra AzayathI T sAdhvIjI kaMIpaNa bolyA vinA suI rahyA. pIDA sahetA ja rahyA. aMte be-traNa kalAka bAda pIDAe hada vaTAvI tyAre emaNe guruNIne uThADyA. A 3 gurubaheno paNa jAgI gayA. aMdhArAmAM kaMI ja na dekhAvAthI chevaTe apavAda mArge C vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 9 (36) WATIONS . meM ja che huM ja OM ja jA Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. khIche. dhana te. 25 doDamUlyanuM ekabiMdu camake netromAM jene, be haTa ke netromAM jene, e pazcAttApI munivarane muktivadhu paNa khoLe. A - gRhastha pAse lAITa zaru karAvI ane lAITanA prakAzamAM e sAdhvIjIno paga jotAnI - A sAthe ja guruNI cIsa pADI uThyA. kemake AkhA paga upara seMkaDo-hajAronI saMkhyAmAM kIDIo caDI gaI hatI. kensarathI kahovAI gayelA e pagane kotarI rahI hatI. AkhAne AkhA be pago kIDIthI bharAyelA a dekhANA. [Na be paLa to guraNI ane gurubaheno atyaMta mUDha banI gayA. pachI to tarata eNo "ii kIDIonI virAdhanA na thAya e rIte badhI kIDIo dUra karI sAdhvIjIne pATa upara | suvADyA. sAdhvIjI ! ATalI badhI kIDIo caDI gaI chatAM tame amane ATalA badhA moDA mA uThADyA ? be-traNa kalAka A vedanA sahana karI. zA mATe ?" rA. ane e sAdhvIjI bolyA, tame Akho divasa mArI apUrva sevA karo cho. ane eTale khUba thAkIne ja UMghI = gayA ho, tyAre rAtre pAchA mArA mATe uThADIne tamane zA mATe parezAna karavA? eTale ja # mArI zakti hatI tyAM sudhI sahana karyuM. chelle tamane uThADyA." sAdhvIjInI AvI sahanazakti ane pArakAono vicAra karavAnI pariNati joI = guruNI ane gurubaheno gadgada banI gayA, B. thoDAka ja divasomAM e sAdhvIjIe e pavitra bhUmimAM pAvana dehano tyAga karyo. B siddhAcala parvata upara caDatA eka ThekANe emanA nAmanI takatI emanA svajanoe B mUkAvI che. 5. pRthvI zuM sahana kare ? saMyamI to pRthvI karatA ya vadhu sahanazIla banI pRthvIne .. zaramAvanAro hoya. che. pUjyapAda labdhisUrIzvarajI samudAyanA e sAdhvIjIne koTi koTi vaMdana ! 25. maddo ! tavovAnuM ! eka paripakva munirAja Ama to vihAramAM sAmenI taraphathI sAdhvIjIo Ave che to emanI sAthe vAtacIta na karavAnI, "mayUeNa vaMdAmi' na karavAnI zAstrIya | sAmAcArIne barAbara jANatA hatA ane pALatA hatA. paNa apavAda to darekamAM hoya ja. ri ae 2 nae in CONTwjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (30) ITIHATMIT Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ & hepI-kAmI-IrSALu kapaTarahita je bole. dhanate. 2, SchI dekhAvA kAje mAyA-mRSA navi bole, huM kobI.DAbhI. INa zAsanasamrATa samudAyanA 18 sAdhvIjIonuM eka grupa vihAramAM sAmethI AvI A rahyuM hatuM. A munirAje zAstrIya niyama jALavavA sAdhvIjIo je taraphathI AvatA hatA A . enI bIjI bAju cAlavAnI zaruAta karI. saMyamIone paraspara vAtsalya-sadUbhAva hoya ja, paNa zAstrIya maryAdAo to ? a pALavI ja joIe ne? rastAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo paraspara vAto kare e lokomAM ghaNuM A Na kharAba dekhAya. paNa e munirAje joyuM ke pAchaLa AvatI vahIlaceramAM eka atyaMta vRddha sAdhvIjI * beThelA hatA ane te sAdhvIjIe munirAjane AvatA joI vahIlacera aTakAvI. A vahIlaceramAMthI nIce utaravA lAgyA. | munirAje emanI atyaMta vRddha kAyAne joI ane tarata emanI pAse gayA. mA rA sAdhvIjInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. khUba bhAvathI vaMdana karyA. vaMdana karI paccakakhANa rA mAMgyuM. "IcchakArI bhagavan!..... ekAsaNuM-purimaDha".... munirAja Azcarya pAmyA. "Aje koI tithi nathI. ane A to ghaNI moTI uMmaranA che. Aje zenuM 3 ekAsaNuM? e paNa purimaDhanuM paccakhANa.." tyAM to pAchaLathI bIjA sAdhvIjIo AvI pahoMcyA. emaNe munirAjanI muMjhavaNa 4 # joIne khulAso karyo ke - "sAheba ! AmanI uMmara 25 varSanI che. ane chellA 10 varSathI ekapaNa khADo 8 pADyA vinA akhaMDa ekAsaNA kare che. game eTalo vihAra hoya, game eTalI garamI hoya to paNa A sAdhvIjIe purimaDha ekAsaNA kadI choDyA nathI. unALAmAM to ame sthAne pahoMcatAnI sAthe pANI-pANI karatA hoIe chIe. jyAre A amArA guruNI sahaja rIte che. A purimaDhanuM paccakhANa kare che. varSa daramyAna AMbila-upavAso kare to paNa pAraNAmAM A to purimaDha ekAsaNuM avazya kare ja." | munirAja atyaMta Azcarya pAmyA. 50 varSa akhaMDa-purimaDha ekAsaNA e emanA mATe atyaMta Azcaryajanaka vAta hatI. sAdhvIjIo bolyA "sAheba ! Aje amArA guruNI khUba-khUba AnaMdamAM raheze. kemake jyAre paNa koI mahAtmAnA emane darzana thAya tyAre e khUba AnaMdavibhora banI mA LINIMINI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (38) NMMIT Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa jAya che." A munirAja AgaLa vadhyA. A che je kALamAM yuvAna saMyamIone paNa ekAsaNA karavA agharA paDatA hoya. je che kALamAM pAMca tithi ekAsaNA karanArAonI saMkhyA paNa ghaTI gaI hoya. je kALamAM a "NamAM 6 movaLa" evI dazavaikAlikanI paMktinuM pAlana agharuM thaI paDyuM hoya. e a Na kALamAM A sAdhvIjI eka sarvottama Adarza che. 1 // guNAnurAgI koIpaNa saMyamI gacchabheda joyA vinA AvA sAdhvIjIne bhAvapUrvaka koTi koTi vaMdana karavAnuM na ja cUke e nizcita vAta che. ra 26. tapa ane vaiyAvaccano suMdara saMgama kalikuMDa tIrthoddhAraka AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI AjJAmAM rahelA eka zramaNI rA bhagavaMtanI jyAre potAnI 100mI oLI cAlatI hatI tyAre roje rojanA vihAra cAlu ja hatA. aMte 93 AMbila bAda emane aDhAI karIne 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. 5 x rA cAlu vihAramAM emaNe aDhAI upADI ane koIpaNa jAtanA vighna vinA aDhAI karI 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM karyuM. A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA 229 chaThTha tapanI ArAdhanA nimitte saLaMga 229 chaThTha paNa karyA che. atyAre teo saLaMga 108 aThThama tapanI ugra ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. na sAmAnyathI evuM jovA maLe che ke jeo tapasvI hoya te vaiyAvaccI na hoya. UlTuM A e svayaM tapasvI hovAthI bAkInA saMyamIo emanI sevA karavA Ave. tapasvI to che. bIjA saMyamIone potAnI vaiyAvaccano lAbha Ape. paNa A sAdhvIjIe koIka alaga ja Adarza Ubho karyo che. a mA rA ja 5 re ! mAtra potAnuM karI lIdhuM' ema nahi, paNa vaDIla sAdhvIjIonA pratilekhanamAM te avazya hAjarI ApatA. vaDIlonuM pratilekhana kadI na cUkatA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (39) 2 5 x 5 a a teono atyAre 30 varSa jeTalo moTo dIkSAparyAya che ane tema chatAM teo Na Na gA potAnuM pratilekhana suddhAM jAte kare che. 100mI oLI vakhate paNa emaNe chellA divasa gA 2 sudhI potAnuM pratilekhana jAte karyuM. ra A che a m rA Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dika yoni bhAre, mAyAmRSInuM phaLa jANIne saraLa svabhAvane dhAre. . . devadurgati-mUka mAnava-narakAdika yoni bhA. A sAdhvIjIe jyAre 51 upavAsa karyA tyAre 30mAM upavAsa sudhI teo A vaDIlonuM pratilekhana karavA jatA ane potAnuM badhuM pratilekhana jAte karatA. A zaruAtamAM vaDIloe emanA utkRSTa bhAvo joI rajA to ApI. paNa 30 ) T upavAsa bAda vaDIloe sakhata pratibaMdha mUkyo, "lokone khabara paDe to amArI niMdA ?' A thAya ke vaDIlo A tapasvInI kALajI nathI karatA?" e badhA kAraNosara 31mA a NI upavAsathI emanI vaiyAvacca bIjA sAdhvIjIoe karavA mAMDI ane IcchA na hovA | gA, chatAM A sAdhvIjIe te sevA karavA devI paDI. gA A sAdhvIjI vihArAdimAM jhaDapavALA hovAthI prAyaH sauthI pahelA upAzrayamAM A pahoMcI jAya, kAjo kADhavo-dorI bAMdhavI-pANI lAvavuM vagere nAnA-moTA kAryo khUba A mAM ja ullAsathI svayaM karI letA. pote tapasvI che, moTA paryAyavALA che' eno ahaMkAra mA rA emanA jIvanamAM zodhyo na jaDato. koTizaH vaMdanA, e vaMdanIya zramaNI bhagavaMtane ! 27. vairAgyanA raMgo sajI kyAre prabha saMyama grahuM? eka saMyamIe dIkSA letA pahelA lagAtAra cAra varSa sudhI akhaMDa ekAsaNA 9 karelA.(gADha kAraNasara kyAreka chUTuM rAkhyuM.) ane mATe ja enA ghare kAyamI ukALeluM paNa # pANI rahetuM. paNa upAzrayathI enuM ghara 300-400 DagalA dUra hatuM. eTale tyAM pANI 8 vahoravA bhAgye ja koI saMyamI jatA. emAM ya AMbilakhAtAnA ja pANI zaru thayA 8 pachI to ghare-ghare eka-eka glAsa pANI vahoranArA to bhAgye ja koIka saMyamI maLe. 8 dharmalAbha !" A sAMje pAMca-sADA pAMca vAgyAnA samaye eka munirAje mumukSunA ghare praveza karyo. sAthe lAkaDAno loTa (ghaDo) hato. ukALeluM pANI che ?' ema pRcchA karI. | mumukSu (ke je e vakhate mumukSu na hato. muni sAthe koIpaNa paricaya vinAno A ja hato. mAtra prAyazcitta rUpe akhaMDa ekAsaNA karato hato.) A rIte ghare pANIthI vahoravA AvelA munine joI atyaMta AnaMdamAM AvI gayo. "Avo aNamola , supAtradAnano lAbha kyAMthI ?' ema vicArI nAnakaDo ghaDo laI muni pAse Avyo.] sAheba ! lAbha Apo.' munirAje joyuM ke "sUryAsta thavAne poNo-eka kalAkanI ja vAra hatI. ane ghaDAmAM mAM ja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (40) is Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A anicAro je lAge, eka-ekane yAda karI micchAmikakkaDe mAM che. mida karyuM mAMgo, pano.28 . rAta-dina saMyamamAM gurulaghu aticAro che, 5 6 7 e 0 = 4 - mumukSune cAle eTaluM be glAsa jeTaluM ja pANI hatuM. jo pANI laI le to mumukSu zuM A vApare ? ane e jo navuM pANI ukALe to to doSo lAge ja." eTale munivara pANI A vahoratA khacakAyA. be - paLamAM ja muninA khacakATanuM rahasya samajI gayelA cakora mumulue tyAM ja deg| ane ghaDo mUkI daI be hAtha joDI "pANAhAra divasa carima..." paccakhANa jAte ja laI ane Na lIdhuM. ane bolI UThyo, "sAheba ! have mAre pANI vAparavAnuM nathI. A badhA pANIno Ape lAbha a Apavo ja paDaze." munirAje pANI nirdoSa jANI vahorI lIdhuM. eka nirdoSa saMyamajIvana jIvanArA saMyamIno Avo aNadhAryo, apUrva = supAtradAnano lAbha maLavAthI mumukSuno mana-moralo nAcI UThyo. saMyamInA nirmaLa : saMyame ja e mumukSunI bhAvanAne vega Apyo hato. A mumukSu jyAre dIkSA levAnI koI ja bhAvanAvALo na hato tyAre ene ekavAra ? vicAra Avyo ke, 9. "huM dararoja snAna karyA bAda darpaNa sAme ubho rahI vALa oLuM chuM. divasamAM 8 9. traNa-cAra vAra vALane kAMsakAthI darpaNa sAme rahIne barAbara karuM chuM. A mAro mArA = = rUpa uparano keTalo rAga ! AmAM mane mokSa zI rIte maLe ?' ane e divasathI potAnI meLe ja eNe darpaNamAM jovAno tyAga karyo. snAna bAda darpaNa vinA ja vALa oLI levAnI prekTIsa pADI. paNa lalATamAM moTo kesarI cAMdalo bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pratIka rUpe karavo to cha khUba gamato. ane e to darpaNamAM joyA vinA zI rIte karavo phAve ? A mumukSue eno paNa upAya ajamAvyo. khesano aSTa paDavALo mukhakoza evI rIte A Na bAMdhe ke mAtra kapALa ane be AMkha sivAya mukhano koI ja bhAga na dekhAya ane e guNa rIte bAMdhIne ja pachI cAMdalo kare jethI mukhadarzananuM pApa na lAge. mAtra eka glAsa pANI vaDe ja e roja snAna karato. ane e badhuM pANI TabamAM laI bahAra paraThavI deto. eka glAsa pANIno evo to vyavasthita upayoga kare ke jethI eTalA ochA pANImAM paNa saMpUrNa snAna thaI jatuM. TM & s e IMIMnA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (41) DITIONAL Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassaNamA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavA samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa mottha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassA dIkSA pUrve dIkSAnI bhAvanA vinAnA cAra varSa AvA viratipariNAma sahita eka A mumukSue vItAvyA. - A e mumukSu kahe che ke A bhAvoe ja mane sarvaviratinI IcchA pragaTAvI. jo adIkSArthI AtmA paNa sAdhunI bhakti karavA pANI choDI rAtabhara tarasyo a rahevA taiyAra thAya, potAnuM mukha suddhAM jovAmAM pApa mAne, to ApaNe badhA to ane sarvaviratidharo chIe. zAsanane jo kharekhara samajyA hoIe to sAdhunI bhakti mATe NI. mAM ApaNo bhAva kevo hoya ? ' tathA ApaNA nAma lakhAvavA ke phoTo mukAvavAnI malina IcchA suddhAM paNa zuM ApaNane thaI zake kharI ? vicArazo. - 28. eka Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA - khaTArAmAM rAtri saMthAro. vocamena bhAI ! amAre rAtre ahIM rokAvuM che. savAra paDatAnI sAthe ja nIkaLI tra jazuM. amAre mAtra upara chata joIe che. bAkI tamArI pAse koI ja apekSA nathI." bagodarAthI bAvaLA taraphanA rastA upara kalyANagaDha pachI AvelI eka gesanI re 3 ati-virATa phekTarInA baMdha bAraNAnI bahAra ubhA rahelA be saMyamIoe aMdara rahelA che 8 vocamenane vinaMti karI. kArataka vada pAMcamathI ja amadAvAdamAM zaru thanArA jogamAM joDAI javA be re mahAtmAoe lImaDIthI punamanA savAre vihAra karyo. cAra divasamAM 120 kilomITara = = cAlavAnA hatA. eTale khUba jhaDapI vihAra prAraMbhyo. khUba thAka lAgato hovA chatAM 9. vihAra cAlu rAkhavo paDyo. bagodarA cokaDIthI sAMje nIkaLyA ane lagabhaga sADAsAta vAge phekTarI pAse A che pahoMcyA. e be mahAtmAo phona vagerenI virAdhanA karAvavA taiyAra na hatA. eTale ja pahelethI ja AgaLa utaravAnI jagyAe phona karI samAcAra kahevaDAvavA ke te mATenI | A vyavasthA karAvavA teo bezaka asamartha hatA. "saMyamanA prabhAve amane badhI anukULatA maLI ja jaze. ane na maLe to * pratikULatA paNa veThazuM." evI e be ya munivaronI Teka hatI. kArataka mAsamAM sUryAsta vahelo thato hovAthI sADAsAta vAge to khAsuM aMdhAruM || a thaI cUkyuM hatuM. rastAne aDIne ja e phekTarI hatI. paNa enA totIMga bAraNA saMpUrNa A mAM baMdha hatA. bahAra ubhA rahelA saMyamIonI vinaMti sAMbhaLI cokIdAro vicAramAM mA CommjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 9 (42) JINNI Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pANImAM te kArya saraLa banI mana-vaca-kAyAthI zuddhinA svAmI sadAze. ke karI sadAye, dhanate...29 karI je manamAM te vANImAM ne vANImAM re, paDyA. A. mahArAja! tamArI vAta to sAcI. paNa A gesanI phekTarI che. ahIM rAtre ame A che traNa-cAra cokIdAra ja rahIe chIe. bIjuM koI nahi. kyAMka kaMI paNa garabaDa thAya che ne moTI honArata thAya to ? amArA mAlikane khabara paDe ke ame tamane rAtre ahIM a rAkhyA to amArI nokarI jAya. eTale ame kSamA mAMgIe chIe. ame tamane aMdara jagyA nahi ApIe." bAraNuM kholyA vinA cokIdAre javAba Apyo. saMyamIoe be-traNa vAra vinaMti karI paNa teo niSphaLa gayA. have zuM karavuM ? ' hajI AgaLa be kIlomITara bAda eka gAma hatuM kharuM paNa have cAlavAnI zakti A - na hatI. adhurAmAM pUruM eka saMyamIne ThaMDI lAgIne sakhata tAva bharAI gayo. eTale mA aMdhArAmAM ATalA thAka ane tAva sAthe hajI be ki.mI. cAlavA zakya na hatA. - saMyamIoe AjubAju najara karI to bAjumAM ja eka khAlI, khullo khaTAro Eii paDelo hato. " saMyamIonI AMkhamAM camaka AvI. A khaTAro kono che ?' prazna karyo. cokIdAre kahyuM ke, "A kaMpanIno ja che. gesanA bATalAo bharIne bIjA zaheromAM re ra laI javA mATe AvA DhagalAbaMdha khaTArAo hoya che." a "ame AmAM suI jaIe to vAMdho nahi ne ?' saMyamIe pAcho prazna karyo. F. "koI ja vAMdho nathI. paNa tamane AmAM phAvaze ?" cokIdAre vaLato prazna karyo. A enI avagaNanA karI saMyamIe bhayasthAna aMge spaSTatA karI ke, "ame uMghI A a jaIe ane rAtre DrAIvara A khaTAro calAvIne laI nahi jAya ne ?' javAba maLyo, 'DrAIvara to savAre 10 vAge Avaze. savAre Akho khaTAro A gesanA bATalAothI bharyA bAda e khaTAro laI jaze.' ' ane be ya saMyamIo khUba UMcA e TrakamAM caDI to gayA paNa uparathI khaTAro che khullo hato. mAtra ADA-UbhA be-cAra moTA saLIyAo hatA. . emAM ya jene tAva Avelo, e saMyamI upara caDIne Asana pAtharI kAmaLI ane oDhIne suI gayo, "munivara ! mArAthI ubhA nahi thavAya. sakhata thAka, tAva, ThaMDIthI A zarIra gherAyuM che. tame ja upara chata thAya eno upAya karo." infjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (43) 8 biae - re Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bayathI goSavatA nA doSa kadIye, chedAdikanA bhayathI. dhana te, che, kIrtinI lAlacathI ke guvAdikanA bhayathI goSavatA nA doSa hatI, " bIjA saMyamIe jhapATAbaMdha ziyALAnI kAmaLI kADhI saLIyAo upara enA cAraA cheDAo bAMdhI kAmaLIno taMbu banAvI dIdho. A be jaNe pratikramaNa pUrNa karyuM. mAMdo saMyamI vicAramAM paDyo, - "adhavacce chIe. eka bAju 10 kilomITara upara bAvaLA che. bIjI bAju 11thI 12 kilomITara upara bagodarA che. ahIM to kaMI ja nathI. jo tAva nahi utare to? | gocarI vagerenA keTalA badhA doSo sevavA paDaze ? zuM karavuM ? | vicAradhArAmAM acAnaka eka camakAro thayo. "anAthI muninI dIkSA levAnI pratijJAthI emano bhayaMkara roga jato rahelo. ane mAM AkhA varSamAM saMvatsarIno eka upavAsa mAMDa-mAMDa karuM chuM. paNa huM ya atyAre pratijJA mA ra karuM chuM ke jo savAra sudhImAM tAva utarI jAya ane hemakhema AgaLanA sthAne pahoMcI rI Eaa jauM to eka chaThTha karIza." saMyamIe pratijJA lIdhI ane bIjIbAju cokIdArone pRcchA karI ke "bAma vagere che Na che ?' paNa kaMI na maLyuM. . pratikULatAomAM zarIra to nabaLuM paDyuM hatuM paNa manane apAra AnaMda hato. ra kadAca 2500 varSanA itihAsamAM koIka saMyamIe AvI rIte khaTArAmAM saMthAro karyAno = # prasaMga prathamavAra banelo hato. bAdhAno prabhAva gaNo, bhavitavyatA gaNo, camatkAra gaNo ke chevaTe AkhI rAta # = thayelo ArAmano pratApa gaNo paNa vagara davAe vahelI savAre thAka-sAva be ya dUra thaI 5. gayA. saDasaDATa vihAra karatA bAvaLA pahoMcI gayA. "saMyama amArI rakSA karaze" evA daDha manobaLavALA ane mATe ja saMyamAcAronuM che pAlana karavAmAM dRDha TekavALA saMyamIonI kudarata ja rakSA kare, emanA zubha che A pariNAmothI pragaTeluM pracaMDa puNya ja emane sarvatra sahAya kare to emAM Azcarya pAmavA A Na jevuM che ja zuM ? ga) 29. vizeSaNo vAmaNAM paDe, samAso sAMkaDA paDe ane alaMkAro paNa - ochA paDe tevA eka sAdhvIvaryAnI tapasAdhanAnI jhalaka . . zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM advitIyakAraNa, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA tApane zamana A karanAra, gADha mohanIya karmano nAza karanAra, AtmasamAdhi arpanAra, | Common vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (44) jI" Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ postha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tya NaM samaya - mahAmaMgalakArI tapadharmanI yAdI jotA saheje khyAla Avaze ke pUjaya A.deva A rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI samudAyanA A sAdhvIvaryAnuM jIvana tapathI kevuM otaprota hatuM. A te savijIva karuM zAsanarasInI bhavya bhAvanAthI viza sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA 4 | vAra * prathamatIrthakara zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnanA tapadharmanA AlaMbane varasItapa 3 vAra | ane jemAM cha8 thI 1vAra, * mRtyu upara vijaya meLavavA mATe mRtyuMjaya tapa 2 vAra, ... A Na siddhigatimAM pahoMcADanAra siddhitapa 2 vAra * kSapakazreNIne yAda karanAra zreNItapa * Na) pragaTa prabhAvI zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bha. nA 108 aThThamasaLaMga - 16 upavAsa roga 'T vAra * 15 upavAsa 1 vAra, 0 8 upavAsa 4 vAra, 0 6 upavAsa 1 vAra | * samavasaraNatapa - siMhAsanatapa * bhadratapa cattArI aTTa dasa doya tapa * A mA dharmacakratapa agyAra aMgatapa aMgavizuddhitapa - aSTaprAtihAryatA aduHkhadarzItapa mA aSTamahAsiddhitapa - ekaso sittera jina tapa Agamokata kevalI tapa - kaMThAbharaNa rA e tapa karmacaturtha tapa - caturvidha saMgha tapa cauda pUrva tapa * 96 jinanI oLI * tera tra kAThIyAno tapa * dAridra haraNa tapa - namaskAra mahAmaMtra tapa - pAMcapaccakakhkhANatapara B paradezItapa - paMcaparameSThitapa - bAvanajinAlayatapa * mANIjyaprastArikAtapa * E1 = merUtrayodazItapa : yogazuddhitapa * ratnarohaNatapa * ratnatrayItapa - zatruMjaya chaThTha 2 3 aThThamatapa - zrutadevatA tapa - sAta saukhya ane AThamuM mokSa tapa - vIragaNadhara tapa 3 siMhAsana tapa - aSTakarma prakRti tapa , kaSAya jaya tapa , kalaMka nivAraNa tapa - 3 gautamakamala tapa , ciMtAmaNI tapa - caitrI pUnamatapa * jinaguNa saMpattitapa - 9 dazayatidharmatapa - devala IDA ta5 0 naMdIzvara tapa pArzvajinagaNadharatapa . pacaraMgItapa ka * bIjano tapa , bRhat saMsAratAraNa tapa * mauna ekAdazItapa * merUmaMdira tapa ? A ratnottaratA * ratanapAvaDInA chaThTha aThThamatapa - zatruMjaya modaka tapa - saubhAgyasuMdaratA A * SakAyatapa - saLaMga 81 AyaMbila prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAnA 229 chaThTha, 12 aThThama, 6 mAsI, 4 mAsI, 3 mAsI, | A aDhI mAsI, 2 mAsI, doDha mAsI, aDhI mAsI, 2 mAsI, doDha mAsI, chaThTha karIne yAtrA A - navapadajInI nava oLI vardhamAna tapanI 47 oLI traNa vAra navvANuM yAtrA | - jJAnapaMcamI jIvanaparyata ekAsaNAthI karelo tapa * tIrthakaravardhamAnatapa yugapradhAna tapa nA pIstAlIsa Agamatapa - sahastrakUTa tapa, poSadazamI * sAta karoDane boMttera lAkha e uktine yAda karAvato 7 karoDane 72 lAkhano a svAdhyAya ArAdhanA khAte bhao vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (45) jI" Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhimAnI jemaApa prazaMsA karatA kadI nA thAke, temamunivara nipApane kahetA leza na rahetA vAMke dhana te...31 namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa 15 karoDa * mahAprabhAvika uvasaggaharaM stotrano jApa 2 karoDa * pragaTaprabhAvI zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bha.no jApa 11 karoDa navapadamAM arihaMta padano jApa 15 karoDa A a ja, 1 // ra a mA rA 1111111111005~ A bIjA badhA padono jApa 15 karoDa * gautamasvAmIno jApa 15 lAkha 1 // 0 namojiNANuM jiabhayANuM jApa 15 lAkha thoDA samayapUrve ja A sAdhvIvaryA muktipurI bhaNI Daga mAMDavA AgekUca karI gayA ra a (4) zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA 108 aThThama pUrvanA kALanA saMyamIo ghora-atighora tapa karI zakatA kemake teo pAse saMghayaNabaLa joradAra hatuM. Aje to prathama pAMca saMghayaNo viccheda pAmyA che. mAtra chelluM sAva nabaLuM gaNAtuM eka ja saMghayaNa atyAre che.. eTale AjanA saMyamIo viziSTa ArAdhanA na karI zake e zakya che. paNa have jarAka nIcenI bAbato dhyAna daIne vAMco. mAlavAnA vatanI eka zrAvikAe lagna karyA. mAtra cha mahinA pasAra thayA ane patinuM mRtyu thayuM. saMsArathI vairAgya pAmI vi.saM.2009mAM sAgarasamudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhI. te pachI teoe nIce mujaba ArAdhanA karI. (1) dIkSA bAda kayAreya paNa saLaMga be divasa vigaIo vAparI nathI. (2) varSItapa (3) vIzasthAnaka tapa (5) mahAvIra svAmIjInA 229 chaThTha (6) 12 svataMtra aThThama (7) sidhdhitapa (1 upavAsa 1 besaNuM, 2-3...8 upavAsa ane pAraNe besaNuM A e rIte A tapa thAya.) m (8) 16 upavAsa rA che. 30. '"prathama saMghaSaNano viccheda thayo che" e vAta zuM kharekhara sAcI che ? rA A vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (46) 5 = 5 5xno ra A | che 5 >> OM 5 ra mA rA Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hdamAthAdika doSo, sUmithI tamadarzana karatA haratA karmanA koSo , , kasa-kola-IrSyA rasagArava5damAyAdika dIo , 7 meM 8 + 8 = = (9) atAri-aTTa-daza-hoya tapa (4-8-10-2 upavAsa pAraNe besaNuM.) (10) - A 6 aThThAI. . (11) zreNItapa (kula 82 upavAsa ane 28 besaNA ema 110 divasano A T tapa thAya che.) (12) bhadrapratimA (13) mahAbhadrapratimA (14) vargatapa (15) ghanatapa (16) karmasUdana tapa (17) ghaDiyA - be ghaDiyA tapa (18) sahagnakUTa tapa (jemAM 1024 upavAsa karavAnA Ave.) (19) 250 AMbila, 500 AMbila, 700 AMbila ane 1176 AMbilo 3 saLaMga karyA. * '(20) vardhamAna tapanI 1OO oLI. (21) A sAdhvIjIe covihAra chaThTha karIne zatruMjaya girirAjanI 7 yAtrA be ja kaTake 108 vAra saLaMga karI. arthAt ekavAra saLaMga 54 cha8, ane dareka chaThThamAM 73 2 yAtrAo ane bIjIvAra paNa saLaMga 54 chaTha ane dareka chaThamAM 7 yAtrAo karI. 2 8 beya bhegA karI to kula 324 divasamAM 216 upavAsa ane 108 pAraNA karyA. ane 2 Eche e dareka pAraNAnA divase paNa eka yAtrA karyA bAda ja pAraNuM karatA. eTale eTalA == A divasamAM kula 864 yAtrAo karI. A vizALa tapa-ArAdhanAmAM kayAMya A sAdhvIjI mAna-sanmAnamAM lapeTAyA *TnathI. ane (22) vi.saM. 2043mAM derAsarathI pAchA AvatA rastAmAM eka gAye zIMgaDA a Na vaDe A sAdhvIjIne dUra pheMkyA. hADakA bhAMgI gayA. DokaTare plAsTara karyuM ane davA Na) gI ApI. paNa potAnA tapobaLa upara daDha zraddhA dharAvatA A sAdhvIjIe davAo na gA * lIdhI. A (23) saM. 2043mAM ativizALa mahAghana tapa zarU karyo. traNa varSa pasAra thayA. A mA mahAghana tapa cAlu ja hato. aMte 2045mAM teo samAdhipUrvaka kALa pAmyA. (BADOLI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (40) " A ( Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mo tya NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasama samaNassa bhagavaA mahAvArassa5 Namottha sAra: ema sAMbhaLyuM che ke emane agnidAha ApavAmAM Avyo. tyAre paNa emanuM eka A vastra ghaNo prayatna karavA chatAM bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM paNa na ja baLyuM. chaThThA saMghayaNamAM AvI ghora ArAdhanA zI rIte zakya bane ? e Azcarya che. | - 31. kachaDo bAremAsa INa Ama to kaccha-vAgaDa pradeza raNapradezanI atyaMta najIka hovAthI tyAM dhodhamAra Na gAmAM varasAda ane khaLakhaLa vahetI nadIonI apekSA bhAgye ja rAkhI zakAya. paraMtu sAMbhaLyuM gA rI che ke pUrvakALamAM AkhA ya kacchane AvarI letI sarasvatI nadInA dhasamasatA pANIo ra kaccha-vAgaDane lIlochama rAkhatA. eTale te vakhate kahevata paDelI ke kachaDo to mAtra mAM comAsAmAM ja nahi paNa bAremAsa lIlochama ja hoya. adhyAtmayogI, paramAtmabhakta pUjayapAda svargastha AcAryadevazrI rA L. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI AvI ja eka sarasvatI nadI jevA hatA. emanA astittvane kAraNe .! 3 kaccha-vAgaDa dezano jaina samAja, kaccha-vAgaDa samudAya dharmabhAvanAothI bharyo bharyo ? 3 raheto. emAM kadI dukALa-dharmabhAvanAonI ochAza na hatI. Aje e AcArya bhagavaMtarUpa sarasvatI nadI alopa thaI gaI che. paNa chatAM ? { Azcarya e che ke kacchapradeza bhale sarasvatI nadI adazya thayA bAda sukAvA lAgyo. = # paNa A AcAryazrInI gerahAjarI bAda paNa emano samudAya tapatyAgAdithI lIlochama = emanA samudAyamAM traNa-cAra sAdhvIjIonI to 200 uparAMta oLI thaI cUkI 8 che. paNa Aje ApaNe je sAdhvIjInA tapa aMge vAta karavI che, e to Azcarya upajAve - A evI che. potAnA guruNInI 100+100 oLInI ghora sAdhanAnuM AlaMbana laI A che sAdhvIjI paNa e mArge AgaLa vadhyA. emanA tapanI vizeSatAo : IF (1) atyAre 65 varSanI uMmara che, ane kula 100+100+72 oLIo thaI ; IT cUkI che. 7-8 varSa bAda emanI kula 300 oLI pUrNa thAya evI saMbhAvanA che. jo ;" 300 oLI thaze to jainasaMghamAM A eka aitihAsika prasaMga banI raheze. (2) chellA 33 varSathI emaNe AMbilamAM roTalI-roTalA-khAkharA vagere kazuM ja A - lIdhuM nathI. mAtra bhAta-dALa-maga AvA be-cAra dravyathI ja chellA 33 varSa daramyAna mAM STUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (48) JUNE Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nIrasa rasavatI rasathI jamatA, nIrasa thaI rasavatIne nirmaLatamapariNatinA svAmI, namo ni:saMgImatine, dhana te....33 emaNe tamAma AMbilo karyA che. A (3) A be-cAra dravyo paNa doSita to na ja vAparavAnA. gRhasthone tyAM 9- A che| 10 vAge kukara thatuM hoya, tyAre ja tyAM pahoMcI jAya ane taddana nirdoSa dALa-bhAta laI AMbila kare. mAtra dALa-bhAta-maga upara 33-33 varSa zI rIte calAvyA haze? a e hajI ya samajAtuM nathI. paNa A taddana satya hakIkata che. rA (4) emanA tapAdi aneka guNothI AkarSAIne ja emano vizALa ziSya Na gA parivAra taiyAra thayo che. Aje kula 21 ziSyAonA teo guruNI che. 1 // ra 2 Azcarya to e che ke 15-15 ziSyAo jyAre hatI, tyAre paNa A guruNI jAte A gocarI levA jaI badhA ziSyAonI bhakti karatA. ziSyAo pAsethI bhakti levAne a mA badale emanI bhakti karavAnI bhAvanA e A tapasvinI guruNIno AMkhe uDIne vaLage mA rA evo guNa hato. 21 Aje have ziSyAoe jIda karI emane tamAma kArya karatA aTakAvyA che. (5) rAtre mAMDa cAra kalAkano ja ArAma, divase leza paNa pramAda nahi. Akho divasa-rAta svAdhyAya-dhyAna-japa vageremAM A sAdhvIjI samaya pasAra kare che. --------- (6) evA ya divaso emanA jIvanamAM anekavAra AvyA che ke jyAre vihAramAM nirdoSa gocarI na maLavAthI bAjarInA loTamAM garamAgarama pANI nAMkhI, ene barAbara halAvI, vAparIne ya AMbilo emaNe karyA che. (7) pahelI 100 oLI thayA bAda bIjI 100 oLI emaNe mAtra paMdara varSamAM ja pUrNa karI che. jo ekapaNa pAraNuM karyA vinA saLaMga 100 oLI karavI hoya to 14 varSa ane sADA cha mahInA lAge. AmaNe 15 varSamAM 100 oLI pUrNa karI eno A artha e ja ke 15 varSa daramyAna mAtra 165 jeTalA divasa ja emaNe pAraNA karyA che che. bAkInA 4900 jeTalA divasa to emaNe upavAsa-AMbila ja karyA che. ma mA rA a tha 100100012200000 5 che a Pr (8) chellA 46 varSathI emaNe koIpaNa zAkabhAjI-koIpaNa phaLa-koIpaNa mevAmIThAI-pharasANa kadI vAparyA nathI. jyAre pAraNAo karyA che, tyAre paNa goLa jevI ekAda vigaI ja mAtra le che. "tapanI parIkSA pAraNAmAM thAya' evI kahevata che. paNa ra A sAdhvIjIe A parIkSA anekavAra ApI ane anekavAra jabaradasta saphaLatA hAMsala karI che. AsaktinA cakkaramAM phasAyA nathI. 12 // a mA (9) emaNe 1 mAsakSapaNa + kSIrasamudra tapa + varSItapa + 3 aDhAI + 1680 AMbila saLaMga + 1480 AMbila saLaMga + ekavAra cha mahInAmAM 18 aThThama + vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI rA (49) ( a Na 1 // ra Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A | che A che (10) ekavAra sAta-ATha DokTaroe A sAdhvIjInI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI. emanI tapazcaryAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI teo Azcarya pAmelA. emanA vaijJAnika a dRSTikoNamAM A tapa baMdhabesato na hato. mAtra maga-dALa-bhAta upara 33 varSa.... a |Na A zI rIte zakya bane ? 1 // 2 Na mulAkAta bAda teoe eka ja abhiprAya Apyo ke AdhyAtmikazakti sivAya A 1 // tapa amane zakya jaNAto nathI. 2 (11) emanA ja tapanI preraNAthI emanA eka ziSyAe mAtra pAMca ja varSamAM a mA 20vAra 20-20 upavAsa karyA hatA. m 51111111 A rA A che svAnAdikane ucita vastu lAvI hete vaparAve bhakti karI savi sAdhujananI vadhaghaTa kukha padharAve. dhana te...34 moTAbhAge koIpaNa oLI purI thavA Ave tyAre chelle akrama ane pAraNe moTAbhAge AyaMbila... AvI paNa aneka tapazcaryAo karI che. a Na 1 // 2 a mA rA ApaNe dhannA aNagAranA ke evA prabhuvIranA aneka ziSyaratnonA darzana karavAnuM rA saubhAgya to pAmyA nathI, paNa kalikAlanA AvA aNamolaratnanuM darzana to pAmI zakavAnuM saubhAgya ApaNA lalATe lakhAyuM hoI ja zake che. kyAMka vihAramAM ke koIka sthAnamAM A zramaNIratnano meLApa thAya to darzana karavAnuM, bhArobhAra anumodanA karavAnuM na cUkazo. kadAca emanA darzana ja ApaNI anAdi AhArasaMzAne jDamULathI khatama karI nAMkhaze. manamAM evo vicAra AvI jAya che ke "zuM adhyAtmayogI mahApuruSa svargamAMthI A zramaNIratnane adRzya sahAya to nahi karatA hoya ne ?" 32. zuM ghaDapaNamAM ArAdhanAo na thaI zake ? 1111111111111115 A Aje ema kahevAya che ke 60 varSa pachI saMyamajIvananI ArAdhanAomAM oTa ja che AvatI hoya che. zarIra nabaLuM paDe, tapAdi thAya nahi, davAo upa2 jIMdagI jIvavAnI zaru thAya, traNa TAIma vAparavuM anivArya bane, bIjAnI sevA vinA saMyamayogo sAdhI ja na zakAya evI paristhitinuM nirmANa thAya. paNa have jarAka vartamAnakALamAM sAkSAta vidyamAna eka zramaNIratnanuM jIvana joIe. A Na gA ra A zramaNIratnanI uMmara che 97 varSanI. (1) 40 varSanI uMmare emaNe dIkSA lIdhI, tyArathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI akhaMDapaNe vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (50) TL A m rA Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa bhagavao mahAvIrassa NamA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavaoma jAmotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa | # 2 8 + - e ekAsaNA karI rahyA che. arthAt 57 varSathI akhaMDapaNe ekAsaNA karyA che, ane A hajI e cAlu ja che. pa (2) pa7 varSamAM A sAdhvIjIe tamAme tamAma ekAsaNA ThAma covihAra ja karyA che. game eTalo vihAra karyo hoya, vaizAkha-jeThanI bhayaMkara garamI hoya to ya emaNe ? A kadI ThAma covihAra ekAsaNA choDyA nathI. (gocarI vAparyA bAda pANI vAparavAnuM A Na baMdha enuM nAma ThAma covihAra.) ga) (3) 97 varSanI uMmare A varSe aTUThAI karI, e paNa covihAra aDhAI karI gA * ane pAraNAmAM ThAma covihAra ekAsaNuM karyuM. A (4) emane tamAma miSTAnna baMdha che. lIlotarImAM paNa mAtra nAma sAthenA be ma ja zAkanI chUTa che. e maLe to ja vApare, bAkI mAtra roTalI ane dALa upara ja emanA mA rA ekAsaNA cAle che. * (5) 97. varSanI A uMmare paNa potAno Akho ya kApa jAte kADhe che. (6) roje roja 108 logassano kAussagga traNathI cAra vAra kare che. (7) A uMmare paNa potAnA guruNInI pratilekhana-mAtru paraThavavuM vagere sevAno = 8 lAbha cUkatA nathI. e to ThIka, paNa nAnA nAnA sAdhvIjIonA paNa pratilekhanAdi a (mAMdagI vagere kAraNo AvI paDe tyAre) karavA doDI jAya. " (8) emanuM gurusamarpaNa, guru pratye saMpUrNa parata-bhAva e grupamAM eka Adarza = ra tarIke manAya che. ane mATe ja emanA guruNIne A vRddhasAdhvIjI khUba ja anukULa thaI 2 = 2 paDyA che. ) = $ ' ' (9) daravarSe caitrIoLInA 9 AMbila ane prAyazcittanA pa-6 upavAsa kare che. (10) mAMdA paDelA nAnA sAdhvIjIonI mAthuM-paga dabAvavA vagere sevA paNa A uMmare teo hoMze hoMze kare che. | je uMmara jovAno avasara lagabhaga to ApaNo AvavAno nathI ja, evI NA uMmaramAM ya AvI ghora ArAdhanA karanArA A sAdhvIjIne bhAvabharyA vaMdana karIne gA prabhune prArthanA karIe ke - prabho ! bhale 97 varSanuM jIvana kadAca na maLe, bhale chellA varSomAM zarIra rogothI A gherAya, bhale A japa-tapa-svAdhyAya-vaiyAvaccAdi bAhya ArAdhanAomAM kApa mUkAya paNa e samaye mArI samAdhi, mAro pApabhaya, mArI anAsakti, mAruM jinAjJAbahumAna, mArI | $ $ 8 - + 2 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (51) Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . bahArathI pti pAme. dhana te...35 monI zaddhi vigaImojI navi pAme, emamAnIne saMskAra AhArI , saMyamapariNAmonI zuddhi vigaIo. aMtarmukhatA na naMdavAya, emAM jarIya jhAMkhapa na Ave evA aMtaranA aMtarathI AziSa dajo. 8 9 $ 8 * * * 8 = = 33. zarIrava yukyio, rIkSApattio ughADo "sAhebajI ! aTTamanuM paccakhANa ApazojI." eka suvinIta ziSyAe gurune vaMdana karIne namrabhAve aTTamanuM paccakhANa mAMgyuM. guruNI pAse beThelA saMsArIone Azcarya thayuM. "Aje to koI tithi nathI. koI viziSTa divasa nathI. Aje kema A sAdhvIjI a aThThama kare che ?" jijJAsAthI teoe prazna karyo. smita sAthe gurue uttara Apyo. | "A emano keTalAmo aThThama che e tamane khabara che? dIkSA lIdhAne A saMyamIne 11-12 varSa thayA che. dIkSAnA prathama divasathI mAMDIne A sAdhvIjIe amanA pAraNe ey 3 aThThama zarU karyA che. Aje 11-12 varSa thaI gayA. akhaMDa rIte aTTamanA pAraNe aThThama 2 Na cAlu che. Aje emano lagabhaga 970 mo aThThama che." beThelA saMsArIo avAcaka banI gayA. "zuM bolavuM?" emane kaMI samaja na paDI. paNa dIkSA dinathI mAMDIne saLaMga 970 aThThama kone kahevAya ? mahopAdhyAyajIe batrIsa-batrIzImAM kahyuM che ke "je AtmAmAM saMyamapariNAma 8 pragaTe e paMDita AtmAo potAnA zarIranI sAthe ja ghora yudhdha kare. e zarIrane ja 2 para potAno sauthI kaTTara zatru mAne." A sAdhvIjImAM AvA ja koI pariNAmo pragaTayA haze. e vinA AvI ghora ArAdhanA zI rIte saMbhave ? 34. sahanazIlatAnI paNa hada hoya ! atyAre aneka ziSyAonA guruNI banI cUkelA, mauna-japa-bhakti-dhyAnanA ; prabhAve ucca AdhyAtmika dazAnA svAminI tarIke prasiddha eka viziSTa sAdhvIjIe ! jyAre dIkSA lIdhelI ane jayAre e hajI to vaDI dIkSAnA joga ja karatA hatA. e vakhate teo jayAM vidyamAna hatA tyAMthI 70 ki.mI. dUra eka tIrthamAM eka vRddha | sAdhvIjI vidyamAna hatA. teo A sAdhvIgrupanA saMcAlaka upAdhyAyajI ma.nA bA mahArAja hatA. TNNNNNOT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (52) NMMITTS = $ $ $ $ + $ = 2 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNA manamAM lAvI kadI na letA vagaI-doSitabhojanamanane manAvI ne manAvI. dhana te...36 ni jAge to paNa jinaANA manamAM lAvI dI. meM jI reM 8 8 = = 0 upAdhyAyajIe gADha kAraNasara sAdhvIjIone vAta karI ke "e vRddha bA mahArAjane | DoLImAM besADI uMcakIne ahIM laI AvavA phAvaze ?" che e vakhate kAma karanArI baheno dvArA DoLI upADavAnI vAta na hatI. | sAdhvIjIoe svayaM DoLI upADavAnI hatI. 70 ki.mI. DoLI uMcakIne vihAra karavA na to koNa taiyAra thAya ? paNa A nUtana sAdhvIjIe taiyArI batAvI. emanA vaDIdIkSAnA joga purA thatA 1 ja eka bIjA sakSama sAdhvIjI sAthe teo 70 ki.mI. dUranA tIrthamAM pahoMcyA. game te kAraNasara e vRddha sAdhvIjIne banatI jhaDape ahIM lAvavAnA hatA. A nUtana sAdhvIjI ane bIjA eka sAdhvIjIe vRddha sAdhvIjIne DoLImAM besADI jhaDapI vihAra zarU karyo. A khUba ja ullAsa sAthe teo DoLI uMcakIne cAlatA hatA. lagabhaga 35 ki.mI.no mA vihAra thayo ane A nUtana sAdhvIjIne rastAmAM vIMchI karaDyo. E. ema kahevAya che ke sApanA DaMkha karatA paNa vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA atibhayaMkara E hoya che. kara A bhayaMkara vedanA hovA chatAM nUtana sAdhvIjIe vacce thoDAka dina rokAI javAnuM che E maMjUra na rAkhyuM. mAtra pATo bAMdhI ghora vedanA sAthe paNa vihAra karyo. ane banatI ? = jhaDape vRddha sAdhvIjIne upAdhyAyajI ma. pAse pahoMcADI dIdhA. emanI A sahanazIlatA, 4 gurvAjJApAlananI daDhatA joI gurue emane aMtaranA ya aMtarathI puSkaLa AziSa rasa ApyA. sa, ekavAra rAtanA samaye A sAdhvIjInI AMkhamAM game te rIte eka maMkoDo ghusI 8 | gayo. AMkha coLI nAMkhe to paLavAramAM maMkoDo bahAra nIkaLI jAya. paNa emAM 1 maMkoDAne kalAmaNA thAya. kadAca AMkha coLavA jatAM, maMkoDAne pakaDIne kADhavA jatA " maMkoDo marI paNa jAya. karUNAA hRdayavALA A sAdhvIjI maMkoDAne pIDA ApavA leza che A paNa taiyAra na hatA. AMkho sUjhIne TeTA jevI thaI gaI. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA | vahevA lAgI. vedanA asahya hatI. paNa A sAdhvIjIe AkhI rAta navakAra gaNatA 5 gaNatA e ghora vedanA sahana karI. ! cheka savAre maMkoDo enI meLe AMkhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo tyArabAda vedanA zAMta .00 $ $ $ 8 + e thaI. !! eka nAnakaDI kIDI paganA taLIye caTako bhare e paNa eka miniTa mATe paNa sahana | $ + + lind101 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (53) WINNOTTOM.. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma jamo tyuNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvI na karI zakanArA, oghAthI tarata kIDIne dUra karanArA ApaNe A sAdhvIjInI A sahanazIlatAnI kiMmata karI zakazuM ? A. saM. 2031mAM A sAdhvIjI kALadharma pAmyA. e varSe emane lohInI ulaTI T vagere thatuM hovAthI ziSyAo emane choDIne cAturmAsa dUra javA taiyAra na hatA. paraMtu | A gacchAdhipatizrInI AjJA thavAthI A sAdhvIjIe potAnA ziSyAone 7 kSetromAM A | Na cAturmAsa mATe mokalI ApyA. lohInI ulaTIo thAya evI chellI kharAba tabiyatamAM || gI paNa emaNe 27 AMbila saLaMga karyA. AMbilamAM mAtra maganuM pANI ane bhAta ja letA gA|| hatA. A chellI gaMbhIra paristhitimAM rAtre DokaTare emane aMbara nAmanI aNAhArI davA A mA vaparAvavAnI salAha ApI. te sAdhvIjI aNAhArI davA paNa rAtre letA na hatA. kemake mA rA utsargamArga to e ja che. ziSyAoe emane bebhAna samajI emanA moDhAmAM aMbara rA paNa aNAhArI davA nAMkhavAno prayatna karyo. davA jevI mukhane sparzI ke tarata AMkho kholI dhImA svare kahyuM ke "mane kazuM ja nathI thayuM. mane davA na vaparAvazo." ane e chellI avasthAmAM paNa rAtre aNAhArI davA paNa na ja lIdhI. jyAre emanI tabiyata vadhAre bagaDI hovAnA samAcAra jANIne tyAMthI cAra jaNa 8 kilomITara dUranA sthAne cAturmAsa rahelA ziSyAoe vaMdana-darzana karavA AvavAnI re 2 anumati maMgAvI tyAre A sAdhvIjIe spaSTa kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke Na cAturmAsamAM 10 ki.mI.nI rajA che, e sAcuM, paNa viziSTa kAraNo sivAya ? [. e chUTano upayoga na karavo. tame jyAM cho, tyAM ja zubhabhAvanApUrvaka namaskAra mahAmaMtrano japa karo. mane vaMdana karavA mATe A zAstrIyamaryAdA oLaMgavAnI jarUra nathI." chelle vIra-vIra-vIra.. bolatA samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. vi.saM. 2008mAM dIkSA pAmelA A sAdhvIjI vi.saM. 2031mAM kA.su.8nA divase kALadharma pAmyA. mAM 35, ziSyalAlasA durgatidAyI, mokSArthI muni tyajatA ! sahanazIlatAnI paNa hada hoya' e zIrSaka heThaLa je sAdhvIjInI anumodanA karI. A emanI pAse aneka mumukSu kumArikAo dIkSA levA AvatI. paraMtu dIkSA ApavA mAM CUTTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (5) Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtA nija bALaka khAtara jIvana paNa tyAgI detI jagakhAtara manivara jaMgamAtA Asakti cheDatI dhanate....37 bAbatamAM A sAdhvIjI khUba kaDaka hatA. ekapaNa apAtra AtmA A zramaNasaMsthAmAM A ghusI na jAya e mATenI teo aMgata rIte khUba kALajI karatA. koIpaNa mumukSu bahenane A 4-5 varSa sudhInI saMyamanI tAlIma ApyA bAda ja dIkSA ApatA. che che jyAre A sAdhvIjI kALadharma pAmyA tyAre emanI pAse traNa mumukSu kumArikAo A dhArmika abhyAsa karatI hatI. a Na sAdhvIjInA kALadharma bAda A traNeya mumukSuoe nirNaya karyo ke "ApaNe Na gA kALadharma pAmelA sAdhvI guruNInA ja bhANejI sAdhvI pAse dIkSA levI. emanA ziSyA gA ra ra| banavuM.' A paNa e bhANejI sAdhvI bIjA aneka sAdhvIjIo karatA nAnA hatA ane vadhAre a mA khUbInI vAta to e hatI ke teo potAnI ziSyA banAvavA mATe taiyAra na hatA. mA rA emaNe traNeya mumukSuone spaSTa kahI dIdhuM ke "huM tamArI guruNI banavA mATe lAyaka nathI. rA mArA karatA ghaNAya vaDIla sAdhvIjIo A grupamAM che. tame khuzIthI emanA ziSyA thaI zako cho.'' 1-1--1-11 paNa A traNeya mumukSuo game te kAraNasara A bhANejI sAdhvIjI pratye atizaya bahumAnabhAvavALA hatA. emaNe kahI dIdhuM ke "ame dIkSA lezuM to ApanA ja ziSyA thaIzuM. jyAM sudhI Apa "hA" nahi pADo tyAM sudhI ame saMsAramAM rahIne dharmArAdhanA karazuM. ApanI anumatinI rAha jozuM. paNa ApanA sivAya bIjA koIne paNa guru nahi banAvIe." a NA 1 // ra ATalI badhI jIda chatAM bhANejI sAdhvIjI taddana niHspRha rahyA. e potAnI ArAdhanAmAM lIna banI gayA. A varSonA varSo vItatA gayA. paNa sAdhvIjIne e mumukSuone ziSyA banAvavAnI A che leza paNa bhAvanA na jAgI. to e traNeya mumukSuo paNa A nirNayamAM aDikhama rahI. che A vAtane 20 varSa thayA. 1111111111* emAM eka mumukSu nAnakaDI bimArImAM mRtyu pAmyA. chevaTe bIjA mumukSue bIjA grupamAM dIkSA laI lIdhI. paraMtu trIjA mumukSu hajI paNa Dha rahyA. chevaTe bhANejI sAdhvIjInA vaDIle vacce paDI bhANejI sAdhvIjIne e mumukSunA guruNI banavAnI AjJA karI. AjJAcakra sAme e sAdhvIjInuM kaMI na cAlyuM ane aMte e mumukSu e ja bhANejI a sAdhvIjInA ziSyA banyA. m rA "ATalA varSo e mumukSuo bhANejI sAdhvIjI nimitte saMsAramAM rahe to e vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (55) A NA 1 // ra A m rA Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka bAju bhojanAdika sukho bIjI bAju jinaNA, zAzvatasukhakara ANA tyAgI mahAmurakha kahevANA. dhana te... 38 badhAno doSa e sAdhvIjIne na lAge ?" ityAdi koIpaNa bAbatonI carcA karavAnuM A hAla mokupha rAkhI mAtra emanAmAM paDelA niHspRhatA guNanI ApaNe bharapUra A anumodanA karIe e ja ApaNA mATe vadhu hitakArI che. che che emanuM kartavya zuM hatuM ? e gItArtho nakkI kare. ApaNuM kartavya emanA A guNanI a anumodanA karavAnuM che e nizcita hakIkata che. NA 36. piMDaM asohaMto acarittI, natthi saMdeho 1 // ra a 500000000 A m (ATha varSanI pahelAnI A vAta che. Aje to A sAdhvIjI 48 varSanI uMmare mA rA 150 thI 200 sAdhvIjIonA guruNIpadane kuzaLatApUrvaka nibhAvI rahyA che. rA pahelIvAra jonArA koIpaNa emane mATe kalpanA paNa na karI zake ke "A vartamAnamAM sauthI vadhu ziSyAonA guruNI che" evI emanI saraLatA, nikhAlasatA che.) A sAdhvIjIe ziSyAo sAthe cha'rI pAlita saMgha sAthe jesalameranI yAtrA karI. tyAMthI pAchA pharatA to saMgha na hato. A 6 a Na 1 // ra a mA rA 1 // mAtra 40 varSanI nAnakaDI uMmaranA 21 varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALA A sAdhvIjI 2 80 jeTalA ziSyAonA guruNI che. jaino vinAnA gAmaDAomAM gocarI zI rIte maLe ? saMghavIe badhI vyavasthA goThavI dIdhI. savAra-bapora-sAMja vizALa sAdhvIjI samudAyane leza paNa gocarI aMge takalIpha na paDe e mATenI badhI vyavasthA saMghavI karavA lAgyA. a paNa vyavasthA levI ja kone hatI ? anukULatAo bhogavavI ja kone hatI ? A guruNIe vihAramAM nirdoSa gocarI vAparavA mATe 15-15 divasa sudhI mAtra caNA-khAkharA vagere sukI vastuo ja vAparI. paNa doSita na ja vAparyuM. vizALa zramaNI samudAye sukI vastuo vAparIne 15-15 divasa pasAra karyA. eno anero AnaMda pratyeka saMyamInA mukha upara taravarato hato. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (56) raeri mmmmmmiiiiiii A A Na AvA mahAna guruNI paNa jo nirdoSa gocarI mATe ATalA badhA AgrahI hoya gA to ene joIne emanA ziSyAo paNa evA ja thAya emAM zI navAI che ? ra a m rA Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa maNamA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavao mA Namo tyu NaM sammaNassa bhagavao mahAvI - A mukhya guNIe AkhI jIMdagI mATe pharasANa, mevo ane phuTano tyAga karelo. A che. chellA keTalAka varSothI comAsAmAM miSTAnna, kaDaka vastu, taLelu vagereno tyAga A karavA pUrvaka mAtra traNa ja dravya vApare che. teoe saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNa, ratnAkarAvatArikA sudhInA nyAyagrantho, A kammapaDi, AcArAMga-uttarAdhyayanAdi AgamagranthonuM suMdara adhyayana kareluM che. A Na temanA zramaNI samudAyamAM moTA bhAganA sAdhvIjIo varSe ekavAra kApa kADhe che. Na gAkeTalAka zramaNIo yAvajIva miSTAnna, pharasANa, phruTa AdinA tyAgI che. moTA gA bhAganA sAdhvIjIo ekAsaNAno tapa kare che. keTalAko potAno loca potAnA ja hAthe re A kare che. zibironuM AyojanAdi karavA dvArA teo zAsanaprabhAvanA paNa kare che. A mA A sAdhvIjI kalAkanA mAtra aDhi kI.mI. ja cAlI zake che. paNa tema chatAM DoLI mA rasa vAparavAnuM hajI sudhI zaru karyuM nathI. bhale, cAra-cAra kalAka cAlavuM paDe, sthAne moDA rA pahoMcAya to paNa e badhuM sahana kare. 3 piMDa niryuktimAM kahyuM che ke "je 4ra doSathI rahita gocarI na vApare. doSo vALI re 8 gocarI vApare, te cAritrahIna jANavo. emAM koI saMdeha na rAkhavo." (hA, gItArthonI 3 # rajA pramANe emAM paNa apavAdo hoI zake che.) A mukhya sAdhvIjIe nirdoSagocarI mATe potAnA grupane Adarza rUpe taiyAra kareluM che. E - 37. vairAgyanA raMgo sajI kyAre prabhu ! saMyama graha ? eka bahena potAnA lagnanA divase ja patinuM mRtyu thavAthI vidhavA banyA. 5 R : ' pracaMDa vairAgya pAmI dIkSA levAno nirdhAra karyo. gharavALAoe rajA na ApI ? A to emaNe cha vigaIono tyAga karyo. chatAM svajano na mAnyA tyAre emaNe "jyAM A sudhI dIkSAnI rajA na maLe tyAM sudhI cAreya AhArano tyAga" ema sAgAraanazana che. svIkArI lIdhuM. A chevaTe vaDIloe anumati ApI ane dIkSA thaI. A sAdhvIjI Aje 80 jeTalA sAdhvIjIonA guruNIpada upara birAjamAna che. ane khUba saphaLatApUrvaka potAnI javAbadArI nibhAvI rahyA che. emaNe potAnA jIvanamAM je ghora tapa-ArAdhanA karI che te nIce mujaba che. (1) vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA mATe 400 aThThama. (2) pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA 108 aThThama. INSTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (50) NADIAD Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ane bhALe, tIrNa te ja taraka muni jagano, jinazAsana ane zAsana ajavALe. pano..38 sanmukha Ave nArI rUpALI hoTe. 2 ) 5 8 # $ 0 0 7 $ 8 - $ 5 = (3) amathI varSItapa. (4) chaThThathI varSItapa. (5) mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanA 229 cha8. (6) vizasthAnakanI ArAdhanA mATe chUTA chUTA 420 upavAsa. (7) traNa mAsakSapaNa. (8) zreNItapa. (120 upavAsa ane 36 besaNAvALo tapa) (9) siddhitapa. (36 upavAsa ane 8 besaNAvALo ta5) (10) bhadratapa. (11) samavasaraNatapa. (12) siMhAsana tapa. (13) 16 upavAsa. (14) 15 upavAsa. (15) be vAra 11 upavAsa. (16) be vAra 9 upavAsa. (17) 16 aThThAI. (18) cattAri-aThTha-dasa-doya. (19) 158 karmaprakRtinA chUTA chUTA 158 upavAsa. A sAdhvIjI tapasvinI uparAMta zAsanaprabhAvikA paNa che. emanI preraNAthI 33 3 vAra navANuM yAtrA, 6 vAra sAmUhika upadhAna tapa, 9 jeTalA cha'rIpAlita saMgha vagere che A zAsanaprabhAvanAnA kArya thayA che. emanuM jIvana ja darzAve che ke emano vairAgya patinA mRtyarUpI duHkhathI janmelo bhale hato. paNa duHkhagarbhita to na ja hato. e duHkhajanya vairAgya jJAnagarbhita hato. bhadratapa upavAso pahelI bArI 1 2 3 4 5 bIjI bArI 3 4 5 1 2 trIjI bArI 5 1 2 3 4 cothI bArI ( 2 3 4 5 1 pAMcamI bArI COMMUT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (58) NMMMMM 2 - ru che o A 8 - ' = = * Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strInA zabdanuM zravaNamAtra paNa kAmavikAraka gaNatA, strIdarzana zabdadika jyAM thAtuM te vasatine tyajatA. dhana che. 40 A rIte upavAsa karavAnA Ave. kula 100 divasanA A tapamAM 75 upavAsa A ane 25 pAraNA Ave. mahAbhadrata5mAM 245 divasano tapa che. emAM 196 upavAsa ane 49 pAraNA che A Na 1 // ra A mA rA 100000000000000 Ave. mahAbhadratapa 1 lI bArI 2 jI bArI 3 jI bArI 4 thI bArI 5 mI bArI 6 ThThI bArI 7 mI bArI 1 2 4 5 7 1 3 4 1 da 3 da 9 y jaya 5 da 1 2 4 5 7 1 5 da 3 4 38. zAsanasamrATa samudAyanA tapasvIsamrATa dIkSA pUrve 32 oLI karI cUkelA A mahAtmAe mRtyu sudhImAM kula 100+75 oLI karI. upavAso 4 7 3 da ra 5 5 1 4 7 5 da 1 4 7 3 6 2 - 1 " 9 jI A sivAya emaNe je je tapo karyA e jarAka dhyAna daIne vAMcavA. (1) AkhA jIvana daramyAna kula 131 navapadanI oLIo karI. (dara varSe be oLI Ave. eTale kula 65 varSa navapadanI oLIo karI.) A che a Na 1 // 511111111 a mA rA A (2) 45 AgamanA tamAma yogohana ekapaNa nIvI vinA saMpUrNa AMbilathI A karyA. che (3) dIkSAthI mAMDI 20 varSa sudhI cAturmAsa pravezadinathI mAMDI te kSetramAMthI avihAra thAya tyAM sudhI saLaMga AMbila karyA. NA (4) ekavAra saLaMga 500, ekavAra saLaMga 600 AMbila karyA. 1 // ra 5 $s, n (5) kula AkhA jIvanamAM lagabhaga 10,000 AMbila karyA. (6) kharI bAbato have jANavAnI che. emaNe kula 19 siddhitapa karyA ane e A tamAma sidhdhitapamAM jeTalA pAraNA AvyA e badhA pAraNA AMbilathI karyA. (eka a mA upavAsa eka pAraNuM, be upavAsa eka pAraNuM... ATha upavAsa eka pAraNuM... A rIte mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (UE) 00000 Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa siddhitapa thAya.) che (7) 100mI oLI cAlatI hatI tyAre lagabhaga 39 AMbila thayA bAda emaNe A siddhitapa upADyo. emAM sAtamI bArInuM pAraNuM caudazanA divase AvyuM. tithinI gaNatarImAM bhUla thaI. A mahAtmA kadI paNa caudazanA divase upavAsathI ochuM apaccakakhANa na karatA. eTale caudazanA divase 7 mI bArInuM pAraNuM karavAne badale a Na upavAsa karyo. ane tenI upara AThamI bArI upADI. Ama saLaMga 16 upavAsa thayA. Na gA Ama siddhitapa pUrNa thayo tyAre enA pAraNe AMbila karyuM. kemake 100mI oLI to gA cAlu ja hatI. 2 2. A 100mI oLInA 85mAM divase A pAraNuM karI 86mAM divasathI pAchA 16 a mA upavAsa karyA. ane pachI pAraNuM karyuM. rA 00000000000000 A Na 1 // ra m (8) 95 mI oLI zaru karI tyAre prathama divasathI ja siddhitapa upADyo. 44 2! divase ATha bArIvALo A tapa pUrNa thayo. AMbilathI pAraNuM karI tarata 22 upavAsa karyA. enuM paNa AMbilathI pAraNuM karI tarata mAsakSapaNa karyuM ane A rIte 95mI oLI pUrNa karI. 95mI oLImAM kula 9-10 AMbila ane bAkInA 85-86 jeTalA upavAso karyA. A mA rA (9) bIjIvAra vardhamAnatapano pAyo nAMkhyA bAda 21 mI oLInA pAraNAnA divasathI ja mAsakSapaNa upADI pUrNa karyuM. ema 33 ane 34mI oLImAM paNa eka eka mAsakSapaNa karyuM. (10) eka zreNItapa karyo. jemAM pAraNAnA divase besaNAnA badale pAMca dravyanA ekAsaNA karyA. A A (11) ekavAra cattAri-aTTha-dasa-doya tapa karyo. (cAra upavAsa, pAraNuM ATha che upavAsa... e rIte) | che (12) vIsa sthAnakanI 20 oLInA 420 upavAsa ekAMtare saLaMga karyA. (13) 96 jina ArAdhanAnA 96 upavAsa karyA. a Na (14) 4 thI mAMDI 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA anekavAra karI. 1 // (15) 80 varSa sudhI dara pajusaNamAM 1 upavAsa + pAraNuM + 2 upavAsa + pAraNuM ra + 3 upavAsa karyA. (16) 80 varSa sudhI traNeya comAzInA chaTTha karyA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 111111111111 (SO) m a m rA Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka, pIDathI ghAyala thAtI. kAna-nAka-paga-hAtha rahita vRddhAne paNa nahi hane paNa nahi jotA, dhana te. 41 , mAtaputra paNa pApakaratA, moDaNI $ $ $ 8 + 8 = = 0 0 (17) eka varSamAM emaNe cha aThAIomAM cha vAra 8-8 upavAsa karyA. (18) samavasaraNa tapa karyo. (19) navakAramaMtranA nava padonA akSaronI saMkhyA pramANe 7-pa-7-7-9-8-818-9 saLaMga upavAso karyA. dareka padanI ArAdhanAnA pAraNAnA divase AMbila karyA kula 77 divasamAM 68 upavAsa ane 9 AMbila karyA. (20) saLaMga 68 upavAsa karI tenA upara saLaMga 11 AMbila karI pAraNuM karyuM. (21) zatruMjaya tIrthanI covihAra chaTha karIne sAta yAtrA kula 14 vAra karI. ' ekavAra chaTha karIne 11 yAtrA karI. giranAra tIrthanI aThama karIne 11 yAtrA karI. (22) tamAma upavAso, AMbilo, ekAsaNA A mahAtmA purimaDhanA mAM paccakhANathI ja karatA. (23) bharUcatIrthathI eka mAIla dUra AvelA vejalapuramAM rahIne jyAre 68 | ra upavAsa karyA tyAre A mahAtmA 45 upavAsa sudhI roja koInA paNa TekA vinA eka # mAIla cAlIne bharUca tIrthanA darzana mATe jatA ane e ja rIte pAchA AvatA. 60 = 8 mAM upavAse zrI saMgha sAthe vAjate gAjate tyAM cAlIne gayA. emAM ja 42mAM 3 upavAsanA divase loca karAvyo. 60 upavAsa sudhI potAnuM bIjI porisInuM pANI = 8 pote jAte ja vahorI lAvatA. chellA 8 divase gurvAzAnA kAraNe bIjAne kAma soMpyuM. A 68 upavAsa daramyAna ekapaNa divasa emaNe japa-dhyAnAdi nityakrama choDyo ? 8 nahi ke ekapaNa divase divase sUtA nahi. B 68 upavAsanA pAraNe 11 aMbila mAtra gALelA maganuM pANI nAmanA eka ja | dravyathI karyA. (24) zatruMjaya tIrthanI kula 1850 yAtrAo karI, giranAra tIrthanI 35 divasamAM 108 yAtrA karI. e 35 divasa roja ThAma covihAra avaDha ekAsaNuM karyuM. che. taLAjA ane kadaMbagirinI 108-108 yAtrAo karI. amadAvAda pAMjarApoLa | upAzrayethI haThIbhAInI vADInI tathA suratamAM vaDA cauTAthI katAragAmanI 108-108 gA yAtrAo karI. - A mahAtmAnuM jIvanadarzana karIe to cokkasa kahI zakAya ke teo "ajAtazatru" [2] | hatA. emane koInI sAthe aNabanAva banyo hoya evuM sAMbhaLavA maLatuM nathI. gacchabhedanI saMkucitadaSTinA kAraNe parasamudAyanA saMvigna mahAtmAonA 0 0 0 $ - g 0 0 0 9 $ $ 8 + 0 4 0 2 = HTTTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (61) Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jhera tALave aDatAnI sAthe haNanAruM lezathI paNa nArIparicaya sAdhutA aMta karAruM, dhana te...42 tAlapura guNonI anumodanA na karavI e atyaMta duHkhada ghaTanA che. AtmAnuM ahita karanArI A A pravRtti che. dRSTi vizALa banAvI sau koI A paramavaMdanIya mahAtmAnA adbhuta A guNonI anumodanA kare. che che ghaNAe najaronajara joyuM che ke A mahAtmAnA ziSya emanI AMbilanI gocarI a (roTalA vagere) barAbara coLI nAMkhI emAM kariyAtuM nAMkhI detA ane ragaDA jevI thaI a Na gayelI e gocarI A mahAtmA vAparI jatA. pAMca-sAta dasa miniTamAM emanA tha gA AMbila pUrA thatA. 1 // ra AvI anAsakti ApaNe svapnamAM paNa pAmyA chIe kharA ? ra 39. sAdhutA : jIvadayAnI komaLa pariNati ! "are mahAtman ! kApanI Dola paraThavavA nIce gayelA ane cheka atyAre eka rA kalAka pachI tame upara Avo cho ? kayAM gayA hatA ? eka Dola paraThavatA kalAka thato haze ?'' dex n 111111 upAzrayamAM rahelA vaDIla sAdhue kApanuM pANI paraThavavA gayelA sAdhune kaMIka Azcarya sAthe upara mujaba prazna karyo. a vAta taddana sAcI hatI. e nAno sAdhu kApa kADhI Dola paraThavavA gayo ane barAbara eka kalAke pAcho upara Avyo. nIce kaMpAunDanI aMdara ja jamIna sAthe saMbaMdhavALI moTI kuMDI hatI. emAM pANI paraThavavAnuM hatuM. prazna puchanAra vaDIla mahAtmAnA zabdomAM kaDakAI na hatI. kemake sAmevALA mahAtmA ekadama saMyamI hatA. eTale te eka kalAka uMdhA-cattA kAma karI AvyA A hovAnI zaMkA paDavAno paNa prazna na hato. paNa e praznamAM Azcarya to cokkasa hatuM. ane raDatI AMkhe e saMvigna sAdhue cothA ArAnA mahAtmAonI yAda apAve che tevo pratyuttara vALyo, che a NA "sAheba ! nIce kuMDImAM kIDInA seMkaDo nagarAo che. upara-uparathI joIe to 1 // kaMI ja khabara na paDe. paNa nIce vaLIne meM joyuM to soMya jeTalI jADAI-pahoLAIvALA seMkaDo kANAo mane jamInamAM dekhAyA ane emAM kIDInI avara-javara paNa dekhANI. have jo DolanuM pANI eka dhaDAke paraThavI dauM to seMkaDo nagarAomAM hajAronI saMkhyAmAM kIDI marI jAya. ra H 5=000 5 rA vaLI A bharacaka vastIvALuM sthAna hovAthI kaMpAunDanI bahAra paraThavavAnI koI " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (F2) m a ha 1 ra a mA rA Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ja zakyatA nathI. zAsana hIlanAno bhaya rahe che. eTale huM hAthanA khobAo dvArA A thoDuM thoDuM pANI laI nagarAo vinAnI jagyAe thoDuM thoDuM paraThavato gayo e rIte A paraThavavAmAM svAbhAvika rIte ja vAra lAge. mATe mane kalAka thayo. che paNa sAheba ! ATalI badhI kALajI karavA chatAM amuka virAdhanA to thaI ja haze. a mATe khUba pazcAttApa thAya che." Na A vAta sAMbhaLIne sAdhuo stabdha banI gayA. eka Dola paraThavavA mATe eka Na 1 // kalAka kADhavo e emanA mATe to ajAyabI jevuM ja hatuM. ra H bIjA divase e saMghanA ja AgaLa paDatA ArAdhaka zrAvaka jyAre vaMdana karavA a sA 1 // ra A AvyA tyAre khulle moDhe te zrAvaka pelA sAdhunI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. mA "sAheba ! gaIkAle ApanA eka sAdhu pANInI Dola paraThavatA hatA tyAre ja huM mA rA tyAM jaI caDelo. paNa emanI jayaNA, emano upayoga joI huM to Azcarya pAmyo. rA jIMdagImAM pahelIvAra meM Avo jIvadayAno pariNAma nihALyo che. zuM A mahAtmA che !'' mAtra zAsana prabhAvanAmAM, mAtra tapamAM, mAtra svAdhyAyamAM, mAtra vaiyAvaccamAM sidhdhinA zikharo sara karI laIne potAnI jAtane kRtakRtya - susAdhu mAnI lenArAo bhayaMkara bhramaNAnA bhoga banelA to nathI ne ? che upadezamAlAkAra kahe che ke innIvaniAyapaMcamayaparipAtaLApha nadhammo / rU puna tArUM na ravavada, maLAdi jo nAma so dhammo / SaDjavanikAya ane pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana e ja yatidharma che. jo have enI ja rakSA sAdhu na kare to pachI bolo ! te zI rIte dharma kahevAya ? A sarvagIvaze rAma arthAt sarvajIvo pratye snehabhAva e saMyamapariNAmanuM svarUpa che che e vAta ApaNe kadI na bhUlIe. 40. ajoDa zAsana prabhAvanA OM che 5 ra 5 = k s A i "sAhebajI ! eka vAta spaSTapaNe samajI lo ke ame tamane koIpaNa bhoge e gAmamAM rokAvA devAnA nathI. kAM to Apa moTo lAMbo vihAra karo athavA to rasto badalI nAMkho. paNa e gAmamAM eka divasa paNa ame Apane javA nahi daIe. e e to saMpUrNa muslima vastI dharAvatuM gAma che. ane e musalamAno paNa pAchA kevA ? a guMDAo ja che badhA tyAM ! A vistAramAM sauthI nIca mANasovALuM gAma e gAma mA mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAcalI 0 (63) 1 // 2 Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAraNa viNa vigaIbhakSaka, mani hitarakSaka jo dhAruM, devalokathI sthUlabhadra, dharatI para utaryA vicAre, dhana te...43 gaNAya che. Apa tyAM jAo ane kaMIpaNa thAya to amAre lokone zuM javAba devo ?" jainasaMghanA AgevAno eka AcArya bhagavaMtane bhArapUrvaka, kaDaka bhASAmAM chatAM A lAgaNIsabhara bhASAmAM samajAvI rahyA hatA. che A | che| a Na 1 // ra a AvA gAmamAM AcAryazrI jAya ane e gAmavALA musalamAno emane badhI rIte a mA parezAna kare e saMbhavita hatuM. A jokhama levA zrIsaMghanA AgevAno koIpaNa hisAbe mA rA taiyAra na hatA. wood doodle A che emanI vAta sAcI ja hatI. Na madhyapradezanuM e gAma "nAnakaDuM pAkistAna" e nAmathI ja prasiddha hatuM. a AjubAjumAM kaMIpaNa corI-luMTaphATa-khUna thAya to polIso pahelA A gAma upara ja zaMkA kare. e gAmanA rastethI pasAra thavA bhAgye ja koI taiyAra thAya. jeo tyAMthI pasAra thAya teo paNa 80nI spIDavALI gADI 120nI spIDavALI karI nAMkhe. 1 // ra A Na 1 // ra ps lond rA paNa jabaradasta zAsanaprabhAvaka A AcAryadeva to kaMIka judA ja vicAramAM hatA. "bhagavAna mahAvIradeva lokonI nA chatAM caMDakozIyAne pamADavA e bhISaNa jaMgalamAMthI gayA to emanuM ja saMtAna huM A musalamAnone pamADavA na jauM ? mArA saMyamanI zuM tAkAta che enI parIkSA paNa thaI jAya.' A ekamAtra vicArathI AcAryazrIe potAno aphara nirNaya jaNAvI dIdho ke "huM e gAmamAM jaIza ja ane eka divasa rokAIza jaM. tamAre bilakula gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI." ane vizALa parivAra sAthe AcAryazrIe te gAma tarapha vihAra karyo. A A samAcAra gAmanA musalamAnone maLyA. teo kaMIka Azcarya pAmyA. emAMya khullA page nirbhIka banIne cAlI AvatA, prasanna mukhamudrAvALA aneka zramaNone joI emanA hRdayamAM jabaradasta bahumAna utpanna thayuM. che AcAryazrIe musalamAnone vinaMti karI ke "ahIM utaravAnI vyavasthA karI Apo to sAruM" $36 ane ema ja thayuM. e pachI AcAryazrInA kahevAthI tyAM vyAkhyAna goThavavAmAM AvyuM ane Azcarya A kevuM ! 1000 musalamAno e vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA hAjara thayA. eka kalAkra sudhI a mA mA AcAryazrInI amRta tulya vANI sAMbhaLI teo gadgada banI gayA. rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (64) ra Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa, eneminAtha emabole. dhanate.. 44 dIkaLI strIdarzana karato muni dugati dukhaDA tole. vadana mATe nAlAyaka ena. - e pachI gAmanA AgevAnoe AcAryazrIne kahyuM ke A "mane Apa vahano ne pI (sAdhvIjIo) pI pI seA haiM, mApa 3no ya A bheje to hama para upakAra hogA, hamAre ghara meM bhI bIvI bacciyA~ haiM, ApakI bahano ke saMparka " se unameM acche saMskAra paDeMge / ma ora dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki rAta ko bhagavAna kI bhakti karane ke lie Apa uThate hoM, ma || to ThIka haiM, lekina hamAre bhaya se rAta ko uThane kI jarurata nahi haiM / yahA~ Apako koi / | mI vanaDagata nadi kare " lagabhaga rAtre 8- vAge AcArya ma. saMthAro karI gayA bAda keTalAka musalamAno | A AvyA. savAre je sthAne AcAryazrI beThelA, te sthAne te na dekhAvAthI eka jAgatA A mA, ziSyane puchyuM ke "dvina ko yahA~ no paramAtmA jaise the, vo hoM ne ? 3nare pIttanA mA thA ?" (pachI sAdhue kahyuM ke "teo ArAma kare che" eTale jatA rahyA.) = musalamAno ApaNA AcAryazrIne paramAtmA kahe e jinazAsananI keTalI moTI : B jIta che ! " B. aneka musalamAnoe A AcAryazrInI padharAmaNI vakhate gahulIo karI che. musalamAnonI vinaMtithI AcAryazrIe majIdamAM jaIne paNa vyAkhyAno karyA. 8 jo paramAtmAnI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahI uMcu saMyama pALazuM to nizcita vAta che ka B ke ApaNe sarvatra jinazAsananI sAcI prabhAvanA karI zakazuM. 41. adbhuta caritranA svAminIno jaya ho ! R - umara varSa-11, dIkSA paryAya varSa-3, ziSyA parivAra-700 ziSyAo ( vi.saM. 1268mAM khaMbhAta jevA gAmamAM koTyAdhipati zreSThinA dIkarAne tyAM che. dIkarI janmI. A jonArA moMmAM AMgaLA nAMkhI jAya evI rUpa-rUpanA aMbAra jevI A dIkarI ! A za ane rUpa karatAM anekagaNuM caDiyAtuM enuM bhAgya ! koI nakazAmAM na samAI zake evuM Na ga' enuM bhAgya. joSI mahArAjane kuMDaLI banAvavA to ApI, paNa bhAgyanuM varNana karavAnuM gA ? emanuM gajuM na hatuM ! kuMDaLI dorI enA phaLAdezamAM 2 moTI pUrNAkRti cItarI jAtakanA 2 e pitAne parata karI AvyA ! mAM sukhanA divasone vItatAM vAra zI ? razI *_ CRIMINI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (5) N MMS Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavA ssa bhagavao mahAvIrassa :: :::: : : Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra dIkarInA dAdAno rojano niyama - savAre prabhudarzana karI, guru mahArAjane vaMdanA , A karI ghera AvavuM. eka savAre dAdA darzane jatA hatA tyAre pautrI paghalakSmIe sAthe A AvavA jIda karI. dAdAnI AMgaLI pakaDI dIkarI deva-darzana karI upAzrayamAM guru.. mahArAja pAse AvI. tyAM dharmamUrti mahArAja sthiravAsa rahelA, birAjamAna hatA. A dAdAe vaMdanA karI. te rIte dIkarIe paNa vaMdanA karI. dIkarInA bhAgyanI saMketalipi joSI mahArAja bhale na UkelI zakyA paraMtu, | munirAja paLavAramAM dIkarInuM lalATa joIne e kaLI gayA ! dAdAne kahyuM : tamArI A dIkarI asAdhAraNa kAma karavA A pRthvIlokamAM A avatarI che. ene prabhuzAsananA caraNe soMpI do ! dAdA saMskAramUrti hatA. AvA kAma mATe "nA" jevo zabda emanA mukhamAMthI mA rA kyAre paNa na Ave. "AyuSyanuM amRta sAdhutA che." - A samajaNa hatI paNa rA | vimAsaNa e thaI ke, satata sukhamAM UcharelI komaLa kusuma jevI A dIkarI kaThora saMyama - jIvana kevI rIte pALI zakaze ? vaLI guruvacana paNa amogha hoya che evI zraddhA paNa che # hatI. ghaDIka kamaLanA phUla jevI dIkarInA moM tarapha jue, to ghaDIka guru mahArAjanA, tapatejathI dIpatA mukha-kamaLa tarapha jue ! chevaTe dharma pratyenI aDaga zraddhAno vijaya thayo. putra, putravadhu tathA parivAra sAthe AvIne ATha varSanI dIkarI pavAne vahorAvI dIkSA 8 apAvI. bhAvollAsanI UchaLatI choLo vacce dIkSA thaI. te have padmazrI nAme oLakhAvA 8 lAgyA. dIkSA pachI, bhAgye khIlavAnA badhA sImADA oLaMgI lIdhA. potAnA guru mahArAjanI sAthe te nAnA sAdhvI beThAM hoya to paNa AvelAM badhA pahelAM A nAnA mahArAjane ja vaMdana kare ! are ! e to ThIka, paNa temane joIne vagara upadeze dIkSA | levA mATe zrAvikAnA vRndanA vRnda taiyAra thaI jAya. tame mAnazo? mAtra traNa varSanA dIkSAparyAyamAM teo sAtaso ziSyAnA guruNI banyA ! sUri mahArAje temano pravartinI padano abhiSeka karyo. traNa-cAra varSa pachI mahattarA padathI a alaMkRta karyA. sakaLa zrI saMghamAM temanuM cAritra, saMyama AdarzarUpa gaNAvA lAgyuM. A buddhinI tejasvitA evI ke gUDhamAM gUDha tattvajJAnanA padArtha saraLatAthI, hAthamAM rahelA | IIIIIIIInA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (6) STUTI Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAnarane madirA pAvA sama, viSayasukhonI yAdI saMyama-svAdhyAye lIna banI, saMskAranI kare barabAdI. dhana te...45 AmaLAnI jema sAmAne samajAvatA hatAM. tapasyAmAM uttarottara pragati sAdhatA rahetAM A hatAM. A che che mAtra aThThAvIsa varSanI vaye to A bhavamAM saMcita thayelAM utkRSTa puNya bhogavavA satimAM saMcarI gayA. vaya ochI hoya ke vattI hoya paNa ajavALuM keTaluM patharAyuM te a mahattvanuM che. sakaLa saMgha zokamagna banI gayo ! eka tejasvI tAralo pRthvIlokanI a mulAkAta laIne teja lisoTo pAtharIne vidAya thayo. Na 1 // temanA samagra jIvana para dRSTipAta karIe to badhI ghaTanA sAMbhaLatAM mAtra "adbhuta" zabda ja mukhamAMthI sarI paDe. ra A te kALa evo hato ke guru mahArAjanI paNa pratimA bharAvAtI nahIM. koI a mA yugapradhAna puruSa mATe ja e vikalpa khullo raheto hato. evA samaya daramiyAna eka mA rA sAdhvInI pratimAnI to kalpanA zI rIte thaI zake ? rA 1 // 2 00000000 A che A Na 1 // ] 2 a mA rA chatAM A mahattarA padmazrInuM utkRSTa puNya, alaukika prabhAva, tethI vi.saM. 1298mAM teonI pratimAnuM nirmANa karAvavAmAM AvyuM. nitya darzanArthe ane upakArInA upakAranuM smaraNa thatuM rahe e AzayathI banAvelI emanI pratimA, kALanI pachaDATo vacce Aje paNa akhaMDa sacavAyelI rahI che. mAtara tIrthanA sumatinAtha prabhunA vizALa jinAlayamAM A pratimA vidyamAna che. jaya ho ! jaya ho ! mahattarA pravartinI sAdhvIzrI padmazrI mahArAjano jaya ho! jinazAsanano sadAkALa jaya ho ! ('pAThazALA' mAsikamAMthI sAbhAra) DO 42. pALe-paLAve paMcAcAra A "AcArya bhagavaMta che ? mAre emane maLavuM che. khAsa maLavA ja Avyo chuM.' che baporanA samaye eka munirAja dUranA upAzrayathI AcAryazrIne maLavA AvelA, temaNe AcAryazrInA ziSyane upara mujaba prazna karyo, 'sAheba che to kharA, paNa thAkelA hovAthI atyAre ArAma kare che.' kavikulakirITanA nAme prasiddha e AcAryazrInA ziSya pratyuttara vALyo. A be muniono vArtAlApa cAlI rahyo hato tyAM ja jarAka dUranA sthAne ArAma karatA AcAryazrI sahaja rIte ja uThI gayA. AgaMtuka munivaranI najara e tarapha gaI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (6) A NA 1 // ra a m rA Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mA tathA zradahI doSadaSTine chaDe. dhana te.,. ropI paramAM dekhuM te mujamAM pragaTI daMDe, dharmadAsanA vacana zradIto " ane te vakhate AcAryazrInI pravRtti joI e Azcarya pAmyA. uThatAnI sAthe ja AcAryazrIe dRSTithI barAbara joIne muhapattI hAthamAM lIdhI. A muhapattIthI ogho puMjI ogho pakaDyo. pachI ovAthI cazmAnuM boksa pUMjI, boksanA sAMdhAnA bhAga pUMjI e kholyuM. kholyA bAda ovAthI cazmAnI dAMDIo pUMjI cazmA | e hAthamAM pakaDyA. pachI cazmAnA sAMdhAnA bhAga pUMjI cazmAnI dAMDIo kholI ane A [Na bIjI bAju muhapattI dvArA be ya kAnanA bhAga pUMjI cazmA paherI AgaMtuka munirAjanI Na gA| dizAmAM najara doDAvI. A badhI kriyA eTalI badhI svAbhAvika rIte thaI hatI ke AgaMtukane spaSTa khyAla A Avyo ke mA "A mAtra Aja puratI kriyA nathI. paNa AcAryazrInA jIvanamAM paLepaLa mATe mA | vaNAI gayelI saMyamakriyA che." 4 munine AcAryazrI pratye atyaMta AdarabhAva pragaTa thayo. "ATalA mahAna : 8 AcArya hovA chatAM AvI jhINI-jhINI kALajI rAkhe che!e bhAvathI emanuM mastaka 8 8 namI paDyuM. 43. sAgara eTale ratnono bhaMDAra yogIpuruSa pU. paMnyAsa abhayasAgarajI ma.sAheba tathA teozrInA guru pU.pAda = dharmasAgarajI ma. sAhebane koNa nathI jANatuM ? A badhA mahAtmAo sAgara samudAyanA 4 ratno hatA. Aje e ja samudAyanA eka zramaNIratnanA jIvananA keTalAka tejalisoTAo joIe. (1) 20 varSa sudhI traNa vRddha sAdhvIjIonI niHsvArthabhAve sevA karI. (2) prAyaH roja ekAsaNA ja kare, ane emAM ya mAtra eka ja pAtrAno upayoga kare. (moTuM pAtaruM roTalI-zAka mATe, nAnI be-cAra pAtarIo pANI-dUdha-dALa..] mATe.. A paddhatine emaNe tilAMjali ApelI. eka ja pAtrAmAM badhuM letA ane vAparI jatA.) (3) dara mahIne eka ja vAra kApa kADhe. (4) cAlu vihAramAM raste bhojanazALA-rasoDAnI doSita gocarI vahoravA- : ITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (68) INSTITUTE Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa vAparavAno prasaMga Ave to upavAsa karI le paNa doSita na vApare. che (5) mRtyu sudhI eke ya vAra DoLI ke vhIlacerano upayoga karyo nathI. ekavAra A vihAramAM gADInI Takkara lAgavAthI khoparImAM uMDI tIrADa paDI, chatAM e vakhate gADImAM besIne davAkhAne javAnI taiyArI na batAvI. "mAre samAdhi Take che, ane A evo bhayaMkara eksIDanTa nathI..." ema kahI gADImAM na ja beThA. chevaTe emane a Na khATalAmAM suvADI uMcakIne najIkanA gAmamAM laI jaI sAravAra apAI. Na 1 // (9) eka gAmaDA jevA tIrthamAM emaNe joga karyA tyAre paTelonA gharanA AhAra- 1 // pANIthI ja calAvyuM. ra ra a (7) vizeSa svAdhyAyazakti na hovAne lIdhe game tevI tabiyatamAM paNa roja 25 a mATe bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe. mA rA rA A che 0000000000000000 A 1 // ra (12) varSo sudhI ghaDiyALano upayoga na karyo, AkAzanA tArAnI gati vagere uparathI samaya jANI letA. chellA varSomAM ghaDiyALa rAkhavAnI jarUra paDI, to paNa cAvIvALI rAkhI. ane temAM ya jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre ja gRhastha pAse cAvI apAve. (jAte to na ja Ape.) A raeri a m (8) zAstrIya kriyAo zAstra batAvelA samaye karavAnA khUba AgrahI. (9) potAnA nAme kadI poTalA na rAkhe. rA (10) guruNI pratye evI agAdha zraddhA ke teo jeTalA samayamAM jeTalI gAthAo gokhavAnuM kahe, eTalA samayamAM eTalI gAthAo gokhI ja Ape. (11) gRhasthane paisAnuM kAma batAve nahi. eka comAsamAM cazmA tUTI gayA to AkhuM comAsuM cazmA vinA calAvyu paNa gRhasthane e kAma soMpI na zakyA. A (13) sUryAsta thaI gayA bAda sAmAcArIpAlana mATe upAzrayanI bahAra (derAsara darzana karavA mATe paNa) na nIkaLe. sUryAsta pUrve darzana thAya to ja kare. thoDAka vakhata pUrveja A sAdhvIjI samAdhimaraNa pAmyA che. ApaNe IcchIe ke sAgarasamudAyamAM AvA ratno navA navA pragaTa thatA ja rahe. Na 44. guNavaMtA gururAja "e sAdhu ! ahIM Ava. jo pelI sAmenI rUmamAM hamaNA ja be sAdhu aMdara gayA che. emaNe rUmanuM bAraNuM aDakAvI dIdhuM che. e beyane ahIM bolAvI lAva." ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (se) m _D_5 5 5. ra mA rA Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA yoge bhaTakyo bhava anaMtA kTarazatru mAnI dehane kaSTa baha je dara , cha baha je detA, dhana te...47 deha taNI sukhazIlatAnA yoge bhaTakyo bhava garavA gujarAtanI varSo purANI rAjadhAnI pATaNanA eka virATa upAzrayamAM rAtre pratikramaNa bAda Azare sADA ATha vAgyAnA samaye eka AcArya bhagavaMte najIka rahelA A sAdhune upara pramANe sUcanA karI. 1 e vakhate tyAM 70 sAdhuo birAjamAna hatA. pATaNanA eka jinAlayanA bhavyaprasaMge . A nizrApradAna karavA AcAryazrI tyAM padhAryA hatA. Azare 250-300 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA A | adhipatipadane teozrI zobhAvI rahyA hatA. sAMjanA pratikramaNa bAda emaNe acAnaka joyuM ke be sAdhuo sAmenI rUmamAM gayA ane OT bAraNu aDakADI dIdhuM. gaccharakSA karavAnA potAnA parama kartavyane sArI peThe samajatA teoe tarata e mA sAdhuone potAnI pAse bolAvyA. "maFNa vaMdAmi, sAhebajI! Ape amane yAda karyA ?" be sAdhuoe AvI AcAryazrIne namaskAra karyA. be ya munirAja mahAsaMyamI ane tapasvI tarIke prasiddha hatA. AcAryazrIe e bene joyA. are, tame cho ? bAraNuM kema aDakADI dIdhuM ?" AcAryazrIe prazna karyo. "sAhebajI ! ghaNA sAdhuo bhegA thayA che, badhA paraspara maLe eTale thoDo-ghaNo ER. 3 avAja to rahevAno ja. amAre paraspara dazavaikAlikano pATha karavo hato. eTale ER avAjanuM vidana na naDe, e mATe bAraNuM aDakADeluM. bAkI bAraNuM khulluM ja rAkheluM. 4 B sTopara lagAvI na hatI. baMdha bAraNe na besavAnI ApanI sUcanA amArA dhyAnamAM ra. ja che." - A $ munirAjoe khulAso Apyo. "tame dazavai.no pATha karo cho ? to ahIM beso. ane huM dazavai. boluM chuM. e A sAMbhaLo." AcAryazrI bolyA. pelA be sAdhu Azcarya pAmyA. vartamAnakALamAM AkhuM dazavai. to ThIka, paNa enA NI ga| pAMca adhyayana kaMThastha rAkhanArA nAnA - moTA munirAjo paNa ochA che e vAta te be gA, * ya muni sArI rIte jANatA hatA. eTale ja AcAryanI vAta emane AzcaryakAraka lAgI. | A ane AcAryazrI maMda chatAM spaSTa, madhura svare kaDakaDATa gAthAo bolavA lAgyA. A mA munio AbhA banI sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. INITIATINI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (oo) IM ja. ja ja Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAtamI naraka ne mokSa taNA duHkhasukhanI manaDuM cAvI, zubhayogomAM ramatA munivara durgati dUra phagAvI. dhana te...48 AcAryazrIe pachI jaNAvyuM ke "gAthAo dhaDAdhaDa na bolavI. dhImI gatie bolavI ane arthaciMtana karavApUrvaka A bolavI, jethI emAM pariNati vikase.' che A ja AcAryazrIe eka bahArathI AvelA sAdhune pRcchA karI ke "tuM zuM bhaNe A A che ?" Na 1 // yuvAna sAdhue javAba vALyo ke "pannavaNAnuM 19muM pada." (kula 36 pada che. pada eTale eka prakArano vibhAga. dareka vibhAgamAM atigahana judAjudA padArthonuM ra 5 = I rA A che nirUpaNa che.) a m rA "to mane 18mAM padanA badhA padArtho saMbhaLAva." AcAryazrIe kahyuM . sAdhu muMjhAI gayo. "sAhebajI ! e badhuM kaMI yAda na rahe. badhuM vAMcI lIdhu, samajAI gayuM eTale basa." AcAryazrIe uttara vALyo, "AvuM te kaMI cAle ? vidyA to moDhe hoya e ja zobhe. vaLI teM to hajI hamaNA ja e padArtho vAMcyA che.'chatAM tane upasthita na hoya to e kema cAle ? jo, meM to 30-40 varSa pahelA vAMcelA, chatAM tane badhA padArtho kahI saMbhaLAvuM." ane AcAryazrIe sAdhune besADI 18mAM padanA tamAma padArtho kahI saMbhaLAvyA. A AcAryazrI mATe evI prasiddhi che ke 45 AgamonA lagabhaga tamAma padArtho emane upasthita che. ghaNA ya vidvAnono evo anubhava che ke emane jaTila prazno puchavAmAM Ave to ya teozrI AgamonA sAkSIpATho moDhe-moDha ja ApIne enA samAdhAno ApI detA. a Na 1 // ra a mA rA 111111111111111 = teozrI seMkaDo saMyamIonI AlocanA laI, prAyazcitta ApI zuddhinuM dAna karI rahyA che. | che a nAnAmAM nAno sAdhu ya jo emane patra lakhe, kaMIka puchAve to enI upekSA na a Na karatA, khUba ja vAtsalyathI vyavasthita uttara Apavo... e emanI sAdhuonA mukhe Na gA gavAyelI guNagarimA che. 1 // ra L hajI Aje paNa jyAre teo ekalA beThA hoya, koI zAsananA kAmamAM 2 parovAyelA na hoya tyAre AgamanA padArthonuM sUkSmaciMtana karavAmAM DubakI lagAvI de che. a moTA vidvAnono paNa teozrI mATeno evo abhiprAya che ke "emanI pAse mA InvizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (01) rA Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Agamo bhaNavA, viziSTa granthono abhyAsa karavo.. e saMyamajIvanano amUlya A lahAvo che.'' che anaMtAnaMta vaMdana ho guNagariSTha e gacchAdhipatizrIne ! A mA rA 45. saurASTrano zaNagAra : eka tapasvinI sAdhvIjI A aM Na 39 varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALA eka sAdhvIjI chellA 25 varSathI tapazcaryAnA mArge Na gA caDyA che. emAM ya chellA 19 varSathI to emaNe jANe ke zarIra sAthe ghora saMgrAma gA ra ja zaru karyo che. chellA 19 varSathI lagAtAra emaNe kadI ekasAthe be divasa vAparyuM ? nathI. ane je divase vAparyu che, te divase paNa kadI ekAsaNAthI ocho tapa karelo nathI. 19 varSamAM kula 19 varSItapa karI cUkyA che. emAM ya keTalIka vizeSatAo : We e de de de de de e (1) dara paMdara divase caudazano chaThTha avazya karavAno. (2) AkhA varSamAM kula pAMca aThThamo avazya karavAnA. A Na 1 // ra (3) vacce eka-be varSItapa chaTThanA pAraNe ekAsaNuM... ane eka-be varSItapa aThThamanA pAraNe ekAsaNuM... A rIte karyA. (4) ekavAra lagAtAra 16 mAsa sudhI 9-9 upavAsanA pAraNe ekAsaNuM...... e rIte ghora tapa karyo. (arthAt Azare 480 divasamAMthI kula 420 jeTalA upavAsa karyA.) A atyAra sudhImAM A tapasvinI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta Azare 4500 jeTalA upavAsa karI cUkyA che. che. a mA rA - vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 70 (02) (5) Avo ghora tapa hovA chatAM pAraNAmAM mIThAI vagere vAparaMtA nathI. emaNe yAvajjIva mATe saMpUrNa mIThAI ane saMpUrNa mevAno tyAga karelo che. dUdhanI ke mAvAnI paNa tamAma vastuno yAvajjIva mATe tyAga karelI che. A A che (6) AkhI jIMdagI mATe emaNe manathI saMkalpa karI lIdho che ke mRtyunA chellA che divasa sudhI mAre upavAsa-ekAsaNuM-upavAsa-ekAsaNuM... tapathI ochuM kaMI ja karavuM nathI. arthAt hajI 55 varSa jeTalI uMmara che. eTale kadAca bIjA 20-30 varSItapa paNa thaI jAya. A jo gaNatarI karIe to A m M111111 1 // ra a m rA Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aii paNa aticAro pAve, jagavyApI vIrakaruNA sparzI, kAraNa viNa nahi ne , ja nahi. , dhana te..49 niSkAraNa eka Daga cAle to paNa atisAra nA, mAtra tapa karIne bAkI Akho divasa ArAma karavo ke nakAmo samaya pasAra - | karavo e A zramaNIbhagavaMtanuM jIvana nathI. 72 sAdhvIjIone A grupa eka ja mukhya A pravartinInI nizrAmAM rahe che. tyAM pravartinInI vAcanAonuM zravaNa, temanI pAse viziSTa zAstrAbhyAsa ane bahenone vyAkhyAnAdi ApavA dvArA zAsanaprabhAvanAnA ane kArya karavA e paNa A sAdhvIjInA jIvananuM eka ghareNuM che. AvA to kaMI keTalAya ratno jinazAsanamAM khUNe-khAMcare cIMthare vIMTelA paDelA Na gaI haze. cIMtharu hovAnA lIdhe eno prakAza sarvatra phelAto nathI ane ApaNe emane ratna gA * tarIke oLakhI zakatA nathI. paNa jayAre game te prakAre e cIMtharA dUra thAya che ane ra| A e ratnono caLakATa najare paDe che. tyAre ja enI kharI kiMmata samajAya che. mAM 46, doSa mAtra mArA pApakarmono che, bIjA koIno nathI aneka sAdhvIjIonA guNIpade birAjamAna eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI pAse .. mumukSu bahene dIkSA lIdhI. A nUtanasAdhvIjInI zakti ajaba-gajabanI hatI. vinayamAM-vaiyAvaccamAM ane 4 svAdhyAyamAM emano ghoDo resanA ghoDAnI jema pUravege doDavA lAgyo. ane mAnavasulabha svabhAvanA kAraNe te keTalAkonI IrSAno bhoga banyA. emano ? vikAsa keTalAka sahavartIo jIravI na zakyA, kanaDagata zaru thaI. paNa A sAdhvIjI karmanA marmane jANatA hatA. - guruNIe emane baheno sAme vyAkhyAna karavAnI AjJA karI, ane eka mAtra gurvAzAnA kAraNe emaNe baheno sAme vyAkhyAno zaru karyA. prata-pustaka hAthamAM rAkhIne ! vyAkhyAno Ape. emanI pracaMDavastRtva zaktithI bahenomAM AkarSaNa vadhavA lAgyuM. A kIDIyArAnI jema hola bharAvA lAgyo. | eka Azcarya sarjAyuM. karmanA vipAko kevA bhayaMkara hoya che ke khuda guruNI potAnI A apratima ziSyAno vikAsa sahI na zakyA. emano vadhato jato yaza-bhaktANIvarga jIravI na zakyA. emAM vaLI sahavartIoe baLatAmAM ghI homyuM. ane eka divasa seMkaDo bahenonI vacce e sAdhvIjI vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA ane tyAM emanA A * guruNI jaI caDyA. eka jhATakA sAthe ziSyAnA hAthamAMthI prata/pustaka kheMcI lIdhA. CommjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (03) ITISTS Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lobhI dhananI prAptimAM saMtoSa kadI navi pAme, svAdhyAyAdika yogomAM muni tapti kadI navi pAme. dhana te... 50 "baMdha karo vyAkhyAna ! zuM bako cho tame ? zAstrano kazo bodha to che nahi, ane A zuM jema tema manamAM Ave ema bakyA karo cho ? ahaMkAra AvI gayo che, tamane !..." A bharasabhAmAM moTA avAje khakhaDAvyA, ghora apamAna karyuM. AkhI sabhA stabdha che thaI gaI. a Na 1 // ra a kSamAguNathI dharatIne paNa zaramAvI nAMkhanAra zramaNI ! m rA moDhAnI rekhA paNa na pharakI, koI pratIkAra na karyo. thayelA apamAna badala koI kheda vyakta na karyo. oooooo 5 paNa zuM kare ? guruNIne koNa kahe ? paNa A to mahAsatI caMdanabALAnA vArasadAra zramaNI ! kUgaDumuninA sAkSAta avatAra samAna zramaNI ! "mArI bhUla thaI, mane kSamA karo' guruNInA page paDI mAphI mAMgI ane potAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. vyAkhyAno baMdha thayA. paNa na koI phariyAda ! na koI ArtadhyAna ! guruNI ke gurubeno mATe na koI dveSabhAva ! mAtra potAnA karmono doSa joyo. e ja bhakti-vaiyAvacceAdi karatA ja rahyA. koIne paNa guruNI-gurubeno vize eka apazabda mAtra paNa na kahyo. vyAkhyAna bIjA sAdhvIjIo ApavA lAgyA, paNa bahenone e vyAkhyAno gamyA che nahi. saMkhyA ghaTatI ghaTatI sAva ja ochI thaI. a mA rA Na 1 // 2 jUnA sAdhvIjInuM ja vyAkhyAna phAve che, game che. Apa emane AjJA karo ne ?" 5 >> 5 n ra 5 = DOCT rA A aMte guruNIne khyAla Avyo ke, "AmAM to mAruM kharAba dekhAya che" paNa have zuM thAya ? A bAju bahenoe bhegA maLI guruNI pAse AvI mAMgaNI karI ke,"amane e gA meorieko keri a ra ane guruNIe potAnI cAlAkIno pUrepUro upayoga karyo, "huM kyAM nA pADuM chuM? paNa e ja jIddI che. eka di' Thapako Apyo, emAM eTaluM mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (4) A rA Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasma samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo svA A 2 8 = ja A khoTuM zenuM lAge ? guraNI nahi kahe to koNa kaheze ? moDhuM caDAvIne besI javuM kaMI A yogya thoDuM ja che..." . e sAdhvIjI tyAM hAjara ja hatA. badhuM emaNe sAMbhaLyuM. paNa ema na bolyA T ke, "Ape ja to mArA vyAkhyAno baMdha karAvyA che..." 'guruNIe tyAM ja emane Adeza karyo ke, "bolo ! have vyAkhyAna karazo ?" ane A | natamastake emaNe AjJA zirodhArya karI. e pachI to emano puNyodaya vadhyo, Aje to 25-30 ziSyAonA guNI 'T pade A samatAzIla zramaNI birAjamAna che. paNa kadI potAnI guraNI vagerenA AvA apavartano emaNe varNavyA nathI. "mArA guruNI mArA upakArI che, mane saMsAramAMthI bacAvI che..." e ja 2udgAro emanA rahyA che. A koI upajAvI kADhelI ke atizayokti bharelI ghaTanA nathI, paNa taddana satya 3 hakIkata che. sAvadhAna ! e guruNI ke gurubenonA avaguNo jovA ke niMdavA mATe A prasaMga 3 nathI AlekhAyo, teo karmavaza banI AvI bhUlo karI bese emAM zo doSa devo ? ? ahIM to A zramaNI bhagavaMtanA jIvananI muThThI uMcerI samatAne sparzavA mATe, 3 3 ApaNuM Atmadarzana karavA mATe A daSTAntarUpI darpaNa dharavAmAM AvyuM che. ApaNI bhUla hoya, guru ApaNane sAcI hitabuddhithI Thapako ApatA hoya to paNa E E jo ApaNA manamAM ArtadhyAnanI hoLI saLagatI hoya... guru mane ja ThapakAre che, bIjAne to kazuM kahetA ja nathI. mAruM ghora apamAna A karI nAMkhyuM... kyAM meM Amane guru banAvyA..." evA vicAro ja jo pragaTatA hoya, to A zramaNInI samatAne khAsa khAsa azrubharI vaMdanA karavA jevI che. nathI potAnI bhUla ! nathI guruNImAM hita karavAnI buddhi ! irSyAprerita e jAherasabhAmAM karAyeluM atighora apamAna ! kema sahana thAya ? chatAM e to amRtanA ghUMTaDAnI jema gaLI gayA. meLavavI che AvI lokottama sAdhanA ? WITTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (5) Aja $ $ 8 + $ = = Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mileka saMyamI nAnI paNa bhUla nahi karatI. dhanate.. re rAsAyavimAno aTake pharatI, to paNa niSkalaMka sayamI nAnI paNa mera Dage ne caMdrA to cAlo jhUkI paDIe AvA samatAsAgaronA caraNakamaLamAM ! anumodIe khUbakhUba bhAva sAthe-azru sAthe e uttamaguNone ! 47. zrI vajasvAmInA kSayopazamanA vArasadAra Aje paNa che kavikulakiriTa samudAyanA eka sAdhue uttarAdhyayananA joga zaru karyA. emane khabara paDI ke "joganI mULavidhi e che ke je divase je adhyayananI anujJA gathI thAya e divase e AkhuM adhyayana gokhAI gayuM hovuM joIe." paNa Aje to evo tIvra kSayopazama na hovAthI lagabhaga koI gokhatuM nathI. 36 adhyayana, 2000 gAthA 32 divasanA joga daramyAna gokhavAnI. emaNe bIDuM jhaDapyuM ane potAnA tIvra kSayopazamano sadupayoga karyo ane kharekhara rA 32mAM divase AkhuM uttarAdhyayana kaDakaDATa saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM. aMdAje rojanI 65-66 prAkRta gAthAo kaMThastha karI. - 48. dhannA aNagAranuM pratibiMba jovuM che ? vi.saM. 2031nI AsapAsa dIkSita thayelA A munirAjanI saMyamayAtrAnI 8 apramattatA advitIyakakSAnI che. (1) dIkSAnA 32 varSa thayA, hajI paNa akhaMDa ekAsaNA cAlu che. (2) ekAsaNAmAM mAtra dALa-roTalI ke dUdha-roTalI ema be ja dravya vApare che. 3 (3) ghI ane sAkara be vigaI mAvajIva mATe baMdha che. (4) varSamAM 9 thI 10 mahinA AMbila kare che. temAM paNa be ja dravya vApare. (5) nirdoSa gocarInA khUba khapI che. saMpUrNapaNe 42 doSa vinAnI gocarI vApare. (6) bapore gocarI lAvI, sahavartI sAdhuonA pAtrAmAM nAnakaDI zeSa mUkI A [Na potAnI gocarI DhAMkI rAkhe ane pachI paDilehaNAdi patAvIne roja avaDhanA gA, paccakhANe ja AMbila-ekAsaNuM kare (7) mahinAmAM ochAmAM ocho eka aThama kare. pAraNe paNa avaDhanuM ja A paccakhANa kare. mA (8) potAnA dareka kAma jAte kare, bIjA sAdhuo pAse potAnuM koIpaNa kAma na mA I vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 () jI" C Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (9) jo kyAreka nirdoSa pANI na maLe to doSita pANI 1-2 TokasA ja le, A ane emAM ja potAno nirvAha karI le. cUnAnuM pANI paNa be ToksIthI vadhAre na kADhe. che (10) A muni kapaDA-pAtrAdi paNa saMpUrNa nirdoSa vApare che. (11) pANI mATe kadI ghaDAno upayoga karatA nathI. mAtra tuMbaDuM ja rAkhe. (12) emanI pAse parigraha rUpe eka nAnakaDuM paNa poTaluM nathI. (13) 50-52 varSanI uMmaranA A muninI kAyA hADapiMjara jevI lAge che. sAdhulokamAM A muni dhannA aNagAra tarIke prasiddhi pAmelA che. 49. mASatuSamuni Aje paNa vidyamAna che. A 5 $ s 1 // ra A H rasA veeee khaloha samazrAvakane nijakAja kadI navi sope 'svayaMdAsa'e biradadhArI nijakAje nijatana rope. dhana te..para karAve. 10101010101010II A che "A kevuM ? mA ruSa mA tuSa ATaluM bolatA paNa na AvaDe ? ATaluM yAda na rahe ? AvuM te kaMI banatuM haze ?" za $ = 5 5 x 5 5 gurue ziSyane mA ruSa, mA tuSa ATaluM gokhavA ApyuM, paNa e eTaluM paNa moDhe rA karI zakatA na hatA ane bhulI jaI mASatuSa bolavA mAMDatA hatA. pariNAme emanuM nAma mASatuSa paDI gayuM ane Avo ghora jJAnAvaraNIyodaya hovA chatAM paNa thAkyA vinA, kaMTALyA vinA temaNe zrutajJAna mATe sakhata puruSArtha karyo, kaivalya meLavI lIdhuM. A badhuM zAstramAM vAMcIe, tyAre manamAM vicAra to AvI jAya ke paNa vartamAnamAM eka zramaNIbhagavaMtanI vAto jyAre sAMbhaLavA maLI tyAre kharekhara lAgyuM ke "nA ! e mASatuSamuninI vAto ekadama sAcI ja che." eka bALAe zALAmAM cha dhoraNa sudhI abhyAsa karyo.kakko-bArAkhaDI to zIkhI lIdhA, paNa eTalo ghora karyodaya ke kazuM vAMcI na zake. mA-bApe paisA khavaDAvIne jema tema cha dhoraNa pAsa karAvyA. ra a jema nAno chokaro pustaka vAMcato hoya to kamala zabda eka jhATake vAMcI na zake, a Na paNa ka.. ma.. ane la.. ema mAMDa vAMce. e traNeya akSaro sAthe vAMcIne eno artha Na gA samajavAnI zakti na hoya, tema A bALAnI paNa eja hAlata ! kakko bArAkhaDI gA 2 zIkhyA pachI ghaNI mahenata karavA chatAM koIpaNa zabda-vAkya AkhuM vAMcI na zake. 15 varSanI nAnakaDI UMmare parivAra sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. paNa te vakhate be mA pratikramaNanA sUtro paNa ghaNA ochA AvaDatA to sAdhunA AvazyakasUtronI apekSA mA ra a A rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI () CO Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ja zuM rakhAya ? paNa bA mahArAje emane taiyAra karavA mATe kamara kasI. be pratikramaNanA ghaNA A bAkI sUtro gokhAvavAnA zaru karyA. che A paNa moTI muzkelI e ke te sAdhvIjI Akho zabda ke AkhuM vAkya vAMcI na zake. amariya vANu ATaluM paNa vAMcI na zake. A... ya... . ya... ema akSara akSara vAMce. 1 // ra ma Na 21 // ra have AvI paristhitimAM e pote vAMcI vAMcIne moDhe karI na zake. emanI pAse bolAvI bolAvIne ja sUtro gokhAvavA paDe. bA mahArAja pAse besI Ariya... e a zabdo bolI emanI pAse bolAvaDAve. paNa karmodaya eTalo bhayaMkara ke bA mahArAje a mATe bolelA zabdo pramANe paNa pote Ayariya vajJAr ATalA zabdo paNa bolI na zake. mA rA emane prathama to eTalA zabdo spaSTa bolAvavA mATe bA mahArAje 40 thI 50 vAra e zabdo bolIne emanI pAse bolAvavA paDe. tyAre e eTalA zabdo spaSTa bolI zake. rAta H A to zuddha uccAra karavAnI vAta ! hajI gokhavAnuM to bAkI ja. e sAdhvIjI roja ochAmAM ochA traNa kalAka sudhI mAtra e eka pAdano pATha kare. emAM paNa ghaNIvAra pAchu azuddha bolavA lAge. bA mahArAja sAMbhaLe tyAre khakhaDAve ke "kema khoTuM bolo cho ? sAcu bolo." ema pAchu zuddha bolAvaDAve. tyAre thAkyA-hAryA vinA kahe ke "huM to bhUlI gayelI'" ane hasatA hasatA pAchu gokhavA lAge. A A che che A rIte ekapAda gokhatA emane 6 divasa lAge. cha divasa thAya tyAre eka pAda gokhI rahe, kaDakaDATa karI rahe. e pachI bA mahArAja bIjo pAda saune sAhammim... A Ape. ene bIjA cha divasa lAge... Ama eka mahIne mAMDa 1 gAthA-doDha gAthA a Na kaMThastha thAya. 1 // HHHHH Na ra Aje dIkSAne sAta varSa pasAra thayA, AvA athAga puruSArthathI be pratikramaNanA gA ra jarUrI sUtrone to gokhI lIdhA. paNa pagAma sijjA vagere to bAkI ja che. have pAmamitttA gokhavAnuM zaru karyuM che. e ja rIte dara 6 divase 1 pAda gokhI rahe a mA che. sAteya varSa savAra-sAMjanuM pratikramaNa vagere ghaNI kriyAo bA mahArAje.ja karAvI. mA a rA / / 1 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (8) Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ , , , , , kema te pApa anaMtA bAMdhe. dhana te.53 pachI teNadhArI je sAdhvAcAra na sAdha, mAgebhraSTa bhArekarmI te pApa , sukhazIlatAthI vadhArI ghaNIvAra bA mahArAja emanI AvI alpabuddhi joI raDI paDatA, tyAre potAnA - | nimitte bAne duHkhI thatA joI A sAdhvIjInI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI jatA. A | ATaluM hovA chatAM paNa emaNe abhyAsa na choDyo, athAga puruSArtha cAlu ja rAkhyo eka-eka pAda lagabhaga 1000-1500 vAra bole, tyAre yAda rahe, pAchA bhUle, a [Na pAchA gokhe. roja rAtre bA mahArAjane badhA sUtro saMbhaLAve, kAcA thAya to pAchA gA pAkA kare. mASatuSanI jema emane paNa kevo ghora karmodaya che, e to ApaNe joyuM. have A emAM mApatuSa jevI guNavattAnA paNa darzana karIe. mA emanA vaDIla guruNInA zabdo che ke ro A sAdhvIjIe dIkSA bAda kadI mArA peTanuM pANI paNa halAvyuM nathI. eka zabda paNa emane kahevo paDyo nathI. je samajAvIe, e tarata amalamAM ja hoya, vinayaguNa eTalo badho jabaradasta ke amArA 100-150 sAdhvIjIomAM sauthI vadhu guNavattA 2. emanI kahI zakAya. khAvAmAM kadI koI vastunI mAMgaNI nahi. kadI koI vastunI nA para nahi. je ApIe e vAparI le. nitya ekAsaNA kare." ra. jyAre emanA bA mahArAja A lekha viratidUtane mokalI rahyA hatA, tyAre e sAdhvIjIe spaSTa kahyuM ke guruNIjI ! mArAmAM che zuM ? mane kazuM AvaDatuM nathI. lakhavuM hoya to eTaluM = lakho ke mane gusso karatA AvaDe che - khAtA-pItA AvaDe che. bIjuM kazuM ja AvaDatuM ke nathI." . mahAnizIthanuM vacana che ke "eka varSa sudhI sakhata prayatna karavA dvArA jo eka gAthA paNa kaMThastha thatI hoya to saMyamIe eno sakhata prayatna karavo." AjanI paristhiti joIe to keTalAka saMyamIo tIvra kSayopazamavALA hovA thI chatAM, abhyAsanI badhI anukuLatA hovA chatAM pramAdAdinA kAraNe eka varSe paNa 25gA, 50 gAthA paNa na gokhe... e vakhate duHkha thAya. enI sAme AvA sAva ja maMda bhayopazamavALA sAdhvIjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne haiyAne TADhaka vaLe che, ke nA ! jinazAsanamAM kiMmatI ratno Aje paNa vidyamAna che. pelA mANatuSa muni jaLamAM vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (09) INTIMITI Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avidhinuM khaMDana vidhipAlana vidhibahumAna ne vidhimaMDana, ajoDa pravacanabhaktidhArI nizcayathI kare bhavakhaMDana. dhana....54 31 A to Aje nathI. paNa emanA ja pratibiMbatulya A sAdhvIjI to ApaNI pAse che ja. uparanI koIpaNa vAtamAM bilakula atizayokti nathI. biMduno siMdhu karIne lakhANa A thayuM nathI. paNa vAstavikatAno ja ekamAtra citAra karavAmAM Avyo che. che 50. jinazAsana prabhAvanAnuM advitIya kAraNa : jainetaromAM gocarI a a Na 1 rAjasthAnamAM AvelA ajamerathI 15 ki.mI. dUra jayapura-bhIlavADA nezanala Na gA hAIve 79 upara zrInagara nAmanuM eka gAma roDathI eka kI.mI. aMdara hatuM. eka AcArya bhagavaMta 15 ThANA sAthe hAIve upara ja rahelA paMcAyata bhavanamAM 2 a utarelA hatA. e grupamAM pAMceka sAdhuo zakya hoya tyAM sudhI nirdoSa vAparavAnI tIvra mA bhAvanA-pravRttivALA hatA. ra rA sAdhu eka kI.mI. cAlI aMdara gAmamAM gocarI vahoravA gayA. tapAsa karatA rA khabara paDI ke gAmamAM 25-30 mAhezvarInA gharo che. jaina koI nathI (mAhezvarIo vaiSNava jevA hoya che.) P0115 aMdaranA roDa para cAnI hoTala pAse jaI pUchyuM. - "mAhezvarInAM gharo kyAM che?" javAba maLyo ke "daravAjAnI aMdara." sAdhuo AgaLa cAlyA. eka davAnI dukAna pAse 35-40 varSanA bhAI nIcuM mAthuM nAMkhIne vAMcI rahyAM hatA. sAdhuoe e bhAIne ja pharI pRcchA karI ke "mAhezvarInA gharo kyAM che ?" emaNe paNa eja javAba Apyo ke "daravAjAnI aMdara' paraMtu e javAba pAchaLa bhArobhAra vinaya-bahumAnabhAva spaSTa dekhAyo. A sAdhuo AgaLa cAlyA. tyAM be rastA AvyA, bhUlathI uMdhA raste caDI gayA. che 1pa0 DagalA AgaLa cAlyAM, tyAM sAmethI AvatA eka bhAIe kazI pRcchA vinA ja javAba Apyo ke "tame khoTA raste cho, sAco rasto pelo che." A Na gA moTarasAIkala para jatA hatA te maLyA. temaNe kahyuM ke "tame AgaLa Avo, huM tamane gA 2 AgaLa maLuM chuM." sAdhuo pAchA pharI sAcA raste cAlyA, tyAM davAnI dukAna pAse beThelA bhAI 5 x 5 kula 1-1 / kI.mI. cAlyA bAda te bhAI maLyA. pachI to e bhAI sAdhuo sAthe a ja ghera ghera pharyA. lagabhaga eka kalAka sudhI e bhAI sAthe pharyA. mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (80) 5 6 ha ra a m rA Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ghera ghera jaI bAraNuM kholAvI pRcchA kare ke "bhojana taiyAra che ? mahArAja AvyA che. roTalI-dUdha-dahIM je hoya te leze." A ds, n a 100000000000 A che sAdhuo tyAM 40-50 gharomAM pharyA. kyAMka ko'ke parANe thI vahorAvyuM, sAdhuoe jyAM jyAM gocarI vahorI tyAM teo atyaMta AnaMda pAmyA. AvA to agaNita anubhavo A sAdhuone thayA. A sAdhuo chellA cAra varSathI gujarAta, rAjasthAna, mahArASTra, madhyapradezamAM a m vicaryA che, paNa jainonA gharo na hovAdi kAraNe AdhAkarmAdi vAparavAno prasaMga A sAdhuone mATe cAra ke pAMcavAra ja banyo che. rA sAra e `ke prabhuzAsananA vezanuM adbhuta puNya che ke bIjA mAMgavA Ave to teone jAkAro denAra ajaino jaina sAdhuone vagara oLakhANe sAmethI bolAvIne sadbhAvapUrvaka, AnaMdapUrvaka, Ape che. kyAMka ko'ke khUba AjIjI karI, "jeTaluM joIe eTaluM laI lo" evuM keTalAkoe kahyuM. A m rA A carcA adbhuta zAsanaprabhAvanA kare che. anekone bodhibIjanuM dAna ke supAtradAna dvArA adbhuta puNyabaMdha karAve che. saMyamIone gocarInA mahAbhayaMkara doSothI bacAve che. A hA ! kyAMka ekAda ghare apamAna kare - kADhI mUke - dhutkAre tevo paNa prasaMga bane paNa e yAcanApariSaha paNa nirjarAkAraka che. $ = = "5 = 5 rA jainetaromAM gocarI javAmAM saMkoca-bhayano anubhava karatA saMyamIo A dRSTAnta A vAMcIne niHsaMkoca-nirbhaya banI jainetaromAM gocarI jatA thAya. che 51. guNasamrATa-mahAna sUrIzvara A a Na ahIM eka evA AcArya bhagavaMtanA guNapuSponuM varNana karavAnuM che ke je AcArya Na gA cothA ArAnA nahi, pAMcamAM ArAmAM paNa ghaNA jUnA nahi, paNa najIkanA ja kALamAM gA 2 thayelA che. chellA saMghayaNavALA ane ApaNA jevA ja dehavALA hatA. paNa emanI ra guNasamRddhi to kharekhara cothA ArAnA mahAtmA jevI ja hatI. (ka) aneka ziSyonA gurupade birAjamAna A sUrivarane chellA varSomAM pharatA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (ca) M a mA rA Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aja lagI yamarAja mAnenA maraNa anatA kIyA, bhAvasahita jinaANA pALI mota ne mahAta kIdhA. dhana te... 55 vAno duHkhAvo thayo. koI zarIramAM soMya bhoMke ane je vedanA thAya evI tIvra vedanA A emane A pharatA vAthI vArApharatI AkhA zarIramAM thatI. e apAra vedanA jyAre A tIvratA pakaDatI, tyAre emanI mukhAkRti joI bhalabhalA dhrUjI uThe, eTalI badhI tIvravedanA thatI. paNa kadI e cIsa na pADatA, UMhakAro na karatA. che A A vedanAne kAbumAM rAkhavA emanA ziSyo roja maganuM pANI ane ghaselI haraDe a Na khAlI peTe vaparAvatA. emanI tIvravedanAne kAbumAM levAno ekamAtra rAmabANa upAya Na gA eja hato. 2 IIII0000000 F paNa eka rAtre pratikramaNamAM A sUrivaranA ziSya dhannA aNagAranI sajjhAya a atyaMta madhura kaMThe bhAvivabhora banIne lalakArI. e sajhAyamAM deha pratyenI a mA anAsaktinuM ja varNana hatuM. rA 6 "vaiyAvaccamAM gacchabheda na hoya" e zAstrIyamaryAdAne pacAvI cUkelA A sUrivare gacchabhedano vicAra karyA vinA ja tarata be-traNa sAdhu sevA mATe mokalI ApyA. A thoDAka dina bAda pote svayaM tyAM gayA, sukhazAtA pRcchA karI badhI kALajI karI che chevaTe potAnA ja upAzrayamAM glAna sAdhune lAvI utkRSTa sevA karI-karAvI. e sAdhu sAjo thayo, tyAre enI AMkhamAM kRtajJatAbhAvanA codhAra AMsu TapakatA hatA. A mA rA OM che, 5th s sUrivara hacamacI uThyA. Ama paNa emane deha pratye evI Asakti na hatI, rA paNa A sajajhAye to emanI anAsaktine Abha AMbatI karI mUkI. bIjA ja divase sUrivare akramanA paccakkhANa karyA. kazI ciMtA na karI ke pelI pharatA vAnI zULa jevI vedanA pharI ubhI thaze. (kha) A sUrivara ekavAra potAnA vizALa samudAya sAthe amadAvAdamAM hatA tyAre emane samAcAra maLyA ke "tyAM ja eka upAzrayamAM eka sAdhu glAna che, sevA karanAra koI nathI." ra a Na no zilALa Disevapha so mAM Disevak e zAsravacana A sUrivare kevuM Na gA AtmasAta karyuM haze ! te AnA uparathI samajI zakAya che ke eka sAmAnya sAdhu mATe gA ra paNa emaNe ATalI hada sudhInI kALajI karI. 5 5 5 2 (ga) A sUrivara jANatA hatA ke "huM AcArya thayo eTale mane kaMI traNa TAIma vAparavA vagerenI chUTa nathI maLatI. mArI zakti hoya to mAre paNa tapa karavAno che, ma rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (82) Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hasarvapramAdane kADhe. dhana te....5 kI iche paNa apramattane kadI navi bAya, saMyamazakti anupamannaI sarvapramAne che, halakA - tyAgapradhAna jIvana jIvavAnuM che. ziSyonI bhakti levAmAM mAre taNAI javAnuM nathI." ane mATe ja ativirATa samudAyanA svAmI evA paNa A AcArya roja A ekAsaNA ja karatA hatA ane e paNa mAtra roTalI-dALa ke roTalI-dUdha... ema be | ja dravya vAparatA hatA. pAMcatithimAM upavAsa karatA. A . A vakhate teo khaMbhAtamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. dara pAMcatithi teozrI A Na savArathI khaMbhAtanAM derAsaronA darzana karavA nIkaLI jatA. khaMbhAtanAM tamAma eTale Na ke 65 derAsaronA darzana karIne pAchA pharatA. pAMceya tithiomAM temano A nityakrama gA| hato. A A vaLI A ja sUrivara roja rAtre paNa traNa traNa kalAka judA judA aneka gAmo| tIrthonA muLanAyaka bhagavAnane yAda karI karI bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karavAnuM anuSThAna rAma karatA. roje roja rAtre traNa kalAka emanuM A anuSThAna cAlatuM. - eka mahAgItArtha ajoDa zAstrajJAtA evA paNa A sUrivarano kevo paramAtmabhaktibhAva ! kevI samyagdarzananI nirmaLatA ! 3. (gha) A sUrivarano dIkSA paryAya kula 68 varSano thayo hato. 16 varSanI uMmare a dIkSita thayelA A sUrivara 84 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmyA hatA. chellA 7 varSa bAda 2 karatA bAkInAM 61 varSanA dIkSA paryAya daramyAna emaNe eka divasa paNa ekAsaNAthI va ochuM paccakhANa karyuM nathI. gaNita mAMDIe to 61x 360=19960 ekAsaNA ra thAya. A lagabhaga 20 hajAra ekAsaNA paNa moTAbhAge mAtra beja dravyanA karyA che. 1 emanI dIkSA jIMdagImAM emaNe prAyaH kadI koI phaLa khAdhuM nathI, prAya: kadI koI mIThAI khAdhI nathI, prAyaH kadI koIpaNa prakArano mevo khAdho nathI. 61 varSamAM lagabhaga dara saMvatsarIno aTTama paNa A sUrivara cUkyA nathI. kevo benamUna vairAgya ! kevI anAsakti ! (ca) A sUrivara zaruAtamAM to zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagere badhAne khUba ja uMcIra A koTinAM tAtvika padArthonuM vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. paNa ekavAra pravacana bAda koIka zrAvikAbahena e pravacana aMgenA ja prazno puchavA lAgyA. sUrivara vicAramAM paDyA mA COTTOMaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (83) IIM 1 Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ke "A rIte vyAkhyAna ApavAthI jo baheno praznAdi puchavA mATe AvavAnA hoya to A mAre A badhI lapa naM joIe" ane brahmacaryanI atyaMta nirmaLapariNatinA dhAraka A A sUrIzvare e divasathI zrAvaka-zrAvikAo sAme vyAkhyAno ApavAnA baMdha karI dIdhA. (Ama paNa emanA ziSya vyAkhyAna mATe taiyAra thaI gayA hatA.) che (cha) A sUrivara svAdhyAyanA ati-ati rasika rAtre aDhI-traNa vAge uThIne AgamonA padArtho vagerenuM ciMtana karavA besI jAya. Na gA emaNe AkhI jIMdagI atighora svAdhyAya karyo che ane ziSyo pAse karAvyo che. chelle 84 varSanI uMmare emane vicAra Avyo ke "mAre lagabhaga ghaNA grantho a vaMcAI gayA che, paraMtu vairAgyano sAgara gaNAto eka upamitibhava prapaMca mahAkathA a mA grantha vAMcavAno bAkI che. e vaMcAI jAya to sAruM." A i, 1 5 x 5 rA che dyso mA mRtyune mAtra 48 kalAka ja bAkI hatA, tyAre emaNe A rIte ativirATa e grantha saMpUrNa karyo. kadAca A sUrivaranA hRdayamAM UMDe UMDe evo paNa pavitratama Azaya haze ke "A rIte yuvAna sAdhu mane svAdhyAya karAvavAnA bahAne svayaM svAdhyAyamAM tallIna banI bhAvanA to thaI paNa uMmaranA kAraNe AMkhonuM teja ghaTI gayeluM eTale jAte vAMcavA rA e asamartha hatA. paNa emanA ja eka yuvAna sAdhue gurudevanI A bhAvanA jANI ene pUrNa karavAno bhekha lIdho. lagabhaga roja 8 kalAka e sAdhu upamiti grantha moTethI vAMce ane sUrivara e sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne artha samajatA jAya. jAya." che $ 5 5 x 5 2 ane eka sAdhue sUrivarane pRcchA karI ke "sAheba ! Apa 15-20 miniTa sADhaporisIne bAkI hoya tyAre porisI pacca. pAro cho. paNa to pachI thoDIka rAha vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (84) (ja) A mahAna sUrivara roja ekAsaNA to karatA ja, paNa emAM nitya porisInuM paccakkhANa karatA. keTalAka sAdhuoe joyuM ke 11 vAge sADhaporisI AvatI hoya ane poNA che agiyAra vAgyA hoya to paNa sUrivara to porisInuM paccakkhANa pArI pANI vAparI letA. a Na 1 // sAdhuo jANatA hatA ke "sUrivara mahAsaMyamI che. to pachI mAtra 10-15 gA 2 miniTa mATe e sADhaporisInuM paccakakhANa kema cUke che ?" 2 55 A m rA Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirbhaya banI jAto. aSTamAtanI goda ramatI, durmatithI na gabharAtA , mithI na gabharAtI, dhana te...57 mAtAnA khoLe polyA, bALaka nirbhaya banI, huM ra ha ta - joIne sADhaporisInuM pAro to vadhu lAbha maLe ne ?" A sUrivare pratyuttara vALyo ke "jo ! mArI pAse ghaDiyALa nathI ane e virAdhanAnuM sAdhana, 1 aparigrahamahAvratamAM aticAra lagADanAra vadhArAnI vastu rUpa sAdhana mAre rAkhavuM a paNa nathI. Na have jo huM sADhaporisI karuM to e pacca. AvyuM ke nahi? e jovA mATe mAre Na Oaa ghaDiyALa rAkhavI paDe ke ghaDiyALavALAne pRcchA karavI paDe. A badhA doSo moTA che, gI eTale huM porisInuM pacca. mArI lauM chuM. emAM mAre uparanA koI doSo sevavA | A paDatA nathI. kemake vyAkhyAna sADAdasa vAge uThe, ane lagabhaga AkhA varSamAM A mAM koIpaNa divase sADAdasa vAge to porisI pacca. AvI ja gayuM hoya che. eTale mA rA, mAre pachI ghaDiyALa jovAnI -puchavAnI jarUra ja na paDe. jevuM vyAkhyAna pUrNa thAya che che ke tarata huM pacca. pArI zakuM. jo sADhaporisI karuM to ghaDiyALano doSa mArA lalATe paNa 3 lakhAyA vinA na rahe." sAdhu to A sAMbhaLIne stabdha ja thaI gayo. sekaDo ziSyonA gurupade birAjamAna eka sUrivara ghaDiyALa jovA-rAkhavA jeTalo che ra doSa sevavA paNa bilakula taiyAra na hoya e emanI saMyama pariNati kevI udAtta! (jha) A sUrivare AkhI jIMdagI eka bolapena paNa vAparI nathI ke potAnI pAse ra rAkhI nathI. mAtra pensilanA nAnakaDA TukaDAthI ja badhuM kAma karatA. B kevI aparigrahatA! . () pharatI vAnI asahya pIDAne A sUrivara samabhAve sahana karatA. A vAne kAraNe emane pIThamAM atisakhata duHkhAvo raheto. che ziSyo jANatA ke "garama pANInI kothaLIno zeka karavAthI A pIDA ghaNI ochI che. thAya.eTale teo garama pANInI kothaLI laI AvyA, tyAre sUrivara hasatA hasatA che che 'Na kahe ke che A 8 - "juo munio ! ApaNA ghare mahemAna Ave to ene miSTAnnAdi khavaDAvavA gA 2 joIe ? ke pachI DAma ApavA joIe? A duHkhAvo e mAro mahemAna che. mane pracaMDa karmakSaya karAvI Ape che. to ene | to pALavo-poSavo joIe. ene badale ene A dhagadhagatA garamapANInA DAma kema $ = 2 "mmmmmm vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (05) mmmmml" Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bArIkAIthI zodhe, mAragamAM temamunijIvone najare najare noMdhe che. A jema vepArI khovAyA no bArIkAIthI zodhe INI Apo cho ?" ziSyo zuM bole ? A. (6) chellA sAta varSa daramyAna svAthya pratikULa hovAnA kAraNe emaNe ekAsaNA | choDavA paDyA. navakArazI karavI paDI. chatAM e ghaNuM alpa vAparatA. ekavAra eka mahAtmA sUrivara pratyenI bhaktithI nirdoSa mamarA laI AvyA, - mamarA pacavA vageremAM anukULa hovAthI sUrivare vAparyA. e rAtre sADAbAra vAge eka sAdhu mAgu karavA mATe jAgyA, paNa e sAdhu tyAranuM dazya joI stabdha thaI gayA. 82 varSanI uMmaranA, hArTa eTekanA dardI e sUrivara 17 saMDAsA paMjavA pUrvaka paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka khamAsamaNA ApatA hatA. - sAdhu Azcarya pAmyo, "aDadhI rAte gurudeva A zuM kare che ?" tarata pAse jaIne pRcchA karI ke gurudeva ! Apa A zuM karo cho ?" tyAre sUrivare uttara Apyo ke "Aje divase mamarA vAparatI vakhate mane rAga thaI gayelo, Asakti thayelI che enA prAyazcitta rUpe A 108 khamAsamaNA ApI rahyo chuM." zarIra-tabiyata-vRddhAvasthA... A badhAnI sAme najara paNa nAMkhyA vinA potAnA a mamarA khAvAnA rAgane khatama karavAno kevo apUrva puruSArtha ! kevI apramattatA ! Bra (Da) ekavAra savAre AgaLa je gAme pahoMcavAnuM hatuM, te gAmamAM jainonI vasatI che A na hovAthI A sUrivare be-cAra sAdhuone kahyuM ke tame A ja gAmamAM jainonA gharomAMthI sUryodaya bAda khAkharA-goLa vahorIne | pachI AgaLanA gAme AvI jajo. tyAM ekapaNa ghara na hovAthI tyAMnI gocarI doSita deg] thavAnI che. eTale A nirdoSa khAkharA goLa vadhu sArA..." " A AcAryadeva AgaLanA gAme pahoMcyA. tyAMnA bahAragAma rahetA zrAvakoe to paNa vizALa samudAyanI bhakti karavA mATe rasoDuM zaru karI dIdhu hatu. paNa A sUrivara to A | jinAjJApAlana mATe atyaMta kaTibaddha hatA. emaNe rasoDAmAMthI levAnI nA pADI. A yogya samaye pelA be-cAra sAdhuo khAkharA ane goLa vahorIne AvI pahoMcyA a mA ane bapore badhA ekAsaNA mATe vAparavA beThA. m vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (8) jI A C Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ke kadI hatI pAmo tyaNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvI sUrivare badhA sAdhuone khAkharA ane goLanI vaheMcaNI karI. A paNa emAM eka asahiSNu sAdhu sAme bolyo ke "gurudeva! mane AvuM badhuM nahi phAve. | A zuM? mAtra khAkharA-goLa khAIne ekAsaNA karavAnA? nAto mArA mATe a rasoDAmAMthI laI AvuM chuM." sUrivara ekapaLa vicAramAM paDyA, kaMI na bolyA. pachI "sAruM" ema kahI potAnA sthAne AvI besI gayA. pelo sAdhu gocarI javA tarANI-pAtrA taiyAra karavA lAgyo, paNa te vakhate ja| ane sUrivare potAnA pAtrAmAM e khAkharA ane goLa laI vAparavAnI zaruAta karI. eka harapha paNa na uccAryo. pelA sAdhunA manobhAva palaTAyA. ENa "seMkaDo ziSyonAM gurupade birAjamAna A mahAna gurudeva paNa jo ekAsaNA kare 3 ane emAM nirdoSa gocarIno Agraha hovAthI mAtra khAkharA-goLa vApare, ane mArA E 3 jevA svacchaMdI sAdhune paNa nibhAvI le.. re! dhikkAra ho mArI jAtane !" sAdhunI AMkhe zrAvaNa-bhAdaravo varasavA lAgyo. sUrivara pAse AvI hIbakA E = bharI bharIne raDyo. kSamA mAMgavA mATe zabdo bolavA jeTalI paNa hiMmata na rahI. E sUrivara to samaju hatA, tarata enA pAtrAmAM cokhA khAkharA-goLa mUkyA. 8 3 puSkaLa AzvAsana ApyuM ane tarata vAparavA besADI dIdho. . pelo ziSya ! azrurUpI ghIthI khAkharA copaDato jAya ane vAparato jAya. 4 ' khUba khUba khUba jarUra che AvA vairAgI, AcArasaMpanna, ziSyAnuvartaka, A mahAgItArtha sUrivaronI ! (Dha) ziSyonA hita mATe potAnA paga upara kuhADo mAravA jeTalo jabaradasta e bhoga ApavAnuM apUrva sAmarthya A sUrideva pAse hatuM. Na ekavAra vizALa gocarI mAMDalImAM jAherAta karI ke jyAM sudhI A A A pAMca sAdhuo saMpUrNapaNe 45 Agama vAMcI na le tyAMga * sudhI mAre saMpUrNapaNe miSTAnnano tyAga !" | hajI to ziSyo kaMIka bacAva kare e pahelA ja ghaDu daIne be hAtha joDI bAdhA | mAM laI lIdhI. IIIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (80) VIIIIIII Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bole muhapatI vinA te karuNAsAgara dAkhyo. dhanate...59 maMvasiviNa mApaka ghAtaka pakAyano bhAkhyo nA kare, ? meM A 8 + 8 = .00 ane kharekhara e pAMceya munivaroe 45 Agamo vAMcyA, pacAvyA. Aje to , A emAMthI mAtra ekaja munivara vidyamAna che ke je AgamonA rahasyone jANanArAomAM A AgaLa paDatI zreNImAM che. | (ta) ekavAra keTalAka sAdhvIjIo chaThThA karmagranthanA keTalAka ati agharA praznono A uttara meLavavA AcAryadeva pAse AvyA. sUrivara to sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto sAthe A rIte praznottarI karavA taiyAra na hatA. emaNe kahyuM ke "tame bIjA koI pIDha vidvAna vyakti pAse jAo." paNa ati-agharA praznonA anya sthAne uttara meLavavA agharA hatA. chevaTe e sUrivare eka suMdara upAya zodhI kADhyo. pote je rUmamAM beThA hatA, e A rUmanI bahAra jamaNA hAtha taraphanA bAraNAnI bahAra sAdhvIjIone besADyA. rUmanI mA aMdara potAnI sAme potAnA vidvAna sAdhuone besADyA. sAdhvIjIoe lakhelA prazno rA - e sAdhuo ja AcAryazrIne puchatA ane sUrivara emane javAba ApatA. A javAba : bahAra beThelA sAdhvIjIo meLavI letA. Ama sAdhvIjIo sAthe leza paNa paricaya vija-sAme joyA vinA badhA uttaro ke ApI dIdhA. pote pIDha-gItArtha-uMmaralAyaka hovA chatAM vijAtIya paricaya na karavA mATenI ka 8 emanI A kevI ajaba-gajabanI Teka ! (tha) 40-50 sAdhuonA vizALa samudAya sAthe A sUrideva muMbaImAM 8 B birAjamAna hatA. gocarI mAMDalImAM kadI mIThAIno eka TukaDo paNa na Avato. 8 paNa eka dina ko'ka gRhasthanA atyaMta Agrahane lIdhe eka sAdhu mIThAIno eka che TukaDo (mAtra ekaja) vahorI lAvyA. Azcarya to e thayuM ke 50 sAdhuo hovA chatAM e eka TukaDo koIe na lIdho. chI badhAyane enI bAdhA hatI. sUrivarano tyAga evo to uccakoTino hato ke koIpaNa A Na baLajabarI vinA Akho gaccha emanuM AlaMbana laI miSTAnnano tyAgI banyo hato. Na aMte eka sAdhune bAdhAmAM apavAda ApI e TukaDo vaparAvyo. gA A 50 sAdhuomAM bALamunio ane aneka nUtanadIkSito paNa hatA e nara A mA (da) A sUrivare ahamadanagaramAM cAturmAsa mATe praveza karyo ane eja divase mA Commut vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (88) pam $ $ $ 8 A bhUlazo. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAzagocarIraNI. dhana te...60 ekIkarI zamatinAzaka, viSayakakSAyanI jananI, sumadAya paNa pariharI karatA zazIkhI. A tamAma sAdhuo ghare ghare jaIne jAte ja pATa-pATalA-ghaDA-parAta-Dola-tapelA-DhAMkaNA A vagere laI AvyA. eja divase koIka prasaMga hovAthI eka jaNane tyAM ghaNA nALIyera phoDAyA hatA. sAdhuo tyAM jaI e sukI kAcalIo laI AvyA. ucita parikarma karI eno ToksA tarIke upayoga karavA lAgyA. nirdoSa saMyama jIvananuM keTaluM uMcu lakSa ! A lakSa apAvanAra to A sUrivara ja hatA ne ! (gha) A sUrivara roja rAtre vizALa samudAyamAMnA eka-eka sAdhune vArApharatI potAnI pAse bolAvI aMgata mITIMga karatA. enI muzkelIo jANatA, enuM nivAraNa A karatA. enA doSo dUra karavAnA samyagU upAya batAvatA. mahAnizIkhanA zalyoddhAranuM mA, ane evuM to joradAra varNana karatA ke sAdhuo game tevA pAponuM paNa prAyazcitta karavA mATe rA saharSa taiyAra thaI jatA. B seMkaDo ziSyonI AvI ajabagajabanI kALajI karavAnI A emanI kevI paNa dIrghadRSTi ! para. karuNAsAgara AcAryadeva nUtana bALadIkSitane dazavaikAlikanA joga cAlatA hatA. svAbhAvika che ke navA ane nAnA hovAthI gocarImAM keTaluM levuM? enI samajaNa che 8 ochI hoya. ' e muni "ochuM paDaze" ema vicArI pahelA vadhAre laIne cokhkhuM rAkhatA. pachI chelle vadhI paDatA herAna thatA. che. mAMDalInA vyavasthApakane gusso Avato, "pahelethI ja ochuM lo ne? vadhAre kema che L. lo cho ?" ema nUtana bAlamunine Thapako ApatA. : eka di' e gocarI vadhAre vadhI. paraThavavI ja paDe eTalI badhI vadhI. ane e pachI gA paNa pAchI eMThI thaI gayelI. ? "divase paDaze, AMbila vadhaze" [, e vicArathI e nUtana bAla muni udAsa banI gayA. emanA nirdoSa mukha upara A azrubiMduo motInI mAphaka camakavA lAgyA. CommiTM vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (89) mummmmm Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavAna tna juvo bAvIsa Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao sadA vyavasthApake e duHkhamAM vadhAro karyo. roja kahuM chuM, paNa sudharatA ja nathI. have Aje paravo ane karo eka di' . vadhAre." * e ja vakhate sAgarasamudAyanA adhipati, AgamajJAtA, pUjyapAda AcAryadeva deg ane tyAMthI pasAra thayA. bAlamuninI AMkhamAM AMsu joyA, pUchatAcha karatA ja badhu samajI A gayA. AcAryazrIe tarata ja e nUtanamuninI mAMDalImAM pravezI Asana pAtharI, besI gI * dhaDAdhaDa e eMThI gocarI vAparI lIdhI. A pelA bAlamuni joIja rahyA. emanI AMkhanA AMsu bamaNA thaI gayA. paNa A mA havenA AMsu harSanA hatA. sUrijInI potAnA pratyenI mAtA jevI lAgaNInA darzana mA | thayAnA hatA. sUrijIe vAparIne kahyuM ke : basa, have tAro divasa nahIM paDe ane eMThu vAparavAnuM je prAyazcitta Avaze te = # paNa huM karI laIza. tAre kazI ciMtA na karavI." mAthe vahAla bharelo hAtha pheravI sUrijIe vidAya lIdhI. vartamAnakALanA tamAma gurujano jo AvA snehALa-vAtsalyasabhara banI jAya to # ziSyono guNavikAsa-doSanAza keTalo badho vegIlo bane ! 53. gurubhakti-gurubahumAna Ane kahevAya ! vRddha uMmare paNa eka AcAryadeva roja ekAsaNA ja karatA hatA. te paNa prAyaH be ja dravyanA karatA. | e AcArye potAnA be yuvAna ziSyone hasatA hasatA kahyuM ke | "kampAyaDi upara nAnI moTI jeTalI TIkAo che, e badhI ja jo tame be jaNa Saa 10 divasamAM akSarazaH vAMcI lo ane e padArtho evI rIte samajI lo ke bIjAne paNa gA paNa samajAvI zako. to huM eka mahInA sudhI navakArazI karIza. ekAsaNA choDI gA daIza." AcAryazrI mAnatA hatA ke "ATaluM vizALa sAhitya 10 dinamAM to koI vAMcI A na zake." MITTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (90) ja m Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A. AhatIgaccha te tyAnya gaNAya, sarvavastu letA mukatA tyAM koI pramA.. pakatA tyAM joI pramArjana thAya. dhanate..1 paMjyA viNa aaN daMDa grahIto, gaccha teyA g) 0 'eTale emaNe to TucakA rUpe A vAta karI. A paNa gurunA A vizvAsa karatA paNa e be ziSyonI gurubhakti-gurubahumAnanI A . zakti vadhI gaI. "potAnA vRddha gurudeva eka mahIno navakArazI kare ane emAM pote nimitta bane ? A to keTalo badho lAbha thAya? gurudeva Ama to navakArazI nahi kare, paNa A rIte A | Na, eka mahIno paNa navakArazI kare to emanA zarIrane poSaNa maLI rahe." AvA vicArathI-bahumAnathI e be munioe 10 divasamAM vizALa sAhitya gA | vAMcavAnuM zaru karyuM. | badhI Avazyaka kriyA vidhisara kare, mAMDalInuM kAma kare paNa vAparavAmAM mAtra 15 mA, miniTamAM vAparIne tarata ja svAdhyAyamAM lAgI paDe. sUryanA chellA prakAza sudhI teo mA zAstravAMcana kare. pAMca divasa thaI gayA, ekavAra to ema lAgyuM ke A pUrNa nahi thAya. paNa chatAM ke be ya ziSyoe potAno sakhata puruSArtha cAlu ja rAkhyo. ra zAstromAM kahyuM che ke prakhya na 97 vinamathena nIrtha: , prAra) vividitA | viramanti madhyAH / vinaiH punaH punarapi pratihanyamAnAH prArabdhamuttamajanA na parityajanti jaghanya mANaso to vidanonA bhayathI kArya zaru ja na kare. madhyama mANaso kArya zaru to ? # kare paNa pachI vipno Ave eTale thAkI-hArIne kAma choDI de. jyAre uttamapuruSo to ? vino vaDe puSkaLa parezAnI thAya to paNa zaru karelA kAmane na choDe. - A beya munivaro AvA uttama hatA. barAbara 10mAM divasanA aMte sUryAsta bAda chellA chellA AchA prakAzamAM eka A beya munioe chello zloka pUrNa karyo ane jANe ke vizvavijetA banyA hoya eTalo A che badho AnaMda e beya munio anubhavI rahyA hatA. jALa khyAla rahe ke Azare 3000 zloka pramANa A sAhityamAM eka nAnakaDI vArtA paNa AvatI A Eaa nathI. ekalA tAtvika padArthothI = gUDha padArthothI bhareluM A sAhitya che. - 54. gurunA bhAvone sahaja rIte samaje e ziSya! "sAhebajI ! A zrIkhaMDa che." 60 sAdhunI vizALa mAMDalImAM gocarI vahorIne AvelA sAdhue mukhya AcArya CITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (1) UDAD [ 0 = 9 0 6 ha ha R Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ laghu-vaDInIti avidhithI karatA zAsana hIlanA pAme. bodhidurlabhatA virAdhanA doSathI muni virAme dhana te...62 bhagavaMtane cetanAmAM vahorelo zrIkhaMDa dekhADyo. svAbhAvika che ke viziSTa vastu Ave to e tapasvI, bAla, vRddha viziSTa sAdhune A ApavAmAM Ave. che paNa AcArya bhagavaMte AMgaLI cIMdhIne sucana karyuM ke "A amuka sAdhune A zrIkhaMDa vAparavA ApI do." "sAhebajI ! mAre to zrIkhaMDa saMpUrNa baMdha che. koI chUTa nathI." e virAgI sAdhue zrIkhaMDa na khAvA mATe potAnI pratijJA gurune jaNAvI. "mane khabara che, ke tane zrIkhaMDa baMdha che. chatAM mAro Adeza che. vAparI le." A AcAryazrI bolyA. A a Na 1 // ra 5 x 5 rA 60-60 sAdhu hovA chatAM paNa AcAryazrIe zA mATe eka sAdhunI bAdhA hovA chatAM paNa ene ja e zrIkhaMDa vaparAvyo ?" e prazna badhAne thayo, chatAM AcAryazrInI dIrdhadaSTithI sau mAhitagAra hatA. badhA mauna rahyA. e sAdhue zrIkhaMDa vAparyo. bIjA divase savAre badhA sAdhuo rAbetAmujaba AcAryazrIne bhegA maLIne vaMdana karavA gayA. vaMdana bAda pelA zrIkhaMDa vAparanArA sAdhue kahyuM, "gurudeva ! Aje akramanuM paccakkhANa ApavA kRpA karazojI.' dhuma ? Aje koI tithi vagere to nathI. hamaNAM zeno akrama ?" AcArye prazna karyo alabatta emanA mukha upara anokho AnaMda taravarato dekhAto A hato. che RORY 500000000000000 paNa mAro saMkalpa che ke jo zakti pahoMce to gurvajJAthI chUTa levA chatAM paNa akrama karavo. eTale mAre Aje akrama karavo che.' a NA 19 ra a mA rA A "gurudeva ! gaIkAle pratijJA hovA chatAM mAre ApazrInI AjJAthI zrIkhaMDa vAparavo paDyo. alabatta, ApanI AjJAthI ja vAparelo hovAthI mane koI ja doSa a na lAge. Na 1 // ra A Na 1 // ra AcAryadeva khUba khuza thayA, A "zAbAza ! Aje eka kAraNasara ko'ka sAdhune maMgalarUpe akrama karAvavAnI mArI a mA bhAvanA hatI ane mane khAtrI hatI ke tane kahevuM nahi paDe. tuM sAmethI ja akrama karI mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (92) Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mANaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa A mahAvArassaNamA sthAya Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mara *le e mATe ja meM tane zrIkhaMDa vaparAvyo hato." a, guru-ziSyanA manobhAvonA A mIlanane 60 sAdhuo Azcaryacakita banIne A che. nihALI rahyA. T guru kahe ane ziSya kare e ziSyanI pAtratA-lAyakAta ochI kahevAya. uttamottama ziSya to evo hoya ke gurunA manamAM je bhAva pragaTe, emanA kahyA vinA ja ziSyanA manamAM paNa eja bhAva pragaTe ane e pramANe pravRtti paNa thaI jAya. 55. gurunI bhakti vinA bhojana kema bhAve ? seMkaDo sAdhuonA adhipati eka kaDakasvabhAvI AcAryadeve potAnA koka ziSyanI A mA bhUla badala kaDaka thaIne sajA phaTakArI ke "teM A je bhUla karI che. enI sajA nimitte mA rA ATha dina sudhI tAre mAruM paDilehaNa nahi karavAnuM. mArA vastrono kApa nahi rA. Na kADhavAno. mArI koIpaNa prakAranI sevA karavAnI nahi." pelA ziSyane mAthe to jANe Abha tUTI paDyuM. gurusevA-gurubhakti, e sAdhuno prANa hato. e sAdhue gurunA paga pakaDI dhrusake dhrusake raDI e sajA mApha karavA vinaMtI karI ? bIjI game te sajA karo, gurudeva ! paNa mArI pAsethI gurubhakti chinavI na lo." paNa AcAryadeve ko'ka kAraNasara bilakula macaka na ApI. chevaTe e ziSya vicAra karyo ke "je ATha divasa huM gurubhakti na karI zakuM, e ATha dina mane gocarI = A vAparavAno paNa zo adhikAra ?" ane eNe bhayaMkara pazcAttApa sAthe raDatA raDatA ATha dina pUrNa karyA. navamA divase gurunA pratilekhana vagereno lAbha maLyo e pachI ja emaNe pAraNuM che 2 - 'a karyuM. 2 jI 8 * [Na jyAre koIka ziSyo potAnA sAkSAta vidyamAna gurudevanA pratilekhana-kApa-upAdhi ga, uMcakavI, gocarIvaparAvavI vANI ApavuM.. vagere kAryomAM upekSA karatA dekhAya tyAre samaju munivarone duHkha thAya. | kyAM A gurubhakti na maLavAne lIdhe ATha ATha dina eka dANo paNa na khAnArA mAM munirAja ! 2 2 [vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (3) TITWITT Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - Apatti moTI. asaMyamakeruM phaLa jANI, sAthe saMyamakoTI, dhana te dharatIkaMpa, dukALa ne yuddhAdika Apatti moTI. asaMsthA - A ' : ja ' ane kyAM gurubhakti khUba maLatI hovA chatAM enI upekSA karanArA aNasamaju | ziSyo ! A pa6. jIvananI parIkSAmAM nApAsa na thazo ! A eya yuvAna ! A tArA gAmamAM bahAragAmanAM pAMca pAMca yuvAnonI dIkSA thaI A Na rahI che, eno mahotsava cAlI rahyo che ane temAM tArA gAmano koI ja yuvAna dIkSA guNa gAya levA taiyAra nathI ? A to dharmaniSTha gAma che. tamArA mATe to A eka moTuM kalaMka gAma 2 kahevAya." AcAryadeve gAmanA eka viziSTa yuvAnane preraNA karI. mA e yuvAnane varSItapa cAlato hato. bI.komanI parIkSA ApavAnA thoDAka ja di', e bAkI hatA. je pAMca yuvAnonI dIkSA thavAnI hatI, emanI dIkSAne cAra divasa ja bAkI che ra hatA. thanaganatA A yuvAne AcAryadevane jaNAvyuM ke , ' , "jo Apane mArAmAM pAtratA dekhAya to huM ja dIkSA laIza. bIjA koIne zodhavA te 3 javAnI jarUra nathI." ane AcArya zrImaMta gharanA e yuvAnanI pAtratA nihALI, mukha para javalaMta che 3 vairAgya nihALIne dIkSA ApI. bI.komanI parIkSA je dine ApavAnI hatI e ja dine e yuvAne jIvananI 2 parIkSA-sarvavirati svIkArI ane kharekhara e parIkSAmAM saphaLa thayA. 57. zAstrIya maryAdAonA pAlanamAM koInI zeha-zaramamAM taNAI javuM nahi "maFeNa vaMdAmi" bolIne keTalIka bahenoe = yuvatIoe lagabhaga sUryAstanA samaye upAzrayamAM | praveza karyo. 1 suratanA e upAzrayamAM birAjamAna AcArya bhagavaMta zAstrAjJAonA pAlanamAM ) ane emAM paNa brahmacaryanI vADonA pAlanamAM atyaMta kaDaka hatA. - AcArya bhagavaMta vayovRddha banI cUkyA hatA. emanI bhAvanA sthiravAsa karavAnI na hatI. suratanA zrIsaMghe sthiravAsa karavA mATe AcAryadevane vinaMti karI ane e vinaMti ; C ITTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (94) NITIATI . Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dariyAmAM lInatAne dharatA. dhana te.64 pratikamaNAdika savakiyAo vidhipata yAo vidhipUrvaka je karatA. deva jemanATakamAM DiriyAmAM lInatAne svIkArIne ja AcAryazrI tyAM padhAryA ane eka-be divasamAM ja A rIte sUryAsta samaye, A yuvatIoe upAzrayamAM praveza karyo. akALe vijAtIya praveza thato joI AcAryadeve A . dhAka besADavA mATe moTethI rADa pADI ___"aya laDakIo ! yahAM kyu Ai hoM ? mAluma nahi ki sAma ko sAdhu ke upAzraya a me nahi AnA cAhie / nIkala jAo yahAM se". Na e zabdo eTalA sakhata ane moTA hatA ke yuvatIo gabharAI gaI ane tarata | bhAgI gaI. temane khoTuM lAgI gayuM. ghare jaIne potAnA vaDIlo-TrasTIone vAta karI. ? mugdha vaDIloe AcAryanI tarapheNa karavAne badale e bahenonI tarapheNa karI nAMkhI. savAre upAzrayamAM jaIne AcAryazrIne kahevA lAgyA ke "tame amArI dikarIone A rIte game tema khakhaDAvo, e na cAle. tamAre mA, |rA viveka rAkhavo joIe." 8 AcAryadeva samajI gayA ke TrasTIpaNAno ropha ja emane A pramANe bolAvI rahyo : che. TrasTIo ema mAnatA haze ke "ame AcAryane ahIM sthiravAsa karAvIne emanA ka 8 upara upakAra karIe chIe; eTale amArI vAta AcArya mAnavI joIe." = 8 AcAryadeva parama ni:spRhI hatA. emaNe spaSTa uttara ApI dIdho ke 8 B "yadi maiM yahAM marUMgA, to zAyada tuma mujhe caMdana se jalAoge, lekina isake lie 2 S maiM apane siddhAMto meM bAMdha choDa karane ke lie taiyAra nahi huM, maiM yahAM se calA jAuMgA, dusarI jagaha bhale mujhe caMdana se jalAne vAle na mIle, kintu lakaDI se jalAne vAle to mIla jAyeMge." ' ane emaNe bIjA ja divase tyAMthI vihAra karyo, navasArI jalAlapura pahoMcI tyAM ja sthiravAsa karyo ane tyAM ja kALadharma pAmyA. | Aje paNa tyAM emanuM samAdhisthAna vidyamAna che. game tevA zrImaMto-bhakto-zrAvakonI zehazaramamAM bilakula taNAyA vinA A Na zAstrIya maryAdAonuM aNizuddha pAlana karanArA AvA zUravIra munivarothI jANa jinazAsana dedipyamAna che. 58. agharuM kazuM ja nathI. badhuM prayatnasAdhya che | eka tapasvI munirAja chellA 45 varSathI akhaMDa varSItapa karI rahyA che. te emAM TWITTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (5) Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavaoma x gvo mahAvIra Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI (1) 20 varSItapa to cha e cha vigaInA mULathI tyAga sAthe karelA che. ema A ja samajo ne ke AMbila pUrvaka 20 varSItapa karyA che. - A (2) keTalAka varSItapa chaTTa dvArA karyA che. (3) keTalAka varSItapa aTTama dvArA karyA che. AvI dIrgha tapazcaryA aMge jayAre emane pRcchA karavAmAM AvI tyAre emaNe uttara A Na Apyo ke "A varSItapa mAre to have svabhAvabhUta thaI gayo che. mane have dara bIjA divase ne ja bhUkha lAge che. upavAsanA divase bhUkha lAgatI ja nathI. upavAsanA divasomAM vAparavAnuM yAda paNa AvatuM nathI." (lagabhaga 9 thI 10 hajAra upavAsa emanA jIvanamAM thayA.) koIpaNa vastumAM jo dIrghakALa sudhI, niraMtara, bahumAnapUrvaka prayatna karavAmAM Ave Na to emAM siddhi maLyA vinA na rahe. e pachI jIvanA svabhAvabhUta banI jAya. - 59, anokho siddhitapa eka mahAtmAe siddhitapa karyo, paNa e Azcaryajanaka viziSTa prakAranI siddhitapa hato. E siddhitapamAM 1 upavAsa + 1 besaNuM + 2 upavAsa + 1 besaNuM + 3 upavAsa + 1 besaNuM...8 upavAsa + 1 besaNuM... Ama karavAnuM hoya che. kula 36 upavAsa ane 8 besaNA eTale 44 divasano A siddhitapa thAya.. paNa A mahAtmAe dareke dareka bArI eTalIvAra karI arthAta 1 upavAsa para upa. 3 upa. 4 upa. 1 besaNuM 1 be. 1 be. 1 be. 2 upa. 3 upa. 4 upa. 1 be. 1 be. 3 upa. 4 upa. 1 be. 1 be. 1 be. TuMkamAM bIjI bArI be vAra, trIjI bArI traNavAra, cothI bArI cAra vAra, ... vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (9) mmmmm" " Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. emavicArI karuNA lAvI bhInI AMkho luMchatA. dhanate. gaNitajIvo A dharatI para bhUkhyA tarasyA satA, emavicArI .. A jai ja 8 + $ = = 0 AThamI bArI AThavAra karI. kula hIsAba karIe to 240 divasano A tapa thayo, emAM emaNe 204 divasa A upavAsa karyA ane 36 besaNA karyA. A uparAMta A mahAtmAe potAnA jIvanamAM kula 125 thI vadhAre aThThAIo karI che. 60. kevI anAsakti ! kevI jIvadayA pariNati ! 8-10 varSanI nAnakaDI uMmare dIkSA lenAra e munirAja paramavairAgI hatA. A emanA tapa-tyAga eTalA javalaMta hatA ke - bIjA sAdhuone prAyazcittamAM gurujano vigaItyAga-miSTAnnatyAganI bAdhA Ape, rA jyAre A sAdhune emanA guru bhUla badala lADavA khAvAnI zikSA karatA. lADavA khAvA e jene mATe zikSA rUpa banatA hoya emano vairAgya kevo haze ! 8 A muni koIpaNa TokasI bhInI rahevA na detA. pAtrI ke ToksImAM eka nAnakaDuM 3 cokhuM pANInuM TIpuM hoya to paNa e na calAvatA. tarata luMchI letA. che. jyAre emanI A cIkAza aMge bIjA sAdhuoe prazna karyo tyAre temaNe uttara para ra Apyo ke R : "ApaNA mATe A pANInuM TIpu mAtra eka nAnuM TIpuM ja che. paNa nAnA nAnA 3 2 jIvo mATe to A TIpuM motano kuvo banI zake che. AnA upara jo evA nAnA jIvo para paDe to e coMTI jAya, pachI tyAMthI uDI na zake ane mRtyu pAme. eTale huM pAtrI ke E! 1.ToksImAM eka TIpuM paNa rahevA deto nathI. e luMchI lauM chuM. ema jamIna upara paNa 1 kyAMya pANI rahevA deto nathI." AcArya padavI thaI gayA bAda paNa A kevI adbhuta sUkSmasaMyamanI kALajI ! 61. A te pIparamITa ? ke kaDavI goLI ? gurudeva ! A pIparamIMTa tame paNa khAo ne ? A kyAM abhakSya che ? tadana | nirdoSa che." eka bAlamuni potAnA gurudevane-sekaDo ziSyonA adhipati gacchAcAryane roja A A pramANe jIda karI pIpara mIMTa khavaDAvavA prayatna karatA. paramavirAgI AcAryadeva AvI tuccha AsaktikAraka vastu kadI na vAparatA IMMMMMMaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (90) NMMTM 0 0 $ $ $ $ 8 + 8 = ja Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nati bhAve. IndrapUjya banatA muninuM jIvana sahune zaramAve. dhanate. rerikathA karatA munio tikasura nahi mAne. IndrapUjya banatA marina : ja emaNe bAlamuninuM bALapaNa joIne emane bhakSya pIparamIMTa vAparavAnI rajA ApelI. A rojerojanI bAlamuninI jIdathI kaMTALIne eka divasa AcAryadeve bAlamunine A kahyuM ke If "jo tAre mane pIparamIMTa vaparAvavI ja hoya, to huM taiyAra chuM. paNa eka zarata | a ke tAre eka ja divasamAM navI 100 gAthA gokhI ApavI paDaze. tuM mane e kaDakaDATa ane Na saMbhaLAvI de e pachI huM pIparamIMTa vAparIza." AcAryadeva ema mAnatA hatA ke A bAlamuni divasanI 100 gAthA to gokhI gI zakavAnA nathI, eTale e have jIda karatA baMdha thAya. jyAre jIda kare tyAre A ja vAta | A AgaLa dharI devAya. mA paNa bAlamuni paNa gAMjyA jAya evA na hatA. potAnA gurudevane pIparamIMTa mA rA vaparAvavAnI potAnI jIda pUrNa karavA emaNe kamara kasI ane bIjA divase savArathI rA Na ja aMguThA pakaDI gokhavA besI gayA. sUryAsta sudhImAM 100 gAthA gokhI AcArya devane kaDakaDATa saMbhaLAvI dIdhI. 2 AcAryadeva Azcarya pAmyA, AnaMda pAmyA paNa sAthe ja muMjhavaNa pAmyA. kemake 8. e pIparamIMTa jevI tuccha AsaktikAraka vastu vAparavA haragIja taiyAra na hatA. paNa have zuM thAya ? teo vacanathI baMdhAyelA hatA. chevaTe emaNe suMdara upAya zodhI kADhyo. Asakti paNa na thAya ane vacanano bhaMga paNa na thAya e mATe emaNe jema 8. A davAnI goLI pANI vaDe sIdhI aMdara utArI laIe, ene cUsIe nahi e rIte e pIparamIMTa paNa sIdhI aMdara ja utArI lIdhI. jIbhamAM eno svAda utpanna ja na thavA cha dIdho. A potAnA gurudevane potAnI priya vastu vaparAvavA mATe dinanI 100 gAthA A |Na gokhavAno athAga puruSArtha karanArA e bAlamunino guru pratyeno kevo apAra-amApa Na ga, bhaktibhAva ! 2 to pIparamIMTanA svAdane paNa bhayaMkara pApa gaNI davAnI kaDavI goLInI jema gaLI janArA e AcArya devano kevo anAsakta bhAva ! mA AvA ziSyo, AvA gurujano kyAMya joyA che ? jovA maLe to amane khAsa mA ego WWW 3 MINITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (98) jA . Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavA maNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa $ I jaNAvazo, jethI emanA darzana karIne netrone pavitratama banAvIe. A 62. mAsakSapaNanuM pAraNuM AvuM kyAMya joyuM che ? A. che "jo ziSya ! tuM 10-30 vAge AMbilanI gocarI vahorIne gheTI upAzraye | A pahoMcI jaje. huM tyAM AvI jaIza. tyAM ja pAraNuM karIzuM." Na eka AcAryadeve ziSyane Adeza karyo. ghora tapasvI A AcAryadeve giranAranI chatrachAyAmAM mAsakSapaNano tapa gA | prAraMbhyo hato, cAlu tapamAM vihAra karIne teo siddhAcala pahoMcyA. pAraNAnA divase | A yAtrA karI pachI gheTInI pALe utarI gheTI gAmamAM jaI AMbilathI ja pAraNuM karavAno A mAM emaNe nirNaya karyo, ane e mATe ziSyane gheTI gAme sADA dasa vAge gocarI lAvI mA | rAkhavAno Adeza karyo. 1. paNa ' A AcAryadeva 30 upavAsane pAraNe yAtrA karI dAdAnA darabAre pahoMcyA, ke re dAdAne joI bhaktimAM bhAna bhUlyA, samaya vItato gayo... re gheTInA upAzraye 10-30 vAge pahoMcavAne badale eka bapore be vAge, sADA traNa 5 8 kalAka moDA pahoMcyA. ziSya tyAM rAha joto hato. alabatta AcAryadevanA bhaktibhAvathI e mAhitagAra hato, eTale ene jhAjhI ke re ciMtA na thaI paNa lAvelI AMbilanI gocarI bapore be vAgyA sudhImAM to sAva ThaMDI ke 8 thaI jAya. e mAsakSapaNanA pAraNe zI rIte vaparAya? eTale e munirAja AcAryanA E ' AvyA bAda pAchA gocarI levA cAlI nIkalyA. kema? hajI gocarI levA jAya che? hamaNAM gocarI AvI nathI ?" AcAryadeve | che prazna karyo. - "gurudeva ! gocarI to AvI gaI che. paraMtu e to sADA daza vAgyAnI lAvelI ka che. ekadama ThaMDI thaI gaI che. e huM vAparI laIza. ApanA mATe ajainonA ghara | vageremAMthI roTalA-roTalI vagere laI AvuM chuM." (AcArya deva nirdoSagocarInA AgrahI hatA). ziSya uttara Apyo. paNa A to atyaMta niHspRha AcAryadeva ! jamjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 9 (9) TATION Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - zIdane karato dhanate 67. - samaju zrAvaka anarthadaMDanA paNa, diDanA pApa kadI navi karato. paMcamahAvatI hAsyavikathA phogaTa zIda ne karo 1 ziSyane aTakAvIne sAva-sAva ThaMDI thaI gayelI gocarI vaDe mAsakSapaNanuM pAraNuM A AMbilathI bapore be vAge karyuM. zarIra pratye kevo nirmamatvabhAva ! 63. mIThAI (svAdhyAya) sAkara (sAdhubhakti-bahumAna) vinAnI na zobhe e munirAja hatA gaNipadavInA dhAraka ! anekAneka sAdhuone AgamonuM adhyayana karAvanAra vidyAguru ! gA, 28 varSanA dIrghadIkSAparyAyavALA ! vidvattAmAM - AgamabodhamAM jemano joTo na jaDe evA prakAMDa zAstrajJAtA ! A emano vizALa samudAya amadAvAdanA eka upAzrayamAM bhego thayo hato. eka mA rA AcArya padavInA prasaMge badhA bhegA thayelA hatA. gocarI cheka upAzrayanA pAMcamA mALe sa besatI hatI. AcArya padavInA divase savAre badhA ja mahAtmAo AcArya padavInA hai vizALamaMDaLamAM pahoMcI gayA hatA. A munirAje vicAra karyo ke "bapore badhA pAchA Avaze, tyAre tarasyA thayA re 8 haze ane ThaMDu pANI jhaMkhatA haze, lAva ! Aje e badho lAbha huM lauM." ane "vidvAna chuM, ghaNAono vidyAguru chuM, gaNi chuM, 28 varSanA dIkSA paryAya re vALo chuM." A tamAma vizeSaNone visarI jaI huM muni chuM, sAdhu-sahAyaka chuM." e eka mAtra vizeSaNa yAda rAkhI e munie cheka bhoMyataLIyethI pAMcame mALe pANInA ghaDAo laI javAnA zaru karyA. kula 92 ghaDA pANI pAMcamA mALe pahoMcADyuM, ThArIne ThaMDu karyuM. bapore pAchA che. AvelA munioe jyAre A hakIkata jANI, tyAre teo Azcarya pAmyA, khUba anumodanA karI. ahaMkArano nazo utArI gacchabhakti mATe Avo puruSArtha kheDanArA mahAmunio jinazAsana rUpI mukuTamAM ratnanI mAphaka zobhI rahyA che. - 64. nirdoSa pANI mATeno sakhata puruSArtha ! mA e mahAmuni nirdoSa gocarInI mAphaka nirdoSa pANInA paNa khUba khapI ! nirdoSa mANa COMMITTHI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (100) mm Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koLI pragaTayA je zubhapariNAmo, tenA mAraka hAsyavikathAnA, svapna na karatA nA rakhe na karatA kAmo. dhanate....68 svAdhyAyAdika yogothI pragaTyA je zapa pANI mATe kalAka-be kalAka pharavAmAM paNa emane kadI kaMTALo Avyo nathI. dIkSA pUrve sAteya vyasanomAM khUMpelA hatA. emanA dharmapatnI rasoDAmAM kaMIka A . bhUlane kAraNe saLagI gayA. A pati upara patnIne bALI nAMkhavAno Aropa Avyo, deg kesa cAlyo aMte nirdoSa jAhera thayA, paNa emane saMsAra para vairAgyabhAva bIja rUpe ? A pragaTI gayo. Na emAM vaLI ekavAra nAsikamAM prabhAvaka sAdhunI zibiro bharI ane pAMca-sAta || divasanA vyAkhyAnazravaNa bAda teo dIkSA levAnI tIvratama bhAvanAvALA banyA. sAMsArika vighno dUra karIne dIkSA lIdhI ane Aje ati-uttama koTinuM saMyamajIvana | A jIvI rahyA che. A mA ekavAra savAre 32 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne eka gAmamAM pahoMcyA. paNa tyAM mA rA ghaNI tapAsa karavA chatAM nirdoSa pANI na maLyuM. alabatta sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe ukaLatuM rA ra doSita pANI to hAjara hatuM ja, paNa A mahAmunie eno upabhoga na karyo ane. 2 hasate moDhe covihAra upavAsanA paccakhANa svIkArI lIdhA. ra e munirAja kahe che ke 15-20 varSamAM mane ukALeluM niSa pANI bilakula na maLyuM hoya evA che 2 divaso to 10-15 paNa bhAgye ja thayA che. moTAbhAge saMyamaprabhAve pANI maLI rahe tra A 2 hA ! enA mATe kyAreka kalAka-kalAka pharavuM paDe. ghaNIvAra ajainonA gharomAMthI 6 2 paNa teoe bIjA koI kAma mATe ukALeluM pANI paNa maLI rahe che. pANI kyAreka dara T eka be ToksA jeTaluM ja maLe to e calAvI levuM paDe che. paNa jinAjJA pALavAno " anero AnaMda anubhavuM chuM." che. A munirAja eTalA badhA namra-nikhAlasa che ke potAnI sAdhanAnI vAto kadI | koIne karatA nathI. atyaMta jUja vyaktione ja ghaNI pUchatAcha thavAnA kAraNe emaNe A vAto jaNAvI che. A svAdhyAyano rasa eTalo badho ke bIjA samudAyanA sAdhuono pATha cAlato hoya, che to paNa e zAstravAMcana karavA tyAM namra-nAnA banIne besI jAya. | "A munino pariNAma kharekhara zAstra sApekSa che." enuM sacoTa udAharaNa e ke | te nirdoSapANI ja vAparavAnA AgrahI hovA chatAM e utsargamArganAM atirAgI nathI.) TWITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (101) VIDIO Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIrassa NamotthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI motyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI upara ka , , apavAda mArga vakhate teo doSita pANI paNa vAparI le che. A teoe ja kahelI A vAta ke "jayAre gacchAdhipati mane koI vRddha-glAnAdinI sevAmAM mUke che, tyAre huM emanI sevAmAM ja vadhu dhyAna ApuM chuM. e vakhate jo huM mArA nirdoSa pANI mATe kalAka kalAka pharuM to vRddha-glAnAdine gocarI samayasara na pahoMce, emanI upAzrayamAM A kALajI na thAya. eTale vaiyAvaccanA samaye to huM vaiyAvacca ja karuM chuM. koIpaNa rIte Na ga, vRddha glAnAdine samAdhi ApavAno ja mAro udeza hoya che..." | 65, brahmacaryanI vADo brahmacarya jeTalI ja agatyanI samajavI. eka prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMta potAnA vizALa ziSyavRMda sAthe sAMje 11-12 mA ki.mI.no vihAra karIne 20-25 jhUMpaDAvALA eka gAmamAM rokAvAnA hatA. rA emanI vyavasthA goThavavA zrAvako tyAM gayA, paNa sAdhuo sAthe sAthvIvRMdanI paNa para Eii vyavasthA goThavavAnI hatI eTale judI judI be jagyA jarUrI hatI. zrAvakoe tyAM ghaNI ghaNI tapAsa karI, paNa tyAM mAtra eka moTo oraDo ja8 8 maLyo, e sivAya kazuM ja na maLyuM. have zuM thAya ? mAtra ekaja vizALa oraDAmAM vizALa sAdhuvaMda ane sAdhvIvRMda SB E sAthe zI rIte rahI zake ? aMte koIpaNa bIjo upAya na maLyo eTale zrAvakoe e oraDAnI vaccovacca 3 8 ghAsanI gaMjIo goThavI dIdhI ane e rIte e moTA oraDAne be bhAgamAM veMcI nAMkhyo. jethI ekabAju sAdhuo rahI zake ane bIjI bAju sAdhvIjIo ! koI koIne " ane joI na zake. daravAjA paNa baMnenA judA judA hatA. sAMjanA samaye AcAryadeva vihAra karIne padhAryA, zrAvakoe oraDo dekhADyo, badhI vAta karI. AcAryadevane A rIte eka ja rUmamAM utaravuM bilakula ucita na lAgyuM.... bhale vacce ghAsanI gaMjIo hoya, paNa ekabIjAnA avAja to saMbhaLAya ja ne? zAstramAM to enI paNa nA pADI che." AcAryadeve gAmamAM bIjI jagyA mATe jAte tapAsa karI, paNa emane khyAla AvI gayo ke "zrAvakonI vAta sAcI che. bIjI koIja jagyA nathI." AcAryadeve AgaLanA sthAnanI pRcchA karatA jANavA maLyuM ke AgaLa pAMca | kI.mI. bAda pANInI parabaDI Ave che. tyAM saMthAro karavAnI jagyA maLI rahe. Civi vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (102) NIMIT Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ agItArathane eka zabda paNa bolavo zAstra rokyo zuddhagItAraza paNa kAraNa viNa, maunadharo avalokyo. dhanate...69 AcAryadeve ziSyavRMdane Adeza karyo ke "upadhi choDatA nahi, ApaNe AgaLa jaI A pANInI parabaDImAM saMthAro karavAno che." 0000000059 11-12 ki.mI. sAMje cAlIne thAkI gayA hovA chatAM suvinItaziSyoe brahmacaryanI vADanI rakSA mATe A prastAva saharSa vadhAvI lIdho ane sAdhvIjIone e a oraDAmAM utaravA daI sAdhuo AgaLa cAlyA. a Na Azare 8-30 vAge teo pANInI parabaDIe pahoMcyA, sakhata thAka lAgyo hovA Na gA chatAM brahmacaryavADanI rakSA rUpI uttamottama jinAjJA pALavAno anero AnaMda teo gA ra ra anubhavI rahyA hatAM. a anaMtAnaMta vaMdana ho AvA kaTTara brahmacArI AcAryadevane ane emanA atyaMta a mA suvinIta ziSyavRMdane ! rA 66. 'amAre doSita gocarI nathI vAparavI' OM 1 ra potAnA gurudeva sAthe be munio rAtA mahAvIramAM rokAyA hatA. beya munione oLI cAlatI hatI. A rAtA mahAvIrathI 4 ki.mI. dUra vIjApura gAma hatuM. tyAM ajainonA gharomAMthI che nirdoSa gocarI maLI rahetI hatI. paNa A m rA rAtA mahAvI2 eTale jANe ke taddana sUmasAma vagaDo ja joI lyo! koI gAma nahi ke gharo nahi. eka bhakta zrAvake tyAM rasoDuM kholeluM hatuM ane badhI vyavasthA goThavI hatI paNa A munirAjo to nirdoSa gocarInA khapI ! emane A badhuM doSita zeM khape ? caitra-vaizAkhano dhomadhakhato tApa ! bapore gocarI levA javuM ! rAjasthAnanI garamI ! vicAratA paNa kaMpArI chUTe. chatAM e munivaroe e bIDu jhaDapI lIdhuM. ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI A 5 (103) 5 x 5 D rA a Na 1 // ra a mA rA Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthI saMyamI chuM huM sAdhu" AtmaprazaMsA paranI nidA karatA jIvanavirAuM. mArA vyAkhyAtA tapasI svAdhyAyI saMyamI chuM, ane A roja bapore cAra kI.mI. cAlI vijApura gAmamAM jAya, gocarI vahorI vaLI cAra A ki.mI. cAlI rAtA mahAvIra pAchA phare. Ama rojeroja ATha ATha ki.mI. nA . bharataDakAnA vihAra karIne teoe e divaso pasAra karyA. 67. zarIra bhale gharaDuM thAya, AtmA kadI gharaDo thato nathI 49 varSanI uMmare emaNe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre teo kula 45 vardhamAnatapanI oLI gA|| karI cUkyA hatA. tabiyata bahu sArI na hovA chatAM e besaNAthI ochuM paccakkhANa ra kadI na karatA ane pAMcatithi AyaMbila karatA. ma 37 thI 87 A pacAsa varSa daramyAna emaNe pAMcatithi AMbila ane e sivAya mA e besaNA... AnAthI ochu paccakakhANa karyuM ja nathI. eTaluM ja nahi, dIkSA pUrve thayelI 45 oLIo pachI bIjI 55 oLIo ahIM 8 AvIne pUrNa karI 108 oLInA tapasvI paNa banI cUkyA che. chatAM e mahAtmAno evo bhAva hato ke "meM 45 ochI to saMsArIpaNAmAM je 8 re karelI eTale sAdhupaNAmAM to meM 46 thI 100 oLI ja karI che. mAre to sAdhupaNAmAM dara 3 ja 1 thI 100 oLI pUrNa karavI che." 4 ane 87 varSanI uMmara sudhImAM teo bIjI 1 thI 37 oLI karI cUkyA. AvI pAkaTa vayovRddha uMmare paNa emano parizrama cAlu ja che. . koNa kahe che ke vRddhadazAmAM ArAdhanAo - tapazcaryAo na thAya? jo AtmA deDha saMkalpa kare to e je dhAre te badhuM ja karI zake. - 68. bAlamuni AkhI jIMdagI lIlA zAka ane phaLo tyAgI zake ! AjathI lagabhaga 44 varSa pUrve dIkSita thayelA e bAlamuninA je vakhate I vaDIdIkSAnA joga paNa thayA na hatA ane e dAMDAnI maryAdAmAM besIne vAparatA hatA, , e vakhatanI A vAta che. AcAryadeva bAlamunine kerIno rasa vaparAvavA mATe kerInA rasathI bharelI tapaNI | laIne sIdhA ja dAMDAnI aMdara pravezI gayA. pelA bAlamuni to gabharAI gayA. "gurudeva ! mAruM to peTa bharAI gayuM che. have A mArI mAMDalImAM Avelo rasa, INITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (104) jagajI Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa huM bilakula vAparI nahi zakuM. ane bIjA paNa nahi vAparI zake. Ape A zuM karyuM?" AcAryadeve hasatA hasatA kahyuM ke A A "are ! tuM to jANe joradAra vairAgI hovAno dekhAva kare che. kerIno rasa che vAparavAnI paNa na pADe che. eTalo badho vairAgya hoya to le, atyAre ja hAtha joDa. A AkhI jIMdagI mATe kerInA rasanI bAdhA ApI dauM.' Na 1 // ra A mA rA COME A ekaja kSaNamAM e munie tatti karyuM ane hAtha joDI dIdhA. bAlamuninI AvI taiyArI joI AcAryadeva vicAramAM paDyA. a mA rA a Na 1 // Aje to e bAlamuni prabhAvaka AcArya che, paNa Aja sudhI akhaMDapaNe emaNe A niyama pALyo che. game eTalI mAMdagI AvI, paNa emaNe saMtarAno rasa... vagere koIpaNa lIlotarI vAparI nathI. DokTaro game te kahe ke ziSyo paNa bhale game teTalo Agraha kare paNa emanA mATe to e be karatA paNa guruvacana-pratijJA pradhAna che. 69. mAtAne choDIne mAsI pAse zIda ne jAuM ? ra paNa emaNe to vadhu sakhata vAta karI, "mAtra kerIno rasa tyAgavAthI zuM vaLe ? zAstromAM to tamAma phaLono ane a tamAma lIlA zAkabhAjIno spaSTa niSedha karyo che yuvAna sAdhuo mATe A lIlI mA vanaspatio tAlapuTa jhera samAna che. hiMmata hoya to bola ! mAtra kerInA rasanI nahi, paraMtu tamAma phaLonI ane tamAma vanaspatinI bAdhA ApI dauM tane." rA gurunI IcchAne AjJA mAnanArA A bAlamunie paLano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA AkhI jIMdagI mATe e bAdhA levAnI taiyArI batAvI ane kharekhara AcAryadeve enI pAtratA nihALIne e munine bAdhA ApI. vi.saM. 2018nI sAlamAM A prasaMga banyo. 5 = Opt a A 55 varSanA dIrgha dIkSAparyAyavALA yogIpuruSa eka paMnyAsajI bhayaMkara bimArImAM paTakAyA, paNa e kadI bimArI dUra karavA mATe sAvadya upAyo ajamAvatA na hatA. na to e blaDa ceka karAve ke na to e eksa-re paDAve. elopathI davAothI paNa e Na 1 // cheTA ja rahetA to Ayurvedika davAone paNa tilAMjali ApatA. ra emane samAdhi TakatI hatI, prasannatA rahetI hatI eTale e sAvadya upAyothI aLagA rahetA. paNa A bhayaMkara bimArImAM emane sapaDAyelA joIne anya samudAyanA eka vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (105) 1 // ra A mA rA Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manathI vicAryA viNa bole, te asaMzI kahevAto buddhi trAjave tolIne bole, te munivara malakAto, dhana te... 71 paMnyAsajIe emane sUcanA karI ke "tame sAvagha upAya nahi ajamAvo te barAbara. paNa ekyupresara to sAva ja A sIdho-sAdo upAya che. emAM to koI ja doSa nathI. mAtra zarIranA te te bhAga dabAvavAnA hoya che, enAthI ja ghaNI badhI rAhata thaI jAya che.' A A A sAMbhaLIne A glAna paMnyAsajIe hasatA hasatA pratyuttara vALyo ke "tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa namaskAra mahAmaMtra mArI mAtA che. to A badhA gA kahevAtA niravagha upAyo mArI mAsI che. mAtAne choDI mAsI pAse huM zIdane jAuM? Na ra mane sAruM karavuM haze to mArI mAtA karaze, mAsInA zaraNe javAnI ane enA a dvArA sArA thavAnI mArI taiyArI nathI." mA rA 111111111111 A che A samajAtuM nathI ke A mahAtmAnI deha pratyenI nirlepavRtti caDI jAya ? ke pachI mA namaskAra mahAmaMtra pratyenI aDaga zraddhA caDI jAya ? rA 70. eka saMyamI mahAtmAnI traNa viziSTa bAbato (1) e kadI koIne kavara-TapAla lakhatA nahi. na chUTake lakhavI paDe tyAre dareka TapAla dITha paMcAMgapraNipAta pUrvaka 10 khamAsamaNA ApavAno emaNe abhigraha dhArelo hato. rAsa (2) jo rAtre sADA cAra kalAka karatA thoDIka paNa vadhu uMgha thAya to e saMyamI bIjA divase ekAsaNAmAM zAkano tyAga karatA. (3) jo kyAreya paNa divase uMghavAnuM thAya to eka divasa uMgha badala eka upavAsa karI letA. 71. tapazakti T.B.ne paNa maTADI de. mohamayI nagarImAM eka munirAjane trIjA tabakkAno TI.bI. (kSayaroga) thaI A gayo. hAlata gaMbhIra banI. game tyAre game te thaI jAya evI paristhiti sarjANI, Na emane tAtkAlika hospiTalamAM sAravAra mATe khaseDavAmAM AvyA. 1 // DokTaroe yogya sAravAra bAda jaNAvyuM ke "tamAre roja cAra vAra vAparavuM paDaze 2 ane amuka amuka davAo levI paDaze. e vinA A TI.bI.mAMthI tame bacI nahi a zako." | m A mra 1 // ra I A che IMje 5 ra raere A munirAja dhrUjI uThyA. emaNe spaSTa zabdomAM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke "huM mArA mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (106) rA Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tANI jadI bhAkhI hitamita-prItikSarI vANI sAcI jinajIe dAkhI. dhana jinajIe dAkhI. dhana te...72 sAcI paNa parapIDAkArI vANI juhI bhAkhI ti prANapyArA ekAsaNA kadI nahi choDuM. ane pAMca tithi AMbila karIza ja. ATaluM A sAcavyA bAda tamArI davAo laIza. tame e pramANe upacAra sUcavo." DokTaroe paNa sAme kaDaka bhASAmAM jaNAvI dIdhuM ke "jo A rIte tamArI jIda | | hoya to pachI TrITamenTa zakya ja nathI. cAra TAIma vAparyA vinA ane traNa TAIma deg A goLI lIdhA vinA kazo pheraphAra na thAya. kAM ArAdhanA karo ke kAM davA karo.... bemAMthI A Na eka pasaMda karI lo." gaNe e munivara jhAjhuM vicAryA vinA ubhA thaI saDasaDATa hospiTalanA dAdarA utarI gA * gayA ane upAzraye AvI gurune kAkaludI bharI vinaMti karIne sIdhA akramanA A paccakhANa laI lIdhA. (TI.bI. evo roga che ke jemAM to poSTika vastuo vAparavI A mA paDe. nahi to zarIra vadhune vadhu ghasAtuM jAya... aMte mota Ave.) rA dhIme dhIme te munivara tapamAM AgaLa vadhyA. - 30 upavAsa pUrNa thayA. koNa jANe e munivarane tapanI kevI bhUkha lAgI haze ke 30 upavAsanA pAraNe 8 pAraNuM karavAne badale AMbila zaru karyA, ane lagAtAra 40 AMbila karyA. vagara davAe, vagara vigaIsevane TI.bI. saMpUrNa gAyaba thaI gayo. jarAka mAMdagI Ave eTale jhaTapaTa badhA prakAranI chUTa laI lenArA ApaNe trIjA ka B sTejanA TI.bI.mAM vadhu ghora tapanA mArga upara caDI janArA A munirAjane joI = zaramAvA jevuM nathI lAgatuM zuM? ' dharmanI tAkAta apratima che, agAdha zraddhA sAthe karavAmAM AvelA dharma dvArA re rogAdi nAza pAme e zakya ja che. emAM zaMkA thavI e samyagdarzananI maMdatAnI nizAnI che. - 72. adhadhadha...ta5 AjathI lagabhaga 400 varSa pUrve thayelA eka munirAje je ghora-atighora tapa potAnA jIvanamAM Adaryo hato, enuM svarUpa jarAka nihALIe. mAsakSapaNa 50 vAra = 30 x 50=1500 upavAsa 20 upavAsa 50 vAra = 20 x 50=1000 upavAsa 16 upavAsa 20 vAra = 20 x 16=320 upavAsa TINAMITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (100) MATRIMANI Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ massa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ||nnmaa ttha NaM samAna laNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa . che Namottha Na samaNassa bhagavA 14 upavAsa 14 vAra = 14 x 14=196 upavAsa 13 upavAsa 13 vAra =13 X 13=169 upavAsa 12 upavAsa 12 vAra =12 x 12=144 upavAsa 8 upavAsa 281 vAra =8 4 281=2248 upavAsa 3 upavAsa 1560 vAra =3 4 1pa60=4680 upavAsa kula = 10257 upavAsa A uparAMta A munie dhannA aNagArano navamAsI tapa karyo, jemAM 4 vAra 9 upavAsa, cAra vAra aTAI ane cAra akrama karelA. 70 divasa chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha A karelA. jemAM pAraNAmAM mAtra chAza vAparelI. A sivAya chUTA-chuTA karelA upavAsa vagere badhAno saravALo karIe to AkhI mahAmunie kula 38 varSanA paryAyamAM 11321 (31 1/2 varSa= sADA ekatrIsa varSa) to || upavAsa ja karyA che. mAtra 6 1/2 (sADA cha) varSa jeTalA pAraNA karyA che. emaNe 12 varSa vigaItyAga karelo. 5 varSa ThaMDI sahana karavA kapaDo oDhavAnuM baMdha rAkheluM.' 5 varSa ADA paDakhe suvAnuM baMdha rAkheluM. cAra baheno pUjA karyA bAda eka sAthe ghI vahorAve to vahoravuM evo emano ra 3 abhigraha hato, ane e abhigraha traNa varSa bAda naroDAmAM pUrNa thayo hato. A munivara amadAvAda naroDAmAM ja kALadharma pAmyA hatA.' 73. kevI jIvadayAnI pariNati ! kevI sahanazIlatA ! eka AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA 48 varSanA saMyama paryAya daramyAna kula 3 karoDa . | 63 lAkha namaskAra mahAmaMtrano japa karyo hato, arthAt 3 lAkha 63000 bAMdhI A navakAra gaNI hatI. 48 varSanA divasa 48 4360=17280 thAya. aMdAje rojanI a Na 20 bAMdhI navakAravALI thAya. gA A AcArya devane ekavAra hAtha upara kharajavAno roga thayo. DokTare enA upara gA 2 lagADavA mATenI je davA ApelI te hiMsaka vastuomAMthI banelI hovAthI AcAryadeva A e davAno upayoga karavA taiyAra na hatA. mA chevaTe emaNe charI vaDe cholI cholIne e kharajavuM dUra karyuM, emAM ati ati mA ITY vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (108) Im C Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA AgrahathI sUkSmamRSA paNa je navi bole, vacanasiddhi saMgrahaNI , SP saMgrahaNI, dhana te..73 mAyAthI, ke hAsyathI, bhayathI ke paranA AgrahathI hai ja 8 - hai = 0 A bhayaMkara vedanA thaI chatAM AcArye hiMsaka davA na ja vAparI. A| 74. bhakti karavI ja hoya to aneka rIte thaI zake thI ekavAra samUha dIkSAnA prasaMge 100 sAdhuono samudAya bhego thayelo hato. 19 A tyAre beja varSanA paryAyavALA, zrImaMta gharanA yuvAna sAdhune tamAma sAdhuonI kaMIka Na bhakti karavAnuM mana thayuM. gA 100nI gocarI ke pANI lAvavAnI emanI zakti na hatI ke e zakya paNa na hatuM. | chevaTe emaNe eka divasa gocarI bAda 100 sAdhunA 100 luNAono kApa ra kADhavAnuM bIDuM jhaDapI lIdhuM. mAtra e luNAMno kApa ja kADhyo, ema nahi, paraMtu e badhA ja luNA pote jAte mA sukavyA jAte enuM paDilehaNa karI tamAma sAdhuone potapotAnA sthAne pahoMcADyA. rA - sAdhu dhAre to eka ke bIjI rIte gacchabhaktino lAbha laI ja zake che. 8 75. nAtha ! mRtyu maMgaLamaya bane, eTalI kRpA karaje # potAnA vayovRddha dAdAe dIkSA lIdhelI hovAthI emane dIkSA jIvanamAM koI paNa muzkelI na paDe te mATe ane potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya e mATe juvAna jodha pautre E dIkSA lIdhI. jIvadayAno pariNAma A munino eTalo badho joradAra ke pAtrApratilekhanAdi 9 karatA emane 15-20 miniTa lAge. pallA-pAtrA badhuM ja barAbara jue. * eka di piMDavADA caturmAsa daramyAna A saMyamI-vaiyAvaccI munirAjanA hoThanI A nIce nAnakaDI phollI thaI, dhIme dhIme e moTI thaI, moTu gumaDu banI gayuM. aMdara che rasI bharAI gaI. DokTaroe gumaDu kApavAno nirNaya karyo. - munivaranI uMmara mAtra 26 varSanI ja hovAthI emane DAyAbITIsa haze evI to A koIne kalpanA paNa na hatI, paNa e hakIkta hatI. DAyAbiTIsa tapAsyA vinA ja A DokTaroe gumaDuM kApI nAMkhyuM ane pariNAma bhayaMkara AvyuM. mRtyunA bhaNakArA vAgavA mAMDyA. munipaNAnI e sauthI chellI rAta ! e munie rAtre dhImethI buma pADI "...mahArAja !" ane e nAmavALA munivara emanI pAse pahoMcyA. jaja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (109) MOTI 0 0 0 2 - 2 jI 8 OM Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ridha uccAre karmarAja jIbha chinavI sthAvara nAraka karIne mAre, dhana te haiyA cIratA niSphara vacano je ni, hA, che zuM che A 8 bha = = 00 0.00 00 00 00 "kaMI joIe che? takalIpha che ?" apAra vAtsalyabhAva sAthe prazna karyo. munivara ! tame mane navatattvanA padArthono svAdhyAya karAvazo ?" mAtra aDadho kalAka bAda paralokayAtrAe nIkaLI janArA e munirAje tyAre || svAdhyAyanI potAnI atyaMta utkaMThA pragaTa karI. AvI bhayaMkara dazAmAM paNa svAdhyAyanI mAMgaNI karatA e munirAjane joIne mu AgaMtuka sAdhunI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu TapakI paDyA. navatattvano pATha zaru thayo ane cAlu pAThamAM e munirAje dehatyAga karyo. 72 varSanA dAdAmunie 26 varSanA AzAspada pautramunino kALadharma joyo. koNa jANe zI hAlata haze mRtyu paLe ApaNI ? A munirAjanI jema svAdhyAya karatA, svadoSaga karatA, paraguNAnumodanA 2 karatA, bhagavadbhakti karatA mRtyu pAmazuM ? ke pachI ArtadhyAna karatA, rIbAtA rIbAtA, cIso pADatA bhavacakranI yAtrA mATe che tra prayANa karazuM? bhagavAna jANe. 76. ghaDapaNamAM ArAdhanAnuM gaLapaNa ! pa7 varSanI pAkaTa uMmare dIkSA lenAra e munivara 97 varSe samAdhi maraNa pAmyA. = kula 40 varSa saMyamajIvanamAM jIvyA. emAM emaNe vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa (1) vardhamAnatapanI 81 oLIo karI. (2) vIzasthAnakatapanI ArAdhanA karI. (3) ekavAra cAra ja mahinA daramyAna 9 aThAIo karI. (4) 9 lAkha navakArano japa karyo. (5) kula AkhA jIvana daramyAna pAMca karoDa navakAra gaNyA. (6) potAnA parivAramAMthI 9 AtmAone dIkSA apAvaDAvI. vRddhAvasthAmAM koIja ArAdhanA na thaI zake e mAnyatA bhUla bharelI to nathI | $ $ 8 ja meM ja ITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (110) " Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 77. 60,000 gAthAo kaMThastha AjathI lagabhaga 20 varSa pUrve dilhImAM eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta kALadharma pAmyA A A che emaNe 48 varSanA dIkSA paryAya daramyAna kula 60,000 gAthAo kaMThastha karI a Na hatI. NA 1 // ekavAra bhayaMkara bimArImAM emane lohIno bATalo caDhAvavAno prasaMga upasthita gA ra thayo, paNa emaNe makkamatA sAthe jaNAvI dIdhuM ke "huM mArA zarIramAM koIpaNa ra aviratidharanA lohIno praveza nahi thavA dauM.' che A m emanA kALadharma bAda dilhInA saMghe emanA smArakanuM Ayojana karyuM, to emAM rA TuMka ja samayamAM lAkho rUpiyAno phALo noMdhAyo. MDDDDD a Na 1 // ra hatA. a m paNa e kaDaka gurudeve to jaNAvI dIdhuM ke "navakArazI ema kaMI reDhI paDI che ke jyAre mAMgo tyAre maLI jAya. le, 16 upavAsanA paccakkhANa ApuM chuM. hAtha joDa.' eka akSara paNa bacAva karyA vinA prasannavadane emaNe paccakkhANa lIdhuM. 17mAM divase = pAraNAnA divase navakArazInuM paccakkhANa mAMgyuM, paNa A AcAryadeve potAnI AgavI chaTAthI bIjA 16 upavAsanA paccakkhANa ApI dIdhA. A e paNa eTalI ja prasannatA sAthe ziSye svIkAryA. rA 78. AvA kaDaka guru ApaNane maLe to...? kAyama ekAsaNA karanArA eka munirAje eka divasa tabiyata kharAba hovAnA kAraNe kakaLatA hRdaye zurudeva pAse navakArazInuM paccakkhANa mAMgyuM. nirvighne e 16 upavAsa paNa pUrNa thayA. kula 32 upavAsa samApta thayA. have 33mo divasa ugyo. paNa e aThThAIgharano divasa, paryuSaNano prathama divasa hato . $ = noon "e divase pAraNuM kema karAya ?" ema vicArI vinIta ziSye upavAsanAM paccakakhANanI mAMgaNI karI. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (111) D a Na 1 // ra a mA rA Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hitabuddhithI hitakArI paNa Tuka vacana noccAre mUlyavAna paNa sonuM agnitApita koNa svIkAre ? dhana te...75 paNa Azcarya ! Aje to sUrideve kaMIka vicitra ja nirNaya lIdho. A che "Aje to 32 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che, Aje upavAsa nahi, navakArazI karo." 32 upavAsa prasannatApUrvaka karanArA e ziSya gurunI IcchA khAtara aDhAIgharanA A divase navakArazI karI. aThThAI gharanA divasa karatA ke dIrgha tapazcaryA karatA paNa potAnA gItArtha saMvigna gurunI AjJA emane mATe atyaMta mahatvanI hatI. potAnI IcchA mujaba tapAdi karavA mATe gurvAdi sAthe jIda karatA ziSyone jyAre a kyAMka joIe chIe, tyAre A mahAmunine anaMtazaH vaMdanA karyA vinA rahI zakAtuM a mA nathI. mA rA A munirAje ekavAra eka ja varSamAM kula 4 vAra 32-32 upavAsanI ghora rA ArAdhanA karI hatI. emaNe AkhA jIvana daramyAna kula 200 aThThAIo karI che. A muninA jIvanano eka viziSTa prasaMga.... eka sAdhu gocarImAM phrUTa vahorI lAvyA, ane AcAryadevane gocarI batADI. A gocarImAMDalImAM kadI phrUTa na AvatuM eTale ja Aje phrUTa AveluM joIne AcAryadeve Thapako Apyo, "A gaMdavADa kema upADI lAvyo ?' e vakhate A munirAje ubhA thaIne jaNAvyuM ke "sAhebajI ! A munine phrUTa lAvavAnI meM ja chUTa ApelI, 'emane phrUTa A vAparavAnI IcchA hovAno mane khyAla Avyo. eTale meM emane sAmethI chUTa ApI A che. emAM emano doSa nathI.' | che. che AcAryadeve to A munirAjano ja udhaDo lIdho ke "tuM moTo che, eTale tArI IcchA mujaba badhAne chUTa ApavAnI sattA dharAve che a Na A 1 // ra Goodn rAjaka Na ema ? 1 // khabaradAra ! jo A rIte mArI rajA vinA koIpaNa chUTa ApI che to ! have A ra badho gaMdavADa tAre ja vAparavo paDaze." $o5 ra 111111111111111 1 // ra = ma a vacce bIjA munie bacAva karyo ke mA "sAhebajI ! emaNe hamaNA ja aThThAInuM pAraNuM karyuM che ane A phrUTa to emane mA rA TTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (112) rA Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJAbhaMjaka paNa je sAdhu, sasUtraprarUpaNAbhAkhI te bhASA bhava taravA nAvaDI, dharmadAsajIe dAkhI. dhana te...76 tabiyata mATe atyaMta pratikULa che." A paNa e badhI vAto avagaNIne AcArye A munirAjane ja phrUTa vAparavA ApyuM A ane prasannatA sAthe A munivara vAparI gayA. | che keLavI zakazuM Avo apratima gurusamarpaNabhAva ApaNe ? 79 "huM IcchuM chuM ke devIo paNa mArI pAse AvatA gabharAya." a Na 1 // ra 000000000 A mA e saMghamAM sthApita thayelI hatI. rAi A. e munivara brahmacaryanI vADonuM pAlana karavAmAM khUba kaTTara hatA. baheno sAthe kadI paricaya nahi, bahenone upAzrayamAM ekalA pravezavA de nahi. 6 re ! akALe to bhAIo sAthe paNa bahenone na AvavA de. emanI jabaradasta dhAka a traNa varSa bAda e ja saMghamAM e munirAja punaH padhAryA. baheno emanI kaDakAIthI paricita hovAthI vyAkhyAna samaya sivAya vaMdana karavA jatA gabharAtA. vyAkhyAna bAda saMghanA cAra-cha bhAIo muni pAse vaMdana mATe AvIne beThelA, tyAre cheka upAzrayanI bahArathI eka bahene bUma pADI ke sAhebajI ! avAze ?'' "zuM kAma che ?" 'hA' pADavAne badale munie sAmo prazna karyo. "sAheba ! gocarI mATe...' D $ che, 5 mondo T bahenano uttara pUro thAya e pUrve ja dhaD daIne sAdhue javAba vALyo ke "hA ! hA ! vartamAna joga ! aMdara AvavAnI jarUra nathI." ra m rA A ane bahena tyAMthI ja jhapATAbaMdha vidAya thaI gayA. A prasaMga joI tyAM beThelA saMghanA zrAvakoe jaNAvyuM ke "sAheba ! ApanAthI a ahIMnA baheno khUba gabharAya che. aMdara AvatA paNa Dare che." Na e vakhate e munirAje je khumArI bharelA udgAro kADhyA e kharekhara atyaMta Na gA anumodanIya hatA. ra temaNe zrAvakone kahyuM ke a na "baheno mArAthI gabharAya ane eTale pAse na Ave e to mArA mATe khUba ja a mA sAru. huM to Icchu chuM ke mArI kaDakAI evI banI raho ke huM marIne devalokamAM jAuM to mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (113) R * la 5 - 1 // 2 Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma bhagavao mahAvIrassa // NamA tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavatI aNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhgvo| A tyAMnI devAMganAo paNa mArI pAse AvatA pUje." navavADonuM aNizuddha pAlana karanArA AvA saMvigna mahAtmAo jinazAsanane A che khUba khUba zobhAve che. | 80. siddhinA zikhare sthAna kyAM tAruM... eka mahAna AcAryadeva 104 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmanArA A mahAna AcAryadeve 72 varSanI NA uMmarathI 104 varSanI uMmara sudhI... saLaMga 31 varSa varSItapa karyA. vaLI e tamAme tamAma varSItapa ekAsaNA dvArA ja karyA. ekapaNa besaNuM nahi. A 85 varSanI uMmare giranArathI zatruMjayano vihAra karyo ane e ja uMmare mA, sa, girirAjanI paNa page cAlIne yAtrA karI. 104 varSanA dIrgha jIvana daramyAna emaNe kadI DoLIno upayoga karyo nathI. paNa 8 emanI aparigrahavRtti eTalI badhI ke eka pensila ghasAI ghasAIne sAva = nAnakaDI thaI na jAya tyAM sudhI e eno vaparAza kare. . 8 ekavAra AvI pakaDavI paNa mAMDa phAve evI pensilathI lekhana kArya karatA e re ra sUrivarane joIne emanA ziSya zrAvaka pAse eka navI pensila maMgAvIne sUrivarane 3 8 ApI. kahyuM ke "Apa A vAparo." sUrivara eno manobhAva samajI gayA. hasatA hasatA coTadAra zabdomAM pratyuttara vALyo ke tAre to bhakto bhAre jabarA che hoM ! tuM je kahe e badhuM ja lAvI Ape. mAre ' che. koI bhagata nathI ne? eTale A nAnI pensilathI calAvavuM paDe. tuM to bhAre puNyavAna che ziSya bicAro zaramAI gayo. ene potAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM, kSamA mAMgI. || A AcAryadeve potAnA saMyamajIvana daramyAna ekavAra nahi, paNa anekavAra 45 gA AgamonuM talasparzI uMDANapUrvakanuM vAMcana kareluM. AkhI jIMdagI daramyAna A ra '. AcAryadeve svayaM zAsanaprabhAvaka hovA chatAM chApAM-megejhIna vAMcyA nathI. re ! dhArmika mA paNa koIpaNa gujarAtI pustako-megejhIno hAthamAM lIdhA nathI. jamjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (114) I m Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ azonI yArI. dhanate..77 muktikAje siMha sAthe yuddha caDavAnI taiyA chesAthe yuddha caDavAnI taiyArI, e vairAgI manaDuM kare nA viSayasukhonI vADI , saMskRtagranthomAM paNa e prAyaH kadI caritra grantho na vAMcatA. sadA mATe teo. A tAtvika-sAtvika-mArmika-AdhyAtmika granthonuM ja parizIlana karatA. emaNe 45 Agamo anekavAra mAtra vAMcyA nathI, e vAMcyA bAda anekavAra | munivarone vaMcAvyA paNa che. sadeva svAdhyAyanI antarmukhatAmAM ja masta bananArA A AcAryadevanI khUba khUba A anumodanA ! 81. kavi paNa prabhAvaka che A kavikulakiriTa AcAryadevanI asIma kRpA meLavanAra A AcAryadeva ekavAra mA sarasvatIno japa karIne stavanonI racanA karavA beThA ane Azcarya ! eka ja beThakamAM emaNe covIsa bhagavAnanA judA judA kula 24 stavanonI racanA - ra karI dIdhI. vadhu Azcarya to e ke e badhA ja stavano zAstrIya rAgamAM hatAM, ane e 242 2 ya stavanonA rAgo judA judA hatA. koIpaNa be stavanone eka ja rAga na hato. ra 82. mAre tIrthakara nahi, gaNadhara banavuM che, kemake... "bAlamuni ! bolo to kharA ke tamane tIrthakara banavAnI IcchA che ke gaNadhara nuM binavAnI ?" - eka vaDIle 10 varSanI nAnakaDI uMmaranA bAlamunine prazna karyo. mugdha jevA dekhAtA bAlamunie bIjI ja paLe uttara Apyo ke "IcchA to mane gaNadhara banavAnI che." vaDIla A pratyuttara sAMbhaLI jarAka Azcarya pAmyA. tIrthakara jevI uMcI padavI choDIne gaNadhara banavAnI tamane IcchA che? kema ?" ane koInI caDAmaNI vinAnA, gokhaNapaTTI vinAnA manohara zabdo bAlamunie uccAryA. vaDIlazrI ! jo huM tIrthakara bane to traNalokanuM svAmitva mane prApta thAya. paNa traNalokanA svAmInA adakerA sevaka banavAnuM saubhAgya to mane na ja maLe ne ? CHITTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (115) jA ' Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jinazAsana pAmelA munivara tucchasukhe jo rAce, daza accherA jhAMkhA karatuM e accheruM sAce. dhana te...78 A ene badale jo huM gaNadhara banuM to traNalokanA svAmInA caraNonI amUlya sevA A prApta thAya, bhaktibhAva prApta thAya. mATe mArI IcchA gaNadhara banavAnI ja che." Aje to e muni 40 varSanI umaranA gaNi banI cUkyA che. paNa Ajeya potAnA gaNadhara banavAnA svaprane sAkAra karatA hoya tema munionI apUrva A sevAbhakti kare che. che che Na 21 // ra 2 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 a mA (1) dIkSAnA be varSa pUrvethI ja emaNe yAvajjIva mATe ekAsaNAthI ochuM mA rA paccakkhANa karyuM nathI. A che A Na 1 // ra a NA 83. sAgaranuM aNamola ratna 1 // sAgara samudAyanA eka mahAsaMyamI AtmAnI saMyamajIvananI gItA ahIM ra saMkSepamAM AlekhavAmAM AvI che. A mA rA (2) vardhamAnatapanI kula 63 oLIo karI. emAM 1 thI 13 oLI saLaMga. raekeri (8) kadI vADAmAM sthaMDila gayA nathI. (9) navapadajInI zAzvatI oLImAM nava AMbila kyAreya choDyA nathI. (10) gaNipada bAda cArathI vadhu dravya vAparyA nathI. (11) DoLImAM kadI beThA nathI. rA 21 thI 32 oLI saLaMga, ekAMtare upavAsa karavA dvArA karI. 38 thI 55 oLI saLaMga, ekAMtare upavAsa karavA dvArA karI. (3) saLaMga 19 varSItapa karyA. emAM eka varSItapa chaTThathI karyo. (4) saLaMga daza mahinA akramanA pAraNe akrama karyA. (5) chaTTha-aThThama vagere tapanA pAraNe emaNe kAyama ajainonA gharanI ja gocarI vAparI che. (6) emaNe kadI vadhaghaTa maMgAvI nathI. gocarImAM bIjIvAra lAvelI vastu vAparI A nathI. che (7) AkhI jIMdagI ekapaNa elopathI davA kadI lIdhI nathI. Ayurvedika davA paNa lagabhaga lIdhI nathI. GOOD $ 5 n Na 1 // A (12) emaNe potAnA phoTA kadI paDAvyA nathI ke koIne pADavA dIdhA nathI. te mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (116) keri rAta Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rasa + Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasya Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma A | 'za meM 8 $ = kahetA ke "jIvatAnA kyAreya maDadA hoya ? phoTAo to jIvatA vyaktinA maDadA jevA A ja che ne ?" ekavAra eka gurubhakta zrAvake emano phoTo taiyAra karAvaDAvyo, enI emane . Tkhabara paDatA ja zrAvakane cokhA zabdomAM dhamakI ApI ke "A phoTAnuM visarjana jyAM sudhI nahi thAya tyAM sudhI huM AMbila karIza." aMte e zrAvake phoTAnuM visarjana karavuM ja paDyuM. sAdhulokamAM A munirAja uttama aNagAra tarIke prasiddhi pAmelA che. 84. sAdhvIjIo paNa jenetaromAM paNa apratima zAsanaprabhAvanA karI zake che. mahesANAnI najIkamAM AveluM lIMca nAmanuM gAma ! 1000 varSa prAcIna zrI AdIzvara paramAtmAnI prabhAvazALI prAcIna pratimA ! rA bhavya derAsara ! lagabhaga 100 jeTalA bhagavAna, paraMtu durbhAgya e ke pUjA karanArA zrAvako nathI. 8 bhagavAna gAmamAM ane zrAvako zaheramAM...je paristhiti lagabhaga badhA ja gAmaDAomAM che, e ja paristhiti ahIM paNa che. paraMtu be varSa pUrve pUjyapAda siddhisUrIzvarajI samudAyanA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe ahIM cAturmAsa karyuM ane gAmanI kAyApalaTa thaI gaI. a e zramaNIonA prabhAvanuM pariNAma e che ke A gAmamAM ghaNA jainetaro jaina 8 a banI gayA che, jainajIvana jIve che. (1) "bhagavAnanA darzana karIne ja pANI pIvuM" evA niyamavALA 70-80 jainetaro che ane teo dAdA AdinAthanA darzana bAda ja pANI pIe che. " (2) Azare 20-30 jainetaro roja jinapUjA kare che. . (3) A jainetaro navakArazInuM paccakhANa le, tithi pALe, mahine eka NA snAtrapUjA bhaNAve, AkhuM derAsara bharAI jAya. (4) Aje cAra-pAMca jainetara bALako devasI ane rAIa e baMne pratikramaNo gA | bhaNAvI zake eTaluM bhaNI gayA che. cAturmAsa daramyAna vyAkhyAnamAM 200 jainetaro Ave, zeSakALamAM 70-80 jaNa | mAM Ave. teo badhA ja vyAkhyAnanA samaya pUrve ja AvI jAya. ! = $ $ $ + $ 4 2 ra, ' , CommjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (11) Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niHspRhatAbhUSaNathI zobhe nirmala Atamajeno, zvAse zvAse vaMdana karatA AtamathAya majeno, dhana te...79 "guru mahArAjanA AvyA bAda ame sabhAmaMDapamAM AvIe to gurunI AzAtanA A karI kahevAya...' AvI spaSTa vicAradhArA te ajaino dharAve che. cAlu vyAkhyAnamAM A adhavaccethI na UThe. vyAkhyAna pUrNa thAya tyAre jaya bolAve ane lAInabaMdha page paDIne che che ja jAya. a e jainetaro jyAre navarA paDe...tyAre vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLelI vAtonI paraspara a Na vicAraNA kare. ghare ghare gocarI vahoravA laI jAya, sAthe ja rahe, upAzraye mUkI dIdhA Na gA bAda pAchA phare. 1 // ra ra cAturmAsanA aMte traNa jainetara kuTuMboe bhegA maLIne cAturmAsaparivartana karAvyuM. a zatruMjayanI bhAvayAtrAmAM teo badhA joDAyA. mA rA 0 0 0 0 0 0 A e pachI to dareka comAsamAM A jainetaro comAsAnI vinaMti kare che.. sAdhvIjIoe gurujanonI saMmatipUrvaka, zramaNajIvananI yathocita maryAdAmAM rahIne rA Aje ekAda ja jaina gharavALA gAmane paNa jaino jevA 50-60 gharothI bhareluM karI dIdhuM e eka Azcarya che. jaina zramaNa-zramaNIo jIvo pratyenI apAra karuNAnA jore, zuddhamArgano upadeza ApIne hajAro sAcA jaino taiyAra kare enA jevuM rukuM bIjuM zuM ? a m rA AvuM kAma vidyamAna 10,000 zramaNa-zramaNIo zAstrIya rIte karavA lAge to? yogyazaktivALo ane badhI rIte taiyAra thayelo zramaNa-zramaNIvarga A rIte jainazAsananI suMdara prabhAvanA karI zake. 85. ziSyanI sevA karanAra virala gurujano ! (eka zramaNI bhagavaMtanA zabdo !-) meM 13 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI, tyAre mArA guruNI ane dAdI guruNI mane che sArAmAM sAro abhyAsa karAvavA IcchatA hatA. teo svayaM eTaluM badhuM bhaNI na zakyA paNa e uNapa teo mArAmAM rahevA devA mAMgatA na hatA. a 5 = 0 5 D 1 // mane abhyAsa karAvavA mATe emaNe je bhoga Apyo che, e yAda Ave che tyAre gA 2 AMkhomAMthI AMsu TapakI paDe che. (ka) abhyAsa karavAmAM mane vikSepa na paDe e mATe mane mAMDalInuM kAma na soMpatA. e baMne vaDIlo ja mAMDalInA kAma karI letA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (118) yo F6 - ra A mA rA Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tasvIsaktane bhavamaMce nRtyatva. dhana te....80 vidvattA lekhanazakti ke kavitva, ziSyabhaktabhojanastrIsakattane bha. vyAkhyAtRtva ke vidvattA lekhana A (kha) huM paMDitajI pAsethI pATha laIne bapore 12 vAge upAzraye AvuM tyAre mArA A mATe gocarI taiyAra ja rAkhe. . (ga) re ! kyAreka parIkSA hoya to upAzraye AvatA mane doDha paNa vAgI jAya. che paNa to ya jyAM sudhI huM upAzraye na pahoMce tyAM sudhI e be vaDIlo gocarI na vApare. huM pahoMca, pachI mane vaparAvyA bAda ja teo gocarI vApare. | (gha) gocarImAM paNa sArI vastu sauthI pahelA mane ja vAparavA ApI de. | (ca) mArA vastrono kApa e vaDIlo kADhI letA, mane kApa paNa na kADhavA de. | (cha) baMne TAIma mArI upadhinuM pratilekhana paNa teo karI letA. mane satata eka ja vAta kare ke, "tuM barAbara abhyAsa karI le, e mATe ja ame | tArI sevA karIe chIe...." - mArA guruNI to Akho divasa mAruM dhyAna rAkhe. vRddha hovA chatAM mane dareka 8 bAbatomAM mArgadarzana ApavAnuM na cUke. kyAreka huM ALasa ke pramAdanA kAraNe svAdhyAya 3 na karuM to temane duHkha thAya. mane kahI de ke, "jo tuM svAdhyAya nahi kare to huM gocarI nahi vAparuM." abhyAsakALa daramyAna mArI uMmara nAnI, ane aNasamaja paNa ghaNI ! eTale ke re mArA vaDIloe mArA mATe ApelA bhogane vizeSa rIte samajI na zakI. re ! kyAreka 2 to emanI Takora, emanI zikhAmaNomAM aNagamo paNa thayo. paNa Aje ? 'zrutajJAne mArI AMkha ughADI dIdhI che. mArA guruNIe - dAdIguruNIe mane ? A abhyAsa karAvavA mATe sakhata bhoga ApI mArA upara keTalo moTo upakAra karyo che? A e varNavavAnI mArI zakti nathI. | mAruM kamabhAgya ke jyAre A daSTi ughaDI, e baMne pUjayo pratye bahumAnabhAvano ane sAgara uchaLavA lAgyo tyAre ja eka varSa pUrve mArA dAdIguruNI kALadharma pAmyA. A thI emanI viziSTa sevA karavAno avasara mane na sAMpaDyo. | (gurajano ziSyonI pAsethI sevA ja le che, evuM nathI. ziSya-ziSyAonA | I yoga-kSema mATe AvuM balidAna ApanArA, ziSyAonI sevA karI ene AgaLa A dhapAvanArA AvA to anekAneka gurujano jinazAsanamAM Aje paNa vidyamAna che.) CITTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (119) INSTIT'S Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vo mahAvIrassANamA tthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mana pAssa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mAlI 86. anAsakti A. 18 varSanI uMmaranA eka munirAje mahAnizIthanA AgADha jogamAM praveza karyo. che joganI puSkaLa kriyAomAM zArIrika zakti ghaNI kharcAya. vyavasthita gocarI | vAparavAnI IcchA thAya. paNa A munirAja enAthI sAva ja alipta hatA. e bAvana divasa emaNe mAtra be ja dravyanA AMbila karyA. roTalI ane kariyAtuM! ? roja 10-12 roTalI pAtrAmAM laI emAM kaDavuM kariyAtuM nAMkhIne thoDIvAra rAkhIA mA mUke, e badho AhAra kariyAtA sAthe ekameka thaI jaI kaDavo banI jAya eTale e mA rA, AhAra-kariyAtuM vAparI le. moDhAnI rekhA paNa na badalAya ke koI glAni paNa na rA dekhAya. 8 A munirAjanI A anAsaktinI anumodanA nimitte sahavartI badhA sAdhuoe re 8 chellA divase AMbila karyuM. e munirAjanI mAphaka AhAra-kariyAtuM bheguM vAparavAno 8 = prayatna karyo to kharo, paNa moTuM bagaDI gayuM. mAMDa mAMDa AMbila pUruM karyuM. 3 chellA AMbilanA kAraNe badhAno e munivara pratyeno bahumAnabhAva bamaNo thaI ? gayo. A kAma ghaNuM kaparuM che"e temane svAnubhavathI samajAyuM. - 87. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI anokhI upAsanA utsAhathI chalakatA e sAdhvIjInI uMmara to nAnI che, paNa vairAgya pArAvAra che. A dIkSAdivasathI mAMDIne Aje dIkSAnA 12 varSa laMgAtAra ekAsaNA - nirdoSagocarI - malina vastro - ahobhAvapUrvaka Avazyaka kriyAo - jJAnanA tIvra kSayopazama sAthe svAdhyAyarasikatA... A badhA e sAdhvIjInA saMyamadehane suzobhita karatA amUlya AbhUSaNo che. ekavAra emanA jIvananA saMsmaraNo sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA koIka bIjA sAdhvIjIe ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajayalI che (100) Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hinabhAva darzAve, zAsanahIlanI kAmanAvArika vastro jIvana dIpAve che. paNa A dIpAve. dhana te.... 81 dhoLA vastro muninA mananA malinabhAva dazA emanI samakSa raju karI, tyAre te sAdhvIjIe potAnA je saMsmaraNa jaNAvyA, e emanA A ja zabdomAM ! A > e vakhate comAsAmAM mArA vahAlA vIra prabhunI upAsanA anokhI rIte | * karavAnA vicAro mArA manamAM ramI rahyA hatA. prabhu AyuSyanI aMtima kSaNa sudhI deg] ApaNA kalyANa kAje dezanAno dhodha vahAvatA ja rahyA. prabhunI e dezanA A Na uttarAdhyayana' AgamarUpe Aje ya upalabdha che, INa - "vIraprabhunA nirvANa kalyANake gaNadhara bhagavaMte jhIlI lIdhelI prabhunI e gA nA vANInuM zrIsaMgha samakSa paThana karavA dvArA prabhu caraNe mAre bhAva aMjali arpaNa karavI | A che." . ema vicArI huM lAgI gaI uttarAdhyayana sUtra kaMThastha karavA. rA divALI kalpanA be divasa zrAvikAvarga samakSa moDhe e 2000 gAthAnuM uttarAdhyayana rA ha sUtra bolatA meM je paramasaMtoSa anubhavyo ene huM varNavI zakatI nathI. << 88. eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI ajoDa pravacanazakti = mahArASTranA eka zaheramAM eka sAdhvIjInuM cAturmAsa nakkI thayuM. saMgha emanA mATe ane e sAdhvIjI saMgha mATe sAva ja ajANyA hatA. cAturmAsa re 3 pUrve e ja zaheranA eka anya sthAnamAM A sAdhvIjI pravacano ApatA hatA. = nitya cAlatA pravacanamAM eka divasa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI hRdayasparzI vANImAM traNa 3 sAdharmika bhAIonI dayanIya sthiti sAMbhaLatA samasta sabhA raDI paDI. e eka ja 9 1 pravacanazravaNamAM sAdharmika kuTuMbo mATe 40 lAkhanuM mAtabara phaMDa ekatrita thaI gayuM. ' bI sarjAyelA A camatkArathI samasta saMgha avAcaka hato, to svayaM sAdhvIjI paNa bha| | Azcaryacakita hatA. | sAdharmika bhaktinuM kArya pUrajozamAM zarU thaI gayuM. phaMDa thayAnA trIjA divase |,. ; kAryakaroe daridratAnA duHkhathI AtmahatyAno mArga apanAvavA majabUra banI gayelA 5 jaina parivArane ApattimAMthI ugArI lIdho. | badhI tapAsa karatA aMte kAryakarone jaNAyuM ke "sAdharmiko mATe sau prathama sucAru | AvAsanI vyavasthA karavI atyaMta anivArya che." emaNe sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta samakSa vAta rajU karI. paryuSaNanA divaso najIka ja hatA. A paryuSaNamAM sAdharmika bhaktinuM kartavya samajAvatA sAdhvIjIe sAdharmika bhAIonI TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (121) jawja ' Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ malinavasa, vijAtIya paricaya tyAga, vigaI-parivarjana, traNa mahArathi brahmacaryanuM karatA nitya samarthana, dhanate...82 kaphoDI sthitinuM varNana karyuM. vedanA nItaratA emanA zabdoe lokonA haiyA pIgaLAvI dIdhA. sAdharmika baMdhuo mATe AvAsa yojanAmAM 60 lAkha bhegA thayA. Ama mAtra be ja A pravacanamAM eka sAdhvIjInI preraNAthI 1 karoDanuM phaMDa ekaThuM thayuM. che (alabatta utsargamArge sAdhvIjIo vyAkhyAna na ApI zake. paraMtu gacchanA a gItArtha AcAryazrInI, guruNInI saMmati hoya to jyAM sAdhu bhagavaMto hAjara na hoya a Na tevA sthAnamAM evA prasaMgo vakhate apavAda mArge sAdhvIjI bahenonI sanmukha thaI Na gA vyAkhyAna Ape to e vaDIlono viSaya che. AyariyA paththavAyuM nALaMti) ra 89. du:khamAM dInatA ! zramaNa-zramaNIone hotI haze ? a m rA mmmmm0000000 A A a mA rA A AgaLanA divase jAlanAmAM (eka zaheramAM) jAhera pravacananI vyavasthA thaI cUkImA hatI. cArebAju jAherAto paNa thaI gayelI. rA konvenTamAM abhyAsa karIne grejyueTa banyA bAda saMyamadharmano svIkAra karanArA adbhuta vaktRtvanA svAminI eka sAdhvIjI 2000-3000 mANasone kalAko sudhI vyAkhyAna ApI pratibodha pamADavAnI koIka AgavI zaktinA mAliMka hatA. na koI hale ke na koI cAle... badhA ja emanA vacanAmRto jhIlavA mATe sthira thaIne besI rahe. e sAdhvIjI ja A jAheravyAkhyAna karavAnA hatA. pacIseka sAdhvIjIonuM e grupa vihAra karIne pahoMcavAnuM hatuM. vyAkhyAna hovAthI samayasara pahoMcI zakAya e mATe guruNIe vyAkhyAnakAra zramaNI sahita kula pAMca sAdhvIjIone aDadho kalAka vahelo vihAra karAvyo. ema ja kaho ne ke bhavitavyatAe ja A rIte vahelo vihAra Ubho karAvyo. khera ! a hA e sAdhvIvRMda eka sAthe cAlI rahyuM hatuM tyAM ja eka gojhArI paLe vAhananI joradAra Takkara lAgI, eka sAthe pAMceya sAdhvIone enI asara pahoMcI. eka gA sAdhvIjI to 10-15 phUTa UMcA UchaLI roDathI dUra rahelA eka khADAmAM jaI paDyA. gA 2 be-traNa sAdhvIjI bebhAna thaI gayA hatA, moTA pramANamAM lohI vahI gayuM hatuM. ra pelA vyAkhyAnakAra zramaNI ! e mAtra vidvAna, mAtra vaktA, mAtra catura na hatA, vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI ja (922) MINI Ill1111111111 A che a m rA Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa paNa e kharekhara jinazAsanane sparzelA uttama zramaNIratna hatA. A e bhAnamAM hatA, paNa lohInI dhAra vahI rahI hatI. potAnI AvI du:khada A avasthAmAM paNa emane potAnI gurubenono vicAra Avyo. |che "A paLe emanuM maraNa thaI jAya to ? emane A paLe to samAdhi ApavI ja ajoIe,navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvavo ja joIe. to ja jo kadAca kALadharma thAya to emano a Na AtmA sadgatimAM jAya...' ,, Na 1 // ra ane potAnI ghora vedanAno vicAra karyA vinA e UbhA thaI sAdhvIjI pAse gA gayA, namaskAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvavA lAgyA. ra A jogAnujoga tyAMthI polIsanI jIpa pasAra thaI, dhaDAdhaDa badhA sAdhvIjIone a mA jIpamAM mUkyA. khADAmAM paDelA sAdhvI na dekhAyA, chevaTe tapAsa karatA emane paNa mA rA khADAmAMthI bahAra kADhI jIpamAM mUkI hospITalamAM laI javAmAM AvyA. rA emAM bIjA eka vidvAna sAdhvIjIne gaLAnI pAchaLanA maNakAmAM tirADa paDI gayelI. saheja paNa mAthu hale to cIsa paDI jAya. DokTare kahI dIdhuM ke "traNa mahInA sudhI cattA suI rahevuM paDaze, saheja paNa mAthuM halAvAze nahi. 24 kalAka mATe gaLAmAM belDa paherI rAkhavo paDaze." 0000000 m caitra-vaizAkhanI bhayAnaka garamI ! emAM vaLI A apAra vedanA ! paNa zramaNI konuM nAma ! koIpaNa phariyAda vinA e sahana karatA ja rahyA. Akho divasa sutA sutA jApa A karatA, rAtre pratikramaNa bAda bIjA sAdhvIjIo A Bad-rest sAdhvIjI pAse besI svAdhyAya karatA ane sAdhvIjI sutA sutA sAMbhaLatA, kaMI paNa bhUla Ave to pote e bhUla sudhAratA. A A A ja eksIDanTamAM trIjA eka sAdhvIjIne paNa DokTare saMpUrNa ArAma karavAno a Na kahelo. pathArImAMthI UbhA paNa na thavAya evI paristhitimAM gocarI-mAtra-sthaMDila Na gA badhuM ja pathArImAM rahIne ja karavAnuM. AvI parAdhInatA AvI tyAre bIjA vaiyAvaccI gA 2 sAdhvIjIoe to kamAla karI. ra A mA rA nAgapura saMgha moMmAM AMgaLA nAMkhI gayo. A sagI mAtA, sago bhAI, sagI bena ke sago bApa jevI sevA na kare evI sevA A mA rATha vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (923) M Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAdhika vAparatA vAsanA jAge, ALasa, roga, kaSAyAdika jANI himazi., Ahitamita Aroge. dhana te83 anaprAna paNa mAtrAvika vAparatA - 6 9 o e ha - sAdhvIoe karI che.' e zabdo zrIsaMghanA hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelA hatA. A paNa pelA sAdhvIjInI parahitaciMtA to juo mArA nimitte mArA gurubenone keTaluM badhuM sahana karavuM paDe che ! kevI muzkelI mAM * paDe che. arerere ! khera ! mAre jeTaluM vadhu sahana thAya eTaluM karavuM. paNa mArA A gurubenone vadhu kaSTa nathI ApavuM." - ane e sAdhvIjIe A vicArano amala zarU karyo. bhUkha lAge, kaMIka khAvAnuM paNa mana thAya to paNa sahana kare. mAMge nahi. pANI pIvAnuM mana thAya. tarasa lAge to gA paNa cUpa rahe paNa gurubenone pANI ApavA mATe na kahe. mAtru javAnI zaMkA thAya to ? A paNa sAmAnya zaMkA hoya tyAM sudhI kaMI ja na bole, vizeSa zaMkA thAya to ja kahe. A gurubeno jyAre pUche ke "pANI vAparavuM che, kaMIka gocarI vAparavI che..." tyAre mA rA nA chUTake kahe. teo je lAve, je Ape te vAparI le. e gurubenone paNa khyAla AvI gayo ke, "amane kaSTa na paDe e mATe A = sAdhvIjI badhuM sahana kare che. kazuM bolatA nathI." eTale teoe vizeSa kALajI karavAnI ? zaru karI dIdhI. traNa mahinA sudhI pathArImAMthI nIce paNa na utarI zakAya evI gaMbhIra dazAmAM ja # paNa AtmAnA pariNAmonI AvI himAlayanA zikharane AMbatI kevI avalakoTinI ka a UMcAI ! hajI sAMbhaLo ! roja sAMja paDe tyAre A eksIDanTavALA sAdhvIjI vaiyAvaccI gurubenane kahe ke | "mane divasa saMbaMdhI AlocanA (divasa saMbaMdhI lAgelA doSonI noMdha) lakhI Apazo ?" A dazAmAM paNa potAnA pApono kevo bhaya ! pelA gurubena daMga thaI gayA. pachI to rojeroja sAMje e gurubena DAyarI-bolapena laIne bese ane e sAdhvIjI ra potAne lAgelA doSo lakhAve. "Aje AdhAkarmI dUdha vAparyuM, AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparI, phUTa vAparyuM..." vagere. mA (ApaNe sAjA chIe, jAte lakhavA sakSama chIe chatAM jo ApaNane roja to ThIka, mA A >> hu * 6 ha ha = e INDIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (124) INTS Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jaga janatAne samakatadRSTi pamADe. dhanate.. 8, re gocarIkAje Daga paNa kadI nIva mADe, tyAgadharmathI jaga janatAne pI. saMkhaDisthAne gocarIkAje Daga che 'paNa kadAca mahIne-be-cAra mahIne paNa AlocanA lakhavAnI phurasada na hoya, kaMTALo A Avato hoya, thoDuM-ghaNuM lakhIne AlocanA pUrI karyAno saMtoSa mAnatA hoIe to A e yogya gaNAya ? enI sAme A sAdhvIjInI guNavattAnI zI kiMmata AMkavI ?) o jinazAsana mAtA! tArI kukSimAM A kevA zramaNa-zramaNIratno jamyA che? e vicAratA ja AMkho bAre khAMge harSathI varasI paDe che. 90. bhakti karI saha sAdhujananI vadhaghaTa je vAparatA. dhana te.... e zramaNInuM AcAryazrIe pADeluM nAma to kaMIka bIjuM ja hatuM. paNa grupamAM emanA mATe prasiddha thayeluM nAma hatuM mamarA mahArAja ! hA ! badhA sAdhvIo e zramaNIne majAkamAM mamarA mahArAja kahetA. kAraNa e rA. Na ke emanuM zarIra sAva ja nabaLuM ! mAMDa eka ja roTalI vAparI zake. tabiyatanA kAraNe che emaNe vAraMvAra mamarA vAparavA paDe. mamarA halako khorAka hovAthI e emane phAve. dara che kAyA evI nirbaLa ke ekAda miniTa paNa jo UbhA rahe to emanA paga duHkhavA para ra lAge. tarata besI jAya. "paga duHkhe che" ema phariyAda kare. pratikramaNAdi kriyAomAM paNa eka miniTathI vadhAre vAra sthira UbhA rahI na ka 2 zake. pachI halanacalana karI, paga halAvI halAvIne samaya pasAra kare. A emanA jIvananuM eka pAsuM che ! bIjuM pAsuM AnAthI taddana viparIta che. 24 sAdhvIjIonA grupamAM rahelA A sAdhvIjIne potAnI gurubenone | vaparAvavAno, bhakti karavAno evo to uchaLato bhAva che ke AvaDI moTI gocarI che mAMDalImAM pote badhI gocarI veMce, badhAnI gocarI kADhI Ape ane chelle ekalA che | gocarI vAparavA bese. kyAreka 18-20 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne AvyA hoya to paNa e potAnI guNa gA gacchabhaktimAM kaMIpaNa khoTa na AvavA de. jevI gocarI Ave ke tarata A sAdhvIjI gA hAjara thAya, UbhA-UbhA 24 sAdhvIjIonI gocarInI vaheMcaNI kare, aDadho-poNo re kalAka thaI jAya ane e pachI vAparavA bese. e grupanA vaDIlone paNa Azcarya thAya che ke Ama to A sAdhvIjI eka miniTa | WITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (125) TWITT Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa bArI. - mottha NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassA UbhA rahe ke tarata paga du:khavAnI phariyAda karI besI jAya che, to A sAdhvIjI aDadho-'. A poNo kalAka UbhA zI rIte rahe che ? che 91. jJAnInA bahumAnathI re, jJAna taNA bahumAna....saluNA 12 ziSyAonA guruNIne prAraMbhika varSomAM bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAnI sakhata dhagaza A Na hatI. kSayopazama ocho hovAthI gokheluM bhUlI jatA, yAda rAkhI zakatA na hatA. Na gA, emaNe anekavAra 4 prakaraNa - 3 bhASya - 6 karmagrantha pAkA karelA, e jyAre paNa gA 2 pAkA kare tyAre e parizramanA kAraNe emane 2 DIgrI tAva caDI jato... A aMte e badhuM bhUlyA. emane khyAla AvI gayo ke jJAnAbhyAsa mArA mATe duHzakya mA che. emaNe vicAradhArA badalI "bhale bhaNI na zakuM, paNa bhaNanArAone sahAyaka banIne to jJAnanI ArAdhanA 8 karI zakuM ne?" ane emaNe svAdhyAyIonI, e paNa khuda potAnI ziSyAonI sevA zaru karI. 8 (ka) kyAreka savAre ziSyAono vahelo pATha hoya to A guraNI svayaM emanA hai 8 vastro vagerenI gaDI karavA lAgI paDatA, e rIte emane jaldI taiyAra karI pATha mATe B samayasara mokalI ApatA. ' 8 (kha) ziSyA pATha letI hoya ane eNe navakArazI vAparavAnI hoya to A guruNI 8 8 jevI navakArazI AvI jAya ke tarata eka pAtramAM ziSyA mATe cAra khAkharA cUrIne E 1 dUdha nAMkhIne taiyAra karI de. ziSyA Ave, jhaTa vAparI le, mAMDa 5-10 miniTa lAge. ane A rIte ziSyAne abhyAsamAM samaya ghaTI na paDe enI kALajI kare. | (ga) ziSyA vAparI le, pAtrA dhoI rahe ke tarata guraNI pAtrA laI le ane kahe che, ke "huM pAtrA luMchI laIza. tame jaldI bhaNavA jAo. tamAro samaya na bagADo.". : 12-12 ziSyAonA guruNI jJAnanI ArAdhanA mATe potAnI ziSyAone jJAnI mAnI emanI AvI jhINI jhINI bhakti apUrva ullAsathI kare e dazya to : devone paNa durlabha haze ne ? potAnA guruNInA AvA guNo lakhanAra sAdhvIjI aMte lakhe che ke AvA guru | A to bhAgye ja jovA maLe...mArI bAlabuddhi, tucchabuddhi emanI vizALatAne oLakhI ba 3 zakavA sakSama nathI. ~ za TI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 12) ITI Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhojana-bhaktane tanu mUrchAthI caudapUrvI paNa bhamatA. bhISaNabhavasaMsAre jANI, niHsaMgabhAve ramatA. dhana te...85 92. nIrasa rasavatI (rasoI) rasathI jamatA... A A NA meM je sAdhvIjInI anAsakti mATe khUba ja prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI e paNa A gA 2 vRMdamAM sAthe ja hatA. ra a mAre vizeSa paricaya nahi, paNa eTaluM jANavA maLyuM ke AvA lAMbA vihAromAM a mA paNa emane 90mI oLI cAle che, roja badhAne vaparAvyA bAda ja gocarI vAparavA mA rA bese che... a Na 1 // F 000000000000000 A (eka sAdhvIjIno svAnubhava emanA ja zabdomAM -) che - sametazikharajIthI vihAra karIne AvatuM 24 sAdhvIonuM vRMda amAre tyAM mahemAna tarIke padhAryuM. emAM 12 jeTalA sAdhvIone oLI cAlatI hatI. e divase paNa evuM ja thayuM, gocarI to ame sthAnika sAdhvIjIoe lAvI, paNa e zramaNI badhAne gocarI pIrasyA bAda ja vAparavA beThA. amArA Azcarya vacce hajI to mAtra 10 ja miniTa thaI ane e pAtrA dhovA lAgyA, emanuM AMbila thaI gayuM. ame kahyuM ke, "UbhA to raho. ATalI utAvaLa kema karo cho ? tamArI bhaktino lAbha amane kyAre maLaze ? ane jUo. A gocarI to vadhI paDI che. mahemAno AvyA che, eTale ullAsamAM sAdhvIjIo vadhAre gocarI lAvyA che, to e khapAvavAmAM to madada karo." A che rA gocarI kharekhara vadhI paDI hatI. eka sAdhvIjIe e tapasvinIne ja kahyuM ke "Apa tapasvinI cho, Apa ja A vadhelI gocarI badhAne Apo, to ja A khapaze. bAkI paraThavavI paDaze...' e tapasvinI sAdhvIjIe beThA beThA badhI gocarI badhAne khapAvavA ApI. A Na 1 // 2 vadhyo. e AMbilanI hatI, ekadama ThaMDI hatI, jADI hatI, je sAdhvIjI mATe e a tuveradALa lavAyelI, emane pittaprakopa hovAthI e mAtra dALanuM pANI ja pInArA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (127) 5 = dayat rA A $o5 ema karatA lagabhaga badhuM patI gayuM paNa chelle eka moTo cetano tuveranI dALano gA 2 A m rA Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kapanuM darzana kadI navi karatI, mamuninajayamarakSAthe leve nabhaktanI bhakti .. hatanI bhakti. dhana te...86 : mahAsatI jemapArakA puruSanuM darzana kadI navi karatI $ $ $ $ + hatA, A jADI tuveradALa e laI zake ema na hatA. A eka cetano, ThaMDI, AMbilanI tuveradALa badhI gocarI vAparI lIdhA bAda koNa A | khapAve ? badhAe nA pADI, chelle e tapasvinIe jenA mATe e dALa AvelI che ? A sAdhvIjIne pRcchA karI ke, "tamane cAlaze ?" e sAdhvIjI samajatA hatA ke "javAbadArI to emanI ja hatI, paNa e laI gaLa zake ema na hatA." eTale ja e sAdhvIjInA moDhA para saheja udAsInatA chavAI gaI..... a ane | roja mAtra be ja dravyathI AMbila karanArA e 90mI oLIvALA tapasvinI mA - sAdhvIjIe bIjI ja paLe Akho cetano potAnA pAtrAmAM khAlI karI dIdho. badhI dALa , Esa khapAvI gayA. rasavijetA to Ane kahevAya ke potAne AMbila hovA chatAM ane vastu dIThI paNa na 8 game tevI hovA chatAM paNa utsAhathI vApare. ApaNe paNa AvA banIe to keTaluM sarasa ! ' 93. nAsti gAto tharmaca khelakuda karavAnI, TI.vI. vIDiyo jovAnI nAnakaDI cauda ja varSanI uMmare dIkSita thayelA eka sAdhvIjI ! A Aje emano 8 varSanI dIkSA paryAya thayo che. A AThavarSamAM emaNe je ghorAtighora ArAdhanA karI che e sAMbhaLatA acaMbo thayA vinA raheto nathI. A (ka) kula 8 varSamAMthI 6 varSa jeTalA to emaNe AMbilo ja karyA che. ATalI nAnakaDI uMmare teo pa5mI oLI sudhI pahoMcI gayA che. gA (kha) goregAmamAM cAturmAsa vakhate zrIsaMghamAM siddhitapanI ArAdhanA zaru thaI, gA) * A sAdhvIjIne e vakhate saLaMga 39-40-41-42-43mI oLI saLaMga cAlu hatI. A 43mI oLInA 8 AMbila upara emaNe siddhitapa zaru karyo. mA paNa e siddhitapa besaNAvALo nahi, ekalA upavAsavALo karyo. 36 upavAsathI mA Co m vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (128) wwwwwww" INa Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vibho mahAvIrassaNamA tthu Na samaNassa bhagavaoma bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra - siddhitapa pUrNa karyo ane e sAthe ja emanI 43mI oLI pUrNa thaI. A pAraNAnA divasathI pAchI 44mI oLI zarU karI dIdhI. (ga) malADa cAturmAsa vakhate A sAdhvIjIe pa1 upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI. emAM 38mAM upavAsa upAzrayamAM bahArathI mahemAna sAdhvIjIo AvyA, to e || mahemAna sAdhvIjIone sAme levA javuM...vagere badho vinaya emaNe svayaM karyo. ane AvanArA sAdhvIjIone khabara paNa na paDI ke Amane Aje 30mo upavAsa che. guNa Azcarya to e ke cheka pa1mAM upavAse paNa A sAdhvIjI koInA paNa TekA vinA | jAte cAra mALa caDIne malADa hIrasUri upAzrayanA cothe mALe rahelA derAsare darzana A karavA jatA. - (gha) A ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa e karmagranthano pATha letA, eka kalAka prasannatApUrvaka besatA. (ca) A tapazcaryA daramyAna potAnuM pratilekhanAdi paNa jAte ja karatA. (cha) AMbilanI oLI kare emAM paNa A sAdhvIjI nirdoSa gocarInA khapI che. (ja) emaNe aDhAI-zreNItapa vagere paNa aneka tapazcaryA karI che. (ka) e mAtra tapasvI nathI, paNa samudAyamAM nAnA-moTA badhAne sahAyaka thavuM 4 .e emano avvalakakSAno guNa che. bAlyavaya to ramatanI vaya che, yauvanavaya khAvA-pIvAnI, jalasA karavAnI uMmara che. "ghaDapaNamAM goviMda gAzuM ema loko kahe che. che. paNa jinazAsana to kahe che ke jo koIpaNa uMmaramAM mota AvI zakatuM hoya to che koIpaNa uMmara dharmane mATe akALa nathI. A sAdhvIjI bAlyavaya ane yauvana e be ya uMmaramAMthI A sAdhujIvanamAM javA pasAra thaI cUkyA che ane e ja be uMmaramAM A ghora tapa ArAdhyo che. - 70-80 varSanI emanI vaya jo haze to e tapazcaryAnA keTalA zikharo sara karaze enI to ApaNe mAtra kalpanA ja karavAnI rahI. mAM vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI. Oooo Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vajanane jANI, sarvajIva para sneha dharatI vRtti muninI vakhANI che. Lii vakhANI, dhanate..87 AtamadhananA cora-luMTAruM nehI-ravajanane ja 84. je kamme sUrA te dhamme sUrA A. (ka) vaDodarAmAM hosTelamAM rahI abhyAsa karatA e yuvAnane pikyaro jovAno, mAM eTalo badho zokha hato ke mAtra savA-doDha varSamAM kula 158 philmo joI kADhI. | A paNa A ja yuvAne dIkSA bAda eka Azcaryajanaka vikrama saryo. Na e munirAja cAturmAsa daramyAna kula 120 divasamAM 120 granthonuM vAMcana karyuM. e grantho paNa 1-2-5 pAnAnA nahi, paNa moTA grantho ! e badhuM paNa mAtra ' vAMcI javAnuM nahi, paNa kayA granthamAM kaI vAto AvI e paNa emane yAda rahe. (kha) hoTala lAIphamAM samosA, kacorI, vaDApAu khAnArA A yuvAne dIkSAnI ane mAM bhAvanA thayA bAda dIkSAmAM levAmAM UbhA thatA aMtarAyo toDavA mATe 9-9 mahinA mAM ra sudhI triphaLA pAvaDara nAMkhIne AMbilo karyA. Ama paNa AMbilanI gocarI svAda vinAnI, emAM vaLI triphaLApAvaDara nAMkhavAmAM Ave pachI to bAkI ja zuM rahe? = aMte dIkSA thaI ne Aje e yuvAna munirAja 95mI oLI karI rahyA che. 10-3 # 10 ziSyonA guru A muni have to gaNi che ane ziSyone paNa vadhu ne vadhu AMbilanI # oLIo karAvI rahyA che.. (ga) gharamAM to A yuvAna ekadama TIpa-Topa raheto, paNa e mumukSu banyo, vihAramAM sAdhuo sAthe rahyA ane zveta vastro paherato, paNa 1 mahinA sudhI e 8 vastrono kApa na kADhe, vastro dhue nahi. e AvA malina vastro paherI AMbila khAte ke koIkanA ghare AMbila karavA jAya A to koI ene sAIkalavALo mANasa samajI ra-3 roTalI, dALa, bhAta mUkIne ApI | de...chatAM A mumukSu koI khulAso na kare, e apamAnane upahAra samajI AMbila | A karIne pAcho AvI jAya. Na (gha) emanI jJAnasAdhanAnuM varNana karavuM duHzakya che. saMskRta TIkAonI racanA | gA emanA mATe jANe ke DAbA hAthano khela che. ati agharA gaNAtA mahopAdhyAyajInA gA 2 grantho upara emaNe potAnI kalama calAvI saMskRta TIkAo ane hindI-gujarAtI ra A vivecano lakhyA che, enA kAraNe e granthono abhyAsa sAva ja saraLa thaI paDyo che. A mAM seMkaDo sAdhu-sAdhvIo e pustakone AdhAre granthavAMcana karatA thaI gayA che. mA TWITTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (130) TWITT Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArI paNa nAma meM potAnuM yAda kadI nahi karatA. durghaTanAsama nija saMsArI jIvana bhUlI jAtI. dhana te...88 emAM paNa bhASArahasya, syAdvAdarahasya bhAga 1-2-3, vAdamAlA bhAga 1-2A 3, batrIza batrIzI bhAga 1 thI 8 vagere vagere grantho uparanI emanI TIkAo ane A vivecana mananIya che. dIkSAjIvananA chaThThA ja varSathI emaNe saMskRtaTIkAo racavAnI zaruAta karI dIdhI hatI. che a (2) Azare 300-300 pAnAnA 8 bhAgo rUpe chapAyela batrIzI batrIzI a paNa granthanA bahumAna mATe zrIsaMghe hAthInI aMbADI para e ATha grantho mUkI moTA sAmaiyA tha gA sAthe e graMthono abhUtapUrva satkAra karelo. 1 // ra ra 1111111111 (cha) Azare 80-100 sAdhvIjIone mAtra cAra mAsamAM ja cheka muktAvali a nyAyagranthathI zarU karIne vyApti-paMcaka, siddhAntalakSaNa sudhInA granthono abhyAsa a mATe emaNe karAvyo. seMkaDo sAdhvIjIone bhaNAvI cUkelA A munirAja brahmacarya bAbatamAM mA rA evA kaTTara che ke koIpaNa sAdhvIjI sAthe vyaktigata paricaya karatA nathI. rA eka ja dRSTAnta. jUnAgaDhanA cAturmAsa daramyAna cAra cAra mahinA sAdhvIjIone abhyAsa karAvyA bAda potAnA saMsArI bhAIne dIkSA ApavA verAvaLa gayA. ma m rA jUnAgaDhamAM ja rahelA sAdhvIjIe dIkSAmAM hAjarI ApavA jaI rahelA TrasTI zazikAntabhAIne dIkSAnI anumodanA rUpa eka patra lakhI Apyo... x D TrasTIe e patra munirAjane Apyo, munirAje TrasTIne jaNAvI dIdhuM ke A "tyAM e sAdhvIjIne samAcAra ApavA ke Avo koIpaNa prakArano patra vyavahAra karavo nahi. cAramAsa daramyAna svAdhyAya thaI gayo, A patravyavahAranI koI ja jarUra A nathI." AcArapAlakatA zrIsaMgha AvA ja gItArtha ane saMvigna mahAtmAothI zobhI rahyo che. 5= TrasTI Azcarya pAmyA. A cAra mAsa satata je sAdhvIjIone bhaNAvyA, e ja sAdhvIjIo sAthe nAnakaDo a NA patravyavahAra rAkhavAnI paNa sakhata manAI karatA A munirAjanI keTalI joradAra tha 11 // 1 // ra 2 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (131) D a mA rA Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 95. ApaNe jugupsApariSaha jItavAno che A ca che karoDapati pitAnI lADakavAyI dIkarI pitAnA kahevAthI dUdhavALA bhaiyA pAsethI dUdha laIne pAchI AvatI hatI, a tyAre enI najara bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA galuDiyAo para paDI. a Na 1 // karuNAthI prerAIne A dIkarIe badhuM dUdha e kutarA-galuDiyAne pIvaDAvI dIdhuM. Na pitA pAse AvIne kahe ke "mArAthI e TaLavaLatA galuDiyA na jovAyA, eTale gA meM to badhuM dUdha pIvaDAvI dIdhuM" ra ra a m sA modele de de A pitAe pITha thAbaDI, prazaMsA karI. a A karoDapati gharanI kanyAe eka divasa dIkSA lIdhI, dIkSAjIvanamAM emaNe mA jugupsA pariSaha upa2 evo vijaya meLavyo che ke avasara Ave to sahavartI rA sAdhvIjIonA sthaMDilanA pyAlA paNa sApha karavAmAM emane jugupsA naDatI nathI. emane to tyAre paNa e ja bhAva hoya che ke AmAM jIvonI dayA thAya ane mArA mATe parameSThI tarIke pUjanIya sAdhvIjIonI bhaktino lAbha maLe. emanA e pyAlA mArA karmamaLane dhovA sakSama che. eka zrImaMtadharanI kanyA gacchabhakti mATe pyAlAo sApha karavAnuM kAma paNa karI zake e Azcarya ja che ne ? 96. ice factory tarIke prasiddha saMyamI AcAryadeva sAdhvIgaNAdhipati - ice factory tarIke prasiddhi pAmelA AcAryadevanuM muMbaInI lIlAvatI hospITalamAM opana-hArTa-sarjarI = bAyapAsa sarjarInuM oparezana hatuM. bhAratanA agragaNya DokTara bhaTTAcArya e oparezana karavAnA hatA. dahoddddddh A 5 che A a rUA. 7 lAkha emanI oparezanadITha phI ! Na DokTare oparezana zarU karatA pUrve AcAryazrIne behoza karavAnuM IMjekzana Na gA ApavAnI zaruAta karI ke tarata AcAryazrIe nA pADI ke 21 // ra ra 'mAre behozInA iMjekzananI jarUra nathI, tame oparezana zaru karo..." A DaoNkTara vicAramAM paDyo, vagara IMjekzane oparezana zI rIte thAya? vaLI AmAM a mAto ekadama sthira besavuM paDe, halanacalana thAya to AkhuM oparezana niSphaLa jAya. mA rAA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (132) Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koLI jinazAsananI hoLI ziSNalAlasA durgatidAyI munivRtti aNamolI, ati aNamolI. dhana te.89 ziSyanI corI pApanI ToLI ni huO A 0 6 ha 9 paNa AcAryadevanI makkamatA sAme DokTare namatuM jokhyuM, ane kharekhara vagara A Ijekzane A AcAryadeve oparezana karAvyuM. A prasaMgathI DokTara eTalo badho prabhAvita thayo ke eNe rUA. 7 lAkhanI phI levAnI | nA pADI dIdhI. ekapaNa rUpiyo na lIdho. . (alabatta hRdayanA bhAgamAM jaDatA lAvavA pUratuM IMjekzana ApyuM haze kharuM, paNa bAyapAsa sarjarInA koIpaNa oparezanamAM dardIne saMpUrNa ja bebhAna karavAmAM Ave che. Na hRdayamAM kApakUpa thatI hoya ane dardI najare e jue e lagabhaga banatuM nathI. je gA ahIM banyuM.) A AcAryadeva eka sagImAtAnI jema sAdhvIgaNanI rakSA karI rahyA che. A mane "potAnA sAdhvIgaNamAMthI kyA sAdhvIno zuM abhyAsa cAle che, konI AlocanA bAkI mA ra che..." vagere rajeraja bAbatanI kALajI kare che. emanA brahmacaryanI nirmaLatA to svara 9 ane pare badhA ja samudAyamAM prasiddha che. jo barapha-mAkhaNa garama thAya to A AcAryadeva garama thAya evI samatAnA mAlika A AcAryadeva kharekhara jinazAsananuM aNamola ratna che. emanI saMyama aMgenI jhINAmAM jhINI kALajI paNa keTalI ! ke ekavAra e 30 sAdhuonA grupanA mahemAna banyA. savAre e potAnA pAMceka Es sAdhuo sAthe Acho prakAza thatA vihAra karavA nIkaLatA hatA, tyAre ja sthAnika 30 3 sAdhuo kAmaLI paherI dAMDo laI emane vaLAvavA AvyA. e AcAryadeve 30 sAdhunA vaDIlane namrabhAve kahyuM ke * "hajI ekadama spaSTa prakAza thayo nathI, nIce ekadama barAbara IryAsamiti paLAya A eTalo prakAza nathI. AchuM AchuM ja ajavALuM che. A badhA sAdhuo 100 DagalA | vaLAvavA Ave to nakAmI virAdhanA lAge, mATe tame badhA vaLAvavA na Avazo. A amAre to vihAranA kAraNe nAchUTake thoDAka vahelA nIkaLavuM paDe che." Na pelA 30 sAdhuo stabdha banI gayA. "ATalA sAdhuo vaLAvavA Ave to emanuM mAna vadhe, vaTa paDe... paNa e badhI gA malinavRtti AcAryadevane sparzI ja nathI. e to saMyama mATenI keTalI jhINI bAbatano | upayoga rAkhe che ? CommjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (133) Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zithilAcAra e prathamamUrkhatA muniniSThA bIjI moTI, ziSyAdika kAje muni niMdA karatA bhavanI koTI. dhana ....90 97. huM to AtmA chuM, huM zarIra nathI A A "calo, bAla munirAja ! tame besI jAo. have tamAro loca karavAno che." suratanA eka upAzrayamAM sAdhuoe 7-8 varSanI nAnakaDI uMmaranA bAlamunine a loca mATe besI javA jaNAvyuM. che che B 1 // ra IIIIIIIIIIIIIII a bAlamuni : "tame loca karo, huM bIje kyAMya nathI jato. paNa manathI a mATe siddhaparamAtmA pAse siddhazilAmAM jAuM chuM." mA rA ane bAlamuni kharekhara dhyAnamudrAmAM besI gayA. | A| Akho loca pUrNa thayo tyAM sudhI na halyA, na uMhakAro, na cIsa...! bAladIkSAvirodhIo taraphathI pracAra karavAmAM Avyo ke "A jainAcAryo game tema bALakone dIkSA Ape che..." A che ma tarata bAlamuni kahe ke,"tame loca karo, huM to cAlyo...' mahAtmAo : "are tuM kyAM cAlyo ? jo tuM ja cAlyo to pachI ame loca kono gA karIe ?'' ra 5. rA eka InspekTara e bAlamuninI parIkSA karavA Avyo, paNa bAlamunie je jaDabAtoDa javAba Apyo, e sAMbhaLI e polIsa InspekTara tAjuba thaI gayo. eNe pachI to potAnA ghare e bAlamuninA pagalA karAvyA. dArU ane mAMsano tyAga karyo. deha ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna to karoDo bhavo pachI paNa durlabha che. paNa A bAlamuni koI pUrvabhavanA saMskArathI AvA durlabha bhedajJAnane paNa sAdhI zakyA che. 88. preraNAyAM anAlasA mm111111 "eya ! sAdhvIjI ! kAmaLI oDhyA vinA kyAM gayA hatA ?' hajI hamaNAM ja saMthArAmAM beThA thayelA guruNIe mAtrAno pyAlo Na upAzrayamAM aMdara praveza karatI ziSyAne joIne tarata ja prazna karyo. a ga samaya hato savArano pAMca vAgyAno ! 2 e ziSyA utAvaLamAM ke pramAdathI kAmaLI oDhavAnuM bhUlI gayA hatA. mAtru paraThavIne aMdara praveza karyo tyAM ja saMthArAmAM guruNIne hajI beThA thatA joyA. A ziSyAne sauthI vadhu Azcarya to e thayuM ke hajI to guruNI uMghamAMthI mAMDa uThyA mA rAta 010101 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAcabI 7 (134) A che laIne a Na 18 // ra Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa NamA tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motyuNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra che. chatAM emanI cakora najare eka paLamAM mArI bhUla pakaDI pADI ane tyAre ja Takora A paNa karI dIdhI. "bhUlI gaI hatI" ziSyAe javAba dIdho. T "ema bhUlI zI rIte javAya? kALajI to rAkhavI ja paDe ne?" guraNI bolyA. ' gacchAcAramAM mahattarA sAdhvIjIno eka guNa batAvyo che ke ziSyAone yogya samaye Takora karavAmAM e leza paNa ALasa na kare... AvA gaNinI hoya to sAdhvIgaNanI sadAcAritA barAbara jaLavAI rahe e ii nizcita hakIkata che. 99. sarvazreSTha svAdhyAya yoga, maladhArIjI ema kahetA eka sAdhvIjIno deha moTA traNa rogothI gherAyelo che, (1) DAyAbiTIza (2) RT - thAIroIDa (3) hArTa. emAM vaLI chellA 4-5 varSathI harSinA roga jevo ja bhayaMkara roga emane evo ER 3 lAgu paDyo che ke kamarathI mAMDIne pagathI pAnI sudhI emane sakhata baLatarA thAya. e bhAgamAM vastra sparze to paNa pIDA thAya evI e baLatarA che. emAM vaLI DAyAbITIzanA kAraNe A sAdhvIjInA pagonI nazo uparanuM kavara- E # koTina khulluM thaI gayuM che. e khullI thayelI nazo aMdara mAMsapezIo sAthe ghasAya re eTale vaLI sakhata pIDA thAya. DokTara kahe che ke Ano koI IlAja nathI. koI rIkavarI nathI. te paNa AvI pIDA vacce paNa A zramaNI savAra-bapora-sAMja divasamAM traNavAra A . potAnI ziSyAone, AzritAone vAcanA Ape che. emAM sAMje to be kalAkanI vAcanA Ape. e sivAyanA samayamAM paNa Agamo, pUrvAcAryonI TIkAo, AdhyAtmika graMtho | Pii vagereno abhyAsa cAlu ja hoya. bimArInI, pIDAnI phariyAda emanA mukhathI kadI | | sAMbhaLavA na maLe. vAcanA pUrNa thayA bAda ziSyoe vinaMti karI ke "pUjayazrI ! ApanI tabiyata || A ghaNI nAjuka che. Apa thoDo ArAma karo to sAruM. traNa-traNa vAcanAnA aMte ApanuM A mAM A audArika zarIra to thAke ne ! Apa to traNa vAcanA pachI paNa pAchuM vAMcana karavA mA CtIIIIIIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (135) ja Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja garapadalAyaka ziSyo guru banatA hitakAje. dhana te, gItAratha AcAranA pAlaka guruparatanI rAje teNe ja che # $ 9 8 + 8 = = = lAgI paDo cho." tyAre A sAdhvIjIno javAba : "svAdhyAya e ja mArI davA che." 10). aMtaranI prArthanA phaLe che kharI? vikrama saMvata 2043mAM saurASTranI dharatI para duSkALanA oLA utarI rahyA hatA. A aSADha suda ekama to thaI gaI, paNa AkAza khAlIkhama ! ekapaNa vAdaLa jovA na maLe. pANInuM eka TIpuM paNa varasyuM na hatuM. saurASTranI khamIravaMtI prajA paNa duSkALanA bhayathI muMjhAI rahI hatI. "zuM thaze A mAnavonuM ? DhoronuM ?" e prazna badhAne muMjhavato hato. pAlitANAnA = siddhagirinA tamAma jalakuMDo khAlIkhama hatA. e vakhate eka AcAryazrI A AvanArI vipattinA kAraNe dravI uThyA. emanI E; 3 karuNA AMkhethI AMsu banI vahevA lAgI. dAdA AdinAtha uparanI emanI zraddhA 2 3 sImAtIta hatI. jo vidhisara dAdAnA aDhAra abhiSeka karavAmAM Ave, to kadAca A Apatti E3 TALI zakAya." ema vicArIne emaNe zreNikabhAI pAse abhiSeka mATenI rajA maMgAvI. 3 zreNikabhAIe prathama to nA pADI ke "atyAre abhiSeka goThavo, to yAtrikone ? muzkelI paDe. mATe comAsAmAM karajo..." paNa "comAsAmAM to ame upara jaI na zakIe." ema jaNAvI AcAryazrIe : saMmati meLavI. zrAvakoe tAtkAlika viziSTa auSadhio taiyAra karAvI, abhiSekanI sAmagrI dAdAnA darabAre pahoMcI. zubha divase abhiSeka zaru thayo. paramAtmA upara abhiSekanA pavitra jalanI vRSTi thaI, AcAryazrInA haiyAmAMthI A karuNA jalanI vRSTi thaI, dAdAnA zikhare mahAjokhame pujArIe dhajA caDAvI ane tyAMja Na kudaratamAM parivartana thavA mAMDyuM. - AcAryazrInA vRddha mAtRzrI pAMca abhiSeka bAda vadhu na besI zakavAthI nIce ane utaravA lAgyA, paNa hajI e chAlAkuMDa sudhI pahoMcyA tyAM to dhodhamAra varasAda zaru mA thaI gayo. emaNe chAlAkuMDa pAse ja eka kalAka besI rahevuM paDyuM. * mA. TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAcabI 0 (13) Wom = - $ $ = bha Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - he's pararI banatA hitarAge. dhanate...92 nArIdarzana bhaMDAdika paNa tyAge, svacchedatI choDI guruparataMtrI banatA miSTanuM bhojana nArIdarzana A bAju dAdAnA darabAramAM to badhA mana mUkIne nAcavA lAgyA. A rAjakoTavALA zazikAntabhAI kahe ke ApaNe to dAdAne thoDA ja kaLazo caDAvyA, A paNa dayALu dAdAe karoDo abajo kaLazAono varasAda varasAvI dIdho. siddhAcala caDatI vakhate to tamAme tamAma kuMDo khAlIkhama jovA maLelA. paNa a utaratI vakhate e ja badhA kuMDo bharacaka jovA maLyA. = duSkALanI AgAhI nAbuda thaI. eka jainAcAryanA pavitra saMkalpapUrvakanA zubhAnuSThAnamAM keTalI pracaMDa tAkAta bharelI paDI che eno sahune aMdAja Avyo. - 101. A to che vIrasaMtAno ! | jarAya thAka khAdhA vinA akhalita gatie siddhAcala caDhavAmAM Ave to paNa rA| 5 ochAmAM ochI 45 miniTa to thAya ja. poSa-mahA mAsanI bhayaMkara ThaMDImAM paNa DuMgara - 8 caDanArAone pasInAnA relA utaravAno anubhava thAya ja che. "pANI-pANIno ka pokAra aMtaramAM upaDyA vinA raheto nathI. dhArmika mANaso paNa pANI pIne saMtoSa = 3. anubhave che to mugdha jaino zarabata-dahIM dvArA paNa zAMti meLavavA prayatna kare che. paNa 8 emAMya bharaziyALAmAM paNa covihAra chaThTha karIne sAta yAtrA karavI keTalI kaparI ka ra che e sau jANe che be jAtrA pachI to yAtrALu upara pANIno dhodha ja jANe ke varasAvavo 3 ra paDe. pANInA potA mukAtA jAya, ThaMDo bAma ghasavAmAM Ave... kadAca nIce AvI ? B. ThaMDA pANIthI snAna karavAmAM Ave... tyAre mAMDa sAtayAtrA pUrNa thAya. paNa A varSe to ItihAsa sarjAyo. (ka) navvANu yAtrAo goThavAI paNa e ziyALAmAM nahi, caitra-vaizAkhanI kALajhALa garamIvALA vekezananA samayamAM ! | (kha) e navvANumAM joDAnArA bharayuvAno nahi, paNa 7 varSathI 18-20 varSanA bALaka-bAlikAo ! (ga) e bALaka-bAlikAo paNa sAmAnya nahi, paNa mohamayI muMbaI nagarInA gA || ekaMdare zrImaMta-sukhI gharanA saMtAno ! (gha) ketanabhAI nAmanA eka yuvAnanI preraNAthI eka sAthe kula 57 bALaka- A mA bALikAoe bhara unALAmAM covihAra chaThTha karIne sAtayAtrA karI. INITIOjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (130) Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI (ca) emAMya sauthI vadhu parAkrama karyuM eka sAta varSanI bAlikA zailIe ! eNe A paNa covihAra chaThTha karIne sAtayAtrA karavAnI bhAvanA enI mAtAne jaNAvI. mAtAe A nA pADI, paNa e bAlikA makkama rahI. ane mAtA e divasomAM mAsika dharmamAM . hovAthI mAtAnI sahAya vinA ja mAtra bALakAdinI sahAyathI 7 yAtrA karI. A (cha) viziSTa yAtrAo karanArAnI sevA karavA mATe ketanabhAIe bALakone jevA ane [Na protsAhita karyA tarata badhA ja bALako viziSTa yAtrI bALakonI barAbara sevA karavA mAM ga lAgI paDyA. nAnI uMmara-mohamayI nagarInAM saMskAro- bhayAnaka unALo - yAtrAno tana-mana A thakavI deto thAka ane chatAM bharapUra utsAha ! saMpUrNa saphaLatAnI prApti !.. A mA badhuM to bhAI ! vIranA saMtAnomAM ja zakya bane. mA rA A navANuM jonArA sAdhuo ane seMkaDo sAdhvIjIo acaMbAmAM paDI gayA che, rA - cAra moDhe vakhANa karatA dharAtA nathI. 102. sAdhu eTale parphayanI mAtA are ! huM beTho zI rIte thaI gayo ? mArAthI to beThA thavAtuM ja nathI..." eka vRddha glAna munirAje potAnA ziSyone prazna karyo. emanuM nAma svAthya joIne DokTare khAsa kaheluM ke Amane suvADyA pachI ubhA karavA agharA che, ane satata besADI rAkhavA paNa ka 8 zakya nathI. eTale eka kAma karo. emane heMDalavALA palaMga upara suvaDAvI daIe. e L. palaMganuM heMDala pheravazuM eTale ApoApa palaMgano eka taraphano bhAga uMco thavA lAgaze. eTale enI meLe ja A muni beThA thaI jaze. temaNe koI prayatna nahi karavo che, paDe. eTale koI muzkelI nahi paDe." DokTaranI sucanA pramANe palaMga to laI AvyA, pATa choDI palaMga para AvavAnI A | muninI IcchA na hovA chatAM ziSyoe mAMDa mAMDa samajAvIne palaMga para suvADyA to Na gA kharA. paNa. jyAre gocarI vaparAvavAdi kAraNasara gurune beThA karavAnA hatA, tyAre ziSyoe A mA to palaMgamAM raheluM heMDala pheravavA mAMDyuM ke tarata e palaMga uMco thaI gayo.. * rI| INITIATIVaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (138) UTTITUTmJ Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nidhi karatA maniSadazoSa, dhanate..7 to jIvane saMnidhi nAme dIpa, tala ke biMdu mAtra paNa saMnidhi karatA mami . narakAdikamAM sthApe jIvane , " gurune thayuM ke "koIe mane beTho karyo nathI, to huM acAnaka beTho zI rIte - thayo?" ane eTale ja gurue prazna pUchyo. A . e vakhate palaMganI karAmatathI ajANa gurune ziSyoe peluM heDala dekhADI kahyuM ke A A pheravIe eTale palaMga ApameLe uMco thAya. ema UMdhuM pheravIe to palaMga : A ApameLe nIco thAya." - gurune AghAta lAgyo. "e haMDalanI aMdaranA bhAgo koNa pUMjaze ? emAM nAnI nAnI jIvAto hoya to heDala pheravavAthI e jIvAto to marI jAya. ApaNI sukhazIlatA khAtara e jIvone A mArI nAMkhavAnA? nA ! e nahi cAle. huM pATa para ja rahIza. je sahana karavuM paDe mA e karIza paNa palaMgano vaparAza nahi karuM." jIvarakSA mATenI kevI nirmaLa bhAvanA ! 103. AcAra bolavAno ja nathI, pALavAno paNa che nA ! AjathI have mArA pAtrAmAM mIThAI na mukIza." pAtrAmAM mIThAIno TukaDo mUkavA jatA ziSyone guruvare aTakAvyA. "kema ? Apane kyAM bAdhA che? Apa roja vAparo ja cho ne ? ane zarIra = 4 TakAvavA mATe Apane e jarUrI paNa che. pachI nA zA mATe ?" bhaktimaMta ziSyoe Agraha karyo. "gaIkAla sudhI vAparato hato, paNa have nahi.." gurue nA pADI. A "paNa kaMI kAraNa ? bAdhA lIdhI che ? zA mATe ?" ziSyo akaLAyA. aMte guruvare emanA samAdhAna mATe gadgada svare khulAso karyo. gaIkAle pravacanamAM AMbilanI oLI nimitte dhannA aNagAranI sajhAya bolato A hato. huM khuda paNa emAM tallIna banI gayo. emAMya cha tapa AyaMbila pAraNe karavo yAvajajIva e dhannAnI pratijJA darzAvatI | kaDI meM gAI, vAraMvAra gAI. mane AMcako lAgyo, AghAta lAgyo. arararae mahAtmA AkhI jIMdagI mATe chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha kare ane huM roja A khAuM? svAdiSTa vastuo khAuM ra . IIIIIIIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (139) NITIONS Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deva nRpa 5 zreSThi savi janatA dAsa bane jenAthI, e nirigrahatAguNadhAraka munivara bhAgyasaMgAthI. dhana te...94 re ! kama se kama mIThAI to mAre choDavI ja joIe. ,, ane meM gaIkAle ja AkhI jIMdagI mATe saMpUrNapaNe mIThAIno tyAga karyo che." A guruvaranA zabdo sAMbhaLatA ziSyonI AMkhamAM paNa jhaLajhaLIA AvI gayA. che (stavano ane sajjhAyo to ApaNe paNa ghaNA bolIe chIe, paNa manane a halabalAvI de, jIvana parivartana karavA prerI de evA stavana-sajjhAya keTalIvAra a Na Na bolyA ?) 1 // 1 // ra ra A che 104. kaThora guru gamaze ne ? a (eka zramaNIvaryA potAnA jIvanano eka prasaMga jaNAve che ke) A m - saMyamajIvananuM mAruM e prathama cAturmAsa hatuM. eka divasa mAre upavAsa hato mA rA eTale pratikramaNa bAda tarata saMthArA porisI bhaNAvIne huM suI gaI, tarata UMgha AvI rA gaI. tttttttt1111111 A che acAnaka mane ema lAgyuM ke "mane koI uThADI rahyuM che." meM Akha kholI, dhyAnathI joyuM to e mArA tAraNahAra guruNI ja hatA. "atyAre mane kema uThADI haze ?" mArA manamAM prazna thayo. tyAM to Om "kema Aje vahelI suI gaI ?" guruNIe prazna karyo. "Aje upavAsa hato, mAthu du:khatuM hatuM. eTale suI gaI." meM namratAthI javAba Apyo. A "Ajano rAtri svAdhyAya karyo ?'' pAcho prazna thayo. "nA jI ! Aje mana nathI mAnatuM, eTale svAdhyAya na karyo." meM javAba dIdho. "to zuM ahIM saMyamajIvanamAM mana mAne e ja karavAnuM ? ahIM mananuM dhAryuM nathI a Na karavAnuM, paNa prabhunuM dhAryuM karavAnuM che. A mA 1 // 1 // 2 jo, eTaluM samajI rAkha ke rAtrisvAdhyAya e to sAdhutAnI kasoTI che. gRhastho 2 hajAro takalIpho vacce paNa nokarI karavA jAya che, "mana nathI mAnatuM" ema kahI jo A nokarI karavA na jAya to emanI bhUMDI hAlata thAya. mA rA a to ApaNe zuM sAmAnya takalIpho Ave eTale ArAdhanA mUkI devAnI ? e na mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (140) rA Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavayo - cAle. cAlo, Asana para besI jAo. eka kalAka svAdhyAya karavo paDaze, e pachI te A saMthArI jajo." A guNIe mane spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM ane meM uThIne eka kalAka svAdhyAya karyo. alabatta tyAre to mane guNIno svabhAva Akaro lAgelo, mane raDavuM paNa AveluM. paNa Aje mane enI kiMmata samajAya che. mArA guruNI 100 TakA sAcA ja A hatA. 80 varSanI uMmare paNa mArA guruNIne dazavaikAlika-uttarAdhyayana vagere sUtro kaMThastha hatA ane teo eno pATha karatA hatA. << (AvA koI kaDaka guru ApaNane maLe to ? emanA ziSya tarIke ApaNe TakI zakIe kharA ke ?) 105. AcAramAM sajAgatA 30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhA bAda Aje 20 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALA banelA, 3 50 varSanI uMmaranA eka sAdhvIjInA jIvananI viziSTa ArAdhanAo nihALIe. (ka) emanA jIvanamAM lagabhaga tamAma prakAranAM tapa thaI cUkyA che. . (kha) mAsakSapaNAdi game eTalo moTo tapa karyo hoya to paNa pAraNAnA divase 9 ekAsaNAthI ochuM paccakhANa na kare. (ga) chellA 20 varSathI akhaMDa ekAsaNA cAlu che. (2043360=7270 ekAsaNA). A (cha) e badhA ja ekAsaNA purimaDha ke avaDhanAM paccakakhANathI karyA che. A (ca) zrI siddhAcala mahAtIrthanI kula 17 vAra 99 yAtrAo vidhipUrvaka karI. A tamAma yAtrAomAM A sAdhvIjI sUryodaya pachI ja upAzrayamAMthI bahAra a nIkaLatA. jyAM sudhI pAlitANAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI AdinAtha dAdAnAM darzana vinA A pANI paNa na vAparavAnI daDhapratijJA Aja sudhI pALI che. zeSakALamAM paNa jo NI | dhummasanA kAraNe savAre yAtrA na thAya. to chevaTe bapore ke sAMje dhummasa gayA bAda yAtrA karIne gocarI vApare. jo yAtrA na thAya to upavAsa kare. A (cha) eka 99 yAtrA "kAmaLIkALa gayA bAda ja yAtrA karavAnI..." e rIte A mA pUrI karI che. IMMATNAGT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (141) Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ La khIte bhaTakyA bhava mAhe, mahAvizIvacane bhavabhItA, rahe apariga, rahe aparigraha rAkhe. dhanate... - eka vadhu muhapattI rAkhI te bhaTakyA (ja) AdhAkarmI gocarI jIvanamAM vAparI nathI. (jha) chellA keTalAka varSothI A sAdhvIjI pAlitANAmAM che, chatAM e navANuM- A te upadhAna ke cAturmAsika rasoDAnI gocarI letA ja nathI. cAlu bhojanazALAnI gocarI | paNa vAparatA nathI. (Ta) be joDI vastro ke be cAra pAtrA sivAya vadhArAno koI parigraha nathI. A (Tha) zeSakALamAM bhAthIkhAtAmAMthI ukALeluM pANI vahore. comAsAmAM je sthAnamAM sUryodaya pachI pANI ukaLatuM hoya, bIjI koI sAdhvIjI pANI levA jatA na hoya te ja ' sthAnathI traNa ukALAnI barAbara cakAsaNI karIne bIjI porisInuM ja pANI lAve. (Da) atyAra sudhI emaNe caudazano upavAsa, comAsIno chaThTha, saMvatsarIno akrama A mAM kadI choDyo nathI. (Dha) be vakhata hAthamAM phekTara thayuM to paNa puruSa DokTarano saMghaTTo paNa na thavA dIdho. (ta) hajI sudhI vilAyatI ke dezI koI TIkaDI-davA lIdhI nathI. 8 (tha) mahIne ekavAra kApa kADhe. (da) gRhasthane paisAnuM kAma bhaLAve nahi. (dha) ghaDiyALa-kAtara-neIlakaTara vagere vastu pAse rAkhe nahi. . (5) sUryAsta bAda upAzrayanI bahAra na nIkaLe. - 106. samatAthI darda sahuM, prabhu ! evuM baLa deje vi.saM. 2034 vaizAkha suda nomanA divase cAra sAdhvIjIoe bapore cAra vAge A | naDIyAdathI amadAvAda tarapha vihAra zaru karyo. AgaLa cAlatA sAdhvIjIne esa.TI.vALAe joradAra Takkara mArI, basanuM paiDuM ane peDhA upara pharI vaLyuM, lohInI dhArA vahevA lAgI. jamIna paNa garama garama hatI. e sAdhvIjI tAjetaramAM ja moTI bimArImAMthI UbhA thayelA, paNa chatAM na to cIsa pADI ke na to hAyavoya karI. eka gADI jatI hatI, teo A sAdhvIjIne naDiyAda hospITalamAM laI gayA. | TIMMITTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (142) Tulium Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmaghAtI che komaLa vastro, vaLI sukhazIlatA poSe jIrNa-malina-sthULa-alpamUlyanA vastrothI rahetA hoze. dhana te... 96 DokTare pUchyuM ke "keTalA varSa thayA ?" A A thoDAka kalAkomAM ja yamarAjanA mukhano koLIyo banI janArA e zramaNIe pUrA che. bhAna sAthe AvI avasthAmAM zAMtithI uttara Apyo. '34 varSa thayA.'' a a Na Na 1 // pachI kahe ke "mAre mAtru karavuM che, paNa ToTIthI karAvo... sIdhuM mAtru nahi thAya" tyAre to DokTara Azcarya pAmyA. emane tyAre ja khabara paDI ke sAdhvIjIne gA 2 mAtrAnI kothaLI phATI gaI hatI. ra "AvI vedanAmAM ATalI samatA hoI zake ?" DokTara vicAramAM paDyA. A m rA HHI Na 19 // ra a m rAtre oSarezana thayuM paNa sAdhvIjIne khyAla AvI gayo ke "lAMbu niha kheMcAya." eTale guruNIne kahI dIdhuM ke "kapaDA vagerenI taiyArI karAvI dejo. . .'' potAnA guruNI pAsethI potAnA nimitte pAMca aThThAI-varSItapa vagerenI ArAdhanA mAMgI lIdhI. rA trIjA divasanI rAtre 9-15 miniTe jAgratadazAmAM paramAtmAnA phoTAnI sAme caityavaMdana karyuM. pratikramaNa karI 9-15 miniTe jAte saMthArAporisI bhaNAvI. aMte namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatA e 9-45 miniTe kALadharma pAmyA. prabho ! maratI vakhate koIne koI bhISaNa vedanA to AvavAnI ja che, paNa evA AzIrvAda deje ke e vedanAne samatAthI sahana karI paramagatino hakadAra banI zakuM. 107. vaiyAvaccathI glAna-vRddha Adine zAtA Ape... A potAnA eka vaiyAvaccI sAdhvIjInA mAsI guruNIne (guruNInA gurubenane) A che sthaMDilanA bhAgamAM kensara thayeluM hatuM. A vaiyAvaccI sAdhvIjI vAraMvAra parAtamAM besADI leza paNa jugupsA vinA e a sthAnanI zuddhi kare. rAtre ujAgarA paNa thAya. A rIte satata traNathI cAra varSa sevA karI. eka bIjA mAsIguruNIne annanaLInuM kensara thayuM, emAMthI kamaLo-kamaLI thayA. tenI gAMTha nIce utarI jatA sthaMDilanI jagyA pahoLI thaI gaI. rAtre paNa jAgatA rahevuM paDe, eka varSa sudhI emanI sevA karI. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (143) DOWNL 5 x rA D $ 6 n ra a m rAta Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa emAMya chellA 55 divasa to rAta dina ujAgarA thayA. A sAdhvIjI pote aneka ziSyAonA guruNI che, chatAM A vaiyAvacca A ziSyAoe bhaLAvI devAnI svArthavRtti emanAmAM na hatI. emaNe jAte sevA karI. che hAla A sAdhvIjIno 55 varSano dIkSAparyAya che. 108. tapano Dhagalo A a NA 1 // ra vikrama saMvata 2062mAM zrI sametazikharajI mahAtIrthamAM Azare 100 sAdhvIjIo ane 10 sAdhuoe 600 ArAdhakonI sAthe cAturmAsa karyuM. e cAturmAsa A daramyAna je ArAdhanAo thaI tenI eka jhalaka joI laIe. m rA H A NA 1 // ra A A uparAMta 1 mAsakSapaNa, 4 siddhitapa, varSItapanA saLaMga 15 upavAsa ane bIjA 10 upavAsa... ATalI ArAdhanA 12 sAdhvIjInA ekavRMdamAM thaI. (ga) 7 ThANAnA eka sAdhvIvRMdamAM 3 mAsakSapaNa, 5 dharmacakrata5,'45 ane 88 A naMbaranI oLI, 2 sameta zikhara tapa. che m rA (kha) 12 ThANAnA eka zramaNIvRMde saLaMga 108 aThThamanI ArAdhanA karI. zikharajI saMgha gayo, e saMgha daramyAna A vRMde 101, 102, 92, 92 e naMbaranI oLIo karI. A mA (ka) eka munine 36 upavAsa, eka anya munine zreNItapa. (82 upavAsa + 28 besaNA) rA A zramaNIvRMdamAM ja eka sAdhvIjIe zreNItapa karyo, chelle eka sAthe 22 upavAsa karyA, e 22 upavAsa daramyAna zikharajInI 45 yAtrA karI. eka sAdhvIjIe 69 varSanI uMmare paganI takalIphaM hovA chatAM cAlIne 31 TUMkanI yAtrA sAthe badhe 3 pradakSiNA 12 logassano kAussagga, 12 khamAsamaNA... A Na 1 (gha) 6 ThANAnA eka sAdhvIvRMdamAM 1 zreNI tapa, 1 siddhitapa, 2 dharmacakra tapa. (ca) 25 ThANAnA eka sAdhvIvRMdamAM 4 zreNI tapa, 87mI oLI u52 mAsakSapaNa, 9 dharmacakra tapa, 3 sametazikhara tapa-1 cattAri-aTTha-dasa-doya tapa, saLaMga 5 mahinAnA AMbila upara 20 upavAsa karI pAraNe AMbilanI 83mI oLI ra 111111111111111 A 5 D a Na 1 // ra (cha) 13 ThANAnA eka sAdhvIvRMdamAM - 6 dharmacakra tapa-1,mAsakSapaNa - siddhitapa a aThThAI-saLaMga 20 upavAsa... m rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (144) C Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kono mITho Thapako cAkhe. dhana te...97 raeka taNakhaluM karakaMDa muni rAkhe, to ye traNa pratyekabuddhono mITho Thapako, | khaNavA kAje eka taNakhalaM , kula 100 sAdhvIomAM adhadhadha.... thaI jAya eTalI ghora tapazcaryA thaI. 109. to paNa niSkalaMka saMyamI nAnI paNa bhUla navi karatA...dhana te.. 18 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALA 1 yuvAna sAdhvIjInA jIvananI keTalIka jhalako : (ka) 18 varSamAM 94 oLI sudhI pahoMcyA che. (14 varSa saLaMga oLI karIe A to 108 oLI pUrNa thAya. arthAt emaNe 18 varSamAM Azare pAMca varSa jeTalA divaso ja AMbila-upavAsa vinAnA vitAvyA che.) (kha) game eTalI garamI hoya to paNa 2 ghaDI pUrve ja pANI cUkavI devAno niyama ane e Aja sudhI akhaMDitapaNe pALe che. . (ga) zikharajI cAturmAsa pUrNa thayA bAda gujarAta AvI rahelA sAdhvIvRMdane mA | gocarInI muzkelI na paDe e mATe zrAvakoe sAthe ja rasoDuM rAkheluM. paraMtu " Eaa nirdoSagocarInA khapI sAdhvIjI mukAmathI 1-2 ki.mI. dUra jyAM jainonA gharo hoya tyAMthI khAkharA-caNAdi lAvatA ane e rIte vihAramAM 2 ke 3 dravyothI ja 91mI E 8 ane 92mI oLI pUrNa karI. 8 (gha) lAMbA vihAromAM paganI cAmaDI ghasAI jAya to paNa pagamAM kazuM ja paheratA Esa nathI. (ca) zikharajImAM gautamasvAmInI TUMkathI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI TuMkanI chaThTha karIne 2 sAtayAtrA moTI 45 yAtrA - zreNItAmAM chelle 22 upavAsa - saLaMga 500 AMbila - 2 varSItapa - 1 mAsakSapaNa - pahelA divasathI ja ulaTI zaru thavA chatAM leza paNa gabharATa vinA kula 36 ; | upavAsa... A emanA jIvananI tapa-ArAdhanA che. T WITTSaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (145) Immmmm Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ekati udhi saha nIkaLatI paLa lAge, vizvamAge paNa maLatI vastu niSpariNa. maniSparigrahI tyAge. dhana te 98 Aga lAge to sani ha 110. zrIsaMghanuM maphatanuM khavAya ? AcAryazrIe bAlamunine niyama Apelo ke "roja pAMca gAthA gokhyA bAda ja navakArazI karavI." eka divasa bAlamunie pramAda-ALasanA kAraNe pAMcagAthA na gokhI ane Na gocarI vAparI lIdhI. AcAryazrI 9 vAge vyAkhyAna karavA jatA hatA, tyAre emane khabara paDI ke bAlamunie gAthA gokhI nathI." AcAryazrI sIdhA bAlamuni pAse gayA, zrAvako paNa sAthe hatA ane A AcAryazrIe bAlamunine eka tamAco lagAvI dIdho. kema ? saMghanuM maphatanuM khAvuM che ? kaMI ArAdhanA karavI ja nathI. jo, huM rA ka vyAkhyAnamAMthI AvuM tyAM sudhImAM pAMca gAthA taiyAra joIze, nahi to baporanI gocarI : 2 vAparavA nahi maLe." kahI AcAryazrIe vidAya lIdhI. vyAkhyAna bAda AcAryazrI pAchA AvyA tyAre munie pAMcane badale dasa navI re gAthAo saMbhaLAvI. AcAryazrI khUba prasanna thayA. bapore gocarI AvI. AcAryazrIe bAlamunine potAnI bAjumAM besADI mAthe hAtha pheravI mIThAI khavaDAvI, vAtsalya ApyuM. ('AvI rIte kaMI bAlamunine marAtA haze evA vicAro joke ApaNane Ave, paNa jema mAtA bALakanA hita khAtara kyAreka mAre paNa kharI, e paNa mAtAnI kRpA che, ja che. ema AcAryazrI paNa bAlamuninA hita mATe kyAreka tamAco paNa lagAvI de. A enAthI e bAlamuni kAyamane mATe gAthA gokhatA thaI jAya. zuM karAya? zuM na karAya? Na A badhuM AcAryanI gItArthatA para nirbhara che.) | 111. sakala vizvane kAmaNagArI niHsaMgatA je dhAre... beMglora jayanagarano vistAra eTale muMbaInuM vAlakezvara ja joI lo. loko sukhI, ghaNA sukhI ane prAyaH eTale ja dharmamAM sAva ja edI-ALasu ! TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (14) WINNI Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa tyAM eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta padhAryA, potAnI vANInA prabhAve tyAMnA A zrAvikAone jAgrata karyA, zrAvikAo dvArA zrAvako paNa ullAsavALA banyA. atyAra A sudhI jayanagaramAM koI cAturmAsa na karAvyA badala aphasosa thayo ane A sAdhvIjIne ja tyAM comAsA mATe vinaMti karI rAkhI lIdhA. che che a banyuM evuM ke jayanagaranA AgaLa paDatA zrAvakanA gharethI zrAvikAe A a Na sAdhvIjInI preraNAthI mAsakSapaNanI suMdara ArAdhanA karI. atyAra sudhI ekapaNa tapa. gA karelo nahi eTale e zrAvikA ane emanA patino ullAsa ane2o hato. 2 A bAju sI.TI.mAM (zaheramAM) je AcArya bhagavaMta cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA, a emanA ziSyane A vAtanI khabara paDI. ---- m "eka sAdhvIjI AvA zrImaMta zrAvakane tyAM thayelI ArAdhanAno yaza laI jAya' mA rA e emane khUMcyuM. emaNe cArebAju khoTo pracAra karyo. "A sAdhvIjI svacchaMdI che. emane saMghamAMthI brahAre kADhI mUkavA joIe. emanI nizrAmAM A tapa thayo ja nathI, tapa to amArA AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM ja thayo che....' vagere. pelA zrAvake to sAdhvIjInA nAmathI, tapazcaryAnI patrikA chapAvI dIdhelI emAM mukhya nizrA, AzIrvAda sAdhvIjInA ja gaNelA. pelA ziSye e zrAvakane bolAvIne khakhaDAvyA, patrikA phaDAvIne navI patrikA chapAvavA kahyuM. zrAvaka gabharAI gayo. muMjhAyelo zrAvaka sAdhvIjI pAse Avyo, badhI vAta karI. e vakhate sAdhvIjIe ma khUba suMdara uttara Apyo. vKHn >> ta 5 x ekabAju AcAryazrInA ziSyano Thapako ! A bIjI bAju badho upakAra sAdhvIjIno ! emanuM nAma kADhI nAMkhe to sAdhvIjIne A duHkha thAya ! che. che 1 // mu A 1 // "devagurunI kRpA ane zAsanadevanI sahAyathI ja tamArA zrAvikAe ghora tapa karyo Na ii che. emAM mAruM kaMI ja mahattva nathI. ApaNe to zAsanahIlanA na thAya ane zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya ema ja karavAnuM. tame AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM ja mahotsava karAvajo.'' a ema ja thayuM. 2 !! , vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (140) rA tha a mA rA Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mIsAnA rasasamajAze. AtmaprazaMsA paranidAnA vacano na dharatA bane che mA bane. dhana te.ha8 kAnamAM paDatA dhagadhagatA sIsAnA rasa A navI patrikA chapAI gaI. mahotsava samaye AcAryazrI jayanagaramAM padhAryA. AcAryazrI to saraLa-zAMta A na hatA, paNa emanA ziSya vyAkhyAnamAM ADakatarI rIte sAdhvIjInI niMdA karI, emanI A ThekaDI uDADI, jema tema bolyA. A AkhI sabhAmAM sannATo chavAI gayo, zrIsaMghane potAnA upakArI sAdhvIjInuM A A | rItanuM ghora apamAna bilakula na gamyuM. paNa. A prasaMge paNa sAdhvIjI badhuM ja gaLI gayA, eka akSara paNa na bolyA. prasaMga bAda zrIsaMghanA mahAnubhAvoe sAdhvIjI pAse AvI harSa ane lAgaNI A mAM sAthe kahyuM ke Aje ame gaurava anubhavIe chIe ke Apa jevA guNasaMpanna amArA upakArI re che. Ape ApanA samudAyanI ane zAsananI zAna vadhArI che." 2 e sAdhvIjIe javAba Apyo ke "jo zAsanahIlanAmAM nimitta banuM to 8 para durlabhabodhi thAuM, mATe ja na bolavAmAM, sahana karavAmAM ja zANapaNa che..." AvI niHspRhatA badhAmAM hoya to keTaluM sarasa ! | 112. sAdharmikanI sevA-muktinA mevA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "padhAro-padhAro" kahetA sthAnika sAdhvIjIo amArI tarapha lagabhaga doDI ja AvyA, amArA A pAtrA-jhoLI laI bhArarahita banAvyA. ame Azcarya sAthe AnaMda pAmyA. - ati lAMbA vihAranAM kAraNe ame badhA rastAmAM ja puSkaLa thAkI gayelA, sthAne pahoMcI gocarI-pANI zI rIte lAvazuM ? enI ciMtAmAM hatA. paNa A zuM? taddana ajANyuM sAdhvIvRMda amane tyAM bhaTakAyuM. teo sAthe amAro vizeSa paricaya ja na hato, paNa chatAM emaNe je Adara-satkAra karyo e joI ame stabdha thaI gayA. A upAzrayamAM pahoMcyA ke tarata ja e sthAnika sAdhvIjIo jhapATAbaMdha kAme lAgI, mirror vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (148) jammmmm Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sakala vizvane kAmaNagArI niHsaMgatA nirdhAra, svapne paNa taNamAtra parigraha karatA bahu bhaya dhAre. dhanaze. 100 eka gayA. eka sAdhvI kAjo levA lAgyA, be sAdhvIo pANI lAvavA upaDI gayA, A be sAdhvIo jhoLI-pallA-pAtrAnuM pratilekhana karavA lAgyA. A ame aucitya khAtara kahyuM ke "tame rahevA do, ame gocarI-pANI lAvazuM." ke a tarata e sthAnika sAdhvIjIo bolI uThyA "A zuM bolyA tame ? ApaNe zrAvakone Na gA sAdharmika bhaktino aparaMpAra mahimAM samajAvIe chIe ane ApaNe ja paraspara sAdharmikonI bhakti-sevA nahi karIe to ApaNe sAdhvI to nahi paNa jaina kahevAne a paNa lAyaka nahi rahIe. tamAre Aje mAtra ArAma karavAno che. kazuM ja bolatA a ra mA nahi.' rA ............. 5 A AkhuM vAtAvaraNa dhamadhamatuM thaI gayuM. e sthAnika sAdhvIonAM mukha upara sAdharmikonI bhakti maLyAno anero AnaMda chalakAto dekhAto hato. Na 1 // ra a mA rA (eka sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) A A amArA guruNInI aneka ziSyAo che, to paNa emano bhaktibhAva evo che che ke bapore gocarI e ja jAya. kalAka doDha kalAka pharIne badhAnI gocarI lAve, badhAne che vaparAve pachI ja pote vApare. potAne ekAsaNA hoya, upavAsanuM pAraNuM hoya to paNa A kAryakramamAM kadI phera 5 5 x ra e madhura zabdoe jANe ke vihArano badho ja thAka utArI dIdho. sagImAtA ke rA sagI benanI jema vAtsalya-prema darzAvanAra AvA sAdhvIjIono meLApa thAya tyAre mana eTaluM badhuM praphullita bane ke badhA duHkho visarAI jAya. (upara mujaba lakhyA bAda A anubhava karanArA e sAdhvIjI lakhe che ke vartamAnakALamAM caturvidhasaMghanA cAreya pAyA jo majabUta banI jAya ane jo AvA prakArano vAtsalyabhAva pragaTa thAya, jo paraspara sAdharmikabhaktinI bhAvanA jAge to koIpaNa prakAranA virodho-manabhedo maTI jaze...) 113. guruNI vaiyAvacca le ke kare ? vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (149) Me A Na na paDe. 1 // ame ghaNIvAra kahIe ke "Apane upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. Aje gocarI na jAva. | 2 vahelA vAparavA besI jAo.' paNa e vAta ja na sAMbhaLe. emanuM dhAryuM ja kare. a m rA Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ syaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namottha NaM samA Namo tyu NaM samaNaya kyAreka to evuM bane ke bapore badhI gocarI vaheMcAI gayA bAda eka dAbaDiyuM A bharIne zAka vadhyuM hoya ane mAMDa eka-be roTalI hoya, to guruNI mAtra e ekAda A A roTalI sAthe ja e badhuM ja zAka vAparI jAya. kazI phariyAda nahi, kheda nahi. ane emaNe gocarI kadI parAThavI nathI. potAnI zakti phoravIne vadhArAnI gocarI A Na khapAvI ja che. gamAM kyAreka evuM bane ke tarapaNI bharIne dUdha vadhI paDe to ekaluM dUdha vAparIne peTa ga|| * bharI le. e bhalene ThaMDu hoya, khAMDa vinAnuM hoya... emane koI paravA nahi. mA navA sAdhvIjIo to dALa-zAkamAM lIMbaDAnA pAna-maracA-kokamAM Ave to bahAra mA. rA kADhI nAMkhe, paraThavI de, vApare nahi. paNa | mArA guruNIe kadI A rIte paraThavyuM nathI. lIMbaDAnAM kaDavA pAna hoya ke tIkhA re R maracA hoya ke kokama hoya e badhuM ja vAparI le. emanI A rIta joIne nAnA a sAdhvIjIo paNa e pramANe karavA lAgyA. (eka sAdhvIjIe potAnA guruNI mATe lakhelI A vAstavikatA vAMcyA pachI re ke ema lAge ke gusaNI to ziSyAo pAsethI sevA levAnuM kAma kare ne ? A guruNI 2 ra to gocarI javuM-heMcavuM-khapAvavuM-chelle vAparavuM.. A badhI keTalI sevA kare che.) 114. tyAga dharmathI janatAne samyagdarzana denArA...dhanate... (eka sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "dharmalAbha" kahIne eka yuvAna munivara amArA ghare gocarI vahoravA padhAryA. emanI mukhAkRti upara vairAgyarasa chalakAto dekhAto hato. AMkho nIcI DhALIne ja rAkhelI. vastro malina hatA, koI TApaTIpa nahi... | emane joIne ja mane bahumAnabhAva pedA thayo. "ukALeluM pANI che ?" emaNe yAcanA karI. ghare pANI hovAthI ame tarata vahorAvavAnI zaruAta karI, paNa emaNe mAMDa eka inIIIIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI = (150) NITI Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para upakAra kAje paNa munivara je svAdhyAya uvekhe, gAyAre nindhro jANI svadhyAye mana rAkhe. dhana te..101 ja A che NA 1 // ra "mArAthI paLAze ke kema ?" e bhaya satata rahyA karato. paNa A mahAtmAnI A AcAra saMpannatAe mArI dIkSAnI bhAvanAne vegavaMtI a banAvI dIdhI. m rA -----L glAsa pANI vahoryuM. ame ghaNo Agraha karyo chatAM paNa vadhu pANI na vahoryuM. A "amane ghaTI paDe, pharI navuM ukALavuM paDe..." e badhAnI emane ciMtA hatI ane che e nIkaLI gayA. A eka ja prasaMganI mArA para atyaMta gherI asara paDI. mane saMsAra tarapha vairAgya a cokkasa hato, paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA na hatI. Na 1 // // A cha 1 // ra a mA rA pachI to mane khabara paDI ke e mahAtmA zrImaMtagharanA nabIrA hatA. gADImAMthI nIce utarI cAlavuM paDe eTaluM kaSTa paNa emaNe gRhasthapaNAmAM veThyuM nathI. aDhaLaka sukha vacce e ucharyA che.'' "jo AvA mahAtmA paNa Aje kaThora jIvana jIvI rahyA che, to mArA mATe paNa koI vAMdho nahi Ave." mane vicAra Avyo. ane meM dIkSA levAno nizcaya karyo, dIkSA thaI gaI ane prasannatApUrvaka cAritranuM pAlana karuM chuM. mArA tAraNahAra bananArA e mahAtmAnuM nAma paNa mane khabara nathI, paraMtu dIkSA bAda amadAvAdamAM emanA ekavAra darzana thayelA. ra raeri a mA rA e mahAtmA vize eTaluM jANavA maLyuM che ke e dIkSA bAda lagabhaga AMbilano A ja tapa kare che. emAMya AMbilakhAtAnI gocarI emaNe vAparI nathI. bapore bAra A vAgyA pachI eka-doDha kimI. dUra gocarI jAya. AMbilanI roTalI kariyAtAmAM palALI daI aDadho kalAka bAda gocarI vApare. che 115. sahanazIlatA zIkhavI jeNe mane nijajIvanathI... "sAdhvIjI ! amane e nathI samajAtuM ke tame tamArA A gurubena sAthe zA mATe gA raho cho ? e gurubenanI ziSyA tamane keTalo trAsa Ape che ! ame to najaronajara ra joIe chIe. 100000000000000 che $ OM haiM ma bApare ! kevI gaMdIbhASAmAM gALo bole che. nIca-nAlAyaka zabdo sivAya to mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (151) Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patrarvaNAdika pATha kare gAdhipati paNa rAte, zAstravacana jANI paLa paNa na bagADe phogaTa vAta. dhana te...103 vAtaja nathI karatA. vaLI e to tamArAthI dIkSAparyAyamAM paNa ghaNA nAnA che. uMmaramAM A paNa nAnA che. A tamArA gurubena bhale kadAca sArA hoya. paNa Avo trAsa emanI ziSyA Ape e zIdane veTho cho ? che a tame to vaiyAvaccI cho. tamArA guruNInI be varSa kensara daramyAna abhUtapUrva sevA a Na tame karI che. tame samudAyanA koIpaNa grupamAM jazo to badhA tamane vadhAvI ja levAnANa che. are, ame sAcavI laIzuM. paNa tame A gurubenane choDI do...'' 1 // 1 // ra ra samudAyanA sAdhvIjIoe gurubenanI ziSyAno trAsa pAmatA eka sAdhvIjIne A zikhAmaNa ApI. mA samudAyanA sAdhvIjIonI vAta to akSarazaH sAcI hatI. e badhAe najaronajara mA rA e gALo-halakA zabdo bolatA gurubenanA ziSyAne joyA hatA. badhAne e sAdhvIjI pratye udvega ane trAsa pAmanArA sAdhvIjI pratye karuNA ubharAI AvI. ~ wel...... che . e vakhate paNa vaiyAvaccI sAdhvIjIe je javAba Apyo te Azcarya janmAve evo e sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke - kALadharma pAmatI vakhate guruNIe amane kaheluM ke "tame be gurubeno saMpIne sAthe ja rahejo. chUTA na paDatA.' 5 = TIT have meM mArA guruNInI hAjarImAM paNa emanI AjJA kadI utthApI nathI. to emanA mRtyu bAda have zA mATe guruNInI AjJA utthApuM ? vaLI Apa kaho cho ke huM anya grupamAM jaIza to A saMklezathI mukta thaIza, A paNa evuM kyAreya banyuM che kharuM ? che rA A huM anyagrupamAM jAuM to gurubenanI ziSyAthI to kadAca alaga thaIza. paNa mArA karmathI alaga thoDI thavAnI chuM. karma to tyAM paNa haze ja ne ? mArI A je takalIpha a che. enuM mukhya kAraNa to mArA karma ja che. temanI sAthenA pUrvajanmanAM evA ja koIka a NaRNAnubaMdha haze. ulaTuM teo to mArA upakArI che. mArA karmo khapAvavAmAM sahAyaka che. Na gA mATe Apa mArI pAse AvI koI vAta karazo ja nahi. - 1 // ra 2 Avo javAba sAMbhaLIne zikhAmaNa ApanArAo moDhAmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhI gayA. A AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke A sAdhvIjI mAtra potAnA gurubenanI ziSyAnI a mA parezAnIne sahana ja kare che, tevuM nahi. paNa temanI bhakti paNa evI ja joradAra kare mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (152) Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa che. gurubena ane emanI ziSyA e baMnene vaparAvIne je vadha-ghaTa hoya tevI ja gocarI A teo vApare che. che A mA rA che (A Akho prasaMga lakhanArA sAdhvIjI aMte lakhe che ke - "ame to pAMca karmagraMtha, kammapayaDi vagere badhuM ja bhaNyA chIe. karma aMgenA badhA padArtho amane A AvaDe. paNa chatAM A sAdhvIjI jevI pariNati vikasAvI zakyA nathI. a 1 // jyAre A sAdhvIjI kSayopazama alpa hovAthI karmagraMtha rItasara bhaNyA nathI, Na chatAM e karmanA gaNitano vicAra karI keTalA badhA pariNata banyA che ! 1 // ra ra 0000000DDDDDDI A che a traNa 1 // ra a m rA "mAre to emanI pAse hitazikSA levAnI che, emane hitazikSA ApavAnI mArI hesiyata z2a nathI.") - 116. nirAhAra banavAnI sAdhanA AhAra tyajI muni karatA e mane kalyANamitra mAne che. jyAre sAthe besIe tyAre te sAdhvIjI mArI pAse hitazikSA mAMge che. tyAre mane a manamAM thAya ke mA rA (ka) 100+100+72 ema vardhamAnatapanI 272 oLIo karI cUkyA che. chellA 15 varSathI ghauM-caNA-tuvera mULathI baMdha che. arthAt ghauMnI roTalI vagere koIpaNa vastu chellA 15 varSathI vAparI nathI. (ga) AMbilamAM mAtra beja vastu vApare che maganI dALa ane bhAta ! (gha) pote ghora tyAgI hovA chatAM potAnA ziSyA parivAranI bhakti karavAmAM uNapa rAkhatA nathI. (ca) kadIpaNa bapore sutA nathI. (cha) uMmara moTI thaI hovA chatAM kadI paNa Teko daIne besatA nathI. (ja) chellA 35 varSathI lagAtAra AMbila cAlu che. A 117. devadravyanuM bhakSaNa mahApApa che. 5 e AcAryazrI devadravyanuM jANe ke ajANe leza paNa bhakSaNa potAnAthI na thaI jAya H A che $ s 5 $ ra e mATe atizaya sajAga hatA. emane vicAra Avyo ke "A zrAvako-zrAvikAo derAsaramAM cokhAno sAthiyo mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (153) Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarvazreSTha svAdhyAyayoga maladhArIjI kahenArA. dhanate.., prakhya jinazAsanamAM muktipada denArA, sarvazreSTha svAdhyAyayoga malI | kare, naivedya tarIke sAkara caDAve ane zrIphaLa paNa mUke. A badhI vastu devadravya banI A jAya che. A dravyo jo vAparavAmAM Ave to devadravyanA bhakSaNano doSa lAge. A sAmAnyathI to jyAM jaino na rahetA hoya evA gAma-zaheramAM je A vastuo che vecI devAmAM Ave che. A paNa mane to zaMkA rahyA kare che ke "e vastuo jainovALA sthAnamAM ja veMcI hoya $ $ NI to ?" $ . 8 ja to jaino paNa ajANatA ja e kharIde, emAMthI bhAta banAve, ToparAnI vastu banAve ke sAkarano paNa koIka vastumAM upayoga kare. AmAMnI koIpaNa vastu mAsa sAdhu vahorI lAve ane mArA vAparavAmAM Ave, to mane devadravyanA bhakSaNano doSa lAge. A ma bhale atyAre vyavahAra evo na thato hoya paNa mAruM mana to zaMkAvALuM rahe che. mAM IF eTale mAre to A vastuo choDI ja devI che." ra ane A AcAryazrIe jIMdagIbhara A cokhA-zrIphaLa-sAkarano mULathI ja tyAga 2 3 karI dIdho. emanuM netrasaMyama evuM ajabagajabanuM hatuM ke para emanA saMsArI patnI maLavA Ave ane vAtacIta karavI paDe to pote bhIta bAju re AMkho-mastaka rAkhIne bese. pITha pAchaLa saMsArI patnI bese ane pachI vAta kare. paNa re 3 patnInI sAme najara na nAMkhe. 118. mAcAra: prathama dharma 99 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmelA eka pravartinI sAdhvIjInI potAnA jIvanamAM | je AcArapAlakatA hatI e AMkhe UDIne vaLage evI hatI. (ka) "DoLI ke vahIlacerano vaparAza yogya to nathI ja" evuM dRDhapaNe mAnatA A 9 A pravartinIe 85 varSanI uMmara sudhI to tamAma vihAro cAlatA cAlatA ja karelA. e A Na pachI bilakula cAlI zakAyuM nahi, tyAre ja apavAdamArgano upayoga karyo. gaNa (kha) @ varSanI uMmara sudhI to baMne kALanA pratikramaNa UbhA UbhA ja karatA. (ga) pakhI pratikramaNanA divase pagAmasijajA pote ja bolatA ane comAsI ? A tathA saMvatsarInA divase pammisUtra paNa pote ja bolatA. mA (gha) 99 varSanI uMmare paNa pratikramaNa to mAMDalImAM ja karatA, badhAne mAMDalImAM mA TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (154) Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaiyAvaccethI svAdhyAyAdika zaktipAcana karatA, te ja mani jinazAsananI sAcI sevAne karatA. dhana te... 104 pratikramaNa karAvatA. koIkane juduM pratikramaNa karavuM hoya to emanI AjJA vinA to A koI mAMDalI bahAra pratikramaNa na ja karI zake. A che 5 - 6 ra ema uttara ApI guruNIe vAta TALI. paNa bhaktimaMta ziSyAo pAchaLa paDI, a tarata baMne AMkho pahoLI karI dhyAnathI joyuM to H AMkhamAM lAlakIDI pharatI dekhAI. rA "are, A to lAlakIDI che, jIvatI che. kyAre aMdara gaI ?" "savArathI TuMkoTaca uttara maLyo. "paNa tame amane kahyuM paNa nahi ? kIDI dUra to karavI hatI !" kahetA ziSyAe dhIrethI jIvatI kIDIne bahAra kADhI. tyAre guruNIe agamavANI uccArI O O O O O O A 119. sahana kare te sAdhu ! "are ! guruNIjI ! ApanI AMkho lAladhUma kema che ? kema sUjhI gaI che ?" a sAMjanA samaye guruNInI lAla lAla AMkho joI ziSyAoe prazna karyo. "kaMI nathI" a Na 1 // ra "sahana karIe to ja bhagavAna banAya. sahana kare e ja sAdhu kahevAya." AMkhamAM nAnakaDI rajakaNa ghuze to paNa ApaNe to satata AMkha coLyA ja karIe, cena na paDe, rajakaNa nIkaLe tyAre zAMti thAya... enI sAme Akho divasa jIvatI lAla kIDI AMkhamAM rahevA chatAM na to AMkho coLIne kIDInI virAdhanA karI ke na to ArtadhyAna karyuM. 120. AvuM te kaMI bhAvatuM haze ? D s, n 5 = 0 O rA A A NA "e zrAvako ! A munirAjane badhuM ekaja pAtrAmAM kema vahorAvo cho ? AMbilanI dALa-ghesa-khIcaDI-karIyAtuM badhuM ja ekamAM ja vahorAvo cho ? AvuM to zI rIte khavAya ?' 1 // ra sAdhvIjIoe vahorAvanArA zrAvakone bAju para bolAvI Thapako Apyo. A vAta e banI ke eka munirAja vahoratA hatA, tyAre vahoravA AvelA a mA sAdhvIjIo dUra UbhA rahelA. mAryA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (155) rA Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa sthaLa hatuM. girivihAranI bhojanazALA ! A che sAdhvIjIoe dUrathI joyuM ke munie badhuM eka ja pAtrAmAM vahoryuM che, eTale A teo to lagabhaga raDavA jevA thaI gayA. zrAvakone bolAvIne Thapako Apyo, tyAre zrAvako kahe ke a Na 1 // ra A "sAheba ! A kaMI AjanI vAta nathI. NA A muni to kAyama mATe Ama ja vahore che. zaruAtamAM to ame ghaNI nA pADI. A rIte vahorAvatA amAro jIva ja na cAlyo. paNa emanI dRDhatA sAme amAruM zuM cAle ?" 1 // ra 10 ja varSanI nAnI uMmare dIkSA lenAra A munirAja Aje to 13 varSanA dIkSA a paryAyavALA che. paNa bharayauvanamAM emano vairAgya paNa bharayuvAna ja che. A m mA rA rA mahAnizItha sudhInA tamAme tamAma yogo emaNe AMbilathI ja karyA che. upAzrayamAM eka alAyadI jagyAmAM, jyAM koI na Ave tyAM, Akho divasa bhaNyA ja kare che. na 00000001 chellA pAMca varSathI to e munivara saMvatsarInA divase mAtra 1 ja kalAkamAM AkhuM bArasAsUtra moDhe bole che. kapaDAno kApa eka mahIne kADhe che. 121. AcAryazrInI javAbadArI keTalI ? 1111111rribilli dakSiNa bhAratanA ballArI jillAmAM siriguppA nAmanuM gAma che. te gAmamAM mahAsuda-2nA divase prabhujInI pratiSThA eka AcArya bhagavaMtanI A nizrAmAM hatI. che je divase pratiSThA hatI te ja divase musalamAnono koIka prasaMga hato. pratiSThA saMpanna thatA Dhola-nagArA vAgI rahyA hatA ane musalamAno A avAjathI namAjamAM A khalela paDatA gusse bharANA. a Na musalamAno namAja paDhIne aneka prakAranA zastro-lAkaDI vagerethI sajaja thaIne Na gA tyAM AvI caDyA. derAsara-upAzrayamAM toDaphoDa karavA lAgyA. 1 // ra ra A che te pratiSThAkAraka AcAryazrIne tAtkAlika bIjA gAmamAM mokalI devAyA, jethI a emanA para koI Aphata na Ave. A mA paNa A bAju ziriguppAmAM rahelA jainonA raheThANo, dukAno vagerene mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (156) rA rA 11111111 Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaiyAvaccathI glAnavRddha Adine zAtA Ape, jIvanasamAdhi maraNasamAdhi te zAzvatasukhane mApe, dhana te..... 105 musalamAnoe Aga lagADIne badhuM bALI nAMkhIne jabaradasta nukasAna pahoMcADyuM. jaino A vyavasAya vinAnA banI gayA. A bahumatIvALA, jhanUnI musalamAno sAme sAva TUMkI saMkhyAnA e zAMta jainonuM zuM a NA 1 // ra a 5000000010010101010101 G mA rA A Na 21 // ra cAle ? adhyAtmayogInI svAgata yAtrAmAM musalamAno paNa joDAyA. upAzrayamAM gayA pachI adhyAtmayogIe maitrIbhAva upara asa2kA2ka pravacana ApyuM.. e pachI vyAkhyAnamAM hAjara rahelA musalamAnonA maulavIe UbhA thaIne A jAherAta karI ke A m rA gAmanA jaino duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. tyArabAda thoDA divasa pachI ziriguppAnA eka bhAI pU.pAda adhyAtmayogI AcAryadeva pAse AvyA, ane raDatA-raDatA vAta karI ke "jahAM para Apake sAmaiye hote hai, logo kI bhIDa ikaTTha hotI hai, vahAM para to Apa a kaI bAra jAte hai, lekina isa vakta hamArA gAMva Aga se jala rahA hai, Apa vahAM para padhAro bhA aura lagI huI Aga ko bujhaao| ApakA bahuta upakAra hogA / " rA e bhAInI hRdayadrAvaka vANIthI pIgaLI gayelA adhyAtmayogI potAnA bIjA badhA kAryakramo rada karI ziriguppA gAmamAM padhAryA. ane Azcarya !* bAjI palaTAI gaI ! OM OM hra cale gaye jaino ke baMdoM se hama kahate haiM ki Apa phira se isa gAMva meM AIye / AiMdA hamArA yaha musalamAnasamAja kabhI esA gunAha nahi karegA / ema kahI pUjyazrInA caraNomAM namIne besI gayo. tyAMnAM jaino mATe pUjyazrInI preraNAthI rUA.18 lAkhanuM phaMDa thayuM. jaino pAchA ziriguppA AvI vasyA. ra vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (157) ) A maiM bisamillA paravaradigAra kA baMdA huuN| Aja isa mahAtmA ke sAmane sabhI musalamAno che kI aura se mAphI cAhatA hUM / hamArI bhUla se hamArI yaha prajA bahuta hI zarmiMdA hai / bAhara 1111111111111 556 raeri A mA rA Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANe svArtha choDIne te munivaradurlabhatA. dhana te..106 kAdavInuM kAraNa vaiyAvacca je karatA zAstra pramANe svArtha choDIne te munivaradarla , adhyAtmayogInI prazamalabdhino A benamUna prabhAva hato. 122. mAruM AyakhuM khUTe je ghaDIe... ' A adhyAtmayogI mahApuruSanAM praziSyane zaMkhezvaramAM kamaLo thayo, DokTarI TrITamenTa chA A cAlu hovA chatAM koI pharaka na paDyo, chevaTe tyAMthI niyata divase vihAra karyo. A Na) viramagAma pAse rahelA phulI gAmamAM AvyA. bIjA divase savAre sAdhuo Na gAma emanA vastronuM pratilekhana karavA gayA, tyAre colapaTTo badalAvatA badalAvatA gA traNavAra to e paDI gayA. sAdhuone khyAla AvI gayo ke e vAraMvAra bebhAna thaI jatA hatA. mA e barAbara bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre sAdhuoe pRcchA karI ke "atyAre kadAca dehamA rA chUTI jAya to zuM karazo ?" tyAre e munivare javAba dIdho ke "thaI thaIne zuM thavAnuM che? mRtyu ja Avaze ne? Ameya kyAreka to maraNa AvavAnuM ja che..." . viramagAma pahoMcyA, tyAM amadAvAdathI DokTara himAMzu zAha AvI pahoMcyA. sonogrAphIthI tapAsa karatA khabara paDI ke "pittAzayamAM kensara che." kensara jAhera thayA bAda paNa emaNe vairAgyadhArA dRDha banAvavA vairAgyazataka graMtha 8 gokhavo zaru karyo, ane 184 gAthA kensaranI bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa navI gokhI. "vedanA nathI thatI ?" A praznano eka ja uttara e ApatA. "eka divasa to javAnuM ja che ne? zuM pharaka paDavAno che ?" aMte vai.su.8 vi.saM. 206 1nA divase A munirAja samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. - 123. sorI 3 juvamUyasa - 40 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lenArA eka munirAja haiyAnA eTalA badhA saraLa ane namra hatA ke emane joIne mApatuSa muninI yAda Ave. A (ka) gRhasthapaNAmAM besaNuM karavA paNa asamartha A munie dIkSA bAda nAnA- a mA moTA baMne joga AMbilathI karyA. TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (158) IIIIIIIII Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavAna mamaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa karI Namotyu NaM samaNarasa bhagavao mAhI A (kha) dIkSA paryAya pAMca varSano che, ane dIkSA bAda 1 thI 38 oLI pUrNa karI.. (ga) dara 12 tithi AMbila kare. (gha) emano mukhya guNa to e che ke guru mahArAja pAse sAdhuo kAmasara bhegA che | thayA hoya ane vAto karatA hoya tyAre avasare e gurumahArAjane to pANI vaparAve | ane ja, paNa sAthe sAthe tyAM beThelA nAnA-moTA badhAyane pANI vaparAve. hetathI vaparAve. A | (ca) rAtre e ghaNA vaDIlono saMthAro pAtharavAnuM kAma kare. saMthAro pAtharatI , | vakhate enA upara hAtha pheravatA pheravatA jANe ke maMtra bolatA hoya ema bole ke "he saMthArA! mArA gurudevano = vaDIlono saMpUrNa thAka tuM utArI deje haM! emanA ' ane jIvanamAM navI tAjagI ane skUrti Apaje. vahelI savAre uThIne suMdara ArAdhanA mAM karavAnuM sAmarthya Apaje." kevI nirmaLatama bhAvanA ! | 124. upakArI koNa? vaiyAvacca karanAra ke ApanAra ? (eka sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ! ...) e vakhate ame amadAvAda giradharanagaramAM suzrAvaka hIrAbhAInA baMgalAmAM 3 cAturmAsa rahyA hatA. amArI sAthe bIjA paNa be ThANA=guru-ziSyA cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. baMne 3 3 tapasvinI hatA. paNa vidhinA lekha nyArA che ! e ziSyAne acAnaka bhayaMkara roga lAgu paDyo. emanI AkhAya zarIranI cAmaDI A sukAI jatI, enI meLe kharI paDatI. AkhuM zarIra mAMsano lAlacoLa loco hoya evuM . 1 thavA mAMDyuM. navI navI cAmaDI pAkatI jAya ane zarIra parathI utaratI jAya. ane A viSamadazAmAM emanA guNI joradAra vaiyAvacca karavA lAgI paDyA. gocarI- A Na pANI to ThIka, paNa utaratI cAmaDIone bhegI karI paraThavavI, davAo lagADavI, Na gaLa mAMsanA locA jevA e dehane sAcavavo... pelA ziSyA dhrusake dhrusake raDavA lAgyA. A "mArA guruNIne mArA nimitte keTalo trAsa ! mAre to sevA karavAnI hatI. ene | mA badale...?" CHITTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (159) Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra banavAnI sAdhanA AhAra tyajI muni dhArI. dhanate.. 1 A dow 197 timirakALe paNa mAsakSapaNacpadhArI, nirAhAra banavAnI sAdhanA A song Nog C 1000000 emanI AMkho sukAtI ja na hatI. guruNIne sevA karatA vAraMvAra joIne vAraMvAra A raDavA lAge. - guruNIne A hakIkatano khyAla AvatA ja amRtavacanothI e ziSyAne sAttvanA ApI. - "jo ziSyA ! tuM to mane vaiyAvacca dvArA karma khapAvavAnI taka Ape che. A tuM mArA para keTalo moTo upakAra karI rahI che, enI tane kalpanA ja kyAM che ? | vaLI huM kaMI tArI sevA nathI karatI, huM to prabhunI ja sevA karuM chuM. prabhue ja kahyuM che ke no tAja seva, so mAM levA je glAnanI sevA kare che, e mArI sevA a kare che. huM to tArI sevA dvArA prabhune vahAlI banavA IcchuM chuM. mATe kheda na kara. prasanna rahe. - A badhuM ame najaronajara joyuM che, AvA dRzyo joI amArI AMkha harSAzruthI na ubharAya e to bane ja zI rIte? (ApaNe jyAre koInI vaiyAvacca karIe tyAre ApaNI jAtane upakArI-mahAna 2 mAnIe chIe. jyAre hakIkata to e che ke vaiyAvacca karanAra lo pelA glAna pAsethI re che upakAra pAme che... ahaMkAranAzanI A cAvI gumAvavA jevI nathI hoM !) 125. vAha ! rAjasthAnanA raNamAM mIThA jharaNA kyAMthI? (eka sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) tame dIkSArthI bena lAgo cho, kharuM ne ?" rAjasthAnanA ajoDa tIrtha jesalameranA derAsaramAM pUjA-caityavaMdanAdi karI huM bahAra nIkaLI, tyAre 14 varSanI eka chokarIe mane khUba bhAvathI, AnaMdathI prazna | karyo. | "hA ! bhAvanA to che ja, dIkSA levAnI." meM javAba Apyo. huM mumukSu hatI. mArI uMmara tyAre 21 varSanI hatI. mAruM guNA | dIkSAnuM muhUrta nIkaLI gayuM hatuM. saMsArI bA-bApujI sAthe tIrthayAtrA karavA huM ' jesalamera AvI hatI. to Aje mArA ghare navakArazIno lAbha na Apo ? mane dIkSArthInuM bahumAna A mAM karavAno lAbha maLe." " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI * (10) mm Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devo kesaramizritajalathI dIkSotsava muja karatA, locathI vahetI rudhiranI dhArA joI AnaMdane varatA. dhanate...108 cauda ja varSanI nAnakaDI uMmaranI e ajANI kanyAe mane atizaya AdarathI A vinaMti karI. che A el 1 // ra a m rA 000000000000 a Na 1 // ra A koI sagapaNa nahi, paricaya nahi mAtra mane mumukSu jANIne eNe vinaMti karelI. enA atyaMta AgrahathI ame enA ghare ja navakArazI karavA gayA. amArI thALImAM vaghArelA mamarA-caTaNIvALA khAkharA - badAma kesaravALuM a sugaMdhIdAra dUdha pIrasAyuM. ame e chokarIne kahyuM ke "tuM paNa amArI sAthe ja nAsto karatA besa." eNe hA to pADI paNa eNe potAnI alaga thALI lIdhI, emAM eNe korA-sAdA mamarA, korA lukhA khAkharA ane sAdu dUdha lIdhuM. amane navAI lAgI. a m rA ene pRcchA karI ke "tuM kema AvuM badhuM sAdu lukhuM vApare che ?' tyAre e 14 varSanI nAnakaDI chokarIe je javAba Apyo, te Aje 18 varSa pasAra thaI gayA hovA chatAM huM bhUlI zakatI nathI. eNe kahyuM ke "mAre saMyama laI jaldI mokSa meLavavo che, aNAhArI banavuM che. e mATe mAre Asakti toDavI che. eTale jemAM rAga na poSAya evI sIdhI-sAdI vastuo khAuM chuM..." ahaMkAra vinA, namratAthI, sAcA bhAvathI bolAyelA e zabdo sAMbhaLI kharekhara zaramAI gaI. "mumukSu huM ke e ? mAro to dIkSAdina nakkI thaI cUkyo che, chatAM AhAra A pratyenI AvI anAsakti mArI pAse kyAM che ? aNAhArIpada mATenI tIvratama jhaMkhanA A kyAM che ? che ane A bAlikA ! dIkSA nakkI thaI nathI, uMmara sAva nAnI che. mAtra 14 varSa ! paNa bhAvo keTalA moTA ! vairAgya kevo dRDha ! samajaNa keTalI sUkSmatama !'* e pachI to mArI dIkSA thaI, Aje 17 varSa mAro dIkSAparyAya thayo, paNa jyAre jyAre jesalamerano e prasaMga yAda Ave che, e kanyAnI tejasvI vairAgyasabhara mukhAkRti yAda Ave che tyAre AMkho bhInI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. 5 tha haiM vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (161) DI ra A mA rA T a ma 1 // ra A m rA Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa A "e lukhA mamarA sAdA khAkharA - moLuM sAduM dUdha' huM bhUlI zakatI nathI. (jinasAsanamAM khUNe-khAMcare kevA kevA ratno paDelA che, enI ApaNane khabara A ja kyAM che ? che ApaNI dRSTi saMkucita haze, jo mAtra "huM mahAna ! mAro ja gaccha mahAna !' a evI ja vRtti ramatI haze to kadI paNa AvA uttama AtmAono saMparka pAmavAnuM a Na saubhAgya ApaNane nahi sAMpaDe e nizcita hakIkata che.) NA 1 // 1 // ra 126. je hoya te cAle 2 - A "sAhebajI ! badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIo lIlA zAka ja vahorI jAya che. badhAne maganA a mA zAkanI vinaMti karI, paNa koI eka dANo paNa letA nathI. Ama kema ?" rA mmmmmmm cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM vahorAvavAnI javAbadArIvALA zrAvake vadhaghaTamAM gocarI rA| AvelA sAdhvIjIne prazna karyo, thoDoka aNagamo vyakta karyo. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo kAraNavazAta maganuM zAka nahi vahoratA hoya, bIjuM zAka letA haze emAM enA manamAM azubha vicAro UbhA thayA ane e sAdhvIjI sAme bolI beTho. 0 - = 9 paNa A sAdhvIjIe to tarata kahyuM ke "mAre maganuM zAka ja vahoravAnuM che.' ane moTo eka cetano bharIne maga vahoryA. pelA zrAvakanA bhAva palaTAyA. ene atizaya sadbhAva thayo. A A upAzraye AvIne sAdhvIjIe koIne vAta na karI ke "kAraNasara A rIte 1 cetano maga vahoravA paDyA che. zrAvakanA bhAva na bagaDe e mATe A rIte vahoryuM che, to badhA thoDA thoDA maga laI lo..." che che a Na AvuM kazuM ja kahyA vinA pote ja eka cetano maga prasannatApUrvaka vAparI gayA. a emaNe kharekhara maga levAnA ja na hatA. mAtra zrAvakanA bhAva TakAvI rAkhavA Na ja A pramANe kareluM. 1 // 1 // ra 2 na to zrAvakane adharma pAmavA dIdho ke na to gurubeno vagerene pratikULa vastu a baLajabarI vaparAvI. paNa baMnemAMthI vacalo mArga kADhI lIdho. ma m mA rAA "ApaNA nimitte zrAvako adharma na ja pAmavA joIe, e mATe pratikULa vastu vadhu vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (162) rA A Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Ne samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa vAparavI paDe to paNa kabula" A kevI manohara bhAvanA che. A sAdhvIjInI viziSTatA e che ke cAlu gocarImAM ke AMbilanI gocarImAM A tarapaNI bharIne dALa vadhI paDe to paNa che A che a Na 1 // ra a m rA 1111111101010101010101 A che a cha 1 // ra "lAvo, mane to bahu bhAve che" ema kahI eka tarapaNI dALa khapAvI de. ema kyAreka cAra-pAMca ToksI zAka vadhI paDe to paNa "mane bahu bhAve che" ema kahI badhuM ja zAka khapAvI de. gocarImAM koIka vastu khArI ke kaDavI AvI hoya to bIjA koI na le, paNa e kaDavA kArelA ke vadhu mIThAvALI dALa vagere badhI vastu A sAdhvIjI prasannatApUrvaka badhuM ja vAparI le... "je hoya e cAle" evI bhAvanA keTalo badho karmakSaya karI Ape ? 127. khamIe hoMze sarvajIvane... (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) huM jyAre mumukSu hatI tyAre mArI sAthe bIjI paNa eka mumukSu bena hatI paNa mane enA upara gusso hato, mAro enI sAthe aNabanAva hato. eTale huM enI sAthe bolatI ja na hatI. mArI dIkSA pahelA thaI ane te pachI paNa e mumukSubena sAthe mAre abolA cAlu ja hatA. "sAdhupaNAmAM A vairabhAva na zobhe" e vAta huM visarI gayelI. pachI to e mumukSubena paNa nUtanadIkSita banI, paNa koNa jANe kema ? mAro vairabhAva ocho na thayo. e mArA ja gurubena banyA paNa enI sAthe vAta karavI paNa mane na gamatI. e daramyAna amAruM cAturmAsa pAlitANAmAM thayuM. tyAM prabhAvaka-lekhaka AcAryabhagavaMtanI vAcanAo sAMbhaLI, kaThoratAnA kaTu pariNAmo ane snehabhAvanA a madhu2pariNAmonI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI. mA mAruM haiyuM raDI uThyuM. rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (953) M a cha 1 // ra $= 5 rA 5 - 6 ra A m rA Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAra Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma 2 ru cha 2 2 2 2 meM ATa-ATalA varSo sudhI A kaTutA jALavI rAkhI, Avo kaSAya vadhAryA ja karyo? A hAya ! e sAMje pratikramaNa karatA karatA pagAmasijajA (zrAvakonA vaMditAsUtranA sthAne T sAdhuoe bolavAnuM sUtra) AvI, e bolatA bolatA mAro pazcAttApa AsamAne e pahoMcyo, huM cAlu pratikramaNe mArA e nAnA gurubena pAse gaI, emanA pagamAM paDI meM kSamA mAMgI, dhrusake dhrusake raDI. "meM tamane khUba ja dubhavyA che. parezAna karyA che... mane kSamA Apo." emaNe mArI kSamAne vadhAvI lIdhI. basa, e divasathI amArI zatrutA khatama thaI gaI. (dareka saMyamImAM AvA khamAvavAnA pariNAmo jAgrata thAya to keTaluM sarasa ! pachI [ to koI koIno duzmana rahe ja nahi ne ? paryuSaNAnA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke "tame hoMzathI sarva jIvone khamAvo, ahaMkAra choDI pagamAM namI paDo, tamAruM samakita nirmaLa banaze." bAkI je kSamApanA na kare ane kSamApanA vinA ja sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karI che 8 le te mithyAtvI-saMghabAhya gaNAya. hA ! e kSamApanA paNa haiyAnI hovI joIe, mAtra jIbhanI nahi.) 128. guru mohe mAre zabdo kI lAThI, cele kI mati aparAdhinI nAThI 8 nitya ekAsaNA karatA e munirAja vaizAkha mahinAnI bhayaMkara garamImAM 18 = A ki.mI.no vihAra karI eka gAmamAM pahoMcyA. | unALo... sakhata garamI... lAMbo vihAra.... tarasa khUba lAgelI. munirAja roja to bapore gocarI lAvyA bAda ja paccakkhANa pAratA, ru paNa 8 + Aje emaNe gurune vinaMtI karI ke "sAheba Aje tarasa bahu lAgI che paccakhANa pArI, pANI vAparyA bAda gocarI jAuM ?" | gurunI AMkha lAla thaI gaI. "pANI vinA marI javAya che ? kyAreka ja AvuM e bane che, toya sahana nathI thatuM? to sAdhujIvanamAM bIjuM sahana karavAnuM ya zuM che? : CUTTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (14) STTTTTTTTS Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa nathI pAravuM paccakakhANa... nathI pIvuM pANI... gocarI vahorI lAva...!' A moDhA paranI ekapaNa rekhA badalyA vinA prasanna munirAja gocarI gayA, pUrA doDha A kalAka gocarI pharI, upAzraye AvyA. gurune gocarI vaparAvI, pachI ja paccakkhANa che pArI pANI vAparyuM. a A munirAja kahe che ke - "kaDaka gurunI AjJA jene gamI jAya, e ziSyanuM zIghra a 1 1 // ra Na 1 // ra $ = rA A che A cha gA ra " kalyANa thAya.'" (ApaNA guru ApaNI upara AvI kaDakAI kare to ?... guru kevA lAgaze?) 129. gurunI amRtavANI-patthara paNa banatA pANI A m muMbaI mahAnagarIthI cheka sametasikharajI tIrthano cha'rIpAlita saMgha nIkaLyo. emAM ekAda divasa yAtrikonA beDIMganI Traka kAraNasara moDI AvI. yAtriko rA dhuMAkuMA thaI gayA. saMghapatione mATe jema tema bolavA lAgyA. emAM vaLI keTalAka yAtriko to sIdhA saMghanetA AcAryadeva pAse ja gayA ane garamAgarama zabdo bolavA mAMDyA. "A te kaMI vyavasthA che ! tame zuM karo cho ? tamane badhI sagavaDa maLI rahe, eTale koI ciMtA ja nahi. paNa amAro kadI vicAra karyo che...' AcAryadeva eka akSara paNa na bolyA, zAMta besI rahyA. bapore traNa vAge vyAkhyAnano samaya thayo. rA ahIM tamane kyAreka agavaDo bhogavavI paDe che. tamArA ghare to tamane koI muzkelI na hatI. huM tamane cheka ahIM sudhI lAvyo, tamane paDatA kaSTomAM nimitta huM a banyo chuM. tame mArA nimitte parezAna thayA cho, huM kSamA yAcuM chuM." AcAryadevanI gagadita vANInI dhArAe AkhI sabhAne raDAvI dIdhI. tamAma 001 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (165) 0000000000000 AcAryadeva pravacana ApavA pATa para padhAryA. vyAkhyAna maMDapa yAtriko, saMghapatio, mahemAnothI cikkAra bharAyelo hato. A tyAM to AcAryadeve kamAla karI, che teo bolyA ke "mArA tamAma yAtrikone micchA mi dukkaDaM. tame badhA muMbaI mahAnagarInI moja- a majA mahephIla choDIne AvI kaSTamaya yAtrAmAM AvyA cho, e anumodanIya che. hA 1 // ra a m rA Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaopana bhagavaoM mahAvIrassa motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mI $ $ $ = = = yAtrikoe potAnI bhUla-asahiSNutA badala AcAryadeva pAse kSamA mAMgI. A (jo ApaNe kSamA rAkhIe, namIe, bhUla svIkArIe to nakkI sAmevALA paNa A dha kSamA dhAraNa karaze ja. namaze ja, bhUla svIkAraze ja.) [ 130. "A bhAve-A na bhAve" e bheda sAdhune hoya ? "chI ! gurujI ! A dUdhI to kaDavI jhera jevI che !" bAlamuni bolyA. banyuM evuM ke baporanI gocarImAM bhUlathI kaDavI dUdhInuM zAka AvI gayuM. A AcAryadeve thoDuMka zAka bAlamunine vAparavA ApyuM ane pote paNa lIdhuM. mAM bAlamuni zAka moDhAmAM mUkatA ja samajI gayA ke "A to kaDavuM jhera che mA rA emaNe guru sAme joyuM to guru to mastIthI dUdhInuM zAka vAparatA hatA. mukhanI | 4 rekhA paNa badalAI na hatI. bAlamunithI na rahevAyuM emaNe to AcAryazrIne phariyAda karI. "mArAthI A nahi vaparAya" ema kahI dIdhuM. * tyAre AcAryadeva bolyA, "sAdhune vaLI svAda kevA ? ApaNAthI kahevAya ja kema? ke A gocarI nathI bhAvatI ?" pelA vahorAvanAra benane zAka cAkhatA ja kaDavAzano khyAla Avyo. doDatA ne 2 uM raDatA upAzraye AvyA. mahArAja sAheba ! zAka na khAzo, kaDavuM jhera che. bhUlathI vahorAvAI gayuM che." FR. paNa tyAM sudhImAM to AcAryadeva badhuM zAka vAparI cUkyA hatA. ("AcAryadeva kaDavuM kaDavuM dUdhInuM zAka mastIthI vAparI jAya' e zuM eka ajAyabI $ $ nathI ?) $ $ 8 131. A muniveSa ApaNane mahAna banAve che. "are, mArA prabhu ! tame kema ahiyA ubhA cho? calo, calo. mArI jhuMpaDIne I pAvana karo." A eka ajainabhAIe rastA upara ubhelA-muMjhAyelA sAdhvIvRMdane bhAvabharI vinaMtI A mA karI. MITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (1) LIMDI) Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa sAdhvIvRMda junAgaDha-giranAranI yAtrA karavA jaI rahyuM hatuM. tyAM savAre koIka A nAnA gAmanI skulamAM utaryA. skulavALA sAhebe mAtra sAMja sudhI ja skulamAM rokAvAnI A chUTa ApelI eTale sAMje pharajIyAta vihAra karavo paDe ema hato. che a atibhayAnaka hatI, eTale vahelo vihAra karavo zakya na hato. chatAMya prAyaH sAMje a Na sADApAMca vAge to e sAdhvIvRMde vihAra zaru karI dIdho. 11 // ra H AgaLa 10 ki.mI. pahelA sthAna maLe tevA koI saMjogo na hatA. garamI AgaLa eka sarakArI sthAna dekhAyuM, eTale sAthenA mANasane tyAM jagyA mATe pUchavA a mokalyo paNa emaNe cokhkhI nA pADI. mA sAdhvIvRMda ciMtAmAM paDyuM. aMdhAruM thaI gayuM hatuM ane cAra-pAMca ki.mI. hajI rA cAle toja sthAna maLe ema hatuM. A che a el 1 // 2 lagabhaga pAMca-cha ki.mI. cAlyA tyAM to AkAzamAM aMdhArapaTa chavAvA lAgyo. "zuM karavuM ?" enI gaDamathala cAlatI hatI tyAM to ajainabhAIe rastAmAM ubhelA e sAdhvIone bhagavAna mAnI potAnA ghera AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM. "ame 17 jaNa chIe... tamArA ghare samAI zakazuM ?' sAdhvIjIoe sAmo prazna karyo. "are prabhu ! tame padhAro to kharA...'' kahI e mANasa potAnA ghare 17 sAdhvIjIone laI gayo. gharano badho sAmAna cokamAM khaDo karI dIdho. e ajaina bhAI ane enA gharanAM mANaso AkhuM ghara sAdhvIvRMdanA bharose soMpI nirAMte cokamAM suI gayA. savAre vihAranA samaye sAdhvIjIone kahe ke "mArA gharanAM cA-pANI pIdhA vagara tame jAo, to mArA annano dANo lAjI uThaze...'' dIdhA. baLajabarIthI sAdhvIjIone amuka bhojana vahorAvI, vaparAvIne pachI ja javA mA kalyANakArI mArga che.) rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (16) raemiero raegeri bhagavAna mAne Na 1 // ra A mA rA 11111111111111 A (jANa-pahecAna vinA paNa A AryaprajA ApaNane satkAre che, che, sanmAne che enI pAchaLanuM kAraNa che ApaNo sAdhuveSa, ApaNo AcAra... e a veSano upakAra mAnI ApaNe ene vaphAdAra rahIe eja ApaNA AtmAno ekamAtra a 5 D $ s, ra En Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthuNaM samaNassa bhagavaoma Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavAna - 132. me zuM khAdhu-pIdhuM? mane ja khabara nathI. oLInI tapazcaryA karato ziSya potAnA mATe mIThA vagaranI AMbilanI moLI ' |ii dALa eka tarapaNImAM laI Avyo, e mAMDalInA sthAne mUkIne guru mATe maracA vinAnI moLI maganI dALa vahoravA |Na gayo. guru roja maracA vinAnI moLI maganI dALa vAparatA hatA. A bAju guru mAMDalImAM AvyA, tarANI paDelI joI, e samajyA ke mArI gocarI AvI gaI che." eTale tApaNImAMthI AMbilanI tuveradALa laI vAparIne pAchA potAnA sthAne | svAdhyAyamAM besI gayA. thoDIvAramAM "padhAro, sAhebajI ! ApanI maganI dALa AvI gaI che , tapasvI ziSya vinaMti karavA Avyo, tyAre guru muMjhAyA. "meM to mArI gocarI vAparI lIdhI." gurue kahyuM. "zuM vAparyuM?" ziSya pUchayuM. je tuM tApaNImAM laI Avyo hato ne ? eja vAparyuM. e mArI ja gocarI hatI para 3 ne ?" ema guru bolyA tyAre ziSya vicAramAM paDyo. "roja mIThAvALI-maracA vinAnI moLI maganI dALa vAparanArA gurune zuM Aje 4 mIThAvinAnI AMbilanI tuveradALa vAparavA chatAM khabara na paDI ke "A mArI gocarI che nathI.' A vaLI zI rIte bane ? e ziSyane zuM khabara ke jJAnaramaNatA IndriyaparamaNatAne paralokamAM pahoMcADyA vinA rahetI ja nathI. Aja guruvara ekavAra badrInAtha tarapha vihAra karI rahyA hatA. tyAM koIka gAmamAM A muzkelIthI svAdhyAya parivArano vizALa hola A guruvara ane emanA ziSya parivArane A A mukAma tarIke maLyo. OMMITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (18) ITI C Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra motya Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa na holanA eka khUNAmAM badhAe baporanI gocarI vAparI, ane enA samAcAra svAdhyAya parivAranA yuvAnone maLyA. teono kAyado hato ke e holamAM svAdhyAya vinA kazuM ja nahi karavAnuM. eTale ja sAdhuoe gocarI vAparI eTale emane evuM lAgyuM ke A badhAe hola apavitra A karI nAMkhyo." teo badhA bhegA thaI guruvarane jema tema bolavA lAgyA, gurue mAphI mAMgI || paNa e yuvAno zAMta na thayA, ubhA-ubhA ja e sthAna khAlI karAvyuM. tyAre guru hasatA hasatA potAnA ziSyone kahe ke "prabhuvIranA uccakakSAnA kSamAguNanI Aje ApaNA jIvanamAM kasoTI thaI... to mAM zA mATe nApAsa thaIe... sahana karavAnuM..." - 133. dehataNI sukhazIlatAthI bhaTakyo saMsAra anaMto... sadAya prasanna rahenArA e AcAryadeva bhakto ke lokasamUhathI to anAsakta che, paNa potAnA deha pratye paNa anAsakta che. emanA paganuM oparezana hatuM, tyAre pagane bebhAna karAvyA vinA ja oparezana karAvyuM. jANe ke pote e pagathI sAva ja bhinna che" e rIte potAnA ja paganuM oparezana 8 mAtra sAkSI bhAve joyA karyuM. 8. vedanAnI rekhA paNa emanA mukha para na dekhAya. A ghaNIvAra e AcAryadeva vAcanA ApatA hoya ane tyAre ja DokTara ke ziSya | emane hAtha upara IMjekzana ApatA hoya, paNa emanI vAgdhArA asmalita cAle. che soMya zarIramAM ghuse e eka be paLa paNa emanA mukhanI rekhA na badalAya, vAcanA aTake A nahi. - 134. huM karu huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA... sAheba ! e sAdhakanuM to tame kalyANa karI dIdhuM. ApanA paricayamAM Avyo, 'ra . e pUrve eno koI AdhyAtmika vikAsa na hato, paNa Apano paricaya thayo, | IS vAcanAo sAMbhaLI, ane eno AtmA jAgyo... Aje to eNe sAdhanAnI je uMcAI | Common vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (169) " Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namottha NaM samaya Namo sthaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasma Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavAyo A - sara karI che, e jovA mATe 10 AMkhonI jarUra paDe. A kharekhara, ApanI anarAdhAra kRpA enA para varasI enuM ja A pariNAma che." eka zrAvake prazAntamUrti gItArtha AcAryadeva pAse kharA hRdayathI prazaMsAnA puSpo veryA. e AcArya thakI sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhelA eka sAdhaka AtmAnI prazaMsA karI. paNa vaLatI ja paLe AcAryadeve ene aTakAvyo, dizA badalI.. ; "nA re nA ! emAM mArI koIja hoMziyArI nathI, e jIvadaLa ja sarasa hatuM enuM ; | upAdAna ja joradAra hatuM, eNe kRpA jhIlI, mATe e sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI gayo." A kevuM ajaba gajaba ! 3 kRpA varasAvyA bAda paNa potAnA kartutvanuM saMpUrNa vilInIkaraNa ! (ApaNI hAlata kevI ! eka nAnakaDuM kAma karIe, toya "A meM kahyuM" evuM badhe huM kahetA pharIe, eno mada mAthe caDAvIne pharIe, bhUlathI e kAmano yaza koI bIjAnA nAme caDato hoya, to vacce ApaNe pahoMcI jaIe "nA, nA ! e kAma eNe kyAM karyuM che, e badhuM to meM ja kareluM che." evuM bolyA vinA na rahIe. AcAryadeva pAsethI ApaNe kartutvabhAvanuM vilInIkaraNa zIkhazuM ke ?) { 135. ziSyalAlasA durgatidAyI mokSArthI muni tyajatA suratanAM cAturmAsa daramyAna e sAdhvIjIe joradAra vyAkhyAno baheno samakSa ApyA, zibiro paNa thaI. cAra mahinA lagAtAra emanI amRtavarSAmAM snAna karIne 10 mumukSuo dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. "ame 10 jaNa ApanA ziSyA thavA IcchIe chIe." 10 benoe e A sAdhvIjIne vAta karI. paNa e sAdhvIjIe uttara Apyo ke - " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (100) jI" Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyuHNaM samaNassa bhagavatI "ziSyA na banAvavAnI mAre pratijJA che. mArA guruNI hAjara che, emanI A hAjarImAM huM zIdane gusaNI banuM? tame emanA ja ziSyA bano." ema ja thayuM. A rIte atyAra sudhImAM A sAdhvIjIe potAnI ziSyA thavA AvelI 2527 benone gurucaraNe sopI gurunI ziSyA banAvI dIdhI. gurubhaktino jabbara Adarza pradarzita karyo. jaOTOS jijaja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (101) ja Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vekezanamAM be saMskaraNa zibiro be tapovanamAM zibiromAM bALakone avazya mokalo unALa bALakone managamatI, vividhatA sabhara, aneka spardhAo ramata gamato ane InAmothI bharapUra, tUphAnamela bALakane DAhyoDamaro banAvatI, eprIla - me mahinAmAM yojAtI, hAusaphUla thaI jatI ane jIvana parivarta - phI mAtra 500/- rUpiyA tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura, po. sughaDa, gAMdhInagara-382424. phona : 23276901 Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU.pAda paM. pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma. sAhebanA ciMtanothI bharapUra mukti mAsika saMpAdaka : guNavaMta zAha sahasaMpAdaka : bhadreza zAha mAsikanA grAhaka banavAthI ApazrIne pUjyazrInA parokSa satsaMgano lAbha maLaze. 72 varSanA anubhavono nicoDa maLaze. dharma-saMskRti-rASTra rakSAnA upAyo jANavA maLaze. thoDAmAM ghaNu jANavAnuM maLaze. trivArSika lavAjama mAtra rU.150/ trivArSika lavAjama mAtra rU.150/ trivArSika lavAjama mAtra 31.940/ lavAjama bharavAnuM sthaLa : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jI.pra. saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAda. phonaH 25355823 Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'tamArAM vahAlAM bALakone chevaTe traNa varSa mATe to 'tapovana' mAM mUko ja 'jUna mAsathI zarU thatuM satra cAre bAju vikRtinA vAyarA vIMjhAI rahyA che. khUba ja nAnI-dasathI cauda varSathI ja bALakomAM kharAba saMskAro paDavA lAgyA che. "gaMdu' kahevAya te badhuM temanA jIvanamAM pesavA lAgyuM che. samAja tarapha sUkSma najara karatAM A ati kaDavuM darzana koI paNa saMskRtipremIne thaze ane te tIkhI cIsa pADI deze. saMsArI jIvonI vahAlAmAM vahAlI cIja temanA saMtAno gaNAya. jo temanuM ja jIvanagulAba khIlyuM na khIlyuM tyAM ja karamAvA lAge; temAM doSonA kIDA paDavA lAge ane karamAI jAya to e mA-bApoe kyAM javuM? kyAM rovuM? zuM ApaghAta karI nAkhavo? potAnA gharamAM ke game tevAM borDiMga vageremAM rAkhIne bALakone zikSaNa ApI zakAze, paraMtu saMskAro to nahi. ja ApI zakAya. gharamAM mA-bApo ja TI.vI. vagerethI samayanI barabAdI karatAM cakkaromAM ja jo phasAyA hoya | ane borDiMgonA saMcAlakone ja bALa-saMskaraNa mATenI koI gaMbhIratA na hoya to saMskAra tyAM zI rIte maLaze ? tapovanamAM dhArmika ane vyAvahArika - banne prakAranuM zikSaNa che. e zikSaNa paNa UMcI guNavattAvALuM che; paraMtu tenI sAthosAtha ahIM bALakonA jIvanabAgamAM susaMskAronA choDonuM vAvetara karavAnuM kArya temaja zArIrika, zaikSaNika, sAmAjika vagere rIte suvyavasthita karavAnI sAthe tene mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika rIte atyanta suMdara banAvavAnuM sauthI pradhAna lakSa che. te vaDIlono ane devaguruno bhakta bane; sahuno mitra bane, jAtano pavitra bane... ane e badhuM banIne e zuravIra bane; jethI rASTrarakSA, saMskRtirakSA ane dharmarakSAno e sabaLa yoddho bane e ja A tapovananuM ekamAtra lakSa che. enAmAM dhArmiktA, mAnavartA ane rASTrIyatA (rASTradAjha) jo lAvI na zakAya to tapovanane nIcuM jovAnuM thAya evuM tamAma kAryakaragaNanuM maMtavya che. jo A badhI vicAraNAmAM ane enA AdhAre goThavAyelA tapovananA mALakhAmAM mA-bApone rasa paDato hoya to temanAM bALakone vikRtionAM jhaMjhAvAtamAMthI ugArI levA mATe tapovanamAM (dhoraNa 5 thI 1ranI zALA mATe) kamase kama traNa varSa mATe to mUkavAM ja joIe. bALaka to nAdAna che. enA bhAvinA ghaDataranA A kAmamAM ene kyAMka agavaDatA paDe; enI ghareluM svacchaMdatAne ahIM poSaNa na maLe tethI te tapovanamAM dAkhala thavAmAM aruci batAve to kaThaNa kALajAnA banIne paNa mA-bApoe bALakonA samagra jIvananA hitamAM tene ochAmAM ochuM traNa varSanuM saMskaraNa tapovanamAM ApavAno nirNaya karavo ja joIe. ( yAda rAkho ) lADamAM ke lAgaNImAM mA-bApo taNAze to bALakonA jIvanane AraMbhamAM ja evuM moTuM nukasAna thaI jaze je jIvanabharamAM bharapAI thaze nahi; jenAthI AkhuM kuTuMba "trAhimAma pokArI jaze. nA... have zA mATe kriznAniTIno ja pracAra karavAnI nemavALI konvenTa-skUlamAM ApaNAM bALako jAya ? dho. 4 sudhI konvenTamAM bhaNanArA bALakone tapovanamAM jarUra mUkI zakAze. have to mAtra tapovana e ja ApaNAM saMtAnono taraNopAya. Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TIna ejaromAM vadhatI jatI gunAkhorIne DAmavAno samAja mATe eka mAtra vikalpa II be tapovanomAM praveza) tapovananI viziSTatA tapovanI bALaka ka dhoraNa pAMcathI bAranuM zaikSaNika saMkula amI-pappAthI dUra gurukulamAM rahIne abhyAsa #SSC ane HSC borDamAM TOP TENmAM ra0 karato hovAthI jAte nirNayo leto naitika * skeTIMga - kATe - yogAsana vakatRtva - abhinayaY hiMmatavALo bane che. nRtya saMgIta vagere aneka zaktiono sarvAMgINa vikAsa| game tevI pratikULa paristhitino mukAbalo * 50 kamyuTara yukta kamyuTara seMTaranI adhatana leba karavA mATe majabUta bane che. * gujarAtI mAdhyama chatAM aMgrejImAM akhalita holA mammI-pappAnI sevA karanAro, tevI taiyArI mATe rozyala aMgojInAM spokana klAsa vaDIlono vinayI banaze. ' - saMparka sUtra - tapovana saMrakArapITha mu amIyApura po. sughaDa ji. gAMdhInagara phonaH (079) 23206901-2-3 navasArI tapovana saMparka | sAbaramatI tapovana saMparka | mo.: 9825118345 mo.: 942505882 (rAjubhAI) (ramezabhAI cAvAlA) mo.: 9426060093 (lalitabhAI) Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o mAtAo ! o pitAo ! tamAro lADakavAyo ucca zikSaNa sAthe susaMskAra meLave tevuM tame Iccho cho ? ghaDapaNamAM tamArI sevA kare tevuM tame Iccho cho ? vaDilono vinayI jane tevuM tame Iccho cho ? heva jane guruno upAsaGa jane tevuM tame Iccho cho ? nizAsanano sAtho zrAva jane tevuM tame Iccho cho ? tamArA gharano hI patra jane tevuM tame Iccho cho ? to, tene traNa varSa mATe tapovanamAM praveza Apavo ja rahyo. Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "lalisa#fusar- J AMERIKA AMBAKO huMDA avasarpiNIno pAMcamo Aro eTale jANe bhayAnaka raNapradeza ja joI lo ! Atmika sukha-zAntinI tarasathI cArebAju TaLavaLatA aneka AtmAo ahIM che. paNa bhalA A raNamAM Atmika sukha - zAMti rUpI pANI pAI tarasa chipAvanAra nAnapuM taLAva paNa kyAMthI maLe ? paNa nA ! A tarasyA jIvono pracaMDa puNyodaya camakI rahyo che. mATe ja bhale saMsAranA raNamAM eka TIpuM pANI paNa na maLe, paNa A paMcamaArArUpI raNapradezamAM AdhyAtmika sukharUpI pANIthI bharapUra seMkko sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto rUpI moTuM taLAva Aje paNa mojuda che. e taLAva jhAMjhavAnA jaLa nathI. tarasyAo jo enI pAse jaze, to paramatRti pAmaze. je jaPIANI'P}DAi'nia.MOBIw: IBPSsky