Saurabh

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Jivan Mani Sadvachnmala Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005900/1

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Eroty saubha caMdaprabhAga 'citrabhAnuM'

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000000000000000 0000000000 :lekhaka: fupra caMdaprabhasAgarajI .jIvana-maNi vAcanamALa TrasTa habhAInI vADI sAme: amadAvAda

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prathamavatti vi. saM. 2008, akSaya tRtIyA - 27-4-para - phitIyAvRtti vi. saM. 2011. paryuSaNa tRtIyAvRtti vi. saM. 2. dIpAvala kiMmata rUpiyA muka : jayaMtilAla dolatasiha rAvata, dIpaka prinTara. 76/1. rAyapura amadAvAdaprakAzaka: lAlabhAI maNilAla zAha, zrI jIvana maNi savAcanamALA TrasTa DaDIbhAInI vADa sAme : amadAvAda

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sAdhutAnI pratApI pratibhA jaina AgamanA uddhAraka mahAna jainAcArya parama gurudeva sva. zrI. AnaMdasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA hastAMbujamAM citrabhAnu guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI, haiyuM mAruM nRtya karI asatAnA caraNakamaLamAM. muja jIvananuM arthe rahe. citrabhAnuM

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prastAva ApaNA jANItA citakAmAM yuvAna munirAja zrI. caMdraprabhasAgarajInuM sthAna agragaNya che. emanI sAdhutA samanvayadharmI che, ane emanI dhArmikatA kartavyaparAya che. jIvanane tyeka paLane e sAdhakanA zarathI vadhAre che. ane e sAdhujIvananI kaThera paricaryAbharI bahumUlI ciMtana-bharI paLomAMthI A anerAM mauktika ApaNane saMpaDAve che! anokhAM mauktikene A saMgraha "saurabha' jagata, jIvana ane dharma-traNene ujALe te che. enI eka eka kaNikA hRdaya para ceTa karanArI cheH ne je puNyano prasAda hoya to vAliyA bhIlamAMthI RSi vAlmIki sarjanArI che. AvuM suMdara pustaka amArA zrI jIvanamaNi savAcanamALA TrasTane ApavA badala ame vidvAna munirAjazrInA AbhArI chIe. A suMdara pustakane mudraNanI rIte vadhu suMdara banAvavA jANatI mudraNa saMsthA dIpaka prinTarIe prazasya prayatna karyo che. samagra graMthanuM mudraNa be raMgamAM karyuM che. AzA che ke A rIte AMtarabAhya suMdara A 'saurabha pustakanI bahumUlya saurabha vAcakenA tana, mana, dhanane ajavALaze. . li. TrasTIo haThIbhAInI vADI sAme, lAlabhAI maNilAla zAha dilhI daravAjA bahAra: amadAvAda jayabhikhu

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munijInuM jIvanadhana mahArAjazrI caMdraprabhasAgaranAM nirbAja prema ane mamatAe, mane adhikArI janane paNa adhikArI mAnI lIdho ane emanI A ciMtanakaNikAo. je kharI rIte. jIvanamAMthI maLelAM prakAza. prema ane anubhavano paripAka che, enA mATe lakhavAne saMdeza kahevarAvyA. AvI kaI pravRtti mATe mAro adhikAra che mArA dhyAnamAM ja hato; paNa emanAM zabdanuM mUlyAMkana paNa dhyAna bAruM na hatuM. eTale jANI joIne ja A anadhikAra ceSTA AdarI che ema saune mAnI levAnI vinati che. - eka vastune huM vicAra karuM chuM. ciMtanakaNikAo kayAMthI Ave che, kyAre Ave che. ane zA mATe Ave che? A viSe jema jema UMDuM avagAhana karuM chuM tema tema lAge che ke kema te jIvananI kaI aNamela paLane anubhavanItya e suMdara kAvyachoDa che; athavA to e kAMI ja nathI. kaNa rasa niSphaLa jAya tyAre A adhama hAsyane janmAve evuM AmAM che. - jemaNe jIvananAM ataLa UMDANamAM kaIka vakhata ekati potAnI jatane jovA mATe DokiyuM karyuM nathI. tene mATe A ciMtanakaNikAo je jokhamabharyo sAhityaprayoga bIje kaI ja nathI. kabaMdha lakhAtAM mauktiko ane sUtronI sAmAnyatA AnI pratIti karAvavA mATe basa thaze. AvA prayoganA maharSipade prAMta-sAhityamAM TAgoranuM sthAna prathama che. pachI e paMtha kAkA kAlelakare che. ane tyAra pachI to e mArga

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aneka musApharonIkaLyAM. keTalAka bhAthuM laInekeTalAka bhAthA vinA paNa. paNa munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajIno A sAhityaprega eka prayoga lekhe bhale A rUpa-AkArane svIkArIne thato hoya, paNa emanI pAsenuM jIvanadhana eTaluM badhuM DhaLI jatuM dekhAya che, ke emane potAnA jIvanapaMthamAM eka ke bIjI rIte e ApI dIdhA vinA cAlI zake tema ja na hatuM. dareka mahAdhanavALAnI e khUbI che. emane e Agye ja chUTako thAya. Abundance of an artist e TAgorane jazabda yAda AvI jAya che. ane munizrI jIvananI paLepaLanI anubhUtine A ciMtanakaNikAo dvArA pragaTa kare che. khUbI e che ke emaNe sAdhujIvananI aMtarapravRttinI prakriyAne jeTalI manohara zailIthI vyakta karI che, teTalI manohara zilIthI saMsAranI pote jelI bahapravRttio viSenA anabhavo vyakta karyA che. emanA lakhANamAMthI ja e spaSTa joI zakAya tema che. DAM udAharaNa jevAM basa thaze. * "pazcAttApanAM AMsu sAthI vinA eka paNa saMta urdhvagAmI banyo. hoya to mane kaheje." * "hatheLIthI caMdralokane sparza karanAra ane paganI eDIthI sAgaranA naLiyAne khuMdanAra mAnavI, kadAca vizvanAM sarva tane samajI zakaze. nahi samajI zake mAtra eka ja tane-potAnA manane !" * "zatru na kare e sAruM che. paNa ane mitra karI jIvana bagAvuiM enA karatAM prajJane zatru karI jIvanamAM sAvadhAna rahevuM zuM khoTuM?' * "upara vizALa anaMta akhaMDa zubhra AkAza ane paga nIce pavitra gaMbhIra nAnAvaNuM vAtsalyamUrti vasuMdharA-A be sivAya jIvanapaMthamAM kaI saMgI ke sAthI nathI, e nakkara bhAvanAne AviSkAra A

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araNyamAM cAlI jatI pagadaMDI karAve che. Adhunika sAdhanonI bAMdhelI saDake kadAca suMdara haze, paNa te bhAvanAne janmAvavAne samartha che kharI ? nasagika vastuomAMthI prabhavato bhAva kRtrima vastuomAMthI janme kharo?' che "mArA AtmapaMkhIne be pAMkha che. eka kalpanAnI--bI vAstavikatAna. kalpanA dvArA huM aphATa AkAzamAM UDI zakuM chuM. te vAstavikatA dvArA punita vasuMdharA para cAlI zakuM chuM. A ja mArA jIvananuM rahasya che. munizrIe A vAkyamAM kaheluM emanuM jIvana-rahasya e kharekhara jIvanuM rahasya che, mAtra emane mATe nahi, tamAma, jemane dharatI sAthe mAtRprema jAgyo che ne AkAza sAthe pitRprema jAgyo che, e tamAmane mATe dharatI suMdara rahevAnI che, ne AkAza vadhu suMdara rahevAnuM che. athavA to kalpanA vinAnI narI vAstavikatA e jIvanakhaMDera che; ane vAstavikatA vinAnI ekalI kalpanA e jIvana para che. kaIka vakhata emaNe jIvana mATe nirdeza suMdara kaTAkSa paNa karyo che. 'take ? vAha khUba keLavyo. Aja ApaNe evA tArkika banyA ke jagatanI mAnava-jAta upara te ThIka paNa ApaNuM AtmA 5ra paNa ApaNane zraddhA na raha! ApaNe kevA mahAna tArkika !" "potAnI jAta upara pitAne ja azraddhA! huM zA mATe huM A prazna nahi--huM chuM ke nahi e ja prazna!" . A ciMtanadhana dvArA munizrIe aneka garIba AtmAo mATe chuTuM hAthe ne vizALa dile, lakSmInI paraba mAMDI che paisAnI nahi. lakSmInI ema kahevuM ThIka paDaze. AMtaralamInI. IcchavuM emAM adhikAra nathI joIto. eTale ApaNe icchIe ke munizrI caMdraprabhasAgara, citrabhAnu rUpe, AvI aneka kRtio gujarAtI sAhityane nitya ApatA rahe. khAnapura, amadAvAda, tA. 18 che 'pI

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bhavanuM bhAtuM maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM, muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare, zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM, evI bhAvanA nitya rahe. . 'citrabhAnuM - nirAzAnI meghalI hatI. patha vikaTa hati. saMgI-sAthI koI notuM. aMdhArI rAta AzAne dIpaka dharanAra koI nahotuM! ekalA AgaLa vadhavAnuM nirmANa hatuM ! nirmANa game tevuM hoya, niradhAra aTala hato. AgaLa javuM, pAchA na hovuM! e ekalavAyA kheDelA kaparA paMthamAM aDhI hajAra varSa pUrvene eka punita nAda saMbhaLAyoH 3g fmattamamitte AtmA ja AtmAne mitrane zatru che! e nAda mArA abhyAsI AtmAne vRvatAraka banI rahyo ! e dravatArakane sahAre verAna paMtha kApavo zaru karyA. Aha ! jAdu te juo ! keTakabharyA e rAhamAM gulAba khIlI nIkaLyAM ! sahiSNutAbharyA e avakAzamAM mAruM mana-citta e gulAbonI saurabhe maghamaghI UThayuM ! je saurabha mAruM jIvana-pAtheya banI, e saurabha sahu koIne paNa pAtheya-bhAtuM bane, ema samajI A saurabhane vahevA chUTI ma chuM. 15-8-155 svAtaMtrya dina -citrabhAnuM

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saurabhanuM sauMdarya gahana dhvana-tattvAne saraLa vicArakaNamAM AkAra ApavAnI kaLA virala jAmAM DrAya che. eTalA ja mATe. sadA kAkAmI mahA puruSoe emanA apUrva agamya bhAvAne prAkRtajano mATe sulabhadaSTAMtA, saMgA ane pAtrone pratyakSa rAkhI sasArane sukhamaye karavAnI samajaNa ApavA aneka prayatno karyAM che. parama satyanI godhamAM pravRtta banelA sarva sAdhusaMtoe trikAlAbAdhita, akhaMDa, rasapUrNa, avicaLa, ane sadA AnaMdaprada caitanya pravAhamAM tenuM rUpa nIrakhI saudarya evuM bIjuM abhidhAna ApyuM, paNuM. baMne bhAvAtmaka abhidhAnonuM trIjuM pratyakSa svarUpa jahita ke janakalyANamAM jeyuM. A traNe bAjuthI satyane blenDara tenuM sAcuM svarUpa anubhave che. gananI apAra sRSTimAMthI manuSyane ja niraMtara AnaMda ApanAra ane kalyANaprada hoya che tene ja svIkAra philasUfA, tattvaciMtakA ane viSao kare che, tenI ja pratiSTA kare haiM ane mAnavAne tenA ja AMdara karavA uddedhana kare che. * munidhI caMdraprabhasAgarajIe A pustaka dvArA evI ja tattvaciMtananI eka kAvyamaya pAvali prakaTa karIne ApaNane parama satyanA kalyANakArI prasAda Apyo che. kalApInI eka pakti ahIM sArthaka bane che: bhUlI javAtI sAkitAeA sAmaTI". te mAnavI hRdayanI nikhAlasatAthI parama satya tarapha najara karI zake teA "bhAgeALa tyAM vizvanI tUTI paDe che." e rIte sAdhAraNa mANasane paNa hureka jIvana-vyava

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hAramAM ekameva satya ane saudarya dvArA pratIta thayA vinA rekatuM nathI. A pustaka game tevI madazAmAM hAthamAM lenArane uota prakAra vicAra-sRSTimAM madhura vihAra ApyA vinA nahi rahe. mitrI, prema ane mehanI emanI vyAkhyAo suspaSTa che. jagatane prAkRtika kramane teo avagaNatA nathI, paNa temAM ucca saMskaraNanI apekSA darzAve che. pustakanA vADmaya jevI ja citrAMkananI tAdazyatA ane svaccha pRSTaracanA e bAlakane paNa AkarSaNa karyA vinA raheze nahi, tene dhanyavAda kalAkArane ane mudrakane phALe jAya che. jevI vicArInI suspaSTatA che tevI ja saraLa zailIthI citrakAre je nAnAM citrapadake mUkyAM che ? te lekhakanI upamAone pratyakSa karI saTa chApa pADe che. " A pustaka kadI koIne kaMTALArUpa nahi bane. koI paNa vajanane bheTa ke pAritoSika rUpe maLaze tene cira AnaMdadAyI smRticiha banaze. A pustaka dvArA munizrIe janatAne preraNuM ApI che ke jJAna, tapa ane tyAganI pavitra chAyAmAM aMtaHkaraNa, vRttio ane vicArone saundaryanA unnatannata zikhara sudhI laI jaI zakAya che. - ravizaMkara ma, rAvaLa

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dIna, kUra ne dharmavihANa dekhI dilamAM darda rahe, karuNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI ekane zubha srota vahe. citrabhAnu' .

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zraddhA zraddhA, e moTAmAM moTuM baLa che. parizramanuM vRkSa tyAre ja phaLa Ape che, jyAre emAM zraddhAnuM jaLa siMcAya che. maryAdA apakRtyone sadA DhAMkI rAkhe e paDade vaNanAra vaNakara, haju sudhI te vizvane lAvyo nathI, ema ItihAsa kahe che. sthAna ane kALanI maryAdA evI vicitra che, ke jagatanA kuzaLamAM kuzaLa vaNakare vaNelA paDadAne cIrIne paNa e pApanuM darzana karAve che! * prema ne sahiSNutA mitro, ATaluM yAda rAkhaje, ke tarka ne TIkAthI saMsAra kadI cAlatuM nathI. ethI saMsAra kaDe ane kaMTALAbharela bane che. saMsArane mIThe ane suMdara banAvo hoya to jIvanamAM prema ne sahiSNutAne vyApaka banAve.

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vikAsa kamaLane pANI upara AvavA mATe kIcaDane saMga cheDo ja paDe tema mokSa pAmavAnI IcchAvALA sAdhakane paNa mehanA kIcaDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM ja paDe. mehamAM masta rahevuM ne vikAsa sAdhava e be kadI sAthe bane ja nahi. anveSaNa ' Ajane parAjaya e AvatI kAlanA vijayanuM sImAcihna banI jAya; je parAjayanAM kAraNenuM gaMbhIrapaNe anveSaNa karavAmAM Ave te ! vidyA vinayayukta vidyA ja sAcI vidyA che. je vidyAthI vinamratA na Ave, te vidyA zA kAmanI? ane e vinayaviheNI vidyAne avidyA kahIe te zuM khoTuM? '' .

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: *-: che maunathI zaktine saMcaya thAya che. vikharAyelI zakti maunathI punaH kendrita bane che, ane zakti kendrita thatAM vAcAmAM apUrva baLa Ave che. eTale mauna e vAcAne ojasvI banAvavAnuM amegha sAdhana che. maunathI vANIne saMyamita karanAra, mauna vinAnA samayamAM bolate hoya che tyAre, e potAnA belavAmAM, pitAnA zabdomAM ne pitAnA vicAramAM keI ane AnaMda anubhavate hoya che. A vAta maunane binaanubhavI na paNa samajI zake; paNa je mauna seve che te to A satyanuM saMvedana suMdara rIte karatA hoya che. AthI ja vaktA banavA IcchatA yuvAnane huM kahuM chuM, ke mauna e paNa vAkSaTutAnuM eka rasika sAdhana che ! pazu ane mAnava . pazu ane mAnavamAM mAtra ATale ja phera che -daMDanA bhayathI prerita thaIne kArya kare te pazu ? ane kartavyanI preraNAthI prerita thaIne kAma kare te mAnava. ja . 3 !!

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durupayoga potAnI jAtane sudhAryA vinA jagatane sudhAravAnI ghelachAthI mAnavInI zakti ane buddhine je durupayoga thAya che, eTalI buddhi ne zakti je potAnI jAtane sudhAravA mATe vaparAya te mAnavI mahattAnA zikhare pahoMcI jAya ne vizvamAM zAMtinuM sAmrAjya prasarI jAya. jaLaviheNa sarovaranI mATImAM jema aneka taDa-cirADa paDe che, tema mAnavatAviheNA dharmamAM aneka taDa-cirADa paDe che. mANasa dharmane jIvana-vyavahAramAM utAre e ati muzkela kArya che jarUra, paNa ene jIvanavyavahAramAM utAre te ja mANasa!

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vicAra , , , 8 'I), 2y'' ' Copy y - :. - - jyAre tamArAmAM garva Ave, tyAre vicAre ke tamArAthI zreSTha ane AgaLa vadhelA aneka mANase saMsAramAM mojuda che; ane jayAre tamArAmAM dInatA Ave, tyAre vicAro ke tamArAthI halakA ane pAchaLa paDelA aneka loko hayAta che; A vicArathI tamAre garva gaLI jaze ane tamArI dInatA TaLI jaze. jIvananuM mApa bIjAne gabaDate joI, pite saMbhALIne cAle te jJAnI. pite eka vAra gabaDyA pachI bIjI vAra saMbhALIne cAle te anubhavI. pite vAraMvAra gabaDavA chatAM unmatta banIne cAle te ajJAnI ! ghaNI vAra svakartavyamAM nabaLe nivaDelo mAnavI, parane upadeza devAmAM sabaLa bane che!

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saMtoSa *. 3 nA 2 A := = ma . madhya yugamAM zahenazAha akabara vilAsanAM je sAdhana meLavI zakyo, enAthI anekagaNA zreSTha vilAsanAM sAdhane AjanA yuga eka sAdhAraNa nAgarika meLavI zake che, paNa te yugamAM eka sAdhAraNa nAgarikane haiye je zAti hatI, te AjanA yuganA sarva zreSTha dhanikane paNa nathI. zAnti vilAsI sAdhanAmAM nahi, paNa mananA saMteSamAM che. parigraha parimANu jeNe jIvanamAM parigraha-parimANa vrata apanAvyuM che, tenA ja jIvanamAM sukha ne zAMti vase che. parigraha-parimANa eTale saMgrahavRttinI maryAdA ! AvI maryAdA bAMdhanAra pitAnuM jIvana sukhI kare che, ane enA samAgamamAM AvanAra anyane enA taraphathI ochI muzkelIo UbhI thAya che, ochuM zeSaNa maLe che.

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dharma-zikhara || dharmanA zikhare pahoMcavA ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa ane sevAnAM pagathiye caDatAM zIkhavuM paDaze, tyAre ja dharmanA zikhare paheoMcAze. taka tamArA matanI saccAI para jo tamArA pUrNa AtmavizvAsa hAya to takanI vADha joine niSkriya besI raheze nahi; tarka AvavAnI nathI paNa tamAre UbhI karavAnI che. tamArA matamAM pramANikatA haze te nabaLI taka paNa maLavAna banI jaze. takane takAsI besanAra keTalAya nirmAlya mANase| kAMi paNa mahAna kArya karyo vinA jagatamAMthI raDatA raDatA cAlyA gayA. mardA tA te ja che ke je jIvananI dareka paLane mahAmUlI samajI-apUrve taka samajI kArya karyuM ja jAya che. evA ja mANase peAtAnI kraja adA karatAM karatAM maraNane paNa hasatAM hasatAM bheTe che.

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pavitra bhIkha * he Atmadeva! AjanA maMgaLa prabhAte, huM ApanI pAse A pavitra bhIkha mAguM chuM ke InA ya sauMdarya para kudaSTi karavAne prasaMga Ave te huM aMdha thaI jAuM, keInI niMdA sAMbhaLavAno samaya Ave te huM bahera thaI jAuM; keInA avaguNa gAvAne samaya Ave te huM mUMge thaI jAuM, koInuM dravya haravAnI veLA Ave te huM hastahIna thaI jAuM. bhedabheda - paramAtmA ne AtmA (ApaNI) vacce svarUpanI daSTie jarApaNa phera nathI. jema khANanuM senuM ne bajAramAM vecAtuM senuM, sonArUpe te eka ja che. phera mAtra eTale ja che ke bajAranuM senuM zuddha che, khANanuM senuM azuddha che. paramAtmA karmathI alipta che, ApaNe karmathI lita chIe, azuddha chIe. have paramAtmAnI AjJArUpa agnimAM ApaNI jAtane hemIe te ApaNe paNa zuddha thaI zakIe. muddutlulu tlu...

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puruSArtha bhUtakALanA puruSArthamAMthI vartamAnakALanuM prArabdha sarjAtuM hoya che, tema vartamAnakALanA puruSArthamAMthI bhaviSyakALanuM prArabdha sarjAze, mATe jIvana-vikAsanA sAdhake prArabdhanI nAmardIIbharI vAta cheDI, vartamAnamAM bhavya puruSArthamAM avizrAnta lAgI javuM! pratibhA pratibhA eTale parAjayane vijayamAM pheravanAra AtmAnI eka camatkArI zakti! AvI pratibhAvALe mAnava parAjayamAM paNa vijayanuM smita karI jANe! * sAdhana kolanA agnine zAMta karavA samatAno upayoga karo. mAnanA parvatane bhedavA namratAne sahAre le mAyAnI jhADIne kApavA saraLatAnuM sAdhana vApare. lebhano khADo pUravA satiSanI salAha le.

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jJAna jyAM prakAza che tyAM aMdhakArane sthAna nathI, ane jyAM aMdhakAra che tyAM prakAza na saMbhave. tema jyAM jJAna che tyAM vAsanAne sthAna nathI, ne jyAM vAsanA che tyAM jJAna na saMbhave! kRtrimatA | mArA mitra! tame zAti ane gaMbhIratAthI vicAra kare. tame bahArathI suMdara ne bhalA dekhAvAne prayatna kare paNa aMdara tamAruM mana beDoLa ane bUruM haze te bahArane kRtrima dekhAva zuM kAma lAgavAne che? jagatane kadAca chetarI zakazo, jagatanI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhI zakaze, paNa sadA jAgRta rahetA tamArA jIvana-sAthI Amadevane kema karI chetarI zakaze? enI AMkhamAM dhULa kevI rIte nAMkhazo? bele, mArA mitro, bole ! Atmadeva AgaLa te tame nagna thaI javAnA cho; te vakhate tamArI AMkhamAM dhULa paDaze tenuM zuM?

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- - - ucca dhyeya MINS ' mAnavI pAse jIvananuM ucca dhyeya na hoya tyAre te potAnuM jIvana vilAsamAM pasAra kare che. ane e vilAsI jIvananA atirekathI mAnavImAM rahelI mAnavatA pAzavatAmAM pheravAI jAya che. pachI adhaHpatana ane pAzavatAnuM pradarzana vizvamAM khUNekhUNe bharAya che. saudarya Indriyo dvArA anubhavAya e sauMdarya nahi paNa vAsanAnuM preta che. pUrNa saudarya te piDhe che zAnta mAnavInA pUrNa prazAnta haiyAmAM, je bAhya IndriyonI suSupta avasthAmAM ja avalokI zakAya ke anubhavI zakAya! karma be prakAranAM hoya cheH adhama ne uttama! phaLanI IcchAthI kareluM karma adhama gaNAya ane phaLanI AkAMkSA-IcchA rAkhyA vinA kartavyabuddhithI kareluM karma uttama gaNAya.

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lAyakAta * UMDuM ciMtana, nirmaLa caritra ne tIvra icchAzaktithI mAnavI AkhA vizvane pitAnA caraNe jhukAvI zake che! asvaccha AtmA * saMtanI vANIrUpa pANIthI tamArA AtmAne hamezAM snAna karAvatA rahe. dAMta, meM ane zarIra vagere jema svaccha rAkhavA prayatnazIla rahe che, tema AtmAne svaccha rAkhavA paNa sajAga rahe. asvaccha zarIra jeTaluM bhayaMkara nathI ethI vadhu bhayaMkara te che asvaccha AtmA ! pApane bhaya pApane bhaya ja pApakAryamAM paDatAM mAnavIne bacAve che. pApanA bhaya vinA nathI te thatuM punita mArge prayANa ke nathI aTakatuM pApanA mArganuM gamana !

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saMtavacana amAvAsyAnI aMdhArI rAtamAM ekalA ne aTUlA pathika mATe AzvAsanarUpa hoya to te mAtra AkAzanA tAralA ja che, tema saMsArarUpa AkAzamAM jyAre cAre khAjI ajJAnanuM adhAruM chavAyuM hoya tyAre jIvanasAdhakane AzvAsanarUpa hAya tA te saMtAnAM anubhava vacanarUpa camakatA tAralA ja che. saMkucita vRtti koi paNa rASTra hA ke koI paNa deza ho; kAi paNa samAja hA ke keAI paNa vyakti hA, paNa jyAre enAmAM parama asahiSNutAnI saMkucita-vRtti janme che tyAre tenu avasya patana thAya che. samaya prabhAte rAja ATaluM vicAre : AkhA divasanA keTalA kalAka khAvAmAM, dhaMdhAmAM, dhamAlamAM ane nidrAmAM jAya che ane sadkArya, savicAra ane prabhusmaraNamAM keTalA kalAka jAya che ? 13

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priya darzana kala , N " aMdhAragherA ghera araNyamAM bhUlA paDelA keI nirAza pathikane, dUra-atidura TamaTamate dIpaka, jema AzA ne hiMmata Ape che, tema anantanA A vikaTa pravAsamAM mane paNa, prabho! tAruM priya darzana AzA ne hiMmata Ape che. eTale ja huM vinamrabhAve bhIkha mAguM chuM ke prabhe! tAruM priya darzana, mArA A ekalavAyA paMthamAM sadA prakAza pAtharatuM rahe. zravaNa rasa , rUpavatI ane yuvatI suMdarInA madhura saMgItane sAMbhaLavAmAM je rasa Ave che, te rasa saMtonI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che kharo? A praznanA hA" ke "nA"nA uttaramAM ja mAnavInA mAnasane sAco ukela AvI jAya che, 14

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dhana ne mana ka - SET paisA AvavAthI ja mana sthira bane che ne pise javAthI mana asthira bane che, ema kahenAra dhanane samaje che paNa manane nathI samajatA. saMtoSa na Ave te jagatanI saMpatti ene tyAM ThalavAI jAya to paNa mana sthira banatuM nathI, ane sateja AvI jAya te sarva saMpatti kadAca cAlI jAya te paNa mana caMcaLa banatuM nathI, mATe mana ne dhanane bheda gaMbhIratApUrvaka samajavA jevuM che. - bAla-mAnasa bAlamAnasa e arIsA jevuM che. enA para tamArA sa6 ke asadu vicAra-vANI-vartananuM pratibiMba paDyA vinA rahevAnuM nathI, mATe bALakonA hita khAtara paNa mAtApitAe sudharavuM joIe, ane je sudharatA nathI te sAmAjika gune kare che.

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mAnavatAnuM tAMDava ApaNe bhALA jagatanI zakhtalIlA na samajI zakIe! jagatanA musaddI jagatanA rakSaNa 'mATe mAnavadharmanA nAmanI Tahela nAMkhe che. ane e ja mAnavadharmanA nAme vizvamAM vikarALa ne krUra yuddha khele che. ghaNI vAra mAnavadharmanI vAtA DAkalA jevI banI jAya che. e banne mAju vAge che. emAMthI banne dhvani nIkaLe cheH ahiMsAnA ne hiMsAnA ! jevA vagADanAra tevA paDagheA. e ja rakSaka ane e ja bhakSaka ! sAmAjika mUlya duniyA DhAraMgI che. ghaDIkamAM tane sArA kaheze ne ghaDI pachI kharAba paNa kaheze. duniyA sArA ke kharAba kahe te prasaMge tuM tArA jIvananA abhyAsa karaje, tuM sArA che ke kharAba? kharAba hA tA sudharavuM ne sArA hA tA mauna! kAraNa ke duniyAnA zabdo karatAM AtmAnA zabdo mahattvanA che. k..tddu.pddu gaeguu 16

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AtmanAda huM eka chuM, akhaMDa chuM, zaktizALI chuM, mArA AtmA zaktinA srota che: AvuM AtmabhAna jAgRta thaze ane UMDANamAMthI AtmanAda Avaze tyAre ja ApaNAmAM rahelI muDadAla-vRtti ne bhIrutA dUra thaze. saMyeAgamaLa vizvamAM evuM ghaNuMce hoya che, je mAnya na ja karI zakAya; chatAM saMceAgAnAM kAvatarAM e amAnya vastune paNa mAnya zakhavAnI pharaja pADe che. pApakhIja bhUgarbhamAM chupAyeluM gupta bIja ja saMsAranA ceAgAnamAM vRkSa manI pragaTe che, tema bhUgarbhamAM karelAM gupta kRtyA pazu jagatanA ceAgAnamAM vividha rUpe dekhAva de che. e dekhAvane saMtA pApanA udbhaya kahe che. 7

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jhaMkhanA upadezakanA upadezanI asara tyAre ja thAya, je zretAnA hRdayanA UMDANamAM alpa-sUkSama paNa AtmavikAsa mATenI jhaMkhanA hoya te ! pachI e sUkSma jhaMkhanAnuM bIje jarUra vikAsa pAmaze. manedharma tamAruM mana ja svarga che ne mana ja naraka che. suMdara vicAronA prakAzathI vikaseluM mana svargane AnaMda Ape che, kharAba vicAromAM aMdhakArathI biDAyeluM mana narakanI yAtanA utpanna kare che; mATe yAda rAkhe H mana ja harSa ne zekanuM janaka che. kAyara pote haiyAthI na mAnate heya chatAM guru, gaccha ke vADAnA Agraha khAtara, satyane vegaLuM karanAra e sAdhu paNa nahi, mANasa paNa nahi, bhIru paNa naMhi, paraMtu kAyarane paNa kAyara che! 18

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navanIta navanIta te samAdhipUrNa gaMbhIra maunamAM che, nakarI vAtamAM te khATI chAza ja che. krodha * * koinA kaDavA pariNAmane jANyA vinA ghaNA alpajJa AtmAo, mAtra mAna-pAna meLavavA mATe antaramAM krodha gopavI, bAhya samatAne dhAre che; paNa gopavelo krodha avasare pitAnI zayatAniyata batAvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. . . | vijaya-mArga ApaNe vijaya A rIte mAM cheH bhavya bhUtakALanI vikharAI gayelI virATa zaktionA saMcayamAM ane bhAvinI navalI zaktionA sarjananAM. rira ra ra - - 19

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ArasI nAgarike naitika rIte nirbaLa heya tyAre sarakAre ja naitika rIte sabaLa thavuM joIe, ema ekapakSI kahevuM e mUrkhAInuM pradarzana che. mAnavInuM mukha beDeLa hoya tyAre arIsAnA pratibiMba ja suMdara banavuM ghaTe enA jevI A vAta che. haka nahi, yogyatA * savAtaMtrya e janmasiddha hakka nathI, paNa yogyatAthI prApta thayela adhikAra che. svAtaMtrya e je janmasiddha haka hoya te bALakane matasvAtaMtrya, vyabhicArIne AcArasvAtaMtrya, mUrkhane vicArasvAtaMtrya, kajiyAkhorane vANa svAtaMtrya ane janmAMndhane paribhramaNasvAtaMtrya maLavuM joIe. paNa te maLe che kharuM? ane e maLe te tenuM kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma Ave? eTale ja jIvanadraSTAo kahe cheH hakane nahi paNa gyatAne vicAra kare!

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kSaNa * pramAdI mANasane kSaNa, kalAka, divasa, mAsa, varSa ke jiMdagInI paNa kiMmata nathI. apramattane te eka kSaNa paNa senAne kaNa lAge; kAraNa ke senAne prApta karAvanAra aMte te kSaNa ja che ne? * . mAnavatA ane pAzavatA mAnavatA e mAlatI vikasatuM kusuma che,-je vAtAvaraNane pitAnI mIThI surabhithI mahekAvI de che. jyAM sajajana madhukara cirakALa vizrAma le che. pAzavatA e lasaNanI kaLI che, je tyAMnA vAtAvaraNanA vartulane potAnI durgadhathI dhamadhamAvI de che jyAM sajajanabhramare eka kSaNa paNa TakI zakatA nathI. mUrkha mUrkha te te ja che, je pitAnA 'AtmAne chetaratI vakhate ema mAne che ke huM jagatane chetaruM chuM. 1

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sAdhanA ' !' S::: it dharmanI ArAdhanA karatI vakhate vicAraje ke mRtyu mAthe gaI rahyuM che, te dharma-AdhanA ekacitta karI zakIza, ane vidyAne abhyAsa karatI vakhate vicAraje keH mRtyune meM jaya karyo che, te nirbhaya banI abhyAsa karI zakIza! vIratva - priya, pathya ne satya belanAra te vizvamAM mahAvIranA jevA keka virala ja haze! ThagAto Thaga je ghaDIe mAnavI anyane Thagate hoya che, te ja ghaDIe tenI ThagAI ThaganArane nIce laI jatI hoya che! ThaganAra ThagIne pramudita bane che, tyAre ThagAI tene nIce pachADIne AhalAdita bane che-AnaMda bannene sarakhe ja che.

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AMsu = = nA - - - - - =i pl= meM tane kyAre kahyuM hatuM ke AMsu ApIza nahi! meM to eTaluM ja kahyuM hatuM ke daMbhanAM, krodhanAM ke zekanAM apavitra AMsu ApIza nahi Ape te premanAM, karuNAnAM ke sahAnubhUtinAM AMsu Apaje ! phalecchA AjanA lokamAnasamAM eka ugra bhAvanA pravarte che, kaI paNa kAryanuM phaLa zIgha maLavuM joIe. A ugra bhAvanAne lIdhe mANasanI najara phaLa tarapha jAya che, paNa kAryanI nakkaratA vIsarAI jAya che. pariNAme nakkara kArya paNa thatuM nathI, ne ciraMjIva phaLa paNa maLatuM nathI. * prAyazcitta bhUla thavI e svAbhAvika che, paNa thayelI bhUlanuM prAyazcittani levuM e asvAbhAvika che. 22

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kAnA DhASa? pApamAM DUbelAne puNyazALInA . samAgama AnaMda na Ape emAM puNyazALInA ze| doSa ? aruNanA AgamanathI jevA AnaMda kamaLane thAya tevA AnaMda ghuvaDane na thAya emAM aruNanA ze| dveSa ? sAdhakanI dRSTi patananA mArge prayANa icchatA manane aTakAvavA mATe satsaMga, sadupadeza ane AtmajAgRtinI kSaNekSaNe ne paLepaLe jarUriyAta che. A vAta sAdhake sadA lakSamAM rAkhavI joIe. bhaya tamArA hRdayamAM eka vAra paNa bhayanI cinagArI jo lAgI gai teA tamArI zaktio kuMThita banI jaze. zaktione vikasAvavA khAtara paNa bhayane bhaya pamADA ! nirbhaya ane ! nIDara banA! (c)che, A 24

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zikhara ne khINa Fildham kSaNa pahelAM unnatinA zikhara para birAjanAra ane kSaNa pachI avanatinI khINamAM kheMcI janAra caMcaLa manane vaza karanAra ja kharekhara jagata para kAmaNa karanAre jAdugara gaNAya ! sneha - vivekapUrvakane sneha, jIvananA visaMvAdI ta vacce paNa premabharyo sadbhAva sarje che eTale ja snehane paNa vivekanI jarUra paDe che. vivekaviheNe neha te dArU je bhayaMkara che, je ghenane AnaMda ApIne pachI enA ja hAthe enuM khUna karAve che. bhAvanA . . . pagalika vAsanAothI mukta ane Atmika kAmanAothI yukta bhAvanA ja mAnavIne jIvanavikAsanA mahAmArga bhaNI laI jAya che.

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0 S = prakAza-prApti jeNe azru vahAvyAM nathI te hAsyanAM mUlyAMkana kema karI zakaze? kevaLa aMdhakAramAM ucharele, prakAza kema jhIlI zakaze ? prakRti sAdhAraNa rIte prakRtine badalavAnuM kArya muzkela che, paNa tIvra puruSArthathI e muzkela kArya paNa saheluM banI jAya che. e jANavA mATe patananI khINamAMthI unnatinA unnatazikhare pahoMcelA mahApuruSonI jIvanatinuM avakana kare. teSa sarakhesarakhAmAM jeTalo teSa hoya che, eTale UMcane nIca tarapha ke nIcane UMca tarapha * heta nathI. A nagna satya samajavA jevuM che. A mAnasazAstrane siddhAnta vicAraNIya che.

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mAyAjALI : :: *o's ) 1:, mAnavI, o mAnavI! mAyA e jALa che. e dekhAya che suMdara, paNa che bhayaMkara. ene gUMthavI sahela che, paNa ukelavI muzkela che. karoLio pitAnI AsapAsa jALa gUMthe che, pachI e ukelI zakatA nathI, gUMthelI jALamAMthI e jemajema chUTavA prayatna kare che, tematema emAM e vadhAre ne vadhAre phasAto jAya che, tema tuM paNa tArI racelI mAyAjALamAM phasAI na jAya te mATe sAvadhAna! duHkhano marma - ' tuM jyAre duHkhamAM sapaDAya tyAre ATalo vicAra karaje: "e mane mArgadarzana karAvavA kema nahi AvyuM hoya?" kAraNa ke jIvanadraSTAo kahe che ke-Thekare paNa koka veLA mArgadarzaka hoya che! duHkha eve samaye mAtra tane ATalI ja namra zikhAmaNa ApazeH "bhAI ! A duHkha eTale te karelAM kAmane ja paDagho che!"

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bhavya mRtyu * SLA N: - mRtyuzayyA para piDhatA duniyAnA sarvazreSTha dhanakubere mane kahyuM: "maratAM pahelAM ATaluM mane kahI levA de--tAre maravuM hoya to maraje, paNa mArI jema nahi! kAMIka agamya AzAthI, kAMIka adamya utsAhathI, kAMIka nijanAM madhura saMmaraNenA AnaMdathI ke kAMIka jIvananI eka paLamAM bhajavAI gayelA banAvanI yAdathI AvelA marmALA hAsyathI maraje! e maraNa mArA koDanA vaibhava karatAM koDagaNuM mahAna ane bhavya haze ! garIbI ane amIrI tamAruM dila garIba che ke zrImanta ? bIjAne sukhI joI, tame duHkhI thatA he to tame bhale sthitie zrImanta che te paNa tamAruM dila garIba che. ane bIjAne sukhI joI, tame je khuzI thatA he te tame sthitie garIba he to paNa tamAruM dila zrImanta che. has CategrAchaLa

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dIpaka zIlane dIpaka jenA hRdayamAM jalato che evA tejasvI puruSe ja bIjA para sadA sarvadA-sarvatra varcasva bhegavI zake che. bIjA te vIjaLInA je kSaNajIvI caLakATa pAtharI khuda aMdhakAramAM vilIna banI jAya che. kasoTI tamArAmAM dharmabhAvanA keTalI UMDI che, ane pUjyanIya pratye sevAnI abhiruci keTalI che tenuM mApa kADhavuM hoya, te maMdiranA pUjArIne eka mAsa rajA upara mokalI juo. pachI hAthe kAma karavAne prasaMga Ave tyAre juo ke pUjA karanAra keTalA utsAhI nIkaLe che! sukha - sukha avaLacaMDI strI jevuM che. je na bolAve tenI pAse svayaM deDI jAya ane AkAMkSApUrvaka je bolAve tenAthI dUradUra cAlyuM jAya.

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ke 9 he ka .)) - chAza ne mAkhaNa aneka vAtonAM bhASaNa karanAra karatAM eka vAtane AcAramAM mUkanAra vadhu sAre che. mIThAI onAM nAma mAtrathI gaNAvI janAra karatAM sUkA roTalAne pIrasanAra vadhu sAro che. e nArI! - preraNA, prema ane pramodane denArI, e nArI! tuM ja je kevaLa vilAsanuM pAna karAvIza te viratAnA amRtanuM pAna keNa karAvaze? phariyAda bIjAe tane zuM kahyuM te tuM yAda rAkhe che, paNa te bIjAne zuM kahyuM te tane yAda rahe che ? e je tane yAda rahI jAya te bIjA zuM bole che, enI phariyAda tArA meDhe kadI nahi Ave! 30

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svAtaMtrya je svAtaMtrya saMskRtinA vartulane kalaMkita karatuM hoya te svAtaMtrya mAnava jAtane avanatinA mArge laI jAya che. pApanI zikSA pApa tamAce nathI mAratuM, paraMtu mAtra mANasanI buddhine ja pherave che, jethI mANasa prakAza bhaNI jatAM thaMbhe che ne aMdhakAra bhaNuM ghase che. patana ne utthAna ApaNA hAthe je kALAM kAma thatAM hoya to samajavuM ke ApaNe astAcaLa tarapha dhasIe chIe, ane ApaNA hAthe ujajavaLa kAryo thatAM hoya te samajavuM ke ApaNe udayAcaLa para caDhIe chIe. 31

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da sAgaranAM phINa aizvarya ne dAridraya sukha ne duHkha e to jIvana-sAgaranAM phINa che, je mana-taraMganA gharSaNamAMthI janme che, ane gharSaNatA aMte emAM ja samAI jAya che-emAM harSa ne zeka karavAne zuM hoya? jAtane sudhAro - jayAM sudhI tamArA hRdayamAM, jIvanamAM, vyavahAramAM saMskAra vyApaka banaze nahi tyAM sudhI tamArAM kumaLAM bALakomAM susaMskAra AvI zakaze nahi. saMtAnane sudhAravA IcchatA mAnavIe jAtane sudhAravI joIe. sudhAraka taratAM zIkhIne ja tAravA jaje, nahitara tameya DUbaze ne sAmane paNa DubADaze. tema pitAnI jAtane sudhArIne ja bIjAne sudhAravA jaje, nahitara tameya bagaDaze ne sAthe bIjAneya bagADaze. 32

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saMpatti prAraMbhamAM kSaNika AnaMdane ApanArI, pramANikatA vinA meLavelI saMpatti ja, aMte mAnavIne bhayaMkara vipattimAM mUkI vidAya le che. A dhikkAranuM auSadha * ziSya guru tarapha pUjyabhAva rAkhe ane guruo ziSya pratye samabhAva darzAve, te Aje arasaparasa je dhikkAravRtti jovAmAM Ave che, te nAbUda thaI jAya. - siddhonI daSTi AkhA vizva para siddha AtmAenI daSTi paDe che, eTale huM paNa e siddhonI pavitra daSTimAM vicaruM chuM. A vAta daSTi samakSa rAkhI dareka kArya karavAmAM Ave te hiMsA, asatya, cerI, vyabhicAra ne saMgrahavRttinAM pApe rahe kharAM? 33

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* AhvAna mArA milananI AturatAne mAtra eka upekSAnI cinagArIthI jalAvanAra e mArA hRdayezvara prabhA ! huM paNa have jouM chuM ke tuM mane kayAM sudhI jalAve che ane calAve che? supAtra dAna sajjana mANasane ApelI tuccha vastu paNa uttama phaLane ApanArI thAya che, jema gAyane ApeluM tuccha ghAsa uttama dUdhane Ape che tema, jIvananA aMtarAya viSaya, vikAra, vilAsa ne vinAda A cAra AtmAnI asmitA samajavAmAM pUrNa aMtarAyarUpa che. A cAra jAya tA ja AtmAnI asmitA samajAya, 34

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kAvyatatpatti sAcI kavitA e prayatnathI banavela mAtra padya nathI; paNa kavihRdayanI vedanA ane asahAyatAnA gharSaNamAMthI jharela dilane eka pavitra pravAha che! citragupta tamArAM gupta pApa kadAca jagatathI chUpAM rAkhaze, paNa tamArA ArAdhya deva AtmAthI chUpAM te nahi ja rAkhI zake ne? - hiMmata pazubaLa vaDe nirbaLone mAravA e hiMmata nathI, paNa aMdha AvezabharelI hiMsaka vRtti che. hiMmata te A be vAtamAM ja vase cheH pitAnAthI thayelI bhUlane nirdoSa bhAve ekarAra karavAmAM ane thayelI bhUlanuM je kAMI pariNAma Ave te mardAnagIpUrvaka sahana karavAmAM.

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vinimaya tuM mane preraNA ApIza to tane kAvya ApIza. tuM mane utsAha ApIza te huM tane AnaMda ApIza. tuM mane jIvana ApIza to huM tane sattva ApIza, paNa tuM mane nirAzA ApIza to huM tane nisAsA ApIza! bela, tAre have mane zuM ApavuM che? vyasana vyasana mANasane kevI manegulAmI tarapha kheMcI jAya che! lakSAdhipati ke koI mahAna sattAdhIza paNa jyAre bIDI, cA ke koI bIjA vyasanane gulAma banyo hoya, tyAre e eka sAmAnya mANasa pAse bIDI ke cAnI mAgaNI karatAM paNa zaramAtA nathI, UlaTI * khuzAmata kare che. AnAthI kaniSTha gulAmI ne zaramanI vAta bIjI kaI hoI zake! 36

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ciMtananuM mUlya - na - sasAravanamAM kaMTaka para cAlI parizAMta banelo koI jIvanayAtrI mane maLaze te huM, mArA jIvana-upavanamAMthI meLavelAM A cintanapuSpa, enA mArgamAM pAtharIza. kadAca puche chaMTAI jaze, paNa enI mIThI saurabhathI e pravAsIne apUrva zAMti te maLaze ne! A AnaMdanuM mUlyAMkana arthanI gaNatarImAM magna rahenArA arthazAstrIo karI zakaze kharA ? samaya tamAre Ajane eka kalAka kaI rIte pasAra thAya che, e je tame barAbara nirIkSaNa karI zakatA ho te tamArI jiMdagI kaI rIte pasAra thaze, te tame barAbara kalpI zake che. kAraNa ke samayanA garbhamAM kalAka chupAyeluM che ne kalAkanA garbhamAM jiMdagI! 37

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mahecchA AMITI huM je kaMI zubha bhAvanAonuM bIja banI zakuM te saMsAranA dhULamATInA kyArAmAM pAI jAuM ane TADha-taDake sahana karI, eka mahAvRkSa banI, saMsArayAtrIone sadbhAvanAnAM mIThAM phaLa ApuM! : aphasosa ' mitra! "aphasosa" A dIna zabdane kadI uccArazo nahi. tamArI mahAna pragatine kaI rokatuM hoya te, A daridra zabdanuM uccAraNa ja che. aphasosanA UMDA khADAmAM aTavAyele mAnava unnatinA mahAnuM zikharane kadI pAmI zakato nathI. jiMdagI mATe aphasosa karavo e te marelA pAchaLa chAtI phUTavA jevuM che. yAda rAkhajo, jiMdagImAM * AvatI vipattionI ghanaghora vAdaLIo pAchaLa ja sukhanA sUrajane prakAza chupAyeluM che! . . 8

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AtmasauMdarya - jIvana, e ApaNuM kartavyane paDe che. jIvananA raMga te pharatA che. A duniyAmAM zAzvata zuM che? raMga, rUpa, khumArI, baLa, aizvarya-A badhuMya nazvara che. jIvananAM rUpa ane sauMdarya saMdhyAnA raMga jevAM kSaNajIvI che. kharuM saudarya te AtmAnuM che. sAdarya vastugata nahi paNa bhAvanAgata che. bhAvanA je bhavya hoya te AtmAnuM cidAnaMdamaya svarUpa samajAya che. AvuM svarUpa jene samajAya che, tene jagatanI bIjI koI paNa vastu AkarSI zakatI nathI. ene AtmAnA rU5 ane paramAtmAnA saundaryanI mastImAM, tenI khumArImAM, kAMIka anokhI ja majA AvatI hoya che. jIvana-jananI - jIvana e aMdhakAranathI paNa prakAza che. enI jananI amAvAsyA nahi paNa pUrNimA che! *

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jIvanane phuggo va ApaNuM jIvana bALakanAM phuggA jevuM banI gayuM che. saMpattinI havA bharAya che tyAre te phUle che, ane e havA nIkaLI jatAM e sAva cImaLAI jAya che. pilANane dUra karavA saMskAra ne jJAnanI havA emAM bhare te e saMpattinI gerahAjarImAM paNa nakkara raheze. bAdhaka tripuTI kusaMpa, kAma ne svachaMda-A tripuTI rASTra-deza-samAja ane vyaktinI vijayakUca reke che-kuMThita kare che. satya priya asatya karatAM apriya satya . ubhayane--balanAra ane sAMbhaLanArane-hitakara ne sukhada nIvaDe che.

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asaMtoSAgni jagatanI daSTie sukhI dekhAto mANasa kharekhara sukhI heta nathI, kAraNa ke enuM sukha kAyamanuM thaI gayuM hoya che, eTale e enA dhyAnamAM AvatuM nathI. enI sukhanI kalpanAo vadhAre vistRta thatI jatI hoya che, ane enI sukhanI kalpanAo jema vadhAre vistRta banatI jAya che, tema tenA haiyAmAM asaMtoSa vadhato jAya che, ane asaMtoSa e te pAvakajavALA che! e jyAM pragaTe tyAM bALyA vinA rahe ja nahi! pUrNa daSTi aMdha citrakAre citarelI chabI, dekhatA citrakAre citarelI chabI jevI suMdara te na ja hoya; tema ardhajJAnIe bhAkheluM vacana, vikaselI aMtaradaSTivALA pUrNa jJAnInA vacana jevuM zuddha satya te na ja hoya!

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I !" nirAkAranuM jJAna ne dhyAna, nirAkAravRttivALA banyA pahelAM thatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI ApaNI vRtti nirAkAra na thAya ne sAkAra che tyAM sudhI sAkAra mUrtinI AvazyaktA nahi, paNa atyAvazyaktA che. gura-vaidya zarIranA rogane maTADavA tuM vaidyane Azraya le che, tema AtmAnA raMgane maTADavA gurune Azraya le. vaidyanA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhI tu jema pathya pALe che, tema gurunA vacana para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI sadAcAramaya jIvana banAva! vaidyanA upacArathI jema zArIrika zAnti maLe che, tema gurunA vacananA pratApe tane Atmika zAnti maLaze. zArIrika zakti karatAM Amika zAnti mahAnuM che. AdhyAtmika zAnti vinA zArIrika zAnti kSaNabhaMgura che, e tuM na bhUlatA! . 42

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vyavahAra jaDatA pavitra premanA amRta sarovarane avizvAsanA mAtra eka viSaminduthI viSa sarovara banAvanAra A vyavahArakuzaLa ! tuM na AvIza, na maLIza, na melIza; kAraNa ke vyavahArakuzaLa banavA mATe, mAre mArA A puSpa jevA kemaLa haiyAne kALamIMDha paththara jevuM kaThaNa banAvavAnI kaLA zIkhavI nathI. AtmasudhAraNA lokamAnasa evA prakAranuM che ke, e pArakAnA doSo gaNyA kare paNa peAtAnA te eka paNa do yAda na kare; paNa ApaNe ApaNuM mAnasa evuM keLavavuM joIe ke jethI ApaNane AvA prakAranI vicAraNA AveH 6 mArA doSo batAvanAra, A mArA upakArI che. eNe mArA doSo na batAvyA hota te huM kema sudharata ?' lokamAnasa kadAca ApaNe sudhArI na zakIe, paNa ApaNe ApaNuM mAnasa tA sudhArI zakIe ne ? 43

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kavitA - ke -- vAsanAnI vANImAMthI janmelI kavitA, sarjana pahelAM ja mRtyu pAme che. kSaNika AvezamAMthI udbhavelI kavitA, janmIne mRtyu pAme che. saMyamabharyA dIrdha ciMtanamAMthI prabhavelI kavitA ja sadA amara rahe che. pApa vikArI-bhAvathI karAyelI maitrIne prema kahI saMbodhavA jevuM pApa bIjuM kayuM hoI zake? pragatinI sAdhanA AtmabhAna sateja karyA vinA pragati sAdhanAra vaibhavanI pragati sAdhI zakaze, AtmAnI te nahi ja!

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nArI ne gulAmI nArI-jagata bhASaNAmAM bhale puruSanA svAmitvane na svIkAre, paNa puruSa pratinI bauddhika gulAmImAMthI te te kI mukta thanAra che ja nahi. jo nArI-jagata vilAsanI gulAmImAMthI mukta thaze, teA ja puruSonI gulAmImAMthI vAstavika rIte mukta anaze. AnaMdanI mRgatRSNA vilAsanI raMgIlI pyAlImAMthI akhaMDa AnaMdanuM amRtapAna karavAnI kAmanA sevatA mAnavI mUrkhAonA rAjyamAM vase che. spaSTa mAyAjALa saumya ne sukhada dekhAtA zrImaM tene A saMsAra, garImA mATe te bhayaMkara ne duHkhada ja che, e vAta nityanA jIvanamAM keTalI suspaSTa che ?

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cAgyatA mitra! tamArAmAM je saguNanI suvAsa che, te e suvAsa mATe koIne abhiprAya pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. tamArA jIvananI suvAsa ja, sAmA mANasane bolatA karaze. pupa bhamarAne kadI kahe che kharuM ke amArI suvAsanAM tame guNagAna karo ! suvAsa kiMmata, phUlanI nathI, emAM rahelI suvAsanI che. suvAsa cAlI jAya to phUlanI kiMmata paNa zu che? dAnezvara paInuM dAna denAra jagatamAM dAtA tarIke paMkAya che, jIvananuM sarvasva arpanAra te sadA aNupriyA ja rahyA che!

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hAsyaraMga azru pachInuM hAsya ja raMgIluM hAsya hoya che. hAsya pachInuM hAsya te taddana phirka hoya che! te sanmAna ne svAgata mAnava jyAre mAnava maTI dAnava bane che tyAre e dharmane badale dhananuM, saMtane badale saMpattinuM, virAgane badale vilAsanuM ane samatAne badale mamatAnuM sanmAna ne svAgata kare che! AcAra ne uracAra | tArA guptamAM gupta vicAra-taraMgane paNuM pavitra rAkha. emAM alpa paNa apavitratAnA aMzane bhaLavA daIza nahi; kAraNa ke vANI e vicArataraMganI putrI che, ane e pitAnA pitAnA saMskAra laIne ja jame che. pitA apavitra hoya te putrI pavitra kyAMthI saMbhave?

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| nakala BJ + * ITI) ; | kiMmatI vastunI ja hamezAM nakala thAya che. namAlI vastunI nakala kadI thatI nathI. sonAnI nakala rolDagolDa ane sAcA motInI nakala kalacara thAya che; paNa dhULanI nakala kaI karatuM nathI tema dharma paNa kImatI che eTale enI nakale ghaNI thAya che, mATe dharmanA athIe parIkSaka banavAnI jarUra che. sAruM te mAruM jAnuM eTaluM sAruM ne navuM eTaluM kharAba-A vicAra saMkucita vRttimAMthI janmele che. navuM eTaluM sAruM ne jUnuM eTaluM kharAba-A vicAra chIcharA vAcanamAMthI udbhavelo che! paraMtu vizALavAcana ane UMDA ciMtanamAMthI utpanna thayele vicAra te eTalo ja heI zake, ke navA ke jUnAne mahatva ApyA vinA, e bemAM je sAruM te mA! chichachacha999chachacha

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sAco vijaya samarAMgaNane vijayI e sAce vijetA nathI, paNa Indriya para vijaya meLavanAra ja sAce vijetA che. duniyAne jItavI sAva sahelI che; Indriyane jItavI ja kaThina che. mUlya mAnavajIvanane jeTalo samaya bUrAM kAryo karavAmAM jAya che, ene arthe samaya paNa sArAM kAryo karavAmAM jAya te pitAnuM ne enA samAgamamAM AvanAranuM keTaluM kalyANa thAya! * kAvya-sarjana UrminI uchaLelI choLa jemAM pachaDAyA vinA ja akhaMDa rIte jaLavAI rahe, evA kAvyanAM sarjananI amara paLane prApta karavA kavinuM Urmila haiyuM sadA jhaMkhatuM hoya che.

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vijJAna saU/// AjanA vijJAne mAnavasevAne badale mAnava-saMhAranuM kArya karyuM che, eTale AjanA yugamAM vijJAnane arthe vizeSa jJAna nahi, paNa jJAnane vinipAta che! svarUpa AtmA ja AtmAne Azaka ne AtmA ja AtmAnI mAzuka che! tamane arIsAmAM tamAruM mukha barAbara jotAM AvaDe che? jo hA, te tame A vAta barAbara samajI zakaze. vibhavanI asthiratA jeo pitAnA vaibhavane pitAnA - jIvanaparyata sthira mAne che, teo saMdhyAnI raMgIlI vAdaLInI raMgalIlAne sthAyI mAnavAnI mUrkhAI te nathI karatA ne? 50.

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mANasanuM jhera divALInA divase - - sarpa jherI che, mATe e bhayaMkara che; ethI cetatA raheje" ema kahenArane, eTaluM kaheje ke, sAthe ATaluM umeratA jAH "mANasa mAnavatA bhUle te e mIThe hovA chatAM vadhu bhayaMkara che; jherI sarpa te ajJAnatAthI karaDe che, paNa mAnavatAviheNe mIThe mANasa te jANIbUjhIne karaDe che. mAtra karaDavAnA prakAramAM ja phera che, pariNAma te bannenuM sarakhuM ja che. niSphaLatAnAM mUlya o mArA jIvananI niSphaLatA! tane kyA zabdomAM bolAvuM? tane kyA premabharyA saMbodhanathI saMbadhuM? tuM AvI hatI raDAvavA, paNa jAya che hasAvIne! tuM mArA bhaNI DagalAM bharatI hatI hasIne, paNa vidAya le che raDIne! Avaje, Avaje, Avaje o mArA jIvananI niSphaLatA! vaLI keka vAra raDavAnuM mana thAya tyAre cAlI Avaje. mArA mane maMdiranAM dvAra torA mATe sadA khullAM che. pa1

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cetavaNI kadama - Aje hirozImAM Adi sthAnemAM je rIte vijJAnane upayoga thaI rahyo che, e ja rIte je bhaviSyamAM paNa cAlu raheze te Aje jema vastunI taMgI anubhavAya che, tene sthAne vastu vAparanAranI taMgI te UbhI nahi thAya ne? jJAnI ane dhUnI olanAra abhaNa hoya to ene artha nathI samajAte, tema ati bhaNele hoya te ene marma nathI samajAte; kAraNa abhaNa pite zuM bole che e nizcita rIte pite ja samajAtuM nathI, jyAre ati bhaNelA pitAnuM belavuM sabhA samaje che ke nahi, e nathI samajI zakate, Aja kAraNe duniyA ghaNI vAra bhaNelAne mUrkha paNa kahe che, ne mUrkhane tatvaciMtaka-dhUnI paNa kahe che! pa

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saccAritrya paLeATAyA vagaranA hAthI jema zAMtithI khIle TakatA nathI ane vanamAM javA prayatna kare che; tema keLavAyA vagarane sAdhu paNa sAdhutAmAM TakatA nathI, ane prapaMcarUpI vanamAM javA prayatna kare che. darzanAnaMda potAnA priyatamanI chabI joI jema premInuM haiyuM premeArmithI nAcI UThe che, tema bhaktanuM hRdaya paNa peAtAnA priyatama prabhunI mUrti joI AnaMdAmithI nAcI UThe che! yugabaLa yuganI kevI viSamatA ! eka divasa tyAgIe bhAgIenI dayA ciMtavatA. Aje leAgIe tyAgIenI dayA ciMtave che! pa

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pratibiMba krodhanI sAme krodha karavo ene artha e ke eka gAMDAne joI, ApaNI jAtane paNa jANuM joIne gAMDI karavI. sevaka ne netA ochuM bole ne vadhAre kArya kare, te sevaka! vadhAre bole ne evuM kArya kare, te netA. ene artha e ja ke jenI jIbha nAnI tenuM kAma moTuM ne jenI jIbha moTI tenuM kAma nAnuM.' premane uccAra zabda IzvaranA jeTaluM ja pavitra ne mahAna che, ane prema paNa zabdanA jeTalo ja pavitra ne mahAna che-A be vicAradhArA, jIvanamAM je akhaMDa rIte vahetI hoya te mAnavI, premanA zabdane keTale pavitra ne mahAna gaNe! pa4

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durjanatA nA AMkha sajajana che, aMdhakAra durjana che, mATe ja AMkhe aMdhakAranuM kAMI na bagADyuM hovA chatAM, AMkhane jovAmAM aMdhakAra aMtarAya kare che. premane DaMkha premane pahele sparza amRtane hoya che, paNa chello DaMkha viSadharane hoya che. jenAmAM e DaMkhanuM jhera jIravavAnInI zakti nathI hotI, e prema nathI meLavate, paNa pazutA meLave che. ' , ' AtmAne cetavaNI krodhane sannipAta zuM ke mAnane mahAgiMri zuM; mAyAnuM tAMDava zuM ke lobhanI apAra gartA zuM e sau meha-bhUtanI rUpAMtara pAmelI bhUtalIlA ja che, mATe he Atma! ceta! ceta! papa

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rudana - - - = = sedananuM mUlya hAsyanA mUlya karatAM jarA paNa alpa AMkIza nahi. ghaNI vakhata jIvanamAM eka paLanuM rudana hajAra varSanA hAsya karatAM mahAna hoI zake. beparavAIbharyA hAsyathI kheAyeluM jIvanasattva, pazcAttApabharyA rudananA mAtra eka ja azrubiMduthI meLavI zakAya che. A daSTie hAsya karatAM rudana keTaluM mahatvanuM che ! parakha * sAmI vyaktinA mukhanA bhAva parathI pitAnA mATe sAre cA kharAba abhiprAya samajI zake te ja vicakSaNa ane te ja kharo mANasa! ajaba duniyA vyakti nAnI hoya ne guNa meTA heya; guNe nAnA hoya te vyakti moTI heya-AvA banAvo A raMgIlI duniyAmAM zodhavA jaze te ghaNA maLI raheze. aakulu kulukulu plu..

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anubhava-vANI kalpanAthI lakhAyelAM mahAkAvya karatAM anubhavanI eraNa parathI UtarelAM sAdAM vAkyo ghaNAM mahatvanAM hoya che. - amaratAno upAya vIranA sapUta! tuM maravA mATe nathI jape paNa amara banavA mATe sajja che. amara banavA mATe tArA jIvanane umadA hisAba duniyAne Apato jA. dAnavatAnuM tAMDava nRtya karatA jagatane mAnavatAmAM vizrAMti pamADate jA; maunaivInAM kALamIMDha haiyA para divya prema ane vizva vAtsalyanAM chAMTaNAM chAMTate jA. mAnavInuM bhAvi ujavaLa thAya e mATe tArA jIvanane zubhra prakAza dharA para pAtharato jA. avizvAsu vizvanA hRdayamAM, sthAyI vizvAsanI saurabha mahekAvato jA ! svArthanI parAdhInatAmAM jakaDAyelAM mAnavIne paramArthanI vAstavika AjhAdI apAvate jA. jIvanane amara banAvavAne A ja amegha ane ajoDa upAya che! 57

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premanuM svarUpa tuM mane premane vistRta artha pUche che? te ATaluM dhI leH tAjA ja janmelA pitAnA zizune mUkI zikArIne hAthe haNAI jatI hariNInI AMkhamAM, pitAnA baccA mATe aneka vedanA-mizrita je bhAva pragaTe che, e bhAvanuM nAma ja prema! binaanubhava . eNe kahyuM: "A te AnaMda mATe nirdoSa bhAve ja bhUla karI hatI. enuM pApa mane na lAge. meM kahyuM: "te AnaMda mATe nirdoSa bhAve jhera pIdhuM nathI, eTale ja tuM mane uttara ApI zake che!'' baLelo khALe jenuM jIvana dhULa thayuM che te ghaNAMnA jIvana dhULa kare che. ghaNAne bacAvavA hoya to evA ekane bacAve, nahitara e eka baLela ane bALaze.

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pratijJAbhaMga e divasa tuM kema bhUlI gaye, jyAre tAruM zarIra rogothI gherAI gayuM hatuM ne palaMgamAM paDyo paDyo tuM. A rIte gaNagaNatA hataH "he bhagavAna! mane bacAva. huM sAjo thaIza eTale tAruM dhyAna dharIza, parepakAra karIza, dharmanI ArAdhanA karIza, sadAcAra ne savicAramAM jiMdagI vyatIta karIza." ane Aje tuM sAjo thaye eTale e prArthanAne sAva visarI gayo? bhalA mAnava! AnA jevuM bevacanIpaNuM bIjuM kayuM hoI zake? paNa yAda rAkhaje, A rIte satyarUpI paramezvaranI mazkarI karanArane, kudarata paNa krUra rIte ja zikSA phaTakAra che. arpaNu-zakti - jagata mATe pitAnA jIvanane ghasI nAkhanAra manuSya, pite ghasAtuM nathI, paNa pRthvI para svarga UbhuM kare che. paTa

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viveka saMdhyAnA raMga joI jIvananA raMgane khyAla karaje. cimaLAyela phUlane joI jIvana pachInA maraNane vicAra karaje. upayoga nayanane kahe ke jyAM jyAM tArI najara paDe tyAM tyAM UMDuM satya zodhaje. kAnane kaho ke je je sAMbhaLe temAMthI UMDo bodhapATha leje. vAcAne kaho ke je je uccAre temAMthI satya TapakAvaje. kAyAne kahe ke jyAM jyAM tuM hAjarI Ape tyAM tyAM sevAnI saurabha prasarAvaje. ayogyatAnAM sanmAna agya vyaktione mAna ApatA lokone joyA ane mAnane e gya vyaktione tiraskAra karatA lokone joyA pachI to A hRdayathI na rahevAyuM eTale A sahudayI hRdaya raDI paDyuM!

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dhyeyahIna huM sAgarikanAre beThA hatA. anaMta jaLarAzI para DAlatI eka naukA para mArI najara paDI. dhyeyahIna DolatI naukA joI mane jIvana sAMbharI AvyuM. jIvana paNa naukA jevuM che nA? baMdaranA nirNaya karyA vinA je naukA laMgara upADe che; ane anaMta sAgaramAM jhaMpalAve che, tenA mATe vinAza nizcita ja che; tema dhyeyanA nirNaya karyA vinA saMsArasAgaramAM jIvana-nAvane vahetuM mUkanAra mATe paNa vinAza akr che. upekSAnA marma tu mane na svIkAre e ja ceAgya svIkAraze'-A pavitra AzAe paNa maLaze, ane pAvana banIza eTale che. ' pAvana banIza teA mane pAvana banavAnI taka tArAmAM ne mArAmAM pachI aMtara raheze kharuM? 1

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Tii: anubhava tame mane mArA jIvana-paMthanA anubhavenuM varNana karavA vinave che ane emAMthI preraNA meLavI, tame tamArA jIvananI samasyAone ukelavA mAMge cho? te jarA UbhA rahe; mArA anubhavomAMne eka ja TUMke anubhava, tamane kahuMH tamAre keIne anubhava, keInI viziSTatA ke keInI khAsIyata jANavAnI jarAya jarUra nathI. jIvanapaMthamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe A badhI vastuo anAvazyaka che. AgaLa vadhavAnA mArga be ja che -pUrNa saMyama ene AtmajAgRti gulAbanuM attara nirmaLa caritra e gulAbanuM attara che. e tamArI pAse haze te e jema tamane AnaMda Apaze, tema tamArI nikaTamAM vasatA mAnavane paNa suvAsa Apaze. 62

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phUlanAM AMsu \\\ll $ ME, karamAtAM karamAtAM raDI paDelA puSpane meM pUchayuM: "sohAmaNuM phUla! vidAya veLAe raDe che zA mATe? eNe uttara vALyo : "bhAI! devanA mastake caDhavAnuM sadabhAgya te mane na maLyuM, paNa keInA paga nIce kacarAI javAnI taka paNa mane na maLI ! keInA upayogamAM AvyA vinA mAre karamAI javAnI paLa AvI, eTale mane lAgI AvyuM ane mArI nAjuka AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM!" * visaMvAda A citra joyuM tyAre mane Azcarya thayeluM mANasa mATe hatuM ane mana TUMkuM hatuM! jIbha lAMbI hatI ne kAma nAnuM hatuM! enI pratiSThA mahAna hatI ne jIvana zudra hatuM!.

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prema ane meha - samaSTigata jIvananI sukhanI kalpa nAmAMthI janmelA paramArthI saMbaMdhanuM nAma prema, ane vyaktigata jIvananA sukhanI kalpanAmAMthI pragaTelA svArthI saMbaMdhanuM nAma meha. premanAM ujajvaLa kiraNo sAmA mANasanA biDAI gayelA hRdayakamaLane paNa vikasAve che, tyAre mehanAM zyAma kiraNe mAnavInA vikaselA haiyA-phUlane paNa saMkucita banAve che. AthI ja premane prakAza ane mehane aMdhakAra kahe che. nirvIryanI AjhAdI zaktihIna mAnavane maLelI mAtrAvAnarane prApta thayelI talavAranI jema-tenA ja saMhAranuM kAraNa bane che, tema vIryahIna prajAne maLelI AjhAdI paNa tenA pitAnA ja saMhAranuM kAraNa bane che. -

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kAtara ane sAya che te baMne gajavelanAM ja-- kAtara paNa gajavelanI ane seAya paNa gajavelanI--paNa kAtara ekanAM e kare che; jyAre sAya enAM eka kare che. eTale ja darajI kAtarane paga nIce rAkhe che, ane sAyane mAthA upara ! mUrkhanuM-bhUSaNa ghaNA mANaso peAtAne kheAlatAM AvaDe che ema batAvavA jatAM, peAtAne khelatAM nathI AvaDatuM e siddha karI Ape che. AMsunA mahimA pazcAttApanAM AMsu pADavA vinA eka paNa saMta UrdhvagAmI banyA hAya teA mane kahejo. 65

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zezava vaLI kyAre kahyuM hatuM ke prauDhatva mane priya nathI ane vArdhakya veThavuM mane pasaMda nathI ? huM te kahuM chuM ke pratApI prauDhatva paNa Avajo ne zANuM vArdhakya paNa Avajo, paNa mAruM kahevuM che eTaluM ja che ke , mAruM zizava na jaze,-je masta zizava garIba ne zrImaMtanA bhedane pichANatuM nathI, phUla jevA nirdoSa hAsyane tajatuM nathI, bUruM karanArane paNa dADhamAM rAkhatuM nathI, haiyAnI vAtane mAyAnA raMgathI raMgatuM nathI ane vAtsalyanI bhASA sivAya bIjI bhASA jANatuM nathI,-evuM madhuruM zaizava, jIvananI chellI paLe paNa nA jazo! samApada karatAM zizupadanI kiMmata mAre mana ghaNuM che. premanuM darzana premane caraNe sarvasva dharyA vinA e pitAnA caherAnuM saudaryamaya darzana koIne Apata ja nathI! */

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saMyama ke jaDatA? saMyama e te kalpanA ane bhomine navapallavita rAkhanAra nirmaLa nIra che. saMyamathI kalpanAnAM vRkSe ane bhAminI velaDIo jo sukAI jatI heya to mAnaje ke e saMyama nathI, paNa saMyamanA AkarSaka vastromAM sajaja banelI jaDatA che. jyAM saMcamanA nAme jaDatAnI pUjA thAya tyAM kusaMpanA bhaDakA thAya temAM navAI zuM ? parNatAne prabhAva . pitAnA kSetramAM manuSya saMpUrNa ane samartha hoya che te vizvanA game te sthAnamAM saMpUrNa ne samartha banI zake che. ApaNA mukhya kartavyamAM saMpUrNa tAnuM madhura saMgIta bharI daIzuM, te te cAre bAju guMjI UThaze ane pratyeka sthAnane potAnI madhuratAthI chalakAvI deze!

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vAdaLI varSanI eka mAjhama rAte varasatI vAdaLIne meM pUchayuM: "kAM alI? ATalI garjanA kema kare che? kAMIka dhIrI banIne varasane!' varasatI vAdaLIe gaMbhIra nAda karI kahyuM: "amane pIvA chatAM tArAmAM amAro guNa na Ave, eTale bhalA mAnavI! amAre tane cetavo paDe, ame sAgaranAM khArAMdhUdha pANI pIne paNa comAsAmAM mIThI jaLadhArAo varasAvIe chIe, tyAre tuM amArAM mIThAMjaLa pIneya kaDavI vANInAM pANI TapakAve che, eTale kahevA AvI chuM ke kaDavA ghUMTaDA haiyAmAM utArI, amRtanA oDakAra mAMthI kADhaje!" prajJa zatru zatru na ja kare e sAruM ja che, paNa ane mitra karI jIvana bhagADavuM enA karatAM, prajJane zatru karI jIvanamAM sAvadhAna rahevuM zuM cheTuM?

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aNu vastu nAnI che eTale enI kiMmata tamAre mana kAMI ja nathI paNa eka najara te ahIM nAkhe! A nAnakaDA AganA taNakhAe AkhA gAmane rAkhanI DhagalImAM pheravI nAMkhyuM, A nAnakaDA machare pelA mahAkAya kuMjarane maNa karI dIdhe; A nAnakaDA chidra A mahAnaukAne sAgaramAM jaLasamAdhi levarAvIH A nAnakaDA bIje vaDa banI A vA jevI dIvAlane paNa cIrI nAMkhI. A nAnAzA aNuonA baoNmbe jagata AkhAne dhrujAvI dIdhuM. chatAM nAnI vastunuM mUlya tamAre mana kAMI ja nathI? te pachI tamane have soniyA mata madivAna evo AtmA paNa samajAI rahyo! jagadAdhAra jagata mAnapatra lenArAo upara nahi, paNa mana bhAve kartavya karanAra upara cAle che. teonAM mUka balidAne upara ja jagata TakI rahyuM che.

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mAnavatA [, mAnavatA A rahI, pele potAnA ekanA eka roTalAnA TukaDAmAMthI bhUkhyA paDozIne arthe bhAga ApI zeSa saMteSathI khAI rahyo che ne? mAnavatA enA haiyAmAM siteSathI piDhI che. ' dAnavatA? e paNa A rahI. pele baMne hAthamAM be roTalA hovA chatAM pelA garIbanA roTalA upara tarApa mAravA tIrachI AMkhe joI rahyo che ne ? dAnavatA enI AMkhamAM tAMDava nRtya karI rahI che! kAraNa vinA kArya! mANasane dharmathI maLatuM sukha joIe che, paNa dharma karavo nathI. adharmathI maLatuM duHkha joItuM nathI paNa adharmane cheDo nathI-A saMgomAM sukha kema maLe ane duHkha kema TaLe? mANasane kAMTA pAtharIne gulAbanI lahejata levI che!

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zIyaLahIna ke . ziyaLahIna mAnavIne kIDA paDelA, khasathI saDelA, durgandhavALA kUtarAnI upamA apAya che. kUtarAnI peThe AvA mANasane paNa keI pitAnA AMgaNAmAM AvavA detuM nathI, ane je ajANatAM AvI jAya to ene koI premathI paDakhAmAM besADatuM nathI. - patanabhaya , sevA ane kartavyane upara lAvavAnI bahAra lAvavAnI bhAvanA jyAre sevakanA manamAM jAge che, tyAre kareluM kArya badhuM sukAI jAya che, ane e ja patananuM prathama pagathiyuM bane che. jIvananA dareka kAryamAM ApaNI kartavyabuddhi jogavI joIe. kartavyanI vana-DI vaTAvavI bahu muzkela che, enI aMdara abhimAna-garvanuM vAvAjhoDuM cAre tarapha vAtuM ja hoya che, tenI sAme te koI virala ja TakI zake !

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krAMti krAnti thaI rahI che, mAnavatAne dharamULathI pheraphAra thai rahyo che. zuM jUnA jamAnAnI mAnavatAne dUra phagAvI, jhaDapathI, ati jhaDapathI sudharelI dAnavatA tarapha dhasavuM enuM nAma kAnti? mANasa Aje bAhya daSTie be DagalAM AgaLa dekhAya che, paNa AMtarika daSTie te e cAra DagalAM pAchaLa paDI rahyo che, ane tethI ja eka ThekANe annakUTa dekhAya che, tyAre bIjI bAju anAtha mAnava anna vinA ribAI ribAIne marI rahyo che.are krAnti! trAsa ne AnaMda jIvananA pravAsamAM keTalAMka milana sudIrgha gayAM hoya che, paNa tene yAda karatAM trAsathI hRdaya kamakamI jAya che tyAre keTalAMka sAva TUMkAM milana thayAM hoya che jenI madhura smRti jIvanane AnaMdathI bharI de che!

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ja I bhAvanA Artist prANI mAtranA jIvanamAM bhAvanA ati mahattvane bhAga bhajave che, eTalA ja mATe cintake mANasanA sthUla kAryane nathI jotA, paNa enI pAchaLa kAma karatI sUkSma bhAvanAne avaloke che. kArya eka ja hoya chatAM bhAvanA bhinna heca te pariNAma juduM ja Ave. bilADI je dAMtathI pitAnA baccAne pakaDe che, e ja dAMtathI uMdarane paNa pakaDe che; paNa emAM aMtara AkAza ane pAtALanuM che. ekamAM rakSaNanI bhAvanA che; bIjAmAM bhakSaNanI. ekamAM vahAla che, bIjAmAM vinAza.! * jIvananI mahattA - mitra! prema je pavitra hoya te vaibhava zuM kAmano ? jIvana jo amUlya hoya te piso zuM kAmane ? saMyama je zuddha hoya te kAyade zuM kAma ? mana je vizuddha heya te mATe zuM kAmanA ? 73

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aMdara zodha he mAnava! tuM bahAra zuM che che? aMdara Ava, jene te pApAtmA kahI dhikkAre che, ne jenAthI te dUra bhAge che, te tArA hRdayamaMdiranA vAma khaMDamAM saMtAyelo che ane jene tuM puNyAtmA kahI pUje che ne jenA sAnidhya mATe tuM jhaMkhe che, te tArA hRdayamaMdiranA jamaNuM khaMDamAM paDhe che. mATe vagADa vAtsalyane ghaMTa ! jene zodhe che, e tArI sAme sAkSAt khaDe thaze. tyAgI ane gRhastha tajavA mATe khAvuM-A Adarza sAdhune heya ane tajIne khAvuM-A Adarza gRhasthane hoya; ane A Adarzane kendramAM rAkhI sAdhu ane gRhastha jIvana jIve te saMnyAsAzrama jJAnanI paraba bane ane gRhasthAzrama sevAgraha bane. pachI upayogI ane anupayegInI sAThamArI sahaja rIte maTI jAya! Oy

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pratijJAbhaMga 0. * * mAnavInI eka pratijJA tUTe che, tyAre hajAro bhAvanAo, hajAre jIvane ane hajAre kalpanAe bhAMgIne bhUke thaI jAya che. eka mahAbaMdha tUTe te keTalAM gAma jaLabaMbAkAra banI jAya che ! * atRpta bhegecchA bhegecchA manamAM rahI gaI hoya ane e keIpaNa rIte pUrNa na thAya eTale jagatathI nirAza banI saMyamane paMtha svIkAra karanAra mAnavI, bAhya saMyamanA pratApe samAjamAM ucca sthAna prApta kare che; paNa pelI kacaDAyelI dabAyelI gerachA te vATa joIne ja beThI hoya che. ane AgaLa jatAM-anukUla saMga maLatAM-e pAMgare che, ane tIvra AsaktipUrvaka e atRpta bhogecchA mAnavI para kAbU meLave che. te vakhate ene sAmane karavA asamartha nIvaDanAra mAnavI para bhogecchAnuM sAmrAjya jAmI jAya che ! atRpta bhegecchA-e samAjamAM peThelA saDAnuM AMtarika kAraNa che ! = = 5

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dIna nahi * o mArA bhAgya ! meM vaLI tane kyAre kahyuM hatuM ke tuM mane daridra banAvIza nahi? huM te tane pharI Aja paNa kahuM chuM ke daridra banAvaje - ati daridra banAvaje paNa mAruM kahevuM che eTaluM ja che ke mane dharmaviheNa ane dIna banAvIza nahi. khabaradAra mArga haryobharyo che, saraLa che, ema jANIne he paMthI ! paMtha kheDIza nahi. ema jANIne pravAsa kheDanAra pathika kaMTaka ne tApa AvatAM thabhI jAya che; mATe mArga kaMTaka ne tApathI chavAyelo che, ema jANIne hiMmatapUrvaka pravAsa kheDIza, te haryobharyo mArga AvatAM zAnti ne vizrAma utsAha ne AnaMda maLaze! 76.

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saMyamanI pUjAraNa devamAM saMyamanI UjaLI bhAva nAne pratiSThita karIne ja nArI devane pUje che. nArInI AratImAM akhaMDa zikhAe jalatI jyAta e saMyamanuM ja pratIka che, eTale nArI kharI rIte devanI AratI nathI utAratI paNa saMyamanI ja AratI utAre che, saMyamanA caraNAmAM zraddhAthI namana karatI nArIne devanI pUjAraNa kahevA karatAM saMyamanI pUjAraNa kahevAmAM nArInuM aucitya ane gaurava ane jaLavAya che. mananI gati hastAMgulithI caMdraleAkane sparza karanAra ane paganI eDIthI sAgaranA taLiyAne khUMdanAra mAnavI kadAca vizvanAM sarva tattvAne samajI zakaze, paNa e nahi samajI zake mAtra eka peAtAnA manane ! 77

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saMgano raMga, IIIIIIII gaTaranuM apavitra jaLa gaMgAnA pravAhamAM bhaLe to e gaMgAjaLa kahevAya; jyAre gaMgAnuM pavitra jaLa paNa gaTaramAM bhaLe te e gaTaranuM gaMdu pANI kahevAya tema durjana, sajajanemAM bhaLe te e durjana paNa dhIme dhIme sajanamAM khape ane sajajana, durjana sAthe vase te e sajajana paNa durjana kahevAya ! saMganA pANIne raMga te jue! . ahiMsAnuM mAhAbhya ahiMsA jevI zaktizALI cIja duniyAmAM keI nathI. A traNa akSaramAM te kevuM daivata bharyuM che ke jagatanI sarva suMdara bhAvanAo AmAMthI janme! ahiMsA upara AkhI duniyAnuM maMDANu! prema AmAMthI janme, vizvavAtsalya AmAMthI jAge ane vizvoddhAranI bhAvanA paNa AmAMthI udbhave! Aha! ahiMsAnuM kevuM mAhAtamya !

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zAMtinI parimala agarabattIne saMyoga agni sAthe thAya to ja emAMthI suvAsabhareluM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya, tema vANune saMga vartana sAthe thAya te ja emAMthI zAntine parimala pragaTe! * . jIvana-satva - zeraDIne pIlaze toya e mIThA rasanuM jharaNuM vahAvaze. caMdanane ghasaze teya e zItaLa saurabhanI mahephila jamAvaze. jhADane paththara mAraze teya e madhura phaLa Apaze. dhUpane bALaze teya e sugandhanA goTA uchALaze. sajajanane ajJAnatAthI cheDaze toya e karuNAbhInI kSamA Apaze. apakArana prasaMge paNa sajajane jIvanasattva vinA bIju Ape paNa zuM? G

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jatAM jatAM * javuM ja che? te jAo. AvyA cho te khuzIthI jAo, gayA vinA kema cAle? paNa jatAM jatAM svArthanI durgandhane badale sneha, sevA, sadAcAra ane saujanyanI surabhi mUkatA jAo ne ! jethI ame paNa e surabhinI puNyasmRti para be sAcAM AMsu te pADI zakIe ! agamya vAta jene koi satyamAMthI pragaTa heya, jene garva namratAmAMthI utpanna thaye haya, jenI mAyA phakIrImAMthI janmI hoya ane jene lAbha saMteSane putra hoya evo mANasa A ujajaDa saMsArane paNa nandanavanamAM pheravI zake che. A vAta samajavI jarA kaThina che, vadavyAghAta jevI che, sAmAnya mANasane na paNa samajAya, paraMtu jene samajAya te prajJa che. cha &BchI jI.

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vicAra kabATanAM khAnAMmAM nakAmI vastuo ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharI rAkhI hoya to pachI emAM upayogI ne suMdara vastu gaThavavA jeTalI jagyA rahetI nathI; ane parANe jyAM tyAM goThavIe te e kacarAmAM mUlyavAna vastu kyAMya aTavAI jAya, tema magajanA khAnAmAM paNa vikRta vicAre bharavAthI pachI sArA vicAre mATe sthAna rahetuM nathI. ane kadAca kei suvicAra sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave teya te A vikRta vicAromAM aTavAI gayA vinA rahetuM nathI eTale vicAragrahaNamAM paNa viveka joIe. mahAna koIe karelA upakAranI kadara kare e sajajana che. aparicita para upakAra kare e ati sarjana che; paNa apakAra karanAra upara upakAra kare e sajajana nahi, ati sajajana paNa nahi, paraMtu te mahAna che!

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zraddhAnuM dvAra samati ! te tArA raMgamahelanI tarkanI bArI te khullI rAkhI che, paNa zraddhAnAM dvAra te biDAyelAM che ! tArA nimaMtraNane mAna ApI Atmadeva tArA dvAre padhAryA che, paNa dvAra baMdha che, e aMdara kevI rIte Ave ? sumati ! e sumati ! jaladI zraddhAnuM dvAra khela, nahi to e mahAtmA bahArathI pAchA vaLe che ! AtmAnaMda mitra! sarva kaMI tajaje paNa AtmAnA AnaMdane na taja. AtmAnA AnaMda khAtara sarvasvane bhega ApavAne prasaMga Ave te Apaje, paNa AtmAnaMdane TakAvI rAkhaje; kAraNa ke e AnaMda ja jiMdagIne amara banAvanAra rasAyaNa che. AtmAnA AnaMdane khonAra kadAca jagatanI sarva vastuo meLavI le, te paNa vAstavika daSTie eNe zuM meLavyuM kahevAya ? khuza cAlI jAya, pachI phUlanI kiMmata paNa zuM?

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pAtratA tArA jIvanamaMdiramAM sAcA deva birAje che ke nahi, bhAi ! te tuM mane kahe. bhaktone tuM zA mATe nimaMtre che ? tArA jIvanamaMdiramAM deva jo sAcA haze teA prArthanATANe bhakto ubharAyA vinA raheze kharA ? phUla pataMgiyuMne AmaMtraNa pAThave che kharuM? khuzAmata karIne potAnI vidvAna ja nahIM ! sAcA vidvAna vidyA keAinI khuzAmata na kare. vidyAne vecI nAkhe te sAcA paripakava jJAna ekAMtamAM praleAlanakArI viSaye maLavA chatAM tamArI indriyA zAnta rahe, e tarapha praleAbhAya nahi; te jANajo ke tamAruM jJAna paripakva che. 83

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vibhUti mANaso traNa prakAranA hoya che. pahelA prakAranA mANasane saMye ghaDe che, ane e mANasa saMgenA pravAhamAM taNAya che. bIjA prakArano mANasa saMgone sAmano nathI karI zakato, tema te aMgenA pravAhamAM taNAtA paNa nathI; eTale te saMgothI dUra bhAge che ane ekAMtamAM jaI pitAnI sAdhanA kare che.. trIjA prakAranA mANasane saMye nathI ghaDatA, paNa e saMgone ghaDe che. avasare makakamatApUrvaka saMyogane sAmano karIne paNa, e saMga para kAbU-vijaya meLave che. Avo mAnavI ja saMyogo para, kALa upara ane jagata upara pitAnI pratibhAnI cirasthAyI chApa mArI jAya che! siddhinAM nIra jIvananA medAnamAM siddhinAM nirmaLa nIra hAtha hAthane so kUvA khodanArane nathI maLatAM, paNa so hAthane eka kUve chedanArane ja lAdhe che. 84

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eka prazna saMyamamAMthI asaMyamAM jatA hAya re kamabhAgI mana ! tane eka ja prazna pUchuM chuM-saMyamamAMthI chUTI zakIza, paNa mAtra eka ja DagaluM AgaLa beThelA mRtyunA kUra ane bhayaMkara jaDabAmAMthI tuM chUTI zakIza kharuM? | svarga ane naraka ApaNe svarga ne narakane AkAza ane pAtALamAM mAnIe chIe, ene badale thoDA samaya mATe ApaNe ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNamAM ja-ApaNA manamAM ja-svarga ane narakane kapIe te zuM khoTuM? aMtaHkaraNamAM saddavicAra hoya tyAre samajavuM ke ApaNe svargamAM chIe ane aMtaHkaraNamAM asavicAra hoya tyAre mAnavuM ke ApaNe narakamAM chIe; kAraNa ke aMtaHkaraNuM para lAgele sada ke asadu vicArene paTa ja aMte mAnavIne svarga ane narakamAM laI jAya che ne! 85

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IIIII snehIna hRdaya : : 1 * che paththara AgaLa game eTalAM gIta gAe, ethI ene thAka nahi lAge. thAka te gAnArane ja lAgavAne che. tevI ja vAta che sahAnubhUtivihoNA kadarahIna kaThaNa hRdayanI. ekAMtane bhaya ' hA, hA, have huM samaje, tame ekAMtathI kema Dare che te ! kAraNa ke ekAMtamAM tamArAM pApa tamane yAda Ave che, ane e yAda AvatAM tame dhrujI UTho che, eTale e pApane bhUlavA tame kolAhalamAM bhaLe che ane ene avAja na sAMbhaLavA mATe tame mAla vinAnI vAtanAM Dhela vagADyA kare che. * ThIka che, AtmAnA avAjane avaruMdhavA, A mArga paNa tamArA mATe ThIka che !

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prasanna mana che. A - keTalAka kahe che: mayUranuM nRtya, zarada pUnamanI cAMdanI rAta, saritAne kinAre, lIlI vanarAji, himagirinA unnata zikhare, keyalane Tahuke, khIlatI uSAnuM sohAmaNuM prabhAta, tAjuM vikaseluM hasatuM gulAbanuM phUla- A badhAM mAnavIne AhalAda Ape che, paNa mAre anubhava kahe che ke A vAta ardha satya che. mana je prasanna hoya te A badhI suMdara vastuo jeTale zoka Ape che, eTale zeka saMsAranI kadarUpI vastuo paNa ApavA asamartha hoya che! - mela ne pANI sajajenane durjana sAthe spardhA karavAnuM mana thAya te ATalo vicAra kare pANI ane mela vacce yuddha thAya te khovAnuM kene? khovAnuM te pANIne ja! melane khAvAnuM hoya zuM? mela De ja UjaLe thavAnuM che? UjaLuM pANI UlaTuM meluM thavAnuM !

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dAMbhika zAMti krodha kare e sAro nathI, paNa dhImedhIme bhaThThInA aMgArAnI jema baLanAra ane bALanAra kodha karatAM ekadama ghAsanA agninI jema bhaDake thaI zAnta thanAra krodha sAre che. jharamara varasatA varasAda karatAM dhodhamAra varasI jAya e sAro che, ethI AkAza svaccha thaI jAya ane raste cekho thaI jAya; paNa jharamara varasato megha te AkAzane kALuM banAve ane rastAne kacaDavALo temaja gaMdakIvALa banAve che! hAni kone? - sudara vastuone vikArI daSTithI nIrakhanArA o mAnavI! tArA vikArI nirIkSaNathI suMdara vastue asuMdara nahi thAya; paNa tArAM nayana ane tAruM mAnasa te jarUra asuMdara thaze! hAni suMdaratA karatAM, tane potAne vizeSa che, nirmaLatAne khoI beThela nayano nirbaLatA sivAya zuM meLave che? atukuluturukutuNdi.

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ejIvana * paMkhIne jema be pAMkha hoya che tema mAnavIne paNa be jIvana hoya che. paMkhI jema be pAMkho vaDe ananta AkAzamAM UDI zake che, tema mANasa A be jIvana vaDe saMsArasAgara tarI jAya che. mAnavInAM A be jIvanamAM eka sUkSmajIvana ane bIjuM sthUlajIvana. aMtaramAM utpanna thatA vicAro e sUkSmajIvana ane e vicArenuM je mUrtakArya bane che te sthalajIvana! have vicAra-jIvana saDeluM hoya te kArya-jIvana sAruM kyAMthI thAya? eTale ja jIvanadraSTAo vicAra-jIvanane bhadra banAvavA vAraMvAra bhalAmaNa kare che. * puruSArtha AtmA mATe sAdhano che, sAdhane mATe AtmA nathI ja. je sAdhane AtmavikAsamAM baMdhanakAraka hoya tene hiMmatapUrvaka phagAvavAM enuM ja nAma vIryavAna puruSArtha ! 1 *

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UrdhvagAmI koIka vAra kurasada maLe to tamArA sAcA mitrane-AtmAne prazna te pUchajo ke, mitra! ta banI UrvagAmI banavuM che ke aMdhakAra banI adhagAmI ! bhASA Aje keTalAkane belatAM paNa nathI AvaDatuM. zrImanta AgaLa' zvAna-vRtti ane garIba AgaLa varunI vRtti dhAraNa karI belavuM, e mAnavanI bhASA nathI. bhASA samAna hevI ghaTe-je zrImanta pAse te ja garIba pAse. belanAre eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke enI bhASA kSetmaviheNI ane spaSTa hevI ghaTe, jemAMthI Atma svAtanyane prakAza vAkya vAkya jhaLahaLyA kare, je "svapratibhAmAMthI sarjAyele heya! A ja mAnavInI bhASA che ane suMdara bolavAnI rIta paNa A che.

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viveka , ahIM bhegI karelI paugalika vastuo paralokamAM AvavAnI nathI, ane ahIM bhegAM karelAM pApa paralokamAM AvyA vinA rahevAnAM nathI. A sthitimAM zuM bheguM karavuM ane zuM cheThavuM, ene vicAra kare enuM ja nAma viveka! IrachA-zakti , A mAnyatA mUrkhAonI che? "kaI mane pitAnI asAdhAraNa virATa zaktithI athavA koI alaukika camatkArathI muktinA dvAramAM praveza karAvaze !" mekSa meLavavAnI bhAvanA hoya te A vacana hRdayamAM lakhI lejeH mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmAnI baLavAna icchAzakti pragaTayA vinA mokSa apAvanAra saMsArabharamAM kaI samartha che ja nahi! 'MOS + TO + tay . ke, jo koI vAhana

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sahanazIlatA | | 1] tamArAM dukhe keTalAM che, e huM tamane nahi pUchuM. huM te pUchIza ke tamArI sahanazIlatA keTalI che? e duHkhane sAmano karavAnI tamArAmAM zakti keTalI che? kAraNa ke sahanazIlatAnA sUrya AgaLa duHkhane aMdhakAra dIrgha kALa TakI zakato nathI! brahma ane jagata vRddhi ja nacchiA -A bhavya sUtrane pUrNa arthamAM samajyA vinA keTalAka mANasoe Ane khoTuM phUTI mAryuM che. brahma eTale cetanavALuM vizva ane jagata eTale vikathiI UbharAtuM mAnavInuM mana ! cetanavALuM vizva satya che ane kSaNe kSaNe aneka vicArone janma ApatuM manajagata-e mithyA che. eTale ja tatvavide kahe che ke arthahIna vAtane janma ApatI mananI sRSTine mithyA-khoTI gaNI, brahma eTale AtmAnA satyapaMthe gatimAna thAo.

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mULathI jAya - vadhelA nakha jo yathA samaye na kApIe te e beDoLa lAge, emAM mela bharAya ane reganI abhivRddhi kare tema vadhelI saMpatti paNa gya samaye na vaparAya te mANasane samAjamAM vikRta kare, malinatA ANe ne roga-zokanuM kAraNa bane. vaLI ke'ka vAra jema Thesa vAgatAM, na kApelo ane khUba vadhelo nakha, Akho ne Akho ukhaDI jAya che, tema saMpattine saMgharanAra paNa koka vAra samULaguM dhana khoI bese che ! sAramAM mAtra zoka rahe che. - be mANasa eka ja kakSAnA hoya ane emAM eka pitAnI yegyatAnA kAraNe saphaLa thAya ane bIje pitAnI ayogyatAnA kAraNe ke viSayamAM niSphaLa jAya, tyAre e pitAnI bhUlane na zodhatAM, sAmA para IrSyA kare te e IrSyA ja enI gyatA ane aNuAvaDatanuM pratIka banI jAya che !

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vicAra ane kArya vaDanA eka sUma bIjamAM jema eka mahA vaDa chupAyeluM che, ane eka bIjamAM vaLI aneka bIja chupAyelAM che, tema mANasanA eka nAnAmAM nAnA vicAramAM paNa eka mahAkArya chupAyeluM che ane e eka vicAramAM vaLI aneka vicAra paDhelA che. A daSTie vicAranuM eka AMdelana eka kAryane janma Ape che ane eka kArya vizvamAM aneka kAryone janmAve che-taLAvamAM nAkhelI kAMkarI jema kUMDALAne utpanna kare che tema! aMdara ane bahAra mana haLavuM, suvAsita ane vika sita hoya tyAre bahAra narkanI yAtanA dekhAtI hoya te paNa antaramAM Ananda ubharAte hoya chepaNa jyAre mana bhAre, dunyavANuM ane saMkuci keya che, tyAre te bahAra svargane vaibhava dekhAvA chatAM haiyAne narkanI kAramI yAtanA paDatI hoya che!

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prema ane vAsanA tuM mane prema ane vAsanA vaccenuM antara pUche che te ATaluM neMdhI le ? prema ni:svArtha hoya che, vAsanA svArthapUrNa hoya che. prema nirapekSa hoya che, vAsanA sApekSa hoya che. premane prakAza game che, vAsanAne aMdhakAra game che. premane mAtAnI AMkha hoya che, vAsanAne gIdhanI AMkha hoya che, prema vizALatAne AvakAre che; vAsanA saMkucitatAne AvakAre che. prema gati Ape che, vAsanA gati avarodhe che. premamAM tyAga heya che, vAsanAmAM lolupatA hoya che. saMtoSI mahAlayane suMdara kahenArane lobhI na mAnatA! jhUMpaDAne bhavya kahenArane saMtoSI na kalpatA ! saMtoSI te tene kaheje je mahAlaya ane jhuMpaDAnA bhedane bhUlI saMtoSane zreSTha mAne ane asaMtoSane kaniSTha mAne!

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udaya ane asta he prakAzanA puMjane varSAvanArA gagananA lADakvAyA divAkara ! tane leke pUje che ane vi saMdhyAvaMdana kare che, enuM kaMI kAraNa jaNAvIza? bheLA!na samaye? jema udayAcaLa para niyamita rIte AvuM chuM, tevI ja rIte astAcaLa para paNa niyamita rIte ja jAuM chuM. vaLI udaya vakhate je prakAzasmita pAtharuM chuM tevuM ja prakAza-mita asta samaye paNa pAtharuM chuM,mAre mana udaya ane asta samAna che! udaya TANe mane astane khyAla che ane asta TANe mane udayanI pUrNa zraddhA che. udayamAM huM kulA nathI tema astamAM majhAto nathI. mAruM A jIvana-rahasya meMLavavA ja prajJa mane pUje che, ane vipro mane ardha Ape che! @ @@@@@@@@

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kelase ITI da/ kolasAnI kAlimA jaImane hasavuM AvyuM, tyAre mArI dhavalasA para kolasAne hasavuM AvyuM. meM pUchayuM : "tuM kema ho ?" e kaheH "bhAI ! tuM kema hasya?" meM kahyuM "saMsAramAM sarvathI adhika tArI kALAza joIne !" e kahe "mane tArI bAhya dhavalatA joIne hasavuM AvyuM! meM te mArI jAtane bALIne, jagatane prakAza ApI, mArI jAtane kALI karI, paNa tame mANasoe te jagatane kALuM karI mAtra tamArI jAtane ja bAhya rIte dhoLI karI. ane bhAI! ame bhale kALA hoIe, to paNa divya tejathI jhaLahaLatA hIrA ApanAra keI hoya to te ame ja chIe. jAtane bALI prakAza ApanAra para tamane hasavuM AvatuM hoya, te amane paNa tamArI bagalA jevI, bAhya dhavalatA para hasavuM kema na Ave?"

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pagadaMDI vAMkIcUMkI pagadaMDI para thaI ekale cAlye jatA hAuM chuM, tyAre jIvananI je adbhuta kalpanA Ave che, te anirvacanIya che. jIvananA nAnAvidha patha para cAlyA jatA pathikAmAMthI jANe huM ekalA ja e badhAthI vikhUTA paDI dUradUranA kAMi prakAzanA pradezamAM cAlyA jatA hAuM evA bhAsa thAya che. upara vizALa, ananta, akhaMDa ane zubhra AkAza ane paga nIce pavitra, gaMbhIra, nAnAvI ane vAtsalyapUrNa vasuMdharA-A e sivAya jIvanapaMthamAM koi saMgI ke sAthI nathI, e nakkara bhAvanAnA AviSkAra A araNyamAM cAlI jatI pagadaMDI ja karAve che. Adhunika sAdhanothI bAMdhelI saDakA kadAca suMdara haze; paNa te bhAvanAne janmAvavAne samartha che kharI ? nairsigaka vastuomAMthI prabhavatA bhAva, kRtrima vastuomAMthI janme kharA ? -

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arpaNane AnaMda dharatI dhagadhagatI hatI, cAre tarapha kAMTA patharAyelA hatA, javAno mArga kyAMya na hato. mAre pele pAra javuM hatuM. huM thaMbhI gaye-paNa-paNa tyAM te gulAbanuM eka phUla dekhAyuM. eNe hAsya-saurabhanI cheLo uchALI, ane AvIne mArA mArgamAM vIkharAIne patharAI gayuM. nIce kAMTA ane enI upara gulAbanI vikharAyelI komaLa ane nAjuka pAMkhaDIo hatI. enA para paga mUkI, huM cAlyA gaye. e pachI rAta jAmI. rAtre huM zayAmAM paDyo hato tyAre, nAjuka pAMkhaDIone lAgelA ghAnA jakhame mArA haiyAmAM akathya vyathA upajAvI rahyA hatA, ane emane lAgele tApamArI kAyAne saLagAvI rahyo hato, jyAre gulAbanI pAMkhaDIo masta rIte hasatI hatI, ane mAdaka zayyAmAM piDhI na hoya evI zItalatAnI majA mANI rahI hatI! amAre jANe vedanAne vinimaya thayo hataH kAMTA phUlane vAgyA, lohI mane nIkaLyuM. taDake enA upara varasyA, tApa mane lAge ! vAha re, arpaNane agamya AnaMda!

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zilpI eka mAnavIe potAnA jIvananI sarva zaktio kendrita karI eka bhaya ravapna saryuM. e bhavya svapna siddha karavA e svapnazipIe UMgha I, AnaMda , vilAsa ane vaibhava khoyA-ATalI mahAmUlI vastuo khoyA pachI e bhavya ane madhuruM svapna siddha thayuM....paNa e bhavya svapna jyAre siddha thayuM tyAre ? .. tyAre enA jIvana-dIpakanuM tela khUTI gayuM. re! e virATa svapna siddha karanAra mahAzi9pI saMsAranI phUlavADImAMthI potAnI jIvanalIlA saMkelI cAlate thaye! svapnasiddha karavA jIvana nicAvanAra kalAdhara e svapnasRSTinuM apUrva sukha na mANI zakyo, bhAvanAnA taruvarane sarjanAra ja enAM sumadhura phaLe na AyegI zakyo! ke e arpaNa karUNa chatAM bhavya prasaMga !" deva ! tane AvAM ja dazya jevAM game che,

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mAruM jIvana rahasya AnaMda mATe sarjelI kalpanAnI duniyAne, huM vAstavikatAmAM lAvavAne mithyA prayatna kadI nathI karato, kAraNake kalpanA mane vAstavikatA karatAM vadhAre AnaMda ane svacchatA ape che. kalpanAne vAstavika banAvavA jatAM eno UrdhvagAmI AtmA marI jAya che. tevI ja rIte vAstavikatAne huM kalpanAnI duniyAmAM nathI laI jato, kAraNa ke ethI vAstavikatA nakkara maTI polI banI jAya che. eTale kalpanA ane vAstavikatA-e banne duniyA mAre mana bhinna che. kalpanAne sthAne kalpanA ja hoya ane vAstavikatAne sthAne vAstavikatA ja hoya. A rIte mArA AtmapaMkhIne be pAMkho che; eka kalpanAnI ane bIjI vAstavikatAnI kalpanA dvArA huM aphATa AkAzamAM UDI zakuM chuM ne vAstavikatA dvArA punita vasuMdharA para cAlI zakuM chuM. A ja mArA jIvananuM rahasya che. 101

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khaMDicera tuM Ane mAtra paDI gayelAM makAna ane naSTa thayelI havelI kahe che, paNa huM te Ane ApaNA pUrvajonA bhavya itihAsa mAnuM chuM. A khaMDiyeramAM je vIra-gAthA che, A paththarAmAM je sauMdarya chupAyeluM che, ahIMnI dhULanAM rajakaNamAM je khamIra jhaLahaLI rahyuM che. ahIMnI dIvAleAmAM bhUtakALanA je gauravabharyAM itihAsa lakhAyeleA che, ane ahIMnA vAtAvaraNamAM je sarjana ane visarjananI bhAvanA bharI che, te Aje paNa ApaNe anubhavI zakIe chIe, hA, tenuM saMvedana karavA mATe sahRdayatAbharI daSTinI AvazyakatA teA kharI ja ! jene sAttvika mAnasa-dIpaka bujhAi gayA che, tene te ahIM paNa kevaLa aMdhakAra ja najare paDaze, ane e aMdhakAramAM kevaLa bhUtanA eLA ja dekhAze ! 102

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AMsunA upadeza jagatanA e prasiddha pravacanakAra pAse meM nItinAM aneka pravacana sAMbhaLyAM, paNa mArA para e bhavya upadezanI asara jarA paNa na thaI. e upadezanI asara mArA para kema na thaI? e mATe mane atiduHkha thayuM ne ati vedanAnAM UnAMUnAMAMsu kharavAlAgyAM. paNa tyAM te mArA AzcaryanA pAra na rahyo. maratAM AMsu elI UThacAM: "bheALA! raDe che zA mATe ? raDavAnI jarUra teA tAre ke pelA pravacanakArane ?" meM namra banI pUchyuM : " e pApane dheAnArAM pavitra AMsuo! upadezaka zA mATe raDe?" mArmika hAsya karI AMsu khelyAM : kAraNa ke anItinA siMhAsana para besI, e nItinA upadeza Ape che! lasaNanA arka chAMTI, e gulAbanA attaranI vAta cheDe che! lahanI Aga pragaTAvI have e saMpa ne maitrInI zItaLa havA mAge che." ane pachI te kharatuM chelluM AMsu sAcuM meAtI banI gayuM. 103

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mUMjhavaNa tAre jo smita ja karavuM hatuM to mArI sAme joine kema karyuM ? anekane mUkI mane smitamAM kema jhaDapyA ! ThIka, mane jhaDapyA, tA have smitanA artha samajAva, mArA deva ! tAru smita akAraNa tA heAya ja nahi! eTale zaMkA jAya che ke tArA A madhura smitamAM koI marma ke kaTAkSa te nathI ne! eAlane nAtha ! jaladI, kheAla, mAruM mana tArA A marmALA smitanA ukela karyA vinA akaLAya che. tuM nathI khelatA eTale huM mAnuM chuM ke smita dvArA tuM sUcave che keH ' A pAgala, je svama che ene vaLagyA che; ane je nakkara satya che ethI dUra che !" jo A ja artha tArA marmALA smitanA hoya te ema ja kahe ke "e nAdAna ! sAgarane taravA hAya tA taNakhalAne cheDa ane nAvane pakaDa !' paNa tuM tA kAMI kheAlatA ja nathI, ane vItarAgatAnI prasannatAmAM magna che! nAtha! A tA bhAre mUMjhavaNa thaI! (c) thaI 104

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tarka # 'S t A R. taka! vAda! khUba keLavyo! Aja ApaNe evA tArkika banyA ke jagatanI mAnavajAta upara te ThIka, paNa ApaNA AtmA upara paNa ApaNane zraddhA rahI nathI! ApaNe kevA mahAna tArkika pAgala eka pAgale mane kahyuM - A jagata kevuM pAgala che! huM je kahuM chuM te jagata sAMbhaLatuM paNa nathI, ane huM karuM chuM tema karatuM paNa nathI. jagata pAgala che!" - pAgalanuM A vAkya sAMbhaLyuM tyAre mane lAgyuM ke jagatane pratyeka mAnavI potAnI jAta sivAya bIjAne pAgala mAnate hoya che. te pachI A jagatane pAgala kahenAra khare DAhyo ke pAgalane pAgala kahenAra jagata kharuM DAhyuM ! = = a ttukulu. 105

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mAnasika sAdhanA tra i.fi :: MA " mAnasika sAdhanAne gauNa karI kevaLa khorAkanI sAthe ja saMyamano saMbaMdha bAMdhanAra mANasa, kadAca saMyamanA nAmane pAmyA haze, paNa rahasyane to nahi ja. satvahIna phaLa, mULa ne jaLa para AvanAra vizvAmitra ane parAzaranA patananAM dRSTate mATe pUratAM che. vaLI snigdha khorAka lenAra siMhane bAra mahine jevI kAmanI bhUkha nathI jAgatI, tevI bhUkha turacha padArthone khAtAM pArevAone divasamAM aneka vAra jAge che; eTale saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM annajaLanI maryAdA jeTalI ja, kadAca vadhAre paNu, mahatvanI vastu te mAnasika sAdhanA che. * * 106

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anna ane luNa * the ul mar. * ja ''minutside dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvae mAnava jIvanane ghaDanAra amogha sAdhana cheH AmAM dAna, ziyaLa ane tapane tame je annanI upamA ApatA he to huM bhAvane luNanI upamA ApIza. luNa vinA anna svAdiSTa bane kharuM? to pachI bhAva vinA dAnaziyaLa-tapa muktidAyaka kema nIvaDe ? satyane mahimA satyane prakAza ane asatyane aMdhakAra eTalA ja mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke satyavAdI pramAdathIya asatya bolI jAya te paNa loko ene satya ja mAne; jyAre asatyavAdI kaI prasaMge mahAna satya uccArI jAya teya loke ene asatya ja gaNe. 107

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| UrmighavuM haiyuM hota te ene premanA vArithI palALI zakAta, paNa A te paththaraghaDyuM haiyuM che, Ane palALavA jagatamAM kayuM vAri samartha che? kAvya jIvana e ja eka mahAkAvya che. enuM Alekhana adazya ane gAna mauna che. ApaNe ene AlekhI te nathI zakatA, paNa vAMcI nathI zaktA, kAraNa ke ApaNI pAse sahRdayatAbharI daSTi nathI. zAMti ane AnaMda te ja maLe-je sahRdayatAbharI daSTithI vizvanA jIvananuM vAcana thAya! . * 108

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vilAsano vaibhava gaIkAlanuM gulAbI ane khIleluM puSpa Aje zyAma ane karamAyeluM dekhAya che. gaI kAle je puSpanI suMdaratAnuM pAna karatAM tarasyAM nayane thAkatAM nahetAM, te ja puSpane Aje nayane jovAnI paNa nA pADe che! vilAsane vaibhava ke asthAyI che? AtmavaMcanA AMkhamAM AMsu ane mukha para smita-haiyAmAM vedanA ane zabdomAM AnaMda-A rIte " Aje mAnavInuM jIvana pasAra thaI rahyuM che. A te kudaratane mahAna parAjaya che ! kudaratanA mahAna parAjaya je hina parAjaya bIjo kayo hoI zake? A te jANe cAMdanI aMdhakAra varasAvI rahI che ! 109

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khuzAmata . mANasane rIjhavavA karAtI khuzAmata e madhura dUdhamAM tejAba reDavA barAbara cheH ethI mANasa jAmatuM nathI, paNa phATe che! satya sonuM kene nathI gamatuM? sau ene cAhe che, paNa agnimAM tapelI sonAnI lAlacaLa lagaDIne hAthamAM jhAlavA keI ja taiyAra nathI tema satya saune game che, paNa ene kaTutAnA pAtramAM pIrasazuM te ene kaI nahi jhIle. tamAre je satya pIrasavuM hoya te. priyatAnA pAtramAM pIrase, re! ethI satyano mahimA ghaTaze nahi, paNa vadhaze. 110.

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mahattA jIvananI mahattAne zrImaMtanA raMgamahelamAM nahi, paNa nirjana smazAnamAM verAyelI kaI anAmI mAtmAnI rAkhanI DhagalImAM zeAdhajo, vananA jANanAro jIvana aMge kaMI paNa na jANavA chatAM 'sarve, kaMi jANuM chuM' ema mAnanArA jIvananA ajANu ghaNA che, paNa jIvana aMge ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA chatAM jANe kaI ja na jANatA hoya ema jIvanArA-jIvananA jANakAra tA sAva virala che. 111

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saMga eMjina jema agni ane jaLanA saMgathI AgaLa gati kare che, tema AtmA paNa tapanA agni ane zAMtinA jaLanA saMgathI sAcce pahece che. vAcAnI maryAdA mi! bolatAM AvaDe te jarUra belaje. tamArI pAse jagatane ApavA mATe nUtana saMdeza che, ema tamArA AtmAne lAge te na belatA he te paNa bolaje. paNa tamArA belavAthI mAtra jagatamAM zatruo ja UbhA thavAnA heya, te bolatA he te paNa na bolaze. Ama mUgA rahevAthI kadAca tamArA hAthe mAnavajAtanuM hita nahi thAya, te paNa ahita te nahi ja thAya. @@@@@@Kchachacha . jI 112

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arpaNa | deva ! huM nidhana che. vizvanA mAne kAje mandira baMdhAvI zake evI mArI zakti nathI, eTaluM dravya mArI pAse nathI, to mArA akiMcananA haiyAne ja mandiramAM pheravI nAkhuM; te Apa emAM nahi padhAre ? karuNAsAgara! A pradezamAM pavitra jaLa te kyAMya che nahi, ane je che te te lokeSaNAnA vegathI DahoLuM thaI gayeluM che, te dhyAnanA sarovaramAM snAna karIne ApanA nikaTamAM AvuM, te huM nirmaLa nahi gaNAuM? AnandasAgara ! kusuma te upavanamAM maLe, huM to Aje raNamAM vasuM chuM. kusumaviheNa A pradezamAM huM khAlI hAthe bhAvanAnuM kusuma laIne AvuM, to mArI puSpapUjAne Apa mAnya nahi kare ?

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azaraNanA zaraNa! nevedya akiMcana pAse kyAMthI hoya? mArA tuccha evA jIvananA satvarUpI naivedyane ApanA punita caraNakamalAmAM dharuM, te dayAdaSTithI ene nahi nihALe? dayAsi! maNake ja nathI tyAM mALA kema saMbhave? hA! Aje te mananI ja mALA banAvI, zvAsozvAsanA maNakA para ApanA pavitra jApa karI lauM chuM. Apa e mALAviheNa jApanuM madhura smitathI svAgata nahi kare? nAtha! mAnavajIvananI dardakathAe mArA gItane viSAdagIta banAvI mUkayuM che, te AMsuthI dhavAyelA e viSAdagItane Apa maMgaLa-gIta tarIke nahi svIkAre? bole, mArA nAtha! bele. Apa te kRpALu kahevAyA che, anAthanA nAtha kahevAyA che, te A anAthanA nAtha nahi bane? g 114

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mRtyu ' Im Taitili RA. mRtyu!pyArA mRtyutArI bhavyatA ' te bhavya karatAM paNa bhavya che! je vAcAthI para che ne AtmAthI abhinna che! - tuM kSudra mAnavIne bhavya banAve che, ne bhavya mAnavIne kSudra paNa banAvI mUke che! A tArI kevI bhavyatA! tArAthI je bhaDake che te bhavya mAnava hoya te paNa mudra mAnava banI jAya che, ane tene je prakAzanI jema hasate mukhe bheTe che te mudra mAnava hoya te paNa mahAmAnava banI jAya che. pyArA mRtyu! huM tArA premabharyA milananI vATa jete eTalAM mATe ja vicAruM chuM ke, have tAre milana pachI bIjA ghaNAM milana thavAnAM nathI. A ane kadAca A pachInuM-eka 115

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adhika-milana mane amara banAvanAruM che, jotinA pujane pamADanAruM che, anaMta AnaMdanA sAgaramAM nimajajana karAvanAruM che! vaibhavathI chalakAtA mahAlayamAM vasatA koI mAnavIne, tAruM nAma kadAca hADa dhrujAve evI kaMpArI paNa cheDAve; kAraNa ke ene mahAlayamAMthI jhUMpaDImAM javAnuM che, prakAzamAMthI aMdhakAramAM javAnuM che, paNa mAre? mAre tema nathI.' mAre te jhUMpaDImAMthI nIkaLIne anaMta prakAzathI jhaLahaLatI siddhazilA para javAnuM che aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM ne ajJAnamAMthI jJAnamAM javAnuM che! mATe ja te tArAM AgamananAM pagalAM mArA mana maMdiramAM saMbhaLAya che, tyAre mArAmAM yuvAnI kaI adamya jusso AvI jAya che! vahAlA mRtyu! tuM te mArI naukA che. sAme kinAre beThelA mArA mitrone mAre maLavuM che. tArA vinA mane tyAM keNa laI jAya? pAvApurImAM tuM ja bhagavAna vardhamAnane bheTayuM hatuM kharuM ne ! e mahAmAnavane bheTIne teM ja emane amara banAvyA hatA kharuM ne? pyAra ! bola te jarA, e ja rIte tuM mane kyAre ane kyAM bheTIza? e madhura supaLa keTalI sukhada haze! 116

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amaratAnuM gAna mitro ! mAre tamane eka vAta kahevI cheH huM jAuM chuM--mArA mitronuM mane AmaMtraNa ApyuM che, eTale huM utAvaLathI jAuM chuM. mArA jUnA sAthIonuM jyeAtinA smitamAM saMketa karatuM nimaMtraNa vAMcyA pachI ahIM eka kSaNa paNa vilaMba karavA mAruM utsuka haiyuM nA pADe che-te mAre gayA vinA chUTako nathI-hadayane mUkIne huM ahIM kema rahI zakuM? --te mArA mitro ! mArA gamana-kALe maMjIla gItadhvani karajo, harSathI nAco, premanuM jaLa siMcajo, madhura kaMThe amaratAnuM gAna lalakArajo, ane AnandanI zaraNAI ajaDAvajo. 117

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samaDI jema anaMta AkAzamAM paribhramaNa karI, namatI sAMje mALAmAM rahelAM pitAnAM baccAMone bheTavA jAya, tema huM paNa mArA priyatama sAthIone maLavA saMcaruM chuM! mAgamana utsukatAbharyuM che. mAro AtmA puNyakAryothI pUta thayeluM che. mAre mArga maMgalamaya che. lokoe pitAnI ajJAnatAthI e mArgane bhale amaMgaLa ko heya, paNa vAstavika rIte e amaMgaLa nathI, e che pUrNa maMgaLamaya! A mArge, Agamana bhemiyA sAthe, alpa pravAsa te meM beDa che, ane bAkI rahele pravAsa A chellI vAra kheDI rahyo chuM, eTale ja huM tamane pUrNa zraddhApUrvaka kahuM chuM ke mArA gamana-kALe, maMgaLa svare maMjula-gIta gAje, kAraNa ke e maMgaLamaya che ne maMgaLamaya puruSoe A mArge prayANa karyuM che. e mArA anaMtanA pravAsI mitra! evuM amaratAnuM bhavya gIta gAje ke duniyA e bhavya-ati bhavya-gItane sAMbhaLI, maraNanA bhayane sAva bhUlI jAya ane maraNanA vAghAmAM chupAIne beThela amaratAne pichAnI mRtyunA mahAtvane koI anerA utsAhathI Ujave! - - 118

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virAma & da saMdha ", \ ' \ \ \iN) \ \ S: e mArA svAmina! huM tArI pAse kAMI nathI mAgate, mAre. kAMI nathI joItuM, tArA darabAranAM dazya joyA pachI mane have kaI paNa vastu prApta karavAnI IcchA nathI! . tArI pAse je kAMI sarvazreSTha hoya te tuM jagatane vaheMcI Apa-are! mArA bhAganuM je kAMI hoya te paNa saune vaheMcI A5, mAre kAMI nathI joItuM! huM tArI pAse kAMI mAguM nA ! huM to mAtra ATaluM ja kahevA Avyo chuM mane tArA darabAramAM mAruM eka kAvya lalakAravA de! e kAca huM saMgItamAM tyAre ja utArIza, jyAre tArI

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pAse, gAIne mAganAra, keI nahi hoya. mAre tane kAvya saMbhaLAvavuM che, paNa sATAmAM tArI pAsethI kAMI levuM nathI. gAIne mAMganArA gayA pachI ja mAruM kAvya huM eDIza; tyAM sudhI mAre pratIkSA karavI paDaze te paNa karIza-paNa deva ! A kAvya saMbhaLAvyA vinA te nahi ja jAuM. kAraNa ke A kAvya mArI pAvana bhArmiothI sarjayeluM che ane mArA haiyAnAM pavitra AMsuothI AlekhAyeluM che, eTale ja te A kAvya saMbhaLAvavA mATe huM tArI pAchaLa pAgala thaIne pharuM chuM? ' ' ' kema? nAtha ! mAruM A kAvya sAMbhaLIza ne? -paNa deva! A bhAnmAdathI vyakta thayelI vANIne yAcanA na kahIza; kAraNa ke yAcanAnuM bIjuM nAma mRtyu che!

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aMdhakAra : :: aMdhakAra, priya aMdhakAra! jagatane bhale tAre aNagamo haya, kavio bhale tArA durguNa gAtA hoya ane jagatanA pravAsIo bhale tArAthI dUradUra bhAgatA hoya; paNa huM to tane haiyAthI, premathI cAhuM chuM! tArA vinA mane, mArA IzanuM smaraNa koNa karAve? ne prakAzamAM, anekavirATa vastuonAM avalokana ane nirIkSaNathI mAre vibhu mane sAva nAne lAge che-are, keTalIka vAra to jagatanA takhtA parathI saMpUrNa lupta thata dekhAya che! paNa aMdhakAramAM tema nathI. aMdhakAramAM te vizvanI sarva virATa vastu vilIna thaI jAya che-bahAra aMdhakAra hoya

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ne antaramAM prakAza hoya tyAre te mAtra mAre vibhu ja virATa rUpe dekhAtuM hoya che. e aMdhakAramAM ane khA AkArane dhAraNa karI, premanA mUrtasvarUpe nayana sanmukha khaDe thAya che! mArA e nAvaliyAne joI, huM AnandathI nAcI UThuM chuM, ne harSabhera bheTavA jAuM chuM tyAre e amaukhika mauna vANImAM kahe che? Ubho rahe, bheTavAne jarA vAra che. tArI ne mArI vacce paDade che. sabaLa, puruSArtha karI, karmanA e paDadAne cIrI nAMkha. ane pachI te, tuM te huM chuM ne huM te tuM chejyati zuM jyoti milI." *. mArA prabhu sAthe A madhura vArtAlApa karAvanAra aMdhakAra ! huM tane kema bhUlI zakuM? e mArA priya aMdhakAra ! AvA samaye te tuM prakAza karatAM paNa mahAmUle che ! jagata bhale tAru mUlyAMkana na kare; paNa mUlya karavAthI ja vastu mUlyavAna thAya che, ema keNe kahyuM? ema te malayAcala para vasatA candana-vanuM paNa mUlyAMkana koNa kare che? mUlyAMkana na karavA mAtrathI enI sarasatAne kaI nIrasatAmAM pheravavA samartha che kharuM? 122

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kArya-kAraNa :: ::::::::::::::: ****** : : . e mahAvanamAM thaI huM cAlyuM jatuM hatuM, tyAM mArI najara eka mahAsabhA para paDI. vanamAM sabhA kenI heya? vRkSanAM mULiyAMnI mahAsabhA bharAI hatI, ane e sabhAmAM aTTahAsya ane kaTAkSa-hAsyanI mahephila jAmI hatI. - hasatAM mULiyAMone meM pUchayuM: e bhalAM mULiyAM! Aja kAM tameya vyaMga-hAsya ane kaTAkSa-hAsya karo che ? tamAre vaLI hAsya hAya kharuM?" . - mArA A praznathI sabhAmAM stabdhatA chavAI gaI. eka ati vRddha mULiyuM belI UThayuM: "bhAI! Aje ame mAnavajAtanI aNaAvaData ane ajJAnatA para hasIe chIe. tame roja hase te ame kekavAra te hasIe ne? je, ame 123

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jamInamAM daTAyAM, dhULamAM roLAyAM, aMdhakAramAM pUrAyAM ane vRkSane khullI havA ane prakAzamAM kahyuM. jyAre e vRkSa para phaLo Ave che, tyAre DAhI kahevAtI mAnavajAta e vRkSa ane phaLane vakhANe che ane dhanyavAda Ape che paNa enA utpAdakane te sAva ja bhUlI jAya che. are! amane te sadA anAmI ja rAkhe che ne yAda paNa kaI karatuM nathI. eTale,amane Aje badhAne hasavuM AvyuM ke juo te kharA, A DAhyA mANasonI gAMDI buddhi!-je kAryane jue che paNa kAraNane te saMbhAratI paNa nathI ne samajatI paNa nathI!" emanI A vAta sAMbhaLI, mane gAmaDiyA mA-bApanA zaherI chokarA yAda AvyA! je vaDavAonAM dardabharyA AMsu ane zramanA prasvedamAMthI AnaMdano arka khecI rahyA che! 124

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saritAnAM nIra laka : zuklatIrthanA taTa para sUrya, pitAnAM kamaLa kiraNe cAre tarapha pAtharavAnI zarUAta karI hatI. kinAre mANasa vinA nirjana hatuM. eTalAmAM huM tyAM jaI caDyo. narmadAnAM nIra tvarita gatie cAlyAM jatAM hatAM. mane thayuM ke--kAMIka utAvaLanuM kAma haze eTale e jhaDapathI cAlyAM jAya che, paNa jatAM jatAM e potAnA haiyAnI eka gupta vAta. kahetAM gayAM. AkAzanA tArA jevuM nirmaLa smita karI e bolyAM : mAnavI! tuM pramAdI che, ame udyamI chIe. tuM aneka devamAM Asakta che, ame eka mAtra sAgaramAM ja Asakta chIe. 125

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"tAruM dhyeya anizcita che, amAruM dhyeya nizcita che. tuM vyaktimAM rAce che, ame samaSTimAM rAcIe chIe. "tuM bIjAnA nAnA doSane moTA kare che, ame bIjAnA TA deSane paNa joIne svaccha karIe chIe.' , "tArA samAgamamAM AvanAra ujajavaLa paNa malina bane che, amArA samAgamamAM AvanAra malina paNa ujajvaLa bane che! jA, jA; svAthI mAnava! jA, tArAne amArA AcAra, vicAra ke uccAramAM meLa khAya tema nathI. eTale ja tArA saMsargathI dUra javA, ame jhaDapabhera sAgara bhaNI jaI rahyAM chIe!" 126

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sauMdarya darzana A. S ( * e sauMdaryanA pipAsu ! sauMdaryane tuM kevI rIte pIza?--je tArA pitAnAmAM ja te nahi hoya te? * . - je pitAmAM nathI, te anyamAM juve che kharo? ane keI kahe ke, huM jouM chuM, te te satya darzana che kharuM? ema te AMdhaLe paNa aMdhakArane juve che, paNa aMdhakAra e zuM satya darzana che? darzanane vece che-viSayonI jema! - te pachI tuM tArI daSTine ja sauMdaryamaya kAM na banAve? tArI najara saudaryamaya banaze to pachI AkhuM vizva tane mAtra sauMdaryanuM dhAma ja dekhAze. sauMdarya, sauMdarya ane sauMdarya ! - o sauMdaryane pIvA talasatA tRSAtura ! 127

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tu saudaryanuM pAna kAM kAM karIza ane kayAM kayAM nahi kare ? evuM eka sthAna te| matAva ke jyAM saudaryuM na hoya ? kayAMka rUpanuM che te kayAMka RddhinuM che, kacAMka bhavyatAnuM che teA kacAMka bhAvanAnuM che; kacAMka premanuM che teA kayAMka pavitratAnuM che, kyAMka khaLanuM che tA kayAMka buddhinuM che; kayAMka kalAnuM che te kacAMka kalpanAnuM che, kAMka zilpInuM che to kayAMka kAvyanuM che. Dagale ane pagale, AvA anaMta sauMdaryathI chalakAtA vizvamAM, saudaryane maryAdita sthAne ja zodhavA javuM . ene artha sauMdarya-daSTinI ajJAnatA sUcave che! chagra 118 A che

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mAnavatAnI bhavAI sAMjane samaya hataH sAteka vAgyA hatA. upAzrayanI gelerImAM, huM Ubhe Ubho manahara saMdhyAnuM darzana karate hate. AkAzamAM kudaratI lIlA keI - alaukika rIte jAmI hatI, raMga te AkAzamAM chUTe hAthe veravAmAM Avyo hatokudaratanA bhaMDAramAM raMganI kyAM khoTa che? saMdhyAnI e bhavya raMgalIlA joI mAruM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. e ja samaye mArI najara eka dazya para paDI. kadI na bhulAya evuM e dazya hatuM. sahRdayI mAnavInA AnaMdane cUsI le evuM e dazya hatuM. e dazyamAM mAnavatAnI bhavAI hatI, emAM vidhinuM kUra aTTahAsya hatuM! eka bALAe, eThavADa kADhI, vadhelA roTalAnA cAra TukaDA oTalA para pheMkyA. e joI, bhUkhyAM kUtarAM e TukaDAo 129

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para trATakI paDyAM. te ja kSaNe eka kALabhUkhyo mAnavI dhasI AvyuM. enA peTamAM bhUkhanA bhaDakA thaI rahyA hatA. bhUkhane mAryo e gIdhaDAnI jema bhamI rahyo hato. eNe kUtarAone TukaDA khAtAM joyAM ane e ekadama samaLInI jema tyAM pahoMcI gayA. pitAnI phATelI TopIvatI eka jhapaTa mArI, be TukaDA eNe paDAvI lIdhA. e TukaDA kUtarAnA eMThA hatA, ardhA cavAI gayelA hatA. kUtarAM, enA para dhase e pahelAM te eNe e TukaDAmamAM mUkI dIdhA, ane jANe nUtana jIvana na maLyuM hoya tema malakAto e cAlato thaye! e AgaLa cAlatuM hatuM, enI pAchaLa zerInAM kUtarAM hatAM .bharsa, bhasane bhasa. kUtarAM khUba bhasatAM hatAM, tema te kALabhUkhe mAnavI khUba hasate hato! kUtarAM, mAnavInI A bhavAI joI hasatAM hatAM, enI kUra avahelanA joI bhasatAM hatAM. bhUkhe mAnavI mAnavajAtanI A anAtha nirdhanatA joI hasate hate. e kaheto hato "o hInakamI mAnava! tAre mATe Aje saMsAramAM kyAye sthAna nathI. pazuo mATe pAMjarApoLa, paNa tAre mATe te te paNa nathI. A . bhaNavAmAM hasavuM ne haMsavAmAM bhasavuM te AnuM nAma! 130

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vaDalA ne vicAra * . che ja jana Te Ama je, jamaNI bAju nahi paNa DAbI bAju. gaI kAle ahIMsAme pele vaDale ke zobhato hato! enI kevI madhurI ghaTAdAra chAyA hatI! tyAM keTalAM paMkhIo kilela karatAM hatAM! ApaNe paNa ghaNIvAra tyAM jaIne vizrAMti letA hatA kharuM ne? paNa Aja? Aja te tyAM pele vaDalo paNa nathI, pelI mIThI chAyA paNa nathI. ane tyAM AnaMdathI nRtya karatAM paMkhI paNa nathI ! Aje eka vAvAjheDuM vAyuM ne e mahAvaDale mULamAMthI UkhaDI gayA ! * zuM gaI kAle ApaNe ke koIe paNa evI kalpanA karI hatI ke, AvatI kAle A mahAvRkSa mULamAMthI UkhaDI jaze ane pAMthAne ane pakSIone AnaMda Apato A vaDa, sadAne mATe bhUtakALanI bInA banI jaze? mArA mitra! A prasaMga tuM tArA dhyAnamAM le. jarA vicAra kara. AjanuM sukha joI, tuM manamAM malakAya che, 131

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tAre vaibhava joI, tuM prasanna bane che, harSathI nAce che, AnaMdamAM rAce che; paNa mArAbhAI! jarA vicAra karavA Ubho rahe. A sukha sadA rahevAnuM che? A vaibhava nitya TakavAne che? A sAdhana tane zAzvata zAMti ApavAnAM che? ' ' are, kema bhUlI jAya che tuM? ghaNI vAra te sukhanA eka ja DagalA pachI, bhayaMkara duHkha vATa joIne ja UbhuM hoya che. mAtra eka ja paLa pachI e aNadhArI rIte bheTI paDe che, ane ene bheTa thatAM, tArAM A sAdhane kayAM cAlyAM jaze enI tane khabara paNa nahi paDe. sukhanAM svapro saLagI jaze, aramAnenI sRSTi naSTa thaze, dukhanA parvata tUTI paDaze, AnaMdanI duniyA UDI jaze, AzAnA minArA ogaLI jaze ane vipattinI rAtrI, tArI cAre tarapha chavAI jaze; tyAre tArI najara kyAMya nahi pahoMce, aMdhakArane lIdhe te eka pagaluM paNa nahi bharI zake, tArI sAthe gela karanArA mitro adazya thaze, vAto karanArA khasI jaze--mAtra duHkha, tArA na IcchavA chatAM, tAruM sAthIdAra banI jaze, mATe A DhaLI paDelA vaDalA para eka paLa zAnta najara nAkha. vaibhavanA ghenane utArI, svastha thaI vicAra kara. - tuM je derI para nAcI rahyo che, te derI kAcA sUtaranI che. ene tUTatAM vAra nahi lAge, ane derI tUTaze eTale tene joI khuza thanArA-tALIo vagADanArA maMdasmita karI cAlatA thaze kaheze, ke mUrkha che! ATalA zabdo belI khasI jaze, paNa tAruM zuM thaze tenI kalapanA mane dhrujAve che. e anaMtanA pravAsI! A paDelA vRkSane joI jIvanane jarA vicAra kara! tuurukuddukulutulu. 132

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mRtyunI gADI R E samakSa :- 15 che. mitro! mRtyunI gADI AvI rahI che. signala apAI gayuM che. ghaMTa vAgI gayo che. dharatImAM enA AgamananA dhabakArA vAgI rahyA che! e vegathI-ativegathI AvI rahI che ema jaNAya che. paLa be paLamAM e Avaze ane UpaDI paNa jaze. ApaNA lAkha lAkha prayatna paNa e vadhAre vAra thaMbhavAnI nathI. ene niyata samaya pUro thaze ane e cAlavA mAMDaze. ApaNe paNa A ja gADImAM javAnuM che, A vAta tame nAstAnI lahejatamAM bhUlI te nathI gayA ne? A gADImAM ja javuM paDaze. gayA vinA chUTake nathI. kudaratanA e mAnabharyA 133

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nimaMtraNane ApaNe kema karI nakArI zakIzuM? je javuM ja che te ApaNe sajaja thaIne rahIe. taiyArIvALAone huM A vAta nathI kaheto. taiyArI vALAne te Akula-vyAkUla thavAnI jarAya jarUra nathI. enA mATe te A musApharI Anandaprada ane ArAmabharelI che, paNa huM te mArA A bIjA mitrone jAgRta karuM chuM, ke jeo pitAne sAmAna A musApharakhAnAmAM astavyasta karIne beThA che. mitro! the samaya ArAma levA-visAme levA-AvyA eTalAmAM ATale badhe A pathAre ze? ane vaLI A musAphare sAthe kalaha ze? A sthAna mAruM ane A sthAna tAruM, tArI pAse sAva e che sAmAna ane mArI pAse ATale badhe sAmAna-A badhe garva che? are, bhAI! jema beja ochuM haze tema musApharI sugama thaze. vadhAre bhAravALAne vadhAre ciMtA ne ochAvALAne ochI, mATe musApharakhAnAnA musApharo sAthe nakAme kaleza kare cheDI do! jagyA ane hakaka mATe game eTale kalaha karaze teya hamaNAM thoDA ja samayamAM tamAre musApharakhAnuM cheDavuM paDaze, ane ahIMthI chUTA paDayA pachI kayuM sthAna kenI sAthe AvavAnuM hatuM? = = . 134

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te pachI maitrIbharyA sa Mba Mdha bAMdhIne chUTA kAM na paDIe ke jethI kAIka vAra AciMtA kAMka bheTI paDIe te ekabIjAne jAtAM premanI ALe tA UchaLe ! 3 cAle, cAlA, jaladI karA; samaya sAva thADA che. kalaha baMdha karI, nakAmA bAjo eche karavA maDI paDIe. gADI aNadhArI Avaze tyAre sarasAmAna bAMdhavAnA, mitrone maLavAnA ane zAntibharI vidyAya levAnA samaya kathAMthI maLaze ? jo ApaNe pahelAM sajja thaI ne nahi rahIe tA mitrone maLyA vinA, svajanAne sUcanA karyA vinA, bhAtAnA Dakho lIdhA vinA ane priyajanAnI smaraNabheTa svIkAryAM vinA ja, aNudhArI ghaDIe prayANa karavuM paDaze. ane aNudhArI vidyAya kevI AkarI, kevI vikaTa ane kevI mAla vinAnI hAya che te paNa zuM mAre tamane samajAvavuM paDaze ? nA, nA, mitrA ! tame sarva kaI jANA che, mAre kAMI kahevAnI ja jarUra nathI; paNa huM tamArA eka elakA mitra chuM ane mAre kholavAnI Teva che, e tame so jANA cho. eTale A badhuM huM khAlI jAu chuM; nahitara mAre eka mitra tarIke ATaluM ja namra sUcana karavAnuM hoya H - mitra! mRtyanI mahAgADI AvavAnAM sarva sUcane thaI gayAM che ane dharatImAM enA dhabakArA paNa vAgI rahyA che. 131.

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HE kAma du:khane prakAza Aja sudhI huM ema mAnate have ke dukha mANasane sAmarthyahIna banAve che, kartavyabhraSTa banAve che, dIna ane anAtha banAve che, paNa AjanA A prasaMge mArI daSTi badalI che. have samajAya che ke duHkha vAsanAnI bhUmikA para sarjAyuM hoya te ja e jherI DaMkha bane che, ane e DaMkha manane asvastha kare che. paNa duHkha je kaMI zubha sarjananI bhAvanAmAMthI jammu heya te e agni jevuM hovA chatAM enA sAnidhyamAM eka prakArane Ananda Ave che. TADhamAM agni hUMpha Ape che, kAMcanane agni zuddha kare che, te duHkhane agni paNa mANasanA manane hUMpha Ape che, ane kAMcana jevuM zuddha kare che. AvuM duHkha micyA brAntine TALe che, ApaNI AsapAsa rahelA mitravartuLamAMthI sAcA mitrane cUMTI Ape che, AtmAnA pavitra prakAzamaya svarUpane pragaTa kare che ne beTI AzAonA astitvane nAstimAM pherave che! * sUryane prakAza je vizvanA zuddha svarUpane pragaTa kare che, te duHkhane prakAza jIvananA satyane pragaTa kare che ! 136

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suprasiddha ciMtaka ne kuzaLa vyAkhyAnakAraka munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ma. 'citrabhAnu" nA. -aparve graMthA saurabhasuiMdara sacitra navI AvRtti] 2-0-0 jIvananA bAgamAM navIna vicAraNAnI bahAra lAve tevA, suMdara padAnA namUnA jevAM, rasabharapUra, gAmauktikono saMgraha, eka eka mauktikamAM jIvananA bAgamAM navI saurabha pragaTe tevuM sArarUpa lakhANa che. A pustaka , gujarAtI ciMtanasAhityamAM navIna saurabha prasAre che. bheTa, InAma mATe paNa suyogya che. saMskAra-saMbhAra 1-12-9 tattvaciMtaka munirAja ahIM jUnA vArtAsuvarNane | navA DhALa ne navA alaMkAro sAthe rajU kare che. jIvana ne darzana 1-0-0 bhAratabharamAM ghUmelA, vizvanI daza bhASAo para apUva prabhutva dharAvanAra ne jIvanabhara pratyeka vartamAna pravAhanuM vizleSaNa karanAra A kuzaLa vyAkhyAnakAranAM bhASaNone saMgraha che. eka eka bhASaNa 'dharma ane sama ja-samasyAnA mane vIMdhe che. bidumAM siMdhu sAdI AMkha sAmAnya lAgatI ghaTanAmAM paNa jIvanakrAntinAM bIja rahelAM che, munizrInI teja svI kalame evI mahAna puruSonA jIvananI nAnI nAnI dhaTanAo AmAM rajU thaI che.