Book Title: Pure Love Marathi
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Marathi dAdA bhagavAna parupita prema Yu Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TAGS O PROCEAN dAdA bhagavAna kathita prema mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa EME Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 (c) All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 2000 novheMbara 2018 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 20 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTraoNniksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajhAyANaM namo loe savyasAhUrNa eso paMca namukhAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesi, paDarma havada maMgalam // 1 // OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 // OMnamaH zivAya // 3 // jaya sacidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 ; . (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI bhogato tyAcI cUka 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara eDajasTa evarIvhera 17. sevA-paropakAra je ghaDale toca nyAya 18. dAna saMgharSa TALA 19. trimaMtra mI koNa Ahe? 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI krodha 21. camatkAra ciMtA 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya pratikramaNa 23. vANI, vyavahArAta bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra 10. karmAce vijJAna 25. kleza rahita jIvana 11. pApa-puNya 26. nijadoSa darzanAne...nirdoSa! 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 27. prema 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 28. gurU-ziSya 15. mAnava dharma 29. ahiMsA hindI jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna 5. maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra bhugate usI kI bhUla mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra huA so nyAya 9. kleza rahita jIvana 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha ahiMsA 13. pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 33. camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... jagata kartA kauna? 36. karma kA vijJAna trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 9 aura 13 (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI aahe| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta aahe| ; ciMtA 31. WWWWWWW RWW0 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalelyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarupAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtacyA carotara | jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga! zaoNrTa kaTa! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' yAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara 'e.ema. paTela' Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka'ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI, koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataHcyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA (phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhI pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako ! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA ? dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvogAvI, dezavideza paribhramaNa karUna mumukSUMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrUmA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUMnA satsaMga va AtmajJAna prAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUMnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavita asata, he kArya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. - pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSaprAptIsAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAnaprAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAluca Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalita karU zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karUnaca svata:cA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya prema hA zabda itakA curagaLalA gelA Ahe kI ApalyAlA pAvalopAvalI asA prazna paDato kI yAlA kAya prema mhaNAyace? prema asela tithe ase asU zakate kA? khare prema kuThe miLela? khare prema kazAsa mhaNAve? premAcI yathArtha vyAkhyA tara premamUrtI jJAnIca deU zakatAta. je kadhI vADhata nAhI ANi kamI hota nAhI teca khare prema. je vADhata jAte ANi naMtara kamI hote te prema navhe, tI AsaktI Ahe. jyAta kAhI apekSA nAhI, svArtha nAhI, matalaba nAhI, kI doSadRSTI nAhI, niraMtara ekasamAna vAhataca rAhate, phule vAhilI tarI uphADA yeNAra nAhI ANi zivyA dilyA tarI abhAva hoNAra nAhI, ase aghaTa-apAra prema teca sAkSAta paramAtma prema Ahe. azA anupama premAce darzana tara jJAnI puruSAta kiMvA saMpUrNa vItarAga bhagavaMtAtaca hote. Apale loka tara mohAlAhI prema samajatAta! mohAta mobadalyAcI apekSA asate. apekSA pUrNa jhAlI nAhI kI Ata kolAhala mAjato. tyAvaruna kaLate kI te zuddha prema navhate. premAta tara sinsiyAriTI asate saMkucitatA nasate. vyavahArAta AIce prema ucca darjAce mAnale Ahe. paNa tarIhI tyAta kuThe nA kuThe apekSA ANi abhAva disatoca. ANi moha asalyAmuLe tI AsaktIca mhaTalI jAIla. mulagA bArAvIta 90 Takke miLavUna pAsa jhAlA tara AI-vaDIla khuza hotAta, pArTI detAta va mulAce kautuka karatAnA thakatahI nAhIta. tyAlA skUTara ANUna detAta. toca mulagA cAra divasAnaMtara skuTara ThokUna AlA, skUTaracI phAra vATa lAvalI tara teca AI-vaDila tyAlA kAya mhaNatAta? 'tulA akkalaca nAhI, mUrkha Ahesa AtA tulA kAhIca miLaNAra nAhI.' cAraca divasAta tyAcyA huzArIce sarTiphikeTa parata ghetale. sagaLe prema osarale! yAlA kAya prema mhaNAyace? vyavahArAta suddhA mule aso nokara aso kiMvA koNIhI aso, sagaLe premAneca vaza hotAta. itara zastra tithe nirrathaka TharatAta. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yA kALAta azA premAce darzana hajAro lokAMnA paramAtma svarupa dAdA bhagavAna yAMcyAta jhAle. ekAdA jarI koNI tyAMcI hI abhedatA cAkhalI asela to niraMtara tyAMcyA nididhyAsanAta rAhato kiMvA tyAMceca smaraNa karata rAhato, to jarI saMsArAta guraphaTalelA asela tarIhI. hajAro loka dAdAzrIMnA varSAnuvarSa ekakSaNa suddhA visarata nAhIta, he yA kALAce moThe Azcaryaca Ahe. hajAro loka tyAMcyA sAnidhyAta Ale paNa tyAMcI karuNA, tyAMcyA premAcA varSAva pratyekAMnI anubhavalA. pratyekAlA aseca vATate kI mAjhyAvara tyAMcI sarvAta adhika kRpA Ahe, te rAjI Aheta. ANi saMpUrNa vItarAgAMcyA premAcA tara jagAta dusarA paryAyaca sApaDaNAra nAhI. ekadAca jarI vItarAgAMce, tyAMcyA vItarAgatece darzana jhAle tara tithe to AyuSyabhara samarpita hoto. tyA premAlA to kSaNabharahI visaru zakata nAhI. samoracyA vyaktIce AtyaMtika kalyANa kase hoIla heca lakSya niraMtara asalyAmuLe prema va karuNA phalita hotAnA disate. jagAta je kadhI pAhile nAhI, aikale nAhI, zraddheta Ale nAhI kI anubhavalehI nAhI, ase paramAtma prema pratyakSa prApta karAyace asela tara prema svarupa jJAnIMcI bhajanA karAvI. bAkI tara he sarva zabdAta sAmAvela ase nAhI. DaoN. nIrubahana amInace jaya saccidAnaMda 8 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema prema zabda alaukika bhASecA praznakartA : vAstavika rityA prema mhaNaje kAya? malA te savistarapaNe samajUna ghyAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : jagAta je prema bolale jAte nA, te premAlA na samajalyAmuLe bolatAta. premAcI kAhI vyAkhyA tara asela kI nAhI? premAcI Dephinezana kAya Ahe? praznakartA : koNI aTaeNcameMTa mhaNela, koNI vAtsalya mhaNela. bar2yAca prakArace prema Aheta. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa kharokhara jyAsa prema mhaTale jAte, tyAcI kAhI vyAkhyA tara aselaca nA? praznakartA : malA ApalyAkaDUna koNatyAhI phaLAcI AzA nasela, tyAsa ApaNa khare prema mhaNU zakato? dAdAzrI : te prema nAhIca. prema saMsArAta nasateca. te alaukika tatva Ahe. saMsArAta jevhApAsUna alaukika bhASA samajAyalA lAgate, tevhApAsUnaca premAce upAdAna hote. praznakartA : jagAta je premAce tatva samajAvale Ahe te kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jagAta jo prema zabda Ahe nA, to alaukika bhASecA zabda Ahe, to lokavyavahArAta AlelA Ahe. bAkI, Apale loka premAlA samajataca nAhIta. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yAta khare prema kuThe ? tumacyAta prema Ahe kA ? tumacyA, mulAvara tumace prema Ahe ? praznakartA : prema tara asaNAraca nA ! prema dAdAzrI : maga tyAlA kadhI mAratA kA ? mulAMnA kadhIca mArale nAhI ? rAgAvalAta suddhA nAhI ? praznakartA : kadhItarI tara rAgavAveca lAgate nA ? dAdAzrI : tara prema azI vastU Ahe kI doSa disataca nAhI. doSa disatAta mhaNaje te prema navhateca. ase vATate kA tumhAlA ? malA yA sarvAMvara prema Ahe. AttAparyaMta malA koNAcAhI doSa disalA nAhI. maga Apale prema koNAvara Ahe te sAMgA nA malA ? tumhI mhaNatA mAjhyAjavaLa premAcA ThevA Ahe, tara to kuThe Ahe ? khare prema asate nirhetUka praznakartA : tara maga paramezvarAprati asalele prema, yAlAca prema mhaTale jAIla nA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tumhAlA paramezvarAprati suddhA prema nAhI. prema hI vastUca vegaLI Ahe. prema kuThalyAhI hetUvinA asale pAhije. nirhetUka asale pAhije, paramezvarAprati prema Ahe maga itarAMvara prema kA nAhI karata? tyAMcyAkaDe kAhI kAma Ahe kA tumhAlA! AIvara prema Ahe, kAraNa ticyAkaDe kAhI kAma Ahe. paraMtu prema nirhetUka asAyalA have. tumacyAvarahI prema Ahe ANi yA sarvAMvara suddhA prema Ahe. paraMtu yAmAge mAjhA kAhI hetU nAhI ! malA nAhI svArtha premAta bAkI, hA tara jagAta svArtha Ahe. 'mI Ahe' asA ahaMkAra Ahe toparyaMta svArtha Ahe. ANi jithe svArtha asela tithe prema asU zakata nAhI. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mhaNaje jithe svArtha asela tithe prema asUca zakata nAhI, ANi prema asela tithe svArtha asU zakata nAhI. ___ arthAta jithe svArtha nasela titheca zuddha prema asate. svArtha kevhA nasato? 'tujhe-mAjhe' nasela tevhAca svArtha nasato. 'tujhe-mAjhe' Ahe tithe nakkIca svArtha Ahe. ANi jithe 'tujhe-mAjhe' Ahe tithe ajJAnatA Ahe. ajJAnatemuLe 'tujhe-mAjhe' jhAle. 'tujhe-mAjhe' hota asalyAmuLe svArtha Ahe. ANi jithe svArtha Ahe tithe prema nasate. 'tujhe-mAjhe ' kevhA hota nAhI? jJAna asela taraca 'tujhe-mAjhe' hota nAhI. jJAnAzivAya tara tujhe-mAjhe hotaca asate nA? paNa tarI paTakana samajela azI hI goSTa nAhI. jagAtIla loka prema mhaNatAta tI bhrAMtabhASecI goSTa Ahe. phasavaNyAcI goSTa Ahe. alaukika premAcI huMpha (premAcA olAvA)tara phAra vegaLIca asate. prema tara sarvAta moThI vastU Ahe. aDIca akSara premAce mhaNUna tara kabIra sAhebAMnI mhaTale, 'pothI par3ha par3ha jaga muA, paMDita bhayA na koI, DhAI akSara prema kA, par3he so paMDita hoI.' premAce aDIca akSara, evaDheca jarI samajale tarI puSkaLa jhAle. bAkI, pustaka vAcaNAr2yAMnA tara kabIra sAhebAMnI phAra kaDaka zabdAta sAMgitale kI, hI pustake vAcUna-vAcUna tara jaga mele, paraMtu paMDita koNIhI jhAle nAhI, phakta premAcI aDIca akSare samajaNyAkarItA, paNa tarI aDIca akSare prApta jhAlI nAhIta ANi bhaTakata rAhile. mhaNaje phakta pustakaca vAcata basatAta, tara hA sarva veDapaNAca Ahe. paraMtu premAcI mAtra aDIca akSare samajalA to paMDita jhAlA. ase kabIra sAhebAMnI sAMgitale. tumhI kabIra sAhebAMcyA goSTI aikalyA Aheta kA? prema asela tara kadhIhI vegaLe hoNAra nAhI. he sarva tara matalabI prema Ahe, matalabI premAlA prema mhaNatA yeIla kA? Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 praznakartA : maga tyAsa AsaktI mhaTalI jAte ? dAdAzrI : AsaktIca Ahe. ANi prema hA tara anAsakta yoga Ahe, anAsakta yogAmuLe khare prema utpanna hote. premAcI yathArtha vyAkhyA dAdAzrI : vaoNTa ija da Dephinezana oNpha lava? (premAcI vyAkhyA kAya ?) prema praznakartA : malA mAhIta nAhI. tumhI samajavA. dAdAzrI : are, mIca lahAnapaNApAsUna premAcI vyAkhyA zodhata hoto nA? malA vATata ase kI he prema kAya asela ? loka 'prema-prema' bolatAta, te prema mhaNaje nemake kAya asela ? mhaNUna maga mI sarva pustake ughaDUna pAhilI, sarva zAstre vAcalI, paraMtu malA premAcI vyAkhyA kuThehI sApaDalI nAhI. malA Azcaryaca vATale kI, koNatyAhI zAstrAta 'prema mhaNaje kAya, ' yAcI vyAkhyAca nAhI ?! maga jevhA kabIra sAhebAMcI kAhI pustake vAcalI, tevhA manAcI saMtuSTI jhAlI kI premAcI vyAkhyA tara yA kabIra sAhebAMnIca dilI Ahe. tI vyAkhyA malA upayogI paDalI, te kAya mhaNatAta, 'ghaDI car3he, ghaDI utare, vaha to prema na hoya, aghaTa prema hI hRdaya base, prema kahiye soya. 1 azI tyAMnI vyAkhyA dilI, malA tara tI vyAkhyA phAra suMdara vATalI, 'mAnAve lAgela kabIra sAheba, dhanya Ahe !' heca sarvAta khare prema ! ghaTakyAta vADhate ANi ghaTakyAta utarate tyAsa prema kase mhaNatA yeIla ? praznakartA : maga khare prema kazAsa mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : khare prema, mhaNaje je kadhI vADhata nAhI, kamI hota nAhI te! AmhA jJAnIMce prema aseca asate, te kadhI kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. ase Amace khare prema saMpUrNa jagAvara asate, ANi ase prema toca paramAtmA. praznakartA : paNa tarIhI jagAta kuThe tarI prema aselaca nA ? Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema dAdAzrI : prema kuTheca nAhI. premAsArakhI vastUca yA jagAta nAhI. hI sagaLI AsaktIca Ahe. kAhItarI ulaTa-sulaTa bolalyAvara lageca kaLate. samajA, Aja ApalA bhAU paradezAtUna AlA, tevhA Aja tara agadI tyAcyAcasobata basUna rAhAyalA AvaDate. tyAcyAsobata jevAyalAphirAyalA khUpa AvaDate. ANi jara dusar2yA divazI to ApalyAlA mhaNAlA kI, 'tumhI nonasensa AhAta' tara maga jhAle ! ANi 'jJAnI' puruSAsa tara sAta veLA nonasensa mhaTale tarIhI te mhaNatIla 'ho bhAU, tU baisa nA, ithe baisa. ' kAraNa 'jJAnI' jANatAta kI hA bolataca nAhI. hI tara rekaoNrDa bolata Ahe. khare prema tara kase asate kI jyAcyA mAge kadhI dveSa nasato. jithe premAta, premAmAge dveSa Ahe, tyA premAlA prema kase mhaNatA yeIla ? ekasamAna prema asale pAhije. 'prema, ' titheca paramAtmA praznakartA : tara khare prema mhaNaje kadhI kamI - jAsta hota nAhI ? dAdAzrI : khare prema kadhIhI kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. he tara prema jaDale asela, paNa jara kadhI tyAlA zivyA dilyA tara tyAcyAzI bhAMDaNa hote ANi hAra-ture ghAtale tara to parata ApalyAlA cikaTato. praznakartA : vyavahArAta tara kamI-jAsta hotaca asate. dAdAzrI : yA lokAMce prema tara divasabhara kamI-jAsta hotaca rAhate nA! mulA-mulIMvara, sarvAMvara kamI-jAsta hotaca rAhate nA ! nAtevAIka, sarva ThikANI kamI-jAsta hotaca rAhate ! are, svata: vara suddhA kamI - jAsta hota rAhate! ghaTakyAta ArazAta pAhile kI mhaNela, 'AtA mI suMdara disata Ahe.' ANi ghaTakyAta mhaNela kI 'nAhI, barobara nAhI.' mhaNaje svata:varace prema dekhIla kamI-jAsta hote. he sarva jabAbadArI na samajalyAmuLeca hota asate nA! kevaDhI moThI jabAbadArI ! Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : maga he loka mhaNatAta nA, prema zikA, prema zikA. dAdAzrI : paNa he premaca nAhI nA! yA sarva laukika goSTI Aheta, yAlA prema mhaNaNAraca koNa? lokAMce prema kI je kamI-jAsta hota asate tI sarva AsaktI, nivvaLa AsaktIca Ahe. jagAta AsaktIca Ahe. jagAne prema kadhI pAhileca nAhI. Amace prema zuddha prema Ahe, mhaNUna lokAMvara pariNAma hoto. lokAMnA phAyadA hoto, anyathA phAyadA hoNAraca nAhI nA! jevhA kevhA 'jJAnI puruSa' kiMvA bhagavaMta asatIla, tevhA prema baghAyalA miLate. prema kamI-jAsta hota nAhI, te anAsakta asate. jJAnIMce ase prema toca paramAtmA Ahe. khare prema toca paramAtmA Ahe. dusarI koNatIhI vastU paramAtmA nAhIca. khare prema, tithe paramAtmApada prakaTa hote! sadaiva aghaTa prema jJAnIMce praznakartA : maga yA premAce prakAra kitI Aheta, kase Aheta, te sarva samajavA nA. dAdAzrI : premAce donaca prakAra Aheta. eka Ahe ghaTaNAre-vADhaNAre, ghaTate tevhA AsaktI mhaNatAta ANi vADhate tevhAhI AsaktI mhaNatAta. ANi dusare ghaTata-vADhata nAhI, ase anAsakta prema, ase prema jJAnIMceca asate. jJAnIMce prema tara zuddha prema Ahe. ase prema kuThehI pAhAyalA miLaNAra nAhI. jagAta tumhI jithehI pAhatA te sarvaca prema svArthavAle prema Ahe. patI-patnIce, AI-vaDilAMce, pitA-putrAce, AI-mulAce, zeTha-nokarAce, pratyekAMce prema svArthavAle Ahe. te kevhA lakSAta yete kI, jevhA te prema phaeNkcara hote tevhA. joparyaMta goDavA vATata asato toparyaMta kAhI vATata nAhI, paNa jara kaTutA utpanna jhAlI kI maga samajate. are, AyuSyabhara vaDilAMcyA AjJeta rAhilA asela ANi ekadAca jarI paristhItivaza rAgAne mulagA vaDilAMnA mhaNAlA kI, tumhI beakkala AhAta, tara AyuSyabharAce saMbaMdha tuTatAta. vaDIla mhaNatIla, 'tU mAjhA mulagA nAhIsa, ANi mI tujhA Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bApa nAhI.' jara khare prema asela tara te nehamIsAThI jasecyA taseca rAhIla. maga zivyA devo kI bhAMDaNa karo. yAzivAyacyA premAsa khare prema kase mhaNatA yeIla? svArtha asalele prema tyAsaca AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. te mhaNaje vyApArI ANi grAhakAsArakhe prema Ahe, saudebAjI Ahe. jagAtIla premAsa AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. prema tara tyAsa mhaTale jAte kI nehamI sobataca rahAvese vATate. tyAcyA sarva goSTI cAMgalyAca vATatAta. tyAta aeNkzana ANi riaeNkzana nasatAta. premAcA pravAha eka sArakhAca vAhata asato. kamI-jAsta hota nAhI, pUraNa-galana hota nAhI. AsaktI pUraNagalana svabhAvAcI asate. ekhAdA mulagA jara binaakklecI goSTa karela kI, 'dAdAjI, ApalyAlA tara mI kadhI jevAyalA suddhA bolavaNAra nAhI ANi pANI suddhA pAjaNAra nAhI.' tarI paNa 'dAdAjIM' ce prema kamI hoNAra nAhI ANi nehamIca cAMgale bhojana khAU ghAtale tarI suddhA 'dAdAjI' ce prema vADhaNAra nAhI, yAlA prema mhaNatAta. mhaNaje jevAyalA bolavale tarI prema ANi nAhI bolavale tarI suddhA prema, zivyA dilyA tarI prema ANi zivyA dilyA nAhIta tarI prema, sarvatra premaca disela. mhaNUnaca khare prema tara Amace mhaTale jAte. prema jasecyA taseca Ahe nA? pahilyA divazI jase hote tasecyA taseca AjahI Ahe nA? are, tumhI malA vIsa varSAMnI bheTAla nA, tarI suddhA prema kamI-jAsta hoNAra nAhI, prema jasecyA taseca disela. svArthAzivAyacA sneha nAhI saMsArAta praznakartA : vyavahArAta AIce prema adhika cAMgale mAnale jAte. dAdAzrI : maga dusar2yA naMbaravara? praznakartA : dusare koNatehI nAhI. dusare sarva svArthAceca prema Ahe. dAdAzrI : ase hoya? bhAU-bIU sarva svArtha ? nAhI, tumhI prayoga karUna pAhile nasela? praznakartA : sarva anubhava Aheta. dAdAzrI : ANi he loka raDatAta nA, te sarva khar2yA premAsAThI raData Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAhIta, svArthAsAThI raDatAta. mhaNaje he premaca nAhI, hI sarva tara AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. svArthAmuLe AsaktI utpanna hote. gharAta sarvAMsobata caDhautAra nasalele prema ThevAve. paNa tyAMnA mAtra aseca sAMgAve kI, 'tumacyAzivAya AmhAlA karamata nAhI?' vyavahArAne tara bolAve lAgate nA! paraMtu prema tara caDha-utAra nasalele asAve. yA saMsArAta jara koNI mhaNela, 'kI bAyakoce prema he prema nAhI kA?' tevhA mI tyAlA samajAvato kI, je prema kamI-jAsta hota asela te premaca nAhI. tumhI hir2yAcyA kuDyA ANUna detA tyAdivazI prema khUpa vADhate ANi jara kuDyA ANalyA nAhIta tara prema kamI hote. yAlA prema mhaTale jAta nAhI. praznakartA : khare prema kamI-jAsta hota nAhI, maga tyAce svarUpa kase asate? dAdAzrI : te kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. jevhA baghAla tevhA prema tasecyA taseca disate. he tara tumace kAma karUna deto toparyaMta prema rAhate, ANi kAma kele nAhI kI prema tuTate. tyAlA prema mhaNUca kase zakato? mhaNUna khar2yA premAcI vyAkhyA kAya? tara phula-hAra ghAlaNAre ANi zivyA deNAre, yA doghAMvara sArakheca prema asela, tyAce nAva prema. bAkI sarva AsaktI. mhaNaje hI premAcI Dephinezana sAMgato kI prema ase asAyalA have. heca paramAtma prema Ahe, ANi jara ase prema utpanna jhAle, tara ANakhI kazAcI garajaca uraNAra nAhI. premAcIca kiMmata Ahe ! moha asalele prema, bekAra praznakartA : manuSya premAzivAya jagU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : jyAcyAvara prema kele tyAne ghaTasphoTa ghetalA, maga to kasA jagela? AtA kA bolata nAhI? bolA nA? praznakartA : khare prema asela tara jagU zakato? jara moha asela tara nAhI jagU zakaNAra? Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema dAdAzrI : he barobara bolalAta. ApaNa prema karato ANi to ghaTasphoTa gheIla, tara jaLala melaM te prema ! tyAlA prema mhaNAyaceca kase ? Apale prema kadhIhI tuTaNAra nAhI ase asAyalA have, maga kAhIhI jhAle tarI prema tuTaNAra nAhI. arthAta khare prema asela tara jagU zakato. praznakartA : phakta mohaca asela tara nAhI jagU zakaNAra. dAdAzrI : mohAce prema tara bekAra Ahe. tevhA azA premAta phasU nakA. vyAkhyenusAra prema asAyalA have. premAzivAya manuSya jagU zakata nAhI, hI goSTa kharI Ahe paraMtu prema vyAkhyenusAra asAyalA have. premAcI vyAkhyA ApalyA lakSAta AlI nA ? maga tase prema zodhA. AtA ase prema zodhU nakA kI lageca dusar2yA divazI ghaTasphoTa ghetIla. yAMcA kAya bharavasA praznakartA : prema ANi moha, tyAta mohAta samarpita hoNyAta mobadalyAcI apekSA Ahe ANi yA premAta mobadalyAcI apekSA nasate, maga premAta samarpita jhAlA tara to pUrNa padAsa prApta karU zakato ? dAdAzrI : yA jagAta jara koNatyAhI vyaktIne satya (khar2yA) premAcI suruvAta kelI tara to paramezvara hoIla. tyA premAta bhesaLa nasate. tyA khar2yA premAta viSaya vikAra nasato, lobha nasato, mAna nasato, ase nirbheLa prema tyAlA paramezvara banavato. saMpUrNa banavato. mArga tara sarva sope Aheta, paraMtu ase hoNe kaThINa Ahe nA ! praznakartA : tyAcapramANe jara koNatyAhI mohAmAge jIvana samarpita karaNyAcI zaktI miLavalI tara pariNAma svarUpa tyAlA pUrNatA prApta hote ? tara to dhyeya pUrNa karu zakato ? dAdAzrI : jara mohAsAThI samarpita kele tara maga mohaca prApta karela nA, ANi mohaca prApta kelA Ahe nA lokAMnI ! praznakartA : AttAcyA kALAta hI jI mule-mulI prema karatAta te mohAne karatAta, mhaNUna phela (nApAsa) hotAta ? Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : kevaLa mohaca! varUna ceharA suMdara disato, mhaNUna prema disate. paNa te prema mhaTale jAta nAhI nA! AtA ithe jara ekhAde gaLU jhAle, tara javaLa dekhIla jANAra nAhI. he tara AMbA cAkhUna pAhilA tara kaLela. toMDa kharAba jhAle tara jhAle paNa mahinAbhara khANehI cAMgale vATata nAhI. varSabhara toMDAvara gaLU jhAle nA tara toMDa suddhA pAhaNAra nAhI, moha suTUna jAIla. ANi jara khare prema asela tara eka kAya dona gaLU jhAle, tarIhI prema suTaNAra nAhI. mhaNaje ase prema zodhUna kADhA, nAhI tara lagnaca karU nakA, keleta tara phasAla. maga tI jevhA toMDa phugavela tevhA mhaNAla, 'malA tara hice toMDaca baghAvese vATata nAhI.' are toMDa cAMgale vATale hote mhaNUna tara tU tilA pasaMta kelesa ANi AtA pasaMta nAhI mhaNatosa? goDa goDa bolalAta tara AvaDate. ANi kaDU bolAla tara mhaNela, 'malA tU ajibAta AvaData nAhI.' praznakartA : tI suddhA AsaktIca mhaNAyacI nA? dAdAzrI : sarva AsaktIca. 'AdhI pasaMta hote ANi AtA pasaMta nAhI, AdhI pasaMta hote ANi AtA pasaMta nAhI' azI kurakura karata rAhato. azA premAcA kAya upayoga? mohAta dagA-phaTakA khUpa mAra khAto tevhA jo moha hotA nA, to moha suTato. kevaLa mohaca hotA. mohAcAca mAra khAta rAhilA. praznakartA : moha ANi prema yA doghAMmadhIla bhedareSA kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : hA kAjavA Ahe nA, to divyAbhovatI phirUna svAhA hoto nA? to svata:ce jIvana saMpavUna TAkato, yAsa moha mhaTale jAte. paNa prema tara Tikate, prema TikAU asate, moha Tikata nAhI. moha mhaNaje yujalesa (nirUpayogI) jIvana. te tara AMdhaLe hoNyAsArakheca Ahe. jase AMdhaLA mANUsa kAjavyAsArakhA phirata asato ANi mAra khAto taseca, ANi prema tara TikAU asate, premAta tara Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AyuSyabharAsAThI sukha have asate. tAtpuratace sukha zodhAve ase nAhI nA! mhaNaje hA sarva mohaca Ahe nA! moha mhaNaje ughaDa-ughaDa dagAphaTakA. moha mhaNaje zaMbhara Takke dhokAca. praznakartA : paraMtu hA moha Ahe ANi he prema Ahe ase sAmAnya vyaktIlA kase samajaNAra? ekhAdyA vyaktIce khare prema Ahe kI, to tyAcA moha Ahe he sAmAnya vyaktIlA kase samajaNAra? dAdAzrI : te tara tyAlA khaDasAvalyAvara ApoApaca kaLate. ekhAdyA divazI tyAlA khaDasAvale ANi to jara ciDalA tara kaLate nA kI he yujalesa Ahe. maga kAya dazA hoIla? tyApekSA AdhIca khaDasAvUna pAhAve. rupayA asA khaNakhaNUna pAhato nA, kharA Ahe kI, khoTA Ahe te lageca kaLate nA? kAhI tarI bahANA karUna tyAlA khaDasAve. AtA tara nivvaLa bhayaMkara svArtha! svArthAsAThI suddhA prema dAkhavatAta. paNa kadhItarI khaDasAvUna pAhile tara samajela kI he khare prema Ahe kI nAhI? / praznakartA : khare prema asela tara khaDasAvalyAvara kase asate? dAdAzrI : samoracyAne khaDasAvale tarI svataH zAMta rAhUna tyAlA nukasAna hoNAra nAhI ase vAgato. khare prema asela tara sarva giLUna TAkato. pakkA badamAza jarI asela tarI paNa to gappa basato. te prema kI laphaDe? praznakartA : dona premI asatIla ANi gharacyAMcI samaMtI nasela tara, AtmahatyA karatAta, ase bar2yAcadA ghaDate. tara te je prema Ahe, tyAsa kuThale prema mhaTale jAIla? dAdAzrI : uthaLa prema! tyAsa premaca kase mhaNatA yeIla? imozanala hotAta ANi ruLAvara jhopatAta! ANi mhaNatAta, 'puDhacyA janmI AmhI doghe sobataca asU.' tara azI AzA koNIhI bALagU naye. te tyAMcyA karmAcyA hizobAnusAra janma ghetAta. punhA kadhI bheTatahI nAhIta!! praznakartA : punhA bheTaNyAcI icchA asela tarIhI bheTata nAhIta? Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : icchA ThevalyAne kAhI niSpanna hote kA? puDhacA janma tara karmAce phaLa Ahe nA, ANi hA tara imozanalapaNA (bhAvanikatA) Ahe. tumhI taruNa asatAnA ase kAhI laphaDe kelele kA? jevhA saMyogika purAve ekatra hotAta, sarva eviDansa ekatra hotAta tevhA ase laphaDe cikaTate. praznakartA : laphaDe mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : ho, te mI sAMgato, eka nAgara brAmhaNa hotA, to eka oNphisara hotA. to tyAcyA mulAlA mhaNato, 'tU phirata hotAsa te mI pAhile. tU laphaDe sobata gheUna kazAlA phiratosa?' to mulagA kaoNlejamadhye zikata hotA ANi tyAlA garlaphreMDa (mulI) barobara phiratAnA vaDilAMnI pAhile. hallIce loka tyAsa laphaDe mhaNata nAhIta paraMtu junyA kALAtIla loka tyAsa laphaDe mhaNata. tara vaDilAMnA ase vATale kI 'yA mulAlA prema mhaNaje kAya te samajata nAhI, prema kAya te samajata nAhI mhaNUna mAra khANAra. he laphaDe cikaTale Ahe, mhaNUna tyAlA puSkaLa duHkhaM sosAve lAgela.' prema nibhAvaNe itake sope nAhI, prema karaNe sarvAMnA yete paNa tyAsa nibhAvaNe sope nAhI, mhaNUna tyAcyA vaDilAMnI sAMgitale, kI he laphaDe kazAlA ubhe kelesa?' __tyAvara to mulagA mhaNato, 'bAbA, he tumhI kAya bolatAya?' tI tara mAjhI garlaphreMDa Ahe. tumhI tilA laphaDe mhaNatA? mAjhe nAka kApale jAIla ase kase bolatA? ase bolU nakA nA.' tevhA vaDIla mhaNAle ' baraM, AtA nAhI bolaNAra.' tyA garlaphreMDabarobara dona varSa maitrI cAlalI. maga ekadA tI mulagI dusar2yA ekA mulAsobata sinemA pAhAyalA AlI hotI ANi te tyA mulAne pAhile. tevhA tyAcyA lakSAta Ale kI he tara mAjhe vaDIla je sAMgata hote kI he laphaDe Ahe, tara kharokhara he laphaDeca Ahe. mhaNajeca purAve (ghaTaka-paristhitI) ekatra Ale kI, laphaDe cikaTate. maga te suTata nAhI, ANi tI mulagI AtA dusar2yAsobata phirate Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mhaNUna rAtraMdivasa tyA mulAlA jhopahI lAgata nAhI. ase ghaDate kI nAhI? tyA mulAne jevhA he jANale kI he tara laphaDeca Ahe, mAjhe vaDIla sAMgata hote tI kharIca goSTa Ahe, tevhApAsUna te laphaDe suTata gele. mhaNaje joparyaMta tilA garlaphreMDa mhaNela ANi he laphaDe Ahe ase tyAlA vATata nAhI, toparyaMta kase suTela?! praznakartA : tara maga hA moha Ahe ANi he prema Ahe yAcA nirNaya karAyacA asela tara to kasA karatA yeIla? dAdAzrI : prema nAhIca muLI, maga premAcyA goSTI kazAlA karatA? he prema nAhIca, hA sarva mohaca Ahe. moha ! mUrchita hoto. bebhAna, bilakula bhAna nAhI. sinsiyAriTI tithe khare prema! samoracyAkaDUna jarI kitIhI niyama toDale gele, ekamekAMnA dilele vacana have titake toDale, tarI suddhA sinsiyAriTI jAta nAhI, sinsiyAriTI phakta vartanAtUnaca nAhI, tara DoLyAtUna suddhA jAtA kAmA naye, tevhA samajAve kI ithe prema Ahe. mhaNaje ase prema zodhA. bAhera je cAlale Ahe tyAsa prema mAnU nakA. bAhera je cAlale Ahe te sarva bAjArU prema-AsaktI Ahe, tyAmuLe vinAza hoIla. paNa tarI tyAtUna suTakA nAhI, tyAsAThI mI tumhAlA mArga dAkhavela. AsaktIta paDalyAzivAya tara suTakAca nAhI nA! ___ bhagavat premAcI prAptI praznakartA : maga IzvarAce parama, pavitra, prabaLa prema saMpAdana karaNyAsAThI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : tumhAlA paramezvarAce prema prApta karAyace Ahe ? praznakartA : ho, karAyace Ahe. zevaTI pratyeka manuSyAce dhyeya heca Ahe nA? mAjhA prazna hAca Ahe kI, paramezvarAce prema kase saMpAdana karAve? dAdAzrI : prema tara sarvAMnAca karAyace asate, paNa goDa lAgale taraca Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 prema prema karela nA? tase tumhAlA paramezvara kuThe ANi kasA goDa lAgalA, te malA sAMgA nA ! praznakartA : kAraNa hA jIva aMtima kSaNI jevhA deha soDato tevhA suddhA paramezvarAce nAva gheU zakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : paNa paramezvarAce nAva kase gheU zakela? tyAlA jyAta rucI asela tyAce nAva to gheU zakela. jithe rucI asate tithe tyAcI ramaNatA asate. paramezvarAta rucIca nAhI mhaNUna paramezvarAta ramaNatA dekhIla nAhI. jevhA bhItI vATate tevhA paramezvarAcI AThavaNa yete. praznakartA : paramezvarAmadhye rucI tara asate. paNa tarI kAhI AvaraNaM azI bAMdhalI jAtAta kI jyAmuLe paramezvarAce nAva gheU zakata nasatIla. dAdAzrI : paNa paramezvarAvara prema basalyAzivAya to nAva kase gheNAra ? paramezvarAvara prema basAyalA have nA ? ANi paramezvarAvara adhika prema kele tara tyAcA kAya phAyadA ? malA ase mhaNAyace Ahe kI, AMbA jara goDa asela tara prema hote ANi kaDU kiMvA AMbaTa lAgalA tara? taseca paramezvara tumhAlA kuThe goDa lAgalA kI tumace tyAcyAvara prema basela ? ase Ahe, jIvamAtrAta paramezvara basalele Aheta. caitanyarupAta Aheta, kI je caitanya jagAcyA jANIvetahI nAhI ANi je caitanya nAhI, tyAlAca caitanya mAnatAta. yA zarIrAta jo bhAga caitanya nAhI tyAlA caitanya mAnatAta ANi je caitanya Ahe te tyAcyA jANIvetaca nAhI, tyAce bhAnaca nAhI. AtA to zuddha caitanya arthAta zuddhAtmA ANi toca paramezvara Ahe, tyAce nAva kevhA smaraNAta yeIla ? tara jevhA ApalyAlA tyAMcyAkaDUna kAhI lAbha jhAlA asela taraca tyAMcyAvara prema basela. jyAcyAvara prema basate nA, tyAcI AThavaNa jhAlI tara tyAce nAva gheU zakato. mhaNaje ApalyAlA prema vATela ase jara koNI bheTale tara te nehamIca ApalyA AThavaNIta rAhatAta. tumhAlA 'dAdA' AThavatAta ? praznakartA : hoya. dAdAzrI : ho. tyAMce prema Ahe tumacyAvara mhaNUna AThavatAta. AtA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema kA jaDale? kAraNa 'dAdA' nI kAhItarI sukha dile Ahe kI jyAmuLe prema jaDale, ANi te prema jaDale kI maga kadhIca tyAMcA visara paData nAhI nA! tyAMnA kadhI AThavAve lAgataca nAhI. ___ mhaNaje paramezvarAcI AThavaNa kevhA yete? tara paramezvara jevhA ApalyAvara kAhI kRpA karatIla. ApalyAlA kAhItarI sukha detIla, tevhA tyAMcI AThavaNa yete. eka mANUsa malA mhaNato kI, 'malA mAjhyA patnIzivAya karamataca nAhI.' are, ase kA? maga patnI nasela tara kAya hoIla? tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'maga tara mI marUnaca jAIna. are paNa kazAlA?' tevhA mhaNato, 'hI patnIca tara malA sukha dete.' ANi jara tI sukha deta nasela, mAra-jhoDa karata asela tara?' tarIhI tyAlA AThavate. arthAta rAga ANi dveSa donhIta AThavaNa yeta rAhate. pazU-pakSyAta dekhIla prema mhaNaje he sarva samajUna ghyAve lAgela nA. tumhAlA AtA ase vATate kI, premAsArakhI vastU Ahe kA yA saMsArAta? praznakartA : AtA tara, mulAMvara prema karato, tyAlAca AmhI prema mAnato nA! dAdAzrI : ase hoya? prema tara yA cimaNIce ticyA pillAMvarahI asate. cimaNI jevhA bAheruna dANe ANUna gharaTyAta yete, tevhA pille 'AI AlI, AI AlI' ase nAcU lAgatAta. maga cimaNI tyA pillAMcyA toMDAta dANe bharavate. tI svata:cyA toMDAta kitI dANe bharUna Thevata asela? ANi eka-eka dANA toMDAtUna kasA kADhata asela?' yA vicArAta mI hoto. tI cArahI pillAMcyA toMDAta eka-eka dANA bharavate. praznakartA : paNa tyAMcyAta AsaktI kazI yeIla? tyAMcyAta tara buddhI nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : ho, teca tara mI mhaNatoya nA? mhaNaje he tara mI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAhaNyAsAThI sAMgatoya. kharokhara tara te prema mAnale jAta nAhI. prema samajadArIpUrvaka asAyalA have. paraMtu te suddhA prema mAnale jAta nAhI, paNa tarI dekhIla yA doghAMtIla bheda samajaNyAsAThI ApaNa he udAharaNa deta Ahota. ApalyAkaDe loka ase nAhI kA mhaNata kI bhAU, yA gAIcI ApalyA vAsarAvara kitI mAyA Ahe ? tumhAlA samajale nA? tyAMnA badalyAta kAhI miLavaNyAcI apekSA nasate nA? mobadalyAcI apekSA, tithe AsaktI mhaNaje AsaktI kuThe asate? tara jithe samoracyAkaDUna kAhI mobadalyAcI apekSA asela, tithe AsaktI asate. mobadalyAcI apekSA nasela ase kitI loka asatIla hiMdustAnAta? Apale loka AMbyAce jhADa lAvatAta nA, te kAya phakta lAvaNyAsAThIca lAvatAta? 'bhAU, AMbyAcyA jhADAsAThI evaDhe kaSTa kA ghetA?' tevhA mhaNe, 'jhADa moThe hoIla nA, tevhA mAjhyA mulAMcI mule AMbe khAtIla ANi AdhI tara mIca khAIna, mhaNaje phaLAcyA apekSene AMbyAce jhADa vADhavato. tumhAlA kAya vATate? kI to niSkAma vADhavato?' niSkAma koNI vADhavataca nAhI? mhaNaje sarvajaNa svataHcI cAkarI (sevA)karavUna gheNyAsAThI mulAMnA vADhavata asatIla nA, kI bhAkarI karaNyAsAThI (duHkha bhogaNyAsAThI)? praznakartA : sevA- cAkarI karaviNyAsAThI. dAdAzrI : paraMtu AjakAla tara bhAkarIca karuna TAkatAta. malA eka gRhastha mhaNAle ' mAjhA mulagA mAjhI sevA-cAkarI karata nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo maga AtA bhAkarI nAhI karaNAra tara kAya karaNAra? lADU banatIla ase tara tumhI nAhIta. mhaNUna bhAkarI kelI kI nipaTArA(!) hoIla. AIce prema praznakartA : zAstrAta ase lihile Ahe kI, AI-vaDilAMnA svata:cyA mulAMvara ekasamAna prema asate. tara he barobara Ahe ? Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema dAdAzrI : nAhI, AI-vaDIla kAhI deva nAhIta, kI tyAMce ekasamAna prema asela. tase ekasamAna prema tara devaca ThevU zakato. AIvaDIla deva nAhIta bicAre, te tara AI-vaDIla Aheta. tevhA te pakSapAtI asaNAraca. ekasamAna prema tara devaca karU zakato. dusare koNIca karU zakata nAhI. mAjhe sarvAMvara ekasamAna prema asate. bAkI, he tara laukika prema Ahe, loka ugAcaca 'prema-prema' gAta rAhatAta. bAyakovara suddhA prema asate kA ? hI sarva svArthAcIca nAtI Aheta. ANi hI AI Ahe nA, tI tara mohAneca jagata asate. svata:cyA poTI janmalA mhaNUna tilA moha utpanna hoto. gAIlA suddhA moha utpanna hoto, paraMtu gAIcA moha sahA mahinyAparyaM rAhato. ANi yA AIcA moha tara mulagA sATha varSAcA jhAlA tarIhI suTata nAhI. praznakartA: paraMtu AIce bAlakAvara je prema asate te niSkAma premaca asate. dAdAzrI : te niSkAma prema navhe. AIce bAlakAvara niSkAma prema nasate. mulagA moThA jhAlyAvara jara mhaNAlA kI, 'tU tara mAjhyA bApAcI bAyako Ahesa.' tyAkSaNI kaLela kI, niSkAma prema hote kI nAhI ? mulagA jevhA mhaNato kI, 'tujhyA bApAcI bAyako Ahesa' tyAcakSaNI AIcA moha osarato. tI mhaNela, 'tU malA toMDa dAkhavU nakosa.' tara AtA bApAcI bAyako mhaNaje AI nAhI kA ? tevhA AI mhaNate, 'paNa to ase kA bolalA?' tilA suddhA goDavAca havA asato. hA sarva mohaca Ahe. arthAta te prema suddhA niSkAma nAhI. tI mohAcI AsaktIca Ahe. jithe moha asato ANi AsaktI asate, tithe niSkAmatA nasate. niSkAma moha tara AsaktIrahita asato. praznakartA : tumacI goSTa tara kharI Ahe. bALa moThA jhAlyAvara azI AsaktI vADhate. paNa bALa jevhA lahAna asela, sahA mahinyAcA bALa asela tevhA ? dAdAzrI : tevhA suddhA AsaktIca asate. divasabhara AsaktIca Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asate. jaga AsaktIneca bAMdhale gele Ahe. jagAta kuThehI prema asU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : vaDilAMsAThI he mAnya Ahe, paNa AIcyA bAbatIta suddhA ase asate he ajUnahI malA paTata nAhI. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, vaDIla svArthI asatAta, paraMtu AI mulAMcyA bAbatIta svArthI nasate. mhaNaje itakA pharaka asato. AIlA kAya asate? tara phakta AsaktIca! moha !! bAkI sarva visarUna jAte, bhAna visarUna jAte. tyAta kSaNabharahI niSkAma hoU zakata nAhI, manuSya niSkAma hoUca zakata nAhI. 'jJAnI' zivAya itara koNI niSkAma hoUca zakata nAhI, ANi he je sarva niSkAma hoUna phiratAta nA, te jagAcA phAyadA ghetAta. niSkAmacA (kharA) artha tara asAyalA havA nA? rAgAvalyAvara kaLate? praznakartA : AI-vaDilAMce je prema Ahe, te kase mhaTale jAte? dAdAzrI : ekhAdyA divazI mulAne jara AI-vaDilAMnA zivyA dilyA nA, kI maga te doghehI mulAzI bhAMDatAta. he 'saMsArI' prema Tikataca nAhI nA. pAca varSAne, dahA varSAne kadhI nA kadhI osarate. paraspara prema asAyalA have. kamI-jAsta hoNAra nAhI ase prema asAyalA have. tarI suddhA vaDIla kadhI tarI mulAMvara rAgAvatAta, paNa tyAta hiMsaka bhAva nasato. praznakartA : kharokhara tara te premaca Ahe. dAdAzrI : te prema nAhIca. prema asela tara rAga yetaca nAhI. paNa tyAmAge hiMsakabhAva nAhI, mhaNUna tyAsa krodha mhaNata nAhI. krodha hiMsakabhAvAsahita asato. vyavahArAta AIce prema utkRSTa khare prema tara koNatyAhI paristhitIta tuTAyalA nako. prema tyAsa Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema mhaNAyace kI je kadhI tuTata nAhI. hIca tara premAcI kasoTI Ahe. paNa tarI thoDephAra prema Ahe te mhaNaje AIce prema. praznakartA : ApaNa ase mhaNAlAta kI, AIce prema asU zakate, vaDilAMce nAhI. tara yAMnA vAITa nAhI kA vATaNAra ? dAdAzrI : paNa tarI AIce prema Ahe. yAcI khAtrI paTate. AI mulAlA pAhatAca khuza. yAce kAya kAraNa? tara mulAne ApalyA gharAtaca, ApalyA zarIrAtaca naU mahine mukkAma kelA hotA. tyAmuLe AIlA ase vATate kI hA mAjhyA poTI janmalA Ahe ANi tyA mulAlAhI ase vATate kI, mI AIcyA poTI janmalo. mhaNUna itakI ekatA jhAlI Ahe. AIne je khAlle tyAceca rakta banate. mhaNaje he ekatece prema Ahe. paNa tarI suddhA vAstavika, 'riyalI spikiMga' prema nAhI. 'rileTivhalI spikiMga' prema Ahe. tyAmuLe prema jara kuThe asela tara te phakta AI varaca. tithe premAcI kAhI tarI nizANI disate. te dekhIla paudgalika (zArIrika) prema Ahe, ANi prema paNa kevaDhyA bhAgAta ? tara ekhAdI vastU AIlA AvaData asela ANi tyA vastUvara mulAne hakka bajAvalA tara te doghehI bhAMDatAta, tevhA prema phraeNkcara hote. mulagA vegaLA rAhAyalA jAto. mhaNela, 'AI, tujhyAzI jamaNAra nAhI.' he rileTivha nAte Ahe. riyala nAte nAhI. khare prema asela nA, tara vaDIla melyAvara vIsa varSAcA mulagA suddhA tyAMcyAsobata jAIla. tyAsa prema mhaNatAta. eka tarI mulagA sobata jAto kA ? praznakartA : koNIhI gelA nAhI. dAdAzrI : apavAda nAhI kA koNI ? jevhA vaDIla maratAta tevhA mulagA, 'mAjhe vaDIla gele, mAjhe vaDIla gele, ' yAcA evaDhA pariNAma hoto kI to dekhIla vaDilAMsobata maraNyAsa tayAra hoto. azI ghaTanA muMbaIta ghaDalI Ahe kA kadhI ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga tithe smazAnAta jAUna kAya karatAta ? Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : agnI detAta. dAdAzrI : ase hoya? maga gharI yeUna kAhI khAta nasela nAhI kA? khAto nA! tara he ase Ahe, aupacArikatA Ahe, sarvAMnA mAhIta Ahe kI he rileTivha nAte Ahe. gelA to gelA. maga gharI yeUna ArAmAta khAtAta. praznakartA : maga ekhAdI vyaktI melI tara ApaNa tyAcyAsAThI mohAmuLe raDato kI zuddha prema asate mhaNUna raDato? / dAdAzrI : duniyeta zuddha prema kuThehI nasate. he sarva mohAmuLeca raDatAta. binasvArthAcI hI duniyA nAhIca ANi jithe svArtha Ahe tithe moha Ahe. AI barobarahI svArtha Ahe. loka ase samajatAta kI, AI vara zuddha prema asate, paraMtu svArthAzivAya tara AI suddhA nAhI, paNa tarI to limiTeDa svArtha Ahe, mhaNUna tyAcI prazaMsA kelI Ahe, kamIta kamI-maryAdita svArtha Ahe. zevaTI tara hA suddhA mohAcAca pariNAma Ahe. praznakartA : te ThIka Ahe, paraMtu AIce prema tara ni:svArtha asU zakate nA? dAdAzrI : bahutAMzI ni:svArthaca asate. mhaNUna tara AIcyA premAlA prema mhaTale Ahe. praznakartA : tarI dekhIla ApaNa tyAsa 'moha Ahe' ase kA mhaNatA? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, koNI mhaNela kI, 'bhAU, premAsArakhI vastU yA duniyeta nAhIca?' tara purAvA mhaNUna dAkhavAyace asela tara te AIce prema he prema Ahe. ase dAkhavU zakato kI ithe kAhI aMzI prema Ahe. bAkI dusar2yA goSTIta kAhI tathya nAhI. mulAvara AIce prema asate, ANi AtA itara sarva premApekSA hyA premAcI adhika prazaMsA karaNyAsArakhe Ahe. kAraNa tyA premAta balidAna Ahe.' praznakartA : AIcyA premAcI vastusthitI azI Ahe, tara maga vaDilAMcA kAya vATA Ahe, yA premAta... Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : vaDilAMce matalabI prema. 'mAjhe nAva ujaLavela asA Ahe,' ase mhaNatIla. phakta AIceca thoDese prema, te paNa thoDeseca. ticyAhI manAta asate kI, moThA hoIla, mAjhI sevA karela, ANi zrAddha kele tarI khUpa jhAle. azI eka lAlUca Ahe, mhaNaje jithe kuThalIhI lAlUca asela tithe prema nAhI. prema hI vastUca vegaLI Ahe, AttA tumhI Amace prema pAhata AhAta paNa te jara tumacyA lakSAta Ale tara. yA jagAtIla koNatIhI vastU malA nakoca. tumhI lAkho DaoNlara dyAla kiMvA lAkho pauMDa dyAla! jagabharAce sone dyAla tarI te mAjhyA upayogAce nAhI. jagAtIla strIsaMbaMdhI vicAra suddhA yeta nAhI. mI hyA zarIrApAsUna vegaLA rAhato. zejAr2yAsArakhA rAhato. hyA zarIrApAsUna vegaLA, zejArI. 'phasTa nebara.' prema sAmAvale naoNrmAliTIta / AI he devIce svarUpa Ahe. ApaNa devIlA mAnato nA, te AIce svarUpa Ahe. AIce prema khare Ahe, paraMtu te prAkRta prema Ahe, ANi dusare mhaNaje bhagavaMtAce prema ase asate. jyAMnAhI ithe bhagavaMta mAnata asatIla tithe ApaNa paDatALUna pAhile pAhije. tithe kAhI ulaTa kele kiMvA ulaTa bolalo tarIhI te prema karatAta ANi khUpa phule vAhilI tarI dekhIla taseca prema karatAta. ghaTata nAhI, vADhata nAhI, ase te prema asate. mhaNUna tyAsa prema mhaTale jAte, ANi te prema svarUpa, teca paramAtma svarUpa Ahe. bAkI, jagAne khare prema pAhileca nAhI. mahAvIra bhagavaMta gelyAnaMtara prema zabdaca pAhilA nAhI. sarva AsaktIca Ahe. yA saMsArAta prema zabdAcA upayoga AsaktIsAThIca kelA jAto. prema jara tyAcyA levhalamadhye asela, naoNrmAliTIta asela toparyaMta te prema mhaTale jAte ANi naoNrmAliTI soDato tevhA tyA premAsa AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. AIce prema tyAsa prema avazya mhaTale jAte paNa jevhA naoNrmAliTI suTate tevhA AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. bAkI, prema heca paramAtma svarUpa Ahe. naoNrmala prema paramAtmA svarUpa Ahe. guru-ziSyAce prema zuddha premAne sarva daravAje ughaDatAta. gurUcyA premAne kAya prApta hota Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 nAhI? khare guru ANi ziSyAmadhye tara premAce baMdhana itake suMdara asate kI, guru je kAhI bolatAta te ziSyAlA khUpaca AvaDate. asA tara tyAMcyA premAcA baMdha asato. paraMtu AjakAla tara yA doghAMtahI bhAMDaNe hota asatAta. ekA ThikANI tara ziSya ANi guru mahArAja doghehI mArAmArI karata hote. tevhA ekA mANasAne malA sAMgitale, 'calA vara' mI mhaTale 'are bAbA, ase pAhU naye' vAITa disate. ase tara cAlAyaceca. jaga aseca Ahe. sAsU-sUna nAhI kA bhAMData? taseca he suddhA Ahe. vaira bAMdhalele, te vaira pUrNa hota asate. vaira bAMdhale gele asate. he jaga jara premAce asate tara sabaMdha divasa tyAMcyAjavaLUna uThAvese vATaNAra nAhI. lAkha rupayAMcI kamAI hota asela tarI mhaNela jAU dyA nA! ANi hA bApaDA tara kAhI kamAI hota nasela tarI bAhera nighUna jAto! bAhera kA nighUna jAto? kAraNa tyAlA gharAta AvaData nAhI, caina paData nAhI! patI? nAhI, 'kampeniyana' yA sarva 'raoNga biliphsa (cukIcyA mAnyatA)' Aheta. 'mI caMdubhAI Ahe.' hI rA~ga bilipha Ahe. maga gharI gelyAvara ApaNa tyAlA vicArU 'he koNa?' tevhA mhaNela, 'malA nAhI oLakhale' mI hicA mAlaka (patI). ohoho... moThe Ale mAlaka! jaNU yA mAlakAcA koNI mAlakaca nasela azI goSTa karato nA? yA mAlakAcAhI koNItarI mAlaka tara aselaca nA! maga tyA varacyA mAlakAcI ApaNa patnI jhAlo ANi ApalI patnI hI jhAlI. he kasalyA bhAnagaDIta paDalAta? mAlaka vhAyaceca kazAlA? mAjhe 'kampeniyana' (joDIdAra) Ahe aseca mhaNAve, maga kAya harakata Ahe? praznakartA : dAdAjI hI tara ApaNa khUpa 'maoNDarna' bhASA vAparalI. dAdAzrI : maga kAya? Tasala (saMgharSa) kamI hoIla nA! ho, ekAca kholIta 'kampeniyana' ANi te, doghe rAhata asatIla, tara tyAtalI eka vyaktI cahA banavela tara dusarI vyaktI cahA piNAra, maga dusarI vyaktI tyAcyAsAThI dusare kAhI kAma karela. ase karata 'kampeniyanazIpa' cAlata rAhIla. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 23 praznakartA : 'kampeniyana' madhye AsaktI asate kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : ho, tyAtahI AsaktI asate, paNa tI AsaktI yAMcyAsArakhI nasate. yAMce tara zabdaca phAra AsaktIvAle ! zabda gADha AsaktIvAle asatAta. 'mAlaka ANi mAlakINa' (patI ANi patnI) yA zabdAtaca itakI gADha AsaktI Ahe. ANi 'kampeniyana' mhaTale tara AsaktI kamI hote. mAjhI nAhI... ekA mANasAcI bAyako vIsa varSApUrvI vAralI hotI, tara dusar2yA ekA vyaktIne malA sAMgitale kI 'yA kAkAMnA mI raDavU ? ' mI mhaNAlo, 'kase raDavaNAra?' yA vayAta tara te raDaNAra nAhIta, tyAvara to mhaNAlA 'pAhA tarI, te kase sensiTivha ( bhAvUka) Aheta !' maga to putaNyA bolalA, 'kAkA, kAkIMcI tara goSTaca vicArU nakA, kitI cAMgalA tyAMcA svabhAva !' to ase bolata hotA tevaDhyAta tara kAkA kharokharaca raDAyalA lAgale. are, kAya hA veDepaNA! sAThAvyA varSI suddhA bAyakosAThI raDAyalA yete ? kasalI hI mANase ? he loka tara sinemAta dekhIla raDatAta nA ? sinemAta koNI melA tara pAhaNArA suddhA raDAyalA lAgato. praznakartA : paNa maga tI AsaktI suTata kA nAhI ? dAdAzrI : AsaktI tara suTata nAhI, 'mAjhI, mAjhI' karUna kele Ahe, tara AtA 'mAjhI nAhI', 'mAjhI nAhI' asA japa kelyAne baMda hoIla. he tara je ATe phiravale Aheta, te AtA ulagaDAveca lAgatIla nA ! matabheda vADhatAta, tasatase prema vADhate patnIzI matabheda hotAta kI nAhI hota ? praznakartA : matabhedAzivAya tara patI - patnI mhaTaleca jAta nAhIta nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, kA ? ase Ahe ? asA niyamaca asela ? pustakAta asA niyama lihilelA asela kI matabheda jhAle taraca tyAMnA patI-patnI mhaNAyace? matabheda kamI-jAsta hotAta kI nAhI ? Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : ho. kamI-jAsta hotAta. dAdAzrI : tara maga patI ANi patnI, hehI kamI hota jAte, nAhI kA? praznakartA : nAhI, ulaTa prema vADhata jAte. dAdAzrI : prema vADhata jAte tasatase matabheda kamI hota jAtAta, nAhI kA? praznakartA : jitake matabheda vADhata jAtAta, jitake vAda vADhata jAtAta, titake premahI vADhata jAte. dAdAzrI : ho, te prema vADhata nAhI, tI AsaktI vADhate. prema tara jagAne pAhileca nAhI. prema hA zabda jagAne kadhI pAhilAca nAhI. hI sarva AsaktIca Ahe. premAce svarUpa vegaLyAca prakArace Ahe. AtA tumhI mAjhyAbarobara bolata AhAta nA, tara tumhI ithe prema pAhU zakatA, tumhI malA jhiDakArale tarI suddhA tumacyAvara mAjhe premaca asela. tevhA tumhAlA samajela kI ohoho! prema svarUpa ase asatAta. hI goSTa aikaNyAta kAhI phAyadA Ahe kA? praznakartA : purepUra phAyadA Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, sAvadhAna vhA. nAhI tara mUrkha banalAta samajA. ANi prema asela kA? tumacyAta tarI prema Ahe kA, kI tyAMcyAta asela? ApalyAta prema asela tara samoracyAta prema asela. ApalyAta prema nAhI ANi samoracyAta prema zodhato kI 'malA tumacyAta prema disata nAhI.' mUrkhA, prema zodhatosa? to premI navhe! hA tara prema zodhato. sAvadha ho, hallI prema asela kA kuThe? jo jyAcyA tAvaDIta sApaDato tyAlA to bhogato, luTabAjI karato. ___ yAta prema kuThe rAhile? patI ANi patnIcyA premAta patI jara kamAvata nasela tevhA doghAMce prema samajela. patnI kAya mhaNela? 'culIta kAya tumace pAya ThevU?' patI Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamAvata nasela tara patnI ase nAhI kA bolata? maga tevhA tice prema kuThe gele? prema asela kA yA jagAta? hI tara AsaktIca Ahe. jara khANyApiNyAce sarva vyavasthita asela tara prema (!) disate ANi patI bAhera laphaDayAta paDalA asela tara tI mhaNela, 'tumhI ase vAgAla tara mI ghara soDUna nighUna jAIla' ulaTa patnIca patIsa ase jhiDakArate. to tara bApaDA gunhegAra Ahe mhaNUna gappa basato. maga yAta prema karaNyAsArakhe Ahe tarI kAya? he tara kase-base karUna saMsAragADe puDhe DhakalAyace. khANyA-piNyAce patnI banavUna deIla ANi tumhI paise kamAvUna ANAyace. azAprakAre jematema karUna cAlate miyA~-bIbIcI gADI! AsaktI tithe riaeNkzana suddhA praznakartA : paraMtu bar2yAca veLA ApalyAlA dveSa karAyacA nasato tarI dveSa hotoca, yAce kAya kAraNa? dAdAzrI : koNAbarobara? praznakartA : samajA navar2yAbarobara ase jhAle tara? dAdAzrI : tyAsa dveSa mhaNata nAhI. je AsaktIce prema Ahe nA te nehamIca riaeNkzanarI asate. mhaNaje te jara ciDale tara he tyAMcyAkaDe pATha phiravatAta. pATha phiravalI kI thoDe divasa ekamekAMpAsUna dUra rAhatAta, dUra rAhilyAmuLe parata prema vADhate, prema vADhale kI te prema bocate tevhA punhA vAda hoto, naMtara punhA prema vADhate. mhaNaje jithe atyAdhika prema asate titheca vAda hota asatAta. tevhA jithe vAda hota asatIla nA, tithe tyAMcyAta prema Ahe ase samajAve. prema Ahe mhaNUnaca vAda hotAta. he pUrva janmIce prema Ahe mhaNUna vAda hotAta. atyAdhika prema Ahe, tyAzivAya vAda hoNAraca nAhI nA! vAdAce svarUpaca he ase Ahe. loka yAsa kAya mhaNatAta? saMgharSAmuLeca tara Amace prema Ahe, ase mhaNatAta. tevhA hI goSTa suddhA kharIca Ahe. hI AsaktI saMgharSAmuLeca tara jhAlI Ahe. jithe saMgharSa kamI, tithe AsaktI nasate. jyA gharAta patI Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patnImadhye saMgharSa kamI hota asatIla tithe AsaktI kamI Ahe ase samajAve. samajela azI goSTa Ahe nA hI? praznakartA : ho. ANi jAsta AsaktI asela tithe matsara paNa jAsta asato nA? dAdAzrI : AsaktI muLeca tara hI sarva jhaMjhaTa hota asate. jyA gharAta navarA-bAyako ApApasAta khUpa bhAMData asatIla tara ApaNa samajAve kI ithe AsaktI jAsta Ahe, itake samajUnaca ghyAve. mhaNUna tyAsa AmhI kAya mhaNato? 'bhAMDatAta' ase mhaNata nAhI, ekamekAlA cApaTa mArata asatIla tarIhI AmhI 'bhAMData Aheta' ase mhaNata nAhI? AmhI tyAsa popaTamastI mhaNato. eka popaTa dusar2yA popaTAlA azI coca mArato tevhA dusarA popaTahI tyAlA coca mArato, ekamekAlA coca mAratAta paNa rakta kADhata nAhI. ho, hI popaTa mastI ! tumhI pAhilI nAhI kA azI popaTa mastI? AtA jevhA azI kharI goSTa aikato tevhA ApalyAlA ApalyAca cukAMvara, ApalyA mUrkhapaNAvara hasU yete. kharI goSTa aikalyAnaMtara manuSyAlA vairAgya yete kI are, ApaNa azA cukA kelyA? phakta cukAca nAhI paNa duHkhahI phAra sosale. doSa, AkSepa tithe prema asela? loka AsaktIlA prema mAnUna goMdhaLatAta. patnIlA patIkaDe kAma ANi patIlA patnIkaDe kAma, he sarva kAmAmuLeca ubhe jhAle Ahe. kAma jhAle nAhI tara Ata sarva boMbA mAratAta, hallA karatAta.yA saMsArAta eka miniTa dekhIla Apale koNI jhAleca nAhI. Apale koNI hotaca nAhI. he tara jevhA veLa yeIla tevhA kaLela. tumhI tAsabhara mulAlA rAgavAla tevhA kaLela kI mulagA ApalA Ahe kI parakA? are, korTAta kesa karAyalA suddhA tayAra hoIla, maga vaDIla suddhA kAya mhaNatIla? 'hI mAjhI svataHcI kamAI Ahe tulA eka pai dekhIla deNAra nAhI' tyAvara mulagAhI mhaNela 'mI tumhAlA mArUna-jhoDUna paise gheIna. yAta ApalepaNA asato kA?' phakta jJAnI puruSaca Apale hotAta. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAkI, yAta premAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI. yA saMsArAta prema zodhUca nakA. prema kuThehI nasate. prema tara jJAnI puruSAMjavaLa asate. itara sarva ThikANI tara prema osarate ANi maga bhAMDaNe hotAta. bhAMDaNe hotAta kI nAhI? yAlA prema mhaNata nAhI. tI sarva AsaktI Ahe. AsaktIlAca jagAtIla loka prema mhaNatAta. veDevAkaDe bolaNe hAca dhaMdA! premAcA pariNAma mhaNaje kadhI bhAMDaNa hotaca nAhI. prema tyAce nAva kI koNAcAhI doSa disata nAhI. premAta AyuSyabharAta kadhIhI mulAMcA doSa disata nAhI, patnIcA doSa disata nAhI, tyAsa prema mhaNAve. premAta doSa disataca nAhIta ANi ithe tara lokAMnA kitItarI doSa disatAta? 'tU azI ANi tU tazI!' are, tU prema mhaNata hotAsa nA? maga kuThe gele te prema? mhaNaje he premaca nAhI, duniyeta kadhI prema asate kA? ekA kesA ikatehI prema jagAne pAhile nAhI. hI tara nivvaLa AsaktIca Ahe. ANi jithe AsaktI asela tithe AkSepa jhAlyAzivAya rAhataca nAhI, AsaktIcA hA svabhAvaca Ahe. AsaktI jhAlI mhaNUnaca AkSepa karata rAhatAta nA, kI tumhI ase AhAta, tumhI tase AhAta' 'tumhI ase ANi tU azI' ase nAhI bolata, nAhI kA? tumacyA gAvI ase bolatAta kI nAhI bolata? bolatAta!, tara te AsaktImuLe. paNa jithe prema Ahe tithe doSa disataca nAhIta. saMsArAta yA bhAMDaNAmuLeca AsaktI hote. yA saMsArAta bhAMDaNa tara AsaktIce viTAmina Ahe. bhAMDaNa nasela maga tara vItarAga hotA yeIla. prema tara vItArAgIMceca yA mulI navarA pasaMta karatAta, sarva prakAre baghUna pasaMta karatAta, naMtara bhAMData nasatIla? bhAMDatAta kA? maga tyAsa prema mhaTaleca jANAra nAhI nA! prema tara kAyamaceca asate. jevhA pAhAla tevhA teca prema, taseca prema disate. tyAsa mhaNatAta prema. ANi tithe AzvAsana ghetA yete. he tara tumhAlA ticyAvara prema vATate ANi tI jara kadhI rusUna Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ basalI asela, tevhA jaLalaM melaM te prema ! gaTArAta TAkA tyA premAsa, toMDa phugavUna basalI asela tara tyA premAcA kAya upayoga? tumhAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : kadhIhI toMDa vAkaDe karaNAra nAhI ase prema asAyalA have. ANi tase prema AmacyAkaDUna miLate. navar2yAne jhiDakArale tarI prema kamI-jAsta hoNAra nAhI, ase prema have. hir2yAcyA kuDyA ANUna deto tyAveLesa prema vADhate, tI suddhA AsaktIca. mhaNaje he jaga AsaktIne cAlata Ahe. prema tara 'jJAnI puruSAMpAsUna' te theTa bhagavaMtAparyaMta asate, tyAMcyAjavaLa premAce lAIsansa asate. te tyA premAneca lokAMnA sukhI karatAta. premAneca bAMdhatAta mhaNUna suTU zakata nAhI. jJAnI puruSAMpAsUna te theTa tIrthAMkarAMparyaMta sarvaca premavAle, alaukika prema! jyAta laukikatA nAmamAtrahI nasate. ati paricayAne avajJA jithe jAsta prema vATate, titheca arucI hote, hA mAnava svabhAvaca Ahe. ApaNa jevhA AjArI paDato tevhA ApalyAlA jyAcyAvara prema asela tyAcAca kaMTALA yeto. tI vyaktI ApalyAlA AvaData nAhI. 'tumhI jA ithUna, dUra basA' ase mhaNAve lAgate. ANi patIkaDUna premAcI apekSA karAyacIca nAhI ANi patIne jara ApalyAkaDe premAcI apekSA ThevalI tara tyAlA mUrkhaca mhaNAve. ApalyAlA tara ApalyA kAmAzI kAma. haoNTelavAlyAsobata saMsAra thATAyalA jAto kA ApaNa? cahA piNyAsa haoNTelAta gelo tara paise deUna parata yeto! taseca ithe suddhA ApaNa kAmApurate kAma karUna ghyAve. premAcyA ApulakIta nibhAvato sarva cukA gharacyAMsobata 'naphA jhAlA' ase kevhA mhaNatA yeIla? tara gharacyA sadasyAMnA ApalyAsAThI prema vATela tevhA. ApalyAzivAya tyAMnA karamaNAraca Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAhI, kevhA yetIla, kevhA yetIla? aseca tyAMnA vATata asate. loka lagna karatAta paNa prema nAhI, hI tara phakta viSayAsaktI Ahe. prema asela tara ekamekAMzI vATela titakA virodhAbhAsa asalA tarIhI prema kamI hota nAhI. jithe prema nasela tithe AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. AsaktI mhaNaje saMDAsa! prema tara pUrvIcyA kALI asAyace. patI paradezAta gelA asela ANi to jara parata AlA nAhI, tara AyuSyabhara tice citta kevaLa patItaca asAyace, dusare koNI AThavataca nase. ANi Aja tara dona varSa patI AlA nAhI tara dusarA patI karatIla. maga yAlA prema kase mhaNAyace? he tara saMDAsa Ahe. jase saMDAsa badalatAta tase ! je galana Ahe, tyAlA saMDAsa mhaNatAta. premAta tara arpaNatA asate! prema mhaNaje laganI lAgaNe (ApalakI vATaNe) divasabhara AThavataca rAhate. lagnAce pariNAma dona rupAta disatAta, kadhI bharabharATIta jAte tara kadhI barabAdIta. prema jAsta uphALate ANi parata nivaLate suddhA. je uphALate tI AsaktI Ahe. mhaNUna jithe uphALate tyApAsUna dUra rAhAve. jivhALA tara AtUnaca asAyalA havA. bAherIla khokA (zarIra) bighaDalA, saDalA tarI suddhA prema mAtra taseca rAhate. he tara hAta bhAjalA asela ANi ApaNa mhaTale, kI 'jarA dhuvUna dyA' tara navarA mhaNela 'nAhI, mAjhyAne baghavata nAhI.' are, tyAdivazI tara tU hAta kuravALIta hotA, ANi Aja kA ase? ghRNA karuna kase cAlela? jithe prema Ahe tithe ghRNA nAhI ANi jithe ghRNA Ahe tithe prema nAhI. saMsArI prema suddhA aseca asAyalA have kI je ekadama kamI hoNAra nAhI ANi ekadama vADhaNAra nAhI. naoNrmAliTImadhye asAyalA have. jJAnIMce prema tara kadhIhI kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. te prema tara vegaLeca asate, tyAsa paramAtma prema mhaTale jAte. prema sarvatra asAyalA have. pUrNa gharAta prema asAyalA have. prema Ahe tithe koNI cUka kADhata nAhI. premAta cUka disata nAhI. ANi he prema nAhI, hA igoIjama Ahe. 'mI patI Ahe' ase tyAlA bhAna Ahe, prema tyAsa mhaNAve kI cUka vATataca nAhI. premAta tara kitIhI cukA asatIla tarI nibhAvalyA jAtAta. Ale kA lakSAta? praznakartA : ho, dAdAjI Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : mhaNaje cukabhUla jhAlI asela tara premApoTI soDUna dyAvI. yA mulAvara Apale prema asela nA, tara mulAMcI cUka tumhAlA disaNAra nAhI. asU de, kAhI harakata nAhI. aseca vATate. premAta sarva nibhAvUna ghetale jAte. nibhAvUna ghetale jAte nA? bAkI, hI tara sarva AsaktI Ahe ! ghaTakyAta bAyako gaLyAta hAta ghAlUna lagaTa karate, ANi ghaTakyAta vAda ghAlate. 'tumhI ase kele nI tumhI tase kele.' premAta kadhIhI cUka nasate. premAta cUka disataca nAhI. he tara prema Aheca kuThe? prema nako kA? jevhA cUka disaNAraca nAhI tevhA ApaNa samajAve kI yAcyAvara Apale prema Ahe ! kharokhara prema asela kA yA lokAMnA?! mhaNaje yAlA prema mhaNAyaceca kase? khare tara, yA kALAta prema pAhAyalA miLataca nAhI. jyAsa khare mhaTale jAte te prema pAhAyalA miLata nAhI. are, eka mANUsa malA mhaNato kI 'mAjhe ticyAvara itake prema Ahe, tarIhI tI mAjhA tiraskAra karate, mI mhaNAlo te prema navhe. premAcA tiraskAra koNI karataca nAhI.' patI zodhato akkala, patnI zodhate huzArI tevhA premAta jo svataHcI AhutI deto, mhaNaje svata:cI sepha sAIDa na ThevatA svataHcI AhutI deto, te khare prema. hallI tara hI goSTa kaThINaca Ahe. praznakartA : azA premAsa kAya mhaTale jAte? ananya prema mhaTale jAte? dAdAzrI : saMsArAta yAlA prema mhaTale jAte. he AsaktImadhye dharale jAta nAhI, ANi tyAce phaLa suddhA phAra ucca prakArace miLate. paraMtu, svata:cI AhutI deNe, ase tara kadhI ghaData nAhI nA! he tara svata:cI 'sephasAIDa' TheUnaca kAma karatAta. 'sephasAIDa' karaNAra nAhIta azA striyA kitI ANi ase puruSa kitI? Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sinemAlA jAteveLI AsaktIcyA dhuMdItaca jAtAta ANi parata yetAnA mhaNela 'tulA akkalaca nAhI.' tevhA tI mhaNela 'tumacyAta tarI kuThe huzArI Ahe?' ase baDabaData gharI yetAta. tI huzArI zodhata asate. praznakartA : hA, tara sarvAMcAca anubhava Ahe. koNI bolata nAhI, paNa pratyekAlA samajate kI, 'dAdA' mhaNatAta, tI goSTa kharI Ahe. premAneca jiMkAve praznakartA : saMsArAta rAhilyAvara kityeka jabAbadAr2yA pAra pADAvyA lAgatAta ANi jabAbadAr2yA pAra pADaNe to eka dharmaca Ahe. tyA dharmAce pAlana karatAnA jANate-ajANatepaNI kaTU vacane bolAvI lAgatAta, tara te pApa kiMvA doSa mAnale jAte kA? yA saMsArI dharmAce pAlana karate veLI kaTU vacane bolAvI lAgatAta, tara te pApa kiMvA doSa Ahe ? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, kaTU vacana bolateveLI ApalA ceharA kasA hoUna jAto? gulAbAcyA phulAsArakhA hoto nAhI kA? mhaNaje ApalA ceharA bighaDalA tara samajAyace kI pApa lAgale. kaTUvacana bolU naye. mulAzI haLUvArapaNe, zAMtapaNe bolA. mojakeca bolA, paraMtu zAMtapaNe, samajUna bolA, prema ThevA, tara eka divasa jiMkAla. kaTUtene jiMkU zakaNAra nAhI. ulaTa to virodha karela ANi tyAcyAvara vAITa pariNAma hoIla. tyAmuLe to manAta Tharavela kI 'AtA tara mI vayAne lahAna Ahe, mhaNUna malA itake jhiDakAratA paNa mI moThA jhAlyAvara tumhAlA baghUna gheIla.' tevhA ase karU nakA. tyAlA samajavAve. kadhI nA kadhI prema jiMkela. dona divasAtaca tyAce phaLa yeNAra nAhI, dahA divasa, paMdharA divasa, mahinyAparyaMta tumace prema asU dyA. pAhA maga, tyA premAce kAya phaLa yete te tara pAhA! tumhAlA AvaDalI hI goSTa? kaTU vacana bolalyAvara ApalA ceharA bighaData nAhI kA? praznakartA : ApaNa tyAlA anekadA samajAvato, tarI suddhA to samajata nasela tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : samajAvaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. tumace prema asU dyA. paNa Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarI ApaNa tyAsa haLUvAra samajavAve. ApalyA zejAr2yAMnAhI ase kaTU vacana bolato kA ApaNa? praznakartA : paNa itakA dhIra asalA pAhije nA? dAdAzrI : AtA DoMgarAvarUna jara ekhAdA dagaDa gharaMgaLata AlA ANi to tumacyA DokyAlA lAgalA tevhA tumhI vara pAhatA ANi maga koNAvara rAgAvatA? tyAveLI zAMta rAhatA nA? tithe koNI disata nAhI mhaNUna ApaNa samajato kI hA dagaDa koNI TAkalelA nAhI, mhaNaje ApoApaca paDalA Ahe. tevhA koNAcAhI doSa mAnata nAhI. taseca ithehI ApoApaca paData asate. phakta ithe TAkaNArA disato, bAkI ApoApaca paData asate. hA tumacAca hizoba cukatA hota Ahe. yA jagAta sarva hizobaca cukate hota Aheta. navIna hizoba bAMdhale jAta Aheta ANi june hizoba cukate hota Aheta. samajale nA? mhaNUna mulAMbarobara saraLa bolA, cAMgalI bhASA bolA. premAne vADhavAve ropaTyAlA praznakartA : vyavahArAta koNI cukIce karata asela tevhA tyAlA TokAve lAgate, tyAmuLe tyAlA duHkhaM hote, tara maga tithe kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : TokaNyAsa harakata nAhI, paNa ApalyAlA TokatA Ale pAhije nA! sAMgatA Ale pAhije nA! praznakartA : te kase sAMgAve? dAdAzrI : tumhI mulAlA mhaNAla 'tulA akkalaca nAhI, gADhava Ahesa,' ase mhaTalyAvara kAya hoIla! tyAlA suddhA ahaMkAra Ahe kI nAhI? tumhAlAca jara tumacA baoNsa mhaNela kI 'tumhAlA akkala nAhI, gADhava AhAta,' ase mhaNela tara kAya hoIla? ase bolU naye, TokatA Ale pAhije. praznakartA : maga kazAprakAre TokAve? dAdAzrI : tyAlA javaLa basavAve, maga mhaNAve ApaNa hiMdustAnAtIla Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ loka, ApalI Arya prajA, ApaNa kAhI aDANI nAhI, tevhA ApalyAkaDUna ase vhAyalA nako. ase sarva premAne samajavAyace tevhA mArgAvara yeIla. ANi tumhI tara lephTa aeNnDa rAITa, lephTa aeNnDa rAITa, gheta rAhatA, ase kase cAlela? premAzivAya pariNAma yeNAra nAhI. ekhAde ropaTe jarI vADhavAyace asela nA, tarIhI tumhI te premAne vADhavale tara khUpa chAna vADhate. tumhI jara aseca pANI TAkUna AraDAoraDA karAla tara kAhIhI niSpanna hoNAra nAhI. eka ropaTe vADhavAyace asela tarIhI! tumhI mhaNAla kI ohoho, he ropaTe tara phAra chAna vADhale, tara te tyAlA cAMgale vATate! maga to suddhA cAMgalI moThamoThI phule deto! maga yA manuSyAvara kevaDhA pariNAma hota asela? sAMgaNyAcI paddhata praznakartA : paNa mI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : ApalyA bolaNyAcA kAhI phAyadA hota nasela tara ApaNa gappa basAve. ApaNa mUrkha Ahota, ApalyAlA bolatA yeta nAhI, mhaNUna bolaNe baMda karAve. Apale bolalele phaLata nAhI ANi ulaTa Apale mana bighaDate, ApalA janmahI bighaDato. ase koNa karela? ___ mhaNaje ekAhI mANasAlA sudhAratA yeIla asA hA kALa nAhI. jo svataHca bighaDalelA Ahe to samoracyAlA kasA sudhArela? to svata:ca nirbaLa asela tara samoracyAlA kasA sudhArela? tyAsAThI tara baLa asale pAhije. mhaNaje yAta premAcIca AvazyakatA Ahe. premAcI paoNvara samoracyAcA ahaMkAra vara yeNAraca nAhI. AmacA AvAja sattAvAhI nasato. sattA vAparu naye. mulAlA kAhI sAMgatAnA tumacA AvAja sattAvAhI nasAvA. praznakartA : ho, ApaNa mhaNAlA hotAta, kI koNI ApalyAkaritA daravAje baMda karela tyAAdhIca ApaNa thAMbAyalA have. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 dAdAzrI : ho kharI goSTa Ahe. to ApalyAsAThI daravAje baMda karela tyA agodara ApaNa thAMbAyalA have. tyAlA daravAje baMda karaNyAcI veLa yeIparyaMta thAMbalo nAhI tara ApalA mUrkhapaNA Tharela. kAya? ase hotA kAmA naye. ANi mAjhA sattAvAhI AvAja kadhIhI nighAlA nAhI. sattAvAhI AvAja asatA kAmA naye. lahAna aseparyaMta sattAvAhI AvAja dAkhavAvA lAgato, 'cUpa basa' ase. paNa tevhA suddhA mI premaca dAkhavito. mI premAne vaza karU icchito. praznakartA : premAta jitakI paoNvara (zaktI) Ahe, titakI paoNvara satteta nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa joparyaMta AdhIcA kacarA (doSa) nighata nAhI toparyaMta tumhAlA prema utpanna hota nAhI nA! tU AtA sarva kacarA kADhatesa kI nAhI kADhata? te kitI cAMgale, hArTavAle Aheta! je hArTIlI asatAta nA, tyAMcyAzI bhAMDAyace nAhI. tyAMcyAzI tU cAMgalI vAga. vAda ghAlAyacA asela tara buddhIvAlyAzI vAda ghAla. ropaTe lAvale asela tara tyAlA satata rAgavU naye kI tU vAkaDe hoU nakosa, phule moThI ANa. ApaNa tyAlA khata pANI deta rAhAve. gulAbAce ropa jara itake sAre kAma karate, tara hI mule tara manuSya Aheta! ANi AI-vaDIla tara tyAMnA rAgAvatAta suddhA, dhopaTatAta suddhA. nehamI premAneca jaga sudhArate, tyAzivAya dusarA koNatAhI upAya nAhI. jara dhAkAne sudhArata asela nA tara hI sarakAra lokataMtrAlA uDavUna TAkela ANi jo koNI gunhA karela tyAlA jelamadhye TAkela va phAzI deIla. jaga premAneca sudhArate. praznakartA : kityeka veLA, AmhI prema karata asato tarIhI samoracI vyaktI samajU zakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga tevhA ApaNa kAya karAve? ziMge ugArAvI? praznakartA : kAya karAve teca kaLata nAhI. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 35 dAdAzrI : nAhI, maga ziMge mAratAta. maga ApaNahI ziMge mArato, mhaNUna to suddhA ziMge mArato, azI laDhAI suru hote. tyAmuLe jIvana klezamaya hote. praznakartA : tara maga azA paristhitIta AmhI samatA kazI ThevAvI ? ase jevhA ghaDate tevhA kase vAgAve ? kAya karAve he samajataca nAhI. dAdAzrI : kuThalyA paristhitIta ? praznakartA : ApaNa prema ThevAve ANi samoracI vyaktI samajataca nasela, Apale prema tyAlA samajata nasela. tevhA maga ApaNa kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : kAya karAve ? ApaNa zAMtaca rAhAve, zAMta rAhAve, dusare kAya karaNAra? ApaNa kAya tyAlA mArAyace ? praznakartA: paraMtu AmhI ajUna tyA sthitIparyaMta pohocalo nAhI kI zAMta rAhU zakU. dAdAzrI : maga tevhA ApaNahI bhAMDAyace! dusare kAya karaNAra ? polisa phaTakArato, tevhA kase zAMta rAhatA ? praznakartA : polisavAlyAcI oNthorITI Ahe, tyAcI sattA Ahe. dAdAzrI : maga ApaNa tyAlAhI oNthorAija (adhikRta) karAve. polisavAlyAMsobata tara saraLa rAhatA ANi yethe mAtra saraLa rAhU zakata nAhI ! mule Aheta premAce bhukele ! AjacyA mulAMnA bAhera jAyalA AvaDaNAraca nAhI ase kAhI karA, kI gharAta mulAMnA Apale prema, prema ANi premaca disela. maga Apale saMskAra cAlatIla. premAcA karA asA varSAva tumhI tyAlA eka TapalI jarI mAralI tarI to raDAyalA lAgela, yAce Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 kAya kAraNa? tyAlA lAgale mhaNUna? nAhI, tyAlA lAgalyAce du:kha nAhI, tyAcA apamAna kelA yAce duHkha Ahe. premAmuLeca vaza hotAta yA duniyelA sudhAraNyAcA mArgaca prema Ahe. jaga jyAlA prema mAnate te prema nAhI. tI tara AsaktI Ahe. tumhI hyA bebIvara prema karatA, paraMtu tine jara kAcecA pelA phoDalA tara tumace prema rAhate? tevhA tara tumhI ciDatA. mhaNaje tI AsaktI Ahe. premAneca sudhArate jaga ANi premAneca sudhArate. he sarva sudhArAyace asela, tara te premAneca sudhArela, yA sarvAMnA mI sudhArato, te premAne sudhArato. he dekhIla AmhI premAneca sAMgata Ahota nA! premAne sAMgitale mhaNaje goSTa binasaNAra nAhI ANi jara dveSAne sAMgU tara sarva binasela. dudhAta dahI paDale nasela paNa azIca jarA havA lAgalI, tarI tyA dudhAce dahI banUna jAte. ___mhaNaje premAne sarvakAhI bolU zakato. jo premavAlA manuSya Ahe nA, to sarvakAhI bolU zakato. AmhI kAya sAMgU icchito? kI premasvarupa vhA, tara he jaga tumaceca Ahe. jithe vaira asela tithe vairAtUna haLUhaLU prema svarUpa vhA. vairAmuLe he jaga itake 'rapha' (rukSa) disate. pAhA nA, yethe prema svarUpa, yethe koNAsahI thoDe suddhA vAITa vATata nAhI ANi sarva kitI AnaMdAne rAhatAta. kadara mAgatAta tithe prema kasale? bAkI, yA kALAta prema pAhAyalA miLaNAra nAhI. jyAsa khare prema mhaNatAta nA te pAhAyalA miLaNAraca nAhI. are, eka mANUsa malA sAMgata hotA kI, 'mAjhe ticyAvara itake sAre prema Ahe' 'tarIhI tI malA jhiDakArate.' mI mhaNAlo ' te prema nAhI. premAcA tiraskAra koNI karataca nAhI.' praznakartA : ApaNa jyA premAcI goSTa karIta AhAta tyA premAta apekSA asatAta kA? Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 37 dAdAzrI : apekSA ? premAta apekSAca nasate. dArU pIta asela tyAcyAvarahI prema ANi dArU pita nasela tyAcyAvarahI prema asate. premAta apekSA nasate. prema sApekSa nasate. praznakartA: paraMtu pratyeka manuSyAlA mAjhyAkaritA dona zabda cAMgale bolAve, mAjhI kadara karAvI azI apekSA nehamIca asate. zivyA sahana karaNe koNAsahI AvaData nAhI. dAdAzrI : svata:cI kadara hoIla azI apekSA Thevato tevhA te premaca nAhI. tI sarva AsaktI Ahe. hA sarva mohaca Ahe. je loka premAcI apekSA karatAta te sarva mUrkha Aheta, 'phulIza' Aheta. tumace puNya asela tara koNI tumacyAzI premAne bolela. mhaNaje tyA puNyAmuLe prema Ahe, ANi jara tumacyA pApAcA udaya jhAlA kI tumacA bhAUca mhaNela, 'tU nAlAyaka Ahesa, tU asA Ahesa, tU tasA Ahesa.' vATela titake upakAra karAla tarIhI. mhaNaje he puNya ANi pApAce pradarzana Ahe, ANi tumhAlA vATate kI toca ase karata Ahe. mhaNaje he tara puNya bolata Ahe. tevhA yAta prema tara nasateca jJAnI puruSAjavaLa jAla, tevhA premAsArakhI vastU disate. anyathA prema tara jagAta kuThehI nAhI. AtIla zillaka sAMbhALA he tara loka bAhera kAhI vAda jhAle kI maitrI toDatAta. prathama maitrI asate, ANi phAra premAne rAhata asatAta, mhaNaje bAhera suddhA prema ANi Ata suddhA prema! naMtara jevhA vAda hoto tevhA bAhera suddhA vAda ANi Ata suddhA vAda. Ata vAda karU naye. tyAlA samajaNAra nAhI paNa tarI Ata prema rAhU dyAve. Ata prema zillaka asela nA, toparyaMta manuSyapaNa jANAra nAhI. AtIla zillaka gelI mhaNaje manuSyapaNa suddhA nighUna jAIla. premAta saMkucitapaNA nasato mAjhyAta prema asela kI nAhI ? kI tumhI ekaTeca premavAle AhAta ? Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ he tumhI tumacyA premAlA saMkucita kele Ahe kI, 'hI bAyako ANi hI mule,' jevhA kI mAjhe prema vistArapUrvaka Ahe. praznakartA : prema itake saMkucita asU zakate kI ekaca vyaktI purate maryAdita rAhate? dAdAzrI : prema saMkucita asUca zakata nAhI. tyAsaca prema mhaNatAta. jara saMkucita asela nA kI titakyA caukaTI purateca, tara tI AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. saMkucita mhaNaje kase? tara cAra bhAU asatIla, ANi tyA caughAMnA tIna-tIna mule asatIla, te sarva ekatra rahAta asatIla toparyaMta gharAta 'Amace Amace' ase bolatAta. AmacA glAsa phuTalA ase bolatAta. paNa maga caughehI jevhA vegaLe hotAta tevhA lageca dusar2yAca divasApAsUna, mhaNaje budhavArI vegaLe jhAle tara guruvArI te kAhI vegaLeca bolatAta. 'he Amace ANi he tumace' azI saMkucitatA yeta jAte. mhaNaje pUrNa gharAta je prema pasaralele hote te AtA vegaLe jhAlyAmuLe saMkucita jhAle. maga jevhA pUrNa gallInusAra, yuvaka maMDaLAnusAra kAhI kArya karAyace asela tevhA parata tyAMce prema eka hote. prema asela tithe saMkucitatA nasate, vizAlatA asate. rAga ANi prema praznakartA : tara prema ANi rAga (AsaktI, moha) he donhI zabda samajavA. dAdAzrI : rAga hI paudgalika (puraNa-galana hoNArI) vastU Ahe ANi prema hI kharI vastU Ahe. AtA prema kase asAyalA have? kI je vADhata nAhI ANi ghaTatahI nAhI, tyAsa prema mhaTale jAte. ANi vADhateghaTate tyAsa rAga mhaTale jAte. rAga ANi premAta pharaka asA Ahe kI jo ekadama vADhato tyAsa rAga mhaNatAta, maga phasalAca samajA. jara prema vADhale tara rAgAta pariNamita hote. prema kamI jhAle tara dveSAta pariNamita hote, mhaNUna tyAsa prema mhaTaleca jAta nAhI nA! he tara AkarSaNa ANi vikarSaNa Ahe. Apale loka jyAlA prema mhaNatAta tyAsa bhagavaMta AkarSaNa mhaNatAta. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAga 'kaoNjesa', anurAga 'iphekTa' praznakartA : paraMtu dAdA, rAga hoto, tyAtUna anurAga hoto ANi naMtara tyAtUna AsaktI hota asate. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, rAga he 'kaoNjesa' (kAraNe) Aheta, ANi anurAga va AsaktI hA iphekTa (pariNAma) Ahe. iphekTa baMda karAyacA nAhI, kaoNjesa baMda karAyace. kAraNa hI AsaktI kazI Ahe ? eka tAI malA mhaNate, 'ApaNa malA jJAna dile ANi mAjhyA mulAlAhI jJAna dile Ahe. tarI suddhA malA tyAcyAvara itakA rAga (moha) Ahe kI jJAna dile tarI suddhA rAga jAta nAhI, tevhA mI mhaNAlo' 'tAI to rAga nAhI, tI AsaktI Ahe.' tevhA tI mhaNAlI, 'paraMtu tazI AsaktI rAhAyalA nako nA?' hI AsaktI 'tumhAlA,' 'zuddhAtmAlA' nAhI. dRSTI pharakAmuLe AsaktI praznakartA : manuSyAlA jagAviSayI AsaktI kA asate? dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa jaga AsaktImayaca Ahe, joparyaMta 'selpha' (AtmyA) madhye rAhaNyAcI zaktI utpanna hota nAhI, 'selphacI' ramaNatA utpanna hota nAhI. toparyaMta sagaLe AsaktItaca paDalele Aheta. sAdhUsaMnyAsI-AcArya, sagaLe AsaktItaca paDalele Aheta. saMsArAcI, bAyakocI, mulAMcI AsaktI suTalI tara pustakAcI AsaktI cikaTate. kiMvA maga 'hama' 'hama' cI AsaktI! mhaNaje jithe jAto tithe sarva AsaktyAca Aheta. AsaktI mhaNajeca vikRta prema je prema kamI jAsta hote tyAsa AsaktI mhaTalI jAte, Amace prema kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. tumace prema kamI-jAsta hota asate mhaNUna tyAsa AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. kadAcita RNAnubaMdha asalelyA vyaktIsAThI prema kamI-jAsta jhAle tara 'ApaNa' tyAsa 'jANAve' AtA prema kamI-jAsta vhAyalA nako. nAhI tara prema ekadama vADhale tarIhI AsaktI mhaTalI jAte Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 ANi kamI jhAle tarIhI AsaktI mhaTalI jAte, ANi AsaktImadhye rAga-dveSa hotaca asatAta. AsaktIlAca prema mAnatAta, hI lokabhASA Ahe nA! dusare sarva suddhA aseca mhaNatAta, tyAlAca prema mhaNatAta. azIca lokabhASA jhAlI Ahe! praznakartA : prema ANi AsaktImadhIla pharaka samajavAnA! dAdAzrI : je vikRta prema Ahe, tyAlAca mhaNatAta AsaktI, he jaga vikRta Ahe. yAta ApaNa jyAlA prema mhaNato, te vikRta prema mhaTale jAte ANi tyAlAca AsaktI mhaTalI jAte. mhaNaje saMpUrNa jaga AsaktItaca guMtalele Ahe. are, ApalyA Ata basale Aheta nA, te anAsakta Aheta, zivAya te akAmIhI Aheta ANi he sarva kAmanAvAle. AsaktI Ahe tithe kAmanA Ahe. loka mhaNatAta kI 'mI niSkAma jhAlo Ahe.' paNa je AsaktIta rAhatAta tyAMnA niSkAma mhaTale jAta nAhI. AsaktIsobata kAmanA asateca. bareca loka mhaNatAta kI 'mI niSkAma bhaktI karato.' mI mhaNAlo 'kara nA, tU ANi tujhI bAyako doghehI (!) karA. paraMtu AsaktI gelI nAhI, toparyaMta tU niSkAma bhaktI karazIla tarI kazI?' AsaktI tara ithaparyaMta cikaTate kI cAMgalyA kapa-bazA asatIla nA, tara tyAtahI AsaktI cikaTate, are, kapa-bazA kAya jivaMta Aheta?! ekA lAkaDAcyA vyApAr2yAkaDe mI gelo hoto to vyApArI divasAtUna pAca veLA jAUna lAkUDa pAhUna yAyacA tevhAca tyAlA samAdhAna hota ase! lAkUDa itake suMdara rezamAsArakhe maU, ANi gola!! ANi to hAtAne asA kuravALIta ase, tevhAca tyAlA saMtuSTI vhAyacI. tevhA yA lAkaDAvara kitI AsaktI Ahe! phakta strIvaraca AsaktI asela ase kAhI nAhI. vikRta prema jithe cikaTale tithe AsaktI! AsaktIpAsUna muktIcA mArga praznakartA : AsaktIce sUkSma svarUpa ApaNa samajAvile. tara AtA yA AsaktIpAsUna muktI kazI miLavAyacI? Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : 'mI anAsakta Ahe,' ase jara 'tyAlA' bhAna jhAle tara muktI miLela. AsaktI kADhAyacI nAhI, 'anAsakta Ahe' yAce bhAna vhAyalA have. bAkI, AsaktI kAhI nighata nAhI. AtA tumhI jilebI khAlyAnaMtara cahA pyAla tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : cahA agoDa lAgela. dAdAzrI : ho, taseca svata:ce svarUpa prApta jhAlyAvara hA saMsAra hI agoDa vATato. tevhA maga AsaktI nighUna jAte. 'svataHce svarUpa' prApta jhAlyAvara jara tyAsa japUna Thevela ANi AmhI sAMgU tyA pramANe AjJApUrvaka rAhIla tara tyAlA hA saMsAra agoDa lAgela. AsaktI kADhalyAne jAta nAhI. jase he lohacuMbaka ANi TAcaNI doghAMnA jI AsaktI Ahe tI jAta nAhI. tyAcapramANe yA mANasAMcIhI AsaktI jAta nAhI, kamI hote, pramANa kamI hote paraMtu jAta nAhI, AsaktI kevhA jAIla? 'svataH' anAsakta hoIla tevhA. 'svataH' Asaktaca jhAlA Ahe. nAmadhArI arthAta Asakta! nAvAvara AsaktI, sarvAMvara AsaktI! patI jhAlAta mhaNUna Asakta, bApa jhAlAta mhaNUna Asakta!! praznakartA : tara yA saMyogAMcA pariNAma hota nAhI tIca kharI anAsaktI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ahaMkArAcA lopa jhAlyAnaMtara anAsakta hoto. mhaNaje ahaMkAra ANi mamatA donhIhI jAtIla tevhA anAsaktI! paNa asA koNIca nasato. praznakartA : mhaNaje he sarva karAyace, paNa tyAta AsaktI nasAvI, karma lepAyamAna vhAyalA nakota... dAdAzrI : paNa lokAMmadhye AsaktI svAbhAvika rityA rAhateca. kAraNa tyAcI svata:cI mULa cUka gelelI nAhI. 'rUTa kaoNja' (mULa kAraNa) naSTa jhAle pAhije. rUTakaoNja kAya Ahe? tara tyAlA 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' hI bilipha (mAnyatA) basalI Ahe. mhaNUna caMdubhAUsAThI koNI mhaNela kI 'caMdubhAU' ce ase kele jAta Ahe, tyAne ase nukasAna kele Ahe.' Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ase jara caMdubhAU vara Aropa karaNyAta Ale tara 'to' rAgAvato tyAcyAta' svata:cI nirbaLatA utpanna hote. tara he rUTakaoNja Ahe ANi, hIca moThI cUka Ahe. dusar2yA sarva cukA nAhItaca. muLAta hIca cUka Ahe kI 'tumhI' je AhAta te oLakhata nAhI ANi je nAhIta tyAcA Aropa karatA. lokAMnI nAva dile te tara oLakhaNyAce sAdhana Ahe, kI 'bhAU, he caMdubhAU Aheta ANi he inkamaTaeNksa oNphisara Aheta.' he sarva oLakhaNyAce sAdhana Ahe. yA strIce patI, tehI oLakhaNyAce sAdhana Ahe. paraMtu 'svataH kharokhara koNa Ahe ?' te jANata nAhI, tyAcIca hI sarva aDacaNa Ahe nA? / praznakartA : zevaTI aDacaNa tara titheca Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : mhaNaje he 'rUTakaoNja' Ahe. he rUTakaoNja toDaNyAta Ale taraca kAma hoIla. ___ cAMgale-vAITa he sarva buddhIvara avalaMbUna asate. buddhIcA dhaMdA kAya? tara jithe jAIla tithe praoNphiTa ANi laoNsa, phAyadA ANi nukasAna baghaNAra. buddhI praoNphITa ANi laoNsazivAya jAsta kAma karU zakata nAhI. tara AtA buddhIpAsUna dUra vhA. anAsakta yoga ThevA. AtmyAcA svabhAva kasA Ahe? anAsakta svarUpa Ahe. mhaNaje svataHcA svabhAva hA asA Ahe. tU suddhA svabhAvAne anAsakta hoUna jA. jasA svabhAva AtmyAcA Ahe, tasAca svabhAva ApaNa kelA, tara ekAkAra hoIla, maga kAhI vegaLe nAhIca. phakta svabhAvaca badalAyacA Ahe. AtA ApalyAta AsaktI asela ANi ApaNa bhagavaMtAsArakhe hoU, he kase zakya Ahe ? bhagavaMta anAsakta, maga anAsakta ANi AsaktIcA meLa kasA kAya basela? ApalyAta krodha asela tara bhagavaMtAzI milana kase hoIla? ___bhagavaMtAta jo dhAtU Ahe, te dhAturUpa tU hoUna jA. je sanAtana Ahe, teca mokSa Ahe. sanAtana mhaNaje niraMtara. niraMtara rAhate toca mokSa Ahe. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 karAyalA gelo kAya ANi jhAle kAya? praznakartA : dAdA, tumhI kazAprakAre anAsakta jhAlAta? dAdAzrI : sarva ApoApa 'baTa naeNcarala' prakaTa jhAle. malA kAhI mAhIta nAhI kI he kase kAya ghaDale! praznakartA : paraMtu AttA tarI ApaNAsa mAhIta paDate nA? tyA pAyar2yA AmhAlA sAMgA nA. dAdAzrI : mI kAhI karAyalA gelo navhato, kAhI jhAlehI navhate. mI karAyalA gelo kAya ANi jhAle kAya! mI tara dudhAta tAMdULa TAkUna evaDhIsI khIra banavAyalA gelo hoto, paraMtu he tara amRta tayAra jhAle!! te sarva pUrvIce sAmAna jamA jhAlele. malA ase vATAyace kI Ata ApalyAjavaLa kAhItarI Ahe, itake nakkIca vATAyace. tyAcA thoDA ghameMDahI vATAyacA. praznakartA : mhaNaje malA vATale kI ApaNa jyAprakAre anAsakta jhAlAta tyAce varNana karAla tara tI rIta malAhI samajela. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, he 'jJAna' ghetale ANi maga jo AmacyA AjJeta rAhato tyAlA anAsakta mhaTale jAte. maga jarI to khAta-pita asela kiMvA kALA koTa ghAlata asela kiMvA pAMDharA koTa-pa~Ta ghAlata asela, vATela te ghAlata asela paraMtu jo AmacyA AjJeta rAhilA to anAsakta mhaTalA jAto. AmacyA AjJA anAsaktIceca 'proTekzana' Ahe. AsaktI, paramANUMce vijJAna he kazAsArakhe Ahe ? yethe hA lohacuMbaka asela ANi yethe TAcaNI asela tara ApaNa lohacuMbakAlA jarA ase ase phiravale tara TAcaNI vara-khAlI hote kI nAhI? tara hote. lohacuMbaka javaLa nele tara TAcaNI tyAlA cikaTate. tyA TAcaNImadhye AsaktI koThUna AlI? taseca yA zarIrAta lohacuMbaka nAvAcA guNa Ahe. kAraNa Ata ilekTrika baoNDI Ahe. mhaNaje tyA baoNDIcyA AdhArAne hI ilekTrisiTI utpanna jhAlI Ahe. tyAmuLe Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIrAta lohacuMbaka nAvAcA guNa utpanna hoto, tevhA jithe svata:ce paramANU juLatAta titheca AkarSaNa nirmANa hote. itarAMbarobara kAhIca hota nAhI. tyA AkarSaNAlAca Apale loka rAga-dveSa mhaNatAta. mhaNatIla 'mAjhA deha oDhalA jAta Ahe.' are, tujhI icchA nAhI tarIhI deha kA oDhalA jAto? maga tithe 'tU koNa Ahesa?' ApaNa dehAlA mhaTale kI, 'tU jAU nakosa' tarI uThUna cAlAyalA lAgato. kAraNa hA deha paramANuMpAsUna banalelA Ahe nA, paramANuMcIca oDha Ahe hI. juLaNAre paramANU asatIla tithe hA deha oDhalA jAto. nAhI tara ApalI icchA nasela tarIhI hA deha kasA oDhalA jAIla? deha oDhalA jAto tyAsa jagAtIla loka mhaNatAta 'malA yAcyAvara phAra rAga (moha) Ahe. ApaNa jara tyAlA vicArale kI, bhAU, oDhavUna ghyAyacI tujhI icchA Ahe ?' tara to mhaNato 'nAhI, mAjhI icchA tara nAhI, tarI suddhA, mI oDhalA jAto.' tara maga hA rAga nAhI. hA tara AkarSaNacAca guNa Ahe. paNa tarI jJAna nasela tara tyAsa AkarSaNa mhaTale jAta nAhI. kAraNa tyAlA tara aseca vATate kI, 'he mIca kele' ANi he 'jJAna' asela tara 'svataH' phakta jANato kI AkarSaNAmuLe hA deha oDhalA gelA yAta mI kAhIca kele nAhI. mhaNaje hA deha kriyAzIla banato ANi oDhalA jAto. he sarva paramANuMceca AkarSaNa Ahe. he mana-vacana-kAyA Asakta svabhAvAce Aheta. AtmA Asakta svabhAvAcA nAhI.ANi hA jo deha Asakta hoto te lohacuMbaka ANi TAcaNIsArakhe Ahe. kAraNa koNatehI lohacuMbaka aso paNa te tAMbyAlA oDhata nAhI. te kazAsa oDhela? ho, phakta lokhaMDAlAca oDhela. pitaLa asela tara oDhata nAhI. arthAta svajAtIyalAca oDhato. taseca ApalyA zarIrAta je paramANU Aheta te lohacuMbakavAle Aheta, te svajAtIyalAca oDhatAta. samAna svabhAvAce paramANUca oDhale jAtAta. veDayA bAyakozI paTate ANi zahANI bahiNa jarI tyAcyAzI cAMgale bolata asela tarI ticyAzI paTata nAhI. kAraNa tithe paramANU juLata nAhIta. mhaNaje yA mulAMvara suddhA AsaktIca Ahe. paramANU-paramANU juLUna Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ale. tIna paramANU Apale ANi tIna paramANU tyAMce, ase paramANU juLUna Aleta mhaNUna AsaktI hote. mAjhe tIna paramANU ANi tumace cAra paramANU asatIla tara kAhIca pariNAma hota nAhI. mhaNaje he sarva vijJAnaca Ahe. AsaktI hA dehAcA guNa Ahe, paramANUMcA guNa Ahe. to guNa kasA Ahe? lohacuMbaka ANi TAcaNIcA jasA saMbaMdha Ahe tasAca hA saMbaMdha Ahe. dehAsa juLatIla, azA paramANuMmadhyeca deha oDhalA jAto, tevhA tI AsaktI Ahe. AsaktI tara abaoNva naoNrmala ANi bilo naoNrmala suddhA asU zakate. jevhA kI prema naoNrmAliTIta asate. ekasamAnaca asate. tyAta koNatyAhI prakAracA badala hotaca nAhI. hI AsaktI tara jaDacI Ahe, caitanyAta nAmamAtra AsaktI nasate. vyavahArAta abhedatA rAhate tyAmAge paNa kAraNa Ahe. te paramANU ANi AsaktIce guNa Aheta. paraMtu tyAta kuThalyAkSaNI kAya ghaDela te sAMgatA yeta nAhI. joparyaMta paramANU juLatAta toparyaMta AkarSaNa hote ANi tyAmuLe abhedatA vATate. ANi jara paramANU juLale nAhIta tara vikarSaNa hote va vaira nirmANa hote. arthAta AsaktI asela tithe vaira asateca. AsaktImadhye hita-ahitAce bhAna rAhata nAhI. premAta saMpUrNa hita-ahitAce bhAna rAhate. mhaNaje he paramANUMce sAyansa Ahe. yAta AtmyAlA kAhI suddhA deNegheNe nAhI. paraMtu loka bhrAMtImuLe paramANuMcyA AkarSaNAlAca ase mAnatAta kI 'mI oDhalA gelo' AtmA kadhIca oDhalA jAta nAhI. bhrAMtIcI mAnyatA kuThe ANi vAstavikatA kuThe! he tara suI ANi lohacuMbakacyA AkarSaNAmuLe tumhAlA ase vATate kI malA prema Ahe mhaNUna mI oDhalA jAto. paraMtu tyAta premAsArakhe kAhI nAhIca. praznakartA : tara lokAMnA he kaLata nAhI kI Apale prema Ahe kI nAhI? Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema dAdAzrI : prema tara sarvAMnAca kaLate. dIDa varSAcyA mulAsahI kaLate. tyAsaca prema mhaTale jAte. dusarI sarva tara AsaktIca Ahe. kuThalyAhI paristhitIta prema vADhata nAhI kiMvA kamI hota nAhI tyAsa prema mhaNatAta. tevhA yAsa prema mhaNAyaceca kase ? hI tara bhrAMtIca Ahe. bhrAMta bhASecA zabda Ahe. 46 AsaktImadhUna udbhavate vaira jagAne sarva kAhI pAhile paraMtu prema pAhile navhate, ANi jaga jyAsa prema mhaNate tI tara AsaktI Ahe. AsaktItUnaca hI sarva DhavaLADhavaLa hota asate. loka samajatAta kI he jaga premAmuLeca TikUna rAhile Ahe. paraMtu premAmuLe he jaga TikUna rAhile nAhI. vairAmuLe TikUna rAhile Ahe, premAce phAUMDezanaca nAhI. vairAcyA phAUMDezanavaraca ubhe rAhile Ahe. vairAceca phAUMDezana Ahe. tevhA he vaira soDA. mhaNUna tara AmhI vairAcA nikAla lAvA ase mhaNata asato nA? samabhAve nikAla lAvaNyAce heca tara kAraNa Ahe. bhagavaMta mhaNatAta kI dveSa pariSaha upakArI Ahe. prema pariSaha kadhIca suTaNAra nAhI. saMpUrNa jaga prema pariSahAtaca phasalele Ahe mhaNUna pratyekAsa durUna namaskAra karUna suTUna jAve. koNAvarahI prema TheU nakA. ANi koNAcyA premAta phasUhI nakA. premAcA tiraskAra karUna suddhA mokSAlA jAtA yeta nAhI. tevhA sAvadha rAhA! mokSAlA jAyace asela tara virodhakAMce upakAra mAnAve. je prema karatAta teca ApalyAlA baMdhanAta TAkatAta, jevhA kI virodha karaNAre tara upakArI - madatagAra TharatAta. jyAMnI ApalyAvara premAcA varSAva kelA Ahe tyAMcA tiraskAra hoNAra nAhI, azAprakAre suTUna jAve. kAraNa premAcyA tiraskArAne saMsAra ubhA rAhilA Ahe. 'svataH' Ahe svabhAvAneca anAsakta tumhI svataHca anAsakta AhAta. mI kAhI tumhAlA anAsaktI dilelI nAhI. anAsakta hA tara tumacA svabhAvaca Ahe. ANi tumhI dAdAMce Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upakAra mAnatA kI dAdAMnI anAsaktI dilI. nAhI, mAjhe upakAra mAnaNyAcI garajaca nAhI, ANi 'mI upakAra karato' ase jara mI mAnale tara mAjhe prema sarata jAIla. mAjhyAkaDUna 'mI upakAra karato' ase mAnale jAU zakata nAhI. mhaNaje yAta svata:lA pUrNa samajadArIpUrvaka rAhAve lAgate. saMpUrNa jAgRtIta rAhAve lAgate. __ anAsakta hA tumacA svata:cAca svabhAva Ahe. tumhAlA kAya vATate? mI dile Ahe kI to tumacA svata:cA svabhAvaca Ahe ? praznakartA : svataHcA svabhAvaca Ahe nA! dAdAzrI : ho, maga ase bolanA. he tara sarva 'dAdAMnI dile, dAdAMnI dile' ase mhaNAla tara kevhA pAra yeIla? praznakartA : paraMtu yAce bhAna tara tumhIca karavUna dile nA? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa bhAna karavile evaDheca! 'sarva mI dile Ahe,' ase tumhI mhaNatA, paNa te tumaceca Ahe ANi teca tumhAlA dile Ahe. praznakartA : ho, Amace Ahe te tumhI dile, paraMtu Amace hote ase AmhI jANataca navhato nA! dAdAzrI : jANata navhate paraMtu jANaleca nA zevaTI! jANale tyAcA tara rubAbaca vegaLA nA! tyAcA kasA tara rubAba asato! nAhI kA? koNI zivyA dilyA tarI rubAba jAta nAhI. ho, kevaDhA rubAba! ANi (jJAna nasela) tyA rubAbavAlyAcA? tyAcA Adara-satkAra kelA nAhI tara to agadI hiramusato. risepzanamadhye tyAcA satkAra karAyacA rAhUna gelA tara hiramusato!! sarvAMcA satkAra kelA ANi mI rAhUna gelo. pAhA, tarI hyA rubAbAta ANi tyA rubAbAta kitI pharaka Ahe te. praznakartA : mhaNaje AdhI jithe Asakta asU titheca naMtara anAsakta hoU. dAdAzrI : ho, hAca tara mArga Ahe nA! he sarva tyAce sTepiMgaca Aheta. ANi zevaTI tara anAsakta yogAtaca yAyace Ahe. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abheda prema tithe buddhIcA aMta bhagavaMta kase Aheta? anAsakta! kuThehI Asakta nAhIta. praznakartA : ANi jJAnI suddhA anAsaktaca Aheta nA? dAdAzrI : ho, mhaNUnaca Amace niraMtara prema asate ANi te sarva ThikANI sArakheca, ekasamAna prema asate. zivyA deIla tyAcyAvarahI ekasamAna ANi phule vAhIla tyAcyAvarahI ekasamAna. ANi phule nAhI vAhata tyAcyAvarahI ekasamAna prema. AmacyA premAta bheda paData nAhI, ase abheda prema Ahe. mhaNaje tithe buddhI nasate, buddhI nighUna jAte. nehamI, prema AdhI buddhIsa toDUna TAkate kiMvA maga buddhI premAsa Asakta banavite. mhaNaje buddhI asela tithe prema nasato ANi prema asela tithe buddhI nasate. buddhI samApta jhAlI, mhaNaje ahaMkArahI samApta jhAlA. maga kAhI uraleca nAhI, ANi mamatA nasela tevhAca premasvarUpa hoU zakela. AmhI tara akhaMDa premavAle! AmhAlA yA dehAvara mamatA nAhI. yA vANIvara mamatA nAhI ANi manAvarahI mamatA nAhI. vItArAgatetUna premAcA udbhava khare prema koThUna ANAyace? tara ahaMkAra ANi mamatA gelyAnaMtaraca khare prema asate. ahaMkAra ANi mamatA gelyAzivAya khare prema nasateca kadhI. khare prema he vItarAgatemadhUna utpanna jhAlelI vastU Ahe. ___ dvaMdvAtIta jhAlyAnaMtara vItarAga hoto. dvaita ANi advaita he dvaMdva Ahe. dvaita ANi advaitavAlyAMnA dvaitAce vikalpa yetAta. 'te dvaita, te dvaita, te dvaita'! tyAMnA maga dvaita cikaTate. paNa tarI te advaita pada cAMgale Ahe. advaitApAsUna tara ajUna eka lAkha maila puDhe jAIla tyAnaMtara vItarAgatece pada yeIla ANi vItarAgatece pada AlyAnaMtara Ata prema utpanna hoIla ANi tevhA je prema utpanna hote te mhaNaje paramAtma prema. dona cApaTa mAralyA tarI te prema ghaTata nAhI ANi jara ghaTale tara ApaNa samajAve kI te prema navhate. samoracyAcA dhakkA ApalyAlA lAgalA tyAsa harakata nAhI, paraMtu Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApalA dhakkA samoracyAsa lAgaNAra nAhI itake ApaNa pAhAve tevhAca prema saMpAdana hote. bAkI, prema saMpAdana karAyace asela tara te aseca hota nAhI. haLUhaLU sarvAMsobata zuddha prema svarUpa vhAyace Ahe. praznakartA : zuddha prema svarUpa mhaNaje nakkI kazAprakAre rAhAyace? dAdAzrI : ekhAdI vyaktI AtA zivyA deUna gelI ANi naMtara tI vyaktI tumacyAjavaLa AlI tarI tumace prema ghaTata nAhI, tyAce nAva zuddha prema. azA premAcA dhaDA zikAyacA Ahe, basa. dusare kAhI zikAyace nAhI. mI je dAkhavito ase prema asAyalA have. he jIvana pUrNa hoIparyaMta ase hoIla nA? tevhA AtA prema zikA! rIta, prema svarUpa hoNyAcI muLAta jaga jase Ahe tase to samajela, naMtara anubhava karela tara to premasvarUpaca hoIla. jaga 'jase Ahe tase' mhaNaje kAya? tara koNatAhI jIva kiMcitamAtra doSI nAhI, jIvamAtra nirdoSaca Ahe. koNI doSI disato to bhrAMtImuLeca disato. cAMgale disatAta tI suddhA bhrAMtI ANi doSI disatAta tI suddhA bhrAMtI. donhI aTaeNcameMTa ANi DiTaeNcameMTa (AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa) Aheta. mhaNaje kharokhara tara koNI doSI nAhIca ANi doSI disato tyAmuLe prema hotaca nAhI. yA jagAsobata jevhA prema hoIla, jevhA jaga nirdoSa disela tevhA prema utpanna hoIla. he 'tujhe-mAjhe' kuThaparyaMta vATata asate? tara joparyaMta dusar2yAMnA parake mAnato toparyaMta. tyAMcyAzI bheda Ahe toparyaMta he mAjhe vATatAta. mhaNUna yA aTaeNcameMTavAlyAMnA mAjhe mAnato ANi DiTaeNcameMTavAlyAMnA parake mAnato, koNAzIhI premasvarUpa rAhata nAhI. prema hA paramAtma guNa Ahe, mhaNUnaca tyA premAmuLe Apale sarva duHkha visarAyalA hotAta. arthAta premAne bAMdhale gele mhaNaje maga dusare kAhI bAMdhaNyAce rAhile nAhI. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema kevhA utpanna hote? tara AtAparyaMta jyA cukA jhAlyA asatIla, tyAMcI mAphI mAgUna ghetalI, tevhA prema utpanna hote. tyAMcA ekahI doSa jhAlA nAhI, paNa malA tyAMcA doSa disalA mhaNUna to mAjhAca doSa hotA. jyAMcyAzI prema svarUpa vhAyace asela, tithe azAprakAre vAgAve. tevhA tumhAlA prema utpanna hoIla. prema karAyace Ahe kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho dAdA. dAdAzrI : AmacI hIca paddhata Ahe. AmhI jyAprakAre taralo tyAcaprakAre sarvAMnA tArato. tumhIhI prema utpanna karAla nA? ApaNa prema svarUpa hoto tevhA samoracyAlA abhedatA vATate. azAca prakAre AmacyAzI sarva abheda jhAle Aheta. hI rIta AmhI ughaDa karUna TAkalI. sarvAMmadhye 'mI' pAhato, to premamUrtI AtA jitakA bheda miTato, titake zuddha prema utpanna hote. zuddha prema utpanna hoNyAsAThI ApalyAtUna kAya nighUna jAyalA have? ekhAdI vastU nighela tevhA tI dusarI vastU yeIla. vhaeN kyuma (zunyAvakAza) rAhU zakata nAhI. mhaNaje yAtUna jevhA bheda jAto tevhA zuddha prema utpanna hote. arthAta jitakA bheda jAto titake zuddha prema utpanna hote. saMpUrNa bheda miTela tevhA saMpUrNa zuddha prema utpanna hote. hIca rIta Ahe. tumhAlA hA paoNiMTa oNpha vhyU (dRSTIkona) samajalA? hA vegaLyA prakAracA Ahe ANi premamUrtI vhAyace Ahe. sagaLe ekaca vATatIla, vegaLepaNa vATataca nAhI. mhaNatIla 'he Amace ANi he tumace.' paNa yA jagAtUna jAte veLI 'Amace tumace' asate kA? tara yA rogAmuLeca vegaLepaNa vATate. hA roga nighUna gelA, tara premamUrtI hoto. prema mhaNaje he sarva 'mIca Ahe' 'mIca' disata Ahe. nAhI tara 'tU' mhaNAve lAgela. 'mI' nAhI disalA, tara 'tU' disaNAra. doghAMpaikI eka Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tara disaleca nA? vyavahArAta 'mI', 'tU ' ase bolAve paNa disalA pAhije 'mI'ca nA! prema svarUpa mhaNaje kAya? tara sarva abhedabhAvAne pAhaNe, abhedabhAvAne vAgaNe, abhedabhAvAne cAlaNe, abhedabhAvaca mAnaNe. he vegaLe Aheta azA prakAracyA sarva mAnyatA kADhUna TAkAvyA. yAceca nAva premasvarUpa. ekaca parivAra Ahe aseca vATate. jJAnIce abheda prema vegaLe na hoNe. yAce nAva prema. bheda na karaNe, yAceca nAva prema! abhedatA jhAlI teca prema. prema hI naoNrmAliTI mhaTalI jAte. bheda asela tara koNI cAMgale kAma karUna Ale kI, khuza hoto. parata thoDyAveLAne kAhI cukIce jhAle, cahAce kapa paDale tara ciDato, mhaNaje abaoNva naoNrmala, bilo naoNrmala hotaca asate. prema, kAma pAhata nAhI, mULa svabhAvAce darzana karate. kAma tara, ApalyAlA naoNrmAliTIta praoNblema hoNAra nAhI, aseca kAma hotAta. praznakartA : AmhAlA ApalyAprati jo bhAva jAgRta hoto te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : hI tara AmacyA premAcI pakaDa Ahe. AmacyA premAne tumhAlA pakaDale Ahe. khare prema sAr2yA jagAsa pakaDU zakate. prema kuThe kuThe asate? tara jithe abhedatA asate tithe prema asate. mhaNaje jagAsobata abhedatA kevhA mhaTalI jAte? premasvarUpa vhAla tevhA. saMpUrNa jagAsobata abhedatA mhaTalI jAte tithe maga premAzivAya dusare kAhIca disata nAhI. AsaktI kevhA mhaTalI jAte? tara jevhA koNatI saMsArI vastU ghyAyacI asela tevhA. saMsArI vastUcA hetU asato tevhA ANi hyA khar2yA sukhAsAThI tara phAyadA hoIla, yAcI harakata nAhI. AmacyAvara je prema rAhate yAcI harakata nAhI. te tumhAlA helpa karela. dusar2yA ADa jAgevara hoNAre prema uThUna jAIla. praznakartA : mhaNaje AmacyAta jAgRta hoNArA bhAva, to ApalyA hRdayAcyA premAcAca pariNAma Ahe aseca nA? Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 52 dAdAzrI : ho, premAcAca pariNAma Ahe. mhaNaje premAcyA zastrAneca zahANe hotAta. malA oraDAve lAgata nAhI. mI koNAsobatahI bhAMDU icchita nAhI, mAjhyAjavaLa tara phakta eka premAceca zastra Ahe, 'mI premAne jagAlA jiMkU icchito.' kAraNa mI sarva zastre khAlI ThevUna dilI Aheta. jaga zastrAMmuLeca virodhI hota asate, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, hI zastre mI khAlIca ThevUna dilI. mhaNaje tI mI vAparata nAhI, mI premAne jagAsa jiMkU icchito. jaga je samajate te tara laukika prema Ahe. prema tara tyAce nAva kI tumhI malA zivyA dilyA tara mI Dipresa hoNAra nAhI ANi hAra ghAlAla tara eliveTa hoNAra nAhI, tyAsa prema mhaTale jAte. khar2yA premAta tara kadhIca pharaka paData nAhI. yA dehAcyA bhAvAmadhye pharaka paDela, paraMtu zuddha premAta pharaka paData nAhI. manuSya suMdara asale tarI ahaMkArAmuLe kurUpa disatAta. suMdara kevhA disatAta? tara mhaNe, premAtmA hotAta tevhA, tevhA tara kurUpa dekhIla suMdara disato. zuddha prema prakaTa hote tevhAca suMdara disAyalA lAgato. jagAtIla lokAMnA kAya have Ahe ? mukta prema. jyA premAta svArthAcA gaMdha kiMvA koNatyAhI prakAracA matalaba nasato. hA tara nisargAcA kAyadA Ahe, naeNcarala laoN! kAraNa prema he svataHca paramAtmA Ahe. jithe prema titheca mokSamArga arthAta jithe prema disata nAhI tithe mokSAcA mArgaca nAhI.tumhAlA kAhIca yeta nasela, bolatA dekhIla yeta nasela, tarI suddhA tyAMnI prema lAvale taraca khare. mhaNaje eka tara prAmANikatA ANi dusare prema, kI je kadhI kamI-jAsta hota nAhI. yA donhI jAgI bhagavaMta rAhatAta. kAraNa jithe prema Ahe, niSThA Ahe, pavitratA Ahe, titheca bhagavaMta Aheta. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 53 pUrNa 'rileTivha DipArTameMTa' pAra kelyAnaMtara nirAlaMba hoto, tevhA prema utpanna hote. jJAna kuThe khare asate? tara jithe premAne kAma ghetale jAta asela tithe. zivAya prema asela tithe deNegheNe hota nAhI. prema asela tithe ekatA asate. jithe phI asate tithe prema nasate. loka phI ThevatAta nA pAca-dahA rupaye? kI 'yA, tumhAlA aikAyace asela tara ithe yA, ithe naU rupaye phI Ahe,' ase mhaNatAta. mhaNaje hA dhaMdAca jhAlA! tithe prema nasate. rupaye asatIla tithe prema nasate. dusare jithe prema Ahe tithe Trika (labADI) nasate. ANi jithe Trika Ahe tithe prema nasate. ___jyAvara jhopela tyAcAca Agraha hoto, caTaIvara jhopata asela tara caTaIcA Agraha hoto ANi DanalopacyA gAdIvara jhopata asela tara tyAcA Agraha hotA. caTaIvara jhopaNyAcA Agraha karaNAr2yAlA gAdIvara jhopavAla tara tyAlA jhopa lAgaNAra nAhI. Agraha heca viSa Ahe ANi nirAgrahatA heca amRta Ahe. joparyaMta nirAgrahIpaNa utpanna hota nAhI toparyaMta jagAce prema saMpAdana hota nAhI. zuddha prema nirAgrahatemuLe prakaTa hote ANi zuddha prema heca paramezvara Ahe. mhaNaje prema svarUpa kevhA hotA yeIla? tara niyama-biyama vagaire kAhI zodhaNAra nAhI tevhA. jara niyama zodhAla tara prema svarUpa hotA yeNAra nAhI. 'kA uzirA AlAta?' mhaTale tara te premasvarUpa mhaTale jAta nAhI ANi jevhA prema svarUpa vhAla tevhA loka tumace aikatIla. ho, tumhI AsaktIvAle tara tumace koNa aikela? tumhAlA paise haveta, tumhAlA dusar2yA striyA havyAta, tI AsaktIca mhaTalI jAIla nA? ziSya goLA karaNe tI suddhA AsaktIca mhaTalI jAIla nA? premAta imozanalapaNA nAhI! praznakartA : he je premasvarUpa Ahe te suddhA ase mhaTale jAte kI, te hRdayAtUna yeta asate ANi imozanalapaNA (bhAvanikatA) suddhA hRdayAtUnaca yeta asate nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, te prema nAhI, prema tara zuddha prema asale pAhije. Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 Trenamadhye sagaLI mANase basalI asatIla ANi Trena imozanala jhAlI tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : gaDabaDa hoIla, eksiDeMTa hAIla. dAdAzrI : loka maratIla. tyAcapramANe hI mANase jevhA imozanala hotAta tevhA (zarIrAcyA) Ata itake sAre jIva maratAta ANi tyAcI jabAbadArI svata:vara yete. imozanala jhAlyAmuLe azA aneka prakAracyA jabAbadAr2yA yetAta. praznakartA : imozana nasalelA manuSya dagaDAsArakhA nAhI kA hoNAra? dAdAzrI : mI imozanala nAhI, maga mI kAya dagaDAsArakhA vATato? mAjhyAta ajibAta imozana nAhI. imozana asalelA mikenikala hoUna jAto. paNa mozanavAlA mikenikala hota nAhI nA! praznakartA : paNa jara svata:ce 'selpha riyalAIja' jhAle nasela, tara maga imozana nasalelA mANUsa dagaDAsArakhAca vATela nA? dAdAzrI : ase nasateca. ase hotaca nAhI nA. ase kadhIca hota nAhI, nAhI tara maga tyAlA meMTala haoNspiTalalA gheUna jAtAta. paNa te meMTala suddhA imozanalaca asatAta. saMpUrNa jagaca imozanala Ahe. azrune jo vyakta hoto, to nAhI kharA jivhALA praznakartA : saMsArAta rAhaNyAkaritA jivhALyAcI garaja Ahe. jivhALA vyakta karAvAca lAgato. jivhALA vyakta kelA nAhI tara kaThora mhaNatAta. paraMtu AtA jJAna miLAle, jJAnAcI samaja Ata utaralI tyAnaMtara jivhALA titakA vyakta kelA jAta nAhI. tara AtA vyavahArAta jivhALA vyakta karAvA kA? dAdAzrI : kAya ghaDate te pAhAyace. praznakartA : udAharaNArtha mulagA paradezI zikAyalA jAta asela tevhA eyaraporTavara AI ANi vaDIla doghehI gele AIcyA DoLyAtUna azrU Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 vAhile paNa vaDIla raDale nAhIta. mhaNUna tU kaThora dagaDAsArakhA Ahesa ase mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI : nAhI, jivhALA asA nasato. paradezI jAta asela tarI kAya? jara ticyA DoLyAta azrU yeta asatIla tara tilA daTAvale pAhije kI, mokSAlA jAyace asela tara itakI haLavI kuThavara rAhazIla? praznakartA : nAhI, mhaNaje ase kI jivhALA nasela tara manuSya phAra kaThora hoUna jAto. jivhALA nasalelA manuSya phAra kaThora asato. dAdAzrI : jyAcyA DoLyAta azrU yeta nAhIta tyAcAca kharA jivhALA Ahe ANi tumacA jivhALA khoTA Ahe. tumacA jivhALA dikhAvyAcA Ahe ANi tyAcA jivhALA kharA Ahe. kharA jivhALA hArTilI asato. he sarva cukIce dharUna basale Aheta. jivhALA kAhI baLajabarIne hota nasato. tI tara necarala giphTa Ahe. jara ase mhaNata asatIla kI kaThora dagaDAsArakhA Ahe tara jivhALA utpanna hota asela tohI baMda hoto. he raDaNe ANi maga lageca visarUna jANe tyAsa jivhALA mhaTale jAta nAhI. jivhALA tara raDU suddhA na yeNe ANi AThavaNa rAhaNe toca kharA jivhALA. AmacA jivhALA tara asA kI AmhI kadhIca raData nAhI paNa tarIhI sarvAMvara AmacA kAyamacAca jivhALA. kAraNa jitake adhika loka bheTatAta titake sarva tara roja AmacyA jJAnAta yetaca asatAta. praznakartA : AI-vaDIla svata:cyA mulAMvara jyA prakAre jivhALA vyakta karatAta, tevhA bar2yAcadA ase vATate kI te ati pramANAta vyakta karatAta. dAdAzrI : te sarva imozanalaca Ahe. kamI dAkhavaNAre dekhIla imozanala mhaTale jAtAta. naoNrmala asAyalA have. naoNrmala mhaNaje phakta nATakIya! nATakAtIla bAyakosobata nATaka karaNe, to agadI taMtotaMta, ekajaeNkTa. lokAMnA tyAta kuThehI cUka disaNAra nAhI. paNa maga tyA nATakAtIla bAyakolA bAhera nighatAnA sAMgitale kI AtA tU cala Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5da mAjhyAbarobara, tara tI kAhI yeNAra nAhI. tI mhaNela he tara nATakApurateca hote. kaLataMya kA tumhAlA? praznakartA : ho kaLataMya. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje mulAlA mhaNAve 'ye beTA, baisa ithe.' tujhyAzivAya mAjhe Ahe tarI koNa? AmhI tara hirAbAMnA(dAdAzrIMcI patnI) mhaNata hoto kI malA tumacyAzivAya karamata nAhI. mI paradezI jAto paNa tumacyAzivAya malA karamata nAhI. praznakartA : hirAbAMnAhI te khareca vATAyace. dAdAzrI : ho, te khareca asate. paNa tyAsa AmhI Ata zivU deta nAhI. praznakartA : pUrvIcyA kALI AI-vaDilAMnA mulAMvara prema karaNyAsAThI kiMvA tyAMcI kALajI gheNyAsAThI veLaca nasAyacA ANi prema detahI navhate. jAsta lakSa deta nasata. hallI tara AI-vaDIla mulAMnA phAra prema detAta, khUpaca kALajI ghetAta, sarva kAhI karatAta tarI suddhA mulAMnA AI-vaDilAMvara jAsta prema kA nasate? dAdAzrI : he prema tara, AjakAla bAheracA moha itakA jAgRta jhAlA Ahe kI tyAtaca tyAMce sagaLe citta jAte. pUrvI moha phAra kamI hotA ANi Aja tara mohAce puSkaLa sthAna jhAle Aheta. praznakartA : ho, ANi AI-vaDIla suddhA premAce bhukele asatAta kI hI AmacI mule Aheta, tyAMnI vinaya vagaira ThevAvA. dAdAzrI : premaca, jaga premAdhIna Ahe, manuSyAsa jitakI bhautika sukhAcI parvA nAhI titakI premAcI parvA Ahe. paraMtu premAta saMgharSa hotaca rAhatAta. kAya karaNAra? premAta saMgharSa hotA kAmA naye. praznakartA : mulAMnA AI-vaDilAMvara khUpaca prema Ahe. dAdAzrI : mulAMnA suddhA khUpa prema Ahe ! paNa tarIhI saMgharSa hotAtaca. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AsaktI, toparyaMta Tenzana praznakartA : jitakA jivhALA jAsta, titake tyAce prema adhika Ahe, azI samaja Ahe. dAdAzrI : te premaca nasate nA! tI sarva AsaktI Ahe. yA jagAta prema hA zabdaca nAhI. tevhA prema bolaNe he cukIce Ahe. tI Ata AsaktI asate. praznakartA : tara hA jivhALA ANi jivhALyAcA atireka he samajAvaNyAcI kRpA karAvI. dAdAzrI : jivhALA ANi jivhALyAcA atireka yAsa imozanala (bhAvUkatA) mhaTale jAte. manuSya mozanamadhye rAhU zakata nAhI, mhaNUna imozanala hoto. kiMcitahI jivhALA Ahe, AsaktI Ahe, toparyaMta mANasAlA 'Tenzana' utpanna hote ANi TenzanamuLe ceharA utaralelA asato. AmacyAta prema Ahe mhaNUna tara AmhI binaTenzanace rAhU zakato. dusarA koNI TenzanazivAya rAhUca zakata nAhI! sarvAMnAca Tenzana asate, saMpUrNa jaga TenzanavAleca Ahe. jivhALyAcA pravAha jJAnIMnA AmhA jJAnIpuruSAMnA jivhALA asato. ho, jasA asAyalA havA tasAca asato. AmhI tyAsa 'homa' lA (AtmyAlA) zivUhI deta nAhI. asA niyama nAhI kI Ata 'homa madhye' zivU dyAve. jivhALA nasela tara tyAlA manuSyaca kase mhaNAla? praznakartA : ApaNa mhaNAlAta kI jivhALA tara AmhAlAhI asato. tumhAlA jasA asato tyApekSA AmacA ucca prakAracA asato, sarvAMsAThIca asato. dAdAzrI : jivhALA tara asato. AmhI binajivhALyAce nasato. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 prema praznakartA : paNa tarI to jivhALA tumhAlA Taca hota nAhI. dAdAzrI : jithe naisargika rityA ThevAyalA have titheca AmhI tyAsa Thevato ANi tumhI anaisargika ThikANI ThevatA. praznakartA : hI DimArkezana jarA spaSTa karA nA ? dAdAzrI : 'phaoNrena' cI goSTa phaoNrenamadhyeca ThevAyacI nA, 'homa' madhye ANAyacI nAhI. loka 'homa' madhye ANatAta. 'phaoNrena'cI goSTa phaoNrenamadhye TheUna svataH 'homa'madhye zirAyace. praznakartA : paNa maga jevhA tyA jivhALyAcA pravAha asato tevhA 'tyAlA' 'phaoNrena' ANi 'homace' (AtmA ANi anAtmyAce) DimArkezana hoU deta nAhI nA? tyAkSaNI dona bhAga vegaLe paData nAhIta nA? dAdAzrI : jyAMnI 'jJAna' ghetale asela, tyAMnA kA vegaLe karatA yeNAra nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa he kazAprakAre 'aplAya' karatA. te malA samajAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : AmhI jivhALyAsa 'phaoNrena' madhye TheUna 'homa' madhye (AtmyAta) zirato ANi to jivhALA jara Ata ghusata asela tara tyAsa mhaNato, 'bAhera basa.' ANi tumhI tara mhaNAla 'ye, bhAU, ye, ye, Ata ye,' 'Ata zivU deta nAhI,' yAcA pariNAma... AmhAlA he sagaLe jaNa mhaNatAta kI 'dAdA' tumhI AmacI khUpa ciMtA karatA, nAhI kA ? barobara Ahe. paNa tyAMnA he mAhIta nAhI kI dAdA ciMtelA zivUhI deta nAhIta. kAraNa ciMtA karaNArA manuSya kAhIca karU zakata nAhI. nirvIrya hoUna jAto. ciMtA karata nasAla, tara sarva kAhI karU zakatA. ciMtA karaNArA manuSya tara saMpUnaca jAto. tevhA he sarva mhaNatAta, tI goSTa kharI Ahe. AmhI suparaphluasa ( varavara ) sarva kAhI karato paNa Ata zivU deta nAhI. Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 59 praznakartA : kharokhara tumhI kAhIca karata nAhI ? koNI mahAtmA duHkhAta asela tara tumhI kAhIca karata nAhI kA ? dAdAzrI : karato nA! paraMtu te 'suparaphluasa' Ata zivU deta nAhI. bAheracyA bhAgAce sarvaca pUrNa karUna gheto. bAheracyA bhAgAta sarva prayoga pUrNa hoU dyAyace. paNa ciMtA mAtra karAyacI nAhI. ciMtemuLe tara sarva bighaDate. tumhI kAya mhaNatA ? mI ciMtA karAvI ase mhaNAyace Ahe kA tumhAlA ? zivU dile tara te kAma hoNAraca nAhI. jagAta sarvAMnAca zivata asate nA! Ata zivate mhaNUna tara jagAce kAma hota nAhI. AmhI Ata zivU deta nAhI mhaNUna kAma hote. zivU deta nAhI mhaNUnaca AmacIhI sephasAIDa ANi tyAcI suddhA sephasAIDa, zivAyalA dyAyace nAhI he tumhAlA AvaDale kA ? tumhI tara zivU dilele, nAhI kA ? AmhI tara hizoba pAhUna ghetalA kI AmhI zivU dile tara ithe nirvIrya hoIla ANi tyAce kAma hoNAra nAhI. ANi jara zivU dile nAhI, tara AtmavIrya prakaTa hoIla ANi tyAce kAma hoIla. he vijJAna premasvarUpa Ahe, premAta krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha vagaire kAhIhI nasate. te aseparyaMta prema nasate. sAtvika nAhI, zuddha prema Ahe 'he' praznakartA : AjakAla jagAta sarvaca zuddha premAsAThI taLamaLata asatAta. dAdAzrI : zuddha premAcAca hA mArga Ahe. Apale je vijJAna Ahe nA, tyAta kuThalIhI, koNatyAhI prakAracI icchA nAhI, mhaNaje zuddha premAcA hA mArga ithe udbhavalA Ahe. nAhI tara yA kALAta he zakyaca nAhI. paraMtu yA kALAta utpanna jhAlA, te eka Azcaryaca ghaDale Ahe. praznakartA : zuddha prema ANi sAtvika premAtalA pharaka samajavA nA. dAdAzrI : sAtvika prema ahaMkAra sahita asate ANi zuddha premAta Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema tara ahaMkAra suddhA nasato. sAtvika premAta phakta ahaMkAraca asato. tyAta lobha nasato, kapaTa nasate, tyAta phakta mAnaca asato. aham - mI Ahe, basa evaDheca! mhaNaje svataHlA astitvAce bhAna asate, ANi zuddha premAta tara svataH (AtmyAta) abheda svarUpa jhAlelA asato. 60 praznakartA : paraMtu ase Ahe kA kI koNatyAhI kriyemadhye, maga tI sAtvika kriyA aso, rajoguNI kriyA aso kiMvA kuThalyAhI prakAracI kriyA aso, tyA kriyeta ahaMkArAce tatva nasate. he tArkika rityA khare Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : te zakya nAhI. are, ase karAyalA gelo tara tI cUka Ahe. kAraNa ahaMkArAzivAya kriyA hotaca nAhI. sAtvika kriyA suddhA hota nAhI. praznakartA : zuddha prema ThevAyalA tara have nA ? maga te ahaMkArAzivAya dhAraNa kase kAya hoIla ? ahaMkAra ANi zuddha prema donhI ekatra rAhU zakata nAhI ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra Ahe toparyaMta zuddha prema utpannaca hota nAhI nA! ahaMkAra ANi zuddha prema donhI ekatra rAhU zakata nAhI. zuddha prema kevhA yete? ahaMkAra vilaya hoU lAgato tevhApAsUna zuddha prema yeU lAgate ANi ahaMkAra saMpUrNa vilaya jhAlA kI maga zuddha premAcI mUrtI banato. zuddha premAcI mUrtI paramAtmA Ahe. tithe Apale sarva prakAre kalyANa hote. te niSpakSapAtI asate. koNatAhI pakSapAta nasato. zAstrAMcyA palIkaDe asate. cAra veda zikUna jhAlyAvara veda 'iTa selpha' bolatAta kI dhisa ija naoNTa daeNTa, dhisa ija naoNTa vaeNTa, tara 'jJAnI puruSa' mhaNatAta kI dhisa ija daeNTa, basa! jJAnI puruSa tara zuddha premavAle, mhaNUna, tAbaDatoba AtmA detAta. tyAMcyAta phakta dona guNa Aheta. zuddha prema Ahe ANi zuddha nyAya Ahe. tyAMcyAta he dona guNa Aheta. ANi yA jagAta jevhA zuddha nyAya asela, tevhA samajAyace kI hI bhagavaMtAcI kRpA avataralI. zuddha nyAya ! nAhI tara he dusare nyAya tara sApekSa nyAya Aheta. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema prakaTavite Atma aizvarya karuNA hA sAmAnya bhAva Ahe ANi to sarvatra vartata asato kI sAMsArika duHkhAMmuLe he jaga phasalele Ahe ANi tI du:khaM dUra kazI hotIla? praznakartA : malA jarA prema ANi karuNecA kAya saMbaMdha Ahe he samajAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : karuNA, kAhI khAsa dRSTIne asela tevhA karuNA mhaTalI jAte. ANi dusar2yA kuThalyA dRSTIne asela tevhA prema mhaTale jAte. karuNecA upayoga kevhA karatAta? sAmAnya bhAve sarvAMce duHkha svataH pAhU zakato, tithe karuNA asate. karuNA mhaNaje kAya? tara tI eka prakAracI kRpA Ahe ANi prema hI vegaLI vastU Ahe. premAsa tara viTAmina mhaTale jAte. ase prema pAhile kI tyAcyAta viTAmina utpanna hote, AtmaviTAmina. dehAce viTAmina tara puSkaLa divasa khAlle, paraMtu AtmyAce viTAmina cAkhale nAhI nA? tyAcyAta AtmavIrya prakaTa hote. aizvarya paNa prakaTa hote. praznakartA : he sahajaca hote nA dAdA? dAdAzrI : sahajaca. praznakartA : mhaNaje tyAsAThI tyAlA kAhIca karAve lAgata nAhI. dAdAzrI : kAhIca nAhI. hA mArgaca sahaja Ahe. zivyA deNAr2yAvarahI prema! praznakartA : yA jJAnAnaMtara AmhAlA jo anubhava hoto, tyAta ase prema, prema ANi premaca uphALata asate, te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : to prazasta rAga Ahe, yA rAgAmuLe saMsArAtIla sarva rAga (moha) suTatAta. asA rAga utpanna hoto tevhA saMsArAta itara jAgI jithe jithehI rAga pasaralele Aheta te sarva paratatAta. yAsa bhagavaMtAne prazasta rAga mhaTale Ahe. prazasta rAga, he pratyakSa mokSAce kAraNa Ahe. yA rAgAmuLe Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 baMdhana hota nAhI. kAraNa yA rAgAta saMsArI hetU nAhI. upakAra karaNAr2yAvara rAga utpanna hoto, to prazasta rAga, to sarva rAgAMnA soDavaNArA Ahe. yA 'dAdAMce' nididhyAsana kele tara tyAMcyAta je guNa Aheta te ApalyAta utpanna hotAta. dusare ase kI jagAtIla koNatyAhI vastUcI spRhA karU naye. bhautika vastUcI spRhA karU naye. Atma sukhAcIca kAmanA karAyacI. dusarI koNatIhI kAmanA karU naye. ANi jyAne tumhAlA zivyA dilyA asatIla tyAcyAvarahI prema. itake asela tara maga kAmaca jhAle. jJAnI bejoDa premAvatAra praznakartA : kityeka veLA ase hote kI jhopalele asato ANi thoDI ardhajAgRta avasthAhI asate ANi 'dAdA' Ata ziratAta. 'dAdAM'ceca suru hoUna jAte, te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, suru hoUna jAte. ase Ahe nA, 'dAdA' sUkSma bhAve saMpUrNa jagAta phirata asatAta. mI sthUlabhAve ithe asato ANi dAdA sUkSmabhAve sAr2yA jagAta phirata asatAta. sagaLIkaDeca lakSa ThevatAta. ANi ase nAhI kI koNAbarobara kAhI bhAnagaDa Ahe. mhaNUna puSkaLa lokAMcyA svapnAta yetaca asatAta, ApoApaca. kityeka tara divasAsuddhA 'dAdAMzI' vArtAlApa karatAta. te maga malA sAMgatAta hI kI dAdA tumhI mAjhyAzI asA vArtAlApa kelA! divasA, ughaDyA DoLyAMnI tyAlA dAdA sAMgatAta ANi to aikato ANi lihUnahI gheto. ATha vAjatA lihUna gheto kI dAdA itake bolale Aheta. te maga malA vAcUna suddhA dAkhavatAta. mhaNaje ase sarva ghaDataca asate. paNa tarI yAta camatkArAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI. he svAbhAvika Ahe. koNatyAhI manuSyAcI AvaraNarahita sthitI jhAlI asela ANi thoDe phAra kevaLa jJAnAsa aMtarAya karatIla itake AvaraNa rAhile asela ANi jagAta jyAce udAharaNa sApaDaNAra nAhI ase prema utpanna jhAle asela, jyAce udAharaNa sApaDaNAra nAhI asA advitIya premAvAtara jhAlA asela, tithe sarva kAhI ghaDate. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtA ni:spRha prema asate, paNa te ahaMkArI puruSAlA asate. mhaNUna Ata ahaMkAra zoSUna gheto kI nAhI? ghetoca. mhaNaje tyAta to saMpUrNa ni:spRha rAhU zakata nAhI. ahaMkAra gelyAnaMtara khare prema asate. ___mhaNaje hA premAvatAra Ahe. tevhA koNAcyAhI manAta jarAsAhI goMdhaLa nirmANa jhAlA kI tithe te svataH yeUna hajara! prema, sarvAMvara sArakheca he prema tara IzvarIya prema Ahe. ase sagaLIkaDe nasate nA! he tara kvacita ThikANI ase asela taraca asate, nAhI tara zakyaca nAhI nA! __ AmhAlA tara zarIrAne jADa disato tyAcyAvara suddhA prema, gorA disato tyAcyAvarahI prema, kALA disato tyAcyAvarahI prema, luLA-pAMgaLA disato tyAcyA varahI prema, sudRDha manuSya asela tyAcyAvarahI prema, sarvAMvara sArakheca prema disate. kAraNa AmhI tyAcyA AtmyAlAca pAhato. dusarI vastU pAhataca nAhI. jase saMsArAta loka manuSyAce kapaDe pAhata nAhIta, tyAce guNa kase Aheta te pAhatAta. tyAcapramANe jJAnI puruSa yA padgalalA pAhata nAhI, pudgala tara koNAce adhika asate, tara koNAce kamI asate. yAcA kAhI nema nAhI nA! ANi ase prema asela tithe lahAna mule suddhA basUna rAhatAta. azikSita basUna rAhatAta. zikSita basUna rAhatAta. buddhivAna basUna rAhatAta. sarva loka sAmAvale jAtAta. mule tara ithUna uThataca nAhIta, kAraNa vAtAvaraNaca itake suMdara asate. ase prema svarUpa 'jJAnI'ce mhaNaje prema tara 'jJAnI' puruSAceca pAhaNyAsArakhe Ahe! Aja pannAsa hajAra loka basale Aheta paraMtu koNatAhI manuSya sahajahI prema rahita jhAlA nasela. tyA premAneca jagata Aheta sarva. praznakartA : he tara phAra kaThINa Ahe. dAdAzrI : paraMtu AmacyAta tase prema prakaTa jhAle Ahe. tevhA bareca Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ loka AmacyA premAmuLeca jagata Aheta. niraMtara dAdA, dAdA, dAdA! khANyAsa nAhI miLAle tarI harakata nAhI. mhaNaje prema hI azI vastU Ahe. AtA yA premAneca tyAMcI pApaM bhasmasAta hotAta. nAhI tara hI kaliyugAtIla pApaM kazI dhutalI jAtIla? tarI rAhilA pharaka caturdazI ANi paurNimeta mhaNaje jagAta kadhIhI pAhile nasela, tase prema utpanna jhAle Ahe. kAraNa prema utpanna jhAle hote, paNa tithe te vItarAga jhAle hote. jithe prema utpanna hoIla azI jAgA hotI, tithe te saMpUrNa vItarAga hote. mhaNUna tithe prema disata navhate. AmhI kacce paDalo mhaNUna prema rAhile paNa saMpUrNa vItarAgatA AlI nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa mhaNAlAta nA kI AmhI prema svarUpa jhAlo paNa tevhA saMpUrNa vItarAgatA utpanna jhAlI nAhI. he jarA samajAyace hote. dAdAzrI : prema mhaNaje kAya? tara koNAbaddala kiMcitamAtrahI bhAva bighaData nAhI, tyAce nAva prema. saMpUrNa vItarAgatA mhaNajeca prema. praznakartA : tara premAce sthAna nakkI kuThe Ahe ? ithe koNatyA sthitIta prema mhaTale jAIla? dAdAzrI : prema tara, jitake vItarAga jhAlAta titake prema utpanna jhAle. saMpUrNa vItarAga mhaNaje saMpUrNa prema! mhaNaje vitadveSa tara tumhI sarva jhAlAtaca. AtA pratyeka bAbatIta haLUhaLU vItarAga hota jAla tasatase prema utpanna hota rAhila. praznakartA : tara ithe ApaNa mhaNAlAta kI Amace prema mhaTale jAte, paNa vItarAgatA nAhI AlI, mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : vItarAgatA mhaNaje Amace prema Ahe, te ase disUna yete ANi yA vitArAgAMce prema ase disata nAhI. paraMtu khare prema tara tyAMceca mhaTale jAte ANi Amace prema lokAMnA disate. paraMtu te khare prema mhaTale jAta nAhI. ekjakTalI (kharokhara) jyAlA prema mhaTale jAte nA, te mhaNatA Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yeNAra nAhI, ekjaeNkTalI tara saMpUrNa vItarAgatA asela tevhA khare prema, ANi Amace tara ajUna caturdazI mhaTalI jAte. paurNimA nAhI!! praznakartA : mhaNaje paurNimAvAlyAce prema yApekSAhI adhika asate? dAdAzrI : paurNimAvAlyAceca khare prema! caturdazIvAlyAmadhye kAhI ThikANI kamataratA asate. tevhA paurNimAvAlyAceca khare prema asate. praznakartA : saMpUrNa vItarAgatA asela ANi binapremAcA asela, ase tara zakyaca nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : te binapremAce nasatAtaca nA! praznakartA : mhaNaje dAdA caturdazI ANi paurNimeta evaDhA pharaka asato? evaDhA sArA pharaka? dAdAzrI : barAca pharaka! he tara ApalyAlA paurNimesArakhe vATate paraMtu barAca pharaka Ahe! AmacyA hAtAta Ahe tarI kAya? ANi tyAMcyA, tIrthaMkarAMcyA hAtAta tara sarva kAhI Ahe. AmacyA hAtAta kAya Ahe !! paNa tarIhI AmhAlA paurNimesArakhe samAdhAna vATate! AmacI zaktI, svataHsAThI itake kAma karIta asate kI AmhAlA paurNimA jhAlyAsArakheca vATate!! jJAnI bAMdhale gele premAne praznakartA : AtA he jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara dona tIna janma bAkI rAhatIla tara titakyA kALAparyaMta tara saMpUrNa karuNA-sahAyya karaNyAkaritA tumhI bAMdhalele AhAtaca nA? dAdAzrI : bAMdhalele Ahota mhaNaje AmhI premAne bAMdhalele Ahota. tumhI joparyaMta prema ThevAla toparyaMta AmhI bAMdhalele Ahota. tumace prema suTale kI AmhI suTalo. AmhI premAne bAMdhalelo Ahota.tumace prema saMsArAkaDe vaLale tara tumhI AmacyApAsUna vegaLe vhAla ANi jara AtmyAsAThI prema rAhile tara AmhI bAMdhalele Ahota. kAya vATate? bAMdhalele tara Ahotaca nA! premAne tara bAMdhaleleca Ahota nA! Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddha prema svarUpa, toca paramAtmA ahaMkArI vyaktIlA khuza karAyalA veLaca lAgata nAhI. goDa-goDa bolAla tarIhI khuza hoUna jAto ANi jJAnI tara goDa bolAla tarI khuza hota nAhIta. koNatehI sAdhana, jagAta azI koNatIhI vastU nAhI kI jyAmuLe 'jJAnI' khuza hotIla. phakta ApalyA premAneca khuza hotIla. kAraNa te ekaTeca premavAle Aheta. tyAMcyAjavaLa premAzivAya dusare kAhI nAhIca. saMpUrNa jagAsAThI tyAMnA prema Ahe. __jJAnI puruSAMce zuddha prema je disate, ase ughaDa-ughaDa disate, toca paramAtmA. paramAtmA, hI dusarI koNatI vastUca nAhI. zuddha prema je disate, je vADhata nAhI, ghaTata nAhI, ekasamAnaca rAhate, tyAceca nAva paramAtmA, ughaDa-ughaDa paramAtmA! ANi jJAna hA sUkSma paramAtmA Ahe, jJAna samajaNyAsa veLa lAgela. mhaNUna paramAtmA zodhaNyAsAThI bAhera jAyace nAhI. bAhera tara sarva AsaktI Ahe. -jaya saccidAnaMda Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratikramaNa vidhI pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne dehadhArI... (jyAcyA prati doSa jhAlA asela tyA vyaktice nAva) cyA mana-vacana-kAyece yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmAhUna bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! ApalyA sAkSIne, AjacyA divasAparyaMta je je ** doSa jhAle Aheta, tyAMcI kSamA mAgata Ahe, hRdayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe. malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. ANi punhA ase doSa kadhIhI karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karIta Ahe, tyAsAThI malA parama zaktI dyA. ___** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya ityAdIpAsUna tyA vyaktIlA du:khaM dile gele asela, tyA sarva doSAMnA manAta AThavAyace. zuddhAtmyA prati prArthanA (dararoja eka veLA bolAyacI) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! ApaNa pratyeka jIvamAtrAMmadhye virAjamAna AhAta, taseca mAjhyAmadhye paNa virAjamAna AhAta, Apale svarUpa heca mAjhe svarUpa Ahe, mAjhe svarUpa zuddhAtmA Ahe. __ he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! mI ApalyAlA abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. ___ajJAnatemuLe mI je je **doSa kele Aheta, tyA sarva doSAMnA ApalyA samakSa jAhIra karIta Ahe. tyAMcA hadayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe ANi ApalyAjavaLa kSamA prArthita Ahe. he prabhU! malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA ANi punhA ase doSa karU naye azI ApaNa malA zaktI dyA, zaktI dyA, zaktI dyA. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApaNa azI kRpA karA kI Amace bhedabhAva miTUna jAveta ANi abheda svarUpa prApta vhAve. AmhI ApalyAta abheda svarUpAne tanmAyAkAra rAhU. ** (je je doSa jhAle asatIla te manAta jAhIra karAve.) Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMparka sUtra dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira, sImaMdhara siTI, ahamadAbAda-kalola hAIve, posTa : aDAlaja, ji.-gAMdhInagara, gujarAta - 382421. phona : (079) 39830100 rAjakoTa : trimaMdira, ahamadAbAda-rAjakoTa hAIve, taraghar3iyA cokar3I (sarkala), posTa : mAliyAsaNa, ji.-rAjakoTa. phona : 9924343478 bhuja : trimaMdira, hila gArDanacyA mAge, eyaraporTa roDa. phona : (02832) 290123 aMjAra : trimaMdira, aMjAra-muMdrA roDa, sinogrA pATIyA javaLa, sinogrA gA~va, tA-aMjAra. phona : 9924346622 morabI : trimaMdira, po-jepura (morabI), navalakhI roDa, tA-morabI, ji-rAjakoTa, phona : (02822) 297097 surendranagara : trimaMdira, lokavidyAlaya javaLa, surendranagara-rAjakoTa hAIve, muLI roDa. phona : 9879232877 amarelI : trimaMdira, lIlIyA bAyapAsa cokaDI, khArAvADI. phona : 9924344460 godharA : trimaMdira, bhAmaiyA gA~va, ephasIAI goDAuna samora, godharA, (ji.-paMcamahAla). phona : (02672) 262300 vaDodarA : trimaMdira, bAbariyA koleja javaLa, vaDodarA-surata hAI-ve NH-8, varaNAmA gA~va. phona : 9574001557 ahamadAbAda : dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAiTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 27540408 vaDodarA : dAdA maMdira, 17, mAmAnI poLa-muhallA, rAvapurA pulisa sTezana samora, salATavAr3A, vaDodarA. phona : 9924343335 muMbaI : 9323528901 dillI : 9810098564 kolakatA : 9830093230 cennaI : 9380159957 jayapura : 9351408285 bhopAla : 9425024405 indaura : 9039936173 jabalapura : 9425160428 rAyapura : 9329644433 bhilAI : 9827481336 paTanA : 7352723132 amarAvatI : 9422915064 beMgalUra : 9590979099 haidarAbAda : 9989877786 pUNe : 9422660497 jAlaMdhara : 9814063043 U.S.A. : (D.B.V. 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