Book Title: Prem
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008870/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita pAmI zuddha prema svarUpa e ja paramAtmA ! eTale 'jJAnI'no zuddha prema je dekhAya, Ama ughADo dekhAya, e ja paramAtmA che. paramAtmA e bIjI koI vastu ja nathI. zuddha prema je dekhAya che, je vadhe nahIM ghaTe nahIM, ekadhAro ja rahyA kare, enuM nAma paramAtmA, ughADA-khullA paramAtmA ! ane jJAna e sUma paramAtmA, e samajatAM vAra lAge. eTale paramAtmA bahAra khoLavA javAnAM nathI. bahAra to Asakti che. badhI. - dAdAzrI 'DaoN. nIrubahena amIna Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAta kathita prema saMkalana : DaoN. tIrubaheta amIta prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela trimaMdira, sImaMdhara sITI, amadAvAda-kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, jI. gAMdhInagara-382421 phona - (079) 23974100 E-Mail : info@dadabhagwan.org : 5000, : 5000, prathama AvRti dvitiya AvRti tRtiya AvRti caturtha AvRti : 3000, : 3000, dravya mUlya : All Rights Reserved, Dr. Niruben Amin Tri-mandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj-382421, Dist.:Gandhinagar,Gujarat. bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! : 15 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) mudraka lesara kaMpojha : eprila, 1998 ogaSTa, 1999 mArca, 2002 me, 2005 dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, aDAlaja. : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), bhoMyarAmAM, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, rijharva beMka pAse, InkamaTeksa, amadAvAda. phona : (079) 27542964, 27540216 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dAdA bhagavAta' koNa ? jUna 1958nI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatAM suratanAM sTezana para beThelA e.ema.paTela rUpI dehamaMdiramAM 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ane kudarate sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA. emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale krama vinAno, liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa !! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya, ame to jJAnI puruSa chIe ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che, je caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." AtmajJAna prAptitI pratyakSa lIMka parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna (nIrumA) Aje paNa temanA pagale pagale te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha laIne hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. trimaMtra Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya prema zabda eTalo badho coLAI gayo che ke ApaNane Dagale ne pagale prazna thayA kare ke Ane te kaMI prema kahevAya ? prema hoya tyAM AvuM te hoI zake ? sAco prema kyAM maLaze ? sAco prema kone kahevo ? premanI yathArtha vyAkhyA to premamUrti jJAnI ja Ape. vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM te sAco prema. je caDhI jAya ne utarI jAya e prema nahIM paNa Asakti kahevAya ! jemAM koI apekSA nathI, svArtha nathI, ghATa nathI ke doSadRSTi nathI, niraMtara ekadhAro vahe, phUlAM caDhAve tyAM uchALo nathI, gALo de tyAM abhAva nathI, evo aghaTa ane aghATa prema e ja sAkSAt paramAtma prema che ! evA anupama premanAM darzana to jJAnI puruSamAM ke saMpUrNa vItarAga bhagavAnamAM thAya. mohane paNa ApaNA loko prema mAne ! mohamAM badalAnI AzA hoya ! e nA maLe tyAre je mahIM valopAta thAya, tenA uparathI khabara paDe ke A zuddha prema nahoto ! premamAM sinsiyAriTI hoya, saMkucitatA nA hoya. mAno prema vyavahAramAM ucca prakArano kahyo che. chatAM paNa tyAMya khUNekhAMcare apekSA ne abhAva Ave che. moha hovAne kAraNe Asakti ja kahevAya ! chokaro bAramAmAM nevuM TakA mArkasa lAvyo hoya to mA-bApa khuza thaIne pArTI Ape ne chokarAnI hoziyArInA vakhANa karatAM nA thAke ! ane ene skUTara lAvI Ape. e ja chokaro cAra dahADA pachI skUTara athADI lAve, skUTarano kaccaraghANa karI nAkhe to e ja mA-bApa ene zuM kahe ? akkala vagarano che, mUrakha che, have tane kazuM nahIM maLe ! cAra dAhADamAM to sarTiphikeTa pAchuM laI lIdhuM ! prema badho ja utarI gayo ! Ane te kaMI prema kahevAya ? vyavahAramAMya bALako, nokaro ke koI paNa premathI ja vaza thaI zake, bIjA badhA hathiyAra nakAmA nIvaDe aMte to ! A kALamAM AvA premanAM darzana hajArone paramAtma prema svarUpa zrI dAdA bhagavAnamAM thayAM. eka vakhata je koI emanI abhedatA cAkhI gayo, te niraMtara temanA nididhyAsanamAM ke temanI yAdamAM rahe che, saMsAranI sarve jaMjALomAM jakaDAyelo hovA chatAM paNa ! hajAro lokone pUjyazrI varSonAM varSothI eka kSaNa paNa vIsarAtA nathI e A kALanuM mahAna Azcarya che !! hajAro loko teozrInA saMsargamAM AvyA, paNa temanI karuNA, temano prema dareka para varasato badhAe anubhavyo. darekane ema ja lAge ke mArA para sauthI vadhAre kRpA che, rAjIpo che ! ane saMpUrNa vItarAgonA premano to varlDamAM joTo ja nA jaDe ! eka phero vItarAganA, temanI vItarAgatAnA darzana thaI jAya tyAM pote AkhI jiMdagI samarpaNa thaI jAya. e premane eka kSaNa paNa bhUlI nA zake ! sAmenI vyakti kema karIne AtyaMtika kalyANane pAme e ja niraMtara lakSane kAraNe A prema, A karuNA phalita thatI jovAya che. jagate joyo nathI, suNyo nathI, zraddhayo nathI, anubhavyo nathI, evo paramAtma prema pratyakSamAM pAmavo hoya to prema svarUpa pratyakSa jJAnIne ja sevavA. bAkI, e zabdamAM zI rIte samAya ? - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema prema, zabda alaukki bhASAto ! praznakartA : vAstavikatAmAM prema vastu zuM che ? mAre e vigatavAra samajavuM che. dAdAzrI : jagatamAM A je prema bolAya che ne, e premane nahIM samajavAthI bole che. premanI vyAkhyA hoya ke nA hoya ? zuM Dephinezana che premanI ? praznakartA : koI eTecamenTa kahe, koI vAtsalya kahe. ghaNI jAtanA prema che. dAdAzrI : nA. kharekhara jene prema kahevAmAM Ave che, enI vyAkhyA to haze ja ne ? praznakartA : mAre tamArI AgaLa kazI phaLanI AzA na hoya, ene ApaNe kharo prema kahI zakIe ? dAdAzrI : e prema ja nA hoya. prema saMsAramAM hoya nahIM. e alaukika tattva che. saMsAramAM jyArathI alaukika bhASA samajato thAya tyArathI e premanuM upAdAna thAya. praznakartA : A jagatamAM premanuM tattva je samajAvyuM che te zuM che ? dAdAzrI : jagatamAM je prema zabda che ne, e alaukika bhASAno 2 zabda che, te loka vyavahAramAM Avelo che. bAkI, ApaNA loko, premane samajatA ja nathI. AmAM sAco prema kyAM ? prema tamArAmAM prema kharo ? tamArA chokarA upara tamane prema che ke ? praznakartA : hoya ja ne ! dAdAzrI : to pachI mAro kharA koI dahADo ? koI dahADo mAryAM nathI chokarAMne ? vaDhyAya nathI ? praznakartA : e to koIka vAra vaDhavuM to paDe ja ne ! dAdAzrI : tyAre prema evI cIja che ke doSa nA dekhAya. mATe doSa dekhAya che e prema nahoto. evuM tamane lAge che ? mane A badhA para prema che. koInoya doSa mane dekhAyo nathI atyAra sudhI. to tamAro prema konI para che e kahone mane ? tame kaho cho mArI pAse premanI silaka che' to kyAM AgaLa che ? sAco prema hoya ahetukI ! praznakartA : pachI to Izvara mATeno prema e ja prema kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. Izvara mATenoya prema nathI tamane ! prema vastu judI che. prema kaMI paNa hetu vagarano hovo joIe, ahetukI hovo joIe. Izvara joDe prema, to bIjA joDe kema prema nathI karatA ? emanuM kaMIka kAma che tamane ! 'madhara' joDe prema che, te kaMIka kAma che. paNa prema ahetukI hovo joIe. A mane tamArI pareya prema che ane A badhA pareya prema che paNa mane hetu nathI AmAM kaMI pAchaLa ! tathI svArtha premamAM ! bAkI, A to jagatamAM svArtha che. 'huM chuM' evo ahaMkAra che tyAM Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sudhI svArtha che ane svArtha rahyo tyAM prema hoya nahIM. jyAM svArtha hoya tyAM prema rahI zake nahIM, ne prema hoya tyAM svArtha rahI zake nahIM. eTale jyAM svArtha nA hoya tyAM AgaLa zuddha prema hoya. vArtha kyAre nA hoya ? "mArI-tArI' nA hoya tyAre svArtha nA hoya. "mAruM-tAruM' che tyAM avazya svArtha che ane 'mAruM-tAruM' jyAM che tyAM ajJAnatA che. ajJAnatAne laIne "mAruM-tAruM thayuM. "mArA-tArAne lIdhe svArtha che ne svArtha hoya tyAM prema nA hoya. ane 'mArI-tArI' kyAre nA hoya ? "jJAna" hoya tyAre 'mArI-tArI' nA hoya. 'jJAna' vagara to 'mArI-tArI' kharI ja ne ? to paNa A samajAya evI vastu nathI.. jagatanA loko prema kahe che te bhrAMti-bhASAnI vAta che, chetaravAnI, vAta che. alaukika premanI hUMpha to bahu judI ja hoya. prema to bahu moTAmAM moTI vastu che. DhAI akSara premaka.. tethI to kabIra sAhebe kahyuM, pustaka paDha paDha jaga mUA, paMDita bhayA na koI, DhAI akSara premakA, paDhe so paMDita hoI." premanA aDhI akSara ATaluM samaje to bahu thaI gayuM. bAkI, pustaka vAMce tene to kabIra sAhebe AvaDI AvaDI ApI ke A pustaka to paDhIne jagata marI gayuM paNa paMDita koI thayo nathI, eka premanA aDhI akSara samajavA mATe. paNa aDhI akSara prApta thayA nahIM ne rakhaDI maryo. eTale pastakamAM to Ama jo jo kare ne, e to badhuM meDanesa vastu che. paNa jo aDhI akSara premano jAyo ke paMDita thaI gayo evuM kabIra sAhebe kahyuM. kabIra sAhebanI vAta sAMbhaLI badhI ? prema hoya to koI dahADo chUTA paDe nahIM. A to badho ghATavALo prema che. ghATavALo prema e prema kahevAya ? praznakartA : ene Asakti kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : che ja Asakti. ane prema to anAsakta yoga che. anAsakta yogathI sAco prema utpanna thAya. prematI yathArtha vyAkhyA ! dAdAzrI : voTa Ijha dha Dephinezana opha lava ? praznakartA : mane khabara nathI. e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : are, huM ja nAnapaNamAM premanI vyAkhyA khoLato hato ne ! mane thayuM, prema zuM haze ? A loko prema prema' karyA kare che te prema zuM haze ? te pachI badhA pustako joyAM, badhAM zAstro vAMcyAM, paNa premanI vyAkhyA koI jagyAe jaDe nahIM. mane ajAyabI lAgI ke koI zAstroe prema zuM che evI vyAkhyA ja nathI karI ! pachI jyAre kabIra sAhebanuM pustaka joyuM tyAre dila TharyuM ke premanI vyAkhyA to AmaNe karI che. e vyAkhyA mane kAma lAgI. e zuM kahe che ke, 'ghaDI caDhe, ghaDI Utare, voha to prema nA hoya aghaTa prema hI hRdaya base, prema kahIe soya." emaNe vyAkhyA karI. mane to bahu suMdara lAgI hatI vyAkhyA, 'kahevuM paDe kabIra sAheba, dhanya che !" A sArAmAM sAco prema. ghaDI caDhe ne ghaDI Utare, ene prema kahevAya ? praznakartA : to sAco prema konuM nAma kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : sAco prema, je vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM e ! amAro jJAnIono prema evo hoya, je vadhaghaTa nA thAya. evo amAro sAco prema AkhA varlDa upara hoya. ane e prema to paramAtmA che. praznakartA : chatAMya jagatamAM kyAMka to prema haze ne ? dAdAzrI : koI jagyAe prema ja nathI. prema jevI vastu ja A jagatamAM nathI. badhI Asakti ja che. avaLuM bolIe ne, tyAre tarata khabara paDI jAya. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamaNe Aja bhAI AvyA vilAyatathI, te Aja to enI joDe ne joDe besI rahevAnuM game. enI joDe jamavAnuM-pharavAnuM game. ane bIje dahADe e ApaNane kaheze, "nonasensa jevA thaI gayA cho." eTale thaI rahyuM ! ane "jJAnI puruSane to sAta vakhata 'nonasensa" kahe toya kaheze, 'hA, bhAI, besa, tuM besa.' kAraNa ke "jJAnI" pote jANe che ke A bolato nathI, A rekarDa bolI rahI che. A kharo prema to kevo che ke jenI pAchaLa dveSa ja nA hoya. jyAM premamAM, premanI pAchaLa dveSa che, e premane prema kahevAya ja kevI rIte ? ekadhAro prema hovo joIe. prema', tyAM ja paramAtmA ! praznakartA : to sAco prema eTale vadhaghaTa nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : sAco prema vadhaghaTa nA thAya evo ja hoya. A to prema thayelo hoya to jo kadI gALo bhAMDIe to enI joDe jhaghaDo thaI jAya, ane phUlo caDhAvIe to pAcho ApaNane coMTI paDe. praznakartA : vyavahAramAM ghaTe-vadhe evI rIte ja hoya. dAdAzrI : A lokono prema to Akho dahADo vadhaghaTa ja thayA kare ne ! chokarA-choDIo badhAM para ja vadhaghaTa ja thayA kare ne ! sagAMvahAlAM, badhaya vadhaghaTa ja thAya che ne ? are, potAnI jAta upareya vadhaghaTa ja thayA kare ne ! ghaDImAM arIsAmAM jue to kahe, 'have huM sAro dekhAuM chuM." ghaDI pachI "nA, barobara nathI' kaheze. te jAta upareya prema vadhaghaTa thAya. A javAbadArI nahIM samajavAthI ja A badhuM thAya che ne ! keTalI moTI javAbadArI ! praznakartA : tyAre A loko kahe che ke, prema keLavo, prema keLavo ! dAdAzrI : paNa A prema ja hoya ne ! e to laukika vAto che. Ane prema koNa kahe che ? lokono prema je vadhaghaTa thAya e badhI Asakti, narI Asakti ! jagatamAM Asakti ja che. prema jagate joyo nathI. amAro zuddha prema che mATe lokone asara thAya, lokone phAyado thAya, nahIM to phAyado ja nA thAya ne ! eka phero 'jJAnI puruSa' ke bhagavAna hoya tyAre prema dekhe, premamAM ghaTavadha nA hoya, anAsakta hoya, e jJAnIono prema e ja paramAtmA che. sAco prema e ja paramAtmA che, bIjI koI vastu paramAtmA che nahIM. sAco prema, tyAM paramAtmApaNuM pragaTa thAya ! sadA adhaTa, "jJAtI'to prema ! praznakartA : to pachI A premanA prakAra keTalA che, kevA che, e badhuM samajAvo ne ! dAdAzrI : be ja prakAranA prema che. eka vadhaghaTavALo, ghaTe tyAre Asakti kahevAya ne vadhe tyAre Asakti kahevAya. ane eka vadhaghaTa nA thAya evo anAsakta prema, e jJAnIone hoya. jJAnIno prema te zuddha prema che. Avo prema kyAMya jovA nahIM maLe. duniyAmAM jyAM tame juo cho te badho ja prema ghATavALo prema. bairIdhaNIno, mA-bApano, bApa-dIkarAno, mA-dIkarAno, zeTha-nokarano darekano prema ghATavALo hoya. ghATavALo che e kyAre samajAya ke jyAre e prema phrekTara thAya. jyAM sudhI mIThAza varte tyAM sudhI kAMI nA lAge, paNa kaDavATa UbhI thAya tyAre khabara paDe. are, AkhI jiMdagI bApanI saMpUrNa AmanyAmAM rahyo hoya ne eka ja vakhata gussAmAM, saMjogavazAta jo bApane beTo 'tame akkala vagaranA cho' ema kahe, to AkhI jiMdagI mATeno saMbaMdha tUTI jAya. bApa kahe, tuM mAro beTo nahIM ne huM tAro bApa nahIM. jo sAco prema hoya to to e kAyama mATe tevo ne tevo ja rahe, pachI gALo bhAMDo ke jhaghaDo kare. e sivAyanA premane to sAco prema zI rIte kahevAya ? ghATavALo prema tene ja Asakti kahevAya. e to vepArI ane grAhaka jevo prema che, sodAbAjI che. jagatano prema to Asakti kahevAya. prema to tenuM nAma kahevAya ke, joDe ne joDe rahevAnuM game. tenI badhI ja vAta game. temAM ekzana enDa rIekzana nA hoya. prema pravAha to sarakho ja vahyA kare. vadhaghaTa nA hoya, pUraNa-galana nA hoya. Asakti pUraNa-galana svabhAvanI hoya. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI chokaro akkala vagaranI vAta kare ke 'dAdAjI, tamane to huM have khAvAya nahIM bolAvuM ane pANI nahIM pAuM', toya 'dAdAjI'no prema Utare nahIM ane e sAruM jamADa jamADa kare toya 'dAdAjI'no prema caDhe nahIM, ene prema kahevAya. eTale jamADo toya prema, nA jamADo toya prema, gALo bhAMDo toya prema ane gALo nA bhAMDo toya prema, badhe prema dekhAya. eTale kharo prema to amAro kahevAya. evo ne evo ja che ne ? pahele dahADe je hato, teno te ja che ne ? are, tame mane vIsa varSe maLone, toya prema vadhe-ghaTe nahIM, prema teno te ja dekhAya ! svArtha sivAyano sneha nahIM saMsAramAM ! praznakartA : mAtAno prema vadhAre sAro gaNAya, A vyavahAramAM. dAdAzrI : pachI bIjA naMbare ? praznakartA : bIjA koI nathI. bIjA badhA svArthanA prema. dAdAzrI : ema ? bhAI-baI badhAya svArtha ? nA, tame akhataro nahIM karI joyo hoya ? praznakartA : badhAya anubhava che. dAdAzrI : ane A loka raDe che ne, te ya sAcA premanuM raDatA nathI, svArthanuM raDe che. ane A to prema ja nahoya. A to badhI Asakti kahevAya. svArthathI Asakti utpanna thAya. gharamAM ApaNe badhAnI joDe vadhaghaTa vagarano prema rAkhavo. paNa emane zuM kahevuM ke 'tamArA vagara amane gamatuM nathI." vyavahArathI to bolavuM paDe ne ! paNa prema to vadhaghaTa vagarano rAkhavo. A saMsAramAM jo koI kaheze, "A strIno prema e prema nahoya ?" tyAre huM samajAvuM ke je prema ghaTe-vadhe e sAco prema ja nahoya. tame hIrAnA kApa lAvI Apo, te dahADe bahu prema vadhI jAya ane pachI kApa nA lAve to prema ghaTI jAya, enuM nAma prema nA kahevAya. praznakartA : sAco prema vadhaghaTa nA hoya, to enuM svarUpa kevuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : e vadhaghaTa nA thAya. jyAre juo tyAre prema evo ne evo ja dekhAya. A to tamAruM kAma karI Ape tyAM sudhI eno prema tamArI joDe rahe ane kAma nA karI Ape to prema tUTI jAya, ene prema kahevAya ja kema ? eTale sAcA premanI vyAkhyA zuM? phUla caDhAvanAra ane gALa denAra, banne para sarakho prema hoya, enuM nAma prema. bIjI badhI Asaktio. A premanI Dephinezana kahuM chuM. prema evo hovo joIe. e ja paramAtma prema che ane jo e prema utpanna thayo to bIjI kazI jarUra ja nathI. A to premanI ja kiMmata che badhI ! mohavALo prema, nakAmo praznakartA : mANasa prema vagara jIvI zake kharo ? dAdAzrI : jenI joDe prema karyo eNe lIdho DAIvorsa, to pachI zI rIte jIve e ? kema bolyA nahIM ? tamAre bolavuM joIe ne ? praznakartA : sAco prema hoya to jIvI zake. jo moha thato hoya to na jIvI zake. - dAdAzrI : kharuM kahyuM A. ApaNe prema karIe tyAre e DAIvorsa le, to baLyo e prema ! ene prema kahevAya kema karIne ? ApaNo prema kyAreya nA tUTe evo hovo joIe, game te thAya toya prema nA tUTe. eTale sAco prema hoya to jIvI zake. praznakartA : phakta moha hoya to na jIvI zake. dAdAzrI : mohavALo prema to nakAmone badhI. tyAre AvA premamAM nA phasAzo. vyAkhyAvALo prema hovo joIe. prema vagara mANasa jIvI zake nahIM e vAta sAcI che paNa prema vyAkhyAvALo hovo joIe. eTale premanI vyAkhyA tamane samajaNa paDI ? evo prema khoLo. have Avo prema nA khoLazo ke kAle savAre e 'DAivorsa laI le. AmanAM zAM ThekANAM ? Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema prema praznakartA : prema ane moha, emAM mohamAM nyochAvara thavAmAM badalAnI AzA che ane ahIM premamAM badalAnI AzA nathI. to premamAM nyochAvara thAya to pUrNapadane prApta kare ? - dAdAzrI : A duniyAmAM koI paNa mANasa satya premanI zaruAta kare te bhagavAna thAya. satya prema nirbheLa hoya. e satya premamAM viSaya nA hoya, lobha nA hoya, mAna nA hoya. evo nirbheLa prema e bhagavAna banAve, saMpUrNa banAve. rastA to badhA sahelA che, paNa evuM thavuM muzkela praznakartA : evI ja rIte koI paNa moha pAchaLa jIvana nyochAvara karavAnI zakti le to pariNAme pUrNatA Ave ? to e dhyeyanI pUrNatAne prApta kare ? dAdAzrI : jo mohanI pAchaLa nyochAvara kare to to pachI moha ja prApta kare ne moha ja prApta karyo che ne lokoe ! praznakartA : A chokarA-chokarIo prema kare che atyAranA jamAnAmAM, te mohathI kare che eTalA mATe pheIla thAya che ? dAdAzrI : ekalo ja moha ! upara moTuM rUpALuM dekhAya che eTale prema dekhAya. paNa e prema kahevAya nahIM ne ! hamaNe ahIM AgaLa gUmaDuM thAyane to pAse jAya nahIM pachI. A to kerI mahIMthI cAkhI juene to khabara paDe. moTuM bagaDI jAya to bagaDI jAya, paNa mahinA sudhI khAvAnuM nA bhAve. ahIM bAra mahinA sudhI AvaDuM gumaDuM thAyane to moTuM nA jue, moha chUTI jAya ne jayAre kharo prema hoya to eka gumaDuM, are be gumaDAM thAya to ya nA chUTe. te Avo prema khoLI kADhajo. nahIM to zAdI ja nA karazo. nahIM to phasAI jazo. pachI e moDhuM caDhAvaze tyAre kaheze, 'AnuM moDhuM jovAnuM mane nathI gamatuM.' 'tyAre alyA, sAruM joyuM hatuM tethI tane gamyuM hatuM ne have AvuM nathI gamatuM ?" A to mIThuM bolatA hoya eTale game. ane kaDavuM bole to kahe, 'mane tArA joDe gamatuM ja nathI." praznakartA : e paNa Asakti ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : badhI Asakti. 'gamyuM hatuM ne nA gamyuM, gamyuM hatuM ne nA gamyuM ema kakaLATa karyA kare. evA premane zuM karavAno ? mohamAM dago-phaTako ! bahu mAra khAya tyAre je moha hatone, te moha chUTI jAya badho. khAlI moha ja hato. teno ja mAra khA khA karyo. praznakartA : moha ane prema A bannenI bhedarekhA zuM che ? dAdAzrI : A phUduM che ne, A phUduM dIvAnI pAchaLa paDI ane yAhoma thaI jAya ne ? e potAnI jiMdagI khalAsa karI nAkhe che, e moha kahevAya. jyAre prema e Take, prema TakAu hoya, e moha nA hoya. moha eTale 'yujhalesa' jIvana. e to AMdhaLA thavA barAbara che. AMdhaLo mANasa phUdAMnI peTha phare ane mAra khAya enA jevuM ane prema to TakAu hoya, emAM to AkhI jiMdagInuM sukha joItuM hoya. e tAtkAlika sukha khoLe evuM nahIM ne ! eTale A badhA moha ja che ne ! moha eTale ughADA dagA-phaTakA. moha eTale haMDreDa parasenTa dagA nIkaLelA. praznakartA : paNa A moha che ne A prema che evuM sAmAnya janane kevI rIte khabara paDe ? eka vyaktine sAco prema che ke A eno moha che evuM potAne kaI rIte khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to TeDakAvIe tyAre enI meLe khabara paDe. eka dahADo TaiDakAvIe ane e ciDAI jAya eTale jANIene ke A yujhalesa che ! pachI dazA zuM thAya ? enA karatAM pahelethI khakhaDAvIe. rUpiyo khakhaDAvI joIe, kaladAra che ke bahero che e tarata khabara paDI jAya ne ? kaMI bahAnuM khoLI kADhI ane khakhaDAvIe. atyAre to naryA bhayaMkara svArtho ! svArthanA mATe hau koI prema dekhADe. paNa eka dahADo khakhaDAvI joIe to khabara paDe ke A sAco prema che ke nahIM ? Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 prema praznakartA : sAco prema hoya tyAM kevuM hoya, khakhaDAve toya ? dAdAzrI : e khakhaDAve to ya zAMta rahIne pote ene nukasAna na thAya evuM kare. sAco prema hoya tyAM gaLI jAya. have, sAva badamAza hoya ne to eya tyAM gaLI jAya. e premI ke lapharuM? praznakartA : be jaNA premI hoya ane kaMI gharano sAtha nA maLe ane ApaghAta kare. AvuM ghaNI vakhata bane che to e je prema che, ene kayo prema gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : rakhaDela prema ! ene prema ja kema kahevAya ? Imozanala thAya ane pATA AgaLa sUI jAya ! ane kaheze, 'AvatA bhavamAM ekalA ja joDe hoIzuM.' to te evI AzA koIe karavI nahIM. e enA karmanA hisAbe phare. e pharI bhegA ja nA thAya !! praznakartA : bhegA thavAnI IcchA hoya to paNa bhegA thAya ja nahIM ? dAdAzrI : IcchA rAkhe kaMI dahADo vaLe ? Avato bhava to karmonuM phaLa che ne ! A to ImozanalapaNuM che. tame nAnA hatA tyAre AvuM lapharuM vaLageluM koI jAtanuM ? te purAvA bhegA thAya, badhA 'eviDansa bhegA thAya eTale lapharuM vaLagI jAya. praznakartA : lapharuM e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : hA, te huM kahuM. eka nAgara brAhmaNa hato, te ophisara hato. te enA chokarAne kahe che, "A tuM pharato hato, te meM tane dITho, te joDe lapharAM zuM karavA pherave che ?" chokaro kolejamAM bhaNato hato, koI garlaphrenDa joDe enA bApe dITho haze. ene lapharuM A loko nathI kahetA, paNa A jUnA jamAnAnAM mANaso ene lapharuM kahe che. kAraNa ke phAdharane manamAM ema thayuM ke "A mUrakha mANasa samajato nathI prema zuM che e. premane samajato nathI ne mAra khAI jaze. A lapharuM vaLagyuM che te mAra khAI khAIne marI jaze." premane nIveDavo e sahelo nathI. prema karatAM badhAne AvaDe che paNa ene nIveDavo sahelo nathI. tethI enA phAdhare kahyuM ke, 'A lapharAM zuM kAma karavA mAMDyo ?" te pelo chokaro kahe che, "bApujI, zuM kaho cho A tame ? e to mArI garlaphrenDa che. tame Ane lapharuM bolo cho Ama ? mArI nAkakaTTI thAya evuM bolo cho ? evuM nA bolAya." tyAre bApa kahe che, "nahIM boluM have." e garlaphrenDa joDe be varSa dostI cAlI. pachI e bIjA koI joDe sinemA jovA AvI hatI ne te ANe joI. eTale enAM manamAM ema lAgyuM ke A to pappAjI kahetA hatA ke "A lapharuM vaLagADyuM che', te evuM A lapharuM ja che. eTale purAvA bhegA thAya to lapharAM vaLagI jAya, pachI chUTe nahIM ane bIjAne laIne phare eTale rAtadahADo pelAne UMgha nA Ave. bane ke nA bane evuM ? pelA chokarAe jyAre jANyuM ke "A to lapharuM ja che. mArA bApa kahetA hatA e kharI vAta che.' tyArathI e lapharuM chuTavA mAMDyuM. eTale jyAM sudhI 'garlaphrenDa' kahe ane ene lapharuM jANe nahIM tyAM sudhI zI rIte chUTe ? praznakartA : to pachI A moha ane prema, enI tAravaNI karavI hoya to kaI rIte karI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : prema che ja nahIM, to pachI premanI vAta zuM karavA karo cho ? prema che ja nahIM. badho moha ja che A to. moha ! mUchita thaI jAya. bebhAnapaNe, bilakula bhAna ja nathI. - sinsiyAriTI tyAM sAco prema ! sAmAthI kalamo game eTalI bhAMge, badhA sAmasAmI je ApelA vacana-promisa game eTalAM toDe paNa chatAMya sinsiyAriTI jAya nahIM. sinsiyAriTI ekalI vartanamAM ja nahIM paNa AMkhamAMthI paNa nA javI joIe. tyAre jANavuM ke ahIM prema che. mATe evo prema khoLajo. A prema mAnazo nahIM. A bahAra je cAlu che, e bajAruM prema - Asakti che. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 14 prema e vinAzane lAvaze. chatAMya chUTako nathI. tene mATe huM tamane rasto batAvIza. AsaktimAM paDyA vagareya chUTako ja nathI ne ! bhagavat premanI prApti ! praznakartA : to Izvarano parama, pavitra, prabaLa prema saMpAdana karavA zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : tamAre Izvarano prema prApta karavo che ? praznakartA : hA, karavo che. chevaTe dareka mAnavano dhyeya A ja che. ne ? mAro prazna ahIMyA ja che ke Izvarano prema saMpAdana karavo kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : prema to ahIM badhA lokone karavo hoya, paNa mITho lAge to kare ne ? evuM Izvara koI jagyAe mITho lAgyo e mane dekhADo ne ! praznakartA : kAraNa ke A jIva chellI kSaNe jyAre deha choDe che, chatAM paNa IzvaranuM nAma nathI laI zakato. - dAdAzrI : zI rIte IzvaranuM nAma laI zake ? ene jyAM ruci hoya ne te nAma laI zake. jyAM ruci tyAM enI potAnI ramaNatA hoya. IzvaramAM ruci ja nathI ne tethI IzvaramAM ramaNatA ja nathI. e to jyAre bhaya lAge tyAre Izvara sAMbhare che. praznakartA : IzvaramAM ruci to hoya. chatAM amaka AvaraNa evAM baMdhAI jAya eTale IzvaranuM nAma nahIM laI zakatA hoya. dAdAzrI : paNa Izvara para prema AvyA vagara zeno nAma te ? Izvara para prema Avavo joIe ne ! ane Izvarane bahu prema karIe emAM zuM phAyado ? mAruM kahevAnuM ke A kerI hoya te mIThI lAge to prema thAya ne kaDavI lAge ke khATI lAge to ? evuM Izvara kyAM AgaLa mITho lAgyo, te tamane prema thAya ? evuM che, jIvamAtranI aMdara bhagavAna beThelA che, cetanarUpe che, ke je cetana jagatanA lakSamAM ja nathI ane cetana je nathI tene cetana mAne che. A zarIramAM je bhAga cetana nathI tene cetana mAne che ane je cetana che e enA lakSamAM ja nathI, bhAnamAM ja nathI. have e zuddha cetana eTale zuddhAtmA ane e ja paramezvara che. enuM nAma kyAre yAda Ave ? ke jayAre ApaNane emanA taraphathI kaMIka lAbha thAya ne to ja emanA para prema Ave. jenA para prema Avene, te ApaNane yAda Ave to tenuM nAma laI zakIe. eTale prema Ave evA ApaNane maLe tyAre e ApaNane yAda rahyA kare. tamane 'dAdA' yAda Ave che ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : emane prema che tamArI para, tethI yAda Ave che. have prema kema Avyo ? kAraNa ke 'dAdA'e kaMIka sukha ApyuM ke jethI prema utpanna thayo ane e prema utpanna thAya eTale pachI bhUlAya ja nahIM ne ! e yAda karavAnuM hoya ja nahIM. eTale bhagavAna yAda kyAre Ave ? ke bhagavAna ApaNI upara kaMIka kRpA dekhADe, ApaNane kaMIka sukha Ape tyAre yAda Ave. eka mANasa mane kahe che ke, 'mane bairI vagara gamatuM ja nathI.' alyA, zI rIte ? bairI nA hoya to zuM thAya ? tyAre e kahe che, "to to marI jauM.' alyA, paNa zAthI ? tyAre e kahe che, "e baI to sukha Ape che.' ane sukha nA ApatI hoya ne mAra mAratI hoya to ? to ya ene pachI yAda Ave. eTale rAga ne dveSa beumAM yAda AvyA kare. pazu-paMkhIomAM ya prema ! eTale vastu samajavI paDe ne ! atyAre tamane ema lAge che ke prema jevI vastu che A saMsAramAM ? praznakartA : atyAre to, chokarAM upara vahAla karIe ene ja prema mAnIe chIe ne ! dAdAzrI : ema ? prema to A cakalIne enAM baccAM para hoya che. e cakalI nirAMte dANA lAvI ane mALAmAM Ave, eTale pelAM baccAM Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 15 'mAjI AvyAM, mammI AvyAM' karI mUke. tyAre cakalI e baccAnAM moDhAmAM dANA mUke. 'e dANA keTalAka rAkhI mUkatI haze mahIM moDhAmAM ? ane kevI rIte eka-eka dANo kADhatI haze ?" e huM vicAramAM paDelo. te cAreya baccAMne eka-eka dANo moDhAmAM mUkI Ape. praznakartA : paNa emanAmAM Asakti kyAMthI Ave ? emanAmAM buddhi nathI ne ! dAdAzrI : hA, te ja huM kahuM chuM ne ? eTale A to eka jovA mATe kahuM chuM. kharekhara to e prema gaNAya nahIM. prema samajaNapUrvakano hovo joIe. paNa e ya prema gaNAya nahIM. paNa chatAM ya ApaNe A beno bheda samajavA dAkhalo mUkIe chIe. ApaNA loko nathI kahetA ke bhaI, A gAyano vAcharaDA para keTalo bhAva che ? tamane samaja paDI ne ? enI mahIM e badalAnI AzA nA hoya ne ! badalAtI AzA, tyAM Asakti ! eTale Asakti kyAM hoya ? ke jyAM enI pAse kaMIka badalAnI AzA hoya, tyAM Asakti hoya ane badalAnI AzA vagaranA keTalA mANaso haze hindustAnamAM ? eka AMbo uchere chene ApaNA loka, te kaMI AMbAne ucheravA mATe uchere che ? 'zA sAru bhaI, AMbAnI pAchaLa ATalI badhI mAthAkUTa karo cho ?' tyAre e kahe che, 'AMbo moTo thazene, te mArA chokarAnAM chokarAM khAze ane pahelAM to huM khAIza.' eTale phaLanI AzAthI AMbo uchere che. tamane kema lAge che ? ke niSkAma uchere che ? niSkAma koI ucheratA nahIM hoya ! eTale badhAya potAnI cAkarI karavA sAru chokarAM ucheratAM haze ne ke bhAkharI karavA sAru ! praznakartA : cAkarI karavA mATe. dAdAzrI : paNa atyAre to bhAkharI thaI jAya che. mane eka jaNa kahe che, 'mAro chokaro cAkarI nathI karato.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tyAre bhAkharI 16 prema nA kare to zuM kare te ? have kaMI lADavA thAya evA cho nahIM, te bhAkharI kare eTale ukela(!) AvI jaze.' mAto prema ! praznakartA : paNa zAstramAM lakheluM che ke mA-bApane potAnAM bALako pratye sarakho ja prema hoya, e barAbara che ? dAdAzrI : nA, mA-bApa kaMI bhagavAna nathI ke sarakho prema rahe ! te sarakho prema to bhagavAna rAkhI zake. bAkI, mA-bApa kaMI bhagavAna nathI bicArAM, e to mA-bApa che. e to pakSapAtI hoya ja. sarakho prema to bhagavAna ja rAkhI zake, bIjuM koI rAkhI zake nahIM. A mane atyAre sarakho prema hoya badhAnAM upara. bAkI, A to laukika prema che. amathA loko 'prema prema' gAyA kare che. A to bairI joDe ya prema hoto haze ? A badhA ya svArthanAM sagAM che ane A mA chene, te to mohathI ja jIve che. potAnA peTe janmyuM eTale ene moha utpanna thAya che ane gAyane ya moha utpanna thAya che paNa cha mahinA eno moha rahe che ane A madharane sATha varSano thAya toya moha nA jAya. praznakartA : paNa mAne bALaka upara jyAre prema hoya che tyAre niSkAma ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : hoya e niSkAma prema. mAne bALaka upara niSkAma prema nA hoya. e to chokaro pachI moTI uMmarano thAya tyAre kahe ke, tame to mArA bApanI vahu thAva', to ? te ghaDIe khabara paDaze ke niSkAma hato ke nahIM ! jyAre chokaro kahe, 'tame mArA phAdharanAM vAIpha cho.' te dahADe mAno moha UtarI jAya ke 'tuM moDhuM nA dekhADIza.' have phAdharanA vAIpha eTale mA nahIM ? tyAre mA kahe, 'paNa AvuM bolyo kema ?" ene ya mIThuM joIe che. badho moha che. eTale e prema paNa niSkAma nathI. e to mohanI Asakti che. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 17 18 prema jyAM moha hoya ne Asakti hoya tyAM niSkAmatA hoya nahIM. niSkAma to moha, Asaktirahita hoya. praznakartA : e tamArI vAta sAcI. e to bALaka moTuM thAya pachI evI Asakti vadhe. paNa jyAre bALaka cha mahinAnuM nAnuM hoya tyAre ? dAdAzrI : te ghaDIeya Asakti ja che. Akho dahADoya Asakti ja che. jagata AsaktithI ja baMdhAyeluM che. jagatamAM prema hoI zake nahIM koI jagyAe. praznakartA : evuM bApane hoya evuM mAnI zakuM, paNa "mA"nuM magajamAM UtaratuM nathI barobara hajI mane. dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, bApa svArthI hoya. jyAre mA chokarA tarapha svArthI nA hoya. eTale ATalo phera hoya. mAne zuM hoya ? ene basa Asakti ja ! moha !! bIjuM badhuM bhUlI jAya, bhAna bhUllI jAya. emAM niSkAma eka kSaNavAre ya nA hoya. niSkAma to hoI zake nahIM mANasa. niSkAma to 'jJAnI' sivAya koI hoI zake nahIM. ane A je badhA niSkAma thaIne phare chene, te duniyAno lAbha uThAve che. niSkAmano artha to hovo joIe ne ? khakhaDAvye khabara paDe ! praznakartA : to mAtA-pitAno prema je che, e kevo kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : mAtA-pitAne eka dahADo gALo bhAMDene to pachI e sAmA thaI jAya. A 'varlDalI' prema to Take ja nahIM ne ! pAMca varSe, dasa varSe paNa UDI jAya pAcho koIka dahADo. sAmo prema hovo joIe, caDhaUtara nA kare evo prema hovo joIe. chatAM chokarAnI upara bApa koI vakhata je gusso kare che, enI mahIM hiMsakabhAva nathI. praznakartA : e kharekhara to prema che ? dAdAzrI : e prema hoya ja nahIM. prema hoya to gusso nA hoya. paNa hiMsakabhAva nathI enI pAchaLa. eTale e krodha nA kahevAya. krodha hiMsakabhAva sahita hoya. vyavahAramAM mAto prema utkRSTa ! kharo prema to koI paNa saMjogomAM tUTavo nA joIe. eTale prema enuM nAma kahevAya ke tUTe nahIM. A to premanI kasoTI che. chatAM kaMIka prema che te mAtAno prema che. praznakartA : Ape ema kahyuM ke mAno prema hoI zake, bApane na hoya. to Amane khoTuM nahIM lAge ? dAdAzrI : chatAM paNa mAno prema che, enI khAtarI thAya che. mA chokarAne jue eTale khuza. AnuM kAraNa zuM che ? ke bhaIe ApaNe ghera ja, ApaNA zarIramAM ja nava mahinA mukAma karyo hato. eTale mAne ema lAge ke mAre peTe janmyo che ane pelAne ema lAge ke mAne peTe huM jabhyo chuM. eTalI badhI ekatA thaI gaI che. mAe je khAdhuM te ja enuM lohI thAya che. eTale A ekatAno prema che eka jAtano. chatAM kharekhara 'riyalI aiMkiMga' prema nathI A. 'rileTivalI spikiMga' prema che. eTale phakta prema koI jagyAe hoya to mAnI sAthe hoya. tyAM prema jevI kaMIka nizAnI dekhAtI hoya. teya paNa paugalika prema che ane e prema che tema keTalA bhAgamAM ? ke jyAre madharane gamatI cIja hoya, tenI para chokarAnI tarApa paDe to e be laDe, to prema phrekacara thaI jAya. chokaro judo rahevA jato rahe. kaheze, "mA, tArI joDe nahIM phAve.' A 'rileTiva' sagAI che, riyala sagAI nathI. sAco prema hoya ne to bApa marI gayone, tenI sAthe chokaro vIsa varSano hoya teya joDe jAya. enuM nAma prema kahevAya. evuM jAya kharo ekuya chokaro ? praznakartA : koI gayo nathI. dAdAzrI : apavAda nahIM koI ? bApa marI jAya eTale chokarAne Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 19 mArA bApA marI gayA', te eTalI badhI asara thAya ane e paNa enI joDe marI javA taiyAra thaI jAya. evuM ahIM muMbaImAM dAkhalA banelA ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : tyAre smazAnamAM zuM kare tyAM jaIne pachI ? praznakartA : bALI nAkhe. dAdAzrI : ema ? pachI AvIne khAto nahIM hoya, nahIM ? khAya ne ! te A evuM che, aupacArikatA che, badhA jANe ke A rileTiva sagAI che. gayo e to gayo. pachI ghera AvIne nirAMte khAya. praznakartA: to pachI koI vyakti marI jAya to ApaNe enA paranA mohane lIdhe raDIe chIe ke zuddha prema hoya eTale raDIe chIe ? dAdAzrI : zuddha prema koI jagyAe hoto ja nathI duniyAmAM. A badhuM mohanuM ja rahe che. svArtha vagara to A duniyA che ja nahIM ane svArtha che tyAM moha che. mA joDeya svArtha che. loko ema jANe ke mA joDe zuddha prema hato. paNa svArtha vagara to mAya nathI. paNa e limiTeDa svArtha che eTale vakhANyo che ene, ochAmAM ocho-limiTeDa svArtha che. bAkI, eya mohanuM ja pariNAma che. praznakartA : e barobara. paNa mAno prema to nisvArtha hoI zake che ne ? dAdAzrI : hoya che ja niHsvArtha ghaNe khare aMze. tethI to mAnA premane prema kahyo. praznakartA : chatAM ene Apa "moha che', ema kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, koI kaheze, 'bhaI, prema jevI vastu A duniyAmAM nathI ?" to purAvA tarIke dekhADavuM hoya to mA no prema e prema che. evuM dekhADAya, ke ahIM kaMIka prema che. bAkI, bIjI vAtamAM kazo mAla nathI. chokarA para mAno prema hoya che ane atyAre badhA prema karatAM e prema vakhANavA jevo che. kAraNa ke e premamAM balidAna che. praznakartA : madharanI jo A pramANe hakIkata hoya, to pitAjIno kevo bhAga hoya, A prema....... dAdAzrI : pitAjIno ghATavALo prema. mAruM nAma kADhe evo che, kaheze. eka mAno ekalo saheja prema, teya saheja ja pAcho. teya manamAM hoya ke moTo thaze, mArI cAkarI karaze ane zrAddha sarAvaze toya bahu thaI gayuM mAruM. eka lAlaca che, kaMI paNa enI pAchaLa lAlaca che tyAM prema nathI. prema e vastu ja judI che. atyAre tame amAro prema joI rahyA cho, paNa jo samajaNa paDe to. A duniyAmAM koI cIja mane khapatI nathI. tame lAkho DaoNlara Apo ke lAkho pAunDa Apo ! AkhA jagatanuM sonuM Apo to mAre kAmanuM nathI. jagatanI strIsaMbaMdhI mane vicAre nA Ave. huM A zarIrathI judo rahuM chuM, paDozI tarIke rahuM chuM. A zarIrathI judo, paDozI 'pharsTa nebara'. prema samAyo normAliTImAM ! mA e mAtAnuM svarUpa che. ApaNe mAtAjI mAnIe chIe ne, e mAnuM svarUpa che. mAno prema sAco che. paNa e prAkRta prema che ane bIjuM, bhagavAnamAM evo prema hoya. ahIM jene bhagavAne kahetA hoya tyAM ApaNe tapAsa karavI. tyAM avaLuM karo, UMdhuM bolo toya prema kare ane bahu phUlAM caDhAve toye evo ja prema kare. e ghaTe nahIM, vadhe nahIM evo prema hoya. eTale ene prema kahevAya ane e premasvarUpa e paramAtma svarUpa che. bAkI, jagate prema joyo ja nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra gayA pachI prema zabda ja joyo nathI. badhI Asakti che. A saMsAramAM prema zabda vaparAya che e to Asaktine mATe vaparAya che. prema jo enA levalamAM hoya, normAliTImAM hoya tyAM sudhI e prema kahevAya ne normAliTI choDe eTale e prema pachI Asakti kahevAya. madharano prema ene prema kahevAya kharo. paNa e "normAliTI' chUTI jAya eTale Asakti kahevAya. bAkI, prema e paramAtmA svarUpa che. normala prema e paramAtma svarUpa che. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 1 guru-ziSyato prema ! zuddha premathI badhA ja daravAjA khUle. guru sAthenA premathI zuM nA maLe ? sAcA guru ne ziSya vacce to premano AMkaDo evo sarasa hoya ke guru je bole e ene game bahu. evo to premano AMkaDo hoya. paNa atyAre to A bannemAM jhaghaDA cAlyA karatA hoya. eka jagyAe to ziSya ne guru mahArAja, beu mArAmArI karatA'tA. te mane eka jaNa kahe che, 'peMDo upara.' meM kahyuM, 'nA jovAya, alyA mUA, khoTuM dekhAya. e to badhuM cAle. jagata AvuM ja che. sAsu-vahu nahIM laDatAM ? evuM A ya ! vera baMdhAyelAM, te vera pUrAM thayA kare. vera baMdhAyelAM hoya. jo premanuM jagata hoya to to Akho dA'Doya enI joDethI UThavAnuM nA game. lAkha rUpiyAnI kamANI hoya toya kaheze, baLyuM rahevA done ! A to kamANI nA hoya toya bahAra jato rahe mUo ! kema bahAra jato rahe che ? ghera gamatuM nathI. cena paDatuM nathI ! dhaNI ? tahIM, 'kampeniyana' ! A to badhI 'roMga bilipho' che. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM'. e roMga bilipha che. pachI ghera jaIe tyAre ApaNe kahIe, 'A koNa che ?' tyAre e kahe che, 'nA oLakhyA ? e baIno huM dhaNI thauM.' oho, moTA dhaNI AyA ! jANe dhaNIno dhaNI ja nA hoya evI vAto kare che ne ? dhaNIno dhaNI koI nahIM hoya ? to pachI upalA dhaNInI vaLI dhaNIyANI thayAM ne ApaNA dhaNIyANI A thayAM, A zuM dhAMdhalamAM paDIe ? dhaNI ja zuM karavA thaIe ? amArA 'kampeniyana' che, kahIe. pachI zuM vAMdho ? praznakartA : 'dAdA' e bahu 'morDana' bhASA vAparI. dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM ? Tasala ochI thaI jAya ne ! hA, eka rUmamAM 'kampeniyana' ane e, be rahetA hoya, te pelo eka jaNa cA banAve ne bIjo pIve, tyAre bIjo ene mATe enuM bIjuM kAma karI Ape. ema karIne 'kampeniyana' cAlu rahe. 22 prema praznakartA : 'kampeniyana'mAM Asakti hoya ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : emAM ya Asakti hoya. paNa e Asakti AnA jevI nahIM. A to zabdo ja evA AsaktivALA ! A zabdo gADha AsaktivALA che. 'dhaNIpaNuM ne dhaNIyANI' e zabdomAM ja eTalI gADha Asakti che ne 'kampeniyana' kahe to Asakti ochI thaI jAya. ta hoya mArI..... eka mANasane emanAM vAIpha vIsa varSa para marI gayAM hatAM. te eka jaNa mane kahe ke, 'A kAkAne huM raDAvuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'zI rIte raDAvazo ? ATalI uMmare to nA raDe.' tyAre e kahe che, 'juo, e kevA sensiTiva che !' pachI pelA bhatrIjA bolyA, 'zuM kAkA, kAkInI vAta to thAya nahIM. zuM emano svabhAva !' AvuM e bolato hato, tyAM pelA kAkA kharekhara raDI paDyA ! alyA, zuM A cakkaro ! sATha varSe haju vahunAM raDavAM Ave che ?! A to kaI jAtanAM cakkaro cho ? A prajA to tyAM sinemAmAM hau raDe che ne ? emAM kaMI marI gayuM hoya to jonAra hau 2DI UThe. praznakartA : to e Asakti chUTatI kema nathI ? dAdAzrI : e to nA chUTe. 'mArI, mArI' karIne karyuM ne te have 'nhoya mArI, nhoya mArI' eno jApa karIe eTale baMdha thaI jAya. e to je AMTA vAgelA hoya, te te choDavA ja paDe ne ! matabheda vadhe, tema prema vadhe ? matabheda thAya che ke nahIM vahu joDe ? 'vAIpha' joDe matabheda ? praznakartA : e matabheda vagara to hasabaMDa-vAIpha kahevAya nahIMne ? dAdAzrI : haiM ema ? evuM che, evo kAyado haze ? copaDImAM evo kAyado lakhyo haze ke matabheda paDe to ja hasabaMDa enDa vAIpha kahevAya ? ochA-vadhatA matabheda thAya kharA ke nahIM ? praznakartA : hA. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne dAdAzrI : to pachI hasabaMDa enDa vAIpha ochuM thatuM jAya, nahIM ? praznakartA : prema vadhato jAya. dAdAzrI : prema vadhato jAya tema matabheda ochA thatA jAya, nahIM ? praznakartA : jeTalA matabheda vadhatA jAya, jeTalA jhaghaDA vadhatAM jAya. eTalo prema vadhato jAya. dAdAzrI : hA. e prema nathI vadhato, e Asakti vadhe che. prema to jagate joyo ja nathI. kyAreya paNa prema zabda joyo ja nathI jagate. A to Asaktio che badhI. premanuM svarUpa ja judI jAtanuM che. A tame mArI joDe vAta karI rahyA chone, A atyAre tame prema joI zako cho, tame mane TaiDakAvo toya tamArI upara prema rAkhIza. tyAre tamane lAgaze ke ohoho ! prema svarUpa AvA hoya che. vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM phAyado kharo kazo A ? praznakartA : pUrepUro phAyado che. dAdAzrI : hA, cetI jaje. nahIM to mUrakha banI gayA jANavuM. ane prema hoto haze ? tamArAmAM che prema, te enAmAM hoya ? ApaNAmAM prema hoya to sAmAnAmAM hoya. ApaNAmAM prema nathI, ane sAmAno prema khoLIe ApaNe ke 'tamArAmAM prema nathI dekhAto ?' muA prema khoLuM chuM? e premI nhoya ! A to prema khoLe che ? cetI jA. atyAre prema hoto haze ? je jenA lAgamAM Ave tene bhogave, lUMTabAjI kare che. AmAM prema kyAM rahyo ? dhaNI ane bairInA premamAM dhaNI jo kadI kamAI nA lAve to premanI khabara paDI jAya. bIbI zuM kahe ? 'kyA cUlemeM meM tumhArA paoNva rakhuM ?" dhaNI kamAto nA hoya to bIbI AvuM nA bole ? te ghaDIe eno prema kyAM gayo ? prema hoto haze A jagatamAM ? A to Asakti che. jo A khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM badhuM hoya to e prema (!) dekhAya ane dhaNI ye jo bahAra kyAMka lapaTAyelo hoya to e kaheze ke, 'tame AvuM karazo to huM cAlI jaIza.' te vahu uparathI dhaNIne TaiDakAve. te pelo to bicAro gunegAra che eTale narama thaI jAya. ne AmAM zuM prema karavA jevo che te ? A to jematema karIne gADuM dhakelavAnuM che. khAvA-pIvAnuM bIbI karI Ape ane ApaNe paisA kamAvI lAvIe. ema jematema karIne gADI Age cAlI mIyAM-bIbIkI ! Asakti tyAM "riekzata' ja ! praznakartA : paNa ghaNI vakhata ApaNe dveSa nA karavo hoya to ye dveSa thaI jAya che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : konI joDe ? praznakartA : vakhate dhaNI joDe evuM bane to ? dAdAzrI : e daiSa nathI kahevAto. haMmezAM ya je Asaktino prema chene, e riekzanarI che. eTale jo ciDAya tyAre A pAchA avaLA phare. avaLA pharyA eTale pAchA thoDoka vakhata cheTA rahyA ke pAcho prema caDhe. ane pAcho prema vAge, eTale athaDAmaNa thAya. ne eTale pachI pAcho prema vadhe. jyAre vadhAre paDato prema hoya tyAM Dakho thAya. te jyAM kaMI paNa Dakho cAlyA karato hoya, tyAM aMdarakhAne prema che A lokone ! e prema hoya to ja Dakho thAya. pUrvabhavano prema che to Dakho thAya. vadhAre paDato prema che. nahIM to Dakho thAya ja nahIM ne ! A DakhAnuM svarUpa ja e che. ene loko zuM kahe che? 'athaDAmaNathI to amAro prema thAya che." tyAre vAta sAcI che paNa. e Asakti athaDAmaNathI ja thayelI che. jyAM athaDAmaNa ochI tyAM Asakti nA hoya. je gharamAM strI-puruSane athaDAmaNa ochI thAya tyAM Asakti ochI che evuM mAnI levuM. samajAya evI vAta che ? praznakartA: hA. ane bahu Asakti hoya tyAM adekhAI paNa vadhAre hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : e to AsaktimAMthI ja badhI bhAMjagaDa UbhI thAya che. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 prema je gharanAM beu jaNa sAmasAmI bahu laDatAM hoya to ApaNe jANIe ke ahIMyAM Asakti vadhAre che. eTaluM samajI javAnuM. eTale pachI ame nAma zuM pADIe ? 'vaDhe che" evuM nA kahIe. tamAcA mAre sAmAsAmI, toya ame ene 'vaDhe che" evuM nA kahIe. ame ene popaTamastI kahIe. popaTa Ama cAMca mAre, pelo Ama cAMca mAre, tyAre bIjo popaTa Ama mAre. paNa chevaTe lohI nA kADhe. hA, e popaTamastI ! tame nahIM joyelI popaTamastI ? have AvI sAcI vAta sAMbhaLIe tyAre ApaNane ApaNI bhUlo upara ne ApaNI mUrkhAI upara hasavuM Ave. sAcI vAta sAMbhaLe tyAre mANasane vairAga Ave ke ApaNe AvI bhUlo karI ? are, bhUlo ja nahIM, paNa mAra hau bahu khAdhA ! doSa, AkSepa tyAM prema kyAMthI ? jagata Asakti ne prema gaNIne muMjhAya che. strIne dhaNI joDe kAma ne dhaNIne strI joDe kAma, A badhuM kAmathI ja UbhuM thayuM che. kAma nA thAya to mahIM badhA bumo pADe, hallo kare. saMsAramAM eka miniTa paNa potAnuM koI thayuM ja nathI. potAnuM koI thAya nahIM. e to jyAre aTake tyAre khabara paDe. eka kalAka chokarAne ApaNe TeDakAvIene tyAre khabara paDe ke chokaro ApaNo che ke pArako che. dAvo mAMDavA hala taiyAra thaI jAya. tyAre bApeya zuM kahe ? "mArI jAta kamANI che. tene eka pAI nahIM ApuM" kaheze. tyAre chokaro kaheze, 'huM tamane mArI ThokIne laIza" AmAM potApaNuM hotuM haze ? eka jJAnI puruSa ja potAnA thAya. bAkI, AmAM prema jevI vastu ja nathI. A saMsAramAM prema khoLazo nahIM. koI jagyAe prema hoya nahIM. prema to "jJAnI puruSa' pAse hoya. bIje badhe to prema UtarI jAya ne pachI vaDhavADa thAya pAchI. vaDhavADa thAya ke nA thAya ? e prema nA kahevAya. e Asakti badhI. ene ApaNAM jagatanA loko prema kahe che. UMdhuM ja bolavuM e dhaMdho ! premanuM pariNAma, jhaghaDo nA thAya. prema enuM nAma ke koIne doSa nA dekhAya. premamAM koI dahADo ya AkhI jiMdagImAM chokarAno doSa nA dekhAya, bairIno doSa nA dekhAya, enuM nAma prema kahevAya. premamAM doSa dekhAya ja nahIM ene ane A to lokone keTalA doSa dekhAya ? 'tuM AvI ne tuM ema !' alyA, prema kaheto hato ne ? kyAM gayo prema ? eTale joya prema. jagatamAM vaLI prema hoto haze? premano eka vALa jagate joyo nathI. A to Asakti che. ane jyAM Asakti hoya tyAM AkSepo thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM, e Asaktino svabhAva che. Asakti thAya eTale AkSepo thayA ja karene ke, 'tame AvA cho ne tame tevA cho.' 'tame AvA ne tuM AvI' evuM nA bolo, nahIM ? tamArA gAmamAM tyAM nA bole ke bole ? bole ! e Asaktine lIdhe. paNa jyAM prema che tyAM doSa ja nA dekhAya. saMsAramAM A jhaghaDAne lIdhe ja Asakti thAya che. A saMsAramAM jhaghaDo to AsaktinuM viTAmina che. jhaghaDo nA hoya to to vItarAga thavAya. prema to vItarAgoto ja ! A chokarIo dhaNI pAsa kare che, Ama joI karIne pAsa kare che, pachI vaDhatI nahIM hoya ? vaDhe kharI ? to ene prema kahevAya ja nahIM ne ! prema to kAyamano ja hoya. jyAre jue tyAre e ja prema, evo ja dekhAya. enuM nAma prema kahevAya ane tyAM AzvAsana levAya. A to ApaNane prema Avato hoya ane eka dahADo e rIsAIne beThI hoya, tyAre baLyo tAro prema ! nAkha gaTaramAM ahIMthI. moDhuM caDhAvIne pharatAM hoya, tenA premane zuM karavAno ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : barAbara che. dAdAzrI : kyAreya paNe moTuM nA bagADe evo prema hovo joIe. e prema amArI pAse maLe. dhaNI TaiDakAve toya prema vadhaghaTa nA thAya evo prema joIe. hIrAnA kApa lAvI Ape te ghaDIe prema vadhI jAya, teya Asakti. eTale A Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema jagata AsaktithI cAlI rahyuM che. prema, e to "jJAnI puruSa'thI te TheTha bhagavAna sudhI hoya, e lokone premanuM lAyasansa hoya. e premathI ja lokone sukhI karI de. e premathI ja bAMdhe pAchA, chUTAya nahIM. te TheTha 'jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse, TheTha tIrthaMkara sudhI badhA premavALA, alaukika prema ! jemAM laukikatA nAme ya nA hoya. ati paricayAt avajJA ! jyAM bahu prema Ave tyAM ja aNagamo thAya e mAnava svabhAva che. jenI joDe prema hoya ne mAMdA thaIe tyAre tenI joDe ja kaMTALo Ave. e game nahIM ApaNane. 'tame jAva ahIMthI, AghA beso' kahevuM paDe ane dhaNI joDe premanI AzA rAkhavI nahIM ane e ApaNI pAse premanI AzA rAkhe to e mUrakha che. A to ApaNe kAma puratuM kAma ! jema hoTalavALAne tyAM ghara mAMDavA jaIe chIe ApaNe ? cA pIvA mATe jaIe to paisA ApIne pAchA ! evI rIte kAma pUratuM kAma karI levAnuM ApaNe. prematI lagatImAM tabhAve sarva bhUlo ! gharanAM joDe napho thayo kyAre kahevAya ke gharanAMne ApaNA upara prema Ave, ApaNA vagara game nahIM ne kyAre Ave, kyAre Ave evuM rahyA kare. loko paraNe che paNa prema nathI, A to mAtra viSaya Asakti che. prema hoya to game teTalo ekabIjAmAM virodhAbhAsa Ave chatAM prema nA jAya. jyAM prema nA hoya te Asakti kahevAya. Asakti eTale saMDAsa ! prema to pahelAM badho hato ke dhaNI paradeza gayo hoyane, te pAcho nA Ave to AkhI jiMdagI enuM emAM ja citta rahe, bIjA koI sAMbhare ja nahIM. Aje to be varasa dhaNI nA Ave to bIjo dhaNI kare ! Ane prema kema kahevAya ? A to saMDAsa che, jema saMDAsa badale che tema ! je galana che tene saMDAsa kahevAya. premamAM to arpaNatA hoya ! prema eTale laganI lAge che. ane te Akho dahADo yAda AvyA kare. zAdI be rUpe pariNAma pAme, koI vakhata AbAdImAM jAya, to koI vakhata barabAdImAM jAya. prema bahu UbharAya te pAcho besI jAya. je UbharAya che te Asakti che. mATe jyAM UbharAya tenAthI dUra rahevuM. laganI to AMtarika hovI joIe. bahAranuM khokhuM bagaDI jAya, kahovAI jAya toya prema eTalo ne eTalo ja rahe. A to hAtha dajhAyo hoya ne ApaNe kahIe ke 'jarA dhovaDAvo" to dhaNI kaheze ke, "nA, mArAthI nathI jovAtuM! alyA, te dahADe to hAtha paMpALa paMpALa karato hato, ne Aje kema Ama ? A ghaNA kema cAle ? jyAM prema che tyAM ghaNA nathI ne jyAM ghaNA che tyAM prema nathI. saMsArI prema paNa evo hovo joIe ke je ekadama ocho nA thaI jAya ke ekadama vadhI nA jAya. normAliTImAM hovo joIe. jJAnIno prema to kyAre paNa vadhaghaTa nA thAya. e prema to judo ja hoya, ene paramAtma prema kahevAya. prema badhe hovo joIe. AkhA gharamAM prema ja hovo joIe. jyAM prema che tyAM bhUla nA kADhe koI. premamAM bhUla nA dekhAya. ane A prema nathI, IgoIjhama che, huM dhaNI chuM evuM bhAna che. prema enuM nAma kahevAya ke bhUla nA lAge. premamAM game teTalI bhUla hoya to nabhAvI le. tamane samajAya che ? praznakartA : hAjI. dAdAzrI : eTale bhUlacUka thAya ke premanI khAtara javA devI. A chokarA para tamane prema hoyane, to bhUla nA dekhAya chokarAnI. haze bA, kazo vAMdho nahIM. prema nabhAvI le badhuM. nabhAvI le ne ? bAkI, A to Asakti badhI ! ghaDImAM vahu che te A gaLe hAtha vaLagADe ne coMTI paDe ane pachI ghaDImAM pAchA bolambola kare. 'te AvuM karyuM, te Ama karyuM.' premamAM koI dahADo bhUla na hoya. premamAM bhUla dekhAya nahIM. A to prema ja kyAM che ? nA joIe, bhaI ? ApaNane bhUla nA dekhAya to ApaNe jANIe ke AnI joDe prema che ApaNane ! kharekhara prema haze A lokone ? eTale Ane prema kema kahevAya ? bAkI, prema jovA nahIM maLe A kALamAM. jene sAco prema kahevAmAM Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema Ave che ne, e jovA nahIM maLe. are, eka mANasa mane kahe che ke 'ATalo badho mAro prema che toya te tarachoDa mAre che !' meM kahyuM, 'nhoya e prema. premane tarachoDa koI mAre ja nahIM.' dhaNI khoLe akkala, bairI jue vetA ! tyAre je premamAM potAnI jAta ja homI de, jAtane 'sephasAIDa' rAkhe nahIM ne jAtane homI de, e prema kharo. e to atyAre muzkela che vAta. praznakartA : evA premane zuM kahevAya ? ananya prema kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : Ane prema kahevAya saMsAramAM. A AsaktimAM nA gaNAya ane enuM phaLeya bahu UMcuM maLe. paNa evuM potAnI jAtane homavI, e bane nahIM ne ! A to potAnI jAtane 'sephasAIDa' rAkhIne kAma karyA kare che. ne 'sepha sAIDa' nA kare evI strIo keTalI ne evA puruSo keTalA ? A to sinemAmAM jatI vakhate AsaktinAM tAnamAM ne tAnamAM. ne AvatI vakhate 'akkala vagaranI che' kaheze. tyAre pelI kaheze, 'tamArAmAM kyAM vetA che ?' ema vAto karatAM karatAM ghera Ave. pelI vetA jotI hoya ! praznakartA : A to Ama A badhAno anubhava che. koI bole nahIM, paNa dareka jaNa jANe ke 'dAdA' kahe che e vAta sAcI che. premathI ja jItAya ! praznakartA : saMsAramAM rahyA pachI keTalIka javAbadArIo bajAvavI paDe che ane javAbadArIo adA karavI e eka dharma che. e dharma bajAvatAM, kAraNe ke akAraNe kaTuvacana bolavAM paDe che, to e pApa ke doSa gaNAya ? A saMsArI dharmo bajAvatI vakhate kaDavAM vacana bolavAM paDe, to e pApa ke doSa che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, kaDavuM vacana bolIe te ghaDIe ApaNuM moDhuM kevuM thaI jAya ? gulAbanAM phUla jevuM, nahIM ? ApaNuM moDhuM bagaDe to jANavuM ke pApa lAgyuM. ApaNuM moDhuM bagaDe evI vANI nIkaLI tyAM ja jANavuM 30 prema ke pApa lAgyuM. kaDavAM vacana nA bolAya. dhIme rahIne, Aste rahIne bolo. thoDAM vAkyo bolo, paNa Aste rahIne samajIne kaho, prema rAkho, eka dahADo jItI zakazo. kaDavAthI jItI nahIM zako. paNa e sAmo thaze ne avaLAM pariNAma bAMdhaze. e chokaro avaLAM pariNAma bAMdhe. 'atyAre to nAnI uMmarano chuM, te mane AvuM TaiDakAve che. moTI uMmarano thaIza eTale ApIza.' evAM pariNAma mahIM bAMdhe. mATe AvuM nA karo. ene samajAvo. eka dahADo prema jItaze. be dahADAmAM ja enuM phaLa nahIM Ave. dasa dahADe, paMdara dahADe, mahinA sudhI prema rAkhyA karo. juo, A premanuM zuM phaLa Ave che e to juo ! tamane gamI A vAta ? kaDavuM vacana bolIe to ApaNuM moDhuM nA bagaDI jAya ? praznakartA : ApaNe aneka vAra samajAvIe chatAM e nA samaje to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : samajAvavAnI jarUra ja nathI. prema rAkho. chatAM ApaNe ene samajaNa pADIe dhIme rahIne. ApaNA paDozIne ya evuM kaDavuM vacana bolIe chIe ApaNe ? praznakartA : paNa evI dhIraja hovI joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : hamaNe DuMgara uparathI DhekhALo paDe ne e tamArA mAthe paDe to tame upara joI lo ne pachI konI upara krodha karo ? te ghaDIe zAMta raho ne ? koI dekhAya nahIM eTale ApaNe jANIe ke A koIe nathI nAkhyo. mATe enI meLe paDyo che. eTale eno ApaNe guno nathI gaNatA. tyAre peloya enI meLe ja paDe che. e to, nAkhanAra to, vyakti dekhAya che eTaluM ja che. bAkI, enI meLe ja paDe che. tamArA ja hisAba cUkate thAya che badhA. A duniyAmAM badhA hisAba cUkta thaI rahyA che. navA hisAba baMdhAI rahyA che ne jUnA hisAba cUkta thaI rahyA che. samaja paDIne ? mATe sIdhuM bolajo chokarAM joDe, sArI bhASA bolajo. premathI ucheravo choDavAne ! praznakartA : vyavahAramAM koI khoTuM karatuM hoya to tene Takora karavI Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 31 paDe che, to enAthI tene duHkha thAya che. to te kevI rIte eno nikAla karavo ? dAdAzrI : Takora karavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa ApaNane AvaDavuM joIene ! kahetAM AvaDavuM joIe ne, zuM ? praznakartA : kaI rIte ? dAdAzrI : bAbAne kahIe, 'tArAmAM akkala nathI, gadheDo chuM.' AvuM bolIe to pachI zuM thAya te ! ene ya ahaMkAra hoya ke nahIM ? tamane ja tamAro bosa kahe ke tamArAmAM akkala nathI, gadheDo chuM.' evuM kahe to zuM thAya ? nA kahevAya AvuM. Takora karatAM AvaDavI joIe. praznakartA : kaI rIte Takora karavAnI ? dAdAzrI : ene besADavo. pachI kahIe, ApaNe hindustAnanA loka, Arya prajA ApaNI, ApaNe kaMI anADI nathI ane ApaNAthI AvuM na thAya kaMI. Amatema badhuM samajAvI ane premathI kahIe tyAre rAge paDe. nahIM to tame to mAra, lephaTa enDa rAITa, lephaTa enDa rAITa laI lo te cAlatuM haze ? pariNAma premathI karyA sivAya Ave nahIM. eka choDavo ucheravo hoyane, to ya tame premathI uchero, to bahu sAro uchare. paNa ema ne ema pANI reDone, bUmAbUma karo, to kazuM nA thAya. eka choDavo uche2vo hoya to ! tame kaho ke ohoho, sarasa thayo choDavo. te ene sAruM lAge che! e ya sarasa phUlAM Ape moTAM moTAM ! to A pachI manuSyone to keTalI badhI asara thatI haze ? kahevA kahevAtI rIta ! praznakartA : paNa mAre zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNuM boleluM phaLatuM nA hoya to ApaNe baMdha thaI javuM joIe. ApaNe mUrakha chIe, ApaNane bolatAM nathI AvaDatuM, mATe baMdha thaI javuM joIe. ApaNuM boleluM phaLe nahIM ane UlaTuM ApaNuM mana bagaDe, 32 prema ApaNo avatAra bagaDe. AvuM koNa kare te ? eTale eka mANasa sudhArI zakAya evo A kALa nathI. e ja bagaDelo che, sAmAne zuM sudhAre te ? e ja 'vikanesa'nuM pUtaLuM hoya, te sAmAne zuM sudhAre te ? ene mATe to baLavAnapaNuM joIe. eTale premanI ja jarUra che. premato pAvara ! sAmAno ahaMkAra Ubho ja nA thAya. sattAvAhI avAja amAro nA hoya. eTale sattA nA hovI joIe. chokarAne tame kahone to sattAvAhI avAja nA hovo joIe. praznakartA : hA, Ape kaheluM ke koI ApaNA mATe bAraNAM vAsI de, te pahelAM ApaNe aTakI javuM. dAdAzrI : hA, kharI vAta che. e bAraNAM vAsI de, te pahelAM ApaNe aTakI javuM joIe. te ene vAsI devAM paDe tyAM sudhI ApaNI mUrkhAI kahevAya, zuM ? AvuM nA hovuM joIe ane sattAvAhI avAja to koI dahADo mAro nIkaLyo ja nathI. eTale sattAvAhI avAja nA hovo joIe. nAno hoya tyAM sudhI sattAvAhI avAja dekhADavo paDe. cUpa besI jA. teya huM to prema ja dekhADuM. huM to premathI vaza karavA mAMguM. praznakartA : premamAM jeTalo pAvara che eTalo pAvara sattAmAM nahIM ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. paNa tamane prema utpanna thAya nahIMne, jyAM sudhI pelo kacaro nIkaLI nA jAya, kacaro badho kADhe che ke nathI kADhatI ? kevA sarasa hArTavALA ! je hArTili hoyane tenI joDe Dakho nA karavo, tAre enI joDe sAruM rahevuM. buddhivALA joDe Dakho karavo, karavo hoya to. choDa ropyo hoya to, tamAre ene vaDhavaDha nahIM karavAnuM ke jo tuM vAMko nA thaIza, phUla moTAM lAvaje. ApaNe ene khAtara ane pANI ApyA karavAnuM. jo gulAbano choDa ATaluM badhuM kAma kare che, A chokarAo to Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 34 prema manuSya che. ane mA-bApo dhabeDe hau, mAre hau ! haMmezAM premathI ja sudhare duniyA. e sivAya bIjo koI upAya ja nathI enA mATe. jo dhAkathI sudharatuM hoya ne to A gavarnamenTa DemokresI... sarakAra lokazAhI uDADI mele ane je koI guno kare, ene jelamAM ghAlI ane phAMsI kare. premathI ja sudhare jagata. praznakartA : ghaNI vakhata sAmo mANasa ApaNe prema karIe chIe toya samajI nathI zakato. dAdAzrI : pachI ApaNe zuM karavuM tyAM AgaLa ? zIMgaDuM mAravuM ? praznakartA : khabara nahIM, zuM karavuM pachI ? dAdAzrI : nA, zIMgaDuM mAre che pachI. pachI ApaNe ya zIMgaDuM mArIe eTale peloya zIMgaDuM mAre pachI cAlu laDAI. jIvana klezita thaI jAya pachI. praznakartA: to evA saMjogomAM ApaNe kevI rIte samatA rAkhavI? AvuM to ApaNe thaI jAya to tyAM AgaLa kevI rIte rahevuM ? samajaNa nathI paDatI tyAM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : zuM thaI jAya to ? praznakartA : ApaNe prema rAkhIe ane sAmo mANasa nA samaje, ApaNo prema samaje nahIM, to ApaNe zuM karavuM pachI ? dAdAzrI : zuM karavAnuM? zAMta rahevAnuM ApaNe. zAMta rahevAnuM, bIjuM zuM karIe ApaNe ene ? kaMI mArIe ene ? praznakartA : paNa ApaNe e kakSAe nathI pahoMcyA ke zAMta rahI zakIe ? dAdAzrI : to kUdIe ApaNe te ghaDIe ! bIjuM zuM karavuM? polIsavALo TaiDakAve tyAre kema zAMta raho cho ? praznakartA : polIsavALAnI othoriTI che, enI sattA che. dAdAzrI : to ApaNe ene othorAIjha (adhikRta) karavA. polIsavALA AgaLa sIdhA rahIe ane ahIM AgaLa sIdhA nA rahevAya ! bALako che, prema bhUkhyA ! AjanA chokarAMone bahAra javAnuM game nahIM evuM karI nAkho, ke gharamAM ApaNo prema, prema ne prema ja dekhe. pachI ApaNA saMskAra cAle. ApaNe sudhAravuM hoya to zAka sudhAravuM, paNa chokarAone nA sudhAravA ! e lokone zAMka sudhAratAM AvaDe. zAka sudhAratAM nA AvaDe ? prema, Avo varasAvo ! ane tame ene eka TapalI mAro to e raDavA mAMDaze, enuM zuM kAraNa ? ene vAgyuM tethI ! nA, ene vAgyAnuM duHkha nathI. enuM apamAna karyuM, tenuM ene duHkha che. premathI ja vaza thaI jAya ! A jagatane sudhAravAno rasto ja prema che. jagata jene prema kahe che te prema nathI, te to Asakti che. A bebI para prema karo, paNa te pyAlo phoDe to prema rahe ? tyAre to ciDAya. mATe e Asakti che. premathI ja sudhare jagata ! ane premathI sudhare. A badhuM sudhAravAnuM hoya, to premathI sudhare. A badhAne huM sudhAruM chuMne, e premathI sudhAruM chuM. A ame premathI ja kahIe chIene ! premathI kahIe eTale vastu bagaDe nahIM ane saheja dveSathI kahIe ke e vastu bagaDI jAya. dUdhamAM dahIM paDyuM nA hoya ane amathI jarA havA lAgI gaI, toya e dUdhanuM dahIM thaI jAya. eTale premathI badhuM bolAya. je premavALA mANasa che ne, te badhuM bolI zake. eTale ame zuM kahevA mAgIe chIe ? prema svarUpa thAva to A jagata tamAruM ja che. jyAM vera hoya tyAM veramAMthI dhIme dhIme Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . prema svarUpa karI nAkho. verathI A jagata AvuM badhuM 'rapha dekhAya che. juone, ahIM premasvarUpa, koIne jarAya khoTuM lAgatuM nathI ne kevo AnaMda badhAM kare che ! kadara mAge tyAM prema kevo ? bAkI, prema jovA nahIM maLe A kALamAM. jene sAco prema kahevAmAM Ave chene, e jovA nahIM maLe. are, eka mANasa mane kahe che, "ATalo badho mAro prema che toya te tarachoDa mAre che." meM kahyuM, 'nhoya e prema. premane tarachoDa koI mAre ja nahIM." praznakartA : Apa je premanI vAta karo cho, emAM premanI apekSAo hoya kharI ? dAdAzrI : apekSA ? premamAM apekSA nA hoya. dArU pIto hoya tenI pareya prema hoya ne dArU nA pIto hoya tenI pareya prema hoya. premamAM apekSA nA hoya. prema sApekSa nA hoya. praznakartA : paNa dareka mANasane mAre mATe be zabda sArA bole, evI kadaranI haMmezAM icchA hoya. koIne gALa sahana karavI gamatI nathI. dAdAzrI : enI kadara thAya evI AzA rAkhe eTale e prema ja hoya. e badhI Asakti che. A badho moha ja che. loko premanI AzA rAkhe e mUrakha che badhAM, 'phUlIza' che. tamAruM puNya haze to premathI koI bolAvaze. e puNyathI prema che ane tamArA pApano udaya thayo eTale tamAro bhaI ja kaheze, 'nAlAyaka che tuM, Ama che ne tema che." game teTalA upakAra karo to ya. A puNya ne pApanuM pradarzana che ane ApaNe jANIe ke e ja AvuM kare che. eTale A to puNya bolI rahyuM che, mATe prema to hoya ja nahIM. 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse jAya tyAre prema jevI vastu dekhAya. bAkI, prema to jagatamAM koI jagyAe nA hoya. aMdaratI silaka sAcavo ! A to loko bahAra kaMI bhAMjagaDa paDI ke bhAIbaMdhI choDI nAkhe. pahelAM bhAIbaMdhI hoya ane bahu premathI vartatA hoya to bahAreya prema ane aMdareya prema ! ane pachI jyAre bhAMjagaDa paDe tyAre bahAreya bhAMjagaDa ane aMdareya bhAMjagaDa, aMdara bhAMjagaDa nahIM karavAnI. pelo jANe nahIM paNa aMdara prema rahevA devAno. aMdara silaka hazene, tyAM sudhI manuSyapaNuM nahIM jAya. aMdaranI silaka gaI eTale manuSyapaNuMya jatuM rahe. premamAM saMkucitatA nA hoya ! mArAmAM prema haze ke nahIM hoya ? ke tame ekalA ja premavALA cho ? A tame tamAro prema saMkucita karelo che ke 'A vAIpha ne A chokarAM." jyAre mAro prema vistArapUrvaka che. praznakartA : prema eTalo saMkucita hoI zake ke eka ja pAtra pratye sImita ja rahe ? dAdAzrI : saMkucita hoya ja nahIM, enuM nAma prema. saMkucita hoyane, ke ATalA 'eriyA' pUratuM ja, to to Asakti kahevAya. te saMkucita kevuM ? cAra bhAIo hoya ane cAreyane traNa-traNa chokarAM hoya ane bhegA rahetA hoya, to tyAM sudhI badhA gharamAM 'amAruM, amAruM bole. "amArA pyAlA phUTyA" badhA evuM bole. paNa cAra jyAre judA thAya tene bIje dahADe, Aja budhavArane dahADe chUTA thAya to guruvArane dahADe e juduM ja bole 'e tamAruM ne A amAruM.' Ama saMkucitatA AvatI jAya. eTale AkhA gharamAM prema je vikAsa hato, te have A juduM thayuM eTale saMkucita thaI gayuM. pachI AkhI poLa tarIke, yuvakamaMDaLa tarIke karavo hoya, to pAcho eno prema bhego hoya. bAkI prema, tyAM saMkucitatA nA hoya, vizALatA hoya. raNa ane prema praznakartA : to prema ane rAga e banne zabdo samajAvo. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 37 dAdAzrI : rAga e paudgalika vastu che ane prema e sAcI vastu che. have prema kevo hovo joIe ? ke vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM, enuM nAma prema kahevAya. ane vadha-ghaTe e rAga kahevAya. eTale rAgamAM ane premamAM phera evo che ke peluM ekadama vadhI jAya to ene rAga kahevAya, eTale phasAyo pachI. jo prema vadhI jAya to rAgamAM pariNAma pAme. prema UtarI jAya to dveSamAM pariNAma pAme. eTale enuM nAma prema kahevAya ja nahIM ne ! e to AkarSaNa ne vikarSaNa che. eTale ApaNA loko jene prema kahe che, tene bhagavAna AkarSaNa kahe che. rAga 'kojhijha', anurAga 'IphekTa' ! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, rAga thAya che emAMthI anurAga thaI jAya che ane pachI emAMthI Asakti thAya che. dAdAzrI : evuM che, rAga e kojhijha che ane anurAga ne Asakti e 'IphekTa' che. e 'IphekTa' baMdha karavAnI nathI, kojhijha baMdha karavAnAM che. kAraNa ke A Asakti kevI che ? eka bahena kahe che, 'tame mane jJAna ApyuM ane mArA putraneya jJAna ApyuM che. chatAMya paNa mane enI para eTalo badho rAga che ke A jJAna ApyuM chatAMya rAga jato nathI.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'e rAga nathI, bena. e Asakti che.' tyAre e kahe che, 'paNa evI Asakti nA rahevI joIe ne ? Asakti 'tamane' 'zuddhAtmA'ne nathI. dRSTipherathI Asakti ! praznakartA : mANasane jagata pratye zA mATe Asakti hoya che ? dAdAzrI : AkhuM jagata AsaktimAM ja che. jyAM sudhI 'selpha'mAM rahevAnI zakti utpanna nA thAya, 'selpha'nI ramaNatA utpanna nA thAya, tyAM sudhI AsaktimAM ja badhuM paDeluM che. sAdhu-saMnyAsIo-AcAryo, badhA AsaktimAM ja paDyA che. A saMsAranI, bairI-chokarAMnI Asakti chUTe to pustakanI Asakti coMTe, nahIM to 'hama' 'hama'nI Asakti ! e badhI Asaktio ja che, jyAM jAya tyAM. 38 prema Asakti eTale vikRta prema ! je prema vadhaghaTa thAya e Asakti kahevAya. amAro prema vadhaghaTa nA thAya. tamAre vadhaghaTa thAya tethI te Asakti kahevAya. vakhate RNAnubaMdhI AgaLa prema vadhaghaTa thAya to 'ApaNe' tene 'jANIe.' have prema vadhaghaTa nA thavo joIe. nahIM to prema ekadama vadhI gayo toya Asakti kahevAya ane ghaTI gayo toya Asakti kahevAya ane AsaktimAM haMmezAM rAgadveSa thayA kare. je Asakti che ene ja prema gaNe che, e lokabhASA ne ! pAchAM bIjAM ye evuM ja kahe, ene ja prema kahe. AkhI lokabhASA ja e thaI. praznakartA : AmAM prema ane Asaktino bheda jarA samajAvo ne ! dAdAzrI : je vikRta prema, enuM nAma ja Asakti. A jagata eTale vikRta che, emAM je prema ApaNe kahIe chIe e vikRta prema kahevAya che ane ene Asakti ja kahevAya. eTale AsaktimAM ja jagata badhuM paDeluM che. heya... mahIM beThA chene, te anAsakta che ane te akAmI che pAchA ane A badhA kAmanAvALA. Asakti tyAM kAmanA. loka kahe che ke, 'huM niSkAma thayo chuM.' paNa AsaktimAM rahe che e niSkAma kahevAya nahIM. Asakti joDe kAmanA hoya ja. ghaNAM loka kahe chene, ke 'huM niSkAma bhakti karuM chuM.' meM kahyuM, 'karaje ne, tuM ane tArI vahu beu karajo (!) paNa Asakti gaI nathI, tyAM sudhI tuM zI rIte A niSkAma bhakti karIza ?' Asakti to eTale sudhI coMTe, te sArA pyAlA-rakAbI hoyane to temAMya coMTI jAya. alyA, ahIM kyAM jIvatuM che ? eka vepArIne tyAM huM gayo hato, te dahADAmAM pAMca vakhata lAkaDuM joI Ave tyAre ene saMtoSa thAya. heya ! evuM Ama suMvALuM rezama jevuM goLa !! ane Ama hAtha aDADa aDADa kare tyAre to ene saMtoSa thAya. to A lAkaDAM upara keTalI Asakti che ! kaMI strI joDe ja Asakti thAya evuM kazuM nathI. vikRta prema jyAM coMTyo tyAM Asakti ! Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 39 AsaktithI muktino mArga... praznakartA : AsaktinuM sUkSma svarUpa tame samajAvyuM. have e AsaktithI mukti kema maLe ? dAdAzrI : 'huM anAsakta chuM' evuM 'ene' bhAna thAya to mukti maLI jAya. Asakti kADhavAnI nathI, 'anAsakta chuM' e bhAna karavAnuM che. bAkI, Asakti jAya nahIM. have tame jalebI khAdhA pachI cA pIvo to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : cA moLI lAge. dAdAzrI : hA, tema 'potAnuM svarUpa' prApta thayA pachI A saMsAra moLo lAge, Asakti UDI jAya. 'potAnuM svarUpa' prApta thayA pachI jo ene sAcave, ame kahIe chIe te pramANe AjJApUrvaka rahe to ene A saMsAra moLo lAge. Asakti kADhaye jAya nahIM. kAraNa ke A lohacuMbaka ane TAMkaNI bene Asakti je che e jAya nahIM. evI rIte A manuSyanI Asakti jAya nahIM. ochI thAya, pramANa ochuM thAya paNa jAya nahIM. Asakti jAya kyAre ? 'pote' anAsakta thAya tyAre. 'pote' Asakta ja thayo che. nAmadhArI eTale Asakta ! nAma para Asakti, badhA upara Asakti ! dhaNI thayo eTale Asakta, bApo thayo eTale Asakta !! praznakartA H to saMjogonI asara nA thAya e kharI anAsakti ? dAdAzrI : nA, ahaMkAra khalAsa thayA pachI anAsakta thAya eTale ahaMkAra ne mamatA banne jAya tyAre anAsakti ! te koI evo hoya nahIM. praznakartA : eTale A badhuM karIe, paNa emAM Asakti nA hovI joIe, karma lepAyamAna nA thavAM joIe.... dAdAzrI : paNa Asakti lokone rahe ja, svAbhAvika rIte. kAraNa ke enI potAnI mULa bhUla nathI gaI. 'rUTa kojha' javuM joIe. 'rUTa kojha' zuM che ? to A ene 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' evI bilipha besI gaI che. eTale 40 prema caMdubhAIne mATe koI kahe caMdubhAIne Ama karavAmAM Ave che, Ama nukasAna karyuM che' Ama tema caMdubhAI upara Aropa ApavAmAM Ave to 'e' gusse thaI jAya, 'ene' potAnI vikanesa UbhI thaI jAya. to A 'rUTa kojha' che, bhUla moTI A che. bIjI badhI bhUla che ja nahIM. bhUla mULamAM A ja che ke 'tame' je cho e jANatA nathI ne nathI te Aropa karo cho. lokoe nAma ApyuM e to oLakhavAnuM sAdhana ke bhaI, A caMdubhAI ane InkamaTekSa ophisara.' e badhuM oLakhavAnuM sAdhana. A baInA dhaNI eya oLakhavAnuM sAdhana. paNa 'pote kharekhara koNa che' e jANatA nathI, tenI ja A badhI muzkelI che ne ? praznakartA : AkharI muzkelI to tyAM ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : eTale A 'rUTa kojha' che. e 'rUTa kojha' toDavAmAM Ave to kAma thAya. A sAruM khoTuM e buddhinA AdhIna che. have buddhino dhaMdho zo che ? jyAM jAya tyAM prophiTa enDa losa jue. buddhi vadhAre kAma karI zakatI nathI, prophiTa enDa losa sivAya. have enAthI dUra thAva. anAsakta yoga rAkho. AtmAno svabhAva kevo che ? anAsakta svarUpa che. potAno svabhAva evo che. tuM paNa svabhAvathI anAsakta thaI jA. have jevo svabhAva AtmAno che. evo svabhAva ApaNe karIe eTale ekAkAra thaI jAya, pachI kaMI e juduM che ja nahIM. svabhAva ja badalavAno che. have ApaNe Asakti rAkhIe ne bhagavAna jevA thAya e zI rIte bane ? e anAsakta ane AsaktinI joDe meLa zI rIte thAya ? ApaNAmAM krodha hoya ne pachI bhagavAnano meLApa zI rIte thAya ? bhagavAnamAM je dhAtu che, e dhAturUpa tuM thaI jAya. je sanAtana che, e ja mokSa che. sanAtana eTale niraMtara. niraMtara rahe che e ja mokSa che. karavA gayo zuM te thaI gayuM zuM ! praznakartA : dAdA, tame kevI rIte anAsakta thayA ? Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . prema prema dAdAzrI : badhuM enI meLe, 'baTa necarala' UbhuM thaI gayuM. A mane kaMI khabara nathI paDatI ke zI rIte thayuM A ! praznakartA : paNa have to tamane khabara paDe ne ? e pagathiyAM amane kaho. dAdAzrI : huM kazuM karavA gayelo nahIM, kazuM thayuM nathI. huM karavA gayo zuM ane thaI gayuM zuM ! huM to ATalIka khIra banAvavA gayo hato, dUdhamAM cokhA nAkhIne paNa A to amRta thaI gayuM !! e pUrvano sAmAna badho bhego thayelo. mane ema kharuM ke mahIM ApaNI pAse kaMIka che, eTalI khabara kharI. tenI jarA ghemarAjI rahyA kare. praznakartA : eTale anAsakta tame je rIte thayA to mane ema ke e rItanuM varNana karazo, to e rItanI mane samajaNa paDaze. dAdAzrI : evuM che, A "jJAna" lIdhuM ne amArI AjJAmAM rahe, e anAsakta kahevAya. pachI bhale ne, e khAtA-pIto hoya ke kALo koTa paherato hoya ke dhoLAM koTa-penTa paherato hoya ke game te paherato hoya. paNa e amArI AjJAmAM rahyo e anAsakta kahevAya. A AjJA anAsaktanuM ja 'proTekzana' che. Asakti, paramANuonuM sAyansa ! e konA jevuM che ? A lohacuMbaka hoya ane A TAMkaNI ahIM paDI hoya ne lohacuMbaka Ama Ama karIe to TAMkaNI UMcInIcI thAya ke nA thAya ? thAya. lohacuMbaka najIka dharIe to TAMkaNI ene coMTI jAya. e TAMkaNImAM Asakti kyAMthI AvI ? evI rIte A zarIramAM lohacuMbaka nAmano guNa che. kAraNa ke mahIM IlekTrikala boDI che. eTale e boDInA AdhAre IlekTrisiTI badhI thayelI che. tethI zarIramAM lohacuMbaka nAmano guNa utpanna thAya che, te potAnA paramANu maLatAM Ave tyAM AkarSaNa UbhuM thAya ane bIjAnI joDe kazuM nahIM. e AkarSaNane ApaNA loko rAga-dveSa kahe che. kaheze, "mAro deha kheMcAya che.' alyA, tArI icchA nathI to deha kema kheMcAya che ? mATe "tuM" koNa che tyAM AgaLa ? ApaNe dehane kahIe 'tuM jaIza nahIM', to ya UThIne heMDavA mAMDe. kAraNa ke paramANunuM baMdhAyeluM chene, te paramANunuM kheMcANa che A. maLatAM paramANu Ave tyAM A deha kheMcAI jAya. nahIM to ApaNI IcchA nA hoya toya deha kema karIne kheMcAya ? A deha kheMcAI jAya, ene A jagatanAM loko kahe, 'mane AnI para bahu rAga che.' ApaNe pUchIe, 'alyA, tArI IcchA kheMcAvAnI che ?" to e kaheze, "nA, mArI IcchA nathI, toya kheMcAI javAya che. to pachI A rAga nathI. A to AkarSaNano guNa che. paNa jJAna nA hoya tyAM sudhI AkarSaNa kahevAya nahIM. kAraNa ke enA manamAM to ema ja mAne che ke "meM ja A karyuM. ane A "jJAna" hoya to pote phakta jANe ke deha AkarSaNathI kheMcAyo ane A meM kaMI karyuM nathI. eTale A deha kheMcAya ne, te deha kriyAzIla bane che. A badhuM paramANunuM ja AkarSaNa che. A mana-vacana-kAyA Asakta svabhAvanA che. AtmA Asakta svabhAvano nathI ane A deha Asakta thAya che te lohacuMbaka ne TAMkaNInAM jevuM che. kAraNa ke e game evuM lohacuMbaka hoya toya e tAMbAne nahIM kheMce. zene kheMce e ? hA. lokhaMDa ekalAne kheMce. pittaLa hoya to nA kheMce. eTale svajAtIyane kheMce. evuM AmAM je paramANu chene ApaNA boDImAM, te lohacuMbakavALA che, te svajAtIyane kheMce. sarakhA svabhAvavALA paramANu kheMcAya. gAMDI vahu joDe phAve ane DAhI bena che, te ene bolAvatI hoya toya nA phAve. kAraNa ke paramANu maLatAM nathI AvatAM. eTale A chokarA para paNa Asakti ja che khAlI. paramANu paramANu maLI AvyAM. traNa paramANu ApaNAM ane traNa paramANu enAM, ema paramANu maLI AvyAM eTale Asakti thAya. mArA traNa ane tamArA cAra hoya to kazuM levAdevA nahIM. eTale vijJAna che A badhuM to. A Asakti te dehano guNa che, paramANuono guNa che. te kevo che ? lohacuMbaka ane TAMkaNIne jevo saMbaMdha che tema, dehane phITa thAya tevAM paramANumAM deha kheMcAya, te Asakti che. Asakti to ebava normala ane bIlo normala paNa hoI zake. prema Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 44 normAliTImAM hoya, ekasarakho ja hoya, temAM koI paNa jAtano pheraphAra thAya ja nahIM. Asakti e to jaDanI Asakti che, cetananI to nAmeya nathI. vyavahAramAM abhedatA rahe, tenuM paNa kAraNa hoya che. e to paramANu ane AsaktinA guNo che, paNa temAM kaI kSaNe zuM thaze te kahevAya nahIM. jyAM sudhI paramANu maLatAM Ave tyAM sudhI AkarSaNa rahe, tethI abhedatA rahe. ane paramANu maLatAM nA Ave to vikarSaNa thAya ane vera thAya. mATe Asakti hoya tyAM vera hoya ja. AsaktimAM hitAhitanuM bhAna nA hoya. premamAM saMpUrNa hitAhitanuM bhAna hoya. A to paramANuonuM sAyansa che. temAM AtmAne kazI ja levAdevA nathI. paNa loka to bhrAMtithI paramANunA kheMcANane mAne che ke, "huM kheMcAyo.' AtmA kheMcAya ja nahIM. kyAM bhrAMta mAnyatA ! kyAM vAstavikatA ! A to soya ane lohacuMbakanAM kheMcANane laIne tamane ema lAge che ke mane prema che tethI mAruM kheMcAya che. paNa e prema jevI vastu ja nathI. praznakartA : to A lokone evI khabara nA paDe ke ApaNo prema che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : prema to badhAne khabara paDe. doDha varSanA bALakaneya khabara paDe, enuM nAma prema kahevAya. A bIjuM badhuM to Asakti che. game tevA saMjogomAMya prema vadhe nahIM ne ghaTe nahIM, enuM nAma prema kahevAya. bAkI, Ane prema kahevAya ja kema ? A to bhrAMtino che. brAMta bhASAno zabda ane loka samaje che ke premathI A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. paNa premathI A jagata UbhuM nathI rahyuM, verathI UbhuM rahyuM che. premanuM phAunDezana ja nathI. A veranA phAunDezana para UbhuM rahyuM che, phAunDezana ja veranAM che. mATe vera choDo. eTale to ame verano nikAla karavAno kahIe chIe ne ! samabhAve nikAla karavAnuM kAraNa ja e che. - bhagavAna kahe che ke, dveSa pariSaha upakArI che. prema pariSaha kadI ja nahIM chUTe. AkhuM jagata prema pariSadamAM phasAyeluM che. mATe darekane jALIe rahIne 'jaya zrIkRSNa" karIne chuTI jajo. koInA tarapha prema rAkhazo nahIM ane koInA premamAM phasAzo nahIM. premane tarachoDIne paNa mokSe nA javAya. mATe cetajo ! mokSe javuM hoya to virodhIono to upakAra mAnajo. prema kare che te ja baMdhanamAM nAkhe che jyAre virodhIo upakArI-helpiga thaI paDe che. jeNe ApaNI upara prema DhoLyo che tene tarachoDa nA lAge tema karI chUTavuM. kAraNa ke premanI tarachoDathI saMsAra Ubho che. pote' anAsakta svabhAvI ja ! bAkI, 'tame anAsakta cho ja. anAsakti kaMI meM tamane ApI nathI. anAsakta 'tamAro' svabhAva ja che ane tame ema mAno, dAdAno upakAra mAno ke dAdAe anAsakti ApI. nA, nA, mAro upakAra mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. ane huM upakAra karuM chuM' ema mAnIza to mAro prema khalAsa thato jAya. mArAthI "huM upakAra karuM chuM' evuM nA manAya. eTale pote potAnI pUrI samajamAM rahevuM paDe, saMpUrNa jAgRtimAM rahevuM che. AsaktimAMthI udbhave vera ! eTale jagate badhuM ja joyuM hatuM paNa prema joyo nahoto ane jagata jene prema kahe che e to Asakti che. AsaktimAMthI A DakhA UbhA thAya che badhA. eTale anAsakta tamAro potAno svabhAva che. tamane kema lAge che? ApyuM che ke tamAro potAno svabhAva ja che ? praznakartA : potAno svabhAva che ne ! dAdAzrI : hA, evuM bolone jarA. A to badhuM ye 'dAdAe ApyuM. dAdAe ApyuM kaho, te kyAre pAra Avaze ? praznakartA : paNa enuM bhAna to tame karAvyuM ne ? Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 45 dAdAzrI : hA, paNa bhAna karAvyuM eTaluM ja ! bAkI 'badhuM meM ApyuM che' ema kaho paNa te tamAruM che ne tamane ApyuM che. praznakartA : amAruM che e Ape ApyuM. paNa amAruM hatuM evuM ame jANatA kyAM hatA ? dAdAzrI : jANatA nahotA, paNa jANyuMne chevaTe ! jANyuM eno ropha to judo ja ne ! eno ropha kevo paDe ? nahIM ! koIka gALa bhAMDe toya eno ropha nA jAya. hA, ropha kevo paDe ?! ane pelo rophavALAno ? 'Ama Ama' nA karyuM hoyane, to TADhoTapa ! 'Ama Ama' karavAnuM rahI gayuM 'risepzana'mAM, to TADhoTapa !! 'badhAne karyuM ne huM rahI gayo.' jo A ropha ane e rophamAM keTalo phera ? praznakartA : eTale pahelAM Asakta jemAM hoIe chIe, tyAM ja pachI anAsakta para Avaze. dAdAzrI : hA, e to rasto ja che ne ! e enAM sTepiMga ja che. badhAM. bAkI chevaTe anAsakta yogamAM AvavAnuM che. abheda prema tyAM buddhino aMta ! bhagavAna kevA che ? anAsakta ! koI jagyAe Asakta nahIM. praznakartA : ane jJAnI ye anAsakta ja ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. tethI amAro niraMtara prema hoya ne te badhe sarakho, samAna prema hoya. gALo bhAMDe tenI para samAna, phUla caDhAve tenI para samAna ane phUla nA caDhAve tenI pare ya samAna. amArA premamAM bheda nA paDe ane abheda prema che, tyAM to buddhi jatI rahe pachI. haMmezAM prema pahelAM, buddhine toDI nAkhe agara to buddhi premane Asakta banAve. eTale buddhi hoya tyAM prema nA hoya ne prema hoya tyAM buddhi nA hoya. abheda prema utpanna thAya ke buddhi khalAsa thaI eTale ahaMkAra khalAsa thayo. pachI kazuM rahyuM nahIM ane mamatA nA hoya tyAre ja prema svarUpa thaI zake. ame to akhaMDa premavALA ! amAre A deha upara mamatA nathI. A vANI upara 46 mamatA nathI ane mana upare ya mamatA nathI. prema vItarAgatAmAMthI prema udbhave ! eTale sAco prema kyAMthI lAve ? e to ahaMkAra ne mamatA gayA pachI ja prema hoya. ahaMkAra ne mamatA gayA sivAya sAco prema hoya nahIM. sAco prema eTale vItarAgatAmAMthI utpanna thayelI e vastu che. dvaMddAtIta thayA pachI vItarAga thAya. dvaita ne advaita to daM che. advaitavALAne dvaitanA vikalpo AvyA kare. 'e dvaita, e dvaita, e dvaita !' te dvaita vaLage UlaTuM. paNa te advaitapada sAruM che. paNa advaitathI to eka lAkha mAIla jaze tyAra pachI vItarAgatAnuM pada Avaze ane vItarAgatAnuM pada AvyA pachI mahIM prema utpanna thaze ane e prema utpanna thAya e paramAtma prema che. be dhola mAro toye e prema ghaTe nahIM ane ghaTe to ApaNe jANavuM ke A prema nahoto. sAmAno godo ApaNane vAgI jAya teno vAMdho nathI. paNa ApaNo godo sAmAne nA vAge e ApaNe jovAnuM. to prema saMpAdana thAya. bAkI, prema saMpAdana karavo hoya to ema ne ema nA thAya. dhIme dhIme badhA joDe zuddha prema svarUpa thavAnuM che. praznakartA : zuddha prema svarUpa eTale kevI rIte rahevuM ? dAdAzrI : koI mANasa hamaNAM gALa bhAMDIne gayo ane pachI tamArI pAse Avyo toya tamAro prema ghaTI jAya nahIM, enuM nAma zuddha prema. evo premano pATha zIkhavAno che, basa. bIjuM kazuM zIkhavAnuM nathI. huM je dekhADuM e prema hovo joIe. A jiMdagI pUrI thatAM sudhImAM AvI jazene badhuM ? te prema zIkho have ! rIta, premasvarUpa thavAnI ! kharI rIte jagata jema che tema e jANe, pachI anubhave to ene premasvarUpa ja thAya. jagata jema che tema zuM che ? ke koI jIva kiMcitmAtra doSita nathI, nirdoSa ja che jIvamAtra. koI doSita dekhAya che te bhrAMtithI ja dekhAya che. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 47 sArA dekhAya che teya bhrAMti ane doSita dekhAya che teya bhrAMti. banne eTecamenTa-DiTecamenTa che. eTale koI doSita kharekhara che ja nahIM ane doSita dekhAya che eTale prema thAya ja nahIM. eTale jagata joDe jayAre prema thaze, jyAre nirdoSa dekhAze tyAre prema utpanna thaze. A mArA-tArA e kyAM sudhI lAge che ? ke jyAM sudhI bIjAne judA gaNIe chIe hajI. enI joDe bheda che tyAM sudhI A mArA lAge che tethI. te A eTecamenTavALAne mArA gaNIe chIe ne DiTecamenTavALAne che te pArakAM gaNIe chIe, e prema svarUpa koI sAthe rahe nahIM. eTale A prema e paramAtmA guNa che eTale ApaNane tyAM AgaLa potAne tyAM badhuM ja duHkha visAre paDI jAya e premathI. eTale premathI baMdhAyuM eTale pachI bIjuM kazuM baMdhAvAnuM rahyuM nahIM. prema kyAre utpanna thAya ? je atyAra sudhI bhUlo thaI hoya, te mAphI mAMgI laIe. tyAre prema utpanna thAya. emano doSa ekya nathI thayo paNa mane dekhAyo eTale mAro doSa hato. jenI joDe prema svarUpa thavuM hoya te A rIte karavuM. to tamane prema utpanna thaze. karavo che ke nathI karavo prema ? praznakartA : hA dAdA. dAdAzrI : amArI A rIta hoya badhI. ame je rIte taryA chIe e rIte tArIe badhAne. tame prema utpanna karazo ne ? prema svarUpa thaIe tyAre sAmAne abhedatA hoya. badhA amArI joDe e rIte abheda thayelA che. A rIta khullI karI nAkhI. sarvamAM huM bhALe te premamUrti ! have jeTalo bheda jAya, teTalo zuddha prema utpanna thAya. zuddha premane utpanna thavA mATe zuM javuM joIe ApaNAmAMthI ? kaMIka vastu bAda thAya to pelI vastu Ave. eTale A vekyuma rahI zakatuM nathI. eTale AmAMthI bheda jAya. eTale zuddha prema utpanna thAya. eTale jeTalo bheda jAya eTalo zuddha prema utpanna thAya. saMpUrNa bheda jAya tyAre saMpUrNa zuddha prema utpanna thAya. A ja rIta che. tamane samajAyuM 'poInTa opha vyu' ? A judI jAtanuM che ane premamUrti banI javAnuM. badhA eka ja lAge, judAI lAge ja nahIM. kaheze, 'A amAruM ne A tamAruM.' paNa ahIMthI jatI vakhate "amAruM-tamAruM hoya che ? eTale A rogane lIdhe judAI lAge che. e roga nIkaLI gayo eTale premamUrti thaI jAya. prema eTale A badhuM ja 'huM ja chuM, 'huM ja dekhAuM chuM. nahIM to 'tuM kahevuM paDaze. 'huM nahIM dekhAya to 'tuM' dekhAyabemAMthI eka to dekhAya ja ne ? vyavahAramAM bolavAnuM Ama ke 'huM, tuM.' paNa dekhAvuM joIe to 'huM' ja ne ! te premasvarUpa eTale zuM ? ke badhuM abhedabhAve jovuM, abhedabhAve vartana karavuM, abhedabhAve cAlavuM. abhedabhAva ja mAnavo. 'A judAM che' evItevI mAnyatAo badhI kADhI nAkhavI, enuM nAma ja premasvarUpa. eka ja kuTuMba hoya evuM lAge. jJAtIno abheda prema! vikhUTA nahIM paDavuM, enuM nAma ja prema. bheda nahIM pADavo, enuM nAma prema ! abhedatA thaI e ja prema. e prema normAliTI kahevAya che. bheda hoya to sAruM kAma karI Ave ne, to khuza thaI jAya. pAcho thoDIvAra pachI nabaLuM kAma, cAnA pyAlA paDI gayA to ciDAI jAya eTale ebaoNva normala, bilo normala thayA kare. peluM e kAma jue nahIM. mULa svabhAvanAM darzana kare. kAma to ApaNe normAliTImAM problema nA thAya evAM ja kAma thAya. praznakartA : amane Apane mATe je bhAva jAgato hoya e zuM che? dAdAzrI : e to amAro prema tamane pakaDe che. sAco prema badhe AkhA jagatane pakaDI zake. prema kyAM kyAM hoya ? prema tyAM hoya ke jyAM Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 49 prema abhedatA hoya. eTale jagata joDe abhedatA kyAre kahevAya ? ke premasvarUpa thAya to. AkhA jagata joDe abhedatA kahevAya. eTale tyAM AgaLa bIjuM kazuM dekhAya nahIM, prema sivAya. Asakti kyAre kahevAya che ? ke jyAre koI saMsArI cIja levI hoya tyAre. saMsArI cIjano hetu hoya tyAre. A sAcA sukhane mATe to phAyado thaze, eno vAMdho nahIM. amArI upara je prema rahe che teno vAMdho nahIM. e tamane helpa karaze. bIje ADI jagyAe vaparAto prema uThI jaze. praznakartA : eTale amArAmAM jAgato bhAva e ApanA hRdayanA ja premanuM pariNAma che ema ja ? dAdAzrI : hA, premanuM ja pariNAma che. eTale premanA hathiyArathI ja DAhyA thaI jAya. mAre vaDhavuM nA paDe. huM, laDavA koIne mAgato nathI, mArI pAse to eka ja premanuM hathiyAra che 'huM premathI jagatane jItavA mAguM chuM.' kAraNa ke hathiyAra meM nIce mUkelAM che. jagata hathiyArane laIne e sAmAM thAya che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA e hathiyAra meM nIce mUkelAM che. eTale huM vAparato nathI, huM premathI jagatane jItavA mAguM chuM. jagata je samaje che te to laukika prema che. prema to tenuM nAma ke tame mane gALo do to huM Dipresa na thauM ne hAra caDAvo to elIveTa na thauM, enuM nAma prema kahevAya. sAcA premamAM to phera ja nA paDe. A dehanA bhAvamAM phera paDe paNa zuddha premamAM nahIM. manuSyo to rUpALA hoya to ya ahaMkArathI kadarUpA dekhAya. rUpALA kyAre dekhAya ? tyAre kahe, premAtmA thAya tyAre. tyAre to kadarUpoma rUpALo dekhAya. zuddha prema pragaTa thAya tyAre ja rUpALo dekhAvA lAge. jagatanA lokone zuM joIe che ? mukta prema. jemAM svArthanI gaMdha ke koI prakArano ghATa nA hoya. A to kudaratano 'laoN' che, necarala laoN ! kAraNa ke prema e khuda paramAtmA che. prema tyAM ja mokSamArga ! eTale jyAM prema nA dekhAya tyAM mokSano mArga ja nathI. ApaNane nA AvaDe, bolatAMya nA AvaDe toya e prema rAkhe to ja sAcuM. eTale eka pramANikapaNuM ane bIjuM prema ke je prema vadhaghaTa nA thAya. A be jagyAe bhagavAna rahe che. kAraNa ke jyAM prema che, niSThA che, pavitratA che, tyAM ja bhagavAna che. AkhuM 'rileTiva DipArTamenTa' oLaMgI jAya tyAre nirAlaMba thAya, tyAre prema utpanna thAya. 'jJAna' kyAM sAcuM hoya ? jyAM premathI kAma levAmAM AvatuM hoya tyAM ane prema hoya tyAM levaDadevaDa nA hoya. prema hoya tyAM ekatA hoya. jyAM phI hoya tyAM prema nA hoya. loka phI rAkhe chene, pAMca-dasa rUpiyA ? ke "Avajo, tamAre sAMbhaLavuM hoya to, ahIM nava rUpiyA phI che" kaheze. eTale dhaMdho thaI gayo ! tyAM prema nA hoya. rUpiyA hoya tyAM prema nA hoya. bIjuM, jyAM prema tyAM Trika nA hoya ne jyAM Trika tyAM prema nA hoya. jayAM sUI gayA tyAMno ja Agraha thaI jAya. caTAImAM sUto hoya to teno Agraha thaI jAya ne DanalopanA gAdalAmAM sUto hoya to teno Agraha thAya. caTAI para sUvAnA AgrahavALAne gAdalAmAM sUvADo to tene UMgha nA Ave. Agraha te ja viSa che ane nirAgrahatA e ja amRta che. nirAgrahIpaNuM jyAM sudhI utpanna nA thAya tyAM sudhI jagatano prema saMpAdana nA thAya. zuddha prema nirAgrahanAthI pragaTe che ane zuddha prema te ja paramezvara che. eTale premasvarUpa kyAre thavAya ? kAyadA-bAyadA nA khoLo tyAre. jo kAyadA khoLazo to premasvarUpa thavAya nahIM ! 'kema moDA AvyA ?" kahe e premasvarUpa nA kahevAya ane premasvarUpa thazo tyAre loko tamAruM sAMbhaLaze. hA, tame AsaktivALA to tamAruM koNa sAMbhaLe ? tamane paisA joIe che, tamAre bIjI strIo joIe che, e Asakti kahevAya ne ? ziSyo bhegA karavA eya Asakti kahevAya ne ! Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51 52. ke premamAM "ImozatalapaNuM nathI ! praznakartA : A prema svarUpa je che e paNa kahevAya che ke hRdayamAMthI Ave che ane ImozanalapaNuM paNa hRdayamAMthI ja Ave che ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, e prema na hoya. prema to zuddha prema hovo joIe. A TrenamAM badhA mANaso beThAM che ane Trena Imozanala thAya to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : garabaDa thaI jAya. eksiDanTa thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : loka marI jAya. evI rIte A mANasa Imozanala thAya che tyAre mahIM eTalI badhI jIvAta marI jAya che ane enI javAbadArI potAne mAthe Ave che. aneka jAtanI AvI javAbadArIo Ave che, Imozanala thaI javAthI ? praznakartA : 'Imozana' vagarano mANasa paththara jevo nA thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : huM 'Imozana' vagarano chuM, te paththara jevo lAguM chuM? bilakula 'Imozana" nathI mArAmAM. ImozanavALo mikenikala thaI jAya. paNa mozanavALo to mikenikala thAya nahIM ne ! praznakartA : paNa jo potAnuM 'selpha riyalAIjha' nA thayuM hoya to pachI A 'Imozana' vagarano mANasa paththara jevo ja lAge ne ? dAdAzrI : e hoya ja nahIM. evuM bane ja nahIM ne ! evuM koI dahADo banatuM ja nathI. nahIM to pachI ene menTalamAM laI jAya che. paNa e menTalo ya badhA Imozanala ja hoya che. AkhuM jagata ja Imozanala dAdAzrI : zuM thAya che e jovAnuM. praznakartA : dAkhalA tarIke chokaro bahAragAma bhaNavA gayo. ane eraporTa upara mA ne bApa banne gayAM, ane mAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDyA ane bApa raDyo nahIM. eTale tuM kaThaNa paththara jevo chuM, kahe che. dAdAzrI : nA, hoya nahIM, lAgaNI AvI. bahAragAma jato hoya to zuM? enA AMkhamAM AMsu paDe to ene vaDhavI joIe ke DhIlI AvI kaMI sudhI rahIza, mokSe javuM che to. praznakartA: nA, eTale ema ke e jo lAgaNI nA hoya, to eTalo mANasa che to kaThora thaI jAya che. e lAgaNI vagarano mANasa bahu kaThora hoya che. dAdAzrI : lAgaNI to jene AMkhamAM AMsu nathI AvatAM tenI sAcI che ane tamArI khoTI lAgaNI che. tamArI dekhAvanI lAgaNI che ane enI sAcI lAgaNI che. sAcI lAgaNI hArTilI hoya. e badhuM khoTuMUMdhuM mAnI beTheluM. lAgaNI kaMI jabarajastI thAya nahIM. e to necarala giphaTa che. evuM kahetA hoya ke kaThaNa paththara jevo chuM, to lAgaNI utpanna thatI hoya toya baMdha thaI jAya. e kaMI raDavuM ane pachI tarata bhUlI javuM e lAgaNI kahevAya nahIM. lAgaNI to raDavuMya nahIM ane yAda rahevuM, enuM nAma lAgaNI kahevAya. lAgaNIvALA to ameya, koI dahADoya 2DIe nahIM, paNa chatAMya badhAMne mATe lAgaNI kAyamanI. kAraNa ke jeTalAM vadhu maLe eTalAM to roja amArA jJAnamAM AvatAM ja hoya badhAM. praznakartA: mA-bApa potAnA bALako mATe je rIte lAgaNI batAve che, to ghaNI vakhata lAge che ke khUba batAvatAM hoya che. dAdAzrI : e Imozanala ja che badhuM. ochI batAvanAreya Imozanala kahevAya. normala joIe. normala eTale khAlI DrAmeTika ! DrAmAnI strI joDe DrAmA karavAno te asala, ekkekTa. loko ema samaje ke saheja bhUla nathI karI. paNa bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate ene kahIe, heMDa mArI joDe, to azruthI vyakta e tahIM kharI lAgaNI ! praznakartA : saMsAramAM rahevA mATe lAgaNInI jarUra che. lAgaNI pradarzita karavI ja paDe. lAgaNI pradarzita na karo, to mUDha kahe che. have jJAna Ave, jJAnanI samaja utare, pachI lAgaNI eTalI pradarzita nathI thatI. have karavI joIe, vyavahAramAM ? Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 prema nA Ave che. A to DrAmA pUratuM ja hatuM, kahe. e samajAyuM ne ? praznakartA : hA, samajAya che. dAdAzrI : eTale chokarAne kahIe, 'Aya bhAI, besa bA. tArA vagara mAruM bIjuM koNa che ?" ame to hIrAbAne kahetA'tA ke mane tamArA vagara gamatuM nathI. A paradeza jauM, paNa tamArA vagara mane game nahIM. praznakartA : bAne sAcuMya lAge. dAdAzrI : hA, sAcuM ja hoya. mahIM aDavA nA daIe. praznakartA : pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM mA-bApane chokarAo mATe prema ke enI sarabharA e badhI karavAno TAIma ja nahoto ane kaMI prema ApatAya nahotA. bahu dhyAna nahotA ApatA. atyAre mA-bApa chokarAone bahu prema Ape, badhuM dhyAna rAkhe, badhuM kare toya chokarAMone mA-bApa mATe bahu prema kema nathI hoto ? - dAdAzrI : A prema to, je bahArano moha evo jAgrata thayelo che ke emAM ja citta jatuM hoya che. pahelAM moha bahu ocho hato ne atyAre to mohanA sthaLa eTalAM badhAM thaI gayAM che. praznakartA : hA. ane mA-bApa paNa premanAM bhUkhyAM hoya ke amArA chokarAo che, vinaya-binaya rAkhe. dAdAzrI : prema ja, jagata premAdhIna che. jeTalI manuSyone bhautika sukhanI nathI paDI eTalI premanI paDelI che. paNa prema TakarAyA kare che. zuM kare ? prema TakarAvo nA joIe. praznakartA : chokarAomAM mA-bApa pratyeno prema ghaNo che. dAdAzrI : chokarAneya ghaNuM che ! paNa chatAM TakarAyA kare. Asakti, tyAM sudhI Tenzata ! praznakartA : jema lAgaNI vadhAre tema tenAmAM prema vadhAre evI mAnyatA che. dAdAzrI : prema ja nathI hoto ne, Asakti che badhI. A jagatamAM prema zabda hoto nathI. prema bolavo e khoTI vAta che. e mahIM Asakti hoya che. praznakartA : to A lAgaNI ane lAgaNIveDA, e samajAvavA kRpA karazo ? dAdAzrI : lAgaNI ne lAgaNIveDA e 'Imozanala'mAM jAya. mANasa mozana'mAM nA rahI zake eTale 'Imozanala" thAya. praznakartA : aMgrejImAM 'philiMga' ane 'Imozana' be zabdo che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa 'philiMga" e judI ja vastu che ane 'Imozanala vastu judI che. lAgaNI ne lAgaNIveDA 'Imozanala'mAM jAya. kaMI paNa lAgaNI che, Asakti che tyAM sudhI mANasane "Tenzana' UbhuM thAya ane "TenzanathI pachI moTuM bagaDeluM hoya. amAre prema che, tethI to 'Tenzana' vagara rahI zakIe chIe. nahIM to bIjo mANasa "Tenzana' vagara rahI zake nahIM ne ! 'TAna" hoya ja badhAne, jagata AkhuM 'Tenzana'vALuM ! lAgaNIonuM vaheNa, 'jJAtI'te ! amane 'jJAnI puruSa'ne lAgaNIo hoya. hA, jevI hovI ghaTe evI rIte hoya. ame tene 'homa'mAM aDavA nA daIe. evo kAyado nathI ke mahIM 'homa'mAM sparza thavA devo. lAgaNI nA hoya to manuSya ja kema kahevAya ? praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ke lAgaNI to amane paNa hoya. tamane jevI hoya, enAM karatAM amane UMcI lAgaNI hoya, badhAne mATe hoya. dAdAzrI : lAgaNI hoya. ame lAgaNI vagara hoIe nahIM. praznakartA : paNa chatAMya Apane e lAgaNI 'Taca nathI thatI. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema dAdAzrI : jyAM kudaratI rIte besADavI joIe tyAM ja ame besADIe ane tame akudaratI jagyAe besADo. praznakartA : e "DimArkezana', jarA phoDa pADo ne ! dAdAzrI : 'phorena'nI vAta "phorenamAM ja rAkhavAnI ne, 'homa'mAM nahIM laI javAnI. loka homa'mAM laI jAya che. "phorena'mAM mUkI ane ApaNe 'homamAM pesavAnuM. praznakartA : paNa e lAgaNIno pravAha hoya tyAre "ene' 'phorena'nuM ne 'homa'nuM DimArkazana nA thavA de ne ? be bhAga judA paDe nahIMne, te vakhate ? dAdAzrI : "jJAna" lIdheluM hoya, tene kema nA paDe ? praznakartA : e samajavuM che ke Apa kaI rIte 'eplAya' karo cho ! dAdAzrI : ame lAgaNIne 'phorenamAM mUkIne 'homa'mAM pesIe. te lAgaNI mahIM pesatI hoya to kahIe, 'bahAra besa." ane tame to kahezo, Ava bhaI, Ava, Ava, mahIM Ava." aMdara aDavA nA de,' tenAM pariNAma amane A badhAya kahe che ke, 'dAdA, tame amArA mATe bahu ciMtA rAkho cho, nahIM !' e barobara che. paNa emane khabara nathI ke dAdA ciMtAne aDavA ja nathI detA. kAraNa ke ciMtA rAkhanAro mANasa kazuM ja karI zake nahIM, nirvIrya thaI jAya. ciMtA nathI rAkhatA, to badhuM karI zake. ciMtA rAkhanAro mANasa to khalAsa thaI jAya. eTale A badhA kahe che e vAta kharI che. ame 'supara phaluasa' badhuMya karIe, paNa ame aDavA nathI detA. praznakartA: to Ama kharekhara kazuM nA karo ? koI mahAtmA duHkhamAM AvI gayo to kazuM karo nahIM ? dAdAzrI : karIe ne ! paNa te "supara phaluasa', aMdara aDavA nA daIe. bahAranA bhAganuM pUruM ja karI levAnuM. bahAranA bhAgamAM badhA ja prayogo pUrA thavA devAnA, paNa ciMtA ekalI ja nahIM karavAnI. ciMtAthI to badhuM bagaDe che UlaTuM. tame zuM kaho cho ? ciMtA karavAnI kaho cho mane ? aDavA daIe to e kAma ja nA thAya. AkhA jagatane ja aDe che ne ! aMdara aDe che tethI to jagatanuM kAma thatuM nathI. ame aDavA nA daIe tethI to kAma thAya. aDavA nA daIe eTale amArI 'sephasAIDa" ne enI ye "sephasAIDa'. tamane gamyuM evuM aDavA nA de e ? tame to aDavA dIdheluM, nahIM ? ame to hisAba joI lIdho ke ame aDavA daIe to ahIM nirvIrya thAya ane pelAnuM kAma thAya nahIM ane nA aDavA daIe to e AtmavIrya pragaTa thAya ane pelAnuM kAma thAya. A vijJAna premasvarUpa che. premamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kazuM hoya nahIM. e hoya tyAM sudhI prema hoya nahIM. sAtvika tahIM, zuddha prema 'A' ! praznakartA : atyAre duniyAmAM badhA loko zuddha prema mATe valakhAM mAre che. dAdAzrI : zuddha premano ja A rasto che. ApaNuM A je vijJAna chene, koI paNa jAtanI, koI paNa prakAranI icchA vagaranuM che, eTale zuddha premano rasto A jAgyo che. nahIM to hoya nahIM A kALamAM. paNa A kALamAM utpanna thayo e ajAyabI thaI che. praznakartA : zuddha prema ane sAtvika premano jarA bheda samajAvo. dAdAzrI : sAtvika prema e ahaMkAra sahita hoya ane zuddha premamAM ahaMkAra paNa nA hoya. sAttvika premamAM ahaMkAra ekalo ja hoya. emAM lobha nA hoya, kapaTa nA hoya, emAM mAna ekaluM ja hoya. aham - huM chuM, eTaluM ja ! astitvanuM bhAna hoya potAne ane zuddha premamAM to pote abheda svarUpa thaI gayA hoya. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema pa7 58 prema praznakartA : paNa evuM che kharuM ke koI paNa kriyAnI aMdara pachI e sAttvika kriyA hoya, rajoguNI kriyA hoya ke koI paNa jAtanI kriyA hoya to e kriyAmAM ahaMkAranuM tattva nA hoya. e tArkika rIte sAcuM che ? dAdAzrI : nA banI zake. are, evuM karavA jAya to bhUla che. kAraNa ke ahaMkAra sivAya kriyA ja nA thAya. sAttvika kriyA paNa thAya nahIM. praznakartA : zuddha prema rAkhavAno to kharone ? to e ahaMkAra sivAya dhAraNa kevI rIte thAya ? ahaMkAra ne zuddha prema, be sAthe rahI zake nahIM ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI zuddha prema Ave ja nahIM ne ! ahaMkAra ne zuddha prema, be sAthe rahI zake nahIM. zuddha prema kyAre Ave ? ahaMkAra ogaLavA mAMDe tyArathI zuddha prema AvavA mAMDe ane ahaMkAra saMpUrNa ogaLI jAya eTale zuddha premanI mUrti thaI jAya. zuddha premanI mUrti e ja paramAtmA che. tyAM AgaLa tamAruM badhI ja jAtanuM kalyANa thaI jAya. e niSpakSapAtI hoya, koI pakSapAta nA hoya. zAstrothI para hoya. cAra veda bhaNI rahe, tyAre veda 'ITaselpha" bole ke "dhIsa Ijha noTa dheTa, dhIsa Ijha noTa dheTa." to "jJAnI puruSa' kahe che, dhIsa Ijha dheTa, basa ! "jJAnI puruSa' to zuddha premavALA eTale tarata ja AtmA ApI de. e phakta be guNa che emanAmAM. e zuddha prema che ane zuddha nyAya che. be che emanI pAse. zuddha nyAya jyAre A jagatamAM thAya tyAre jANavuM ke A bhagavAnanI kRpA UtarI. zuddha nyAya ! nahIM to A bIjA nyAya to sApekSa jAya che ! prema pragaTAve Atma aizcarya ! karuNA e sAmAnya bhAva che ne e badhe ja varyA kare ke sAMsArika duHkhothI A jagata phasAyuM che, te duHkho kema karIne jAya ? praznakartA : mAre jarA, prema ane karuNAno zuM saMbaMdha che ? e jANavuM amuka dRSTi hoya tyAre prema kahevAya. karuNA kyAre vaparAya ? sAmAnya bhAve badhAnA duHkha pote joI zake che. tyAM karuNA rAkhe. eTale kaNA eTale zuM ? eka jAtanI kupA che. ane prema e judI vastu che. prema to ene viTAmIna kahevAmAM Ave che. prema to viTAmIna kahevAya. evo prema juene eTale enAmAM viTAmIna utpanna thAya, Atma viTAmIna. dehanA viTAmIna to bahu dahADA khAdhA che, paNa AtmAnuM viTAmIna cAkhyuM nathI ne ? enAmAM AtmavIrya pragaTa thAya che. aizvaryapaNuM pragaTa thAya. praznakartA : e sahaja ja thAyane dAdA ? dAdAzrI : sahaja. praznakartA : eTale emAM pelAne koI prakAranuM kazuM karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. dAdAzrI : kazuM nahIM. A badho mArga ja sahajano che. gALa bhAMDatArA pare ya prema ! praznakartA : A jJAna pachI amane je anubhava thAya che, emAM kaMI prema, prema, prema UbharAya che e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : e prazasta rAga che. je rAgathI saMsAranA rAga badhA chUTI jAya. Avo rAga utpanna thAya eTale saMsAramAM je bIjA rAga baMdha lAgelA hoya e badhA pAchA AvI jAya. Ane prazasta rAga kahyo bhagavAne. prazasta rAga e pratyakSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. e rAga bAMdhe nahIM. kAraNa ke e rAgamAM saMsAra hetu nathI. upakArI pratyeno rAga utpanna thAya, e prazasta rAga. e badhA rAgane choDAvaDAve. A 'dAdA'nuM nididhyAsana karIe to emanAmAM je guNo che ne, te utpanna thAya ApaNAmAM. bIjuM e ke jagatanI koI vastunI spRhA nahIM karavAnI, bhautika cIjanI spRhA karavI nahIM. Atmasukha ja vAMchavuM. bIjuM kaMI vAMchavuM ja nahIM ane koI ApaNane gALa bhAMDI gayo hoya enI joDeya prema ! eTaluM hoya ke kAma thaI gayuM pachI. dAdAzrI : e karuNA amuka dRSTi hoya tyAre karuNA kahevAya. ane Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema pa 'jJAtI', ajoDa premAvatAra ! praznakartA : ghaNI vAra evuM thAya che ke UMghyA hoIe ne pAchuM ardha jAgrata avasthA hoya ane 'dAdA' mahIM pesI jAya che, 'dAdA'nuM cAlu thaI jAya che, e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : hA, cAlu thaI jAya. evuM che ne, 'dAdA' sUkSmabhAve AkhA varlDamAM pharyA kare che. huM sthULabhAve ahIM houM ne dAdA sUkSmabhAve badhe AkhA varlDamAM pharyA kare che, badhe dhyAna rAkhe che ane evuM nathI ke bIjA joDe kazI bhAMjagaDa che. eTale ghaNA lokone khvAbamAM AvyA ja kare enI meLe, ane keTalAka to divase 'dAdA' joDe vAtocIto kare che. pelo mane kaheya kharo ke, mArI joDe dAdA, tame AvI rIte vAtacIta karI gayA ! dahADe UghADI AMkhe ene dAdA kahe ne e sAMbhaLe, ne e lakhI le pAcho. ATha vAge lakhI le ke ATaluM bolyA che. te mane vaMcAvI hau jAya pachI. eTale A badhuM thayA ja kare che. chatAM ye AmAM camatkAra jevI vastu nathI. A svAbhAvika che. koI paNa mANasanI AvaraNarahita sthiti thAya ane thoDuM kaMIka kevaLajJAnane aMtarAya kare eTaluM AvaraNa rahyuM hoya ane jagatamAM joTo nA jaDe evo prema utpanna thayo hoya, jeno joTo nA jaDe evo premAvatAra thayelo hoya, tyAM badhuM ja thAya. have nispRha prema hoya che, paNa te ahaMkArI puruSane hoya che. eTale ahaMkAranuM, mahIM enuM 'ebsorba' to kare ne ke nA kare ? kare. eTale emAM saMpUrNa nispRha hoya nahIM. ahaMkAra jAya tyAra pachI badho kharo prema hoya. eTale A premAvatAra che. te jyAM koIne kaMIka saheja mana gUMcAyuM ke tyAM pote AvIne hAjara ! prema, sarve para sarakho ! A prema to IzvarIya prema che. evuM badhe hoya nahIM ne ! A to 60 prema koIka jagyAe AvuM hoya to bane, nahIM to bane nahIM ne ! hamaNe zarIre jADo dekhAya tenI upareya prema, goro dekhAya tenI pareya prema, kALo dekhAya tenI upareya prema, lUlo-laMgaDo dekhAya tenI pareya prema, sArA aMgavALo mANasa dekhAya tenI pareya prema. badhe sarakho prema dekhAya. kAraNa ke enA AtmAne ja jue. bIjI vastu jue nahIM. jema A saMsAramAM loko mANasanAM kapaDAM jotA nathI, enAM guNa kevAM che evuM jue, evI rIte 'jJAnI puruSa' A pudgalane nA jue. pudgala to koInuM vadhAre hoya, koInuM ochuM hoya, kaMI ThekANuM ja nahIM ne ! ane Avo prema hoya tyAM bALako paNa besI rahe. abhaNa besI rahe, bhaNelA besI rahe, buddhizALIo besI rahe. badhA loko samAya. bALako to UThe nahIM. kAraNa ke vAtAvaraNa eTaluM badhuM suMdara hoya. evuM premasvarUpa 'jJAtI'nuM ! eTale prema 'jJAnI puruSa'no ja jovA jevo ! Aje pacAsa hajAra mANasa che, paNa koI paNa mANasa saheje ya premarahita thayo nahIM hoya. e premathI jIvI rahyA che badhA. praznakartA : e to bahu agharuM che. dAdAzrI : paNa te amArAmAM A prema pragaTa thayelo che. te keTalAya mANasa amArA premathI ja jIve che. niraMtara dAdA, dAdA, dAdA ! khAvAnuM nA maLe to ye kazo vAMdho nahIM. eTale prema evI vastu che A. have A premathI ja badhAM pApo emanAM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya. nahIM to kaLiyuganAM pApa zuM dhovAnAM hatAM te ? chatAM rahyo phera caudaza - pUtamamAM ! eTale jagatamAM kyAreya paNa joyo nA hoya evo prema utpanna thayo che. kAraNa ke prema utpanna thato hato, paNa te jagyA vItarAga thaI gayelA hatA. jyAM prema utpanna thAya evI jagyA hatI, te saMpUrNa vItarAga hatA. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 61 eTale tyAM prema dekhAya nahIM. ame kAcA rahI gayA, te prema rahyo ne saMpUrNa vItarAgatA nA AvI. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ke ame prema svarUpa thayA paNa tyAre saMpUrNa vItarAgatA nA utpanna thaI. e jarA samajavuM hatuM. dAdAzrI : prema eTale zuM ? kiMcitmAtra koInA tarapha saheja paNa bhAva bagaDe nahIM, enuM nAma prema. eTale saMpUrNa vItarAgatA enuM nAma ja prema kahevAya. praznakartA : to premanuM sthAna kyAM AvyuM ? ahIM kaI sthitimAM prema kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : prema to, jeTalo vItarAga thayo eTalo prema utpanna thayo. saMpUrNa vItarAga ne saMpUrNa prema ! eTale vItadveSa to tame badhA thaI gayelA ja cho. have vItarAga dhIme dhIme thatA jAva dareka bAbatamAM, ema prema utpanna thato jAya. praznakartA : tyAre ahIM Ape kahyuM ke amAre prema kahevAya. vItarAgatA nA AvI e zuM ? dAdAzrI : vItarAgatA eTale A amAro prema che, te Ama prema dekhAto hoya ne A vItarAgono prema Ama dekhAya nahIM. paNa kharo prema to emano ja kahevAya ane amAro prema lokone dekhAya. paNa te kharo prema nA kahevAya. ekjhekTalI jene prema kahevAmAM Ave chene, e nA kahevAya. ekjhekTalI to saMpUrNa vItarAgatA thAya tyAre sAco prema ane amAre to haju caudaza kahevAya, pUnama hoya !! praznakartA : eTale pUnamavALAne AnA karatAM paNa vadhu prema hoya ? dAdAzrI : e pUnamavALAno ja sAco prema ! A caudazavALAmAM koI jagyAe kacAza hoya. eTale pUnamavALAno ja sAco prema hoya. praznakartA : saMpUrNa vItarAgatA hoya ne prema vagarano hoya, evuM to bane ja nahIM ne ? 62 prema dAdAzrI : prema vagara to hoya ja nahIMne e ! praznakartA : eTale dAdA, caudaza ane pUnamamAM ATalo phera paDI jAya che, ATalo badho taphAvata ema ? dAdAzrI : ghaNo taphAvata ! A to ApaNane pUnama jevo lAge paNa te ghaNo taphAvata ! amArA hAthamAM kazuM che ja zuM te ? ane emanA, tIrthaMkaronA hAthamAM to badhuM ja !! amArA hAthamAM zuM che ? chatAM paNa amane saMtoSa rahe pUnama jeTalo ! amArI zakti, potAnA mATe zakti eTalI kAma karatI hoya ke pUnama ApaNane thayelI hoya evuM lAge !! 'jJAtI' baMdhAyA 'premathI' ! praznakartA : have A jJAna lIdhA pachI be-traNa bhava bAkI rahe to teTalA samaya pUratI to saMpUrNa karuNA-sahAya karavAne to Apa baMdhAyelA cho ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : baMdhAyelA eTale ja ke ame premathI baMdhAyelA chIe. te tame jyAM sudhI prema rAkho tyAM sudhI baMdhAyelA. tamAro prema chUTayo ke ame chUTA. ame premathI baMdhAyelA chIe. tamAro saMsAra prati prema vaLI gayo to chUTA thaI jazo ane AtmA prati prema rahyo to baMdhAyelA chIe. kema lAge che tamane ? baMdhAyelA to kharA ja ! premathI to baMdhAyelA ja chIe ne ! zuddha prema svarUpa, e ja paramAtmA ! ahaMkArIne khuza karavAmAM kaMI vAra lAge evuM nathI, galIpacI karo toya khuza thaI jAya ane jJAnI to galIpacI karo toya khuza nA thAya. koI paNa sAdhana, jagatamAM evI koI cIja nathI ke jenAthI 'jJAnI' khuza thAya. phakta ApaNA premathI ja khuza thaze. kAraNa ke e ekalA premavALA che. emanI pAse prema sivAya bIjuM kazuM che nahIM. AkhA jagata joDe emane prema che. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prema 63 'jJAnI puruSa'no zuddha prema je dekhAya, Ama ughADo dekhAya, e ja paramAtmA che. paramAtmA e bIjI koI vastu ja nathI. zuddha prema je dekhAya che, je vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM, ekadhAro ja rahyA kare, enuM nAma paramAtmA, ughADA-khullA paramAtmA ! ane jJAna e sUkSma paramAtmA, e samajatAM vAra lAge. eTale paramAtmA bahAra khoLavA javAnA nathI. bahAra to Asakti che badhI. je prema vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM e prema, e ja paramAtmA che !!! jaya saccidAnaMda nava kalamo 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI ke AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke rtA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAreya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu-RRju bhASA bolavAnI zaktio Apo. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye strI-puruSa agara napuMsaka, game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSo, icchAo, ceSTAo ke vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa rasamAM labdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo. samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno, koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagatakalyANa karavAnuM nimitta banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. , OM OM J J Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA prakAzano bhogave tenI bhUla (gu,,hiM.) 27. camatkara banyuM teja nyAya(gu., e.,hiM.) 28. vANI, vyavahAramAM eDajasTaevarIva(gu,aMhi) nijadoSadarzanathI,nirdoSa athaDAmaNa TALo (gu., e., hiM.) guru-ziSya ciMtA (gujarAtI, aMgrejI) klezavinAnuM jIvana krodha (gujarAtI, aMgrejI) AptavANI-1thI 13 mAnavadharma Aptastra sevAparopakara The essence of all religion Generation Gap dAdA bhagavAna? 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