Book Title: Paap Punya
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita pApa-puNyA manuSyagati devagati narkagati tiryaMcagati Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita 7 pApa-puNya 7. mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380 014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 (c) All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 3,000 oNkTobara, 2015 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 25 rupaye mudraka : aMbA ophaseTa pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, navyA riz2arva ba~ke javaLa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthakarI . zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam // 1 // OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 // OM namaH zivAya // 3 // jaya saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 2. eDajesTa evharIvheara 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 4. saMgharSa TALA 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. krodha 7. ciMtA 5. dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake marAThI mI koNa Ahe ? jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna sarva duHkhoM se mukti karma kA siddhAMta 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. huA so nyAya 11. ciMtA Atmabodha maiM kauna hU~ ? vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 12. krodha 13. pratikramaNa * bhUgate usI kI bhUla eDajasTa evarIvheyara TakarAva TAlie 14. 15. 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 17. jagata karttA kauna ? 18. trimaMtra 19. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? paisoM kA vyavahAra 20. prema bhAvanA se sudhare janmoMjanma 8. pratikramaNa 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 10. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 11. pati - patnIcA divya vyavahAra 12. karmAce vijJAna 13. pApa-puNya hindI 24. mAnava dharma 25. sevA-paropakAra 26. 27. 28. 29. 30. 31. 32. 33. 34. 35. 36. 37. 38. 39. 40. 41. 42. 43. 44. 45. 46. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa guru-ziSya pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra kleza rahita jIvana ahiMsA satya-asatya ke rahasya camatkAra pApa-puNya vANI, vyavahAra meM.... karma kA vijJAna AptavANI - 1 AptavANI AptavANI 3 AptavANI - 4 AptavANI - 5 AptavANI - 6 AptavANI 7 AptavANI 8 - - 21. samajha prApta brahmacarya 22. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 23. dAna dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNahI sagaLI pustake prApta karU zakatA. pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe. 4 2 - AptavANI - 13 (pUrvArdha) samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha/pUrvArdha) Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhuta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! ApaNa koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele! ANi jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhAyace! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga! zaoNrTa kaTa!! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svataH paramezvara nAhI. mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." ____ vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataHcyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije kI nAhI ! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA kI nAhI? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)yAMnA AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtAparyaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAcabarobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAMhI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumudhuMnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. hyA AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetUne atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prAptisAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarurI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnAcI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTUna AtmajJAnAcI prApti karela tevhAca he zakya Ahe. prajvalita divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMce uttara detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaNDA vara kadAcita kharI nAhI TharaNAra paraMtu dAdAzrIMcI gujarAtI vANIce zabdaza: marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karuna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAdAsaMbaMdhI uNIvAMsAThI Apale kSamAprArthI Ahota. vAcakAMnA... hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULataH 'karmanu vijJAna' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. + jithe jithe 'caMdubhAU' hyA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe tithe vAcakAMnI svata:ce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yevUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrI mukhAtUta nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jase cyA tase 'iTAliksa'madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samanAthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta. 7 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya ApalyA bhAratAta pApa-puNyAcI samaja mulAlA tyAcyA bAlapaNApAsUnaca dilI jAte. choTA mulagA ekhAdyA jIvajaMtUlA mArata asela, tara AI paTakana tyAcyA hAtAvara mArate ANi rAgAvUna sAMgate kI, 'mArAyace nAhI, pApa lAgela!' bAlapaNApAsUnaca mulAMnA aikAyalA miLate kI, cukIce kele tara pApa lAgela, ase nAhI karAyace. bar2yAca veLA manuSyAlA du:kha yete, tevhA to raDato, mhaNato mAjhyA koNatyA janmAcyA pApAcI zikSA bhogata Ahe. cAMgale jhAle tara mhaNatAta, 'puNyazAlI Ahe.' azAprakAre pApa-puNya zabdAcA ApalyA vyavahArAta bolatAMnA satata upayoga hota asato. bhAratAtaca kAya tara vizvAtIla sarva loka puNya-pApAcA svIkAra karatAta ANi tyAcyAtUna kazAprakAre suTU zakato, tyAce upAyahI sAMgitale Aheta. ___ paraMtu puNya-pApAcI yathArtha vyAkhyA kAya Ahe? yathArtha samaja kAya Ahe? pUrvajanma, hA janma ANi puDhIla janmAsobata pApa-puNyAcA kAya saMbaMdha Ahe? jIvana vyavahArAta pApa-puNyAce phaLa kazAprakAre bhogAve lAgatAta? puNya ANi pApAce prakAra kase asatAta? tethUna theTa mokSamArgAta pApa-puNyAcI upayogitA kAya Ahe? mokSaprAptIsAThI pApa-puNya donhIMcI AvazyakatA Ahe, kI maga donhIMpAsUna mukta vhAve lAgela? puNya-pApAcyA itakyA sAr2yA goSTI aikAyalA miLatAta kI, tyAta khare kAya Ahe? hyAce samAdhAna kuThUna miLela? pApa-puNyAcI yathArtha samaja nasalyAmuLe khUpa prazna ubhe rAhatAta. puNya ANi pApAcI vyAkhyA kuThehI kliarakaTa ANi zaoNrTakaTa (spaSTa ANi saMkSipta) madhye baghAyalA miLata nAhI. mhaNUna puNya-pApAcyA vegavegaLyA vyAkhyA sAmAnya mANasAlA goMdhaLUna TAkatAta ANi zevaTI puNya karaNe ANi pApa karaNyApAsUna thAMbaNe ase tara ghaDataca nAhI. parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnI tI vyAkhyA khUpaca saraLa, sAdhyA ANi suMdara paddhatIne sAMgitalI Ahe kI, 'dusar2yAMnA sukha dilyAne puNya bAMdhale jAte Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ANi dusar2yAMnA du:kha dilyAne pApa bAMdhale jAte.' AtA itakIca jAgRtI jara pUrNa divasa ThevalI tara tyAtaca saMpUrNa dharma sAmAvalA ANi adharma sUTalA. ANi cukUnahI koNAlA duHkha dile gele tara tyAce lagecaca pratikramaNa karUna ghyA. pratikramaNa mhaNaje jyA vyaktIlA vANIne, vartanAne athavA manAnehI du:kha dile asela tara lagecaca tyA vyaktIcyA AtIla virAjamAna AtmA, zuddhAtmyAjavaLa mAphI mAgAvI, hRdayApAsUna pazcAtApa vhAyalA havA ANi parata ase karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karAyalA pAhije. itakeca, basa. ANi tehI manAtaca, paraMtu manApAsUna karA, taraca tyAce ekoNTa (yathArtha) phaLa miLela. ___ parama pUjya dAdAzrI mhaNatAta, 'jIvana puNya ANi pApAcyA udayAnusAra cAlate, dusarA koNI cAlavaNArA nAhI. tevhA maga, kuThe koNAlA doSa kiMvA zAbAsakI dyAyacI rAhilI? mhaNUna pApAcA udaya asela tevhA adhika prayatna na karatA zAMta basUna rahA ANi AtmyAce kara. puNya jevhA phaLa deNyAsAThI samora yeta asela tara zekaDo prayatna kazAsAThI? ANi puNya jevhA phaLa deNyAsAThI sanmukha nasela tara zekaDo prayatna kazAsAThI? mhaNUna tu dharma kara. puNya-pApAsaMbaMdhI sAmAnya praznAMpAsUna te sukSmAtIsUkSma praznAMcIhI titakIca saraLa, saMkSipta ANi pUrNa samAdhAnakAraka uttare yethe miLatAta, parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcyA ApalyA dezI zailImadhye! mokSaprAptIsAThI puNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe kA? jara AvazyakatA asela tara koNate ANi kase puNya pAhije? puNya tara pAhijeca paraMtu puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pAhije. itakeca nAhI, tara mokSAcyA hetUsahita puNya bAMdhalele pAhije. jyAmuLe tyA puNyAcyA phaLasvarUpa mokSa prAptIcI sarva sAdhane ANi aMtima sAdhana arthAta AtmajJAnI bheTatIla. uparAMta puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mokSAcyA hetUsAThI asela tara tyAcabarobara (1) krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAlele pAhije, arthAta kaSAya maMda jhAlele pAhije. (2) svata:javaLa je Ahe te dusar2yAMsAThI lUTavUna TAkAyace ANi Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) pratyeka kriyemAge kAhI miLavaNyAcI icchA nasela taraca te puNya mokSAsAThI kAmI yeIla. anyathA dusare puNya tara bhautika sukha deUna barphAsArakhe vitaLatAta. azI pApa-puNyAcI yathArtha samaja tara jJAnI puruSAMkaDUnaca satsaMga praznottarI dvAre prApta jhAlelI Ahe, jyAcI prastutI yA saMkalanAta kelI Ahe. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna ce jaya saccidAnaMda. 10 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya pApa-puNyAcI kuThehI miLaNAra nAhI azI vyAkhyA! praznakartA : pApa ANi puNya he kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : pApa ANi puNya yAcA artha kAya Ahe? kAya kele tara puNya hoIla? puNya-pApAce utpAdana kuThUna hote? tevhA mhaNatAta, 'he jaga jase Ahe tase lokAMnI jANale nAhI, mhaNUna svata:lA jase ThIka vATela tase vAgatAta. arthAta koNA jIvAlA mAratAta, koNAlA duHkha detAta, koNAlA trAsa detAta.' koNatyAhI jIvamAtrAlA kuThalyAhI prakAre trAsa pohocavaNe kiMvA duHkha deNe, hyAcyAne pApa bAMdhale jAte kAraNa kI, gaoNDa ija ina evharI kriyecara vedara vijibala ora invijibala (DoLyAMnI disaNAr2yA athavA na disaNAr2yA pratyeka jIvamAtrAta bhagavaMta Ahe.) yA jagAtIla loka, pratyeka jIvamAtra bhagavaMta svarUpaca Ahe. hI jhADe Aheta tyAtahI jIva Ahe. ase tara loka toMDAne bolatAta khare kI, sagaLyAMmadhye bhagavaMta Ahe, paNa kharokhara tyAcyA zraddheta nasate. mhaNUna jhADe kApatAta, aseca vinAkAraNa toData rAhatAta, mhaNUna sagaLe nukasAna karatAta. jIvamAtrAlA koNatehI nukasAna pohocavaNe, tyAne pApa bAMdhale jAte ANi koNatyAhI jIvAlA koNatehI sukha deNe, tyAne puNya bAMdhale jAte. tumhI bAgemadhye pANI ziMpaDatA tevhA jIvAMnA sukha miLate kI duHkha? mhaNaje he sukha deto, tyAne puNya bAMdhale jAte. basa, itakeca samajAyace Ahe. saMpUrNa jagAtIla je dharma Aheta, tyAMnA jara sAra rUpAne sAMgAyace asela tara ekaca goSTa sarvAMnA samajAvato kI, jara ApaNAsa sukha have Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya asela tara dusar2yA jIvAMnA sukha dyA ANi du:kha pAhije asela tara duHkha dayA. je anukUla vATela te karA, hyAce nAva puNya ANi pApa. sukha pAhije tara sukha dyA, tyAne kreDITa jamA hoIla ANi duHkha pAhije tara duHkha dyA, tyAne DebiTa jamA hoIla. tyAce phaLa tumhAlA cAkhAve lAgela. cAMgale vAITa, pApa-puNyAcyA AdhArAvara! kadhI-kadhI cAMgale saMyoga yetAta kA? praznakartA : cAMgale paNa yetAta. dAdAzrI : yA cAMgalyA ANi vAITa saMyogAMnA koNa pAThavata asela? ApalyAca puNya ANi pApAcyA AdhArAvara saMyoga yeUna miLatAta. ase Ahe kI, yA jagAlA cAlavaNArA koNI nAhI. jara koNI cAlavaNArA asatA tara pApa-puNyAcI garajaca navhatI. praznakartA : yA jagAlA cAlavaNArA koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : puNya ANi pApAce pariNAma. puNya ANi pApAcyA pariNAmAne he jaga cAlata Ahe. koNI bhagavaMta cAlavata nAhI. koNI yAta hastakSepa karata nAhI. puNya prAptIcyA pAyar2yA! praznakartA : AtA puNya aneka prakAracI Aheta, tara koNa-koNatyA prakArace kArya kele tara puNya mhaTale jAIla ANi pApa mhaTale jAIla? dAdAzrI : jIvamAtrAlA sukha deNe, tyAta pharsTa prepharansa (prathama mahatva) manuSya. manuSyAce jhAle kI dusarA prepharansa paMcedriya jIva. tisar2yA prepharansamadhye cAra iMdriya, tIna iMdriya, dona iMdriya, eka iMdriya azA prakAre tyAMnA sukha deNe, hyA muLeca puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi tyAMnA du:kha dilyAne pApa bAMdhale jAte. praznakartA : bhautika sukhaM miLatAta, tyAMnI kazA prakAre karma kele asatIla tevhA te miLatAta? Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya m dAdAzrI : jara koNI du:khI asela tara tyAlA sukha dilyAne puNya miLate ANi pariNAmI tase sukha ApalyAlAhI miLate. koNAlA duHkha dile tara ApalyAlA duHkha miLate. tumhAlA je AvaDate te deta jA. dona prakAracI puNya. ekA puNyAne bhautika sukha miLate ANi dusare eka azA prakArace puNya Ahe kI, je ApalyAlA 'saccI AjhAdI' prApta karavate. te donhI mAnale jAtAta karmaca! praznakartA : pApa ANi karma donhI ekaca Aheta, kI vegaLe? dAdAzrI : puNya ANi pApa donhIhI karmaca mhaTalI jAtAta. paraMtu puNyAce karma cAvata nAhI ANi pApAce karma ApalyA dhAraNenusAra ghaDU deta nAhI ANi cAvate. ( trAsa detAta.) joparyaMta azI mAnyatA Ahe kI, 'mI caMdulAla Ahe' (vAcakAMnI caMdUlAlacyA jAgI svata:ce nAva samajAyace) toparyaMta karma bAMdhalIca jAtAta. dona prakAracI karma bAMdhalI jAtAta, puNya kele tara sadbhAvanece karma bAMdhato ANi pApa kele tara durbhAvanece karma bAMdhato. joparyaMta hakkAce ANi binahakkAce vibhAjana hota nAhI, toparyaMta lokAMce pAhUna tohI ulaTeca zikato. manAta vegaLe asate, vANIne kAhI tisareca bolato ANi vartanAta tara agadI vegaLeca asate, tyAmuLe nusatI pApaMca bAMdhalI jAtAta. mhaNUna sadhyA lokAMnA pApAcIca kamAI hota Ahe. puNya-pApa, to vyavahAra dharma praznakartA : tara puNya ANi dharmAta kAya pharaka Ahe? dAdAzrI : puNya, tara vyavahAra dharma Ahe, kharA dharma nAhI. vyavahAra dharma mhaNaje svataH sukhI hoNyAsAThI. puNya arthAta kreDITa. jyAmuLe AmhI sukhI hoU zakato, kreDITa asela tara AmhI nivAMtapaNe rAhU zakato ANi tevhAca cAMgalyA prakAre dharma hoU zakato. ANi pApa mhaNaje DebiTa. puNya nasela, kreDITa nasela, tara AmhI dharma kazA prakAre Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya karaNAra? kreDITa asela tara ekA bAjUne zAMtI rAhIla, tara AmhI dharma karU zakato. 4 praznakartA : koNate karma kelyAne puNya hote ANi koNate karma kelyAne dharma hoto? dAdAzrI : he sagaLe jIva, manuSya, jhADe-velI, gAyI-mhazI, naMtara pazu-pakSI, jalacara he sarva jIva sukha zodhata asatAta. ANi duHkha koNAlAhI AvaData nAhI. mhaNUna tumacyA javaLa je sukha Ahe, te tumhI itara lokAMnA dile tara tumacyA khAtyAta kreDITa jamA hote, ANi puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi dusar2yAMnA duHkha dile tara pApa bAMdhale jAte. praznakartA : maga dharma kazAlA mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : dharma mhaNaje Atmadharma. AtmyAcA svata:cA dharma. pApa ANi puNya donhI ahaMkArAce dharma Aheta. ahaMkAra asela toparyaMta pApa ANi puNya hotAta. ahaMkAra gelA kI pApa ANi puNya jAtAta, tevhA Atmadharma hoto. AtmyAlA jANAve lAgela, tevhAca Atmadharma hoIla. puNya-pApAhUna, para riala dharma rileTiva dharma kAya mhaNatAta ? cAMgale karA ANi vAITa karU nakA. cAMgale kelyAmuLe puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi vAITa kelyAmuLe pApa bAMdhale jAte. saMpUrNa jIvanAce vahIkhAte phakta puNyAne bharatA yeta nAhI. koNAlA zivI dilI tara pAca rupaye udhArI ANi dharma kelA tara zaMbhara rupaye jamA hotAta. pApa-puNyAcI vajA - berIja hota nAhI. jara ase asate tara yA karoDapatIMnI pApa jamA hoUca dile nasate. paisA kharca karUna udhArI uDavUna TAkalI asatI. paraMtu hA tara kharA nyAya Ahe. yAcyAta tara jyAveLI jyAcA udaya hoto, tevhA te sahana karAveca lAgate. puNyAne sukha miLate ANi pApAcyA phaLAcA udaya AlA tara kaDU lAgate, phaLe tara donhIhI cAkhAvIca lAgatAta. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya bhagavaMta kAya mhaNatAta kI, tulA je phaLa cAkhAyalA AvaDate, tyAceca bI pera. sukha AvaData asela tara puNyAce ANi duHkha AvaData asela tara pApAce bI pera. paraMtu donhI rileTiva dharma Aheta. riala nAhI. riala dharmAta, AtmadharmAta tara puNya ANi pApa donhI pAsUna muktI pAhije. rileTiva dharmAne bhautika sukhaM miLatAta ANi mokSamArgAkaDe prayANa hote, jevhA kI riala dharmAne mokSa miLato. ithe 'AmacyA' javaLa riala dharma Ahe, tyAcyAne saraLa mokSaca miLato. itheca mokSa sukha anubhavatA yete. itheca AdhI, vyAdhI, upAdhI (bAhya duHkha-bAherUna yeUna paDaNAre du:kha) pAsUna muktI miLate ANi niraMtara samAdhI rahAte. nirAkuLatA utpanna hote, ithe tara AtmA ANi paramAtmyAcyA goSTI hotAta. paramANu phalIbhUta svayaM sukha-duHkhAta praznakartA : pApa ANi puNyAce vibhAga koNI kele? dAdAzrI : koNIca kele nAhI. praznakartA : he pApa Ahe, he puNya Ahe he sarva buddhI sAMgate, AtmyAlA tara pApa-puNya ase kAhIca nasate nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, AtmyAlA nasate. samoracyAlA duHkha hoIla azI vANI AmhI bolalo nA, tevhA tI vANIca svataH paramANUMnA khecate. tyA paramANUMnA du:khAcA raMga lAgato, naMtara te paramANu jevhA phaLa detAta, tevhA te du:khaca detAta, yAcyAta itara koNAcIhI DhavaLADhavaLa nAhIca. yAta jabAbadArI koNAcI? / praznakartA : ekA vyaktIjavaLa paisA ANi ekA vyaktIjavaLa garibI, he kazA prakAre yete? manuSyAtaca sagaLyAMnI janma ghetalA Ahe. tarIhI? dAdAzrI : he ase Ahe, ApalA hA jo janma hoto nA, to iphekTa asato, iphekTa arthAta mAgIla janmI je kaoNjhIjha TAkale hote, tyAce he phaLa Ahe. mhaNaje jitake puNya asate, tyA puNyAta kAya kAya asate? tevhA Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya mhaNatAta, tyAta sarva saMyoga cAMgale miLAle tara madataca karata rAhatAta. baMgalA bAMdhAyacA asela tara baMgalA bAMdhatAta, moTAra miLate! ANi pApa kharAba saMyoga gheUna Ale tara baMgalyAcA lilAva karavatAta. arthAta ApalyAca karmAce phaLa Ahe. tyAta bhagavaMtAcI koNatIca dakhala nAhI! yU Ara haoNla nDa saoNla rispaoNnsibala phaoNra yora lAipha! eka lAipha nAhI, tara kitItarI lAipha sAThI bhagavaMtAcI dakhala nAhI yAta. vinAkAraNa loka bhagavaMtAcyA mAge lAgatAta. prakAra, puNya-pApAce jagAmadhye AtmA ANi paramANu he donaca Aheta. koNAlA zAMtI dilI asela, sukha dile asela tara puNyAce paramANu ekatra hotAta ANi koNAlA duHkha dile asela tara pApAce paramANu ekatra hotAta. maga teca cAvatAta (trAsa detAta). icchenusAra hote, te puNya ANi icche viruddha hote te pApa. pApa dona prakArace Aheta. eka pApAnubaMdhI pApa, dusare puNyAnubaMdhI pApa ANi puNya dona prakAracI Aheta, eka pApAnubaMdhI puNya, dusare puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. pApAnubaMdhI pApa pApAnubaMdhI pApa mhaNaje AtA pApa bhogata Ahe ANi parata pApAce navIna anubaMdha bAMdhata Ahe. koNAlA duHkha deto ANi parata khUza hoto. puNyAnubaMdhI pApa puNyAnubaMdhI pApa arthAta pUrvI jhAlelyA pApAmuLe AtA duHkha (pApa) bhogata Ahe paraMtu nItIne ANi cAMgalyA saMskArAMmuLe anubaMdha puNyAce bAMdhato. praznakartA : tara duHkha upakArI Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, jyAlA 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' ase bhAna jhAlele Ahe tyAcyAsAThI duHkha upakArI Ahe, nAhItara duHkhAtUna duHkhaca janmAlA yete. duHkhAta bhAva tara duHkhAceca yetAta. yA kALAta puNyAnubaMdhI pApavAle jIva Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya kamI Aheta. Aheta mAtra nakkI paraMtu tyAMnAhI duSamakALa naData Ahe. kAraNa kI he pApa naData Ahe. pApa arthAta kAya tara saMsAra vyavahAra cAlaviNyAmadhye aDacaNI yetAta tyAlA pApa mhaTale jAte. mhaNaje ba~keta paise vADhaviNyAcI goSTa tara dUraca rAhilI paNa ithe rojacA vyavahAra cAlaviNyAsAThI suddhA koNatyA nA koNatyA aDacaNI yeta rAhatAta. hyA aDacaNI yetAta tarIhI maMdirAta jAto, vicArahI dharmAce yetAta, yAlAca puNyAnubaMdhI pApa mhaNatAta. puNya bAMdhale paNa hA duSamakALa asA Ahe nA kI yA pApAmuLe jarA aDacaNI yetAta, tyAmuLe kharokhara jase have tase puNya bAMdhatA yeta nAhI. hallI tara saMsarga lAgatoca nA! maMdirAbAhera capalA kADhalyA asatIla nA tara dusar2yAlA vicArato kI, kA bhAU capalA ithe kA kADhalyA? tevhA to sAMgato kI, tyA bAjUne capalA corIlA jAtAta, mhaNUna ithe kADhalyA. tevhA ApalyA manAtahI vicAra yeto kI, tithUna tara capalA corIlA jAtAta, mhaNUna darzanAcyA veLIhI citta ekAgra hota nAhI. __pApAnubaMdhI puNya pUrvI kelelyA puNyAne Aja sukha bhogato, paraMtu bhayaMkara pApAce anubaMdha bAMdhato. AtA sarvatra pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe. koNyA zeThajIMcA asA chAna baMgalA asela tarIhI baMgalyAta sukhAne nAhI rAhU zakata. zeTha pUrNa divasa paizAMsAThI bAhera asato. ANi zeThANI moha bAjArAta suMdara sADIcyA mAge lAgalelI asate ANi zeThacI mulagI moTAra gheUna phirAyalA gelelI asate. gharAta phakta nokaraca asatAta ANi pUrNa baMgalyAce hAla hotAta. (gharAlA gharapaNa rahAta nAhI) puNyAcyA AdhArAvara sarva kAhI miLAle, baMgalA miLAlA, moTAra miLAlI, phrIja miLAle. ase puNya asUnahI pApAce anubaMdha bAMdhela azI karatUta asate. lobha-moha yAcyAta veLa jAto ANi (puNya) upabhogU paNa zakata nAhI. pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAle loka tara viSayAMcI luTabAjIca karatAta. mhaNUna tara baMgalA Ahe, gADyA Aheta, vAIpha Ahe, mulaM Aheta, sarva kAhI Ahe tarIhI pUrNa divasa hAya, hAya, hAya, hAya paise kuThUna ANU? arthAta pUrNa divasa phakta pApaca bAMdhata rAhato. yA janmAta puNya bhogato ANi Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya yeNAr2yA janmAsAThI pApa bAMdhata rahAto. pUrNa divasa paLApaLa-paLApaLa ANi kazI? bAya (kharedI karA), baoNro (udhAra ghyA), aeNnDa sTIla (ANi corI karA). koNatAca niyama nAhI. bAya tara bAya, nAhI tara baoNro, nAhI tara sTIla. koNatyAhI prakAre te hitakArI mhaTale jAta nAhI. sadhyA tumacyA zaharAcyA AjUbAjUlA puNya khUpa moThe disata Ahe, te sarva pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe. arthAta puNya Ahe, baMgalA Ahe, gADI Ahe, gharAta sagaLyA suvidhA Aheta, he sarvakAhI puNyAcyA AdhArAvara Ahe. paraMtu he puNya kase Ahe? hyA puNyAtUna kharAba vicAra yetAta kI koNAce gheUna TAkU. kuThUna luTU? kuThUna ekatra karU? koNAce bhogavU? arthAta binahakkAce upabhogaNyAcI tayArI asate, binahakkAcI lakSmIhI hisakAvUna ghetAta, te pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe! manuSyatva arthAta mokSAsa jANyAcI veLa AlelI Ahe, azAveLI hA tara jamA karaNyAmAge lAgalA Ahe, te pApAnubaMdhI puNya. yAcyAta pApaca bAMdhata rAhato, mhaNUna te bhaTakAvaNAre ase puNya Ahe. kitI loka tara choTyA sTeTace ThAkUra asatAta nA, azA thATAmATAne jagatAta. karoDo rupayAMcyA phlaeNTa madhye rAhatAta. paNa jJAnI kAya baghata asatIla? jJAnInAM karuNA yete bicAr2yAMsAThI. jitakI karuNA borIvalIvAlyAMsAThI (muMbaIcA madhyamavargIya parisara) yeta nAhI, titakI karuNA yAMcyAvara yete. ase kase? praznakartA : kAraNa kI he tara pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe mhaNUna. dAdAzrI : pApAnubaMdhI puNya tara Ahe, paNa ohoho! yA lokAMce puNya barphAsArakhe puNya Ahe. jasA barpha vitaLato, taseca niraMtara vitaLata rAhile Ahe, te jJAnInAM disate kI he vitaLata cAlale Ahe. mAsA taDaphaDato, tase taDaphaData Ahe. dusakIkaDe borIvalIvAlyAMce tara pANyAsArakhe puNya, tyAta maga vitaLaNyAsArakhe rAhileca kAya? paNa he tara vitaLata cAlale Ahe. he bhogaNAr2yAMnA mAhita nAhI ANi tyAcA sagaLA kaDhApA-ajaMpA (kuDhaNe, kelza, becainI, azAMtI, ghAbaraNe) yAta upabhogAyace rAhileca kuThe? AtA yA kaliyugAta he upabhogaNe kasale? he tara kurUpa disate ulaTa. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya AjapAsUna sATha varSAMpUrvI je rUpa hote, tase rUpaca nAhI AtA. muMbaI zAMtIce ThikANa hote. AtA te rUpaca nAhI. sATha varSAMpUrvI marIna lAinsavara rahAta asAla tara devagatIsArakhe vATAyace. AtA tara gAMgarUna gelele disatAta tithe ! pUrNa divasa vaitAgalele ANi goMdhaLalele ase tase loka disatAta. tyA divasAMta sakALI uThUna pepara vAcAyace, tevhA ase vATAyace jase sAre devI-devatA pepara vAcata Aheta. kaDhApA nAhI, ajaMpA nAhI. pUrvI sakALI 'muMbaI samAcAra' pepara yeta ase. anya pepara paNa hote paNa tyAMcI nAvaM tara AtA lupta jhAlI Aheta. mI hI marIna lAinsavara utarata asAyaco. paraMtu lokAMnA tyA veLI khUpa zAMtI asAyacI ! itakI hAya-hAya navhatI. itakA lobha nAhI, itakA moha nAhI, itakI tRSNA nAhI ANi zuddha tupAcI tara zaMkAca karAvI lAgata navhatI. AtA tara zuddha tupa ghyAyalA gelo tarI miLata nAhI. malabAra hila evaDhe puNya asela, paNa barphAce DoMgara Ahe he puNya. malabAra hila evaDhA moThA barpha asela, paraMtu divaseMdivasa kAya hota jAIla? covIsa tAsa niraMtara vitaLataca jAIla. paNa tyAMnA svataHlAca mAhita nAhI, yA malabAra hila kiMvA azA sarva ThikANI rAhaNAr2yA lokAMnA, TaoNpa klAsacyA lokAMnA mAhita nAhI kI Apale kAya hoUna rAhile Ahe ? rAtraMdivasa puNya vitaLata cAlale Ahe, hI tara karuNA rAkhaNyAsArakhI dazA Ahe ! yethUna kAya khAtA- khAtA, kAya khAve lAgela, he mAhita nAhI mhaNUna he sarva cAlale Ahe. pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe. divasabhara hAya paisA, hAya paisA! kuThUna paise jamA karU, pUrNa divasa tyAca vicArAta, kuThUna viSayavikArAce sukha bhogU, kAhI ase karU, tase karU, paisA ! hAya, hAya, hAya, hAya. ANi baghA moThamoThe puNyAce DoMgara vitaLata cAlale Aheta. te puNya saMpaNAra Ahe. parata hote taseca, donhI hAta rikAmeca, maga cAra pAyAMmadhye jAUnahI ThikANA lAgaNAra nAhI. mhaNUna jJAnIMnA karuNA yete kI arerere! yA duHkhAtUna suTale tara bare ! kAhI cAMgale saMyoga miLAle tara bare. baghA nA, yAMnA cAMgalA saMyoga miLAlA. ANi he zeTha kadhI tithUna suTatIla ANi kadhI ithe yetIla, azI AmacI tara nakkIca icchA Ahe paNa meLa kAhI basata nAhI nA ANi jyAMcA meLa basato te tara yetAta suddhA. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya praznakartA : dAdA, dusare vAcaNAr2yAMnA mokSAcyA anya goSTI samajata nAhIta, paNa yA duHkhAcyA goSTI bAbata tara bareca kAhI samajate. dAdAzrI : he tara samajelaca, sagaLyAMnA samajela, hI divyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe ! are mokSAcyA goSTIlA dUra ThevA, paNa du:khAce nivAraNa tara jhAle Aja! saMsArI du:khAcA abhAva tara jhAlA! ANi hIca muktIcI pahilI nizANI Ahe. du:kha mukta jhAle, saMsArAtIla du:khAMpAsUna. ovhara DrAphTa vAparalA aeNDavhAnsamadhye! cAra gharAMcA mAlaka, paraMtu gharAta pAca rupaye nasatAta ANi bhAvanagaracyA rAjAsArakhA rubAba asato! tevhA hyA ahaMkArAce kAya karAyace? praznakartA : dAdA, paNa vyavahArAta kityeka veLA ase ghaDate kI manuSya ase sarva Thevato nA, tyAlA ase sarva yeUna miLate? dAdAzrI : miLate, paNa sarva pApa bAMdhUna miLate, tyAcA niyamaca asA Ahe. tujhe sarva kAhI kharca karUna tujhe kAuMTara veTa ThevUna tu gheto ANi Aja nasela tara to ovharaDrAphTa gheto. to ovharaDrAphTa gheUna parata manuSyAtUna janAvarAta jAto. ulaTasulaTa karUna miLavalele kAmAce nAhI, te tara ApalyA puNyAne sahaja miLAlele pAhije. __ arthAta miLate, paNa sagaLe ovharaDrAphTa ghetAta. manAtUna corIce vicAra jAta nAhIta, khoTepaNAce vicAra, kapaTace vicAra jAta nAhIta, kAvebAjIce vicAra jAta nAhIta. maga kAya, nusate pApaca bAMdhata rAhatAta nA? he sarva tara vhAyalAca nako, jarI miLAle tarI paNa! mhaNUna mI tara saMnyAsa ghyAyalA tayAra hoto kI azAprakAre doSa jara bAMdhale jAta asatIla tara saMnyAsa gheNe cAMgale. nusatyA bhayaMkara upAdhI, itakyA tApAta ukaLUna nighAlo. ajJAnadazeta tara khUpa samajadAra mANUsa, ekA tAsAtaca ukaLUna nighato, tyA tApAne tyAcyA manAta ase yete kI are, AtA kAhIca nako. jADa buddhIvAlyAMnA tApa kamI jANavato, paNa sUkSma buddhIvAlyAMnA tApa sahanaca kasA hoIla? he tara Azcarya Ahe! Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya eka ase puNya je bhaTakavaNAre nAhI, tase puNya yA kALAta khUpaca kamI Ahe ANi te suddhA AtA kAhI kALAnaMtara saMpUna jAIla. tyAsa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mhaNatAta. je kAhI puNyAce karma kele, cAMgale karma ANi tyAta sAMsArika hetU nasela, sAMsArika koNatIhI icchA nasela, tyAveLI je puNya bAMdhela, te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. puNya bhogatAta ANi sobata AtmakalyANAsAThI abhyAsa, kriyA karatAta. puNya bhogato ANi navIna puNya bAMdhata asato, jyAmuLe abhyudayAne mokSa phaLa miLate. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kazAlA mhaNatAta kI Aja puNya Ahe, masta sukha bhogata Ahe, koNatIhI aDacaNa yeta nAhI ANi parata dharmAce ANi dharmAceca pUrNa divasa karata rAhato, he puNyAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe, aseca vicAra yetAta, phakta dharmAce ANi dharmAceca, satsaMgAtaca rAhaNyAce vicAra yetAta. ANi jyA puNyAne sukha-suvidhA jAsta nAhIta, paNa ucca vicAra yetAta kI, kase karUna koNAlAhI duHkha hoNAra nAhI asA vyavahAra karU, ase vartana karU, bhale svata:lA thoDI aDacaNa yeta asela, tyAta harakata nAhI, paNa koNAlA upAdhI (du:kha) hoU deNAra nAhI. te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mhaTale jAte. mhaNUna nave anubaMdhahI puNyAceca hotAta. praznakartA : puNyAnubaMdhI puNyAce udAharaNa dyA. dAdAzrI : Aja ekA mANasA javaLa gADI-baMgalA vagaire sarva sAdhane Aheta, patnI cAMgalI Ahe, mule cAMgalI Aheta, nokara cAMgale Aheta, tara he je kAhI cAMgale miLAle Ahe, tyAsa kAya mhaTale jAte? lokaM mhaNatAta, kI 'puNyazAlI Ahe.' AtA hA puNyazAlI kAya karata Ahe, he AmhI pAhile tara, divasabhara sAdhU-saMtAMcI sevA karato, dusar2yAMcI sevA karato ANi mokSAsAThI tayArI karato. ase-tase karatA karatA tyAlA mokSAce sAdhanahI miLUna jAte. AjahI puNya Ahe ANi navIna puNya bAMdhata Ahe ANi jarI puNya kamI miLAle, tarI paNa vicAra tara parata taseca yetAta kI, 'mokSAlA jAyace Ahe' he puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. tumhI malA bheTalAta he tumace Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya koNate tarI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela nA, tyA AdhArAvara bheTalAta. jarAsA theMba paDalA asela, nAhItara bheTUca zakalo nasato. 12 haTTAne kelele sarva kAma, haTTAgrahI tapa, haTTAgrahI kriyA, hyAcyApAsUna pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhale jAte. ANi samajapUrvaka kelele tapa, kriyA, svata:cyA AtmakalyANAcyA hetUpUrvaka kelelyA karmAMpAsUna puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi kadhI kALI jJAnI puruSa bheTatAta ANi mokSAlA jAto. donhI dRSTI vegavegaLyA praznakartA : AtAcyA kALAta sAmAnya vyaktIlA ase vATate kI, vAITa mArgAne kiMvA vAITa karmAdvAreca bhautika sukha ANi suvidhA miLatAta, mhaNUna tyAMcA nisargAcyA nyAyAvarUna vizvAsa uData jAto ANi vAITa karma karaNyAsAThI prerita hotAta. dAdAzrI : ho, sAmAnya vyaktIlA tase vATate, vAITa mArge ANi vAITa karmAMdvAreca bhautika sukha-suvidhA miLatAta, te yAsAThI kI hA kaliyuga Ahe ANi duSamakALa Ahe mhaNUna. lokAMnA bhautika sukha ANi suvidhA puNyAzivAya miLata nAhIta. koNatIhI suvidhA puNyAzivAya miLata nAhI. eka rupayA suddhA puNyAzivAya hAtAta yeta nAhI. eka pApAnubaMdhI puNya ANi dusare puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, yA donhIMnA oLakhaNyAsAThI ApalI samaja zaktI pAhije. mhaNaje svataH upabhogato kAya? puNya, tarIhI kAya bAMdhata Ahe ? pApa bAMdhata Ahe. mhaNUna tumhAlA ase vATate kI pApAce ase kharAba karma karato tarIhI sukha kazAprakAre bhogata Ahe? nAhI, bhogata Ahe te tara puNya Ahe, he cukIce nAhI, kadhIhI pApAce phaLa sukha miLata nAhI. he tara navyAne svata:ce yeNAre jIvana saMpavata Ahe. mhaNUna tumhAlA ase vATate kI hI vyaktI ase kA karata Ahe ? ANi naMtara nisarga tyAlA madata suddhA karato. kAraNa nisarga tyAlA khAlI gheUna jANAra Ahe, adhogatImadhye, mhaNUna tyAlA madata karato. ANi Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya navIna cora asela nA ANi jara Aja tyAne koNAcyA khizyAta hAta ghAtalA asela, tara tyAlA pakaDavUna deto, kI bhAU nAhI, yAta jara paDalA tara khAlI ghasaralA jAIla. navyA corAlA pakaDavUna deto, ase kA? tara tyAlA UrdhvagatIlA gheUna jAyace Ahe. ANi to jo pakkA cora Ahe, tyAlA jAU deto, khAlacyA gatImadhye jA, khUpa mAra khA, navIna cora asela tara to pakaDalA jAto kI nAhI pakaDalA jAta? praznakartA : pakaDalA jAto. dAdAzrI : ho, ANi pakke cora nAhI pakaDale jAta. sarakArane asetase kAhIhI kele tarIhI to kazAtahI pakaDalA jAta nAhI, to koNAcyAca jALyAta aDakata nAhI. sagaLyAMnA vikUna khAIla asA Ahe ! kityeka mhaNatAta nA, inkama TaeNksavAlyAMnA tara mI khizyAta ghAlUna phirato. svata:cyA jokhImadArIvara bolato nA! yA sagaLyA kriyA to svataHcyA jabAbadArIvaraca karato nA? te kAya AmacyA jabAbadArI vara Ahe ? pApAnubaMdhI puNyAcI lakSmI pApAnubaMdhI puNyAcI lakSmI mhaNaje kAya? hI lakSmI yete tevhA kuThUna miLavUna gheU, koNAce paLavUna gheU, binahakkAce bhogavUna gheU, binahakkAce hisakAvUna gheU, ase sAre pAzavatece vicAra yetAta. koNAlA madata karaNyAcA kiMcitamAtrahI vicAra yeta nAhI. ANi tyAtahI dAna karela tehI nAva kamaviNyAsAThI, kazAprakAre mI nAva kamavU? bAkI, koNAcyAhI hRdayAlA gAravA pohocavata nAhI. yethe hRdaya gAra hote, yethe jJAnI puruSAMcyA hajerIta, rAtrabhara hRdayAlA gAravA lAgata asato ANi hRdaya gAra jhAle tara te pAcapAca lAkha rupaye ekekA vyaktIlA deNyAsamAna Ahe. paNa tarIhI hRdayAlA gAravA pohocaNAra nAhI kadhI. rupaye dilyAne ulaTa upAdhI hote. 13 mhaNaje jyAMce pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe, tyAMnA ithe yetA yeNAraca nAhI. mhaNUna tara ApalyA ithe ase lakSmIpatI yeU zakata nAhI. yethe tara puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela, kharI lakSmI asela, ase sarva yetAta. kharI lakSmI mhaNaje dusare kAhI nAhI, yA kALAcyA hizobAnusAra agadI kharI lakSmI tara Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya asataca nAhI. AmacyA gharI suddhA bilakula kharI nAhI. paNa yA kALAcyA hizobAnusAra ase cAMgale vicAra yetAta kI yAlA kazAprakAre sukha miLela, kazAprakAre tyAlA jJAna prApta hoIla, dharmAce vicAra yetAta, hI cAMgalI lakSmI mhaTalI jAte. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyAcI lakSmI mhaTalI jAte. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mhaNaje puNya Ahe ANi parata navIna puNya bAMdhata Ahe. vicAra sagaLe cAMgale Aheta. jevhA dusar2yAMce puNya tara asate paNa vicAra kharAba asatAta, mhaNaje kAya bhogavU? kuThUna gheUna yeU, pUrNa divasa heca, rAtrI palaMgAvara jhopatA jhopatA suddhA mazIna cAlavataca rAhato. rAtrabhara. ANi maga tithe muMbaImadhye tyA lokAMkaDe darzanAsAThI malA bolAvatAta, kAraNa kI loka jANatAta mhaNUna darzanAsAThI malA gharI gheUna jAtAta. tithe AmhI jAto tevhA, tasA tara karoDo rupayAMcA mAlaka asato, paNa jase ekhAdyA muDadyAlA basavale asate, tasA disato to AmhAlA. te jaya-jaya karatAta nA, mI samajUna jAto kI he bicAre muDade Aheta, maga tithe baghato kI koNa-koNa cAMgale Aheta? tara tithe tyAMce nokara disatAta nA, are, zarIra majabUta, lAla, lAla... maga to svayaMpAkI bheTato, to tara agadI dhaSTapuSTa, jasA hApUsa AMbAca baghUna ghyA! tevhA mI samajUna jAyaco kI he zeTha loka adhogatIta jANAre Aheta. tyAce he cinha Aja disata Ahe. battIsa pakvAnAMce jevaNAce tATa asela, paNa to khAU zakata nAhI, AmhI sagaLe sobata jevato, paraMtu zeThalA AmhI vicArale, tumhI khAta kA nAhI? tevhA mhaNato, malA DAyabITIja Ahe ANi blaDaprezara Ahe. __DaoNkTarAMnI zeThalA sAMgitalele asate kI, 'baghA, tumhAlA blaDaprezara Ahe, DAyabITIja Ahe, kAhI khAyace nAhI. bAjarIcI bhAkarI ANi dahI khAyace haM, dusare kAhI khAyace nAhI?' are bhAU, AmacyA ithe AmhI bailAlA zetAta gheUna jAto, tithe baila khAta kA nAhI? zetAta Ahe tarIhI? tevhA mhaNatAta muzka bAMdhalele Ahe. ithe toMDAlA bAMdhatAta nA kAhI? kAya mhaNatAta tyAlA? praznakartA : jALI. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : AmacyA ithe 'muzka' mhaNatAta tyAlA. te bAMdhalele asate nA. bicAr2yAlA khAyace asela tarIhI khAU zakata nAhI. DaoNkTarane zeThalA sAMgitalele asate kI, tumhI marUna jAla mhaNUna... tase yA lokAMnA muzka bAMdhalele Ahe. arthAta nusatI naraka yAtanA bhogata Aheta. mI sagaLyA zeThalokAMkaDe jAUna Alelo Ahe. maga ithe darzana karavato, tevhA kuThe zAMtI miLate. mI sAMgato, dAdA bhagavAnAMce nAva gheta rAhA. kAraNa kI jJAna tara tyAMcyA hizobAta yetaca nAhI. tyAMcyAsAThI tazI vyavasthA kelI nA, tarIhI yoga basata nAhI. mhaNUna mahAduHkha Ahe he tara. puNyazAlIca upabhoga gheU zakato! lakSmI manuSyAlA majUra banavate. jara lakSmI garajepekSA jAsta AlI, tara maga manuSya majUrAsArakhA hoto. tyAcyA kaDe paisA jAsta Ahe paNa sobataca to dAnezvara Ahe, mhaNUna ThIka Ahe. nAhItara majUraca mhaTalA jAIla nA! ANi pUrNa divasa rAbataca asato, tyAlA bAyakocI parvA nasate, mulAMcA vicAra nasato, koNAcIca parvA nasate, phakta paizAMcIca paDalelI asate. arthAta lakSmI manuSyAlA haLUhaLU majUra banavate ANi maga tyAlA tiryaMca gatIta gheUna jAte. kAraNa kI, pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe nA! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela tara harakata nAhI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kazAlA mhaNatAta kI, pUrNa divasAta phakta ardhAca tAsa mehanata karAvI lAgate. tyAne phakta ArdhAtAsaca mehanata kelI tara sarva kAme suraLItapaNe haLU haLU hota rAhatAta. he jaga tara ase Ahe tyAta upabhoga gheNArehI asatAta ANi mehanata karaNArehI asatAta. donhI prakArace asatAta. mehanata karaNAre ase samajatAta kI 'he mI karata Ahe.' tyAta tyAMcA ahaMkAra asato. jevhA kI bhogaNAr2yAmadhye to ahaMkAra nasato, tevhA tyAlA bhoktApaNAcA rasa miLato. ANi tyA mehanata karaNAr2yAlA ahaMkArAcA garvarasa miLato. eka zeTha malA sAMgato kI, 'yA mAjhyA mulAlA kAhItarI sAMgA nA, tyAlA mehanata karAyacI nAhI ANi ArAmazIra bhogata rAhato. mI sAMgitale, Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 pApa-puNya 'kAhI bolaNyAsArakheca nAhI. to tyAcyA svataHcyA vATyAce puNya upabhogata Ahe. yAta AmhI dakhala kazA karatA karAyacI?' tevhA to malA mhaNato kI, tyAlA samaMjasa nAhI banavAyace kA?' mI mhaTale, jagAta jo upabhogata Ahe, to samaMjasa mhaTalA jAto. ANi jo bAhera TAkato to veDA mhaTalA jAto ANI mehanata karata rAhato tyAlA majUra mhaTale jAte. paraMtu mehanata karato tyAlA ahaMkArAcA rasa miLato nA! lAMba koTa ghAlUna bAhera jAto tevhA lokaM 'zeThajI Ale, zeThajI Ale' karatAta, basa itakeca ANi bhogaNAr2yAlA ase koNI zeTha-veThacI paDalelI nasate. 'AmhI tara Amace bhogale evaDheca khare.' ase bolato. AttAcI jI Ahe, tilA lakSmI mhaNatA yeNAraca nAhI. hI tara pApAnubaMdhI puNyAcI lakSmI Ahe. te puNya ase bAMdhale hote kI ajJAna tapa kele hote, tyAce puNya bAMdhale gele. tyAce phaLa Ale. phaLasvarupAta lakSmI AlI. hI lakSmI lokAMnA veDe banavate. yAsa sukha kase mhaNatA yeIla? sukha tara, paizAMcA vicAraca yeta nAhI, tyAsa sukha mhaNatAta. AmhAlA tara varSAtUna ekhAdyA veLesa vicAra yeto kI khizyAta paise Aheta kI nAhI? praznakartA : ojhaM vATate kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ojhaM tara AmhAlA vATataca nAhI, paNa AmhAlA to vicAraca yeta nAhI nA! kazAsAThI vicAra karAyacA? puDhe-mAge sarvakAhI tayAraca asate. jase khANyA-piNyAce tumacyA TebalAvara yete kI nAhI yeta? bhogaNe, rupayAMce kI vedanIyace? he tara jyAlA dagaDa lAgato, tyAcIca cuka. bhogato tyAcI cuka evaDheca nAhI, tara bhogaNyAce bakSIsahI Ahe. pApAce bakSIsa miLela tara te tyAcyA vAITa kartavyAce daMDa ANi phule vAhatIla te tyAcyA cAMgalyA kartavyAcyA puNyAce bakSIsa, paNa tarIhI donhI bhogaNeca Ahe, azAtAce athavA zAtAce. nisarga kAya mhaNato? tyAne kitI rupaye kharca kele te AmacyA yethe baghitale jAta nAhI. vedanIya kAya bhogale? zAtA kI azAtA, itakeca Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 17 AmacyA yethe baghitale jAte. rupaye nasatIla tarIhI zAtA bhogela ANi rupaye asatIla tarIhI azAtA bhogela. arthAta zAtA kiMvA azAtA vedanIya bhogato, te paizAMvara AdhArIta nAhI. kharaM dhana sukha dete! dahA lAkha rupaye vaDilAMnI mulAlA dile asatIla ANi vaDIla mhaNatIla kI, 'AtA mI AdhyAtmika jIvana jagela.' tevhA to mulagA nehamI dArUta, mAMsAhArAta, zeara bAjArAta, sagaLyAta to paise gamavUna basato. kAraNa kI je paise cukIcyA mArgAne jamA hotAta, te svata: javaLa rahAta nAhIta. Aja tara khare dhana, khar2yA mehanatIce dhana suddhA rahAta nAhI, tara cukIce dhana kase rAhIla? mhaNUna puNyAce dhana asAyalA pAhije, jyAta aprAmANikatA nasela. dAnata cAMgalI svaccha asela. tasA paisA asela, tara te sukha deIla. nAhI tara AtA duSamakALAce dhanahI puNyAceca mhaTale jAte, paNa pApAnubaMdhI puNyAce Ahe, te nusate pApaca bAMdhUna ghete. tyApekSA lakSmIjIlA mhaNA, kI 'tu yeUca nakosa. itakyA aMtarAvaraca rahA. tyAta AmacI zobhA cAMgalI Ahe ANi tujhIhI zobhA vADhela.' he baMgale bAMdhatAta, te sagaLe pApAnubaMdhI puNya ughaDapaNe disUna yete. tyAta ithe koNI asela, hajArAta ekhAdI vyaktI azI asela kI tyAce puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela. bAkI, he sagaLe pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe. itakI lakSmI asU zakate kA kadhI kALI? nusate pApaca bAMdhatAta, he tara tiryaMcagatIce riTarna tikITa gheUna Ale Aheta. eka miniTahI rahAtA yeNAra nAhI asA hA saMsAra, jabaradasta puNya asela tarIhI AtIla aMtaradAha kamI hota nAhI. aMtaradAha niraMtara jaLataca rAhato. aMtaradAha kazAmuLe hoto? aMtaradAha pApa-puNyAcyA AdhIna nAhI. aMtaradAha, 'rA~ga bilipha'cyA AdhIna Ahe. cArahI bAjUMnI sagaLe pharsTa klAsa saMyoga asatIla, tarIhI aMtaradAha rAhatoca. to AtA kasA miTela? puNyahI zevaTI saMpUna jAIla. jagAcA niyama Ahe kI puNya saMpate. tevhA maga kAya hoIla? pApAcA udaya hoto. hA tara aMtaradAha Ahe, ANi pApAcA udaya hoteveLI bAheracA dAha utpanna hoIla. tevhA tujhI kAya dazA hoNAra? mhaNUna saceta hoUna jA, ase bhagavaMta sAMgatAta. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya puNyAneca prApta paisA praznakartA : yA kALAta tara pApI javaLaca paisA Ahe. dAdAzrI : pApI javaLa nAhI. mI tumhAlA nITa samajAvato. tumhI mAjhI goSTa ekadA samajUna ghyA kI puNyAzivAya tara paisA ApalyAlA sparzaca karU zakaNAra nAhI. kALyA bAjArAcAhI sparza karaNAra nAhI va sapheda bAjArAcAhI sparza karaNAra nAhI. puNyAzivAya tara corIcA paisAhI ApalyAlA zivaNAra nAhI. paNa te pApAnubaMdhI puNya Ahe. tumhI mhaNatA te pApa, te zevaTI pApAtaca gheUna jAte. te puNyaca adhogatIlA gheUna jAte. kharAba paisA yeto mhaNUna kharAba vicAra yetAta kI koNAce bhogavUna gheU, divasabhara bhesaLa karaNyAce vicAra yetAta, to adhogatIta jAto. puNya bhogata nAhI ANi adhogatImadhye jAto. tyApekSA tara puNyAnubaMdhI pApa cAMgale kI Aja jarA bhAjI ANaNyAsAThI aDacaNa yete, paNa pUrNa divasa bhagavaMtAce nAva tara ghetale jAte ANi puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela, tara to puNya bhogato ANi navIna puNya utpanna hote. ...tevhA tara puDhIla janmAcehI bighaDela! praznakartA : AjacA TAima asA Ahe kI manuSya svata:ce bharaNa poSaNa pUrNapaNe karU zakata nAhI. te pUrNa karaNyAsAThI tyAlA khare-khoTe karAve lAgate, tara tase kele jAU zakate kA? dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe nA kI, udhArI karuna tUpa piNyAsArakhe Ahe. tyAcyAsArakhA hA vyApAra Ahe. he (pUrvI) cukIce kele mhaNUna tara AtA kamI paData Ahe. AtA kamI paDate tyAce kAraNa kAya Ahe? te pApa Ahe mhaNUna Aja kamI paDate. bhAjI nAhI, dusare kAhI nAhI. paNa tarIhI AtA jara cAMgale vicAra yeta asatIla, dharmAta-maMdirAta jANyAce, upAzrayAta jANyAce, kAhI sevA karaNyAce, ase vicAra yeta asatIla, tara Aja pApa Ahe, tarIhI to puNya bAMdhata Ahe, paraMtu pApa Ahe ANi parata pApaca bAMdhata asela, ase vhAyalA nako. pApa Ahe, kamI paData Ahe ANi punhA taseca ulaTa kele tara ApalyA javaLa kAya urule? Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya te akkalece kI mehanatIce upArjana? goSTa tara samajUna ghyAvI lAgela nA? azI polaMpola kuThaparyaMta cAlela? ANi upAdhI tara AvaData nAhI. hA manuSya deha upAdhIpAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI Ahe. phakta paise kamavaNyAsAThI nAhI. paise kazAne kamavatAta? mehanatIne kamavatAta kI buddhIne? praznakartA : donhI goSTIMnI. dAdAzrI : jara paise mehanatIne kamavatA Ale asate tara yA majUrAMjavaLa khUpa paise asate. kAraNa kI he majUra adhika mehanata karatAta nA! ANi jara paise buddhIne kamAvatA Ale asate tara he sAre paMDita Ahetaca nA. paNa tyAMcI cappala ardhI ghAsalelI asate. paise kamavaNe hA buddhIcA kheLa nAhI va mehanatIce phaLa suddhA nAhI. te tara tumhI pUrvI je puNya kelele Ahe, tyAce phaLasvarUpa tumhAlA miLate. ANi nukasAna, te pApa kele Ahe, tyAce phaLasvarUpa Ahe. puNya ANi pApAcyA AdhIna lakSmI Ahe. mhaNUna jara lakSmI pAhije asela tara ApalyAlA puNyapApAkaDe lakSa ThevAyalA have. __ bhulezvaramadhye jyAMcI ardhI cappala ghAsalelI Ahe, azI khUpa akkalavAlI lokaM Aheta. kAhI vyaktI mahinyAce pAcaze kamavatAta, tara koNI sAtaze kamavatAta, koNI akarAze kamavatAta. are, oraDUna sAMgato kI mI akarAze kamavato. are, paNa tujhI cappala ardhIcyA ardhIca Ahe. baghA, akkalece kArakhAne! ANi kamI akkalavAle khUpa kamavatAta. akkalavAlyAce TAkalele pAse saraLa paDatAta kI mUrkha manuSyAce saraLa paDatAta? praznakartA : jyAce puNya asela tyAce saraLa paDatAta? dAdAzrI : basa, tyAta tara akkala cAlataca nAhInA! ulaTa akkalavAlyAMce tara viparIta asate. akkala tara tyAlA du:khAta helpa karate, duHkhAta sarvakAhI punhA nITa kase karAyace, azI tyAlA helpa karate. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 pApa-puNya akkala munImacI ANi puNya zeThace lakSmIjI kazAne yete, ANi kazAne jAte te AmhI jANato. lakSmIjI mehanatIne yeta nAhI, kiMvA akkala lAvalyAne kiMvA Trika vAparalyAne yeta nAhI. lakSmI kazAne kamavalI jAte? jara sAdhyA saraLa paddhatIne kamavU zakalo asato tara ApalyA maMtryAMnA cAra ANe hI miLAle nasate. hI lakSmI tara puNyAmuLe kamavalI jAte. veDA asela tarIhI puNyAmuLe kamavata rAhato. lakSmI tara puNyAne yete. buddhIcA upayoga kelyAnehI yeta nAhI. yA mila mAlakAMmadhye ANi zeThAMmadhye eka theMbahI buddhI nasate, paraMtu lakSmI bharapUra yete ANi tyAMcA munIma buddhI cAlavata rAhato, inkamaTaeNksa oNphisamadhye jAto tevhA sAhebAMcyA zivyAhI munimaca khAto, jevhA kI zeTha ArAmAtaca jhopalelA asato. eka zeTha hote, zeTha ANi tyAce munIma doghe basalele hote, ahamadAbAda madhyeca. lAkaDAcA takhtA, tyAvara gAdI, asA palaMga, samora TipaoNya ANi tyAvara jevaNAce tATa hote. zeTha jevAyalA basale hote. zeThacI DijhAIna sAMgU, jaminIpAsUna tIna phuTa uMcIvara basale hote. jaminIpAsUna dIDa phuTAvara DokaM. cehar2yAcA trikoNI AkAra moThe-moThe DoLe ANi moTha nAka, hoTha tara moThyA-moThyA bhajI sArakhe ANi javaLa phona. khAtA-khAtA phona yeta ANi te bolata. zeThalA khAtA tara yeta navhate. purIce dona-tIna tukaDe khAlI paDale hote ANi bhAta tara kitItarI sAMDalelA hotA khAlI. phonacI ghaMTI vAjata ANi zeTha mhaNata kI, 'dona hajAra gAThoDI gheUna TAkA. ' ANi dusar2yA divazI dona lAkha rupaye kamavUna gheta. munImajI basalyA-basalyA DokephoDI karata hote. ANi zeTha mehanatI zivAya kamavata hote. tase tara zeTha akalene kamavatAnA disato. paNa hI akkala aina veLI `puNyAcyA jorAne prakAza dete. he puNyAmuLe ghaDate. he tara zeThalA ANi munImalA sobata ThevAla tara samajela. kharI akkala tara zeThacyA munImamadhyeca asate, zeThamadhye nAhI. he puNya kuThUna Ale? bhagavaMtAcI bhajanA samajUna kelI, mhaNUna? nAhI, samajalyA zivAya bhajanA kelI mhaNUna. koNAvara upakAra kele, koNAce bhale kele, yA sagaLyAmuLe puNya bAMdhale gele. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya zrImaMtI koNAlA miLate? kAya kele tara zrImaMtI yete? lokAMcI kitItarI helpa kelI asela tevhA lakSmI ApalyAkaDe yete! anyathA lakSmI yeta nAhI. lakSmI tara deNyAcI icchA asaNAr2yAkaDeca yete. jo dusar2yAMsAThI jhijato, dhokA khAto, nobeliTIcA upayoga karato, tyAcyAjavaLa lakSmI yete. khare tara nighUna gelI ase vATate, paNa parata titheca yeUna ubhI rAhate. praznakartA : ApaNa lihile Ahe kI, jo kamavato to moThe mana asalelAca kamavato. deNyA-gheNyAmadhye jo moThe mana Thevato toca kamAI karato. bAkI, saMkucita manAcA kadhIca kamavata nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, sarva prakAre nobala asela tara lakSmI tithe jAte. hyA pAjI kaDe lakSmI jAte kAya? praznakartA : mhaNajeca puNyAmuLe mANUsa dhanavAna banato? dAdAzrI : dhanavAna hoNyAsAThI puNya pAhije. puNya asela tara paisA yeto praznakartA : paizAMsAThI tara lihile Ahe nA kI buddhIcI garaja paDate. dAdAzrI : nAhI, buddhI tara naphA-nukasAna donhIca dAkhavate. jithe jAla, tithe naphA-nukasAna dAkhavate. tI kAhI paise-vaise deta nAhI. buddhIne jara paise miLAle asate nA tara yA bhulezvaramadhye (muMbaIcA eka parisara) itake sAre buddhIzAlI munIma Aheta, zeThalA je samajata nAhI te sarva tyAlA samajate, paNa bicAr2yAcI cappala mAgUna ardhI ghAsalelI asate ANi zeTha tara sADe tInaze rupayAMce buTa ghAlUna phirato, tarIhI bAvaLaTaca asato! paisA kamavaNyAsAThI puNyAcI garaja Ahe, buddhIne tara ulaTa pApa bAMdhale jAte. buddhIne paisA kamavAyalA jAla tara pApa bAMdhAla. mAjhyAta buddhI nAhI mhaNUna pApa bAMdhale jAta nAhI. AmacyAta buddhI eka seMTa paraseMTahI nAhI. (zaMbhara Takke nAhI). Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya lakSmIjI koNAcyA mAge? / lakSmIjI tara puNyazAlIcyA mAgeca phirata rAhate. ANi mehanatI loka lakSmIcyA mAge phirata rAhatAta. mhaNUna ApaNa baghitale pAhije kI, puNya asela tara lakSmIjI mAge yeIla. nAhI tara mehanatIne poLI miLela, khAyace pyAyace miLela, ekhAdI mulagI jhAlI asela tara tice lagna hoIla, bAkI, puNyAzivAya lakSmI miLata nAhI. mhaNUna kharI hakIkata kAya sAMgate kI 'tu jara puNyazAlI Ahesa tara kazAkaratA taDaphaDatosa? ANi jara tU puNyazAlI nAhIsa tarIhI kazAkaratA taDaphaDatosa? ___ puNyazAlI tara kase asatAta? he amaladArahI oNphisamadhUna vaitAgUna gharI parata yetAta, tevhA patnI kAya mhaNate, 'dIDa tAsa leTa jhAlA, kuThe gele hote?' he baghA puNya zAlI(!) puNyazAlIsobata ase hota asela? puNyazAlIlA tara eka havecI ulaTI jhuLUka lAgata nAhI. bAlapaNApAsUnaca tyAcI kvaoNliTI vegaLI asate. apamAnAcA yoga miLata nAhI. jithe jAIla tithe 'yA, yA bhAU' azA ta-hene lahAnAce moThe hotAta ANi hA tara jithetithe sArakhe Thokara khAta rAhato. tyAcA arthaca kAya? maga jevhA puNya saMpate nA tevhA parata jasecyA tase! arthAta jara tU puNyazAlI nAhIsa tara saMpUrNa rAtra paTTA bAMdhUna phiralAsa tarIhI sakALI pannAsa miLatIla kA? mhaNUna taDaphaDU nakosa, ANi je miLela tyAta khAUna-piUna jhopUna jA nA gupacUpa. praznakartA : hA tara prArabdhavAda jhAlA nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, prArabdhavAda nAhI. tU ApalyA parIne kAma kara. mehanata karUna poLI khA. bAkI, nako tI khaTapaTa kA karata rAhatosa? ase jamA karU ANi tase jamA karU! jara tulA gharAta mAna nAhI, bAhera mAna nAhI tara kazA karatA hAta-pAya mAratosa? ANi jithe jAIla tithe tyAlA 'yA-yA, basA' ase svAgata karaNAre asatIla, ase khUpa moThe puNya ANale asela, tyAcI tara goSTaca vegaLI asate nA? he zeTha pUrNa jIvanAce paMcavIsa lAkha gheUna Alele asatAta, te Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 23 paMcavIsa lAkhAce bAvIsa lAkha karatAta paNa vADhavata nAhIta, vADhatIla kevhA? satata dharmAta rAhatIla tara. paNa jara svataH Ata DhavaLADhavaLa karAyalA gelA tara bighaDela. nisargAta dakhala kelI kI bighaDale. lakSmI yete paNa kAhI miLata nAhI. renka, puNyazAlIMcI... he moThe-moThe cakravartI rAjA hote, tyAMnA hA divasa Ahe kI rAtra Ahe yAcI suddhA jANIva nasAyacI. tyAMnI sUryanArAyaNahI baghitalA nasela, tarI suddhA moThe rAjya sAMbhALata asata. kAraNa kAya tara puNya kAma karate. praznakartA : zAlIbhadra zeThalA devI-devatA varUna sonyAcyA nANyAMcI peTI deta asata, he khare Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : ho, detAta. sarva kAhI detAta, tyAce puNya asela toparyaMta kAya deNAra nAhI? ANi devI-devatAMsobata RNAnubaMdha asatAta. tyAMce nAtevAIka tithe (devalokAta) gelele asatIla ANi puNya asela tara kAya deNAra nAhI? puNyazAlIMnA kamI mehanatIne sarva kAhI phalIbhUta hote (miLate). ithaparyaMtace puNya asU zakate. sahaja vicAra AlA, kAhI prayatna nAhI kele, tarIhI sagaLyA vastU vicAra kelyAnusAra miLatAta, te sahaja prayatna. prayatna nimitta Ahe, paNa sahaja prayatnAlA puruSArtha mhaNaNe hI vyAkhyA cukIcI Ahe. lakSmI arthAta puNyazAlI lokAMce kAma Ahe. puNyAcA hizoba asA Ahe kI, khUpa mehanata karAla tevhA kamIta kamI miLate, te khUpaca thoDe, sAdhAraNa puNya mhaTale jAte. maga zArIrika mehanata jAsta nAhI karAvI lAgata paNa vANIcI mehanata karAvI lAgate, vakIlAMsArakhI, te thoDe adhika puNya mhaTale jAte, majUrAcyA tulaneta. ANi tyAhUna puDhe kAya? vANIcI jhaMjhaTahI karAvI lAgata nAhI, zarIrAcI jhaMjhaTahI karAvI lAgata nAhI, paNa mAnasika jhaMjhaTIne kamavato, to adhika puNyazAlI mhaTalA jAto, ANi tyAcyAhI puDhe koNa? saMkalpa karatAca lageca tayAra hote. saMkalpa kelA tI mehanata. saMkalpa kelA kI dona baMgale, he eka godAma, asA saMkalpa kelA kI, Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 pApa-puNya lageca sarva tayAra hote to mahApuNya zAlI. saMkalpa karato tIca mehanata, basa. saMkalpa karAvA lAgato. saMkalpAzivAya hota nAhI. thoDI tarI mehanata pAhije. praznakartA : paraMtu manuSyAmadhye ase hoU zakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : manuSyAtahI asate. kA nAhI hoNAra? manuSyAta tara pAhije titake hoIla? praznakartA : he tara ase mhaTale jAte kI devalokAta ase hote. dAdAzrI : devalokAta sAre siddha hote. paNa ithehI kuNA-kuNAlA saMkalpasiddhI hota asate. sarvakAhI hote. Apale puNya pAhije, puNya rAhile nAhI, puNya kamI jhAle Ahe. jitakI mehanata titake aMtarAya, kAraNa kI mehanata kA karAvI lAgata Ahe? arthAta yA jagAta sarvAta adhika puNyazAlI koNa? jyAlA sahajaca vicAra yeto, to nizcita karato ANi kitItarI varSAMnuvarSAMparyaMta icchezivAya, mehanatIzivAya miLataca rAhIla to. dusar2yA naMbaravara, icchA asela ANi to punhA punhA nizcita karela ANi saMdhyAkALI sahaja miLela to. tisar2yA naMbaravAlyAlA icchA hote ANi prayatna karato ANi prApta hote. cauthyA naMbaravAlyAMnA icchA hote ANi bhayaMkara prayatna kelyAnaMtara prApta hote. pAcavyAlA icchA hote ANi bhayaMkara prayatna karUna sudhdA prApta hota nAhI. yA majUrAMnA kaThINa mehanata karAvI lAgate ANi varUna zivyAhI khAvyA lAgatAta tarIhI paise miLata nAhIta. miLAle tarI sAMgatA yeta nAhI kI gharI jAUna khAyalA miLaNAra kI nAhI. te sarvAta adhika prayatna karatAta, tarIhI prAptI hota nAhI. puNyAneca prApta satsaMga! tumhI puNya kele Ahe kI nAhI? mhaNUna tara sI. e. jhAlAta. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 25 praznakartA : AtAparyaMta pApa kele nAhI. puNyaca kele Ahe. dAdAzrI : he tara ase vATate. pApahI kele Ahe paNa pApa kamI kele asela, puNya adhika kele asela. mhaNUna tara yA satsaMgAta yAyalA TAima miLAlA, yethe yeU zakalAta, nAhItara satsaMgAta yAyalA TAima koNAlA asato? puNya-pApAcyA pariNAmAne... praznakartA : pApa ANi puNyAzI tyAcA saMbaMdha kazAprakAre asato ? dAdAzrI : he pApa Ahe te, AtA tumhI ithe AlAta, tara tumhI kuNAlAhI Thokara lAgaNAra nAhI azA prakAre sAMbhALUna cAlatA, ANi Thokara lAgela azI jAgA asela, khUpa gardI asela, paNa manAta ase vicAra asatIla kI, kuNAlAhI mAjhyAkaDUna lAgale nAhI tara bare, azA bhAvanene tumhI ithe AlAta, tara tumacyAkaDUna puNya bAMdhale jAIla. ANi gardI Ahe mhaNUna Thokara lAgUhI zakate, azyA bhAvanene AlAta, tara pApa bAMdhale jAIla. kuNAlAhI ApalyAkaDUna kiMcitamAtra duHkha jhAle, tara tyAmuLe pApaca bAMdhale jAte. ANi kuNAlA sukha dile, zAMtI dilI, kuNAcyA hRdayAlA gAravA pohocavalA, tara tyAmuLe phakta puNya bAMdhale jAte. AtA he mAgIla janmI bAMdhalele pApa, te hyA janmI punhA udayAsa yetAta. jI yojanA mAgIla janmAta jhAlI hotI, tI (yojanA) hyA janmAta phalIbhUta hote. jevhA pApAcA udaya yeto tevhA pUrNa divasa kharAba vicAra, ciMtece vicAra yeta rAhatAta, bAherahI nukasAna hote, mule ApalyA viruddha hotAta. bhAgIdAr2yAsobata bhAMDaNe hotAta, jevhA pApAcA udaya asato tevhA. ANi jevhA puNyAcA udaya hoto tevhA zatrU asela nA, tohI yeUna sAMgela, 'are caMdubhAU, kAhI kAma asela tara malA sAMgA...' are, tU zatrU, paNa tevhA tara tumacyA puNyAcA udaya AlA hotA. arthAta puNyAcyA udayAveLI zatrU mitra Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya banatAta. ANi pApAcA udaya asela, tevhA mule zatrU banatAta. ekhAdA mulagA tyAcyA bApAvara dAvA (khaTalA) dAkhala karU zakato kA? praznakartA : karatoca Ahe. dAdAzrI : are, ekA mulAne tyAcyA bApAvara dAvA kelA hotA, naMtara tyAne kAya kele? tara, dAvA mAMDalyAnaMtara tyAne vakilAsa sAMgitale kI, vaDIla kesa hArale tara tyAta kAhI harakata nAhI, te tara AtA cAMgale jhAle. hI ghyA, tumacI tInaze rupaye phI. paNa ajUna-ekadA khaTalA cAlavA. tyAvara vakIla mhaNato, 'kA AtA kazAsAThI? tyAvara to mhaNAlA, 'nAka kApAyace Ahe. are murkhA, bApAce nAka kApAyace Ahe? tevhA to mhaNato, 'ho, tyAsAThI mI dIDaze rupaye deIna.' tara tithe tyAne phajitI karUna, nAka kApUna dAkhavale. arthAta jevhA ApalI cuka asate va pApakarmAcA udaya asato tevhA mulagAhI zatrU banato. parama mitra koNa? puNya cAMgale asela tara sarvaca cAMgale. mhaNaje puNyarUpI mitra asela tara jithe jAla tithe sukha, sukha ANi sukha. hA mitra asAyalA havA. pAparUpI mitra AlA tara phaTake dilyAzivAya rahAta nAhI. maga samabhAve nikAla hota nAhI tevhA oraDAve lAgate. praznakartA : he je tumhI sAMgitale kI puNya kuThehI mitrApramANe kAma karate... dAdAzrI : ho agadI kharAba jAgeta, tumhI kuThalyAhI jAgeta phasalele asAla, tithe puNya madatIlA dhAvUna yete. praznakartA : pApa gharAtahI duHkha dete. dAdAzrI : pApa tara gharAta tumhI aMtharuNAvara asAla tarI mArUna TAkate. aMtharuNAvara suddhA ciMtA karAvayAsa lAvate, pharsTa klAsa aMtharuNa aMtharalele asela tarIhI ciMtA karAvayAsa lAvate. pApa soData nAhI nA! mhaNUnaca saMtAnI mhaTale Ahe kI pApa karatAnA ghAbarA. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 27 kase puNya have mokSAsAThI? praznakartA : jo paryaMta mokSamArgAvara pohacalo nAhI, toparyaMta puNyarUpI mArgadarzakAcI garaja tara Aheca nA? dAdAzrI : ho, puNyarUpI mArgadarzakAsAThI tara loka zubhAzubhamadhye paDale Ahe nA! hyA mArgadarzakAkaDUna sarvaca miLela. mokSamArge jAta asatAMnA puNya bAMdhale jAte paraMtu azA puNyAcI garaja nAhI. mokSAta jANyAr2yAMce puNya tara kase asate? tyAlA jagAta suryanArAyaNa ugavalA kI nAhI, tehI mAhita nasate ANi saMpUrNa AyuSya nighUna jAte, ase puNya asatAta. tara maga azA kacar2yA samAna puNyAlA kAya karAyace? __ hota nAhIta, vajA pApaM kadhI! praznakartA : hA mArga miLata nAhI to paryaMta hyA puNyAcI garaja Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : ho, he barobara Ahe. paNa lokAMjavaLa puNya Aheca kuThe? kAhIca ThikANA nAhI. kAraNa kI tumacI icchA kAya Ahe? tevhA mhaNela kI, mI puNya kele tara pApAcA udaya yeNAra nAhI. tyAvara bhagavaMta kAya mhaNatAta? tu zaMbhara rupayAMce puNyakarma bAMdhale asela, tara tujhyA khAtyAta zaMbhara rupayAMce puNya jamA hoIla. tyAnaMtara tu dona rupayAMevaDhe pApa kele, mhaNaje tu ekhadyA mANasAlA 'haTa, haTa dUra ho' ase mhaTale, tyAta thoDAsA tiraskAra AlA. AtA yAce jamA- udhArI ase hota nAhI. bhagavaMta kAhI kaccI mAyA nAhI. jara puNya-pApAcI jamA-udhArI jhAlI asatI tara hyA vANI lokAMcyA padarI jarA suddhA duHkha Ale nasate! paNa he tara sukhahI bhogAyace ANi du:khahI bhogAyace, kase pakke Aheta bhagavaMta! praznakartA : puNyAcyA rastyAne jara manuSya jAta asela tara maga pApa kazA karatA yete? dAdAzrI : hA tara nehamIcAca kAyadA Ahe nA, kI koNatehI kArya tumhI kele, samajA puNyAce kArya kele tara tumacyA khAtyAta zaMbhara rupaye jamA Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya hotIla, ANi pApAce kArya asela, te jara thoDeseca, ekaca rupayAce asela tarIhI te tumacyA khAtyAta udhArIta lihile jAte. mhaNUna tyA jamA asalelyA zaMbharAtUna ekahI rupayA kamI hota nAhI. ase jara kamI hota gele asate tara koNatehI pApa lAgaleca nasate. arthAta donhI (pApa ANi puNya) vegavegaLe rAhatAta. ANi donhIMcI phaLehI vegavegaLIca yetAta. pApAce phaLa yete tevhA te kaDU lAgate. ___ puNyAmadhUna pApa azAprakAre kamI hota nAhIta. jara kamI jhAle asate tara loka tara khUpaca pakke, jarA suddhA duHkha Ale nasate. ekahI mulagA kiMvA mulagI melI nasatI. nokarAne corI kelI nasatI. phakta majjAca, kelI asatI. he tara jevhA puNyakarma gheratAta nA tevhA moTArIta mauja-majA karavatAta, paraMtu jevhA pApakarma gheratAta nA, tevhA tIca moTAra aeNksiDanTa karavate. he tara sarvaca gheratIla. Ata asela tevaDhe sAmAna gherela. Ata nasela tara kuThUna gheraNAra? je kAhI Ahe, to (ApalAca) hizoba Ahe. yAta kAhIhI pheraphAra hoNAra nAhI. ajANatepaNI jhAlelyA pApAMce (?) praznakartA : he mI pApa kele kiMvA puNya kele azI samajaca nasela tara pApa-puNya hote kA? tyAlA samajataca nasela kI he mI pApa kele ANi he mI puNya kele tara tyAcA kAhIhI pariNAma tyAlA hoNAraca nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : nisargAcA niyama asA Ahe kI tumhAlA samaja asela kiMvA nasela, tarI suddhA pariNAma jhAlyAzivAya rahAta nAhI. jhADAlA kApale tevhA yAta pApa Ahe kI puNya Ahe ase jarI tumhAlA samajata navhate paNa tarIhI jhADAlA duHkha tara jhAleca nA? mhaNUna tumhAlA pApa lAgale. tumhI cAra tAsa ubhe rAhUna rezanacyA dukAnAtUna sAkharecI pizavI gheUna jAta asAla, ANi pizavIlA bhoka paDale asela ANi tyAtUna sAkhara khAlI paData asela tara sAkhara kuNAcyA tarI upayogI yeIla kI nAhI? khAlI asalelyA muMgyA sAkharecyA dANyAMnA gheUna jAtIla ANi muMgyAMce bhalaM hoIla. AtA yAsa tumhI dAna kele ase mhaNatAta. jarI ajANatepaNI kele, paraMtu dAna tara Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 29 hote nA? jarI tumacyA jANiveta nAhI, tarIhI dAna tara dile jAta Ahe nA? ANi muMgyAMnA sukha miLate nA? tyAmuLe tumacyAkaDUna puNyakarma hote. tyAce phaLa suddhA ajANatepaNIta bhogale jAte ! kityeka ase mhaNatAta kI, ajANatepaNI pApa jhAle tara tyAce phaLa yeta nAhI? murkhA, ajANatepaNI vistavAvara hAta Theva mhaNaje samajela kI phaLa yete kI nAhI. jANatepaNIne kelele pApa ANi ajANatepaNI kelele pApa he donhIhI sArakheca Aheta. paraMtu ajANatepaNI kelelyA pApAce phaLa ajANatepaNI ANi jANatepaNI kelelyA pApAce phaLa jANatepaNI bhogAve lAgate, evaDhAca pharaka. basa, hI paddhata Ahe. he sarva kAyadezIra Ahe. he jaga pUrNapaNe kAyadezIra Ahe, nyAyasvarUpa Ahe. ajANatepaNI je ghaDate tyAce phaLa ajANatepaNI miLate. he mI tumhAlA samajavUna sAMgato. eka manuSya sAta varSa rAjya karato ANi dusarA manuSyahI sAta varSa rAjya karato. mhaNaje donhI mANasAMce rAjya karaNe eka sArakheca Ahe ANi doghAMcI rAjyehI sArakhIca Ahe paNa yAtIla eka manuSya vayAcyA tisar2yA varSI rAjagAdI vara basato ANi dahA varSAcA hoI paryaMta rAjya karato ANi dusarA manuSya vayAcyA visAvyA varSI rAjagAdIvara basato, te sattAvisa varSAcA hoI paryaMta rAjya karato tara yAta koNI khar2yA arthAne rAja sukha upabhogale ase mhaNatA yeIla? pahilyAvAlyAce tara bAlavayAtaca nighUna gele, jara koNI kheLaNI dilyA tara, to kheLaNIca kheLata basela! tyAlA arthAta he ajANatepaNI kelelyA puNyAce phaLa Ahe. tyAne ajANatepaNI, samajalyAzivAya, darzana kele hote mhaNUna to samajalyAzivAya phaLa bhogato. samajapUrvaka kelelyAce phaLa samajapUrvaka bhogato. tyAca pramANe jAgRta manAne kelele pApa jAgRtipUrvaka bhogAve lAgate ANi ajAgRtipUrvaka kelele pApa ajAgRtipUrvaka bhogAve lAgate. yAta bAlapaNAcyA tisar2yA varSI jara AI marUna gelI tara te mula raData vagaire nAhI. tyAlA tara mAhitahI nasate. samajataca nasate, tara kAya karela? ANi Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya paMcavIsa varSAcA asatAnA jara AI marUna gelI tara? arthAta to jANatepaNIne duHkha bhogato ANi dusarA ajANatepaNI duHkha bhogato. cuka zeThacI kI ApalyA pApAMcI? zeTha bakSIsa deta asatIla, te Apale 'vyavasthita' Ahe ANi Apale 'vyavasthita' jevhA vAITa yete tevhA zeThacyA manAta yete kI, yA veLI hyAcA pagAra kApAyalA havA. mhaNUna zeTha pagAra kApUna gheto. tevhA nokarAcyA manAta yete kI hA zeTha nAlAyaka Ahe. hA nAlAyaka malA bheTalA. paraMtu asA guNAkAra karaNAr2yA manuSyAlA mAhita nAhI kI jara hA nAlAyaka asatA tara malA bakSIsa kazAsAThI deta hotA? mhaNaje yAta kAhItarI cuka hota Ahe. zeTha cukIce nAhIta. he tara Apale 'vyavasthita' badalata Ahe. he sarva puNya cAlavita asate. tulA hajAra rupaye pagAra koNa deto? pagAra deNArA tujhA zeTha suddhA puNyAcyA AdhIna Ahe. pApa jevhA gheratAta tevhA karmacArI zeThalA suddhA mAratAta. jAgRtI, puNya ANi pApAcyA udayAta... praznakartA : lokAMcI puNyAI asela mhaNUna tyAMnA hI saMpattI prApta jhAlI. dAdAzrI : hI sarva puNyAI Ahe nA, jabaradasta puNyAI, paNa saMpattI sAMbhALaNe khUpa kaThINa hote. praznakartA : ho. he khare Ahe. yAta upAdhI tara Aheca nA? suruvAta maga tithUnaca hote. dAdAzrI : saMpattI nasela tyAcyAsArakhe dusare kAhIca nAhI. praznakartA : paise nasatIla, saMpattI nasela tara tyAcyAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI? dAdAzrI : ho, tyA sArakhe kAhIca nAhI. saMpattI tara upAdhI Ahe. saMpattI jara hyA bAjUlA, dharmAcyA bAjUlA vaLalI asela tara tyAsa harakata Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya nAhI, nAhItara upAdhI hote. kuNAlA dyAvI? AtA kuThe ThevAvI? azI sarva upAdhI hote! arthAta khUpa puNyahI kAmAce nAhI. puNyAI paNa saMtulita asela taraca cAMgalI. khUpa puNyAI asela tara zarIra evaDhe moThe hote. tyAce kAya karAyace? kitI kiloce zarIra? ApalyAlA ucalAyace ANi palaMgAlAhI ucalAyace nA? palaMgahI cU cU AvAja karata rAhato. praznakartA : pApa ANi puNyAcA udaya hoto, tyAcA jIvanAtIla ghaTanAMvara jo kAhI pariNAma hoto, tyAce udAharaNa deUna samajavA nA. dAdAzrI : pApAcA udaya hoto tevhA prathama tara nokarI jAte. naMtara kAya hote? patnI ANi mulagA tyA sToramadhye jANyAsAThI paise mAgatIla, tazI tyAMnA pUrvIcI savaya paDalelI Ahe, tyApramANe te mhaNatIla donaze DaoNlara dyA tevhA maga kaTakaTa hote. ekatara ithe nokarI nAhI ANi binakAmAcI AraDA-oraDa karata rAhate, donaze donaze DaoNlara kharca karAyace Aheta? he ase sarva cAlU hote. tehI rojacIca kaTakaTa, maga bAyako mhaNela, ba~ketUna kADhUna kA deta nAhI. tevhA ba~keta thoDe tarI rAhU dyAve lAgela kI nAhI? ithe yAce bhADe bharAve lAgela. he sarva karAve lAgaNAra kI nAhI? ba~keta paise nAhI bharAve lAgaNAra? paNa patnI kaTakaTa karate agadI Doke phuTUna jAIla azI kaTakaTa karate. hI sarva lakSaNaM tara rAtrI jhopUhI deta nAhIta. ithe ameriketa kityekAMnA ase anubhava hota asatIla ANi te sAMgatAtahI kI patnI karkazI Ahe. bhAMDakhora ANi karkazI Ahe, ase zabda bolatAta. are jevaDhe kaDaka zabda bolatA yetIla tevaDhe bolatAta. soData nAhI nA? tyAlA satata hairANa karata asate, ekatara yAveLI bicAr2yAcI nokarI suTalelI asate, kAhI ThAva ThikANA nasato, DokaM ulaTeca cAlata asate, ANi tyAta punhA hI trAsa dete. ase ghaDate kI nAhI ghaData? praznakartA : ghaDate, ghaDate. dAdAzrI : ekhAdyA ThikANI ghaData asela kI khUpa ThikANI? nokarI Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 pApa-puNya suTalI asela asA koNI bheTalA, tara to mhaNato, 'dAdA nokarI suTalI' kAya karU? nokarI suTalI asela tarIhI jo suMdara rItyAne divasa ghAlavata asela, tyAlA vivekI manuSya mhaNatAta. patnI ANi svataH doghehI cAMgalyA prakAre zAMtapaNe divasa kADhatAta tyAsa vivekI mhaNatAta. navIna kapaDe ANaNAra nAhI ANi june kapaDe vAparatIla. joparyaMta dusarI nokarI miLata nAhI toparyaMta titakA veLa vyavasthita kADhatAta. ANi navar2yAne suddhA utsAhI rahAyalA have, nokarI suTalI mhaNUna ghAbarAyalA nako. he evaDhe gavata kApUna kiMvA ase kAhItarI karUna, saMdhyAkALI dahA-vIsa DaoNlara gheUna Ale, pUre jhAle, kamI tara nAhI paDaNAra. tevhA mhaNela, nAhI, hI lokaM AmhAlA baghatIla tara kAya mhaNatIla? are murkhA, lokAMjavaLa nokarI Ahe tujhyAjavaLa nokarI nAhI, tU AdhI yAcA vicAra kara nA. yA jagAta kuNAcIhI abru rAhilelI nAhI. sagaLyAMnI kapaDe ghAtale mhaNUna abrudAra disatAta paraMtu jara sagaLyAMce kapaDe kADhUna TAkale tara sarva nAgaDe disatIla. phakta eka jJAnI purUSaca kapaDe kADhUnahI nagna disaNAra nAhIta. bAkI he saMpUrNa jaga nagna Ahe. praznakartA : ekIkaDUna nokarI gelI asela ANi dusar2yA bAjUne dAdA bheTale asatIla, tara te pApa ANi puNya donhI ekatra Ale kA? dAdAzrI : hA pApAcA udaya cAMgalA AlA kI, dAdA bheTale mhaNUna azA pApAcyA veLI ApaNa kAya karAyalA have te sAMgatAta va Apale sarva nITa karUna detAta. ANi puNyAcA udaya asela ANi tevhA jara dAdA bheTale, tara tyAta dAdAMkaDUna kAya jANaNyAsa miLAle tumhAlA? paNa pApAcA udaya asela tevhA dAdA mhaNatIla kI, he bagha bhAU, azAprakAre vyavahAra kara haM, AtA ase kara, tase kara ase he sarva suraLIta karUna detIla. arthAta pApAcA udaya asela ANi dAdA bheTale he khUpa cAMgale mhaTale jAIla. rahasya, buddhIcyA AzayAce.... pratyeka mANasAlA svataHcyA gharAta AnaMda vATato. jhopADIvAlyAlA baMgalyAta AnaMda vATata nAhI ANi baMgalyAvAlyAlA jhopaDIta AnaMda vATata Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya nAhI. tyAce kAraNa tyAcyA buddhIcA Azaya. buddhIcyA AzayAta jyAne jase bharUna ANale asela taseca tyAlA miLate. buddhIcyA AzayAta je bharalele asela tyAce dona phoTo paDatAta (1) pApa phaLa ANi (2) puNyaphaLa. buddhIcyA AzayAce pratyekAne vibhAjana kele Ahe. tyA zaMbhara TakyAMmadhUna jAsta Takke baMgalA-gADI-, mulaM-mulI ANi patnI yA sarvAMsAThI bharalele Ahe. te sarva miLavaNyAsAThI puNya kharca jhAle ANi dharmAsAThI phakta ekadona Takkeca buddhIcyA AzayAta bharale Aheta. praznakartA : buddhIcA Azaya jarA savistara samajavUna sAMgA nA, dAdA. dAdAzrI : buddhIcA Azaya mhaNaje ApalyAlA tara basa corI karUnaca cAlavAyace Ahe. kALA bAjAra karUnaca cAlavAyace Ahe.' tara koNI ase mhaNela, 'AmhAlA kadhIca corI karAyacI nAhI.' tara koNI asehI mhaNela, 'kI malA ase bhogUna ghyAyace Ahe,' ANi te bhogaNyAsAThI ekAMtAcI jAgA suddhA tayAra karUna deto. tyAta punhA pApa-puNya kAma karate. je kAhI bhogaNyAcI icchA kelI asela te sarva tyAlA prApta hote. dhyAnI manI nasaNAre ase suddhA tyAlA miLate. kAraNa kI tyAcyA buddhIcyA AzayAmadhye hote ANi jara puNyAne sAtha dilI tara tyAlA koNI pakaDUhI zakaNAra nAhI, vATela tevaDhA pahArA lAvalA asela tarIhI! ANi jevhA puNya saMpate tevhA sahajaca pakaDalA jAto. lahAna mulagAhI tyAlA zodhUna kADhela kI, 'aisA ghoTAlA hai idhara!' dona cora corI karatAta, tyAtIla eka pakaDalA jAto ANi dusarA muktapaNe suTato, te kAya sUcita karate? buddhIcyA AzayAta corI karAyacI Ahe, ase tara donhI cora gheUna Ale hote paNa yAta jo pakaDalA gelA tyAce pApaphaLa udayAta Ale ANi te vAparale gele. jevhA dusarA jo sUTalA tyAce puNya tyAta vAparale gele. azAcaprakAre pratyekAcyA buddhIcyA AzayAmadhye je asate, tyAta pApa ANi puNya kArya karate. buddhIcyA AzayAta lakSmI prApta karAyacI Ahe ase bharUna ANale asela, tevhA tyAce puNya vAparale jAIla tara paizAMce DhIga lAgatIla. dusarA buddhIcyA AzayAta lakSmI prApta karAyacI Ahe, ase gheUna tara AlA paNa tyAta puNya kAmI yeNyA aivajI pApaphaLa samora Ale. tara lakSmI toMDaca dAkhavata nAhI. are, hA tara atizaya Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 pApa-puNya cokha va svaccha hizoba Ahe kI yAta jarA suddhA kuNAce cAlela ase nAhI. tevhA he akkaramI ase mAnatAta kI mI dahA lAkha kamavale. are, yAta tara tujhe puNya vAparale gele ANi tehI vAITa mArgI. yApekSA tujhyA buddhIcA Azaya phirava. dharmAsAThIca buddhIcA Azaya bAMdhaNyAsArakhA Ahe. yA jaDa vastU gADI, baMgalA, reDiyo yA sarvAMcI bhajanA kelI, phakta tyAcyAca sAThI buddhIcA Azaya bAMdhaNyAsArakhA nAhI. dharmAsAThIca-Atma dharmAsAThIca buddhIcA Azaya ThevA. Aja tumhAlA je prApta jhAle te bhale asU de, paraMtu AtA mAtra Azaya badalUna saMpUrNa zaMbhara Takke dharmAsAThIca ThevA. AmhI AmacyA buddhIcyA AzayAta paMcyANNava Takke dharma ANi jaga kalyANAcI bhAvanA ANalI Ahe. anya kuThehI Amace puNya vAparale geleca nAhI. paise, gADI, baMgalA, mulagA, mulagI kuThehI nAhI. AmhAlA je je bheTale ANi jJAna prApta karUna gele, tyAMnI donapAca Takke dharmAsAThI, muktIsAThI Thevale hote. mhaNUna te AmhAlA bheTale. AmhI zaMbharA paikI zaMbhara Takke dharmAta TAkale. mhaNUnaca sagaLIkaDUna AmhAlA dharmAsAThI 'no oNbjekzana sarTiphikeTa' miLAle Ahe. anaMta janmAMpAsUna mokSAcA niyANAM (svata:ce saMpUrNa puNya lAvUna kuThalyAtarI ekhAdyA vastUcI manokAmanA karaNe) kelA Ahe. paraMtu pUrNapaNe pakkA niyANAM kelA nAhI. jara mokSAsAThIca pakkA niyANAM kelA asela tara sarva puNya tyAtaca vAparale jAte. AtmyAsAThI jagaNe te puNya Ahe ANi saMsArAsAThI jagaNe he kevaLa pApa Ahe. pasaMtI, puNyAcyA vATaNIcI... arthAta he puNya Ahe nA, te ApaNa jazI mAgaNI karU tyAta vATale jAte. koNI mhaNela, malA itakI dArU pAhije, ase pAhije, tase pAhije tara tyAta vATale jAte. koNI mhaNela, malA gADI ANi ghara pAhije. mhaNela, dona rUma asatIla tarI cAlela. tyAlA dona rUma ANi gADI vAparAyalA miLAlI yAce samAdhAna asate. yA lokAMnA saMtoSa rahAta asela, choTayA-choTayA jhopaDyAMmadhye rAhatAta Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya tyA sarvAMnA? kharA saMtoSa. mhaNUna tara tyAMnA te ghara AvaDate. tase asela taraca AvaDate. AtA tyA AdivAsIMnA ANUna ApalyA ithe cAra divasa ThevUna pahA. tyAMnA ithe caina paDaNAra nAhI, kAraNa jyApramANe tyAMcA buddhIcA Azaya Ahe tyAcapramANe puNyAce Divijana (vibhAjana) hote. TeMDarapramANe AiTama miLate. 35 praznakartA : jara puNya-pApAcyAca AdhIna asela tara TeMDara bharAyace rAhileca kuThe? dAdAzrI : he TeMDara bharale jAte te pApa-puNyAcyA udayApramANeca bharale jAte. mhaNUna mI jarI sAMgato kI TeMDara bharA, paNa mI jANato kI kazAcyA AdhAre 'TeMDara' bharale jAta Ahe. yA dona kAyadyAcyA bAhera cAlU zakela ase nAhI. mI puSkaLa jaNAMnA 'TeMDara' bharUna mAjhyAjavaLa ANAyalA sAMgato. paNa koNI bharUna ANalele nAhI. kazAprakAre bharatIla? he pApa puNyAcyA AdhArAvara Ahe. arthAta pApAcA udaya asatAnA khUpa dhAvapaLa karazIla tara je javaLa Ahe tehI nighUna jAIla mhaNUna gharI jAUna jhopa. ANi sAdhAraNa thoDe thoDe kAma kara, ANi puNyAcA udaya asela tara bhaTakaNyAcI garajaca kuThe Ahe? gharI basalyA-basalyA samorAsamora thoDese kAma kelyAnehI sarva prApta hoUna jAIla, mhaNaje pApa ANi puNya donhI sthitIMmadhye jAsta dhAvapaLa karAyalA manAI karato. goSTIlA phakta samajUna gheNyAcIca AvazyakatA Ahe. puNyAcyA kheLAsamora vyartha prayatna kazAlA? puNya phaLa deNyAsAThI sanmukha jhAle Ahe tara maga kazAsAThI vyartha prayatna karatosa? ANi jara puNya phaLa deNyAsa sanmukha Alele nAhI tara ugAcaca DhavaLADhavaLa kazAsAThI karatosa ? sanmukha Ale nAhI ANi tyAta tu DhavaLADhavaLa kelIsa tarI kAhIhI pharaka paDaNAra nAhI. ANi sanmukha Ale asela tara tu kazAsAThI DhavaLADhavaLa karatosa? jevhA puNya phaLa deNyAsa tayAra hoIla tevhA veLa lAgaNAra nAhI. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 pApa-puNya pApa-puNyAcI liMka... ekhAdA bAherIla manuSya jara mAjhyAjavaLa vyavahArAsaMbaMdhI sallA gheNyAsa AlA kI, 'mI vATela tevaDhe prayatna karato tarIhI kAhI hota nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNato, 'AtA tujhyA pApAcA udaya Ahe mhaNUna tu kuNAkaDUna usane paise gheUna AlAsa tara rastyAta tujhA khisA kApalA jAIla! mhaNUna AtA tu gharI basUna ArAmazIra je zAstra vAcata asazIla te vAca ANi bhagavaMtAce nAmasmaraNa karata rahA.' AmhI 1968vyA varSI jayagaDhacI jeTI bAMdhata hoto. tithe eka konTrAkTara mAjhyAjavaLa yeUna vicArU lAgalA, 'mI mAjhyA guru mahArAjAkaDe jAta asato. pratyeka varSI mAjhe paise vADhataca rAhatAta. mAjhI icchA nAhI tarIhI vADhataca Aheta, tara hI gurukRpA Ahe kA?' mI tyAlA mhaNAlo, 'hI gurUMcI kRpA Ahe ase samajU nako. jara he paise jAta rAhile tara tulA ase vATela kI, gurUMnA dagaDa mArU!' yAta guru tara nimitta Aheta. tyAMce AzIrvAda nimitta Aheta. gurUMnAca have asatIla tevhA cAra ANe suddhA miLata nAhI nA! mhaNUna maga tyAne malA vicArale kI, 'mI kAya karAyalA have?' mI mhaNAlo 'dAdAMce nAva ghe.' AtAparyaMta tujhI puNyAcI liMka AlI hotI. liMka mhaNaje aMdhArAta patte ucalale tara caukA yeIla, maga paMjA yeIla. naMtara punhA ucalazIla tara chakkA yeIla. tevhA loka mhaNatIla kI, 'vAha zeTha, vAha zeTha, mhaNAve lAgela.' tase tujhe ekaze sAta veLA barobara paDale Ahe. paNa AtA badalaNAra Ahe mhaNUna sAvadha rahA. AtA tu kADhazIla tara sattAvanna naMtara tIna yetIla ANi tIna naMtara ekaze akarA yetIla! tevhA loka tulA buddhU mhaNatIla, mhaNUna hyA dAdAMce nAva soDU nakosa. nAhItara mAralA jAzIla. ___ naMtara AmhI muMbaIlA Alo. to manuSya dona-pAca divasA naMtara hI goSTa visarUna gelA. tyAce maga khUpa moThe nukasAna jhAle. mhaNUna pati-patnI doghAMnI DhekUNa mArAyace auSadha pyAyale! paNa to itakA puNyazAlI kI tyAcA bhAUca DaoNkTara hotA. to AlA ANi hA vAcalA! maga to gADI gheUna paLata Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 37 mAjhyAkaDe AlA. mI tyAlA sAMgitale, 'hyA dAdAMce nAva gheta rahA ANi punhA kadhIhI ase karU nakosa.' tevhA maga tyAne nAva gheNe cAlU Thevale. tyAce sarva pApa dhutale gele ANi sarvakAhI vyavasthita jhAle. tumhI 'dAdA' bolalAta tyAveLI pApa javaLa yetaca nAhI. cArI bAjUMnI phirata rAhatIla paNa tumhAlA sparza karaNAra nAhIta. tumhI DulakI ghyAla tevhA te spazUna jAIla. rAtrI jhopeta sparzata nAhIta. jhopa lAgata nAhI toparyaMta bolata rAhilo ANi sakALI uThalyAbarobara bolalo tara madhalA veLa tyA svarUpa mhaTale jAIla. dharmAcI puNyAI tara azI Ahe, dharma pratyeka ThikANI madata karato, vATela tyA saMkaTAta madata karato. azI dharmAcI puNyAI asate. puNya helpa karateca. Apale jJAna tara vegaLyAca prakArace jJAna Ahe hAjarAhajUra (pratyakSa hAjira ) jJAna Ahe ! puNya paNa phAIla Ahe ANi pApa paNa phAIla Ahe. puNya pramAda karavate ANi pApa jAgRta Thevate. ulaTa puNya tara, hI AIskrIma khA, he phruTa khA, ase sarva pramAda karavate, tyApekSA kaDU auSadha pAjA nA, mhaNaje jAgRta tarI rAhIla ! grAhaka pAThaviNArA koNa ? he sarva loka moTela cAlavatAta, tara yA moTelAta yeNAr2yAMnA koNa pAThavita asela? tumhI moTela cAlavatA nA, tara koNa pAThavita asela? praznakartA : mAhita nAhI. dAdAzrI : teca tumace puNya Ahe. bhagavaMta pAThavita nAhIta, dusarA koNIhI pAThavita nAhI. tumace puNya pAThavite. ANi jara pApAcA udaya asela tara sarvAMcI moTela bharela paNa tumacI bharaNAra nAhI. jarI sarvAta cAMgalI asela tarIhI bharaNAra nAhI. kuNAlA doSa dilA jAIla ase Ahe? azI koNatIhI goSTa nAhI kI jI yA puNyazAlIMnA miLaNAra nAhI, Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 pApa-puNya paNa ase purese puNya ANale nAhI mhaNUna. nAhI tara pratyeka goSTa jazI havI tazI miLela ase Ahe. paNa loka laukika jJAnAta paDalele Aheta ANi toparyaMta kadhIhI 'vastU' prApta hota nAhI. eka tara DokyAcA thoDA tApaTa asela, tyAta jara tyAlA ase jJAna miLAle kI 'bUdhe nAra pAMsarI' (mAralyAzivAya strI vaThaNIvara yeta nAhI) arthAta tyAlA have hote te miLAle! he jJAna miLAle tara he jJAna tyAlA phaLa deNAra kI nAhI deNAra? naMtara kAya hoNAra? jyA strIcyA poTI tIrthaMkara janmale tyA strIcI dazA, tumhI kazI kelI te tara pahA!? kitI anyAya Ahe? kAraNa jyA strIcyA poTI covIsa tIrthaMkara janmale, bArA cakravatI janmale, vAsudeva janmale tithehI ase kele? jarI tumhAlA kaDU anubhava jhAlA. paNa tyAta strI jAtIcI niMdA kA karatA? tumhI bArA rupaye DajhanacyA bhAvAne AMbe gheUna yetA paNa te AMbaTa nighatAta ANi tIna rupaye DajhanacyA bhAvAne AMbe ANale te khUpa goDa nighatAta. arthAta puSkaLa veLA vastU kimatIvara AdhArita nasate, tumacyA puNyAcyA AdhArAvara Tharata asate. jara tumacyA puNyAcA jora asela tara AMbe goDa nighatIla. ANi AMbe AMbaTa nighAle tyAta tumacyA puNyAcA jora navhatA, mhaNUna tyAta kuNAlA kA doSa dyAvA? ___ mhaNaje yAta tara puNyaca kamI paDate, dusare kAhIca nAhI? moThA bhAU saMpattI deta nasela tara tyAta kAya moThayA bhAvAcA doSa Ahe kA? Apale puNya kamI paDale. yAta kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. tara hA puNyAlA sudhArata nAhI ANi moThayA bhAvAsobata nusate pApa bAMdhato! maga pApAce droNa jamA hotAta. ApalyAlA gharAcI aDacaNa asela azAveLI ekhAdyA mANasAne rAhaNyAsAThI ghara deUna ApalyAlA madata kelI, tara jagAtIla mANasAMnA tyAcyAvara rAga (moha, Asakti) hoto ANi jevhA to manuSya ghara parata gheto tevhA tyAcyAvara dveSa hoto. hA rAga-dveSa Ahe. hyAta kharokhara tara rAga-dveSa karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. to tara nimittaca Ahe. to deNArA ANi parata gheUna gheNArA, doghehI nimitta Aheta. jevhA tumacyA puNyAcA udaya asato tevhA to deNyAsAThI bheTato ANi jevhA tumacyA pApAcA udaya asato tevhA gheNyAsAThI bheTato. tyAta tyA vyaktIcA kAhI doSa nAhI. tumacyA udayAcyA gheNArA, doghehI nimA ANi jevhA tumacyA doSa nAhI. tumacya Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya AdhArAvara Ahe. samoracyA vyaktIcA kiMcitamAtra doSa nAhI. to nimitta mAtra Ahe. ase Apale jJAna sAMgate, kitI suMdara goSTa Ahe ! __ ajJAnIlA tara ekhAdyAne goDa goDa bolale tara tithe rAga yete va kaDU bolale tara dveSa hoto. samoracI vyaktI goDa bolate te svata:ce puNya prakAzita hota Ahe ANi samoracI vyaktI kaDU bolate, te svataHce pApa prakAzita hota Ahe. mhaNUna mULa goSTa mhaNaje, donhI ThikANI samoracyA vyaktIlA kAhI gheNe deNe nAhI. bolaNAr2yAlA kAhI gheNe deNe nAhI. samoracI vyaktI tara nimittaca banate. jo yazAcA nimitta asato tyAcyAkaDUna yaza miLata rAhate ANi jo apayazAcA nimitta asela tyAcyAkaDUna apayaza miLata rAhate. to phakta nimittaca Ahe. tyAta kuNAcA doSa nAhI. praznakartA : sarva nimittaca mhaTale jAtIla nA? dAdAzrI : nimittAzivAya yA jagAta dusarI koNatIhI goSTa nAhIca. je Ahe te he nimittaca Ahe. tyAcA AdhAra Ahe puNya ANi pApAvara! praznakartA : kityeka jaNa khoTe bolale tarI te satyAta khapUna jAte ANi kityeka khare bolale tarIhI khoTyAta khapate. he kAya pajhala (koDe) Ahe? dAdAzrI : he tyAcyA pApa ANi puNyAcyA AdhArAvara ghaDate. tyAcyA pApAcA udaya asela tara to khare bolalA tarIhI tyAce khoTe Tharavale jAte. jevhA puNyAcA udaya asela tevhA to khoTe bolalA tarIhI loka tyAce khare TharavatAta, vATela tase khoTe kele tarIhI cAlUna jAte. praznakartA : tara tyAta tyAce kAhI nukasAna hota nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : nukasAna tara Ahe, paNa puDhIla janmAce. yA janmAta tara tyAlA mAgIla janmAce phaLa miLAle. ANi he khoTe bolale nA, tyAce phaLa tyAlA puDhIla janmAta miLela. AtA tyAne he bIja perale. bAkI, hI kAhI aMdhera nagarI nAhI kI vATela tase cAlela! Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 pApa-puNya yA joDapyAta koNa puNyazAlI? eka bhAU mAjhyAjavaLa AlA hotA. to malA mhaNAlA, 'dAdA mI lagna tara kele paNa malA mAjhI bAyako AvaData nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'kA bhAU, na AvaDaNyAce kAya kAraNa?' tevhA to bhAU mhaNato, 'tI jarA pAyAne laMgaDI Ahe, laMgaDI cAlate.' maga mI vicArale, 'paNa tujhyA bAyakolA tu AvaDatosa kI nAhI?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'dAdA, mI tara AvaDela asAca Ahe nA! suMdara Ahe, zikalo-savaralo Ahe ANi mAjhyAta kAhI khoDahI nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'tara yAta cuka tujhIca. tu azI koNatI cuka kelI kI tulA laMgaDI miLAlI ANi tine ase koNate cAMgale puNya kele kI tilA tujhyAsArakhA cAMgalA navarA miLAlA! are, he tara svata:ne keleleca svataHcyA samora yete, tyAta samoracyA vyaktIcA doSa kA pAhatosa? jA AtA, tujhI cuka bhogUna ghe ANi punhA navIna cuka karu nakosa.' duHkhAta puNya-pApAcA rola... praznakartA : manuSyAlA roga hotAta, tyAce kAraNa kAya? dAdAzrI : te sarva svata:ne kelele aparAdha, pApa kele hote, tyAmuLe he roga hotAta. praznakartA : paNa yA choTyA choTyA mulAMnI kAya aparAdha kele? dAdAzrI : sarvAMnIca pApa kele, tyAceca he sarva roga. mAgIla janmI je pApa kele hote, tyAce AtA phaLa Ale Ahe. lahAna mule duHkha bhogatAta, he sarva pApAce phaLa ANi zAMtI va AnaMda bhogatAta he puNyAce phaLa. pApa ANi puNyAce phaLa, donhIhI miLatAta. puNya Ahe te kreDITa Ahe ANi pApa he DebiTa Ahe. praznakartA : ApalyAlA hyA janmAta jyA kAhI vedanA hotAta, roga hoto te tara ApalyA mAgIla janmAcyA karmAce phaLa Ahe, tara maga ApaNa AtA koNatehI auSadha ghetale, tarI te ApalyAlA kazAprakAre bare karela, jara he vyavasthitaca Ahe tara? Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : he auSadha tumhI ghetAta, tehI 'vyavasthita' asela taraca gheU zakAla, nAhI tara gheU zakaNAra nAhI. auSadha tumhAlA miLaNAraca nAhI. praznakartA : ANi kitItarI prakAracI auSadhe ghetalI tarIhI tyAlA auSadhAne pharaka paData nAhI. bare vATata nAhI. asehI ghaDate, dAdA. dAdAzrI : ulaTa paise pUrata nAhI ANi maraNyAcI veLa yete. paraMtu jevhA puNya prakAzamAna asate tevhA sahajapaNe gappA goSTI karatA karatA TamATyAcA rasa pyAyalAta tarIhI roga barA hoto. arthAta he puNyAcyA AdhArAvara Ahe. tumace puNya phaLa deNyAsa tayAra hote tevhA sarva ase phrI oNpha kaoNsTa (vinA mUlya) miLate ANi jevhA pApa phaLa deNyAsa tayAra hote, tevhA cAMgalI vastU suddhA ulaTA pariNAma dete. AjArapaNAta puNyAmuLe trAsa bhogaNe kamI hote. va pApAmuLe trAsa vADhato. puNya nasela tara pUrNa trAsa bhogAvA lAgato. puNya asela tara cAMgale DaoNkTara bheTatAta. veLahI miLato. sarvaca miLate ANi zAMtI rAhate. roga DaoNkTarane bare kele? puNyAne bare kele. roga pApAmuLe ubhA rAhilA hotA. tevhA dusare koNa bare karaNAra? DaoNkTara tara nimitta Ahe! praznakartA : roga hoNe yAsa pApAcA udaya mhaNatAta? dAdAzrI : tara dusare kAya? roga hoNe mhaNaje pApa ANi nirogIpaNA mhaNaje puNya. __ AyuSya jAsta cAMgale kI kamI? praznakartA : AyuSya khUpa moThe asela tara he puNyAce phaLa Ahe kI pApAce phaLa Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho. lokAMnA zivyA deNyAsAThI va lokAMcI niMdA karaNyAsAThI janma asela tara pApAce phaLa! svataHcyA AtmakalyANAsAThI kiMvA dusar2yAcyA kalyANAsAThI jara jAsta jagela tara te puNyAce phaLa. Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya puNyazAlIce lAMba AyuSya asate, thoDe kamI puNya asela tara ardhyAvaraca saMpUna jAte, AtA ekhAdA mANUsa khUpa pApI asela paraMtu lAMba AyuSya asela tara? tara bhagavaMtAne kAya mhaTale Ahe kI pApIce AyuSya kase asale pAhije? AmhI bhagavaMtAlA vicArale kI 'pApIce AyuSya kitI asela, tara te cAMgale mhaTale jAIla?' tevhA mhaNAle kI, 'jitakA kamI jagela titake cAMgale.' kAraNa to pApAcyA saMyogAta Ahe, mhaNUna jara to kamI jagela tara tyAce saMyoga badalatIla! paNa to kamI jagata nAhI nA! he tara levala dAkhavaNyAsAThI ApalyAlA sAMgatAta. ANi jAsta jagalA, tara zaMbhara varSahI pUrNa karela ANi itake sAre pApAce droNa jamA karela kI kitI kholavara jAIla te tyAce tyAlAca mAhita! paMratu puNyazAlI manuSya jAsta jagalA tara te khUpa cAMgale Ahe. ___ puDhIla janmAce gAThoDe kazAce? paradezAcI kamAI paradezAtaca rAhIla. hA gADI-baMgalA, mila, bAyakomule sarva itheca soDUna jAve lAgela. hyA zevaTacyA sTezanavara tara koNAcyA bApAcehI cAlata nAhI ! kevaLa puNya ANi pApaca sobata gheUna jAU detIla. dusar2yA sAdhyA bhASeta tulA samajAvU tara ithe je-je gunhe kele tyAMcI kalame sobata yetIla. tyA gunhyAMcI kamAI itheca rAhIla ANi maga kesa cAlela. kalamAMcyA hizobAne navIna deha prApta karUna punhA navyAne kamAI karUna karja pheDAve lAgela! mhaNUna murkhA, AdhIca saraLa hoUna jA nA! 'svadezAta' (AtmyAta) tara khUpaca sukha Ahe. paNa 'svadeza' pAhilAca nAhI nA! praznakartA : manuSya janmAta satkArye kelyAnaMtara tyAcA dehavilaya jhAlyAnaMtara, tyA AtmyAcI paristhitI kazI asela? / dAdAzrI : satkArye kele tara puNya bAMdhale jAte. he kreDITa jhAle tara manuSyAta cAMgalyA gharI janma miLato. rAjA hoto kiMvA paMtapradhAna hoto kiMvA yAhIpekSA jAsta satkArye kelI asatIla tara devagatIta jAto. satkArye karaNe yAsa kreDITa mhaNatAta, to maga kreDITa bhogaNyAsAThI jAto. ANi kharAba kArya karato to DebiTa bhogaNyAsAThI jAto maga, dona pAyAce cAra pAya hotAta! he tumhI esa. I. jhAle AhAta, te kreDITamuLe ! DebiTa asela tara milamadhye Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya nokarI karAvI lAgate. divasabhara kaSTa kele tarIhI purese miLataca nAhI. arthAta he kreDITa-DebiTacyA AdhAre hyA cAra gatI ANi jara kreDITa- DebiTa utpanna jhAle nAhI tara mokSagatIta jAto. svArtha kelyAne pApakarma bAMdhale jAte ANi ni:svArtha kele tara puNyakarma bAMdhale jAte! paNa donhIhI karmaca Aheta nA? puNyakarmAce phaLa Ahe tI sonyAcI beDI ANi pApakarmAce phaLa tI lokhaMDAcI beDI. paNa donhI suddhA beDyAca Aheta nA? ___ pharaka, svarga ANi mokSa yAMcyAta... praznakartA : svarga ANi mokSa yAMcyAta kAya pharaka Ahe? dAdAzrI : svarga mhaNaje ithe je puNya karUna jAtAta nA, puNya mhaNaje cAMgale kAma karatAta, zubha kAma karatAta, mhaNaje lokAMnA dAna detAta. kuNAlAhI du:kha hoU deta nAhIta, koNAlA madata karatAta, paropakArI svabhAva ThevatAta, ase karma nAhI kA karata lokaM? praznakartA : karatAta. dAdAzrI : arthAta cAMgale kAma kele tara svargAta jAtAta ANi vAITa kAma kele tara narakAta jAtAta. ANi cAMgale vAITa karmAcyA mizcara (ekatra) karatAta, paraMtu tyAta je vAITa kAme kamI karatAta, te manuSyAta yetAta. azAprakAre cAra bhAgAta kAma kelyAce phaLa miLata asate. ANi kAma karaNArA tara mokSalA jAU zakata nAhI. mokSAsAThI tara kartAbhAva rAhile nAhI pAhije. AtmajJAna miLAle mhaNaje kartAbhAva suTato ANi kartAbhAva suTalA mhaNUna mokSa hoto. puNyAce phaLa kase? puNya mhaNaje jamA rakkama ANi pApa mhaNaje udhAra rakkama. jamA kelelI rakkama jithe vAparAyacI asela tithe vAparU zakato. devalokAMnA najarakaida asate paNa tyAMnAhI mokSa tara nasatoca. tumacyA gharI lagna asela tara tumhI sarva kAhI visaratAta. pUrNapaNe mohAta tanmayAkAra asatA. AIskrIma Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya khAla tevhA jIbha khANyAta asate. baeNnDa vAjato tevhA kAnAlA AvaDate. DoLe navaradevAlA baghaNyAta magna asatAta. nAka he agarabattI ANi seMTamadhye mugdha asate. mhaNaje pAcahI iMdriye kAmAta guMtalelI asatAta. mana (vicArAMcyA) bhAnagaDIta asate. he sarva jithe asela, tithe AtmyAcI AThavaNa nasate. taseca devalokAMcehI nehamI aseca asate. hyAhUna anekapaTIne vizeSa sukha asate mhaNUna tyAMnA bhAnaca nasate. AtmA tyAMcyA lakSAtaca nasato. devagatIta kleza-azAMtI ANi IrSA asate. devalokahI sukha upabhogUna kaMTALUna jAtAta! te kazAmuLe? lagnAta jara cAra divasa dararoja lADUca khAlle asatIla tara pAcavyA divazI khicaDIcI AThavaNa yete ase Ahe ! tethIla loka suddhA icchA karatAta kI kevhA manuSyadeha miLela ANi bharatakSetrAta cAMgalyA saMskArI kuTuMbAta janma hoIla ANi jJAnI puruSAMcI bheTa hoIla. jJAnI puruSa miLAle taraca nirasana (suTakA) hoIla ase Ahe. nAhI tara caturgatIcI bhaTakaMtI tara Aheca. __ pApAce phaLa kase? AtmyAvara ase thara Ahe, AvaraNa Ahe kI ekA manuSyAlA aMdhAra koThaDIta koMDUna Thevale ANi tyAlA phakta dona veLesa khAyalA dile, ANi tevhA tyAlA jyA duHkhAcA anubhava hoto, tasA apAra du:khAcA anubhava hyA jhADa-pAnAMnA ekeMdrIyAMpAsUna te paMceMdriyAparyaMtacyA jIvAMnA hota asato. yA pAca iMdriyavAlyA manuSyAMnA jara itake duHkha Ahe tara jyAMnA kamI iMdriye Aheta tyAMnA kitI du:kha asela? pAcApekSA jAsta sahA iMdriyavAle kuNIhI nAhI. hI jhADa-pAne ANi prANI hI tiryaca gatI Ahe. tara tI tyAMnA bhayaMkara kaidecI zikSA Ahe. hI manuSyagatI mhaNaje sAdhe kaida. ANi narkagatIta tara bhayaMkara du:kha, tithe jase Ahe tase varNana kele tara aikatAkSaNIca manuSya marUna jAIla. ukaLI yetAnA tAMdULa usaLatAta tyAhIpekSA lAkhapaTIce duHkha narkagatIta hote. ekA janmAta pAca-pAca veLA maraNavedanA ANi tarIhI mRtyU yeta nAhI. tithe deha pAyApramANe asato. kAraNa kI tyAMnA vedanA bhogAyacyA asatAta, mhaNUna mRtyU hota nAhI. tyAMce pratyeka aMga chedale jAte va punhA juLate. vedanA bhogalyAnaMtaraca suTakA. narkagatI arthAta janmaThepecI zikSA. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya pApa-puNyAcyA galana veLI..... tu pApAce puraNa (cArja) karato te jevhA galana (DiscArja) hoIla tevhA tulA kaLela! tevhA tujhe chakke uDatIla! vistavAvara basalA Ahesa ase vATela!! jevhA puNyAce puraNa karazIla tevhA kaLela kI kazI vegaLIca majA yete! mhaNUna je je puraNa karAla te nITa samajUna vicAra karUna karA, kI jevhA galana hoIla tevhA tyAcA kAya pariNAma yeIla! puraNa karateveLI satata lakSa ThevA, pApa karateveLI kuNAcI phasavaNUka karUna paise jamA karata asAla tevhA satata lakSAta ThevA kI tyAcehI galana hoNAra Ahe. te paise jarI ba~keta Thevale tarIhI te jANAraca Ahe. tyAcehI galana tara hoNAraca. ANi te paise jamA karatAMnA je pApa kele, je raudradhyAna kele, tyAcI kalame sobata yetIla ANi jevhA te tyAce gaLana hoIla tevhA tujhI kAya avasthA hoIla? puNya saMpale kI te dUra karate jJAnIMpAsUna... puNyAcA svabhAva kasA? kharca hoUna jAte. karoDa maNa barpha asela paNa tyAcA svabhAva kasA asato? vitaLUna jANyAcA. tujhA AmacyA sobatacA saMyoga puNyAcyA AdhArAvara Ahe. tujhe puNya saMpale tyAta AmhI kAya karaNAra? ANi tu mAnUna basato kI heca saMyoga malA have Aheta, maga kAya hoIla? mAra khAvA lAgela. Doke suddhA phuTela. jevaDhA miLAlA tevaDhA lAbha. tyA AnaMdAta rahAyace kI mAjhe puNya jAge jhAle Ahe. (puNyAcA udaya jhAlA Ahe.) tu ase mAnatosa kI manApramANe saMyoga miLAveta? praznakartA : ase nAhI. dAdAzrI : tevhA? he niyamAnusAraca Ahe nA? kI niyamA bAhera asela? praznakartA : niyamAnusAraca Ahe. dAdAzrI : tara maga taseca mAnUna basale tara kAya hoIla? he tara kadhI Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya kALI puNya jAge hote tevhA mAjhyAzI bheTa hote. naMtara dUra jhAlyAvara kaLate. mhaNUna viyogAcyA sthitImadhye anubhava kelA asela tara maga harakata nAhI nA tumhAlA? palAyana vRttine kAya karmApAsUna suTakA hoU zakate? mI baDaudayAmadhye asela, tu hI baDaudayAta asazIla, tarI suddhA karma ApalyAlA bheTU deNAra nAhIta ! he jJAna dile Ahe, jyAveLI je miLAle te 'vyavasthita' ANi tyAcA samabhAve nikAla kara. basa, phakta evaDhIca goSTa Ahe. 46 puNya asela toparyaMta dAdAMjavaLa basaNyAcI saMdhI miLate, tyA puNyAce upakAra mAnale pAhije. ase nehamIsAThI ghaData asela kA? azI AzAhI kazI ThevU zakato ? kusaMgAne pApAcA praveza ! yA jagAta sarvAta moThA puNyazAlI koNa? jyAlA kusaMga sparzata nAhI. jyAlA pApa karatAnA bhItI vATate, yAsa moThe jJAna mhaNatAta! kusaMgAne pApa ghusate ANi maga pApa cAvate. ekhAdA mANUsa rikAmA asela ANi tyAlA jara kusaMga miLAlA, tara kusaMgAmuLe niMdA karaNe vADhate ANi niMdA kelyAne DAga paDatAta. hI sarva jI duHkhaM Aheta tI yAmuLeca Aheta. ApalyAlA kuNAviSayIhI bolaNyAcA kAya adhikAra Ahe? ApaNa Apale baghAyace. kuNI duHkhI asela kiMvA sukhI, paNa ApalyAlA tyAcyAzI kAya gheNe deNe Ahe? hA tara rAjA asela tyAcI suddhA niMdA karato. svata:cA tyAcyAzI kAhIhI saMbaMdha nasela, azI parakI goSTa! tyAta ANakhI dveSa ANi irSA tyAcIca hI sarva duHkhaM Aheta. bhagavaMta kAya mhaNatAta kI tu vItarAga hoUna jA. tu Aheca vItarAga, he rAga-dveSa kazAsAThI? tu nAvAta paDazIla taraca rAga-dveSa Aheta nA ? ANi anAmI hoUna jAzIla tara vItarAga jhAlA! sadupayoga AtmArthAsAThIca... ase Ahe nA, hA puNyodaya Ahe mhaNUna gharI basalyA khANyA-piNyAsa miLate. tyAmuLe he sarva TI. vhI. pAhaNe vaigere Ahe, nAhI tara, jara khANyA Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya piNyAcA ThikANA nasela tara pUrNa divasa kaSTa karela kI TI. vhI. baghata basela? arthAta hA puNyAcA durupayoga karata Ahe. hyA puNyAcA sadupayoga tara asA karAvayAsa havA kI jo TAima miLAlA Ahe to AtmyAsAThI kADhAyalA pAhije. tarIsuddhA asA Agraha nAhI kI TI. vhI. pAhUca nakA, thoDAveLa pahA, paNa tyAtUna rucI kADhUna TAkalI pAhije. ase lakSAta asAyalA pAhije kI TI. vhI. baghitalA jAta Ahe he cukIce Ahe. paropakArAne bAMdhale jAte puNya ! 47 praznakartA : puNya kazAprakAre sudharate? dAdAzrI : jo yeIla tyAlA 'yA bhAU, basA.' azI vicArapUsa karUna svAgata kele. ApalyAjavaLa cahA asela tara cahA ANi nAhItara je asela te, thoDIzI poLI asela tara te dyA. tyAlA vicArAyace kI, 'bhAU, thoDI poLI ghyAla kA?' asA premAne vyavahAra kelA tara puNya jamA hote. parakyAsAThI kele, tyAce nAva puNya. gharAtIla mulAMsAThI tara sarvaca karatAta. praznakartA : puNyAcI vRddhI vhAvI yAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : pUrNa divasa lokAMvara upakAra karIta rahAve. he manoyoga, vANIyoga ANi dehayoga lokAMsAThI vAparAve yAce nAva puNya. puNya-pApa, pati-patnImadhye... praznakartA : pati-patnI doghehI lagabhaga nehamI sobataca asatAta, tyAMcA vyavahAra mhaNaje tyA doghAMce karmahI ekatra bAMdhale jAtAta, tara tyAMcI phaLe tyAMnA kazAprakAre bhogAvI lAgatAta ? dAdAzrI : phaLa tara tumacA bhAva jasA asela tase tumhI phaLa bhogAla ANi tyAMcA jasA bhAva asela tase phaLa te bhogatIla. praznakartA : ase Ahe kA, kI patnIcyA puNyAmuLe patIce cAlata asate? mhaNatAta nA kI, bAyakocyA puNyAmuLe, hI lakSmI Ahe kiMvA gharAta sarvakAhI ThIka Ahe, ase zakya Ahe kA? Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : he tara ApalyA lokAMnI, eka vyaktI svataHcyA bAyakolA khUpa mArata hotA nA, tara tyAlA samajAvale kI murkhA, hyA tujhyA patnIce nazIba tara bagha, kazAsAThI tilA mAratosa? ticyA puNyAmuLe tara tulA khAyalA miLate. tyAnaMtara hI goSTa cAlU jhAlI. jIvamAtra svata:cyA puNyAceca khAta asatAta. sarvajaNa ApApalyA puNyAceca upabhogata asatAta. tyAta kuNAlA kAhIhI gheNe deNe nasate. kiMcita, ekA kesA itakAhI saMbadha nasato. praznakartA : ase dAna kele, zubha karma kele, udAharaNArtha patI dAna karata asela tyAta patnI sahamata asela, tice sahakArya asela tara doghAMnAhI phaLa miLate? dAdAzrI : puruSa arthAta karaNArA ANi sahakArya asela arthAta kartyAcyA prati anumodanA karaNArA. karaNArA, karaviNArA ANi kartyApratI anumodana karaNArA, mhaNaje kuNItarI tumhAlA sAMgitale asela kI he kAma karA, he karaNyAsArakhe Ahe, tara tyAsa karaviNArA ase mhaNatAta. tumhI karaNAre mhaTale jAla ANi patnI tyAta virodha karata nasela tara tI kartyAcyA prati anumodana karaNArI mhaTalI jAte. hyA sarvAMnA puNya miLate. paNa karaNAr2yAcyA vATayAlA pannAsa Takke ANi pannAsa Takke karaviNArA ANi anumodanA karaNArA, hyA doghAMmadhye vATale jAtAta. praznakartA : patnI mhaNate kI, AmhAlA paMcavIsa Takkeca dile he tara nAhI cAlaNAra. dAdAzrI : tara maga svataH karA. gharAtIla mANasaM tara gharacyA mAlakAlA mhaNatAta kI he je tumhI ulaTa-sulaTa karUna paise ANatA tara te tumace pApa tumhAlAca lAgela, AmhAlA kAhI bhogAyace nAhI. AmhAlA ase kAhI nako. jo karela toca bhogela. mhaNaje he je mhaNatAta kI AmhAlA nako. mhaNajeca anumodanA nAhI kelI tyAmuLe tyApAsUna te mukta jhAle. ANi 'ase karA' mhaTale tara hissedAra hotAta, pArTanarazIpa karAyacI asela tara tI ApalyA marjIcI goSTa Ahe. yAta kAhI DIDa (likhita) karAve lAgata nAhI kiMvA sTaeNmpa lAvAvA lAgata nAhI. sTaeNmpazivAya cAlate. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 49 'pele phuTale tarIhI puNya bAMdhale?' koNI mhaNela kI, 'AmhAlA jJAna miLAlele nAhI, * samakita jhAle nAhI tara mI kAya karAyalA have? malA dusare nukasAna karUna ghyAyace nAhI!' tara mI tyAlA sAMgela kI, 'hA maMtra zikUna ghe, kI jara kAcece pele phuTale tara bolAyAce kI, 'cAMgale jhAle miTalI jaMjALa, AtA navIna pele ANU. ' tara tyAcyAne puNya bAMdhale jAte. kAraNa kI ciMtA karAyacyA jAgI to AnaMdI rAhilA mhaNUna puNya bAMdhale gele. evaDheca jarI jamale tarIhI khUpa jhAle! malA lahAnapaNApAsUnaca azI samaja hotI, kadhIca ciMtA kelI nAhI. kadhI ase kAhI ghaDale kI, lagecaca AtUna azI kAhItarI samaja yAyacIca. ase sarva zikavUna yeta nAhI, paraMtu lageca sarva uttare, hajara hoUna jAtAtaca. koNAcyA nimittAne koNAlA miLate? praznakartA : jyAcyAsAThI kharca kele tyAcyA hissyAta te puNya jAte nA? nAhI kI karaNAr2yAlA. tumhI jyAcyAsAThI je kArya karatAta, tyAce phaLa tyAlA miLela? AmhI jyAcyAsAThI je kArya karato, tyAce puNya karato, te tyAlA miLela, AmhAlA nAhI miLaNAra? jo karato tyAlA nAhI miLaNAra? yAta khare kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : ApaNa karAyace ANi dusar2yAlA miLaNAra? ase kadhI aikale Ahe kA? praznakartA : tyAcyA nimittAne AmhI karata asato nA? dAdAzrI : tyAcyA nimittAne AmhI karato nA, maga tyAcyA nimittAne jara AmhI khAta asU tara kAya aDacaNa Ahe ? nAhI, nAhI. tase kAhI yAta pharaka nAhI. te tara banAvaTa karUna lokAMnA ulaTyA mArgAlA lAvatAta, tyAcyA nimittAne! tyAlA khAyace nasela ANi AmhI khAlle tara tyAsa kAya harakata Ahe? he jaga saMpUrNapaNe niyamabaddha Ahe ! tumhI karAla tara tumhAlAca bhogAve lAgela. dusar2yA koNAlA gheNe deNe nAhI. * samakita = zuddhAtmyAce lakSa asalelI samyak dRSTI. Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 pApa-puNya vAha-vAha jhAlI yAta kharca jhAle puNya ! praznakartA : tumhI jase sAMgatA tyApramANe jara niyama asela tara hirAbAMmAge (dAdAzrIMcyA patnI) tumhI kharca kele mhaNUna tumhAlA puNya miLela. dAdAzrI : malA kAya miLaNAra? AmhAlA gheNe deNe nAhI, malA tara kAhI gheNe deNe nAhInA ! yAta kAhI puNya bAMdhale jANAra nAhI. he tara puNya upabhogale jAte. vAha-vAha kelI jAte. jara koNI kharAba karuna gelA tara, 'pahA nA, melyAne sarva bighaDavile' ase sarvajaNa mhaNatIla. arthAta ithalyA itheca sarva miLate. hAyaskUla bAMdhale hote mhaNUna ithalyA itheca vAha-vAha jhAlI. tyAta kAhI miLaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : zALA tara mulAMsAThI bAMdhalI, tI mule zikalI-savaralI, sadvicAra utpanna jhAle. dAdAzrI : tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. paNa tumacI vAha vAha jhAlI, tara samajA saMpale. tyAta puNya vAparale gele. TeMDara pAsa karaNyAsa pAhije puNya... praznakartA : hI sarva loka lakSmIcyA (paizAMcyA) mAge khUpa dhAvatAta. tara tyAMce cArja jAsta hoNAra nA, mhaNUna tyAMnA puDhIla janmI lakSmI jAsta miLAyalA havI nA? dAdAzrI : ApaNa lakSmI dharmakAryAsAThI vAparalI pAhije, ase jara cArja kele asela tara jAsta miLate. praznakartA : paNa manAtUna ase bhAva karata rAhile kI malA lakSmI miLAvI, he je puDhIla janmAsAThI bhAva cArja kele, tara nisarga tyAlA lakSmI puravaNAra nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. tyAcyAne lakSmI nAhI miLata. lakSmI miLaNyAsAThI je bhAva karato nA, tyAmuLe tara lakSmI miLaNAra asela tI Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya suddhA miLaNAra nAhI. ulaTa aMtarAya paDate. lakSmIcI AThavaNa kelyAne miLata nAhI, tI tara puNya kelyAne miLate. 51 cArja arthAta puNyAce cArja kele tara lakSmI miLate. te suddhA phakta lakSmIca miLata nAhI. puNyAcyA cArjamadhye jyAcI icchA asela, jase kI malA lakSmIcI khUpa garaja Ahe, tara tyAlA lakSmI miLate. koNI mhaNela, kI malA tara phakta dharmaca pAhije. tara phakta dharmaca miLela ANi paise javaLa nasatIlahI. arthAta ApaNa jyApramANe puNyAce TeMDara bharale asela kI malA ase (amuka) pAhije. tara tase miLaNyAta Apale puNya vAparale jAte. koNI mhaNela, 'malA baMgale pAhije, gADyA pAhije, ase pAhije, tase pAhije.' tara tyAta puNya vAparale jAte. maga dharmAsAThI kAhIca urata nAhI. ANi koNI mhaNela, malA dharmaca pAhije. gADyA nako. malA tara evaDhayA dona rUma asatIla tarIhI cAlela paNa dharmaca jAsta pAhije. tara tyAlA dharma jAsta asato ANi dusare kamI miLate. arthAta pratyeka jaNa svata:cyA hizobAnusAraca puNyAce TeMDara bharatAta. dAna mhaNaje perUna kApaNe! praznakartA : jara AtmA ANi dAna yAMcA kAhI saMbadha nAhI tara maga he dAna karaNe garajece Ahe kI nAhI? tyAcyA dAdAzrI : dAna mhaNaje kAya? kI deUna, ghyA. he jaga pratidhvanI sArakhe Ahe. arthAta tumhI jase karAla tase pratidhvanI paDatIla, vyAjAsahita. mhaNaje tumhI dyA ANi ghyA. he je mAgIla janmI dile, cAMgalyA kAmAsAThI paise vAparale, ase kAhI kele hote, tyAce tumhAlA phaLa miLAle, AtA punhA ase kele nAhI tara maga sarva dhULIsa miLela. ApaNa zetAtUna cAraze maNa gahU tara gheUna Alo paNa bhAU, tyAtIla pannAsa maNa jara perAyalA gelo nAhI, tara maga ? praznakartA : tara ugaNAra nAhI. dAdAzrI : ase he sarva Ahe. mhaNUna dyAyace. tyAcA pratidhvanIca paDela Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 52 pApa-puNya ANi parata yeIla, aneka paTIne hoUna yeIla. mAgIla janmI dile mhaNUnaca tara amerikelA yAyalA miLAle, nAhI tara ameriketa yAyace kAya sope Ahe kA? kitI puNya kelI asatIla tevhA yA plenamadhye basAyalA miLAle, kityeka lokAMnI tara plena baghitale suddhA nAhI! __ praznakartA : jase iMDiyAta kasturabhAU lAlabhAU yAMcI piDhI Ahe, tara tI dona, tIna, cAra piDhyAMparyaMta paise cAlata rAhatAta, tyAMcyA mulAMcyA mulAMparyaMta, paraMtu ithe ameriketa kase asate kI piDhI asate, paNa jAstIta jAsta sahA-ATha varSAtaca sarva saMpuSTAta yete. kiMvA maga paise asatIla te saMpUna jAtAta ANi nasatIla tara parata yetAta suddhA. tara yAce kAya kAraNa asela? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, tithale je puNya Ahe nA, iMDiyAce puNya, gADha puNya asate, kitIhI dhutale tarI jAta nAhI, ANi pApa suddhA ase gADha asate kI kitIhI dhuta rAhilo tarI jAta nAhI, mhaNaje vaiSNava aso kiMvA jaina aso, paNa tyAMnI puNya azI ghaTTa bAMdhalelI asatAta kI kitIhI dhuta rAhilo tarIhI jAta nAhIta. te peTalAda zaharace dAtAra zeTha, ramaNalAla zeTha tyAMcI sAta-sAta piDhyAMparyaMta saMpannatA rAhilI. khor2yAne paise upasana deta asata lokAMnA, tarIhI kadhI kamI paDale nAhI. tyAMnI jabaradasta puNya bAMdhale hote, kharI puNyAI. ANi pApahI aseca ghaTTa bAMdhatAta, kI sAtasAta piDhyAMparyaMta garibI jAta nAhI. maryAde palIkaDe duHkha bhogatAta, arthAta eksesahI (jAsta) hote ANi miDIyamahI (madhyama) rAhato. ithe (amariketa) tara utu hI yete, punhA basUnahI jAte ANi punhA utu yete. basUna gelyAnaMtarahI punhA utu yete. ithe veLa lAgata nAhI ANi tithe (iMDiyAta) basUna gelyA naMtara punhA utu yeNyAsa khUpa veLa lAgato. arthAta tithe tara sAta-sAta piDhyAMparyaMta cAlAyace. AtA sarva puNya kamI hoUna gele. kAraNa kAya hota asate? kI kasturabhAUcyA gharI janmAlA koNa yete? tevhA mhaNe kI, tyAMcyAsArakhAca puNyazAlI asela toca janmAlA yeto. maga tyAcyAhI gharI koNa janmAlA yeto? tasAca puNyazAlI punhA tithe janmAlA yeto. tithe kasturabhAUce puNya kAma karata nAhI. tara tyAMcyAsArakhA Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya dusarA tithe AlA asela tyAce puNya tithe kAma karate, mhaNaje mhaTalI jAte kasturabhAUcI piDhI, ANi AtA tara ase puNyazAlI Ahetaca kuThe? AtA gelyA paMcavIsa varSAta tara ase khAsa koNI nAhI. dona naMbaracyA paizAMce dAna... praznakartA : dona naMbaracyA paizAMce dAna kele tara te nAhI cAlaNAra? dAdAzrI : dona naMbarace dAna kharokhara tara nAhI cAlaNAra. paNa tarIhI, ekhAdA mANUsa upAzI marata asela ANi tyAlA dona naMbarAce dAna dile tara tyAlA khANyAsAThI cAlela paraMtu dona naMbaracyA paizAta amuka kAyadezIra aDacaNa yete, dusarI kuThalI harakata nAhI. te paise jara haoNTelavAlyAMnA dile tara te gheNAra kI nAhI gheNAra? praznakartA : gheNAra. dAdAzrI : ho, to vyavahAra surUca hoto. praznakartA : AttAcyA kALAta dona naMbaracA paisA, dharmakAryAta vAparalA jAta Ahe, tara tyAtUna lokAMnA puNya upArjana hote kA? dAdAzrI : nakkIca hote nA! tyAne tyAga kelA nA tevaDhA! svata:javaLa AlelyA paizAMcA tyAga kelA! paraMtu tyAta hetu anusAra punhA te puNya taseca hoUna jAte, hetupramANe! he paise dile tyAta phakta ekaca vastU baghitalI jAta nAhI. paizAMcA tyAga kelA he tara nirvivAda Ahe. bAkI paise kuThUna Ale? hetU kAya Ahe? he sarva plasa-mAyanasa hoUna je bAkI urate te tyAce. tyAcA hetU kAya Ahe kI, sarakAra gheUna jAIla tyApekSA yAta dAna karUna TAkU! zAstra vAcana, pApakSaya karate? praznakartA : satzAstrAMcyA vAcanAne pApAMcA kSaya nAhI kA hoU zakaNAra? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAmuLe puNya nakkIca bAMdhale jAIla. pApAMcA kSaya hota nAhI. dusare navIna puNya bAMdhale jAte, tyAsa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mhaNatAta. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya satzAstrAMcA abhyAsa karato, tyAtUna svAdhyAya hoto mhaNUna cittAcI ekAgratA, manAcI ekAgratA khUpa suMdara hote. pApa dhutale jAtAta pratikramaNAne! praznakartA : pApa dhUtA yeta asela tara? dAdAzrI : ase dhUtA yeta nAhI. jJAnI puruSa joparyaMta mArga dAkhavata nAhIta toparyaMta pApa dhuNe jamata nAhI. pApa dhuNe mhaNaje kAya? kI pratikramaNa karaNe. atikramaNa mhaNaje pApa. vyavahArAcyA bAhera koNatIhI kriyA kelI tyAsa pApa mhaNatAta, atikramaNa mhaNatAta. mhaNUna tyAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. tyAcyAne sarva pApaM dhutalI jAtAta, anyathA pApa dhutale jAta nAhI. nasato kadhI pazcAtApa khoTA! dAdAzrI : ase pratikramaNa tumhI kitI karatAta? praznakartA : kuNAlA duHkha jhAle tara lagecaca pazcAtApa karato. dAdAzrI : pazcAtApa mhaNaje ApalyAlA jyA vedanA (duHkha) hotAta te. pazcAtApa pratikramaNa mhaTale jAta nAhI, paNa tarI te uttama Ahe. praznakartA : ekA bAjUne pApa karata rAhato ANi dusar2yA bAjUne pazcAtApa karata rAhato. ase tara cAlataca rAhate. dAdAzrI : ase nAhI hota. jo mANUsa pApa karato ANi to jara pazcAtApa karato tara to khoTe pazcAtApa karU zakataca nAhI. tyAcA pazcAtApa kharAca asato. pazcAtApa kharA asato. mhaNaje jarI kAMdyAcI eka pAkaLI nighAlI tarI suddhA kAMdA saMpUrNaca disato. punhA navIna pAkaLI nighate, tyAcapramANe pazcAtApa kadhIhI vAyA jAta nAhI. pratyeka dharmAne pazcAtApa karaNyAceca zikavile Ahe. khrizcanAMmadhyehI pazcAtApa karaNyAce sAMgitale Ahe. pApAMce prAyazcita kazAprakAre? praznakartA : dara ravivArI devAcyA maMdirAta jAUna ApaNa kelelI pApaM kabula kelI tara pApaM mApha hoUna jAtIla nA? Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 55 dAdAzrI : ase jara pApa dhutale gele asate tara koNI AjArI vagaire paDaleca nasate nA? maga tara kAhI duHkhaca rAhile nasate nA? paNa he tara sImecyA palIkaDe du:kha paDatAta. mAphI mAgaNyAcA artha kAya kI tumhI jara mAphI mAgitalI tara tumacyA pApAce mULa jaLUna jAte. mhaNUna te punhA ugavata nAhI, paNa tyAce phaLa tara bhogAveca lAgate nA! praznakartA : ekhAde mULa tara punhA navyAne ugate. dAdAzrI : nITa jaLale gele nasela tevhAca punhA ugavata rAhate. paraMtu mULa vATela tevaDhe jaLUna gele asela tarI suddhA phaLa tara bhogAveca lAgate nA. bhagavaMtAlAsuddhA bhogAve lAgate! kRSNa bhagavAnAMnAhI ithe (pAyAlA) bANa lAgalA hotA. tyAta kuNAcehI cAlata nAhI, malA suddhA bhogAve lAgate! pratyekAcyA dharmAta mAphI mAgaNyAce asate. khrizcana, muslima, hiMdU sarvAMmadhyeca asate, paNa vegavegaLyA prakAre asate. praznakartA : pAdrI (khrizcanAMce dharmagurU) paNa mhaNatAta kI AmacyAjavaLa kanphezana (kabula) karUna jA, tara sarva pApaM naSTa hoUna jAtIla. dAdAzrI : ase kanphesa karaNe sope Ahe kA? tumhI kanphesa karu zakAla kA? he tara aMdhAr2yA rAtrIta kALokhAta karatAta, to manuSya ujeDAta toMDa dAkhavata nAhI. rAtrI aMdhAra asela tara mI kanphezana karela, ase mhaNela. ANi mAjhyAjavaLa tara cALIsa hajAra mANasAMnI, mulIMnI, svatA:ce sarva kanphezana kele Ahe. pratyeka goSTa kanphesa! ase lihUna dile Ahe. agadI ughaDapaNe kanpheza! maga tara pApa naSTa hoNAraca nA? kanphesa karaNe sope nAhI. praznakartA : mhaNaje he je pratikramaNa karatAta te ANi kanphesa karaNe he donhI sArakheca jhAle nA maga? dAdAzrI : nAhI, he sArakhe nAhI. pratikramaNa mhaNaje jevhA atikramaNa hote nA tevhA dhuta rahAyace. maga punhA DAga paDela tevhA punhA dhuvAyace ANi pApa kanphesa karaNe, jAhIra karaNe hyA donhI goSTI tara vegaLyAca Aheta. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 pApa-puNya praznakartA : pratikramaNa ANi pazcAtApa yAta pharaka kAya? dAdAzrI : pazcAtApa he nAva nirdeza nasalele sAmuhika Ahe. khrizcana ravivArI carcamadhye pazcAtApa karatAta. jI kAhI pApaM kelI tyAce sAmuhika pazcAtApa karatAta. ANi pratikramaNa he kase Ahe kI, jyAne goLI mAralI, jyAne atikramaNa kele, to pratikramaNa karato. tyAca kSaNI! zUTa oNna sAITa (pAhilyAbarobara ThAra) doSa dhuUna TAkato. tyAsa bhAva pratikramaNa mhaNatAta. pazcAtApAne kamI hoto daMDa! praznakartA : pApAce nirmulana karaNyAsAThI uttama mArga prAyazcita Ahe. hI khupa suMdara goSTa Ahe ase purANAta satpuruSAMnI mhaTale Ahe. tara kAya khunI manuSya khUna kelyAnaMtara tyAcA pazcAtApa karata asela tara tyAlA mAphI miLU zakate kA? dAdAzrI : khunI manuSya khUna kelyAnaMtara jara khuza jhAlA tara tyAlA je ekA varSAsAThI daMDa hoNAra hotA, to tIna varSAcA hoUna jAto. ANi khunI manuSya khUna kelyAnaMtara jara pazcAtApa karata asela tara to daMDa bArA mahinyAcA hoNAra asela to sahA mahinyAcA hoUna jAto. koNatehI cukIce kArya karUna jara khuza vhAla tara te kArya tIna paTIne phaLa deIla. kArya kelyAnaMtara jara pazcAtApa karAla kI he cukIce kAma jhAle, tara tyAmuLe daMDa kamI hoIla. jJAnIcyA jJAnAne suTakA karmAMpAsUna! praznakartA : puSkaLa veLA vyavahArAta vegavegaLyA prakAracI karma karAvI lAgatAta, jyAMnA kharAba karma kiMvA pApakarma mhaNatAta. tara tyA pApakarmAMpAsUna ApaNa kazAprakAre vAcU zakato? dAdAzrI : pApakarmAMsamora tyAlA jitake jJAna asela, te jJAna tyAlA helpa karate. ApalyAlA ithUna sTezanalA jAyace asela, tara sTezanalA jANyAce jJAna ApalyAjavaLa asela tara te (jJAna) ApalyAlA pohocavela. pApakarmAMpAsUna kazAprakAre vAcU zakU? mhaNaje yAta jevaDhe jJAna asate, Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya pustakAta kiMvA itara kuNAjavaLa he jJAna nasate. te tara vyAvahArika jJAna asate. nizcaya jJAna he phakta jJAnIMjavaLa asate. pustakAta nizcaya jJAna nasate. jJAnIMcyA hRdayAta lapalele asate. te nizcaya jJAna jevhA ApaNa vANIrUpAne aikato tevhA ApalI suTakA hote. nAhItara pustakAta tara vyAvahArika jJAna asate, tehI puSkaLa khulAsA ( spaSTIkaraNa) deU zakate. tyAcyAne buddhI vADhate. matijJAna vADhata jAte. zrutajJAnAne matijJAna vADhate, ANi matijJAna pApApAsUna kase suTAve tyAcA ulagaDA karate. bAkI, yAzivAya dusarA ha upAya nAhI ANi dusare mhaNaje pratikramaNa kele tara suTatA yeIla. paNa pratikramaNa kase asAyalA have ? 'zUTa oNna sAITa' asale pAhije. doSa jhAlyAbarobara lageca pratikramaNa karaNyAta Ale tara suTakA hoIla. karA hyA vidhI, pApodayA veLI ! 57 praznakartA : pratikramaNa kelyAne kadAcita navIna pApa bAMdhale jANAra nAhI, paNa junI pApaM tara bhogAvIca lAgatIla nA? dAdAzrI : pratikamaNAne navIna pApa hoNAra nAhIta, he tumace mhaNaNe barobara Ahe paraMtu junI pApaM tara bhogalyAnaMtaraca suTakA Ahe. paNa tarI he bhogaNe kamI hoU zakate, tyAsAThI maga mI mArga dAkhavilA Ahe kI tIna maMtra ekatra bolA, tarIsuddhA bhogaNyAce phaLa halake hoUna jAIla. ekhAdyA mANasAcyA DokyAvara diDa maNace vajana asela ANi bicArA khUpa kaMTALUna gelA asela, paNa tyAveLI jara tyAlA acAnaka ekhAdI vastU pAhaNyAta AlI ANi tyAvara tyAcI dRSTI paDalI tara to svata:ce duHkha visarUna jAto, DokyAvara ojhe Ahe tarIhI tyAlA duHkha kamI vATate azAprakAre he je trimaMtra Aheta nA, te bolalyAne tyAlA te ojhe jANavaNAraca nAhI. maMtrAcA kharA artha kAya? maMtra mhaNaje je manAlA zAMta Thevate te. bhagavaMtAcI bhaktI karatAMnA saMsArAta vighna yeU nayeta yAsAThI bhagavaMtAne tIna maMtra dile Aheta (1) navakAra maMtra (2) OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya (3) OM namaH zivAya. he maMtra helpiMga vastU Ahe. tumhI kadhItarI trimaMtra bolale hote kA? ekaca divasa trimaMtra bolale hote? te jara thoDe jAsta bolale Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 pApa-puNya nA tara sarva halake hoUna jAIla. ANi tumhAlA bhItI vATata asela tara tIhI baMda hoIla. puNyAcA udaya kAya kAma karato? ApaNa TharavalyApramANe sarvaca hoU dete. pApAcA udaya kAya karato? ApaNa Tharavalele sarva ulaTe karUna TAkato. __pApa dhutalyAcI pratIti! praznakartA : AmhI kelelI pApakarma AtA kazAprakAre dhuU? dAdAzrI : pApakarmAMce jevaDhe DAga paDale asatIla tevaDhe pratikramaNa karAve, te DAga pakke asatIla tara punhA punhA dhuvAve. punhA punhA dhuvAve. praznakartA : te DAga gele kI nAhI he kase kaLela? dAdAzrI : te tara Ata tumace mana svaccha jhAle, kI kaLate. cehar2yAvara mastI pasarate. DAga jara nighUnaca gele tara tumhAlA samajaNAra nAhI kA? kA nAhI samajata? tyAta kAya harakata Ahe? ANi jarI nAhI dhutale gele tarIhI ApalyAlA harakata nAhI. tU pratikramaNa kara nA! tU sAbaNa lAvataca rahA nA! tU kharokhara pApAlA oLakhato kA? samoracyA vyaktIlA du:kha hote te pApa Ahe. koNatyAhI jIvAlA, maga to manuSya aso, prANI aso kiMvA jhADa aso. jhADAcI vinAkAraNa jara pAne toData rAhilo tara tyAlAhI duHkha hote, mhaNUna tyAsa pApa mhaTale jAte. mhaNUna jarAsuddhA, kiMcitamAtra paNa duHkha hoNAra nAhI ase vAgale pAhije. praznakartA : paNa manuSya tyAcyA svabhAvApramANe vAgata asela tarIhI tyAta tyAlA puNya-pApa lAgate kA? dAdAzrI : samoracyAlA duHkha jhAle tara pApa lAgate. to svabhAvApramANe vAgato, paNa tyAlA samajale pAhije kI mAjhyA svabhAvAmuLe samoracyAlA duHkha hota Ahe, mhaNUna mI tyAcI mAphI mAgitalI pAhije, kI mAjhA svabhAva vAkaDA Ahe ANi tyAmuLe tyAlA duHkha jhAle Ahe, mhaNUna mI mAphI mAgato. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya ApaNa jara pratikramaNa kele tara khUpa cAMgale. Apale kapaDe svaccha hotIla nA? ApalyA kapaDyAta maLa kA rAhU dyAvA? dAdAMnI asA mArga dAkhavalA Ahe tara kA nAhI svaccha karAve? praznakartA : atikramaNa kevhA hote, kI jevhA mAgIla janmAce kAhI hizoba asatIla tevhAca nA? dAdAzrI : ho, tevhAca hote. praznakartA : arthAta ApaNa pratikramaNa karata asato, tevhA mAgIla sarva janmAMcyA pApAMsAThI pratikramaNa hota asate kA? dAdAzrI : te hizoba AmhI toDUna TAkato. mhaNUna Apale loka 'zUTa oNna sAITa' pratikramaNa karatAta, jyAmuLe tumace doSa lageca nirmaLa hoUna jAtAta. zetIce pApa dhuNyAcI vidhi! praznakartA : AmhI Tharalo zetakarI, tara jevhA AmhI taMbAkUcI zetI karato, tevhA AmhAlA pratyeka ropaTyAcI koMba mhaNaje tyAce Doke toDAveca lAgate. tevhA tyAce pApa tara lAgateca nA? tevhA yA pApAce nivAraNa kazAprakAre karAve? dAdAzrI : tevhA manAta ase vATale pAhije kI jaLo, hA dhaMdA kuThUna AlA mAjhyA nazibI? basa, phakta evaDheca. ropaTyAcI Toka toDUna TAkAyace. paNa manAta, hA vyavasAya kA mhaNUna mAjhyA nazibI AlA, asA pazcAtApa jhAlA pAhije. ANi ase karAyalA nako, ase manAlA vATale pAhije, basa. praznakartA : paNa he pApa tara hoNAraca nA? dAdAzrI : te tara Aheca. te tumhI baghAyace nAhI. hota asaNAre pApa tumhI baghAyace nAhI. ase nako vhAyalA pAhije ase tumhI nakkI karAyace. nizcaya kelA pAhije. hA vyavasAya kuThUna miLAlA? dusarA cAMgalA vyavasAya Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya miLAlA asatA tara ApaNa ase kele nasate. he joparyaMta ApaNa jANata nAhI toparyaMta pazcAtApa hota nAhI. khuza hoUna ropaTyAlA upaTUna phekUna deto. AmhI sAMgitalyA pramANe karA nA, maga tumacI sagaLI jabAbadArI hI AmacI. ropaTe phekUna dile tyAta kAhI aDacaNa nAhI, paNa pazcAtApa jhAlAca pAhije kI he kuThUna Ale mAjhyA vATyAlA. 60 praznakartA : kApasAlA auSadhAcI phavAraNI karAvI lAgate tara kAya karAve? tyAta hiMsA tara hoteca nA? dAdAzrI : nAIlAjAstava je je kArya karAve lAgate, te pratikramaNa karaNyAcyA zartIvara karAve. tumhAlA hA saMsAra vyavahArAta kazAprakAre cAlAve te yeta nAhI. te AmhI tumhAlA zikavU, jyAmuLe maga navIna pApa bAMdhale jANAra nAhI. zetIkAmAta jIvajaMtU maratAta, tyAce doSa tara lAgaNAraca nA? mhaNUna zetakar2yAMnI dararoja pAca-dahA miniTe devAjavaLa prArthanA karAvI kI hA doSa jhAlA tyAcI mAphI mAgato. zetakarI asela tara tyAlA AmhI ase sAMgato kI tU jo vyavasAya karato, tyAta jIvajaMtU maratAta. tyAce azAprakAre pratikramaNa kara. zaMbhara Takke dhutalI jAtAta pApaM ! praznakartA : mhaNaje mAphI mAgitalyAne ApalyA pApAMce nivAraNa kharokhara hote kA? dAdAzrI : yAcyAneca pApAMce nivAraNa hote, dusarA kuThalAhI mArga nAhI. praznakartA : tara maga punhA punhA mAphI mAgAyacI ANi punhA punhA pApa karata rahAyace? dAdAzrI : punhA punhA mAphI mAgAyacI suTa Ahe. punhA punhA mAphI mAgAvI lAgela. ho, zaMbhara Takke suTaNyAcA mArga hAca Ahe ! mAphI mAgItalyAzivAya hyA jagAtUna itara kuThalyAhI mArgAne suTU zakaNAraca nAhI. pratikramaNAne sarva pApaM dhutalI jAtAta. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya praznakartA : pratikramaNa kelyAne pApAMcA nAza hoto, tyAmAge kAya sAyansa Ahe? dAdAzrI : atikramaNAne pApa hotAta ANi pratikramaNAne pApAMcA nAza hoto. mAge vaLalyAne pApAMcA nAza hoto. praznakartA : tara maga karmAMcA niyama kuThe lAgU paDato? ApaNa mAphI mAgato ANi karma suTUna jAtAta tara maga yAta karmAcA niyama nAhI rAhilA nA? dAdAzrI : hAca karmAcA niyama! mAphI mAgaNe hAca karmAcA niyama!! praznakartA : maga sarvajaNa pApa karata rAhatIla ANi mAphI mAgata rahAtIla. dAdAzrI : ho, pApa karata rahAyace ANi mAphI mAgata rahAyacI, heca bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitale Ahe. praznakartA : paNa khar2yA manAne mAphI mAgAyacI nA? dAdAzrI : mAphI mAgaNArA khar2yA manAneca mAphI mAgata asato ANi khoTayA manAne mAphI mAgitalI tarIhI cAlavUna ghetalI jAIla. tarIhI mAphI mAgA. praznakartA : tara maga tyAlA tazI savayaca hoUna jAIla? dAdAzrI : savaya lAgalI tarIhI cAlela paNa mAphI mAgA. mAphI mAgitalyAzivAya tara suTakAca nAhI he samajUna ghyA! mAphIcA kAya artha Ahe? tyAsa pratikramaNa mhaTale jAte ANi doSAlA kAya mhaTale jAte? atikramaNa. karmAcA niyama kAya Ahe? atikramaNa kele tara tyAce pratikramaNa karA. samajale kA tumhAlA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : arthAta mAphI avazya mAgA.ANi hyA zahANyA, diDa Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya zahANyAMcI goSTa jAU dyA nA! koNI cukIce vAgata asela ANi mAphI mAgata asela tara mAgU dyA nA! 'dhIsa ija kamplITa laoN.' (hA saMpUrNa niyama Ahe) pazcAtApAcA sarvazreSTha sAbaNa! praznakartA : pApa dUra karaNyAsAThI prAyazcitAzivAya dusarA koNatA upAya Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : pApa dUra karaNyAsAThI prAyazcitAzivAya dusarA koNatAca upAya nAhI. he sarva pApa, te kAya Ahe? kazAlA pApa mhaNata asato ApaNa? tevhA mhaNe kI, tumhI je he sarva karatAta te karaNyAsa harakata nAhI. he sarva ithe basalele Aheta. AtA kuNAlA kAhI harakata nAhI. tyAta koNI ekhAdA vyaktI mhaNAlA kI 'tumhI kA uzirA AlAta?' ase ApalyAlA mhaNAlA, tevhA tyAne atikramaNa kele ase mhaTale jAIla. lokAMnA he AvaData nAhI kI hA ase kA bolato? tyAsa atikramaNa kele ase mhaTale jAIla. to atikramaNa karato, tyAsAThIca bhagavaMtAne pratikramaNa sAMgitale Ahe. mhaNaje pazcAtApa kitIcA karAyacA Ahe? tara lokAMnA je da:khadAyI hoIla, azA goSTIMsAThI pazcAtApa karAvA. kAya sAMgatAta? lokAMnA je AvaData asela tyAsAThI nAhI. mhaNaje prAyazcita karAve lAgela. tU karato kA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA nAvAne pratikramaNa karato kI nAhI karata? praznakartA : te pustaka dile Ahe nA, tyAta mhaTalyApramANe karato. naU kalame karato. dAdAzrI : karatosa nA? te pratikramaNaca Ahe. dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA naU kalamAMta dile Ahe nA te sarvAta moThe pratikramaNa Ahe. saMpUrNa jagAsAThI kalyANakArI ase te pratikramaNa Ahe. Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 63 praznakartA : hI goSTa kharI Ahe kA kI pazcAtApAcyA mAThAta vATela tase pApa asale tarI...... dAdAzrI : halake hoUna jAte, pazcAtApAmuLe. praznakartA : pUrNapaNe jaLUna khAka hota nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : pUrNa jaLUnahI jAte. azI kityeka pApaM tara jaLUnahI jAtAta, naSTa hotAta. pazcAtApAcA sAbaNa asA Ahe kI bar2yAca prakAracyA kapaDyAMvara kAma karato. praznakartA : ANi tyAtahI jara tumacyA sAkSIne kele tara maga bAkI kuThe kAya rAhate? dAdAzrI : kalyANa hoUna jAte. arthAta pazcAtApAcyA sAbaNAsArakhA yA jagAta dusarA koNatAhI sAbaNa nAhI. nivRttI nAhI, pApa-puNyApAsUna... praznakartA : sarva sAmAnya loka jANatAta kI pApa kAya Ahe ANi puNya kAya Ahe, tarIsuddhA tyAtUna nivRtta kA nAhI hoU zakata? dAdAzrI : ho, hA prazna duryodhanAne kRSNa bhagavaMtAlA vicAralA hotA kI pApAlA jANato ANi puNyAlAhI jANato arthAta adharma ANi dharma donhI jANato paNa adharmApAsUna nivRtta hotA yeta nAhI ANi dharmAta pravRtti hota nAhI. praznakartA : tI kazAmuLe nAhI hota? dAdAzrI : tyA adharmAlA tyAne jANaleca nAhI. prathama he jANale pAhije kI 'mI koNa Ahe?' he sarva kazAsAThI Ahe? hA bhAU malA trAsa kA deto? ANi malA dusare bhAU kA nAhI miLAle? roja zivyA deta rAhato, asA bhAU kA miLAlA? tyAlA tara khUpa cAMgale bhAU miLAle Aheta, yA sagaLyAMcyA mAge kAya kAraNa Ahe? he sarva samajUna ghyAve lAgaNAra kI nAhI? Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 pApa-puNya praznakartA : te kazAprakAre samajUna ghyAyace? dAdAzrI : he pUrvajanmAce ApalyA karmAce hizoba Aheta, koNatyAhI devAne yAta hAta ghAtalelA nAhI. he tara ApApalyA karmAcyA hizobAnusAra sarva naphe-toTe Aheta. tyAta ahaMkAra karato tyAmuLe nusate pApa-puNya bAMdhale jAtAta. punhA te bhogaNyAsAThI jAve lAgate. mhaNUnaca yA gatIMmadhye bhaTakAve lAgate. turuMga Ahe he sarva. hA turuMgavAsa bhogUna parata yeto ANi punhA hotA tasAcyA tasAca. naMtara punhA ahaMkAra kelA nAhI tara mukta hoto. arthAta mokSAlA jAyace asela tara suTakA karUna ghe. tyAsAThI 'mI koNa Ahe' yAcA zodha ghetalA ANi tyAsa jANale tara suTakA hoIla. naphA-nukasAnacA AdhAra? pAca iMdriyAMnI je je anubhavAta yete te sarvaca 'DiscArja' Ahe. he tara puNyAcyA AdhAre svata:cyA icchepramANe hote tevhA ahaMkAra karato kI 'mI kele' va naMtara jevhA pApAcA udaya yeto tevhA nukasAna hote tevhA 'bhagavaMtAne kele' ase mhaNato! nAhItara mhaNela, mAjhe graha vAITa Aheta!!! ANi kamAI he tara sahaja kamAI Ahe. kuThalAhI mANUsa kamavU zakata nAhI. jara mehanatIne kamavatA yeta asate tara majUrAneca kamavale asate! he tara tumace puNya kamavate ANi svataH ahaMkAra karato kI, 'mI kamavale, mI kamavale.' dahA lAkha kamavato toparyaMta to chAtI kADhUna phirata rAhato ANi jevhA pAca lAkhAce nukasAna jhAle, tevhA jara ApaNa vicArale, 'zeTha ase kA ghaDale?' tevhA sAMgela, 'deva rusalA Ahe.' baghA, tyAlA dusarA koNI sApaDalA nAhI.bicAr2yA devAcyA DokyAvara TAkato. tumacyA manApramANe (dhAraNenusAra) hote te puNyAce phaLa ANi manAviruddha hote te sarva pApAce phaLa. svata:cyA manApramANe hoIla ase he jaga nAhIca muLI. ApalyA manApramANe phaLa yete tevhA te puNyAce prArabdha Ahe, manApramANe phaLa yeta nAhI tara te pApAce prArabdha Ahe. ahaMkArAne bAMdhale jAte puNya-pApa! praznakartA : jara malA ahaMkAra paNa nasela ANi mamatA paNa nasela, kiMvA doghAMpaikI ekhAdI vastU nasela tara mI koNate karma karato? Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 65 dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra Ahe mhaNUna pApa ANi puNya hota asate. ahaMkAra gelA mhaNaje pApa-puNya gele ANi loka ahaMkAra kamI karatAta nA, ahaMkAra kamI kelA tyAmuLe karma bAMdhale gele. tyAce phaLa bhautika sukha miLate. ahaMkAra adhika kelA tyAmuLe karma bAMdhale gele, tyAce phaLa bhautika duHkha yete. ahaMkAra kamI kelyAne ahaMkAra kAhI jAta nAhI, paraMtu to bhautika sukha miLavUna deNArA Ahe. jithe jJAnI asatAta titheca ahaMkAra jAto, nAhI tara ahaMkAra jAta nAhI. amuka maryAdeparyaMtaca ahaMkAra kamI hoU zakato, jyAmuLe tyAlA saMsArAta aDacaNa yeta nAhI. mahAvIra bhagavAnAMcyA AjJeta rAhile tara, amuka maryAdeparyaMta ahaMkAra nakkI kamI hoU zakato paNa naoNrmala ahaMkAra rAhato. naoNrmala ahaMkAra asela tithe saMsArAta kleza hota nAhI. gharAta jarA suddhA kleza kiMvA aMtarakleza vaigere hota nAhI. ase ajUnahI ApalyA kramikamArgAta Ahe. paraMtu tehI ekhAdyAlA asela. phAra kamI lokAMnA kleza hota nAhI, aMtarakleza hota nAhI. paraMtu mokSa prAptIsAThI tara to ahaMkAra suddhA kADhAvA lAgela. ANi to ahaMkAra gelA va 'mI' je Ahe tyAce riyalAijezana (bhAna) jhAle tara sarva miLAle, naMtara karma bAMdhalI jAta nAhI. maga to jaja asela tarIhI karma bAMdhalI jAta nAhI. dAnezvarI asela tarIhI karma bAMdhale jANAra nAhI. sAdhu asela tarIhI karma bAMdhale jANAra nAhI ANi kasAI asela tarIsuddhA karma bAMdhale jANAra nAhI. kAya sAMgitale mI? kA cakita jhAlAta? kasAI (khATika) mhaTale mhaNUna? kasAIlA vicArale tara to mhaNela, sAheba mAjhyA bApa-dAdAMpAsUna cAlata AlelA vyavasAya Ahe! praznakartA : ahaMkAra karata asela taraca puNya zabda vAparalA jAto ANi ahaMkAra karata asela taraca pApa zabda vAparalA jAto. dAdAzrI : he barobara Ahe. ahaMkAra karata asela taraca pApa-puNya zabda vAparale jAtAta. paNa ahaMkAra yAta thoDe badala karato, dusarA kAhI Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya jAsta pharaka karata nAhI. hI tara ghaDUna gelelI goSTa Ahe. tI iTa haeNpansa Ahe ANi navIna punhA tayAra hota Ahe. navIna philma tayAra hota Ahe ANi junI philma ulagaData Ahe. 66 joparyaMta ahaMkAra Ahe toparyaMta navIna kalpanA rekhATalyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI nA! ApaNa kitIhI samajAvale tarIhI navIna yojanA kelyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI nA ! ahaMkAra kAya karata nAhI ? ahaMkArAneca he sarva ubhe rAhile Ahe. ahaMkAra jara vilaya jhAlA tara muktI Ahe. saMbaMdha, puNya ANi AtmyAcA.... praznakartA : AtmyAcA puNyAzI kAhI saMbaMdha Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : kAhIhI saMbaMdha nAhI. paraMtu joparyaMta 'bilipha' (mAnyatA) azI Ahe kI, 'he mI karato' toparyaMta saMbaMdha Ahe. jevhA 'mI karata nAhI' hI 'rAITa bilipha' basalI tyAnaMtara AtmyAcA puNyAzI kAhIhI saMbaMdha nAhI. 'mI dAna karato' 'mI corI karato' donhIhI ' ahaMkAra' Ahe. jithe kAhIhI karaNyAta yete tithe puNya bAMdhale jAte kiMvA pApa bAMdhale jAte. ajJAnateta bAMdhato puNya-pApa, karma ! praznakartA : pApAne kiMvA puNyAne kiMvA hyA donhIMce mizraNa jhAle tara koNatyA yonIta ApalA janma hoto? dAdAzrI : janma ANi pApa-puNya yAlA kAhI gheNe deNe nAhI. janma jhAlyAnaMtara pApa-puNya tyAlA phaLa detAta. yonI koNatyA AdhArAvara miLate ? kI, 'mI caMdUbhAUca Ahe ANi he mI kele' ase bolatonA, tyAsobataca yonIta bIja paDale. AtA kartApaNa kA Ahe? tevhA mhaNe, 'karata Ahe koNI dusarA, parazaktI kAma karata Ahe ANi svataH ase mAnato kI mI karato. ' parazaktIcA pratyakSa purAvA kAya? tevhA mhaNe, 'yA jagAta asA koNI janmAlA AlA nAhI kI jyAlA zaucAlA jANyAcI svataMtra zakti asela. he tara parazaktI karavate tevhA hote. ' Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya AtA hI parazaktI kazAne utpanna jhAlI? tevhA sAMgatAta, pratyeka jIva ajJAnadazeta puNya ANi pApa he donaca karU zakato. he je puNya-pApa karato, tyAcyA phaLa svarupAta karmAce udaya yetAta. yA udayAmuLe maga hI karma cikaTatAta. 'AtA puNya-pApa bAMdhaNyAce, mULa kAraNa kAya? he bAMdhale jANAra nAhIta yAvara kAhI upAya Ahe kA?' tevhA mhaNatAta, 'kartApaNa nasela tara puNya-pApa bAMdhale jAta nAhI.' 'kartApaNa kazAprakAre hota nAhI?' tevhA mhaNatAta, "joparyaMta ajJAna Ahe, toparyaMta mI karato' ase bhAna Ahe. AtA kharokhara 'karato koNa' he jANale tara kartApaNa hota nAhI." puNya-pApAcI jI yojanA Ahe, tI he sarva karata Ahe ANi ApaNa mAnata asato, 'mI kele' phAyadA tara tyAmuLeca hota asato. puNyAcyA AdhAvara phAyadA hota asato, tevhA ApaNa mAnato kI 'ahoho! mI kamavale' ANi jevhA pApAcyA AdhIna hote tevhA nukasAna hote, tevhA samajate kI he tara mAjhyA AdhIna nAhI. paNa maga punhA dusar2yA veLI svataHcyA puNyAcyA AdhIna hote tevhA visarUna jAto. arthAta punhA kartA banato. hyA pAca indriyAMnI je kAhI karaNyAta yete, pAca indriyAMnI je sarva anubhavAta yete, he jaga je cAlata Ahe tI sagaLIca parasattA Ahe, ANi yAta he loka mhaNatAta kI 'he mI kele.' arthAta to karmAcA kartA jhAlA, hIca adhikaraNa kriyA Ahe. mhaNUna maga bhoktA vhAve lAgate. __ AtA kartApaNa kase miTela? tevhA mhaNatAta, joparyaMta AropIta bhAva Ahe toparyaMta kartApaNa miTaNAra nAhI. svataH svata:cyA mULa svarupAta AlA tara kartApaNa miTela. te muLa svarUpa kase Ahe? tevhA mhaNe, 'kriyAkArI nAhI Ahe. te svataH krIyAkArIca nAhI mhaNUna te kartA hotaca nAhI nA!' paraMtu hA tara ajJAnatemuLe pakaDUna basalA Ahe kI 'he mIca karata Ahe.' azI tyAlA bezuddhAvasthA rAhate ANi hAca AropitabhAva Ahe. zevaTI tara pApa-puNyAcyAhI pAra jAyace Ahe... puNya, he kriyece phaLa Ahe, pApa suddhA kriyece phaLa Ahe ANi mokSa he 'akriyate' ce phaLa Ahe ! jithe koNatIhI kriyA Ahe, tithe baMdha Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya (karmabaMdha) Ahe. maga te puNyAce aso kiMvA pApAce aso, paNa baMdhana Ahe ! ANi 'jANane' hI muktI Ahe. 'vijJAna' jANalyAne muktI Ahe. he sarva je je tyAga karAla, tyAce phaLa bhogAve lAgela. tyAga karaNe hI sattA kAya ApalyA hAtAta Ahe ? grahaNa karaNe hI ApalI sattA Ahe ? tI sattA tara puNya-pApAcyA AdhIna Ahe. 68 Ata preraka koNa? AtUna je mAhita paDate, inphormezana (sUcanA) miLate te puNya-pApa dAkhavate. Ata sarvaca jJAna - darzana Ahe. AtUna tara sarvaca mAhitI miLata asate. paNa tI kuThaparyaMta miLate kI joparyaMta tumhI thAMbavata nAhI. tyAce ullaMghana kele tara 'inphormezana' yeNe baMda hoUna jAIla. AtmA paramAtmA svarUpa Ahe. to cukIcehI sucavata nAhI ANi kharehI sucavata nAhI. he tara pApAcA udaya yeto tevhA cukIce sucate ANi puNyAcA udaya yeto tevhA khare dAkhavate. yAta AtmA kAhIca karata nAhI. AtmA tara phakta spaMdanAMnA baghataca rAhato ! ekAgratA tara AtUna ApalyA karmAcA udaya jevhA sAtha deIla tevhA hote. udayAne sAtha dilI nAhI tara hoNAra nAhI. puNyAcA udaya asela tara ekAgratA hote, pApAcA udaya asela tara ekAgratA hota nAhI. 'jJAnI' nimitta AtmaprAptIce ! praznakartA : AtmyAlA oLakhaNyAsAThI nimittAcI AvazyakatA Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : nimittAzivAya tara kAhIca ghaData nAhI. praznakartA : nimitta puNyAne miLate kI puruSArthAne? dAdAzrI : puNyAne. bAkI, puruSArtha kelA nA, yA upAzrayAkaDUna tyA upazrAyAparyaMta paLata rAhilA, ase anaMta janma jarI bhaTakata rAhilA tarIhI nimitta prApta hota nAhI ANi jara Apale puNya asela tara sahaja, rastyAta bheTatIla. tyAsAThI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pAhije. Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya praznakartA : 'jJAnI puruSa' koNatyA puNyAcyA AdhArAvara bheTatAta? dAdAzrI : puNyAnubaMdhI puNyAcyA AdhArAvara! he ekaca sAdhana ase Ahe kI jyAcyAmuLe mAjhI bheTa hoIla. koTI janmAcI puNyAI jevhA jAgate tevhA yA jJAnI puruSAcA yoga juLUna yeto. puNya rupI sAtha mokSAcI... praznakartA : puNyAce bhAva AtmArthyAsAThI hitakArI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : puNya AtmyAsAThI hitakArI Ahe te yAsAThI kI he puNya asela nA, tara ithe satsaMgAta jJAnI puruSAMjavaLa yeU zakato nA! nAhItara yA majUrAMce pApa Ahe, jyAmuLe to bicArA ithe kasA yeU zakela? pUrNa divasabhara kaSTa karatAta tevhA kuThe saMdhyAkALI khANyAsAThI paise miLatAta. hyA puNyAmuLeca tara tumhAlA gharI basalyA-basalyA khAyalA miLate ANi thoDA-phAra veLa suddhA miLato. arthAta puNya tara AtmArthAMsAThI hitakArI Ahe. puNya asela tara savaDa miLate. ApalyAlA ase saMyoga juLUna yetAta, thoDayA kaSTAne paise miLatAta ANi puNya asela tara dusarI puNyazAlI mANaseM bheTatAta, nAhI tara nAlAyaka mANase bheTatAta. praznakartA : AtmyAsAThI he jAsta hitakArI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : jAsta hitakArI nAhI, paNa tyAcI AvazyakatA tara Aheca nA? ekhAdyA veLI eksepzanala (apavAdAtmaka) kesa' madhye pApa asela tara te khUpa hitakArI Tharate. paNa te puNyAnubaMdhI pApa asAyalA have. puNyAnubaMdhI pApa asela nA, tara te jAsta hitakArI Tharate. pApa puNya, donhIhI bhrAMtI? praznakartA : puNyazAlI asela tara tyAlA sagaLe 'yA yA, basA.' karatAta, tara tyAcyAne tyAcA ahama vADhaNAra nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, hI goSTa jyAlA 'jJAna' Ahe tyAcyAsAThI Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 pApa-puNya nAhI. hI tara saMsArI goSTa Ahe, jyAcyAjavaLa 'jJAna' Ahe tyAcyAjavaLa tara puNyahI urale nAhI ANi pApa hI urale nAhI! tyAlA tara donhIMcA 'nikAla' karaNeca bAkI rAhate. kAraNa puNya ANi pApa donhIhI bhrAMtI Aheta. paraMtu jagAne tyAlA khUpa kimatI mAnale Ahe ! mhaNaje hI tara ApaNa jagAcI goSTa karata Ahota. paNa yA jagAta loka vinAkAraNa taDaphaData Aheta. adhika puNya, vADhavato ahaMkAra... __ ase Ahe, kI he kaliyuga Ahe, yAta jyA icchA hotAta va tyA icchA pUrNa jhAlyA tara tyAcA ahaMkAra vADhato maga gADI ulaTyA dizene cAlate. yA kaliyugAta nehamIca, Thokara basaNe he tara cAMgaleca Ahe. arthAta pratyeka yugAta he vAkya vegavegaLyA prakAre asate. mhaNUna yA yugAlA anusarUna azAprakAre mhaTale jAte. AtA jara icchenusAra miLAle tara tyAcA ahaMkAra vADhato. miLate te sarva puNyAcyA hizobAne ANi vADhato mAtra kAya? ahaMkAra, 'mI Ahe.' mhaNUna yA jitakyA icchA hotAta, tyApramANe ghaData nAhI tevhA tyAcA ahaMkAra ThikANyAvara rAhato ANi goSTIMnA samajU lAgato. Thokara lAgate tevhA samajate, nAhItara samajU zakaNAraca nAhI nA! icchA jhAlI ANi miLAle mhaNUnaca tara he loka DokyAvara caDhatAta. icchenusAra miLAle tevhAca tara hI dazA jhAlI bicar2yAMcI! je puNya hote te tara kharca jhAle ANi ulaTa phasale gele ANi ahaMkAra gADha hota gelA! ahaMkAra vADhaNyAsa veLa lAgata nAhI. phaLa koNa deta asate? puNya dete ANi manAta kAya mAnato kI 'mIca karato.' azA ahaMkArIlA tara mAra paDalelAca cAMgalA. icchA jhAlI ANi lageca miLAle tara to gharAta pAya jaminIvaraca Thevata nAhI. bApAce suddhA aikata nAhI. kuNAlAca dAda deta nAhI. mhaNaje icchA jhAlI ANi te miLAle tara samajAyace kI adhogatIta jANAra Ahe, tyAcI buddhI vADhata jAUna cakrama hoUna jAto. thoDyA-phAra lokAMnA AtA icchenusAra miLAle Ahe, te tara AtA lAkhoMcyA phlaeNTamadhye rahAta Aheta ANi tyA sarvAMcI janAvarAsArakhI dazA jhAlI Ahe. phlaeNTa asela lAkhAMcA, paNa to tyAMcyAsAThI hitakArI Tharata nAhI, mhaNaje hI tara tyAMcyAvara dayA karaNyAsArakhI sthitI Ahe. Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 71 puNyAne paNa vADhato saMsAra.... praznakartA : puNyAcyA baMdhanAne saMsAra tara vADhato, asA tyAcA bhAvArtha hoto nA? dAdAzrI : puNya ase hitakArI nAhI. puNya tara ekA prakAre helpa karate. pApa asela tara jJAnI puruSa bheTataca nAhIta. jJAnI puruSAMnA bheTAyace asela paNa saMpUrNa divasa milamadhye nokarI karata asela tara to kazAprakAre bheTU zakela? mhaNaje azAprakAre puNya helpa karate, ANi tehI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya asela taraca helpa karate. praznakartA : jase pApAne saMsAra vADhato tase puNyAne paNa saMsAra vADhato nA? dAdAzrI : puNyAne paNa saMsAra tara vADhato, paNa ithUna je mokSAlA gele Aheta nA, te jabaradasta puNyazAlI hote. tyAMcyA AjUbAjUlA jara rANyA baghitalyA tara donaze-pAcaze tara rANyA hotyA, ANi rAjyahI khUpa moThe hote. svata:lA mAhitahI nasAyace kI kevhA sUryanArAyaNa ugavale ANi kevhA mAvaLale, azA thATAmATAta tara puNyazAlI janmalA yetAta ! khUpa sAr2yA rANyA asatAta, aizvarya asUnahI te kaMTALUna jAyace kI yA saMsArAta sukha tarI kAya Ahe? pAcaze rANyAMmadhye pannAsa rANyA tyAMcyAvara khuza asAyacyA. bAkIcyA toMDa phugavUna phirata asAyacyA, kityeka rANyA tara rAjAlA mArUna TAkaNyAsAThI prayatna karAyacyA. arthAta he jaga tara atizaya kaThINa Ahe. yAtUna pAra yeNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe. jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara te ekameva ApalI muktI karavUna detAta, bAkI itara kuNIhI mukta karU zakata nAhI. jJAnIpuruSa baMdhana mukta jhAlele Aheta, mhaNUna ApalI muktatA karU zakatAta. te taraNatAraNa jhAlele Aheta, mhaNUna te soDavU zakatAta. hat puNyazAlI, nAhI bheTU zakata jJAnIMnA ! praznakartA : AmhI puSkaLa lokAMnA samajAvato kI 'dAdAM' javaLa yA, paNa te yeta nAhIta. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : paNa yeNe sope nAhI. tyAsAThI tara khUpa puNya pAhije. jabaradasta puNya asela tevhAca bheTa hoU zakate. puNyAzivAya kasA bheTU zakela? tumhI kitI puNya kele hote tevhA tumhI malA bheTU zakalAta. arthAta (tyAMce) puNya kacce paDate jyAmuLe te ajUna bheTU zakale nAhIta. praznakartA : lokAMce puNya kevhA udayAsa yetIla? nimitta tara utkRSTa Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho. paNa puNya udayAsa yeNe hI kAhI evaDhI sopI goSTa nAhI nA. puNyazAlI asatIla, tara puNyodaya jhAlyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. ajUna paNa puNyazAlI asatIla, tyAMce puNya jAge hoNAraca. akrama mArgAtIla laoNTarIce vijetA... jevhA yA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyazAlIMsAThI asA mArga nighato nA! pratyakSAzivAya kAhIca zakya nAhI. 'vItarAga vijJAna' pratyakSAzivAya kAmAta yeIla ase nAhI. ANi he tara 'akrama-vijJAna, hyAta tara kaeNza DipArTameMTa (rokaDa khAtA) kaeNza ba~ka (rokaDa ba~ka) ANi kramikamadhye tara tyAga karatAta, paraMtu rokaDa phaLa miLata nAhI ANi he tara kaeNza phaLa! ase jJAna yA sADe tIna abjAtIla vastIta koNAlA nako asaNAra? sarvAMnAca have Ahe. paNa he jJAna sagaLyAMsAThI nasate. he tara mahApuNyazAlIMsAThI asate. he 'akrama vijJAna' prakaTa jhAle Ahe, yAta lokAMcI kAhI puNya tara asatIla nA! phakta ekamAtra bhagavaMtAvaraca Azraya ThevUna bhaTakaNAr2yA bhaktAMsAThI ANi jyAMce puNya asela nA azA lokAMsAThI 'hA' mArga nighAlA Ahe. he tara khUpa puNyazAlIMsAThI Ahe ANi je ithe sahajaca yeUna pohocatAta va khar2yA bhAvanene mAgatAta tyAMnA deUna TAkato. paNa lokAMnA hyAcyAsAThI sAMgAyalA jAyace nasate. hyA 'dAdAMcyA ANi tyAMcyA mahAtmyAMcyA haveneca jagAce kalyANa hoUna jAIla. mI nimitta Ahe, kartA nAhI. ithe jyAMnA bhAvanA jhAlI ANi 'dAdAM' ce darzana kele tara he darzana theTaparyaMta pohacate. 'dAdA' tara yA dehAcyA javaLacyA zejAr2yAsArakhe rAhatAta ANi he je bolata Ahe tI rekaoNrDa Ahe. he 'akrama jJAna' tara kAhI thoDeca, khUpa puNyazAlI Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 73 asatIla tyAMcyAsAThI Ahe, ithe tara je 'sahajaca' yetAta ANi sobata svata:cyA puNyAcA pAsaporTa gheUna yetAta, tyAMnA AmhI jJAna deto. 'dAdAM' cI kRpA miLavU zakalA tyAce (mokSAce) kAma pakke jhAle! ithe AlelI sarva mANasaM sobata kitI cAMgale puNya gheUna AlI Aheta! 'dAdAMcyA liphTamadhye basUna mokSAlA jAyace. koTI janmAMcI puNyAI jamA hote tevhAca tara 'dAdA' bheTatAta! ANi tyAnaMtara koNatyAhI prakArace Diprezana (hatAzapaNA) asela te nighUna jAIla. sagaLIkaDUna phasalelyAMsAThI 'he' sthAna Ahe. ApalyA ithe tara kronika (june) roga suddhA bare jhAle Aheta. vizvAta abjapatI kitI? eka mahArAja kuThe tarI Ale hote, tyA ThikANI lAkho mANase goLA jhAlI hotI. tevhA ApalyA ithe tara donaze- tInaze mANaseca goLA jhAlI hotI. zakyatovara zevaTacyA sTezanacI tikITa koNa kADhato? tase loka kamI asatAta, ANi madhalyA sTezanacI tikiTe tara sarvaca kADhatAta. tevhA eka mANUsa malA vicArata hotA kI, 'ase kA?' tyAvara mI mhaNAlo, 'saMpUrNa jagAta abjapatIce nAva mojaNyAta Ale tara te kitI asatIla?' tevhA mhaNAlA, 'te tara khUpa thoDe asatIla.' mI mhaNAlo, 'ANi sAmAnya mANase?' tevhA mhaNAlA, 'te tara khUpaca asatIla.' mhaNaje je dharmAta mahApuNyazAlI asatIla, te malA bheTatAta, ANi paizyAMce puNyazAlI asatIla te tara abjapatI asatAta ANi he tara abjapatIpekSAhI adhika ucca puNya Ahe! ase tara khUpaca kamI asatAta. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya jJAnI puruSAMzI bheTa karavUna detAta! AtA he puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kazAsa mhaTale jAte? kI jyAMnA 'dAdA bhagavAna' bheTatAta. karoDo janmAta suddhA bheTaNAra nAhIta ase 'dAdA', je ApalyAlA ekA tAsAtaca mokSa detAta. mokSAce sukha cAkhavatAta, anubhUtI karavitAta, ase dAdA bhagavAna kadhItarIca bheTatAta, malA suddhA bheTale ANi tumhAlAhI bheTale, baghA nA! praznakartA : AmhI kuThe kAya kamavUna ANale Ahe? hI tara ApalI kRpA Ahe. Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : puNya mhaNaje kAya kI tumhI malA bheTalAta to tumacyAjavaLa kAhI hizoba hotA tyA AdhArAvara! nAhI tara mAjhyAzI bheTa hoNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe. mhaNaje bheTa hoNe, he eka prakArace tumace puNya Ahe ANi bheTalyAnaMtara ithe vaLale, TikUna rAhile, tara hI khUpa moThI goSTa Ahe. puNyAsobata havI kaSAya maMdatA! praznakartA : samakIta sAThI kAhI prayatnAMcI AvazyakatA nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, prayatna tara ApoApaca, sahaja prayatna vhAyalA haveta. hI tara zetI nAMgaratAta he loka, yeNAr2yA janmI phaLa miLAve mhaNUna. samakItamadhye phaLa rahitace asAyalA have. he tara japa-tapa ityAdI je kAhI karatAta nA, tyAmuLe puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi tyAce phaLa miLate. praznakartA : tyAce je kAhI paNa phaLa miLela tara te samakita rUpAtaca miLAle pAhije nA? ___ dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. samakitalA ANi hyAlA kAhI gheNe deNe nAhI. tI sarva phaLe bhautika miLatAta. devagatI miLate, ANi samakitacI tara goSTaca vegaLI Ahe. he tIna niyama puNyAnubaMdhI puNyAce! samakita prAptIsAThI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pAhije. moha Ahe to tuTalA pAhije, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAle pAhije. tara to samakitakaDe vaLela. nAhI tara maga samakita hoIlaca kazAprakAre? yA lokAMce tara krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha vADhatIla azA kriyA Aheta sarva. praznakartA : krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kazAprakAre kamI hotAta ANi puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kazAprakAre bAMdhale jAte? dAdAzrI : ApalI kevaLa mokSAlA jANyAcIca icchA asalI pAhije ANi yA icchesAThI je je kAhI karaNyAta yete tI kriyA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakarma bAMdhate. kAraNa kI hetU mokSaprAptIcA Ahe nA, mhaNUna. Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 75 maga svata:javaLa je Ale asela te parakyAMsAThI luTavatAta! yAlA jIvana jagatA Ale ase mhaTale jAIla. veDe mhaNUna nAhI, tara samaMjasapaNe parakyAMsAThI luTavatAta. veDyAsArakhe dArU pIta asela tyAta kadhI phAyadA hota nAhI. kadhIhI vyasana karata nAhI ANi svata:javaLace dusar2yAMsAThI vAparatAta tyAsa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mhaNatAta. yAhIpekSA puDhIla puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kase asate? kuThalyAhI kriyeta mobadalyAcI icchA Thevata nAhI, samoracyA vyaktIlA sukha dete veLI tyAcyA badalyAta kuThalyAhI prakAracI icchA, apekSA Thevata nAhI yAce nAva puNyAnubaMdhI puNya! jJAnaca soDavate bhaTakaMtIpAsUna lokAMnI je jANale Ahe te laukika jJAna Ahe. khare jJAna tara vAstavika asate ANi je vAstavika jJAna asate te koNatyAhI prakAracI azAMtI hoU deta nAhI. Ata kuThalyAhI prakArace pajhala (koDe) nirmANa hoU deta nAhI. yA bhrAMtIjJAnAne tara nusatI koDIca ubhI rahAtAta. ANi hI koDI punhA suTatahI nAhI. goSTa kharI Ahe, paNa tI lakSAta yAyalA havI nA? yathArtha artha samajUna to phiTa jhAlyAzivAya kadhIhI hala (toDagA) nighaNAra nAhI. yathArtha samaja phiTa karAvI lAgela. samaja phiTa karaNyAsAThI pApaM dhuvAvI lAgatAta. pApaM dhutalI jAta nAhIta toparyaMta ThikANA lAgaNAra nAhI. hI sarva pApaMca goMdhaLa uDavatAta. pAparUpI ANi puNyarUpI aDathaLA Ahe tyAmadhye. toca mANasAlA goMdhaLAta TAkato! anaMta janmAMpAsUna satata bhaTakata rAhUna yA bhautika sukhAcyA mAgeca lAgUna rAhilo Ahota. yA bhautika sukhAne aMtarazAMtI hota nasate. paizyAMce aMtharUna jarI aMtharale tarI jhopa lAgate kA? yAta tara svata:cI anaMta zakti vAyA gelI! jJAnI puruSa pApaM dhuUna TAkatAta. kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnI gIteta sAMgitale Ahe, jJAnI puruSa pApAce gAThoDe karUna naSTa karUna TAkatAta. hI pApaM jevhA naSTa hotAta tevhA AtmA prakaTa hoto, nAhI tara itara koNatyAhI prakAre AtmA Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 pApa-puNya prakaTa hota nAhI. svataH kazAprakAre pApAMcA nAza karU zakela? navIna puNya nakkIca bAMdhU zakato, paNa junyA pApAMnA naSTa karU zakata nAhI. jJAnI puruSAMce jJAnaca pApAMnA naSTa karUna TAkate. bAkI, puNya ANi pApa, pApa ANi puNya yAMcyA anubaMdhAtaca manuSya mAtra bhaTakata rAhato. hyAcyAtUna tyAlA kadhIhI muktI miLata nAhI. khUpa puNya kele asela tara jAstIta jAsta, devagatI miLU zakate paNa mokSa tara miLU zakaNAraca nAhI. mokSa tara jevhA jJAnI puruSa bheTatIla ANi tumacyA anaMta kALAcyA pApAMnA jALUna bhasmIbhUta karUna tumacyA hAtAta zuddha AtmA detIla tevhA mokSa hoto. toparyaMta caur2yAMzI lAkha yonIta sArakhe bhaTakataca rAhAyace. ___ 'AmhI' jJAna deto tevhA citta zuddha karUna deto pApAMcA nAza karUna deto ANi divyacakSu deto, sarva prakAre tyAcyA AtmyAlA ANi anAtmyAlA vegaLe karUna deto! vijA, mahAvideha kSetrAcA! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetrAta kazAprakAre jAU zakato? puNyAne? dAdAzrI : he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara AmacI pAca AjJA pALato, tyAcyAne yA janmAta puNya bAMdhalIca jAta Aheta te puNya mahAvideha kSetrAta gheUna jAte. AjJA pALalyAne dharmadhyAna utpanna hote. te sarva phaLa deIla. ApalyAlA mokSAlA jAyace Ahe. tithe mokSAlA jAU zakU evaDhe puNya pAhije. ithe tumhI sImaMdhara svAmIMcI jitakI (bhakti-ArAdhanA) karAla, he sarva tumacyA (puNyAta) jamA jhAle. tumhI sImaMdhara svAmIMce nAva tara aikale Ahe nA? sadhyA te tIrthaMkara Aheta, mahAvideha kSetrAta Aja tyAMcI upasthitI Ahe. sImaMdhara svAmIMce vaya kitI 60-70 varSAMce asela kA? pAvaNe dona lAkha varSAMce vaya Ahe! ajUna savvA lAkha varSa jagaNAra Aheta! tyAMcyAsobata tAra joDUna deta Ahe. kAraNa kI tithe jAyace Ahe. ithUna saraLa mokSa hoNAra Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-puNya 77 nAhI. ajUna eka janma bAkI rAhIla. tyAMcyAjavaLa basAyace Ahe mhaNUna tAra joDUna deto. ANi he bhagavaMta saMpUrNa vizvAce kalyANa karatIla. saMpUrNa vizvAce kalyANa hoIla tyAMcyA nimittAne. kAraNa kI te jivaMta Aheta. je mokSAlA gele Aheta te kAhIca karU zakata nAhI, tyAMcyA bhaktIne phakta puNya bAMdhale jAte, je saMsAra phaLa dete! tithe puNya ANi pApa, donhI nikAlI... dharma dona prakArace Ahe. eka svAbhAvika dharma, tyAlA riyala dharma mhaNatAta. ANi dusarA vibhAvika dharma, tyAlA rileTIva dharma mhaNatAta. jevhA 'zuddhAtmA' prApta hoto tevhA svAbhAvika dharmAta yeto. svAbhAvika dharmaca kharA dharma Ahe. yA dharmAta cAMgale-vAITa ase kAhI nivaDAyace Aheca nAhI. vibhAvika dharmAta sarva nivaDAyace Ahe. dAna deNe, lokAMvara upakAra karaNe, oblAyajiMga necara (paropakArI svabhAva) ThevaNe, lokAMcI sevA karaNe yA sagaLyAMnA rileTIva dharma mhaTale Ahe. tyAcyAne puNya bAMdhale jAte. 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