Jinsutra Lecture 06 Tum Mito to Milan Ho

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340106/1

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chaThavAM pravacana tuma miTo to milana ho

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prazna-sAra zyAma-zyAma raTate jIvana kI sAMjha ho gayI hai, abhI taka merA zyAma nahIM aayaa| mujhe usake darzana karAnA! nakakaTe sAdhu kI kahAnI...kyA Apake saMnyAsiyoM kI yahI sthiti nahIM hai? bhItara vicAroM kI bhIr3a hai aura ahaMkAra se vikSubdha hUM...? bemurauata bevaphA begAnA-e-dila Apa haiN|...? bahuta zukriyA bahuta meherabAnI merI jiMdagI meM hujUra Apa Ae

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2 / halA prazna: hai-bAhara bhI vahI, bhItara bhI vhii| zAma zAma kUkadI nUM jiMdagI dI zAma hoii| | jise tuma raTa rahe ho, vaha to paramAtmA hai hI: jo raTa rahA hai, vaha AyA nahIM zAma merA, osanaM milAyo jii|| bhI paramAtmA hai| to raTana meM jyAdA mata ulajha jaanaa| punarukti 'zyAma-zyAma raTate jIvana kI sAMjha ho gayI hai, abhI taka kahIM mana ko bahuta jyAdA grasita na kara le! raTana para bahuta jyAdA merA zyAma nahIM aayaa| mujhe usake darzana kraanaa|' bharosA mata kara lenaa| upayogI hai. lekina kacha aura bhI ApakI zaraNa AyI hUM, svIkAra karo! kahIM cUka na jAUM! caahie| vaha hai bodh| vaha hai dhyaan| 'zyAma-zyAma raTate hI jIvana kI sAMjha ho gii| abhI taka paramAtmA ko pAnA mAtra raTana kI bAta nahIM hai| raTane se hI hotA merA zyAma nahIM aayaa|' hotA to bar3A AsAna hotaa| raTa to tote bhI lete haiN| bodha nahIM, pahacAna tumhAre pAsa nahIM, zyAma to bahuta bAra aayaa| cAhie! akelI raTana kAma na degii| raTana ThIka hai, upayogI hai, | zyAma to AtA hI rhaa| zyAma to AtA hI rahatA hai| usake bahumUlya hai-lekina bodha se saMyukta ho tabhI; anyathA raTana sivAya aura koI hai hI nahIM jo aaye| jo bhI AyA hai usameM yAMtrika ho jAtI hai| koI raTatA rahatA hai zyAma-zyAma-zyAma, | zyAma hI AyA hai| koI aura to AyegA kaise? sabhI usake lekina isa raTana ke pIche aura hajAra vicAra calate rahate haiN| yaha | rUpa haiN| sabhI usake DhaMga haiN| sabhI usake raMga haiN| phUla meM bhI raTana dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa ho jAtI hai| ise karane ke lie, raTane ke vhii| pattoM meM bhI vhii| pahAr3oM-pattharoM meM bhI vhii| lie, kisI bodha kI jarUrata hI nahIM raha jAtI; yaMtravata sarakatI | pazu-pakSiyoM meM vhii| strI-puruSoM meM vahI! jahAM 'kucha' hai, vahI rahatI hai| tuma na bhI cAho to hotI rahatI hai| aura bhItara gahare hai; aura jahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai, vahAM bhI vahI hai| isalie taloM para hajAra-hajAra vicAra calate rahate haiM, hajAra vAsanAeM Ane-jAne kI bhASA to hamAre mana kI bhASA hai| calatI rahatI haiN| jaba taka ve bhItara ke tala para vicAra aura paramAtmA hai : na AtA na jaataa| jo 'hai' usakA hI nAma vAsanAeM kho na jAyeM, jaba taka raTana akelI na raha jAye, zyAma paramAtmA hai--jo sadA hai, jisameM koI gati nahIM hai, jisameM koI ke lie pukAra uThe to basa pukAra ho, bhItara kucha aura na prakriyA-kriyA nahIM hai, jo 'mAtra honA' hai! isa kSaNa bhI tumheM ho-taba to pukArane kI bhI jarUrata na par3egI, bina pukAre usI ne gherA hai| tuma rAha kisakI dekhate ho? kahIM rAha dekhane meM paramAtmA pAsa A jAtA hai| hI to nahIM cUka rahe ho? kyoMki jaba AMkheM kisI kI rAha dekhatI paramAtmA kabhI dUra gayA nhiiN| jo dUra calA jAye vaha paramAtmA haiM, to aura saba cUka jAtA hai| tuma agara apanI preyasI kI rAha nhiiN| vaha sadA tumhAre pAsa hai| saba tarapha se usane hI tumheM gherA dekha rahe ho dvAra para baiThakara, to phira aura koI nahIM dikhAyI

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janasatra pdd'taa| rAha calatI rahatI hai| loga gujarate rahate haiN| tuma aura phcaaneNge| tU hameM dhokhA na de pAyegA! tU dhanuSa-bANa lekara sabake prati aMdhe ho jAte ho, kyoMki tumhArA mana ekAgra AyegA, koI harja nahIM, to bhI phcaaneNge| tU muralI hAtha meM hai-kisI vAsanA meM, kisI kAmanA meM, kisI AkAMkSA meM, lekara AyegA to bhI phcaaneNge| tU mahAvIra kI taraha nagna khar3A abhIpsA meM, tuma ekajuTa ekAgra ho| tuma rAha dekhate ho kisI ho jAyegA, na dhanuSa-bANa hoMge na muralI hogI, to bhI hama cehare kii| phcaaneNge| tU jIsasa kI taraha sUlI para laTaka jAyegA, to bhI to zyAma to tumane pukArA hogA, lekina tuma kisI cehare kI hameM dhokhA na de pAyegA! rAha dekha rahe ho-bAMsurI dhare hue AyegA, mora-mukuTa lagAkara dhArmika vyakti maiM usako kahatA hUM, jisane paramAtmA ko aayegaa| to tuma cUke! tumhArI isa AkAMkSA meM hI, tumhArI isa cunautI de dI ki aba tU hameM dhokhA na de pAyegA, hama pahacAna hI dhAraNA meM hI pardA hai| tumhArI koI nizcita manodazA hai, jisameM leMge! tU jisa rUpa meM Aye, A jAnA; kyoMki hamane aba eka tuma mAMga kara rahe ho, aisA honA caahie| bAta samajha lI hai ki sabhI rUpa tere haiN| kahate haiM, tulasIdAsa ko kRSNa ke maMdira meM le gaye, to ve jhuke | phira tuma kaise cUkoge? phira jiMdagI kI zAma kabhI na hogii| nhiiN| tulasIdAsa jaisA samajhadAra AdamI bhI nAsamajhI kara phira jiMdagI sadA subaha hI banI rhegii| gyaa| jhuke nahIM, kyoMki ve rAma ke bhakta the, kRSNa kI mUrti ke zaMkarAcArya ke jIvana meM eka ullekha hai| sAmane jhukeM kaise! khar3e rahe, ar3e rhe| ve to eka ko hI pahacAnate kala hI maiM sAMjha unakI kahAnI kaha rahA thaa| ziSyoM ko samajhA the-dhanurdhArI rAma ko| yaha muralI-murAri ko, yaha muralIdhArI | rahe haiN| kucha aisA ulajhA huA prazna khar3A ko, ve pahacAnate na the, mAnate bhI na the| kaise jhukeM! dIvAla para kalama uThAkara eka citra banAyA-samajhAne ke kahAnI bar3I madhura hai| kahAnI yaha hai ki unhoMne kahA ki tuma lie| citra meM banAyA eka vRkss-bodhivRkss| usake nIce jaba dhanuSa-bANa hAtha loge, tabhI maiM jhakaMgA, nahIM to maiM na baiThAyA eka yuvA saMnyAsI ko-guru kI trh| aura phira usa jhukuNgaa| maiM to eka kA hI bhakta huuN| citra ke AsapAsa, yuvA saMnyAsI ke AsapAsa, biThAye bar3e bUr3he kahAnI kahatI hai ki tulasIdAsa ke lie kRSNa ne hAtha meM ziSya, jIrNa-jarjara, bar3e prAcIna! eka ziSya ne khar3e hokara dhanuSa-bANa liyA, mUrti bdlii| muralI kho gaI, mora-mukuTa kho kahA, 'yaha Apa kyA kara rahe haiM? zA gayA, dhunardhArI rAma pragaTa hue-taba, taba tulasIdAsa jhuke| maiM yuvaka saMnyAsI ko guru aura ina bUr3he vRddha RSi-muniyoM ko nahIM mAnatA hUM ki mUrti badalI hogii| tulasIdAsa ne hI koI ziSya! Apase kucha galatI ho gaI hai|' sapanA dekhA hogaa| zaMkara ne kahA, galatI nahIM huI, jAnakara banA rahA huuN| kyoMki kahIM paramAtmA tumhAre pakSapAtoM ke anusAra DhalatA hai ? tuma | ziSya sadA bUr3hA hai| kyoMki ziSya kA artha hai : mn| mana bar3A paramAtmA ko AjJA de rahe ho? tuma paramAtmA ko kaha rahe ho ki prAcIna hai| mana bar3A purAnA hai| mana yAnI puraanaa| mana yAnI agara merI stuti cAhie ho to isa DhaMga se A jAo! aise pIta atiit| mana yAnI jo ho cukA, usakI dhUla-dhavAMsa; jo jA vastra pahanakara, pItAMbara hokara khar3e honA; aisA nIla varNa ho cukA usake rekhA-cihna; jo bIta cukA usake pd-cihn| tumhArA, aisI tumhArI AMkheM hoM, isa taraha se khar3e honaa| tuma mana kA artha hI hai : jo bIta cukA, usakI lkiireN| bar3A purAnA madrA, DhaMga, rUpa-raMga, saba taya kiye baiThe ho, isalie paramAtmA se hai mana! / cUka rahe ho| loga dhArmika hone ke kAraNa dharma se cUka rahe haiN| ziSya ke pAsa mana hai| guru kA mana kho gayA hai, to atIta kho kyoMki dhArmika hone meM ve sAMpradAyika ho gaye haiM aura unhoMne eka gyaa| to zaMkara ne kahA, 'guru to sadA nita-navIna hai, yuvA hai, rukha pakar3a liyA hai| kizora hai|' isalie tumane dekhA! rAma kI tumane koI bUr3hI merI sArI ceSTA yahAM yahI hai ki tamhAre pakSapAta visarjita ho / pratimA dekhI? baDhe kabhI to hae hoNge| koI jagata niyama to nahIM jaayeN| tuma mAMga na kro| tuma kaho, tU jisa rUpa meM AyegA, hama badalatA--kisI ke lie nahIM bdltaa| kRSNa kI tumane bUr3hI 116

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tuma miTo to milana ho pratimA dekhI? nizcita bUr3he hue the, assI varSa ke ho gaye the, raTana meM itane lIna ho ki tumheM phursata kahAM ki tuma jarA AMkha taba tIra lagA aura mre| buddha kI tumane bUr3hI pratimA dekhI? kholo aura dekho ki kauna AyA hai! raTana jaba vastutaH hArdika mahAvIra kI tumane bUr3hI pratimA dekhI? nahIM, hamane koI bUr3hI hotI hai to raTana hotI hI nhiiN| AvAja kahAM uThatI hai| bola unakI pratimA nahIM bnaayii| isalie nahIM ki ve bUr3he nahIM hue the; kahAM uThate haiM! saba kho jAtA hai, sannATA ho jAtA hai| bUr3he to hue the, lekina hama pahacAna gaye ki unake bhItara jo ghaTA paramAtmA kI khoja meM nikale khojI, paramAtmA ko pAne ke thA vaha nita navIna thaa| sadyaHsnAta! abhI-abhI nahAyA haa| pahale khada kho jAte haiN| isI kSaNa janmA! ve hI use pAte haiM jo apane ko kho dete haiN| mana to purAnA hai| mana kI dhAraNAeM purAnI haiN| paramAtmA raTana kA hisAba chodd'o| mAlA kitanI japI, yaha phikra chodd'o| pratipala nayA hai-nayI phaTatI koMpala kI bhAMti! nayI khilatI kitanI bAra usakA nAma liyA, yaha phikra chodd'o| kalI kI bhAMti! maiM eka ghara meM mehamAna thaa| to pUrA ghara zAstroM se bharA par3A thaa| chor3o dhAraNAeM mana kI, to tuma use saba tarapha se Ate to maiMne kahA, 'bar3e zAstra haiM, kyA mAmalA hai? kauna-kauna se paaoge| hara pagadhvani meM usI kI pagadhvani sunAyI pdd'egii| zAstra haiN|' unhoMne kahA, 'kucha nahIM, saba zAstroM meM rAma-rAma koyala ke madhura kaMTha meM hI nahIM, kauve kI kAMva-kAMva meM bhI vahI | likhA hai|' ve jinake ghara maiM ThaharA thA, ve rAma-bhakta the| to hai| aura jaba taka tuma kauve meM na pahacAna pAoge, taba taka tuma | unakA kAma hI hai yaha caubIsa ghaMTe, ve aura koI kAma nahIM karate, jAnanA, pahacAna pakkI na huii| rAma meM hI nahIM, rAvaNa meM bhI vahI ve kitAba liye baiThe rahate haiM : raam-raam-raam-raam....| hajAroM hai| aura jaba taka tumane kahA ki rAvaNa meM nahIM hai, taba taka tuma kitAbeM unhoMne kharAba kara dI haiN| maiMne unase kahA, baccoM ko de rAma meM bhI na pahacAna paaoge|| | dete, par3hane ke kAma A jAtIM, skUla meM bAMTa dete-ye tumane tulasIdAsa ne to hadda kara dI nAsamajhI kI! kRSNa meM bhI na | kharAba kyoM kara dIM? apanA bhI samaya kharAba kiyaa| aura maiMne pahacAna pAye rAma ko, to rAvaNa meM to kaise pahacAna pAyeMge! unase kahA, dekho tuma aise likhate rahate ho cazmA car3hAye, kyoMki mahAkavi rahe hoMge, jAgrata puruSa nhiiN| kAvya kI mahimA hai AMkheM dhuMdhalI ho gaI haiM, bUr3he ho gaye-rAma kaI daphe AtA hai, unkii| bar3e suMdara unake vacana haiN| lekina kahIM kucha cUkA-cUkA lauTa jAtA hai| tumheM kabhI phursata meM nahIM paataa| tumheM rAma-rAma hai, kahIM kucha khoyA huA hai-anubhava khoyA huA hai| likhane se phursata mile, taba na! rAma haTe to rAma mile! zyAma phira jIvana kI kabhI zAma na hogI, agara paramAtmA se pahacAna | haTe to zyAma mile! tuma miTo to milana ho! ho gyii| jIvana kI sAMjha hotI hai, subaha hotI hai, parivartana hotA thaka thaka ke hara mukAma pe do-cAra raha gaye hai, janma aura mauta hotI hai; kyoMki usase hamArI pahacAna nahIM ho terA patA na pAeM to nAcAra kyA kareM! pAtI, jo sanAtana hai, zAzvata hai| yaha tasavvupha kI bhASA hai, prema kI, sUphiyoM kI! 'zAma zAma kUkadI nUM jiMdagI dI zAma hoii| thaka thaka ke hara mukAma pe do-cAra raha gye| AyA nahIM zAma merA, osa nUM milAyo jii||' paramAtmA kI khoja meM jo nikalatA hai, eka ghar3I AtI hai thaka zyAma-zyAma raTate jIvana kI sAMjha ho gayI, aba to jAgo! jAtA hai, kho jAtA hai| raTana se kucha bhI na hogaa| dekho! darzana cAhie! AMkha cAhie! thakathaka ke hara mukAma pe do-cAra raha gye| tumhArI raTana ke kAraNa hI zyAma bahuta bAra AyA aura lauTa | terA patA na pAeM to nAcAra kyA kreN| gyaa| usane kahA, are! yaha to abhI bhI raTa rahI hai| abhI bhI hama asahAya kareM bhI kyA, terA patA to milatA nhiiN| khAlI nahIM hai! abhI bhI mana isakA mukta nahIM hai, zAMta nahIM hai! khojate-khojate khuda hI kho jAte haiM, apanA hI patA kho jAtA hai| abhI bhI kisI zyAma-zyAma, ko raTa rahI hai! lekina jisa kSaNa apanA patA kho jAtA hai, usI kSaNa saba tumhArI raTana ke kAraNa hI to pardA khar3A ho gayA hai| tuma apanI | | dizAoM se usakI maMgala varSA hone lagatI hai| maMgala varSA to

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 RTER pahale bhI ho rahI thI, lekina hama bhare the, hama kinhIM khayAloM se khone kI taiyArI karo! miTane kI taiyArI karo! eka-eka iMca dabe the| apane ko glaao| Izvara kI sabhI dhAraNAeM chor3a do agara Izvara ko cAhate ho| | khojanevAlA kho jAye, yahI zarta hai use pAne kii| agara satya ko pahacAnanA hai to zAstra ko httaao| agara use aura phira se tumheM doharA dUM, paramAtmA AtA-jAtA nhiiN| dekhanA hai jo abhI khar3A hai tumhAre sAmane; jo havA ke jhoMke meM Ane-jAne kI kriyA saMsAra hai| sadA hone kI sthiti paramAtmA tumheM sahalA gayA haijo pakSiyoM ke kalarava meM tumheM bulA rahA hai; hai| jo AtA hai jAtA hai, usI ko to hama mana kahate haiN| jo na sUraja kI kiraNa meM jisane apanA hAtha phailAyA hai aura tumhArA | AtA na jAtA, jo sadA hai, vahI to caitanya hai| bAdala Ate haiM, sparza kiyA hai-agara use dekhanA hai, usa sahasrabAhu ko, usa ghirate haiM, ghumar3ate haiM, nAcate haiM, bijaliyAM camakatI haiM, phira vidA anaMta ko, to tuma sArI dhAraNAoM ko httaao| tuma nagna ho | ho jAte haiM! aba ASAr3ha AtA hai jaldI; ghireMge bAdala, ghumar3eMge, jAo, nirvastra dhAraNAoM se bilakula nirvstr| yahI to ghar3I bhara ko bar3A raurava macAyeMge, bar3A zoragula kareMge-phira jA mahAvIra hone kA artha hai-nigraMtha, nagna, digaMbara! | cuke hoNge| jo bacA rahatA hai vahI AkAza hai| kitanI bAra jainoM ne bar3I ulaTI bAta pakar3a lii| ve samajhe ki basa vastra bAdala ghire aura kitanI bAra gye| Aye aura gaye-vahI saMsAra chor3akara nagna khar3e ho jAne para mahAvIra kI nagnatA pUrI ho jAtI hai| jo bacA rahA hai pIche, achUtA, asparzita, pokhara ke kamala hai| mahAvIra kI nagnatA taba pUrI hotI hai jaba citta ke sAre vastra ke pattoM jaisA, jisa para koI bAdala kI chAyA bhI na chaTI aura utara jAte haiN| jise bAdala malina bhI na kara pAye, jisa para bAdaloM kI smRti tumane kRSNa kI kahAnI par3hI hai? gopiyAM snAna kara rahI haiM, ve bhI nahIM hai...! unake vastra curAkara vRkSa para baiTha gaye haiN| azlIla mAlUma hotI Aja AkAza ko dekho, to kyA tuma socoge isa para hai| Aja kareM to pulisa pkdd'egii| cala gaI una dinoM, aba na araboM-kharaboM varSoM se bAdala ghirate rahe haiM? niSkaluSa! nirmala! clegii| aura striyAM hI muzkila meM DAla deNgii| lekina kahAnI kuMArA! kuMArA kA kuMArA! isakA kuMArApana kabhI bhI kA artha bar3A gaharA hai| kRSNa yaha kaha rahe haiM, jo mere prema meM khaMDita nahIM huaa| bAdala Aye aura gaye, isake pAsa unakI par3egA usake maiM vastra chIna luuNgaa| gopI yAnI jo unake prema meM hai| koI smRti bhI nahIM hai| kRSNa kaha rahe haiM ki tumhAre vastra chIna lUMgA, tumheM nirvastra aisA hI hai prmaatmaa| hama Ate haiM jAte haiM paramAtmA hai| kruuNgaa| kRSNa kaha rahe haiM ki jaba taka tumhAre pAsa kucha bhI hai| hama bahuta bAra Aye haiM, bahuta bAra gaye haiM-ASAr3ha ke tumhArA, jisameM tuma apane ko chipA lo, taba taka majhase milana bAdala-kabhI bahuta zoragula macAyA-nepoliyana, caMgeja, na ho skegaa| taimUra! kabhI cupacApa bhI Akara cale gaye-kapasIle vastra kA artha hotA haijisameM tuma apane ko chipA lo, DhAMka bAdala-koI zoragula bhI na macAyA, varSA bhI na kI, sAdhAraNa! lo| nirvastra hone kA artha hai chipAne ko kucha bhI na rahA, DhAMkane kabhI bijaliyAM kauMdhI, bar3A raurava kiyA, bar3A raudra rUpa ko kucha bhI na rahA; hamane kholA apanA hRdaya, sAre zabda, sAre dikhAyA; kabhI cupacApa sapanoM jaise taira gaye, na koI raurava nAda siddhAMta haTA ddaale| tuma jaba kahate ho, maiM hiMdU hUM, to tuma mana para kiyA, na koI zoragula macAyA, kisI ko patA bhI na calA! kucha vastra pahane hue ho| tumhArA mana nagna nhiiN| tumhArI cetanA kabhI itihAsa banAyA upadrava kA, kabhI cupacApa gujara gaye, kA kucha AvaraNa hai| jaba tuma kahate ho, maiM jaina hUM, taba tuma satya kAnoM-kAna kisI ko khabara bhI na milI Ane-jAne kii| para hara ke lie khule nhiiN| tuma kahate ho, satya ke prati merI kucha dhAraNA | hAlata meM hama Aye aura gye| hai; jaba satya usa dhAraNA ko pUrA karegA to hI maiM mAnUMgA ki satya use jAnanA hai, jo na AyA aura na gyaa| hai: tuma bhaTakoge phir| eka sAMjha nahIM, hajAroM sAMjha hoMgI jhena phakIra huA H tojhAna oso! vaha bar3A bahumUlya phakIra raTate-raTate, pahuMcanA na hogaa| thA! kahate haiM jaba tojhAna oso samAdhi ko upalabdha huA, 1118

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tuma miTo to milana ho paramajJAna ko upalabdha huA, nirvANa pA liyA usane, kho gayA yaha koI kaMjUsI nahIM hai| arthazAstra se isakA koI lenA-denA saba bhAMti, bacA vahI jo sadA hai to kahate haiM, devaloka meM nahIM hai| isakA saMbaMdha to bar3e adhyAtma se hai| pratyeka cIja kA devatA Atura hue tojhAna ko dekhane ko--honA hI caahie| sammAna! to bhojana karate vakta bhojana ko bhI namaskAra kara ke hI kyoMki devatA kitane hI suMdara hoM, abhI bAdala hI haiM; kitane hI bhojana zurU karanA hai| bhojana karate vakta pahale paramAtmA ko svarNamaMDita hoM, abhI bAdala hI haiM; kitane hI sukhamaya hoM, abhI bhoga lagA denA hai, taba bhojana zurU karanA hai| Aja phira usane sapane meM hI haiN| utsuka hue tojhAna kA ceharA dekhane ko| jaba bhI avasara diyA! Aja phira ghar3I AI bhojana kI! eka dina aura koI buddhatva ko upalabdha hotA hai to devatA utsuka hote haiN| milA ! usakI anukaMpA apAra hai-aise bhAva se|| unako bhI AkAMkSA jagatI hai| kyoMki yaha parama ghaTanA ghttii| to to kisane pheMke ye cAvala ke dAne? Azrama meM aisA kabhI bhI na devatA Aye tojhAna ke Azrama meN| unhoMne saba tarapha se ceSTA kI huA thaa| to tojhAna ke mana meM vicAra uThA dekhakara, kisane pheMke tojhAna ko dekhane kI, pahacAnane kI; lekina koI ceharA dikhAyI ye cAvala ke dAne, kisane pheMke ye gehuuN| kahate haiM, usI vakta na pdd'e| AkAza kA kahIM koI ceharA hai! bAdala ho to rUpa-raMga, devatAoM ne usake darzana kara liye| kyoMki jaba vicAra uThA to rekhA, aakRti...| AkAza to nirAkAra hai| tojhAna to bAdala ghiraa| jaba bAdala ghirA to AkRti A gii| usa vakta AkAza ho gyaa| unhoMne saba tarapha se...usake bhItara gaye, pakar3a liyA devatAoM ne tojhAna ko| eka kSaNa ko hI uThI lahara, bAhara gaye, saba tarapha se khojA, kucha bhI na paayaa| sannATA hai, | para uTha gii| eka kSaNa ko kucha saghana ho gayA, bhItara eka tanAva anaMta sannATA hai, zUnya hai! ve bar3e ciMtita hue ki kyA hameM darzana A gayA : kisane, kyoM pheMke ye? yaha kaisI gaira-sAvadhAnI hai? na hoNge| usI meM se gujarate the aura usake darzana na ho rahe the| usI| yaha kauna hai jo asAvadhAnI se jI rahA hai? eka prazna uTha gyaa| ke AsapAsa parikramA kara rahe the aura usase pahacAna na ho rahI eka samasyA A gii| eka ciMtA A gii| bAdala ghire| kSaNabhara thI! bhItara-bAhara A jA rahe the, lekina saba sUnA sannATA thaa| ko saba aMdherA ho gyaa| usa kSaNa meM devatAoM ne darzana kara maMdira hI bacA thA, pratimA to kho gaI thI-darzana kisake hoM! liye| phira khula gaye baadl| rAma bacA thA, dhanuSa-bANa kho gaye the, pratimA kho gaI thii| kRSNa tojhAna hNsaa| usane kahA, 'to acchA, yaha zarArata hai|' bacA thA, bAMsurI na bacI thI, gItA na bacI thii| gItA para rakhI usane devatAoM se kahA, 'acchA to yaha zarArata hai!' kyoMki bAMsurI kho gaI thii| jaba tojhAna kA ceharA AyA aura devatAoM ne tojhAna ko dekhA, Akhira devatAoM meM jo saba se jyAdA kuzala thA, usane kahA, / to tojhAna ne bhI devatAoM ko dekha liyaa| usane kahA, 'acchA, 'Thaharo! kucha upAya karanA pdd'egaa| aise to darzana na hoNge|' to yaha tumhArI zarArata hai!' tojhAna ghUmane nikalA thaa| subaha kI belA! nayA-nayA UgA jarA-sA vicAra, aura tanAva paidA ho jAtA hai| nirvicAra, ki sUraja! pakSiyoM ke gIta! tojhAna lauTa rahA thA Azrama kI trph| AkAza paidA ho jAtA hai| usa cAlAka devatA ne Azrama ke cauke se kucha cAvala muTThiyoM meM to zyAma-zyAma raTane se kucha bhI na hogaa| raTana hI tanAva bhara liye, kucha gehUM muTThI meM bhara liye aura Akara tojhAna ke rAste banegI, bAdala bnegii| rAma cadariyA or3ha lene se kucha bhI na para unheM pheMka diyaa| hogaa| saba cAdara utAra denI hai| __ aba...jhena Azrama meM bar3I sAvadhAnI baratI jAtI hai| kyoMki jisa kSaNa tumheM patA bhI na rahegA ki paramAtmA kI pratimA kaisI, pratyeka cIja kA aparisIma sammAna hai| anna to brahma hai| nAma bhI yAda na rahegA ki usakA nAma kyA hai, usakA dhAma kyA isalie koI jhena sAdhu, koI jhena sAdhaka aise cAvala aura gehaM hai, patA-ThikAnA kyA hai; jisa kSaNa tuma abajha, ko pheMka nahIM sakatA rAste pr| isameM koI arthazAstra kA savAla Azcaryacakita, avAka, mauna, nirAkAra meM khar3e ho nahIM hai| yaha koI gAMdhIvAdI bacAyata aura kiphAyata nahIM hai| yaha jAoge-phira koI sAMjha na hogI; phira subaha hI subaha hai| savAla nahIM hai| savAla yaha hai ki pratyeka cIja kA samAdara hai| paramAtmA ke jagata meM subaha hI subaha hai; AdamI ke jagata meM 119 www.jainelibra y.org

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jina satra bhAga sAMjha hI sAMjha hai| AdamI ke jagata meM subaha hotI hai sirpha sAMjha ujAr3a registAna jaisA thaa| eka use pAne ke bAda kA dukh| ko lAne ke lie| AdamI ke jagata meM janma hotA hai kevala mRtyu | kyoMki pAne ke bAda, aura pAne kI adamya lAlasA jagatI hai| kI tarapha jAne ke lie| yahAM janma bhI mauta kI tarapha eka kadama yaha koI aisI bAta thor3e hI hai ki pUrI ho jAtI hai kbhii| hai| yahAM sukha bhI kevala dukha ko pAne kI vyavasthA hai| paramAtmA paramAtmA kucha aisA thor3e hI hai ki pA liyA, pA liyaa| idhara to ke jagata meM phira koI sAMjha nahIM hai, vaha to sadA hI maujUda hai| pAyA ki aura bhI pAne kI AkAMkSA jagatI hai| yaha to sAgara ulaTA udhara nakAba to parade idhara par3e aMtahIna hai| isakA koI kUla-kinArA nahIM hai| AMkhoM ko baMda jalavae-dIdAra ne kiyaa| jAhirA duniyA jise mahasUsa kara sakatI nahIM tuma kisakI pratIkSA kara rahe ho? usakA hI jalavA hai| usake | ho gaI hai mujhameM ika aisI kamI tere bgair|| hI darzana kI rozanI hai saba trph| tuma kise khojate ho? khiiN| magara yaha to jAnane ke bAda kI bAta hai| jAnane ke pahale to hameM usakI rozanI ke kAraNa tuma AMkheM baMda kiye to nahIM baiThe? patA hI nahIM ki hama kyA kho rahe haiN| jAnane ke pahale to hameM patA ulaTA udhara nakAba to parade idhara pdd'e| hI nahIM hai ki hama samrATa haiM aura bhikhArI kI taraha bhaTaka rahe haiN| paramAtmA jaise hI apanA ghUghaTa uThAtA hai, tumhArI AMkheM baMda ho jAnane ke bAdajAtI haiN| jAhirA duniyA jise mahasUsa kara sakatI nahIM ulaTA udhara nakAba to parade idhara paDe ho gaI hai mujhameM ika aisI kamI tere bagaira AMkhoM ko baMda jalavae-dIdAra ne kiyaa| tujhase chuTakara kitanA phIkA par3a gayA hai raMgegula usakI rozanI tuma jhela nahIM pAte, AMkha baMda kara lete ho| ho gaI bele kI kaliyAM sAMvalI tere bagaira jisa dina tuma usakI rozanI jhela pAoge, kaMkar3a-patthara meM bhI kala jahAM jarrA-jarrA tUradara Agoza thA use chipA paaoge| kaMkar3a-patthara mAnakara tumane apanI AMkheM Aja isa ghara meM nahIM hai rozanI tere bagaira baMda kara lI haiN| phira se kholo| AMkha kholo! darzana ko dila nahIM jhukatA hai pahale kI taraha sajadoM ke sAtha upalabdha hoo! nAmukammila hai majAke-baMdagI tere bgair| jinhoMne use pAyA hai, ve kahate haiM : do dukha haiM jIvana meN| eka, aura to aura, prArthanA meM bhI mana nahIM lagatA ab| jisane use pAne ke pahale; eka, use pAne ke baad| pAne ke pahale kA | paramAtmA kI eka jhalaka pA lI, phira prArthanA meM bhI mana nahIM dukha nakArAtmaka hai| pAne ke bAda kA dukha bar3A vidhAyaka hai| lagatA; kyoMki prArthanA meM bhI usakI kamI hI khalatI hai| pAne ke bAda ke dukha meM bar3A rasa hai| usa pIr3A meM bar3I madhuratA hai, dila nahIM jhukatA hai pahale kI taraha sajadoM ke sAtha madhurimA hai| isalie to nArada kahate haiM, bhakta bhagavAna se prArthanA nAmukammila hai majAke-baMdagI tere bgair| karatA hai : 'mere viraha ko mata miTA denaa|' yaha pAne ke bAda kI kisI ko dikhAI bhI na par3egA bAhara se| paramAtmA ko pAnA, pIr3A hai| taba eka khela zurU hotA hai| vaha kho-khokara | saMsAra meM kucha pA lene jaisI bAta nahIM hai| eka makAna banA liyA, phira-phira pAtA hai; AMkha baMda-baMda karake phira kholatA hai| banA liyA-bAta khatama ho gii| eka patnI se vivAha karanA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA! koI bahuta camatkArI anubhava hotA thA, racA liyA-bAta khatama ho gii| paramAtmA se to sirpha bAta ho, bar3I gahana subaha huI ho, sUraja nikalA ho, bar3A prItikara ho zurU hotI hai, khatama kabhI nahIM hotii| isalie to kahatA hUM: vAtAvaraNa-tuma dekhate ho, phira tuma AMkha baMda karake, phira subaha hI subaha hai, sAMjha nahIM aatii| yAtrA kA prAraMbha to hai, phira kholakara dekhate ho| eka kSaNa ko AMkha baMda kara lete ho tAki aMta nahIM hai| sAgara meM utarate to haiM, lekina phira kinArA nahIM kho jAye, tAki AMkha tAjI ho jaaye| phira dekhate ho| miltaa| lekina taba eka tarapha to pIr3A bhI sAlatI hai ki aura paramAtmA ko jinhoMne pAyA hai, ve kahate haiM : do dukha haiN| eka to mila jAye, gahana atRpti jagatI hai, eka divya asaMtoSa paidA hotA use pAne ke pahale kA dukh| vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha to sirpha hai; aura dUsarI tarapha hara tarapha se usakI jhalaka bhI Ane lagatI 1201

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tuma miTo to milana ho hai| raha-rahakara usake jhoMke A jAte haiM havA ke| raha rahakara cUkane kA upAya nahIM hai| hAM, tuma mAnanA cAho to mAne raha usakI gaMdha taira jAtI hai| sakate ho ki cUke ho| cUkanA tumhArI bhrAMti hai| jisa dina bahAra jaba bhI camana meM dIye jalAtI hai jAnoge usa dina haMsoge-haMsoge isa mUr3hatA para ki aba taka hujUme-gula se mujhe terI AMca AtI hai| kaise maiMne mAne rakhA ki cUka gaye the, paramAtmA ko cUka gaye the, bahAra jaba bhI camana meM dIye jalAtI hai-jaba basaMta A jAtA bhUla gaye the! yaha kaise saMbhava huA thA ki aba taka maiM samajha na hai aura bagIcoM meM dIye jalate haiM, phUloM ke dIye jalate pAyA thA ki vaha hamezA maujUda hai, saba tarapha maujUda hai! haiM...hujUme-gula se mujhe terI AMca AtI hai| taba phUloM ke gucchoM| kabIra kahate haiM ki mujhe dekha-dekhakara bar3I haMsI AtI hai ki se mujhe terI AMca AtI hai| hara tarapha jIvana usI kI AMca dene machalI sAgara meM pyAsI hai| machalI sAgara meM pyAsI hai| aura lagatA hai| hara zvAsa usI kI zvAsa hai| hRdaya meM daur3ate hue sAgara ko machalI khoja rahI hai, kahAM hai| rakta-kaNa usI ke haiN| to eka tarapha to saba tarapha se usakI Izvara kI sArI khoja aise hI hai jaise machalI sAgara ko khojatI khabara milane lagatI hai; aura dUsarI tarapha, aura cAhie, aura ho, kahAM hai| itane nikaTa hai ki khojane kA avakAza bhI kahAM cAhie, aura cAhie, kyoMki dUsarA kinArA nahIM miltaa| hai! machalI sAgara se hI banatI hai, sAgara meM hI paidA hotI hai| bhakta bhagavAna ko pAkara aura bhI viraha meM par3a jAtA hai| yaha sAgara hI machalI ke bhItara bhI lahareM letA hai, bAhara bhI lahareM letA bhakti kA virodhAbhAsa hai| jinhoMne nahIM pAyA hai, ve to | hai| phira sAgara meM hI lIna ho jAtI hai eka dina, kho jAtI hai| kabhI-kabhI rote haiM usake lie, kabhI-kabhI zyAma-zyAma kI sAgara kI hI eka lahara hai machalI-thor3I jyAdA Thosa, thor3I raTana karate haiM, jinhoMne pAyA hai, unake rone kA tumheM kucha patA hI jyAdA dera Tika jAnevAlI-thor3e jyAdA dina uchala-kUda kara nhiiN| ve rote hI rahate haiN| kabhI rote haiM, kabhI nahIM rote-aisA letI hai aura laharoM kI bajAya; lekina lahara sAgara kI hai| nahIM; rote hI rahate haiN| raTana karate haiM, aisA bhI nahIM hai; lekina | isalie ghabar3Ao mt| cUkane kA upAya nahIM hai| maiM tumheM jo phira bhI raTana hotI rahatI hai| dUra gahana gahare hRdaya meM pukAra samajhA rahA hUM, vaha pAne kA upAya nahIM batA rahA hUM; tumheM sirpha calatI hI rahatI hai| yaha samajhA rahA hUM ki tumane cUkane ke lie jo upAya banA rakhe haiM, paramAtmA eka anaMta yAtrA hai; aisA tIrtha hai jisakI tarapha hama ve chor3a do| sAdhAraNataH loga kahate haiM ki hameM vidhi batAo ki calate to haiM, lekina kabhI pahuMca nahIM paate| paramAtmA gaMtavya nahIM | kaise hama paramAtmA ko pA leN| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, maiM tumheM jo hai| hama usakI tarapha gati karate haiM, lekina aisA kabhI nahIM hotA vidhi batalA rahA hUM, vaha paramAtmA ko pAne kI nahIM hai; kyoMki ki hama kaha deM, basa aba Age aura nhiiN| agara aisA hotA to usako to kabhI khoyA nahIM, vaha to bAta hI chor3a do, vaha paramAtmA ko anaMta kahane kA koI bhI artha na thaa| agara Age bakavAsa to mere sAmane uThAo hI mt| koI machalI mujhase pUche aura nahIM to paramAtmA bhI zAMta hai, pUrA ho gyaa| nahIM, sadA zeSa | sAgara kahAM hai, maiM javAba denevAlA nahIM hUM kyoMki maiM kyoM hai| yahI duvidhA bhI hai, yahI saubhAgya bhii| nahIM to soco, jisane phijUla paMcAyata meM pdduuN| vaha to nAsamajha hai hI aura mujhako bhI pA liyA vaha kyA karatA? Ubakara, thakakara baiTha jAtA : 'aba nAsamajha banAne kI taiyArI hai| to maiM to yahI samajhane kI koziza kyA karUM? aba kahAM jAUM? aba kyA banUM? aba kyA ho karUMgA ki yaha machalI kaise bhUla gaI hai, yaha machalI kaise jAUM? aba kisako khojaM?' | aparicita raha gaI hai| isake aparicaya ko tor3a denA hai| anaMta hai| roja-roja naye-naye zikhara usake pukArate haiN| roja paramAtmA se paricaya thor3e hI banAnA hai; apane aparicaya ke jo nayI cunautI A jAtI hai| vaha bulAtA hI calA jAtA hai| tuma DhaMga haiM, ve tor3a dene haiN| parde uThA lene haiM, jo hamane DAle pAsa bhI Ate cale jAte ho aura phira bhI use chU nahIM paate| haiM-paramAtmA to sAmane hI hai| usake cehare para koI ghUghaTa nahIM _ 'ApakI zaraNa AyI hUM, svIkAra karo! kahIM cUka na hai, hamArI hI AMkhoM para pardA hai| phira pardA DAle tuma kahIM bhI jAUM...!' ghUmate raho, kAzI ki kAbA, koI pharka na pdd'egaa| tumhArI AMkha 1211 www.jainelibrart.org

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jina sUtra bhAga : 1 para pardA hai, tuma jahAM jAoge-tumhArI AMkha kA pardA... | to koI baiMka-baileMsa hai, na koI jAna-pahacAna hai, aparicita tumhArI AMkha kA pardA janmoM-janmoM taka tumheM ghere rhegaa| duniyA meM jAte haiM, bhASA bhI patA nahIM ki kyA bhASA bolanI isalie yaha to pUcho hI mata ki kahIM cUka na jaauuN| koI par3egI! kisa taraha ke logoM se milanA hogA, kucha patA nahIM hai| upAya nahIM cUkane kaa| aba taka koI cUka hI nahIM pAyA hai| hAM, to baccA bhI agara samajhadAra ho jAye, jaisA ki kucha loga lekina tuma agara mAnanA cAho ki cUka gaye haiM to kyA kare, samajhadAra haiM, to ruka jAye vahIM ki jAnA nhiiN| yahAM saba maje se sAgara bhI kyA kare? machalI ko kaise samajhAye ki maiM yahAM hUM? | cala rahI hai, ThIka se cala rahI hai, kahAM kI jhaMjhaTa uThAnI! bhUkha machalI kI agara yahI mauja hai ki cUkanA cAhatI hai, cUkatI rhe| lagegI to kauna dUdha degA! pyAsa lagegI to kauna pAnI degA! aura kahA hai, ApakI zaraNa AyI hUM, svIkAra kro| mAM ke peTa meM to zvAsa bhI mAM hI letI hai, usI se bacce ko asvIkAra kara sakatA hotA to svIkAra krtaa| mujhase loga AksIjana milatI hai| zvAsa bhI vaha khuda nahIM letaa| mAM ke hI pUchate haiM ki Apa hara kisI ko saMnyAsa de dete haiM! karUM kyA? bhojana para palatA hai| asvIkAra karane kA upAya nahIM hai| kisako asvIkAra karUM? | lekina use patA nahIM ki jisane use banAyA hai, usane iMtajAma maiM to unako bhI denA cAhatA hUM, jo lene nahIM Aye haiM, magara kyA kara rakhA hai| vaha Aye, usake pahale dUdha taiyAra hai| karUM! jo A jAtA hai usako inakAra karane kA to savAla kaise __manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki puruSoM ko itanI jyAdA rasa kI, uThe? tumhAre Ane ke pahale bhI tumheM svIkAra kiyA huA hai| AkarSaNa kI bAta strI ke stana meM kyoM hai? puruSa ke mana meM strI aisA nahIM hai ki tumhAre bAbata socatA thA ki tumheM svIkAra karanA ke stana kA bar3A AkarSaNa hai! kAvya-zAstra bhare par3e haiN| hai| svIkAra merI bhAva-dazA hai| aise eka-eka AdamI ke bAbata kavitAeM urojoM ke, stanoM ke AsapAsa ghUmatI haiN| to socUMgA bhI kaise ki kisa-kisako svIkAra karUM? svIkAra kahAniyAM...! kyA kAraNa hai? vaha bhI paramAtmA kI vyavasthA merI bhAva-dazA hai| asvIkAra karane kA mere pAsa upAya nahIM hai| hai| kyoMki jo pitA banane jA rahA hai, isake pahale ki pitA bane, nirNaya tumhArA hai, ikataraphA hai| mujhe svIkAra kara lo yA mujhe vaha apane beTe ke lie ThIka uroja, bhare urojoM kA iMtajAma kara le asvIkAra kara do, yaha tumhArI bAta hai| merI tarapha se tuma rahA hai| vaha bhI paramAtmA kA Ayojana hai| puruSa ke mana meM strI svIkRta ho, svIkAra karo to, asvIkAra karo to| ke stana kA itanA AkarSaNa hai-vaha AkarSaNa isIlie hai| vaha aura ghabar3Ao mt| pyAsa A gayI hai to pAnI bhI aayegaa| prakRti kI vyavasthA hai, kyoMki agara strI ke stana ThIka na hoM, jAnanevAle to kahate haiM, pAnI pahale A gayA hogA, tabhI pyAsa suDaula na hoM, bhare na hoM, bhare-pUre na hoM, to baccA bhUkhA mregaa| AyI hai| kyoMki jAnanevAle kahate haiM, paramAtmA bacce ko paidA to puruSa usa strI ko khojegA, jisake stana bhare-pUre haiN| vaha use karatA hai, usake pahale mAM ke stana meM dUdha bhara detA hai| dekhA hai suMdara mAlUma hogii| suMdara vagairaha mAlUma honA to ThIka hai, magara camatkAra! roja ghaTatA hai, lekina dekhate nahIM! idhara mAM garbhavatI pIche prakRti bar3A Ayojana kara rahI hai| vaha yaha kaha rahI hai ki huI, udhara baccA bar3hane lgaa| abhI baccA AyA bhI nahIM hai yaha strI hai jo tere bacce kI mAM bana skegii| yaha bacce ko bacAne bAhara, abhI dUdha pInevAlA taiyAra hI ho rahA hai, abhI rAste para | kA Ayojana cala rahA hai, tuma dhokhe meM par3a rahe ho-tuma samajha hai lekina dUdha taiyAra ho gayA! mAM ke stana dUdha se bhara jAte haiN| rahe ho, tuma sauMdarya kA iMtajAma kara rahe ho| baccA jaba AyegA taba AyegA, lekina paramAtmA taiyArI pahale se isalie jina striyoM ke stana ThIka nahIM haiM, ve dhIre-dhIre kho kara letA hai| | jAyeMgI, unako pati na mileMge, unakI saMtAna na hogii| ve aisA hI sAre jIvana meM hai| tuma nAhaka hI daur3a-dhUpa karate ho| dhIre-dhIre kho jaayeNgii| yaha bAta alaga hai, tuma nAhaka zoragula macAte ho| vaha to bacce jIvana ke rahasya ko agara tuma samajho to yahAM pyAsa ke pahale ko bhI thor3I buddhi ho to vaha bhI bar3I ciMtA karegA garbha meM | pAnI taiyAra hai; zvAsa ke pahale havA taiyAra hai| aura isakI samajha par3A-par3A ki patA nahIM, aba janma ke bAda kyA hotA hai, dekheM! na jisako A gaI, usI ke jIvana meM zraddhA kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| 122 Jain Equcation International

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HARSINPUTERVARANAS * tuma miTo to milana ho ho nahIM sakatA ki zIzA Ae aura sahabA na Ae | hai aura jise bar3I becainI ho rahI hai| maya bhI AegI 'adama' jaba AbagInA A gyaa| aura yA phira kisI aise AdamI kA honA cAhie, jisakA -jaba pyAliyAM A gaIM, jaba madhupAtra A gaye, to zarAba bhI ahaMkAra usakI nAka para baiThA hai| AtI hI hogii| ahaMkArI kI nAka dekhI! ahaMkArI nAka kI bhASA meM bolatA ho nahIM sakatA ki zIzA Ae aura sahabA na Ae hai| usakA sArA ahaMkAra nAka para hotA hai| agara nAka para maya bhI AegI 'adama' jaba AbagInA A gyaa| ahaMkAra baiThA ho, isase becainI mAlUma ho rahI hai, to kaTA hI -jaba pyAliyoM kI khanaka Ane lagI, to zarAba bhI AtI hI lo| na rahegA bAMsa, na bajegI bAMsarI! nAka hI na rahegI to hogii| to jisake jIvana meM paramAtmA ko khojane kI AkAMkSA ahaMkAra ko baiThane kI jagaha na raha jaaegii| kaTA hI lo pyAre! A gaI, pyAsa A gaI-aba ghabar3Ao mata, rAha para ho| ThIka kahIM koI gaharI ar3acana hogI praznakartA ko| maiM jAnatA hUM, dizA meM unmukha ho gaye ho| aba Daro mata, aba pyAsa ko ar3acana hotI hai| yahAM itane loga gairika vastroM meM haiN| yahAM itane pakar3ane do ki tumheM pakar3a le jhaMjhAvAta kI taraha, AMdhI-aMdhar3a loga saMnyAsI ke veza meM haiM-tuma jaba gaira-saMnyAsI kI taraha kI trh| aba ur3Ane do pyAsa ko ki bana jAye tumhAre pNkh| Ate ho, tuma hIna-bhAva anubhava karate ho| lakSmI kala hI mujhe aba mathane do pyAsa ko ki bana jAye Aga aura jalA de tumhAre kahatI thI ki daphtara meM loga usase Akara kahate haiM ki sapheda ahaMkAra ko| kapar3oM meM hama yahAM aise mAlUma par3ate haiM jaise ajanabI haiM, parAye haiM, ho nahIM sakatA ki zIzA Ae aura sahabA na Ae bAhara-bAhara haiN| svAbhAvika hai| yaha eka parivAra hai| yaha merA maya bhI AegI 'adama' jaba AbagInA A gyaa| parivAra hai| vastroM kA hI thor3e hI savAla hai; vastra to kevala iMgita haiM, izAre haiN| jinhoMne gairika vastra svIkAra kiye haiM, unhoMne dUsarA praznaH kala ke pravacana meM Apane nakakaTe sAdhu kI to kevala itanA kahA hai ki isa izAre se hama kahate haiM ki aba hama kahAnI sunAyI, jisake cakkara meM par3akara pUrA gAMva nAka gaMvA | tumase rAjI haiN| yaha to sirpha eka bhAva-bhaMgimA hai| unhoMne yaha baiThA thaa| kyA karIba-karIba yahI sthiti Apake saMnyAsiyoM kahA hai ki aba hama hamArA tarka chor3ate, vivAda chor3ate-aba kI nahIM hai? tuma jahAM le caloge, caleMge; calo, gaDDhe meM le caloge to gaDDhe meM caleMge; bhaTakAoge to bhaTakeMge, lekina tumhAre sAtha bhttkeNge| dekho, merI nAka tumheM sAbita dikhAI par3atI hai yA nhiiN| kyoMki jinhoMne mujhe cunA hai unhoMne yaha mAnakara cunA hai--isalie nahIM kahAnI ke hone ke lie pahale to maiM nakakaTA honA caahie| na to ki maiM unheM ThIka jagaha hI pahuMcA duuNgaa| isakA to patA kaise hogA geruA vastra pahane hUM, na mAlA laTakAI hai| apanI hI nAka nahIM jaba taka pahuMcoge na! isakA to koI upAya nahIM hai, pahale se jAna kaTI, tumhArI kyoM kADhUMgA? lene kaa| jinhoMne mujhe cunA hai unhoMne yaha mAnakara cunA hai ki isalie kahAnI yahAM lAgU ho nahIM sktii| calo, aba ThIka jagaha bhI pahuMcanA agara isa AdamI ke binA hAM, jina mitra ne pUchA hai, unako jarA apanI nAka TaTolakara hotA ho to bhI isa AdamI ke binA nahIM calanA hai| agara yaha dekha lenI caahie| kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki hai hI nahIM aba kaTAne gaDDhe meM le jAyegA to isake sAtha gaDDhe meM shii| unhoMne apane ko! kahIM pahale kaTA to nahIM baiThe! kyoMki maiM muzkila se aise vicAra karane kI, apanA nijI vicAra karane kI, jo asmitA AdamI ke karIba AtA hUM jo nakakaTA na ho| agara tuma hiMdU ho thI, vaha chor3I hai| kapar3e to gauNa haiN| kapar3oM meM kyA rakhA thA? to nAka kaTA cuke ! hiMduoM ke hAtha kaTA lii| agara musalamAna kapar3oM se kahIM koI saMnyAsI huA hai! lekina vaha to iMgita hai agara jaina ho to kaTA baitthe| | aisA huA ki rAmakRSNa kI eka rAta baiThaka calatI thii| kucha yaha prazna kisI nakakaTe kA honA cAhie, jo kahIM kaTA baiThA baiThe the log| koI isI taraha ke sajjana, jinhoMne yaha prazna pUchA 123 www.jainelibrary org

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- A NSAntamani jina sUtra bhAga : 1 MEANERai hai, vahAM pahuMca gye| sabhI jagaha pahaMca jAte haiN| isa taraha ke loga rahe haiN| jarA-sA zabda 'ullU ke paTTe' maMtra kA kAma kara gyaa| kyoM bhaTakate rahate haiM, yaha bhI bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai! apane ghara jarA soco to! zAstra kAma na aaye| itanA to yAda rakhate ki hI raheM! apanI nAka bacAnI hai, apane ghara hI raho; yahAM-vahAM 'zabdoM meM kyA rakhA hai|' jAne meM kahIM kaTa hI jaaye| koI rau A jAye, koI sanaka car3ha vastroM meM kyA rakhA hai, pUchate ho? mAlA meM kyA rakhA hai, pUchate jAye, kisI bhAvAveza meM kaTavA baiTho, phira pachatAoge! | ho? ullU ke paDhe! thor3A socanA, thor3A vicAra karanA! rAmakRSNa kI baiThaka meM koI pahuMca gaye jnyaanii| paMDita the, AdamI jaisA hai, choTI-choTI bAtoM se jItA hai| kSudra-kSudra jAnakAra the zAstroM ke| rAmakRSNa kaha rahe the ki oMkAra ke nAda | bAtoM se banakara, milakara tumhArA vyaktitva banA hai| vaha jisane se bar3I upalabdhi hotI hai| jJAnI ko ar3acana pdd'ii| usane kahA, | gairika vastra svIkAra kiye haiM, vaha bhI jAnatA hai, tumase jyAdA ThahareM! ...kyoMki jJAnI jAnatA hai ki rAmakRSNa gaira par3he-likhe bhalIbhAMti jAnatA hai ki vastroM se kucha bhI honevAlA nahIM hai; haiM, zAstra kA to kucha patA nahIM hai, hAMka rahe haiM; saMskRta to AtI lekina usane eka kadama uThAyA hai; hone kI dizA meM thor3I nahIM, kucha bhI kahe cala jA rahe haiM! vaha apanA jJAna dikhAnA himmata kI hai; pAgala hone kI himmata kI hai| mere sAtha calane kI cAhatA thaa| usane kahA ki zabdoM meM kyA rakhA hai! oMkAra to himmata pAgala hone kI himmata hai| kyoMki mere sAtha calane kA kevala eka zabda hai, isameM rakhA kyA hai ? isase kaise AtmajJAna | matalaba hai samAja meM ar3acana hogI, parivAra meM ar3acana hogii| ho jAyegA? agara pati ho to patnI jhaMjhaTa degii| agara patnI ho to pati jhaMjhaTa bAta to pate kI hI kaha rahA thA, lekina khuda AdamI pate kA | degaa| agara bApa ho to bacce jhaMjhaTa deNge| nahIM thaa| rAmakRSNa ne usakI tarapha dekhA, cupa baiThe rhe| vaha aura saMnyAsI mere pAsa Akara kahate haiM ki beTe kahate haiM, 'pitA jora-jora se zAstroM ke ullekha karane lagA aura uddharaNa dene jI! Apa ghara meM hI pahano ye vastra to ThIka hai, kyoMki skUla meM lgaa| koI AdhA ghaMTA bIta gayA, taba rAmakRSNa ekadama se | dUsare bacce hama para haMsate haiM ki tumhAre pitAjI ko kyA ho gayA! cillAyeH 'cupa, ullU ke paTTe! bilakula cupa! agara eka | bhale-caMge the, yaha kyA inako dhuna savAra huI!' patniyAM mere pAsa zabda bolA Age to ThIka nahIM hogaa|' AtI haiN| kahatI haiM ki jarA samAja meM jInA hai, kama se kama itanA 'ullU ke paTTe' to maiM kaha rahA hUM, rAmakRSNa ne jyAdA vajanI to kara do ki vivAha ityAdi ke avasara para patideva geruA gAlI dii| to rAmakRSNa koI choTI-moTI bakavAsa nahIM mAnate pahanakara na pahuMceM, nahIM to dUlhA to eka tarapha raha jAtA hai, ye the; ve jaba gAlI dete the to bilakula nagada! vaha AdamI ghabar3A dUlhA mAlUma par3ate haiN| aura striyAM dekhakara haMsatI haiM ki inako gayA, tamatamA gayA ekadama! krodha bhara gayA AMkha meN| joza A | kyA ho gyaa| gyaa| sAMjha thI ThaMDI, zIta ke dina the, pasInA-pasInA ho gyaa| koI mere sAtha khar3e hokara tumheM kucha rAhata thor3e hI mila para himmata bhI na par3I, kyoMki aba rAmakRSNa ne itane jora se kahA jAyegI! ar3acana meM ddaaluuNgaa| yaha to ar3acana meM DAlane kI hai, aura agara kucha gar3abar3a kI to mArapITa ho jAyegI; vahAM saba zuruAta hai| jaise-jaise pAUMgA ki tumhArI aMgulI hAtha meM A rAmakRSNa ke bhakta the| phira, rAmakRSNa phira apanA samajhAne lage gaI, pahuMcA pkdduuNgaa| yaha to zuruAta hai| Age-Age dekhie ki oNkaar...| koI pAMca-sAta minaTa bAda usa AdamI kI | hotA hai kyA! tarapha dekhA aura kahA, mahAnubhAva! mApha krnaa| vaha to maiMne sirpha isalie kahA thA ki dekheM zabda kA asara hotA hai ki nahIM! tIsarA praznaH bhItara vicAroM kI aisI bhIr3a hai ki bhagavAna kA tuma to bilakula tmtmaa...| 'ullU ke paTTe' kA itanA asara, | bhI...bhagavAna jaisA guru pAkara bhI isa janma meM pahuMcane kI to jarA soco to oMkAra kA! pasInA-pasInA hue jA rahe ho, AzA nahIM bNdhtii| binA kAraNa AMsU bahAtA hUM, rotA hUM, marane-mArane para utArU ho| vaha to yaha kaho ki loga maujUda haiM, | cIkhatA-cillAtA hUM, phira bhI maukA Ane para na ahaMkAra se nahIM to tuma merI gardana para savAra ho jaate| hAtha-paira tumhAre kaMpa baca pAtA hUM aura na bhItara kI bar3abar3AhaTa se| prabhu zrI, yadi 124| .

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tuma miTo to milana ho isa janma meM bhI nahIM pahuMca pAyA, to phira kyA agalA patha vaisA bano! isameM atizayokti nahIM ho sktii| sAkSI ekamAtra sUtra hI korA raha jAyegA? Apa bhI sahAyatA na kara pAyeMge kyA? | hai| vicAroM se lar3o mata-dekho! calane do, kyA bigAr3ate haiM! calane do jaise rAha calatI hai, kAreM gujaratI haiM, baseM gujaratI haiM, nahIM, ciMtA kA koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai| vicAroM kI bhIr3a hai| | bailagAr3iyAM gujaratI haiM, acche-bure-bhale loga gujarate haiM, chuTakArA AsAna bhI nhiiN| lekina chuTakArA AsAna nahIM hai, zaitAna-sAdhu gujarate haiM-rAha calatI hai, tuma rAha ke kinAre baiThe isase yaha mata samajhanA ki vicAroM kI bhIr3a bar3I balazAlI hai| raho; dekhate raho calatI rAha ko| jaise rAha bAhara cala rahI hai, nahIM! chuTakArA isIlie kaThina mAlUma par3a rahA hai ki tumane aise hI vicAroM kA kAravAM bhI bhItara cala rahA hai; lekina vaha bhI vicAroM kI bhIr3a se lar3anA zurU kara diyA hai, vahAM bhUla ho gaI tumase bAhara hai| zarIra ke bhItara hai, tumase bAhara hai| tuma to vaha hai| tAkata vicAroM kI nahIM hai-tumhAre galata Ayojana kI hai| caitanya ho jo dekhatA hai ki ye vicAra cala rahe haiN| aMdherA kamare meM bharA ho aura tuma dhakke dekara use bAhara tAdAtmya chor3o! dUra khar3e hokara dekhate raho, dekhate raho, dekhate nikAlanA cAho aura aMdherA to nahIM nikalegA aise, to tumhAre raho--itanA bhI rasa mata lo ki inheM alaga karanA hai| itanA bhI mana meM lagegA, aMdherA bar3A prabala hai, bar3A balazAlI hai| rasa liyA ki ar3acana zurU huI, saMbaMdha bne| janma-janma bhI dhakke mAro aMdhere ko to na nikalegA, yaha saca mitra se hI saMbaMdha nahIM banate, zatra se bhI hai| lekina isakA yaha artha nahIM ki aMdherA balazAlI hai| isase tuma pakSa meM ho usase bhI saMbaMdha banatA hai| jisake tuma vipakSa meM kevala itanA hI patA calatA hai ki dhakkA mAranA samyaka upAya | ho usase bhI saMbaMdha banatA hai--vipakSa kA shii| saMbaMdha mata nahIM hai| jitanI tAkata dhakkA mArane meM lagA rahe ho utanI tAkata bnaao| sAkSI kA itanA hI artha hai : asaMbaMdha, asNg| dUra khar3e dIye ko jalAne meM lgaao| dIyA khojo| jarA-sA, choTA-sA dekhate rho| jaise tuma kisI pahAr3a kI coTI para baiThe ho aura nIce dIyA, jarA-sI dIye kI bAtI, aura aMdherA bAhara ho jaayegaa| ghATiyoM meM kAphile gujara rahe haiM logoM ke gujarane do, tumhArA dhakke mArane se aMdherA bAhara nahIM hotA, kyoMki aMdherA hai hI nahIM, kyA lenA-denA hai| bAhara koyala bola rahI hai, kabhI koI kuttA dhakkA mAroge kaise use? jo nahIM hai use dhakAyA nahIM jA bhauMkegA, kabhI koI kauvA kAMva-kAva karegA-isase tuma sktaa| usakI tAkata nahIM hai kucha bhii| usakA bala isI meM hai| ar3acana meM nahIM pdd'te| tuma sira nahIM dhuna lete ki aba kyA kareM, ki vaha nahIM hai| kursI hotI, pharnIcara hotA, nikAla bAhara kara yaha kuttA bhauMka rahA hai! tuma sira nahIM dhuna lete ki yaha kauvA dete| pati-patnI hote, unheM bhI dhakkA dekara bAhara kara dete! kAMva-kAva kara rahA hai! yaha tumhArA mana bhI kAMva-kAva kara rahA aMdhere ko kaise karoge? dIyA jalAo! samyaka Ayojana karo! hai, bhauMka rahA hai-bhauMkane do! tuma isase bhI thor3e dUra haTa ThIka sAdhana khojo! | jaao| tuma isase bhI thor3e pIche haTa jaao| aura haTane meM vicAra aMdhere kI bhAMti haiN| tuma unheM dhakke dekara bAhara na kara | ar3acana nahIM hai, kyoMki tumhArA svabhAva mana ke pAra hai| paaoge| jitanA dhakkA doge utanA hI pAoge ki ve balazAlI | to isI kSaNa pahuMcanA ho sakatA hai, pUre janma kI bAteM kyA hote jA rahe haiN| utane hI tuma kamajora mAlUma pdd'oge| hara bAra karanI, Age janma kI ciMtA kyA karanI! aura dhyAna rakho, merI hAroge, hara bAra hAroge; AtmavizvAsa kho jaayegaa| phira sahAyatA tumheM pUrI upalabdha hai, usameM raMcamAtra kamI nahIM hai| rooge, cIkhoge, cillaaoge| usase bhI kyA hogA? kucha bhI lekina akelI merI sahAyatA se kyA hogA? maiM izArA kara na hogaa| kyoMki na to aMdherA sunegA rone ko, na cIkhane ko, na sakatA hUM, calanA to tumheM hI pdd'egaa| maiM auSadhi batA sakatA hUM, cillAne ko| aMdherA to mAnatA hai eka hI bhASA-vaha hai prakAza | lekina pInA to tumheM hI pdd'egii| maiM nidAna kara sakatA hUM, lekina kI bhaassaa| aura vicAra bhI mAnate haiM eka hI bhASA-vaha hai | mere nidAna se hI to kucha na hogaa| auSadhi bhI de sakatA hUM, usase sAkSI-bhAva kI bhaassaa| bhI to kucha na hogaa| auSadhi kA tumheM upayoga karanA par3egA, to sAkSI bano! jitanI bAra kahA jAye utanA hI thor3A hai : sAkSI hI bImArI kttegii| sAkSI kI bAta kara rahA hUM; vaha auSadhi hai| 125

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jina sUtra bhAga 1 usakA upayoga kro| | jIvana meM kucha bhI aisA nahIM hai jisakA upayoga na ho| pApa kA aura dhyAna rakhanA bhI upayoga hai, kyoMki usI se puNya kI suvAsa uThatI hai| vicAra hara pradIpa kI pRSThabhUmi meM kA bhI upayoga hai, anyathA nirvicAra kaise ho pAoge? saMsAra aMdhakAra anivArya hai| kI jarUrata hai, anyathA satya ko kaise khojoge? bhaTakanA bhI binA saghanatA kSudra viralatA jarUrI hai, anyathA pahuMcoge kaise? eka bAra tumhAre jIvana meM kara sakatI vistAra nahIM sRjanAtmaka bhAva A jAye aura hara cIja kA sRjanAtmaka mUlya mile binA pariveza zUnya kA A jAye, to tuma pAoge, saMba cIja kA tumane upayoga karanA saja pAtA AkAra nhiiN| zurU kara diyaa| hara pradIpa kI pRSThabhUmi meM kar3A-karkaTa bhI pheMkane jaisA nahIM hai: usakA bhI upayoga ho aMdhakAra anivArya hai| sakatA hai| lekina tumheM sadiyoM se isa taraha kI bAteM sikhAyI gaI aMdhakAra tumhArA duzmana bhI nahIM hai| jarA pradIpa jalA lo, phira | haiM--yaha galata, yaha galata, yaha galata; galata aura sahI ko to aMdhakAra bhI sukha degaa| aMdhakAra kI makhamalI cAdara prakAza viparIta, duzmana kI taraha khar3A kiyA gayA hai; rAma aura rAvaNa ko aura hajAra gunA prajvalita kara detI hai| isaliye to dina meM | ko lar3AyA gayA hai; bhagavAna aura zaitAna ko khaMDita karake tAre nahIM dikhAI par3ate haiM to apanI hI jagaha; kahIM cale nahIM alaga kara diyA gayA hai; pApa aura puNya, dina aura rAta gaye haiM; dina meM kucha so nahIM gaye haiM, kahIM kho nahIM gaye haiM, apanI duzmana--isa duzmanI ke bhAva se tumhArI parezAnI ho rahI hai| jagaha haiN| pUrA AkAza tAroM se bharA hai, vaisA hI jaisA rAta meM, maiM tumase kahatA hUM, dina aura rAta duzmana nahIM haiM, eka hI khela lekina tAre dikhAI nahIM par3ate, unako pRSThabhUmi cAhie aMdhakAra | ke hisse haiN| rAma aura rAvaNa duzmana nahIM haiM; anyathA rAma-kathA kii| jaba aMdhakAra ghera letA hai, taba tAre camaka Ate haiN| na bnegii| amAvasa kI rAta jaise camakate haiM vaise kabhI nahIM cmkte| / tumane rAmalIlA meM dekhA! parde para dhanuSa-bANa liye khar3e haiM, to jIvana ko sRjanAtmaka dRSTi se dekho| yahAM kucha burA hai, lar3a rahe haiM, aura parde ke pIche rAma aura rAvaNa baiThakara gapazapa kara aisA kahakara laDo mt| jo barA hai use paSThabhami banA lo aura rahe haiM, cAya pI rahe haiN| jiMdagI ke parde ke pIche bhI maiMne aisA hI jo zubha hai usakA dIyA jalAo aura taba tuma pAoge, azubha dekhA hai| vahAM jo sAmane nATaka karate dikhAyI par3a rahe the duzmanI ne bhI zubha ko sAtha diyA, aMdhere ne bhI dIye ko jyotirmaya kiyaa| kA, pIche gale lagakara baiThe haiN| honA bhI aisA hI cAhie; nahIM to taba vicAra bhI dhyAna kI pRSThabhUmi bana jAte haiN| taba pApa bhI jIvana khaMDa-khaMDa hokara chitara jaataa| puNya kI pRSThabhUmi bana jAte haiN| aura taba saMsAra bhI paramAtmA kI kisane samhAlA hai? ye jiMdagI kI sArI IMTeM kisa sImeMTa se | khoja kA upAya ho jAtA hai| taba zarIra bhI AtmA kA maMdira ho | jur3I haiM? ye zubha aura azubha sAtha-sAtha kaise khar3e haiM? sAdhu jAtA hai| | aura asAdhu kaise sAtha-sAtha jur3e haiM? saMyukta haiN| aura eka merA pUrA dRSTikoNa aniMdA kA hai| kisI bhI cIja kI niMdA kA | bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAye to tanAva kama ho jaayegaa| taba eka hI artha hotA hai ki tuma usakA upayoga karanA na jAna pAye; | tuma pAoge ki agara kucha ar3acana ho rahI hai, to merI tuma samajha na pAye ki isakA kyA kreN| tumane jise mArga kA samajha-bUjha meM kucha kamI hai| patthara samajhA, vaha pratimA bhI bana sakatI thii| tumane jise mArga| maiMne sunA hai, eka mahilA ko sitAra sIkhane kI dhuna savAra kA patthara samajhA, vaha mArga kI sIr3hI bhI bana sakatI thii| tuma huii| to pahale hI dina cAhatI thI ki megha-malhAra ho jaaye| patthara mAnakara baiTha gaye aura rone lge| maiM kahatA haM, sIr3hI | pahale dina cAhatI thI ki pazu-pakSI A jaayeN| bAra-bAra jAkara samajho, car3ho! maiM kahatA hUM, anagar3ha patthara dekhakara nArAja mata | khir3akI para dekha AtI thI, abhI taka nahIM aaye| na koI bhIr3a hoo, jarA chainI uThAo, gar3ho! jdd'ii| ulaTe pati jo ghara meM baiThA thA vaha nikalakara bAhara calA 126

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tuma miTo to milana ho gyaa| bacce jo Udhama kara rahe the ghara meM, vaha bhI sannATA ho gayA, graMthi kaTa jAtI hai, usake jIvana meM karuNA paidA nahIM hotI, sirpha ve bhI kahIM nikala gye| pAsa-par3osiyoM ne dvAra-daravAje baMda kara krodha kA abhAva ho jAtA hai| usa AdamI kA jIvana pahale se liye| to usane samajhA ki nizcita hI sitAra meM kucha bhUla hai| badatara ho jAtA hai| aba krodha bhI na rhaa| rUkhA-rUkhA, jisa dukAna se sitAra kharIda lAI thI, phona kiyA ki AdamI | sUkhA-sUkhA aba koI cIja use udvelita nahIM karatI, lekina bhejo, sitAra meM kucha gar3abar3a hai| AdamI AyA, Thoka-pITakara karuNA kA janma nahIM hotaa| kyoMki karuNA to taba paidA hotI hai saba usane kahA, bilakula ThIka hai| AdamI vApasa pahuMcA bhI jaba tuma krodha kI vINA ko bajAnA sIkha jAte ho| nahIM thA ki phira phona...usane kahA, 'bhaI itanI jaldI kaise vINA tor3a dI tumane krodha kI, to krodha to na hogaa| jaise ki bigar3a gayA?' usane kahA ki na bajAo to saba ThIka rahatA hai, agara tuma vINA pheMka Aye bAhara, to visaMgIta paidA na hogA, lekina bajAo ki saba gar3abar3a! taba usa AdamI ko samajha meM lekina saMgIta bhI paidA na hogaa| krodha agara tor3a do to krodha to aayaa| usane kahA ki 'devI! bajAnA bhI AtA hai?' / paidA na hogA, lekina karuNA bhI paidA na hogI, kyoMki karuNA sitAra kI bhUla nahIM hai-bajAnA AtA hai ki nahIM! usI vINA kA saMgIta hai| saje hue hAtha, sadhe hue hAtha usI vINA kahate haiM, parama saMgItajJa, jinako bajAne kI kalA A jAtI hai, para karuNA ko bajAte haiM--buddha, mahAvIra-jisa vINA para tuma agara bartanoM ko bhI bajA deM to sitAra baja uThate haiM; krodha bajAte ho| sadhe hue hAtha usI jIvana-UrjA se nirvicAra kaMkar3a-pattharoM ko TakarA deM to svaroM kA Aroha-avaroha ho jAtA bajAte haiM, jisameM tama kevala vicAroM kI ulajhana meM par3a jAte ho| hai| sitAra kI bhUla nahIM hai| jIvana kI kahIM koI bhUla nahIM hai| sadhe hue hAtha isI zarIra meM azarIrI ko khoja lete haiM, jisameM tuma bajAnA na aayaa| thor3A bajAne kI phikra kro| aura bajAne kA kevala haDDI-mAMsa-majjA pAte ho| bhUla vINA kI nahIM hai, itanA pahalA sUtra hai : sviikRti| saba, jo paramAtmA ne diyA hai, usakA | smaraNa rkhnaa| | kucha na kucha upayoga hai, nirupayogI to ho hI nahIM sakatA cUkane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai, jarA sAja ko samhAlanA hai| astitva meN| hogA hI kyoM? phira to astitva na hogA, 'bedAra' vaha to haradama sau-sau kare hai jalave arAjakatA hogii| saba upayogI hai| aura jaldI mata karanA isa para bhI gara na dekhe to hai kasUra teraa| kATane-pITane kI ki yaha galata hai, ise alaga kara do; yaha paramAtmA to kitane-kitane DhaMga se nAcatA hai tumhAre cAroM galata hai, ise alaga kara do| tarapha! jaise krodha hai: agara tuma krodha ko kATa DAlo...aba 'bedAra' vaha to haradama sau-sau kare hai jlve| vaijJAnikoM ke pAsa upAya haiM ki zarIra kI kucha graMthiyAM kATa DAlI | isa para bhI gara na dekhe to hai kasara teraa| jAyeM to AdamI kA krodha samApta ho jAtA hai| kucha graMthiyAM kATa | aura jaisA maiM dekhatA hUM, yaha kisI eka hI vyakti kA prazna nahIM DAlI jAyeM to kAmavAsanA samApta ho jAtI hai| tuma dekhate hI ho, hai-'Izvara bAbU' ne pUchA hai-sabakA hai| jaisA maiM dekhatA hUM, sAMDa kaise baila ho jAtA hai ! graMthi kATa dI to bar3I sarala bAta hai hara AdamI maMjila ke sAmane hI baiThA ro rahA hai ki maMjila kahAM, yaha to| phira brahmacarya ke lie itanA upadrava kyoM mcaanaa| yaha ki kisa mArga se jaayeN| itanA sIdhA ho jAtA hai ki sAMDa dekhate-dekhate baila ho jAtA hai| hasarata pe usa masAphire-bekasa ke roiye to jarA-sI graMthiyAM kATa ddaalo| krodha kI bhI graMthiyAM haiM, usake jo thaka ke baiTha jAtA ho maMjila ke saamne| bhI hAramona haiM-kATa DAlo! Aja nahIM kala, khatarA hai ki tumheM dekhakara haMsI bhI AtI hai, ronA bhI AtA hai| ronA AtA duniyA kI sarakAreM AdamI se krodha kI, bagAvata kI graMthiyoM ko hai ki tuma bar3e parezAna ho rahe ho| haMsI AtI hai ki vyartha parezAna kATa deNgii| to phira koI zoragula na hogaa| phira koI har3atAla na ho rahe ho| sAmane hI dvAra hai| maMjila ke sAmane hI thakakara baiThe hogii| phira koI bagAvata, vidroha na hogA, koI krAMti na hogii| | ho| kahIM calakara jAnA nahIM hai| kahIM uThakara bhI nahIM jAnA hai| lekina tuma jarA soco, jisa AdamI ke jIvana se krodha kI kyoMki maMjila tumhAre bAhara nahIM hai, tumhAre bhItara hai, tumhArA 127 www.jainelibrar org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 svabhAva hai, tumhArA svarUpa hai| thor3e sAkSI ko sAdho! vINA haiM ki hama jaba taka rAjI ho pAte haiM eka bAta karane ko, taba taka sumadhura hone lgegii| tAra tAlamela meM Ane lgeNge| thor3e sAkSI | Apa jA cuke, Apa kucha aura kahane lage! ko sAdho, saMgIta utthegaa| jaise-jaise sAdhate jAoge vaise-vaise | mujhe roja hI aisA karanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki tumheM vahAM le jAnA saMgIta madhura, sUkSma hotA jaayegaa| aura aisI bhI ghar3I AtI hai-usa lA-maMjila-usa jagaha jisake Age phira koI aura hai-taba zUnya kA bhI saMgIta uThatA hai| A jAyegI ghar3I, | maMjila nahIM hai| aura aMta samaya meM bhI tumhAre bIca se mujhe haTa kyoMki maiM dekhatA haM maMjila ke sAmane hI tuma baiThe ho| jAnA par3egA, kyoMki maiM tumhArA dvAra hUM, daravAjA hUM; tumhArI maMjila nhiiN| cauthA praznaH guru yAnI gurudvaaraa| guru kA kevala itanA hI artha hai ki vaha bemurauata bevaphA begAnA-e-dila Apa haiM, tumheM izArA kara de paramAtmA kI tarapha aura haTa jaae| AkhirI Apa mAne yA na mAneM mere kAtila Apa haiN| ghar3I meM maiM bhI haTa jaauuNgaa| jaba tuma pahuMcane-pahuMcane ke karIba sAMsa letI hUM to yaha mahasUsa hotA hai mujhe, jAnatI hUM dila meM rakhane ke hI kAbila Apa haiN| dIvAla ho jAUMgA, daravAjA nhiiN| phira maiM tumheM roSaMgA paramAtmA gama nahIM hai lAkha tUphAnoM se TakarAnA par3e se| to mujhe bevaphA honA hI pdd'egaa| maiM haM vaha kiztI ki jisa kiztI ke sAhila Apa haiN| 'Apa mAne yA na mAneM mere kAtila Apa haiM'-mAnatA huuN| yaha dhaMdhA hI kAtila hone kA dhaMdhA hai| taru ne pUchA hai| bilakula ThIka hai : bemurauata, bevaphA! ThaharA gayA hai lA ke jo maMz2ila meM izka kI murauata kI nahIM jA sktii| karUM to tumheM rAste para na lA kyA jAne rahanumA thA ki rahajana thA, kauna thA! gaa| kaI bAra sakhta honA par3atA hai| kaI bAra tamheM gaharI coTa prema kI maMjila para jo tumheM le AtA hai, taya karanA muzkila bhI karanI par3atI hai| hotA hai ki vaha patha-pradarzaka thA ki luTerA thaa| jhena phakIra DaMDA liye rahate haiN| ve apane ziSyoM ke sira para DaMDe | ThaharA gayA hai lA ke jo maMz2ila meM izka kI mArate haiN| kyA jAne rahanumA thA ki rahajana thA, kauna thA! sa bhI hai--sakSama hai. utanA sthala nahIM hai| jaba taya karanA bahata mazkila hai| kyoMki prema kI maMjila para vahI lagatA hai, jarUrata hai ki tuma nIMda meM khoye jA rahe ho, to DaMDA bhI lA sakatA hai jo tumheM lUTatA bhI ho| vahAM mArgadarzaka aura luTere mAranA par3atA hai| to bemurauata bilakula ThIka hai, kyoMki prema hai| eka hI haiM, rahanumA aura rahajana eka hI haiN| tumase, isalie bemurauata honA hI pdd'egaa| kyoMki prema hai, pUrA prayAsa yahI to hai ki tumheM miTA dUM, tAki tuma 'ho' sako! isalie tumheM jagAnA hI pdd'egaa| aura mAnA ki kaI bAra jaba tumheM tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tor3a dUM, tAki tumhArA nirahaMkAra mukta ho jagA rahA hUM, taba tuma koI mIThA sapanA dekha rahe ho, to tuma nArAja sake, uTha sake! tumhAre ahaMkAra kI jaMjIra TUTe, to hI tumhAre bhI hote ho| nirahaMkAra kI svataMtratA kA AvirbhAva ho| lekina agara tuma 'bevaphA begAnA-e-dila'-ThIka hai| tuma jitane mere karIba janmoM-janmoM taka jaMjIroM meM rahe ho, to jaMjIroM ko tumane AbhUSaNa Aoge, utanA maiM pIche dUra haTatA jAUMgA, kyoMki tumheM aura mAna liyA hai| to jaba maiM tumhAre AbhUSaNa toDUMgA-maiM samajhatA Age le jAnA hai| isalie bahuta bAra bevaphA mAlUma pdduuNgaa| hUM jaMjIreM, tuma samajhate ho AbhUSaNa-to tumheM lagegA ki yaha bulAUMgA pAsa aura khuda dUra haTa jaauuNgaa| pukArUMgA aura jaba to...Ae the guru ke pAsa, yaha AdamI kAtila siddha huaa| hama tuma cala par3oge to tuma pAoge ki maiM vahAM nahIM khar3A hUM jahAM se khojate the, koI jo sAMtvanA degA, isane aura sArI sAMtvanAeM pukArA thaa| chIna liiN| hama khojate the, koI jo hamAre zRMgAra ko aura thor3A isalie bahuta-se mitra mere sAtha parezAnI meM rahate haiN| ve kahate bar3hAvA degA, jo hamAre AbhUSaNoM ko aura thor3I sajAvaTa degaa| 128

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tuma miTo to milana ho lekina tuma jise AbhUSaNa kahate ho, vaha AbhUSaNa nhiiN| aura | kaba taka jAnatI rahogI 'taru'? rakho! tumane jise abhI samajhA hai tuma ho, vaha tuma nahIM-usakI to jAnane-jAnane meM kaba taka samaya gaMvAogI? kahIM aisA na ho hatyA hI karanI par3egI-bemurauata! usa para koI dayA nahIM kI ki jAnane kI bAta jAnane kI hI raha jAe! hone kI banAo! jaba jA sakatI! use to miTAnA hogaa| vahI to tumhAre pAvoM ko koI bAta aisI lagatI ho ki dila meM rakha lene kI hai, to soco jakar3e hai| mt| socane meM kSaNa na khoo, rakha hI lo! 'sAMsa letI hUM to yaha mahasUsa hotA hai mujhe, eka bArI dhaka se hokara dila kI phira nikalI na sAMsa jAnatI hUM dila meM rakhane ke hI kAbila Apa haiN| kisa zikAra andAja kA yaha tIre-beAvAja hai! gama nahIM hai lAkha tUphAnoM se TakarAnA par3e phira jaba koI cIja hRdaya meM jAtI ho, to jAne do tIra kI maiM hUM vaha kiztI ki jisa kiztI ke sAhila Apa haiN|' trh| soco mata! socane meM hI tIra idhara-udhara ho jaaegaa| aura tUphAna se TakarAne meM gama kaisA? kyoMki tUphAna se TakarAkara | hara bAta ke pakane kA kSaNa hotA hai, Rtu hotI hai| jo abhI ho hI koI kinAre ko upalabdha hotA hai| kinAre ke AsapAsa hI sakatA hai, abhI ho sakatA hai; kala na ho paae| aura jo abhI na tUphAna hai, tUphAnoM ke AsapAsa hI kinArA hai| aura agara ThIka ho sakA, tAjA-tAjA na ho sakA, vaha kala kaise ho pAegA? se kaheM to tUphAna meM hI chipA kinArA hai| bAsA ho jaaegaa| to jo dila meM rakha lene jaisA lage use rakho! mere DUba jAne kA bAisa to pUcho agara jagaha na ho to dila ko bAhara karo! jagaha banAo! kinAre se TakarA gayA thA sphiinaa| mere pAsa hone kA eka hI artha hai, ki tuma miTane kI kalA nAva kinAre se TakarAkara DUba gaI, yaha kAraNa hai DUba jAne kA! | siikho| nahIM ki tumhAre dila meM rahane kA merA koI irAdA hai; yaha mere DUba jAne kA bAisa to pUcho! to kevala bIca kA upAya hai| yaha to kevala bahAnA hai| yaha to maiM kinAre se TakarA gayA thA saphInA! tumheM phusalA rahA huuN| yaha to maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki calo isa vaha kinArA hI kyA jo tamhArI nAva ko na toDa de| vaha kinArA | bahAne se sahI. isa nimitta sahI. tama apanA dila to choDo. hI kyA jo tumheM tumhArI nAva se mukta na kara de! nAva nadI ke apanA dila to tor3o! mere lie hI sahI, jagaha to banAo! lie hai| kinArA to tumheM nAva se chur3A hI degA, nAva ko tor3a hI jagaha banate hI maiM vahAM nahIM bailuuNgaa| jagaha ho jAe to usI jagaha degaa| vaha maMjila hI kyA jisako pAkara rAstA kho na jAe, miTa | meM to paramAtmA virAjamAna hotA hai| kabIra ne kahA hai : na jAe! jisase cala cuke vaha miTa jAnA cAhie, anyathA usa guru goviMda doi khar3e, kAke lAgUM paaNv| para lauTa jAne kI saMbhAvanA banI rahatI hai| | kisake paira pakaDUM! donoM sAtha hI khar3e haiM, kisake pahale caraNa to jitanA-jitanA tuma bar3hate jAoge utanA-utanA maiM tumhArI chuuuN| kahIM koI apamAna na ho jAe, koI anAdara na ho jaae| nAva ko tor3atA jaauuNgaa| jaba dekhUgA kinArA karIba hai to nAva kahIM ziSTAcAra kA koI bhaMga na ho jaae| bilakula tor3a denI caahie| nahIM to Dara hai ki tuma phira | guru goviMda doi khar3e, kAke lAgU paaNv| vAsanAoM kI nAva meM savAra ho jaao| bar3I muzkila meM par3a gae hoNge| aisA hotA nhiiN| jaba guru hotA aura dhyAna rakhanA, jo nAva usa kinAre se isa kinAre taka le hai to goviMda nahIM hotA; jaba goviMda hotA hai to guru nahIM hotaa| AyI hai, vahI nAva isa kinAre se usa kinAre le jA sakatI hai| kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai, jaba donoM sAtha khar3e hote haiN| eka bAra nAva to vahI hogI, sirpha dizA badalatI hai| jo sIr3hI tumheM Upara hotA hai aisaa| pahale guru ko jagaha dete haiN| dhIre-dhIre guru hRdaya le jAtI hai, vahI sIr3hI tumheM nIce bhI le jA sakatI hai| isalie meM baiThatA jAtA hai, baiThatA jAtA hai, phira eka dina guru haTa jAtA samajhadAra Upara pahuMcakara sIr3hI tor3a dete haiN| hai-usa dina goviNd| idhara guru jAne ko hotA hai, udhara goviMda 'sAMsa letI hUM to yaha mahasUsa hotA hai mujhe Ane ko hotA hai| eka ghar3I meM aisI bAta hotI hai jaba guru jA rahA jAnatI hUM dila meM rakhane ke hI kAbila Apa haiN| hotA hai, goviMda A rahA hotA hai taba donoM sAtha khar3e hote haiN| 1129

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 1 guru goviMda doi khar3e, kAke lAgU paaNv| astitva meM lIna ho rahA hai aura eka gahana cuppI gheratI jA rahI phira kabIra kahate haiM, guru ke hI paira lge| hai| basa aba to eka kone meM baiThakara astitva kI lIlA 'balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo btaae|' nihAratI rahUM aura vakta Ae to usameM lIna ho jaauuN| pAsa meM isake do artha ho sakate haiM, donoM mahatvapUrNa haiN| eka artha to kyA bacA hai! yaha ho sakatA hai ki jaba kabIra bigUcana meM par3a gae to guru ne bahuta zukriyA, bar3I meharabAnI goviMda kI tarapha izArA kara diyA ki goviMda ke hI paira lgo|| merI jiMdagI meM hujUra Apa Ae, balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo batAye...vaha mukta kara diyA kadama cUma lUM yA AMkheM bichA dUM ciMtA se| kahA ki phikra na kara merI, goviMda ke paira lg| karUM kyA, yaha merI samajha meM na aae| eka artha to yaha ho sakatA hai, jo ki sIdhA-sAdhA hai| isase bhI mahatvapUrNa artha hai dUsarA, vaha yaha hai ki...balihArI guru ___ maiM kahatA hUM, jo ho baaNtto| nAca ho to naac| gIta ho to giit| ApakI goviMda diyo batAye...kabIra kahate haiM, paira tumhAre hI | mastI ho to mstii| agara cuppI ghanI ho rahI hai to cuppI bAMTo! lagUMgA, kyoMki tumhArI hI balihArI hai ki tumane goviMda ko | mauna bhI baaNtto| btaayaa| phira goviMda ke to paira aba lagate hI raheMge, lagate hI bar3I saMpadA hai mauna kii| mastI se bhI bar3I mastI hai mauna kI! raheMge, aba to pairoM meM hI par3e rheNge| lekina tumhAre paira aba dobArA nAca se bhI gahana nAca hai mauna kaa| gIta se bhI gIta, gIta se bhI na mileNge| gahana gIta hai gIta mauna kA-bAMTo use! guru jA rahA hai, goviMda A rahA hai| guru vidA ho rahA hai| cuppI kA artha yaha thor3e hI hai ki use samhAlakara baittho| to sadaguru vahI hai jo tumheM miTAe, tumhAre hRdaya ke siMhAsana para | cuppI kI kaMjUsI ho gii| baiTha jAe-basa usa kSaNa taka jaba taka tuma taiyAra nahIM ho, dhyAna rakhanA, jIvana meM zubha bhI hama isa DhaMga se kara sakate haiM siMhAsana taiyAra nahIM hai, phira haTa jaae| asadaguru vahI hai jo tumheM ki azubha ho jAye aura azubha bhI isa DhaMga se kara sakate haiM ki haTAe, tumhAre siMhAsana para baiTha jAe aura phira htten| phira kahe, | zubha ho jAye-sArI kalA yahI hai| isI kalA ko jisane jAna chor3o bhI aba paramAtmA-aramAtmA kI bAtacIta! to yaha to eka | liyA usane dharma ko jAna liyaa| jhaTa se chaTe. dasarI meM par3a ge| yaha to apanI jhaMjhaTa se chaTe to aba eka to mauna hai jo kaMjasI kA mauna hai| eka to mauna hai ki dUsare kI jhaMjhaTa meM par3a ge| isase to pahalI hI jhaMjhaTa ThIka thI, | jo apane-Apa ko baMda kara lene kA mauna hai ki haTa jAo dUra kama se kama apanI to thii| sabase-sabase tor3a lenevAlA mauna hai| apane meM baMda ho jAo 'gama nahIM hai lAkha tUphAnoM se TakarAnA par3e monoDa bana jAo, lIbanesa ke| saba dvAra-daravAje baMda kara do, maiM hUM vaha kiztI ki jisa kiztI ke sAhila Apa haiN|' khir3akiyAM baMda kara do| koI havA na Aye, koI rozanI na aaye| aMdhar3a hai, AMdhI hai aura vaha aMdhar3a, AMdhI hai mUrchA kA, taka aaye| to yaha mauna to maraghaTa kA mauna hogaa| isakA guNa pramAda kA, soe-soe hone kaa| usase ThIka se TakarAo! nidrA alaga hogaa| yaha guNa zubha nahIM hai| yaha mauna to mauta jaisA mauna se TakarAkara hI jAgaraNa paidA hotA hai| nidrA se TakarAkara hogaa| isase sar3I lAza kI badabU aayegii| hI-usI TakarAhaTa meM, usI gharSaNa meM-jAgaraNa paidA hotA hai| __ isalie tuma bahuta-se tyAgI, tapasvI, mauniyoM ke pAsa jAkara, vahI jAgaraNa kinArA hai| muniyoM ke pAsa sirpha lAza kI sar3ana paaoge| mauna vahAM khila na pAyA, phUla na bnaa| mauna vahAM kevala abhAva rhaa| mauna kA artha AkhirI prazna: Apa kahate haiM ki tumhAre pAsa jo hai use vahAM itanA hI rahA ki bolate nahIM haiN| yaha bhI koI mauna huA jo baaNtto| magara aisA ho rahA hai ki saMgIta, nRtya, mastI saba | bola na ske| mauna to bolatA hai--mauna se bhI bolatA hai| 1301

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tuma miTo to milana ho to dhyAna rakhanA, mauna sirpha na bolanA bhara na ho; nahIM to vahI Apase prArthanA kara rahe haiM ki Apa calo, to thor3A rasa rhegaa| hogAH krodha kATa DAlA, kAma kI graMthi kATa ddaalii| kAma kI | kisI na kisI ko to le jAnA hI pdd'egaa| graMthi gaI to brahmacarya paidA hone kA upAya bhI gyaa| krodha kI graMthi pati-patnI sadA kisI eka ko aura sAtha le lete haiN| donoM ke gaI to karuNA bhI na aaii| aisA mauna mata kara lenA ki sirpha na bIca jarA bAtacIta calAne ko setu bana jAtA hai| yaha bolanA bolane para Agraha ho ki bolate nahIM haiN| to phira tumhAre bhItara koI bolanA hai? lekina do premI cupacApa baiTha jAte haiN| dekhate haiM jiMdagI sar3ane lagegI, pravAha baMda ho jaaegaa| tuma eka pokhara ho cAMda ko AkAza meN| yA sunate haiM havA kI sarasarAhaTa! yA dekhate jAoge, saritA na rhoge| jaldI hI kIcar3a maca jaayegii| jaldI | haiM cupacApa tAroM ko| kucha bolate nhiiN| lekina khule haiN| bahate hI tuma apanI kuMThA meM sdd'oge| kyoMki jIvana saMbaMdhoM meM hai| haiM eka-dUsare meM, UrjA milatI hai| milana hotA hai| eka gahana koI phikra nahIM, hajAra DhaMga haiM bolane ke| bolanA hI thor3e hI tala para gahana saMbhoga hotA hai| para cupa! saba kucha hai! kisI kA hAtha hI hAtha meM le lo to kyA tuma bole | zabda bAdhA DAlate haiN| jaba koI premI kisI preyasI se bahuta nahIM? kisI kI tarapha bharI huI AMkhoM se dekhA to kyA tuma bole kahane lage, bAra-bAra kahane lage ki maiM tujhe prema karatA hai, taba nahIM? kisI ke pAsa capacApa baiThe rahe, lekina baMda nahIM khale, samajhanA ki prema jA cukA, aba bAtacIta hai| aba prema nahIM hai, bahate to kyA tuma bole nahIM? saca to yaha hai ki jIvana meM jo bhI isalie bAtacIta se paripUrti karanI par3atI hai| nahIM to prema kAphI mahatvapUrNa hai, aise hI bolA jAtA hai| jaba do premI gahana prema meM | hai, kahane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| hote haiM to capa baiTha jAte haiN| jaba premI bAtacIta karane lageM to to maiM tumase kahatA hai, mauna to Aye, lekina jIvaMta Aye, samajhanA ki pati-patnI ho gye| pati-patnI cupa nahIM baiTha sakate, bahatA huA aaye| tumhArA pravAha na mitte| tuma baMda na hoo| kyoMki cupa baiThe to donoM baMda ho jAte haiM; donoM baMda ho jAte haiM to tuma khulo| to phira mauna bhI bNtte| bojhila ho jAte haiN| to patnI kahane lagatI hai, 'cupa kyoM baiThe yaha maiM tumase jo bola rahA hUM, kyA tuma socate ho, bola rahA ho? kyA matalaba?' to kucha bhI bolo! bola jArI rakho, | hUM? apanA mauna bAMTa rahA huuN| kyoMki tuma mere mauna ko sIdhA na tAki kahIM aisA na ho ki eka-dUsare kI murdAnagI aura eka-dUsare samajha sakoge, zabdoM kI savArI se bAMTa rahA huuN| zabdoM ke Upara kI Uba pragaTa ho jaaye| to bolate haiM, ceSTA karake bolate haiN| savAra hokara jo A rahA hai, vaha mauna hai| ghur3asavAra ko dekhanA, nahIM bolanA ho, bolate haiN| kucha bhI bAta le Ate haiM-khabara, ghor3e ko hI mata dekhate rhnaa| zabdoM para jo savArI karake A rahA samAcAra-usakI carcA calAne lagate haiN| na patnI ko usa meM hai, jarA use dekho| tumheM jo maiM denA cAhatA hUM, vaha zabda nahIM hai| rasa hai, na pati ko rasa hai; na patnI suna rahI hai, na pati bola rahA tumheM jo denA cAhatA hUM, vaha merA mauna hai| hai lekina vANI cala rahI hai| donoM AsapAsa zabdoM kA jAla | to mauna hI baaNtto| kahIM chupatA hai kucha! agara jIvaMta mauna ho bunate haiM, tAki kahIM dhokhA na TUTa jAye, kahIM bhrama na miTa jAye, to mauna hI dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, saghana ho jAtA hai| jahAM se kahIM aisA na ho jAye ki patA cale ki hama Ta gaye, gujaroge, dUsarA AdamI cauMkakara sunane lagegA mauna ko jarA pAsa alaga-alaga ho gaye! mere eka mitra haiN| himAlaya kI yAtrA ko jAte the| to mujhase 'bedAra'! chupAe se chupate haiM kahIM tere kahA, Apa cleN| maiMne kahA ki himAlaya kI yAtrA para jAte ho, cehare se numAyAM haiM AsAra muhabbata ke| acchA hai| tuma pati-patnI jA rahe ho, mujhe kyoM aura bIca meM lete kahIM prema chupA! kitanA chipAo, AMkha kI jhalaka, cehare kA ho? mere hone se bAdhA pdd'egii| unhoMne kahA, Apa bhI kyA bAta raMga-DhaMga, oMThoM kI muskurAhaTa; kitanA chipAo, cAla kI karate haiM! tIsa sAla ho gaye zAdI hue, aba kyA bAdhA khAka gati, uThane-baiThane kA prasAda, saba tarapha jaise premI ke AsapAsa par3egI? aba to hAlata aisI hai ki agara tIsarA AdamI maujUda | kucha sUkSma dhuMgharU bajate haiM! na ho to hamArI samajha meM nahIM AtA, kyA kareM! isalie to 'bedAra'! chupAe se chupate haiM kahIM tere ____ 131

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 cehare se numAyAM haiM AsAra muhabbata ke bar3A zora macatA hai, phira tUphAna jA cukA, phira zAMti kaisI ghanI mauna bhI nahIM chuptaa| paramAtmA bhI nahIM chuptaa| tuma cupa bhI ho jAtI hai! jaba buddha jaisA vyakti zAMta hogA, sadiyoM-sadiyoM baiThe raho to bhI pragaTa hotA calA jAtA hai| kA eka tUphAna, janmoM-janmoM kA eka tUphAna, eka aMdhar3a jo hama to cupa the magara aba mauje sabA ke hAthoM calatA hI rahA aura calatA hI rahA, acAnaka Aja baMda ho phailI jAtI haiM tere husna kI khuzabU hara sU gayA-devatAoM ko khabara na milegI! cupa hone se hI khabara jaba koI prabhu ko upalabdha hotA hai, usa parama zAMti ko, parama | mila gii| nirvikAra ko, to cupa bhI baiThA rahe to bhI kyA pharka par3atA hai! jo hai vahI baaNtto| agara cuppI bana rahI hai, zubha hai| baMda mata hama to cupa the magara aba mauje sabA ke hAthoM honA, cuppI ko bhI saMbaMdha banAye rkhnaa| mitroM ko kabhI nimaMtrita -hama to cupa hI baiThe the, lekina subaha kI ThaMDI havAyeM A kara denA ki Ao, cupacApa baittheNge| jisako cupacApa baiThanA gaIM, hama kyA kareM! | hogA, A jaayegaa| hAtha meM hAtha le lenA: sAtha-sAtha ro lenA, phailI jAtI hai tere husna kI khuzabU hara sU yA haMsa lenaa| bolanA mt| aura taba tuma pAoge ki eka nayA -aura tere sauMdarya kI khuzabU ye havAyeM le calIM, aura ye hI dvAra khulA saMbaMdhoM kaa| tumane kisI aura DhaMga se dUsare manuSya phailAne lgiiN| kI cetanA ko chuA aura tumane maukA diyA, dUsare ko bhI ki eka buddha ko parama anubhava huaa| kahate haiM, sAta dina ve cupa baiThe | naye DhaMga se, zabdoM ke alAvA saMbaMdha nirmita kre| rhe| para devatA bhAge cale Aye svarga se| pahaMca gaI bhanakaH kucha 'gahana cuppI gheratI jAtI hai| eka kone meM baiThakara astitva kI ghaTA hai pRthvI para! astitva ne koI nayA raMga liyA hai! astitva lIlA nihAratI huuN|' ne koI nayA nAca nAcA hai! koI zikhara banA hai astitva kA! nihArane ko baaNtto| jisa DhaMga se tuma nihAratI ho, usI DhaMga se koI gaurIzakara uThA hai! bhAge devtaa| ve cupa hI baiThe rhe| kisI aura ko nimaMtrita karo ki Ao, merI dRSTi meM sahabhAgI devatAoM ne namaskAra kiyA, caraNoM meM sira rakhA, aura kahA, kucha bno| isalie to maiMne tumheM yahAM bulA bhejA hai| bulAye calA boleM! buddha ne kahA, 'lekina tumheM patA kaise calA? maiM to jAtA hUM: dUra-dUra dezoM se, pRthvI kA koI konA nahIM jahAM se loga bilakula cupa huuN| sAta dina se to maiM bolA hI nhiiN| aura maiMne to cale nahIM Ate! apanI dRSTi meM maiM tumheM sahabhAgI banAnA cAhatA yahI taya kiyA hai ki bolUMgA nhiiN| kyA sAra bolane se? | huuN| cAhatA hUM ki tuma bhI jarA merI AMkha se jhAMkakara dekho| jo jinako samajhanA hai, binA bole samajha leNge| aura jinako nahIM | maiMne dekhA hai, thor3A-sA tuma bhI dekho| phira tuma apanI AMkha samajhanA hai, ve kahIM bolakara bhI samajha pAyeMge! magara yaha to khoja lenaa| eka daphA svAda to A jaaye| batAo, tumheM khabara kaise milI?' 'aura vakta Aye to usI meM lIna ho jaauuN|' to devatAoM ne kahA, Apa bhI kaisI bAta karate haiN| yaha ghaTanA A hI jAyegA vkt| A hI gayA hai| bAMTo! bAMTanA bhI lIna kucha aisI hai, jaba ghaTatI hai taba khabara mila hI jAtI hai| tuma baiThe hone kI prakriyA hai|| raho cupa, jaldI hI tuma pAoge ki rAste banane lage, tumhArI tarapha 'pAsa meM kyA bacA hai?' jaba kucha nahIM bacatA, tabhI jo bacA loga Ane lge| ve tumheM bulavA kara rheNge| tumheM bolanA hI hai vahI saMpadA hai| eka jhena phakIra eka rAste se gujara rahA thaa| par3egA, tumhArI karuNA ko bolanA hI pdd'egaa| tuma itane kaThora vaha bar3A baliSTha AdamI thaa| bar3A balazAlI thaa| do DAkuoM kaise ho sakoge? hama hI A gaye, kitanI dUra se-svarga se! ne usa para hamalA kara diyaa| dubale-patale dIna-hIna DAkU the; koI cupa ho gayA hai! kucha ghaTA hai! | nahIM to DAkU hI kyA hote-dIna-hIna hI DAk banate haiN| usane tumane kabhI cuppI ko anubhava kiyA hai ? cuppI bhI eka ghanA donoM kI gardana pakar3akara unako uThA liyA aura donoM kA sira astitva hai| relagAr3I zoragula karatI nikala jAtI hai| usake TakarAne jA rahA thA, to use khayAla AyA : are becAre! inake bAda tumane dekhA hai, cuppI kaisI ghanI ho jAtI hai! tUphAna AtA hai, pAsa kucha bhI to nahIM hai| donoM ko chor3a diyaa| ve to bar3e [132

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tuma miTo to milana ho cauMke-se, caukanne-se khar3e raha gaye ki aba kyA krnaa| aura jo kucha usake pAsa thA usane de diyaa| ve donoM bhAge lekr| aura vaha phakIra jora-jora se haMsane lagA, to ve lauTakara aaye| unhoMne kahA ki mahArAja! Apa haMsa kyoM rahe haiM? Apa ajIba AdamI haiN| hama to samajhe ki mare! Apane jaba donoM ke sira pAsa lAye, to hama samajhe ki gaye! phira kyA huA, Apane donoM ko chor3a bhI diyA? hamane mAMgA bhI nahIM, hama to bhAgane kI taiyArI kara rahe the ki Apake pAsa jo thA Apane de diyaa| aba Apa haMsa kisalie rahe haiM? to usa phakIra ne kahA ki Aja majhe pahalI daphe patA calA usakA jo mere pAsa hai, aura jise koI bhI le nahIM sktaa| jo lene yogya thA, dene yogya thA vaha maiMne tumheM de diyA-Aja maiM nagna khar3A huuN| Aja mere pAsa basa vahI bacA hai, jisako na koI le sakatA hai, na koI de sakatA hai| Aja zuddha astitva bacA hai| usI zuddha astitva kA nAma mahAvIra ne AtmA diyA hai| khoo| jo kho hI jAyegA use apane hAtha se hI kho do| jo mauta chIna legI tuma use svayaM hI de do, tAki mauta jaba Aye to chInane ko usake pAsa kucha bhI na ho| tumhAre pAsa kucha bhI na ho jise vaha chIna ske| mauta ke pahale jo chInA jA sakatA hai, use bAMTa do| pakar3o mata! pakar3a chor3o! aura taba tuma pAoge: mauta AyegI, lekina tumheM mAra na paayegii| kyoMki mauta ghaTatI hai isIlie ki tuma use pakar3e ho jo chInA jA sakatA hai| jaba mauta chInatI hai, tuma samajhe ki mre| jisane use pahale hI chor3a diyA-mauta AtI hai, khAlI hAtha calI jAtI hai| kucha hai hI nahIM chInane ko| vahI bacA hai jise chInA nahIM jA sakatA-svabhAva, dharma, tumhAre bhItara kA paramAtmA! Aja itanA hii|