Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 01
Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005425/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' ' Apazo bhAga-1 paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prasaMgo" pustaka viSe keTalAka abhiprAya pa.pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma ..nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA..A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpa bane tevo paNa che." muni zrI jayapaghavijayajI: "anaMta kALe maLela mAnava bhavamAM zreSTha kamANI kevI rIte thAya? ATalA alpa AyuSyamAM anaMtA karmono nAza kevI rIte karavo? AvA ghaNA praznonA javAba suMdara jaina Adarza prasaMgonA 3 bhAga ApazrIe mahenata karIne jaino tathA sarva samakSa mUkayA te vAMcavAthI ja maLI jAya che. ApazrInuM kArya khUba prazaMsanIya che." muni zrI yugadarzanavijayajI: "jaina Adarza prasago pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevA che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka purUM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhA karatAM haze ane Uttama manoratho sevatA thaI gayA haze te badhA ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAgI ApazrI banyA cho. A copaDI meM jyAre jyAre vAMcI tyAre tyAre lagabhaga te pUrI karIne ja Ubho thayo chuM. Avo anubhava aneka vAcakone thayo haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vastI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI to UMghato paNa jAgI jAya." bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukhaH pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana: "atyAre beMgloramAM mArA mitranA gharethI A patra lakhuM chuM. prAtaHkALe pakSIonA madhura kalaravathI vAtAvaraNa AphlAdaka banI gayu che. UMgha na AvatA mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jenA Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasaMgo vAMcI preraNA maLI, dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." AvA prazaMsAsUcaka anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. * For Personal & Private-dee jatinelibrary.org Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che hoM hai namonamaH prema-rAmacaMdra-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH (jena Adarza prasaMgo (satya zreSTha zrAvakonA dRSTAMto) bhAga - 1 lekhakaH paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya ma.sA. saMpAdakaH paMnyAsa guNasuMdaravijaya ma.sA. sahAyakaH muni yogI rana vijaya ma.sA. suktanA sahabhAgI: * kAntAbena caMdulAla popaTalAla gajarAvAlA mahAjanavADI, mAMDavInI poLa, amadAvAda-1 pATaNa mitra maMDaLa marInaDrAIva jaina ArAdhaka TrasTa - muMbaI 'sajI sAhitya ane dharmano pracAra pUjA, pravacana, tapazcaryA, zibira, kArsa De, yAtrA, paryuSaNA, snAtra, pAThazALA, pratikamaNa vageremAM prabhAvanA karavA yogya pustaka. 7 mudrakaH navanIta prinTarsa (nija zAha) amadAvAda phona: 5653ra, For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAga-1 kiMmata : bhAga 1 thI 7 : rUA.ra7 bhAga 1 rUA. 5-00 100 nakala lenArane 40% pa00mAM pa0% 1000 mAM 60% kansezana maLaze. AvRtti: 12mI tA. 1.7.2002 nakala H 0000 pUrvanIH 24500 prAptisthAna muMbaIH | ramaNalAla : dahANukaravADI kAdIvalI (veM) 8625178 nIlezabhAI : 87/2, javAharanagara | goregAMva (ve) 87ra7448 azvInabhAI : 5, mahAvIranagara, e, borIvalI (ve) 8984166 apUrvabhAI : lAITa TreDarsa, 113, luhAracAla 2060205 ramaNalAi 87/2, sagara,e, prAptisthAna madAvAda: rasikalAla ratilAla zAha, ela.ke. TrasTa bilDIMga, baroDA beMka sAme, pAMcakuvA, -380002 phrena : 2175804, 2175780 niraMjanabhAI : 11 bhUmi epArTamenTa, 33 AnaMdanagara po.o. pAse, bhaThThA, pAlaDI-7 phona : 6638127, 6645823 'nIcenA sthaLethI orDarathI 2-4 divasamAM paratako maLaze. operA ..jItendrabhAI 6605upara AbAvADI rAjezabhAI 6602004 kinnarabhAI 6630167 zAMtinagara jayakumAra : 7551772 prakAzita thacela pustako : 5. bhadrezvaravijaya) bhAga-5 100 ke vadhu lenArane mAtra rUA. 1 mAM maLaze. supAtradAna,tIrthayAtrA vagere viSayanI pustikAo A ja lekhakanI prApti sthAnethI maLaze. prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 2,00,000 nakalo chapAI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAkruthanA prasaMgomAM prathama paMkitamAM prakAzanA A satya kathAprasaMgo Aja sadInA uttama jainonA che. jema gulAba phUlono rAjA che tema A satya drapTAMto vartamAnakAlIna daghaTanAo paikI zreSTha koTinA che. gulAbanI AlhAdaka sugaMdha paNa aA kAlamAM UDI jAya che. jyAre A prazaMsanIya prasaMga puNono pamarATa yAvajIva ApaNane anokhA. AnaMdathI tarabatara rAkhe che. ApaNane anaMta puNyodaye mAnavabhava uparAMta zrI jinazAsana maLyuM che. jinazAsanane kAraNe ApaNane AtmA, karma vagere ghaNI sUtrama vastuonuM paNa vAstavika svarUpa jANavA maLe che! Aje jagatamAM ghaNAM sthaLe ekAMta - svArthAdAtA, bhogavilAsa, pApAcAro Adi pazuthI paNa badatara doSo tAMDavanRtya karI rahyAM che. vartana, vANI ane vicAromAM anAryatA pesI gaI che. AjanA vizvamAM comera svacchedapaNuM joI sajajano ane saMto ciMtita, duHkhI ane hatAza banyA che. jagatamAM ghaNAM mAnavo uttama banavAnI pAtratA dharAvatAM hoya che. chatAM azubha vAtAvaraNa, nimitto vagerene kAraNe teonA jIvanamAM paNa ghaNAM durguNo ghusI gayelA jovAya che zAstro pharamAve che ke khANamAM paDelA atyaMta malina zreSTha hIrAnI jema AvA jIvo zubha AlaMbanothI jhagamagavA mAMDe che. uttama puruSonA zreSTha prasaMgo vAMcavA e paNa atyaMta zubha AlaMbana che. he bhavyo ! tame paNa A adabhuta prasaMgo khUbha dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcajo, vicArajo. vedhanA trIjA padhanI jema e AtmaguNone vikasita karaze ane durgaNo haze to dUra karaze. he puNyazALIo ! AvA haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa ghaNAM zrAvakonA gulAba jevA mAmadAtA adabhuta satyAprasaMgo jANI mAro manamoralo nRtA kare che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMdasarovaramAM DUbakIo mAre che. avarNanIya AnaMda tathA AvA guNo tame paNa meLavo e bhAvathI tamArI samakSA A prasaMgapuSpo rajU karuM chuM. eka ati mahattvanI vAta ke abhyAsathI kazuM azakya nathI. AvA kALamAM paNa purUSArthathI 5-7 varSanA nAnA bALako paNa karATe, saMgIta, taraNa, ramatagamata vagere aneka kSetromAM vizvacempIyana banI zake che. to tame to pukhta umaranA ane anaMtAnaMta puNyathI puSTa cho. dharmamAM hiMmata rAkho. jarUra saphaLatA maLaze. vaLI dareka mANasa badhAM guNo meLavI zake nahi. tethI AvA guNavAnonI haiyAthI prazaMsA ane sAcI anumodanA karIe to ApaNane paNa AvA guNo jarUra prApta thAya ! tamArA sagAsnehIone AvA pustako vaMcAvavAnA suMdara puNyathI vaMcita na rahezo. ahIM thoDAja prasaMgo lakhyAM che. bIjA 5 bhAgamAM AvA prasaMgo pragaTa thayAM che. bIjuM, prasaMgo meM khUba TUMkANamAM lakhyA che. ane AmAMnA keTalAka ane bIjA keTalAka zrAvakonA to jIvana ja AvA aneka guNo rUpI puSpovALA vRkSothI zobhatA bAga jevA che ! paNa meM to emanA 1-2 prasaMga ja ahIM lIdhA che. vaLI vArtAprasaMga sAthe hitazikSA thoDI vistArathI lakhAya to ghaNAMne preraNA maLe. chatAM vAMcakone vArtAnA pravAhamAM rasabhaMga na thAya mATe a5 zabdomAM ja dizAsUcana karyuM che. vaLI A prasaMgo meM sAMbhaLelA, vAMcelA, jANelA lakhyA che. tethI AmAM jANakArone je koI AdhArabhUta bhUla lAge te jaNAvavA hArdika nimaMtraNa che. gaNivara zrI guNasuMdaravijayajIe prastAvanAlekhana ane saMpAdanakArya karI ApyuM te badala huM temano khUba RNI chuM. pa. pU. A. zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma.pa. pU. A. zrI hemaratnasUri ma., paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI. paMnyAsa zrI guNasuMdara vijayajI Adi aneka mahAtamAo ane suzrAvako pAsethI maLelA kathA prasaMgo paNa meM AmAM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgrahita karyA che. te badhAno hadayathI AbhAra mAnuM chuM. smRtibhraMza Adi kAraNe lakhavAmAM je kAMI bhUla thaI hoya tathA jinAjJAviruddha je kAMI lakhAyuM hoya tenuM trividha micchA mi dukkaDaM. pustakalekhanamAM kSatio jaNAya te sUcavavA vinamra vinaMti. AvA attarathI adakerA satya draSTAMto vAMcI, bhavobhava suMdara ArAdhanA, sadgati ane jinazAsana pAmo e ja ekanI eka sadA mATe zubhAbhilASA. paMkaja sosAyaTI, amadAvAda - paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya thoDalo paNa guNa parataNo sAMbhaLI harSa mane ANa re..... kevuM anupama che A jinazAsana ! kevAM TaMkazALI che enA varAno ! e jinavacano kahe che: karaNa karAvaNa ne anumodana sarikhAM phaLa nipajAyo re... bIjuM satrazaMsAdi. uttamanA guNa gAvatAM guNa Ave nija aMga te guNa tAsa anumodIe puNya anubaMdha zubha yoga re bhagavAnanI A vANIno sAra e che ke koIpaNa guNanA ApaNe mAlika banavuM hoya to e guNanI prazaMsA, upabRhaNA, anumodanA karavI joIe. anumodanAnuM A bIja vizALa guNavRkSamAM pariName che. anumodanA guNaprApti rUpa vRkSanuM zubha bIja che. dharma karavA ane karAvavAmAM je lAbha che eTalo ja lAbha te te dharmonI anumodanAmAM che. baLadeva muninA saMyamadharmanI ane rathakAranA nirdoSa dAna dharmanI dilathI anumodanA karanAro mRgalo paNa e bannenI jema ja pAMcamA devalokamAM pahoMcI gayo! kUvAnA pANIne kayArA sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM kAma nIka kare che. anumodanAno guNa A nIka che. e sAmAnA guNarUpI pANIne ApaNA AtmA rUpa. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kayArA sudhI lAvI Ape che. saguNaprazaMsA, anumodanAnuM jo ATaluM badhuM mAhAsya hoya to zA mATe ApaNe taddana AsAna A lAbha na levo ? paNa guNo kAMI AkAzamAM nathI rahetA. e rahe che guNavAna vyaktiomAM... te te guNavAna vyaktinI anumodanA karavAthI e guNonI anumodanA thaI jAya che. modanA eTale AnaMda. anu eTalo pachIthI. te te guNavAna vyaktine te te guNaprAptinA AnaMdanI je anubhUti thaI hoya te pachI ApaNe enA guNakIrtanathI e anubhUti karavI e che anumodanA ! vartamAnamAM sAmAnyathI IrSyA, niMdA Adi durgaNoe jIvo para Adhipatya jamAvyuM che. e durgaNonA baLavAna sakaMjAmAMthI bacavA mATe anumodanAno guNa keLavavAnI tAtI jarUriyAta che. mATe ja 5.pU.mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. sAhebe potAnI amRtavelI sajajhAyamAM gAyuM, "thoDalo paNa guNa parataNo sAMbhaLI harpa mana ANa re." anumodanAthI maitrI Adi cAra paikInI pramoda bhAvanA paNa puSTa bane che. emAM paNa ApaNA kALamAM ane ApaNA phonamAM rahelI ane lagabhaga ApaNA jevA ja saMyogomAMthI pasAra thatI vyakitao jyAre sattva phoravI guNaprApti karatI hoya che tyAre ApaNane emanA AlaMbane emanA jevA guNa prApta karavAno zubha bhAva jaladI thAya che. AcAra, vicAra ane uccAramAM khUba takedArI rAkhanAra tarIke sukhyAta thayelA vidvadvarya sthavira pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhadrezvaravijaya mahArAjazrIe ghaNI mahenatapUrvaka Ava; anumodanIya vartamAnakAlIya prasaMgono rasathALa taiyAra karI ApaNane bheTa dharyo che. sadaguNaprema ApaNe sau paNa A rasathALane jANIe-mANIe ane pAmIe e ja zubhecchA ! gIradharanagara -paMnyAsa guNasuMdaravijayajI gaNi For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukramaNikkI 6. viSaya pAka. viSaya. 1 dharmarAgA 8 26 prAmANikatA 2 zaraNe AvanAranuM dharmathI rakSaNa 10 |27 brahmacaryano prema 3 A kALanA Adarza suzrAvaka 11 ra8 enA mahimAno nahIM pAra! 4 jinavANIthI vyasanI sadAcArI 12 ]rala zIla mATe sAhasa 5 zubha saMkalpa 11 [30 ApattimAM dharma vadhAryo ! 6 nA ' have mAre bIjo paNa nathI joito 10 |31 dhArmapremI suzrAvikA 7 pugahitecchu suzrAvaka 15 | ra asahya vedanAmAM samAdhi 8 tapasyA karatAM karatAM re DaMkA jera bajAyA ho 16 |33 gurubhakita 9 zibirazI saMyamayAtrA 17 | dAnoma 10 zubha AlaMbanothI durAcArI diDha para 18 |pa sAdharmika bhakita 11 ghora tapasvI sAdharmika bhakitA 12 pUjano manoratha 21 |39 dharmaprema 13 dharmapremI e narabaMkAne abhinaMdana 24 | 8 pUrvanA saMskAra 14 daTa dharmI suzrAvaka 25 |39 pUjArInI zubha bhAvanA 15 dharmapremI AjanA suzrAvako 27 |40 tIvra vairAgyA 16 zIlarakSA 28 41 navakArathI kensara kensala' 10 bhAvathI prabhubhakti 29 4ra suzrAvakanA manoratha 18 sAmAyika rAga 3 saMghabhakita 19 ejanma cauvihAra karanArA bALako 31 |44 vairAgyA 20 sAdharmikane sAcA bhAi rUpe jonAra 32 kapa dIkSA rAga 21 paropakAra mATe brahmacarya 33 ]46 dhaMdhAthI nivRtti 22 sAcI jhaMkhanA phaLI 47 karUNA 23 zIlaro mATe patino tyAga 48 kolejIyanano ahiMsA prema 24 saMyama mATe sAhasa 35 49 zeThanI jayaNA 25 dharmathI samAdhi 36 [50 pratijJAnI makkamatA For Personal & Preise u ne foi Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhirmarAga mayaNAbahenanA kharekhara darzana karavA jevA che. bArAmatI (mahArASTra)mAM rahe che. Aje uMmara 25 varSa che. vilAsabhAi dIpacaMdanA suputrI che. ghaNo paiso che. khAnadAnI kuTuMba che. ATalA badhA puNyodaya vacce paNa pUrve bAMdhelA koi vicitra karmane kAraNe asAmAnya duHkho bhogavI rahayAM che. moTuM yuvAna kanyA jevuM sapramANa ! paNa bAkInuM zarIra mAtra 2-rAI phUTanuM. hAtha khUba nAnA. svayaM cAlI na zake! vadhAre besI paNa na zake. ghaNI vAra sUtA ja rahevuM paDe. thoDe dUra paNa javuM hoya to nAnA TeNIyAnI jema daDIne, ALoTIne! vadhAre dUra javuM hoya to koi upADIne mUkavA Ave to jai zake. ghaNI badhI paravazatA. ATalI badhI muzkelIo hovA chatAM roja aSTaprakArI pUjA kare che!! jo ke bIjA koi uThAvIne derAsare mUkI jAya tyAre pUjA thai zake. AnA karatAM paNa anekagaNuM anumodanIya e che ke dharmano abhyAsa ghaNo ghaNo karyo che!! he puNyavAno! dhyAna daine vAMco. paMca pratikramaNa, nava smaraNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, saMskRta, prAkRta,tattvArthasUtra Adi ghaNuM badhuM e bhaNI gayA che ! AjanA ghaNA ArAdhaka zrAvakoe A vAMcI dhaDo levA jevo che. udyama karo to pUjA, abhyAsa vagere tame paNa jarUra karI zako. AgaLa vadhu jANavuM che? TI. vI. ane sInemA jotA nathI. Aje bIjA badhAM manoraMjano mANavA chatAM lokone TI. vI. vinA cena paDatuM nathI. jyAre A dharmadaDha zrAvikA ATalA badhAM duHkho. chatAM paNa TI.vI. ne paNa icchatA nathI. bIjA AvA duHkhI jIvo to kadAca 10,12 kalAka TI. vI. vagere joine potAnA jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 part ina potAnA . [8] www.jainlembrary.org Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duHkho ochA karatA haze. temanA premALa pitAe dIkarInA AnaMda mATe bebI sITara lAvI ApyuM che. chatAM temane pharavA javAnI icchA thatI nathI. kevA aMtarmukha ! emanI zeSa pravRttio paNa jANavA jevI che. saMskRta prato vAMcavI, bALakone pratikramaNanA sUtro zIkhavavA, vAMcavuM vagere. gAmamAM sAdhu mahArAja comAsu hatA te varSe cAre mahinA sAdhvInA upAzrayamAM rahyAM. besaNA karyA. roja sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, Adi zubha pravRttio karyA kare. jinazAsana e bhAvathI pAmyA che to ghaNI Apattio chatAM duHkhI, hatAza nathI banyA. uparathI dharma pravRtiothI jIvanane maghamaghatA bAga jevuM suvAsita karyuM che. jinavacanothI saMsAra ane karmanI vicitratAo oLakhI lai mastIthI jIvana saphaLa kare che! je AtmAmAM bhAva dharma Ave te sadA sukhI hoya e jJAnInI vAtonuM A jIvatuM jAgatuM daSTAMta che. ghaNI badhI anukULatA chatAM tame sukhI cho? sAdhu, sAdhvIne joi e gadagada banI jAya che. kahe che ke Apa anaMta puNyanA svAmI cho. durlabha cAritrane pAmI sAdhanA karo cho ! icchA chatAM huM to lai zakatI nathI. ApanuM zIdhra kalyANa thAo. he puyasamrATa suzrAvako ! tamane badhAne paNa dilathI A tamArI bahena be zabdo kahevA icche che. sAMbhaLazo? e kahe che he mArA priya sAdharmiko! anaMta puNyodaye tamane hAtha, paga, Adi badhuM maLyuM che. aSTakArI pUjA, dharmAbhyAsa, saMyamI ane sAdharmikanI bhakita, tapa Adi dharma khUba karo. kadAca bhavAMtaramAM koi pApodaye mArI jema parAdhIna banazo to icchA karazo to paNa nahIM karI zako. jena Adarza prasa For Personal & Pilate do www.jaineli rad.org Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ziraNe AvanAranuM dharmathI rakSaNo jIvatabhAi pratApazI pa.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijaya ma. nA saMsArI kAkA hatA. te divasomAM hiMdu-muslimonuM hullaDa cAlatuM hatuM. jIvAbhAine ati jarUrI kAme amuka jagyAe gayA vinA chUTako na hato. rastAmAM muslima latto hato. jokhama ghaNuM hatuM. javuM paDayuM. DrAivarane kahI dIdhuM ke te lattAmAM gADI mArI mUkaje. tyAM pahoMcyA to ghaNe dUra seMkaDo loko bhegA thayelA dekhAyA. DrAivare gADI phUla spIDe doDAvI. jorathI horna mAryA. ToLe khasyuM nahIM. jIvAbhAi samajI gayA ke have mota sAme ja che. A to dharmI zrAvaka! motathI DaryA vinA sadagati maLe mATe ekAgratAthI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. pAse jai DrAivare na chUTake gADI rokI, ToLAe gADIne gherI lIdhI. hatA badhA musalamAnI hiMdu hoya to mArI nAkhavA ja bhegA thayelA. temanA AgevAne aMdara koNa che e jovA gADInA bAraNAmAMthI tapAsa karI.paNa dharmano aciMtya prabhAva kevo ke eNe bUma pADI ke zeTha ko jAne do, apanevAle haiM. loko khasI gayA. DrAivare gADI bhagAvI. jIvAbhAine dharme bacAvyA ! dharmIne gebI sahAya prAyaH maLe che. pU.A.zrI hemaratnasUri ma.sA. ne A jIvAbhAie bolAvarAvyA. pote khUba bImAra hatA. pU. zrI gayA tyAre jIvAbhAi pauSadhamAM hatA. pU.zrIe pUchatAM kahyuM ke sAheba ! bImArI hatI paNa Aje caudaza che. pauSadha na choDAya. tethI karyo. Apa mane dharma saMbhaLAvo jethI bImArImAM samAdhi vadhe. he dharmapremIo ! tamane to mAMdagI nathI ne? nakkI karo ke parva divase pauSadha vagere ArAdhanA karavI ja. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 rka ka ka [10] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3iA kALanA Adarza suzrAvaka e suzrAvakanuM nAma hiMmatabhAi beDAvALA. muMbai vAlakezvaramAM rahe che. khUba uMcA ArAdhaka tarIke emane ghaNAM badhA jANe che. temanI dharmadaDhatAnA keTalAka prasaMgo joie. 4-5 varSa pahelA mahArASTramAM ahamadanagara gAma e siddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvavA gayelA.muMbaithI kola Avyo ke hamaNAM ja pAchA Avo. tamArA dharmapatnI sIrIyasa che. chatAM A dharmazradhdhALu kahe che ke siddhacakrapUjana choDIne nA javAya. bhAvi je haze te thaze. vaLI A prabhubhakitathI ja tene sAruM thai javuM joie. emaNe to bhAvathI pUjana bhaNAvyuM. tyAM kharekhara patnI sArI thai gai! roja kAussagga Adi ghaNI ArAdhanA kare che. lagabhaga cha vigai tyAga, pAMcathI vaghu dravya na vAparavA vagere ghaNI suMdara ArAdhanA ghaNAM varSothI cAlu che. ghaNAM kahe che ke A hiMmatabhAi sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyAM che.he bhAgyazALIo karoDo rUpiyA hovA chatAM jo AvuM uttama jIvana jIvatA hoya to tame paNa manane daTa karI yathAzakita dharma ArAdhanA karo. AvA dharmIne ApattimAM daivI sahAya maLe che. e A avasarpiNImAM paNa anubhavAya che ! ekavAra emanA gharamAM reDa paDI. pote dharmazraddhAthI cAvIo soMpI dai navakAra bhAvathI gaNavA mAMDayA! adhikArIo kabATamAM tapAsa kare che. ghaNAM rUpiyA hovA chatAM teone dekhAtA nathI! kAMi na maLatAM cAvI ApI pAchA gayA! anaMta puNya maLelA AvA dharmane oLakhI, ArAdhI, Atmasukha pAmo e ja zubhecchA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 rka 11 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jinavANIthI vyasanI sadAcArI e yuvAna rojanI 70 sIgAreTa pIto hato. pa.pU.A. zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma. vaDodarA padhAryA. temanA vyAkhyAna gamavAthI bIjA yuvAne A ceina-smokarane rAtrinA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI preraNA karI. A vyasanI kahe ke mAre 15-20 miniTe sIgAreTa pIvA joie.mArAthI nahIM avAya. mitre kahyuM ke bhale sigAreTa pIje. paNa tuM vyAkhyAnamAM Ava. seMkaDo yuvAno Ave che. tuM pAchaLa chello besaje. tyAM aMdhakAramAM koine khabara nahIM paDe. Agrahane kAraNe rAtre vyAkhyAnamAM gayo. bhavitavyatA yoge e vyAkhyAnomAM prasaMgopAta sigAreTanI bhayaMkaratA mahArAjazrIe samajAvI. 3 iMcanI sigAreTa 6 phUTanA AvA mahAna AtmAne kevI nacAve che? evI mArmika vAto sAMbhaLIne yuvAnane satya samajAyuM. pUjya zrI pAse jIvanabharano abhigraha mAMgyo! tenA vyasananI vAta jANI pU.zrI vicAramAM paDI gayA. yuvAne dRDha avAjamAM kahyuM ke gurUdeva ! Daro nahI, 100 TakA pALIza. khAtrI thatAM niyama Apyo. pachI to e yuvAna jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM zrAvaka banyo. sAmAyika, paupadha, upavAsa Adi dharma vAraMvAra karavA mAMDayo, jinavANInI zreyaskaratA musalamAna evA akabara bAdazAhane paNa samajAi gai hatI. tame paNa roja jinavANI rUpa amRtanuM pAna karI AtmAnuM hita sAdho e ja zubhAbhilASA. 4 jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 For Personal & Private Use Only 12 www.jainebay.org Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5zubha saMkalpo amadAvAdanA dIpakalAvALA dIpakabhAine ghaNAM oLakhe che. eka sadagRhastha saMsAra nivRttino saMkalpa karI nivRtti lIdhI. te lekha vAMcI papa varSe emaNe daDha saMkalpa karyo ke mAre 60 varSe nivRtta thavuM ! e 60 varSe kharekhara nivRtta thai gayA. A puNyAtamAM je sAruM juve, sAMbhaLe, vAMce te karavAnuM mana thai jAya. koi dharmIe preraNA karI ke rajAne divase to pUjA karo. to zarU karI dIdhI. bALapaNamAM dIkSA lenArane. joine pote paNa bhAvanA bhAvatA ke Ama mAre paNa ghoDe caDI saMyama svIkAravuM 60 varSa pachI dharma karatAM dIkSAnI bhAvanA vadhatI gai. keTalAka kALe nizcaya karI paricita AcArya bhagavaMta vagerene prArthanA karI. paNa vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe teoe nA pADI. chatAM aMtaranI bhAvanA kevI daTa ke aparicita pa.pU.A.bha. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. pAse gayA. rahyA. nizcaya karyo. pU.A. zrIne vinaMtI karI. pU. zrI e udAratAthI hA pADI. paNa pApodaye zArIrika takalIpho vadhatAM DaoNkaTaroe tathA kuTuMbIjanoe nA pADI. chatAM pote hiMmata karI 68 varSanI jaipha vaye sAdhu banyA! 4 varSathI suMdara sAdhanA karI rahyAM che. he bhavyo ! AjanA kalikALamAM paNa AvA karoDopati ane vRddha AtmAo hiMmatathI svahita sAdo che te sAkSAta jovA maLe che. tame paNa yathAzakita dharma karI Atmahita sAdho. A dIpakabhAi 42 varSe to upAzrayanA pagathIyA caDayA che. chatAM jo ATalI pragati karI zakayA hoya to tame badhA bALapaNathI dharma karanArA DarIne kema zakita jeTalo paNa dharma karatA nathI? hiMmata karo. saphaLatA jarUra maLaze ja. zubha bhavatu. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 . . . (13 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6i nA ! have mAre bIjA putra nathI joito ApaNe emane sUryamatIbahena kahIzuM. emanI umara 32 varSanI. pote sarakArI gejhe TeDa kakSAnA adhikArInA patnI. emano ekano eka cAra varSano putra TUMkI bImArImAM ja svargavAsI banyo. saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA, vastunI anityatA, azaraNatA AdinI vAto emaNe sadaguruonI pAsethI sAMbhaLI hatI, vAMcI hatI. putra mRtyu bAda emane hAtha joDIne potAnA zrAvaka patine vAta karI, "ApaNe have kavipAkavALA saMsArabhogathI saryuM ! tamo saMmata thAva to have ApaNe bIjA putra paNa joito nathI ane saMsArabhogA paNa joitA nathI. ApaNe have sugurUnA mukhe bhagavaMta samakSa cothuM vrata lai laie to kema ?" emanA pati turata to A vAta svIkAravA taiyAra na thayA. paNa bahu ja TUMkA samayamAM e banne pati-patnI sagurUnI aMgata preraNAthI caturtha vratadhArI banyA... saMsAramAM rahIne paNa e yuvAna pati-patnIe brahmacarya vrata suMdara rIte pAlana karyuM. potAnA patine gharanI cAvI ApavAnI hoya to paNa e blena kadApi aDIne nA hotA ApatA. paNa dUrathI ja aDakayA vagara Ape. sAthe eka ja gharamAM rahevA chatAM e kadApi eka ja rUmamAM sutA nathI! eTaluM ja nahi rAtanA potAnA rUmane e aMdarathI baMdha karI sui jatA! Aje paNa e dezaviratipaNe pAlana karI rahyA che dhanya jinazAsana jyAM AvA strIratno maLatAM rahe che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 5 [14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Lei putrahitecchu suzrAvako e suzrAvikAe potAnA yuvAna putranuM Atmahita thAya e mATe samajAvyo ke mahArAja sAheba pAse thoDo samaya rahe. bhAvanA evI ke dIkSA le to tenuM kalyANa thAya. zrAvikA gujarAtanA hatA. varSo sudhI sAthe rahevA chatAM e yuvAnane bhAva na thayo. pachI mAe paraNAvavo. paDayo. mAnI mahenata nakAmI gai? nA. ene dikSA gamI to gai paNa dIkSAno ullAsa na thayo. chatAM emaNe potAnA putrane bacapaNathI dIkSAnI preraNA karI! ane aMte apAvI. A mahAtamA Aje paNa sAdhupaNuM pALI rahyA che. AvA kALamAM paNa kevA uttama jaino ke putrone zAsanane samarpI de! pa. pU. AcAryazrI premasUrIzvarajI ma. AdinA prayatnothI Aje to AvA keTalAya zreSTha zrAvaka-zrAvikAo che ke jeo potAnA saMtAnone taiyAra karI dIkSA apAve che! keTalAya abhigraha kare che ke amAre dIkSAnI nA nA pADavI. jo saMtAna yogya hoya to keTalAya pachIthI svayaM rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA apAve che! he svahitaciMtako! tame paNa saMtAno tathA Azritone saMskAra sIMcI svaparahita sAdhanArA banAvo to anaMtAnaMta puNya baMghAze. bAkI to A kALa evo bhayaMkara che ke saMskAra nahIM siMcyA hoya to vartamAnakALanA viSama vAtAvaraNanA prabhAve dharma to nahI kare. paNa kadAcA tamane paNa trAsa ne duHkha Apaze. tethI evuM paNa bane ke asamAdhine kAraNe tamAre paNa ghaNA bhava durgati vagerenA duHkho bhogavavA paDe. tethI jene dIkSA levI hoya tene aMtarAya karavAnu bhayaMkara pApa to na ja karavuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tapasyA karatAM karatAM ro DaMkA jera bajAyA ho. mahArASTranA dhULiyAnA suzrAvaka zivalAlabhAi koTecA. pa.pU.AcArya zrI ravicaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. nA. cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM emane ullAsa thayo. 35 varSanI temanI umara hatI. nitya ekAsaNAM karavA mAMDayA. kApaDanI pherI AjubAjunA gAmomAM kare. kyAreka 3-4 vAge Ave. chatAM ekAsaNu kare ja. pachI to ekAsaNAM. ThAma cauvihAra karavA mAMDyA. aMta sudhI choDyA nahIM. mAsakhamaNathI saMkalpa karyo ke aThThama tapa sudhI upavAsa kAyama cauvihAra ja karavA. ghaNAM varSa pa tithi cauvihAra upavAsa karyA. marAThAvADAmAM duSkALamAM sarakAra pazuno khoLa lokone ApatI. zivalAlabhAine sevA vakhate dALa roTalI maLatI. chatAM khoLa khAi ekAsaNAM karyA! dIkSA lIdhI. 6 varSe devaloka pAmyA. cheka sudhI tapano rAga jabaro! chellA 25 varSa mULathI goLa, ghI ane khAMDano tyAga karyo. vardhamAna tapanI 42 oLI karI. tapasvIjIne lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda. tapathI anaMta karma khape che. tamAre paNa yathAzakita tapa sAthe kAyama abhakSya, rAtribhojana vagereno tyAga karavA kamara kasavI joie. amalaneranA maNibhAi. ummara 70. cA-bIDInA bhayaMkara baMdhANI. chatAM pU.A. zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. no upadeza pAmI papadhapUrvaka mAsakSamaNa karyuM. pachIthI vardhamAna oLIno pAyo nAkhyo. pachIthI upadhAna karyA. bIDI-cA to bicArA kayAMya palAyana thai gayA. jena Adarza prasaMgo - 1 16 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9iozibirathI saMyamayAtrA) e kolejiyana yuvAna vartamAna vAtAvaraNanA kusaMge dharmathI vimukha hato. vekezanamAM zibira jANI AbumAM AnaMda meLavavA Avyo. pa.pU. AcArya zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. nuM mukha joi vicAre che ke A sAdhunI mazkarI karavAnI majA Avaze. chatAM anaMtAnaMta dhanyavAda che A jinavANIne! zibiramAM A prabhuvacano sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA saMsAra, zAsana vagere tattvonuM aMze aMze samyajJAna thayuM. dharmamAM AgaLa vadhato gayo. aMte bharayuvAna vaye cAritra paNa lIdhuM ! emanuM nAma paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI. Aje teo suMdara zAsanaprabhAvanA karI rahyA che. aneka dharmarahita yuvAno A zibira, jinazAsana, prabhuvANIthI sAdhu, zrAvaka ke sajjana banI gayA. emAMnA keTalAka hAlamAM pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri,pU.ma. paMnyAsapravara zrI jayasuMdaravijayajI gaNivara Adi banI suMdara sAdhanA ane prabhAvanA karI rahyAM che. pradhAno,DokaTaro, bhaNelAo vagere ghaNAM kharA loko jyAM svArtha ane svasukhamAM ja DUbelA che evA A haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa zrI mahAvIranA A jinazAsanane anaMtAnaMta dhanyavAda ke je AvA hajAro. AtmAone sAcA mArge lAvI Atmahita kare che ! bhAgyazALIo !tame paNa mahAna puNyodaye AvuM uttamottama jinazAsana pAmyA cho. to A zAsanane oLakhI hiMmata ne ullAsathI evI suMdara dharma ArAdhanA karo ke zIdhra zivagati sAMpaDe e ja sadA mATe zubhAbhilASA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * * For Personal & Private Use Only 17 www.jaintenraly.org Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 zuibha AlaMbanothI durAcArI divya paMthI A satya ghaTanA lagabhaga 80-100 varSa pahelAM banI che. e jenanuM nAma saubhAgyacaMda hatuM. paNa AcArothI mahAdurbhAgI hato. ekalo chatAM badhI kamANI jugAra,dArU, vezyAsaMgamAM veDaphI nAkhato. te kALamAM jeno prAya: AvA pApa na karatA. enA gAmamAM mAnacaMda jaina lAkhopati hatA. ene 2 putra hatA. prabhubhakita, gurUbhakita vagere dharma kare. eka vAra saubhAgyacaMdane mAnacaMde vAtavAtamAM kahyuM ke jo tuM 1 varSa mATe tArA badhA durAcAro choDe to lAkha rupiyA inAma ApuM. saubhAgyacaMde paNa sAhasika banI zarata svIkArI. mAnacaMda kahe ke tuM AvA baNagA na phUMka. tuM to durAcArono vyasanI che. kAyara che. tArAthI nahIM thAya. saubhAgyacaMdane A AkSepoe pANI caDAvyuM. teNe kahyuM ke AjathI ja 1 varSa mATe badhuM baMdha. tuM lAkha rUpiyA taiyAra rAkhaje. bolI to nAkhyuM.paNa sabhAgyacaMdane to A badhA vyasano varSothI hatAM. te badhAno tyAga karavo khUba agharo lAgyo. paNa. keTalIkavAra sattvazALI jIvo vaTamAM paNa ati kaThina vAto karI dekhADe che. zarata jItavA saubhAgyacaMde kumitrono tyAga karavA mAMDayo. derAsara ane upAzraye ghaNo samaya vItAvavA mAMDayo. kuvyasanothI bacavA sArA nimittone zodhavA ja paDe. dhIre dhIre guru mahArAjano satsaMga vadhato gayo. jinavANI sAMbhaLatA teno dharmaprema vadhato gayo. saMsAranI asAratA samajAvA mAMDI. 8-10 mAsamAM to te Akho. badalAi gayo. tene thayuM ke A durlabha bhavane meM veDaphI jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 % 6 ka. 18] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAkhyo. dharma to na karyo. paNa jainone na chAje tevA ghaNAM pApathI mArA AtamAne bhraSTa karyo. vairAgya vadhato gayo 1 varSa pUrU thayuM. mAnacaMdane atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. zara! pramANe lAkha rUpiyA ApavA Avyo tyAre saubhAgyaracaMda kahe ke he mitra ! tuM to mahAupakArI che. mArA A durlabha mAnavabhavane teM saphaLa banAvI dIdho. tAro upakAra bhavobhavA bhUlAya evo nathI. paiso to pApa karAve. mAre lAkha na joie. tArA upakAranA badalAmAM lAkho rUpiyA ApuM to paNa traNa na cUkavAya. meM to 2 mAsa pachI dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo che! pachI kharekhara saubhAgyacaMde dIkSA lIdhI. mAnacaMde tenA dIkSA mahotsavamAM lAkha rUpiyA kharcA. dIkSA pachI te mahAtamAM yuvAno vagerene vyasananI bhayaMkaratA samajAvatA. potAno jAta anubhava kahetA ane ghaNAMne sanmArge lAvyA. dIkSA khUba suMdara pALI. A sAco prasaMga badhAe khUba vicAravA jevo che. dIkSAnI bhAvanA chatAM ghaNAM khoTA DarathI dIkSA letA nathI. jo AvA bhayaMkara vyasanathI gherAyelA paNa dIkSA laine suMdara pALe che to tame to khUba dharmI cho. khoTA DarathI zA mATe AtmahitathI pAchA paDo cho? vaLI badhAe sukhI thavA mATe duSTo ane kharAba vAtAvaraNano kAyama tyAga karavo joie. kharAba nimitto sArA sArA AtamAone paNa bhayaMkara pApo karAve che. vaLI badhAe satsaMga avazya karavo joie. tenAthI ApaNuM hita, ahita vagere badhuM jANavA maLe ane ApaNA AtamAne aparaMpAra lAbho thAya. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 19 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 ghora tapasvI rAdhanapuranA sarasvatIbena khUba dharmiSTha hatA. emaNe varSItapa 1 upavAsathI zarU karI kramazaH aTTAthI paNa karelA! 68 upavAsa vagere bIjI paNa ghaNI tapazcaryA karelI. - pUnAmAM rasikabhAi lagabhaga 40 varSathI akhaMDa chaThane pAraNe chaTha kare che! aThThai vagerenA pAraNe paNa chaTha karavAno ja ! - bIjA eka tapasvI maNibhAi 40 varSathI ThAma cauvihAra ekAsaNA karatA hatA. traNa vAra oparezana karavAnA saMjogo AvelA. tyAre ekAsaNuM chUTe nahi mATe oparezana na karAvyuM. bImAra paDyA. ghare pU. A. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ma. nA pagalAM karAvyAM. kuTuMbIo kahe ke sAheba! Amane samajAvo. hamaNAM chUTu rAkhe... maNibhAi kahe, "sAheba! eka prazna pUchuM?" "pUcho" "ghare trIjA pade birAjamAna AcArya mahArAja padhAre tyAre tyAga vadhAravo joie ke khAvAnuM ?" tapano kevo * prema A maNibhAine kayAreka chAtIe asahya darda thatuM. chatAM chAtIe ozIkuM dabAvI UMdhA paDyA rahe. tapa choDe nahi. e kahetA ke bha. zrI sImaMdharasvAminI dezanA roja sAMbhaLuM chuM. tyAM ja janamavAno che. ApaNe saMkalapa karIe ke yathAzakita tapa roja karavo. kadAca tapa na karI zakIe to paNa navakArazI, cauvihAra ane abhatyAga vagere to karavAno daDha saMkalA. karavo joie. jaina Adarza For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainboard.org Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ |12 pUjAno manoratha jayavaMtA zrI jinazAsanamAM Aje paNa kevA uttama zrAvakaratno maLe che! zrI siddhAcalajIthI thoDe dUra TImANA nAmanuM gAma che. tyAM eka yuvAna daMpatI rahetA hatA. kAratI pUname pAlItANA yAtrA karavA gayA. dharmapatnIne dAdAnI pahelI pUjA karavAno zubha bhAva thayo. patine vAta karI. 500 maNa sudhI pati caDAvo bolyA. paNa pAlItANAmAM to bhAratabharamAMthI hajAro yAtrALu Ave. lAbha na maLyo. patnI kahe ke ApaNuM puNya nathI. kAle lAbha apAvajo. bIje divase paNa 500 maNa bolavA chatAM caDAvo na maLyo. patnIe nakkI karyu ke roja AvavuM.kayAreka to lAbha maLaze. paNa A zAzvata tIrthamAM roja koine koi bhAvika AvI jAya che. ane vadhu caDAvo bolIne pUjAno lAbha le che. ema poSa vada 5 sudhI 500 maNa bolavA chatAM lAbha maLato nathI. bena roja raDe che ke kevA pApa karyAM haze. ghaNAM badhAM divasa thavA chatAM mArI bhAvanA saphaLa thatI nathI. patine te kahe che ke koi paNa hisAbe kAle to pUjA karavI ja che. yuvAne paNa mUDI vagere bhegI karIne nakkI karyu ke 1500 maNa sudhI bolIne paNa zrAvikAnI zubha bhAvanA pUrI karavI. chaThanA divase upara pahoMcyA. caDAvo bolAvA mAMDyo. te divase paNa eka saMgha Avelo. saMghapatie paNa pahelI pUjA karavAnuM nakkI kareluM. kramaza : te 1551 maNa bolyA. caDAvo temane maLyo. patnI patine prArthanA kare che ke A zeThane vinaMti karo ke mane pahelI pUjA karAve. yuvAna kahe che ke ghI emanuM che. ApaNe kevI rIte kahevAya? jaina Adarza prasaMgo 1 Shi Shi Shi For Personal & Private Use Only 21 www.jainenbrary.org Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa patnI mAnatI nathI. ati Agrahane kAraNe yuvAne saMghapatine prArthanA karI ke kRpA karI mArI patnInI ghaNA. divasonI icchA pUrNa karAvo... badhI vAta karI. eTalAmAM patnI tyAM doDatA AvI saMghapatine hAtha joDI kahe che ke zeThajI! Apa kaho te karIza paNa Aje pahelI pUjA mane karavA do.... zeThe kahyuM ke eka zarate hA pADuM. yuvAna kahe ke ame sAmAnya mANaso chIe. amArI zakita haze to zaratI pUrNa karIzuM. zeThe kahyuM ke jAvajajIva brahAcarya vrata lo to lAbha tamane ApuM. yuvAna vicAramAM paDI gayo. paNa patnIne pUjAno joradAra bhAva. patine vinaMtI karI ke tame hA pADI do. bhAgyazALIo ! juvo ke kevI zrAvikA ke pUjAno lAbha levA bharayuvAnImAM cothuM vrata levA taiyAra thai gayA! ane patine paNa khUba Agraha kare che. patnInI ati AjIjIne kAraNe pati saMmata thayo. dAdA pAse daMpatIe abhigraha lIdho. - have zeTha kahe che ke have tame pUjA karo paNa mArI tamane eka prArthanA che. yuvAna kahe che ke ATaluM kaThina vrata svIkAryuM, have pAchuM zuM bAkI rahyuM che? tyAre zaThe kahyuM ke pahelI pUjAnI mArI icchA hatI. tethI sonAnI vADakI ane thALI banAvarAvI, sAthe lAvyo chuM. tenAthI pUjA karo.patnI kahe ke mArI zarata svIkAro to tamArI thALI vADakIthI pUjA karuM. zeTha ciMtAmAM paDayA. paNa thALI vADakIthI pUjAno lAbha levo hato. tethI te bahenanI icchA pUchI. bahene kahyuM ke saMgha sAthe mArA ghare pagalA karo, to tamArI jaiina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * * [22] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vADakIthI pUjA karuM! lAbha levA zeThe hA pADI. bahene khUba bhAvathI zrI AdinAthajInI pUjA karI. saMgha padhAravAno che tethI zrAvikA ghare jAya che. AMgaNAmAM gAya kUdavA mAMDI. patnInA kahevAthI pati tyAM gayo. khIlo UkhaDI gayo che, ne tyAM koi vastu camake che. tapAsa karatAM jamInamAMthI carU nIkaLyo! yuvAnane thayuM ke A gharamAM varSothI rahIe chIe. A carU kayAMthI Avyo? khUba udAra bhAve saMghanA pagalAM karAvyAM. pachI ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM jaine kahe che ke pUjAnA caDAvAnA paisA lo: munie kahyuM ke paisA bharAi gayA che. daMpatIe kahyuM ke pUjA ame karI che. tamAre paisA levA paDaze. munIme kahyuM ke saMghapati zeTha cukavI gayA che. have nahIM levAya. bahena kahe che ke paisA nahIM lo tyAM sudhI ahIMthI UThIzuM nahi ane khAvuM pIvuM baMdha. munIme AgevAnone bolAvyA. vhenano ati Agraha joi paisA lIdhA. peDhInA itihAsamAM eka ja caDAvAnA Dabala paisA A eka ja prasaMge levAyA che. lagabhaga 75 varSa pelAnI A satya ghaTanA che. bahenanA uchaLatA zubha bhAvathI puNya vadhI gayuM. carU maLyo ane anaMtA karmo khapAvI dIdhA haze. bhAgyazALIo! tame paNa pUjA vagere dharma khUba bhAvathI vidhipUrvaka karI khUba Atmahita sAdho. jIvanabhara brahmacarya pAlana vagere kaThina kAma ApaNe kadAca na karI zakIe to paNa AvI rIte zubha manoratha karIe ane ApaNI zakita pramANe mahAna lAbha laie e zubhecchA. 2 3 jena Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * rka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13ii dhirmapremI e narabaMkAne abhinaMdana) rAjanagara amadAvAdanA e lAkhopati jesiMgabhAinA jeTalA guNagAna karIe teTalA ochA che. lagabhaga 75 varSa pahelAM amadAvAdamAM lAkhopati gaNyA gAMDyA hatA. A jesiMgabhAi mAtra lAkhopati nahatA. paNa temanA gharanI khAnadAnInA cAre bAju guNagAna gavAtA! emanI hIrAcaMda ratanacaMda nAmanI khUba prasiddha peDhI cAlatI hatI. te kALamAM temano rAjAzAhI vaibhava hato. chatAM sAdhusAdhvInI bhakita kare. vyAkhyAno paNa sAMbhaLe, bALakone paNa dharmanA saMskAra Ape. temanA moTA suputra sArAbhAinA lagna hatAM. te kALe zeThiyAo lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI kare. paNa A pApabhIru jesiMgabhAie lagna divase vidyAzALAmAM divasano pauSagha karyo! lagna to rAtre che mATe lAva mAro divasanA vakhatano sadupayoga karI lau ema samajI divase pote pauSadhamAM besI gayA. pa.pU.AcArya bha. zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI (tyAre muni premavijayajI) mahArAje keTalAya zrAvakone dIkSA levA preraNA karI.teoe chaTakavA kahyuM ke A jesiMgabhAi le to amAre levI. pauSadhamAM rahelA jesiMgabhAine bolAvI pU. zrIe pratibodha karI kahayuM ke tame hiMmata karo to pAchaLa A zrAvakone paNa Avo sarvotkRSTa dharma karAvavAnuM puNya paNa tamane maLaze. jo ke e zrAvakone to manamAM ema hatuM ke A jesiMgabhAi AvI sAhyabImAM dIkSA leze. ja nahIM. ane tethI ApaNe levAnI vAta paNa uDI jaze. na Adarza pra; For Personal & Palate 24 www.ja lennedy.org Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jesiMgabhAine paNa Avo koi pariNAma na hato. paNa e dharmanA premI hatA. bIjA ghaNAnuM lyANa paNa thaze ema vicArI tAtkAlika nirNaya karI pU. zrIne kahe ke, sAhebajI joDAvo badhAne hAtha. Apo dIkSAno abhigraha! niyama evo Apo ke A varSamAM (sAlamAM) aSADha sudi caudaza sudhImAM dIkSA na levAya to pachIthI na levAya tyAM sudhI cauvihAra upavAsa karavA. aNadhAryuM banI gayuM. tethI keTalAka khasI gayA. chatAM traNa zrAvake sAthe abhigraha lIdho! e kevA zrAddharatna ke Avo kaThina niyama ekAeka lai lIdho! pachI to 38 varSanI yuvAna vaye kharekhara dIkSA lIdhI! emanI dIkSA thai tyAre bhAratabharamAM zAsanano jayajayakAra thai gayo. pU. A.zrIvallabhasUrIjI ma. vagere ghaNAM bolI uThayA ke A kALanA zAlibhadra dIkSA lIdhI! he bhavyo! tame paNa yathAzakita sAdhupaNuM ke zrAvakapaNuM ArAdhI Atmazreya karo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 14 diDha dhama suzrAvaka ratibhAi jIvaNadAsa dharmamAM khUba zraddhALu hatA. te vaDhavANanA hatA. custa zrAvaka hatA. jinapUjA roja kare. temane mAthAnuM oparezana karAvavuM paDe tema hatuM. DokaTare kahyuM ke saMpUrNa ArAma karavo paDaze. ratibhAi kahe, "karIza paNa mAtra pUjAnI chUTa Apo." DaoNkaTara : "chUTa na apAya. halanacalanathI TAMkA tUTI jAya ne tamane khUba herAnagati thAya." ratibhAi : "game te thAya paNa mArA bhagavAnanI jaina Adarza pra 25 :/ For Personal & Private Use Only www.jain libre.org Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjA karyA vinA mane cena na paDe." DokaTaro paraspara IglIzamAM vAto kare che, "A jIddI che. vediyA che. ApaNe emane enesthisiyA ApIzuM. tethI ghenamAM raheze ne kAMi upAdhi nahIM thAya". ratilAla dhotiyuM pahere. tethI DaoNkaTarone lAgyuM ke emane IMglIza AvaDatuM nahI hoya. paNa ratibhAi IMglIza jANe. DokaTaronI vAta samajI gayA. oparezana vakhate enesthisiyA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. DokaTare dabANa karyuM. paNa ratibhAi kahe, "huM cUM ke cA nahIM karU. badhI vedanA sahana karIza" oparezana thayuM. bIje divase narsane paisAnI bakSisa ApI pUjA mATe rajA mAMgI. narse rajA nA ApI. ratibhAi pAchalI bArIthI UtaravA gayA. gabharAine narse koine na kahevAnI zarate rajA ApI. Ama bIje divase pUjA karI. DokaTara kahe, "kema ratibhAi? pUjA karI hota to keTalA rIbAta? AvuM gAMDapaNa na karavuM joie." ratibhAi kahe : "DokaTara! pUjA savAre karI che. mArA bhagavAnanI pUjAthI ja bacyo chuM. TAMkA paNa tUTayA nathI. prabhukRpAthI ja badhuM sAruM thAya. dharma karavAnI kadI koine nA na pADavI...." ratibhAinuM dRDha dhArmIpaNuM kevuM anumodanIya? tamAre paNa anaMta phaLa ApanArI jinapUjA vagere dharma roja karavo joie. tamane to ratibhAi jevI bImArI nathI. to anaMta kalyANa karanArI ati Avazyaka evI pUjA zA mATe na karavI? dhanyavAda ghaTe AvA suzrAvakone! tame jinapUjA roja karo e zubhecchA. jena Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * 26 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 dhirmapremI AjanA suzrAvako vaDhavANanA ratibhAino bIjo eka suMdara prasaMga. emanI suputrInA lagna hatA. jAna ghare AvavAnI hatI. aNadhArI AphatathI rastAmAM samaya bagaDavAthI ghare jAna AvI tyAre sUryAstanI thoDI ja vAra hatI. ratibhAie vevAi pakSane kahyuM ke tame jANo cho ke rAtre huM khAto nathI. ane koine khavarAvato nathI. cA taiyAra karAvI dIdhI che. badhA cA-nAsto jaladI karI lo. rAtribhojananuM pApa koine paNa huM karavA nahIM dauM. sagAsnehI samajAvavA mAMDayA ke ratibhAi! dIkarInA lagnano prasaMga che. ATalI kaDakAi na cAle.. paNa ratibhAie makkamatAthI sUryAsta pachI koine jamADyA nahIM! dharmano kevo dRDha prema ! A ratibhAi iMdoranA hukamIcaMdajIno mAla lAvI vepAra kare. hukamIcaMdajI karoDapati. temane vaDhavANamAM eka prasaMge AvavAnuM hatuM. ratibhAie potAne tyAM ja UtaravAnI vinaMtI karI. sAthe kahyuM ke zeThajI ! sUryAsta pachI huM koine pANI paNa pIvarAvato nathI. vimAna leTa thavAthI vaDhavANamAM sUryAsta pachI e AvyA. ratibhAie jamADavAnI nA pADI. bhAio vageree khUba dabANa karyuM ke zeTha gusse thaze. mAla nahIM Ape. mATe eka vAra emane khavaDAvI do. na mAnyA. kahe, "bhale dhaMdho baMdha karavo paDe paNa huM rAtribhojana nahIM karAvuM." hukamIcaMdajI kahe ke ratibhAi! laviMga to Apo. (temane laviMganI Adata hatI) ratibhAi kahe ke zeThajI! mApha karo, rAtre kazuM paNa mArAthI snehI apAya. mAro AtmA nA pADe che. rAtre jAherasabhAmAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 ja Ijo . 1 rDa OM . For Personal & Private Use Only 27 www.jale ordry.org Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratibhAi vagere badhA khUba ciMtAmAM hatA ke zeTha jarUra khUba nidA karaze... paNa hukamIcaMdajIe to ratibhAine jAherasabhAmAM pAse bolAvI khUba dhanyavAda ApyA ! AvA prasaMgo jANIne tamAre rAtribhojana vagere bhayaMkara pApone tilAMjali ApavAno dRDha nizcaya karavo. joie. sattvazALI dharmapremI jIvo dharmamAM sAhasa kare, bhale ne duHkhonA pahADa tUTI paDe. ApaNe paNa AvA virala daDha dharmIonI hadayathI anumodanA karavAno mahAna lAbha levo, paNa niMdA to kadI na karavI. (zIlarakSA. keTalAka varSo pahelAMnI vAta che. DaoNkaTara hatA mULa pAlanapuranA. yuvAna vaya, rUpALA. vadhu bhaNavA IMglenDa gayA. DigrI meLavI. moTI hospITalamAM sArI nokarI maLI. potAnI DayuTI mujaba eka rAtre rAunDa lagAvI potAnI rUmamAM AvyA. DokaTarane khabara nahi ne pAchaLathI eka rUpavartI narse rUmamAM AvI bAraNAM aMdarathI baMdha karyA. yuvatIe mIThI vAto karavA mAMDI. pachI kAmanA hAvabhAva zarU karyA. pachI to uparanA vastro utAravA lAgI. samajAvavA jatAM bUmAbUma karI beAbarU kadAca kare ema vicArI DaoNkaTare bArI kholI navakAra gaNatAM nIce bhUsako mAryo. DaoNkaTara bacI gayA. Aje paNa e Do.zIlarakSAno prasaMga yAda karIne AnaMdita banI jAya che. kuzIla sevanArane to jaMdagIbhara pApaDaMkha khUba duHkhI kare che. pachI to A DaoNkaTara amadAvAda vagere zaheramAM rahetA hatA. dhanya ho zIlapremane. khUba dhanyavAda ! je na Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * [28] 28 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1Ne bhiAvathI prabhubhaktio rajanIbhAi devaDI muMbainA hatA. zAsana pratye temane daDha zraddhA hatI. ati udAratAthI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka hajAro sAdhu-sAdhvI ane zrAvakonI samakSa A dharmAtmAe 2047mAM poSa vada chaThe lAkho rUpiyA kharcI siddhagirijIno abhiSeka karAvyo! seMkaDo varSo pachI atyaMta dhAmadhUmathI ujavAyelo A anumodanIya prasaMga joi sAMbhaLI vizvabharanA jainonA haiyAmAM vAha-vAhanA udagAro nIkaLI gayA. badhe ja vyavasthA vagere zreSTha. badhA sAdhu-sAdhvI ane zrAvakazrAvikA A prasaMge padhAre te mATe badhe jAte AgrahabharI vinaMtI karI.sakala saMghanI kharA dilathI bhAvathI suMdara bhakitA karI. padhAro lA badhA saMyamIo ane suzrAvako, rajanIbhAinA bhaktibhAva, udAratA vagerenI ekI avAje prazaMsA ane anumodanA karatA hatA. temaNe anaMta karmanI nirjarA karI. vaLI tyAre padhArelA ke na AvI zakelA lAkho dharmIoe paNa tyAM yathollAsa bhakti karavA uparAMta prazaMsA ane anumodanAthI bhAre nirjarA ane puNyopArjana karyA. e AkhA prasaMganuM varNana ghaNI patrikA vageremAM chapAi gayuM che. ekavIsamI sadInA uttama zrAvake AvA anekAneka dharmaprasaMgothI ghaNuM ghaNuM Atmahita sAdhyuM che. emanA AvA aneka manoratho tathA dharmArAdhanA sakala saMghe jANavA jevAM che. AvA karoDapatine paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA satata thatI hatI ! ghaNAMne kahetA ke mane dIkSA kayAre maLaze? emanuM puNya paNa joradAra. Akho prasaMga raMgecaMge saphaLa thayA pachI sakala saMghanI hAjarImAM temanA jaina Adarza pra E For Personal & Plate pada eon www.jain lenne.d.org Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahumAna prasaMge ja teo sadgatimAM cAlyA gayAM ! emanuM samAdhi-mRtyu sAkSAt joi ghaNAMe dilamAM bhAvanA bhAvI ke amane paNa AvuM mota maLe! jagata jenAthI khUba Dare che e mota paNa ghaNAMe mAMgyuM ! dharmAtmAo ! zAsana, saMgha ane dharma pratye uchaLatA bhAvothI jIvanamAM zakita pramANe AvuM ekAda paNa satkArya karI tame paNa mohanIyane mArI sadgati pAmo. tyAM paNa utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI zAzvata sukha pAmo eja ekanI eka zubhAbhilASA. 18 sAmAyika rAga gurudeva ! 1 varSano sAmAyikano niyama Apo ane jeTalA divasa na paLAya teTalA divasa 10000 rU dharmamAM vAparavA ! thoDAka ja varSo pahelAM Avo niyama mAMganAra suzrAvaka suratanA karoDapati che. manamAM nizcaya karyo ke zrAvake eka sAmAyika to karavuM ja joie. Agale varSe daMDa so so rU. no rAkhelo. paraMtu hIrAnA dhaMdhAne kAraNe enTavarpa vagere dezomAM javuM paDe. ghaNIvAra to plenamAMthI vaccenA dezamAM UtarIne paNa sAmAyikano niyama pALyo. chatAM pratikULa saMjogone kAraNe keTalAka divasa paDyA. Avo khulAso karIne temaNe kahyuM ke, sAheba ! have daMDa moTo rAkhavo che. jethI eka paNa divasa mAro sAmAyika vagarano na jAya. tethI daza hajArano daMDa rAkhuM chuM. AvA dharmapremI AjanA suzrAvakone lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda ! he bhavyo ! A vAMcIne tame paNa mahAna sAmAyikanI ArAdhanA yathAzakita karavAno saMkalpa karo. tamane ghaNAMne to sAmAyika karavAmAM khAsa muzkelI paNa nathI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 1 - 555 For Personal & Private Use Only 30 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19) Ajanma cauvihAra karanArA bALako) navasArImAM janmela e bALaka eTaluM puNyazALI che ke enA mammI ene rAtre dUdha paNa na Ape. e dhamI kuTuMbamAM koi rAtribhojana na kare. emane thayuM ke janmelA bALakone paNa A pApa na karAvavuM. tethI stanapAna mAtrA divase ja karAve... ! malADamAM paNa AvuM bALaka che. A bALakoe pUrva janmamAM kevuM puNya karyuM haze ke narakamAM lai janAra mahApApa rAtribhojanathI janmathI bacI gayA! A kALamAM karoDapati ne abajapati ghaNA che paNa A janma cauvihAra karanAra puNyasamrATa keTalA? bIjA paNa AvA keTalAka bALako che. paNa badhA maLIne vizvamAM keTalA nIkaLe? kadAca 50-100 haze. AvA ugra puNyazALInuM darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che? jema gInIza bukamAM jagata zreSTho noMdhAya che ema A bALako to gInIza bukamAM nahI paNa dharma rAjAnA copaDe noMdhAi gayA haze ! tame kadAca janmatI vakhate to ajJAna hatA. vaLI puNya paNa zreSTha koTinuM nahiM. jethI mAbApa mahAdhama na maLyA.paNa chatAM he jaino! tame paNa anaMta puNyanA svAmI cho. vaLI tame khUba bhaNelA ane samaju cho. daDha nizraya karo ke have to jAvAjajIva rAtribhojana na karavuM. muMbai vageremAM evA aneka dharmAtmAo che ke jeo TIphIna maMgAvI, gharathI sAthe lAvI ke covihAra hAusamAM cauvihAra kare che. evA paNa dharmapremI che ke zeThane vinaMti karI ochA pagAre paNa rAta pahelAM ghera pahoMcI cauvihAra kAyama kare che! Aje jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 31 www.jaihemordry.org For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to vizvamAM hajAro evA sAhasiko che ke jeo bALa,yuvAno ke prauDha vaye ramata-gamata, resa, parvatArohaNa, AkAzasaMzodhana Adi anekavidha kSetromAM jIvasaTosaTanA sAhaso karI jagaprasiddha bane che. to tame AvA nAnAM dAkAryamAM kema pAchA paDo cho? bhAva UMce uThAvo ne Atmahitane sAdho. amArA aMtaranA AzirvAda che. jemAM zrI vajusvAmIjIe janmathI dIkSAnA manoratho ne prayatna karyA tema A bALako paNa amuka apekSAe kevA uttama ke janmathI rAtribhojananA bhayaMkara pApathI bacI gayA! sAdharmikane sAcA bhAi rUpe janAra sAdharmika sahAya karI karmAdAna vagere pApathI bacAvanArA suzrAvako AjanA paDatA kALamAM paNa che! jinazAsana Aje paNa jhaLahaLatuM che. dhrAMgadhrAmAM dhIrUbhAi zAha pAse eka zrAvaka potAnI muzIbatane raDatAM kahe che ke zeTha sAheba! 8 divasa pahelAM zera kharIdyA hatA. enA bhAva gagaDI gayA. 5 hajAranuM valaNa cukavavAnuM che. 1500 cUkavyA. have kAMi bacyuM nathI. musIbatamAM phasI gayo chuM. pUru devuM nahIM cUkavAya tyAM sudhI bhayaMkara mAnasika du:kha sahevuM paDaze. dhIrUbhAi, pAMca hajAra cUkavI dau chuM. paNa pharI AvuM thaze tyAre zuM karazo?" Apa ja batAvo." "zera saTTAno niyama lai lo." tarata ja temaNe zeTha samakSa ja niyama lIdho. Ama te sAdharmikane dhIrUbhAie duHkhathI kAyama mATe bacAvI lIdhA. zakita pramANe sAdharmikanI bhakita karo. ane prabhue nipedolA AvA anarthadaMDa vagere pApanA dAMdhA tyajo. jenuM Adaze ? [32] www.jain more.org For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 piropakAra mATe brahmacarya) vijApuranA kumArapAla vI. zAha. ghaNA emane oLakhe che. Aje teo je zAsana sevA, jJAnabhakita, anukaMpA Adi anekavidha satkAryo kare che tenA pAyAno eka suMdara prasaMga joie. gacchAdhipati pU. AcArya vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI acalagaDhanI zibiramAM teo gayA hatA. lagabhaga 30 varSa pahelAMno prasaMga che. eka divasa bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM phUMkAyuM. pANInI vajanadAra katharoTo paNa UDavA mAMDI. lAiTo badhI olavAi gai. A bhayaMkara AphatamAMthI badhAM bace e zubha bhAvathI emaNe manamAM saMkalapa karyo ke jo daza miniTamAM A Apatti nAza pAme to jIvanabhara brahamacarya pALIza! bharayuvAna vaya, chatAM anekonA hita mATe teo AvuM khUba kaThina vrata levA taiyAra thai gayA! ane kharekhara vAvAjhoDuM baMdha thai gayuM ! pAchA e suzrAvaka kevA dharmarAgI ke brahmacarya pAlana sAthe zAsananA kAmo varSomI karI rahyA che. ApaNe temanI anumodanA pUrvaka rAsananA tathA jIvonI anukaMpAnA yathAzakita kArya karI AtmAnuM hita sAdhIe e ja zubhecchA. siAcI jhaMkhanA phaLI) e bhAinI sthiti sAmAnya. chatAM dAnano prema khUba. roja dAna kare. vaLI roja dilathI prArthanA kare ke he manovAMchitadAtA! roja lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karavAnI zakita Apa! thoDAka ja varSomAM emano A manoratha phaLyo! Aje e roja lAkhanuM dAna kare che! haiyAnI vAMchanA jarUra saphaLa thAya. tame paNa AvA Atmahitakara manorathI sevo ane suMdara sAdhanA karI zIdhra zivagati meLavo e ja zubhAzipa. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 5 33 www.jatrettorary.org For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 izIlarakSA mATe patino tyAga jinazAsananA gauravabhUta zIlapremI e yuvatI Aje paNa gujarAtanI bhUmine pAvana karI rahI che. A suzrAvikA amArA samudAyanA eka mahAtamAnA sagA thAya che. lagnanA thoDA samaya pachI A bahena patine saMskArI bhASAmAM kahe che ke, dukAne tamArA gayA pachI Aje pitAjI rasoDAmAM AvI hasatA hatA. aziSTa cALA karatA hatA... samajAvIne A baMdha karAvo. patie javAbamAM kahyuM ke tuM DarIza nahi, paraNIne tAjI Avela tane ekalavAyuM na lAge te mATe pitAjI Ama kare che. pachI paNa 3-4 divasa aziSTa vartana vadhatAM vAraMvAra phariyAda karI. tyAre patie kahyuM ke jo! varSo pahelAM mA marI gai che. pitAjI nirasa jIvana jIvI rahyA che. emane AnaMda ApavA tAre badhuM karI chUTavuM. mArI tane saMmati che! hoziyAra evI A zIlasaMpanna yuvatI potAnI nArAjI chUpAvI potAnI pathArImAM sUvA gai. uMdha AvatI nathI. zIlanAzanA jJAnIoe kahelA aparaMpAra duHkho vicAratI e pati ane sasarAnA sUi gayA pachI gherathI nIkaLI piyara pahoMcI gai. acAnaka Avela putrIne joi mAtApitAe ghaNA prazna pUchayA. teNe javAbamAM kahyuM ke hamaNAM ApaNA ghare ja rahevAnI chuM. nokarI zodhI laiza. tethI Apane bhArarUpa nahIM banuM. sadAcArathI jIvIza. atyAre vadhu na pUchatA. piyaramAM rahI. zikSikAnI nokarI maLI gai. patie avAranavAra patro lakhI teDAvI. na gai. rUbarU teDavA AvyA paNa na mAnI. lagabhaga 18 varSa bAda jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 [34] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pati jAte levA AvyA. ghaNI kAkalUdI karI. na svIkAryuM. Akhare patie kahyuM ke pitAjI to devaloka thai gayA che. have e bhaya nathI. tyAre patinA paricita be saMbaMdhIne vacamAM rAkhIne sAsare sidhAvI. tAju lagna, yuvAna vaya, patisukha choDIne nokarI karIne paNa zIlabhaMga na ja karyo!!! zIla sugaMdhane anumodatI e Aje paNa mAnavabhava mastIthI saphaLa karI rahI che. lAkho dhanyavAda ho AvI vartamAna satIone. tame paNa zIlanI rakSA karo e zubhAbhilASA. rine saMyama mATe sAhasa) amadAvAdanA rasikabhAi lagabhaga 25 varSathI dharma ArAghanA kare. nivRtti paNa lai dIdhI. dhArmika bhaNAve. vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagere nitya ArAdhanA kare. dIkSAnuM mana thAya. paNa umara thavAthI Dare. dIpakalAvALA dIpakabhAi ane cAvALA ratibhAinI dIkSA nakkI thai. baMnee rasikabhAine utsAhita karyA. hiMmata karIne ekadama saMyama mArge sidhAvyA! lagabhaga 3 varSathI suMdara ArAdhanA , kalAko sudhI svAdhyAya vagere kare che. pravacana Ape che! he bhAgyazALIo! AvA vRddho hiMmata kare che to Atmahita karavuM hoya to tame paNa hiMmata karI saMyama sAdhanA karo. dIkSAthI Daro cho? durgati ane saMsAranA duHkhono Dara nathI lAgato? pApodaye dIkSA na levAya to paNa sAmAyika, svAdhyAya , bhava AlocanA, cauda niyama, pravacanazravaNa, paccakakhANa, 12 vrata vagere ArAdhanA to karo. aciMtya lAbha levAno A durlabha bhava eLe na javA do. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 [35] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2pa dhirmathI samAdhi muMbai goregAMvanA manubhAi. varSo sudhI vepAra vagere saMsArI pravRttiomAM ja rasa. pachI zubha bhAvanAthI bhaktAmara roja gaNavA mAMDayA. vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagere kare. tenAthI AtamA eTalo pavitra banI gayo ke samAdhimaraNa maLyuM. sIrIyasa bImArI AvI. hArTano vAlva tUTyo. DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke bacaze nahIM. 1-2 divasa mAMDa kADhaze. kAMi kahevuM che? vagere sagAoe pUchatAM teo bolyA ke mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo. pachI sagAoe pUchayuM ke tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIone bolAvIe? tyAre kahe ke mane dharma karAvo. bhAgyazALIo! bhAvathI Acarelo dharma maratAM prAyaH samAdhi Ape che. tame paNa karmanAzanA dhyeyathI sAmAyika, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, vAMcana vagere dharma manathI karo. prAmANikatA) A suzrAvaka Aje paNa amadAvAdamAM khUba suMdara dharma kare che. e sarakArI ijanera hatA. kapaDavaMjamAM sarakArI resTa hAusamAM thoDA varSo pahelAM sarakArI tapAse UtarelA. bAjunI nadInA pulanA bAMdhakAmamAM gerarItinI phariyAda hatI. sarakAre tapAsa karavA mokalelA. konTrAkaTara taraphathI ophara AvI ke barAbaranuM pramANapatra ApI do to 50 hajAra rokaDA ApIe. sAmAnya sthiti, bALakone bhaNAvavA vagere samasyAo. chatAM ophara nakArI dIdhI. mAre anItinuM pApa nathI karavuM. kevI uttama bhAvanA! bhAgyazALIo! tame to ghaNAM sukhI hazo. to pachI nizcaya karo ke nAnI paNa anIti karavI ja nathI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 [36] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryano prema beMgaloranA jatInabhAi. yuvAna vaya, saphArI bega kaMpanInA ejanTa tathA te ja kaMpanImAM moTI posTa. paNa lagnanI icchA bilakula nahI! mAtuzrInI mAMdagIne kAraNe eka kanyA sAthe lagna karavA paDayA. lagna pahelAM te kanyAne potAnI bhAvanA vagere jaNAvI. pIkacaro jotI e koDIlI kanyAe AvI muzkela vAta paNa vadhAvI lIdhI! kevuM Azcarya! lagna karavA ane brahmacarya paNa pALavuM! lagnathI mAMDI dasa varSa baMnee brahmacarya pALyuM! maithuna saMjJAne kAraNe ghaNAM jIvo kevA kevA bhayaMkara duSkAryo kare che e jJAnIo ApaNane kahe che. jeo brahmacarya pALe e aDadhA sAdhu jevA gaNAya. jatInabhAinA bhAva vadhatAM dIkSA paNa sajoDe lIdhI! Aje jJAna-abhyAsa, nirdoSa sayaMmapAlanA vagere suMdara ArAdhanA kare che. baMnemAM bIjA paNa ghaNAM guNo che. emane khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApIe. A ane AvA bIjA brahmacaryanA prasaMgo jANI. tame paNa mana makkama karI daDha saMkala karo ane yathAzakita nIcenA guNa lAvavA khUba udyama karo. jAvajajIva brahmacarya, parastrIgamana tyAga, svastrI viSe vadhu na bane to paNa parva divaso, 12 tithi ke 5 tithi brahmacarya pAlana tathA jAvajajIvA anaMgakriDA tyAga vagere. vaLI AvA pApavicAronA kAraNabhUta vIDIyo, TI. vI., sinemA, azlIla vAMcana ane vAto vagere tyAga. AvA A bhavanA susaMskArothI AtmAne evo suMdara banAvo ke jaladI Atmahita thAya e ja zubhAbhilASA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 [37] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2einA mahimAno nahIM pAra tamo A daradIne have tamArA ghera lai jAva, enI bacavAnI jarA paNa AzA nathI" mo.mu. kilanika senTara, dhrAMgadhrAnA DokaTare dardInA saMbaMdhIone bahu ja spaSTa zabdomAM dardInI bhayaMkara hAlata suNAvI dIdhI. dardI 28 varSathI damanI vyAdhithI gherAyA hatAM. darda vadhI jatAM davAkhAnAmAM bharatI karAyA. traNa divasanI DaoNkaTaranI jabaradasta mahenata. bacavAnI AzA na jaNAtAM dardI benane ghera lavAyA. gharamAM dardI bAinA sagAvhene to aMtima kriyA mATe jarUrI tamAma cIjo bhegI karavA mAMDI. | navakAra maMtra para khUba zraddhAbaLavALA dardIbahenanA patine potAnI patnI davAkhAnAmAMthI ghera AvyA pachI gebI avAja saMbhaLAyo. sAme ja potAnA gurudeva dekhAyA. kahe, "trIjA devalokamAM hAla chuM. zrAvakajI! tArI musIbata maTI jaze. ciMtA na karIza. zraddhAthI navakAra maMtra gaNajo." gurukRpAthI khuza thai badhA kuTuMbIjano navakAra maMtranA jApamAM lAgI gayA. dardInA kAnamAM maMtra saMbhaLAve che. rAtrinA 3-45 vAge paraloka-gamananI taiyArIvALA e zrAvikAbahena savAre 9 vAge to svastha jaNAyA. ATheka divasamAM to roga jANe maTI gayo evuM lAgyuM. navakAramaMtramAM parama zraddhA dharAvanAra e maraghAbahena tyAra pachI to 10 varSa jIvyA. trevIsa lAkha navakAra gaNavA dvArA emaNe potAnA AtmAne pApothI ghaNo haLavo banAvI dIdho. dhrAMgadhrAvAsI emanA pati Aje paNa navakAra jApa, svAdhyAya, devagurubhakita, dAna Adi dvArA suMdara jIvana jIvI rahyA che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 5 38 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 zIla mATe sAhaso eka yuvatI rUpavatI hatI. hAla gujarAtamAM rahe che. zIlano prema ghaNo. paraNyA pachI thoDA divaso bAda daMpatI patinA mitrane ghera gayA. vAto karyA pachI temano pati ane patinA mitranI patnI hAnuM kADhI bahAra gayA. patimitre aziSTa vAto AraMbhI. aDapalA karavA gayo ke yuvatI bahAra javA mAMDI. pati mitre bAraNA vAsI paga pakaDI tene rokI dIdhI. zIlarakSA mATe A yuvatIe mAyA. karavI paDI. mIThI vAto karI. pelo vizvAsamAM AvatAM lAga maLatAM te bhAgI chUTI! patnI nI adalAbadalIthI baMne vilAsI pati bhogano AnaMda meLavavA icche che e vAta te samajI gai. derAsare jai harSanA AMsuthI yuvatIe prabhuno upakAra mAnyo! pachI to patine paNa makkamatApUrvaka zIlanuM mahattva samajAvI dIdhuM. patinI sAme thai zIlarakSA karatI satIonI prazaMsA jeTalI karIe eTalI ochI. ApattimAM dharma vadhAryo ! eka zrAvakane dAMdhAmAM 40 lAkhanI khoTa gai. e mahArAjazrIne maLIne kahe ke mAre dharmamAM 40 lAkha kharcavA che. AzcaryathI saMbaMdhIe pUchatAM te kahe ke 80 lAkhanI khoTa gai hota to huM zuM karata? anicchAe paNa 40 to. gayA. to bIjA 40 jAya te pahelAM dharmamAM vAparI lAbha nA lai lauM! AvA AtamA paNa pApodaya Ave tyAre vadhu dhanA nAza pAme te pahelAM ja dharmamAM savyaya karI lAbha lai le. che! he vivekI dharmAtmAo ! tame paNa sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM zakya eTalo dharma karatAM raho e ja zubhecchA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 % 6 na 39 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [31 dhirmapremI suzrAvikA e uttama suzrAvikA maNibahena, vApInA. rAtre putra vageree kahyuM ke, bA tuM mAsakSamaNa kara ne! e tarata taiyAra thai gayA! attaravAyaNA karyA vinA bIjA ja divasathI zarU zarIranuM puNya ochuM. paNa dharmano prema khUba. hiMmatathI sArI rIte mAsakSamaNa pUruM karyuM. dhanyavAda. mAsakSamaNamAM pUjA, pravacana, vagere badhI ArAdhanA karI. A zrAvikA e baMne putrone saMskAra ApI taiyAra karI zAsanane samarpita karI dIdhA! mAnuM haiyuM cAle? paNa dharma haiyAmAM vasyo hoya to e kevA adabhUta parAkramo karAve che! puNyazALIo ! tame paNa anaMtakALe maLelA. A zAsanane samajI tamArU paNa hita thAya evA suMdara saMskAra saMtAnone ApI zAsanabhakita karo e ja zubhecchA. asahya vedanAmAM samAdhi caMpakabhAi bhaNazAlI pATaNamAM sIrIyasa thai gayA. bhaMyakara peTanuM darda. chatAM kahe ke guru mA ne bolAvo. padhAryA tyAre khUba dhyAnathI upadeza sAMbhaLyo. samAdhi khUba suMdara. badhA pUchayuM ke tamArA putrone bolAvIe! to kahe mAre koinuM kAma nathI. mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo! adabhUta samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsa thayo. badhA zrAvako Azcarya pAmyA. pa.pU. gurUdeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM emanI samAdhinI prazaMsA karI! ApaNe prabhune prArthIe ke amane paNa AvuM samAdhimaraNa Apajo. A zrAvaka khUba ArAdhaka hatA. emanA ghaNAM adabhUta prasaMgo jANavA jevAM che. emanI daDha zraddhA, sattva vagere ApaNe mAMgIe. 32) jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 5 5 5 40 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 gurubhakita amadAvAdanA je. DI. mahetA operA pAse rahe che. sAdhune vaMdana karavAthI khUba lAbha thAya, te jANIne amadAvAdanA judA judA upAzraye mahAtamAnA darzana karavA jAya che. yAtrA vagere mATe jAya tyAre paNa DrAivarane temaNe kahI rAkhyuM che ke musApharImAM mahArAja sAhebane jue tyAre gADI UbhI rAkhaje. tuM jeTalA sAdhu batAvIza eTalA dasa rUpiyA bakSIsa maLaze. jema pUrve rAjAo, zreSThIo gurU AgamananA. samAcAra ApanAra sevakane AbhUSaNo vagerenuM dAna karatA hatA. tema A gurUbhakta gurUdarzana karAvanArane rAjI kare che. agaNita lAbha karanAra gurUvaMdana roja karavAno saM5 ApaNe paNa karIe. 34 dAnaprema. lAbha ApavA eka suzrAvaka mahArAjazrIne vAraMvAra vinaMtI kare. paNa lAbha na maLe. eka divasa gadagad avAje pUche che ke lAbha kema ApatA nathI? mahArAje khulAso karyo ke tArA bhAva tapAsuM chuM. dilanI icchA na hoya ne lAbha ApuM to tuM dharma choDI de. ati gaLagaLA thai gurUjIne e kahevA lAgyA ke gurUdeva! mAro paiso badho pApamAM ja kharacAya che. vaLI patnI, putro badhA mane khaMkhere che. svArthamAM dhana to. jAya che. paNa uparathI pApa baMdhAya che. tethI mane thAya che ke dharmamAM kharcAya te ja saphaLa che. mATe mArA kalyANa mATe udAratAthI lAbha ApavA kRpA karo! puNyazALIo ! tana-mana-dhanathI yathAzakita karelA satkAryo ja aneka bhava sudhI sukha ne zAMti Ape che. tethI ullAsathI savyaya karo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 . 41 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upa sAdharmika bhakita] amadAvAdanA hasamukhabhAi cuDagara. eka vAra pa.pU. paMnyAsajI pAse beThelA. garIba jeno madadanI AzAthI AvyA. pU. mahArAje so rUpiyA ApavA izAro karyo. tarata 200 ApI dIdhA. teonA gayA pachI cuDagara kahe ke sAheba ! kALa kharAba che. dANA AvA du:khI haze. AvA je sAdharmiko Ave tene apAvajo. peDhImAM 5 hajAra Apu chuM. kevI udAratA? he tattvapremI suzrAvako ! kadAca koi chetarI jAya to paNa dAna dharmathI pAchA na paDatA. zakaya tapAsa karI, duHkhI zrAvakonI bhakitano mahAlAbha levA sadA tatpara rahejo. dareka zrAvaka potAnI AjubAjunA zrAvakonI saMbhALa. yathAzakita rAkhe to koi zrAvaka duHkhI na rahe! 36 sAdharmika bhakita. khaMbhAtanA eka nagarazeTha. jeTalA jaina khaMbhAta Ave e badhAne kAyama bhakitathI jamADe. emane samAcAra maLyA ke tamAro rasoiyo ghI pIrasavAmAM kaMjUsAi kare che. thoDA divase khaMbhAta gayA tyAre rasoiAne kahyuM ke ghaNAM dharmAtmAonI bhakita tuM kare che. tane khUba puNya maLe che. vagere... pachI premathI kahyuM ke ghInA jeTalA DabA khAlI karaze teTalA be-be rUpiyA tane bakSIsa ApIza. ghI chUTathI vAparaje. Thapako ApyA vinA ghInI kaMjUsAinI dUpaNatA dUra karI! he dharmAtmAo ! nokaro ne parivAra pAse paNa Ama hoziyArIthI dAma karAvavo joie tathA sAdharmika bhakitanI zAe khUba prazaMsA karI che. tame sAdharmika bhakitathI sadagati ane zivagati pAmo e ja zubhAzipa. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 * * * 42 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 dharmaprama gaMgAmAne dharma khUba game. amadAvAdanA zeTha kuTuMbanA kasturabhAi lAlabhAinA dAdImA thAya. lAlabhAi pAse saMghanA AgevAno AvyA. saMghanuM eka mahatvanuM kAma hatuM. lAlabhAinI lAgavagathI thAya ema hatuM. paNa lAlabhAie nA pADI dIdhI. e jamavA AvyA tyAre gaMgAmAe lAlabhAinA bhANAmAM patharA mukayA. lAlabhAie puchayuM, "A zuM?" gaMgAmA kahe, "mArI kUkhe patharA pAkyA hota to sAru hatuM." lAlabhAi zaramAi gayA. pUchavAthI mAe khUlAso karyo ke tArAthI thAya ema che, chatAM zAsananA kAma mATe nA pADI dIdhI? jainane A zobhe? lAlabhAie kAma karAvI ApyuM. he dharmapremIo ! zAsana ane saMghanA badhAM kAma tana,mana, dhanathI karI mahAna lAbha meLavajo e ja abhyarthanA 38 pUrvanA saMskAra 2 varSa pahelAM malADamAM eka bhAi vaMdana karavA AvyA. sAthe 2-3 varSanuM bALaka hatuM. mane e zrAvakajI kahe ke mahArAjajI! Ane dere lai jaie to A khUba rAjI thAya che darzana karyA ja kare. pachI bahAra lai jaie to raDe. mahAmuzkelIe bahAra lAvIe. he dharmapremIo ! joyuM ! kevuM bALaka ! pUrvajanmamAM bhakita vagerenA saMskAra dRDha pADayA haze, to bALavayamAM paNa darzanathI rAjI rAjI thAya che ? tame to tIrthaMkaradevanA anaMtA guNo jANo cho. bhAvo pedA karI dilathI darzana, pUjA Adino anaMto lAbha lo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 phu phu phu For Personal & Private Use Only 43 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rUpUijArInI zubha bhAvanA e pUjArI pATaNamAM derAsaramAM hatAM. emanI dilanI daTa jhaMkhanA ke ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakita karavI, paNa pagAra na levo. chatAM AjIvikA mATe levo paDato hato. tethI vAraMvAra prArthanA kare ke he prabhu! tArI kRpAthI mAre A pagAra na levo paDe ane lIdhelo badho pAcho ApI dauM evu kara! putra khUba kamAto thai gayo. have ghaDapaNamAM ghare ArAma karo! evI vinaMtI eNe pitAne karavA mAMDI. pagAranA lIlA badhA paisA peDhIne pAchA ApI dai pUjArI putranA ghare cAlyo gayo! AvA draSTAMto vAMcI jaina vepArIo paNa potAno mAla derAsara, upAzraya mATe maphata ApIne mahAna lAbha le. zakita na hoya to mULakiMmate Ape. Aje keTalAka ajaino paNa bhagavAna, sAdhu ne dharma mATe paisA letAM nathI. to jenoe dhaDo na levo joie? jinetiIvra vairAgyo varSo pahelAM amadAvAdamAM ujamaphaInI dharmazALAmAM thobhaNa zrAvake pratikramaNa karyuM. te divase eka maDaduM joyeluM. tenA para ciMtana karatAM karatAM emano vairAgya vadhI gayo. potAnA dhotiyAno colapaTTo karI dharmazALAmAM rahelA mahArAjanuM rajoharaNa lai AvyA. sAdhupaNuM maLI gayuM harSAvezamAM UMgha AvI gaI! paroDhiye pU.zrI. jAgyA. jApa karavohato. rajoharaNa na maLe. ziSyoe tapAsa karavA mAMDI. emane sUtA joI uThADIne pUchayuM. jAgI jatAM e kahe ke huM to sAdhu chuM. mArU nAma thobhaNa muni.. vAta jANI emane samajAvI rajoharaNa pAchuM lai gurUdevane ApyuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 / 5 4 5 For Personal & Private Use Only 44 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41 nivakArathI kensara kensala gulAbacaMdabhAi jAmanagaranA hatA. gaLe kensaranI gAMTha vadhatAM khAvAnuM baMdha thayuM. roga vadhatAM pANI paNa pIvAnuM baMdha thayuM. muMbaimAM Do. ke. pI. modIne batAvyuM. temaNe kahyuM ke kensara khUba vadhI gayuM che. koi ilAja nathI. 2-4 divasathI vadhu jIvaze nahIM. rAtre vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLela mahAmaMtra navakAranA mahimAnI vAta gulAbabhAine yAda AvI. badhAne khamAvI sadgati pAmavA navakAra gaNavA mAMDayA. 3 kalAke gAMThanuM jhera ulaTIthI nIkaLI gayuM! tabIyata sudharatI gai. dUdha pANI vagere pItA thayA. pachI to khAvA mAMDayuM. DokaTarane batAvyuM. ceka karI sAruM che evI khAtrI karI DokaTara khUba navAi pAmyA. pachI to jIvana dharmamaya banAvI dIdhuM. pachI 39 varSa jIvyA! A vAta bahu lAMbI che. gulAbacaMdabhAie maratAM navakAranuM zaraNa lIdhuM to asAdhya kensara maTayuM! bhavyo! tame paNa navakAramaMtrajApa, dharmazraddhA, dharmatattvajJAna jANavuM vagere dharma karI sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 4 suzrAvakanA manoratho rajanIbhAi devaDI zreNikabhAine kahe ke zeTha zrI ! zatruMjaya para caumukhajInI TUMkanA zikharo paranAM kaLazo sonAnAM karAvavAM che. zeThe rajanIbhAine kAraNa pUchatAM kahyuM ke e suMdara kaLazonA badhA yAtrALu dUrathI darzana kare che. e sonAnAM hoya to darzana karanAranA bhAva khUba vadhe. tethI mane paNa lAbha maLe! kevI uttama bhAvanA ? he , hitecchuo ! tame paNa zubha bhAvone pragaTAvo. jena Adarza prasaMgo - 1 6 kI na 45 www.ja kelibey.org For Personal & Priate Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 saMghabhakita gujarAtanA eka gAmanA saMghanA pramukha hatA. mITiMgamAM eka bhAi dopa na hovA chatAM pramukhane khakhaDAvatAM kahe ke tame A bAbatamAM TrasTa jANe tamArA bApanuM hoya ema varte cho. javAba ApatAM pramukha zAMtithI bolyA ke TrasTa mArA bApAnuM hoya ema ja badhA kAma karuM chuM. TrasTa bhagavAnanuM che ane bhagavAna ApaNA badhAnA pitA che ja. pelA vighnasaMtopI cUpa thai gayA. he puNyazALIo! saMghanA kAma karatAM AkSepo sAMbhaLI gusso na karavo ane saMghabhakitanuM suMdara kAma choDI na devuM. enAthI ApaNuM anaMta Atmahita thAya che. 44|| vairAgya muMbainA e yuvAnanI pU.AcArya zrI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI AjJAthI pAMcorAmAM dIkSA thai. pachI saMsArI sagA AvyA. AcArya zrI yazodevasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe maLavAnI rajA ApI. kalAko samajAvyA, ghamakAvyA. 3-4 divasa thai gayA. mahAtamAno vairAgya tIvra. tethI dIkSA choDavAnI vAta na mAnI. kuTuMbIoe jainetarone uzkeryA.saMghe vicAraNA karI vinaMti karI mahArAjane vihAra karAvI mAlegAma mokalAvyA. mahArAjanA bhAie kapaTa karI temane gADImAM bhagADyA. zrAvakoe tapAsa karI. ghaNe dUra UraNanA jaMgalamAM baMgalAmAMthI zodhI kADhayA. mAre dIkSAvepa sivAya khAvuM nathI evo emaNe nizcaya karelo! zrAvakoe sAdhuvepa lAvI Apyo. navadIkSita khUba khuza thayA. kevo joradAra vairAgya? bhAgyazALIo ! saMsAramAM kaMi nathI. Atmahita sAdhavA vrato yathAzakita lo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 Shi Shi Shi For Personal & Private Use Only 46 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ japa dIkSA rAga khaMbhAtanA nagarazeTha potAnA saMtAnone nAnapaNathI dIkSAmAM ja sAcuM kalyANa che ema vAraMvAra samajAve. lagnano varaghoDo nIkaLe tyAre paNa pUche ke beTA! haju paNa icchA thatI hoya to A varaghoDAne dIkSAnA varaghoDAmAM pheravI nAkhIe! kevo dIkSAprema? he puNyazALIo! tame paNa Azritone sAcuM samajAvo. chevaTe je taiyAra thAya tene dIkSAmAM aMtarAya karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa na karavuM e nakkI karo. 46o dhiMdhAthI nivRtti) muMbai iralAnA devacaMdabhAi zrAvakane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA dharma gamyo. ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. pachI 4-5 varSe meM temane dhaMdhAnA pApathI bacavA preraNA karI. emane vAta gamI gai. mahenata karI ane thoDA samayamAM nivRtta thai gayA. Aje paNa zAsana kevuM jayavaMtu che ke AvuM kaThina kAma paNa keTalAka jIvo hiMmatathI kare che. bAkI Aje karoDapatio paNa gharaDA thavA chatAM dhaMdho choDatAM nathI. puNyazALIo! tame paNa dhaMdhAnA bhayaMkara pApothI zakaya eTalA baco. chevaTe karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAno tyAga karo. 4La karUNA) nemacaMdabhAi tanamana amadAvAdanA ghaNAM emane oliyA tarIke oLakhe che. duHkhI, bImAra vagere pratye teo khUba karUNAdra. paraduHkha joi pote khUba duHkhI thAya! tana, mana, dhanathI ghaNAMne sahAya karI hatI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo - 1 rka 47 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 kolejIyanano ahiMsA prema muMbainI e chokarI kolejamAM bhaNatI hatI. vanaspatinA jIvonuM jJAna thayA pachI eNe hiMsAthI bacavA khAvA mATe keLAM pasaMda karyA! ghara mATe zAka levA jAya tyAre keLAM lAve. kAraNake kAcA keLAmAM eka ja jIva hoya. kAraNa aMdara bI hotA nathI. pachI to A yuvatie vairAgya vadhatAM dIkSA lIdhI! Aje aneka zrAvikAone dharma samajAvI ArAdhanA karAve che. tame ahiMsA pALo |49 zeThanI jayaNA khaMbhAtanA e nagarazeTha khUba dharmapremI. pApathI bacavA pUjA mATe snAna katharoTamAM kare. ane e pANI retImAM nAkhI de. nokare kahyuM ke zeThajI ! lAvo huM nAkhI daiza. zeThe kahayuM ke he bhAi! A jayaNAnuM kAma che. e huM ja karIza. jayaNA tame paNa pALo. pALIne khUba puNya meLavo. 50 pratijJAnI makkamatA vaDhavANanA vIrapALa gAMdhI. emaNe sANadamAM rahI 51 upavAsanI bhavya tapasyA karI. chellA 51mA divase tabiyata DhIlI thai. kahenArAe kahyuM paNa kharUM ke hamaNAM pAraNuM karI lo. pachI AlocanA lai lejo. makkama mananA zrAvake pratijJAmAM dRDha rahevAnuM ja pasaMda karyuM. e ja divase emano AtamA nAzavaMta dehane choDI gayo. dhanya tapaprema. 48 OM bhAga - 1 saMpUrNa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane aMte he vAcaka, pustaka gamyuM ? 2 to emAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA saMkalpa karI yojanAbaddha puruSArtha karavA jevo che. 2 saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. 2 A prasaMgo zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. 2 mitro, svajano, paDozIo vagere 5-25 ne bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa madhamadhatuM upavana banI zake che ! zubha prasaMgo vAraMvAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAMne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAMne lAbha thayo paNa che. gAme gAma ghare ghare Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA-moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA, anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze. tamane alpa dhanathI paropakAranuM amApa puNya maLaze. 2 prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 7 navI pa kopI sAthe pragaTa thAya che. 2 pahelA bhAganI 8 varSamAM 12 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAganI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe. AnI kula 2,00,000 nakalo pragaTa thaI che. 2 saghaLA bhAga vAMco, vaMcAvo, vasAvo, vicAro, vaheMco. 2 bhAga 1 thI 7 kansezanathI maLaze. 2 AvA preraka satya prasaMgo mane mokalI Apo. bhAga-8 TuMkaja samayamAM prakAzita thaI rahela che. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ N A trA G ) IN DJ che, paNa, A AI - I to te moTA moTA mAthAone paNa ekAMte asAra A saMsAramAM avAra navAra avanavI Aphato AvyA ja kare che. | Apattio pApathI ja Ave che. vipattiothI bacavA ane sAcA sukho meLavavA pApa ghaTADI dharma vadhAravo joIe. | he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho, chatAM A kalikALamAM sarvatra prasarelA pApa ane svArthanA vAtAvaraNathI tame paNa ochA vattA kharaDAyA hazo. A bhayaMkara doSo tamAruM bhayaMkara ahita karaze. koI paNa rIte enAthI bacavuM jarUrI che. he puNyazALIo ! AjIvikA Adi anekavidha ciMtAomAM phasAyelA tamane A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavA dharma vadhAravAnI ane pApa ghaTADavAnI bhAvanA paNa ghaNI vAra thatI haze. A zreSTha bhAvanA pUrNa karavAno suMdara upAya AmAMnA prasaMgo ekAgratAthI vAMcavA e paNa che. | gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtre ka 1 TamaTamatA tAralA jevA ||| tamane co IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII anumodanAnuM puNyAnuM baMdha 122221 tmihita karavA 24H 04-114. gyanmandir@kobatirth.oro ! URLhiell yathAzakti dharma karavAno saMkalpa A vAMcI zIgha karazo. Yoan daa faan - G)- CSP) (1) Se mudraka : navanIta prinTarsa (nikuMja zAha) amadAvAda phona : pa6 2532 6 mo. 982 para 61 177 Serving linShasan , vitra prasaMgo ainelibrary.ora