Book Title: Bhavna Sudhare Janmo Janm
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030107/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarupita bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma (naU kalame sAra sarva zAstrAMcA) Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ MROGRAM CIAH dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma (nava kalame - sAra tamAma zAstrAMcA) mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbena amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380 014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 27540408 All Rights reserved - Mr. Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. prathama saMskaraNa : 3000 agasta 2013 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 12 rupaye lesara kampojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana pArzvanAtha cembarsa, navyA riz2arva ba~kecyA javaLa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964, 30004823 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthaMkara - zrI sImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanAvara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmApAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! eka tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! ApaNa koNa? bhagavAna koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele! ANi jagAtIla sarva adhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvalA pradAna kele eka advitIya, pUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarI hI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayoga dvArA. tyAlA akrama ( kramavirahIta ) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNyAce ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa !! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbadalacI phoDa karUna sAMgatAnA mhaNAyace kI, 'he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta / he tara e. ema. paTela Ahe. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna aahet| te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svatAH paramezvara nAhI / mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUna hI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svatA:cA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije kI nAhI! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA kI nAhI? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)nA AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtA paryaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAca barobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAM hI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. ___he AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatA cA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetUne atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prApti hetU sAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarurI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnacI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTUna AtmajJAnacI prApti karela tevhAMca he zakya Ahe. peTalelA divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, jyAMnA sarvajaNa 'dAdA bhagavAna'cyA nAvAMnI oLakhatAta. tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna Atmatattva sAThI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekorDa karUna saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna graMthAcyA rupAta prakAzita karaNyAta AlI Ahe. hyA pustakAta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnacyA svamukhA ne nighAlelyA sarasvatIcA marAThI anuvAda kelA Ahe. sujJa vAcakAne adhyayana kelyA vara tyAlA AtmasAkSAtkAracI bhUmikA nizcita hote, ase kityekAMce anubhava Ahe. te'dAdA bhagavAna' tara tyAMcyA dehAta asalele paramAtmAlA mhaNata hote. zarIra he paramAtmA hovU zakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra vinAzI Ahe. paramAtmA tara avinAzI Ahe ANi je pratyeka jIvamAtracyA Ata Ahe. prastuta anuvAda madhye vizeSa lakSa Thevalele Ahe ki pratyeka vAcakAlA pratyakSa dAdAcI vANIca, aikata Ahota asA anubhava vhAvA. jJAnIMcyA vANIlA marAThI bhASeta yathArtha rupAne anuvAdita karAyacA prayatna kelA Ahe. paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnacA kharA uddeza 'jasA Ahe tasA ' ApalyAlA gujarAtI bhASeta avagata hoNAra. jyAlA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI, asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAda saMbaMdhI cukAMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya sakALapAsUna saMdhyAkALaparyaMta gharAta, vyavahArata kiMvA bAhera lokAMkaDUna aikaNyAsa miLataca asate kI asaM nAhI karAyace tarI hoUnaca jAte ! asaM karAyace Ahe paNa hota nAhI ! bhAvanA khUpa Ahe, karaNyAcA dRDha nizcaya hI Ahe, prayatna paNa Ahe, paraMtu hota nAhI ! tamAma dharma upadezakAMcI sAdhakAMsAThI kAyamacI takrAra asate kI AmhI je sAMgato te tumhI pacavata nAhI. zrote paNa hatAzAne goMdhaLatAta kI itake itake dharmAce karuna suddhA kA vartanAta yeta nAhI? hyAce rahasya kAya? kuThe aDakale Ahe? kazA prakAre hyA cukAMce nirasana hoU zakela? parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnI hyA kALAcyA mANasAMcI kepasiTI (kSamatA) pAhUna tyAMcyA yogyatAnusAra hyAcA ulagaDA eka navyAca rItIne agadI vaijJAnika paddhatine dilA Ahe. pUjya dAdAzrIMnI vaijJAnika spaSTIkaraNa kele kI vartana he pariNAma Ahe, IphekTa Ahe ANi bhAva he kAraNa Ahe, kaoNjha Ahe. pariNAma madhye saraLa-saraLa badala ANatA yeNAraca nAhI. te paNa tyAcyA vaijJAnika tar2heneca hoNAra. jara kAraNa badala kele tara pariNAma ApaNAhUnaca badalUna yeNAra ! kAraNa badala karAyalA AtA hyA janmAMta navyAne bhAva badala karAvA. te bhAva badala karAyalA pUjyazrIMnI nava kalameM bhAvaNyAce zikavile Ahe. tamAma zAstra upadeza detAta tarIhI te pariNamata nAhI, tyAMcA sAra pUjyazrIMnI nava kalamAMcyA dvArA muLApAsUna badala karaNyAcI cAvI rUpAne dile Ahe. jyAlA anusarUna lAkho lokAMnI hyA jIvanAce tara kharaca paNa janmojanmAce sudhArUna ghetale Ahe ! kharokhara rItIne tara hyA janmAMta bAhya badala hota nAhI paNa hyA nava kalamAMcI bhAvanA bhAvaNyAne AtamadhIla navIna kAraNe muLApAsUna badalUna jAtAta ANi AMtarazAMti jabaradasta rAhate ! dUsarayAce doSa pAhaNe baMda hote, je paramazAMti miLavaNyAce paramarakAraNa banUna jAte ! ANi tyAtahI bahutekAMnI tara pUrvI Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nava kalamAMcyA najIkacyA bhAvanA bhAvalelyA tyAmuLe, te AjacyA hyA liMkamadhyeca pariNamUna lAgalIca AtA vartanAta ANatAta. koNatIhI siddhi prApta karAyacI asela tara tyA sAThI mAtra svatA:cyA Ata asalelyA bhagavAna javaLa zakti mAga mAga karata rAhAve, je nizcitapaNe phaLa detAtaca. pUjya dAdAzrI svatAH sAThI mhaNatAta kI 'he nava kalame AmhI jIvanabhara pALata Alo, tara hI pUMjI Ahe AmacI.arthAt hA AmacA rojacA mAla, to mI bAhera ThevalA zevaTI. lokAMce kalyANa vhAve tyA karItA. niraMtara kityeka varSAMpAsUna, cALIsa, cALIsa varSAMpAsUna hI nava kalame dararojaca Ata cAlataca Aheta. te pablikasAThI mI jAhira kele.' khUpa sAdhakAMnA Ata mAnyatA dRDha hoUna jAte kI mI hyA nava kalamAM sArakhAca sarva kAhI jANato ANi taseca malA rAhate. paNa tyAMnA vicArale kI tumacyApAsUna koNAlA du:kha hote? tyAMcyA gharacyAMnA kiMvA javaLacyAMnA, vicArale tara te ho mhaNatAta. yAcA artha hAca kI he khare jANale nAhI mhaNAyace. te jANalele kAma lAgaNAra nAhI. tithe tara jJAnI puruSAMnI svatA:cyA jIvanAMta je siddha kele asela te anubhavagamya vANI dvArA dile asela tara kriyAkArI hoIla. arthAt tI bhAvanA jJAnI puruSAMnI dilelI DijhAInapUrvakacI asAyalA pAhije, taraca kAmI lAgela ANi mokSAcyA mArgAta spIDI progresa karaviNAra ! ANi zevaTI tetha paryaMta pariNAma yeIla kI svatA:kaDUna koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitmAtra paNa duHkha nAhI hoNAra ! evaDheca nAhI paNa nava kalamAMcI bhAvanA dararoja bhAvaNyAne kitI tarI doSaM dhutale jAtAta ! ANi mokSa mArgAta puDhe gati hote! - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna yAMce jaya saccidAnaMda Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma (nava kalame - sAra tamAma zAstrAMcA) hyAcyAne tuTatIla aMtarAya sarva mI eka pustaka vAcAyalA deto. moThI pustake vAcAyalA nAhI deta. eka lahAnaca tumacyAsAThI. thoDeseca bolUna vAcA, thoDese aseca. praznakartA : ThIka Ahe. dAdAzrI : eka veLA he vAcUna jA na ! sarva vAcUna jA. he auSadha deta Ahe, te vAcaNyAce auSadha Ahe. hI nava kalame Aheta tI vAcAyacIca Aheta, he karaNyAce auSadha nAhI. bAkI tumhI je karata AhAta te barobara Ahe. paNa he tara bhAvanA bhAvaNyAce auSadha Ahe mhaNUna he deta Ahe te vAcata rahA. yAcyAne sarva prakArace aMtarAya tuTUna jAtIla. mhaNUna eka-dona miniTa AdhI vAcUna jA hI nava kalame. praznakartA : nava kalame... he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra kI dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra athavA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kI AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI nAhI kelA jANAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartAce prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAzI kadhIpaNa kaThorabhASA, taMtIlI(TocaNArI) bhASA na bolaNyAcI, na bolAvayAcI kI bolaNyA prati anumodana nAhI karaNyAcI azI parama zakti koNI kaThorabhASA, taMtIlIbhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati strI-puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatA hI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyA saMbaMdhI Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma kiMcitmAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSaM, icchAM, ceSTAM kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSaM na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kI kartA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI rasamadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zakti dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvaMta athavA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya nAhI karaNAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. (he divasAtUna tIna veLA vAcAve) evaDheca tumhI 'dAdA' javaLa mAgAyace. hI dararoja mikenikalI(yaMtravat) vAcaNyAcI vastu nAhI, aMtarAta ThevaNyAcI vastu Ahe. hI dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvaNyAcI vastu Ahe. evaDhyA pAThAMta tamAma zAstrAMcA sAra yeUna jAto. dAdAzrI : zabdanazabda vAcUna gelAta? praznakartA : hoya, sarva barobara vAcUna gelo. aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra... praznakartA : 1. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra kI dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he samajavA. dAdAzrI : aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra(dukhAvaNAra) tyA sAThI ApaNa syAdvAda vANI mAgata Ahota. tazI vANI ApalyAta haLUhaLU utpanna hoIla. mI hI jI vANI bolato na te malA bhAvanA bhAvaNyAce phaLa miLAle Ahe. praznakartA : paNa hyAta koNAcA aham nAhI dubhAvalA pAhije, tara hyAcA artha asA tara nAhI hota na kI koNAcA aham poSAvA? dAdAzrI : nAhI tasA aham poSAvayAcA nAhI. he tara aham dubhAvAyace nAhI ase pAhije. mI mhaNena kI kAcece pyAle phoDU nakA. hyAcA artha asA nAhI kI kAcece pyAle sAMbhALA. te ApaNahUnaca sAMbhALalele Aheta mhaNUna phoDU nakA. tase te tara sAMbhALalelyA sthitItaca paDale Aheta. tumhI tumacyA nimittAne nakA phoDU. te tuTata asatIla tara tumacyA nimittAne nakA phoDU. ANi tI tumhAlA bhAvanA bhAvaNyAcI Ahe kI malA koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitmAtra duHkha nAhI hoNAra, tyAcA ahaMkAra bhagna nAhI hoNAra ase Thevale pAhije. tyAlA upakArI mAnata Ahota. praznakartA : dhaMdyAta samoracyAcA aham dubhAvaNAra nAhI ase nehamI nAhI hota. koNAcA na koNAcA aham dubhAvalAca jAto. dAdAzrI : tyAlA aham dubhAvalA nAhI mhaNata. aham dubhAvalA mhaNaje kAya kI to bicArA kAhI bolAvayAsa gelA nI ApaNa mhaNAlo 'basa, basa nAhI bolAyace.' ase tyAcyA ahaMkAralA dubhAvale nAhI pAhije. ANi dhaMdyAta tara aham dubhAvalA to vAstavika aham nAhI dubhAvata, te tara mana dubhAvate. praznakartA : paNa aham hI kAya cAMgalI vastu nAhI, barobara? tara maga tyAlA dubhAvaNyAta kAya harakata Ahe? Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dAdAzrI : to svatA:ca AtA ahaMkAra Ahe, mhaNUna te nAhI dubhAvAyace. to svatA:ca Ahe sarva, jyAta to karato te mIca Ahe he. mhaNUna dubhAvAyace nAhI. tumhI gharAta hI koNAvara rAgavAyace nAhI. koNAcA ahaMkAra nAhI dubhAvaNAra tase ThevAve. ahaMkAra koNAcAhI dubhAvalA nAhI pAhije. ahaMkAra dubhAvalA tara to mANUsa vegaLA paDUna jAIla maga punhA to ApalyAlA bheTaNAra nAhI. ApaNa ase koNAlA nAhI mhaNAyalA pAhije. 'tU bekAra Ahesa, tU asA Ahesa, tU tasA Ahesa.' ase pADUna bolAyalA nAhI pAhije. ho, rAgavAyace kharaM, rAgavaNyAta harakata nAhI, paNa kase hI karuna tyAcA ahaMkAra nAhI dubhAvalA pAhije. DokyAvara lAgale tara tyAcI harakata nAhI, paNa tyAcyA ahaMkArAvara nAhI lAgale pAhije. koNAcA ahaMkAra bhagna nAhI kelA pAhije. ANi majUra asalA tarI tyAcAhI tiraskAra nAhI kelA pAhije. tiraskArAne tyAcA ahaMkAra dubhAvato. ApalyAlA tyAce kAma nasela tara ApaNa tyAlA mhaNAve, 'bhAU, malA tujhe kAma nAhI' ANi tyAcA jara ahaMkAra dubhAvata nasela tara pAca rUpaye deUnahI tyAlA mokaLe karAve. paise tara miLUna yetIla paNa tyAcA aham nAhI dubhAvalA pAhije. nAhItara to vaira bAMdhela, jabaradasta vaira bAMdhela ! Apale zreya hoUdeNAra nAhI, madhye yeIla. hI tara phAra kholavaracI goSTa Ahe. ase asUnahI koNAcA ahaMkAra tumacyAkaDUna dubhAvalA gelA tara yethe AmacyAjavaLa(hyA kalama pramANe) zakticI mAgaNI karAvI. mhaNaje je jhAle, tyApAsUna svatA:cA abhiprAya vegaLA Thevato, mhaNUna tyAcI jabAbadArI jAsta nAhI. kAraNa kI AtA tyAcA 'opiniyana'(abhiprAya) phiruna gelA Ahe. ahaMkAra dubhAvaNyAcA jo 'opiniyana' hotA, to hI mAgaNI karaNyAne vegaLA hoUna gelA. praznakartA : 'opiniyana'hUna to vegaLA hoUna gelA mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara samajUna gele nA, kI hyAlA AtA Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma bicAr2yAlA koNAcA aham dubhAvaNyAcI icchA nAhI. tyAcI svatA:cI tazI icchA nAhI tarI suddhA hoUna jAte. jeMvhA jagAcyA lokAMnA tara icchesahita hoUna jAte. arthAt hI kalama bolaNyAne kAya hote kI ApalA abhiprAya vegaLA paDUna gelA. mhaNUna ApaNa tyA bAjUne mukta hoUna gelo. arthAt hI zaktica mAgAyacI. tumhAlA kAhI karAyace nAhI. phakta zaktica mAgAyacI. amalAta ANAyace nAhI he. praznakartA : zakti mAgAyacI goSTa barobara Ahe. paNa ApaNa ase kAya kele pAhije kI jeNe karuna dusar2yAMcA aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra? dAdAzrI : nAhI tase kAhI karAyace nAhI. hyA kalamAM pramANe tumhAlA bolAyace. basa evaDheca. dusare kAhI karAyace nAhI. AtA tumacyAkaDUna jo aham dubhAvalA jAto te phaLasvarUpa ( DiscArja madhye ) avazya Alele Ahe. AtA je jhAle te tara 'DisAIDeDa' hoUna gele Ahe. te thAMbavatA yeNAra paNa nAhI. tyAlA phiravaNyAsa jANe he DokephoDa Ahe phakta. paraMtu he bolalo mhaNaje maga jabAbadArI nAhI rahAta. praznakartA : ANi he bolaNe khar2yA hRdayApAsUna jhAle pAhije. dAdAzrI : he tara khar2yA hRdayAneca sarva kele pAhije. ANi jo mANUsa karela nA, to khoTyA hRdayAne nAhI karaNAra, khar2yA hRdayAneca karaNAra. paNa hyAmadhye svatA:cA abhiprAya vegaLA paDUna gelA, he moThyAtale moThe vijJAna Ahe eka prakArace. yA pramANe karAyace nAhI, tumhAlA tara hI nava kalame bolAyacI phakta. zaktica mAgAyacI kI 'dAdA bhagavAna' malA zakti dyA. malA hI zakti pAhije. tI zakti tumhAlA prApta hote ANi jabAbadArI miTUna jAte. tara jagata kAya jJAna zikavite ? ' ase nakA karu.' are bhAU, malA nAhI karAyace tarI hoUna jAte. mhaNUna tumace jJAna AmhAlA 'phiTa' hota ( jamata nAhI. he tumhI mhaNatAta, tyAne puDhace baMda hota nAhI ANi Ajace thAMbata nAhI, arthAt donhI bighaDatAta. mhaNaje 'phiTa' hoIla ase pAhije. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 7 bhAva pratikramaNa tatkSaNI ca praznakartA : mI jeMvhA samoracyAcA ahaMkAra dubhAvalA, tevhA malA ase hoUna jAte kI hA mAjhA ahaMkAra bolalA nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI tasA artha karAyacI garaja nAhI. ApalI jAgRti kAya mhaNate? hA ApalA mokSamArga mhaNaje aMtarmukhI mArga Ahe ! niraMtara AtalyA jAgRtitaca rahAve ANi samoracyAcA aham dubhAvalA tara lAgalIca tyAce pratikramaNa karuna ghyAyace he Apale kAma. tumhI pratikramaNa tara evaDhe sagaLe karatAta tyAta eka adhika ! AmhAlAhI jara kadhI koNAcA aham dubhAvaNyAce hoUna gele asela tara AmhI suddhA pratikramaNa karato. mhaNUna sakALacyA pahArI ase bolAyace kI, 'mana-vacana-kAyAne koNatyAhI jIvAsa kiMcitmAtra duHkha na ho' ase pAca veLA bolUna nighAve ANi maga je duHkha hoIla te ApalyA icche viruddha jhAle Ahe, tyAce pratikramaNa karAyace saMdhyAkALI. pratikramaNa mhaNaje kAya ? DAga paDalA mhaNaje lageca dhuUna TAkAyacA. maga harakata nAhI, maga bhAnagaDa, kasalI? pratikramaNa koNa nAhI karIta ? jyAMnA(ajJAnarUpI) bebhAnapaNA Ahe, tI mANasaM pratikramaNa nAhI karIta, bAkI pratikramaNa tara mI jyAMnA jJAna dile Ahe, tI mANase kazI jhAlI Aheta? vilakSaNa puruSa jhAle Aheta, kSaNokSaNi vicAra karaNAre, bAvIsa tIrthaMkarAMce anuyAyI vilakSaNa hote te 'zUTa oNna sAITa'ca pratikramaNa karIta hote. doSa jhAlA kI lageca 'zUTa' ! ANi AjacI mANase tase karu zakaNAra nAhI mhaNUna bhagavAnAMnI he rAyazI - devazI, pAkSika, paryuSaNa madhye saMvatsarI pratikramaNa he sarva Thevale. syAdvAda vANI, vartana, manana... praznakartA : AtA 'koNAcA hI aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra azI Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma syAdvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI zakti dyA. he tIna jarA samajavA. dAdAzrI : syAdvAdacA artha asA kI sagaLe koNatyA bhAvane koNatyA 'vhyU poInTa'(dRSTIkoNa)ne mhaNata Ahe te ApaNa samajUna ghyAyalA have. praznakartA : samoracyAcA 'vhyU poInTa' samajaNe te syAdvAda mhaNAyace? dAdAzrI : samoracyAcA 'vhyU poInTa' samajaNe ANi tyA pramANe vyavahAra karaNe, yAce nAMva syAdvAda. tyAcA 'vhyU poInTa'lA duHkha nAhI hoNAra azA prakAre vyavahAra karAvA. corAcyA 'vhyU poInTa'lA du:kha nAhI hoNAra azA prakAre tumhI bolAla yAce nAMva syAvAda ! he AmhI je bolato te musalamAna aso kI pArasI aso, sarvAMnA eka samAna samajela. koNAce pramANa nAhI dubhavaNAra kI 'pArasI ase Aheta ANi sthAnakavAsI ase Aheta' ase duHkha jhAle nAhI pAhije. praznakartA : yethe koNI cora basalA asela, tyAlA ApaNa sAMgU kI corI karaNe he cAMgale nAhI, tara tyAce mana tara dubhAvelaca nA? / dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI bolAyace. ApaNa tyAlA sAMgAyalA pAhije kI, 'corI karaNyAce phaLa ase yete. tulA ThIka vATela tara kara.' ase bolAve. mhaNaje yogya rItine bolale pAhije. tara to aikaNyAsa hI tayAra hoIla. nAhItara to aikaNAraca nAhI ANi tumacA zabda vyartha jAIla. Apale bolaNe vAyA jAIla ANi to ulaTa vaira bAMdhela kI he moThe Ale zikavaNAre ! tase nAhI jhAle pAhije. loka mhaNatAta kI corI karaNe hA gunhA Ahe. paNa cora kAya jANato kI corI karaNe hA mAjhA dharma Ahe. AmacyA javaLa koNI corAlA gheUna Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma Ale tara AmhI tyAcyA khAMdyAvara hAta TheUna khAjagI madhye tyAlA vicAru kI 'bhAU hA bijhanesa(dhaMdA) tulA AvaDato? pasaMda paDato?' maga to tyAcI sarva hakIkata sAMgela. AmacyA javaLa tyAlA bhitI nAhI vATaNAra. mANUsa bhitI muLe khoTe bolato. maga tyAlA samajAvaNAra kI 'he tU karatosa tyAcI jabAbadArI kAya yete, tyAce phaLa kAya Ahe tyAcI tulA jANIva Ahe?' ANi 'tU corI karatosa' tase AmacyA manAta hI nasate. tase jara kadhI AmacyA manAta asela tara tyAcyAvara pariNAma hoIla pratyekajaNa ApaApalyA dharmAta Aheta. koNatyAhI dharmAce pramANa nAhI dubhAvela, tyAce nAMva syAdvAda vANI. syAdvAda vANI hI saMpUrNa asate. pratyekAcI prakRti bhinna bhinna asate, tarI hI syAdvAda vANI koNAcyA hI prakRtilA harakata nAhI karIta. praznakartA : syAdvAda manana mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : syAdvAda manana mhaNaje vicAraNyAta, vicAra karaNyAtahI koNatyA hI dharmAce pramANa nAhI dubhAvale pAhije. vartanAta tara nAhIca jhAle pAhije paNa vicArAta hI nAhI jhAle pAhije, bAhera bolAla te vegaLe paNa manAta hI tase cAMgale vicAra asAyalA pAhije kI samoracyAce pramANa nAhI dubhAvela ase, kAraNa kI manAce je (vAITa) vicAra asatAta te samoracyAlA pohacatAta. tyAmuLeca tara yA lokAMce cehare phugalele asatAta. kAraNa kI tumace vicAra tethe pohacUna pariNAma karatAta. praznakartA : koNA viSayI kharAba vicAra AlA tara pratikramaNa karAyace? dAdAzrI : hoya, nAhItara maga tyAce mana bighaDela. ANi pratikramaNa kele tara tyAce mana bighaDalele asela tarI hI sudharuna jAIla. koNAsAThI vAITa kiMvA asA-tasA vicAra karu naye. ase kAhIca karu naye. 'saba sabakI saMbhAlo,' ApaApale sAMbhALA basa. dusarI koNatI bhAnagaDa nAhI. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dharmAce pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra.... praznakartA : 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra athavA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : koNAce hI pramANa nAhI dubhAvale pAhije. koNI paNa cukIce Aheta, ase nAhI vATAyalA pAhije. 'eka' hI paNa saMkhyAca mhaTalI jAte kI nAhI mhaTalI jAte? praznakartA : hoya. dAdAzrI : tara 'dona' hI saMkhyA mhaTalI jAte kI nAhI mhaTalI jAte? praznakartA : hoya mhaTalI jAte. dAdAzrI : tara Apale 'zaMbhara 'vAle kAya mhaNatAta ? 'Amace khare tumace khoTe.' ase nAhI mhaNAyace. sarvAMce khare Ahe, 'eka' ce 'eka'cyA pramANAta, 'dona'ce 'dona'cyA pramANAta, khare Ahe. mhaNaje pratyekAMce je svIkAra karatAta, tyAce nAMva syAdvAda. eka vastu tyAcyA guNadharmAta asela paNa ApaNa tyAtIla amukaca guNAMcA svIkAra kelA ANi bAkIcAMcyA svIkAra nAhI kelA, te cukIce Ahe. syAdavAda mhaNaje pratyekAce pramANapUrvaka. 360 DigrI asela tara sarvAMce khare, paNa tyAcyA DigrI paryaMta tyAce khare ANi hyAcyA DigrI paryaMta hyAce khare. mhaNUna kuThalAhI dharma hA khoTA Ahe ase ApaNa bolAyace nAhI. pratyeka dharma kharA Ahe, khoTA nAhI. ApaNa koNAlA khoTA Ahe ase mhaNUca zakata nAhI nA ! to tyAcA dharma Ahe. mAMsAhAra karata asela, tyAlA ApaNa khoTA kazA varuna mhaNU zakato?! to mhaNela, mAMsAhAra karaNe hA mAjhA dharma Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma Ahe. tara ApalyAne 'nAhI' mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. tI tyAcI mAnyatA Ahe, bilIpha Ahe tyAcI. ApaNa koNAcI bilIpha toDU nAhI zakata. paNa ApalI mANase jara mAMsAhAra karata asatIla tara ApaNa tyAMnA sAMgAyalA pAhije kI 'bhAU, hI cAMgalI vastu nAhI.' maga tyAlA karAyace asela tara tyAsa ApalI harakata nasAvI. ApaNa samajAvale pAhije kI hI vastu helpaphUla nAhI. syAvAda mhaNaje koNatyAhI dharmAce pramANa nAhI dubhAvAyace. jevaDhyA pramANAta satya asela tevaDhyA pramANAta satya tyAlA sAMgA ANi dusareM jevaDhyA pramANAta asatya asela tevaDhyA pramANAta asatya paNa tyAlA sAMgA. yAce nAMva pramANa dubhAvata nAhI. khrizciyana pramANa, muslima pramANa, koNatyAhI dharmAce pramANa dubhAvale nAhI pAhije. kAraNa ase ki sarva 360 DigrItaca yeUna jAtAta. riyala ija dhI seMTara ANi oNla dhIja Ara rileTivsa vhyaja. (riyala seMTara Ahe ANi he sarva rileTivsa-sApekSa dRSTIkoNa Ahe) seMTaravAlyAM sAThI rileTiva vhyaja sarve sArakhe Aheta. bhagavAnace syAdvAda mhaNaje koNAlA kiMcitmAtra hI du:kha na ho, maga vATela to dharma asela ! arthAt hA syAdvAda mArga asA asato. pratyekAMcA dharmAcA svIkAra karAvA lAgato. samoracA dona thappaDa mArela te suddhA ApaNa svIkAra kele pAhije. kAraNa kI jagata sarva nirdoSa Ahe. doSita disata Ahe, te tumacyA doSAmuLe disata Ahe. bAkI, jagata doSita nAhIca Ahe. paNa te tumacI buddhi doSita dAkhavite kI, hyAne khoTe kele. avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya... praznakartA : 3. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kI AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : koNatyAhI rItine jase Ahe tase nAhI citaraNe paNa Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma ulaTeca citaraNe, te avarNavAda ! jase Ahe tasehI nAhI ANi tyAcehI ulaTeca punhA. jase Ahe tase bolale, khoTyAlA khoTe bolale ANi cAMgalyAlA cAMgale bolale, tara avarNavAda nAhI mhaTale jAta. paNa sarvaca khoTe bolale tara tyAlA avarNavAda mhaTale jAte. koNatyAhI mANasAta thoDe tarI cAMgale asate kI nAhI? ANi thoDe vAITahI asate. paNa tyAce sarvaca vAITa bolale, teMvhA maga te avarNavAda mhaTale jAte. 'hyA bAbatIta jarA asA Ahe, paNa itara bAbatIta khUpa cAMgalA Ahe.' ase asAyalA pAhije. avarNavAda mhaNaje ApaNa tyAcyA bAbatIta jANato, tyAce kAhI guNa jANata asato tarI suddhA tyAcA viruddhaca sarva kAhI bolalo mhaNaje je guNa tyAcyAta nAhIta azA sarva guNAMcI bAta ApaNa kelI tara te sarva avarNavAda. varNavAda mhaNaje je Ahe te bolaNe ANi avarNavAda mhaNaje je nAhI te bolaNe. hI tara bhArI virAdhanA mhaTalI jAte, moThyAta moThI virAdhanA mhaTalI jAte. itara sAdhAraNa mANasAMcyA saMdarbhAta te niMdA mhaTalI jANAra paNa mahAnapuruSAMcA bAbatIta te avarNavAda mhaTalA jAto. mahAnapuruSa mhaNaje je AMtarmukhI jhAleta te. mahAnapuruSa mhaNaje vyavahArAta moThe asela te nAhI presiDanTa asela te nAhI paNa AMtarmukhI puruSAMcA to avarNavAda mhaTalA jAto, ANi te tara moThe jokhIma Ahe !! virAdhanAhUna hI adhika Ahe. praznakartA : upadezaka, sAdhu, AcArya yAMcyAsAThI mhaTale Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : hoya, te sagaLe. te bhale mArgI aso athavA naso, jJAna aso athavA naso, te AmhAlA pahAyace nAhI, te bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcyA mArgI lAgale Aheta nA? mahAvIrAMcyA nAvAvara karatAta nA? maga je karatAta, khare kI khoTe, paNa mahAvIrAMcyA nAMvAvara karatAheta nA? tyAmuLe tyAMcA avarNavAda nAhI bolAyace. praznakartA : avarNavAda ANi virAdhanAmadhye kAya pharaka? dAdAzrI : virAdhanA karaNArA tara ulaTA jAIla, khAlI utarela, Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma khAlacyA gatita jAIla ANi avarNavAda karaNArA naMtaramaga pratikramaNa karaNAra tara kAhI harakata nAhI yeNAra, tyAce sarva regyulara hoUna jAIla. koNAce avarNavAda bolalAta, paraMtu naMtara pratikramaNa kele tara sApha hoUna jAte. (doSa dhutalA jAto.) praznakartA : avinaya ANi virAdhanA viSayI jarA samajavA. dAdAzrI : avinaya he virAdhanA nAhI gaNale jAta. avinaya he tara jarA khAlacA sTeja Ahe paNa virAdhanA tara akSarazAH tyAMcyA viruddha gelA mhaNAve. avinaya mhaNaje malA kAhI gheNe deNe nAhI, ase. vinaya nAhI karIta, tyAce nAMva avinaya. praznakartA : aparAdha mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : mANUsa ArAdhanA karIta asela tara vara caDhato ANi virAdhanA karIta asela tara khAlI utarato. paraMtu aparAdha karIta asela, tara donhI bAjUMnI mAra khAto. aparAdhavAlA svatAH pragati karIta nAhI ANi koNAlAhI pragati karU deta nAhI. tyAlA aparAdhI mhaNatAta. praznakartA : ANi virAdhanAmadhye paNa koNAlAhI puDhe jAU deta nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : paraMtu virAdhanAvAlA cAMgalA. koNAlA kaLAle tara maga te tyAlA sAMgatAta kI, 'kAya pAhUna tumhI ase cAlalAta? hyA bAjUlA ahamadAbAda asU zakate?!' tara to parata phirelahI paNa aparAdhI tara parata phiraNAra hI nAhI nI puDhe jANAra hI nAhI. virAdhanA karaNArA tara ulaTa cAlato mhaNUna paDUna jAto nA ! praznakartA : paNa virAdhanA karaNAr2yAlA parata phiraNyAcA cAnsa Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : hoya, parata phiraNyAcA cAnsa tara Aheca nA ! Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma praznakartA : aparAdha karaNAr2yAlA parata phiraNyAcA cAnsa Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : to tara parataca phirata nAhI ANi puDhe hI sarakata nAhI tyAce kAhI dhoraNaca nAhI. puDhe sarakata nAhI ANi mAge jAta nAhI. jevhA pahAve tevhA tithalyA titheca, yAce nAMva aparAdha praznakartA : aparAdhacI Dephinezana (vyAkhyA) kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : virAdhanA hI icchA vinA hote ANi aparAdha icchApUrvaka hota asate. praznakartA : te kazA rItIne hote, dAdA? dAdAzrI : taMte caDhalA(haTTAgrahI jhAlA) asela tara to aparAdha karUna basela. jANato kI tethe virAdhanA karaNyAsArakhe nAhI tarI virAdhanA karato. jANato tarI virAdhanA karato tara te aparAdhAMta jAte. virAdhanAvAlA suTela, paNa aparAdhavAlA nAhI suTaNAra. jyAcA khUpa bhArI, tIvra ahaMkAra asato, to aparAdha karUna basato. mhaNUna ApalyAlA svatA:lAca mhaNAve lAgate kI, 'bhAU, tU tara veDA Ahesa, azI ugAca pAvara gheUna cAlata Ahesa. he tara lokaM nAhI jANata paNa mI jANato kI tU kasA Ahesa. tU tara cakkara Ahesa.' asA ApalyAlA upAya karAvA lAgato. plasa ANi mAyanasa karAve lAgate, phakta guNAkAra asela tara kuThe pohacela? mhaNUna ApaNa bhAgAkAra karAvA. berIja-vajAbAkI necaracyA AdhIna Ahe, jevhA guNAkAra-bhAgAkAra manuSyAcyA hAtAta Ahe. hyA ahaMkArAne sAta ne guNAkAra hota asela tara sAta ne bhAgAkAra karUna TAkale mhaNaje ni:zeSa ! praznakartA : koNAcI niMdA kelI tara kazA madhye yeIla? dAdAzrI : niMdA hI virAdhaneta gaNalI jAte. paNa pratikramaNa kelyAne dhutalI jAte. te avarNavAda sArakhe Ahe. mhaNUna tara ApaNa mhaNata Ahota kI koNAcI niMdA nako karu. tarI hI lokaM mAgUna niMdA karatAta. are, niMdA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 15 karu naye. hyA vAtAvaraNa madhye sarva paramANUca bharalele Aheta. mhaNUna tyAlA pohacUna jAte sarva kAhI. eka zabda suddhA koNAsAThI bejabAbadArIvAlA nAhI bolAyacA ANi bolAyace asela tara kAhI cAMgale bola. kIrti bola, apakIrti nako bolUsa. mhaNUna koNAcyA niMdA madhye nAhI paDAyace. stuti nAhI hota tara harakata nAhI, paNa niMdA madhye nAhI paDAyace. mI sAMgato kI niMdA karaNyAmadhye ApalyAlA kAya phAyadA? yAcyAMta tara khUpa nukasAna Ahe. jabaradasta nukasAna jara kadhI hyA jagAta asela tara te niMdA karaNyAta Ahe. mhaNUna koNAcIhI niMdA karaNyAce kAraNa nAhI vhAyalA pAhije. ApalyA yethe niMdA sArakhI vastuca nAhI. ApaNa samajaNyA sAThI bolata Ahota, kAya kharaM ANi kAya khoTaM ! bhagavAnAMnI kAya sAMgitale ? khoTyAlA khoTaM jANa ANi cAMgalyAlA cAMgalaM jANa. paNa khoTaM jANate veLI tyAMvara kiMcitmAtra paNa dveSa nAhI jhAlA pAhije ANi kharaM jANate veLI tyAMvara kiMcitmAtra rAga (Asakti) nAhI jhAlA pAhije. khoTyAlA khoTaM nAhI jANale tara cAMgalyAlA cAMgalaM jANaNe zakya nAhI. mhaNUna AmhI savistara bolale pAhije. jJAnI javaLaca jJAna samajate. abhAva, tiraskAra nAhI karAvA... praznakartA : 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI nAhI kelA jANAra, nAhI karavilA jANAra kI kartAce prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : hoya, barobara Ahe. ApalyAlA koNAcA abhAva jhAlA, jase kI tumhI oNphisAta basale AhAta ANi koNI manuSya AlA tara abhAva jhAlA, tiraskAra jhAlA. teMvhA maga tumhI manAta vicAra karuna tyA sAThI pazcAtApa kelA pAhije kI ase nAhI jhAle pAhije. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma hyA tiraskAra pAsUna kadhI hI suTakA nAhI. tyAta tara nusate vaira bAMdhale jAtAta. koNAhI barobara jarAsA hI tiraskAra asela, hyA nirjIva barobara tiraskAra asela tarI suddhA tumhI suTaNAra nAhI. arthAt koNAcA thoDA paNa tiraskAra nAhI cAlaNAra. jo paryaMta koNAsAThI tiraskAra asela to paryaMta vItarAga nAhI hotA yeta. ANi vItarAga tara vhAve lAgela, taraca suTakA hoIla! kaThora-taMtIlIbhASA na bolaNyAcI... praznakartA : 5. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAzI kadhIpaNa kaThorabhASA, taMtIlIbhASA na bolaNyAcI, na bolAvayAcI kI bolaNyA prati anumodana nAhI karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. koNI kaThorabhASA, taMtIlI(haTTI, spardhAvAlI,TocaNArI) bhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : kaThorabhASA nAhI bolalI pAhije. koNA barobara kaThorabhASA bolUna gelAta ANi tyAlA vAITa vATale tara ApaNa tyAcyA hajerIta mhaNAve kI, 'bhAU, mAjhI cUka jhAlI, mAphI mAgato' ANi hajerIta mhaNatA yeNyA sArakhe nasela tara maga Ata madhye pazcAtApa karAvA kI, ase nAhI bolAyace. praznakartA : ANi punhA vicAra kelA pAhije kI ase nAhI bolAve. dAdAzrI : hoya, asA vicAra kelA pAhije ANi pazcAtApa kelA pAhije. pazcAtApa kelA taraca te (tase bolaNe) baMda hoIla. nAhItara ApaNahUna baMda hoNAra nAhI. phakta bolaNyAne baMda nAhI hoNAra. praznakartA : mRdu, Rju bhASA mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : Rju mhaNaje saraLa ANi mRdu mhaNaje namratAvAlI. atyaMta namratAvAlI asate tevhA mRdu mhaNalI jAte. mhaNaje saraLa bhASA ANi Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma namratAvAlI bhASene ApaNa bolAve ANi tazI zakti mAgAvI, tara ase karatA-karatA tI zakti yeIla. kaThorabhASA bolalAMta ANi mulAsa vAITa vATale tara tyAcA pazcAtApa karAvA. ANi mulAsa suddhA sAMgAyace kI 'mI mAphI mAgata Ahe. punhA ase nAhI bolaNAra' hAca vANI sudhAraNyAcA mArga Ahe ANi 'he' ekaca kaoNleja Ahe. praznakartA : tara kaThorabhASA nI taMtalIbhASA ANi mRdutA nI RjutA yAcyAta bheda kAya? dAdAzrI : khUpajaNa kaThora bhASA bolatAta nA kI, 'tU nAlAyaka Ahesa. badamAza Ahesa, cora Ahesa.' je zabda ApaNa aikale nasatIla nA ! azI kaThora vANI aikalyA barobara Apale hRdaya staMbhita hoUna jAte. hI kaThorabhASA jarA suddhA priya nAhI vATata. ulaTa manAta khUpa hote kI he sarva kAya Ahe? kaThorabhASA hI ahaMkArI asate. taMtIlIbhASA mhaNaje kAya? rAtrI ApalyA pani barobara bhAMDaNa jhAle asela ANi tine sakALI cahA detAMnA kapa ApaTUna ThevalA tevhA tumhI samajUna jANAra kI aho! rAtrI cI goSTa AtA paryaMta visaralI nAhI ! hyAlA taMta mhaNatAta. maga tI jI vANI bolaNAra tI paNa azI taMtIlI (TocaNArI) nighata asate. __paMdharA varSA naMtara tumhAlA koNI mANUsa bheTalA (jyAcyA barobara pUrvI tumace bhAMDaNa-taMTA jhAlele asela) to paryaMta tumhAlA tyAcyA bAbatIta kAhIhI AThavata nasela paNa to bheTalyA barobaraca june sarva kAhI AThavate, tAje hoUna jAte tyAlA mhaNatAta taMta. spardheta jasA taMta asato nA? 'pahA mI kasA chAna svayaMpAka kelA ANi tyAsa tara yetaca nAhI.' ase taMteta caDhatAta, spardheta caDhatAta. tI taMtIlIbhASA (aikaNyAsa) khUpa vAITa asate. kaThora ANi taMtIlIbhASA bolU naye. bhASece sarva doSa hyA dona zabdAMta Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma yeUna jAtAta. mhaNUna rikAmA veLa AlA tara 'dAdA bhagavAna' javaLa ApaNa zakti mAga-mAga karAvI. kaDU bolavata asela tara tyAcI pratipakSI zakti mAgAvI kI malA zuddha vANI bolaNyAcI zakti dyA, syAvAda vANI bolaNyAcI zakti dyA, mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI zakti dyA. ase mAgataca rahAve. syAdvAda vANI mhaNaje koNAlAhI duHkha nAhI hoNAra azI vANI. .... nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI zakti dyA praznakartA : 6. 'he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAce prati strI-puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatA hI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSaM, icchAM, ceSTAM kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSaM na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kI kartA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : ApalI dRSTI bighaDalI tara tvarItaca Ata tumhI 'caMdubhAIlA' (vAcakAMnI caMdubhAIcyA jAgI svatA:lA samajAyace) sAMgAve. ase nAhI vhAve, ase ApalyAlA zobhata nAhI. ApaNa khAnadAnI kvaoNliTIce Ahota. jazI ApalI bahINa asate, tazI tI dusar2yAcI bahINa Ahe ! ApalyA bahINIvara koNAcI dRSTI bighaDalI tara ApalyAlA kitI duHkha hoIla ! tase dusar2yAlA du:kha hoIla kI nAhI hoIla? mhaNUna ApalyAlA ase zobhata nAhI. arthAt dRSTI bighaDalI tara pazcAtApa karAvA. praznakartA : ceSTAM, yAcA artha kAya? dAdAzrI : dehAne hoNArI sarva kriyA jyAcA phoTo kADhatA yeIla te sarva ceSTA mhaTalI jAte. tumhI maskarI karata asAla tI ceSTA mhaTalI jAte. ase hasata asAla te ceSTA mhaTalI jAte. praznakartA : mhaNaje koNAce hase uDaviNe, koNAcI TiMgala karaNe he ceSTA? Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dAdAzrI : sarva khUpa prakAracyA ceSTAM Aheta. praznakartA : tara he viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI ceSTA kazA prakAre Aheta? dAdAzrI : viSayavikAracyA bAbatIta deha je je kArya karate tyAcA phoTo gheU zakatA, mhaNUna tI sarva ceSTAM. kAyAne nAhI hoNAra tI ceSTA nAhI. kadhI tarI icchA hotAta, manAta vicAra yetAta, paraMtu ceSTA jhAlelI nasate. vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa te manAce doSa ! 'malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI zakti dyA.' evaDhe tumhI 'dAdAM'cyA javaLa mAgAve, 'dAdA' dAnezvarI Aheta. rasa madhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI... praznakartA : 7. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI rasamadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zakti dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : he jevaNAcyA veLI tumhAlA amukaca bhAjI, TamATyAcIca AvaDate, tI tumhAlA punhA AThavata rAhate tara lubdhapaNA jhAlA mhaNAyace. TamATA jevaNyAta harakata nAhI, paraMtu punhA AThavaNa nAhI AlI pAhije. nAhItara ApalI sarva zakti lubdhapaNA madhye jAta rAhIla. mhaNUna ApaNa sAMgAyace kI 'je yeIla te malA mAnya Ahe.' lubdhapaNA kuThalyAhI prakAracA nAhI vhAyalA pAhije. tATAta je jevaNa Ale, Amarasa-capAtI AlI tara Amarasa-capAtI nivAMtapaNe khAvI. tyAta kuThalyAhI prakAracI harakata nAhI, paNa je Ale te svIkAra karAyace dusare kAhI AThavAyace nAhI. praznakartA : maga he samarasI mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : samarasI mhaNaje pUraNapoLI, DALa-bhAta, bhAjI sarvaca khAve, paraMtu phakta pUraNapoLIca nAhI khAta rAhAyace. ANi kAhI lokaM goDa soDatAta. te goDa tyAMcyAvara dAvA mAMDela, Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma te kAya mhaNela kI mAjhyAzI tulA kAya takrAra Ahe? reDyAcyA cukI muLe pakhAlyAlA sajA ! are, jIbhelA(svAdalA) kAya ciTakUna paDAyace asate? cUka reDyAcI Ahe. reDyAcI cUka mhaNaje ajJAnatAcI cUka. praznakartA : paNa samarasI AhAra mhaNaje kAya? yAcyAta sArakhA bhAva kazA prakAre paDato? dAdAzrI : tumacyA lokAMcI jI jAta(samAja) asela, tyA jAticyA bhojana samAraMbhA madhye je jevaNa banavitAta, te tumacyA jAticyA lokAMnA samarasI vATela tase banavitAta paraMtu teca jevaNa jara dusar2yA jAticA lokAMnA jevAyalA dile tara tyAMnA te samarasI nAhI vATaNAra. tumhI loka miracIbiracI kamI khANAre. samarasI AhAra pratyeka jJAtice vegaLe vegaLe asate. samarasI AhAra mhaNaje TesTaphUla, caviSTa phUDa. miracI jAsta nAhI, amUka jAsta nAhI, sarva sArakhyA pramANAMta ghAtalelyA vastu. kityeka mhaNatAta, 'mI phakta dUdha piUna paDUna rAhIna.' tyAlA samarasI AhAra nAhI mhaNAyace. samarasI mhaNaje sahA prakAracI rasa ekatra karUna khAve cAMgalyA prakAre, svAdiSTa karUna khANe. dusare kaDU nAhI khAlle jAta tara kArale khA. kaMToLI khA, methI khA paNa kaDU suddhA ghetale pAhije. kaDU nAhI gheta, mhaNUna tara sarva roga hotAta. tyAmuLe maga 'kvinAIna' (kaDU auSadha) ghyAvI lAgate ! to rasa kamI ghetAta mhaNUna hI upAdhi hote nA ! arthAt sarva rasa ghetale pAhije. praznakartA : mhaNaje rasa gheNyAsAThI zakti mAgAyacI kI dAdA bhagavAna ! malA samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : hoya, te tara tumhI zakti mAgAyacI. tumacI bhAvanA kAya Ahe? samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI tumacI bhAvanA jhAlI to tumacA puruSArtha. ANi mI zakti dilI mhaNaje tumacA puruSArtha jhAlA majabUta ! praznakartA : koNatyAhI rasAta lubdhapaNA nAhI jhAlA pAhije, te paNa barobara Ahe? Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dAdAzrI : hoya, mhaNaje tyAlA ase tara nAhIca vATale pAhije kI malA AMbaTa zivAya dusare AvaData nAhI. kityeka mhaNatAta kI, 'malA goDa zivAya jamata nAhI' tevhA tikhaTAne kAya gunhA kelA? kityeka mhaNatAta kI, 'malA goDa AvaDataca nAhI.' 'tikhaTaca phakta pAhije.' te he sarva samarasI nAhI mhaNAyace. samarasI mhaNaje sarva svIkArya. kamI-jAsta pramANAta paNa sarva kAhI 'eksepTeDa'. praznakartA : samarasI AhAra ANi jJAna yA donhIMce kAhI kanekzana Ahe? jJAnacyA jAgRtisAThI samarasI AhAra nasela tara nAhI ghyAyacA? dAdAzrI : samarasI AhArAsAThI tara ase Ahe nA kI ApalyA (jJAna prApta) mahAtmAMnA AtA 'vyavasthita zakti'ce jJAna Ahe mhaNUna ApalyAlA vAda rAhilAca nAhI. he tara bAheracyA lokAMsAThI sAMgitale Ahe. ANi ApalyA mahAtmAMnA he tara vicArAta yeNAra nA kI zakya tevaDhA samarasI AhAra ghetalA pAhije. prakRtice guNAkAra-bhAgAkAra praznakartA : mhaNaje prakRtilA samarasI asAyalA have ase? dAdAzrI : prakRti mhaNaje kAya? terA ne guNIlelI vastulA terAne ca bhAgile taraca prakRti samApta hote. AtA koNI satarAne guNIlelI vastulA terAne bhAgile tara kAya hoIla? mhaNUna mI vegaLA guNAkAra kelA. praznakartA : mhaNaje terA ne guNAkAra tara terA ne bhAgAkAra... dAdAzrI : tase kele tara ca ni:zeSa hoIla nA ! praznakartA : tyAce udAharaNa kazA paddhatine ghyAyace? dAdAzrI : prakRti mhaNaje AdhI je bhAva kele Aheta, te koNatyA AdhArAne kele? pUrvI jo jo AhAra khAllA tyAcyA AdhArAne bhAva kele. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma arthAt he bhAva terA ne guNIle. AtA hyA bhAvalA uDavAyace asela tara tyAlA terA ne bhAgUna TAkAve mhaNaje uDUna jAtIla ANi navyAne bhAva utpanna nAhI hoU dile mhaNaje te khAte baMda hoUna gele. navIna icchAM nAhI Aheta mhaNUna khAte baMda hoUna gele. khAte sIla kele pAhije. ... tethe prakRticI zUnyatA praznakartA : zuddhAtmAce jJAna tara dile. AtA hI prakRticI zUnyatA prApta karaNyAsAThI he nava kalame bolalI, tara helpa karate kA? 22 dAdAzrI : ho, helpa tara hote, jevaDhyAne guNIle tevaDhyAne bhAgAve. malA DaoNkTara sAMgatAta, 'he khAta jA.' mI sAMgitale. 'DaoNkTara, hI goSTa dusar2yA dardInA sAMgA. hA AmacA guNAkAra vegaLyA prakAracA Ahe. malA te bhAgAkAra karAyace sAMgatIla te kazA prakAre juLela'. praznakartA : tumhI tara ulaTa miracyA adhika pramANAta gheUna bhAgAkAra karatAta ? dAdAzrI : miracyA ghete veLI mI sarvAMnA sAMgato kI he khokalyAce auSadha karato Ahe aNi khokalA jhAlA kI dAkhavato kI pahA jhAlA nA khokalA ? praznakartA : yAmadhye bhAgAkAra kuThe AlA? dAdAzrI : toca bhAgAkAra. miracyA jara nasatyA ghetalyA tara bhAgAkAra pUrNa nasatA jhAlA. praznakartA : mhaNaje prakRti madhye AdhI je bharale Ahe, te AtA pUrNa karAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : hoya pUrNa karUna ghyAyace. hyA nIrUbenanAM mI sAMgato, 'tumhI sAMgata asAla tara supArI khAIna. ' Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 23 paNa supArI khAtAMnA sAMgato kI he khokalyAce auSadha Ahe. tyA kityeka veLI 'nAhI' mhaTalyA tara rAhUna deto ANi maga mhaNAlyA kI 'ghyA', tevhA mI gheto tara khokalA hoto. tase pAhile tara mI supArI khAta nAhI. malA kuThalyA hI vastucI savaya nAhI. paraMtu mAla bharalelA asela tara khAlle jAIla nA? Apale he 'akrama vijJAna' Ahe ! tara mAgacyA savayI paDalelyA Aheta, tyAmuLe hote. mhaNUna hI zakti mAgA. maga lubdha AhAra ghetalA, tyAcI harakata nAhI paNa he kalama anusAra bolaNyAne june karAra mokaLe hotAta. praznakartA : jI ApalI prakRti Ahe, jara guNAkAra karAla tara tI vADhata jAIla. tilA bhAgAyalA pAhije. prakRtilA prakRtine bhAgAyalA pAhije he samajavA. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje hI kalame bolata rAhilyAne tyAcA bhAgAkAra hoto ANi kamI hoUna jAte. azI kalame bolalI nAhI tara (prakRtirUpI) ropaTe ApaNahUna ca ugata rAhaNAra. ANi he bola bola kele tara kamI hoUna jAIla. he jasejase bolAla, tasetase Ata prakRtice guNAkAra jhAleta te tuTUna jAtIla ANi AtmAce guNAkAra hoIla. ANi prakRtice bhAgAkAra hoIla. mhaNUna AtmA puSTa hota jAto. nava kalame rAtraMdivasa bola bola karA, TAIma miLAlA tara ! rikAmA veLa miLAlA kI bolAve. AmhI tara sarva auSadha deUna TAkato, sarvakAhI samajAvato, maga je karAyace asela te... pratyakSa-parokSa, jIvaMta-mRtyu pAvalelyAnAM.... praznakartA : 8. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA, pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvaMta athavA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya nAhI karaNAra, Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. dAdAzrI : avarNavAda mhaNaje ekhAdyA mANasAcI bAhera AlU cAMgalI asela, mAna asela, kIrti asela, tara tyAsa ApaNa ulaTa bolUna beAbru kele asela, tyAlA avarNavAda mhaNAyace. arthAt tyAce ulaTa bolaNe. praznakartA : hyAta melelyAMcI paNa ApaNa kSamAyAcanA karato, ApaNa je kAhI saMbodhana karato, te tyAMnA pohacate khare? dAdAzrI : tyAMnA pohacAvayAce nAhI. to mANUsa maruna gelA ANi tumhI AtA tyAcyA nAMvAne zivyA dilyA, tara tumhI bhayaMkara doSAta paDAla. mhaNUna AmhI mhaNato kI melelyAMce hI nAMva nAhI ghyAyace. bAkI pohacaNe na pohacaNyAcA prazna nAhI. vAITa mANUsa asela ANi sarva ulaTe karuna maruna gelA, tarI paNa mAgAhUna tyAce vAITa nAhI bolAyace. AtA rAvaNAce vAITa nAhI bolAyace. kAraNa kI to ajUna dehadhArI Ahe (dUsar2yA janmAta). mhaNUna tyAlA 'phona' pohacUna jAIla. 'rAvaNa asA hotA nI tasA hotA' bolalo tara te tyAlA pohacUna jAIla. (ApalI spaMdana tyAcA AtmA jethe asela tethe pohacUna jAtAta.) Apale koNI nAtevAIka maruna gele asela ANi loka tyAcI niMdA karata asatIla, tara ApaNa madhye nAhI misaLAyace. jara misaLalAta tara pazcAtApa karAvA kI ase nAhI jhAle pAhije. koNI maruna geletyA mANasAcyA goSTI karaNe hA bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. jo maruna gelA asela, tyAlAhI ApalI lokaM soData nAhIta. ase karatAta kI nAhI karata lokaM ? ase karAyalA nAhI pAhije. ase AmhI sAMgaNyAsa mAgata Ahota. hyAta khupa moThe jokhIma Ahe. tyAveLesa pahilyAcyA 'opiniyana'(abhiprAya) muLe bolale jAte. mhaNUna hI kalame bolata jA. tyAmuLe tyA goSTI bolalyA gelyA tara doSa nAhI lAgaNAra. hA hukkA pIta jAU ANi bolata jAU kI 'nAhI pyAyace, Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma nAhI pAjAyace ANi kartA pratye anumodana nAhI karAyace tazI zakti dyA.' tara tyAcyAne karAraM suTata jAtIla, nAhItara pudgalacA svabhAva kolAMTI mAraNyAcA Ahe. mhaNUna hI bhAvanA bhAvAyacI. jagata kalyANa karaNyAcI zakti dyA praznakartA : 9. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. ApaNa hI kalyANAcI bhAvanA kelI, tara te kazA prakAre kAma karate? dAdAzrI : tumace zabda ase nighatIla kI tyAce kAma hoUna jAIla. praznakartA : paudgalika kI 'riyala'cyA(Atma) kalyANAcI ApaNa goSTa karatAM? dAdAzrI : pudgalace nAhI, ApalyAlA tara 'riyala' kaDe jAIla tyAcIca garaja. maga 'riyala'cyA sahAyyAne puDhe hoUna jAIla. he 'riyala' miLAle tara 'rileTiva' miLelaca ! sarva jagAce kalyANa karA azI bhAvanA ThevAyacI. he gANyA sAThI bolAyace nAhI, bhAvanA bhAvAvI. he tara loka gANyA sAThI gAtAta, jase zloka bolatAta tase. praznakartA : agadIca rikAmI basalelA asela tyApekSA azI bhAvanA bhAvalI tara te uttama mhaNAyace? dAdAzrI : khUpa cAMgale, vAITa bhAva tara uDUna gele ! hyAtUna jevaDhe jhAle tevaDhe khare, tevaDhe tara kamAvale ! praznakartA : hyA bhAvAnAMnA mikenikala bhAvanA mhaNatA yeIla? dAdAzrI : nAhI, mikenikala kase mhaNAyace? mikenikala tara, ati pramANAta, svatA:ce lakSa hI nasela ANi aseca bolata rAhIlA teMvhA te mikenikala jhAle mhaNAyace. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma hyAta karAyace kAhI nAhI praznakartA : hyAta lihale Ahe kI 'malA zakti dyA, zakti dyA. tara ase vAcale tara ApalyAlA zakti miLUna jAIla ? dAdAzrI : avazya ! he 'jJAnI purUSa' ce zabda Aheta!! paMtapradhAnAMcI ciThThI asela ANi yethIla ekA vyApAr2yAcI ciThThI asela, tyAta pharaka nAhI?! kA bolale nAhI tumhI? mhaNaje he 'jJAnI puruSa' ce Ahe. yAta buddhi vAparalI tara mANUsa veDA hoUna jAIla. hyA tara buddhi bAheracyA vastu Aheta. praznakartA : paraMtu amalAta ANaNyAsAThI tyAta lihIle Ahe, tase karAve lAgela nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, he vAcAyace phakta. amalAta, ApaNahUnaca yeUna jAIla, mhaNUna he nava kalamAMce pustaka tumhI barobaraca ThevAyace ANi roja vAcAyace. tumhAlA hyAtIla sarva jJAna samajela. he roja vAcatA vAcatA tyAcI prekTisa hoUna jAIla. te rUpa hoUna jANAra tumhI. Aja tase mAhita nAhI paDaNAra kI yAta malA kAya phAyadA jhAlA ! paNa haLU-haLU tumhAlA 'ekjhekTa' hoUna jAIla. hI zakti mAgitalyAne maga tyAce phaLa yeUna ubhe rAhila vartanAmadhye. mhaNUna tumhI 'dAdA bhagavAna' javaLa zakti mAgAyacI. ANi apAra, anaMta zakti Ahe 'dAdA bhagavAna' javaLa. je mAgAla te miLela azI ! mhaNUna he mAgaNyAne kAya hoIla? praznakartA : zakti miLela ! dAdAzrI : hoya, he pALAyacI zakti yeIla tevhA maga pALatA yeIla. he aseca nAhI pALatA yeNAra. mhaNUna tumhI hI zakti mAga mAga karAyacI. dusare kAhI karAyace nAhI, lihile Ahe tase ekadama hota nAhI ANi te hoNAra paNa nAhI. tumacyAne jevaDhe hoIla tevaDhe jANAve kI evaDhe hote Ahe Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 27 nI evaDhe hota nAhI, tyAcI kSamA mAgAvI. ANi tyAca barobara hI zakti mAgAvI mhaNaje zakti miLela. zakti mAgUna sAdhA kAma ekA bhAUlA mI sAMgitale kI, hyA nava kalamAMta sarva yeUna gele. yAta kAhI bAkI Thevale nAhI. 'tumhI hI nava kalame roja vAcata jA !' teMvhA te mhaNAle 'paNa tase hoNAra nAhI.' mI sAMgitale, mI karAyalA nAhI sAMgata, hoNAra nAhI ase kA mhaNatA AhAta? tumhI tara evaDheca mhaNAyace kI, 'he dAdA bhagavAna, malA zakti dyA.' zakti mAgAyace sAMgato. teMvhA mhaNe, 'he tara majA yeIla !' lokAMnI tara karAyalA zikavile Ahe. maga malA mhaNAle, 'hI zakti koNa deIla?' mI sAMgitale, 'zakti mI deIna.' tumhI mAgAla tyA zakti mI tumhAlA dyAyalA tayAra Ahe. tumhAlA svatA:lA mAgatAca nAhI yeta, tyAmuLe malA zikavAve lAgate kI hyA rItIne zakti mAgA. nAhI zikavAve lAgata? pahA nA, he zikavileca Ahe nA sarva? he mAjhe zikavileleca Ahe nA? tevhA te samajUna gele, ANi maga mhaNAle kI evaDhe tara hoIla, hyAta sarva Ale ! he karAyace nAhI tumhAlA. tumhI kAhIhI karAyace nAhI. nivAMtapaNe rojacyA pekSA dona capAtyA jAsta khA, paNa hI zakti mAgA. teMvhA malA mhaNAle, 'hI goSTa malA AvaDalI.' __ praznakartA : pahilI tara hIca zaMkA asate kI zakti mAgItalI tara miLaNAra kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : hIca zaMkA khoTI Tharata asate. AtA tumhI hI zakti mAgata asatAta nA ! mhaNaje tI tumacI zakti Ata utpanna jhAlI kI maga tI zaktica kArya karuna gheIla. tumhAlA karAyace nAhI. tumhI karAla tara IgoIjhama (ahaMkAra) vADhela. 'mI karAyalA jAto paNa hota nAhI' ase hoIla. mhaNUna tI zakti mAgA. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma praznakartA : hyA nava kalamAMta ApaNa zakti mAgato kI ase nAhI karAyace, nAhI karAvayAce kI nAhI anumodAyace, mhaNaje yAcA artha asA kI bhaviSyAta ase hoU naye tyAsAThI ApaNa zakti mAgato kI ApalI mAgace kelele sarva (doSaM) dhuUna jANyAsAThI Ahe he? dAdAzrI : te dhutale jAIla ANi zakti utpanna hoIla. zakti tara Aheca, paNa te (mAgace doSa) dhutale gelyAne tI zakti vyakta hote. zakti tara Aheca paNa vyakta jhAlI pAhije. tyAmuLe dAdA bhagavAnacI kRpA mAgata Ahota, he Apale (doSa) dhutale jAIla tara zakti vyakta hoIla. praznakartA : he sarva vAcale tevhA kaLale kI hI tara eka jabaradasta bAta Ahe. lahAna manuSya hI samajUna gelA tara sarva jIvana tyAce sukhamaya hoUna jAIla. dAdAzrI : hoya, bAkI samajaNyA sArakhI goSTaca tyAlA miLAlelI nAhI. he pahilyAMdA spaSTa samajaNyA sArakhI bAta miLata Ahe. AtA he miLAle tara ulagaDA hoUna jAIla. hI nava kalame Aheta, tyAta ApaNahUna ApalyAne jevaDhI pALalI jAta asatIla tyAcI harakata nAhI. paNa nAhI pALalI jAta asela, tyAcA manAta kheda ThevAyacA nAhI. phakta tumhAlA tara he mhaNAyace kI malA zakti dyA. tI zakti ekatra hota rAhila. Ata zakti jamA hota rAhila. naMtara maga kAma ApaNahUna hoUna jAIla. tumhI zakti mAgAla tara hI sarva nava kalame seTa hoUna jANAra. arthAt phakta bolalAta tarI khUpa hoUna gele. bolalo mhaNaje zakti mAgItalI nI mhaNaje zakti miLAlI. ___'bhAvanA' pAsUna bhAvazuddhi praznakartA : ApaNa tara sAMgatAta nA kI hukkA pIta jAto paNa Ata vegaLe cAlata asata kI nAhI pyAyace, nAhI pAjAyace, kI piNAr2yAce pratye nAhI anumodAyace... Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dAdAzrI : hoya, tyAcA artha evaDhAca kI, 'ApaNa hyAta sahamata nAhI' ase sAMgata Ahota. arthAt ApaNa vegaLe Ahota. ANi hukkA ApaNahUna suTUna jAIla tevhA khare. paNa AtA ApaNa tyAlA cikaTale nAhI Ahota, te ApalyAlA cikaTale Ahe. tyAcI mudata pUrNa jhAlI mhaNaje jAIla ase sAMgata Ahota. ekA bAjUlA hukkA pIta asAla ANi ekA bAjUlA hI bhAvanA bolAla, tara pyAlele uDUna jAIla ANi hyA bhAva cI surUvAta jhAlI. lokaM mhaNatAta kI, 'yA sAheba, yA sAheba' paNa tyAMcyA manAta kAya asate kI AtA kuThUna Tapakale? tara ApaNa kAya mhaNato kI hukkA pIta Ahe paNa 'ase nAhI jhAle pAhije.' arthAt lokaM hyAhUna ulaTa bolatAta. bAhera 'yA basA' mhaNatAta ANi Ata (manAta) mhaNatAta kI 'he kuThUna Tapakale?' tara lokaM sudhAralele bighaDavatAta paraMtu ApaNa bighaDalele sudhArata asato. praznakartA : saMpUrNa akrama vijJAnacI ajabaca (goSTa) Ahe hI kI bAhera bighaDale Ahe ANi Ata sudhArata Ahota. dAdAzrI : hoya, mhaNaje saMtoSa rAhato nA ApalyAlA ! kI jarI hA ghANA bighaDUna gelA tara bighaDUna gelA paNa AtA navIna ghANA tara cAMgalA hoIla. eka ghANA bighaDUna gelA, paNa navIna tara cAMgale hoIla nA? tevhA loka kAya mhaNatAta? 'he Ahe toca ghANA sudhArAyace Ahe.' are bhAnagaDa soDa AtA, jAU de, nAhItara navIna hI bighaDUna jAIla. he tara ghANA hI gelA nI tela hI gele. praznakartA : AtAce je bighaDale Ahe tyAce jabAbadAra ApaNa nAhI. he gelyA avatArace pariNAma Ahe. dAdAzrI : hoya, Aja ApaNa jabAbadAra nAhI. Aja tI sattA dUsar2yAcyA hAtAta Ahe. jabAbadArI ApalyA hAtAta nAhI na ! he tara Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma phiraNAraca nAhI, maga ugIcaca hAya-hAya kA karatA? ! paNa tethe tara guru mahArAja mhaNatIla, 'jara ase jhAle nAhI tara yeU nAhI deNAra.' tevhA to kAya mhaNela, 'paNa sAheba, malA tara khUpa karAyace Ahe paNa nAhI hota, tyAlA kAya karu?' mhaNaje he samajalyA vinAca thApA- thApI cAlata Ahe. 30 praznakartA : he tara jevhA prakRti ekadama ulaTa-pulaTa karuna TAkate nA. tevhA tyAlA Ata jabaradasta saphokezana ( ghusamaTa) hote. dAdAzrI : are te ithaparyaMta hote kI pAca pAca divasa paryaMta khAta nAhI. aho, to koNAcA gunhA, nI koNAlA mAra mAra karatAta ! poTAlA kazAlA mAratA ! gunhA manAcA ANi mArato poTAlA. mhaNela 'khAne kA nahIM tumheM.' tara hA kAya karela bicArA? ! zakti nighUna jAte nA bicAr2yAcI. tyAne khAlle asela tara dusare kAhI kArya karu zakela. mhaNUna maga Apale loka mhaNatAta, reDyAcyA cukImuLe pakhAlyAlA kazAlA DAga detA?! cUka reDyAcI Ahe,(mhaNaje) manAcI Ahe ANi hyA pakhAlacIcA, (mhaNaje) dehAcA bicAr2yAcA kAya gunhA? ! ANi bAhera jhaTaka jhaTaka kelyAne kAya phAyadA hoNAra? je ApalyA sattetaca nAhI nA ! maga vinA kAraNI boMbAboMba karaNyAcA kAya artha? paNa AtIla sarva kacarA sApha karAvA lAgela, AtIla sarva dhuvAve lAgela. he tara bAherace dhuUna TAkatAta, gaMgeta jAtAta tarI hI dehAlAca DUbava DUbava karuna ujaLa karatAta. are, dehAlA ujaLUna kAya kAma Ahe ? ! manAlA ujaLAyace nA ! manAlA, buddhilA, cittalA, ahaMkAralA, hyA sarvAMnA, aMta:karaNalA ujaLAvayAce Ahe. hyAta sAbaNa hI kadhI ghAtalA nAhI. maga tara bighaDUna jAIla kI nAhI bighaDaNAra? lahAna vaya asate to paryaMta cAMgale rAhate. maga divaseM-divasa bighaDate ANi kacarA paDato. mhaNUna ApaNa kAya sAMgato kI (yethe ) tujhe AcAra bAhera Thevata jA ANi he gheta jA. he sarva khoTe Ahe te bAhera Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma Thevata jA ANi he nava kalame bhAvIta jA, tara yeNArA bhava hoUna gelA uttama ! praznakartA : he 'jJAna' nasela ghetale te loka paNa azA rItIne AcAra parivartana karu zakatAta nA? dAdAzrI : hoya, sarva parivartana karu zakatAta. vATela tyAlA bolAyacI suTa Ahe. praznakartA : kAhI vAITa jhAle tara tad-naMtara te dhuUna TAkaNyAsAThI nava kalame he jabaradasta upAya Ahe. dAdAzrI : moThA puruSArtha Ahe he tara. moThyAtale moThe vijJAna AmhI ughaDa kele Ahe he. paNa AtA lokAMnA samajale pAhije nA ! mhaNUna kartavyabaMdha kele kI evaDhe tumhAlA karAyace. jarI samajata nasela tarI he (nava kalamAMcA auSadha) piUna TAkanA ! praznakartA : AtIla roga khalAsa hotIla. dAdAzrI : hoya khalAsa hoUna jAtIla. 'dAdA' mhaNAle kI 'vAcA' mhaNaje vAcAyace phakta. khUpa jhAle ! he tara pacavaNyAsAThI nAhI. he tara puDI viraghaLUna pI ANi maga aiTIta phiraNyA sArakhe Ahe ! praznakartA : hI goSTa kharI Ahe kI bhAva kelyAne pAtratA vADhate? dAdAzrI : bhAva hAca kharA puruSArtha Ahe. he dusare sarva ThAvaThikANA bigaracyA goSTI Aheta. kartApada he baMdhanapada Ahe ANi he bhAva tara soDavaNAre pada Ahe. 'ase karA, tase karA, amake karA' tyAne tara lokaM bAMdhalI gelI nA ! bhAvanA phaLela yetyA janmAmadhye praznakartA : tara jevhA asA prasaMga banalA kI ApalyAne koNAcyA Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma ahaMkArAce pramANa dubhAvale, azA prasaMgI tethe hI kalame vAparAyacI kI koNAcyA paNa aham ce pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra ... dAdAzrI : tevhA tara ApaNa caMdUbhAIlA sAMgAve kI, 'bhAU pratikramaNa karA, tyAlA duHkha jhAle tyAbaddalace.' ANi itara lahAna-sahAna bAbatIta tara jhaMjhaTa nAhI karAyacI. jara aham dubhAvela azI khUpa bhArI lakSaNe nasatIla, paraMtu thoDe duHkha jhAle asela tara ApaNa pratikramaNa karavUna ghyAyace. __ he tara bhAvanA bhAvAyacI Ahe. ajUna eka avatAra tara rAhilA nA, tevhA hI bhAvanA phaLa deIla. tevhA tara bhAvanArUpaca hoUna gelA asAla tumhI. jazI bhAvanA lihalI Ahe, taseca vartana asela, paNa yetyA janmAmadhye ! AtAca bI TAkale ANi AtAca tumhI mhaNAla kI 'ANa, khodUna khAUna TAkU AtUna' te nAhI cAlaNAra. praznakartA : pariNAma hyA janmAta nAhI, puDhacyA janmAta yeNAra? dAdAzrI : hoya, ajUna eka-dona avatAra rAhile Aheta bAkI, tevaDhyAsAThI he bI TAkata Ahe. tara te puDhacyA janmAmadhye 'kliara yeIla.' he tara bI TAkAyace asela tyAMcyAsAThI Ahe. praznakartA : tara he niraMtara mhaNaje jevhA jevhA prasaMga yeIla tyA pramANe? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyA prasaMgAlA ANi bhAvanAlA kAhI gheNe-deNe nAhI. prasaMga nirAdhAra Ahe bicArA ! ANi hyA bhAvanA tara AdhArI vastu Aheta. hyA bhAvanA tara sobata yeNAr2yA Aheta ANi prasaMga tara jAta rAhatIla. praznakartA : paNa prasaMgAcyA AdhArAneca hI bhAvanA karu zakato nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI prasaMgAlA kAhI gheNe-deNe nAhI. bhAvanAca sobata yeNArI. prasaMga he nirAdhAra Aheta, te jAta rAhaNAre Aheta. kasA hI cAMgalA Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma prasaMga asela to suddhA jAta rAhaNAra, kAraNa he saMyoga prApta jhAlele Aheta. ANi hI bhAvanA bhAvavAyacI Ahe. tyAcA saMyoga jamAyacA ajUna bAkI Ahe (puDhacyA janmAta). 33 praznakartA : paNa tyA prasaMgAmuLe je svatA:ce bhAva badalatAta, teMvhA hI bhAvanA vAparuna punhA bhAva phiravAyacA nA? dAdAzrI : paNa te kAhI helpa nAhI karata. pUrvI jevaDhe kelele asela, te AtA helpa karela. hoya, ase banela kI thoDe pUrvI kelele asela taraca maga hyA bhavAmadhye sarva kAhI parivartana hoIla. praznakartA : mhaNaje prasaMgAta tara mAgacyA janmAta jase bhAva asatIla taseca parimAma yeIla ? dAdAzrI : taseca pariNAma yeNAra. dusare nAhI yeNAra. bhAva mhaNaje bI ANi dravya mhaNaje pariNAma, kaNIsa. eka bAjarIcA dANA TAkalA, tara evaDhe moThe kaNIsa hoIla. hI kalame tara phakta bolAyacIca Aheta. roja bhAvanAca bhAvAyacI Ahe. he tara bI ropAyace Ahe. ropalyAnaMtara maga jevhA phaLa yeIla tevhA pAhUna ghyAyace. to paryaMta khata ghAlAyace. bAkI hyA prasaMgAta tara ase kAhI phiravAyace nAhI. ANi he je Ahe te june Ahe teca Ahe. mhaNaje he nava kalame kAya mhaNatAta ? ' he dAdA bhagavAna malA zakti dyA.' tevhA loka kAya mhaNatAta ? ' he tara pALatA yeIla ase nAhI Ahe. ' are, paNa he karAyace nAhI. maga kazAsAThI veDepaNA karatosa ! yA jagAta sagaLeca sAMgatAta kI 'karA karA karA. ' are karAyace nasateca, jANAyaceca asate. ANi maga, 'malA ase nAhI karAyace ANi tyAcA mI pazcAtApa karata Ahe.' ase 'dAdA bhagavAna' javaLa mAphI mAgAyacI. AtA 'ase nAhI karAyace' ase bolale tethUnaca ApalA abhiprAya vegaLA hoUna gelA. maga Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma karata asela tyAcI harakata nAhI. paNa abhiprAya vegaLA paDalA mhaNaje suTalAta ! he mokSamArgAce rahasya Ahe, te jagAcyA lakSAta yeta nAhI nA ! praznakartA : hI lokaM DiscArja madhyeca pheraphAra mAgata Ahe, pariNAma madhye pheraphAra karAyalA mAgata Ahe? dAdAzrI : hoya, mhaNaje jagAlA hyA lakSyacI mAhitIca nAhI, he bhAnaca nAhI. mI tyAlA abhiprAyapAsUna mukta karAyalA mAgata Ahe. AtA, 'he khoTe Ahe' asA tumacA abhiprAya basUna gelA. kAraNa kI AdhI 'he khare Ahe' asA abhiprAya hotA ANi tethUna saMsAra ubhA rAhilA ANi AtA 'he khoTe Ahe' asA abhiprAya jhAlA, tara mukta jhAlA. AtA hA abhiprAya punhA kadhI, koNatyA hI saMyogAta badalAyalA nAhI pAhije. hI nava kalame roja bolAla nA, tara maga haLU-haLU koNA barobara bhAMDaNa-taMTA nAhI rAhaNAra. kAraNa kI svatA:cA bhAva tuTUna gelA Ahe. AtA je 'riekzanarI' (pratyAghAtI) Ahe tevaDhe phakta rAhile Ahe. te haLU-haLU kamI hota jAIla. ___ mahAtmAMcyA sAThI, te cArja kI DiscArja? praznakartA : bhAva ANi bhAvanA hyA doghAM madhye kAya pharaka? dAdAzrI : caMdUbhAI madhye he doghe hI Aleta ! paNa kharaM bolalAta, bhAva ANi bhAvanA madhye Dipharansa Ahe. praznakartA : bhAvanA pavitra asate ANi bhAva cAMgalA paNa asela ANi vAITa paNa asela. dAdAzrI : nAhI, bhAvanA pavitra asate ase nAhI. bhAvanA apavitralA paNa lAgU hote. koNAce ghara jALUna TAkaNyAcI bhAvanA hote ANi koNAce ghara bAMdhUna deNyAcI bhAvanA hote. mhaNaje bhAvanA donhIkaDe vAparalI jAte paNa bhAva he cArja Ahe ANi bhAvanA hI DiscArja Ahe. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma ApalyAlA je Ata hote kI malA ase karaNyAcA bhAva jhAlA Ahe, ase karAyace Ahe, hI paNa bhAvanA Ahe he bhAva nAhI. vAstavAta bhAva tara cArja hota asate tyAlA mhaNatAta. mhaNaje bhAvakarmAmuLe he jaga ubhe jhAle Ahe. ApalyAne jarI koNatI vastu nAhI jhAlI, tarI paNa bhAva tara ThevAyacA tasA. ApalyAkaDe (akrama mArgAta) bhAvakarma(cArja) uDavUna dilA Ahe. bAheracyA lokAMnI bhAvakarma kele pAhije. mhaNUna zakti mAgAyalA pAhije. jyAlA jI pAhije asela tI zakti dAdA bhagavAna javaLa mAgAyalA pAhije. praznakartA : bAheracyA jagAtale je loka Aheta, tyAMnI hI zakti mAgAyalA pAhije, tara Apale (jJAna ghetalele) mahAtmA je zakti mAgata asatAta, bhAvanA karatAta te kazA madhye jAte? dAdAzrI : mahAtmA mAgatAta, te tyAMcA DiscArja madhye Ahe. kAraNa kI bhAvanA dona prakAracyA Aheta, cArja ANi DiscArja donhI. jagAcyA vyavahArAta lokAMnA suddhA bhAvanA asatAta ANi yethe ApalyAlAhI bhAvanA asatAta. paraMtu ApalI bhAvanA DiscArjarUpAne Ahe. ANi tyAMnA DiscArja ANi cArja donhI rUpAta bhAvanA asatAta. paNa zakti mAgaNyAta nukasAna kAya Ahe? praznakartA : bAherace loka hI zakti mAgatAta nava kalamAMcI, tara te bhAva mhaNAyace tara mahAtmA zakti mAgatAta te bhAva nAhI mhaNAyace? dAdAzrI : bAheracyA lokAMsAThI te bhAva mhaNAyace ANi ApalyA mahAtmAMsAThI tI bhAvanA. goSTa kharI Ahe. tyAMcyAsAThI bhAva mhaNAyace, cArja mhaNAyace. ANi mahAtmAMsAThI he DiscArja mhaNAyace, bhAva nAhI mhaNAyace. bhAva, ekjhekTa DijhAInapUrvaka ! praznakartA : hI nava kalame Aheta, tara hyA nava kalamAM madhye jase Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma sAMgitale Ahe tyAca pramANe tara AmacI bhAvanA Ahe, icchA Ahe, sarva Ahe abhiprAya hI Ahe. dAdAzrI : pUrvI karata hotAta tyA pramANe tase vATate khare paNa te tase nasate. tyA bAjUlA vaLaNa Ahe hI goSTa nakkI. paNa te vaLaNa nITa hyA prakAre asale pAhije. DijhAInapUrvaka asale pAhije. vaLaNa tara asate, sAdhU-saMnyAsIMnA hairANa nAhI karaNyAcI icchA asateca nA ! paNa te DijhAInapUrvaka asale pAhije. praznakartA : DijhAInapUrvaka mhaNaje kazA rItIne dAdA? dAdAzrI : tyAta jase lihale Ahe tyA pramANe, ekjhekTanesa.(yathArtha rUpAne.) bAkI ase tara malA sAdhU-saMtAMnA hairANa nAhI karAyace ase asate, paNa tarI suddhA te hairANa karatAtaca. tyAce kAraNa kAya Ahe? tevhA mhaNe, DijhAInapUrvaka nAhI Ahe tyAMce. te DijhAInapUrvaka asela tara ase nAhI hoNAra. praznakartA : he je nava kalame Aheta te samajapUrvaka jIvanAta ANalI pAhije? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tase nAhI. samajapUrvaka ANAyace nAhI. AmhI kAya sAMgata Ahota kI he AmhI je bolata Ahota tI zakti mAgA phakta. tI zaktica tumhAlA ekjhekTanesa madhye ANUna Thevela. tumhAlA samajapUrvaka karAyace nAhI Ahe. he hoNAraca nAhI. samajapUrvaka mANUsa karu zakata nAhI. jara samajUna karAyalA jAIla tara hoNAra nAhI. nisargAlA sopavUna dyAyace. mhaNUna he dAdA bhagavAna zakti dyA.' zakti ITaselpha ugela. naMtara maga ekjhekTa yeIla. khUpa uMca vastu Ahe hI. paraMtu jo paryaMta samajale nAhI to paryaMta sagaLe aseca ! Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 37 kazAsAThI he mI bolalo asela kI zakti mAgA, zakti dyA ase? svatAH DijhAIna karu zakata nAhI. muLa DijhAIna kazA rItIne karu zakaNAra?! arthAt hI IphekTa Ahe(mAgIla kAraNAMce pariNAma Aja Ale Ahe.) hI jI zakti mAgata Ahota te kaoNjha(kAraNa) Ahe ANi naMtara yeIla te IphekTa. (pariNAma.) tI IphekTa paNa koNA mArphata yete? dAdA bhagavAnacyA mArphata yojIle Ahe. IphekTa bhagavAnacyA zrU(mArphata) yAyalA pAhije. mhaNUna nava kalamAM pramANe zakti mAgataca rAhile tara ApaNahUna ca nava kalamAM madhye rAhaNAra maga. khUpa varSA naMtara. jaga saMbaMdhAtUna sUTaNyAsAThI.... praznakartA : hI jI nava kalame dilI Aheta tI vicAra, vANI ANi vartana yAMcyA zuddhate sAThI dilI Aheta nA? __dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. hyAta tyAcI garajaca nAhI. akrama mArgAta tI garajaca nAhI. hI nava kalame tara anaMta avatArAMcA sagaLyAM barobara tumacA jo sarva hizoba bAMdhalelA Ahe to suTUna jANyAsAThI dilI Ahe. vahIkhAte cokha karaNyAsAThI dilI Aheta. ___ mhaNUna hI nava kalame Aheta te bolAla tara bAMdhalele tAra suTUna jAtIla. lokAMcyA barobara jyA RNAnubaMdhacyA tArI bAMdhalelyA Ahe te tumacA mokSa hoU deta nAhI. tara he RNAnubaMdhace tAra suTaNyAsAThI hI nava kalame Aheta. __he bolalAta mhaNaje tumacI AtA paryaMtacI je doSaM hoUna gelIta te sagaLe DhIle hoUna jAtIla bolalyAne, ANi maga tyAce phaLa tara yeNAraca. sarva doSa jaLAlelyA dorI sArakhe hoUna jAtAta, te asA hAta lAvalyA barobaraca gaLUna paDatIla. praznakartA : doSAMce pratikramaNa karaNyAsAThI AmhI nava kalame roja bolata rAhilo tara tyAta zakti kharI kA? . Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma dAdAzrI : tumhI nava kalame bolaNe he vegaLe Ahe ANi pratikramaNa karaNe he vegaLe Ahe, je doSa hotIla tyAce pratikramaNa tara rojaca karAyace. he tara aneka avatArAM pAsUna lokAM barobara jI khiTapITa jhAlI asela te sarva RNAnubaMdha hyA nava kalame bolaNyAne suTUna jAtIla. he pratikramaNa Ahe, moThyAta moThe pratikramaNa Ahe. hyA nava kalamAM madhye sarva pUrNa jagAce pratikramaNa yeUna jAte. cAMgalyA rItIne karA. AmhI tumhAlA dAkhavUna deto, maga AmhI AmacyA dezAta (mokSAta) nighUna jANAra nA ! vartalI nava kalame dAdAMnA jIvanabhara ! ase Ahe kI hyA kALAcyA hizobAne lokAMnA zakti nAhI. hI jevaDhI zakti Ahe tevaDheca dile Ahe. evaDhI bhAvanA bhAvela, tyAMsa puDhacyA janmAta manuSyapaNA jANAra nAhI yAcI gaeNranTI deto. nAhI tara Aja aiMzI TakkA manuSyapaNA nAhI rAhaNAra ase hoUna gele Ahe. ApalI hI nava kalame Aheta nA hyAta moThyAta moThyA bhAvanA Aheta. sarva saMpUrNa sAra yeUna jAto. hI nava kalame AmhI saMpUrNa jIvanabhara pALata Alo, tara hI pUMjI Ahe AmacI. arthAt hA mAjhA rojacA mAla, to mI bAhera ThevalA zevaTI, lokAMce kalyANa hovo tyAsAThI. niraMtara kitItarI varSAMpAsUna, cALIsa cALIsa varSAMpAsUna hI nava kalame dararoja Atamadhye cAlataca Aheta. te pablikasAThI mI jAhira kele. praznakartA : Aja tara AmhI 'he dAdA bhagavAna malA zakti dyA' ase karuna bolato, tara hI nava kalame ApaNa koNAsa mhaNata hotA? dAdAzrI : he 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhI asela, tara dusare nAMva asela paNa nAMva aselaca. tyAMnAca uddezUna mhaNata hoto. maga te zuddhAtmA mhaNA kI je kAhI mhaNA te. he tyAMnAca uddezUna mhaNata hoto. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma kramika mArgAta evaDhe moThe zAstra vAcatAta ANi yethe hI phakta nava kalame bolatAta tarI khUpa hoUna gele ! nava kalamAM madhye evaDhI kAhI gajabacI zakti ThevalI Ahe. evaDhI kAhI gajabacI zakti Ahe paNa tI samajata nAhI nA ! he tara AmhI samajavato tevhA samajate. ANi hyAcI kiMmata samajalI mI koNAlA mhaNela kI malA yeUna to sAMgela kI, 'hI nava kalame malA khUpa AvaDalI' ANi samajaNyA sArakhI Aheta sarva nava kalame. 39 hI nava kalame zAstra madhye nAhI. paNa AmhI je pALata Ahota ANi kAyama AmacyA amalAtaca asatAta, te tumhAlA karAyalA deto. te AmhI jyA rItIne vartata Ahota, tyA rItIne hI nava kalame lihalI Ahe. hyA nava kalamAM pramANe Amace vartana asate, tarI hI AmhI bhagavAna nAhI gaNale jAta. bhagavAna tara Atamadhye bhagavAna Aheta teca ! bAkI mANUsa asA vartana karu zakata nAhI. caudAlokace sAra Ahe evaDhyA madhye. hI nava kalame lihalI Aheta tyAta caudAlokace sAra Ahe. saMpUrNa caudAlokace je dahI Ahe tyAlA ghusaLale ANi he loNI kADhUna mI Thevale Ahe. mhaNUna he sarva kitI puNyazAlI Aheta kI (akrama mArgacyA ) liphTa madhye basalyA basalyA mokSAta jAta Aheta. ho, phakta hAta bAhera kADhAyacA nAhI evaDhI aTa ! hI nava kalame tara asataca nAhI koNatyAhI jAgI. nava kalame tara pUrNa puruSa lihU zakela ANi te asataca nAhI nA, te asatIla tara lokAMce kalyANa hoUna jAIla. vItarAga vijJAnAce sAra ANi hI bhAvanA karate veLI kase asAyalA pAhije? vAcate veLI zabda-na-zabda ase disAyalA pAhije. arthAt 'tumhI vAcata AhAta' ase tumhAlA ' disale ' tara tumhI dusar2yA jAgI guMtalele nAhI. hI bhAvanA bhAvate Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma veLI tumhI dusar2yA jAgI guMtalele nAhI asAyalA pAhije. AmhI eka kSaNa dekhila dUsar2yA jAgI jAta nAhI. tyA mArgAvara tumhAlA yAve lAgela nA? jyA jAgevara AmhI Ahota titheca ! hI bhAvanA bhAvalI mhaNaje pUrNa hoU lAgato. bhAvanA tara evaDhIca karaNyA sArakhI Ahe. ho, mana-vacana-kAyAcyA ekatene bolAla tI bhAvanA. mhaNUna AtA hI nava kalame tara tumhI acUka karAyacI. khAsa karA he. saMpUrNa vItarAga vijJAnAcA sAra Ahe hI nava kalame ! ANi pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna sarva hyAta yeUna gele. hI azI nava kalame nighAlI nAhI koNatyA hI jAgI. jase he brahmacarya ce pustaka nighAle nAhI, tase hI nava kalame hI nAhI nighAlI. nava kalame jara vAcalI nA, hI bhAvanA bhAvalI nA tara duniyeta koNA barobara hI vaira nAhI rAhaNAra, sarvAM barobara maitrI hoUna jAIla. hI nava kalame tara sarva zAstrAMce sAra Ahe. jaya saccidAnaMda Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namaskAra vidhi pratyakSaM dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ' zrI sImaMdhara svAmIM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (40) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre 'paMca parameSTi bhagavaMtAM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta viharamAna 'tIrthaMkara sAhebAM' nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) vItarAga zAsana deva-devIMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (4) niSpakSapAtI zAsana deva-devIMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (4) covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) 'zrIkRSNa bhagavAnAM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) bharatakSetrAta sadyA vicarata asaNAre sarvajJa ' zrI dAdA bhagavAnAM' nA nizcayAne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (4) 'dAdA bhagavAnAM' cyA sarva samakitadhArI mahAtmAMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (4) Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * saMpUrNa brahmAMDacyA jIvamAtracyA 'riyala' svarUpalA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. 'riyala' svarUpa he bhagavata svarUpa Ahe tevhA saMpUrNa jagA lA 'bhagavata svarUpAta' darzana karIta Ahe. 'riyala' svarUpa he zuddhAtmA svarUpa Ahe, teMvhA saMpUrNa jagA lA zuddhAtmA svarUpAta darzana karIta Ahe. * 'riyala' svarUpa he tattva svarUpa Ahe, teMvhA saMpUrNa jagA lA tattvajJAnAne darzana karIta Ahe. (vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAnAM' cyA mAdhyamAtUna pratyakSa namaskAra pohacato. kaMsAta lihalelyA saMkhyA Aheta tevaDhe veLA divasAtUna ekadA vAcAyace.) pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' sAkSIne dehadhArI * cyA mana-vacana-kAyAcA yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmahUna bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApalyA sAkSIne AjacyA divasAcyA adyakSaNa paryaMta je je ... ... doSa jhAle Aheta, tyAMcI kSamA mAgata Ahe, pazcAtApa karata Ahe. AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karata Ahe ANi parata ase doSa kadhIhI karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karata Ahe, malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA ase kuThale hI doSa na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. * jyAcyA prati doSa jhAlA asela tyA (samoracyA) vyaktice nAMva mhaNAyace. ** je doSa jhAle asatIla te manAta jAhIra karaNe. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 6. krodha 2. eDajesTa evharIvheara 7. ciMtA 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 8. pratikramaNa 4. saMgharSa TALA 9. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 5. mI koNa Ahe? hindI jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 23. dAna 3. karma kA siddhAMta 24. mAnava dharma 4. Atmabodha 25. sevA-paropakAra 5. maiM kauna hU~? 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 29. kleza rahita jIvana 9. TakarAva TAlie 30. guru-ziSya 10. huA so nyAya 31. ahiMsA 11. ciMtA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 12. krodha 33. camatkAra 13. pratikramaNa 34. pApa-puNya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 36. karma kA vijJAna 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 37. AptavANI - 1 17. jagata kartA kauna? 38. AptavANI - 3 18. trimaMtra 39. AptavANI - 4 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 40. AptavANI - 5 20. prema 41. AptavANI - 6 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 42. 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