Virah pan Sukhdayak

Author(s): Rakeshbhai Zaveri
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Ashram
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004855/1

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zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta patraka - 246 vivecana viraha paNa sukhadAyaka mAnavo tArIkha : 07-01-06 sthaLa : muMbaI varSa : 2006 puSpa : 1 pUjyazrI rAkezabhAI jhaverI

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patraka - 246 muMbaI, vaizAkha vada 3, 1947 viraha paNa sukhadAyaka mAnavo. atizaya virahAgni hari pratyenI jalavAthI sAkSAta tenI prApti hoya che. tema ja saMtanA virahAnubhavanuM phaLa paNa te ja che. IzvarecchAthI ApaNA saMbaMdhamAM tema ja mAnazo. pUrNakAma evuM harinuM svarUpa che. tene viSe jenI niraMtara laya lAgI rahI che evA puruSathI bhAratakSetra mATe zUnyavata thayuM che. mAyA moha sarvatra bhaLAya che. kvacita mumukSa joIe chIe; tathApi matAMtarAdikanAM kAraNothI temane paNa joga thavo durlabha thAya che. amane vAraMvAra Apa je prero cho, te mATe amArI jevI joIe tevI jogyatA nathI; ane harie sAkSAt darzanathI jyAM sudhI te vAta prerI nathI tyAM sudhI icchA thatI nathI, thavAnI nathI. prema e AtmAnI eka adbhuta camatkArika zakti che. sarva lAgaNIomAM zreSTha lAgaNI e prema che. prema vinAnuM jIvana nIrasa ane zuSka che. premano mITho sparza aMtaranA tArane jhaMkRta karI de che. prema pragaTe che tyAre haiyuM AnaMdathI nAcavA lAge che, astitva AkhuM AMdolita thaI jAya che ane tenAM spaMdano cAre bAju phelAya che. potAne to premano pragADha anubhava thAya ja che paNa samAgamamAM AvanAra vyaktione paNa eno anubhava thAya che. prema e hRdayane joDanArI adazya dorI

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che, be AtmAo vacce saMdhi karAvanAra alaukika tattva che. premanI zuddhi pUrvasaMskAronA udayAnusAra, vartamAna jIvananA ghaDatara anusAra tathA prApta nimittothI prabhAvita thavAnI zakti anusAra manuSyanI prakRti badalAyA kare che eTale Sa, kalaha, kleza, matsara, mAyA, ahaMkAra, bhaya Adi lAgaNIo utpana thAya che ane e lAgaNIo premanA baLane maMda kare che, tenA vikAsane rUMdhe che, tenuM sAmarthya nabaLuM kare che, tenuM teja jhAMkhuM kare che. jema jema jIvanamAM A virodhI bhAvo ane tenAM kAraNo hAni pAmatAM jAya che; tema tema prema vikAsa pAmato jAya che, vizuddha thato jAya che. paraMtu premanI pUrNatA ane zuddhatA sAMsArika vyaktionA premamAM rahI nathI, e sthiti to paramAtmA pratyenA premathI ja saMbhave che. prema tyAre ja tRpti pAme che ke jyAre te virATa sAthe joDAya. - azuddha prema manuSya pratyeno prema apekSA, ahaMkAra, zarata, mAMga AdithI azuddha hoya che. apekSA pUrI na thAya, ahaMkAra TakarAya, sAtatya na rahe tyAre te prema duHkhano anubhava karAve che. premamAM abhuta zakti hovAthI eka tarapha te sukhano anubhava karAve che to bIjI tarapha azuddhatA sahita hovAthI te thakI duHkhAnubhUti paNa thAya che. A duHkhAnubhUti pIDAdAyaka che tethI te AMkha khole che, aMtarasaMzodhanamAM sahAyaka bane che ane eTale mukta thavAnI IcchA jAge che. duHkhanI anubhUti thAya che temAM doSa premano nathI paNa prema sAthe rahelI azuddhino che. prema kyAreya paNa pIDAnuM kAraNa nathI thato. prema to phUla

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che, paNa sAthe rahelA ahaMkAra, apekSAdirUpa kAMTA naDe che, paDe che. A kAMTAthI mukti thavI joIe, azuddhatA TaLavI joIe. prema zuddha tyAre thAya che ke jyAre te virATa pratye vahe che. jyAM ahaMkAra jhUke che, apekSAzUnya thAya che, tyAM prema vikase che, pUrNa thAya che, zuddha thAya che. paramAtmAthI nyUna koI paNa tattvamAM prema joDAya to te pUrNatA nahIM pAme. ane apUrNa prema pIDAne sAthe laIne Avaze. manuSya pratyenA premamAM anubhavAtI A pIDA sarjanAtmaka banI zake che. mahAsukhanI yAtrA mATe - paramAtmA pratyenI mahAna yAtrA mATe e dvAra kholI Ape che. sodAvALo prema premanA be bheda paDI zake - azuddha prema ane zuddha prema. jene ApaNe sAmAnyapaNe prema kahIe chIe, samajIe chIe, e to eka baMdhana che. ane je prema baMdhana che, tene prema kahevo paNa vyartha che. A prakAranA premamAM baMdhana utpana thAya che apekSAthI. azuddha premamAM koInA pratye lAgaNI jAge to che, paraMtu e vakhate najara "zuM maLe che?' enI upara hoya che, "zuM apAya che?' tenI upara nahIM. prema sAdhana bane che ane kaMIka prApta karavuM' e sAdhya bane che. jANe prema eka prakAranuM mUDIrokANa - investment hoyI levuM mahattvanuM banI jAya che, ApavuM gauNa banI jAya che. kharekhara to ApavAno bhAva ja nathI. jo na ApavAthI cAlatuM hoya to ApavAnI icchA ja nathI. paNa tema thavuM zakya nathI, tethI ApavuM paNa prApta karavA mATe hoya che. jyAre paNa ApaNe ApIe chIe kaMIka prApta karavA, to ApaNe sodo karIe chIe. svAbhAvika che ke sodAmAM

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ApaNe ApavA icchIe chIe ochuM ane prApta karavA icchIe chIe vadhAre. sodAvALo prema vyavasAya banI jAya che. ane vyavasAya kalahane utpanna kare che, kAraNa ke vyavasAyanA mULamAM lobha, bheguM karavuM vagere bhAva hoya che. ApaNe haMmezAM enA upara dhyAna ApIe chIe ke "keTaluM maLyuM?' ane nahIM ke keTaluM ApyuM?' saMsAramAM badhAM keTaluM prApta thayuM?' emAM ja utsuka hoya che. ane tethI ema ja lAge che ke ApaNe to keTaluM badhuM ApyuM ane sAme maLyuM keTaluM ochuM! mA vicAre che ke keTaluM karyuM dIkarA mATe, paNa dIkarAe zuM ApyuM? patnI vicAre che ke keTaluM karyuM pati mATe, paNa zuM maLyuM? pati paNa vicAre che ke patnI mATe ATaluM karyuM, paNa teNe mArA mATe zuM karyuM? je "ApyuM-maLyuM' bhASAmAM vicAre bole te prema nathI karato, premanA nAma upara mAtra vyavasAya kare che. daSTi ja jyAre prApta karavA upara che to prema janmato ja nathI. apekSAvALo prema baMdhana banI jAya che. ane pachI A premathI sivAya duHkha, azAMti, pIDA, kalaha, kleza, jhera kaMI ja utpana thatuM nathI. zuddha prema eka bIjo prema paNa che ke je vyavasAya nathI, sodo nathI. e zuddha premamAM ApavuM ja mahattvapUrNa che, levAno tyAM savAla ja nathI. devAmAM vAta pUrI thaI jAya che. ApavuM e ja sAdhya che. te levA saMbaMdhI vicArI ja nathI zakato. huM prema ApuM ane najara levA upara rAkhuM to baMdhana nirmita thAya che; najara ApavA upara ja hoya to muktinuM kAraNa bane che. jyAM mAMga, zarata ke apekSA nathI, tyAM pIDA nathI, mukti che. jyAM mAMga

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5 che, jyAM apekSA che, jyAM zarata che, jyAM ahaMkAra che tyAM pIDA che, baMdhana che. azuddha premamAM prema e pUrNatA nathI, prema vaDe kaMIka prApta karIne pUrNa thavAnI mAnyatA che. zuddha premamAM prema e ja sAdhya che. prema vaDe pUrNatA nahIM, prema e ja pUrNatA che..... jyAre paNa ApaNe mAMgIe chIe, bIjI vyaktine lAge che ke tenuM kaMIka ochuM thayuM. tenI prasannatA khovAI jAya che. te parataMtra che. te majabUrIthI Ape che. te Ape che topaNa kartavyanA kAraNe. ane prema eTalI komaLa, eTalI najAkatabharI cIja che ke kartavyano khyAla AvatAM ja te marI jAya che. mAre ApavuM paDaze' 'prema karavo paDaze' evo khyAla - pharajano khyAla AvatAM ja e prANa tirohita thaI jAya che ke jenA vaDe te uDato hato. ahIM prema marI jAya che. sAcA premamAM mukti che; kartavyamAM baMdhana che, parataMtratA che. prema e manuSyanA aMtaramAM thatI eka sUkSma ghaTanA che. manamAM enAthI sUkSmatara ghaTanA bIjI koI thatI nathI. enAthI sUkSma je ghaTe che te mananI pAra che, jene ApaNe bhakti kahIe chIe. mananI aMtima sImA upara mananuM je sUkSmatara rUpa ghaTI zake, te che prema. prema jyAre nIce Utare che arthAt kAmamAM sarI paDe che, tyAre te mAnasika ghaTanA zArIrika ghaTanA banI jAya che. prema jyAre manane ulaMghI jAya che tyAre te bhakti bane che, AtmAnI ghaTanA banI jAya che. mAMganArane maLatuM nathI je mAMge che tene maLatuM nathI ane maLatuM nathI eTale te vadhAre ne vadhAre mAMge che. jeTaluM vadhAre mAMge che teTaluM vadhAre

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nathI maLatuM..... nahIM maLavAne kAraNe te sadA bhikhArI ja rahe che. tenuM bhikhArIpaNuM maTatuM nathI. ane je mAMgavAnuM baMdha kare che, tene maLe che. mAMga baMdha thAya, apekSAo na rahe to badhethI maLyA ja kare che! je divase koI mAMga nahIM rahe te divase jagatano prema varasI rahelo anubhavAze. mAMgavAvALo bhikhArI bane che, na mAMgavAvALo samrATa banI jAya che. je ApyA ja kare che, te mAlika che. Ama, je apekSArahita, binazaratI, baMdhanamukta che te prema che. te svayaM paritRpti che - fulfilment in itself! tene pachI' sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. je premamAM mAMga che te kahe che ke "hamaNAM huM ApuM to pachI mane kaMIka maLaze'; paraMtu zuddha premane hamaNAM ja badhuM maLI jAya che, ApavAmAM ja te pUrNatA anubhave che. ApaNI samaja ema che ke prema karIe chIe kaMIka prApta karavA mATe. paraMtu premano badho ja AnaMda karavAmAM che, kaMIka prApta karavAmAM nahIM. ' premanI pUrNatA premamAM ja haoNlanDanA prasiddha citrakAra vAnagoge Azare 300 citro banAvyA hatA. te jIvato hato tyAre to tenAM citro khAsa vecAyA nahIM ane have e citronuM mUlya lAkho rUpiyA mukAya che. tenuM jIvana daridrAvasthAmAM pasAra thayuM hatuM. teno bhAI thiyo tene sAta divasanA beDanA paisA Apato. vAnagoga emAMthI cAra divasa khAto ane traNa divasanA paisA bacAvI emAMthI te kenavAsa, raMgo vagere kharIdI lAvato tathA citro banAvavAnuM cAlu rAkhato. thiyo tene samajAvato ke "choDa A kArya! zuM maLe cheAmAMthI?' paraMtu vAnagoga kaheto, "A dvArA kaMI nathI joItuM, AmAM ja mane maLe che. banAvuM chuM tyAre ja

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mane maLI jAya che, 'pachI' sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI! citro banAvatI vakhate, raMga pUratI vakhate ja prANa khIlI jAya che, aMtara raMgAI jAya che ane sauMdarya pragaTa thAya che. citramAM sUryodaya banAvatAM aMtaramAM sUryodaya thaI jAya che. tenI pachI, tenI pAra ke tenI bahAra vAta ja vyavasAyI che. huM dukAnadAra nathI, citrakAra chuM.' che jIvanabhara citro na vecAyA. duniyAne 'bicAro' lAge paNa te du:khI na hato, AnaMdita hato. tene je joItuM hatuM e maLI gayuM hatuM. vAnagoganI kaLA pratyenI prIti ane khumArI thiyo samajI zakyo na hato. bhAIne madada karavAnA AzayathI eka vAra thiyoe eka mANasane thoDA paisA ApI kahyuM ke vAnagoga pAse jaI citra kharIdI lAva. paNa vAnagogane sAcI vAtanI khabara paDI gaI. tethI teNe potAnuM citra na vecyuM. teNe joI lIdhuM ke thiyoe mokalela mANasane citromAM koI rasa na hato, enI dRSTi citromAM UtarI na hatI, citro ene sparza karI zakyA na hatA. vAnagoganI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDyA ke AvA durlabha citranI 'kiMmata' e na karI zakyo..... prema jo sAco hoya to te kaMI ja mAMgato nathI. tyAM koI apekSA hotI nathI. te prema karavAmAM ja rAjI thaI jAya che, chalAMga mAre che, UMcAI prApta kare che. AnaMdanI ghaTanA ApatI vakhate ja ghaTe che. je premanI kSaNamAM ja AnaMda che, te prema zuddha prema che. AvA premamAM tRpti che, zAMti che, mukti che. premanI zaktine be prakAramAM vibhAjita karI zakAya. A lAgaNInAM be rUpa che - kAma (azuddha prema) ane bhakti (zuddha prema).

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kAma paheluM rUpa, jenAthI sau paricita che, e che kAma. kAma eTale bIjA pAsethI levuM paNa ApavuM nahIM. potAnI siddhi, zAMti, sukhAkArI, saphaLatA Adi mATe bIjAmAMthI kaMIka prApta karavAnI vRtti-pravRtti hoya, to e che kAma. vAsanA le che, ApatI nathI; mAMge che, pratyuttara vALatI nathI. te ApavAno dekhAva kare che, kAraNa ke te vinA maLatuM nathI, paraMtu mULamAM kaMIka meLavavAnI ja apekSA che. keTalAka loko kahe che ke amane koI prema nathI karatuM. temane kahevuM paDe che ke samasyA e nathI ke tamane koI prema nathI karatuM, samasyA to e che ke tame koIne prema nathI karatA..... AnA upara teoe vicAra ja karyo hoto nathI. vAsanA mAMge che, ApavA nathI icchatI. kAma kRpaNa che, bheguM karavA icche che. temAM vaheMcaNI nahIM, eka prakAranuM zoSaNa hoya che. ane jyAre be kAmuka manuSya bhegA thAya che, tyAre bahu muzkelI UbhI thAya che kAraNa ke bane bhikhArI che, bane mAMge che, ane ekabIjAne ema batAve che ke pote ApavA tatpara che paNa kharekhara to te bane levA ja beThA che. paNa A chaLa keTaluM cAlaze? tethI AvI bhAvadazAvALAnuM jIvana anivAryapaNe duHkhapUrNa ja raheze. emAM sukhanI saMbhAvanA ja nahIM hoya. kAmamAM tame mAMgo cho ane bhikhArI bano cho. ApatAM Daro cho tethI detA nathI. ApavAno mAtra dekhAva karo cho jethI maLI zake. ane jo kyAreka Apo cho topaNa evuM jANe mAchImArano kAMTo! mAchalI pakaDavA mATenA kAMTAmAM je kAMI

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9 khAdya padArtha lagADavAmAM Ave che te mAchalInuM peTa bharavA nahIM paNa potAnuM peTa bharavA, mAchalIne AhAra maLe te mATe nahIM paNa mAchalIno AhAra potAne maLe te mATe! Ama, tame Apo cho e paNa bIjAmAMthI vadhAre maLe e mATe bIjAne phasAvavA mATe... paNa majA to e che ke bIjo paNa mAchImAra che ane eNe paNa kAMTA upara AhAra lagADI rAkhyo che! ane bannenA kAMTA jyAre bhaTakAya che tyAre pIDAno anubhava thAya che. bhakti premanuM bIjuM rUpa che bhakti. temAM mAtra ApavAmAM Ave che, levAnI vAta nathI. kAmathI taddana viparIta! kAma ane bhaktinI vacce prema che. kAmI du:khI che, premI zAMta thAya che ane bhakta AnaMdita thAya che. A vAtane samajIe. bhakti kAmathI bilakula UlaTI ghaTanA che - uttara dhruva ane dakSiNa dhruva jevI. bhakta Ape che, badhuM Ape che, potAne pUrepUro ApI de che - kaMI bAkI ja nathI rAkhato. Ane ja kahevAya samarpaNa. te potAne paNa bacAvI rAkhato nathI, ApavAvALAne paNa ApI de che! ane sAme mAMgato kaMI ja nathI. na svarga, na mokSa - kaMI ja nathI mAMgato. mAMga UThI ke bhaktimAM doSa Avyo. mAMga UThI eTale bhakti prema ke kAma banI jAya che. jyAM niSkAmabhAve kaMI ja ApavAmAM na Ave e che kAma. jyAM ApavAmAM Ave e che prema. ghaNuM Apo tyAM sudhI prema, paraMtu jyAre ApavA mATe kaMI ja bAkI na rahe tyAre tene bhakti kahevAya. ApavAmAM, vilIna thaI javAmAM ja jene salAmatI lAge, e ja bhakti karI zake. prema ane paramAtmA to sAdhya banavA joIe. ene

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10 badale temane sAdhana banAvI devAmAM Ave che - potAnI IcchA pUrI karavA mATenA! prArthanAnA nAme paNa bhIkha ja mAMgavAmAM Ave che. badhuM ja dAna karI do - tyAM sudhI ke dAna karatAM karatAM dAtAnuM paNa dAna thaI jAya..... ' evuM nathI ke bhaktane kaMI maLatuM nathI. bhaktane jeTaluM maLe che teTaluM to koIne nathI maLatuM. paraMtu te mAMgato nathI. te to mAtra potAne khAlI karI de che. ane pariNAme tene pUro paramAtmAM maLI jAya che. paraMtu A pariNAma che, tenI AkAMkSA ke mAMga nahIM. bhakta potAne samagra bhAvathI, paripUrNabhAvathI ApI de che. ane jeTalo te potAne ApI de che, teTalA paramAtmA tenA upara varase che. je prApta karavA jevuM che e badhuM ja te prApta karI le che. te anaMtane prApta karI le che. anugrahabhAva - tethI bhakta haMmezAM ema kahe che ke paramAtmAnI anukaMpAthI maLyuM, anugrahathI maLyuM. meM mAMgyuM na hatuM, emaNe ApyuM. huM to apAtra hato, topaNa emaNe mArA pAtrane bharI dIdhuM. huM to yogya na hato. emaNe svIkAra karyo e ja moTI vastu - ghaTanA che. - bhakti eTale anugrahanI abhivyakti, bhIkha nahIM. je maLyuM che enA mATe Thank you'("dhanyavAda')nI abhivyakti. 'Please' nahIM - vinaMtI nahIM, mAMga nahIM, bhIkha nahIM..... ApaNe bhaktina, bhajanano artha bhIkha karI nAMkhyo che. jANe paramAtmA pAse mAMgavuM e upAsanA ane saMsArI pAse mAMgavuM e vAsanA! nA, evuM nathI. A satya samajI levAnI jarUra che ke na mAMgavuM e upAsanA che ane mAMgavuM e ja vAsanA che -

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11 pachI kaze paNa hoya! je maLyuM ene mATe basa upakRtino bhAva hoya, vinaMtI paNa nahIM! ApaNe vinaMtI ane prArthanAnA nAme paNa mAMgaNI ja karatAM hoIe chIe, zAMtinA nAme saMyogonI anukULatA mAMgIe chIe..... loko bhakti nathI karatA, sodo kare che. jApanI gaNatarI rAkhe che - "eka lAkha jApa thayA'! jANe eTalI bank balance (beMkamAM silaka) UbhI thaI, jenI sAme kharIdI thaI zake, sodo thaI zake..... - bhaktimAM to badhuM ja ApI devAnuM hoya. jyAM thoDuM ApavAnuM hoya, tyAM hisAba rAkhelo kAmano. bhaktimAM to jeTalI taiyArI thaI, eTaluM ApatA javAnuM hoya. pUrNa taiyArI thaze tyAre pUrNa ApIzuM. hamaNAM jeTalI taiyArI thaI, eTaluM dharI devAnuM hoya tyAM gaNatarI zI? gaNatarI ane hisAba rAkhavAnI vRtti ja batAve che ke A vyavasAya che, prema nahIM. phaLanI mAMgaNI bhaktimAM na hoya. bhakti e to gahana bhAvadazA che. bhakti eTale kevaLa ahobhAva! pradarzana nahIM ApaNe bhaktimAM pradarzana karIe chIe, paNa bhakti eTale to enuM eka thavuM! bhajana karanAro bhakta ane sAMbhaLanAra bhagavAna ema be che, temAMthI eka thavAno prayatna te bhakti. emAM trIjo kema Avyo? sAcI bhaktimAM trIjAnI apekSA nathI. jyAM sAcI bhakti na hoya tyAM pADozIne jaNAvavAnI vRtti rahe. pracAra thAya, ghoSaNA thAya. IcchA thAya ke badhAM jANe-vakhANe. jyAM gahana bhAvadazA che tyAM AvI vRtti nathI hotI, anyanI apekSA nathI hotI.

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12 - sAmAnyapaNe be vyakti je laukika premamAM hoya te paNa ekAMta IcchatAM hoya che. temane taddana ekAMta joItuM hoya che. prakAzane paNa bujhAvI de che. enI hAjarI paNa vikSeparUpa lAge che. AtmIyatAnI kSaNomAM koI hastakSepa na hoya ema icche che. jo saMsAragata premamAM paNa ekAMtanI apekSA rahe che to asaMsAragata bhAvomAM - premanI utkRSTatAmAM to e atyadhika Avazyaka che. lokonuM UlaTuM che. jema bhaktimAM vadhu joDAya, batAvavAno bhAva vadhu uchALo mAre che. jIvana eka nRtya jene sAcI bhakti pragaTI che e to UDI bhAvadazAmAM hoya che. enuM hRdaya parama premathI bharAI jAya che. enI jIvanadaSTi badalAI jAya che. enI cAla badalAI jAya che. pahelAM je je kRtyo karato hato - khAvuM, pIvuM, UThavuM, besavuM, bolavuM, cAlavuM, sUvuM, jAgavuM - temAM eka ghasaDAvApaNuM hatuM. have enI cAlamAM eka nRtya hoya che. je je vyavasAya vagerenI pharajo e karato hato, temAM eka kaMTALo hato. have enI dareka kriyAmAM nRtya che. enI dareka kriyA nRtya banI gaI che. tethI ja mIrAMbAI kahe che - "paga ghuMgharU bAMdha mIrAM nAcI.' nAcavAno artha che - eka UMDI bhAvadazApUrvaka kRtya thavAM. paramAtmArUpI ghuMgharU lAgI gayA hovAthI enI cAlamAM paramAtmAnuM anusaMdhAna che. enA jIvanamAM eka UMDI zAMti ane tRptino anubhava che. ahaMmukti ane tRSNArahitatAnA kAraNe saMkalpa-vikalpanI maMdatA varte che. enuM vyaktitva pavitra ane prasanna banI jAya che. enA dareka karmamAMthI eka judI ja mIThAza, eka judI ja sugaMdha, eka judo ja raMga nItare che. enI mana-vacana-kAyAnI badhI ja pravRttimAM prabhunuM smaraNa

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jhaLake che. dharmanI paribhASA bhakta jyAre parama bhAvadazAmAM hoya che tyAre jagata jene dharma kahe che, dhArmikatA kahe che, tenAthI bhinna prakAre pravartana thatuM hoya che. jagatanI dharma viSenI je paribhASA che te pramANe teo karatA dekhAtA nathI. kriyAkAMDa temanI bhAvadazAmAM bAdhaka bane che. temanI bhAvadazA vidhi-niSedhathI para thaI gaI hoya che. A saMdarbhamAM eca. jI. velsa nAmanA pazcimanA eka moTA ItihAsavida gautama buddhanA saMbaMdhamAM kaheluM vacana yAda Ave che - "There has been nowhere such a Godlike man and so Godless.' - AvI vyakti kadI kyAMya thaI nathI ke je ATalI badhI paramAtmA jevI hoya ane chatAM adharmI hoya! ajJAnInI dharmanI paribhASAmAM teo dhArmika lAgatA nathI tethI Goddess (adharmI, nAstika) paNa bhAvadazA temanI ghaNI UMcI ane zuddha hovAthI Godlike (paramAtmA jevA)! teo eka judI ja dRSTithI jagatane nihALe che. teo sarvamAM paramAtmA ja nihALe che. eka vAra kabIrajIne vezyAne tyAM rahevAnuM thayuM. lokoe virodha UThAvyo to kabIrajIe kahyuM ke "jo vezyAnA aMtaramAM paramAtmA rahI zakatA hoya to huM tenA gharamAM kema na rahI zakuM?.....' vicAra ane bhAva Ama, bhakta eka judA ja stara upara rahetA hoya che. temanI bhAvadazA ghaNI UMcI hoya che. temanI pariNati eTalI

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14 badhI UMDI UtarI gaI hoya che ke vicArathI te pAra thaI jAya che. vicAra ane bhAvamAM phera che. vicAra eka AMtarika ghaTanA che, je tamArA mastakamAM cAlatI hoya che. bhAva eka savagI ghaTanA che, je tamArA pUrA astitvamAM guMjatI hoya che. vicAra tamArA eka aMzamAM cAle che. te tamArA samagra astitvamAM vyApIne rahI zakatI nathI. tamArA manamAM eka vicAra cAlato hoya - dA.ta. bhagavAnano - to tamAro roma roma e vicArathI raMgAI jato nathI. vicAra manamAM cAlato raheze. te hRdayanA dhabakAramAM guMjI nahIM UThe. tame bhagavAnano vicAra karatA rahezo paNa tamArA pagane enI koI khabara nahIM maLe. tamArA hADakAM-mAMsa-majjAne tenI koI khabara nahIM maLe. vicAra upara uparathI cAlyA jaze. jANe sAgara upara kAgaLanI eka nAva mUko. ene sAgaranI UMDAIno khyAla nahIM Ave. sAgaranA taLane enI koI khabara nahIM paDe. vicAra kAgaLanI e nAva che ke je tamArA mastakamAM - astitvanI sapATI upara DolatI rahe che. tamArA bhItarane enI kAMI khabara nathI maLatI. bhAva savagI avasthA che. samagra astitva - roma roma tenAthI bharAI jAya che. bhAvano guNadharma nirvicAra che. jemAM bhAva vadhe che, vicAro zAMta thatAM jAya che, taraMgo zAMta thatAM jAya che. gahana bhAvadazAmAM vicAra karavAnI suvidhA hotI nathI, jarUra paNa nathI. premano vicAra teo ja kare che ke jemaNe premanI bhAvadazAne jANI nathI, mANI nathI. bhojanano vicAra teo ja kare che ke jemaNe bhojana nathI karyuM. bharelA peTavALo bhojanano vicAra karato nathI. bhojanathI maLI jAya che tRpti. vicAra tyAM khovAI jAya che. te

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15 vicAra vinA astitva hoI zake che paNa bhAva vinA te eka paLa paNa hoI zakatuM nathI. asaMjJInA bhavamAM vicAra nathI ane amananI bhUmikAmAM paNa vicAra nathI. paNa bhAva vinA astitva nathI ane bhakti eTale eka UMDI bhAvadazA. bhaktinuM kAryakSetra vicAra nahIM, bhAva che. bhakti eka evI UMcI dazA che ke jyAM mAtra vicArazUnyatA nathI, enI sAthe AnaMdano visphoTa paNa che. bhaktimAM vicArothI pAra thavAya che, eTaluM ja nathI thatuM, AnaMdanuM pragaTavuM paNa thAya che. jhera to khAlI thaI jAya che ane amRtathI bharAI javAya che. A bhAvadazAnA kAraNe jIvana AnaMdanI abhivyakti banI jAya che, eka utsava banI jAya che. prema ane viraha A premano vikAsa thatAM bhAvanI AvI pragADhatA pragaTe che. prema eka adazya lohacuMbaka jevuM kArya kare che. jene jenA pratye prema hoya che, ene ja te icchajjA kare che. samAgamaTANe AnaMdavibhora thaI jAya che ane samAgamanA abhAvamAM - virahakALe premapAtranuM ja smaraNa rahe che, enA ja samAgamanI abhilASA te poSato rahe che, enI ja smRti te rAkhyA kare che. smRti dvArA ke maLavAnI tIvra abhilASA dvArA premanI mAtrA vikasatI hoya che. darzanakALe to premano vikAsa thAya ja che paraMtu smaraNathI paNa premano vikAsa thAya che, pariNAme virahakALe premano prabhAva atizayatAne pAmato jAya che. A rIte saMyoga ane viyoga banne avasthAmAM premanuM svarUpa vadhu ne vadhu prakAzita thatuM jAya che. Ama hovA chatAM premanuM svarUpa tevI ucca sthitie sthApita thayuM na hoya tyAre virahakALanI vedanA vikaTa banI jAya

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che. ISTanA samAgama vinA AyuSyanI eka paLa paNa vitAvavI kaThaNa paDe che ane jIvana kema jaze tenI viTaMbaNA kyAreka akaLAve che. citta anya sthaLe rokAyeluM hovAthI vyavahAranAM kAryo astavyasta jevAM thaI jAya che, milananI jhaMkhanAmAM UMgha veraNa bane che, kyAreka AMkhomAMthI azrubiMduo paNa sarI paDe che. . premanuM svarUpa vizuddha thatAM viyoganuM duHkha maunapaNe vedAya che. tenA bAhA cihno adazya thAya che, aMtaramAM zAMtatA vedAya che. viyogaveLAe je premAgni jAge che te pramAgninI jvALA moha, vAsanA, kaSAyo, doSo vagerene kacarAnI jema bALI nAMkhe che ane aMtarane sApha kare che. viyoganuM duHkha ene parathI udAsIna banAve che. aMtaramAM pavitratA anubhavAya che. - AdhyAtmika vikAsa jIvanA adhyAtmavikAsa anusAra virahanI cAra bhUmikA jovA maLe che : (1) prathama bhUmikAmAM guru sAme hoya, paramAnaMdamaya astitvanI upasthiti hoya to paNa jIvanuM joDANa temanI sAthe thatuM nathI, te"AnaMdavibhora banato nathI; arthAt tenA mATe gurunI upasthiti anupasthitivat che. (2) bIjI bhUmikAmAM jIvane prema pAMgaryo hovAthI gurunI upasthitimAM AnaMdano anubhava thAya che, paNa anupasthitimAM viraha vedAto hovAthI du:khano anubhava thAya che. A bhUmikA upasthitimAM upasthiti ane anupasthitimAM anupasthitinI che. (3) trIjI bhUmikAmAM prema zuddhatara banyo hovAthI smaraNa eTaluM pragADha bane che ke gurunI anupasthitimAM paNa temanI upasthiti vedAya che.

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17 (4) aMtima bhUmikAmAM prema pUrNatAne pAmyo hovAthI upasthitianupasthiti ke nikaTa-dUra jevuM kaMI rahetuM nathI. samagra dizAomAMthI paramAtmAno sparza sAMpaDe che. guru sAthe ekatA sthapAI cUkI che. parama nikaTatAnI AvI pragADha anubhUtimAM ekatAno - ekarUpatAno ati uttama ane AnaMdapUrNa anubhava thAya che. paramakRpALudeve lakhyuM che ne - "he kRpALu! tArA abheda svarUpamAM ja mAro nivAsa che tyAM have to levA devAnI paNa kaDAkUTathI chUTA thayA chIe ane e ja amAro paramAnaMda che." (patrAMka-680) viraha nahIM sahevAya Ama, prema e vikAsanA svabhAvavALuM parama tattva che. jyAre prema vyaktionA premathI upara UThe che ane paramAtmAno prema jAge che, tyAra pachI eka paLa paNa tenA vinA jIvavuM azakya bane che, asahya bane che. tenA vinA kazuM ja sArthaka nathI lAgatuM. virahano evo bhAva UThe che ke tene prApta karavA badhuM dAva upara lagAvI devA paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che. tenuM aMtara pokAra kare che ke huM mane khovA taiyAra chuM paNa have tane khovA taiyAra nathI. je kiMmata cUkavavI paDe tene mATe taiyAra chuM, paNa tArA vinA nahIM rahevAya..... paramAtmA ke saguru paLabhara paNa bhulAya nahIM. avasthA badalAya, saMjogo badalAya paNa te na bhulAya. jema kUve pANI bharavA gayelI strI pANI bharIne pAchI AvatI hoya, sakhIo sAthe vAtacIta karatI hoya, tALI pADatI hoya paNa tenuM citta to ghaDA upara ja hoya. badhuM kare paNa upara upara, tenuM dhyAna mAtra ghaDA upara! tenuM dhyAna taiyAra nathI. je mane khovA thaI jAya che. te

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18 eTaluM prabaLa hoya ke tenA vaDe ja ghaDo saMbhALAya che. hAthathI pakaDavo ke saMbhALavo nathI paDato. ghaDAnA smaraNamAM eTalI tAkAta che ke e smaraNa ja ghaDAne saMbhALe che. yAda eTalI badhI majabUta ke vAto kare, gIta gAya, hase, cAle paNa badhuM upalakapaNe...... tenI cetanA to ghaDo saMbhALavAmAM ja rokAyelI che ke kyAMka mAro ghaDo phUTI na jAya. ema bhaktanI pUrI tAkAta paramAtmAnA anusaMdhAnamAM lAgelI che ke kyAMka e chUTI na jAya. viraha kaI rIte jAge? prazna : harino bheTo thayA vinA teno viraha kaI rIte anubhavAya? viraha to teno thAya ke jeno kaMIka paricaya thayo hoya, jenI sAthe milana thayuM hoya, jenuM darzana thayuM hoya. jenuM milana ja thayuM nathI evA harino viraha kaI rIte sAle? tenA pratye prema kaI rIte jAge ane vikAsa pAme? ane jo viraha na jAgyo to harinI sAkSAt prApti kaI rIte thaze? zuM amArA aMtaramAM A ghaTanA kadApi ghaTita nahIM thaI zake? - samAdhAna jarUra thaI zake, jo tamane koI evI vyakti maLI jAya ke jenA jIvanamAMthI tamane prabhumilananI sugaMdha AvatI hoya, jenA pagalAmAMthI tamane paramAtmAnI dhUna saMbhaLAtI hoya. eka evuM buMda jo maLI jAya jemAM samagra sAgara tamane hiloLA leto dekhAto hoya, eka evuM pAMdaDuM ke je AkhA vRkSano saMketa Ape to avazya tamArAmAM e ghaTanA janma pAme. tene joIne tame parokSapaNe paramAtmAnA premamAM paDo to pachI tamArI yAtrA zarU thaI jAya. zrIgurunA samAgama vinA viraha vedanA UThatI nathI. kabIrajInA guru hatA rAmAnaMda. kabIrajI temano nitya che ? "

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19 samAgama kare. temane nAcatAM jue, temanAmAMthI AnaMdanAM jharaNAM phUTe eno sparza kare ane kramazaH temanI dareka ceSTAmAM kabIrajIne eka prajvalita jyoti dekhAvA lAge che. jema koI TaoNrca hoya ane tene cAlu karavAmAM Ave, pachI tene UMcInIcI, ADI-avaLI game tema pheravo, te prajvalita ja rahe che. dhIre dhIre TaoNrca bhulAtI jAya ane mAtra prakAza ja dekhAya, tema rAmAnaMdanI dareka avasthAmAM kabIrajIne prajvalita jyotinAM darzana thAya. rUpa bhulAtuM jAya ane arUpa dekhAya. rAmAnaMdanI pAse besatAM besatAM rAmanI pAse beThAno anubhava thAya, kAraNa ke rAmAnaMda eTale rAmane prApta karIne maLelo AnaMda. rAma maLI jAya tenuM jIvana AnaMdathI bharAI jAya. rAmanI khabara na hatI kabIrajIne paNa rAmAnaMdanI pAse besavAthI rAmanI khabara maLI. hajI to parokSa paricaya ja ane chatAM pratyakSanI tAlAvelI jAgI. khabara na paDI ane rAmano prema jAgyo, viraha anubhavAyo. rAmAnaMdanA saMgamAM kabIrajInuM hRdaya AMdolita thavA lAgyuM. hajI to mAtra jhalaka maLI che, joyA nathI, sparyA nathI ane chatAM viraha jAgyo..... virahanI pIDA kAryakArI jema jema guru pratye prema jAge che, tema tema paramAtmAno viraha jAge che, agni prajvalita bane che, pIDA vadhe che. guru vadhAre ne vadhAre viraha jagADe che. guru potAnA samAgamanI prIti evI lagADe ke tamArAM badhAM sukha chInavI le, tamArAM svapna paNa corI le. kaMI bAkI na rahe. anyatra koI apekSA thAya nahIM. bIje kyAMya game paNa nahIM, eka tuMhI tuMhI..... UMgha paNa chInavI le, cena paNa chInavI le. mAchalI jema taraphaDe pANI vinA.....ke A to retI upara nAMkhI dIdhI!

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20 vadhAre ne vadhAre tarasa lAge, becenI vadhe to mAnajo ke guru pratyeno prema jAgyo che, yAtrA zarU thaI gaI che....... guru tamane aprazasta rAgamAMthI kADhI prazasta rAgamAM vALe che. AgamAM nAkhe che virahanI. mRtyu thAya che. navo janma thAya che. prANa taraphaDe che. yAda bhulAtI nathI. UlaTI kAMTAnI jema hRdayamAM bhoMkAyA kare che. pIDA evI lAgI che ke jeno milana sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. A pIDA bhayaMkara che, paNa sukhadAyaka che, kAraNa ke e sukharUpa paramAtmAnA milana tarapha laI jAya che. vedanAnA e gItamAM saMsAranI viraktinA svara phUTe che. kaMIka mare che enI pIDA che, paNa kaMIka utpana thAya che enuM sukha paNa che. viraha eTale aDadhuM milana. saubhAgyavAnane ja jAge che viraha. yAtrA to zarU thaI, rastA para to AvI gayA! maMdira bhale dUra hoya paNa zikhara dekhAvA lAgyuM che. pratimA bhale nathI dekhAtI paNa zikhara dekhAvA lAgyuM che, AzA baMdhAya che tethI bhakta to doDavA lAge che zikhara joIne. have eka paLa paNa pratimAnAM darzana vinA e rahI zakato nathI. badhuM vilIna tenI badhI IcchAo naSTa thaI jAya che, eka ja bAkI rahe che - ekatAnI. badhI nadIo ekamAM bhaLI gaI che. rAta vyatIta thaI che. savAra nikaTamAM che. jAgaraNa sadhAyuM che paNa prakAza nathI dekhAto. sUraja hajI nathI nIkaLyo. haju samAdhi nathI lAgI. AtmAnI sAkSAt prApti nathI thaI. paraMtu viraha jAge che tyAM badhuM badalAI jAya che. bhaktanA hRdayamAM apUrva tAlAvelI jAgI che. kyAre

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2 1 paramAtmAno sUraja Uge e mATe Atura che nayana, becena che hRdaya. tethI AMkhano palakAro paNa te mArato nathI arthAt nimiSamAtra samaya mATe paNa, alpa paNa mAtrAmAM pramAda nathI karato. basa, pratIkSA kare che e rathanI ke je tenAM dvAra upara aTakavAno che. divasa-rAta te AMkha khullI rAkhe che arthAt jJAnane sanmukha rAkhe che. satata jAgaraNanI A avasthA e ja che dhyAna. ' have nahIM cUkuM kabIrajI kahe che - jo abake prItama mile, karuM nimikha na nyArA; aba kabIra guru pAIA, milA prANa piyArA." he paramAtmA! he priyatamI maLyA to hazo tame pahelAM ghaNI vAra, vahyA to tame hazo aneka vAra, paraMtu huM ja sUto hato. AvyA to hazo aneka vAra tame mArA dvAra upara, paNa huM ja bhUlI gayo hato. game teTaluM bhaTakyo, tame to sAthe ja hatA. paraMtu meM ja mUDhamatie tamane oLakhyA nahIM. keTalAMya rUpomAM tame mane maLyA hazo. meM rUpa joyuM paNa tamane na joyA. aMdha hato. aneka vAra maLyA paNa meM ja oLakhyA nahIM. tame samaye samaye AvyA ane huM dara vakhate cUkyo..... paNa have nahIM cUkuM. have huM sajAga thaI gayo chuM. bakaruM nimikha na nyArA'. eka kSaNa paNa tamArAthI alaga nahIM rahuM. have huM tamane alaga nahIM karuM. have nahIM cUkuM, kAraNa ke "aba kabIra guru pAIA, milA prANa piyArA'. have nahIM cUkuM. guru maLI gayA che, gurue mane jAgRta karyo che. have to koI paNa rUpamAM Ave, koI paNa paryAyamAM jhaLake, huM pakaDI ja laIza.

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2 2. viraha sukhadAyaka - virahamAM ATalI pIDA hovA chatAM prabhu tene sukhadAyaka mAnavAnuM kahe che. zuM kAraNa haze? jyAM sudhI viraha vedAya che, tyAM sudhI "tuM" mahattvano rahe che, paramAtmAnuM prAdhAnya rahe che. viraha baMdha thAya ane "huM'nI dhULa jAmavA lAge che. virahanI vedanA hoya tyAM "tuMhI tuMhI' hoya che, "huM'no tyAM avakAza nathI. A anAdi jakkI "huM'ne maTADavA pratipaLa virahavedanA joIe. e sajAgatA lAve che. enI hAjarImAM ahaM utpanna ke puSTa thato nathI. tethI virahane sukhadAyaka kahyo che. abhAgiyA che ne ke jene viraha jAgyo ja nathI. dhanyabhAgI che te ke jene virahanI vedanA jAgI che, je paramAtmA mATe AMsu sArI zake che. A vedanAmAMthI ja navuM jIvana utpanna thaze. mahAbhAgyazALI che teo ke jemane virahAgni dvArA harinI sAkSAt prApti thaI cUkI che..... - virahanI vedanA eTalI pragADha hoya che! chatAM koI bhaktane emAMthI mukta thavuM nathI. jo koI samajAve ke "choDo paramAtmAne! kyAM maLe che teo? nAhakanI pIDA sahevI!' to paramAtmAne - temanA smaraNane choDavA premI taiyAra thato nathI. mIrAM, caitanya vagere badhAM premI bhaktone lokoe temanuM pAgalapaNuM choDavA mATe khUba samajAvyA ke virahakALa ATalo du:khadAyaka che to zA mATe paramAtmAnI pAchaLa paDavAnuM choDI detA nathI? zA mATe mahelamAM ke ghare pAchA pharI saMsAramAM sukho bhogavatAM nathI? paraMtu temaNe potAnuM pAgalapaNuM na choDyuM. mIrAMbAI kahe che ke "dhelA ame bhale thayA re, amane ghelAmAM guNa lAvyo.' . te bhaktone paramAtmAnuM anusaMdhAna atyaMta priya hatuM

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23 tethI e mATe sarI rahelAM AMsu priya hatAM, virahavedanA priya hatI ane tethI ja saMsAranAM sukha karatAM A dekhItuM du:kha temaNe vahAluM gaNyuM! e ja batAve che ke A virahavedanA koI apekSAe sukhadAyaka che ja. nAmadhArI bhakta kadAca pIDAthI gabharAI jaI, paramAtmAne visArI saMsAra tarapha vaLI jAya; paraMtu je sAco bhakta che e to kahe che ke virahano aMta ekatAmAM ja che. virahano aMta bIjA koI paNa prakAre Ave e mane mAnya nathI. bhakta bhale virahamAM raDato hoya paNa raDavAnuM baMdha karavA jo koI tene saMsAranAM pralobhana Ape to te viraha ja mAnya rAkhe. Aga che, kAMTA che, pIDA che paNa emAM kaMIka 'sukha' tene lAge che. zuM sukha che A pIDAmAM? emAMthI pasAra thatAM kaMIka rUpAMtaraNano anubhava thAya che, navI cetanAno janma thAya che. emAM eka prakAranI mastI che. A mastImAM mUDhatA nathI paNa sajAgatA che. mastI che kAraNa ke paramAtmA prati hozapUrNatA che ane saMsAra prati behozI che, para pratye behozI ane svanI jAgRti che. saMsArabhAva kSINa thAya che jyAM sudhI be AMkha che, tyAM sudhI paramAtmA nahIM maLe. benA kAraNe ja nathI maLatA. temane prApta karavA eka AMkha joIe - aMtargatu. be AMkha vaDe thatAM jJAnavyApArathI to patnI, putra, dhanAdi bahAranuM badhuM maLe. be AMkha vaDe bahAranI duniyA sAthe joDAvuM thAya che. paramAtmAne maLavA eka AMkha joIe . A be AMkha baMdha thAya che tyAre aMdaranI eka AMkha khUle che ke jenA vaDe aMdara birAjI rahelA paramAtmA maLe che.

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24 be AMkhathI je maLe te pudgala, ekathI je maLe te paramAtmA. be AMkha bahAra jue che, eka AMkha aMdara jue che. tethI samasta dhyAnaprakriyA, bhaktinI kriyAmAM lIna thatAM bahAranI be AMkha baMdha thaI jAya che, saMsAra khovAI jAya che, maTI jAya che..... bahAranI be AMkha baMdha thAya ke tarata aMdaranI eka AMkha khUlI jAya ema nathI. A be vacceno je kALa che te virahakALa che. e pIDAkArI che, duHkhada che; paNa dareka upalabdhi mATe tapavuM paDe che, ema aMtarthakSanA UghaDavA mATe paNa pratIkSA karavI paDe che, tapavuM paDe che. jo aMdaranA paramAtmAno viraha lAge, pIDA utpana thAya to aMtargatu khUle. viraha eka vedanA che paNa sukhadAyaka che, kAraNa ke enAthI aMtaranAM dvAra khUle che. A pIDA keTalAMya sarjanAtmaka kArya kare che. tame naSTa thAo cho ane tamArI aMdarathI kaMIka navuM Avirbhata thAya che, pratyeka mRtyu sAthe kaMIka navuM janma pAme che. Aje viraha pIDAkAraka lAge che, paNa je kArya thaI rahyuM che virahamAM, te sukharUpa che. eka divasa tame A pIDAnI kSaNa mATe potAne baDabhAgI samajazo, dhanya mAnazo. Aje bhale pIDA che, rastA para cho; raNamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA cho ane tarasa lAgI che tethI pIDA che - A avasthA duHkharUpa che, paNa eka divasa maMjila prApta thaze tyAre lAgaze ke je maLyuM che tenI sAme A pIDA kaMI ja na hatI. - hari paNa Atura dhanyabhAgI che te ke je virahavedanAmAM badhuM gumAvI bese che - svayaMne paNa! kAraNa ke te ja badhuM prApta karavAno adhikArI

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25 che. saMsAra khUTato dekhAze. satya maLatuM dekhAze. ApaNe saMsArathI chUTatAM jaIe chIe ane paramAtmA sAthe joDAtAM jaIe chIe. paNa ApaNe bahu jaladI gabharAI jaIe chIe - basa! bahu thayuM. have sahana nahIM thAya..... paNa zrIguru hiMmata vadhAratA jAya che, jethI aha-mama tUTatA jAya che. adhavacce AzvAsana maLe to kacAza rahI jAya. vaidika saMskRtimAM eka bahu sarasa concept (kalpanA) che. emAM evI mAnyatA che ke mAtra tame paramAtmAne zodhI rahyA cho, mAtra tamane ja milananI AzA che, ema nathI. paramAtmA paNa tamArI pratIkSA karI rahyA che. jeTalA Atura tame cho, eTalA ja Atara paramAtmA paNa che. jo mAtra tame ja zodhI rahyA cho paramAtmAne, to e zodha kyAreya paNa pUrI nahIM thAya. zudra virATane kaI rIte zodhI zake? jo paramAtmAne rasa ja na hoya pragaTa thavAno, to tamArI zodhano aMta kaI rIte AvI zake? tame zodhI zako cho, kAraNa ke teo paNa cAhe che ke tame zodhI lo. teo evI jagyAe UbhA che ke jethI tamAruM milana thaI zake. teo evI rIte UbhA rahI jAya che ke jarAka paNa zodha thaI ke milana thaI jAya. bALako jema saMtAkUkaDInI ramata rame, evo khela paramAtmA rame che. bALako kaMI bahu dUra nathI bhAgI jatA ke jethI tame zodhI ja na zako. teo tyAM ja chupAya che - palaMga nIce, daravAjA pAchaLa.....bahu dUra nahIM! A vAta tamane paNa khabara che, tethI ja tame zodhavA nIkaLo cho. be-cAra cakkara mAro to maLI jAya. tema paramAtmA paNa chUpavAnI lIlA kare che. paramAtmA chupAI gayA che paNa bahu dUra nahIM. te ja batAve che ke temane paNa zodhAI javAnI icchA che. temane

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26 pragaTa thavuM che paNa tamane jagADI ne! virahavedanAmAMthI pasAra thaI tame paripakva thAo to paramAtmA to bheTavA taiyAra ja che. unALAmAM dharatI tape pachI AkAza varase che, ema prathama tame virahamAM tapI pAtratA taiyAra karo, paramAtmAnI prIti vardhamAna karo to bAre megha varasavA taiyAra che..... bhakta ekalo nathI Ama, A zodhamAM ApaNe ekalA nathI. jemane zodhI rahyA chIe, teo paNa zodhAI javA mATe utsuka che. ApaNo ja hAtha emanI tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyo che ema nathI, emano hAtha paNa AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. vAstavamAM ApaNe hAtha AgaLa karIe enI pahelAM ja emano hAtha AgaLa vadhyo hoya che..... cUka ApaNA taraphathI che. virahanI vedanA ja A milana karAvI zake. paramAtmA paNa maLavA Atura che evI zraddhA jAgatAM virahamAM dhIrajano praveza thAya che. utAvaLa-gabharATa zame che. prema zuddha thato jAya che. ane temAM gurukRpAthI kAma saraLa banI jAya che. paramAtmA to potAnI tarapha kheMcI ja rahyA che, tyAM ananya anugraha karI zrIguru paNa milana-virahanA yogathI, bodhabaLathI ane preraNAzaktithI ApaNI pAtratA tvarAthI paripakva kare che, ApaNane paramAtmA tarapha dhakele che. - bhakta ekalo tALI pADI zake nahIM, bhajana karI zake nahIM. jo bhajanamAM paramAtmA saMmilita na hoya, AgaLa ke aMdara UbhA na hoya to keTalo vakhata Takaze enuM bhajana? jo kIrtanamAM eka rasadhAra na vahe to keTaluM cAle e kIrtana? bhagavAna zAMtirUpe, AnaMdarUpe, premarUpe hAjara rahe che tethI ja

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27 to bhajanamAM - kIrtanamAM rasa paDe che, bhajana thAya che, bhakti thAya che, bhakta thavAya che..... anaMta pratIkSA tethI virahano khela thoDo vadhAre samaya cAle to gabharAvuM nahIM. teo paNa maLavA Atura che e bhUlavuM nahIM. AMsumAM chAtI sudhI tamane DubADe, gaLADUba virahamAM rAkhe to paNa hiMmata hAravI nahIM. premI jyAM jAgRta rahIne paramAtmAnI, zrIgurunI karuNAno ahesAsa nathI jagADato, tyAM teno prema nIce UtaravA lAge che - vAsanA tarapha. paraMtu bhaktane to sAme anaMtI karuNAnAM darzana thAya che, pratIti thAya che ane tethI tenAmAM prema, dhIraja, samarpaNa vagere vRddhimAna thatAM jAya che. virahamAM je Take che tene prabhu maLe che. premI bhakta pratIkSA kare che. bhale game teTalAM jIvana vItI jAya, zarIra badalAI jAya, yoni badalAI jAya, rUpa badalAI jAya.....paNa tenI pratIkSA nathI chUTatI. anaMta pratIkSA - dhamAla nahIM, pramAda nahIM! anaMto prema ane anaMtI pratIkSA - anaMtI karuNAnI sAme..... je vyavasAyI hoya te pratIkSA nathI karI zakato. tene badhuM instant (tAkIde) joIe che, jANe badhuM eka kSaNamAM ja ghaTavuM joIe! paNa A ghaTanA dhIre dhIre thAya che. prema zuddha tyAre ja thAya ke jyAre virahamAM TakI jAya. e mATe anaMtI dhIraja joIe. mullA nasarUdIna baMdagI kare che, "he khudA! mane anaMtI dhIraja Apa. hamaNAM ane ahIMyA ja!!!' mahattvapUrNa cIjo samaya mAMge che, sAdhanA mAMge che. vAsanAno saMbaMdha hamaNAM ane ahIMyAM ja banI zake che, paraMtu

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28 prema tamArI taiyArI cakAsaze. tame anaMtI dhIraja mATe taiyAra cho to ghaTanA kSaNamAM ghaTaze. tvarAnI zarata nahIM mAre prApta karavuM ja che' e bhAva sAthe jyAre anaMtI dhIraja umerAya che, hamaNAM ja thAo' e mAMga paNa chUTI jAya che tyAre kArya kSaNamAM pUrNa thaI jAya che. ane jyAre "kSaNamAM kArya thavuM joIe' e bhAva hoya che tyAre e ghaTanA ghaTavAmAM anaMta kALa paNa vItI jaI zake che! A vicitra lAge, paNa che vAstavikatA. tethI bhakta to ema ja kahe che ke mAruM kArya mAtra prema karavAnuM che, darzana ApavAnuM kAma enuM che. bhalene e anaMta kALa lagADato!!! jyAre "jaladI thAo' evI zarata paNa tUTe che tyAre prema mukta thAya che, Urdhvagamana kare che. "jaladI'nI paNa mAMga nahIM rahe tyAre zAMti avatarita thaze. hamaNAM', "jaladI' evI mAMga jAgatAM tame taNAvagrasta thaI jAo cho, kRtrimatA Ave che, aMdaranI sahajatA, komaLatA naSTa thaI jAya che. prApti mATe pramAda jeTaluM bAdhaka tattva che, utAvaLa tethI paNa vadhu bAdhaka tattva che. pramAda mATe to heyabuddhi che tethI kyAreka paNa ene jItI zakAze, jyAre utAvaLa mATe to upAdeyabuddhi che ane tethI utAvaLanI lAgaNI aMge sudhAraNAnuM koI pagaluM bharAtuM nathI, e doSa emano ema rahI jAya che ane jIvane AgaLa vadhavA deto nathI. 'tvarAthI thAo' e bhAvanA kAraNe tame taNAvagrasta thaI jAo cho, tethI kArya thatuM nathI. "abhIpsA' zabdamAM khUbI che. vAsanAmAM mAMga che ane taNAvapUrNatA paNa che; "hamaNAM ja

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29 joIe', 'ahIMyAM ja joIe'... jyAre abhIpsAmAM mAMga che paNa taNAva nathI, taNAvazUnyatA che - "Apaje paNa sArI rIte ane tArA samaye.....' naSTa thavA taiyAra premano rasto che maTavAno rasto. emAM naSTa thaI javuM te ja upalabdhi che. tyAM khovAI javuM te ja maLavuM che. tyAM bacavAnI ceSTA bAdhA che. tyAM dhIre dhIre potAne ogALavAnuM - bhulAvavAnuM kArya pAra pADavAnuM hoya che ane eka dhanya ghaDI evI haze ke jyAre mAtra "tuM" raheze, 'huM' nahIM. kevaLa jJAna raheze, anya koI nahIM. prema tyAM pUrNatA pAmaze. premanA prAraMbhamAM ja maTavAnuM zarU thaI jAya che. aMta (pUrNatA) mATe karavAnuM ja kaMI rahetuM nathI, kAraNa ke karavAvALo ja naSTa thaI jAya che! bace che koNa? zuM bane che? kaI rIte bane che? e samajAvanAra koI rahetuM ja nathI. zrI rAmakRSNa A vAta kahetA hatA. loko sAgaranA taTa upara beThA hatA, vicAra karatA hatA ke sAgaranI UMDAI keTalI haze? carcA cAlatI hatI tyAM eka mIThAnI pUtaLI AvI. te mApavA gaI paNa pAchI AvI ja nahIM. ogaLI gaI. jema jema UMDe Utare, tema tema pIgaLe. sAgaranuM UMDANa mApavAvALI emAM ja samAI gaI. pAchuM pharavAvALuM koI rahyuM ja nahIM. premanuM paNa AvuM ja che. "huM' ogaLato jAya che. "huM' bAkI ja raheto nathI. je zodhavA jAya che te pAcho Avato ja nathI. tethI bhaktimArga para potAne vilIna karavAnI taiyArIvALA ja Ave. khovAI javAnI taiyArIvALA ja ahIM rahI zake che.

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30 virahanAM AMsu virahavedanAthI gabharAvuM nahIM. mUMjhAvuM nahIM. jo ApaNuM hovuM e ja behozI che to tenuM naSTa thavuM anivArya che. baLavuM to paDaze. marIne citA upara badhA caDhe che. A to jIvatA jIva citA upara caDhavAnuM che. paNa A ja sAcuM jIvavuM che. prema pIDA Ape che ane je pIDA sahana karavA icche che tene bhakti pragaTe che. prema duHkha Ape che kAraNa ke prema ghaDatara kare che. jema mUrtikAra chINI-hathoDIthI paththarane toDe to che paNa temAMthI pratimAno AvirbhAva thAya che. jo jIva premanI pIDAthI DarI jAya to te sadAne mATe duHkhanI narakamAM saDaze. paNa jo e pIDAne te sahana karI leze to tenuM duHkha jaladIthI sukhamAM rUpAMtarita thaI jaze ane e paNa evA sukhamAM ke jeno kyAreya paNa aMta nathI. premano mArga AMsuothI bharelo che, paraMtu eka eka AMsu sAme karoDa karoDa guNarUpI phUla khIle che. A AMsu sAdhAraNa AMsu nathI, ane A AMsunuM duHkha e paNa sAdhAraNa du:kha nathI. A AMsu mAtra pANInAM TIpAM nathI, paramAtmA sudhIno setu che. A AMsu eka prakAranI gati che, jemAM vahevuM thAya che prabhu pratye. eka eka AMsu tamane svaccha kare che, nirdoSa banAve che, tAjA kare che. saMsAranuM jhe2 sAthe laIne te vahI jAya che. paramAtmA mATe vaheluM AMsunuM eka TIpuM paNa amRta che. e tamAruM keTaluM jhera cUsI le che! eka saMta pAse eka vyakti sAdhanAnuM mArgadarzana levA gaI hatI. saMte tene kahyuM, "jo tuM dararoja be motI hRdayamAMthI utpanna karI, AMkha dvArA bhagavAnane arpaNa karI zake to tAre

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bIjI koI sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra nathI.' pAtratAnI upalabdhi virahanA DarathI loko prema karatA nathI. virahAgni tamArA AtmAne zuddha suvarNanI jema camakAvaze. paramAtmAnA mArga upara rAkha thaI javuM te paNa sonuM thavA barAbara che. premanA mArga upara khovAnuM ghaNuM che, paNa je gumAvo cho tenAthI anaMte prApta thAya che. je gumAvavAthI Dare che, tene prApti thatI nathI. pahelAM unALo, pachI comAsuM - pahelAM khovAnI taiyArI, pachI upalabdhi! gumAvavAnI taiyArI e pAtratA che. pAtra khAlI thaze to paramAtmA AvIne birAjaze. premInI kasoTI che virahamAM. kasoTI vinA yathArtha samajAya naI. virahanA tApa vinA paripakvatA Ave nahIM. premanI pIDA vinA chIcharApaNuM hoya. pIDA vinA koI vastu UMDI nathI banatI. maheMdI pisAya che tyAre temAMthI raMga pragaTe che ane kerI taDakAmAM tape che tyAre tenAmAM mIThAza praveze che. viraha premanuM UMDANa vadhAre che. bhAgyazALIne ja viraha vedAya che. bAkI to badhAMnAM hRdaya sukAI gayAM che. paramAtmAnI khoTa nathI lAgatI. lakSmI, parivAra, adhikAranI khoTa sAle che! hRdaya marubhUmi banI gayuM che. rasadhAra nathI vahetI. koI aMkura nathI phUTato. pakSI gIta nathI gAtuM. bhAgyazALI che te ke jenI AMkha hajI paNa bhInI thAya che paramAtmAnA nAmathI! AMsu aMdara UtaravAnI eka suvidhA che. jJAnIoe virahane sukhadAyaka kahyo che. bhaktane paNa te sukhadAyaka lAge che kAraNa ke e vedanAmAM badhuM khovAI jAya che. ane evI koI saubhAgyanI kSaNomAM, dhanyatAnI ghaDImAM

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32 paramAtmAnuM avataraNa thAya che. kAmI-premI-bhakta virahano prasaMga udbhave, kasoTIno kALa Ave tyAre kAmI, premI ane bhaktanuM valaNa kevuM hoya che? tadanusAra temane maLatuM phaLa paNa kevuM bhinna hoya che? e sAdhake AtmanirIkSaNa arthe samajavA yogya che. viraha Ave tyAre kAmI priyapAtranuM vismaraNa karI bese che. jyAM vismaraNa hoya tyAM pIDA kaI rIte pragaTe? pIDA to premIne che ke jene smaraNamAM TakavAnuM che ane AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. bhakta temAM eTalo zuddha thaI jAya che ke ekatAnuM kArya karI le che. virahathI nArAja thAya to vAsanA - kAma che. virahanI pIDA anubhave to prema che. virahathI zuddhatA pragaTe tyAM bhakti che. kAmI athavA azuddha premavALI vyaktine viraha sahevAno Ave che tyAre te ema Icche che ke teno priyatama tenI pAse ja rahe, priyapAtra upara pote kabajo jamAvIne sAthe ja rAkhe. A ja saMjogomAM je zuddha premI che, jenAmAM bhakti jAgI che te ema icche che ke pote paramAtmAmAM vilIna thaI jAya, potAno kabajo prabhu laI le. "tame maLo' ema nahIM paNa "huM tArAmAM vilIna thaI jAuM'! A bemAM phera che. pariNAme pahelo hAre che ane bIjo jIte che. zrIguru viraha Ape che zrIguru kyAreka samAgama Ape che ane kyAreka viraha Ape che. teo niraMtara sAnidhyamAM rAkhatA nathI ane virahano

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33 anubhava karAve che, enI pAchaLa be kAraNa rahyAM che. eka to jIvanI bhAvadazAnuM mUlyAMkana tenI potAnI pAse ja karAvavAno hetu; ane bIjuM, premane vizuddha karAvavA mATe teo dUra sarI jAya che. jo AvI kasoTI nahIM thAya to premane kAma banatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. guru kyAreka ApaNA premanuM svarUpa kevuM che te ApaNane batAvavA mATe paNa viraha Ape che. tyAre bhAvonuM avalokana karavuM ane potAnuM mApa kADhavuM; ane e anusAra puruSArthanuM svarUpa nakkI karavuM. jo viraha maLatAM viSaya-kaSAya prabaLa banatA hoya to prema pragaTyo ja nathI. virahamAM vismaraNa thaI jatuM hoya to haju te kAmI ja che. virahamAM smaraNa pragADha banatuM hoya to ja mAnavuM ke prema pragaTyo che. sAcA premane viraha maLe to te vadhAre gahana ane zuddha bane che, te bhaktinuM svarUpa pakaDe che. viraha anivArya che. AMsu Avazyaka che premane vizuddha karavA mATe, premIthI jyAre viraha nathI sahana thato, tyAre te prabhune vInave che ke he prabhu! kAM mane DubADI de, kAM pahoMcADI de. A vedanA have sahana thatI nathI.' paramAtmA tene kahe che ke tArI A pIDAno aMta samAgamathI - sAnidhyathI nahIM Ave. jene thoDo ja samaya paramAtmA sAthe gALavo che, tene sAnidhyathI cAle paNa jene niraMtara paramAtmA joIe che, jene satata paramAtmA sAthe rahevuM che tenA virahano aMta mAtra ekatAthI ja AvI zake che. adazyanI laganI zrIguru jyAre ziSyamAM sAco prema jue che, aMtaramAM eka agni prajvalita thayelo jue che, prAptino taraphaDATa jue

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34 che tyAre zrIguru tenAthI dUra sarakavA lAge che, tene viraha Ape che, pote aMtardhAna thaI jAya che.....eTalA badhA dUra thaI jAya ke dekhAya nahIM, adazya thaI jAya! have jo e prema TakI jAya to e dRzyano nahIM paNa adazyano prema che ema siddha thAya che. eka rUpAMtaraNa ghaTita thAya che. ApaNo je ddazya mATeno prema, ene adRzya mATeno prema banAvavA mATe zrIguru pote adRzya thaI jAya! adazyano prema ApaNane potAnI nikaTa lAve che. ziSya pokAra kare che ke A virahano have aMta lAvo ane mane maLo. zrIguru kahe che ke jarUra, paNa have A kinAre nahIM, bIjA kinAre adRzyanA kinAre! have bIjA rUpe svarUpe! bahAra judA judA rUpe maLI ghaNI vAra vikhUTA paDyA, have aMtaramAM maLIzuM - kyAreya paNa vikhUTA na thavA mATe! virATa banIne nAma-rUpathI para. deharUpe nahIM. zrIguru eTalA dUra thatA jAya, adazya thaI jAya ke tame emanA dehane bhUlI jAo. deha khovAI jAya. deha dekhAto baMdha thaI jAya. paNa pachI sarvatra tame emane anubhavo! eka dizAmAM nahIM.....sarva dizAmAM! zrIguru enI taiyArI karAve che, eno abhyAsa karAve che. dezyanA kinAre AvI zakIe te mATe zrIgurue samAgama Apyo. dazyanA kinArA u52thI adRzyanA kinArA upara javA mATe teo viraha Ape che. viraha ja premane bhaktimAM rUpAMtarita kare che, ane bhakti mokSa apAve che. have zrIguru maLaze bIjA kinAre. zrIgurue ApaNane vAsanAmAMthI prema sudhI pahoMcADyA. have bhakti jagADaze ja chUTako! zrIguru pelA kinAre ApaNI pratIkSA kare che, paNa ApaNe A kinAre aTakIne rahyA chIe. to ApaNe ApaNI premanI nAva

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have te adRzya kinArA upara laI javA taiyAra thaIe. paramakRpALudevanI asIma kRpAthI ApaNA saunI nAva drazya kinAro choDI adazyanA kinAre pahoMce e ja maMgaLa bhAvanA. *** he paramakRpALudeva! tuM khUba Aghe che. AkAza jeTalo Aghe ane chatAMya eka divasa avazya huM tane AMbI jaIza. mane zraddhA che ke tArI pAse pahoMcyA vinA huM nahIM rahuM. tAro prema mane tArI pAse laI Avaze. 35 tArA nAma sAthe AMkhamAM anAyAse UbharAI AvatAM AMsunuM amRta pIne, tArA smaraNanA sabaLa setu para cAlIne pahoMcIza tArI pAse. tArI bhAvadazAne pAmavI e ja che eka saghana lagana. divasa ane rAta, eka ja vAta. eka ja japa. eka ja tapa. anaMta prema ane anaMta pratIkSA. ApaNe jarUra maLIzuM ane eka thaIzuM. tAro anugraha mane sAkSAt prApti karAvIne ja raheze. samudramAM mAchalI thaIne mAre alaga nathI vahevuM. nadI thaIne bhaLI javuM che mAre. vilIna thavuM che mArA vahAlA vibhunI virATatAmAM......... OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH zrIsadgurucaraNArpaNamastu

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aus heko dharamapura