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________________ aMza pravacananA :: pravacanastrota :zrI siMdUraprakarastava :: pravacana :: pa.pU. paramazAsanaprabhAvaka pUjyapAda sva.A.bha.zrI.vi. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.nA paTTAlaMkAra pa.pU. sva.A.bha.zrI.vi. mukticandrasU. ma.nA ziSyaratna pa.pU. sva.A.bha.zrI.vi. amaragumasUma.nA ziSyaratna pa.pU.A.bha.zrI.vi. candragumasU.ma. :: prakAzana :: zrI anekAMta prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa :: Arthika sahukAra :: suzrAvikA yazomatIbena jasavaMtalAlanA smaraNArthe ha. sonalabena-muMbaI
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________________ [ pustaka : aMza pravacananA : zrI siMdUraprakarastava D AvRtti : prathama 0 nakala : 10 L prakAzana : zrI anekAMta prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa D prAptisthAna : (1) zA. mukuMdabhAi ramaNalAla 5, navaratna leTsa, navA vikAsagRha mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 007. (2) pramodabhAi choTAlAla zAha 102, vorA AziSa, 5. solIsITara roDa, malADa (isTa), muMbai-400 097. (3) jatInabhAi hemacaMda zAha 'komala' chAparIyA zerI, mahIdharapurA, surata-3, (4) tanIla e. vorA 4/74, kRSNakuMja, jUnA pulageTa pAse, 2392 /93, janarala thImaiyA roDa, pUnA-411 001. D Arthika sahakAra : suzrAvikA yazomatIbena jasavaMtalAlanA smaraNArthe ha. sonalabena-muMbai 0 mudraka : Tejas Printers F/5, Parijat Complex, Swaminarayan Mandir Rd., Kalupur, Abad-1 (M) 98253 47620 Ph. (O) 22172271 zrI upadhAnatapapraveza-dine vi.saM. 2068, vaNI mA.va. 6 thI ma.su. 8 anaMtopakArI zrI arihaMtaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsanane pAmelA mahApuruSoe ApaNA hitanI ciMtA karatI vakhate mokSamArga kone kahevAya che e batAvavAnuM kAma karyuM che. jJAna, saMyama ane tapa : A traNa mokSamArga che. gRhasthapaNAmAM zreSTha ArAdhanA A upadhAnatapanI che. upadhAnatapa AkarAmAM Akaro che. AmAM tapa pharajiyAta thaI jaze, saMyama paLAI jaze paNa jJAna mATe samaya phALavavo agharo paDaze. sAcuM ne ? vikathAmAM samaya pasAra na thAya ane jJAna maLe enA mATe puruSArtha karI levo. jJAna, saMyama ane tapa : A traNa eka thaze to mokSe pahoMcAze. jJAnanA kAraNe jJAnAvaraNIyakarmano kSayopazama thaze, darzanAvaraNIyakarmano kSayopazama thaze. saMyamathI cAritramohanIyano yopazama thaze ane tapathI bhUtakALanAM karmonI nirjarA thaze. sAdhubhagavaMto paMdara kalAka bhaNI zake to tame paNa pauSadhamAM eTaluM bhaNI zako ne ? tapathI AtmAnI zuddhi thaze, jJAnathI mArga dekhAze ane saMyamathI Azrava dUra thaIne navo karmabaMdha aTakaze. mArge cAlavA mATe jJAnanI jarUra che. Azrava baMdha na thAya, bhUtakALanAM karmono nikAla na thAya ane AtmAnI azuddhi dUra na thAya to mArge nahi calAya. upadhAna jevuM anuSThAna phAvI jAya to sAdhupaNuM sArAmAM sArI rIte paLAya. suDatALIsa divasa mATe badhuM chUTI jAya to kAyama mATe kema na chUTe ? cAra divasa roga jAya e game ke kAyama mATe jAya e game ? upadhAna phAvI jAya to nIkaLavuM che ke rahI javuM che ? jo nIkaLo to ame samajIzuM ke upadhAna phAvyAM nathI. upadhAnamAM praveza thayo eno artha e nathI ke - phaLa maLI gayuM.
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________________ phaLa meLavavA mATe puruSArtha karavo paDaze. apramattapaNe kriyA karavAnI, jJAnane meLavatA rahevAnuM, to mokSamArge AgaLa vadhIzuM. rasto game teTalo sAro hoya paNa aMdhArAmAM cAlavAnuM na phAve ne ? tema kriyA game teTalI sArI haze paNa jJAna vagara nakAmI jaze. darekane potapotAnA sthAne kriyA karAvavAnuM kAma azakya hovAthI ane eka sthAne badhAne kriyA karAvavAnuM kAma zakya hovAthI Ayojake A rIte anukULatA karI ApI che. tethI gurunI nizrAmAM eka sthAne rahIne temanI pAsethI jJAnakriyA prApta karI levAM che. ghara choDIne A rIte rahyA cho to teno pUrepUro lAbha uThAvI levo che. jJAna, saMyama ane tapanI ekAtmatA sAdhI levI che. eka vAra A lakSya AvI jaze to mokSamArga ApaNA mATe sulabha banaze. apAre saMsAre kathamapi samAsAdya nRbhavam / na dharmaM ya: kuryAd viSayasukhatRSNAtaralitaH / / bruDan pArAvAre pravaramapahAya pravahaNam / sa mukhyo mUrkhANAmupalamupalabdhuM prayatate / / 7 / / anaMtopakArI zrI arihaMtaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zrI somaprabhasurIzvarajI mahArAjA zrI siMdUraprakaramAM pharamAve che ke - apAra evA saMsAramAM viSayasukhathI caMcaLa banelA jIvo dharma karatA nathI. haju sudhI ApaNA dharmanI zarUAta ja thaI nathI. je IrAdAthI dharma karavo che e IrAdo jo ApaNo sacavAya nahIM to dharma thayo ja nathI. upadhAnatapanA ArAdhako mATe vyAkhyAna pharajiyAta che. sUtra to je tame bolo cho e ja ame bolIe chIe chatAM gurubhagavaMtanI nizrAnI jarUra eTalA mATe ja che ke ApaNe ApaNA dharmane mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavo che. dharmanI prApti saMkhyAnA kAraNe nathI, guNanA kAraNe che. bhagavAnanA vacananI sAthe meLa bese to mokSe pahoMcI jaIzuM. sagAsaMbaMdhI sAthe meLa jAmaze to saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDaze. tame upadhAna zA mATe karavA taiyAra thayA cho ? mokSe javA mATe ja ne ? jo mokSe javuM haze to gharavALA sAme jovAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. mokSe javA mATe cAra gatimAMthI mAtra manuSyagati ja kAma lAge che. manuSyajanma ApaNe prApta karyo ne ? zuddhadharma ryo nahi mATe manuSyapaNAmAM AvyA chIe, have zuddha dharma karIne cAra gatine TALavI che. sava kahevAya che ne ke - mahApuNyathI manuSyapaNuM maLyuM che. puNya to dharma karatAM na AvaDe tyAre baMdhAya che, zuddha dharma karatAM jene AvaDe te to karma khapAvI mokSe pahoMcI jAya. zAstramAM jyAM paNa 'tame puNya karo puNyavaMta' evuM Ave eno artha 'tame pavitra kAma karo' e che. karmano baMdha karavo e pavitra kAma nathI, karma choDIe e pavitra kAma che. A zlokanI bIjI lITImAM ApaNe dharma kema nathI karI zakatA e batAvyuM che. viSayasukhanI tRSNAthI vyAsa hovAthI dharma thato nathI, apAra evA saMsAramAM manuSyapaNuM maLavuM durlabha che. manuSyapaNuM maLyA pachI viSayatRSNA kADhavA mATe prayatna na karIe to maLeluM manuSyapaNuM nakAmuM jaze. viSayanI tRSNAne kADhavA mATe AjathI zarUAta karavI che. Ayojake nIvImAM game teTalI vastuo banAvI hoya toya ApaNe mAtra roTalI dALa bhAta ane zAka : A cAra sivAya bIjI eke vastu nathI levI, dharma karavAnI utAvaLa karavAnI jarUra nathI. yogyatA meLavI levI che. viSNunI tRSNA hoya ane sAthe dharmanI pravRtti hoya to zAstrakAro kahe che ke - e adharmanI pravRtti che ane viSayanI tRSNA na hoya sAthe adharmanI pravRtti hoya chatAM e dharmanI
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________________ pravRtti che. AnA mATe brahmacArI rAjA ane nityopavAsI muninI vAta Ave che ne ? sukha bhogavavAnI bhAvanA na hoya enuM nAma brahmacarya ane khAvAnI icchAno abhAva e tapa che. pravRttino tyAga karIe e dharma nathI, pariNAmano tyAga e dharma che. dharma karatI vakhate ApaNI IcchA ochI thaI ke IcchAe mAjhA mUkI che ? dUdhapAkanI sAthe roTalI vAparIe ke pUrI zodhyA karIe ? vastunA kAraNe icchA vadhe che mATe vastuthI dUra rahevuM che. bajAramAM gayA pachI paisA na hoya to game teTaluM levAnuM mana hoya chatAM nathI letA ne ? tema dharma karatI vakhate viSayanI IcchA na hoya to game teTalI vastuo maLe chatAM nathI levI. saMsArasAgarathI pAra UtaravA mATe sAdhana tarIke manuSyapaNuM ja che. anuttaravimAnanA devo paNa potAne anupama sukha maLavA chatAM manuSyapaNuM na maLyuM enA mATe mAthuM pachADe che. javuM hatuM kyAM ane AvyA kyAM - evuM emane lAge che. potAnI IcchA mujaba na maLe to mANasa duHkhI duHkhI thAya ne ? emanA jevA duHkhI A saMsAramAM koI nathI. ApaNane to manuSyajanma maLI gayo che ne ? to eno upayoga karI levo che ? je loko dharma kare che e loko saMsArane apAra mAnIne dharma kare che. je loko A sivAyanA IrAdAthI dharma kare che te loko dharma nathI karatA, adharma kare che. saMsAra apAra che - A vAta je je loko mAne che, oLakhe che. ene choDavA mATe prayatna kare che teo mokSamArgathI dUra nathI, mokSamArganI yogyatA te lokoe AtmasAt karI che. 'dharma karavo che' - enA karatAM 'dharmanuM phaLa prApta karavuM che e vadhu mahatvanuM che. saMsAranuM sukha e dharmanuM phaLa ja nathI. dharma karatAM na AvaDe tyAre saMsAranuM sukha prApta thAya. dharmanuM phaLa saMsAra chUTI jAya e che. ApaNane e phaLa nathI joItuM ne ? vartamAnamAM ApaNane dharmanuM phaLa nathI maLatuM e sukha bhogavavAnI IcchA jIvatI ne jAgatI paDI che mATe. sukha bhogavavA mATe du:kha veThIe ne ? jyAre dharma mATe duHkha bhogavIe ? sukha joItuM nathI mATe du:kha bhogavIe enuM nAma dharma. sukha mATe du:kha bhogavIe enuM nAma adharma. sukha joItuM nathI mATe sAdhupaNAmAM AvavAnuM che evI rIte gRhasthapaNAmAM upadhAna paNa sukha choDavA mATe karavAnAM che, du:kha veThavA mATe karavAnAM che. sukha pratyeno lagAva ane du:khano aNagamo ApaNane dharmamAM joDe che : A dazA Aje nahi to kAle badalavI ja paDaze. viSaya-kaSAyanI pariNatithI chUTavA mATe jyAre dharma karatA hoIe tyAre viSaya-kaSAya na thAya enuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze. sukhanI apekSA choDI daIe to viSaya chUTI jAya ane du:khanI apekSA rAkhI laIe to kaSAya jAya. du:kha veThavuM hoya ene garama thavAnI jarUra kharI ? sukha bhogavIne dharma karavAnI vAta khoTI che, duHkha veThIne dharma karavAnI vAta sAcI che. samajIne du:kha veThavAnuM kAma mAtra manuSyapaNAmAM che. devalokamAM du:khe nathI, tiryaMcamAM viveka nathI ane nArakI to haMmezane mATe duHkha kADhavA mATe ja taiyAra hoya che mATe manuSyajanmanI vizeSatA che. anukULatA maLe to choDI na zakIe e bane paNa na maLe to mAMgIne paNa anukULatA bhogavIe - evuM na bane : sAcuM ne ? saMsAranA sukhanA AzayathI thanAro badho dharma adharma che : evuM sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa saMsAranA sukhano Azaya jato na hoya ane sukha mATe dharma karatA hoya tevA loko mUrkhazekhara che. ApaNe dharma karavo che ke adharma ja cAlu rAkhavo che ? adharma to karavo ja nathI ane dharma zakti mujaba bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe karyA vagara rahevuM nathI. bhaktiM tIrthakare gurau jinamate saGke ca hiMsA'nRta-, steyAbrahma-parigrahAdyuparamaM krodhAdyarINAM jayam /
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________________ saujanyaM guNisaGgamindriyadamaM dAnaM tapo bhAvanAM, vairAgyaM ca kuruSva nirvRtipade yadyasti gantuM manaH / / 8 / / zrI tIrthaMkarabhagavaMta, gurubhagavaMta, jinamata ane saMgha pratye bhakti; hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahma ane parigrahAdithI virAma pAmavo; krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha A bhAvazatruno jaya karavo; sujanatA; guNIno saMgama; pAMca indriyonuM damana, dAna, tapa, bhAvanA ane vairAgya A upAyone ja mokSamAM javAnuM mana hoya to tame sevo. A mokSanA upAyamAM sauthI pahelo upAya paramAtmAnI bhakti jaNAvI che. A bhaktinuM phaLa jaNAve che : (1) tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanI bhakti : pApaM lumpati durgatiM dalayati vyApAdayatyApadaM, puNyaM sazcinute zriyaM vitanute puSNAti nIrogatAm / saubhAgyaM vidadhAti, pallavayati prItiM prasUte yaza:, svarga yacchati nirvRti ca racayatyarcAhatAM nirmitA / / 9 / / ApaNe jyAre paNa mokSe javA taiyAra thaIzuM tyAre zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno dharma ArAdhavo ja paDaze. mokSe javAnA jeTalA upAyo che te A zlokamAM jaNAvyA che. temAM sauthI pahelAM tIrthaMkarabhagavaMtanI bhakti jaNAvI che. dharmanI zarUAta bhaktithI karavAnI che. bhavathI taravAnI bhAvanA svarUpa bhakti vinA dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI. pahelAM jinezvarabhagavaMtanI bhakti karavAnI ane tyAra bAda jinamatanI bhakti karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. sa0 mata eTale ? mata eTale mAnyatA. sava jinamata ane jinazAsanamAM pharaka ? mata ane zAsanamAM pharaka che. mata eTale darekanI mAnyatA ane zAsana eTale jenuM rAjya cAle, jenI AjJA mAnavAnI hoya che. ApaNane jinazAsana to maLI gayuM, paraMtu e zAsananI ArAdhanA karatI vakhate mata ApaNo calAvIe chIe ne ? tethI ahIM 'zAsana' na lakhatAM "mata' lakhyuM che. jinazAsananI ArAdhanA jinamata pramANe karavAnI che, ApaNA mata (IcchA) pramANe nahi. e jinamatanI bhakti karavAnI vAta che. Aje to jinazAsanamAM paNa badhA potapotAnI IcchA mujaba kriyA kare ne ? sa0 IcchA mujaba nahi, zakti mujaba karIe, sahanazakti nathI. sahanazakti nathI ema bolIne nahi cAle, sahanazakti keLavavI paDaze. tame du:khanA DarathI dharma karo cho tethI zakti ochI paDe che. pApano Dara pedA thAya to zakti pragaTe. duHkhanA DarathI sahanazakti khalAsa thAya che, pApanA DarathI sahanazakti pragaTe che, 'du:kha paDaze' evA DarathI zakti khalAsa thAya ne 'pApa lAgaze !" evA DarathI zakti khIle che. mata ane zAsana baMnne eka ja nathI. be vacce ghaNo pharaka che. jyAM mohanuM sAmrAjya hoya tene mata kahevAya. jyAM AjJAnuM sAmrAjya hoya tene zAsana kahevAya. ahIM zlokamAM chelle pUchyuM che ke vasi nuM mana: | jo tamane nivRttipade javAnuM mana hoya to jinezvarabhagavaMtanI bhaktithI zarUAta karavAnI che. jeo mokSanI ArAdhanA karavA ja AvyA hoya temane Avo prazna pUchavo - e emanuM apamAna karyuM kahevAya ne ? chatAM ahIM evo apamAna karavAno bhAva nathI. saMsAranA sukhanI icchAthI paNa dharma karanArA loko hoya che, evA loko mATe A prazna che. ApaNane mokSamAM javAnuM
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________________ mana hoya to ApaNane ema thAya ke Avo prazna kema pUche che ? jamaNavAramAM jAo ne koI pUche ke 'jamavuM che ?' to tame zuM kaho ? mokSamAM javAnuM mana hoya to AmAMthI eka paNa upAya bAkI nahi rAkhIe. sauthI pahelAM tIrthakaranI bhakti jaNAvI che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe ApaNI upara je upakAra karyo che tenI kiMmata samajAya to bhakti jAgyA vinA na rahe. ApaNane je gamatuM nathI te kAyama mATe chUTI jAya teno upAya ApaNA bhagavAne batAvyo che. du:kha ApaNane gamatuM nathI ne ? du:kha veThIne du:khathI kaI rIte chUTavuM te upAya ApaNA bhagavAne batAvyo che. janma, jarA, maraNanuM du:kha; saMyamanuM du:kha bhogavyA vinA nahi TaLe. A saMsAramAM mAtA, pitA, svajano vagere koI ApaNane maraNanA du:khathI bacAvavA mATe samartha nathI. ApaNA bhagavAna ja ApaNane janmAdinA du:khathI bacAvavA mATe samartha che, mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI che. bhagavAnanA atizaya paNa nikAcita koTinAM karmovALAnAM duHkha TALavA mATe samartha nathI, paraMtu evA jIvo upara paNa bhagavAnanA vacananI asara thaI zake che. du:kha TALavA mATe atizaya kAma na lAge paNa du:kha samatAthI veThavA mATe bhagavAnanuM vacana sahAya kare. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI bhakti e mokSano pahelo upAya che. je tIrthanI sthApanA kare tene tIrthaMkara kahevAya ane je A saMsArathI tAre tene tIrtha kahevAya. vartamAnamAM ApaNA tIrthomAM tArakatA rahI nathI. kAraNa ke tIrthayAtrA pharavA mATe karAya che, taravA mATe nahi. tIrthasthAnomAM je sAmagrI maLe te saMsArathI tAranArI hoya ke saMsAramAM majA karAvanArI hoya ? tIrthamAM nahAvAdhovAnI, haravA-pharavAnI, ramavAnI badhI ja vyavasthA hovI joIe ne ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke zrAvaka to pUjA karavA mATe ja snAna kare. jeo nAhIne pUjA nathI karatA, temane snAnakriyAmAM je chajIvanikAyanI virAdhanA thAya te badhuM ja pApa lAge. jeo pUjA mATe snAna kare tene virAdhanA thavA chatAM svarUpahiMsAno ja doSa lAge. e sivAya snAna kare to hetuhiMsA ke anubaMdhahiMsAnuM pApa lAge. jyAM ekakAnI virAdhanA thAya tyAM moTebhAge chayvanikAyanI virAdhanA thAya ja, nahAtI vakhate pANInI sAthe pRthvIkAyanI, pANI garama kare to agnikAya-vAukAyanI virAdhanA thAya. jyAM pANI hoya tyAM sAmAnyathI vanaspati hoya ja. (jastha jala tattha vaNa) ane tame bAtharUmamAM nahAo eTale kIDI-vAMdA vagere trasajIvo paNa mare ne ? bhagavAnanI bhakti zA mATe karavAnI che e jaNAvavAnA AzayathI ahIM bhagavAnanI bhaktinuM phaLa jaNAvyuM che. temAM sauthI pahelAM jaNAvyuM che ke bhagavAnanI bhakti ApaNA pApanuM vilopana kare che. ApaNe bhakti zA mATe karIe chIe ? puNya bAMdhavA mATe ke pApa kADhavA mATe ? mithyAtva avirati, kaSAya ane pramAda : A cAra pApa che - e kADhavA mATe bhakti che. je bhagavAnanuM kahyuM mAne tenuM mithyAtvanuM pApa jya. AthI ja 'mannaha jiNANuM' nI sajhAyamAM sauthI pahelAM mithyAtvano tyAga karavAno che, pachI aviratinuM pApa dUra karavuM che. bhagavAnanuM vacana na mAnavuM e mithyAtva ApaNe upadhAna karIe chIe e bahu moTo gauravano viSaya nathI. ApaNe AThame varSe dIkSA na lIdhI tethI upadhAna karavAno vakhata Avyo che. mATe ApaNe barAbara kAme lAgavuM che. du:kha veThavAno abhyAsa pADavo che tethI badhI ja kriyA UbhAM UbhAM karavI che. vikathA UbhA UbhA kalAka sudhI karo to ya thAka na lAge ne ? to kAussagnamAM ke khamAsamaNAM ApatAM thAka kema lAge ?
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________________ tema ja sukhano rAga ane du:khano dveSa e avirati che. Aje nakkI karavuM che ke bhagavAnanI bhaktithI puNya bhale baMdhAtuM, ApaNe pApanA nAza mATe bhakti karavI che, puNya bAMdhavA mATe nahi. ApaNe ApaNA haiyAne pUchavuM che ke puNya baMdhAya e game che ke pApa jAya e game che ? bhagavAnanI bhaktithI pApa jAya che, A pApanA kAraNe to ApaNe ApaNo saMsAra Ubho karyo che. have pApa jAya to mArA saMsArano paNa nAza thaze - ema samajIne bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI che. mithyAtva jAya to samyakatva maLe, avirati jAya to virati maLe, kaSAya jAya to vItarAgatA maLe, pramAda jAya to kevaLajJAna maLe ane yoga jAya to mokSa maLe. bhagavAnanI bhakti mAtra bhagavAnanI sevApUjA karavAmAM nathI samAI, bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnavAmAM bhakti samAyelI che. bhagavAnanI sevApUjA karanAra je bhagavAnanuM kahyuM na mAne to teonI sevApUjA bhaktimAM nathI gaNAtI. je bhagavAnanI pUjA na kare, paNa bhagavAnanuM kahyuM mAne te bhagavAnanA bhakata che. sAdhu karatAM zrAvako bhagavAnanI bhakti vadhu kare che chatAM sAdhunI bhakti caDhiyAtI kahI che. kAraNa ke sAdhubhagavaMta covIsa kalAka bhagavAnanI AjJA mAne che. A bhagavAnanuM kahyuM mAnIe to ApaNAM (1) pApa sauthI pahelAM nAza pAme che. tyAra bAda bhagavAnanI bhakti (2) durgatinuM dalana kare che - ema jaNAvyuM che. tame durgati kone kaho ? jyAM sukha maLe te sadgati ane jyAM duHkha Ave te durgati. A vyAkhyA ApaNI che. jyAre zAstrakAro kahe che ke jyAM mokSa maLe te sadgati ane jyAM mokSa dUra thAya te durgati. karmanA yoge je maLe tene sadgati na kahevAya, karmanA kSayathI je maLe tene sadgati kahevAya. tamAre narakatiryaMca gati TALIne devaloka ke manuSyagati joIe che tethI tamArI durgati TaLatI nathI. sava 'narakatiryaMcagati nivArA' kahyuM che ne ? narakatiryaMcagatimAM du:kha ghaNuM Ave che mATe tene TALavAnI vAta nathI. tyAM dharma nathI maLato, mokSanI sAdhanA thatI nathI mATe tene durgati kahI che. manuSyadevagatimAM sukha maLe che mATe tene sadgati kahI che - evuM nathI, tyAM mokSanI ArAdhanA thAya che mATe tene sadgati kahI che. bAkI to karmanA yoge je gati maLe tene sadgati na kahevAya. sadgati to ekamAtra paMcamagati che. jene du:kha cAle evuM che enA jevuM koI sukhI nathI ane jene sukha joIe che - enA jevuM koI du:khI nathI. du:khane du:kha lAgavA na de - evo A dharma che. AthI ja bhaktinA kAraNe (3) Apattino nAza thAya che - ema jaNAvyuM. du:kha Ave e Apatti nathI, sukha jAya e Apatti nathI. du:kha TALavAnuM mana thAya ane sukha bhogavavAnuM mana thAya e ja Apatti che. A Apattino nAza bhagavAnanI bhaktithI thAya che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karanArane du:kha kharAba na lAge ane sukha sAruM na lAge. ene to du:kha veThI levA jevuM lAge ane sukha kADhavA jevuM lAge. dharmAtmA duHkhanI phariyAda na kare ane sukhanI mAMgaNI kare nahi. dharma karatI vakhate, du:kha game teTaluM Avaze te cAlaze, sukha joItuM nathI : barAbara ne ? upadhAna karatAM du:kha game teTaluM paDe to paNa cAlaze, sAmAyika karatAM ke pUjA karatAM du:kha game teTaluM Ave toya cAlaze. kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI bhaktino A prabhAva che ke du:kha du:kha nathI lAgatuM. A upadhAnamAM suDatAlIsa divasa bhagavAnanI bhakti karIne pAchA ghare jAo to phariyAdano sUra nAbUda thaI javo joIe. saMsAramAM bIjAnA du:khano vicAra karIe to ApaNA du:khanI phariyAda karavAnuM mana nahi thAya. A saMsAramAM du:khano, upAdhino, Apattino pAra nathI to have te du:khanI phariyAda zuM karavAnI ? have ApaNuM du:kha koInI AgaLa rovAnI
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________________ jarUra nathI. ApaNane je duHkha AvyuM che te bIjAnA karatAM ochuM che ane e duHkha zAMtithI bhogavI laie to ApaNAM karmo pUrAM thAya che - ema samajIne du:khamAM paNa majethI jIvavuM che. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI ghAtIkarmorUpa pApa nAza pAme che, dharmamAM aMtarAya karanAra durgati dUra thAya che ane Apattidu:kha du:kharUpa lAgatI nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakti (4) puNyane bheguM karI Ape che. A puNyano saMcaya karavAnuM kAma saheluM nathI. anAdikALathI akAmanirjarA dvArA puNya bheguM karavAnuM kAma to ApaNe karatA ja AvyA chIe. evuM puNya bheguM karavAnI vAta nathI. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI je puNyano saMcaya thAya che te to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya che. A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mAMgIne nathI maLatuM. mAMgIne je maLe te pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke pApAnubaMdhI puNya e asalamAM pApa che ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya e ja puNya che. je sukhanI pAchaLa du:kha paDeluM hoya tene sukha na kahevAya ne ? tema jenI pAchaLa pApano aMza paDelo hoya tene puNya na kahevAya. bakarInI AgaLa vAgha bAMdhyo hoya to lIluMchama ghAsa nIravA chatAM bakarInuM zarIra na vaLe ne ? tema je sukhanI pAchaLa du:kha paDayuM hoya evuM sukha maLe to e bhogavavA mATe dharmAtmA rAjI na hoya ne ? bhagavAnanI bhaktithI puNyano saMcaya thAya che, eno artha e nathI ke puNya bAMdhavAnI icchAthI bhakti karavAnI che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM niyama che ke jene puNya bAMdhavuM hoya tene puNya na baMdhAya, jene puNya choDavuM hoya tene puNya baMdhAya. bhagavAnanI bhakti karanAranI icchA sukha bhogavavAnI hoya ke dIkSA levAnI ? mArA gurumahArAja kahetA hatA ke A duniyAmAM be ja vastu mAMgIne maLe evI che eka dIkSA ane bIjo mokSa. bhagavAnanI bhakti je puNyano saMcaya kare che 12 te puNya saMsAranAM sukho ApanAruM nathI, e to dIkSA mATe je anukULatA joItI hoya tene pUrI pADavAnuM kAma kare che. sa. dIkSA mATe kayuM puNya joIe ? manuSyajanma joie, paMcendriyaparipUrNatA, AryadezaLajAti, sArA guruno yoga, sArAM mAtA-pitA, sArI patnI A badhuM ja puNyathI maLe che. tamane pApa karatAM aTakAve evI dharmapatnI maLe to sAruM ke tamane pApamAM sahAya kare evI ? tame bahAra pharavA javAnI vAta karo to patnI kahe ke 'cAra gatimAM ApaNe ghaNuM rakhaDyA chIe have kAMI pharavuM nathI, tamArI pAse samaya hoya to ApaNe upAzraye jaie...' bhagavAnanI bhakti karanArane jo patnI maLe to AvI maLe. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI saMcita puNya ApaNane mokSamArganI anukULa sAmagrI Ape che mATe ahIM puNyanI stavanA karI che. saMsArathI tAravAmAM sahAya karanAruM puNya bhagavAnanI bhaktithI bheguM thAya che, saMsAramAM sArI rIte rAkhe evA puNyanI vAta ja nathI. bhaviSyamAM dIkSAnI prAptimAM avarodha Ubho na thAya te mATe AvuM puNya bheguM karavAnI vAta che. sukha maLe ne dIkSA na maLe to evA sukhane lAta mAravI che ne ? dIkSA laIzuM to du:khI thaIzuM - A mAnyatA mithyAtvanI che. dIkSA laIzuM to mukta thaIzuM A mAnyatA samyaktvanA gharanI che. AvI zraddhAvALA ja dharma karI zake. A saMsAra anaMtaduHkhamaya che enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke te pApamaya che. A saMsAranI eka paNa cIja janmajarAmRtyuthI bacAvavA mATe samartha nathI. karmathI janita koI paNa sukha duHkharUpa che. duHkhanuM je kAraNa hoya tene pAparUpa ja mAnavuM paDe ne ? A to janmadivasa paNa UjavavAnuM kAma kare. dharmAtmA janmadivasa na Ujave. kAraNa ke janmamAtra pApanA udaya vinA, 13
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________________ ghAtakarmanA udaya vinA nathI thato. atyAra sudhI anaMtA janmo karyo ane e janma karIne saMsAramAM rakhaDyA, A divasa ujavavAnI cIja che ? saM0 sAro janma paNa nahi UjavavAno ? janma sAro hoya ja nahi. je janma ajanmA banAve ene sAro mAnazuM. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA satyAvIsa bhavamAMthI aneka bhava sArA hatA chatAM temAMthI eke nathI UjavatA. mAtra satyAvIsamA bhavano janma janmakalyANaka tarIke UjavAya che. kAraNa ke bhagavAnano janma ApaNane ajanmA banAve che. je saMsAranuM sukha Ape te puNya nathI, je ApaNane saMsArathI taravAnI sAmagrI Ape te puNya kahevAya. rogIne puNya kayuM lAge ? paisA maLe te ke davA maLe te ? have samajAya che ne ke bhagavAnanI bhaktithI je puNyano saMcaya thAya che te puNya saMsAramAM sukhI banAvanAruM nathI, saMsArathI chUTavAmAM sahAya karanAruM hoya che. - tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke bhagavAnanI bhakti (5) lakSmInuM vitaraNa kare che. tame dhanane la-mI mAno ke jJAnane lakSmI mAno ? upadhAna karIne jazo to jJAna laIne jazo ke prabhAvanA laIne jazo ? ApaNe prabhAvanA ahIM ja mUkIne javI che ane jJAna laIne javuM che. asalamAM sAdharmikane prabhAvanA na hoya. prabhAvanA to jeo dharma na karatA hoya temane dharma karatAM karavA mATe che. sAdharmikanuM to vAtsalya hoya. upadhAnamAM covIsa kalAka bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavA svarUpa bhakti karavAnA kAraNe jJAnarUpa lakramI vadhe che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnA kAraNe paisA vadhe e kAMI bhaktinuM phaLa na manAya. dharmAtmAne mana to jJAna ja lakSmIrUpa lAgatuM hoya che. dharmathI dhana vadhe che evuM bolanArA ajJAna che, dharmathI jJAna vadhe che - evuM mAnanArA buddhizALI che. dharmAtmA jJAnI hoya. dhanavAna banavuM e dharmanuM phaLa nathI gaNAtuM. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM puNiyAzrAvaka dharmAtmA gaNAyA, tenuM kAraNa e hatuM ke temanI pAse samyajJAna vRddhi pAmatuM hatuM. bhagavAnanI bhakti karanAranA AtmAnA guNono vaibhava vadhe che. zAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke ATha daSTino vikAsakrama buddhinA eka eka guNanA vikAsa sAthe saMkaLAyelo che. guNaThANAno vikAsa paNa AtmAnA guNorUpI lakSmI vadhavAnA kAraNe goThavAyelo che. jene kevaLajJAna joIe te zrutajJAna mATe ja mahenata kare, paisA mATe na kare. ApaNo prayatna zenA mATe che ? paisAnI jeTalI kiMmata che teTalI jJAnanI nathI ne ? vyAkhyAnamAM game teTalo rasa hoya chatAM mobAIla Ave to vyAkhyAna choDIne bahAra jAo ne ? vastutaH jJAnanA AnaMda AgaLa paisAno AnaMda tuccha che. paisAthI svasthatA, mananI zAMti, samAdhi nahi maLe; e to jJAnathI ja maLaze. jene jJAna maLe tene kazAnI jarUra na paDe. game tevA du:khamAM paNa svastha banAve ane game tevA sukhamAM paNa sAvadha banAve, alima banAve - evuM sAmarthya A jJAnarUpI lakSmImAM che. AvI lamI bhagavAnanI bhaktithI maLe. tyAra bAda jaNAvyuM che ke bhagavAnanI bhakti (6) nIrogatAne puSTa kare che. A nIrogatA paNa kevI che ? roga na ja Ave ke jato rahe e nIrogatA nathI. game tevo roga paNa roga na lAge e ja nIrogatA che. jene roga nathI tene paNa bhaviSyanA roganI ciMtA che. tethI roganI hAjarImAM paNa roga naDe nahi, ArAdhanAmAM bAdhaka bane nahi te ja nIrogatA che. sanakumAra cakravartIne sAtaso varSa sudhI roga hovA chatAM naDayo nahi - e ja nIrogatA che. bhagavAnanA bhakatane rogano bhaya na hoya, kAraNa ke tene du:kha veThavAnI taiyArI pUrI hoya che.
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________________ mujaba karo, zakti-saMyogo pramANe karo - enI nA nathI. paraMtu tenuM lakSya to ekamAtra sAdhupaNuM ja che. jema loko dhaMdhA aneka prakAranA kare topaNa tenuM phaLa paiso ja ne ? jamatI vakhate paNa sattara jAtanI vastu vAparo paNa tenuM phaLa to peTa bharavAnuM ja hoya. te rIte cAritra mATe ja zrAvakapaNAno dharma che. puNya bhogavavA de te bhAgya ane puNya choDAvI de te saubhAgya. tamAre tyAM paNa kahevAya che ne ke roganI davA maLe te puNya ane davA levAno vakhata ja na Ave te mahApuNya. tema puNya-sukha bhogavavuM paDe te bhAgya ane sukha bhogavavAnI jarUra ja na paDe te saubhAgya. bhagavAnanI bhaktinAM je phaLo batAvyAM che - te ApaNane joIe che kharAM ? ke enA vagara cAle evuM che ? jo ApaNe pApane dUra nathI karavuM, durgati TALavI na hoya... to bhakti karavAnI jarUra ja nathI. ahIM chelle ApaNe joyuM ke bhagavAnanI bhaktithI lakSmI maLe che. A lakSmI puNyathI maLanArI nathI. kSayopazamabhAvathI tathA kSAvikabhAvathI je lamI maLe che tenI ahIM vAta che. jyopazamabhAva ke kSAyikabhAvanA guNo maLe e ja lakSmI che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke bhagavAnanI bhaktithI (7) saubhAgya maLe che. jene paiso maLe ane saMsAranAM sukho pUratA pramANamAM maLe te bhAgyazALI ke jene sAdhupaNuM maLe ane kevaLajJAnanI yogyatA pragaTe te bhAgyazALI ? ahIM bhAgyanA badale 'saubhAgya' zabda vAparyo che. kAraNa ke bhAgya to ApaNe janamatAM ja laIne AvyA chIe. manuSyajanma, jainakuLa, paMcendriyapUrNatA vagere laIne AvyA te bhAgyathI ja laIne AvyA chIe ne ? have e bhAgyano upayoga cAritra pAmavA mATe ke kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe karIe to ja saubhAgya maLe. saubhAgya sAdhupaNAmAM hoya. gRhasthapaNAmAM mAtra bhAgya ja hoya. kevaLajJAna pAmavAnI yogyatA sAdhumAM che, gRhasthamAM nahi. mATe sAdhu saubhAgyazALI che, gRhastho nahi. je sukha bhogave te bhAgyazALI nathI, je sukha choDe te bhAgyazALI che. puNya bhogavavA maLe te saubhAgya nathI, sAdhupaNAnI yogyatA maLe te saubhAgya, puNya bhogavavuM paDe te bhAgya, puNya choDavAnuM mana thAya te saubhAgya, puNya choDavAnI yogyatA maLe te ja saubhAgya che. puNya bhogavavA maLe te bhAgya che. tamane sAdhumahAtmA puNyazALI ke bhAgyazALI kahe to tame rAjI thAo ne ? ke ApaNI pAse bhAgya hovA chatAM saubhAgya nathI - enuM duHkha thAya ? gRhasthapaNAno game te dharma karo tenuM phaLa ekamAtra sAdhupaNuM ja che. zrAvakapaNAno dharma zakti tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAthI lokone ApaNI upara (8) prIti pragaTe che. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI sAdhupaNuM maLe che ane sAdhu pratye ziSTa lokone kudaratI rIte prIti Upaje che. gRhasthapaNAmAM jenI sAthe bolavAno vyavahAra na hoya evAo paNa vaMdana karavA Ave - A prabhAva sAdhupaNAno che. zatru paNa namavA Ave evuM A sAdhupaNuM che ane mitra paNa ApaNI niMdA kare - evuM gRhasthapaNuM che. prItinI sAthe bhagavAnanA bhaktano yaza paNa cAre dizAmAM phlAya che. lokonA koI kAma na kare chatAM lokomAM sAdhuno je (9) yaza phelAya che - A prabhAva bhagavAnanI bhaktino che. jainetaro paNa sAdhunuM gaurava jALave che - te A yazano prabhAva che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke je A bhakti karanAra AtmA mokSamAM na jAya to niyamA vaimAnikamAM jAya. A rIte A bhakti (10) svarga Ape che ane aMte A bhakti (11) mokSe pahoMcADe che. A agiyAra vastuo joIe che ne ? bhagavAnanI bhakti A rIte pApano lopa karIne aMte mokSe pahoMcADe che. mATe ja A bhakti mokSano pahelo upAya che.
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________________ (2) gurubhagavaMtanI bhakti : vidalayati kubodhaM bodhayatyAgamArtha, sugatikugatimArgI puNyapApe vyanakti / avagamayati kRtyAkRtyabhedaM guruyoM, bhavajalanidhipotastaM vinA nA'sti kazcit / / 14 / / tIrthaMkarabhagavaMtanI, gurunI, jinamatanI ane saMghanI - ema cAra pAtranA bhedanA kAraNe cAra prakAranI bhakti che. temAMthI tIrthaMkaranI bhakti agiyAra prakAre joI. e sivAya paNa bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prakAra ahIM jaNAvyA che. chatAM ApaNI pAse samaya vadhu na hovAthI ApaNe have gurunI bhakti kevA prakAranI che te zarU karavuM che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karatI vakhate eka vastu nakkI che ke temAM ApaNe pAtra jovAnI jarUra nathI, ApaNe pote pAtra banavAnI jarUra che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM pAtra nirvivAda che. temanI bhakti karavA mATe ApaNe ApaNI pAtratA keLavavI jarUra che. ApaNA paramAtmA to evA che ke jemanAmAM eka paNa doSa kADhavo hoya toya kADhI na zakAya. tema ja jemano eka paNa guNa DhAMkavo hoya to DhAMkI paNa na zakAya - tevA ApaNA bhagavAna che. AthI ja kahyuM che ke 'AMgaLIe meru na DhaMkAya.' AvA bhagavAnanI bhakti karavA mATe ApaNe pAtra banIe to ApaNuM kAma thAya. have ApaNe gunI bhakti vicAravI che. ApaNA gura kevA hoya te mATe ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke ApaNA guru ApaNA kubodhane eTale ke duSTa bodhane dUra kare che. Aje to gunAM vizeSaNo Ape to evAM Ape ke 'caMdra jevA zItaLa, sAgara jevA gaMbhIra...!' tamane DokaTara kevo game ? tamArA rogane dUra kare evo ke caMdra jevo zItaLa ? ApaNe game teTalA garama hoIe chatAM gura to caMdra jevA zItaLa joIe - e cAle ? guru kevA game ? ApaNA ajJAnane TALI Ape evA ke ApaNI bhUlo calAvI le tevA ? tamane jJAnI gura game ke rUpavAna gura game ? jenI akkala sArI hoya te game ke jenuM rUpa sAruM hoya te game ? ApaNI potAnI paNa kurUpa avasthA khaTake ke ApaNuM ajJAna khaTake ? Aje ApaNe zarIrane sajAvavA mATe jeTalo samaya Apyo che eTalo samaya jJAna meLavavA mATe nathI Apyo. bhAIo ke baheno zarIrane zaNagAravAno samaya je jJAna mATe Ape to Aje vidvAna thaI jAya. zarIrane sajAvavA game teTalo samaya Apo e bagaDavAnuM ja che. jyAre ajJAna TALIne jJAna meLavIe to e TakAvIne eno kSayopazama bhavAMtaramAM laI jaI zakAya che. jeo jJAna meLavavA mATe mahenata na kare tevAo ema kahe ke 'gura game che' to e banAvaTa che. jJAna vagara cAle ke rUpa vinA cAle ? sava jJAna sAthe rUpa hoya to ? jJAna sAthe rU5 na maLe to ? pahelAM jJAna ke pahelAM rUpa ? A to kahe ke 'jJAna sAthe rUpa hoya to pahelAM, ne maLe to ekalA jJAnathI calAvIzuM.' ApaNe to kahevuM che ke "pahelAM jJAna ja joIe che, jJAna sAthe rUpa maLatuM hoya to te vadhu sAruM che.' sa0 jJAna sAthe rUpa hoya te paheluM gaNAya ne ? bhagavAnane paNa jJAna sAthe rUpa hatuM to temano prabhAva ghaNo paDayo ne ? bhagavAnanuM rUpa to janamathI hatuM. bhagavAnano prabhAva to bhagavAna kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI ja paDavA mAMDyo. bhagavAnanA vacanAtizaya vagere
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________________ atizayo to tIrthaMkaranAmakarmanA rasodayathI pragaTe ne ? ane e rasodaya kevaLajJAna pragaTyA vinA thato nathI. tethI pradhAnatA jJAnanI ja che. bhagavAnanA rUpanI kiMmata paNa jJAnanA kAraNe che. rUpa karatAM paNa jJAnanI pradhAnatA hovAthI to kAlIdAsa kavino janma thayo. eka vAra eka rAjakumArIe maMtrInuM apamAna karyuM. te vakhate maMtrIe badalo levAnI gAMTha vALI. rAjAe avasare maMtrIne rAjakumArI mATe rAjakumAra zodhI lAvavA kahyuM. maMtrIe taka joIne eka rUpavAna bharavADane zaNagArIne tema ja mauna rAkhavAnuM zikhavADIne rAjakumArInA vara tarIke lAvavAnuM kAma karyuM. rAjAe maMtrInA vizvAse rAjakumArIne paraNAvI. rAtrie be bhegA thayA. rAjakumArIe pUchyuM ke - 'asti RSir vAgavizeSa: ?' (tamArI pAse vANInI vizeSatA che ?) tyAre pelo bharavADa kazuM bolI na zakyo. AthI rAjakumArIe tene lAta mArIne kADhI mUkyo ane kahyuM ke 'tamArI pAse vacananI vizeSatA Ave tyAre Avajo.' rAjakumArIne vidvattA vagaranA rUpathI kAma na hatuM. pelA bharavADane A apamAna bahu lAgI AvyuM. tethI te kALImAtAnA maMdiramAM gayo ane talavAra laIne mAthuM kApavA taiyAra thayo. kALImAtAne kahyuM ke 'mane sarasvatInuM varadAna Apa nahi to A mAthuM kApuM chuM. kAraNa ke A vidvattA vagaranuM jIvana nakAmuM che.' kALImAtAne ema thayuM ke 'A to marI jaze...' AthI tenuM sattva ane bhakti joIne tene sarasvatInuM dAna ApyuM. AthI te kALIdAsa kahevAya che. sarasvatI siddha thayA pachI pAchA rAjakumArI pAse gayA. pharI rAjakumArIe pUchyuM ke "asti RSiT vavizeSa: ?' tyAre kALIdAse 'asti' upara kumArasaMbhava nAmanuM kAvya racyuM. vaSar uparathI meghadUta ane van uparathI raghuvaMza kAvyanI racanA karI. je rAjakumArI kAle lAta mAravA taiyAra thayelI te Aje pagamAM paDI. A prabhAva jJAnano ke 20 rUpano ? rAjakumArI sArI ke ApaNe sArA ? jJAnanI mahattA nahi samajAya tyAM sudhI gurubhakti karavAnI pAtratA nahi Ave. - ApaNe saMsAramAM du:khano anubhava karavA chatAM ya jo dharma karI zakatA na hoIe to temAM ApaNI viSayatRSNA kAma karI rahI che. Aje ApaNe dharma karatA nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM mAnIe ? karma naDe che - ema ne ? zAstrakAro kahe che ke karma nathI naDatuM, paraMtu ApaNI viSayo pratyenI tRSNA naDe che. ApaNe ApaNI azaktine AgaLa karIe, zAstrakAro kahe che azakti nahi, Asakti naDe che. Asakti kaho ke viSayanI tRSNA kaho : baMnne eka ja che. azaktine dUra karavA mATe dharma nathI, Asaktine dUra karavA mATe dharma che. sa. mana evuM harAmakhora che ke mAnatuM nathI. - manane amArI AgaLa harAmakhora kahevAnuM kAma saheluM che. paraMtu tame jAte manane harAmakhora mAnatA nathI. anAdinA saMskAra che - enI nA nahi, paNa A saMskAra TALavA haze to mana sAme jovAnuM ane mananuM sAMbhaLavAnuM ke mAnavAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. ApaNA A saMsAraparibhramaNanuM koI kAraNa hoya to te ApaNuM mana che. AvuM samajAyA pachI manane game tema pharavA daIe - e kema cAle ? ApaNA manane kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe ja A devaguru AdinI bhakti che. devanI bhakti pachI gurunI bhakti ApaNe zarU karI che. gurunI bhakti eTalA mATe karavAnI che ke guru ApaNA ajJAnane dUra kare che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke guru ApaNane AgamanA arthanuM jJAna Ape che. bIjuM jJAna game tyAMthI maLI rahe, AgamanuM jJAna guru vinA nathI maLatuM. A to guru pAse jaIne paNa vikathA karavA bese. 21
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________________ sa0 sAdhu pAse jaIne vAta karIe to kAMIkane kAMIka to maLe. sAdhu pAse kAMIkane kAMIka meLavavA nathI javuM, AgamanuM ja jJAna meLavavA javuM che. tame TikiTabArI upara jAo to kAMIka ne kAMIka levA jAo ke TikiTa levA ja jAo ! sAdhu pAse saMsAramAM kevI rIte rahevuM e zIkhavA nathI javAnuM, zAstramAM saMsArathI chUTavAnA je upAya batAvyA che te samajavA javAnuM che. A to sAdhu AgaLa jaIne paNa gharanA lokonI phariyAda kare. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke 'jo gharanA loko barAbara na hoya to temane choDIne dIkSA laI lo.' to eka sekanDamAM kAma patI jAya ne ? dharmAtmA to duHkhanI phariyAda kare ja nahi. ApaNe saMsAranI koI upAdhi guru AgaLa varNavavI nathI. kadAca tame phariyAda karo topaNa sAcA guru to tamArI phariyAdano nikAla duHkha veThavAnI vAtathI ja kare. AgamanuM jJAna e rIte Ape, AgamanA siddhAMto e rIte samajAve ke - jethI viSayatRSNA marI jAya ane duHkha veThavAnI zakti pragaTe. samajaNamAM A tAkAta che ke je duHkha veThatAM kare. samaju mANasa duHkha veThI le, aNasamaju mANasa bUmAbUma kare. zakti zarIramAM nathI, samajaNamAM che. sattva paNa samajaNamAMthI pragaTe che. ApaNe mUrakha chIe ke zarIramAM zakti zodhIe chIe. mArA guru mahArAja kahetA hatA ke ukaraDo cUMthIne sugaMdha na maLe. je vastu jyAM hoya tyAMthI maLe. sattva ane zAMti-samAdhi AgamanA jJAnamAMthI maLe, saMsAranI vikathAmAMthI ke saMsAranA viSayomAMthI nahi. ApaNane saMsAra naDe che ke saMsAramAMnA naDe che ? A praznano javAba zAMtithI vicArIne Apajo. jene saMsAranAM pAtro ja naDyA kare tene saMsAra naDaze kyAre ? koI game teTalo jhaghaDo kare, game tevA AkSepo kare - ApaNe mauna rahevAnuM. kAraNa ke ApaNe sahana karavuM che. ApaNI samajaNanI saphaLatA ja AmAM che. ApaNA sukhaduHkhanI vAta 22 sAMbhaLe te ApaNA guru niha. je ApaNuM sukha choDAve ane ApaNuM duHkha rahevA de e ApaNA guru. ApaNe je kAMI sArI ke narasI pravRtti karatA hoIe chIe te svArthamUlaka ja hoya che. ApaNo svArtha paramArthanA gharano hoya - evuM banI zake paraMtu svArtha vinA eke pravRtti thatI nathI. niHsvArtha vRttino artha e che ke ApaNane saMsArasaMbaMdhI pauddagalika svArtha na hovo joIe. bAkI mokSano paNa svArtha na hoya te niHsvArthatA nathI. je ApaNA lAbhanuM kAraNa hoya tene upAdeya kahevAya ane je ApaNA nukasAnanuM kAraNa hoya tene heya kahevAya. je lAbhanuM paNa kAraNa na hoya ane nukasAnanuM paNa kAraNa na hoya tene upekSaNIya kahevAya. A traNa prakAranA padArthamAMthI upAdeyamAM ja pravRtti thAya che, heya ke upakSeNIyamAM nahi. heyamAM nivRtti thAya che, upakSeNIyamAM pravRtti paNa nathI thatI ne nivRtti paNa nathI thatI. ApaNe e samajavuM che ke ApaNe devanI ke gurunI bhakti karavI che te ApaNA ajJAnane dUra karI jJAna pAmavA mATe karavI che. Aje guru pratye bahumAna jAgatuM na hoya to tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNane guru pAsethI kazuM joItuM nathI. jene mokSanI apekSA jAge tene guru pratye bahumAna jAgyA vinA na rahe. ApaNe gurune ApaNA haiyAmAM padharAvavA mATe mahenata karavI che. gurunA haiyAmAM pesavA mATe mahenata nathI karavI. guru ApaNane gaNe ke na gaNe, ApaNe gurunuM mAnIe to ghaNuM. zrI suvidhinAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke - 'laghu paNa huM tuma mana nava mAvuM, jagaguru tumane dilamAM dhyAvuM.' huM ati laghu hovA chatAM bhagavAnanA vizALa hRdayamAM samAto nathI ane Apa AkhA jagatanA guru hovA chatAM meM Apane dilamAM dhAraNa karyA che A paNa eka Azcarya che ne ? gurune ApaNI koI kadara ja nathI A phariyAda 23 -
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________________ saMsAramAM rAkhanAra che - ema samajIne pApano tyAga karIne puNya choDIne sAdhupaNAmAM javuM che. saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe te pApa ane je saMsAramAMthI mukta banavA sahAya kare te puNya. je puNya saMsAramAM ja jakaDI rAkhe te paNa vastutaH pApa che. je puNya saMsAramAMthI chUTavA sahAya kare te ja puNya che. A puNya ja karmarahita banAve che. karavA pahelAM ApaNe gurunI kadara keTalI karI che - teno javAba prAmANikapaNe ApavAnI jarUra che. je divase gura pratye bahumAna ApaNane na jAge te divase ApaNuM bhAgya paravArI gayuM che - ema samajavuM. gurubhagavaMta ApaNane AgamanuM jJAna ApavA dvArA sugati ane kugatino mArga jaNAve che. ahIM sugati ke kugatinI vyAkhyA ApaNe judI karIe chIe. ApaNe jyAM sukha maLe tene sugati kahIe chIe ane du:kha jyAM Ave tene kugati kahIe chIe. AvuM to Itara loko paNa mAne che. je mithyAtvInI mAnyatA hoya te ja ApaNI hoya to ApaNe samakitI zAnA ? jyAM dharma karavAnI anukULatA maLe tene sugati kahevAya ane jyAM dharma karavAnI sAmagrI na maLe te durgati. jyAM dIkSA maLe te sadgati. jyAM dIkSA na maLe tene durgati kahevAya. duHkha upAdeya lAge ane sukha heya jyAM lAge te sadgati. sukha ja upAdeya lAgyA kare ane duHkha heya lAge te ApaNA mATe durgati. ApaNA guru mahArAja saddagati kone kahevAya ane durgati kone kahevAya e samajAvyA kare chatAM ya ApaNe durgatimAM bhaTakyA karIe - e cAle ? AnI sAthe ApaNA guru puNya ane pApanA svarUpane samajAve che. ApaNe puNyapApa kone kahIe ? sukha Ape te puNya ane du:kha Ape te pApa : evuM ja kahIe ne ? jyAre ApaNA guru ApaNane samajAve che ke saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavuM te pApa che. kAraNa ke aviratinA pApa vinA sukha bhogavAya nahi. tema ja sukha choDavuM te puNya tamAruM puNya caDhiyAtuM ke sAdhunuM ? je saMsAramAM bhaTakAve te pApa ane je mokSamAM javA mATe sahAya kare tene puNya kahevAya che. puNya ane pApa dharma ane adharmathI janita hovA chatAM te baMnne karma svarUpa che, AtmA uparanuM eka AvaraNa che. pApa e loDhAnI beDI che ane puNya e sonAnI beDI che. baMnne aMte to dharma karatI vakhate ApaNe bhagavAnanuM ane guranuM mAnatA nathI tethI ApaNo dharma ArAdhanAnA gharano nathI raheto, virAdhanAnA gharano banI jAya che. dharmanI ArAdhanA AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM samAyelI che. pU.zrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje kahyuM che ke bhagavAnanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA mokSamAM laI jAya che ane AjJAnI virAdhanA saMsAranuM kAraNa che. dharma karavA chatAM ApaNe saMsAramAM ja rahyA hoIe ane mokSe na pahoMcyA hoIe to samajI levuM ke ApaNe AjJAnI virAdhanA karI che. A saMsAramAM game teTalI UMcAmAM UMcI sthiti maLe temAM dharmanI ArAdhanA bhale kAraNa hoya chatAM paNa sAthe sAthe AjJAnI virAdhanA paNa bhegI che ja. kAraNa ke jeNe AjJAnI ArAdhanA karI hoya te to mokSe ja pahoMcI jAya. anuttaranAM sukho A saMsAramAM sauthI caDhiyAtAM gaNAya che paraMtu e AyuSyano baMdha paNa pramAdanA kAraNe paDe che. bhagavAnanI AjJA apramattapaNe rahevAnI che, je pramAda na kare tene AyuSya na baMdhAya. je pramAda kare teNe bhagavAnanI AjJA virAdhI ne ? mATe ja saMsAramAM rahevuM paDyuM. tethI ja ApaNe dharma karavAnI utAvaLa karavA pahelAM AjJA pALavAno abhyAsa pADavo che. ApaNe joI gayA ke ApaNA guru ApaNane puNya pApa samajAve che. A saMsAranuM zreSTha mAM zreSTha sukha bhogavavA maLe che te pApanA udayamAM maLe
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________________ che. tethI ja jenA kAraNe saMsAramAM sukhI thaIe te pApa ane jenA kAraNe mokSa maLe te puNya. jenA kAraNe saMsAra chUTe te puNya, jenAthI saMsAra vaLage te pApa. tyAra bAda jaNAvyuM che ke kRtya ane akRtyanA bhedane samajAve che. sukha bhogavavuM - e kRtya nathI, du:kha TALavuM e kRtya nathI. sukha choDavuM e kRtya ane sukha bhogavavuM te akRtya. du:kha bhogavI levuM te kRtya ane du:kha dUra karavuM e ekRtya. tethI nakkI che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM te kRtya nathI, dIkSA levI e ja kRtya che. saMsAramAM rahIne dharma karavo e kanya nathI, sAdhupaNAmAM jaIne dharma karavo e kRtya che. kAraNa ke UMcAmAM UMcuM puNya paNa sAdhupaNAmAM baMdhAya ane vadhAremAM vadhAre nirjarA paNa sAdhupaNAmAM ja thAya. sAdhubhagavaMtone UMcuM puNya baMdhAya che tenuM kAraNa e che ke sAdhu puNyanA arthI nathI ane temane nirjarA paNa vadhu thAya che, kAraNa ke teo koI paNa du:khane haDaselo mAryA vinA badhuM ja du:kha bhogavI le che. AvA prakAranA guru ja saMsArathI tAranArA che. tethI jaNAvyuM che ke AvA guru sivAya saMsArathI tAranAruM bIjAM koI nathI. gurubhagavaMta A saMsArathI tAranAro che. 'pa che manasatAra:' (A guru mane saMsArathI tAranArA che) Avo bahumAnabhAva je divase jAge te divase dharmanI zarUAta thaI ema samajavuM. paiso kamAvo e akRtya, paiso choDavo te kRtya. anAcAra sevavA te akRtya, sadAcAra pALavA te kRtya. tapa karavo e kRtya, pAraNuM karavuM te akRtya. saMsAramAM rahevAnI IcchA e akRtya, mokSe javAnI IcchA te kRtya. A rIte dAna-zIla-tapabhAvanA viSayamAM kRtyakRtyanA bhedane jaNAve te ApaNA guru che. AgaLa jaNAve che ke je avadha-pApathI mukta evA niSpApa mArge pravartatA hoya tema ja jeo niHspRha hoya arthAdu mAna-sanmAna ke ziSya vagerenI IcchA vinAnA hoya tevA ja gurane hitanA arthIe sevavA joIe. AvA gura pote tare ane bIjAne paNa tAravA samartha bane che. marIcine celAno lobha jAgyo to pote paNa DUkhyA ane kapilane paNa DubADanArA thayA. tethI pRhAvALAne guru na karavA. (3) zrI jinamatanI bhakti : dharma jAgarayatyaghaM vighaTayatyutthApayatyutpathaM, bhinte matsaramucchinatti kunayaM madhnAti mithyAmatim / vairAgyaM vitanoti puSyati kRpAM muSNAti tRSNAM ca yat, tajaina matamarcati prathayati dhyAyatyadhIte kRtI / / 20 / / devanI, gurunI, jinamatanI ane saMghanI : ema cAra prakAranI bhakti mokSanuM kAraNa che. Aje ApaNe tyAM saMghanI bhakti potAnA paisAthI karanArA paNa devanI ke guranI bhakti pArake paise kare ne ? TrasTanA paisAthI gurunI bhakti karo ne ? derAsaranAM dravyothI aSTaprakArI pUjA karanArAM maLe ne ? Aje to vaLI mANibhadranA paisAthI paNa bhakti karavA nIkaLe ane pAchA kahe ke sAdhAraNanA paisA che. A bhaktino prakAra nathI. ApaNe devanI, gurunI ke saMghanI bhakti karavA chatAM paNa bhagavAnanA matanI bhakti karatA nathI. AthI ja ahIM bhagavAnanA matano mahimA jaNAvyo che. temAM sauthI pahelAM jaNAvyuM che ke bhagavAnano mata ApaNane dharmamAM jAgRta kare che. jeo bhagavAnanI AjJA samaje teo sauthI pahelAM potAnA durvartanano tyAga kare. bhagavAnano mata ApaNane dharmamAM jAgRta kare che, adharmamAM nahi. Aje bhagavAnanA matane mAnanArA dharmamAM jAgRta thAya ke adharmamAM jAgRta thAya ? Aje badhAne IcchA mujaba jIvavAnI chUTa ApI mATe ja dharma vadhyo che ne ? ApaNe devanI, gurunI ke saMghanI bhakti bhagavAnanA mata (AjJA) mujaba
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________________ karavAnI che. amAre tyAM paNa bhakti karanArA AjJA nathI mAnatA. Ama gurnAdikanI bhakti kare ane divasamAM dasa vAra kahe ke tame kAMI samajatA nathI... A bhakti nathI. pahelAM gunI ane devanI AjJA pALavA taiyAra thavAnuM pachI temanI bhakti karavA nIkaLavAnuM. ApaNe dharma karavA chatAM dharmamAM jAgyA na hoIe to samajI levuM ke ApaNe jinamatane oLakhyo nathI. bhagavAnano mata dharmamAM jagADe che sAthe agha eTale pApano nAza kare che. pApano nAza dharmathI ja thAya, adharmathI na ja thAya. bhagavAnanI bhakti jinamatanA AdhAre karavI hoya to dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva AjJA mujabanA joIe. pUjA karatI vakhate svadravyathI ane te paNa pAchAM zuddha dravyothI karavAnI, kSetramAM bhagavAnanI pratimAjI jyAM hoya tyAM jaIne pUjA karavAnI, pUjA mATe pratimAjIne ApaNI beThaka upara na lavAya. kALathI traNa kALanI pUjA karavAnI. aSTaprakArI madhyAhna ja karavAnI. purimardUnuM paccakhANa tenA samaye ja pArIe ane madhyAhnapUjA game tyAre thAya ? bhagavAnanI pUjA paNa puSpanA badale DamarAthI kare e cAle ? lagananA varaghoDAmAM vararAjAne Damaro Apo ke puSpano guccho Apo. buddhie karelI. ApaNe to kIDIne paNa mAravAnI buddhithI na mArIe. uparathI koInA hAthe marelI ApaNA kAjAmAM Ave to AlocanA ApaNe laIe. chatAM ApaNA pApano nAza thato nathI - tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke ApaNe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba nathI jIvatA, IcchA mujaba jIvIe chIe. A bhagavAnano mata utpatha-unmArganuM utthApana kare che. jeo AjJA mujaba pravRtti kare, dharmakriyA kare tene joIne loko mArganA jJAtA banI jAya che. jene jema phAve tema kriyA kare to tenA kAraNe unmArga ja phelAvAno. eka vAra AcAryabhagavaMte kaheluM ke sAdhubhagavaMtano AcAra to mUrtimaMta (sAkSA) dvAdazAMgIrUpa hoya. kAraNa ke jevI AjJA hoya tevuM sAdhunuM jIvana hoya. A jinamatanI bhakti karavI eTale AjJApAlana mATe prayatna karavo e ja che. ApaNe duniyAmAM ghaNA lokonI sevA karIe chIe paraMtu te sevA svArthamUlaka hoya che. niHsvArthabhAve je bhakti karAya to A jinamatanI ja karI zakAya evI che. duniyAnA lokanI bhakti adharmane jagADanArI che. jyAre A jinamatanI-jinazAsananI bhakti dharmane jagADe che. e dharma zAsanane dedIpyamAna banAve che. zAsananI bhaktithI je puNya baMdhAya che te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya che. zAstrakAro jaNAve che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayathI je lakSmI maLI hoya te koI saMyogomAM jatI rahe topaNa dharmanI bhAvanA nAza nathI pAmatI. A anusaMdhAnamAM zrI dhanyakumAra caritramAM zrI guNasAra zreSThInuM daSTAMta jaNAvyuM che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana ApaNA matsarane bhedanAruM che. Aje dharmIvargamAM mAtsarya pUratA pramANamAM jovA maLe che. dharmAtmAne bIjA dharmAtmAnA guNo khamAtA nathI. bIjAnA guNonI asahiSNutA - tene mAtsarya kahevAya. bIjA sa0 DamarAnuM zuM karavuM ? Damaro bhagavAna para na caDhAvAya, bahAranI racanAmAM vAparo - e jAdI vAta. bAkI tenAthI puSpapUjA na thAya. bhAva to A saMsArathI chUTavAno joIe, saMsAramAM ramavAno nahi. atyAra sudhI dharma karavA chatAM, bhakti karavA chatAM ApaNe AjJAnuM pAlana na karyuM mATe ja ApaNe saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. bAkI jo AjJA mujaba dharma karIe to daDhaprahArI jevA tarI jAya ne ApaNe na tarIe - e vAtamAM mAla che ? temaNe to paMcendriyanI hatyA mAravAnI
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________________ guNavAna hovA chatAM tenA doSo AgaLa karavAnI vRtti mAtsaryanA gharanI che. koI tapasvI hoya to tenA pAraNAmAM khoDa kADhavI, dAnezvarInA dhaMdhAmAM khoDa kADhavI, jJAnInA vartanamAM khoDa kADhavI : A badho mAtsaryano prabhAva che. ApaNA karatAM hInaguNavALA pratye je dveSabhAva Ave te paNa mAtsarya ja che. mAtsarya e eka prakAranuM kriyAnuM ajIrNa che. ApaNe sArAmAM sArI kriyA karIe ane jeo kriyA na karatA hoya, jematema karatA hoya, samaya bagADatA hoya tevAnI vAto loko AgaLa karavI - e eka prakAranuM mArya che. ApaNA bhagavAne cAritra UMcAmAM UMcuM pALyuM, paNa nIcAmAM nIcA mANaso paNa A saMsArathI tarI zake evo mArga batAvyo, koInA mATe evo vicAra nathI karyo ke huM ATaluM cAritra pALI zakuM to bIjA kema na pALI zake ?!' zrI triSaSTizalAkApuruSacAritramAM jaNAvyuM che ke manane tapasa: krodho jJAnInIfmatiH | pataH: kriyAnI nisvI grIna nirvato 'mava || tapanuM ajIrNa krodha che, jJAnanuM ajIrNa ahaMkAra che, kriyAnuM ajIrNa pArakI paMcAta che : A traNene jItavAthI ja mokSamAM javAya che. bIjAne utArI pADavAnI buddhithI je kAMI bolIe - e eka prakAranuM mAtsarya che. AvA mAtsaryane bhedavAnuM kAma jinamata kare che, bhagavAnanA Agama bhaNavAthI ApaNA karatAM hInaguNavALA upara je dveSabhAva hoya che te dUra thAya che. hoya toya garva thAya. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke - 'mahApuruSoe to stavanasajhAya racyAM che, ApaNe mAtra kaMThastha karyuM emAM ATaluM abhimAna zA mATe ?" mAtsarya bhedavuM hoya to niyama karavo che ke koI pUche nahi tyAM sudhI bolavuM nahi ane koInI bhUla sAmethI na batAvavI. yogya jIvane batAvatI vakhate paNa ene utArI pADavAnI buddhi na hovI joIe. bhagavAnanuM Agama kunayano uccheda karanAruM che. Aje ghaNA loko evuM kahe che ke ApaNe koInuM khaMDana nahi karavAnuM, koIne khoTA nahi kahevAnA, mAtra ApaNe sAcA chIe eTaluM ja kahevAnuM... A vyAjabI nathI. kharAbanuM khaMDana karyA vinA sArAnuM maMDana nahi thAya. darajI kapaDAM sIve to kApyA vagara Akho tAko na sIve ne ? kApyA vagara sivAya nahi. tema kunayanA uccheda vinA sunayanuM sthApana thatuM nathI. mokSa maLe to jinazAsanamAM ja maLe. itara zAsanamAM mokSa na ja maLe - ATalI zraddhA joIe. jainadharma karanArAmAM paNa jeo jinAgamane samarpita hoya temane ja mokSa maLe, cAre phikAmAM mokSa na hoya. sAmAnyathI jeno prabhAva ApaNI upara paDe tenuM ApaNe mAnatA hoIe chIe. A saMsAranA sukho puNyanA udayathI maLe che. A audayikabhAvano prabhAva ApaNI upara eTalo badho paDelo che ke ApaNe bhakti paNa A audayikabhAvamAM anukULatA ApanArAM pAtronI karIe chIe. kSayopazamabhAvano ke kSAyika bhAvano prabhAva ApaNA AtmA upara paDe to te pAtronI bhaktimAM AnaMda Ave. yopazamabhAva ke kSAyikabhAvano prabhAva jo ApaNI upara paDe to A saMsAranuM sukha chUTI gayA vinA na rahe. audayika bhAvanAM pAtro ApaNI upara prabhAva pADe che tethI ApaNe emAM aMjAI jaIe chIe. jyAre kSayopazamabhAva ke kSAyikabhAvanAM pAtro ApaNI sa0 ahaMkAra jItavA zuM karavuM ? ApaNA karatAM caDhiyAtA lokone najara sAme rAkhavA. ApaNane dhanano garva Avato hoya to ApaNA karatAM zrImaMtone javA. tame nIce juo cho tethI ahaMkAra Ave che. jJAnano ahaMkAra Ave to ApaNA karatAM zrutajJAnI hoya temane yAda karavA. A to trIsa-cALIsa stavana sajajhAya AvaDatAM
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________________ upara prabhAva pADatAM nathI. ApaNe jo yogyatA keLavIe to kudaratI emano prabhAva ApaNI upara paDe. A yogyatA keLavavA mATe audiyakabhAva uparathI najara khaseDavI ja paDaze. jyAre sukha uparathI najara khase ane duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI thAya tyAre ja A bhagavAnanA zAsanano prabhAva ApaNI upara paDe. abhyAsa pADIe to je na phAvatuM hoya te phAvavA mAMDe. dharma ApaNane phAvato nathI, paraMtu phavaDAvIe to phAve evo che. tamArA saMsAramAM ghaNI vastu evI che ke zarUAtamAM bilakula phAvatI na hoya paNa pAchaLathI enA vinA cAle nahi. e rIte ahIM paNa banI zake. Aje bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabano dharma phAvato nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNane kunaya phAvI gayo che. sAcuM samajyA pachI paNa choDavAnuM mana na thAya - evI A kunayanI phAvaTa che. Aje to ghaNA bolatA thayA ke 'huM choDI nathI zakato paNa aMtarathI mAnuM chuM ke sAcuM A ja che.' ame paNa pAchA rAjI thaie ke zraddhA to pAkI che ! ApaNe uparathI kahevuM paDe ke je mAnyA pachI paNa karAve nahi - e zraddhA kevI ? agni bALe che e zraddhA kevI che ? agnithI AghA rAkhe evI ke agni vacce ja rAkhe evI ? AjanA vidvAno navatattva bhaNIne eno upayoga saMsArane heya mAnIne bhogavavA mATe kare che, saMsArane choDavA mATe nahi ! sApane heya mAnIne ene ramADo to cAle ? ane saMsArane haiya mAnI bhogavIe to cAle - kharuM ne ? sApane ramADavAnI vAta to bAju para mUko, je gharamAM sApa pesatA joyo hoya ane nIkaLatAM na joyo hoya to te gharamAM rahevA jAo kharA ? kunayane kunaya tarIke mAnI lIdho eTalA mAtrathI nistAra nathI thato, kunayano uccheda karIe to ja kAma thAya, mATe ahIM jaNAvyuM ke bhagavAnano mata kunayano uccheda kare che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana, bhagavAnanA Agama kunayano tyAga karAve che. uccheda karavo eTale mAtra mAnavuM 4 32 e nahi, mAnyA pachI choDavuM - enuM nAma uccheda. karavuM to sAcuM ja karavuM, sAcuM karyA vagara rahevuM, paNa khoTuM to koI kALe nahi karavuM - Avo je nirNaya tenuM nAma kunayano uccheda. sAcuM samajavA mATe mahenata pUratI karo, paNa sAcuM samajyA pachI khoTAne choDatAM vAra na lagADavI. A duniyAmAM jainazAsana maLyA pachI duniyAnI eka paNa cIja sArI lAge - evuM nathI. ApaNane jainazAsana maLyAno AnaMda che ke dhana na maLyAnuM du:kha che ? jainane to dhana na maLyAnuM duHkha ja na hoya, ene to zAsana maLyAno AnaMda hoya. jene zAsanano mahimA samajAyo na hoya tene zAsana pratye bhakti jAge - e vAtamAM mAla nathI. Aje to loko bolatA thai gayA ke 'jaino du:khI che, ATalI moMghavArImAM jIve kaI rIte ?...' ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke jaina du:khI hoya nahi. ApaNA bhagavAne to kAyama mATe jIvI zakAya ane maravuM na paDe - evo mArga batAvyo che. to AvI sthitimAM jIvavA maLe ke na maLe - emAM jainane kAMI pharaka nathI paDato. jaina to jIvana ane maraNamAM samAnavRttivALo hoya che. eka bAvAjI hatA. temanI gAya marI gaI - evA samAcAra eka bhAIe ApyA to tarata emaNe kahyuM ke - kAMI vAMdho niha, chANamUtaranI gaMdha gaI. jyAre gAya AvI tyAre vicAratA ke gAya haze to dUdha pIzuM. A rIte samabhAvamAM jIvatA thavuM che. jainane to zAsana maLyAno AnaMda evo hoya ke tene jIvanamAM koI du:kha duHkha lAgatuM ja nathI. ApaNane zAsana maLyAno AnaMda che ke saMsAranuM sukha na maLyAnuM du:kha che ? na sa baMnne che. sAcuM kaho cho ? bemAMthI koNa caDhe ? AnaMda ke du:kha ? pelA duHkhamAM A AnaMda haNAI jAya ke A AnaMdamAM peluM du:kha bhulAI jAya ? 33
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________________ bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyAno AnaMda jene hoya te to AkhI duniyAnuM sAmrAjya pagamAM ALoTe toya tene lAta mAre, bhagavAnanuM zAsana kunayano uccheda kare che - ema jaNAvyA bAda kahyuM che ke te zAsana mithyAmatinuM maMthana kare che. kunayo taddana asaMgata che e jaNAvavAnuM kAma to jinamata kare che. sAthe sAthe kunayane sArA manAvanAra ane sunaya upara zraddhA karavA na denAra mithyAmatinuM paNa te maMthana kare che. kunayanI kharAbI jamyA pachI paNa 'emanuM ekAMte badhuM khoTuM che - evuM nathI, emanI vAta paNa amuka nayanI apekSAe saMgata thaI zake...' AvuM je bolAve che te mizyAmati che. jenI pAse sanmati hoya te to sAruM kare ke na kare, paNa khoTuM to kyAreya na kare. derAsara na jAya e bane, paNa hanumAnanA maMdiramAM to paga na ja mUke. tame paNa dhaMdhAmAM kamANI thAya ke na thAya, khoTano dhaMdho to na karo ne ?! ke karo ? kunayano uccheda karyA pachI pravRtti to sudharI jAya, paraMtu manane sudhAravA mATe mithyAmatinuM maMthana karavuM paDe. itaradarzanamAM na jAya, svadarzananI ja pravRtti kare; paraMtu manamAM ema thayA kare ke 'ApaNA karatAM to tyAM sAruM. ApaNe tyAM A na khavAya, te na khavAya. Ama na karAya, tema na karAya... emane tyAM AvI vADAbaMdhI nathI...' enuM nAma mithyAmati. jinamata A matinuM maMthana kare che. Aje to amArA sAdhuo paNa bole che ke 'jainadharma e vizvadharma bane evo che, ApaNe vADAbaMdhIthI tene saMkucita banAvyo che.' ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke A vADAbaMdhI nathI, ApaNe maryAdAmAM rahyA chIe tethI ApaNI rakSA thaI. jainadharma e vizvadharma nathI, Atmadharma che. bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM paNa jainadharma vizvadharma banI zakyo nathI. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM paNa traNaso tresaTha pAkhaMDIo pahelI haroLamAM besatA hatA. to bhagavAna paNa jo AkhA vizvane dharma na pamADI zake to ApaNe kevI rIte pamADI zakavAnA ? ApaNe jainadharmane ApaNA AtmAno dharma banAvavAnI jarUra che. jainazAsana sauthI caDhiyAtuM che - evuM mAnyA vinA mizyAmatinuM maMthana nahi thAya. zrImatI sulatAsatIe je rIte mithyAmatinuM maMthana karyuM te rIte ApaNe karavuM che. sulatAsatInuM samyakatva, caudapUrvanuM samyajJAna ane dhannAkAkaMdInuM sammacAritra pAmavuM che. upadhAnamAM praveza karAvatI vakhate, mALa vakhate samyagdarzana uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. A samyakatva TakAvavuM haze to game tyAM rakhaDAze nahi. sAdhune paNa samyatva TakAvavA mATe paMdara kalAka sudhI svAdhyAya karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. mithyAmatino nAza karavA mATe jJAna ane kriyA A baMnneno yathAsthAne viniyoga karavo paDe. A rIte je mithyAmatino nAza kare teno vairAgya vistAra pAme. dahIMnuM maMthana karyA vinA mAkhaNa na nIkaLe tema mithyAmatinA maMthana vinA vairAgya na maLe. saMsAramAM sukha maLaze - A mizyAmati che ne ? eno nAza thAya to sukhano rAga paNa jato rahe ane vairAgya pragaTe. bhagavAnanuM zAsana saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAve. enA kAraNe vairAgya pedA thAya. bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyAno AnaMda che ? anukULatAno, sukhano rAga chUTe, sukha chUTI jAya ane duHkha Ave toya mana prasanna rahe enuM nAma vairAgya, bhagavAnanI pUjAnuM phaLa batAvatAM jaNAvyuM che ke te pUjAthI upasargo kSaya pAmI, vipnanI velaDIo chedAI jAya che ane mana prasanna rahe che. ApaNane traNa phaLamAMthI be ja phaLa yAda rahe, trIjuM yAda na rahe ne ? sukha bhogavavuM enA jevo koI adharma nathI ane bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba du:kha veThavuM enA jevo koI dharma nathI. A rIte jinamatathI samyakatva, jJAna ane cAritra maLe. enI ArAdhanA karavAthI jinazAsananI kRpA puSTa thAya. ApaNA jIvanamAM du:kha
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________________ AvyA pachI te jeTaluM apanAvIe eTalo dharma ApaNA AtmAmAM puSTa thayo ema samajavuM ane sukha jeTaluM bhogavIe eTalo dharma nAza pAme che. A zAsananuM chelluM phaLa jaNAvyuM che ke te ApaNI tRSNA-IcchAnI corI kare che. ApaNI IcchA evI corAI jAya ke e kyAM gaI ane kevI rIte gaI enI khabara ja na paDe. jene jinazAsana maLI jAya tene duniyAnI eka cIjanI IcchA jAgatI nathI. AvA utkRSTa koTinA zAsananI bhakti karavAnuM sadbhAgya maLyA pachI e avasarane koNa cUke ? anuSThAna karavAnuM kAma to zarIranI zAtAthI thaI jAya, paNa anuSThAnanI ArAdhanA mananI prasannatA vinA na thAya. (4) zrI saMghanI bhakti : yaH saMsAra-nirAsa-lAlasamatirmuktyarthamuttiSThate, yaM tIrtha kathayanti pAvanatayA yenA'sti nA'nyaH samaH / yasmai tIrthapatirnamasyati satAM yasmAcchubhaM jAyate, sphUtiryasya parA vasanti ca guNA yasminsa saGgo'ya'tAm / / 22 / / bhagavAnanA dharmanI zarUAta bhaktithI thAya che. e bhakti pAtranA bhedathI cAra prakAranI che. anAdara ke tiraskAra koIno ja nathI karavo, paNa bhakti darekanI na karAya, yogya pAtranI ja karAya. AthI ahIM cAra pAtrane bhaktine yogya tarIke jaNAvyAM che. temAMthI ApaNe tIrthaMkaranI bhakti, guranI bhakti, jinamatanI bhakti joI gayo. have saMghanI bhakti jaNAvavA pahelAM bhaktine yogya saMgha kevA prakArano hoya te ahIM jaNAvyuM che. vartamAnamAM to gAmogAmanA saMghanA kAyadA TharAvo judA judA hoya. Aje to paisA bharIne saMghanA sabhya banAya che. ApaNe evA saMghanI vAta nathI karavI. ahIM to je saMgha pacIsamo tIrthaMkara tarIke gaNAya tevA saMghanuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM che. pacIsamo te banI zake ke je covIsane AgaLa kare. pacIsanI saMkhyA paNa covIsanI pachI Ave che. je covIsanI AjJAne mAthe rAkhe tevAne pacIsamo tIrthakara kahevAya che. je saMgha bhagavAnanI AjJAne mAthe rAkhanAro hoya tevA saMghanuM svarUpa ahIM jaNAvyuM che. A saMghanA sabhyo kevA hoya che te mATe jaNAve che ke jenI mati saMsArano nirAsa karavAnI arthAt saMsAramAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnI lAlasAvALI hoya ane AvI saMsArathI chUTavAnI lAlasAvALI matithI je mokSe javA mATe Ubho thayo hoya, taiyAra thayo hoya evo A saMghano sabhya hoya. saMsArano tyAga karavAnI IcchA ke bhAvanAnI vAta ahIM nathI, lAlasAnI vAta che. jyAM sudhI maLe nahi tyAM sudhI jaMpe nahi tenuM nAma lAlasA. meLavavA mATe cAre bAja najara nAMkhyA kare, kyAMthI maLaze - evI satata ciMtA rahevI tenuM nAma lAlasA. mokSamAM javA mATeno prayatna saMsAramAM besIne na thAya te mATe saMsAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM ja paDe. saMsAramAMthI chUTyA pachI mokSa mATe prayatna karavAno che. mAtra pravRtti karavI e prayatna nathI, pramAda na karavo e ja prayatna che. pravRtti e bAhya prayatna che. koI paNa jAtano pramAda na karavo e atyaMtara prayatna che. A atyaMtara prayatnanA yoge cAritramohanIyano kSayopazama pedA thAya che. saMghanA dareka sabhyo eka ja dizAmAM janArA hoya che. AthI ja teo paraspara samAnadharmavALA hoya che. saMsAramAMthI nIkaLIne mokSe javuM che - A eka ja lAlasA saMghanA sabhyonI hoya. eka vAra AcAryabhagavaMte kaheluM ke nAnA chokarAo ghoDiyAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe jevo prayatna kare evo prayatna samakitI saMsAramAMthI nIkaLavA mATe kare. tamAro prayatna zenA mATeno che ? bheguM karavAno ke choDavAno ?
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________________ sa0 bheguM karavAno ? bheguM karIne pachI zuM karazo - teno vicAra karyo ? sikaMdara jyAre aneka dezone jItavA nIkaLelo. tyAre eka saMnyAsI tene maLelo. saMnyAsIe pUchyuM ke "A derA jItIne pachI zuM karazo ?' sikaMdara kahe 'bIje deza jItIza.' saMnyAsIe pharI pUchyuM - 'pachI ?' pelo kahe 'trIjo deza jItIza.' Ama vAraMvAra pUchayA pachI aMte sikaMdare kahyuM ke 'pachI chelle zAMtithI jIvIza.' tyAre saMnyAsIe kahyuM "to atyAre ja zAMtithI jIvavA mAMDe ne !' ApaNe paNa kahevuM che ke bheguM karIne bhogavavA maLe ke na maLe enA badale choDavA prayatna karavo che. je saMghane pavitratAne laIne tIrtha kahevAya che, jene tIrthaMkaraparamAtmA paNa 'namo tirthImsa' kahIne namaskAra kare che, jenAthI zubha yoganI prApti thAya che, je saMgha mokSanI ArAdhanAmAM jarA ya susta na hoya ane ttimAna hoya che tema ja jemAM aneka guNo vase che te saMghanI arcAbhakti karavI. (5) hiMsArUpa Azravano tyAga : cAra prakAranI bhakti batAvyA pachI pAMca prakAranA AzravathI virAma pAmavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. temAM sauthI pahelAM hiMsArUpa Azravano tyAga karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. bAkInA Azravano tyAga karavAno uddeza pahelA mahAvratanI rakSAno ja che. bAkInA cAra Azravono tyAga karyo hovA chatAM je hiMsAno Azrava cAlu hoya to samajI levuM ke eke Azrava rokAyo nathI. bhagavAnanI guranI jinamatanI ke saMghanI bhakti karyA pachI sauthI pahelAM hiMsAdi AAvono tyAga karavo jarUrI che. bhakti karavAnuM kAma saheluM che kAraNa ke e to nAcIkUdIne paNa karI zakAya che. jyAre AThavono tyAga karavA mATe nAcavAnuM baMdha karavuM paDe, pApano tyAga karavo paDe. ApaNA manavacana-kAyAthI koI paNa jIvane duHkha pahoMcADavuM enuM nAma hiMsA. Aje ApaNe saMsAramAM majethI jIvI zakIe chIe tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke A hiMsAnuM pApa najara sAme dekhAtuM nathI. A saMsAranAM sukho maLe che puNyathI paNa bhogavAya che pApanA udayamAM. A saMsAranuM ekapaNa sukha avirati vinA bhogavAya evuM nathI. cakravartIpaNAnAM ke anuttaranAM sukho aviratinA udaya vinA nathI bhogavAtA. cakravartIo jo mahAraMbha ane mahAparigrahano tyAga na kare to sAtamI narake jAya che. A saMsAramAM ApaNane duHkha paDe che mATe nahi, ApaNe du:kha ApavuM paDe che mATe A saMsArano tyAga karavo che. A saMsAramAM ApaNI dRSTie sukha ghaNuM maLatuM hoya topaNa A saMsAramAM du:kha ghaNuM ApavuM paDe che - ema zAstrakAro kahe che. ApaNe kAyama mATe ApaNane du:kha na paDe - eno vicAra karIe chIe, jyAre bhagavAne to ApaNe koIne du:kha pahoMcADIe nahi - evo mArga batAvyo che. ApaNane du:kha keTaluM paDe che - eno vicAra nathI karavo, ApaNe bIjane keTaluM du:kha pahoMcADIe chIe - eno vicAra karavo : A ja paheluM mahAvrata che. ApaNe koIne du:kha na ApavuM hoya to koIe paNa ApeluM du:kha ApaNe bhogavI ja levuM paDaze. ApaNane duHkha bhale AvatuM ApaNe koIne du:kha ApavuM nathI. arihaMtAdi cAranI bhaktinuM phaLa A sAdhupaNuM che. sAdhupaNAnuM sauthI paheluM mahAvrata koIne duHkha na ApavuM te che. aDhAra divasamAM bhaktinI vAta pUrI karI, have bhaktinuM phaLa pAmavA taiyAra thayuM che, Aje niyama levo che ke koIne paNa du:kha thAya evuM vartana manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI karavuM nathI. Ama ekendriyanI jayaNA pALe ane sAthe rahenArA saMjJIpaMcendriya
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________________ sAthe jhaghaDe A dharmAtmAnAM lakSaNa kahevAya kharAM ? amAre tyAM paNa dIkSA vakhate 'mA-bApanI mamatAne vIsarAve evA guru ane bhAi-bahenano sneha bhulAve evA sahavartI maLyA che.' AvuM patrikAmAM lakhIne AvelAM paNa sAdhu-sAdhvI Aje guru sAthe uddhatAIthI bolatA ane sahavartInI sAthe jhaghaDatAM acakAtAM nathI. bIjAne du:kha ApavuM e avirati ane koine paNa du:kha na ApavuM tenuM nAma virati. sa0 ApaNe sIdhuM karIe, paNa sAmAne UMdhuM paDe to ? kharekhara ApaNe sIdhuM karyuM hoya, du:kha ApyuM na hoya chatAM sAmAne duHkha lAgyA kare - eno koI upAya nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke ApaNe iryAsamitinA upayogapUrvaka pravRtti karatA hoie chatAM acAnaka koI jIva paga nIce Ave ane marI jAya chatAM ApaNane pApa na lAge. tema tame bIjAne duHkha pahoMcADavAnI pravRtti na karI hoya chatAM ya bIjAne duHkha lAge enI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe bIjAne du:kha ApavAno adhyavasAya nathI rAkhavo. paraMtu jo bIjAne duHkha na paDe enI takedArI na rAkhIe to hiMsAnuM pApa lAgavAnuM ja. Aje to ApaNe jeTaluM maDadAnuM dhyAna rAkhIe chIe eTaluM cetananuM dhyAna nathI rAkhatA. maDadAne koI uparanA mALethI nIce pheMke ? nahi ne ! eka ghasarako paNa lAgavA na daIe ne ? ane kAcuM pANI, zAkabhAjIno kacaro uparathI pheMke ! ane Ama pAchA kahe ke aplAyamAM asaMkhyAta jIvo che, vanaspatikAyamAM jIvo che. tithinA divase lIlotarI na khavAya ne? tithi sivAya (aparvatithie) lIlotarI khavAya ne ? ApaNI bhASA AvI na hovI joie. lIlotarI to kyAreya na khavAya. chatAM aparvatithie khAIe chIe - evuM kahevAya. 40 (6) asatyano tyAga : koine paNa duHkha na ApavuM hoya to sauthI pahelAM ApaNA vacana upara kAbU rAkhavo che. kAyA karatAM paNa vacanathI pApa vadhAre thAya che. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM moTA bhAganAM pApo vacananA kAraNe thAya che. vacana vinA thAya evAM pApa ghaNAM ochAM che. mATe vacana para kAbU rAkhavo che. sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAM paNa jo vacana upara kAbU na rAkhI zake to zuM kahevuM ? sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA karavI hoya to moDhuM baMdha rAkhavuM ane kAna khullA rAkhavA. jethI gurvAdikane evuM bolavAno vakhata na Ave ke 'tame sAMbhaLatAM kema nathI ? ane bolabola kema karo cho ?' ApaNe sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha ApavA mATe nathI AvyA, du:kha veThavA mATe AvyA chIe. atyAra sudhI ApaNe anekane saMtApIne AvyA chIe have e pApakarmanA udayamAM raDavuM zA mATe Ave ? ApaNane keTaluM du:kha AvyuM enI gaNatarI nathI mUkavI, ApaNe bIjAne keTaluM duHkha ApyuM che - eno vicAra karavo che. ApaNe bIjAnA duHkhano vicAra karIe tyArathI dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. caramAvarttakALanA jIvonAM lakSaNa jaNAvatI vakhate sauthI paheluM lakSaNa 'duHkhI jIvo upara atyaMta dayA' jaNAvyuM che. ApaNane bIjAnuM duHkha na khamAya ke sukha na khamAya ? A saMsAramAM sukha mAnI beThA chIe ane e sukha ApaNane na maLe ne bIjAne maLe to khamAya nahi ne ? vastutaH to A saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahi evuM ApaNA bhagavAna samajAve che. A saMsAra anaMtaduHkhamaya che ne ? ApaNe emAMthI sukha zodhavA mATe prayatna karIe chIe ne ? ApaNI hAlata pelI DozI jevI che ne ? e DozImAnI soya khovAI hatI gharamAM, paNa zodhatAM hatAM bahAra rastA upara ! kAraNa 41
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________________ ke gharamAM aMdhAruM hatuM ne rastA upara ajavALuM hatuM. e ja rIte ahIM paNa sukha che mokSamAM ane zodhIe chIe saMsAranI zerIomAM. zAstrakAro kahe che ke sukha e AtmAno guNa che ane duHkha e zarIrano dharma che. zarIranI hAjarImAM sukha nahi ja maLe. saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahi to game teTaluM zodho, kyAMthI maLaze ? A saMsAramAMthI sukha zodhavuM e viTAmAMthI sugaMdha zodhavA jevuM che. A saMsAramAM sukha koI ThekANe nathI ane koI kALe sukha maLe evuM nathI. A saMsAranuM koI paNa dravya, koI paNa kSetra, koI paNa kALa ane koi paNa bhAva A janmajarAmRtyunA du:khane dUra karavA mATe samartha nathI, mokSa ApavA mATe samartha nathI. saMsAranA dareka dravya, dareka kSetra, dareka kALa ane dareka bhAva du:khanAM ja kAraNa che. chatAM mUDha mANaso e du:khanI kSaNavAra haLavAzane sukha mAnI beThA che. saMsAramAMthI sukha meLavavA mATe mahenata karavI e mUrkhatAnAM lakSaNa che, vidvattAnAM lakSaNa nathI, sukha choDavA mATe mahenata kare e kharo vidvAna che. ukaraDo pheMdIne sugaMdha na maLe, ukaraDo choDIe to ja sugaMdha maLI zake. saM0 saMsAra ukaraDo lAgato nathI. sAcuM kaho cho ? ukaraDo lAgato nathI ke lAgavA chatAM mAnavuM nathI ? A saMsAranI eka cIja evI nathI ke je ApaNI manapasaMdagInI hoya ? chatAM nabhAvIne paNa saMsAramAM ja rahevuM che ne ? zAstra kahe che ke bhavano aMta karavA mATe ja dharma karavAno che. A saMsAramAM du:kha sivAya kazuM ApaNo bhAge AvavAnuM ja nathI. tethI e du:khano pratikAra karavAnA badale eno aMta lAvavA mahenata karavI che. du:khano pratikAra karavo tenuM nAma saMsAra ane duHkhano aMta lAvavo te ja mokSa. du:kha koIne ApavuM nathI ane koIe paNa ApeluM game tevuM du:kha sahana karI levuM che. A be rItanI ahiMsA che. ApaNe koIne sahana karAvavuM nathI ane koI sahana karAve to ApaNe sahana karI levuM che : AnuM ja nAma ahiMsA. ApaNe DokaTarane tyAM DresiMga karavA jaIe te vakhate rasI kaDhAvatAM pIDA thAya to tenI phariyAda karIe kharA ? tema jeo du:kha bhogavavA mATe ja sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA hoya teo du:khanI phariyAda kare kharA ? macchara karaDe toya sahana karavAnuM ja che to macchara ghaNA vadhI gayA che - evuM bolavAnuM kAma zuM che ? hiMsAnA tyAga pachI anRta-jAA nAmanA Azravano tyAga karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. A vrata sauthI AkaruM che. rAgathI, dveSathI, krodhathI, lobhathI, bhayathI, hAsyathI... ema aneka prakAre jAThuM bolAya che. covIsa kalAkamAMthI pAMca miniTa mATe paNa jUThuM na bolavAno niyama levo che ? sAdhupaNAmAM to jANatAM ke ajANatAM, pramAdathI ke apramAdathI, sahasAtkAre ke goThavIne, nAnuM ke moTuM, rAgathI ke dveSathI - evA eka paNa prakAre jAThuM bolavAnuM nathI. ApaNe eno abhyAsa pADavo che ne ? Aje to sAdhupaNAmAM paNa jUThuM na bolavAno niyama nathI. Asakti hovA chatAM azaktine AgaLa karavI - e jUThuM che. bhaNavAnuM mana na hovAthI bhaNatA na hoya topaNa yopazama nathI - ema kahevuM A jANyuM che. parigraha rAkhyo hovA chatAM jarUriyAta che - ema kahevuM e paNa javuM che. A jUThAno tyAga karavAnuM kaparuM hovAthI ja sudharmAsvAmIjIe hitazikSA ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke sarva parama miC satya mATe sAdhue parAkrama phoravavuM. satya tene kahevAya ke je sarjanone hitakArI hoya. je jAyuM bole te sAdhupaNuM levA mATe yogya nathI. koIne du:kha na ApavuM e pAMcamo upAya che ane prANAMte paNa jA na bolavuM e chaThTho upAya che. ApaNe jANyuM bolIe chIe tethI ja ApaNo
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________________ nistAra nathI thato. zuM naDe che - e jo cokhkhuM jaNAvIe to mahApuruSo ApaNI cikitsA karavA mATe taiyAra che, paraMtu ApaNe ApaNI jAtane chupAvIe to kyAMthI ThekANuM paDe ? arihaMtAdi cAranI bhakti karyA pachI dharmanI zarUAta hiMsA vagere pAMca AzrayonA tyAgathI thAya che. Aje ApaNe dharmanI zarUAta kyAMthI gaNIe ? derAsara javA mAMDe, upAzraya jAya, sAmAyika kare, rAtribhojanano tyAga kare tyAMthI ne ? paNa koIne duHkha nathI ApavuM - Ane ApaNe dharmanI zarUAta na mAnIe ne ? zAstrakAro kahe che ke hiMsA na karavI arthAt koine duHkha na ApavuM, jUThuM na bolavuM, corI na karavI. ahIMthI dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. temAMthI ApaNe be AzravanI vAta joI AvyA. koIne duHkha na ApavuM - e agharuM lAge paraMtu jAnI vAta Ave tyAre teno tyAga vadhu agharo lAge evuM che. ApaNane duHkha sahana thatuM nathI, AgaLa vadhIne sahana karavuM nathI mATe moTe bhAge ApaNe jAThuM bolatA hoie chIe. koine duHkha na ApavuM e haju saheluM che paNa du:kha sahana karI levAnuM kAma kaparuM che. Aje ApaNane koI kAma bhaLAve te vakhate kAma karavuM na hoya chatAM 'phAvaze nahi, samaya nathI, anukULatA nathI' AvuM bolIe - e jAduM ja che ne ? AvuM to jATha ghaNuM bolAtuM hoya che. ApaNe duHkhano Dara rAkhIzuM to dharma koI rIte karI nahi zakIe. dharma pApanA DarathI karavAno che. duHkha dUra karavA mATe dharma karavAnuM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM ja nathI. amArAM sAdhu-sAdhvI paNa majethI samajAve ke 'dharma karo duHkha dUra thaI jaze.' ApaNe pUchavuM paDe ke je bhagavAne pApano sarvathA tyAga karyo ane parISaha-upasargo pratikAra karyA vinA sahana karyA, e bhagavAna ApaNane duHkha dUra karavA mATe dharma karavAnuM pharamAve e zakya ja nathI. duHkhano pratikAra karavAnI vRttinA xx kAraNe jAThuM bolavAnuM bane che. jo ApaNe ApaNo guno jotA thaIe to duHkhano pratikAra karavAnuM mana nahi thAya. moDhe tALuM mArIe to asatyanA pApathI bacI zakAya. zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje paNa kahyuM che ke 'pApa nahi koI utsUtrabhASaNa janyuM...' tethI asatyanuM pApa sauthI bhayaMkara che. IcchAmi ThAmi sUtramAM paNa aticAranI zarUAta stutto thI karI che. (7) corIno tyAga : trIjo Azrava corI che. corI cAra prakAranI che : svAmI adatta, jIva adatta, tIrthaMkara adatta, guru adatta. je vastu jenI mAlikInI hoya tene pUchyA vinA levI tenuM nAma svAmI adatta. koine paNa du:kha pahoMcADavuM ke mAravuM e jIva adatta che. kAraNa ke koI jIve ApaNane mAravAnI ke du:kha ApavAnI rajA nathI ApI. bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAnavI te tIrthaMkara adatta ane gurune pUchyA vinA koI paNa vastu levI, koI paNa kAma karavuM guru adatta. ApaNe sAdhu thayuM che ne ? to A cAre ya adattane TALavAno abhyAsa AjathI zarU karavo che. paraThavatI vakhate 'aNujANaha jassuggaho' bolavAnuM eTalA mATe ja che. jagyA jenI hoya tene pUchyA vinA paraThavAya nahi. A to kahe ke bolavAnuM bhUlI gayA. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke bhUlI nathI gayA, saMkalpa ja kAco che. eka vAra duHkha veThavAnuM nakkI karIe to corInA pApathI bacAze. sa0 tIrthaMkara adattamAM zuM Ave ? bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM chUTachATa levA Avo eTale A adatta lAgavAnuM. A to upadhAnamAM paNa davAnI chUTa levA Ave. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke davA 45
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________________ laIne tapa na karAya. davA na laIe ne veThavuM paDe to veThI laIzuM. kAraNa ke bhagavAne kahyuM che ke - TIva TrIkSA' ane ':vuM mahattam' zarIrane jeTaluM kaSTa ApIzuM, temAM ghaNuM phaLa maLe evuM che. sava bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnyA vagara zarIra bagADyuM che... have AjJA pALIne sudhAravuM che. sanaskumAra cakravartIne sAtaso varasa sudhI roga hatA ane potAnA ghUMkamAM ja davA hatI. chatAM temaNe cikitsA na karI. kAraNa ke zarIrane kaSTa ApavAthI ghaNI nirjarA thAya che. bhagavAne AjJAnuM je cokaThuM ApyuM che temAMthI bahAra na nIkaLIe to pApa karavAno vakhata nahi Ave. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM pApanI nivRtti vinA koI paNa dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI. jeo pAMca AzravathI virAma na pAme teone bhaktinuM phaLa maLyuM nathI - ema ja mAnavuM paDe. bhakti karyA pachI aviratino tyAga karavAmAM na Ave to bhakti nakAmI jAya che ane aviratino tyAga karyA pachI jo kaSAyano tyAga karatAM na AvaDe to avirati pAchI AvIne UbhI rahe che. tethI bhakti pachI Azravano tyAga ane AzravanA tyAga bAda kaSAyano tyAga jaNAvyo che. (8) maithunano tyAga : trIjA Azrava bAda cotho Azrava maithuna che. enuM svarUpa to ApaNe jANIe chIe tethI temAM vizleSaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karavA mATe nIkaLelAne strIo e kAdavabhUta che. mArgamAM jo kAdava hoya to cAlavAnuM kaparuM che ane Dagale ne pagale lapasavAno bhaya che. kAdava na hoya to aviratapaNe mArgamAM cAlI zakAya ne ? strIono saMga bhayaMkara che - ema samajavAnuM kAma jeNe karyuM che tenuM zramaNapaNuM sukara che. sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAnuM patana jo thatuM hoya to moTebhAge A sukhanI abhilASAnA kAraNe ja thAya che. uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kathA Ave che ne ke bApa-dIkarAe sAthe dIkSA lIdhelI. dIkaro eka eka anukULatA mAMgato gayo. game teTalI anukuLatAmAM 'nathI phAvatuM' ema ja kIdhA karato, aMte avirati mAMgI tyAre bApAne gusso Avyo ane dIkarAne gharabhego karyo. game teTalI anukULatA maLe te pratikULatAnA gharanI lAge te prabhAva abrahmasevananI IcchAno che. traNa vrata karatAM A cothuM vrata kaThina lAge ne ? tethI ja zrI sthUlabhadramahArAjA jyAre kozyAne pratibodhIne AvyA tyAre temanA gurue temane duSkaraduSkarakAraka kahyA. kAraNa ke ati duSkara evA cothA vratanuM pAlana kaparA saMyogomAM akhaMDapaNe karyuM. zrI AcAryabhagavaMtanA chatrIsa guNomAMthI nava guNo to A nava vADanuM pAlana karavA jaNAvyA che. A nava vADonuM pAlana to sAmAnya sAdhu paNa kare, AgaLa vadhIne saddagRhastha paNa kare che chatAM AcAryabhagavaMtanA guNo tarIke nava vADanuM pAlana jaNAvyuM che tenuM kAraNa e che ke viziSTa koTino puNyodaya hovA chatAM ya A vratamAM koI jAtanI bAMdhachoDa nathI : e samajAvavuM che. A ja kAraNe bIjA mahAvratomAM apavAda che jyAre A cothA mahAvratamAM koI apavAda nathI. jene A maithunanuM pApa DaMkhe te to A saMsAramAM rahI ja na zake. kAraNa ke ene to lAge ke mAre mokSamAM javuM che ane mokSamAM javA mATe moTAmAM moTo avarodha A ja che. dhannAkAkaMdIe jyAre bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI tyAre ghare AvIne mAtAne ane batrIsa trIone kahyuM ke 'nArI narakanI dIvaDI, durgatinI dAtAro re, vIra vakhANyuM vakhANamAM, meM Aja suNyo
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________________ pApo ApaNe karI zakIe ne ? mATe parigrahu badhA pApanuM mULa che. A pApano tyAga karavo hoya to keTaluM joIe che' enA badale 'keTaluM joIe' eno vicAra karavo. keTaluM joIe che ? - eno aMta nathI. keTaluM joIe - e vicArIe to jyAM chIe tyAM ja UbhA rahevuM paDaze. keTaluM joIe che ?' e vicAravAthI parigrahanuM pApa UbhuM karyuM che. teno tyAga karavA mATe have 'keTaluM joIe !' e vicAratA thavuM che. (10) krodhano jaya : adhikAro re...' strI narakane dekhADe che ane narakamAM pahoMcADe che. AgaLa temaNe jaNAvyuM ke 'A ja kAraNathI huM A saMsAramAM eka kSaNamAtra rati pAmato nathI, have rati ekamAtra mane saMyamamAM ja che. saMyamathI ja sukha pAmIza ane saMyamanuM pAlana arihaMtanI AjJA vahana karavA dvArA karIza...' zrI kRSNa vAsudeve paNa potAnI dareka putrIone bhagavAna pAse mokalIne dIkSA apAvI. pote niyANuM karIne AvelA tethI nikAcita karmanA yoge saMsAramAM rahelA, bhogo bhogavatA hatA chatAM rAga brahmacarya para hato. dareka chokarIne 'rANI thavuM che ke dAsI' ema pUchatA. pelI artha na jANe tethI rANI thavAnuM kahe. AthI badhAne bhagavAna pAse mokale. eka putrIne tenI mAe zIkhavyuM ke dAsI thavAnuM kaheje. tyAre kRSNa mahArAje bApa hovA chatAM evA sAthe paraNAvI ke je tene dAsInI jema ja rAkhe ane sAthe jamAIne kahyuM ke jarAka bhUla thAya to cAbUkathI phaTakAraje, bApa thaIne AvuM kare ? aMte pelI rotI rotI AvI ane rANI thavAnuM kahyuM, to tene dIkSA apAvI. vAsudeva hovA chatAM brahmacaryavrata para prema hato teno A prabhAva hato. samakitIne paraNavuM paDe e bane, paraMtu paraNavAnI IcchA enI na hoya. pAMcamuM parigrahanuM pApa choDavAnuM to cothAnA tyAga karatAM paNa agharuM che ne ? sAcuM kaho tamane paisA jAya ane bairI marI jAya bemAM du:kha vadhAre zemAM thAya ? AgaLa vadhIne bene sAcavavAno vakhata Ave to kone vadhAre sAcavo ? patnIne ke paisAne ? parigraha e badhA pApanuM mULa che. paiso mUkIne ja javAno che to vAparIne ke choDIne javAmAM zuM vAMdho che ? A to patnInI pAse kAma vadhAre karAve, nokaro pAse kAma karAve paNa paiso na kharce : A paisAno lobha ja che ne ? badhA pApanI anukULatA karAvI Ape - evo A parigraha che. ApaNI pAse paiso hoya to duniyAnAM badhAM anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtoe je dharma batAvyo che te dharma sAdhupaNAno ja che. cAra prakAranA AzravarUpa aviratino tyAga karIne viratimAM AvelAne je naDe che te have jaNAvavAnuM zarU karyuM che. sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne paNa krodhAdi kaSAya naDe che. ApaNane viSayanI ke kaSAyanI pariNati naDatI hoya to tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ApaNI IcchA mujabanuM thatuM nathI. ApaNI IcchA mujaba sAmA mANase pravRtti karI hoya tyAre moTuM nukasAna thAya chatAM gusso na Ave ane ApaNI IcchAthI uparavaTa thaIne pravRtti karI hoya tyAre nukasAna na thAya athavA to sAmAnya nukasAna thAya topaNa gusso Ave ne ? du:kha bhogavavuM saheluM che, sukha choDavuM ya saheluM che, paraMtu kaSAyane kADhavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. loko ApaNI AjJAmAM rahetA nathI mATe gusso Ave che, lokone AjJAmAM rAkhavAnuM mana che e ja mAna che, lokone AjJAmAM rAkhavA mATe mAyA karavAnI paNa taiyArI che ane AjJAmAM lokoe rahevuM ja joIe evI apekSAsvarUpa lobha che. ApaNe ApaNI IcchA ane AjJA mujaba lokone pravartAvavA che mATe viSaya ane kaSAyanI pariNati naDe che. ApaNA kaSAyo, ApaNane guNo pAmavA nathI detA ane ApaNA doSone
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________________ TakAvI rAkhe che. anaMtAnubaMdhInA kaSAyo mithyAtvane jIvatuM rAkhe che, apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnInA kaSAyo aviratine jIvatI rAkhe che, saMjavalananA kaSAyo chadmasthapaNAne jIvatuM rAkhe che. sava anaMtAnubaMdhInA kaSAya kone kahevAya ? mAruM je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa tane to ThekANe pADuM ja - Avo je pariNAma te anaMtAnubaMdhIno kaSAya che. koI gusso kare ke na kare ApaNe ApaNA kaSAya jItavA che. ApaNe guranA kaSAya kADhavA ke ApaNA vaDIlonA kaSAya kADhavA nathI AvyA, ApaNA kaSAyone kADhavA mATe AvyA chIe. jeo ArogyanA arthI che, paisAnA arthI che teo potAnA kapAyane - potAnA svabhAvane kAbUmAM rAkhI zake che to cAritranA arthIo potAnA kaSAyane kAbUmAM kema rAkhI na zake ? krodhanA kAraNe cAritra AvatuM nathI, AveluM paNa cAlyuM jAya che - evuM jANyA pachI A krodhane kAbUmAM rAkhI na zakAya ? 'ApaNuM kahyuM koI mAnatuM nathI', A ja ApaNA kaSAyanuM bIja che. ApaNuM nukasAna thAya che mATe gusso Ave che - evuM nathI, ApaNuM dhAryuM thatuM nathI mATe gusso Ave che. dharmasthAnamAM AvyA pachI to gusso nathI karavo ne ? have upadhAna karIne ghare jAo ane nokaroe chabaraDA vALyA hoya toya gusso nathI karavo. sava evuM thoDuM cAle ? anuzAsana to karavuM paDe ne ? anuzAsana karavAno adhikAra ApaNo nathI, AcAryabhagavaMtono che. je niHspRhaziromaNi hoya te ja anuzAsana karI zake, spRhAvALAne anuzAsana karavAno adhikAra nathI. jene bIjAnI jarUra paDe teNe bIjAnuM game tevuM vartana calAvavuM ja paDe. ApaNe ApaNI garaje nokarone rAkhyA che, to temanuM anuzAsana karavuM nathI. emanuM vartana cAle evuM na hoya, to temane chUTA karI devA paNa temanA upara gusso nathI karavo. A anuzAsana karavAnA pariNAmamAM cAre kaSAya paDelA che. anuzAsana karavAnuM mana che te ja lobha che, 'anuzAsana tamArA hita mATe ja che, mArA svArtha mATe nathI' - evuM kahevuM te mAyA che, 'A rIte anuzAsana karIe to ja ghara cAle' - evuM kahevuM tenuM nAma mAna ane anuzAsana karatI vakhate gusso hoya ja ne ? jeo niHspRha hoya teo ja A cAra kaSAyathI rahitapaNe anuzAsana karI zake, gusso bilakula karavo nathI, dharmasthAnamAM - tIrthasthAnamAM khAsa nathI karavo. ApaNA guvAMdika, ApaNA upakArI game tevo Thapako Ape toya gusso karavo nathI. ApaNane anuzAsana karavAnuM mana thAya to ApaNA AtmAnuM ja anuzAsana karavuM che. caMDarUdrAcAryanA ziSya gusso na karyo to pote paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane gurune paNa kevaLajJAna apAvyuM. mRgAvatIjI sAdhvIe guNIno Thapako sAMbhaLIne gusso na karyo to pote ane guNI baMnne kevaLajJAna pAmyAM. mahAsatI sItAjI, aMjanAsatI, kalAvatIsatI A badhAM to gRhasthapaNAmAM hatAM chatAM ya temaNe gusso na ja karyo. zAstranA pAne joIe eTalAM daSTAMto che. ApaNe phakta saMkalpa karavAnI jarUra che ke - kaSAyo jItavA che. jeTalA mokSamAM gayA te badhA ja kaSAyone kADhIne jItIne gayA che. krodha jAya eTale mAna TakI na zake. mAna jAya eTale mAyA paNa rahI na zake ane mAyA gayA pachI lobha Take e vAtamAM mAla nathI. saMsAranuM sukha game te pApa karIne paNa joIe che - e anaMtAnubaMdhIno kaSAya che, sukha joIe che paNa nItithI maLatuM hoya to ja joIe: A apratyAkhyAnIno kaSAya. nItithI paNa joIe eTaluM ja meLavavuM che - A pratyAkhyAnIno kaSAya ane sukha joItuM nathI, mAtra saMyamano nirvAha karavo
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________________ che - e saMjvalanano kaSAya che. gusso Ave to so rUpiyA bhaMDAramAM nAMkhavA athavA so khamAsamaNAM ApavAM athavA pAMca miniTa pachI bolavuM athavA chevaTe jJAnAditraNa guNanI sAdhanAne aTakAve che mATe traNa khamAsamaNAM ApavAM che AmAMthI eka niyama to levo che ne ? - (11) mAnano jaya : krodha pachI mAna, mAyA, lobha kaSAyano vicAra karavo che. ghaNAone gusso nathI Avato paNa pote potAnI khoTI vAtane mAnanA kAraNe choDI zakatA nathI. potAnI vAta khoTI che - evuM samajAvA chatAM paNa tene choDavAnI taiyArI na thatI hoya to te mAnanA kAraNe. sAcuM samajavA na de ane samajavA chatAM potAnuM khoTuM choDavA na de tenuM nAma mAna. sAmAnyathI devone lobha vadhu naDe, manuSyone mAna vadhu naDe, tiryaMcone mAyA vadhu hoya ane nArakInA jIvone krodha ghaNo hoya che. manuSyapaNAmAM ArAdhanA sArAmAM sArI karavAnI taka hovA chatAM moTA bhAge A mAnanA kAraNe ApaNe manuSyajanmane ArAdhI zakatA nathI. Aje to ghaNA ArAdhaka AtmAo evA che ke temane sAcAkhoTAno viveka karavAnuM gamatuM nathI. uparathI e loko ema kahe che ke ApaNe ArAdhanAthI kAma che, carcAnuM zuM kAma che ? ApaNe emane pUchavuM paDe ke ApaNe ArAdhanA karavI che ke sAcI ArAdhanA karavI che ? sonuM kharIdavA jAo tyAre evuM kyAreya bolyA kharA ke - 'ApaNe mAtra sonuM kharIdavAthI kAma ! emAM asalI-nakalInI carcA karavAnuM zuM kAma che ?' sonA jeTalI kiMmata ArAdhanAnI nathI - enuM A pariNAma che. Aje jeTalA matamatAMtara UbhA thayA che te mAnanA kAraNe ja UbhA thayA che. manuSyamAM akkala hovA chatAM mAnanA kAraNe e akkala bahera mArI 52 jAya che. bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM bhagavAnanA paNa ghaNA ziSya hatA ane gautamasvAmIjInA paNa ghaNA ziSya hatA. bIjA gaNadharonA paNa hatA. chatAM temanAmAM kyAMya matamatAMtara na hatA tathA bhagavAnanI vAta ja mAnatA hatA. jemaNe bhagavAnanI vAta na mAnI ane potAnI vAta choDI nahi temaNe judo coko mAMDyo. tamane na samajAya tyAM sudhI tame dareka ThekANe jAo, jyAM javuM hoya tyAM jAo - emAM koI ja vAMdho nathI. paNa sAcuM samajyA pachI paNa tame sAcAne vaLagI na raho to tamArI pratye koIne vizvAsa nahi rahe. sAcuM samajavA mATe tamAre jeTaluM pUchavuM hoya teTaluM pUchavAnI chUTa paNa samajyA pachI mAna naDe - evuM na cAle. sAcuM samajavA mATe tame game teTaluM pUcho emAM amAre akaLAvAnI jarUra nathI. amArI vAta to amArA gharanI nathI, bhagavAne kIdhelI che. tethI amAre kAMi ja ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. amArA paMDitajI kahetA hatA ke jo ApaNe ApaNane je vAta samajAi hoya te bIjAne samajAvI na zakIe to samajavuM ke ApaNe buDathala chIe, sAmo nahi. sAmo mANasa game teTalo ajJAna hoya chatAM ApaNane jo sAcuM samajAyuM hoya to tene samajAvI zakAya. mAtra eka zarata che ke ajJAnI mANasa kadAgrahI na hovo joIe. ajJAnIne samajAvI zakAya, kadAgrahIne na samajAvI zakAya. A to ApaNe emane samajAvIe to kahe ke - 'ApaNe kyAM sarvajJa chIe ? tattva to kevaligamya che.' ane potAnI ugharANI koI na Ape to tattva kevaligamya che ke potAne gamya che ? sAcAno Agraha e kadAgraha nathI. ApaNA mAnanA kAraNe ApaNe dharmane gumAvavo nathI. sAcAnA ardhI banavuM haze to mAna mUkavuM ja paDaze. je krodhI hoya teno varga taiyAra na thAya, paNa mAnI mANasano to varga paNa taiyAra thAya che tethI mAnane jItavAnuM agharuM che. ApaNI samajadArImAM ane ApaNA 53
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________________ jJAnamAM koI ADuM AvatuM hoya to A mAnano parvata che. krodha agni jevo che ane mAna parvata jevuM che. agni to olavI zakAya, paNa parvatane bheTavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. mAnane bhedavuM haze to bhaNavuM ja paDaze. ApaNuM ajJAna hatuM thAya tema mAna tUTe. jema jema bhaNatA jaIe tema tema ajJAna chatuM thatuM jAya to mAna zenuM karavuM ? jene mokSe javuM hoya tene dharma karyA vinA cAle evuM nathI. ApaNA bhagavAne dharmanuM je svarUpa batAvyuM che tenA karatAM paNa asaMkhyAta prakAra dharmanA che. zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke jeTalAM AzrayasthAno che eTalAM saMvaranA sthAna che. eTale jeTalA dharmanA prakAra che tenA karatAM asaMkhyAtamA bhAge bhagavAna dezanAmAM jaNAve che. Ama chatAM bhagavAne je jaNAvyuM che tenA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAge paNa ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM utArIe to ApaNo saMsAra kapAyA vagara na rahe. paraMtu takalIpha e che ke ApaNane saMsAra kApavAno bhAva ja nathI. (12) mAyAno jaya : krodha ane mAna pachI mAyAnI vAta zarU karI che. mAna karatAM mAyA bhayaMkara che. ApaNe ApaNuM dhAryuM karavuM hoya chatAM loko ApaNane cUMTI na khAya e mATe gurunI pAse rajA meLavavI A eka prakAranI mAyA che. ApaNI pAse je svacchaMdIpaNuM che tene kADhavA mATe gurunI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM che. ApaNI khoTI ke ayogya pravRtti upara mahorachApa mAravA mATe gurunI AjJA meLavavI A mAyA ja che. moTAmAM moTA pApane paNa nAnA tarIke gaNAvavAnuM kAma A mAyA kare che. gurunI rajAthI karavA chatAM paNa tenuM phaLa na maLatuM hoya to te prabhAva mAyAno che. mAyAthI meLavelI rajA AjJAmAM na samAya. ApaNA Azayane chupAvIe e paNa mAyAnA kAraNe ApaNe vidvAna thavA mATe bhaNatA hoIe chatAM paNa jJAnanI ruci che mATe bhaNIe chIe - evuM batAvavuM tenuM nAma mAyA. je jJAnano prema sAco hoya to lokone kAma na lAge evAM sUtro paNa premathI bhaNe. je potAnA kAmamAM ja lAge evuM bhaNavAnuM gamatuM na hoya to te jJAnano prema nathI. tamane dhanano prema kevo che ? bIjAnA kAmamAM lAge tevo paiso kamAo ke potAnA kAmamAM lAge tevo ? mAyAne oLakhavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. dharma karatI vakhate sukhanI zodhamAM je hoya ane du:kha TALavAnI vetaraNamAM je hoya te mAyA karyA vinA na rahe. dharma karatI vakhate sukha zodhavuM na hoya ane du:kha TALavuM na hoya tene mAyA karavAnI jarUra ja na paDe. daMbha karanArane ke mAyA karanArane dharma karavAno adhikAra nathI. saraLatA e dharma karavAnI pahelI yogyatA che. mAyAvI mANasa game tyAMthI sukha khaMkherI le ane game tyAMthI duHkhane lAta mAre. jene choDavuM ja che, ApavuM ja che - te mAyA zA mATe kare ? jene veThavuM ja che te paNa mAyA zA mATe kare ? mAyA sukhanA lobhanA kAraNe thAya che mATe have lobhanI vAta karavI che. (13) lobhano jaya : lobha to ApaNane eTalo AtmasAt che ke tenuM varNana karavAnI lagabhaga jarUra ja nathI. je vastu ApaNI pAse nathI tene meLavavAnuM mana tenuM nAma lobha. je vastu ApaNI pAse hoya ane tene choDavAnuM mana na thAya tenuM nAma Asakti. ApaNI pAse lobha ane Asakti baMne che ne ? Asakti karatAM paNa lobha vadhAre che ne ? je maLavAnI saMbhAvanA nathI, enA mATe ApaNe ApaNI jiMdagI barabAda karI ne ? je che e to naDe ja che, paraMtu je nathI enI IcchA ja ApaNane saMsArathI khasavA detI
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________________ nathI. aviratinA lobhanA kAraNe ja saMsAramAM beThA chIe ne ? je vastu bhogavAI gaI hoya, jUnI thaI gaI hoya tene kADhatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. paNa navI vastunI icchA to paDI ja che ne ? ApaNe lobha kADhavA mATe eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke jo AjanuM ApaNI pAse hoya to AvatIkAlanI ciMtA nathI karavI. AjanI ciMtA AsaktimAM samAya. AvatIkAlanI ciMtA lobhamAM samAya. je che e kADhI nAMkhavAnuM sAmarthya na hoya topaNa je nathI ene meLavavAnI bhAvanA to kADhavI che ne ? lobhanA kAraNe dazA evI thAya ke navuM to maLe nahi ane jUnuM paNa bhogavavA na maLe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke 'lobhe narapati rahe vagaDe.' bharatamahArAjA pAse ArIsAbhavana hovA chatAM sAiTha hajAra varSa sudhI cha khaMDanI sAdhanA karavA nIkaLelA. moTA mahelo hovA chatAM chAvaNImAM UtaravuM paDe ! tamAre tyAM paNa e ja dazA che ne ? karoDapati mANasa karoDonA baMgalAmAM cAra kalAka mAMDa raheto hoya - evuM bane ne? vastu bhogavavA maLe nahi chatAM pApa lAgyA vagara rahe nahi A prabhAva lobhano che. A saMsAramAM ApaNI IcchAo pUrI thAya che mATe beThA chIe ke sukhanI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM ja beThA chIe ? subhUma cakravartI cha khaMDa maLavA chatAM bIjA cha khaMDanI sattA meLavavA gayA to te lobhanA kAraNe marIne sAtamI narake gayA. koNike paNa secanaka hAthI ane divya hAra A benA lobhamAM evuM yuddha cheDayuM ke jenA pariNAme chaThThI narake gayA. maNazeTha paNa lobhamAM ne lobhamAM ja sAtamI narake gayA. A badhAne je maLyuM hatuM enI ciMtA hatI ke je na maLyuM - enI ? ApaNane je naDe che, ene jotA nathI. A to kahe ke bairAM-chokarAM naDe che, ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke bairAMchokarAM nahi, emanI pratyeno lobha ApaNane naDe che e hakIkata che. 5 (14) saujanya : cAra kaSAya kADhyA pachI 'saujanya' nI vAta karI che. sujanano bhAva (guNa) enuM nAma saujanya. ApaNI dRSTie ApaNane anukULatA Ape e sujana ane pratikULatA Ape e durjana : sAcuM ne ? sujananI vyAkhyA karatI vakhate A graMthamAM kahyuM che ke pArakAno doSa na kahe ane guNa bolyA vagara na rahe - tenuM nAma sujana. eka vAra sujana na maLe to vAMdho nahi paNa durjananI sAthe to koI divasa nathI rahevuM. saMtoSane dhAraNa kare tene sujana kahevAya. eTale ke - bIjAne maLelI RddhimAM saMtoSa dhAre ane bIjAne AvelI pIDAmAM duHkha dhAraNa kare. sago bhAI ApaNA karatAM vadhAre kamAya to kaho ne ke - kevI rIte kamAya che e amane khabara che. amArAM mA-bApe amane AvA saMskAra ApyA ja nathI. amane paNa enA jevuM kamAvuM hoya to kamAtAM AvaDe che paNa amAre evuM karIne paisA nathI kamAvA.' AvuM badhuM bolIe e sujanatAnA abhAvanA kAraNe. eka vakhata moDhe tALuM mArIe to pArakAnA doSo bolavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya. potAnI zlAdhA eTale prazaMsA na kare te paNa sujana kahevAya. tema ja nIti eTale ke maryAdA sadAcAra vagerenuM ullaMghana na kare eTale ke tenuM pAlana kare ane aucityanuM ullaMghana na kare. aucityanuM pAlana thAya ke na thAya paNa aucityanuM ullaMghana to koI kALe nathI karavuM. ghare AvelAne jAkAro na Apavo AnuM nAma aucityanA ullaMghanano abhAva. koIne ApaNe sukha ApI zakIe ke na ApI zakIe paNa duHkha to koI kALe nathI ApavuM : Ane aucityanuM pAlana kahevAya. zrAvakanuM bAraNuM baMdha na hoya. eka bAju 'bhale padhAro' AvuM borDa mAro ane eka bAju bAraNuM baMdha rAkho : A beno meLa na jAme ne ? koIe apriya kIdhuM hoya toya gusso na karavo A paNa 57
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________________ eka jAtanI sujanatA che. ATha karmone kADhavA mATe A ATha prakAranI sujanatA prApta karI levI che. bIjAnAM dUSaNo gAvAnuM kAma karIzuM to koi gurumahArAja potAnI pAse ApaNane rAkhaze niha. gurumahArAja potAnI pAse nahi rAkhe to dharmanI prApti nahi thAya. anAdikALathI pArakAnAM dUSaNo bolavAnI ane sAMbhaLavAnI Teva ApaNane che. e Tevane have kADhI nAMkhavI che. AmAM nathI ApaNane paisA kharacavA paDatA ke nathI koi zarIrane kaSTa ApavuM paDatuM. Avo sahelAmAM sahelo dharma paNa jo ApaNe nahi AtmasAt karIe to dharmanI yogyatA ApaNAmAM nahi Ave. ApaNA karatAM bIjAnI pAse vadhAre che : AvI bhAvanAnA kAraNe ApaNe potAnAmAM saMtoSa pAmI zakatA nathI ane bIjAmAM duHkhI thaIe chIe. AvI avasthAmAM dharma pAmavAnI lAyakAta nathI pragaTatI. tamane ke amane vastunI achata ke nyUnatAnuM du:kha nathI paNa bIjA pAse ApaNA karatAM vadhAre che enuM duHkha che mATe bIjAnI saMpattimAM IrSyA Ave che. koIno jJAnAvaraNIyakarmano kSayopazama vadhAre hoya to IrSyA na thAya paNa lAbhAMtarAyano kSayopazama vadhAre hoya to IrSyA thAya. AnuM kAraNa e che ke lAbhAMtarAyanA kSayoparAmathI maLatI vastu joIe che. jyAre jJAna nathI joItuM mATe irSyA nathI AvatI. Aje nakkI karavuM che ke - sujana banavA mATe bIjAnI vastu jovI nathI ane joyA pachI irSyA nathI karavI. manuSyagatimAM AvyA pachI dharma karyA vagara ApaNe rahyA emAM mukhya kAraNa e che ke bIjAne maLelI saMpattimAM IrSyA karI. bIjAnuM puNya joIne baLyA kare - e dharma na karI zake. puNya choDyA vagara mokSe nathI pahoMcAtuM to bIjAnuM puNya paNa zA mATe bhogavavAnuM ? bIjAnuM puNya bhogavavAnI vRtti jyAM sudhI paDI haze tyAM sudhI irSyA AvavAnI ja. 5 IrSyAne kADhavI haze to ATalo niyama karI levo che ke - pArakAnI vastu vAparavI nahi. sa0 to pachI bApAnI paNa nahi vAparavAnI ? bApA Ape e vastu levAnI, bApA pAse mAMgavuM nahi. jyAM sudhI ApaNe samartha nahotA banyA tyAM sudhI mA-bApe ApaNane mUkIne khAdhuM nathI ne ? pote bhUkhyA rahyA paNa ApaNane jamADyA ne ? to nakkI karavuM che ke bApA pAse mAMgavuM nathI, mAMgavI hoya to mAtra kRpA mAMgavAnI. AThamA varase dIkSA laIe to bApAnuM - pArakAnuM vAparavAno vakhata na Ave. zrI DhaMDhaNaRSie pArakAnI labdhithI maLelA lADavA na vAparyA ane paraThavyA to emAMthI kevaLajJAna meLavyuM ne ? ApaNane maLelI saMpattimAM saMtoSa dhAraNa karavAne badale choDI devI che ane bIjAnI saMpattimAM IrSyA nathI dharavI : A sujanatAnuM lakSaNa ApaNI pAse nathI ne ? sujanatA nathI - enuM duHkha paNa nathI ne ? sujanatA vagere guNo prApta karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. emAM kAraNa dharma pratye anAdara che - e che. dharmamAM anAdara e eka jAtano pramAda che. zakti hovA chatAM na karavuM te anAdara che. gurubhagavaMta Ave tyAre zakti hovA chatAM UbhA na thaIe to samajavuM ke gurubhagavaMta pratye anAdara che. eka vAra puNya bhogavavAnuM mana baMdha thaI jAya to saMsAra chUTI jAya. puNya bhogavavAnuM mana baMdha tyAre thAya ke jyAre bIjAnA du:khe duHkhI thaIe. saMsAramAM duHkha ApyA vagara jIvI zakAtuM nathI mATe saMsAra choDavo che. ApaNe prAmANikapaNe kahI zakIe kharA ke - bIjAnA duHkhe 59
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________________ du:khI chIe ? ApaNA duHkhanA kAraNe ApaNane AMsu ghaNI vAra AvyAM paNa bIjAnA duHkhanA kAraNe AMsu eka vakhata paNa nathI AvyAM : tethI sujanatA AvatI nathI. ApaNe dharmanI zarUAta karavI che ne ? to koIne du:khI nathI banAvavA, ApaNane game teTaluM du:kha paDe to vAMdho nahi paNa bIjAne duHkha nathI ApavuM. dharma karatI vakhate 'loko ApaNI sAme jue' evo bhAva choDI daIne 'bIjAne duHkha nathI ApavuM' evo bhAva keLavI levo che. gRhasthapaNAmAM mA-bApanuM du:kha dekhAtuM na hoya e gRhasthadharma kaI rIte pALaze ? ane sAdhupaNAmAM gurumahArAjanuM du:kha dekhAtuM na hoya e sAdhupaNuM kaI rIte pALaze ? marI jAuM toya koIne duHkha nahi ApuM - AvuM vicAranAro mANasa sattvazALI che. AvA sattvazALI jIvo ja dharma mATe lAyaka che. potAnI ane potAnA mANasonI prazaMsA karavI : e sajjananuM lakSaNa nathI. prazaMsA karavI ja hoya to guNavAnanI karavI. zrI bharahesara sUtramAM guNI pAtro ApyAM che, temanI prazaMsA karavI. mahApuruSonA guNo gAvAthI ApaNane guNanI prApti thAya che. sujana ene kahevAya ke je potAnI prazaMsA na kare. lokamAM paNa kahevAya che ke hIrAnI kiMmata hIro na kare, jhaverI kare. jaDa vastu mATe paNa A niyama hoya to sajjana mANaso to kevA kahevAya ? sAdhu mahAtmA keTaluM karyuM che e na jue, keTaluM bAkI che - e jAe. vyApArI mANasa keTalI kamANI karI e joyA kare ke keTaluM kamAvAnuM che e jAe ? kSayopazamabhAvanA dhaNI paNa kSAyikabhAva pAmavA mATe ja talasatA hoya che. potAnI pAse kSayopazamabhAva hoya - eno AnaMda temane na hoya, kSAyikabhAva pAmavAno bAkI che - enI tarapha temanI najara hoya. AvI avasthAmAM potAnI prazaMsA karavAnuM kyAMthI bane ? 60 sa0 sukRtanI anumodanA to karavAnI ne ? sukRtanI anumodanA karavAnI. paNa ApaNe je kRtyo karIe chIe tenI sukRtamAM gaNanA thAya evI che kharI ? jemAM AjJAnuM pAlana na hoya, aucityanuM atikramaNa hoya, nItinuM anusaraNa na hoya ene sukRta kai rIte kahevuM ? sukRta to dhannAjIe kareluM, zAlibhadrajIe kareluM, guNasArazreSThIe kareluM. ApaNe karyuM che zuM ? sa0 sAdhupaNuM levuM e ja sukRta ? mAtra sAdhupaNuM levuM ke pALavuM e sukRta nathI. sAdhupaNAno bhAva jAge e ja sukRta che. guNasAra zreSThIe sAdhumahAtmAne dAna ApavAnuM suskRta paNa kareluM ane enI anumodanA paNa karelI. temaNe dAna ApyuM tyAre 'ApavAthI maLe che' evI bhAvanA na hatI. 'munine dAna ApavAthI muni banAya che, saMsArathI pAra pamAya che' e bhAvanAthI ApeluM. ApaNe guNasAra zreSThI karatAM ghaNuM dAna ApIe chIe, ApaNA chokarAne na ApIe evuM sAdhune vahorAvIe chIe - enI nA nahi, paNa e dAna pAchaLa Azaya bhUMDo che. 'ApavAthI maLe che mATe ApIe chIe ke ApavAthI pAra pamAya che - mATe ApIe chIe ?' vahorAvatI vakhate saMsArathI taravAno bhAva ja na hoya to e sukRta kyAMthI kahevAya ? guNasArazreNIne potAnA dAnanA prabhAvathI paththaranAM ratno thayelAM eno AnaMda na hato ane enI anumodanA paNa nathI karI. temaNe to potAnI patnIne kaheluM ke 'A to bhagavAnanA zAsananA dAnadharmanA prabhAvathI zAsanadeve paththaranAM ratno karyAM che, bAkI munine dAna ApatI vakhate mane je bhAva Avelo tevo bhAva bIjI vAra jo Ave to huM A saMsAramAM nahi houM.' to temaNe dAnadharmanI 61
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________________ pravRttinI anumodanA na karI, supAtradAna vakhatanA potAnA saMsArathI taravAnA bhAvanI anumodanA karelI. kriyA e sukRta ke bhAva e sukRta ? ApaNe kriyAne ja sukRta mAnIne tenI anumodanA karIe chIe ane bhAvanI upekSA karIe chIe. A saMsAra taravAno bhAva jemAM na hoya e sukRta ja nathI. sukRtanI anumodanA karavAnI, e vAta sAcI. paraMtu ApaNe anumodanA upara bhAra ApIe chIe, zAstrakAro sukRta upara bhAra Ape che. saMsArathI taravAno bhAva na hoya evuM anuSThAna gRhasthapaNAnuM hoya ke sAdhupaNAnuM hoya - te sukRta na kahevAya. sukRtanI anumodanA azlAghA(svaprazaMsA)mAM na pariName tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. bhAva vinAnAM ApaNAM kRtyo sukRtamAM gaNI zakAya evAM nathI. duSkRtamAM gaNavA paDe evAM che. AthI ja zAstrakAroe parakRta sukRtanI anumodanA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. tyAra bAda nItinuM ullaMghana karavAnI nA pADI che. nIti eTale mArgAnusArIpaNuM, tenuM ullaMghana na karavuM. lobhanA udayathI gRhasthapaNAmAM rahyA chIe tethI paisA kamAIe, paNa anIti karIne game teTalo paiso maLato hoya topaNa nathI joIto. amAre tyAM jema AhAra levo hoya topaNa doSita AhAra na levAya, tema samajavuM. kAyama mATe maryAdAmAM jIvavuM che. mahApuruSoe bAMdhelI maryAdA tenuM nAma nIti. mArgAnusArIpaNAnA pAMtrIsa guNo nItimAM samAya che. sava dhaMdhAmAM naphAnuM dhoraNa kevI rIte nakkI karavuM ? ApaNane jeTaluM pAlave evuM hoya eTalo napho levo. ApaNI pAsethI loko jeTalo napho le ane ApaNane pAlave eTalo napho ApaNe levo. A to pote pacAsa TakA napho le ane bIjo je pacAsa TakA le to zuM kahe ? 'cIre che, sAheba cIre che.' ema hAtha UMcA karIne bolo ne ? vyAjano dara paNa e ja rIte samajavo. tamArI pAse jeTalA TakA vyAja le ane tamane posAya eTaluM vyAja bIjA pAsethI levuM. AnuM ja nAma nIti. dharmanAM kAryo paisA mAMgIne na karavAM, paisA hoya to ja kAma karavuM. ATalo niyama levo che ? je svadravyathI pUjA na karI zake tenA mATe zAse kahyuM che ke'te paisAno bhoga na ApI zake to samayano bhoga Ape. derAsaramAM vAsIduM kADhe. aMgabhUMchaNAM dhoI nAMkhe. zeThiyAone AMgI vageremAM sahAya kare.' to bIjA moTA prasaMgo loko pAsethI paisA ugharAvIne kevI rIte karAya ? nItinuM ullaMghana na karavuM ane aucityanuM pAlana karavuM : A be paNa sajanatAnAM lakSaNa che. nIti ane aucityamAM thoDo pharaka che. nItinA kAraNe ApaNe lokamAM sArA gaNAtA hoIe chIe. kevaLa nItine-nyAyane vaLagI rahenAra paNa ghaNI vAra aucitya cUkI jAya che. tethI aucityanI vAta judI batAvI che. aucitya to ApaNI sAthe rahenArA ke paricayamAM AvanArA darekanI sAthe ucita pravRtti karavA svarUpa che. vaDIlajanonI AmanyA jALavavI, temane vaMdanAdi karavuM te nIti ane nAnA athavA hInajAtinAno paNa tiraskAra na karavo tenuM nAma aucitya, vinaya adhikagaNIno hoya, vaDIlano hoya, aucitya darekanuM sAcavavAnuM. gurnAdika vaDIlajana najaramAM Ave ke tarata ja ubhA thaI javuM te aucityapUrvakano vinaya ane gurunI najara ApaNI upara paDe pachI UbhA thavuM. te vinaya hovA chatAM temAM aucitya nathI. gurnAdikanI bhakti aucityapUrvakanI karavI hoya to teo Ave enA pahelAM ja UbhA thaI javuM. sarvatra ucita pravRtti karavI e apunabaMdhakadazAnuM lakSaNa che ane apunabaMdhakadazA e samyakatva prAptinI yogyatA svarUpa che. jo aucityanuM pAlana nahi karIe to samyagdarzana pAmI
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________________ nahi zakAya. vaDIlonA jamavA pahelAM jamavuM nahi, enuM nAma aucitya. sAmAyika karavuM saheluM che, pauSadha karavo sahelo che, dIkSA pALavI sahelI che, paraMtu A sarjanonAM lakSaNa pAmIne sujana banavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. ApaNe aucityanuM pAlana nahi karIe to ApaNe mithyAtvamohanIyano utkRSTa baMdha karanArA banIe to temAM nA nahi. mithyAtvano utkRSTa baMdha TALavo haze to aucityanuM pAlana karatAM zIkhavuM ja paDaze. aucityanA sevanathI mithyAtvano utkRSTa baMdha TaLe che : e pramANe jJAnIo pharamAve che. basamAM ke gADImAM ApaNe beThA hoIe ane sAme vayovRddha UbhA hoya to ApaNe ApaNI jagyA khAlI karIne ApaNI jagyAe tene besADavA tenuM nAma aucitya. vaDIlo bolatA hoya, vAta karatA hoya to nAnAe vacce bolavuM nahi - tenuM nAma aucitya. ApaNe nAnA hoIe ane ApaNA karatAM moTA beThA hoya to ApaNe kazAmAM mAthuM mAravuM nahi. Aje ATalo niyama levo che ke gharanA moTA mANasoe jamyA pahelA jamavuM nahi ane moTAnI sAme moTA kahe nahi tyAM sudhI besavuM nahi. jenAmAM A aucityapAlanano guNa nathI te lokottara dharma pAmavA mATe yogya nathI. ApaNI pAse yogyatA nathI - ema bolIne nahi cAle. yogyatA na hoya to keLavI levI che. saujanyanuM AThamuM lakSaNa e che ke koI paNa mANasa ApaNuM apriya kare, ApaNane na game evuM bole tyAre kSamAne dhAraNa karavI, akSamAne dhAraNa na karavI. A lakSaNa pAmavAnuM kAma karyuM che. ApaNe bIjAne du:kha na ApIe e bane, paNa bIjA ApaNane duHkha Ape - e ApaNAthI sahana thatuM nathI. ApaNe badhAnI sAthe priya vacana bolIe, paNa bIjA ApaNI sAthe apriya vacana bole tyAre ApaNane e khamAtuM nathI. A sajanatAnuM lakSaNa nathI. A chelluM saujanya jo ApaNI pAse nahi hoya to ApaNe sAdhudharmanuM pAlana nahi karI zakIe. dharma karavAnI yogyatA A kSamAmAM samAyelI che. jo bIjAnAM apriya vacana paNa ApaNe sahana nahi karIe to kAle UThIne ApaNe maraNAMta pariSaha ane upasargo kevI rIte sahana karIzuM ? ApaNane koI paNa apriya bole te ApaNI bhUla vagara nathI bolatA. A bhavanI bhUla na hoya topaNa gayA bhavanI bhUla vinA, ApaNA pApanA udaya vinA, ApaNane koI apriya bolatuM nathI - ema samajIne ApaNe kSamA rAkhavI che. sAdhu mATe kSamAzramaNa vizeSaNa ApyuM che. je sahana kare te sAdhu nathI, je kSamApUrvaka sahana kare te sAdhu che. je dInatAthI ke lAcArIthI sahana kare tene sAdhu na kahevAya. ApaNI pratye koI game teTalAM Akrozabhaya vacano bole to ApaNe asahanazIlatA dAkhavavI nathI, akSamA nathI karavI. ahIM 'gusso na karavo' - evuM na kahetAM 'akSamAne na karavI' ema kahyuM che - enI pAchaLa paNa rahasya che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane ke ApaNe bIjA AgaLa sArA dekhAvA athavA to bIjAnA tApanA kAraNe gusso na karIe, paraMtu eTalAmAtrathI kSamAM rAkhI na kahevAya. sAmAnI bhUlane manamAMthI mApha karavI, manamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavI tene kSamA kahevAya. tAtkAlika cUpa rahIne paNa avasare badalo vALavo tenuM nAma akSamA. sAmAnI hitazikSAne, apriya vacanane, bhUlane manamAM bhaMDArI rAkhIne avasare sATuM vALavuM - tenuM nAma akSamAM. ApaNane du:kha Ave che te ApaNA pApathI ja Ave che, bIjAnI bhUlathI nahi : ATaluM magajamAM, haiyAmAM kotarI rAkhavuM. duHAM pApAt AvuM haribhadrasUrimahArAja zAstravArtA samuccayamAM jaNAve che. sarva zAstrakAro AmAM sammata che ke du:kha pApathI Ave che ane te paNa ApaNA pApathI Ave che. koNa du:kha Ape che e nathI jovuM. kayuM pApa karyuM che - eno vicAra karavo che. ApaNA pApano udaya che mATe ApaNane
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________________ nathI ane samyakatva AvatuM nathI. mATe guNIjananI saMgati karavI che. A guNIjanano saMga kevo che te jaNAvavA mATe niSedhamukhe upamA ApI che. AvuM apriya bole che - ema samajIne samatA rAkhavI che. ApaNe kAMIka parAkrama karyo che mATe je du:kha Ave che. koI game teTaluM apriya bole - ApaNe mana upara nathI levuM. ApaNe khoTuM karyuM hoya to ciMtA karavAnI, ApaNe khoTuM na karyuM hoya chatAM ya koI ApaNane khoTA kahe enA kAraNe ApaNe ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe pApa karyuM hoya, khoTuM karyuM hoya ane koI kahe to sAMbhaLI levuM che, sudhArI levuM che - temAM paNa akSamA nathI karavI : Ama baMnne rIte akSamA nathI karavI.. sa0 kyAM sudhI sahana karavAnuM ? jyAM sudhI pApa karyuM che tyAM sudhI sahana karavAnuM. ApaNane ApaNuM pApa dekhAya to sahana karavAmAM koI ja vAMdho na Ave. pApa koInuM saguM nathI. pApanA udayamAM koI sagapaNa kAma lAgatuM nathI. ApaNuM pApa dekhAya to samatA ApaNA hAthamAM che. bIjAnuM pApa joIe to asamAdhino pAra nathI. mATe ApaNe A sajanatA pAmavA mATe koI paNa apriya bole to ApaNe kSamApUrvaka sahana karavuM che, tenI pratye akSamAM rAkhavI nathI. (15) guNIjanano saMga : tyAra bAda paMdaramo upAya guNIjanano saMga batAvyo che. A guNIjanano saMga karavAnA kAraNe ApaNA kutarkanI nivRtti thAya che. je ApaNane dharma karavA na de, dharma karavAmAM aMtarAya kare evI badhI ja dalIlo kutarkamAM gaNAya che. A kutarkane puSTa karavAnuM kAma kare te avagaNI che. ApaNane kono saMga game ? gharanA lokono ke guNIjanono ? gharanA loko dharma karavAmAM sahAya kare ke na karavAmAM ? AvA kutarkanI nivRtti vinA mithyAtva jatuM dharma dhvastadayo yazazcyutanayo vittaM pramattaH pumAn, kAvyaM niSpratibhastapaH zamadayAzUnyo'lpamedhAH zrutam / vastvAlokamalocanazcalamanA dhyAnaM ca vAJchatyasau, yaH saGgaM guNinAM vimucya vimati: kalyANamAkAzati / / 65 / / jema dayA vagarano dharma, dharma nathI kahevAto tema guNInA saMga vinA kalyANanI prApti nathI thatI. je guNanA arthI hoya tene guNIno saMga game. ApaNe dharmanA arthI chIe paNa ApaNane dharmajanono saMga gamato nathI. Aje ApaNe guNIjananA saMganI vAta zarU karavI che. A mahApuruSo kahe che ke jeo kalyANane Icche che temane guNIno saMga karyA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. jeo guNInA saMga vinA kalyANane Icche teo kharekhara viparItamativALA che, mUDhamativALA che. guNInA saMga vinA kalyANanI IcchA phaLe evI nathI. A ja vastu judI judI upamAthI jaNAvI che. dayA vinAno dharma hoya nahi. nItithI bhraSTa thayelAne yaza maLe nahi. pramAdI mANasa dhana kamAya e zakya nathI. pratibhA vagarano kAvya racI zake nahi. zama arthAt upazamabhAva ane dayA vinAno jIva tapa ArAdhI zake nahi. alpabuddhivALAne zratanI prApti thAya e zakya nathI. AMkha vagarano mANasa vastune jovAnI pravRtti kare e niSphaLa che. caMcaLa mANasa dhyAna dhare e zakya nathI... tema guNInA saMga vinA kalyANa thAya e zakya ja nathI, chatAM lAge to e kalyANa nakAmuM ja che. ApaNane guNIno saMga game ke svajanano saMga game ? tamane ke amane guNIno saMga gamato nathI. emane paNa bhagata AvI jAya ke svajano
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________________ Ave to AnaMda thAya ane sahavartI ja Ave, pAse AvIne bese to moTuM bagaDe ! amane sahavatta karatAM paNa bhagata je gamatA hoya to guNIno saMga game che - evuM kema kahevAya ? bhagata guNavAna ke sahavartI guNavAna ? tamArI paNa e ja dazA che ne ? tamane paNa dukAnamAM gharAka Ave te game ke sAdharmika Ave te game ? tamArI ane amArI A eka ja dazA che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa guno saMga na game - evI dazA amArI che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI gurunI sAthe rahevAne badale jAda comAsAM karavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya ! gurane potAne samaya na hoya tethI koI mumukSune bhaNavA mATe mUkyo hoya to tene taiyAra karIne potAnA nAmano banAvI de ! gurutattvavinizcayamAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke gurunI AjJAthI vihAra karIne jAya tyAre rastAmAM jeTalI vastu maLe tenA upara guruno ja adhikAra che. rastAmAM koI mumukSu maLe to tenA upara guruno ja adhikAra manAya. tame kaMpanInA nAme vecANa karatA ho to guDavIla konI kahevAya ? tamArI ke kaMpanInI ? AjJAnuM mahattva to dareka kSetramAM che. ApaNe ApaNA mana upara kAbU rAkhatAM zIkhI je javuM che. atyAra sudhI mananuM mAnyuM, IcchA mujaba jIvyA - enuM ja A pariNAma che ke ApaNe saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. have je A saMsAranuM paribhramaNa TALavuM hoya to AjJA mujaba jIvatAM zIkhI levuM che ane IcchAo bAju para mUkI devI che. ApaNe gurunI AjJAthI ja jIvavuM che. gurunI AjJAthI comAsA mATe gayA hoIe toya comAsuM pUruM thayA pachI tarata gurune bhegA thaI javuM. A to comAsuM karavA jAya ane AjubAjAnAM tIrthonI jAtrA karavA jato rahe ! tamAre tyAM evo mANasa maLe ke tamArI AjJAthI ugharANI mATe gayo hoya ane halasTezana pharIne Ave ? gaNIno saMga game to ja kAma thAya ane guNanA arthIpaNA vinA e zakya ja nathI. ane guNInA saMga vinA kalyANa nahi thAya - emAM ya be mata nathI. dayA jemAM na paLAya te dharma ja nathI. ApaNo dharma lagabhaga dayA vagarano che. dharmAtmAnA pariNAma naThora hoya ne ? dayA dharmanuM mULa che, mULa vinA vRkSa na hoya, tema guNIsaMga vinA kalyANa na ja thAya. dharmamAM dayAnI jeTalI kiMmata che teTalI kiMmata kalyANa mATe guNIjananA saMganI che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke jeo nItinuM ullaMghana kare temane yaza nathI maLato ane je pramAdI mANasa hoya tene dhana nathI maLatuM tema guNIjananA saMga vinA kalyANa nathI ja thatuM. te ja rIte pratibhA vinAno kAvya na banAvI zake tema guNInA saMga vinA kalyANa nahi ja thAya. ApaNI IcchA mujabano utkaTakoTino tapa ApaNe majethI karI zakIe chIe ane gurunI AjJAthI sAmAnya koTino tapa karavAnuM paNa ApaNane phAvatuM nathI. enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ApaNane guNIno saMga gamato nathI. jema zama ane dayAthI zUnya evo tapa nirjarA karAvavA mATe samartha nathI tema guNIsaMga vinA kalyANa asaMbhavita che. tapasvIne zama hoya ne ? du:kha bhogavavAnI taiyArI nathI tethI zama nathI Avato ane du:kha ApavAnI taiyArI che mATe dayA nathI AvatI. rAma eTale mAtra krodha na karavAnI vAta nathI, cAre kaSAyane TALavAnI vAta 'zama" mAM che. tapasvIne gusso paNa na Avavo joIe, mAna paNa na AvavuM joIe, mAyA paNa teNe na karavI joIe ane tapasvIne khAvAno lobha paNa na hovo joIe. tapa to ApaNe svAdhInapaNe du:kha bhogavavA mATe karyo che ne ? to jeTaluM du:kha vadhAre Ave te sAruM ja che ne ? du:kha bhogavavA nIkaLelA du:kha ochuM kema Ave - enI mahenata zA mATe kare ? ApaNe du:kha bhogavavA mATe ja dharma karIe chIe - evuM kahI zakAya ema nathI ! ApaNo dharma to lagabhaga du:kha TALavA mATe ja che ne ? tapamAM du:kha bhogavavuM che mATe zama
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________________ rAkhavo che ane du:kha ApavuM nathI mATe dayA rAkhavI che. ApaNA tapanA kAraNe bIjAne ghasAvuM paDe, sidAvuM paDe - evuM ApaNe nathI karavuM. tema ja ApaNane tapamAM anukULatA na maLe to paNa zAMta avasthA TakAvI rAkhavI che. anukULatAnuM arthIpaNuM e ja kaSAyAdhIna avasthA che. anukULatAnuM arthIpaNuM na hoya tenuM ja nAma zamAvasthA. tapa karanArane koI pUche ke 'zuM joIe che ?' to e kahe ke "kazuM joItuM nathI mATe ja tapa karyo che.' 'joItuM nathI' A adhyavasAya zamabhAvano che. have chaThThI upamA jaNAve che ke alpabuddhivALAne zrutajJAna na maLe. zrutajJAna meLavavuM hoya to buddhi vadhAravA mATe, kSayopazama khIlavavA mATe prayatna karavo ja paDaze. pANI caDatuM na hoya to be moTara lagADIe tema gAthA na caDatI hoya to vadhAre mahenata karavI paDe. tema kalyANanI AkAMkSA pUrI karavI hoya to guNIjanano saMga karyA vinA nahi cAle. guNIjananA saMgathI zuM prApta thAya che - te AgaLanA zlokamAM jaNAvyuM che. guNIjanano saMga kImatI che te jaNAvyA bAda tenI kImata zenA kAraNe che te have jaNAve che - harati kumatiM bhinte mohaM karoti vivekitAM, vitarati ratiM sUte nIti tanoti guNAvalim / prathayati yazo dhatte dharmaM vyapohati durgati, janayati nRNAM kiM nAbhISTaM guNottamasaGgamaH / / 66 / / guNIjanano saMga karavAthI ApaNI kumati dUra thAya che. sarjanonA saMgathI sadbuddhi prApta thAya che, durjanonA saMgathI dubuddhi pedA thAya che. ApaNane ApaNI daridra avasthAnuM du:kha che ke ajJAnanuM ? ApaNe ApaNI duSTa buddhinA kAraNe du:khI chIe ke daridratAnA kAraNe ? ahIM jaNAve che ke guNavAnanA saMgathI ApaNI buddhi sudhare che. ApaNane paisA joIe che ke sadbuddhi ? yuddhamAM janArA kSatriyo paNa bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA hatA ke yuddhamAM jaya maLe ke na maLe, paraMtu zatrune paNa saddabuddhi Apaje. ApaNI pAse game teTaluM sAruM hoya paraMtu buddhi jo nahi hoya to e badhuM ja nakAmuM javAnuM, unamArge javAnuM. to kaho ke buddhi joIe che ke paisA joIe che ? sa0 buddhi haze to paisA maLI raheze. UMdhuM bolyA. buddhi haze to paisAnI jarUra ja nahi paDe. amane paisAnI jarUra nathI paDatI to buddhi amArI pAse che ke nahi ? tamane paisA meLavavA jevA lAgyA tyArathI tamArI buddhi bagaDI che - ema samajavuM. ApaNI kumatine dUra karavI haze to sajanano saMga karavo ja paDaze. ApaNI takalIpha e che ke je ApaNane kumati Ape evAnA saMgamAM ApaNe rahIe chIe. AMkha vinAno mANasa vastune jovAno prayatna kare te jema vyartha che ane caMcaLa manavALo dhyAna dharI zake - e zakya nathI, tema gaNInA saMga vinA kalyANa na thAya. mana asthira che tenuM kAraNa e che ke manane koI AlaMbana nathI ApyuM. manane jJAnanuM, svAdhyAyanuM AlaMbana ApIne sthira karIne pachI dhyAna dharavAnuM. ApaNane saMga game che paNa guNIno nahi : A ja viSamatA che. Aje vaDIlanI chatrachAyA gamatI nathI, paNa vaDIla vinAnuM jIvana chata vagaranA ghara jevuM che, tuccha koTinuM che. ApaNane TapAravAnuM, unmArgathI aTakAvavAnuM kAma ApaNA vaDIlajana ja karavAnA.
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________________ jyAre paNa sAruM kArya karavAno vakhata Ave tyAre gurane pUchavA jAo ke dharmapatnIne pUchavA jAo ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke saMsAranAM kAma paNa gune pUchyA vinA nathI karavAnAM. ApaNe dharmanAM kAma paNa patnIne pUchIne karIe ne ? e nA pADe to na karIe ne ? je dharma karavAnI nA pADe ene dharmapatnI kahevAya ? ke dharmamAM sahAya kare tene dharmapatnI kahevAya ? ApaNI kumati dUra nathI thatI tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe guNIjanano saMga karatA nathI. paisA vagara cAle ja nahi : A mAnyatA kumatinA gharanI che. A saMsArathI taravA mATe paisA kAma nahi lAge, sabuddhi ja kAma lAge che. samudramAM jene taravuM hoya teNe vastro paNa utAravAM paDe ne ? to A saMsArasamudramAM taravA mATe taiyAra thayelA parigrahanA bhArathI bhAre thayA hoya to saMsAra kevI rIte tarI zakaze ? ApaNane A saMsArathI taravAnI sAmagrI sArAmAM sArI maLelI hovA chatAM teno sadupayoga karavA na de tenuM nAma durbuddhi. A durbuddhine dUra karavA mATe gurujanonA saMgamAM rahevuM che. guNIjana pAse jaIe to ApaNane choDavAnI salAha Apaze, bheguM karavAnI salAha nahi Ape. be bhAIo dhaMdhAmAM paNa chUTA paDavAnA hoya to te vakhate guNIjana kahe ke ApaNe jo chUTA thavuM hoya to paheryo kapaDe chUTA thavuM che. nAnA bhAIne samajAve : moTA bhAIne kahI devAnuM ke 'Apa moTA cho, mane nAnAthI moTo karyo, bhaNAvyo-gaNAvyo, ATalA sudhI pahoMcADayo - e ja kRpA che. e sivAya mAre kazuM nathI joituM. huM jAte have kamAI zakuM eTalo yogya mane banAvyo che.' ATaluM kahe to koI arati na thAya ne ? e ja rIte nAno jo vadhAre bhAga laI jAya to moTAne samajAve : nAnA bhAIne kahejo ke 'to moTo chuM, ghaNAM jalasA karyA che, tArI jiMdagI have zarU thAya che - bhale laI ja, kaMI kAma hoya to kaheje...' AvuM kahe to koI asamAdhi na thAya ne ? ane tamArI dharmapatnI AvA vakhate zuM salAha Ape ? guranuM mAnavA de ke na mAnavA de ? je ApaNane bhagavAnanuM ke guranuM mAnavA na de tenuM nAma kumati. - tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke guNIno saMga mohane bhedI nAMkhe che. kumati ane mohamAM pharaka che. na samajAya tenuM nAma moha, UMdhuM samajAya tenuM nAma kumati. saMsAranuM svarUpa samajavA na de tenuM nAma moha ane saMsArane sAro manAve tenuM nAma kumati. moha eTale ajJAna. gurubhagavaMta ApaNA ajJAnane dUra kare che. ekendriyAdithI mAMDIne asaMjJI paMcendriya sudhI ApaNI pAse ekalo moha ja hato. saMjJI paMcendriyaavasthAmAM moha thoDoghaNo dUra thayo ane saMjJA maLI chatAM te viparIta jJAna hovAthI kumatinA gharanuM e jJAna hoya che. sAcuM jJAna ApavA mATe sauthI pahelAM UMdhI samajaNa dUra karavI paDe. daridra avasthAmAM dhana na hoya ane corInA kAraNe khoTuM dhana Ave che. enI jema mohadazAmAM jJAna nathI hotuM, kumatimAM kharAba mati hoya che. sArAmAM sAro dharma karanArane paNa koInA kahyAmAM rahevAnuM phAvatuM nathI - A moTAmAM moTuM dUSaNa che. tame ke ame jenI sAthe rahIe chIe tene ja guNI mAnIe chIe, guNIjananI sAthe rahevA taiyAra thatA nathI. bhagavAnanuM zAsana to ApaNane puNyanA udayathI maLI jAya paraMtu anuzAsana jhIlavAnuM kAma yopazamabhAvanA yoga thAya che. zAsana maLyA pachI paNa A anuzAsana jhIlavAnuM zakya banatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa A eka ja che ke ApaNane guNIjanano saMga gamato nathI. eka vAra guNIjana evA gurubhagavatanuM anuzAsana jhIlavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya to tene A saMsAramAM rahevAno vakhata na Ave, evAo A saMsArasAgarathI jaladIthI tarI jAya che. guNIjanano saMga kumatine dUra kare che ane mohane bhedI nAMkhe che. kumati dUra thavAthI samyagdarzananI prApti thAya che ane moha bhedAvAnA kAraNe
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________________ vItarAgatA maLe che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke guNIjanano saMga vivekitAne pragaTa kare che. Aje ApaNe zAstranI AjJAne vivekapUrvaka nathI samajatA. ApaNane sAruM kAma karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM bhAvanI rAha joIne besI rahIe - e viveka nathI. jo kAma sAruM che, ApaNA AtmAne hitakArI che to bhAvollAsanI rAha jovAnI ke anuSThAnanI upAdeyatA samajAya eTale kAme lAgavAnuM ? davA zarIrane hitakArI che - evuM mAnyA pachI davA levAno ullAsa jAge tenI rAha jAo ke ArogyanA arthIpaNAthI ullAsa vagara paNa davA levA mAMDo ? A to pAchA amArI pAsethI zIkhIne jAya ke 'bhAva vagaranI kriyA nakAmI che.' ane amane ja e samajAve ! ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke 'bhAI ! e vAta to jeNe kriyA karavAnI zarU karI hoya tenI kriyAne lekhe lagADavA mATenI hatI. lokone kriyA zarU karatAM aTakAvavA mATenI nahi." kriyA karavI na hoya ane zuddha kriyAno Agraha che - evuM jaNAvavuM hoya tevA vakhate bhAvakriyAnuM oThuM levuM - A to eka mAyA che. kriyAnI zuddhi mATe bhAvanI vAta che, kriyA karatAM baMdha karavA mATe bhAvanI vAta nathI. zrI adhyAtmasAra graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke - gurvAjJAnA pAtaMtryanA kAraNe ghaNA AtmAo dravyadIkSAnA pAlanathI paNa mokSe gayA che. bhAvathI dIkSA na pALe ane dravyathI dIkSA pALe chatAM paNa gurunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnA kAraNe karmanirjarA ghaNI thAya che. AnuM kAraNa eka ja che ke guvaMjJAnA pAlanathI kumati dUra thAya, moha bhedAya che ane viveka pragaTe che. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke guNIno saMga ratinuM vitaraNa kare che. je vivekI hoya tene dharmamAM, vidhinA pAlanamAM, AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM rati pedA thayA vinA na rahe. tamAre tyAM paNa zuM cAle che ? bhayaMkara roga thayo hoya, cikitsA jalada hoya to zuM karo ? cikitsA vinAnuM sukha sAruM ke cikitsAvALuM du:kha cAlaze ? tevA vakhate cikitsAmAM paNa rati thAya ne ? tema guNInA saMgathI kaSTasAdhya anuSThAnamAM rati pedA thAya che. arthakAma mATe kaSTa veThAya ane dharma mATe kaSTa na veThavuM A avivekitA che. mAnuM kAma mUkIne patnInuM kAma karavuM e aviveka ane patnInuM kAma paDatuM mUkIne mAnuM kAma karavuM te viveka ane mA-bApanuM kAma choDIne gurunuM kAma karavuM te viveka, jeo guranuM kAma karavA sAdhu thayA temane mA-bApanuM kAma karavAnuM kahyuM ja nathI. e ja rIte avidhivALo dharma paNa cAle A aviveka che. vidhino Agraha rAkhavo tenuM nAma viveka. viveka hoya tene saMyamamAM rati Ave ja. Aje ghaNA phariyAda kare che ke saMyamamAM ullAsa nathI Avato. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke saMyama hoya to temAM ullAsa Ave. je saMyama pALe ja nahi tene saMyamano AnaMda kyAMthI anubhavavA maLe ? ApaNe tyAM kahyuM che ke - mana: prasannatAneti pUjyamane ginezvare | bhagavAnanI pUjA karIe to mana prasanna thAya. bhagavAnanI AjJA pALe tenuM mana prasanna thAya. saMyama pALe ja nahi, to ullAsa kyAMthI Ave ? saha saMsAra choDyo eTale saMyama Ave ja ne ? dukAne jAo eTale paisA AvI jAya ? bhojana maMDapamAM jAo to peTa bharAI jAya ? ke tyAM jaIne pravRtti-prayatna karavo paDe ? e ja rIte saMsAra choDyA pachI saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM paDe, guranuM kahyuM mAnavuM paDe, AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDe to saMyama Ave. dharma karyAno AnaMda kevo hoya che- e to jeNe dharma karyo hoya tene khabara paDe. game tevA du:khamAM paNa te prasanna hoya, kAraNa ke potAnAM pApakarmo khapI rahyAM che teno AnaMda hoya. IcchA mujaba jIvavAmAM ja jene majA AvatI hoya tene AjJApAlanano AnaMda anubhavavA kyAMthI maLe ? AjJA pALavA mATe guNIjanano saMga karavo che -
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________________ A guNIjano pote saMsArathI tarelA che. ApaNane A saMsArathI tAravA mATe samartha che. AvAnI nizrA svIkArI laIe ane anuzAsana jhIlI laIe to ApaNe A saMsArathI tarI jaIe. paraMtu takalIpha e che ke ApaNe koInI AjJA mAnavA taiyAra nathI. badhAnI Aje eka phariyAda che ke 'ApaNuM koI mAnatuM nathI.' paraMtu ApaNane e vicAra nathI Avato ke 'ApaNe kyAM bhagavAnanuM ke guranuM mAnIe chIe ?' badhA svacchaMdI thaI gayA che - evuM bolanAre potAnI jAtane pUchavAnI jarUra che ke ApaNe paNa kyAM AjJAmAM chIe ?' loko ApaNuM mAne ke na mAne, ApaNe gurunuM ane bhagavAnanuM mAnavA taiyAra thayuM che, e mATe guNIno saMga karavo che. guNIjanono saMga ApaNane nItimArge calAve che. je ApaNane mokSe pahoMcADe che te ja nItimArga che. jyAM sudhI mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI durgatimAM javAnuM na bane ane sadgatimAM javAnuM bane tenI nA nathI. paraMtu jyAM sudhI ApaNe saMsAramAM chIe tyAM sudhI ApaNI sAdhanAmAM kaMIkane kaMIka khAmI che - ema mAnI levuM. jyAM sudhI mokSanA avarodho dUra nahi karIe tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDaze. je ApaNane mokSamAM laI jAya tene nIti kahevAya. guNIjananA saMgathI dharmamAM rati pedA thAya che. tyAra bAda nItimArga prApta thAya che. dharmanI rati, dharmanA ullAsa vinA nItimArge cAlavAnuM zakya nathI. eka vAra vIrya ullasita bane to sAmarthyayoganI zarUAta karatAM vAra na lAge. saMsArathI mukta banAve tene nItimArga kahevAya. tethI tAtvika nItimArga ApaNe kSapakazreNImAM mAnIe chIe. sAmayoganI kAraNarUpe zarUAta sAtame guNaThANe thAya ane kAryanI zarUAta navamA guNaThANAthI thAya. yopazamabhAvanA dharmano tyAga karavAnI zarUAta thAya eTale dharmasaMnyAsayoga Ave. kSayopazamabhAvanA samyakatvano tyAga cothethI sAtame thAya. kSayopazamabhAvanA cAritrano tyAga dasamAnA aMte thAya che ane jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyakarmanA kSayopazamabhAvano tyAga bAramAnA aMte thAya che. kSapakazreNI maMDAyA pachI koI kriyAnuM niyamana rahetuM nathI. e mahApuruSo je mArge cAle e ja nItimArga che. ApaNe saMsArane TUMkAvavo che. je mArge saMsAra kapAya tenuM nAma nItimArga. ghaNA mahAtmAo narakamAM jaIne saMsAra TUMkAve che ane ghaNA AtmAo devalokamAM jaIne saMsAra vadhAre che : ApaNe zuM karavuM che ? nIyate muniyA nA nIti: je mokSe pahoMcADe tenuM nAma nIti. jenAthI sukha maLe ke du:kha TaLe te nIti nathI, jenAthI saMsAra chUTe ane mokSa maLe tenuM nAma nIti. ApaNA AcAryabhagavaMta jaNAvatA hatA ke du:kha veThatAM veThatAM koThe paDI jaze ane sukha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM dADhe vaLagI jaze. ApaNI pAse game teTalI yogyatA hoya topaNa guNInA saMga vinA ApaNane ApaNA doSonuM bhAna thatuM nathI. gurubhagavaMtanA kaThora vacana sAMbhaLavA paDe to du:kha thAya ke AnaMda thAya ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke ziSya haMmezAM anuzAsanano arthI hoya. be divasamAM guru anuzAsana na kare to ziSyanA AMkhamAM AMsu Ave ke 'mane gurue ATalo ayogya kema jANyo ke jethI kazI bhUla nathI batAvatA !" A to dasa varase paNa jo gurue ekAda bhUla batAvI hoya to ema lAge ke 'have ApaNuM puNya paravAryo, gurune ApaNI upara vizvAsa nathI...' enA badale ApaNe mAnavuM che ke ApaNI bhUla gura batAve tyArathI ApaNAM bhAgya jAgyAM. jyAre gurunI hitazikSA na game tyAre ApaNuM bhAgya paravAryuM che - ema samajavuM. zrI prazamaratigraMthamAM kahyuM che ke guru mahArAjanAM kaThora vacana jyAre sAMbhaLavA maLe tyAre ziSyane malayAcala parvatanA caMdanano rasa siMcAto hoya evo
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________________ anubhava thAya. enA badale jo gurunAM vacana kAnamAM soyanI jema bhoMkAtAM hoya evuM lAge to mAnavuM paDe ne ke ApaNuM bhAgya paravArI gayuM che ? ApaNe kSapakazreNI mAMDavI haze to gurumahArAja ApaNA doSo batAve tenI upara dhyAna ApIne tene sudhAravA mahenata karavI ja paDaze. A rIte kSapakazreNI svarUpa nItimArge cAlavAthI teramA guNaThANe guNonI zreNI prApta thAya che. jyAM sudhI doSo hAjara hoya tyAM sudhI guNo pragaTatA nathI. tethI teramA guNaThANe guNanI zreNi pragaTa thAya che - ema jaNAvyuM che. A rIte jenA guNonI zreNi pragaTI hoya teno ja yaza vAstavika rIte phelAya che. kevaLajJAnIno koI game teTalo apayaza gAya topaNa temanA kevaLajJAnamAM koI AMca AvatI nathI. ApaNe kharAba hoIe ane loko ApaNo yaza phelAve e sAruM ke ApaNe svastha hoIe ane loko ApaNo apayaza phelAve e sAruM ? ApaNe svastha hoIe, guNonI zreNI pAmIe e ja ApaNo yaza che. vartamAnamAM ApaNo yaza guNAnuvAdanA kAraNe gaNAya che. jyAre anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtono yaza temanI guNaprAptinA kAraNe gavAya che. vartamAnanI ApaNI guNAnuvAdanI sabhAo kevI che ? jemAM gurunA guNanA badale potAnA guNo ja gavAtA hoya. huM sAhebanI keTalo najIka hato e lokone jaNAve. ApaNA sAmIpyanA kAraNe gurunI mahattA nathI, guru zAsananI keTalA najIka hatA evuM jaNAvavAmAM gurunA guNAnuvAda sAcA che. gurunI mahattA temanI zAsanasamarpitatAnA kAraNe che. lokamAM paNa kahevAya che ke gAyo gaLAmAM rahelI ghaMTAnA kAraNe nathI vecAtI, te jo dUdha ApatI hoya to ja tenI kiMmata che. sUryano yaza gAo ke na gAo tenI tejasvitA svAbhAvika che. tema jJAnInI niMdA karo ke prazaMsA karo jJAnI pote svastha hoya che : e ja emano yaza che. yazanI IcchAno abhAva e ja sAco 38. yaza che. yaza to yazanAmakarmanA udayathI maLe che. jyAre yazanI IcchA mohanIyanA udayathI maLe che. jJAnIo niMdAmAM paNa svastha hoya che. sUrya upara hAtha rAkhIne koI sUryane DhAMkavA mATe prayatna kare to aMdhAruM tene ja paDavAnuM che, sUryane emAM kAMi pharaka paDato nathI. tethI mohanIyanA nAza pachI je yaza phelAya e ja kharo yaza che. A rIte guNIjananA saMganA kAraNe je phaLa maLe che te saMkalanAbaddha ahIM jaNAvyAM che. guNIjanono saMga ApaNane kSayopazamabhAvanA dharmamAMthI kSAyikabhAvanA dharma sudhI pahoMcADe che ane tyAra bAda chelle jaNAvyuM che ke durgatine dUra kare che. A durgati mAtra narakatiryaMcagati svarUpa nathI, deva ane manuSyagati paNa TaLI jAya evo A guNIjanano saMga che. ApaNane to narakatiryaMcagati TaLI jAya emAM rasa che ne ? A to siddhagirie jaIne 'siddhAcala giri bheTyA ne dhanyabhAgya amArAM' A stavanamAM moTe moTethI bole ke 'narakatiryaMcagati vArA re...' ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke jo narakatiryaMcagati TALIne deva-manuSyagatimAM javAnuM mana haze to narakatiryaMca TaLavAnI nathI. jene cAragati TALavAnI bhAvanA hoya tene jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe tyAM sudhI tenI be gati TaLI jAya. sa0 to stavanamAM evuM zA mATe jaNAvyuM ? e to samyagdarzananuM phaLa batAvyuM che. stavanamAM jaNAvyuM che ke 'samakitamUla AdhArA re.' samyagdarzana ApavA dvArA A tIrtha narakatiryaMca gati TALe ane cAritraguNane ApavA dvArA cAre gatine TALI Ape che. aMte jaNAve che ke duniyAmAM jeTalI paNa abhISTa vastu che te ApavA mATe A guNIjanano saMga samartha che. A duniyAmAM evI eka paNa abhISTa vastu 39
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________________ nathI, ke je guNInA saMgathI na maLe. abhISTa tene kahevAya ke je dareka rIte icchavAyogya hoya. AvI koI vastu hoya to te eka mokSa ja che ane mokSanA kAraNabhUta sAdhupaNuM che. (16-20) pAMca IndriyanuM damana : AtmAnaM kupathena nirgamayituM yaH zUkalAzvAyate, kRtyAkRtyavivekajIvitahatau yaH kRSNasIyate / ya: puNyadramakhaNDakhaNDanavidhI sphUrjatkuThArAyate, taM luptavratamudramindriyagaNaM jitvA zubhaMyubhava / / 69 / / mokSe javA mATenA soLamA (soLathI vIsa) upAya tarIke pAMca indriyanuM damana jaNAvyuM che. paripUrNa Indriyo puNyathI maLe che tenI nA nathI paraMtu teno upayoga puNya bhogavavA mATe nathI karavAno, puNya pUruM karavA mATe, puNya choDI devA mATe karavo che. puNyathI maLelI sAmagrI puNya choDavA mATe ja maLI che, puNya bhogavavA mATe nahi. zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM paNa 'vara ne maLyA hUMto' A gAthAthI jaNAvyuM che ke mArA AtmAnuM mArI indriyonuM damana mAre saMyama ane tapa vaDe karI levuM che. jo atyAre mArI IcchAthI A damana nahi karuM to bhavAMtaramAM parAdhInapaNe vadhabaMdhanAdithI mAruM damana thavAnuM ja che. pAMca prakAranI IndriyomAMthI eka cakSu ane rasana A be indriyono bhogavaTo vadhAre vAra thato hoya che. bAkInI indriyono bhoga ocho hoya che. AthI ja sAdhupaNAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIne bhati sAme moTuM rAkhIne besavAnuM jaNAvyuM che, tema ja arasa-nIrasa AhAra levAnuM jaNAvyuM che. arasa eTale jemAMthI ghI-telanuM TIpuM na paDe ane nIrasa eTale svAda vagaranuM. Avo AhAra levAthI rasanA kAbUmAM rahe. ApaNI AMkho jyAM tyAM maMDAya nahi te mATe bhIMta sAme moTuM rAkhIne besavAnuM. derAsaramAM lokonAM vastro, pUjAnI sAmagrI vagere joyA karavuM A indriyonuM damana nathI. derAsaramAM paramAtmA sAme ane vyAkhyAnamAM gura sAme ja daSTi joIe. A to vyAkhyAnamAM AvIne paNa koNa AvyuM, koNa gayuM, sAdhu-sAdhvI zuM kare che... e badhuM joyA kare evAo IndriyonuM damana zuM karavAnA ? ApaNI Indriyo jo bekAbU hoya to te ApaNA AtmAne durgatimAM laI javA mATe tophAnI ghoDA jevI che. jema tophAnI ghoDo atyaMta capaLa hoya che ane potAnA asavArane unmArge laI jAya tema A indriyo ApaNA AtmAne unmArge laI jAya che. IndriyonuM damana karavA mATe tapa batAvyo che. je tapa zarU karyo te choDavo nathI. jeNe upadhAna karyA hoya, upavAsanA pAraNe AyaMbila karI zake te kAyama mATe ekAsaNAM na karI zake ? jo have khAvApIvAmAM ke haravA-pharavAmAM Indriyono upayoga karIzuM to pAchI bekAbU banelI Indriyo ApaNane ghasaDIne durgatimAM laI jaze. A suDatALIsa divasa IndriyonA damanano abhyAsa pADayo che te choDI devo che ? puNyathI maLelI sAmagrI ApaNe chUTathI vAparavA mAMDyA tyArathI ApaNuM jIvana bagADyuM. nAnapaNano abhyAsa TakAvI rAkhyo hota to Indriyo bekAbU na banata. IndriyorUpI ghoDAne kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe saMyama ane tapa : A be lagAma batAvI che. tamArA mATe gharamAMthI bahAra rakhaDavA mATe na javuM tenuM nAma saMyama ane gharamAM besIne jelasI na karavA tenuM nAma tapa. A saMsAramAM ApaNane je kAMI sukhano ke du:khano anubhava thAya che te Indriya dvArA ja thAya che. ApaNane je kAMI du:kha paDe che te vastutaH zarIrane ja paDe che, AtmAne emAM kAMI duHkha paDatuM ja nathI. chatAM AtmA emAM duHkhI thAya che. e ja rIte saMsAramAM je viSayonuM sukha maLe che te
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________________ zarIrane ja maLe che. AtmAnuM e sukha ja nathI, chatAM AtmA emAM AnaMda pAme A to eka mUrkhAI che ne ? zAstrIya paribhASAmAM kahIe to du:kha e AtmAno guNadharma nathI, zarIrano ja guNa che. AtmAno guNa to sukha ja che ane e sukha paNa IndriyanA kAraNe maLe che te nathI, zarIra ane indriya vinA anubhavAya evuM e sukha che. je du:kha zarIranuM che AtmAnuM nathI tene AtmAnuM mAnI tene kADhavA mATe ane je sukha zarIranuM che AtmAnuM nathI tene meLavavA mATe ApaNe ApaNI AkhI jiMdagI barabAda karI ne ? zarIrane sukha maLe emAM AtmAe rAjI thavAnuM zuM kAma che ? ane AtmA jo svastha hoya to zarIrane game teTaluM duHkha paDe to ya temAM gabharAvAnuM zuM kAma che ? A to zarIranuM du:kha kADhavA mATe rAtadivasa maMDI paDe ! ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke zarIranuM duHkha zarIranI sAthe ja jaze. nyAyanI paribhASAmAM kahIe to AzrayanAzAt tannAza: / rogano Azraya zarIra che, e AzrayanA nAzathI rogano nAza thai javAno che. ghaDo nAza pAme to pANI Take ? ApaNe Azraya rAkhIne roga kADhavA che mATe roga jatA nathI. kAraNa haze to kArya thavAnuM. roga kADhavo hoya to puruSArtha zarIra dUra karavA mATe karavo che. ahIM jaNAve che ke nRtya ane akRtyanA vivekarUpI vitanuM haraNa karanArA kALA sarpa jevo A IndriyagaNa che. ApaNA jIvananI kiMmata vivekanA kAraNe che. AthI vivekane jIvitanI upamA ApI che. bhagavAne je karavA jevuM kahyuM hoya tene kRtya kahevAya ane bhagavAne je karavA yogya nathI - evuM jaNAvyuM tene akRtya kahevAya. tamArA ke amArA mATe A kRtyAkRtyanI vyavasthA che ja. amAre paNa dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva ne AzrayIne AhAra levAnuM amane jaNAvyuM che. tamAre dravyathI bAvIza abhakSya nahi vAparavAnAM. amAre mATe dravyathI cha vigaIo abhakSya che. rasakasavALo AhAra bhagavAne nA pADyo 82 che. eTale dravyathI amAre arasanIrasa AhAra-aMtaprAMta bhikSA levAnI. kSetrathI zrAvakonI najara na paDe e rIte besIne ja vAparavAnuM. kALathI amAre purimaTTunA paccakhkhANe ja ekAsaNuM karavAnuM che. savAranI ke sAMjanI gocarI amAre na javAya. bhAvathI amAre mAtra zarIra TakAvavA mATe AhAra levAno. cha kAraNa upasthita thAya tyAre ja AhAra levAno. indriyonI Asakti A kRtyAkRtyanA vivekane harI le che. zarIrane sukha ApavA mATe ApaNe rAta-divasa mahenata karI tenA kAraNe ja ApaNo viveka nAza pAmyo che. je sukha pAmavA mATe mahenata karavI ane duHkha TALavA mATe mahenata karavI - A eka aviveka che. A aviveka indriyo ApaNane zIkhave che. vastu ekAMte nukasAnakAraka che tene pAmavA mATe mahenata na karavI ane je vastu ekAMte lAbhadAyI che tene TALavA mATe mahenata na karavI tenuM nAma viveka. sukhano bhogavaTo nukasAnakAraka che ne ? ane du:kha samatAthI bhogavavuM - e lAbhadAyI che ne ? tethI du:kha TALavuM nathI ane sukha meLavavuM nathI. A vivekano nAza Indriyo kare che : ema jaNAvyA bAda pharamAve che ke A indriyo ApaNA puNyarUpI vRkSanA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhe che. indriyonI AsaktithI viSayo bhogavIe to puNya pUruM ja thaI javAnuM, nAza pAmavAnuM. Aje ApaNane puNyanA yoge sAmagrI to UMcAmAM UMcI maLI che, paraMtu ApaNe ene sukhano bhogavaTo karavAmAM ja veDaphI nAMkhIe chIe. enA kAraNe ApaNuM puNya khalAsa thai jAya che. ApaNe puNyathI maLelI sAmagrIthI dharma na karI zakIe topaNa teno upayoga sukha bhogavavA mATe nathI karavo - tame paNa zuM karo ? paiso dAnamAM na ApI zakAya, topaNa jugArAdi vyasanamAM to nathI ja vAparavo. ema ahIM paNa puNyano upayoga puNya bhogavavA mATe nathI karavo, puNya choDavA mATe karavo che. 83
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________________ A IndriyonI AdhInatAnA kAraNe vratano lopa thAya che. kAraNa ke pAMca IndriyonI Asakti aviratimAM samAya che. AthI AvA IndriyanA gaNane chatIe to ja ApaNuM kalyANa thaze. (21) dAna dharma : IndriyanA jaya pachI dAnadharma jaNAvyo che. ApavuM te dAna nathI, choDavuM te dAna che. ApaNA gharanA lokone paisA ApIe chIe chatAM tene dAna nathI kahetA. ApavAthI maLe che mATe nathI ApavAnuM, joItuM nathI mATe ja ApavuM che. ApaNe choDIe e ja lAbha che. tame amane AhArAdi vahorAvo to lAbha tamane maLyo kahevAya ke amane ? pAtro amArAM bharAya chatAM tame zuM kaho ? ghaNo lAbha maLyo - ema ja ne ? A lAbha kyo che ? choDyuM - eno ja lAbha che ne ? tame caDhAvA laIne TrasTamAM paisA Apo chatAM lAbha (caDhAvAno) tamane maLyo kahevAya che ne ? A lAbha choDavAno che. paiso meLavavAmAM lAbha nathI, choDavAmAM ja lAbha che. A dAnadharma traNa prakArano che : abhayadAna, supAtradAna ane aucityadAna. abhayadAnanI to zakti nathI ne ? supAtradAna mATe eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke ApaNI dhAraNAthI vadhu kamANI thAya te badhI supAtramAM ApI devI che. aucityadAnamAM anukaMpApUrvaka dareka anuSThAna karavAnAM che. anukaMpA paNa jAnAM kapaDAM ke eThAM AhArathI ke saDelA dhAnyathI na karavI, thoDuM ApavuM che paNa cokhkhuM ApavuM. bhikhArIne lAThI mArIne kADhavAnA nahi. ApaNe emane miSTAnna na ApI zakIe, paNa khIcaDI ke caNAmamarA cokhA ApavA che. rezamI vastro nathI ApavAM, paNa sutarAu kapaDAM navAM ApavAM che. kADhI nAMkhavAnI vastuthI anukaMpA karavI e aucityamAM paNa na samAya. cAritraM cinute dhinoti vinayaM jJAnaM nayatyunnati, puSNAti prazamaM tapaH prabalayatyullAsayatyAgamam / puNyaM kandalayatyaghaM dalayati svarga dadAti kramAt, nirvANazriyamAtanoti nihitaM pAtre pavitraM dhanam / / 77 / / supAtradAna, anukaMpAdAna ane aucityadAna : ema traNa prakAranAM dAna che. temAMthI anukaMpAdAna ane aucityadAna to puNyabaMdhanuM, svargAdinuM kAraNa bane che. eka supAtradAna ja cAritranuM kAraNa bane che. anukaMpAdAnathI to mAtra cAritranI sAmagrI sulabha bane, saMsAra pratye napharata jAge. anukaMpAnA pariNAmathI jIvadayAno pariNAma Take che. jyAre e pariNAma sAthe hiMsA karavI paDe tyAre saMsAra upara napharata jAge ne ? tyAra bAda jeo saMsAra choDIne beThA che evA supAtra upara bhakti jAge ne ? e supAtrane dAna ApavAthI cAritra prApta thAya che. ApaNA mATe supAtra to ekamAtra sAdhubhagavaMto che. arihaMtaparamAtmAnI to bhakti karavAnI che. supAtradAna sAdhune karavAnuM che. ApaNane to supAtradAnathI puNyabaMdha thAya - evuM yAda Ave ne ? ahIM jaNAve che ke cAritradharane dAna ApavAthI cAritranI prApti thAya che. cAritradharanI bhakti cAritra pAmavA mATe karavI che. dravyakSetrakALabhAvathI cAritradharane dAna karavAnuM che. apavAde doSita AhAra vahorAvavAmAM paNa nirjarA thAya che. dvAtrizat drAviMzikA graMthamAM mahAmahopAdhyAyajI mahArAje jaNAvyuM che ke anukaMpAdAna svarganuM kAraNa che, supAtradAna mokSanuM kAraNa che. aucityadAna eTale ApaNA ghare AvelAnI AzAno bhaMga na karavo. supAtradAna mATe supAtranI najIka javAnuM bane che tenA kAraNe vinayanuM saMpAdana thAya che. sAdhu-sAdhvI pAse rahevAthI vinaya zIkhavAnuM bane. e
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________________ rUpa pApa dUra thAya che. A supAtradAna dvArA mokSa na maLe to svarganuM AyuSya baMdhAya che ane aMte keme karIne mokSanI prApti supAtradAnathI thAya che. (22) tapa : vinayanA phaLarUpe jJAna unnatine pAme che. Aje sAdhu-sAdhvInI nizrAmAM keTalI Avaka thaI - e jovAya che. amArI kiMmata paNa paisAnA kAraNe che, jJAnanA kAraNe nahi. upadhAnanA prasaMge keTalI Avaka thaI e loko puchAve paraMtu A prasaMge keTaluM jJAna maLyuM - e koI puchAvatuM nathI. karoDonI Avaka thAya to rAjI thAya, paNa jJAna na maLyuM enuM du:kha na hoya ne ? ApaNuM jJAna parAkASThAe na pahoMce to saMsAra nahi chUTe. ApaNane jJAna paNa joIe che, vinaya paNa joIe che ane cAritra paNa joIe che. sAdhu pAse jaIne jJAna na maLe to saMsAranuM svarUpa oLakhAze kaI rIte ? sAdhu pAse jJAna meLavavA javAnuM che, bIjI paMcAta karavA mATe nahi. DokTara pAse jAo to tamArAM bairAM-chokarAMnI vAta karo ke tamArA roganI vAta karo ? to sAdhu pAse jaIne teo kyAMnA che, kayo dhaMdho karatA hatA. e badhuM pUchavAnuM ke zAstranI vAto karavA javAnuM ? sAdhu pAse javAthI prazamabhAva puSTa thAya che. sAdhunI kSamAzIlatA jovAnA kAraNe ApaNo gusso zAMta thAya che ane ApaNAmAM prazamabhAva Ave che. sAdhu pAse javAthI sahanazIlatA khIle che. kAraNa ke jeTalA mahApuruSo mahApuruSa thayA che te sahanazIlatAnA kAraNe thayA che. je sahana kare te sAdhu, AvA sAdhunA samAgamathI sahanazIlatA pragaTe. tema ja sAdhubhagavaMta zarIrane kSINa kare ane karmane khapAvavAnuM kAma tapa dvArA kare, Avo tapa karavA mATe manane prabaLa banAvavAnuM kAma A supAtradAna kare che. supAtradAnathI Agamano abhyAsa karavAnuM sadabhAgya prApta thAya che. tyAra bAda supAtradAnathI puNya baMdhAya che paraMtu e puNya saMsAranA sukhanI sAmagrI ApanAra nahi, paraMtu je cAritra, vinaya, jJAna vagerenI vAta karI tenI sAmagrIne sulabha banAvanAra puNya supAtradAnathI baMdhAya che. supAtradAnathI azAtA vagere pApa dUra thAya che - evI vAta nathI. mohanIyAdi ghAtikarma dharmanA prakAra aneka che paraMtu teno uddeza to ekamAtra mokSa ja che. ApaNe atyAra sudhI dharmanA ekavIsa prakAra joI gayA. have bAvIsamo prakAra tapa jaNAvyo che. saMsAra choDavA mATe dAnadharma che ane saMsArathI mukta thavA mATe tapadharma che. arthakAmathI mukta banavA mATe dAnadharma che ane karmathI mukta thavA mATe tapadharma che. saMsArano tyAga karyA pachI paNa jyAM sudhI karmano tyAga na thAya tyAM sudhI mokSa maLato ja nathI. khAvAno tyAga karavo e tapa nathI, khAvAno rAga chUTe e tapa che. ApaNe dravyano tyAga karIe, TaMkano tyAga karIne tene tapa kahIe chIe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke IcchAno nirodha e tapa che. vastu maLe che tenA kAraNe ApaNe sukhI nathI, vastuno rAga jAya tenA kAraNe ApaNe sukhI chIe. tapa IcchAno nirodha karavA mATe che, IcchAnI pUrti karavA mATe nahi. upadhAna karanArA paNa keTalA upavAsa karyA, keTalAM AyaMbila karyA - e gaNyA kare paraMtu ATalA divasamAM AhAranI Asakti keTalI ochI thaI e na vicAre ! koI vepArI evo joyo che ke mAtra gharAkI joyA kare ? vepArI to kamANI keTalI thaI e jue. emAMthI paNa kharcA bAda karyA pachI keTalA bace - e jue. tema ApaNe paNa khAvAno, vigaIono rAga keTalo gayo - e jovuM che. ApaNe tyAga ghaNo karIe chIe paraMtu tapa bAkI rahe che. IcchAno nirodha na thAya tyAM sudhI tapa thayo nathI - ema samajavuM. A to tapamAM paNa eTaluM dabAvIne vApare che jethI bIjA divase bhUkha na lAge. ApaNe kahevuM paDe
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________________ ke bhUkha lAge nahi te tapa nathI, bhUkha veThavI e tapa che. ApaNe bIjAM tapa ghaNAM kya, paNa IcchAnirodha nAmano tapa bAkI che ne ? Aje niyama karavo che ke jenI IcchA thAya te vastu na vAparavI : ATaluM bane ne ? tapa karavA chatAM Aje nirjarA thatI nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke tapanuM svarUpa ja rahyuM nathI. je citramAM dorelA AMbA hoya tenAthI peTa na bharAya ne ? tema ApaNA tapathI karmanI nirjarA nathI thatI. sava pAraNAmAM vastunI IcchA thAya to tapa jAya ? sAdhupaNAmAM jene aviratinI IcchA jAge tenuM sAdhupaNuM jAya ne ? tema tamane paNa viziSTa vastunI IcchA thAya to tamAro tapa nakAmo javAno. amArA AcAryabhagavaMte amane kaheluM ke upavAsanA pAraNe sUMThapiMparAmULanI goLInI paNa Iccho jAge to tevo upavAsa na karavo. tapanA nimitte viziSTa IcchA na jAge evo tapa karavAno. (23) bhAvanA : tapa pachI trevIsamo prakAra bhAvanA batAvI che. tapane puSTa banAvI vairAgyane lAvI Ape evI bhAvanA che. je bhUtakALanI siddhine TakAve ane bhaviSyanI siddhi lAvI Ape tenuM nAma bhAvanA. sAdhanane lAvI Ape ane sAdhyane siddha karI Ape tenuM nAma bhAvanA. tapaciMtavaNInA kAussagnamAM pAraNuM na thAya ane tapa thAya e mATe bhAvanA bhAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. ApaNe IcchAnirodhanI bhAvanA bhAvavI che ne ? samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ke samyakracAritra pAmavA mATe paNa IcchAnirodha karavo paDaze. saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavAnI IcchAno ane du:kha TALavAnI IcchAno nirodha karyA vinA samyatvAdi guNo maLatA nathI. samakitIne IcchA aviratinA yoge thAya, paNa te IcchA kare nahi. khAvAnI IcchA thAya e barAbara; paraMtu khAtI vakhate saMyojanA karavI, e IcchA karI kahevAya. eka vAra IcchA marI jAya ane icchAne mAravAno prayatna zarU thaI jAya to dharma karavAnuM kAma sAva saheluM che. ApaNI IcchAonA kAraNe ja ApaNe ApaNo saMsAra ubho karyo che. have jo saMsArano aMta lAvavo hoya to IcchAno nirodha karavo ja paDaze. saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavAnI IcchA samyagdarzanane rokI rAkhe che, vikathAnI IcchA jJAnane rokI rAkhe che, aviratinI - pAMce IndriyonA viSayonI IcchA cAritrane rokI rAkhe che. tethI A guNo pAmavA mATe IcchAno nirodha karyA vinA nahi cAle. jeone mokSe javAnI bhAvanA prabaLa che temanI bhAvanA saphaLa bane e mATe dharmanA prakAro A graMthamAM zAstrakAroe jaNAvyA che. ApaNe A varNana ghaNA divasathI vicArI rahyA chIe chatAM ApaNane emAM svAda Ave che ? jene jijJAsA hoya tene ja A upAyo sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda Ave. jene mana na hoya te sAMbhaLavA bese to sAMbhaLatI vakhate tenuM mana bagaDe. jamatI vakhate koLiye koLiye svAda Ave enI takedArI rAkhanArA vyAkhyAna-vAcanA sAMbhaLatI vakhate vAkya vAkya AnaMda Ave evI kALajI rAkhe kharA ? Aje ApaNe bhAvanAnI vAta karavI che, mATe ATalI bhUmikA vicAravI che. Aje ApaNane dharma jANavAnI IcchA ja nathI, mATe dharmazravaNamAM AnaMda AvavAnA badale kaMTALo Ave che, UMgha Ave che. jamavA beselAne UMgha Ave ? dhaMdho karavA beselAne UMgha Ave ? bhAvanA e ApaNI dharmanI sAdhanAno sthAyIbhAva che. je kAma je IrAdAthI zarU karyuM hoya temAM bhaMga na paDe tenuM nAma sthAyIbhAva. jema zRMgArarasanuM varNana karanAra strInA zarIranI suMdaratAnuM ja varNana kare, strInA zarIramAM rahelI sAta dhAtusvarUpa
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________________ azucinI vAta vacce na lAve. kAraNa ke A azucinuM varNana kare to bibhatsarasa Ave ane enA kAraNe zRMgArarasamAM bhaMga paDe. strI pratye rAga pedA karavA mATe zRMgArarasanuM varNana hoya. jyAre strI pratye vairAgya pedA karAvavA mATe strInI suMdaratA nahi varNavavAnI, strInA zarIranI azucimayatAnuM ja varNana karavuM paDe. e ja rIte dharma karatI vakhate ApaNI bhAvanA nAza pAmavI na joIe. e bhAvanA saMsArathI chUTIne mokSe javAnI ane mokSanA upAyo jANavAnI hovI joIe. dAna ApatI vakhate ApaNuM dhananuM mamatva maryuM che ke nahi - e vicAravuM che. duniyAnA dareka kSetramAM bhAvane mahattva ApanArA dharmanA kSetramAM ja kema bhAvanI upekSA kare che ? snAna karatI vakhate mAtra loTAthI pANI reDyA karo ke temAM zarIra sApha karavAno bhAva hoya che ? IstrI karatI vakhate karacalI na paDe e bhAva hoya ne ? jamatI vakhate mAkhI na AvI jAya e sthAyIbhAva hoya ne ? tema dharmazravaNa karatI vakhate UMgha AvavI ja na joIe ane svAda Avavo ja joIe - A sthAyIbhAva hovo joIe. dharmanuM zravaNa bedhyAnapaNe karavuM : A eka dharma pratyeno anAdara che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharmamAM anAdara e pramAda che - e pramAda sauthI moTuM pApa che. tame dharma nAno karazo to cAlaze, ocho karazo to cAlaze, paNa anAdarapUrvaka to eka paNa dharma nathI karavo. gRhasthapaNAno dharma hoya ke sAdhupaNAno dharma hoya e dareka dharmanI kriyA bhavano nAza nathI karatI, asalamAM to bhAvanA ja bhavano nAza karanArI che. AvI bhavinAzinI evI bhAvanAnI upekSA karanArA game teTalI kriyAo kare chatAM temanA bhavano aMta Avato nathI. Aje dharma karatI vakhate bhavano aMta lAvavAnI bhAvanA che ke mAtra dharmAnuSThAna zarU karyuM che tethI pUruM karavAno bhAva che ? upadhAna karatI vakhate mokSe javAnI ke saMsArathI chUTavAnI bhAvanA che ke have zarU karyA che to game te bhoge pUrAM karavAM che ? A badhI vAta kriyAno uccheda karavA mATe nathI, ApaNI kriyAomAM bhAvanA prANa pUravA mATenI A vAta che. jemAMthI prANa cAlI gayA hoya evuM suMdara paNa zarIra agnisaMskAra karavA yogya ja gaNAya ne ? te rIte zAstrakAro kahe che ke bhAva vagarano dharma, prANa vagaranA maDadA jevo che. Avo dharma ApaNA bhavano aMta kaI rIte lAve ? bhagavAnanA zAsananAM guNaThANAM paNa kriyAnA yoge AgaLa nathI vadhatAM, bhAvanA kAraNe AgaLa vadhe che. jeo sAdhupaNuM laIne chaThe-sAtame guNaThANe AvelA che temane paNa zAstrakAroe kriyA TakAvavAno upadeza ne ApatAM bhAvane TakAvI rAkhavAno upadeza Apyo che. zrI dazavaikAlikasUtra tathA zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke 'nA sApa nivasvano tamea maypati jJA' (je zraddhAthI dIkSA pALavA nIkaLyo che, te zraddhAne TakAvI rAkhaje, vadhAraje...) cAritradharane paNa cAritra TakAvavAnA badale zraddhA TakAvavAno upadeza Apyo che. cAritra kriyArUpa che, zraddhA bhAvarUpa che. sAdhunA vezamAM ke sthAnamAM TakavuM e mahattvanuM nathI, guNamAM TakavuM - e mahattvanuM che. jyAre dIkSArthI dIkSA levA nIkaLe tene eTalI to zraddhA hoya ne ke saMsAramAM je rIte jIvyA chIe e rIte sAdhupaNAmAM nahi jivAya. tyAM IcchA mujaba jIvatA hatA, ahIM IcchA mujaba nahi jivAya, gurunI ane bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvavuM paDaze. tyAM pUchayA vinA kAma karatA hatA, have sAdhupaNAmAM pUchyA vinA kAma nahi karAya. tyAM pramAda karatA hatA ahIM pramAda nahi karAya. tyAM UMce sAde bolatA hatA have UMce sAde nahi bolAya. tyAM vikathA karatA hatA, ahIM vikathA nahi karAya... A zraddhAthI nIkaLyA chIe to ene TakAvI rAkhavI che. game teTalAM pagathiyAM caDhyA hoIe, Toca para caDyA hoIe, paraMtu jarAka paga lapase to uparathI nIce jamIna upara
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________________ nahi, khADAmAM paDe. tema UMcAmAM UMcI sAdhanA karanAra saheja pramAda kare to sAdhanA nakAmI ja jAya ne ? lAkha rUpiyAnuM jokhama AkhI rAta sAcavyuM. paNa chelle pAMca sekanDamAM jhokuM khAo to jokhama jaya ne ? 'ApaNe keTaluM karyuM che' - e nathI jevuM keTaluM bAkI che' - e jevuM che. karyuM che e kAma nahi lAge, bAkI che e naDavAnuM. dharma karatI vakhate saMsArathI taravAno bhAva hovo ja joIe. dhaMdho karatI vakhate kamAvAno bhAva hoya ne ? tema dharma karatI vakhate taravAno bhAva joIe. koI mANasa nahAtA UMdhe ? amAre tyAM to dharma karatAM UMghe ! zAla oDhIne nahAtA koIne joyA ? amAre tyAM to zAla oDhIne paganA mojAM caDhAvIne upadhAnanI kriyA karanArA joIe eTalA maLe. dharma karatI vakhate du:kha bhogavavAno adhyavasAya joie ja. sava duHkha bhogavyA vinA dharma na thAya ? du:kha bhogavyA vinA saMsAranuM sukha paNa nathI maLatuM to mokSanI prApti du:kha bhogavyA vinA kyAMthI thAya ? zarIranI davA paNa du:kha bhogavyA vinA nathI thatI, to AtmAnI cikitsA duHkha bhogavyA vinA kaI rIte thAya ? dharmanI sAdhanA karatI vakhate A duHkha bhogavI levAno adhyavasAya keLavavo ja paDaze. dharma karatI vakhate bhAvanA A ja joIe. du:kha bhogavavAnA adhyavasAya vinA athavA du:kha na bhogavavAnA nirNayanA kAraNe ApaNo dharma bhAva vagarano banI gayo che. have A dharmamAM bhAvanAnA prANa pUravA mATe ApaNe du:kha bhogavavAno adhyavasAya keLavavo che. duHkha to ApaNA pApano udaya haze to Avaze, paraMtu duHkha bhogavavAno adhyavasAya to ApaNe kAyama mATe rAkhavo che. dhanaM dattaM vittaM jinavacanamabhyastamakhilaM, kriyAkANDaM caNDaM racitamavanI suptamasakRt / tapastIvaM taptaM caraNamapi cIrNaM cirataraM, na ceccitte bhAvastuSavapanavatsarvamaphalam / / 88 / / anaMtopakArI zrI arihaMtaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSioe ApaNI kriyAnI saphaLatA bhAvanA kAraNe ja che - e A zlokathI jaNAvyuM che. A vAta kriyAne kADhI nAMkhavAnI nathI, bhAvane laI AvavAnI vAta che. je adhUruM hoya te pheMkI devAnI vAta nathI, je ochuM hoya tene pUruM karavAnI A vAta che. rasoImAM mIThuM ke maracuM ochuM hoya to rasoI pheMkI do ke mIThuM - maracuM umerIne vAparo ? cAmAM ke zarabatamAM sAkara ochI hoya to uparathI nAMkho ne ke pheMkI do ? ane ame je kriyAmAM bhAva bheLavavAnI vAta karIe to kahe ke A nizcayAnI dezanA che. ApaNe emane pUchavuM paDe ke dahIMvaDAmAM mIThuM - maracuM, caTaNI nAMkhavI - e nizcayanayanI vAta che ke vyavahAranayanI ? zAstrakAro ApaNI kriyAone zuddha banAvavAnI vAta kare tyAre ene nizcayanayanI vAta kahIne ApaNe enI upekSA nathI karavI. ApaNe dharma to karIe chIe, paraMtu dharma karatI vakhate ApaNane karavAno bhAva che ke taravAno bhAva che ? tame paNa ahIM AvyA to upadhAna karavA mATe ja AvyA cho ne ? ke upadhAnathI karavA mATe AvyA cho ? tame jamavA jAo to te vakhate jamavAno bhAva hoya ke peTa bharavAno athavA svAda levAno bhAva hoya ? mAtra karavAno bhAva hoya ane phaLa pAmavAno bhAva na hoya evI to saMsAranI eka paNa kriyA nathI.
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________________ ahIM sauthI pahelAM jaNAvyuM che ke ghaNuM dAna ApyuM hoya topaNa bhAva vinAnuM niSphaLa che. gRhasthapaNAnA dharmanI zarUAta dAnathI thAya che. tethI pahelAM tenI vAta karI. dAna ghaNuM ApyuM hoya paNa te vakhate choDavAnI vRtti hoya ke meLavavAnI ? jyAM sudhI khaMkheravAnI vRtti haze tyAM sudhI dAnadharma bhAva vinAno hovAthI niSphaLa javAno. A khaMkheravAnI vRttinA kAraNe ApavAnI vRtti nAza pAmI gaI che. A dAnadharma aviratiprayika che tethI bIjA krame viratipratyayika anuSThAna jaNAve che ke samasta jinavacanano abhyAsa karyo hoya chatAM paNa je jJAnathI virati pAmavAno bhAva na hoya to te abhyAsa paNa nakAmo jAya che. jJAna viratine lAvavAnuM kAma na kare to e jJAna jJAna ja nathI. Aje bhaNatI vakhate paNa sukha bhogavavAnI vRtti hoya ke jJAna pAmavAnI ? abhyastadazAnuM jJAna paNa jo A saMsArathI taravAnA bhAva vinA meLavyuM hoya to te jJAna ajJAnane TALanAruM nahi bane. tyAra bAda jaNAve che ke kriyAkAMDa paNa custapaNe karyA hoya, jarA paNa avidhi na karI hoya chatAM paNa te kriyA karatI vakhate jo saMsArathI taravAno bhAva nahi hoya to te kriyAkAMDa paNa saMsAramAM ja rAkhavAnuM kAma karaze. bhUmi upara anekavAra UMghavA svarUpa kaSTa paNa ghaNAM sahana karavA chatAM paNa jo karmanirjarAno bhAva na hoya to te veTheluM kaSTa paNa nakAmuM javAnuM. AgaLa jaNAve che ke tIvrakoTinAM tapa tapyAM hoIe, lAMbA kALa sudhI niraticAra cAritranuM pAlana karyuM hoya paNa jo cittamAM saMsArathI tarIne mokSe javAno bhAva na hoya to A badhuM ja photarA vAvavAnI kriyAnI jema niSphaLa jAya che. dhAnyanAM photarAM vAvavAthI anAja na Uge, bIja vAvIe to ja anAja Uge. tema bhAva vinAnI sArAmAM sArI kriyA saMsArathI taravA kAma nahi lAge. to bhAva vinAnI kriyAthI calAvavAnuM ke kriyAmAM bhAva lAvavA prayatna karavAno ? A to amane pUchavA Ave ke bhAva vagaranI kriyA nahi karavAnI ? ApaNe emane pUchavuM paDe ke bIja na hoya to photarAnI khetI karIe te cAle ? ke photarAnA badale bIja lAvIne vAvavAM paDe ne ? tema ahIM paNa bhAva lAvIne kriyA karavI che. sava zarUAtamAM mAtra dharma karavAno bhAva hoya to cAle ne ? ApaNe dharmanI zarUAta ja saMsArathI taravAnA bhAvathI karavI che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharmanI zarUAta kriyAthI nathI thatI, saMsAra taravAnA bhAvathI thAya che. sava bhAvamAM taratamatA hoya ne ? karavAnA bhAvamAM taratamatA hoya e bane - kAraNa ke karavAnuM to zakti mujaba che. jyAre taravAnA bhAvamAM taratamatA hoya - e na cAle. jo taravAnA bhAvamAM taratamatA hoya to guNaThANAmAM bheda paDavAno. taravAno bhAva zakti mujaba nathI bhAvavAno. amArAM sAdhu-sAdhvIne paNa guru gamI jAya mATe dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya. temane dIkSA game che - mATe ja dIkSA lIdhI che - evuM kahI zakAya evuM nathI. (24) vairAgya : bhAvanA pachI vairAgya jaNAvyo che. kAraNa ke saMsArathI taravAno bhAva jene hoya teNe rAga mAravAno prayatna sauthI pahelAM karavo paDaze. ApaNe dharma paNa rAga sAthe ja karIe chIe ne ? zAstrakAro kahe che ke anaMtAnubaMdhIno rAga TALyA vinA samyagdarzana pAmI nahi zakAya. ApaNe tyAgadharma karIe chIe, paraMtu te vakhate rAga mAravAno uddeza
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________________ nathI hoto. tethI ja bAdhA je divase pUrI thAya te divase AnaMda thAya che. ApaNe tyAga karavA pahelAM rAga choDavAno uddeza keLavavo che. rAga dUra karavAnA uddeza vinA game teTalo tyAga karavAmAM Ave topaNa tenI koI kiMmata nathI. dharma ApaNe vairAgyathI vAsita thaIne karavo che. ApaNe dharma karatI vakhate sukhanA rAgathI ane duHkhanA dveSathI vAsita thaIne ja dharma karIe chIe ne ? ApaNe dharma karatI vakhate eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke puNya baMdhAya ke na baMdhAya, paraMtu ApaNA dharmathI pApa to baMdhAvuM ja na joIe. san dharma karatI vakhate pApa kaI rIte baMdhAya ? sukhanA rAgathI dharma kare to tenA kAraNe aviratinuM pApa baMdhAya che ane jo emAM kazuM kharAba paNa na lAge to mithyAtva paNa baMdhAvAnuM. sukhano rAga e avirati che. aviratinI hAjarImAM dharma kare toya avirati baMdhAya. e avirati upAdeya na lAge to mithyAtva na baMdhAya. paNa aviratinI upAdeyabuddhi hoya to mithyAtvanuM pApa paNa baMdhAvAnuM. ApaNe dharma karIe chIe, paraMtu pApano baMdha aTakAvavA mATe prayatna nathI karatA. tethI ja zAstrakAroe vairAgya pAmavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. rAganA kAraNe pApabaMdha thAya che. pApabaMdha aTakAvavA mATe rAgane dUra karavo ja paDaze. Aje ApaNA dharmamAM sukhanI chAyA pUratA pramANamAM vartAya che. sukha eTaluM nathI jeTalI sukhanI chAyA vartAya che. A rAganI chAyA covIsa kalAka ApaNA jIvanamAM ApaNA dharmamAM paNa paDelI che ne ? eTale ja ApaNo dharma phaLIbhUta thato nathI, saMsArathI tAranAro nathI banato. ApaNA mATe UMcAmAM UMcuM sukha khAvAnuM che ne ? paisA game teTalA hoya paNa jo khAvA na maLe to phAve kharuM ? ApaNe 96 rAgane mAravAnI zarUAta khAvAthI karavI che. ApaNI tapanI pravRtti Take ke na Take ApaNo rAga to javo ja joIe. amArA AcAryabhagavaMta paNa kahetA hatA ke tame tapa karavA pahelAM khAtAM zIkho. ApaNuM bhANuM ja ApaNA tapane jaNAvanAruM hovuM joIe. sauthI pahelAM bhANuM sudhAravuM che. Aje eTalo niyama levo che ke jyAre paNa jamavA besIe tyAre roTalI ane bhAta be vastu sAthe na levI. roTalI eTale roTalA, thepalA, bhAkharI vagere badhuM ja sAthe gaNI levuM, jo bhAta vAparIe to A badhAno tyAga samajI levo. e ja rIte roTalI vAparIe tyAre bhAtanI sAthe khIcaDI, thUlI, gheMsa, bhaDakuM vagereno paNa tyAga samajI levo. vairAgyanI zarUAta bhANAthI ja karavAnI. khAvAnI pravRtti to teramA guNaThANA sudhI rahevAnI. tethI pravRtti to TALI nahi zakAya, paraMtu jenA kAraNe rAga thAya tevI vastu vAparavI nathI. anukULatAnuM arthIpaNuM choDavuM tenuM ja nAma vairAgyathI vAsita dharma karavo. jene khAtAM AvaDe tene badhuM ja AvaDyuM - ema samajavuM. jema roTalI ane bhAta sAthe nathI vAparavA tema dALa ane zAka paNa sAthe na levA. dALa lIdhI hoya to zAka na levuM ane zAka lIdhuM hoya to dALa na levI. rasanendriya be kAma kare che : eka khAvAnuM ane bIjuM bolavAnuM. bAkInI indriyo to eka eka ja kAma kare che. tethI sauthI pahelAM rasanAne kAbUmAM levI che. te mATe be niyama ApavA che ke eka bhANAmAM roTalI ane bhAta : bemAMthI eka ja vastu levI tema ja zAka ane dALa : bemAMthI eka ja vastu levI. ane bIjo niyama e levo ke koI pUche nahi tyAM sudhI bolavuM nahi. pUchyA vinA, vaNamAMgI salAha ApavI nahi. rAga mAravo hoya to je je vastu ane je je vyakti upara rAga thAya tenAthI aLagA thaI javuM - A upAya yogazatakamAM jaNAvyo che. ApaNe rAga mAravA mATe ekatvabhAvanAmAM ArUDha thayuM che. jo rAga mAravA mATe prayatna 97
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________________ kare che, kAzImAM karavata mukAve che temane mokSabAdhaka sAmagrIno bAdha thAya che. jyAre mokSanI IcchA vinA mAtra saMsArasukhanI IcchAthI bhagavAne kahelAM anuSThAna karavAmAM Ave to paNa tenAthI mokSa sAdhaka sAmagrI durlabha bane che. ApaNane sAdhaka sAmagrI to maLI gaI che have mokSanI IcchA pragaTAvavA mATe prayatna karI levo che. jene mokSanI IcchA jAge tene saMsAramAM rAkhavA koI samartha nathI ane jene mokSanI IcchA na hoya tene mokSe pahoMcADavA koI samartha nathI. tethI ApaNe sauthI pahelAM mokSanI IcchA pedA karavA prayatna karavo che. A rIte ApaNe sau A mokSanA upAyo vahelAmAM vahelI take AtmasAt karI mokSe javA prayatnazIla banIe - e ja eka zubhAbhilASA... karavAnuM mana na thAya to samajI levuM ke dharma mAtra karavA mATe karyo che, pAmavA mATe nathI karyo. ApaNo tapa jo kImatI hoya to tene sAcavavA mATe pAraNAne sudhAravuM che. gaI kAle upavAsa karyo che mATe pAraNuM bharyuM bhANe karavuM che - enA badale ema kaho ke - gaI kAle upavAsano tapa karyo che tethI ja Aje pAraNAmAM tyAga karavo che, tapanuM sATuM nathI vALavuM. nahi to pAraNAnA kAraNe ja tapa dhovAI jaze. krodhanA kAraNe kroDa pUrvanuM saMyama jAya che, paraMtu lobha to enA karatAM paNa bhaMDo che, kAraNa ke lobhiyAne to saMyamanI yogyatA paNa maLatI nathI. jamavA mATe gayelo koI vastu mAMge to tene loko paNa sAro nathI gaNatA. vairAgyathI vAsita thaIne dharma karavo hoya to trIjo niyama Apavo che ke koInI pAse kazuM mAMgavuM nahi : ATaluM banaze ne ? (25) mokSanI IcchA : A rIte mokSanA covIsa upAya ApaNe vicArI gayA. mokSanA upAya jaNAvanArI gAthAmAM chelle lakhyuM che ke nitindra yApti 1nuM mana: | jo tamane mokSamAM javAnuM mana hoya to... A upAya sauthI mahattvano che. jenI pAse mokSe javAnI IcchA haze te ja upara jaNAvelA covIsa upAyane sArI rIte AtmasAt karI zakaze. ApaNane mokSamAM javAnI IcchA che ne ? jyAM sudhI saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA paDI haze tyAM sudhI mokSanI IcchA jAge e vAtamAM mAla nathI. atyAra sudhI ApaNe bhakti vagere upAyo sevyA nathI evuM nathI paraMtu saMsAranI IcchA marI nahi ane mokSanI IcchA pragaTI nahi mATe te upAyo mokSane ApanArA na banyA. zAstramAM mokSanI IcchAnuM mahattva jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke jeo mokSanI IcchAthI ajJAnamUlaka kaSTa veThe che, parvata uparathI jhaMpApAta