Prassannatani Pankho

Author(s): Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009099/1

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pustaka : prasannatAnI pAMkho prasannatAnI pAMkho lekhaka : munizrI prazamarativijayajI AvRtti : prathama mUlya : 20-00 (c) : PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2004 prAptisthAna) pUnA lekhaka tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya munizrI prazamarativijayajI : pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-41100ra phona : 020-24453044 amadAvAda : sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra 112, hAthIkhAnA, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda phona : 079-25356692 azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda phona : 079-26633085 mo. 079-31007579 navabhArata sAhitya maMdira patAsAnI poLa, gAMdhI roDa, mahAvIrasvAmI derAsaranI pAse, amadAvAda phona : 22139253 mudraka : rAja prinTarsa, pUnA TAIpa seTiMga : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda. pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-2

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pravacanama-no pamarATa jIvanamAM jyoti gaganane AbatAM paMkhIDAone uDAna maLe che pAMkho dvArA. AnaMdanI pAMkho dvArA jIvanane AMbavAnuM hoya. nabaLA vicAro ane adhUrI samajaNa, bhIDavelI pAMkho che. ene pasArIe to enAM raMgarUpa pharI jAya. manane samajAvIe, manane sajAvIe eTale jUnI pAMkho kharI paDe, navI pAMkho uge, prasannatAnI pAMkho. jIvana keTalA badhA AnaMdathI bhareluM che teno anubhava thAya. pravacana-nAM pAne mudrita thaI cukelA lekho A anubhava laIne Aje pustikArUpe prakaTa thaI rahyA che. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna pU. munirAjazrI prazamarativijayajI ma.nA A zabdoe, aneka puNyavAnonAM aMtaramAM navA unmeSa jAgRta karyA che. A pravacanamU-no pamarATa Apane paNa navo AnaMda Apaze. - pravacana prakAzana, pUnA traNa jIvana che. vartamAna jIvana, jIvanottara jIvana jIvanAtIta jIvana. Aje je jIvana cAlu che te pUruM thaze pachI bIjuM jIvana cAlu thavAnuM che. jIvana pachInuM jIvana. baMne jIvana zarIranA stare. trIjuM che zarIra vinAnuM jIvana. tamAma pravRttio vinAnI nidrAmAM jema nirAMta che tema zarIra vinAnuM e trIjuM jIvana adbhuta che. ene paramapada, mokSa, paramAtmadazA jevA zabdothI oLakhAvAya che. jIvanottara jIvana para vartamAna jIvananI asara che. jIvanAtIta jIvana mATe vartamAna jIvanamAM jAgRti joIe. mArA saMyamajIvanamAM sahayAtrI rahenArA pUjya prANapriya baMdhumunirAja zrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma.nI saMgAthe rahIne A zabdo lakhAyA che. e dvArA vartamAnajIvanamAM jayoti jAge to AnaMda. mahA vada 14 - prazamarativijaya sAbaramatI

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anukramaNika prasanatAnI pAMkho duHkhanI daSTi du:khanI ostI samajo to sAruM mananI mAvajata saumyatAnI saravANI Sano IlAja cAMdanI cAmAM, icchAnuM invekzana gerasamajanI gAMTha apekSAnI adAlata abhiprAyanI Alama te bhagavAna bane che gura dIvo guru devatA vAMcananI vAcanA vAMcana vize bALadIkSA eTale ugatA sUrajanI pUjA papraprasAdI

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prasannatAnI pAMkho prasannatAno anubhava nAnapaNa osaryA pachI ApaNe gumAvI dIdho che. nAnAmAMthI moTA banI javAnI prakriyAmAM buddhino phALo moTo che. e buddhine lIdhe ja prasannatAe ApaNAthI dUra rahevAnuM pasaMda karyuM che. ApaNI buddhi para ApaNane pUro bharoso che. buddhinA avAjane ApaNo AtamA anusare che. AtmAnA avAjane buddhi nathI anusaratI, A pharaka che. buddhinA bharose ApaNe nakkI karI lIdhuM che ke "ApaNe sArA, saMpUrNa ane moTA chIe.' A samIkaraNa para ja jiMdagInI kSaNekSaNa cAlI rahI che. prasannatAne herAna karavAnI tAkAta A ja samIkaraNamAM che. ApaNe potAnI jAtane sArI mAnI laIe chIe tyArathI avadazA zarU thAya che. sArA hovuM judI vAta che, potAne sArA mAnavA te alaga vAta. sArA hovAnI sabhAnatA sArI che. e to jarUrI ja che. herAna kare che, sArA hovAnuM abhimAna. ApaNane sArA hovAnuM pramANapatra badhAnI pAsethI joIe che. pramANapatranI jema prazastipatra paNa ApaNane joIe. koI sArA kahIne ApaNane mAna na de ke ApaNI prazaMsA na kare to ApaNane DAma lAge che. prazaMsA thAya to rAjI thaIe ane na thAya to vagara levedeve nArAja thaIe. emAMya ApaNI hAjarImAM bIjAnI prazaMsA thAya tyAre ApaNo cahero phIko paDI jAya che. sArA hovAnI mAnabuddhi ApaNA rAjIpAne roLI nAMkhe che. ApaNe ema nakkI ja karI lIdhuM che ke bhUlo to bIjAnI ja thAya ane bIjAnI to bhUlo ja thAya. ApaNA hAthe bhUla thAya ? savAla ja nathI. buddhino A mApadaMDa baMdhAI jAya pachI ApaNA hAthe bhUla thAya tyAre ApaNI mAnasikatA kaphoDI thaI jAya che. bIjAnA mAthe DhoLI devAnI, bIjAnI bhUlone jAhera karavAnI, pheravI toLavAnI ramata zarU thAya che. bIjAnI bhUla kADhavI game, bIjA bhUla kADhe te na game. saMpUrNa hovAnI mAnabuddhimAMthI A jaTilatA sarjAya che. bIjAnI bhUlo kADhavAthI ApaNe nirdoSa thaI gayA tevuM AzvAsana khoTI rIte maLe che. bIjAnI bhUla jovAthI ApaNo buddhiAMka zreSTha che tevuM jUThuM gaNita baMdhAya che. ApaNI bhUlonA vAhiyAta khulAsA ane nabaLA bacAvo karavA paDe che. AvI mAnasikatAmAM prasannatA bhaDake baLI mare che. ApaNe mAnI ja lIdhuM che ke ApaNe moTA chIe. moTA chIe kema ke bIjA nAnA lAge che. moTA hoIe te kharAbI nathI. moTAI batAvatA hoIe te bhAre kharAbI che. moTAImAM rAcatA rahIe te kamanasIbI che. ApaNAthI nAnA hoya te ApaNAthI AgaLa nIkaLI jAya tenI chUpI baLatarA manamAM thatI rahe che. e nAnAe potAnuM kSetra taddana nokhuM rAkhyuM hovA chatAM enI sAthe ApaNe spardhA bAMdhI besIe chIe. ApaNo Teko lIdhA vinA e nAnA pragati karI le tyAre moTAIno Theko rAkhavAno artha nathI raheto. moTA bhA banavAnI hoMza hoya tevA mANasanI rUDhiprayogamAM hAMsI thaI che. mAnI lIdhelI manahUsa moTAIne jALavavAmAM ApaNI hAlata ja kharAba thAya che. nAnA pAsethI mAnanI apekSA rahe che, mAna na maLe to e duzmana banI jAya che. pachI zrI prasannacaMdra rAjarSinI jema manamAM saMgrAma cAle che. pelAne to khabara ja nA hoya, nAnA ApaNane pUche tevI apekSA rahe che, na pUche to e baMDakhora thaI gayo tema mAnI, kapALe hAtha ApaNe mUkavAno. nAnA- ne samajAvavuM game che, e na samaje to nArAja ApaNe ja thavAnuM. A sodo khoTamAM jaI rahyo che. moTAInI lAThI pachADavAthI ghoMghATa ja thAya. alabatuM, nAnA thaIne saune namavAnI paNa carcA nathI A, moTAIno garva choDavAnI phikara karavI che. teya eTalA mATe ke prasannatA pAmavAnuM mana che. javAbadArI jarUra saMbhALavAnI, sahAyaka ane mArgadarzaka acUka thavAnuM - zarata eTalI ja ke moTAIno garva na joIe. moTAIno bhAra na rAkhIe to ApaNeya halakAphUla ane ApaNA taraphathI bIjAya haLavAphUla, ApaNI hAjarI bIjAnI mATe bojo bane te na cAle. samajadArIno raMga judo hoya che. bIjAne kharAba, nabaLA ke nAnA dhArI levA te pUrvagraha che. potAne sArA. saMpUrNa ane moTA dhArI laIe te garvagraha che. A rAhuketu jevA be grahoe prasannatAnI kuMDaLI bagADI mUkI che. A graho chUTI jAya to prasannatAnI pAMkho ApaNane anaMta AnaMdanA AkAzamAM laI jAya,

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duHkhanI dRSTi du:kha na AvavuM joIe tevI dhAraNA ane du:kha nahIM Ave tevI kalpanA rAkhanAra AdamI sauthI vadhAre duHkhI thAya che. jiMdagImAM sukha na maLe te bane, du:kha na maLe te to kadI na bane. duHkha Ave che tyAre sauthI pahelo ghA A dhAraNA ane kalpanAne vAge che. dhAraNA ne kalpanA na hoya to du:kha ATaluM badhuM AkaruM na lAge. jAtane pUcho : du:kha na AvavuM joIe, zuM kAma ? du:kha nahIM Ave, koNe nakkI karyuM ? AjanI A ghaDIe jo tamArA taraphathI bIjAne du:kha maLatuM hoya, je gaIkAla lagI tamArA hAthe bIjA du:khI thayA hoya to eno badalo tamane maLavo ja joIe, tapAsa karavA jevI che, tamArA hAthe duHkhI thayelA keTalA che ane sukhI banelA keTalA che ? duniyA bahu moTI che. eka jiMdagImAM mAMDa so basso ke hajAra-behajAra mANasa khUba najIkanA paricayamAM AvatA haze. e badhAmAMthI tamArA hAthe duHkhI thayelA vadhAre che, sukhI thanArA ochA che. dukAnamAM ke ghera sAphasUphI karavA AvatA kAmadAra mANasothI mAMDIne cheka ApaNA aMgata saMbaMdhIo sudhI A ja hisAba lAgu paDe che. sukha meLavavuM che, ApavAnI taiyArI nathI.duHkha joItuM nathI, ApavAnI taiyArI che. duHkha na AvavuM joIe ke du:kha nahIM Ave evuM vicAravAno haka nathI che. roja cAMdInA glAsamAM dUdha pInArA mANasane, kAcanA glAsamAM dUdha pIvA maLe tyAre duHkha thAya che. lAkho lokone dUdha nathI maLatuM ne ene maLyuM te ene yAda nahIM rahe, ene cAMdIno glAsa yAda Avaze ne duHkha thaze. be vibhAga thaI gayA du:khanA. dUdha pIvAnuM duHkha ane dUdha na pIvAnuM duHkha. cAMdInA glAsamAM dUdha pIvAvALAne kAcanA glAsamAM dUdha pIvuM paDe tenuM du:kha thAya che. dUdhano svAda eno e hovA chatAM rasa nathI jAmato. to bhUkhyA ane mAMdA rahetA garIba lokone dUdha pIvA nathI maLatuM tenuM du:kha che. e loko mATInA gaMdA vAsaNamAMya dUdha pIvA taiyAra che. zuM kare ? maLatuM ja nathI. du:kha keTaluM badhuM kAlpanika che teno A eka ja dAkhalo che. apekSA rAkhI eTale du:kha AvyuM. sAdhune cAMdInA glAsa ke dUdhanI apekSA ja nathI, kharuM sukha A che. maLavuM joIe evI dhAraNA ane maLI jaze evI kalpanA rAkhI hoya eTale pachI na maLe emAM du:khI ja thaIe. pahelethI ja thoDA garIba ane vaMcita rahyA hoIe to maLavAnI dhAraNA ane meLavavAnI kalpanA vakare nahIM. maLavAnuM nakkI nathI, puNya haze to maLaze, puNya nahIM hoya to nahIM maLe evI mAnasika taiyArI raheze to maLe na maLe enA jhAjhA harakhazoka thAya nahIM. mana asamAdhinA khADe na caDe. ApaNane. muddAnI vAta, du:kha Ave che te herAna karavA ja Ave che evuM nathI. du:kha to jUno bojo utAravA Ave che. duHkha purANo kacaro sApha karavA Ave che. enAthI ApaNe haLavAphUla thaI jaIe chIe. du:kha pratye lAgaNIno abhigama keLavavo paDaze. jIvanamAM phakta sukha ja AvyA kare to AdamI jaDa, udaMDa ane abhimAnI thaI jAya. du:khanA phaTakA khAdhA haze to namratA jIvatI raheze. du:khanA ghaNa veThIne ghaDAyelI jiMdagI saphaLatAne jIravI zake che, duHkha vinAnI pAmara jiMdagIne saphaLatA pacatI nathI. ajIraNa thAya che. du:kha che zuM ? mananI azAnti. e nIpaje che apekSAnA bhaMgamAMthI. jeNe mAtra anukULatA ane saMpannatA ja joI che te nAnI nAnI vAtamAM azAnta thaI jAya du:khane lIdhe ja saphaLatA ane saMpannatA pace tevo niyama sArvatrika nathI. ApaNA svabhAvane sudhAravA pUrato A niyama kAmano che eTaluM ja samajavAnuM che. du:khanI hAjarI khaTake che te manodazA badalavAmAM A niyama upayogI che. rojeroja phUla suMdhanAro zokhIna mANasa eka divasa phUla nathI maLatA to duHkhI thaI jAya che. guno phUlano nathI, guno e mANasanI apekSAno che. rojanI Teva paDI te apekSA banIne naDI, apekSAnA be kAma che. e pahelA gamo ane aNagamo nakkI karI le, pachI game tene meLavavA mAMge che, game tene TALavA mAMge che. game te maLatuM nathI, du:kha thAya che. na game te TaLatuM nathI, du:kha thAya che. aNagamatI bAbato Avaze ja. te mATe taiyAra rahevAnuM. managamatuM ghaNuM badhuM nahIM maLe. te mATe majabUta banI javAnuM. du:khanI lAgaNI na Ave te vIrano vArasadAra che. apekSAnI gUMca ukelAI jaze to tameya du:khI nahIM raho ane tamArA hAthe bIjaya duHkhI nahIM thAya.

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duHkhanI dostI ApaNe du:khI hoIe tyAre bIjAnI sahAya keTalI hade kAma lAge che ? duHkha Avaze tyAre sadhiyAro maLaze ema mAnIne bIjAnI pAse doDI javAnI Adata che ApaNane. duHkhane lIdhe bebAkaLA thaI besavAthI e duHkha ghaTI jatuM nathI. duHkhane ApaNe dUra rAkhavA jevo duzmana mAnyo che. enI sAthe laDAya nahIM, ene javAba apAya nahIM. enI sAme jItavAnuM zakya nathI. hAravAnuM gamatuM nathI. duHkhanA saMyogomAM bIjA hAtha jhAle te sAruM che. duHkhI manodazAmAM bIjAno phALo kazo kAma lAgavAno nathI. bIjA kharekhara bIjA ja hoya che. aLagA ane judA. ApaNI lAgaNIne mUlavI zakavAnI temanI tAkAta nathI hotI. ApaNe duHkhI chIe te joI e duHkhI thaze ane ema karatAM e duHkha vaheMcavAthI haLavuM thaze ema ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM che. ApaNo A adhikArabhAva. ApaNAM du:khathI bIjA zuM kAma duHkhI thavA joIe ? ApaNA duHkhagrasta vicArono cepa bIjAne lagADavAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. duHkha sAthe kAma letA AvaDatuM nathI. ApaNane duHkhamAM bIjAno khoLo yAda Ave te jeTaluM mAnavasahaja che tethI vadhu bALasahaja che. duHkhane veThavuM paDe te to veThavuM ja paDe. duHkhanI kSaNomAM manane viSAdI banAvI mUkavuM te sAva ja judI anubhUti che. duHkhano bhAra khabhe Ave tyAre besI paDanArA lokomAM ApaNuM nAma che. duHkhanA bhAra upADIne damAmathI cAlanArA lokomAM ApaNuM nAma nathI. duHkha nathI jIravAtuM te bIjo tabakko che. duHkha Ave che te pahelo tabakko che. duHkha Ave, na jIravAya ane pachI e bIjA samakSa vyakta thaI jAya te sadA cAlI Avato krama che. ApaNuM du:kha e ApaNo roga ane ApaNI samasyA che. bIjA vagara e ukelI zakAya che. duHkha na hoya tevA divaso maLe to sAruM ja che. duHkha hoya tevA divaso maLe to paNa sAruM ja che. duHkha bIjAne jaNAvIe tene lIdhe duHkhano phelAvo vadhe che ane duHkhanuM kada to ghaTatuM ja nathI. eka duHkha Ave che te koI bIjA eka du:khane aTakAvIne ja Ave che. je nathI AvyuM te duHkha yAda karIne tenI upara khuzIthI carcA karavAnI. eka lAkhanI nukazAnI thaI te vakhate dasa lAkhanI nukazAnI nathI thaI te yAda karavAthI khuza rahevA maLe che. dasa lAkhanI nukazAnI thaI te vakhate pacIsa lAkhanI nukazAnI nathI thaI te nakkI hoya che. A dizAthI vicArIe chIe to duHkhamAM paNa majA AvavA mAMDe che. bIjAnI pAse duHkha kahevAnA nathI. bIjAnAM manamAM ApaNI mATe lAgaNI 5 hoya, AdarabhAva hoya to paNa emanA sahavAsamAM ja eka aNadITha spardhA rahetI hoya che. bIjA samakSa du:kha vyakta karIe chIe tyAre A spardhAmAMthI hArIne mukta thaI javAno nabaLo saMtoSa maLe che. bIjAne jaNAvIe chIe te duHkha kharekhara e ja raMgarUpanuM duHkha che ke nahIM te vicAryA vagara ApaNe nivedana karavA jaIzuM to sAmI vyakti kaMTALI javAnI che. ApaNe kahIe chIe te badhI ja vAta khoTI nathI hotI, tema ApaNe kahIe te badhI ja vAta sAcI nathI hotI. ApaNuM du:kha bIjAnA hAthamAM soMpIe te ApaNI nabaLI kaDI jAhera karavA jevuM kAma che, du:khano DUmo bharAyo hoya to bahAra nIkaLaze ja. duHkhane gaLI javAnI AvaData haze to e bahAra verAze nahIM. ApaNI khAmI kabUlIe to e sudhare che. ApaNuM duHkha kabUlIe to e sudharatuM nathI. ApaNe gUMcavAI gayA hoIe tyAre ja bIjAnI pAse javuM paDe che. ApaNI samajaNamAM koI kaDI khUTe che to ja gUMca paDe che. zAMtithI vicArIe to duHkhano sAmano karavAmAM samayanI sahAya levAnuM sauthI vadhu anukULa Ave. bIjAne jaNAvI devAthI ApaNe salAmata banI jatA nathI. ApaNe bojo upADI zakatA nathI mATe ja e bIjAne Teke upADavAnuM thAya. du:khamAM bIjAne Teke cAlo cho teno artha, tamArI para bIjAnuM varcasva prasthApita thayuM che, eTalo ja thAya. duHkha jaNAvI devAthI halakA thaI javAtuM haze, duHkhamAM ghaTADo lAve tevA saMyogomAM bIjI vyaktinI sahAya paNa moTo bhAga bhajave che, kabUla. AvI parAdhInatA kAyama mATe koThe paDI jAya te jarAya vyAjabI nathI. ApaNane roga thayo, bIjAne kahevAthI e na maTyo, davAthI ja maTyo. yAda che. ApaNane duHkha paDyuM. bIjAne kahevAthI nathI ghaTyuM, sAmano karavAthI maDhyuM che. yAda che? tamane du:khI joIne becena thaI janArA sahavartIthI jIvana ujaLuM che. duHkha batAvatA ja rahIne sahavartInA mAthe bhAra mUkyA karavAmAM sArapa nathI. duHkha kaho nahIM. saMgharI rAkho to mAnasika samatulA tUTaze. duHkhamAMthI tarata ja IlAja zodhavAnI zarUAta karI devAthI hiMmata baMdhAya che. parizrama kyAreya niSphaLa nathI jatA. sAdhu banIne duHkhanA pahADa khamI zakIe to uttama. evI kSamatA na hoya to je du:kha Ave tene samajaNapUrvaka ukelo. peinakIlarsathI du:khAvo dabAya, maTe nahIM. raDavAthI duHkhanuM jora dabAya, ghaTe nahIM. du:khanA daravAje tALuM hoya ane tenI cAvI ApaNA hAthamAM ja hoya pachI jiMdagI ArAmathI pasAra thaI zake. nathI pharaka paDato duHkha kahI devAthI. devuM thaI gaI gayuM che tema kahI devAthI, gayelA paisA pAchA AvI zake to ja bIjAne jaNAvI devAthI duHkha maTI zake. 6.

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samajo to sAruM duHkhamAtranI sAme jhIMka jhIlavAnI tAkAta ApaNI nathI. pahelA ekale hAthe duHkha sAme laDIe. bane to khamI khAIe, veThAya teTaluM veThIne cUpa rahIe. bIjAne ApaNAM du:khamAM sAmela karavAnuM cheka chelle yAda Ave. khUba mathyA hoIe du:khanI sAme. ekadama ja bhAre thaI gayuM hoya mana. cArebAjuthI bhIMsAyA hoIe. paga mUkavAnI jagyA bacI na hoya tyAre ja bIjAnI sAme hAtha lAMbo thAya. du:kha Ave ane tarata bIjAnI yAda Ave te lAcArI che. du:kha Ave to ekale hAthe laDI khUTavAnuM mana thAya te khumArI che. ApaNe duHkhamAM hoIe te dekhAvAnuM paNa che. nasIba haze to koI sAme cAlIne pITha pasavArI ApanAra maLavAnuM ja che. sahAyane nakAravI nathI to sahAyanI bhIkha paNa mAMgavI nathI. - ApaNI mATe lAgaNI rAkhIne jIvatA hoya temane sukhI rAkhavAnI javAbadArI che ApaNI. ApaNA hAthe e du:khI na thAya tenI takedArI kAyama rAkhIe chIe. duHkha Ave te jaNAvIne emanI aMtargata zAMtimAM khalela UbhI na karavI joIe. emano AnaMda emanI pAse rahe. ApaNuM duHkha ApaNI pAse paDyuM rahe. e ApaNane sukhI jovA mAMge che. ApaNe emane sukhI ja dekhAIzuM. aMdara lAvA ukaLato hoya, bahAra to himAlaya jevuM hAsya haze. mArAM duHkha mArAM kamanasIba che. mArA kamanasIbano paDachAyo temanA para paDe te cAlavAnuM nathI. duHkha AvyuM te pachI paga DhIlA paDI gayA che, kharI vAta. paga DhIlA paDyA te pahelAM du:khane khamavAno puraSArtha karyo ja che. duHkha daravAje AvyuM ane duHkha bIjAne jaNAvyuM A be ghaTanAnI vacceno samayagALo khUba moTo rahyo che. e samayagALo jeTalo lAMbo teTaluM du:khanuM varcasva DhIluM. duHkha AvatAveMta mAthe caDI jAya to utAravuM bhAre paDe. du:khane mAthe caDavA nathI devuM. ene saMyogonI duniyAmAM ja rAkhI mUkavuM che. mananAM komaLa phUlane e kacaDI na nAMkhe tenuM pUrepUruM dhyAna rAkhavuM che. bIjAne du:kha jaNAvyuM te pahelAM e duHkhane samajavAmAM saphaLatA maLI che. je paribaLomAMthI duHkha UbhuM thayuM che te paribaLonI AsapAsa thoDuMka saMzodhana karyuM che. koI bhUla thaI che, kayAMka thApa khAdhI che. have rAha jovAnI che. A divaso AkarA che. lAMbA nahIM cAle. cUpacApa veThI levuM sAruM. ekavAra bIjAnI pAse javAnI Adata paDI gaI to pachI pArakA upakArone jhIlavAnI vRtti baMdhAI jaze. upakArono bhAra laIne jIvavuM te karatAM du:khanI dostI vadhusArI che. bhale bhUkhyA sUvuM paDe. maravAno vAro nathI Avyo tyAra sudhI du:kha khamavAmAM vAMdho nathI. mAruM duHkha, mArI pAse ja rahevuM joIe. svastha mANasanAM jIvanamAM be lakSaNo khAsa jovAmAM maLe che. eka, e potAne Thapako ApI zake che. be, e potAnI jAtane badalI zake che. moTebhAge mANaso sarerAza jIvI kADhe che. jevA hatA evA ja rahevAnuM. jevA chIe tevI ja rIte jIvyA karavAnuM. varasothI jevo svabhAva ghaDAyo che te mujaba gADuM gabaDAvatA javAnuM. bhUlo vAraMvAra thAya. ekanI eka bhUla dasa vAra thAya. e ja gaDabaDo ane e ja samasyAo. ghaNIbadhI bhUlo yAda karIne bodhapATha levAnuM sUtuM na hoya tyAM eka bhUlamAMthI bodhapATha levAnI vAta karavAnI ja kyAMthI ? daravakhate bIjAne doSa devAmAM Ave che. daravakhate avanavA khulAsA karIne vAta nIpaTI levAmAM che. bhUla thAya tyAre ApaNI jAte ApaNe, ApaNI potAnI ja pAse javAba mAMgIe chIe ? bhUlanI bAbatamAM ApaNuM valaNa salAmatIbharyuM che. bIjAne khabara na paDe, bIjA taraphathI phariyAda na Ave tyAra sudhI bhUlano Takoro vAgato nathI. bIjA bhUla batAve che to khoTuM lAge che ane jhaghaDA thAya che. svastha mANasa dareka kAmavakhate potAnI pAsethI pote ja javAba mAMgato rahe che. sAruM kAma thayuM hoya to svastha mANasa e kAma vadhAre sAruM kema nA thayuM tenI ulaTatapAsa manomana kare che. kAma kharAba thayuM hoya to svastha mANasa bIjAnI rAha joyA vagara potAne Thapako Ape che. pote potAnI mATe javAbadAra che evI spaSTa samaja ene hoya che. potAne Thapako ApatI vakhate te potAnI jAtane utArI pADato nathI. potAne Thapako ApavAno matalaba e nathI ke e potAnI jAtane nIcI AMke che. potAno Thapako ApavAno matalaba phakta eTalo ja che ke potAnA hAthe thayelI A bhUla badala taddana prAmANika rIte raMja anubhavavo. potAnI bhUlane vize ekadama niSpakSa banIne niSkarSa kADhavo agharo che. bhUla thAya tyAre rIDhA mANaso ene javA de che, jaDa mANaso eno bacAva kare che ane mUrkha mANaso bIjAno vAMka kADhe che. svastha mANaso bhUlane, pagamAM vAgelA kAMTAnI jema anubhave che. kAMTo vAge che te kADhavAmAM moDuM na karAya. jAte UbhA rahevuM paDe, vAMkA vaLavuM paDe ke besI javuM paDe. svastha mANasonI bhUla thAya ja nahIM evuM nathI. svastha mANasanI vizeSatA che 8 ke

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ke e bhUlane tarata oLakhI pADe che. bhUlanI sAthe teno vyavahAra kaDaka hoya che. bhUla meM karI che mATe vyAjabI che tevI nabaLAI tenAM manamAM nathI hotI. bhUla thaI to kAMI AsamAna nathI tUTI paDyuM tevo upekSAbhAva te rAkhato nathI. bhUlane, svastha mANasa gaMbhIratAthI le che. nAnAmAM nAnI bhUlanI noMdha te le che. bhUlanI, khAmInI hAjarI tene khUMce che. A vAte e potAnI sAme zarama rAkhyA vinA mAthuM UMcakI zake che. ApaNI AMkho bIjAnI bhUla joIne pahoLI thAya che. potAnI bhUla thAya tyAre ApaNe AMkhamIMcAmaNA karIe chIe. A svasthatAnI nizAnI nathI. potAnI bhUlane sahajatAthI svIkAravI ane te pachI potAnI bhUla thaI to zuM kAma thaI teno nAno sarakho itihAsa zodhI kADhavo e svastha mANasanI pahelI Adata che. bIjI Adata ke bIjuM lakSaNa che potAne badalavAnuM. sUraja upara caDe tema sUrajamukhInI dizA badalAya che. divasa upara caDe ke jiMdagInA varaso upara caDe tema svastha mANasa svabhAvanI dizA badalato hoya che. kAcIMDo raMga badale te judI vAta che. parivartana sAdhavAnuM A lakSya che. nAnapaNamAM dhamAla karI te yuvAnImAM na cAle. yuvAnInA dhakhArA ghaDapaNamAM na jAme. samaya mujaba rahevuM ja paDe. svastha mANasa dhIme dhIme potAne sudhArato rahe che. gayA varase e gusso karato hoya to A varase teno gusso ocho thayelo hoya che. gayA varase te nirAza hoya to A varase te AzAvAdI banavAnI vATacAla pakaDe che. gayA varase te dharmano ekaDo na jANato hoya to A varase te dharmanI ebIsIDI zIkhI gayo hoya che. pragati ane parivartananI joDI jAme che tyAre mANasanI svasthatA mahorI uThe che. bhUla na thAya tenI takedArI Ave che. bhUlathI dUra rahevAnI mAnasikatA keLavAya che. pahelAM lakSaNanI ATalI asara paNa hoya che ja. sAthosAtha potAne ghaNuM sudharavAnuM ane samajavAnuM bAkI che te yAda hoya che. bIjAthI AgaLa nIkaLavAnI spardhA svastha mANasa na kare. e potAnAthI ja AgaLa nIkaLavAnI spardhA karato jAya. svastha mANasane sAro mANasa samajIne cAlavAnuM nathI. sArA banavA mATe svastha banavAnI jarUra che te yAda rAkhavAnuM che. je chIe te sArA chIe, jyAM chIe tyAM sukhI chIe, jevA chIe tevA rUpALA chIe Avo mithyAsaMtoSa svastha mANasa nathI rAkhato. potAne vadhAre sArA banAvavAnI ene talaba hoya che. enAM sapanAM mahAn nahIM hoya, paNa enI AMkhamAM nAnAM nAnAM to ghaNAM sapanAM haze. dareka sapanAne e kramasara sAkAra karato rahe che. sAkAra thayelAM eka sapanAmAMthI te bIjA E daza sapanAM zodhI lAve che. sapanAnI nakkara pakaDadoDa cAlu rahe che. svastha mANasa thAkato ke kaMTALato nathI. jIvananI rAhamAM Avo ekAda svastha mANasa jovA maLI jAya to enI saMgata karo. e tamane khalela pADyA vinA ghaNI badhI preraNA ApI jaze. svastha mANasonAM ToLAM nathI hotAM. svastha mANaso potAnI oLakhano billo lagADIne pharatA nathI. e loko potAnI jiMdagI sAthe pAkkI dostI nIbhAvatA hoya che. emane bIjAnI paDI nathI hotI teTalI potAnI paDI hoya che. svastha mANasanuM vaicArika Arogya sadAbahAra hoya che. svastha zabdane ApaNe davAkhAnA sAthe joDavAne badale dIvAnakhAnA sAthe joDavo joIe. ApaNA vicAromAM ane ApaNI raheNIkaraNImAM svastha mANasanAM lakSaNo jovA maLe che ke nahIM te tapAsavAnuM che. ApaNI bhUlanI bAbatamAM ApaNo abhigama zuM hoya che ? ApaNI vartamAna avasthA aMge ApaNe sabhAna ane jAgRta rahIne zuM ane keTaluM vicArIe chIe ? A be savAlanA sAcA javAba maLI jAya to svastha mANasa tarIke ApaNo naMbara UMcakAI jAya tema che. AjathI dasa varasa pachInAM jIvananI kalpanA karo. AjanI bhUla ane avasthAnI asara dasa varasa pachI keTalI hade naDI zake che tenI nirdabha vicAraNA karo. jiMdagInAM varaso veDaphI devAnA nathI. emAMthI kAMka ugavuM joIe. ApaNane saMtoSa maLe ane bIjAne TADhaka sAMpaDe tevI jAtaghaDAmaNa karavAnI che. vicAryA karyA vagara samayane hAMkatA rahIzuM to samaya vahI ja javAno che. nukazAnI ApaNane che. ApaNuM uttama ane umadA jIvanacaritra lakhAya evA mahAn banavAno moko A jiMdagImAM maLavAno nathI. ekAda be sArA prasaMgonA jore jiMdagI upara AvavAnI nathI. satata kAme lAgavuM paDaze. bIjA badhAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA chatAM jAtanuM, potAnuM dhyAna na rAkhyuM to sajA moTI thaze. vagara kAraNe guno kare tevA pAgalonI jamAtamAM ApaNuM nAma na AvavuM joIe. svastha mANasa thayA vinA jIvananI majA paNa nathI AvavAnI. atyAra sudhInA varasomAM nAhakanI nukazAnI karatA rahyA. sAdI ane saraLa rIta che, svastha banavAnI. sukhI banavA mATe ane saphaLa thavA mATe A svasthatA ja kAma lAgavAnI che. thoDI mahenata laIneya svasthatAnI Adata pADI do. moDuM karavAmAM majA nathI, ATaluM amathuM samajo to sAruM che. 10

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mananI mAvajata tamAre tamArAmAM parivartana AvatuM jovuM che, tame te mATe tamArI jAtane Thapako paNa Apo cho. tame svastha mANasa cho tenI A nizAnI che, parivartana ane Thapako. A be muddA para vicAraNA karavI paDaze. ghaNAe pUchavuM che, pUchAvyuM che. A baMne karavA zI rIte ? tamAre A mATe Akho kAryakrama ghaDavo paDe. tame svastha banavA mAMgo cho teTalA mAtrathI kAma thavAnuM nathI. tamAre svastha banavAno saMkalpa majabUta rIte karavAno rahe. te mATe tamAre tamArI jAtane samajAvavI paDe. 1. mArA mananI svasthatAthI mane khUba lAbha che. 2. mAruM mana svastha thAya te mATe huM pUrIpUrI prAmANikatA jALavIza. 3. mArI svasthatAno lAbha mArA badhA ja paricito sudhI pahoMcavAno che. A rIte manane hiMmata baMdhAvI dIdhI hoya, kabUlAta ja ApI dIdhI hoya te pachI vAta AgaLa vadhe che. potAne Thapako ApavAno che te eTalA mATe ke bhUla pote karI che. pote karelI bhUlanA bahAnAo game te hoya, tenAthI kAMI bhUla, bhUla maTI jatI nathI. bhUla karIne bAnA zodhe te sudharIna zake, nikhAlasatAthI bhUlano ekarAra karavAno hoya. teno hisAba premathI jAta pAse mAMgavAno. A mATenA mudA A mujaba che. 1. me bhUla karI te jANI joIne karI che. e bhUla na karI hota to cAlI jAta. me bhUla karIne khoTI Adata UbhI karI che. mAro A guno che. 2. mArI bhUlanI jema mArI sArI vizeSatA paNa che. bhUlane lIdhe huM AkheAkho kharAba thaI gayo nathI. mArI bhUlane lIdhe mAre AgaLa jatAM aneka Apatti ane ayogya harakato sudhI dhakelAvuM paDaze. Aje mArAmAM je sArI vizeSatA che te mArI A bhUlane laIne dhIme dhIme bhUMsAvA mAMDaze. mArI vizeSatA para mArI bhUla savAra thaI jAya te karatAM mArI bhUla para mArI vizeSatA savAra thaI jAya te bahetara che. bhUlanAM AvaraNathI vizeSatA DhaMkAya te khoTuM. vizeSatAnA prabhAvathI bhUla bhUMsAya te vyAjabI. 3. A bhUla hajI keTalI vAra thatI rahevAnI che ? te svayaM pUcho. A bhUla keTalAmI vAra thaI teno itihAsa tapAso. vAraMvAranI bhUla aparAdha banI jAya che, evo aparAdha jenI mAphI na maLe. mArI A bhUlanI sajA keTalI moTI haze te mane khyAla nathI. paNa mane e to khyAlamAM che ja ke e sajA bhogavavAnI tAkAta mArI nathI. 4. bIjA na jANe, bIja na batAve tyAra sudhI bhUla, bhUla na gaNAya tevuM na mAno. bIjI batAve te pahelA ja bhUla sudhAravAnI Adata pADo. bIjA batAvaze te pachI tame sudharazo to kadAca, daMbha haze. jANI joIne sudhare te ja kAmano. A hisAba levAnI vAta thaI. paraMtu parivartana karavuM hoya to vyavasthita Ayojana karavuM paDe. tamAre badalAvuM che teno artha e che ke tame badalAvA mATe mahenata karavA mAMgo cho. tamArI A mahenata mAnasika vadhu haze. parivartana mATe je manomana macI paDe che tenAM jIvanamAM pharaka, tarI Ave te rIte jovA maLe che. te mATenuM Ayojana A pramANe karavAnuM rahe, 1. mArAM jUnA varasonI sarakhAmaNImAM AgamI varaso vadhu sArA hoya te mAre jovuM ja joIe. gaI gujarI bhUlavAnI na hoya, temAMthI pATha zIkhIne ApaNe AgaLa vadhavAnuM hoya. gaI kAla sudhI bhale mArI jiMdagI ekadhArI hatI. have mArI jiMdagI uparanI, UMcAInI dizA tarapha vaheze. mArA mATe A uttama sadbhAgya che. 2. mArI bhUlo mAro pIcho choDatI nathI. Adata thaI gaI che. Ama chatAM mAre A bhUlo bhUMsavI che. bhUlo mArA hAthe thAya che. mAre mArA hAthe ja bhUlonI sajA meLavavI che. bhUlo meM karI. bhUlonI sajA huM karIza. bhUla mArI hatI, bhUlanI sajA mane ja thaze, mArA ja hAthe thaze. (koI vastuno tyAga athavA koI moTA gajAnuM sAruM kAma, sajAnA rUpamAM Ave to cAle.) 3. keTalIka bhUlo huM pahelAM karato hato. Aje e bhUlo huM karato nathI. A jovAthI mAro AtmavizvAsa dRDha thayo che. huM jUnI bhUlomAMthI Aje bahAra AvI cUkyo chuM. to have AjanI bhUlomAMthI AvatIkAla sudhImAM bahAra AvI ja jaIza. e AvatIkAlane vadhAremAM vadhAre najIka lAvavAnI mahenata mAre ja karavAnI raheze. 4. bIjA ghaNA sajajano che. mArA hAthe je bhUla thaI rahI che, te bhUla karyA vagara teo jIvananI yAtrAmAM ghaNA AgaLa cAlI rahyA che. bhUlano je bojo mArA mAthe che te emanAM mAthe nathI. teo sukhI che, prasanna che. mAre e prasannatA meLavavAnI che. mArI bhUlomAMthI bahAra nIkaLIza e ja ghaDIe e AnaMda mane paNa maLaze. 5. mArA bhagavAna karuNAnidhAna che. temanI samakSa tamAma bhUlonI kabUlAta karIne mAre AMsu sAravA che. mArI bhUlono pastAvo mAre mArA bhagavAna, mArA gurudeva samakSa vyakta karavo che. bhUlothI bacAya te mAruM sapanuM che. e dUradUra lAge che. mArA devagurunI aparaMpAra karuNA maLe to A sapanuM sAkAra thAya temAM koI zaMkA nathI. svastha mANasa thavA mATe A rIte samajaNa, Thapako ane parivartanano saMkalpa karIe to bahu thoDA samayamAM ghaNo moTo pharaka jIvanamAM AvI zake. 12 - - 11

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saumyatAnI saravANI koI gusso kare eTale ApaNe sAmo gusso karavo ja joIe tema mAnIne jiMdagI bagADavAnI nathI. gusso karanAranI sAme hasatA mukhe jovAthI paNa kAma thaI zake che. gusso baDI chetarAmaNI cIja che. mAnasika azAMti vinA gusso bahAra Ave ja nahIM. bahAra Avelo gusso navI azAMtine lAve ja. anivArya guNa che, dareka vAtone Aveza vagara sAMbhaLavI, ApaNI vAtane Aveza vinA rajU karavI. kAma karavA mATe ke virodha karavA mATe mAtra muddAnI jarUra hoya che, gussAnI nahIM. gussAne lIdhe muddAnuM bASpIbhavana thaI jAya che. tamArI pAse tAkAta haze to gussA vagara paNa kAma thavAnuM ja che. tAkAta nahIM hoya to gussAno dhumADo tamane ja badanAma karavAno. hatAzAne lIdhe gusso Avyo hoya to, navI takano vicAra karavo joIe. je gumAvyuM che tene pAchuM lAvavAnI zakti gussAmAM nathI. jarA vicAro, tame gusso karyo tenAthI sAmA mANasane tame nArAja karyA. nArAjagI sAthe eNe tamArI sAtheno vahevAra sAcavI lIdho paNa manamAM to ezAMti rahI ja. e game tyAre bahAra Avaze ja. tame jenI para gusso karo cho te badalo levAno ja che. e sahana karavAnI tamArI taiyArI che ? evI taiyArI na hoya to gussAne ugato ja DAmavA mAMDo. | gusso sahana karavAnI taiyArI hoya toya te taiyArI sArI nathI. tame zuM karazo ke vaLatI laData Apazo. viSavartuLamAM banne jaNA aTavAzo. taDAphaDInI TebalaTenisa varaso sudhI cAlaze. meDala koIne nahIM maLe. mokANa gAjyA karaze. eka sarasa kavitA vAMcI hatI : gusso karuM chuM tyAre vicAro baMdha thaI jAya che. vicAro baMdha thaI jAya che tyAre gusso Ave che. nakaro Aveza dhIkhato hoya che gussAmAM, bIjAne to ThIka, tamane potAne bhAre nukazAnI veThavI paDe che. tame na bolavAnA zabdo bolI beso cho, e zabdone yAda rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane tamArI chApa e zabdomAM keda thaI jAya che. gussAne choDavo muzkela che chatAM paddhatisara mahenata karIe to kAma agharuM nathI. tamArA manano gusso sauthI pahelI samasyA che. e bahAra Ave che te bIjI samasyA che. te game te rIte vyakta thAya che e trIjI samasyA che. svabhAvano abhyAsa karavA mATe A traNeya samasyAne alaga pADI do. pahelI samasyA sauthI vadhu jokhamI che. sAtho sAtha sauthI vadhu muzkela. ene mAtra yAda rAkhIe hamaNAM. bIjI samasyA che tenI para dhyAna Apo. gusso Ave tyAre bolI ja nAMkhavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. gussAne bahAra AvavAno rasto maLe to e dazagaNo thaI jAya che. gussAne aMdaraaMdara ukaLavA do. ene bahAra AvavAnI nA pADI do. tamArA gussA para tamAro adhikAra jamAvo. gusso Avyo che e samajAya te ja kSaNe bolavAnuM baMdha karI do. zarUzarUmAM sAmA pakSanI gALa sAMbhaLavAnuM AkaruM lAgaze, gusso rokavo bhAre paDaze. bhale. gussAne ocho karavAno A eka mAtra rasto che. gussAne moko ja na Apo. be traNa prasaMgo AvI rIte pasAra thaI jaze te pachI gussAnuM dabANa ghaTavA mAMDaze. gusso utarI jAya te pachI ekadama zAMtithI tamArI vAta spaSTa karavAnuM zIkhI lo. thaze evuM ke gusso utarI gayA pachI tamane samajAze ke mAre A vAta karavAnI jarUra ja nathI. tame tamArI jAta para hasazo. sAmA mANasanI bhUla ane cAlAkI enI pAse ja rahevA do. ApaNuM lakSa che gusso TALavAnuM. gusso to Ave ja che. gussAnI abhivyaktine rokI do. A damana nathI, A davA che. gussAne bahAra javA nahIM maLe to e TharI jaze. trIjI samasyA che, game te rIte gusso bahAra AvI jAya che. A samasyA ghara gharanI che. pahelA bagADavAnuM ane pachI pastAvo karIne mAphI mAMgavAnI. AvI Adatane lIdhe ja trIjI samasyA naDe che. mAMdA paDIne pachI davA levI te mUrkhAmIno dhaMdho che. khAvApIvAmAM sAcavIne rahIe to mAMdA ja na paDIe A buddhimattA che. bolIne bagADavAmAM phAyado koI nathI, nukazAnIno pAra nathI. jenI para gusso Ave che te najIkanI vyakti hoya to teNe tamArI mATe zuM zuM vekyuM che te yAda karo. teNe tamane keTalI badhI vAra sAcavI lIdhA che te vicAro. ghaNIvAra temaNe tamane mApha karI dIdhA che. tame ene ekavAra mApha karI do. A vakhate to nA ja bolo. jhUkI jAo. varaso sudharI jaze. ajANI vyakti hoya to enI para gusso karAya ja nahIM, ema karavuM e to copagA kUtarAnI khAsiyata che. ajANyAne naDe te mANasa na kahevAya. tame to khAnadAna parivAranA mahAnuM mANasa cho. javA do e ajANyA AdamIne. raste cAlatA ajanabIne parezAna karavAthI kazuM maLatuM nathI. tame gusso na karo te zreSTha Adarza che. prathama samasyAnA ukela vinA A zakaya - je 13 14 che.

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irSAno IlAja nathI. gusso Avato hoya tyAre gussAnAM kAraNanuM vizleSaNa karo. mAmUlI vAto para gusso karavAnuM mAMDI vALo. moTA bhAgano gusso mAmUlI vAto para thato hoya che. kasa vinAnI vAto para gusso na karAya. gussAne mobhAdAra kAraNa maLavuM joIe. tame gusso karavAnuM TALatA raho cho tene lIdhe tamAruM varcasva sthApita thAya che. kharekhara jarUrI ja hoya tevA avasare tamane gusso Ave che, toya tame vagara gusse ja vAta karo cho to tamArI vAtano svIkAra thAya che kema ke tame ghaNA ghaNA samaya pachI zAMtithI avAja uThAvyo hoya che. nAnInAnI vAte gusso karIne ApaNe moTI vAta sudhI pahoMcI zakatA nathI. e nAnInAnI vAto choDI do, moTI vAta para Avo. e moTI vAtanuM vajana tamArA gussAne rokaze ane tamAruM kAma paNa karI Apaze. saumya bane che te ja makkama pagalAM mAMDI zake che. saumyatAnI saravANImAM bhIMjAya tenAM dilamAM ja phUla khIle, bhItaramAM bhaDakA baLatA hoya tene sAtvika AnaMda sAMpaDato nathI. khuzahAla rahevA mATe gussAne ravAnA karavo ja paDaze. gusso jo ApaNI lAcArI hoya to enI sAme baMDa pokAravuM joIe. zAMti pAmavAno prAraMbha saumyatAthI thAya che te yAda rAkho. bIjA mane herAna kare che tema mAnIne vagara kAraNe bIjAne badanAma karavAnI ApaNane Adata thaI gaI che. bIjAne tamArI sAme jovAnI phurasada ja nathI. e tamane zuM kAma herAna kare ? e pote ja eTalo parezAna che ke tamArA sudhI lAMbA thavAnI enI tAkAta rahI nathI. herAne to tame ja, tamane potAne karo cho. tamArA manamAM lAgaNIo che. emAM samatulA jALavatA na AvaDe to tame herAna thatA ja rahevAnA cho. samatulA jALavI zako to herAna thatAM bacI zako. ghaNI badhI lAgaNIo kAma kare che. amuka lAgaNI to evI che ke jemAM bIjA taraphathI khalela na thatI hoya toya e khaLabhaLatI rahe che. irSA, AvI lAgaNIomAM sauthI pahelI che. zuM che A irSA ? tame tamArI jAtane moTI mAnI ja lIdhImoTA tarIke mAna maLe e mATe tame icchA rAkhI. have moTA hovAnuM mAna bIjI ja koIne maLI gayuM. tame rahI gayA, e phAvI gayo. tame manobhaMga anubhavIne enI mATe je vicAro cho te irSA che. tame guNiyala cho. guNavAna tarIke prasiddhi meLavavAnI tamArI icchA che. bIjo koI vacce AvI jAya che. prasiddhi ane maLI jAya che. tamAre bAju para besavuM paDe che. manomana asaMtoSa saLage che. A irSA che. tame garIba cho. tamArI pAse paisA ochA che. bIjo zrImaMta che. paisA bharapUra che enI pAse. tamArI garIbIne lIdhe nahIM paraMtu enI zrImaMtAIne lIdhe tamane dilamAM je vedanA thAya te irSA che. tame zrImaMta hazo. bIjo koI navo nizALiyo acAnaka paisA banAvIne moTo mANasa banI jAya che. tamAro mobho have ene paNa maLe che. tamArI jema ene paNa loko zAbAzI Ape che. tamane A nathI gamatuM. A irSA che. bIjAnI pragati joIne, bIjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne jalana anubhavIe te IrSA che. irSA karavAthI tamane zuM phAyado che, te vicAro. irSAthI tamAro jusso tUTe che. irSAthI tamAro utsAha ghaTe che. irSAthI tamArI prasannatAmAM oTa Ave che. irSA tamArA jIvanamAM dhImuM jhera reDe che. irSA karavAthI sAmA mANasane koI takalIpha nathI thatI. irSAthI mAtra tamane ja takalIpha thavAnI che. gusso karIe to sAmA mANasane sAMbhaLavuM paDe che, apamAnita thavuM paDe che. irSAmAM to akAraNa ciMtA hoya che. bIjA loko AgaLa nIkaLI jAya che tenI baLatarA satata thatI hoya to tame irSAnA marIjha 15 16 - -

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cho. tamAre tamArI irSAno IlAja karI levo joIe. azAMtithI bacavuM hoya to irSAnI saphAI thAya e khUba jarUrI che. bIjo mANasa AgaLa vadhI jAya che ke upara Ave che tenAthI tamane zuM nukazAnI che ? tamArI zakti to lUMTAtI nathI. tamArA paisA paNa corAtA nathI. takalIpha zuM che ? tame bIjAne AgaLa vadhatA rokI zakavAnA nathI. bIjA AgaLa vadhe ane e tamArA paricita hoya to e khuza thavAnI ghaTanA che. bIjAnI pragati para khuza thavuM e jAtaneya protsAhana ApavA jevI vAta che. irSA karIne ApaNe ApaNI prasannatAne rokI pADIe chIe. bIjAnI pragatithI nArAja thavuM, potAnI pragatithI asaMtuSTa thavuM A be nizAnI che, irSAnI. banne ekabIjAne Teko Ape che. - irSAthI bacavA saMtoSano sahAro levo paDaze. Aje tamArA nasIbe tamane je ApyuM che te jarAya ochuM nathI. tamArI mahenata karatAM tamane vadhAre phaLa maLyuM che. tamArI lAyakAtathI vadhu lAbha tame pAmyA cho, bIjAne enAM nasIbanuM maLI jAya che. tenAthI tamArA nasIbane jarAya dhakko lAgato nathI. tame enA jeTaluM meLavIne vadhAre sukhI thaI zakavAnA nathI. saphaLatAno bojo vadhaze eTaluM ja. bAkI, jiMdagInI khuzamijAjI to Aje che teTalI ja tyAM rahevAnI che, pharaka nathI paDavAno. mATe enA sukhI thavAne lIdhe tamAre du:khI thavAnI jarUra nathI. - Aje tamane je zakti maLI che teno pUrepUro upayoga nathI karI zakAto. to navI zakti meLavIne karavuM che zuM ? tamArI pAse lAkho rUpiyA jamA che. emAMthI ghaNA to vaparAyA ja nathI. to nathI vaparAyA te paisAne bhUlIne, nathI maLyA te pArakA paisAnI phikara zuM kAma karo cho bhAI ? acchA, kabUla. tamArI pAse paisA ke zakti vadhAre che ja nahIM. eTale bIjAnuM joIne irSA thaI jAya che. paNa tamArI pAse paisA ke zakti AvI jaze pachI paNa tame bIjAnuM joIne irSA karavAnA ja cho. Aje hajAronI yAdamAM irSA karo cho. kAle karoDonA mukAbale irSA thaze. yAda rAkhI lo, paisA ke zakti na hovAnuM duHkha alaga che ane bIjAne paisA ke zakti maLe che te sahana na thatuM hovAnuM duHkha alaga che. bIjAnI pragatine sahana karavAnI mAnasikatA nahIM hoya to gharamAM, dukAnamAM ane bajAramAM tamAre dAjhatA ja rahevuM paDaze. garIbI veThavI saraLa che. i veThavI AkaruM kAma che. garIbIno ilAja nathI, irSAno IlAja che. manane manAvatA zIkho. eka vAta mahatvanI che : bIjAnI pragatithI mane koI nukazAna nathI. nukazAnI na karatA hoya tevA loko mATe UMdhA vicAra karavA te sajajanatA paNa nathI ane buddhimattA paNa nathI. irSA karanAra bIjAnI pragati joIne nArAja thAya che tema bIjAne nukazAnI thatI joIne rAjI paNa thAya che. bIjAnA guNanI irSA karanAro, bIjAnI bhUla joIne garva anubhave che. bIjInI prasiddhithI nirAza thanAro, bIjAnI badanAmI sAMbhaLIne rAjIpo anubhave che. irSAnI A vidhAtaka asara che. irSAnuM kendra tamAro ahaM che. ahanI mAyAjALa aparaMpAra che. irSA to eno eka bhaDako che. ahaM sAthe samAdhAna karavuM joIe. nahIM to irSA tamane duSTa ane durjana banAvI zake che. thoDA varasanI jiMdagI maLI che. jiMdagIne phUlothI sajAvavAnI che. phUlone khIlavavA choDanI mAvajata karavI paDe che. choDane salAmata rAkhavo paDe che. jiMdagI jo manamAM jIvAya che to sArA guNonAM phUlo mananA choDa para lAgavA joIe. e mATe mananI mAvajata karavI joIe. manane nabaLA ane avaLA vicArothI bacAvI rAkhavuM joIe. irSA e bhayAnaka vicAra che. irSA AtmaghAtI che. e paraghAtI bane tevI saMbhAvanA che. chate paise bekArIno anubhava irSA karAve che. chatI zaktie lAcArIno anubhava irSA karAve che. zuM kAma ? bIjAnuM sAruM khamAtuM nathI. bIjAnuM zreSTha thAya te gamatuM nathI. mane maLavuM joIe te ene maLe che, ene maLe che te mane nathI maLatuM, A be phariyAdanI karavata ApaNI prasannatAne dhIre dhIre khatama karI nAMkhe che. bilakula sAvadhAna banIne manane bIjI dizAmAM vALI do. irSA karanAra potAnI bhUla sAMbhaLI ke samajI nathI zakato. e potAnI khAmI kabUlI nathI zakato. e potAnI nabaLAIno doSa bIjAne de che. e potAnI niSphaLatAnuM kAraNa bIjAnAM nAme caDAvI de che. irSA karanAro vAstavikatA sAthe sAco saMbaMdha nathI rAkhI zakato. e potAnA vicArane irSAnI AgamAM homI de che. irSAnAM cakkaramAM e potAnI kAbeliyatane samajI ja nathI zakato. irSAnuM bhUta ene pAgala banAvI de che. enA vivekane, enI samajadArIne irSA toDI phoDI nAMkhe che. sabUra. tamArI AvI hAlata na thavI joI. tame irSA karo cho te dekhItI rIte ja sAcI vAta che. tamArI irSA honahAra roga banIne tamArI cetanAne Thokara mArI de te pUrve jAgI jAo. hajI tamArI pAse taka che. lAgaNIne saMyamamAM lo. sArA mANasonI salAha laIne vicAro sudhAro. bhagavAna pAse irSAthI bacAvavAnI prArthanA karo. irSAnuM nAma aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM nathI, paraMtu irSAnI asara aDhAre pAponI tAkAta vadhAre ja che. irSAno IlAja jeTalo jaladI thaze, teTalI ApaNI samAdhi salAmata raheze. 17 18 -

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yAdanI yAtrA savAra ane bapora, sAMja para chavAyelA rahe tema vItelA samayanI yAda mana para patharAyelI rahe che. pustakanAM pAnAnI jema kramasara ughaDatI Ave evI yAda ApaNAM nasIbamAM nathI. koI paNa vAta, game tyAre yAda AvI jAya che. yAda Ave che te badhuM vyavasthA vinA yAda Ave che. yAda ekAda be nathI. DhagalAbaMdha ane aparaMpAra che. yAdanI thALImAM badhuM ja pIrasAyA kare che. gaIkAlanI, gayA varasanI ane gaI gujarInI yAda ApaNA jakhama para mIThuM bhabharAvatI rahe to samajavuM ke yAda yAtanA banI che. emaNe bhUla batAvI hatI te gamyuM jarAya nahIM ane barobara yAda rahyuM. temaNe karelI prazaMsAo to e vakhate bhUlI ja gayA. emaNe nA pADI te kasIne yAda rAkhyuM che. ane emaNe vAraMvAra sahamati dAkhavI hatI te to jANe gayA janamanI vAta thaI. ATApATA khelanArAo yAdane galata rIte kAme lagADe che. yAda vasUlAtanuM sAdhana nathI. yAda to AgaLa vadhavAnuM AlaMbana che. yAdamAM dAjhatA rahevAnI naThArI AdatanA ApaNe gulAma banI gayA chIe. je raste kAMTo vAgyo hato te rastAne yAda karatA rahevAthI, e kAMTAno rujhAyelo ghA vadhu sArI rIte maTavAno nathI. kAMTo vAgyo, nIkaLI gayo, ghA rujhAI gayo. vAta khatama. Dagale ne pagale yAdano durupayoga behisAba thAya che. emane emanA ja zabdomAM phasAvavA che AvI dAnata hoya ke emanA akSaro emanA ja gaLe paherAvavAnI krUratA hoya A yAdanI tAkAtano geravahIvaTa che. je yAdathI manamAM khunnasa bharAya, AMkhomAM Aga ke irSA ubharAya te yAda sAva ja nakAmI. yAda jo dilodimAga para kabajo laIne bhItaramAM hajAro uthalapAthala macAvatI hoya to mananuM Arogya bagaDyuM e samajI levAnuM. je yAda manane zAMtithI ane AnaMdathI bharI de te ja kAmanI. yAda dvArA kazuMka mANavAnuM hoya che. yAdano viveka nathI tethI tenI kharI majA cUkI javAya che. yAda karIne baLavAnuM nathI, raDavAnuM nathI. yAda karIne apane Apa sAjA thavAnuM che. manovijJAnanI sAravAra e khoTI yAdomAMthI bahAra lAvavAnI vividha prakriyA che. * 19 yAdanI majA e che ke badalAI zakavAnuM nathI te ja manamAM uThe che. yAda to manano khela che. khelane jIvanamaraNano savAla banAve te buddhizALI kema manAya ? dagAbAjane yAda karavAthI - ghara navuM nathI vasavAnuM. gALo yAda rAkhavAthI samAdhi nathI sAMpaDavAnI. thaI cUkelA anyAya ane atyAcArane yAda karatAM rahevAthI hAlata sudharI javAnI nathI. A badhuM karavAthI e lokone sajA paNa nathI thaI zakavAnI. sajA thaze to khuda ApaNane thaze. ApaNI prasannatA ane nirAMta khatama thaI jaze. sukhI thavAnuM mahatvanuM sUtra e che ke - yAdanI yAtanA na bhogavo. yAdanI yAtrA karo. ApaNuM mana duniyAbharanI yAdanuM saMgrahAlaya nathI. temAM kATachAMTa karatA rahevAnuM che. zobhA bagADe ne jagyA roke tevI yAdane vahelI take vidAya ApatA zIkhavAnuM che. bIjAe mAruM bagADyuM che te yAda rAkhavAthI mane paNa bIjAnuM bagADavAnuM mana thAya che. yAda yAtanA banI jAya che. mArI hAlata hajI paNa sArI ja che, te yAda rAkhavAnI jAtane saMbhALI levAnuM mana thAya che, yAda yAtrA bane che. ATalA badhAM kAma karavAnA bAkI che te yAda karavAthI tanAva Ave che. kAma pUruM karavA game te rItano Azaro levAya che. yAda yAtanA bane che. kAma jarUra pUrAM thaze - Aja sudhI ghaNAM kAmo pUrA karyA che te yAda karavAthI vyagratA cAlI jAya che. yAda yAtrA bane che. vicAraNAnI jarUra paDavAnI che. bedhArI talavAra jevuM kAma che yAdanuM. vAparatA na AvaDe to ApaNane lohIluhANa karI de. Aja sudhI zAyada, A ja thayuM che. jAte ne jAte yAda karI karIne saLagyA chIe. have aganajALa ThAravAnI che. manano utsAha toDe tevI koI yAdane vajana nathI ApavuM. sArA ane uttama prasaMgo yAda karavA che. jUnA copaDA ukheLavAnuM choDavuM che. ghasAI cUkelI jUnIpurANI phariyAdone daphanAvI devI che. ApaNI prasannatAne AMca Ave evA koI ja muddAne yAdamAM rahevA devo nathI. jo ke, ema UMDA ghA bhUMsAvAnA nathI. e khaLabhaLatI jUnI yAda mana para humalo kare tyAre emAM vahI javAnI Teva je paDI che te to jarUra sudharI zake. Aja sudhI A arthahIna yAdothI samaya ane magaja khUba bagADyA che. samaya ane magajano zreSTha upayoga karavAnI ghaNI taka AvI hatI te A yAdanA cakkaramAM jhUMTavAI gaI che. nabaLI ane naguNI yAdothI bacavA mATe thoDo ahaM paNa ghaTADavo che, thoDI apekSA paNa kama karavI che. yAdanI yAtrAno AnaMda jIvananA aMgeaMgane suvAsita karI zake che te nakkI che. thoDo sudhAro manomana lAvIe. majA AvI jaze. 20 2

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icchAnuM invekzana icchA ane AzAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe haMmezA thApa khAIe chIe. icchA ghaTADavAnuM mana hoya che, AzA choDavAnuM mana paNa thAya che. upajatuM kAMI nathI. icchAnuM kAma moMghavArI jevuM che, e vadhe che, ghaTatI nathI. moMghavArI sAme laDavAno je IlAja che te ja icchA sAme lAgu pADIe to takalIpha jarUra ghaTe. moMghavArImAM amuka vastu kharIdavAnI choDI daIe chIe. thoDAmAM calAvatA zIkhI jaIe chIe. je che temAM rAjI rahIe chIe. moMghavArIne doSa daIe chIe. ema have icchAnI sAme pagalAM levAnA. jeTalI icchA thAya teTalI badhI ja pUrI nahIM karavAnI icchA saMtoSavAnI bAbatamAM uNodarI rAkhavAnI icchA thAya eTale ene saMtoSavI ja joIe evo niyama koI DaoNkTaroe ghaDyo nathI. e niyama ApaNe ja Ubho karyo che. toDI pADavAno e niyamane. icchA AkAzanI upamA pAmI che. e kadI pUrAtI nathI. enI para lagAma ja bAMdhavI paDe. kapaDAM levAnI icchA ane dAgInA levAnI icchA vacceno pharaka samajavAno, dAgInA vagara cAle che to dAgInA levAnI icchAne DhabUrI devAnI. kapaDAM levAnI icchAnuM paNa oparezana karavAnuM. moMghA kapaDAM na laIe to marI javAnA nathI ApaNe. sAdA kapaDAMthI cAle che kAma. paisA che mATe vAparo te muddo ja khoTo. paisA che ? to e sArAM kAmamAM vAparo. thALImAM paccIsa vastu Ave to ja peTa bharAya tevuM mAnIne jamavA besIe to khoTuM. be dravyathI paNa peTano khADo pUrAI zake che. duniyAmAM karoDo mANaso bhUkhyA mare che. emane yAda karIe to icchAneya ghaNa vAge. maLe che mATe levAnuM ane kevuM che mATe meLavavAnuM A icchAnuM samIkaraNa che. maLe teno garva ane na maLe to udhAmA. - Aje je badhuM maLyuM che te ochuM nathI. sarasa majAnuM ghara che. gharamAM saraMjAma ghaNo che. rasoDAmAM vAsaNo to DhagalAbaMdha che. kapaDAM gaNyA gaNAtAM nathI. pharnicara sarasa che. have navI sajAvaTanI jarUra nathI. jhUMpaDAne badale gharamAM rahIe chIe te moTuM nasIba che, bhAI. have AgaLa javA mATe dhamAdhama na joIe. gharane badale baMgalAmAM na gayA to koI Abha nathI tUTI paDyuM. bIjAnA baMgalAmAM inkamaTeksanA dhaDAkAbhaDAkA thAya che. nAnAM gharamAM nirAMta hoya che. icchAne vALI levAnI kaLA hoya che. e AvaDavI joIe. raDyA karavAthI vastu maLatI nathI. vastu maLavAthI raDavAnuM maTe che tevuM paNa nathI. icchAne ja sIdhI karo. e ja eka IlAja che. ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke moTI bhavya icchA manamAM ghUmarAtI rahe che. ApaNane khabara che ke AvI icchA kadI saMtoSAvAnI nathI. dIkaro sacina teMDulakara bane tevI icchA lAkho mAbApanI che. have e zakya ja nathI. dIkarAne amathI gALo sAMbaLavI paDe che. premabhAvamAM gaDabaDa sarjAya che. dIkaro, sAro dIkaro bane toya basa che. vAta e che ke je icchA sAkAra nathI thavAnI te icchAne kADhI mUko. Aje ApaNane sauthI vadhAre A moTI icchAo dabAvI rahI che. abajopati thavAnI icchAmAM karoDopati herAna thAya che. karoDopati thavAnI icchAmAM karoDapati TIMcAya che. lakhapatine karoDapati thavA lohIpANI eka karavA paDe che ne toya gaja vAgato nathI. hAravALAnA to bhAva ja pUchAtA nathI. badhA ja azakya icchAne lIdhe baLyA kare che. ApaNI icchAonuM poTaluM moTuM che. nakAmo mAla je hoya teno nikAla karavo che. asaMbhavita sapanAM ApaNAM mATe koI kAmanAM nathI. ADozapADozanA loko ke duniyAmAM kahevAtA moTA loko jevA thavAnI icchA tadana mUrkhatAbharI lAgaNI che. e pADozI tamArAM sukha joIne jalato haze ne tame enI pAchaLa pagalAM mAMDo cho. kevI vicitratA ? icchA ApaNane ravADe caDAvI de che. ene aMkuzamAM levI jarUrI che. zrImaMtAI hoya ke garIbI hoya ke game te hAlata hoya, icchA badhAne eka ja lAkaDIthI hAMke che. nathI maLyuM tenuM darada satata rahe che. maLyuM che te dekhAtuM ja nathI. bIjAnI behAlI joIne jAta mATe salAmatInI lAgaNI thAya tevI mAnasikatA ja marI paravAre che. dhaMdhAmAM jaMpIne besAtuM nathI. bajAramAM zAMtithI rahevAtuM nathI. ghare sIdhA rahI zakAtuM nathI. badhe ja icchAnuM invekzana lAgI gayuM che. mananI tabiyata kharAba thaI gaI che. AtamA rIbAyA kare che. sAmagrIo nakkAmI nIvaDI rahI che. bhagavAna sAcuM kahe che : IcchAnI Aga bALavAnuM ja kAma kare che. icchAone spaSTa karI devAnI jarUra che. - - 21 22 ke -

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jenA vagara cAle ema che te vastuonI icchA alaga pADI do. je vastu maLavAnI ja nathI enI icchA alaga pADI do. je vastu ochI lAgatI hoya tene vadhAravAne badale, ochAmAM takalIpha nathI tema vicAratA zIkho. icchA sukha nathI ApatI te nakkI che. icchA to sukhane yAda karAve che. tame icchAne choDI do cho sukhanI yAda cAlI jAya che. sukhanI yAda na hoya te ja paramasukha che. sukhanI yAda AvyA kare te parama duHkha che. icchAnA raMge raMgAvAnI vAta ja khoTI. icchA mATe A rIte vicArIzuM to sukha maLe ke na maLe pharaka nathI raheto, icchA nAmano saMskAra saMsAra sAthe joDAyo che te dharmanI sAthe joDAya che. dharmanI dizAmAM jeTalI icchA karo teTalo lAbha che. dharmanI yAdamAM jeTalI vedanA anubhavIe te badhI uttamatAnI nizAnI bane che. saMsAranI icchA dharmanI anicchA lAve te kharAbI che. dharmanI icchA saMsAranI anicchA lAve te sArapa che. saMsArathI bacavAnI ane dharmano samAdara karavAnI bhAvanA mATe zAstromAM eka viziSTa zabda che H icchAyoga. ApaNe icchArogane icchAyoga banAvIzuM ? 23 gerasamajanI gAMTha bane che evuM. sAthe rahetA hoIe temAM manameLa na hoya. koIpaNa kAraNe arasaparasa nArAjagI baMdhAI gaI hoya. ekabIjAnA pUraka banavAnA divaso badalAI gayA hoya. eka makAnamAM be cokA maMDAyA hovAnuM anubhavI zakAtuM hoya. kAraNa vagara koI nArAja nathI thatuM. akAraNa koI rIse caDatuM nathI. kAMIka to bane ja che. na game tevuM ane na sahI zakAya tevuM. lIsoTA rahI jAya che, sApano patto nathI hoto. satata saMgAthe rahevAnuM. ApaNe bolIe tenuM upaje nahIM. e bole te game nahIM. ApaNuM kazuM cAle nahIM. emanuM calAvI na laIe. phUlanI pAMkhaDI kharI jAya ane kAMTA bacyA rahe. vAto thAya te vahevAra pUratI. sAthe besIne jamIe te mahemAnanI jema, pArakAbhAve. lAgaNInAM nAme daMbha cAle. premanA nAme chaLa cAle. bAkI tame judA ane ame judA. A gAMTha majabUta thatI jAya. gerasamajanI gAMTha. ukelI ja na zakAya tevA ATApATA khaDakAI jAya. sAmosAma takhto goThavAyelo rahe. saMgharSanI talavAra mAthe toLAyelI ja hoya. nAnIsarakhI vAtamAM visphoTa thaI jAya. gharamAM Aga lAge. dhumADA na dekhAya paNa dAjhavuM to paDe ja. jhaghaDIne chUTA paDI janArA judA. sAthe rahIne jhaghaDatA rahenArA judA. cUpacApa ThaMDu yuddha calAvanArA judA. gerasamajanI gAMTha ThaMDuM yuddha calAve che. bhAIo hoya ke bhAgIdAro, eka tabakke A gAMTha vacce Ave ja che. bApadIkaro hoya ke sAsuvahu A gAMThanA ghasarakA vAge ja che. gerasamaja jeTalI jUnI, jhera eTaluM ja tIvra. rojaroja A gAMThanAM mULiyAM UMDe sudhI khuMpatA jAya che. gerasamajapUrvakano sahavAsa traNa rIte naDe che. avizvAsa, pUrvagraha ane upekSA. jenI mATe gerasamaja haze tenI para vizvAsa nahIM hoya. tenA taraphathI ApaNane takalIpha ja maLavAnI che tevuM lAgyA kare che. te ApaNane herAna karavA mAMge che tevuM ja lAgyA kare che. te ApaNane kAyama naDe che tevuM mAnyA karIe chIe. tenI vartaNUkamAM ApaNane jokhama jovA maLe che. tenI vAtacItomAM rAjakAraNanI gaMdha AvyA kare che. teno premabhAva ApaNane yojanAbaddha kAvataruM lAge che. jenI mATe gerasamaja thaI hoya te sAro lAgato ja nathI. avizvAsanI hAjarI bhabhUkatI ja rahe che. 24 2

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koI vAra kharekhara tenA taraphathI sAruM vartana thAya, vizvAsa mUkavAnuM mana thAya tyAre pachI pUrvagraha ADe Ave che. varasono anubhava kharAba hovAne lIdhe ekAda sArA anubhavanuM upajatuM nathI. ApaNe je vekyuM che te hajI bhUlAtuM nathI. temanA taraphathI gaIkAla sudhI na sahevAya tevuM khamavuM paDyuM che, ApaNane e pAke pAye yAda che. emAMthI bahAra AvI zakAtuM nathI. ApaNe jokhama levA taiyAra nathI. vastutaH bIjAne mana evuM kazuM rahyuM nathI. e tamArI mATe sAruM vicArIne AgaLa vadhe che. ApaNe gabharAIne pAchAM pagalAM bharIe chIe. ekavAra herAna karanAra jiMdagIbhara herAna ja kare tevuM ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM che. anekavAra herAna karanAra ApaNA mATe sAruM vicArI zake te ApaNI dhAraNAmAM besatuM ja nathI. ApaNAM jIvananuM A kaSTa che. bIjAnI para vizvAsa mUkavAnI hiMmata nathI rahI. eTalI badhI vakhata vizvAsa ghavAyo che ke navo vizvAsa AvI ja zakato nathI. ApaNane anyAya thayA haze, nA nathI. muzkelI e thaI che ke e anyAyanI ghora yAdamAM ApaNe navesarathI anyAya karavA mAMDIe chIe. bIjAnA sArA vahevArane ThaMDe kaleje jovo te avizvAsa ja che. ApaNAM manano thAka ApaNI pAse avizvAsanI najara baMdhAve che. sAthe sAthe upekSAbhAva paNa hoya. e emanuM jANe. ApaNe ApaNuM jANIe. emane kazuM kahevuM nahIM. emanuM kAMI sAMbhaLavuM nahIM. emanI takalIpha emanI javAbadArI. ApaNo emAM kazo sahabhAga nahIM. ApaNI takalIpha ApaNo mAmalo. emano emAM koI hisso hoya nahIM. baMnenA rastA eka ja chAparAtaLe alaga hoya. emanI tabiyatanI ApaNane ciMtA na thAya. ApaNI tabiyatanI ene ciMtA na thAya. potapotAnuM saMbhALIne jIvyA karo. gerasamajanI gAMTha sahavAsane jherIlo banAvI mUke che. duzmanI jevA saMbaMdhane nIbhAvavo paDe che. chUTA paDI nathI zakatA. lAcArI che. sAthe rahevAnuM goThatuM nathI. majabUrI che. phariyAdo badhI ja batAvI nathI zakAtI. takalIpho dareka vyakta nathI karAtI. samasamIne beThA rahIe. cUpacApa gama khAIe. manomana bhAra veMDhArIe. ghaNA badhA A AMdhImAM phasAyA che. kAzmIra jevuM jIvana thaI gayuM che. chUTA thazo toya jokhama. sAthe raho toya jokhama. A behAla manodazAthI bacavAnuM che. gerasamaja jenI mATe che tenI sAthe saMbaMdho kharAba ja rahevAnA che tevuM mAnIne cAlavAno abhigama badalIe. sArA bhaviSyanI AzA hara eka samaye kAmanI nIvaDe che. ApaNA prayatnomAM niSThA hoya to saMbaMdha sArA vaLAMka para AvI zake che. ApaNe mahenata karavAnI che. ApaNAM manane badalavAnI, sAmA mANasanA vicArane badalavAnI, ema bevaDI mahenata. - - 25 paddhatisara kAme lAgavuM paDaze. jenI mATe gerasamaja che te najIkanI vyakti che. vicAravAnuM e che ke A vyakti mane herAna karavAnuM ekamAtra kAma kare che ? javAba nA ja haze. e ApaNuM dhyAna paNa rAkhe che. ApaNe ApaNI takalIpho na jaNAvIe to paNa e emanI rIte ApaNane sahAya kare che. ghaNI vakhata kaTokaTImAM e kAma lAgyA che. lAMbo bhUtakALa che. ghaNI takarAromAM emanA taraphathI zarUAta nahotI. keTalIya vAra te ApaNI samakSa jhUkyA che. ApaNe mAMgI hoya te karatA vadhu saccAIthI temaNe mAphI mAMgI lIdhI che. kabUlI ke bolI na zakAyuM. chatAM AMkho dvArA dilagIrI temaNe jaNAvI ja che. ekalA besIne te ApaNA saMbaMdha sudhare tevI jhaMkhanAthI raDyA paNa haze. ApaNane khabara nathI. eka vAta nakkI che. te ApaNane ghaNAM ja kAma lAgyA che. Aje takalIpha haze, vAMdho haze. paraMtu eka samaye to saMbaMdha ghaNo sArI rIte cAlato hato. te vakhate temano sahAro lIdho che. te upakAra yAda karavo ja joIe. upakAra karanArane zatru mAne te mANasa nathI gaNAto. A uparAMta paNa, A manabheda thaI gayo che tenI taMgadilI hajI vadhAravI che ? kyAra sudhI taMga rahyA karavuM che? ApaNAM manane A bojo herAna kare che. jJAnataMtuo kheMcAIne DhIlA paDI jAya eTalA badhA vicArono cakarAvo cAlato rahyo che, A gerasamajanA pApe. sArA mANasanA moDhe na zobhe tevA AkSepo karyA che ApaNe kyAreya na sAMbhaLI zakIe tevI gALo parakhAvI che ApaNe. ApaNane paNa AkSepo sAMbhaLavA paDyA che, gALo khamavI paDI che. Amane sAmane moraco maMDAyelo rahyo che. ApaNI jIta thAya tyAre rAjI thaIe paraMtu ApaNI sAme hAranArA ApaNA ja mANaso hoya che. ApaNI hAra thAya tyAre raDIe chIe paraMtu harAvI janArA pArakA nathI hotA. ApaNI AMkho AMdhaLI thaI jAya tevuM vajana AvI jAya che. vicAro upara. AvuM kyAra sudhI thavA devuM che. A mAnasika kheca koI sukhanI nizAnI nathI. A manoDiMkha koI prasannatA nathI jaA che mAtra vedanA. jAte UbhI karelI vedanA. ApaNane bahAra AvavAnuM mana thavuM joIe. kadAca, evuM banyuM che ke ApaNane ja manamAM dAjhatA rahevAnI Adata paDI gaI che. ApaNo svabhAva tapAsI levo joIe. ApaNe jANI joIne parezAna rahevAnuM zIkhI lIdhuM che. bIjAne doSita banAvIne jAtane herAna karavAnI Adata rItasaranI koThe paDI gaI che. ApaNe kema baLatA rahIe chIe ane ApaNane A rIte baLavAnuM kema game che tenI ulaTatapAsa AtmA pAse levI joIe. bIjI ApaNane parezAna nathI karatA. ApaNe ja ApaNI jAtane parezAna karIe chIe. bIjA to mAtra mAdhyama bane che. 26

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apekSAnI adAlata hajI paNa eka vAta. sAmA mANasa mATe manamAM gAMTha che. te kharAba che, teNe kharAbI choDavI joIe, Avo manamAM abhiprAya bAMdhI lIdho che. enA taraphathI AvatI takalIpha eka samasyA che. eNe sudharavuM joIe, A mAnyatA bIjI samasyA che. bIjI samasyA ja ezAMti Ape che. e jevo che tevo. e sudharavAno nathI, e badalAvAno nathI. enI sAthe ja kAma levAnuM che. raDIne lo ke hasIne. saMyogo A ja che, emAM pharaka thavAno nathI. pharaka karIzuM to navI samasyA ane navA jhaghaDA rahevAnA. makAna badalavAthI mANasa badalAto nathI, DaoNkTara badalavAthI roga badalAto nathI, saMyogo badalavAthI svabhAva nathI badalAto. saMyogo je che te svIkAravA ja paDaze. sAmA mANasanI vicitratAne svIkArIne ja cAlavAnuM che. roga thayo che te hatAza thaIne khamavo ke prasannatAthI veThI levo te ja savAla che. sUraja taDako varasAvato hoya tyAre varasAdanA vicAra Ave te svAbhAvika che paraMtu sUraja sUrajanA samaye tapavAno ja che. ThaMDInA divasomAM sUrajanI garamI yAda karIe te svAbhAvika che paraMtu ziyALo, ziyALAnI TADha batAvavAno ja che. nisargano krama badalAto nathI tema bhAgyano krama paNa nathI badalAto. Aje je paristhiti che te ApaNI niyati che. ene svIkArI levAnI che. bIjAne samajAvavAne badale manane samajAvavAnuM che. A saheluM nathI paraMtu jarUrI che. koIpaNa paristhitine phariyAdanAM rUpamAM jovAya nahIM. phariyAdane azAMti sAthe saMbaMdha che. paristhitine mAtra vAstavarUpe jovAnI. takalIpha che te herAna karavAnI ja. emAM manomana phasAvAnI jarUra nathI. ATalo badho bhAra mana para levAnuM koI kAma nathI. cAle, jiMdagImAM caDatI paDatI AvyA kare. hiMmata rAkhavAnI. potAnI upara vizvAsa rAkhavAno. AvatIkAla ujaLI ugavAnI che. AjanA hatAza manobhAvone lIdhe AvanArA divaso bagaDe te barobara nathI. AjanA AvezanI asarataLe AgAmI jIvanane Thokara lAge tevuM zuM kAma thavA devuM ? jemanI sAthe rahIe chIe temanI sAthe gerasamajanI gAMTha bAMdhI na zakAya. A gAMTha ApaNAM gaLAne ja bhIMsI nAMkhaze. bIjA, bahAranA loko gaLuM bhIMsa te bane. ApaNe ja ApaNuM gaLuM dabAvIe te keTale aMze vyAjabI ? maravAnA vAMke jIve che, gerasamaja rAkhanAro. kaeNnsaranI gAMTha karatAya gerasamajanI gAMTha vadhu jokhamI che. kaeNnsaranI davA maLe che, gerasamajanI nahIM. e jAte ja maTADavI paDe che. kadAca, A kAma A ja kAraNasara saheluM paNa bane. gerasamajanI gAMTha ogaLe to gharaAMgaNe sonAno sUraja uge. - - 27, ApaNe sukhI nathI te mATe ghaNA purAvA che. ApaNe du:khI chIe tenAM ghaNAM kAraNo maLI Ave che. kyAreka sukhI hoIe to duHkhI nathI hotA, du:khI hoIe to sukhI nathI hotA. kyAreka vaLI banne sAthe hoya tevuM lAge che. sukha nAmanI ghaTanA, du:kha nAmano prasaMga AMgaLI mUkIne batAvI zakIe tevo hovA chatAM, sukha ane duHkha kyA che te zodhI kADhavuM agharuM paDe che. suvidhA ane sAmagrIno sathavAro te sukha ? sArA, gamI jAya tevA mANasono meLApa te sukha ? gerahAjarI te duHkha ? majAnA savAla che. ApaNe sukhI chIe ke duHkhI te nakkI karavA ApaNe A bAhya paribaLo para dhyAna ApIe chIe. AmanA AdhAre sukhadu:khanAM samIkaraNa racAya che. hakIkata judI che. ApaNAM sukhadu:khano AkharI nirNaya ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. eno pheMsalo apekSAnI adAlatamAM thAya che. tame ema dhArIne cAlo ke mane paisA maLavAnA ja che, to paisA na maLe tenuM duHkha thavAnuM. e duHkha paisA na AvyA tenuM nathI-e duHkha paisA AvavAnI AzA tUTI tenuM che. paisA maLI gayA to e sukha, AzA sAkAra thaI tenuM ja hovAnuM. paisA dvArA je maLaze te AzAnI sodAgarI haze. temane koI vyaktimAM rasa che. tame te vyaktine maLavA mATe mahenata karo. vizvAsa jItavA sudhI pahoMcI javAya tyAre saMtoSa maLe che. e vyakti, jene maLavAmAM sukha mAneluM, te vyaktinAM aMtaraMga du:khamAM bhAgIdAra banIne AMsu sArIe chIe tyAre savAla nathI thato ke sukha A vyakti pAsethI mane kaMI rIte maLe che ? sukha zodhavAmAM zuM khUTe che ? - tame lakSya nakkI karIne nirNaya lo cho. lakSya sAkAra thaze te sukhanI ghaDI haze - e nakkI che mATe ja macI paDo cho. lakSya sAkAra thAya che pachI yAda Ave che, A nirNaya lIdho tene badale bIjo lIdho hota to vadhu AgaLa pahoMcyA hota. je ghaDI sukha banIne AvavAnI hatI te ghaDI raMja laIne AvI paDe che. dhAraNA pUrI thavA chatAM sukha hAthatALI daI jAya che. dareka vakhate AvuM bane che. saMyogo sAtha Ape tyAre paNa sukha nathI. viparIta saMyogo to du:kha ja che. 28 che -

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to pachI bhalA jiMdagI che zuM ? ramata cAlatI jAya. ApaNe phaMgoLAtA jaIe. divaso barabAda thayA kare. apekSAnI adAlatamAM javAnI jarUra che. tamArI apekSAo spaSTa hoya to tamArA sukha ane duHkha baMne spaSTa rahe. apekSAnI bhUrekhA dUra sudhI pahoMce che. tamane tamArA svajano pAse apekSA che, pUrI na thAya tevI apekSA. e svajananI lAkha icchA hoya ke emanA hAthe tamane duHkha na pahoMce, tame du:khI ja thazo. vAMka apekSAno che. tame abajopati banavAnI apekSA rAkhyA karazo to karoDapati thaIneya duHkhI rahevAnA. apekSAnuM vartuLa ghANInA baLadane cAlavA mATenA rastA jevuM che, nAnuM chatAM ananta. tamAre AgaLa vadhyA karavAnuM. hAthamAM je Ave te khAlIpo bharIne ja jAya. apekSAnI bAbatamAM ApaNe vicAravAnuM nathI rAkhyuM. gharanI bAbatamAM vicArIe tema apekSAnI bAbatamAM karavuM joIe. gharanI bhIMta jema maryAdA jALave tema apekSAe maryAdA jALavI rAkhavAnI che. bhIMtane bArI hoya te cAle, apekSAne bArI na hoya. enI hada bAMdhI ja levAnI. konI mATe, keTalI hade ane kaMI rItanI apekSAo che te vicAravAnuM hoya che. pachI A badhI jAtanI apekSAo vyAjabI che ke nahIM tenI samIkSA svahaste karavAnI rahe che. na vyakti para kendrita thanArI apekSA, vyakti para ja kendrita hoya athavA vyaktidvArA koI bIjI vyakti ke vastu sudhI laMbAtI hoya. bane evuM. vastu mATenI apekSA, vastu dvArA vyakti sudhI ke bIjI vastu sudhI pahoMcatI hoya te bane. tamArI apekSAno AkharI mukAma koNa athavA zuM che te spaSTa hovuM joIe. e vyakti ane e vastu vinA nathI ja cAle evuM ? A apekSA na saMtoSAya to keTalA AsamAna tUTI paDavAnA che ? ApaNI najara A rIte doDavI joIe. moTA bhAganI apekSAo evI hoya che ke te pUrI na thAya to ApaNane kazo pharaka nathI paDato. sAthosAtha, moTe bhAge to evuM ja bane che ke je apekSA khAsa mahattvanI nathI tenA lIdhe ja ApaNe jIva bALatA rahIe chIe. bIjAnuM joIne apekSAo ghaDavI te pahelI bhUla, bIjAne batAvavAnI apekSA hoya te bIjI bhUla ane bIjAne rakhaDAvI mUke tevI apekSA e trIjI bhUla. apekSAnI adAlata A bhUla badala sajA karatI ja rahe che. tamArI apekSA e tamArI duniyAno svataMtra viSaya che. bIjAnI tarapha jotA rahevAthI ApaNe parAdhIna banatA jaIzuM. ApaNAM astitva para bIjA koIno dekhAva rAja kare tevI nAlezIne mArI * 29 haTAvavAnI. ApaNI janamakuMDaLI mujaba ApaNane bharapUra maLyuM che, maLe che ane maLavAnuM che. bIjAnI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karavAnuM koI graha nathI zIkhavato. e ApaNo ja notarelo upagraha che. ghara, kapaDAM, kamANI, parivAra, dekhAva ke vyaktimattAnuM dhoraNa bIjAnI sarakhAmaNImAM jovA na besAya. ApaNane hasIkhuzIthI rahevA maLe che ne ? eTaluM ja jovAya. bIjAnA jaza sAthe ApaNI pahecAnane koI levA devA nathI. ApaNuM nAma, yogyasthAne kAma kare che, basa che. bIjA bolAve ke na bolAve - ApaNI jagyAe ApaNA paga makkama che, pachI becena zuM kAma thayuM ? kazuMka gumAvI paNa dIdhuM hoya to te gumAveluM badhuM, jatI vakhate ApaNane be pAMca sArA mitronI paDakhe mUkIne gayuM che. sArA zabdonuM AzvAsana sauthI sAcuM sukha. ane AtmasaMtoSa hoya to bIjAne pachADavAnI ke pAchaLa mUkI devAnI dAnata ja rahetI nathI. tamArI najara tamArAM bhaviSya para hoya tyAre bIjAno vartamAna gauNa banI jAya che. bIjA koIne na maLI hoya tevI siddhi meLavI levAno vAMdho nathI. vAMdho mAtra e ja che ke bIjAne siddhi maLe temAM ApaNAM bhAgya khUTI jatA nathI e samajavAnuM agharuM paDe che. bIjAnI sarakhAmaNImAM vadhu sukhI hovAnI dhAraNA rAkhavAnuM ApaNane koThe paDI gayuM che. ApaNe svArthanA dAsa banI gayA chIe. ApaNAM sapanAnA kendramAM ApaNe pote nathI, bIjA badhA che. e badhA ApaNI jevA ja hoya te joIne rAjI thavAnuM game che. e badhA karatAM ApaNe judA, nokhA hoIe te jovAnuM game che. taddana bIbADhALa ane cIlAcAlu thaI gayuM che ApaNuM mana. apekSAnI ekadhArI Adata che, oLakho. ApaNane thanArI apekSA vyAjabI che ke nahIM te jotA rahevAthI jIvana jIvavAnuM sAruM paDe che. vyaktio mATe rAkhelI apekSAo pUrI nathI thatI to duHkha thAya te kAyamanI vAta che. evI apekSAo rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke nahIM te ApaNA sivAya koNa vicAravAnuM hatuM ? apekSA adhUrI rahe che tene lIdhe ApaNane e vyakti mATe nakArAtmaka vicAra Ave che. apekSA ane vyaktinI athaDAmaNamAM ApaNI apekSA ja, sAmI vyakti karatAM vadhu mahattvanI banI paDe che. apekSA vyAjabI hoya te sAruM che ja. apekSAne apekSArUpe oLakhIne ApaNAM manane samatola rAkhavAnI mahenata levAnI che. ApaNI apekSA kharI che, ApaNo Azaya prAmANika che ane chatAM tene AvakAra na maLyo. ApaNe du:khI thayA. nA, tema na karAya. AzayanI bAbatamAM ApaNe sAcA chIe to ApaNe apekSA vyakta karIne spaSTa thaI gayA. apekSA 30

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abhiprAyanI Alama saMtoSavI ke nahIM te e vyaktinA hAthamAM che. vyakti paranuM varcasva jamAvI rAkhavAnI dAnata, apekSAnI vikRti che. ApaNe varcasva nathI rAkhavAnuM, apekSA rAkhavAnI che. saMtoSAya to ThIka, na saMtoSAya to ThIka. to apekSA pAyAmAM ja khoTI hoya ane e saMtoSAtI na hoya temAM sAmI vyaktine doSa devAno hoya ja nahIM. AvI nabaLI apekSA zuM kAma rahe che manamAM, tenuM parIkSaNa karavAnuM. ApaNAM manobaLanI nabaLAI chatI thAya tevI apekSA vyakta karavAnI na hoya. samajadAra ane zAlIna vyaktitvanA mAlika hovuM ApaNI pharaja che. nabaLA vicAro na Ave tevuM to bhAgye ja koInAmAM bane. e vicArone sAvacetIthI TALavAnA. nabaLI apekSAnI kAramI vAstavikatA e che ke A apekSA saMtoSAya nahIM to bamaNI thaIne UchaLe che ane saMtoSAya to paNa bevaDAyA kare che. apekSAmAM kadI adhikArabhAva na jALavavo joIe. apekSAne Aveza ane Agraha karatA judI rAkhIne jovI joIe, apekSAne Thesa pahoMcavI ja na joIe tevAM sapanAM rAkhavAnA nahIM. ApaNAM astitva sAthe apekSAnI avarajavara rahevAnI ja che. baMdha AMkhe dekhAya te sapanAM, khullI AMkhe dekhAya te apekSA. ramata to mananI ja che. dukAne AvanAra dareka mANasane sAro mAnIne na calAya tema, manamAM AvanAra dareka apekSAne sArI mAnIne na calAya. kharAba mANasone ravAnA karIe tema kharAba apekSAne ravAnA karavAnI. nakAmA mANasone kADhI mUkIe tema nakAmI apekSAne kADhI mUkavAnI, mAthAbhAre banI gayelI amuka apekSAo herAna kare che tema chatAM chUTatI nathI te hakIkata che paraMtu te apekSAnI asara, vahevAra bagaDe eTalI hade nA rahevI joIe. zrImaMta du:khI hoya, garIba sukhI hoya tevuM eka jamAnAmAM sAMbhaLyuM che. apekSAnI 2matavALI ja vAta che. zrImaMtanA mahelamAM agaNita apekSAnI Aga bhaDake che, pArAvAra azAMti. garIbanA khoraDe khobA jevaDI apekSA che, azAMti sImita. jIvanamAM sukhadu:kha Ave che te apekSAnI adAlata dvArA. tamArAM sukhadu:kha bahArathI nathI ghaDAtAM. A adAlata e ghaDe che. ApaNe A adAlatamAM jItI javAnuM. kAyamanuM sukha thaI jaze. bIjAne ApaNe joIe. bIjA ApaNane jue, oLakhANa thaI hoya ke karavAnI hoya to moDhuM malakAya, oLakhANa thaI na hoya ke thaIne tUTI hoya to moTuM bagaDe. pachI vikhUTA paDI javAnuM thAya. jene joyA hatA te sivAyanI vyakti maLe. vAtamAM vAta nIkaLe. pelA jovAmAM AvelA hatA te bhAI mATenA uddagAra apane Apa ApaNA zrImukhe pragaTa thAya. majA have Ave che. e abhiprAya ApatI vakhate e mANasa kharekhara kevo che teno vicAra karAyo nathI hoto. vicAra mAtra eTalo ja karAyo hoya che ke e vyakti mArI sAthe kevA saMbaMdhamAM che ? saMbaMdha sAro che to vyakti sArI che. saMbaMdha sAro nathI, saMbaMdha nathI to vyakti sArI nathI. e vyaktinuM sArA hovuM ke kharAba hovuM tenA potAnA hAthamAM ApaNe nathI rAkhatA. enA vidhAtA ApaNe banI jaIe chIe. mArI sAthe saMbaMdha che vAstu e sArI hovI ja joIe. mArI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI to pachI e sArI hoI ja na zake. ApaNe abhiprAya ApIe chIe emAM ApaNo ahaM joDAto hoya che. ane A ahaM anyAya nathI karato tema kahevAnI hiMmata koI ja karI zake tema nathI. ApaNe bIjAnI mATe keTalAbadhA abhiprAyo ApyA che ? je badhA ApaNA abhiprAyanI lapeTamAM AvyA che te keTalA badhA che ? lagabhaga koI bAkI nathI jene ApaNA abhiprAyanuM atithya maLyuM nA hoya, abhiprAyanI A eka bAju che. bIjI bAju evuM banatuM AvyuM che ke ApaNI mATe paNa abhiprAyo ApanArA ghaNA che. emane ApaNI mATe abhiprAya Apavo paDyo che tevuM nathI. emaNe e abhiprAya samajIne Apyo che. emano koI ahaM kAma kare che te mujaba temanA abhiprAyo ghaDAyA che. banne vAta che. ApaNo addala paricaya ApatA abhiprAyo paNa che ane emanA ahaMnAM TAMkaNe ghaDAyelA abhiprAyo paNa che. abhiprAyanI A banne bAju joIne pachI ApaNe vicAravuM che ke abhiprAyanI asara zuM che ? ApaNe bIjAnI mATe sArA abhiprAya pharamAvIe chIe tyAre temAM svArtha ke ahaM na hoya te jovAnI javAbadArI ApaNI che. kharaDAyelA abhiprAya - 31 32 - -

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sArA hoya toya kharAba. e abhiprAya bUrA hoya to te bUrA che ja, ApaNA AvA abhiprAyothI bIjAnI jiMdagIno ekAda nAno khaMDa levAto hoya to emAM ApaNuM ja dAyitva mAnavAnuM. sAro abhiprAya ApatI vakhate koI to svArtha hovAno. e svArtha ne sare te vakhate abhiprAya Avo ja raheze tenI khAtarI nathI. abhiprAyanI asara bIjAnAM mana upara paDe che. abhiprAya Apavo eTale te mANasa mATeno tamAro mata jAhera karavo. aMgata gaNatrIpUrvakanA ApaNA abhiprAyathI e mANasa rAjI thAya toya te svArthI saMbaMdha thaze. e nArAja thAya tevo abhiprAya ApaNe dAkhavIe to e paNa svArtha ja, tamArA mijAja mATe tame bIjAne utArI pADo te sajjanatA nathI ja. ApaNA abhiprAya ApaNe vyAjabI pUravAra karavA paDe che. ApaNe khuda jANIe chIe ke A abhiprAyamAM saccAI keTalI che ? ApaNA abhiprAyothI ApaNI ja zAlInatA ghavAya che. ApaNA abhiprAyathI ApaNo mobho nIco utare che. A pachI ja bIjAne nukazAnI thAya che. bIjAnI mATe galata abhiprAya ApIe te vakhate tenAM manojagatane eka AMcako to pahoMcavAnI ja. abhiprAyano e avAja pharato pharato te AdamInA kAne pahoMcaze. tene mAnasika azAMti thaze. ApaNA bephAma bola badala ene becenI bhogavavI paDaze. enI hiMmata, eno AtmavizvAsa tUTe te AgaLanI nukazAnI thaI. abhiprAya bIjA ApaNI mATe Ape che te pAsuM tapAsavAnI dRSTi judI raheze. bIjA ApaNI mATe game tevo (nA, game tevo nahIM game tevo) abhiprAya ApI de te vakhate ApaNAM aMtarane phaTako lAge che. ApaNAM manamAM gusso athavA ajaMpo bharAya che. sahana nathI thatuM. Ama thAya te be rIte. eka to e abhiprAya sAco hoya, e ApaNAthI jIravI na zakAya. e abhiprAya dvArA ApaNI asaliyata bahAra paDI jatI hoya. ApaNe gupta rAkhelAM rahasyo e abhiprAyathI pragaTa thaI jatA hoya. bIjI rIte ema ke e vAta ja AkhI geravyAjabI hoya. akAraNa ApaNane saMDovI devAmAM AvyA hoya. baMne rIte ApaNane ghavAyA hovAno anubhava thAya che. ApaNA mATe koI kaDavo abhiprAya ApI jAya te gamatuM nathI. sAme cheDe pAchuM evuM che ke ApaNI mATe koI sAro abhiprAya Ape te bahu game che. emAM saccAI che ke nahIM te vicAravAnI rAha ApaNe jotA nathI. rAjInA reDa thaI jaIe chIe. bIjAno sAro abhiprAya ApaNI saphaLatAnI jhaLahaLatI nizAnI che tema ja ApaNane lAge che. ApaNe jamInathI jarA addhara cAlIe chIe. garva thaI Ave che. jovA jevI vAta e che ke ApaNA sArA abhiprAyathI bIjAne paNa Avo romAMca maLI zake che te vicAravAnI ApaNane phurasada hotI nathI. bIjAnA taraphathI jAhera thatA ApaNI mATenA abhiprAyonI A baMne, kharAba ane sArI asara upara vicAra karavA jevo che. bIjAnA kahevAthI ApaNe sArA ke kharAba thaI jaIzuM ? bIjA je bole te ja ApaNane sArA ke kharAba banAve che ? ApaNane sArA ke kharAba rahevuM hoya to e jovAnuM mAtra ApaNe che. sArA rahevuM ane kharAba na rahevuM te Adarza to che ja. A vAta to e che ke ApaNA sArA hovAnI jema ApaNA kharAba hovAnI javAbadArI ApaNI potAnI ja che. bIjAnA bolavAthI ApaNe kharAba pUravAra thatA hoIe to ApaNe Aje AbarUdAra hota ja kyAMthI ? ApaNA kaTTara harIpho ApaNane satata vagove che tenAthI ApaNI vyaktimattA ghaDAtI nathI. koI ApaNane harahaMmeza thAbaDyA kare tenAthI ApaNI saphaLatA ghaDAtI nathI. ApaNI potAnI yogyatA mujaba ja ApaNI jiMdagI ghaDAya che. pArako abhiprAyone ApaNI yogyatA sAthe kazI levA devA nathI. emane rAkho dUra. AvA zabdo upara mAthuM bagADatA rahIzuM to jiMdagI jIvavAno rasa ja uDI jaze. hA. ApaNe bIjAnA aMge abhiprAya ApatA hoIe te vakhate ApaNo rasa e na hovo joIe ke bIjA koI ApaNA dvArA azAMta bane. ApaNA zabdo e ApaNI oLakha che. ApaNo abhiprAya e ApaNI ja vicArasaraNIno paDagho che. ApaNAM vacana ApaNAM vyaktitvanI sAkha pUratA hoya che. e sArI na hoya to bIjA nIcA paDe te pahelAM ja ApaNe nIcA pUravAra thavAnA, ApaNI mAmUlI dhAraNAo bIjAne badanAma karavA mATenI haze. temAM viSavartuLa sarjAvAnI zakyatA che. eka bIjAnI mATe UMdhA abhiprAyo ApatA rahenArA bhArata pAkistAna to mAtra eka eka che. ApaNe UMdhA abhiprAyonI levaDadevaDa karanArA keTalA loko AmanesAmane chIe tenI tapAsa karIne sAvaceta banI javAnuM che. bIjAnA pUrvagrahabharyA abhiprAyothI ApaNe vicalita na thaIe, to vyAjabI abhiprAyomAMthI bodhapATha paNa laIe. ApaNA pUrvagrahane lIdhe bIjAnI bhUlo poSAya nahIM tema ja bIjAnA saguNa uvekhAya nahIM tenuM dhyAna rAkhatA jajo. abhiprAyanI Alama bhAre aTapaTI che. 33 34 -

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te bhagavAna bane che jiMdagInI zarUAta ApaNe ekale hAthe karI. jiMdagIno aMta Avaze tyAre ApaNe ekalA nIkaLI paDIzuM. vacagALAnA badhA ja varSomAM bIjA lokone maLatA rahIe chIe. ApaNe bIjAne maLIe chIe ane bIjA ApaNane maLe che. maLavAmAM ne maLavAmAM jiMdagInuM purANa ghaDAtuM jAya che. saMbaMdhanI bAdabAkI karIe to jiMdagImAM bIjuM kAMI bacatuM nathI. jiMdagInA dareka anubhavo para saMbaMdhanI chApa aMkAyelI che. jiMdagIne sArI banAvavI hoya to saMbaMdhanI bAbate jAgRta banavuM paDe. tamArA saMbaMdho keTalA sArA che ane saMbaMdho keTalA khoTA che te parathI jiMdagInuM mUlya aMkAya che. ghaNA badhAnI oLakhANa thaI hoya te saMbaMdha na kahevAya. saMbaMdhano mobho judo che. tamArA taraphathI bIjAne zuM maLe che te saMbaMdhathI oLakhAya. bIjA dvArA tame zuM anubhavo cho te saMbaMdhathI khabara paDe. saMbaMdha baMdhAya tyAre ApaNe ekabIjAne lAgaNIno hisso ApIe chIe. lAgaNInI sarahade pagalAM maMDAya che. jiMdagIne jo sArI banAvI rAkhavI hoya to nakkI karI levuM joIe ke ApaNA hAthe koIne herAna karavA nathI. bIjAne herAna karavAmAM ApaNane khAsa mahenata nathI karavI paDatI. thoDA kharAba zabdo, ekAda anucita vahevAra bIjAne herAna karavA mATe kAphI che. ApaNA dvArA bIjo mANasa takalIpha pAme temAM ApaNI zobhA nathI. bIjAnuM khUna karavAmAM pApa che te ja rIte bIjAne muzkelImAM mUkavA teya pApa che. bIjAne badanAma karavAmAM ane apamAnita karavAmAM ApaNo phALo cAreya na hovo joIe. bIjAne badhuM ja sAruM ApavAnuM agharuM haze, bIjAne thoDuM kharAba na ApavuM jarAya agharuM nathI. zuM ApavuM te tame nakkI na karI zako. zuM na ApavuM te tame jarUra nakkI karI zako. tamArI najadIkamAM je haze tene ja tamArI takalIpho pahoMce che. dUranA mANasone tame khAsa herAna nathI karI zakatA. tamArAM gharamAM thatI bUmAbUma pADozIne naDI zake, dUra rahenArane kadI nahIM. sIdho hisAba che, tamArA hAthe bIjAne takalIpho paDe che te najIkanA mANasone ja. sAvaceta thaIne najIkanA mANasone takalIpha ApavAnuM baMdha karI do. bIjAne takalIpho ApavAmAM ApaNane majA Ave che. kema ke ApaNe evuM samajI lIdhuM che ke bIjA mane takalIpho Ape che. bIjA ApaNane takalIpha Ape che te bIjAnAM nAme caDelI hoya che. hakIkatamAM e takalIpha ApaNA bhUtakALamAMthI AvI * 34 hoya che. ApaNI pAchaLa ApaNo bahu moTo bhUtakALa che. e atItakhaMDamAM ApaNe ghaNAne takalIpho ApI hatI. Aje e takalIpho ApaNI sAme AvI rahI che. bIjAne doSa devA jevo nathI. ApaNI sAme AvatI takalIpho ema kahe che ke tame bhUtakALamAM bIjAne khUba herAna karyA che. jeTalI vartamAnamAM takalIpho vadhu teTalo bhUtakALa vadhu kharAba. Aje AvatI takalIpho tamAro bojo haLavo karavA AvI che. bhUtakALano hisAba cUkavAI rahyo che. e takalIphonA samaye ApaNe navI bhUlo karIzuM, sAmA mANasane navI takalIpho ApIzuM to AvatIkAle moMgho hisAba karavo paDaze. sAmo mANasa kharekhara takalIpha Apato nathI. ApaNuM mana e paristhiti svIkAra nathI karatuM mATe takalIpha bane che. ApaNuM mana e paristhitine svIkArI le to takalIpha kadI na paDe. sAmA mANasane kharAba kahenArA ApaNe koNa ? bIjA mANasane parezAna karavAno ApaNane zo haka ? jiMdagInAM thoDAM varSo maLyAM che. bIjAnI sAthe bagADatAM ja rahIzuM to hAtha khAlI rahI jaze. bhagavAna kahe che, bIjAnuM bagADe che te potAnuM bagADe che. bIjAnuM ghaNuM bagADyuM che. emAM AkharadahADe to ApaNane ja nukazAna thayuM che. have pharaka lAvI devo che. ApaNA dvArA koIne takalIpha na pahoMce tevo vahevAra joIe. koIpaNa mANasa ApaNane mAnasika rIte parezAna na karI jAya tevuM AtmabaLa joIe. bhagavAnazrI mahAvIradevano jIvanaprasaMga che. dIkSA lIdhA bAda saMgama nAmanA deve bhagavAnanI khUba parIkSA lIdhI. bhayAnaka vedanA ApI. ghaNA divaso sudhI bhikSA laI na zakAya tevI paristhiti sarjIne bhagavAnane lAMbA upavAsa karAvyA. potAnI tamAma tAkAta nIcovIne bhagavAnane dhyAnabhaMga karavA e maLyo. bhagavAnanI prasannatA e na toDI zakyo. jIvaleNa AkramaNa vacceya bhagavAna aDIkhama rahyA. dhyAnamudrA avicala rahI. Akhare thAkIne e pAcho cAlyo. bhagavAne e joyuM. bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. mane ghaNI badhI takalIpho ApIne A jAya che, mane ApelI takalIpho have eno pIcho karaze. mane pIDA ApanAro have jAte pIDA pAmaze. ene e takalIphomAMthI huM bacAvI nahIM zakuM...bhagavAna vicAratA hatA. saMsAranuM A satya che. je bIjAne herAna kare che tene bhagavAna paNa bacAvI zakatA nathI ane adhyAtmanuM satya e che ke potAne takalIpha ApanAranI ciMtAmAM je raDe che te bhagavAna bane che. 36 *

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guru dIvo guru devatA guruno prema maLe e pratyeka sAdhakanuM svapna hoya che. guru prema Ape to beDo pAra thaI jAya evI dareka bhaktanI lAgaNI hoya che. guruno prema to AkhA vizva mATe sadAkALa vahI rahyo che. ene jhIlavAnI tAkAta keLavIe eTale kAma thaI jAya. guruno prema meLavavA mATe gurune prema karavo paDe. gurune prema karavA mATe zuM karavAnuM ? gurue jenI para prema nathI rAkhyo eno prema ApaNeya choDavAno. sIdhI vAta che. gurue jenI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI rAkhyo enI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAthI gurunuM sAmIpya keLavAtuM nathI. Aja sudhI A ja banyuM che. gurue dareka apekSAe choDI. ApaNe dareka apekSAne sAcavI ane biradAvI. gurue duniyAdArIno tyAga karyo. ApaNe duniyAdArInA dAsa rahyA. gurue paisAne dUra karyA. ApaNe paisAnA custa ArAdhaka banI rahyA. A bhedagraMthi oLakhavI paDaze. guru prema varasAve che te jhIlavo hoya che paNa e mATe jAtane badalavAnI taiyArI nathI hotI. gurukRpA maLaze ane pachI ApoApa badalAIzuM evo bhrama rAkhavA jevo nathI. kamasekama mAre jAtanuM parivartana karavuM che evo dRDha saMkalpa to karavo ja paDaze. je guru pAse zubha saMkalpa laIne jAya che tenI para guru anarAdhAra varase che. guru pAse jaIne zubha saMkalpanI samajaNa meLavIe toya kAma thavA mAMDe che. guru pAse bhautika apekSA rAkhI te divase ja ApaNAM patananI tithi nakkI thaI gaI hatI. guru dvArA to utthAna sAdhavAnuM hoya. badhuM ja guruno soMpI daIe te Adarza sAro che. kamanasIbe A gaMjAvara kArya ApaNA hAthe thavAnuM nathI. gurune samarpita thayA na hoIe tyAra sudhI ApaNuM lakSya ApaNe ja spaSTa rAkhavAnuM che. gurue je choDyuM te choDavuM che. guru jenAthI dUra rahyA che tenAthI dUra bhAgavAnuM nakkI to karavuM ja che. gurunAM nAmeya paththara tare che, taravAnI bhAvanA hovI joIe. gurue zuM zuM choDyuM che teno paNa sAco aMdAja nathI ApaNane. gurunAM jIvananuM A dRSTie avalokana karavuM joIe. ApaNI ane gurunI prAmANikabhAve sarakhAmaNI karavI joIe. ApaNe keTalA pAchaLa chIe ane nIce chIe teno bodha meLavavo joIe. gurunAM vacana A STithI sAMbhaLavA. gurunI preraNA A dRSTithI samajavI. guru divasodivasa AtmAnAM kSetre pragati sAdhI rahyA che. ApaNe divasodivasa AtmAnAM kSetre avanati pAmI rahyA chIe. pragati sAdhatA pahelA avati rokavAnI che. e mATenI tAkAta guru ja Apaze. guru pAsethI A 39 tAkAtanI apekSA rAkhavI paDe. majAnI vAta to e che ke guru apekSA choDavAnI kaLA ja zIkhave che. saMsAranI koI paNa vastu choDavI sahelI che paraMtu enI apekSA choDavI khUba kaThina che. guru A kiThana kAma saraLa banAve che. paramAtmA karatA guruno mahimA vadhu che tenuM kAraNa paNa A ja che. paramAtmA apekSAthI mukta banI gayA. guru apekSAthI mukta banAve che. paramAtmA mauna che. gurunAM vacana varase che. paramAtmA saMsArathI para che. guru saMsArano sathavAro che. paramAtmA himAlayanI Toca para che. guru ApaNI paDakhe che. guruno hAtha pakaDyA vagara paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcAtuM nathI. guruneya rasa che : ApaNane paramAtmA sudhI laI javAmAM. ApaNe ja gurunA saMbaMdhamAM sthira nathI. guru sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhyo nathI. thoDI ghaNI oLakhANamAM saMtoSa mAnIne besI gayA chIe athavA guru vinAnAM nadhaNiyAtAM vyaktitvane sAcavIne beThA chIe. guru maLe te pachI gurune ApaNe maLIe ane gurune maLIne ApaNe gurunA mArgadarzanane anusarIe A traNa tabakkAnI prakriyA che. guru maLe che te pahelo tabakko puNyane AdhIna che. nasIba jAgatA hoya to ja guru maLe che tema dareka zAstro kahe che. e jAgatA nasIbano sadupayoga, alabat bIjA tabakke thAya che. gurune maLIe eTale gurune ApaNI jiMdagInI rajeraja jaNAvIe. ApaNI khAmI ane nabaLAI ane bhUla sAme thaIne kabUlIe. ApaNI adhamatAno ekarAra karIe. gurune kahIe ke mAro uddhAra Ape karavAno che. kaDaka thaIne upadeza Apo ke vAtsalyathI samajaNa Apo e ApanI marajI che. mArI bhAvanA saMsArathI bacavAnI che. Ape mane saMsArathI bacAvavAno che. A rIte gurune maLIe. gurunA ekaniSTha ane javAbadAra bhakta banIe te pachI guru je pharamAve te trIjo tabakko. gurunI vANI jhIlI levAnI. gurunA zabdo sAkAra karavA macI paDavAnuM. kadAca, e na bane to kamasekama gurunA zabdo vAraMvAra yAda karavAnA ane vicAravAnA. jAtane Thapako ApavAno. gurunA zabdono amala nathI thato tenI ciMtA karavAnI. A mudde potAnI jAta upara nArAja thavAnuM. gurune A AtmamaMthana paNa jaNAvI devAnuM. pharI guru kazuMka samajAve, te barobara aMtaramAM utAravAnuM. gurukRpA jhIlavAnI A prakriyA che. guruno ApaNe upayoga nathI karatA. gurunI pracaMDa tAkAtathI ApaNe dUra rahIe chIe. pAmavAnuM che te cUkI javAya che. guru sAthe have majabUta nAto bAMdhI levo che. gurune samarpita thayA pachI ApaNI tamAma javAbadArI guru laI le che. ane pachI zrIpALarAjAnA rAsamAM AvatA zabdo sAkAra thAya che : sumati hoya suguru sevatA, guru dIvo guru devatA. 3C

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vAMcananI vAcanA ApaNane khAvAnuM, jovAnuM ane sAMbhaLavAnuM sauthI vadhAre game che. khAvAnuM ane pIvAnuM eka sAthe cAlyA kare che. tenAthI mA Ave che tevo anubhava thAya che. navA vicAro ghaDAtA nathI. jovAmAM ane sAMbhaLavAmAM majA AvavAno anubhava to che, sAthosAtha navA vicAro ghaDAya tevI pUrepUrI zakyatA rahI che. vicAravAnuM ApaNane AvaDyuM nathI. chUTakaTaka ane tUTaka tUTaka vicAro Ave che. te sivAya ghara ane dhaMdhAnA TenzanamAM divasa-rAta gujAryA kare che. tame sAMbhaLavA mATe mANasonI sAme cUpa, zAMta raho cho. tamane sAMbhaLavA mATe bIjA cUpa, zAMta rahe che. jovA mATe cUpa rahevuM jarUrI nathI. majedAra vAta e che ke tame cUpa na rahe tyAM sudhI sArI rIte vicArI zakatA nathI. ApaNane kalAko sudhI bolabola karavAnI Adata che, ekAda kalAka cUpa besavAnI Teva nathI. nukazAnIrUpe ApaNane navA navA vicAro sudhI pahoMcavA nathI maLatuM. sArA ane spaSTa vicAro, nityanavIna vicAro e manano AhAra che. mananI taMdurastInI AdhArazilA suvicAramAM rahI che. sArA vicAra jeTalA vadhu teTalI tamArI mAnasikatAnuM teja vadhu. | vicAro Ave, Take ane nikhare te mATe vAMcana khUba jarUrI che. jovAnI ane vicAravAnI samatola pravRtti vAMcana dvArA ja zakya bane che. vAMcavAno rasa hoya te mANasanI prasannatA harahaMmeza jIvaMta rahe che. vAMcana mATe tamAre pustaka sivAya bIjA koInI jarUra paDatI nathI. tame bhIDamAM ho ke pachI sAva ekalA beThA ho, pustakanI dostI pAkI hoya to tamArAM bhAgyano jayajayakAra che. pustako ane graMtho tamArAM astitvane pAne pAne navo AyAma ApI zake che. vAMcavAnuM maLe to khAvApIvAnuM bhUlI jAya tevA pAgalo A duniyAmAM jIve che mATe ja sArA vicAro jIvatA rahyA che. je divase vAMcavAnA rasamAM maMdI AvI jaze te divase duniyA khAkha thaI javAnI che. vAMcavA mATe AMkha sArI joIe, dimAga sAbUta joIe. sArI AMkha AnaMda Apaze, sAbUta dimAga preraNAnuM amIpAna karAvaze. alabatuM, game te kitAbo pakaDIne vAMcavAnI utAvaLa na thavI joIe. tame je kitAba hAthamAM lo te kitAba dvArA tamAre zuM pAmavuM che te spaSTa karI lo. vAMcavA mATe vAMcI nAMkhavAno artha nathI. dareka pustakanI eka AgavI duniyA hoya che. tamArA mATe e pustaka kAmanuM che ke nahIM te vicArI levuM joIe. pustaka vAMcatA pahelAM emAMthI je navuM maLe tene jhIlavAnI manane sUcanA ApI devI joIe. pustakanA akSareakSara jIvaMta lAge tevA lagAva sAthe vAMcavAnuM. pustaka jhaDapathI pUruM karavA mATe nathI, te yAda rAkhIne dareka zabdone mAvajatathI AMkhe levAno. pustaka vAMcIe temAM navuM to kAMIka maLaze ja. je navuM lAge tenI bAjumAM nAnI nizAnI karI levAnI. pustaka pUra vaMcAI jAya pachI e nizAnIvALI lITIo pharIvAra vAMcavAnI.. sArA mitra sAthe vAMravAra vAta karIe chIe tema sAruM pustaka vAraMvAra vAMcavAnuM. pustakanA dareka viSayo moDhe thaI jAya teTalIvAra vAMco toya harakata nathI. hA, tamane kaMTALo Avavo na joIe. kaMTALo Avavo na joIe. matalaba ke kaMTALAne AvavA devo na joIe. tamArAM vAMcanamAM vistAra karatAM UMDANa vadhu hoya to vadhAre sAruM. vAMcananI ghaDIomAM bIjAtrIja vicAro AvavA na joIe. pustakanA akSaro pAsethI je suvicAra sAMpaDe che temAM tallIna thavAnuM, jUnApurANA gharagaththu vicAromAM ja vAMcana aTavAI jaze to mane navI preraNA maLaze kayAMthI ? A to vAMcavAnI vAta thaI. zuM vAMcavuM teya samajI levAnuM che. ApaNe ghaNAM pustako vAMcI zakavAnA nathI. Aje hajAro pustako dara varase chapAya che. mAtra gujarAtI bhASAmAM ja lAkho pustako thaI gayA che, je tame kyAreya vAMcIne pUrA karI zakavAnA nathI ane vAMcavA jarUrI paNa nathI, tamArI mATe, ApaNI lAgaNIne sattvazIla banAve, ApaNA vicArone prAmANika banAve ane ApaNA Adarzone naitika banAve tevAM ja pustako hAthamAM levAnA. kathA athavA vArtA sivAyanAM pustakomAM paNa bharapUra AnaMda sAMpaDe che te yAda rAkhavAnuM. vAMcatA pahelA anukrama ane prastAvanA dvArA pustakano paricaya karI levAno. phUMkI phUMkIne pustako pasaMda karavAnA, ADedhaDa nahIM. vAMcatI vakhate pustaka ke graMthanA sarjakanI zailI, rajUAta ane vicAraNAne alaga tAravIne vicAraNA para sthira thavAnuM. zailInA zabdADaMbara ane rajUAtanI cAlAkI para rAjI thavAne badale mULabhUta vicAraNAne aSTatAthI samajavA para dhyAna kendrita karavAnuM. - - 36

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vAMcana vize tamArI vAMcanazaktine vivecanadRSTi maLe te mATe chelle eka kasarata karavAnI. AkhAM pustakamAM sauthI sAruM prakaraNa kayuM lAgyuM te jAte tapAsavAnuM. dareka prakaraNa sArA haze ja. tamAre abhiprAya ApavAno paNa nathI. tamAre tamArI dRSTine ghaDavAnI che. je prakaraNa tamane sauthI sAruM lAgyuM tenI vizeSatA zuM che te sArI rIte samajavAnI. A kasarata karavAthI tamAruM vAMcana javAbadAra banI jaze, TAImapAsa nahIM. vAMcana karatI vakhate vAto na karavAnuM nakkI karI lo. thoDuM vAMcIne Amatema phAMphA mAre te viSayane anyAya karI bese che. vAMcavA mATenuM pustaka jAte pasaMda karavAne badale gurubhagavaMtane pUchI levuM. jAte ne jAte pustaka vAMcavuM e jJAnanI corI che. pUchIne vAMcIe te anujJAnI maMgalachAyA che. mAtra dimAgamAM bhUsuM bharavAnuM nathI. saMskAro pAmavAnA che. tame vAMco to AtmAne ghaDavA mATe vAMco. pothI paMDita thavA mATe nahIM. sauthI mahatvanI vAta. tamane agara vAMcavAno rasa che to rojano vAMcavAno samaya niyata karI lo. roja eka kalAka ke aDadho kalAka. bane to rojiMdo samaya paNa nakkI thaI javo joIe. vAMcavAnI niyamitatAmAM A zista anivArya che. hAthamAM pustaka laIne, duniyAbharanI jhaMjhaTone visAre pADI de te sAco vicAravaMta che. vAMcananI vAcanAnuM A atUTa samIkaraNa che. ghaNAM patra AvyA che. mudA be mukhya che. 1. vAMcavAnuM zI rIte te jaNAvazojI ? 2. vAMcavA dvArA je meLavavAnuM che te zI rIte maLe ? javAba alabatuM eka ja che. tame je vAMco cho te pUrvaAyojanathI vAMco cho ke je hAthamAM Ave te vAMco cho te vicArI juo. ghaNe bhAge ApaNe vAMcIe chIe temAM vyavasthA nathI hotI. je maLe te vAMcavA mAMDIe chIe. jema phAve tema vAMcIe chIe. jema Ave tema pUruM karI nAMkhIe chIe. tame je vAMcavAnuM tattvajJAna samajavA mAMgatA ho to nIcenA muddA dhyAnamAM rAkhI lejo. 1. huM je vAMcuM chuM te pramANe mArI pasaMdagI ghaDAya che. huM jo astavyasta vAMcuM chuM to mArI pasaMdagI astavyasta ja rahevAnI che. vAMcavAnI sthiratA keLavavI joIe. mAro vAMcavAno samaya niyata hovo joIe. roja amuka miniTa ke amuka kalAka vAMcavAnI mATe hovA ja joIe. emAM khADA pADavAnA nahIM. bane to rojano vAMcavAno TAIma paNa nakkI karI levAno. vAMcavA mATenA pustaka kayA levA te sauthI moTo savAla che. dareka viSayanAM hajAro pustako maLe che. je hAthamAM laIe te vAMcavAnuM mana thAya che. nathI vaMcAtA te pustako yAda AvyA ja kare che. eka vAta nakkI. sAdhu mahAtmAonA pustako vAMcavAthI ApaNI zraddhA salAmata ane majabUta bane che. gRhasthonAM pustakonI jhAjhI kiMmata karavA jevI nathI. bIjI vAta, vArtAnI copaDIothI samajadArI keLavAtI nathI. e vArtAo to mananA mAMdAone sAjA karavAnI davA che. tame to mananA mudde samartha cho. vicAraNAne preraNA maLe tevA upadezAtmaka, ciMtanAtmaka ke vicArapradhAna pustako vAMcavAnuM ja lakSa rAkhavAnuM. 4. tamAre je viSayanA pustako vAMcavAnA che tenI bAbatamAM spaSTa thaI jajo . je viSayanAM pustako nathI vAMcavAnA te viSayamAM paNa spaSTatA karI lejo, jAta - 41

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bALadIkSA eTale ugatA sUrajanI pUjA sAthe. Ama eTalA mATe karavAnuM che ke pustake pustaka viSayo badalAtA hovAthI pragati, mAnasika ane vaicArika vikAsane vega maLato nathI. eka viSayanAM anusaMdhAnamAM bIjuM pustaka, tenA anusaMdhAnamAM trIjuM pustaka, A rIte kramavAra viSayanuM UMDANa vadhatuM jAya tevo krama goThavavo. A mATe gurubhagavaMta pAse ke pachI koI jANakAra pAse mArgadarzana meLavI zakAya che. 5. vAMcavAnuM cAlu thAya te pahelAM A pustaka mAre keTalA divasamAM pUruM karavAnuM che te nakkI karavuM. samayathI vahelAsara vaMcAI jAya to, rAjI thavAnuM. samayathI moDuM pUruM thAya to phikara nahIM karavAnI, Akhare vAMcavAnuM che te vAMcavA mATe. samaya to zista Ave te mATe nakkI karavAno che. vAMcatI vakhate je navuM lAge, je gamI jAya tenI pAse noMdha karavAnI, nizAnI. pustaka pUruM thAya pachI te nizAnIvALA lakhANa pharIthI vAMcI levAnA, barobara yAda rahI jaze. karI zako to karavA jevuM eka kAma e che ke je navuM lAge te tamArI noTamAM utArI lo. varasedahADe noTanAM ghaNAM pAnAM bharAze. eka noTamAM ghaNAM pustako saMkalana pAmI jaze. 7. tame je vAMcyuM, tamane je gamyuM tenI carcA bIjI koI vyakti sAthe avazya karavI. AnAthI be phAyadA thaze. tamArA manamAM te te muddA spaSTa thaI jaze ane koI adhUrI samaja rahI haze te nIkaLI jaze. tame je bhASAmAM vAMcana karI zako cho te bhASAnAM ja pustako vAMcavAnuM rAkho. navIbhASA zIkhavA mATe sArAM pustaka vAMcavAnuM pasaMda karazo to bhASAmAM aTavAI javAze ane vicArano sAttvika AnaMda pAmI zakAze nahIM. 9. vAMcatI vakhate je na samajAya, je prazna uThe tenAM samAdhAna vahelI take meLavI levAnuM rAkho. 10. A pustaka vAMcavAthI mane navuM zuM zIkhavA maLyuM che te jAtane pUcho. A pustaka vAMcyA bAda mArAmAM koI pharaka Avyo ke nahIM tenuM AtmanirIkSaNa karo. 11. huM je akSaro, lITIo vAMcuM chuM te bIjIvAra huM vAMcI zakavAno nathI mATe koI akSara, zabda ke lITI chUTI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhIne vAMcavAnuM che. ugatA sUrajane pUjavA sau taiyAra hoya che. enuM teja vadhaze, e duniyA para rAja karaze, mATe. nAnI uMmaranuM bALaka ugatA sUraja jevuM mAnIe to ene pUjavAnuM mana thAya. sUraja pAse ugavAnI ghaDIthI ja teja hoya che. dhIme dhIme e vadhe che. bALaka pAse janamavAnI ghaDIthI ja nirdoSatA hoya che. sUraja potAnuM teja jALavavA svataMtra che. bALaka potAnI nirdoSatA jALavavA parAdhIna che. sUraja ApameLe UMce caDe. bALaka paNa UMce to caDe paraMtu tene sAruM pIThabaLa joIe. vadhatAM tejanI jema vadhatI nirdoSatA ja prabhAvazALI banAvI zake. bALakane ucheranArA tenI nirdoSatAnuM bhAgye ja jatana kare che. sIdhI vAta che. nirdoSatAmAM rasa hoya to ja nirdoSatAnuM jatana thAya. nirdoSatAnI samaja hoya to ja nirdoSatAnI kALajI laI zakAya. manamAM pApabhAva hoya to bALaka para teno paDachAyo paDavAno ja. mAbApane yAda nathI potAnA doSa, vaDIlone potAnAM pApanI paravA nathI. bALaka nirdoSa ane niSpApa nathI rahI zakatuM. uMmara vadhe che. bhoLapaNa osaratuM jAya che. saraLatA vikherAtI jAya che. mAbApa banI gayA pachI bALaka mATeno prema vyakta thAya che tyAre bALakamAM doSa ane pApa umerAtA ja jAya che. na mAbApa yAda rAkhe ke na bALakane samaja hoya. bALakane moTuM thatuM jovAmAM rasa paDe che mAbApane. bALakanI vaya vadhe tema nirdoSatA saghana bane tevA manoratha javalle ja koI mAbApanAM aMtaramAM jAge che. sAta ke ATha varasanI vaya sudhI bALaka svayaMbhU nirdoSatA jALave te bane. paNa pachI A ugatA sUrajanuM jatana karavuM paDe. na karo to e dariyAmAM DUbe. sUraja AsamAnamAM eka ja che. bALaka to gharagharamAM che. tenI parAdhInatA ATha varasanI vaya pachI ghaTavA mAMDe che. svAdhInatA tarapha enA paga haLave haLave maMDAya che. zIkhe te vicArI zake che. sAMbhaLe te samajI zake che. enI samakSa je Ave tenuM nijI arthaghaTana karavA mAMDe che. e tabakke tenI AsapAsa niSpApa vAtAvaraNa hoya to e bALaka potAnI nirdoSatAne khIlavaze. svastha ane svaccha vAtAvaraNano paDachAyo jhIlIne e svasthatA ane aMtaraMga svacchatA jALavaze. mAbApa pUrNa nirdoSa hoya to bALaka ATha varasa pachI paNa nirdoSatA jALavaze ja. 43 44 -

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mAbApa nirdoSa na hoya ane bALakanI nirdoSatA jALavavAmAM temane khUba rasa hoya to ? bALadIkSA zabda ahIM AvIne maLe che. bALakane, nirdoSatAno vAraso ApI zake tevA Aptajana pAse mUkavA te ApaNA dharmanI mULabhUta apekSA che. mAbApane raMja hovo joIe ke te pote nirdoSatA nathI jALavI zakyA. nirdoSatA gumAvI tene lIdhe je pArAvAra ajaMpo ane azAMti veThavA paDyA che te bALakane veThavA na paDe tevI mAbApane jhaMkhanA hovI joIe. saMsAra taraphathI AvatAM pralobhano, AkarSaNo ane saMgharSo ke pratyAghAto ApaNane becena banAve che te saMsArano vAMka nathI. e vAMka ApaNo che. ApaNe saMbaMdhomAM sukha mAnyuM, saMpattimAM sarvasva mAnyuM ane saMsAranA ravADe caDI beThA. jiMdagInA varaso badhA ja pUrA thaI jaze pachI A saMsAranI navI galImAM dhakelAvuM paDaze. ApaNI AtamA tarIkenI nirdoSatAne Thokara vAgatI ja raheze. rAga ane roSanA jakhama lAgatA ja raheze. saMsAra mATenI kUNI lAgaNIne sArI mAnavAmAM ja ApaNe phasAyA chIe. sAcuM samaje tevA mAbApa potAnA bALakane potAnI pAyamAlIno vAraso na maLe te mATe comera nirIkSaNa kare che. yogya sthAne te potAnA bALakanI soMpaNI karI de che. parivArajana tarIkenI prIti karatAM vadhu mahattva e bALakanI AtmaciMtAne maLe che. sAcA sadgurunA khoLe bALaka bese che. mAbApa parama saMtoSa pAme che. bALakane nirdoSatA khIlavavAno avasara maLe che. sadguru bALakanA AtamAne sparze che. choDa khIlato hoya tyAre mALI je mAvajata kare tevI ja mAvajata sadguru enA AtamAnI le che. bahAranI duniyAnA kALA DAgha na lAge te mATe bALakane e nirlepa rAkhe che. duniyA ane bALakanI vacce sadguru hoya che. bALaka bhoLapaNa to jALave ja, paraMtu cAMya bhoLavAya nahIM tenI ciMtA gurune rahe che. guru bALakane lAgaNI ApIne lAgaNIveDAthI bacavAnuM zIkhave che. guru bALakane abhyAsa karAvIne cokkasa viSayopara kendrita thavA de che. vicAronuM caNatara thatuM hoya te uMmare guru bALakane aparaMpAra Adarzo ane sodha ekadama saraLatAthI ApI de che. guru potAnI zakti e bALakamAM siMce che. guru potAnI sAdhanAnuM e bALakamAM avataraNa karAve che. guru bALakane niSpApa rahevAnI pracaMDa tAkAta Ape che. guru bALakane ziSyamAMthI sAdhaka ane ArAdhaka to banAve che. sAthosAtha e bALakane bhagavAnano vArasadAra banAve che. hajAro varasothI vahI AvatI prabhudharmanI paraMparAnAM agaNita rahasyo e bALakanAM haiye sthira thatAM jAya che. * 45 bALakanI uMmara AgaLa vadhe che. samajaNa ughaDatI jAya che tyAre gurue ApelA saMskAro mahoravA lAge che. biyAraNa thAya pachI varasAda paDe to khetI sArthaka thAya tema saMskaraNa thAya pachI samajaNa Ave to janamAro sArthaka thAya. gharasaMsArI mAbApanA khoLe ucharIne paisAno vepalo karavAnuM pAMgaLuM nasIba enuM nathI hotuM. enAM bhAgyamAM agamanigamanA sAta samaMdara hoya che. janamajanamanA cakarAvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI sphUrti enAM khAte jamA hoya che. bALadIkSAno A mahimA che. sAdhutAnI sAdhanA eTale nirdoSatAnI ArAdhanA. koIpaNa uMmare nirdoSatAnI khoja zarU karI zakAya. jo nirdoSatA AtamAno svabhAva hoya to jiMdagInA chellA divasa sudhI e nirdoSatA mATe mahenata karavI ja joIe. muzkelI e che ke moTA thaI gayA pachI doSonuM jora vadhI jAya che tyAre nirdoSatA mATe khUba laDavuM paDe che. nAnI uMmare nirdoSatAnI talAza zarU karI hoya to sAva ja ochI mahenate e nirdoSatA maLe che. bahAranI duniyAnA dareka prasaMgo ApaNAM manane sArI ke mAThI asara kare che. nirdoSatA siddha thAya to A asara paDe ja nahIM. nAnuM bALaka Agane jue paNa Dare nahIM tema sAdhu hoya to koIpaNa ghaTanA AvI paDe to paNa calita na thAya. mana nAnI nAnI vAtomAM nArAja thatuM hoya che. ahaMne Thesa vAge. gusso Ave. tiraskAra jAge. vidrohabhAva thaI Ave. A badhuM nirdoSatAnI gerahAjarImAM ja saMbhave. sAdhunuM mana to mukta AsamAna jevuM hoya che. AkAza koInA Teke rahetuM nathI ane koInAthI DhaMkAtuM nathI tema sAdhu koI pAmara vicAronA Teke rahetA nathI ane koI nabaLA vicArothI DhaMkAtA nathI. nirdoSatAnI moTI majA e che ke apekSAo naDatI nathI hotI. 'hA' ane 'nA' A baMne javAbamAM mana sarakhuM rahe che. na mAMga hoya, na pratikAra hoya. potAno kakko ja kharo TheravavAnI vRtti gAyaba. bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI udAratA hoya ane e vAta samajavAnI samyak dRSTi hoya. nirdoSatAnuM ajavALuM AtamA pAse che. janma thayo tyAre e teja nIkharI rahyuM hatuM. uMmara vadhI. e tejanI, e sUrajanI pUjA na thaI. ApaNo AtamarAma saMsAra pAchaLa jhAMkho paDI gayo. ApaNA bALako mATe jAgIe. putraprema karatA AtmAnI ciMtAnuM mUlya vadhu AMkIe. ene sadgurucaraNe soMpIe. ugatA sUrajanI e sAcI pUjA che. 46.

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putraprasAdI comAsuM besI gayuM che. ApaNe tyAM comAsuM karavA mahArAjasAheba padhArI gayA che to gayA varase ApaNe tyAM comAsuM birAjamAna hatA te mahArAjasAheba bIjA kSetramAM padhArI cUkyAM che. e mahArAjasAhebane ATha mahinAmAM ekAda patra lakhavo joIto hato. ApaNI e pharaja hatI. vihAranI sukhazAtA pUchato patra lakhIne ApaNe mahArAjasAhebanI bhAvabhakti karI zakavAnA hatA te cUkI gayA chIe. jo ke hajI bagaDyuM nathI. mahArAja sAheba kayAM comAsuM che tenA samAcAra maLI gayA che. saranAmuM paNa che. have to patra lakhavo ja che. ATale AvIne aTakI javAya che. patra lakhavo che paNa patramAM zuM lakhavuM ? AvaDatuM to che nahIM ? game tevo patra mokalavo te karatAM na lakhavuM sAruM. ApaNe manane manAvIe chIe. A bhUla karavA jevI nathI. patra kevI rIte lakhavo te zIkhI levuM che. kAgaLa ane pena hAthamAM laIne besI javuM che. besI gayA. have ? kapALe pasIno AvavA lAgyo. zarUAta kyAMthI karavI. mahArAja sAhebanuM nAma kevI rIte lakhavuM? upara tithi lakhavAnI ke tArIkha ? nAma lakhatA pahelA zuM lakhavAnuM? pelA sTAnDarDa ane suMdara vizeSaNo hatA te yAda ja nathI AvatA, have ? gabharAo mata, mahArAjasAhebane to tame je lakhazo te badhuM gamavAnuM che. mahArAjasAheba zabdo pakaDIne aTakI na jAya. e to bhAva vAMce. to karo zarUAta. sArA akSara, cokhkho kAgaLa. pUrepUrI bhakti. mArA parama upakArI gurudeva, parama pUjya' A zarUAta thaI. tame sArAM vizeSaNo vAparIne tamArI lAgaNI vyakta karI zako cho. e damAmadAra vizeSaNo pachI A cha zabdo acUka lakhajo. pachI mahArAjasAhebanuM nAma. 'AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya...sUrIzvarajImahArAjAnI pAvana sevAmAM" A zabdo sAthe ja tame mahArAjasAhebanA saMparkamAM AvI gayA. mahArAjasAheba AcArya na hoya to nAma lakhavAnI Dhaba badalAze. 'upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMta | paMnyAsajI bhagavaMta | gaNivaryazrI / munirAjazrI..... vijayajI mahArAjasAhebanI sevAmAM A rIte lakhI zakAya che. eka vastu yAda rAkhajo . mahArAjasAheba A be zabdo pUrepUrA lakho. ma.sA. lakhavAmAM majA nathI. tamane ma.sA.no artha to khabara ja che. to patra have AgaLa. ApanA dAsAnudAsa/sevaka/ziSya/bhakta.....nI ananta vandanA' tamAre cAramAMthI eka ja lakhavAnuM che. tamArI oLakha zeTha tarIke nathI te gurubhagavaMtane jaNAvavA mATe A cAramAMno eka zabda tamArAM nAma AgaLa jarUrI che. vandanA lakhyA pachI patra AgaLa cAlaze. "ApakRpALu sukhazAtAmAM hazojI. ApanI saMyamasAdhanA sucArurUpe pravartatI hazejI. ApanI kRpAthI amArI ArAdhanA yathAzakti sArI rIte cAlI rahI che. - have tamArA daravAjA khUle che. tame mokaLA mane tamArA dilanI badhI ja vAto jaNAvI zako cho. jaNAvavuM ja joIe. mahArAjasAhebanI hitazikSA ke vyAkhyAnanI vAto yAda Ave che tevuM khAsa lakhavAnuM. bhale ATalA mahinA kAMI yAda nathI AvyuM. lakhatI vakhate to thoDuM yAda Avaze ja. sAthesAthe eka vAkya khAsa umeravAnuM. 'ApanI yAda khUba Ave che, Apa pharIvAra amArA gAmamAM kayAre padhArazo ?" ATaluM lakhyA pachI khAsa lakhANa, "amArA yogya kAryasevAno lAbha avazya ApazojI.' have patra pUro thAya che. parivAranA dareka sabhyonAM nAma lakhI - e saunI 'vandanA avadhArazojI' ema lakhI ja devAnuM. bhale badhA bahAragAma gayA hoya. phAyado e thaze ke mahArAjano javAba Avaze tyAre e badhAM ja nAma mahArAjasAhebanA hastAkSaramAM lakhAyelA haze. chelle pachI - 'patramAM koI avinaya thayo hoya to kSamA karazojI" ane mahArAjasAhebane khAsa vinaMtI zuM karavAnI ? 'ApanAM kRpApatranI rAha joIzuM. ApanI patraprasAdI amArAM jIvananuM amRta che. AmuM bhAvabhInA vAkya sAthe patra pUro thAya. chevaTe tamAruM nAma lakhIne tamArI vaMdanA lakhavAnI. ( patra jeTalo lAMbo thAya teTalo sAro ema mAnavAmAM vAMdho nathI. paraMtu mahArAjasAhebane ghaNAM patro vAMcavAnA che te yAda rAkhIne thoDuM TUMkAvI zakAya che. mahArAjasAhebanA upakAra anaMta che. aDadhA posTakArDamAM pUro thaI jAya tevo patra na cAle. jUnA jamAnAmAM to gRhastho 'vijJapti patra mokalatA. emAM saMskRta bhASAmAM seMkaDo zloko rahetA. tame tamArI lAgaNIne pUrepUrI vAcA Apato patra lakhazo to mahArAjasAhebanI kRpAvarSAthI sabhara sabhara patraprasAdI avazya maLaze. to karo kaMkunAM. mahArAjasAhebane patra lakhavo ja che. - - 47 48 che -