Book Title: Jinsutra Lecture 46 Twara Se Jina Dhyan Hai
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340146/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMdrahavAM pravacana tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai 2010_03 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000 sUtra sIsaM jahA sarIrassa, jahA mUlama dumassa y| savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM vidhiiyte||117|| lavaNa vva salilajoe, jhANe cittaM vilIyae jss| tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, appAaNalo pyaasei||118|| jassa na vijjadi rAgo, doso moho va jogprikkmo| tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, jhANamao jAyae aggii||119 / / paliyaMkaM baMdheu, nisiddhmnn-vynnkaayvaavaaro| nAsagganimiyanayaNo, mndiikysaasniisaaso||120|| garahiyaniyaduccario, khAmiyasatto niyttiypmaao| niccalacitto tA jhAhi, jAva puraovva pddihaai||121|| thirakayajogANaM puNa, muNINa jhAne sunicclmnnaannN| gAmammi jaNAiNNe, suNNe raNNe va Na viseso||122|| ___ 2010_03 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ BAD M ASite manuSya kucha khoja rahA hai| manuSya khoja hai| khoja ko manuSya khar3A nahIM, jaise vRkSa khar3e haiN| manuSya rukA nahIM, jaise 7 nAma hama kucha bhI deN| kaheM AnaMda, kaheM mahAjIvana, pazu-pakSI ruke haiN| TaTolatA hai, aMdhere meM shii| giratA hai, phira kaheM paramAtmA, nirvANa, mokSa; yaha bheda nAmoM ke haiN| uThatA hai| kahIM koI eka adamya bharosA hai gahare meM ki kucha pAne eka bAta sunizcita hai ki AdamI cAhe kaisA hI ho, khoja rahA ko hai| jIvana jaisA dikhAyI par3atA hai, utane para samApta nhiiN| hai| ThIka-ThIka sApha bhI na ho ki kyA khoja rahA hUM, phira bhI kucha chipA hai| use ughAr3anA hai| usakA AviSkAra karanA hai| khoja rahA hai| khoja jaise manuSya kA aMtartama hai| binA khoje yaha jo dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, yaha kevala bAhya rUpa hai| bhItara kucha manuSya nahIM raha sktaa| khoja meM hI manuSya kI manuSyatA hai| hIre chipe hoNge| jaba paridhi hai, to keMdra bhI hogaa| jaba ghara kI pazu-pakSI haiN| khoja nahIM rahe haiN| vRkSa haiM, caTTAneM-pahAr3a haiM, bAhara kI dIvAla hai, to bhItara kA aMtartama maMdira bhI hogaa| to haiN| khoja nahIM rahe haiN| kahIM jA nahIM rahe, koI jijJAsA nhiiN| | AdamI ughAr3a rahA hai, parde ughAr3a rahA hai| cUMghaTa haTA rahA hai| isa astitva jaisA hai, svIkAra hai| koI rUpAMtara karane kI kAmanA | khoja ke do rUpa ho sakate haiN| eka rUpa, jisase vijJAna paidA nhiiN| krAMti kA koI svara nhiiN| prakRti meM vikAsa hai, manuSya meM hotA hai| taba hama pardA uThAte haiM jarUra, apane para se nahIM uThAte; krAMti hai| vahIM manuSya bhinna hai| para para se uThAte haiN| vijJAna bhI ghUghaTa haTAtA hai, lekina vaijJAnika DArvina kA siddhAMta sArI prakRti ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, AdamI svayaM cUMghaTa meM raha jAtA hai| AiMsTIna ne khoja liyA ho koI bhara ko chodd'kr| prakRti vikAsa kara rahI hai| kara rahI hai kahanA | satya sApekSatA kA prakRti meM, astitva meM, lekina khuda parde meM ThIka nahIM, ho rahA hai| vikAsa yA 'evolyUzana' kA artha hI aura cUMghaTa meM raha gyaa| itanA hai, jo tumhAre binA kiye ho rahA hai| manuSya bhara kucha aisA marate vakta AiMsTIna se kisI ne pUchA ki dubArA janma ho, to hai ki kucha karatA hai| usa karane meM krAMti hai| jo hotA hai, vikAsa tuma kyA bananA cAhoge? to usane kahA eka bAta pakkI hai, hai; jo kiyA jAtA hai, vahI krAMti hai| vaijJAnika na bananA caahuuNgaa| plaMbara bhI bana jAUMgA to ThIka hai, isa krAMti kI dRSTi ko bahuta gahare meM pakar3a lenA jarUrI hai ki | lekina vaijJAnika na bananA caahuuNgaa| kyA kAraNa thA AiMsTIna ko manuSya binA kiye nahIM raha sktaa| kucha karegA, kucha bdlegaa| aisA kahane kA ki vaijJAnika na bananA cAhUMgA? pUchA to thA kyA kucha miTAyegA, kucha bnaayegaa| rUpAMtaraNa, suMdaratama, satyatara bananA cAhoge, uttara meM usane kahA kyA nahIM bananA caahuuNgaa| kI khoja jArI rahatI hai| koI choTe paimAne para, koI bar3e paimAne vaijJAnika nahIM bananA caahuuNgaa| eka bAta dhIre-dhIre usa manISI ko pr| koI daur3atA hai, koI ghasiTatA hai| lekina isa yAtrA meM sabhI dikhAyI par3ane lagI thI ki dUsaroM para se saba parde bhI uTha jAeM, sammilita haiN| aura tuma aMdhere meM raha jAo, to sAra kyA? sAre jagata meM sUraja 283 ___ 2010-03 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ HINovewar jina sUtra bhAgaH nikala Aye aura tumhArA bhItara kA loka aMdhakAra meM dabA raha meM bika sakatI hai| eka kavi A jAe, to use aise raMga dikhAyI jAe, to sAra kyA? saba jAna lo aura apane ko na jAna pAo, par3eMge jo tumheM dikhAyI nahIM pdd'te| tumheM saba vRkSa hare mAlUma to isa jAnane kA mUlya kyA? yaha saba jAnanA bhItara ke ajJAna par3ate haiN| kavi ko hara hariyAlI alaga hariyAlI mAlUma par3atI ke sAmane vyartha ho jaaegaa| | hai| hara vRkSa kA harApana advitIya hai| alaga-alaga hai| tuma vijJAna bhI pardA uThAtA hai, dharma bhii| dharma pardA uThAtA hai kahate ho phUla khile haiM, lekina pragAr3hatA se tumhArI cetanA ke jAnanevAle para se, jJAtA para se| vijJAna pardA uThatA hai jJeya para sAmane phala pragaTa nahIM hote| kyoMki vahAM koI pragAr3hatA nahIM hai| se| vijJAna uThAtA hai AbjekTa para se pardA, viSaya para, jo | koI citrakAra Aye, koI saMgItajJa Aye, to saMgItajJa suna legA dikhAyI par3atA hai dRzya usse| dharma uThAtA hai pardA draSTA para se, koyala kI kaha-kuha, ina pakSiyoM kA klrv| hama jo hote haiM, jo dekhanevAlA hai, jo jAnanevAlA hai, jo maiM huuN| aura dharma kI vaisA hameM saMsAra dikhAyI par3ane lagatA hai| dharma kahatA hai, jisane aisI samajha hai ki jisane svayaM ko jAna liyA, usane saba jAna svayaM ko jAna liyA, usane saba jAna liyaa| ika sAdhe saba liyaa| apanA ghara bhItara AhlAda se, prakAza se bhara gayA, to | sdhe| aura vaha eka tumhAre bhItara hai| sArA jagata prakAza se bhara gyaa| dharma aura vijJAna donoM eka hI khoja ke do pahalU haiN| agara tuma prasanna ho, to tumane khayAla kiyA, tumhArI prasannatA vijJAna bahirmukhI khoja hai, dharma aNtrmukhii| vijJAna jAtA hai dUra ke kAraNa phUla bhI haMsate hue mAlUma hote haiN| tuma udAsa ho, to apane se, dharma AtA hai pAsa aura paas| usa pAsa Ane kA nAma phala bhI udAsa mAlUma hote haiN| phaloM ko tumhArI udAsI se kyA hI dhyAna hai|| lenA-denA! tuma agara dukhI ho, pIr3ita ho, to cAMda bhI rotA | mahAvIra ke ye sUtra dhyAna ke sUtra haiN| ina sUtroM ko bahuta gahare meM mAlUma par3atA hai| tuma agara AnaMdita ho, nAca rahe, tumhArA priya | utarane denaa| kyoMki dhyAna dharma kA sAra hai| kuMjI hai| dhyAna ko ghara A gayA, mitra ko khojate the mila gayA, to cAMda bhI nRtya jisane samajhA, usane dharma ko smjhaa| aura dhyAna ko chor3akara karatA mAlUma hotA hai| cAMda vahI hai| pRthvI para hajAroM loga cAMda jo sAre dharmazAstra bhI samajha le, vaha kucha bhI dharma ko nahIM ko dekhate haiM; lekina eka hI cAMda ko nahIM dekhte| hara AdamI smjhaa| usakA dharma kA jAnanA aise hI hai jaise koI bhUkhA kA cAMda alaga hai| kyoMki hara AdamI kI dekhanevAlI AMkha | pAkazAstra ke zAstra par3hatA rahe. yA miThAiyoM kI tasvIroM ko rakhe alaga hai| koI khuzI se dekha rahA hai--kisI kA priyajana ghara baiThA rhe| usase bhUkha na mittegii| dhyAna hai dharma kA praann| dhyAna A gyaa| koI dukha se dekha rahA hai-kisI kA priyajana chUTa hai dharma kI vaastviktaa| dhyAna hai dharma kA artha aura abhipraay| gyaa| koI nAca rahA hai khuzI meM, saubhAgya meM; koI ro rahA hai, ye sUtra dhyAna ke sUtra haiN| pahalA sUtraAMsU bahA rahA hai| AMsuoM kI oTa se jaba cAMda dikhAyI par3atA 'jaise manuSya-zarIra meM sira aura vRkSa meM usakI jar3a utkRSTa yA hai, to AMsuoM meM daba jAtA hai| gIta kI oTa se jaba dikhAyI mukhya hai, vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai|' par3atA hai, to cAMda meM bhI gIta uThane lagatA hai| 'sIsaM jahA sarIrassa-jaise zarIra meM sir|' paira kATa do, ise khayAla lenA, tuma jaise ho, vaisA tumhArA saMsAra ho jAtA AdamI jI jaaegaa| hAtha kATa do, AdamI jI jaaegaa| sira hai| tuma jaise nahIM ho, vaisA tumhArA saMsAra ho hI nahIM sktaa| kATa do, AdamI nahIM jI skegaa| abhI to vaijJAnikoM ne aise kyoMki tuma hI maulika rUpa se apane saMsAra ke nirmAtA ho| prayoga kiye haiM ki sira ko kATakara akelA jilAyA rakhA jA tumhArI AMkha, tumhAre kAna, tumhAre hAtha pratipala saMsAra ko | sakatA hai| yaMtroM ke shaare| yAMtrika hRdaya khUna ko gatimAna nirmita kara rahe haiN| eka lakar3ahArA isa bagIce meM A jAe, to | karatA rhegaa| aura yAMtrika phephar3e zvAsa lete rheNge| akelA | vaha dekhegA ki kauna-kauna se vRkSa kATe jAne yogya haiN| anajAne sira jilAye rakhA jA sakatA hai| sAre zarIra ko haTAkara bhii| hI! use phUla na dikhAyI par3eMge! use vRkSoM kI hariyAlI na lekina sira ke haTa jAte hI-sArA zarIra maujUda hai lekina dikhAyI pdd'egii| use kevala lakar3I dikhAyI par3egI, jo bAjAra phira jilAyA nahIM jA sktaa| aura jilAye rakhA bhI jA sake, 284 | Jan Education International 2010_03 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ HINRNAP O ORIENong tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai to usa jIvana kA koI artha na hogaa| kyoMki sArA artha aura janma se to sabhI zUdra hote haiM, phira kabhI koI, ekAdha koI abhiprAya to manuSya kI pratibhA meM hai, prajJA meM hai| usake bodha meM viralA, koI jAgrata, jAgA huA brAhmaNa ho pAtA hai| brAhmaNa hai| gahana mastiSka ke aMtastaloM meM chipA hai jIvana kA arth| tabhI hotA hai, jaba use apanI jar3oM kI smRti AtI hai| brAhmaNa to mahAvIra kahate haiM-'sIsaM jahA sarIrassa'-jaisA sira hai tabhI hotA hai, jaba apanI sira se phailI jar3oM ko vaha AkAza meM zarIra meM atyaMta mukhya, mAlika, rAjA, siMhAsana para baitthaa| khoja letA hai| jo sahasrAra taka pahuMcA hai, vahI brAhmaNa hai| 'jahA malama dumassa yA' aura jaise jar3eM haiM vRkSa kii| vakSa ko anyathA kucha aura hogaa| kATa do, nayA aMkura A jAegA--jar3eM bhara bacA lo| jar3eM kATa mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'jaise sira hai manuSya ke zarIra meM aura jaise do, bar3e se bar3A vRkSa samApta ho jaaegaa| isIlie to upaniSada jar3eM haiM vRkSoM meN|' kahate haiM ki AdamI ulaTA vRkSa hai| usakI jar3eM Upara kI tarapha, jar3oM ko kATa do, kitanA hI balazAlI vRkSa mara jaaegaa| yA sira meM haiN| ulaTA laTakA vRkSa hai mnussy| | jar3oM ko kATate raho, to vRkSa dIna-hIna ho jaaegaa| bar3A mahatvapUrNa pratIka hai upaniSadoM meN| aura saba vRkSa kI jdd'eN| jApAna meM Tokiyo ke bar3e bagIce meM cAra sau sAla purAnA eka jamIna meM haiM, AdamI ke sira kI jar3eM AkAza meN| paira AdamI kI paudhA hai| vaha agara vRkSa hotA, to ekar3oM jamIna ghertaa| lekina zAkhAeM-prazAkhAeM haiN| jar3eM usake sira meM haiN| sUkSma jar3eM haiN| vaha eka choTI-sI basI meM cAya pIne kI basI meM Aropita aisA kaheM ki manuSya kI jar3eM AkAza meM, anaMta AkAza meN| yA hai| cAra sau sAla pahale jisa AdamI ne use Aropita kiyA paramAtmA meM, agara dhArmika zabda priya ho| lekina eka bAta | thA-jarA-sI iMcabhara patalI paTTI hai miTTI kI, cAya pIne kI sunizcita hai ki kisI gahare artha meM AdamI sira se jur3A hai jagata basI meM, usameM lagAyA huA hai| aura basI ke nIce cheda hai, una se| paira se nahIM jur3A hai| | chedoM se vaha jar3eM kATatA rahA hai| to paudhA cAra sau sAla purAnA hai, isIlie to brAhmaNoM ne kahanA cAhA ki hama sira haiM aura zUdra lekina kevala kucha iMca bar3A hai| jarAjIrNa ho gayA hai| bar3A vRddha paira haiN| aise yaha bAta daMbha kI hai lekina bAta to ThIka hI hai| hai| cAra sau sAla laMbI yAtrA hai| lekina aisA hai jaise abhI cAra agara brAhmaNa brAhmaNa ho, to sira hai| kyoMki brAhmaNa kA artha dina kA paudhA ho| jar3eM nIce kaTatI gayIM, roja-roja jar3oM ko hotA hai, jisane brahma ko jAna liyaa| vaha jAnane kI ghaTanA to | mAlI chAMTatA rhaa| phira unakI pIr3hI dara pIr3hI yaha kAma karatI sahasrAra meM ghaTatI hai, sira meM ghaTatI hai| jisane brahma ko jAna rhii| vaha paudhA anUThA hai| jar3oM ko bar3hane na diyA, nIce jar3eM na liyA, vahI brAhmaNa hai| to ThIka hai ki brAhmaNa sira hai| aura yaha bar3hI, Upara vRkSa na bddh'aa| vRkSa ko kATo, phira nayA ho jAegA kahanA bhaddA hai aura Aja ke lokatAMtrika yuga meM to bahuta bhaddA hai jar3a ko kATa do, basa vRkSa samApta huaa| usake prANa jar3a meM haiN| ki zUdra paira hai, lekina bAta sahI hai| ise hama ulaTAkara kaheM to AdamI kI jar3eM kahAM haiN| honI to cAhie hI, kyoMki AdamI bAta ThIka ho jAtI hai| jo abhI paira hI haiM, ve zUdra haiN| zUdra paira haiM, binA jar3oM ke jI nahIM sakatA--koI nahIM jI sktaa| hama yaha kahanA to abhadra hai, lekina jo abhI bhI paira haiM aura jinakA astitva meM kisI na kisI bhAMti apanI jar3oM ko phailA rahe hoNge| sahasrAra nahIM khulA, jinake mastiSka meM chipe kamala abhI baMda hameM patA ho, na patA ho-- vRkSoM ko bhI kahAM patA hai ki unakI par3e haiM, ve zUdra haiN| prAcIna dRSTi aisI thI ki paidA to sabhI zUdra jar3e haiN| vakSoM ko bhI kahAM bodha hai ki gahare atala aMdhere meM phailI hote haiM--sabhI--brAhmaNa bhI, paidAiza se to sabhI zUdra hote haiM, | unakI jar3eM haiN| AdamI kI bhI jar3eM haiM--gahare atala prakAza meM phira kabhI koI sAdhanA se brAhmaNa hotA hai| phailI, AkAza meM phailii| ThIka kahate haiM upaniSada, AdamI ulaTA mahAvIra kI krAMti kA yaha anivArya hissA thaa| mahAvIra aura | vaTavRkSa hai| jar3eM Upara haiM, zAkhAeM nIce kI tarapha phailI haiN| buddha donoM kI athaka ceSTA thI ki brAhmaNa kA saMbaMdha janma se chUTa | tumane sunA hogA, bebIlona meM duniyA ke sAta camatkAroM meM eka jaae| koI vyakti janma se brAhmaNa nahIM hotaa| ho nahIM sktaa| camatkAra thA, aura vaha thA eka ulaTA bgiicaa| vRkSa isa taraha kyoMki brAhmaNatva arjita karanA hotA hai| muphta nahIM miltaa| lagAye gaye the ki nIce laTaka rahe the| eka bar3A setu banAyA gayA 285 2010_03 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina satra bhAga: 2 PARDENIENDRA thaa| setu ke Upara miTTI DAlI gayI thii| aura vRkSoM ko setu ke mahAvIra ne nizcita hI yahI kahA hogA ki sabhI sAdhuoM ke dharmoM nIce laTakAyA gayA thaa| aba to sirpha usakI kathA raha gayI, | kA mUla dhyAna hai| aura taba isa sUtra kA artha aura bhI gaMbhIra ho kucha khaMDahara usake bace haiM, lekina atIta meM vaha duniyA ke jAtA hai| phira cAhe IsAI hoM, yA musalamAna hoM, yA yahUdI hoM, bar3e-bar3e camatkAroM meM se eka thaa| yA hiMdU hoM, yA bauddha hoM, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jaba bhI kabhI bebIlona ke usa bagIce ke saMbaMdha meM maiMne par3hA hai, aura yaha bAta tathya kI hai ki cAhe dharma kahIM paidA huA ho, cAhe yA usake khaMDaharoM ke citra dekhe, to mujhe khayAla AyA ki jarUra kisI rUpa-raMga meM janmA ho, cAhe kaisI hI bhASA dharma ne cunI ho, yaha khayAla kahIM na kahIM upaniSadoM se tairakara bebIlona taka pahuMcA lekina jahAM bhI sAdhu paidA huA hai, vahAM usakA mUla dhyAna hai| hogaa| kyoMki upaniSada akele zAstra haiM duniyA meM, jinhoMne vaha dhyAna kahatA ho yA na kahatA ho--kahe prArthanA, kahe pUjA, kahA-AdamI ulaTA laTakatA vRkSa hai| yaha bagIcA sirpha | kahe dhyAna, yA kucha aura, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| dhyAna kA bagIcA nahIM thaa| nahIM ho sktaa| yaha AdamI kA pratIka rahA mUla to rahegA hii| cAhe vRkSa devadArU kA ho, cAhe cinAra kA; hogaa| yaha eka zikSaNa kI pAThazAlA rahI hogii| AdamI aisA cAhe AkAza ko chUnevAlA vRkSa ho aura cAhe choTA-moTA paudhA hI vRkSa hai, jisakI jar3eM Upara haiN| ho; cAhe gulAba kA paudhA ho, cAhe cAMdanI kA, cAhe caMpA kA, 'jahA mUlama dumassa y| savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM kyA pharka par3atA hai| eka bAta sunizcita hai| sabhI vRkSoM kA mUla vidhiiyte|' vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| yaha unakI jar3a meM hai| bahuta pharka hai jaina-sAdhu meM, bauddha-sAdhu meM, jo anuvAda hai, do taraha se ho sakatA hai| jaina-muni isI taraha kA hiMdU-sAdhu meM, IsAI-sAdhu meN| ve saba pharka Upara-Upara haiN| jar3a anuvAda karate rahe, jaisA maiM par3ha rahA hUM-jaise manuSya-zarIra meM meM to koI pharka nahIM ho sktaa| jar3a to cAhie hI hogii| jar3a sira aura vRkSa meM usakI jar3a utkRSTa hai vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta | ke binA vRkSa nahIM ho sakatA, dhyAna ke binA sAdhu nahIM ho dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| khayAla denA AkhirI hisse para-vaise | sktaa| dhyAna ke binA dharma nahIM ho sktaa| hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| mUla kA anuvAda eka isalie pahalA anuvAda ThIka hai| usa artha ko svIkAra karane aura taraha se bhI ho sakatA hai| lekina jaina-muniyoM ne use zAyada meM kucha ar3acana nhiiN| sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| pasaMda nahIM kiyaa| 'savvassa sAdhudhammassa...' saba sAdhuoM bilakula ThIka hai| lekina dUsarA aura bhI jyAdA ThIka hai-saba kA dhrm| yA to hama kaheM ki sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna sAdhuoM ke dharma kA mUla dhyAna hai| hai| yA saba sAdhuoM ke dharma kA mala dhyAna hai| dhyAna ko hama samajheM ki kyA hai| 'savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM vidhiiyte|' o raMbhAtI nadiyo, maiM dasare hI artha ko jyAdA pasaMda kruuNgaa| sabhI sAdhuoM ke besudha kahAM bhAgI jAtI ho? dharma kA mUla dhyAna hai| aura isalie bhI ki mahAvIra kA bahuta vaMzI-rava jora thA isa bAta para ki sabhI dharma sahI haiN| sabhI sAdhuoM ke dharma tumhAre hI bhItara hai| sahI haiN| isalie mahAvIra ne, mahAvIra ke prasiddha mahAmaMtra ne saba dhyAna kA pahalA sUtra hai-jise tuma khojane cale ho, vaha sAdhuoM ko namaskAra kiyA hai--'Namo loe savva saahuunnm|' khojanevAle meM chipA hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| yaha dhyAna ke pATha samasta sAdhuoM ko merA namaskAra hai| kA prAraMbha hai ki pahale apane ghara ko TaTola lo| AnaMda ko lekina jaina-muni isakA anuvAda aisA karate haiM jisameM bAkI khojane cale ho? jagata bahuta bar3A hai| pahale ghara meM khoja lo, sAdhuoM ko kATA jA ske| ve kahate haiM, vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta vahAM na mile, to phira jagata meM khojnaa| kahIM aisA na ho ki hai| kyoMki jaina-sAdhu to jaina-sAdhu ko hI AnaMda kI rAzi ghara meM lagI rahe aura tuma jagata meM khojate phiro| sAdhu mAnatA hai| kisI aura kA sAdhu to sAdhu nahIM hai| mahAvIra | akasara aisA hI hotA hai| aisA hI huA hai| itane kRpaNa nahIM ho skte| aisI kaMjUsI unheM zobhA bhI na degii| hama khoja rahe haiM, milatA bhI nahIM hai vahAM, to hama aura dUra 286 Jair Education International 2010_03 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai A nikalate jAte haiM khoja meN| jitanA hI pAte haiM ki milanA nahIM ho | hai, anukaraNa jArI hai| jaise purAne dinoM meM mahAtmA kA prabhAva thA rahA hai, utanI hI hamArI khoja becaina aura vikSipta hotI jAtI hai| aura hara eka vyakti mahAtmA bananA cAhatA thA, vaise aba jitanA hI hama pAte haiM ki daur3akara nahIM pahuMca rahe haiM, hama daur3a ko abhinetA kA prabhAva hai| hara eka vyakti aura bar3hAye jAte haiN| hamAre mana kA tarka kahatA hai ki zAyada ThIka hai| koI pharka nahIM par3A AdamI meN| se nahIM daur3a rahe, zAyada jitanI zakti se daur3anA cAhie utanI | tuma yaha mata samajhanA ki pahale jo AdamI mahAtmA bananA zakti se nahIM daur3a rahe haiN| aura daur3o, aura upAya karo; sAre cAhate the, ve bar3e mahAtmA the| kucha pharka nahIM hai| vaha usa bhIr3a loga bAhara daur3e jA rahe haiM, to hogA to jarUra bAhara, itane loga | kA manovijJAna thA, yaha isa bhIr3a kA manovijJAna hai| usa dina galata thor3e hI ho sakate haiN| mahAtmA pUjya thA, samAdRta thA, usakI pratiSThA thii| mahAtmA hama jisa bhIr3a meM paidA hote haiM, janma se hI hama pAte haiM ki bhIr3a | banane meM ahaMkAra kI tRpti thii| aba abhinetA banane meM ahaMkAra bhAgI jA rahI hai kisI ke saath| hama bhI bhIr3a ke hisse ho jAte kI tRpti hai| bAta vahI kI vahI hai| haiN| koI dhana khoja rahA hai, koI pada khoja rahA hai, koI yaza khoja krAMti to taba ghaTatI hai jaba tuma bhIr3a se haTate ho| jaba tuma rahA hai| lekina khoja bAhara hai, sabhI kI bAhara hai, to hama bhI kahate ho, anukaraNa aba maiM na kruuNgaa| aba maiM apane se usameM laga jAte haiM, saMlagna ho jAte haiN| manuSya kA mana bhIr3a se socuuNgaa| tuma lAkha doharAo, tuma karor3a ho to bhI koI phikira calatA hai| bhIr3a kA eka manovijJAna hai| tuma jahAM bahuta logoM nahIM, maiM apanI sunUMgA, maiM apanI aMtarAtmA kI sunuuNgaa| maiM apane ko jAte dekhate ho, tuma bhI cala par3ate ho| anajAne yaha bAta hRdaya kI vANI se cluuNgaa| svIkRta kara lI gayI hai ki jahAM itane loga jA rahe haiM, vaha ThIka jaise hI koI vyakti apanI vANI ko sunanA zurU karatA hai, hI jA rahe hoNge| vaise hI samajha meM dhyAna kA sUtra par3ane lagatA hai| dhyAna ke sUtra kA isIlie to duniyA meM bahuta-sI bhrAMta dhAraNAeM bhI sadiyoM taka artha hai, jise hama khojate haiM, vaha kucha bhI kyoM na ho, use hama calatI haiN| patA bhI cala jAtA hai ki galata haiM, to bhI calatI haiM, | pahale apane ghara to khoja leN| kyoMki bhIr3a jaba taka unheM na chor3a de taba taka naye loga Ate haiM | sunA hai, sUphI phakIra strI huI raabiyaa| vaha eka sAMjha apane aura purAnI dhAraNAoM ko pakar3ate cale jAte haiN| jaba taka bhIr3a ghara ke sAmane kucha khoja rahI thI, do-cAra loga Ate the, unhoMne unheM pakar3e hai taba taka naye bacce bhI unheM pakar3a leMge, kyoMki pUchA, kyA kho gayA? usane kahA merI suI gira gyii| to ve bacce to anukaraNa karate haiN| hama saba anukaraNa meM haiN| do-cAra bhI usako sAtha dene lage-bUr3hI aurata hai, AMkheM bhI isalie alaga-alaga saMskRti, alaga-alaga samAja meM, kamajora haiM! lekina phira unameM se kisI eka ko hoza AyA ki alaga-alaga cIjeM mUlyavAna ho jAtI haiN| kisI samAja meM dhana suI bar3I choTI cIja hai, jaba taka ThIka se patA na cale kahAM girI, lya haiN| jaise amerikaa| to amerikA meM jo bhIr3a hai, to itane bar3e rAste para kahAM khojate raheMge? to usane pUchA ki mAM, vaha dhana kI dIvAnI hai| aura saba cIjeM gauNa haiM, dhana pramukha hai| yaha batA de ki suI girI kahAM hai? to vahIM AsapAsa hama khoja hara cIja dhana se kharIdI jA sakatI hai| isalie dhana ko pA lo| | leM, itane bar3e rAste para! usane kahA beTA! yaha to pUcho hI mata, jina samAjoM meM tyAga kA bar3A mUlya rahA hai una samAjoM meM sadiyoM suI to ghara ke bhItara girI hai| ve cAroM hAtha chor3akara khar3e ho gaye, taka logoM ne tyAga kiyA hai| kyoMki tyAga ko sammAna thaa| unhoMne kahA tU pAgala huI hai! suI ghara ke bhItara girI hai, khuda bhI bacapana se hI vyakti sunatA hai tyAga kI mahimA, usake mana meM bhI pAgala banI, hamako bhI pAgala bnaayaa| jaba suI ghara ke bhItara bhAva jagane zurU hote haiM--yahI maiM bhI kruuN| gumI hai, to bhItara hI khoj| usane kahA, vaha to mujhe bhI patA hai| bhArata meM aisA huaa| sadiyoM taka tyAga kI mahimA rhii| usa lekina bhItara aMdherA hai, bAhara rozanI hai--sUraja abhI DhalA tyAga kI mahimA ke kAraNa karor3oM loga tyAgI bne| lekina nahIM-aMdhere meM khojU bhI kaise? khoja to rozanI meM hI ho tyAgI bana jAo ki dhana kI daur3a meM par3a jAo, koI pharka nahIM sakatI hai| 2871 2010_03 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ve haMsane lge| unhoMne kahA ki mAlUma hotA hai bur3hApe meM terA cala sakatA-vahAM bhI aparicita cora dUsare ke aMdhere ghara meM sira phira gayA hai! saThiyA gayI tU! agara ghara meM rozanI nahIM hai, | bar3I vyavasthA se cala letA hai, na to cIja giratI hai, na AvAja to bhI khojanA to ghara meM hI pdd'egaa| to rozanI bhItara le jaa| hotI hai| jisa ghara meM zAyada kabhI bhI na AyA ho! cora kI dIyA mAMga lA udhAra par3osI se, agara tere ghara meM dIyA nhiiN| AMkhoM ko aMdhere kA abhyAsa ho gayA hai| usane dhIre-dhIre aMdhere aba haMsane kI bArI usa bur3hiyA kI thii| vaha bar3I mahatvapUrNa | meM dekhane kI paTutA pA lI hai| usakI AMkheM aMdhere se sAmaMjasya sUphI phakIra aurata huii| vaha haMsane lgii| usane kahA ki maiM to kara lI haiN| dhUpa se Ate ho ghara, aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| aise hI socatI thI ki tama itane samajhadAra nahIM ho jitanI samajhadArI kI bAhara janmoM-janmoM se bhaTake ho, jaba AMkha baMda karate ho to bAta kara rahe ho| maiM to usI tarka kA anusaraNa kara rahI thI, bhItara aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| jisakA tuma saba kara rahe ho| tuma saba bhI bAhara khoja rahe ho, kabIra aura nAnaka aura dAdU galata nhiiN| hajAra-hajAra sUraja binA bujhe ki khoyA kahAM? bhItara khoyA hai, khoja bAhara rahe ho| pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| lekina thor3A abhyAsa! aura kAraNa jo maiMne batAyA, vahI tumhArA hai| kyoMki AMkhoM kI dhyAna kA artha hai, bhItara hone kA abhyaas| dhyAna kA artha hai, rozanI bAhara par3atI hai, AMkheM bAhara dekhatI haiM, bAhara saba | bAhara se haTane kA abhyaas| dhyAna kA artha hai, bAhara para pardA sApha-sutharA hai, bhItara bar3A gahana aMdhakAra hai| DAla dene kA abhyaas| bAhara pardA DAlA ki bhItara pardA utthaa| bhItara tumane kabhI AMkha baMda karake dekhA? kabIra ko par3ho, bhItara pardA uThAne kI aura koI tarakIba nahIM hai, basa bAhara pardA dAdU ko par3ho, nAnaka ko par3ho, to ve kahate haiM, hajAra-hajAra | DAla do| sarajoM jaisA prakAza! tuma bhItara AMkha baMda karate ho, sirpha 'jaise manuSya-zarIra meM sira aura vakSa meM usakI jar3a utkaSTa, aNdheraa| kucha sUraja kA prakAza vagairaha nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| vaise samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyaan|' sUraja to dUra, miTTI kA dIyA bhI nahIM ttimttimaataa| jhaTa AMkha jaina-muni se pUcho dhyAna ke saMbaMdha meN| vaha bhUla hI gayA hai| kholakara tuma phira bAhara A jAte ho| kama se kama rozanI to hai! | aura saba sAdha liyA hai, dhyAna bilakula bhUla gayA hai| ahiMsA kama se kama rAste paricita to haiN| cIjeM dikhAyI to par3atI haiN| sAdhatA hai, asteya sAdhatA hai, acaurya sAdhatA hai, brahmacarya phira khoja zurU kara dete ho| sAdhatA hai, saba sAdhatA hai, sirpha dhyAna bhUla gayA hai| yaha durghaTanA bhItara, jo AdamI bAhara kA AdI ho gayA hai, jaba pahalI daphA | kaise ghaTI hogI? kyoMki mahAvIra cillA-cillAkara kahate haiM jAegA to aMdherA paayegaa| aise hI jaise tuma bharI dopaharI meM bAhara | saba dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| calakara ghara Ate ho, ekadama aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| baiTha mere pAsa jaina-muni Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kaise dhyAna kareM? tuma jAo thodd'aa| thor3I dera meM AMkheM abhyasta hoNgii| AMkha pratipala | muni kaise hue? kyoMki muni to koI ho hI nahIM sakatA binA bar3I aura choTI hotI rahatI hai| kabhI dhUpa se Akara AIne meM | dhyAna ke! muni kA artha hai, jisakA citta mauna ho gyaa| citta AMkha ko dekhanA, to tuma pAoge ki AMkha bar3I choTI ho gayI | mauna kaise hogA binA dhyAna ke? aba tuma pUchane Aye ho ki hai| kyoMki itanI dhUpa bhItara nahIM le sakatI, to choTI ho jAtI dhyAna kaisA! kitane varSoM se muni ho? koI kahatA hai tIsa varSa se hai| jaba aMdhere meM baiThete ho, to AMkha bar3I hotI hai| jaise kaimare | muni haiM, koI kahatA cAlIsa varSa se muni haiN| to tuma muni zabda kA leMsa kAma karatA hai, vaise hI AMkha kAma karatI hai| thor3I dera kA artha bhI bhUla gye| muni kA artha hI dhyAnI hotA hai-mauna! baiThate ho to ghara meM jahAM pahale aMdherA mAlUma par3A thA, aMdherA | jisake bhItara citta meM aba taraMgeM nahIM uThatIM vicAra kii| jo samApta ho jAtA hai, rozanI mAlUma par3ane lagatI hai| nirvicAra huA, nirvikalpa huaa| agara koI vyakti aMdhere meM dekhane kA abhyAsa karatA hI rahe, magara khayAla hI bhUla gayA hai| muni zabda kA artha hI bhUla gayA jaisA ki cora kara lete haiM, to dUsare ke ghara meM jahAM bilakala hai| dhyAna to aisA lagane lagA jaise jaina-dharma se dhyAna kA koI aMdherA hai-ghara kA mAlika bhI jahAM binA cIjoM se TakarAye nahIM | saMbaMdha nahIM hai| aura jaina-dharma maulika rUpa se dhyAna para khar3A 288 2010_03 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ SONOMINE tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai| sabhI dharma maulika rUpa se dhyAna para khar3e haiN| aura koI upAya | chue| lekina dhyAna kI jaba taka varSA na ho jAe, bhItara kI Aga hI nhiiN| jaina-dharma usI dina marane lagA, jisa dina dhyAna se bujhatI nhiiN| jaba taka dhyAna kI rasadhAra na bahe, taba taka bhItara saMbaMdha chUTa gyaa| aba tuma sAdho aNuvrata aura mahAvrata, aba tuma | kucha aMgAre-sA jalatA hI rahatA hai, cubhatA hI rahatA hai| sAdho ahiMsA, lekina tumhArI ahiMsA pAkhaMDa hogii| kyoMki mahAvIra ne to kahA ki mUla dharma hai--dhyaan| jisane dhyAna Upara se Aropita hogii| bhItara se AvirbhAva na hogaa| sAdha liyA, saba sAdha liyaa| dhyAnI ahiMsaka ho jAtA hai| honA nahIM pdd'taa| dhyAnI meM to hama samajheM, yaha dhyAna kyA hai? pahalI bAta, aMtaryAtrA hai| mahAkaruNA kA janma hotA hai| apane ko jAnakara dUsare para dayA dRSTi ko bhItara le jAnA hai| bAhara bhAgatI UrjA ko ghara bulAnA AnI zurU hotI hai| kyoMki apane ko jAnakara patA calatA hai ki hai| jaise sAMjha pakSI lauTa AtA hai, nIr3a para, aise apane nIr3a meM dUsarA bhI ThIka mere jaisA hai| apane ko jAnakara yaha spaSTa vApasa, vApasa A jAne kA prayoga hai dhyaan| anubhava ho jAtA hai ki sabhI sukha kI talAza kara rahe haiM, jaise maiM | jaba suvidhA mile, taba sameTa lenA apanI sArI UrjA ko nakara patA calatA hai, jaise dakha majhe saMsAra se ghaDIbhara ko sahI-sabaha. rAta, jaba savidhA mila apriya hai, vaisA sabhI ko apriya hai| jisane apane ko jAna jAe taba baMda kara lenA apane ko| thor3I dera ko bhUla jAnA saMsAra liyA, vaha agara ahiMsaka na ho, asaMbhava! aura jisane apane ko| samajhanA ki nahIM hai| samajhanA ki svapnavata hai| apane ko vaha ahiMsaka ho jAe, yaha asNbhv| alaga kara lenaa| apane ko tor3a lenA bAhara se| aura apane kala maiM maharSi maheza yogI ke guru kA jIvana-caritra par3ha rahA bhItara dekhane kI ceSTA karanA-kauna hUM maiM? maiM kauna hUM? yahI thaa| brahmAnaMda sarasvatI kaa| vaha yuvA the| prakaTa, pragAr3ha khojI eka prshn| zabda meM nahIM, prANa meN| yahI eka prazna, bola-bola the| guru kI talAza meM the| kisI vyakti kI khabara milI ki vaha kara maMtra kI taraha doharAnA nahIM hai, bodha kI taraha bhItara banA rhe| jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA hai, to vaha bhAge himAlaya phuNce| vaha eka prazna-cihna khar3A ho jAe bhItara astitva meM-maiM kauna AdamI mRgacarma bichAye, bilakula jaisA yogI honA cAhie vaisA hUM?--aura isI prazna ke sAtha thor3I dera rhnaa| ekadama se uttara yogI dikhAyI par3atA thaa| prabhAvazAlI AdamI mAlUma par3atA na mila jaaegaa| aura ekadama se jo uttara mile, samajhanA ki thaa| sazakta, balazAlI! isa yuvA ne--brahmAnaMda ne-pUchA ki thothA hai| ekadama se uttara mila sakatA hai, vaha uttara sIkhA huA mahArAja! yahAM kahIM ApakI jhopar3I meM thor3I agni mila | hogaa| pUchoge, maiM kauna hUM? bhItara se uttara AyegA--tuma jAegI? agni| hiMdU saMnyAsI agni nahIM rakhate apane paas| AtmA ho| vaha tumane zAstra se par3hA hai| itanI sastI AtmA nahIM na agni jalAte haiN| unhoMne kahA, tujhe itanA bhI patA nahIM hai ki hai| kisI se suna liyA hai| bhItara se AyegA-ahaM brhmaasmi| saMnyAsI agni nahIM chuute| phira bhI usa yuvA ne kahA, phira bhI vaha upaniSada meM par3ha liyA hogA, yA suna liyA hogaa| mahArAja! zAyada kahIM chipA rakhI ho| vaha jo yogI the, bar3e varSoM kI ceSTA ke bAda, varSoM prazna ke sAtha rahane ke bAda-aura Aga ho gaye, baDe nArAja ho gaye, cillAkara bole ki nAsamajha prazna ke sAtha rahane kA artha hI yaha hai ki tuma thothe aura udhAra kahIM kA! tujhe itanI bhI akala nahIM ki hama aura agni curAkara uttara svIkAra mata karanA, anyathA uttara phi rakheMge! kyA samajhA hai tUne hameM? to brahmAnaMda ne kahA, mahArAja! dekha lenA ki ThIka hai; yaha kaThopaniSada se AtA hai, bilakula agara agni nahIM hai, nahIM chapAyI, to ye lapaTeM kahAM se A rahI ThIka hai; yaha gItA se AtA hai, bilakula ThIka hai; kSamA kara haiM? lapaTeM to A gyiiN| gItA maiyA! chor3a pIchA! kucha mujhe bhI jAnane de! gItA bAhara hai| Upara se thopakara koI abhinaya kara sakatA hai| yaha ghaTanA mujhe asalI gItA to bhItara hai| tumhArI gItA to ghaTane ko hai, abhI prItikara lgii| agni chupAne kA sUtra bhI isameM sApha hai| yaha ghaTI nhiiN| abhI tumhArA mahAbhArata to zurU hai| abhI to tumhArA bAhara kI agni ko chUne kI bAta nahIM, na bAhara kI agni rakhane na arjuna thakA bhI nhiiN| abhI to tumhArA arjuna kaMpA bhI nhiiN| rakhane se kucha pharka par3atA hai, yaha to bhItara kI Aga saMnyAsI na abhI to tumhAre arjuna ne gAMDIva chor3A bhI nahIM aura kahA ki mere 289 2010_03 www.jainelibrar.org Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 - gAta zithila hue jAte haiN| abhI to tumhAre arjuna ne prazna hI nahIM | jaba koI thothe jJAna se mukta ho jAtA hai, to vAstavika kA janma pUchA, to tumhArA kRSNa bole kaise? hotA hai| zAyada vAstavika to maujada hI hai, thothe ke kAraNa patA to bAhara ke kRSNa aura bAhara ke arjuna ko thor3A bAhara hI chor3a nahIM cltaa| denaa| prazna bananA, to tuma arjuna bnoge| aura dhyAna rakhanA, eka bauddha bhikSu huA--Arya asNg| bar3A bahumUlya bhikSu jahAM bhI arjuna pragaTa hotA hai, vahAM kRSNa pragaTa ho hI jaaeNge| huaa| usake jIvana meM bar3I anUThI kathA hai| nAlaMdA meM AcArya jahAM prazna hai, vahAM uttara AyegA hii| tuma prazna bhara paidA kara lo, | thaa| phira samajha AyI saMsAra kI vyarthatA kI to saba chor3akara lekina prazna saccA ho, pragAr3ha ho, jyotirmaya ho| tuma apane ko | calA gyaa| taya kara liyA ki aba to dhyAna meM hI DabaMgA, ho dAMva para lagAne ko taiyAra hoo| arjuna ne aise hI pUchA gayA jJAna bhut| jAna liyA saba, aura jAnA to kucha bhI nhiiN| hotA-kAma calAU; aise hI kRSNa ko prabhAvita karane ke lie, | par3ha DAle zAstra saba, hAtha to kucha bhI na aayaa| chor3akara pahAr3a dekho maiM kitanA dhArmika hue jA rahA hUM--arjuna ne aise hI pUchA calA gyaa| eka guphA meM baiTha gyaa| tIna sAla athaka dhyAna hotA ki calo, kyA harja hai, kRSNa ko bhI tRpti mila jAegI ki kiyaa| lekina kahIM maMjila karIba AtI mAlUma na pdd'ii| kaisA mahAna ziSya merA, kaisA mahAna sAthI! arjuna koI abhinaya hatotsAha, hatAzA se bharA guphA se bAhara nikala aayaa| socA nahIM kara rahA thaa| vahI to gItA kA yathArtha hai| vastutaH usake lauTa jaauuN| tabhI usane kyA dekhA ki eka cir3iyA vRkSoM se patte prANa kaMpa gaye dekhkr| tor3a-tor3akara lAtI hai, patte gira-gira jAte haiM, ghoMsalA banatA tumane agara AMkha kholakara jagata ko dekhA hai, tumhAre prANa bhI nahIM; magara phira calI jAtI hai, phira le AtI hai, phira calI jAtI kaMpane caahie| tumane agara gaura se dekhA, to yuddha-paMktiyAM baMdhI | hai, phira le AtI hai| usane socA kyA isa cir3iyA se bhI khar3I haiN| hajAroM taraha kA yuddha cala rahA hai, saMgharSa cala rahA hai, kamajora hai merA sAhasa aura merI AzA aura merI AsthA? hiMsA ho rahI hai| tuma usameM bhAgIdAra ho| arjuna ko itanA hI to ghoMsalA bana nahIM rahA hai, lekina isakI kahIM bhI AzA nahIM dikhAyI par3A ki kama se kama maiM to alaga ho hI jAUM; jo ho TUTatI, hatAzA nahIM aatii| vaha phira vApasa guphA meM calA gyaa| rahA hai, ho| kama se kama yaha dAga mere upara to na pdd'e| vaha tIna sAla taka kahate haiM, phira usane himmata karake dhyAna kiyaa| thakakara baiTha gyaa| usane kahA, maiM bhAga jaauuN| chor3a dUM sb| kucha na huaa| saba zrama lagA diyA, lekina kucha na huaa| phira kacha sAra nhiiN| itanI mRtya! itanI hiNsaa| milegA kyA? ghabar3Akara eka dina bAhara A gayA aura kahA, aba bahata ho gayA! rAja-siMhAsana para baiTha jAUMgA to kyA hogA? itanI lAzoM ke | phira usa vRkSa ke nIce baiThA thA ki dekhA eka makar3I jAlA buna Upara rAja-siMhAsana rakhA jAegA? nahIM, yaha pratispardhA, yaha rahI hai| gira-gira jAtI hai, jAle kA dhAgA samhalatA nahIM, pratiyogitA mere kAma kI nhiiN| usa ghar3I taiyArI bnii| usa ghar3I phira-phira bunatI hai| phira use khayAla AyA ki Azcarya kI jijJAsA uThI aura yaha jijJAsA kutUhala na thii| yaha aise hI pUcha bAta hai, aisI cIjeM mujhe bAhara Ate hI se dikhAyI par3a jAtI haiN| liyA prazna na thA clte-clte| isake pIche gahare prANa dAMva para abhI makar3I bhI nahIM hArI, maiM kyoM hArUM? eka bAra aura lagAne kI taiyArI thii| tuma abhI arjuna nahIM bane, tumhArI gItA koziza kara luuN| kahate haiM, vaha phira tIna sAla dhyAna kiyaa| paidA nahIM ho sktii| kucha na huaa| bahuta parezAna huaa| aba usane socA, aba to jaba bAhara kI gItA uttara dene lage, kahanA ki mahArAja, he bAhara nikalUMgA patA nahIM phira kucha ho jAe, to aba kI daphe kRSNa mahArAja, tuma bAhara raho! abhI mujhe prazna ko jIne do, | AMkha baMda karake hI cale jAnA hai| aba kucha bhI ho rahA ho abhI arjuna paidA nahIM huA, tuma samaya ke pahale A gye| udhAra | bAhara-makar3I ho ki cir3iyA ho ki kucha bhI ho, paramAtmA koI jo tumane sIkha liyA ho, buddhi meM jo ikaTThA kara liyA ho | bhI izAre de, aba bahuta ho gayA, nau sAla koI thor3A vakta nahIM, kUr3A-karkaTa saba tarapha se baTorakara, use bAhara rakha denaa| sArA jIvana gaMvA diyaa| dhyAna kI prakriyA thothe jJAna se mukta hone kI prakriyA hai| aura vaha AMkha baMda karake bhaagaa| vaha jaise hI pahAr3a se nIce utara 290 2010_03 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai mammmmwww rahA thA, usane dekhA eka kutiyA, usakI pITha sar3a gayI hai, usameM tuma hairAna hooge, ye bAhara se diye gaye uttara haiN| koI tumhArI mAM kIr3e par3a gaye haiM--vaha use dikhAyI pdd'ii| usase na rahA gyaa| ne diyA thA, koI tumhAre pitA ne, koI tumhAre mitra ne, koI baiThA, usake kIr3e alaga kiye, jaba vaha usake ghAva dho rahA thA, tumhArI patnI ne, koI tumhAre zatru ne, koI apanoM ne, koI parAyoM tabhI dhyAna ghttaa| jo nau sAla meM nahIM ghaTA thA, vaha ghttaa| ne| ina sabako ikaTThA kara ke tumane eka ghAsa-phUsa kI jhUThI acAnaka, jaise kucha gahana meM bhItara khIMce liye calA gyaa| pratimA khar3I kara lI hai| aura nizcita hI yaha pratimA pratipala AMkha baMda ho gayIM, vaha bhItara pahuMca gyaa| jisakI talAza thI, ghabar3AyI rahatI hai, kyoMki yaha bilakula jhUThI hai| yaha kabhI bhI vaha rozanI sAmane khar3I hai| jisakI talAza thI, vaha buddhatva gira sakatI hai aura bikhara sakatI hai| isameM koI bala nahIM hai, khilaa| usane kahA, he prabhu! itane dina taka khojatA thA-nau koI prANa nahIM hai| varSa athaka zrama kiye, taba tuma na dikhAyI par3e, taba yaha rozanI na dhyAna kA artha hai, pahale bAhara se bhItara mudd'naa| aura bhItara milI, aba! to kahate haiM usa rozanI se uttara AyA ki maiM to taba jAte vakta tuma pAoge daravAje para ar3A huA taalaa| vaha tAlA bhI tere hI bhItara thA, lekina tere dhyAna kI ceSTA bar3I hai ahaMkAra kaa| ahaMkAra-pUrNa thii| terA ahaMkAra bAdhA bana rahA thaa| isa kutiyA 'jaise pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka vilIna ho jAtA hai, vaise hI ke ghAva dhote vakta eka kSaNa ko terA ahaMkAra maujada na rhaa| jisakA citta nirvikalpa samAdhi meM lIna ho gayA. usake karuNA ho, to ahaMkAra maujUda nahIM rhtaa| prema ho, to ahaMkAra | cirasaMcita zubhAzubha karmoM ko bhasma karanevAlI AtmarUpa agni samApta ho jAtA hai| maiM to sadA se tere pAsa thA-nau mahIne se bhI pragaTa hotI hai|' aura nau sAloM se bhI, nau janmoM se bhI / maiM to bhItara thA hI, maiM 'jaise pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka vilIna ho jAtA hai|' namaka terA svabhAva hUM, lekina tU bhItara nahIM A pAtA thaa| dhyAna bhI kara kI DalI pAnI meM DAlate hI kho jAtI hai| vilIna ho jAtI hai| rahA thA tU, to usameM akar3a thI--maiM pAkara rhuuNgaa| vaha ahaMkAra aise hI jisakA citta nirvikalpa dhyAna meM lIna ho gayA, jisane kI udaghoSaNA thii| | bAhara ko chor3A, bAhara se bane hue pratibiMboM ke ahaMkAra ko bhItara jAnA hai jinheM unheM bAhara kI daur3a chor3anI hai| aura bAhara chor3A, nirvikalpa huA, nizalya huA, apane ekAMta meM ThaharA, kI daur3a kA jo sUkSma sUtra hai-ahaMkAra--vaha bhI tor3anA hai| | tatkSaNa janmoM-janmoM kI cirasaMcita zubha-azubha karmoM kI jo svayaM ko miTAye binA koI dhyAna ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| aura | rAzi hai, vaha vilIna ho jAtI hai| svayaM ko miTAye binA koI svayaM ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| yaha mahAvIra bar3I krAMtikArI ghoSaNA kara rahe haiN| vaha kaha rahe haiM, jisako hamane abhI svayaM samajhA hai, jisako abhI hama kahate janmoM-janmoM kI karma kI zRMkhalA ko miTAne ke lie yaha mata , 'maiM', yaha hamArI AtmA nahIM hai| yaha AtmA hI socanA ki janma-janma lageMge aba zabha karma karane meM, eka-eka hotI, to hama parama AnaMda se bhara gaye hote| yaha ahaMkAra hai| karma ko kATanA pdd'egaa| taba to asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| kyoMki ahaMkAra kA artha hai, yaha hamane bAhara se ikaTThA kiyA hai| hama kitane anaMta kAla se karma karate rhe| agara eka-eka karma kisI skUla meM 'golDa meDala' mila gayA thA, vaha jur3a gyaa| ko kATanA par3e, to anaMta kAla laga jaaegaa| taba to mukti kisI akhabAra meM nAma chapa gayA thA, vaha kATakara ciMdI jor3a asaMbhava hai| lii| koI AdamI ne haMsakara kaha diyA ki tuma bar3e suMdara ho, vaha mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka kSaNa meM bhI ghaTa sakatI hai ghaTanA, tvarA bhI jor3a liyaa| kisI ne kahA ki tuma bar3e tyAgI ho, kisI ne cAhie, tIvratA cAhie; agni kI pragAr3hatA cAhie-eka kSaNa kahA tuma bar3e saccaritra ho, kahIM 'padmazrI' mila gayI, kahIM meM sArA atIta bhasma ho sakatA hai| aura tuma aise tAje ho sakate 'bhArataratna' ho gaye, isa taraha ke saba pAgalapana ikaTThe kara liye, | ho, jaise tuma pahale kSaNa janme, jaise isake pahale tuma kabhI the hI una sabako jor3akara ahaMkAra kI thegar3I banAkara baiTha gaye haiN| nhiiN| tumhArA sArA itihAsa dhyAna kI eka gaharI jhalaka meM tuma jarA kabhI socanA ki 'maiM kauna hUM', to jo bhI uttara AyeM vilIna ho sakatA hai, vidA ho sakatA hai| janmoM-janmoM kI jamI 291 2010_03 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 dhUla tumhAre darpaNa para, havA ke eka jhoMke meM bikhara sakatI hai| dhyAna abhyAsa na rahA, siddhi ho gyii| jaba tumhAre bhItara jhoMkA balazAlI cAhie! nirvicAra rahanA tumhArI sahaja saMpadA ho gayI-tuma jaba cAho dhyAna eka mazAla bne| donoM choroM se jle| taba AMkha baMda karake nirvicAra ho gye| pahale to bar3A kaThina jarmanI kI eka bahuta vicArazIla mahilA roz2A lakjheMbarga hogaa| pahale to ulaTI hAlata ho jaaegii| jaba AMkha baMda kahatI thI ki maiMne eka hI bAta jIvana meM pAyI ki agara tuma karoge, vicAroM kA hamalA hogaa| usase bhI jyAdA-dukAna para apanI mazAla ko donoM tarapha se eka-sAtha jalAo, tvarA se baiThakara jitanA nahIM hotA utanA maMdira meM hotA hai, kabhI khayAla jIo, saghanatA se jIo, to paramAtmA dUra nhiiN| hama DhIle-DhIle kiyA? dukAna para baiThakara kAma meM lage rahate ho, ulajhe rahate ho jIte haiM, susta-susta jIte haiM-kunakune-kunakune-kabhI vaha vicAroM kA koI khAsa hamalA patA nahIM calatA hai| lekina maMdira ghar3I nahIM AtI jahAM hamArA jala vASpIbhUta ho jaae| hama laMbA meM jAkara baiThate ho ki calo ghaDIbhara zAMti se baiTheM, AMkha baMda kI jInA cAhate haiM, gaharA nahIM jInA caahte| hama AzIrvAda dete haiM ki na mAlUma kahAM-kahAM ke vicAra khar3e ho jAte haiN| ki sau sAla jiio| sau sAla jIne se kyA hogA! jaise murde kI saMgata-asaMgata; acche-bure; sArthaka-vyartha; jinase kucha bhI taraha jI rahe ho, aise hajAra sAla bhI jIo to koI sAra nahIM hai| nahIM lenA-denA, ve saba sira uThAne lagate haiN| kyA ho jAtA hai? yaha AzIrvAda bhrAMta hai| yaha AzIrvAda zubha nahIM hai| sau sAla | mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM jaba dhyAna karate haiM, taba jIne se kyA lenA! eka dina bhI jIo, lekina jIo! aise sau vicAra aura jyAdA Ate haiN| isase to binA dhyAna meM kama Ate sAla ghasiTane se kyA hogA? haiN| binA dhyAna meM kama Ate haiM, kyoMki jaba tuma binA dhyAna meM aba eka rAta agara kama jIye, to kama hI sahI ho, taba tumhArA mana kahIM saMlagna hotA hai, kahIM lagA hotA hai| to yahI bahuta hai ki hama mazAleM jalA ke jIye jisa tarapha tuma saMlagna ho, usI sImA se baMdhe hue vicAra, usI isase kyA pharka par3atA hai ki kitanI dera jIye! kitane gahare dizA se baMdhe hue vicAra Ate haiN| jaba tuma dhyAna meM baiThe jIye...! ho-asaMlagna, avyasta-to sabhI dizAoM se vicAra Ate dhyAna rakhanA, bAhara kI tarapha jAnevAlA vyakti mAtrA aura | haiN| taba tuma ghabar3A jAte ho| dhyAna lagatA nhiiN| zurU-zurU meM parimANa para jora dene lagatA hai-sau sAla jiiye| bhItara yaha svAbhAvaki hai| bahuta-se vicAra tumhAre bhItara par3e haiM, jo jAnevAlA vyakti kahatA hai, jIo cAhe eka kSaNa, lekina aisI tumane dabA rakhe haiM, vaha ubhreNge| isalie pahale dhyAna meM recana paripUrNatA se jIo, aisI samagratA se jIo ki usa eka kSaNa meM hogaa| saba kUr3A-kabAr3a utthegaa| jaise varSoM taka kisI ne ghara ko zAzvatatA samAviSTa ho jaae| aura eka kSaNa meM zAzvata buhArA na ho, phira eka dina ghara meM Aye to dhUla uThane lge| dhUla samAviSTa ho jAtA hai| eka choTA-sA kSaNa anaMta kAla bana kI parte kI parte jamI haiN| hAM, bAhara baiThe raho, porca meM, to bhItara sakatA hai| savAla gaharAI kA hai| laMbAI kA nhiiN| saba zAMti hai, koI dhUla nahIM utthtii| bhItara jAo, to dhUla uThatI aisA samajho ki eka AdamI pAnI meM taira rahA hai| aisA tairatA hai| aise hI janmoM-janmoM taka hamane vicAra kI dhUla ko jamane calA jAtA hai eka kinAre se dUsare kinAre, yaha eka DhaMga hai| yaha diyA hai-bhItara gaye nahIM, buhArI lagAyI nhiiN| bhItara kabhI varSA hama sabakA DhaMga hai| sataha para tairane kaa| aura eka AdamI DubakI hone na dI, snAna hone na diyA, aba jaba bhItara jAeMge to lagAtA hai, pAnI meM gahare jAtA hai| gaharAI meM jAnA dhyAna hai, sataha janmoM-janmoM kA kacarA utthegaa| para tairate rahanA saMsAra hai| sataha para tairanevAle rAjanIti meM haiN| isakI saphAI karanI hogii| aura jaba koI saphAI karatA hai, to gahare jAnevAle dharma meN| dhUla bar3e jora se uThatI hai| aise hI dhyAna meM vicAra bar3e jora se 'pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka jaise vilIna ho jAtA hai, aise hI uThate haiN| lekina yaha to saMkramaNa kI bAta hai| saphAI ho jAegI, nirvikalpa samAdhi meN...|' vicAra cale jaaeNge| nirvikalpa samAdhi kA artha hai, jaba dhyAna sadha gyaa| jaba | agara koI vyakti zAMtipUrvaka prayoga karatA jAe, to 292 2010_03 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai dhIre-dhIre-dhIre kucha karanA nahIM hotA, sirpha apane vicAroM ke jisa divasa hama bhUmitala para janma lete haiM sAkSI-bhAva bane rahane se; sAkSI, draSTA bane rahane se; dekhate jhena phakIra kahate haiM ki batAo apanA maulika ceharA-vaha raho-alipta- ThIka hai, vicAra Ate haiM, jAte haiM; dekhate raho, ceharA, jaba tuma paidA nahIM hue the taba tumhArA thaa| vaha ceharA, jaba Ane bhI do, jAne bhI do na roko, na dhakAo; rasa mata lo; tuma mara jAoge taba bhI tumhArA hogA-batAo vaha maulika virasa, udAsI, taTastha; jaise apanA kucha lenA-denA nahIM; aise cehraa| abhI to hama jo cehare rakhe hue haiM, ye saba or3he hue cehare dekhate-dekhate tuma pAoge ki dhIre-dhIre aMtarAla bhI Ane lge| haiN| kucha kSaNa A jAte haiM jaba koI vicAra nahIM hotaa| unhIM aMtarAloM tuma kahAM se A rahe ho, meM pahalI daphA badaliyAM chaMTeMgI, sUraja kI rozanI utregii| unhIM nAma kyA hai? aMtarAloM meM pahalI daphA nirvikalpatA ke thor3e-thor3e anubhava vaha pukArUM, zabda mata mujhako batAo hoMge-choTe-choTe, kSaNabhaMgura-lekina ve kSaNa bahumUlya haiN| jo tumhArA AvaraNa hai| jinhoMne una kSaNoM ko jAna liyA, samajho ki unhoMne svarga kI koI ko hama kahate haiM rAma, kisI ko kRSNa, kisI ko kucha, yAtrA kara lii| thor3I dera ko sahI, lekina kisI aura loka meM | kisI ko kuch| yaha to pukArU nAma hai| tama jaba Aye the, to praveza kara gye| phira kSaNa bar3e hone lagate haiN| dhIre-dhIre vicAroM koI nAma lekara na Aye the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba khAlI, se chuTakArA hotA calA jAtA hai| vicAra dUra hote cale jAte haiN| anAma Aye the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba koI lebila tuma para aura vyakti apane meM lIna hotA calA jAtA hai| isa lInatA ko lagA na thaa| na hiMdU the, na musalamAna the, na jaina the, na IsAI the| kahate haiM, nirviklp| isa sthiti ko kahate haiM, samAdhAna, tuma jaba Aye the, taba na suMdara the, na kurUpa the| tuma jaba Aye smaadhi| aura taba cirasaMcita zubha-azubha karmoM ko bhasma the, na baddha the, na baddhimAna the| tama jaba Aye karanevAlI AtmarUpa agni pragaTa hotI hai| vizeSaNa na lagA thaa| vishessnn-shuuny| tuma kauna the taba? 'jisake rAga-dveSa aura moha nahIM haiM tathA mana-vacana-kAyA | ___ dhyAna meM usakI phira se khoja karanI hai| dhyAna meM phira usa rUpa yogoM kA vyApAra nahIM raha gayA hai, usameM samasta zubhAzubha | jagaha ko chUnA hai, jahAM se saMsAra zurU huA hai, jahAM se samAja karmoM ko jalAnevAlI dhyAnAgni pragaTa hotI hai|' zurU huA; jahAM tumheM nAma diyA gayA, vizeSaNa diye gaye; zikSA dhyAna agni hai| kyoMki jalAtI hai kacare ko| kyoMki jalAtI | dI gayI, saMskAra diye gaye; tumheM eka rUpa, DhAMcA diyA gayA hai vyartha ko, aura asAra ko| dhyAna agni hai, kyoMki jalAtI hai | usa DhAMce ke pAra kauna the tuma? eka dina mRtyu AyegI, yaha deha ahaMkAra ko| dhyAna mRtyu jaisI hai| kyoMki mAratI hai tumheM-tuma china jaaegii| jaba tumhArI citA para jalegI yaha deha, to agni jaise abhI ho, aura janmAtI hai use-jaise tuma hone caahie| isakI phikira na karegI-hiMdU ho, musalamAna ho, jaina ho; tumhAre bhaviSya ko pragaTa karatI hai, tumhAre atIta ko vidA karatI sikkha, IsAI, kauna ho? suMdara ho, kurUpa; strI ho, puruSa, hai| tumheM saMsAra kI pakar3a ke bAhara le jAtI hai aura paramAtmA kI dhanI ho, garIba ho, agni koI ciMtA na karegI, basa bhasmIbhUta hI sImA meM praveza detI hai| dhyAna ke isa dvAra se khoja karanI hai apane kara degii| miTTI tamheM apane meM milA legii| taba tuma kauna asalI svarUpa kii| bacoge? jo tumane isa saMsAra meM jAnA aura mAnA thA, vaha saba to tuma kahAM se A rahe ho, nAma kyA hai? phira china jaaegaa| usa sabake china jAne ke bAda bhI jo baca vaha pukArUM zabda mata mujhako batAo jAtA hai, vahI ho tum| jo tumhArA AvaraNa hai| dhyAna meM hama usI kI khoja karate haiM, jo janma ke pahale thA aura para kaho vaha nAma mRtyu ke bAda bhI hogaa| to dhyAna kA artha huA-kisI bhAMti jisako phUla aura nakSatra ye kahate nahIM ina sArI samAja ke dvArA dI gayI saMskAra kI partoM ko pAra kara ke nAma jo asahAya, mara jAtA usI dina apane svabhAva ko pahacAnanA hai| svabhAva ko pahacAna lenA dhyAna 293 2010 03 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina satra bhAga:2 hai| isalie mahAvIra ne to dharma kI paribhASA hI svabhAva kI hai| jaina hote| agara tuma jaMgala meM pAle gaye hote aura koI tumase vatthU sahAvo dhmm| vastu ke svabhAva ko jAna lenA dharma hai| kahatA nahIM ki tuma suMdara ho ki asuMdara, to tuma kauna hote? tumhArA jo svabhAva hai, usako jAna lenA tumhArA dharma hai| jaina | suMdara hote ki asuMdara hote? koI tumase kahatA nahIM ki buddha ho aura hiMdU aura musalamAna nahIM, tuma kauna ho ise pahacAna lenA | ki buddhimAna, to tuma kauna hote? yaha saba to sikhAvana hai| dharma hai| sikhAvana kI partoM ko tor3akara....to dhyAna hai kudAlI, khoda denA tuma javAnI ho hai sAre saMskAroM ko, pahuMca jAnA hai jalasrota tk| jaise hI tuma ki zaizava jalasrota taka pahuMce ki eka abhinava jagata kA AvirbhAva hotA Apa apanA pATha phira doharA rahA hai? hai| pahalI daphA apane para AMkha par3atI hai| pahalI daphA bharAva jiMdagI ho, AtA hai| pahalI daphA paritRpti, pritoss| yA sunahalA rUpa dhara kara salila kaNa hUM ki pArAvAra hUM maiM mRtyu vicaraNa kara rahI hai? svayaM chAyA, svayaM AdhAra hUM maiM kauna ho tuma? kyA hai tumhArA nAma? kahAM se Ate ho? kahAM baMdhA hUM, svapna haiM, laghu vRtta meM hUM ko jAte ho? to eka to hamAre Upara par3I huI parte haiM, nahIM to vyoma kA vistAra hUM maiM kaMDIzaniMga, sNskaar| ina partoM kI gaharI gaharAI meM kahIM hamArA yaha jo baMdhana hai tumhAre UparasvarUpa daba gayA hai| jaise hIre para miTTI caDha gayI ho| miTTI para baMdhA hai, svapna haiM, laghavatta meM haiM miTTI car3hatI calI gayI ho| hIrA bilakula kho gayA ho| phira | to eka choTI-sI sImA bana gayI hai, bhI kho to nahIM jAtA, miTTI hIre ko miTA to nahIM sakatI, daba nahIM to vyoma kA vistAra hUM maiM jAtA hai| nahIM to AkAza-jaise bar3e ho tum| mahAvIra kahate haiM, AtmA sirpha daba gayI hai| dhyAna se usa dabe salila kaNa hUM ki pArAvAra hUM maiM taka kuAM khodanA hai| apane bhItara sArI partoM ko tor3akara usa svayaM chAyA, svayaM AdhAra hUM maiM jagaha pahuMcanA hai jahAM tor3ane ko kucha bhI na raha jaae| samAnA cAhatI jo bIna ura meM aisA samajho ki jo dUsaroM ne tumheM batAyA hai ki tuma ho, vahI vikala vaha zUnya kI jhaMkAra hUM maiM chor3anA hai, vahI bAdhA hai| svayaM maiM kauna hUM, jAnane ke lie vaha bhaTakatA khojatA hUM jyoti tama meM saba chor3a denA hogA, jo dUsaroM ne tumheM batAyA hai ki tuma ho| sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM dUsaroM ko apanA patA nahIM, tumhArA kyA patA hogA? dUsaroM ko | lekina kaba taka sunoge? jAnoge kaba? tumhArA koI patA nahIM hai| nAma de diyA hai, kyoMki nAma ke binA sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM kAma nahIM cltaa| koI nAma to caahie| to eka lebila lagA sunA hai ki paramAtmA huuN| sunA hai ki AtmA huuN| sunA hai ki diyA hai| suvidhA ho gyii| pukArane meM vyavasthA ho gyii| mokSa mere bhItara basA haiciTThI-patrI likhane ke lie AsAnI ho gyii| eka sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM patA-ThikAnA banA liyA hai| yaha saba kRtrima hai| yaha svabhAva jAnoge kaba? dhyAna jAnane kI prakriyA hai| nahIM hai| agara tuma jaMgala meM rakhe gaye hote aura kisI ne tumhArA | lavaNa vva salilajoe, jhANe cittaM vilIyae jss| | nAma na pukArA hotA, to tumhAre pAsa koI nAma hotA? tumhAre | tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, appAaNalo pyaasei|| pAsa koI nAma na hotaa| agara tuma jaMgala meM pAle gaye hote aura | 'jaise namaka gala jAe, aise dhyAna kI agni meM saba atIta kisI ne tumheM batAyA na hotA ki tuma hiMdU ho, ki musalamAna, ki karma jala jAte haiN|' jaina, to tuma kauna hote? na tuma hiMdU hote, na musalamAna hote, na jassa na vijjadi rAgo, doso moho va jogprikkmo| 294] | Jair Education International 2010_03 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RSHA tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai tassa suhAsahaDahaNo, jhANamao jAyae aggii|| mana-mana kA artha hai, sUkSma taraMgeM, jo abhI vicAra bhI nahIM 'aura usa Aga meM samasta zubha-azubha karmoM kA vinAza ho bniiN| jisako phrAyaDa anakAMzasa kahatA hai| jisako phrAyaDa jAtA hai| jahAM na rAga bacate haiM, na dveSa bacate haiM, / kAMzasa mAiMDa kahatA hai, usako mahAvIra vacana kahate haiN| mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA vyApAra nahIM bctaa|' jo tumhAre bhItara vicAra ke tala para A gayA, pragaTa ho gayA, isako khayAla meM le lenA, yaha dhyAna kI anivArya zarta hai| vaha vicaar-vcn| aura jo abhI apragaTa hai, pragaTa hone ke 'mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa vyApAra kA na raha jaanaa|' rAste para hai, abhI taiyAra ho rahA hai, abhI garbha meM chipA hai-vaha yaha mahAvIra ke dhyAna kI paddhati kA anivArya hissA hai| | mn| sabase jyAdA pragaTa zarIra hai, usase kama pragaTa vicAra hai, dhyAna kI bahuta paddhatiyAM haiN| mahAvIra kI apanI viziSTa paddhati usase bhI kama pragaTa mana hai| kramazaH sthUla se sUkSma kI tarapha hai| usakA pahalA sUtra hai: mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA calanA aura eka-eka ko thira karate jaanaa| jaba ina tInoM kA vyApAra nahIM raha jaae| | vyApAra nahIM raha jAtA, to jo ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, usakA nAma jaba tuma dhyAna karane baiTho, to pahalI cIja mahAvIra kahate haiM: dhyaan| 'rAga aura dveSa aura moha nhiiN|' rAga, dveSa, moha bAhara zarIra thira ho, kaMpe n| isake pIche bar3A vijJAna hai| kyoMki kI yAtrA para haiN| bhItara to tuma akele ho, kisase karo rAga? zarIra aura mana jur3e haiN| jaba zarIra kaMpatA hai, to mana bhI kaMpatA kisase karo dveSa? kisase karo moha ? bhItara to tumhAre hai| jaba mana kaMpatA hai, to zarIra bhI kaMpatA hai| tumane dekhA, jaba atirikta koI bhI nhiiN| to apane Apa rAga, dveSa, moha kSINa ho krodha se bhara jAte ho, to hAtha-paira kaMpane lagate haiN| mana kaMpA, jAte haiN| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM na tumhArA koI apanA hotA hai, na zarIra kNpaa| jaba tuma bhaya se bhara jAte ho, to hAtha-paira kaMpita parAyA hotA hai| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM na tumhArA koI parigraha hotA hone lagate haiN| mana kaMpA, zarIra kNpaa| jaba tumhArA zarIra rugNa hai| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM tumhArI koI mAlakiyata nahIM raha jAtI hai| hotA hai, kaMpatA hai, to mana bhI dIna-hIna ho jAtA hai| to mana bhI aura majA yahI hai ki dhyAna kI ghar3I meM tuma pahalI daphA mAlika sAhasa kho detA hai, AtmavizvAsa kho detA hai, hInagraMthi se bhara hote ho| mAlakiyata koI bhI nahIM raha jAtI, sAmrAjya saba kho jAtA hai| zarIra aura mana eka-dUsare para niraMtara kriyA-pratikriyA jAtA hai aura tuma samrATa hote ho| karate haiN| zarIra svastha hotA hai, to mana bhI svastha hotA hai| mana | svAmI rAmatIrtha apane ko bAdazAha kahA karate the| pAsa kucha svastha hotA hai, to zarIra bhI svastha hotA hai| thA nhiiN| jaba amarIkA gaye, to vahAM bhI vaha apane ko bAdazAha vaijJAnika to kahate haiM ki mana aura zarIra do cIjeM nahIM haiM, eka hI kahate the| kahate haiM amarIkI presIDeMTa unako milA thA to hI cIja ke do pahalU haiN| aura ThIka kahate haiN| pazcima meM to usane pUchA, aura saba to ThIka hai, lekina ApakI bAdazAhata vijJAna ne zarIra aura mana aisA kahanA hI baMda kara diyA, unhoMne | samajha meM nahIM aatii| laMgoTI ko chor3akara Apake pAsa kucha bhI eka hI zabda banA liyAH mnoshriir| do kahanA ThIka nahIM. eka | nahIM, Apa kaise bAdazAha! rAma to bolate the to bhI vaha kahate ki 'bAdazAha rAma' aisA kahatA hai| unhoMne kitAba likhI : mahAvIra ko yaha pratIti sApha rahI hogii| isalie pahalI bAta | 'bAdazAha rAma ke chaha hukmnaame|' rAma haMsane lge| unhoMne vaha kahate haiM-jaba dhyAna meM baiTho, to zarIra ko bilakula thira | kahA ki isIlie to maiM bAdazAha hUM ki mere pAsa kucha bhI nhiiN| kara lo| kabhI koziza krnaa| jaise-jaise zarIra thira hogA, | jinake pAsa kucha hai, unheM ciMtA hotI hai| jinake pAsa kucha hai, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge mana bhI zAMta hone lgaa| phira isake bAda | unheM phikra hotI hai| jinake pAsa kucha hai, vaha usa kucha ke gulAma vacana ko thira krnaa| vicAra ko| zarIra ko pahale, kyoMki vaha hote haiN| maiM bAdazAha isIlie to hUM ki maiM kisI kA gulAma nahIM, saba se sthUla hai| phira vicAra kI taraMgoM ko dhIre-dhIre zAMta | mere pAsa kucha bhI nhiiN| patA nahIM amarIkI pre krnaa| kahanA, zAMta ho jaao| phira jaba mana-kAyA aura | AyI yaha bAta, yA nahIM aayii| zAyada hI AyI ho! kyoMki vacana, tInoM zAMta hone lageM-pahale kAyA, phira vacana, phira rAjanItijJa ko dharma kI bAta zAyada hI samajha meM aaye| hI hai| 295 2010_03 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ w jina sUtra bhAga : 2 dharma aura rAjanIti viparIta dizAeM haiN| rAjadhAnI kI tarapha kA cheda choTA hai, dhAgA patalA hai| magara agara ceSTA jArI rahe, to jAnA ho to tIrtha kabhI na pahuMca skoge| tIrtha jAnA ho, to Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM dhAgA piroyA jA sakatA hai| rAjadhAnI kI tarapha pITha kara lenaa| kaThina hogA, asaMbhava nhiiN| dharma aura rAjanIti viparIta haiN| eka daphA pApI bhI pahaMca | aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, jisa saI meM dhAgA piro liyA gayA, vaha svarga, rAjanItijJa-saMdigdha hai bAta! | gira bhI jAe to khotI nhiiN| aura jisa suI meM dhAgA nahIM piroyA ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka daphA svarga ke dvAra para do AdamI sAtha-sAtha hai, vaha agara gira jAe to kho jAtI hai| pahuMce-eka phakIra aura eka raajniitijny| dvAra khulA, phakIra yaha dhyAna kA dhAgA tumhAre prANa kI saI meM ponA hI hai| ise | ko to bAhara roka diyA dvArapAla ne, rAjanItijJa ko bar3e baiMDabAje DAlanA hI hai| yaha dhyAna kA sUtra hI tumheM bhaTakane se bcaayegaa| bajAkara bhItara liyaa| bar3e phalahAra, svaagtdvaar| phakIra bar3A | tuma gira bhI jAoge, to bhI khooge nahIM: vApisa uTha ciMtita huaa| usane kahA yaha to hadda ho gayI anyAya kI! vahAM aaoge| yaha kaThina to bahuta hai| jo tumase kahate haiM, sarala hai, bhI yahI AdamI jamIna para bhI hAra letA rahA, hama socate the ki | ve tumheM dhokhA dete haiN| jo tumase kahate haiM, sarala hai, ve tumhArA kama se kama svarga meM to hameM svAgata milegA, sAMtvanA thI, vaha bhI zoSaNa karate haiN| yaha sarala to nizcita nahIM hai, yaha kaThina to hai gyii| yahAM bhI isa AdamI ko phira aMdara pahale liyA gayA, mujhe hI, lekina kaThinAI dhyAna ke kAraNa nahIM hai, kaThinAI tumhAre kahA ki ruko baahr| yaha kaisA svarga hai! yahAM bhI rAjanItijJa hI | kAraNa hai| calA jA rahA hai! bar3e phUla barasAye, dudubhI bjii| dhyAna apane Apa meM to bar3A sarala hai, sIdhI-sI bAta hai| saba jaba saba zoragula baMda ho gayA, taba phira dvAra khulA aura thira ho jAe, zAMta ho jAe, dhyAna ghaTa jAtA hai| lekina tumane dvArapAla ne kahA, aba Apa...Apa bhI bhItara A jaaeN| usane kaMpane kA itanA abhyAsa kiyA hai ki thor3A abhyAsa akaMpana kA socA ki zAyada mere lie bhI koI iMtajAma hogA, lekina vahAM bhI karanA hogaa| tumane mana calAne ke lie itanI spardhA kI hai koI nahIM thA; na baiMDa, na baajaa| vaha thor3A cakita huaa| usane aba taka, sArA zikSaNa, sArA saMskAra mana ko hI calAne kA hai| kahA, kSamA kareM, lekina yaha mAmalA kyA hai? hama jiMdagIbhara tumane mana ko to khUba sIkhA hai, dhyAna ko sIkhA nahIM, basa yahI paramAtmA kI pUjA aura prArthanA meM lage rahe, aura yaha svAgata! ar3acana hai| tumhArA sArA jIvana-vyApAra mana se calA hai| aura aura yaha AdamI kabhI bhUlakara bhI paramAtmA kA nAma na liyA! | dhyAna ke lie to koI jIvana meM jagaha nahIM hai| isalie tama bhUla to usa dvArapAla ne kahA, tuma samajhe nhiiN| tumhAre jaise phakIra to gye| tumhArI dhyAna kI kSamatA jaMga khA gayI hai| basa utanI hI sadA se Ate rahe, rAjanItijJa pahalI daphA AyA hai| aura phira kaThinAI hai| jisa dina dhyAna denA zurU karoge, jaMga thor3I sApha sadiyAM bIta jAeMgI phira zAyada kabhI Aye! vaha to AtA hI karoge, phira nikhara AyegA tumhArA svbhaav| nahIM. idhara kabhI Ane kA maukA hI nahIM miltaa| | vaha dhyAna, vaha dhyAtA Asana bAMdhakara aura mana-vacanabAhara kA jagata hai, vahAM rAga hai, dveSa hai, spardhA hai| moha hai| kAyA ke vyApAra ko rokakara daSTi ko nAsAgra para sthira karake mitra haiM, zatru haiN| bhItara ke jagata meM tuma bilakula akele ho| maMda-maMda zvAsocchavAsa le|' zuddha ekAMta hai| usa zuddha ekAMta meM rAga-dveSa kho jAte haiN| moha pahale zarIra ko thira kara liyA, phira mana-vacana-kAyA ko kho jaataa| lekina tumheM ye zarte pUrI karanI par3eM-kAyA, vacana, thira kiyA, phira zAMta thira Asana meM baiThe hue dRSTi nAsAgra para mn| ina tInoM ko thira karanA pdd'e| isa ceSTA meM laga jaao| rkhii| isakA upayoga hai| sirpha itanA hI upayoga hai, vaha khayAla yaha ceSTA zarU meM bar3I kaThina hotI hai| aise jaise AMkheM kamajora lenaa| agara tama AMkha kholakara baiTho dhyAna meM-parI AMkha hoM aura koI AdamI suI meM dhAgA DAla rahA ho| basa aisI hI kholakara baiTho-to hajAra vyavadhAna hoNge| koI nikalA, koI kaThinAI hai| AMkheM hamArI kamajora haiN| dRSTi hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, gayA, pakSI ur3A, sar3aka se koI gujarA--kucha na kucha hotA hAtha kaMpate haiN| suI meM dhAgA DAla rahe haiM, kaMpa-kaMpa jAtA hai| suI | rhegaa| to AMkha para jaba dRzya badalate rahate haiM, to unakI vajaha 1296 2010_03 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai se bhItara citta para kaMpana hote haiN| to hama socate haiM, phira behatara hai mana ke vega zvAsa ko prabhAvita karate haiN| isase ulaTA bhI saca AMkha baMda kara leN| lekina AMkha tumane baMda kI ki tumhAre AMkha hai| zvAsa kA parivartana mana ko prabhAvita karatA hai| tuma kabhI baMda karane ke sAtha sapane zurU ho jAte haiN| tumane jaba bhI AMkha | koziza karake dekho| krodha A jAe, taba tuma dhIre-dhIre zvAsa baMda kI hai, to basa jaba tuma sone gaye ho tabhI baMda kI hai| aura to lekara krodha karane kI koziza karo, tuma bar3I muzkila meM par3a tuma kabhI AMkha baMda karate nhiiN| to aisosiezana, eka saMbaMdha jaaoge| tuma pAoge, agara zvAsa dhImI lete ho, krodha nahIM bana gayA hai| AMkha baMda karate hI sapane zurU ho jAte haiN| tuma baiTho hotaa| agara krodha hotA hai, to zvAsa dhImI nahIM rhtii| tuma kursI para ArAma se AMkha baMda karake, thor3I dera meM tuma pAoge, kabhI bilakula zvAsa dhImI lekara saMbhoga meM utarane kI koziza divAsvapna zurU ho gyaa| jAge ho aura sapanA dekha rahe ho| kro| muzkila par3a jaaegii| kAmaUrjA uThatI na mAlUma par3egI, to cAhe vAstavika jagata meM parivartana ho rahe hoM, to bhI tumhAre kyoMki zvAsa kI coTa caahie| zvAsa kA tApa caahie| bhItara kaMpana hotA hai; AMkha baMda karake sapane dekho, to bhI kaMpana| kAmavAsanA meM utaranA to eka taraha kA bukhAra hai| jaba taka hogaa| kyoMki dRzya phira upasthita ho gye| ina donoM se bacane ke zvAsa jora se tApa paidA na kare, AksIjana jarUrata se jyAdA lie sabhI dhyAniyoM ne nAsAgra-daSTi para jora diyA hai| to madhya | zarIra meM na dauDe. taba taka zarIra kI UrjA bAhara phiMkane ko rAjI meM ThaharA lo| na to AMkha kholakara dekho ki bAhara vastuoM kA nahIM hotii| usako to pheMkane ke lie bhItara se dhakke cAhie jagata dikhAyI par3e, na AMkha baMda karake dekho, nahIM to sapane kA | zvAsa ke| AdamI kI zvAsa usake mana ko thira karatI hai, yA jagata dikhAyI pdd'egaa| tuma nAka ke noka para apanI AMkha ko athira karatI hai| rokakara baiTha jaao| AdhI khulI AMkha sapane ko bhI kaThinAI to mahAvIra ThIka kaha rahe haiM, nAsikAgra-dRSTi ho, aura zvAsa hogI, AdhI khula AMkha bAhara kI cIjeM bhI dikhAyI nahIM pdd'eNgii| | dhImI-dhImI, AnaMda-pUrNa, maMda-maMda, maMda-maMda shvaasocchvaas| dhIre-dhIre jaba abhyAsa saghana ho jAe, jaba nAsAgra-dRSTi meM kyoMki dhyAna kI avasthA to ThIka saMbhoga se ulaTI avasthA hai| citta thira hone lage, rasa bahane lage, sukha kI pulaka uThane lage, dhyAna kI avasthA to krodha se ulaTI avasthA hai| dhyAna kI taba tuma AMkha baMda karake bhI kara sakate ho| phira sapanA nahIM avasthA to daur3ane se ulaTI avasthA hai| daur3ane meM zvAsa teja ho aayegaa| aura jaba AMkha baMda karane meM sapanA na Aye, to phira jAtI hai, aura dhyAna kI avasthA to thira honA hai, daur3anA tuma khalI AMkha se bhI dhyAna kara sakate ho| phira bAhara loga bilakala baMda karanA hai| zarIra ko jarA kaMpane bhI nahIM denA hai, to calate raheM, phirate raheM, ghaTanAeM ghaTatI raheM, tumhAre bhItara koI zvAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI to aisA hogA, dhyAna aMtara na pdd'egaa| lekina prathama jo zizu kI bhAMti praviSTa ho rahA | karate-karate tuma Dara bhI jAoge ki kahIM zvAsa ruka to nahIM hai dhyAna ke jagata meM, usake lie nAsAgra-dRSTi bar3I upayogI hai| gayI! ghabar3AnA mt| ve bar3e kImatI kSaNa haiM, jaba tumheM aisA 'aura maMda-maMda zvAsocchavAsa le|' khayAla kiyA tumane lagatA hai, zvAsa ruka to nahIM gayI! tuma dhyAna ke karIba A rahe, kabhI ki tumhArI zvAsa tumhAre citta kI dazAoM se baMdhI hai| jaba ghara ke karIba A rhe| usa vakta cauMkakara ghabar3A mata jAnA, nahIM tuma krodhita hote ho, zvAsa Ubar3a-khAbar3a ho jAtI hai| jaise aise to ghabar3Ate se hI zvAsa kA chaMda phira TUTa jaaegaa| jaba aisA rAste para cala rahe ho-kacce rAste pr| nIcI-UMcI ho jAtI lagane lage ki zvAsa ruka rahI hai, bar3e AnaMdita honA, bar3e hai, gati TUTa jAtI hai| laya bhaMga ho jAtA hai| chaMda bikhara jAtA anugRhIta honaa| kahanA, he prabhu, dhanyavAda! to ghara karIba A hai| jaba tuma prasanna ho, taba khayAla kiyA, zvAsa meM eka laya rahA hai! hotI hai| eka saMgIta hotA hai| jaba tuma kAmavAsanA se bharate ho, jaba koI bilakula gahare dhyAna meM pahuMca jAtA hai, to zvAsa taba khayAla kiyA, zvAsa vikSipta ho jAtI hai| bar3e jora se nAmamAtra ko raha jAtI hai| patA hI nahIM calatA ki cala rahI hai yA calane lagatI hai| jaba tumhArA citta bilakula kAmavAsanA se nahIM cala rahI hai| kyoMki aba koI bhI gati nahIM ho rahI, to | mukta hotA hai, taba zvAsa bar3I zAMta, dhImI, thira ho jAtI hai| zvAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| saba gati 297 2010_03 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 NA zvAsa kI jarUrata hai, jitane se zarIra aura AtmA kA dhAgA jur3A parama jIvana kA dvAra khulatA hai| rahatA hai, bs| vaha bar3I dhImI hai| isIlie yogI cAhate haiM to | 'apane pUrvakRta bure AcaraNa kI gardA kare, saba prANiyoM se jamIna ke nIce mahInoM taka ruka jAte haiN| camatkAra kucha bhI nahIM kSamA-bhAva cAhe, pramAda ko dUra kare aura citta ko nizcala karake hai| sirpha maMda-maMda zvAsa lene kI kalA hai| AksIjana kI taba taka dhyAna kare jaba taka pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN|' jarUrata itanI kama kara lete haiM ki usa choTI-sI guhA meM jamIna ke | to dhyAna koI sadA karane ke lie nahIM hai| dhyAna auSadhi hai| bhItara jitanI AksIjana hai, vaha mahIne-bhara taka kAma de detI hai| bImArI jaba calI gayI, to dhyAna ko bhI chor3a denaa| jaba taka hamArI AksIjana kI jarUrata bahuta jyAdA hai| kyoMki zvAsa bImArI hai, taba taka auSadhi hai| jaba dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hama bahuta le rahe haiN| zarIra meM hajAra taraha kI kriyAeM cala rahI haiN| | raha jAtI, tabhI samAdhi phalatI hai| jo yogI jamIna ke bhItara baiThatA hai, vaha jo mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM samAdhi kA artha hai, AtmA kA svaasthy| mila gayA, vaapis| yahI karatA hai| zarIra ko thira, vacana ko thira, mana ko thira, kAMTA cubhA thA, dUsare kAMTe se nikAla diyA, phira donoM kAMTe pheMka nAsAgra-dRSTi aura zvAsa ko dhIre-dhIre maMda karatA jAtA hai| phira diye| vicAra kA kAMTA cubhA hai, dhyAna ke kAMTe se nikAla lenA eka aisI ghar3I A jAtI hai ki zvAsa karIba-karIba ruka jAtI hai| phira donoM kAMTe pheMka dene haiN| to dhyAna koI sadA nahIM karate hai| usa karIba-karIba zvAsa rukI hAlata meM yogI mahInoM taka bhI rahanA hai| dhyAna to sIr3hI hai| auSadhi hai| upAya kara liyA, kAma choTI-sI jagaha meM raha sakatA hai| usa jagaha meM jitanI havA hai, pUrA ho gayA, dhyAna bhI gyaa| utanI paryApta hai| | to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba taka pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN| tamheM patA hogA. meDhaka varSA ke bAda jamIna meM chipa jAte haiM aura jaba taka tumheM atIta kA sArA kacarA samApta hotA huA na zvAsa baMda kara lete haiN| vaijJAnika bahuta cakita rahe haiN| sAiberiyA dikhAyI pdd'e| jaba tumheM aisA dikhAyI par3e ki atIta saba samApta meM jo sapheda bhAla hote haiM, ve bhI chaha mahIne jaba aMdherA ho jAtA ho gayA, jaise maiM kabhI thA hI nahIM, saba atIta poMcha DAlA; jaba hai sAiberiyA meM chaha mahIne sUraja hotA hai, chaha mahIne tuma itane naye ho gaye jaise subaha hI osa, jaise tuma abhI-abhI rAta--to rAta ke samaya meM ve saba barpha meM sokara par3a jAte haiM, paidA hue; jaba tuma itane naye aura tAje ho gaye, to phira dhyAna kI zvAsa baMda kara lete haiN| marate nhiiN| chaha mahIne! isako vijJAna koI jarUrata nhiiN| aba tuma samAdhi meM jI sakate ho| aba kahatA hai-haaibrneshn| tumhArA uThanA, baiThanA, calanA, saba samAdhi hai| yogiyoM ne yaha kalA bahata pahale khoja lI, ki jaba meDhaka kara apane parvakRta bare AcaraNa kI gardA kre| saba prANiyoM se sakatA hai, rIcha kara sakate haiM, bhAlU kara sakate haiM, to AdamI kyoM kSamAbhAva caahe...|' nahIM kara sakatA? kyoMki zarIra kA zAstra to eka hI jaisA hai| yaha saba bAteM dhyAna meM sahayogI haiN| inase sahAyatA milegii| agara saba thira ho jAe, to prANavAyu kI jarUrata kama ho jAtI jo burA kiyA hai atIta meM, aba dubArA na kruuNgaa| jo burA hai| isalie dhyAna meM agara kabhI tumheM aisA ho ki zvAsa thira ho kiyA, vaha burA thaa| tumane khayAla kiyA, Amataura se hama burA jAe, to ghabar3A mata jaanaa| ghabar3Ane se to bAhara phiMka jaaoge| kara lete haiM, hama jAnate bhI haiM ki burA ho gayA, to bhI hama bar3I muzkila se jo pAyA thA, kho jaaegaa| taba to aura bhI rAjI rezanalAiz2ezana karate haiN| hama hajAra tarka juTAte haiM, hama kahate haiM ho jAnA, aura bhI zvAsa ko kaha denA ki tU bilakula vidA hojA vaha majabUrI thii| yA isake atirikta kucha ho hI nahIM sakatA to bhI ThIka, agara mRtyu bhI AtI mAlUma par3e to kahanA ki ThIka thaa| anyathA koI mArga hI na thaa| yA hama siddha karane kI hai, maiM marane ko rAjI huuN| kyoMki dhyAna meM mara jAne se bar3A aura koziza karate haiM ki hamane jo kiyA, ThIka hI kiyaa| AdamI saubhAgya kyaa| maranA to hogA hii| lekina jo dhyAna meM mara gayA, bar3e tarka jaTAtA hai, galata ko bhI sahI siddha karane ke lie| usase bar3A saubhAgya koI bhI nahIM hai| jIvana se bar3A saubhAgya hai | lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, agara tuma galata ko sahI siddha karane dhyAna meM mara jaanaa| magara koI maratA nahIM, dhyAna ke kSaNa meM to kI koziza meM lage ho, to eka bAta pakkI hai, dhyAna meM kabhI na 298 2010_03 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai pahuMca skoge| galata ko galata mAna lenA, svIkAra kara lenA, | havA ke sarda jhoMke kalba para khaMjara calAte haiM kSamA mAMga lenA, kyoMki galata ko galata kI taraha jAnate hI phira | aura hRdaya pratipala kSINa ho rahA hai, jaise ki havA kA hara jhoMkA usake dubArA doharane kA kAraNa nahIM raha jaataa| | churI calA rahA ho| pratipala hama mara rahe haiN| eka ghar3I gayI, eka 'apane pUrvakRta bure AcaraNa kI gardA kare, saba prANiyoM se ghar3I jiMdagI gyii| eka ghar3I gayI, eka ghar3I mauta karIba aayii| kSamAbhAva caahe|' saba prANiyoM se| mahAvIra kahate haiM, isakI | | gujaztA isaratoM ke khvAba AInA dikhAte haiM phikara na kare ki kisake sAtha maiMne burA kiyA, kSamA hI mAMganI hai aura iMdriyoM kI kAmavAsanA hai, sukhabhoga kI AkAMkSAeM haiM, ve to isameM kyA kaMjUsI! isake pIche bar3A rAja hai| kyoMki mahAvIra naye-naye sapane bune rahI haiN| idhara jIvana hAtha se jA rahA, udhara kahate haiM, hama itane janmoM se isa pRthvI para haiM ki karIba-karIba vAsanA sapane buna rahI hai| idhara mauta pAsa A rahI hai, udhara | hama sabhI ke sAtha burA-bhalA kara cuke hoNge| itanI laMbI yAtrA hai vAsanA khIMce calI jAtI hai| vaha kahatI hai, Aja kI rAta aura! | ki hama karIba-karIba sabhI se mila cuke hoNge| asaMbhava hai yaha gujaztA isaratoM ke khvAba AInA dikhAte haiM bAta ki koI bhI aisA pRthvI para ho jisase kisI janma meM, kisI magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM mArga para, kisI caurAhe para milanA na huA ho| to mahAvIra kahate jamIM cIM-bara-jabIM hai AsamAM takharIba para mAila haiM, itanA laMbA atIta hai, tuma kahAM hisAba karoge kisase kSamA raphIkAne-saphara meM koI bismila hai koI ghAyala mAMgeM, kisase na mAMgeM! aura phira kSamA hI mAMganI hai, to isameM taAkuba meM luTere haiM, caTTAneM rAha meM hAila kyA hisAba-kitAba rakhanA! sabhI se kSamA mAMga lenaa| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM 'sabhI prANiyoM se kSamAbhAva caahe| pramAda ko dUra kre|' taMdrA bar3I caTTAneM haiN| bar3I bAdhAeM haiN| hajAra taraha ke upadrava haiN| ko todd'e| nidrA ko tor3e, Alasya ko chodd'e| kyoMki jitane hI koI hatyArA hai, koI ghAyala hai, koI dukhI hai, koI dukhI kara rahA tuma tejasvI banoge, jAgarUka banoge, utanI jaldI ghara karIba hai| ina sabase, ina sabake bIca se AsamAna nArAja mAlUma par3atA AyegA, utanI jaldI maMjila karIba aayegii| nIMda-nIMda meM | hai, jamIna kruddha mAlUma par3atI hai, aisA lagatA hai hama ajanabI haiM lathar3Ate-lathar3Ate, kisI taraha calate-calate tuma maMjila taka aura hara cIja hamArI duzmana hai| phira bhI AdamI ko bar3hate hI pahuMca na paaoge| tuma kahIM bIca meM mArga para so jaaoge| jAnA hai| 'aura citta ko nizcala karake taba taka dhyAna kare jaba taka | cirAge-daira phAnUse-harama kaMdIle-rahabAnI pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN|' saMgharSa hai| hajAra bAdhAeM haiN| mana | ye saba haiM muddatoM se beniyAje-nUre-irphAnI ke purAne tarka haiN| purAnI AdateM haiN| saMskAra haiN| galata ko ThIka | na nAkUse birahamana hai, na AhaMge-hudI-khvAnI karane kI ceSTA ahaMkAra kI ceSTA hai| dUsarA ThIka bhI kare, to | magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM hama galata mAnane ko tatpara rahate haiN| khuda galata bhI kareM to ThIka aura isa sabase bhI Upara aura eka muzkila khar3I ho gayI hai| siddha karane kA upAya karate haiN| ye saba upadrava haiN| ina saba cirAge-daira phAnUse-harama kaMdIle-rahabAnI upadravoM ko pAra kara ke hI koI dhyAna taka pahuMcatA hai| maMdira kA dIpaka kabhI kA bujha gyaa| kAbe kA phAnUsa murdA hai| phajA meM mauta ke tArIka sAye tharatharAte haiM usameM koI jyoti nhiiN| havA ke sarda jhoMke kalba para khaMjara calAte haiM cirAge-daira phAnUse-harama kaMdIle-rahabAnI gujaztA isaratoM ke qhvAba AInA dikhAte haiM giraje kI momabattI meM koI rozanI nahIM rhii| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM ye saba haiM muddatoM se beniyAje-nUre-irphAnI phajA meM mauta ke tArIka sAye tharatharAte haiM na-mAlUma kitanI sadiyoM se inake sAtha paramAtmA kA saMbaMdha havA meM saba tarapha mauta kI aMdherI chAyA hai| pratikSaNa mauta A chUTa gayA hai| paramAtmA kA nUra aba inameM jhalakatA nhiiN| sakatI hai, kisI bhI kSaNa mauta A sakatI hai| na nAkUse birahamana hai 2010_03 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 na to brAhmaNa ke zaMkhanAda kI AvAja jagAne ko hai| dhyAna jisakA sadha gayA, himAlaya sadha gayA bhiitr| tuma na AhaMge-hudI-khvAnI gaurIzaMkara para virAjamAna ho gaye bhiitr| phira tuma bIca bAjAra meM aura na kurAna kA pATha hai| na subaha par3hanevAlI ajAna hai| koI baiThe raho, to aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| jisakA dhyAna sadha gayA, use jagAne ko nhiiN| nIMda ke hajAra upAya haiN| jagAnevAle khuda gahare phira koI vighna na rahA, koI bAdhA na rhii| dhyAna bar3I se bar3I soye haiN| saMpadA hai| zAMti kA, AnaMda kA ekamAtra AdhAra hai| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA huuN| tuma dUsare ke dvArA jaldI hI parezAna ho jAte ho| kyoMki caina lekina dhyAnI ko ina sArI kaThinAiyoM ko pAra karake bar3hate hI se hone kA pATha tumane sIkhA nhiiN| dUsarA tumheM jaldI hI kSubdha jAnA hai| kaThinAiyoM ko bahAnA mata bnaanaa| yaha mata kahanA, kara detA hai| hAlAMki tuma kahate ho, yaha AdamI jimmevAra hai| hama isa vajaha se na kara ske| | isane gAlI dI, isalie maiM kruddha ho gyaa| asalI bAta dUsarI mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kyA kareM, samaya nahIM hai| hai| tumhAre pAsa dhyAna nahIM hai, isalie isakI gAlI kAma kara dhyAna kaba kareM? ye ve hI loga haiM, jo sinemA meM bhI baiThe haiN| ye ve gyii| tumhAre pAsa dhyAna hotA, isakI gAlI kitanI hI Aga se hI loga haiM, jo hoTala meM bhI dikhAyI par3ate haiN| ye ve hI loga haiM, bharI AtI, tumhAre pAsa Akara bujha jaatii| aMgArA nadI meM jo sabaha roja akhabAra bar3I tallInatA se par3hate haiN| ye ve hI pheMkakara dekho| jaba taka nadI ko nahIM chatA, taba taka aMgArA hai| loga haiM jo reDiyo bhI sunate haiM, Telivijana bhI dekhate haiN| ye ve hI jaise hI nadI ko chuA ki rAkha huaa| loga haiM, jo tAza bhI khelate haiN| aura jaba tAza khelate mila jAte tumhAre bhItara dhyAna kI saritA ho, to na gAliyAM cubhatI na haiM, to kahate haiM, kyA kareM, samaya kATa rahe haiN| aura inase kaho | krodha, na apamAna, na sammAna, na saphalatA na asaphalatA, na yaza dhyAna, to kahate haiM samaya nahIM hai| aura inheM khayAla bhI nahIM | na apayaza, kucha bhI nahIM chtaa| bhItara dhyAna ho, to mahAvIra AtA ki ye kyA kaha rahe haiM! ye kaisA bahAnA kara rahe haiM! kaho | kahate haiM, tuma pahAr3a para raho ki bhare bAjAra meM, saba barAbara hai| ki dhyAna, to vaha kahate haiM, abhI to bahuta saMsAra meM ulajhaneM haiN| roma-roma meM naMdana pulakita, saMsAra kI ulajhaneM kaba kama hoMgI? kabhI kama huI haiM? bar3hatI hI sAMsa-sAMsa meM jIvana zata-zata jAtI haiN| inase kaho dhyAna, to tatkSaNa koI tarakIba nikAlate svapna-svapna meM vizva aparicita haiN| tarakIba kevala itanA hI batAtI hai ki inheM abhI patA hI nahIM | mujhameM nita banate-miTate priya! ki ye kyA gaMvA rahe haiN| muzkila to yaha hai, viDaMbanA yaha hai ki | svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! patA ho bhI kaise| yaha to pAkara hI patA calatA hai ki kyA gaMvA svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! rahe the| yaha to dhyAna jisa dina lagegA, usa dina patA calatA hai | jisake bhItara dhyAna kI kImiyA paidA ho gayI, vaha apane svarga ki are, hama kisa cIja ke lie samaya nahIM pA rahe the| taba patA | ko khuda hI nirmita karane lagatA hai| vaha miTTI chU detA hai, sonA ho calatA hai ki saba samaya isI para lagA diyA hotA to acchA thaa| | jAtI hai| tuma sonA chao, miTTI ho jAtA hai| tuma pyAre se pyAre kyoMki jo dhyAna meM gayA samaya, vahI bacA huA siddha hotA hai| | AdamI ko mila jAo, jaldI hI kaTutA A jAtI hai| tuma jo dhyAna ke binA gayA, vaha gyaa| vaha registAna meM kho gayI | prItama se prItama vyakti ko khoja lo, jaldI hI saMgharSa zurU ho ndii| dhyAna meM jo lagA, vahI sAgara taka pahuMcatA hai| zeSa saba jAtA hai| dhyAnI miTTI ko bhI chue, sonA ho jAtA hai| dhyAnI registAna meM bhaTaka jAtA hai| | kuTiyA meM bhI rahe, to mahala ho jAtA hai| dhyAnI ke hone meM kucha "jinhoMne apane yoga, arthAta mana-vacana-kAyA ko sthira kara | rAja hai| usake pAsa bhItara kA jAdU hai| vaha jAdU hai| liyA aura jinakA dhyAna meM citta pUrI taraha nizcala ho gayA, una | svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! muniyoM ke dhyAna ke lie ghanI AbAdI ke grAma athavA zUnya | zUnya meM bhI laya bajatI hai| narka meM bhI pheMka do jJAnI ko, dhyAnI araNya meM koI aMtara nahIM raha jAtA hai|' ko, to svarga banA legaa| 300 2010_03 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tvarA se jInA dhyAna he Bimal tuma thor3A soco, agara tumheM svarga bhI kisI tarakIba | matalaba, jo tithi binA batAye AtA hai| atithi zabda bar3A se-pIche ke rAste se sahI, rizvata ke dvArA, koI tarakIba adabhuta hai| 'gesTa' zabda meM vaha bAta nahIM hai| 'mehamAna' meM se-pahaMcA bhI diyA jAe, to svarga tuma bhoga sakoge? tuma narka vaha bAta nahIM hai| aba hameM atithi to kahanA hI nahIM cAhie, banA hI loge| tumhArA narka tuma apane bhItara liye calate ho| kyoMki aba to sabhI tithi batAkara Ate haiN| pahale hI tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, ciTThI-tAra karake Ate haiM ki A rahe haiN| aba koI atithi nahIM dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, rhaa| atithi kA matalaba, jo acAnaka A jaae| akasmAta! maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba tumheM khyAla bhI na thaa| sapane meM jhalaka na thI, aura A jaae| maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, paramAtmA atithi hai| jAge rahanA hai| kaba A jAegA, patA mere kamala-vana meM udaya nhiiN| kisa kSaNa tumhArI aMtaraMga-vINA usakI vINA ke sAtha kisa kAla puNya prabhAta ho; bajane lagegI, kisa kSaNa tuma nAcane lagoge usake sAtha, kisa kisa lagna meM ho jAe kaba kSaNa usake hAtha meM hAtha A jAegA, kacha pakkA nahIM hai| isakI jAne kRpA bhagavAna kI! koI ghoSaNA nahIM ho sktii| eka hI upAya hai ki hama jAgate dhyAna kA kevala itanA hI artha hai-jAgate rhnaa| satata rheN| hama eka kSaNa bhI na gNvaayeN| vaha kabhI bhI Aye, hameM jAgA jAgate rhnaa| bhItara aMdherA na ho, nidrA na ho| paaye| vaha kabhI bhI Aye, hameM svAgata ke lie taiyAra paaye| tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, jAgo he avinAzI! dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, jAgo kiraNa-puruSa, kumudAsana, maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba vidhumaMDala ke vAsI, maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, jAgo, he avinAzI! kauna jAne kaba paramAtmA pukAra de! kauna jAne kisa kSaNa ratnajar3ita pathacArI jAgo, astitva barasa uThe! kauna jAne kisa kSaNa AkAza TUTe! uDu, vana, vIthi-bihArI jAgo, tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, jAgo rasika virAga loka ke, dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, madhubana ke saMnyAsI, maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba jAgo, he avinAzI! maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, jAgane kI kalA kA nAma dhyAna hai| soye rahanA-saMsArI; mere kamala-vana meM udaya jAge rhnaa-sNnyaasii| bhItara kI ghaTanA hai| uTho-baiTho, kisa kAla puNya prabhAta ho; calo-phiro, jAgaraNa na khoye| kisa lagna meM ho jAe kaba jAgo, he avinAzI! jAne kRpA bhagavAna kI! / jAgo, madhubana ke saMnyAsI!! jIsasa kI khaanii| eka dhanI tIrthayAtrA ko gyaa| usane jAgo, he avinAzI!!! apane naukaroM ko kahA ki tuma jAge rahanA, maiM kabhI bhI vApisa A sakatA huuN| ghara lAparavAhI meM na mile| tuma mujhe soye na Aja itanA hii| milo| tuma jAge rhnaa| mere Ane kI tithi taya nahIM hai| maiM kala A sakatA, maiM parasoM A sakatA, maiM mahInebhara bAda AUM, maiM sAlabhara bAda aauuN| purAne zAstra paramAtmA ko atithi kahate haiN| atithi kA 301 ___ 2010_03