Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 14

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008122/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH jaina prasAraNI (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-14 lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi sahAyaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. AvRtti-bIjI ja tA.15-10-16 nakala: 3000. mata! je prathama AvRtti - 14-4-16, nakala : 12,000 22-00 amadAvAda: | prAptisthAno | zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, mo. 9825011729 A jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 * rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 9 mo. 9427652794 * tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. bako meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI: ja prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4oooo3 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 che nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puThAnI) kansezanathI 235 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAeM (hindI) bhAga 1 se 5 pratyeka kAra 7 | zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka] prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,51,000 nakala chapAI

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prAkathana A pustakamAM vartamAnanA zrAvakonAM satya evAM zreSTha preraka draSTAMto che. zrI mahAvIra bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che ke pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI dharma raheze te anubhavAya che. amAsanA dhaNA vAdaLiyA AkAzamAM paNa pAMca-paMdara hajAra tArA TamaTamatA hoya tyAre prakRtipremIno manamoralo nAcI UThe che, tema AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa AvA hajAro dharmIone jANI dharmapremIonA AtmA bhAvavibhora thaI jAya che ! Aje sarvatra svArtha, prapaMca, mAtra paisAnuM ja dhyeya, viSaya-kSArthInI atyaMta Asakti vagere lagabhaga badhe phelAI gayAM che paNa AvA dharmapremIo, sAdhako, ArAdhako, paropakArI, guNI jIvo paNa ghaNAM saMghomAM hoya che ! ApaNA AtmAne preraNA karatA AvA satya prasaMgo ghaNAM badhAMne game che. A ArAdhako jevAM ja ApaNe paNa mAnavI chIe ! purUSArthathI ApaNAmAM paNa AvI vadhatI-ochI ArAdhanA jarUra Ave. pUjA, vyAkhyAna, sAmAyika, tattva-abhyAsa ATaluM to meLavavuM badhA ja zrAvako mATe jarUrI gaNAya. AthI bharvAbhava tamane paNa prAyaH jinazAsana, ArAdhaka-bhAva, dharmasAmagrI vagere maLaze. potAnAthI ArAdhanA na thAya teo paNa jo AvA dharmIonI bhAvathI anumodanA kare to ArAdhanA vahelI moDI jIvanamAM Ave. nokarI karanArane kaMpanI taraphathI amerikA javA maLe to zuM kare ? thoDuM - ghaNuM kamAI le ke phare ? dharme tamane anaMtakALe jinazAsana ApyuM che. have zuM karavuM che - AtmakamANI karavA dharma ? ke pazunI jema tuccha bhogavilAsa, svArtha vagere ? aneka sAdhu bhagavaMto, zrAvako vageree udAratAthI prasaMgo amane mokalI suMdara paropakAra karyo che. teonI anumodanA... jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 2

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jenA Adarza prANI bhAga-14 (1) girirAjanI yAtrA Ape saMyamanI yAtrA eka zrAvikA benanI dIkSAnI bhAvanA ghaNI hatI paraMtu gharamAMthI mAtA-pitAnI rajA na maLatA lagna thayA. lagna bAda zrAvaka sAthe pAlItANAnI yAtrA karavA gayA. zrAvakanuM zarIra thoDuM vadhAre ane pahelI vAra yAtrA karavA AvyA eTale thAka lAge. zrAvikAe hAthano Teko ApIne caDAvavAnI zarUAta karI. rastAmAM eka sAdhvIjIne joyA. A sAdhvIjI potAnA uMmaralAyaka guruNIne Teko ApIne caDAvI rahyA hatA. zrAvaka ane zrAvikAe A dRzya joyuM. zrAvikAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu nIkaLavA lAgyA. vicAravA lAgyA ke A sAdhvIjI saMyamanA mArge guruNIne Teko ApI rahyA che. eka bAju saMsAra mAMDIne huM pApanA raste ane A sAdhvIjI saMyama dvArA sAdhanA-puNyanA mArge AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. he AdinAtha dAdA ! mane paNa kyAre A saMyama maLaze ? ghaNA thAka chatAM paNa zrAvikAe Teko ApIne zrAvakane jyAre upara pahoMcADyA tyAre dAdAnA darabAra pahoMcIne zrAvake pUchyuM, "kharekhara ! te khUba zrama veThIne mane sahAya karI. Aje tArA kAraNe A dAdAnA darzana jIvanamAM pahelI vAra karI rahyo chuM. Aje dAdAnA darzana karatA khUba AnaMda Avyo che. Aje tArI je icchA hoya te tuM mAMga !" be traNa vAra pUchavA chatAM zrAvikAe koI javAba na ApatAM zrAvake Agraha karyo, tyAre chellI vAra zrAvikA bolyA ke tamAre jo kharekhara mane ApavuM hoya to saMyama levAnI rajA Apo ! | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] ne [3]

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zrAvaka A sAMbhaLI zrAvikA ane dAdA sAme vAraMvAra jovA lAgyA. deva-gurunI kRpAnA prabhAve, zrAvikAnA zubha bhAvanA prabhAve, girirAja uparathI siddhatvane varelA anaMta siddhonA atipavitra suvizuddha AtmacaitanyanA prabhAve zrAvake chelle dAdA samakSa zrAvikAne saMyama levAnI rajA ApI. raMgecaMge emanI dIkSA thaI. e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanuM nAma che. pU. zrI padmadazitAzrIjI. Aje to e uttama rIte saMyamanuM pAlana karI rahyAM che. vAcako ! eTalo to saMkalpa karajo ke saMyama laI zakIe to dhanya jIvana ! paraMtu na laI zakIe to saMyama levAnI bhAvanAvALAne kadI aMtarAya to nahIM ja karIe ! (2) he girirAja aciMtya tAro puNya prabhAva ! sAdhanA kSetre roja navo rekorDa sthApita thato hoya tevuM kSetra eTale siddhakSetra. A siddhagiri tIrthamAM dara varSe koIka navIna ja sAmUhika ArAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya. vi.saM. 2072mAM NRI videzIonI 99 yAtrA pU.A.zrI akSayabodhisUrijInI nizrAmAM thaI. aneka bhAviko videzathI paNa A girirAjanI 99 yAtrA karavA doDI AvyA. eka nava varSanI bALakIne sAthe laIne dubaI sthita eka mA paNa emAM joDAI. mAne zarUmAM thoDI takalIpha paDI paraMtu dhIme dhIme yAtrAo sArI thavA mAMDI. bALakIne sAcavavA mATe potAnA sAsune paNa joDe bolAvI lIdhelA. covihAra chaThTha karIne sAta yAtrAnA divasomAM mAnI sAthe bALako paNa joDAI.AdinAtha dAdAnI aparaMpAra kRpAnA prabhAve mAnI sAthe bALakIe paNa sAta yAtrA covihAra chaThTha karIne pUrNa karI. dubaIthI ahIM AvI na zakelA pappAne jayAre bALakIe A samAcAra ApyA tyAre pappA jina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 5 [4] - 4

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styNpain sain khUba ja khuza thaI gayA. phona para ja pappAe dIkarIne pUchyuM, "tArI je icchA hoya te vastu mane kahe. huM tane apAvIza." bALakI kaMI na bolI. pappAe jyAre bIjI vAra pUchyuM tyAre bALakIe javAba Apyo, "tamAre jo mane kharekhara ApavuM hoya to ApaNA gharamAM A AdinAtha dAdAnuM maMdira bane tevuM karI Apo." phona para A sAMbhaLIne saunI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahI rahyA. hAlamAM emanA ghare darzanIya mUrti padharAvI che. nava varSanI bALakInA hRdayanA tAra AdinAtha dAdA sAthe je rIte joDAyA tevA zuM ApaNe joDI na zakIe ? eTaluM to nakkI karo ke AdinAyadAdAnI yAtrA karIe te divase ochAmAM ochuM rAtribhojana tyAga no karIe ja. e ja 99 yAtrA daramyAna eka bhAIne yAtrA karIne nIce utaratA kyAMka paga athaDAyo. pagamAM bhayaMkara duHkhAvo ane sojo caDI gayAM. yAtrAo aTakI gaI. 2 divasa bAda poSadazamInA divaso AvyA. bhAvikane vicAra Avyo ke Ama paNa yAtrA to thatI nathI, caDAtuM ja nathI. beThA beThA poSa dazamIno akrama to karuM ane pahelA upavAsanuM pacakkhANa savAre lIdhuM. thoDIka miniTomAM hRdayamAM saravANI phUTavA mAMDI, "Aje upavAsa ane dAdAnI yAtrA na thAya e to kema bane ? Aje prayatna to karavA de. thaze to yAtrA karazuM," taLeTIe AvyA. dAdAne bhAvathI prArthanA karI ane dAdAnA nAmano jApa karatAM karatAM caDavA lAgyA. jema jema caDatA gayA tema pagamAM joma AvatuM gayuM ane prathama yAtrAmAM upara dAdAnA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 5

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gAra nuM gadara la darabAramAM pahoMcI dAdAne prArthanA karavA lAgyA, "he dayA siMdhu ! ApanI kRpAthI hajAro bhAviko ApanI yAtrA kare che. dAdA ! mane paNa teM ja yAtrA karAvI." vidhi pUrNa karI nIce utaryA ane taLeTIe caityavaMdana karatA pAchA bhAva jAgyA ke dAdAe eka yAtrA karAvI to lAva bIjI yAtrA paNa karyuM ane bIjI, trIjI... sAta yAtrA prathama divase pUrNa karI ! bIjA upavAsamAM bIje divase vaLI pAchA bhAva thatA 3 yAtrA ane trIjA upavAsamAM 3 yAtrA ema kula akramamAM 13 yAtrA pUrNa karI ! pAraNAnA divase eka yAtrA karIne pachI pAraNuM karyuM. jaya ho girirAjana ! (3) "bAya vana geTa Tu phrI" sAbaramatInA e parivAranI dIkSA addabhUta rIte thaI tenI vAta dIkSArthI kRpezabhAInA zabdomAM vAMcIe. vi.saM. 2070nI sAla, pa.pU.gacchAdhIpati zrI hemaprabhasUrizvarajI ma.sA.no sAbaramatImAM cAturmAsa praveza thayo. pUjyazrIne joyAM ane manano moraliyo nAcI UMco. mana bolI uThyuM, "gurU maLo to AvA maLajo, mArI bhavabhramaNA dUra TaLajo. sata bIja AropaNa karo " putra mokSita jyAre vekezanamAM mahesANA pAThazALAthI ghare Avyo tyAre pU. hemaharSa vi. ma.sA.no paricaya thayo. Aso mahinAmAM mArI mammInuM pAlItANA cAturmAsamAM mRtyu thayuM eTale mokSita ghare Avyo. ane zokanuM vAtAvaraNa joIne thoDo vairAgya tho, tyAre tene pU. hemaharSa ma.sA.ne vairAgya thayAnI vAta karI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14

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mane pU. hemaharSa ma.sA. e vAta karI ke mokSite AvI vAta karI che. tyAre me ma.sA.ne mArI skImanI vAta karI. "bAya vana geTa Tu phrI" eTale ke putra mokSitane taiyAra karo to ame paNa baMne sAthe AvI jaIzuM. amArA parivAre pa.pU.A. lalitaprabhasUrijIne gurU banAvyAM. pachI cAturmAsa bAda mokSita paNa temanI sAthe rAjasthAna tarapha vihAramAM gayo. ane pAcho Avyo tyAre be-traNa divasa pachI ghare tene tAva Avyo ane be-traNa divasamAM teno A tAva jherI melerIyAnA rUpamAM pharI gayo. himoglobIna 3% thaI gayuM ane I.T.U.mAM dAkhala karavo paDyo. DaoNkTare mane bolAvIne kahyuM ke A bALakane bacavAnA 50% cAnsa che. huM to TenzanamAM AvI gayo. A zuM ? gurUdevane vAta karI. gurUdeva taraphathI addabhUta AzvAsana maLyuM. pUjayazrI te vakhate jIrAvalAtIrthamAM poSadazamInA aThThama tapanI 1000 lokone ArAdhanA karAvatA hatA. savAre jIrAvalA dAdAnA jApa karAvyAM A bAju TrITamenTa cAlu thaI, DAyAlIsasa karyuM ane jANe dAdA svaye haoNspiTalamAM AvI gayA hoya tema tabiyatamAM sudhAro thavA mAMDyo. pachI 20 divasa haoNspiTalamAM rAkhI tene ghare lAvyA ane be mahinA jevuM ghare rAkhIne tenuM himoglobIna 15% sudhI thayuM ane pachI DaoNkTare normala kahyuM pachI tene pAcho mahesANA yazovijayajI pAThazALA bhaNavA mokalyo. - traNa divasa pachI mokSitano phona Avyo ke pappA mane zuM thayuM hatuM ? kAraNa ke mokSita bimAra paDyo tyAre koI bhAna na hatuM. me tene AkhI vAta karI. tyAre moSitane ema lAgyuM ke te jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Arthi5 []

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motane bheTIne pAcho Avyo che. pachI bIjA divase mokSita ghare Avyo ane mane kahe pappA mRtyu-roga-vRddhAvasthA ApaNI pAchaLa ja lAgelA che. e satya mane samajAyuM che. have huM saMsAramAM rahevA mAMgato nathI. mATe mAre dikSA levI che." A vAta sAMbhaLIne huM khuza thaI gayo. ame TANe taiyAra thayA ane tArIkha 12-6-2015nA roja zubha muhurte sAbaramatInA AMgaNe pa.pU.gacchAdhipati hemaprabhasUrijInI nizrAmAM saparivAra amArI dikSA thaI. (4) 99 yAtrAno utkRSTa saMkalpa bhAvanagaranAM be zrAvikAbeno-bahenapaNIone bhAvanA jAgI ke amAre zatruMjaya girirAjanI 99 yAtrA karavI che. paraMtu gharamAM rasoIthI mAMDI badhI javAbadArI emanA mAthe hatI. ghara choDIne doDha mahino pAlItANA rokAvuM zakya na banyuM. varSo nIkaLatA gayA ane ekavAra baMne maLyA, tyAre 99 yAtrA mATeno chello upAya ajamAvyo. nakkI karyuM ke roja savAre vahelA UThI gharanI rasoI banAvI daIzuM. savAre 6-7 vAge taiyAra thaI Trenabasa je maLaze temAM besI pAlItANA pahoMcIzuM. tyAM rojanI 12 jAtrA karI bapore pAchA AvI sAMjanI gharanI rasoI karazuM. 99 yAtrA paNa sacavAI jAya ane gharanA kAmakAja moTe bhAge sacavAI jAya. ekavAra zarU karIe pachI 'dekhA jAyegA'. zarUAta karyA bAda aThavADiyuM thoDI takalIpha paDI. savAre 8-9 vAge pAlItANA pahoMcI jAtrA zarU karatA. jaya taLeTIthI dAdAnA darabAra, tyAMthI gheTInI jAtrA karI pAchA upara dAdA pAse [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] rijha [8]

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gorA baLe vaLa en en pahoMcI tyAM zAMtithI pakSAla. pUjA karI traNa vAge Azare nIce AvatA. ekAsaNAnI vyavasthA na thatAM bhAtAkhAtAmAM ja je maLe tenAthI ekAsaNuM karatAM. sAMje 5-6 vAge ghera pahoMce. sAMjanI rasoI-divasanuM badhuM kAma patAve. bIje divase savAre rasoI karI pAchA jAtrA karavA jAya. Amane Ama agavaDo veThIne paNa bhAvanagarathI pAlItANAnI 99 yAtrA cAlu thaI. saMsAranuM kSetra eTale zarUmAM sahelu pachI agharuM. jyAre dharmanuM kSetra eTale zarUmAM agharuM pachI saheluM. thoDA divasamAM to pAlItANAmAM jemanI 99 yAtrA cAlu hatI, tevA lAbhArthI parivArane A zrAvikAonI 99 yAtrAnI Na thatA sAmethI vinaMtI karI ke ekAsaNAno lAbha roja amane Apo. dAdAnI kRpAnA prabhAve AkhI H yAtrA Aja rIte bhAvanagarathI roja AvIne pUrNa karI. ApaNe paNa saMkalpa karIe ke 99 yAtrA na thAya, tyAM sudhI eka vastu khAvAnI baMdha ! zuM ApaNe ATaluM na karI zakIe ? saMkalpa karI juo ... tamArA aMtarAyo dUra thaIne ja raheze ! (5) prArthanA yuvaka maMDaLane so so salAma A.zrI hemaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA e bhAvanagaramAM vi.saM. 2045mAM prArthanA maMDaLanI sthApanA karI. paramAtmAnI bhaktithI mAMDI zAsananA aneka kAryo A prArthanA maMDaLo karavAnI zarUAta karI ! lagabhaga 10 yuvAno AmAM hAlamAM paNa joDAyelA che. dara mahine prathama ravivAre badhA yuvAnonI bapo2e dharmasabhA bhegI thAya jemAM yuvAnone deva guru-dharmanI mahattA samajAvavAmAM Ave. pAlItANA girirAja para kAratakI pUnama, phAgaNa suda 13, caitrI pUnama, dAdAnI sAgiri vaizAkha vada chaThTha vigere varSanAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 2

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en ssaan moTA divasomAM yAtrALuonI vyavasthA kare. temaja sAdhu sAdhvIjIne agavaDa na paDe te mATenI vyavasthA kare. roje roja dAdAnA darabAramAM AvatA phaLa-naivedyane pUjArIo alaga pADe pachI girirAja uparathI mALo pAse nIce utarAvavAno, TempAomAM bharAvavAnA, pAlItANAthI mAMDI bhAvanagara sudhInA aneka ajaina gAmomAM skUlomAM, parASaromAM, hospiTalomAM, garIbomAM anAthAzramomAM pahoMcADavAnI vyavasthA kare. phaLone aDadhA samArI pachI ja ApavAnA jethI vecavAno prazna na rahe ! naivedya paNa TUkaDA karIne ApavAnA, A phaLa, naivedyanI anukaMpAbhaktino lAbha ANaMdajI kalyANajI taraphathI devadravyano je nakaro vadhu rUpiyA bole tene maLe. A maMDaLa e bolIbolIne, tenA dAtAo UbhA karI 2kama jamA karAve. kema ke phaLa, naivedya e devadravyanuM che. eTale ene anukaMpAmAM maphatamAM na ApI zakAya. devadravyamAM ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhIne sarva sAdhAraNanI cokhkhI rakama ApavI paDe. sAdhu-sAdhvInI vaiyAvacce, hospiTalamAM laI javAthI mAMDI, tyAM koIne rokavA paDe to tenI vyavasthA, vihAronI vyavasthA kare che. cha'rI pAlita saMghonI vyavasthA. zibironI vyavasthA kare. pAlItANA girirAja para 8 mahinA daramyAna dara traNa traNa divase navaTUMkabhakti grupa badalAyA kare. jemAM kula 80 TImo joIe. pUnAthI mAMDI dUradUrathI navaTUMkanI aMgenI samajaNa ApavAnI. keTalI vAra bahAranI TIma goThavAI na hoya athavA kAraNasara kensala thaI hoya tyAre prArthanA grUpanA yuvAno potAnI ophisa vi. choDIne paNa traNa divasa sAcavI le. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 10

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ettu mnni pain dkssinn cain ekavAra eka pAMjarApoLavALA mANaso potAnI mAMgaNIo na pUrI thAya tyAM sudhI haDatAla para utaryA. tevA samaye roja A grupanA alaga alaga yuvAnonI TIma vArApharatI jatI ane pazuone sAcavI lIdhA. eka sAthe seMkaDo Dhorone bacAvavA bIjI pAMjarApoLamAM laI javAnA thayA, to savArathI sAMja sudhI DhoronI joDe cAlatA cAlatA gayA ane anukaMpAbhakti karI. prArthanA yuvaka maMDaLanA yuvAnone sau sau salAma sAthe aMtarathI bhAvabharI anumodanA karajo. (6) dhanya udAratA gAMdhInagaranA eka zrImaMta parivAranA bena upadhAna karavA gayA. deva-guru kRpAthI upadhAna suMdara thayA. mALanA caDAvAno divasa Avyo. bene ArAdhakomAM eka chokarIne joI ke jeno parivAra bahu sAmAnya. chokarIne khUba ja utsAha ke mAruM upadhAnanI mALa caDAvAthI ja paheravI che ane e paNa zakya eTalI badhAthI AgaLa. enI bhAvanA A bene jANI. chokarInA pitAe 5,000 rUA. sudhI bolavAnI hA pADI. paraMtu AvA ullAsamaya vAtAvaraNamAM 5000nI 2kama to khUba nAnI kahevAya. A zrAvikAbene potAnA zrAvakane jaNAvyuM ke tamAre jo mane mALa AgaLanA kramAMke jaladIthI paherAvI hoya to mArI eka zarata che ke A chokarInI mALa ane mArI mALa eka sAthe ja thavI joIe, vacce aMtara nahi, tamAre e ja rIte caDAvo levAno. mArI jema e chokarIno caDAvo paNa tamAre moTI rakamathI levo paDaze ane kharekhara zrAvake ema ja karyuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 11

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caDAvo bolAyA pachI jyAre e chokarInuM nAma jAhera thayuM tyAre e chokarI nAcavA ja lAgI. chokarInAM mAtA-pitAne jayAre zrAvikAnI bhAvanAnA samAcAra maLyA tyAre mAtA-pitA baMnenI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdaravAnI jema AMsuo vahevA mAMDyA ! A sAMbhaLIne aneka bhAgyazALIo e e parivAranI anumodanA karI. vAcako ! jinazAsananI AvI udAratAnI aneka vAto Aje jeTalI bahAra paDe che enA karatA anekagaNI gupta rahe che. keTalAya bhAviko koIne ya jANa na thAya, parivAranA vyaktione paNa khabara na paDe tema gupta rIte AvI bhakti karatA ame joyelA che, sAMbhaLyA che. anumodanA to karajo ja paraMtu bhAvathI bolajo ke, "adbhUta evA jinazAsanane vaMdana vaMdana vaMdana !!!" (9) jApathI aMtarAya nAza naDiyAdamAM rahetI khubunA dharmI saMskArI gharamAM badhAnI dharmabhAvanA sArI, aTTAI, 16 upavAsa, mAsakSamaNathI AgaLa vadhI varSItapa paNa khubue suMdara rIte karyo. cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM paNa be vAra javAnuM thayuM. khubunA mAtuzrI paNa dharmanI ArAdhanA khUba karatAM. lagnanI vaye khubunA lagna borasadamAM rahetA aMkurabhAI sAthe thayA. paraNyA bAda vIryaMtarAya karmanA udaye jayAre tapa karavAnI zarUAta kare tyAre anivArya kAraNosara pAraNuM karI devuM paDe, tapa pUro thAya ja nahi. jAtrA karavA javAnuM nakkI thAya ane jatA pUrve ja khubu aMtarAyamAM (M.C.) Ave ane chevaTe jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 8i [12]

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gAgara potAnI TIkITa kensala. vAraMvAra AvuM thavA mAMDatA khullu vicAre ke mArA karmo kema mane vAraMvAra naDe che ? eka vAra khuzyunI mammIe ene kahyuM, "beTA ! mane eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte aMtarAyakarmano nAza karavA eka maMtra Apyo hato. tuM paNa e maMtrano jApa roja 108 vAra karavAnuM rAkha. maMtranA prabhAve avazya kAma thaze." mAe maMtra khuzbane Apyo. pahelA zAmaLA pArzvanAtha prabhunI 1 mALA ane pachI A maMtrano khuzba roja 108no jApa karavA lAgI. mAtra thoDAka ja mahinAmAM to tenI tapa ane yAtrAnI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thavA mAMDI, aMtarAyo tUTyA. khUba zraddhAthI baMne jApa cAlu rAkhyA. lagna bAda zarUAtamAM 6-8 mahinA bALaka na rahetA bIjA aneka prayatno karyA. chatAM saphaLatA na maLI tyAre A jApanA prabhAve eka dIkaro paNa Avyo. vaLI pAchA 3-4 varSe bALaka rahyuM. leDI DaoNkTarane batAvatA kahyuM ke peTamAM be bALaka che. ekano vikAsa sAro che, bIjAno vikAsa sAva ocho che. bIjuM bALaka mahAbhayaMkara mAMdagI laIne Avaze. khuzbane garbhapAtanI koIke salAha ApI paraMtu khumbue sApha nA pADI dIdhI. khuzbanA zabdo hatA : paMcendriya jIvanI hatyA to mahApApa che, narakagatinuM kAraNa che. sagI mA-sAcI mAM kadIya saMtAna hatyAnuM pApa kare e zakya ja nathI. mATe tame koI mane AvI vAta karazo ja nahi. bALaka bhale apaMga Avaze to ya huM ene sAcavIza paraMtu garbhapAtanuM pApa to svapramAM paNa zakya nathI. pachI to A be jApane satata cAlu ja rAkhyA. chevaTe eka bALakIno janma thayo ane joDenuM bALaka agamya jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 13

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kAraNosara vikAsa pAmyA vagara ja AyuSya pUrNa karI enI jAte cAlyuM gayuM. Aje e bALakI eka varSathI moTI che. AvA to aneka vividha maMtro Aje paNa jaina zAstromAM maLe che. guru bhagavaMto pAse vinaMtI karI samya vidhi, bhAvathI ArAdhanA karatA avazya phaLe che. (8) aisI dazA ho bhagavana ! muluMDa, muMbaImAM ekavAra bapore 11-30 vAge eka gharamAM vahoravA javAnuM thayuM. gharanI vyaktie vinaMtI karI, "pUjya zrI ! amArA dAdAnI bahu moTI uMmara che. pathArImAM ja badhuM karAvavuM paDe che. Apa zrI emane mAMgalika saMbhaLAvo to sAruM." gocarI samaye mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavuM ke paccakakhANa ApavuM e sAdhuno AcAra nathI ane zrAvako paNa sAmAnyathI ema samaje che. paraMtu AvA azakta, mAMdA mANasa ke je gharanI bahAra ja na nIkaLI zakatA hoya tethI emanI bhAvanAne kAraNe gocarImAM mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. dAdAe mArI pAse paccakkhANa mAMgyuM. mane ema thayuM ke mAMdA che eTale savAranuM khAdheluM bhUlI gayA haze. meM dAdAne pUchyuM, "tame savAre navakArazI to karI hatI ne ?" dAdAe javAba Apyo, "nA ! savArathI hajI sudhI meM kAMI khAdhuM pIdhuM nathI." meM pUchyuM, "savAre keTalA vAgye uThyA hatA ?" dAdA kahe, "6-30 vAgyAnI AsapAsa." mane Azcarya thayuM ke savAranA 6-30 thI atyAre 11-30, pAMca kalAka emaNe zuM karyuM? jina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Si [ 14 | 14

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meM e pAMca kalAka aMge pUchatAM dAdAe javAba Apyo, "roja savAre Azare 6-30 vAge uThIne huM zatruMjaya tIrthanI bhAvayAtrA karuM chuM. kyAreka 4 kalAke, kyAreka pa kalAke pUrI thAya. Apa hamaNAM padhAryA e pahelAM ja mArI bhAvayAtrA pUrI thaI eTale meM paccakakhANa mAMgyuM. bhAvayAtrAmAM bhAvathI pAlItANA gAma taLeTI pahoMcI yAtrAnI zarUAta karuM. jaya taLeTI-derIo-pagalAM badhAne bhAvathI vaMdanA karI upara caDavAnI zaruAta karuM. dareka jinAlayo, derIo, pagalAM, parabo, kuMDo badhuM ja mane yAda che. e pramANe yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM hAthI poLa sudhI pahocuM. tyAM nAhIne pUjAnA kapaDA paherI AdinAtha dAdAnI pradakSiNA, aSTaprakArI pUjA, aMgaluchaNAM vigere bhAvathI karI nIce pAcho utaruM tyAre kula 4 thI 5 kalAka jeTalo samaya jAya. bhAyAtrA karatAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. zarIranI nabaLI paristhiti, vedanAo, parivAra badhAne bhUlI bhAvayAtrAmAM otaprota banI jAuM chuM." emanI bhAvanA jANI, anumodanA karI, paccakhANa ApI huM gocarI vahoravA AgaLa gayo. vAcako ! A satya dRSTAMtane zAMtithI vAMcajo, vicArajo, apanAvajo . saMpUrNa pathArIvaza evA dAdA je rIte ArAdhanA kare che tema ApaNe paNa ghaDapaNa, eksIDanTa jevA divasomAM AvI ArAdhanA karI zakIe. (9) AratIno camatkAra AdinAtha prabhunuM gRha jinAlaya. amadAvAdanI poLamAMthI 400 varSa prAcIna paMca dhAtunA paMcatIrthI zrI AdinAtha prabhune e jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Mi [15 ] 15

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parivAre pAlaDI, amadAvAdamAM gRhajinAlayamAM mULanAyaka tarIke birAjamAna karyA. sAMjanA samaye AratI utAratA hoya tyAre prabhujInA mastaka para raheluM chatra tathA AjubAju laTakAvelA cAmaro jAte ja goLa goLa pharavA mAMDe ! sAMje sAmAnyathI AratI Azare cha vAge utAre paraMtu kyAreka rAtre 8, 9, 10 vAge paNa kAraNosara utAre tyAre paNa A ja rIte chatra ane cAmaro phare che. pU. gacchAdhipati zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. eka vAra jyAre savAre darzana karavA padhAryA tyAre pUjayazrInI padharAmaNInA AnaMdamAM AratI utArI to savAre paNa e ja pramANe chatra, cAmara goLa pharavA lAgyA. operA sosAyaTI pAse puNyatIrtha phaleTamAM A gRhajinAlayanA darzana karavAnuM cUkatA nahi. Aje paNa samakitI devo prabhubhaktimAM jAgRta che ja, jenA prabhAve A prabhujIno camatkAra jovA maLe che. amIjharaNAM, kesaranA chAMTaNAM, akhaMDa dIpakanI kesaravarNa jayota vigere aneka prabhAvo kalikAlamAM paNa jovA maLe che. akhaMDa abhiSekAdi anuSThAnonA prabhAve upasargothI rakSA, vidananAza, mahAmaMgalAdi aneka lAbho thAya ja che. emAM dUdhano bagADa thAya che tevuM vicAranArAoe pahelA vicAravAnI jarUra che ke lagnapArTIomAM thatA rasoInA bagADonI kiMmata abajonI rakamamAM thAya che. rIsarcanA nAme aneka vAMdarA ane sasalA jevA prANIonA jIvana daphanAvI devAnuM pahelA baMdha karAvavAnI jarUra che. kemikala phekTarIomAM abajo lITaranA pANInA veDaphATane aTakAvavAnI jarUra che. dharmanI samajaNa vagaranA aneka nAstiko dharma mATe jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 8i [16] 16.

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gorA baLe vaLa n elaphela bole te rAjano ane yogya dharmI javo sAMbhaLavAnI ke manamAM levAnI jarUra nathI. puNyAtmAoe guru bhagavaMto pAsethI sArA vAMcanathI sAcI samajaNa, sAcuM tattva meLavI uttama anuSThAno e mokSanA mArga ja che evI prabaLa zraddhA ubhI karavAnI jarUra che. jAgane o !!! (10) TrasTI ho to AvA ! uttara gujarAtamAM RNI tIrtha pAse uNa gAma. thoDA varSa pUrve manasukhabhAI TrasTI hatA. paryApaNanA divasomAM ane te pUrve je caDAvAnI rakama bolAI hoya te aMge jAherAta karelI ke saMvatsarI pachInA pAraNAnA divase saMghanA koIpaNa bhAgyazALInI caDAvAnI rakama bharavAnI bAkI haze tyAM sudhI huM pAraNuM nahIM karuM !! e varSe pAraNAnA divase tapAsa karatA 5-6 bhAgyazALIonI rakama bAkI hatI. pAMcame bIjA upavAsanuM paccakakhANa karyuM. traNa jaNa rakama bharI gayA. chaTThano trIjo upavAsa karatAM akrama thayo. bIjA traNe paNa 2kama bharI dIdhI. sAtamanA pAraNuM thayuM. e varSathI mAMDI saMghamAM eka suMdara paraMparA ubhI thaI ke saMvatsarInA pAraNA pUrve badhAnI rakamo bharAI jAya che. koI bAkI rAkhatuM nathI. TrasTI hoya to AvA !! vartamAnamAM TrasTIoe A prasaMgane sAme rAkhavAnI khUba jarUra che. saMgha jene potAno lAge tenA mATe A vAta che. kRSNanagara saMgha, amadAvAdanA bipInabhAI jyAre paNa saMghamAM pramukhanA hode hatA tyAre 3pa00 bhAvikonA saMghanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 17

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gora nagara na main l pain raast svAmivAtsalyamAM savAre 11 vAge AvIne badhAne AvakAra Ape ane lagabhaga badhAnuM vAparavAnuM pUrNa thayA bAda lagabhaga be vAge vAparavA besatA. (11) satI sItAnA vaMzajo jAgo !! eka bhAgyazALI vaMdana karavA mATe AvyA. ArAdhanA aMge pUchatAM temaNe potAnI ArAdhanAo jaNAvI. AgaLa jaNAvatA bolyA ke AyaMbilakhAtAmAM ghaNA varSothI pIrasavAnIsaMbhALavAnI bhakti karato hato. kramAMthI jato nathI. kAraNa pUchatA jaNAvyuM ke gurudeva ! AyaMbilamAM pIrasavA jaIe ane mArA bhAva bagaDe tenA karatAM na javuM vadhu sAruM. mAre UbhA UbhA lAInamAM AgaLa vadhatA pIrasavAnuM hoya. keTalAka zrAvikA beno tenA maryAdAsabhara vo paheratA hoya che. paraMtu keTalAMka dupaTTo ane sADI bArobara gaLA sudhI DhAMkatA nathI. UbhA UbhA emanI thALI sAthe kyAreka najara benonA chAtInA aMgo para paDI jAya che. gaLethI khUba khullA vone lIdhe ane dupaTTI vigere barobara gaLA sudhI na oDhe tethI AvuM ghaNIvAra thavA lAgyuM. zarU zarUmAM manane samajAvato paraMtu ame saMsArIne to indriyo parano kAbU ghaNIvAra jato rahe. manamAM kyAreka vikAra, kharAba vicAro AvavAnA zarU thayA. chevaTe nakkI karyuM ke A to ArAdhanA karavA jatA moTI virAdhanA thAya che. eTale pachI javAnuM baMdha karI dIdhu. jAheramAM zrAvikAone A aMge huM kazuM kahuM te barobara nathI, enA karatA na javuM vadhu ucita lAgyuM. vAcakone eTalI preraNA ke A zrAvaka to dharmI tathA prabhunA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 18

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vacanonA jANakAra hatA. jyAM veITaro pIrasatA haze tyAM zuM thatuM haze ? veITaronI dRSTio kevI haze ? ghaNuM vicAravA jevuM che. Aje paNa bilDIMganA bAMdhakAmothI mAMDI tagArA upADanArA ghaNA majUra beno sADI cheka mAthA sudhI DhAMkIne Akho divasa kAma kare che. Aje paNa ghaNIya yuvA zrAvikAo paNa pUruM mAthuM DhAMkIne, dupaTTA barobara oDhIne bhakti kare che. chatAMya koka benonA AvA vicitra vartanathI kyAreka koI adharma pAme tenuM pApa kone mAthe ? mahAnizitha jevA Agama sUtromAM jaNAvyuM che ke hAthe karIne, jANavA chatAM je beno potAnA DhAMkavA yogya aMgo barobara DhAMke nahIM, evA jIvane anekavAra sAtamI naraka sudhInI durgatio bhogavavI paDe che. zrAvikA benone khAsa preraNA ke tame sahu satI sItA ane anupamAdevInA vArasadAra-vaMzaja cho, uttama kuLanA cho. A aMge khUba jAgRta rahezo. pUjAbhaktinI jinAjJA jo tame ullAsathI ArAdho ja cho, to pachI kapaDAM vyavasthita paheravA vagere sAva saraLa jinAjJA dareka jaine pALI sva para Atmahita sAdhavuM. ATalI vAta parathI pAradarzaka vastro, TUMkA vastro, capocapa vastrono tyAga bahu jarUrI che te samajI lezo. (12) bhAvanagara eTale sAce bhAvavALuM nagara bhAvanagaramAM pUnama AyaMbila maMDaLa chellA Azare 42 varSathI cAle che. hAlamAM paNa dara pUnama pachInA prathama ravivAre sAmUhika AyaMbila bhAvanagara gAmanA AyaMbila khAtAmAM Azare 900-1000nI saMkhyAmAM thAya che. A maMDaLanA sabhyo Azare 1100 uparAMta che. AyaMbila karanAra darekane rU. 50nI prabhAvanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Mi [ 19 ]

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uparAMta gharethI pANI lAve tene rU. 10nI prabhAvanA alaga karavAmAM Ave che. bhAvanagaramAM jaina uparAMta aneka arjana DaoNkTaro evA che ke je sAdhu-sAdhvIne jovA upAzrayamAM Ave ane e paNa phrI. sAmethI zrAvako pUche to paNa vIjhITa phI vigere eka rUpiyo paNa na le. keTalIka leboreTarIvALA tathA eNksa-re vigere rIporTavALA paNa eka rUpiyo lIdhA vagara rIporTa kADhI Ape. vaTAmaNa cokaDIthI mAMDI bhAvanagara sudhI sAdhu-sAdhvInA vihAra mATe vihAradhAma, rasoDAnI vyavasthA karanAra zrI zatruMjaya vihAradhAma TrasTa cAle che, je khUba joradAra bhakti kare che. kRSNanagara, bhAvanagaramAM jUno upAzraya sAva nAno hato. chellA varSomAM ArAdhakonI, gharonI saMkhyA khUba vadhatA navo upAzraya banAvAnI jarUra paDI. sAdhu-sAdhvInA baMne jUnA upAzrayo jamInadosta karI eka sAthe 500 bhAgyazALI bese tevA bhavya moTA be ArAdhanA bhavano taiyAra thayA. lAkho rUpiyAnA kharcano lAbha lenAra vyaktie potAnuM nAma kyAMya lakhAvyuM nathI !! lAbhArthInA zabdomAM kahIe to "amane lAbhamAM rasa che, nAmamAM nahIM.' (13) bolavAmAM viveka mahAsukhanagara saMgha, amadAvAdamAM vi.saM. 2069nuM cAturmAsa thayA bAda zeSa kALamAM eka vAra rokAyA hatA tyAre eka [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [20] 20

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yuvAna nAnA cAra varSanA dIkarAne laIne vaMdana karavA Avyo. meM bALakane pUchayuM ke huM vahoravA Avyo tyAre tArA gharamAM bA hatA e koNa hatA ? amArA cAturmAsa vakhate na hatA. bALaka bolyo, "e to mArA dAdI che. amArI sAthe rahe che." bALakanA javAbanI sAthe ja turaMta enA pappAe dIkarAne kahyuM ke, "beTA ! AvuM na kahevAya. bA ApaNI sAthe rahe che ema nahI ApaNe bAnI sAthe rahIe chIe. ema bolAya, have dhyAna rAkhaje." prasaMga to Ama bahu nAno che paraMtu vartamAnanA yuvAnovahuoe Ane UMDANathI vicAravAnI jarUra che. vartamAnanI bhaNelI-gaNelI (?) peDhIne potAnI jAtanuM jyAre abhimAna Ave che, tyAre potAnA upakArIo, vaDIlonI sAthe tiraskAravALA vANI ane vartana cAlu thAya che. vaDIla vakIla jevA lAge che. saraLatA, namratA ene kahevAya ke sArA kAmonuM abhimAna karavAne badale enuM zreya vaDIlone ApavuM. jaina dharmamAM vaparAya suMdara zabda "devaguru pasAya." saMsAramAM jayAre saphaLatA maLe tyAre have ATaluM bolatAM zIkhavuM - "deva-guru-mAtA pitA pasAya." (14) sAdharmika bhakti amadAvAdanI najIkanA eka gAmamAM eka khAnadAna parivArane karmanA udaye mAthe devuM vadhatuM cAlyuM. eka bAju 12 lAkhanuM devuM thaI gayuM hatuM ane bIjI bAju jIvananirvAhakhAvApIvA mATe koI rakama hatI nahi. devuM kema cUkavavuM, samAjamAM [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Mi [ 21]

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gorA baLe vaLa ii paadN pain en AbarU kema bacAvavI, khAdhA-pIdhA vagara kema jIvavuM, AvA aneka prazno jyAre parivAra sAme AvIne UbhA thayA, tyAre aMtima nirNaya levAyo ke hamaNAM ja jheranI boTala lAvI ApaNe badhA jhera pIne prabhune vahAlA thaI jaIe. parivArano eka sabhya dukAnavALAne anya kAraNa batAvI jheranI boTala laI Avyo. dukAnavALAne ke anya koIne zaMkA paDatA 2-4 jaNane vAta karI. amadAvAdanA eka sAdharmika premIne koIe A vAta karI. turaMta ja e punyazALI e parivAra pAse pahoMcI AzvAsana ApI 12 lAkha devAnA to cUkavyA, uparAMta bIjI keTalIka vyavasthAo karI. e parivArane jIvatadAna maLI gayuM. dhanya ho sArmika bhaktinI bhAvanAne (15) navakAra japane se e bhAIne karmanA udaye khUna kesamAM koIe phasAvI dIdhA. kesa cAlyo ane janamaTIpanI sajA thaI. saMbaMdhI dvArA gurubhagavaMte nava lAkha navakAra gaNavAnI preraNA karI. khUba zraddhAthI nava lAkhano jApa karavA lAgyA. navakAranA prabhAve mAtra pAMca mahinamAM sajA mA thaI ane ghare AvI gayA. (16) mAMgavA jevuM samAdhi mRtyu vi.saM. 2065 amadAvAdathI zerIsA 6"rI" pAlaka saMghanA mukhya lAbhArthI amathAbhAI. amathAbhAI tathA baMne dIkarIonI bhAvanA khUba uttama. zerIsA saMdha sivAya paNa ghaNA saMghomAM navapada oLI vigereno lAbha lIdho. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 22

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en ddien eka vAra emanA ghera vahoravA javAnuM thayuM. emanI uMmara e vakhate Azare 91 varSa. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyA bAda meM pUchyuM ke amathAbhAI ! tabiyatane lIdhe bahAra darzana karavA jaI zakatA nathI to gharamAM prabhujI padharAvo, ane zakti hoya to ghara derAsara karo. emaNe hA pADI. baMne dIkarIo vicAra kare ke pitAjIne pUrve jayAre pUchyuM tyAre nA pADatA, to Aje kema acAnaka hA pADI? cAlo ! je paNa hoya, pitAjI sAthe pharI vAta karI saMmati meLavI. ati harSathI ghara derAsara mATenA bhagavAnanuM nakkI karyuM. 11 kheMcanA dhAtunA pratimAno orDara ApavA mATe pAlItANAnA vepArIne phona karyo. vepArIe jaNAvyuM ke Ama to 7 iMca sudhInA prabhujI ame taiyAra rAkhIe chIe paraMtu 9, 11 iMcanA prabhujI banAvatA 2-3 mahinA lAge, paraMtu hamaNAM ja eka bhAgyazALIne 11 IMcanA be prabhujInI jarUra hatI. tyAre ame game te kAraNe 3 prabhu banAvyA che. tamAre joItA hoya to emAMthI eka vadhArAnA amArI pAse che. dIkarIone thayuM ke jANe paramAtmAe ApaNA mATe ja pahelethI bhagavAna banAvIne taiyAra rAkhyA che ! AjubAjumAM pUchatAcha karatA eka parivAra pAlItANA gADI laIne gayela hato. prabhujInI rakama cUkavI vepArI pAsethI lAvavAnuM temane phonathI jaNAvyuM. eka divasamAM to prabhujI amadAvAda AvI gayA. mane batAvavA lAgyA tyAre meM kahyuM ke roja ATalA moTA vajanadAra bhagavAna prakSAlAdi mATe uMcakavA sahelA nathI. vicArI lejo. baMne dIkarIono eka ja sUra nikaLyo, jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 23

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paad n t ttrain dstN paarttn "amane to A prabhujI gamI gayA che, badhuM deva-gurukRpAe sAruM ja thaze.'' ane temaNe prabhunI mUrti A ja nakkI karI nAkhI. A prabhunI aMjanazalAkA karAvavA mATe tapAsa karatAM samAcAra maLyA ke eka divasa bAda vaDodarAmAM aMjanazalAkA cAlu thavAnI hatI. baMne dIkarIo vargodarA prabhujIne mahotsavamAM mUkIne AvyA. mahotsava pUrNAhita vakhate bAjumAM rahenAro parivAra e prabhune potAnI sAthe amadAvAda laIne Avyo tyAre puNyazALIe 11 iMcanA prabhujI 2-3 kalAka gADImAM khoLAmAM rAkhyA hatA, te bolyA ke ATalA vajanadAra prabhu hovA chatAM mane to jANe kAMI vajana ja na lAgyuM !!! paramAtmAnI amadAvAdamAM padharAmaNI thayA bAda pratiSThA mATe 2 divasa pachInuM ja mUhurta upAdhyAyazrI vimalasena vi. mahArAje ApatA navakAra jaina saMgha, vAsaNA derAsaramAM prabhujI 2 divasa rAkhyA. phAgaNa suda nomanA divase vAjate gAjate prabhujIne sakala saMgha sAthe lAvI gRhajinAlayamAM pratiSThA karAvI. navakArazIno lAbha parivAre lIdho. mArA gharaderAsaranA prazna aMge emanI hA pachI mAtra paMdara divasamAM A pratiSTha saMpanna thaI. paMdara ja divasamAM prabhujI maLavA, aMjanazalAkAno yoga maLavo, lAvanArA maLI javA, A badhI vyavasthAo khUba Azcarya sabhara hatI !!! amayAbhAIne khuba ja AnaMda hato. vAraMvAra zAMtinAya prabhuno jApa karatA amathAbhAI khUba bhAvuka banI jatA. mAtra 12 mahinA bAda amathAbhAIe khAvA-pIvAnuM choDI dIdhuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 24

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dIkarIoe, saMbaMdhIoe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa na mAnyA. sAdhvIjI jayAre vahoravA AvyA tyAre amathAbhAIne pUchayuM ke kema nathI khAvuM? amathAbhAIe javAba Apyo, "sImaMdharasvAmI prabhu pAse aTTamanuM paccakakhANa lIdhuM che. have aTTama karI mAre A bhavamAMthI tyAM javAnuM che !" badhA jotA ane sAMbhaLatA Azcarya pAmatA. traNa divasa khUba uttama bhAvo sAthe covihAra aTTamanI pUrNAhUtinI sAthe AyuSya paNa pUrNa karI amathAbhAIe deha choDyo. aMtima samaye paNa uttama svasthatA, samAdhi, AnaMda anero hato. aMtima divasomAM gRha jinAlayanI emanI bhAvanA sAkAra banI gaI. emanA gRhajinAlayanA zAMtinAtha prabhune joIne ghaNA pUche che ke A prabhu to khUba prAcIna dekhAya che. A varSe ja pitAjInI smRtimAM baMne dIkarIoe tridivasIya 6 "rI" pAlaka saMgha sonagaDhathI pAlItANAno suMdara rIte kADhyo ane dAdAnA darabAramAM mALa paherI. (17) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrajApano prabhAva amadAvAdanA bhara unALAnA divaso. be varSa pUrvenI A vAta che. jeTha mahinAmAM hetane bhayaMkara garamInA prabhAve TAIphoIDa ane kamaLAnI bhegI asara thaI. hetanA pappA jAgRtabhAIne DaoNkTaroe hetane hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavAnI khAsa sUcanA karI. jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Arthi5 [ 25] 25

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jAgRtabhAIne jaina dharmamAM khUba zraddhA. pU.paMnyAsa zrI kanakasuMdara vi. mahArAjanA ghaNA kAmo saMbhALe eTale turaMta hetane laI pUjayazrI pAse pahoMcyA. pUjayazrIe bhAvathI navakAramaMtra bolAvyo ane sUcanA karI ke be divasa Akho parivAra vadhumAM vadhu navakAra gaNe ane pachI juo navakArano prabhAva. zraddhALu parivAra preraNAne jhIlI navakAra jApamAM otaprota banyo. trIje divase rIporTo karAvatA badhA normala AvyA. mAtra be ja divasamAM rIporTamAM ATalo badho pheraphAra-normala joI DokTaro paNa Azcarya pAmyA. bhAvathI bolajo ke, "navakAra japane se sAre duHkha miTate hai." eka vAra heta joradAra AMcakA sAthe nIce paDyo. hAtha para badhuM vajana AvI javAthI bhayaMkara du:khAvo thaI gayo. DokTara pAse mAMDa mAMDa laI gayA tyAre DaoNkTare pATo bAMdhyo. e vakhate duHkhAvAne lIdhe heta cIso pADato hato. DaoNkTare jaNAvyuM ke, doDha mahinA sudhI A pATo rAkhavo paDaze. gaLAmAMthI dorI jevuM bharAvI hAthane sthira karAvI dIdho. A ja pATA sAthe pU.paM. zrI kanakasuMdara vi. ma. pAse vAsakSepa karAvavA laI gayA tyAre pUjayazrIe preraNA karI, "namo siddhANaM" A padanI jeTalI vadhu navakAravALI gaNazo teTaluM jaladI darda gAyaba thaze. have to heta paNa khuda darda bhUlI 'namo siddhANaM'no jApa bhAvathI karavA lAgyo. 1, 2... kula 8 kalAkanA "namo siddhANaM' padanA jApanA prabhAve duHkhAvo saMpUrNa gAyaba thaI gayo ! hAtha uMco-nIco jAte karato thayo. pATo paNa choDI nAMkhyo ane jyAre hADakAnA DaoNkTarane A vAta karI tyAre (jena Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [ 26 ]

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DaoNkTara Azcarya pAmyA. kyAMka lakhAyuM che ke bhagavAna kyAM che? ema na pUchazo. pUchavuM hoya to ema pUcho ke bhagavAna kyAM nathI ?' Aje paNa paramAtmA vItarAganA dharmanA aciMtya prabhAvo, paracA avazya maLe che. cAlo, ApaNe paNa nAstikatAnI adhama keDI choDI AstikatAnI parama keDI para zraddhAthI Daga bharI parama padane pAmIe e ja prabhune prArthanA ! (18) navasmaraNathI navasiddhi e parivAramAM mAtA khUba dharmI hovAthI baMne putrone paNa dharmanA saMskAro khUba ApelAM. kaMdamULa tyAga, abhakSya tyAga, roja navakArazI-jinapUjA vigere ArAdhanA karAvatI. moTo dIkaro zaMkhezvaranI jAtrA mahinAmAM eka vAra kare. prasaMga evo banyo ke uparanA mALe mistrI parivAra raheto hato. mistrInI dIkarI ane tenI mA paNa ghaNIvAra yAtrA karavA pAlItANA, zaMkhezvara vigeremAM joDe AvatAM. dhIre dhIre baMne parivArano paricaya, avarajavara vadhavA lAgI. moTA dIkarAne mistrInI dIkarI sAthe prema thayo. dIkarAe mAne vAta karI ke huM to lagna uparavALI mistrInI chokarI joDe ja karIza. mAe ghaNuM samajAvyo ke lagna to jaina kuLanI kanyA sAthe ja karAya. jaina kuLanA saMskAra uttama hoya. jIvadayA enA lohInA aNu aNumAM hoya. mATe ApaNe jaina kanyA sAthe lagna goThavIzuM. paNa dIkaro na mAnyo. mAe prabhune prArthanA bhAvathI karI (jena Adarza prasaMgo-14] [ 27]

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ane roja savAre nAhIne pUjAnA vastromAM nava smaraNanI ArAdhanA zarU karI. tAMbAnI vADakImAM pUjAnI anAmikA AMgaLIne rAkhe ane navakAra, uvasaggahara, saMtikara, bhaktAmara, moTI zAMti gaNI pANI dIkarAne pIvaDAve. divaso vItatA cAlyA ane mAtra gaNatarInA divasomAM dIkarAe sAmethI mAne jaNAvyuM ke tArI vAta barobara che. huM have jaina kanyA sAthe ja lagna karIza ! mane mApha karI de. mAne hAza thaI. jinazAsanamAM maLelA nava smaraNanA dareka smaraNanI dareka gAthA paNa mahA prabhAvika che. vidhipUrvaka jo enI sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave to Aje paNa ghaNA bhAvikoe enA anubhava karelA che. jema ke eka puNyazALInuM pAkITa khovAI jatA bhaktAmara stotranI 11mI gAthA bhAvathI gaNavA mAMDI to gaNatarInI miniTomAM pAkITa pAchuM maLI gayuM ! vAcako ! jIvanamAM sAcI zraddhAne sthAna Apazo to DaoNkTaro, vakIlo vigerenA lAkho karoDonA kharcAothI bacI ghaNA lAbho thaze. lAkho kharcIne oparezana karyA pachI paNa ghaNA kesa pheIla thAya che. prabhunA maMtro kyAreya niSphaLa jatA nathI. (19) naMdurabAra saMghanuM anumodanIya kArya mahArASTranA naMdurabArano saMgha ane suzrAvaka caMdanamalajInI jinazAsananI sevA bejoDa che. - 50 jeTalA sAdharmikone dravyathI pagabhara banAvyA che. [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [ 28 ] 28

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A ghaNAM varSathI relave sTezana para ukALelA pANInI vyavasthA rAkhI che. relave sTezana para AyaMbila ane ekAsaNAnI vyavasthA paNa karavAmAM Ave che. naMdurabAranI AsapAsa 50 kilomITara sudhI sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca barAbara karAya che. 8 varSathI roja 16 kilo loTanI roTalI banAvI kUtarAne khavarAvavAmAM Ave che. (20) abhuta jaino gvAliyaramAM traNa mALanI hoTala che. tenA mAlika jaina che. AjIvikA mATe A dhaMdho karavo paDe che. jainAcAra viruddha kaMdamULa to kyAMya hoTalamAM vAparavuM ja nahIM evo emano daDha saMkalpa che. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtone vihAra daramyAna utaravAnI vyavasthA paNa sarasa karI ApavAnI. khajurAho pAse teo moTI hoTalanuM nirmANa karavAnI IcchA rAkhatA hatA. jayAM videzI pravAsIonuM Agamana thatuM hoya ane svAbhAvika teo mAMsAhAra Adi ja mAMgatA hoya tyAM paNa teo jaina phUDa ja ApavAnI icchA dharAvatA hatA ane have te thaI ja gayuM haze. teo evI vAnagI temanI hoTalamAM Ape che jethI pravAsIo mAMsAhAra to zuM kaMdamULa paNa nathI mAMgatA !! jina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 5 [ 29 ] 29

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(21) sAdhu bhagavaMtanA pagalAMno prabhAva eka saMghamAM pratiSThAno joradAra mAhola hato. mahotsava nagarathI thoDe dUra moTA grAunDamAM rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. sAdhusAdhvI bhagavaMtone najIka paDe te hetuthI dukAnanI dIvAla toDavI paDe evI hatI. jo evuM karavAmAM Ave to ekAda kilomITara ochuM thAya. traNa dukAnamAMthI eka dukAnadAre jaina sAdhu bhagavaMto pratyenA abhAvanA kAraNe potAnI dukAnanI dIvAla toDI rasto banAvavA dIdho. mahotsava daramyAna vizALa sAdhu-sAdhvI samudAyanA temaja saMghanA pagalA thavAthI tenuM AMgaNuM pavitra banyuM. dukAna cAlu karyA pachI gurubhakti, saMghabhaktinA prabhAvathI prathama varSe tene cAlIsa lAkha maLyA ! (22) anumodanA (1) bhAvanagara dAdAsAheba upAzrayanA zrAvaka aMtubhAIe glAna mahAtmAonI apUrva sevA, jugupsA mohanIyakarma upara vijaya meLavavA pUrvaka apUrva samAdhi ApIne karI che. aMtubhAI suzrAvake 70 varSa sudhI 64 praharI pauSadha sAthe aThThAInI ArAdhanA karI. koI zrAvaka loca karAve to pote bahumAna kare. varSo sudhI banne oLI roTalI ane karIyAtu 2 dravya pUrvaka karI. kamAla, kamAla. (2) 120 kIlo vajanavALA ajaina rIkSA DrAIvare girirAjanI covihArA chaThTha sAthe 7 yAtrA karI. (3) suzrAvaka khetazIbhAI banne dIkarIone laIne gurudeva [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [30]

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pAse AvyA. khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI codhAra AMsue raDyA ane kahyuM, "o gurudeva ! huM to saMsAranA khADAmAM paDyo, paNa A be dIkarIono uddhAra karo." saMtAnone saMyamapradAna karAvavAnI kevI uMcI pariNati ! (4) premalabhAI kApaDIyAe pU. devacandrajInI covIzI arthasahita prAcIna citro sahita sADA sADatrIsa lAkha rUpiyAno kharca karI prakAzita karI. kevI UMcI RRtabhaktinI pariNati ! (5) eka ja divase eka ja samaye 50 thI vadhu zahero, 85 thI vadhu saMgho dvArA 1 lAkha 8 hajAra sAmAyikanuM eka sAthe bhavya sAmUhika anuSThAna thayuM. khUba khUba anumodanA !! (6) muMbaInA pradIpabhAIe lagabhaga 27 vakhata 99 yAtrA pUrNa karI. ekavAra 8 mahInAmAM 7 vakhata 99 yAtrA karI che. kALajhALa garamImAM keTalIka yAtrA ThAmacovihArA ekAsaNApUrvaka karI che. girirAja pratye kevo UMco prema. (7) suzrAvaka praNavabhAIe suputra Aryane janma pachI 350 upara guru bhagavaMtonA gurupUjana, vaMdana AzIrvAda levA dvArA amRtanuM kAma karyuM che. bALakane saMskArI banAvavAnI kevI UMcI pariNati !! (8) muMbaI vAlakezvaranA jayazrIbena zailezabhAI jhaverI (u. 62) zatruMjayanA AdinAtha dAdAnI sAlagiri (vaizAkhavada 6)nA divase chellA 15 varSathI dara vakhate hAjara rahI bhakti kare che. jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Arthi5 [ 31] 31

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(23) mAMgika oparezana jAmanagaranA asmitAbenanA jIvananI satya ghaTanA emanA ja zabdomAM vAMco. mArA patinuM nAma kauzika zAMtibhAI vorA che. cAreka varSa pahelA joradAra eksIDanTa thayela, jemAM leegament phATI gayela. jamaNo hAtha ane paga baMnemAM khUba ja vAgyuM hatuM. jAmanagaramAM traNa-cAra DaoNkTaranA opiniyana lIdhA. amadAvAdanA be moTA nAmAMkita DaoNkTarane eksa-re temaja rIporTa baMne batAvyA. badhAe ochAmAM ochA be oparezana karAvavA paDaze tema kahyuM. gharanA badhA khUba ciMtAmAM hatAM. gaMbhIra oparezana ane kharcA paNa bhAre. je divase hospiTalamAM dAkhala thavAnuM hatuM te divase haoNspiTala jatAM meM eka nAnA pavAlAmAM thoDuM pANI lIdhuM ane pUjA karavAnI AMgaLI emAM rAkhI. nava navakAra, logassa, uvasaggahara, saMtikara, bhaktAmara ane moTI zAMti bolI te pANI temanA paga upara chAMTyuM ane bAkInuM temane pIvaDAvyuM. (eksIDanTa thayo tyArathI A cAlu karela.) tyAra bAda dAkhala karyA. sAMje DaoNkTare badhuM ceka karyuM. paganI mUvamenTa karI temane TekA vagara calAvyA ane ghaNI tapAsanA aMte kahyuM ke oparezananI jarUra ja nathI. Amane to khUba sAruM che. paraMtu DaoNkTara pUchavA lAgyA ke A ra-3 divasamAM tame kaI kaI davA ApI hatI e amane jaNAvo. vAcako ! DaoNkTarane davAnuM nAma lakhIne Apazo ne ? jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Arthi5 [ 32] 32

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gara (24) prabhunI gAdI ghaNI jagyAe yationI zrIpUjyonI-bhaTTArakonI gAdI joI haze. sAMbhaLI haze... paNa bhagavAnanI gAdI nahIM sAMbhaLI hoya... to vAMco. gujarAtanA mausANA jillAmAM Avela bhoMdhaNI tIrtha. bhauSaNI tIrthamAM pravezadvAramAM pravezatA bI bAju peDhI che... A peDhInI aMdara eka rUmamAM mallinAtha mahArAjanI (bhagavAnanI) gAdI che... A gAdIne pUjya bhAvathI ahIM rakhAI che... ahIM akhaMDa dIpaka paNa che... jamInamAMthI pragaTa thayA pachI zrI mallinAtha bhagavAnane A gAdI para pUrve birAjamAna karavAmAM AvyA hatAM. koI ArasanA pabAsaNa para nahIM. A gAdI para ja keTalAya varaso sudhI prabhu birAjamAna rahyA hatA. vizALa jinAlayanuM nirmANa thayuM, tyAra pachI A gAdI parathI utthApana karIne jinAlayamAM birAjamAna karavAmAM AvyA hatA. basa, te pachI A gAdI tyArathI zrI muktinAthajI mahArAjanI gAdI tarIke tyAM rAkhavAmAM AvI... rUma navo thayo paNa jagyA enI e ja rahI. A mallinAthajI prabhu vikrama saMvat 1939nA vaizAkha suda panA roja jamInamAMthI pragaTa thayA hatA. arthAt AjathI 142 varSa pUrve A paramAtmA bhoyaNInA kevaLa paTelanA nAmanA khetaramAMthI pragaTa thayA hatA... vAta evI banI ke kevala paTela potAnA khetaramAM kuvo khodAvI rahyA hatA. traNa hAtha jeTalo khA khodyo tyAM bapora thaI gaI. tethI kUvo khodavAnuM kAma aTakAvI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 33

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emain tn shiksslu jamavA beThA... tyAM ja e khADAmAMthI jAtajAtanA avAjo AvavA mAMDyA. paLavAra mATe to teo gabharAI gayA... paNa hiMmata rAkhI tyAM ja UbhA rahyA... tyAM bIjI ja paLe baMduka jevo ja avAja Avyo... paTela ane majUro kaMI samaje te pahelAM ja khADAmAMthI mATIno popaDo UMco thayo. e popaDAmAM tirADa paDI. ane emAMthI raMgaberaMgI prakAza dekhAvA lAgyo... Artha ane mizrita lAgaNIthI teo te khADAne jotAM ja rahyA... pachI hiMmata karIne teo khADAmAM hatAM... mATIno popaDo dUra karyAM. tyAre temAM traNa pratimAjI birAjamAna hatA. atyAre (vartamAnamAM vidyamAna jinAlayamAM je rIte vacce zrI mastinAtha bhagavAna ane AjubAju kAussagga mudrAmAM zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna ane zrI AdinAya bhagavAnanI pratimA birAjamAna che, te ja rIte A traNeya pratimAjI tyAM birAjamAna hatA. A mallinAthajI mahArAjane (bhagavAna) zarUAtamAM je oraDImAM rAkhyA hatA, te oraDI jIrNa thaI gaI tyAre navI oraDImAM A bhagavAnane birAjamAna karavAnuM thayuM tyAre mastinAtha bhagavAna birAjamAna karyAM pachI eka kAusaggIyA bhagavAnane birAjamAna karyAM... paNa je bAju temane birAjamAna karavAnA hatA tene badale anya bAju birAjamAna karavAmAM AvyA tyAre trIjA bhagavAna potAnI jagyAethI halyA nahIM... eTale lokone khyAla AvI gayo ke bhagavAnanA sthAnanI adalAbadalI thaI che... tethI te kAussagIyA pratimAjIne pharI atyAre je sthitimAM che te ja sthiti sthAna para birAjamAna karavAmAM AvyA. te pachI ja trIjA pratimAjI potAnA sthAnethI UThyA... ja jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 34

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(25) bALakanuM samAdhi mRtyu breIna Tyumarano bhayaMkara roga ! ATalI nAnI uMmaranA bALakane ! pitA janakabhAI ane mAtA pUrNimAbenane dIkarA nilayanA rIporTa parathI breIna TyumaranA samAcAra DokTare ApyA tyAre baMnene khUba ja AghAta lAgyo. davAo ane reDIezana vigere sAravAra cAlu karI ane DaoNkTaroe lAkhonA kharce sarjarI paNa karI. jyAre puNya sAtha na Ape tyAre zuM ? sarjarI niSphaLa gaI ane mA-bApane dIkarAnA mRtyunA bhaNakArA vAgavA mAMDyA. varSa Amane Ama vItI gayuM. ekavAra guru bhagavaMtanA pravacanamAM laI gayA, pravacana bAda guru bhagavaMtane roganI jANa thatA bALakane tathA parivArane dharmanI tathA samAdhinI mahattA samajAvI, makkama thavA jaNAvyuM, nilaya pote paNa e sAMbhaLI makkama banyo. lagabhaga doDha varSa vItI gayuM. AkhuM vizva jayAre I.sa. 2006nI uttarAyaNa manAvatuM hatuM tyAre suratanA A parivAramAM nilayano prasaMga enI mA pUrNimAbenanA zabdomAM ja vAMco. "14-1-2016 nA sAMje rojanI jema sAMje 7 vAge gharamAM rAkhelA darzanIya prabhujI pAse nilayane ame caityavaMdana-bhakti karAvI. emAM palaMgamAM e ADo paDyo ane huM gharanA koIka kAmamAM lAgI." 9-30 vAgyAno TAIma hato ane aMdaranA rUmamAMthI palaMga para hAtha pachADavAno avAja Avyo. ame sau doDyA. eNe mane kahyuM ke, "mammI bahu gabharAmaNa thAya che." meM tene kahyuM, "gabharAIza nahIM, navakAramaMtra gaNa. badhuM ja sAruM thaI jaze." [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [ 35 |

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navakAra yAda karAvatAM e taddana zAMta thaI gayo ane meM phakta "namo arihaMtANaM' bolI kolana voTara lagAvyuM tathA thoDuM pANI pIvaDAvyuM. tyArabAda teNe mane kahyuM ke mane beTho kara. mArAthI zvAsa nathI levAto. A vAta teNe jarApaNa akaLAyA vagara taddana zAMtithI karI. huM tene beTho karavA lAgI tyAM to teNe AMkho caDAvI dIdhI. AthI huM gabharAI gaI. tene beTho karyo to te Akho vAMko vaLI gayo. jANe ke moDhA sivAya tenA bAkInA zarIramAM cetanA ja na hoya. tema zarIra lujha thaI gayuM, AthI huM vadhAre sajAga banI gaI. sAta lAkha saMbhaLAvyA, cAra zaraNAM svIkArAvyA. AhAra ane zarIranA tyAganA paccakakhANa ApI vosirAvyuM. tathA meM kahyuM, "beTA ! mahAvidehamAM jaje, sImaMdharasvAmI prabhu pAse dIkSA laI kevaLajJAna pAmaje." jeTalAM gharamAM hatA te badhA ame sAthe maLIne eka tAlamAM moTethI Akho navakAra bolavA lAgyA. lagabhaga 2-3 navakAra gaNAyA haze tyAM tenI dADhI traNavAra hAlI ane te Adi Adi bolIne zAMta thaI gayo. badhI kriyA patI gayA pachI rAtre jayAre sagA-vahAlA maLavA Ave tyAre ame sahune jaNAvyuM ke atre zoka karavAne badale jene je stavano AvaDe, stuti vi. je AvaDe te gAIne prabhu bhakti karo. ema lagabhaga 2 divasa karyuM." (26) ajenanI yogyatA AgamomAM jIvane dharma pAmavAnI yogyatA mATe "maMda mithyAtva avasthA' jaNAvI che. gADha mithyAtvI jIvo A yogyatA [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [ 36 ]

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dharAvatA nathI. maMda mithyAtvI jIvonuM mithyAtva maMda paDavAthI vItarAga paramAtmA jevA sudeva, paMca mahAvratadhArI guru bhagavaMto jevA suguru, vItarAge batAvelA dharma jevo sudharma. A traNe sudevasuguru-sudharma pratyeno dveSa khUba ghaTe che. dhIre dhIre A traNano prazasta rAga pragaTe che. AvA jIvo jaina na hovA chatAM temanAmAM guNono AMzika vikAsa jovA maLe che. vi.saM. 2071nuM cAturmAsa amadAvAda, ghATaloDiyAmAM thayuM. saMghamAM sAdhu bhagavaMtanuM cAturmAsa prathamavAra thayuM. sahumAM khUba utsAha jovA maLyo. saMghamAM sAdhvI bhagavaMto upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa rokAyA. saMghamAM upAzraya eka ja hovAthI amAre baMgalAmAM rokAvAnuM thayuM ke je saMghe bhADe lIdho hato. cAturmAsa vakhate kadAca makAna bhADe na maLe to muzkelI na Ave te mATe cAturmAsanI jaya bolAvyA pachI sAta mahinA tathA cAturmAsanA cAra mahinA mahinA ema kula 11 mahinA saMghe bhADe makAna rAkhyuM. je baMgalAmAM ame prathama mALe rokAyA hatA, tenA makAnamAlika himAMzubhAI (u. 46 varSa) temanA mAtuzrI (u. 80 varSa) sAthe be jaNa nIce rahetA hatA. aSADha comAsI caudasanA divase pratikramaNamAM ghaNI saMkhyA thavAthI upara besavuM zakya na hatuM. TrasTI nIce bahAranA khullA bhAgamAM besavA mATe hiMmAzubhAIne pUchavA gayA. hiMmAzubhAIe turaMta ja hA pADI ! uparAMtamAM sAthe AvIne khullA bhAgane DhAMkavA mATe dorI, kapaDuM vigere pote baMdhAvavA AvyA. himAMzubhAIe sAmethI kahyuM, "A nIceno bhAga bhale bhADe nathI Apyo. paraMtu jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Iijha [ 37]

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gorA baLe vaLa jain too en A gharanI bahAranA khullA bhAgano tamAre jyAre upayoga karavo hoya tyAre khuzIthI karajo !" pachI to prAyaH cAre mahinA pratikramaNa nIce ja thayuM. paryuSaNamAM 130-140 jeTalI bhAIonI saMkhyA thatI. to paNa tyAM ja pratikramaNa thayA. jagyA thoDI ochI paDatAM himAMzubhAIe potAno hIMcako, sophA vigere jhAMpAnI bahAra mUkAvI dIdhA !! AgaLa vadhIne potAnA DroIMga rUmamAM bharAvA mATe paNa hA pADI. saMghamAM ravivArIya ekAsaNA mATe eka ravivAra potAne tyAM thAya teno paNa Agraha karyo ane potAnI jagyAmAM 2-3 vAra ekAsaNA, navakArazI vi. bhADu lIdhA vagara karavA dIdhA. payurSaNamAM savAranA pratikramaNa 5-30 vAge thAya to pote 4-30 vAge uThI AkhI jagyAmAM kacaro, potuM jAte mAre ! sAMje paNa pratikramaNa pUrve jAte kacarA, potA mArI jagyA cokhkhI karI nAMkhe. koIpaNa kAma batAvIe to bhaktithI tarata kare. cAturmAsa amArA AvatA pahelAM koIka vyaktie himAMzubhAIne UMdhu samajAvavAno prayatna karyo, "jainonA mahArAjane na apAya. ApaNane takalIpha paDe..." AvuM ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM himAMzubhAIe enI vAta na sAMbhaLI. ravivArIya zibiro paNa sAMbhaLavA te AvatAM. saMghe khUba bhaktithI payurSaNamAM temanuM bahumAna karyuM tyAre khUba samajAvyA pachI mAMDa mAMDa bahumAna lIdhuM. varSothI cAturmAsa pUrve himAMzubhAI sAMje 2-3 kalAka koIkanI joDe emanema samaya jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 38

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pasAra karavA vAto karatA. ame cAturmAsa AvyA bAda amArI(gurunI) sevA mATe e paNa baMdha karI dIdhuM ! makAnamAM eka rUmamAM aMdhAruM paDatuM hovAthI dIvAlamAM 3 4 5 phUTa jeTalo bhAga bArI mUkavA mATe toDavAnI vAta karI to turaMta saMmati ApI !!! saMghe bolAvela mANasa toDavAnuM kAma karavA Avyo tyAre jovA paNa na AvyA. e kahe ke gurujIne jema anukULa paDe tema karo. emAM mane koI vAMdho nathI. paryuSaNa bAda ame sAdhuo 2-3 divasa pU. gacchAdhipatizrIne vaMdana karavA gayA. pAchA AvyA tyAre himAMzubhAI bolyA, "gurujI ! ApanA vagara be divasa kADhavA agharAM lAgyA, badhu sunuM sunuM lAgatuM hatuM." zaheranI poLomAM darzana karavA ghATaloDiyA saMghanA bhAviko gayA tyAre hiMmAzubhAI paNa joDe gayA. Azare 15 derAsaranA darzana karyA. pU. gacchAdhipatizrInA darzana karavA paNa saMghanI joDe cAlatA gayA. cAturmAsa bAda vihAra pachI paNa hiMmAzubhAI amane vaMdana karavA anyatra AvyA. Aje paNa himAMzubhAI jevA anya ghaNA ajainone vihAranA gAmomAM bhakti karatA joIe tyAre e jIvonI haLukarmitA dekhAya. AvA jIvo najIkanA kALamAM vItarAganuM zAsana pAmIne mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhI jatA hoya che. amadAvAda-pAlItANA vihAranA aneka sthaLomAM DhagalAbaMdha ajaino gocarI bhAvathI-vinaMtIpUrvaka vahorAvatA joyA che. bhUri bhUri anumodanA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 8i [ 39 ]

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(27) camatkArika bacAva aMdherI muMbaInA e zrAvikAbene anubhavelo camatkAra emanA ja zabdomAM vAMco. mArA sasarAjIne 8 nave. 2014nA haraNiyAnA oparezana mATe hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyA. temanI uMmara 89 varSa. oparezana ekadama sarasa rIte patI gayuM. be divasa pachI rajA maLavAnI hatI ane acAnaka phephasAmAM pANI bharAI gayuM. tenI davA karavA gayA to ADa asarathI kIDanI para asara thaI ane kesa jarA gaMbhIra thaI gayo. temane IC.U mAM rAkhyA. be divasa pachI monITara para 0 AvI gayuM. to DaoNkTaroe kahyuM ke, "hAlata kharAba che. have jIvana-maraNano prazna che." ame kuTuMbanA sarva sabhyo hAjara hatA. vinaMtIthI DaoNkTare amane badhAne aMdara javA dIdhA ane ame lokoe navakAranI dhUna, cAra zaraNA saMbhaLAvavAnuM cAlu karyuM. mobAIla para bhagavAnanA darzana karAvyA. siddhAcala, zaMkhezvara Adi tIrthonA darzana karAvyA ane temaNe paNa kahyuM ke, "tame navakAra cAlu rAkho" ane ame sahue paNa navakAradhUna cAlu rAkhI. thoDI vAramAM monITara para badhuM normala AvavA mAMDyuM ane temanI tabiyata sArI thaI gaI ! DaoNkTaro tathA sIsTaroe kahyuM ke, "tamAro maMtra kharekhara jAduI che. moTo camatkAra thaI gayo. tamArA maMtrane so so salAma !!" (28) saMyama mATe balidAna muMbaImAM rahenArI e phezanebala, moDarna strI, hoTala, thiyeTaramAM AnaMda mAnanArI e zokhIna. govAliyA Tenka jaina jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 40

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saMghamAM pU.A. zrI bhadraguptasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. cAturmAsa padhAryA. e ja arasAmAM A benane peTamAM saMtAna rahyuM hatuM. ane emane bhAva jAgyA ke mAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA javuM che. jJAnasAranA vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA dhIre dhIre e benamAM parivartana AvatuM gayuM ! e zokhIna bene e comAsAmAM kula 40 niyamo grahaNa karyA. ghaNA loko emanA niyamo sAMbhaLIne kahetA ke A bena A niyamo laI ja na zake. mAno yA na mAno paNa e bena have zrAvikA banyA. zAstromAM jaNAvyuM che ke AvanAra bALakanA prabhAve paNa ghaNIvAra mAtAmAM parivartana Ave jemake suvidhinAtha prabhu ane munisuvratasvAmI prabhu mAtAnA garbhamAM padhAryA tyAre te prabhunA prabhAvathI mAtAe uttama vratone grahaNa karyA eTale prabhunuM nAma suvidhi ane suvrata (munisuvrata) pADavAmAM AvyuM. ahIM paNa kadAca bALakanA prabhAve ane jinavANInA prabhAve parivartana AvyuM. parivartana pAmelI A zrAvikAe deDha saMkalpa karyo ke mAre AvanAra saMtAnane saMyamanA mArge ja AgaLa vadhAravo che. 9 mahinA bAda dIkarAno janma thayo ane nAma pADyuM caitya. mAe caityane khUba dhArmika saMskAro ApavAnuM cAlu karyuM. guru bhagavaMtone jANe ke vahorAvI ja dIdho ane dIkSA ApavA mATe hA pADI dIdhI paraMtu parivAranA bhayaMkara virodhane lIdhe caityanI dIkSA na thaI zakI. mAne khUba aphasosa thayo. parivAranA saune samajAvavAno jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Arthi5 [41]

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prayatna karavA chatAM saphaLatA na maLI. chevaTe mAe joradAra saMkalpa karyo ke mArA dIkarAne dIkSA na maLe tyAM sudhI mAre AyaMbila !! 1, 2, 3, ... 100, ..., 200, ... 600 AyaMbila thayA. giranAra comAsu ArAdhanA karavA gayelI mAe atyAra sudhI kula saLaMga 675 AyaMbila karyA. ane acAnaka enI tabiyata lathaDI. parivAranA hajI to kaMIka upAya kare e pahelA to zrAvikAnA jIvanano dIvaDo bujhAI gayo. parivAra janone khUba AghAta lAgyo. mAno na mAno paraMtu mAnA balidAnanA prabhAve parivAra janoe caityane dIkSAnI saMmati ApI dIdhI. gaNatarInA divasomAM dIkSAnuM muhurta nIkaLyuM ane caityanI dIkSA dhAmadhUma sAthe parivAre ujavI. Aje caitya sAdhu banIne lagabhaga cAra-pAMca varSathI saMyamanI suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyo che. kadAca Aje e zrAvikA mahAvidehakSetramAM janma laIne 4 varSanI uMmare uttama saMskAro meLavI rahyA haze. 8 varSanI umare dIkSA, 9 varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna pAmI anupamA devInI jema anekane pamADe ane aMte mokSasukhane prApta kare e ja prabhune prArthanA ! (29) mahA tapasvIne kroDo vAra vaMdana zrI vIra prabhunA nirvANa pachI 2500 varSanA prApta itihAsamAM zrAvikA dvArA sau prathamavAra 494 divasamAM 439 upavAsa karIne ugra tapasyA rupa "zrI guNaratna saMvatsara" tapanI [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 O : blaDa [42] 42

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ArAdhanA tapasvIratnA suzrAvikA jyotibena raNajItakumAra zAhe 65 varSanI jaipha vaye zAtApUrvaka paripUrNa karI che. temanA A divya tapane vadhAvavA 'tapovaMdanA'no bhavya kAryakrama tA. 6 sapTembara 2015nA roja sAMgalI (mahArASTramAM) rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. suzrAvikA jyotibene 3 varSanI nAnI uMmarathI zarU karelA tapano yajJakuMDa 63 varSanI vaya sudhI satata cAlu rahyo che. jemAM 5 vAra cAra mAsI tapa, 7 vAra cha mAsI tapa, 7 vAra be mAsI tapa, 1 dravya thI navapadajInI olI, 2 vAra zreNItapa, siddhi tapa, vIza sthAnaka tapanA 400 upavAsa 4 varSamAM pUrNa, divAlImAM kAyama aTTama, upadhAna mALanA divase kAyama aTTama, poSa dazamano kAyama aTTama, 43 varSathI kriyA sAthe caitra pUnamano aTTama, chellA 2 upadhAna aTTamathI pUrNa karyA. sahagnakuTa tapanA 1024 upavAsa 3 varSamAM (Azare 1095 divasamAM) kSIra samudra, jJAna pAMcama, bIja, AThama, agyArasa, caudasano tapa, 108 pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA aTTama, bhavaAlocanA 270 upavAsathI pUrNa, 14 pUrvanA 14 cauvihAra upavAsa saLaMga, pArzvanAtha-vIra prabhunA gaNadhara tapa, 18 varSathI saLaMga chaThThathI ochuM pacca. nathI karyuM. 32 upavAsa, 100 divasamAM 75 upavAsa, 80 divasamAM 72 upavAsa, navakAra tapa, saLaMga 2 varSItapa chaThThathI ane 3 varSItapa aTTamathI, vIra prabhunA 229 chaThTha, samavasaraNa tapamAM 88 (jena Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [43]

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divasamAM 85 upavAsa karyA, 153 upavAsa karI le pAraNuM pachI 45 AgamanA 45 upavAsa saLaMga. upavAsa, chaThTha, aThThama 4 upavAsa sudhInA badhA ja tapo covihArA karyA, catArI-aTTadasadIya tapa 5 vAra, 7 upavAsa, 16 upavAsa, 11 upavAsa, 18 vAra aThThAI, gautamakamala tapa, aSTapratihArya tapa, zAMtinAtha tapa, 3 vAra 9 upavAsa, 18 varSathI comAsAmAM cAra mahinA ochAmAM ochuM aTTamanA pAraNe aTTama, 25 varSathI zAzvatI oLImAM pahelo, chello aTTama, 25 varSathI 3 comAsIonI aDhAImAM chelle aTTama. jyotibene guNaratna prathamanA saMvatsara tapamAM paNa vizeSa ArAdhanA karI che te hAtha joDIne vAMco. prathamanA 3 mahinA sudhI covihAra aTTamanA pAraNe covihAra aTTama saLaMga, 4thA mahinAmAM mAsakSamaNa, pamAM mahinAmAM zAzvatI oLInA divasomAM 15 upavAsa, 7mAM mahinAmAM comAsI aDhAImAM 8 upavAsa, 8mAM mahinAmAM pahelA 8 upavAsamAM karADathI kuMbhojano cha'rI pAlita saMgha, yAtrAmAM 8mA upavAse, giripUjanapUrvaka kuMbhojagiri tIrthanI yAtrA karI. (30) dhanya zrAvaka-zrAvikA siddhagirinI yAtrAe nIkaLelAM jagatabhAI ane jijJAbena. jijJAbenane pustako vAMcana karavAthI mAMDI parIkSAo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] 8i [44] 44

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ApavAno bhAva ghaNo. taLeTI roDa para 'karmanuM kayUTara" pustakanuM vecANa thatuM joyuM. zrAvikAe zrAvakane pustaka pepara levA mATe pRcchA karI. jagatabhAIe saMmati ApatA pustaka pepara laI dharmazALAe AvyA. rAtre jagatabhAIne pustaka joIne thayuM ke eka be pAnAM joIe to kharA ! pU.A. zrI meghadarzanasUrIzvarajIe pustakamAM khUba suMdara lakhANa karela hatuM ane saMkSiptamAM karma philosophI hatI. vAMcatA jagatabhAIe eka ja beThake AkhuM pustaka pUrNa karyuM. pustaka vAMcanano jAdu e thayo ke have eka pachI eka navA pustako vAMcatA gayA ane jJAna khUba sAruM maLavA lAgyuM. dharma samajAto gayo ane jIvanamAM khUba jAgRti AvI. AjathI 9 varSa pUrve jagatabhAI ane jijJAbenanA varSItapanI zarUAta thaI. jagatabhAIno hAla saLaMga navamo varSItapa cAlu che ane jijJAbenane prathama varSItapanA pAraNAnu eka varSa choDI tyAra pachI to saLaMga sAtamo varSItapa cAlu che. jagatabhAInI nava varSItapanI ArAdhanA hAtha joDIne vAMco. * prathama ekathI pAMca varSItapa daramiyAna gautama kamala tapa, chaThTha thI nigoda nivAraNa tapa, mokSa daMDaka tapa. chaThTho varSItapa AyaMbilathI karyo. jemAM 24 tIrthakara ane 20 viharamAna prabhujI = kula 44 prabhujInI ArAdhanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Mi | 45 ]

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mATe nIce pramANe vizeSa karyuM. upavAsa] saMkhyA | kula | AyaMbila vizeSatA upavAsa 46 | 46 eka dravya, 10 miniTa eka be dravya, 20 miniTa ama 44 | 132 3 dravya, 30 miniTa = 100 divasa 134 sAtamo varSItapa AyaMbilathI karyo je daramyAna cAturmAsamAM siddhi tapa karyo. AThamo varSItapa AyaMbilathI karyo. je daramyAna cAturmAsamAM mAsakSamaNa karyuM. AyaMbilathI tenuM pAraNuM karIne bIjA ja divasathI caDhatA krame siddhitapa cAlu karyo jemAM 44 divasamAM 36 upavAsa, 8 AyaMbila karyA. enuM pAraNuM AyaMbilathI karI turaMta ja 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ema utaratA kramathI siddhitapa karyo jemAM 28 upavAsa 7 AyaMbila karyA. e comAsAmAM kula 103 upavAsa, 19 AyaMbila karyA. navamo varSItapa hAla AyaMbilathI cAlu che. je daramyAna cAturmAsamAM 110 divasano zreNItapa karyo. jemAM 73 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14] Mi | 46 ] 46

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gorA baLe vaLa upavAsa, 37 AyaMbila karyAM. A phA.va.8 thI dasamI varSItapa zarU thaI gayo che, eka mahinA pUrve pU. A zrI meghadarzanasUrIzvarajIe pAMcamI pITIkAnI ArAdhanA karI tyAre anumodanA rUpe cAlu varSItapamAM saLaMga 16 upavAsa karyAM ! jenuM pAraNuM AyaMbilathI karyuM. jagatabhAI jinAjJApanA progrAmamAM jinAlaya zuddhIkaraNa mATe jatAM pUrveno sarve rIporTa taiyAra karI, vyavasthAonI vicAraNA karI ane zuddhIkaraNa daramyAna te te derAsaromAM rahI vyavasthAmAM dhyAna Ape che. jinapUjA abhiyAnamAM amadAvAdanI poLomAM dara ravivAre 600 bhAviko 1 varSa sudhI pUjA karavA Ave temanI vyavasthAmAM hatA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo pustakonuM paNa saMbhALe. thoDA mahinA pUrve eka vAra jesalamera zuddhIkaraNa mATe gayA hatA. akramano tapa hato. rAtre 10 vAge lagabhaga 103 jevo tAva caDyo. zrAvikA anya sthAne beno sAthe rokAyelA hatAM. aNNAhArI davAo zrAvikA pAse hatI. rAtre 10 vAge benonA utArAmAM na javAya tevI AcAranI maryAdAne samajelA hatA e Tako davA maMgAvI nahI. navakAra, uvasaggaharaMno jApa karatA karatA sUI gayA. savAre uThyA tyAre tAva utarI gayo hato. zarIra svastha hatuM. eka vAra AyaMbila karavA beThA tyAre thoDuM vAparyuM ane eka zrAvikAbena AyaMbila karavA bhAIonI lAInamAM jagatabhAIthI pAMca-cha bhAIone choDIne beThA. saLaMga eka ja Asana pAtharela hatuM. potAnI sAthe eTale dUra beThelA benanuM eka ja Asana thatAM jeTaluM thALImAM hatuM te vAparI aDadhA AyaMbile moDhuM cokhkhuM karIne UbhA thaI gayA ! bIvAra paNa AvuM ja banyuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-14 47

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jijJAbene chellA 9 varSamAM karelA 8 varSItapanI ArAdhanA : varSItapamAM cAturmAsamAM siddhi tapa, sAtamA varSItapamAM cAturmAsamAM mAsakSamaNa, AThamAM varSItapamAM cAturmAsamAM zreNI tapa karyo. A uparAMta 5 vAra 9 upavAsa, be vAra 10 upavAsa, ekavAra 11 upavAsa, 1 vAra gautama kamaLa tapa, pradezI rAjA tapa, aSTApada tapa, rohiNI tapa, nigoda-nivAraNa tapa, zatruMjaya tapa, mokSadaMDaka tapa, kaSAya nivAraNa tapa, gaNadhara tapa, jJAnapaMcamI tapa, mauna agiyArasa tapa, navakAra tapa, meru baMdhananI oLI, kSIra samudra tapa, vIsa sthAnaka tapa, vigere aneka tapa karela che. jagatabhAI ane jijJAbene navapadanI dareka oLI eka dhAnathI, eka dravyathI karI che. (31) pAlInI pavitratA rAjasthAnanA pAlI zaheramAM varSothI eka suMdara paraMparA Aje paNa sacavAyelI che. dara varSe paryuSaNanA ATha divasa jainoajaino sahu potAnI dukAno saMpUrNapaNe baMdha rAkhe che ! vAcako ! jo ajaino paNa paryuSaNamAM potAnI dukAno baMdha rAkhe to jainoe badhA ja zaheromAM potAnI dukAna baMdha rAkhavI joIe. janmASTamI, idanI jAhera rajAnI jema jainoe jyAre caitra suda terasa, vIra prabhunA janmanI jAhera rajA mAMgI tyAre sarakAranA e pradhAne eTaluM ja jaNAvyuM ke jo vIraprabhunA janma divase jaino saMpUrNapaNe potAnI dukAno baMdha rAkhe to ame e divase jAhera rajA ApIzuM. he jaino ! sahu taiyAra cho ne ? [jana Adarza prasaMgo-14] 4i [48] 48