Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 13
Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008121/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH nA AdauIMthI (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-13 | preraka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. AvRtti-cothI tA.15-10-16, nakala : 3000 pUrvanI nakala : 22,000 (2014 thI 2016 sudhI) 22-00 amadAvAda : prAptisthAno. zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 0 mo. 9825011729 jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama,7 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 sajezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 0 mo. 9427652794 * tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. bu meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIte javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI : prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4ooo03 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 tIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 235 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 6 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe~ (hindI) bhAga 1 se 5 pratyeka kA ra 7 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,51,000 nakala chapAI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAre kaMIka kahevuM che. mAtra 9 mAsamAM A teramAM bhAganI trIjI AvRtti khalAsa thaI te vicArI pustakapremI dareke Ano pracAra tathA prakAzanamAM yathAzakti lAbha levo joIe. nUtana varSAbhinaMdana sahita pragaTa thatA A pustakamAM preraka zreSTha prasaMgo vAraMvAra mamaLAvavAthI AtmAne puSTa karaze. anaMtaguNI AtamAno sahaja svabhAva guNaprema che. haLukarmI jIvone bIjA guNIjanone joI, sAMbhaLI, Atmika AnaMda, prasannatA, skUrti pragaTe che ! tethI ja kAMIka viziSTa dharma, guNo vagere A pustakamAM vAMcI ghaNAM A vAraMvAra vAMce che. vatto-ocho dharma jIvanamAM vadhAre che ! na karI zakanArane thoDuM paNa huM karato nathI vagere vasavaso manamAM rahyA kare che. ema A pustako vAMcavAthI badhAne thoDo-ghaNo lAbha thAya che ! AtmArthIoe pAramArthika lAbha meLavavA A UMcA dharmAtmAone sAcA dilathI praNAma karI, emanA pratye AdarabahumAna khUba vadhArI A badhI ArAdhanAo paikI badhI ke bhAvaullAsa pramANe vattI-ochI sAdhanA kAyama ke parve ke 4-8 mAse karavA saMkalpa karavo. je zakya hoya tenI noMdha karI te DAyarI roja ke aThavADiye vAMcavI, jethI jIvana dharmamaya banaze. kalikALanA viSama vAtAvaraNamAM sarvatra svArtha ane pApAcAro vadhI rahyAM che. tyAre AvA dharmAtmAone khUba khUba dhanyavAda ke je potAnuM kalyANa to kare che, sAthe temanA sadAcAra joI, vAMcI aneka bhavyone AvI ArAdhanAonI viziSTa preraNA maLe che. prasaMgonI A pustikA viSe ghaNAM kahI gayAM ke prasaMgo khUba suMdara, preraNAdAyI che. mAtra vAMcavAthI paNa ghaNAMne harSa, zraddhA, preraNA, hiMmata, ullAsa, anumodanA vagere ghaNAM lAbha thAya che ! vAMcI seMkaDo bhAvikoe bIjAonA Atmahita mATe AnI seMkaDomAM prabhAvanA karI che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. AnuM nAma sAcI kalyANa mitra mAtA "sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ! A mAro 12 varSano dIkaro che, thoDAka ja samaya pahelA ene mAMdagI AvI, chevaTe riporTa karAvatA khyAla Avyo ke ene chellA sTejanuM kensara thayeluM che. e have varSo to nahi, paNa mahinAo kADhe to paNa ghaNuM che." muMbaI mohamayI nagarInA eka upAzrayamAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAse dIkarA sAthe vaMdana-darzana mATe pahoMcelI Adhunika jamAnAnI chatAM dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI eka mAtAe bhInA svare potAnA lADIlA dIkarAnA mRtyunI AgAhI karI dIdhI. mukhya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta avAcaka banI gayA. zuM javAba Apavo ? zuM AzvAsana ApavuM ? e samajI nA zakyA. paNa sAdhvIjI kAMI bole, e pUrve ja e mammI bolavA lAgI, "sAhebajI ! mArA ghare Avelo A AtmA koI paNa bhoge durgatimAM to nA ja javo joIe. mArI A eka ja bhAvanA che, mAro dIkaro to mAre gumAvavo ja paDavAno paNa dIkaro sadgati nA gumAvI de e mArI IcchA che. huM ApanI pAse e mArgadarzana levA AvI chuM ke evuM zuM zuM karuM ke jethI A chellA divaso-mahinAo mAro dIkaro atyaMta dharmamaya jIvana jIvIne sadgatine pAme!" bahena bolyA ane vhAlathI emano hAtha dIkarAnA mastake ane pITha para pharavA lAgyo. zabdomAM vedanA, khumArI, lAgaNI badhuM ja eka sAthe bheguM thayuM hatuM. sAdhvIjI bolyA, "tamArI bhAvanA ati uttama che. paNa e mATe have tamAre sakhata bhoga Apavo paDaze. pahelI vAta to e | puNyano abhavyanuMpaNa uThyahoIzake, paNa pAtratAtobhavyanIja. | Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke haiyuM paththara jevuM kaThora banAvavuM paDaze. raDavAnuM nahi. dIna banavAnuM nahi. pUrI makkamatA rAkhavAnI. A maMjUra karo, bAdhA lo, pachI bIjI vAta !" kabUla che sAhebajI ! mAnuM haiyuM che eTale dIkarAnI vadhatI jatI e vedanAone e zI rIte mUMgA moDhe ke hasatA moDhe joI zake ? chatAM ApI do bAdhA ! enA prANa nIkaLyA bAda ja mArI AMkhamAMthI AMsu Tapakaze, e pUrve kadApi nahi." sAdhvIjIe bAdhA ApI ane e pachI ArAdhanAo sUcavI. nitya aSTaprakArI pUjA, puNyaprakAzanuM stavana, sArA pustakonI vAto kahevI, maraNa vakhate prasanna rahenArA mahApuruSonI kathAo kahevI... roga AgaLa vadhe ane chelle pathArIvaza banavAnuM thAya to ghare eka rUmamAM cAre bAju tIrthanA prabhujInA moTA phoTAo lagAvI devA. ene satata enA darzana thayA kare. enI prasannatA-samAdhi vagerene bilakula bAdha na Ave e rIte ja karavuM. bene ghare jaIne patine kahI dIdhuM, "jyAM sudhI mAro dIkaro jIvato che tyAM sudhI huM tamArA mATe marI gayelI chuM ema samajazo. sAmAjika ke anya koI paNa bAbatamAM bilakula mArI apekSA rAkhatA nahIM. mArA covIsa kalAka have mArA dIkarAnI paralokanI ArAdhanA mATe che ! ane benanI e abhUtapUrva sAdhanA zarU thaI. dIkarAne porasa caDhAve : "mota sAthe bheTavAmAM khUba majhA che. tAre have bhagavAnane maLavA javAnuM che" vigere vigere kahe. uttamouttama koTinA dravyothI pUjA karAve, sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA darzana-vaMdana karAve, ghare saMyamIone gocarI mATe bolAvI lAve ane bharapUra | Life Style nI ciMtAoLife Line nI ciMtA che? | Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktibhAva sAthe dIkarAnA hAthe ja supAtra dAna karAvaDAve. mA putramaya banI gaI. divaso vItatA gayA. tabiyata lathaDavA lAgI, pathArIvaza banavuM paDyuM. bahene gharamAM ja eka rUmamAM cAre bAju phoTAo lagAvI dIdhA. dIkarAnI barAbara sAme zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhuno moTo phoTo lagAvI dIdho. bahene rUmanI bahAra borDa lagAvI dIdhuM, "plIjha ! raDanArA, DhIlI vAta karanArAoe rUmamAM praveza karavo nahIM" ane kharekhara bahena makkama banIne A zaratanuM pAlana karatAM rahyA. koIka jo aMdara gayA pachI raDe, "arere ! bicAro chokaro ATalI nAnI uMmare..." ema DhIlA vacano bole to lAla AMkha karIne tarata spaSTa zabdamAM kahI de, "tame bahAra nIkaLI jAva. mArA dIkarAne leza paNa durgAna thAya evuM ahIM na bolo" lokone khoTu lAgavAnI ciMtA karyA vinA ja ekadama makkama banIne bahena nirNaya levA mAMDayA. aMtima divasa... bahenane aMdAja AvI gayo. kensaranI pIDA hada vaTAvI rahI hatI. bahene eka paLa paNa dIkarA pAsethI dUra na thavAno saMkalpa karI dIdho. "jo beTA ! AMkha ughADIne jo. pArzvanAthadAdA tane bolAve che. have raDato nahi. hasavA lAga. prabhu kevA hase che? ema tAre paNa hasavAnuM che. Aje tAre prabhu pAse javAnuM che. kharekhara zrAvikAnI mahenata lekhe lAgI. dIkaro AMkho ughADI prabhu sAme joI rahyo. bharacaka pIDA vacce paNa prasannatA enA mukha para dekhAvA lAgI. vAri maMgatuM...no gaMbhIra nAda gUMjavA lAgyo, dIkarAe potAnI meLe ja be hAtha joDI dIdhA. bahena (mammI)nI najara satata enA mukha para hatI, paLa-paLano 21mI sadI eTale Express, Excite, Expensive Life. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 hisAba cAlato hato. acAnaka eka DacakuM AvyuM, tIvra vedanA upaDI... tyAM ja eka DuMsakuM saMbhaLAyuM, bahene pAchaLa dhAradAra najara nAMkhIne joyuM to potAno pati-dIkarAno bApa, dIkarAnI A hAlata sahI na zakvAthI raDI paDelo. paNa bahenanI tIvra najaramAM patie Adeza vAMcI lIdho, "eka sekaMDamAM bahAra nIkaLI jAo. tamArA kAraNe dIkarAno paraloka bagaDaze." ane pitA doDIne bahAra jatA rahyA. padmAri saraLa vAmi...bahenanA madhura zabdo... bIjI AMcakI....rite saraLa trIjI AMcakI... dIkarAnI prabhu samakSa khullI AMkho, be hAtha joDelA ane prANa nIkaLI gayA. eka-be paLa, bahena zAMna besI rahyA. dIkarAnI be AMkho baMdha karI ane mahinAothI rUMdhI rAkhelI azrudhArA bAre khAMge varasI paDI. "dIkaro sadgati pAmyo, samAdhi maraNa pAmyo.!!" enA harSAzru ane mAtRtvathI prerAyelA sneharAgabhInA viyogAzru ! badhAe emane raDavA dIdhA. pati bhInI AMkhe pAchA pharyA, saunA manamAM eka ja vicAra ! " mA maLo, to AvI maLo !" e bahena saune Aje to vaMdanIya, pujanIya lAgyA. 2. jaina kAyabo AjathI prAyaH cAra varSa pUrveno e prasaMga che. e samaye vaDodarA, rAvapurA koThInA vistAramAM AvelI embeseDara nAmanI pharasANanI dukAna che. e dukAnanA mAlika zreyAMsabhAI 49 varSanA thayA che. temanA tyAM 40 varSathI eka kAco che. A kAco 21mI sadI eTale 3 Power - Money, Mind, Machine Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zreyAMsa jayAre 9 varSano hato tyAre emane rastA parathI potAnI moTara nIce AvI javA chatAM jIvato maLyo hato. zreyAMsabhAIne tyAM munisuvratasvAmi bhagavAnanA ghara daherAsarajInI agAsImAM kAcabo ghaNo samaya rahyo. zreyAMsabhAInA suzrAvikA ane mAtuzrIe prabhunA lAMchana svarUpa A kAcabAne dharmI banAvyo hato. tene roja cauvihAra ane navakArazInuM paccakhANa karAvatA hatA. Aje paNa zreyAMsabhAIne tyAM A kAcabo sAdhu-sAdhvIne joI emane pradakSiNA Ape che. prasanna thAya che. potAnI jIbha bahAra kADhI prasannatA vyakta kare che. sAdhusAdhvI A kAcabAne mAMgalika saMbhaLAve tyAre A kAcabo khUba khuzI vyakta karato jaNAya che. pUrva janmano ArAdhaka koI jIva bhUlo paDyo haze evuM ja zuM na samajavuM ? 3. dAdA! tArA hAtha hajAra AMbAvADI amadAvAdamAM rahetA zobhanAbena, teoe anubhavelo camatkAra temanA zabdomAM vAMco. huM ane mArA pati razmikAnta 13 divasa mATe TrAvelsamAM sIMgApora, maleziyA ane thAIlenDa beMkanA bIjA mitro sAthe pharavA gayA hatA. sIMgAporathI maleziyA lakajharI basamAM laI gayA. maleziyA ceka-posTa para lageja ceka karI badho sAmAna basanI DekImAM mUkI basa hoTala tarapha ravAnA thaI. temAM eka amArI nAnI bega hatI. jemAM ame kemero, thAI karansI, DaoNlara karansI ane plenanI TIkITa vigere rAkhatA hatA. te bega ame hAthamAM ja rAkhatA hatA paNa maleziyA ceka posTa pachI DekImAM AgaLa ja mUkI hatI. [ yuvAnImAM vaDIla vaDIla lAge ] Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoTala AvatA kaMDakaTare nIce utarI DekImAMthI sAmAna bahAra kADhI mUkI dIdho. dhIme dhIme pesenjara basamAMthI utaratA hatA. tevAmAM A takano lAbha laI DekImAMthI kaMDakaTare bahAra mUkelI amArI nAnI bega koI laI cAlatuM thaI gayuM. amArI bega maLatI nathI tevuM TrAvelsanA menejaranA dhyAna para lAvyA. paNa temaNe kahyuM ke, "koI ApaNuM ja pesenjara bhUlathI hoTala para laI gayuM haze, hoTala para tapAsa karajo. tamArI bega maLI jaze.' hoTala para gayA pachI badhA mitrone pUchyuM paNa bega maLI nahIM. ame ekadama hatAza thaI gayA. TrAvelsanA menejare je lakajharI basa maleziyA mUkavA AvI hatI tenA DrAIvara kaMDakaTarane phona karyo ke basamAM to bega rahI gaI nathI ne ! temaNe basa ane basanI DekImAM ceka karyuM paNa bega maLI nahIM. mArA patine amadAvAdanA zrI dharaNIdhara pArzvanAtha dAdA para khUba ja zraddhA che. mane koNa jANe paNa acAnaka vicAra Avyo ane mArA patine kahyuM, "tamane zrI dharaNIdhara pArzvanAtha prabhu prati khUba ja zraddhA che, to tame ekavAra temane prArthanA karI juo ke ApaNI bega pAchI AvI jAya." mArA kahevAthI temaNe zrI dharaNIdhara pArzvanAtha prabhune maleziyAmAM gad gadda kaMThe bhAvabharI prArthanA karI. bIjA divase basa AvI temAM ame beThA. tyAM TrAvelsano menejara amArI pAse Avyo ane kahyuM ke tamArI bega maLI gaI che. je lakajharI basa mukavA AvI hatI tenA kaMDakaTarano phona Avyo hato ke eka nAnI bega koIe ceka posTa para jamA karAvI che. A samAcAra maLatAM ame savAre vahelA jaI maleziyA ceka-posTa parathI bega laI AvyA. ame joyuM ke bega para lagAveluM nAnuM tALuM | yuvAnImAM vaDIlanI pUchatAcha eTale CBI Inquiry..] Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa temanuM tema hatuM. temAM badhI vastuo akabaMdha hatI. amArI sAthenA mitrone A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre teonuM mastaka paNa zraddhAthI namI paDyuM. A pahelAM paNa amArA jIvanamAM zrI dharaNIdhara pArzvanAtha prabhunA aneka camatkAra banI cUkyA che. eTale prabhu pratyenI zraddhA musIbatamAM acUka sahAya kare che. teno meM pratyakSa anubhava karyo. vAcako bhAvathI bolajo ke deza hoya ke videza hoya, vAvAjhoDu hoya ke bhUkaMpa hoya. dAdA tAro dIvaDo kadIye na bujhAya! vartamAnamAM prabhunI prArthanAnA sAkSAt aneka camatkAro sAMbhaLyA, jANyA pachI, he vAcako ! roja savAre prabhunI pUjAnI sAthe parabhava mATe paNa A prArthanA to karazoja ne ! prabhujI ! mAMgu tArI pAsa, mArI pUrI karajo Aza, mAMgI mAMgIne mAMgu dAdA eTaluM, mane Avato janama evo Apaje ! janma mahAvidehamAM hoya, vaLI tIrthakara kuLa hoya, pAraNAmAM navakAra saMbhaLAya jo......mane.... 4. abhuta bhAvanA 40 varSa pahelAnI A vAta che. caMdrakAntabhAI ekalA pAlItANA jAtrAe gayA hatA. temanA mAtuzrI je ghare khUba ja mAMdA hatA. temaNe Agraha karIne dIkarAne jAtrA karavA mokalyo hato. caMdrakAntabhAI jAtrA karavA pAlItANA parvata upara jAya che. dAdAnA darabAre pahoMce che. tyAM to mAtAne dAdAnA darabAramAMthI bahAra AvatA jue che, Azcarya anubhave che ane pUche che ke tame mArA karatA pahelA kevI rIte pahoMcyA? tamArI tabiyata to sArI ghara sajAvavA jatA saune samAvavA, sAcavavA vadhu jarUrI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na hatI. mAtAe kahyuM. "nIce AvIne maLaje, badhI vAto karIzuM." caMdrakAntabhAI jAtrA karI nIce pahoMcyA, dara vakhate je dharmazALAmAM utaratA tyAM ane bIje tapAsa karavA chatAM mAtA nA maLyA. te daramyAna ja temane samAcAra maLyA ke, "savAre ja mAtAnuM avasAna thayuM che ane maraNanI kriyAkarma karela che." je samaye mAtAe deha choDyo tyAre navakAra ane zatruMjayanuM dhyAna karatA hatA. chelle caMdrakAntabhAIne temane yAda karelA ane caMdrakAntabhAIe temane te ja samaye dAdAnA darabAramAM joyA hatA. bAnA svarUpamAM koNa AvyuM haze.? bAno devAtmA. 5. navapadano mahimA navapadanA dareka padano ghaNo mahimA che, jenuM varNana karI zakAya tema nathI. borasada zaheramAM vasatI rAjezrI cokasI, ene eka putra ane eka putrI che. putra traNa varSano hato tyAre tene pAThazALAmAM mUkyo hato. tene eka eka lITI gokhAvatA divaso nIkaLI jatAM. tene yAda ja na rahe. vaLI skulamAM IMglIza mIDIyamamAM bhaNavA mUkyo hato. tyAMnI paNa A ja sthiti hatI. zuM karuM ? tenI mUMjhavaNa temane satAvI rahI hatI. tyAra bAda eka ma.sA. nA mArgadarzana heThaLa temaNe "OM huM namo nANassa' padano jApa zarU karyo. mA-dIkaro roja A padanI navakAravALI gaNatA. dara mahine suda 5 nA divase upavAsAdi tapa karatA thayA. zraddhAthI saphaLatA prApta thAya, tema navapadanA prabhAvathI jotajotAmAM putranI yAdazakti 290l zilni gloll csia Fire Free, Fight free, Froud Free Life Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teja banatI gaI. hAlamAM teNe be pratikramaNa kaMThastha karyA. temaja skulamAM paNa phasTa renka, 98 % mArkasa prApta karyA. kharekhara, navapadanA dareka padano Avo agaNita mahimA che. 6. yuvAnanuM samAdhimRtyu AjathI 18 varSa pUrvenI A vAta che. 17 varSano yuvAna binIta. je bhaNavAmAM bahuja hoMziyAra ane dharmaniSTha. dho. 12nI parIkSA vakhate tene pagamAM dukhAvo thayo ane paheluM pepara lakhyA pachI cAra pAMca chokarAo tene ghare mUkavA AvyA. DaoNkTarane batAvatA tene baoNna kensara hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. chatAM hiMmatabhera bAkInA peparo lakhyA. parIkSA pUrI thatAM ne ghaNI badhI davAo karAvavA chatAM koI pharaka paDyo nahIM ane DhIMcaNamAMthI paga hAthI jevo jADo thaI gayo. ane tene asahya vedanA thAya. tenA palaMganI cAdara paNa khasI jAya to paNa bhayaMkara vedanA thAya, chatAM kayAreya paNa teNe huMkAro karyo nathI. jayAre juo tyAre hasato ja hoya. te samayamAM vAva gAmamAM aMjanazalAkA, pratiSThA mahotsavano prasaMga hato ane tene laI jaI zakAya tema na hatuM. tenA lIdhe parivAra paNa jaI zake nahi. tethI teNe tenA mAtApitA, dAdA-dAdI, bhAI-bahena darekane pratiSThAmAM laI javA mATe sAmethI kahyuM ke, mAre pratiSThAmAM javuM che." mahAmuzkelIthI tene laI gayA. gADImAM to vedanA bahu ja thAya paraMtu teNe jarApaNa huMkAro karyo nahi. pratiSThAmAM paNa gharanA badhA ja sabhyo dareka kAryakramamAM jinavANI sAMbhaLavI, samajavI ane svIkAravI sauthI jarUrI. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 jAya tevo ja teno Agraha hato. eka vakhata tenI jIda khAtara tene paNa baporanA kAryakramamAM laI javo paDayo. pU.A.bhagavaMtanI bAjumAM ja pATa upara tene besADayo. tyAMthI AvyA pachI dho. 12nuM pariNAma AvyuM. temAM paNa te sArA mArkasathI pAsa thayela paraMtu vedanA asahya vadhatA chevaTe paga kapAvavAno nirNaya karyo. to paNa hasatA mukhe kahyuM ke ''eka paga nahIM hoya to zuM pharaka paDe ? banne paga vagaranA loko paNa jave ja che ne !!' oparezanathI paga kaDhAvI nAkhyo. pachI ghare tenI khabara pUchavA je koI Ave tenI ta ja sAmethI khabara pUchato. keTalAya guru bhagavaMto paNa tenI pAse AvyA che. tenAthI nIce besAtuM na hovA chatAM jIda karIne nIce besIne ja vaMdana karIne sukhazAtA pUchato. dhArmika zikSaka tene bhaNAvavA ghare AvatA to paNa nIce besIne ja bhaNe ane zikSakane ucca Asane besADe. dararoja covihAra kare. bhUkha lAge ke tarasa lAge paraMtu kayAreya khAvAnuM mAMge nahi ke pANI mAMge nahi. ghare kAMI paNa vastu ke kapaDAM vigere lAve ke to tenA baMne bhAIne je game te laI le, pachI ja je vadhe te pote le. eka divasa savAramAM uThayo. pitAjIe kahyuM ke, "beTA navakArazI AvI gaI che. navakArazI karI le," tyAre teNe kahyuM ke "hamaNAM karuM chuM, zI utAvaLa che?" palaMga upara pitAjI beThelA hatA. thoDI vAra pachI teNe jAya che...jAya che... jAya che' ema traNa vAra kahyuM eTale pitAjIe kahyuM " beTA ! bhale jAya, tuM navakAra maMtra bola' te moTethI Akho navakAramaMtra bolyo ane tarata ja pitAjInA khoLAmAM mAMthu nAkhI dIdhuM. ane navakArazInuM paccakakhANa pAryA bALakone Teaching aa Torching ane Touching to nahIM." ja Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinA svarge sidhAvI gayo. paramAtmA e AtmAne paramapada Ape e ja namra prArthanA !! vAcako! prabhune prArthanA karajo ke 17 varSano yuvAna jo AvI samAdhipUrvaka bhayaMkara vedanAne sahana kare, to chevaTe ame mAthAnA ke zarIranA koIpaNa duHkhAvAnA samaye vedanAmAM samAdhi rAkhatA zIkhIe ane amane paNa aMta samaye AvI samAdhi prApta thAo.. 7. navakAra japane se saMkaTa miTa jAte hai AjathI lagabhaga 30 varSa pahelA mahesANA tAlukA nA sAlaDI gAmamAM mahendrabhAI rahetA hatA. gAmamAM dukAna ane dhIradhArano dhaMdho cAlato hato. dhaMdhAnI ugharANI mATe avAranavAra AsapAsanA gAmamAM javuM paDatuM hatuM. eka divasa bAjunA khATAAMbA gAmamAM ugharANI mATe bapora pachI nIkaLyA. sAMje pAchA pharatA thoDuM moDuM thayuM ane aMdhAruM paNa thaI gayuM hatuM. sAthe 5000 rUA; sonAnI vIMTI, ghaDiyALa vigere jokhama hatuM. moDuM thavAthI ghare zrAvikAne paNa ciMtA thavA lAgI. satata navakAra maMtranA jApa dIpikAbene cAlu karI dIdhA. A bAju adhavacce vagaDAnA raste traNa bukAnIdhArI mANaso hAthamAM lAThI, dhAriyA sAthe rasto rokI corI karavAnA IrAde sAMkaDI keDImAM vaccovaca UbhA rahyA hatA. temanAthI chaTakI zakavAno koI rasto ja na hato. mahendrabhAIne zrI navakAramaMtramAM apUrva zradhdhA hatI. traNe ya bukAnIdhArIone joIne nirbhayapaNe manamAM navakAramaMtrano jApa cAlu karI dIdho. ane jANe koI rastAmAM che ja nahi tema hiMmatathI temanI bAjumAMthI ja saMsA2NabeThaMjJabanAve, dharmasanegRSNa banAve. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 sAyakala calAvI pasAra thaI gayA ! pelA traNe lUMTArA jANe stabdha thaI bhASAnI jema jotA ja rahyA. navakAranA jApathI jAna ane jokhama badhuM ja bacI gayuM. jayAre bIje divase e ja jagyA para sAMjanA samaye eka TrekaTaravALAne mAra mArIne lUMTI lIdhAnA samAcAra gAmamAM saune maLyA. Ama navakAra jApathI Avela saMkaTa dUra thaI gayuM. 8. tAvanA chaMdano camatkAra unnati naMdurabAra, (mahArASTra)mAM rahe che. bI.sI.e. sekanDa IyaramAM maLe che. A prasaMga navembara 2no che. pharsTa semisTaranI parIkSAnA chellA be methemeTiksanA pepara bAkI hatA. e divase sAMje baraphanA goLAvALo Avyo ane unnatie rUA. 10 vALI AIsa-DIsa khAdhI. bIjA divase pepara ApIne ghare AvyA pachI ene ulaTIo thavA mAMDI. eNe ArAma karyo. bIjA divase chelluM pepara ApI ghare AvyA. pachI mammI sAthe davAkhAne DaoNkaTara pAse gayA. blaDa rIporTa kaDhAvyo. kamaLAnI zarUAta ja hatI. bhara dIvALInA divaso hatA,ane gharamAM mAMdagI. ATha divasanI davAothI thoDIka rAhata to thaI, chatAM tAva to caDato utarato rahe, tethI pahelA 2-3 divasa tenI mammI nava smaraNanI copaDImAMthI tAvano chaMda vAMcI enuM pANI pIvaDAve. pachI jAte ja tAvanA chaMdano jApa karatI hatI. eka ja aThavADiyAmAM teno kamaLo saMpUrNa rIte maTI gayo. navamA divase DaoNkaTara pAse gayA. emane paNa navAI lAgI ke kamaLo ATalo jaldIthI kevI rIte maTI gayo ? tyArathI unnatine tAvanA chaMda para vizeSa zraddhA thaI. zizuj Fine Place saus Fire Place il saits Final Place. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 eka vAra enA nAnA bhAI mehulane bahu ja tAva caDhayo ane utaravAnuM nAma ja nA le. tyAre ene paNa unnattie tAvano chaMda saMbhaLAvyo ane pANI pIvaDAvyuM ane thoDI ja vAramAM tAva utarI gayo. sAce ja jaina dharmamAM racAyela dareka maMtramAM, sUtramAM, chaMdamAM adbhuta zaktio che. emanA jApa mAtrathI Adhi-vyAdhiupAdhi badhuM ja maTI jAya che. 9. dhIrajanAM phaLa mIThAM cetanA nAmanI e yuvatI. pratiSThita ane atyaMta dhArmika kuTuMbamAM eno janma. gharamAM janmathI ja dhArmika saMskAra uttama. sidhdhitapa paNa karyo, enA kuTuMbamAM pa0 jaNa, 12 jaNa to evA ke kAyama dara varSe aDhAI kare. koine 25 ke koIne 28 aThThAI thayela che. eka kAkAne 53 aThThAI thaI che. khUba ja saMskArI ghara. eno anubhava enA ja zabdomAM vAMco, "mArI sagAI nakkI thayA pachI mane khabara paDI ke sAsarAvALA pUrA nAstika che. roja kaMdamULa khAya che ane bhAvi pati to tamAku paNa khAya che. sagAI bAda lagna pUrve meM patine kahyuM ke mane A vAtanI khabara nathI. e kahe ke sagAI toDI nAkha! paNa huM zuM karuM ? basa zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha dAdAne prArthanA karatI ke Apa je karo te sAruM karo ! mArI jiMdagI ApanA havAle che. Apa ja kAMIka rasto sujhADo ! sagAI toDuM to AbarU jAya. e bIke bolI na zakI. lagna thayA. paraNIne AvI dekhAvI, suMdara chatAM mArI para ahIM to meNA ToNAno varasAda thavA mAMDayo. sAsarAvALA bolatA hai mA vagaranI che. jevA tevA zabda mAre khUba sAMbhaLavA paDatA. mArA naNaMdanI sagAI pUrve Body Fever cAle, Mind Fever keMoney Fever na cAle. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chokaro pAsa na kare to mAre mATe gharanAne kahe ke AnA moDhe esIDa chAMTI do, kAraNa ke amArI chokarIo jhAMkhI paDe che. to paNa basa mArA AtmAmAM mArA dAdA pArzvanAtha vaselA. samaya samayanuM kAma kare, diyaranAM lagna thatAM derANI AvI ane eNe paNa mane herAna karavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM. gharanA saMskAra tethI chUTAcheDA levAno vicAra ja na karyo. khUba ja dhIraja sAthe A badhuM sahana karatI rahI. dAdAne prArthanA karatI ke prabhu ! tuM mane dhIraja, samatA, sahanazakti Apaje ! eka dasako gayo ane palaTo Avyo. jANe dAdAe kahyuM ke jA tAro samaya Avyo che. sAsu dhArmika banyA. varSamAM traNa upadhAna. gharamAMthI kAyama kaMdamULatyAga, sAsue oLIno pAyo nAkhyo. mArI eka bebI 7 varSanI ane bIjI 10 varSanI. baMnee ane meM paNa pAyo nAkhyo. 15 varSanI uMmare moTI bebIe navvANuM jAtrA karI. zrAvake upadhAna tapa karyuM. atyAre pAyo nAkhyo che. Aje mArA dilamAM eka nAnI sI cinagArI "mAro dAdo" e Aga banI prajavalita thaI che. Aje Dagale ne pagale pArzvanAtha dAdA... AdinAtha dAdA... sahAya kare che. paNa hA... basa karelAM karmo A bhavamAM khapAvI dauM to mAre bhavAMtare bhogavavA na paDe. bAkI karmo je karyA hoya te ja udayamAM Ave che. atyAre mArA jIvanamAM ghaNAM pheraphAra lAvI chuM. mane ochAmAM ochI 2000 sAthiyA-gahelI AvaDe che. je huM 170 bahenone zIkhavADI rahI chuM. pU.gurujIonA oghAnA pATA, aSTamaMgala vigere huM karuM chuM. mArI phakta sevA ja che. ane gharamAM 97 varSanA moTA sAsu-sasarA, mArA sAsu vigere saMyukta rahIe elopethI ane homiyopethImAM simpathI (samA) bhUlAI che. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chIe. pUrA manathI sevA karuM chuM. TIvIno be varSathI tyAga che. samaya maLatA dhArmika buka vAMcI pepara bharuM chuM. divasanI cAra-pAMca sAmAyika-pUjA vigere karuM chuM. eka ghara daherAsarano lAbha maLelo. AkhuM daherAsara kArIgarIthI sajAvyuM che. ajoDa-benamUna che. ghaNA mahAtmAo joDe paricaya che. 10. prabhujI pyArA che ghaTanA tAjetaranI che paNa preraNAdAyI che. sarakAra taraphathI vividha prakAranI yojanAo jAhera thatI hoya che. AvI ja eka yojanA pramANe eloverA nAmanI vanaspati mAMthI tela, krIma, komeTIka cIjo banAvavA mATenA projekTa mATe sarakAre sAhasika udyogapatio pAse TeMDara maMgAvyA. jo sarakArI maMjUrI maLe to mAmUlI bhADe ploTa, ochA vyAje rakama, grAMTa, sabasIDI ghaNAM lAbho maLatA hovAthI aneka udyogapremIoe TeMDaro bharyA. be yuvAna sAhasikonuM TeMDara pAsa thayuM. e mATe jarUrI sAdhana sAmagrI ekaThI karavAmAM khAsso evo kharca karyo ane sarakArI sahAya meLavavA jarUrI vidhi pUrI karI. A daramyAna A baMne jaina yuvAno-jemanA nAma jitendra zAha ane nileza rANAvata che. teone koIka dharmapremIe kahyuM ke, "tame je eloverA viSeno plAMTa nAkhavA taiyAra thayA cho e eloverA eka anaMtakAya vanaspati che. dezIbhASAmAM ene kuMvara-pAThuM kahe che. enA pratyeka kaNamAM anaMta jIvo baTAkAnI jema hoya che. tame roja keTalA Tana vanaspati chUMdazo, bhedazo, pIlazo, temAM keTalA jIvonI virAdhanA thaze!" pelA banne yuvAno camakyA. eloverA vanaspati | 2012 Contact & Contract sau Counteractionele Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che eTalo khyAla hato, paNa e anaMtakAya che evI khabara hota to A TeMDara na bharata, have to TeMDara maMjUra thaI gayuM che... ene mATe jarUrI vidhimAM lAkhkhono kharca thaI gayo che. zuM karavuM? eka bAju je projekTa meLavavA ghaNI doDadhAma karI che.. lAkhkhonuM AMdhaNa karyuM che, e niSphaLa javA devI? ane je projekTathI karoDonI kamANI AsAnIthI thavAnI pAkI khAtrI che evA sAhasathI aTakI javuM ? e bhAre sAtvikatAnI apekSA rAkhatI vAta hatI. paNa A baMne yuvAno jitendra ane nIleSe e nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe AvI aDhaLaka hiMsAthI thatI kamANI nathI ja karavI. ane baMne yuvAnoe kArakhAnuM nAkhavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. A yuvAnone lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda ! AmAMnA ekanuM nAma to saMgItakAra tarIke jANItuM che. pralobhano sAme TakavuM bahu agharI vAta che. A kALamAM AvA zrAvako maLe che e moTuM sadabhAgya che. gAjaranA eka kaNamAM anaMtA jIvo che. AMkha mATe gAjara khAtA pahelA vicArajo hoM...!! 11. zreSTha gurubhakti "pUjayazrI ! amArA ghare gocarI vahoravA padhArazo ?" yuvAne vinaMtI karI. mahAtmAe mIThAzathI pratyuttara ApatA kahyuM ke bhAgyazALI ! tamArI bhAvanA sArI che paraMtu gocarI prAyaH badhI ja AvI gaI che, have kAMI bAkI nathI. yuvAna kahe, "sAhebajI ! ApanI vAta sAcI che chatAM sAkara vigere koIpaNa vastuno lAbha ApavA paNa padhAro ! " yuvAnanA ati AgrahathI mahAtmA vahoravA gayA. vahorIne ghara bahAra nIkaLyA ane yuvAna upAzraya sajajanonI yAda, saMskRtino sAda, svadezIne dAda sadAya. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 ga sudhI vaLAvavA Avyo. "pAchA javuM hoya to vAMdho nathI, huM jato rahIza' ema be traNa vAra mahAtmAe jaNAvyuM. paNa yuvAna kahe ke guru bhagavaMtane vahorAvavA levA javuM, sahunA gharo batAvavA laI javA, pAchA upAzraye mUkavA joDe javuM, e to amArA zrAvakonuM kartavya che." upAzraye pahoMcyA bAda mahAtmA pAse be miniTano samaya mAMgI vAta karatAM jaNAvyuM, "pUjyazrI ! Apane kAMI khapa na hato e mane khyAla hato. Apane takalIpha ApI te badala kSamA mAMguM chuM. sAthe sAthe khUba AnaMda Avyo tenuM varNana huM karI zakuM tema nathI. meM ane zrAvikAe thoDA samaya pUrve abhigraha lIdho hato ke amArA gharamAM je je navA mahAtmA padhAre, teTalA divasa brahmacarya pAlanamAM vadhAravA ! hAla varSamAM 231 divasa ame cothuM vrata pALIe chIe. Apa prathama vAra padhAryA eTale 1 divasa umerIne ame havethI varSamAM 232 divasa brahmacarya pAlana karIzuM. AzIrvAda evA varasAvo ke haju 128 jeTalA navA navA mahAtmA gA amAre tyAM padhAre ane te divasathI varSamAM 360 divasa pUrNa dhatAM jAvajIva mATe brahmacarya pAlana zarU karI daIe.'' dhanya hajo e yuvAna daMpatIne ! gurujI ghare padhAre ane brahmacarya-pAlananA divasomAM uttarottara vRddhi karIne viziSTa sattva phoravavAnuM parAkrama karyuM. A prasaMga AjathI prAyaH 15 varSa pahelA banyo hato 15 varSamAM kadAca bIjA DhagalAbaMdha navA navA mahAtmAonI padharAmaNIthI bAkInA 128 divasa pUrNa karI 30 divasanuM eTale ke saMpUrNa varSanuM eTale ke jIvajIvanuM brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karatAM thaI gayA haze, evI prabhune prArthanA...!!! dharmasAdhanA mATezraddhA ane saMkalpa jarUrI. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A , , , [ 20 , . . . . 12. pujArI nahi prabhu bhakta vaDodarA phatehagaMjanA daherAsaramAM jAo, to prabhunA darzana sAthe prabhunA parama bhakta pUjArInI paNa anumodanA karajo . rAkezabhAI vasAvA prabhujInI evI sarasa bhakti kare che ke jethI TrasTIoe samagra jinAlayano vahIvaTa temane soMpela che. khajAnacInuM paNa te kAma kare tathA TrasTInuM paNa te ja kAma kare, A prabhubhakta tapasyAmAM paNa AgaLa che. eka vAra temaNe mAsakSamaNa karIne paNa prabhubhaktimAM uNapa na AvavA dIdhI. kaMdamULa to jIvanabhara tyAga che. tithinA divase rAtribhojana paNa nahi karavAnuM. dhanyavAda hojo rAkezabhAIne ! 13. gRhamaMdirano camatkAra 50 varSanI uMmaranA e zrAvake pa.pU.paM zrIjinasuMdara vi.ma.sA.pAse kahelI emanI jIvana-kathA emanA ja zabdomAM... zrImaMta kuTuMbamAM mAro janma. cAra dIkarIo para Avelo ekano eka putra evo huM ati lADakoDathI ucharyo. paisAno pAra nahi. chUTachATo vadhatI gaI. kharAba mitrothI viMTaLAto gayo. mAbApa kaTTara jainadharmI, nAnapaNathI saMskAro ApavA prayatna karyA paNa, lADakoDanA kAraNe kharAba mitronA kusaMge unmArge caDhayo. (bolatA bolatA zrAvakanI AMkhamAM AMsuo bharAI AvyA. avAja bhAre thaI gayo.) guru bhagavaMta ! tamane zuM vAta karuM ! mAtra thiyeTara ke hoTala nahi paNa vezyAkhAnAnI mulAkAta zarU thaI gaI. mAtra pepsI ke kokAkolA nahi, are mAtra bIDI ane sigAreTathI Ever Blessing, Never Blaimming. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na aTakyo, paNa dArUthI paNa huM abhaDAI gayo. dArU ane durAcAra e rojanI hobI thaI gaI. (have to zrAvakanI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsuo zarU thaI gayA) do-tIna-pAMca ke ramInI pattAnI ramatothI zarU thayelI mArI yAtrA hajAro rUpiyAnA jugAromAM pheravAI gaI. gurudeva ! vadhAre zuM kahuM ? janme bhale jaina paNa eka mavAlIthI paNa halakI kakSAnuM jIvana huM jIvato hato. 25 varSanI uMmare mArA lagna thayA ane dhaMdhAnI ghaNI badhI javAbadArIo pitAzrIe mArA para lAdI dIdhI.e kAraNa sara mArA doSo DhIlA paDyA. mitronI sobata ghaTI paNa... hajIye lAgelI lato saMpUrNa dUra thaI na hatI. e kuTevono AsvAda chUTato na hato. ema karatAM karatAM bIjA 5 varSa vItI gayA ane mArA jIvana-parivartananI e zubha paLa AvI gaI. amArA gAmamAM aneka ziSyonA parivArathI yukta AcArya bhagavaMtanI padharAmaNI thaI. sAmaiyu goThavAyuM. vaDIlonA AgrahathI emAM sAmela thavuM paDayuM, paNa ..ATalA badhA munibhagavaMto, e paNa lagabhaga badhA ja juvAnajodha, uccakuLanA, dekhAvaDA chatAM aMgo para melA-ghelA kapaDAM, vadhI gayelI dADhI-mUcha, oLyA vinAnA raphedaphe vALa, aMgo para mela chatAM mukha para phATa-phATa thatI prasannatA, cAritranI khumArI joI mArAthI bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra thaI gayA.daya bhInuM thaI gayuM ane moMmAthI zabdo sarI paDyAM, "dhanya che A mahAtmAone! bhoganI A vayamAM yogane sAdhavA mastIthI nIkaLI paDyA che ?' AcArya bhagavaMta pAse jaI "marthIeNa-vaMdAmi' no vyavahAra karyo. emanI mohaka mukhAkRti ane madhurA zabdoe mane Ever Blessing, Never Blaimming. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 220 gAgA gA AkarSita karI dIdho. sAmaiyA bAda mAMgalika pharamAvyuM. 9-30 vAgyAnA AcArya bhagavaMtanA vyAkhyAnanI jAherAta thaI ane manamAM ja vyAkhyAnamAM javAnuM nizcita karI dIdhuM. dara vakhatanI jema mAtuzrIe vyAkhyAnamAM javAnI Agraha-pUrvaka preraNA karI. dara vakhate to sAMbhaLyuM na sAMbhaLyuM karI vyAkhyAnamAM jato na hato. paNa A vakhate to muni-maMDaLanA saMyamabaLa-tapobaLe mArA para jabaruM AkarSaNa jamAveluM. teNe mane upAzrayamAM 9-20e pahoMcADI dIdho. guruvaMdana karatAM hajI zIkhyo na hato. paNa martyaeNa-vaMdAmi kahI upAzrayamAM Ubho rahI muni-bhagavaMtonI svAdhyAya-pratilekhana vigere kriyAo dhArI-dhArIne joI rahyo ane teo pratyenuM mAruM AkarSaNa vadhu ne vadhu gADha banatuM gayuM. vyAkhyAna zarU thayuM. madhura bhASA, suMdara zailI, vANImAM namratAe mane tyAM ja jakaDI dIdho. eka pachI eka padArtho saraLa bhASAmAM AcArya bhagavaMta pIrasI rahyA che. temAM ghara-daherAsara mATe dhAradAra tarko-pUrvaka samajaNa ApI rahyA che ke"gharanA mAlika ApaNe koNa ? utkRSTa puNyanA dhAraka arihaMtane ApaNA gharanA mAlika banAvo. enA puNye ApaNI nAva saDasaDATa doDaze vigere.' ghara daherAsaranI A preraNA mArA hRdayamAM soMsarI utarI gaI. mAre dAdAne-paramAtmAne gharanA ziratAja banAvavA che evo manomana nizcaya karI dIdho. eka varSa pUrve ja pitAzrInuM mRtyu thayuM hatuM. teozrInA gayA pachI gharanI badhI ja javAbadArI mArA para AvelI. beno to sAsare hatI paNa hAla huM, mArA mAtuzrI, zrAvikA, be dIkarA, eka gurUjIomADavAkejmAvAAve? Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkarI. A mAro parivAra. vyAkhyAna bAda AvI gharanA sabhyo AgaLa daherAsaranI vAta mUkI. dharmanA rAgI mAtuzrI to atizaya AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. mArI patnI ane chokarAone dharma sAthe bahu levA-devA na hatA, tethI AnaMda na pAmyA paNa mArI maryAdAnA kAraNe nanaiyo paNa na bhaNI zakyA ane vAta AgaLa vadhI. AcArya bhagavaMta pAse bapore rUbarU maLI ghara-daherAsara saMbaMdhI vistArathI mAhitI lIdhI. gharamAM sthAna pasaMdagI, kayA bhagavAna vigere bAbato temanA ziSyaratnane soMpI. ghara-derAsaranuM kArya zarU thaI gayuM. moTuM ghara hovAthI moTI jagyA dAdA mATe phALavI ane eka mahinAmAM to pratiSThAno divasa AvI gayo. dhAmadhUmathI gharamAM dAdAno praveza thaI gayo. uramAM AnaMda samAto na hato. te prasaMge roma-roma AnaMdathI nRtya karatA hatA. gurudeva ! dAdAnA praveze mAro Atmika dedAra pheravI dIdho. mane vAliyAmAMthI vAlmikI banAvI dIdho. mane dAdAmAM mArApaNuM lAgavA mAMDyuM. mArA dAdAnI aSTaprakArI pUjA vinA divasa vAMjhIo lAgato. cena na paDatuM. dAdAnI pUjAmAM roja navA-navA bhAvo janma letA. have te badhI kuTevo to kayAMya palAyana thaI gaI. paNa sAthe-sAthe sadguru pAse vistArathI AMkhonA AMsu sAthe badhuM prAyazcita karyuM. te badhuM ullAsapUrvaka vahana karI rahyo chuM. gurudeva ! AtmAnI unnati dina-pratidina kUdake ne bhUsake vadhatI ja cAlI. roja be TAIma pratikramaNa, eka sAmAyika, temAM sUtro gokhavAM, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI bhakti, roja 1 kalAkanI mArA dAdAnI ekAgra mane bhakti. are ! gurudeva ! Heaven Life, Holy Life, Happy Life keHale Life Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AgaLa vadhIne zuM kahuM ? mahInA pahelAM ja AcArya bhagavaMta padhArelA, temanI nizrAmAM sajoDe bAra vrata paNa uccarI lIdhAM. sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya paNa uccaryuM ! have jIvanamAM AnaMda che. gurUdeva ! prabhunI padharAmaNI jemane gamatI na hatI te patnI ane chokarAo paNa Aje prabhu pAchaLa pAgala che. roja sAMje bhAvanA amAro parivAra bhaNAve che. jemAM huM Dholaka vagADuM, mArI zrAvikA gIta gAya ane gurudeva ! prabhu-premI mArA dIkarAdIkarIo cAmara laIne zarama vinA mana mUkIne nRtya kare che. ATalI zrImaMtAI hovA chatAM kebalanI ke viDIyo gemanI vAta choDo, sAduM TIvI paNa nathI. ' are ! gurudeva ! dAdAnA pratApe gharamAM kAma karatI kAmavALI ane rasoIyAo paNa prabhunA raMgamAM raMgAI gayA che. jaina dharmI banI cUkyA che. gharamAM kAma mATe AvatA ane jatA prabhunA darzana pa-5 miniTa sudhI khUba zradhdhA pUrvaka karyA vinA teone cena nathI paDatuM. gurudeva ! kharekhara ghara-gharamAM dAdAnI padharAmaNInI Apa preraNA karo. pachI koI preraNA Ape nahi karavI paDe, bAkInuM badhuM prabhu saMbhALI leze." pelA suzrAvakanI vAta ahIM pUrI thaI. sAMbhaLanAra gurudevonI AMkhomAM paNa harSAzru ubharAI uThayAM. 14. mallI sakalakuzalavallI kalpezabhAIne kALI caudasanA divase acAnaka nAkamAMthI khUba lohI paDayuM. baMdha thAya nahIM. nasakorI samajI gharagaththu upacAra gaNamAM saMtoSa jarUrI - dhana, bhojana, svapanI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karyA. DaoNkaTarano saMparka karyo. blaDa TesTa karAvyA, eksa-re kaDhAvyo. sAyanasane kAraNe thayuM che ema nidAna thayuM. davAo cAlu karI. bIjA divase pharI lohI paDyuM. trIjA divase paNa paDyuM. roja lohI cAlu hatuM. pAMcamanA divase gharanA badhA zrI bhoyaNI mallinAtha dAdAnI jAtrAe gayA. daherAsaramAM caityavaMdana karatAM hAthamAM lohI paDyuM. rU thI lUchI nAkhyuM. tyAM dAdAne khUba prArthanA karI. dAdAno asIma camatkAra. tyArabAda Aja dina sudhI emane koI takalIpha paDI nathI. keTalA ya varSathI dAdAnI bhAvathI bhakti kare che. koI aDacaNa hoya to 19 zrIphaLanI bAdhA rAkhe che. to badhI takalIpha dUra thaI jAya che. sarva manokAmanA pUrNa thAya che evo anubhava che.. 15. jenabALakanI khumArI muMbaInA kAMdIvalIno hArdika. enI khumArI anAja zabdomAM vAMco... mane nAnapaNathI ja gharamAM saMskAranuM vAtAvaraNa maLyuM hatuM. mArA dAdA-dAdI, nAnA-nAnI khUba ja dharmiSTha che. mArA mAmAe dIkSA lIdhela che. mArA mammIe paNa amane khUba ja sArA saMskAra ApelA ane dararoja thoDI vAra joDe rahIne sArI zikhAmaNa ApatI. kaMdamULa nA khavAya, corI nA karAya, mAtA-pitAne ane gharanA vaDIlone dararoja page lAgavuM ane kaMdamULa jevA ke baTAkA, kAMdA,gAjara jenI aMdara anaMtA jIvo rahelA che tene to ApaNe aDAya ja nahIM. basa tyArathI ja mArA manamAM e vAta ghara karI gaI. sAdhamano lAbha lejo paNa lAtana mAratA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 cha varSe huM prathama dhoraNamAM Avyo tyAre sarakAre niyama jAhera karyo ke, 'zALAomAM bALako mATe nAsto je mokalAze te ja bALakone khAvAno raheze.' A pUrve to huM gharethI dUdha pIdhA vagara ja jato hato kAraNake dUdha pIvAnI sAthe ja mane peTamAM dukhe ane ulaTI thaI jatI hatI. mammI DabbAmAM kAMI Ape to huM rIsesamAM khAI leto paNa A jAherAta pachI have zuM ? bIje divase zALAnA zikSake kahyuM, "have gharethI koI nAsto lAve nahIM'' ane prathama ja vakhata eka nAstA vALA bahena moTA tapelA sAthe amArA kalAsamAM AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA ! cAlo bALako ! baTATA pauMA" AvI gayA. jaldI jaldI tamArI DIsa lo ane khAvA lAgo. mArA vargamAM cha-sAta bALako jana hatA paNa koInI sAme bolavAnI hiMmata na hatI. badhAne pauMA pIrasAI gayA pachI huM ekalo ja bAkI hato. mane te bene kIdhuM ke,"cala beTA ! tuM paNa laI le." mAre zuM karavuM tenI mane khabara paDI nahIM. te chatAM meM nA pADI ke mAre khAvuM nathI. mArA zikSaka bAjumAM ja UbhA hatA. te kahe "kaima hArdika ! nA pADe che ? cala jaldI kara ! Isa laI le ! te bahenane bIjA vargamAM paNa nAsto pahoMcADavAno che." meM pharI nA pADI to teo gusse thaI gayA. tyAre meM kIdhuM "bahena ! huM jaina chuM. ame bAyapauMA khAtA nathI." zikSaka kahe ke, "nAsto have je Avaze te khAvo paDaze. gharano nAsto cAlaze nahI." huM mAtra varSano, mAruM kAMI cAle nahIM. meM DIzamAM pauMA lIdhA, mArI jagyA para besI gayo. thoDI vAramAM nAstAvALA bahena bAjunA vargamAM salAhakAra borDamAMthI sahakAra borDaane sahAyara borDamAM AvI jo Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jatA rahayA. pachI tarata ja meM DIsa pheMkI dIdhI. te joI mArA varga zikSaka coMkyA. huM paNa aMdarathI khUba ja gabharAyo paNa mammInA zabdo yAda AvyA ke kayAreya paNa gabharAvuM nahI. muzkelImAM bhagavAnane yAda karavA eTale badhI muzkelI jatI rahe. zikSaka gussAmAM to hatA ja eTale jayAre chuTavAno bela paDyo, tyAre mane bahAra na jotA mArI mammI mane aMdara levA AvI. zikSake je ghaTanA banI te badhI ja mammIne kahI. tyAre mammIe kahyuM "mArA bALake je vartana karyuM che te badala kSamA. paNa ame janamathI ja baTAkA, kAMdAvALI vastu khAtA nathI. amAre teno tyAga hoya che. tame nAstAmAM jaina vastu banAvaDAvo, nahiMtara jaina mATe gharethI Dabbo lAvavAnI chUTa Apo." zikSaka kahe, "mAre mana badhA ja bALako sarakhA, tame jaina eTale tamane Dabbo lAvavAnI chUTa evuM huM nahIM karuM. tamArA bALakane ahIMno nAsto khAvo hoya to khAya, nahI to rahe bhUkhyuM" ane kahevA lAgyA, "tamArA jaina lokonI mAthAkUTa ghaNI hoya che." varga zikSakane ema ke bhUkhyAnI dhamakI ApazuM eTale sIdhA thaI jaze ane nAsto karavA lAgaze. paNa mAnI jAya e bIjA. mArI mammI emAMnI na hatI. varga zikSakane keTalI AjIjI karI paNa koI rasto nIkaLato na hato. Amane Ama mahino thaI gayo. huM savAre khAdhA-pIdhA vagarano jAuM ne eka vAgye ghare AvuM tyAre jamuM mammI-pappAno bahu ja jIva baLI jato hato. mane paNa mArA zikSaka para khUba ja gusso Avato. rIsesamAM badhA ja bALako khAtA ane huM eka bAju beTho houM. karmasatAnuM ATM = enI yaImamota Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mammI-pappAthI rahevAyuM nahIM. pachI vicAra karyo ke jeTalA jaina bALako che temanA mAtA-pitAne maLIe. zALA chUTe eTale roja bALakone mAtA-pitA levA Ave. tyAre mammI-pappAe temane badhI vAta karI ane kahayuM ke, "ApaNe atyAre jo bALakonA bhaviSyanI vAta nahI karIe to AgaLa jatA ApaNuM bALaka badhuM ja khAto thaI jaze." badhAne hAtha joDI vinaMtI karI. pachI zALAnA prinsIpAlane maLavAnuM nakkI thayuM ane temane maLyA ane vAta karI. pahelA to prinsIpAle kahyu "huM zuM karuM? huM AmAM kAMI ja nA karI zakuM." evu cokhu ja saMbhaLAvI dIdhu. have zuM karavuM te mammI-pappAne sUjhatuM na hatuM. cAra-pAMca vakhata prinsIpAlane maLyA paNa e ja vAta. Amane Ama bIjA paMdara divasa vItI gayA. prinsIpAle to zALA choDIne bIje javAnI vAta karI. sahu DaghAI gayA. zuM karavuM? mammIne dharma para khUba ja zraddhA. te roja manamAM navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatI ja hoya. roja prArthanA karatI hoya ke mAnI jAya to sAruM . chellI vakhata prinsIpAlane maLavAno nirNaya karyo ane kahyuM, "tame ahIM koI bahena joDe jaina nAsto banAvaDAvo ame teno jeTalo kharca thaze te ApI daIzuM." thoDIvAra vicAra karI temaNe te karavAnI paravAnagI ApI. ane jaina bALako mATe IDalI-caTaNI, khIcaDI vigere ApavAno vicAra karyo. ame sau khUba ja khuza thaI gayA. doDha mahinA sudhI kaMdamULa Adi abhakSyanA pApathI bacavA mATe je mahenata karavI paDI ke bhUkhyA rahevuM paDayuM teno mane garva che. dharma satAnuM ATM = enI TAIma mokSa Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArI mammIne dharma para khUba ja zraddhA che. mane cAra varSe kalyANa-kaMda sudhI karAvyuM ane dasa varSe mane aticAra saMghamAM bolato karAvyo. ane 50 gAthA karAvI. atyAre huM paMdara varSano chuM paNa nAnapaNathI ja nAhI-dhoIne pahelA eka kalAka dhArmika abhyAsa karyA pachI ja pUjA karI navakArazI karavAnI. mammI Aje paNa kahe che "jeTalu zALAnuM bhaNatara jarUrI che teTaluM ja dhArmika bhaNatara paNa jarUrI che. ane jiMdagImAM kayAreya paNa hAra nahIM mAnavI. saMkaTa samaye dilathI prabhune yAda karazo to jarUra pratyakSa prabhunA camatkArano anubhava thAya che ja..." 16. kalikAla kalpatarU AjathI thoDA varSa pahelAnI vAta che. muMbaInA eka zrAvakane mazIna Tulsano dhaMdho hato. dhaMdhAmAM maMdI AvI ane dhIre dhIre dhaMdho baMdha thaI gayo. ghare leNadAronA cakkara zarU thaI gayA. temane ApaghAta karavAnuM mana thatuM hatuM. emAM vaLI zrAvikAne phaNA kADhIne beThA hoya evA sApa dekhAtA hatA. rassI hoya emAM paNa sApa dekhAyAnI bhramaNA thatI hatI ane khUba DarI jatA hatA. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA jApa zarU karyA ane dhIme dhIme Arthika takalIpho ochI thaI. navI nokarI maLI gaI. badhuM devuM cUkavI dIdhuM. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna para khUba ja zraddhA thaI ane Aja sudhI A jApa cAlu ja che. A dAdAnA jApathI Arthika sthiti sudharI che ane zrAvikAne paNa sApa dekhAtA baMdha thayA che ane jApanA prabhAve zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha dAdA dekhAya che, to koIka dharmarAdhanAnI niSphaLatAnI 3gharaNo -ugratA,vyagratA, zIghatA Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vakhata pArzva yakSa dekhAya che, to koIka divasa padmAvatI devI dekhAya che. 17. saMkalpayukta zraddhAno mahAprabhAva amadAvAdanA zilpAbenanA jIvanamAM navakAra jApathI thayela camatkArano anubhava temanA ja zabdomAM vAMco... "ame traNa baheno ane eka bhAI. mAtA-pitAnA jaina dharmanA saMskAra. amArA jIvanamAM ghaTelI A vAta Apane kahetA AnaMda anubhavuM chuM ane jaina dharma pAmavAno garva anubhavuM chuM. lagabhaga sAta varSa pahelA I.sa.2007nI A vAta che. bhAInA lagna pachI ekAda varSe bhAbhIne guDa nyujha hatA. badhA gharamAM khuza hatA. 20 varSa pachI gharamAM navo mahemAna Avaze. badhu normala hatuM paNa... bhAbhInA chaThThA mahinAnI sonogrAphI rIporTa badhuM badalI nAkhyuM. rIporTamAM AvyuM ke bALakanI eka kIDanI kharAba che, temAM vadhavAnI koI paNa kSamatA nathI. AnA lIdhe bALakamAM koI paNa khoDakhAMpaNa hoI zake ane e janmIne paNa keTalA varSa sudhI jIvI zakaze ? e prazna che. DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke enA karatA garbhapAta karAvI devo vadhu sAro. amArA upara to jANe Abha phATI paDyuM. badho AnaMda osarI gayo. DaoNkaTaranI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA coMkI uThyA. have zuM karavuM? te sujhatuM na hatuM. paNa mArA mammI aDIkhama rahyA. emaNe kahyuM, "je karmamAM haze te thaze paNa janmanAra bALakanI hatyAnuM pApa viSayonuM vamana, SoyAnuM zamana, IMdyionuM damanamAnavabhava saphaLa Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe nahI karIe. mane mArA paramAtmA ane dharmamAM pUro vizvAsa che e kayAre ya khoTuM thavA nahI de." basa, e divasathI ja mammIe navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa zarU karyo. 12-39no samaya. eka ja Asana ane eka ja sthAne mahAmaMtrano jApa ati bhAvapUrvaka ekAgratA sAthe karatA mammIne navakAramAM atUTa zraddhA. nava mahinA pUrA thayA ane eka suMdara bALakano janma thayo. eka bAju khuzI ke," chokaro thayo paNa bIjI bAjue du:kha ke keTalA mahinA sudhI ApaNI joDe raheze? DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke, "kIDanInuM Inphakazana zarIranA bIjA avayava bagADI zake che eTale ApaNe bAra mahinA sudhI davA cAlu rAkhazuM, pachI oparezana karI kIDanI kADhI laIzu." divaso jatA hatA ane joDe joDe ciMtA paNa vadhatI hatI ke zuM thaze ? muMbaInI moTI moTI hospiTalamAM batAvyuM paNa badhe eka ja javAba ke oparezana karAvavuM ja paDaze. bIjI bAju navakAranA jApa cAlu ja hatA. e divasa Avyo. mammIe saMkalpa karyo. "jo mAro pautra oparezana karyA vinA sAjo thaI jaze to huM siddhacakra mahApUjana bhaNAvIza." oparezana mATe rUma taiyAra thayo. DaoNkaTaroe oparezana pahelA TesTa karavAnuM kahyuM. TesTa thayo. badhAnA AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. ATalA nAnA bALakanuM oparezana!! prabhu ! have to tuM ja AdhAra che. DaoNkaTare amane kebInamAM bolAvyA ane kahyuM "Unbelievable, it is a Miracle, mArA jIvanamAM AvuM pahelI ja vAra thayuM che ke je kIDanIne kADhavAnI vAta hatI te ATalI sarasa rIte kAma karI rahI che. AvuM kevI rIte thayuM te mane sahune hAtha ane kAma Apajo paNa hAya nahi. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajamAM nathI AvatuM." tyAre mammIe javAba Apyo ke mArA dharma ane navakAranA jApanA prabhAve. tyAre DaoNkaTare kahyuM "tamArA dharmane mArA salAma!" dukhanA AMsu harSamAM badalAI gayA. oparezana kensala thayuM. Aje mAro bhatrIjo sAta varSano che ane hemakhema che. jayAre jayAre A prasaMga yAda karuM chuM tyAre tyAre mAro vizvAsa dharma upara vadhu ne vadhu gADha banato jAya che. je Science mATe Impossible che te jaina dharma mATe possible che. 18. japo navakAra cennaInA haMsAbenanA jIvanano banelo prasaMga temanA ja zabdomAM vAMco... eka vakhata huM, dIkarI-jamAI, mArA patideva,dohitra ane dohitrI amerikAmAM jaMgalamAM pharavA gayA hatA. jaMgala khAsse evuM moTuM hatuM. dUra dUra koTejo hatA. ame paNa eka evo ja koTeja buka karAvelo hato. ame divasanA ja tyAM pahoMcI javAnA hatA ke jethI koTeja gotavAnI takalIpha nA paDe, paNa amuka kAraNosara amane khUba ja moDu thaI gayuM. jaMgala ane rAtano samaya. lagabhaga 12 ane 1 vAgyA vacceno samaya. ame rastAmAM bhUlA paDyA. cAre bAju gADha aMdhakAra. eka amArI gADInI heDalAITa sivAya jarA paNa ajavALuM nahIM. ame gabharAyA ke have kevI rIte rasto zodhavo? AvA nirjana jaMgalamAM zuM karavuM te samajAtuM na hatuM. eka to jaMgala ane bIjo aMdhakAra. cAMllo,caravaLo, cAra prabhunI jadhanya, madhyama,utkRSTa AjJA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 20 evAmAM mane navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNavAnuM sUjhayuM. meM badhAne kahyuM ke, "navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa cAlu karo.' thoDIka vAramAM to bIjI gADI AvatA joI. tene rokIne pUchaparacha karI. teNe mArga batAvyo. pharIthI ame rasto badalIne jayAM amAruM koTeja hatuM, tyAM pahoMcyA paNa muzkelI amAro pIcho choDe tema na hatI, tyAM tALu hatuM, tyAM evI vyavasthA hatI ke jayAre tame koTeja buka karAvo tyAre tamane koTejanA tALAno koDa naMbara ApI de jethI te naMbara lagAvatA tALuM khulI jAya. amArA kamanasIbe e koDa naMbara ja ame bhUlI gayA. rAtanA samaye phona karIne paNa koDa naMbara pUchAya tema na hovAthI ame pharI muMjhAI gayA. eka bAju Dara, bIjI bAju ThaMDI, trIjI bAju gADha aMdhakAramAM hAtha paNa na dekhAya evI paristhiti. pharIthI navakAra maMtranA jApa ekAgratAthI cAlu karIne jApa karatA karatA cAra ekaDA (1111) naMbara lagAvyo ane navakAra maMtranA camatkArathI tALuM tarata khulI gayuM. ame badhA aMdara jaI navakAra maMtranI vAto karatA karatA suI gayA. bIje divase savAre koDa naMbara jANavA phona karyo tyAre TursavALAe koI bIjo ja naMbara (2456) Apyo. tyAre ame kahyuM ke ame to 1111 naMbarathI tALuM kholyuM, to e amerikana mAnavA ja taiyAra na thayo. pachI ame badhI vAta karI tyAre e paNa ahobhAvathI jhUkI gayo. have 2456nA badale 1111 naMbara lagAvavAthI tALuM khUle kharuM ? kahevAyuM che ke Apatti cAhe duniyAnI game te hoya paNa, cAvInI mAsTara kI eTale japo navakAra... japo navakAra.... lagna pUrvedIlanI vAto, lagna bAda dimAganI vAto? Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19. yuvAnanI khumArI AjathI prAyaH varSa pahelA pU. munizrI mRdusuMdara vi.ma.sA. jayAre hirenane samAdhi ApavA gayA tyAranI vAta te ja mahAtmAnA zabdomAM vAMco. goregAmathI sAntAkrujha tarapha vihAra karI rahelA traNa sAdhvIjI tathA vihAramAM sAthe rahela eka zrAvaka-yuvAnano savAre 6-30 vAge jogezvarI esa.vI.roDa para akasmAta thayo hato. milkavAnavALAe haDapheTamAM letA pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ne IjA thaI hatI. koI jAnahAni thaI na hatI. paNa sauthI vadhu IjA A yuvAna hirena (uM.-33varSa)ne thaI hatI. Tempo tene 30 phUTa ghasaDI gayo. breIna hemareja thatAM blaDa kloTa thaI gayuM hatuM, gaMbhIra oparezana thAya tevI zakyatA hatI, paNa devakRpAthI davAthI ja kaloTa nIkaLI gayo. jokhama TaLI gayuM. pagamAM mAra lAgyo che, 4 divasa pahelA ja hindujA hospiTalamAMthI rajA maLI che. vokarathI dhIme dhIme cAlI zake che. phIjhiyotherApIthI 6-12 mahine kadAca saMpUrNa sAjo thaze tevuM lAge che." have A yuvAnanI pariNatinI vAta... pa.pU.A.bha. zrImadvijaya abhayazekharasUrijI ma.sA.ne guru tarIke svIkAryA che. lagna karyA nathI. samakita grupano sakriya kAryakartA che. koI paNa sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bha. vihAra kare to acUka cheka sudhI surakSA mATe sAthe rahevAnuM. Torca-sITI vagere upakaraNo paNa sAthe rAkhe. veyAvacca e enA zokhano viSaya che. madhyama sthiti che. dIkSAnI bhAvanAmAM rame paNa Dhacu-pacu ! akasmAta thayA pachI dIkSAno nirNaya pAkko karyo. hirena pAse gayo tyAre 10-15 mi. mananI prasanatA mAkhaNa jevInAjuka che. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ besavAnuM thayuM.mane Avelo jANI prayatnapUrvaka mAMDa Ubho thayo. besavAnuM kahevA chatAM bese nahi. kema ? "ApanI khurazI karatA mAro palaMga UMco che AzAtanA thAya." nIcuM Tebala maMgAvI enA para beTho. enA moDhA para kayAMya udAsI, aphasosa, dInatA vagere jovA paNa nathI maLyA. khUba prasannatA ! have e yuvAnanA ja zabdo... "sAheba ! Apano svAdhyAya gauNa karIne padhArIne khUba upakAra karyo. sAheba ! Apano Akho ja dIkSA-prasaMga ghumarAya che. have mAre saMsAramAM nathI rahevuM. basa, sAjo thAuM eTalI vAra che. caitra mahine dIkSA thatI hoya to vaizAkha nathI karavo. Apa AzirvAda Apo. mAro A manoratha vahelI take pUrNa thAya." akasmAta aMge enA zabdo... sAheba ! aphasosa eTalo ja che ke huM jemanA mATe vihAramAM sAthe gayo hato, emanI surakSA huM na karI zakyo. mane vAgyuM enI mane jarAya ciMtA nathI, kadAca marI gayo hota to paNa vAMdho nahoto, paNa pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone IjA thaI enuM khUba duHkha thAya che. ame to sAheba palaMgamAM paDyA rahIe, paNa ApanI to AkhI sAdhanA ja aTakI paDe. zarIramAM khoDa rahI jAya to saMyama zI rIte pALI zakAya?" khUba AgrahapUrvaka gocarI vahorAvI. nA pADavA chatAM mAMDa mAMDa cAlIne dAdarA sudhI mUkvA Avyo. haiyuM bharAI gayuM. kharekhara enI prasannatA, samAdhi, dIkSAno talasATa, zAsana ane zerabajA2nuM rokANa moTI moMkANa nA maMDAve vejojo. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zramaNasaMsthA pratyeno uchaLato sadbhAva joI bhInA bhInA thaI javAyuM. Apa prArthanA karajo ke A yuvAna zIdhra Arogyane pAmI bhAva Arogya rUpI saMyamanI sAdhanA karI Atma kalyANa kare. 20. jAduI sikko mULa surendranagaranA mayUrIbene pote anubhavela prabhuno camatkAra temanA ja zabdomAM hAtha joDIne vAMco. "AjathI 20 varSa pahelAno prasaMga che. pahelI ja vAra surendranagaranI bAjumAM jorAvaranagara javAnuM thayuM. pahelI ja vakhata mULanAyaka zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha dAdAnA khUba ja AnaMdita banI darzana karyA. ane manomana bolI ke je bhAgyazALI haze tene sAkSAtu dAdAnI sevA pUjAno lAbha maLato haze. prabhune bhAvapUrvaka manomana jaladI darzana-pUjA mATe prArthanA karI. mAno yA na mAno paNa trIje divase acAnaka ja mArI sagAI jorAvaranagaramAM nakkI thaI gaI. dAdAe jANe mArI prArthanA sAMbhaLI ane jIvanabhara dAdAnI sevA-pUjA-prArthanA-AMgIno lAbha apAvI dIdho. huM mArA dAdAnI divAnI banI gaI. ciMtAmaNI dAdA pratyenI mArI zraddhA akhUTa, atUTa ane agAdha hatI. be mahinAmAM ja huM paraNIne sAsare jorAvaranagara AvI. ane te varSathI ja dAdAnI AMgI khUba ja manohara ane eka-eka thI caDhiyAtI karatI. dAdA pratye AtmIyatA vadhatI ja gaI. dararoja pUjA karIne AvIne huM sTorarUmamAM jaIne dALa-cokhA vi. palALatI ane pachI rasoI banAvatI. eka divasa huM pUjA globalamArTarnAha, nobala mArkeTamAM joDAvo. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gira bhoga tn deehN n | 37 karIne AvI tyAra pachI rasoI mATe cokhAno Dabbo kholyo ane jevI pahelI vATakI cokhAnI lIdhI ke vATakImAM cokhA sAthe 1 rUpiyAno sikko nIkaLyo. e sikko meM daherAsaranI DabbImAM mUkI dIdho. mane thayuM ke bhUlathI koInAthI DabbAmAM paDI gayo haze. bIjA divase huM pUjA karIne AvI. pharIthI 1 rUpiyAno sikko nIkaLyo. trIjA divase, cothA divase ema roja roja cokhAnI pahelI ja vATakImAM cokhA sAthe 1 rUpiyAno sikko nIkaLato hato. ane huM e rUpiyA DabbImAM mUkatI hatI. eka divasa mane vicAra Avyo ke,"lAva! Akhkho Dabbo ja joI lauM ke keTalA rUpiyA DabbAmAM haze.?'' cokhAnI AkhI moTI peTI ThAlavI, eka paNa rUpiyo na maLyo. pAchI bIjA divase pUjA karIne AvI ane vATakImAMthI rUA. 1 no sikko maLyo. ane mane Azcarya ane kutUhala thayuM. meM vicAryuM ke lAvane Aje to cokhAnA moTA pIpaDAmAM jovA de ne, keTalA rUpiyA nIkaLe che ? cokhAnA pIpaDAmAM tapAsa karI eka paNa rUpiyo na maLyo. huM navI navI paraNelI hatI. mane thayuM ke 11-12 divasathI A rUpiyo maLyA kare che to mArA sAsumA to mArI kasoTI nahIM karatA hoya ne ? ane meM mammIne pUchyuM ke, "mammI! tame cokhAnI peTImAM rUpiyo mUko cho ? 11-12 divasathI mane roja 1 rUpiyo maLe che." paraMtu mammIe kahyuM ke, tame AvyA tyArathI meM cokhAnI peTI kholI paNa nathI," meM mArA sAsune peTImAMthI nIkaLelA rUpiyA batAvyA. bIjA divase pUjA karavA gaI. basa.. e ja divasathI rUpiyo nIkaLato baMdha thaI gayo. ze2 bajAranA bhUkaMpathI zema bajA2mAM na Avo te jojo Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ navI navI paraNelI mArA bhoLapaNanA kAraNe, mArI sAcI samajaNa zaktinA abhAve meM mArA sAsune kahyuM, tenA bIjA ja divasathI A 1 rUpiyAno camatkAra baMdha thaI gayo. mane sAcI to tyAre ja khabara paDI ke jayAre meM mArA pappAne A vAta karI. mArA pappAe mane kahyuM ke dAdAnA tArA para cAra hAtha che. ane tArI sAcI zraddhA ane dAdA pratyenI prItine kAraNe ja tane A camatkAra thato hato. paraMtu te jANI nA zakI ane A camatkAra to te tArA sAsune kahI dIdho, tyArathI A camatkAra baMdha thaI gayo. mArA pappAe kahyuM ke, "tArA jevuM ja ApaNA mULa gAma lakhataranA pUjArIne paNa anubhavavA maLyuM hatuM. pUjArI jevA daherAsaranA dvAra vahelI savAre khole ke roja pUjArIne 1 zrIphaLa ane 1 cAMdIno sikko maLato hato. thoDo samaya A krama cAlyo ane thoDA divasa pachI pUjArIe TrasTIone A vAta karI ane zrIphaLa ane cAMdInA sikkA batAvyA. bIje divase pUjArI daherAsarajInA dvAra kholavA AvyA paNa kazuM nA maLe. kemake pUjArIe bIjA lokone potAne thayelA camatkAranI vAta jaNAvI hatI. pappAe kahyuM ke, "kayAreya paNa bIjAne AvA sarasa camatkAranI vAta na karavI. gaMbhIratA khUba jarUrI guNa che." Aje paNa e nIkaLelA rUpiyA meM sAcavIne rAkhyA che. 21. jIvadayA dharmasAra "e bhAI ! A kUkaDAne choDI de! Ama pAMkhathI pakaDIne to mArI nAkhIza."mokSita nAmanA navayuvAne mahesANA hAIve para bUma mArI. sadga no lApho saTAkA Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kUkaDAnA mAMsano dhaMdho karanAra dukAnadAre kahyuM ke, "mAre to Ano dhaMdho che. huM na choDuM." mokSite kahyuM, "A kUkaDo vecatA keTalI rakama tane maLe ? dukAnadAre Azare 200 rUA. kahetA mokSite gajavAmAMthI rUA. 200 kADhIne ApI dIdhA ane kUkaDAne bacAvI lIdho. dukAnadAre bIjo kUkaDo mAravA kADhayo. bIjA 200 rUA. ApI mokSite tene paNa bacAvI lIdho. trIjo kUkaDo paNa rUA. 200 ApI bacAvI lIdho. paraMtu have vadhAre rakama sAthe na hatI. traNe kukaDAne pAMjarAmAM laI mahesANA pAThazALA para pahoMcyo tyAre bIjA vidyArthIoe pUchatAM satya hakIkata kahI. bIjAoe dhaDAdhaDa rUpiyA bhegA karI pharI pAchA te dukAnadAra pAsethI zakya teTalA kukaDA choDAvI lAvyA ane bIjA divase pAMjarApoLamAM mUkI AvyA. jeTalA lokoe jANyuM tyAre sahu mokSitanI jIvadayAnI khUba anumodanA karavA lAgyA. he jIvadayA premIo ! gAya ane bakarAnI jema kUkaDA, maraghA bacAvavAmAM paNa pAchI pAnI nahIM karone ? 22. eka pragaTayo jena sitAro 5.pU.yoganiSTha kesarasUrIzvarajI ma.nA samudAyanA sAdhvIjI pU. divyaprajJAzrIjInI sAthe hIlacera calAvanArA maMgalabena ke jeo marAThI che. pUrvabhavanA koIka puNyanA yoge vhIlacera calAvavA sAdhvIjI joDe rahevAnuM thayuM. sAdhvIjIe navakAranA prabhAva nA aneka camatkAro samajAvyA ane maMgalabene zraddhApUrvaka navakAra maMtra grahaNa karyo. eka ja Asana para besI ekAgratA ane bhAva sAthe dasa bAMdhI navakAravALI eka sAthe gaNI ane jANe navakAramaMtra siddha thaI emAMthI begharato pachI thaze paNa beghara nathAvatejoje | Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayo. pachI to vAraMvAra samaya maLe ane navakAra gaNatA thayA.vhIlaceramAM sAthe maMgalabena potAnA mATe kAcA pANInI boTala rastAmAM pIvA rAkhatA. sAdhvIjIe samajAvyuM ke, "amAre kAcA pANIne na aDAya. vhIlaceramAM tame kAcA pANInI boTala rAkho te pApa amane lAge. A samajAvatA ja maMgalabene te ja divasathI ukALeluM pANI cAlu karyuM. vyAkhyAnamAM eka vAra gAjaraAlu-kAMdAthI keTaluM pApa lAge te sAMbhaLyuM ane jIvanabhara mATe kaMdamULano tyAga karyo. doDha mahinA bAda maMgalabena potAnA ghare pAchA gayA. tyAre gharamAM traNa bhAIo-bhAbhIo, mammI-pappA, bhatrIjAbhatrIjI badhAne navakAra maMtra zIkhavyo ane sAthe badhAne samajaNa ApI kaMdamULano tyAga karAvyo. eka bhAI vinAyaka AsAma milITrImAM kAma kare che. vinAyaka savAre traNa vAge UThI navakArano jApa karI pachI nokarIe jAya che. eka mahinAnA jApanA prabhAve tene moTI posTa para pramozana maLyuM. have to gharanA sahunI zraddhA khUba vadhI gaI. koI tAMtrika vidhi karI gharanA AMgaNAmAM koI vidhivALI vastu mUkI jAya to vinAyaka traNa navakAra gaNI te vastu uThAvIne pheMkI de ane kazuM thAya nahi. A ja bhAIe sADA cha lAkha thI vadhu navakAra pUrNa karyA che. ane "namo loe savvasAhUNaM' A padano eka lAkha vakhata jApa karyo che.ujamaNAmAM mammIne mATe sonAnI ceIna karAvI Avyo. khetaramAM kAma karanAra badhAne be khAnAnA TIphIna ApyA. zerabajAranAM nuksAna pachI InsAnanI sAna ThekANe Ave che kharI ? Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAno bhAI sAgara 50 ki.mI. dUra sarvisa jAya che, tyAMthI rajAnA divase jinapUjA karavA najIkanA gAmamAM jAya che. satata ene paNa navakAramaMtra cAlu ja hoya che. sAgare 3 lAkha uparAMta navakAra gaNyA che. 'namo loe savvasAhUNaM" no nava lAkha jeTalo jApa thayo che. maMgalabenanA gharamAM sahu mAtA-pitAne page lAgatA thaI gayA che. nAnA bhAInA lagna vakhate paNa maMgalabene samajAvIne Alu-kAMdA jamaNavAramAM na thavA dIdhA. pU.sAdhvIjInI sAthe rahelA maMgalabene be zAzvatI oLI kriyA sahita karI che. aThThAI, saubhAgya kalpavRkSa tapa, caMdanabALAno aThThama, poSa dazamIno aThThama karela che. poSa dazamIno aThThama karyo tyAre to traNa divasa 7 thI 8 phUTa lAMbA sapheda sarpa gharanI bahAra pradakSiNA ApIne jatA joyA hatA. pAraNA bAda dekhAtA baMdha thayA. maMgalabena roja savAra-sAMja UbhA UbhA pratikramaNa kare che. ukALeluM pANI, jinapUjA, guruvaMdana kare. gurubhakti paNa suMdara kare che. be pratikramaNa uparAMta saMtikara, ajitazAMti thaI gayela che. pUjA vakhate sUrIlA kaMThe stavano gAya che. lokone sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thaI jAya che. vihAramAM aneka sUtro, stavano, pratikramaNamAM bole. tyAre eno khuza thaI jAya che. bilimorAvALA bena khuza thaI ghare laI gayA ane sADInuM kabATa khulluM karIne kahevA lAgyA ke, "AmAMthI jeTalI sADI pasaMda Ave teTalI laI lo." maMgalabene nA pADatAM kahyuM ke, "mAre sADI nathI joItI. jo saMthAriyuM gharamAM hoya to Apo." jethI rAtre gAdIne badale sUvA kAma lAge. koI takalIphavALA ne joI dayA AvI | mAlanI dhamAla kamAlane badale pAyamAla mAM je te joje. | Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya. eka mAjIne khAvA pIvAnI takalIpha hatI to prabhAvanAmAM maLela goLa tarata ja ApI dIdho. vihAramAM 1OOO navakAra108 uvasaggahara gaNe che. eka vAra bAjuvALAne tyAM temanI gAyane prasavanI bhayaMkara pIDA thatI hatI. khUba avAja kare. jAnavaranA DaoNkaTare dasa hajAra rU. kharca batAvyo. bAjuvALAnI Arthika paristhiti eTalI na hatI. maMgalabena pAse AvIne vAta karI. rAtre bAra vAgyAno samaya. maMgalabene bhAvapUrvaka navakAra gaNyA, dAdAnA phoTAne page lAgyA ane gAya para navakAra gaNatA vAsakSepa karyo ane pAMca miniTamAM to gAyane prasava thaI gayo. ane vAcharaDAno janma thayo. AvA to aneka anubhavo temanA jIvananA che. zAstro kahe che ke pUrva bhavanA koIka pApanA udaye keTalAka jIvone janma ajaina kuLamAM, dharma rahitakSetramAM maLe che. paraMtu sAthe sAthe pUrvabhavamAM karelA ghaNA dharmanA prabhAve satsaMgAdinA nimittathI jaina dharmanI ArAdhanAo ane vItarAgano dharma prApta thAya che. mAtra eka doDha varSamAM sAcA jainatvane pAmanAra maMgalabenanA jIvanamAM hajI paNa khUba dharmArAdhanAo vadhe ane emanuM jIvana maMgala bane e ja prabhune prArthanA... 23. cauvihArathI rakSA eka suzrAvake saMtAnone susaMskAra ApyA. bALakone navakArazI, kaMdamULano tyAga, rAtribhojana tyAga, kayAreka pauSadha karAve. dIkaro yuvAna thayo. dhaMdho saMbhALavA lAgyo. eka vakhata 29al lyd FAMILY = Father and Mother I Love You Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka lAkha rUA. sAthe laI, muMbaI mAla levA javAnuM thayuM. rastAmAM eka musAphara sAthe vAtacIta thaI. te paNa vepArI eTale dhaMdhAnI ghaNI vAto karI. vAtavAtamAM pelA vepArIe khissAmAMthI cokaleTa kADhI ane A yuvAna zrAvakane ApI. rAtribhojana tyAga hovAthI tene cokaleTa khissAmAM mUkI dIdhI ane khAvAno DoLa karyo eTale pelo vepArI samajayo ke cokaleTa khAI lIdhI." vepArIe kahyuM ke, "have tame thoDIvAra sUI jAo pachI huM sUI jaIza." yuvAna zrAvaka sUI gayo. be kalAka thayA pachI pelAne jagADyo. tarata ja yuvAna saphALo thaI gayo. pelA vepArIne thayuM ke, "Ane ghena kema na caDhayuM? lAge che ke ahIM mAruM kAma thaze nahIM." eNe uMghavAno DoLa karyo ane thoDIvAramAM A yuvAnane khabara na paDe te rIte Trena mAMthI utarI gayo. muMbaImAM yuvAna saMbaMdhInA ghare gayo. tyAM nAnakaDo bhatrIjo aMkala-aMkala karato Avyo tyAre teNe tarata ja khissAmAMthI cokaleTa kADhIne ApI. chokarAe cokaleTa kholI aMdaramAM cokaleTa vacce gulAbI pAuDara mUkelo dekhAyo. tapAsa karatA khyAla Avyo ke ghenano pAuDara che. jo cauvihAranA niyamanI draDhatA na hota to ghenamAM sUI jAta ane pAse rahelI mUDI lUMTAI jAta. 24. jaya ho AyaMbIlatapano vi. saM. 2035mAM araviMdabhAI hArIjathI amadAvAda rahevA AvyA. kAlupuramAM anAjanI dalAlIno dhaMdho zarU karyo. paraMtu naphAne badale be varasamAM mUDI sApha thaI gaI. ghareNAM vecyA 2931 El Hi FAMILY = Fame and Money I Love You Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI paNa ThekANuM na paDyuM. eka bhAgyazALIe dara mahine sAta bhayano nAza karanAra sAta AyaMbIla karavA preraNA karI. AyaMbIlanI vastu joIne ulTI karanAra A bhAgyazALIe chevaTe zraddhAthI takalIpha vacce paNa mahinAnA sAta AyaMbIla cAlu karyA. cha mahinAmAM to aMtarAyo tUTyA ane AyaMbIlanA prabhAve joradAra dhaMdho thavA mAMDyo. Aja sudhI Arthika takalIpha kayAreya thaI nathI. aMtarAya nivAraka AyaMbIla tapa sahunA jIvanamAM maMgala karajo !!! 25. udAra bhAvanA amadAvAdanA dIlIpabhAIe 4-5 varSa pUrve potAnI sonA-cAMdInI dukAna karI hatI. dukAnamAM eka dUranA paricita vyaktine kAma maLe e hetuthI nokarIe rAkhyA. 2 varSa bAda khyAla Avyo ke dukAnamAMthI roja roja 8-10 hajAranI vastu corI karatAM karatAM 2 varSamAM Azare 1 karoDa jeTalI rakamanI corI karI che. bhAgyazALIe vicAra karyo ke mAre tyAMthI lIdhelA paisA chevaTe ene kAmamAM Avaze, jainano ja lAbha maLe che evI udAratA pUrvaka e vyaktine eka paNa rakamanI mAMgaNI vagara nokarImAMthI rajA ApI. A sabhAvanAno camatkAra have vAMco. bIjA be ja varSamAM be karoDathI vadhAre napho thayo. Aje paNa pelI vyakti mATe kayAreya dveSabhAva nathI Avato. Aje dukAna sArI rIte cAle che. achatamAM bacatanI kiMmata samajAya ) Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A ja bhAgyazALI dIlIpabhAIne AjathI thoDA varSa pUrve bIDInuM vyasana hatuM. enA vagara cAle nahi. mitronA AgrahathI eka vAra pU.A.zrI navaratnasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pAse vaMdana karavA javAnuM thayuM. pUjayazrInI preraNAthI cauvihArano niyama thoDAka samaya mATe lIdho. mitro pUjyazrIne kahe ke Ane bIDIno tyAga karAvI do. pUjyazrI dIlIpabhAIne aMdaranI eka rUmamAM laI gayA. potAnA khoLAmAM dIlIpabhAInuM mAthuM rakhAvI 2-3 miniTa AzirvAda ApyA. bolyA ke jA ! have tane bIDI yAda paNa nahI Ave. pUjyazrInI kRpAthI bIDI chUTI gaI. pachI to dharmamAM khUba AgaLa vadhyA. tattvajJAna sAMbhaLatA thayA. gharamAMthI be jaNe varSItapa karyo. zrAvikA ane be dikarIo sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA kAma suMdara rIte saMbhALe che. dIlIpabhAI e kAyamI cauvihArano jIvanabharano niyama lIdho che. sAthe TIvI tyAga, kAyamI ghareNAM nahI paheravAno niyama, kAyamI ukALeluM pANI vigere ghaNI ArAdhanAo karI rahyA che. varSItapanA pAraNA nimitte sagA-saMbaMdhIone bolAvIne jamADavAne badale zibira jevI dharma ArAdhanAomAM 5151hajAranA lAbha lIdhA. AvI ja rIte aneka ArAdhako paNa joradAra ArAdhanA Aje paNa karI rahyA che. e sahunI bhUrI bhUrI anumodanA ! 26. jhaLahaLatA ratno sohanalAlajIe 300 DAyAbITIsamAM 31 upavAsanI ArAdhanA AnaMdapUrvaka saMpanna karI hatI. rogamAM tapa yoganI sAdhanAnI parIti.!! pApanuM bhAvathI Confession eTale pApamAM Concession & Cancellation Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tapovanI nihAre tenA mitra sIMdhIbhAIne daherAsara darzana ane cauvihAra karatA karI dIdhA. mitranA bhAIne paNa cauvihAra chaThTha karAvI sAta jAtrA karAvI tathA te ja mitranA patnI phijhIyotherApIsTane kaMdamULano AjIvana tyAga ane rAtribhojana kAyama baMdha karAvyuM. kevI dharma pamADavAnI UMcI parINati.!! kasturabhAI e eka vakhata saradAra vallabhabhAIne jamavA bolAvyA. AvyA rAtre 8 vAge. kasturabhAI kahe huM jaina chuM rAta paDI gaI che. tamane jamADI nahIM zakuM. mAruM jamavAnuM nimaMtraNa sUryAsta pahelAnuM hoya che. pANI ApI vinaya pUrvaka vidAya ApI. kevI dhArmika makkamatAnI pariNati.!! pAleja hAIve amIta jhaverInI phekaTarImAM 900 mANasa kAma kare. bapore jamavAnA avasare phekaTarImAM rAunDa mAravA nIkaLyA. kArIgarone melIghelI thelImAM vIMTAyela roTalI maracAM Adi khAtA joyA ane vicAramAM paDI gayA, "patnIne keTalI vahelI rasoI banAvavI paDatI haze. ahIM ja badhAne jamADuM to kevuM sAruM" kArIgarone bolAvyA. patnIne paNa kahI dIdhuM ke mAruM jamavAnuM phekaTarImAM raheze. ekavAra sAMje 6 vAgyA pachI rAunDa mAravA nIkaLyA. keTalAka kArIgarone kAma vadhAre hovAthI ghare javAmAM moDuM thaI jatuM joIne kArIgarone kahyuM ke 6 vAgyAthI vadhAre kAma karavuM nahi. kevI uMcI parArthabhAvanI pariNati.!! Most Talented Persion is Tensionless Person. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja jaja | 47 4 jaja ja kalikAla kalpatarU pragaTaprabhAvI dAdA zaMkhezvaranI yAtrArthe suzrAvikA gayA. prathama pUjAno caDhAvo 4 lAkha rUpiyAmAM lIdho. tarata peDhImAM jamA karAvyA bAda ja suzrAvikAe dAdAnI pUjA karI. suzrAvikAe kamAla e karI ke pAMca pAsa 80 hajAra maNa sudhI bolanArane ApIne kahyuM ke tamArA ja kAraNe dhanamuccha utAravAno mane anupama lAbha maLyo che. kevI uMcI prabhubhaktinI pariNati.!! 27. paTelanI udAratA parezabhAI paTelanI hAIve paranI jagyA. dharmabhAvanAne lIdhe vicAra Avyo ke A jagyA vecatA pahelA AmAMthI thoDIka jamInamAM koI dharmasthAna bane to mane lAbha maLe. amadAvAdapAlItANA hAIve para ghaNIvAra AvatA jatAM uMcA uMcA jinamaMdiro joI bhAva jAgyo ke jainonuM ahIM AvuM maMdira bane to sArU. mitro-paricitone vAta karatAM gurUbhagavaMtono saMparka karAvyo. parezabhAIe udAratApUrvaka 4000 vAra jagyA pAlItANA hAIve para guMdI phATaka pAse (bagodarAthI 11 kimI.) niHzulka(phrI)ApI. Aje A jagyAe suMdara vihAradhAmanuM nirmANa pU. gacchAdhipatizrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA AzirvAda ane mArgadarzana mujaba thaI rahyuM che. jinAlayano zilAnyAsa A ja varSe thaI cUkyo che. sAthe sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto mATe be upAzraya tathA bhojanazALA paNa banaze. Alula sid Tension Hi Entry Temple ai Entry. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustaka para ghare beThA parIkSA ApanArA bhAvikonA hRdayanA sUra (1) surezabhAI, gAMdhInagara 21mI sadImAM durAcArono rAphaDo phATyo che. AvA kaparA kALamAM sAdhu sAdhvI pedala vicarIdurAcArI prajAne sadAcArI banAvavA mathI rahyA che. uttama jIvonA prasaMgonuM AbehUba varNana A pustakamAM saraLa bhASAmAM karela che, je vAMcanAranA hRdayamAM soMsaravuM utarI jAya tevuM che! roja jinapUjA, rajAnA divase sAmAyika zarU karyuM. mahinAmAM 10 tithi brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza. Itara komanA mANasone A copaDI vaMcAvatA teo navakAra gaNatA thayA che. pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAnuM nakkI karela che. (2) jaina, nArAyaNanagara roDa, u.17 varSa huM mArA mitranA ghare cesa ramavA gayelo. tyAM A pustakano bhAga-2 vAMcyo. gamI jatAM prAptisthAna para jaI cha bhAganuM pustaka pepara sAthe lIdhuM. pepara pAchu ApavAnA chellA 3 divasa bAkI rahyA hatA. prathama divase 7 thI 12 pAMca kalAkamAM eka ja beThake pustaka pUru karyuM. pharI vAMcatA lAgyuM ke pustaka mAtra vAMcavA ane javAba zodhavA mATe ja nathI paNa jIvanamAM utAravA mATe paNa che. vAMcatA zradhdhA khUba vadhI. pustakano vadhu pracAra karavA mArA mitrone paNa be pustaka lAvI ApyA. prasaMgo vAMcyA pachI roja 14 niyama levAnI bhAvanA che. (3) paMktibena, gAMdhInagara, u.21 varSa mArA gharamAM huM sauthI nAstika gaNAu chuM. mane kayAreya derAsara, pUjA, sAmAyika gamatA nahotA. pustaka vAMcana bAda derAsara darzana, pUjA karavAnuM bhUlatI nathI. vyAkhyAnamAM saLaMga 2-3 sAmAyika karatI thaI chuM. sAthe comAsAmAM 20 divasano tapa paNa karyo. vartamAna-bhaviSyanA sarvabhayone zAMta ka2nA2ozreSThamaMtra navakAra maMtra