Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 04

Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005428/1

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Qiang jaita Adarza prasaMgo {}}} paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya

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prasaMgo" pustaka viSe keTalAka abhiprAyo papU.AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma.".nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA...A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpa bane tevo paNa che.." muni zrI jayapaghavijayajI: "anaMta kALe maLela mAnava bhavamAM zreSTha kamANI kevI rIte thAya? ATalA alpa AyuSyamAM anaMtA karmono nAza kevI rIte karavo? AvA ghaNA praznonA javAba suMdara jaina Adarza prasaMgonA 3 bhAga ApazrIe mahenata karIne jaino tathA sarva samakSa mUkyA te vAMcavAthI ja maLI jAya che. ApazrInuM kArya khUba prazaMsanIya che.. muni zrI yugadarzanavijayajI: "jaina Adarza prasago pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevA che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka purUM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhAM karatAM haze ane uttama manoratho sevatA thaI gayA haze te badhA ja puNyAnubaMdhI pUNyanA bhAgI ApazrI banyA cho. A copaDI meM jyAre jyAre vAMcI tyAre tyAre lagabhaga te pUrI karIne ja Ubho thayo che. Avo anubhava aneka vAcakone thayo haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vastI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI to UMdhato paNa jAgI jAya..." bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukhaH pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana " atyAre beMgloramAM mArA mitranA gharethI A patra lakhuM chuM prAtaHkALe pakSIonA madhura kalaravathI vAtAvaraNa AhalAdaka banI gayu che. UMgha na AvatAM mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jaina Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasago vAMcI preraNA maLI, dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." - sAsacaka anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. namra sUcana isa grantha ke abhyAsa kA kArya pUrNa hote hI niyata samayAvadhi meM zIghra vApasa karane kI kRpA kareM. sise kanya vAva rUsA 3payA 2 sa. sakathI bheTa For Personal & Private Use Only

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9) 35 hau adai namonamaH prema-rAmacaMdra-bhuvanabhAnu-yaghoSasUribhyo namaH jenA Adarza prasaMgo (satya zreSTha zrAvonA daSTAMto) bhAga - 4 lekhakaH paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya masA. sahAyaka muni yogI rana vijaya ma.sA. : vizeSa saujanyaH pATaNa mitra maMDaLa marInaDrAIva jaina ArAdhaka TrasTa - muMbaI ke 'satu sAhitya ane dharmano pracAra 'pUjA, pravacana, tapazcaya, zibira, bartha De, yAtrA, paryuSaNA, nAma, pAThazALA, pratikramaNa ' vageremAM prabhAvanA karavA yogya pustaka. mudrakaH navanIta prinTarsa (nikuMja zAha) amadAvAda phonaH 5653ra6 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhAga - 4 ane 5 .kiMmataH bhAga 1 thI 7H rUA.27 bhAga 4 ane 5 rU.7.00 100 nakala lenArane 40% kansezana ane 500 nakala lenArane 50% kansezana maLaze. AvRtti AThamI tA.1.7.2004 nakalaH4000 pUrvanI 33000 prAptisthAna muMbaI 1 Te.naM.8 cetanabhAI : gItAMjalI (sAMibAbA) borIvalI (ve) 2805 9117 nIlezabhAiH 87/2, javAharanagara goregAma (1)/2872 7448 umeko : 103, nArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa nAgadevI 2343 8758 ronakabhAI H lAiTa TreDarsa, 113 luhAra cAla (2206 0205 prAptisthAna amadAvAda rasikalAla ratilAla zAhaH ela. ke. TrasTa bilDIMga, baroDA beMka sAme, pAMcakuvA380002. phonaH22175804, 22175780 niraMjanabhAiH 11, bhUmi epArTamenTa, 33, AnaMdanagara, paMkaja derA pAse, bhaThThA pAlaDI- 7. phonaH 26638127, 2664 5823 nIcenA sthaLethI orDarathI 2-4 divasamAM pustako maLaze. ... jItendrabhAi 266053para AMbAvADI rAjezabhAi 26602004 pea| kinnarabhAi 26630167 mahAlakSmI parezabhAiH 26633147 'prakAzita thayela anya pustakoHle. paM. bhadrezvara vijaya jaina dharmanI samajaH bhAga 1 thI 3H kiMmata rUA.3 jaina Adarza ghaTanAeM (hiMdI meM) : bhAga 3: mUlya : ru.2 'prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 2,30,000 nakala chapAi For Personal & Private Use Only

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prAkathana A pustakamAM vartamAnanA zrAvakonAM satya evAM zreSTha preraka draSTAMto che. zrI mahAvIra bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che ke pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI dharma raheze te anubhavAya che. amAsanA ghaNA vAdaLiyA AkAzamAM paNa pAMca-paMdara hajAra tArA TamaTamatA hoya tyAre prakRtipremIno manamoralo nAcI UThe che tema AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa AvA hajAro dharmIone jANI dharmapremIono AtmA bhAvavibhora thai jAya che !! Aje sarvatra svArtha, prapaMca, mAtra paisAnuM ja dhyeya,viSaya-kapAyonI atyaMta Asakita vagere lagabhaga badhe phelAi gayAM che chatAM paNa AvA dharmapremIo, sAdhako, ArAdhako, paropakArI, guNI jIvo paNa ghaNAM saMghomAM hoya che. ApaNA AtmAne preraNA karatA AvA satya prasaMgo ghaNAM baghAMne game che. A ArAdhako jevAM ja ApaNe paNa mAnavI chIe ! purUSArthathI ApaNAmAM paNa AvI vadhatI-ochI ArAdhanA jarUra Ave. pUjA, vyAkhyAna,sAmAyika, tattva-abhyAsa ATaluM to meLavavuM baghA ja zrAvako mATe jarUrI gaNAya. AthI bhavobhava tamane paNa prAyaH jinazAsana, ArAdhaka-bhAva, dharmasAmagrI vagere maLaze. potAnAthI ArAdhanA na thAya teo paNa jo AvA dharmIonI bhAvathI anumodanA kare to ArAdhanA vahelI moDI jIvanamAM Ave. nokarI karanArane kaMpanI taraphathI amerikA javA maLe to zuM kare? thoDuM - ghaNuM kamAi le ke UMghe? dharme tamane anaMtakALe jinazAsana ApyuM che. have zuM karavuM che - AtmakamANI karavA dharma? ke pazunI jema tuccha bhogavilAsa, svArtha vagere ? sva.gurUdeva, pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., sva. garachAdhipati pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA vartamAna gacchAdhipati siddhAMtadivAkara, 5.pU. AcArya deva zrI vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA anaMta upakArono huM RNI chuM. A pustakamAM pU. AcArya zrI hemaratnasUrijI ma., paM. zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI, 5. zrI puNyaratnavijayajI, gaNi zrI akSayabodhivijayajI, gaNizrI abhayacaMdravijayajI, munirAja zrI maNiprabhavijaya ma., munizrI kalparatnavijayajI, munizrI jItarakSitavijayajI, munizrI yazovijayajI, munizrI jayadarzanavijayajI, munizrI yugadarzanavijayajI, Adie lAgaNIthI prasaMgo ApyA temano khUba-khUba AbhAra. A pustakanuM meTara niHzulka sudhArI ApanAra zrI nItInabhAI desAInI bhakti kema bhulAya ! AvA prasaMgo vAraMvAra vAMcI, anekone vaMcAvI ArAdhanA ane anumodanA dvArA sva.-para-hita sAdho e ja sadA mATenI zubha kAmanA ! AvA preraka prasaMgo tathA AmAM bhUlo AtmIyabhAve jarUra jaNAvazo. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to trividha trividha micchAmi dukkaDam. kArelIbAga, vaDodarA. 'paM. bhadrezvaravijaya | pragaTa thayela AvRtti ane nakalo jaina Adarza prasaMgo gujarAtImAM bhAga AvRtti nakala 31,500 29, 200 27,OOO 33,000 39,000 20,000 19,000 jaina darza dhaTanA (diIne) 8,000 rA cha cha om S x W N D ha na For Personal & Private Use Only

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x m anukramaNikA 1 prabhubhaktithI dIkSA maLI || 1 ra3 sevAnI laganI ra jApathI hRdayadarda maTyuM 2 2492 upavAsanI ArAdhanA 3 saMyamano prabhAva 3 ra5 saMtika strotrano prabhAva 4 dAdAnA pratApe roga maTyA | caityaparipATI 5 "samaro maMtra bhalo navakAra" derAsara baMdhAvyA 6 jIvanamAM dharmanI suvAsa | 8 28 | kasturabhAIne jainapaNAnuM gaurava 7 dharmI mAtAno putra mahAna bane |10 ra9| paradezamAM paNa pratikramaNa 8 sAdhunA AzIrvAdano camatkAra 11 30 gurudevonI tithi ujavo 9 pravacana-zravaNathI ArAdhanA 12 31 gebI zakti 10 dharmano aciMtya prabhAva 13 3ra enjaniyaranI ArAdhanA 11 juo bALako kevA dharmapremI ?14 33 dAdAnA prabhAve chaThTha karIne 12 dharmAnurAgI bALA sAta jAtrA thaI! 13 prabhubhaktithI kensara kensala ! saMyama kahI mile? 14 dharme maratA bacAvyA samyajJAnano jijJAsu 15 samAdhimRtyu 19 3 | pravacanazravaNano prabhAva 16 gacchApatizrIno kevo prabhAva? |1 37rAtribhojana narakanuM dvAra 17 parigraha-parimANa vrata 2 38 sArAM bALako vaDIlone camatkAra karyo sanmArge laI jAya 18 navakAre vimAna honAratathI rara 39| navInakAkAnI ArAdhanA bacAvyA | 40. saMghapati-AdarathI 19 TI.vI. tyAga - ra3 41 kolejIyana dharma karI zake? 20 AcAryazrInA AzIrvAdathI ra3 42 | ajaba-gajaba 21 puNya mRtyuthI bacAve che. ra5 43| ajaino ke jaino 22 jIvadayA For Personal & Private Use Only

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'prabhubhaktithI dIkSA maLI A ghaTanA satya che. nAma badalyuM che. prabhunI bhakita haju vadhu ne vadhu bhAvathI, ekAgratAthI roja-roja karo. tamArI zreSTha bhAvanA jarUra phaLaze !' vidvAna pU. AcAryazrIe muMbaInA "dharmaruci' nAmanA zrAvakane sacoTa upAya batAvyo. dharmarUci 4-5 varSathI dharmamAM joDAyelA. ArAdhanA vadhAratA have dIkSAnI bhAvanA thavA mAMDI. zrAvikA paNa jayaNA vagere suMdara pALatAM; paNa te zrAvakane kahetAM, "dIkSAnuM mane mana thatuM nathI." dharmarucie bhAvabhakti sAthe prabhujIne roja gadgad haiye prArthanA karavA mAMDI, "he karuNAnidhi ! zrAvikAne kAraNe mArI paNa dIkSAnI bhAvanA saphaLa thatI nathI. amane ApanA prabhAvathI dIkSA zIdhrA maLo !" zrAvikAne koNa sAcave ? e ciMtAthI pote manamAM nakkI kareluM ke zrAvikA taiyAra thAya to ja baMnee sAthe dIkSA levI. dIkSAnI bhAvanA pAkI. tethI patnInI dIkSA mATe prayAsa karatA! pUjyone paNa vinaMtI kare ke zrAvikAne samajAvo. Ama aMte pU. A. zrI pAsethI eka aphalAtUna rasto maLI gayo. che ane viziSTa bhAva ane vidhipUrvaka bhakti khUba karavA mAMDI. mAtra cha ja mAsamAM zrImatIjIe sAmethI dharmarucine kahyuM ke mane dIkSAnA bhAva thAya che. ApaNe baMne sAthe dIkSA laIe ! guru devane maLyA, taiyArI karI. badhuM patAvI sajoDe 3 varSa pahelAM temanI dIkSA thaI gaI ane udAratA evI ke dIkSA pahelAM paNa ghaNA dharmakAryo . sAthe muMbaInA eka derAsarane 21 lAkha jamInakharca peTe ane anya kharca peTe 1 lAkha rokaDA ApyA !!! For Personal & Private Use Only

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jApathI hadayadarda maTayuM. pATaNa kanAsAnA pAnAmAM azokabhAI rahetA. temane acAnaka hRdayano duHkhAvo thayo. khUba dhanavAna hatA. bAyapAsa sarjarI amerikAmAM karAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. e vakhate AjathI paNa daseka varSa pahelAM bAya-pAsa jokhamI hatuM. e arasAmAM eka vAra eka mahAtmAe pUchayuM, "kema vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA nathI?" azokabhAIe ociMtA AvelA eTeka ane amerikAmAM oparezananI vAta karI. mahAtmAe temane AtmahitamAM AgaLa vadhAravA kahyuM, "tamArA upAyo tame jANo, paNa jyAM sudhI oNparezana na thAya tyAM sudhI sidhdhacakranA bIjamaMtra svarUpa "OM hIM aheM namaH" no jApa karavo." sAdhu paranA AdarabhAvathI azokabhAIe A vAta svIkArI lIdhI. jApa niyimata karatAM amerikA pahoMcyA. tyAM batAvyuM, oparezana nakkI karyuM. chelle oparezana pahelAM pharIthI badhI tapAsa karAvI DaoNkTaroe rIporTa joI kahyuM, "misTara zAha ! tamAruM oparezana nahIM thAya !" azokabhAIe kahyuM, "sarjarI to karAvavAnI ja che. cheka InDiyAthI huM AvuM chuM. hamaNAM kAMI vAMdho hoya to ekAda beM divasa huM rahI jaUM." DaoNkTara kahe, "misTara zAha ! ame jyAM nasa joInTa karavAnA hatA tyAM navI nasa UgI gaI che ane hRdaya ekadama normala cAle che. atyAre oparezananI jarUra ja nathI. chatAM mArA leTarapeDa upara lakhI ApuM chuM ke kyAreya takalIpha paDe to maphata oparezana karI ApIza. tame nizciMta thaI jAva." Aje varSonA vahANAM vItI gayA. azokabhAIne koI takalIpha paDI nathI. ahai jApano kevo adbhuta prabhAva !!! Avo adbhuta dharma tame badhA sukhamAM ne du:khamAM vidhipUrvaka bhAvathI nitya karI sarvatra vadhu ne vadhu Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMyamano prabhAva jhIMjhuvADA gAme pUjya paMnyAsa zrI jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA. nuM comAsu. teozrI e paDatara bhUmimAM caMDila jatAM tyAM 60 maNa bAjaro thayo. kheDUta to rAjIno reDa thaI gayo. te to emane bhagavAna mAnavA lAgyo. eka divasa tenA baLadane pezAba baMdha thaI gayo. AjubAjunA vistAramAM pazuonA DaoNkTarane batAvyuM; nidAna thayuM ke kiDanI nakAmI thaI gaI che, be-traNa divasamAM marI jaze. baLadanI bhayaMkara pIDA maTADavA zradhdhAthI kheDUta pUjyazrIne kahe che, "he dayAnidhi ! abola pazune bacAvo." pUjyazrIe baLadanI pIThe sparza karyo. aDadhA kalAkamAM baLadane pezAba thayo ! e vAtane Aje sAta varSa thayA. haju baLada jIve che ! pUjyazrInuM patarI gAmamAM comAsu. rAtanA bAra vAge ziSya dharmacaMdrane uThADyo; kahyuM, "cAra baMgalA choDIne je makAna che, tyAMthI badhAne bolAvI lAva." tarata ja munizrI gayA. eka vyakitane samAcAra ApyA. teNe vicAryuM ke badhAMne kyAM uThADavA ? tethI thoDAkane bolAvI lAvyo. pUjyazrI to jApamAM hatAM. thoDI vAre AMkha kholI. temaNe kahyuM, "badhAMne bolAvo." badhAM AvyA; chatAM pUjyazrI kahe che, "cothe mALe eka bALakI ghoDiyAmAM sutI che tene paNa lAvo." mA-bApane ema ke sUtI che to kyAM uThADavI ? paNa gurUjInA sUcanathI laI AvyA. rAtanA 12-45 thaI. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. tyAre bIjI bAju te makAna para vIjaLI paDI ne makAna jamInadosta thaI gayuM. paraMtu pUjyazrInA prabhAve badhA bacI gayA ! For Personal & Private Use Only

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-4-dAdAnA pratApe roga maTyA AjathI prAyaH traNa varSa pUrve sAdhvIjI zrI ramyadarzitAzrIjIne ghaNA roga hatA. livara bagaDela, hojarImAM alsara ane cAMdA hatAM, AMtaraDAmAM sojo, ananaLImAM paNa sojo, rogone kAraNe eTalI badhI UlaTI thAya ke peTamAM 1 camacI pANI paNa na Take. 2 varSa sudhI prAyaH biAsaNuM paNa na karyuM. saMvatsarInA divase paNa samajAvIne mAMDa mAMDa pavAluM dUdha raDatAM raDatAM pIne biAsaNuM karyuM. kamaramAM maNako khasI gayela, pagamAM pANIno bharAvo ane mana to sAva asthira, apaseTa. ogho pAse che ke nahi teno paNa emane khyAla nahoto raheto. bAra mahinA sudhI ghaNA upacAra karAvyA. paNa roga maTyA nahi. chevaTe sAbaramatIthI vihAra karI pAlItANA gayA. tyAM gayA pachI sAdhvIjIne bhAva jAgyo ke ATalI davA karavAM chatAM kaMI paNa sudhAro na thayo, to have dAdA karAve to covihAra chaThThathI navvANuM karuM ! manomana saMkalpa karI vaDIlone kahyuM ke huM to covihAra chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA karIza ja. badhAe nA pADI ke tame pagathI eka DagaluM paNa cAlI zaktA nathI, to sAta yAtrA karavI e kAMI chokarAnA khela nathI. paNa emane to dAdA upara pUrI zradhdhA. dardavALA page dhIre dhIre cAlatA taLeTI sudhI pahocyAM ane dAdAnA dhyAnamAM ekAkAra thaI gayAM ! dAdAne AjIjI kare che, "he dAdA! mAre sAta yAtrA karavI che. pagethI eka DagaluM paNa cAlI zakuM tema nathI, paraMtu te sAta yAtrA karAva." AvI prArthanA karyA ja kare che . ane te ja vakhate evo camatkAra thayo ke sAdhvIjI saDasaDATa caDavA ja mAMDyAM ! jonArane to lAge ke sAdhvIjI jANe uDe che! ane pachI to pAraNe - pAraNe covihAra chaThTha karavApUrvaka navvANuM yAtrA cAlu karI ! ane pachI to jANe camatkAra ja thayo. eka pachI For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka roga maTavA mAMDyA ! thoDA vakhatamAM to badhA ja roga maTI gayA ! be navvANuM thaI gaI ! Aje paNa emanI hArdika bhAvanA e ja che ke dAdAnI cauvihAra chaThTha sAthe navvANuM yAtrA pharI pharI karuM . zatruMjayanA AvA ghaNA camatkAra hamaNAM 50-60 varSomAM ghaNAMne thayA che. tame paNa bhAvathI sidhdhagirinI yAtrA karI hita sAdho ! AjathI prAyaH 11 varSa pahelAnI satya ghaTanA ka A ja sAdhvIjIne varSItapa sAthe navvANuM yAtrA cAlatI hatI. eka vAra koNa jANe koI karmanA udaye gheTInI pAga UtaratAM ja 50 phUTanI UMDI khINamAM A sAdhvIjI acAnaka paDI gayAM ! jonArane thayuM ke have A sAdhvIjInA zarIranuM eka hADakuM paNa maLe nahIM. paNa dAdAnI asIma kRpA ke jANe paDatAnI sAthe ja jhIlI lIdhA na hoya tema kAMI ja na banyuM ! emanA hAthamAM tarapaNI ane dAMDo paNa sahI-salAmata ! pAchA cAlatA upara dAdAnA darzana karI DoLIno upayoga karyA vagara nIce UtayA~ ! 8 varSa pahelAM A ja sAdhvIjIne AMtaraDAmAM AMTI AvI gaI. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke have emane moDhethI pANI paNa nahIM apAya. traNa divasa sudhI glukojhanA bATalA caDhAvyA. to paNa sAruM na thayuM. chevaTe DaoNkTare kahyuM ke have amadAvAda jaI oparezana karAvavuM paDaze. cAturmAsano samaya hato. navapadanI oLIno pahelo divasa hato. emanA gurujIe emane kahyuM ke tuM navapadanI oLI kara. sidhdhacakranA prabhAvathI badhuM ja sAruM thaI jaze! sAdhvIjIe paNa zraddhAthI oLI karI! oLInA prabhAve oparezana na karavuM paDyuM. tapanA prabhAve atyaMtara oparezana thaI gayuM ! zrI navapada zAzvata parva che. tethI bhAvathI oLI karanArane Aje paNa AvA paracA sAkSAt anubhavavA maLe che. 5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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H5E'samaro maMtra bhalo navakAra zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano mahimA aparaMpAra che. cauda pUrvanA sArabhUta A mahAmaMtranA prabhAva vagerenuM pUruM varNana karavuM kharekhara azakya che. zAstromAM mahAmaMtrAdhirAjanA mahimA jaNAvatAM aneka kathAo, prasaMgo varNavAyelAM che. paraMtu vartamAnakAlamAM paNa banatA camatkArika abhuta prasaMgo ApaNI zraddhA vadhAre che! jhAbuA(madhyapradeza) nA nivAsI zrAvaka jaina vakIla pannAlAlajI rAThoDanA jIvanamAM banelI A satya ghaTanA che. teo I.sa. 1972mAM jabalapurathI Trena dvArA ratalAma thaIne kyAMka javA mATe nIkaLelA. te daramyAna ratalAmathI eka muslima phakIra potAnA sAthIo sAthe gADImAM caDyo. teo paraspara kaMIka dharmacarcA karI rahyA hatA. suzrAvaka panAlAlabhAIe paNa temanI vAto sAMbhaLI. thoDI vAra pachI te phakIre eka nAnIsarakhI copaDI kADhI. e copaDImAM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tema ja zrI paMciMdiya sUtra hatAM. A joI panAlAlabhAIe teone pUchayuM ke, A copaDI to jainadharmanI che; te tamArI pAse kevI rIte AvI ? phakIre kahyuM ke sAmApo kyA rAma hai? hase vorI re nahIM nA hUM! pannAlAlabhAIe hiMdImAM kahyuM ke mAruM kahevuM evuM nathI. tame veza, bhASAM, vAtacIta vagerethI muslima ho tema jaNAya che, ane A pustaka to jaina dharmanuM che. huM pote jaina chuM ane varSothI jaina dharmanA A maMtrano upAsaka chuM. tethI mane jijJAsA thaI ke tamane amArA A navakAramaMtramAM zradhdhA che ? phakIre kahyuM ke, pApo tenA hai sA mAra? to vatAtA E panAlAlabhAIne camatkAra jovAno rasa jAgyo. pachI bAmaNiyA sTezana para Trena UbhI rahetAM phakIra vagere nIce UtaryA. phakIranA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahevAthI pannAlAla paNa nIce UtaryA. tyAM phakora rUmAla pAtharIne tenA para beTho. TAIma thatAM DrAIvare gADI calAvavAnI khUba koziza karI, paraMtu atyaMta jiddI mANasanI jema gADI tenI jagyAethI bilakula hAlI ke cAlI nahIM. DrAIvare badhI tapAsa karI. paNa tene gADImAM koI khAmI na pakaDAI. aDadho kalAka vItavA Avyo. tene avAranavAra sAme eka mAnavanI mUrti dekhAtI hatI. Akhare te pelA mANasane zodhavA nIkaLyo, ane DrAIvara jayAM pannAlAlabhAI UbhA hatA tyAM Avyo. phakIrane jotAM ja badhI vAta samajI gayo. te phakIranA page paDyo. ane gADI upaDavA do ema AjIjI karI. eTale phakIra UbhA thaI gayA ane rUmAla jhATakIne gADImAM jaIne beThA. panAlAlabhAI paNa Azcarya pAmIne temanI sAthe jaIne beThI. pachI DrAIvarathI turata ja gADI cAlu thaI. pachI phakIre pannAlAlabhAIne pUchyuM : "he navAra mahAmaMtra mAra ?" pannAlAlabhAIe kahyuM, " relvA aura cada mI mAsUma duA ji navArA resA kamAva hai| magara isakI cAbI batAo kisa taraha se Apane yaha kArya kiyA ?" paraMtu phakIre potAnuM nAma paNa batAvyuM nahIM. musalamAna paNa zradhdhA ane sAdhanAthI navakAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve AvuM azakya kArya karI dekhADatA hoya, to te suzrAvako ! tame paNa anaMta puNya maLela A navakAra tathA jaina dharmanI bhAvabhakitathI ArAdhanA karo. zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtoe to Ane sarvotkRSTa maMgala kahyuM ja che. zraddhA, Adara, vidhi ane nirmaLa manathI A navakAra ane dharmanI khUba khUba sAdhanA karo. cokkasa A bhavamAM ane aneka bhavamAM dharmaprabhAve tamArA bhayaMkara vino paNa dUra thaze ane uttamottama sAmagrI, saddabuddhi Adi ApIne dharma tamane zAzvata zAMti, sukha, samAdhi Adi paNa Apaze. For Personal & Private Use Only

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'jIvanamAM dharmanI suvAsa amadAvAdamAM zAhapura cunArAnA khAMcAmAM moMghIblena rahetAM hatAM. pachI muMbaImAM borivalImAM rahetA teo jaipha vaye lagabhaga 1997mAM svargavAsa pAmyA. sthAnakavAsI pati joDeM lagna thayAM. patine dharma tarapha aruci hatI. eTale darzana, jJAnAbhyAsa ke sAmAyika vagere kAMI paNa dharma patnI kare to gusse thAya. tethI patinI gerahAjarImAM moMghIbdana dharmakriyA karI letAM. dhArmika abhyAsa khUba karelo. cha karmagraMthanA artha pachI "kammapaDi' jevA kaThina graMthonuM paNa adhyApana teo jijJAsuvargane karAvatA ! bhASAmAM paNa atyaMta madhuratA. naNaMda mATe paNa pUjya naNaMdabA' evA zabdo vAparatA ! moMdhIplena prabhunA dharmathI bhAvita banI cUkelA hatA. eTale badhu kAma patAvIne ghare koI na hoya tyAre moDethI 11 vAge paNa darzana karavA jAya. gurumahArAjanA asIma upakArathI gadgadita thaI nhane nirNaya karyo ke pU. bApajI ma.sA. ne vidyAzALAe vaMdana karyA pachI ja khAvuM ! pU. bApajI ma. paNa pote varSItapanuM besaNuM karavA besI gayA hoya topaNa paDadAnI nIcethI hAtha bahAra kADhe. nDena vaMdana karI letAM. moMghIvhena haiyAthI khUba prasanna rahetAM. eka divasa bapore eka vAge "kammapaDi' graMthanuM vAMcana karatAM hatAM tyAM bALako AvIne kahe che, "kAkI kAkA AvyA !' patine ociMtA anavasare AvelA jANI moMghIene pustaka abharAI Upara caDAvI dIdhuM. paNa pati te joI gayA. khUba gusse bharAyA. bAraNuM baMdha karI doDha kalAka mUDha mAra mAryo. chokarAo bAraNuM pachADe ke "bAraNuM kholo, nahItara toDI nAkhIzuM." For Personal & Private Use Only

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moMghIbDena samajatA ke mArA karma khapI rahyAM che. arihaMtanI dhUna ane gurudevanuM zaraNa laIne nata mastake mAra khAdho. pachI pati ophise gayA. pADozIo AvIne pUche che, ''tamane bahu vAgyuM ?'' tyAre hasatAM hasatAM moMghIvhena kahe che, 'mane to mAthe TapalI mAre teTalo paNa mAra vAgato na hato. mArA gurudeva mAruM rakSaNa karatA hatAM.'' badhA Azcaryacakita thAya che. jatI vakhate patie gussAmAM 400 pAnAM jeTalI moTI kammapayaDinI kapaDAmAM vIMTelI prata nIce pANInA TAMkAmAM nAkhI dIdhelI. moMghIbDena doDatAM prata kADhavA jAya che, paNa saunA Azcarya vacce AkhI prata pANI upara taratI hatI ane uparanuM sutarAu kapaDuM bhInuM paNa thayuM na hatuM. AjanA kALamAM paNa dharmanI zradhdhA kevuM apUrva kAma kare che! chellA divasomAM patine kensarano mahAvyAdhi thayo. AvA patinI paNa moMghIbDena khUba sevA kare che. eka divasa temanA pati temane kahe che. ''huM tane patnI kahuM, mAtA kahuM, devI kahuM ke bhagavatI kahuM ? meM tane duHkha ApavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. ane teM to sadA mane mAtra sukha ja ApyuM che. have mRtyunA kinAre beThelo huM tArI prasannatA mATe zuM karuM ?'' moMghIvhena kahe che, "jo tame kharekhara mArA upara prasanna thayA ho to ApaNI cAlInI cothA naMbaranI rUmanAM bhAI joDe tamane manameLa nathI. tame ene mAphI ApI do. micchAmi dukkaDam mAMgI lo, jethI bhavAMtaramAM durgati na thAya.'' moMghIbDena kevA umadA zrAvikA ! badhAM du:kha samatAthI sahe, dharmakaryA kare. adharmI patinA paNa AtmahitanI ciMtA ! he zrAvaka, zrAvikAo ! tame paNa karma ane dharmamAM draDha zradhdhApUrvaka svapara-hita karyA karo e ja hitopadeza. For Personal & Private Use Only

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- 7 sAcI dharmI mAtAno putra mahAna bane amadAvAdanA vijayanagaramAM rahetA AgamikanI alaukika ArAdhanA ati anumodanIya che. paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI A cha varSanA bALarAjAne caudazanA pratikramaNamAM aticAra bolato sAMbhaLI khuzakhuza thaI gayA. koI niSNAta kizora giradIvALA rastethI kAra aphalAtUna calAve tema A TeNiyo eka paNa bhUla vinA saMghanI samakSa karyA vinA aticAra bolato hato!!! mAtra pAMca varSanI khUba nAnI vaye to e be pratikramaNa zIkhI gayelo. A evo puNyapanoto che ke eNe Aja dina sudhI A janmamAM kAcuM pANI pIdhuM nathI !narama tabiyatane kAraNe rAtre davA ane dUdha tene ApavAM paDe che. chatAM 2 varSathI rAtre tenI mammI bIjuM kazuM ApatI nathI. lagabhaga aDhI varSathI roja sAmAyika kare che! pAlaDIno 7 varSano arpitakumAra vaMditu, nAnI zAMti, moTI zAMti pratikramaNamAM ghaNI vAra bolyo che. hAla ajitazAMti tenI mammI tene gokhAve che. paryuSaNamAM ekAsaNAM karI cosaTha praharI pauSadha kayaoN ! A badhA saMskAra mAtA-pitAnA che. tenI mammInA zubha saMskArothI be pratikramaNathI vadhu abhyAsa, navakArazI, cauvihAra vagere zrAvakanA ghaNA badhA AcArothI eNe potAnA AtmAne zaNagAryo che. A arpite janma pachI 40 divasa pachIthI kyAreya pUjA choDI nathI ! savA varSanI uMmarathI AraMbhelo rAtribhojanatyAga Aja sudhI cAlu che ! tene koI lAkha rU. Ape to paNa rAtribhojana karavA te taiyAra nathI ! kalAkAra potAnA putrane nAnapaNathI kaLA zikhavADe tema tame jaino tamArA prANapriya lADakavAyAone pAraNAmAMthI keLavo to tenuM ane tamAruM nAma ane kuLa rozana karaze, For Personal & Private Use Only

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-18 sAdhunA AzIrvAdano camatkAra baralUTa gAmanI A satya ghaTanA che. sAdhu mahArAja tyAM rahelA. varSo pahelA darajIne TI. bI. tharDa sTejano thaI gayo tyAre tenI koI davA na hatI. tenI patnI paNa nAsI gaI. e mahArAjazrInA pagamAM paDIne raDavA lAgyo. mahArAjazrIe pUchatAM teNe badhu duHkha kahyuM. temaNe dayAthI AzIrvAda ApyAH "sAruM thaI jaze." sAdhunA AzIrvAdamAM aciMtya zakti hoya che. vagara davAe darajIne TI.bI. maTI gayo. pachI ghaNAM varSa jIvyo. nagarazeThe mahArAjazrIne badhAnI vacce phajeta karavA prayatna karyo. ma.zrInuM dila khUba ghavAyuM. zeThe devALuM phUkyuM ! he puNyazALIo! sAdhu-sAdhvInI thAya teTalI bhakti karavI. temane du:khI to kyAreya na karavA. zaMkhalapura kocarA pezavA vagere ghaNAM gAmonA ghaNAM lokone Ama sAdhunA AziSathI ghaNAM lAbha thayA. sAdhunA vaMdana, bhaktithI tAtkAlika lAbha kadAca na maLe. paNa te puNya jyAre udayamAM Ave tyAre adabhUta lAbha thAya ja. tethI Atmahitecchae avazya guruvaMdana, bhakti Adi roja khUba karavA. arihaMta bhagavAna pAse janma, sabudhdhi, viziSTa jJAna, uttama AcAronI prApti vagere aDhaLaka phAyadA jarUra thAya. sAdhune vaMdana, mayUeNa vaMdAmi, bhakti vagere na karanArane vizeSa pApa, duHkha, durAcArIpaNuM vagere azubha phaLo maLe che. rastAmAM paNa maLe tyAre mayUeNa vaMdAmi karavA, zAtA - kAryasevA pUchavA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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'pravacana-zravaNathI zreSTha ArAdhanA "dharmaruci' dhaMdhAmAM vyasta hatA. koIke kahyuM. "sAMtAkrujhamAM khUba sArA vyAkhyAno cAle che." temane bhAvanA thaI ke mAre Avo suMdara lAbha levo. roja saparivAra gADImAM tyAM jatA. AtmAnI yogyatA UMcI hatI jethI sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM dharmabhAvanA vadhatI gaI. pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijaya mahArAjathI zradhdhA ane ArAdhanAmAM kramaza: AnaMda vadhato gayo. emanAM zrImatIjI ane suputra paNa dharma khUba karavA mAMDyAM. ane dIkSA paNa lIdhI ! A dharmarucinI nIcenI keTalIka ajoDa ArAdhanAo anumodavApUrvaka tamArA jIvanamAM paNa yathAzakita lAvavA jevI che: (1) ghaNAM sagAMsaMbaMdhI ane bhAIo hatA, paNa sAta kSetramAM lAkho rUpiyAno saccaya karyo ! (2) pANImAM asaMkhya jIvo hovAnuM jANI gharanAM traNe jaNAM ukALeluM pANI pItAM. (3) dIkSA pUrve chellAM traNa varSa potAnA phaleTamAM AkhI rAta eka paNa lAITa karavAnI nahIM !! (4) jeTalAM vadhu kapaDAM dhovAya teTalI hiMsA vadhe tema vicArI dharmarucie aMDaravera ane gaMjI vinA cAle ema vicArI vAparavAnAM ja baMdha kayaoN ! karoDapati hovA chatAM nokara ghaNuM pANI vAparI khUba hiMsA karaze ema vicArI zrAvikA thoDA pANIthI kapaDAM jAte dhue ! (6) TI. vI., megejhIno, chApA jovAM bilakula baMdha karI dIdhAM! thara thara ja ra va za [12] ja ka ja vAra ja ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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(7) dharmarucie dhamadhokAra cAlato dhaMdho baMdha karI dIdho ! (8) gharamAM rAtre pANInuM TIpuM paNa rAkhavAnuM nahIM !!! 'dharmano aciMtya prabhAva muMbaInA rAjananA Azcaryajanaka dharmaprema viSe dhyAnathI vAMco. janmathI hADakAno roga; jAte UThI na zake, hAtha-paga vALI na zake. 5.pU.paM. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA tenA pitA jatA. sAthe tene paNa moTaramAM roja laI jAya. vyAkhyAna te 10 varSanI laghu vaye paNa dhyAnathI sAMbhaLe ! sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM jaina dharma haiyAmAM vasato gayo !!pUjA, sAmAyika, dhArmika abhyAsa, rAtribhojana-tyAga, vIDIyo-gemano tyAga, TI. vI.no tyAga, ukALeluM pANI, 14 niyama 12 vrata, bhava-AlocanA vagere dharma kramazaH apanAvavA mAMDyo!!! gharanA badhA paNa tenI dharmapragati joI khUba khuza thatA. ekavAra mAMdagI khUba vadhI gaI. DaoNkTare rAtre davA vagere levA khUba dabANa karyuM. chatAM teNe na ja lIdhI ! pachI to skUla paNa choDI dIdhI. mAtra 16 varSanI uMmare hasatAM hasatAM teno svargavAsa thayo ! nAnI uMmare te maryo tethI tenA pappA-mammI vagerene duHkha thayuM. chatAM tenuM samAdhimaraNa pratyakSa joyuM tethI saMtoSa pAmyAM. he jaino ! jinavANIno khUba prabhAva che. tame roja dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLo, tame paNa jinazAsana, AtmA vagerene oLakhazo to sarvatra sukha ane zAMti pAmazo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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11 juo re juo bALako kevA dharmapremI? " jainanagaranA keTalAka 12-14 varSanA bALako kaMpAsa, bolapeno vagere ghaNI vastuo ApIne mane kahe, ''mahArAja sAheba, je bALako sAmAyika kare, gAthA kare, zibiramAM Ave evAM bALakone AnI prabhAvanA karajo. ame bALakoe paisA bhegA karyAM che. A vastuonI dhArmika bALakone prabhAvanA karavAno lAbha levo che !''nAnA bALakonI paNa kevI uttama bhAvanA ! A bALako pahelAM paNa eka vAra thoDI vastuo zibiranA bALakone InAma ApavA ApI gayelA. vaLI zibiramAM teo jainanagarathI paMkaja sAmAya TI Ave ! pachI pena lAvI mane kahe, ''amane lAbha Apo. Apa zibiramAM amane AvuM suMdara dhArmika jJAna ApyuM tethI amane mana thayuM che.'' kevA bALako ? vyAkhyAnamAM suMdara hitakara vAto sAMbhaLIne zrAvakoe paNa Ama vicAravuM na joIeke AvuM zreSTha jJAna, samaja ApanAra deva ane gurunI amAre yathAzakti upAsanA karavI che ? DaoNkTara, vakIlane phI tame badhA Apo ja cho. AtmAnuM kalyANa karanAra, sonerI zikhAmaNa ApanAra deva-guru pratye tame Adara-bahumAna vadhArI AvA amUlya jJAnane pariNata karo. zibiramAM jainanagaranAM bALako nI vAta sAMbhaLI bhagavAnanagaranA TekarAnA 3-4 bALakone mana thayuM. emanI bhAvanA jANI bIjA bALakone paNa mana thayuM. ane 13 bALakoe dareke paMdara paMdara rUpiyAnuM phaMDa karyuM ane mane kahyuM ke zibiramAM sArA javAbo ApanArane rUA. 5/- InAma apAya che tema amArA taraphathI amAre InAma ApavA che ! pachI teo 73 rUA. nuM paheluM InAma 14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vagere pAMca InAma laI AvyA ane pAThazALAnA adhyApakane bheTa ApavA paNa vastu laI AvyA. saMgha taraphathI paheluM InAma 8 thI 10 rUA. nuM apAya. jyAre A udAra, bhAvanA-bharapUra bALako kimatI sArAM InAmo ApavAnI hiMmata kare ! tame paNa Ama bhAvanAone udAtta banAvo ane bIjA dharmI bALakonI bhakti karavAnA saMskAra tamArAM bALakone ApI tamAruM ne temanuM hita karo e zubhecchA. 12 dharmAnurAgI bALA maitrI amadAvAdanA khAnapuranI vatanI che. tenA viziSTa puNyanI keTalIka vAto ahIM karavI che. janmathI teNe kAcuM pANI pIdhuM nathI ! 1 varSanI uMmarathI cauvihAra kare che !! sADAbAra varSanI uMmare eNe be pratikamaNa moDhe karI lIdhA !!! tapasvIonA varaghoDAmAM eka divasa e gaI hatI. khUba garamI hatI. baporanA bAra vAgI gayA hatA. maitrIne khUba tarasa lAgI. raDavA mAMDI. koIe pUchatAM teNe tarasanI vAta karI. pANI maMgAvI ApyuM. teNe kahI dIdhuM, "huM kAcuM pANI pItI nathI.'' ATalI bAla uMmare ATalI bhayaMkara tarasamAM huM ukALelu pANI ja pIza evI dRDhatA bALakamAM rahe ? ukALeluM pANI maMgAvI ApyuM to kahe, ''mArI mammInA hAthe ja pIza.'' A prauDha puNyavaMtI bebalIne dhanya che ke jeNe dharmI parivAra to meLavyo che, paNa maLelA saMskArane paNa eNe pUrvabhavanI anumodanIya sAdhanAthI anekagaNA ujALyA che ! ramata ane tophAnanI vaye dhArmika jJAna bhaNavuM, cauvihAra vagere kaThina AcAra pALavA, A badhuM khUba khUba anumodanIya che. tame paNa tamArA saMtAnone susaMskAro Apazo to teo paNa dharmI bane. tethI tamane bhavobhava jaina dharma maLe ane game. 15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prabhubhakitathI kensara kensala mahArASTranA dhUliyAmAM 5 varSa pahelAM eka zrAvikAne gaLAmAM moTI kensaranI gAMTha thaI. pachI roga vadhato gayo. chevaTe oparezanano nirNaya levAyo. rohiNI tapa karatI te zrAvikAne oparezananA divase upavAsa Avato hato, tethI temaNe kahyuM "DaoNkTara sAheba ! huM moDhethI koI davA te divase nahIM laI zakuM ! mAre upavAsa che !' mejara oparezana hovAthI DaoNkTare davA vinA oparezananI nA pADI. tethI 15 divasa pachI oparezana karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. upavAsa pUrvenA aThavADiyAmAM tabiyata vadhAre bagaDI. koI vakhata rastAmAM cakkara AvI jatAM. blena paDI paNa jatAM, upavAsanA divase blena ullAsathI pUjA karavA gayAM. temane pUjAmAM be kalAka to roja thatA. paNa e divase bhakitamAM khovAI gayA ! pUjA karatAM cAra kalAka vItI gayA. patine thayuM ke ghaNI vAra thaI, hajI zrAvikA AvyA nathI. to zuM rastAmAM cakkara AvyA haze ? e ciMtAthI zodhatA AvyA. patnIne derAsaramAM ati svasthatAthI cAmara-pUjA karatAM joyAM. bhAvavibhora banIne patnIne prabhu pAse nAcatAM joI ja rahyA. "anyathA zavi nAti, tArA zaradi ama; tasmAt kAru NyabhAvena, rakSa rakSa jinezvara / " A zloka pUjA pachI bhAvathI vAraMvAra gadgad haiye bole che. pachI pUjA karI bahAra nIkaLatA nhanane derAsaranA uMbare zrAvaka maLyA; kahyuM, "tamArI ciMtA thatI hatI. tamane levA Avyo chuM." tyAre pahelAM jeTalI ja moTI gAMTha zrAvake paNa joI. vhena kahe For Personal & Private Use Only

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"namaNa lagADavuM bhUlI gaI chuM. jo rAha juvo to namaNa lagADI AvuM." zrAvake hA pADI. vhena gayAM, namaNa lagADyuM; ane pAchA pharatAM derAsaranA uMbarA sudhI AvyAne gAMTha aDadhI thaI gayelI bhAIe joI ! skUTara upara besIne ghera AvyAM; tyAM sudhImAM to saMpUrNapaNe gAMTha ogaLI gaI ne badhI pIDA paNa zAMta thaI gaI ! upavAsa sAro thayo tathA pAraNuM paNa suMdara thayuM. paMdara divasa pachI DaoNkTare gAMTha na hovAthI, badhA navA riporTa karAvyA. tapAsyuM to lohInA eka TIpAmAM paNa kensaranI sheja paNa asara na hatI ! duniyA jenI pAchaLa gAMDI che te vijJAna varSothI abajo rUpiyA kharcI ghaNI 'risarca' karavA chatAM kensarane maTADavAno upAya nathI karI zakyuM. paNa asAdhya gaNAtA kensarane prabhubhakti 2-5 miniTamAM kensala karavAno camatkAra Aje paNa kare che. AvA parama tAraka arihaMta bhagavaMtonI bhAvathI sadA bhakti karI anaMtA karmono nAza karI parama kha ane zAMti tame paNa meLavo eja zubhecchA. |14 dharme maratA bacAvyA "nIce utaro! yada tumhArI ANI nahI hai !" "ttejina bhaiyA ! mere pAsa TikiTa tohai ! aura yahI gADI vijayavADAkI hai !" Ama vAraMvAra kahevA chatAM kulI jevA lAgatA pelA mANase Amano sAmAna bahAra mUkavA mAMDyo. rikhavacaMdajIe paNa DabbAnI bahAra nIkaLI potAno sAmAna saMbhALI lIdho. pharI aMdara jAya te pahelAM to TreIna upaDI! 17] ra For Personal & Private Use Only

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rikhavacaMdajIe vicAryuM ke have vijayavADA kAle jaIza. temane mahatvanA kAme tAtkAlika vijayavADA javAnuM hatuM. paNa kulIe Trena cukAvI dIdhI. vicAryuM ke have kesaravADI dAdAnI pUjA, bhakti karI pachI ghare jaIza. rastAmAM yAda AvyuM ke Aje potAne madrAsanI bahAra na javAno niyama hato. ociMtuM tAkIdanuM kAma vijayavADAnuM AvI jatAM pote nIkaLI paDyA. paNa kUlIe utArI dIdho te sAruM thayuM, nahIMto bhUlathI mAro niyama bhAMgata. rikhavacaMdabhAI khUba dharmiSTha hatA; madrAsanA prasiddha zrAvaka hatA. navakArajApa vagere dharma khUba karatA. saraLa ane zAMta hatA. kesaravADImAM bhAvathI bhakti karI ghare pahocyA, tyAre gharamAM to rokakaLa ane zoka hato. temane joI gharavALAM bolyA: "tame AvI gayA ? bahu sAruM thayuM. ame to tamArI ciMtA karatA hatA." kema zuM thayuM? ema rikhavacaMdajIe pUchatAM gharanAe kahyuM : "tamArI Trenane bhayaMkara akasmAta thayo. e samAcAra maLyA. ghaNA badhA marI gayA; thoDA ja bacyA che. tame kevI rIte bacyA ?" sAMbhaLI rikhavacaMdajI ne badho khyAla AvI gayo. banelI hakIkata gharanAMne kahI tyAre badhAM samajI gayAM ke nakkI khUba dharmI hovAthI rikhavacaMdajIne koI deve mAnava rUpe AvI utArI mUkyA !! nahIMtara TikiTa hoya pachI TI.sI. paNa na utAre, kulI to koIne paNa na utAre. AvA kalikALamAM paNa dharma kevI addabhuta sahAya kare che. e vicAratA rikhavacaMdajI ane ghaNAMnI zraddhA khUba vadhI gaI. AvA mahimAvaMtA dharmanI zraddhA ane ArAdhanA tame badhAM paNa khUba khUba karo, je tamane sarvane sukha ane zAMti Ape ! For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhimRtyu jAmanagaranA meghajIbhAIne 4 varSa pahelAM peTanuM alsara thayuM, svayaM samAdhibhAva ane navakAramAM lIna rahetA ! bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa kAussagnamAM beThA ! navakAra sAMbhaLatA svargavAsa pAmyA ! jIvatAM 60 lAkha rUpiyAnuM dharmamAM dAna vagere ArAdhanA karelI. 19gacchAdhipatizrIno kevo prabhAva ? zrI bhagavatIjInA joga karavAno suvarNa avasara mArA jIvanamAM Avyo. paraMtu cha mAsathI cAlatI tAva vagere mAMdagI, azakti vagere kAraNe mana thatuM nahatuM. paricita ghaNA sAdhu bhagavaMtoe kahyuM, IcchA nahIM hoya to paNa parANe tamane jogamAM praveza karAvIzuM." ghaNAnI lAgaNI, bhakti hatAM. tethI hiMmata AvatI, chatAM davA vagerethI paNa tabiyata sudharI nahIM tethI mana pAchuM paDatuM hatuM. paramopakArI, siddhAMtadivAkara, vAtsalyamUrti, gacchAdhipati, pa.pU. AcArya zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe mArI muzkelIo jANI kahyuM, "joga karI levA." vinaMtI karI, "1-2 varSa pachI karIza." pU. zrI, "pachI paNa muzkelIonI saMbhAvanA che. tethI hamaNAM karI levA." jJAna-saMyamanuM amApa baLa dIrghadraSTi vagerethI vicArI pU. zrI e utsAha sIMcyo. meM paNa tahatti karyuM. pU. zrInA AzIrvAda, vAsakSepa AdinA baLe jogamAM praveza karyo ! ghaNA mahAtmAo tathA saMsArI sagAonA AzIrvAda, zubhecchA, prArthanA, jApa, tapa, lAgaNI AdinuM paNa baLa umerAyu ! ane muni zrI yogIranavijayajI nI khUba bhakti bhaLI. lAMbA joga ghaNI sArI rIte pUrNa thayAM ! joganA pahelA ja divase asvasthatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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Adi vadhu lAgavAthI pU. zrIne jogamAMthI kADhavAnI vinaMtI karI. topaNa pU. zrIe hiMmata ApI, "thoDA divasa joga cAlu rAkha. pachI joIzuM." IcchA svIkArI. paNa pachI khAsa muzkelI na AvI. dhAryA karatAM ghaNA sArA thaI gayA ! TUMkamAM, mArA svAnubhave sAdhakone mAre khAsa kahevuM che ke kalikALamAM paNa tapasvIo, saMyamIo, jJAnIo vagere no prabhAva aciMtya che ja !! tapanI ane zArIrika azakti vagere kAraNe zrI bhagavatIjInA lAMbA joga kyAreya thavAnI mane AzA na hatI. chatAM saMyamIonA AzIrvAda vagerenA prabhAvathI kharekhara khUba suMdara thaI gayA ! he bhavyo ! tame paNa sayaMma prApti, viziSTa tapa Adi zubha sAdhanA kaThina lAge to paNa tapasvI vagerenA AzIrvAda, maMtra, jApa vagerenI zubha sahAya meLavI bhAvabharI prabhubhakti, mananI pavitratA Adi ArAdhanApUrvaka yA homa karIne paDo. phatteha che Age. 17 parigraha-parimANa vrate camatkAra karyo gujarAtanA eka gAmanA e bhAIne ApaNe pravINabhAI tarIke oLakhIzuM. kariyANAno vepAra karatA hatA. dhaMdho cAlato na hato. devuM thavA mAMDyu. upAzrayamAM pUjya munirAja zrI abhyudayasAgara ma. Adine vaMdana karavA gayelA. mahArAjazrIe parigraha parimANavratanI preraNA karI. dharmapremI ane sAdhu para zraddhAvALA te vicAre che ke dhana to che nahi ane maLe tema lAgatuM nathI. to cAlo lAbha laI lauM. 25 varSanI bhara yuvAnavaye ekalAkhano niyama mAMgyo ! A bhAvanAzIla zrAvakano niyama sArI rIte paLAya te mATe pU. zrIe pAMca lAkhano niyama Apyo pachI devuM vadhI jatAM pravINabhAIe gAma choDyuM. choDatAM pahelA pitarAI bhAInuM lagabhaga aDhAra hajAranuM * 200 $ For Personal & Private Use Only

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devuM hatuM. pravINabhAIe kahyuM, "bhAI ! mAruM makAna tamArA nAme karI dauM chuM." lAgaNIvALA bhAIe nA pADatAM kahyuM, "huM kyAM paisA mAMgu chuM? tuM kamAya tyAre nirAMte Apaje. ciMtA jarA paNa na karIza !' 20 varSa pahelAM vatana choDI teo zaheramAM rahevA lAgyA. nAnI kholImAM cha-sAta jaNA rahe. divaso jema tema vitAve. sIjhanamAM anAjano nAno vepAra kare. paryuSaNamAM derAsaramAM aSTa prakArI pUjAnI bolI cAlatI hatI. pravINabhAIne bhAva AvI gayo. dAdAnI pUjAmAM potAnuM paNa kaMIka samarpaNa karavAnI IcchAthI kezarapUjA ane dIpaka pUjA ema be bolIno 2500 maNamAM lAbha lIdho ! pachI TrasTIne hakIkata jaNAvI kahyuM, "be mAsamAM rakama bharI daIza. kamANI nahi thAya to thoDuM sonuM che te mUkI jaIza. ane vyAja sAthe rakama cUkavI daIza." AmanA uttama bhAva jANI udAra TrasTIoe vinaMtI svIkArI. Ama lAbha maLavAthI pravINabhAIne anahada AnaMda thayo. derAsaramAM dIpakanI rozanI kare tenA jIvanamAM rozanIno jhagamagATa kema na thAya ? thoDA ja divasamAM eka bhAIe oTomobAIlsanA dhaMdhAmAM bhAgIdAra thavA ophara karI ! Avela taka vadhAvI lIdhI. pravINabhAI mAtra varkIga pArTanara. paisA badhA pelA bhAInA. dharma prabhAve kamANI thavA mAMDI. pravINabhAInI dharmazradhdhA ane prAmANikatAne kAraNe dhaMdho khUba jAmyo. rUpiyA sADA traNa lAkhanuM makAna lIdhuM. parigraha parimANa vrata kevI rIte lIdheluM te yAda na AvavAthI mahArAjazrIne maLIne pUchyuM. teozrIe kahyuM, "pAMca lAkhamAM makAna ane badhuM ja gaNavAnuM." pravINabhAIe vicAryuM ke je dharma mArI ATalI unnati karI tenI sAthe vizvAsaghAta karavo nathI ! have kamAvuM nathI !! For Personal & Private Use Only

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5 lAkhathI vadhAre je kamANI thaI che te dharmamAM vAparI nAkhavI che !!! pravINabhAIe dukAnamAMthI bhAgIdArI kADhI nAkhI, doDha lAkha dharmapatnInA nAme mukyA. parigraha parimANathI uparanI rakamanuM vyAja dharmakSetre teo avasare avasare udAratAthI dAna kare che. vatanamAM sAdhu sAdhvI bhagavaMtone mATe temanA taraphathI bhAIo sAthe bhAgIdArImAM Aje paNa rasoDuM cAle che. pote vizeSa ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. zrI vAsupUjya bhagavAne dezanAmAM pharamAvyuM hatuM, "parigraha parimANa vrata dareka zrAvake levuM joIe tenA prabhAve vidyApati zeThane gayelI lakSmI aneka gaNI thaIne pAchI maLI, rAjA paNa banyA !" tame badhA paNa AtmahitArthe A vratathI AtmAne zaNagArI anAdinA dhananA lobha para vijaya meLavI sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. -18navakAre vimAna-honAratathI bacAvyA tA. 11-1-89nA roja beMgloranA jatInabhAI gauhATIthI muMbaI plenamAM jatA hatA. erabasamAM 93 musApharo hatA. gauhATIthI vimAna upaDyuM. ranave para ja be baLada bhaTakAyA, vimAnamAM Aga lAgI. te khetaramAM dhasI rahyuM hatuM. Aga khetaramAM paNa lAgI. sAme mota jANI jatInabhAIe bhAvathI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyAM ! khetaramAM paththara sAthe athaDAI vimAna aTakI gayuM ! badhAne ImarajansI geTamAMthI bahAra kudAvyA. badhAM bacyA ! nIce utarI joyuM to lagabhaga so phUTa dUra eka pANInuM nALu hatuM. jo paththarathI vimAna che je ja thA che ke [22] A ja che A ja che For Personal & Private Use Only

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rokAta nahIM to kSaNavAramAM nALAmAM badhA DUbI jAta ! maMtrAdhirAja zrI navakAra bhayaMkara akasmAtathI paNa hemakhema bacAve che ! TI. vI. tyAga 19 DabhoIno jenIla bharatabhAI ATha varSanI uMmarathI TI.vI. tyAga, cauda niyama dhAravA, jinapUjA, mAtApitAne praNAma, thALI dhoIne pIvI, navakArazI, cauvihAra Adi ghaNo dharma kare che ! enI mammIe khUba vAtsalyathI ghaNA saMskAro ApyA che. tamArA saMtAnone sArA saMskAro sIMcI sAcA zrAvaka banAvo e ja hitazikSA. 120 AcAryazrInA AzIrvAdathI saMyama rAjan rAjanagarano raMgIlo kaoNlejjana hato. kaoNlejamAM rajAo hatI. dharmI mAmAe preraNA karI, ''rajA che to vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLa; khUba jJAna maLaze.'' AtmA pUrvabhavano viziSTa ArAdhaka haze, tethI svIkAryuM ! AgaLa tame jozo ke sAdhakanuM puNya ene kevI rIte suMdara nimitta ApI zAsananuM ratna banAvI de che ! pravacana gamI gayuM. pachI avAranavAra sAMbhaLe. dharma vadhu gamavAthI sAdhuono saMparka karyo ! dharmabhAvanA vadhatI gaI. te pAvara IlekTronika enjIniyariMgamAM bhaNato hato. sAdhunA vadhu paricayathI dIkSAnI bhAvanA vadhatI ja gaI ! gharanAnI rajA maLI paNa temano khUba Agraha ke chelluM semesTara bhaNI le. DigrI pachI dIkSA dhAmadhUmathI apAvIzuM. upakArI pitAjI vagerene saMtoSa Apyo. paNa thoDA samaya pachI keTalAka azubha nimitte dIkSAnI IcchA maMda thaI gaI. 23 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ejInIyarIMganA abhyAsa AdimAM pravRtta banyo. - eka vAra dilhIthI rAjana Avyo tyAre gharethI kahyuM ke pU. raviprabhavijayajI khUba bImAra che. upAzraye gayo. paMdareka divasa khUba vaiyAvacca karI ! teno janmadina Avyo. sAMje chokarI jovA javAnuM hatuM. varSagAMTha hovAthI pa.pU.A. zrI bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajIne vaMdana karavA gayo. kRpALu munizrI (hAla paMcAsa) nararatnavijayajIe mahinAnAM 15 sAmAyika karavAnI preraNA karI. teNe svIkAryuM. pU. AcAryazrIne niyama ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. dIkSAnI vAta koIne na kare, paNa A sAdhakanA puNya pU. A. bhagavaMtanA zrI mukhethI aMtaranA udgAra saryA, "be ghaDInuM sAmAyika kema ? jAvajajIvanuM laI le !'' rAjane pU. zrI pratye khUba ja Adara! gurudeva kahe temAM mAruM hita ja che. mAre levuM evI bhAvanA aMtaramAM vadhatI gaI ! bIjA zrAvakoe paNa pU.zrInI preraNAnuM viziSTa mAhAlya samajAvyuM. pachI to ATha mAsa pachI dIkSA paNa lIdhI ! Aje khUba sArI rIte UMcuM saMyama pALatAM te nijAnaMdamAM masta che! he dharmapremIo ! AjanA amanacamananA yugamAM yuvAna vayamAM eka anokhuM sAhasa rAjane pU. saMghasthavira AcAryazrInI haiyAnI preraNAthI karyuM, ne jIvana kevuM guNa-suvAsathI maghamaghatuM banAvI dIdhuM! abhyAsa, nirmaLa saMyama, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, sadA prasannabhAva Adi agaNita guNo AtmAmAM pedA karI lIdhAM ! he jaino ! tame paNa saMyamIonA aMtaranA AzIrvAda meLavI AvI koI alabelI ArAdhanAthI A mAnavabhavamAM AtmAne evo pavitra banAvo ke bhavobhava zAMti, sukha, guNo vadhatA ja jAya ! For Personal & Private Use Only

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puNya mRtyuthI bacAve che jatInabhAI vagere 50 jaNA basamAM tA. 6/2/88 e jesalamerathI nAkoDAjI jatA hatA. jatInabhAI ane bhAratIvyena TUMka samayamAM dIkSA levAnAM hatAM, A chellI jAtrA hatI. rAtre sADA dasa vAge brahmacarya vizuddha pALavA jatInabhAIe basamAM beThaka badalI. AgaLa Traka sAthe akasmAta thayo. tyAM ja nava jaNa maryA. basanI DekI tUTI. bhAratIblena UchaLI temAM paDyA. basa 500 phUTa kheMcAI. temanI bAjumAM beThela bharatabhAI maryA. bAjuvALA madhuvhenane hAthe-page IjA. bAjuvALA manaharabdananA hAtha-paga kapAyA. jyAre bhAratIvhenane mAtra 2-3 TAMkA AvyA, paNa bacI gayA. A satya kisso tyAre TI.vI. tathA chApAmAM Avela. puNyodaye jatInabhAIne sITa badalAvI maratAM bacAvyA ! bhAratIblenanI AjubAjuvALAone mRtyu,ghaNI IjA vagere thayA. paNa vacce beThelA bhAratIblenane mAmUlI IjA thaI . baMne puNyAtmAe '8 varSa pahelAM beMgloramAM dIkSA lIdhI ! 22 jIvadayA "mane bALavAnA lAkaDA badhA ja pUjavAM." A eka ja tArA aMtaranI bhaNe mAne kAraNe e bhUtake potAnA vamirAtanabha (vIla)mAM lakheluM ! jIvatA jarUra jayaNA badhe pALIza e zubha saMkalpa tame atyAre ja karI anaMtA karmono nAza karo. vA para thI ja jA jA [25] A vAta para ja vAra ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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sevAnI laganI bhaNasAlI TrasTa taraphathI ati garIba evA bihAra prAMtamAM dara varSe netrayajJamAM hajAro garIbonI sevA karAya che. TrasTa taraphathI motiyAnuM oparezana, cazmA, bhojana, ThaMDImAM rakSaNArthe sveTara maphata apAya che. 292 upavAsanI aMtima ArAdhanA muluMDamAM vasatA 80 varSanA zrI mAvajIbhAI 92 upavAsa karI tA. 4-9-'93nA zanivAre rAtre 1-30 kalAke namaskAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNa-zravaNa karatAM karatAM mahAvidehamAM padhArI gayA! traNa mahinA pUrve temane lakavAno humalo Avyo. Akasmika humalAthI teo vyathita thaI gayA. rAtre 12 vAgye devI saMketa thayo ke tuM aMtima ArAdhanA karI sImaMdharasvAmI pAse AvI jA. jeNe jIvanamAM eka paNa upavAsa karyo nathI evA mAvajIbhAIe aNasaNa (upavAsa) karavAno nirNaya karyo. bIjA divasathI upavAsa zarU karyA. gharavALAone ema ke be traNa upavAsa karI thAkaze. paNa jyAM devI saMketa hoya tyAM thAkanI vAta kyAM ? upavAsa AgaLa vadhyAM.... dasamAM upavAse badho ja roga maTI gayo ! sajjaDa thaI gayelA hAtha-paga pUrvavat cAlatA thaI gayA ! divya camatkAra thayo! thoDA divasa bAdadaivI saMketa dvArA rAtre temane sImaMdharasvAmI no jApa maLyo, ne covIse kalAka te jApa karavAmAM masta banI gayAM. tapa-japanI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhatI gaI. ja jA jA jA jA ja [26] ka va la thA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bAvIsamA upavAse muluMDamAM pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. no praveza thayo. tyAre sAmaiyAmAM ja temanA ghare pUjyazrIe pagalAM karyA, ArzIvAda ApyAM. zrI sImaMdharasvAmI pAse 8 varSe dIkSA laI navamA varSe kevaLI banavAnA temanA aMtaramAM aramAna hatA. 92 upavAsamAM kadI mAtha ke paga du:khyA nathI ! bhUkha-tarasa lAgI nathI. koI pIDA nahIM. akhaMDa dIvAnI jyotamAMthI kesara nIkaLatuM aneka jaNAe pratyakSa joyuM che. rAtre jhagArA mAratA sAkSAta devavimAnane AvatA temanA saMbaMdhIoe joyuM che. pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. muni bhagavato, sAdhvIjI vageree bhAvavardhaka pado saMbhaLAvI adUbhUta samAdhi ApI. 90 upavAsa sudhI pUrNa svastha hatAM. 60-70 upavAsa thatAM muMbaIbharanAM moTA, moTA DaoNkTaro paNa Azcaryamugdha thaI jatAM. uparanuM bI. pI. 70; nIcenuM pa0 ane palsa 60 rahetAM. moTA moTA DaoNkTaro kahe amArI samajaNa mujaba A kesa aDadho kalAkathI vadhu jIve nahIM, ne 92 divasa jIvyAM !! uparanuM bI.pI. 70 thI kyAreka to 90 thaI jAya ! DaoNkTarone Azcarya thatuM ke khAdhA-pIdhA vagara bI.pI. vadhe ja kaI rIte ? 92 divasa apUrva samatA sAthe vitAvyAM. dharma sAMbhaLavAnI ja tIvra ruci ne saMsArIo pratyenA sarva prakAranA mamatvano tyAga, mUDIno ghaNo bhAga zubha kAryamAM vAparavAno nirNaya vagerethI jIvana dhanya banI gayuM hatuM. he bhavyo! tame paNa jIvana dharmamaya banAvI aMtima ArAdhanA pUrvaka samAdhi mRtyu meLavI sadgati pAmo e zubhecchA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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25-saMtikara stotrano prabhAva navasArImAM eka bALakane janmathI ja damano bhAre roga; vAraMvAra uthalA mAre, 5-6 varSa sudhI to A roga aviratapaNe cAlato rahyo. ghaNAM IlAjo, ghaNI davAo kayaoN paNa rogamAM to jarAya sudhAro thayo nahIM. ghaNI vAra hAlata gaMbhIra banI jatI. davA karavAthI 8 varSa dardamAM thoDo sudhAro thayo. vAraMvAra AvavAne badale divase 1 vAra, be divase 1 vAra takalIpha thAya. Avo krama 1 varSa sudhI cAlyo. te vakhate eka sAdhu bhagavaMtanA paricayamAM AvyA. vinaMtI karavAthI teoe bIjo zreSTha IlAja batAvyo ane kahyuM, "1 vATakImAM pANI laI temAM anAmikA (trIjI) AMgaLI rAkhI navakAra ane saMtikara 41 vakhata gaNavAM. pachI te pANI bALakane pIvaDAvI devuM. A rIte IlAja karavAthI darda bhAgavA mAMDyuM. 11 mAM varSamAM mAtra 2 vakhata ane 12mA varSe 1 ja vAra darda thayuM. tyArabAda gAyaba thayeluM darda Aja sudhI kyAreya AvyuM nathI. AvA mahimAvaMtA stotrane ApaNe zubha bhAvathI gaNIe to bhavobhava ApaNane jaina dharma, sadgati, sabudhdhi ane prAMte zivagati jarUra maLe !' 26 caityaparipATI muMbaI pAralAnA keTalAka yuvAno dara somavAre navA navA derAsare darzana karavA jAya che. Ama ghaNAM varSothI sAmUhika caityaparipATIthI ghaNAM badhAM parAnA derAsaronAM darzana karI lIdhAM che ! ane Ama AkhA muMbaInAM badhAM derAsarone juhAravAnI temanI bhAvanA che! he jaino ! pAMca tithie gAmanAM badhAM derAsare darzana For Personal & Private Use Only

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karavAnuM zrAvakanuM kartavya kadAca na karI zako to Ama rajAnAM divase navA navA derAsare darzana karavAnuM tathA vyApAra vagere kAraNe je gAma jAva tyAMnAM derAsaromAM darzana karavAnuM cUkazo nahi. e derAsara baMdhAvyAM amadAvAdanAM mahendrabhAIe svadravyathI atyAra sudhImAM pAMca derAsara baMdhAvyAM che ! agiyAra derAsara baMdhAvavAno temano manoratha che. tame paNa zakti mujaba Avo koI manoratha sevI Atmahita sAdho e ja zubhecchA. mahendrabhAI paryuSaNanI suMdara ArAdhanA thAya te mATe sAta varSathI saparivAra pAlItANA jaIne ja parvAdhirAjanI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che. tame paNa mahAparvanI bhAvathI ArAdhanA karI anaMtA karmono khAtmo bolAvavAnuM cUkazo nahi. 28 kastUrabhAIne jainapaNAnuM gaurava kastUrabhAIe eka vakhata saradAra vallabhabhAIne jamavA bolAvyA hatA. vallabhabhAI rAtre lagabhaga ATha vAge AvyA. zreSThIvarye kahyuM, ''huM jaina chuM. rAta paDI gaI che. tethI huM lAcAra chuM. tamane jamADI nahi zakuM. mAruM nimaMtraNa sUryAsta pahelAnuM hoya che.'' pANI ApI vinayapUrvaka vidAya karyAM ! bhAratanA lokhaMDI puruSa saradArane paNa emaNe jamADyA nahi ! hA ! khAnadAnI ane saMskAra kevAM uttama ke dhArmika AcAromAM makkama banI gayA. tame paNa rAtribhojana, abhakSya, anaMtakAya vagere bhayaMkara pApothI bhAvathI ne vyavahArathI bacavA mATe makkama bano evI manokAmanA. 29 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'paradezamAM paNa pratikramaNa muMbaInA e dharmazraddhALu lakSmIcaMdabhAI dhaMdhA vagere mATe paradeza jAya tyAre paNa pratikramaNa na choDe ! kAyama pratikramaNa kare ! cIna vageremAM A. c. vALI hoTalomAM Utare tyAre pratikramaNa na choDavuM paDe mATe dhAbaLo oDhIne kare ! sTezana vagere para rokAvu paDyuM hoya tyAre paNa paMkhA, lAITa, vagere vacce bhara unALAmAM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe to dhAbaLo oDhIne kare ! mohamayIvAsI A dharmI jIvanA bIjA aneka guNo jANavA ane AdaravA jevA che. suMdara pustako pa-25 lAvI ghaNAMne bheTa ApI vAMcana karAvI anekane dharmI banAve che! 13 gurudevonI tithi ujavI jhIMjhuvADAnA pa.pU. AcArya zrI vijayadAnasUrIzvara ma. nI pratye gAmane eTalo badho Adara che ke temanI svargavAsa tithie dara varSe gAma varSothI rajA pALe che ! ane te divase temanA guNAnuvAda vyAkhyAnamAM thAya che ! ma.sA. na hoya to guNAnuvAda zrAvaka kare. tame paNa pUjyonA dIkSA vagere divaso bhAvathI ujavI tapa, dAna vagere karI bhavobhava sadguru maLe tevuM puNya upArjI e zubhecchA. patnI vagerenI tithi badhA Ujave. tame nakkI karo ke sAdhu-sAdhvInI tithinI ujavaNImAM ApaNe javuM, guNAnuvAda karavA, sAMbhaLavA vagerethI ApaNane ghaNA lAbha thAya. ghaNA guNa prApta thAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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gebI zakti vIramagAmanAM suzrAvaka haribhAI bhagavAnanA bhakta. ekavAra haribhAI zaMkhezvarajI dAdAnI yAtrA mATe gayA. tyAM gayA pachI pU.paM.zrI jaMbUvijaya ma. ne lolADA vaMdana karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. sAdhananI tapAsa karI. haDatAlanA kAraNe sAdhana kyAMya na maLyuM. peDhImAM pUchayuM. temaNe jaNAvyuM, ''koI sAdhana atyAre nahIM maLe.'' paNa aMtaramAM gurumahArAjane maLavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA hatI. tethI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane prArthanA karI, ''dAdA ! mAre game tema karIne Aje guruvaMdana karavuM ja che. ! tArAmAM badhI tAkAta che ! tArA sevakanI bhAvanA pUrI kara !'' basa, rastAmAM je maLe tene pUche, 'bhAI! lolADA javuM che; koI sAdhana che ?'' ema karatAM, basasTenDe pahoMcyA. koI sAdhana na maLyuM. chatAM dAdA para pUrI zradhdhA hatI. dAdA mArA aMtaranA aramAna jarUra pUraze ! sTenDe UbhA rahyA. thoDI ja kSaNomAM eka jIpa AvIne emanI pAse UbhI rahI ! temaNe pUchyuM, ''kAkA kyAM javuM che ?'' ''mAre lolADA javuM che.'' ''cAlo besI jAva, huM tyAM ja jauM chuM, vaLI tyAMthI huM kalAkamAM pAcho ahIM ja AvavAno chuM tamane levA AvIza.'' besI gayA. tyAM pahoMcyA. gurumahArAjane maLyA. vaMdananI bhAvanA phaLI, aDadho kalAka pU. zrI sAthe dharmavicAraNA karI jIpamAM pAchA paNa AvI gayA ! bhagavAna zrI zaMkhezvara dAdA uparanI pUrNa zradhdhAe camatkAra karyo ! dharmanI sAcI bhAvanA phaLyA vagara rahetI nathI. 31 31 For Personal & Private Use Only

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13 ejIniyara nI ArAdhanA mahendrabhAI sivila enjanayara 32 varSa pahelA thayA. 22 varSathI roja baMne pratikramaNa ane be sAmAyika kare che. ravivAre ane rajAe 6 sAmAyika kare che ! meM ArAdhanA aMge pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke sarvisane kAraNe roja to samaya na maLe, paNa ravivAre ane rajAmAM pharavA vagerenA pApa karavA karatAM sAmAyikano mahAna lAbha kema na lauM ? tethI zakya teTalA vadhu sAmAyika karuM chuM." teo roja besaNAM kare che. gAthA gokhe che. tithie AyaMbila kare che. lagnamAM paNa sagAone rAtribhojana karAvatA nathI. dara paryuSaNamAM cosaTha-pahorI pauSadha sAthe aThThaI kare che ! roja svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA kare che. jyAM jAya tyAM ma.sA. maLe to guruvaMdana avazya kare! mAro paricaya nahIM chatAM pUchIne jANIne mane vaMdana karavA AMvyA. sAdhu-sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca bhAvathI kare che. puNyazALIo ! tame paNa kadAca roja vadhu dharma na karI zako to rajAomAM sAmAyika, vAMcana, AMgI, pratikramaNa, vyAkhyAna, guruvaMdana Adi karI tame paNa ubhaya loka saphaLa karo. 33dAdAnA prabhAve chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA thaI !) eka munirAja dIkSA pachI prathama vAra pAlItANA gayA. amadAvAdathI saMghamAM nIkaLyA tyAre zubha bhAvanA thatI. manamAM eka vAta ramyA karatI hatI ke koI paNa rIte chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA karavI. dAdAno DuMgara dekhAyo ane mana nAcI uThyuM. manamAM bhAvavibhora thaI vicAre che ke kyAre taLeTI Ave ane dAdAnA darabAra tarapha bheTavA doDuM. savAre 11 vAge to taLeTI pahoMcyA, tarata ja dAdAnA che je ja che je ja [32] je je vA ja ja ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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darabAre pahoMcyA. pachI gheTI jaIne be jAtrA karIne AvyA. "chaThTha sAthe sAta jAtrA karavI che, thaze ? khUba kaThina kArya che.'' tevI manamAM zaMkA rahetI hatI. paNa bIjA divase savAre bIjA traNa mahAtmAoe paNa jAtrA zarU karI. AmaNe paNa traNa jAtrA thayA pachI nakkI karyuM ke Aje pAMca karavI, paraMtu cothI jAtrA pUrI thatAM pezAbanI zaMkA thaI. tethI pAchA nIce taLeTI AvI zaMkA dUra karI. pAMcamI jAtrA mATe nIkaLyA ane cakkara cAlu thayA. aMdhArA AvavA mAMDyAM. thoDuM caDyAM ane sikyorITIno mANasa maLyo. te kahe che ke have kyAre pAchA Avazo ? tenA karatAM have jAtrA rahevA do." baporanA 3-30 thayA. pAMca vAge dAdAno darabAra mAMgalika thAya. thAka, cakkara, azakita khUba che. have zuM karavuM ? paraMtu mana majabUta hatuM. dAdAne prArthanA kare che, "he dAdA, tAro prabhAva khUba ja che. have sAta jAtrA tuM pUrNa karAvaje, jethI mAre have bhavabhramaNamAM bhamavAnuM na thAya" gadgad bhAvathI prabhune hArdika prArthanA karatAM dhIme dhIme caDhatA dAdAne darabAre pahoMcyA. tyAM ja daravAjo baMdha karavAno samaya thayo. caityavaMdana karyu. dAdAe potAnI eka mahecchA pUrNa karI eno atyaMta AnaMda anubhavyo. anaMtakALano thAka UtarI gayo. mana nAcI UDyuM ke "kevuM suMdara ! traNa bhavamAM mokSamAM javAnuM nakkI thaI gayuM. ! vAha prabhu ! teM kamAla karI." Ama paramAtmAnI sahAya badhAne nakkI maLe che. zrI sidhdhagirijIno aciMtya prabhAva atyAre paNa ghaNA sAkSAt anubhave che. te bhavyo ! tame paNa zAzvatagirinI vidhipUrvaka khUba bhAvathI yAtrA, bhakita Adi vAraMvAra karI samyakva, saMyama, sadgati ane zivasukha Adi meLavo e ja sadA mATe aMtaranI kAmanA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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34 - saMyama kabaDI mile ? be mitrone dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA ghaNI hatI. paNa Arthika rIte saMskArImAtA-pitAne sadhdhara karyA pachI levI ema vicAryuM. tethI beu mitroe dhaMdho bhAgIdArImAM karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. temanI pahelI zarata e hatI ke ekanI dIkSA nakkI thAya to bIjAe paNa sAthe ja dIkSA levI. A mahAna saMkalpa sAthe A dhaMdho cAlu karyo. zubha bhAvanAnA kAraNe dhana ghaNuM maLatuM. reDImeDanI phekTarInI sAthe kiMmatathI navI navI jagyA levA mAMDI. ane Arthika draSTie caDhatI cAlu thaI. tyAM ja ekanI dIkSA nakkI thaI. tarata ja traNa divasamAM bIjA mitre paNa potAnI dIkSA nakkI karI ane joramAM cAlato dhaMdho choDIne ullAsathI saMyama svIkAryuM. Aje beu mitro sAdhu jIvanamAM ArAdhanA karI rahRAA che. A prasaMgathI bodha levA jevo che ke koIne paNa dhArmika zubha bhAvanA hoya to zubha saMkalpa sAthe jo kArya karo to dharma-mahAsattA tamane khUba ja madada karaze ! paNa saMkalpa jeTalo draDha, pavitra ane hAdirka teTalI jaldI saphaLatA maLe. prabhue zrAddhavidhimAM paNa zrAvakane roja zubha manoratho karavAnI dinacaryA batAvI che. - pa. samyaga jJAnano jijJAsu je oe mAtra cAra varSanI umare orI nIkaLavAthI AMkho gumAvI, uparAMta vyavahArika zikSaNa paNa kazuM lIdhuM na hatuM, tema chatAM temane pUrvabhavanI ArAdhanAnA prabhAvathI aMtaramAM ja samyagUjJAnanI prAptinI bhAvanA thaI. breIla lipi zIkhIne temaNe pAThazALAnA zikSaka pAse mukhapATha dvArA paMca pratikramaNa, cAra prakaraNa ane TANa IDa dITha Da Da Da [34] Iha ha ha ha ha hIra For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhASya kaMThastha karI dIdhAM ! tyArabAda teo siddhAMta-mahodadhi pU. AcArya zrImavijayapremasUrijI ma.sA.nA saMparkamAM AvyA. pU.zrI e temane karmasAhityano abhyAsa karAvyo ! tyArabAda teo temanI kRpA prApta karI mahesANA pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA gayAM. tyAM temaNe vyAkaraNa, karmasAhitya vagere viSayono paMDita zrI pukharAjabhAI pAse nakkara abhyAsa karyo. tyArabAda pharIthI sAdhu ma.sA. nAM . saMparkamAM AvatAM temano abhyAsa vadhato ja gayo ! pachIthI vaDhavANa, mahesANA (ane hAla tapovana) vagere kSetromAM adhyApaka tarIke rahyA. emAM paNa keTalIka vAra maphata sevA ApI! emane jJAnanI zuddhinI eTalI cIvaTa ke teo dareka padArthane khUba dhyAnathI sAMbhaLI zuddha sAcuM ja kaMThastha kare, vaLI tenuM ciMtana paNa kare. taduparAMta teo vidyArthIone rAtre game tyAre paNa uThADIne pATha Ape, tathA rAtanA game tyAre paNa vidyArthI ke sAdhu ma.sA. prazna pUchavA Ave to te tarata ja jAgRta thaI te viSayane barAbara samajAve. AvA te apramAdI hatA ! saMsthAnA samaya uparAMta ane rAtre paNa te bhaNAvavA taiyAra ! bhaNAvavuM temanA svabhAvamAM thaI gayuM che ! temanuM nAma che amulakhabhAI mULacaMdabhAI mahetA. aho samyagujJAna mATe kevI laganI ! Aje AvA prAdhyApakonI jinazAsanane jarUra che. teone Aje paNa vyAkaraNa, karmasAhitya kaMThastha che. prajJAcakSu paNa jo jJAnanI AvI ghora sAdhanA kare to netravALA evA ApaNe jJAnaprApti mATe keTalo badho prayatna karavo joIe ? gokhavA, zudhdha bhaNavA, vicAravA ApaNane AMkha, pustako vagere ghaNuM maLyuM che; sadupayoga karo ne mAnavabhava saphaLa karo. pAThazALAnA zikSako paNa dila lagAvIne jo bhaNAve to khUba ja sva-para-hita thAya; budhdhi, zAMti vagere bhavobhava maLe ! ja ja sa ja ka ja [35] para ja ra ja che ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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3DI 'pravacanazravaNano prabhAva rAjanagaranA devendrabhAI cAra varSa pUrve saMsAramAM masta hatA. nAma badalyuM che. kyAreka darzana kare. kyAreka daMpati sAthe kyAMka nIkaLyA hoya. patnI rastAmAM derAsara jAya. dharmamAM na mAnatA te bahAra UbhA rahe ! patnInA mRtyu pachI saMbaMdhInI preraNAthI eka vAra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. gamyuM, ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLavA mAMDyA. dharma samajAto gayo.pUjA zarU karI ! have to pAlaDImAM rahetA te potAnA upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna na . hoya to paNa AjubAjunA 7-8 upAzrayamAM jyAM paNa pravacana hoya tyAM pahoMcI jAya ! chellAM be varSathI roja saMpUrNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che ! pachI to sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, dhArmika vAMcana, dara mahine sAdhu-sAdharmika bhakti mATe hajAra rUpiyAno savyaya Adi dharma vadhAratA gayA ! he dharmapremIo ! tame paNa viziSTa pragati karavA roja dhyAnathI pUruM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo. jinavANI jarUra tamArA AtmAnuM paNa khUba kalyANa karaze. jinavANIthI hajArone lAbha thayo che. 13 rAtribhojana narakanuM dvAra eka nAnA bALakane potAnA mAtA-pitAnA saMskAra maLyA hovAthI rAtri-bhojana tyAga, jinapUjA tenA jIvanamAM sahaja hatu. eka vAra vekezanamAM potAnA mAmAne ghera gayo. tyAM pataMga uDAvavAnA divaso hovAthI pataMga uDAvavAnI mojamAM sAMje jamavAnuM bhUlI gayo ane rAta paDI gaI. rAtre bhUkhanA kAraNe peTamAM khUba dukhAvo thayo. sahana thAya nahIM, badhAe vAparavAnuM kahyuM paNa te chokaro ja ja che je ja cha [36] jA jA jA jA jA ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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peTa dabAvIne paDyo rahyo. paNa vAparyuM nahi. aMte UMgha AvI gaI. tamArA jIvanamAM dhaMdhAdi koI paNa kAraNasara rAtribhojana karavAnuM vicArazo nahi. rastA ghaNA che. paNa jo Teva pADazo to kyAreya rAtre vAparavAnI IcchA nahi thAya. jo tamAre ahIMthI marIne sIdhA narakamAM javuM na hoya to rAtribhojanano avazya tyAga karavo joIe. 138 sArAM bALako vaDIlone sanmArge laI jAya 'eka zrAvikAe vardhamAna-tapano pAyo nAMkhyo. vyAkhyAnamAM roja potAnA nAnA putrane laI jAya. pachI pAraNuM karyuM. pAraNuM karyA pachI eka saMbaMdhIne tyAM jamaNavAramAM jamavA javAnuM hatuM. tethI bALakone sAthe laIne mAtA gaI. mAnA bhANAmAM baTATAnuM zAka joI putra kahe che, "mA, mA ! teM to pAyo nAMkhyo che. baTATA tAre khavAya ?' mAe tene dhIrethI kahyuM, "beTA, hamaNAM na bola..." dIkarAe moTethI kahyuM, "mahArAja sAhebane kahI devAno chuM." mAe baTATA nahi khAvAno AjIvana niyama laI lIdho. he zrAvako ! deva ane gurunI sonerI zikhAmaNo to mAnavI ja joIe, paNa kyAreka tamArA dharmI saMbaMdhIo ke bALako vagere preraNA kare to hitakArI salAha svIkAravI joIe. -3 -navInakAkAnI ArAdhanA pATaNanA bI. I. pAsa muMbaIvAsI navInabhAI 2033mAM pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijaya ma. nA pravacana zravaNa ane saMsargathI dharmamAM pragati sAdhatA gayA. dhaMdho, caMpala, bahAranuM khAvAnuM jAvajajIva tyAga karI besaNAM karavA mAMDayA. ghaNAM abhigraha lIdhA. 12 vrata, roja 108 logassa vagere kAussagga, sAmAyiko, pauSadha, sAdharmika bhakti Adi ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA sAthe yuvAnone For Personal & Private Use Only

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dharmamAM joDavA vagere suMdara kAma karyAM ! 60ne dIkSA apAvI ! have to saMyama-sAdhanA karatAM khUba zAsanaprabhAvanA karI rahyA che. saMghapati-AdarathI roganAza 40 lagabhaga 70 varSa pahelAMnI A satya ghaTanA che. nagInadAsabhAIe pATaNathI zrI bhadrezvara tIrthano saMgha kADhyo. rastAmAM eka gAmamAM zrAvake saMghapati ne kahyuM ke Apa mArA ghare padhAro. nagInadAsabhAIe kahyuM, ''samaya nathI. saMgha khoTI thAya che.'' paNa zrAvake ati Agraha karatAM kahyuM ke 2 minITa mATe paNa AvavuM ja paDaze. pUrvanA atizrImaMto paNa dAkSiNya guNavALA hatA. saMghapati AnI bhAvanA pUrNa karavA gayA. saMghapatine te sAmAnya zrAvake dUdha pIvA ApyuM. pachI saMghapati gayA. vadheluM dUdha atizraddhAthI te zrAvake pIdhuM. camatkAra thayo. zrAvakano roga nAza pAmI gayo ! te zrAvakane ghaNA vakhatathI roga hato. khAdheluM Take nahi. tene zraddhA ke jJAnIo saMghapatine tIrthaMkara jevA varNave che. A nagInadAsabhAIe pIdhelA pyAlAmAMthI huM pIza to mAro roga maTI jaze. kharekhara maTI gayo ! zraddhA, Adara, bahumAnamAM AvA adbhuta camatkAra sarjavAnI aciMtya zakti che ! khAsa mAre e dhyAna doravuM che, ke dhanavAno dharmamAM dhanano sarvyaya kare to ApaNane te dAnavIra pratye Adara jAge che. AjanA nAstika lekhako vagere bhale dharmI paisAvALAnI niMdA kare, paNa e satya che ke zrImaMtone dAna vagere dharmakAryomAM je zuddha dharmabuddhi hoya te khUba anumodanIya che. he dharmapremIo ! A anumodanAno lAbha gumAvI dharmInI niMdA vagerenA gojhArA pApathI dUra raho. 38 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kolejIyana dharma karI zake ? e yuvAna IlekTroniksa ejInIyarIMganA pAMcamA semesTaramAM bhaNe. mahArAja sAhebanA paricayathI dhArmika pustako vAMcavA mAMDyA. pachI sAmAyika roja karavA mAMDyo. pachI to sAmAyika kyAreka 2-3 paNa kare. ejInIyarIMganI phAInala parIkSA sudhI paNa roja sAmAyika kare ! Aje ghaNAM mAtA-pitA parIkSA ane abhyAsane bahAne putrone pAThazALA, dhArmika abhyAsa, sAmAyika, jinapUjA Adi AtmahitakArI dharmo baMdha karAve che. paNa A kevo khoTo bhrama che te vicAravA jevuM che. parIkSA sudhI roja kalAko sudhI krikeTa rame, sAIkala pherave, TI.vI. jue e badhuM to baMdha na karAve, paraMtu uparathI kahe ke chokaro che. ramavA to joIe ne ? to tamane ema na thAya ke jaina che to pUjA, pAThazALA to joIe ja ne ? tamArI khoTI mAnyatAothI putrone pAThazALAomAM mokalo nahIM. mokalo to niyamita na mokalo. parIkSA, abhyAsa, gRhakArya e badhAM bahAnAMthI vacce ghaNAM khADA paDAvo. tethI dhArmika vizeSa bhaNe nahIM. ghaNuM bhUle. Ama, tamAruM ne bALaka banenuM ahita thAya. pitA kartavya cUke tethI pApa bAMdhe ne bALaka svacchaMdI banI pApa bAMdhe. ajaba gajaba (A) advitIya sAhasa :- gInIsa bukamAM paNa sahuthI prathama naMbare mUkavuM paDe tevuM zaurya suratanA zAMtibhAIe karyuM che. pa. pU. AcArya zrI caMdrodayasUrIjI ma. nA saMsArI bhAI A zAMtibhAIe 82 varSanI vaye varSa pUrve dIkSA lIdhI ! tamArAmAM eTalo ullAsa na hoya to chevaTe tame zrAvakadharmamAM yathAzakti AgaLa dhapatA jAva. jA jA jA jA ja che [39] ja ja ja ka ja ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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(B) jainanagaramAM - zibiramAM bALakone utkRSTa sAmAyikanI preraNA karI. priyaMkAe 24 kalAkamAM 19 sAmAyika AkhI rAta jAgIne paNa karyAM ! tame paNa roja eka sAmAyika to karazo ne ? (C) sAdhubhakti :- pATaNamAM eka bhaktivALA zrAvake badhI meDIkala dukAne kahyuM ke tamArA tyAMthI jeTalI davA sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe laI jAya tenA paisA huM ApIza ! zrAvako Ape to paNa lezo nahIM. kevI gurubhakti?! khaMbhAtamAM paNa AvA zrAvaka hatA. (D) jIvadayA :-surendranagaranA anila vagere traNe bhAI dharmI che. khoLa-kapAsano dhaMdho che. paNa comAsAmAM dhaMdho baMdha karI de! kAraNa bhejanA vAtAvaraNathI khoLamAM jIvAta khUba thAya. pIlatA te badhAM jIvo marI jAya. tethI hiMsA na thAya mATe dhaMdhAno tyAga ! navo pAka Ave pachI ja dhaMdho cAlu kare. gharamAM badhAne rAtribhojanatyAga che. mahemAnane paNa rAtre jamADe nahIM. mAe teone ApelA dharmasaMskArathI jIvanamAM dharma sAcavyo che. traNe bhAI bALakone dhArmika abhyAsa karAve che. badhAM roja pUjA kare che ! zrAvikA sAcI dharmI hoya to AkhA kuTuMbane dharmI banAvI de ! (E) zradhdhAthI dAdAe sahAya :- viramagAmanA haribhAIne thayuM ke keTalAka jaino Arthika praznane kAraNe varSothI zAzvata tIrthanI paNa yAtrA karI zakatA nathI, to huM lAbha laUM ! lagabhaga savAsone yAtrA karAvavA nIkaLyA. rijharvezana maLeluM nahIM. TrenamAM jagyA na maLI. chatAM haribhAIne zradhdhA joradAra ke mArI bhAvanA zuddha che to dAdA sahAya karaze. eka ajANyo relve ophisara AvI pUche che, zI ciMtAmAM cho ?' haribhAIe vAta karI. pelo harSathI kahe che, "mahesANA jauM chuM. khAlI Dabo laI AvuM chuM.'' te lAvyo ane haribhAIe badhAMne yAtrA karAvI Ama be-cAra vAra yAtrA karAvI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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43 'ajaina ke jaino ? (ka)rAjapUtano dharma :- kozIyala (rAjasthAna)mAM rahetA rAjapUta lAdhusiMhane pU. AcArya zrI vijaya jitendrasUrijI ma. nA paricayathI jaina dharma pratye Adara thayo ! pachI bIjA sAdhuonA saMsargathI Adara ane ArAdhanA vadhatAM gayAM. temanI ArAdhanA roja pUjA, trikALa darzana, kyAreka pratikramaNa, be-traNa sAmAyika, kyAreka AyaMbila, pAMca tithie lIlotarItyAga, navakArazI, tivihAra, siddhi tapa, aThThaI, paheluM upadhAna, vagere !!! temaNe preraNAthI patnI ane bIjA 20 jainetarone jaina dharma pratye AdaravALA banAvyA che !!! tame tamArAM zrImatIjI, suputro Adi keTalAMne dharmI banAvyA ? (kha)brAhmaNanuM jainapaNuM :- DIsA pAse rAjapuramAM gautamabhAI brAhmaNa pUjArI che. pU.paM. zrI kulacaMdravijaya ma., pAThazALAnA adhyApaka caMdubhAI AdinI preraNAthI te dharmazraddhALu banyA ! roja jinapUjA khUba bhAvathI vidhipUrvaka kare che ! pAMca pratikramaNa,cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, tattvArtha vagere bhaNyA! 2 varSa pahelAM saMskRta, karmagraMtha vagere bhaNatA hatA. 18 varSathI pUjArI che. tame kharekhara jaina cho ? A ane bIjuM paNa tamAre na bhaNavuM joIe ? (ga) nIranI vIratA :- DaoNkTara uSAbdana janarala prekTIzanara che. dharmazraddhA khUba che. suputra vagerene dharmanA saMskAra Ape che. temanA davAkhAnAmAM nIrubdhana kampAunDara che. nIruddhena jJAtithI vALaMda che. pAMca varSa pahelAM temanA patinuM mRtyu thayuM. 3 bALakovALAM nIrunhene A DaoNkTarane tyAM 5 varSathI nokarI karavA mAMDI. uSAblene nIrunhAnA AtmAmAM uSA pragaTAvavAnA hetuthI avasare avasare jaina dharmanI For Personal & Private Use Only

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vAto karavA mAMDI ! haLukarmI nIrunhenane dharma gamI gayo ! 4 varSathI dharmanI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ! derAsara darzana Adi kare che. pote jaina dharmanuM bhaNe che ! ane bALakone dhArmika bhaNAve che ! pharI lagna na karavAno saMkalpa karyo !! temanI IcchA jAvajajIva brahmacarya levAnI thaI gaI ! paNa uSAblena 1 varSano niyama apAvyo hato. have to jAvajajIvanuM laI lIdhuM che !! (gha) rAjapUtanA suMdara jainAcAro :- vaDhavANanA rAmasIMgabhAI rAjapUta sAte vyasanomAM phasAyelA. eka divasa eka zrAvaka mitra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA laI gayo. dharma bacI gayo. pachI sAcA zrAvaka thaI gayA ! sajoDe brahmacaryavrata AjIvana mATe laI lIdhu che ! pUjA, pratikramaNa vagere nitya kare che ! upAzrayamAM ja rahe !! dukAne paNa nathI jatA ! TIphIna maMgAvI upAzraye jamI le che ane upAzrayamAM sUI jAya che !! saMyamanI khUba bhAvanA che !!! parivArane samajAve che. 2 varSa pahelA vIsa sthAnaka tapa sArI rIte pUrNa karyo te prasaMge ujamaNuM, pUjana, svAmIvAtsalya vagere sahita tridivasIya mahotsava svakharce karyo ! (2) kasAInI karuNA :- DIsAmAM eka khATakI raheto hato. AjubAju ghaNA jaino rahetA hatA. tenA mAMsanA dhaMdhAthI badhA trAsI gayelA. paNa zuM kare ? pa.pU. AcArya zrI hemaratnasUrijI ma.nA vyAkhyAnamAM ekavAra Avyo. prabhAvita thaI gayo. pachI badhA ravivAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyAM. ekavAra pU. zrI pAse kothaLo mUkI kahe "A pApanA dhaMdhAnA badhA hathiyAro Apane suparata karyA ! have AjathI A bhayaMkara hiMsAnuM pApa ApanI samakSa baMdha karavAno nirNaya karuM chuM !" tenI AjIvikA kema cAlaze ? tema vicArI For Personal & Private Use Only

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pU.zrIe zrAvakone vAta karI tene pAMca hajAra jeTalAM rUpiyA apAvyA. bIjo dhaMdho teNe cAlu karyo. jUnA dhaMdhAnuM lAyasansa teNe pU.zrIne ApI dIdhuM, tene vecata to tene 10-15 hajAra maLata. parivArane paNa samajAvyuM. badhAMe kAyama mATe mAMsano tyAga karI dIdho. (cha) khUnIno pazcAttApa :- 5.pU. AcArya ma. zrI hemaratnasUrijI ma. sAhebe mahArASTramAM dAravAthI vihAra karyo. AgalA mukAme cokIdAra bhayaMkara hato, tethI saMdhe ghaNI nA pADI, chatAM ma.sA. vihAra karI tyAM gayAM. sarakArI gesTahAusamAM ja UtaryA. tyAM kIDIo ghaNI hatI. tethI badhAM ma.sA. vAraMvAra pUMjatA hA. cokIdAra tyAM ja hato. saMghe kaheluM ke cokIdAre cAra khUna karyAM che. ma. sAhebe tenI sAthe kaMI vAta na karI. paNa vAta karavAno moko to jotA ja hatA. lagabhaga rAA kalAka thayA. e badhuM Tagara Tagara najare joyA kare . tethI ma. sAhebe pUchayuM, ''vaDhyA rete ho ?'' pelo kahe, '"mahArAnazrI, tuma to ye pIMTIyoMno vavAte ho, teni maine to inAro arosa(sasanA) mAra kAnte haiM!'' Ama kahI te raDavA mAMDyo. thoDIvAra pachI pU. A.zrIe tene AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM, "pApI AdamI bhI sacce dilase pazcAttApa karatA hai to usakA pApa naSTa hotA hai gaura vajJa pAvana vana sarjAtA hai !'' cokIdAre raDatAM raDatAM badhAM pApa kabUlyAM. 5.pU. AcAryazrIe tene AzvAsana ApyuM. dharma karavAnI preraNA karI. navakAra Apyo. prAyazcittamAM navakAravALI ane AyaMbila ApyAM. durjanane dharmI banAvyo ! ajaino paNa ekAda nimittathI jaina dharmanA paricayamAM Ave che to kevA guNiyala banI jAya che ! tame to pUrvapuNye janmathI jai| cho ! A mahAna dharmanA mahinAne oLakhIne yathAzakti dharma karo. * saMpUrNa 43 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ane aMte - he vAcaka, pustaka gamyuM ? to AmAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA saMkalpa karI yojanAbaddha purUSArtha karavA jevo che. to saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. * to A prasaMgo zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. * mitro, svajano, paDozIo vagere pa-2pa ne bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa madhamadhatuM upavana banI zake che ! * zubha prasaMgo vAMravAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAMne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAMne lAbha thayo paNa che. gAme-gAma ghare-ghare Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA-moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA, anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze.tamane a5 ghanathI paropakAranuM amApa puNya maLaze. * prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 6, 5000 kopI sAthe pragaTa thAya che. * pahelA bhAganI 6 varSamAM 10 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAganI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe. (AnI kula 1,33,700 nakalo pragaTa thaI che. sadhaLA bhAga vAMco,vaMcAvo,vasAvo,vicAro,vaheMco bhAga 1 thI 4 kansezanathI rUA.3.50/- mAM ane ka bhAga 5 kansezanathI rU.1.50/-mAM ane bhAga 6 rUA. 2/ mAM maLaze. ka AvA preraka satya prasaMgo mane mAkalI Apo. * bhAga-8 prAya : kArataka mAsamAM pragaTa thaze. For Personal & Private Use Only

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1 ) SEC ) - moTA moTA mAthAone paNa ekAMte asAra A saMsAramAM avAra navAra avanavI Aphato AvyA ja kare che. - Apattio pApathI ja Ave che. vipattiothI bacavA ane sAcA sukho meLavavA pApa ghaTADI dharma vadhAravo joIe. | he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho, chatAM A kalikALamAM sarvatra prasarelA pApa ane svArthanA vAtAvaraNathI tame paNa ochA vattA kharaDAyA hazo. A bhayaMkara doSo tamAruM bhayaMkara ahita karaze. koI paNa rIte enAthI bacavuM jarUrI che. e he puNyazALIo ! AjIvikA Adi anekavidha ciMtAomAM phasAyelA tamane A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavA dharma vadhAravAnI ane pApa ghaTADavAnI bhAvanA paNa ghaNI vAra thatI haze. A zreSTha bhAvanA pUrNa karavAno suMdara upAya AmAMnA prasaMgo ekAgratAthI vAMcavA e paNa che. gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtre AhalAdaka prakAza relAvatA TamaTamatA tAralA jevA . 8 mInA pavitra prasaMgo tamane Serving JinShasan ne anumodanAnuM puNyA | be Atmahita karavA AvA prasaMgomAMthI ta, yathAza [ pa dha na ra vuiM ja che taU) GOA(G) 0 ducation International 23/2101 For Pecsomale) Private Use Only O cenjajaelibey 993 samartha IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. | 125490 gyanmandin@kobatirth.org