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________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita ciMtA hyA jagAta ciMtA karaNe hA moThA mUrkhapaNA Ahe
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________________ AVO dAdA bhagavAna kathita ciMtA muLa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbena amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa
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________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajIta sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 27540408 All Rights reserved - Dr. Niruben Amin Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. prathama AvRtti : dvitIya AvRtti : tRtiya AvRtti : caturtha AvRtti : mudraka 1000 1000 3000 3000 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi pharavarI 2009 sitambara 2011 mArca 2012 aktubara 2013 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva ! 10 rupaye dravya mUlya : lez2ara kampoja : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. : mahAvideha phAunDezana pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naye rijarva bainka ke pAsa, inkamaTaiksa, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964,
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________________ trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthakara . zrIsImaMdharasvAmI | namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cuka 2. eDajesTa evarIvhera 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 4. saMgharSa TALA 5. mI koNa Ahe? 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 3. karma kA siddhAMta Atmabodha 4. maiM kauna hU~? hindI 5. 6. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 7. 8. bhugate usI kI bhUla eDajasTa evarIvheyara TakarAva TAlie 6. krodha 7. ciMtA 8. 9. pratikramaNa bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 23. dAna 24. mAnava dharma 25. sevA-paropakAra 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 27. 28. pati - patnI kA divya vyavahAra 29. kleza rahita jIvana 30. guru-ziSya 31. ahiMsA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 33. camatkAra 34. pApa-puNya 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 36. karma kA vijJAna 37. AptavANI - 1 38. AptavANI - 3 39. AptavANI - 4 9. 10. huA so nyAya 11. ciMtA 12. krodha 13. pratikramaNa 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 17. jagata kartA kauna? 18. trimaMtra 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmoMjanma 20. prema 40. AptavANI - 5 41. AptavANI 6 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 42. AptavANI - 8 - dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana cyA dvAre gujarAtI ANi aMgrajI bhASe madhye suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe / vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU zakatA / pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta Ahe /
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanAvara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmApAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! eka tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! ApaNa koNa? bhagavAna koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele! ANi jagAtIla sarva adhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvalA pradAna kele eka advitIya, pUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarI hI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayoga dvArA. tyAlA akrama ( kramavirahIta) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNyAce ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa !! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbadalacI phoDa karUna sAMgatAnA mhaNAyace ki, 'he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta / he tara e. ema. paTela Ahe. AmhI jJAnI puruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna aahet| te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svataH paramezvara nAhI / mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUna hI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svata:cA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata.
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________________ AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije ki nAhI! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA ki nAhI? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)nA AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtA paryaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAca barobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAM hI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. he AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatA cA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetUne atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prApti hetU sAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarurI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnacI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTUna AtmajJAnacI prApti karela tevhAca he zakya Ahe. peTalelA divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato.
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________________ nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, jyAMnA sarvajaNa 'dAdA bhagavAna'cyA nAvAMnI oLakhatAta. tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna Atmatattva sAThI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekorDa karUna saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna graMthAcyA rupAta prakAzita karaNyAta AlI Ahe. hyA pustakAta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA svamukhA ne nighAlelyA sarasvatIcA marAThI anuvAda kelA Ahe. sujJa vAcakAne adhyayana kelyA vara tyAlA AtmasAkSAtkAracI bhUmikA nizcita hote, ase kityekAMce anubhava Ahe. te 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara tyAMcyA dehAta asalele paramAtmAlA mhaNata hote. zarIra he paramAtmA hovU zakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra vinAzI Ahe. paramAtmA tara avinAzI Ahe ANi je pratyeka jIvamAtracyA Ata Ahe. prastuta anuvAda madhye vizeSa lakSa Thevalele Ahe ki pratyeka vAcakAlA pratyakSa dAdAjIMcI vANIca, aikata Ahota asA anubhava vhAvA. jJAnIMcyA vANIlA marAThI bhASeta yathArtha rupAne anuvAdita karAyacA prayatna kelA Ahe. paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnacA kharA uddeza 'jasA Ahe tasA' ApalyAlA gujarAtI bhASeta avagata hoNAra. jyAlA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI, asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAda saMbaMdhI cUkAMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito.
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________________ saMpAdakIya ciMtA koNAlA nAhI hota? je saMsArApAsUna khar2yA arthAne saMpUrNapaNe virakta jhAle asela tyAMnAca ciMtA hota nAhI, bAkI sarvAMnA hoteca. AtA hI ciMtA kA hote? ciMtecA pariNAma kAya? ANi ciMtApAsUna mukta kase hotA yeIla? tyAcI yathArtha samaja parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnI dAkhavalI Ahe te yethe prakAzita karIta Ahota. ciMtA mhaNajeca prakaTa agnI! niraMtara jhALataca rAhate! rAtrI jhopAyalAhI deta nAhI. bhukha-tahAna harAma karate ANi aneka rogAMnA AmaMtraNa deto. itakeca nAhItara puDhalA avatAra janAvara gatIce bAMdhate. hA janma ANi puDhacA janma donhI bighaDavite. ciMtA he ahaMkAra Ahe. kuThalyA AdhArAne he sarva cAlata Ahe, hyAce vijJAna nAhI samajalyAmuLe svataH DokyAvara gheUna kartA hota asato, ANi bhogata rAhato. bhogaNe mAtra ahaMkArAlA asate. kartA-bhoktApaNa ahaMkArAlAca Ahe. ciMtA kelyAne kArya bighaDate asA nisargAcA niyama Ahe. ciMtAmukta jhAlyAne kArya ApoApaca sudhArate. moThyA mANasAMnA moThI ciMtA, eyarakaMDizana madhye suddhA ciMtAne dhAmadhUma asatAta! majUrAMnA ciMtA hota nAhI, ArAmAne zAMta jhopatAta ANi hyA zeThajInA jhopecyA goLyA khAyalA lAgatAta! hyA janAvarAMnA kadhI ciMtA hote kA? mulagI dahA varSAcI jhAlI tevhApAsUna ticyA lagnAcI ciMtA cAlu! are ticyAsAThI mulagA janmalA asela ki janmAyacA bAkI asela? ciMtA karaNyArAMkaDe lakSmI Tikata nAhI. ciMtene aMtarAya karma bAMdhale jAtAta. ciMtA koNAlA mhaNatAta? vicAra karaNyAcI harakata nAhI. pANIta bhovara hote tasI vicArAMcI bhovara nirmANa jhAlI tara tevhA ciMtA zurU hote. dorIta pILa lAgate tazI vicArAMcI pILa lAgalI ki tithe baMda karAyace. kharokhara kartA koNa Ahe te nAhI samajalyAmULe ciMtA hota asate kartA, sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe. jagAta koNI svataMtra kartA nAhIca. nimitta mAtra Aheta. ciMtA kAyamacI kadhI jAte? kartApaNa sUTaNAra tevhA! kartApaNa sUTaNAra kadhI? AtmajJAna prApta karaNAra tevhA. DaoN. nIrUbena amIna hyAMce jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA yete kuThuna? dAdAzrI : kadhI ciMtA kelI Ahe kA? praznakartA : ciMtA tara mAnava svabhAva Ahe, mhaNUna eka yA dusar2yA svarUpAta ciMtA asateca. dAdAzrI : manuSyAcA svabhAva kasA Ahe ki, svata:lA koNI thappaDa mAralI, tara tyAlA samora thappaDa mAraNAra. paNa jara koNI samajadAra asela tara to vicAra karela ki malA kAyadA hAtAta nAhI ghetalA pAhije. kAhI lokaM kAyadA hAtAta ghetAta. yAlA gunhA mhaNatAta. ciMtA kazI karU zakato manuSya? pratyeka bhagavAna ase sAMgUna gele ki koNIhI ciMtA karU nakA. sagaLI jimmedArI AmacyA DokyAvara ThevA. praznakartA : paNa sAMgaNe ANi vyavahArAta ANaNe, donhIM madhye bareca aMtara Ahe. dAdAzrI : nAhI, mI vyavahArAta soDAyalA nAhI sAMgata, he tara vistArAne varNana karato, azI kAhI ciMtA suTata nAhI, paNa hI ciMtA nAhI karAyacI. tarI paNa ciMtA hoteca sagaLyAMnA. AtA hI ciMtA jhAlyAvara kAya upAya karatAta? ciMtece auSadha nAhI yeta?
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________________ ciMtA jithe ciMtA, tithe anubhUti kuThuna? praznakartA : ciMtepAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI bhagavAnakaDe AzIrvAda mAgato ki, yAtUna mI kadhI suTaNAra, mhaNUna 'bhagavAna, bhagavAna' karato, yA mAdhyamAtUna ApaNa puDhe jAU icchito. tarI paNa malA ApalyA AtalA bhagavAnacI anubhUti nAhI hota. dAdAzrI : kazI hoNAra anubhUti? ciMteta anubhUti nAhI hota. ciMtA ANi anubhUti donhI ekatra nAhI hota. ciMtA baMda jhAlyAvara anubhUti hoNAra. praznakartA : ciMtA kazAprakAre miTela? dAdAzrI : ithe satsaMgAta rAhilyAne. satsaMgAta AlAta kadhI? praznakartA : dusar2yA ThikANI satsaMgAta jAto. dAdAzrI : satsaMgAta jANyAne jara ciMtA baMda nAhI hota, tara to satsaMga soDalA pAhije? bAkI satsaMgAta gelyAne ciMtA baMda jhAlIca pAhije. praznakartA : tithe basato, titakA veLa zAMti rAhate... dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAlA zAMti nAhI mhaNata. tyAta zAMti nAhI. azI zAMti tara gappA aikalyAvarahI miLela. kharI zAMti tara kAyama rAhilI pAhije, halalIca nAhI pAhije. arthAt ciMtA asela tyA satsaMgAta jAyaceca kazAlA? satsaMgavAlyAnA sAMgA ki, 'sAheba, AmhAlA ciMtA hote, mhaNUna AmhI AtA ithe yeNAra nAhI. kiMvA ApaNa kAhI ase auSadhopacAra karA ki, AmhAlA ciMtA nAhI hoNAra.' praznakartA : oNphisalA jA, gharI jA, tarI paNa kuThe mana lAgata nAhI. dAdAzrI : oNphisalA tara ApaNa nokarIsAThI jAto, ANi pagAra tara havA nA? ghara-gRhasthI cAlavAyacI Ahe, mhaNaje ghara nAhI soDAyace, nokarI suddhA nAhI soDAyacI. paNa kevaLa jithe ciMtA nAhI miTata to satsaMga
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________________ ciMtA soDalA pAhije. navIna dusarA satsaMga zodhA, tisar2yA satsaMgAta jA. satsaMga aneka prakArace asatAta, paNa satsaMgAne ciMtA gelI pAhije. ApaNa dusar2yA kuThalyA satsaMgAta nAhI gelAta? praznakartA : paNa AmhAlA ase sAMgitale gele Ahe ki bhagavAna ApalyA Ata Ahe. zAMti ApalyAlA Ataca miLela, bAhera bhaTakaNe baMda karA. dAdAzrI : hAM, barobara Ahe. praznakartA : paNa Ata jo bhagavAna basalA Ahe, tyAcA jarAhI anubhava nAhI hota. dAdAzrI : ciMteta anubhava nAhI hota. ciMtA asalyAvara anubhava AlA asela to paNa nighUna jAIla. ciMtA tara eka prakAracA ahaMkAra mhaTalA jAto. bhagavAna sAMgatAta ki 'tU ahaMkAra karatosa, tara nighUna jA mAjhyAjavaLUna' jyAlA 'he mI cAlavato' asA ahaMkAra Ahe, toca ciMtA karato nA. bhagavAnavara jarAhI vizvAsa nAhI, toca ciMtA karato. praznakartA : bhagavAnavara vizvAsa tara Ahe. dAdAzrI : vizvAsa Ahe tara ase karaNAra nAhI. bhagavAnacyA bharosAvara soDUna, sukhAne jhopA. maga ciMtA koNa karaNAra? mhaNUna bhagavAna vara bharosA karA. bhagavAna ApalyAlA thoDephAra sAMbhALata asaleca nA? Ata jevaNa TAkale, naMtara maga ciMtA karatA kA? pAcaka rasa paDalA ki nAhI, pitta paDale ki nAhI, yAce rakta banaNAra ki nAhI. yAcA saMDAsa hoNAra ki nAhI, azA sarva ciMtA karatAta? arthAta he Ataleca sarva kAhI cAlavAyace Ahe bAhera kuThe kAhI cAlavAyace Ahe, ki tyAcI ciMtA karata AhAta? maga bhagavAnalA vAITaca vATaNAra nA. ahaMkAra kelA tara ciMtA hoNAra. ciMtA karaNAr2yA manuSyAlA ahaMkArI mhaNatAta. eka saptAha bhagavaMtAvara soDUna ciMtA karaNe baMda karA. maga ithe ekhAde divazI bhagavAnacA sAkSAtkAra karUna deIla, tara nehamIsAThI ciMtA miTUna jAIla.
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA mhaNaje prakaTa agnI mhaNUna he sagaLe samajAyalA have. aseca lAvAyace auSadha asela te piUna TAkale tara kAya hoNAra? he sagaLe lAvAyace auSadha pyAyale Aheta. nAhItara manuSyAlA ciMtA jhAlI asatI? hiMdusthAnAtIla manuSyAlA ciMtA hoU zakela kA? ApalyAlA ciMtecI hausa Ahe? praznakartA : nAhI, zAMti havI Ahe. dAdAzrI : ciMtA tara agnI mhaTale jAte. ase hoIla ANi tase hoIla. ekhAdyA kALAta jara kadhI saMskArI manuSya hoNyAce sadbhAgya prApta jhAle ANi ciMteta rAhilAta, tara manuSyapaNa nighUna jAIla, kitI bhArI jokhIma mhaNAvI lAgela? jara tumhAlA zAMti havI tara mI ApalI ciMtA nehamIsAThI baMda karato. ciMtA baMda jhAlI, tevhApAsUna vItarAga bhagavAnAMcA mokSa mhaTalA jAto. vItarAga bhagavAnace jevhA darzana ghetAta, tevhApAsUna ciMtA baMda jhAlI pAhije. paNa darzana hI karatA nAhI yeta. darzana karAyalA jJAnI purUSa zikavatAta ki ase darzana karA, tevhA kAma hote. yA ciMteta tara Aga peTata rAhate. ratALe pAhileta? ratALe dhagadhagatyA nikhAr2yAta bhAjalyA sArakhI sthitI hote. jJAnIcyA kRpene ciMtA mukti / praznakartA : tara ciMtA mukta hoNyAsAThI kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : ApalyApramANeca he bhAU paNa bar2yAca ThikANI gele, paNa phAyadA nAhI jhAlA. tevhA tyAMnI kAya kele, te tyAMnA vicArA. tyAMnA ekatarI ciMtA Ahe? AtA zivyA dilyA tara azAMti hoNAra kAya, tyAMnA vicArA. praznakartA : paNa ciMtA baMda karaNyAsAThI malA kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : te tara jJAnI purUSakaDe yA. kRpA gheUna jA. maga ciMtA baMda hoUna jAIla, ANi saMsAra cAlata rAhila.
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA jAI tevhA pAsUna samAdhI ciMtA nAhItara kharokhara guMtA suTalA. ciMtA nAhI, varijha nAhIta ANi upAdhI madhye samAdhI rAhilI tara samajA khareca guMtA suTalA. praznakartA : azI samAdhI ANAyacI mhaTalI tarI nAhI yeta. dAdAzrI : tI tara azI ANUna nAhI yeta. jJAnI purUSa guMtA soDUna deIla, sagaLe zuddha karUna deIla, tevhA niraMtara samAdhI rAhate. jara ciMtA nAhI ase jIvana asela, tara cAMgale mhaTale jAIla nA? praznakartA : te tara cAMgaleca mhaTale jAIla nA. dAdAzrI : AmhI ciMtA rahita lAipha banavUna deU. maga ApalyAlA ciMtA nAhI rAhaNAra. yA kALAtIla he eka Azcarya Ahe. yA kALAta ase nAhI hota, paNa pAhA he jhAlA Ahe nA! svataH paramAtmA, maga ciMtA kA? phakta goSTa samajAyacI Ahe. ApaNahI paramAtmA AhAta, bhagavAnaca AhAta. maga kazAsAThI varijha (ciMtA) karAyacI? ciMtA kA karatA? eka kSaNabhara hI ciMtA karaNyAsArakhA hA saMsAra nAhI. ciMtene to AtA sepha sAIDa nAhI rAhU zakata, kAraNa jI sepha sAIDa necarala hotI, tyAta tumhI guMtAguMtI nirmANa kelI. maga AtA ciMtA kA karatA? guMtA jhAlyAvara tyAcA sAmanA karA ANi soDavA. praznakartA : jara ApaNa pratikUlatecA sAmanA kelA, tyAcA virodha kelA, pratikAra kelA, tara tyAne ahaMkAra vADhela? dAdAzrI : ciMtA karaNyApekSA sAmanA karaNe cAMgale. ciMtecyA ahaMkArApekSA, pratikArAcA ahaMkAra choTA Ahe. bhagavAnane sAMgitale Ahe ki, 'azA paristhitIta sAmanA karA, upAya karA, paNa ciMtA karU nakA.'
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA karaNAr2yAlA dona daMDa bhagavAna mhaNatAta ki ciMtA karaNAr2yAlA dona daMDa Aheta ANi ciMtA nAhI karaNAr2yAlA ekaca daMDa Ahe. aTharA varSAcA ekulatA eka mulagA melA, tyAcyA mAge jitakI ciMtA karatA, jitake duHkhI hotA, DokaM phoDatA, ANi je kAhI karatA, tyAMnA dona daMDa Aheta. ANi he sagaLe nAhI kele tara ekaca daMDa Ahe. mulagA melA itakAca daMDa Ahe ANi Doke phoDale hA vizeSa daMDa Ahe. AmhI hyA duppaTa daMDAta kadhI nAhI yeta. mhaNUna AmhI yA lokAMnA sAMgitale Ahe ki pAMca hajArAcA khisA kApalA tevhA 'vyavasthita zakti' (arthAt rijhalTa oNpha sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa. mhaNaje ca vaijJAnika saMyogika purAve ekatra hoUna AlelA pariNAma) Ahe, mhaNUna puDhe calA ANi ArAmAta gharI jA. hA eka daMDa AmacA svata:cA hizoba Ahe, mhaNUna ghAbaraNyAce kAhI kAraNa nAhI. mhaNUna jhAle, tyAlA tara 'jhAle te kharaM' ase mhaNA. jyAcI ciMtA te kArya bighaDate nisarga kAya sAMgate ki kArya nAhI hota tara prayatna karA paNa ciMtA karU nakA. kAraNa ciMtA kelyAne tyA kAryAlA dhakkA pohocato ANi ciMtA karaNArA svataH lagAma ApalyA hAtAta gheto. 'jaNU kAhI mIca cAlavato. asA lagAma ApalyA hAtAta gheto. tyAcA gunhA lAgU hoto. parasattA vAparalyAne ciMtA hote. videzAtIla kamAI videzAtaca rAhate. he moTara baMgale, kArakhAne, bAyako, mule sagaLe itheca soDUna jAve lAgela. tyA zevaTacyA sTezanavara tara koNAcyA bApAce cAlaNAra nAhI. phakta puNya ANi pApa barobara neU detIla. dusar2yA sAdhyA bhASeta sAMgAyace tara, ithe je gunhe keleta tyAcI kalame barobara yeIla. gunhayAcI kamAI itheca rAhila ANi maga khaTalA cAlela. tevhA dhArAcyA anusAra navIna zarIra prApta karUna, navIna kamAI karUna karja pheDAve lAgela. mhaNUna veDyA, pahilApAsUnaca
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________________ ciMtA saraLa honA. svadezAta (AtmAta) tara khUpa sukha Ahe, paNa svadeza pAhilAca nAhI nA! vasulI AThavate tevhA... rAtrI sagaLe mhaNatAta ki 'akarA vAjale, AtA tumhI jhopA !' thaMDIce divasa Aheta ANi ApaNa maccharadAnIta ghusalAta. gharAtIla sagaLI lokaM jhopalI. maccharadAnIta ghusalyAvara ApalyAlA AThavale ki ekA mANasAce tIna hajArAce bila bAkI Ahe ANi muddata hoUna gelI Ahe. Aja sahI kelI asatI tara muddata miLAlI asatI. tara kAya rAtrI kadhI sahyA hotAta? nAhI hota nA? tara maga sukhAne jhopalAta tara tyAta Apale kAya bighaDaNAra? ciMtece mULa kAraNa? jIva jaLata rAhato, azI ciMtA kAmAcI nAhI. jI zarIralA nukasAna karate ANi jI vastu yeNAra hotI tyAta vighna pADate. ciMteneca asA saMyoga nirmANa hoto. asA sArAsAra, ase vicAra kele pAhijeta, paNa ciMtA kazAsAThI? yAlA igoijhama (ahaMkAra) mhaTale Ahe. to igoijhama nAhI jhAlA pAhije. 'mI kAhItarI Ahe ANi mIca cAlavato', yAne tyAlA ciMtA hote ANi 'mI asaNAra taraca yA kesa ce nikAla hoIla.' yAneca ciMtA hota rAhate. mhaNUna igoijhamavAlyA bhAgAce oNparezana karA. maga je sArAsAra vicAra rAhatila tyAcI harakata nAhI. te maga Ata rakta nAhI jALata. nAhItara ciMtA rakta jALate, mana jALate. ciMtA asela tyAca veLelA mulagA kAhI sAMgAyalA AlA, tara tyAcyAvarahI rAgavatA, arthAt sarvaprakAre nukasAna karatA. hA ahaMkAra asA Ahe ki paise asU deta yA nasU deta, paNa koNI mhaNela ki yA candubhAI (vAcakAMnI yethe Apale nAMva samajAyace)ne mAjhe sagaLe bighaDavale, tevhA apAra ciMtA ANi upAdhI hoUna jAte! ANi jaga tara AmhI nAhI bighaDavalA asela tarI mhaNanAra nA!
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________________ ciMtA ciMtece pariNAma kAya? yA saMsArAta bAya praoNDakTacA ahaMkAra asatoca ANi to sahaja ahaMkAra Ahe. jyAne saMsAra sahaja cAlela ase Ahe. tithe ahaMkArAcA kArakhAnA UbhA kelA ANi ahaMkArAcA vistAra kelA ANi itakA vistAra kelA ki jyAne khUpaca ciMtA jhAlI. ahaMkArAcAca vistAra kelA. sahaja ahaMkArAne, naoNrmala ahaMkArAne saMsAra cAlato ase Ahe. paNa tithe ahaMkArAcA vistAra karUna parata kAkA yA vayAta sAMgatAta ki, 'malA ciMtA vATate.' tyA ciMtecA pariNAma kAya? puDhe janAvarAcI gatI hoIla. mhaNUna sAvadhAna vhA. AtA sAvadhAna hoNyAsArakhe Ahe. manuSyAta AhAta toparyaMta sAvadhAna vhA, nAhItara ciMtA asela tithe tara janAvaragatI ce phaLa yeIla. bhakta tara bhagavaMtAlA hI dhamakAvato bhagavaMtAcyA kharA bhaktAlA jara ciMtA asela tara to bhagavaMtAlA hI dhamakAvato. 'he bhagavAna! ApaNa manA karatA AhAta, tarI paNa malA ciMtA kA hote?' jo bhagavaMtA barobara laDhata nAhI, to kharA bhakta nAhI. jara ekhAdI upAdhI AlI, tara ApalyA Ata bhagavAna basalA Ahe, tyAlA taMbI devUna dhamakavA. bhagavaMtAlAhI dhamakAvato, teca khare prema mhaTale Ahe. Aja tara bhagavaMtAcA kharA bhakta miLaNe dekhila muzkila Ahe. sagaLe jaNa ApApalyA svArthAta rAhatAta. zrI kRSNa bhagavAna mhaNatAta, 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare, kRSNa ko karanA ho so kare' tevhA hI lokaM kAya mhaNatAta? kRSNa bhagavAna tara sAMgatAta, paNa hA saMsAra ciMtA kelyAzivAya thoDAca cAlaNAra? mhaNUna lokAMnI ciMtece kArakhAne kholale Aheta. to mAla hI vikalA nAhI jAta. kasA vikalA jANAra? jithe vikAyalA jANAra, tithe paNa tasA kArakhAnA tara asaNAraca, yA saMsArAta ekatarI manuSya asA zodhUna ANA ki, jyAlA ciMtA nAhI hota.
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________________ ciMtA ekA bAjUlA mhaNatAta ki, 'zrI kRSNa zaraNaM mama' ANi jara zrI kRSNAlA zaraNa gelAta, tara maga ciMtA kazAlA? mahAvIra bhagavaMtAnehI ciMtA karaNyAsa manA kele Ahe. tyAMnI tara eka ciMtete phaLa tiryaMca (janAvara)gatI mhaTale Ahe. ciMtA tara sagaLyAta moThA ahaMkAra Ahe. 'mIca he sagaLe cAlavato' ase jabaradasta rAhate nA, tyAce phaLasvarUpa ciMtA nirmANa hote. miLAlA ekaca tALameLa sagaLIkaDUna ciMtA tara ArtadhyAna Ahe, he zarIra jitake zAtA-azAtAcA udaya gheUna Ale Ahe, tevaDhe bhogalyAvaraca suTakA Ahe. mhaNUna koNAcA doSa baghu nakA, koNAcyA prati doSita dRSTi karu nakA ANi svataHcyA doSAMneca baMdhana Ahe ase samajA. tujhyAkaDUna kAhIhI badala hoNArA nAhI. ___ yAvara zrIkRSNa bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale Ahe ki, 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare, kRSNa ko karanA ho so kare'. tyAvara jaina kAya sAMgatAta ki, 'he tara zrI kRSNa bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale, mahAvIra bhagavaMtAne ase nAhI sAMgitale' mahAvIra bhagavaMtAne yAvara kAya sAMgitale ki 'rAImAtra vadhaghaTa nahIM, dekhyA kevaLajJAna' ye nizcaya kara jANie, tyajie ArtadhyAna'. ciMtA va ArtadhyAna soDA. paNa bhagavaMtAce mhaNaNe mAnale tara nA? nAhI mAnAyace asela, tyAlA AmhI kAya mhaNaNAra? malA ase sAMgitale hote, tevhA mI tara mAnale hote. mI sAMgitale, hAM bhAU, paNa hI ekaca azI goSTa Ahe, mhaNUna dusar2yA ThikANI zodha kelA. je mahAvIra bhagavAnane sAMgitale, teca kRSNa bhagavAnane sAMgitale, tevhA mI sAMgitale, ithe tALameLa miLato, tarIpaNa jara kAhI cuka hota asela, tara puDhe zodha karA. tevhA sahajAnaMda svAmI mhaNatAta, 'mAjhyA marjI zivAya, koNI pAna toDU zakata nAhI'. oho, ApaNa tara jabara AhAta! ki ApalyA zivAya eka pAna hI nAhI tUTata? tevhA sAMgitale, 'calA tIna tALe miLAle.' tevhA mI sAMgitale, ANi tALe miLavA.
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________________ ciMtA pIche banA AtA kabIra sAheba kAya mhaNatAta, 'prArabdha pahele banA, zarIra, kabIra AcaMbA ye hai, mana nahIM bAMdhe dhIra' ! manAlA dhIra nAhI heca moThe Azcarya Ahe. hI sagaLI tALameLa miLava miLava karIta, sagaLyAMnA vicArata rAhilo. ApalA tALa kAya? bolA, sAMgA. hA, ekA vyakticI cuka hoU zakate, paNa vItarAga bhagavAnAMcI cuka nAhI mhaNU zakata. lihiNAr2yAcI cuka jhAlI tara ase hoU zakate. vItarAgAMcI cuka tara mI kadhI mAnanAraca nAhI. malA kasehI phiravUna phiravUna samajAvale paNa mI vItarAga bhagavAnAMcI cuka mAnalIca nAhI. lahAnapaNApAsUna, janmApAsUna, vaiSNava asUnahI mI tyAMcI cuka mAnalI nAhI, kAraNa itake zahANe purUSa. jyAce nAMva stavana kelyAne kalyANa hote. ANi ApalI dazA tara baghA ! ekA rAI (moharI) evaDhe kamI-jAsta hoNAra nAhI. baghitalA Ahe ApaNa rAIcA dANA? tevhA mhaNatAta, ghyA, nAhI baghitalA rAIcA dANA ? ekA rAIcA dANA itakaM pharaka hoNAra nAhI ANi baghA, lokaM kaMbara kasUna, jevaDhe jAgU zakatAta tevaDhe jAgata rAhatAta. zarIrAlA khecUna khecUna jAgatAta ANi maga tara hArTa phela cI tayArI karatAta. yAMnA kiMmata koNAcIM? eka vRddha kAkA Ale ANi mAjhyA pAyAvara paDUna khUpa raDale. mI vicArale kAya duHkha Ahe ApalyAlA? tevhA mhaNAle, mAjhe dAgine corIlA geleta. miLataca nAhIta. AtA parata kadhI miLatIla? tevhA mI tyAMnA mhaNAlo te dAgine kAya barobara gheUna jANAra hote? tevhA mhaNatAta nAhI, barobara nAhI gheuna jAU zakata. paNa mAjhe dAgine je corI jhAleta, te parata kevhA miLatIla? mI mhaTale, 'ApaNa gelyAnaMtara yeNAra.' dAgine gele tyAsAThI itakI hAya hAya, are je gele tyAMcI ciMtA kelIca nAhI pAhije. kadAcita puDhacI ciMtA, bhaviSyAcI ciMtA karAla, tara te AmhI samajato ki, buddhimAna manuSyAlA ciMtA tara asateca, paNa gele tyAMcI paNa ciMtA? AmacyA dezAta azI ciMtA asate. kSaNabhara pahile hoUna gele tyAcI ciMtA kA ?
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________________ ciMtA 11 AtA jyAvara upAya nAhI tyAcI ciMtA kA? koNIhI buddhimAna samajela ki, kAhI upAya nAhI rAhIlA, mhaNUna tyAcI ciMtA soDUna dilI pAhije. te kAkA raData hote, paNa mI tyAMnA dona miniTAta tyAMce samAdhAna kele. maga tara 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jayajayakAra ho' bolAyalA lAgale. tara Aja sakALI paNa tithe raNachoDajIcyA maMdirAta bheTale, tevhA bolale, 'dAdA bhagavAna !' mI mhaTale, ho, teca. maga mhaNatAta, 'saMpUrNa rAtra mI tara Apaleca nAMva gheta rAhilo' tyAMnA jara ase phiravale tara ase phiratAta. ase Ahe. praznakartA : ApaNa tyAMnA kAya sAMgitale? dAdAzrI : mI sAMgitale, 'te dAgine parata yetIla ase nAhI, ho, paNa dusar2yA prakAre dAgine yetIla'. praznakartA : ApaNa miLAlAta, arthAt moThA dAginAca miLAlA nA. dAdAzrI : ho, he tara Azcarya Ahe. paNa AtA he tyAlA kazAprakAre samajaNAra? tyAlA tara tyA dAginyAMcyA samora yAcI kiMmataca asaNAra nAhI nA ! are tyAlA cahA pyAyacI Ahe ANi AmhI mhaTale ki, 'mI Ahe nA maga tulA cahAce kAya kAma Ahe?' tevhA to mhaNela, malA cahA zivAya caina nAhI paData, ApaNa AhAta kiMvA nAhI ! tyAMnA kiMmata kasalI? jyAcI icchA Ahe tyAcI. nisargacyA pAhuNyAcI sAhebI tara baghA duniyeta kuThalIhI goSTa jI sarvAta kiMmatI asate, tI phrI oNpha kaoNsTa (phukaTa) ca asate. tyAcyA vara sarakArI kara kAhI hI nAhI Thevu zakata. kuThalI goSTa kiMmatI Ahe? praznakartA : havA, pANI. dAdAzrI : havA ca, pANI nAhI. havevara sarakArI kara bilakula nAhI
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________________ 12 ciMtA Ahe. kAhI nAhI. jithe baghA tithe, ApaNa jithe jAtA, enI vhera, enI plesa, (kuThehI, kuThalyAhI jAgI) tithe ApalyAlA tI prApta hoIla. nisargAne Apale kitI rakSaNa kele Ahe. ApaNa nisargAce gesTa (pAhuNe) AhAta ANi pAhuNe asUna ApaNa AraDAoraDa karatA, ciMtA karatA! mhaNUna nisargAcyA manAta ase yete ki are, mAjhe pAhuNe jhAle, paNa hyA mANasAlA pAhaNe hoNe nAhI jamata. tevhA maga svayaMpAka gharAta jAUna mhaNatAta, 'kaDhI ta mITha jarA jAsta ghAlA.' are, veDA, pAhuNA asUna svayaMpAka gharAta ghusato. te jase vADhatIla tase khA. pAhuNe asUna svayaMpAka gharAta kasA jAU zakato? arthAt he sarvAta kiMmatI havA phrI oNpha kaoNsTa ! tyAne dusar2yA naMbaravara kAya yete? pANI yete. pANI thoDyA adhika paisAMnI miLate. ANi maga tisare Ale dhAnya, te thoDyA adhika paisAne. praznakartA : prakAza. dAdAzrI : lAITa tara asaNAraca. lAITa tara, sUryanArAyaNa jase ki ApalyA sevesAThIca basale Ahe. ase sADe sahA vAjatA yeUna Ubhe rAhatAta. __ koThe hI bharosAca nAhI ithe ApalyA hindusthAnAta lokaM itakI ciMtA karaNAre Aheta ki, he sUryanArAyaNAMnI jara eka ca divasa suTI ghetalI ANi mhaNela ki AtA parata kadhI hI suTI vara nAhI jANAra, tarI hyA lokAMnA dusar2yA divazI zaMkA hoIla ki udyA sUryanArAyaNa yeNAra ki nAhI? sakALa hoNAra ki nAhI? arthAt necara (nisarga)cA bharosA nAhI. svata:vara hI bharosA nAhI. bhagavaMtacA hI bharosA nAhI. kuThalyA hI goSTIcA bharosA nAhI. svata:cyA patnIvara hI bharosA nAhI. svata:ca nimaMtrita kelI ciMtA ciMtA karato tI paNa zejAr2yAce baghuna, zejAr2yAkaDe gADI Ahe ANi ApalyAkaDe nAhI. are, jagaNyAsAThI kitI pAhije? tU ekadA Tharava ki
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________________ 13 ciMtA itakyA mAjhyA garajA Aheta, jase gharAta khANe-pINe pure se pAhije, rahAyalA ghara pAhije, ghara cAlaviNyA itakI paryApta lakSmI pAhije. tara itake tulA avazya prApta hoIlaca. paNa jara zejAr2yAce pannAsa hajAra ba~keta paDale Aheta, tara tujhyA manAta khaTakata rAhila. azI du:kha nirmANa hotAta. duHkhAlA svata:ca nimaMtraNa deta Ahe. jagaNyAcA AdhAra, ahaMkAra jara paise khUpa yAyalA lAgale nA, tara ca vyAkuLa hoNAra, ciMtita hoIla. hA ahamadAbAdacyA milavAle zeThAMcA tapazIla sAMgitalA tara ApalyAlA vATela ki he bhagavAna, hI dazA eka divasAsAThI suddhA nako devu. sArA divasa ratALe bhaTTIta Thevale asela, azAprakAre bhAjata rAhatAta. kazAcyA AdhAre jagatAta? mI ekA zeThajInA vicArale, 'kazAcyA AdhAre jagatA?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'he tara mI suddhA jANata nAhI.' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'sAMgU? sagaLyAta moThA tara mIca Ahe nA! basa, yA AdhArAvara jagatA.' bAkI kAhI sukha nAhI miLata. nakA karU aprAptacI ciMtA ahamadAbAdace kAhI zeTha bheTale hote. mAjhyAbarobara bhojana gheNyAsAThI basale hote. tevhA zeThANI samora yeUna basalI. mI vicArale 'zeThANIjI, ApaNa kA samora yeUna basalAta?' tara bolalI, eka divasahI zeThajI ThIka bhojana nAhI karata. tevhA mI samajUna gelo, ANi jevhA mI zeThajInA vicArale, tevhA bolale, mAjhe sAre citta tithe (mila)madhye jAte. mI sAMgitale, ase nakA karU. vartamAnAta thALI AlI tilA prathama, arthAt prApta bhogA, aprAptacI ciMtA nakA karU. je prApta vartamAna Ahe to bhogA. ciMtA hote tara maga, jevaNa gheNyAsa svayaMpAka gharAta jAyalA lAgela? maga beDarUma madhye jhopAyalA jAyalA lAgela? ANi oNphisamadhye kAmAvara?..
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________________ ciMtA praznakartA : te paNa jAto. dAdAzrI : te sAre DipArTamenTa Aheta, tara yA eka hI DipArTamenTacI upAdhI Ahe, tilA dusar2yA DipArTamenTa madhye nako gheUna jAU. ekA Divijhana madhye gelAta tara tithe je hoIla te sagaLe kAma pUrNapaNe karA. paNa dusar2yA Divijhana madhye bhojana karAyalA gelAta, tara pahilyA DivijhanacI upAdhI titheca soDUna, ithe bhojana ghyAyalA basalAta tara svAdAne bhojana karA. beDarUma madhye jAte veLI suddhA pahilI upAdhI tithalyA tithe ThevA. ase Ayojana nAhI hoNAra, to manuSya mAralA jAIla. khAyalA basale tevhA ciMtA karatA ki jara oNphisamadhye sAheba oraDale tara kAya karAyace? are, oraDatIla tevhA baghU, AtA sukhAne bhojana ghe nA! bhagavaMtAnI kAya sAMgitale hote ki, prApta bhogA, aprApta cI ciMtA nakA karU. arthAt kAya ki, je prApta Ahe tyAlA bhogA. ___ eyarakanDizana madhye paNa ciMtA praznakartA : ANakhIna suddhA ciMtA asatIla nA DokyAta? dAdAzrI : jevaNa jevatA tevhA hI, DokyAvara ciMtA asate. arthAt tI ghaMTA DokyAvara laTakataca asate tevhA, AtA paDalI ki, AtA paDalI, ase hota asate ! azA bhayAcyA saMgrahasthAnAta rAhUna he sagaLe bhogAyace Ahe. arthAt he sagaLe kuThaparyaMta bhogAyace? tarI paNa lokaM nirlajja hoUna bhogatAtahI. je vhAyace te hoIla, paNa bhogatAta! yA saMsArAta bhogaNyA yogya kAhI Ahe kA? videzAta ase tase nAhI hota. kuThalyA hI dezAta ase nAhI hota. he sagaLe itheca Ahe. buddhice bhaMDAra, bharapUra buddhi, ciMtA paNa bharapUra, kArakhAne nighAleta sagaLe. he moThe moThe kArakhAne, jabaradasta paMkhe phiratAta varuna, sagaLe phirate. ciMtA paNa karatAta ANi upAya paNa karatAta. maga te thaMDa karatAta, kAya mhaNatAta tyAlA?
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________________ ciMtA praznakartA : eyarakanDizana. dAdAzrI : hA, eyarakanDizana. hindusthAnAta Azcarya Ahe nA. praznakartA : sadyA sagaLyA ciMtA eyarakanDizana madhyeca hotAta. dAdAzrI : hA, arthAt te sobatI ca asatAta. ciMtA sobata eyarakanDizana. ApalyAlA eyarakanDizanacI jarUrata nAhI paData. yA amerikanAMcyA mulI nighUna jAtAta. tyAcI ciMtA tyAMnA nAhI hota, ANi ApalyA lokAMnA? kAraNa pratyekAcI mAnyatA vegaLI Ahe, mhaNUna. AyuSyAce eksaTenzana miLAle? ApaNa yA duniyeta ajUna donaze varSa tara rAhAla nA? eksaTenzana (vADhavUna) nAhI ghetale kA? praznakartA : eksaTenzana kazAprakAre miLanAra? ApalyA hAtAta tara kAhI nAhI, malA tara nAhI vATata. dAdAzrI : kAya bolatA? jara jagaNe hAtAta asela tara maraNAra nAhI. jara AyuSyAce eksaTenzana nAhI miLata tara kA ciMtA karatA? je miLAle Ahe, te ArAmAta bhogA nA! ciMtA oDhUna gheNe, manuSya svabhAva ciMtene kAma bigaDate. yA ciMtene kAma zata pratizatacyA evajI sattara pratizata hote. ciMtA kAmAta oNbsTrakTa (aDathaLA) karate. jara ciMtA nasela tara khUpa suMdara pariNAma yeIla. jase ApaNa maraNAra Ahota ase sagaLyAMnA ThAUka Ahe. paraMtu mRtyucI AThavaNa AlyAvara lokaM kAya karatAta? tyA AThavaNalA dhakkA detAta. ApalyAlA kAhI jhAle tara, ase AThavalyAvara dhakkA detAta. azAca prakAre ciMtA hote, tevhA dhakkA dyA ki ithe nako bhAU.
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________________ ciMtA nehamI ciMtene sagaLe bighaDate. ciMtene moTAra cAlavalI tara Takkara hoIla. ciMtene vyApAra kelAta, tara tithe kArya viparIta hoIla. ciMtene saMsArAta he sagaLe bighaDale Ahe. ciMtA karaNyAsArakhe saMsAra nAhIca. yA saMsArAta ciMtA karaNe hI besTa phUlizanesa (sarvottama mUrkhatA) Ahe. saMsAra ciMtA karaNyAsAThI nAhIca. he iTaselpha kriezana (svayaM nirmita) Ahe. bhagavaMtAne he kriezana (nirmANa) nAhI kele. mhaNUna ciMtA karaNyAsAThI he kriezana nAhI. hI mANase ekaTeca ciMtA karatAta, anya koNI jIva ciMtA nAhI karata. anya cauryAMzI lAkha yoni Aheta. paNa koNI ciMtA nAhI karata. he manuSya nAmaka jIva jo diDha zahANe Aheta, te sArA divasa ciMteta jaLata rAhatAta. ciMtA tara pyaoNra igoijhama (kevala ahaMkAra) Ahe. hI janAvare koNI ciMtA nAhI karata ANi yA manuSyAlA ciMtA? ohoho, anaMta janAvare Aheta, koNAlA ciMtA nAhI ANi manuSya ekaTAca mUrkhAsArakhA sArA divasa ciMteta jaLata rAhato. praznakartA : janAvarApekSAhI khAlI Utarale? dAdAzrI : janAvare tara kitItarI paTIne cAMgalI Aheta. janAvarAMnA bhagavaMtAne Azrita mhaTale Ahe. yA saMsArAta jara koNI nirAzrita Ahe, tara to ekaTA manuSyaca Ahe ANi tyAtahI hiMdusthAnAtIla manuSya zata pratizata nirAzrita Ahe, maga tyAMnA duHkhaca hoNAra nA ! ki jyAMnA kuThalyAhI prakAracA AsarA ca nAhI. majadUra ciMtA nAhI karata ANi zeTha loka ciMtA karatAta. ekahI majUra ciMtA nAhI karata, kAraNa majUra ucca gatIlA jANAra Ahe ANi zeTha lokaM khAlacyA gatIlA jANAra Aheta. ciMtene khAlacI gatI yete, mhaNUna ciMtA nAhI jhAlI pAhije. phakta varijha, varijha, varijha. ratALe bhaTTIta bhAjatAta tasA saMsAra bhAjata
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________________ ciMtA Ahe. mAse telAta taLatAta asA taDaphaDATa taDaphaDATa hota Ahe!!! yAlA jIvana kase mhaNaNAra? ____ 'mI karato' mhaNUna ciMtA praznakartA : ciMtA nAhI jhAlI pAhije tyAce bhAna hoNe, he ciMtece dusare rUpa nAhI? dAdAzrI : nAhI. ciMtA tara igoijhama Ahe, kevala igoijhama. ApalyA svarUpApAsUna vegaLe hoUna te igoijhama karatAta ki mIca cAlavaNArA Ahe. saMDAsalA jAyalA zakti nAhI ANi 'mI cAlavato' ase mhaNatAta. ciMtA toca ahaMkAra. yA choTyA mulAlA ciMtA kA nAhI hota? kAraNa to jANato ki mI nAhI cAlavata. koNa cAlavato, tyAcI tyAlA paDalIca nAhI. 'mI karato, mI karato' ase karata rAhatAta, mhaNUna ciMtA hote. ciMtA sagaLyAta moThA ahaMkAra praznakartA : ciMtA ahaMkArAcI nizANI Ahe, yAlA jarA samajavA. dAdAzrI : ciMtA ahaMkArAcI nizANI kA mhaNatAta? kAraNa tyAcyA manAta ase yete ki mIca yAlA cAlavato Ahe mhaNUna tyAlA ciMtA hote. yAlA cAlavaNArA mIca Ahe mhaNUna maga to yA mulIMce kAya hoIla? yA mulAMce kAya hoIla? he kAma pUrNa nAhI jhAle tara kAya hoIla? yA ciMtA ApalyA DokyAvara gheto. svataH svata:lA kartA samajato ki, mIca mAlaka Ahe ANi mIca karato. paNa to svataH kartA nAhI ANi vyartha ciMtA oDhUna gheto. __saMsArAta AhAta ANi ciMteta AhAta, ANi ciMtA nAhI miTalI tara maga tyAlA kitItarI avatAra karAve lAgatAta. kAraNa ciMteneca avatAra bAMdhatAta. thoDakyAta eka goSTa ApalyAlA sAMgato. eka sUkSma goSTa ApalyAlA
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________________ ciMtA sAMgato, ki yA saMsArAta koNI manuSya asA janmAlA nAhI AlA ki jyAlA saMDAsalA jANyAsAThI svataMtra zakti Ahe. tara maga yA lokAMnAM igoijhama karaNyAta kAya artha Ahe? hI dusarI zakti kAma karata Ahe. AtA tI zakti ApalI nAhI. tI parazakti Ahe, ANi svazaktilA jANata nAhI. mhaNUna svata:hI parazakticyA AdhIna Ahe; ANi phakta AdhIna nAhI parAdhIna Ahe. sArA avatAraca parAdhIna Ahe. mulIcyA lagnAcI ciMtA ase Ahe nA ki AmacyA ithe mulagI tIna varSAcI hote tevhApAsUna vicAra karU lAgatAta ki hI moThI jhAlI, hI moThI jhAlI. lagna tara vIsAvyA varSI hote paNa lahAna asate tevhApAsUna ciMtA karAyalA surUvAta karatAta. mulIcyA lagnAcI ciMtA kevhA surU karAyacI, ase kuThalyA zAstrAta lihilele Ahe? ANi vIsAvyA varSI lagna Ahe, tara ApalyAlA ciMtA kevhA surU kelI pAhije? dona-tIna varSAcI asela tevhApAsUna? praznakartA : mulagI caudA-paMdharA varSAcI hote, tevhA tara AI-vaDIla vicAra karatAta nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. tarI paNa pAca varSa rAhilI nA !! tyAM pAca varSAta ciMtA karaNArA maruna gelA kiMvA jIcI ciMtA karato, tI maruna gelI, yAcA kAya bharosA? pAca varSa bAkI rAhilIta, tyAcyA AdhI ciMtA kazI karU zakatA? tarI paNa dUsar2yAMce baghatA baghatA phalAnA bhAU baghA mulIcyA lagnAcI kitI ciMtA karato, ANi malA tara ciMtAca nAhI ! maga ciMtecyA ciMteta TarabUjA sArakhA hoUna jAto. ANi mulIcyA lagnAcI veLa yete tevhA hAtAta cAra ANe paNa nasatAta. ciMtA karaNArA kuThuna paisA ANaNAra? ApalyAlA ciMtA kadhI kelI pAhije ki, jevhA AjUbAjUce loka mhaNatIla ki, 'mulIce kAhI kele?' tevhA ApaNa samajAve ki AtA vicAra
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________________ 19 ciMtA karaNyAcI veLa AlI Ahe, ANi tevhApAsUna ticyAsAThI prayatna karata rahA. he tara AjUbAjUce kAhI mhaNata nAhIta ANi tyA AdhIca, paMdharA varSa pahileca ciMtA karU lAgatAta. parata ApalyA patnIlA hI sAMgato ki, tujhyA lakSAta rAhila ki ApalI mulagI moThI hota Ahe ANi lagnAcI Ahe? AtA bAyakolA kA ciMtA karAyalA lAvatA? a-veLecI ciMtA satarA varSa AdhI mulIcyA lagnAcI ciMtA karato, tara maraNyAcI ciMtA kA nAhI karata? tevhA mhaNAle ki, 'nAhI maraNyAcI AThavaNa nakoca karU' tevhA mI vicArale ki, maraNyAcI AThavaNa karaNyAta kAya harakata Ahe? ApaNa nAhI maraNAra kA? tevhA mhaNatAta ki, 'jara maraNAcI AThavaNa kelI tara, Ajace sukha nighUna jAte ANi AjacA ApalA svAda bighaDUna jAto.' tevhA mulIcyA lagnAcI kA AThavaNa karato? tevhA paNa tujhA svAda nighUna jAIla nA? ANi mulagI Apale lagnAce sagaLe gheUna AlI Ahe. AIvaDIla tara tyAta nimitta Aheta. mulagI ApalyA lagnAcI sagaLI sAdhanaM gheUna AlelI asate. ba~ka baeNlensa, paise sagaLe gheUna AlelI Ahe. kamI kiMvA adhika jitakA kharca asela tI ekjhekTalI (nizcatarUpAne) sagaLe gheUna AlelI asate. mulIcI ciMtA ApaNa nAhI kelI pAhije. ApaNa mulIce pAlaka AhAta. mulagI svata:sAThI mulagA paNa gheUna AlelI asate. ApalyAlA koNAlA sAMgAyalA jAyacI garaja nAhI ki, mulagA janmAlA ghAlA. AmacI mulagI Ahe. ticyAsAThI mulagA janmAlA ghAlA, ase sAMgAyalA jAve lAgate? arthAt sAre sAmAna tayAra gheUna AlelI asate. tevhA vaDIla mhaNatIla, 'hI paMcavizIcI jhAlI, AtAparyaMta ticA ThikANA nAhI lAgata. ase Ahe, tase Ahe.' to saMpUrNa divasa gAta rAhato. are, tithe mulagA sattAvIsacA jhAlAya, paNa tulA nAhI miLAlA, tara AraDAoraDa kA karato? jhopa nA cupacApa ! mulagI ApalA TAImiMga vagaire cA prabaMdha karUna AlI Ahe.
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________________ 20 ciMtA satteta nAhIta, tyAce citraNa nakA karU. mAgIla avatArAta dona-tIna mulI hotyA, mulage hote. tyA sagaLyAMnA itake choTe choTe soDUna AlAta, tevhA tyA sagaLyAcI ciMtA karatA? ANi ase marateveLI khUpa ciMtA hote nA, ki choTyA mulIce kAya hoIla? paNa ithe punhA janma ghetA tara mAgacyA janmAcI kAhI ciMtAca nAhI nA. patra-bitra kAhIca nAhI. arthAt hI sArI parasattA Ahe, tyAta hAtaca nakA TAku. mhaNUna je hoIla te, vyavasthita madhye asela tara asU de, nasela tara nasU de. ciMtA karaNyApekSA dharmAkaDe vaLA praznakartA : gharAta jI pramukha vyakti asate tyAMnA jI ciMtA asate, tI kazI dUra karAvI? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAnane kAya sAMgitale Ahe ki, 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare kRSNako karanA ho so kare'. ase vAcanAta Ale Ahe? tara maga ciMtA karAyacI kAya jarUrata Ahe? mhaNUna mulAMnA gheUna kleza kAya karatA? dharmAcyA mArgAvara vaLavA tyAMnA, sudharatIla te. kAhI tara, vyavasAyAlA gheUna ciMtA karataca asatAta, te kA ciMtA karatAta? manAta ase yete ki, 'mI cAlavato.' mhaNUna ciMtA hote. 'to cAlavaNArA koNa Ahe' hyAce jarA suddhA, kuThalyAhI prakArI avalaMbana gheta nAhI. bhale hI tU jJAnAne nAhI jANata, paNa dusar2yA kuThalyAprakAre avalaMbana ghe! kAraNa tU nAhI cAlavata Ahe ase, thoDephAra tujhyA anubhavAta tara yete nA. ciMtA tara sagaLyAta moThA igoijhama Ahe. adhika ciMtAvAle koNa? praznakartA : rojacI dona veLacI roTI miLata nAhI, tyAlA tara rojacI ciMtA rAhaNAraca nA ki, udyA kAya karAyace? udyA kAya khAyace?
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________________ ciMtA dAdAzrI : nAhI, te ase Ahe nA, saraplasa (jarUrIpekSA jAsta) cI ciMtA hote. khANyAcI ciMtA koNAlAhI nAhI hota. saraplasacIca ciMtA hote. hA nisarga asA vyavasthita Ahe ki saraplasacIca ciMtA. bAkI, choTyAta choTe jhADa jarI kuThehI ugavalele asela, tethe pANI ziDakavUna yeto. itakI sArI vyavasthA Ahe. he regyuleTara oNpha dha varlDa Ahe, to varlDalA regyulezanamadhye Thevato. praznakartA : ApalyAlA sagaLe ase saraplasavAleca miLAle vATate ki, jyA lokAMnA ciMtA asate, DephiziTavAlA (jarUratIpekSA kamI) koNI bheTalA nAhI vATate! dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI. DephiziTavAle suddhA khUpa bheTaleta, paNa tyAMnA ciMtA nAhI hota. tyAMnA manAta jarA ase vATate ki Aja itake ANAyace Ahe, te gheUna yetAta. arthAt ciMtA-biMtA karaNAre dusare asatIla, he tara bhagavaMtAvara soDUna detAta. tyAlA cAMgale vATela te khare' ase sAMgUna cAlata rAhatAta. ANi tara he bhagavAna nAhI, paNa he mIca kartA Aheta nA ! karmAcA kartA mI ANi bhoktA paNa mI, mhaNUna maga ciMtA DokyAvara ghetAta. ciMtA tithe lakSmI Tikela ? praznakartA : jara ase Ahe, tara maga lokaM kamavAyalA jANAra nAhI ANi ciMtA hI nAhI karaNAra. dAdAzrI : nAhI, kamavAyalA jAtAta, te paNa tyAMcyA hAtAta nAhI nA. te bhavare Aheta te sarva nisargAne phiravalyA pramANe phirata Ahe ANi varUna ahaMkAra karatAta ki mI kamavAyalA gelo hoto. ANi vinA kAraNa ciMtA karatAta. ciMtA karaNArA rUpaye ANaNAra kuThuna? lakSmIcA svabhAva kasA Ahe? lakSmI ciMtA karaNAr2yAkaDe mukkAma nAhI karata. jo AnaMdI Ahe, jo bhagavaMtAlA AThavaNa karato, tyAcyAkaDe lakSmI jAIla.
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________________ ciMtA ciMtene dhaMdyAce maraNa praznakartA : dhaMdyAcI ciMtA hote. khUpa aDacaNI yetAta. dAdAzrI : ciMtA vhAyalA lAgalI tara samajA ki kArya adhika bighaDaNAra. ciMtA nAhI hota tara samajA ki kArya nAhI bighaDaNAra. ciMtA kAryAcI avarodhaka Ahe. ciMtene tara dhaMdyAce maraNa yete. jo caDhato-Utarato tyAceca nAMva dhaMdA. pUraNa-galana Ahe. pUraNa jhAle tyAce galana jhAlyA zivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. yA pUraNa-galanAta ApalI kAhI miLakata nAhI. ANi jI ApalI miLakata Ahe, tyAta kAhI pUraNa-galana hota nAhI ! asA zuddha vyavahAra Ahe! ithe ApalyA gharAta ApalI bAyako mulaM sagaLe pArTanarsa Ahe nA? praznakartA : sukha-duHkha vATaNyAvara Ahe. dAdAzrI : ApaNa ApalyA bAyako mulAMce pAlaka mhaNavatA. ekaTyA pAlakAlAca ciMtA kA kelI pAhije? ANi gharavAle tara ulaTe sAMgatAta ki, ApaNa AmacI ciMtA nakA karU. ciMtene kAhI vADhaNAra Ahe kA? praznakartA : nAhI vADhata. dAdAzrI : nAhI vADhata tara, maga to cukIcA vyApAra koNa karaNAra? jara ciMtene vADhata asela tara avazya karA. tyA samajutIne ciMtA gelI.... dhaMdA karAyalA tara khUpa moThe kALIja have. kALIja tuTale tara dhaMdA Thappa hoUna jAIla. eka veLA AmacyA kaMpanIlA ghATA jhAlA. AmhAlA jJAna hoNyAAdhI, tevhA AmhAlA sArI rAtra jhopa nAhI AlI, ciMtA vATata hotI. tevhA AtUna uttara miLAle ki, yA ghATyAcI ciMtA AtA koNa koNa karata asela? malA vATale ki, mAjhe hissedAra tara kadAcita karata hI nasatIla. mI ekaTAca
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA karato. ANi bAyako mulaM sagaLe bhAgIdAra Aheta, te tara kAhI jANataca nAhIta. AtA te kAhI jANata nAhIta, tarI tyAMce cAlate. tara mI ekaTAca kamI akkalecA Ahe kA, jo hyA sAr2yA ciMtA gheUna basalo Ahe ! maga malA akkala AlI. kAraNa te sagaLe bhAgIdAra asUna hI ciMtA nAhI karata, tara maga kAya mI ekaTAca ciMtA karata rAhU? vicAra karA, paNa ciMtA nakA karU ciMtA mhaNaje kAya? he samajUna ghetale pAhije ki manAta ase vicAra yetAta. ApalyAlA kuThalyAhI bAbatIta, dhaMdyA saMbaMdhI kiMvA itara bAbatIta, kiMvA kAhI AjAra asela ANi manAta vicAra Ale, kAhI haddIparyaMta, yetAta. naMtara te vicAra ApalyAlA bhovar2yAta TAkatAta ANi cakkara cAlu jhAle tara samajA ki, hA ulaTA rastA caDhalA Ahe, mhaNUna bighaDale. tithUna maga parata ciMtA surU hote. vicAra karAyalA harakata nAhI, paNa vicAra mhaNaje kAya? ekadA vicAra cAlu jhAle ANi te amuka haddIvara pahoMcale tyAlA ciMtA mhaNatAta. haddIta rAhUna vicAra karAyace. vicArAcI naoNrmAliTI kAya? Ata pILa lAgata nAhI tithaparyaMta. pILa lAgalI ki baMda karUna TAkAyace. pILa lAgalI ki ciMtA surU hote. hI AmacI zodha Ahe. ciMtA karAyacA adhikAra nAhI vicAra karAyacA adhikAra Ahe, ki bhAU, ithaparyaMta vicAra karA. ANi vicAra jevhA ciMteta parivartita hotAta tara baMda kele pAhijeta. he ebAva naoNrmala vicAra tyAlA ciMtA mhaNatAta. mhaNUna AmhI paNa vicAra karato paNa ebAva naoNrmala jhAle ANi DhavaLAyalA lAgale poTAta, tevhA baMda karato. praznakartA : sahaja Ata baghato to paryaMta vicAra mhaNatAta, ANi Ata ciMtA vATalI tara lapeTale gele mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI : ciMtA jhAlI mhaNaje lapeTaleca nA. ciMtA hote mhaNaje to
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________________ 24 ciMtA samajato ki, mAjhyAmuLe cAlate. ase samajUna basato. mhaNUna hyA bhAnagaDIta paDaNyAsArakhe nAhI ANi Ahe paNa aseca. hA tara sagaLyA mANasAMnA roga lAgalA Ahe. AtA hyAtUna lavakara kase nighaNAra? lavakara nighatAyeta nAhI nA. savaya hoUna gelI Ahe, tI jANAra nAhI nA. hebicyueTeDa ( savayIne majabUra). nA. praznakartA : ApalyAjavaLa Ale tara nighUna jAtAta nA? dAdAzrI : hA, nighatAta paNa haLu haLu nighatAta, paTakana nAhI nighata parasattA hAtAta ghetalI, tithe ciMtA hoNAra Apale kase Ahe? kadhI upAdhI hote? kadhI ciMtA hote ? praznakartA : mAjhyA moThyA mulIce lagna Tharata nAhI, mhaNUna upAdhI hote. dAdAzrI : ApalyA hAtAta asela tara upAdhI karA nA, paNa hI goSTa ApalyA hAtAta Ahe ? nAhI. tara maga upAdhI kA karatA? tevhA kAhI hyA seThajIcyA hAtAta Ahe ? hyA bahiNIcyA hAtAta Ahe ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga koNAcyA hAtAta Ahe ? he jANalyA zivAya AmhI upAdhI karato, he kazA samAna Ahe ki TAMgA (ghoDAgADI) cAlato Ahe, tyAvara AmhI dahA lokaM basalo Ahota, AtA tyAlA cAlavaNArA cAlavata Ahe ANi Ata AmhI AraDAoraDa karato ki, 'e ase cAlava, e ase cAlava' tara kAya hoIla? jo cAlavato tyAlA baghA nA ! 'koNa cAlavaNArA Ahe' he jANale tara ApalyAlA ciMtA nAhI hoNAra. ApaNa rAtraM-divasa ciMtA karatA? kuThaparyaMta karaNAra? tyAMcA aMta kadhI yeNAra? he malA sAMgA. hI bahiNa tara Apale (nazIba ) gheUna AlI Ahe, kAya ApaNa Apale nAhI gheUna AlelAta? he seThajI ApalyAlA miLAle ki nAhI
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________________ ciMtA miLAle? jara seThajI ApalyAlA miLAle, tara hyA bahiNIlA kA nAhI miLaNAra? ApaNa jarA dhIra dharA. vItarAga bhagavAnAMcyA mArgAta AhAta ANi asA dhIra nAhI dharalAta tara tyAne ArtadhyAna hoIla, raudradhyAna hoIla. praznakartA : ase nAhI paNa svAbhAvika kALajI lAgaNAra nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI svAbhAvika kALajI, hyAlAca ArtadhyAna ANi raudradhyAna mhaNatAta. Ata AtmyAlA pIDA (duHkha) pohocavale ApaNa. anya koNAlA du:kha nAhI pohocavata te ThIka, paNa hI tara AtmyAlA du:kha pohocavale. ciMtene bAMdhatAta, aMtarAya karma ciMtA kelyAne tara aMtarAya karma hote ANi kAryAlA vilaMba hoto. ApalyAlA koNI sAMgitale ki amuka jAgyAvara mulagA Ahe, tara ApaNa prayatna karAvA. ciMtA karaNyAsa bhagavaMtAne manA kele Ahe. ciMtA kelyAne tara adhika aMtarAya hoto. ANi vItarAga bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale Ahe ki, 'bhAU jara ApaNa ciMtA karatA tara mAlaka ApaNaca AhAta kA? ApaNaca duniyA cAlavatA? ase pAhile tara kaLela ki svata:lA saMDAsalA jANyAcI suddhA svataMtra zakti nAhI. te jevhA baMda jhAle tevhA DaoNkTara bolavAvA lAgato. toparyaMta tI zakti AmacI Ahe, ase ApalyAlA vATate. paNa tI zakti ApalI nAhI Ahe. tI zakti koNAcyA AdhIna Ahe, hI sagaLI jANakArI nako kA ThevAyalA? hyAcA cAlavaNArA koNa asela? bahiNa, ApaNa tara jANata asAla? he seThajI jANata asatIla? koNa asela cAlavaNArA, ki ApaNa cAlavaNAre AhAta? cAlavaNAre saMyoga kartA koNa Ahe? he saMyoga kartA Ahe. he sAre saMyoga, sAyanTiphika
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________________ ciMtA sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ekatra hotAta, tevhA kArya hota asate. (mhaNajeca vyavasthita zakti)AmacyA hAtAta sattA nAhI. ApalyAlA saMyoga baghAyalA pAhije ki saMyoga kasA Ahe. saMyoga ekatra hotAta, tevhA kArya hoUna jAteca. koNI manuSya mArca mahinyAta pAvasAcI AzA karela tara te cuka mhaNAve lAgela. ANi jUnacI paMdharA tArIkha AlI, saMyoga ekatra jhAle, kALAcA saMyoga tara goLA jhAlA, paNa DhagAMcA saMyoga nAhI miLAlA, tara binA DhagAMcA pAusa kasA hoNAra? paNa Dhaga jamale, kALa yeUna miLAlA, maga vijA kaDakaDalyA, sarva eviDansa goLA jhAle, ki maga pAusa paDaNAraca. arthAt saMyoga miLAle pAhijeta. manuSya saMyogAdhIna Ahe, paNa to ase mAnato ki, mI kAhItarI karato paNa to kartA Ahe, he paNa saMyogAdhIna Ahe. eka saMyoga vikhuralA, tara tyAne te kArya nAhI hoU zakata. 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANaNyAne kAyamacA upAya 26 vAstavAta tara 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANale pAhije nA, svata:vara bijanesa karaNAra tara mRtyu naMtara barobara yeIla. nAMvAvara bijanesa kelA tara ApalyA hAtAta kAhI nAhI rAhaNAra. thoDe phAra samajAyalA have ki nako? 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANAve lAgela nA. ithe ApalyAlA upAya kADhUna dilA, maga ciMtA - varijha kAhIca hoNAra nAhI kadhI. ciMtA hote, he cAMgale vATate kA? kA nAhI vATata? anaMta kALApAsUna bhaTakata rAhatAta he jIva, anaMta kALApAsUna ! tevhA kadhItarI ekhAdyA veLesa ase prakAzasvarUpa jJAnI purUSa miLatAta, tevhA suTakArA miLavUna detAta. Tenzana vegaLe, ciMtA vegaLI praznakartA : tara tyA ciMte barobara ahaMkAra kazAprakAre ? dAdAzrI : mI nasela tara cAlaNAra nAhI, ase tyAlA vATate. he mIca
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________________ ciMtA 27 karato. mI nAhI kele tara nAhI hoNAra. AtA he kase hoIla? sakALI kAya hoIla? ase mhaNata ciMtA karata rAhato. praznakartA : ciMtA kazAlA mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : kuThalyAhI vastulA sarvasva mAnUna tyAce ciMtana karaNe, tyAlA ciMtA mhaNatAta. bAyako AjArI asela, AtA paisAMpekSA hI bAyako sarvasva vATata asela tara tithUnaca tyAlA ciMtA vATAyalA lAgela. tilA sarvAta jAsta mahatva dile mhaNUna ciMtA ghusela paNa jyAMcyAsAThI sarvasva AtmA Ahe, tyAlA maga ciMtA kazAcI asela ? praznakartA : Tenzana mhaNaje kAya ? ciMtA tara samajalI, AtA TenzanacI vyAkhyA sAMgA ki Tenzana kazAlA mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : TenzanahI tyAcAca aMza Ahe. paNa tyAta sarvasva nAhI hota, sagaLyA prakArace taNAva asatIla. nokarIcA ThikANA nAhI lAgata, kAya hoNAra? ekA bAjUlA bAyako AjArI Ahe, tice kAya hoIla? mulagA zALeta nAhI jAta, tyAce kAya? hyA sagaLyA taNAvAnAM Tenzana mhaNatAta. AmhI tara sattAvIsa varSAta Tenzana pAhileca nAhI nA ! AtA sAvadhAnI ANi ciMtAmadhye khUpa pharaka. sAvadhAnI hI jAgRti Ahe ANi ciMtA mhaNaje jaLata rAhaNe. naoNrmAliTIne Ahe mukti praznakartA : paravazatA ANi ciMtA donhI ekatra nAhI jAta? dAdAzrI : ciMtA tara ebAva naoNrmala igoijhama Ahe ANi paravazatA igoijhama nAhI. paravazatA tara lAcArI Ahe ANi ciMtA tara ebAva naoNrmala igoijhama Ahe. ebAva naoNrmala igoijhama asela tara ciMtA hoIla, nAhItara nAhI hoNAra. he rAtrI gharI jhopa koNAlA nAhI yeta? tevhA mhaNatAta, jyAlA igoijhama jAsta Ahe tyAlA.
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________________ ciMtA igoijhamacA vApara karAyalA sAMgitalA Ahe, ebAva naoNrmala igoijhamacA vApara karAyalA nAhI sAMgitale. arthAt ciMtA karaNe gunhA Ahe ANi tyAcA pariNAma janAvaragatI hote. praznakartA : ciMtA nAhI hoNAra, tyAsAThI upAya kAya ? dAdAzrI : mAge vaLAyalA have. paratAyalA have kiMvA igoijhama bilakula saMpavAyalA pAhije. jJAnI purUSa asela tara jJAnI purUSa 'jJAna' deIla tara sagaLe hoUna jAte. 28 ciMtA kazAprakAre jAIla praznakartA : ciMtA kA nAhI suTata ? ciMtetUna mukta hoNyAsAThI kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : ciMtA baMda jhAlI asela, asA manuSyaca nAhI miLaNAra. kRSNa bhagavAnAMcyA bhaktAlAhI ciMtA baMda nAhI hota nA. ANi ciMtene sAre jJAna aMdha hoUna jAte, phrekcara hote. saMsArAta eka manuSya asA nAhI hoNAra ki jyAlA ciMtA nAhI hota. sAdhu-sAdhvI sagaLyAMnA kadhI nA kadhI tara ciMtA hotaca asate. sAdhulA inkamaTaiksa nAhI hota, selsaTaiksa nAhI hota, nA bhADe asate, tarI paNa kadhI nA kadhI ciMtA asateta. ziSyA barobara jhaMjhaTa jhAlI tarI ciMtA hote. AtmajJAnA zivAya ciMtA jAta nAhI. ekA tAsAta tara tujhyA sAr2yA ciMtA mI gheto ANi gaeNraMTI deto ki, jara ekahI ciMtA asela tara vakIla karUna korTAta mAjhyAvara kesa kara. ase AmhI hajAro lokAMnA ciMtA rahita kele Ahe. are mAga, mAgela te dyAyalA tayAra Ahe mI ! paNa jarA ase mAga ki je tujhyAkaDUna kadhI jANAra nAhI. arthAt yA nAzavaMta goSTI nakA mAgU. kAyamace sukha mAgUna ghyA.
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________________ 29 ciMtA AmacyA AjJeta rahA ANi eka ciMtA asela tara dAvA dAkhala karAyacI sUTa dilelI Ahe. AmacyA AjJeta rahA. ithe sagaLaM miLela ase Ahe. hyA sagaLyAnA zarta kAya ThevalI Ahe mAhita Ahe tumhAlA? eka ciMtA asela tara mAjhyAvara dona lAkhAcA dAvA dAkhala karA. praznakartA : ApalyAkaDUna jJAna miLAle, mana-vacana-kAyA ApalyAlA arpaNa kelI, maga ciMtAca nAhI rAhata. dAdAzrI : rAhaNAraca nAhI. ciMtA gelI, tyAce nAMva samAdhi. tyAne maga pahilyApekSA jAsta kAma hoIla. kAraNa guMtAguMtI nAhI nA rAhaNAra maga, hA oNphisalA jAUna basalA ki kAma hote. gharAtIla vicAra nAhI yeta. bAherIla vicAra nAhI yeta. kuThalyAhI prakArace vicAra nAhI yeta ANi saMpUrNa ekAgratA rAhate. vartamAnAta rAhato te ca kharaM lokAMnA tIna varSAcI eka mulagI asela tara manAta ase yete ki hI moThI jhAlI ki tice lagna kele pAhije. tyAlA kharca hoNAra. asI ciMtA karAyalA nAhI sAMgitale. kAraNa jevhA ticA TAIma yeNAra, tevhA sAre eviDansa (saMyoga) ekatra hoNAra. mhaNUna TAIma yeIparyaMta ApaNa tyAta hAta ghAlU nakA. ApaNa ApalyA parIne mulIlA khAyalA-pyAyalA dyA, zikavA, paNa puDhacI sArI ciMtA nakA karU, vartamAnavara najara ThevUna, AjacyA divasApUratA vyavahAra karA. bhUtakALa pAThI gelA. jo ApalA bhUtakALa Ahe tyAlA kA ukhaDatA? nAhI ukhAData nA. bhUtakALa mAge gelA. tyAlA koNI mUrkha manuSya suddhA nAhI ukhaData. bhaviSya vyavasthitacyA hAtAta Ahe. tara maga vartamAnAtaca rahA. AtA cahA pItA tara ArAmAta cahA pyA. kAraNa bhaviSya 'vyavasthita zakticyA hAtAta Ahe. ApalyAlA kAya jhaMjhaTa? mhaNUna vartamAnAtaca rahA, jevaNa jevate veLI jevaNAta pUrNa citta ThevUna khA. pakauDe kazAce banavale Aheta, he sagaLe ArAmAta jANUna ghyA. vartamAnAta
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________________ 30 ciMtA rahAyace mhaNaje kAya hizoba lihitA tevhA bilakula ekyureTa tyAcyAtaca citta Thevale pAhije. kAraNa citta bhaviSyakALAta paLate tara tyAne Ajace hizoba bighaDatAta. bhaviSyAcyA vicArAne hoNAr2yA kicakicI mULe, AjacI hizoba vahI bighaDate. cuka-bhUla hote, paNa jo vartamAnAta rAhato tyAcI ekahI cuka nAhI hota, tyAlA ciMtA nAhI hota. ciMtA, nAhI DiscArja praznakartA : kAya ciMtA DiscArja Ahe? dAdAzrI : ciMtA DiscArja madhye nAhI yeta, kAraNa tyAta karaNArA asato. jI ciMtA cArjarUpAta hotI, tI AtA DiscArjarUpAta hote, tyAlA ApaNa saphokezana (ghusamaTa) mhaNato. kAraNa Ata sparza nAhI hoU deta nA. ahaMkArAhUna AtmA vegaLA jhAlA nA ! ekAkAra hota hotA, tevhA tI ciMtA hotI. AtA jI ghusamaTa hote tI pUrvI cArja kelelI ciMtA Ahe tI DiscArja hote veLI ghusamaTa hoNAra. jase AtmA vegaLA jhAlyAmULe cArja jhAlelA krodha hotA to DiscArja hote veLI rAga(gussA) jhAlA. tyAca prakAre AtmA vegaLA jhAlyAmULe (AtmajJAna prApti naMtara) je kAhI hote te vegaLeca rAhate. arthAt he jJAna prApta kelyA naMtara ciMtA hoNAraca nAhI, te ghusamaTa Ahe phakta. ciMtAvAle tara toMDAvarunaca kaLatAta. he je hote, te saphokezana, ghusamaTa hote. ApalyAlA rastA citrita karUna dilelA Ahe. ANi to samajaNyAta ApalI cuka jhAlI tara ApalA goMdhaLa hoIla, tyAlA ciMtA nAhI mhaNata, tyAlA ghusamaTa mhaNatAta. arthAt ciMtA nAhI hoNAra. ciMteta taDa taDa karUna rakta jaLate.
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________________ ciMtA 'vyavasthita zakti'ce jJAna tithe ciMtA gAyaba praznakartA : 'vyavasthita zakti'ce jJAna jara agadI barobara samajale, tara ciMtA kiMvA Tenzana kAhIca rAhaNAra nAhI? dAdAzrI : jarAhI nAhI rahAta. 'vyavasthita' mhaNaje sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa. 'vyavasthita' toparyaMta samajUna ghyA ki zevaTace 'vyavasthita'ce jJAna, 'kevaLajJAna' utpanna karela. ANi 'vyavasthita' samajale tara kevaLajJAna samajUna jAla. hA 'vyasthita'cA zodha ApalA kitI suMdara Ahe ! hA gajabacA zodha Ahe ! anaMta avatArAMpAsUna saMsAra koNa UbhA karata hotA! kartA banUna rAhilAta tyAcI ciMtA ! praznakartA : yA 'jJAnA'muLe AtA malA bhaviSyAcI ciMtA nAhI hota. dAdAzrI : ApaNa tara 'he vyavasthita Ahe' ase sAMgAla nA. 'vyavasthita' ApalyAlA samajale nA ! kAhI parivartana hoNAra nAhI. sArI rAtra jAgUna, dona varSAnaMtara ce vicAra karAla na, tara te yUjalesa (vyartha) vicAra Aheta, vesTa oNpha TAIma enDa enarjI (veLa ANi zakticA durupayoga) Ahe. praznakartA : ApaNa je 'riyala' ANi 'rileTiva' samajAvale tyA naMtara ciMtA nAhI rAhilI. dAdAzrI : naMtara ciMtAca nAhI rahAta nA ! yA jJAnAnaMtara ciMtA rAhila ase hoNAraca nAhI. hA mArga saMpUrNa vItarAga mArga Ahe. saMpUrNa vItarAga mArga mhaNaje kAya, ki ciMtA nAhI hota. hA tamAma AtmajJAnIyAMcA, covIsa tIrthaMkarAMcA mArga Ahe. hA dusarA koNAcA mArga nAhI. __- jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ nakA karU ciMtA paNa karA prayatna ! ciMtA karU nakA paNa prayatna karA. nisarga kAya sAMgato ki, kArya hota nasela tara prayatna karA, jabaradasta prayatna karA, paNa ciMtA karU nakA. kAraNa ki ciMtA kelyAne tyA kAryAsa dhakkA pohocela ANi ciMtA karaNArA svataHca lagAma svataHcyA hAtAta gheto ANi mAnato, jaNU kAhI 'mIca cAlavato Ahe.' tyAcA gunhA lAgU hoto. 'he vizva koNa cAlavata Ahe', he jara kaLale tara AmhAlA ciMtA hoNAra nAhI. - dAdAzrI ISBN 978-81-99933.48-7 9-788189-9334870 Printed in India dadabhagwan.org Price Rs10