Chamatkar

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008849/1

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CidA bhagavAnanI vaijJAnika dRSTi JIP camatkAra che zuM ? camatkAra enAM kAraNo sivAya thayo zI 'rIte e kahe. kAraNa' vagara koI kArya' thAya nahIM. camatkAra thaI rahyA che, e to "pariNAma' che. eTale ke 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala 'eviDansa' che. mATe e camatkAra nathI, sAyansa' che! -dAdAzrI BE . s 'THEidPPT

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dAdA bhagavAta prarUpita camatkAra saMkalata : DaoN. nIrubaheta amIta prakAzaka bhAva mUlya : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda - 380 009. E-Mail : dimple@ad1.vsnl.net.in traNa AvRtio : 10,000 cothI AvRti : 3,000 dravya mUlya : saMpAdakane svAdhIna me 1998 thI oNgaSTa 1999 okTobara 2002 : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! : 15 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. prinTara : megnama prinTarsa, tAvaDIpurA, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda.

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saMpAdakIya lokonI mAnyatAono pravAha avaLI dizAmAM kheMcI janAruM prabaLa paribaLa A kALamAM TheraThera chAI rahyuM che, ane te che camatkAra vizenI jAtajAtanI aMdhazraddhAo janmAvatI jAherAto ! je dezanI prajA camatkArone mAnatI, rAcatI ne pUjatI thAya te dezanuM adhyAtmanuM patana kyAM jaI aTakaze tenI kalpanA ja thAya tema nathI. camatkAra kahevo kone ? buddhithI nA samajAya tevI bahAranI kriyA thaI te camatkAra ? paNa temAM buddhinI samajanI sApekSatA mANase mANase bhinna hoya. ekanI buddhimAM nA samAya to bIjAnImAM samAya. buddhinI sImA ya darekanI bhinna bhinna ja ne ! buddhinAM bAraNAM baMdha karIne brAMta zrAddhAmAM rAcatA thAya te nA poSAya. keTalIka vijJAnanI siddhi hoya che te jayAM sudhI jAhera nathI thaI tyAM sudhI camatkAramAM khape paNa pablIkamAM pragaTa thAya pachI e camatkAra nA kahevAya. AjathI so varSa para caMdramAM para camatkArano dAvo karIne padArpaNa karanArAne camatkArIka puruSa ke sAkSAt paramAtmA kahIne loko navAjata ! ane Aje ?!!! dharmamAM camatkAra AjakAla khUba jovA maLe che, jema ke mAtAjI aMgamAM Ave, kaMku jhare, havAmAMthI bhasma Ave, vastuo Ave vi. vi. ApaNA loko enAthI khUba aMjAya paNa che. thoDIvAra mATe aMtaHkaraNa tyAM caMbhita thaI jAya ne duHkha badhAM bhUlI javAya ne AzAnuM eka navIna kiraNa pragaTe ke 'hAza, have mArA badhAM duHkho jaze. deva devIonI kRpA varasI !' paNa thoDAka ja samaya pachI juo to badhuM emanuM ema. eka ciMtA ghaTI nA hoya, aMtara zAMti jarIke thaI nA hoya ! mAtra vAgoLyA karavAnI rahe e vAta ! hA, lokone eTalA samaya pUratA dharmamAM pakaDI rAkhe eTalo phAyado svIkArya che. A kALamAM camatkAranI bhrAMta mAnyatAone jaDamULathI UkheDI nAkhatA parama kRpALu dAdAzrI sadA kahetA ke camatkAranI yathArtha DephInezana to samajavI joIene ? paNa camatkAra kone kahevAya, e DephInezana A duniyAmAM thaI nathI. mATe enI DephInezana nathI evuM nathI. enI DephInezana huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. camatkAra enuM nAma kahevAya ke bIjo koI karI zake ja nahIM. ane siddhi enuM nAma kahevAya ke bIjo enI pAchaLano karI zake. atyAdhunika samayamAM jyAM buddhi vijJAnakSetre avanavAM AzcaryonI paraMparA sarjavAmAM vikasI che tyAM bhAratanA loko jAtajAtanI kauTuMbIka, sAmAjIka ke vyaktigata upAdhiomAM cogaradamathI gherAyelAM chatAM zAMtithI jIvavA jhajhUmatA manuSyone jarUra che baLatarAmAMthI ThaMDaka bhaNI doravAnI, aMdhakAramAMthI prakAza bhaNI doravAnI, nahIM ke AchApAtaLA ajavALAne ya aMdhAruMdhora karavAnI ! adhyAtmanA sAcA mArge janArAo, naramAMthI nArAyaNapade janArAonI kakSAnA mahAna mULa puruSoe kayAre ya koI camatkAra karyo nathI ne temaNe kyAre ya camatkArane mahatva ApyuM nathI. pAchaLanA saMto bhakto sAmAnya samajI zakAya evI vAtane paNa ekjhAgareTa karIne camatkAromAM khapAve. bhakto bhaktinI

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ghelachAmAM bhagavAnane zuM nA kahe ? e ya svIkArya che emanA mATe. paNa Aje ApaNe bhaNelA, gaNelA samajadAra lokoe eTaluM to vicAravuM ke A camatkArAno sahAro laIne aMte ApaNane maLyuM zuM? kRSNa, rAma ke mahAvIre koI camatkAro karyA nathI ane e tarapha lokone bhamAvyA paNa nathI. teo potAnuM Adarza jIvana jIvI gayA. je Aje lokone kathAnuyoga tarIke kAma lAge che ne bIjI bAju adhyAtmanI ecivamenTa karI gayA ke je lokone jJAna prAptinI rAha cIdha che. TUMkamAM AtmA jANI mokSe ja javAnI jJAnavANI pratibodhe che. camatkAra koNa khoLe ? khoLavAnI jarUra kone ? jene A saMsAranI bhautika sukhonI jhaMkhanA che, pachI te sthULa svarUpe ke sUkSma svarUpanI hoI zake. ane jene bhautika sukhathI para evA Atmasukha pAmavAnI jhaMkhanA mAtra che ane AtmasukhathI para karanArAM camatkAronI zI jarUra ? adhyAtma jagatamAM ya jyAM aMtima lakSane AMbavAnuM che ane te che "huM koNa chuM' nI pIchANa karavAnI, AtmA tattvanI pIchANI karI niraMtara AtmasukhamAM rAcavAnuM che, tyAM A anAtma vibhAganA lobhAvanArA camatkAromAM aTavAvAne kyAM sthAna che ? mULa puruSonI mULa vAta to bAjue rahI paNa emanI kathAo sAMbhaLyA karI, gAyA karI ne emAMthI jIvanamAM kaMI UtAyuM nahIM ane jJAna bhAgane to dAbI ja dIdhuM bhoMyamAM ! A mULa puruSonI mULa vAtane prakAzamAM lAvI camatkAra sabaMdhInI ajJAna mAnyAtAone pUjyazrIe khaMkherI nAkhI che. camatkAra vizenI sAcI samajaNa dAdAzrIe khUba kaDaka vANImAM raju karI che. vAcaka vargane tenI pAchaLano Azaya samajavA vinaMtI. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna

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camatkAra camakAra dAdAzrI : enuM nAma camatkAra nathI. kAraNa ke tamArI buddhi 'limiTeDa' hoya, temAM loka zuM kare? loka 'eksepTa' kema kare ? tame jene camatkAra kaho paNa vadhAre buddhizALI hoya, te kema 'eksepTa' kare ?! eTale camatkAranI jo 'Dephinezana" tame samajo to camatkAranI 'Dephinezana' 'varlDamAM koIe ApI nathI. chatAM huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. camatkAra enuM nAma kahevAya ke bIjo koI karI zake ja nahIM, enuM nAma camatkAra ! ta thAya tala camatkAratI ! camatkAra kone kahevo? praznakartA : AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karavA jatA camatkAra jevI zakti Ave che, te vAta sAcI ke khoTI ? dAdAzrI : nA. evuM che, A camatkAranI 'Dephinezana' samajo. A gInI chene, te 'golDa gInI' che, to enI 'Dephinezana" joIe ke nA joIe ? ke cAle ? evo ja tAMbAno sikko hoya ane enAM para 'gIleTa' karIne lAve to 'Dephinezana" nA mAge ? sikko evaDo ja che, 'golDa' jevuM dekhAya che. "golDa' ja che evuM kahe che, to cAle ? have A "Dephinezana'vALuM je che, tenA sAmuM peluM tolamAM mUkIe to e ochuM thAya. zAthI ochuM thAya ? sonuM vajanamAM vadhAre hoya. eTale ApaNe kahIe ke A bIjo sikko 'Dephinezana'vALo nathI. evI rIte camatkAranuM paNa "Dephinezana'pUrvaka hovuM joIe. paNa camatkAra kone kahevAya, e "Dephinezana' A duniyAmAM thaI nathI. mATe kaMI enI 'Dephinezana' nathI evuM na kahevAya. dareka vastunI 'Dephinezana' hoya ke nA hoya ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : hA. paNa enAM ja judAM judAM nAma Apyo ke A siddhi kahevAya, A phalANuM kahevAya, ene ja mANaso camatkAra kahe che ne ? dAdAzrI : siddhi enuM nAma kahevAya ke je bIjo, enI pAchaLano karI zake. paNa camatkAra enuM nAma kahevAya ke koIthI karI zakAya nahIM. praznakartA : Ape camatkAranI je Dephinezana' kahI, evI 'Dephinezana' to duniyAmAM ya nathI ! dAdAzrI : evI hoya ja nahIM ne ! evI 'Dephinezana' nA hovAthI to loka camatkAranA gulAma thaI gayAM. camatkAranA zeTha thavAnuM che, tyAre camatkAranA gulAma thayAM ! eTale bIjo koI karI zake ja nahIM, enuM nAma camatkAra. kAraNa ke siddhi utpanna thayA ja kare haMmezAM ane e siddhi vaTAve eTale ochI siddhivALA, ene camatkAra kahe ane vadhu siddhivALA pelA para dayA khAtA hoya ke ANe siddhi vaTAvI khAvA mAMDI ! tamane samajAya che mArI vAta ? praznakartA : barobara che. praznakartA : hAjI, hAjI. dAdAzrI : to camatkAranI 'Dephinezana" tame kaho. 'Dephinezana' tamane zuM lAge che ? zuM 'Dephinezana' hovI joIe ? praznakartA : kaMI paNa navuM thAya ane buddhinI bahAranI vAta hoya, e camatkAra. dAdAzrI : siddhi vaTAvI eTale zuM ke tame sAdhanA karatAM karatAM je kaMI zakti prApta karo, e zakti bIjA mATe vAparo, eTale e bIjAne mATe moTuM Azcarya thaI jAya, e siddhi vaTAvI kahevAya. have e camatkAra gaNAya kharo ? nA, kAraNa ke bIjo siddhi vaTAve to evo ja camatkAra

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camatkAra thAya, eTale bIjo karI zake e camatkAra kahevAya nahIM ! zuddhi tyAM siddhi ! have siddhi eTale, evuM chene, 'jJAna' nA hoya to ye anaMtI pAra vagaranI zakti che. ajJAnadazAmAM ya ahaMkAra to che ja ne ! paNa ahaMkAra cokhkho kare, pote potAne mATe kAMI paNa na vApare, potAne bhAge AvyuM hoya to ya bIjAne ApI de, pote saMkocAIne rahe, to ghaNI siddhio utpanna thAya. eTale saMyamanA pramANamAM siddhio utpanna thAya ane te ya AtmajJAna sivAya kharI siddhi to hoya ja nahIM. A lokone to hRdayazuddhinI siddhi hoya che. hRdayazuddhi ekalI ja hoya ne 'jJAna' bhale nA hoya, hindustAnanAM lokone jJAna to che ja nahIM, eTale hRdayazuddhi hoyane, eTale ke e cokhkho hoya, paiso ye khoTo leto nA hoya, khoTuM vAparato nA hoya, jyAM paiso ya durupayoga nathI thato, lokonA paisA nA paDAve, ene potAne chAka nahIM, bIjuM AvuM ThokAThoka nahIM ke Ama karI nAkhyuM ne Ane Ama karI nAkhyuM, tyAM e lokone hRdayazuddhinI siddhi hoya. e bahu sArI vastu kahevAya paNa 'jJAna' tyAM kazuM hotuM nathI. siddhitI 'similI' ! siddhino artha tamane samajAvuM, te tamArI bhASAmAM tamane samajatA phAve eTalA mATe. tame kayA bajAramAM dhaMdho karo cho ? praznakartA : lokhaMDa bajAramAM. dAdAzrI : have e badhe lokhaMDa bajAramAM eTalo badho AbarudAra gaNAya che e mANasa ke bhaI, nUra mahaMmada zeThanI to vAta ja javA do, kahevuM paDe e zeThane to !!' dareka vepArIo ema kahe ane tyAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyA tame mUkyA hoyane, pachI tame kaho ke, "sAheba, mahinAnI mudatathI meM mUkelA che, to pAchA maLaze ?" tyAre kahe, 'mahino pUro thAya tyAre laI jajo.' eTale mahino pUro thAya ne badhA pAchAM ApatA hoya. paNa bIjA loko pAchA mUkI jAya kharAM ke ? kema ? te eTaluM to jANe che ke have loko paisA dabAve che chatAM Amane tyAM mUkI jAya che, enuM zuM kAraNa 4 camatkAra ? eNe siddhi prApta karI che. have pote siddhi hovA chatAM paisA dabAvI deto nathI, siddhi vAparato nathI, A siddhino durupayoga karato nathI ane durupayoga eka phero kare to ? siddhi vaTAI gaI. pachI koI dhIre nahIM, bApo ya dhIre nahIM. A bIjI siddhio ya AnA jevI ja che. A dAkhalA uparathI 'similI' meM ApI. have e zeTha bajAramAMthI dasa lAkha rUpiyA bhegA karI ane pachI laI Ave. pachI pAchAM TAIma thAya eTale badhAne ApI de ane TAImasara ApI de eTale koIka phero paccIsa lAkha rUpiyA joItA hoya to emane siddhi kharI ke nahIM ? praznakartA : AmAM e siddhi nA kahevAya. A to 'normala pAvara'nI vAta thaI, vyavahAranI vAta thaI ane siddhi e to 'ebnormala pAvara'nI vAta che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa pelI siddhi e ya AnA jevuM ja che. mANase koI 'pAvara' vAparyo nA hoyane, to A upayogI thaI jAya che. paNa pachI pAvara vApare eTale siddhi khalAsa thaI jAya ! eTale e mANasa heMDatAcAlatA rUpiyA paccIsa lAkha bhegA kare, ApaNe nA samajIe ke ohoho, keTalI siddhi dharAve che ! siddhi keTalI che enI !! vare Ama siddhio ! ane eka mANasa rUpiyA thApaNa mUkavA phare to ya loka kahe, 'nA, bA, ame koInI letAM ja nathI hamaNe.' tyAre A jhaghaDAvALo keTalo haze ke koI thApaNa levA ya taiyAra nathI ?! e zuM che, e tamane samajAvuM. tame ema kaho ke meM koInA paisA rAkhyA nathI, chatAM mAre tyAM loko thApaNa kema mUkI jatAM nathI ? ane keTalAMka mANasone tyAM lAkhkho rUpiyA thApaNa mUkI jAya che ! A to tamane dAkhalo ApuM chuM. tamArI aMdaranA je bhAva, tamArI zraddhA, tamAruM vartana e prakAranuM che ke tamAre tyAM thApaNa koI mUkI jaze nahIM ane jenA bhAvamAM niraMtara AvI ApI devAnI IcchA che, koInuM letAM pahelAM ApI devAnI IcchA hoya, evuM 'DIsIjhana' ja hoya ane vartanamAM paNa evuM hoya ane zraddhAmAM paNa evuM hoya, nizcayamAM paNa

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camatkAra 5 evuM hoya, ene tyAM loko mUkI Ave ! kAraNa ke eNe siddhi prApta karI che. zuM siddhi prApta karI che ? ke badhAne paisA pAchAM ApI de che. mAge ke tarata ja pAchAM ApI de che ane je mAge to ye pAchAM nA Ape, to siddhi enI vaTAI jAya. jevI A paisA mATenI siddhi che, evI A bIjI badhI jAta jAtanI siddhio utpanna thAya che. siddhi eTale potAnuM ekadama 'regyulara' khAtuM rAkhavuM ane vadhAre siddhi to kaI hoya ? je potAne badhA jamavAnuM Ape tyAM ochuM jamIne paNa lokone pote jamADI de, ene vadhAre siddhio utpanna thAya. ApaNe tyAM evA saMto thayelA. ahIM eka mANasa koIne ya gALa nA bhAMDato hoya, koIne Thapako nA Apato hoya, koIne duHkha nA deto hoya, enuM zIla eTaluM badhuM hoya ke ene jotAMnI sAthe ja badhA kUdAkUda kare. e ya siddhi utpanna thaI kahevAya. pachI koI mANase amuka jAtanuM nakkI karyuM ke mAre amuka jAtano khorAka levo nahIM. e khAvAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM, te TAIme ene siddhi utpanna thAya. evuM eka mANasa DuMgaLI nA khAto hoya ne tene rastAmAM DuMgaLI paDI hoya to ye gaMdha Ave ane tamAre to ahIM joDe paDI hoya to ye enI gaMdha nA Ave. tame pote DuMgaLI khAdhI hoya to ye gaMdha nA Ave. evuM siddhio mATe hoya che ! ta hoya A siddhi ! praznakartA : paNa ghaNAM kharA yogIone camatkAra AvaDe che, je sAmAnya rIte loko nA joI zake, nA samajI zake evI vastuo e loko karI zake che. emane siddhio hoya che, kaMIka vizeSa zaktio hoya che, te zuM ? dAdAzrI : vizeSa zaktio tame kayA lokomAM joyelI ? atyAre to camatkAra mATe koIe InAma kADhyuM che ne, tyAM ekuMya mANasa Ubho che raheto nathI. eTale vizeSa zaktio ekuMyane hoya nahIM. kyAMthI lAve ? camatkAra camatkAra te hotAM haze ? eka phakta yazanAma karma hoya che ke bhaI, AmanA nAma para bole eTale Ama thaI jAya. agara to hRdayano cokhkho mANasa hoyane, to enA bolyA pramANe badhuM thaI jAya. evI hRdayazuddhinI siddhio hoya che. praznakartA : paNa yogavidyAthI amuka evI zaktio prApta thAya che ne ? amuka camatkAra thaI zake evI siddhio prApta kare che ne ? dAdAzrI : siddhio-kazuM prApta thAya nahIM. eTale camatkAra thaI zake evI siddhio ja nA hoya. praznakartA : e yogI loko mAthe hAtha mUkIne zaktipAta kare che ane pachI enAthI pelAne zAMti maLe che, e paNa siddhi kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, hamaNe beThuM nA thavAtuM hoya, bolAtuM nA hoya, paNa pelI jaDIbuTTIo ghasIne pAyane, to zuM thaI jAya ? cAlato-bolato thaI jAya, tevuM A mAnasika paramANuonuM hoya che. paNa emAM phAyado zuM ? koI evo mANasa pAkyo ke jeNe bIjA mANasane maravA ja nA dIdho ?! to ApaNe jANIe ke cAlo tyAM to ApaNe javuM ja paDaze. enA mA-bApane maravA nA dIdhA hoya, enA bhAIne maravA nA dIdho hoya, evo koI pAkyo ? to pachI AmAM zenI siddhio ?! A corone evI evI siddhio hoya che ke nakkI kare ke Aje mAre amuka jagyAe amuka TAIme ja corI karavI che. te TAIme 'ekjhekTa' thaI jAya, e siddhi ochI kahevAya ? emAM e niyama pALavAnA badhA. ane niyama pALavAthI siddhi utpanna thAya. have ApaNA loko siddhi kone kahe che, te huM kahuM tamane. zIlavAna koI puruSa hoya, te A poLamAM aMdhArAmAM pesato hoya ne AkhI poLa sApathI ja bharelI hoya, Ama sApa ja cAlyA karatA hoya ane pelo zIlavAna ughADe page mahIM poLamAM pese. te ghaDIe aMdhArAmAM ene khabara nA paDe ke mahIM sApa hatA ke nahIM. zuM kAraNa haze kaho ? enI siddhi haze ? AkhI poLamAM eka IMca sApa vagaranI jagyA nathI. paNa jo te ghaDIe pelo

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camatkAra camatkAra pese to sApa hatA, evuM enA rastAmAM hoya nahIM. kAraNa ke saheja jo sApa ene aDe to sApa dajhAya. eTale Ama sApa uparAchAparI caDhI jAya. aMdhArAmAM ya AgaLa AgaLathI uparAchAparI caDhI jAya. evo to eno tApa lAge. have evuM loka jo kadI dekhene, to zuM kaheze ? ke ohoho, kevI siddhi che ! A to enuM zIla che. ajJAnI hoya to ya zIla utpanna thAya che paNa saMpUrNa zIla utpanna nA thAya, ahaMkAra kharone ? saMtonI siddhi, saMsArArthe ! praznakartA : amuka saMto to varasAda pADatA hatA. to e siddhi kharI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : chatAM A varasAda to ApaNI sarakAra kazuMka 'kemikala' chAMTe chene, to ye nathI paDato ? paDe che ! ane kharI siddhiovALA to AvuM varasAda paDe nahIM. paNa AvI siddhi ajJAnIne utpanna thAya che, paNa lAlacanA mAryA pachI ene vAparI nAkhe che. ahIM AgaLa, vaDodarAmAM varasAda nahoto paDato. te koI mahArAja AvelA. e kahe che, 'huM varasAda pADuM." eTale A to eka banelI vAta kahuM chuM. banelI eTale meM jAte joyelI nahIM paNa meM jenI pAse sAMbhaLI, teNe jenI pAsethI sAMbhaLI hatI, e pratyakSa be-traNa peDhIthI joyelI AvelI A vAta che. eka sAla vaDodarAmAM dukALa paDelo. te rAjAne eka jaNe jaIne kahyuM ke, "eka mahArAja AvyA che. e to Ama varasAda pADe evAM che.' tyAre rAjA kahe, "nA bane evuM, kema karIne mANasa varasAda pADI zake ?" tyAre pelo kahe, "nA, e mahArAja evAM che ke varasAda pADe che !' eTale pachI nagaranA moTA moTA zeThiyA hatA, te bhegA thayA ane gAmanA paTelo badhA bhegA thayA ne AvIne badhA nagarazeThone vAta karI. nagarazeTho rAjAne kahe che ke, 'hA, sAheba, pelA mahArAjane bolAvo. nahIM to dukALamAM to A pablika marI jaze." tyAre rAjA kahe, 'hA, to AvavA do, e mahArAjane ! eTale pachI badhA pelA mahArAja pAse pahoMcyA. tyAre pelA mahArAje ya zuM kahe che ? "aise bArIsa nahIM ho jAyegA. hamaku gAdI para bIThAva." te rAjA pote bIje beThA ane pelA mahArAjane gAdI para besADyA. lAlaca che ne ! rAjAne ya lAlaca pese tyAre zuM ? badhuM ya soMpe ! have A mahArAja eka bAju gAdI para pezAba kare ne bahAra varasAda dhodhamAra paDe. eTale utpanna thayelI siddhione A loko vAparI nAkhe che ! eTale A siddhio te badhI ajJAnIonI vaparAI javAnI. e kamAya paNa kharA ne vaparAI paNa jAya bicArAne. "jJAnI' siddhio vApare nahIM. bhagavAna paNa siddhio na vApare. nahIM to mahAvIra bhagavAne eka ja siddhi vAparI hotane, to duniyA UMcInIcI thaI jAta. tIrthakaronI siddhio, mokSArthe ! bhagavAna mahAvIranA be ziSyone gozALAe tejovezyA choDIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAkhyA. tyAre bIjA ziSyoe bhagavAnane kahyuM, vinaMti karI ke, 'bhagavAna Apa tIrthakara bhagavAna thaIne, jo amAruM rakSaNa na karI zako to duniyA upara pachI rakSaNa ja koNa Apaze ?" tyAre zuM rakSaNa ApI zake evA nahotA bhagavAna mahAvIra ? A badhA siddhiovALA karatAM e kaMI kAcA hatA ? kevA bhagavAna, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna !! zuM javAba Apyo jANo cho tame ? bhagavAna kahe che, 'huM jIvanadAtA nathI, huM mokSadAtA chuM. huM koI mare, tene jIvavAnuM dAna ApanAro nathI, huM mokSanuM dAna ApavA Avyo chuM " have pelA lokone to ema ja lAge ke AvAM guru karatAM to bIjA guru karyA hota to sAruM ?! paNa mArA jevAne keTalo AnaMda thaI jAya ?! dhanya bhAgya guru A ! kahevuM paDe !! AmanA ja ziSya thavAnI jarUra. te emano ja ziSya thayelo hato !! e ja mahAvIrano ziSya thayelo hato !! kevA bhagavAna mahAvIra !! gozALAe chetaryA, ghaNA badhAe chetaryA emane, paNa bhagavAna ekanA be thayA nahIM, siddhi vAparI nahIM ! pachI gozALAe bhagavAna upara zuM karyuM hatuM jANo cho tame ? tejolezyA choDI hatI. pelA be ziSyo upare ya tejolezyA ja choDI hatI eNe, te khalAsa thaI gayA evuM bhagavAna paNa khalAsa thaI jAta. paNa bhagavAna to carama zarIrI hovAthI kaMI paNa ghAta nA thAya. carama zarIra to kApavAthI kapAya nahIM, pudgala paNa evuM suMdara ! paNa te cha mahinA sudhI saMDAzamAM naryuM lohI tUTI paDyuM. chatAM je puruSe saheja paNa siddhi vAparI nathI !

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camakAra 10 camatkAra to sAruM. dAdAzrI : are, saheja jo caDhAvene tamane, to tarata ja siddhi vAparI devAnAM tame ! ane amane caDhAvo joIe, ame eke siddhi na vAparIe siddhi ta vaTAve te jJAtI ane 'jJAnI puruSa' paNa siddhi vApare nahIM. amAro sahaja hAtha aDene to ya sAmAnuM kalyANa thaI jAya. bAkI, 'jJAnI puruSa' emane ghere ya siddhi nA vApare ne bahAre ya nA vApare, zarIra mATe ya nA vApare ! zuM karavA DaoNkTara pAse jAya ? A DaoNkTaro to kahe che, 'tamAre jJAnI puruSane zuM karavA AvavuM paDe che ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'huM pezanTa chuM, eTale AvavuM paDe che. eTale deha mATe ya kazI siddhi vAparavAnI nahIM. ajJAnI to siddhi jyAM ne tyAM vAparI khAya, jeTalI enI pAse bhegI thaI hoya, te lokoe 'bApajI, bApajI' kahyuM eTale tyAM vaparAI jAya. jyAre jJAnI pAse to, emanuM bheguM thayeluM hoyane, emAMthI eka Ano ya siddhi vaparAya nahIM. ane 'jJAnI puruSa' to ajAyabI ja kahevAya. jagata to haju emane samakyuM ja nathI. emanI siddhio to, hAtha aDADe ne kAma thaI jAya. A ahIM je mANasomAM badhA pheraphAra thayA chene, tevA koIthI eka mANasamAM pheraphAra nahIM thayelA. A to tame joyuM ne ?! zuM pheraphAra thayA che ? bAkI o to baneluM ja nahIM, prakRti phare ja nahIM mANasanI ! paNa te ya banyuM ApaNe ahIM ! have A to moTA moTA camatkAro kahevAya, gajabanA camatkAra kahevAya. ATalI uMmare A bhAI kahe che ke, "mAre to, mAruM ghara svarga jevuM thaI gayuM, svargamAM ya AvuM nA hoya !" praznakartA : e ja zakti che ne ! dAdAzrI : gajabanI zakti hoya 'jJAnI puruSa'mAM to, hAtha aDADe ne kAma thaI jAya ! paNa ame siddhi vAparIe nahIM. amAre to koI dahADo ya siddhi vAparavAnI hoya nahIM. A to sahaja utpanna thayelI hoya, ame vAparIe to siddhi khalAsa thaI jAya ! A bIjA badhA lokone to siddhi pAchI vaparAI jAya, kamAyA hoya te vaparAI jAya. tamAre to vaparAI nA jAya ne ? praznakartA : nA, nahIM vAparIe. paNa evI siddhi utpanna thAya jemanI pAse ATalI badhI siddhio hovA chatAM, emaNe eka phUMka mArI hota to jagata UMdhuM-chatuM thaI jAya eTalI zakti dharAvanArA mahAvIra, te mahAvIra bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ? 'huM jIvanadAtA nathI, huM mokSadAtA chuM !" have tyAM jo A siddhi vaTAvI hota mahAvIre, to emanuM tIrthaMkarapaNuM jAta ! A ziSyonA kahevAthI caDhyA hota bhagavAna, to tIrthaMkarapaNuM jAta. paNa bhagavAna caDhe nahIM, vakhate mArA jevo caDhI jAya !! jo ke huM ye caDhe evo nathI. meM caDhIne to mAra khAdho che, tene lIdhe A cetyo chuM. eTale eka phero vAgI gayuM hoya to pharI vAgavA de ke ? eTale bhagavAna camatkAra nA kare ne siddhi ye vApare nahIM. siddhi vaTAbe, kimata koDInI ! eTale siddhi samajyA ke tame ? atyAre mAre karoDa-be karoDa rUpiyA bhegA karavA hoya to thaI zake kharA ? mArA bolatAMnI sAthe ja thaI jAya. loko to AkhI milakata ApavA taiyAra che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? siddhi che mArI pAse. ene huM vaTAvuM to mArI pAse rahyuM chuM tyAre ? keTalA prayoga karIne A siddhi prApta thAya che ane mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI. paNa mArI je bIjI siddhio che, AMtarika siddhio che, e to jabarajasta siddhio che. paNa bhagavAna mahAvIre siddhio vaTAvelI nahIM, bhagavAna kAcA nathI paDyA. to huM ye emano ziSya chuM, mahA pAkko ziSya chuM. huM gozALA jevo nathI. bahu pAko ziSya, asala ! te evo pAkko ke jagata AkhuMya sAmuM thAya to DaruM nahIM evo pAkko chuM. pachI ethI vadhAre zuM purAvo joIe ? siddhi vaTAvato nathI eTalene ?! ane jo siddhi vaTAve to ? kAle cAra AnAnA thaI jAya 'dAdA' ! pachI loka 'javA done, dAdAe to aMdarakhAne levA mAMDyuM

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camatkAra 12. camatkAra che !" kaheze ? paNa huM 'geraMTI' sAthe kahuM chuM ke ahIM 'sIkresI' jevI vastu ja nathI. covIseya kalAka game tyAre tAre jovuM hoya to Ava, ahIM sIkresI' ja nathI jyAM AgaLa ! ane jyAM 'sIkresI' nathI tyAM kazuM che ja nahIM ane kaMIka che'vALA 'sIkreTa' hoya che. emanI rUmamAM amuka TAIma sudhI pesavA nA de. ahIM to game te 'eTa enI TAIma" pesI zake che, rAte bAra vAge, eka vAge ! koI 'sIkresI' ja nathI pachI zuM ? 'sIkresI' nathI tema koI "DIprezana' jovAmAM nA Ave. game te 'eTa enI TAIma" koI miniTa paNa dAdA "DIprezanamAM hoI zake nahIM. 'elivezanamAM to rahetA ja nathI, paNa "DIprezana' ya nA hoya ! e paramAnaMdamAM ja hoya. eTale mAre A siddhio vAparavI hoya to vAra lAge kharI ? zenI vAra lAge ?! je mAge te maLe, paNa huM bhikhAro nathI. kAraNa ke "jJAnI puruSa' kone kahevAya ? strIonI bhIkha nathI, lakSmInI bhIkha nathI, sonAnI bhIkha nathI, mAnanI bhIkha nathI, kIrtinI bhIkha nathI, koI paNa prakAranI bhIkha nA hoya tyAre A pada prApta thAya ! Ave Aphata dharma para, tyAre.. bAkI, 'jJAnI puruSa' to dehadhArI paramAtmA ja kahevAya. eTale e vAta to judI ja che ne ?! e dhAre eTaluM karI zake, paNa e kare nahIM ne, evI jokhamadArI vahore ja nahIM ne ! hA, kaMI dharma dabAto hoya, dharma upara Aphata AvatI hoya, dharma muzkelImAM hoya tyAre kare, nahIM to nA kare. praznakartA eTale laukika dharma upara kaMIka Aphata Ave tyAre 'jJAnI puruSa' siddhi vApare ? dAdAzrI : nA, laukika dharma upara nahIM, khAlI dharma eTale je alaukika vastu chene, tyAM Aphata AvI hoya tyAre siddhi vApare. bAkI, A laukika dharma to lokano mAnelo dharma, enAM koI ThekANAM ja kyAM che te ? ApaNA mahAtmAo muzkelImAM hoya, tyAre vAparavI ja paDe che ne ! te ya ame siddhi nathI vAparatA. e to khAlI oLakhANathI (deva-devIone) khabara ja ApIe chIe. siddhi to ema ne ema vaparAya ja nahIMne ! praznakartA H siddhi utpanna thAya ane vAparavAnI nahIM, to pachI eno artha zo ? dAdAzrI : je vApare tenI javAbadArI Ave. e siddhi to enI meLe ja vaparAI jAya, ApaNe vAparavAnI nahIM. praznakartA : siddhino jo upayoga na thavAno hoya to pachI e siddhi kAma zuM Ave ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, siddhi eTale siddha thavAnAM aMzo ! te aMzo ApaNe siddha thatAM pahelAM ja vaTAvI jaIe to siddha thavAya kharuM ?! bAkI manuSya jema jema UMce jAyane, tema tema siddhi utpanna thAya. have te siddhino durupayoga thAya eTale siddhi khalAsa thaI jAya. tathI camatkAra jagamAM kyAMya ? eTale A to siddhi vApare, tene ApaNA loka camatkAra kahe che. to pachI bIjo siddhi vApare te ya camatkAra kahevAya. paNa e camatkAra nathI kahevAto. camatkAra to, bIjo koI na karI zake, enuM nAma camatkAra. bIjo kare eTale teno artha eTalo ja ke tame paNa e "DIgrI' para jazo eTale tame tamArI siddhi vaTAvazo, to tene paNa evo ja camatkAra gaNAya ane nA vaTAve tene camatkAra nahIM ?! mArI joTAno beTho hoya to e mArA jevuM ja badhuM kare ke nA kare ? avazya thAya. eTale e camatkAra gaNAtAM nathI. e to 'bAya proDakTa' che siddhinI ! mArI icchA nathI ke AvAM camatkAra karuM, paNa chatAM ya ATaluM 'bAya proDakTa' che, eTale yazanAma karyu che tene laIne A prApta thAya che ! eTale bIjo koI na karI zake, enuM nAma camatkAra ! A Dephinezana" tamane game to svIkArajo. ne nahIM to A 'Dephinezana" amArI svataMtra che. koI pustakanI lakhelI kaheto nathI ! A camatkArano artha tamane samajAyo ne ? koI kahe, 'meM A

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13 camatkAra karyo' to tame zuM kaho ? ke 'A to bIjo ya karI zake, tamArI DIgrI sudhI caDhelo mANasa, emAM tame zuM karyuM ?!' je vidyA bIjAne zIkhavavAmAM Ave ane bIjo kare to pachI ene camatkAra nA kahevAya. camatkAra bIjo mANasa koI karI zake nahIM ! eTale camatkAra nA kahevAya. eTale camatkAra koI jagyAe mAnazo nahIM. koI camatkArI puruSa duniyAmAM thayo nathI ! chUpI che tyAM kaMIka bhIkha ! camatkAra camatkAra to karanAro haju koI pAkyo ja nathI duniyAmAM ! camatkAra to kone kahevAya ? A sUryanArAyaNa ahIM hAthamAM laIne Ave, to ene ApaNe moTAmAM moTo camatkAra kahIe. tyAre A bIjA to camatkAra gaNAya ja nahIM ! vakhate koI mANasa sUryanArAyaNa hAthamAM laI Ave, to ya e camatkAra nA kahevAya. kAraNa ke ene kaMIka bhUkha che, bhUkhyo che kazAkano e ! ame to ene kahIe ke, zeno bhikhArI che, te emane tyAMthI halAvyA ? e jyAMthI prakAzamAna karI rahyA che, tyAMthI tuM zuM karavA halAve che ? tyAMthI ahIM lAvavAnuM kAraNa zuM hatuM ? tuM koI cIjano bhikhArI che. tethI tuM A lAvyo ne ? kaMIka icchuka hoya te lAvene ? koI paNa icchA haze, viSayanI icchA haze, mAnanI icchA haze ke lakSmInI icchA haze. jo tuM lakSmIno bhikhArI che, to tane ame badhI lakSmI bhegI karIne ApIe. have emane halAvIza nahIM. mATe jA tuM emane pAcho mUkI de ! zuM jarUra che AnI ? sUryanArAyaNa tyAM che, paNa te ahIM AgaLa dekhAva karavA mATe lAvyo che ? sAco puruSa to koI cIjane halAve nahIM. avaLahavaLa kare e badhA bhIkha mAganArA ! hA, bhikhArI ne bhIkha mAganArA badhA bhegA thAyane tyAre AvAM camatkAra ne badhA tophAna cAle ! ane te A 'menTala hospiTala'nA loko mATe karavAnuM che ! ApaNe enI dAnata nA samajIe ke dAnata kharAba che enI ! ane emAMthI ApaNane zuM phAyado thAya ? ApaNI eka TaMkanI bhUkha nA maTe ! atyAre devalokone ahIM bolAvIne darzana karAve, to ya ApaNane zuM phAyado ? e ya vepArI ne ApaNe ya vepArI !! hA, mokSe janArA hoya evAM 'jJAnI puruSa' ke tIrthaMkara hoya to ApaNane phAyado thAya. jenA darzana karavAthI ja ApaNA bhAva pra-bhAvane pAme, bhAva UMcA Ave to kAmanuM ! 14 camatkAra eTale jyAM DAhyA mANasa hoyane, jene 'phUlizanesa' khalAsa thaI gaI chene, e loko camatkArane mAne ja nahIM. A camatkAra to buddhuone buddhu banAvavAno mArga che, DAhyAone nahIM !! ke eTale meM A badhAMne kaheluM ke uparathI sUryanArAyaNa koI lAvIne dekhADe to pahelAmAM paheluM pUchajo ke 'tuM kaI cIjano bhikhArI che, te tuM amane kahe eka vAra ?!' have AvaDuM moTuM to koI karI zake ema nathIne ? to bIjA A camatkAra kahevAya ja nahIM ! camatkAra ke vijJAta ? praznakartA : to A camatkAra jevI je vastu kahe che te 'mesmerIjhama' che ? e vAstavikamAM che zuM ? dAdAzrI : camatkAra eTale mUrakha banAvavAno dhaMdho ! ApaNane samajaNa nA paDene, ene ApaNe camatkAra kahIe ! paNa e hoya che zuM ? e vijJAna che. je vijJAna ApaNe jANatA nA hoya, ene camatkArarUpe dekhADe ane bIjuM, e najarabaMdhI kare. bAkI, A camatkAra jevuM hotuM nathI eTaluM tamAre nakkI mAnavuM. jyAM kiMcitmAtra camatkAra che, ene jAdugarI kahevAya. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, amuka loko camatkAra to karI batAve che ne badhAne ane badhAne camatkAra dekhAya che ya kharo ne ! dAdAzrI : e to vijJAna nA jANavAthI camatkAra lAge che. ApaNe tyAM satsaMgamAM eka mahAtmAne camatkAra AvaDe che. meM ene kahyuM, 'tuM camatkAra kare che, paNa camatkAra to khoTI vAta che,' tyAre eNe kahyuM, 'dAdAjI, e to tame evuM kahI zako. mArAthI to evuM nA kahevAyane !' meM kahyuM, 'tuM camatkAra kare che, e zuM che, e mane dekhADa to kharo !' eNe kahyuM, 'hA, dekhADuM.' pachI ene prayoga karavA besADyo. eNe dasa paisAno sikko eka bhAInA hAthamAM Apyo ane muThThImAM bIDI rakhAvyo. pachI eNe zuM karyuM ? eka dIvAsaLI saLagAvIne dUra rAkhIne Ama Ama, Ama cheTethI hAtha pheravI maMtra bhaNavA mAMDyo. thoDIvAramAM pelo sikko mahIM muThThImAM garama thavA mAMDyo. eTale pachI eNe bIjI dIvAsaLI saLagAvI.

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camatkAra 15 camatkAra te pahelAM to sikko eTalo badho garama thaI gayo, te pelAe choDI dIdho paiso, dajhAI jAya evo hato ! pachI meM pelAne kahyuM, "bIjA camatkAra karavA hoya te kara, paNa tuM A camatkArano mane khulAso karI Apa." tyAre e kahe, 'AmAM evI cIjo Ave che, 'kemikalsa' ke ame e "kemikalsa' sikkA para Ama saheja ghasI ane pAcho ApIe, te ghaDIe ThaMDo hIma jevo hoya. thoDo TAIma thAya eTale garama garama thaI jAya.' eTale A sAyansa' che, camatkAra nathI ! kAM to ApaNe je jANatA nathI te A vijJAna che ke bIjuM kaMI enI hAthacAlAkI che. ane koI evuM kare tyAre ApaNe eTaluM kahI zakIe ke 'tamArI cAlAkIne dhanya che ke mArA jevAne paNa gUMcavADAmAM mUkI do cho tame !" eTaluM kahI zakIe paNa 'tame camatkAra karo cho' evuM nA bolAya ! taLyAM bhajIyAM kAgaLanI kaDhAImAM !!! huM aThThAvIsa varSano hato tyAre amArA daseka dostAro beThA hatA, tyAre camatkAranI vAta nIkaLI. te ghaDIe to mArAmAM ahaMkArI guNane eTale ahaMkAra tarata phUTI jAya. ahaMkAra phUTyA vagara rahe nahIM. eTale huM bolI uThyo ke, "zuM camatkAra camatkAra karo cho ? le, camatkAra huM karI ApuM." tyAre badhA kahe, 'tame zuM camatkAra karo cho ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'A kAgaLa che. enI kaDhAImAM bhajIyAM taLI ApuM, bola !" tyAre badhA kahe, "are, evuM hotuM haze ? A te kaMI gAMDI vAta karo cho ?" meM kahyuM, 'kAgaLanI kaDhAI karI, mahIM tela reDIne, sTava upara mUkIne bhajIyAM karI Ape ane tamane badhAne eka eka khavaDAvuM." tyAre badhA kahe, 'amArI so rUpiyAnI bITa." kahyuM, "nA. e bITane mATe A nathI karavAnuM. ApaNe ghoDesvArI nathI karavAnA. sone badale dasa rUpiyA kADhaje. te pachI ApaNe cA-nAsto karIzuM." ane te dahADe to dasa rUpiyAmAM to bahu bhayo bhayo ! amAre tyAM vaDodare nyAya maMdira che, teno moTo senTrala hola hato. tyAM eka jaNanuM oLakhANa hatuM. eTale tyAM holamAM A prayoga karavAnuM rAkhyuM. bahu mANasa bhegA thayA na hatA. dasa ame ne bIjA pAMca-paccIsa mANasa hatA. tyAM meM A prayoga karyo ane eka sTava maMgAvyo, kAgaLanI kaDhAI banAvI ane bhajIyAMnuM khIruM banAvyuM. Ama bhajiyAM to mane banAvatAM AvaDe. nAnapaNamAM khAvAnI Tevane, eTale ghera koI nA hoya to ApaNe jAte banAvIne khAI laIe. eTale A ahIM AgaLa meM to tela mUkyuM ane pachI kaDhAI sTava upara mUkatAMnI sAthe paheluM meM zuM karyuM ? AvuM karyuM. hAtha UMcAnIcA karI jAdumaMtara mAre, e abhinaya karyo. eTale pelAM badhA ema samajyA ke A kaMIka maMtra mAryo ! kAraNa ke evuM nA karuM to e loka bhaDake. eTale hiMmata rahe mATe karyuM. nahIM to emanA bhaDakATanI asara mArI para paDe, 'sAyakolojI" paDe ne ?! ke hamaNAM baLI jaze ! pelo maMtra mAryone eTale loko utkaMThAthI joyA ja karatAM hatAM ke kaMIka maMtra mAryo haze ! pachI meM kaDhAI sTava para mUkI. paNa kaMI saLagyuM nahIM eTale e jANe ke meM maMtra cokkasa mAryo ! tela UkaLyuM pachI eka eka bhajIyuM mahIM mUkyuM. bhajIyuM to mahIM kUdAkUda karavA mAMDyuM ! pachI dasa-bAra bhajIyAM kADhyA ne badhAne eka eka khavaDAvyuM. jarAka kadAca kAcuM rahyuM haze. kAraNa ke A moTuM thAya nahIM ne ! vAsaNa nAnuM ne ! A to phakta eTaluM emane samajAvavA mATe karavAnuM ke A banI zake che. pachI badhA mane kahe che ke, 'tame to camatkAra jANo cho, nahIM to A te kaMI thAya ?" meM kahyuM, 'A tane zIkhavADuM eTale tuM ya karI zake. je bIjAne AvaDe, ene camatkAra kahI zakAya nahIM." - huM tamane eka phero kAgaLanI kaDhAImAM bhajIyAM karI batAvuM eTale tame bIje dahADe pachI karI zako. tamane zraddhA besI javI joIe ke A maMtra mAryA vagara thAya che. eTale tamArAthI thaI zake ! eTale koI paNa mANasa evo nathI ke jene camatkAra AvaDe. A to badhuM vijJAna che. vijJAnano svabhAva che, je kAgaLamAM tela mUko to kevI sthitimAM kAgaLa baLI jAya che ne kevI sthitimAM kAgaLa nathI baLato, e vijJAna jANe che. nIce sTava saLage, upara tela che paNa kaI sthitimAM kAgaLa nathI baLato ! A to meM jAte anubhava karyo. praznakartA : kAgaLa baLyo nahIM, e kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : enI rIta nathI, e to kAgaLano svabhAva ja evo che. ke jo nIce saheja paNa tela coMTeluM hota ne, to bhaDako thAta.

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camakAro camatkAra 17 praznakartA : paNa kAgaLa to tela pIene ? dAdAzrI : hA, tela pIe. aMdara tela pIdhelo dekhAya ApaNane. eno DAgha dekhAya. paNa tela phUTeluM nA dekhAya. ajAyabI che A eka ! ane e kAgaLano vaijJAnika svabhAva che A ! paNa buddhi to ema ja kahene ke kAgaLane agni bALI muke ane telavALuM eTale vaheluM baLI jAya. paNa nA, kAgaLanI nIce tela phUTeluM hota to baLI jAta. eTale vijJAnanI keTalIka vAto jANavI joIe. A to emanI mati pahoMcatI nathI eTale Ane camatkAra tarIke loko 'eksepTa' paNa kare che ! mati pahoMcatI hoya, tene bIjA vicAre ya Ave ! A moTA moTA arIsA mUke che te phaDAka daIne phUTe che ! tene badhA camatkAra karyo ema kahe, paNa A to badhI auSadhio che vijJAnanI !! eTale koI dehadhArI mANasa camatkAra karI zake nahIM. ane kAM to ApaNe e vijJAnanAM jANakAra nA hoIe to e vijJAnI mANasa ApaNane mUrakha banAve ke "A jo huM karuM chuM.' te ApaNane ema lAge ke A camatkAra karyo ane vijJAna jANyA pachI e camatkAra be badAmano ! bhagavAne paNa bhogavyAM karma ! eTale A badhuM phasAmaNa che. ane badhAnuM mAnavuM paNa te 'sAyansa" kabUla kare evuM hoya to mAnavuM. Ama gappA nA hovA joIe. A ThokAThoka nA hovuM joIe. kAraNa ke kRSNa bhagavAnane tame jANo cho ? A kRSNa bhagavAna Ama paga upara paga caDhAvIne sUI gayA hatA ane pelAne ema lAgyuM ke haraNuM che A. te bicArAe tIra mAryuM. ane tIra vAgyuM ne marI gayAM, e vAta jANo cho ? tyAre e to nArAyaNa svarUpa hatA. e jANo cho tame ? tamane emanI kiMmata nathI, eTalI kiMmata amane hoya. kAraNa ke nArAyaNa svarUpa eTale narano nArAyaNa thayelo puruSa ! koNa e puruSa ! zalAkA puruSa, vAsudeva nArAyaNa ! to vAsudeva nArAyaNanI Abaru le evuM A jagata, to A bIjA loko zuM hisAbamAM ?! to bIjA loko to amathA ropha ja mAre che ne ?! tamane samajAya che ne draupadInA cIrato camatkAra (?)! praznakartA chatAM kRSNa bhagavAne draupadIne cIra pUryA hatA addhara rahIne, evuM kahe che ne ?! dAdAzrI : are, A gAMDI vAto, draupadInA cIra kheMcyA ane kRSNa bhagavAne pUryA (!) ane ApaNA loko mAne ya kharAM. alyA, paNa kaI milanA cIra hatA ?! praznakartA : paNa eka vastu che ne, ke AvI vastuonAM kAraNe prajAnI aMdara dhArmika bhAvanA jaLavAI rahe che ne ? dAdAzrI : dharmanI bhAvanA jaLavAI rahene, te keTalAMya varSa jaLavAI rahI ane pachI "rIekazana AvyuM. AvuM hotuM haze ?! UlaTAM dharmathI para thayAM A loko ! eTale vaijJAnika, sAcI rIta ja hovI joIe ke jethI karIne bhAvanA bhale moDI pese paNa kAyamane mATe Take. peluM paheluM to nA cAle. nahIM to e pola keTalAM varSa cAle ?! chatAM ApaNA hindustAnamAM A badhuM evuM ja kareluM che. Ama ThokAThoka karIne pola calAvyA. 'AvuM pola zene mATe mAro cho ? tamAre zuM joIe che, te A pola mAro cho ? kazAkanA bhikhArI cho !' evuM kahIe ApaNe. ane ApaNe "ahIM' to kevuM che ? bilakula pola nahIM ne ! eTale AvuM cokhkhuM thaze to ja hindustAnano zakkaravAra vaLaze !! camatkArane namaskAra kare te.... (?) e to amane eka jaNa vaDodarAmAM kahevA mAMDyo. kahe che, "dAdA, kaMI camatkAra karIne, te AkhI duniyA badhI ahIM Ave." paNa meM kahyuM. A duniyAnA manuSyo to camatkAra karIe eTale namaskAra karavA Ave. paNa gAyo, bheMso, gheTAM, kUtarA kayAM camatkArane namaskAra kare che ? te manuSyo ekalAM ja ahIM Avaze. ane je camatkArane page lAge che e to gAyo-bheMso karatAM ya gayelA che ! nahIM to A AmAM ame eka ja sAdhanA karIene, to A Tebala Ama ne Ama ja kUdayA kare. paNa te to badhA ja loka bhegA thaI jAya, pachI zuM javAba ApIe ApaNe ?! ane

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20 camakAre camatkAra 19 ToLAne zuM karavAnAM ? AmAMthI vINI, vINI, vINIne motI, sAcA hIrA kADhI levAnAM che ! A bIjo kacaro badho zuM karavAno ? nahIM to A Tebala to cAre page kUde, ema ne ema, kazuM yaMtra rAkhyA sivAya kUdI zake ema che, e 'sAyansa' che. temAM AjanAM 'sAyanTisTo' nA samaje ke zuM sAyansa' che A !A 'riyala sAyansa' che. ne pelA lokonuM to 'rileTiva sAyansa' che. have e emane zuM samajAya bicArAne ?! eTale Avo camatkAra karIe to ToLA bhegAM thAya. paNa A gAyobheMso to Avaze ja nahIM. tuM lAkha camatkAra kare to ye e tane gAMThe evAM nathI. phakta A gAyo-bheMso ane sAcA manuSyo e benI vacceno je 'phuliza" mAla che eTalo ja Avaze ! pelI gAyo-bheMso 'phUliza nathI ane A je sajjana puruSo, amuka mANaso te ya 'phUliza" nathI ane A je vacalo mAla che, te Avaze ane e 'phuliza' mAla to gheTAM karatAM ya gayelo mAla che !! ane camatkArIne namaskAra kare che, kaI jAtano pAkyo che te ?! eTale 'dAdA' camatkAra kare che evuM loka sAMbhaLe to badho UMdho mAla pesI jAya, khoTo mAla badhoya ahIM Ave ! A camatkAra jovA je buddhizALI varga che ne, te to ahIM Ave ja nahIM, badho kayo varga Ave ? 'phUDa phorma'nA badhA mANaso Ave ! camatkArane sAco mANasa jovA ja nA mAge. buddhizALI varga to camatkAranI vAta sAMbhaLane, to tyAMthI bhAgI jAya. buddhizALIne camatkAra poSAya ja nahIM. camatkAra to jAdu che, mUrakha banAvavAnA dhaMdhA che AvAM ! hindustAnamAM camatkAra jeTalAM thAya chene. e badhAM mUrakha banAvavAnAM dhaMdhA che. camatkAra eTale aMdhazraddhA ! praznakartA : satpuruSo camatkAra kare kharAM ke ? dAdAzrI : satpuruSo camatkAra kare nahIM ne camatkAra kare to e sapuruSo nahIM. e pachI jAdugara kahevAya. praznakartA : paNa mukti sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavanAra camatkAra to sarjI zake ne ? dAdAzrI : enAM camatkAra AvAM nA hoya, emAM AvAM ghaDiyALo kADhavAnAM ke evAM tevAM camatkAra nA hoya. emAM to jagatamAM nA joyo hoya evo ApaNane pheraphAra lAge. paNa to ya ene camatkAra nA gaNAya. A camatkAro to jAduI kahevAya che ! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, eka saMte AMbAnuM pAna laIne camatkAra sarjelA. evAM be anubhava meM pote joyelA che jAte ! dAdAzrI : hA. paNa peluM je pAMdaDuM maMgAvyuM, te zAnuM pAMdaDuM maMgAvyuM? AMbAnuM ne ? have ene badale ApaNe kahIe ke, 'bhaI, A mahuDAnuM pAna che, te le ?" tyAre e kahe, "nA, A nahIM cAle. mane AMbAnA pAna Apo !' eTale ApaNe jo kahIe ke A mahuDAnA pAna laIne evo camatkAra tuM karI Apa to e nahIM thAya. eTale A badhA 'eviDansa" che. A 'sTIla' to evuM che ke lAkha camatkAra kare to ye vaLe nahIM ! praznakartA to A badhuM kADhe che, rAkhoDI ne ghaDiyALa ne kaMkune cokhA, e jAdugarI che ke camatkAra che ? dAdAzrI : jAdugarI, hAthacAlAkI ! ApaNane samajaNa nA paDe eTale ApaNane manamAM ema thAya ke camatkAra karyo. paNa camatkAra thAya zI rIte te ? ene saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI, e zI rIte camatkAra karavAno ?! game evo hoya paNa saMDAsa javAnI zakti hoya to mane kahe ke mArI zakti che ne nA hoya to camatkAra zI rIte karavAno tuM ? praznakartA: to pachI camatkAranuM jIvanamAM keTaluM sthAna ? camatkAra aMdhazraddhA tarapha laI jAya kharo ? dAdAzrI : A badhI aMdhazraddhA e ja camatkAra. eTale camatkAra kare chene, e kahenAro ja aMdhazraddhALu che. potAnI jAtane mUrakha banAve che to ya nathI samajato ! huM to eTaluM tamane zIkhavADuM ke ApaNe camatkAra karanArAne pUchayuM ke, "sAheba, koI dahADo saMDAsa jAva cho ?" tyAre e kahe, 'hA' to ApaNe emane pUchIe, 'to e Apa baMdha karI zako cho ?

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camatkAra 21 camatkAra agara to enI tamArA hAthamAM sattA che ?" tyAre kahe, "nA." "to pachI saMDAsa javAnI tamArAmAM zakti nathI, to zuM karavA A badhA lokone mUrakha banAvo cho ?" kahIe ! eTale camatkAranuM jIvanamAM sthAna nathI ! A camatkAra karavAnI mANasamAM zakti kema hoI zake ? bhagavAnamAM e zakti nahotI. kRSNa bhagavAna jevA moTA mANasa camatkAra mATe kazuM bolyA nathI ane A TInapATiyAM vagara kAmanAM bolyA kare che ! traNa paisAnA TInapATiyAM !! A vadhAre paDatuM bolavAnuM kAraNa zuM che ke A lokoe hindustAna upara bahu atyAcAra karyo che ! A na hovuM joIe. jo ke mane enAM tarapha cIDha nathI, koI mANasa pratye mane cIDha nathI. mANasa to je kare, te karmAdhIna che. paNa tame ene satya manAvo cho ? AvuM karAvo cho ? zuM lAbha uThAvavo che tamAre ? lAbha uThAvavA mATe ja hoyane AvuM ? jene lAbha uThAvavo nA hoya, te kahe kazuM ? ane tema chatAM pelA silonavALA vaijJAnike kahyuM ke 'camatkAra sAbita karI Apo, to tene huM lAkha rUpiyAnuM InAma ApIza.' tyAre kema koI lAkha rUpiyA levA gayA nahIM ? tyAre A badhA kyAM gayAM hatA ? kAraNa ke pUchanAra hoyane pelA, lAkha rUpiyA ApanAra koI jevo tevo hoya ? Ama pUche, tema pUche, enAM sAMdhA toDI nAkhe, te ghaDIe badhAya bhAgI gayA. moTA moTA 'jajo' tyAM beThA hoya, to te tarata ja pakaDI pADe ke e camatkAra ahIM nahIM cAle. A lokoe camatkAranuM khoTuM ThasAvI dIdhuM che paNa ApaNA loko ya lAlacu che ! tethI ja A badhI bhAMjagaDane ! phorenamAM ya camatkAra cAle. e ya thoDA thoDA lAlacu. A to 'mAro bAbo che ne, ene bAbo nathI" kare. alyA, tAro to bAbo che ne ?! A laMgara kyAM sudhI cAlaze ? e to dhiyAMnI pAchaLa bIjA dUdhiyAM besyA ja kare. kaMI eka ja dUdhiyuM besavAnuM che ? velo cAlyo eTalAM dUdhiyAM besa besa karaze. basa, A eka ja lAlaca, "mArA bAbAne ghera bAbo nathI !!" bAkI, camatkAra jevI vastu nathI ane tuM camatkAra karanArI hoya to evo camatkAra karane ke bhAI, A dezane anAja bahArathI nA lAvavuM paDe. eTaluM karane to ya bahu thaI gayuM. evo camatkAra kara ! A amatho rAkhoDI kADhe che ne ghaDiyALa kADhe che, te lokone mUrakha banAve che ?! bIjA camatkAra kema nathI karato ? enAM e ja ghaDiyALa ne enI e ja rAkhoDI ?! ane kaMIka kADhI ApyuM, phalANuM kADhI ApyuM, ghaDiyALa kADhI ApyuM to ApaNe kahIe ne ke bhaI, ahIM ghaDiyALa banAvyA ja karane badhA, to A kArakhAnAM badhAM ApaNe nA karavA paDe ane phorenanuM lAvavuM nA paDe ! praznakartA : A badhA loko je ghaDiyALa kADhe che ne camatkAra kare che, A camatkAra karIne e puravAra zuM karavA mAge che ? dAdAzrI : camatkAra karIne emanI potAnI mahattA vadhAre che. mahattA vadhArIne A gADariyA pravAha pAsethI potAno lAbha uThAve che badho. pAMca indriyanA viSaya saMbaMdhI badho lAbha uThAve che ane kaSAya saMbaMdhI ke lAbha uThAve che. badhI ye prakArano lAbha uThAvavo che. eTale ApaNe camatkAra vastune ja uDADI devA mAgIe chIe ke bhaI, AvA camatkAramAM sapaDAzo nahIM. paNa gADariyo pravAha to sapaDAvAno ja che, lAlacu che eTale. ane koI paNa mANasa jo lAlacu hoya to ene buddhizALI kahevAya ja nahIM. buddhizALIne lAlaca hoya nahIM ane lAlaca hoya to buddhi che nahIM ! e pragaTAve dharmabhAvatA ! ane keTalAMya saMto kahe che, "e ya Ama thaI gayuM, niraMtara rAkhoDI paDayA kare che.' alyA, mAre rAkhoDI sAthe kAma zuM che ? mane zraddhA bese evuM bola kaMIka. Ama rAkhoDIvALI zraddhA keTalA dahADA rahe ? tuM evuM kaMIka bola ke huM kharuM nahIM tArI pAsethI ! paNa bolavAnI zakti nA rahI tyAre rAkhoDI pADavI paDI ! camatkAra karIne rAkhoDI kADhe che ne phalANuM kADhe che. have e je kare che ne, te emanI sAdhanA che eka jAtanI ! ane ethI dharmane raste vALe che lokone. eTale meM kahyuM hatuM lokone ke, "bhaI, e sAruM che. evuM hoya to ene toDI nA pADazo. kAraNa ke je loko dharma jevI vastu ja samajatA nathI, te lokone raste caDhAve che, dharma upara preraNA kare che ne 'phITa' karI Ape che, e sAruM che !' eTale tyAM janArA pAchAM mane bhegA thaI jAya che. mane maLI jAya che, tyAre meM kahyuM, tyAM AgaLa jAva. kAraNa ke e

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camatkAra 24 camatkAra tamane raste caDhAvI Apaze. emanAmAM eTalI zakti che ke e tamArI zraddhA jItI le che. e evuM nathI kahetA ke tame mArA para zraddhA rAkho. e to hamaNe ghaDiyALa dekhADI ane tarata rAge pADI de. paNa te 'lo sTAnDarDa mATe che, 'hAyara sTAnDarDa"nA mANaso mATe e nathI. 'hAyara sTAnDarDa'vALAne to buddhi kasAyelI hoya, mATe tyAM jazo nahIM. buddhi kasAyelI nA hoya, te tyAM AgaLa jajo. eTale dareka jAtanA mANaso hoya. 'sTAnDarDa' to dareka jAtanAM hoya ne ? tamane kevuM lAge che ? te amuka "sTAnDarDa'vALAne tyAM javAnI chUTa ApuM chuM. e saMta sivAya bIje badhe javAnI nA kahI dauM chuM. bIje badhe jazo nahIM nakAmAM. bIje to badhuM laI beThelA che badhA. e ya laI beThelA che. paNa to ya e sAruM che. e raste caDhAve che ne ! pachI meM joyuM che ke emanA bhaktone sarasa rAge pADelA che. ATaluM sarasa rAge pADelA mANasone vibhrama karIe to mUrakha kahevAIe. e loko raste caDhI gayelA che, potAnI bhaktithI paNa sthira rahI zake che. game tevI vyakti che paNa sthira rahI zake che, tene DubAvavA nA joIe. praznakartA : e bhakto bIjA janmamAM jJAnI thavAnAM kharAM ke ? dAdAzrI : haju to kaMIka avatAra thaze, tyAM sudhI AvuM ne AvuM ja cAlyA karaze. tyAra pachI buddhi kasAyelA vibhAgamAM Ave ane buddhi kasAyelA vibhAgamAM to kaMIka avatAra thAya, tyAre enuM dhIme dhIme rAge paDe ! to tArI zI dazA thAya ? ApaNA kahevAthI pelI DALa choDI de ane A DALa ene pakaDAya nahIM, to ? bagaDI jAyane khAtuM ?! je eka jagyAe raMgAyelo hoya, tene huM ahIM AvavAnI nA pADuM, paNa jene koI paNa vastuno saMtoSa ja nathI thato, tene kahI dauM ke, 'bhAI, Avaje bA !" saMtoSa na thato hoya tene ! kAraNa ke "kvaoNnTiTI' mATe nathI A mArga, kvaoNliTI' mATe che. 'rvonTiTI' eTale ahIM lAkho mANaso bhegA karavA nathI mAre. ahIM zuM karavAnA, lAkho bhegA karIne ? besavAnI jagyA nA maLe ane A tamArA jevAne, A badhAne koNa besavA de ahIM ? ahIM to 'kvaoNliTI'nI jarUra che, 'kvaoNnTiTI'nI jarUra nahIM. to ya ahIM dhIme dhIme pacAsa hajAra mANasa thaI gayuM che ane peluM jo 'kvaoNnTiTI' khoLavA gayA hota to pAMca lAkha bhegA thAta ! pachI ApaNe zuM karIe ? kyAM besADIe badhAne ? ahIM kaMI besavAnuM sthaLa nathI. A jene tyAM hoIe, te sthaLa. koInA meDA para jaIe chIene ?! kAraNa ke ApaNe to zuM kahIe chIe ke, "je sukha huM pAmyo e sukha tuM pAma ane saMsAramAMthI chUTakAro meLava." basa, ApaNe tyAM bIjo mArga nathI. eTale ekAda dharma evo hoya ke keTalAka mANasone kusaMga mArgethI bIvaDAvI karIne vALIne e lokone satsaMgamAM dhakele che, e camatkAro sArA che. je loko kusaMgIone dharmamAM lAvavA mATe bhagavAnanA nAma para bIvaDAve to ApaNe ene "eksepTa karIe ke emane kaMI bIvaDAvIne paNa dharmamAM lAve che. eno vAMdho nathI, e sAruM che. emanI dAnata khoTI nathI. kusaMga eTale gALo deto hoya, pattAM ramato hoya, corIo karato hoya, badamAzI karato hoya, ene bhaDakAvIne satsaMgamAM ghAle eno vAMdho nathI. jema chokarAone ApaNe bIvaDAvIne ThekANe nathI rAkhatA ? paNa e bALamaMdirano mArga kADhe to e vAta judI che. paNa bIjA je camatkArathI namaskAra karAvavA mAge che, e badhuM "yujhalesa' vAta che. nA zobhe evuM manuSyane ! bAkI, vItarAga 'sAyansa' to AvuM kaMI kare nahIM. devomAM camatkAra sAyAM ! praznakartA : keTalAMka pAse bhabhUtIo Ave che ne ? ame amerikA gayA tyAre eka jaNa mane kaheto hato ke, "mAre AtmajJAna jANavuM che !' meM kahyuM, "atyAre tame zuM karo cho ?" tyAre pelo kahe, 'A saMtanuM karuM chuM." kahyuM, 'e tamane zuM helpa kare che ?" tyAre eNe kahyuM, "ame AMkha mIMcIe ne e dekhAyA kare che.' ene kahyuM, 'tane tyAM sthiratA rahe che, to ahIM mAre tyAM AvavAnuM tAre zuM kAma che. ? mAre tyAM to, tamAre sthiratA nA rahetI hoya to ahIM Avo.' jene koI paNa jagyAe sthiratA rahe che, ene vagara kAmanI sthiratA choDAvIne ahIM pesADuM to pelI DALeya tuM choDI dauM ne A DALeya tuM choDI dauM,

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camatkAra 25 26 camatkAra kharAba che ?! lokone A bAju vALe te sAruM ja ne ! have cokhA paDayA te ghaDIe eka mANasanI upara cokhA nA paDyA. eTale e mane kahe che ke, 'Aja savAre tamAruM kaheluM meM mAnyuM nahIM, tenuM A phaLa mane maLyuM.' have A ye khoTuM hatuM ne pelo camatkAra karyo e ya khoTuM hatuM. meM evuM karyuM nahotuM. praznakartA H derAsaramAM dAdA trimaMtra bolyA tyAre ja cokhA paDyA ema kema thayuM ? dAdAzrI : e to nimitta evuM banene ! huM joune, tyAre eNethI nAkhe. dAdAzrI : e bhabhUtIvALAne huM ema kahI dauM ke, "mAre bhabhUtI nahIM, paNa tuM ApaNe spenanuM kesara kADha. mAre bahu nA joIe, eka tolo ja kADhane. bahu thaI gayuM." A to badhA mUrakha banAve che ! have AmAM, A anusaMdhAnamAM bIjI eka bAbata che, jethI karIne ApaNe badhuM khoTuM nA kahevuM. kAraNa ke evAM devaloko che ke e bhabhUtI nAkhe kharAM. emane tyAM kyAMthI bhabhUtI hoya ?! paNa e to ahIMthI uThAvIne ahIM bIje nAkhe ane emane vaikriyika zarIra hoya. ApaNane enI khabare ya nA paDe. te camatkAra e devaloko ya kare che. eTale AmAM koIe e deva sAdhya karyA hoya, enAthI AvuM thAya. chatAM e camatkAra nathI. e koInI madada lIdhelI che, basa ! camatkAra to pote jAte svataMtra rIte karato hoya. have A huM kahuM chuM, e rIte to eka ja Tako karatA hoya, bIjuM badhuM 'ekjhAkarezana' che. navANuM TakA to badhA khoTAM 'ekjhAkarezana" che, sAva ! ApaNA hindustAnamAM keTalAka saMto che, temane bhabhUti Ave che. paNa e devalokonuM che, emAM banAvaTa nathI hotI. paNa emAM camatkAra jevuM nathI. e hoya mAro camatkAra ! eka phero pAlItANAmAM bhagavAnanAM derAsaramAM trimaMtro jozathI bolAvaDAvyA. trimaMtro jAte huM bolyo ane pachI cokhAne badhuM paDayuM. tyAre loka kahe che, "eI... camatkAra thayo.' kahyuM, 'hoya A camatkAra. AnI pAchaLa karAmato che.' praznakartA : konI karAmato che ? dAdAzrI : devaloko ya thoDuM AmAM dhyAna rAkhe che. lokonAM mana dharmathI cheTA jAya chene, te devaloko AvuM karIne paNa ene Ama vALe che, zraddhA besADI de che. have evuM eka ja phero hoya che ane je so vakhata bane che, temAM navANuM vakhata to 'ekjhAkarezana' che A lokonAM. paNa emano ya IrAdo khoTo nathI. eTale ApaNe emane gunegAra nathI gaNatA. emAM zuM IrAdo praznakartA : dAdA nimitta to kharAM ne ? dAdAzrI : e to amArI hAjarIthI badhuM khuza thaIne paDe vakhate, paNa temAM meM karyuM nathI ! praznakartA : e to camatkAra kahevAya ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : nA. e camatkAra nA kahevAya. devo AvuM badhuM kare che te ya eka phakta hetu che AnI pAchaLa ke lokone zraddhA besADavA mATe. praznakartA : hA, mANasa kare e to camatkAra na kahevAya. paNa devo kare e camatkAra na kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : jo e devo camatkAra karI zakatA hoya to pachI ahIM manuSyamAM zuM karavA Ave ? emane to avadhijJAna kharuMne, te javAnuM thAya tyAre mALA karamAya...... eTale upAdhi thayA kare ke arere, o to ghAMcIne tyAM mAro avatAra che ! ane tame camatkAravALA cho, te ahIM zuM karavA avatAra karo cho ? tyAM besI rahone ! eka tIrthaMkara ekalA na thavAnI vastu karI zake, je bIjAthI thAya nahIM, emanuM eTaluM sAmarthya che. paNa evuM kare to emanuM tIrthaMkarapada jatuM rahe, tarata khoI nAkhe !

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camatkAra 2.8 camatkAra praznakartA : to A be vastu judI thaI. je hAthacAlAkI kaho cho, jAdugarI kaho cho, ene cAlAkI kahI ane A je cokhAnI vRSTi thaI, e to devonI kRpA che. dAdAzrI : hA, te koNa nA pADe che ? e to che ja ne ! paNa ene ApaNe camatkAra nathI kahetA. A to devInI kRpA jaNAya che. paNa ApaNA lokone A camatkAra zabda bolavAnI Teva, e ApaNe kADhavA mAgIe chIe ! martimAMthI amI jharaNA.. praznakartA have keTalIka jagyAe mUrtiomAM prANa pratiSThA kare che, te vakhate amIjharaNAM thAya che, to e zuM vastu che ? dAdAzrI : jenI pratiSThA karene, temanA zAsanadevo hoya, te zAsanadevo emanuM mahAbhya vadhAravA mATe badho rasto kare. jeTalA mata che, eTalA enAM zAsanadevo hoya che. e zAsanadevo potapotAnA dharmanuM rakSaNa kare. praznakartA H ahIM bAjumAM eka derAsara che, tyAM mahotsava cAle che. to be dahADA pahelAM tyAM amIjharaNAM thayAM hatAM ane e be-traNa kalAka sudhI cAlelAM. pachI Aje kahe che, tyAM kesaranAM chAMTaNA thayA che. bahu pablika tyAM bhegI thaI che. dAdAzrI : paNa ApaNe ghera jaIne pAchAM matabheda to e ja rahyA ne ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha enuM e rahyuM. eTale amIjharaNAM varase ke nA varase, emAM ApaNuM kazuM vaLyuM nahIM ! praznakartA : paNa amIjharaNAMvALI je mUrti hoya, enAM darzana karavAthI kaMI lAbha thato hazene, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : lAbha thato hoya to ghera jaIne matabheda ghaTavA joIene ? AvAM amIjharaNAM keTalIya vakhata paDyAM che, paNa matabheda koInA ghaTyA nahIM. ApaNe mukhya kAma zuM che ke matabheda ghaTavAM joIe, krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha ghaTavAM joIe ne zAMti vadhavI joIe. ATaluM kAma chene ? e amIjharaNAM jharo ke nA jharo, emAM ApaNane zuM kAma che? chatAM AvuM badhuM devo kare che. eTale ApaNe khoTuM nA kahevAya. paNa ApaNA krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTe nahIM, ene ApaNe zuM karavAnuM ? praznakartA: paNa dAdA, AmAM ApaNA jJAna lIdhelA mahAtmAoe zuM samajavAnuM? dAdAzrI : mahAtmAo zuM karavA bhAMjagaDa kare ? tyAM kesara reDAtuM hoya to ya mahAtmAo zuM karavA jovA jAya ? Ama DhagalebaMdha reDAtuM hoya to ye zuM karavA jAya ? vakhata bagaDe nakAmo ! Avo vakhata bagADIne zuM kAma che te ? ApaNe zuddha upayogamAM nA rahIe ? jene zuddha upayoga maLyo che, e zuddha upayogamAM nA rahe ? e to jene zraddhA nA besatI hoya, ene zraddhA besADavA mATe devaloko kare ke bIjA loko ya kare ! keTalIka vakhata devaloko ye nathI karatA, emAM manuSyo camatkAra kahIne kArastAna vadhAre kare che ne veSa vadhAre che vagara kAmanA ! paNa emano IrAdo khoTo nathI, emAM loko darzana karavA Avane ! paNa ApaNane A jarUra nahIM. ApaNane zo phAyado ?! praznakartA bAjumAM derAsara rahyuMne, to badhA loko kahe ke darzana karavA jAva. to ApaNe to 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe darzana karI AvyA. dAdAzrI : eno vAMdho nahIM. darzana to ApaNe mUrtinAM karAya. paNa uparathI Ama jharo ke tema jharo, temAM ApaNane zuM levAdevA ? ApaNAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTyA ke nahIM, zAMti thaI ke nahIM e jovAnI jarUra tethI kRpALudeve kahyuMne, ke dharma tenuM nAma ke dharma thaIne pariNAma pAme. Ama pariNAma nA pAmato hoya to ene dharma kahevAya ja kema karIne ? anaMta avatArathI Ava-jA karyA, doDadhAma karI, paNa hatA tenAM te ja rahyA. bAkI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTe to vAta samajyA ke mahIM matabheda ghaTyA, zAMti vadhI to ApaNe jANIe ke kaMIka AmAM bhalIvAra Avyo, karma baMdhAtA aTake. ane A to naryA karma baMdhAya che eTale AvuM amI jhare, to ya ApaNe enuM zuM kAma che ?

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camatkAra 29 kaMkune badale kesara pADone ! eTale amI jhare ke game te thAva, paNa ApaNe 'khoTuM che' evuM nathI kahyuM. e to keTalIka jagyAe kesara paDe. keTalIka jagyAe kaMku paDe, cokhA paDe. kesara to nathI paDatuM paNa kaMku to paDe ja che. kesara jarA moMghuM eTale nA paDe. hA, kesaranAM chAMTaNA thAya paNa kesara Ama DhagalebaMdha nA paDe. ane kesara paDatuM hoya to ya zuM khoTuM che ? thoDuM thoDuM lAvIne ghera kazuM banAvIne khaIe !! ane huM to kahI dauM ke 'he devaloko, tamane namaskAra che. paNa A tame chAMTaNA chAMTo cho, te mAre jarUra nathI. tamAre cokhA nAkhavA hoya to nAkho ne nA nAkhavA hoya to ye enuM mAre kaMI kAma nathI. mane to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ochA thAya, zAMti thAya evuM karI Apo.' ApaNane evuM kahevAmAM vAMdho zo che te ? praznakartA H nahIM, paNa A jene zraddhA nA hoya, ene bhagavAnamAM zraddhA bese eTalA mATe AvuM thatuM haze ne ?! dAdAzrI : A to aMdhazraddhALu lokone zraddhA besADavA mATenuM che. ane emAM to keTalIka jagyAe heya..... rAtre maMdiromAM ghaMTa vAge eTale bIje dahADe loka badhuM darzana karavA Ave, haDahaDATa !! ane huM to kahuM ke lAkha vakhata tuM ghaMTa vagADuM to ya mAre zuM kAmanA ? mane to mahIM ThaMDaka vaLe evuM hoya, to AvuM tAre tyAM darzana karavA. nahIM to mAre zuM kAma che te ? mane to bahu du:kha thatuM hoya, to ya huM gAMThuM nahIM. AvuM gaMThAtuM haze ? ApaNe kaMI bALaka chIe ke jarIka prasAdI ApI ke doDadhAma karIe ? tamane samajAya che ne ? bAkI, jagata to badhuM evuM ja che, lAlacu che ane jo peMDA paDene, to AkhuM muMbaI tyAM AgaLa jAya. kema rUpiyA nathI paDatA ? gInIo paDe to kevuM kAma kADhI nAkhe ?! lokone bhIDa ja maTI jAyane bIje dahADe ja ?! eka eka gInI bhAge AvI hoya to bIje dahADe loka bicArAM kerIo lAve ke nA lAve ? paNa A to enI e ja rAkha koI jagyAe 30 camatkAra paDatI hoya, to koI jagyAe kaMkunA chAMTaNA thatA hoya ! A vItarAga mArgamAM AtmA jaDe to sAcI vAta che, nahIM to vAta badhI nakAmI che. ane AtmA jaDavAnI jo bhUmikA hoya to A manuSyagati ekalI ja bhUmikA che. bAkI bIjI badhI jagyAe AtmA jaDe evI bhUmikA ja nathI. tyAM to bhaTakI bhaTakIne marI javAnuM che. eTale mahIM ThaMDaka thavI joIe, zAMti thavI joIe. ApaNane ema khAtarI thaI jAya ke have mokSa thaze mAro ! tamane khAtarI thaI gaI che, mokSa thaze, evuM ?! praznakartA : ekasone eka TakA thaI gaI che ! dAdAzrI : hA, evI khAtarI thavI joIe. ApaNo A to mokSamArga che ane vItarAgono mArga che, covIsa tIrthaMkarono mArga che ! A to duSamakALanA loko che eTale karmathI bicArAM phasAyelAM che. eTale mArI joDe emane rahevAtuM nathI. nahIM to khase ja nahIM mArI pAsethI. AvI ThaMDaka Ape pachI tyAMthI koNa khase te ? paNa karmathI badhAM phasAyelAM che ne narI 'phAIlo' pAra vagaranI, pachI zuM kare te !! kaLaza hAlyo.... te camatkAra ?! praznakartA : keTalIka jagyAe loko jAtrAe dara varSe jAya che, have tyAM AgaLa eka maMdirano je kaLaza che, tene badhA kahe che, hAlatuM jue che - e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : emAM bahu UMDuM utaravA jevuM nathI. jene dekhAya chene, ene mATe barobara che. bAkI, AjanuM 'sAyansa' A kabUla nA kare. AjanuM 'sAyansa' kabUla kare kharuM ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : thayuM tyAre ! vijJAna kabUla kare eTalI sAcI vAta mAnavI. bIjuM badhuM to aMdhazraddhA che. keTalAMka devaloko lokone zraddhA besADavA mATe camatkAra kare che, to evuM bane koI vakhate. bAkI badhuM 'sAyanTiphika' hovuM joIe. A 'sAyansa' je mAne eTaluM ja mAnavA jevuM

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camatkAra 31 camatkAra che. "sAyansa'nI bahAra kazuM che ja nahIM. keTaluMka to aNasamajaNathI aMdhazraddhALu badhuM ThokI besADe. jayAM ne tyAM badhA lokoe, ajJAna prajAne badhuM zraddhA besADavAnuM sAdhana UbhuM karyuM che. e samajadAra mANasone mATe nathI. tamAre mATe e nathI. e badhuM to bIjA lokone mATe che. e kaLaza haze tethI ApaNane zuM phAyado ? tethI ApaNane AtmA prApta thaI jAya ? eTale A to jene bhagavAna para zraddhA besatI nA hoya, temane zraddhA bese teTalA mATe peluM halAve, to A lokane zraddhA tyAM bese ! paNa emAM ApaNane zuM phAyado ? A duniyA badhI halAve, to ya huM kahuM ke tuM zuM karavA mAthAkuTa kare che, amatho vagara kAmano ! besI rahene, sUI jAne chAnomAno ! AmAM amane zuM phAyado ?!' ajJAna kharuM to jANavuM ke phAyado thayo. bAkI, A kabATa ahIMthI Ama khasyo to ApaNane zuM phAyado ? eTale ApaNe eTaluM kahevuM ke mane zuM phAyado ? praznakartA : mane ema lAgeluM ke e jagyA pavitra thaI gaI ! dAdAzrI : badhuM pavitra ja che ne, jagata to ! A to badhA vikalpo che. ApaNe ApaNuM kAma thayuM to sAcuM. bAkI A badhuM pola che. anaMta avatArathI AnuM A ja karyuM che ne ! haya, phalANI jagyAe deva hAlyA, mUrti hAlI. alyA, temAM tane zuM phAyado thayo ?! loka to kaheze, Ama thaI gayuM ne tema thaI gayuM. paNa ApaNe ApaNo phAyado jovo ! mane loko kahe che, A TIpoya kudAvo Ama ! te banI zake che. eno prayoga hoya che. paNa te karavAthI zuM thAya ? e kude tethI zuM thAya ? ahIM AgaLa pachI mANaso mAya nahIM, A dAdaro tuTI paDe ane tame je sAcA grAhako cho, tamane dhakkA mArIne kADhI mele ne bIjA badhA pesI jAya, camatkAra jovA pesI jAya. ApaNe evuM zuM kAma che te ? A to sAcA grAhakanI jagyA che. sAco grAhaka ke jene mokSe javuM che, jene bhagavAnanuM oLakhANa karavuM che, sAkSAtkAra karavo che, tene mATenI A jagyA che. A chelve sTezana che ! ahIM evuM tevuM nA hoya. bIje badhe to camatkAra eTalA mATe kare ke lokone zraddhA bese. bAkI, e tamArA jevA mATe nathI ! are, ghaNAM mANasa to koI sUI gayelA mANasano hAtha UMco karI de ! e to UMghato che to zeno hAtha UMco thayo ? hAtha UMco thayo mATe kaMI jAgyo ? e to UMghato che. A badhI mazInarI che ! emAM ApaNuM kazuM kAma thAya nahIM. koInuM darda koIthI levAya ? praznakartA : eka saMte eka mAnavInuM darda lIdheluM. jenAthI pachI AkhuM jIvana emaNe apaMga avasthAmAM kADheluM. temAM ApanuM zuM mAnavuM che ? dAdAzrI : koInuM darda koIthI levAya nahIM, A amAruM mAnavuM che. ane emanI bhUla thatI hoya to emane nukasAna karene ? kaMI tamane nukasAna nahIM kare. eTale AvuM koIthI bane nahIM. mATe A vahema manamAMthI kADhI nAkho Avo badho ! ApaNA hindustAnanAM saMto che, te sAmAnAM zarIramAMthI roga hala laI le che (!) AvuM pustakomAM chaDe coka lakheluM hoya che. alyA, A hindustAnanA buddhizALIo, tamane A samajaNe ya nathI paDatI ke ene saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI, e zuM laI levAno hato te ! ane e to nimitta hoya che. nimitta eTale zuM ke karmanA udaya evAM che eTale AmanA nimitte pheraphAra thAya. paNa A "ame roga laI laIe chIe, Ama laIe chIe, AyuSya vadhArIe chIe,' A badhI vAto kare chene, te magajamAM kIDA paDe evI vAto kare che !! praznakartA : je saMtonA kahevAthI sAmAnuM darda nIkaLI jAya evuM bane to pelAne yazanAma karma haze, evuM ne ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM bane. pelAnuM darda jatuM ye rahe. evuM saMtanuM nimitta hoya. eTale yazanAma karma hoya. paNa A 'darda laI le che" e je kahe che ne, e khoTI vAta che. e jo AvuM kahe to ApaNe pUchIe ke, "sAheba, tamane ATalA badhA roga zAthI ?" tyAre kahe, "bIjAnuM laI lIdhuM eTale !! jo purAvo sAro jaDyo ne ?! have e saMtane huM pUchuM ke, "are sAheba, Apane saMDAsa javAnI zakti che ? hoya to mane kaho." tame darda zI rIte

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camatkAra 33 34 camatkAra laI levAnAM cho ? moTA darda levAvALA AvyA, saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI ne ! are, mArA saMbaMdhamAM ya loko evuM kahetA hatA ne ! traNa varSa upara A pagane phrekacara thayeluM. te amadAvAdanA moTA sAheba AvelA, darzana karavA. mane kahe ke, 'dAdA, A tame konuM darda lAvyA ?' A tame bhaNelA mANasa jo AvuM bolazo to abhaNanuM to gajuM ja zuM bicArAnuM ?! tame, bhaNelA cho. tamArI jAta upara tamane zraddhA che ne AvuM tame mAnI lo cho ? A duniyAmAM koInuM darda kiMcitmAtra koI kazuM laI zake nahIM. hA, ene sukha ApI zake. enuM je sukha che, tene e helpa kare, paNa darda laI zake nahIM. A to mAre mAruM karma bhogavavAnuM. sahu sahune potapotAnA karma bhogavye ja chUTako thAya. eTale A badhI vAta upajAvI kADhI che. A to lokone chetarIne dama kADhI nAkhyo che ane te pAchAM ApaNA hindustAnanA bhaNelAM ya mAne che !! sAmA thAvane, ke 'lyo, A Ama karI Apo." paNa evuM pUchavAnI ye zakti nathIne !! AvuM paheluM nA cAlavA devuM joIe !! ta vadhe Ayu paLabhara ! praznakartA : meM to eTale sudhI sAMbhaLeluM chene ke kahe che, amArA je AcArya che, emaNe phalANA vakIlane dasa varSanuM AyuSya vadhArI ApyuM. dAdAzrI : have AvuM bole che tethI to dharma upara lokone je prema Ave chene, te ya choDI de badhA. ane evuM kahe to ApaNe pUchIe, "are bhAI, A vakIlane ja kema ApyuM ? bIjAne kema nathI ApatA ? enuM zuM kAraNa ? kaho cAlo ? ane tame ApanAra ho to dasa varSa zuM karavA ApyuM ? cAlIsa varSa ApI devA hatAne !' evA badhA huM to so prazno UbhA karuM. zuM kahetA hatA ? ahIM AgaLa dasa varSanuM AyuSya ApyuM ? praznakartA : evuM meM sAMbhaLeluM. dAdAzrI: sAMbhaLeluM khoTuM ye hoya vakhate. bIjuM kazuM sAMbhaLeluM che evuM ? koI manuSyanI ke gurunI niMdA nahIM karavI joIe. zuM khoTuM che ne zuM sAcuM che, enI vAta ja karavA jevI nathI !tame hau sAcuM mAneluM evuM badhuM ? tame to bhaNelA cho, tamane A vAtamAM have zaMkA paDe ke nA paDe ? praznakartA: zaMkA paDe. dAdAzrI : zaMkA paDe e vastu choDI dejo, mAnazo nahIM ene ! lakhyA lekha na miTe koIthI ! praznakartA : saMta lekha para mekha mArI zake kharA ? dAdAzrI : A 'phorena DipArTamenTa' chene, emAM kazuM lekha upara mekha vAge evI ja nathI ane mekha vAge evI dekhAya che, ApaNane anubhavamAM Ave che, saMta thakI ke "jJAnI puruSa' thakI, e emanuM yazanAma karmanuM phaLa AveluM che ! eTale lekha upara mekha koI kazuM mArI zake nahIM. nahIM to kRSNa bhagavAna mekha nA mArata ? emane mekha mAratA nahotI AvaDatI ? e to pote vAsudeva nArAyaNa kahevAya. praznakartA : paNa keTalAMka saMto ema paNa kahe che ke emaNe mRtyune dUra karavAno prayatna karyo ! dAdAzrI : evuM chene, hindustAnamAM badhA saMtoe mRtyune dUra karavAnAM prayatno karyA che. paNa koIne ema lAgyuM che ke mRtyu dUra thayuM che, evuM ? eTale A badho ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAranI bahAra koI saMta nIkaLyA nathI. e badho ahaMkAra che ane ahaMkArIone samajAvavA mATe che. nirahaMkArI to AvI vAto sAMbhaLe ya nahIM. gAMDo mANasa bolato hoyane, enA jevI vAta kare che A to !! A to ApaNA badhAya saMto evuM bole, paNa e to ahaMkArathI bole che ne sAMbhaLanArA ya ahaMkAravALA che, eTale meLa paDyo ! A to "sAyanTiphika rIte ya samajAya evuM che. vijJAnathI samajAya ke nA samajAya ? A to vijJAna che ane vijJAna zuM kahe che ke saMDAsa javAnI zakti koIne nathI, saMtone ya saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI ane amane ya saMDAsa javAnI zakti potAnI nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIrane jyAre chello nirvANakALa AvI gayo tyAre

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camatkAra 35 devoe vinaMtI karI ke, vIra, AyuSya vadhArajo re ! be-traNa miniTanuM AyuSya vadhAre to A duniyA para bhasmaka grahanI asara nA paDe.' paNa bhasmaka grahanI asara paDI, tenAthI A du:kho veThyA. te duHkho nA paDe eTalA mATe devoe bhagavAnane kaheluM. tyAre bhagavAna bolyA ke, 'tevuM banyuM nathI, banaze nahIM ane bhasmaka graha AvavAno che ane te banavAnuM ja che.' A vijJAnanI bhASA !! ane A ahaMkAranI bhASAmAM to jene phAve evuM bole ne ! meM tamane bacAvyA.' eme ya kahe. ApaNA badhA ya saMto AvuM ne AvuM bole che. temAM e saMto eka Ano ya adhyAtmano kamAyA nathI. haju AtmA sanmukha gayA nathI. haju to traNa yogamAM ja che. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogamAM ja che, Atmayoga bhaNI vaLyA ja nathI. have bahu ughADuM karuM to khoTuM dekhAya. mAre AvuM nA kahevuM joIe. eTale e loko haju yoganI prakriyAmAM ja che ane vaza kare che-manane, vANIne, dehane. paNa vaza karanAro koNa ? ahaMkAra ! eTale AyuSya koI vadhArI zake nahIM. evuM koI paNa mANasa bUmo pADe ke mane Ama zakti che.' to ApaNe kahIe ke, 'saMDAsa javAnI zakti to nathI ne zuM kAma amatho bUmAbUma kare che te ?! tArI AbarU jatI rahe che !' vijJAna nA pADe che. A mArI vAta samajAya che kharI ? tamane zuM lAge che ? praznakartA : samajAya che. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke mANasanI jAtane AvI vAto bahu game che. e to huM ye boluM ke huM tamane badhuM Ama karI ApIza ane A loko ya kahe che, 'dAdA, tame ja A karo cho.' 'alyA bhaI, mArI karavAnI zakti nathI. A to badhuM mAruM yazanAma karma che. tethI te tamAruM kAma karI rahyuM che. amArAthI eka zabda paNa avaLo na bolAya ane Amane zuM ? ahaMkArIo to phAve evuM bole. emane koNa UMce bAMdhanArA che ? chatAMya ApaNe emanuM ADuMavaLuM bolavuM nahIM. kAraNa ke emanA bhakto mATe e vAta bahu moTuM viTAmina che ane emanA bhaktone tyAM ekAgratA rahe chene, citta coMTeluM rahe chene ?! eTale ApaNe bIjuM kazuM nA bolavuM. ApaNe emanA bhaktone citta uThADavA mATe A vAta nathI karatA. A uhu to tamane samajAvavA mATe che ke vijJAna zuM che A ! vI2 bhagavAne AyuSya traNa miniTa nA vadhAryuM ! eTale AvuM kazuM bane nahIM ! praznakartA : AyuSyane manuSyanA zvAsa sAthe saMbaMdha che ? dAdAzrI : hA, saMbaMdha che, barobara che e. praznakartA : emAM A yogIo e zvAsane rokIne, zvAsanI gati athavA enuM pramANa ochuM kare to emanA AyuSyamAM pharaka paDe ? camatkAra dAdAzrI : e barobara che. e to svAbhAvika che. e to AyuSya vadhAravuM eTale zuM kahevAnuM ke zvAsocchvAsa vAparavA nathI deto e, zvAsocchvAsa upara AyuSya rahe che. paNa e eTalA sAruM nathI kaheto, e to ropha mAre che. eTalA sAru kahetA hoya to sArI vAta che ! e to darekane thAya, emAM navuM zuM che te ? jeTalAM zvAsocchvAsa ochA vaparAya eTalAM varSo vadhe ! paNa A zuM kahe che ? AyuSya vadhAravuM eTale varSo vadhe evuM nahIM, paNa A to zvAsocchvAsa vadhAravA evo ropha mAre che. evuM che, e to duniyAmAM badhe ya zvAsocchvAsa ghaTADe eTale AyuSya vadhe e to niyama ja che. emAM enAthI e bolAya nahIM ke ame AyuSya vadhAranArA chIe. evuM bolavuM e moTo guno che. mahAvIra bhagavAnathI bolAya nahIM, koIthI ya bolAya nahIM ! A to saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI ne AyuSya zuM vadhAravAnA te ?! 'varlDa'mAM koI mANasa evo janmyo nathI ke jene saMDAsa javAnI zakti hoya, enI 'geraMTI' lakhI ApuM. ane kaMI paNa 'huM karuM chuM' ema pustakomAM lakhe che, e badhA ahaMkArIo che. 'A meM karyuM ne meM tema karyuM ne meM phalANuM karyuM' kahe chene, te badhA ahaMkArIo che. amArA pustakamAM 'huM karuM chuM, tuM kare che ne teo kare che' e hoya nahIM koI jagyAe. bIjA badhAmAM A ja hoya ne 'huM karuM chuM' e jyAM hoya tyAM AgaLa e pustaka ahaMkArIone soMpI devAM. jo mokSe javuM hoya to e pustaka ApaNI pAse rAkhavA nahIM. 'huM Ama karuM ne huM tema karuM, huM tAruM ne huM DubADuM.' e badhI ahaMkArI vAto che. bAkI koIne karavAnI zakti ja nathIne ! A to evuM chene, bhALIbhoLI prajA che, te cAlyuM pachI !!

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camatkAra camatkAra eTale A saMto to kaheze, 'maravuM amAre svAdhIna che, amAre jyAre maravuM hoya tyAre ame marIe." alyA, eka miniTa koInI tAkAta nathI evI ! A to mUrakhA lokone phasAvI khAya che ! te mane e ja lAge ne ke kyAM sudhI AvA mUrakha rahezo tame ?! bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, "he devo, evuM banyuM nathI, banaze nahIM ne banavAnuM nathI.' ane A loka to juo, lokone zraddhA bese eTalA mATe kahe che, "meM ATaluM AyuSya vadhAyuM !" paNa thoDA dahADA pachI A zraddhA beThelI ye UThI jAya ! mahIM zaMkA-kuzaMkA nA thAya, bhaNelA mANasane ? to e zraddhA sAcI kahevAya ?! paNa TikTi coMTatI ja nathI tyAM ! guru hAjara hoya to ja kAma thAya, pachI kAma nA lAge. to ya emanA "pholoarsa' pustakamAM zuM lakhe ? "amArA gurue Ama karyuM ne tema karyuM ! badhA khoTA khoTA camatkAro lakhe. je nAnAM chokarAM ya ema kahe ke A gAMDA kADhyA che, evAM camatkAro lakhe che ! te A jamAnAmAM chokarAMo to mAne ja nahIM ne ! e pahelAnA jamAnAnA loka camatkAramAM mAnatA hatA. praznakartA paNa dAdA, hindustAnamAM badhA ja loko camatkAramAM mAne chene ! pachI koI paNa mANasa hoya, berisTaro, DaoNkTaro, enjiniyaro badhA ja mAne che. dAdAzrI : e lAlacu che eTale ja mAne che. nahIM to camatkAra jevI vastu ja A duniyAmAM hotI nathI. ane je camatkAra che, e AvarAyeluM vijJAna che. bAkI, camatkAra jevI vastu ja nathI. praznakartA : paNa A je camatkAra kare chene, ene to loko 'A jJAnI puruSa che" ema kahe che. dAdAzrI : e to evuM ja kahene, paNa evuM nA kahe to emanA camatkAra cAle nahIM. emane pUchavAmAM Ave, emanuM nivedana levAmAM Ave ke e camatkAra zA mATe karo cho ? zuM hetu mATe karo cho ? tame nivedana karo kahIe, to majA Ave ! praznakartA : tyAre e loko ema kahe che ke zraddhA utpanna karavA. dAdAzrI : zraddhA jo enI para coMTatI ja nA hoya, to AvuM khoTuM karIne pachI zraddhA utpanna karAvavI e guno che. e je AvI rIte zraddhA utpanna karavA mATe je mANasa kare che, temane pakaDI ane daMDa karavo joIe. huM paccIsa varSano hato, te vakhate eka saMta AcArya pAse gayelo. e mane kahe che, "mArI para zraddhA rAkho." meM kahyuM, 'paNa mane zraddhA AvatI nathI." tyAre kahe, 'paNa tame zraddhA rAkha rAkha karyA karo." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'huM tamane dAkhalo ApuM. A TikiTa che, te ApaNe pANI copaDIne coMTADIe, paNa paDI jAya. to ApaNe nA samajIe ke kaMI khUTe che A be vacce ?! jenI para ApaNe TikiTa coMTADavI che ane A TikiTa, A benI vacce kaI vastu khUTe che evuM ApaNane khabara paDe ke nA paDe ? zuM vastu khUTe che ? praznakartA : guMdara khUTe che. dAdAzrI : hA. eTale meM kahyuM, 'evo koI guMdara copaDo ke mArI TikiTa coMTI jAya.' to ya e kahe, 'evuM nahIM, tamAre mArI para zraddhA rAkhavI paDe." meM kahyuM, "nA, evI zraddhA huM rAkhyuM nahIM. zraddhA coMTatI ja nathI mane ! jo tame evA dekhAvaDo hota to dekhAvaDAne AdhAre huM thoDIka zraddhA coMTAData. evAM dekhAvaDI nathI. jo tame evI vANI bolatA hota to tamArI vANI sAMbhaLIne huM khuza thaI jAta, to mArI zraddhA coMTata. agara to tamAruM vartana dekhIne mArI zraddhA coMTata. paNa evuM kazuM dekhAtuM nathI tamArAmAM mane. chatAM huM darzana karavA AvIza amatho, tame tyAgI puruSa cho eTale. bAkI, zraddhA mArI to coMTatI ja nathI !' have tyAM camatkArI vAta karavA jAya to huM to vadhAre vaDhuM ke AvI jAdugarI zuM karavA karo cho ? paNa hindustAnanA loko lAlacu eTale camatkAra dekhI Ave tyAM zraddhA besADe. e camatkAra karanArane ApaNe kahIe, 'hindustAnanA lokone anAja-pANI khUTe che, tame anAja-pANI bheguM karo. e camatkAra karo, tamArI je zakti che, te AmAM vAparo.' paNa evuM kazuM nathI karatAM ! A to mUrakha banAvyA che lokone !

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camatkAra 39 camatkAra praznakartA : atyAra sudhI evA mUrakha banatAM ja AvyA chIe. dAdAzrI : paNa te AvuM jIvana kyAM sudhI jIvavuM ? zA mATe lAlaca hovI joIe ? mANasane lAlaca zene mATe hovI joIe ? ane e vaLI koNa ApanAro ? ene saMDAsa javAnI zakti ja nathI, to e zuM ApavAno che ?! chetarAyA vicAsko paNa.. ane meM camatkAra karyo evuM koNa bole ? ke jene kaMIka lAbha uThAvavo che, te bole. ane konI pAse lAbha uThAvavo che ? je loko enI pAse kaMIka mAMge che, tyAM lAbha uThAvo cho ? je loko potAnuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe sukha mAgavA AvyA che, tenI pAsethI lAbha uThAvo cho ?! je sukhanA bhikhArA che, emanI pAsethI tame sukha lo cho ? kaI jAtanA cho tame ? emanI pAsethI eka paI paNa kema levAya ? A to e tamArI pAse bhikhArI che ne tame emanI pAse bhikhArI cho ! tamAruM paNa bhikhArIpaNuM chuTatuM nathI !! pachI zI rIte jJAna mahIM pragaTa thAya ? jJAna pragaTa nA ja thAya ne ! jJAna to, koInuM kiMcitmAtra sukha paDAvI levAnI jene icchA nathI, tyAM jJAna pragaTa thAya. koI paNa jAtanI bhIkha nathI, mAna-nAnanI bhIkha nathI, apamAna kare to ya vAMdho nathI, mAna kare to ya vAMdho nathI, viSayo saMbaMdhI bhIkha nathI, tyAM jJAna pragaTa thAya. tyAre A loko kahe che, "ame jJAna laIne pharIe chIe.' paNa cogaradama to bhIkhamAM che tuM, zI rIte jJAna hoya tyAM ?! ane e to A gADariyA pravAhamAM cAlaze. ahIM AgaLa buddhizALInI pAse nA joIe ! paNa ApaNe ahIM buddhizALIo kevA che ? kAcA che, tamArA jevA nathI. 'haze, ApaNe zuM ?" - AvuM kare eTale pelA lokone to buddhizALIonuM rakSaNa maLI gayuM. paNa buddhizALIo emanAM rakSaNa toDI nAkhe to hamaNe sIdhA thaI jAya. paNa ApaNA hindustAnanA loko, 'ApaNe zuM ?" evuM ja kare ! mane to 'ApaNe zuM ?" e nA poSAya. cokhkhuM kahI do, bhale be avatAra vadhAre thAya ! paNa te ApaNA buddhizALIo ya camatkAramAM mAnatA thaI gayA che. arere, kema AvAM loko thaI gayAM !! sArA vicAravaMta mANasomAM eTaluM ghUsI gayuM che ke A camatkAra jevI koI vastu che. A je gADariyo pravAha ene mAne, eno ApaNane vAMdho nathI paNa vicAravaMta mANaso mAne eTale jANavuM ke ApaNA hindustAnanI je buddhizakti che, e 'phrekacara' thavA mAMDI che. praznakartA : eTale lokonI bhASAmAM e camatkAra kahevAya. dAdAzrI : e gADariyA pravAhamAM, buddhizALIonI bhASAmAM nahIM. ane buddhizALIo mArI pAse AvatA hatA, te kahetA hatA ke, "A camatkAra !' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tamArA jevA buddhizALIo AvuM mAne che ?" tyAre e kahe, "amane to bahu evuM thAya che, paNa amane magajamAM TakorA vAga vAga thAya eTale pachI te rUpa thaI jAya.' pachI meM badhI rIte samajAvyA eTale emane "eksepTa' thaI gayuM, samajAI gayuM. pachI kahe che, 'have nahIM mAnIe.' ane samajI gayA ke camatkAra nA hoya. camatkAra mANasa karI zake nahIM. camatkAra vastu buddhizALIoe nA mAnavI joIe ane ApaNA jJAna lIdhelAM mahAtmAoe to jANavuM ja nahIM. koI camatkArI hoya tyAre kahevuM ke, 'tuM camatkArI hoya to mAre zuM che te ?!' eTale AmAM buddhizALI to aTavAya nahIM. bIjAM badhAM to jANe aTavAvAnAM ja che. e to cAra gheTAM AgaLa cAlene, ene joIne, enAM paga joIne ja cAlavAnAM, moTuM jovAnuM nahIM. enAM paga ja kaI bAju vaLe che, te bAju cAlyA kare. lAInadorI ya nA karavI paDe ! badhA besI rahe tyAre e ya besI rahe. badhA hare kahe, tyAre e ya hare kahe, koI pUche, zuM samajayA ?" tyAre e kahe, "samaja paDaze, ko'ka dahADoya !" camatkAra buddhijanya, tahIM jJAta mAMhI ! praznakartA : paNa e loko to duniyAmAM A ja kahe che ke A 'mirekala' thayuM. je ghaTanA haMmezAM nathI banatI e ghaTanA thAya, ene 'mirekala' kahe che, camatkAra kahe che. dAdAzrI : e phorenavALA kahe, ApaNAthI kahevAtuM haze ?

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camatkAra camatkAra praznakartA : chatAM je anubhava camatkArIrUpe svapnAmAM thAya che, tene zuM kahevAya ? mArI bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM dAdAe svapnAmAM AvIne hAra paherAvI vidhi karAvI. ne bIje ja divase savAre camatkArika rIte mAruM badhuM ja darda-bImArI jatI rahI ne 'normala" thaI javAyuM. e anubhava satya hoya dAdAzrI : A camatkAra nathI, vAstavikatA che. huM rUbarU maLyo houM enA jevuM A sUkSma svarUpe maLyo chuM. A vAstavikatA che, AmAM camatkAra koI nathI. praznakartA : A to tamArI pAse AvyA e samaje. bAkI to hajAramAMthI navaso navANuMnI bhASA pelI ja ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. e ja bhASA. tethI kahuM chuM ne, ApaNA lokone to jUTho che ke sAco, enI paDI nathI. camatkAra dekhADe eTale pAMsaro rahe, nahIM to pAMsaro nA rahe. paNa huM to camatkAra dekhADe to samajuM ke banAvaTa karI, A lokoe. camatkAra zI rIte thAya mANasathI ? e kevI rIte 'posIbala' che ? vijJAna kabUla kare to ja camatkAra 'posIbala' che ! camatkAra e buddhigamya vastu hoya ane jJAnagamyamAM camatkAra hotA nathI. buddhigamyamAM je camatkAra hoya che, e to ochI buddhivALAne vadhAre buddhivALo phasAve che. eTale camatkAra vastu hoya nahIM ! praznakartA : eTale dAdA, A kaMIka buddhithI para vastu che. je bhale camatkAra nathI, paNa buddhithI paranI kaMIka vastu che ? dAdAzrI : nA, e ya nathI. A camatkAra kare che, e buddhithI paranI vastu ye nathI. buddhithI para eka ja vastu che, e jJAna che. e to svapara prakAzaka jJAna che ane jJAnamAM camatkAra hoto nathI. ane jo camatkAra kaho, to e buddhimAM gaNAya. paNa buddhimAM ya ene camatkAra kahevAya nahIM A to khudAI camatkAra !!! eTale jJAnamAM camatkAra hotA nathI. evuM che, huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM paNa mahIM khuda khudA pragaTa thaI gayA che. e khudAI camatkAra dekhADe ke nA dekhADe, thoDo ghaNo ? khudAI camatkAra eTale zuM ke pelAne gALo devI hoya to ya enAthI nA devAya. ahIM gaLA sudhI zabda Ave, paNa bolAya nahIM. evuM bane ke nA bane ? eka mANasa ahIM Avelo, te gherathI paMpa mArI mArIne Avelo ke Aja to dAdAne jaIne boluM. te mane gALo devA Avelo. paNa ahIM beThone, te ahIM gaLethI zabda nA bolAya. e kyo camatkAra kahevAya ? khudAI camatkAra ! evA keTalAMya khudAI camatkAra jJAnI puruSa' pAse hoya, jene camatkAra nathI karavo tyAM camatkAro bahu hoya. chatAM ame ene camatkAra nathI kahetA. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, AvuM bane eTale badhAne camatkAra to lAge ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : AvuM to hajAro jagyAe bane che. ane Ane huM camatkAra kahuM to loko mane bAvo banAve ke tame camatkArI bAvA cho. huM bAvo nathI. keTalAMyane 'dAdA' svapnAmAM Ave che, vAtacIta kare che. have A to kazuM mAruM kaheluM nathI. 'dhIsa Ijha baTa necarala'. jenI jevI cittavRttio hoyane, koI bhagavAnane khoLatI hoya, to ene evuM badhuM darzana thAya ! musalamAnane ya 'dAdA' khvAbamAM Ave che, te mane khabare ya nathI hotI ! praznakartA : dAdA ema nathI kahetA ke huM camatkAra karuM chuM, paNa evA camatkAro thAya che ne ? dAdAzrI : e thAya che ne. jagata to Ane camatkAra kahe. paNa ApaNe jo camatkAra kahIzuM to jagata vadhAre gAMDuM vaLaze. e camatkAra bhASA ja uDADI mUko ! eTalA mATe meM A zodhakhoLa karI ke saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI ne camatkAra zuM karavAnA che ? AvuM kahIe eTale A camatkAranuM AvuM bhUta lokone pesI gayuM hoya, te loko AmAMthI nIkaLe bahAra ! praznakartA: Amane je anubhava thayo te zuM ? dAdAzrI : meM kahyuM hatuMne ke tamArI taiyArI joIe ?! ahIM badhI

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camatkAra 4 camatkAra ja taiyArI chUTI mUkelI che. jeTaluM tamArA 'hArTanI pyaoNriTI', jeTaluM tame baTana dabAvo, eTaluM taiyAra ! eTale tamAre baTana dabAvavAnI vAra che. bAkI, jagata to Ane camatkAra ja kahe. ame e ja kahevA mAgIe chIe ke Ane jo camatkAra TharAvIzuM to jagatane to AvuM joIe ja che. ApaNI mAraphata, ApaNI sahI mAge che ke camatkAra thAya ke nahIM te ! jagata ApaNI sahI mAMge che ke camatkAra kharI vAta che ke khoTI ?! camatkAra khoTI vAta che. praznakartA : paNa AvuM thAya che, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : AvuM badhuM bahu jagyAe thAya che. eTale emane samajAvI dauM chuM ke 'hA, Avyo hato.... kAraNa ke sUkSma zarIra pharyA kare che, e huM joI zakuM chuM. amerikA hau jAya che. huM amerikA hato tyAre ahIM AgaLa amadAvAdanA saMghapati ramezabhAI, emane maLaske AvIne vidhi karAvI gayo hato, emano tyAM kAgaLa Avyo hato ke 'tame AvIne vidhi karAvI gayA, mAruM to kalyANa thaI gayuM !evAM to ghaNAM lokonA ApaNe tyAM kAgaLo Ave che. AvuM to vAreghaDIe thayA kare. paNa ApaNe camatkAra kahIe to AnAthI UMdho artha vadhAre phelAya. to pelA nabaLA loko Ano vadhAre lAbha uThAvaze. eTale ApaNe ja camatkArane uDADI mUkIne ahIMthI ja ! jene badalo joIto hoya te bole, kabUla kare ke hA bhAI, camatkAra che mAro !). ApaNe kaMI badalA joItA nathI ! eTale A uDADI mUko. A camatkAra nathI. A to amAruM yazatAma karma !!! have e camatkAra kahevAto hoya to evA ApaNe tyAM roja soso, basso-baso camatkAra thAya che. AgaLanA saMtoe dasa camatkAra karyA hoya, tenA e loko moTuM pustaka racIne moTA dekhAva kare che. evuM ahIM to roja basso-basso camatkAra thAya che naryA ! koI kahe che, "ghera mArA bhAIne tAva bahu rahe che, Aja paMdaravIsa dahADAthI utarato nathI.' mArI eka mALA ene ApuM chuM ne, te bIje dahADe kAgaLa Ave che ke tAva bilakula jato rahyo che. mALA paheratAMnI sAthe ja jato rahyo che. evA badhA ghaNAM 'keso' AvAM bane che. A to amAruM yazanAma karyu che. ane pelAM saMtone ya je camatkAra kare che ne. te ya yazanAma karma hoya che. pahelAM to ApaNe ahIM phUlonA hAra paherAvatA hatA. tyAre pAMcapaccIsa hAra hoya, te koI mANasa ahIMthI laIne jAya ane pachI davAkhAnAmAM jaIne tyAM dardIone paherAvatA hatA ane ene kaheze, 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolo. te savAramAM DaoNkTara kahe ke A dardIone pheraphAra kema karIne thayo ?!' praznakartA : chatAM e camatkAra jevuM nathI, evuM Apa kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : hA, camatkAra karyo evuM ApaNe nathI kahetA ane A je sAMbhaLyuMne, enAM karatAM ya ghaNAM moTA thayelA che, jagata ApharIna thaI jAya evAM thayA che, paNa te jo camatkAra kahezo to bIjAnAM camatkAra cAlu raheze. eTale huM e camatkAra toDavA mATe Avyo chuM. kharI rIte hakIkatamAM, vAstavikatAmAM e camatkAra che ja nahIM. A amAro phoTo ya bahu kAma kare che. eTale lokone ane chevaTe phoTA ApIe chIe. kAraNa ke ATaluM jo kAma nahIM kare to A 'vAsaNo' ajavALI zakAya evAM nathI. eTalA badhA vAsaNo kharaDAI gayA che ke ajavALI zakAya evuM nathI. eTale A kudarata enI pAchaLa kAma karI rahI che. badhuM thaI rahyuM che, camatkAra nathI A ! AvAM AvAM to roja keTalAMya kAgaLo Ave che ke 'dAdA, te dahADe tame kahyuM hatuM ke jA, tane nokarI maLI jaze, te mane nokarI maLI gaI !' A badhuM kudarata kare che ! te mane badhA bahu jaNA kahevA Ave che ke "dAdA, tame ja A badhuM karyuM. A camatkAra tame ja karyA.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'bhAI, huM to camatkArI nathI. huM kaMI jAdugara nathI ane AvuM kaMI huM karI zakuM ema chuM nahIM.' tyAre kahe che, "A karyuM koNe ?" A to evuM chene, dAdA yazanAma karma potAnuM laIne AvyA che, eTale dAdAno yaza bolAya che ane e yazanAma karma tamAruM sAruM kare. tamAruM nimitta hoya emAM, emAM mAruM zuM ? huM kartA coya ne emAM ? eTale huM kyAM Avo mAla khAI jAuM ?! A loko

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camatkAra 45 to vagara kAmanAM jaza ApatAM Ave che ane pelAM jaza khAnArAM badhAM jaza khAyA kare che. loka to jazanAM bhUkhyA hoya, te khAyA kare. A saMtapuruSo ya khaI jAya che paNa te emane pacatuM nathI bicArAne, UlaTAM vadhAre bhaTake che ! sahu sahunAM je yazanAma karma hoyane, eTale jaza emane maLe. je kaMIke ya saMta thayo hoya, ene thoDuM yazanAma karma hoya ane amAre yazanAma karma moTuM ! mane to saMsArI dazAmAM ya jaza hato. amatho hAtha aDADuM ne to ya pelAne rUpiyA rUpiyA thaI jAya. paNa mAre ghera rUpiyo nA Ave phakta ! ane mAre e rUpiyAnI jarUriyAte ya nathI. jarUriyAta hatI tyAre AvyA nahIM. have jarUriyAta nathI tyAre AvavA taiyAra che. tyAre meM kahyuM, 'jAva, hIrAbAne tyAM, amAre have zI jarUra ?!' ne eTale A meM karyuM nathI. A to amAruM yazanAma karma je che, te A nAmakarma ja badhuM tamane phaLa Ape che ane ene loko camatkAra mAne, evuM zIkhavADayuM ! camatkAra e banI zake nahIM. huM eka bAju evuM ye kahuM chuM ke varlDamAM koIne saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI, to camatkAra zI rIte kare ?! ghaNAM mANaso pachI AvIne kahe che, 'dAdAjI, huM Ama phasAyo chuM. te mAro kaMIka ukela lAvI Apone.' te huM vidhi karuM pachI e chUTI gayelA huM hoya che. mATe kaMI e meM karyuM ? nA. huM nimitta hato AmAM. A yazanAmakarma hatuM mAruM ! eka mANase karoDa rUpiyAno mArI joDe sodo karyo. kahe che, 'mArI karoDa rUpiyAnI milakata badhI phasAI gaI che ne mArI pAse Aja 'meInTenansa' karavAnA paisA nathI.' eTale badhA kahe che, Ane kaMI vidhi karI Apone, bicArAne kaMI milakata vecAya. ene milakata traNa-traNa varSathI vecavI hatI, te vecAtI na hatI. te vidhi karI ApI, pachI mahinAnI aMdara sIttera lAkhanI vecAI. meM kahyuM, 'pelI phekaTarImAM satyanArAyaNanI kathA karAvaDAvo ane pelI phekaTarImAM jainonI pUjA bhaNAvo.' e pachI mane kahe che, 'dAdAjI, trIsa lAkhanI bAkI che, kaMI karone !' 46 camatkAra huM samajI gayo ke A mANasanI joDe sodo bhUlathI thayo che. A mANasa bhagavAnano upakAra mAne to bahu thaI gayuM. mAre kaMI tArI pAse levuM nathI. tuM bhagavAnano upakAra mAne ke oho, bhagavAnanA pratApe huM chUTyo, eTaluM kare to ya sAruM. ane jo huM karato houM to dalAlI rAkhuM nahIM ? te ema nA kahyuM ke ATalA TakA mUkI javA, jo saphaLa thAya to ? eTale ame baMdha karI dIdho e vepAra. kAma karavAnuM ne nA karavAnuM baMne baMdha karI dIdhAMne ! praznakartA : AtmAnI vAta to cAlu ja che ne ! dAdAzrI : e AtmAnI vAta to AmAM kazuM levAya nahIM. Ano badalo ja nA hoya ane Ano badalo ApavAno hoya to A vAta phaLe ja nahIM. praznakartA : A jJAnamAM levAnI vAta ja nathI. ApavAnI ja vAta chene emAM to ? dAdAzrI : hA. basa. kAraNa ke e to badalAmAM zuM tame Apo ? pudgala Apazo. bIjuM zuM Apazo ? ane AnI kiMmata jo pudgala hoya to pachI AtmA ja nathI e. amUlya cIjanI 'velyu' nA hoya !! mAre ja phAkI phAkavI paDe tyAM !!! ahIM eka bhAI Ave che. emanAM phAdhara 78 varSanA hatA. te amArA gAmanAM hatA. huM tyAM AgaLa emane darzana ApavA jato hato, emane ghera. emaNe phAdharane kahyuM ke, 'Aja dAdA darzana ApavA AvavAnA che.' 78 varSanA mANasane zI rIte ahIM lavAya ? paNa emaNe zuM karyuM gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI ane roDa upara beThA. pachI huM tyAM gayo tyAre meM pUchyuM ke, 'AvuM A roDa upara beso, sAruM dekhAya A badhuM ? zuM phAyado AmAM ? e kaho. tyAre e kahe, ahIM nIce be miniTa vahelAM darzana thAyane ! gharamAM to tame Avo tyAra pachI darzana thAyane ! paNa meM kahyuM, nIce dhULa.......? tyAre kahe, 'bhale dhULa, anaMta avatAra dhULamAM ja gayAM chene amArAM ! have A eka avatAra tame maLyA cho to niveDo lAvavA done

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48 camatkAra camatkAra 47 !' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'sAruM ne ! huM hasyo. te e pagamAM coMTI paDyo, darzana karavA. meM uparathI Ama karyuM. dhanya che, evuM kahevA mATe pITha thAbaDI. to bAra varSathI emane keDano jabarajasta dukhAvo hato, te bIje dahADe 'sTopa" eTale pachI emaNe zuM karyuM? AkhA gAmamAM kahI vaLyA ke, 'dAdA bhagavAne mane bAra varSathI dukhAvo nahoto maTato, ATalI ATalI davAo karI paNa eka ja dhabbo mAratAnI sAthe duHkha khalAsa thaI gayuM.' eTale gAmanA lokomAM 10-20 mANaso hatAM, je duHkhathI kaMTALelAM, te badhA mAre tyAM padhAryA ! mane kahe che, "Ape Amane kaMI evuM karyuM, to amane kaMI karo." pachI meM emane badhAne samajaNa pADI ke mAre saMDAsa nathI UtaratuM tyAre phAkI levI paDe che. koIka phero baMdhakoza thayo hoya to mAre phAkI levI paDe che e tame samajI jAvane ! mArAthI kazuM thAya evuM nathI, A badhuM ! e to 'vA vAyAthI naLiyuM khasyuM, ne te dekhIne kUtaruM bharyuM, koI kahe meM dITho cora, ne tyAM thayo zora bakora !' enuM nAma saMsAra, A sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che, A camatkAra nathI. te mane tarata jaDyuM. eTale meM kahI dIdhuM ke phAkI phAkuM chuM tyAre mane saMDAsa thAya che. mane thayuM ke have kaMIka khoLI kADho, nahIM to A to roja vaLagaNa UbhuM thaze. ane vepAra kyAM hato ane kayo vepAra zaru thaze ! praznakartA : A vAtamAM pachI AtmA bhUlAI jAyane ? dAdAzrI : hA, AtmA bhUlI jAya ne A bIjA loko to ApaNA badhAne to pesavA ja nA dene ! pelAM loko ja badhAM AvIne besI gayA hoya ane A milamAliko mane ahIMthI uThAvI jAya. A paisAvALA loka bhAMgaphoDa kare, cAhe so kare. mArI AjubAjunA mANasone game tema karIne paNa ahIMthI uThAve mane. eka jaNa mane kaheto hato, 'dAdA, tamane haraNa karI jaIzuM." meM kahyuM, 'hA, jagata che A to !! - ame jAdugara nathI ! eTale atyAre ApaNe tyAM AvAM rojanA keTalAMya camatkAra thAya che. paNa badhAne huM kahuM chuM ke dAdA camatkAra karatA nathI. dAdA jAdugara nathI. A to amAruM yazanAma karma che. eTale eTalo badho yaza che ke hAtha aDIe ne tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. ApaNe tyAM eka jJAna lIdhelo mahAtmA che. enI sAsu TATA kensaranI hospiTalamAM hatI. te enI sAsune e hospiTalavALAe rajA ApI ke have be-traNa divasamAM A kesa "pheIla" thavAno che, mATe be-traNa dahADAmAM tame ghera laI jAva. eTale e mANasanA manamAM ema thayuM ke, 'dAdA ahIMyA muMbaImAM ja che, to mArI sAsune darzana karAvI devaDAvuM. pachI ahIMthI teDI jauM.' eTale mane AvIne tyAM kahevA mAMDyA ke, "mArA sAsu chene, emane darzana ja apAya to bahu sArI vAta che." kahyuM, 'cAlo, huM AvuM chuM.' eTale huM tyAM TATA hospiTalamAM gayo. pelAe kahyuM, 'dAdA bhagavAna AvyA.' eTale te baI to beThI thaI gaI. ane koInA manamAM ya AzA nahIM, te cAra varSa jIvI pachI. e DaoNkTaroe ya noMdha karI ke A dAdA bhagavAna koI AvyA ne nahIM jANe zuM ye karyuM ! paNa meM kazuM ya karyuM nathI. khAlI page vidhi karAvelI ! evuM vaDodarAnI moTI hospiTalavALAe ya noMdha karI che ke 'dAdA bhagavAna'thI ATalA kesamAM pheraphAra thaI gayAM che ! pachI traNa jaNe to amane evI khabara ApI hatI ke plena hAlyuM ke ame "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolavA mAMDyA. mahIM loka hoho thaI gayuM. paNa ame 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho" bolyA ke plena regyulara thaI gayuM !! ahIM saMsAra mukta, yukta nahIM ! AvAM amAre keTalAMya badhA camatkAra thAya che, to ya ame ene camatkAra nathI kahetA. loko mane AvIne kahe che, 'dAdA, A tame camatkAra karyo. mane Avo lAbha thaI gayo." meM kahyuM, 'hoya A camatkAra." bAkI ApaNe tyAM to AvAM pAra vagaranAM camatkAra thAya che, kaMI thoDA ghaNAM thAya che ?! paNa e zuM che ? A to mAruM yazanAmakarma che. eTale mAro hAtha ayo ke tamAruM kalyANa thaI jAya ne tame mane jaza ApyA karo

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camatkAra 49 ke A badhuM dAdAe karyuM. paNa temAM mAruM zuM ? A to yazanAmakarme karyuM che ! koNe karyuM ? praznakartA : chatAM dAdAe karyuM kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, dAdAe nahIM, yazanAmakarma je chene, e karma hoya che. karma judAM ne ApaNe judAM. te karma ApaNane phaLa Ape. te A yazanAmakarma bahu bhAre hoya eTale amane je ne te jaza ja ApyA kare. ATalI tamane khAtarI che ke jaina zAstrakAroe nAmakarmamAM yazanAmakarma ne apayazanAmakarma lakhyuM che ? keTalAMka mANaso evA hoya ke kAma kare to ya apajaza maLe evuM tamArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che ? e zuM kAraNathI ? apayazanAmakarma hoya che, tene apayazanuM phaLa maLyA kare. to e sAruM kAma kare to ya apayazanuM phaLa maLyA kare. eTale apayaza bAMdhelo che eNe ane huM nathI karato to ya A yaza maLe che, tenuM zuM kAraNa ? yazanAmakarmane laIne che. huM ghaNAne kahuM chuM ke, A jJAna thatAM pahelAM kaheto hato, saMsArika bAbatomAM yaza maLyA kare. huM kahuM ke, "bhaI, AmAM huM paDyo nathI, meM kaMI karyuM nathI, huM jANato ya nathI ane A bIjA koIe karyuM hoya, mATe A yaza bIjAne ApI Avo.' kAraNa ke huM jANuM ke tamAro jaza hoya te mane ApI jAya, to tamane lukhkhA rAkhene ?! karyuM hoya tame ane jaza mane ApI jAya. tamArA manamAM kevI AzA hoya ? ke A mANasa mane jaze ya Apato nathI. eTale huM zuM kahuM pelAne 'ke A bIjA koIe kareluM che, mATe tyAM jaIne ApI Avo.' toya kaheze, 'nA, nA, tamArA vagara to hoya ja nahIM. tame to jyAre hoya tyAre AvuM ja bolo cho ne !' eTale mane ne mane padharAvI jAya pAchuM. gamme tema e poTaluM nAkhIne jato rahe, have enuM zuM thAya ? have huM zuM karuM ? Ano to upAya khoLavo paDe ne ? pachI huM samajI gayo ke A yazanAma karma che. praznakartA : pachI e poTalAnuM tame zuM karo ? dAdAzrI : kazuM nahIM. ame Ama vidhi karIne ene pAchuM pheMkI daIe. 50 camatkAra kAraNa ke e ame rAkhIe nahIM ane ame karyuM hoya to ya ame nA rAkhIe ne ! kAraNa ke ame kartA ja nahIM, nimitta chIe khAlI. zuM chIe ? nimitta. A hAtha aDayo mATe kaMI, 'huM' hAthe ya nathI ne page ya nathI, A tArA karmano udaya Avyo che ne mAro hAtha aDayo. tAruM maTavAnuM ne mAro hAtha aDayo. kAraNa ke jaza mane maLavAno eTalo ja ke dAdAe maTADayuM A. e badho jaza maLe ! tyAre mane kahe che ke, 'tame karo cho te ?' meM kahyuM ke, A badhuM yazanAma karma ja che. e meM khulluM karyuM A. je atyAra sudhI loko khulluM nahotA karatAM 'A mAruM yazanAma karma che', loka evuM nathI kahetA. te ghaDIe lokone ThIka majhA Ave che, mahIM jarA TesTa paDe che. 'tame mAruM maTADayuM' sAMbhaLe, te ghaDIe emane TesTa paDe che, eTale e TesTa choDatAM nathI. tyAre A TesTa nA choDe to pelo mokSa rahI jAya ! ahIM rastAmAM ja mukAma karyo eTale pelo dhyeya rahI jAya ne !! A to mAro hAtha aDayo ke ene kAma thaI ja jAya. eTale pelo ema jANe ke dAdAe karyuM A. dAdA evA kaMI navarA nathI, AvuM badhuM karavA sAruM. dAdA to e pote je sukha cAkhI rahyA che e sukha tamane ApavA AvyA che ane saMsArathI mukti ApavA AvyA che. pote mukta thaIne beThelA che. saMpUrNa prakAre mukta thaIne beThelA che e Ape, bIjuM kazuM Ape-kare nahIM ! A rahasya rahyuM vaNaukalyuM ! ane ApaNe tyAM to evuM ye bane chene ke tamArA jevA bhaNelA mANasa, badhI rIte vicArazIla te ya AvIne mane kahe che, 'kAla bapore sADA traNa vAge tame mAre tyAM AvyA hatA. ane pachI sADA cAra sudhI mAre tyAM beThA. je vAtacIta karI che, e meM badhI noMdhI lIdhela che. pachI tame nIkaLyA pAchAM te vAta kharI che ?" meM kahyuM, 'kharI che !' te pachI mAre hA pADavI paDe che ane huM to gayo ja nA houM, dhoLe dahADe. pachI huM pUchuM, 'zuM bolyA hatA e mane kahe.' te pachI kaheze, 'A bolelA.' te mArA zabdo ja dekhADe. praznakartA : paNa e sUkSma zarIranI vAta chene, kyAM A sthULa

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camatkAra 51 camatkAra zarIranI vAta che ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ene A sthULa zarIra dekhAya che. A to mArA ya mAnyAmAM nathI AvatI. e vAto evI evI Ave che, mArA nAmathI koI deva phare che ke zuM phare che, e khabara ja paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke devano vaikriya svabhAva, jevo deha dhAraNa karavo hoya te thAya. dAdAnA jevo deha dhAraNa kare, vAtacIta evI kare, badhuM ja kare. chatAM ya emAM meM kazuM kareluM hotuM nathI. eTale dhoLe dahADe A vAtacIto kare. have huM jANato houM ke huM tyAM AgaLa nathI gayo. paNa 'dAdA bhagavAna" tyAM jAya che e vAta cokkasa !! praznakartA : ane 'jJAnI puruSa' jANatAM nathI, e cokkasa ? dAdAzrI : huM jANato nathI, e ya cokkasa ane 'e' phare che te ya cokkasa, e ya huM jANuM chuM. ane tyAM amerikAvALA kahe chene, "Aje mane traNa vakhata vidhi karAvI gayA.' evuM kahe che ya kharAM e mane ane eno phone ya Ave che ke Aje rAtre 'dAdA bhagavAna" AvIne traNa vakhata ene vidhi karAvI gayA ! eTale A to moTI ajAyabI che ! chatAM AmAM nAme ya camatkAra nathI. praznakartA : paNa amane Azcarya to thAya ja ne ? dAdAzrI : e Azcarya lAge, paNa huM emAM e camatkAra tarIke svIkArato nathI. eTale kaMIka che AnI pAchaLa, samajAya nahIM evuM rahasya che. buddhigamya rahasya nathI, paNa samajAya nahIM evuM rahasya che A. paNa Ane camatkAra huM nA kahevA dauM. camatkAra kahe to huM jAdugara Tharyo. ane huM kaMI jAdugara ocho chuM ? huM to 'jJAnI puruSa' chuM. ane saMDAsa javAnI zakti paNa mArAmAM nathI. e 'dAdA bhagavAna' kaMIka rahasya che, e vAta cokkasa. eka bena posTa ophisa pote rAkhe che. te savAre enI posTa ophisamAM gaI tyAre be lUMTAruMo mahIM peselA. bena gaI eTale e benane ane enI choDI, vIsa varSanI e bannene bAMdhI dIdhA ane kahe che, have kUMcI Apa. tyAre A bena zuM kahetI hatI ? praznakartA : eNe badhuM ApI dIdhuM ane pachI ekadama besI gaI. 'have to zuM banavAnuM che e mane khabara nathI. have 'dAdA bhagavAna' je kare e kharuM.' ema karIne besI. pelI bAju vIsa varSanI juvAna chokarI paNa kahe, 'mane koI jAtano bhaya nahIM, kazuM ja nahIM ane dAdA mane hAjara thayA. mane dAdAno sAkSAtkAra thayo.' dAdAzrI : ahIM AvIne mane kahe che, AkhI duniyAmAM koIne sAkSAtkAra thavAno haze to thaze paNa mane to tyAM sAkSAtkAra thayo, jAte rUbarU joyA ane te kahevA ahIM AvI hatI. praznakartA : pachI e kahe che, dAdAnI be AMkhomAMthI lAITa mArI AMkhamAM Ave, dAdAnI AMkhamAM naryuM lAITa mAre ! te keTalo TAIma thayo e mane khabara nathI paNa AkhuM jagata vismRta. chatAMya huM kyAM chuM, zuM chuM, e badhuM mane khabara. huM bebhAna nahotI ane thoDIvAra pachI pelA AvIne kahe che, A cAvI lAgatI nathI. bIjI cAvI lAva, kADha. eTale pelI baMne AMkha kholI. to kahe, 'je lAITa dAdAnA AMkhamAMthI mArI AMkhamAM AvatuM hatuM, e ja lAITa meM enI AMkhamAM jatA joyuM. pelA loko gabharAI gayA. e lokoe bukAnI bAMdhelI, khAlI be AMkho ja dekhAya ane kahe che, khabara nahIM, ekadama emanAmAM 'cenja' thaI gayo. pelI bene kahyuM, 'jo bhaI, A to TAIma loka che. mArI pAse bIjuM kazuM ja nahIM. huM to kazuM jANatI nathI. A je che te A ja che.' huM je kahetI gaI, e badhuM 'eksepTa' karatA gayA. te vakhate posTa ophisamAM dasa lAkha pAunDa paDyA hatA. dasa lAkha pAunDanI mattA cokhkhI, posTamAM to badhA loko mUkene ! ane ATha-dasa hajAra pAunDa to 'Doara' kholene to bahAra ja paDyA hatA. paNa pelI bena kahe che, "meM kahyuM ke kazuM ja nathI.' eTale bIjA 'Droara'mAM phakta savAso pAunDa hatA, te laIne jatA rahyA. te samAcAra ATha-dasa divasa sudhI laMDananA peparomAM heDalAInsamAM AvelA.

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camatkAra 53 pa4 camatkAra dAdAzrI : e camatkAra nathI. praznakartA : e to vacanabaLa kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, e siddhi che. ene camatkAra nA gaNAya. camatkAra to bIjo na karI zake ane A mArA jevo bIjo koI akrama vijJAnI hoya to karI zake. jeTalI siddhatA prApta karI che eTaluM karI zake. dAdAzrI : te badhA peparavALAe A chApa chApa karyuM ! 'dAdA bhagavAna' to rahe tirlepa ! A 'dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma le chene, emanAM dareka kAryo saphaLa thayelAM che. AmAM jazano huM bhAgIdAra chuM. A mAruM yazanAmakarma che. AvuM yazanAmakarma koIkane ja hoya. bAkI saMsArI yazanAmakarma hoya, te A phalANuM lagna karavuM hatuM, te thaI gayuM. eTale e eka jAtanuM yazanAmakarma che. evuM mane A bAbatanuM yazanAmakarma che. eTale 'dAdA bhagavAna" "mane' A mAruM yazanAmakarma pUruM karAvaDAve che. te eka, be nahIM, AthI to moTI moTI bAbato lAvelA. ghaNAM dAkhalA joyA. tene A loko zuM kahe che, 'tame camatkAra karo cho ?" meM kahyuM. "nA, camatkAra mANasa karI zake ja nahIM. mANasane buddhithI ema lAge ke A camatkAra kare che. paNa zAstra jo samajato hoya to yazanAma e eka nAmakarma che. eTale A 'dAdA bhagavAna'nuM kAma che ne yazaphaLa mane maLyA kare che. 'emane' yaza joIto nathI ne yazanAma karma to 'mA'ne ! praznakartA : 'dAdA bhagavAnane to zeno yaza hoya, e to nirlepa che ne ?! A ahIM je thAya chene, AvAM camatkAra ja nA hoyane, eka mANasane mokSa Apavo e kaMI jevI tevI vAta che ?! are, ciMtArahita eka mANasane banAvavo e paNa kaMI jevI tevI vAta che ?! A badhe to ghaDIvAra satsaMga karIne gayo hoya, ne pAcho bahAra jAya to ciMtA ne ciMtA. hato tevo ne tevo ja ! ane ahIM to kAyama ciMtAmukta ja thaI jAya chene ! chatAM e camatkAra nathI, "sAyansa" che ! amArA bhatrIjAnA dikarA zuM kahetA hatA ke dAdAne dekhatAM ja AtmA TharI jAya che. tamane dekhatAM ja dAdA, mAro AtmA TharyA vagara koI kSaNa raheto nathI. to A eka khAlI motI dekhIne AMkha Thare che, teTalAM mATe to motInI kiMmata AMkI che, to 'dAdA tamane dekhatAM ja mAro AtmA Thare che" AvI jene samajaNa hoyane, te A bIjA camatkAra khoLatA haze dAdAzrI : "emane' hoya ja nahIM. 'emane' e ATheya karma hoya nahIM. ATha karma badhAM mArA che. jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, mohanIya, aMtarAya, nAma, gotra, vedanIya, AyuSya e ATheya karmo "mArA." praznakartA : te "mArA" eTale konA ? dAdAzrI : A 'jJAnI puruSa'nAM ja ne ! akrama vijJAna e siddhinuM phaLa ! praznakartA : ghaNI vakhata mane ema thayA kare ke 'dAdA' A jJAna Ape che tyAre eka ja kalAkamAM potAnA sva-padamAM mUkI de che, ene zuM kahevuM ? eTale A bhAI kahe che ke A 'dAdA', moTA moTA camatkAra kare che. e jo jotAM AvaDe to bahu moTo camatkAra che. 'varlDa'mAM nA banyuM hoya evAM 'dAdA'nAM camatkAro che paNa jotAM AvaDavuM joIe. insiDanTa enDa eksiDanTa ! praznakartA : sAdhAraNa mAnavIne paNa ghaNIvAra jIvanamAM camatkArika anubhavo thAya che, te zuM haze ? dAdAzrI : jagatamAM loko jene camatkAra kahe che agara to A duniyAmAM camatkAra eTale 'acAnaka banI gayuM" kaheze eTale "eksiDanTa' kahe che agara to camatkAra kahe che. paNa 'ena insiDanTa hejha so menI

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camatkAra pa6, camatkAra kojhijha enDa ena eksiDanTa hejha Tu enI kojhijha !' eTale acAnaka to kazuM banatuM ja nathI ne ! banI gayuM e badhuM pahelAMnuM rIharsala' thayeluM che. paheluM 'rIharsala" thaI gayeluM che, te ja A vastu che. jema nATakamAM 'rIharsala' paheluM karI ne pachI nATaka bhajavavA mokale che. evI rIte A jagata AkhAnuM, jIvamAtranuM 'rIharsala" paheluM thaI gayeluM che ne tyAra pachI A bane che. eTale huM kahuM chuM ke bhaDaka rAkhavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke je banavAnuM che. emAM pheraphAra thaI zake nahIM. nATaka goThavAI gayeluM che A ! praznakartA to e nATakano 'DAyarekTara' koNa ? dAdAzrI : A 'oTomeTikalI' ja thaI jAya che. A sUrya ekano eka ja dekhAya che paNa sUrya to badalAyA ja kare che. enuM AyuSya pUruM thayuM ke cyavI jAya ne bIjA mahIM AvI jAya. eTale e mahIMthI badalAI javAnA ane A biMba enuM e ja rahevAnuM. evuM 'regyulara' goThavAyeluM che A jagata. bilakula 'regyulara' goThavAyeluM che. koIne kazuM karavuM paDe evuM nathI. jo bhagavAna kartA thayA hota to e baMdhanamAM Avata. A duniyAmAM be cIja nathI, e be cIja gADariyA pravAha mATe che. jene loka kahe chene ke "eksiDanTa thayo to evI vastu ja nathI, e gADariyA pravAha mATe che. vicAravaMtane 'eksiDanTa' hoya ja nahIM ne ! ane eka camatkAra e ya gADariyA pravAha mAne, vicAravaMta nA mAne. | 'ena insiDanTa hejha so menI kojhijha, ena eksiDanTa hejha Tu menI kojhijha !' evI rIte A camatkAramAM ke 'so menI kojhijha'vALuM che. kAraNa ke 'kojhijha' vagara koI kArya thAya nahIM, to camatkAra 'kojhijha" sivAya thayuM zI rIte ? e kahe ? enuM 'bejhamenTa' joIe ! eTale A camatkAra che, te jo Ama ja hoya to enuM 'kojha' zuM? e kaho. 'kojha' vagara vastu hoya nahIM ane je thaI rahyuM che, camatkAra thaI rahyA che, e to pariNAma che. to enuM 'kojha" kahe, tuM ?! eTale A to mAbApa vagarano chokaro Tharaze ! eTale loka badhuM buddhizALI samajI jaze ke A mAbApa vagarano chokaro hoya nahIM, te ANe mAbApa vagarano chokaro Ubho karyo che ! praznakartA: e to 'kojha' jenuM jANavAmAM nA Ave, ene camatkAra kahe che. dAdAzrI : hA, ene camatkAra kahe che, basa ! paNa pAchAM A loko hasAve che ane A bIjA badhA loko bicArA lAlacu che, te phasAya che ! saMjogo jayAM, camatkAra kyAM ?! eTale camatkAra kone kahevAya ? to tamAre sAyanTiphika rIte 'pUpha' ApavuM hoya koI mANasane to koI paNa vastunI, koI paNa saMyoganI jarUra nA paDe, tene camatkAra kahevAya ane A jagatamAM saMyoga sivAya koI vastu banatI nathI. kAraNa ke 'DiscArja badhuM saMyogonuM milana che. eTale ke "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' che. koI kaheze ke, 2H ane 0 Apo to huM tamane pANI banAvI ApuM." tyAre e to pANI thavAno eno svabhAva ja che. emAM tuM zAno 'mekara' ? huM tane eka H ane eka O ApuM ane tuM pANI banAvI Apa to huM tane kahuM. tyAre e kahe, 'e nA bane !' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tuM zuM karavAno hato ?! amatho vagara kAmano !' eTale saMyogonuM milana che A ! 'have e saMyogo nA hoya ane tuM kare, temAM mane dekhADa' kahIe. eTale camatkAra ene kahevAya ke saMyogonuM milana na thavuM joIe. pAchuM camatkAravALo kahe, 'atyAranA TAIme nahIM thAya !" "kema tuM TAImanI rAha jouM chuM ? mATe camatkAra nathI.' paNa AvuM pUchatAM AvaDe nahIMne lokone ! huM to eno khulAso pUchuMne, te enAM sAMdhA ja toDI nAkhuM. kAraNa ke mane pUchatAM AvaDe ! paNa ApaNe kyAM emanI pAchaLa paDIe ?! Ano pAra nathI Ave evo ! anaMta avatArathI AnA A ja tophAnamAM paDelAM che. bhagavAnanAM vakhatamAM ya coryAsI lAkha vidyAo hatI, te bhagavAna badhI vidyAono nAza karI gayA che. chatAM thoDIghaNI 'lIkeja' rahI gaI che !! A to evuM che ne, sAcuM vijJAna badhuM khovAI gayeluM che, te kudarata enI meLe kADhaze ! ApaNe bhAva karone ke A camatkAranI vidyAo badhI jAva ahIMthI !!