Brahmcharya Sankshipt Marathi

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034043/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) Marathi

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TIOAKS ANSOON dAdA bhagavAna kathita samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta rupAta) mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : Do. nIrUbena amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa POYOU O AGARAMESH

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prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079 ) 39830100 (c) All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRttiH 3,000 oNkTobara 2016 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 20 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTronIksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341

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trimaMtra vartamAna nIrghakara grIsamaMdhara skamAM namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namunAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havar3a maMgalam // 1 // OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 // OM namaH zivAya // 3 // jaya saccidAnaMda

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 11. pApa-puNya 2. eDajesTa evharIvheara 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 4. saMgharSa TALA 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 5. mI koNa Ahe ? 15. mAnava dharma 6. krodha 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 7. ciMtA 17. sevA-paropakAra 8. pratikramaNa 18. dAna 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 19. trimaMtra 10. karmAce vijJAna 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI hindI jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 4. Atmabodha 23. dAna 5. maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 9. TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha 31. ahiMsA 13. pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 33. camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 8 aura 13 (pUrvArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karu shktaa| * pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe. Mmm m

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa ? bhagavaMta koNa ? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya ? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta ? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prAptI karavIta asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama ( kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa ! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' hyAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, " he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara caudAlokAce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. " vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataHcyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata. 5

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AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvo-gAvI, deza-videzI paribhramaNa karuna mumuhUMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAna prAptI karavIta hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrubahana amIna (nIrumA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrumA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUnA satsaMga va AtmajJAprAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrumAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavUna deta hote, he kArya nIrumAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA saMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaraNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSapraptisAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAna prAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAlU (mokaLA) Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalIta karu zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karunaca svata:cA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato.

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nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMce uttara detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaNDA vara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcI gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karuna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI yA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla trRTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthIto. vAcakAMnA..... hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULata: 'samajathI prApta brahmacarya' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe jithe 'caMdubhAU ' kiMvA 'caMdreza' yA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svataHce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrI mukhAtUta nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jase cyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta. 7

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saMpAdakIya viSaya-vikArAce vairAgyamaya svarupa samajaNyApAsUna te theTa brahmacaryAce svarupa, taseca tyAcyA yathArtha akhaMDa prAptIparyaMtacyA bhAvanA asalelyA vegavegaLyA sAdhakAMsobata, prakaTa AtmavIryavAna jJAnI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlelI adbhuta jJAna vANI jI phakta vairAgyAlAca janma deNArI nAhI, tara viSayabIjAlA nirmULa karuna nigraMtha banavaNArI Ahe, tyAce saMkalana ithe karaNyAta Ale Ahe. sAdhakAMcI dazA, sthitI ANi samaja yAMcyA pAtaLIcyA AdhAre nighAlelyA vANIlA atizaya utkRSTa paddhatIne saMkalita karaNyAta Ale Ahe kI jyAmuLe vegavegaLyA 'starAvara' nighAlelI goSTa pratyeka vAcakAlA akhaMDitapaNe saMpUrNa miLAvI, azA paddhatIne 'samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya' graMthAlA (mULa gujarAtI bhASeta) pUrvArdha-uttarArdhAta vibhAjita karaNyAta Ale Ahe. pUrvArdha khaMDa : 1 madhye viSayAce virecana karaNArI joradAra, sacoTa ANi pratyeka zabdAta vairAgya utpanna karaNArI vANI saMkalita kelI Ahe. sAmAnyapaNe jagAta, 'viSayAta sukha Ahe' azI jI bhrAMtI Ahe tilA toDUna TAkaNArI, itakeca nAhI, tara 'kharI dizA kuThe Ahe ? ANi koNatyA dizeta cAlata Ahota?! yAce saMpUrNa bhAna karuna deNAr2yA hRdayasparzI vANIce saMkalana ithe karaNyAta Ale Ahe. pUrvArdha khaMDa : 2 madhye brahmacaryAce pariNAma jJAnIMcyA zrImukhAne aikalyAmuLe tyAvara ApharIna jhAlelA sAdhaka brahmacaryAcyA vATene pAUla TAkaNyAcI hiMmata dAkhaviNyAce sAhasa karato ANi jJAnI puruSAMcA yoga sAdhUna satsaMga sAnidhya, prApta jhAlyAne mana-vacana-kAyene akhaMDa brahmacaryAta rAhaNyAsAThI dRDha nizcayI banato. brahmacaryAcyA mArgAvara cAlaNyAsAThI ANi viSayAcyA vaTavRkSAlA mULAsakaTa upaTUna nirmULa karaNyAsAThI tyA mArgAta yeNAr2yA dagaDAMpAsUna te DoMgarAparyaMtacyA vighnAMsamora taseca DagamagaNAr2yA nizcayApAsUna te brahmacarya vratApAsUna jarI cyuta jhAlelA asela (mAge paDalA asela) tarI tyAlA jAgRtIcyA sarvotkRSTa zreNyA pAra karavUna nigraMthapada prApta karavitAta, ithaparyaMtacI vaijJAnika dRSTI jJAnI puruSa ughaDatAta ANi phulavatAta!!!

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anaMta veLA viSaya rupI cikhalAta alpasukhAcyA lAlasene pUrNa mAkhalA ANi yA daladalIta kholavara rutalA tarIhI tyAtUna bAhera nighaNyAce mana hota nAhI, he suddhA eka Azcaryaca Ahe nA! je kharokhara hyA cikhalAtUna bAhera nighU pAhatAta, paNa mArga miLata nasalyAne nAIlAjAstava phasalele Aheta; jyAMnA suTaNyAcIca ekameva kAmanA Ahe, tyAMnA tara 'jJAnI puruSAMce' he 'darzana' navInaca dRSTI pradAna karuna sarva baMdhanAtUna soDavaNAre banate. mana-vacana-kAyecyA tamAma saMgI kriyAMpAsUna saMpUrNapaNe asaMgatecyA anubhavAce pramANa akrama vijJAna prApta jhAlelyA vivAhitAMnI siddha kele Ahe. vivAhIta paNa mokSamArga prApta karuna AtyaMtika kalyANa sAdhU zakatAta. 'gRhasthAzramAta mokSa!!!' he virodhAbhAsI vATate, paraMtu tarIhI siddhAMtika vijJAnAdvAre vivAhita suddhA mArga prApta karu zakale Aheta, he vAstavikateta pramANabhUta rupAne zakya jhAle Ahe. arthAta 'gRhasthIpaNA mokSamArgAta bAdhaka nAhI?!' yAce pramANa tara asela nA? yA pramANAlA prakAzita karaNArI vANI uttarArdha khaMDa : 1 madhye samAviSTa karaNyAta AlI Ahe. 'jJAnI puruSAMkaDUna' 'svarupajJAna' prApta vivAhitAMsAThI kI je viSaya-vikAra pariNAma ANi AtmapariNAmAcyA sAMdhyAvara jAgRticyA puruSArthAta Aheta, tyAMnA jJAnI puruSAMcyA vijJAnamaya vANIne viSayAMcyA jokhimAMsamora satata jAgRtI, viSaya vikArAsamora kheda, kheda ANi khedaca taseca pratikramaNarupI puruSArtha, AkarSaNAcyA vAtAvaraNAta buDalyAzivAya bAhera nighaNyAcI jAgRti deNArI samajace siddhAMtika samaja kI jyAta 'AtmyAce sUkSmatama svarupa, tyAcA akartA-abhoktA svabhAva' taseca 'vikAra pariNAma koNAcA? viSayAcA bhoktA koNa? ANi bhogalyAce DokyAvara gheNArA koNa?' yA sarva rahasyAMce spaSTIkaraNa kuThehI dilele nAhI. te ithe sAdhyA, saraLa ANi sahajatene lakSAta yeIla azA zailIta darzaviNyAta Ale Ahe. hI samaja thoDIzIhI zarta cUka jhAlyAne sonyAcyA kaTArIsArakhI banUna jAte. tyAce sarva jokhima ANi nirbhayatA prakaTa karaNArI vANI uttarArdhAcyA khaMDa : 2 madhye prastuta kelI Ahe. sarva saMyogAMta apratibaddhapaNe vicarata rAhUna, mahAmuktadazeta ramalelyA

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jJAnI puruSAMnI kase vijJAna nihALale asela!!! jagAtIla lokAMnI goDa mAnyatemuLe viSayAta sukha mAnale, tyAMcI dRSTI kazA paddhatIne vikasita kelyAne viSaya saMbadhita sarvaca cukIcyA mAnyatA dUra hotIla ANi mahAmuktadazece mULa kAraNasvarupa asaNAre 'bhAva brahmacarya'ce vAstavika svarupa yathArtha samajUtIne kholavara rujela. viSayamuktisAThI kartApaNAcI sarva bhrAMtI taTAvI taseca jJAnI puruSAMnI svataH je pAhile Ahe, jANale Ahe ANi anubhavale Ahe, tyA 'vaijJAnika akrama mArgA' cyA brahmacarya saMbaMdhIce adbhuta rahasya hyA graMthAta visphoTIta jhAle Ahe! yA saMsAravRkSAlA mULAsakaTa upaTUna TAkaNAre, AtmyAcyA anaMta samAdhita ramaNatA karaviNAre, nigraMtha vItarAgadazA prApta karaviNAre, vItarAgAMnI svataH prApta karuna itarAMnAhI bodha dilA, ase he akhaMDa triyogI zuddha brahmacarya nizcitaca mokSa prAptI karaviNAre Ahe ! azA hyA duSamakALAta 'akrama vijJAcyA upalabdhimuLe AjIvana mana-vacana-kAyene zuddha brahmacarye jopAsale gele, tyAlA ekAvatArI pada nizcitaca prApta hoIla ase Ahe ! zevaTI, azA duSamakALAta kI jithe saMpUrNa jagAtIla vAtAvaraNaca viSayAgnine pasaralele Ahe, azA paristhitIta brahmacarya saMbaMdhita 'prakaTa vijJAnalA' sparzena nighAlelI 'jJAnI puruSAMcI' adbhuta vANI saMkalita karuna viSaya-mohapAsUna suTUna sAdhaneta rAhUna, akhaMDa zuddha brahmacaryAcyA pAlanAsAThI sujJa vAcakAMcyA hAtAta hA 'samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya' graMtha saMkSipta svarupAta prastuta karaNyAta AlA Ahe. viSayAcyA bhayaMkara pariNAmAMpAsUna suTaNyAsAThI taseca gRhastha dazeta rAhUna sarva vyavahAra nirbhayatene pUrNa karaNyAsAThI ANi mokSamArga niraMtarAyapaNe vartanAta(anubhavAta) yeIla, yAsAThI 'jase Ahe tase' vAstavikatelA prastuta karatAnA, sonyAcyA kaTAra svarupAta sAMgaNyAta AlelI 'samaja' lA alpa pramANAtahI viparItatekaDe gheUna na jAtA, samyak prakAre tyAcA upayoga karAvA azI pratyeka sujJa vAcakAlA atyaMta bhAvapUrvaka vinaMtI! mokSamArgAta yathAyogya pUrNAhutI karaNyAsAThI yA pustakAcI upayogapUrvaka ArAdhanA karAvI hIca abhyrthnaa| ___ - Do. nIrUbahana amIna 10

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anukramaNikA samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) khaMDa : 1 viSaya vikArAce svarupa, jJAnIMcyA dRSTIne 1. vizleSaNa, viSayAcyA svarupAce 2. vikArAMpAsUna vimuktIcI vATa... 3. mAhAtmya, brahmacaryece khaMDa : 2 'lagna karAyaceca nAhI' asA nizcaya karaNAr2yAMsAThI mArga 1. viSayApAsUna koNatyA samajamuLe suTU zakato ? 2. dRSTI upaTalI jAte 'thrI vijanane ' 3. dRr3ha nizcaya, pohacavato pAra 4. viSayavicAra hairANa karatAta tevhA... 5. cAlU naye, manAcyA sAMgaNyApramANe 6. 'svataH' svataHlA rAgavAve 7. pazcAtApAsahita pratikramaNa 8. sparza sukhAcI bhrAmaka mAnyatA 9. phAIla samora kaThoratA 10. viSayavikArI vartana ? tara DIsamIsa 11. sephasAiDa paryaMtace kuMpaNa... 12. titikSAcyA tApAne tApavA mana-deha 13. nAhI vhAvA asAra, pudgalasAra 14. brahmacarya prApta karavite brahmAMDAcA AnaMda 15. 'viSaya vikArA' samora 'vijJAna'cI jAgRti 16. ghasaraNAr2yAMnA, uThavUna dhAvayalA lAvatAta... 17. aMtima janmAtahI brahmacarya tara Avazyaka 18. dAdAjI detAta puSTi, AptaputrIMnA 1 10 14 11 16 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 5558 21 22 26 26 28 28 31 36 38 39 40 41 49 51 54 60

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) khaMDa : 1 vivAhitAMsAThI brahmacaryAcI cAvI... 1. viSaya nAhI, paNa niDaratA he viSa 2. dRSTI doSAMce jokhima 3. binAhakkAcI gunhegArI 4. eka patnIvrata mhaNajeca brahmacarya 5. binAhakkAce viSayabhoga, narkAce kAraNa 6. viSaya baMda, tithe bhAMDaNataMTe baMda 7. viSaya hI pAzavatA 8. brahmacaryAcI kiMmata, spaSTa vedana-Atmasukha 9. ghyA vratAce TrAyala 10. Alocaneneca TaLatAta, jokhima vratabhaMgAce 11. cAritryAcA prabhAva khaMDa : 2 AtmajAgRtine brahmacaryAcA mArga 1. viSayI-spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 2. viSaya bhUkhacI bhayAnakatA 3. viSaya sukhAta dAve anaMta 4. viSayabhoga nAhI nikAlI 5. saMsAravRkSAce mULa, viSaya 6. AtmA, akartA-abhoktA 7. AkarSaNa-vikarSaNacA siddhAMta 8. 'vaijJAnika gAIDa' brahmacaryAsAThI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) khaMDa : 1 viSaya vikArAce svarupa, jJAnIMcyA dRSTIne [1] vizleSaNa, viSayAcyA svarupAce praznakartA : nisargAlA jara strI-puruSAcI AvazyakatA Ahe tara brahmacarya kazAsAThI dile? dAdAzrI : strI-puruSa doghehI naisargika Aheta ANi brahmacaryAcA hizoba hA suddhA naisargika Ahe. manuSya jyA paddhatIne jagU pAhato, to svataH jazI bhAvanA karato, tyA bhAvanecyA phaLasvarupAne he jaga Ahe. brahmacaryAcI bhAvanA mAgIla janmI kelI asela tara hyA janmAta brahmacaryAcA udaya yeto. he jaga svataHce projekTa Ahe. praznakartA : paraMtu brahmacarya pALalyAne kAya phAyadA hoto? dAdAzrI : jara kAhI lAgalyAmuLe ApalyAlA rakta nighata asela, tara tyAsa ApaNa baMda kA karato? tyAta kAya phAyadA? praznakartA : jAsta rakta nighU naye mhaNUna. dAdAzrI : rakta nighAle tara kAya hote? praznakartA : zarIrAta khUpa azaktapaNA yeto. dAdAzrI : tyAcapramANe adhika abrahmacaryAmuLe zarIrAsa khUpa azaktapaNA yeto. he sarva roga abrahmacaryAceca Aheta. kAraNa kI tumhI jo AhAra khAtA, pItA, zvAsa ghetA, tyA sarvAMcA pariNAma hota, hota,

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya hota zevaTI tyAce vIrya tayAra hote. jase yA dudhApAsUna dahI tayAra karato, he dahI mhaNaje aMtima pariNAma nAhI. puDhe maga dahIpAsUna loNI tayAra hote, loNIce tupa tayAra hote. mhaNaje tupa he aMtima pariNAma Ahe. taseca yAta brahmacarya, he saMpUrNa pudgalasAra Ahe ! 2 mhaNUna hyA jagAtIla dona vastUMnA vAyA ghAlavU naye. eka mhaNaje lakSmI ANi dusare vIrya. jagAtIla lakSmI (paise) gaTArItaca jAta Ahe. mhaNUnaca lakSmI svata:sAThI vAparu naye, vinAkAraNa durupayoga karu naye, ANi zakyato brahmacarya pALale pAhije. jo AhAra gheta asato. tyAcA arka banato va zevaTI abrahmacaryAmuLe naSTa hoto. yA zarIrAta azA kAhI nasA asatAta kI, jyA vIryAlA sAMbhALatAta ANi he vIrya yA zarIrAlA sAMbhALate. arthAtaca zakya hoIla tevaDhe brahmacarya pALale pAhije. praznakartA: paNa ajUnahI malA hI goSTa samajata nAhI kI mANasAne brahmacarya kA pALAve ? dAdAzrI : malA mAjhI goSTa tumacyAvara jabaradastIne ThAsUna basavAyacI nAhI. tumhAlA svata:lAca tI samajAyalA havI. brahmacarya pALU zakata nAhI hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe, paraMtu brahmacaryAce virodhI hoNyAsArakhe nAhIca. brahmacarya tara (mokSAlA jANyAsAThI, AtmasAdhanesAThI) sarvAta moThe sAdhana Ahe. maga te jAU dayA, leTa go karA. brahmacarya pALU nakA. mI kAhI azA matAcA nAhI. mI tara lokAMnA sAMgato kI jara tumacI icchA asela tara tumhI khuzAla lagna karA. koNAlA lagna karAyace asela tara tyAta mAjhI kAhIca harakata nAhI. ase Ahe kI, jyAlA saMsArika sukhAMcI garaja Ahe, bhautika sukhAMcI icchA Ahe. tyAne lagna karAyalA have. sarvaca karAyalA have paNa jyAlA bhautika sukhaM AvaDataca nasatIla ANi sanAtana sukha have asela, tyAne lagna karu naye. praznakartA : vivAhitAMnA, jJAna uzIrA samajate nA? ANi je brahmacarya pALatAta, azA lokAMnA jJAna lavakara yete nA ?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : vivAhitAne jara brahmacarya vrata ghetale tara tyAlA AtmyAce sukha kase asate he pUrNapaNe samajate. nAhItara toparyaMta tyAlA sukha viSayAtUna yete kI AtmyAtUna yete heca samajata nAhI. paraMtu brahmacarya vrata asela tara, tyAlA AtmyAce apAra sukha Ata anubhavAsa yete. tyAce mana cAMgale rAhate, zarIra vagaira sarvakAhI cAMgale rAhate! praznakartA : tara doghAMcIhI jJAnAcI avasthA sArakhIca asate kI tyAta kAhI pharaka asato? vivAhitAcI ANi brahmacaryavAlyAcI? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, brahmacarya vratavAlA kadhIhI ghasaruna khAlI paData nAhI. tyAcyAvara vATela tevaDhe saMkaTa Ale tarI to ghasaruna paData nAhI. tyAsa sephasAIDa(salAmatI) mhaTale jAte. brahmacarya tara zarIrAcA rAjA Ahe. jo brahmacaryAta asato tyAcI buddhi kitI suMdara asate, brahmacarya he tara saMpUrNa pudgalAce (zarIrAce) sAra Ahe. praznakartA : he sAra asAra tara hota nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa to sAra uDUna jAto, 'yujalesa' (bekAra) hoUna jAto!!! ase sAra asela, tyAcI tara goSTaca vegaLI nA! mahAvIra bhagavAnAMnA becALIsa varSAMparyaMta brahmacaryasAra hote. ApaNa jo AhAra gheta asato tyA sarvAMcyA sArAce sAra he vIrya Ahe, he eksTraeNkTa(sAra) Ahe. AtA he eksTraeNkTa jara barobara sAMbhALatA Ale tara AtmA lavakara prApta hoto, saMsArika duHkhaM yeta nAhIta. zArirIka duHkhaM yeta nAhIta, anya koNatIhI duHkha yeta nAhIta. praznakartA : brahmacarya he tara anAtmA bhAgAta yete nA! dAdAzrI : ho, paNa te pudgalasAra Ahe! praznakartA : tara te pudgalasAra samayasArAlA kazAprakAre madata karate? dAdAzrI : he pudgalasAra asela taraca samayasAra hote, he je jJAna

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya mI tumhAlA dile te tara akrama asalyAmuLe cAlate. dusar2yA ThikANI tara ase cAlata nAhI, kramika mArgAta tara pudgalasAra pAhijeca, nAhItara kAhI lakSAtahI rAhata nAhI. vANI bolatAnA aDakhaDate. praznakartA : mhaNaje yA doghAMcA kAhI nimitta naimittika saMbaMdha Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : Ahe nA! nAhI kasA? tIca tara mukhya vastu Ahe! brahmacarya asela tara tumacyA dhAraNenusAra kAma hote. dhAraNenusAra vrataniyama sarva pALU zakato. puDhe jAU zakato ANi pragatIhI hoU zakate. pudgalasAra tara khUpa moThI goSTa Ahe. ekIkaDe jara pudgalasAra asela taraca samayasAra kADhU zakato! lokAMnA azI kharI samaja koNIhI dilI nAhI nA! kAraNa kI, lokaM svataHca polavAle(dhyeyA viruddha manAce aikUna te kArya na karaNe) Aheta. pUrvIce RSimunI tara zuddha hote. mhaNUna te yogya samaja deta hote. viSayAlA viSa jANaleca nAhI. viSa samajaNArA tyAlA sparza karaNAraca nAhI nA! mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAMne mhaTale Ahe kI, jJAnAce phaLa virati(thAMbaNe) ! jANalyAce phaLa kAya? kI to tithe thAMbato. viSaya vAsanece jokhima jANale nAhI. mhaNUna tithe to thAMbalAca nAhI. bhItI bALagaNyAsArakhI asela tara, yA viSaya vikArAcI bhItI bALagaNyAsArakhI Ahe. yA jagAta bhItI bALagaNyAsArakhI dusarI koNatIhI jAgA nAhI. mhaNUna viSayApAsUna sAvadha rahA. hyA sApa, viMcU, vAghApAsUna sAvadha nAhI kA rahAta? anaMta janmAMcyA kamAImuLe ucca gotrAta, ucca kuLAta janma hoto paNa naMtara lakSmI ANi viSayAmAge anaMta janmAMcI kamAI gamAvUna basato!!! kityeka lokaM malA ase vicAratAta kI, 'hyA viSayAta ase kAya Ahe kI viSayasukha cAkhalyAnaMtara mI maraNatulya hoUna jAto, mAjhe mana maruna jAte, vANI maruna jAte?' mI mhaTale kI, he sagaLe

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya meleleca Aheta, paNa tumhAlA tyAce bhAna rahAta nAhI ANi punhA tIca avasthA utpanna hote. nAhItara brahmacarya jara kadhI japale gele tara ekekA manuSyAta tara puSkaLa zakti Ahe! AtmyAce jJAna prApta karaNe yAsa samayasAra mhaTale jAte. AtmyAce jJAna prApta kele ANi tyAca barobara jAgRtIhI rAhilI, tara samayasAra utpanna jhAle. ANi brahmacarya he pudgalasAra Ahe. mana-vacana-kAyene jara brahmacarya pALale tara kitI chAna manobaLa rAhate, vacanabaLa kitI cAMgale rAhate ANi kitI chAna dehabaLa rAhate. ApalyA ithe bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcyA kALAparyaMta kasA vyavahAra hotA? tara eka-dona mule hoIparyaMta 'vyavahAra' (viSayAcA) Thevata hote. paraMtu AjacyA hyA kALAta hA vyavahAra bighaDaNAra Ahe he tyAMnA mAhIta hote, mhaNUnaca tyAMnA pAcave mahAvrata (brahmacaryAce) ThevAve lAgale. manuSya asUnahI yA pAca indriyAMcyA cikhalAta kA paDalA Ahe, heca moThe Azcarya Ahe! bhayaMkara cikhala Ahe hA tara! paNa he na samajalyAmuLe bezuddhAvastheta jagAcA vyavahAra cAlU rAhato, thoDAsA jarI vicAra kelA tarIhI cikhalAlA samajU zakela. paraMtu hI lokaM vicAraca karata nAhI nA?! nusatA cikhalaca Ahe. tarIhI manuSya cikhalAta kA paDalelA Ahe? tara mhaNe, tyAlA 'dusarI svaccha jAgA miLata nAhI mhaNUna to azA cikhalAta loLata Ahe.' praznakartA : arthAta cikhalAcyA bAbatIta ajJAnatAca Ahe nA? praznakartA : ho, tyA bAbatIta tyAlA ajJAnatA Ahe. mhaNUnaca cikhalAta loLata Ahe. paNa tarIhI jara cikhalAlA samajaNyAcA prayatna kelA tara samajela ase Ahe, paraMtu to svataH samajaNyAcA prayatnaca karata nAhI nA! yA jagAta nirviSayI viSaya Aheta. yA zarIrAcyA AvazyakatesAThI je kAhI DALa-bhAta, bhAjI poLI, je miLela te khA. te viSaya nAhIta. viSaya kevhA mhaTale jAte? jevhA tumhI lubdhamAna vhAla tevhA tyAsa viSaya mhaTale jAte. anyathA te viSaya mhaTale jAta nAhI, te nirviSayI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya viSaya Aheta. arthAta hyA jagAta je DoLyAMnI disate te sarvaca viSaya nAhIta. tumhI jara tyAta lubdhamAna jhAlAta taraca tyAsa viSaya mhaTale jAte. AmhAMlA koNatAhI viSaya sparzata nAhI. hA koLI jALe viNato, maga svataH tyAta phasato. yAcapramANe saMsArarupI jALe svataHca viNalele Ahe. mAgIla janmI svataH mAgaNI kelI hotI. buddhIcyA AzayAta ApaNa TeMDara bharalA hotA kI, eka strI tara havIca. dona-tIna ruma asAveta, ekhAdA mulagA ANi ekhAdI mulagI, nokarI evaDheca pAhije. tyA badalyAta bAyako tara miLAlIca miLAlI, paNa sAsU-sAsare, mehuNA-mehuNI, mAvasa sAsU, culata sAsU, Ate sAsU, mAme sAsU,... kitI phasavA phasavI !!! evaDhI sArI jhaMjhaTa sobata yeIla ase mAhita asate tara hI mAgaNIca kelI nasatI kadhI! ApaNa tara TeMDara bharale hote phakta ekA bAyakoce, maga he sarva kazAsAThI dile? tevhA nisarga mhaNato, 'bhAU, tilA ekaTIlA deU zakata nAhI. mAme sAsa, Ate sAsa he sarva sobata dayAve lAgate tyAzivAya tumhAlA karamaNAra nAhI. sarva palaTana sobata asela tevhAca kharI majA yete !' AtA tulA saMsArAta kAya-kAya pAhije? te sAMga nA! praznakartA : malA tara lagnaca karAyace nAhI. dAdAzrI : hA dehaca kitI trAsadAyaka Ahe nA? poTa dukhate tevhA hyA zarIrAlA kase hote? maga jara dusar2yAMcyA dukAnAparyaMta vyApAra vADhavalA(lagna kele) tara kAya hoIla? kitI trAsa vADhela. ANi punhA dona-cAra mule hotIla. bAyako ekaTI asela tara ThIka Ahe, tI nITa rAhIla paraMtu hI cAra mule! maga kAya hoIla? upAdhIcA aMtaca nAhI! yonImadhUna janma gheto. tevhA yonita kitI bhayaMkara duHkhAta rAhAve lAgate ANi jevhA moThA hoto tevhA punhA yonikaDeca vaLato. yA jagAcA vyavahAraca asA Ahe. koNIhI khare zikavaleca nAhI nA! AI-vaDIla suddhA sAMgatAta kI lagna karA AtA. ANi he AI-vaDilAMce kartavyahI Ahe nA? paNa koNIhI kharA sallA deta nAhI kI yAta ase duHkha Ahe.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya lagna he tara kharokharace baMdhana Ahe. mhazIlA goThyAta koMDaNyAsArakhI avasthA hote. azA jhaMjhaTIta phasU naye he uttama, phasale asAla tarI tyAtUna sUTatA Ale tara ati uttama ANi nAhIca tara zevaTI phaLa cAkhalyAnaMtara tarI nighUna jAyalA have!!! eka bhAU malA sAMgata hotA kI, mAjhyA bAyakozivAya malA oNphisamadhye karamata nAhI.' are, jara kadhI ticyA hAtAlA pU jhAlA tara tU cATazIla kA? nAhI? maga kAya baghUna strIvara mohita hotosa?! saMpUrNa zarIraca pU ne bharalale Ahe. hI goNI (zarIra) kazAcI Ahe, yAcA vicAra nAhI yeta kA? manuSyAlA ApalyA patnIvara prema Ahe tyAhIpekSA, jAsta prema DukkarAlA DukkarInIvara asate. yAlA kAya prema mhaNAyace? hI tara nivvaLa pAzavatAca Ahe! prema kazAsa mhaNatAta kI je kadhI vADhata nAhI ANi kadhI kamIhI hota nAhI, tyAlA prema mhaNatAta. hI tara sarva Asakti Ahe. viSayabhoga tara mAtra kharakaTeca Ahe. saMpUrNa jagAce kharakaTe Ahe. AtmyAcA AhAra asA asela kA? AtmyAlA bAherIla koNatyAhI vastucI AvazyakatA nAhI, AtmA tara nirAlaMba Ahe. koNatyAhI avalaMbanAcI tyAlA garaja nAhI. bhrAMtIrasAta he jaga ekAkAra jhAle Ahe. bhrAMtIrasa mhaNaje kharokhara rasa nAhI, tarIhI mAnUna ghetale Ahe! na jANo kAya mAnUna ghetale Ahe! hyA sukhAce jara varNana karAyalA gelo tara mANasAlA ulaTyA yeU lAgatIla !!! yA zarIrAcI rAkha tayAra hote, ANi hyA rAkhecyA paramANUM pAsUna punhA navIna zarIra tayAra hote. azA anaMta janmAcyA rAkhecA hA pariNAma Ahe. phakta kharakaTeca Ahe! he kharakaTyAce kharakaTe ANi tyAcehI punhA kharakaTe! tyAcI tIca rAkha, teca paramANU sarva tyAtUnaca punhA punhA nirmANa hota rAhate. bhAMDayAlA dusar2yA divazI ghAsale tara svaccha disatAta paNa jara ghAsalyAzivAya roja tyAtaca khAta rAhilo tara te ghANeraDe nAhI kA?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya are, kitIhI chAna khIra khAllI asela, paNa jara ulaTI jhAlI tara tI khIra kazI disate? hAtAta gheU zaku azI suMdara disate kA? vATI svaccha asela, khIrahI chAna asela, paNa khAllyAMnatara tyAca khIrIcI ulaTI jhAlI, ANi tI jara punhA khAyalA sAMgitalI tara tumhI khANAra nAhI ANi kAya mhaNAla kI, 'je vhAyace asela te hoU de, paNa mI kAhI khANAra nAhI. arthAta he sarva bhAna rAhata nAhI nA!!! pAca indriyAMcyA viSayAta phakta jIbhecA viSayaca tevaDhA kharA viSaya Ahe. dUsare sarva tara nakalI Aheta. zuddha viSaya asela tara hA ekaca! pharsTa klAsa hApUsace AMbe asatIla, tara kasA svAda yeIla?! bhrAMtItalA jara koNatA zuddha viSaya asela tara phakta hA ekaca Ahe. viSaya tara saMDAsa Ahe. nAkAtUna, kAnAtUna, toMDAtUna yA sarvAMmadhUna je-je nighate, te sarva saMDAsaca Ahe. DiscArja he suddhA saMDAsaca Ahe. jo pAriNAmika bhAga Ahe, to saMDAsa Ahe paraMtu tanmAyAkAra jhAlyAzivAya galana hota nAhI. vicArazIla manuSyAne viSayAta sukha kazAprakAre mAnale Ahe, tyAceca malA navala vATate! viSayAce pRthakkaraNa kele tara kharujAlA khAjavaNyAsArakhe Ahe. AmhAlA tara khUpa-khUpa vicAra yetAta ANi vATate kI arere! anaMta janma punhA-punhA heca kele?! je kAhI ApalyAlA AvaData nAhI, te sarvaca viSayAmadhye Ahe. nusatA durgaMdha Ahe. DoLyAMnA pAhAyalA AvaData nAhI. nAkAne suMghAyalA AvaData nAhI. tU suMghUna pAhile kA kadhI? suMghUna pahAyace hote nA? tevhA kuThe vairAgya yeIla. kAnAlAhI AvaData nAhI. phakta tvacelA AvaDate. viSaya hA buddhIpUrvakacA kheLa nAhI, hI tara kevaLa manAcI pILa Ahe. malA tara yA viSayAta evaDhI ghANa disate kI malA ajibAta, jarA suddhA tyA bAjUcA vicAra yeta nAhI. malA kadhIhI viSayAsaMbaMdhI vicAra yetaca nAhIta. mI (jJAnAta) itake sarva pAhile Ahe kI malA manuSya ArapAra disatAta.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya manuSyAlA roMga bilIpha (cukIcI mAnyatA) Ahe kI, viSayAta sukha Ahe. AtA jara tyAlA viSayApekSAhI ucca sukha miLAle tara viSayAta sukha vATaNAra nAhI! khare tara viSayAta kAhIca sukha nAhI paNa dehadhArIlA vyavahArAta suTakAca nAhI. nAhI tara jANUna bujUna gaTArIce jhAkaNa koNa ughaDela? viSayAta jara sukha asate tara cakravartI rAje itakyA sarva rANyA asUnahI sukhAcyA zodhAta nighAle nasate! yA jJAnAne tara itake ucca prakArace sukha miLate. tarI suddhA he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara lagecaca viSaya jAta nAhIta. paNa haLUhaLU nighUna jAtAta. paNa tarI svataHne mAtra asA vicAra tara karAyalA havA kI viSayAta kitI ghANa Ahe! puruSAlA strI Ahe ase disata asela tara puruSAta roga Ahe mhaNUnaca 'strI' Ahe ase disate. puruSAta roga nasela tara tyAlA strI disata nAhI. (kevaLa tyAcA AtmAca disato) kityeka janmAMpAsUna mojale tara puruSAMnI kitItarI striyAMzI lagna kele ANi striyAMnIhI puruSAMzI lagna kele paNa tarIhI ajUna tyAMcA viSayAcA moha tuTata nAhI. tevhA yAtUna te kevhA pAra yetIla?! tyApekSA hoUna jA ekaTe mhaNaje maga kAyamacI jhaMjhaTaca miTUna jAIla nA?! khare tara brahmacarya he samajUna pALaNe yogya Ahe. brahmacaryAce phaLa jara mokSa miLata nasela tara te brahmacarya sarva khaccI kelyAsArakheca Ahe. paNa tarIhI brahmacaryAne zarIra nirogI rAhate, baLakaTa hote, suMdara hote, AyuSya vADhate! baila suddhA dhuSTapuSTa hoUna jagato nA? praznakartA : lagna karaNyAcI icchAca hota nAhI malA. dAdAzrI : ho kA? maga lagna kelyAzivAya cAlela? praznakartA : ho, mAjhI tara brahmacaryAcIca bhAvanA Ahe. tyAsAThI khUpa zakti dyA, samaja dyA malA. dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI bhAvanA karAvI lAgate. tU dararoja bolAyace kI, 'he dAdA bhagavAna! malA brahmacarya pALaNyAcI zakti dyA!' ANi jara viSayAcA vicAra AlA tara tyAsa lageca upaTUna TAkAyace. nAhItara

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya tyAce bIja paDate. he bIja dona divasa rAhile maga tara mArunaca TAkate. punhA ugavate, arthAta vicAra ugatAca mULAsakaTa upaTUna phekUna dyAve. ANi koNatyAhI strI barobara dRSTI miLavU naye. dRSTI AkarSilI jAta asela tara bAjUlA karAvI ANi dAdAjIMnA AThavUna mAphI mAgAvI. yA viSayAcI ArAdhanA karaNyAsArakhI nAhIca, asA bhAva niraMtara rAhilA tara zeta sApha hote. AtAhI jara koNI AmacyA sAnidhyAta rAhilA tara tyAce sarva pUrNa hoIla. jyAlA brahmacaryaca pALAyace asela, tyAne tara saMyamAlA aneka prakAre tapAsUna ghetale pAhije, parIkSA karuna pahAyalA havI, ANi jara ghasaruna paDU ase vATata asela tara maga lagna kelele uttama. paNa tehI saMyamapUrvaka asAyalA have, jicyAzI lagna karAyace asela tilA sAMgUna dyAve kI, malA ase saMyamapUrvaka rahAyace Ahe. __[2] vikArAMpAsUna vimuktIcI vATa... praznakartA : 'akrama mArgAta' vikArAMnA dUra karaNyAce sAdhana koNate? dAdAzrI : ithe vikArAMnA dUra karAyace nAhI. hA mArga vegaLA Ahe. kityeka lokaM ithe mana-vacana-kAyAce brahmacarya ghetAta, ANi kityeka patnIvAle (vivAhIta) Aheta, tyAMnA AmhI mArga dAkhavilA Ahe tyApramANe te samAdhAna ANatAta. muLAta 'ithe' vikArI padaca nAhI, padaca 'ithe' nirvikArI Ahe! viSaya he viSa Ahe paraMtu agadIca viSa nAhI. viSayAta asalelA nIDarapaNA (nirbhayapaNA) he viSa Ahe. viSaya tara lAcArImuLe, mhaNaje jara koNI cAra divasAcA upAzI asela ANi polisavAlyAne pakaDUna tyAlA mAMsAhAra karAyalA bhAga pADale ANi tyAmuLe tyAlA mAMsAhAra karAvA lAgalA tara tyAsa harakata nAhI. svata:cyA svataMtra marjInusAra nasAve. polisavAlyAne pakaDUna jelamadhye basavale tara tithe basAveca lAgela nA tumhAlA? tithe kAhI dusarA upAya Ahe ? mhaNaje karma tyAlA pakaDato ANi karmaca tyAlA pachADato. tyAta ApaNa nAhI mhaNU zakata nAhI nA! bAkI jithe viSayAcI goSTa yete, tithe dharma

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya nasato. dharma nirvikArAta asato. thoDyA pramANAta jarI dharma asalA tarI cAlela paraMtu dharma nirvikArI asAyalA pAhije. ___ praznakartA : goSTa kharI Ahe, paraMtu tyA vikArI kinAr2yApAsUna nirvikArI kinAr2yApaiMta pohocaNyAsAThI ekhAdI hoDI tara asAyalA havI nA? dAdAzrI : ho, tyAsAThI jJAna asate, tyAsAThI taseca guru bheTale pAhije. guru vikArI nasAveta. guru jara vikArI asatIla tara pUrNa samuhaca narakAta jAIla. punhA manuSyagatihI baghAyalA miLata nAhI. gurUMnA vikAra zobhata nAhI. koNatyAhI dharmAne vikArAMcA svIkAra kelelA nAhI. vikArAcA svIkAra karaNAr2yAlA vAmamArgI mhaTale jAte. pUrvIcyA kALI vAmamArgI hote, vikArAsobata brahma zodhaNyAsa nighAle hote. praznakartA : te suddhA eka vikRta svarupaca mhaTale jAIla nA? dAdAzrI : ho vikRtaca nA! mhaNUnaca vAmamArgI mhaTale nA! vAmamArgI mhaNaje svataH mokSAlA jAta nAhI ANi lokAMnAhI mokSAlA jAU deta nAhI. svataH adhogatita jAtAta ANI lokAMnAhI adhogatita gheUna jAtAta. praznakartA : kAmavAsanece sukha kSaNikaca Ahe he mAhita asUna suddhA, kadhI tarI tyAcI prabaLa icchA hoNyAce kAraNa kAya? ANi tyAvara aMkuza kazAprakAre ThevU zakato? dAdAzrI : kAmavAsanece svarupa jagAne jANaleleca nAhI. kAmavAsanA kazAmuLe utpanna hote, he jara jANUna ghetale tara tAbyAta ThevatA yete. paNa vastusthitIta te kuThUna utpanna hote, he jANataca nAhI. tara kase tAbyAta TheU zakaNAra? koNIhI tAbyAta TheU zakata nAhI. jyAne tAbyAta Thevale Ahe ase je disate, te tara pUrvI kelelyA bhAvanece phaLa Ahe. kAmavAsanece svarupa kuThUna utpanna jhAle, hI utpannAcI avasthA jANalI, ANi titheca jara TALA lAvalA taraca tyAvara aMkuza ThevU zakato. tyAzivAya tumhI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya TALe lAvA kiMvA vATela te upAya karA tyAne kAhIca hoU zakaNAra nAhI. kAmavAsanA nako asela tara AmhI tyAsAThI mArga dAkhaU. __ praznakartA : viSayAMpAsUna parAvRtta hoNyAsAThI jJAna hI mahatvAcI vastu Ahe. dAdAzrI : sarva viSayAMtUna suTaNyAsAThI jJAna he ekaca ati Avazyaka Ahe. ajJAnatemuLeca sarva viSaya cikaTalele Aheta. mhaNUna vATela tevaDhe TALe lAvale tarI tyAcyAne viSaya kAhI baMda hoNAra nAhI. indriyAMnA TALA lAvaNAr2yAMnA mI pAhile Ahe. paNa tase kelyAne viSaya kAhI baMda hota nAhI. jJAnAne sarva (doSa) nighUna jAtAta. jJAnAmuLe ApalyA yA sarva brahmacArIMnA viSayasaMbaMdhita eka vicAra suddhA yeta nAhI, jJAnAcyA prabhAvAne. praznakartA : sAyakolaoNjI ase sAMgate kI, ekadA jara tumhI poTabhara AIskrIma khAlle. tara tyAnaMtara tumhAlA khAyace manaca hoNAra nAhI. dAdAzrI : jagAta ase hoUca zakata nAhI. ase poTabhara khAllyAne tara punhA khAyace mana hoNAraca. paNa jara tumhAlA khAyace nasela ANi jabaradastIne sArakhe sArakhe khAU ghAtale, ThAsUna ThAsUna khAyalA ghAtale tevhA maga ulTyA hotAta ANi tevhA khAyace baMda hoIla. poTabhara khAllyAne tara ulaTa punhA khANyAcI icchA hote. yA viSayAcyA bAbatIta tara nehamI jasa-jase viSaya bhogata jAto, tasa-tase te ANakhI peTa gheta jAte. viSaya na bhogalyAmuLe thoDe divasa trAsa hoto, kadAcita mahIne, dona mahIne. paraMtu tyAnaMtara aparicayAmuLe manuSya (viSaya) pUrNapaNe visarunaca jAto. ANi bhogaNArA manuSya vAsanA kADhU zakato hyA goSTIta tathya nAhI. mhaNUnaca ApalyA lokAMcA, zAstrAMcA zodha Ahe kI hA brahmacaryAcA mArgaca uttama Ahe. arthAta sarvAta moThA upAya, mhaNaje aparicaya! ekadA jara tyA vastUpAsUna dUra rAhilo, varSabhara kiMvA dona varSAMsAThI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 13 dUra rAhilo tara manuSya tyA vastulA visarunaca jAto. mhaNajeca manAcA svabhAva kasA Ahe? dUra rAhile tara visaruna jAte. javaLa AlyAvara punhA oDhAtANa suru hote. manAcA paricaya tuTalA. 'ApaNa' vegaLe rAhilo mhaNUna mana suddhA tyA vastupAsUna dUra rAhile, mhaNUna maga te kAyamasAThI visarate. tyAlA AThavaNahI yeta nAhI. naMtara ApaNa sAMgitale tarI te tyA bAjUlA vaLata nAhI. he tumhAlA samajataya kA? tU jara tujhyA mitrApAsUna dona varSAMsAThI dUra rAhilA, tara tujhe mana tyAlA visaruna jAIla. praznakartA : jevhA ApaNa manAlA viSaya bhogaNyAsAThI suTa deta asato, tevhA tyAta te nIrasa rAhate, ANi jevhA viSaya bhogaNyAkaDe kaMTrola karato, tevhA te jAsta usaLate, AkarSita hote, tara tyAce kAya kAraNa? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, yAlA ApaNa manAcA kaMTrola mhaNU zakata nAhI. jo ApalA kaMTrola svIkArata nasela tara to kaMTrolaca nAhI. kaMTrolara asAyalA havA nA? svataH kaMTrolara asela tara kaMTrola svIkArela. svataH kaMTrolara nAhI mhaNUna mana aikata nAhI, mana tumace aikata nAhI nA? manAlA thAMbavAyace nAhI. manAcyA kAraNAMnA niyaMtrita karAyace Ahe. mana tara svataHca eka pariNAma Ahe. to pariNAma dAkhavalyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI, parikSAcA pariNAma Ahe, pariNAma badalU zakata nAhI, parIkSelA badalAyace Ahe. jyAcyAne he pariNAma ubhe rAhatAta tyA kAraNAMnA baMda karAyace Ahe. maga hI kAraNe kazI zodhAyacI? mana kazAmuLe utpanna jhAle? tevhA mhaNe, viSayAta cikaTalele Ahe. 'kuThe cikaTalele Ahe? he zodhUna kADhAyalA have. ANi maga tithe kApAyace. praznakartA : vAsanA soDaNyAsAThI sarvAta sopA upAya koNatA? dAdAzrI : 'mAjhyAjavaLa yA.' hAca upAya. dusarA kAya upAya? vAsanA jara tumhI svataH soDAyalA jAla tara dusarI vAsanA ghusela. kAraNa avakAza (pokaLI) tase rAhata nAhI. tumhI eka vAsanA soDalI mhaNUna tithe avakAza nirmANa hoIla. ANi maga tithe dusarI vAsanA ghusela.

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14 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : he krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha he je tumhI sAMgitale nA, tara hA viSaya kazAta yeto? 'kAma' kazAta yete? praznakartA : viSaya vegaLe Aheta ANi he kaSAya vegaLe Aheta. jara ApaNa viSayAMcI maryAdA olAMDalI, maryAdepekSA jAsta mAgitale, te lobha Ahe. [3] mAhAtmya brahmacaryece! praznakartA : jo bAla brahmacaryacArI asato to jAsta uttama mhaTalA jAto kI jo lagnAnaMtara brahmacarya pALato to jAsta uttama mhaTalA jAto? dAdAzrI : bAla brahmacArIcI tara goSTaca vegaLI nA! paraMtu Ajace bAla brahmacArI kase asatAta? hA kALa kharAba Ahe. tyAMcyA jIvanAta AtAparyaMta je ghaDale Ahe te jara tumhI vAcAla tara lagecaca tumace Doke dukhU lAgela. tumhAlA jara brahmacarya pALAyace asela tara tumhAlA upAya sAMgato. to upAya tumhI kelA pAhije. nAhItara tumhI brahmacarya pALaleca pAhije ase kAhI anivArya nAhI. he tara Ata jyAcyA karmAcA udaya asela tyAcyAkaDUna pALale jAte. brahmacarya vrata gheNe he tara tyAMcyA pUrvakarmAcA udaya asela tara pALale jAU zakate. pUrvI bhAvanA kelI asela tara pALale jAIla. kiMvA maga tumhI pAlana karaNyAcA nizcaya kelA tara pALale jAIla. AmhI kAya sAMgato kI, tumacA pakkA nizcaya pAhije ANi sobata Amace vacanabaLa Ahe, tyAmuLe brahmacarya pALaNe zakya Ahe. praznakartA : dehAsobata jI karma cArja hoUna AlelI asatIla tyAta badala tara hoU zakata nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, kAhIca badala hota nAhI. tarIhI viSaya hI azI vastu Ahe kI jJAnI puruSAcyA AjJemuLe phakta yAta mAtra badala ghaDU zakato. paNa tarIhI he vrata sarvAMnAca detA yeta nAhI. AmhI amukaca mANasAMnA he vrata dile Ahe. jJAnIMcyA AjJene sarva kAhI badalU zakate. samoracyAlA phakta nizcayaca karAyacA Ahe kI vATela te hoU de, paraMtu

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya he (viSaya) malA nakoca. tevhA maga AmhI tyAlA AjJA deto ANi Amace vacanabaLa kAma karate. mhaNUna tyAce citta maga itaratra kuThehI jAta nAhI. 15 4 he brahmacarya jara koNI pALale ANi jara zevaTaparyaMta yAtUna pAra utaralA tara brahmacarya hI tara khUpaca moThI goSTa Ahe. he 'dAdAI jJAna', 'akrama vijJAna' ANi tyAsobata brahmacarya, he sarva asela, tara tyAlA ANakhI kAya have? eka tara he 'akrama vijJAna'ca ase Ahe kI jara kadhI hA anubhava, vizeSa pariNAma prApta karu zakalA, tara to rAjAMcAhI rAjA Ahe. saMpUrNa jagAcyA rAjAMnA paNa tithe namaskAra karAvA lAgela! praznakartA : AtA tara zejArI suddhA namaskAra karata nAhI ! praznakartA : samajalyAnaMtara suddhA saMsArAtIla viSayAMmadhye mana AkarSita hota rAhate. khare-khoTe kAya Ahe he sarva samajato, tarIhI viSayAMmadhUna suTU zakata nAhI. tara tyAvara upAya kAya ? dAdAzrI : jI samaja kriyAkArI asate tIca kharI samaja mhaTalI jAte. itara sarva vAMjha samaja mhaTalI jAte. praznakartA : hI samaja kriyAkArI hoNyAsAThI, kAya prayatna karAvA? dAdAzrI : mI tumhAlA savistara samajAvato. maga tI samajaca kriyA karIta rAhIla. tumhI kAhIca karAyace nAhI. tumhI DhavaLADhavaLa karAyalA jAla tara te ulaTa jAsta bighaDela. je jJAna, jI samaja kriyAkArI asela, tIca kharI samaja ANi teca khare jJAna Ahe. yA jagAta jara kuThalyA goSTIcIM niMdA karaNyAsArakhI asela tara te abrahmacarya Ahe. itara sarva goSTI itakyA niMdA karaNyAsArakhyA nAhIta. praznakartA : paraMtu mAnasazAstrI tara ase sAMgatAta kI, viSaya baMda hoU zakataca nAhI, zevaTaparyaMta rAhato. tyAmuLe maga vIryAce urdhvagamana hoNAraca nAhI nA ? dAdAzrI : mI kAya mhaNato kI, viSayAcA abhiprAya badalalA kI viSaya rAhataca nAhI! joparyaMta ( viSayasaMbaMdhI) abhiprAya badalata nAhI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya toparyaMta vIryAce urdhvagamana hotaca nAhI. ApalyA ithe tara AtA saraLa AtmapakSAtaca TAkUna dyAyace Ahe, tyAceca nAva urdhvagamana Ahe ! viSaya baMda kelyAne tyAlA AtmasukhAcA anubhava hoto. ANi viSaya baMda jhAlA mhaNaje vIryAce urdhvagamana hoIlaca. AmacI AjJAca azI Ahe kI viSaya baMda hoUna jAto. praznakartA : AjJeta kAya asate ? vyakti baMda karAyace ? mana dAdAzrI : vyakti viSaya baMda karA ase AmhI sAMgataca nAhI. -buddhi- citta ANi ahaMkAra brahmacaryAta rAhatIla ase asAyalA have. ANi mana-buddhi-citta ANi ahaMkAra brahmacaryAcyA pakSAta Ale mhaNaje maga sthULa tara ApoApaca yeIlaca. tujhyA mana-buddhi- citta ANi ahaMkArAlA phirava. AmacI AjJA azI Ahe kI he cArahI phirunaca jAtAta ! 16 praznakartA : he vacanabaLa jJAnIMnA kase prApta jhAle asela ? dAdAzrI : svataH nirviSayI asatIla taraca vacanabaLa prApta hote, anyathA viSayAce virecana karavU zakela ase vacanabaLa asataca nAhI nA! mana-vacana-kAyene saMpUrNapaNe nirviSayI asatIla tevhA tyAMcyA zabdAne viSayAce virecana hote. khaMDa : 2 'lagna karAyaceca nAhI' asA nizcaya karaNAr2yAMsAThI mArga [1] viSayApAsUna koNatyA samajamuLe suTU zakato ? praznakartA : mAjhI lagna karaNyAcI icchA nAhI, paraMtu AI - vaDIla taseca itara nAtevAIka lagnAsAThI dabAva TAkata Aheta. tara mI lagna karAve kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : tumhAlA jara lagna karaNyAcI icchAca nasela tara Apale he 'jJAna' tumhI ghetalele Ahe mhaNUna tumhAlA te jamela. yA jJAnAcyA pratApAne sarvakAhI zakya hoIla ase Ahe. mI tumhAlA samajAvela kI kazAprakAre vAgAve ANi tyAta jara tumhI pAra utarale, tara ati uttama. tumace kalyANa hoIla ! ! !

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 17 brahmacarya vrata gheNyAcA vicAra AlA ANi jara tyAcA nizcaya pakkA jhAlA tara tyAsArakhI moThI goSTa kAya asela? to tara sarva zAstraM samajUna gelA! jyAne nizcaya kelA kI AtA malA suTAyaceca Ahe, tyAlA sarva zAstraM samajalI. viSayAcA moha asA Ahe kI nirmohIlA suddhA to mohI banavato. are, sAdhu-AcAryAMnA suddhA to vicalita karuna TAkato! praznakartA : brahmacaryAcA nizcaya kelA Ahe, tyAlA ANakhI majabUta karaNyAsAThI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : punhA-punhA nizcaya karAyacA ANi 'he dAdA bhagavAna! mI nizcaya majabUta karato, malA nizcaya majabUta karaNyAsAThI zakti dyA.' ase bolalyAne zakti vADhate. praznakartA : viSayAce vicAra Ale tarIhI tyAsa pahAta rAhAyace? dAdAzrI : vicArAMnA pahAtaca rAhAyace. nAhItara kAya tyAMnA sAThavUna ThevAyace? praznakartA : uDavUna nAhI kA TAkAyace? dAdAzrI : pahAtaca rAhAyace, pAhilyAnaMtara ApaNa caMdrezalA sAMgAyace kI yAMce pratikramaNa kara. mana-vacana-kAyene viSaya vikArI doSa icchA, ceSTA-cALe, he sarva je doSa jhAle asatIla, tyAMce pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. viSayAce vicAra yetAta paraMtu svataH tyAMcyApAsUna vegaLA rAhato, tyAveLI kitI AnaMda hoto?! jara viSayAtUna kAyamacA sUTalA tara kitI AnaMda hoIla? mokSAlA jANyAce cAra AdhArastaMbha Aheta. jJAna-darzana-cAritrya ANi tapa. AtA tapa kevhA karAve lAgate? manAta viSayAce vicAra yeta asatIla ANi svataHcA dRDha nizcaya asela kI malA viSaya bhogAyacAca nAhI. tara yAlA bhagavaMtAMnI tapa mhaTale Ahe. svata:cI kiMcitamAtra icchA nasela, tarIhI vicAra yeta asatIla tithe tapa karAyace Ahe. abrahmacaryAce vicAra yeta asatIla, paraMtu satata brahmacaryAcI zakti

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya mAgata asela, hI phAra uttama goSTa Ahe. brahmacaryAcI zakti satata mAgata rAhilyAne koNAlA dona varSAMnI, tara koNAlA pAca varSAMnI brahmacarya udayAta yete. jyAne abrahmacarya jiMkale tyAne saMpUrNa jaga jiMkale, brahmacarya pALaNAr2yAMvara tara zAsanadeva - devI khUpa prasanna asatAta. 18 sAvadha rAhaNyAsArakhe tara viSayAcyA bAbatIta Ahe. eka viSaya tevaDhe jiMkale tarI puSkaLa jhAle. tyAcA vicAra yeNyA agodaraca tyAlA upaTUna TAkAve lAgate. Ata vicAra AlA kI lageca upaTUna TAkAve. dusarI goSTa, ekhAdyA sobata sahajahI dRSTIsa dRSTI miLAlI tara, dRSTI lagecaca bAjUlA karAvI lAgate. nAhItara te ropaTe thoDese jarI vADhale tara tyAtUna punhA bI paDate. mhaNUnaca tyA ropaTyAlA ugavatAnAca upaTUna TAkAve lAgate. jyAcyA saMgatIta rAhUna ApaNa phasale jAU ase asela tara tyApAsUna khUpaca dUra rAhAyalA have, nAhItara ekadA jara phasalo tara punhA punhA phasataca rAhato, mhaNUna tithUna paLa kADhAvA. ghasaruna paDaNyAsArakhI jAgA asela tithUna paLa kADhAvA, mhaNaje maga ApaNa ghasaraNAra nAhI. satsaMgAta itara 'phAIlI' tara bheTata nAhIta nA? eka samAna vicAravAleca sarva bheTatAta nA ? manAta thoDAsA jarI viSayAcA vicAra AlA kI tAbaDatoba tyAlA upaTUna phekUna dile pAhije. ANi jara kuThe AkarSaNa jhAle tara tyAce lagecaca pratikramaNa kele pAhije. yA dona zabdAMnA jyAne pakaDale tyAlA kAyama brahmacarya rAhaNAra. yA biyAMcA svabhAva kasA Ahe kI tyA paDataca rAhatAta. DoLe tara niranirALe pAhata rAhatAta. tyAmuLe Ata bI paDate. mhaNUna maga tyAlA upaTUna TAkAve. joparyaMta bI rupAne Ahe toparyaMta upAya Ahe, naMtara kAhI hoU zakata nAhI. sarva striyA kAhI ApalyAlA AkarSita karIta nAhIta. jyA AkarSita karatAta to tumacA mAgIla janmAcA hizoba Ahe; mhaNUna tithe upaTUna phekUna dyA, svaccha karuna TAkA. ApalyA jJAnAnaMtara kAhI aDacaNa yeta nAhI. phakta ekA viSayAcyA bAbatIta AmhI sAvadha karato. dRSTI miLavaNe hAca gunhA Ahe, ANi he samajalyAnaMtara jabAbadArI khUpa vADhate, mhaNUna koNAsobatahI dRSTI miLavAyacI nAhI.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya bhAvanidrA yete kI nAhI? bhAvanidrA AlI tara jaga tulA cikaTale. jara bhAvanidrA AlI, tara tyAca vyakticyA zuddhAtmyAjavaLa brahmacaryAsAThI zakti mAgavI kI, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, malA saMpUrNa jagAsobata brahmacarya pAlana karaNyAcI zakti dyA.' AmacyAjavaLa jara zakti mAgitalI tara uttamaca Ahe, paraMtu jyA vyaktisobata vyavahAra jhAlA Ahe titheca DAyarekTa mAphI mAgaNe he ati uttama Ahe. praznakartA : najaresa najara miLAlI tara kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : ApalyA javaLa je pratikramaNAce sAdhana Ahe, tyAne ghuUna TAkAyace. najara miLAlI tara lagecaca pratikramaNa kelele uttama. mhaNUna tara mhaTale Ahe nA kI suMdara strIcA phoTo kiMvA mUrti ThevU nakA. praznakartA : viSayAta sarvAta jAsta goDavA mAnalA gelA Ahe, te koNatyA AdhArAvara mAnalA gelA Ahe? dAdAzrI : tyAta tyAlA goDavA vATalA ANi itara ThikANI tyAne goDavA pAhilelAca nAhI, mhaNUnaca tyAlA viSayAta khUpa goDI vATate. khare baghAyalA gelo tara sarvAta jAsta ghANa itheca Ahe, paNa ithe goDI vATata asalyAmuLe tyAlA bhAna rahAta nAhI. praznakartA : ajibAta AvaData nAhI, tarIhI AkarSaNa hota asate tyAcI khUpa khaMta vATate. dAdAzrI : jara khaMta vATata asela tara viSaya nighUna jAto. kevaLa eka AtmAca pAhije. tara maga viSaya kasA ubhA hoIla? dusare kAhI pAhije asela, tara viSaya ubhA hoIla nA? tulA viSayAce pRthakkaraNa karatA yete kA? praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgA? dAdAzrI : pRthakkaraNa mhaNaje kAya kI, viSaya he DoLyAMnA AvaDela ase asate kA? kAnAne aikAyalA AvaDate kA? ANi jIbhene cATale tara goDa lAgate kA? ekAhI indriyAlA AvaData nAhI. yA

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20 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya jaate| nAkAlA tara kharokhara AvaDate nA? are, khUpa suMgadha yeto nA? attara lAvalele asate nA? mhaNaje ase pRthakkaraNa kelyAvara samajate. saMpUrNa narkaca tithe paDalelA Ahe. paraMtu ase pRthakkaraNa hota nasalyAmuLe loka goMdhaLatAta. titheca moha hoto, he suddhA eka Azcaryaca Ahe nA! 'eka viSayAlA jiMkUna, jiMkalA pUrNa saMsAra, rAjAlA jiMkUna jiMkale, daLa pUra va adhikAra.' -zrImaMda rAjacaMdra phakta ekA rAjAlAca jiMkale tara tyAce sainya, rAjya ANi adhikAra sarvaca ApalyAlA prApta hote.(taseca ekA viSayAlA jara jiMkale tara saMpUrNa jaga jiMkale ase Ahe ! praznakartA : ApalyAkaDUna jJAna prAptI jhAlyAnaMtara AmhI hyAca janmAtaca viSaya bIjApAsUna saMpUrNa nigraMtha hoU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : sarvaca hoU zakate. puDhIla janmAsAThI bIja paDaNAra nAhI. hI jI junI bIjaM Aheta tI tumhI dhuUna TAkA, ANi navIna bIja paData nAhI. praznakartA : arthAta puDhIla janmI viSayAsaMbaMdhI ekahI vicAra yeNAra nAhI? dAdAzrI : nAhI yeNAra. thoDephAra kacce rAhile asela tara pUrvIce thoDe vicAra yetIla paNa te vicAra phArase sparzaNAra nAhIta. jithe hizoba nAhI, tyAce jokhima nAhI. praznakartA : zIlavAna koNAlA mhaNatAta? dAdAzrI : viSayAcA vicAra yeta nAhI, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hota nAhI, tyAlA zIlavAna mhaNatAta. kasoTIce jara kadhI prasaMga Ale, tara tyAsAThI dona-tIna upavAsa karA. jevhA (viSayAcyA) karmAcA jora khUpa vADhato tevhA upavAsa kelyAvara te baMda hote. upavAsa kelyAne marata nAhI.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 21 [2] dRSTI upaTalI jAte 'thrI vijanane' ! mI jo prayoga kelA hotA, toca prayoga tumhI vAparAyacA. AmhI tyAca prayogAcA niraMtara vApara karata asato. AmhAlA tara jJAna hoNyApUrvI suddhA jAgRti rahAta hotI. kitIhI suMdara kapaDe ghAtale asatIla, dona hajArAMcI sADI ghAtalI asela tarIhI pAhatAkSaNIca jAgRtI yeta ase, tyAmuLe nekeDa (nagna) disata ase. maga dusarI jAgRtI utpanna vhAyacI, tevhA kAtaDI zivAyace disate ANi tisar2yA jAgRtIne poTa kApalyAvara AtIla AtaDe taseca AtaDyAMmadhye kAya kAya badala hota Ahe he sarva disAyace. raktAMcyA nasA Ata disAyacyA, saMDAsa disAyace, azAprakAre AtIla sarva ghANa disAyacI. tyAmuLe maga viSaya vikAra utpanna hoNAraca nAhI nA! yAta AtmA zuddha vastu Ahe, tithe jAUna AmacI dRSTI sthirAvate. maga moha kasA hoIla ? zrImaMd rAjacaMdrAMnI sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'dekhata bhUlI TaLe' mhaNajeca 'pAhilyAbarobara hoNArI cUka' TaLalI tara sarva duHkhAMcA kSaya hoto. zAstrAMta ApaNa vAcato kI strIvara rAga ( moha) karu nakA, paraMtu strIlA pAhilyAbarobaraca he visaruna jAto, tyAsa 'pAhatAkSaNI hoNArI cUka' ase mhaNatAta. 'pAhatAkSaNI hoNArI cUka TaLalI' yAcA artha kAya, tara hI mithyA dRSTI Ahe, tI dRSTI parivartita hoUna samyak dRSTI jhAlI tara sarva duHkhAMcA kSaya hoto. maga tI cUka punhA ghaDU deNAra nAhI, dRSTI khecalI jAta nAhI. praznakartA : ekhAdyA strIlA pAhUna puruSAlA kharAba bhAva jhAle, tara tyAta tyA strIcA doSa Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAta tyA strIcA kAhI doSa nAhI ! bhagavAna mahAvIrAMce lAvaNya pAhUna puSkaLa striyAMnA moha utpanna hota hotA, paNa tyAmuLe bhagavaMtAlA kAhI sparzata navhate ! arthAta jJAna kAya mhaNate kI tumacI kriyA sahetu asalI pAhije. tumhI azI kezaracanA nAhI kelI pAhije kiMvA ase kapaDe suddhA nAhI ghAtale pAhijeta kI jyAmuLe samoracyA vyaktilA moha utpanna hoIla. ApalA bhAva zuddha asela tara

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya kAhIhI bighaData nAhI. bhagavaMta kazAsAThI kezalocana karata hote? yA kesAMmuLe ekhAdayA strIcA mAjhyAvara bhAva bighaDalA tara? mhaNUna he kesaca kADhUna TAkale tara bhAva bighaDaNAraca nAhI. kAraNa bhagavaMta tara khUpa rupavAna hote, mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMce rupa, tara saMpUrNa vizvAta anupama hote! praznakartA : strIyAM varIla moha ANi rAga jara nighUna gelA, tara rucI saMpata jAte kA? dAdAzrI : rucicI gATha tara anaMta janmAMpAsUna paDalelI Ahe, tI kevhA phuTela he sAMgatA yeNAra nAhI. mhaNUna yA satsaMgAtaca paDUna rAhAve. yA saMgAbAhera gelo kI, punhA tyA rucicyA AdhAre sarva ugavela. mhaNUna yA brahmacArIMcyA saMgAtaca rahAve lAgate. ajuna hI rucI gelelI nAhI, mhaNUna dusar2yA kusaMgAta ghusalyA barobara lageca cAlU hoUna jAte. kAraNa kI kusaMgAcA svabhAvaca asA Ahe. paraMtu jyAcI rucI uDUna gelI asela tara maga tyAlA kusaMga sparzata nAhI. AmacI AjJA pALAla tara tumacA moha jAIla. tumhI svataH jara mohAlA kADhAyalA jAla tara to tumhAlAca kADhUna TAkela asA Ahe! mhaNUna moha kADhUna TAkaNyApekSA tyAsa sAMgAve, 'basA sAheba, AmhI tumacI pujA karato!' maga vegaLe hoUna ApaNa tyAvara upayoga keMdrita kelA ANi dAdAMcyA AjJeta rAhilo tara mohAlA lageca svataHhUna tithUna paLa kADhAvAca lAgela. [3] dRDha nizcaya, pohacavato pAra nizcaya kazAsa mhaNatAta? kI vATela tase(viSaya vikArAMce) sainya ApalyAvara caDhAI karAyalA Ale tarI ApaNa tyAMnA vaza hoNAra nAhI! Ata vATela tase samajAvaNAre bheTale tarIhI ApaNa tyAMce aikAyace nAhI! ekadA nizcaya kelyAvara, mAge vaLUna pAhata nAhI, tyAlA khAr2yA arthAne nizcaya mhaNatAta. nizcaya mhaNaje sarva vicArAMnA baMda karuna ekAca vicArAvara ThAma rahANe, kI ApalyAlA ithUna sTezanalA pohocAyace Ahe, sTezanavaruna

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya gADItaca basAyace Ahe. ApalyAlA basamadhUna jAyace nAhIca. asA jara tumacA nizcaya pakkA asela tara maga gADIce sarva saMyoga jULana yetAta. nizcaya kaccA asela tara gADIce saMyoga miLata nAhIta. 23 praznakartA : nizcayApuDhe TAimIMga badalUna jAto kA ? dAdAzrI : nizcayApuDhe sarva TAimIMga badalUna jAtAta. he bhAU sAMgata hote kI 'zakyato mI tethe pohocela, paNa jara nAhI yeU zakalo tara tumhI nighUna jA.' tevhA AmhI samajUna gelo kI yAMcA nizcaya kaccA Ahe. mhaNUna maga tithe eviDansa ( saMyoga) ase jamatAta kI jyAmuLe ApalyA dhAraNenusAra hota nAhI. praznakartA : ApalyA nizcayAlA toDato koNa ? dAdAzrI : ApalAca ahaMkAra. mohavAlA ahaMkAra Ahe nA ! mUrcchita ahaMkAra ! praznakartA: dAnata cora (khoTI) asaNe hI nizcayAcI kamataratA mhaTalI jAIla nA ? dAdAzrI : kamataratA nAhI, yAlA tara nizcaya mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. kamataratA asalI tara nighUna jAte sarva, paNa to tara nizcayaca nAhI. praznakartA : dAnata cora nasela tara vicAra yeNe pUrNapaNe baMda hoUna jAtAta kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, vicArAMnA yeU dyA. vicAra Ale tara tyAta ApalyAlA kAya harakata Ahe ? vicAra yeNe baMda hota nAhIta. phakta ApalI dAnata mAtra khoTI nasAvI. Ata koNatyAhI prakAracI lAlaca asalI tarI ticyA kacATyAta sApaData nAhI. ase sTroMga ! vicAra yetIlaca kase? vihIrIta paDAyaceca nAhI asA jyAcA nizcaya asela, to jarI cAra divasAMpAsUna jhopalA nasela ANi tyAlA vihIrIcyA kaDevara basavale tarI to tithe jhopaNAra nAhI. tumacA saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALaNyAcA nizcaya ANi AmacI AjJA,

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya he donhI jara ekatra Ale tara jabaradasta kArya siddhI hoNAraca, paNa jara AtalA nizcaya jarA suddhA DagamagalA nAhI, tara ! AmacI AjJA tara to jithe jAIla tithe tyAlA mArga dAkhavela. paraMtu ApaNa kiMcitahI pratijJA toDU naye. jara viSayAcA vicAra AlA tara ardhyA tAsAparyaMta pratikramaNa karuna dhUta rahAyace. kI ajUnahI he vicAra kA yeta Aheta! ANi najara tara kuNAzIhI miLavAyacIca nAhI. jyAMnA brahmacaryaca pALAyace Ahe tyAMnI tara najarelA najara miLavUca naye. 24 ekhAdyA strI jAtIlA jara sahajahI ApalyA hAtAne sparza jhAlA asela tara nizcaya Dagamagato. rAtrI jhopUca deNAra nAhI ase he paramANU Aheta! mhaNUna sparza tara vhAyalAca nako. ANi jara dRSTI sAMbhALalI gelI tara nizcaya Dagamagata nAhI ! praznakartA : ekhAdyAcA nizcaya brahmacaryAsAThI Dagamagata asela tara tyAcI pUrvIcI bhAvanA tazI asela, mhaNUna ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI, hA tara nizcayaca nAhI. hA pUrvIcA projekTa nAhI ANi hA jo nizcaya kelA Ahe, to tara lokAMce pAhUna kelelA Ahe. he phakta lokAMce pAhUna anukaraNa kele Ahe mhaNUna Dagamagato. tyApekSA lagna karuna ghe nA bhAU, (lagna kelyAne) kAya nukasAna hoNAra Ahe ? ekhAdIce lagna tarI pAra paDela. brahmacaryAta apavAda ThevU zakU, azI vastu nAhI. kAraNa kI mANasAce mana pola ( bahANe) zodhata asate, ekhAdayA ThikANI evaDhe choTese jarI chidra asela tara mana tyAsa moThe karuna dete ! praznakartA : hA jo pola zodhUna kADhato, tyAta koNatI vRtti kAma karate ? dAdAzrI : yAta manaca kAma karate, vRtti nAhI. manAcA svabhAvaca asA pola zodhaNyAcA Ahe. praznakartA : mana pola zodhata asela tara tyAlA kazA prakAre thAMbavAyace ?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 25 dAdAzrI : nizcayAne. nizcaya asela tara bahANe kase banavela? svata:cAca nizcaya asela tara to bahANA banavaNAraca nAhI nA? 'mAMsAhAra karAyacA nAhI' asA jyAcA nizcaya Ahe, to kadhI mAMsAhAra karataca nAhI. praznakartA : arthAta pratyeka goSTIta nizcaya karAyacA? dAdAzrI : nizcayAneca sarva kArya hote. praznakartA : AtmA prApta kelyAnaMtara nizcayabaLa ThevAve lAgate? dAdAzrI : svataH ThevAyaceca nAhI nA! ApaNa tara 'caMdrezalA' sAMgAyace kI tumhI barobara nizcaya karA. hyA bAbatIta prazna vicArAyace asatIla tara to bahANe zodhato. mhaNUna ase prazna vicArAyace asela tevhA tyAlA mhaNAyace 'cUpa' 'geTa AUTa' mhaTale kI to gappa basela. 'geTa AUTa' mhaTalyA barobaraca sarva paLatAta. tujhyA bAbatIta kAya ghaDate? praznakartA : divasabharAta asA eviDansa(saMyoga) samora AlA tara, viSayAcI ekhAdI gATha phuTate, paNa lageca thrI vijhanane pAhato. dAdAzrI : nadIta jara ekadAca buDalA tara maruna jANAra nA? kI roja roja buDalyAvara maraNAra? nadIta tara tyAcaveLI buDUna marato, maga kAhI harakata Ahe? nadIce kAhI nukasAna hoNAra Ahe kA? zAstrakArAMnI tara ekAca veLecyA abrahmacaryAlA 'mRtyU' mhaTale Ahe. maruna jA, paNa abrahmacarya hoU deU nakosa. karmAcA udaya AlA asela ANi jara jAgRtI rAhata nasela tevhA jJAnAcI vAkye moThyAne bolUna jAgRtI ANato ANi karmAcyA virodhAta basato, yAlA 'parAkrama' mhaNatAta. sva-vIryAlA sphurAyamAna karaNe mhaNaje parAkrama hoya. parAkramApuDhe koNAcIhI himmata nAhI. tU jitakA sinsiyara(niSThAvAna) tevaDhI tujhI jAgRti. AmhI tulA he sUtrarupAne deto ANi lahAna mulagAhI samajU zakela ase spaSTapaNe

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya samajAvUna deto. jo jitakA sinsiyara, titakI tyAcI jAgRti. he tara sAyansa Ahe. yAta jevaDhI sinsiyAriTI asela tevaDhIca tyAcI pragatI hote, ANi hI sinsiyAriTI tara theTa mokSAparyaMta gheUna jAte. sinsiyAriTIce phaLa morAliTIta(naitikateta) yete. praznakartA : tyA divazI ApaNa kAhI sAMgata hotA kI tAruNyAtahI 'rIja paoNinTa' asate, tara he 'rIja paoNinTa' mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : 'rIja paoNinTa' arthAta he je chappara asate nA, yAta 'rIja paoNinTa' koNatyA ThikANI yeto? TokAvara. tAruNya jevhA 'rIja paoNinTa' vara(TokAvara) jAte tyAveLIca sarva udhvasta karuna TAkate. tyAmadhUna jara to 'pAsa' jhAlA, tyAta aDakalA nAhI, tara to jiMkalA. AmhI tara sarvakAhI sAMbhALUna gheto, paNa tyAce svataHceca mana jara badalata asela tara tyAvara kAhI upAya nAhI. mhaNUnaca AmhI AttAca, udayAta yeNyA agodaraca tyAlA zikavato kI bhAU, khAlI baghUna cala. strIlA baghu nakosa. bhajI-jilebIkaDe sagaLIkaDe baghu zakatosa. paraMtu yA bAbatIta tumacI gaeNraMTI deU zakata nAhI, kAraNa kI AtA tAruNya Ahe. [4] viSaya vicAra hairANa karatAta tevhA.... kadhItarI manAta kAhI kharAba vicAra AlA ANi tyAlA kADhUna TAkaNyAta jara thoDA veLa lAgalA tara tyAce moThe pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. ithe tara vicAra yetAkSaNI, tAbaDatoba kADhUna TAkAyace, upaTUna phekUna dyAyace. [5] cAlU naye, manAcyA sAMgaNyApramANe! manAcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra cAlUca naye. manAce sAMgaNe jara ApalyA jJAnAlA anusaruna asela, tara titake eDajasTa karuna ghyAve. ApalyA jJAnAcyA viruddha cAlata asela tara baMda karuna dyAve. pahA nA, cAraze varSAMpUrvI kabIra mhaNAle hote, kitI samaMjasa vyakti hote te! mhaNatAta kI, 'manakA calatA tana cale, tAkA sarvasva jAya.' (manAcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya jo cAlato, tyAce sarvasva jAte) samaMjasa navhate kA kabIrajI ? ANi hA tara manAcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra cAlata rAhato. manAne sAMgitale kI, 'yAcyAzI lagna kara.' mha NUna kAya kharaca lagna karAyace ? praznakartA : nAhI. ase karu naye. 27 dAdAzrI : mana tara ajuna bolela. ase bolela tevhA tumhI kAya karAla? brahmacarya vrata pALAyace asela tara sTroMga rAhAve lAgela. mana tara asehI bolela ANi tumhAlAhI tase bolaNyAsa bhAga pADela. mhaNUnaca mI sAMgata hoto nA kI udyA sakALI tumhI ithUna paLUna suddhA jAla. yAce kAraNa? manAcyA sAMgaNyApramANeca cAlaNyAr2yAMcA kAya bharosA ? praznakartA : AtA AmhI ithUna kuTheca paLUna jANAra nAhI. dAdAzrI : are, paNa manAcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra cAlaNArA mANUsa ithUna jANAra nAhI, yAcI kAya gaeNreMTI ? ? are, jara mI tulA dona divasa halavale (rAgAvale) nA, are, thoDese jarI halavale nA, tara paravAca tU ithUna nighUna jAzIla ! he tara tulA mAhitaca nAhI. tumacyA manAcA kAya ThikANA ? sadhyA tara tumace mana tumhAlA 'lagna karaNyAsArakhe nAhI, lagna karaNyAta khUpa duHkha Ahe' ase sAMgUna tumhAlA madata karata Ahe. hA siddhAMta prathamataH tumhAlA tumacyA manAneca dAkhavilelA Ahe. hA siddhAMta tumhI jJAnapUrvaka nakkI kelelA nAhI, hA tara tumacyA manAne nakkI kelelA Ahe. 'manAne' tumhAlA siddhAMta dAkhavilA kI 'ase karA. ' praznakartA : jJAnapUrvaka nizcaya kelA asela tara, mana tyAcA virodha karaNAraca nAhI nA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI. nAhI karaNAra. jJAnapUrvaka nizcaya kelA asela tara tyAcA phAUMDezana (pAyA) vegaLyAca prakAracA asela nA! tyAce sarva phAUMDezana Ara.sI.sI. ce asatAta. ANi he tara roDAMce, Ata koMkrITa kelele. mhaNUna maga bhegA paDaNAraca nA ?

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28 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya [6] 'svataH' svataHlA rAgavAve! hyA bhAvAlA pAhA nA, svata:ne svata:lA cAMgaleca khaDasAvale hote, khUpa dhamakAvale hote, to raDatahI hotA ANi svata:lA dhamakAvatahI hotA. donhI goSTI baghaNyAsArakhyA hotyA. praznakartA : eke divazI dona-tIna veLA caMdrezalA dhamakAvale hote, tevhA to khUpa raDalAhI hotA. ANi malA asehI sAMgata hotA kI, yApuDhe ase hoNAra nAhI, tarI suddhA punhA tase hotaca rAhate. dAdAzrI : ho. tase tara hotaca rAhaNAra. paNa pratyeka veLI tyAlA sAMgata rAhAyace, ApaNa sAMgata rAhAyace ANi te hota rAhila. sAMgitalyAmuLe Apale vegaLepaNa rAhate. tyAta tanmayAkAra hota nAhI. zejAracyA (phAIla naM 1) lA rAgAvato azA prakAre cAlata rAhate. ase karata karata pUrNa hoIla. sarva phAIlI pUrNa hotIla! viSayAcA vicAra AlA tarIhI mhaNAve, kI 'he mI nAhI, he vegaLe Ahe,' ase vegaLe hoUna tyAlA rAgavAve lAgate. ___ praznakartA : tumhI jo ArazyAsamora sAmAyika karaNyAcA prayoga dAkhavatA nA, maga prakRtisobata bAtacIta (saMvAda) karAyacA, he prayoga khUpa cAMgale vATatAta paraMtu te dona-tIna divasa cAMgale cAlate paNa tyAnaMtara prayatna maMda paDatAta. dAdAzrI : maMda paDale tara punhA navyAne cAlU karAyace. june jhAle mhaNaje maMda paDatAtaca. padgAlAcA svabhAvaca asA Ahe kI june jhAle mhaNaje te bighaDU lAgate. mhaNUna punhA navyAne tyAcI suruvAta karAvI. praznakartA : arthAta hyA prayogAdvAreca kArya siddha vhAyalA have. paraMtu tase hota nAhI ANi ardhyAtUnaca prayoga baMda hoto. dAdAzrI : ase karatA karatAca siddha hote, paTakana hota nAhI. [7] pazcAtApAsahita pratikramaNa! praznakartA : kadhI-kadhI tara pratikramaNa karaNyAcA kaMTALA yeto. ekAveLI khUpa sAre karAve lAgatAta.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 29 dAdAzrI : ho, hA apratikramaNAcA doSa Ahe, tyAveLesa pratikramaNa kele navhate, mhaNUna Aja he ghaDale. AtA pratikramaNa kelyAne punhA doSa hoNAra nAhI. praznakartA : kapaDe (doSa) dhutale gele ase kevhA mhaNatA yeIla? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karato tevhA! ApalyA svataHcyAca lakSAta yete kI mI dhuUna TAkale. praznakartA : Ata khaMta vATalI pAhije? dAdAzrI : khaMta tara vATalIca pAhije nA? joparyaMta hyA goSTIMcA aMta yeta nAhI toparyaMta khaMta tara vATalIca pAhije. ApalyAlA phakta pahAta rahAyace Ahe kI tyAlA khaMta vATate kI nAhI. ApaNa Apale kAma karAyace, to tyAce kAma karela. praznakartA : he sarva khUpa cikaTa Ahe. yAta thoDA-thoDA pharaka paData rAhilA Ahe. dAdAzrI : jasA doSa bharalA asela tasA nighela. paNa te pAca varSAMnI kiMvA dahA varSAMnI kiMvA bArA varSAMnI sarva khAlI hoUna jAIla. TAkI vagaire sarva svaccha karuna TAkela. maga svaccha! maga majA karA! praznakartA : ekadA bIja paDale mhaNaje te rupakamadhye tara yeNAraca nA? dAdAzrI : bIja tara paDateca nA! te maga rupakamadhye tara yeIla paraMtu joparyaMta te ghaTTa hota nAhI, toparyaMta kamI-jAsta hoU zakate. mhaNUna maraNyA agodara te svaccha hoU zakate. ___mhaNUnaca AmhI viSayAcyA doSa asalelyAMnA sAMgata asato nA kI viSayAce doSa jhAle asatIla, anya doSa jhAle asatIla, tara tU ravivArI upavAsa kara ANi pUrNa divasa tyA doSAMcA punhA punhA vicAra karuna tyAMnA dhuta rAhA. ase jara AjJApUrvaka kele nA, tara kamI hotAta! praznakartA : viSaya-vikArasaMbaMdhI doSAMce sAmAyika-pratikramaNa kazA prakAre karAve?

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30 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : AttAparyaMta jyA cukA jhAlyA asatIla tyAMce pratikramaNa karAyace, ANi bhaviSyAta punhA azA cukA hoNAra nAhIta asA nizcaya karAyacA. praznakartA : ApalyAlA sAmAyikamadhye pUrvIce je kAhI doSa jhAle asatIla, teca punhA-punhA disata asatIla tara? dAdAzrI : doSa disatAta toparyaMta tyAMcI kSamA mAgAyacI. kSamApanA karAyacI, tyAcyAsAThI pazcAtApa karAyacA, pratikramaNa karAyace. praznakartA : AtA sAmAyikamadhye basalo, tevhA je disale teca sArakhe sArakhe kA yete? dAdAzrI : te tara yeIla, Ata paramANU asatIla tara yetIla. tyAta ApalyAlA kAya aDacaNa Ahe? praznakartA : he yetAta mhaNUna ase vATate kI he dhutale gele nAhI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, hA mAla tara ajUna khUpa veLeparyaMta rAhIla. ajUna dahA-dahA varSAMparyaMta rAhIla, paNa tumhAlA te sarva kADhUna TAkAyace Ahe. praznakartA : he je dona pAne ugavatAca(aMkura phuTatAca) upaTUna phekUna deNyAce vijJAna Ahe, kI viSayAcI gATha phuTate tevhA dona pAne ugavatAca upaTUna phekAve. tara jiMkUna jAU nA? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa viSaya azI vastu Ahe kI, jara yAcyAta ekAgratA jhAlI tara AtmyAlA visarato. arthAta hI gATha nukasAnakAraka Ahe. te yAsAThIca kI hI gATha phuTate tevhA ekAgratA hoUnaca jAte. ekAgratA jhAlI tara tyAsa viSaya mhaTale jAte. ekAgratA jhAlyAzivAya viSaya mhaTalAca jANAra nAhI nA! hI gATha phuTate tevhA itakI sArI jAgRtI rAhilI pAhije kI, vicAra yetAca to tyAlA upaTUna phekUna deIla. tevhA maga tyAlA tithe ekAgratA hoNAra nAhI. jara ekAgratA nasela tara te viSayaca nAhI, maga tI gATha mhaTalI jAte. aNi hI gATha jevhA viraghaLela tevhA kAma hoIla.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 31 praznakartA : hI gATha viraghaLalI(saMpalI) maga tara AkarSaNAca vyavahAraca uraNAra nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : to vyavahAraca baMda hoUna jAto. TAcaNI ANi lohacuMbakAcA saMbaMdhaca baMda hoUna jAto. to saMbaMdhaca rAhata nAhI. yA gAThImuLeca hA vyavahAra cAlU Ahe nA! viSayAcA vyakti svabhAva Ahe ANi AtmyAcA sUkSma svabhAva Ahe. azI jAgRti rAhaNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe, tyAmuLe yAta ekAgratA jhAlyAzivAya rAhataca nAhI nA! he tara jJAnI puruSAMce kAma Ahe, dusar2yA kuNAce kAmaca nAhI! viSayAcI gATha moThI asate, tilA nirmulana karaNyAcI khUpaca garaja Ahe, mhaNUna naisargika rityAca ApalyA ithe he sAmAyika cAlU jhAle Ahe! sAmAyika karA, sAmAyikane sarva nirmULa hote! kAhItarI tara karAve lAgela nA! dAdAjI Aheta toparyaMta sarva roga kADhAvA lAgela nA? ekhAdI gAThaca moThI asate, paNa jo roga Ahe to tara kADhAvAca lAgela nA? hyA rogAmuLeca anaMta janma bhaTakale AhAta nA? hI sAmAyika tara kazAsAThI Ahe kI, viSayabhAvAce bIja ajUnaparyaMta gelele nAhI ANi yA bijAtUnaca navIna cArja hote, yA viSayabhAvAce bIja nirmULa karaNyAsAThIca hI sAmAyika Ahe. [8] sparza sukhAcI bhrAmaka mAnyatA viSayAcyA ghANIta loka paDale Aheta. viSayAcyA veLI ujeDa kelA tara svataHlA hI AvaData nAhI. ujeDa jhAlA tara ghAbaratAta. mhaNUnaca aMdhAra ThevatAta. ujeDa asela tara bhogaNyAcI jAgA baghAyalA AvaData nAhI. mhaNUnaca kRpALudevAMnI bhogaNyAcyA sthAnAlA kAya mhaTale Ahe ? praznakartA : 'vamana karaNyAyogya suddhA hI vastu nAhI.' tarIhI strIcyA aMgAkaDe AkarSita hoNyAce kAraNa kAya asela? dAdAzrI : ApalI mAnyatA. roMga bilIpha (cukIcI mAnyatA) Ahe mhaNUna. gAyIcyA aMgAlA baghUna AkarSaNa kA hota nAhI?! kevaLa mAnyatAca Ahe, bAkI kAhIhI nAhI. mAnyatA moDUna TAkalI tara kAhIca nAhI.

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32 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : hI mAnyatA ubhI hote, tI saMyoga juLUna AlyAmuLe hote kA? dAdAzrI : lokAMnI sAMgitalyAmuLe ApalI mAnyatA tayAra hote ANi AtmyAcyA hajerIta mAnyatA jhAlyAmuLe tI dRDha hote. nAhItara yAta ase Ahe tarI kAya? nusate mAMsAce goLe Aheta! ___manAta vicAra yetAta, te vicAra ApoApaca yeta rAhatAta, tyAMnA ApaNa pratikramaNa karuna dhuUna TAkAve. naMtara vANIta ase bolU naye kI, viSaya bhogaNe he khUpa cAMgale Ahe taseca vartanAtahI ase ThevU naye. striyAMsobata dRSTI miLavU naye. striyAMnA pAhU naye. sparze naye. striyAMnA sparza jarI jhAlA asela tarI manAta pratikramaNa jhAle pAhijeta, ki 'arere, hicA sparza kA jhAlA?! kAraNa kI sparzAmuLe viSayAcA asara hota asato. praznakartA : yAlA tiraskAra kele ase nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? dAdAzrI : yAlA tiraskAra mhaTale jAta nAhI. pratikramaNa karatAnA ApaNa tyAcyA AtmyAlA sAMgata asato kI 'AmacI cUka jhAlI, punhA azI cUka hoNAra nAhI azI zakti dyA.' ticyAca AtmyAlA ase mhaNAyace kI malA, zakti dyA. jithe ApalI cUka jhAlI asela, titheca zakti mAgAvI mhaNUna maga zakti miLata rAhate. praznakartA : sparzAcA pariNAma hoto nA? dAdAzrI : tyAveLI ApaNa mana saMkucita karuna ghyAve. mI hyA dehApAsUna vegaLA Ahe, mI 'caMdreza'ca nAhI, asA upayoga rAhAyalA havA, zuddha upayoga rAhilA pAhije. kadhItarI ase ghaDale tara tevhA zuddha upayogAtaca rAhAve, kI 'mI caMdreza'ca nAhI. sparza sukha gheNyAcA vicAra AlA tara tyAsa yeNyApurvIca upaTUna phekUna dyAve. jara lageca upaTUna phekale nAhI tara pahilyA sekaMdAta jhADa banUna jAte, dusar2yA sekaMdAta te ApalyAlA kacATyAta ghete ANi tisar2yA sekaMdAnaMtara phAzIvara caDhaNyAcI veLa yete. hizoba nasela tara sparzahI hota nAhI. strI-puruSa ekA kholIta asatIla tarI vicAra suddhA yeta nAhIta.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgitale kI hizoba Ahe, mhaNUna AkarSaNa hote. tara to hizoba AdhIca kasA upaTUna phekU zakato ? 33 dAdAzrI : he tara tyAca kSaNI, oNna dI momenTa kele taraca hoNAra. agodara nAhI hota. manAta vicAra AlA kI, 'strIsAThI mAjhyA zejArI jAgA ThevU.' tyAveLI lagecaca tyA vicArAlA upaTUna TAkAve, 'hetU kAya Ahe' te pAhUna ghyAve. ApalyA siddhAMtAlA pakaDUna Ahe kI siddhAMtAcyA viruddha Ahe. siddhAMtAcyA viruddha asela tara lagecaca upaTUna phekUna dyAve. praznakartA : malA tara sparza karAyacAca nAhI. paNa ekhAdayA mulIne jara samoruna sparza kelA tara maga mI kAya karu? dAdAzrI : barobara. sApAne jara muddAma sparza kelA tara tyAsa ApaNa kAya karu zakato ? puruSa kiMvA strIlA sparza karaNe AvaDelaca kase ? jithe nusatA durgaMdhaca Ahe, tithe sparza karaNe kase AvaDela ? praznakartA : paNa sparza karateveLI yAtIla kAhIca AThavata nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa kase AThavale ? sparza karateveLI tara itake paoNijansa(viSArI)asate kI mana-buddhi - citta - ahaMkAra yA sarvAMvara AvaraNa yeUna jAte. manuSya bebhAna hoUna jAto, agadI janAvarA sArakhAca hoto tevhA ! sparza jhAlA kiMvA ase kAhI jhAle tara malA yeUna sAMgAyace, mhaNaje mI tvarita zuddha karuna deIla. strI kiMvA viSayAta ramamANatA kelI, dhyAna kele, nididhyAsana kele tara tyAcyAne viSayAcI gATha paDate. maga tI gATha kazI suTela ? tevhA mhaNe, viSayAcyA viruddha vicAra kelyAne tI gATha suTate. dRSTI badalalI (AkarSita jhAlI) kI maga ramaNatA suru hote. hI jI dRSTI badalate, tyAce kAraNa mAgIla janmAMce kaoNjesa Aheta paNa mhaNUna kAhI sarvAMnAca pAhilyAvara dRSTI badalata nasate. amukaca vyaktiMnA pAhilyAvara dRSTI badalate. jara kaoNjesa asela, tyAcA pUrvIcA hizoba

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34 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya bAMdhalelA asela ANi tyAta jara ramaNatA jhAlI tara samajAve kI ithe phAra moThA hizoba Ahe mhaNUna tithe jAsta jAgRti ThevAvI. tyAcyAvara pratikramaNAce tIra satata mArata rahAve. AlocanA-pratikramaNa ANi pratyAkhyAna jabaradasta karAve lAgate. viSaya hI azI vastu Ahe kI, mana ANi citta jyApramANe rAhata asela tyApramANe tyAMnA rAhU deta nAhI ANi ekadA kA yAta paDalo kI maga tyAtaca AnaMda mAnUna citta vAraMvAra tithalyA titheca jAta rAhate ANi 'khUpa chAna Ahe, khUpa majA Ahe' ase mAnUna tyAta asaMkhya bIja paData rAhatAta. praznakartA : paNa te pUrvIce tase gheUna AlelA asato nA? dAdAzrI : tyAce citta tithalyA titheca jAta asate, te pUrvIce gheUna AlelA nAhI paraMtu maga tyAce citta saTakUnaca jAte hAtAtUna ! svata:cI icchA nasate tarIhI saTakUna jAte. mhaNUnaca hI mule jara brahmacaryAcyA bhAvaneta rAhilI tara uttama, ANi maga je ApoApa skhalana hote, tara te galana Ahe. skhalana rAtrI hote, divasA hote te sarva galana mhaTale jAte. paNa hyA mulAMnA ekadA jarI viSayAne sparza kelA asela tara maga rAtraMdivasa tyAcIca svapne paDatAta. tulA asA anubhava Ahe kA, kI jevhA viSayAta citta jAte tevhA dhyAna (sthiratA) barobara rAhata nAhI? praznakartA : cittAne jara sahajahI viSayAcyA spaMdanAMnA sparza kelA asela tara kitItarI kALAparyaMta svataHcI sthiratA rAhU deta nAhI. dAdAzrI : arthAta mAjhA sAMgaNyAcA uddeza kAya Ahe kI, tumhI saMpUrNa jagAta phirA, paNa jara jagAtIla koNatIhI vastu tumacyA cittAce haraNa karu zakalI nAhI, tara tumhI svataMtra AhAta. gelI kityeka varSAMpAsUna mI mAjhyA cittAlA pAhata Ahe kI tyAsa koNatIhI vastU haraNa karu zakata nAhI, mhaNUna maga mI svataHlA oLakhale kI, mI saMpUrNapaNe svataMtra jhAlo Ahe. manAta vATela tase kharAba vicAra Ale tarI harakata nAhI, paNa cittAce haraNa tara nAhIca jhAle pAhije.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya cittavRtti jitakI bhaTakela titake AtmyAlA bhaTakAve lAgate. jithe cittavRtti jAIla, tithe ApalyAlA jAve lAgela. cittavRtti nakAzA kADhata asate. puDhIla janmAsAThI yeNyA-jANyAca nakAzA tayAra karate. tyA nakAzApramANe maga ApalyAlA phirAve lAgate. kuThe-kuThe bhaTakata asela cittavRtti ? 35 praznakartA : citta jithe-tithe aDakata nAhI, paraMtu ekhAdyA ThikANI jara te aDakata asela tara to mAgIla janmAcA hizoba Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, hizoba asela taraca aDakaNAra. paNa AtA ApalyAlA kAya karAyace Ahe ? puruSArtha tara tyAsa mhaNatAta kI, jithe hizoba asela tithe suddhA aDakU deNAra nAhI. citta gele kI lageca (pratikramaNa karuna) dhuUna TAkale, toparyaMta abrahmacarya dharale jAta nAhI. citta gele ANi dhuUna nAhI TAkale tara mAtra te abrahmacarya dharale jAIla. je cittAlA DagamagavatAta te sarvaca viSaya Aheta. jJAnAcyA bAhera jyA-jyA vastuta citta jAte, te sarvaca viSaya Aheta. praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgitale kI vicAra kAhIhI Ale tarI tyAsa harakata nAhI, paraMtu citta tithe jAte tyAsa harakata Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho cittAcIca jhaMjhaTa Ahe nA ! citta bhaTakate hIca jhaMjhaTa ! vicAra tara vATela te asatIla, tyAsa harakata nAhI. paraMtu he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara citta mAgepuDhe vhAyalA nako. praznakartA : jara kadhI jhAle, tara tyAce kAya ? dAdAzrI : ApalyAlA tithe 'punhA ase hoNAra nAhI' asA puruSArtha karAvA lAgela. pUrvI jevaDhe jAta hote titakeca AtA suddhA jAte kA ? praznakartA : nAhI, tevaDhe slIpa hota nAhI, tarI suddhA mI vicArato. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paraMtu citta tara jAyalAca nako. manAta vATela titake kharAba vicAra yetIla tyAsa harakata nAhI, tyAMnA bAjUlA sArata rAhAyace. tyAMcyAsobata bolacAlIcA vyavahAra (saMvAda) karA kI amakI vyakti bheTalI tara kAya karAla ? tyAcyAsAThI Traka, moTAra kuThUna ANAla ?

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36 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya athavA satsaMgAcyA goSTI kelyA kI maga mana parata navIna vicAra karAyalA lAgela. sarvAta jAsta citta kazAta phasate? viSayAta. ANi ekadA citta viSayAta phasale kI tevaDheca Atmaaizvarya tuTale. aizvarya tuTale mhaNaje janAvara banalA. arthAta viSaya azI vastu Ahe kI, yAtUnaca pAzavatA AlI Ahe. manuSyAtUna janAvarapaNA viSayAmuLeca AlA Ahe. tarI suddhA AmhI kAya sAMgato kI hA tara pUrvIcA bharalelA mAla Ahe, to tara nighaNAraca paraMtu AtA mAtra navyAne mAla bharu nakA, he uttama mhaTale jAIla. [9] phAIla samora kaThoratA! praznakartA : te jara mohajALa TAkatIla tara tyAtUna kase vAcAve? dAdAzrI : ApaNa dRSTIca miLavU naye. ApaNa oLakhAve kI, hI jALyAta phasavaNArI Ahe, mhaNUna ticyAsobata dRSTIca miLavU naye. jithe ApalyAlA vATate kI ithe phasaNyAsArakhe Ahe azA vyaktilA bheTUca naye. kuNAsobatahI najarelA najara miLavUna bolU naye, najara khAlI ThevUnaca bolAve. dRSTIneca sarva bigaDate. azA dRSTIta viSa asate ANi maga he viSa caDhate. mhaNUnaca dRSTI miLavalI asela, najara AkarSita jhAlI asela tara lagecaca pratikramaNa karuna ghyAve, ithe tara niraMtara sAvadhagirI bALagalI pAhije. jyAlA he jIvana bighaDavU dyAyace nasela tyAne sAvadha rAhAve. mana oDhale jAta asela, azI phAIla(vyakti) jevhA samora yete tevhA mana caMcalaca hota rAhate. tumace mana jevhA caMcala hote tevhA AmhAlA khUpa duHkha vATate. hyAce mana caMcala jhAle hote. mhaNUna AmacI dRSTI tyAcyAvara kaDaka hote. phAIla yete tyAveLI Ata tuphAna mAjavate. tyAce vicAra

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya AlyAbarobaraca mana vara khAlI, vara khAlI hota asate. Ata tara nusatI ghANaca bharalelI Ahe, kacarA mAlaca Ahe. Ata AtmyAcIca kiMmata Ahe! phAIla gairahajara asela tarIhI AThavata asela tara tyAta khUpa jokhima Ahe. phAIla gairahajara asela tevhA AThavaNa yeta nAhI paNa tI jevhA samora yete tevhA pariNAma hota asela tara te sekaMDarI jokhima. ApalyAvara tyAcA pariNAma hoUca deU naye. svataMtra hoNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe. tyAveLI ApalI lagAmaca(tAbA) tuTUna jAte. maga lagAma rAhataca nAhI nA! jyAcI phAIla (azI vyakti jicyAsAThI vizeSa AkarSaNa, oDha asela) jhAlelIca asela, tyAcyAsAThI khUpa jokhima Ahe. tyA vyaktisobata kaThora rAhAve. samora AlI tara DoLe vaTArAve, moThe karAve, jyAmuLe tI phAIla tulA ghAbarela. ulaTa phAIla jhAlyAvara lokaM cappala mAratAta, jyAmuLe maga tI vyakti punhA kadhI toMDaca dAkhavata nAhI. praznakartA : phAIla asela, ANi tyAcyAvara ApalyAlA tiraskAra utpanna hota nasela tara muddAma tiraskAra utpanna karAyacA kA? dAdAzrI : ho. tiraskAra kA utpanna hoNAra nAhI? jo Apale itake sAre ahita karata Ahe, tyAcyAvara tiraskAra utpanna nAhI hoNAra kA? yAcA artha ajUna tumhAlA tyAta rasa Ahe! dAnata kharAba Ahe tumacI! praznakartA : khUpa paricaya jhAlA asela tara tyAcyAsobata aparicaya kasA karAvA? tiraskAra karuna karAvA kA? dAdAzrI : 'mAjhI nAhI, mAjhI nAhI' ase karuna, khUpa pratikramaNa karAve. naMtara jevhA samora bheTalI tevhA tilA aikavUna dyAyace kI, kAya toMDa gheUna phiratesa, janAvarA sArakhI, yujalesa!' mhaNUna maga tI punhA kadhI toMDa dAkhavaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : samorIla vyakti ApalyAsAThI phAIla nAhI paraMtu

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38 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya ApaNaca tyAcyAsAThI phAIla jhAlo Ahota ase jara ApalyA lakSAta Ale tara tyAsAThI ApaNa kAya karAve? __ dAdAzrI : maga tara te lavakarAta uDavUna dyAyace. tithe jAsta kaDaka vhAve. mhaNaje maga tI kalpanA raMgavAyacIca baMda karuna TAkela. nAhI tara kAhI tarI veDyAsArakhe bolAve. tilA sAMgAve 'mAjhyA samora AlIsa tara cAra thobADIta vAjavela!' mAjhyAsArakhA cakrama bheTaNAra nAhI tulA. 'ase mhaTale kI maga tI punhA yeNAraca nAhI. hI tara azAca prakAre suTakA hoIla.' [10] viSayavikArI vartana? tara DIsamIsa ithe kuNAvara dRSTI bighaDalI tara te cukIce mhaTale jAIla. ithe tara sarvajaNa vizvAsAne yetAta nA! itara ThikANI pApa kele asela tara te ithe AlyAvara dhutale jAte, paraMtu ithe kelelyA pApAMnA narkAta bhogAve lAgate. je hoUna gele asela tyAMnA leTa go karA(jAU dayA) paraMtu navIna tara hoUca dyAyace nAhI nA! AtA je hoUna gele tyAvara kAhI upAya Ahe kA? pAzavIpaNA karaNyApekSA lagna kelele bare. lagna karaNyAta kAya aDacaNa Ahe? lagnAcA pAzavIpaNA tarI barA, lagna karAyace nAhI ANi phAlatU cALe karAyace, yAlA tara bhayaMkara pAzavIpaNA mhaTale jAte, te tara narakagatice adhikArI! ANi te tara ithe asAyalAca nako nA? lagna hA tara hakkAcA viSaya mhaTalA jAto. brahmacarya bhaMga karaNe hA tara sarvAta moThA doSa Ahe. brahmacarya bhaMga hote tevhA tara moThe saMkaTa, jithe hoto tithUna khAlI ghasaralo. dahA varSAMpUrvI lAvalele jhADa asela ANi te jara paDale tara te Ajaca lAvalyAsArakhe jhAle nA! ANi tyAmuLe mAgIla dahA varSe vAyA gelI nA! arthAta brahmacaryavAlA ekadA jarI abrahmacaryAta paDalA mhaNaje to kAmAtUna gelA. praznakartA : nizcaya tara Ahe paNa cukA hotAtaca.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 39 dAdAzrI : dusar2yA ThikANI cukA jhAlyA tara cAlavUna gheU. paraMtu viSaya saMyoga vhAyalA nako. dona kalame(goSTI) lihAvI. ase lihAve kI, AmacyAkaDUna jara viSayavikArI vartana jhAle tara AmhI svata:ca ithUna nivRtta hoU, koNAlAhI AmhAlA nivRtta karAve lAgaNAra nAhI. AmhI svata:ca he sthAna soDUna nighUna jAU. ANi dUsare mhaNaje dAdAzrIMcyA hajerIta pramAda jhAlA arthAta dAdAjIMcyA upasthitIta jhopecI DulakI AlI tara tyAveLI saMgha jI zikSA karela tI AmhAlA mAnya Ahe. maga tI zikSA tIna divasa upAzI rAhaNyAcI aso kiMvA azI koNatIhI zikSA aso, tarI tyAcA AmhI svIkAra karu. [11] sephasAiDa paryaMtace kuMpaNa.... brahmacarya pAlana karatA yAve yAsAThI itakI kAraNe tara asAyalA havIta. tyAta pahile mhaNaje Apale he 'jJAna' asAyalA have. brahmacArIMcA samuha havA. brahmacArIMsAThI asalelI rAhaNyAcI jAgA zaharApAsUna thoDI dUra asAyalA havI ANi tyAcasobata tyAMce poSaNa vhAyalA have. ase sarva 'kaoNjesa' (kAraNe) asAyalA haveta. __ praznakartA : yAcA artha asA jhAlA kI 'kusaMga' 'nizcayabaLAlA' toDUna TAkate? dAdAzrI : ho, nizcayabaLAlA toDUna TAkate! are, mANasAce saMpUrNa parivartanaca karuna TAkate. ANi satsaMga suddhA mANasAce parivartana karuna TAkato. paraMtu ekadA kusaMgAmadhye gelelyA vyaktilA punhA satsaMgAmadhye ANAyace asela tara khUpa kaThINa hote ANi satsaMgavAlyA vyaktilA jara kusaMgI banavAyace asela tara jarA suddhA veLa lAgata nAhI. praznakartA : sarva gAThI Aheta, tyAta viSayavikArAcI gATha jarA jAsta trAsa dete. dAdAzrI : kAhI gAThI jAsta trAsa detAta. tyAsAThI ApalyAlA sainya tayAra ThevAve lAgate. yA sarva gAThI tara haLUhaLU ekjhosTa (khAlI)

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya hotaca rAhilyA Aheta, ghAsalyA jAtaca Aheta; mhaNUna eke divazI sarva saMpUnaca jANAra Aheta nA?! dAdAzrI : sainya mhaNaje kAya? pratikramaNa? praznakartA : pratikramaNa, dRDha nizcaya, ase sarva sainya ThevAve lAgate ANi 'jJAnI puruSa' yAMce darzana, yA darzanApAsUna dUra jhAlAta tarI khUpa kaThINa hoUna basela. sephasAiDa(svasurakSA) hI kAhI sopI goSTa nAhI. praznakartA : saMpUrNa sephasAiDa kevhA hoIla, tyAcA tara kAhI nemaca nAhI nA! paNa pastIsa varSAMnaMtara tyAce divasa mAvaLata jAtAta, mhaNUna maga te tumhAlA jAsta hairANa karata nAhIta. tyAnaMtara maga tumacyA dhAraNenusAra cAlata rAhate. te tumacyA vicArAMcyA AdhIna rAhatAta. tumacI icchA bighaData nAhI. naMtara tumhAlA koNI kAhI nukasAna karata nAhI. paraMtu vayAcyA pastIsa varSAMparyaMta tara khUpaca moThe jokhima Ahe! [12] titikSAcyA tapAne tApavA mana-deha! praznakartA : jyA divazI upavAsa kelA asela, tyA rAtrI vegaLyAca prakAracA AnaMda vATato, yAce kAraNa kAya asela? dAdAzrI : bAherace sukha ghetale nAhI mhaNUna AtIla sukha utpanna hoteca. bAherace sukha ghetAta mhaNUna AtIla sukha prakaTa hota nAhI. AmhI uNodarI tapa zevaTaparyaMta cAlU Thevalele! donhI veLA AvazyakatepekSA kamIca khAyace, nehamIsAThI! kamIca khAyace tyAmuLe Ata niraMtara jAgRti rAhate. uNodarI tapa mhaNaje kAya kI dararoja cAra poLyA khAta asAla tara donaca poLyA khANe, yAlA uNodarI tapa mhaNatAta. praznakartA : AhArAmuLe jJAnAta kitI bAdhA yete? dAdAzrI : khUpa bAdhA yete. AhAra khUpa bAdhaka Ahe. kAraNa kI hA jo AhAra poTAta jAto, tyApAsUna dArU tayAra hote aNi tyAmuLe maga saMpUrNa divasa dArUcI dhuMda, nazAca nazA caDhata rAhate.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya __41 jyAlA brahmacarya pALAyace Ahe, tyAne hI dakSatA ghetalI pAhije kI, amuka AhArane uttejanA vADhata jAte. mhaNUna asA AhAra kamI kelA pAhije. carabI vADhaviNArA AhAra jase kI, tUpa-tela(jAsta) nAhI khAyace, dudhAce pramANa suddhA kamI karAve, varaNa-bhAta, bhAjI-poLI nivAMtapaNe khAU zakatA paraMtu tyAcehI pramANa kamI ThevAve, ThAsUna khAU naye. arthAta AhAra itakAca ghetalA pAhije kI jyAmuLe tyAcI nazA caDhaNAra nAhI, rAtrI tIna-cAra tAsaca jhopa yeIla itakAca AhAra ghetalA pAhije. itakyA lahAna lahAna mulAMnA tupAcyA miThAyA ANi DiMkAcA pAka ase sarva padArtha khAU ghAlatAta, tyAmuLe naMtara tyAMcyAvara khUpa vAITa pariNAma hoto. te khUpa vikArI hoUna jAtAta. arthAta ase padArtha lahAna mulAMnA jAsta pramANAta deU naye. yAMce pramANe mojakeca ThevAve. ____ mI tara cetAvaNI deto kI jara brahmacarya pALAyace asela tara kaMdamULa khAU naye. praznakartA : kaMdamULa nAhI khAlle pAhije kA? dAdAzrI : kaMdamULa khANe ANi brahmacarya pALaNe hI roMga philaoNsaoNphI(cukIce darzana) Ahe, virodhI goSTa Ahe. praznakartA : kaMdamULa khAU naye, he jIva hiMsA hote mhaNUna hiMsemuLe kI maga tyAmAge dUsare kAhI kAraNa Ahe. dAdAzrI : hI kaMdamULe tara abrahmacaryAlA jabaradasta puSTI deNArI Aheta. mhaNUna ase niyama ThevAve lAgatAta kI jyAmuLe tyAMce brahmacarya TikUna rAhila. [13 ] nAhI vhAvA asAra, pudgalasAra brahmacarya he kAya Ahe? te pudgalasAra Ahe. je ApaNa khAta asato, pita asato, yA sarvAMce sAra kAya? tara 'brahmacarya'! tumace he sAra jara nighUna gele tara AtmyAcA jo tyAlA AdhAra Ahe, to AdhAra 'lUja' (kamajora) hoUna jAIla! arthAt brahmacarya mukhya vastu Ahe. ekIkaDe jJAna asela ANi dusarIkaDe brahmacarya asela, tara sukhAcI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya sImAca rAhaNAra nAhI nA! maga tara ase parivartana yete kI vicAruca nakA! kAraNa brahmacarya he tara pudgalasAra Ahe nA? he je ApaNa sarva khAta asato, pIta asato, yAce poTAta kAya hota asela? praznakartA : rakta banate. dAdAzrI : yA raktAce maga kAya tayAra hote? praznakartA : raktAce vIrya tayAra hote. dAdAzrI : ase kA! vIryAlA samajato kA tU? raktAce vIrya banate, maga tyA vIryAce kAya tayAra hote? raktAce sAta dhAtu Aheta ase sAMgatAta nA! yAmadhUna ekApAsUna hADaM tayAra hotAta, ekAtUna mAMsa tayAra hote, ANi sarvAta zevaTI vIrya tayAra hote. aMtima avasthA vIryAcI Ahe. vIryAlA pudgalasAra mhaTale jAte. dudhAce sAra mhaNaje tupa mhaTale jAte, tyAcapramANe AhArAcyA sArAlA vIrya mhaTale jAte. lokasAra he mokSa Ahe ANi pudgalasAra he vIrya Ahe. jagAtIla sarva padArtha adhogAmI Aheta. phakta vIryaca jara ApaNa Tharavale tara UrdhvagAmI hoU zakate. mhaNUnaca vIrya UrdhvagAmI vhAve azI bhAvanA kelI pAhije. praznakartA : hyA jJAnAta rAhilo tara ApoApa Urdhvagamana hoIla nA? dAdAzrI : ho, ANi Apale he jJAnaca ase Ahe kI, jara hyA jJAnAta rAhile tara kAhI aDacaNa nAhI, paNa jevhA ajJAna ubhe rAhate tevhA Ata hA roga tayAra hoto. tyAveLI jAgRti ThevAvI lAgate. viSayAta tara apAra hiMsA Ahe, khANyAta-piNyAta azI hiMsA hota nasate. yA jagAtIla vaijJAnikAMce taseca hyA sarva lokAMce mhaNaNe Ahe kI, vIrya-raja he adhogAmI Aheta. paraMtu ajJAnatA Ahe mhaNUna adhogAmI Aheta. jJAnAta tara UrdhvagAmI hota asate. kAraNa jJAnAcA pratApa Ahe nA! jJAna asela tara koNatehI vikAra utpanna hotaca nAhIta. praznakartA : AtmavIrya prakaTa hote arthAta yAta kAya hota asate?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 43 dAdAzrI : AtmyAcI zakti khUpa vADhate. praznakartA : tara maga he je darzana Ahe. jAgRti Ahe, he ANi AtmavIrya yA doghAMce kAya kanekzana (saMbaMdha) Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jAgRti AtmavIryAta gaNalI jAte. AtmavIryAcA abhAva asela tara vyavahArAce solyuzana (nirAkaraNa) na karatA vyavahArAlA sarakavUna bAjUlA Thevato. jevhA kI AtmavIryavAlA tara mhaNela, vATela te yeU de, to vicalita hota nAhI. AtA hyA sarva zakti utpanna hotIla ! praznakartA : hyA sarva zakti brahmacaryAmuLe utpanna hotAta kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, brahmacarya cAMgalyA prakAre pALale gele asela tevhAca ANi tyAta jarA suddhA likeja hoU naye. he tara kAya jhAle Ahe kI, vyavahAra zikalele nAhI ANi aseca he sarva hAtAta Ale Ahe. jithe rucI asela tithe AtmyAce vIrya vartata asate. hyA lokAMcI rucI kazAta Ahe? AIskrImamadhye tara Ahe, paraMtu AtmyAta nAhI. hA saMsAra AvaData nAhI, sarvAta suMdara vastu asela tarIhI tI jarAsuddhA AvaData nAhI. phakta AtmyAceca AvaData asate, AvaDaca badalUna jAte. ANi jevhA dehavIrya prakaTa hote tevhA AtmyAce AvaData nAhI. praznakartA : AtmavIrya prakaTa hoNe he kazAne zakya hote ? dAdAzrI : AmacI AjJA pALaNyAcA nizcaya kelA asela, tevhApAsUna UrdhvagatIta jAto. adhogatIta jAve, azI vIryAlA savaya nasate, svataHcA nizcaya nasalyAmuLe adhogatIta jANe hote. nizcaya kelA kI maga dusar2yA bAjUlA vaLate ANi maga tyAcyA cehar2yAvara sarvAMnA teja disU lAgate. ANi jara brahmacarya pALata asatAnA jara cehar2yAvara asA kAhI pariNAma disUna AlA nAhI, tara 'brahmacarya pUrNapaNe pALale nAhI' ase mhaTale jAIla.

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44 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : vIryAce Urdhvagamana hoNe suru vhAyace asela tara tyAce lakSaNa kAya? dAdAzrI : cehar2yAvara teja yete, manobaLa vADhata jAte, vANI pharsTa klAsa nighate, vANI goDavA asato. vartana goDa asate. hI sarva tyAcI lakSaNe asatAta. tyAsAThI tara khupa veLa lAgato, AtAcyA AtA he sarva zakya hota nAhI. lageca hota nAhI. praznakartA : svapnadoSa kA hota asela? dAdAzrI : samajA vara pANyAcI TAkI asela, ANi tyA TAkItUna pANI khAlI sAMDAyalA lAgale tara ApalyAlA nAhI kA samajaNAra kI, tI utU gelI! svapnadoSa mhaNaje utU jANe. (sAMDaNe) TAkI utU gelI ! maga kaoNka ThevAyalA nako kA? AhArAvara kaMTrola kelA tara svapnadoSa hota nAhI. mhaNUnaca he mahArAja ekadAca AhAra ghetAta nA tithe! ANakhI kAhIca gheta nAhIta, cahA vaigare kAhIca gheta nAhIta. praznakartA : yAta rAtrIce jevaNa mahatvAce Ahe. rAtrIce jevaNa kamI kele pAhije. dAdAzrI : rAtrI jevAyaceca nAhI. he mahArAja ekadAca jevatAta. tarIhI DiscArja jhAle tara maga tyAsa harakata nAhI. ase tara bhagavaMtAMnI mhaTale Ahe kI tyAsa harakata nAhI. TAkI bharalI mhaNaje jhAkaNa ughaDe hote. joparyaMta brahmacarya Urdhvagamana jhAle nAhI toparyaMta adhogamanaca hote. brahmacaryAcA nizcaya kelA tevhApAsUnaca Urdhvagamana hoNyAsa suruvAta hote. ApaNa sAvadhAnIne cAlalele cAMgale. mahinyAtUna cAra veLA jhAle tarI harakata nAhI. ApaNa muddAma DiscArja karu naye. to aparAdha Ahe. tyAsa AtmahatyA mhaNatAta. ApoApa jhAle tara harakata nAhI. he tara sarva ulaTa-sulaTa khAllyAce pariNAma Aheta. DiscArjacI asI sUTa koNa deNAra? tI lokaM sAMgatAta, DiscArja tara vhAyalAca nako. tevhA mhaNA, maga kAya mI maru? vihIrIta uDI mAru?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 45 praznakartA : vIryAce galana hote he pudgalacyA svabhAvAta asate kI, kuThetarI Apale likeja hota asate mhaNUna ase hote? ___ dAdAzrI : ApaNa pAhile ANi ApalI dRSTI bighaDalI mhaNUna vIryAcA amuka bhAga 'ekjhosTa' (skhalita) jhAlA ase mhaTale jAte. praznakartA : te tara vicArAMmuLe paNa hota asate. dAdAzrI : vicArAMmuLe suddhA 'ekjhosTa' hote, dRSTIne paNa ekjhosTa hote. to 'ekjhosTa' jhAlelA mAla maga DiscArja hota rAhato. ___ praznakartA : paNa he je brahmacArI Aheta tyAMnA tara ase kAhI saMyoga nasatAta, te tara striyAMpAsUna dUra rAhatAta. striyAMcA phoTo Thevata nAhI, kaeNlenDara Thevata nAhI, tarIsuddhA tyAMce DiscArja hota rAhate. tara tyAMce svAbhAvika DiscArja nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? dAdAzrI : tarI paNa tyAMnA manAta he sarva disata asate. dusare ase kI, te jara AhAra jAsta gheta asatIla ANi tyAce vIrya jAsta tayAra hota asela, tyAmuLe to pravAha vAhUna jAIla asehI hoU zakate. vIryAce skhalana kuNAce hota nAhI? tara jyAce vIrya khUpa majabUta jhAlele asela, khUpa ghaTTa jhAlele asela, tyAce skhalana hota nAhI. he tara sarva pAtaLa jhAlele vIrya mhaNAyace. praznakartA : manobaLAne paNa tyAlA thAMbavU zakato nA? dAdAzrI : manobaLa tara khUpa kAma karate! manobaLaca kAma karate nA! paNa te jJAnapUrvaka asale pAhije. manobaLa kAhI aseca rAhata nAhI nA! praznakartA : svapnAta jo DiscArja hoto to mAgIla toTA Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : tyAcA kAhI prazna nAhI. he mAgIla toTe svapnAvastheta sarva nighUna jAtIla. svapnAvasthesAThI ApaNa aparAdhI mAnata nAhI. ApaNa jAgRta avasthelA aparAdha mAnato, ughaDyA DoLyAMnI jAgRta avasthA!

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya paNa tarI suddhA svapna Ale mhaNUna tyAlA agadI dUrlakSa karaNyAcIhI garaja nAhI, tithe sAvadha rAhAve. svapnAvasthenaMtara sakALI tyAsAThI pazcAtApa karAvA lAgato, tyAce pratikramaNahI karAve lAgate kI punhA ase hoU naye. ApalyA pAca AjJeta rAhile tara tyAta viSaya-vikAra hoIla ase Aheca nAhI. 46 tumhAlA brahmacaryAce pAlana karAyace asela tara sarva prakAre sAvadha rAhAve lAgela. vIrya jevhA UrdhvagAmI hote tevhA maga ApoApa cAlata rAhIla. adyApa tara vIrya UrdhvagAmI jhAlele nAhI. ajUna tara tyAcA adhogAmI svabhAva Ahe. vIrya UrdhvagAmI hote tevhA sarvaca uMcI vara caDhate. maga tara vANI - bANI chAna nighate, Ata darzanahI ucca prakArace vikasita jhAlele asate. vIrya UrdhvagAmI jhAlyAnaMtara aDacaNa yeta nAhI, toparyaMta khANyA-piNyAce khUpa niyama ThevAve lAgatAta. vIrya UrdhvagAmI hoNyAsAThI tumhAlA tyAcI madata tara karAvI lAgela nA, kI maga aseca cAlata rAhIla ? brahmacarya jara ase kityeka varSAMparyaMta kaMTrolapUrvaka sAMbhALatA Ale tara vIrya UrdhvagAmI hote ANi tevhA maga he zAstra pustake he sarva DokyAta dhAraNa karu zakato. dhAraNa karaNe he kAhI sope nAhI, nAhItara ekIkaDe vAcato ANi dusarIkaDe visarata jAto. praznakartA: he je prANAyAma karatAta, yoga karatAta he brahmacaryAsAThI madatarupa hoU zakate kA ? dAdAzrI : jara te brahmacaryecyA bhAvanene kele asela tara madatarupa hoU zakate. brahmacaryAsAThI bhAvanA asAyalA havI. ANi tumhI jara tabyeta cAMgalI karaNyAsAThI karata asAla tara tyAne tabyeta cAMgalI rAhate. arthAta bhAvanevara sarva kAhI AdhArIta Ahe. paNa tumhI yAcyAtyAcyAta paDU nakA, nAhItara tumacA AtmA rAhUna jAIla ekIkaDe. ghaDale tara goMdhaLUna jAto. eka mulagA asvastha disata hotA, tevhA mI vicArale, 4 'kAya bhAU, kA asvastha Ahesa ?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, tumhAlA sAMgatAnA brahmacarya vrata ghetale asela ANi tyAta kAhI ulaTa - - sulaTa

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya malA lAja vATate. tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'kAya lAja vATate? baraM maga lihUna de.' toMDAne sAMgAyalA lAja vATate tara lihUna de. tevhA to mhaNAlA kI malA mahinyAtUna dona-tIna veLA DiscArja hoUna jAto. tyAvara mI mhaNAlo, 'are veDyA, tyAta itake kazAlA ghAbaratosa! tujhI dAnata tara tazI nAhI nA? tujhI dAnata khoTI Ahe kA?' tevhA mhaNato, 'ajibAta nAhI, muLIca nAhI.' tyAvara mI mhaNAlo, 'tujhI dAnata zuddha asela tara te brahmacaryaca Ahe. tevhA mhaNato, paNa ase hote kA? mI mhaNAlo, bhAU, te galana nAhI. te tara puraNa jhAlele galana hote. tyAta tujhI dAnata bighaDaNAra nAhI ase Theva. tevaDhe sAMbhALa. dAnata bighaDAyalA nako kI yAta sukha Ahe. AtalyA Ata duHkhI hota hotA bicArA! ase sAMgUna TAkale tara lageca zuddha karuna deto. samajA AtA manAta viSayAcA vicAra AlA, ANi lageca tanmAyAkAra jhAlA mhaNUna AtIla bharalelA mAla gaLUna khAlI jAto (sUkSmAta skhalana hoto) khAlI gelA kI maga sarva jamA hoUna nighUna jAte paTakana, paraMtu jara vicAra AlyAbarobara lageca tyAlA upaTUna phekUna dile tara maga Ata gaLata nAhI, UrdhvagAmI hote. mhaNaje Ata ase saMpUrNa vijJAna Ahe! saMpUrNa! praznakartA : vicAra yetAkSaNI? dAdAzrI : oNna dI momenTa(tyAca kSaNI). bAhera nighata nAhI paraMtu AtalyA Ataca vegaLA jhAlA. mhaNaje jo mAla bAhera nighaNyAlAyaka jhAlA to maga zarIrAta Tikata nAhI. praznakartA : vegaLe jhAlyAnaMtara jara pratikramaNa kele tara punhA vara caDhaNAra nAhI, kiMvA Urdhvagamana hoNAra nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kele tara kAya hote kI tumhI asA abhiprAya dAkhavatA kI, AmhI tyApAsUna vegaLe Ahota, AmhAlA tyAcyAzI kAhI gheNe-deNe nAhI. bharalelA mAla Ahe to tara nighAlyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. vicAra AlA ANi tyAlA poSaNa dile, tara vIrya kamajora hote. mhaNUna kuThalyAhI

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48 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya prakAre DiscArja hoUna jAte. ANi jara Ata Tikale, mhaNaje viSayAcA vicAraca AlA nAhI tara UrdhvagAmI hote. vANI vagaire sarvaca majabuta hoUna nighate. nAhItarI viSayAlA AmhI saMDAsa mhaTaleleca Ahe. he je utpanna hote te saMDAsa hoNyAsAThIca utpanna hote. brahmacarya pALato tyAlA sarva prApta hote. svata:cyA vANI, buddhI, samaja yA sarvAMmadhye, prakaTa hote. anyathA bolalelyA vANIcA prabhAva paData nAhI, vANI pariNAmakAraka hotaca nAhI. vIryAce Urdhvagamana jhAle kI maga vANI pharsTaklAsa nighate ANi sarva zakti utpanna hotAta. sarva AvaraNe tuTUna jAtAta. viSayAcA vicAra kevhA yeto? tara sahaja kuThe pAhile ANi AkarSaNa jhAle kI vicAra yeto. ekhAdyA veLI ase paNa hote kI AkarSaNa jhAlyAzivAya vicAra yeto. viSayAcA vicAra AlA mhaNaje manAta tAbaDatoba maMthana suru hote ANi sahajahI maMthana jhAle kI maga te skhalana hoUnaca jAte, lagecaca, oNna dI momenTa. mhaNUna ApaNa ropaTe ugavaNyA AdhIca upaTUna phekUna dile pAhije. dUsare sarva cAlate, paNa he viSayarupI ropa khUpaca duHkhadAyI Ahe, jyA mANasAcI saMgata nukasAnakAraka asela tyAcyApAsUna dUra rAhile pAhije. mhaNUnaca zAstrakArAMnI ase sarva niyama Thevalele kI jyA jAgevara strI basalI asela tyA jAgevara basU naye, jara brahmacarya pALAyace asela tara, ANi saMsArI rAhAyace asela tara tumhI basU zakatA. praznakartA : khare tara vicAra yeUca naye nA? dAdAzrI : vicAra tara AlyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. Ata bharalelA mAla Ahe mhaNUna vicAra tara yeIla, paNa tyAvara pratikramaNa hA upAya Ahe. vicAra yeUca naye ase hoIla tara to aparAdha Ahe. praznakartA : arthAta (viSayAcA vicAraca yeNAra nAhI) tazI sTeja yAyalA pAhije? dAdAzrI : ho paNa vicAra na yeNe, azI sthitI tara dIrgha kALApAsUna, Devalapa hota hota puDhe jAto, tevhA yete. pratikramaNa karata karata puDhe jAto, tevhA maga tyAcI pUrNAhutI hote nA! pratikramaNa karAyalA suruvAta

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya kelI mhaNaje maga pAca janmAnaMtara-dahA janmAnaMtara pUrNAhutI hoUnaca jAte nA! ekA janmAta tara kadAcita saMpaNArahI nAhI. lokAMnA he mAhitaca nAhI kI hA vicAra AlA tara kAya hoIla? te tara mhaNatAta kI vicAra AlA tyAta kAya bighaDale? lokAMnA he mAhita nasate kI vicAra ANi DiscArja yA doghAMcI liMka(saMbaMdha) kazA prakAre Ahe. vicAra jara ApoApa yeta nasatIla, tara bAhera pAhilyAne suddhA utpanna hotAta. / [14] brahmacarya prApta karavite brahmAMDAcA AnaMda! yA kaliyugAta, yA duSamakALAta brahmacarya pALaNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe. Apale jJAna ase thaMDagAra Ahe kI tyAmuLe Ata nehamI gAravA rAhato, mhaNUna brahmacarya pALU zakato. bAkI abrahmacarya kazAmuLe Ahe ? AtIla jaLajaLImuLe Ahe. pUrNa divasa kAma karuna jaLaNa, niraMtara jaLaNa utpanna jhAlI Ahe. he jJAna Ahe mhaNUna mokSAlA jANyAsAThI aDacaNa nAhI, paraMtu tyAca sobata brahmacarya asela tevhA maga tyAcA AnaMda hI asAca asela nA?! ahoho... apAra AnaMda, jagAne anubhavalAca nasela asA AnaMda utpanna hoto! azA brahmacarya vratAtaca rAhUna jara tyAne pastIsa varSAcA kALa kADhalA, tara tyAnaMtara apAra AnaMda utpanna hote! brahmacarya vrata gheNyAcI sarvAMnAca garaja nasate. he tara jyAcyA udayAta yete, Ata jyAlA brahmacaryAce khUpa vicAra yeta asatIla, to maga brahmacarya vrata gheto. jyAlA brahmacarya vartata asela, tyAcyA darzanAcI tara goSTaca vegaLI nA! ekhAdyAcyAca udayAta yete, tyAcyAsAThIca brahmacarya vrata Ahe. udayAta Alele nasela tara ulaTa aDacaNa hote. brahmacarya vrata varSabharAsAThI gheU zakato kiMvA sahA mahinyAce suddhA gheU zakato. tumhAlA brahmacaryAce khUpa vicAra yeta asatIla, tyA vicArAMnA tumhI dAbata rAhilAta tarI suddhA vicAra yeta asatIla taraca brahmacaryAce vrata mAgAve; nAhItara he brahmacarya vrata mAMgaNyAsArakhe nAhI. ithe brahmacarya vrata ghetalyA naMtara vrata toDaNe hA bhayaMkara aparAdha Ahe. tumhAlA koNI jabaradastI kelelI nAhI kI tumhI vrata ghetaleca pAhije.

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50 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya yA kALAta tara AyuSyabharAsAThI brahmacarya vrata detA yeIla ase zakya nAhI. deNe heca jokhima Ahe. varSabharAsAThI deU zakato. paNa jara saMpUrNa AyuSyabharAcI AjJA ghetalI ANi maga vratabhaMga kele, tara to svataH tara paDatoca ApalyAlAhI tyAta nimitta banavato. jara ApaNa mahAvideha kSetrAta vItarAga bhagavaMtAjavaLa basalele asU, tara tithehI yeUna ApalyAlA uThavela ANi mhaNela, 'kazAsAThI AjJA dilI hotI? tumhAlA zahANapaNA karAyalA koNI sAMgitale hote? vItarAga bhagavaMtAjavaLa suddhA ApalyAlA nivAMtapaNe basU deNAra nAhI! mhaNaje svataH tara paDela paNa dusar2yAlAhI oDhUna gheUna jAIla. mhaNUna bhAvanA kara ANi AmhI tulA bhAvanA karaNyAcI zakti deta Ahota. paddhatazIra bhAvanA kara, ghAI karu nakosa. jitakI ghAI titakI kamataratA. jara he brahmacarya vrata ghezIla ANi tyAlA saMpUrNapaNe pALazIla, tara vaDamadhye AzcaryakAraka sthAna prApta karazIla ANi ithUna saraLa ekAvatArI banUna mokSAlA jAzIla. AmacyA AjJeta baLa Ahe, jabaradasta vacanabaLa Ahe. jara tU kamI paDalA nAhIsa tara vrata tuTaNAra nAhI, evaDhe sAre vacanabaLa Ahe. toparyaMta Ata sarva cAMgale tapAsUna pAhAve kI bhAvanA jagata kalyANAcI Ahe kI mAna miLavaNyAcI? svata:cyA AtmyAcI parikSA karuna tapAsUna pAhile tara sarva samajela ase Ahe. kadAcita Ata mAna asela tara tohI nighUna jAIla. ___ ekaca kharA mANUsa asela tara to jagAce kalyANa karu zakela! saMpUrNa AtmabhAvanA asalI pAhije. eka tAsa satata bhAvanA karata rahA. ANi kadAcita tuTalI tara joDUna punhA cAlU kara.. __ jAstIta jAsta jagAce kalyANa kevhA hote? tyAgamudrA asate tevhA adhika hote. gRhasthamudreta jagAce kalyANa jAsta pramANAta hota nAhI, varakaraNI sarva hote. paraMtu AtIla starAvara sagaLIca mANasaM prApta karu zakata nAhIta! varuna sarva mojakA varga prApta karuna gheto, paNa sarvasAmAnya janatA prApta karu zakata nAhI. tyAga ApalyAsArakhA asAyalA pAhije. ApalA tyAga ahaMkArapUrvakacA nAhI nA?! ANi he cAritra tara khUpa ucca mhaTale jAte!

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 51 _ 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he niraMtara lakSAta rAhate, he sarvAta mahAna brahmacarya. yAcyAsArakhe dUsare brahmacarya nAhI. tarIhI Ata jara AcAryapada prApta karaNyAcI bhAvanA asela tara tithe bAherIla brahmacarya suddhA pAhije, tyAlA strI asalelI cAlata nAhI. ___phakta he eka abrahmacarya jarI soDale tarI saMpUrNa saMsAra mAvaLato, bharAbhara, vegAne! phakta brahmacarya pALalyAne tara saMpUrNa jagaca samApta hoUna jAte nA! nAhItara hajAro vastU soDalyA, tarIhI kAhI bhalaM hota nAhI. jJAnI puruSAMkaDUna cAritrya grahaNa kele, phakta grahaNaca kele Ahe, ajUna pAlana tara keleca nAhI, tarIsuddhA tevhApAsUnaca khUpa AnaMda vATato. tulA thoDAphAra AnaMda vATato kA? praznakartA : vATato nA, dAdA! tyAcaveLI Ata sarva nirAvaraNa hoUna gele. dAdAzrI : ghetalyAbarobaraca nirAvaraNa jhAle nA? ghete veLI tyAce mana klIyara (nirmaLa) asAyalA pAhije. tyAce mana tyAveLI klIyara hote, te mI jANUna ghetale hote. yAlA cAritrya grahaNa kele ase mhaTale jAte ! vyavahAra cAritrya! ANi te 'pAhaNe' va 'jANaNe' Thevale, te jhAle nizcaya cAritrya! caritryAce sukha yA jagAne samajaleleca nAhI. caritryAce sukha tara vegaLyAca prakArace asate. praznakartA : viSayApAsUna suTalA ase kevhA mhaTale jAte? dAdAzrI : tyAlA naMtara viSayAsaMbaMdhI ekahI vicAra yeta nAhI. viSayAsaMbaMdhI koNatehI vicAra nAhIta, tI dRSTI nAhI, tI lAinaca nAhI. jaNu kAhI to jANataca nAhI azA prakArace asate, tyAlA brahmacarya mhaTale jAte. [15] 'viSaya vikArA' samora 'vijJAna'cI jAgRti praznakartA : hI goSTa svataHlA kazI samajela kI yAta svataH tanmayAkAra jhAlA Ahe?

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52 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : tyAta 'svata:cA' virodha asato 'svata:cA' virodha hAca tanmayAkAra na hoNyAcI vRtti. 'svataHlA' viSayAcyA saMgatImadhye ekAkAra vhAyaceca nAhI, tyAmuLe 'svata:cA' virodha tara asatoca nA? virodha rAhilA hAca vegaLepaNa ANi jara cukUna tanmAyAkAra jhAle, tara maga tyAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. praznakartA : svataHcA virodha nizcayAne tara Aheca. tarIhI ase hote kI, udaya ase yetAta kI tyAta tanmAyAkAra hoUna jAto, tara he kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : virodha asela tara tanmAyAkAra hoUca zakata nAhI, ANi tanmAyAkAra jhAlAta tara 'aDakhaLalA' ase mhaTale jAIla. jo asA aDakhaLato tyAcyAsAThI pratikramaNa Aheca. tyAsAThI donhI dRSTI ThevAvyA lAgatAta. to zuddhAtmA Ahe, hI dRSTI tara ApalyAkaDe Aheca. ANi dusarI dRSTI (thrI vijana) thoDehI AkarSaNa jhAle kI lageca tI dusarI dRSTI (thrI vIjana) ThevalI pAhije, nAhItara moha utpanna hoto. pudgalacA svabhAva jara jJAnAsahita rAhata asela, tara AkarSaNa hoNAraca nAhI. paraMtu pudgalacA svabhAva jJAnAsahIta rAhata asela, ase nasateca nA kuThalyAhI manuSyAlA. pudgalacA svabhAva AmhAlA tara jJAnAsahita rAhato. praznakartA : pudgalacA svabhAva jara jJAnAsahita rAhata asela tara AkarSaNa hota nAhI, he samajale nAhI. dAdAzrI : jJAnapUrvaka mhaNaje ase kI, koNatyAhI strIne kiMvA puruSAne vATela tase kapaDe ghAtale asatIla tarIhI te kapaDyAzivAya disatAta, te jhAle jJAnAsahitace pharsTa vijana (pahile darzana). sekanDa vijana (dusare darzana) mhaNaje zarIrAvaruna kAtaDI nighAlelI disate ANi tharDa vijana (tisare darzana) arthAta AtIla sarva (AtIla hADa, mAsa, rakta pu maLa-mutra vaigere) disela. ase disalyAvara AkarSaNa rAhIla kA?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya ekhAdI strI ubhI asela tilA pAhile, paNa tAbaDatoba dRSTI mAge ghetalI, tarI suddhA dRSTI tara punhA tithalyA titheca jAte, azI jara dRSTI punhA-punhA titheca AkarSita hota rAhilI tara tilA 'phAIla' mhaTalI jAte. mhaNaje evaDhIca cUka yA kALAta samajUna ghyAyacI Ahe. ___praznakartA : ajUna jAsta spaSTIkaraNa karuna sAMgA kI dRSTI nirmaLa kazI karAvI? dAdAzrI : 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' yA jAgRtita Ale tara maga dRSTI nirmaLa hote. dRSTI nirmaLa jhAlI nasela tara zabdAMnI pAca-dahA veLA bolAve kI, 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe, mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' tarIhI nirmaLa hoIla. athavA dAdA bhagavAnAMsArakhA nirvikArI Ahe, nirvikArI Ahe ase bolalyAnehI hoIla. tyAcA upayoga karAvA lAgato, dusare kAhI nAhI. he tara vijJAna Ahe, tvarita phaLa dete ANi thoDehI besAvadha rAhilAta tara dusarIkaDe uDavUna TAkela ase Ahe! praznakartA : vAstavAta jAgRtI maMda kazAne hote? dAdAzrI : ekadA tyAvara AvaraNa yete. tyA zaktice rakSaNa karaNArI jI zakti Ahe nA, tyA zaktivara AvaraNa yeta asate, tI kAma karaNArI zakti kuMThita hoUna jAte. tevhA maga jAgRti maMda hota jAte. tI zakti kuMThita jhAlI kI maga kAhIhI hoU zakata nAhI. tI pariNAmakAraka rAhata nAhI. maga to punhA mAra khAIla, mAra khAtaca rAhIla. maga tyAce mana, vRttI, he sarva dekhIla tyAlA ulaTe samajAvatAta kI, 'AtA ApalyAlA kAhI harakata nAhI. itake sarva tara Ahe nA? praznakartA : tyA zaktilA rakSaNa deNArI zakti mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : ekadA slipa jhAlA(ghasaralA), tara Ata slipa na hoNyAcI jI zakti hotI, tI kamI hote. arthAta tI zakti saila hota jAte. mhaNaje jase bATalIce bUca saila jhAlyAvara bATalI jara ADavI paDalI tara dudha bATalItUna ApoApa bAhera nighate, ANi AdhI tara ApalyAlA bUca kADhAve lAgata hote.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya [ 16 ] ghasaraNAr2yAMnA, uThavUna dhAvayalA lAvatAta...... tumhAlA tara 'ghasaruna paDAyace nAhI,' ase nakkI karAyace Ahe ANi jara ghasaralAta tara mI mApha karAyace. jara Ata tumace bighaDU lAgale tara lageca malA kaLavA. jeNe karuna tyAvara kAhI upAya hoU zakela! paTakana thoDIca sudharaNAra Ahe ? ho, bighaDaNyAcIhI zakyatA asate ! 54 ase Ahe kI, hyA aparAdhAce phaLa kAya Ahe, he joparyaMta jANata nAhI, toparyaMta te aparAdha hotaca rAhaNAra. vihirIta kA koNI paData nAhI ? he vakila kamI gunhe karatAta, ase kA ? tara hyA gunhAce he phaLa miLela, ase tyAMnA mAhita asate. mhaNUna aparAdhAce phaLa kAya Ahe he jANale pAhije. AdhIca jANUna ghyAve kI, aparAdhAce phaLa kAya miLela? he cukIce karata Ahe. tyAce phaLa kAya miLela ? he mAhita karuna ghetale pAhije. jyAlA dAdAMce nididhyAsana rAhate, tyAce sarvaca tALe ughaDatAta. dAdAMsobata abhedatA heca nididhyAsana Ahe ! ! ! khUpa puNya asela tevhA ase (nididhyAsana) rAhate. ANi jJAnIMcyA nididhyAsanAce sAkSAta phaLa miLate. te nididhyAsana, svataHcyA zaktilA tyAnusAra karate, tadrupa banavate. kAraNa kI 'jJAnIM' ce aciMtya ciMtAmaNI svarupa Ahe, mhaNUna te rupa karuna TAkate. 'jJAnI' ce nididhyAsana nirAlaMba banavate. maga 'Aja satsaMga jhAlA nAhI, Aja darzana jhAle nAhI' ase kAhI tyAlA vATata nAhI. jJAna svataH nirAlaMba Ahe, taseca svataHlAhI nirAlaMbI vhAve lAgate, 'jJAnIM' cyA nididhyAsanAne. jyAne jagata kalyANAce nimitta banaNyAcA vasA ghetalA Ahe, tyAlA jagAta koNa aDavU zakela ? azI koNatIhI zakti nAhI kI tyAlA aDavU zakela. saMpUrNa brahmAMDAtIla sarva devaloka tyAcAvara phulAMcA varSAva karIta Aheta. mhaNUna te eka dhyeya nakkI karA nA ! jevhApAsUna nakkI kele tevhApAsUnaca yA zarIrAlA Avazyaka asaNAr2yA vastuMcI ciMtA karAvI lAgata nAhI. joparyaMta saMsArIbhAva Aheta toparyaMta AvazakyatecI ciMtA karAvI lAgate. pahA nA, yA 'dAdAM' ce kase aizvarya Ahe! hI ekaca prakAracI icchA uralI kI maga tyAce kAmaca jhAle.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 55 ANi daivI sattA tumacyA sobata Ahe. he deva tara sattAdhIza Aheta, te niraMtara tumhAlA madata karatIla, azI tyAMcI sattA Ahe. ase ekaca dhyeya asalelyA pAcaca vyaktiMcI AvazyakatA Ahe. dUsare koNateca dhyeya nAhI, eka mAtra pakke dhyeya! aDacaNIta paNa ekaca dhyeya ANi jhopeta paNa ekaca dhyeya! sAvadha rahA. ANi 'jJAnI puruSAM' cA AsarA jabaradasta ThevA. saMkaTa kadhI yeIla he sAMgatA yeta nAhI! paNa tyAveLI 'dAdAM' cI madata mAgAla, sAkhaLI oDhAla tara 'dAdA' hajara hotIla! tumhI zuddha asAla tara koNI tumace nAva gheU zakaNAra nAhI! saMpUrNa jaga jarI tumace virodhI jhAle tarI mI ekaTA tumacyA sobata Ahe. malA mAhita Ahe kI tumhI zuddha AhAta, mhaNUna mI vATela tyAlA gAThU zakela asA Ahe, malA zaMbhara Takke khAtrI paTalI pAhije. tumacyAkaDUna jagAlA gAThaNe zakya nAhI, mhaNUna malA tumacI bAjU ghyAvI lAgate. tevhA ajibAta ghAbaru nakA. ApaNa jara zuddha Ahota, tara jagAta koNIhI Apale nAva gheU zakaNAra nAhI! yA jagAta jara kuNIhI dAdAMbaddala bolata asela tara hA 'dAdA' yA jagAcA sAmanA karu zakela. kAraNa to saMpUrNa zuddha mANUsa Ahe, jyAce mana jarA suddhA bighaDalele nAhI. _[17] aMtima janmAtahI brahmacarya tara Avazyaka brahmacaryAlA tara saMpUrNa jagAne svIkArale Ahe. brahmacaryAzivAya tara kadhIhI Atma prAptI hoU zakataca nAhI. jo brahmacaryAcyA viruddha asela tyAlA kadhIhI AtmA prApta hoU zakata nAhI. viSayAsamora tara niraMtara jAgRta rAhAve lAgate, ekA kSaNAsAThI suddhA ajAgRtI cAlata nAhI. praznakartA : brahmacarya ANi mokSa yAMcA ekamekAMzI saMbaMdha kitI? dAdAzrI : khUpa gheNe-deNe Ahe. brahmacaryAzivAya tara AtmyAcA anubhava samajaNAraca nAhI nA! AtmyAta sukha Ahe kI viSayAta sukha Ahe he samajaNAraca nAhI nA?! praznakartA : tara AtA dona prakArace brahmacarya Aheta. eka,

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56 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya avivAhita brahmacarya sthitI ANi dUsare lagna karuna brahmacarya pALata asela, tyAta utkRSTa koNate? dAdAzrI : lagna karuna brahmacarya pAlana kele jAte te utkRSTa mhaTale jAte. paraMtu lagna karuna brahmacarya pALaNe kaThINa Ahe, ApalyA yethe kityeka loka lagna karuna brahmacaryAce pAlana karata Aheta, paNa te cALIzI puDhace Aheta. __ vivAhitAMnA dekhIla zevaTacI dahA-paMdharA varSa soDAve lAgela. sarvAMpAsUna mukta vhAve lAgela. mahAvIra svAmI paNa zevaTeca becALIsa varSa mukta jhAle hote nA! yA saMsArAta strI sobata tara amaryAda upAdhi Ahe. joDI banalI kI upAdhi vADhate. doghAMcI mane kazI eka hotIla? kitI veLA mana eka hote? samajA, doghAMnAhI kaDhI AvaDate, paNa maga bhAjIce kAya? tithe mana eka hota nAhI ANi kAma banata nAhI. matabheda asela tithe sukha asU zakata nAhI. jJAnI puruSa tara 'opana TU skAya' (AkAzAsArakhe mokaLe) asatAta. rAtrI vATela tyAveLI tyAMcyA gharI jA, tarI 'opana' TU 'skAya' ca asatAta. AmhAlA tara brahmacarya pALAve lAgate ase nasate. AmhAlA tara viSayAcI AThavaNahI nasate. hyA zarIrAta te paramANUca nasatAta nA! mhaNUna tara brahmacaryasaMbaMdhI azI vANI nighate! viSayasaMbaMdhI tara koNI kAhI bolaleca nAhI. lokaM viSayI Aheta mhaNUna lokAMnI viSayAsaMbaMdhI upadezaca kelA nAhI. ANi AmhI tara saMpUrNa pustaka tayAra hoIla evaDhe sAre brahmacaryAsaMbaMdhI bolalo Ahota, agadI zevaTaparyaMtacI goSTa bolalo Ahota. kAraNa kI AmacyAtIla te paramANUca saMpalele Aheta, dehAcyA bAhera AmhI rahAta asato, bAhera mhaNaje zejAr2yAsArakhe niraMtara rAhata asato! nAhItara ase Azcarya miLaNAraca nAhI nA kadhIhI? phaLa khAlle paraMtu pazcAtApAsahita khAlle tara maga tyA phaLAmadhUna punhA navIna bIja paData nAhI, ANi jara AnaMdAne khAlle kI 'Ahoho, Aja tara khUpa majjA AlI,' tara maga punhA navIna bIja paDate. khare tara viSayAcyA bAbatIta laTapaTAyalA hote. sahajahI saila

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 57 soDale tara laTapaTU lAgato. mhaNUna saila soDU nakA. ThAma rahAyace. melo tarI cAlela paNa hA viSaya tara nakoca ase ThAma rAhile pAhije. AmhAlA (dAdAMnA) tara lahAnapaNApAsUna he AvaDAyaceca nAhI. ase vATAyace kI lokAMnI yAta kA mhaNUna sukha mAnale asela? tevhA malA vATAyace kI hA kAya prakAra ? AmhAlA tara lahAnapaNApAsUnaca thrI vijanacI paeNkTIsa (abhyAsa) jhAlI hotI. mhaNUna tara AmhAlA khUpaca vairAgya yeta ase, yAvara atizaya kiLasa yeta ase. ANi yAca vastUsAThI hyA lokAMcI ArAdhanA asate. yAlA mhaNAve tarI kAya? praznakartA : hA jo mAgIla toTA Ahe tyAsa nizcayAcyA AdhAre miTavU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : ho, sagaLA toTA miTavU zakato. nizcaya sarva kAhI karu zakato. bhArI udayakarma yeto tevhA te ApalyAlA halavUna TAkate. AtA bhArI udayakarmAcA artha kAya? kI ApaNa sTroMga rumamadhye(majabuta kholIta) basalelo asU ANi bAhera koNI oraDAoraDA karata asela. maga jarI pAca lAkha mANase boMbA mArata asatIla kI 'AmhI mAruna TAkU' ase bAherunaca oraData asatIla, tara te ApalyAlA kAya karaNAra Aheta? boMbalU dyA tyAMnA. tyAca pramANe ithe suddhA sthiratA asalI tara kAhIhI hoNAra nAhI, paNa jara sthiratA tuTalI kI maga punhA ApalyAvara pariNAma hoIla. tAtparya heca kI vATela te (udaya) karma yetIla tevhA sthiratApUrvaka he mAjhe nAhI, mI zuddhAtmA Ahe azA prakAre sTroMga rAhile pAhije. naMtara punhA (karma) yetIla suddhA, thoDA veLa goMdhaLAtahI TAkatIla. paNa jara ApalI sthiratA asela tara kAhIhI hoNAra nAhI. hI mule brahmacarya pAlana karatAta te mana-vacana-kAyene pAlana karatAta. manAne tara bAheracI mANasaM pALU zakataca nAhIta. sarva vANIne ANi dehAne pALatAta. Apale he je jJAna Ahe nA, tyAmuLe manAnehI pALatA yete. mana-vacana-kAyene jara brahmacarya pAlana kele tara tyAsArakhI mahAna zakti dusarI koNatIhI utpanna hoU zakata nAhI. tyA zaktimuLe

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya maga AmacyA AjJeta rAhU zakato. nAhItara brahmacaryAcI zakti jara nasela tara AjJeta kazA prakAre rAhU zakAla ? brahmacaryAcyA zakticI tara goSTaca vegaLI nA ? 58 he brahmacArI tayAra hota Aheta ANi hyA brahmacAriNI paNa tayAra hota Aheta. yAMcyA cehar2yAvara jevhA teja yeIla tevhA maga tyAMnA lipasTika ANi pAvaDara copaDaNyAcI garaja uraNAra nAhI. oho ! siMhAce bALa basale Ahe ase vATela. tevhA vATela kI ho, kAhItarI Ahe ! he vItarAga vijJAna kase Ahe kI jara pacale tara siMhiNIce dudha pacalyAsArakhe Ahe, tevhA siMhAcyA bALAsArakhe te vATatIla, nAhItara te bakarIsArakhe disatIla !!! praznakartA : he loka lagna karaNyAce nAkArata Aheta, tara tyAlA aMtarAya karma nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra ? dAdAzrI : ApaNa ithUna bhAdaraNa gAvI jANyAsAThI nighAlo, mhaNUna kAya ApaNa dusar2yA gAvAMsobata aMtarAya (vighna) pADale? tyAMnA je anukUla vATela tithe te jAtIla. aMtarAya karma tara koNAlA mhaNatAta kI samajA tumhI koNAlA kAhI deta asAla, ANi mI tumhAlA mhaNela kI, yAlA deNyAsArakhe nAhI. mhaNaje mI tumhAlA AMtarale, mhaNUna malA tI vastU kadhI miLaNAra nAhI. malA tyA vastUce aMtarAya paDale. praznakartA : jara brahmacaryaca pALAyace asela tara, tyAlA karma mhaNU zakato kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, tyAlA karmaca mhaTale jAte ! tyAcAne karma tara bAMdhaleca jAIla! joparyaMta ajJAna Ahe, toparyaMta karma mhaTale jAIla! maga te brahmacarya aso kI abrahmacarya aso. brahmacaryAne puNyakarma bAMdhale jAte ANi abrahmacaryAne pApakarma bAMdhale jAte ! praznakartA : koNI brahmacaryAcI anumodanA karata asela, brahmacArIMnA puSTi deta asela, tyAMnA sarva prakAracyA suvidhA upalabdha karuna deta asela, sarvakAhI karata asela tara tyAce phaLa kAya yeIla ? dAdAzrI : phaLAce ApalyAlA kAya karAyace ? ApalyAlA tara

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya eka avatArI hoUna mokSAlA jAyace Ahe, AtA phaLAlA kuThe ThevAyace ? tyA phaLAcyA badalyAta tara zaMbhara striyA miLatIla, paNa azA phaLAlA kAya karAyace ApaNa ? ApalyAlA phaLa nako. phaLa khAyaceca nAhI nA AtA! 59 mhaNUna malA tara tyAMnI AdhIca vicAruna ghetale hote kI, 'AmhI he je sarva karato yAcyAne Amace puNya bAMdhale jAte kA ?' mI mhaTale 'nAhI bAMdhale jANAra.' AtA he sarva DiscArja rupAta Ahe ANi bIja tara zekale jAta Ahe sarva . praznakartA : he je sarva brahmacArI hotIla, he 'DiscArja 'ca mhaTale jAIla nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, DiscArjaca ! paNa hyA DiscArja sobata tyAMcA jo bhAva Ahe, to Ata cArja hota Ahe. ANi bhAva asela taraca tAkada rAhate nA! anyathA DiscArja nehamIca phike paDUna jAte. ANi hA tyAMcA bhAva Ahe kI, AmhAlA brahmacarya pALAyaceca Ahe, tyAcyAne majabutI rAhate. yA akrama mArgAta kartAbhAva kitI Ahe, kitI aMzaparyaMta Ahe kI AmhI jI AjJA dilI Ahe tI AjJA pALAyacI, itakAca kartAbhAva Ahe. jithe kuThalIhI goSTa pALAvIca lAgate tithe kartAbhAva Ahe. mhaNaje 'brahmacarya pALAyaceca Ahe.' yAta pALaNe hA kartAbhAva Ahe, bAkI brahmacarya he tara DiscArja Ahe. praznakartA : paraMtu brahmacarya pALaNe hA kartAbhAva Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, pALaNe hA kartAbhAva Ahe. ANi yA kartyAbhAvAce phaLa tyAMnA puDhIla janmAta samyak puNya miLela. mhaNaje kAya tara kuThalyAhI aDacaNIMzivAya sahajapaNe sarva vastu upalabdha hotIla ANi ase karata karata mokSAlA jAyace. tIrthaMkarAMce darzana hoIla ANi tIrthaMkarAMcyA javaLa rAhaNyAcI saMdhI paNa miLela. arthAt tyAce sarva saMyoga khUpaca suMdara asatIla. praznakartA : ravivAracA upavAsa ANi brahmacArI yAMce kAya kanekzana (anusaMdhAna) Ahe ?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : hA ravivAracA upavAsa kazAsAThI karato? viSayAcyA virodhAta basalA Ahe. viSaya vikAra mAjhyAparyaMta yeUca naye, mhaNUna viSayAcA virodhI jhAlA, tevhApAsUnaca nirviSayI banalA. mI suddhA yAMnA viSayAcA virodhIca banavita Ahe. kAraNa tyAMcyAkaDUna sahajapaNe viSaya suTela ase zakya nAhI, he tara sarva cIbhuLa (kAkaDI sArakhe paNa gola phaLa, je pikalyAnaMtara thoDA sparza karatAca phuTUna jAte) Aheta. he tara duSamakALAtIla bilabilIta cIbhuLa mhaTale jAtIla. yAMcyAkaDUna kAhIca suTaNAra nAhI, mhaNUna tara malA ase dusare upAya karAve lAgatAta nA?! khare mhaTale tara he vijJAna Ahe kI 'tumhI ase karA kiMvA tumhI tase karA' ase kAhI bolU zakata nAhI, paNa hA kALaca asA Ahe ! mhaNUna AmhAlA ase sAMgAve lAgate. yA jIvAMcA kAhI nemaca nAhI nA? he jJAna gheUna ulaTa cukIcyA mArgAvara suddhA jAtIla. mhaNUnaca AmhAlA sAMgAve lAgate ANi tehI Amace vacanabaLa asalyAmuLe maga kAhI harakata nAhI. AmacyA vacanAsahita(sAMgaNyAvaruna) karatAta mhaNUna tyAMnA kartApadAcI jokhimadArI nAhI nA! AmhI sAMgitale kI 'tumhI ase karA.' mhaNUna maga tumacI jokhimadArI nAhI ANi yAta mAjhIhI jokhimadArI rAhata nasate!!! AtA ase anupama pada soDUna upamA asalele pada koNa grahaNa karela? jJAna Ahe tara maga jagabharAcyA kharakaTyAlA koNa zivela? jagAlA priya ase sarva viSaya jJAnI puruSAMnA kharakaTyAsArakhe vATatAta. jagAcA nyAya kasA Ahe kI jyAlA lakSmIsaMbaMdhI vicAra yeta nasatIla, viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI vicAra yeta nasatIla, jo dehApAsUna niraMtara vegaLA rAhata asela. tyAlA jaga 'deva' mhaTalyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI! [18 ] dAdAjI detAta puSTi, AptaputrIMnA jaga tara he jANataca nAhI, kI (yA zarIrAta) he sarva rezamI cAdarIta lapeTalele Ahe ? svataHlA AvaData nAhI toca kacarA yA rezamI cAdarIta (cAmaDIta) guMDALalelA Ahe. ase tumhAlA vATate kI nAhI? itake jarI samajale tarIhI vairAgyaca yeIla nA? itake bhAna rAhata nAhI. mhaNUna tara he jaga ase cAlUca Ahe nA? yA bhaginIMmadhUna azI jAgRtI

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 61 koNAlAhI asela kA? ekhAdA manuSya suMdara disata asela paraMtu jara tyAlA solUna kADhale tara AtUna kAya nighela? ekhAdA mulagA cAMgale kapaDe ghAlUna, nekaTAI-bekaTAI ghAlUna bAhera jAta asela, paNa tyAlA jara kApale tara tyAtUna kAya nighela? ugAca tU nekaTAI kazAlA ghAlatosa? mohavAlyA lokAMnA bhAna nAhI. te suMdaratA pAhUna goMdhALUna jAtAta bicAre ! jithe malA tara sarva spaSTa(jase Ahe tase) ArapAra disate. azA ritIne striyAMnI puruSAMnA pAhAyalA nako ANi puruSAMnI striyAMnA pAhAyalA nako. kAraNa kI te ApalyA upayogAce nAhI. dAdAMjIMnI sAMgitale hote kI. hAca kacarA Ahe, maga yAta pAhaNyAsArakhe kAya rAhile? __ mhaNaje AkarSita hoNyAcehI kAyade Aheta kI amuka TharAvika ThikANIca AkarSaNa hota asate. pratyeka ThikANI kAhI AkarSaNa hota nAhI. AtA he AkarSaNa kazAmuLe hote, te tumhAlA sAMgato. hyA janmAta AkarSaNa hota nasela, tarIhI ekhAdyAlA pAhile, kI ApalyA manAta vicAra yeto 'ohoho, hA puruSa kitI suMdara Ahe, dekhaNA Ahe.' ase ApalyAlA vATale kI tyAcabarobara puDhIla janmAcI gATha paDate. yAmuLe maga puDhIla janmI AkarSaNa hote. nizcaya tyAsa mhaNatAta kI je kadhI visaraNAraca nAhI. ApaNa zuddhAtmyAcA nizcaya kelA Ahe. te visarata nAhI nA? thoDA veLa jarI visaralo, tarI naMtara punhA lakSAta yeteca. yAlAca nizcaya mhaNatAta. nididhyAsana mhaNaje 'hI strI suMdara Ahe kiMvA hA puruSa dekhaNA Ahe' asA vicAra kelA arthAta titakA veLa te nididhyAsana jhAle. vicAra kelA kI lagecaca nididhyAsana hote. maga to svataH tasA hoUna jAto. mhaNaje ApaNa jara ase pAhile taraca hI jhaMjhaTa ubhI rAhate nA? tyApekSA DoLe khAlI karunaca cAlale pAhije, dusar2yAMzI najara miLavUca naye. saMpUrNa jaga eka phasavaNUkaca Ahe. ekadA phasalyAnaMtara suTakAca nAhI. kitItarI janma vyatita hotAta, paNa tarIhI tyAcA aMta yetaca nAhI!

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya patI, patI sArakhA asela kI to kuThehI gelA, tarI suddhA eka kSaNa dekhila ApalyAlA visarata nAhI asA asela tara ThIka Ahe, paNa ase tara kadhIca zakya hota nAhI. maga azA patIce kAya karAyace ? 62 yA kALAtIla manuSya premAce bhukele nAhIta, viSayAce bhuke Aheta. jo premAcA bhukA asato tyAlA viSaya miLAlA nAhI tarIhI cAlate. ase premabhuke bheTale tara tyAMce darzana karu. viSayabhuke mhaNaje kAya, tara saMDAsa. saMDAsa hI viSayaka Ahe. jara kadhI jivhALyAce prema asela tara saMsAra Ahe, anyathA viSaya he tara saMDAsaca Ahe. te naMtara naisargika hAjatamadhye gele. tyAlA hAjatamaMda mhaNatAta nA ? jase sItA ANi rAmacaMdrajI vivAhitaca hote nA? sItelA gheUna gele tarIhI zrIrAmAce citta sIteta ANi kevaLa sItetaca hote. ANi sItece cittahI phakta zrIrAmAmadhyeca hote. viSaya tara caudA varSe pAhilA dekhila navhatA, tarIhI citta ekamekAMzI joDaleleca hote. yAlAca (khare) lagna mhaNatAta. bAkI yAMnA tara hAjatamaMda mhaNatAta, naisargika hAjata! mhaNaje pati asela tara jhaMjhaTa nA ? paraMtu jara brahmacarya vrata ghetale asela tara yA viSayasaMbaMdhI kAhI jhaMjhaTaca nAhI nA! ANi sobata ase jJAna asela maga tara (mokSAce) kAmaca sAdhUna gheNAra ! yA bhaginIcA tara nizcaya Ahe kI, 'ekA janmatAca mokSAlA jAyace Ahe. AtA ithe rAhaNe zakya nAhI, mhaNUna' eka avatArIca vhAyace Ahe. ataH tilA sarvaca sAdhane upalabdha jhAlI, brahmacaryacI AjJA suddhA miLAlI! praznakartA : AmhI paNa ekaca avatArI hoNAra kA ? dAdAzrI : tulA ajUna veLa lAgela. tujhe sadhyA AmacyA sAMgaNyApramANe cAlu de. eka avatArI tara AjJeta AlyAnaMtara, yA jJAnAta AlyAnaMtara kAma hoIla. tase tara AjJezivAya dona-cAra janmAta mokSa hoNAraca Ahe, paraMtu ( jara saMpUrNa ) AjJeta rAhIlAta tara eka avatArI hotA yeIla! jJAnAta AlyAnaMtara AmacyA AjJeta yAve lAgate. ajUna

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya ____ 63 kAhI tumhA sarvAMnA azI brahmacaryAcI AjJA dilI nAhI nA? ANi tazI AjJA AmhI lavakara detahI nAhI. kAraNa kI sarvAMnA pALatA yeta nAhI, jamata nAhI. tyAsAThI tara mana khUpa majabuta asAve lAgate. jara tulA brahmacarya pALAyace asela tara itake sAvadha rahAyace kI parapuruSAcA vicAra dekhIla yetA kAmA naye. ANi vicAra AlAca tara tAbaDatoba (pratikramaNa karuna) dhuUna TAkAyacA. eka zuddhacetana Ahe ANi eka mizracetana Ahe. mizracetanAta jara phasalAta tara AtmajJAna prApta kele asela, tarIhI tyAlA bhaTakavate. mhaNaje yAta vikArI saMbaMdha jhAlA tara bhaTakAve lAgate. kAraNa ApalyAlA mokSAlA jAyace Ahe ANi jara tyA vyakticA janma tIryaMcagatIta (pazu) hoNAra asela tara ApalyAlAhI tithe khecUna jAIla. vikArI saMbaMdha jhAlA mhaNUna tithe jAveca lAgate. mhaNUna vikArI saMbaMdha utpannaca hoNAra nAhI itakeca pahAyace. manAnehI bighaDalele nasela tevhA cAritrya mhaTale jAte. tyAnaMtara he sarva tayAra hoUna jAtIla. mana bighaDale tara maga sarva phrekcara hoUna jAte. nAhItara eka-ekA mulIta kitItarI zakti asate! ANi tI kAya azI-tazI zakti Ahe kA? hyA tara hiMdustAnAtIla striyA asatIla ANi tyAMcyAjavaLa vItarAgAMce vijJAna asela, maga kAya bAkI rAhile? 'jJAnI puruSAM' kaDUna svata:ce kalyANa karuna ghyAyace Ahe. svataH kalyANasvarupa jhAlA kI maga bolalyAzivAyaca lokAMce kalyANa hote. ANi jI lokaM bolata rAhatAta tyAMcyAkaDUna kAhIhI hota nAhI. phakta bhASaNe kelyAne, bola bola kelyAne kAhI hota nasate. bolalyAne tara ulaTa buddhi imozanala (bhAvuka) hote. agadI sahajapaNeca phakta jJAnIMce cAritrya pAhilyAne, tyAMce darzana kelyAneca sarva bhAva zamUna jAtAta. mhaNUna tyAMnI tara mAtra svataHca te rupa hoUna jANyAsArakhe Ahe ! 'jJAnI puruSAMjavaLa rAhUna te rupa vhAve. azA phakta pAcaca mulI tayAra jhAlyA tara tyA kitItarI lokAMce kalyANa karatIla!' saMpUrNapaNe nirmaLa vhAyalA have. ANi 'jJAnI puruSAM' javaLa nirmaLa hoU zakatAta ANi nirmaLa hoNArahI Aheta!

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64 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya ( uttarArdha) khaMDa : 1 vivAhitAMsAThI brahmacaryAcI cAvI [1] viSaya nAhI, paNa niDaratA he viSa he vijJAna pratyekAlA, vivAhitAlAhI mokSAlA gheUna jAIla. paNa jJAnIMcyA AjJenusAra cAlale pAhije. ekhAdA DokyAcA mijAjavAlA (khumArIvAlA) asela, to mhaNela, sAheba malA dusare lagna karAyace Ahe. tara mI mhaNela 'tujhyAta tAkada havI. pUrvI karata navhate kA lagna? bharata rAjAlA terAze rANyA hotyA, tarIhI mokSAlA gele! jara rANyA naDalyA(bAdhaka) asatyA tara mokSAlA gele asate kA? tara maga kAya bAdhaka Ahe? ajJAna bAdhaka Ahe. viSaya he viSa nAhI, viSayAta niDaratA (nirbhayatA, nirbhIDatA) he viSa Ahe. mhaNUna ghAbaru nakA. sarva zAstrAMnI jora deUna sAMgitale Ahe kI, viSaya he viSa Ahe. kase viSa Ahe ? viSaya he kAya viSa asU zakate? viSayAta niDaratA he viSa Ahe. viSaya jara viSa asate, tevhA maga tumhI sarva jara gharI rAhata asAla ANi tumhAlA mokSAlA jAyace asela tara malA tumhAlA hAkalAve lAgale asate, kI 'jA upAzrayAta,' ithe gharI paDUna rAhU nakA. paNa malA koNAlA hAkalAve lAgate kA? bhagavaMtAne jIvAMce dona prakAra sAMgitale; eka saMsArI ANi dusare siddha. je mokSAta gele tyAMnA siddha mhaTale jAte ANi bAkI sarvaca saMsArI. arthAta tumhI jara tyAgI asAla tarIhI saMsArI AhAta ANi he gRhastha paNa saMsArIca Aheta. mhaNUna tumhI manAta kAhI ThevU nakA. saMsAra naData nAhI, viSaya naData nAhI, kAhIca naData nAhI, phakta ajJAna naDate. mhaNUnaca mI pustakAta lihile Ahe kI viSaya he viSa nAhI, viSayAta niDaratA he viSa Ahe. jara viSaya he viSa asate tara bhagavAna mahAvIra tIrthaMkara jhAleca nasate. bhagavAna mahAvIrAMnAhI mulagI hotI. arthAta viSayAta niDaratA he

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya viSa Ahe. AtA malA kAhIhI naDaNAra nAhI, ase vATaNe heca viSa Ahe. niDaratA zabda mI yAsAThI dilA Ahe kI viSayAlA ghAbarale pAhije, nAIlAjAstava viSayAta paDAve lAgale taraca paDAve. mhaNUna viSayAlA ghAbarA, ase mhaTale Ahe. kAraNa kI bhagavaMta suddhA ghAbarata hote, moThemoThe jJAnI suddhA ghAbarata hote, tara tumhIca ase kase AhAta kI tumhAlA viSayAcI bhItI vATata nAhI ? samajA svAdiSTa jevaNa Ale asela, Amarasa-poLI vaigere, he sarva tumhI nivAMta khA paraMtu ghAbarata khA. ghAbaruna kA khAyace kI jara jAsta khAlle gele tara upAdhi ( trAsa) hoIla. mhaNUna ghAbarA. 65 praznakartA : zuddhAtmA svarupa jhAlyAnaMtara patnIsobata saMsAra vyavahAra karAvA kI nAhI? ANi te kase bhAva ThevUna ? ithe samabhAve nikAla kasA karAvA ? dAdAzrI : hA vyavahAra tara, tumhAlA patnI asela tara patnIsobata, tumhI doghAMnA samAdhAnakAraka hoIla asA vyavahAra ThevAvA. tumace samAdhAna ANi ticehI samAdhAna hoIla asA vyavahAra ThevAvA. tice asamAdhAna hota asela ANi tumace samAdhAna hota asela asA vyavahAra karu nakA. taseca ApalyAkaDUna patnIlA kAhIhI duHkha hotA kAmA naye. mI tumhAlA sAMgato kI, he je 'auSadha' (viSaya saMbaMdha) Ahe he goDa lAgaNAre auSadha Ahe. mhaNUna jyApramANe auSadha nehamI pramANAnUsAra gheta asato, tyAca pramANe hehI pramANAtaca ghyA. lagnajIvana kevhA zobhUna disela ? tara jevhA doghAMnAhI tApa caDhela tevhA te auSadha ghetIla tevhA. tApAzivAya auSadha ghetAta kI nAhI ? ekAlA tApa nasela ANi auSadha ghetale, tara te lagnajIvana zobhUna disata nAhI. doghAMnA tApa asela taraca auSadha ghyAve. dhIsa ija da onlI meDisina ( he phakta eka auSadhaca Ahe) auSadha jarI goDa asale tarIhI te kAhI dararoja piNyAsArakhe nasate. pUrvI rAma-sItA vaigere sarva hoUna gele, te sarva saMyamavAle hote. patnIsobata saMyamI ! tevhA hA asaMyama kAya daivI guNa Ahe ? nAhI, to pAzavI guNa Ahe. manuSyAta ase nasAve. manuSya asaMyamI asAyalA nako. jagAlA mAhitaca nAhI kI viSaya kAya Ahe? ekA veLecyA viSayAta karoDo jIva maruna jAtAta. phakta ekAca veLeta. samaja nasalyAmuLe yAta

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66 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya majA gheto. samajata nAhI nA! nAilAjAstava jIva maratIla ase asale pAhije. paNa samajaca nasela tithe kAya karaNAra? he Amace tharmAmiTara miLAle Ahe. mhaNUna AmhI sAMgato nA kI, patnIsobata mokSa dilA Ahe! AtA yAcA tumhAlA jasA sadupayoga karuna ghyAyacA asela tasA karA! ase saraLa koNIca dile nAhI! khUpaca saraLa ANi sopA mArga dAkhavalA Ahe. atizaya sopA! ase ghaDaleca nAhI! hA nirmaLa mArga Ahe, bhagavaMta paNa svIkAratIla asA mArga Ahe! praznakartA : patnIcI icchA nasela paraMtu patIcyA dabAvAmuLe auSadha pyAve lAgata asela, tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : paNa AtA kAya karAla? koNI sAMgitale hote kI lagna karA? praznakartA : jo bhogato tyAcI cUka. paNa dAdAjI ase kAhI auSadha dAkhavA kI jyAmuLe samoracyA vyaktice pratikramaNa kele, kiMvA ase kAhI kele tara te kamI hoIla. dAdAzrI : te tara hI goSTa svataH samajUna ghetalyAne, ANi tyAlAhI he samajAvalyAne kI dAdAMnI sAMgitale Ahe, kI he auSadha sArakhe sArakhe piNyAsArakhe nAhI. jarA saraLa vAgA nA, mahinyAtUna sahA-ATha divasa auSadha ghetale pAhije. ApalI tabyeta cAMgalI rAhilI, Doke cAMgale rAhile tara phAIlacA nikAla karatA yeIla. arthAta AmhI akrama vijJAnAta svataHcyA patnIsobatacyA abrahmacaryAcyA vyavahArAlA brahmacarya mhaTale Ahe. paraMtu te vinayapUrvakace asAve ANi bAhera paNa strIvara dRSTI bighaDavAyacI nAhI. ANi jara dRSTI bighaDalI tara lageca (pratikramaNa karuna) pusUna TAkale pAhije. ase asela tara tyAsa AmhI yA kALAta brahmacArI mhaTale Ahe. itara kuThalyAhI jAgI dRSTI bighaData nAhI, mhaNUna 'brahmacArI' mhaTale Ahe. yAlA kAhI ase-tase pada mhaNatAta kA? ANi maga khUpa kAlAvadhI naMtara tyAcyA lakSAta yete kI yAtahI khUpa moThI cUka Ahe, tevhA maga to hakkAce viSaya paNa soDUna deto.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 67 [2] dRSTI doSAMce jokhima AtA tara sarva khullA bAjAraca hoUna gelA Ahe nA ? mhaNUna saMdhyAkALI ase vATate kI kAhIca saudA kelelA nAhI, paNa aseca baghatA baghatA bArA saude hoUnaca gelele asatAta ! pAhilyAbarobaraca saudA hoUna jAto. dusare saude hoNAra asatIla te hotIla, paNa he tara pAhatAkSaNIca saudA hoUna jAto! Apale jJAna asela tara ase hota nAhI. strI jAta asela tara ticyA Ata tumhAlA zuddhAtmA disela, paNa itara lokAMnA zuddhAtmA kasA disela ? ekhAdyAcyA gharI ApaNa lagnAlA gelo asU, tyA divazI ApaNa khUpa kAhI pAhato nA ? zaMbhara saude tarI hoUnaca jAtAta nA ? tara he sarva ase Ahe! yAta tujhA doSa nAhI ! manuSyamAtralA aseca hota asate. kAraNa kI AkarSaNavAle kAhI baghitale tara tithe dRSTI khecalIca jAte. yAta striyAMnAhI ase ANi puruSAMnAhI aseca hota asate. AkarSaNavAle pAhile kI saudA hoUnaca jAto! he viSaya buddhIne dUra karu zakU ase Aheta. mI viSayAMnA buddhIneca dUra kele hote. jJAna jarI nasela tarIhI viSaya he buddhIne dUra hoU zakatAta. he tara kamI buddhivAle Aheta mhaNUna viSayAta TikUna rAhilele Aheta. [3] binahakkAcI gunhegArI tU jara saMsArI asazIla tara tujhyA hakkAce viSaya bhoga, paNa binahakkAce viSaya tara bhogUca nakosa. kAraNa yAce phaLa bhayaMkara Ahe. ANi jara tU tyAgI asazIla tara tujhI dRSTI viSayAkaDe jAtAca kAmA naye ! binahakkAce gheNe, binahakkAcI icchA karaNe, binahakkAce viSaya bhogaNyAcI bhAvanA karaNe, yAlA pAzavatA mhaNatAta. hakka ANi binahakka yA donhImadhye lAIna oNpha DimArkezana (bheda reSA) tara asAyalAca havI nA? ANi tyA DimArkezana lAInIcyA bAhera jAyaceca nAhI. tarI paNa loka DimArkezana lAInIcyA bAhera geleleca Aheta nA ? hIca pAzavatA Ahe. yAlAca pAzavatA mhaNatAta. hakkAce bhogaNyAsa harakata nAhI.

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68 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : binahakkAce bhogaNyAta koNatI vRtti kAma karata asate? dAdAzrI : ApalI dAnata khoTI Ahe, tI vRtti. hakkAce soDUna dusar2yA ThikANI 'prasaMga' (viSaya saMbaMdha) banalA tara tI strI jithe jAIla, tithe ApalyAlA janma ghyAvA lAgela. tI adhogatita gelI tara ApalyAlAhI tithe jAve lAgela. AjakAla bAhera tara aseca sarva cAlU Ahe. 'kuThe janma hoIla?' tyAcA kAhI nema nAhI. binahakkAce viSaya jyAne bhogale asela, tyAlA tara bhayaMkara yAtanA bhogAvyA lAgatAta. tyAcI mulagI paNa ekhAdayA janmAta cAritryahIna hote. niyama kasA Ahe, kI jyAcyAsobata binahakkAcA viSaya bhogalA asela tIca naMtara AI kiMvA mulagI banate. hakkAcyA viSayAsAThI tara bhagavaMtAne suddhA manAI kelelI nAhI. bhagavaMtAne manAI kelI tara bhagavaMta gunhegAra Tharela. ho, binahakkAcI manAI kelI Ahe. jara pazcAtApa kelA tara suTUhI zakato. paNa hA tara binahakkAce AnaMdAne bhogato, mhaNUna gATha ghaTTa hote. binahakkAce bhogaNyAta tara pAcahI mahAvratAMce doSa lAgatAta. yAta hiMsA hota asate, khoTepaNA yeto, hI tara sarrAsa corI mhaTalI jAIla. binahakkAce arthAta sarrAsa corI mhaTalI jAte. maga tyAta abrahmacarya tara yeteca ANi pAcave parigraha, he tara sarvAta moThe parigraha Ahe. hakkAcA viSaya asela tyAMcyAsAThI mokSa Ahe paNa binahakkAcA viSaya asalelyAMsAThI mokSa nAhI. ase bhagavaMtAMnI mhaTale Ahe ! ___yA lokAMnA tara kasale bhAnaca nasate nA! ANi haraiyA (niraMkuza, bhaTakaNAre bevArasa pazu) sArakhe asatAta. haraiyA mhaNaje tumhI samajalAta kA? tumhI koNI haraiyAlA pAhileta kA? haraiyA mhaNaje jyAce hAtAta Ale tyAce khAUna TAkato. yA mha~sa-baMdhulA tumhI oLakhatA kA? te sarva zeta udhvasta karuna TAkatAta. azI khUpa kamI mANasaM Aheta kI jyAMnA yAce thoDe tarI mahatva samajale Ahe. bAkI tara joparyaMta miLAle nAhI toparyaMta haraiyA nAhI! miLAle kI haraiyA vhAyalA veLaca lAgata nAhI. he ApalyAlA zobhata

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya nAhI ! ApalyA hiMdustAnAcI tara kitI Devalapa prajA! ApalyAlA tara mokSAlA jAyace Ahe! ____ abrahmacaryAce tara ase Ahe kI hyA janmAta patnI jhAlI asela, kiMvA dUsarI rakhaila (ThevalelI strI) asela tara puDhIla janmAta tI svata:cI mulagI hoUna yete, azI yA saMsArAcI vicitratA Ahe. mhaNUnaca samaMjasa mANase brahmacarya pALUna mokSAlA gele nA! [4] eka patnIvrata mhaNajeca brahmacarya jyAne lagna kele Ahe, tyAcyAsAThI AmhI ekaca niyama ThevalA Ahe kI tU (patnIzivAya) dusar2yA kuThalyAhI strI vara dRSTI bighaDavAyacI nAhI. ANi jara kadhI dRSTI bighaDalI tara pratikramaNa vidhI karAyacI ANi nakkI karAyace kI punhA kadhI ase karaNAra nAhI. svata:cyA patnIzivAya dusar2yA strI kaDe baghata nAhI, dusar2yA strI vara jyAcI dRSTI jAta nAhI, dRSTI gelI tarI tyAcyA manAta vikArI bhAva utpanna hota nAhIta, vikArI bhAva jhAlA tara svataH khUpa pazcAtApa karato, tyAsa yA kALAta eka patnI asUna suddhA brahmacarya mhaTale jAte. AjapAsUna tIna hajAra varSAMpUrvI hiMdustAnAta zaMbharA paikI navvada mANase eka patnIvrata pALata hote. eka patnIvrata ANi eka pativrata; kitI cAMgalI mANase hotI tI! paraMtu AtA tara kadAcita hajArAta ekhAdA asA asela! praznakartA : samajA jara dona bAyakA asatIla tara tyAta kAya vAITa Ahe? dAdAzrI : karA nA dona bAyakA. karaNyAta harakata nAhI. pAca bAyakA karA tarIhI harakata nAhI. paNa itara striyAMvara dRSTI bighaDavato, dusarI strI jAta asela ticyAvara dRSTI bighaDavato tyAsa kharAba mhaTale jAte. kAhI nItI-niyama tara asAyalA haveta nA? punhA lagna karaNyAsa harakata nAhI. musalamAnAMnI eka kAyadA kelA kI, bAhera dRSTI bighaDavAyacI nAhI. bAhera koNAlAhI cheDAyace

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya nAhI. jara tumhAlA ekA patnIne samAdhAna hota nasela tara tumhI dona karu zakatA. tyA lokAMnI kAyadA banavalA Ahe. kI cAra paryaMta tumhAlA suTa Ahe! ANi jara tumhAlA paravaData asela tara tumhI suddhA cAra karA nA? nAhI koNI sAMgitale ? karu de nA lokAMnA boMbAboMba ! paraMtu tyA(pahilyA) patnIlA duHkha nAhI jhAle pAhije. 70 yA kALAta eka patnIvratAlA AmhI brahmacarya mhaTale Ahe ANi tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hote tyAveLI brahmacaryAce je phaLa miLata hote, teca phaLa tyAMnA prApta hoIla. yAcI AmhI gaeNreMTI deto. praznakartA : eka patnIvrata sAMgitale, te sUkSmAne kI phakta sthaLAne ? mana tara jAIla ase Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : sUkSmAne paNa rAhile pAhije ANi ekhAdyA veLI mana gele(bighaDale) tara manApAsUna vegaLe rAhile pAhije. ANi tyAce satata pratikramaNa karata rahAve. mokSAlA jANyAcI limiTa (maryAdA) kAya ? eka patnIvrata ANi eka pativrata. eka patnIvrata kiMvA eka pativratAcA kAyadA asela, tyAsa limiTa mhaNatAta. jitake zvAsocchavAsa jAsta vAparale jAtAta, titake AyuSya kamI hote. zvAsocchavAsa kazAta jAsta vAparale jAtAta ? bhItIta, krodhAta, lobhAta, kapaTAta ANi tyAhIpekSA jAsta strI saMgAta. ucita strI saMgAta tara khUpaca vAparale jAtAta paraMtu tyAhIpekSA kitItarI adhika anucita strI saMgAta vAparale jAtAta. jaNU kAhI rahATAcA dorakhaMDaca ulagaData Ahe, bharAbhara ! praznakartA : devAmadhye eka patnIvrata asela kA ? dAdAzrI : eka patnIvrata mhaNaje kase kI saMpUrNa AyuSya ekAca devIsobata kADhAyace. paNa dusar2yAcI devI pAhilyAvara manAta ase bhAva hotAta kI 'ApalyA devIpekSA tI devI chAna Ahe' ase nakkIca vATate paraMtu je Ahe tyAta kAhI badala hoNAra nAhI. praznakartA : yA devagatita mulAcA prazna nAhI, tarIhI tithe viSaya tara bhogatAtaca nA ?

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 71 dAdAzrI : tithe asA viSaya nasato. yAta tara nusatI ghANa Ahe. deva tara ubhehI rAhaNAra nAhIta. tithe tyAMcA viSaya kasA asato? phakta devI AlI ANi tilA pAhile, yAtaca tyAMcA viSaya pUrNa jhAlA, basa! kityeka devI-devatAMnA tara ase asate kI doghAMnI ekamekAMnA hAtAne sparza kelA kiMvA samorAsamora doghAMnI hAta dAbUna Thevale yAtaca tyAMcA viSaya pUrNa jhAlA. devI-devatAMmadhye suddhA jase-jase ucca devalokAta yetAta, tasa-tasA viSaya kamI hota jAto. kityeka tara phakta ekamekAMzI bolale kI tyAMcA viSaya pUrNa hoUna jAto. jyAMnA strIcA sahavAsa AvaDato asehI devatA Aheta ANi jyAMnA sahajaca ase eka tAsa devIlA bheTale tarIhI khUpa AnaMda hoto, asehI devatA Aheta ANi kityeka asehI devatA Aheta kI jyAMnA strIcI garajaca paData nAhI. ataH ase pratyeka prakArace devaloka Aheta. [5] binahakkAce viSayabhoga, narkAce kAraNa parastrI ANi parapuruSa pratyakSa narkAce kAraNa Aheta. narkAta jAyace asela tara tithe jANyAcA vicAra karA. AmhAlA tyAcI harakata nAhI. tulA anukUla asela tara tyA narkAcyA duHkhAce varNana karato, te aikatAca tApa caDhela, tara jevhA tU tithe bhogazIla tevhA tujhI kAya avasthA hoIla? paraMtu svata:cI patnI asela tara tyAsa kAhI harakata nAhI. pati-patnIcyA saMbaMdhAlA nisargAne svIkAralele Ahe. tyAta jara kadhI vizeSabhAva jhAlA nAhI tara maga tyAta kAhI harakata nAhI. nisargAne itake mAnya kele Ahe. itakA pariNAma pAparahita mhaTalA jAto. paraMtu tyAta anya pApa khUpaca Aheta. ekaca veLA viSaya bhogalyAne karoDo jIva maratAta. he kAya kamI pApa Ahe? paNa tarIhI te parastrI sArakhe moThe pApa nAhI mhaTale jAta. praznakartA : narkAta jAsta karuna koNa jAtAta? dAdAzrI : zIla luTaNAr2yAMnA sAtavI narka Ahe. jitake goDa vATale asela, tyAhUna aneka paTIne kaDUpaNA anubhavato, tevhA maga to nakkI karato kI AtA narkAta jAyace nAhI. tAtparya, yA jagAta na

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya karaNyAsArakhe kArya jara koNate asela tara, (te Ahe zIla luTaNe.) koNAcehI zIla luTU nakA. kadhIhI dRSTI bighaDU deU nakA. zIla luTalyAmULe narkAta jAto ANi tithe mAra khAtaca rAhato. yA jagAta zIla samAna uttama dusarI kuThalIhI vastU nAhI. 72 ApalyA ithe yA satsaMgAta ase dagAphaTakA karaNyAcA jara vicAra AlA tara mI mhaNela hI nirarthaka goSTa Ahe. ithe asA vyavahAra ajibAta cAlaNAra nAhI, ANi asA vyavahAra ithe hota Ahe ase jara mAjhyA lakSAta Ale, tara mI hAkalUna lAvela. yA jagAta tumhI vATela tase aparAdha kele asatIla, vATela tase aparAdha karuna yethe Ale asAla, tarI suddhA jara AyuSyAta punhA kadhIhI ase aparAdha karaNAra nasAla, tara sarva prakAre mI tumhAlA zuddha karuna deIla. he aikUna tulA kAhI pazcAtApa hoto kA ? praznakartA : khUpaca hota Ahe. dAdAzrI : pazcAtApAta jaLale tarI dekhIla pApaM naSTa hoUna jAtAta. dona-cAra jaNa he sarva aikUna malA mhaNAle kI, 'Amace kAya hoIla ?' mI mhaNAlo, 'are, bhAU, mI tulA sarva nITa karuna deIla. tU AjapAsUna zahANA ho.' jAga AlI tevhApAsUna sakALa. tyAcI narkagati uDavUna TAkela. kAraNa kI mAjhyAjavaLa sagaLe upAya Aheta. mI kartA nAhI mhaNUna. mI jara kartA jhAlo tara malA baMdhana hoNAra. mI tumhAlAca dAkhavela kI AtA tumhI ase karA. tyAnaMtara te sarva saMpate ANi sobata AmhI anya vidhI suddhA karato. parakyA strIsobata phirale tara lokaM boTa dAkhavatIla nA ? mhaNUna te samAjavirodhI (lokaniMdya) Ahe. ANi tyAcabarobara Ata bar2yAca prakAracI upAdhi paNa ubhI rAhate. narkAcyA vedanA arthAta ilekTrika gaeNsamadhye khUpa varSAMparyaMta jaLata rAhAyace ! eka ilekTrika uSNatecI vedanAvAlA narka Ahe ANi dusarA thaMDIcI vedanAvAlA narka Ahe. tithe itakI thaMDI Ahe kI ApaNa jara evaDhA moThA parvata varuna phekalA tara

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya to dagaDa evaDhA moThA rAhaNAra nAhI, paNa tyAce kaNa-kaNa vegaLe hoUna sarvatra pasaratIla ! 73 parastrIcyA jokhImecA vicAra kelA tara tyAta kitItarI jokhima Aheta! tI jithe jAIla tithe tumhAlA jAve lAgela, tilA AI banavAvI lAgela! Aja azI puSkaLa mule Aheta kI je tyAMcyA pUrvajanmAta ThevalelyA strIcyA poTI janmAlA Ale Aheta. hyA sarva goSTI mAjhyA jJAnAta suddhA AlyA hotyA. (mAgIla janmI ) mulagA ucca jAtIcA asato ANi AI khAlacyA jAtIcI asate, AI khAlacyA jAtIta jAte ANi (ticA hoNArA) mulagA ucca jAtImadhUna khAlacyA jAtIta parata yeto. kitI bhayaMkara jokhima ! mAgIla janmI jI patnI hotI, tI hyA janmAta AI banate. ANi hyA janmAcI AI tI puDhIla janmI patnI banate. ase he jokhimavAle jaga Ahe ! thoDakyAtaca samajuna ghyA ! prakRti viSayI nAhI, hI goSTa mI dusar2yA saMrdabhAta sAMgitalelI paraMtu he tara AmhI pahilyApAsUna sAMgata Alo Ahota kI phakta he ekaca jokhima Ahe. praznakartA : donhI pakSa sahamata asatIla tarIhI jokhima Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : sahamata asatIla tarIhI jokhima Ahe. doghehI ekamekAMzI khuza asatIla tyAne kAya hote ? tI jithe jANAra asela tithe tumhAlA jAve lAgela. tumhAlA mokSAlA jAyace Ahe ANi tice dhaMde he ase asatIla. tara tumacI kAya avasthA hoIla ? guNAkAra ( doghAMcA hizoba ) kevhA juLatIla ? mhaNUnaca pratyeka zAstrAkArAMnI pratyeka zAstrAta vivekAbaddala sAMgitale Ahe kI lagna karA. nAhItara asA bhaTakA Dhora asela tara koNyAce ghara salAmata rAhU zakela ? maga 'sephasAiDa' rAhilIca kuThe? rAhaNAraca nAhI. tU kA bolata nAhIsa ? mAgacyA kALajIta paDalAsa kAya ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : mI tujhe (pApa) dhuUna deIla. AmhAlA tara tumacyAkaDUna itakeca apekSIta Ahe kI malA bheTalyAnaMtara AtA tarI koNatIhI dakhala

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74 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya nAhI nA? mAgIla dakhala asela, tara tyAtUna soDavaNyAsAThI AmacyAjavaLa puSkaLa upAya Aheta. tU malA khAjagIta sAMgata jA. mI tulA lagecaca dhuUna deIla. kaliyuga Ahe mhaNUna cUka hoNAra nAhI, ase tara zakyaca nAhI nA? ekAzI DAyavorsa (ghaTasphoTa) gheUna dusar2yAsobata lagna karaNyAcI icchA asela tara tyAcI harakata nAhI, paraMtu lagna karAve lAgela. arthAta tyAcI kAhItarI bAunDrI (sImAreSA) asalI pAhije. 'vidAuTa bAunDrI' arthAt haraiyA Dhora mhaTale jAIla. maga tyAta ANi manuSyAta kAhI pharaka rAhata nAhI. praznakartA : rakhela (bina lagnAcI ThevalalI strI) ThevalI asela tara? dAdAzrI : rakhela asalI, tarIpaNa te rajisTarDa(mAnya)asale pAhije. ANi maga dusarI nasAvI. praznakartA : yAta rajisTara karu zakata nAhI, kele tara maga saMpattIta hissA mAgate, khUpa jhaMjhaTI hotAta. dAdAzrI : saMpattI tara dyAvI lAgela, jara ApalyAlA svAda ghyAyacA asela tara! saraLa rAhA nA eka janma, kA ase vAgatA? anaMta janmAMpAsUna heca karata AlA Ahe! eka janma tara saraLa rAhA nA! saraLa jhAlyAzivAya suTakAca nAhI. sApa dekhIla biLAta ziratAnA saraLa hoto kI vAkaDA cAlato? praznakartA : saraLa cAlato. parastrImadhye jokhima Ahe, ANi te cukIce Ahe he Ajaca samajale. AtAparyaMta tara yAta kAya cukIce Ahe? aseca vATata hote. dAdAzrI : tumhAlA koNatyAhI janmAta koNI 'he cukIce Ahe' asA anubhavaca karuna dilA nAhI, nAhItara yA ghANIta koNa paDela? tyAta ANakhI narkAcIhI jabAbadArI yete! Apale he vijJAna miLAlyAnaMtara hArTilI (hRdayApAsUna) pazcAtApa

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 75 kelA tarIhI sarva pApaM jaLUna jAtAta. itara lokAMce pApa suddhA jaLUna jAte, paNa tyAMce pUrNa jaLata nAhI, ApaNa tara he vijJAna miLAlyAnaMtara, jara viSayAvara khUpa pazcAtApa karata rAhilo, tara yAtUna bAhera nighU zakato! praznakartA : mAge jI goSTa sAMgitalI hotI kI, puruSAne (strIlA) kapaTa karaNyAsAThI protsAhita kele Ahe. mhaNaje yAta puruSa mukhya kAraNarUpa Ahe. AmacA jo jIvana vyavahAra Ahe ANi tyAMce je kapaTa Ahe, tyAMcI jI gATha Ahe, yAta jara mI jabAbadAra asela tara yAsAThI vidhI karuna dyAvI kI mI te sarva soDU zakena. dAdAzrI : ho, vidhI karuna deU. tyAMce kapaTa vADhale, tyAsAThI ApaNa puruSa jabAbadAra Ahota. bar2yAca puruSAMnA yA jabAbadArIce bhAna khUpa kamI asate. to jarI sarva prakAre mAjhI AjJA pALata asela, tarIhI strIlA bhogaNyAsAThI puruSa tilA kAya samajAvato? tilA sAMgela kI, AtA yAta tara kAhI harakata nAhI. mhaNUna bicAr2yA strIkaDUna cUka ghaDate. tilA auSadha pyAyace nasate.. tilA pyAyaceca nasate. paNa tarIhI prakRti tara piNArIca asate nA! prakRti tyAveLI khuza hoUna jAte. paNa he uttejana koNI dile? tara puruSa yAsAThI jabAbadAra Ahe. yA sarva striyA hyA kAraNAmuLeca slipa jhAlyA Aheta. koNI goDa bolale kI tithe slipa hoUna jAte. hI khUpa guhya goSTa Ahe, samajela azI nAhI. arthAta yA viSayAmuLe to strI jhAlA Ahe. phakta yA ekA viSayAmuLeca. puruSAMnI bhogaNyAsAThI tilA protsAhita kele ANi bicArIlA bighaDavile. barakata nasela tarIhI ApalyAta barakata Ahe ase tI manAta mAnUna ghete, tara mhaNe, kA ase mAnUna ghetale? ase kA mAnale? tara puruSAMnIca tilA punhA punhA sAMgitale, mhaNanU tilA vATate kI he mhaNatAta, 'tyAta kAya cukIce Ahe ?' aseca kAhI tine mAnUna ghetalele nAhI. tumhI mhaNatAta kI, khUpa chAna Ahesa. 'tujhyA sArakhI strI tara asUca zakata nAhI. tilA mhaTale kI, 'tU suMdara Ahesa.' tara tI svata:lA suMdara mAnuna ghete. yA puruSAMnI striyAMnA strIrupAtaca Thevale. ANi strIlA ase vATate kI, mI puruSAMnA mUrkha banavate. ase karuna puruSa striyAMnA

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76 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya bhogUna mokaLe hotAta. tilA bhogUna ghetAta. jase kI yAca rastyAne bhaTakAyace asela... he tulA phArase samajata nAhI nA? thoDe-thoDe tarI? praznakartA : samajataya, kamplITa. pUrvI tara puruSAMcI kAhI cUkaca nAhI azA prakAre satsaMga cAlata hote. paNa Aja hI goSTa nighAlI tevhA samajale kI, yAta azA prakAre puruSahI khUpa moThyA pramANAta jabAbadAra TharatAta. dAdAzrI : puruSaca jabAbadAra Aheta, strIlA strIrupAta ThevaNyAta puruSaca jabAbadAra Ahe. patI nasela, patI nighUna gelA asela, kAhIhI jhAle tarIhI dusar2yAjavaLa jANAra nAhI. maga to vATela tasA aso, pratyakSa 'deva' jarI puruSa hoUna AlelA asela, paNa nAhI. 'malA mAjhA patI Ahe, mI vivAhita Ahe.' azA strIlA satI mhaNatAta. sadhyA satItva mhaNatA yeIla ase Ahe kA hyA lokAMce? azA striyA Aheta kA? nehamI ase nasate, nAhI? kALa vegaLA Ahe nA? satyugAta asA TAIma yeto kadhItarI, striyAMsAThIca. mhaNUna tara satIce nAmasmaraNa karatAta nA ApalI lokaM! satI hoNyAcA icchemuLe tice nAva ghetale asela tara kadhItarI satI hoIla. paraMtu Aja tara viSaya bAMgaDyAMcyA bhAvAta vikalA jAta Ahe ? he tumhAlA mAhita Ahe ? nAhI samajale, mI kAya mhaNato te? praznakartA : ho, bAMgaDyAMcyA bhAvAta vikalA jAta Ahe. dAdAzrI : koNAtyA bAjArAta? kaoNlejAta! koNatyA bhAvAne vikale jAte? sonyAcyA bhAvAta bAMgaDyA vikalyA jAtAta. hir2yAcyA bhAvAta bAMgaDyA vikalyA jAtAta! sagaLIkaDeca ase nasate. kityeka strI tara sone dile tarI gheNAra nAhI. vATela te dile tarIhI gheNAra nAhI! paraMtu dusar2yA ekhAdyA vikalyA paNa jAtAta, AjacyA striyA. sonyAcyA kimatIta nAhI, tara dusar2yA kimatIta, paNa vikalyA jAtAta! (ekhAdI strI) pahilyApAsUna satI nasela paraMtu bighaDalyAnaMtara

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya suddhA tI satI hoU zakate. jevhApAsUna nizcaya kelA tevhApAsUna tI satI hoU zakate. 77 praznakartA : jasa-jase satIcyA guNAMcI jopAsanA kelI jAIla tasa-tase kapaTa viraghaLata jAIla. dAdAzrI : satIce guNa aMgikArale tara kapaTa ApoApaca nighata jAte. tumhAlA kAhI sAMgAve lAgata nAhI. jI mULa (janmataH ) satI asate tilA pUrvIce kAhIca DAga nasatAta. tumace pUrvIce DAga rAhUna jAtAta ANi naMtara parata tumhI puruSa hotA. satItvAne sarva saMpUSTAta yete. jitakyA satI hoUna gelyA, tyAMce sarva pUrNa hoUna jAte ANi tyA mokSAlA jAtAta. thoDe samajale kA ? mokSAlA jANyAsAThI satI vhAve lAgela. ho, jitakyA satI hoUna gelyA, tyA sarva mokSAlA gelyA, anyathA puruSa vhAve lAgate. praznakartA : ho, mhaNaje ase nizcita nAhI kI jI strI Ahe tilA aneka janmAMparyaMta strIcAca janma miLela. paraMtu lokAMnA he samajata nAhI ANi mhaNUna tyAvara kAhI upAya kelA jAta nAhI. dAdAzrI : upAya kelA tara strI, hI puruSaca Ahe. hyA graMthIlA jANataca nAhIta bicAre. ANi tyAMnA tithe inTaresTa yeto, tithe majA vATate. mhaNUna tithe paDUna rAhatAta. ANi dusar2yA koNAlA azA mArga mAhitahI nAhI, mhaNUna koNI dAkhavatahI nAhI. he phakta satI striyA ekaTyAca jANatAta. satIMnA tyAMce patI, tyA ekA patIzivAya dusar2yA koNAcA vicAra suddhA karata nAhIta. kadhIca nAhI lagna hotAca ticA patI melA, nighUna gelA tarIhI nAhI. tyA patIlAca tI ApalA patI mAnate. maga azA striyAMce kapaTa pUrNapaNe naSTa hote. hyA mulI bAhera jAta asatIla, zikaNyAsAThI jAta asatIla tarIhI zaMkA. bAyakovara suddhA zaMkA. sagaLIkaDe dagAphaTakA! gharAta suddhA dagAca Ahe nA, AjakAla ! yA kaliyugAta tara svataHcyA gharAtaca dagA hota asato. kaliyuga mhaNajeca dagAphaTakyAcA kALa. kapaTa ANi dagA, kapaTa ANi dagA, kapaTa ANi dagA ! he sarva koNatyA sukhAsAThI karatAta ? ANi te suddhA bhAna na ThevatA, bebhAnapaNe !

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78 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : paraMtu jara manAta zaMkene pAhaNyAcI gATha paDalI asela tara tithe koNatI 'eDajasTamenTa' ghyAvI? dAdAzrI : he je tumhAlA disate kI yAce cAritrya kharAba Ahe, tara kAya pUrvI navhate? he kAya acAnakaca utpanna jhAle Ahe? mhaNUna samajuna gheNyAsArakhe he jaga Ahe, kI he tara aseca asate. yA kALAta koNAcehI cAritrya pAhAyaceca nAhI. yA kALAta tara sagaLIkaDe aseca asate. bAheruna disata nAhI paNa mana tara bighaDateca. ANi tyAta strI cAritrya mhaNaje nivvaLa kapaTa ANi mohAce saMgrahasthAna, mhaNUna tara strIcA janma miLato. yAta sarvAta cAMgale tara heca kI je viSayApAsUna suTale asatIla. praznakartA : cAritryAta tara aseca asate he AmhI jANato. tarIhI mana zaMkA karate tevhA tanmayAkAra hoUna jAto. tithe kazI 'eDajasTamenTa' ghyAvI? dAdAzrI : AtmA jhAlyAnaMtara dusar2yA kazAta paDAyaceca nAhI. he sarva 'phorena DipArTamenTa'(anAtma vibhAga) ce Ahe. ApaNa 'homa' madhye (AtmyAta) rAhAve. AtmyAta rAhA nA! ase 'jJAna' punhA-punhA miLaNe zakya nAhI, mhaNUna (mokSAce) kAma kADhUna ghyA. ekA mANasAlA tyAcyA patnIvara zaMkA yeta ase. mI tyAlA vicArale kI tulA zaMkA kazAmuLe hote? tU pAhile tyAmuLe zaMkA hote? maga tU jevhA pAhile navhate tevhA tase hota navhate kA? Apale loka tara jo pakaDalA jAto tyAlA 'cora' mhaNatAta. paNa je pakaDale gele nAhIta te sarva AtUna coraca Aheta. tumhI AtmA AhAta maga ghAbaraNyAsArakhe rAhileca kuThe? he tara je 'cArja' jhAlele hote, tyAceca 'DiscArja' Ahe! jaga spaSTarupAne 'DiscArjamaya' Ahe. 'DiscArja' cyA bAhera he jaga nAhIca. mhaNUnaca AmhI sAMgata asato nA, 'DiscArjamaya' asalyAmuLe koNIhI aparAdhI nAhI. praznakartA : mhaNaje yAta suddhA karmAcA siddhAMta kAma karato nA? dAdAzrI : ho. karmAcA siddhAMtaca kAma karata Ahe, dUsare kAhIca

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 79 nAhI. mANasAcA doSa nAhI, he karmaca bhaTakavate bicAr2yAlA. paNa yAta jara zaMkA ThevalI, tara to vinAkAraNa marato. ___mhaNUna jyAlA bAyakocyA cAritryAsaMbaMdhI zAMti havI asela, tyAne raMgAne agadI kALIkuTTa, goMdalelI bAyako karAvI kI jyAmuLe ticyAvara koNI AkarSitaca hoNAra nAhI. tilA koNI ThevaNAraca nAhI, ANi tIca ase mhaNela kI, malA dusarA koNI ThevaNArA nAhI. hA jo navarA miLAlA Ahe toca malA sAMbhALaNAra Ahe. 'mhaNUna maga tI tumhAlA sinsiyara (vaphAdAra) rAhIla. khUpaca sinsiyara rAhIla. ANi jara tI suMdara, dekhaNI asela tara lokaM tilA (manAne) bhogatAtaca. suMdara asela tara lokAMcI dRSTI bighaDaNAraca! jara koNI suMdara bAyako kelI tara malA (dAdAzrIMnA) hAca vicAra yeto kI kAya avasthA hoIla yAcI! bAyako khUpa suMdara asate tevhAca to devAlA visarato nA?! ANi navarA khUpa suMdara asato tevhA tI bAI suddhA devAlA visarate! mhaNUna sarva ritasara asalele cAMgale. he lokaM tara kase Aheta? kI jithe 'haoNTela' pAhile, tithe 'khAlle.' zaMkA ThevaNyAsArakhe jaga nAhI. zaMkAca duHkha deNArI Ahe. AtA jithe haoNTela pAhile, tithe khAlle, yAta maga puruSahI ase karatAta ANi striyA suddhA heca karatAta. puruSa paNa striyAMnA dhaDA zikavatAta ANi striyA paNa puruSAMnA dhaDA zikavatAta! paNa tarI yAta striyA jiMkatAta. kAraNa yA puruSAMmadhye kapaTa nasate nA! tyAmuLe puruSa strIkaDUna dhokA khAta asato! arthAta joparyaMta 'sinsiyAriTI-morAliTI' (sadAcAra) hote toparyaMta saMsArasukha gheNyAsArakhe hote. AtA tara bhayaMkara dhokebAjI Ahe. yA pratyekAlA jara mI tyAMcyA bAyakoviSayI sAMgitale tara koNIhI svataHcyA bAyako javaLa jANAra nAhI. malA sarvAMceca mAhita asate paNa mI kAhI sAMgata-karata nAhI, kAraNa kI puruSahI dhokA deNyAta kAhI kamI nAhI. paraMtu strI tara phakta kapaTacAca kArakhAnA! kapaTace saMgrahasthAna, dusare kuTheca nasate phakta strImadhyeca asate.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya hI lokaM tara bAyakolA yAyalA jarA uzIra jhAlA tarI zaMkA ghetAta. zaMkA gheNyAsArakhe nAhI. RNAnubaMdhAcyA bAhera kAhIca hoNAra nAhI. tI gharI AlyAnaMtara tilA samajavAyace. paraMtu zaMkA karu naye. zaMkemuLe tara ulaTa adhika bighaDela. ho, cetAvaNI jarura dyA. paNa zaMkA karu nakA. zaMkA karaNArA mokSa gamAvUna basato. 80 arthAta ApalyAlA jara suTAyace asela, mokSAlA jAyace asela tara ApaNa zaMkA karu naye. koNI parakA mANUsa tumacyA bAyakocyA gaLyAta hAta TAkUna phirata asela ANi he jara tumacyA pAhaNyAta Ale, tara kAya ApaNa viSa pyAyace ! praznakartA : nAhI, ase kazAsAThI karaNAra ! dAdAzrI : tara maga kAya karAyace ? praznakartA : thoDe nATaka karAve lAgate, maga samajuta kADhAvI, tyAnaMtara tI je karela te 'vyavasthita. ' dAdAzrI : ho barobara Ahe. [6] viSaya baMda, tithe bhAMDaNataMTe baMda yA jagAta bhAMDaNataMTA kuThe asato ? jithe Asakti asela titheca. bhAMDaNa kuThaparyaMta hota rAhatAta ? viSaya Ahe toparyaMta ! maga 'mAjhe-tujhe ' karAyalA lAgatAta, 'hI tujhI baeNga ucala ithUna. mAjhyA baeNgeta sADyA kA ThevalyA?' azI bhAMDaNe viSayAta eka Aheta toparyaMta. ANi viSayAtUna suTalyAnaMtara ApalyA baeNgamadhye Thevale tarI harakata nAhI. maga bhAMDaNa hota nAhI ? maga kAhIca bhAMDaNa nAhI ? praznakartA : paNa ApalyAlA he sarva baghUna kaMpa suTato. parata asehI vATate kI rojacIca azI bhAMDaNe cAlata rAhatAta, tarIhI navarAbAyakolA yAce samAdhAna karuna yAcA aMta ANaNyAcI icchA hota nAhI, he Azcaryaca Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : he tara kityeka varSAMpAsUna, lagna jhAle tevhApAsUna ase

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya cAlU Ahe. lagna jhAle tevhApAsUnaca ekA bAjUne bhAMDaNahI cAlU Ahe ANi ekA bAjUne viSayahI cAlU Ahe ! mhaNUna tara AmhI sAMgitale kI tumhI doghAMnI brahmacarya vrata ghyA, maga jIvana uttama hoIla. tAtparya, he bhAMDaNataMTe svataHcyA garajemuLe karatAta. tilA mAhita Ahe kI zevaTI to kuThe jANAra?! ANi tyAlAhI mAhita Ahe kI hI tarI kuThe jANAra Ahe? azA prakAre samorAsamora garajene TikUna rAhile Ahe. viSayAta sukhApekSA viSayAcyA paravazatece duHkha jAsta Ahe ! ase jevhA samajate tevhA maga viSayAcA moha suTato ANi tevhAca strI jAtIvara (bAyakovara) prabhAva pADU zakato. ANi tyAnaMtara hA prabhAva niraMtara pratApAta rupAMtara hoto. nAhItara hyA jagAta moThamoThyA mahAna puruSAMnI paNa strI jAtIpAsUna mAra khAllA hotA. vItarAgaca yA goSTIlA samajU zakale! mhaNUna tyAMcyA pratApAmuLeca striyA dUra rAhata hotyA! nAhItara strI jAta tara azI Ahe kI vATela tyA puruSAlA cuTakIsarazI laTTa banavUna TAkate, ticyAjavaLa azI zakti Ahe. yAlAca strI cAritrya mhaTale Ahe nA! strI saMgApAsUna tara dUraca rAhAve. tilA koNatyAhI prakAre jALyAta oDhU naye, nAhItara tumhI svataHca ticyA jALyAta aDakAla. ANi tIca-tIca jhaMjhaTa kityeka janmAMpAsUna hota AlI Ahe nA! striyA patIlA dabAvAta ThevatAta, yAce kAya kAraNa asela? puruSa khUpa viSayI asato, mhaNUna dabAvAta ThevatAta. hyA striyA khAyalA ghAlatAta tyAmuLe dabAvAta Thevata nAhIta, tara viSayAne dabAvAta ThevatAta! jara puruSa viSayI nasela tara koNatIhI strI tyAlA dabAvAta ThevU zakata nAhI! kamajorIcAca phAyadA ghete. paNa jara kamajorI nasela tara kAhIca karu zakata nAhI. strI jAtI khUpa kapaTI Ahe ANi ApaNa puruSa bhoLe ! mhaNUna tumhI dona-dona, cAra-cAra mahinyAcA (viSayAta) kaMTrola (saMyama) ThevalA pAhije, maga tI svataHhUna thakUna jAte. tevhA maga tilA kaMTrola rahAta nAhI. strI vaza kevhA hote? jara ApaNa viSayAta khUpa sensiTiva (saMvedanazIla) asalo tara tI ApalyAlA vaza karuna TAkate! paNa ApaNa

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya jarI viSayI asalo paNa tyAta jara sensiTiva hota nasU tara tI ApalyA vaza hote! jara tI 'jevaNAsAThI' bolAvela ANi tumhI sAMgitale kI AtA nAhI, dona-tIna divasAnaMtara, tara maga tI tumhAlA vaza hoIla! anyathA tumhI tilA vaza vhAla! hI goSTa mI paMdharA varSAcA asatAnA samajUna gelo hoto. kityeka puruSa tara viSayAcI bhIka mAgatAta kI 'AjacA divasa!' are, azI viSayAcI bhIka mAgatAta kA? maga tujhI kAya avasthA hoIla? strI kAya karate? DokyAvara caDhUna basela! sinemA pAhAyalA gele tara mhaNela, 'mulAlA ucalUna ghyA. 'ApalyA mahAtmyAMnA viSaya asato paNa viSayAcI bhIka nasate! ___ eka strI ApalyA navar2yAlA cAra veLA sASTAMga namaskAra karAyalA lAvate, tevhA kuThe eka veLA sparza karu dete, are mUrkhA ! yApekSA samAdhi ghetalI asatI tara kAya vAITa jhAle asate?! samudrAta samAdhi ghe, samudra tarI saraLa Ahe, dusarI jhaMjhaTa tara nAhI! viSayAsAThI cAra veLA sASTAMga! praznakartA : AdhI AmhI ase samajata hoto kI, gharacyA kAmakAjAmuLe bhAMDaNa hota asela. mhaNUna gharAtIla kAmakAjAta madata karu lAgalo tarIhI bhAMDaNaca. dAdAzrI : azI sarva bhAMDaNe hotaca rAhaNAra. joparyaMta vikArI goSTI Aheta, saMbaMdha Ahe toparyaMta saMgharSa hotaca rAhANAra. saMgharSAce mULaca he Ahe. jyAne viSayAvara vijaya prApta kelA, tyAlA koNIhI haravU zakata nAhI, koNI tyAce nAva suddhA gheU zakata nAhI. tyAcA prabhAva paDato. jevhApAsUna hirAbA (dAdAzrIMcI dharmapatnI) sobata mAjhA viSaya baMda jhAlA tevhApAsUna mI tyAMnA 'hirAbA' mhaNU lAgalo. tyAnaMtara AmhAlA khAsa kAhI aDacaNa AlI nAhI. tyAAdhI viSaya saMbaMdhAmuLe thoDA phAra saMgharSa hota ase. paraMtu joparyaMta viSayAMcA DaMkha Ahe, toparyaMta saMgharSa jAta nAhI. tyA DaMkhApAsUna jevhA mukta hoto tevhA (saMgharSa) jAto. AmacA svata:cA anubhava sAMgata Ahota. vijJAna tara baghA! jagA sobatacI bhAMDaNeca baMda hoUna jAtAta.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 83 phakta bAyako sobataca navhe, tara sAr2yA jagAsobatacI bhAMDaNe baMda hoUna jAtAta. he vijJAnaca ase Ahe, ANi bhAMDaNe baMda jhAlI mhaNaje suTalo. viSayAta ghRNA utpanna jhAlI taraca viSaya baMda hoto. nAhItara viSaya kasA baMda hoIla? [7] viSaya hI pAzavatA! AmacyA veLI prajA ekA bAbatIta khUpa cAMgalI hotI. viSaya vicAra navhate. koNatyAhI strIkaDe kudRSTI nAhI. tase asatAta, zekaDA pAca, sAta Takke tase asatAtahI. te phakta vidhavAMnAca zodhUna kADhAyace. dUsare kAhI nAhI. jyA gharAta koNI (puruSa) rAhata nasela tithe. vidhavA mhaNaje patI zivAyace ghara, ase mhaNatAta. AmhI caudA paMdharA varSAce jhAlo, toparyaMta mulIMnA AmhI bahINa mhaNAyaco, khUpa dUracA nAtesaMbaMdha asalA tarIhI. te vAtAvaraNaca ase asAyace. kAraNa kI lahAnapaNI dahA akarA varSAce hoI paryaMta tara digaMbarI avastheta phirAyaco! viSayAcA vicAraca yeta nase. mhaNUna jhaMjhaTaca navhatI nA. viSayavikArAcI jAgRtIca nAhI. praznakartA : samAjAce eka prakArace prezara (dabAva) hote, mhaNUna? dAdAzrI : nAhI, samAjAce prezara nAhI. AI vaDIlAMce vartana, saMskAra ! tIna varSAcyA mulAlA he mAhita nase kI mAjhyA AI vaDIlAMcA asA kAhI saMbaMdha Ahe. itakI suMdara sikrasI(guptatA) ase! ANi ase asAyace, tyA divazI mule dusar2yA kholIta jhopata asata. ase AI vaDIlAMce saMskAra asAyace. AtA tara ThikaThikANI beDaruma. punhA DabalabeDa asato nA? tyA kALAta koNatAhI puruSa strI (patnI) sobata ekA aMtharuNAta jhopata nase. tyAveLI azI mhaNa hotI kI jo puruSa rAtrabhara strIsobata jhopela to strI hoUna jAto, tice paryAya sparza karatAta. mhaNUna koNI ase karata nase. he tara koNI akkalavAlyAne zodhUna kADhale. mhaNUna Dabala beDacI vikrI hoU lAgalI! mhaNUnaca prajA DAUna jhAlI (khAlI

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84 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya ghasaralI). DAUna hoNyAta phAyadA kAya jhAlA? tara tyAveLIce je tiraskAra hote te sarva nighUna gele. mhaNUna AtA DAUna jhAlelyAMnA vara caDhavaNyAta veLa lAgaNAra nAhI. ___are! ase Dabala beDa ApalyA hiMdustAnAta asU zakatAta kA? kasalI janAvarA sArakhI mANasaM Aheta? hiMdustAnace strI-puruSa kadhIhI ekA kholIta nasAyaceca. nehamI vegaLyA kholItaca asata. ANi Aja he baghA tarI! AjakAlace tara AI-bApaca beDaruma tayAra karuna detAta, Dabala beDa! mhaNUnaca hI mule samajUna gelI kI, yA duniyeta azIca prathA cAlata AlI Ahe. he sarva AmhI pAhile Ahe. hyA striyAMcI saMgata jara manuSyAne phakta paMdharA divasAMsAThI jarI soDalI, paMdharA divasa dUra rAhilA, tara to devAsArakhA hoUna jAIla! ekAMta zaiyAsana mhaNaje kAya? tara zaiyetahI koNI sobata nAhI ANi AsanAtahI koNI sobata nAhI. saMyogI 'phAIlacA' koNatyAhI prakAracA sparza nAhI. zAstrakAra tara ithaparyaMta mAnata hote kI, jyA AsanAvara parajAtI basalI, tyA AsanAvara tU basazIla tara tulA ticA sparza hoIla, vicAra yetIla. __ praznakartA : viSaya doSAne je karmabaMdhana hote, te kazA svarupAce asate? dAdAzrI : janAvarAcyA svarupAce. viSaya padaca janAvara pada Ahe. pUrvI hiMdustAnAta nirviSayI-viSaya hotA. mhaNaje phakta ekA putradAnA puratAca viSaya hotA. praznakartA : dAdAjI brahmacaryAvara adhika jora detAta ANi abrahmacaryAsAThI tiraskAra dAkhavatAta. paNa ase kelyAne tara sRSTI varIla mAnavAMcI saMkhyAhI kamI hoIla. tara yA bAbatIta Apale kAya mata Ahe? dAdAzrI : itake sarva (kuTuMba niyojanAce) oNparezana kele tarIhI lokasaMkhyA kamI hota nAhI, maga brahmacarya pALalyAne kAya kamI hoNAra

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 85 Ahe ? lokasaMkhyA kamI karaNyAsAThIca tara oNparezana karatAta paNa tarIhI kamI hota nAhI nA! brahmacarya tara (mokSamArgAta) moThe sAdhana Ahe. praznakartA : hI je necarala prosesa (naisargika prakrIyA) Ahe, tyA vara ApaNa tiraskAra karIta Ahota ase nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? / dAdAzrI : hI kAhI necarala prosesa nAhI, hI tara pAzavatA Ahe. mANasAta. jara necarala prosesa asatI tara brahmacarya pALAyace, ase rAhIleca nasate nA! hI janAvare brahmacarya pALatAta bicArI, sijana(Rtu) puratAca paMdharA-vIsa divasa viSaya, naMtara kAhIca nAhI. [8] brahmacaryAcI kiMmata, spaSTa vedana-Atmasukha praznakartA : he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara, dAdAzrIMce jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara brahmacaryAcI AvazyakatA Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : jo brahmacarya pALU zakato tyAcyAsAThI AvazyakatA Ahe ANi jo brahmacarya pALU zakata nAhI tyAcyAsAThI AvazyakatA nAhI. jara AvazyakatA rAhilI asatI tara je brahmacarya pALata nAhIta tyA mANasAMnA rAtrabhara jhopaca AlI nasatI, tyAMnA vATale asate kI AtA tara ApalA mokSa cakela. abrahmacarya he cukIce Ahe, ase samajUna ghetale tarIhI puSkaLa jhAle. praznakartA : philosaoNphara (tatvajJa) ase mhaNatAta kI, seksalA dAbUna ThevalyAne vikRtI yete. seksa (viSayabhoga) ArogyAsAThI Avazyaka Ahe. dAdAzrI : tyAMcI goSTa barobara Ahe, paraMtu ajJAnIMnA seksacI garaja Ahe. nAhItara zarIrAvara AghAta hoIla. je brahmacaryAlA samajatAta, tyAMnA seksacI garaja nAhI, ANi ajJAnI mANasAlA jara yAvara baMdhana ANale, tara tyAce zarIra tuTela, saMpUna jAIla. hA viSaya azI vastu Ahe kI, ekAca divasAcA viSaya tIna divasAMparyaMta koNatyAhI prakAracI ekAgratA hoU deta nAhI. ekAgratA Dagamagate. jevhA kI mahinyAbhara viSayAce sevana kele nAhI, tara tyA vyakticI ekAgratA Dagamagata nAhI.

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86 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya abrahmacarya ANi dAru, hyA donhI jJAnAta khUpa AvaraNa ANaNAr2yA vastu Aheta. mhaNUna yAta khUpaca jAgRta rAhAve. dArumuLe tara, 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' yAce suddhA bhAna rAhata nAhI nA! maga AtmA tara visarunaca jAU nA! mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAne (viSayApAsUna) ghAbaraNyAsa sAMgitale Ahe. jyAlA saMpUrNa anubhava jJAna jhAle asela, tyAlA sparzata nAhI, paNa tarIhI bhagavaMtAcyA jJAnAlA dekhIla upaTUna phekUna dete! itake bhayaMkara yAta jokhima Ahe! __ jyAlA paripUrNa vhAyace asela, tyAlA tara viSaya asAyalAca nako. paNa tarI tasA kAhI niyama nAhI. tyAsAThI tara zevaTacyA janmAta zevaTacI paMdharA varSe viSaya sUTalA tarI basa jhAle. tyAsAThI janmojanma vyAyAma karaNyAcI garaja nAhI kiMvA tyAgI hoNyAcIhI AvazyakatA nAhI. tyAga tara sahaja asAyalA havA kI te ApoApaca suTUna jAIla! nizcayabhAva tara asAca asAvA kI mokSAta jAIparyaMta je kAhI dona-cAra janma hotIla, te lagnAzivAyace vyatIta jhAle tara uttama. yAsArakhe dusare kAhIca nAhI. ___ AtA he AtmyAce spaSTavedana kuThaparyaMta hota nAhI? joparyaMta he viSaya vikAra jAta nAhIta toparyaMta spaSTavedana hota nAhI. arthAta he nakkI AtmyAce sukha Ahe kI dusare koNate sukha Ahe, te 'ekjekTa' (yathArtha) samajata nAhI. brahmacarya asela tara 'oNna di momenTa' (tyAca kSaNI) samajate. spaSTavedana jhAle mhaNaje to paramAtmAca hoUna gelA ase mhaTale jAte! [9] ghyA vratAce TrAyala! AmhI tumhAlA veLoveLI sAvadha karIta asato. paNa sAvadhAna hoNe he kAhI sope nAhI nA! paNa tarIhI jara asA prayoga kelA kI mAhinyAta tIna divasa kiMvA pAca divasa ANi jara pUrNa AThavaDAbhara (viSayAta saMyama) kelA tara khUpaca chAna. svataHcyAhI lakSAta yeIla. AThavaDyAcyA madhalyA divazI tara itakA AnaMda hoIla! AtmyAce sukha ANi AsvAda yeIla kI yAta kitI sukha Ahe! yAcA tumhAlA pratyakSa anubhava yeIla!

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 87 kityeka loka ase mhaNatAta kI, mAjhyAne viSaya suTata nAhI. mI mhaTale, asA veDApaNA kA karatosa? thoDe tarI niyama ghe nA! tyA niyamAta rahA, maga te niyama soDU nakosa. hyA kALAta niyama na karuna tara cAlaNAraca nAhI! thoDI sUTa tara ThevAvI lAgate. nAhI ThevAvI lAgata? praznakartA : jara puruSAcI icchA brahmacarya pALaNyAcI asela ANi strIcI icchA nasela tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : nasela tara tyAta kAya harakata Ahe? tilA samajAvAyace. praznakartA : kase samajAvAyace? dAdAzrI : he tara ase samajAvatA samajAvatA eka divasa tI aikela, haLUhaLU ! ekadama baMda nAhI hoNAra. doghAMnIhI ApasAta samAdhAnapUrvaka mArga nivaDA nA! yAta kAya nukasAna Ahe, te sarva sAMgAyace ANi yAvara maMthana karAyace. __mokSa pAhije asela tara viSaya kADhAvA lAgela. javaLapAsa hajAra mahAtmA Aheta kI je varSabharAsAThI brahmacaryavrata ghetAta. 'malA ekA varSAsAThI vrata dayA' ase mhaNatAta. ekA varSAta tyAMcyA lakSAta yete. abrahmacarya he anizcaya Ahe. anizcaya he udayAdhIna nAhI. mI tara cAra-pAca jaNAMnA vicArale tara cakIta jhAlo. mI mhaTale, bhAU, azI pola (bahANe, aprAmANikatA) cAlaNAra nAhI, hA tara anizcaya Ahe. tyAsa tara kADhAveca lAgela. brahmacarya tara pahile pAhije. tase nizcayAne tara tumhI brahmacArIca AhAta paraMtu vyavahArAne suddhA vhAve lAgela nA. brahmacarya ANi abrahmacaryAcA jyAlA abhiprAya nAhI, tyAlA brahmacarya vrata vartanAta Ale ase mhaTale jAIla. niraMtara AtmyAta rAhaNe, he Amace brahmacarya Ahe. tarIhI AmhI yA bAherIla brahmacaryAcA svIkAra karIta nAhI ase nAhI. tumhI saMsArI AhAta mhaNUna malA sAMgAve lAgate kI abrahmacaryAsa harakata nAhI, paraMtu abrahmacaryAcA abhiprAya tara asAyalA nakoca. abrahmacarya tara ApalyAsAThI nikAlI phAIla Ahe. paNa ajunahI

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88 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya yAta abhiprAya vartata Ahe ANi yA abhiprAyamuLe 'jase Ahe tase' ArapAra pAhU zakata nAhI, mukta AnaMdAcA anubhava karu zakata nAhI, kAraNa kI yAta abhiprAyAce AvaraNa aDacaNarupa banate. abhiprAya tara brahmacaryAcAca ThevalA pAhije. vrata kazAsa mhaNatAta? tara (ApalyA ApaNaca) vartata asate tyAsa vrata mhaNatAta. brahmacarya mahAvrata kazAsa mhaNatAta? kI jyAlA abrahmacaryAcI AThavaNaca yeta nAhI, tyAlA brahmacarya mahAvrata vartanAta Ahe ase mhaNatAta. [10] Alocaneneca TaLatAta, jokhima vratabhaMgAce bhagavaMtAne kAya mhaTale Ahe kI tU svata:hUna vrata toDale tara tuTela. anya koNI kase toDavU zakela? ase kuNAcyA toDalyAne vrata tuTata nasate. vrata ghetalyAnaMtara vratAcA bhaMga jhAlA tara AtmA (AtmajJAna) suddhA nighUna jAto. vrata ghetale asela tara tyAcA bhaMga ApalyAkaDUna hotA kAmA naye. ANi bhaMga jhAlAca tara spaSTa sAMgUna dyAve kI AtA mAjhyA tAbyAta rAhile nAhI. _ [11] cAritryAcA prabhAva! vyavahAra cAritrya arthAta pudgala cAritrya, DoLyAMnI disela ase cAritrya ANi dusare nizcaya cAritrya utpanna jhAle mhaNaje deva jhAlA ase mhaTale jAIla. sadhyA tara tumhAM sarvAMnA 'darzana' Ahe, naMtara te jJAnAta yeIla, paraMtu cAritrya utpanna hoNyAsa tara ajUna veLa lAgela. paNa tarIhI he akrama asalyA kAraNAne cAritryahI suru hote, paraMtu te tumhAlA samajaNe kaThINa Ahe. praznakartA : vyavahAra cAritryAsAThI dusare vizeSa kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : kAhI nAhI. hyA vyavahAra cAritryAsAThI tara ANakhI kAya karAve? tara jJAnIMcyA AjJeta rahAve heca vyavahAra cAritrya ANi tyAta jara kadhI brahmacaryahI pALale gele tara ati uttama ANi tevhAca khare cAritrya mhaTale jAIla. jaga jiMkaNyAsAThI ekaca cAvI sAMgato kI viSaya jara viSayarupa

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya jhAle nAhI tara saMpUrNa jaga jiMkU zakAla. kAraNa kI maga tyAcI gaNanA zIlavAnAta hote. jagAce parivartana karu zakato. tumace zIla pAhUnaca samoracyA vyaktita parivartana hote, nAhItara koNAcehI parivartana hoU zakaNAra nAhI. ulaTa viparita hoIla. AtA tara zIlaca pUrNapaNe samApta jhAle Ahe nA ! 89 covIsa tIrthaMkarAMnI ekAMta zaiyAsana sAMgitale Ahe. kAraNa kI dona prakRti ekAkAra, saMpUrNapaNe 'eDajasTebala' asU zakata nAhIta. mhaNUna 'DisaeDajasTa' hotaca rAhatIla ANi tyAmuLe saMsAra cAlUca rAhIla, aMtaca yeNAra nAhI. mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAne zodhUna kADhale kI ekAMta zaiyA ANi Asana. khaMDa : 2 AtmajAgRtIne brahmacaryAcA mArga [1] viSayI - spaMdana, mAtra jokhima viSayAMpAsUna tara bhagavaMtahI ghAbarale Aheta. vItarAga bhagavaMta kuThalyAca goSTIlA ghAbarale navhate, paraMtu eka viSayalA mAtra te ghAbarale. ghAbarale arthAta kAya kI jevhA sApa javaLa yeta asela, tevhA pratyeka manuSya pAya vara karuna gheto kI nAhI ! [2] viSaya bhUkecI bhayAnakatA jyAlA khANyAta asaMtuSTatA asela tyAce citta jevaNAta jAta asate, ANi jithe haoNTela disela tithe citta cikaTata asate, paraMtu phakta khANyAcAca eka viSaya Ahe kA ? he tara pAca indriye ANi tyAta kitItarI viSaya yeta asatAta. jyAlA khANyAcI asaMtuSTatA asela tyAce citta khANyAta jAte. tyAca pramANe jyAlA pAhaNyAta asaMtoSa asela to jithe-tithe DoLe phiravataca rAhato. puruSAlA strIcA asaMtoSa asela ANi strIlA puruSAcA asaMtoSa asela tara tithe tyAMce citta AkarSita hote. yAlA bhagavaMtAne moha mhaTalA Ahe. pAhatAca AkarSita hoto. strI disalI kI citta AkarSita hote.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 'hI strI Ahe' ase pAhato. tara te puruSAcyA Ata roga asela taraca tyAlA strI disela, nAhItara AtmAca disela ANi 'hA puruSa Ahe' ase pAhate, to tyA strIcA roga Ahe. nirogI jhAlAta tara mokSa hoIla. AtA mAjhI nirogI avasthA Ahe. mhaNUna malA asA vicAraca yeta nAhI. ___strI-puruSAMnI ekamekAMnA sparza karu naye, yAta khUpa jokhima Ahe. joparyaMta pUrNa jhAlo nAhI toparyaMta sparza karu zakata nAhI. nAhItara viSayAcA eka jarI paramANU ghusalA tara kitItarI janma bighaDavUna TAkato. AmacyAta tara viSayAcA paramANUca nasato. ekahI paramANU bighaDalA tara lagecaca pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. pratikramaNa kele tara samoracyA vyaktilA (viSayAcA) bhAva utpanna hota nAhI. eka tara svata:cyA svarupAce ajJAna ANi vartamAnakALAce jJAna tyAmuLe tyAlA rAga (moha, Azakti) utpanna hoto. paraMtu jara tyAlA ase samajale kI tI garbhAta hotI tevhA azI disata hotI, janmalI tevhA azI disata hotI, lahAna hotI tevhA azI disata hotI, maga azI disata hotI. AtA azI disata Ahe, naMtara azI disela, mhAtArI hoIla tevhA azI disela, pakSAghAta hoIla tevhA azI disela, pretayAtrA nighela tevhA azI disela, azA sarva avasthA jyAcyA lakSAta Ahe, tyAlA vairAgya zikavAve lAgata nasate! he tara je Aja disata Ahe te pAhUnaca mUrchita hota asatAta. __ [3] viSaya sukhAta dAve anaMta yA cAra indriyAMce viSaya kAhI trAsa deta nAhIta, paraMtu hA jo pAcavA viSaya Ahe, sparza viSaya Ahe to tara samoracyA jivaMta vyaktisobata Ahe! tI vyakti dAvA mAMDela azI Ahe, mhaNUna phakta yA ekA strI viSayAta harakata Ahe. hI tara jivaMta 'phAIla' mhaTalI jAte ApaNa mhaTale kI AtA malA viSaya baMda karAyacA Ahe, tevhA tI vyakti mhaNela kI ase cAlaNAra nAhI. maga lagnaca kazAlA kele? arthAta tI jivaMta 'phAIla' tara dAvA mAMDela ANi dAvA mAMDalelA kasA paravaDela? arthAta jivaMta vyaktisobata viSaya-saMbaMdha karuca naye.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya dona mana ekAkAra hoUca zakata nAhIta. mhaNUna maga dAveca cAlatAta. hA viSaya soDUna bAkI sarva viSayAMta eka mana Ahe, ekapakSa Ahe. tyAmuLe samoracA dAvA mAMData nAhI ! praznakartA : viSaya rAgAne bhogale jAte kI dveSAne ? dAdAzrI : rAgAne. paraMtu yA rAgAmadhuna dveSa utpanna hoto. praznakartA: dveSAce pariNAma utpanna jhAlyAne ulaTa jAsta karma bAMdhale jAtAta nA ? 91 dAdAzrI : nusate vairaca bAMdhata asato, arthAta jyAlA jJAna nasela tyAlA AvaData asela tarIhI karmabaMdhana hote ANi AvaData nasela tarIhI karmabaMdhana hote, ANi 'jJAna' asela tara tyAlA koNatyAhI prakArace karmabaMdhana hota nAhI. mhaNUna jithe-jithe jyA-jyA vyaktisAThI Apale mana AkarSita hota asela tyAca vyakticyA Ata jo zuddhAtmA Ahe toca ApalyAlA hyA AkarSaNAtUna soDavaNArA Ahe. mhaNUna tyA zuddhAtmyAjavaLaca mAgaNI karAvI kI malA hyA abrahmacarya viSayApAsUna mukta karA. itara sarva ThikANI yAtUna suTaNyAce prayatna kele tara te vyartha Ahe. tyAca vyakticA zuddhAtmA ApalyAlA hyA viSayAtUna soDavaNArA Ahe. viSaya he AsaktIne utpanna hota asatAta, naMtara tyAtUna vikarSaNa utpanna hota asate. vikarSaNa jhAle kI vaira bAMdhale jAte ANi vairAcyA 'phAunDezana' (pAyAvara) vara he jaga ubhe rAhile Ahe. ase Ahe nA kI, yA avalaMbanAce ApaNa jitake sukha ghetale Ahe te sarva usane ghetalele sukha Ahe, 'lona' vara ghetale Ahe ANi 'lona' mhaNaje 'ripe' karAve (pheDAve) lAgate. lona pheDale gele kI maga kasalIca jhaMjhaTa urata nAhI. [4] viSayabhoga nAhI nikAlI eka sAdhu mahArAja hote, te vyAkhyAnAta viSaya saMbaMdhIta khUpa sAre

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya bolata ase, paraMtu lobha saMbaMdhIta goSTa AlI tara tevhA mAtra kAhIca bolata nasata. ekA vicakSaNa zrotyAcyA lakSAta he Ale kI he mahArAja kadhI lobhAcI goSTa kA karata nAhIta? sarvakAhI bolatAta, viSayAcyA bAbatItahI bolatAta. mhaNUna maga to mahArAjAMkaDe gelA ANi ekAMtAta tyAMce gAThoDe ughaDUna baghitale. tara tyAtIla ekA pustakAcyA Ata sonyAce nANe Thevalele hote, tyAne te nANe kADhUna ghetale ANi nighUna gelA. naMtara mahArAjAne jevhA gAThoDe ughaDUna pAhile tara te nANe kAhI miLe nA. nANyAlA khUpa zodhale paNa te kAhI sApaDale nAhI. dusar2yA divasApAsUna mahArAjAMnI lobhAviSayI sAMgaNyAsa suruvAta kelI kI lobha karu naye. AtA tumhI jara viSayAcyA bAbatIta bolU lAgale tara tumacI tI lAIna asela tarIhI tI tuTUna jAIla kAraNa tumhI manAcyA virodhAta AhAta. manAce voTiMga (mata) vegaLe ANi tumace voTiMga vegaLe jhAle. tevhA mana samajUna jAte kI 'he tara ApalyA virodhI hoUna gele, AtA Apale voTa cAlaNAra nAhI.' paNa Ata kapaTa Ahe mhaNUna loka bolata nAhIta, ANi ase bolaNe he kAhI sope suddhA nAhI nA! / praznakartA : puSkaLa loka ase samajatAta kI akramamadhye brahmacaryAlA kAhI mahatvaca nAhI. te tara DiscArjaca Ahe nA! dAdAzrI : 'akramacA' asA artha hotaca nAhI. asA artha karaNArA 'akrama mArgAlA' samajUca zakalA nAhI. jara to kharokhara samajalA asela tara malA viSayAsaMbaMdhI tyAlA punhA sAMgaNyAcI garajaca nasate. akrama mArga mhaNaje kAya, tara DiscArjalAca DiscArja samajale jAte. paNa hyA lokAMce DiscArjaca nAhI. tyAMcyAta tara ajUna lAlaca Ahe Ata! he sarva tara ajUna rAjIkhuzIne karata asatAta. DiscArjalA koNI samajU zakale Ahe kA? [5] saMsAravRkSAce mULa, viSaya yA duniyecA saMpUrNa AdhAra pAca viSayAMvaraca Ahe. jyAlA viSaya nAhI, tyAlA saMgharSa nAhI.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 93 praznakartA : viSaya ANi kaSAya, yA doghAMta mulabhUta pharaka kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : kaSAya he puDhIla janmAce kAraNa Ahe ANi viSaya he mAgIla janmAcA pariNAma Ahe, arthAta hyA doghAMta tara khUpaca pharaka Ahe. praznakartA : he jarA savistara samajavA. dAdAzrI : he jitake sarva viSaya Aheta. te mAgIla janmAMce pariNAma Aheta. mhaNUna AmhI rAgavata nAhI kI tumhAlA mokSa havA asela tara jA ekaTe paDUna rAhA, gharAtUna bAhera hAkalavale nasate kA tumhAlA? paraMtu AmhI AmacyA jJAnAta pAhile Ahe kI, viSaya he mAgIla janmAcA pariNAma Ahe, mhaNUna mhaTale kI jA, gharI jAUna ArAmazIra jhopA, nivAMtapaNe phAIlIMcA nikAla karA. AmhI puDhIla janmAcI kAraNe toDUna TAkato paraMtu je mAgIla janmAce pariNAma Aheta tyAMnA AmhI chedU zakata nAhI, koNAkaDUnahI tI chedalI jAU zakata nAhI. mahAvIra bhagavAnAMkaDUnahI chedalI jAU zakata nAhI. kAraNa kI bhagavAnAMnA suddhA tIsa varSAMparyaMta saMsArAta rAhAve lAgale hote ANi mulagIhI jhAlI hotI. viSaya ANi kaSAyAcA kharA artha hA hoto. paNa lokAMnA he mAhitaca nasate nA! he tara phakta bhagavAna mahAvIra ekaTeca jANatAta kI yAcA artha kAya hoto. praznakartA : paNa viSaya Ale, tara kaSAya utpanna hotAta nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. sagaLe viSaya he viSayaca Aheta, paNa viSayAta ajJAnatA asela tara kaSAya utpanna hotAta ANi jJAna asela tara kaSAya utpanna hota nAhIta. kaSAyAMcA janma kuThUna jhAlA? tara mhaNe, viSayAMmadhUna. arthAta he je sarva kaSAya utpanna jhAlele Aheta te sarva viSayAtUna utpanna jhAlele Aheta. paraMtu yAta viSayAcA doSa nAhI, ajJAnatecA doSa Ahe. mULa kAraNa kAya Ahe? tara ajJAnatA. [6] AtmA akartA-abhoktA viSayAcA svabhAva vegaLA Ahe ANi AtmyAcA svabhAva vegaLA

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94 samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya striyAMsAThIca AkramalA A Ahe. hyA pAca indriyAMcyA viSayAtUna AtmyAne kadhIhI kAhIhI bhogaleca nAhI. tarIhI lokaM mhaNatAta kI mAjhyA AtmyAne viSaya bhogale!!! are, AtmA bhogata asela kA? mhaNUnaca kRSNa bhagavatAMnI mhaTale kI, 'viSaya viSayAta vartatAta.' ase mhaTale tarI lokAMnA te samajale nAhI. ANi hA tara mhaNato, 'mIca bhogata Ahe.' nAhItara lokaM tara ase mhaNatIla kI, viSaya viSayAta vartata asatAta, AtmA tara sUkSma Ahe. mhaNUna bhogA! asA tyAcAhI durupayoga karuna TAkaNAra. [7] AkarSaNa-vikarSaNAcA siddhAMta ___ he sarva AkarSaNAmuLeca TikUna rAhile Ahe! lahAna moThyA AkarSaNAmuLe he saMpUrNa jaga ubhe rAhile Ahe. yAta bhagavaMtAlA kAhI karaNyAcI garaja paDalI nAhI, phakta AkarSaNaca Ahe! he strI-puruSAce je Ahe nA, tehI phakta AkarSaNaca Ahe. TAcaNI ANi lohacuMbakAce jase AkarSaNa Ahe taseca he strI-puruSAMce AkarSaNa Ahe. sarvaca striyAMsAThI AkarSaNa hota nasate. paramANU juLata asatIla tyA striyAMsAThIca AkarSaNa hota asate. AkarSaNa jhAlyAnaMtara svataH nakkI kele asela kI malA AkarSaNa hoU dyAyace nAhI tarIhI AkarSaNa hote. praznakartA : he pUrvIce RNAnubaMdha jhAle nA? dAdAzrI : RNAnubaMdha mhaTale, tara saMpUrNa jaga he RNAnubaMdha Ahe. paNa AkarSaNa hoNe hI goSTa tara azI Ahe kI tyAMcyA paramANUMcA ekamekAMzI hizoba Aheta, mhaNUna oDhale jAtAta! AtA jo rAga (moha) utpanna hota asato, to kharokhara rAga nAhI. he je lohacuMbaka ANi TAcaNI Ahe, te lohacuMbaka jara phiravale tara tyAnusAra TAcaNI mAge puDhe hota asate. tyA doghAMmadhye jIva tara nAhI. tarIhI lohacuMbakAcyA guNAmuLe doghAMmadhye AkarSaNa hota asate. tyAca pramANe hyA dehAzI miLatejuLate paramANU jyAce asatIla tyAcyAsAThIca tyAlA AkarSaNa hote. tyAta lohacuMbaka Ahe, ANi yAta (dehAta) ilekTrikala baoNDI (tejasa-zarIra) Ahe! paNa jase lohacuMbaka lokhaMDAlA oDhate, dusar2yA koNatyA dhAtulA oDhata nAhI.

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samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya _he tara ilekTrisiTImuLe paramANU prabhAvita hotAta ANi tyAmuLe paramANU oDhale jAtAta. jase TAcaNI ANi lohacuMbaka yAMcyAmadhye koNI yete kA? TAcaNIlA ApaNa zikavale hote kA, kI tU khAlI vara ho mhaNUna? arthAta he deha tara saMpUrNa vijJAna Ahe, vijJAnAne he sarva cAlata asate. AkarSaNa hote tyAsa loka mhaNatAta kI malA rAga jhAlA. are, AtmyAlA rAga hota asela kA? AtmA tara vItarAga Ahe! AtmyAlA rAgahI nasato ANi dveSahI nasato. he donhI sva-kalpita Aheta. hI bhrAMti Ahe. bhrAMti nighUna gelI tara dUsare kAhIca nAhI. praznakartA : AkarSaNAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgate kA? dAdAzrI : ho nakkIca! AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa yA zarIrAlA hota asela tara ApalyAlA caMdubhAUlA sAMgAve lAgate kI, 'he caMdubhAU, (phAIla naM.1) ithe AkarSaNa hota Ahe mhaNUna pratikramaNa karA, tara maga AkarSaNa baMda hoUna jAte. AkarSaNa ANi vikarSaNa donhI goSTa ApalyAlA bhaTakavaNAr2yA Aheta. [8] vaijJAnika gAIDa brahmacaryAsAThI ase pustaka hiMdustAnAta nighAleca nAhI, hiMdustAnAta kitIhI zodhale tarI ase brahmacaryAce pustaka miLaNAra nAhI. kAraNa kI je khare brahmacArI hote te sAMgaNyAsAThI rAhile nAhIta. aNi je brahmacArI nAhIta, te sAMgaNyAsAThI rAhile paraMtu tyAMnI kAhI lihIlele nAhI. je brahmacArI nAhIta te kase lihU zakatIla? svata:madhye je doSa asatAta, tyAvara vivecana lihiNe saMbhava nAhI. tAtparya je khare brahmacArI hote te sAMgaNyAsAThI rAhile nAhIta. je khare brahmacArI hote te covIsa tIrthaMkara! kRpALudevAMnIhI yAvara thoDe phAra sAMgitale Ahe. __ he Apale brahmacaryAce pustaka jyAne vAcale asela toca brahmacarya pALU zakela. nAhItara brahmacarya pALaNe he kAya sope Ahe ?

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