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________________ Atmabodha dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita Atma bodha kamala aura pAnI meM koI jhagar3A nahIM hai, aisA saMsAra aura jJAna meM koI jhagar3A nhiiN| donoM alaga hI haiN| mAtra roMga bilIpha hai| jJAnI puruSa' saba roMga bilIpha ko phrekcara kara dete haiM aura saMsAra saba alaga ho jAtA hai| abhI Apa'jJAnI' se vimukha haiN| jaba'jJAnI' ke sanmukha ho jAyeMge, taba saMsAra chUTa jaayegaa| - dAdAzrI
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________________ : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana kI ora se zrI ajita sI. paTela 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014 phona - 7540408, 7543979 E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita a :saMpAdaka ke AdhIna Atmabodha prathama AvRtti : 3000 pratiyA~, Disembara, 2003 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 15 rupaye lez2ara kampoja : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahana amIna mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naye rijarva baiMka ke pAsa, inkamaTaiksa, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 7542964
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________________ trimaMtra dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana / pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI |paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se pragaTa hue / aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA AdhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizva darzana huA / 'maiM kauna ? bhagavAna kauna ? jagata kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA ? mukti kyA ?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa ! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaNToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se / use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAta liphTa mArga / zaoNrTa kaTa / ApazrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna ?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the |ki "yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e. ema. paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM / dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiM / ve Apa meM bhI haiM / sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiM / dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" __'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA |jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyaa| balki apane vyavasAya kI atirikta kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| parama pUjanIya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mamakSa janoM ko |satsaMga aura svarUpajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI |pUjanIya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna ko svarUpajJAna (AtmajJAna) prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAta Aja bhI pUjanIya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza bhramaNa karake mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura svarUpajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahe haiM, jisakA lAbha hajAroM mumukSu lekara dhanyatA kA anubhava kara rahe haiN|
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________________ saMpAdakIya parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna, jo isa kAla ke pUrNa jJAnI ho gaye, unhoM ne ye sArI bAteM sIdhI, sarala aura sahaja bhASA meM samajhAI hai| isa taraha se sAmAnya se sAmAnya vyakti bhI samajha jAye aisI bhASA meM, udAharaNoM ke sAtha batAne se, guhya bAta samajhane meM bahuta sarala ho gaI hai| zAstroM kI bAta dimAga meM samajha meM jaldI AtI jAtI hI nhiiN| AtmA ko pahacAnane kA dAdAzrI kA saMdara bhedajJAna kA prayoga hai. jisake jariye sirpha do hI ghaMTe meM jJAna prApta ho jAtA hai ! jisase bAkI rahe zeSa jIvana meM AmUla parivartana AtA hai aura hamezA 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yahI khayAla meM rahatA hai| - DaoN. nIrubahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra pAne ke liye, AtmA ko jAnane ke liye tamAma dharmoM ne batAyA hai| lekina AtmA kaise prApta kareM? AtmA kA saccA svarUpa kyA hai? AtmA kyA karatA hai? ina saba praznoM kA samAdhAna kaise kareM? yaha jJAna kahAM se prApta ho sakatA hai? kabhI kabhAra AtmajJAnI purUSa avatarita hote haiM, tabhI yaha AdhyAtmika rahasya khulA ho jAtA hai| saMsAra meM jo bhI jJAna hai vaha bhautika jJAna hai, rileTiva jJAna hai| usase Atma sAkSAtkAra kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| jJAnI purUSa ko AtmA kA anubhava hone se Atma sAkSAtkAra kI prApti ho sakatI hai| AtmA para to gItA meM, upaniSada meM, veda meM, Agama meM bar3e bar3e graMtha saMkalita ho jAye itanA kucha kahA hai| magara jaba khuda jJAnI purUSa rahate haiM, taba mUla tatvoM kI bAta kA saMkSipta meM sArA jJAnArka prApta ho jAtA hai| AtmA kyA cIja hai? kaSAya aura AtmA kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? kaSAya AtmA kA guNa hai yA jar3a kA? AtmA nirguNa hai yA saguNa? vaha dvaita hai yA advaita? brahma satya hai yA jagata? kyA AtmA sarvavyApI hai? jar3a aura cetana kI bhedarekhA, Atma zakti aura prAkRta zakti meM kyA aMtara hai? AtmA sakriya hai yA akriya? daraasala meM AtmA kyA cIja hai? AtmA kA sthAna kahA~? vaha kaise dikhAI de? jar3a tattva aura cetana tattva ke mizraNa se jo vizeSa pariNAma 'sAyanTiphikalI' utpanna huA hai, jo sAre saMsAra paribhramaNa kI jar3a hai, usakA yathArtha vijJAna pUjyazrI ne yahA~ suspaSTa kiyA hai ! vizva ke chaH sanAtana tattvoM kA bhI suMdara, sarala bhASA meM varNana kiyA ina sArI bAtoM ko jJAnI ke alAvA aura kauna batA sakatA hai?
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________________ anukramaNikA nivedana AptavANI mukhya graMtha hai, jo dAdA bhagavAna kI zrImukha vANI se, 'orijinala' vANI se banA hai, usI graMtha ke sAta vibhAjana kiye gaye hai, tAki vAcaka ko par3hane meM suvidhA ho / 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 2. jagata kartA kauna ? 3. karma kA vijJAna 4. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 5. yathArtha dharma 6. sarva du:khoM se mukti 7. AtmA jAnA usane sarva jAnA parama pUjya dAdAzrI hindI meM bahuta kama bolate the| kabhI hindI bhASI loga A jAte the, jo gujarAtI nahIM samajha pAte the. unake lie pajya zrI hindI bola lete the| usa vANI kA kaiseTa meM se TrAnskrAiba karake AptavANI graMtha banA hai ! usI AptavANI graMtha ko phira se saMkalita karake yaha sAta choTechoTe graMtha banAye haiM ! unakI hindI 'pyora' hindI nahIM hai, phira bhI sunanevAle ko unakA aMtara Azaya ekjaikTa' pahu~ca jAtA hai| unakI vANI hRdayasparzI, marmabhedI hone ke kAraNa, jaisI nikalI vaisI hI saMkalita karake prastuta kI gaI hai, tAki jijJAsu vAcaka ko unake 'DAirekTa' zabda phuuNce| unakI hindI, yAne gujarAtI, aMgrejI aura hindI kA mishrnn| phira bhI sunane meM, par3hane meM bahuta mIThI lagatI hai, necarala lagatI hai, jIvaMta lagatI hai| jo zabda hai, vaha bhASAkIya draSTi se sIdhe-sAde haiM kintu 'jJAnI puruSa' kA 'darzana' nirAvaraNa hai, isalie unake pratyeka vacana AzayapUrNa, mArmika, maulika aura sAmanevAle ke vyU poiMTa ko ekjaikTa samajhakara nikalane ke kAraNa zrotA ke 'darzana' ko suspaSTa khola dete haiM aura adhika U~cAI para le jAte 1. AtmA - nirguNa yA saguNa ? 2. AtmA - dvaita yA advaita ? 3. satya kyA ? brahma? jagata ? 4. mAlikIbhAva, vahA~ cetana ? 5. sarvavyApI, caitanya yA caitanyaprakAza ? 6. jar3a, cetana : svabhAva se hI bhinna ! 7. Atmazakti aura prAkRta zakti ! 8. kyA cetana sarvatra hai ? 9. sakriyatA meM zuddha cetana kahA~ ? 10. AtmA kA rIyala svarUpa ! 11. AtmA kA sthAna kahA~ ? 12. cetana tattva ko dekhanA kaise? 13. vizeSa pariNAma kA siddhAnta ! 14. vizva ke sanAtana tattva ! 15. jagata kI vAstavikatA ! 16. Apa khuda kauna ho? 17. 'I' kauna? 'My' kyA ? 18. adhyAtma meM blanDarsa kyA? misTeksa kyA ? 19. paranAnenTa zAMti - kaise? 20. saMsAra paribhramaNa kA rUTa koz2a ! 21. mithyAtva draSTiH samyaka draSTi ! 22. pAtratA kA pramANa ! 23. AtmajJAna-prApti kaise ?! 24. Atma anubhava : jJAna se yA vijJAna se? 25. DrAmA kabhI saca ho sakatA hai ?! 26. vyavahAra kA nirIkSaka, parIkSaka kauna ? 27. mahatvatA, bhautika jJAna kI yA svarUpa jJAna kI? 28. jJAna-ajJAna kA bheda ! 29. kyA Apa 'apane' dharma meM ho? 30. saMsAra meM mokSa (!) 31. sAdhyaprApti meM 'Avazyaka' kyA ? 32. kyA pasaMda? sIr3I yA liphTa ? - DaoN. nIrabahana amIna
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________________ hai? Atmabodha AtmA - nirguNa yA saguNa ? praznakartA: bhagavAna ko nirguNa, nirAkAra bolate haiM, vaha saccI bAta dAdAzrI : bhagavAna nirAkAra haiM, lekina nirguNa nahIM hai| nirguNa to yahA~ para eka patthara bhI nahIM haiN| bhagavAna meM prAkRtika eka bhI guNa nahIM hai para khuda svAbhAvika guNa kA dhAma haiN| prakRti ke guNa hai, ve saba nAzavaMta hai| una nAzavaMta guNoM se AtmA nirguNa hai aura svAbhAvika guNoM se, paramAneMTa guNoM se vo bharapUra hai| vo saba guNa hamane dekhe haiN| una sabhI guNoM ko hama jAnate haiN| jaise sone kA guNa hai aura tAMbe kA bhI guNa hai, donoM apane svAbhAvika guNoM se alaga rahate haiN| guNa ke binA to vastu kI kaise pahacAna ho sakatI hai? vastu kA apanA guNa rahatA hai| prakRti ke saba guNa vinAzI haiN| koI bar3e saMta puruSa hoM, ve 'jJAnI' nahIM huye aura unheM AtmA kA anubhava nahIM huA to ve prAkRta guNa meM hI haiN| unako kitanI bhI gAlI do, mAra mAro to bhI samatA rakhate haiM, to Apako lagegA ki ye kitanI samatA, zAMti, kSamA, satya, tyAga, bairAga guNavAle haiM, lekina unako kabhI sannipAta hotA hai to vo bar3e saMta puruSa bhI gAlI degeM, mAra maareNge| vo prakRti kA guNa hai aura vo saba guNa nAzavaMta hai| prakRti kA acchA guNa ho, to usameM khuza hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jise AtmA kA anubhava ho gayA phira use kucha nahIM hotA hai| 2 Atmabodha prakRti kA eka bhI guNa zuddhAtmA meM nahIM hai aura zuddhAtmA kA eka bhI guNa prakRti meM nahIM hai| manuSya ko jo icchA hotI hai, vo prAkRta guNa hai, usameM AtmA tanmayAkAra ho jAtI hai, to usase karma ba~dhate haiN| AtmA tanmayAkAra nahIM hotI, to donoM alaga hI haiN| ajJAnatA se tanmayAkAra ho jAtI hai aura jJAna mile phira tanmayAkAra nahIM hotI hai| AtmA, dvaita yA advaita ? praznakartA: AtmA dvaita hai yA advaita hai? dAdAzrI : kaI loga bolate haiM ki AtmA dvaita hai, to kaI loga bolate haiM ki viziSTAdvaita hai, advaita hai, zuddhAdvaita hai, aisA taraha taraha kA kahate haiN| lekina AtmA dvaita nahIM hai, advaita bhI nahIM hai| AtmA dvaitAdvaita hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' dvaita bhI haiM aura advaita bhI hai, donoM sAtha meM rahate haiN| advaita meM jJAtA- draSTA aura paramAnaMdI hai aura dvaita meM kriyA karatI hai| dvaita kriyA karatA hai, usakA advaita jJAtA draSTA rahatA hai| dvaita jJeya hai aura bhagavAna jJAtA-draSTA, paramAnaMdI hai| jahA~ taka deha hai, vahA~ taka AtmA akelI advaita nahIM ho sktii| dvaitAdvaita rahatI hai| bAya rileTiva vyU poiMTa AtmA dvaita hai| bAya rIyala vyU poiMTa AtmA advaita hai| isalie AtmA ko dvaitAdvaita kahA hai| pahale khuda kI pahacAna cAhie ki 'maiM svayaM kauna huuN'| kyA nAma hai ApakA? praznakartA ravIndra / dAdAzrI : to Apa khuda ravIndra hai? vo to ApakA nAma hai| jaba taka bhrAMti hai, vahA~ taka khuda kI zakti pragaTa nahIM hotii| 'maiM ravIndra hU~' vo to bhrAMti hai aura 'maiM kauna hU~' jAna liyA ki saba bhrAMti calI gii| praznakartA: paMcabhUta mAyA ke AdhIna hI hai? dAdAzrI : mAyA kisakI lar3akI hai?
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha praznakartA : bhagavAna kI hai| satya kyA ? brahma ? jagata ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kI lar3akI?! dekhiye, maiM Apako saca batA dUM ki mAyA kyA hai! svarUpa kI ajJAnatA, vo hI mAyA hai| jahA~ taka svarUpa kI ajJAnatA hai, vahA~ taka mAyA hai| svarUpa kA jJAna ho gayA ki mAyA calI jAtI hai| praznakartA : jagata nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : jagata hai, nIMda meM bhI hai aura jAgRta meM bhI hai| praznakartA : lekina brahma ko satya aura jagata ko mithyA kahate haiM na? praznakartA : mAyA koI vastu hai? usakA kucha astitva (ekjisTeMsa) hai? dAdAzrI: koI astitva hI nahIM hai| vo rileTiva hai, vo rIyala nahIM hai| vedAnta meM kyA likhA hai, bhagavAna prApta karane ke lie kyA cAhie? mala, vikSepa aura ajJAna jAne cAhie to bhagavAna milate hai| to ajJAna, vo hI mAyA hai| praznakartA : to ajJAna kaise jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : jagata mithyA nahIM hai| jagata satya hai| mithyA bolate haiM, vo dUsarI bhASA meM bolate haiN| vo bhASA Apako samajha meM nahIM AtI hai| vo bolate hai vo galata nahIM bolate haiM, lekina apanI samajha meM AnA cAhie ki kise mithyA bolate haiM! jagata satya hai aura brahma bhI satya hai| The world is relative correct and Brahma (18) is real correct. koI raste para paise pheMka detA hai? kabhI bhI kahIM kisI rAste para eka paisA bhI milatA hai? kitane paise girate hai, lekina pUre rAste para eka paisA bhI nahIM milatA hai| are, 24 ghaMTe paise pheMko to bhI saba loga turaMta uThA lete haiN| jagata mithyA to nahIM hai| jagata mithyA rahatA to nIMda meM mu~ha meM miracI DAla dene para koI uThegA hI nhiiN| lekina miracI DAla diyA to phira use uThAnA nahIM par3atA hai| usako iphekTa ho jAtI hai| aise jagata bhI satya hai| kabhI kisI ne gAlI de diyA, to jagata mithyA lagatA hai? jagata rileTiva satya hai, AtmA rIyala satya hai| dAdAzrI : vo 'jJAnI puruSa' milate haiM, to unakI kRpA se saba calA jAtA hai| jo mukta ho gaye, vo saba kucha kara dete haiN| duniyA meM Aye haiM to kucha samajhanA to cAhie na ! ye duniyA kisane banAyI? kyoM banAyI? praznakartA : vaise to kahA hai ki, 'ekoham bahusyAmi', to isake banAne kA kahIM artha hI nahIM nikalatA hai| aura svapna meM jagata nahIM hai, ye jAgRta praznakartA: suSupta meM avasthA meM jagata AtA hai? dAdAzrI : vo AtmA hai na, vo hI bhagavAna hai aura vo hI 'ekoham bahusyAmi' hai| bhagavAna to sabhI jagaha para eka hI samAna hai| bhagavAna meM pharka nahIM hai, Dipharansa nahIM hai| 'ekoham bahusyAmi' vo to aisA bolate hai ki bhagavAna eka hI hai aura bahusyAmi yAne alaga-alaga AtmA ke rUpa meM hai| saba AtmA milAyeM to eka hI hotI hai. eka lAiTa meM sabhI lAiTa mila jAtI hai aisA bolate haiM. lekina aisA nahIM hai| kyoMki isameM apane ko kyA phAyadA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, svapna meM jo jagata hai, vaha do zarIra kA jagata hai| vaha jo svapna hai, vaha do zarIra kA svapna hotA hai, vaha baMda A~kha kA svapna hai| ye khulI A~kha kA svapna hai, yaha tIna zarIra kA svapna hai| isameM jAgRta ho gayA, phira mukta ho gyaa| jahA~ taka svapna hai. vahA~ taka jagata satya lagatA hai| svapna khula gayA to satya nahIM lgtaa|
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha mAlikI bhAva, vahA~ cetana ? praznakartA : bhagavAna sarvavyApI haiM lekina vaha dikhAI kyoM nahIM dete? dAdAzrI : sarvavyApI yAne kyA? praznakartA : omnipresent, hara cIja meM bhagavAna haiN| dAdAzrI : to ye TeparikArDara tor3a DAle to hiMsA hotI hai na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : aura cir3iyA ko mAra DAle to bhI hiMsA hotI hai? praznakartA : hA~, hotI hai| dAdAzrI : cir3iyA kI hiMsA aura TeparikArDara kI hiMsA samAna hai? praznakartA : isameM prANI kI hatyA hotI hai, aura usameM dikhAI nahIM to jar3a hI hai, usameM bhagavAna rahate hI nhiiN| praznakartA : lekina bhagavAna sarvavyApI to nizcita rUpa se haiM yA usameM bhI koI zaMkA hai? dAdAzrI : sarvavyApI kA artha yaha hai ki bhagavAna kA jo prakAza hai, vo prakAza sarvavyApI ho jAtA hai| yadi deha kA AvaraNa inako nahIM ho to inakA prakAza kaisA hai? sarvavyApta hai| saccA bhagavAna jar3a meM nahIM hai, saba kriyecara ke aMdara hai aura zuddha cetana rUpa meM hai| sArA brahmAMDa kriyecara se bharA huA hai| saba ke aMdara bhagavAna hai| God is in every creature, whether visible or invisible; not in creation ! ye bhagavAna kA saccA eDresa hai| vo saccA eDresa jAnane meM kyA phAyadA hai ki ye Tebala ko Apa toDa deMge to isakA koI pApa nahIM lagatA hai| isake mAlika ko pUchakara maiM tor3a detA hU~, to koI pApa nahIM lagatA hai| eka bug (khaTamala) mAra diyA to pApa hotA hai, kyoMki usake aMdara bhagavAna hai| jidhara bhagavAna hai, vahA~ hiMsA mata karo aura isakI, Tebala kI hiMsA ho jAye, tor3a DAlo to bhI koI harja nahIM aura nayA banA do to bhI koI harja nhiiN| jo AdamI banA nahIM sakatA, eka bug ko AdamI banA nahIM sakatA hai, vo kriyecara ke aMdara bhagavAna hai| praznakartA : jitane kriyecara hai, una saba ke aMdara zuddha cetana hai? dAdAzrI : saba meM hI zuddha cetana hai| praznakartA : to phira jar3a meM bhI zuddha cetana honA caahie| dAdAzrI : jar3a meM zuddha cetana nahIM hai| jar3a to jar3a hI hai| jar3a to nikAla kara dene kI cIja hai, grahaNa karane kI cIja nahIM hai| isake aMdara saMkalpa cetana hai| maiM usakA mAlikabhAva choDa dUM to usameM se itanA cetana nikala jAtA hai| jar3a padArtha ke aMdara saMkalpa cetana hai aura jo saccA bhagavAna hai vo zuddha cetana rUpa hai| detii| dAdAzrI : hA~, to ye jar3a hai aura cir3iyA meM cetana hai| jahA~ cetana hai, vahA~ nukasAna kare to hiMsA hotI hai aura jar3a ko nukasAna kare to hiMsA nahIM hotii| lekina isameM kyA hotA hai, vo jAnane kI jarUrata hai| yadi TeparikArDara kA koI mAlika nahIM ho, to hama TeparikArDara ko tor3a DAle, to hamako hiMsA nahIM lgtii| lekina usakA koI mAlika ho to TeparikArDara tor3a DAlane se usake mAlika ko du:kha hotA hai, isa taraha hiMsA hotI hai| isa lie saba meM bhagavAna haiM, aisA bolA hai| yadi jar3a kI kisI kI mAlikI nahIM ho, to isake aMdara bhagavAna nahIM haiM, lekina koI mAlika hai, to mAlika ko duHkha hotA hai, isalie itanA hI cetana jar3a meM hai aisA bolA hai| usako 'saMkalpa cetana' bolate haiN| nahIM to jar3a
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM hai| caitanya kA svabhAva vyApta hai lekina svAbhAvika caitanya idhara duniyA meM rahatA hI nhiiN| jo caitanya duniyA meM hai vo vizeSabhAvI hai, svabhAvabhAvI nahIM hai| jo svabhAvabhAvI caitanya ho to usakI lAiTa sArI duniyA meM vyApta ho jAtI hai!!! praznakartA : caitanya saba jagaha vyApta hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vyApta kabhI hotA hai? koI daphA hajAro-lAkhoM meM eka hotA hai, nahIM to vyApta nahIM hotaa| koI idhara se bhagavAna svarupa ho gayA aura vaha mokSa meM jAtA hai, usa vakta usakI lAiTa saba jagaha vyApta ho jAtA hai| ye hareka ko nahIM hotaa| saba ke lie to AtmA AvaraNamaya hI hai| hama 'jJAnI puruSa' haiM, phira bhI sarvavyApta nahIM hai| hama hareka cIja dekha sakate haiN| hamAre ko pustaka kI jarUrata nahIM hai| hama 'dekhakara' bolate haiN| praznakartA : AtmadraSTi ho jAye to ye saba bAhara ke AvaraNa nahIM jahA~ jJAna nahIM hai, emotions nahIM hai vahA~ cetana nahIM hai| cetana kA artha hI jJAna hai| apane zuddha svarupa kA jJAna, vo hI cetana hai| to jahA~ jJAna hai vahA~ cetana hai| nahIM to jahA~ jJAna nahIM ho, lekina vahA~ kisI kA mAlikI bhAva ho to usako 'saMkalpa cetana' bolA jAtA hai| saMkalpa cetana saccA cetana nahIM hai| mAlikIbhAva chor3a deM to kucha bhI nhiiN| sarvavyApI, caitanya yA caitanyaprakAza ? praznakartA : caitanya sarvavyApI hai, vaha kaise kahA gayA hai? dAdAzrI : vo sarvavyApI hI hai| sarvavyApI kaise hai, vo Apako batAUM, sImIlI (udAharaNa) batAUM? isa rUma meM lAiTa kare to lAiTa kitanI vyApta hotI hai? ye rUma jitanA ho, utanA hI vyApta hotI hai| isI lAiTa ko eka maTake ke aMdara rakha diyA to maTake meM utanI hI lAiTa vyApta rahatI hai| maTakA tor3a do, to pUre rUma meM lAiTa phaila jAtI hai| aisA AtmA, aMtima janma meM jaba yaha deha chUTa jAtI hai na, to sAre brahmAMDa meM prakAza ho jAtA hai| AtmA sirpha prakAza rUpa hai| ye saba Apa jo dekhate haiM, vo saba TempararI hai| cetana koI jagaha para Apane dekhA hai? praznakartA : kahIM nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| dAdAzrI : to kyA dekhate ho? jar3a dekhate ho? praznakartA : sthUla rUpa meM sAre drazya dikhAI par3ate hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, sthUla jo dikhatA hai vo jar3a hai, lekina jo nahIM dikhatA aisA sUkSma bhI jar3a hai| ye saba cAbI diyA huA jar3a hai, cetana aisA nahIM hai| praznakartA : caitanya hai, vaha aNu hai aura virATa bhI hai aura vaha sabhI jagaha meM vyApta hai| rahate? dAdAzrI : ina sabako AtmA kA svarUpa batAyA hai| inako divyacakSu diye hai| ye saba ApakI AtmA dekha sakate hai| per3a kI AtmA bhI dekha sakate haiN| ye duniyA kA gyArahavA~ (Eleventh) Azcarya hai!!! aisA kabhI huA nhiiN| ye bilakula nayI bAta hai| vaise bAta to pahale kI hai. jo trikAla satya hai| vo trikAla satya eka hI bAta rahatI hai| ye duniyA jaisI dikhatI hai na, aisI nahIM hai| jaisI saba logoM ne jAnI hai, aisI bhI nahIM hai| jar3a, cetana : svabhAva se hI bhinna ! isa duniyA meM cha: tatva haiN| vo cha: tatva avinAzI haiN| isameM eka zuddha cetana tatva hai, vo AtmavibhAga hai| dUsare pA~ca tatva haiM, jo anAtma vibhAga ke haiN| una saba meM cetana nahIM hai, vo AtmavibhAga nahIM hai|
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha praznakartA : maiMne aisA par3hA hai ki jar3a meM bhI bhagavAna hai, isalie jar3a-cetana meM koI pharka nahIM hai, saba meM hI bhagavAna hai| dAdAzrI : jar3a aura cetana ke bIca Dipharansa hai| jo cetana hai na, usameM jAnane kI zakti, dekhane kI zakti aura paramAnaMda zakti hai aura jisameM jAnane-dekhane kI zakti nahIM, paramAnaMda zakti nahIM hai, vo saba jar3a hai| jar3a meM cetana jaisI zakti nahIM hai| praznakartA : to phira jar3a se cetana paidA nahIM ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| jar3a meM se cetana kabhI ho sakanevAlA hI nahIM aura cetana meM se jar3a bhI honevAlA nhiiN| cetana meM koI saMyoga padArtha hI nahIM hai| cetana koI kampAunDa svarupa nahIM hai| vo svataMtra hai| jar3a bhI svataMtra hai aura cetana bhI svataMtra hai| aura donoM saMyoga svarupa hai, kampAunDa svarupa nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina jar3a-cetana eka hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| donoM alaga haiN| jar3a-cetana eka hai, vaha bAta galata hai| ye saba rileTiva karekTa hai, lekina rIyala karekTa nahIM hai| Real is real and relative is relative! praznakartA : What is relative correct ? dAdAzrI : jisako avalaMbana lenA paDatA hai. vo saba rileTiva karekTa hai| jo nirAlaMba hai, svataMtra hai. inaDipenDenTa hai, vo rIyala karekTa hai| jisako koI cIja kI jarUrata nahIM, vo hI rIyala hai aura jo sambaMdhita hai, vo saba rileTiva hai| vo bhI jar3a hai, lekina aMdara cetana hai| vo cetana ke prabhAva se, cetana kI hAjarI se jar3a ugatA hai| cetana kI hAjarI calI jAye to phira vo nahIM ugtaa| ye dhAna AtA hai na? jo zAli bolate haiM, vo zAli bhI cArapA~ca sAla kI ho to vahA~ taka pAnI DAlegA to ugegI, phira ATha-dasa sAla ho gayA to nahIM ugegii| Atmazakti aura prAkRta zakti ! praznakartA : AtmA aura AtmA kI zakti, brahma aura brahma kI zakti meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : vo donoM eka hI hai, AtmA aura brahma donoM eka hI hai| kucha khAsa pharka nahIM hai| praznakartA : aura devI-devatAoM ko hama mAnate hai, to usameM zakti hai vo alaga hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, mAtAjI kI zakti alaga hai| AtmA alaga hai, mAtAjI alaga hai| mAtAjI kI zakti hai, vo prAkRta zakti hai aura vaha prakRti ko normala rakhane ke lie hai| A~kha se dikhAI detA hai vo jo zakti hai, vo Atmazakti nahIM hai| vo anAtma vibhAga hai, usakI zakti hai| anAtma vibhAga hai, vo bhI zaktivAlA hai| AtmA meM bhI zakti hai, vo anaMta zakti hai| praznakartA : AtmA ko ye zakti rahita kara diyA to AtmA jaDa ho jAyegI ki cetana hI rahegI? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA to khuda cetana hI rahatI hai| vo kabhI bAhara se zakti nahIM letI aura usakI zakti dUsare ko nahIM detii| vo cetana hI rahatI hai, zuddha hI rahatI hai| vo zuddha hai aura vo hI paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA kI zakti meM koI cenja nahIM hotaa| lekina ina saba logoM ko bhrAMti hai, isalie ye maiM hU~, ye hamane kiyA aisA bolate hai aura saba bhrAMti meM cala rahe haiN| manuSya kucha bhI karatA hai vo saba jar3a kI zakti praznakartA : eka bIja hai, usako kheta meM bote haiM, vo ugatA hai, vaha cetana ugatA hai aura vaha saba jar3a ke AdhAra se ugatA hai? pRthvI, pAnI, saba saMyogoM se? dAdAzrI : nahIM, cetana nahIM ugatA, jar3a ugatA hai| jo ugatA hai,
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________________ Atmabodha hai, isameM cetana kI koI zakti nahIM hai| ye to Igoijma karatA hai, 'ye maiMne kiyA, vo hI bhrAMti hai| sArI duniyA jar3a ko hI cetana mAnatI hai, lekina cetana to cetana hI hai| usa cetana ko akele 'jJAnI puruSa' hI jAnate hai| 11 praznakartA: jo Atmatatva hai, vo sabhI ko prakAzita karatA hai na? jar3a ko bhI aura cetana ko bhI ? dAdAzrI : hA~, vo saba ko prakAzita karatA hai, lekina jar3a kabhI cetana nahIM hotA hai| hai / kyA cetana sarvatra hai ? bhagavAna ko kabhI Apane dekhA hai? bhagavAna kidhara hai? praznakartA: bhagavAna to saba jagaha para hai, omnipresent, sarvatra dAdAzrI : saba jagaha para bhagavAna hai to yahA~ Ane kI koI jarUrata hI nhiiN| maMdira meM bhI jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| maMdira meM kabhI jAte ho? praznakartA: hA~, jAtA hU~ / dAdAzrI bhagavAna ghara meM bhI hai, phira maMdira meM kyoM jAte ho ? praznakartA: vahA~ para bhAvanA se jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : bAta to samajhanI cAhie na? saba jagaha bhagavAna hai, to dUsarA koI hai hI nahIM?! vo cAvala Apane dekheM hai? vo khAne ke lie hotA hai, isameM aMdara se kabhI kabhI bArIka patthara nikalatA hai| usako phira cunate haiM na?! ye cAvala kI borI hai, usameM sirpha cAvala hI ho, to phira isako cunane kA nahIM haiM, aisI bAta hai| bolane ke lie, 'ye saba cAvala hai' aisA bolate hai, lekina ye cAvala bhI hai aura patthara bhI haiN| isI taraha 'sabhI jagaha AtmA hai' vo bAta aisI hai ki : 12 Atmabodha AtmA bhI hai aura anAtmA bhI hai| nahIM to sabhI jagaha AtmA hai to phira dUsarI jagaha jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| paramAtmA sabhI jagaha para hai to phira parezAnI hameM kyoM rahatI hai ?! jisane aisA batAyA ki sabhI jagaha paramAtmA hai, vo roMga thIyarI hai| yadi sabhI jagaha paramAtmA hai, to kisI ko DIprezana kabhI hogA hI nahIM, paramAnaMda hI rahanA caahie| lekina aisA hai nhiiN| kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki duniyA meM AtmA aura anAtmA, do cIja hai| jar3a aura cetana hai| cetana bhagavAna hai aura jar3a dUsarI cIja hai| to sabhI jagaha para AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA bhI hai aura jar3a bhI hai| God is in every creature whether visible or invisible, not in creation. Apake aura mere bIca meM invisible creature (inavijibala kriyecara) bahuta hai, una sabhI meM bhagavAna hai| praznakartA: inavijibala kriyecara ke aMdara bhagavAna hai, isakA prUpha kaise de sakate ho? dAdAzrI : inavijibala kriyecara vo saba ekTIva haiM aura unako duHkha apriya hai aura sukha priya hai| ye jo TeparikArDara hai, vo ekTIva nahIM hai| praznakartA: inavijibala kriyecara ko bhI sukha-duHkha rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : sukha-duHkha to saba ko hotA hai, per3a ko bhI sukhaduHkha hotA hai / kriyecara mAtra ko sukha-duHkha kI iphekTa hotI hai| per3a ko bhI bahuta jora se havA Aye, tUphAna bolate haiM na, to bhI duHkha hotA hai| azoka vRkSa ko 'leDI' hAtha lagAye to usako khuzI ho jAtI hai| ye A~kha se dikhate haiM, vo jaMtu haiM, usako bhI apanA hAtha lage to trAsa lagatA hai, to vo bhAga jAtA hai| sakriyatA meM zuddha cetana kahA~ ? abhI calatA-phiratA dikha rahA hai vo hI AtmA hai na?
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________________ Atmabodha 13 praznakartA: vo to zarIra dikhAI detA hai| zarIra ke bhItara cetana hai| zarIra cetana nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : lekina ye zarIra saba kriyA karatA hai, vo kauna karatA hai? praznakartA: bhItara meM cetana hai, vo karavAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vo AtmA aisA hAtha U~cA karatA hai? nahIM, vo to mikenIkala cetana hai| AtmA aisA nahIM karavAtA, vo khAlI prakAza hI detA hai| usakI hAjarI se hI saba kucha ho rahA hai| unakI hAjarI calI jAye to ye mikenIkala saba baMdha ho jaayegaa| khAtA haiM, pItA haiM, zauca jAtA haiM, vo saba mikenIkala AtmA hai| lekina 'hama khAte hai, hama pIte hai, hama zauca jAte hai' aisI pratiSThA karatA hai| pratiSThA kI to 'pratiSThita AtmA' utpanna ho gyii| vo saccI AtmA nahIM hai, vo 'mikenIkala AtmA' hai| Apa jo jindA AdamI ko dekhate ho, jisa bhAga ko jindA kahate ho, vo jindA nahIM hai| lekina buddhi se vo jindA lagatA hai aura jJAna se vo jindA nahIM hai| jJAna se vo mAtra mikenIkala cetana hai| 'nizcetana cetana kA khelA, sApekSita saMsAra hai' navanIta ye saMsAra kaisA hai? ye A~kha se dikhatA hai, vo saba mikenIkala cetana hai| ye jaz2a dikhatA hai, AropI dikhatA hai, vakIla bhI dikhatA hai, DAkTara bhI dikhatA hai, saba loga jo kriyA karate haiM, vo saba mikenIkala hai| usameM bhagavAna nahIM hai, ye saba nizcetana cetana haiN| yAne henDala mArane se calatA hai| vo saccA cetana nahIM hai| saccA cetana acala hai aura ye caMcala haiN| saccA cetana sthira hai, himAlaya jaisA sthira hai| kitanI bhI havA cale to himAlaya nahIM hilatA, aise hI saccA cetana sthira hai| pUre dina meM zarIra kitanI bhI kriyA kare, kitanA bhI hilatA hai, lekina vo zuddha cetana acala hai, sthira hai| 14 Atmabodha 'vinAzI cIja pUraNa- galana hai, avinAzI bhagavAna hai'- navanIta kavirAja kyA kahate haiM ki vinAzI cIja saba pUraNa hai aura galana hai, Ane-jAnevAlI cIja hai| idhara se khAnA khAyA phira zauca meM galana hotA hai| pAnI pUraNa kiyA, phira bAtharUma meM galana hotA hai| zvAsa kA pUraNa kiyA, phira ucchvAsa meM galana hotA hai| vo saba pUraNa- galana hai, vo saba vinAzI hai aura bhagavAna khuda isameM avinAzI hai| AtmA kA rIyala svarUpa ! praznakartA: 'ajJAnI AtmA' kise kahate haiM aura 'jJAnI AtmA' kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : jidhara 'maiM nahIM hU~', vahA~ 'maiM hU~' bolate haiM, vo 'ajJAnI' hai| 'maiM ravIndra hU~' bolatA hai, vaha 'ajJAnI' hai| 'maiM isa bAI kA pati hU~, isa laDake kA phAdara hU~, isakA bhAI hU~' vaha saba 'ajJAnI' hai| selpha ko rIyalAijha kara liyA aura jJAna ho gayA ki, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', to vo jJAnI hai| 'zuddhAtmA' bhI pharsTa sTeja kA jJAna hai, isase usako mokSa meM jAne kA 'vIz2A' mila gyaa| lekina yahA~ taka gayA to bahuta hai| 'vIz2A' mila jAne ke bAda plena mila jAyegA, saba mila jAyegA, mokSa pakkA ho jaayegaa| praznakartA : pA~ca karmendriya, pA~ca jJAnendriya aura aMdara sUkSma bhAvendriya hotI hai, to bhAvendriya kyA hai? dAdAzrI : bhAvendriya vaha bhAva hai| bhAvendriya para calatA hai, vo hI 'ajJAnI AtmA' hai| 'maiM dekhatA hU~, maiM sunatA hU~, maiMne kiyA', vo 'ajJAnI AtmA' hai aura hama Apako jJAna dete hai, bAda meM Apa bola sakate haiM ki, 'ravIndra dekhatA hai, ravIndra sunatA hai, ravIndra ne ye kiyaa|' phira Apa ye saba ko alaga bhI dekha sakate hai| praznakartA: hama to ye samajhate haiM ki jisakI AtmA saccI hai, vo sabase bar3A zaktimAna hai aura jisakI AtmA tuccha hai to....
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : AtmA tuccha hotI hI nhiiN| praznakartA : vicAra tuccha ho jAte haiM, to AtmA tuccha ho jAtI praznakartA : to rIyala phekTa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : rIyala meM AtmA to ye zarIra ko jidhara pIna lagAte hai aura iphekTa hotI hai, du:kha (darda) hotA hai, vahA~ saba jagaha para AtmA hai| heyara kaTIMga karatA hai aura neIla kaTIMga karatA hai, usameM AtmA nahIM hai| bAla kATo to du:kha nahIM hotA, to bAla meM AtmA nahIM hai aura ye nAkhUna kATo to bhI duHkha nahIM hotA, to nAkhUna meM bhI AtmA nahIM hai| jidhara duHkha hotA hai, vahA~ AtmA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA tuccha kabhI nahIM hotI, kabhI huI bhI nhiiN| ye per3a ko kahA~ vicAra AtA hai? praznakartA : vo to jar3a hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, vo jar3a nahIM hai| per3a ko jJAna hai, jJAna ke binA koI jindA rahatA hI nhiiN| jaba kATa liyA phira usakI lAvaNyatA khatama ho jAtI hai| to usako bhI jJAna hai| usako ekendriya kA jJAna hai| Apako paMcendriya kA jJAna hai| cIMTI ko tIna indriya kA jJAna hai| makkhI ko cAra indriya kA jJAna hai| praznakartA : per3a ko kauna sI indriya kA jJAna hai? dAdAzrI: vo sparzendriya kA jJAna hai| usako hAtha lagAyA to mAlUma ho jAtA hai, usako kATa diyA to mAlUma ho jAtA hai aura duHkha bhI hotA hai| jidhara kucha na kucha jJAna hai, vahA~ bhagavAna hai| dUsarI jagaha para bhagavAna nahIM hai| isa ghar3I ko kucha jJAna nahIM hai, to isameM bhagavAna nahIM hai| bhagavAna khuda jJAna svarUpa hI hai| vo jo dUsarA calatA-phiratA hai, vo anAtmA hai, kamplITa anAtmA hai| lekina isake aMdara bhagavAna hai, isalie vo caMcala dikhatA hai| praznakartA : yahA~ hAtha para pIna lagAI to usakI asara mana ko hotI hai aura mana to AtmA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, mana to phijikala hai. kamplITa phijikala hai| lekina vo A~kha se dekhA jA sake aisA phijikala nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina phijikala to ye zarIra hai na? dAdAzrI : Mind is physical, body is physical and speech is physical! praznakartA : to AtmA kahA~ hai? dAdAzrI : vo yaha zarIra meM hI hai| praznakartA : koI aise vizeSa sthAna meM honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vo koI eka jagaha para nahIM hai| jidhara pIna lagAne se asara hotI hai, vahA~ hI AtmA hai| kabhI zarIra kA pArTa khatama ho jAtA hai, khUna baMdha ho jAtA hai, pakSAghAta ho jAtA hai, usa bhAga meM AtmA nahIM hai| ajJAnI ko bhI vo alaga hai, lekina usakI bilIpha roMga hai| usakI jo bilIpha roMga hai aura roMga jJAna hai, use tor3anevAlA koI nahIM milA hai| isalie aise hI bilIpha meM aura bilIpha meM ulaTA calA gyaa| kabhI 'jJAnI puruSa' ye roMga bilIpha tor3a de, phrekacara kara de to phira vo mukta ho jAtA hai| AtmA kA sthAna kahA~ ? praznakartA : insAna ke zarIra meM AtmA kA nivAsa kahA~ hai? dAdAzrI : aisA nivAsa nahIM hai, eka jagaha pr| praznakartA : aisA sunA hai ki AtmA hArTa kI jagaha para hai| dAdAzrI : vo bAta karekTa nahIM hai, rIyala karekTa nahIM hai|
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________________ Atmabodha 18 Atmabodha praznakartA : to phira vo hai kyA ki jaba vo dikhatI nahIM, hama usako Taca nahIM kara sakate? praznakartA : aMdara jo bhagavAna haiM, hama unakA hI kucha hissA haiM? dAdAzrI : dekho na, bhagavAna aisI vastu hai ke usakA koI pArTa nahIM ho sakatA hai| vo sarvAMza hai| isameM aMza nahIM hotA hai| Apa bolate haiM ki maiM inakA pArTa hU~, vo galata bAta hai| vo saccI bAta nahIM hai| Apa khuda hI sarvAMza hai, lekina bhrAMti se Apako mAlUma nahIM hai| bhagavAna kabhI aMza rUpa hote hI nahIM, sarvAMza hI hote haiN| vo aMza bolate haiM, usakA kyA matalaba hai ki usako jo AvaraNa hai, usameM se aMza lAiTa hI milatA hai| usameM cheda karate haiM, pA~ca choTe cheda, to usameM se thor3I thor3I lAiTa milatI hai| usameM jitane cheda karate hai, utanI hI lAiTa milatI hai| vo lAiTa bhagavAna kI hai| bhagavAna sarvAMza hai lekina ye AvaraNa haiM, isa lie isameM se phula lAiTa nahIM miltii| praznakartA : sabhI AdamI 'zuddhAtmA' haiM to phira pApa kyoM karate dAdAzrI : vo samajha meM AtI hai, anubhava meM AtI hai| praznakartA : vo kaise anubhava meM AtI hai? dAdAzrI : jaise ye zakkara hotI hai na, usako saba bolate hai ki mIThI hai| lekina jahA~ taka jIbha upara nahIM rakhI, vahA~ taka Apa boleMge ki mIThI yAne kyA? vo to jaba jIbha upara rakheMge, taba mAlUma ho jaayegaa| aisA AtmA kA anubhava ho jAye taba mAlama ho jAtA hai| AtmA kA anubhava kaise hotA hai? abhI Apako thor3A AnaMda huA hai ki nahIM huA dAdAzrI : 'zuddhAtmA hU~', vo unakI bilIpha meM nahIM hai| unakI bilIpha meM to 'maiM ravIndra hU~' aisA hai| vo roMga bilIpha calI jAyegI, phira pApa nahIM kregaa| cetana tattva ko dekhanA kaise ? praznakartA : yaha AtmA kyA hai? praznakartA : bahuta huA hai| dAdAzrI : ye AtmA kA AnaMda hai| aisA AnaMda roja mila jAye, jisameM bAhara kI koI bhautika cIja nahIM hai| aise hI AnaMda ho jAye, to Apako samajha jAne kA ki AtmA kA pahalA guNa dekhaa| phira dUsarA guNa pakar3ane kA, phira tIsarA guNa pakar3ane kaa| aise saba guNa mila jaayeNge| lekina pahalA AnaMda se pakar3ane kaa| Apako kucha AnaMda huA? praznakartA : hotA hai| jaba savAla kA javAba milatA hai, taba AnaMda hotA hai| dAdAzrI : ye AkAza hai na, vo Apako dikhatA hai? lekina lagatA hai na ki AkAza jaisI koI cIja hai! aise hI AtmA arupI hai| hama AtmA ko sabhI meM dekha sakate haiN| (jinhoMne) jJAna liyA hai, vo saba loga AtmA ko divyacakSu se dekha sakate hai aura hama AtmA ke anubhava meM rahate haiN| AtmA kI hAjarI se hI saba kucha cala rahA hai| vo kucha nahIM karatI. sirpha objarvara kI taraha rahatI hai, AdamI banAnA aisA kAma vo nahIM krtii| dAdAzrI : AnaMda bhI do prakAra ke hai| eka, bhautika AnaMda hai, vo mAnasika AnaMda hai aura dUsarA, AtmA kA AnaMda hai| mAnasika AnaMda hai, vo mana khuza ho gayA ki hotA hai aura AtmA kA AnaMda, AtmA kA jJAna milane se hotA hai| aise jJAna bhI do prakAra ke hai| mana khuza ho jAye, aisA bhI jJAna hotA hai| usase mana imoznala rahatA hai, Akula-vyAkula rahatA hai aura dUsarA, aisA bhI jJAna ho jAtA hai, ki khuda ko prakAza milatA hai| usameM nirAkulatA hotI hai|
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha vizeSa pariNAma kA siddhAnta ! praznakartA : siddhagati kI prApti 'zuddhAtmA' hone ke bAda hI hotI dAdAzrI : saMyoga se hI vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hotA hai, jaise Arasa (mArbala) ke patthara subaha meM ThaMDe rahate haiM aura dopahara meM kyA ho jAte hai na? dAdAzrI : 'zuddhAtmA' huA yAne pUrNatva ho jAyegA aura pUrNatva ho gayA ki siddhagati hotI hai| zuddhAtmA hue binA kucha nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jo bAdhaka haiM, ve gaye ki AdamI zuddhAtmA huA? dAdAzrI: vo krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ajJAnatA se hI hai| krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha hI saba ko duHkha detA hai, nahIM to AtmA ko duHkha kaisA? ajJAnatA se hI du:kha hotA hai| 'maiM kauna hU~', usakI ajJAnatA hai| ajJAnatA kyoM ghusa gaI? kyA AtmA ajJAnI hai? nahIM, AtmA ajJAnI nahIM hai!! AtmA khuda hI jJAna hai| to jJAna hai, vo ajJAna ho jAtA hai? nahIM, jJAna hai, vo ajJAna nahIM hotA hai| ye to vizeSa pariNAma hai !! cha: mUla avinAzI tattvoM meM jar3a aura cetana jaba sAmIpya meM Ate haiM, taba vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hotA hai| bAkI ke cAra tatvoM ko eka dUsare ke saMyoga meM koI asara nahIM hotii| cetana aura jaDa kA saMyoga huA ki vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hotA hai| isameM jar3a kA aura cetana kA, apanA guNadharma to rahatA hI hai, lekina vizeSa guNa ekasTrA utpanna ho jAtA hai| prakRti utpanna ho jAtI hai| isameM kisI ko bhI kucha karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hone se jagata meM ye avasthAyeM utpanna hotI haiN| avasthAyeM vinAzI haiM aura niraMtara parivartanazIla haiN| isameM AtmA ko kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| usakA vizeSa bhAva huA ki pudgala paramANu khiMcA calA AtA hai| phira vo oTomeTika mUrta ho jAte hai aura apanA kArya karate rahate haiN| praznakartA : yaha vizeSa pariNAma kI bAta kucha udAharaNa dekara smjhaaiie| praznakartA : sUrya kI garamI se garama ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : haaN| to garama honA, vo patthara kA svabhAva nahIM hai aura sUrya kA bhI aisA svabhAva nahIM hai| donoM ke saMyoga se vizeSa pariNAma hotA hai| sUrya kA saMyoga hone se patthara meM garamI utpanna hotI hai| usako vyatireka guNa bolA jAtA hai| vo khuda kA guNa nahIM hai, donoM kA sAtha ho jAne se tIsarA guNa utpanna hotA hai| aisA ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hai, vo apanA khuda kA guNa nahIM hai yAne cetana kA guNa nahIM hai aura jar3a kA bhI gaNa nahIM hai| Apako kyA lagatA hai? ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha cetana kA guNa hai yA jar3a kA? kisakA guNa hai? praznakartA : jar3a kA guNa hai| dAdAzrI : to phira yaha TeparikArDara krodha kyoM nahIM karatA? ye Tebala ko jalA do, tor3a do, phira bhI krodha kyoM nahIM karatA hai? praznakartA : to vo cetana kA guNa huA? dAdAzrI : krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hai, vo cetana kA guNa ho to koI mokSa meM jAtA hI nhiiN| vo cetana kA bhI guNa nahIM hai aura jar3a kA bhI guNa nahIM hai| cetana aura jar3a kI mizraNa sthiti hai. mishrsthiti| cetana to zuddha hI hai, vo jar3a bhI zuddha hai| donoM kA mizraNa hotA hai. to mizracetana bolA jAtA hai| vo daraasala cetana nahIM hai| to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha vo vyatireka guNa hai yAne AtmA kI hAjarI se utpanna honevAlA guNa hai aura mizracetana kA guNa hai| vo jar3a kA guNa nahIM hai aura zuddha cetana kA bhI guNa nahIM hai| saba loga kyA kahate haiM ki krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA kSaya kro| lekina kyA kSaya kara sakate haiM Apa? Apa jAnate hI nahIM ki kahA~ se
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________________ Atmabodha 21 AyA hai? kahA~ jAtA hai? usakA udbhavasthAna kyA hai? kaise vilaya ho sakatA hai? ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hai, vo gurU-laghu svabhAva ke haiM aura AtmA agurU- laghu svabhAva kA hai| Igoijma gurU-laghu svabhAvavAlA hai, rAga-dveSa gurU-laghu svabhAvavAle haiM, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gurU- laghu svabhAvavAle haiM aura AtmA agurUlaghu svabhAvI hai / daraasala cetana meM krodha-mAna-mAyA - lobha kucha bhI nahIM hai, vo paramAnaMda sthiti hai| vo hI AtmA hai, vo hI paramAtmA hai| lekina ye roMga bilIpha se 'maiM ye hU~, maiM ravIndra hU~' aisA mAnatA hai, vo hI mizracetana hai aura mizracetana ko hI jagata ke loga cetana mAnate haiN| jar3a aura cetana kA saMyoga huA ki vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hotA hai| abhI Apako jJAna mila gayA ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', to Apako khayAla A jAyegA ki saMyoga hI duHkhadAyI hai| to Apa saMyoga se dUra haTa jAyeMge to saMyoga bhI haTa jaayegaa| saMyoga haTa gaye phira ajJAna hotA hI nahIM / saMyoga se dUra huA phira vizeSa pariNAma bhI nahIM hotaa| jaise Apane sAgara kinAre se AdhA mAila dUra naye lohe kI do lorI rakha dii| phira bAraha mahine ke bAda dekheMge to lohe ko kucha ho jAyegA? kyA ho jAyegA ? praznakartA: jaMga laga jaayegaa| dAdAzrI : vo kisane kiyA? lohe ne khuda ne kiyA ? praznakartA: nhiiN| dAdAzrI : to kisane kiyA? praznakartA: donoM ke mizraNa se / dAdAzrI : vo donoM kA saMyoga ho gayA, to saMyoga se jaMga utpanna hotA hai| vaise ye krodha - mAna-mAyA-lobha haiM, vo jar3a aura cetana ke saMyoga se utpanna hote haiN| 'maiM khuda ravIndra hU~' aisA mAnate haiM, isase krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha utpanna hote hai| jidhara Apa khuda nahIM haiM, udhara Apa bolate Atmabodha haiM ki 'maiM ravIndra hU~' aura jidhara Apa hai, usakI Apako samajha nahIM hai| 'maiM ravIndra hU~' yaha Aropita bhAva hai, yaha saccA bhAva nahIM hai| yaha Aropa karate hai, to 'ravIndra' kI saba jimmedArI 'Apa'ko le lenI par3atI hai aura Aropa karane se hI karma baMdhate haiN| phira usakA karmaphala bhugatanA par3atA hai| hama Aropita bhAva nahIM karate haiN| 'maiM aMbAlAla hU~' aisA DrAmeTika bolate haiN| aura Apa 'maiM ravIndra hU~' aisA saccA bolate haiN| jisako jJAna milatA hai, usako karma nahIM lagatA, kyoMki Aropita bhAva calA jAtA hai| Aropita bhAva ko hI Igoijma bolate haiN| apane khuda meM 'maiM hU~' bole to koI harja nahIM, kyoMki khuda hai hii| jisakA astitva hai, vo bola sakatA hai ki, 'maiM huuN|' lekina khuda nahIM hai, vaha bolanA Aropita bhAva hai| 22 astitva to bakarI ko bhI rahatA hai| bakarI bolatI hai na, 'maiM maiM' aura saba loga bhI bolate hai, 'maiM hU~, maiM huuN|' to astitva to hai, isalie hI bolate haiM ki 'maiM ravIndra huuN'| to ye prUva ho jAtA hai ki astitva to hai aura jidhara zarIra nizcetana ho gayA to phira 'maiM hU~' kucha nahIM bolatA, to udhara astitva nahIM hai| astitva hai to vastutva honA cAhie lekina vastutva kA khayAla nahIM AtA ki 'maiM kauna huuN'| isalie 'maiM ravIndra hU~' bolate hai| 'maiM isakA phAdara hU~' bolate haiN| 'ye hU~, vo hU~' bolate haiM, isIlie to saccI bAta kyA hai, vo vastu samajha meM nahIM AtI hai| vastutva kA bhAna karAnA, vo to 'jJAnI puruSa' kA kAma hai| Apa vastutva meM kyA hai, vo Apako mAluma nhiiN| Apa vastutva meM kyA hai, vo hameM mAlUma hai| hama vo dekha bhI sakatA hai ki Apa kauna haiM ! praznakartA: maiM nahIM dekha sktaa| dAdAzrI : Apako to ye carmacakSu haiM na? hama divyacakSu dete haiM phira Apa bhI dekha sakate ho| astitva kA bhAna saba jIva ko hai| 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' aisA astitva kA bhAna sabako hai| 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~', aisA bakarI bhI mAnatI hai, kuttA bhI
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________________ Atmabodha 24 Atmabodha mAnatA hai, usa per3a ko bhI aisA rahatA hai| lekina 'maiM kauna hU~?' vo nahIM jAnate haiN| astitva kA bhAna saba ko hai, lekina vastutva kA bhAna nahIM hai| vastutva kA bhAna ho gayA, phira pUrNatva aise hI ho jAtA hai, dUsarA koI karAnevAlA nhiiN| zuddhAtmA ho gayA, vastutva kA bhAna ho gayA to aise hI pUrNatva ho jaayegaa| vizva ke sanAtana tattva ! AtmA isa deha ke sAtha 'kampAunDa' nahIM ho gayI hai, mizcara hai sirph| 'kampAunDa' ho jAye to AtmA kA guNadharma calA jAyegA aura deha kA guNadharma bhI calA jaayegaa| lekina ye mizcara hai, to AtmA kA guNadharma pUrA hai aura deha kA bhI guNadharma pUrA hai| isa aMgUThI meM sonA hai aura tAMbA bhI hai, lekina kampAunDa nahIM huA to alaga kara sakate hai| vaise hI jJAnI puruSa AtmA aura jar3a ko alaga kara sakate haiN| ye saMsAra samasaraNa hai| samasaraNa yAne duniyA meM jo tatva haiM, cha: paramAnenTa tatva, vo niraMtara parivartana hote rahate haiN| parivartana se eka dUsare se ikTaThU hote hai aura isase, ye saMyoga milane se alaga taraha kA prakAza ho jAtA hai| basa aise hI duniyA ho gaI hai| bhagavAna ko kucha karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| unakI hAjarI se hI saba cala rahA hai| praznakartA : jaba taka ye pRthvI ghUmatI rahegI, taba taka ye janma hote hI raheMge aura jaba pRthvI ruka jAyegI to saba khatma ho jAyegA? dAdAzrI : pRthvI ghUmatI kabhI baMda hone vAlI hI nhiiN| vo aise hI ghUmatI rhegii| saba parivartanazIla hai| Apa kala Aye the, taba jo 'dAdAjI' dekhe the, vo Aja nahIM hai| Aja dUsare haiN| samaya samaya para saba parivartana hotA hai| saba cIja samaya samaya para parivartita hotI hI hai. lekina apanI itanI eye sight (draSTi) nahIM hai ki hama vo dekha skeN| praznakartA : kala jo dekhA aura Aja jo dekhatA hU~, usameM bhagavAna alaga-alaga hai aura rUpa eka hI hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, saba parivartana hotA hai| saMsAra yAne saba cIjoM meM parivartana hI ho rahA hai, usakA nAma hI saMsAra hai aura AtmA meM koI parivartana nahIM hotA hai| AtmA paramAnenTa hai| TempararI saba parivartana hI ho rahA hai| eka 'spesa' meM saba loga nahIM rahe sakate na? to saba kI 'spesa' alaga alaga hai| samaya sabhI ke lie eka rahatA hai| abhI dasa baje hai to sabhI ke lie dasa baje hai| lekina 'spesa' alaga hai aura isalie bhAva bhI alaga hai| ApakA bhAva alaga, isakA bhAva alaga, usakA bhAva alg| aise saba bhinna bhinna hai| sArI duniyA sAyansa hai| AtmA bhI sAyansa hai| sAyansa ke bAhara duniyA nahIM hai| bar3e bar3e pustaka hai, graMtha hai, lekina samajha meM nahIM Ane se paz2ala bana gaye hai| jahA~ taka 'svarUpa' samajha meM nahIM AyA, vahA~ taka The world is puzzle itself. kisI ne paz2ala nahIM kiyA, svayaM hI paz2ala ho gayA hai| 'akrama mArga' se saba nayI bAteM hama batAte haiN| eka AtmA ke upara A jAo, aura anAtma vibhAga meM to dUsare pA~ca vibhAga hai| ye saba samajhane kI jarUrata hai| praznakartA : pRthvI, teja (agni), vAyu, AkAza, jala ye pAMca tattvo ke sivA jagata meM aura kucha hai hI nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aura bhagavAna bhI hai na! praznakartA : ye pAMca tattvoM kA kombInezana vo hI bhagavAna hai? dAdAzrI : no, no, no, no. vo pAMca tattva to anAtma vibhAga hai aura bhagavAna Atma vibhAga hai| bhagavAna caitanya hai aura ye pA~ca tattva jar3a hai| ye duniyA meM cha: paramAnenTa tattva hai, vo Apako khayAla hai? praznakartA : AkAza, pRthvI, teja, vAyu, jala, AtmA?
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________________ Atmabodha 25 dAdAzrI : nahIM, ye pAnI hai, vo bhApa ho jAtI hai, barpha ho jAtA hai| to vo paramAneMTa nahIM hai| pRthvI cenja ho jAtI hai, vo paramAneMTa nahIM hai| vAyu to DI- kampoja ho jAtA hai, ikaTThA bhI ho jAtA hai| vo cenja hotA hai, to vo paramAnenTa nahIM hai| teja bhI vinAza ho jAtA hai| pRthvI, teja, vAyu, jala ye cAroM milAkara eka hI avinAzI tattva hai| jisako rUpI tatva bolA jAtA hai| ye cAroM eka hI tatva kI avasthAe~ hai| ye jala, vAyu, teja, pRthvI- vo sabhI to jIva hai| jalakAya jIva hai, usakA zarIra kaisA hai? jala vo hI usakA zarIra hai| vAyu, vo vAyukAya jIva kA zarIra hai| teja meM tejakAya jIva hai, vo sabhI jIvoM kA zarIra hI jalatA hai| pRthvI vo pRthvIkAya jIva hai| vo cAroM ke aMdara jIva hai| vo cetana tattva hai, vo paramAnenTa tatva hai aura dUsarA eka tatva 'rUpI tatva' bhI hai, usako pudgala tatva bolA jAtA hai| ina donoM kA sAtha meM mizcara ho gayA hai| pudgala, yAne jo pUraNa hotA hai, galana hotA hai| phira pUraNa hotA hai, phira galana hotA hai| lekina vo paramANu svarupa se paramAnenTa hai aura pudgala ke svarUpa se vo vinAzI hai| ye eTama hai, isase bhI paramANu bahuta choTA hai| eTama kA vinAza hotA hai, lekina paramANu kA vinAza nahIM hotA / vo eka hI pudgala tatva hai| praznakartA: paramANu jo hai vo anAdi hai, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI paramANu vo to avinAzI hai aura paramAnenTa hai, isalie vo anAdi se hI hai / praznakartA : paramANu yAne prakRti ? dAdAzrI : paramANu se prakRti meM helpa hotI hai| prakRti hai vo saba paramANu hI hai lekina prakRti eka cIja se nahIM hotI hai, prakRti meM dUsarI cIjeM bhI hai| ye prakRti hai, isameM paramANu bhI hai aura isameM Ane-jAne kI zakti bhI hai| praznakartA: ina paramANuoM kA svataMtra astitva hai? Atmabodha dAdAzrI : hA~, svataMtra astitva hai| jitanA AtmA kA svataMtra astitva hai, utanA hI paramANu kA bhI svataMtra astitva hai| AtmA bhI avinAzI hai| paramANu bhI avinAzI hai| 26 apane zAstroM meM kyA bolate haiM ki ye zarIra haiM, prakRti hai vo pA~ca tattva kA milana hai| vo pA~ca tattva- pRthvI, jala, vAyu, teja aura AkAza ko kahA hai| lekina isameM AkAza ke alAvA jo cAra tattva haiM, vo saba akele paramANu meM A jAte haiN| kyoMki ye paramANu se pRthvI ho gaI, paramANu se jala bhI ho gayA, paramANu se vAyu bhI ho gayA, paramANu se hI teja bhI ho gayA lekina AkAza to svataMtra hai, bilakula svataMtra hai| jisa taraha paramANu svataMtra hai, usI taraha AkAza bhI svataMtra hai| dUsarA, Ane-jAne kI jo kriyA hotI hai, yaha pudgala hai, usako idhara se udhara le jAne ke lie koI eka tattva kI jarUrata hai| cetana meM Ane-jAne kI koI zakti nahIM hai| manuSya ko Ane-jAne ke lie yaha tatva kI jarUrata hai| vaha gatisahAyaka tatva hai| vaha bhI svataMtra hai| koI cIja calatI hai, to phira calatI hI rhegii| usakI gati cAlU ho gaI, phira baMda nahIM hogii| to use Thaharane ke lie, sthira hone ke lie bhI eka tatva cAhiye, vo sthitisahAyaka tatva hai aura 'kAla' ye bhI eka tatva hai| aise cha: svataMtra tatva hai, usase ye jagata banA huA hai, sAtavA~ tattva nahIM hai| ye cha: tatva niraMtara samasaraNa karate haiM, parivartana hotA hI hai| isase yaha paz2ala ho gayA hai| khuda se hI paz2ala ho gayA hai| kisI ne paz2ala banAyA nahIM hai| hai / praznakartA: to paz2ala bhI sanAtana hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, paz2ala sanAtana nahIM hai| pajala to solva ho jAtA praznakartA: 'jJAnI' ko solva ho jAtA hai, lekina dUsare sabhI ko to paramAnenTa hI hai?
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________________ Atmabodha 27 dAdAzrI : aisA hai, vo anubhava paramAnenTa hai, lekina aisA kAyadesara (niyamAmusAra) paramAnenTa nahIM hai| paramAnenTa hai, isako sat bolA jAtA hai| sat hai vo avinAzI hotA hai| ye pajala hai vo avasthA haiM aura avasthA mAtra vinAzI hai| basa, chaH avinAzI tatva hai aura usakI jo avasthA hotI hai, vo saba vinAzI hai| ye zarIra vo avasthA hai, ye per3a-patte vo avasthA hai, vo mUla tatva nahIM haiN| mUla tatva avinAzI hai aura usakI avasthA hai, vo saba vinAzI hai| aura saba loga avasthA ko hI bolate hai ki 'maiM hU~, maiM huuN|' loga vinAzI ko 'maiM hU~' bolate hai / apanA khuda kA tatva samajha meM A jAye ki merA khuda kA tatva avinAzI hai| lekina avasthA ko 'maiM hU~' bolate haiM, isase khuda bhI vinAzI ho jAtA hai| paramANu hai vo avinAzI hai lekina eka paramANu hai aise aneka paramANu (ikaTThe) ho gaye to avasthA ho gii| vo avasthA vinAzI hai| phira paramANu saba bikhara gaye, to paramANu avinAzI hai| binA AkAza to jagaha nahIM hai| AkAza yAne avakAza, spesa ! saba jagaha para AkAza hI hai| Apa baiThe haiM, vo bhI AkAza meM hI baiThe haiN| avakAza kA AkAza ho gayA hai| avakAza avinAzI tattva hai| praznakartA: per3a meM bhI jIva hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, hai| jo bhI jIva hai vo sabhI dikhate haiM, cetana nahIM dikhatA | praznakartA: patthara meM bhI jIva hai? dAdAzrI : patthara meM aMdara jIva rahatA hai| lekina TUTa gayA phira kucha nahIM aura kucha patthara meM, jo kAlA patthara rahatA hai, jisako lAvArasa bolate hai, usameM koI jIva nahIM hai| jo sapheda patthara hai yA lAla patthara hai, usake aMdara jIva hai| vo saba pRthvIkAya jIva hai| pAnI bhI jIva hai| pAnI bhI jIva kA hI banA huA hai| vo apakAya jIva hai| apa Atmabodha yAne pAnI aura kAya yAne zarIra, pAnI rUpI zarIra jisakA hai vo jIva, usakA zarIra hI pAnI kA hai| bekTeriyA bolate haiM, vo alaga hai, vo to mAikroskopa se dekha sakate hai aura apakAya nahIM dekha sakate, vo jIva kA pAnI rUpI zarIra hai| havA bhI jIva hai, vo vAyukAya jIva hai| ye agni hai na, usameM jo lAla lAla camakatA hai, vo bhI jIva hai, vo khuda hI tejakAya jIva hai| 28 rUpa-raMga AtmA meM nahIM hotA hai| jo anAtmA hai, usameM rUpa-raMga rahatA hai| kAlA, pIlA, lAla, sapheda, vo saba raMga aura aisA moTA, patalA, U~cA, nIcA, vo bhI saba anAtma vibhAga kA hai| AtmA meM, cetana meM aisA nahIM hai| cetana to parama jyoti svarUpa hai| ye A~kha hai, kAna hai, indriya hai, ina sabase jo jJAna jAna liyA, vo saba rileTiva karekTa hai aura vo TempararI eDajasTamenTa hai, noTa paramAnenTa ! praznakartA: to indriyoM se jo jJAna hotA hai, vaha jJAna nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : vo rileTiva jJAna hai and all these relative are temporary adjustment, not a single adjustment is permanent in this world !! cetana hai vo bhI paramAnenTa hai aura jar3a hai vo bhI paramAnenTa hai| jo jar3a paramANu svarUpa kA hai vo paramAneMTa hai| lekina paramANu hai use A~kha se dekha nahIM sakate, aNu taka kA dekha sakate hai, lekina paramANu taka kA koI nahIM dekha sktaa| vo to 'jJAnI puruSa' aura tIrthaMkara hI dekha sakate haiN| jisako paramANu bolate haiM, ye paramANu phira pudgala hote haiN| ye paramANu saba ikaTThe hokara pudgala hotA hai, vo skaMdha hotA hai| paramANu A~kha se dekha sake aisA nahIM hotaa| lekina skaMdha hai, vo A~kha se dekha sakate hai| lekina vo bhI paramANu kA hI hai aura nizcetana cetana hai| praznakartA: nizcetana cetana hai to use cetana kyoM bolA?
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________________ Atmabodha 30 Atmabodha dAdAzrI : vo hI samajhane kA hai| vo cetana nahIM hai, nizcetana cetana hai| cetana jaisA dikhatA hai, lakSaNa cetana jaise hai lekina gaNadharma cetana kA nahIM hai| koI AdamI ne ghaDI ko cAbI diyA, phira vo ghaDI calatI hai, aise vaha cArja ho gayA hai, vaha hI DiscArja hotA hai| pichale janma meM cArja ho gayA thA, vo hI abhI isa janma meM DiscArja hotA hai| janma se mRtyu paryaMta DiscArja hotA hai aura usI samaya aMdara cArja bhI ho rahA hai| vo hI Age ke janma meM phira DiscArja ho jaayegaa| cArja do prakAra ke hai| kaI loga sabhI logoM ko sakha ho aise hI kArya karate haiM to jagata isameM khuza (hotA) hai ki ye barAbara hai| jo saba ke lie acchA karma karatA hai, to saba loga usako mAnya karate hai| lekina isakA bhI cArja hotA hai, ye pojhITiva cArja hai| kaI AdamI dUsaroM ko duHkha dete hai, vo negeTiva cArja hai| cArja nahIM honA vo hI makhya bAta hai| cArja baMda ho gayA to phira ciMtA nahIM hotI hai aura saMsAra meM bhI raha sakatA hai| jhagar3A bar3ha gyaa| praznakartA : chaH pArTanara kauna haiM? dAdAzrI : ye cha: pArTanara kyA bolane lage ki apane chaH pArTanara hokara bijanesa claayeNge| to pahalA pArTanara AyA ki 'bhAI ! bijanesa ke lie jagaha hamArI!' jagaha cAhiye ki nahIM? vo AkAza detA hai| avakAza, vo vana opha dhI pArTanara hai| dUsarA pArTanara bolatA hai ki, jo mAla cAhiye, jitanA cAhiye, utanA le jAo, hama degaa| mAla hama bheja degA, lekina kArTiMga hama nahIM kregaa| maiTeriyala saba pudgala detA hai| usakI bhI 1/6th pArTanarazipa hai| vo saba kATiMga kara detA hai| mAla lAnele jAne kA kAma vo karatA hai| jaDa meM yA cetana meM Ane-jAne kI zakti nahIM hai| Ane-jAne ke lie ye tattva hai| tIsarA bhAgIdAra kATiMgavAlA hai| vo gati sahAyaka tattva hai| cauthA pArTanara sthiti sahAyaka tattva hai| vo saba nikammA mAla pheMka detA hai| maiTeriyala ko sthira karatA hai| pA~cavA pArTanara vo menejamenTa karatA hai| vo saba TAimiMga detA hai| vo kAla tatva hai| chaThA Atmatatva hai| usako kyA kAma karane kA? sirpha dekhabhAla rakhane kii| Atmatatva hI eka aisA hai, jisameM caitanya hai, jJAna-darzana hai| ye AtmA hai na, vo Apa khuda haiN| Apako sirpha dekhabhAla rakhane kI thI ki, 'saba kyA kara rahe haiN|' usake badale Apa bolate haiM, 'ye saba maiMne kiyaa|' to pArTanaro meM jhagar3A huaa| isalie saba pArTanara korTa meM jhagar3A karate haiN| kamala aura pAnI meM koI jhagar3A nahIM hai, aisA saMsAra aura jJAna ko koI jhagar3A nhiiN| donoM alaga hI haiN| mAtra roMga bilIpha hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' saba roMga bilIpha ko phrekcara kara dete haiM aura saMsAra saba alaga ho jAtA hai| abhI Apa 'jJAnI' se vimukha haiN| jaba 'jJAnI' se sanmukha ho jAyeMge, taba saMsAra chUTa jaayegaa| jagata kI vAstavikatA ! praznakartA : maiM Apake pAsa jJAna jAnane AyA huuN| ravIndra to nAma diyA hai, Apako pahacAna karane ke lie| jaise dukAna kA nAma hotA hai ki janarala TreDarsa, to vo kyA mAlika kA nAma hai? aura mAlika ko koI bolegA ki, janarala TreDarsa, idhara Ao, idhara Ao! aisA 'ravIndra' to dukAna kA nAma hai| isameM cha: pArTanara hai| isa kampanI meM cha: pArTanara hai aura jaba zAdI karatA hai, taba phira ye dUsare chaha pArTanara huA to 6+6 kA korporezana ho gyaa| phira eka lar3akA huA to ora chaH pArTanara huA, lar3akI huI to ora cha: pArTanara huA, phira saba pArTanara jhagar3ate haiM aMdara hI aMdara, mArAmArI, laTThAbAjI!! ye cha: pArTanara apanA apanA kAma saMbhAla lete haiN| hameM apanA kAma saMbhAla lene kA hai| lekina hama Igoijma karate hai ki, 'maiM bolatA hU~, ye saba maiMne kiyaa| 'maiMne kiyA aisA bola diyA, phira bAkI ke saba pArTanara Apake sAtha pUrA dina jhagar3ate hai| isakA korTa meM jhagaDA calatA hai| phira vAIpha ke cha: pArTanara A gaye, phira to korporezana ho gayA aura
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : Apako rileTiva jJAna jAnane kA vicAra hai ki rIyala jJAna jAnane kA vicAra hai? jJAna do prakAra ke hote haiN| eka rileTiva jJAna hai, dUsarA rIyala jJAna hai| rIyala jJAna paramAnenTa hai aura rileTiva jJAna TempararI hai| to Apako kyA jAnane kA vicAra hai? jo pustaka meM likhA gayA. vo saba TempararI jJAna hai| to Apako kyA jAnanA hai? praznakartA : paramAnenTa hI jAnanA hai| dAdAzrI : jo vAstavika hai, vo paramAneMTa hai| praznakartA : jJAna jo hai, vaha paramAnenTa honA caahie| TempararI jJAna se koI phAyadA nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : maiM ye hI cAhatA huuN| dAdAzrI : ye saba loga jAnate haiM, vo prAkRta jJAna jAnate hai| sacce jJAna kI bAta isameM nahIM hai| ye saba prAkRta jJAna hai| AtmajJAna cAhate ho to bolane kA ki AtmajJAna kI bAta meM 'maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA hU~' aisA bhAva honA caahie| nahIM to Igoijma hotA hai ki 'maiM kucha jAnatA huuN|' prakRti usako calAtI hai, aura bolatA hai ki 'maiM calAtA haiN| aisI usako bhrAMti hai| dharma bhI prakRti karAtI hai aura bolatA hai 'maiM dharma karatA huuN|' tapa karatA hai, vo prakRti karAtI hai| tyAga karatA hai, vo prakRti karAtI hai| corI karatA hai, vo prakRti karAtI hai| jahA~ taka puruSa nahIM huA, vahA~ taka prakRti hI karAtI hai aura puruSa ho jAye to kAma ho gyaa| 'jJAnI puruSa' kI kRpA se puruSa aura prakRti alaga ho jAte haiN| puruSa ho gayA phira saccA puruSArtha hotA hai, nahIM to vahA~ taka saccA puruSArtha nahIM hai| vo bhrAMti kA puruSArtha hai| saba bolate haiM ki AtmajJAna (prApta) kro| lekina jahA~ taka AtmajJAna nahIM milatA, vahA~ taka prakRtijJAna kA abhyAsa karo, usako jaano| ye zarIra meM jo maikenikala pArTsa haiM, vo saba prakRti hai| isameM kucha karane kI jarurata nahIM hai| jaise ye dAr3hI ke bAla aise hI bar3hate hai na?! puruSadharma samajhanA cAhie aura prakRti kA dharma bhI samajhanA caahie| prakRtidharma saMsAra calAne ke lie samajhanA cAhie aura mokSa meM jAne ke lie puruSa dharma samajhanA caahie| dAdAzrI : sArI duniyA meM TempararI jJAna hI calatA hai| vo TempararI aiDajasTamenTa hai, paramAnenTa aiDajasTamenTa nahIM hai| TempararI aiDajasTamenTa kyoM bolA jAtA hai? kyoMki isase bahuta Age jAnane kA hai| saMsAra calAne ke lie TempararI jJAna hai lekina vAstava meM jagata kyA hai, bhagavAna kyA hai, jagata kauna calAtA hai, kaise calatA hai, ye saba rIyala jJAna jAnanA caahie| vAstavika jAnanA caahie| vAstavika koI pustaka meM nahIM likhA hai| Apako kyA jAnane kA vicAra hai? hama donoM bAta batA dete haiN| vAstavika bhI aura vo dUsarA bhI batAte haiN| praznakartA : jo likhA hai vo to bahuta kucha jAna cukA huuN| dAdAzrI : Apa likhA huA saba jAna cuke haiM, lekina likhA huA hai, vo jAnane meM kucha phAyadA nahIM hotaa| vo saba TempararI jJAna hai| hamane taya kiyA ki dUsaroM ke sAtha jhUTha nahIM bolane kA, saca hI bolane kA hai| saba jagaha para likhA hai ki saca bolanA, lekina jhUTha to bolanA hI par3atA hai| kyoMki vo TempararI jJAna hai aura paramAnenTa jJAna jAna leM to phira vo jhUTha bola hI nahIM sktaa| paramAnenTa jJAna to khuda kriyAkArI hai| jo hama bolate haiM, vo kabhI pustaka meM par3hI nahIM, kabhI sunI nahIM, aisI bAteM bolate haiM lekina haiM vAstavika, yaha ApakI AtmA kabUla kregii| Apa khuda kauna ho? dAdAzrI : ApakA nAma kyA hai? praznakartA : rviindr| dAdAzrI : ravIndra to ApakA nAma hai, Apa khuda kauna haiM? praznakartA : maiM eka insAna huuN|
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : insAna to ye zarIra ko kahate haiN| cAra paira ho to pazu kahate haiN| to Apa khuda kauna haiM? praznakartA : ravIndra hI huuN| pahacAna ke lie diyA huA nAma hai| dAdAzrI : ApakA nAma ravIndra hai, ye to hama bhI kabUla karate haiN| jaise koI dukAna kA borDa ho ki janarala TreDarsa, to usake mAlika ko hama bulAyeM ki 'heya, janarala TreDarsa idhara aao|' to kaisA hogA? ravIndra to Apako pahacAnane kA borDa hai| Apa khuda kauna haiM? 'merA nAma ravIndra' aura 'maiM ravIndra', isameM koI pharka lagatA hai kyA? jaise 'ye zarIra merA hai' aisA kahate ho ki 'maiM zarIra hU~' aisA kahate ho? praznakartA : 'merA zarIra hai' aisA khuuNgaa| dAdAzrI : 'merA mAinDa' kahate ho ki 'maiM mAinDa hU~' kahate ho? praznakartA : 'merA mAinDa' kahatA huuN| dAdAzrI : aura spIca? praznakartA : 'merI spIca' kahatA huuN| dAdAzrI : isakA matalaba ye ki Apa mAinDa, spIca aura zarIra ke mAlika haiM, to Apa khuda kauna ho? isakI talAza kI hai yA nahIM? zAdI kI taba aurata talAza karake lAye the ki nahIM? to khuda kI hI talAza nahIM kI? ye saba to rileTiva hai aura Apa khada rIyala hai| All these Relatives are temporary adjustments and Real is Permanent. ko rIyalAija karane kI hai aura usake lie sabase pahale jagata ko bhUlanA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, jagata vismRta karane kA hai, lekina vo pahale bhUlA nahIM jA sakatA hai na?! bhagavAna kA rIyalAijezana ho gayA to jagata bhUla jaayegaa| hamako phorenavAle bolate haiM ki, bhagavAna kI pahacAna karane ke lie zorTakaTa batA do| to hamane batAyA ki separatel and My with separator! _ 'I' kauna ? 'My' kyA ? Apa jo 'I' bolate hai, vo saccI bAta nahIM hai| koI pUche ki 'ravIndra kauna hai?' to pahale Apa bolate haiM ki 'maiM ravIndra huuN|' phira pUche ki 'ravIndra kisakA nAma hai?' to Apa bolate hai ki 'merA nAma hai|' yaha virodhAbhAsa lagatA nahIM Apako? ye saba virodhAbhAsa hai, to separate 'T' & 'My'. pahale ye pA~va alaga rakha diyA, 'mAya phITa', phira hAtha alaga rakha diyA, 'mAya hendd'| phira sara alaga rakha diyA, 'mAya heDa' aura 'mAya mAinDa' bolate haiM ki 'maiM mAinDa hU~' bolate haiM? praznakartA : 'My Mind'. dAdAzrI : to usako bhI dUra rakhane kaa| 'mAya Igoijma' bolate hai ki 'maiM Igoijma hU~' bolate haiM? praznakartA : 'My Egoism.' dAdAzrI : to usako bhI dUra rakhane kaa| phira 'maiM buddhi hU~' aisA bolate haiM ki 'merI buddhi' aisA bolate haiM? praznakartA : 'My Intellect.' dAdAzrI : to usako bhI dUra rakhane kaa| mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra rIyala bAta eka daphe karo to phira sabhI paz2ala solva ho jAte haiN| bhagavAna ko pahacAnane ke lie eka hI rIta nahIM hai, dUsarI bhI bahuta rIta hai| praznakartA : jagata meM sabase baDI DiphikalTI hogI to vaha bhagavAna
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha praznakartA : 'I' ko 'My' se separeTa kahA~ taka kara sakate haiM? jo roja kI jiMdagI hai vaha jiMdagI bhI to calAnI hai, usameM to dhaMdhA hai, vyavahAra hai, rileTiva hai, mA~-bApa hai| dAdAzrI : vo chor3a dene kA nahIM hai| vo to ApakI samajha meM rakhane kA ki This is not mine, This is not mine. aurata-lar3ake saba rakhane kA, vo chor3a dene kI cIja nahIM hai| vo to rakhane kI cIja hai| lekina samajha jAne kA ki This is 'My' and not 'T'. itanA samajha jAne kaa| saba alaga rakhane kaa| saba alaga rakha diyA, phira kyA rahegA? praznakartA : kucha nahIM rhegaa| dAdAzrI : 'I' rahegA! -My' calA gayA, ki '1' rhegaa| vo hI bhagavAna hai, vo hI kRSNa hai| jidhara 'My' nahIM, vahA~ '1' hai, vo hI AtmA hai, vo hI paramAtmA hai| abhI to 'My' kI cuMgala meM A gaye hai, isalie 'ye merA, ye merA, ye merA' karate haiN| hama lonAvAlA gaye the| vahA~ hamako eka jarmana 'kapala' milA thaa| vo hamako bolane lagA ki hameM God (bhagavAna) batA do| hamane bola diyA ki separate 'T' and 'My' with separator. jo bAkI rahatA hai, vo 'T' hai aura 'T' is God. lekina separeTara kA DIlara maiM huuN| separeTara ke binA separeTa nahIM ho skegaa| to separeTara mere pAsa se le jaanaa| separeTara to cAhie na? Apa kahA~ taka separeTa karate jAyeMge? mAya mAinDa, mAya inTalekTa, mAya Igoijma vahA~ taka jaayeNge| lekina Igoijama se Age kaise jAyeMge? jahA~ taka sthUla hai, vahA~ taka Apa jaayeNge| lekina isake Age sUkSma hai aura sUkSma se Age kAraNa hai, kaoNja hai| vo 'samajha' Apa kahA~ se lAyeMge? vo to hamAre pAsa hai| T & 'My' kA separezana kiyA to 'T' is God ! lekina Apa khuda se (apane Apa) pUre separeTa nahIM ho skeNge| vo separeTa karane kA kAma 'jJAnI puruSa' kA hI hai| vo hama Apako karavA dete haiN| kitane janmoM se bhaTakate haiM lekina saccI bAta nahIM jaanii| kisa pustaka meM aisI bAta batAyI hai? aura bhagavAna ko talAza karane ke lie kitanI pustakeM haiM?! aura itanI pustakeM par3hakara bhI kisI ko bhagavAna nahIM mile!!! pustaka to kyA batAtI hai ki bhagavAna uttara meM hai aura saba loga dakSiNa meM jAte hai aura bolate haiM ki maiM bhagavAna kI talAza karane ko jAtA huuN| bAhara se 'dukAna' saba cIja ko bola diyA ki this is 'My' to samajha gayA ki This is not'1'. phira eka zarIra ke lie AyA to This is 'My', not 'I'. phira 'I' kI talAza kro| hamane vo hI talAza kara liyaa| All these relatives are temporary adjustment. 'My' is temporary and 'T' is permanent. praznakartA : spIrIcyuala velDIMga hai aura ye phiz2ikala velDIMga hai yAne yaha zarIra aura AtmA, donoM meM kucha kanekzana hai? dAdAzrI : kanekzana hai hii| lekina donoM alaga haiN| praznakartA : kaise? dAdAzrI : Apa donoM ko separeTa kara sakate haiN| praznakartA : Apake pAsa ye separeTa karane kI koI Tekanika hai yA giphTa hai? dAdAzrI : giphTa hai, ye necarala giphTa hai| This is but natural. praznakartA : mujhe lagatA hai ki Apake pAsa kacha Tekanika honI cAhie ki jisase '1' aura 'My' separeTa kara ske| dAdAzrI : ye Tekanika nahIM hai, ye 'vijJAna' hai, ye 'prakAza' hai|
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________________ Atmabodha __37 Atmabodha ye to thiyarI opha aibsolyUTijma hai, hama thIyarama opha aibsolyUTijma meM hai| hamAre pAsa aibsolyUTa vijJAna hai| vo saba hama Apako batAte haiN| aibsolyUTa vijJAna kaba prApta hotA hai? ye zarIra kA, mana kA, vANI kA, saba kA mAlikIbhAva chUTa jAtA hai, taba aibsolyUTa vijJAna prApta hotA hai, nahIM to nahIM hotaa| AdhyAtma meM blaMDara kyA ? misTeka kyA ? Apa khuda' bhagavAna hI haiN| ApakA koI uparI hI nahIM hai| hamane dekhA hai ki koI bhagavAna bhI Apake uparI nahIM hai| Apake bosa kauna haiM? Apake blaMDara aura misTeka / vo cale jAye to ApakA koI uparI nahIM hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' pahale blaMDara toDa dete haiM, phira misTeka Apako nikAlanI caahiye| blaMDara meM kyA hai? 'maiM ravIndra hU~', vo jo ApakI bilIpha hai, vo Aropita bhAva hai| jidhara Apa nahIM hai, udhara Apa bolate haiM, ki 'maiM huuN|' usakA bhagavAna ke vahA~ kyA nyAya hotA hai? vo blaMDara bolA jAtA hai| jahA~ khuda hai, vahA~ khuda kI pahacAna nahIM hai| 'maiM ravIndra hU~, maiM isakA phAdara hU~, maiM isakA cAcA hU~', vo saba Aropita bhAva hai| usako blaMDara bolA jAtA hai| vo blaMDara calA jAye phira sirpha misTeka hI rhegii| selpha rIyalAijezana kiyA, phira Aropita bhAva nahIM rahegA, blaMDara nahIM rahegA, misTeka hI rhegii| vo misTeka Apako kaise nikAlane kI, vo phira 'jJAnI puruSa' batA deNge| praznakartA : aisA koI Aja isa duniyA meM hai, jisako blaMDara aura misTeka nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, hamAre saba blaMDara aura misTeka cale gaye haiN| hamArI eka bhI sthUla bhUla nahIM hai| sthUla bhUla to saba loga samajha jAte haiM ki isane bhUla kI, vo sthUla bhUla bolI jAtI hai| dUsarI sUkSma bhUla hotI hai| sUkSma bhUla saba loga nahIM jAna skte| lekina koI buddhivAlA vicakSaNa AdamI ho to vo samajha jAtA hai ki isane bhUla kI, ye sUkSma bhUla hai| aisI sthUla bhUla aura sUkSma bhala hamAre meM nahIM hai| sakSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUla hai, vo kisI ko bhI nukasAna nahIM karatI hai, duniyA meM koI cIja ko nukasAna nahIM karatI hai| ye zarIra ke onara (mAlika) haiM Apa? aura spIca ke onara haiM? aura mAinDa ke bhI onara haiM? Apa bolate haiM ki mAya mAinDa, mAya bor3I, mAya spIca to usakI jimmedArI A gii| kyA jimmedArI hai? ki ye mAinDa, boDI aura spIca ye iphekTiva hai| kisI ne gAlI de dI, to ye mAinDa iphekTiva hai, isa lie mAinDa ko iphekTa ho jAtI hai| lekina Apa bolate haiM mAya mAinDa, to ye iphekTa Apako hI lagatI hai| selpha ko rIyalAiz2a kiyA, phira Apako iphekTa nahIM lgtii| phira Apa boleMge, 'ravIndra ye ApakI DAka hai, hamArI DAka nahIM hai|' 'maiM ravIndra hU~' vo roMga bilIpha hai| apane rIyala svarupa ko, rIyalI 'maiM khuda kauna hU~' jAna leM to phira rAiTa bilIpha ho jAtI hai| vo rAiTa bilIpha ho gayI, phira rAiTa jJAna ho jAtA hai aura phira rAiTa vartana ho jAtA hai, to khuda hI 'khuda' ho jAtA hai| phira 'khuda' hI 'khudA' ho jAtA hai| jo 'khuda' hai vo hI 'khudA' ho jAtA hai| paramAnenTa zAMti kaise ? praznakartA : khuda ko pahacAnane ke lie, zuddha hone ke lie kyA sAdhana karanA cAhiye? dAdAzrI : vo pahacAnane se Apako kyA phAyadA hogA? praznakartA : shaaNti| dAdAzrI : paramAnenTa zAMti cAhate ho? thoDI dera jhagar3A karanA, phira zAMta ho jAnA, aisI TempararI zAMti meM kyA phAyadA? zAMti do prakAra
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________________ Atmabodha 39 kI rahatI hai| eka AdamI ko ghara meM ThaMDa bahuta lagatI hai, to vo dhUpa meM calA jAtA hai to vahA~ zAMti hotI hai aura samara meM dhUpa meM bahuta garmI lagatI hai to jaba per3a ke nIce baiThatA hai, to zAMti lagatI hai| vo saba TempararI zAMti hai| Apako paramAneMTa zAMti cAhiye ? praznakartA: hA~, paramAneMTa zAMti hI cAhiye / dAdAzrI : phira kyA karegA paramAneMTa zAMti ko? abhI taka to dekhI hI nahIM hai na? sunA bhI nahIM hai na? praznakartA: hA~, lekina hara vakta azAMti se kyA phAyadA? zAMti kahA~ se mile, usakA upAya btaaie| dAdAzrI : azAMti kahA~ se lAye? usake sAmane kI hI dukAna hai zAMti kii| Apako zAMti kA upAya cAhiye hai ki zAMti cAhiye ? Apako jo cAhiye hai vo deNge| aMtara zAMti mila gaI aura aMtara dAha miTa gayA, to vo hI mukti kI saccI TikiTa hai| vo hI mokSa kA lAyasansa hai / praznakartA: pIsa oNpha mAinDa nahIM rahane kA kaoNz2a kyA hai? dAdAzrI : usakA jo kaoNz2a hai na, vo ajJAnatA hai| dUsarA koI kaoNz2a nahIM hai| jJAna se pIsa oNpha mAinDa kAyama rahatA hai aura apane hareka kAma hote haiN| Apako to aisA lagatA hai na ki maiM calAtA hU~ ? That is complete wrong! praznakartA: calAyeM yA nA calAyeM, lekina rispaoNsibiliTI to apane upara hI hai na? dAdAzrI Apako jitanI jimmedArI hai, isase bhI jyAdA jimmedArIvAlA ho to bhI pIsa oNpha mAinDa kAyama rahanA caahie| praznakartA : maiM vo hI pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki ye pIsa oNpha mAinDa kaise rahegA? 40 Atmabodha dAdAzrI : pIsa oNpha mAinDa kyoM nahIM rahatA hai? vo ajJAnatA se nahIM rahatA hai, vo roMga bilIpha se nahIM rahatA hai| rAiTa bilIpha se pIsa oNpha mAinDa rahatA hI hai| ye to eka galatI huI, usase dUsarI galatI, tIsarI galatI, vo saba galatI hI cala rahI hai| khuda meM azAMti hotI hI nhiiN| khuda meM hI AnaMda hai| 'Apa' 'ravIndra' ho gaye ki azAMti ho jAtI hai| 'maiM ravIndra hU~' vo kalpita bhAva hai, Aropita bhAva hai| ye roMga bilIpha hai| Apa khuda kauna haiM, vo jAna liyA vahI rAiTa bilIpha hai| praznakartA : rAiTa bilIpha vyavahAra ko kucha madada karatI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, usase Adarza lAipha ho jAtI hai| roMga bilIpha na ho to usakI lAipha Adarza hotI hai| saMsAra paribhramaNa kA rUTa kaoNz2a ! praznakartA: dAdAjI, thor3A sA AtmA ke viSaya meM batAiye ki ye jagata kA rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? dAdAzrI : dekhiye, ye saMsAra kahA~ se khar3A ho gayA? ye saMsAra kA rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? isakA rUTa kaoNz2a ajJAna hai| kauna sA ajJAna ? sAMsArika ajJAna? nahIM, sAMsArika ajJAna to sabhI kA gayA hai ki 'maiM vakIla hU~, maiM DAkTara huuN|' vo to gayA hI hai sabhI ko| lekina 'maiM khuda kauna hU~' usakA hI ajJAna hai| vo ajJAna se hI khar3A ho gayA hai| jJAnI puruSa kI kRpA hone se eka ghaMTe meM ajJAna calA jAtA hai, nahIM to karor3oM janma ho jAye to bhI nahIM jaataa| praznakartA: AdamI ko bacapana se aisI TreniMga mile to jJAnI ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vo TreniMga se nahIM hotaa| sArI duniyA hI ajJAna pradAna karatI hai| Apa choTe the, taba se hI ajJAna pradAna karatI hai, 'Apa' ko 'ravIndra' nAma lagA diyA ki ye 'ravIndra' hai, ye 'ravIndra' AyA, ye do sAla kA ho gyaa| saba logoM ne bhI 'Apa' ko 'ravIndra' bola diyA,
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha bAta hai| saba loga paise ke lie maMthana karatA hai aura Apa khuda kI pahacAna ke lie maMthana karate hai| vo baDI tArIpha kI bAta hai| Apane vo saca mAna liyaa| 'ye ravIndra ne kiyA, ravIndra abhI pA~ca sAla kA ho gayA', vo saba Apane saca mAna liyaa| phira bar3e ho gaye aura zAdI kI to saba loga bolane lage ki 'ye isakA pati hai', to vo bhI Apane saca mAna liyaa| phira lar3akA ho gayA to 'ye lar3ake kA phAdara hai' aisA bhI Apane saca mAna liyaa| Apako khuda kI pahacAna nahIM aura Apako ye saba roMga bilIpha ho gyii| isase saba bhUla ho gyii| to sabase pahale selpha ko rIyalAija karanA caahie| lekina vo kauna karAyeMge? duniyA meM kabhI koI daphe koI jJAnI hote hai| vahA~ maukA mila gayA to saccI bAta mAlUma ho jAtI hai| Apa khuda kauna haiM? praznakartA : maiM eka jIva huuN| dAdAzrI : jIva to jo maratA hai aura jindA rahatA hai, usako jIva bolA jAtA hai| Apako amara hone kA vicAra nahIM? praznakartA : amara hone kI bAta kahI, to prazna yaha hai ki jIte jI amara yA marane ke bAda amara? dAdAzrI : abhI to jIte jI amara, phira marane kA bhaya nahIM lagatA aura Apako to aise koI dhaula (tamAcA) lagAtA hai na, to 'hamako, hamako, hamako' karane lgeNge| kyA 'hamako, hamako' bolate hai? 'hama' kisako mAnA hai Apane? ravIndra ko 'hama' mAnA hai? Apa khuda ko to pahacAnate nahIM, phira 'hama ko, hama ko' kyA bolate ho! maiM ravIndra hU~, vo galata bAta hai| aise anAdi se vo hI bhUla saMsAra meM calI AyI hai| khuda kI pahacAna karo ki, 'Apa khada kauna haiN'| phira khadA ho jaayeNge| phira bhagavAna Apake pAsa se jAyeMge hI nahIM kbhii| 'maiM ravIndra hU~', vahA~ taka bhagavAna Apake pAsa AyeMge bhI nhiiN| khuda kI pahacAna abhI taka nahIM kI? praznakartA : usI kA to maiM maMthana kara rahA huuN| dAdAzrI : khuda kI pahacAna karane kA maMthana karatA hai, bar3I bhArI praznakartA : jaba taka mujhe khuda kA anubhava nahIM hogA, Atma anubhava nahIM hogA, taba taka maiM Age nahIM bar3ha sakatA? dAdAzrI: hama eka ghaMTe meM Apako AtmA kA anubhava karA deMge, phira kabhI AtmA nahIM calI jAyegI aura kSAyaka samakita ho jaayegaa| "ego meM zASao appA, nANa dazzaNa saMjUo, zeSA meM bAhirAbhAvA, savve saMjoga lkhkhnnaa| saMjoga mUlA jIveNa, pattA du:kha paraMparA, tamhA saMjoga saMbaMdham, savvam tivIheNa vosriyaamii|" aisI dazA ho jAtI hai| kabhI huA nahIM thA, lekina ye huA hai| ye gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra taka dasa Azcarya hue the| ye gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai| Apako ThIka lage to AnA, nahIM to ye to vItarAga mArga hai| hama patra nahIM bhejeNge| mithyAtva draSTi : samyak draSTi 'maiM ravIndra hU~' ye ApakI roMga bilIpha hai| 'inakA pati hU~' ye dUsarI roMga bilIpha hai| inakA pitA hU~, inakA bhAI hU~ aisI kitanI roMga bilIpheM hai? praznakartA : bahuta hai| dAdAzrI : Apa hakIkata meM kyA haiM, yaha Apako mAlUma nahIM hai| 'maiM ravIndra hU~' ye ApakI mithyAtva draSTi hai| 'maiM saccidAnaMda hU~' (maiM zuddhAtmA hU~), ye draSTi mila jAye to usako samyak draSTi bolA jAtA hai| roMga bilIpha ko mithyA darzana aura rAiTa bilIpha ko samyak darzana bolA hai| ye roMga bilIpha kA rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? ajJAnatA ! 'maiM ravIndra hU~' dA
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : lekina ApakI icchA to hai na, rIyalAijezana karane kI? ye Apane saca mAna liyA vo hI mithyAtva hai, vo hI rUTa kaoNz2a hai| vo bhautika sukha kI icchA hI mithyAtva nahIM hai| hama ye ApakI roMga bilIpha phrekcara kara dete haiM aura rAiTa bilIpha biThA dete haiN| hama Apake bhautika sukha phrekcara nahIM kara skte| usako phrekcara karane kI koI jarUrata hI nhiiN| jisakA jo khAne kA vicAra hai, vo bolate haiM, ki sAhaba, Aja hamako jalebI khAne kA vicAra hai| to hama bolate haiM ki 'khAo, ArAma se khaao|' hamako usase kucha takalIpha nahIM hai| praznakartA : abhI to jaisA calatA hai aisA calane do| selpha rIyalAija to honA cAhie lekina selpha rIyalAija karane ke lie vo zakti aura sTeja AnI caahie| dAdAzrI : isameM sTeja kaisI ? Apa punarjanma meM mAnate hai ki nahIM mAnate? pAtratA kA pramANa ! kabhI ciMtA kucha hotI hai? praznakartA : ciMtA to rahatI hI hai| dAdAzrI : eka sAla meM kitanA TAima? do TAima? praznakartA : ciMtA to roja hI hotI rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : kisa liye ciMtA karate ho? kucha kama hai Apake pAsa? praznakartA : bhagavAna kI dayA se saba kucha hai| dAdAzrI : to phira ciMtA kyoM karate ho? praznakartA : prophezana (vyavasAya) meM to ciMtA A hI jAtI hai| praznakartA : mAnatA huuN| dAdAzrI : jo punarjanma meM mAnate haiM, vo sTejavAle bole jAte haiN| jo punarjanma meM samajhate nahIM, unake lie sTeja nahIM hai| hamane ina sabhI ko selpha rIyalAija karA diyA hai, phira kabhI kucha bhI ciMtA nahIM hotI aura dhaMdhA-sarvisa saba kucha karate haiN| praznakartA : saMsAra meM aisA nahIM ho sakatA hai| dAdAzrI : saMsAra ke bAhara dUsarI jagaha kidhara hai? saMsAra ke bAhara to koI jagaha hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : jaba taka saMsAra hai, to hama selpha rIyalAija nahIM kara skte| usake lie saMsAra se alaga honA caahie| dAdAzrI : saMsAra se alaga koI huA hI nahIM thaa| kRSNa bhagavAna bhI saMsAra meM patnI ke sAtha rahate the| You are Ravindra is correct by relative view point and who are you by real view point ? dAdAzrI : waste of time and energy. bar3e C.A. ho gaye ! C.A. to kisako bolA jAtA hai? jo bahuta vicArazIla hote hai, ki ye saba kisase hotA hai? maiM kauna hU~? ye saba kyA hai? kahA~ se AyA? kaise maiM C.A. ho gayA? C.A. kauna ho gayA? ye saba rIyalAija honA caahie| praznakartA : rIyalAijezana ke lie, khuda kauna hai vo samajhane kI apanI tAkata nhiiN| praznakartA : who is to judge that ? rIyala meM kauna honA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vo jo rIyala hai na, vo samajha sakatA hai| jo rileTiva
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________________ Atmabodha 45 hai na, vo samajha nahIM sakatA aura jisane rIyalAija kiyA hai, vo samajha sakatA hai| Apa ravIndra haiM, vo bAta saccI hai? vo to ApakA nAma hai, Apa khuda kauna hai? praznakartA : No body ! dAdAzrI : No body ? No body aisA nahIM bolA jAtA hai| khuda to haiM hI, lekina Apa bolate haiM na, 'This is my hand, This is my head, my eyes'. aisA Apa bolate haiM, to bolanevAle Apa kauna haiM? aisI talAza to karanI cAhie na ? No body bola nahIM skte| to Apa khuda kauna hai, isakA rIyalAija nahIM kiyA hai? ye ghar3I rIyalAija karake lAye the? ghar3I calatI hai ki nahIM calatI hai ? praznakartA: haaN| : dAdAzrI aura vAipha ko rIyalAija kiyA thA ki nahIM? praznakartA: hA~, kiyA thA / dAdAzrI : to Apako khuda kA rIyalAija to karanA cAhie ki nahIM karanA cAhie? Apane kiyA hai? kauna hai Apa ? praznakartA: maiM AtmA huuN| dAdAzrI lekina anubhava hai Apako? : praznakartA: nahIM, anubhava nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : to aisA Apa nahIM bola skte| anubhava honA caahie| praznakartA: ye hI to muzkila hai, anubhv| dAdAzrI : anubhava karAne ke lie kitane paise kharca ho jAye to 46 calegA? Atmabodha praznakartA: samajhane meM paisoM kA savAla nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : nahIM AtA na? to paise kA savAla kisameM AtA hai? sinemA dekhane meM? sinemA dekhane ko tIna rupaye mA~gatA hai na? aura mUlI kA bhI dasa paisA letA hai na? vo mUlyavAna bolI jAtI hai aura ye amUlya hai, isakA paisA bhI nahIM rhtaa| to bhagavAna kitane phAyadAvAle (kRpAlu) haiM? koI parezAnI nahIM, koI kharca nahIM bhagavAna kI prApti honA bahuta sarala bAta hai| hama jJAna nahIM dete haiM, vahA~ taka AtmA aura deha joinTa rahate haiM, alaga nahIM hote hai| hama jJAna dete hai, taba AtmA aura deha alaga ho jAtA hai| praznakartA: hamako kaise patA lagegA ki alaga ho gaye? dAdAzrI : vo Apako khayAla meM A jAyegA ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aura vo yAda nahIM karanA pdd'egaa| aise hI khayAla meM A jAyegA / Apako koI bole ki 'ravIndra ne hamArA burA kara diyA hai, ' to Apako kucha paz2ala hotA hai kyA ? praznakartA: paz2ala to hogA na? dAdAzrI : phira solyUzana kaise hotA hai? phira aise hI peMDiMga rahatA hai? The world is the puzzle itself, there are two view point to solve this puzzle, one Relative view point and one Real view point. ye paz2ala solva ho jAye phira Apa khuda kauna haiM, vo mAlUma ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : rIyala vyU poiMTa aura rileTiva vyU poiMTa kyA hai ?
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : All these Relatives are temporary adjustment and Real is the permanent. praznakartA : But what are these adjustments? dAdAzrI : ye ApakA jo zarIra hai, ye hAtha hai, ye saba eDajasTamenTa haiM, vo saba rileTiva haiN| praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM ki hama meM aura Apa meM kucha pharka nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : koI pharka nahIM hai| maiM khuda ko pahacAnatA hU~ aura Apa khuda ko pahacAnate nahIM hai, vo hI pharka hai| dUsarA koI pharka nahIM hai| praznakartA : maiM to khuda ko pahacAnatA huuN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, Apa khuda ko nahIM phcaante| Apa to bolate hai ki, 'maiM ravIndra huuN'| vo to roMga bilIpha hai| Ravindra is correct by relative view point. you are brother of your sister is correct by relative view point, not by fact. praznakartA : kyoM? This is fact because I am borned to the same mother! By Relative view point you are Ravindra & Real view point Apa kyA hai, vo hI samajhane kI jarurata hai| You are Ravindra is correct by Relative view point & by Real view point you are pure soul (Shuddhatma). lekina Apako rIyalAija nahIM huA, vahA~ taka Apa kaise zuddhAtmA ho jAyeMge? vahA~ taka ravIndra kI DAka Apa le leNge| ye 'azoka' hai lekina vo 'azoka' kI DAka alaga hai aura unakI khuda kI posTa alaga hai| Apako koI ravIndra ke nAma kI gAlI de to Apa vo DAka le lete haiM, kyoMki Apa ravIndra ko hI pahacAnate haiM, ki maiM ravIndra huuN| Real view point & Relative view point samajha jAyeM to duniyA meM koI bAdhA nahIM aayegii| aisA mahAvIra bhagavAna kA vijJAna hai, caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA vijJAna hai| Apako kucha bhI chor3a dene kA nahIM hai| bAta hI samajhane kI hai ki ye DAka isakI hai aura ye DAka merI hai| dAdAzrI : But It is correct by relative view point, not by real view point ! and this is only temporary adjustment! You are permanent. lekina vo Apako mAlUma nhiiN| Apa boleMge ki 'maiM ravIndra hU~, abhI javAna huuN|' phira vRddha ho jAyeMge, kyoMki ravIndra TempararI eDajasTamenTa hai| do leMgveja haiN| eka rileTiva leMgveja hai, eka rIyala leMgveja hai| rIyala leMgveja 'jJAnI puruSa' sArI duniyA meM akele hI jAnate haiN| saba loga rileTiva leMgveja jAnate haiN| Relative language is temporary adjustment and Real language is permanent adjustment ! rileTiva leMgveja meM duniyA ke loga kyA bolate haiM, 'God is the creator of this world' aura aisA hI sArA jagata mAnatA hai| lekina vo rileTiva karekTa hai, rIyala karekTa bAta nahIM hai| sabhI apane vyU poiMTa se sacce hai, noTa bAya phaikTa. vyU poiMTa, vo phaikTa nahIM hai| By real language, the world is the puzzle itself! vo rIyala karekTa hai| rIyala karekTa jAno to mokSa milatA hai| Apake aMdara hai, vo khuda hI paramAtmA hai| vo paramAtmA ApakI samajha meM A jAye, to phira Apa bhI paramAtmA ho jAte haiN| jahA~ taka Apa ravIndra haiM, vahA~ taka vo samajha meM nahIM aayegaa| abhI to Apako 'maiM ravIndra hU~' vo hI eksapiriyansa huA hai| jaba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vo eksapiriyansa ho jAye to, saba kAma pUrA ho gyaa| Apa ravIndra nahIM hai| jo Apa nahIM hai, lekina vahA~ Apa bolate hai ki, 'maiM ravIndra hU~', vo Aropita bhAva hai, kalpita bhAva hai|
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha to rIyalAija kisakA karane kA? rIyala kA rIyalAija karane kA! rileTiva ko rIyalAija karane meM koI phAyadA nahIM hai| praznakartA : asalI jJAna to rIyala kA hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA, daraasala to hai| lekina vo cAra araba kI bastI meM 'jJAnI puruSa' akele hI jAnate haiN| dUsarA koI AdamI jAna sakatA hI nhiiN| pustaka meM aisI bAta likha nahIM sakate, kyoMki vo bAta avarNanIya hai, avaktavya hai| AtmA jo hai, usakA varNana ho sake aisA nahIM hai| lgte| jaise vo oparezana ke lie cha: ghaMTe baiThanA par3atA hai, idhara to eka ghaMTe meM oparezana kara dete haiM, within one hour only! hama sabhI logoM ko jJAna de sakate haiM, jaina ho, vaiSNava ho, muslima ho, pArasI ho yA koI bhI ho! praznakartA : vahA~ bhI to koI aMtara nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, udhara to koI matabheda hI nahIM hotA hai| saba matabheda rileTiva ke aMdara hai, rIyala ke aMdara koI matabheda nahIM hai| eka daphe rIyala kA rIyalAija ho gayA phira mukti ho gii| praznakartA : rIyala ko rIyalAija karanA koI AsAna bAta thor3I hai? dAdAzrI : vo kabhI hotA hI nhiiN| kabhI 'jJAnI puruSa' mila jAte hai, to unake pAsa hotA hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' pratyakSa mile aura unakI kRpA se mila jAtA hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' meM bhagavAna pragaTa ho gaye haiM, caudaha loka ke nAtha pragaTa ho gaye haiN| lekina hama to nimitta haiM, hama kartA nahIM haiN| nimitta se saba kucha kAma hotA hai| The world is the puzzle itself. ye paz2ala jo solva kare, usako paramAtmA pada kI DigrI milatI hai| hama ye paz2ala solva karake baiThe hai| jisakA paz2ala solva ho gayA hai, vo saba kA paz2ala solva karA sakate haiN| jisakA pajala solva nahIM huA, vo saba ye paz2ala meM Dijolva ho gaye haiN| paz2ala solva kara diyA ki sAre brahmAMDa ke upara baiTha gyaa| The world is the puzzle itself, ye pahelI daphe aisA vAkya nikala gayA hai, aisA koI bolA hI nhiiN| nayA hI vAkya, nayI hI bAta, nayA hI sAyansa hai| ye besameMTa hI nayA hai| kisI dina jagata jaba ye bAta sunegA, taba saba loga AphrIna ho jaayeNge| praznakartA : vo rIyala jJAna kaise prApta karanA hai? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnI puruSa' hai, unake pAsa jAkara Apako bolane kA ki 'hamako rIyala kA rIyalAija karA do', to vo karA deNge| praznakartA : karA deMge? praznakartA : Apa batAte haiM ki Apa nimitta haiM, lekina ApakI hI vajaha se hamArA saba kA kAma ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vo bAta ThIka hai| merI samajha meM to maiM nimitta hU~, lekina Apa sabhI ko mujhe nimitta nahIM mAnanA caahiye| Apa nimitta mAneMge, to ApakA pUrA kAma nahIM hogaa| AtmajJAna prApti kaise? dAdAzrI : hA~, saba kucha kara sakate haiN| praznakartA : turaMta karA degeM? dAdAzrI : hA~, turaMta, turaMta ! chaH mahine nahIM lagate, do dina bhI nahIM AtmA ko samajho phira duHkha kahIM bhI nahIM hai| AtmA ApakI samajha meM A jAye, darzana meM A jAye, phira kAma pUrNa ho gyaa| itanA hI samajhane kA hai| bar3e zAstra ke upara bhI vo hI likhate haiM, AtmA jAnane kI hai| dUsarA kyA likhate haiM? vo hI bAta samajhane kI hai, koI
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________________ Atmabodha 52 Atmabodha AtmA kyA cIja hai? AtmA vo hI paramAtmA hai| vo hI khuda hai| AtmA jAna lI to dUsarA kucha jAnane kA nahIM rahatA hai| AtmA alakha niraMjana hai, usakA lakSya baiTha gayA ki saba kAma pUre ho gye| bhI raste bhagavAna ko pakar3a lo! saba sAdha-sanyAsI bhagavAna kI hI khoja karate hai, lekina unake hAtha meM maikenikala AtmA AyI hai| ye phijikala zarIra hai, usake aMdara maikenikala AtmA hai| vo maikenikala AtmA ko 'AtmA' mAnate hai| vo ThIka bAta nahIM hai, pUrI bAta nahIM hai| AtmA to acala hai, avicala hai| vo selpha kA rIyalAija kabhI huA hI nahIM aura jo selpha rIyalAija kiyA hai, vo roMga kiyA hai| saccA rIyalAija kiyA, phira paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| ye zarIra dikhatA hai na, vo cetana nahIM hai| cetana cetana hI hai| ye zarIra jo sAre dina dhaMdhA karatA hai, pAnI pItA hai, zAdI karatA hai, saMsAra meM jo kucha karatA hai, vo saba meM cetana kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai| usameM cetana hai hI nhiiN| vo jo karatA hai, vo sirpha DrAmeTika putalA hai, dUsarA kucha nahIM hai aura usako hI mAnatA hai ki, 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' vo hI mAyA hai| dUsarI koI mAyA nahIM hai| jidhara khuda nahIM hai, vahA~ 'maiM hU~' bolate hai aura jidhara hai, udhara kucha qhabara nahIM, mAlUma hI nahIM hai| ___ AtmA prApta karane ke lie loga bAhara bhaTakate haiN| lekina vo kaise mile? jisako AtmA milA hai unake pAsa jAo, to vo ApakI AtmA jo aMdara hai, use khullI (prakaTa) kara dete hai| hama hamArA dete hI nahIM, ApakA hI lene kA hai| lekina Apako khayAla nahIM hai ki kidhara hai, vo hama batA dete hai| khuda kauna hai, aise khuda ke svarupa kA bhAna nahIM huA hai, vahA~ taka 'maiM karatA hU~' vo bhAna nahIM jaataa| ye jagata meM vikaTa meM vikaTa kucha hai, to vo AtmA jAnane kI bAta bahuta vikaTa hai| AtmA ke lie saba logoM ne alaga alaga kalpanA kI hai| AtmA kalpita nahIM hai| AtmA kalpanA svarUpa nahIM hai| jainoM ne alaga kalpanA kI hai. vedAMta ne bhI alaga kalpanA kI hai| vedAMta ne to bola diyA ki 'This is not that, this is not that !' AtmA jAnanA hai, to vo isameM (veda meM) nahIM hai, go Tu 'jnyaanii'| 'jJAnI' ke pAsa AtmA hai| dUsarI koI jagaha para AtmA nahIM ho sktii| AtmA to saba jagaha para hai, lekina AtmajJAna nahIM hai| ye zarIra apanA nahIM hai, mana apanA nahIM hai, ye vANI bhI apanI nahIM hai| aura jo apanA nahIM hai usako 'merA hai, merA hai' karatA hai, isase karmabaMdhana hotA hai, isase saMsAra cAlU rahatA hai| burA karatA hai to bure phala bhugatane par3ate haiN| usase acchA karanA vo acchI cIja hai| lekina acchA karanA vo bhI bhrAMti hai| usase acchA phala milegA lekina mukti nahIM milegii| AtmA kyA hai? vo to kSetrajJa hai| kSetrajJa yAne kSetra ko jAnanevAlA hai| dUsarA kucha karanevAlA nahIM hai| saba kSetra ko jAnanevAlA, sabhI cIjoM ko jAnanevAlA hai| lekina pahale AtmA kA bhAna honA caahiye| eka bAra AtmA kA bhAna ho gayA to phira Age saba kucha ho sakatA hai| AtmA kyA cIja hai, vo kabhI spaSTa nahIM huaa| jaba 'jJAnI' hote haiM, tabhI saba cIja spaSTa hotI hai| sArI duniyA ke paz2ala solva ho jAte haiN| Atma anubhava : jJAna se yA vijJAna se ? praznakartA : jJAna kyA cIja hai? dAdAzrI : jJAna do prakAra ke rahate haiN| eka jJAna, jo kucha nahIM kara sakatA hai, vo shbdjnyaan| zAstra ke aMdara, pustaka ke aMdara, vedAnta ke aMdara jo jJAna hai, use jAna liyA lekina vo jJAna kriyAkArI nahIM hai| aura dUsarA jJAna hai, vo jJAna hI kAma karatA hai| apanA 'khuda' kA jJAna jAna liyA, vo kriyAkArI jJAna hai| praznakartA : kSara jJAna U~cA hai yA akSara jJAna?
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha merA hai, ye terA hai, yahI cala rahA hai| dAdAzrI : vo ThIka bAta hai lekina Apa jaisA bolate haiM, vo to vyavahAra ke lie bolane kA hai, sacamuca nahIM bolane kA hai| to Apa to sacamuca bolate haiN| inakA nAma pUchege to boleMge ki 'ravIndra'. lekina vo aMdara khuda samajhatA hai ki, 'vyavahAra calAne ke lie merA nAma hai, maiM khuda ye nahIM huuN|' vo DrAmeTika rahatA hai aura Apa to saca meM hI karate dAdAzrI : kSara jJAna to ye DAkTara ke pAsa hai, vakIla ke pAsa hai, vo to sabake pAsa hai| to akSara jJAna inase bar3A hai aura inase bhI bar3A an-akSara jJAna hai| hama jo jJAna dete hai, vo an-akSara jJAna hai| praznakartA : lekina an-akSara to negeTiva huA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, an-akSara yAne jahA~ zabda bhI nahIM hai| ni:shbd| akSara yAne zabda, akSara jitanA hai vo zabda se paramAnenTa hai aura vahA~ to zabda se paramAnenTa nahIM clegaa| ye 'zakkara mIThA hai' vo zabda se paramAnenTa hai, lekina vo bolane se apane ko mIThA svAda AyegA? akSara aisA hai| aura 'jJAnI puruSa' mIThA yAne kyA, vaha TesTa karA dete haiN| idhara AdhyAtmika vijJAna hai| AdhyAtmika vijJAna pustaka meM nahIM milatA hai| vo pustaka meM hotA hI nhiiN| pustaka meM to AdhyAtmika jJAna hotA hai| jaisA DrAmA meM bhartRhari rAjA hai, to vo, 'hama bhartRhari rAjA hai, ye merA rAja hai, ye merI rAnI hai|' aisA bAta karegA aura phira 'bhikSA de maiyA piMgalA' aisA bhI bolatA hai, rotA hai| to saba logoM ko du:kha hotA hai, ki ohoho, ye kitanA du:khI ho gyaa| usako khAnagI meM (vyaktigata rupa se) pUchege to vo bolegA ki, 'nahIM bhaI, hamako kucha duHkha nahIM hai, ye to hamako bhartRhari kA abhinaya karanA par3atA hai| abhinaya nahIM karegA to pagAra meM se paisA kATa legaa| maiM bhartRhari nahIM, maiM to lakSmIcaMda huuN|' to kyA vo 'maiM lakSmIcaMda hU~' aisA kabhI bhUla jAtA hai? praznakartA : jJAna aura vijJAna meM pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ye jo Ama hai, vo kaisA lagatA hai? mIThA lagatA hai na? to 'Ama mIThA hai|' aisA jJAna pustaka se hotA hai| lekina mIThA kyA hai? vo pustaka meM nahIM hotA hai, vo vijJAna hai| 'mIThA hai' vo kyA cIja hai, ye mIThA kaisA hai, vo pustaka meM nahIM hotA, vo adhyAtma vijJAna bolA jAtA hai| DrAmA kabhI saca ho sakatA hai ? duniyA meM itanI hI bAbata hai - vAMdhA (virodha), vacakA (dakhala) aura ajJAna maanytaa| 'maiM ravIndra hU~, maiM inakA phAdara hU~' ye saba bolate haiM na, vo ajJAna mAnyatA hai, roMga bilIpha hai| rAiTa bilIpha honI caahiye| praznakartA : lekina abhI to saba ajJAna meM hI ghUma rahe haiM, ye praznakartA : nahIM bhuulegaa| dAdAzrI : aura Apa khuda kauna haiM, vo bhUla gaye haiN| pahale maiM khuda kauna hU~, vo jAnanA cAhie, phira DrAmeTika rahanA caahie| vyavahAra kA nirIkSaka-parIkSaka kauna ? dAdAzrI : Apa kauna haiM? praznakartA : aatmaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, barAbara hai| abhI koI AdamI Apa ko gAlI de to Apako iphekTa hotI hai? praznakartA : vyavahAra meM hotI hai|
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________________ E Atmabodha Atmabodha hai| vo prakAza nahIM hai| prakAza to ye hai ki, 'maiM khuda AtmA hU~, zuddhAtmA hU~' aura isase prakAza ho jAtA hai| usa prakAza se saba dekha sakate haiN| dAdAzrI : to Apa AtmA nahIM hai, Apa ravIndra ho gye| jo AtmA hai, to isako gAlI nahIM lgtii| pudgala kI DAka AtmA lenevAlA nahIM hai| AtmA kI DAka pudgala lenevAlA nhiiN| donoM kI DAka alaga hai| hamako koI gAlI de, kucha bhI kare, to vo hama nahIM hai| vo pudgala hai, A.M.Patel hai| ye A.M.Patel ke sAtha hamArA chabbIsa sAla se kyA saMbaMdha hai? pahalA paDausI ho aisaa| aura usakA mAlika maiM nahIM hU~, merA mAlika ye pudgala nahIM hai, hama donoM paDausI haiN| hama dekhakara bolate haiM, pustaka meM par3hakara nahIM bolate haiN| hamako loga pUchate hai ki, Apa kahA~ se bolate haiN| maiMne kahA ki maiM dekhakara bolatA huuN| ye bAta, idhara kA eka zabda bhI pustaka meM se paDhA huA nahIM hai| ye 'akrama vijJAna' hai| duniyA meM dasa lAkha sAla meM eka daphe hotA hai| nahIM to, aisA akrama to hotA hI nhiiN| isameM tapa-tyAga kucha karane kA nhiiN| 'akrama jJAnI' ke pAsa A gayA, usakA saba kAma pUrA ho gyaa| ye bolatA hai, vaha kauna hai? ye orijinala TeparekarDa hai| hama isa vANI ke chabbIsa sAla se mAlika nahIM haiN| hama khuda meM hI rahate haiM, homa DipArTamenTa meM hI rahate hai| phorena DipArTamenTa meM jAte hI nhiiN| phorena kI bAta cala rahI hai. vo saba hama dekha rahe haiN| vyavahAra meM saba phorena hI hai| praznakartA : vyavahAra meM saba phorena kaise hai? dAdAzrI : vo saba phorena hI hai| Apa phorena ko homa mAnate haiN| lekina vo to phorena hai, to homa kA kAma kaba hogA? hama to homa meM rahate haiM aura phorena kA bhI kAma karate haiN| abhI phorena kA kAma cala rahA hai, isake para hama dekhabhAla rakhate haiN| nirIkSaka rahate haiM aura parIkSaka bhI rahate haiN| ye TeparekarDa kyA bola rahI hai, usake hama parIkSaka bhI haiN| hama judA, ye judaa| mahatvatA, bhautika jJAna kI yA svarUpa jJAna kI ? Apa jisako jJAna kahate haiM, vo lAiTa saccI lAiTa nahIM gInI jAtI hai| saccI lAiTa ho jAtI hai, to usake para saba ko AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai aura kAyama kI aMtara zAMti bhI ho jAtI hai| isalie pahale AtmA kA hI jJAna jaannaa| dUsarA saba jAnate haiM to ThIka bAta hai para pahale ye lAiTa ho gayI to sabhI (prakAra ke jJAnaprApti kI) taiyArI ho jAtI hai| tumhAre ko jo jAnane kA thA, vo saba jJAna abhI khullA (prakaTa) ho jaayegaa| lekina saccA jAnane kA kyA thA? apanA khuda kA svarUpa, vo hI prakAza hai aura duniyA meM usa prakAza se hI saba dikhatA hai aura prakAza ke binA jo dekhA, vo buddhi se dekhA hai| prakAza se dekhI huI bAta saccI hai| buddhi se dekhI huI bAta saccI nahIM hai| buddhi jo bar3ha gaI to buddha ho jAtA hai| phira ekadama buddha kI taraha phiratA hai| isalie buddhi kA bahuta phAyadA nhiiN| hamane buddhi chor3a dI, hama abudha hai| hamako buddhi itanI bhI nahIM hai, hama to 'jJAnI' hai| buddhi se kyA hotA hai? imozanala hotA hai| phira imoznala se AdamI buddhU ho jAtA hai| buddhi saMsAra ke bAhara nikalane nahIM detii| buddhi to kyA batAtI hai? munAphA aura ghaattaa| jJAnaprakAza hI saccI bAta hai| hamane Apako jo jJAnaprakAza diyA hai, usase Apako dUsarA saba jJAna hAtha meM A jAyegA aura vo saba pUrA ho jaayegaa| praznakartA : mujhe Numerology, Astrology kA jJAna thor3e samaya meM khulanevAlA hai, aisA mujhe lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : AtmA kA jJAna khula (prakaTa ho) jAye to saba jJAna khula jAte haiN| AtmA kA jJAna vo hI jJAna hai, vo hI prakAza hai, jisase saba prakAza ho jAtA hai| Numerology, Astrology vo saba sabjekTa
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________________ Atmabodha 57 Atmabodha hindustAna meM sabhI prakAra kI vidyA hai, jJAna nahIM hai| kitane prakAra kI vidyA hai aura kitane prakAra kI avidyA hai, lekina vo jJAna nahIM hai| praznakartA : jJAna to vidyA-avidyA se Age kI bAta hai na? dAdAzrI: vidyA-avidyA vo ahaMkArI jJAna hai aura (Atma)jJAna to niraahaMkArI jJAna hai| jahA~ taka ahaMkArI jJAna hai vo vidyA hai| Apa ko kucha bhI ahaMkArI jJAna hai, vo saba vidyA hai aura niraahaMkArI jJAna to jJAna hai| usakA bheda to samajhanA cAhiye ki jJAna kyA cIja hai, vidyA kyA cIja hai, avidyA kyA cIja hai? avidyA se duHkha hotA hai aura vidyA se sukha hotA hai aura jJAna se hama 'khuda' hI hote haiN| jJAna-ajJAna kA bheda ! praznakartA : jJAna eka hai ki alaga alaga hai? dAdAzrI: sabhI jIvoM ke aMdara jJAna hai, vo jJAna eka hI hai| lekina nikalatA sUrya hai vo bhI sUrya hai aura DUbatA sUrya hai vo bhI sUrya hai| vo sarya to eka hI hai, aise hI jJAna bhI eka hI hai| dharma kA jJAna hai aura adharma kA bhI jJAna hai, lekina jJAna eka hI hai| dharma aura adharma to Apako lagatA hai, hameM aisA nahIM lgtaa| hama to eka hI, jJAna hI dekhate haiN| Apako to dvandva hai na? praznakartA : jo satmArga para calatA hai, usako jJAna kahate haiM aura jo kumArga meM calatA hai, usako ajJAna kahate haiN| ajJAna yAne inake pAsa jJAna nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : aisA bhagavAna ne nahIM bolA hai| jJAna-ajJAna kA bheda kiyA hai, vo kahA~ taka bheda hai, usako maiM batA duuN| jo dharma jAnatA hai, acche kAma karatA hai vo bhI jJAna hai aura jo bure kAma karatA hai, vo bhI jJAna hai, lekina donoM 'ajJAna' hI haiN| AtmA jAna liyA, khuda ko jAna liyA, vo jJAna hI 'jJAna' hai| ye jJAna-ajJAna kA bheda maiMne btaayaa| lekina ajJAna ye bhI jJAna hai| praznakartA : jaba ajJAna hI rahe to AtmA kyA jAnegA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, 'ajJAna' vo koI kharAba cIja nahIM hai, vo bhI jJAna hai| jaise DUbatA sUrya hai aura nikalatA sUrya hai, vo sUrya hI hai| AtmA kA svarupa jAnA, vo hI 'jJAna' bolA jAtA hai| AtmA kA svarupa nahIM jAnA, lekina bAkI saba cIja jAnA to phira vo 'ajJAna' bolA jAtA hai| AtmA ke alAvA saba cIja jAne to vo 'ajJAna' bolA jAtA hai| aise isakA bheda batAyA hai, lekina jAnapanA (svayaM ko jAnanA) vo jJAna hI hai aura vo hI AtmA hai| jJAna hai, vo hI AtmA hai, dusarA koI AtmA nhiiN| AtmA aise hAtha meM pakar3A jAyeM aisI cIja nahIM hai| vo to AkAza jaisA hai| AkAza jaisA sUkSma hai| kyA Apa 'apane' dharma meM ho ? praznakartA : manuSya kA lakSya to AtmasAkSAtkAra hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, AtmasAkSAtkAra ke lie hI ye manuSya deha milA hai aura vo bhArata meM hI honA cAhie, dUsarI jagaha para nhiiN| bhArata ke alAvA dUsare sabhI dezoM ke loga punarjanma bhI nahIM samajhate haiN| bhArata deza meM punarjanma khuda to samajha jAte haiM, lekina dUsaroM ko nahIM samajhA sakate hai ki punarjanma hai| praznakartA : gItA meM kahA hai ki, majhe tattva se jo koI jAnesamajhe to phira usakA punarjanma nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, vo kyA bolate haiM ki 'mere ko tattva se jo jAnatA hai, usako punarjanma nahIM hotA hai|' tattva ko jAnane se saba vIkanesa calI jAtI hai, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha saba cale jAte haiN| gItA Apane par3hI hai? usameM batAyA hai na ki, "sarvadharmAn parityajya, mAm ekam zaraNam vrj|" vo kauna se
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dharma ko parityajya bolate hai? praznakartA : duniyA meM jo saba dharma hai vo saba ko| dAdAzrI : vo kauna se, kauna se dharma hai? praznakartA : krizciyana, islAma, hindU Adi vo saba dhrm| dAdAzrI : aura kauna se? praznakartA : aura mAnavadharma ko bhI dharma bolate haiM, vo sabako chor3a ke merI zaraNa meM A jaa| dAdAzrI : vo aisA nahIM bolate haiN| vo kyA bolate haiM? yaha kAna hai, usakA dharma kyA hai? praznakartA : sunane kaa| dAdAzrI: sunane kA kAna kA hI dharma hai ki ApakA khuda kA dharma hai? praznakartA : kAna kA dharma hai| dAdAzrI : aura dekhane kA? praznakartA : A~kha kaa| dAdAzrI : aura sUMghane kA? praznakartA : nAka kaa| dAdAzrI : aura sparza kA? nahIM bolatI hai, lekina jo ajJAnatA hai na, 'ajJAna AtmA' vo kyA bolatI hai ki 'hama sunate haiM, hama dekhate haiM, hama khAte haiM, aisA hama, hama karatA hai|' jo kAna kA dharma hai, vo ApakA dharma nahIM hai| usake para Aropa mata kro| Apa khuda ke dharma meM A jaao| phira mAinDa kA dharma kyA hai? mAinDa kA sirpha vicAra karane kA. socane kA hI dharma hai aura bolatA hai ki 'maiMne vicAra kiyaa|' buddhi kA dharma kyA hai? DisIz2ana lene kA hai| koI bhI cIja AyI to usakA DisIjana karane kA to buddhi kA dharma hai| lekina saba loga bolate hai ki 'ye DisIz2ana maiMne liyaa|' citta kA dharma kyA hai? citta kA dharma phirane kA hai| mAinDa to zarIra ke bAhara kabhI nikalatA nhiiN| citta hI bAhara nikalatA hai aura citta vahA~ oNphisa meM jAkara Tebala-TelIphona saba dekha sakatA hai, dekhakara vApasa AtA hai| aura Igoijma kA dharma kyA hai? Apa kucha kareMge na, vo saba Igoijma kA dharma hai, lekina vo 'AtmA' bolatA hai ki, 'ye maiMne kiyaa|' aisA ye pA~ca jJAnendriya, pA~ca karmendriya haiM aura mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, vo saba apane dharma meM hI haiN| vo saba dharma ko 'AtmA' bolatI hai ki 'ye saba merA hI dharma hai|' isalie 'sarva dharma parityajya aura Apa apane khuda ke dharma meM A jAiye' aisA bolate haiN| lekina khuda kA dharma kahA~ se (prApta) karegA? vo AtmajJAna binA nahIM ho sakatA aura AtmajJAna 'AtmajJAnI' ke binA nahIM ho sktaa| AtmajJAna honA cAhiye aisA saba jAnate haiM, lekina 'AtmajJAnI' ke binA phira kyA kareMge? to selpha rIyalAijezana kara liyA to phira AtmA Atmadharma meM A gyii| bAkI to, vo saba apane dharma meM hI haiN| saMsAra meM mokSa (!) praznakartA : mokSa ko hamane ucca koTi kA hI mAnA hai na? praznakartA : tvacA kaa| dAdAzrI : ye jo jJAna hai sunane kA, vo kAna kA dharma hai| usako 'AtmA' kyA bolatI hai ki, 'hama sunate haiN|' isameM 'daraasala AtmA'
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI: sukha kA sadbhAva to bahuta samaya ke bAda aayegaa| hamako A gayA hai| ye saba 'mahAtmAoM' ko nahIM aayaa| lekina ye saba ko duHkha kA abhAva ho gayA hai| jagata kyA mA~gatA hai? hamako duHkha na ho| basa, dUsarA kucha nhiiN| isa jJAna se pahale saMsArI duHkha hI nahIM rahate, aisA ho jAtA hai| svAbhAvika sukha kA sadbhAva to jJAnI puruSa akele ko hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : vo kaise ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : ye vijJAna hai| vItarAga vijJAna hai!!! caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA vijJAna to itanA bar3A bhArI hai| abhI duniyA ne to vItarAga vijJAna kA eka aMza bhI nahIM dekhaa| dAdAzrI : ucca koTi kA nahIM, vo hI lAsTa koTi kA hai, vo hI apanA dharma hai| apanA khuda kA svarUpa hI mokSa hai| praznakartA : mokSa ke lie saba loga prayatna kara rahe haiM to mokSa meM kyA sukha hai? dAdAzrI : baMdhana kA svarUpa to mAlama hotA hai, vo baMdhana meM jaba bhI usako roga hotA hai, dhaMdhe meM ghATA hotA hai, nukasAna AtA hai, taba usako bahuta parezAnI ho jAtI hai| aura dhaMdhe meM kabhI paisA milatA hai, to usako AnaMda hotA hai| sukha aura duHkha - donoM kalpita haiN| saccA sukha nahIM hai| jo kAma karane kI icchA nahIM hai, jo kAma nahIM karane hai, vo kAma bhI karane par3ate haiN| kabhI bosa kucha bola detA hai to bhI dikkata ho jAtI hai| kabhI phaujadAra mile, dUsarA koI mile to dikkata ho jAtI hai| to vo phaujadAra kA apane ko baMdhana lagatA hai| aise gavarnamenTa kA baMdhana lagatA hai, inkamaTaiksa kA baMdhana lagatA hai, ghara kA, aurata kA, saba kaa| jaba dikkata hotI hai, taba baMdhana lagatA hai| Apako ye baMdhana lagatA hai ki nahIM? ye baMdhana hai aisI bhI jAgRti nahIM hai saba loga ko?! ye baMdhana hai aisI jAgRti khuda ko honI caahie| aura mokSa yAne mukti| saMsAra ke baMdhana meM rahakara bhI mukti laganI caahie| praznakartA : mokSa yAne kyA? dAdAzrI : do prakAra ke mokSa haiN| eka, siddhagati kA mokSa hai| vahA~ pudagala nahIM hai| vo saccA mokSa hai, bilakula saccA mokSa hai, 100% krektt| dUsarA, idhara zarIra ke sAtha mokSa rahatA hai vo| isameM bhI do prakAra ke mokSa hote hai| ye 'jJAna' liyA phira pahalA mokSa ho gayA, saMsArI duHkhoM kA abhaav| koI bhI du:kha nhiiN| koI gAlI de, koI mAre to bhI duHkha nahIM hotA hai aura phira isase Age svAbhAvika sukha kA sadbhAva hotA hai, vo jo hamako huA hai| __ praznakartA : mokSa kA AnaMda kaisA hotA hai? kaise kaha sakate haiM ki yaha mokSa kA AnaMda hai? dAdAzrI : vo AnaMda apane ko pUrA kaba mAlUma hotA hai ki jaba bAhara se bahuta upasarga Aye yA to bahuta bar3I dikkata AyI usa samaya jJAna meM rahe, vo duHkha hone kA samaya thA lekina usa samaya duHkha nahIM hotA hai aura aMdara se AnaMda hotA hai, to vo AtmA kA AnaMda hai| abhI satsaMga meM bAtacIta karate haiM aura bhautika koI cIja nahIM hai to ye jo AnaMda hai, vo bhI AtmA kA AnaMda hai| idhara ahaMkAra kI to bAteM bhI nahIM, saba AtmA kI hI bAta hai, to jo AnaMda hotA hai na, vo hI saccA AnaMda hai| vo AnaMda pUrNa rupa se kaba milatA hai ki jaba cAritra hotA hai| saMsAra meM rahakara phira cAritra grahaNa karatA hai, taba vo AnaMda dikhatA hai| sAdhyaprApti meM 'Avazyaka' kyA ? dAdAzrI : kabhI mokSa kI icchA hotI hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : du:kha kA abhAva hogA, to phira sukha kA sadbhAva to AyegA hii| praznakartA : hamAre jaise AdamI ko mokSaprApti kahA~ se hogI? hama
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________________ Atmabodha 63 to kucha dharmadhyAna ho jAye aisA karate haiM aura ArtadhyAna na ho jAye aisA karate haiN| dAdAzrI : ApakI bAta bilakula saccI hai| ArtadhyAna- raudradhyAna bilakula nahIM rahanA cAhie / kucha na kucha dharmadhyAna rahanA cAhiye / lekina 'jJAnI puruSa' mila jAye to mokSa kI icchA karanI caahiye| 'jJAnI puruSa' mokSa de sakate haiN| vo mokSa meM hI rahate haiN| vaise Ama AdamI ke jaise hI dikhate hai, lekina ye zarIra meM vo rahate hI nahIM hai, vo deha ke par3ausI kI taraha rahate haiN| vo mokSa de sakate haiN| 'jJAnI puruSa' nahIM mile, to kucha na kucha helpa lenI cAhie ki apane ko ArtadhyAnaraudradhyAna nahIM ho| isako hI bhagavAna ne 'dharmadhyAna' bolA hai| Apako isake Age kucha jarUrata ho to hama batA deNge| praznakartA: AkulatA na ho aura nirAkulatA rahe, vo hI caahiye| dAdAzrI : basa, basa, nirAkulatA vo hI lakSya caahiye| barAbara hai, nirAkulatA hI mA~ganA, jagata sArA Akula vyAkula hai| jagata ke logoM ko niraMtara AkulatA vyAkulatA hotI hai, zAMti nahIM rhtii| vo azAMti meM naye karma pApa ke bAMdhate haiM aura zAMti ho to phira naye karma puNya ke bAMdhate haiN| lekina karma bAMdhate hI haiM aura ye mahAtmA loga haiM, unako hamane 'jJAna' diyA hai, ye loga karma nahIM baaNdhte| ye khAnA-pInA saba kucha karate haiM lekina karma nahIM bAMdhate haiN| phira AkulatA - vyAkulatA bilakula nahIM hotI hai, niraMtara AnaMda rahatA hai| kyoMki chor3ane ke the ahaMkAra-mamatA, vo chor3a diye aura grahaNa karane kA thA nija svarUpa, vo grahaNa kara liyaa| jAnane kA thA vo saba jAna liyaa| heya, upAdeya, jJeya saba pUre ho gye| nahIM to lAkha avatAra tyAga kare to bhI AtmA mile aisI cIja nahIM hai aura 'jJAnI puruSa' kI kRpA se eka ghaMTe meM AtmA mila jAtI hai, kyoMki 'jJAnI puruSa' ko mokSadAtA bolA jAtA hai, mokSa kA dAna dene ko Aye haiM, dAna lenevAlA caahiye| Atmabodha hama jo bolate haiM, usakI kImata Apako samajha meM A gaI hotI to Apa hameM chor3ate hI nhiiN| lekina Apako kImata samajha meM nahIM AyI aura samajha meM nahIM aayegii| praznakartA: abhI to saMsAra kA cakkara hai| 64 dAdAzrI : nahIM, saMsAra kA cakkara to saba ko hotA hai| lekina mithyAtva jyAdA bar3ha gayA hai| isase saccI bAta sunane meM Aye to bhI samajha meM nahIM aatii| saccI bAta, dharma kI bAta, draSTi meM hI nahIM aatii| dUsarI Trika kI saba bAta samajha jaayegaa| jidhara Trika kama hai, vo dharma kI pUrI bAta samajha jAtA hai| Apake pAsa saralatA hai ? komalatA, mRdutA, mArdavatA vo saba hai ? saralatA kisako bolI jAtI hai ki jaisA mor3e aisA mur3a jAtA hai| Apa to mazIna lAye to bhI nahIM mur3a sakate haiN| phira Apa kyA kareMge? praznakartA: hameM to abhI mithyAtva hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, mithyAtva saba ko hotA hai, lekina Apako to mithyAtva guNasthAnaka hai| sabako to mithyAtva guNasthAnaka bhI nahIM, ajJa guNasthAnaka hai| kyoMki Apa to jAnatA haiM ki mokSa hai, mokSa kA mArga hai aura vItarAga bhagavAna mokSa le jAnevAle haiN| itanI bAta ApakI samajha meM A gaI hai aura ApakI zraddhA meM bhI A gayI hai, to Apako mithyAtva guNasthAnaka ho gayA hai| dUsare logoM ko to mokSa meM kauna le jAyegA, vo bhI mAlUma nhiiN| are, mokSa ko samajhatA hI nahIM / kyA pasaMda ? sIr3hI yA liphTa ? praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne gItA meM, rAmAyaNa meM batAyA hai ki mokSa meM jAne ke lie AtmA prApta karanA caahiye| lekina AtmA pustaka meM nahIM likhI jA sktii| avarNanIya hai, avyaktavya hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha dAdAzrI : ye liphTa mArga hai| isameM tapa-tyAga kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| sirpha hamArI AjJA meM hI rahanA par3atA hai| ye AjJA saMsAra meM kisI taraha ar3acana nahIM krtii| eka yA do janma meM mokSa ho jAtA hai| lekina pahalA mokSa yahA~ hI, isa manuSya janma meM hI hotA hai| mokSa, yAne sabhI duHkhoM kA abhAva honA caahiye| pahalA mokSa ye hai, phira saba karma pUre ho gaye to siddhagati meM calA jAtA hai, vo dUsarA (aMtima) mokSa hai| AtmA hai aura vo mokSa ke 'lAyasansadAra' haiN| mokSa prApta karane ke lie do mArga haiN| eka kramika mArga hai aura dUsarA akrama mArga hai| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA jo sAyansa thA. vo kramika thaa| RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke pAsa kramika aura akrama - donoM mArga kA jJAna thaa| RSabhadeva bhagavAna ne bharata cakravartI ko rAja calAne ko kahA thaa| taba bharata rAjA bolane lage ki, 'hamAre ko bhI mokSa meM jAne kA vicAra hai| hameM bhI dIkSA de do| hamako ye cakravartI kA rAja nahIM caahiye|' lekina bhagavAna ne kahA ki, 'nahIM, Apako rAja karanA par3egA, lar3AI karanI par3egI, Apa nimitta ho| to Apa rAja karo, lar3AI karo, lekina Apako aisA jJAna dUMgA ki ye saba karate karate bhI ApakA mokSa eka kSaNa bhI nahIM jaayegaa|' vo 'akrama vijJAna' diyA thaa| terahasau rAniyA~ thI. cakravartI kA rAja thA, lekina unako eka bhI karma nahIM lagatA thaa| Apako kitanI rAniyA~ hai? praznakartA : eka hI hai| dAdAzrI : eka hI rAnI hai phira bhI usake sAtha jhagar3A hotA hai?! RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke vakta meM jo akrama mArga thA, vo hI ye akrama mArga hai, lekina abhI udaya AyA hai aura hama usake nimitta hai| ye 'akrama vijJAna' hai| bar3A siddhAMta hai| bhagavAna kA jJAna hai, vo hI ye jJAna hai| prakAza to vo hI hai lekina mArga alaga hai| bhagavAna kA 'kramika mArga' thA, ye 'akrama mArga' hai| kramika mArga yAne sTepa bAya sTepa car3hane kaa| jitanA parigraha kama kara diyA, utane sTepa upara car3ha gayA aura dasa hajAra sTepa car3ha gayA to phira koI pahacAnavAlA mila gayA ki calo idhara kenTIna meM, to phira tIna hajAra sTepa nIce Utara jAtA hai| aise mokSa meM jAne ke lie sTepa car3hate-utarate, caDhate-utarate Age jAne kaa| lekina mokSa meM jAne kA pUrA rastA nahIM miltaa| ye to liphTa mArga nikalA hai| Apako kauna sA mArga pasaMda hai? sIr3hI yA liphTa ? praznakartA : liphTa hI pasaMda Aye na? __ 'akrama mArga' se eka ghaMTe meM Apake sabhI pApa bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiM, divyacakSu mila jAte haiM aura AtmajJAna bhI mila jAtA hai| muktisakha idhara se hI cAlU ho jAtA hai| Apa sarvisa bhI kara sakate haiM, aurata ke sAtha ghUma-phira bhI sakate haiM, sinemA meM bhI jA sakate haiM !!! saMsAra ApakA DrAmeTika clegaa| aura DrAmeTika ko dvaMdvAtIta bolA jAtA hai| kramika mArga meM saba kA tyAga (khuda ko) karanA paDatA hai| parigraha kama karate karate jAnA par3atA hai| saba bAhya parigraha khalAsa ho jAtA hai, phira aMdara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA eka bhI paramANu nahIM rahatA hai| ahaMkAra meM bhI eka paramANu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA nahIM rahatA hai aura saMpUrNa zuddha ahaMkAra hotA hai, taba 'zuddhAtmA pada' prApta hotA hai| 'akrama mArga' meM to (jJAnI puruSa kI kRpA se) eka ghaMTe meM hI tumhAre saba krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha khalAsa ho jAte haiM aura ahaMkAra saMpUrNa zuddha ho jAtA hai, taba hI Apako niraMtara 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA lakSya meM baiTha jAtA hai!!! 'akrama mArga' dasa lAkha sAla meM eka daphe nikalatA hai| isameM jisako TikaTa mila gaI, usakA kAma ho gyaa| praznakartA : lekina jo AsAnI se milatA hai. usakI kiMmata bhI nahIM rahatI hai na? dAdAzrI : lekina ye itanI AsAnI se bhI milatA nahIM hai na? isake lie bahuta puNyai kI jarUrata hai| isakI TikaTa bhI limiTeDa hai| ye jJAna pablika ke lie nahIM hai, prAiveTa hai| TikaTa pUrA hone ke bAda
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________________ Atmabodha Atmabodha kisI ko ye jJAna nahIM mila sktaa| kyoMki ye TikaTa usakI puNya se milatI hai| ye hareka ke lie nahIM hai| ye to puNya ke badale meM milatI hai| aise muphta meM nahIM miltii| koTi janma kI puNyai ho, taba 'jJAnI puruSa' ke darzana hote haiN| ne ye akrama mArga khola diyA hai| hama usake nimitta bana gaye haiN| ye akrama vijJAna hai, vo saba saphokezana ko phrekacara kara detA hai| ye vijJAna saMpUrNa vijJAna hai aura pragaTa vijJAna hai| ye vijJAna se hI bhrAMti TUTa jAtI hai| sArI duniyA ko anukUla Aye, aisA ye vijJAna hai, bilakula avirodhAbhAsI hai aura saiddhAntika hai| pUrA siddhAMta hai isameM aura syAdvAda bhI hai, anekAnta hai, kisI prakAra kA isameM Agraha nahIM hai| praznakartA : yaha jJAna prApta karane ke lie hamAre meM kyA pAtratA honI cAhiye? praznakartA : syAd ko koI vAda nahIM honA caahie| dAdAzrI : hA~, syAd meM koI vAda nahIM cAhiye, nahIM to ekAntika ho jaayegaa| ye to akrama vijJAna hai, bilakula syAdvAda hai| saba logoM ko, pArasI ko, muslima ko, sabako anukUla AtA hai| ekAntika kA artha hI saMsAra aura syAdvAda, anekAnta usakA nAma hI mokssmaarg| dAdAzrI : hamako mile vo hI ApakI pAtratA hai| bAkI isa kaliyuga meM koI pAtra hI nahIM hai| 33% se pAsa hotA hai| yahA~ to saba mAInasavAle hI Ate hai| isa kAla meM pAtratA kahA~ se lAye? Apa mujhe mile vo hI ApakI pAtratA hai| nahIM to Apa kauna se AdhAra se mujhe mile? kaI loga ko to maiM sIr3hI meM dekhate hI kaha detA hU~ ki ye yahA~ A to rahA hai, lekina ye aMdara taka nahIM A skegaa| jisakI puNyai ho, vo hI yahA~ A sakegA, dUsarA nhiiN| zukladhyAna isa kAla meM nahIM hai| lekina ye 'akrama mArga' hai, apavAda mArga hai, isalie yahA~ zukladhyAna hotA hai| kramika mArga' se isa kAla meM zukladhyAna nahIM hotaa| 'kramika mArga' meM abhI dharmadhyAna taka jA sakatA hai| kaI loga hamako pUchane lage ki, 'Apane 'akrama mArga' kyoM nikAlA?' to hamane bola diyA ki 'kramika mArga' kA besamenTa sar3a gayA hai, isalie kudarata ne hI ye akrama mArga opana kiyA hai| ye maiMne nahIM nikaalaa| kramika mArga kA besamenTa sar3a gayA hai yAne kyA? mana-vacana-kAyA kA ekAtmayoga jaba taka hai, taba taka kramika mArga cala sakatA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA kA ekAtmayoga, yAne mana meM jo hai, vaisA hI vANI se bolatA hai aura vaisA hI vartana karatA hai| aisA isa kAla meM hai? mokSa meM jAne ke lie do rAste hI alaga haiN| mokSa ke lie tyAga karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| tyAga to hareka AdamI se nahIM ho sakatA hai| vo to kisI AdamI se hI tyAga ho sakatA hai| to jisase tyAga nahIM ho sakatA, usake lie to mokSa kA dUsarA rAstA to hai na? bhagavAna ne saba rAste rakhe haiN| kramika mArga meM saba tyAga karate karate mokSa jAne kaa| yaha akrama mArga hai, idhara kucha bhI tyAga karane kA nahIM hai| - jaya saccidAnaMda praznakartA : kisI ko bhI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : isalie kramika mArga Aja nahIM cala sktaa| to kudarata
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________________ nau kalameM 1) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya, na dubhAyA jAya yA dubhAne ke prati na anumodanA kI jAya aisI parama zakti do / mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya aisI syAdavAda bAnI, syAdavAda vartana aura syAdavAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 2) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAyA jAya yA dubhAne ke prati na anumodanA kI jAya aisI parama zakti do / mujhe koI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI ahama na dubhAya aisI syAdavAda bAnI, syAdavAda vartana aura syAdavAda manana karane kI parama zakti do / 3) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI upadezaka sAdhu, sAdhvI yA AcArya kA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karane kI parama zakti do| 4) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati kiMcitmAtra bhI abhAva, tiraskAra kabhI bhI na kiyA jAya, na karAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye aisI parama zakti do / 5) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke sAtha kabhI bhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolI jAya, na bulavAI jAya yA bulavAne ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do| koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mujhe mRdu-Rju bhASA bolane kI parama zakti do / 6) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati, strI, puruSa agara napuMsaka, koI bhI liMgadhArI ho, to usake saMbaMdha meM kiMcitmAtra bhI viSaya vikAra ke doSa, IcchAe~, ceSTAe~ yA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na kiyA jAya, na karavAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do / 7) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI rasa meM lubdhapanA na ho aisI parama zakti do| samarasI khurAka lene kI parama zakti do| 8) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe koI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA pratyakSa yA parokSa, jIvaMta yA mRta, kisI kA kiMcitmAtra bhI avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na kiyA jAya, na karAyA jAya yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAya aisI parama zakti do / 9) he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe jagata kalyANa karane meM nimitta banane kI parama zakti do zakti do, zakti do| (itanA Apako dAdA ke pAsa mAMgane kA hai| yaha hararoja paDhane kI cIja nahI hai, dila me rakhane kI cIja hai| yaha upayogapurvaka bhAvanA karane kI cIja nahI hai| itane pATha meM tamAma zAstro kA sAra A gayA hai / ) zuddhAtmA ke prati prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa pratyeka jIvamAtra meM birAjamAna haiM, vaise hI mujhe meM bhI birAjamAna hai| ApakA svarUpa vahI merA svarUpa hai| merA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai| zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! maiM Apako abhedabhAva se atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA hU~ / ajJAnatAvaza maiM ne jo bhI doSa kie hai, una sabhI doSoM ko Apake samakSa jAhira karatA huuN| unakA hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pachatAvA karatA hU~ aura kSamA mA~gatA huuN| he prabhu! mujhe kSamA kare, kSamA kare, kSamA kare aura phira se aise doSa nahIM karU~ aisI Apa mujhe zakti de, zakti de, zakti de| zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! Apa aisI kRpA kareM ki hamAre bhedabhAva chUTa jAye aura abheda svarUpa prApta ho| hama Apa meM abheda svarUpa se tanmayAkAra rhe| (jo doSa hue ho, ve mana meM jAhira kareM ) ..
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita hindI - aMgrejI pustakeM m jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna sarva duHkho se mukti karma kA vijJAna Atmabodha yathArtha dharma jagata kartA kauna? aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa dAdA bhagavAna kA AtmavijJAna TakarAva TAlie 10. huA so nyAya 11. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 12. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 13. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 14. HamonyinMarriage 15. GenerationGap 16. Whoaml? 17. Avoid Clashes Whatever happens is justice 19. AdjustEverywhere 20. The Faultisofthe sufferer 21. Pratikraman 22. The science of karma 23. Theessence ofall religions 24. Worries 25. Anger 26. FlawlessVision prAptisthAna) pUjya DaoN. nIrubahana amIna tathA Aptaputra dIpakabhAI desAI ahamadAbAda muMbaI dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, | bI-904, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, | dAdAsAheba phAlake roDa, ahamadAbAda-380014. | dAdara (se.re.), phona:(079)7540408, 7543979 muMbaI-400014. E-mail : info@dadabhagwan.org| phona : (022) 24137616 aDAlaja : trimaMdira saMkula, aDAlaja ovarabrIja ke pAsa, ahamadAbAda kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, ji. gAMdhInagara - 382421. zrIviThThalabhAI paTela, videhadhAma, 36, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, surata. phona : (0261) 2544964 rAjakoTa: zrI atula mAladhArI, mAdhavaprema epArTamenTa, mAI maMdira ke pAsa, 11, manahara ploTa, rAjakoTa phona : (0281) 2468830 cennAI : ajitabhAI sI. paTela, 9, manohara evanyu, egamora, cennAI phona : (044) 8191369, 8191253 USA. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606, U.S.A. Tel : 785-271-0869, E-mail : bamin@cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel. 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel. : 909-734-4715, E-mail : shirishpatel@attbi.com UK : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI IHH, U.K. Tel: 020-8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel: 020-8204 -074 6, E - mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada: Mr. Bipin Purohit, 151, Trillium Road, Montreal, Quebec H9B 1T3, Canada.