Aa Che Sansar

Author(s): Priyam
Publisher: Ashapuran Parshwanath Jain Gyanbhandar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034120/1

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% $ 21. 24 2 7 SO -lekhamALA - anukrama1. ....... A che saMsAra - adhyAtmanuM udgamabindu.......................3 ...A che saMsAra - kharekhara sAgara.... 3. ..... A che saMsAra - Aga ne mAtra ne mAtra Aga ................9 4. ..... A che saMsAra - nakhazikha katalakhAnuM............................ 12 5. .. A che saMsAra - eka khUMkhAra rAkSasa ................15 A che saMsAra - khataranAka jaMgala. *********** 18 7. ..A che saMsAra - dardanAka prapaMca ... ......... 8. .... A che saMsAra - bihAmaNo kArAvAsa................... 9. .... A che saMsAra - kharekhara smazAna............ 10... A che saMsAra - hatyAruM viSavRkSa ... 11..... A che saMsAra - vicitratAno varasAda.......... ................ 12..... A che saMsAra - eka beghara ghara ....................................... 13.....A che saMsAra - bhaDake baLato unALo ............................. 39 ....A che saMsAra - phakta svArthanI sagAI 15..... A che saMsAra - haLAhaLa jhera ............................. 45 16... ....A che saMsAra - dardanAka durghaTanA........ ............ 48 17..A che saMsAra - eka khuvAra parivAra .. 18.... A che saMsAra - bhaDabhaDa baLato nibhADo. 19..... A che saMsAra - bhayAnaka yuddhabhUmi .. 20..A che saMsAra - naryuM pAgalakhAnuM......... ...A che saMsAra - eka kUra mazkarI................ ...A che saMsAra - haDahaDatuM juThANuM ra3...A che saMsAra - mAtra mAyAjALa.. 24.... A che saMsAra - narI herAnagati.............. 25.... A che saMsAra - pUrepUrI paravazatA. ra6..A che saMsAra - kharekhara pAnakhara . ......................... ra7.... A che saMsAra - phakta hiMsAnuM tAMDava ......................... 81 mULazlokono chaMda - zikhariNI ... 51 ... 54 ka " ******.......... W * m * * ..****** 72 75 78

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A che saMsAra * adhyAtmanuM udgamabiMdu # tadevaM nirdambhA''caraNapaTunA cetasi bhava - svarUpaM saJcintya kSaNamapi samAdhAya sudhiyA / iyaM cintA'dhyAtma-prasarasarasInIralaharI satAM vairAgyA''sthA-priyapavanapInA sukhakRte // 1 // A adhyAtmanI bhUmikA, adhyAtmanI vyAkhyA ane saraLatAnuM sopAna traNa adhikArane pAmyA bAda have samaju vyaktie zAMta mane saMsAranA svarUpanuM ciMtana karavuM joIe. adhyAtma eka sarovara che. A ciMtana eno bhIno bhIno pavana che ne vairAgyanI AsthA e pavanane vadhu samRddha banAve che. jenuM pariNAma AnaMda sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. ||1|| 1 -- 3 AjathI lagabhaga 325 varSa pahelA thaI gayela eka mahApuruSa eTale ja mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAjA. emanI bhItaramAM ubharAtA jJAnanA mahAsAgarane emaNe seMkaDo graMthomAM ThAlavyo hato. ekathI eka caDe evA graMthonI racanA karatA karatA adhyAtmanA viSayamAM emaNe eka adbhuta graMthanI racanA karI. jenuM nAma che adhyAtmasAra. ekavIza adhikAra ane lagabhaga sADA navaso gAthAomAM patharAyelA A mahAgraMthamAM anekAneka viSayo para sonerI prakAza prasArelo che. jemAM cotho adhikAra eTale ke 4th chapter che bhavasvarUpaciMtana adhikAra. saMsArano AmAM pardAphAza che. saMsAranA eka eka pAsAnI eka eka pola AmAM ughADI pADI che. ApaNe jene saMsAra kahIe chIe, te hakIkatamAM zuM che ? ApaNe jene sukhanI khANa samajIe chIe enA peTALamAM zuM bhareluM che ? ApaNe AkhI ya jiMdagI jenI pAse sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavA mATe hAtha laMbAvatA ja rahIe chIe, e hakIkatamAM ApaNane zuM Ape che ? jenI pAchaLa ApaNe bhavobhava barabAda karatA AvyA chIe enI kharI lAyakAta zuM che ? A badhI Le A che saMsAra

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ja vAtone jyAM spaSTa rIte kholIne ApaNI sAme prastuta karI dIdhI che, enuM nAma che bhavasvarUpaciMtana adhikAra. I request you, A badhuM jANIne zuM karavuM ? e to ApaNA hAthamAM ja che. paNa A badhuM jANavuM ja nahIM, ne lokapravAhamAM ja taNAtA rahevuM e eka jAtanI AtmahatyA che. ApaNe je dizAmAM doDavA mAMgatA hoIe e dizAmAM che zuM ? e jANavuM behada jarUrI che. ane bIjI vAta e che ke e dizAnI jANakArI ApatA je sAIna boksa ApaNane lalacAve che, e bolsanI saccAI jANavI paNa eTalI ja jarUrI che. anAdikALathI saMsAre ApaNane chetaryo che. besTa pekiMgamAM vesTa mAla ApaNane padharAvyo che. eNe ApaNane navaDAvyA ya che ne rovaDAvyA paNa che. paNa to ya ApaNA manamAM UMDe UMDe eka vAta ghara karI gaI che, ke "saMsAra sAro." But here is a right Sign-board for us. SELL sis ca stilugi kalpanA ya na karI hoya, saMsAranuM e satya A borDa para spaSTa lakheluM che. ene vAMcIne kadAca hRdayane eka dhakko lAgaze, buddhine AMcako lAgaze, mana eno InkAra karavA mATe uchaLI paDaze. varSo juno abhiprAya kadAca Tasano masa nahIM thavAnI jIda pakaDaze. But truth is a truth. ene ApaNA InkAra ke virodha sAthe koI ja snAna-sUtaka nathI. satyane samajazuM to phAvI jazuM. aMdhArAmAM AMdhaLukiyA karavA jazuM to kUtarAnA mote marazuM. Please try to realise the truth. Wish you all the best. sarovaranA traNa phaLa hoya che. (1) dAhopazama - emAM DubakI lagAvavAthI zarIranI baLatarA maTI jAya. (2) tRSNoccheda - enuM pANI pIvAthI tarasa chipAI jAya. (3) malaprakSAlana - emAM snAna karavAthI zarIrano mela dhovAI jAya. adhyAtma sarovarathI paNa A ja traNa phaLa maLe che. paNa AdhyAtmika stare. kompi 3 mahIpatadivasamo ho - krodhano nigraha thAya eTale AtmAno badho ja saMtApa zamI jAya che. nohaNa3 miAhI, tAvodayo dor3a - lobha upara kAbu maLe eTale tRSNA khalAsa thaI jAya che. mUrtiadhyAtmanuM udgamabiMdu

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sohaNeNa appA u Nimmalo hoi banI jAya che. - eka saMtane koIe prazna pUchyo, "tame viveka konI pAsethI zIkhyA ?'' saMte smita karIne javAba Apyo, "avivekIo pAsethI. emanuM je je avivekabharyuM vartana huM joto, emAMthI mane preraNA maLatI ke AvuM AvuM bilkula karavA jevuM nathI.'' karmamaLanI zuddhi thavAthI AtmA nirmaLa saMsAra ane adhyAtma vacce Ama to lAkho kilomITaronuM aMtara che, paNa jo ApaNI pAse sabuddhi hoya, to saMsAra ja adhyAtmanuM udgamabiMdu banI jAya che. bhale ne saMsAramAM rAganA lAkho tophAno hoya, vivekI mATe to e ja virAganuM prabaLa nimitta banI jAya che. pataMjali RSie yogasUtramAM kharuM ja kahyuM che duHkhameva sarvaM vivekinaH / vivekanI AMkhe jotA to saMsAramAM sukhono dhodhamAra varasAda varasato hoya, emAM ya duHkhanA dAvAnaLa sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja dekhAtuM nathI. sukha saMsAramAM che ja nahIM, sukha che mAtra ne mAtra adhyAtma ane vairAgyamAM. dvAtriMzikA graMthamAM pU. siddhasena divAkarasUri mahArAja kahe che -- Li - virAgahetuprabhavaM na cet sukhaM na nAma tatkiJciditi sthitA vayam / je sukhanA mULamAM vairAgya nathI e sukha sAva ja pokaLa che. sAva ja bogasa che. kharA arthamAM kahIe to e sukha ja nathI. cAlo, vairAgyanI vATe jaIe, adhyAtmayAtrAne AgaLa dhapAvIe, sukhI thavAno upAya . AnA sivAya bIjo koI ja nathI. 5 A che saMsAra

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A che saMsAra kharekhara sAgara chU itaH kAmaurvAgnirjvalati parito duHsaha itaH, patanti grAvANo viSayagirikUTAdvighaTitAH / itaH krodhAvartto vikRtitaTinIsaGgamakRtaH, 2 samudre saMsAre tadiha na bhayaM kasya bhavati ? // 2 // A bAju che kAma-vaDavAnaLa, je cAre bAjuthI baLyA kare che. asahya che eno tApa. A bAjuthI viSaya-parvatanA zikharo parathI chuTTI paDI paDIne zilAo paDatI ja jAya che. A bAju che krodha-vamaLa, jenuM anusaMdhAna vikAra-nadI sAthe che. kharekhara sAgara che A saMsAra. kone eno Dara na lAge ? ||zA dariyAnA peTALamAM eka bhayaMkara Aga pedA thAya che, jenuM nAma che vaDavAnaLa. pANImAM ja e pedA thAya che. dariyA AkhAnA ya pANImAM e tAkAta nathI ke ene bujhAvI zake. e Aga eTalI khataranAka hoya che, ke enI AsapAsanuM pANI to ukaLe ja che, e Agane je sparze e ya bhaDathuM thaI jAya che. saMsAra paNa eka sAgara che, jyAM kAmavAsanAnI Aga satata bhaDake baLatI rahe che. ne bhalabhalAne ya satata bALatI rahe che. duniyAbharanA bhogasAdhano maLI jAya to ya e Aga bujhAvI e zakya ja nathI. are, bujhAvAnI vAta to javA do e Aga enAthI vadhu bhaDakI uThe che. pharI bhogasAdhanonI zodha, pharI bhogavaTAnuM gAMDapaNa ne pharI e Agano bhaDako... basa A krama cAlyA ja kare che. cAre bAjuthI A duHkhta Agane sahana karato karato chevaTe mANasa bhaDathuM thaI jAya che. dariyAmAM keTakeTalA parvato hoya che, keTalAkanA zikharo ApaNane bahAra dekhAya che, to keTalAka Akhe AkhA aMdara ja DubelA hoya che. A badhAM kharekhara sAgara. Li 6

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parvatomAMthI kyAre keTalI zilAo chuTTI paDe ne keTalA jalacarone chuMdI nAMkhe eno koI ja bharoso nahIM. saMsArasAgaramAM ya aneka parvato che, jemanuM nAma che viSayo, keTalAka bahAra pragaTa hoya che e che pAMca IndriyonA viSayo. keTalAMka aMdara chupAyelA hoya che e che mananA viSayo. AmAMthI kayo parvata kyAre tUTI paDe ne emAMthI kaI zilAo kyAre ApaNA upara dhasI paDe, eno koI ja bharoso nathI. We think objects are good for us. But reality is this - They are our enemies. e ApaNane kApI nAMkhe che, chuMdI nAMkhe che, TIcI nAMkhe che, ne ApaNo kaccaraghANa vALI nAMkhe che. zatru baLavAna hoya e eTaluM khataranAka nathI, enAthI vadhu khataranAka to e che, ke zatru zatrurUpa ja na lAge, are, e parama mitra lAge. dariyAmAM vamaLa paNa hoya che. jene bhamarI paNa kahevAya. eka moTuM vartuLa hoya, jemAM pANI tIvra vegathI goLa goLa pharatuM pharatuM nIce nIce utaratuM jatuM hoya. sauthI uparanuM vartuLa seMkaDo mITaronuM ya hoI zake. sauthI nAnuM vartuLa mITarano somo bhAga paNa hoI zake. je hoDI vamaLamAM phasAI e gaI. pachI lAkha prayAsa chatAM ya e na bacI zake. A vamaLano saMparka koI dhasamasatI nadI sAthe thaI jAya eTale khela khalAsa. A tAMDava bhayaMkaratAnI badhI ja sImAone pAra karI jAya. saMsAra sAgaramAM ya eka vamaLa che jenuM nAma che krodha. abajo kilomITarothI ya na mApI zakAya eTalo eno gherAvo che. paLabharamAM to kyAMnA kyAM pahoMcADI de eTalo eno vega che. cakkara AvI jAya, evI enI bhamarI che. bahAranA dariyAmAM vamaLa hoya, ne na paNa hoya, saMsAra-sAgaramAM krodha-vamaLa hoya ja che. jyAM sudhI tame saMsAramAM cho, tyAM sudhI tame enAthI bacI ja na zako. saMsAra-sAgaramAM eka dhasamasatI nadI Ave che, jenuM nAma che vikRti-vikAra. krodha-vamaLa ane vikAra-nadI A beno saMgama thaI jAya che, ane enI sAthe ja saMsArasAgaranI bhayAnakatA lAkhogaNI banI jAya che. kadAca A bethI ja Akho ya bhavasAgara bharAI jAya che. kaSAyo ne vikArono artha ja to saMsAra che. saMsAra e evI vastu che, jene joIne chaLI ja paDAya, uchaLI ja paDAya, Li A che saMsAra 7

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AkhAya zarIramAMthI gabharATanuM lakhalakhuM ja pasAra thaI jAya, ne muThIo vALIne bhAgI chUTAya. jo AvuM kazuM ja ApaNane na thatuM hoya, to eno artha e che ke hajI sudhI ApaNe AMkho kholI ja nathI. ApaNe jene galagaliyA kahIe chIe, e hakIkatamAM kAmano saMtApa hoya che. ApaNe jene hAI-Tempara kahIe chIe e hakIkatamAM kaSAyonI garamI hoya che, ApaNe jene lava ke eTecamenTa kahIe chIe e hakIkatamAM vikAro hoya che. Akhare kyAM sudhI ApaNe ApaNI jAtane bevakupha banAvatA rahIzuM? kyAM sudhI hAthe karIne duHkhI thatAM rahIzuM ? kyAM sudhI ApaNe A duHkhanA raste doDatAM rahIzuM ? Aje kadAca bhavasAgaranA duHkho ApaNane na pajavatA hoya, to ya zuM? ApaNe hajI ya bhavasAgaramAM ja chIe, e paNa moTA duHkhanI vAta che. nAkhudA khuza che ke kAbumAM rahe che naukA, ne bhUlI jAya che ke dariyA para adhikAra nathI. duHkhanI bharatI ne sukhanI oTa ahIM game tyAre AvI zake che. nAvanA bhukke bhukkA bolAvI de evuM tophAna ahIM game tyAre trATakI zake che. DubADI ja de evuM vamaLa ahIM game tyAre ne game tyAM jAgI zake che. nAvano patto ja na rahe evA jhaMjhAvAta ahIM game tyAre AvI zake che. bhavasAgaramAM hovuM, ne nizcita hovuM e eka jAtano Igo che - mithyAabhimAna che, ke jANe ApaNane kAMI thavAnuM ja nathI. kabIra garva na kIjiye, raMka na hAMsye koya, ajahu nAva sAgara meM hai, nA jAnu kyA~ hoya ? bhavasAgaramAM hovuM, ne udvigna na hovuM, bhayabhIta na hovuM, e eka jAtanuM gAMDapaNa che. DubavAnI badhI ja zakyatAo vacce ya svastha hovuM, ne DubatA DubatA ya hasatA rahevuM e gAMDAnuM ja lakSaNa che ne ? Please, be wise, kaMIka Daro... kaMIka karo... to ja bacavAnI zakyatA UbhI thaI zakaze. to ja ApaNI nAva bhavapAra karI zakaze. kharekhara sAgara_

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saMsAra # Aga ne mAtra ne mAtra Aga % 3 priyA jvAlA yatro-dvamati ratisantApataralA, kaTAkSAn dhUmaughAn, kuvalayadalazyAmalarucIn / athAGgAnyaGgArAH, kRtabahuvikArAzca viSayA, dahantyasmin vahnau, bhavavapuSi zarma kva sulabham ? // 3 // patnI jyAM rati-saMtApathI caMcaLa jvALAone oke che. e ja kaTAkSo kare che, e jANe dhumADAnA goTA hoya che. zyAma kamaLanI pAMkhaDIo jevo eno raMga hoya che, eka eka aMga ahIM aMgAro hoya che. eka eka viSaya ahIM jAta jAtanA vikArothI bALatA rahe che. kharekhara Aga che A saMsAranuM zarIra. ahIM sukha kyAMthI maLI zake ? || 3 || satata ne satata je jvALAone choDatI rahe enuM nAma Aga. saMsAra paNa eka Aga che. jemAM priyA jvALAone okatI rahe che. vALA kadI sthira nathI hotI, caMcaLa hoya che. mANasane je strI priya hoya che, enI pAsethI ene apekSA to ratinI ja hoya che, paNa enI pAsethI ene jeTalI rati maLe che, enA karatA hajAro gaNI to arati maLe che. ne e aratinA bhaThThAmAM ratinI zItaLatAnuM kyAMya nAmonizAna nathI rahetuM. joItI hatI rati ne maLyo ratisaMtApa. cAMdanI samajIne ame muThI bharI ne muThI kholI to taDako nIkaLyo. priyA je jvALAone choDe che, e ya caMcaLa hoya che, enI caMcaLatAnuM rahasya hoya che ratisaMtApa. na kahevAya, na sahevAya, na rahevAya evI A duniyAnI sthiti che. kadAca Aga hajI sArI che, dAvAnaLa hajI eTalo kharAba nathI, jeTalo bhayAnaka che saMsAra. AgamAM sapaDAyelo mANasa cIsa pADI zake che. bacAva - A che saMsAra

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mATe bUmAbUma karI zake che. badhuM ja jora lagAvIne bhAgI chUTI zake che. saMsAra chUTavA to nathI ja deto, eka zabda bolavAnI ya chUTa nathI Apato. basa, cUpacApa enI rAkha karI nAMkhe che. unbheu aMguliM so puriso, sayalammi jIaloyammi / kAmaMtaeNa NArI, jeNa na pattAI dukkhAI // AkhI duniyAmAM e puruSa AMgaLI UMcI kare, jeNe nArInI kAmanA karIne duHkho na bhogavyA hoya. vAta phakta puruSanI nathI. nara mATe nArI e jvALA che. nArI mATe nara e vALA che. vijAtIya e jeTalA sohAmaNA hoya, jeTalA AkarSaka ane lobhAmaNA hoya, eTalI ja vyakti emanAmAM vadhu mohAya che, ne eTalI ja vadhu duHkhI thAya che. kadarUpI patnI maLe to mANasa duHkhI che. rUpALI patnI maLe to mANasa vadhAre duHkhI che. yAda Ave nItizAstra - mA rUpavatI. zatru - rUpALI patnI e zatru che. Aga che saMsAra. ene jyAMthI paNa sparzI, jevI rIte paNa sparze, jyAre paNa sparze, e phakta tamane bALI zake che. enA svarUpanI javAbadArIne e khUba ja niSThApUrvaka nibhAve che. "saMsAra' para pUre pUro bharoso rAkhajo. e tamane bALaze ja. AmAM leza paNa zaMkA karavAno avakAza ja nathI. - strInI mohapreraka dRSTine saMskRta bhASAmAM kaTAkSa kahevAmAM Ave che. enAthI ghAyala" thavA para keTakeTalA kAvyo, kavitAo, gajhalo, zAyarIo ane philmI gIto banI cUkyA che. paNa "ghAyalapaNAnI kabUlAta karavA chatAM ya A duHkhanuM kAraNa che, heya che, choDavA yogya che, AvI "sAna' AvatI nathI. bajAramAM ghaNuM ghaNuM maLe che. paNa A "sAna' kyAMya maLatI nathI. kAraNa ke bajAramAM ApaNA hitamAM koIne ya rasa nathI. ApaNA hitecchu to che jJAnIo. ane mATe ja teo to spaSTa kahe che, ke priyA je jvALA oke che, enA kALA kALA dhumADA che A kaTAkSo. dhumADAthI ya AMkho baLe che, ne A kaTAkSothI ya AMkho baLe che, mAtra AMkho Aga ne mAtra ne mAtra Aga 10

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ja kema ? mana paNa baLe che, jIva paNa baLe che. sukha paNa baLe che. Aloka paNa baLe che ne paraloka paNa bhaDake baLe che. yAda Ave IndriyaparAjayazataka - pariharasu tao tAsiM dihi~ diTThivisassa va ahissa / ___jaM ramaNINayaNabANe carittapANe viNAsaMti // jenI najaramAM ya jhera hoya, evA sApane koNa najara sAme lAve ? koNa enAthI dUra na bhAge ? barAbara e ja rIte nArInI dRSTine paNa evoIDa karavI joIe. A to e bANa che, je cAritrane khatama karI nAkhe che. saMsAranuM eka eka aMga aMgAro che. ene jyAMthI paNa aDo, tamAre dAjhavAnuM che, baLavAnuM che, ne khUba khUba pastAvAnuM che. bhItaramAM bharelI viSayonI bhUtAvaLa AmAM dukALamAM adhika mAsa-no ghATa ghaDe che. keTakeTalA vikAronI Aga umerAya che, ne bhaDake baLe che Akho saMsAra. kharo savAla e nathI, ke A sthitimAM sukha hoI zake ke nahIM? kharo savAla to e che, ke A sthitimAM sukha zodhanAra vyakti mAnasika rIte svastha hoI zake ke nahIM? Please, ask yourself, who are you? Normal or abnormal ? tame je paNa ho, jJAnIoe have tamane kazuM ja kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. ja A A che saMsAra

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A che zsaMsAra nakhazikha talakhAnuM # 4) gale dattvA pAzaM, tanayavanitAsnehaghaTitaM, nipIDyante yatra, prakRtikRpaNAH prANipazavaH / nitAntaM duHkhArtA, viSamaviSayairghAtakabhaTai rbhavaH sUnAsthAnaM, tadahaha mahAsAdhvasakaram // 4 // putra ane patnI pratyeno sneha e che gaLAmAM nAkheluM baMdhana, pIDA eTalI che jenuM varNana na thaI zake, ghAtakI khATakI jevA viSayo jyAM bicArA jIvo para tUTI ja paDyA che, katalakhAnAmAM je dazA pazunI thAya che, e ja dazA saMsAramAM jIvonI thAya che. saMsAra eka katalakhAnuM ja che. bhayAnaka zabda to kyAMya moLo paDI jAya, eTaluM, hada bahAranuM e bhayAnaka che ||4|| baMdhananI keTalIka sthULa vyAkhyAomAM ApaNe phasAI gayA chIe. e kapaDAno paTTo hoya, lokhaMDanI sAMkaLa ke beDI hoya, kacakacAvIne bAMdhelI rassI hoya, etc. etc. but reality is different. baMdhanano artha ATalo ja nathI. loDhAnI beDI paNa jo chuTTI-alaga paDI hoya, to e baMdhana nathI. svajana vagere evI vyakti jenAthI chuTTA paDavuM zakya na hoya, to e baMdhana che. baMdhanano sIdho sAdo artha e ja che, ke jenAthI tame chUTI na zako. patnI e baMdhana che. dIkaro e baMdhana che. ghara e baMdhana che. hajI UMDANamAM utarIe eTale khyAla Avaze - sneha e baMdhana che. je saMsAranA katalakhAnAmAMthI ApaNane chUTavA detuM nathI. ApaNe jemane "ApaNA samajIe chIe, e hakIkatamAM ApaNA gaLAmAM bAMdheluM baMdhana hoya che. chUTI javAnuM badhuM ja sAmarthya hovA chatAM ya, bhAgI javAnI badhI ja zakti hovA chatAM ya e baMdhana naDatararUpa bane che. ne ApaNe nakhazikha katalakhAnuM 12

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eka pachI eka yAtanA sahana karatAM karatAM chevaTe A saMsAranA katalakhAnAmAM kapAI jaIe chIe. bandhanAni khalu santi bahUni, premarajUkRtabandhanamanyat / dArubhedanipuNo'pi SaDaMhi niyo mavati past | baMdhana to ghaNAM ya hoya che, paNa premanA doraDAnuM baMdhana kaMIka ora ja hoya che. bhamaro Ama to lAkaDAne ya kotarIne nIkaLI jAya che. paNa jyAre sAMjanA samaye kamaLano rasa cUsatA cUsatA kamaLa bIDAI jAya, ne bhamaro aMdara pUrAI jAya. eTale e jelane e maMjUra kare che, paNa kamaLanI komaLa pAMkhaDIone kotaravAno vicAra suddhA nathI karato. dekhItI rIte e kamaLamAM baMdhAyelo che, paNa hakIkatamAM e mohamAM baMdhAyelo che. AMkhone baMdha karIne jovAno prayAsa karo. saMsAranA katalakhAnAmAM patipatnI-putra vagerenA snehano gALiyo ApaNA gaLe nAMkhIne ApaNane muzkeTATa bAMdhI dIdhAM che. kaSAyo ne viSayo ApaNane Dhora mAra mArI rahyA che. lohIluhANa thaIne ApaNe kaNasI rahyA chIe. chevaTe yamarAja nAmano khATakI Ave che, ApaNA para moTA charAno maraNatola prahAra kare che, eka ja jhATake AkhI ya garadana kapAI jAya che. lohIno phuvAro ne kAna phADI nAkhe evI cIsa... zuM pahelA nIkaLyuM enI ApaNane ya khabara nathI. bhayAnaka rIte taraphaDI taraphaDIne ApaNe marI jaIe chIe. pharI navo janma... navuM baMdhana... navI yAtanA... ne navuM mota. AtmAnA anAdikALanA ItihAsano A saMkSepa che. anaMta anaMta anaMta bhavonI A komana sTorI che. zuM A janma paNa AnA mATe ja ? zuM anaMta zaktino mAlika ApaNo AtmA A rIte kUtarAnA mote marI jaze ? ne bhavobhava A ja rIte marato raheze ? zuM A ja che A jIvanano artha ? saMsAramAM ApaNe be ja rola karIe chIe. eka pazuno ne bIjo kasAIno. A che saMsAra - 13

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eka maratA rahevAno ne bIjo mAratA rahevAno. jJAnIo kahe che paJca sUnA gRhasthasya - gRhasthane pAMca katalakhAnA calAvyA sivAya chUTako ja nathI. cUlo e katalakhAnuM che. khAMDaNI ne peSaNI e katalakhAnuM che. pANiyAruM ne morI e paNa katalakhAnuM che. Aje ApaNe ovana, grAInDara, jyusara, miksara, phrIja ane leTrina dvArA A katalakhAnAone alTrA moDarna banAvyA che. pratidina asaMkhya ane anaMta jIvonI hatyA A katalakhAnAo dvArA thatI ja rahe che. keTakeTalA jIvone kacarIne, raheMsIne, kApIne, phuTIne, chuMdIne, ukALIne, masaLIne ane bALIne ApaNe ApaNA saMsAranuM gADuM gabaDAvatA hoIe chIe eno ApaNane kyAM khyAla hoya che ? kva gRhasthA''zrame dharmo, yatrApyArambhabhIrubhiH / ekodarArthaM SaDjIvA, virAdhyante dine dine ? | yugAdidezanA // - koNa kahe che ke gRhasthapaNAmAM dharma che ? game teTalA samajelA ne hiMsAbhIrue paNa ahIM eka mAtra peTa khAtara roje roja SaTkAyanA jIvonI hatyA karavI ja paDe che. Please, Now stop this nonsense. zANapaNa maravAmAM paNa nathI ane zANapaNa mAravAmAM paNa nathI. zANapaNa to che khuda bacavAmAM ane zakya eTalA bIjAne bacAvavAmAM. Come on, Hurry up. Let's get out of this slaughter-house. nakhazikha talakhAnuM 14

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rRsaMsAra # eka khUMkhAra rAkSasa # 1 avidyAyAM rAtrau, carati vahate mUrdhni viSamaM, kaSAyavyAlaughaM, kSipati viSayAsthIni ca gale / mahAdoSAn dantAn, prakaTayati vakrasmaramukho, na vizvAsArho'yaM, bhavati bhavanaktaMcara iti // 5 // e bhame che ajJAnanI aMdhArI rAte. enA mAthe che khataranAka kaSAya-sApo. enA gaLAmAM che viSaya-hADakAo. e dekhADe che. moTA moTA doSonA dAMta. enuM vAMkuM moTuM che kAma. kharekhara, khUMkhAra rAkSasa che A saMsAra. eno lagIre bharoso karavA jevo nathI. // 5TI rAkSasanuM eka nAma che nizAcara. eno svabhAva che rAte pharavAno. saMsAranI paNa kaMIka AvI ja vAta che. jyAM sudhI mANasa aMdhArAmAM hoya che, tyAM sudhI ja e saMsAramAM hoya che, ekavAra enI bhItaramAM jJAnano prakAza patharAI jAya eTale saMsAra pAsethI UbhI pUMchaDIe bhAgI javA sivAya bIjo koI ja vikalpa raheto nathI. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe, to tame keTalA vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLyA, keTalA graMtho vAMcyA ne tamane keTaluM keTaluM AvaDe che, e badhI ja vAta javA do. Please tell me. tame saMsAramAM cho ? ke saMsArathI mukta cho ? jo saMsAramAM cho to tame aMdhArAmAM cho. ghora ajJAnamAM cho. ne jo mukta cho to tame samajadAra cho. jJAnI cho. rAkSasanA mAthe sApo laTakatA hoya che. saMsAranA mAthe sApanA ya bApa jevA kaSAyo hoya che. kaSAyo vagarano saMsAra, e pANI vagaranA dariyA jevI vAta che. pANI e ja dariyo che, kaSAyo e ja saMsAra che. mATe ja kahevuM paDyuM che - vaSAyamutti: tni mureivA kaSAyothI mukti e ja mukti che. - A che saMsAra

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zAMta citte kadI vicAro to kharAM. saMsAramAM beThAM, eTale keTakeTalA kaSAyo karavAnA ne keTakeTalA kaSAyo vacce ragadoLAvAnuM! keTalA gussA ! keTalA Igo! keTalA chaLakapaTa ! ne keTalI paisAnI bhUtAvaLa ! sApa ne ajagara jevA A eka eka kaSAyo ApaNA AtmAne DaMkha mAratA ja jAya, mAratA ja jAya, ne ApaNo AtmA badhI ja sUjhabujha khoIne kSaNe kSaNe DhaLI paDe, pharI pharI paTakAya, asahya pIDAthI adhamuo thaI jAya, A saMsAranI kevI kALI kadarthanA ! rAkSasanA gaLAmAM hADakAMonI mALA hoya che, saMsAranA gaLAmAM viSayo che. hADakAM zabda kadAca enA mATe halako lAgaze, paNa hakItamAM to viSayo hADakAM karatAM ya vadhu bhUMDA che. hADakA apavitratAnuM pratika gaNAya che. viSayo pavitrathI pavitra AtmAne gaMdakIthI kharaDI nAMkhe che. hADakAnI hAjarI asvAdhyAyika bane che. (jemAM svAdhyAya na thaI zake.) viSayo AtmAne "sva'nA adhyAyathI vikhUTo pADI de che. hADakuM maDadAMnu eka aMga hoya che, viSayo anaMtAnaMta maDadAono AgAmI paryAya hoya che. hADakAMno hakIkatamAM koI ja sadupayoga hoto nathI. AtmahitanA saMdarbhamAM viSayo sAva ja nakAmA hoya che. hADakAne cATanAra ne baTakA bharanAra kUtaro hakIkatamAM mUrkha banato hoya che. AtmAne ApavA mATe viSayo pAse mUrkhatA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. yAda Ave IndriyaparAjayazataka - Na lahai jahA lihato, muhalliyaM aTThiyaM jahA suNao / sosai tAluarasiyaM, vilihaMto mannae sukkhaM // mahilANa kAyasevI, Na lahai kiMci vi suhaM tahA puriso / so mannae varAo, sayakAyaparissamaM sukkhaM // kUtaro hADakAMne cATe che, hADakAne bacakA bhare che, paNa hADakAMmAMthI ene kazuM ja maLatuM nathI. bacakAM bharatAM bharatAM enuM potAnuM ja tALavuM phATe che. lohI nIkaLe che. vedanA ya thAya che, paNa e lohIne cATatA cATatA kUtaro samaje che ke mane A svAda hADakAMthI maLI rahyo che, hADakAMe mane keTaluM sukha ApyuM ! barAbara A ja rIte strInI sAthe maithuna karato puruSa paNa ema samaje eka khUMkhAra rAkSasa

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che, ke strIthI mane sukha maLI rahyuM che. huM enAthI sukhI thaI rahyo che. paNa hakIkatamAM ene kazuM ja sukha maLatuM hotuM nathI. je dazA hADakuM khAtA kUtarAnI hoya che, e ja dazA e mohAdhIna puruSanI paNa hoya che. e bicAro potAnI kAyAnA parizramane ja sukha samaje che. hADakA che pAMca IndriyonA viSayo. kUtaro banAve che e AtmAne. e uttejanA jagADe che, AzA jagADe che, talapApaDa karAve che, doDAve che, uthalapAthala karAve che, jhagaDAM karAve che, thakavI de che. sukha mATenI A AkhI yAtrA ya duHkhamaya hoya che, ane A yAtrAnuM pariNAma paNa duHkha sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja hotuM nathI. rAkSasanA moTA moTA dAMto hoya che. saMsAranA moTA moTA doSo hoya che. dekhAvamAM rUpALI vyakti paNa jo doSothI bharelI hoya, to mANasa ene jovI paNa pasaMda karato nathI. saMsAra badhI rIte bihAmaNo che. koI aMze e sohAmaNo lAgato paNa hoya, to ya enA doSo ja eTalA bhayAnaka che, ke enuM badhuM ja rUpa kadarUpuM banI jAya che. rAkSasanuM moTuM vAMkuM hoya che. saMsAranI paNa AvI ja sthiti che. enA vAMkA moDhAnuM nAma che kAma. mizya vAmAM tiH - kuTilatA e kAmanI potAnI cAla che. hAtha joDanArathI moTuM pheravI levuM, page paDanArane lAta mAravI, cAhanArano tiraskAra karavo, aMdara bahu mIThuM lAgatuM hoya, to ya kaDavo pratibhAva Apavo, aMdara IcchA kUdAkUda karatI hovA chatAM bahArathI nA nA kahevuM..... This is kAma. vicitra zabda kyAMya pAchaLa rahI jAya, evuM enuM svarUpa che. vAMko zabda to sAva sIdho lAge, evI enI ADAI che. AgathI jo ThaMDaka maLI zake, to ja kAmathI sukha maLI zake. mAthAthI paga sudhI... jovAno prayAsa karo A saMsAra-rAkSasane. eka eka ruMvADuM dhrujI uThe ne lohI thIjI gayuM hoya evuM lAge to samajajo ke tame ene joyo che. eka paLa paNa eno bharoso karavA jevo nathI. Fast, Run away. tamArI jeTalI zakti hoya, e lagADIne tame enAthI bhAgI chUTo. bacavAno AnI sivAya bIjo koI ja upAya nathI. - A che saMsAra

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A che saMsAra khataranAka jaMgala janA labdhvA dharma-draviNalavabhikSAM kathamapi, prayAnto vAmAkSI - stanaviSamadurgasthitikRtA / viluTyante yasyAM kusumazarabhillena balinA, f bhavATavyAM nAsyA - mucitamasahAyasya gamanam // 6 // mAMDa mAMDa kaMIka dharma-dhananI bhikSA maLI. laIne pasAra thatAM hatAM loko. tyAM to nArI-payodharanI aTapaTI TekarIthI kAma-bhIla AvI paDyo, baLa karIne lUMTI lIdhA emane. kharekhara, khataranAka jaMgala che A saMsAra, emAM sathavArA vagara javuM khUba ja jokhamabharyuM che. II II dhana kamAvA mATe paradeza javuM paDatuM hoya che, paradeza javA mATe jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDatuM hoya che. ane emAM bhIlonI lUMTaphAMTa ke hatyAkAMDanA bhoga paNa banavuM paDatuM hoya che. majabUta sArtha hoya, surakSA hoya to ciMtAno koI savAla nathI. ne evuM kazuM ja na hoya to ciMtAno koI pAra nathI. anaMtakALe anaMta puNyanA udayathI jIvane koI dharma-sAdhanA maLatI hoya che. mAMDa mAMDa mokSayAtrAmAM kaMIka pA pA pagalI bharato jIva pAMcakA-dazakA jeTalA dharma-dhanane laIne nIkaLyo hoya, tyAM to eka bhIla enA para trATake che jenuM nAma che kAma. Asa-pAsanA nagaranA rAjAo sainya sAthe AvIne bhIlone pakaDI na le, e mATe bhIlo viSama parvatano Azaro laIne rahetA hoya che. enA kAraNe thoDA paNa bhIlo rAjAnI moTI paNa senAne bhAre paDI jAya. kAma-bhIla jeno Azaro le che, e che nArInA payodhara. e tyAMthI trATake che. ne bicAro jIva sAva ja lUMTAI jAya che. eNe lAMbA samaya sudhI mahenata karI karIne je dharma-dhana meLavyuM hatuM, e badhuM ja eka ja paLamAM jatuM rahe che. khataranAka jaMgala 18

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A che saMsAra-jaMgala, Ama juo to bhIlanI koI ja hesiyata nathI, paNa ene sAmI vyaktinI nabaLI kaDI khabara che. jorAvarathI ya jorAvara mANasa eka ja nabaLI kaDIthI dhobIpachADa hAra khAI jAya che. jIvanabharanA sukha-cenanA sapanA joto mANasa pharIthI bhikhArI thaI jAya che, ne pharIthI dara duranA dhakkA khAto thaI jAya che. AnAthI ya vadhu duHkhanI vAta to e che ke enI je nabaLI kaDI hatI, e khuda ja keTalI nabaLI hatI ! emAM lobhAvA ke mohAvA jevuM hatuM ja zuM ? nArInuM je je aMga puruSane AkarSe che enI phakta cAmaDI dUra karIne enI sAme raju karavAmAM Ave, to zuM e th thu nahIM karI nAMkhe ? zuM ene citarI nahIM caDe. eka puruSa strImAM je joto hoya che, e ja eka kUtaro kUtarImAM joto hoya che, e ja eka gadheDo gadheDImAM joto hoya che, ne e ja eka bhUMDa bhUMDaNamAM joto hoya che. jo bhUMDaNa bhUMDI che, to samajI lo ke strI paNa bhUMDI che ja. kAraNa ke saundarya to bemAMthI eke ya mAM nathI. saundarya to jonAranI najaramAM hatuM, nA, balke jonAranI bhramaNAmAM hatuM. strIne puruSamAM je rUpa dekhAya che, tyAM paNa A ja badhI vAto lAgu paDe che. moha e aMdhApA karatAM paNa vadhu bhayAnaka che. aMdhApAmAM phakta dekhAtuM nathI. mohanA udayamAM UMdhuM dekhAya che. aMdha vyaktine to khyAla nahIM Ave, to tyAM ne tyAM UbhI raheze, mohadhIna kama se kama hAtha-paga to bhAMgaze ja. kAma-bhIla hajAro rUpa karIne ApaNane lUMTI levA mATe talapApaDa che. e game tyAre game tyAMthI game te rIte tUTI paDe, ne ApaNane sAva ja bhikhArI banAvI de, evI pUrepUrI zakyatA che. bacavuM che ? to mAtra A badhI vAto kAma nahIM Ave, mAtra zAstronA abhyAso kAma nahIM Ave, enA mATe to joIze sathavAro. majabUta sathavAro ne jaDabesalAka surakSA sAtheno sathavAro, jene jJAnIo gurukulavAsa kahe che. vAto ApaNe bhale ne game teTalI moTI moTI karIe, nabaLI kaDI e nabaLI kaDI ja che, ane bhIla e bhIla ja che. zAstrajJAna kadAca ochuM hoya, paNa gurukulavAsanI maryAdAnuM sajjaDa pAlana hoya, nava vADanI maryAdAmAM A che saMsAra 19

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koI ja bAMdhachoDa karavAnI taiyArI na hoya, to e AtmA brahmacaryano pAra pAme che. zAstrajJAna, tapasyA tathA ugra saMyamanA bIjA lakSaNo cAhe game teTalA hoya paNa gurukulavAsa na hoya, to e AtmA pUre pUrA jokhamamAM che. kAraNa ke nava vADanuM tAttvika pAlana paNa gurukulavAsamAM ja zakya che. mATe ja pU. umAsvAti mahArAjA tattvArthabhASyamAM kahe che gurukulavAso brahmacaryam gurukulavAsa e ja brahmacarya che. jo muni mATe paNa A ja vAstavikatA hoya, to gRhasthanI zuM vAta karavI ? jo pavitra rahevuM hoya, sadAcArane jALavavo hoya, cAritranI cAdarane kALI na karavI hoya to saMyamajIvana laIne gurukuLavAsamAM sthira thaI javuM e ja eka upAya che. vijaya zeTha e eka Azcarya ghaTanA che. mATe ja e 84000 sAdhuonI tole AvyA hatAM. khuda tIrthaMkare A pramANapatra ApyuM hatuM. badhAno to emAM naMbara kyAMthI lAgI zake ? ApaNe IcchIe to ApaNuM badhuM ja dharma-dhana bacAvI zakIe chIe, kSemakuzaLa A jaMgalane pAra karI zakIe chIe, haMmeza mATe ApaNA gharamAM ArAma pharamAvI zakIe chIe. If we wish. kAma-bhIla hAtha ghasato rahI jaze. kharekhara. khataranAka jaMgala 20

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A che saMsAra * dardanAka prapaMca dhanaM me gehaM me, mama sutakalatrAdikamitiviparyAsAdAsAditavitataduHkhA api muhuH | janA yasmin mithyA- sukhamadabhRtaH kUTaghaTanA mayo'yaM saMsAra - stadiha na vivekI prasajati // 7 // mAro paiso... mAruM ghara... mAro dIkaro... mArI patnI... A badhI bhramaNAthI ja mANasa duHkhone InvITezana Ape che. je hakIkatamAM sukha ja nathI, enAthI potAne sukhI mAne che. kharekhara, dardanAka prapaMca che A saMsAra. vivekI AtmAnuM mana to AmAM kyAMya coMTI zake tema nathI. II 7 II 'paiso' e satya hoya che. 'mAro' e kalpanA hoya che. 'ghara' e hakIkata hoya che. 'mAruM' e havAmAM hoya che. 'dIkaro' astitva dharAvato hoya che. 'mAro' e bhramaNA hoya che. 'patnI' samajI zakAya che. 'mArI' e gerasamaja hoya che. haju vadhu UMDANamAM jaIe to khyAla Avaze, ke 'mAro'no cheda uDI jAya eTale paiso' hoya ke na hoya, enAthI koI ja pharaka paDato nathI. kama se kama mArA mATe to e nathI ja. Then result is this 'mAro paiso' - e ya kalpanA ne bhramaNAthI vadhu bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. mAruM ghara, mAro dIkaro ne mArI patnI - A badhuM hakIkatamAM mArI zuddha gerasamaja che. zuddha eTalA mATe ke emAM samajanI jarA paNa bheLaseLa nathI. mANasane kharekhara duHkhI duHkhI karI devo hoya, to eno Ultimate way A ja che ke ene bhramita karI devo. e rogamAM ya sukhI hoI zake che, garIbImAM ke ApattimAM ya hasato rahI zake che. paNa bhramaNAmAM to e tyAre paNa duHkhI ja hoya che, ane bhramaNAnuM pariNAma paNa duHkha sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja hotuM Li A che saMsAra 21

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nathI. yAda Ave mahAbhArata na kAlo daNDamudyamya ziraH kRntati kasyacit / kAlasya balametAvat, viparItArthadarzanam // We say, kALa ruThyo che. What is this ? kALa ruThe eTale e kAMI talavAra laIne koInuM mAthuM nathI kApI nAkhato. kALanuM baLa to eTaluM ja che, ke e ene hakIkata karatA UMdhuM dekhADe che. basa, ATaluM thAya, eTale kALanuM kAma pUruM. pachI to mANasa jAte ja potAnuM mAthuM kApI le che. anAdikALathI jIvano kALa cukyo che. e UMdhuM ja jue che, UMdhuM ja samaje che, ne UMdhuM ja kare che. 84 lAkha yoninI enI bhayAnaka rajhaLapATa, anaMtakALanI enI nigodanI jela ne sAte narakanA 84 lAkha narakAvAsomAM eNe bhogavelI yAtanAonA mULamAM A sAta ja akSara hatAM viparItadarzana. yAda Ave upaniSado - dve pade bandhamokSAbhyAM, sameti nirmameti ca / mameti badhyate janturnirmameti vimucyate // // -- baMdhananuM mULa che 'mama' ane muktinuM mULa che nirmama. mamatvathI jIva baMdhAya che, ane nirmamatvathI mukta thAya che. 'mAro'-'mAro'-'mAro' AvA ajapAjapa jApa sAthe je paisAnI pAchaLa doDyA, jenA khAtara keTakeTalI uthala-pAthalo karI ! keTakeTalI haiyA hoLIo karI ! divasa-rAta ene pAmavAnI mathAmaNamAM DubI gayA ! pAmyA pachI ene sAcavavAnI ciMtAmAM ujAgarA karyA, e ja paiso khare samaye kAma na lAge, e ja paiso rAtorAta ravAnA thaI jAya ne yA to e paiso tyAMno tyAM rahI jAya ne ApaNe upaDI javuM paDe, to e eka chetarapiMDI nathI to bIjuM zuM che ? vRddhAzramamAM AMsu sAratA lokone pUcho to teo bahu sArI rIte samajAvI zakaze ke 'mAruM ghara' e ame pote ja potAnI sAthe karela eka dago-phaTako hato. pote ja UbhA karelA potAnA ja gharamAM nokaranI jema haDadhUta thaIne rahetA vaDIlone pUcho to 'mAruM ghara'no badho ja bhAMDo teo phoDI deze. dardanAka prapaMca. 22

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nava mahinA peTamAM bhAra uMcakIne naraka jevI pIDA sahIne jene janma Apyo, leza paNa aruci vinA jenA maLa-mUtra-kapha vagere hoze hoze sApha karyA, bhUkhyA rahIne jene jamADyo, ujAgarA karIne jene uMghADyo, bhIne sUIne jene sUke sUvADyo ne jenI pAchaLa tana-mana-dhana badhI ja rIte ghasAI chuTyA e ja dIkaro tamAco mAravA jevuM kAma kare e vizvAsaghAta nahIM to bIjuM zuM che ? mana Ama paNa carcALa che. viSayasevananI bAbatamAM enI caMcaLatA anekagaNI banI jAya che. keTakeTalI strIone patnIrUpe joto pati ne keTakeTalA puruSone patirUpe jotI patnI e A saMsAranI kaDavI saccAI che. A sthitimAM "mAro pati ke mArI patnI e eka chaLa-prapaMca nathI to bIjuM zuM che ? yAda Ave zAMtasudhArasa - garbhinna vicittavA - AtmAn ! zA mATe khoTA mamatvomAM mohAya che ? hakIkatamAM AmAMthI kazuM ja tAruM nathI. tuM ja tArI jAtane chetare che, ne tuM ja tArI jAte duHkhI duHkhI thAya che. khabara che mAruM kazuM paNa nathI, chatAM paNa choDavAnuM gajuM paNa nathI. anAdikALanI A bhUlane sudhAravAno A avasara che. vivekanI jyotine pragaTAvavAno A avasara che. eka vAra e jyoti pragaTe eTale dUdhanuM dUdha ne pANInuM pANI thaI javAnuM. sva ane parano bheda spaSTa thaI javAno, ne enI sAthe ja A dardanAka prapaMca para pUrNavirAma mukAI javAnuM. Come, Let's enlighten this light inside us. You are welcome. 23 A che saMsAra

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A che saMsI # bihAmaNo kArAvAsa . priyAsneho yasmin nigaDasadRzo yAmikabhaTo pamaH svIyo vargo, dhanamabhinavaM bandhanamiva / madamedhyApUrNaM, vyasanabilasaMsargaviSamaM, bhavaH kArAgehaM tadiha na ratiH kvApi viduSAm // 8 // jyAM beDI che priyAno sneha. paheragIro che svajano. navuM baMdhana che dhana. ubharAI rahI che jyAM "mada'nI gaMdakI. kayAM daramAMthI kyAre kaI upAdhi bahAra Ave eno jyAM koI ja bharoso nathI, e che A saMsAra. eka bihAmaNo kArAvAsa. samajune AmAM kyAMya kazuM ya game e zakya ja nathI. II/II zreNika mahArAjAnI savArI nIkaLI che. AdrakumAra munine vaMdana karavA mATe emanuM mana talapApaDa che. AkhI ya rAjagRhI nagarImAM core ne coTe eka ja vAta che, "munirAjanA prabhAvathI hAthInA loDhAnA baMdhano tUTI gayA, e mukta thaI gayo. munirAjane praNAma karIne jaMgalamAM jato rahyo.' hajAro loko umaTyA che, mahArAjA zreNika mAMDa mAMDa rasto karI karIne munivara sudhI pahoMce che. bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana kare che. munivaranI stuti kare che, ne prabaLa jijJAsA sAthe eka prazna kare che ke "bhagavan! ATaluM duSkara ane adbhuta kArya zI rIte thayuM ?" munivara gaMbhIra svare javAba Ape che, ke "A kArya to sukara hatuM, paNa te divase dAnazALAmAM e zreSThI-kanyA zrImatIe mArA paga pakaDIne mane je snehapAzamAM bAMdhyo hato, emAMthI chUTavuM mArA mATe khUba ja duSkara banyuM hatuM. eka nAnakaDA bALake mane kAcA sUtaranA tAMtaNAthI bAMdhavAno prayAsa karyo, eNe mane bArabAra varSa sudhI saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhyo hato." vAta karatA karatAM e munivaranI AMkho ya ubharAI jAya che, te vAta sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA mahArAjA zreNika paNa bhInA bhInA thaI jAya che. loko kahe che ke sneha sAro. paNa ApaNA AtmAno ItihAsa kahe che bihAmaNo kArAvAsa 24.

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ke saMsAranuM bhayAnakathI ya bhayAnaka koI tattva hoya, to e sneha che. khUba UMce AvyA pachI paNa jarAka mATe ApaNuM hita thatAM aTakI gayuM hoya, evI ghaTanA anaMtavAra banI che. e "jarAkanuM nAma smaka hatuM. patnIno sneha parAkASThAno paNa hoI zake che. rAjasthAnanI eka prAcIna kavitAmAM kahyuM che, ke "sneha e koI ajoDa tattva che, janma ApanArI mAtA phakta raDIne aTakI jAya che, ne patnI bhaDabhaDatI jvALAo vacce citAmAM pati sAthe jIvatI baLI mare che.' hA, dareka patnIno sneha evo nathI hoto, paNa jo evo hoya to ya zuM ? enAthI AtmAnuM kahyuM kalyANa thaI jAya che ? saMsAranuM sohAmaNAthI ya sohAmaNuM gaNAtuM tattva hakIkatamAM tyAre ja sohAmaNuM kahI zakAya, jyAre enAthI AtmAnA janma-maraNanA pherA TaLI jatAM hoya, jo evuM hota, to jJAnIo jora-zorathI enA guNagAna karata. jJAnIone saMsAra sAthe koI ja virodha nathI. emane to vedanA che AtmAnA ahitanI. emane to vAMdho che duHkhonI paraMparA sAme. priyAno sneha paNa sAro hota, jo e mokSano sAdhaka thaI zakato hota, paNa e to mokSano bAdhaka thAya che. e to AtmAne hitanA mArge jatA roke che. badhuM ja samajyA pachI paNa badhuM ja bhUlAvI de che. dekhItI rIte devI lAgatI evI paNa nArI A rIte to AtmA mATe rAkSasI puravAra thAya che. je enA badhAM ja nUrane cUsI le che. enI badhI ja zaktine harI le che. e siMha jevo hoya to ya ziyALa jevo thaI jAya che. e moharAjAno kaccaraghANa vALI devA samartha hovA chatAM ya moharAjAno dAsa banI jAya che. ne anaMtakALe UbhI thayelI AtmakalyANanI zakyatA tyAM ne tyAM samApta thaI jAya che. patnI sArI hoya, rUpALI hoya, kahyAgarI hoya ne pati pAchaLa marI phiTanArI hoya, to ya e AbhUSaNa nathI, paNa beDI che. jaDabesalAka beDI. kAraNa ke eno sneha AtmAne saMsAranI jelamAMthI chUTavA deto nathI. jelamAM paheragIro hoya che. kadAca koI kedI beDImAMthI chUTI jAya, to e paheragIro ene gherI vaLe che. enI chUTavAnI saMbhAvanAnA rAma ramADI de che. saMsAranI jelamAM svajano e paheragIro hoya che - vocamena. bahu kaDaka hoya che emano pahero. "ApaNA'nA svarUpe ja "ApaNA duzmano hoya che. eka duzmana ApaNuM jeTaluM bagADI zake, enAthI seMkaDogaNuM teo ja ApaNuM _A che saMsAra

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bagADatA hoya che. vAstaviktA to A che. pachI temane tevo bagADavAno Azaya che ke nahiM, enAthI ApaNA pakSe koI ja pharaka paDato nathI. saMpatti e baMdhanano umero che. kadAca kazuM ja na hota, to A jelamAMthI chUTavuM ghaNuM saheluM banyuM hota. paNa bicAro jIva saMpattinA baMdhanathI jakaDAyelo che, eTale A kAma vadhu muzkela banyuM che. jAtino ahaMkAra, koI lAbha meLavyAno ahaMkAra, kula ke aizvaryano garva, bala, rU5 ke tapano mada ke jJAnano ahaMkAra A badhI maLa-mUtra jevI gaMdakI che, je saMsAranI jelamAM ubharAI rahI che. nirdaya jelaranI jelamAM kedI jema potAnA ja maLa-mUtramAM khucelo rahIne saDyA kare tema saMsAramAM doSonI gaMdakImAM jIvo saDyA kare che. jelamAM keTakeTalA daro hoya che, koImAMthI sApa nIkaLe, koImAMthI vIMchI nIkaLe, koImAMthI uMdara nIkaLe... kyAre koNa karaDI khAya eno koI ja bharoso nahIM. barAbara AvI ja sthiti che saMsAranI. ahIM kyAre pagano perAlisisa thaI jAya ke AMtarADanuM alsara thaI jAya, eno bharoso nathI. kyAre hArTa eTeka AvI jAya ke breIna hemareja thaI jAya, e kahI zakAya ema nathI. citra-vicitra rogo, citra-vicitra ghaTanA, citra-vicitra paristhitionuM nirmANa... A che saMsAra. zirAe zirAmAM suraMgo bharI che, game tyAre phuTaze dhaDAkAno mANasa. hasato-bolato-khAto-pIto mANasa eka ja miniTanI aMdara gharamAM mAMsanA poTalArUpe pAcho phare, e zuM azakya vAta che ? pikanika mATe nIkaLelo mANasa phakta aMtimayAtrA mATe ja ghara AMgaNe Ave, e zuM navI vAta che ? karoDonI kamANI karato mANasa sAva ja khAlI thaI jAya evI zuM saMbhAvanA ja nathI ? premanA pAtra banela loko jIva levA sudhI nIce utarI Ave, e zuM kadI banI ja na zake ? sApa ne vIMchI bharelA daro vacce jIvatA kedI ane ApaNA vacce hakIkatamAM zuM pharaka che ? bhayAnakathI ya bhayAnaka jelamAM sabaDatA kedIne jema paLe paLe emAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnI IcchA hoya, ema samaju vyaktine paLe paLe saMsAratyAganI IcchA hoya. samajadArInuM lakSaNa paNa A ja che, ane samajadArInuM phaLa paNa A ja che. Achieve it please. A jIvananI saphaLatA AnI sivAya zakya ja nathI. bihAmaNo kArAvAsa 26

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A che saMsAra kharekhara smazAna mahAkrodho gRdhro 'nuparatizRgAlI ca capalA, smarolUko yatra, prakaTakaTuzabdaH pracarati / pradIptaH zokAgni- statamapayazo bhasma paritaH, Wo G 78 smazAnaM saMsAra - stadabhiramaNIyatvamiha kim ? // 9 // jyAM gIdha che mahAkrodha. caMcaLa ziyALaNI che avirati. jyAM ghumarAto ghuvaDa che kAma. eno kaDavo zabda jyAM pragaTa ja hoya che. zokanI Aga jyAM pradIpta che ne apayazanI rAkha jyAM comera vIkharAyelI che. e che A saMsAra. kharekhara smazAna. kaho to kharA ? AmAM saundarya kahI zakAya evuM che zuM ? / / 9 / / jIgarajAna dosta... laMgoTiyo dosta... najaranI sAme ja citA para sUto che. agnidAha devAI jAya che. AkhI ya citA Aga pakaDI le che. jenI sAthe ramyA... jenI sAthe jamyA... jenI sAthe bhaNyA... jenI sAthe moTA thayA... sukha-duHkhamAM jenI sAthe rahyA... e najara sAme ja baLI rahyo che. dhIme dhIme enuM AkhuM ya zarIra vIkharAtuM jAya che... ne e ekITase jotA jotA bhItarano moha cUra cUra thaIne tUTI rahyo che. saMsArano badho ja rAga bhayAnaka jhaDapathI ogaLI rahyo che. have badhuM ja zUnya lAge che, nIrasa lAge che, sAva ja nakAmuM lAge che. gaIkAlanI manodazA ne AjanI manodazAmAM AsamAna-jamInano pharaka che. Aje e mANasa badalAI gayo che, nA, Aje duniyA AkhI badalAI gaI che. jabaradasta asara che smazAnanI. bhalabhalAnA mohane utArI nAkhe. rAganA badhAM ja tophAnone DAhyA-DamarA karI de. kA...za mANasa kAyama mATe smazAnamAM ja raheto hota ! paNa hakIkatamAM to A ja hakIkata che. mANasa kAyama mATe smazAnamAM ja raheto hoya che. kAraNa ke A saMsAra ja eka smazAna che. smazAnamAM upara gIdhaDAM cakkara lagAvatA hoya che. bhayAnaka krodhanA gIdhaDA A che saMsAra 27

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A saMsAramAM satata cakkara lagAvyA ja kare che. e kyAre nIce utarI paDe ne cAMco ghoMcI UMcIne ApaNane pholI khAya, eno koI bharoso nathI. smazAnamAM ziyALaNI che. jIvatAM ke maDadAM je maLe ene phADI khAvAmAM ane koI ja chocha nathI hoto. saMsAramAM avirati nAmanI ziyALaNI che. samajuM ke aNasamajuM badhAMnA e hAlahavAla kare che. enAthI bacanArA anaMtamAM bhAga hoya che, enAthI pUrA thaI janArA anaMtagaNA hoya che. smazAnamAM ghuvaDo pharatAM hoya che. biskula sAMbhaLavo na game evo emano avAja hoya che. eka paLa mATe paNa nathI sAMbhaLavuM evuM thaI jAya, paNa satata e sAMbhaLyA vinA chUTako ja na thAya, evI hoya che smazAnanI vAstavikatA. saMsAramAM ya eka ghuvaDa che. jenuM nAma che kAma. badhI rIte e vAMko che. kadarUpo che. dITho ya na game tevo che. ne e je kahe che, e sAMbhaLatAM ya zarama Ave tevuM che. gaMdAmAM gaMdA hoya che enA zabdo. kAne hAtha devAI jAya evA che enA zabdo. kaDavAzanI badhI ja hadane oLaMgI jAya, evA che enA zabdo. sAro mANasa eka kSaNa mATe paNa na sAMbhaLI zake evA che enA zabdo. paNa to ya saMsAramAM enA zabdo sAMbhaLavA ja paDe che. vAta ATalethI ja nathI patatI, saMsAramAM enI vAta mAnavI paNa paDe che. yAda Ave jJAnArNavavRtti - kuthitakuNapagandhaM yoSitAM yonirandhra, mittazatapUrNa nirakSaravAri | tyajati muninikAyaH kSINajanmaprabandhaH, mannati manavIra-preritoDa vAva: | saDelA maDadAMnI vAsa mAre che. seMkaDo kIDAo aMdara khadabadI rahyA che. gaMduM pANI avAra navAra jharyA ja kare che. evuM - sAva ja citarI caDe ne ghU ghU thaI jAya - evuM che viSayasevananuM aMga. munivaro eno vicAra suddhA ya nathI karatAM ane mATe ja emanA saMsArano Aro AvI jAya che, paNa bicArA bAkInA jIvo "kAma"nA IzArAne AdhIna thAya che ne e gaMdakInA kIDA banI jAya che. smazAnamAM vAraMvAra citA saLagatI ja rahe che. saMsAramAM ya eka citA kharekhara smazAna. 2.

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pharI pharI saLagatI rahe che. jenuM nAma che zoka. cakamakanA paththara ghaso ane Aga na thAya e hajI zakya che. saMsAra mAMDo ne zokamAM zekAvuM na paDe e zakya nathI. Photographer has to tell you - smile please. Why? zoka, nirAzA, udAsI, ajaMpo, arati, aruci - A badhuM saMsArano eka bhAga che. citA vagaranuM smazAna hoI zake, to ja zoka vagarano saMsAra hoI zake. pharaka hoya, to eTalo ja ke citA maDadAMne bALe che, zoka jIvatAne bALe che. zoka-mukta thavuM hoya, to saMsAramukta thayA sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI. smazAnamAM jyAM-tyAM jyAM juo tyAM rAkha vikherAI hoya che. saMsAramAM ya eka rAkha patharAyelI che, jenuM nAma che apayaza. tame lAkha-dhamapachADA karo ke hajAra prayAsa karo, niMdA, badanAmI, maheNAM-ToNA A badhAMnA bhoga tamAre banavuM ja paDe. pachI tamAro koI vAMka hato ke na hato, e judo viSaya banI jAya che. sadoSa mATe A niMdA e mota jevI pIDAdAyaka hoya che, to pachI nirdoSanI to zuM vAta karavI ? But, this is Sansar. smazAna ane saMsAra - A bemAM koI phariyAdano ke vAMdho uThAvavAno koI avakAza ja nathI. tame phariyAda karo to ya eno koI artha nathI. e to AvA ja hatAM, AvA ja che, ne AvA ja rahevAnA che. tame phakta enI bahAra nIkaLI zako cho, ne e rIte ja enI badhI ja karuNatAthI mukta thaI zako cho. If you wish. s8 : da A che saMsAra

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A che saMsAra # hatyAre viSavRkSa % 10 dhanA''zA yacchAyA-'pyativiSamamUrchApraNayinI, vilAso nArINAM, guruvikRtaye yatsumarasaH / phalA''svAdo yasya, prakharanarakavyAdhinivaha stadA''sthA no yuktA, bhavaviSatarAvatra sudhiyAm // 10 // enI chAyA che paisAnI bhUkha. tyAM besatAnI sAthe mANasane bebhAna banAvI de eTalI to e kAtila che. enA phUlano rasa che nArInA nakharAM. tamane badhI rIte TvIsTa karI de eTalo e jherI che. ne enA phaLano TesTa che narakanA rogo. ahIMnA bhayAnaka rogone ya tame Arogya kahevA taiyAra thaI jAo, eTalA e khataranAka che. A che saMsAra. eka hatyAruM viSavRkSa. samajadArane enA mATe leza paNa lAgaNI rAkhavI ucita nathI. || 10 || bhAratanA prAcIna ItihAsathI laIne Aja sudhImAM anekavAra lImaDA jevA vRkSonI chAyA viSe saMzodhano thayA che. amuka prakAranA rogo mAtra enI chAyAmAM rahevAthI maTI jAya, evA pramANo upalabdha thAya che. In short, vRkSanI chAyAno paNa kaMI ne kaMI prabhAva hoya che, jenuM vRkSa evo enI chAyAno prabhAva. emAM viSavRkSanI chAyAno evo prabhAva hoya che, ke emAM rahenAra bebhAna thaI jAya. e sUjhabujha gumAvI de ne nizceSTa thaIne paDI jAya. dhIme dhIme enI bebhAnI vadhu ne vadhu tIvra banatI jAya. pachI jo ene enI chAyAmAMthI bahAra na lAvavAmAM Ave, ne koI upacAra na karavAmAM Ave, to e kadI paNa bhAnamAM ja na Ave, ne e mRtyu sudhI bebhAna ja rahe. saMsAranI paNa kaMIka AvI ja dAstAna che, enI chAyAnuM nAma che dhanatRSNA - paisAnI bhUkha. sabhAnatAnI badhI ja mUDIne lUMTIne e mANasane bebhAna banAvI de che. sUjha-bujha-samaja-viveka-ocitya - A badhuM ya gumAvIne mANasa paisA hatyAruM viSavRkSa 30

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pAchaLa pAgala banI jAya che. je maryA pachI sAthe AvavAnA nathI, jIvatAM sudhI ya je dareka duHkhane dUra karavAnA nathI, are, jene sAcavavAnI ciMtAmAM ya mANasa duHkhI duHkhI thaI javAno che, ne jene meLavatA meLavatA ya mANasa aDadho thaI jAya che, e paisA pAchaLa pAgala banavuM, e bebhAnI nahIM to bIjuM zuM che ? saMsAra-viSavRkSanuM bIjuM zastra che enA phUla. enI chAyAne kyAMya TapI jAya evA che enA phUla. e che nArI. phUlamAM rasa hoya che. nArImAM vilAsa hoya che. AjanI bhASAmAM nakharAM. saMsAranI chAyAmAM besanArane kadAca thoDuM-ghaNuM 'bhAna' rahI gayuM hoya, to ene ya pUruM karI de che nArIno vilAsa. AtmArthI jIvanA mATe haLAhaLa jhera che e. yAda Ave parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra - vibhUsA itthI saMsaggo, paNIyaM rasabhoyaNaM / rassa'ttagavesissa, visaM tAlauDaM jahA // zarIra ke vastrono zaNagAra, strIno saMparka ane rasadAra bhojana. AtmArthI manuSya mATe A traNe vastu evuM kAtila jhera che, je eka ja paLamAM enI AtmasAdhanAnA prANa harI le che. 'mane zuM thavAnuM che nathI. Agama kahe che ?' -- AvI nirbhayatA e AtmArthInuM lakSaNa ja bahussuo ya jo koi, gIyattho vA vi bhAvio / saMtesAhAramAIsu, so vi khippaM tu khubbhai // zAstronA pAragAmI hoya, gItArtha hoya, bhAvita paNa hoya, to ya bhAvatuM bhojana, taruNa nArI vagere viSayo upasthita thAya, to te ya te ja kSaNe aMdarathI khaLabhaLI jAya che. nAmApi strIti saMhlAdi, vikarotyeva mAnasam / kimpunardarzanaM tAsAM vilAsollAsitabhruvAm // 'strI' A nAma paNa manane bhrAmaka sukhano anubhava karAve che, ane vikAra pamADe ja che. to pachI strInuM nirIkSaNa hoya, ne e strI pAchI vilAsathI AMkhonI bhramarone nacAvatI hoya, pachI to kahevuM ja zuM ? nIcamAM nIca vikAra sudhI Le 31 A che saMsAra

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e laI jAya, emAM zuM Azcarya che ? rAjAnA aMtaHpuramAM jema puruSanA praveza para sakhata pratibaMdha hoya, tema AtmArthInA AvAsamAM vijAtIyanA praveza para sakhata pratibaMdha hovo joIe. ane jo e nathI, to pachI enA mAThAM pariNAmo Avaze ja. Reason is the invitation of the result. saMsAra-viSavRkSanuM aMtima ane parAkASThAnuM zastra che enA phaLano AsvAda. e che narakanA rogo. bhayAnakathI ya bhayAnaka che e rogo. karoDonI saMkhyAmAM che e rogo. ahIMnA dareka roga karatAM anaMtagaNA khataranAka che e rogo. nathI paisA choDavA, nathI strI choDavI, nathI saMsAra choDavo, to A vaphAdArInI kadara A viSavRkSa karavAnuM ja che. It has a ready fruit for you & that's hell. I suggest you 2 books - "vedanAnA zikhare" & "naraka duHkha vedanA bhArI." There are some trailors of the hell. Please watch those. phaLa" samajAI jaze, to Akhe-AkhuM viSavRkSa paNa samajAI jaze. ene choDavA mATe ene samajavA sivAya bIjI koI ja jarUra nathI. kharekhara. hatyAruM viSavRkSa 3ra

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- A che ; saMbhAru re ja vicitratAno varasAda ku. 10 kvacit prAjyaM rAjyaM, kvacana dhanalezo'pyasulabhaH, kvacijAtisphAtiH, kvacidapi ca niictvkuyshH| kvacillAvaNyazrI-ratizayavatI kvApi na vapuH svarUpa vaiSamya, timidaM stha nuM mave? | ??.. kyAMka vizALa sAmrAjya, kyAMka be paisAnA ya sAMsAM, kyAMka ucca jAti, kyAMka nIca tarIkenI badanAmI, kyAMka adbhuta rUpa - zobhA ne kyAMka zarIra suddhAnA ThekANA nahIM. A che saMsAra. vicitratAno varasAda. koIne kaMIka game evuM ahIM che ja zuM ? || 11|| pramukhanI sITa para besI besIne TevAI gayelAne pUcho to kharA, ke jyAre nIce oDiyansamAM besavAnuM Ave, tyAre mana para zuM vIte che ? vakhANo sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne phulAI gayelAne pUcho to kharA, ke jyAre ekAda gALa sAMbhaLavI paDe, tyAre kevI havA nIkaLI jAya che ? malabArahIlathI bhAyaMdara sthaLAMtara karavAno vAro Avyo hoya, tyAre ApaghAtano rasto pasaMda karI lenArAnA dAkhalA zuM sUcave che ? eka janmanI thoDI uthala-pAthala paNa jo jIvana pratye aNagamo janmAvI zakatI hoya, jIvate jIvatAM ja mota jevI vedanA ApI zakatI hoya, ane ApaghAta karavA sudhI utArI zakatI hoya, to mAtra ne mAtra uthala-pAthalothI ja bharelA A saMsAranI anaMta bhavonI yAtrA vize zuM kahevuM ? zAstranI AMkhe mAtra ApaNA ja bhUtakALa para eka najara nAMkhIe to A saMsAra mATe napharata chUTI jAya. kyAreka ApaNe moTA rAjA-mahArAjA thayA, lAkho-karoDo loko ApaNane praNAma karatAM, sonA-cAMdI ne hIrA-motIthI ApaNo khajAno chalakAto ne kyAreka ApaNe bhikhArI thayA. keTalAMya divasanA bhUkhyA. raste cAlatA lokone be paisA ApavA mATenI kAkalUdIo karatAM... emane hAtha A che saMsAra 33

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joDatA, emane page paDatAM, ApaNA aMge-aMgathI lAcArI TapakatI ne loko ApaNane haDaselo mArIne cAlI jatAM... A che ApaNo ItihAsa. kyAreka ApaNe evA kuLamAM utpanna thayA ke bALapaNathI loko ApaNane pUjatA.. ApaNA darzanane pavitra mAnatA, bheTa-sogAdothI ApaNuM ghara bharAtuM, ApaNane badhe ja sammAna maLatuM... ne kyAreka ApaNe evA kuLamAM janmyA ke jyAM bALapaNamAM ya ApaNe koI kAryakramamAM gayA hoIe, to loko ApaNane eTalI halakI rIte kADhI mukatA je rIte koI kUtarAne kADhI mukatA hoya. ApaNe koIne bhUlathI aDI jaIe, to ya ApaNe gALo khAvI paDatI, ApaNane jotAveMta loko moDhuM peravI letA.. A che ApaNo ItihAsa. kyAreka ApaNane evuM rUpa maLyuM ke ApaNA aMge aMgethI lAvaNya nItaratuM hatuM, ApaNI eka jhalaka jovA mATe paNa loko talapApaDa hatAM, e teja.. e kAMti... e saundarya... e AkAra... ApaNe khuda ApaNA rUpa para mustAka hatAM... paLe paLe rAjInA reDa thatA hatA ApaNe... ne kyAreka evo bhava maLyo ke janmathI ja AMdhaLA, mUMgA ane baherAM hatAM ApaNe, nAkanI jagyAe phakta be kAMNA hatAM. eka hAtha khUba TUMko hato ne pagamAM paNa gaMbhIra khoDa hatI. jene 'zarIra' kahevuM kadAca atizayokti thaI jAya e ApaNI hakIkata hatI. joI zakIe to arIsAmAM joIne ApaNe khuda gabharAI jaIe evo ApaNo dedAra hato, kUtarAne ya hajI kAMIka hUMpha maLatI hoya che, ApaNA mATe to baLatarA e ja jIvana hatuM... A che ApaNo ItihAsa. Let me say, kharo prazna e nathI ke ApaNe bhikhArI thavuM paDyuM, kharo prazna to e che ke saMsAre ApaNane mahAzrImaMta banAvIne lUMTI lIdhAM. kharo prazna e nathI ke ApaNe nIca tarIke haDadhUta thayAM. kharo prazna to e che ke saMsAre ApaNane thALI pIrasIne jhUMTavI lIdhI. kharo prazna e nathI ke ApaNe behada kadarUpA thayA, kharo prazna to e che ke saMsAre rUpano thoDoka svAda cakhADIne ApaNI krUra mazkarI karI. duHkha e saMsAranI kharI samasyA che ja nahIM. saMsAranI kharI samasyA to sukha che. je anaMtakALe kyAreka ja maLe che, je sAva thoDA samaya mATe ja maLe che, je sAva najIvuM nahIMvat ja maLe che, je sAva rasa-kasa vagaranuM vicitratAno varasAda 34

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ja maLe che, ne eTalA - badhI ja rIte tuccha sukha mATe thaIne ApaNo AtmA pAgalanI jema doDyA ja kare che. A eka evI doTa che, je kharA sukhanI bilakula viparIta dizAnI hoya che, A eka evI doTa che, jenA kAraNe AtmA Atmahitane cUkI jAya che. hajI UMDA utarIe, to kharI samasyA duHkha paNa nathI, ane kharI samasyA sukha paNa nathI. kharI samasyA saMsAra khuda che. bahu thayuM have. bahu nacAvyo eNe ApaNane nAca. khUba khUba Apyo eNe ApaNane trAsa. aDhaLaka herAnagati karI eNe ApaNI. ApaNI AMtaraDI kakaLAvavAmAM eNe kazuM ja bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. have e kyAreka "pramukha'nI sITa Apato paNa hoya, to ya ApaNe ghUMkavuM joIe enA para. saMsAra pratye have ApaNe eka ja aucitya che, ane te che - bye bye Sansar ! ApaNAmAM thoDI paNa samaja hoya to saMsAra pratye A sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja karavA jevuM nathI. 35 A che saMsAra

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A che $saMsAra ke # eka beghara ghara che. ihoddAmaH kAmaH, khanati paripanthI guNamahI mavizrAmaH pArzva-sthitakupariNAmasya kalahaH / bilAnyantaHkrAman-madaphaNabhRtAM pAmaramataM, vadAmaH kiM nAma prakaTabhavadhAma-sthiti sukham ? // 12 // duzmana che jyAM kAma. khodI nAkhe che guNonI dharatIne. satata ne satata bAjumAM ja che jyAM kharAba vicArono jhagaDo. jAta jAtanA abhimAnonA sApo jyAM daromAM saLavaLI rahyA che. e che A saMsAra. eka beghara ghara. mUrkhane to lAge che, ke emAM sukha che, paNa enA viSe amane kazuM ja kahevA jevuM lAgatuM nathI. || 12 ||. ghara e nathI ke jyAM TapAlI TapAla ApI jAya che, ghara e nathI ke jyAM mANasa jame che ne sUve che, ghara e nathI ke jyAM dIvAlone chata che. ghara to e kahevAya ke jyAM mANasa badhI ja upAdhiothI mukta thaIne hAzakAro anubhave. paNa AvuM ghara hoya che kyAM ? chagananA ghara pAsethI eka janAjo nIkaLato hato, rotAM rotAM loko bolatA hatA - 'tame amane choDIne tyAM kema jAo cho ? jyAM aMdhAruM che, duHkha che, trAsa che, saMtApa che...' chagana to uchaLI ja paDyo, bUma pADIne patnIne kahe, "doDa jaldI, daravAjo baMdha kara, A to badhI ApaNA ja gharanI vAta che, kyAMka maDaduM ahIM ja rahevA na AvI jAya !" beghara gharano artha A che. jyAM gharamAMthI ghara nIkaLI gayuM che. thoDA vadhu cokhA zabdomAM - je gharamAM ghara jevuM kazuM ja nathI. chagananA ghara jevo che A Akho saMsAra. sAru kahI zakAya evuM kazuM ya ahIM nathI. ane kharAba zabda khuda bhoMTho paDI jAya, eTalI kharAbI ahIM ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI che. eka beghara ghara, 36

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anukaMpAnA kAryo karanAre mane vAta karela - "jhUMpaDapaTTImAM evA gharo paNa hoya, jenuM kula kSetraphaLa A cAra lAdI jeTaluM ja hoya, pharaka eTalo ja, ke A lAdIo sIdhI che, tyAM eTalI ja jagyAmAM khADA-TekarA hoya." chata ke divAla na hoya e hajI kadAca sahya bane, paNa jamIna ? saMsAra gharanI A sthiti che. ahIM game tyAre kAma trATake che. ne Akhe AkhI jamIna ja khodI nAkhe che. sadgaNa e jamIna che. "kAma"no praveza thAya eTale badhAM ja sadgaNonI khAnAkharAbI thaI jAya che. yAda Ave yogasAra - tAvaddhairya mahattvaM ca, tAvat tAvat kulInatA / kaTAkSavizikhAn yAvan, na kSipanti mRgekSaNAH // dhIratA tyAM sudhI ja che, mahAnatA ane kulInatA paNa tyAM sudhI ja che, jyAM sudhI strIo kaTAkSanA bANone pheMkatA nathI. hajAro guNone ghoLIne pI javA e kAma mATe eka sahaja ghaTanA che. taja jJAnaM tacca vijJAnaM, tattapaH sa ca saMyamaH / sarvamekapade bhraSTaM, sarvathA kimapi striyaH // te jJAna, te vijJAna, te tapa, te saMyama - A badhuM ja eka sAthe khalAsa thaI gayuM. kharekhara, strIo mATe kayo zabda vAparavo e ja khabara paDatI nathI. divAlamAM bAkoruM hoya e hajI cAlI zake, chatamAMthI pANI TapakatuM hoya, to ya kAma cAlI jAya, paNa jamIna ja....??? gRhasthajIvana hoya ke saMyamajIvana, kAma badhuM ja khedAna medAna karI de che. ghara"nI bIjI TrejeDI hoya che - jhaghaDo. game tevo hAI-phAI baMgalo hoya, seMkaDo to emAM sagavaDo hoya, paisAnI relamachela hoya, paNa jo emAM avAranavAra jhagaDAM thayA karatA hoya, to e ghara maTIne yuddhabhUmi banI jaze. satata hAITempara, satata taMga vAtAvaraNa, satata karaphyu jevo mAhola ne satata kaMkAsa... jANe bhArata-pAkistAnanI borDara. saMsAranI sthiti barAbara AvI che. satata ne satata kharAba vicArono moraco ahIM cAlu ja hoya che. e vicAronuM astitva e pote ja bahu moTo jhagaDo che. jhagaDo paNa mAthuM kharAba karI de A che saMsAra

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che, ne e vicAro paNa mAthuM kharAba karI de che. vizvayuddha vacce beThelo mANasa paNa svastha hoI zake che, paNa A vicArayuddhamAM svasthatAno aMza paNa hoya, e zakya nathI. darovALuM ghara e hakIkatamAM jaMgala karatAM ya badatara hoya che. takalIpha ane jokhama to e baMnemAM hoya che. paNa pharaka e hoya che, ke jaMgalamAM sagavaDanI koI apekSA nathI hotI, jaMgalamAM kaSTa AvI paDe emAM kazuM ja ajugatuM lAgatuM nathI. gharamAM sagavaDanI pUrI apekSA hoya che, ne emAM AvatuM kaSTa pUrNapaNe asvIkArya hoya che. saMsAra e eka evuM ghara che, jemAM upara, nIce, dIvAlomAM badhe ja - Thera Thera daro ne rAphaDAo che. jemAM madanA sApo saLavaLyA ja kare che, kyAre kayo sApa bahAra AvI jAya ne maraNatola DaMkha mArI de e viSe ahIM kazuM ja kahI zakAya ema nathI. duniyAnA kharAbamAM kharAba, bhayaMkarathI ya bhayaMkara ane parAkASThAnA duHkhathI bharelA gharanI kalpanA karo. saMsAra ene paNa lAkha daraje sAruM kahevaDAve tevuM ghara che. je gharamAM "ghara'no koI ja patto nathI. kharA arthamAM "ghara" to che mokSa. zuM joIe che ApaNane? saMsAra ke mokSa? zAMtithI vicArIe to pasaMdagI bilakula agharI nathI. sal is eka beghara ghara. 38

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A che saMsAra * bhaDake baLato unALo tRSArttAH khidyante viSayavivazA yatra bhavinaH, karAlakrodhArkAcchamasarasi zoSaM gatavati / smarasvedakledaglapitaguNamedasyanudinaM, bhavagrISme bhISme kimiha zaraNaM tApaharaNam ? // 13 // bhogatRSNAthI lAcAra che jyAM jIvo. emanA khedano koI pAra nathI. krodhasUraja jyAM vikarALa banyo che, ne sUkAI gayuM che AkhuM ya prazama sarovara. 'kAma'no parasevo jyAM nItarI rahyo che. thAkano koI pAra nathI. guNonI garimA jyAM roje roja ogaLatI ja jAya che. A che saMsAra. bhaDake baLato unALo. koNa bane ahIM zaraNa ? koNa kare tApanuM haraNa ? || 13|| 13 unALAnI cha vyathA hoya che. (1) tarasa (2) thAka (3) asahya taDako (4) sUkA jaLAzayo (5) parasevo (6) zarIrazoSa. saMsAra paNa eka prakArano unALo ja che. unALAmAM pANInI tarasa hoya che. saMsAramAM viSayabhoganI tarasa hoya che. evI tarasa je kadI chipAtI ja nathI. je chipAvavI zakya ja nathI. yAda Ave IndriyaparAjayazataka taNakaTThehiM va aggI, lavaNasamuddo naisahassehiM / Naya imo jIvo sakko, tippeuM kAmabhogehiM // AgamAM game teTalA ghAsa ne lAkaDAM nAMkho, ene lagIre tRpti nahIM thAya. lavaNasamudramAM anAdikALathI hajAro nadIo satata ne satata pANI ThAlavatI AvI che, paNa hajI jANe ene kazuM maLyuM ja nathI. barAbara A sthiti che A jIvanI. duniyAbharanA kAmabhogo ene keTalIya vAra maLI cUkyA che, paNa enI dazA evI che, jANe hajI sudhI ene kazuM ya maLyuM ja nathI. hajI tarasa... khUba tarasa... asahya tarasa.. paNa dariyo pI lIdhA pachI ya je tarasa nathI Li A che saMsAra 39

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chipAI, te tarasa have TIpAM-be TIpAMthI chipAI jAya evI koI zakyatA ja nathI. pariNAma? kheda, thAka, trAsa, kaMTALo, hAyavoya ne bhayAnaka bhoga-bhUtAvaLa. adhurI IcchA krodhane janmAve che. yAda Ave bhagavadgItA - mAt ghoghoDaminAyate kAmathI krodha utpanna thAya che. krodha vikarALa svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. jANe aMgArAno varasAda varasAvato sUraja. ne prazamanuM sarovara AkheAkhuM sukAI jAya che. sukha-saMvedanAnI mAchalIo taraphaDI taraphaDIne marI jAya che. bhItarI zItaLatAnI badhI ja lIlotarI sUkotarI banI jAya che. samajaNanA taLamAM moTI moTI tirADo paDI jAya che. taDakAnA kAraNe pANI sUkAI jAya ne sukkI dharatImAM taDako vadhu lAge, A unALAnuM viSacakra che. asahya taDako keTakeTalA duSpariNAmone janma Ape che, enuM eka lAMbuM lisTa thaI zake che. saMsAramAM krodhano sUraja je tApa ne saMtApa phelAve che, enuM lisTa karavA jatAM AkhI jiMdagI pUrI thaI jAya tema che. "prazamarati' kahe che - krodhaH paritApakaraH, sarvasyodvegakArakaH krodhaH / vairAnuSInanI: DhothA, krodha: supatidattA | krodha baLatarA kare che, badhAne herAna-parezAna karI de che, veranI bhayaMkara gAMTha baMdhAve che krodha. ne sadgatinI zakyatAnuM satyanAza vALI de che krodha. krodhanI garamImAM prazamanuM sarovara TakI zake e taddana azakya che. tarasa asahya che. ne kAmano parasevo nItarI rahyo che. aMge aMga lhAya lhAya baLe che. jene pANI samajIne A Agane bujhavavA jaIe che, e to peTrola nIkaLe che, baLatarA ora vadhI jAya che. to ya sAna ThekANe AvatI nathI, pharI e ja peTrola, e ja Aga, e ja peTrola, e ja bhaDako... yAda Ave yogasUtra - yathA'bhyAsaM vivardhante viSayAH / viSayatRSNAnI jema jema pUrti karavA jAo, tema tema e tRSNAnI vRddhi ja thavAnI che. bhaDake baLato unALo.

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zuM karavuM ? tRSNA to che, tRSNAnI pIDA ya che. A sthitimAM je vastunI tRSNA che enI pAchaLa na doDIe to bIjuM karIe paNa zuM ? anAdino che A savAla. moTA bhAganA jIvonI che A samasyA. parama pAvana zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra ahIM javAba Ape che - __ atthe asaMkappayao tao se pahIyae kAmaguNesu taNhA / viSayatRSNAne dUra karavI che? to eno rAmabANa upAya A che - viSayanI pAchaLa doDatA tanane to roko ja, manane paNa roko. viSayano vicAra suddhA na AvI zake AvI dazAnA tame svAmI banI jAo. A eka evI dazA che, jyAM tRSNA khuda tarase marI jAya che. We don't know, kAmanA parasevAmAM sadgaonuM badhuM ja ojas gaLI jAya che. ApaNane sAva ja khAlI karIne e khAlIpAne doSothI ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharI devAnuM kAma karanAra che "kAma". yAda Ave parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra - ___ mUlameyamahammassa mahAdosasamussayaM / adharmanuM mULa che abrahma. moTA moTA doSono rAphaDo che abrahma. kaSAyo, viSayo, kAmavAsanA, doSo... badhI ja rIte bhaDake baLato unALo che, A saMsAra. e anAdikALathI Avo ja che ne anaMtAnaMta kALa sudhI Avo ja rahevAno che. samarAdityakathA kahe che - rUpho veva saMsAro ! saMsAra Avo ja che. saMsArane ThArI nathI zakAto. phakta choDI zakAya che. If you don't like heat, get out of the kitchen. e zakya che. If we wish. 41 A che saMsAra

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A che saMsAra * phakta svArthanI sagAI 14 pitA mAtA bhrAtA - 'pyabhilaSitasiddhAvabhimato, guNagrAmajJAtA na khalu dhanadAtA ca dhanavAn / janAH svArthasphAtA - vanizamavadAtA''zayabhRtaH, pramAtA kaH khyAtA-viha bhavasukhasyAstu rasikaH // 14 // pitA hoya, mAtA hoya ke sago bhAI paNa kema na hoya ? svArthapUrti thatI hoya, to e badhAM sagAM che, ne nahIM to e badhAM ajANyA che. ahIM ApaNe game teTalAM sArA hoIe, ApaNA sArApaNAne svajano jANatA paNa hoya, ne emanI pAse aDhaLaka rUpiyA paNa hoya, to ya ApaNI jarUra vakhate ApaNane kazuM ja maLI zakatuM nathI. svajanone kazo bhAva ja nathI evuM nathI. emane khUba bhAva che. khUba ullAsa che. divasa-rAta haMmezA thanaganATa che. paNa eka mAtra potAnA svArthane sara karavAmAM. A che saMsAra. phakta svArthanI sagAI. saMsAra jo oLakhAI jAya, barAbara oLakhAI jAya, to enA kahevAtA sukhamAM koI ja rasa TakI zake tema nathI. / / 14 / / pitA kyAM sudhI pitA ? e kamAtA hoya ne ApaNuM bharaNapoSaNa karatAM hoya tyAM sudhI. mAtA kyAM sudhI mAtA ? e gharanA kAma-kAja karI zake tyAM sudhI. bhAI kyAM sudhI bhAI ? e bhAI pAse hAtha na laMbAve tyAM sudhI. patnI kyAM sudhI patnI ? e akasmAtmAM vikalAMga ne kadarUpI na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI. mitra kyAM sudhI mitra ? enA dhaMdhAmAM moTI khoTa na jAya tyAM sudhI. ApaNe AkhI jiMdagI bhramamAM hoIe chIe ke 'A badhAM sagAM-vhAlA che. A badhAne mArI sAthe sagapaNa che.' We are nothing but a phakta svArthanI sagAI 42

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middelman. Just a media. badhAnuM sagapaNa to potapotAnA svArtha sAthe hoya che. jo ApaNA dvArA e svArthanI pUrti thaI zakatI hoya, to ApaNe emanA sagAM chIe. je divase ApaNe A kAma mATe nakAmA thaI gayA, e divase A sagapaNa tUTI jAya che. ne jo ApaNe emanA svArthanI ADe AvyA, to ApaNe khuda tUTI jaIe chIe, e paNa emanA hAthe. ApaNuM koNa ? A eka niruttara prazna che. AkhI jiMdagI ApaNe je karIe chIe e moTe bhAge ApaNI mUrkhatAnuM pradarzana hoya che. aMdhAruM che eTale je dizAmAM ApaNe hoMzathI doDe jaIe chIe, ajavALuM thaI jAya to ApaNe e dizAne jovI suddhA pasaMda na karIe. svArthanA saMbaMdhane ApaNe "ApaNo saMbaMdha mAnI laIe chIe, A eka ja gerasamaja ApaNA AkhA jIvanane roMga naMbara parano dIrgha-saMvAda banAvI de che. skUla-pikanika para javA mATe eka chokarAe mammI pAse 500 rU. mAMgyA. sAva ja garIba gharanI vAta. khUba samajAvavA chatAM chokaro na ja samajyo. mammIe gharamAMthI badhuM ja bheguM karIne ene 35 rU. ApyAM. have eka paiso paNa nathI ema kahyuM. chokarAno pitto gayo. charI laIne dhasI Avyo. mammInA peTamAM hulAvI dIdhI. thoDI ja vAramAM mammInA rAma ramI gayA. A che saMsAra. phATe nahIM tyAM sudhI khabara ja na paDe ke e bomba che. ApaNe kaheluM ke e chokaro to nAdAna hato. jJAnIo kahe che Akho saMsAra nAdAna che. svArthano saMbaMdha eno e ja che. svArtha tUTatAnI sAthe je AMtarika parivartana thAya che, e paNa eno e ja che. mAtra enI abhivyaktinA prakAro judA judA hoya che. yAda Ave pelI kavitA - - have to rokanAra paNa mane rasto karI Ape che, have koI janAjAnI jema huM nIkaLato rahuM chuM. jJAnIone ApaNA eka paNa sagAMnI eka paNa phariyAda nathI. ApaNe e sagAone vaLagI paDIe, emAM emane koI nukazAna nathI ane ApaNe e sagAothI aLagAM thaI jaIe, emAM emane koI phAyado nathI. ApaNe ApaNA sagAone dveSa ane tiraskarAnI dRSTithI jotA thaI jaIe, evo emano koI - A che saMsAra 43

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uddezya nathI. emano uddezya to eTalo ja che, ke ApaNe ApaNo kharo uddezya zuM che, ene bhUlIne A durlabha janmane vyartha gumAvI na daIe. 'ApaNA'nI khoTI dhAraNAmAM phasAIne 'ApaNA'nI hakIkatathI cheDo na phADI laIe. sagAMnA maLamAM 'svAH' evo saMskRta zabda che. jeno artha thAya che 'potAnAM.'zAMta citte vicAra karIe ke ApaNA 'potAnAM' koNa ? svajano kadAca niHsvArtha snehI hoya, to ya ApaNA 'potAnAM' kharAM ? mammInA khUnI chokarAnI ahIM je vAta karI, e chokarA mATe e mammIe maratA maratA kahyuM hatuM, ke 'ene koI sajA na thAya, enuM dhyAna rAkhajo.' ATalo parAkASThAno niHsvArtha sneha hovA chatAM paNa e chokaro durgatimAM na ja jAya, e viSenI koI ja javAbadArI mammI laI zake che kharI ? are, e bhavamAM ya ene phAMsI na ja thAya e mATe mammI zuM karI zake che ? to, AlokanuM ke paralokanuM eka paNa hita karavA mATe je dharAra lAcAra che, e niHsvArtha snehI hoya, to ya zuM ? zuM emane 'potAnAM' kahI zakAya kharAM ? lAkha rUpiyAno prazna to e che, ke ApaNA keTalAM sagAMo evA che ke jemane niHsvArtha snehInuM ya vizeSaNa lagADI zakAya ? ApaNAM 'potAnA' che deva-guru-dharma. ApaNA 'potAnA' to darzana-jJAnacAritra. ApaNI kAyama mATenI badhI ja javAbadArI levA e taiyAra paNa che ane e sakSama paNa che. ApaNane e joItAM hoya, to emanuM mUlya bahu ja najIvuM che, sAva ja tuccha che, e che saMsAra. phakta svArthanI sagAI 44

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A che saMsAra haLAhaLa jhera 15 paNaiH prANairgRhNAtyahaha mahati svArtha iha yAn, tyajatyuccairloka-stRNavadaghRNastAnaparathA / viSaM svAnte vaktre - mRtamiti ca vizvAsahatikRt, mAvityudezo, vi na vid: itathio: ? / / 9 / moTo svArtha hoya, tyAre to potAno jAna kurabAna karI detA hoya, eTaluM badhuM vhAla batAve, ne svArtha pUro thaI jAya, eTale ghAsanI jema jhATakIne pheMkI de. aMtaramAM jhera ane moDhAmAM amRta. naryo vizvAsaghAta. A che saMsAra. haLAhaLa jhera. jo A zabdothI ya saMsAra parathI mana utarI jatuM na hoya to ethI vadhu to zI karuNatA hoya ? / / 15 / / 'huM to tamArA vinA eka paLa paNa jIvI zakuM ema nathI.' AgalI ja rAte AMkhomAM AMsu sAthe AvA premAlApo karyA hoya, ne bIjA ja divase e premapAtra(!)nI pote ja karapINa hatyA karI hoya, evI karoDo vyaktio thaI gaI che. pahelA mAthe caDAvavA ne pachI paga taLe kacaDI nAMkhavA A eka 'kAryanIti' hoya che. caDatI vakhate je lAgaNIo ugatI ne pAMgaratI hoya che, e badhI ja lAgaNI kacaDAtI vakhate bhayaMkara rIte kacaDAI jatI hoya che. A paNa eka prakAranI hatyA che. jene ApaNe vizvAsaghAta kahIe chIe. zarIra zvAsathI jIvatuM hoya che. mana vizvAsathI jIvatuM hoya che. lAgaNI e ApaNuM potAnuM svarUpa hoya che. lAgaNI tUTe che, tyAre ApaNe pote tUTIe chIe. ApaNA Aju-bAjunuM samagra vartuLa ApaNI lAgaNIne sAcavavA jAna paTakI de, to ya ApaNI lAgaNI hema-khema rahe evI khAtarI rAkhI zakAya tema nathI. bIjI bAju vAstavikatA e che ke ApaNI lAgaNI sAthe bIjAone prAyaH khAsa snAna-sUtaka hotuM nathI. ApaNane jema ApaNI lAgaNI Li A che saMsAra 45

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sarvasva lAge che ema bIjAne paNa potAnI ja lAgaNI sarvasva lAge che. A sthitimAM thAya zuM ? mAtra svArthasiddhi ne enA mATenA kAvA-dAvA... mAyAprapaMca... sAmAnI lAgaNI para ujharaDA ne prahAro... hRdayamAM jhera... vANImAM amRta. I mean, vizvAsaghAta. A evI paristhiti che, jemAM mANasa jIvatA sudhI marato rahe che. A paristhiti mATe koIne doSa ApI zakAya tema nathI. saMsArano A svabhAva che. jo saMsAramAM kAyamI sukha-cena hota, to jJAnIone A upadeza ApavAnI jarUra ja na paDI hota. agni garama che to e garama ja che. lAkho carcAo ke lAkho prayAso paNa enI garamIne nAbUda karI zakatA nathI. e carcAo ne prayosono koI ja artha nathI. jiMdagI AkhI vItI jaze ene ThaMDo karavAmAM. hakIkatamAM karavAnuM kAMIka bIjuM ja hatuM, ne ApaNe karI rahyA chIe kAMIka bIjuM ja. yAda Ave peluM gIta jAvuM'tuM ugamaNIe ne AthamaNI dizAe jaI re caDyA ame bhavanA musAphira, bhUlA re paDyA... ame bhavanA musAphira, bhUlA re paDyA.. A bhava hato paramAtmAnA amRta-vacanonuM pAna karavA mATe, A bhava hato sAdhanAnI sudhAmAM snAna karavA mATe, A bhava hato sadguNonA amRtamAM DubakI lagAvavA mATe. A bhava hato AnaMdanA amRtamAM ramaNa karavA mATe. ne ApaNe zuM karI rahyA chIe ? jemAM mAtra uparanI sapATI ja amRta che ne bAkI badhuM ja kaDavuM jhera che, emAM ApaNe eTalA mohAI gayA chIe, ke kharA amRtanI avagaNanA karI rahyA chIe. are, peluM amRta to banAvaTI che. jhera karatAM ya badatara che. e ja to ApaNA jIvanane jheramAM DubADanAruM che. enA mATe kharA amRtanI avajJA e ApaNI keTalI vicitra vRtti ! mane kahevA do, ke saMsAramAM sagAM-saMbaMdhIomAM karAto halakAmAM halakI kakSAno je vizvAsaghAta hoya, enA karatAM paNa vadhu vizvAsaghAta ApaNe ApaNI jAta pratye karI rahyA chIe. duniyA to ApaNuM bagADI bagADIne keTaluM bagADaze ? haLAhaLa jhera 46

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ApaNA AtmAnuM kharuM ahita to eka ja vyakti karI zake tema che ane te ApaNe pote chIe. je saMsAre je sagapaNe je parivAre ApaNane anaMta vAra tamAcA mAryA che, e hajI ApaNane 'ApaNA' lAge che ne je deva-guru-dharma ApaNA ekAMta hitane sAdhIne ApaNo anaMta bhaviSyakALa sudhArI devAnA che, e hajI ya ApaNane 'pArakA' lAge che, e ja ApaNI sauthI moTI kamanasIbI che. saMsAra pAsethI ApaNe mAtra ne mAtra eka ja vastunI apekSA rAkhavA jevI che ne te che udvega... kaMTALo... vairAgya... jvalaMta vairAgya. saMsAranI zakti paNa A ja ApI zakavAnI che ane saMsAra pAsethI kAMI levA jevuM hoya, to e paNa A ja che. Please, try to achieve it, wish you all the best. Li 47 A che saMsAra

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che A saMra # dardanAka durghaTanA che. dRzAM prAntaiH kAntaH, kalayati mudaM kopakalitai ramIbhiH khinnaH syAd, ghanadhananidhInAmapi guNI / upAyaiH stutyAyai-rapanayati roSaM kathamapi-, tyaho mohasyeyaM, bhavabhavanavaiSamyaghaTanA // 16 // je AkarSaka AMkho AnaMda upajAve che, e ja gussAthI tagatagatI hoya, tyAre sAva ja thakavI de che. zrImaMta ne rAjA-mahArAjA jevA mATe paNa A eka mahA-trAsajanaka ghaTanA hoya che. keTakeTalI cApalusI ne sAva khoTI khuzAmato karI karIne mAMDa mAMDa e gussAne dUra karavo paDe che. kadAca bahAranI. badhI ja anukULatAo hoya chatAM ya potAnA ja manane kacaDavAnI A vyathAne to je anubhave e ja samajI zake. A che saMsAra. eka dardanAka durghaTanA. mohanuM A potAnuM ghara che. jyAM viSamatA ja hoya, emAM koI Azcarya nathI. |16 || vasati-pramArjananI kriyA karatAM karatAM eka zramaNa bhagavaMtane avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. A atIndriya zaktithI upara asaMkhya yojana dUra devalokane paNa joI zakAya evuM zakya banyuM hatuM. e mahAtmAe jovA mATe prayAsa karyo ke Indra mahArAjA atyAre zuM karI rahyA che ? jotAnI sAthe e stabdha thaI gayAM. 3ra lAkha vimAnanA mAlika, asaMkhya devonA svAmI Indra mahArAjA risAyelA IndrANInA page paDIne emane manAvavAno prayAsa karI rahyA hatAM... vagara bhUle kSamAyAcanA. vagara gunAnI kAkaludIo.. vagara guNonI khuzAmato. vagara vAMkanI sajA... ne chatI zaktie lAcArI... chatI mAlikIe dAsatva. chatAM viveke mUrkhatva ne chatA tene nistejatA... yAda Ave IndriyaparAjayazataka - maraNe vi dINavayaNaM mANadharA je NarA Na jaMpaMti / te vi hu kuNaMti lalliM bAlANaM NehagahagahilA // dardanAka durghaTanA 48

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yA kAkaludI karavI paDe, ne yA marI javuM paDe, A sthitimAM jeo marI javuM pasaMda kare, paNa kAkaludI to haragIjha na kare, teo paNa strIonI pAse cApalusI ne kAkaludI karavAmAM kaMI ja bAkI rAkhatA nathI. A kAma ! kharekhara, tArAmAM ne bhUtanA vaLagADamAM koI ja pharaka nathI. eka vicArake kahyuM che - "Second is hell. bIjI vyakti e naraka che." je tame nathI enI sAthe tamAro meLa zI rIte besI zake ? enI sAthe tamAre seTa thavuM hoya, to tamAre tamArApaNuM gumAvavuM paDe. That means koIkanuM mUlya huM" hoya che. thoDA cokhkhA zabdamAM kahIe to saMbaMdhane sAcavavA mATe jAtane veMcI devI paDe che. AmAM kharI TrejeDI to e thAya che ke jAtane gumAvyA pachI e saMbaMdha 'jAtano to nathI ja raheto to A AkhI ya mathAmaNa murkhAmInI parAkASThA nahIM to bIjuM zuM che ? yAda Ave prajJAsarvasvam - paranibandhanA tuSTi-stattvata AtmavikrayaH / svarUpamapi naivaM syAt, kasya tuSTirnigadyate ? // koInAthI khuza thavAno prayAsa e hakIkatamAM potAnI jAtanuM veMcANa che. A sodAmAM to potAnuM astitva ja rahetuM nathI, to pachI khuza koNa thaze? mana khuda vicitra che. kAmavAsanA enI vicitratAnA guNAkAro kare che, ne kAmano viSaya svAdhIna hoya, eTale e vicitratA badhI ja hada vaTAvI jAya che. jo kAmanuM bhUta na vaLagyuM hoya, to A vicitratAne koNa kabUla kare ? koNa ene page paDe ne koNa enI khuzAmata kare ? kharekhara, samaju ne vivekIne paNa gAMDotUra banAvI de che kAma. tAvanmahattvaM pANDityaM, kulInatvaM vivekitA / yAvajjvalati nAGgeSu, hanta ! paJceSupAvakaH // mahAnatA, vidvattA, kulInatA ane vivekitA - A badhuM tyAM sudhI ja hoya che, jyAM sudhI mANasanAM dehamAM kAmavAsanAnI Aga phATI na nIkaLe. eka vAra A Aga lAgI eTale khalAsa. pachI e badhAM ja guNo na jANe kyAMya jatAM raheze, ne e mANasa tyAM sudhI nIce utaraze ke e vAta jAhera thAya, to e 48 _A che saMsAra

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koIne moTuM suddhA nahIM dekhADI zake. o kAma ! tane jeTalA dhikkAra ApIe eTalA ochA che. mAMDa mAMDa anaMtakALe guNonI garimA pADanArane sAva ja pazu jevo banAvI denAra tuM che. parvata jevA gheryane paNa sAva ja pANI pANI karI denAra tuM che. sAva anucita ghaTanAne sahaja rIte ghaTAvI denAra tuM che. dhikkAra... dhikkAra... vijAtIya - vyaktithI mAMDIne tamAma Adhunika sAdhano pratyeno tIvra aNagamo... nava vADanuM suvizuddha pAlana ane jinavacananuM niraMtara paribhAvana - AnA dvArA ja "kAmathI bacI zakAya. zuddha sAdhutA vinA A zakya ja nathI. gRhastha mATe to A svapna ja nahIM, svapnanuM paNa svapna che. svastha citte vicAra karIe ApaNe, konA paga pakaDavA ? konI AjJA mAnavI ? prabhunI ke mohanI. prabhunI AjJA mAnIe to zIghra nistAra che ane mohanI AjJA mAnIe to anaMta saMsAra che. anaMta vAra ApaNane narakamAM mokalanAra mohanI AjJA mAnavI ane ApaNane sadgatinI paraMparA sAthe mokSa sudhI pahoMcADanAra prabhunI AjJAne avagaNavI - AmAM avaLacaMDAI sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI, A avaLacaMDAI mAtra prabhu sAthe ja nathI, ApaNI jAta sAthe paNa che. Please, Let's stop this stupidity. cAlo, jinAjJAne ApaNuM jIvana banAvIe. saMsAranI durghaTanAne samApta thaI javA mATe AthI vadhu koI ja apekSA nathI. I a sle dardanAka durghaTanA -

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A che saMsAra * eka khuvAra parivAra # Wo priyA prekSA putro vinaya iha putrI guNarati rvivekA''khyastAtaH pariNatiranindyA ca jananI / vizuddhasya svasya sphurati hi kuTumbaM sphuTamidaM, bhave tanno dRSTaM, tadapi bata saMyogasukhadhIH // 17 // vizuddha AtmAno eka spaSTa AMtarika parivAra hoya che. jyAM priyA che sadguddhi, putra che vinaya, putrI che guNarati, pitA che viveka ane mAtA che pariNati. paNa 'saMsAra' e eka evI karuNatA che, jyAM A Akho ya parivAra khuvAra thaI jAya che. AmAMthI kazuM ja nathI maLatuM saMsAramAM. svajana kahI zakAya, evuM koI ja nathI ahIM, ahIM che mAtra saMyoga. paNa bicAro jIva ema mAne che ke enAthI huM sukhI thaI gayo. / / 17 || 17 sarakAre lokone eka sUtra ApyuM che sUtra keTaluM sAcuM che, te eka alaga viSaya so TacanA sonA jevuM sUtra ApyuM che AMtarika parivAra sukhI parivAra. bAhya parivAra svAdhIna nathI hoto. AkhI jiMdagI mANasa badhAM cheDAM meLavatA meLavatA hAMphI jAya che. traNa sAMdho ne tera tUTe evI durdazA ja enuM pArivArika jIvana hoya che. ATaluM thaI jAya eTale nirAMta A lAlaca ene jIvanabhara doDAvatI ja rahe che. jenA mATe e doDe che, teo paNa ene ArAma ApatA nathI. paNa jANe cAbUka phaTakArI phaTakArIne ene parANe parANe paNa doDAvyA ja kare che. yAda Ave pelI kavitA - 51 choTA parivAra-sukhI parivAra. A banI jAya che, paNa bhagavAne eka AkhI jiMdagI jemaNe paga taLe kacaDyo mane, aMta veLA emanI ja kAMdhe caDavAnuM banyuM. saMsAramAM ema kahevAya che ke parivAra vagarano mANasa zobhe nahIM, enA A che saMsAra

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para koI vizvAsa kare nahIM, vAMDho mANasa badhe laghutA pAme. sAmAjika prasaMgomAM saparivAra vyakti zobhAspada bane. paNa AnI samAMtara satya e che, ke mora pIMchAothI sAro paNa lAge che, ne ene pIMchAMno bhAra paNa lAge che. lagnano artha vivAha, jeno sIdho artha thAya che khUba ja bhAra ucakavo. patino paryAya zabda che vivoDhA, jeno zabdazaH artha che khUba bhAra upADanAra. patnIno payArya zabda che bhAryA, jeno spaSTa artha che bhAravALI. je parivAranuM mULa ja ATaluM duHkhada hoya e parivArano vikAsa(!) kevo hoI zake ? ekAda-be bALako ne patnI sAthe koI lagna-prasaMgamAM sarasa dekhAto mANasa potAnA aMgata jIvanamAM keTalo nIrasa hoya che, e to enuM mana ja jANatuM hoya che. badhAM sAthe badhI rIte badhuM ja sIdhuM paDe evuM puNya to bhagavAnanuM ya hotuM nathI. pharaka e paDe che ke e bicArAmAM bhagavAnanA lAkhamA bhAganI ya sahanazIlatA hotI nathI. pariNAma ? jIvana naraka banI jAya che. vAta vAMDhApaNAnA samarthananI bilakula nathI. saMsAramAM rahIne apariNIta rahevuM e prAyaH karIne vadhu doSo ane vadhu duHkhonuM kAraNa banatuM hoya che. ahIM to vAta che pUrNapaNe duHkhamuktinI. ahIM to vAta che pUrNa sukhanI anubhUtinI. e paNa parivArathI ja maLe che. bAhya parivArathI nahIM, paNa AMtara parivArathI. jemAM patnI che buddhi. satata sAthe ne sAthe rahe che e. ApaNane huMpha Ape, hiMmata Ape, sAcI preraNA Ape ne dareka paristhitimAM sArAmAM sAruM pariNAma lAvavAnI khAtarI Ape. ene ya ApaNe dhAraNa to karavI ja paDe. paNa eno bhAra bilakula nathI. ulTa ene pAmyA pachI khUba ja haLavAza lAge che. jemAM putra che vinaya. nAma rozana kare ne vaMzane pAvana kare ene putra kahevAya che. punAti vaMzapati putra | vinaya nizcitapaNe A kArya kare che. amUrtamaMta vazaraNam mULI ke maMtra vagaranuM vazIkaraNa che vinaya. ApaNe enA taraphathI koI ja apamAna ke uddhatAI sahana nathI karavI paDatI, ulTa e ApaNuM A bhavanuM ne bhavobhavanuM daLadara pheDI nAMkhe che. jemAM putrI che guNarati. e vahAlano dariyo to che ja, paNa guNo pratye. eka khuvAra parivAra, 52

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bAkI to dIkarInuM hAla prAyaH jIvanabharanI vyathAmAM pariNamatuM hoya che. guNo pratyenI rati sarvasukhonI jananI bane che. "beTI bacAvo'nuM AMdolana jo A dizAmAM thAya, to AkhA bhAratano mokSa thaI jAya. jemAM pitA che viveka. ApaNuM hita karavAnI kSamatA, ApaNuM hita karavA mATe jarUrI proDhatA ane ApaNA pratyenI vatsalatA A traNeno saMgama A pitAmAM che. pAtIti pitA - je rakSaNa kare te pitA kahevAya. ApaNA AtmAnuM rakSaNa eka mAtra viveka ja karI zake tema che. jemAM mAtA che pariNati. goLa vinA sUko kaMsAra mA vinA sUno saMsAra. pariNati vinA badhuM ja zUnya che. parivAramAM mA sarvasva hoya che. AtmAnA aMtaraMga vartuLamAM pariNati sarvasva hoya che. mUDha jIva AkhI jiMdagI bhramaNAmAM rAcato hoya che, ke mAre patnI che, putra che, putrI che, mA-bApa che, paNa jJAnIo ene eTaluM ja pUche che ke bhAI ! zuM tArI pAse sadbuddhi che ? jo nA, to tuM vidhura che. zuM tArI pAse vinaya ane guNarati che ? nahIM ne ? to tuM niHsaMtAna che, zuM tArI pAse viveka ne pariNati che ? nA ne ? to tuM anAtha che, kharekhara anAtha. Aje kadAca prabaLa mohanI dazAmAM tAro pUrepUro madAra bAhya parivAra para haze, aMtaraMga parivAra kadAca tane nIrasa ane nakAmo lAgato haze. paNa tArA jIvanamAM prAyaH eka kSaNa evI jarUra Avaze, jyAre A ja badhI vAto tAruM potAnuM saMvedana banaze, e paLe tArI AMkho ubharAI gaI haze. "bAhya e tAro parivAra nahIM paNa tAro "bhrama' hato. e satya tane samajAI gayuM haze, paNa tAre bAjI tArA hAthamAM nahIM rahI hoya. aMtaraMga parivAranuM aizvarya ApavAnI saMsAramAM tAkAta ja nathI. e to phakta "bhrama" ApI zake che. rajhaLAvI zake che, ne raDAvI zake che. aMtaraMga parivAranuM praptisthAna che saMyamajIvana. ene pAmI lo to e divya parivAra svayaM svAdhIna banI jaze. pachI to duHkha zuM hoya ? e ya bhUlI jazo. ne sukha zuM hoya? - AnA javAbamAM tamAruM ja udAharaNa ApavuM paDaze. 53 A che saMsAra

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"mana * A che - saMsAra? # bhaDabhaDa baLato nibhADo # 18 purA premA''rambhe, tadanu tadavicchedaghaTane, taducchede duHkhAnyatha kaThinacetA viSahate / vipAkAdApAkA-''hitakalazavattApabahulA, jano yasminnasmin, kvacidapi sukhaM hanta ! na bhave // 18 // premanI zarUAta karavA jatAM ja duHkhanI zarUAta thaI jatI hoya che, e prema tUTe nahIM enI mathAmaNamAM duHkhano sAro evo vikAsa thaI jato hoya che, ne prema je paLe tUTe e paLe to du:khanA DuMgarA ja tUTI paDatA hoya che. keTaluM kaThaNa haze e mana ! ke ATalA asahya duHkhamAM ya cUro nathI. thaI jatuM. A che saMsAra. bhaDa bhaDa baLato mATalAno nibhADo. tApathI tapI tapIne jyAM barAbara pAkI javAnuM che. mAnavuM ja paDaze, saMsAramAM kyAMya sukha che ja nahIM || 18 II. kAcI IMTo ne kAcA mATInA vAsaNone pakAvavA mATe nibhADAmAM mukavAmAM Ave che. asahya tApano artha ja nibhADo che. AkhA ya nibhADAmAM kyAMya leza paNa zItaLatA hoya e saMbhavita ja nathI. are, e nibhADAnI AjubAjumAM ya garamIthI zekAI javAya evI paristhiti hoya, to pachI e nibhADAnI aMdaranI to zuM vAta karavI ? basa, A che saMsAra. nibhADAmAM jo ThaMDaka hoI zake, to saMsAramAM sukha hoI zake. mUDha AtmAne evuM lAge che ke "premane kAraNe saMsAra samRddha che. prema ja A jIvananuM sarvasva che. prema mATe ja A jIvana che, ane prema e ja eka mAtra sukhano strota che.' paNa vAstaviktA AnAthI bilakula ulTI che. "prIta kiye duHkha hoya." jJAnIo kahe che - bhaDabhaDa baLato nibhADo. - 54

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sambandhAnAtmano jantu-ryAvataH kurute priyAn / tAvantastasya jAyante, hRdaye zokazaGkavaH // jIva potAnA jeTalAM jeTalAM priya saMbaMdho bAMdhe che. teTalA teTalA ja enA hRdayamAM zokanA tIkSNa kAMTAo bhoMkAya che. duniyAmAM 'liva Ina rilezanazIpa' jema jema vadhatI jAya che, tema tema ApaghAto ane pAlagapaNuM paNa vadhatA ja jAya che. purAvo che A e vAtano - ke prema e duHkha sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja ApI zake tema nathI. vijAtIyane jovAnA prayAsa, ene maLavAnA prayAsa, eno paricaya karavAnA prayAsa, enI sAme mAMgaNI mukavAnA prayAsa.. A badhuM zuM sukha hoya che ? jo uttejanA, AturatA, adhIrAI ane IcchAnA tophAno ya sukha hoya, to pachI duHkha kone kahezo ? paMcasUtra kahe che avikkhA aNANaMde | apekSA AnaMda nathI ja. satata uttejita karatI rahetI philmane joIne chevaTe mANasa sAva ja thAkI gayo hoya che. We Excitement is not a pleasure, but a labour have to trust work. yAda Ave yogasAra - - - nairapekSyAdanautsukyaM, anautsukyAcca susthatA / susthatA ca parA''nanda - stadapekSAM tyajenmuniH // nirapekSatA maLe eTale utsukatA jatI rahe che, utsukatA jatI rahe eTale svasthatA maLe che, ane svasthatA e ja to parama AnaMda che. mATe munie apekSAno tyAga karavo joIe. premanA prAraMbhamAM apekSA ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI hoya che. prema tUTe nahIM ATalo vicAra suddhA paNa apekSA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. apekSAono meru jeTalo bhAra mAthe laIne pharato mANasa e badhI ja apekSAo tUTe eTale phaTa daIne tUTI jAya che. kadAca apekSA meru jeTalI nahIM, paNa enAthI ya vadhAre bhAre hoya che. ne mATe ja e bhAre paDI jAya che. mANasa lAgaNI pradhAna che, e premamAM Akhe Akho parovAyo hoya che. thoDA vadhu spaSTa zabdomAM e khuda premamaya banI gayo hoya che. prema karyo eTale A che saMsAra 55

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tame gayA. 'ghara bALIne tIratha' karavA jevI A ghaTanA che. prema karIne sukhI thavA jAvuM, e jhera khAIne jIvavAno prayAsa karavA jevI ghaTanA che. premane potAnuM badhuM ja arpita karI dIdhA pachI e prema tUTe ke premapAtra tUTe eTale mANasa pote ja tUTe che. videzamAM badhI bAjuthI tUTI gayelo mANasa chevaTe kUtarA para DhaLe che. paNa e kUtaro paNa to zAzvata nathI hoto. enuM Arogya paNa to kAyama nathI hotuM. eno saMyoga paNa to 24 x 7 kalAka nathI hoto. premabhUkhyo mANasa saravALe to bhUkhyo ja rahI jAya che. AtmAno oksijana rAga nathI paNa virAga che. virAgathI AtmA jIve che, virAgathI AtmA puSTa thAya che, virAgathI AtmA paramAnaMdamAM mhAle che, paNa rAgathI e rItasarano ribAI jAya che. lakSya to che virAga bhAva... parama lakSya to che vItarAga bhAva... paNa enuM mAdhyama che prazasta rAga. deva-gurudharma pratyeno rAga. jJAna-darzana-cAritra pratyeno rAga. acaLa rAga. avihaDa rAga. I suggest you a book aura na cAhuM re kaMta. There is an emotion of the divine love. saMsArano badho ja prema 'parama' upara utarI jAya, to AtmAno beDo pAra che. pachI to eno kaMTha che, ene zAzvata sukhanI varamALA che. bhaDabhaDa baLato nibhADo. 56

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A che saMsAra * bhayAnaka yuddhabhUmi * 19 mRgAkSIdRgbANai - riha hi nihataM dharmakaTakaM, viliptA hRddezA iha ca bahulai rAgarudhiraiH / bhramantyurdhvaM krUrA vyasanazatagRdhrAzca tadiyaM, mahAmoha kSoNI - ramaNaraNabhUmiH khalu bhavaH // 19 // vIMdhAI gaI che jyAM dharmasenA strInI dRSTinA bANothI. kharaDAI gayAM che jyAM hRdayanA bhAgo rAganA lohIthI. seMkaDo ApattionA krUra gIdhaDAM jyAM upara cakarAvA laI rahyA che. A che saMsAra. bhayAnaka yuddhabhUmi. mahAmoharAjA jyAM badhI ja rIte trATake che ApaNA upara. / / 19|| yuddha e evI vastu che, jemAM badhI rIte nukazAna che, hAro to to tame gayA ja. jIto to ya je nukazAna thayuM, e to thayuM ja che. mahArANA pratApane harAvIne rAjA mAnasiMha dillInA darabAramAM gayA, tyAre akabare emanI prazaMsA karavAne badale emane rItasara khaMkherI ja nAkhyA hatAM. kAraNa ke akabaranA pUrA 50,000 sainiko e yuddhamAM khapI gayA hatAM. akabarane hAra karatAM paNa e jIta bhAre paDI gaI hatI. yAda Ave pelI kavitA have A tAmrapatrane kyAM lagADazo ? jIto jo yuddha, hAtha gumAvAyo hoya che. yuddhano artha vinAza che. mATe ja nItivAkyAmRtam graMtha kahe che puSpairapi yuddhaM nItivido necchanti / karavA mAMgatA nathI. nItinA jANakAro phUlathI paNa yuddha moharAjAnI bhayAnaka yuddhabhUmi jevo che e AtmA mATe pUre puruM jokhama bhareluM che. A yuddhabhUmimAM AtmAnI hAra A saMsAra. A yuddhabhUmimAM utaravuM Li A che saMsAra 57

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prAyaH nizcita hoya che, e paNa bhAre nukazAna sAthe. brahmacaryanI nava vADano artha A ja che, ke moharAjAnI sAme sIdhe sIdhuM yuddha cheDavAnI AtmAnI sthiti ja nathI. e yuddha suddhA eka prakAranI zaraNAgati banI jAya evI pUre pUrI saMbhAvanA che. moha to anAdikALathI satata jItato Avyo che. khUba tagaDo thaI gayo che e. AtmA anAdikALathI enA hAthe dhobIpachADa hAra khAI khAIne adhamuo thaI gayo che. have e sIdhe sIdho enI sAme laDavA jAya, to thAya zuM ? strInI dRSTi e moharAjAnuM eka hatyAruM zastra che. strInI dRSTi sAthe daSTi meLavavI e AtmArthI jIvanA mATe moharAjAnA bANonA varasAdamAM javA jevI ghaTanA che. e jIve je koI paNa dharmasAdhanA karI haze, je koI paNa guNonuM upArjana karyuM haze, e Akhe AkhI dharmasenA e bANonA eka ja varasAdamAM vIMdhAIne DhaLI paDaze. yAda Ave IndriyaparAjayazataka - pariharasu tao tAsiM dihi~ diTThivisassa va ahissa / jaM ramaNINayaNabANe carittapANe viNAsaMti // Atman ! jenI najaramAM ya jhera hoya evA sApathI tuM je rIte dUra ja rahe, barAbara e ja rIte strInI najarathI paNa dUra ja raheje. hakIkatamAM e najara nathI, paNa bANa che. jIvaleNa bANa. je tArA cAritranA rAma ramADI deze. yuddhabhUmimAM mAro-kAponuM tAMDava ma hoya che. prahAra karanArAnuM lakSya hRdaya hoya che. hRdaya gayuM eTale e sainika gayo. moharAjAnuM lakSya paNa hRdaya che. e jenA para prahAra kare enuM hRdaya rAganA lohIthI kharaDAI jAya che. moha ane pavitratA A be evA cheDA che, je kadI paNa bhegA thatA ja nathI. aMtarAtmAne ApaNe eka savAla pUchavA jevo che, ke tAre pavitratA joIe che ke gaMdakI ? jo pavitratA ja joIe che to A ja kSaNe skula/koleja ophisa/dukAna/mIDiyA/Adhunika prasAra mAdhyamo/phrenDa sarkala A badhuM ja choDIne bhayAnaka yuddhabhUmi - 58 -

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sadgurunuM zaraNa laI levuM joIe. kAraNa ke A badhuM ja eka yA bIjI rIte gaMdakInuM vAhaka banI rahyuM che. joIe che pavitratA ne A badhAne choDavA nathI, A barAbara evI vAta che ke karavI che varlDa TUra paNa gharano uMbaro choDavo nathI. jyAM sudhI vijAtIyano ochAyo suddhA levAnuM sAhasa che, tyAM sudhI AtmA asalAmata che. enA badhAM ja guNo jokhamamAM che, enI badhI ja sAdhanA kaI paLe bhAMgIne bhukko thaI jAya, eno koI ja bharoso nathI. mohanA badhAM ja nimittothI dUra rahevuM ane aMtaraMga dharmasenAnuM vadhu ne vadhu poSaNa karatA rahevuM, e AtmArthI jIvanuM parama kartavya che. A kartavyane adA karavuM hoya to saMsAratyAga ane gurukuLamAM vAsa - AmAM leza paNa vilaMba karavA jevo nathI. bANonA prahArone lohIluhANa dazA - A baMnenI pachInI yuddhabhUminI trIjI vAstavikatA che - krUra gIdhaDAonA cakarAvA. e eka eka gIdha yamarAja banI zake che. zastraprahArothI je kAMI bAkI rahI gayuM hoya, te badhuM ja puruM karI zake che. moharAjAnI yuddhabhUmi upara seMkaDo saMkaTonA krUra gIdhaDAo cakarAvA laI rahyA che. They are just finding a chance. Even a small chance they find, can be our death. A dangerous death. ATaATaluM samajyA pachI paNa hajI ya aMdarathI AtmahitanI tarapheNa karato koI ja javAba na Avato hoya, to ene paNa mahAmoharAjAnI yuddhabhUmino ja prabhAva samajavo paDaze. Please, get out of it. e sarvanAza sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. 59 A che saMsAra

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- A che ! sasAra 3 naryuM pAgalakhAnuM # 20 hasanti krIDanti kSaNamatha ca khidyanti bahudhA, rudanti krandanti kSaNamatha vivAdaM vidadhate / palAyante modaM dadhati parinRtyanti vivazA, bhave mohonmAdaM kamapi tanubhAjaH parigatAH // 20 // kSaNamAM hase che... rame che... ne kSaNamAM to narvasa thaI jAya che. raDe che... AkraMda kare che... ne kSaNamAM jhagaDavA lAge che... vaLI bhAgI jAya che... khuza thAya che... ne nAcavA lAge che. kevI che vivazatA jIvonI ! A. che saMsAra ! naryuM pAgalakhAnuM. jyAM mohanA unmAde mAjhA mukI che. || 20 || eka hatuM pAgalakhAnuM. divALInA divasomAM Aju-bAjunI AtazabAjI joIne pAgaloe menejamenTa pAse mAMgaNI karI, A vakhate amane paNa AtazabAjI karavA joIe. menejamenTa to pAgala na'tuM thaI gayuM. eTale pAgalonA hAthamAM kAMI ja ApyuM nahIM. chevaTe jAta-mahenata jiMdAbAda karIne pAgalo pote ja kAme lAgyA. AkhA pAgalakhAnAmAM khAkhA-khoLA karatAM karatAM eka pAgalanA hAthamAM kyAMkathI mAcIsa AvI gaI. eNe badhAM pAgalone eka holamAM bhegA karyA. potAnI A adbhuta siddhi batADI. badhAM khuzIthI ora pAgala thaI gayA. badhAM bArIbAraNA karyA baMdha. pelAe eka saLI saLagAvI. badhAM "divALI.... divALI.." karIne nAcavA lAgyA. e saLI pUrI thaI gaI. badhAM nirAza thaI gayA. keTalAMka to rItasara raDavA lAgyA. keTalAMka to chAtI ja kuTavA lAgyA. tyAM to e pAgale ghaTasphoTa karyo. "ciMtA nahIM karo. hajI aMdara ghaNI divALI che." eNe tarata bIjI saLI saLagAvI. badhAM rItasara kUdavA lAgyA.. "divALI... divALI.. divALI...' eka moTA pAgale potAnI buddhine kAme lagADI. divALImAM vacce breka na paDe e mATe eNe eka jhADumAMthI moTI saLI kheMcI kADhI, ene pelI naryuM pAgalakhAnuM

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divALIno karaMTa lagAvI dIdho. badhAM hasavA ne kUdavA ja lAgyA... 'divALI... divALI.' eka hajI moTA pAgale Akhu jhADu ja divALIne samarpita karI dIdhuM.. bhaDako thayo. pAgalone to khuzIno pAra na rahyo... moTI divALI... moTI divALI...' tyAM to AkhuM menejamenTa doDI AvyuM hAtha duHkhI jAya eTalI hade bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM... 'A divALI nathI. hoLI che. saLagI jazo badhAM ya. jaldI bahAra nIkaLo, nahIM to marI jazo badhAM.' pAgaloe ThaMDe kaleje kahyuM, 'tamArA gharamAM hoLI haze. amAre to divALI che. Please, do not disturb.' eka hoMziyAra pAgale jhADunI chellI chellI divALImAM eka takiyo svAhA karI dIdho, bIjAe gAdaluM, trIjAe Tebala, cothAe palaMga... DokTaro bUmAbUma karatAM rahyA... moTAmAM moTI divALI manAvIne pAgalo saLagIne rAkha thaI gayAM. - pAgalakhAnAnI A ghaTanA ApaNe je rIte joI, barAbara e ja rIte jJAnIo ApaNI ghaTanA joI rahyA che. jyAM hasavA jevuM kazuM ja nathI tyAM ApaNe hasIe chIe. jyAM rAjI thavAnuM hoya che, tyAM ApaNe raDavA besIe chIe. jyAM mauna rahevAnuM hoya che, tyAM ApaNe vivAda karavA lAgIe chIe, jyAM TharIThAma thaI javAnuM hoya che, tyAMthI ApaNe bhAgI chUTIe chIe. poka mukIne raDavA jevuM hoya che, tyAM ApaNe khuzakhuzAla thaI jaIe chIe. jyAM bhAMgI paDavA jevuM hoya che, tyAM ApaNe nAcI uThIe chIe. jyAM sarvasvanI hoLI thaI jatI hoya che, tyAM ApaNe divALI manAvatA hoIe chIe. tattvadRSTithI jovAno prayAsa karIe, to eka pAgala ane ApaNAmAM pharaka zuM che ? ene potAnI jAtanuM bhAna nathI, ApaNane ya 'AtmA'nI sabhAnatA kyAM che ? e vyartha bAbatone mahattvapUrNa hoya evA DhaMgathI karyA kare che, to ApaNe ya e sivAya bIjuM zuM karIe chIe ? potAne bhAre nukazAnakArI hoya, evI vastu paNa ene khUba ja upayogI ane jarUrI lAge che. bhAre jokhamane pAmavA mATe e bhAremAM bhAre jokhamane rucipUrvaka uThAvI zake che, to zuM A ApaNI paNa hakIkata nathI ? Li 61 A che saMsAra

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je "huM nathI ene "huM samajavuM, je "tuM nathI ene "tuM samajavuM. je "mAruM nathI ene "mAruM" samajavuM - pAgalanI A vyAkhyA zuM ApaNAmAM phITa thatI nathI? jene AMkhonI kIkI ne kALajAno TukaDo samajyo, "mAro "mAro karIne jene ucheravAmAM jAta AkhI ghasI nAkhI, ghaDapaNanI e lAkaDI Teko banavAnA badale mAra' banI jatI hoya, to Aja sudhInuM ApaNuM jIvana e gAMDapaNa nahIM to bIjuM zuM hatuM ? jene jIvanasAthI mAnyA e adhavacce ja ApaNane mukIne vidAya laI le, e duHkha hakIkatamAM koInI vidAyanuM nathI hotuM, ApaNI bhramaNA para prahAra thayo enuM hoya che. e bhramaNA hakIkatamAM eka prakAranuM pAgalapaNuM ja hoya che. noTabaMdhInI jAherAtathI loko duHkhI thayA, enuM mULa kAraNa noTabaMdhI na hatI, paNa A badhI noTo mArI saMpatti che - evI gerasamaja hatI. tAtvika dRSTie joIe to A gerasamaja ane gAMDapaNa - A bemAM koI ja pharaka nathI. jJAnIonI dRSTimAM Akho ya saMsAra eka pAgalakhAnuM che. jyAM moTA bhAganA jIvo jAtane saLagAvavAnA prayAsamAM ja racyA pacyA che. jJAnIo pelA DokTarsanI jema emane paristhiti samajAve che. saMsAranI bahAra nIkaLI javA mATe karuNApUrNa preraNA kare che. pa...Na... e bicArA jIvone evuM lAge che, ke pote DAhyA che ne jJAnIo pAgala che. zuM thAya? pAgalapaNAnA ahesAsa mATe paNa thoDuM to DahApaNa jarUrI hoya che. khera, emanI bAjI ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. paNa ApaNI bAjI ApaNA hAthamAM che. Please, try to understand. nahIM to ApaNe ya saLagIne rAkha thaI jaIzuM. varya pAgalakhAnuM

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* A che ? sasAra ja eka krUra mazkarI 21 apUrNA vidyeva prakaTakhalamaitrIva kunaya praNAlIvA''sthAne vidhavavanitAyauvanamiva / aniSNAte patyurmugadRza iva snehalaharI, __ bhavakrIDAvrIDA dahati hRdayaM tAttvikadRzAm // 21 // jANe adhurI vidyA... jANe luccA sAthe mitratA... jANe aMdhera nagarI ne gaMDu rAjA.. jANe yuvAna vidhavA... jANe bevakupha pati pratyeno banAvaTI prema... A che saMsAra. eka krura mazkarI. tAtvika dRSTithI ene jue, enuM hRdaya baLI gayA vinA na rahe. IT 21 || pUrI vidyA e siddhi hoya che. adhurI vidyA e phakta parizrama ane bojo hoya che. e kazA ya kAmamAM nathI AvatI. ulTa, e upAdhi paNa kare che. AkAzagAminI vidyA adhUrI hoya, to hAtha-paga ke mAthuM bhAMgI zake. rUpaparAvartinI vidyA adhurI hoya to yA be ya bAjuthI rahe ne yA to mAra khAvo paDe. In short, adhurI vidyA e eka krura mazkarI che. ema A saMsAra paNa eka krura mazkarI che. ahIM parivartano che, vikAsa nathI. parizrama che zAzvata siddhi nathI, ahIM ghaNuM ghaNuM karyA karavuM paDe che, ne enA badalAmAM upAdhionA DhagalAM maLe che. A eka krura mazkarI nahIM to bIjuM zuM che? luccAnI sAthe phrenDazIpa e eka bahu moTuM jokhama che. jJAnIo kahe che - sArAva kSayi meLA durjananI maitrI savAranA paDachAyA jevI hoya che, je pahelA to bahu moTI hoya che, paNa pachI satata ne satata TUMkI thatI jAya che. durjana mitra karatA to sajjana zatru sAro. durjana jyAre mitra-rUpe maLe che, tyAre badhuM ja lUMTI le che. paiso, ghara, parivAra e badhuM - A che saMsAra

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to kharuM ja, paNa mANasano vizvAsa paNa lUMTI le che. A AghAta vajAghAta banIne mANasane sAva ja toDI nAkhe che. saMsAranA svarUpano A sAra che. saMsArane samajavA mATenuM A udAharaNa che - luccAnI maitrI. je hakIkatamAM eka krura mazkarI sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. zrAddhaguNavivaraNa nAmanA graMthamAM aMdhera nagarI ne gaMDu rAjA jevI eka ghaTanA Ave che. rAjadarabAramAM eka vyakti phariyAda laIne Ave che - "mAro dIkaro kAle corI karavA gayela. dIvAlamAM bAkoruM pADavA jatAM AkhI dIvAla ja tUTI paDI. mAro dIkaro marI gayo. mane nyAya apAvo." rAjA lAla-pILo thaI gayo. "bolAvo e gharavALAne." bicArA gharamAlika dhrujatA dhrujatA AvyA. potAnI parano Aropa sAMbhaLIne kahe, "emAM huM zuM karuM ? e to kaDiyAono doSa che." e ya AvyA. kahe, "ame to majabUta ja kAma karIe chIe. paNa e kAma karatA hatA, tyAre tyAMthI eka vezyA pasAra thatI hatI, ene joyA karavAmAM kAma kAcuM thayuM." rAjAe vezyAne bolAvI. eno ya koI doSa na hato. eka digaMbara sAdhune jatAM joIne eNe e divase zaramAIne rasto badalyo hato. have AropI tarIke e sAdhune hAjara karAyA. e to joI ja rahyA ke A badhuM zuM cAlI rahyuM che ? rAjAe joyuM ke A kaMI bolatA nathI. eTale e ja kharA gunegAra che. "caDAvI do emane zULI para." sevako emane laI gayA. thoDIvAramAM pAchA AvyA. "e bahu jADiyA hovAthI zULI para samAI zake tema nathI." rAjAe phar daIne rasto kADhyo, "je samAI zake ene caDAvI do." sevakoe joyuM ke rAjAnI pAse je emano sALo che, te pAtaLo che. te samAI jaze. rAjAjInI maMjUrI laIne sevakoe ene zULI para caDAvI dIdho. A che saMsAra. ene hAsyAspada kahevo hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa dariyAnAM dariyA bharAI jAya eTaluM rudana enI bhItaramAM bhareluM che. bAvIsa varSanI vaye vaidhavyano prAraMbha karatI ramaNInI kalpanA karo. e gorI che, rUpALI che, yuvA-navayuvA vayamAM che, bhoganI badhI ja zakyatAo ane bhoganI bhayaMkara tRSNAone e bhItaramAM bharIne beThI che, paNa have eka krUra mazkarI _ 64

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e badhI ja zakyatAo azakya banI che, ane e badhI ja tRSNAo anaMta banI che. vidhavAnuM yauvana e eka asahya darda che. ene to je anubhave e ja jANe. pati pAchaLa jIvatI baLI jatI satIo kadAca A ja kAraNathI prasannapaNe maratI hatI. 'vidhavA' samajI zakAya che. 'yauvana' samajI zakAya che. paNa 'vidhavAnuM yauvana' na samajI zakAya, na kalpI zakAya, na svIkArI zakAya evI sthiti che. A eka krUra-khUba ja krUra mazkarI che. saMsAra 'A' che. yuvAvidhavA mATe 'mota' sudhInI sajA che. ApaNA mATe 'mokSa' sudhInI sajA che. AgamonI AMkhe saMsAranuM darzana thAya, to A vAstavikatA spaSTapaNe dekhAze. pati badhI rIte smArTa hoya, ne patnIno sneha jIte e judI vastu che, ne pati badhI ja rIte aNaghaDa hoya ne to ya patnIne sneha batAvavo paDe e judI vastu che. sneha kadAca sAco ya hoya, paNa pAtra sAcuM na hoya, to e sneha patnI mATe eka sajAthI vadhu bIjuM zuM hoI zake ? Think well, saMsAramAM mANasa je je sneha-saMbaMdha bAMdhe che, je je vastu ke vyaktine cAhe che, te vastu ke vyaktinI hakIkatamAM zuM evI lAyakAta hoya che, ke ene cAhI zakAya ? kharekhara, badhI ja rIte eka krUra mazkarI che saMsAra. STimAM moha hoya to sAro lAgaze A saMsAra, paNa jo dRSTi tAttvika hoya to sAva ja naThAro ne nAMkhI devA jevo lAgaze e. moDhAmAMthI eka sisakAro nIkaLI jaze ne baLI jaze hRdaya. Just watch it's reality, saMsAranA badhAM ja mohane marI javA mATe AthI vadhu koI ja apekSA nathI. Li 65 A che saMsAra

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rRsaMsA2ke # haDahaDatuM juThANuM ? prabhAte sajAte, bhavati vitathA svApakalanA, dvicandrajJAnaM vA, timiravirahe nirmaladRzAm / tathA mithyArUpaH, sphurati vidite tattvaviSaye, bhavo'yaM sAdhUnA-muparatavikalpasthitidhiyAm // 22 // savAra thAya eTale nidrA jatI rahe che. timira-roga jAya ne dRSTi nirmaLa thaI jAya, eTale be candra dekhAtA baMdha thaI jAya che. barAbara A rIte tattvapratibhAsa thAya, eTale pratyakSa dekhAya che ke saMsAra eTale eka haDahaDatuM juThANuM, taraMgInA badhAM ja vicArothI mukta hoya che sajjano. emanI dRSTimAM saMsAra AthI vadhu bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. II 22 II nidrAno saMbaMdha rAtri sAthe hato, savAra thaI eTale nidrA gaI. evo cakSuroga hoya che, jemAM eka vastu hoya te be dekhAya. e roganuM nAma che timira. gaI kAla sudhI je vyaktine A rogathI be candra dekhAtA hatA, Aje eno e roga jato rahyo ne ene khyAla Avyo, ke mane je 'be candra' evuM lAgatuM hatuM e khoTuM hatuM. barAbara AvI ja ghaTanA bane che saMsArane oLakhavAnI bAbatamAM. anAdikALathI rAtri hatI. mohanuM ghena hatuM. ajJAna-timirano roga hato, bicAro jIva saMsAra mATe kaMIka bIjuM ja dhArato hato... ene koIka bIjA ja svarUpe joto hato. ene emAM sukha dekhAtuM hatuM, hita dekhAtuM hatuM, saundarya dekhAtuM hatuM, potIkApaNuM dekhAtuM hatuM. enA badhAM ja pratibhAsano sAra A hatosaMsAra bahu sAro. basa, A eka ja pratibhAsanA AdhAre jIva evI pravRtti karato rahyo, jenAthI e satata duHkhI duHkhI thato gayo. hajAra pachaDATa khAvA chatAM ya ene kadI vicAra suddhA na Avyo, ke mArI koI bhUla to nathI thatI haDahaDatuM juThANuM

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ne ? enuM ghena... eno dRSTiroga khUba khUba majabUta hato... anaMta tIrthaMkaro enA samakSa upasthita thayA. saMsAranA sAcA svarUpanI ene dezanAo ApI. paNa ene to jANe kaMI saMbhaLAyuM ja nahIM. ghena kone kahevAya ? basa, e potAnA ajJAnane ja jJAna mAnato rahyo. sAva khoTA pagalA bharato rahyo. yAda Ave yogadyaSTisamuccaya - kukRtyaM kRtyamAbhAti, kRtyaM cAkRtyavat sadA / duHkhe sukhadhiyA''kRSTAH, kacchUkaNDUyakAdivat // kukRtya kartavya lAge che ne kRtya haMmezA akartavya lAge che. duHkhamAM 'sukha' dekhAya che, kheMcAya che enA tarapha ne chevaTe bhayAnaka pIDAne bhogave che. jema khAjano dardI khaNajane khaMjavALavAmAM sukha samaje che ne chevaTe lohIluhANa thaI jAya che. avedyasaMvedyapada-mAndhyaM durgatipAtakRt / bihAmaNI vastu jyAM sohAmaNI dekhAya che, e aMdhatAnuM nAma che - aveghasaMvedyapada. e jIvane pagale pagale gothA khavaDAve che, ne aMte durgatimAM pADI de che. abhavya hoya ke bhavya hoya, badhAM jIvo anaMtakALa sudhI A karuNatAno bhoga bane che. je bhavyAtmAno mokSa najIka Ave che, enI A rAtri pUrI thAya che. aruNodayathI sUryodaya sudhInI A yAtrAmAM paMkhIonA madhura kalarava jevI tIrthaMkaronI dezanA AtmAnA pradeze pradeze saMbhaLAya che. samyaktvanI saMvedanA jANe AkhA ya vAtAvaraNane khuzanumA banAvI de che. saMsArano eka eka aMza enA kharA svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. ne e paLe bhItaranI nirmaLa AMkho ene joI ja rahe che.. re... A to badhuM sAva ja khoTuM che. bhramamAtra che. mithyA che.' vrahma satya namithyA nI A pratIti hoya che, jemAM AtmA sivAya badhuM ja phogaTa lAge che. suviLu vva savvamAnamAnaM no A ahesAsa hoya che, jemAM svapna ane satya A baMne samAnArthI lAge che. vRndranAmivaM sarvam - no A sAkSAtkAra hoya che, jemAM badhuM ja upajAveluM lAge che. vAtazrRtigRhIDA -no A anubhava hoya che, jemAM koI vastuno koI artha 67 A che saMsAra - -

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ja raheto nathI. viparAvizeSata: - nI A saMvedanA hoya che, jyAM AMkho khulI hoya ke baMdha, koI pharaka ja paDato nathI. "sAruM', "sarasa', "adbhuta", "mAruM", "rUpALuM, "svAdiSTa' - A badhuM saMsAranI vastusthiti nathI, mUDha jIvanA 'vikalpo che. vikalpa e haMmezA aMtargata vastu hoya che. bAhya vastu ene bilakula baMdhAyelI nathI. sArA-narasAnA lebalo ke mAlikInA lebalothI vastune zuM pharaka paDe che ? ghara hatuM, paNa huM jene "mAruM ghara" kaheto hato, e to e na'tuM ja. to pachI huM zuM joto hato ? gharane ? nA, mArA bhramane, In more clear words - huM dazyane na'to joto. mAro bhrama mane je dekhADato hato ene joto hato ane bhrama e kadI paNa vastusthitine dekhADI zakato ja nathI. savAra thAya che ne aMdhArAnuM badhuM ja tAMDava pUruM thaI jAya che. tattvajJAna thAya che ne vikalponA badhA ja tophAno zamI jAya che. tattvano zuddha pratibhAsa thAya eTale saMsAra Akho ya mithyA tarIke pratyakSa dekhAya che. emAM eka haDahaDatA juThANA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja dekhAtuM nathI. saMsAra choDavo paDe - AmAM hajI ya bhUla thAya che. saMsAra chUTI jAya - AmAM e bhUla kaMIka sudhare che. saMsAra jenAthI "lAgato hato e bhrama ja TaLI jAya - AmAM e bhUla nAbUda thAya che. yAda Ave upaniSado - vidAmAnI yAvidyA, tathA vizva vitnIvRtam - bhrama e Ama to kazuM ja nathI. chatAM ya eNe ja duniyA AkhIne bAnamAM cileil co. We can be free. If we wish. S haDahaDatuM juThANuM 68

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# mAtra mAyAjALa priyAvANIvINA-zayanatanusambAdhanasukhai bhavo'yaM pIyUSai-rghaTita iti pUrvaM matirabhUt / akasmAdasmAkaM, parikalitatattvopaniSadA midAnImetasmin, na ratirapi tu svAtmani ratiH // 23 // priyAnA zabdo, vINAnuM saMgIta, zayanakrIDA... A badhAM sukhothI pahelA amane evuM lAgatuM ke A saMsAra amRtathI ja banelo che. paNa acAnaka amane tattvarahasya samajAyuM, ne have amArI sthiti e che ke saMsAramAM amane koI ja rasa nathI, have to rasa che mAtra amArA AtmAmAM. || 23 ||. mANasa hakIkatamAM dazyane joto ja nathI. e jue che mAtra potAnI dRSTine. eka ja dRzyanA paraspara viruddha abhiprAyo ja A vAtanuM pramANapatra che. navavadhUnA maDadAmAM kAmIne yovana dekhAya che, corane alaMkAro dekhAya che, jJAnIne pudgalono jaththo dekhAya che. svAbhiprAyathI vastusvabhAvanI kalpanA karavI e eka moha che. ajJAna che. kyAreka koI vyakti mane kahe che - "haM be davisa pachI pAcho AvuM chuM. huM ApanA comAsAmAM tyAM AvIza...' vagere vagere. A badhI vAtonuM arthaghaTana huM eTaluM ja karuM chuM, ke "be divasa pachI pAcho AvuM, evI mane atyAre bhAvanA che. huM ApanA comAsamAM tyAM AvuM, evI mane hAla IcchA che...... vagere.. vagere. jo e vyaktinI vAtano word to word meaning karavA jaIe, to e ya khoTo paDI zake che, ne e meaning nI dhAraNA bAMdhIne beThelA ApaNe ya khoTA paDI zakIe chIe. bhAvanAne jema bhaviSyavANI mAnI levAnI bhUla karavA jevI nathI, ema abhiprAyane vAstavikatA mAnI levAnI bhUla paNa karavA jevI nathI. A che saMsAra

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'strI e sRSTinuM sarvotkRSTa saundarya che, strInA zabdo khUba ja madhura che. saMgItanI surAvalIo e ja AkhI duniyAno sAra che. strI sAthe viSayasevana karavuM e ja A jIvananuM kartavya che... Akho ya saMsAra A badhI vastuothI ja amRta jevo che. Akhe AkhA saMsArane A badhI vastuoe ja amRta jevo banAvI dIdho che.'' A badhI vAstavikatA nathI. mohAdhIna... mUDha... sammUDha... mohAndha jIvano abhiprAya che. phakta eka abhiprAya. jene te te vastunuM vAstavika svarUpa bilakula baMdhAyeluM nathI. strI jo vizvanuM sarvotkRSTa saundarya hoya, to duniyAmAM gaMdakI jevI koI vastu ja nahIM rahe, puruSazarIra nava dvArothI ane strIzarIra bAra dvArothI gaMdakIne choDyA ja kare che e koNa nathI jANatuM ? eka madhyastha vicArake lakhyuM che ke 'strInI viSayasevananI jagyA e hakIkatamAM thUMkavA yogya ke vamana (ulTI) karavA yogya paNa sthAna nathI.' vAta koInI niMdAnI nathI, zarIranA svarUpanI che. zarIramAM kadAca pavitratA hota, to ya AtmA kAMI enAthI mahAna thaI javAno na hato. zarIra gaMdakIthI bhareluM che, enAthI AtmA adhama paNa thaI jato nathI. mahAnatAno saMbaMdha phakta guNo sAthe che, adhamatAno saMbaMdha phakta doSo sAthe che. zarIrasvarUpanI hakIkatane niMdAmAM khatavI devI, ne enA pratye AMkha ADA kAna karavA, e eka jAtanI AtmahatyA che, kAraNake enA dvArA mohanuM ja poSaNa thAya che. I mean, ApaNo duzmana ja majabUta bane che. strI cAmaDI vagaranI hoya enI kalpanA to karo, ulTI na thaI jAya to ja Azcarya. e ja zarIramAM kensara prasarI gayuM hoya, kIDAM khadabadatA hoya ne mAthuM phATI jAya evI durgaMdha AvatI hoya. A paristhitinI kalpanA to karo, rAganA chotare chotarA nIkaLI jaze. e ja zarIranI 50 varSa pachInI sthitine jovA prayAsa karo, rItasara citarI ja caDaze. A che e AbhiprAyika saundaryanuM vizleSaNa. ene saundarya kahevuM e saundarya zabdano bhayaMkara durupayoga che. It's completely misplaced. saMgItanI surAvalIo jo AtmAnA utthAnamAM nimitta banatI hota, to ene madhura kahI zakAta. paNa evuM to nathI. sarvAM viviyaM nIyaM morDana * mAtra mAyAjALa 70

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myujhIka ne motanA marasiyA - A be vacce tAtvika dRSTie koI ja phera nathI. myujhika paNa AtmA mATe nakAmuM che ne marasiyA paNa nakAmA ja che. strI sAthe viSayasevana e hakIkatamAM sukha nathI, paNa mohanA haDakavAnI parAkASThA che. ajJAnanA gAMDapaNanI eka hada che. yAda Ave adhyAtmasAra - gaNayanti januH svamarthavat, suratollAsasukhena bhoginaH / madanAhiviSogramUrcchanA-''mayatulyaM tu tadeva yoginaH // bhogIne lAge che ke kAmabhogathI mAruM jIvana sArthaka banI gayuM. paNa yogIne khabara che ke A to kAmanA sApe DaMkha mAryo che ne bicAro jIva bhayAnaka bebhAna avasthAmAM sarakI gayo che. A roganA bhoga banavuM, e ja hakIkatamAM bhoga zabdano artha che. zuM pacIza jAtanA jherane bhegAM karavAthI amRta banI jAya ? ke pachI haLAhaLa jhera banI jAya ? buddhimAM mohanuM jhera bhaLe eTale saMsAramAM amRtano AbhAsa thAya che. anAdikALathI moTA bhAganA jIvo A mithyA-bhAsanA bhoga banIne potAnA AtmAno bhayaMkara droha karatAM AvyA che ne bhayAnaka duHkhone bhogavatA AvyA che. strI vagere viSayo ne paisAnI pAchaLa pAgala banelo jIva jyAre e pAponA phaLane bhogavatA bhogavatA naraka-tiryaMcagatimAM bhayaMkara cIso pADato hoya che, tyAre kyo viSaya ene bacAvavA Ave che ? are, bacAvavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, e viSayoe ja to ene dhakko mArIne durgatimAM pADyo hoya che. amRtanI vAta to javA ja do. sAva bogasa che A saMsAra. haLAhaLa jhera che A saMsAra. 'tattva samajAya to saMsAranI eke ya vastumAM lagIre rasa rahe e zakya ja nathI, pachI to rasa rahe mAtra ne mAtra potAnA AtmAmAM. Please, try to be interested in your soul. e sivAya jenAmAM rasa lezuM e ApaNane tamAco mAravAnA che. ApaNane barAbara rovaDAvavAnA che. AtmAmAM ja rasa hovo e sukha paNa che, sukhanI paraMparA paNa che ane zAzvata sukhanuM bIja paNa che. thoDI paNa samaja hoya, to A jIvanamAM AnI sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja karavA jevuM nathI. - 71 _ - A che saMsAra

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A che saMsAra * narI herAnagati dadhAnAH kAThinyaM, niravadhikamAvidyakabhava prapaJcAH pAJcAlI-kucakalazavannAtiratidAH / galatyajJAnAbhre, prasRmararucAvAtmani vidhau, 24 cidAnandasyandaH, sahaja iti tebhyo'stu viratiH // 24 // hada bahArano bhrama-bharelo che A saMsAra. khUba kaThora ne kaThaNa che A saMsAra. jANe pUtaLInI chAtI. dekhAvathI aMjAIne mANasa ene bheTavA jAya to emAM zuM sukha maLe ? paNa eka paLa evI Ave che, ke bhramanuM vAdaLa khasI jAya che. Atma-candranI cAMdanI vyApI jAya che. bhItaramAMthI jJAnaAnaMdanA jharaNAM sahaja vahevA lAge che. A sthitimAM saMsArathI pUrNa virati udayamAM AvI jAya, emAM zuM Azcarya che ? || 24 / / eka mANasane gatakaDuM sUjhyuM. lAkaDAMnA bhUMsAnA lADavA banAvyA. ene lAla-pILA raMga dIdhAM. jotAnI sAthe moDhAmAM pANI AvI jAya evA e lADavA. lADavAnI eNe lArI karI. uMco bhAva ApI ApIne loko hoMze hoMze laI gayA. ene khAvA jatAM caherAno nakzo kevo thayo haze, we can imagine... A che saMsAra. narI herAnagati. e dekhAya che lADavo. AkarSe che ApaNane. doDIe chIe ApaNe enI pAchaLa. parasevo pADIe chIe ene meLavavA mATe. AkAza-pAtALa eka karIne kadAca ApaNe ene meLavI paNa laIe chIe, paNa jenA mATe A badhI ja hajAmata karI hatI e kyAM maLe che ? je maLe che e zuM hoya che ? emAM 'svAda' kahI zakAya, 'sukha' kahI zakAya, 'sAruM pariNAma' kahI zakAya evuM zuM hoya che ? lAkaDAnA lADavA ne motIcUra lADavAmAM jeTalo pharaka che, enA karatAM tarI herAnagati 72

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anaMtagaNo pharaka saMsAra ane saMyamamAM che. loDhAnI pUtaLI ne jIvatI yuvatImAM jeTalo pharaka che, enA karatAM anaMtagaNo pharaka viSayasevana ane saMyamasukhamAM che. jIvatI patnIne choDIne mUDha-mUrkha-ajJa mANasa pUtaLI pAchaLa pAgala bane che, ene joyA kare che, ene bheTe che, enI sAthe premaceSTAo karavA mathe che, je ene ema karatA roke ne sAcI samaja Ape, e badhAM ene duzmana lAge che. e pUtaLI chinavAI jAya, to enuM badhuM ja sukha chinavAI jaze, evuM ene lAge che. e maraNiyo banavA paNa taiyAra che. e pUtaLIne ja e jIvanasarvasva mAnI rahyo che. paNa pUtaLI e pUtaLI ja che. e e ja ApI zake che, je enI pAse che. e che kaThoratA. e che kaSTa. e che vyartha majUrI ne e che vizvAsaghAta. ajJAnanuM vAdaLa khasI jAya che eTale Akho ya saMsAra e loDhAnI pUtaLI jevo dekhAya che. pachI strI ane pUtaLI - A baMnemAM koI phera ja raheto nathI. pachI dareka lADavo lAkaDAno lADavo dekhAya che. pachI dareka kanyA viSakanyA dekhAya che. pachI dareka bhojana viSabhojana dekhAya che. pachI dareka saMpattimAM vipattinA darzana thAya che. ajJAnanuM vAdaLa khasI jAya eTale eka sAthe be ghaTanA bane che... eka bAju saMsAra Akho ya jherano dariyo dekhAya che. bIjI bAju AtmAnI bhItaramAM amRtanA jharaNAM dekhAya che. AtmA e candra che. ajJAnanuM vAdaLa khasatAnI sAthe enI zItaLa cAMdanI comera relAvA lAge che. candranuM eka nAma che amRtakiraNa. kahevAya che ke enA kiraNomAM nakaruM amRta hoya che. cakiraNothI amuka rogo maTI zake che, mATe AvI vAta prasiddha che. paNa AtmAnI bAbatamAM A so TakA satya che. AtmAnI AbhA e nItaratuM amRta che. e AbhA pragaTe eTale jJAna ane AnaMdanA jharaNA svayaMbhUpaNe phUTI phUTIne vahevA lAge che. saMsAra pUrNapaNe heya lAge = pheMkI devA jevo lAge. AtmA pUrNapaNe upAdeya lAge = DubakI lagAvavA jevo lAge - pachI e vyakti karaze zuM ? pachI enI sahaja pravRtti zI haze ? pachI enI dizA kaI haze ? pachI eno DhoLAva kaI tarapha haze ? kazuM ya kahevAnI jarUra ja nathI. yAda Ave upaniSado - _A che saMsAra

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brahmAnande nimagnasya, viSayA''zA na tad bhavet / viSaM dRSTvA'mRtaM dRSTvA, viSaM tyajati buddhimAn // eka vAra AtmA brahmanA AnaMdamAM Dubyo eTale patyuM. pachI ene viSayonI AzA jAge e zakya ja nathI. jhera paNa joyuM ane amRta paNa joyuM, have jo e vyakti buddhizALI haze to zuM karaze ? We prove ourself. Who are we? Smart or Stupid ? 422 herAnagatine pasaMda karavI ke naryA brahma-AnaMdane ? Aje to nirNaya ApaNA hAthamAM che. saMyamathI badhI rIte nyAla ne saMsArathI badhI rIte kaMgALa. svastha citte vicArIe to pasaMdagI bilakula agharI nathI ane puruSArtha sAva ja sahelo che. Wish you all the best. narI herAnagati 74

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A che saMsAra * pUrepUrI paravazatA jI bhave yA rAjyazrI - gaMjaturagagosaGgrahakRtA, na sA jJAnadhyAnaprazamasahitA kiM svamanasi ? | bahiryAH preyasyaH, kimu manasi tA nA''tmaratayaH, 25 tataH svAdhInaM ka-styajati sukhamicchatyatha param ? // 25 // hAthI, ghoDAM ne gAyonA parigrahathI saMsAramAM rAjyasaMpatti racAya che. paNa zuM evI rAjyasaMpatti ApaNA potAnA manamAM nathI ? jJAna e gajarAja che, dhyAna e haNahaNatA ghoDA che, prazama e virATa gokula che. bahAra je priyAo che te zuM Atmarati-rUpe bhItaramAM nathI ? to pachI koNa evuM hoya ? je svAdhIna sukhane choDI de, ane parAdhIna sukhane Icche ?II 25 || jaMgalamAM pharatA pharatA samrATane eka jhADa nIce eka saMta dekhAyA. emane khUba Azcarya thayuM. saMta pAse AvIne emaNe dhIme rahIne pUchyuM, 'tame koNa cho ?' saMte khUba ja sahajatAthI javAba Apyo, 'huM samrATa chuM.' samrATa to moDhuM vakAsIne jotAM ja rahI gayAM. saMte emane pUchyuM, 'tame koNa cho ?' samrATa kahe 'huM sAco samrATa chuM. mArI pAse khajAno che. sevako che. senA che.' samrATanA zabde zabde garva hato. saMtanA caherA para smita pharakI rahyuM. emaNe kahyuM, 'huM garIba nathI, mATe mAre khajAnAnI jarUra nathI. huM ALasuM nathI, mATe mAre sevakonI jarUra nathI, ane huM bhayabhIta nathI, mATe mAre senAnI jarUra nathI. hakIkatamAM tame samrATa cho, e tamArI bhramaNA che. kharo samrATa to huM chuM. mArA aMtaraMga sAmrAjyanA svAmitvano mane je AnaMda che, enI tame kalpanA paNa karI zako tema nathI.' e paLe ahesAsa thayo e samrATane ke huM to bicAro chuM. bhikhArI chuM. Aja sudhI huM sAva ja aMdhArAmAM rahI gayo, ke 'huM samrATa chuM.' A che saMsAra 75

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rAjya e eka prakArano parigraha che ane parigrahamAM sukha hoI ja na zake. yAda Ave nItivAkyAmRtam - yasya yAvAn parigrahaH, sa taM tAvadeva santApayati / gaje gardabhe ca rAjarajakayoH sama eva cintAbhAraH // jeno jeTalo parigraha hoya, e tene teTalo ja saMtApa Ape che. dhobIne jeTalI gadheDAnI ciMtA che, eTalI ja rAjAne hAthInI ciMtA che. bhAra to baMnenA mAthe sarakho ja che. kharuM rAjya to ene kahevAya, jenA svAmIne mAthe bhArano aMza paNa na hoya, jemAM na ciMtA hoya, na upAdhi hoya, na vahIvaTanA gUMcavADA hoya, na jhUMTavAI javAno bhaya hoya, vagara mahenate sahaja rIte jenI sImAo vadhatI ja jAya, jeno vistAra thayA ja kare, je haLavAza Ape, prIti Ape, sukha ane AnaMda Ape. karyuM che AvuM rAjya ? e che aMtaraMga sAmrAjya. yAda Ave jJAnasAra - garjajJAnagajottuGgA, raGgaddhyAnaturaGgamAH / jayanti munirAjasya, zamasAmrAjyasampadaH // jJAnanA hAthIo jyAM garjanA karI rahyA che ane dhyAnanA ghoDAo jyAM chalAMga lagAvI rahyA che. evuM che A prazamanuM aMtaraMga sAmrAjya. jayavaMtI che A munirAjanI bhItarI saMpatti. saMsAramAM sAmAnyathI sukhanA be strota mAnavAmAM Ave che - (1) zrI = saMpatti (2) strI = nArI. rAjya e saMpattinuM udAharaNa hatuM. have vAta Ave che strInI. bahAra je priyAo manane lobhAve che, e jIvane keTaluM sukha ApatI hoya che ? enI pAsethI jIvane je sukha apekSita che, e hakIkatamAM to Atmarati-rUpa AMtarika priyAothI ja maLI zake tema che. to pachI emanAmAM ja kema na lobhAvuM ? bahAranI strIno saMga ghara-parivAra-dhaMdhA-upAdhi-ciMtA-hAyavoya-saMklezathAka-duHkha-AghAta - A badhI ja darda bharelI paraMparAnuM mULa che. tuccha madhubindu pUrepUrI paravazatA, 76

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mATe masamoTI honAratone nimaMtraNa ApavA jevI A mUrkhatA che. pUraNapoLImAM eka kAMkarI ya AkhI majA mArI nAMkhe e hakIkata che. jyAre saMsAra to kAMkarIpoLImAM kyAMka pUraNano kaNa hoya to hoya - AvI dazA laIne beTho che. AmAM kyAM mohAvuM ? jJAnIo kahe che - bhogA bhujaGgabhogAbhA, viSaM sAMsArikaM sukham / hriya: zriyazca tamULa, thamAdriyane vudha:? // nAganI phaNA jevA che bhogo, ne jhera che sAMsArika sukha. strI ane saMpatti emanA mULa che. kyo DAhyo mANasa emane cAhe ? bahAra je kAMI paNa che e ApaNane eka ja vastu ApI zake che, je che duHkha. bahAranuM badhuM ja parAdhIna hoya che ane parAdhInatAmAM duHkha na hoya e zakya ja nathI. sukha to svAdhInatAmAM ja saMbhavI zake ane svAdhInatA to bhItaranA sAmrAjyamAM ja che. yAda Ave yogadRSTisamuccaya sarvaM paravazaM duHkhaM, sarvamAtmavazaM sukham / etaduktaM samAsena, lakSaNaM sukhaduHkhayoH // paravaza badhuM ja duHkha, svavaza badhuM ja sukha. A ja che sukha ane duHkhanI zorTa Dephinezana. Li parAdhIna sAdhanothI parAdhIna sAdhyone sAdhatA parAdhIna sAdhaka banavA karatAM svAdhIna sAdhanothI svAdhIna sAdhyane ja siddha kema na karavuM ? hakIkatamAM kharuM sAdhya bhItaranuM ja che. enA sAdhano paNa bhItaramAM ja che. bAhya vastune lakSya banAvavI, enA mATe doDavuM, e na maLatA nirAza thavuM ne e maLatA nAcI uThavuM A badhuM ja mUrkhatAnuM pradarzana che. Please, don't be fool. saMyamajIvananA prazamasAmrAjya sivAya A jIvanamAM bIjuM kaMI ja lakSya banAvavA jevuM nathI. e maLI jAya to tame ja A duniyAnA betAja bAdazAha cho. kharekhara. 77 A che saMsAra

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A che " saMsAra zuM kharekhara pAnakhara parAdhInaM zarma, kSayi viSayakAGkSaughamalinaM, __ bhave bhItisthAnaM, tadapi kumatistatra ramate / budhAstu svAdhIne-'kSayiNi karaNautsukyarahite, nilInAstiSThanti, pragalitabhayAdhyAtmikasukhe // 26 // saMsAranuM sukha parAdhIna che, nazvara che, viSayatRSNAothI malina che ane bhayAnaka che. to ya durbuddhine e ja game che. samaju to phakta AdhyAtmika sukhamAM ja layalIna thAya che, kAraNa ke e sukha svAdhIna che, zAzvata che. viSayatRSNAthI mukta che ane nirbhaya che. || 26 || sukha mATe koInA moDhA sAme jotA rahevuM paDe, enuM nAma parAdhInatA. maLeluM sukha jotA ne jotA gAyaba thaI jAya enuM nAma nazvaratA. lalacAvI lalacAvIne taraphaDAve enuM nAma che viSayatRSNA. viyoganA gabharATamAM aDadhI katala karI de, enuM nAma bhayAnakatA. sAMsArika sukhanA A cAra kalaMka che. kaMIka kALuM kare ene kalaMka kahevAya che. A kalaMko eTalAM moTAM che, ke kAMI dhoLuM ja rahevA detA nathI. sAMsArika sukhane sukha kahevuM e "sukha' zabdanuM apamAna che. enA upara koI leboreTarImAM UMDuM saMzodhana karIne ene "ghora duHkha' tarIke jAhera karI devuM joIe. hakIkatamAM A kAma thaI cUkyuM che, paNa moTAbhAganA jIvoe yA A jAherAta sAMbhaLI ja nathI, ne yA sAMbhaLyA chatAM eno aMtarathI svIkAra karyo nathI. Dagale ne pagale jIvo saMsAranA kahevAtA sukhanA A kalaMkono anubhava kare che, duHkhI thAya che, pIDAya che, ribAya che, paNa moharAjAnI mAyAjALamAM teo eTalA phasAyelA hoya che, ke temane hajI e "sukha' ja lAge che. emano kharekhara pAnakhara 78

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prayAsa phakta e kalaMkomAMthI mukta thavAno hoya che, paNa emane khabara nathI ke kalaMka to sAMsArika sukhano svabhAva che. enA kalaMkathI mukta thavAno eka ja upAya che, ke tame enAthI ja mukta thaI jAo. chagananA ghare poliso AvyA. eka khataranAka AMtakavAdI tamArA gharamAM ghuselo che, evA amArI pAse samAcAra che.' chagane kahyuM, 'vAta to sAcI che, paNa hamaNA e enA piyara gaI che.' maz2A bhI AtI hai duniyA se dila lagAne kI, saz2A bhI milatI hai duniyA se dila lagAne kI / saMsAranuM kahevAtuM sukha-managamatA viSayo A badhuM Rtucakra jevuM hoya che. mANasa vasaMta joIne mohAya che, paNa hajI to e ene le na le, tyAM e pAnakhara thaI jAya che. kALanA RtucakramAM vasaMta ne pAnakharano samaya samAna hoya che. strI vagere viSayomAM vasaMtano samaya nahIMvat hoya che, ne pAnakhara - - kAyamanI banI jAya che. kALanA RtucakramAM bIjA varSe pharI vasaMta Ave che, viSayonI vasaMta gaI te gaI. pachI je paNa parivartano hoya che, te phakta pAnakharano vikAsa hoya che. kALanA RtucakramAM vasaMtamAM to vasaMta ja hoya che. viSayonI vasaMtamAM ya pAnakharanI ADakhIlIo hoya che. saMsAra pAse sukhanI mAMgaNI karavAno sIdho artha A ja che ke ApaNe eka bhikhArI pAse karoDo rUpiyAnI mAMgaNI karI rahyA chIe. saMsAra e luccA ne bahurUpI bhikhArI jevo che, je zeThanA svAMgathI ApaNI AMkhomAM dhULa nAMkhe che, ApaNane AzA jagAve che, sapanA dekhADe che, e badhAM ja sapanA enI kRpAthI sAkAra thaI jaze evI bhramaNAmAM ApaNane pADe che. e bhikhArI jo sIdho hota, to ApaNA laMbAyelA hAthane e potAnI mazkarI samajata. paNa e khUba vAMko che, eTale e ApaNI mazkarI karI rahyo che. ApaNane je joIe che, te saMsAra pAse che ja nahIM. je sukha sahaja na hoya, je sukhano viyoga thAya ne ApaNe tUTI paDavAnA hoya, jemAM tRSNA ne bhayanI hADamArIo hoya, e to ApaNane kyAM joItuM ja hatuM ? ApaNI badhI ja Li A che saMsAra 79

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Demands ne jo jJAnIo pAse raju karI daIe, to jJAnIo ema ja kaheze, ke tamAre hakIkatamAM eTaluM ja kahevAnuM hatuM ke "tamAre AdhyAtmika sukha joIe che' - tame je je vastunI vAta karo cho tenuM nAma A che. AdhyAtmika sukha svAdhIna che. bahAranA koI sAdhanonI, svajanonI, paristhitionI ke ghaTanAonI ene koI apekSA ja nathI. sahaja svavaza svamAtrAzraya che e sukha. loko kahe che bIjAnI kAra karatA potAnI sAyakala sArI. jJAnIo kahe che ke AdhyAtmika sukha e parsanala helikopTara karatA vadhAre mUlyavAna che. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe to parsanala-zabdano kharo artha AdhyAtmika sukhanA saMdarbhamAM ja saMgata thAya che. AdhyAtmika sukha zAzvata che. jANe vasaMta AvI ne Rtucakra tyAMnuM tyAM thaMbhI gayuM. This is the ever green bliss... sava-vahAra nuM eka mAtra udAharaNa adhyAtmika sukha che. AdhyAtmika sukha pUrNapaNe tRSNAmukta che. svasthatA ne zAMtinuM ekachatrI sAmrAjya emAM chavAyeluM che. joIe'nI badhI ja jaMjALonA jyAM sImADA AvI jAya che e che AdhyAtmika sukha. "kazuM ja na joIe" - nI asmitA jyAM aizvarya banI jAya che, e che AdhyAtmika sukha. AdhyAtmika sukhamAM bhayanuM koI ja sthAna nathI. gerahAjarIno bhaya hAjarIne ya phikkI banAvI de A saMsAranI kamanasIbI che. "adhyAtmamAMthI kazuM ya tUTI zake, bagaDI zake ke jaI zake e zakya ja nathI. AdhyAtkima sukhanA astitva mATe tArkika pramANo ke zAstrIya pramANono koI ja toTo nathI. But I suggest you, Please once experience it. pachI tamane kazuM ja kahevAnI jarUra nahIM rahe. pachI to tame khuda bolazo. tamAro anubhava bolaze. S kharekhara pAnakhara

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phaeNsaMsArarsa # phakta hiMsAnuM tAMDava # 27 tadetad bhAsante, jagadabhayadAnaM khalu bhava svarUpAnudhyAnaM, zamasukhanidAnaM kRtdhiyH| sthirIbhUte yasmin, vidhukiraNakarpUravimalA, yazaHzrIH prauDhA syAja, jinasamayatattvasthitividAm // 27 // A che saMsAranA svarUpanuM dhyAna. sajjano eNe vizva pratyenuM abhayadAna kahe che. prazamasukhanuM mULa kAraLa kahe che. A dhyAna sthira bane ne jinAgamanA tattvanuM svarUpa samajAya eTale yazanI zobhAnA guNAkAro thaI jAya. e yaza je yAda apAve caMdrakiraNonI ane kapUranI. // 27 || noTabaMdhInI jabaradasta karuNatAmAM moTA bhAganA lokone eka jabaradasta AzvAsana hatuM - "bicArA netAonA to keTalAya gayA che. emanI kaMperamAM ApaNuM to zuM gayuM che ?' rAga-dveSanA badhAM ja tophAnone sAva ja zAMta karI devA mATe samartha che bhavasvarUpanuM dhyAna. yAda Ave zAMtasudhArasa - kvacidutsavamayamujavalaM, jayamaGgalanAdam / kvacidamandahahAravaM, pRthuzokaviSAdam // kyAMka che eka chatrI utsava... prakAza... jayamaMgaLanAda.. ne kyAMka che moTo hAhAkAra... aphATa zoka ne viSAda. cauda rAjalokane zAstronI AMkhe jovAno prayAsa karIe to ApaNA sukhamAM ya kAMI kasa na lAge ne duHkhamAM ya koI dama na lAge. harSa ane zokano artha mUrkhAmI sivAya bIjo kAMI ja na rahe. badhAM ja vikalpo zamI jAya. manamAM caMcaLatAnuM nAmonizAna na rahe. adhyAtmane ApaNA manamAM pravezavA mATe bIjuM kazuM ja joItuM nathI. zAMtasudhArasa kahe che - 81 _A che saMsAra

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evaM loko bhAvyamAno viviktyA, vijJAnAM syAnmAnasasthairyahetuH / sthairya prApte mAnase cAtmanInA, suprApyaivAdhyAtmasaukhyaprasUtiH // vivekapUrvaka vizvasvarUpanuM ciMtana manane sthira karI de che. ne mana sthira thaI jAya eTale adhyAtmasukhano janma sulabha bane che, e janma je AtmAne amara banAvI de che. bAra bhAvanAomAMthI be bhAvanA A saMdarbhamAM khUba ja upayogI che - (1) saMsAra bhAvanA (2) lokasvarUpa bhAvanA. A bhAvanAothI bhAvita bane te AtmA samagra vizvane abhayadAna Ape che. kAraNa ke A bhAvanAothI je kharA arthamAM bhAvita bane ane bhavasvarUpanuM tAttvika arthamAM dhyAna kare te saMsAramAM rahI ja na zake. sUrajanI Aju-bAju jo aMdhAruM TakI zake, to A bhAvanA ne dhyAnanI Aju-bAju saMsAra TakI zake. SakAyanI virAdhanA, patnI-putrAdi parivAra, dhaMdhA-nokarInI jaMjALa, rAga-dveSanA tophAna, kaSAyonI kALAza, viSayatRSNAnI prabaLatA - A badhuM tyAM jahoI zake jyAM bhavasvarUpanuM ciMtana nathI. dhyAna nathI. A ciMtana ane dhyAna Ave eTale AtmA saMsAranI samasta jaMjALothI mukta thaIne ja rahe che. sAcI samaja haMmezA sakriya hoya che. badhuM samajIne jeo saMsAramAM ja beThAM rahe che, teo hakIkatamAM kazuM ja samajyA nathI. bhavasvarUpanA dhyAnathI AtmA saMsArano tyAga kare che. enI sAthe ja e sva-hiMsA ane para-hiMsA baMnethI mukta thAya che. rAga-dveSanA abhAvathI sva-hiMsAthI mukta thAya che. paddhayayatanAnA prabhAvathI para-hiMsAthI mukta thAya che. A baMne hiMsAno abhAva nimitta-abhAvathI siddha thAya che. A nimittaabhAva prAyika che. saMsAramAM sva-para hiMsAnA nimitto prabaLa ane avazya che. saMyamamAM A nimitto zithila ane virala (Rare) che. e nimittone saMyamamAM niSphaLa paNa karI zakAya che. ane kyAreka e nimitto saphaLa paNa thaI jAya, to prAyazcitta dvArA zuddhi karI zakAya che. zuddhi thAya eTale nimittonI saphaLatA para cokaDI lAge che. sva + para = vizva. "sva + para'nI pratye abhayadAna apAya eTale saMpUrNa phakata hiMsAnuM tAMDava 8ra

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vizva pratye abhayadAna apAya che. 'jIvadayA'nA amuka cokkasa kAryo mATe ApaNe jeTalA jAgRta hoIe chIe, eTalA ja jo bhavasvarUpanA dhyAna mATe jAgRta thaIe, to ApaNe sarvotkRSTa jIvadayA karI zakIe tema che. jenA anaMtamAM bhAganI ya jIvadayA ApaNe e cokkasa kAryothI karI zakatA nathI. anukaMpAno koI niSedha nathI. chatI zaktie tana-mana-dhanathI jIvarakSA karavI-karAvavI e dharmI AtmAnuM kartavya che. paNa dharmanuM svarUpa A ja nathI. jIvadayAno A atyaMta sUkSma aMzamAtra che. pAMca-paccIza jIvone bacAvanAra potAnI ja hAthe SaTkAyanA lAkho-karoDo-abajo-asaMkhya ne anaMta jIvono kaccaraghANa vALato hoya, ene dayALu kahevo ? ke hiMsaka kahevo ? samagra vizvane abhayadAna ApavAno eka mAtra rasto A ja che saMyamasvIkAra. tame svahiMsAthI paNa mukta banI jAo ane parahiMsAthI paNa mukta banI jAo. 'jIvadayA'nuM sAmagya AmAM ja samAyeluM che. koI vyakti koI jIvane mAre ke na mAre e ApaNA adhikAranI vastu ja nathI. A rIte to anaMta tIrthaMkaro paNa duniyAne hiMsAmukta karI zakyA nathI. samakitI cakravartIo ke Indro suddhA paNa sAva nAnA pAye paNa AvuM kazuM ja karI zakyA nathI. ApaNo adhikAra to ATalo ja che ke ApaNe koI jIvane mAravo ke nahIM ? ApaNe IcchIe to ApaNA taraphathI vizvanA tamAma jIvone abhayadAna ApI zakIe chIe. A jIvananuM ApaNuM kharuM kartavya paNa A ja che. duniyA kadI paNa hiMsAmukta thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI. hiMsA thatI rahI che, ane thatI raheze. hiMsA karanArA jIvo tenA bhayAnaka phaLone bhogavatA raheze. je vyakti pote hiMsAmukta thaze te tatkSaNa parama sukhI thaze ne paraMparAe zAzvata sukhane pAmaze e paNa nizcita che. to... kartavya che saMyamasvIkAra... enA mATe paNa kartavya che saMsAratyAga... enA mATe paNa kartavya che bhavasvarUpadhyAna... AtmArthI jIve satata A karavA jevuM che... mAtreyavyuM mavasavuM | Le 83 A che saMsAra

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A dhyAna sthira thAya eTale kalyANonI paraMparA AtmAnuM svAgata kare che. aMte siddhisuMdarI enA kaMThamAM varamALA paherAve che ne cAMdanI ne kapUranI yAda Ape evo yaza* sarvatra prasarI jAya che. rUmeva paramaM zreya:... Please, try to achieve it. This is the only result of your intelligency. Please, let it be successfull. * yaza - Here is the double meaning. eka je dekhAI Ave che te kIrti. bIjo artha che garbhitapaNe mukela kartAnuM nAma - gRhasthapaNe jazavaMta. dIkSitapaNe mahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA. jemaNe potAnI adbhuta kRti-adhyAtsAramAM bhavasvarUpaciMtanano A aNamola upahAra Apyo che. seMkaDo rAtrisvAdhyAyo emanA A zabdone sathavAre vairAgyathI tarabatara banI gayA che. "zikhariNI chaMdanA A Aroha-avarohoe vairAgyanA zikhara para ArohaNa karavAmAM hastAvalaMba paNa Apyo che, ne aMhakArAdi doSothI avarohaNa karavAmAM sahAya paNa karI che. Aje A dhArAne samApta karI rahyo chuM tyAre pUrepUro asaMtoSa che ke mahopAdhyAyazrInI zikhariNI'nI tulanAmAM A taLeTI paNa nathI. eno mane khAsa aphasosa paNa nathI. 'zikhariNInuM stara to emanA jevA zikharastho ja lAvI zake ne ? basa, emanI pAchaLa cAlavA maLyuM, vairAgyanA spaMdanone kaMIka sparzavA maLyuM ne e aNamola rasanI kaMIka lahANI karavA maLI... mAruM ahobhAgya... parama tAraka parama zraddheya zrI jinAjJA viruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya, to trividhe micchAmi dukkaDam. kSatinirdeza karavA mATe bahuzrutone namra prArthanA. phakata hiMsAnuM tAMDava,