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a voice calling "Who is it?", and she said "Shobha has come", and he said "Tell her to come here."
I went in and Guruji was having his breakfast, and I did namaste, and he told me to sit, and I sat down next to him on the chair.(I did not know anything at that stage) He then said "Now tell me, how did you happen to come here?" See he knows everything, so I said "I got this dry fruit for you, because you are going in a plane, and you will be hungy." I told him "you never ask anyone on the plane for food, so just keep this in your pocket, please have this whenever you feel hungry." It was very strange this feeling I had, that he was like a little boy, and he was going to feel hungry, who would serve him and he needed to be taken care of. He laughed, and gave me prashad from his plate. Next time he came, there was an injury to his toe and a preparation of boiled neem leaves had to be put on his toe.
I boiled the leaves and prepared the medicine, When I drove to where he was staying with the boiling medicine in my car, Guruji had already left for another appointment. The satisfaction I received for doing this was amazingly tremendous. All the time, we do nothing, it is he who is steering us and making us do what we do.
I went to Delhi, to his ashram, and I remember running up the stairs, and I was feeling so light. I said "Guruji, I am feeling so light, light as air." I used to tell Guruji, I dont understand what is Ras Leela, but now I understand. The Leela is with your Guru, because he is your God, the love and devotion is for him. All the time you are playing with him, loving him, working for him, praying for him. Everything is Ras Leela. I am eternally grateful for his divine presence in my life.
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