Maro Punjabno Pravas

Author(s): Sukhlal Sanghavi
Publisher: Z_Darshan_ane_Chintan_Part_2_004635.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/249302/1

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mArA paMjAbanA pravAsa [3] unALAnI A rajA pajAbamAM gALavAnA prasaMga Avye . tethI mArI utsukatA ane AnavRtti khUba vadhyAM. paMjAbane A pravAsa cAthI vakhatanA hatA. pahelAM traNa vAra huM tyAM gayelA paNa te vakhate teTalA dRSTiunmeSa na hatA. A vakhatanA pravAsamAM mArAM khAsa traNa daSTibiMdu hatAM: (1) prAMtika vizeSatA nihALavAnu'; (2) Arya lokeAnI prathama AvI vasavATa karavAnI bhUmi tarIke tenI vizeSatA jovAnu: ane (3) asahayAga pahelAMnI ane tyAra pachInI te bhUminI sthiti avalAkavAnu mAro chA AkhA paMjAbamAM pharavAnI na hatI, paNu gujarAnavAlA, amRtasarvagere jevAM khAsa sthaLeA ja nihALavAnI hatI. paMjAbanA hatyAkAMDa vakhate tyAMnI kharI hakIkata meLavavA nimAyelI tapAsamiti taraphathI je ripeTa bahAra paDyo che tenA vAcake ne gujarAnavAlA smaraNeAmAM hAvuM ja joIe. amRtasara te jagajANItuM che. pahelAM huM gujarAnavAlAnI vAta kahI dauM. gujarAnavAlA amadAvAdathI tA. 4 eprile apeAre kAsTamAM nIkaLI dilhI ane lAhora thaI tA. 6 e gujarAnavAlA pahoMcyA. A zaheranI vastI lagabhaga sATha hajAranI haze. patnaba peAtAnAM suMdara havApANI mATe prasiddha che; ane tenI sarasa AbohavA mATe je keTalAMka khAsa sthaLeA prasiddha che temAM gujarAnavAlA paNa eka gaNAya che. jema tyAMnuM pANI pASaka ane pAcaka che tema tyAM pANInI chUTa paNa khUba ja che. lagabhaga dareka ghare ane dareka sthaLe jamInamAMthI sIdhA papa mUDhelA hoya che. tyAM jamInamAM pANI dADha e hAtha bhAgye ja UMDu haze. AthI game tyAM besI papa calAvIe ke dhAdhamAra pANI Avye ja jAya. AkhA zaheramAM A papanI paddhatine lIdhe naLanI vyavasthA dAkhala thaI nathI. jyAre pIvAnuM ke nAhavAnuM mana thAya tyAre sIdhu. jamInamAMthI pANI

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202] dezana ane ciMtana kADhI levAnuM; eTale e jeTaluM tAjuM teTaluM ja ThaMDuM. snAna karanArane khAsa karIne gujarAtIne--pahelAM te pANI hima jevuM ThaMDuM lAge ne gabharAvI-thatharAvI mUke, paNa ekavAra te theADI Dela peAtAnA zarIra para jIva mATa karI reDI de ke pachI papa nIcethI UDavAnuM mana ja na thAya; eTalI A pANInI balapratA ane tAjApaNAnI zakti. keTalAMka varSa agAu jamInamAM pANI ATaluM... upara na hatuM, paNa jyArathI tyAM nahera AvI tyArathI pANI vadhyuM. e nahera satalaja nadImAMthI levAmAM AvI che. tyAMnI nahera gujarAtanI eka meTI nadI sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. te naheranA putra lagabhaga 110 kAma jeTale lAMbo che, ane teTalA pahoLA paTamAM khUba UMDu pANI vahyA kare che. e naherathI tyAM lAbha thayeA che tema ja hAni paNa thaI che. Nekhare sthaLe pAkamAM vadhArA thayA che, paNa pANInA smRti vaheNane lIdhe AjubAjunAM keTalAMka gAmenAM khetaranI phaLadrupatA echI thaI che ane kvacita cita nAza paNa pAmI che. jamInanA kSAra bhAga upara AvI javAthI jyAM pANI paDayu hoya tyAM te jaladI sUkAtu nathI; tethI khetI karavAmAM paNa ghaNI aDacaNa Ave che. jamInamAM pANI bahu upara AvI javAthI makAneAnI sthiratAne dhakko lAgyA che ane khuda gujarAnavAlAmAM ghaNAM pAkAM ane majabUta makAne e ja kAraNathI mAM tA jamInadosta thayAM che ke kAM te phATI gayAM che. navI imArate badhAvavA icchanAra keTalAka dI darzIe A kAraNathI hAla tA vicAramAM paDI gayA che. tyAMnI khAsa nIpaja ghauM, caNA, aDada ane cokhAnI che. zvAsa paNa puSkaLa thAya che. pahelI traNa cIjo te tyAMnA leAkA khAsa vApare che. cokhA khAvAno rivAja tyAM nAma mAtranA che. sArA zrImaMta gRhasthane tyAM cAkhA vAratahevAre ja rdhAya. A caiAkhA bahu sArA ane kiMmatI hoya. che. ApaNA amadAvAdanI bajAramAM maLatA khAsamatI ane vAMsInA cAkhA te ja A ceAkhA, sArAmAM sArA cekhAnI kiMmata tyAM ja ApaNA maNanA daza rUpiyA paDe che. tyAMnA lokone pUchIe ke ' tame bhAta kema khAtA nathI? tyAre javAbamAM hasIne kaheH ! e tamane bhAtakhAu pecA gujarAtIone sAMdhyuM. amArAM A huDa ethI kAMI thoDAM ja bharAya ? ' tyAMnA lokAnA mukhya khArAka ghauM ane aDada che. tyAM aDadane eTale

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mApa jAane prayAsa [ 203 badhA vaparAza che ke tuvarane lAkeA oLakhatA ja nathI ema kahuM te khATu nathI, A vAta eka rasika hakIktathI spaSTa karI dauM. t huM jyAre amadAvAdathI nIkaLavAnA hatA tyAre gujarAnavAlAmAM vasatA. mArA eka gujarAtI mitre e cIja sAthe lAvavA tAra karyAM. A mitra gujarAtI hoI tuvaranI dALa ane kAkamane abhAve tema ja aDadanI dALanA haMmezanA vaparAzathI khUba kaMTALyA hatA. temanAM zikSita patnI te tuvaranI dALane svapnamAM paNa jhaMkhatAM. eTale teoe mArA upara tAra mukAbyA : ' tuvar ane kAkana letA Avaze.' paN tAramAstara pAkhI hovAthI tuvara ane kAkana e zuM te te jANatA na hatA. tethI teNe tAramAM lakhyuM : suvara ane kAkena letA Avaze.' A tAra vAMcI huM te samajI gaye ke tAramAstaranI bhUla che--bhUla zAnI, samajaphera che----kAraNa, hu jANutA hatA ke tAra karanAra vyakti gujarAtI hoI jarUra aDadathI kaMTALyA haraze. eTale tuvara nAma bhalene tAramAstarathI ajANyuM hoya paNa suvarathI te te jarAe aricata na ja hoya. tyAM to gALa ja * sAle muvara'nI hoya che; ane suvAnI saMkhyA paNa tyAM sArI che. hiMdu mAMsabhakSI hoya. te suvaranuM mAMsa teNe cAkhelu paNa hoya. vaLI paMjAbamAM khaTAza AmacUranI vaparAya che, eTale kAkrama evuM teA nAma ja nathI. mAstara kAkenane te jANe, kAraNa ke eka phI cIja tarIke potAnA abhyAsamAM te Avyu ja hoya. A kAraNathI tuvara ane kASThamane badale suvara ane kAkenaneA tAra thayelA.. ' astu. ApaNe tyAM ada jeTalA bhAre gaNAya che teTalA ja te paMjAbamAM halakA gaNAya che. A tyAMnA pANInA prabhAva. tyAM eTalA badhA pArka che ke tenA zreSTa khArAkane lIdhe tyAMnA dhoDA majabUta rahe che. huM tyAM hatA tyAre caNAnA cheDavA pAkela dANAnA ghAsanI mAphaka vecAtA ane te ja kharIdI lAkA dhADAne nIratA. caNA khUba ja pazuo pramANamAM ghaNAM che ane puSTa paNa che. gAyAnI sakhyA ochI. che eTale tene aveja vALavA hoya tema bhesenI saMkhyA khUba ja che.. mArI musApharI daramyAna evI eka paNa bheMsa ke khIju` aAra mAlUma naM. pappu' ke jenAM hADakAM ahIMnI mAphaka dekhAtAM hoya. dUdha paNa teTaluM ja ghaTTa ane svAdiSTa. jo ke ahIMnI jema mAthu ta che ja chtAM tyAM game.

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204 darzana ane ci tana tyAre ane game tyAM cekhkhu maLI zake che. sareTanA beganI te zaMkA ja nathI. pazuonI puSTi bAbatamAM eka ja vAta kahevI khasa thaze ke tyAMnI bakarIo lagabhaga ahIM'nI nAnakaDI gAya jevI hoya che. zarUAtamAM jonArane A bakarI che evuM bhAna paNa na thAya. khArAkanI bAbatamAM tyAMnI rIta bahu judI che. teo TI ane ALa khAya che. reATI khAsa karI taMduranI rATI kahevAya che. taMdura e eka laMbaceArasa peTI jevA cUlA hoya che jemAM sakhata bhA| saLage tyAre tenI cAre bAjunI bItA upara ekIsAthe pacIsa pacAsa reTIo mUkavAmAM Ave che ane tene pAkatAM purI pAMca miniTa paNa nathI lAgatI. eka sAthe pacIsa jaNu jamavA eDA hoya teA eka ja rasAye! darekane garama roTI pUrI pADI zake che. A rATImAM jarApaNa mANu hotu nathI, chatAM te tyAM halakA khArAka ja gaNAya che. bajAramAM aneka dukAno A roTIonI hoya che. tyAM game tyAre, joI e teTalI zakI ane dALa tAjA maLI zake che. bhAva paNu sastA. A sagavaDathI ghaNAMkharAM kuTuMbe rAMdhavAnI khaTapaTa karatAM nathI ane yuropanI peThe temane ghera dukAnethI khANAM Ave che, ane ghaNA dukAne jaI ne ja khAI Ave che. sevAnA mulaka aghAnistAna najIka hovAthI tyAM mevA puSkaLa Ave che, paNa pramANamAM jeTalA sAMdhA ane uttama maLavA joI e teTalA maLatA nathI. tenu kAraNa e che ke tenuM naivedya pahelu' rAjakartAone dharAya che. tyAMnA paheraveza khAsa judA che. strIo pAyAmA pahere che. keTalIka strIo pAyajAmA upara khUlatA ledho pahere che, ane te upara ahIMnA musalamAnanI peThe eka lAMbuM paheraNa ane upara cArasA jevu oDhe che. puSa! paNa mArTa bhAge pAyajAmA pahere che. garama kapaDu-khAsa karI kAzmIrI kimatI kapaDu-vadhAre vaparAya che. AnuM kAraNa kAzmIranuM najIkapaNu ane ThaMDInI sakhtAI che. tyAM TATa eTalI badhI paDe che ke mArA gujarAtI mitranAM patnI te ja kAraNe tyAMnA vasavATathI kaMTALI ja gayAM lAgatAM hatAM. garamI paNa eTalI ja sakhata paDe che. ATalI garamI ane zaradI chatAM tyAMnA lokA khUba nIrogI ane puSTa che. tyAM U~kaTaro ane vaidyonI saMkhyA pramANamAM bahu ja thADI che. amadAvAdanI jema jyAM jue tyAM vA vecanArA nathI dekhAtA. UlaTu' jene maLe! te majabUta, hasatA ane khumijAjI dekhAya

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mArA dhajAbanA pravAsa [201 che. tyAMnA bALakAmAM kAMIka evuM sau che je ahIM rahenArAne na ja samAya. tyAMnI banAvaTamAM trAMbA-pittaLanAM vAsaNe khAsa gaNAvavA jevAM che. tenI dhAtu uttama, AkAra suMdara ane majabUtAI tathA nazAne lIdhe te kiMmatI hoya che. paNa tyAMnI eka prathAthI amane ahu jugupsA thaI. tyAM vezyAnI saMkhyA, bahu ja viSama che. dareka khANAnI dukAna upara athavA pAse eka vaizyAnI. dukAna paNa hoya che. tyAMnA lokAnI prakRti saraLa to kharI ja, paNa teTalI ja khatAMdha ane jaDa. A kAraNathI teomAM dhArmika jhanuna tItra che. hiMdueTa ane musalamAna vacce ja vikhavAda che ema nahi, paNa sanAtanI ane AsamA", sanAtanI ane jaina, AryasamAjI ane jaina, jaitAmAM paNa sthAnakavAsI ane mUrti pUjaka, zAkhA ane auA saMpradAye e badhA vacce dhArmika vAdavivAdo ane jhadhaDAo bAre mAsa cAlyA ja kare che. lagabhaga 17 varasa pahelAM sanAtana ane jaina saMpradAya vacce eka mahAna zAstrArtha thayA hatA. te vakhate eka mArA khAsa mitra jaina samAja taraphathI gayelA ane sanAtana samAja taraphathI te samAjanA ati prasiddha pati bhImasena, jvAlAprasAda ane gokulacaMdra divasanA se| se| ane pANAsA pANAsAnI phIe gayelA. A zAkhA nimitte eka mAsa sudhI jhadhaDe cAlelA. AvA jhadhaDA mATe tyAM brahma akhADA nAmanuM sthAna che. te sthAna jovAnI mArI utkaTa icchA hatI. rAtre nava vAge gayA tyAre eka sanAtanI paMDita khInna saMpradAyonuM khaMDana karavA bhASaNa ApatA hatA. zrAddha pitRone maLe che, tIrthAM khATAM nathI, jAtibheda khare che vagere mAtra pAralaukika viSaye upara ja te khelatA hatA. ane e pacIsa pacAsa zrotAene AgrahapUrvaka kahetA hatA ke mArA pachI khelavA UThanAra dareka brahmacArI-vidyArthI saMskRtamAM ja melarI. tame teone sAMbhaLI tenA saMskRta jJAna vize jANA ema huM icchuM chuM. A zrotAomAM kAI saMskRta jANutA hAya ema mane lAgatuM nahetu. alabatta, satkRta abhyAsanI ATalI badhI mahattA ane saMskRta zAstronA adhyayananuM ATaluM badhuM gaurava je AjakAla paMjAbamAM dekhAya che tenuM mAna svAmI dhyAnaMda ane Arya samAjane dhare che; paNa sAthe sAthe je tyAM vAdavivAdanI ghelachA jAgelI jovAya che tenu mAna paNa tene ja dhare che.

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**] darzana ane citana tyAM bajArane maDI kahe che ane temAM anAjanI maDIe khUba moTI che, gujarAta ane kAphiyAvADanA aneka mANase e maDIemAM dekhAya che. teo lAkhAnA dhaMdhA kare che. lIbaDInA eka vepArI jaina gRhasthane meM pUchyuM ke paMjAbamAM tamane kevuM mAphaka Ave che. teoe kahyuM ke A dezamAM amAre khAsa rahevAnuM ke khAvApIvAnuM ThekANuM-ghara jevu nathI. jaMgala jevA sthAnamAM bAre mAsa vA-varALiyA cAlatA haiAya tyAM jhUMpaDAM AMdhI ghaNI vAra te bacce cAracAra visa mAtra caNA khAI rahIe chIe, chatAM Arogya ghaNuM sAruM rahe che. paMjAbamAM AvyA pachI kAThiyAvADanuM ekavaDiyuM zarIra badalAI gayuM che ane pedAza paNa sArI che. huM hatA te daramiyAna jaina samAjamAM e traNa maraNa thayelAM. te bAbata pUchtAM jaNAyuM ke tyAM maraNa thayA pachI amuka jAtane utsava manAvavAnI rIta che. jo vRnuM maraNu hoya te maranAranA kuTuMbanI strIe! khAsa kapaDAM pahere che ane gulAla uDADe che. rAvA-pITavAnI tyAM rIta nathI. paMjAbamAM varNabheda nahi jevA che. brAhmaNa, kSatriya ane vaizya vacce te khAvApIvAnA vyavahAramAM bheda nathI ja ema kahIe teA cAle. A rasAye brAhmaNa hoya ane pIrasanAra bIjA varNanA hoya teA kAI ne vAMdhA gaNAtA nathI. cokhkhAI tyAM nathI ema kahevu joIe. sayukta prAMta, bihAra, baMgALa, ane dakSiNa karatAM gujarAtamAM asvacchatA hovAnI phariyAda sabhaLAya che. paNa pujAba te saune AMTe evuM che. jyAM bese tyAM ja thUke, -game tevI jamIna upara khAvAnu mUkIne khAya ane heThe paDI gayeluM laI ne khAvAmAM bilakula sakAya nahi, je dhanavAnone tyAM cAMdInAM vAsaNA hatAM tene tyAM paNa asvacchatA pUrI jevAmAM AvI. bhItA upara dIvelanA lapeDA ane relA, vAsaNA jamIne mUkI devAnAM, UTakanAra game tevAM UTake, bihAra, saMyukta prAMta vageremAM macchImAra jevI halakI varNa peAtAnAM vAsaNe DAghA vinAnAM rAkhe che. DAghAvALA jhAmane eThuM samajI tyAM tee khAvAnuM nahi le. paNa ahIM te! e saMbadhI kI sUga ja nathI. chAza dahIMnI vApara bahu che. haMmezAM nAhatI vakhate eTaluM badhuM ane evuM sAruM dahIM Ave ke mArA jevAnI te tene snAnamAM vAparavAnI hiMmata ja na cAle. chAza kacchanA jevI jADI, meLI ane tAjI maLe che. bhojana pachI chAza pIvAne tyAM bahu ja rivAja che, chAzane teo lasI kahe che.

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mA paMjAbane pravAsa [ ra07 raI pakavavA vagerenuM kAma cUlA upara thAya che. ahIMnI peThe tyAM AvIne upayoga thato nathI. tyAMnA dUdhamAM, tyAMnI rasoImAM kAMIka ora ja mIThAza Ave che. amRtasara gujarAnavAlAmAM 11 divasa rahIne ame amRtasara AvyA. amRtasaranI bajAre ne zerIe gujarAnavAlA karatAM bahu ja cAkhI hatI. ahIMnuM prathama jovA jevuM sthAna zIkhenuM suvarNa maMdira hatuM. e maMdiranI bhavyatA jANItI che. maMdira vizALa, senAthI jaDeluM ane taLAvanI vacce zaheranA madhyabhAgamAM che. A taLAvanuM pANI amuka divasa pachI kADhI nAkhI bIjuM tAjuM pANI bharavAmAM Ave che. maMdiramAM zIkhene graMtha sAheba e ja pradhAna pUjya vastu che. graMthasAhebanI comera bhakta strI-puruSonuM eka moTuM maMDaLa satata vIMTaLAyeluM hoya ja ane khUba ja gAnavAdana cAlatuM hoya. hAra niyame to tyAM paNa jaina maMdiranI peThe eTale badhe pagapesAro karyo che ke ApaNA prAcIna suMdara ane urasAdI vAdyone sthAna rahyuM nathI. navAM vAdyonI peThe gAne paNa evAM kSudra thaI gayAM che ke paMjAbanI e prAcIna kaThekaLA ane hadaya-baLa Aje virala ja che. maMdiranA cekamAM halavA (zIrA) nI prasAdI cAkhI bahAra nIkaLyA. DA divasa pahelAM zIkho ane vaiSNava vacce dhArmika kheMcatANa thayelI. keTalAka vaiSNavone zIkha maMdiramAM jatA sAMbhaLI teone vaiSNava dharmAcAryoe uzkeryA. pariNAme e suvarNa maMdira jevuM bIjuM vaiSNave suvarNa maMdira baMdhAyuM. A maMdira "dUragyAnA" sthAna upara zaheranA bahAranA bhAgamAM AveluM che. A maMdira spardhAjanita hoI temAM sonuM vAparavAmAM AvyuM che. maMdiranI racanA, tenuM pramANa e badhuM zIkhamaMdira jevuM ja che. taLAva paNa tevuM ja, balake vadhAre vizALa che. eka taraphanA bhAganI laMbAI 250 kadamathI vadhAre che. zIkhamaMdira karatAM A maMdiranI vizeSatA ane e jaNAI ke ahIM laMgarazrI che. laMgarazrI eTale bhejanagRha. temAM vidyArthIo, paMDito ke sAdhu-saMtone khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa che. sAthe eka saMskRta pAThazALA paNa che. A maMdiranuM utthApana mArA gayA pahelAM ghaDA divasa agAu ja paMDita mAlaviyAe kareluM. je ke amRtasaramAM janArane ekane badale be maMdira jevAnAM thayAM e AnaMdanI vAta che, paNa A maMdiramRSTi dhArmika jhanUnamAMthI utpanna thayelI hovAne lIdhe teTalI ja duHkhakAraka che. amRtasaramAM mAre eka paMDitanI

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29] dRna ane ci'tana mulAkAta karavAnI hatI. alabatta, e pati bahu sArA vidrAna che paNa te vAmamAgI ane peAtAnA siddhAnta vize teTalA ja pAkA ane nizcita che. teo spaSTa kahe che ke mAMsa ane madya vedamAM na hovAnuM kahevuM e veda ane sanAtana dharmanuM taddana ajJAna sUcave che. alabatta, amRtasaramAM saMskRta vidyAno kaIka sAruM pracAra kahevAya. jo ke AjakAlanA zikSaNamAM vatApayAgI tattva ane upayeAgItAvAdane sthAna nathI. zikSaNa mAtra maukhika ane mukhya bhAge vivAdanI dizAmAM preranAru hAya che, chatAM vidyArthIo ane paDatAnI saMkhyA sArI che. zIkheAnI vatI ahIM khUba hoya e svAbhAvika che; kAraNa ke e zIkhonuM mukhya dhAma che. game tevA zIkha ahI saradAra ja kahevAya che. ane 'saradAra'saedhana rastAmAM ghaNIvAra saMbhaLAya che. ahI paNa kadAvara ane baLavAna zarIra jevA maLe che. mArA utArAnI najIkamAM eka sAdhumAgI onA upAzrama hatA. tene ceAthe mALe sAdhuo rahetA. tyAM lagabhaga pANAsA varasanA eka vRddha tapasvI sAdhu hatA. meM teone keTalAka prazno karyA. tenA uttaramAM satya karatAM sAMpradAna yikatA ane samabhAva karatAM jhanUna vizeSa hatAM. e pa MjAkhI prakRtinuM pratibiMba mane tyAM paNa jaNAyuM minAlI ane khaDAda amRtasarathI saharAnapura thaI meraDa jillAnA eka binelI gAmamAM javAnuM hatuM. tyAM jatAM khAsa vizeSatA phaLanI ane sthaLAnI anubhavAI. phLamAM khAsa karIne lukATa hatAM. A phaLa meTA bhera jevu hoya che ane garamImAM thAya che, te khaTumadhuruM, svAdiSTa tathA puSTikAraka hoya che. e phaLA tyAM eTalAM badhAM pArka che ke A tarapha jema nAgapurI satarAM prasiddha che tema tyAM saharAnapurI lukAta prasiddha che. zeraDI paNa teTalI ja thAya che. ghaNAM varSo pahelAM ekavAra mArA mitre mane kaheluM ke saharAnapuranuM bajAra kALA raMganu che. kAraNa, tyAM zeraDIne lIdhe ceAmera nAkhIe. vAyelI hoya che. mA uparAMta AMbAnA pAka paNa puSkaLa che. A pradeza gagAyamunAnI muSyanA che. tyAM jyAM jue tyAM nahera mAlUma paDe che. naherA hevAne lIdhe varasAdanI khAsa jarUra rahetI nathI. aneka jAtanI pedAza chatAM tyAMnA leAkeAmAM kaMgAliyata teTalI ja che. aMdaroaMdara laDavAnuM, korTe caDavAnuM,

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mAre paMjAbane pravAsa [229 ane dArU vagere kephI cIje pIvAnuM pariNAma zikSaNa sAthe ja vadhyuM che ane vadhatuM jAya che. tyAM jATanI puSkaLa vastI che, paNa teo kAThiyAvADanA girAsadAranI peThe vyasanamAM ane korTamAM khuvAra thaI gayA che, ame baDeda sTezane UtaryA. baDeda e eka kasaba che. tyAM pramANamAM jenI vastI sArI che. tyAMnA koI paNa jaino ja che. temAMye digaMbara saMpradAya maTe che. e lekenI eka hAIskUla cAle che. baDedanI bhAgaLamAM thaI bilI javA nIkaLyA tyAre eka bAju e hAIskUlanA medAnamAM vidyAthIonuM saMgIta dUrathI saMbhaLAyuM. e saMgItanI Dhaba uparathI ja e digaMbaranI koI saMsthA hovAnuM meM kapeluM. je pAchaLathI sAcuM paDayuM. e vakhate tyAM koI utsava UjavAto hato. e hAIskUla tyAMne eka jamInadAra digaMbara gRhastha calAve che. thoDIka sarakArI grAnTa bAda karatAM bAkIno badho kharca te ja pUro pADe che. ene ja aMge eka aiDiga paNa che, jemAM mAtra jaina vidyAthI e ja rahe che. vilAsa mATe vAnaprastha eka tarapha vidyApremI gRhasthanI sanmArge udAratA ane bIjI tarapha vilAsavI jamInadArane durbasanonI pAchaLa sarvasva tyAga e bane mane eka ja sAthe A pravAsamAM anubhavAyAM. eka moTI AvakavALA digaMbara jamInadAra jene bALabaccAM nathI ane dhAre te be traNa hAIskUle svataMtra calAvI zake tene paNa te tarapha ja je. enuM kAma navI navI taruNIo zodhavAnuM ane tene aMge Avazyaka vyasano ke khaTapaTa sevavAnuM sAMbhaLyuM tyAre jAti ane dharmamAM dAkhala thayela viSanuM kharuM bhAna thayuM. lagabhaga vIsa varSa pahelAM ArA zahera (bihAra) gayelo tyAre eka saMskRta vidyAnA abhyAsI digaMbara vidyAthIne mitrabhAve paricaya thayelo. e vyakti eka moTA jamInadAro putra che. teNe kaI vAra pitAnA vatanamAM AvavA mane kaheluM. acAnaka meraTha jillA tarapha AvavAnuM banavAthI, evI dhanADhayA sthitimAM paNa khAsa karIne tenA saMskRta vidAnA rasane lIdhe maLavAnuM mana thayuM. paNa pUchaparacha karatAM tenI viSama sthiti kAne paDI. Aje to eNe saMskRta vidyAnAM pithAM pheMkI dIdhAM che, bIjAM paNa sAmAjika ke dhArmika kAmothI vAnaprastha meLavyuM che, ane have to temaNe vilAsa mATe ja saMnyAsa lIdho haiI badhI saMpatti barabAda karavA mAMDI che. A vyakti 14

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210 ] krena ane ci'tana sAhasapurane eka jamInadAra che. A badhI sthiti sAMbhaLatAM ane jotAM dezanI dazA upara aneka vicAra AvyA. dezanI garIbI tA evI ke ghaNAkane e vAra khAvA paNa na maLe. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa eka vAra pUruM peTa na bharI zakanAra kADe che. bIjI bAju nerAne pAna ane sIDInI paiThe mUkI denAra varga UbhA che. e varga paisA, lAgavaga ane sattAne laI pratiSThita gaNAya che. rAjakSetramAM, samAjamAM, dhArmika kSetramAM enI ja hAka vAge che. jeTaluM zikSaNa atyAre maLe che te badhuM tene pAtAne ane tenA Azritone mATe jhera rUpe pariName che. A rAjasattAnA aneka majabUta stAmAM Ave. AtmabhAna vinAnA, pIdhelA nika varga e eka majabUta staMbha che. AData Apata Ata aDAdamAM aneka vastuonI khAsa maDI che. sAkara AjubAjuthI taiyAra thaI puSkaLa Ave che ne paradeza caDe che. pAchaLathI eLakhANamAM AvelA eka mAravADI ziAhI sTeTa taraphanA vatanI jaina gRhasthe mane kahyuM ke ahIM mArI smAtanI dukAna che ne huM bAra mahine lAkho rUpiyAnuM sAkara, gALa ne anAja paradeza ravAnA karuM chuM. sAkara ame khAdhI, khUba mIThI. ApaNA dezamAM zeraDI, gaiALa ane sAkaranI pedAzanAM pUrAM sAdha chatAM Aje paradezathI lAkhA rUpiyAnI tenI AyAta thaI rahI che. tenAM kAraNA upara nathI vyApArIo vicAra karatA ke nathI dezI rAjAnuM dhyAna. kharI rIte AvA aneka udyoge| turata pagabhara thaI zake tevI sthiti ApaNA dezanA ghaNA bhAganI che; paNa paradezIe sAthe harIphAImAM TakavA mATe je sagIna vyavasthA, zikSaNa, dhana ane rAjarakSaNa joIe te nathI. A dezamAM vyApArIe navIna paristhitimAM TakI zake evuM zikSaNu nathI ane paisApAtra leAkAne paisAnA upayoga kayAM ane krama karavA enu jJAna, sAhasa, vizvAsa ke tyAga nathI; tethI ja jyAM dekhe! tyAM mAtra AData, AData ne AData ja najare paDe che. kathAye mULa utpAdaka dhaMdho nathI jaNAte. pravAsanA varNanamAM A kathana aprAsaMgika jevuM gaNavAnI kAI bhUla na kare. mArI diSTa te jeTaluM jANI zakAya teTaluM jANavAnI ja hatI. eTale A prasaMge e na jaNAvuM te UlaTA saMkucitapaNAnA doSa ja vahAruM. astu.

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sArA pajAkhane pravAsa [ 211 e pradezamAM kaLAnI pedAza viSe eTaluM ja kahevuM basa che ke khAsa meAsameAmAM dADama, saMtarAM vagere mAMdhAM gaNAtAM ja tyAM taddana sastAM tha jAya che ane eka mArA anArasanA paricita, hamaNAM digaMbara jaina hAIskUlamAM dhArmika zikSakanuM kAma karatA paMDite mane kahyuM, ke huM mAre deza delakhaMDa cheDI ahI rahyo chuM tenAM khAsa kAraNeAmAM phaLanI sulabhatA paNa eka che, tethI ja huM puSTa rahuM chuM. jIvanamAM yogavAsiSTha khaDethI cAlI nava mAIla upara banelI javAnuM hatuM. sAmAna tyAM ja vizvasta sthaLe rAkhI cAlyA. taDakA, bhUkha ane cAlavAnA zrama e adhAM ekatra maLyAM ane amane pANI mATe preryAM. lagabhaga traNa mAIla cAlyA haIzuM tyAM eka visAmA Avyo. eka kUvA, upara deraDIvALI Dola, pAse bagIcA, AMbAnAM jhADA ane eka kuTiramAM khAvA. pANI pIdhA pahelAM sugaMdhathI lalacAI gabharAmaNuM dUra karavA gulAbanA phUla tarapha dhyAna gayuM. bhANu-na mAguM e vikalpamAMthI pasAra thaI chevaTe AvAjI pAse eka mAtra phUla mAgyu. kAM te dhamakI ke cIpiyA ugAmavAnA bhaya ane kAM tA e khAvAnI sahaja prasannatA ! emaNe kahyuM: ' AkhA bagIcA tamArA ja che ne ? prabhue A sRSTi saunA sukha mATe sarjI che. phUla zuM, je joIe te le. kharekhara, bAvAjInA A hArdika udgArathI je thAka dUra thayA te gulAbanA phUlothI ke khIjI vastuothI kadI ja dUra na thAta. arastAnanuM Atithya vakhaNAya che, paNa anubhavyuM nathI. kAThiyAvADanA ane khIjA bhAgAnA AtithyanA anubhava che, paNa khAvanA e audAye te amane junA bhAratanA Atithya ane sahaja saralapaNAnI yAda ApI. AvAjInI pAse yogavAsiSThanuM pustaka pALyu' hatuM. presanA bhUtane pratApe evAM dharma pustakAnI paheAMca te Aje ghareghare che. e pustakA upara AivikA karatA hajAro AvA, brAhmaNa ane khIjA dharmaguruone joyA che, paNa jIvanamAM ja yogavAsiSTha UtaryuM hoya, evA bAvAe te bahu virala ja joyA che. temAMnA A khAvA. A khAvAne joI kAkA kAlelakaranA himAlayanA pravAsamAMnA pravruttimArge karmayogI khakhaDadhaja khAvAnuM smaraNa thaI AvyuM. amAre hajI cha mAIla cAlavAnuM hatuM. UDavA mAMDyu. paNa bAvAjIe kahyuM: ' rAta paDaze, ahI rahI jAo. dUdha vagere ahIM prasAdI maLaze.' ame te kRtaghnatApUrvaka namaskAra karI binalI tarapha AgaLa vadhyA.

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212 ] dAna ane ciMtana rAtre tyAM pahoMcyA. binelI e eka taddana nAnu gAma che, jemAM mukhyabhAga jainone ane temAMya sthAnakavAsI jainAnA che. e gAmanI thADe dUra be nadIe khUba vahe che. kUvAe puSkaLa che. AMbAnA mATA moTA bagIcAo che. ghauM, zeraDI, vagere puSkaLa pramANamAM pAke che. vAvRddha kItiprasAdajI mArA utAre eka meTA jamInadArane tyAM hatA, e cAra bhAI AmAM e vakIla ane temAMye eka teA asahacAga vakhate vakIlAta heADI che.. vakIlAta cheDA pachI teonuM jIvana taddana alAI gayuM che. Aje e vayevRddha pratiprasAdajI gujarAnavAlA jaina gurukuLanA avainika adhiSTAtA che. te ardho kalAka teA reMTiyA pherave ja. temaNe zarUAtamAM DisTrIkaTa bAI mAraphata aneka nizALemAM reMTiyA ane zALA dAkhala karAvelAM. e bAbujI te hajI paNa mahAtmA"nA siddhAntAmAM teTalA ja pAkA che. pAMca ane daza varSa pahelAMnA temanA paricaya vakhate mArI sAmAnya evI kalpanA thayelI ke pa MjAba ane yu. pI. nA lekAmAM baMgALa, dakSiNa ke gujarAta jevuM buddhimatva nathI hatuM. A panA kadAca khATI ke ekadezIya haro. game tema hA paNa A vakhatanA e bAbujInA paricaye nArA upara judI ja chApa pADI. temanA paricayathI huM ema mAnatA thayA ke zikSaNa agara abhyAsanuM pramANa jarAye na vadhyuM hoya, prathama jeTaluM ja hoya ane chatAM jo manuSyanA cAritramAM vikAsa thAya te e zikSaNa ane abhyAsa bahu dIpI UThe che, eTaluM ja naha paNa temAM UMDANuM mAlUma paDe che. kharI rIte cAritra zikSaNanI suvAsa che. jainAcArya vijayavallabhasUri binAlImAM mAre mukhya jene maLavu hatu te hatA jainAcAya vijaya vallabhasUri. eetrI janme gujarAta ane vaDAdarAnA che. prasiddha jainAcArya AtmArAmajInA ee ziSya che. teAnuM mukhya jIvana pALamAM vyatIta thayuM che. teonA vicAramAM sIae sAdhu samAjanI chApa bahu ja ochI che. Aje jainane zuM joI e che e, te pramANamAM aa karatAM kIka samaje che; tethI ja sthaLe sthaLe vidyA, kAi paNa jAtanI vidyAnA pracAra mATe ja teo mahenata kare che. mubAInu mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya ane gujarAnavAlAnu' gurukuLa e teenI vidyApriyatAnA namUnAo che. A

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mArA pAne prayAsa [13 arasAmAM tyAM caitra suda 13 AvI eTale mahAvIra jayaMtInA divasa. jainAcArya virAjamAna ane jaina saMpradAyanA pradhAna puruSa bhagavAna mahAvIranI jayaMtI eTale sAmAnya rIte ja te vakhate mAre kAMIka evuM evI mAgaNI tha. temanA ati Agrahane vaza thaI te prasa Mge je thADuMka huM eNyA hatA tene TUMka sAra prasthAnanA vyavasthApakanA teTalA ja Agraha heAvAthI viSaya ahAra hovA chatAM atre ApuM chuM. mahAvIrajayaMtI pravacana hiMdustAnamAM mAtra devapUjA nathI, temAM puruSapUjA paNa che, ane atyAre te mukhya che. je puruSonI pUjA asAdhAraNapaNe cAle che te cAre kSatriya che. rAma, kRSNa, buddha ane mahAvIra e yAre kSatriya puruSo Aya jAtinA viziSTa AdarzonA AtmA che. rAme kuTubamaryAdA ane prajAnItine Adarza pUrA pADI maryAdApuruSottama tarIkenI khyAti meLavI che. kRSNe vittimAM mArga kADhavAnI kuzAtra buddhi dAkhavI jagata samakSa karmayoga mUkyo che. budhdhe vaiyaktika jIvananI zAnti mATe dhyAna ane samaSTi jIvananI zAnti mATe dhyAne mArga dAkhavyo che, tyAre mahAvIre sUkSmAtisUkSma prANIne paNa peAtAnA taraphathI jarAe trAsa na thAya evI rIte kaMDhAratama saMyama ane tapemAM vanamAM utArI, hareza agavaDAnu hasate cahere pAna karI ahiM'sAne pADe zIkhavye che. A vArasA mAtra Atino nathI paNa te kArA samasta vizvanA che. A rAmanI janmatithi . rAmanavamIne jaine paNa jANe ja, kRSNanI janmASTamIne na jANanAra bALaka paNa ahIM nahi hAya; paraMtu muddanI janmatithi jANanAra vidvAno paNa A dezamAM keTalA che e praznanA uttara meLavavA janAra sahune te! AMsu sAravAM paDe. maDhAvIranI janmatithi jANanAra janA kahero ke buddhane ane amAre levAdevA zA che? paNa jo te rIte eka mahAna puruSa viSe udAsIna rahevA mAgatA hoya te pachI peAtAnA mAnya mahAvIrane sAMbhaLavA khIjAe Ave evI AzA rAkhavI kharekhara vadhAre paDatI ja gaNAya. ApaNA lokeAnI jJAnasakatA ane saMpradAyAMdhatA e e tattvae ja ApaNane sAmAjika, dhArmika, ke rAjakIya kSetramAM gulAma banAvI rAkhyA che. rAmanA bhakta kRSNa, khudda ke mahAvIra viSe kAMI na jANuM:--athavA mAtra virAdhanI dRSTie jANe, tevI ja rIte kRSNa, mudda

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214] darzana ane ciMtana ane mahAvIranA bhakto taddana paDeAzamAM rahevAtAM ane aneka vyAvahArika bAbatAmAM savana gALavA chatAM eka khIjAnA mAnya puruSo viSe sAcI mAhitI udAra daSTithI na meLave e ja hi MdustAnanI jJAnapAmaratA. jJAna game te dizAmAMthI Ave paNa te meLavavuM ja joI e. paNa ApaNI sakItA eTale sudhI vadhI che ke eka ja mahAvIrane mAnanAra zvetAMbara, digabara ane sthAnakavAsI e traNa phirakAenA anuyAyIo paNa Ave prasage bhAgye ja ekatra thAya che. mahAvIranA jIvananAM aneka asAdhAraNa rahasyo chatAM khIjA keTalAMye dhvanopayogI evAM hasyA che ke jene khAtara rAma, kRSNa ane buddhanA jIvananA UMDA tathA tAttvika abhyAsa karavA joi e. e ja vAta rAma, kRSNa ane muddanA bhaktane mahAvIranA jIvananA abhyAsa viSe kahI zakAya. buddha ane mahAvIre lagabhaga trIsa trIsa varSanI uMmare strIputrAdika kuTuMba choDI sAdhanA mATe jaMgalane maMgalamaya mArga svIkAryo tyAre rAma ane kRSNe te peAtAnA Adarzo kuTuMba, prazna ane raNAMgaNu vacce ja dhADyA hatA. AdhyAtmika ane vyAvahArika jbananA bhinna bhinna saMskAra dharAvanAra janasamAjane e mahApuruSAtA e tattva vinA na cAle. svAmI dhyAnaMda AryasamAjanA sthApaka che, te kAMI jaina nathI ema dhArI tenuM jIvana ApaNe na tapAsIe te! mahAvIranA ane tenA pratinidhi anya AcAryAMnA janmAtsava prasaMge ApaNe AsamAne zI rIte nAtarI zakIe ? kharI rIte AryasaMskRtinA pUrNa abhyAsa karavA mATe zramaNa saMskRtinA e pradhAna puruSa mahAvIra ane buddha tathA brAhmaNu saMskRtinA pratinidhi rAma ane kRSNa e cAre kSatriya chatAM yathArtha brAhmaNeAnI jIvanakathAnA niSpakSa ane udArabhAve abhyAsa karavA ja joI e. ane te mATe je je prasa Mge maLe tene kadI jatA na ja karavA joI e. huM jaina chuM chatAM rAma, kRSNa ane buddhanAM jIvanatattvA samajavAnA pahelethI ja prayatna karatA AvuM chuM, tethI mArI mahAvIra viSenI dRSTi UlaTI takSNa ane zraddhALu banI che. 'caitranI zukla trayeAdazI e mahAvIranA janmadina. caitra ja rAmanA janmamAsa. khudda vaizAkha zukla pUname janmyA ane kRSNu zrAvaNumAM. mahAvIranA janmane lagabhaga 2500 varSa thayAM. e rAjakumAre mAtApitA ke vaDIla bhAInI avagaNanA karI tyAgamArga naheAte! svIkAryAM; UlaTuM vaDIleAnI sevA karatAM tyAgane AtmAmAM keLavI taka Ave tatkAlIna tyAganA dhArI

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mArA pa'jAmane prayAsa [25 mA svIkAryAM hatA. mahAvIra kSatriya eTale krAntikArI; je ke emAM brAhmabhuttva paNa hatuM. jyAre karmakAMDa yAjJika karmakAMDanAM jaDa jALAMee mAtra pazu ja nahi, paNa manuSya suddhAMnA gaLAM raheMsavA mAMDyAM hatAM, jyAre strIenI AdhyAtmika bhUkhane samAvavAnA kAMI rAjamArga na hatA, jyAre brahmAdvaitanI dheANAnA AdezamAM o mAtra jAtine kAraNe ucca dhArmika vana ane zAstrajJAna meLavavAnA adhikArathI vaMcita hatA tyAre eka magadhanA kSatriyane preraNA thaI ane para parAgata AcAravicAramAM samayeApayegI tattvA dAkhala karavA khAtara ane tatkAlIna `kAMDa, haThayogI tathA zuSka tapasyAnA pathAmAM jIvana revA khAtara teNe lagabhaga 13 varSa tapa karyuM. mahAvIra eTale mahAna tapasvI. enuM tapa e mAtra zuSka laMdhana ke zuSka hayAga na hate, paNa teenA tapamAM satata dhyAna ane satata ciMtananuM baLa hatu tethI ja teoe 'vardhamAna" e mULa nAmanA sthAnamAM 'mahAnavIra " evuM sArthaka nAma prApta karyuM. tapane aMte mukhya e tattvAnu navanIta jagata samakSa dharyuM'. AcAramAM ahiMsA ane vicAramAM anekAMta, 3 * vidyA ane AcaraNathI saMpanna hoya te brAhmaNa. e brAhmaNudAnikAnA kathanane mAnIe te sAdhaka avasthAmAM utkaTa parAkrama dAkhavanAra kSatriya mahAvIra have AcAra ane vidyAnA parAkASAprApta e tattvone meLavI. brAhmaNa banyA, ane brAhmaNanuM pada laI aMtamA^ne vyavahAru anAbyA. temaNe jAti amara liMgane kAraNe kAI nA AdhyAtmika adhikAra eche. na mAnyA. hajArA strIe ane keTalAka jAtidroe paNa ce!gyatAne ae mahAvIranAM e ukta tattvAnuM pAna karyuM. * paNa e ahiMsAne vArase bhagavanAra ApaNe Aje tIrtha ke khIjA matabhedanA kAraNe dharmane nAme lokakalyANu sAdhI zakAya evI traNe vastue--samaya, muddhi, saMpattine nAza karI rahyA chIe. Adarza pustreAnA jevA thavAne badale manuSyA Adarza puruSane ja ahudhA potAnI paristhiti pramANe ghaDI kADhe che. e mAnaniLatAthI jainasamAja paNa mukta nathI ane tethI dareka phirakAvALA mahAvIrane potAnA bAmAM gAThavavAne upahAsAspada prayatna karI rahyA chIe. ' khInnane ahi MsAnA pADe zIkhavavAnI aneka hilacAlA karanAra jo aMdaroaMdara hiMsA kare to tenA jevA DhAMgI khIjA krANu hoI zake? '

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darzana ane ciMtana relavenA anubhava pravAsa vakhate badalavI paDatI judI judI TrenamAM mane jevo anubhava ca tevo anubhava prasthAna'nA vAcakone bhAgye ja na the hoya, chatAM te anubhava ahIM TUMkamAM ApuM chuM. te evA hetuthI ke paricita vastunA varNanamAMthI mANasa dhAre te ghaNI vAra vadhAre ane spaSTa bodha meLavI zake. relavenI musApharImAM sauthI paheluM darzana radezananuM. sTezana eTale vividharaMgI medanI athavA pilIsa, majura ane sTezanamAstaronI svataMtra rAjadhAnI. tethI paNa spaSTa vyAkhyA karavI hoya te ema kahI zakAya ke sTezana eTale svataMtratA ane parataMtratAnuM mizrita sthAna. jene lAgavaga, pisA ane jJAna hoya te tyAM teTale aMze svataMtra ane jene temanuM kAMI hoya te tyAM kAM to parataMtra, kAM te pazu. amadAvAdathI gujarAnavAlA sudhInI saLaMga TikiTa sTezanamAstare jANe meTI maherabAnI karI hoya te rIte ApI te kharI. paNa noTamAMthI TikiTanA paisA kApatAM vadhArAnA paisA pAchA ApatAM eka rUpiyo ocho A. mArA sahacArI zikSita hatA, tethI paisA gaNI jotAM jyAre eka rUpiye ocho che tyAre tarata ja e giradImAM rUpiyA pAchA meLavavA divyA. temaNe pUchyuM : "mAstara sAheba, eka rUpiyo ochA kema Apyo? javAbamAM teoe kahyuM: "AvaDI lAMbI TikiTa ahIMthI malI gaI che te zuM bhUlI gayA ? ' sAthIe kahyuM: "temAM zuM ? te to tamArI pharaja che.' mAstara samajI gayA ke A koI bheTa nathI eTale bahArathI prasanna paNa aMdarathI udAsIna cahere rUpiyo pAcho pheMkayo. sTezanamAstara ghaNA TikiTa lenArAone Ape che, e vAta jANItI che. peseMjara ajANa hoya agara gADIne TAIma bharAI gayo hoya agara nirbhaya na hoya tyAre sTezanamAstarane ghIkeLAM. ghaNI vAra vadhAre paisA laI lIdhA badala vRddha ke taruNa strI-puruSo relavemAM mAstarane ugra AzIrvAda ApatA nI najare nahi paDyA hoya ? khaMdhA peseMjare peseMjaromAM paNa eka varga evo hoya che je TikiTa levAnI paNa nathI rAkhato. A vargamAM hiMdu bAvA-bAvIe ke musalamAna phakIrane ja mAtra samAveza nathI thato. paNa temAM keTalAka khaMdhAo paNa Ave che. te khaMdhAo

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mAre paMjAbane pravAsa [ 21 game te rIte TrenamAM dAkhala thaI jAya che. ane TikiTa-kalekaTara AvavAnI jyAM jyAM saMbhAvanA hoya tyAM tyAM teo cakAra dRSTithI tarata ja sITa uparathI UThI jAya che. paNa A vakhate duniyAmAM je tyAjaya sthAna te ja teonuM zaraNadhAma bane che ! DabAmAM chupAvAnuM sthaLa pAyakhAnuM. jeTalIvAra gADI UbhI rahe teTalI vAra pAyakhAnuM baMdha karI temAM bharAI rahevuM e tevAonI yukti. A sthiti gADImAM pahelI ja vAra anubhavAI eka balUcI strI ane puruSa baMne vagara TikiTa beThelAM. bhayane vakhata Ave ke pelI bAI pAyakhAnAmAM ghUse. paNa A pApa kyAM sudhI chAnuM rahe ? kAraNa, bAI pAyakhAnAmAM jAya tyAre bhAI bahAra rahI jAya, ane bhAI chupAya tyAre khAI zrI paDI jAya. eka ne eka te pakaDAI ja jAya, AjIjI ke TikiTa-kalekaTaranI hiMdu jAti sulabha dayAthI kadAca mekSa meLave ti pisejonI kikiyArInuM baMdhana teone zire UbhuM ja hoya. pAyakhAnAmAM chupAyela mANasa tyAM vadhAre vakhata le tene nabhAvI levAnI kSamA kAMI badhA pijeromAM cheDI hoya? koI kahe : "ATalI badhI vAra kema?" koI kahe : "A to bImAra rahe che. e pAyakhAnAmAM mUcha AvI hoya. koI kahe "nA, nA. e to TikiTa vinA ja beThela che. keTalAka kutUhalIo vilaMba sahana na karI zakavAthI pAyakhAnAne dhakkA mAre, ane je temAM pelI bAI hoya te keTalAka mazkarIAo bahArathI barAone kahe ke jAo tame Ugha-DAve. A rIte TikiTa batAvavAnA bhayamAMthI mukti meLavavA icchanAra pilI balUcI bAI ke bhAIne UlaTAM keTalAM banAvatAM; ane keTalI gAlIo khAtAM e daSya jevAmAM ane manuSyaprakRtinI vividhatAnuM aMtara vicAravAmAM relaveno ghaNo mArga kapAI gayo. vadhAre AkarSaka to e hatuM ke jyAre pilAM bane bahAra hoya ane acAnaka cAlatI gADIe TikiTa-kalekaTara Ave tyAre kaI kaI bhASA ja na samaje ! TikiTa-kalekaTara bele hiMdI ke aMgrejImAM. tyAre te bele balUcI bhASAmAM. ke kene zuM kahe che e jevAnA tamAzAmAM ja peseMjaranA-khAsa karIne mArA paisA vasUla thaI jatA, ane sinemA nahi jovAno kheda Ama zamI ja. je kaI TikiTakalekaTara pAkA bhejAne Avate te ja AvA 5aa cerone utArate. nahi te eka be dhamakI ApI pharI AvuM na karavAnI miththA cetavaNI ApI, pharI AvuM karavAnI ja kRtithI tAlIma ApI jato. zuM balUcIo ke zuM paThANe, jarA jabarA ane khaMdhA te relavemAM svataMtra.

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218] darzana ane ciMtana AvA maphatiyA vargamAM je bAvA-phakIrene varga hoya che, teo te paramezvaranA dhAmamAM ja javA relavenAM badhAM kaSTa sahana karatA hoya che. eTale e sahiSagutA e ja teone TikiTamArga. dezane evo koI khUNe. che ke jyAM tIrthasthAna nahi hoya ? ane koI evuM tIrthasthAna che ke jyAM javA relave na hoya? eTale game te relavemAM beso to tyAM AvA tIrthasparza yAtrIo maLavAnA ja. ane temane nabhAvI levA jeTalI sAdhubhakti hajI ATalA vadhI gayela nAstika zikSaNanA vAtAvaramAM paNa sTezana bhAratamAM rahI gayelI bahudhA najare paDe che. ugra caMDIo ane sarve relavene abhuta ane kImatI tamAze manuSyatvanA ugra ane pracaMDa, svarUpane che. manuSyanA hRdayamAM ddha ane caMDI na vasatAM hatA te teoe devakoTimAM kadI sthAna na meLavyuM hota. gADImAM khAsa karI sTezane. sTezane aneka jaMgama caMDIo ane jaMgama no parizya thAya che. be navA peseMjare AvavAnA hoya ke aMdaranA musAphare "jagA nathI," "kayAM besaze," "AgaLa jAo," "zuM eka ja jagA che' vagere vagerethI. teonuM Atithya kare che. AvanAra peseMjare jo nabaLA hoya to "bhAI AvavA do UbhAM rahIzuM," "tamane aDacaNa nahi Ave,' 'vakhata thaI gaye. che" vagere vagere. dayAjanaka zabdothI aMdaranA peseMjaranAM hulya pigaLAvavA prayatna kare che. paNa je navA AgaMtuka peseMjare ugra hoya to pachI dRzya jovA jevuM bane che. koI bAraNAne bahAra tarapha ne keAI aMdara tarapha kheMce che. vilaMba thavA lAge che ane te paisA ApyA che to zuM me nathI ApyA?" e samAnatAno upadeza pUrA vegathI zarU thAya che. lAcArIthI ke baLajerIthI aMdara dAkhala thayA pachI peseMjare peseMjaro vacce vaLI beThaka mATe huMsAtuMsI, gALAgALI ke mArAmArIno kalIyuga zarU thAya che. dAkhala thavA ne thavA pachInA A kalIyugamAM hiMdudharmanuM vairAgyazAstra e eka ja tyAM mAtra AzvAsana rUpe dekhA de che. kAI bahena kahe : "o bhAI, zA mATe laDe che ? keTalo vakhata rahevuM che? paMkhIono meLo che, hamaNAM chUTA paDI jaIzuM." Avo tAtvika upadeza pachI ghaNuM moTethI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che, paNa teTalAmAM te e upadezane na gaNakAre tevI mahiSAsura kAM to beThaka mATe kAM to eka bIjAne haLI javA mATe, kAM te AghopAcho sAmAna mUkavA mATe laDavA UbhA thAya che. gujarAtanA bhAgamAMthI relave pasAra thatI

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mAre paMjAbane pravAsa [219 haiya tyAre AvI laDAImAM bahudhA gALAnuM ja levedya hoya che, paNa paMjAba jevA bhAgamAM te mArAmArInI mIThAI ja najare paDe che. eka vidvAna. mitre relavenI A sthitinuM eka suMdara upamA dvArA spaSTIkaraNa kareluM. teoe kaheluM ke peseMjara ane zvAnonI vRtti eka jevI che. navo kUtarA Ave to jUnAo tene potAnI hadamAM AvavA na ja de. AvanAra kutaro. nirbaLa hoya te jamIna upara ALoTI jAya ane jUnAonI mahera meLave. baLavAna hoya to laDI-jhaghaDIne hadamAM dAkhala thAya. eTale pachI jUnA navA. badhA eka ja. vaLI A badhA kUtarA potAnI hadamAM pAchI bIjA navA AvanAra kutarA sAme te ja rIte thavAnA ane teo vacce pAchI samAdhAnI thavAnI. navA caDanAra ane caDI beThelA piseMjaro vacce zvAnavRtti anubhavAya che. ane e ja manuSyahudyanI vAstavika sthitinuM citra che. je jJAnI hoya che, je roja pUjApATha karanAro hoya che, je IzvaranI baMdagIne cAlu Dhabe karavA bhUlato nathI, relavemAM paNa namAja paDhavA cUkatA nathI, je samagra jIvasRSTine eka ja brahmanA aMzo mAne che, je ahiMsA ane dayAmAM pitAnA dharmane sarvazreSTha mAne che, te badhAnuM dhArmika hadaya moTe bhAge. relavemAM yathArtha rUpamAM jovA maLe che. koI IzvaranI keTalI najIka che ane ke keTale dUra che enuM bhAna ApaNane tyAM ja thAya che. huM to ema paNa kahuM ke zAMta ane kSamAmUrti gaNAtA sarva saMpradAyanA dharmaguruone je AvA prasaMgamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe te ja teonI zAMtatA ane kSamAzIlatA. yathArtharUpe kaseTIe caDe. astu. khAnapAna relavemAM bIjI bAbata khAnapAnanI che. keTalAka te musApharI daramiyAna khAtA nathI; eTaluM ja nahi paNa cAlatI gADIe pANI paNa pItA nathI. vadhAre vakhata khetI thAya eve sTezane teo nIce UtarI pANI pIe che. eTale naLanuM pANI na pInAra sampradAyane taddana nAza karavAmAM hajI relave. saphaLa na thaI, paNa AvAM kaTTara mAbApanI ja saMtati te teTalI udAra thaI ja gaI che. game tyAM, game te paLe, paisA hoya ane navuM AvyuM eTale kharIdavuM. nathI svacchatAne vicAra, nathI ArogyanI dRSTi ke nathI, peTanI paravA. teo ema kahe che ke, relavemAM badhuM pacI jAya. khullAM havApANImAM kAMI baMdhana rAkhavuM e bevakUphI che. kadAca A ja khAnapAnanI udAratA ane samabhAvazIlatAne lIdhe vecanAravarga paNa udAra ane sama

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1220] darzana ane ciMtana bhAvazIla thaI gayo haze. khArI pUrIone garamAgarama kahe, telanI cIjane ghInI karI kahe, kAcApAkA vacce bheda nahi, dUdha ane pANInI mitratAno bhaMga vecanArAo kema ja karAve ? khAnAranA dAMta ane peTanI parIkSA mATe kAMkarA ane dhULa kADhavAnuM teo yogya ja na lekhe ane sauthI vadhAre te e ke bhAva dareka cIjanA joIe te karatAM doTA ane bamaNuM. A rIte paisAnI puSkaLa barabAdI chatAM relavemAM khAvAnuM kAMI ja sukha nahi. e 'duHkhada sthitinI javAbadArI ApaNI ajJAnatA upara jeTale aMze che te karatAM vadhAre aMze relave DipArTamenTa upara che. tenA karmacArIone joItuM maLe eTale game te vecanAra game tevuM, game te bhAve vecI zake. eka mIThAIvALA Avyo. tenA khUmacAmAMthI sTezanamAstare mIThAI laI agnidevane tarpaNa karyuM ane khumacAvALe "sAheba, sAhaba, yaha lIye, yaha kalIkaMda tAjA hai" ema kahI jANe bhaktipUrvaka te ja prasAdI dharavA maMDI gayo. je khAtAmAM lagabhaga AvI sthiti hoya te khAtAnA amaladAronI badhI sukhasagavaDa ane ArAmatalabI e peseMjaronI agavaDatAne ja AbhArI che. davA vecanArA paNa relavemAM jema bImArInAM sAdhana ghaNuM che tema ArogyanA upAyo paNa ochA nathI. khulAM ane vividha havA-pANI, vaDhavADa ane kasarata uparAMta je ajIrNa rahyuM hoya to davAo taiyAra che. noTiso vaheMcAya che. eka davAmAMthI tenA phAyadAonuM moTuM lisTa sAMbhaLavA maLe che. varganuM kalpavRkSa davAnI zaktiomAM najare paDe che. keI keI neTisabAje evA hoziyAra ane vAcALa hoya che ke te ja vaktAnuM kAma karatA hoya te lekone khUba AkaLI zake. eka khAsa davA vecanAranI vAta kahuM. A mANasa dillI ane baDoda vaccenI relamAM AvyuM. teNe udUmAM bhASaNa zarU karyuM. tenI paddhati, tenI bhASA, tenI dalIlabAjI, tenI skUrti joI mane kharekhara ema thayuM ke A mANasa dhArAsabhAmAM jAya te ajaba prabhAva pADe. eka jATe tene kahyuM : "teM je davA mane ApI hatI tethI AMkha UlaTI bagaDI, mATe zarata pramANe mArA paisA pAchA Ape." ANe hAjarajavAbIthI kahyuM: "te huM nahi, tame bIjA koI pAsethI ja davA lIdhI haze. huM bAra varSa thayAM davA jAte banAvuM ane vecuM chuM. eka paNa kesa bagaDyo nathI. tamane nukasAna thAya ja kema ? A badhA peseMjarene pUcho ke koIne mArI davAthI nukasAna thayuM che? vadhAre khAtarI mATe Aja mArI davA

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mAre pAaneA prayAsa kharIde. mArA jevAM kapaDAM paherI khIjA ghaNA mAve che,' A vecanAranI ziSTa urdU bhASA ane namratAmAM pele vAMdhA lenAra jATa teA pIgaLI. ja gaye. jamatA sAkSAtkAra cAranA bhAI ghaMTIcAra ' e kahevata pramANe sTezana mAtAnA kharA sAthIe tyAMnA majUre che. jamane na maLyAnI tRSNA jeone hAya tee.. dilhI jevA sTezananA majUrAthI e tRSNA zamAvI zake. DabbAmAMthI UtaryAM na UtaryAM ke pahelAM ja sAmAna upara majUrone hAtha paDe. majurA cha-ATha gaNAthI AchI majurI na kahe, ane ama TAIma nahi hai, relave sITI de rahI haiM, '* dera hogI tA raha jAI yegA, 'pula UtaranA paDegA ' bahuta hai' ' vagere vagere devaTanA bhayAthI pesejarAte gabharAvI mUke. sAmAna vagere hAya ke musApharInI mAhitI na hoya agara strI ke baLabaccAM sAthe hoya te majuronI AzA pUrI phaLavatI. mAre dilhI sTezane eka majUrane prasaMga pADyo te khUba AkarSaka che. majUre kahyuM: ' deDha rUpiyA majUrI hAgI.' meM kahyu ha garadI tuma na hama khuda uThA leMge,'te majUra na traya ane na khIjAte AvavA de. meM ane mArA sAthIe nakkI karyuM ke hAthe ja sAmAna upADavA. kathAM be traNa AnAnI majUrI ane tyAM dADha rUpiyA. ame echuM paNa keTalu kahIe, eTale mauna rahI sAmAna uDAvavAno yatna karyo. eka eka naga upADI AMkhe dekhI zakAya eTale dUra mUkI, mantra naMga laI javA ane vaLI tyAMthI vadhAre Ave e ja rIte na pahoMcADavA yatna kayAM. A rIte dilhInA lAMbA pleTaphorma upara pANA kalAkathI vadhAre vakhata amArA dhA ane vajanadAra na gee lIdhe. ATalI vakhatamAM keTalAye majUrA AvyA ane gayA, paNa e badhAnuM sagardana adbhuta hatuM. prathama majure doDha rUpiyAthI UtarI bAra AnA kahelA te bIjA badhA majUrAnI jANumAM, eTale te badhA AvI ema ja kahe H ' bAraha Ane AdA nahi hai, kAI isase kamameM nahi AyegA. acchA, Apa kama kathA dege ? kucha tA kheliye, kathA jabAna nahi ?' ema e badhA vakhata damiyAna amArI sAthe najUrAe rakajhaka karI. 'plaeNTaphaoN` parathI bahAra nIkaLavAnA daravAjo pAse AvyA tyAre zarUAtathI atyAra sudhI hAjara rahelA pahelA majura AvI bolyo : acchA mujhe eka kADI bI harAma hai, kucha bhI nahIM" cAhiye. yAMhI sAmAna rakha detA hai.' ema gussA sAthe kahI amArA sAmAna hAthamAMthI kheMcavAnA prayatna karyo. paNa ame kahyuM, * bhAI, t " 221.

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222] darzana ane ciMtana rahama hai aba daravAje taka A . aba taka tune majUrI karyo nahIM ghaTAI hama te adhika kharca kara nahIM sakate, tuM cale jA. hamArI kasarata bhI he gaI aura paise bhI baca ga." teNe kahyuM: "saba paDhe likhe baImAna hote hai. gAMdhI TopI aura khAdI pahanakara tuma saba logane majUroMkA paisA mAra diyA,' ema kahI aneka gALAnI amRtavarSA varasAvati te nirAza thaI cAle gaye. - saMtejI grAmara paNa AthI UlaTI sthiti taddana nAnAM sTezananA majuranI hoya che. tyAM grAmasulabha saralatA ane saMtoSa dekhAya che. tenuM eka ajaba udAharaNa huM kyAreya nahi bhUluM. baDeda sTezanathI gAma lagabhaga mAI leka dUra haze. badhe sAmAna sAta paisAmAM saMbI majUre uThAvyo. rastAmAM vAta cAlI. te chokaro julAhe hatA. tenA kuTuMbanuM kAma paDa vaNavAnuM che. meM tene pUchayuM: "gADI upara na Ave agara maMjUrI na maLe tyAre zuM kare che?' teNe kahyuM : "mA bApa sAthe vaNavAnuM ane kayAreka bIjuM kAma." chokarAnA kada karatAM sAmAna vadhAre hato. raste lAMbo. te pitAnI azakti ke aNagame jarAye pragaTa na kare. jayAre khUba thAke tyAre kaheH "bAbujI. DI dera sAmAna nIce utArIe." ame joyuM A chokare keTale pramANika ane keTale puruSAthI che. bIjA aneka pratispadhI majUranA chokarAoe A chokarAne thoDA paisAmAM amAro sAmAna laI javA badala gALo devA mAMDelI, mAravAne bhaya paNa batAvyo, paNa A chokare ekaniSThAthI cAlI rahyo hato. mAruM mana sAdhusaMta pratye AkarSAya tethIye vadhAre AkarSAyuM. pilA pratispadhI chokarAone khUba dhamakAvI dUra karyA ane meM tathA mArA sAthIe tenI pAsethI keTaleka sAmAna upADI laI tene boje tana nahivata karyo, paNa amArI A vRtti te chokarAthI sahana ja na thaI. te kahe : "bAbujI, Apa karyo. uThAte hai ? meM dhIre dhIre saba sAmAna akelA hI pahuMcA dUgA." kharekhara, A chokarAnA uddagAro te vakhate hadayane hacamacAvatA. chevaTe gAmamAM pahoMcyA ane jyAre tyAM paNa ghaNuM kAma lIdhA pachI ame be ja paisA vadhAre ApyA tyAre tenA saMtoSane pAra na rahyo. kayAM dilhIno jama je majura ane kyAM baDodane sarala-saMta majura e sthiti majUrAmAM che te ja badhA varganA mANasamAM ochevatte aMze joI zakAya che. -prasthAna: pustaka 3: kArtika 1983 aMka 1

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sArA 5 jAkhane pravAsa upasa hAra varNananA upasa MhAra karatAM musApharI vakhate rAkhelAM traNa dRSTibiMduethI paMjAbanA anubhavanuM TUMkamAM pRthakkaraNa karI levuM e yogya gaNAze. 1: prAMtika viroSatA 223 (1) zarIranu'kAvarapaNuM-A bAbata sarvavidita che. kAI paNa prAMtanA ane kAI paNa tine UMcAmAM UMcA ane majabUta mANasa jotAM ja lokA tene pa jAmI kahI Akhe che. (ra) saralatAH pramANamAM bIjA badhA prAMtA karatAM paMjAbInI prakRtimAM saralatAnA vizeSa guNa mane jaNAya che. AnuM kAraNa kadAca khuddhisthULatA hoya. baMgALI, dakSiNa, gujarAta ke saMyukta prAMtanA pramANamAM paMjAbIenI sAmAnya buddhi kAMIka sthULa hoya che. tene navI vastu letAM ke cheDatAM bahu vAra nathI lAgatI, (3) saMpatti: paMjAbamAM khAvApIvAnuM khAsa du:kha hoya evI garIbI nathI, paNa tAlevAna varga khIjA prAMta jeTalA meTe nathI (4) vyApAra-dhaMdhAH tyAMnI mukhya pedAza anAjanI. khAsa karIne uM, ane nikAza paNa tenI ja che. (5) AcAravicAra: tyAMnA AcAravicAra sayuktaprAMta ke bihAra jevA sAMkaDA ane ceAkAbada nathI. bhAravADa ke gujarAtanI peThe ucchiSTha bhAjana paNa nathI. chatAM khAnapAna, raseArkanI svacchatA, paheraveza AdimAM musalamAna lokAnu spaSTa pratibiMba hoI jAtibaMdhananI teTalI kaTTaratA nathI. (6) strIH strIenI parAdhInatA heAvA chatAM saMyukta prAMta jevu. paDadAnuM sakhata baMdhana nathI. suMdaratA ane kImatI paheravezamAM paMjAbI caDhe kharA. AryasamAjane bAda karIe te keLavaNImAM paMjAba gujarAta karatAM caDe nahi, 2: Aya leAkeAnI prathama vasavATa gheravAnI yAgyatA Araba, irAnI ane yUropiyanA hiMdustAnamAM jaLamArge AvyA, te sivAyanI badhI jAtie zaka, krU, paDANa, mugala vagere vAyavya kANune khUNethI ja A dezamAM AvelI. A lokeA madhya eziyA ke bIjA kAI bhAgamAMthI A dezamAM AvyAnA mate svIkArI laI e te tene vAyavya kANamAMthI ja AvelA mAnavA paDe che. je je vAyavya kANumAMthI kharaghATamAM thaI hiMdustAnanI bhUmimAM UtaryAM te budhAnI najare paheluM medAna pALatu paDyuM. jema A medAna paheluM tema te dhaNI bAbate mAM zreSTha paNa tevuM ja. AbehavA jue tA paMjAbathI vadhAre sArI kAMyanI

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224] darzana ane ciMtana nathI. jaLanI pracUratA, sthaLanI vizALatA ane vanaspatinI vipulatA. A prAkRtika ramaNIyatA bahAranI AgaMtuka jAtione tyAM rAkhavAne lalacAvavA basa hatI. tyAMnI phaLadrupatA paNa kAyamanA vasavATanuM mukhya pralobhana thaI paDyuM. paMjAbanI pAMca beTI nadIo ane tenI prAcIna kALamAM cAlatI nahera jANItI che. dUra dUrane aMtara upara nahi AvelI A vizALa nadIo upara nabhatI khetIne lIdhe paMjAba dezane nadImAtrika deza tarIke kirAtakAvyamAM yudhiSTharanA dUta vanacare (bhale oLakhAvyA che. paMjAba e mAravADa, kAThiyAvADa ke kaccha, vAgaDa jevo devamAtrika (varasAda upara nabhanAra) deza nathI. te to satata vahetI nadIo upara nabhe che. eTale jyAre duSkALa paDe tyAre paNa paMjAbIo kadI vAgaDa, mAravADa ke jhAlAvADanA konI peThe pitAnAM gharabAra choDI dezAvaramAM bhaTakatA nathI jaNAtA. A badhI prAkRtika vibhUti paMjAbane eTalA badhA pramANamAM maLI che ke tyAM vasavA mATe kaI paNa lalacAI jAya. eTale mAtra Arya jati ja nahi, paNa atihAsika yuganI bahArathI AvelI badhI jAtioe paMjAbamAM rahevuM pasaMda karyuM ane tyAM rahI teoe zArIrika vikAsa paNa sA. bahArathI AvanArI jAtionA judA judA raMgo ke kade paMjAbanI piSaka bhUmimAM ekaraMgI ane ekasarakhAM banI gayAM. Aje paMjAbamAM vastI ane kayAreka dUra dUranA bhAgamAMthI AvelI jAtio lagabhaga badhI paMcaThThI kAThI ja dharAve che. je paibaraghATanA vikaTa mArgamAMthI pasAra thaI ane paraseve rebajheba thayelI jAtione paMjAbanuM prAkRtika AzvAsana na maLyuM hota ane mAravADanAM verAne sAMpaDyAM hota to kadAca hiMdustAnamAM ATalI videzI jAtionuM mizraNa ja na thayuM heta. 3 asahakAra pahelAMnI ane pachInI sthiti asahakAra pahelAM paMjAbamAM je kaTTaranA, dharmAnjatA hatI te Aje kAMIka osarI che. pAMca varSa pahelAM paMjAbamAM dAkhala thanAra koIne kahe ke "huM paMDita chuM " to evuM sAMbhaLanAra ema jarUra pUchato ke, "tame kayA saMpradAyanA che ane kyAM zAstrArtha mATe jAo cho?" Aje e sthiti moLI paDI che. haju eTaluM avazya ane kadAca vadhAre pramANamAM che ke je hiMdu paMDita hoya to tene ema pUche ke tame hiMdu saMgaThanamAM mAne cho ke nahi ? pAMca varSa pahelAM Arya samAja, sanAtana, jaina, zIkha, musalamAna

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mAre paMjAbane pravAsa [22pa ane khristI paMthanA leka pUratA ja vidyA ane dharmanA akhADAo hatA. Aje emAM dRSTikoNa badalAyo che. amuka varga sAMpradAyika ke dhArmika kalahamAM jarA paNa nathI mAnate. UlaTuM ema mAne che ke rASTrakArya sAme saMpradAya, dharma ane jAtibhedane abharAI para mUkvA joIe. Arya samAjanI pahelAM jevI ugratA nathI rahI. musalamAna sAthe teonuM vaimanasya vadhyuM che, paNa sanAtanIo sAthe ghaTayuM che. pahelAM je zikSita taruNonuM ane ghaNe sthaLe to kolejiyana yuvakenuM dhyAna sAMpradAyika bhAva tarapha hatuM te Aje mAtra rASTrIya bhAva tarapha vaLyuM che. sAdAI ane khAdInuM tatva pramANamAM thoDuM chatAM majabUta rIte paMjAbamAM paNa dAkhala thayuM che. keTalAka zikSita yuvaka cheDAmAM thaDe pagAra laI khAdI-utpatti ane khAdI-pracAranuM kAma karI rahelA jovAmAM Ave che. dhArmika kalahe paMjAbanI prakRtimAMthI saheje bhUlAvA kaThaNa che, chatAM tenI pratiSThA to bahu ja ochI thaI gaI che. have samAptimAM e spaSTa kahI devuM joIe ke TUMka vakhatamAM dhULa avelena ke nirIkSaNa uparathI bAMdhelA abhiprAyo kAMI chevaTanA ja hoya ema na kahI zakAya. vadhAre anubhava ane vadhAre mAhitI maLatAM ghaNuM UlaTuM paNa dekhAya; chatAM mAre svapa anubhava AgaLa koIne A dizAmAM preravA sahAyaka thaze to A kathana mAtra pratIkanuM sthAna nahi rahe. -prasthAna, putra 2, aM 4, 5, pu 3, aMka 1, 2. 15