Book Title: Mahavir Vani Lecture 24 Sangraha Andar ke Lobh ki Zalak
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340024/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka caubIsavAM pravacana 441 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aparigraha-sUtra na so pariggaha vutto, nAyaputteNa taainnaa| mucchA pariggaho vuttI, ii vuttaM mhesinnaa|| lohassesa aNuphosI, manne annarAmavi / je siyA sannihikAme, gihI pavvaie na se|| prANimAtra ke saMrakSaka jJAtaputra (bhagavAna mahAvIra) ne kucha vastra Adi sthUla padArthoM ke rakhane ko parigraha nahIM batalAyA hai| lekina ina sAmagriyoM meM asakti, mamatA va mUrchA rakhanA hI parigraha hai, aisA una maharSi ne batAyA hai| saMgraha karanA, yaha aMdara rahane vAle lobha kI jhalaka hai| ataeva maiM mAnatA hUM ki jo saMgraha karane kI vRtti rakhate haiM, ve gRhastha haiM, sAdhu nhiiN| 442 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahale eka prshn| __eka mitra ne pUchA hai ki rasa parityAga kA kyA artha hai| kyA rasa parityAga kA yahI artha hai ki koI bhI iMdriyajanita kaMpana se dhyAna na judd'e| phira to rasa tyAgI ko AMkha, kAna vagairaha baMda karake hI calanA ucita hogaa| aMdhe, bahare, gUMge sarvazreSTha tyAgI siddha hoNge| kyA yahI mahAvIra aura ApakA khayAla hai? ___ rasa parityAga kA artha aMdhApana, baharApana nahIM hai, lekina bahuta logoM ne vaisA artha liyA hai| dhyAna ko iMdriyoM se tor3anA to kaThina, iMdriyoM ko tor3a denA bahuta AsAna hai| AMkha jo dekhatI hai, usase rasa ko chor3anA to kaThina, AMkha ko phor3a denA bahuta kaThina nahIM hai| kinhIM ne to AMkheM phor3a hI lI haiM vstutH| kinhIM ne dhuMdhalI kara lI haiN| AMkha baMda karake calane se kucha bhI na hogA, kyoMki AMkha baMda karane kI jo vRtti paidA ho rahI hai vaha jisa bhaya se paidA ho rahI hai| vaha bhaya tyAga nahIM hai| ___ aura mana ke niyama bahuta adabhuta haiN| jisase hama bhayabhIta hote haiM, usase hama bahuta gahare meM prabhAvita bhI hote haiN| agara maiM sauMdarya baMda kara lUM to vaha bhI sauMdarya se prabhAvita honA hai| usase yaha patA nahIM calatA ki maiM sauMdarya kI jo vAsanA thI, usase mukta ho gyaa| usase itanA hI patA calatA hai ki sauMdarya kI vAsanA bharapara hai, aura maiM itanA bhayabhIta haM apanI vAsanA se ki bhaya ke kAraNa maiMne AMkha baMda kara lI haiN| lekina jisa bhaya se AMkha baMda kI hai, vaha AMkha ke bhItara calatA rhegaa| Avazyaka nahIM hai ki hama bAhara hI dekheM, tabhI rUpa dikhAyI pdd'e| - agara rasa bhItara maujUda hai to rasa bhItara bhI rUpa ko nirmita kara letA hai| svapna nirmita ho jAte haiM, kalpanA nirmita ho jAtI hai| aura bAhara to jagata itanA suMdara kabhI bhI nahIM hai jitanA hama bhItara nirmita kara sakate haiN| jo svapna kA jagata hai, vaha hamAre hAtha meM hai| agara rasa maujUda ho aura AMkha phor3a DAlI jAye to hama sapane dekhane lageMge, aura sapane bAhara ke saMsAra se jyAdA prItikara haiN| kyoMki bAhara kA saMsAra to bAdhA bhI DAlatA hai| sapane hamAre hAtha kA khela hai| hama jitanA suMdara banA sakeM, banA leN| aura hama jitanI dera unheM TikAnA cAheM, TikA leN| phira ve sapane kI pratimAeM kisI taraha kA avarodha bhI upasthita nahIM krtiiN| bahuta loga saMsAra se bhayabhIta hokara svapna ke saMsAra meM praviSTa ho jAte haiN| jinako svapna ke saMsAra meM praviSTa honA ho, unheM AMkheM baMda kara lenA bar3A sahayogI hogA, kyoMki khulI AMkha sapanA dekhanA bar3A muzkila hai| lekina isase rasa vilIna na hogA, rasa aura pragAr3ha hokara pragaTa hogaa| 443 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 Apake dina utane rasapUrNa nahIM haiM, jitanI ApakI rAteM rasapUrNa haiN| aura ApakI jAgRti utanI rasapUrNa nahIM hai, jitane svapna Apake rasapUrNa haiN| svapna meM ApakA mana unmukta hokara apane saMsAra kA nirmANa kara letA hai| svapna meM hama sabhI sraSTA ho jAte haiM aura apanI kalpanA kA loka nirmita kara lete haiN| bAhara kA jagata thor3I bahuta bAdhA bhI DAlatA hogA, vaha bAdhA bhI naSTa ho jAtI hai| rasa parityAga kA artha-iMdriyoM ko naSTa kara denA nahIM hai| rasa parityAga kA artha hai iMdriyoM aura cetanA ke bIca jo saMbaMdha hai, jo bahAva hai, jo mUrchA hai, use kSINa kara lenaa| ___ iMdriyAM khabara detI haiM, ve khabara upayogI haiN| iMdriyAM sUcanAeM lAtI haiM, saMvedanAeM lAtI haiM bAhara ke jagata kI, ve atyaMta jarUrI haiN| una iMdriyoM se lAyI gayI sUcanAoM, saMvedanAoM para mana kI jo gaharI bhItarI Asakti hai, vaha jo mana kA rasa hai, vaha jo mana kA dhyAna hai, jo mana kA una iMdriyoM se lAyI gayI khabaroM meM DUba jAnA hai, kho jAnA hai, vahIM khatarA hai| mana agara khoye na, cetanA agara iMdriyoM kI lAyI haI sacanAoM meM Dabena. mAlika banI rahe. to tyAga hai| ise aisA samajheM. iMdriyAM jaba mAlika hotI haiM cetanA kI, aura cetanA anusaraNa karatI hai iMdriyoM kI, to bhoga hai| aura jaba cetanA mAlika hotI hai iMdriyoM kI, aura iMdriyAM anusaraNa karatI haiM cetanA kA, to tyAga hai| ___ maiM mAlika banA rahUM, iMdriyAM merI mAlika na ho jaayeN| iMdriyAM jahAM mujhe le jAnA cAheM, vahAM khIMcane na lageM; maiM jahAM jAnA cAhUM jA skuuN| aura maiM jahAM jAnA cAhUM, vahAM jAne vAle rAste para iMdriyAM merI sahayogI hoN| rAstA mujhe dekhanA ho to AMkha dekhe, dhvani mujhe sunanI ho to kAna dhvani sune, mujhe jo karanA ho iMdriyAM usameM mujhe sahayogI ho jAyeM, iMsTrUmeMTala hoM-yahI unakA upayoga hai| ___ hamArI iMdriyAM aura hamArA jo saMbaMdha hai vaha mAlika kA hai yA gulAma kA, isa para hI sabhI kucha nirbhara karatA hai| yaha merA hAtha, jo maiM uThAnA cAhUM, vahI uThAye, to maiM tyAgI hUM, aura yaha merA hAtha mujhase kahane lage ki yaha uThAnA hI par3egA, aura mujhe uThAnA par3e, to maiM bhogI hUM, yaha merI AMkha, jo maiM dekhanA cAhUM, vahI dekhe to maiM tyAgI huuN| aura yaha AMkha hI mujhe sujhAne lage ki yaha dekho, yaha dekhanA hI par3egA, ise dekhe binA nahIM jAyA jA sakatA, to maiM bhogI hN| bhoga aura tyAga kA itanA hI artha hai ki iMdriyAM mAlika haiM yA cetanA mAlika hai? cetanA mAlika hai to rasa vilIna ho jAtA hai| isakA artha yaha nahIM ki iMdriyAM vilIna ho jAtI haiM, balki saca to ulTI bAta hai, iMdriyAM parizuddha ho jAtI haiN| isalie mahAvIra kI AMkheM jitanI nirmalatA se dekhatI haiM, ApakI AMkheM nahIM dekha sktiiN| isalie hama mahAvIra ko aMdhA nahIM kahate, draSTA kahate haiM, AMkha vAlA kahate haiN| . buddha ke hAtha jitanA chUte haiM, utanA Apake hAtha nahIM chU skte| nahIM chU sakate isalie ki bhItara kA jo mAlika hai, vaha behoza hai| naukara mAlika ho gaye haiN| bhItara kI jo behozI hai vaha saMvedanA ko pUrA gaharA nahIM hone detI, pUrA zuddha nahIM hone detii| buddha kI AMkheM TrAMsapereMTa haiN| ApakI AMkhoM meM dhuAM hai| vaha dhuAM ApakI gulAmI se paidA ho rahA hai| agara ThIka se hama samajheM, to hama aMdhe haiM AMkheM hote hue bhI; kyoMki bhItara jo dekha sakatA thA AMkhoM se, vaha mUrchita hai, soyA huA hai| buddha yA mahAvIra jAge hue haiM, amUrchita haiN| AMkha sirpha bIca kA kAma karatI hai, mAlakiyata kA nhiiN| AMkha apanI tarapha se kacha bhI joDatI nahIM, AMkha apanI tarapha se vyAkhyA nahIM krtii| bhItara jo hai vaha dekhatA hai| Apa apanI khir3akI para khar3e hokara bAhara kI sar3aka dekha rahe haiN| khir3akI bhI agara isa dekhane meM kucha anudAna karane lage, to kaThinAI hogii| phira Apa vaha na dekha pAyeMge jo hai| vaha dekhane lageMge jo khir3akI dikhAnA cAhatI hai| lekina khir3akI koI bAdhA nahIM DAlatI, khir3akI sirpha rAha hai jahAM se Apa bAhara jhAMkate haiN| AMkha bhI buddha aura mahAvIra ke lie sirpha eka mArga hai, jahAM se ve bAhara jhAMkate haiN| yaha AMkha sujhAtI nahIM, kyA dekho; yaha AMkha kahatI nahIM, aisA dekho; yaha AMkha kahatI nahIM, aisA mata dekho| yaha AMkha sirpha zuddha mArga hai| 444 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka to mahAvIra jitanI nirdoSatA se dekhate haiM, hama nahIM dekha paate| mahAvIra agara ApakA hAtha, hAtha meM leM, to ve Apako hI chU leNge| jaba hama eka dUsare kA hAtha lete haiM to sirpha haDDI mAMsa hI sparza ho pAtA hai| chU leMge Apako hI kyoMki bIca meM koI vAsanA kA vega nahIM hai| koI vAsanA kA bukhAra nahIM hai| saba zAMta hai| hAtha sirpha chUne kA hI kAma karatA hai| isa hAtha kI apane tarapha se koI AkAMkSA, koI vAsanA nahIM hai, to mahAvIra isa hAtha ke dvArA Apake bhItara taka ko sparza kara leNge| iMdriyAM mahAvIra aura buddha kI atyaMta nirmala ho gayI haiN| vezaddha ho gaI haiM, ve utanA hI kAma karatI haiM, jitanA karanA jarUrI hai| apanI tarapha se ve kucha bhI jor3atI nhiiN|| ___ hamArI sArI iMdriyAM vikSipta haiM, aura vikSipta hoNgii| kyoMki jaba mAlika mUrchita hai to naukara samyaka nahIM ho skte| jaba eka ratha kA sArathI so gayA ho to ghor3e kahIM bhI daur3ane lageM, yaha svAbhAvika hai| aura una sAre ghor3oM ke bIca koI tAla-mela na raha jAye, yaha bhI svAbhAvika hai| ___ hamArI iMdriyoM ke bIca koI tAle-mela bhI nahIM hai, bhogI kI sabhI iMdriyAM use viparIta dizAoM meM khIMcatI rahatI haiN| AMkha kucha dekhanA cAhatI hai, kAna kucha sunanA cAhatA hai, hAtha kucha aura chUnA cAhate haiM ina sabake bIca virodha hai, isa virodha se bar3A kaMTrADikzana hai, jIvana meM bar3I visaMgatiyAM paidA hotI haiN| jaise, Apa eka strI ke prema meM par3a gaye haiM, eka puruSa ke prema meM par3a gaye haiN| Apane kabhI khayAla nahIM kiyA hogA ki sabhI prema itanI kaThinAiyoM meM kyoM le jAte haiM, aura sabhI prema aMtataH dukha kyoM bana jAte haiN| usakA kAraNa hai| kisI kA ceharA Apako suMdara lagA, yaha AMkha kA rasa hai| agara AMkha bahuta prabhAvI siddha ho jAye to Apa prema meM par3a jaayeNge| lekina kala usakI gaMdha zarIra kI Apako acchI nahIM lagatI, taba nAka inakAra karane lgegii| Apa usake zarIra ko chUte haiM, lekina usake zarIra kI USmA Apake hAtha ko acchI nahIM lagatI, to hAtha inakAra karane lgeNge| __ApakI sArI iMdriyoM ke bIca koI tAla-mela nahIM hai, isalie prema visaMvAda ho jAtA hai| eka iMdriya ke AdhAra para AdamI cuna letA hai, bAkI iMdriyAM dhIre-dhIre apanA-apanA svara denA zurU kareMgI aura taba eka hI vyakti ke prati koI iMdriya acchA anubhava karatI hai, dUsarI iMdriya burA anubhava karatI hai| Apake mana meM hajAra vicAra eka hI vyakti ke prati ho jAte haiN| se adhika loga AMkha kA izArA mAna kara calate haiN| kyoMki AMkha baDI prabhAvI ho gayI hai| hamAre canAva meM, nabbe pratizata AMkha kAma karatI hai| hama AMkha kI mAna lete haiM, dUsarI iMdriyoM kI hama koI phikra nahIM krte| Aja nahIM kala kaThinAI zurU ho jAtI hai| kyoMki dUsarI iMdriyAM bhI asarTa karanA zurU karatI haiM, apane vaktavya denA zurU karatI haiN| ___ AMkha kI gulAmI mAnane ko kAna rAjI nahIM hai| isalie AMkha ne kitanA hI kahA ho ki ceharA suMdara hai, isa kAraNa vANI ko kAna mAna legA ki suMdara hai, yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai| AMkha kI AvAja ko, AMkha kI mAlakiyata ko, nAka mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hai| AMkha ne kahA ho ki zarIra suMdara hai, lekina nAka to kahegI ki zarIra se jo gaMdha AtI hai, aprItikara hai| phira kyA hogA? eka hI vyakti ke prati pAMcoM iMdriyoM ke alaga-alaga vaktavya jaTilatA paidA kara dete haiN| yaha jo jaTilatA hai, kevala usI vyakti meM nahIM hotI, jisakA bhItara mAlika jagA hotA hai| to phira pAMcoM iMdriyoM ko jor3ane vAlA eka keMdra bhI hotA hai| hamAre bhItara koI keMdra nahIM hai| hamArI hara iMdriya mAlakiyata jAhira karatI hai| aura hara iMdriya kA vaktavya AkhirI hai| koI dUsarI iMdriya usake vaktavya ko kATa nahIM sktii| hama sabhI iMdriyoM ke vaktavya ikaTThe karake eka visaMgatiyoM kA Dhera ho jAte haiN| 445 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hamAre bhItara-jise hama prema karate haiM usake prati ghaNA bhI hotI hai| kyoMki eka iMdriya prema karatI hai, eka ghaNA karatI hai| aura hama isameM kabhI tAla-mela nahIM biThA paate| to jyAdA se jyAdA hama yahI karate haiM ki hama hara iMdriya ko roTezana meM maukA dete rahate haiN| hamArI iMdriyAM roTarI klaba ke sadasya haiN| kabhI AMkha ko maukA dete haiM to vaha mAlakiyata kara letI hai, tb| kabhI kAna ko maukA dete haiM, taba vaha mAlakiyata kara letA hai| lekina inake bIca kabhI koI tAla-mela nirmita nahIM ho paataa| koI saMgati, koI sAmaMjasya, koI saMgIta paidA nahIM ho paataa| isalie jIvana hamArA eka dukha ho jAtA hai| jaba bhItara kA mAlika jagatA hai, to vahI saMgati hai, vahI tAla-mela hai, vahI hArmanI hai| sArI iMdriyAM, sArathI jaga gayA, aura lagAma hAtha meM A gayI aura sAre ghor3e eka sAtha calane lge| unakI gati meM eka laya A gyii| eka dizA, eka AyAma A gyaa| ___ mUrchita manuSya iMdriyoM ke dvArA alaga-alaga rAstoM para khIMcA jAtA hai| jaise eka hI bailagAr3I alaga-alaga rAstoM para, cAroM tarapha jute hue bailoM se khIMcI jA rahI ho| yAtrA nahIM ho pAtI ghasITana hotI hai, aura Akhira meM saba asthi paMjara DhIle ho jAte haiN| kucha pariNAma nahIM nikltaa| jIvana niSpattihIna hotA hai, niSkarSarahita hotA hai| rasa parityAga kA artha hai-iMdriyoM kI mAlakiyata kA parityAga, iMdriyoM kA parityAga nhiiN| AMkha nahIM phor3a lenI, kAna nahIM phor3a denaa| vaha to mUr3hatA hai| hAlAMki vaha AsAna hai| AMkha phor3ane meM kyA kaThinAI hai? jarA-sA jiddI svabhAva cAhie, joza cAhie, haThavAditA caahie| AMkha phor3I jA sakatI hai| soca-vicAra nahIM cAhie, AMkha AsAnI se phor3I jA sakatI hai| aura phUTa gayI, to phira to koI upAya nahIM hai| lekina rasa itanA AsAnI se nahIM chor3A jA sktaa| rasa laMbA saMgharSa hai, bArIka hai, DelikeTa hai, sUkSma hai, nAjuka hai aura stt| AMkha to eka bAra meM phor3I jA sakatI hai, rasa jIvana bhara meM dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre chor3A jA sakatA hai| isalie tyAgiyoM ko AsAna dikhA AMkha kA phor3a lenaa| koI himmatavara hai, ikaTThI phor3a lete haiM, koI utane himmatavara nahIM haiM to dhIre-dhIre phoDate haiN| koI utane himmatavara nahIM to phoDate nahIM, sirpha AMkha baMda karake jIne lagate haiN| lekina vaha hala nahIM hai| isakA yaha bhI artha nahIM hai ki Apa nAhaka hI AMkha kholakara jiiyeN| adhika loga nAhaka AMkha khola kara jIte haiN| rAste se jA rahe haiM, to dIvAroM para lage posTara bhI unako par3hane hI par3ate haiN| vaha nAhaka AMkha kholakara jInA hai| jisase koI prayojana na thA, jisase koI artha na thA aura jisa posTara ko hajAra daphe par3ha cuke haiM kyoMki usI rAste se hajAra bAra gujara cuke haiN| Aja phira usako pddh'eNge| .. patA nahIM, hamArI AMkha para hamArA koI bhI vaza nahIM mAlUma hotA, isalie aisA ho rahA hai| lekina usa posTara ko par3ha lenA sirpha par3ha lenA hI nahIM hai, vaha Apake bhItara bhI jA rahA hai aura Apake jIvana ko prabhAvita kregaa| aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai jo Apa bhItara le jAte haiM jo Apako prabhAvita na kre| saba bhojana hai-cAhe Apa AMkha se posTara par3ha rahe hoM, vaha bhI bhojana hai, vaha bhI Apake bhItara jA rahA hai| __ zaMkara ne ina sabako hI AhAra kahA hai| kAna se jo sunate haiM, vaha kAna kA bhojana hai| muMha se jo lete haiM, vaha muMha kA bhojana hai| AMkha se jo dekhate haiM, vaha AMkha kA bhojana hai| isakA yaha bhI matalaba nahIM hai ki Apa vyartha hI AMkha kholakara calate raheM ki vyartha hI kAna kholakara bAjAra ke bIca meM baiTha jaayeN| hoza rakhanA jarUrI hai| jo sArthaka hai, upAdeya hai, use hI bhItara jAne deN| jo nirarthaka hai, nirupAdeya hai, ghAtaka hai, use bhItara na jAne deN| cunAva jarUrI hai, aura cunAva ke sAtha mAlakiyata nirmita hotI hai| kauna cune? lekina, AMkha ke pAsa cunane kI koI kSamatA nahIM 446 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka hai; dekha sakatI hai| kAna suna sakatA hai| cunegA kauna? aap| lekina ApakA to koI patA hI nahIM hai| Apa to kahIM haiM hI nhiiN| isalie jiMdagI meM koI cunAva nahIM hai| ___ Apa kucha bhI par3hate haiM, kucha bhI sunate haiM, kucha bhI dekhate haiM, vaha saba Apake bhItara jA rahA hai| aura Apake kacare kA eka Dhera banA detA hai| agara Apake mana ko ughAr3akara rakhA jA sake bAhara to kacare kA eka Dhera milegA, jisameM koI saMgati na milegii| kabADa, kacha bhI ikaTThA kara liyA hai| ikaTThA karate vakta socA bhI nhiiN| Apa apane ghara meM eka cIja lAne meM jitanA vicAra karate haiM ki le jAnA ki nahIM, jagaha ghara meM hai yA nahIM, kahAM rakheMge, kyA kareMge, utanA bhI vicAra mana ke bhItara le jAne meM Apa nahIM krte| jagaha hai bhItara? vaha bhI kabhI nahIM socte| jo le jA rahe haiM vaha le jAne yogya hai? vaha bhI kabhI nahIM socte| kucha bhii| kabhI Apane kisI AdamI se kahA hai ki aba bAtacIta Apa jo kara rahe haiM, baMda kara deM, mere bhItara mata ddaaleN| kabhI nahIM kahA hai| kacha bhI koI Apake bhItara DAla sakatA hai| Apa koI TokarI haiM, kacare kI? jisameM koI bhI kacha DAla sakatA hai| Apake ghara meM par3osI kacarA pheMke to Apa pulisa meM riporTa kara deMge, aura par3osI ApakI khopar3I meM roja kacarA pheMkatA hai, Apane kabhI koI riporTa nahIM kI hai| balki eka dina na pheMke to Apako lagatA hai, dina khAlI-khAlI jA rahA hai| Ao, pheNko| nahIM, hameM hoza hI nahIM ki hama bhItara kyA le jA rahe haiN| AMkha, na to phor3anI ucita hai aura na jarUrata se jyAdA kholanI ucita hai| isalie mahAvIra ne to kahA hai ki sAdhu itanA dekhakara cale jitanA Avazyaka hai| mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki AMkha cAra phITa dekhe, calate vakta bhikSu kii| agara AMkha cAra phITa dekhe, to usakA matalaba huA Apa ko nAka kA agra hissA dikhAyI par3atA rahegA, bs| AMkha jhukI hogI, cAra phITa dekhegii| kyoMki mahAvIra ne kahA hai, calane ke lie cAra phITa dekhanA kAphI hai| phira Age bar3ha jAte haiM, cAra phITa phira dikhAyI par3ane lagatA hai, itanA kAphI hai| koI dUra kA AkAza calane ke lie dekhanA Avazyaka nahIM hai| utanA dekheM, jitanA jarUrI ho, kAma ke lie| utanA suneM jitanA jarUrI ho, utanA boleM jitanA jarUrI ho, to isake pariNAma hoNge| __isake do pariNAma hoMge-eka to vyartha Apake bhItara ikaTThA nahIM hogA vaha ApakI zakti kSINa karatA hai| dUsarA ApakI zakti bcegii| vaha zakti hI Apake urdhvagamana ke lie mArga banane vAlI hai| usI zakti ke sahAre Apa aMtara kI yAtrA para nikleNge| ___ hama to karIba-karIba ekjhAsTeDa haiM, khatma haiN| kucha bacatA hI nahIM sAMjha hote-hote, dinabhara meM saba cuka jAtA hai| sAMjha hama cuke cukAye, calI huI kAratUsa kI taraha apane bistara para gira jAte haiN| magara rAta bhara bhI hama zakti ko ikaTThA nahIM kara rahe haiM, kharca kara rahe haiN| isalie eka maje kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, loga thake hue bistara meM jAte haiM aura subaha aura thake hue uThate haiN| rAta bhI sapane cala rahe haiM aura hama thaka rahe haiN| hamArI jiMdagI eka laMbI thakAna bana jAtI hai| eka zakti kA saMcayana nhiiN| aura jahAM zakti nahIM hai, vahAM kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| to do pariNAma haiM-eka to vyartha ikaTThA na ho, hamAre bhItara spesa, khAlI jagaha caahie| jisa AdamI ke bhItara AkAza nahIM hai, usa AdamI kA AtmA se koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sktaa| jisa AdamI ke bhItara AkAza nahIM hai, vaha usa paramAtmA ke atithi ko nimaMtraNa bhI nahIM bheja sktaa| usake bhItara vaha mehamAna A jAye to ThaharAne kI jagaha bhI nahIM hai| __ bhItarI AkAza, inara spesa, dharma kI anivArya khoja hai| hama jise bulA rahe, jise pukAra rahe, jise khoja rahe, usake lAyaka hamAre bhItara jagaha honI caahie| sthAna honA caahie| vaha riktatA bilakula nahIM hai| a / paramAtmA kI bhI sAmarthya nahIM, loga kahate haiM ki sarvazaktimAna hai, magara Apake bhItara ghusane kI usakI bhI sAmarthya nhiiN| jagaha hI nahIM hai vahAM aura zAyada isalie Apa bhI apane bhItara nahIM jA pAte, bAhara ghUmate rahate haiN| vahAM jagaha to caahie| aura vahAM Apane kyA bhara rakkhA -41. 11 HD - 1 - 447 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hai, yaha kabhI Apane socA? __ kabhI dasa minaTa baiTha jAyeM aura eka kAgaja para jo Apake mana ke bhItara calatA ho, usako likha DAleM, taba Apako patA calegA, Apane kyA bhItara bhara rakhA hai kahIM koI philma kI kar3I A jAyegI kahIM par3osI ke kutte kA bhauMkanA A jAyegA, kahIM rAste para sunI huI koI bAta A jAyegI, patA nahIM kyA-kyA kacarA vahAM saba ikaTThA hai| aura isa para zakti vyaya ho rahI hai| cAhe Apa philma kI eka kar3I doharAte hoM aura cAhe Apa prabhu kA smaraNa karate hoM, eka zabda kA bhI bhItara uccAraNa zakti kA hrAsa hai| phira usakA kyA upayoga kara rahe haiM, yaha Apa para nirbhara hai| agara vyartha hI khote cale jA rahe haiM, to Akhira meM jIvana ke agara Apa pAyeM, Apa sirpha kho gaye, kucha pAyA nahIM, to isameM Azcarya nahIM hai| ___ hamArI mRtyu akasara hameM usa jagaha pahuMcA detI hai jahAM avasara thA, zakti thI, lekina hama use pheMkate rhe| kucha sRjana nahIM ho paayaa| hamArI mRtyu eka laMbe vidhvaMsa kA aMta hotI hai, eka laMbe AtmaghAta kA aMta, eka sRjanAtmaka, eka krieTiva ghaTanA nhiiN| mahAvIra kI sArI utsukatA isameM hai ki bhItara eka sRjana ho jAye, vaha sRjana hI AtmA hai| isa sUtra ko hama smjheN| 'prANImAtra ke saMrakSaka jJAtaputra ne kucha vastra Adi sthUla padArthoM ke rakhane ko parigraha nahIM batalAyA hai|' mahAvIra ne nahIM kahA hai ki Apake pAsa kucha cIjeM haiM to Apa parigrahI haiN| mahAvIra ne yaha bhI nahIM kahA hai ki Apa saba cIjeM chor3akara khar3e ho gaye to Apa aparigrahI ho gaye, ki Apane saba vastuoM kA tyAga kara diyaa| __ vastueM haiM, isase koI gRhastha nahIM hotA; aura vastueM nahIM haiM, isase koI sAdhu nahIM hotaa| lekina adhika sAdhu yahI karate rahate haiN| kitanI kama vastueM haiM, isase socate haiM ki sAdhutA ho gyii| sAdhutA yA gRhasthya mahAvIra ke lie AMtarika ghaTanA hai| ve kahate haiM, vastuoM meM kitanI mUrchA hai, kitanA lagAva hai| ina sAmagriyoM meM Asakti, mamatA, mUrchA rakhanA hI parigraha hai| ___ mUrchA parigraha hai| behozI parigraha hai, behozI kA kyA matalaba hai? hoza kA kyA matalaba hai? jaba Apa kisI cIja ke lie jIne lagate haiM, taba behozI zurU ho jAtI hai| eka AdamI dhana ke lie jItA hai, to behoza hai| vaha kahatA hai, merI jiMdagI isalie hai ki dhana ikaTThA karanA hai| dhana mere lie hai, aisA nahIM, dhana kisI aura kAma ke lie hai, aisA bhI nahIM, maiM dhana ke lie huuN| mujhe dhana ikaTThA karanA hai| maiM eka mazIna hUM, eka phaikTrI hUM, mujhe dhana ikaTThA karanA hai| ba eka AdamI vastaoM ko apane se Upara rakha letA hai. aura jaba eka AdamI kahane lagatA hai ki maiM vastaoM ke lie jI rahA hUM, vastueM hI saba kucha haiM, mere jIvana kA lakSya, sAdhya-taba mUrchA hai| lekina hama sAre loga isI taraha jIte haiN| choTI-sI cIja ApakI kho jAye to aisA lagatA hai, AtmA kho gyii| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA? usa cIja kA kitanA hI kama mUlya kyoM na ho, rAta nIMda nahIM aatii| ciMtA bhItara mana meM calatI haiN| dinoM taka pIchA karatI hai| eka choTI-sI cIja kA kho jaanaa| ___ baccoM jaisI hamArI hAlata hai| eka bacce kI gur3iyA TUTa jAye to rotA hai, chAtI pITatA hai| muzkila ho jAtA hai use yaha svIkAra karanA ki gur3iyA aba nahIM rhii| do-cAra dasa dina usake AMkhoM meM AMsU bhara-bhara Ate haiN| lekina yaha bacce kI hI bAta hotI to kSamya thI, bUr3hoM kI bhI yahI bAta hai| jarA-sA kucha kho jaaye| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki usake hone se kabhI koI sukha na milA ho, to bhI kho jAye, to khone se dukha milatA hai| ____ Apake pAsa koI cIja hai| jaba taka thI, taba taka Apako usase koI sukha na milaa| ApakI tijor3I meM eka sone kI IMTa rakhI hai, usase Apako koI sukha nahIM milaa| aisA kabhI nahIM huA ki usakI vajaha se Apa nAce hoM, AnaMdita hue hoM, aisA kabhI nahIM 448 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka huaa| lekina Aja IMTa corI calI gayI, chAtI pITa kara ro rahe haiN| jisa IMTa se kabhI koI khuzI nahIM milI, usake lie rone kA kyA artha hai? aura jo IMTa tijor3I meM hI rakhI thI vaha sone kI thI ki patthara kI isase kyA pharka paDatA hai? koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| chAtI para vajana hI rakhanA hai to sone kA rakha lo ki patthara kA rakha lo| mahAvIra kA artha hai mUrchA se, vastueM hamase jyAdA mUlyavAna ho jAyeM to mUrchA hai| raskina ne kahA hai ki dhanI AdamI taba hotA hai, jaba vaha dhana ko dAna kara pAtA hai| nahIM to garIba hI hotA hai| raskina kA matalaba yaha hai ki Apa dhanI usI dina haiM, jisa dina Apa dhana ko chor3a pAte haiN| agara nahIM chor3a pAte to Apa garIba hI haiN| pakar3a garIbI kA lakSaNa hai, chor3anA mAlakiyata kA lakSaNa hai| agara kisI cIja ko Apa chor3a pAte haiM, to samajhanA ki Apa usake mAlika haiM; aura agara kisI cIja ko Apa kevala pakar3a hI pAte haiM to Apa bhUla kara mata samajhanA ki Apa usake mAlika haiN| isakA to bar3A ajIba matalaba huaa| isakA matalaba huA ki jo cIjeM Apa kisI ko bAMTa dete haiM, unake Apa mAlika haiN| aura jo cIjeM Apa pakar3akara baiThe rahate haiM, unake Apa mAlika nahIM haiN| dAna mAlakiyata hai; kyoMki jo AdamI de sakatA hai, vaha yaha batA rahA hai ki vastu mujhase nIcI hai, mujhase Upara nhiiN| maiM de sakatA huuN| denA mere hAtha meM hai| aura jo vyakti dekara prasanna ho sakatA hai, usakI mUrchA TUTa gyii| jo vyakti kevala lekara hI prasanna hotA hai aura dekara dukhI ho jAtA hai, vaha mUrchita hai| tyAga kA aisA hai artha / tyAga kA artha hai-dAna kI anaMta kSamatA. dene kI kssmtaa| jitanA bar3A hama de pAte haiM. jitanA jyAdA hama de pAte haiM. utane hI hama mAlika hote cale jAte haiN| isalie mahAvIra ne saba de diyaa| mahAvIra ne kucha bhI nahIM bcaayaa| jo bhI unake pAsa thA, saba dekara ve nagna hokara cale gye| isa saba dene meM, sirpha eka AMtarika mAlakiyata kI udaghoSaNA hai| isa dene ko yAda bhI nahIM rakhA ki maiMne kitanA de diyaa| agara yAda bhI rakhe koI, to usakA matalaba haA ki vastuoM kI pakar3a jArI hai| agara koI kahe ki maiMne itanA dAna kara diyA, ise doharAye! eka mitra mere pAsa Aye the| unhoMne kahA, parcA bhI chapAye hue haiM ve, ki eka lAkha rupayA unhoMne dAna kiyA huA hai| unhoMne mujhe kahA ki maiM aba taka lAkha rupayA dAna kara cukA huuN| nahIM, unakI patnI ne mujhe kahA ki mere pati lAkha rupayA dAna kara cuke haiN| unhoMne patnI kI tarapha bar3I hairAnI se dekhA aura kahA ki parcA purAnA hai, aba to eka lAkha, dasa hajAra! ___ eka paisA dAna nahIM ho sakA ina sajjana se| eka lAkha dasa hajAra inake ekAuMTa meM aba bhI usI bhAMti haiM jaise pahale the, usI taraha ginatI meM hai| yaha bhalA kaha rahe hoM ki dAna kara diyA hai, dAna ho nahIM paayaa| kyoMki jo dAna yAda raha jAye vaha dAna nahIM hai| ___ sunA hai maiMne, mullA nasaruddIna ke ghara meM koI mehamAna AyA huA hai| bahuta dina kA purAnA mitra hai aura mullA use khilAye cale jA rahe haiN| koI bahuta bar3hiyA miThAI banAyI hai| bAra-bAra Agraha kara rahe haiM, to usa mitra ne kahA ki basa aba rahane deN| tIna bAra to maiM le hI cukA huuN| mullA ne kahA, chor3o bhI, le to tuma chaha bAra cuke ho, lekina gina kauna rahA hai? phikra chor3o, le tuma chaha bAra cuke ho, lekina gina kauna rahA hai? __ AdamI kA mana aisA hai, gina bhI rahA hai aura socatA hai gina kauna rahA hai? tyAga akasara aisA hI calatA hai| AdamI kahatA hai, chor3a diyA aura dUsarI tarapha se pakar3a letA hai, ginatI kiye calA jAtA hai| phira bhI socatA hai, gina kauna rahA hai? paisA to miTTI hai, lekina eka lAkha dasa hajAra maiMne dAna kara diyaa| miTTI ke dAna ko koI yAda rakhatA hai| dAna to hama tabhI yAda rakhate haiM jaba sone kA hotA hai| lekina agara miTTI hI hai to phira yAdadAzta kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| 449 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 dAna kI koI smRti nahIM hotI sirpha corI kI smRti hotI hai| corI ko yAda rakhanA par3atA hai| aura agara dAna bhI yAda rahe to corI ke hI samAna ho jAtA hai| artha kyA hai? artha itanA hai ki hama isa bhAMti sammohita ho sakate haiM vastuoM se, hipnoTAijDa ho sakate haiM ki hamArI AtmA vastuoM meM praveza kara jaaye| eka kAra sarasarAtI rAste se gujara jAtI hai| kAra to gujara jAtI hai, havA ke jhoMke ke sAtha ApakI AtmA bhI kAra ke sAtha baha jAtI hai| vaha chavi AMkha meM raha jAtI hai| vaha sapanoM meM praveza kara jAtI hai| mana meM eka hI bAta ghUmane lagatI hai, usa raMga kI, vaisI gADI, pakar3a letI hai| ise agara hama vijJAna kI bhASA meM samajheM, to yaha hipnoTijma hai, yaha sammohana hai| Apa usa kAra ke raMga se, rUpa se, AkRti se sammohita ho gye| aba Apake citta meM eka pratimA bana gayI hai| vaha pratimA jaba taka na mila jAye, Apa dukhI hoNge| __ hama vastuoM se sammohita hote haiN| vyaktiyoM se hI hote hoM, to bhI ThIka hai, hama vastuoM se bhI sammohita hote haiN| dekha lete haiM eka AdamI kI kamIja, raMga pakar3a letA hai, rUpa pakar3a letA hai| ApakI AtmA baha gayI Apake bAhara aura kamIja se jAkara jar3a gyii| apane se bAhara baha jAnA aura kisI se jur3a jAnA, aura phira aisA anubhava karanA ki usake mile binA sukha na hogA, yaha sammohana kA lakSaNa hai| jahAM-jahAM hama sammohita hote haiM, vahAM-vahAM lagatA hai, isake binA aba sukha na hogaa| jaba bhI Apako lage ki isake binA sukha na hogA, to Apa samajha lenA ki Apa hipnoTAijDa ho gaye, Apa sammohita ho gye| sammohana karane ke lie koI ApakI AMkhoM meM jhAMka kara ghaMTe bhara taka dekhanA Avazyaka nahIM hai| sammohita karane ke lie Apako sI Tebala para liTAkara kisI meksakolI ko yA kisI ko Apako behoza karanA Avazyaka nahIM hai| Apa caubIsa ghaMTe sammohita ho rahe haiM, aura cAroM tarapha upAya kiye gaye haiM Apako sammohita karane ke, kyoMki sArA vyavasAya jIvana kA, sammohana para khar3A hai| khayAla meM nahIM hai, sArI eDavaraTAijameMTa kI kalA sammohana para khar3I hai, vaha Apako sammohita kara rahI hai| roja reDiyo Apase kaha rahA hai ki yahI sigareTa, yahI sAbuna, yahI TuthapesTa zreSThatama hai| basa isako kahe calA jA rahA hai| akhabAra meM roja bar3e-bar3e akSaroM meM Apa yahI par3ha rahe haiN| rAste para nikalate haiM, posTara bhI yahI kahatA hai| aura isa sabako kahane ke aura sammohita karane ke sAre upAya kiye jAte haiM, kyoMki agara koI itanA hI kahe ki binAkA TuthapesTa sabase acchA hai, to mana meM bahuta gaharA nahIM jaataa| lekina pAsa meM eka khabasarata abhinetrI ko bhI khar3A kara diyA jAye, to mana meM jyAdA jAtA hai| aba binAkA abhinetrI kA sahArA lekara mana kI gaharAiyoM meM calA jaayegaa| abhinetrI muskurAtI ho, jhUThe sahI, lekina motiyoM jaise camakate dAMta pakar3a lete haiM mana ko| binAkA gauNa ho jAtA hai, abhinetrI pramukha ho jAtI hai| abhinetrI kA sahaja sammohana hai kyoki seksa kA sahaja sammohana hai| vAsanA, kAmavAsanA kA sahaja sammohana hai| isalie Aja daniyA meM koI bhI cIja becanI ho, to binA strI ke sahAre ke becanA muzkila hai| yA binA puruSa ke sahAre ke becanA muzkila hai| pahale use sammohita karane ke lie kAma-AviSTa karanA jarUrI hai| agara abhinetrI nagna khar3I ho, to Apako patA nahIM hogA...aba vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki ApakI AMkhoM kI jo putalI hai, tatkAla bar3I ho jAtI hai, jaba nagna strI ko Apa dekhate haiN| aura Apa kucha bhI kareM, vaha nAnavAlenTarI hai| Apake hAtha meM nahIM hai maamlaa| Apa kitanA hI saMyama sAdhe aura kucha bhI kareM, Apa AMkha kI putalI ko bar3A hone se nahIM roka skte| jaba Apa nagna citra dekhate haiM, taba AMkha kI putalI tatkAla bar3I ho jAtI hai| kyoM? kyoMki Apake bhItara kI Asakti pUrI taraha dekhanA cAhatI hai| to AMkha kA jo leMsa hai, bar3A ho jAye, tAki pUrA citra bhItara calA jaaye| aura jaba AMkha kI putalI bar3I ho jAtI hai, vahI meksakolI ApakI AMkha meM pAMca minaTa dekhakara karatA hai, vaha eka nagna strI binA 450 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka ApakI tarapha dekhe kara detI hai| AMkha kI putalI bar3I ho jAtI hai, citra tatkAla bhItara calA jAtA hai, jaise kaimare ke leMsa se citra bhItara calA jAtA hai| usa strI ke sAtha binAkA TuthapesTa bhI bhItara calA jAtA hai| yaha kaMDIzaniMga ho jAtI hai| agara roja-roja yaha hotA rahe, to jaba bhI Apa suMdara strI ke saMbaMdha meM soceMge, Apake bhItara binAkA bhI AvAja lagAyegA, aura eka dina Apa jaba dukAna para jAkara kaheMge ki binAkA TuthapesTa de deM, to Apa binAkA TuthapesTa nahIM mAMga rahe haiM, Apa anajAne acetana mana se binAkA ke sAtha jo smRti jur3a gayI hai strI kI, vaha mAMga rahe haiN| yaha sammohana hai| yaha sammohana hajAra taraha se calatA hai, cAroM tarapha calatA hai| aura aisA nahIM ki koI jAnakara jaba vijJApana se Apako sammohita karatA hai, yaha to aba hoza kI bAta ho gayI, vijJApanadAtA samajha gayA hai ki Apako kaise pakar3anA hai| mana ke pakar3ane ke niyama jAhira ho gaye haiN| lekina isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| niyama jAhira nahIM the, taba bhI...taba bhI AdamI vastuoM se sammohita ho rahA thaa| hama sadA hI vastuoM se sammohita hote rahe haiN| isa sammohana kA nAma mUrchA hai| ___ mUrchA kA artha hai-koI vastu isa bhAMti Apako pakar3a le ki mana meM yaha bhAva paidA ho jAye ki isake binA aba koI sukha nahIM mila sktaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jisa AdamI ko aisA bhAva paidA ho gayA, usako dukha milegaa| jaba taka vastu na milegI, taba taka lagegA, isake binA sukha nahIM mila sakatA, aura jaba vastu mila jAyegI to...vastu ke kAraNa nahIM dikhAyI par3a rahA thA ki sukha milegA ki nahIM milegA, yaha ApakA sammohana thaa| vastu ke milate hI TUTa jaayegaa| ise ThIka se samajha leN| sammohana tabhI taka raha sakatA hai, jaba taka Apake hAtha meM vastu na ho| Apako lage ki kohinUra hIrA mere pAsa ho to maiM jagata kA sabase bar3A AdamI ho jAUMgA, lekina jaba taka Apake hAtha meM kohinUra hIrA nahIM hai, tabhI taka yaha sammohana kAma kara sakatA hai| kohinUra hIrA Apake hAtha meM A jAye, sammohana nahIM bcegaa| kyoMki kohinUra hIrA hAtha meM A jAyegA aura sukha kA koI patA nahIM clegaa| to sammohana tatkAla TUTa jaayegaa| sammohana TUTegA to dukha zurU ho jaayegaa| aura jitanI bar3I apekSA bAMdhI thI sukha kI, utane hI bar3e garta meM dukha ke gira jaayeNge| apekSA ke anukUla dukha hotA hai, ThIka usI anupAta meN| agara Apane socA thA ki kohinUra ke milate hI mokSa mila jAyegA to phira kohinUra ke milate hI Apase bar3A dukhI AdamI duniyA meM dUsarA nahIM hogaa| isalie dhanI AdamI dukhI ho jAte haiN| garIba AdamI itanA dukhI nahIM hotaa| yaha jarA ajIba lagegI merI baat| ___ garIba AdamI kaSTa meM hotA hai, dukha meM nahIM hotaa| amIra AdamI kaSTa meM nahIM hotA, dukha meM hotA hai| kaSTa kA matalaba hai abhAva aura dukha kA matalaba hai, bhaav| kaSTa hama usa cIja se uThAte haiM, jo hameM nahIM milI hai aura jisameM hameM AzA hai ki mila jAye to sukha milegaa| isalie garIba AdamI hamezA AzA meM hotA hai, sukha milegA, Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM; isa janma meM nahIM, agale janma meM, magara sukha milegaa| yaha AzA usake bhItara eka thirakana banI rahatI hai| kitanA hI kaSTa ho, abhAva ho, vaha jhela letA hai, isa AzA ke sahAre ki Aja hai kaSTa, kala hogA sukh| Aja ko gujAra denA hai| kala kI AzA use khIMce lie calI jAtI hai| phira eka dina yahI AdamI amIra ho jAtA hai| ___ amIra kA matalaba, jo-jo isane socA thA AzA meM, vaha saba hAtha meM A jAtA hai| isa jagata meM isase bar3I koI durghaTanA nahIM hai, jaba AzA Apake hAtha meM A jAtI hai| taba tatkSaNa saba phrasTrezana ho jAtA hai, saba viSAda ho jAtA hai| kyoMki itanI AzAeM bAMdhI thIM, itane laMbe-laMbe sapane dekhe the, ve saba tirohita ho jAte haiN| hAtha meM kohinUra A jAtA hai, sirpha patthara kA eka Tukar3A mAlUma par3atA hai| saba AzAeM kho gyiiN| aba kyA hogA? amIra AdamI isa dukha meM par3a jAtA hai ki aba kyA hogA? aba kyA karanA hai? 451 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 koI AzA nahIM dikhAyI par3atI aage| dhana bar3e viSAda meM girA detA hai; kaSTa meM nahIM, dukha meM girA detA hai| isalie dukha jo hai vaha samRddha AdamI kA lakSaNa hai, kaSTa jo hai garIba AdamI kA lakSaNa hai| aura kaSTa aura dukha, bhASAkoza meM bhale hI unakA eka hI artha likhA ho, jIvana ke koSa meM bilakula viparIta artha haiN| aura majA yaha hai ki kaSTa kabhI itanA kaSTapUrNa nahIM hai, jitanA dukh| kyoMki dukha AMtarika hatAzA hai aura kaSTa bAharI abhAva hai| lekina bhItara AzA bharI rahatI hai Apako patA nahIM hai ki Apa khoja rahe haiM ki Izvara kA darzana ho jAye, Izvara kA darzana ho jaaye| ho jAye kisI dina to usase bar3A dukha phira Apako kabhI na hogaa| agara Apane sArI AzAeM isI para bAMdha rakhI haiM ki Izvara kA darzana ho jaaye| samajha lo ki kisI dina Izvara Apase majAka kara de-aise vaha kabhI karatA nahIM-aura mora mukuTa bAMdha kara, bAMsurI bajA kara Apake sAmane khar3A ho jAye, to thor3I bahuta dera dekhiegA phira! phira kyA kariegA? phira karane ko kyA hai? phira Apa usase kaheMge ki Apa tirodhAna ho jAo, taba Apa phira pahale jaise lupta ho jAo tAki hama khojeN|| __ravIMdranAtha ne likhA hai ki Izvara ko khojA maiMne bahuta-bahuta janmoM tk| kabhI kisI dUra tAre ke kinAre usakI jhalaka dikhAyI par3I, lekina jaba taka maiM apanI dhImI-sI gati se calatA-calatA vahAM taka pahaMcA, taba taka vaha dUra nikala gayA thaa| kahIM aura jA cukA thaa| kabhI kisI sUraja ke pAsa usakI chAyA dikhI, aura maiM janmoM-janmoM usako khojatA rahA, khoja bar3I AnaMdapUrNa thii| kyoMki sadA vaha dikhAyI par3atA thA ki kahIM hai|| phAsalA thaa| phAsalA pUrA ho sakatA thaa| phira eka dina bar3I muzkila ho gyii| meM usake dvAra para pahuMca gyaa| jahAM takhtI lagI thI ki bhagavAna yahIM rahatA hai| bar3A citta prasanna haA chalAMga lagAkara sIDhiyAM caDha gyaa| hAtha meM sAMkala lekara ThoMkane jAtA hI thA daravAje para, purAne kisma kA daravAjA hogA, kAlabela nahIM rahI hogii| ravIMdranAtha ne kavitA bhI likhI, usako kAphI samaya ho gyaa| kAlabela hotI to vaha muzkila meM par3a jAte kyoMki vaha ekadama se baja jaatii| sAMkala hAtha meM lekara ThoMkane hI jAtA thA ki tabhI mujhe khayAla AyA ki agara AvAja maiMne kara dI aura daravAjA khula gayA aura Izvara sAmane khar3A ho gayA, phira! phira kyA kariegA? phira to saba aMta ho gayA, phira to maraNa hI raha gayA hAtha meM, phira koI khoja na bacI; kyoMki koI AzA na bcii| phira koI bhaviSya na bacA, kyoMki kucha pAne ko na bcaa| Izvara ko pAne ke bAda aura kyA pAiegA? phira maiM kyA karUMgA? phira merA astitva kyA hogA? sArA astitva to tanAva hai, AzA kA, AkAMkSA kA, bhaviSya kaa| jaba koI bhaviSya nahIM, koI AzA nahIM, koI tanAva nahIM, phira maiM kyA karUMgA? mere hone kA kyA prayojana hai phira? phira maiM hoUMgA bhI kaise? vaha to honA bahuta badatara ho jaayegaa| ravIMdranAtha ne likhA hai, dhIme se chor3a dI maiMne vaha sAMkala ki kahIM AvAja ho hI na jaaye| paira ke jUte nikAlakara hAtha meM le lie, kahIM sIr3hiyoM se utarate vakta paga dhvani sunAyI na par3a jaaye| aura jo maiM bhAgA hUM usa daravAje se, to phira maiMne lauTakara nahIM dekhaa| hAlAMki aba maiM phira Izvara ko khoja rahA hUM, aura mujhe patA hai ki usakA ghara kahAM hai| usa jagaha ko bhara chor3akara saba jagaha khojatA huuN| ___ bahuta manovaijJAnika hai, sArthaka hai bAta, arthapUrNa hai| Apa jahAM-jahAM sammohana rakhate haiM, sammohana kA artha-jahAM-jahAM Apa socate haiM, sukha chipA hai, vahAM-vahAM pahuMcakara dukhI hoNge| kyoMki vaha ApakI AzA thI, jagata kA astitva nahIM thaa| vaha jagata kA AzvAsana na thA, ApakI kAmanA thI, vaha Apane hI socA thA, vaha Apane hI kalpita kiyA thA, vaha sukha Apane Aropita kiyA thaa| dUra-dUra rahanA, usake pAsa mata jAnA, nahIM to vaha naSTa ho jaayegaa| jitane pAsa jAyeMge utanI musIbata hone lgegii| 452 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka iMdradhanuSa jaisA hai sukh| pAsa jAyeM, kho jAtA hai; dUra raheM, bahuta raMgIna / mahAvIra kahate haiM isa mUrchA ko maiM parigraha kahatA huuN| yaha jo vastuoM meM sukha rakhane kI aura khojane kI ceSTA hai, ise mUrchA kahatA huuN| pahale hama vastuoM meM apanI AtmA ko rakha dete haiM, phira usako khojane nikala jAte haiN| phira jaba vastu mila jAtI hai to AtmA ko pAte nahIM, ThIkarA vastu hAtha meM raha jAtI hai| taba chAtI pITakara rote haiN| thor3I bahuta dera ronA hotA hai, phira tatkAla hama kisI rakha lete haiN| vastuoM kA koI aMta nahIM, isalie jIvana kI yAtrA kA bhI koI aMta nhiiN| calatI jAtI hai yaatraa| Aja yahAM, kala vhaaN| purAnI kahAniyoM meM baccoM kI, Apane par3hA hogA ki samrATa apanI AtmA ko pakSiyoM meM chipA dete| koI tote meM apanI AtmA ko rakha detA hai| jaba taka totA na mArA jAye, taba taka vaha samrATa nahIM mrtaa| ___ yaha samrATa rakhate hoM yA na rakhate hoM, lekina yaha kahAnI bar3I pratIkAtmaka hai| hama saba bhI apanI AtmA ko vastuoM meM rakha dete haiM, aura jaba taka hama una vastuoM ko pA na leM, taba taka jiMdagI bar3e maje se calatI hai| una vastuoM ko pAne se hI AtmA una vastuoM se khisaka jAtI hai| naSTa ho jAtI hai| taba jiMdagI muzkila meM par3a jAtI hai| __yaha jo musIbata hai, yaha eka Atma-sammohana, ATo-hipnosisa kA pariNAma hai| isako mahAvIra ne mUrchA kahA hai| kaise ise tor3eM? vastuoM se hai kaise mukta hoM? isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki mahAvIra ko pyAsa lagegI to pAnI nahIM piiyeNge| lekina mahAvIra pAnI ke prati marchita nahIM haiN| vaha aisA nahIM socate ki pAnI pIne se pyAsa miTa jaayegii| vaha jAnate haiM, pyAsa to phira do ghaDI bAda paidA ho jaayegii| pAnI pyAsa ko thor3I dera posTapona karatA hai| sthagita karatA hai| ve nahIM socate ki khAnA khAne se peTa bhara jaayegaa| khAnA khAne se peTa kA jo gaira bharApana hai, vaha thor3I dera ke lie saraka jaayegaa| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki ve peTa ko khAlI rakhate, yA pAnI nahIM piite| vaha pAnI bhI pIte haiM, peTa ko jaba jarUrata hotI hai bhojana bhI dete haiM, lekina unakA koI sammohana nahIM hai ki pAnI svarga ho jAyegA, aisA unakA sammohana nhiiN| saba aisI hAlata meM haiM, jaise eka AdamI registAna meM par3A ho, pyAsA tar3apa rahA ho| usa vakta usako aisA lagatA hai, agara pAnI mila jAye, to saba mila gyaa| hamArI hAlata aisI hai ki hama soca rahe haiM ki agara pAnI mila jAye to saba mila gyaa| ___ eka mitra eka rAjya ke minisTara haiN| ve mere pAsa Ate the| ve mujhase Akara bole, mujhe sirpha nIMda A jAye to mujhe svarga mila gyaa| aura kucha nahIM caahie| maiM Apake pAsa na AtmA jAnane AyA, na paramAtmA kI khoja ke lie AyA, meM to sirpha eka hI AzA ki majhe nIMda A jAye. to majhe saba mila gyaa| maiMne unheM kacha zvAsa ke dhyAna ke prayoga batAye aura maiMne kahA vaha to mila hI jAyegA, koI takalIpha nahIM hai| unhoMne kahA, basa, yaha agara mujhe mila jAye to mujhe aura kucha cAhie bhI nhiiN| yaha registAna meM par3e hue AdamI kI hAlata hai ki pAnI mila jAye to saba mila jAye, aura Apa sabako pAnI milA huA hai| aura kucha nahIM milatA pAnI milane se| lekina registAna meM aisA lagatA hai ki pAnI mila jAye to saba mila jaaye| registAna pAnI ke prati itanA bar3A sammohana paidA kara detA hai ki vaha par3A huA AdamI soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki pAnI ke milane ke bAda kucha aura bhI duniyA meM pAne ko cIja raha jaayegii| ___ una mitra ne kucha dina dhyAna kA prayoga kiyA, unako nIMda A gyii| mahIne bhara bAda ve Aye, aura bole, nIMda to Ane lagI aura kucha bhI nahIM huaa| maiMne, jaba vaha pahale Aye the to Tepa kara liyA thA. jo-jo vaha kaha gaye the| maiMne Tepa lagavAyA aura maiMne kahA, sunie| Apa 453 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kahate the, nIMda mila jAye to saba mila jaaye| nIMda mila jAye to na mujhe Izvara cAhie, na AtmA caahie| aura aba jaba nIMda mila gayI to Apa kahate haiM, nIMda to mila gayI, aura kucha bhI nahIM milaa| unhoMne mujhe dhanyavAda taka nahIM diyaa| svarga vagairaha to dUra, balki mujhe unakI bAta sunakara aisA lagA ki mujhase koI aparAdha ho gyaa| unhoMne kahA, nIMda to mila gayI, aura kucha bhI nahIM milaa| vaha mujhase zikAyata karane Aye haiM, aisA unakA bhAva lagA ki aura kucha bhI nahIM milaa| ___ maiMne unase pUchA, aura kyA cAhie? jisa dina vaha bhI mila jAyegA, Apa aisA hI Akara kahoge, Izvara to mila gayA, aura kucha bhI nahIM milaa| vaha aura hai kyA? vaha aura kaba milegA? vaha aura kahIM hai nahIM, vaha haTatA huA kSitija hai, horAijana hai| jo bhI cIja mila jAtI hai, vaha usase haTa jAtA hai, vaha Age nikala jAtA hai| hama kahate haiM vaha...vaha aura kucha hai nhiiN| vaha hamArA sammohana hai jo Age khisaka jAtA hai| hama vastuoM meM nahIM jIte, hama usa aura ke sammohana meM jIte haiN| vaha mila jAye, to saba mila jaaye| jaba vaha mila jAtA hai, to hamArA aura, aura Age saraka jAtA hai| AkAza chUtA dikhatA hai jamIna ko, use hama kSitija kahate haiN| kahIM chUtA nahIM AkAza jamIna ko, lekina dikhatA hai chUtA huaa| AMkha se hI dekhane se kucha saca nahIM hotA duniyA meN| loga kahate haiM, hama to pratyakSa ko mAnate haiN| vaha AkAza chUtA dikhAyI par3atA hai pratyakSa, jamIna ko| AMkheM bhI bar3A dhokhA detI haiN| jAyeM, khojane usa kSitija ko| Age bar3heMge, kSitija bhI Age bar3hatA jaayegaa| lekina kahIM bhI khar3e raheM, Age AkAza chUtA huA dikhAyI par3atA rhegaa| vaha hai aura, kSitija, kahIM chUtA nhiiN| kahIM bhI manuSya kI vAsanA tRpti ko nahIM chuutii| kahIM AkAza pRthvI ko nahIM chuutaa| vAsanA Age bar3hatI hai, tRpti Age haTa jAtI hai-aur| aura yaha aura kabhI bhI nahIM miltaa| ise mahAvIra mUrchA kahate haiN| mUrchA parigraha hai| vastuoM kA honA nahIM, vastuoM meM svarga kA dikhAyI denaa| makAna kA honA parigraha nahIM hai; lekina makAna meM agara kisI ko mokSa dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, paramAtmA, to parigraha hai| dhana parigraha nahIM hai, lekina dhana meM agara / ko dikhAyI par3a rahA hai paramAtmA, to parigraha hai| dhana, dhana hai, magara bar3e maje ke loga haiM hama sb| yA to hama kahate haiM, dhana paramAtmA hai, yA hama kahate haiM, dhana miTTI hai| lekina, dhana, dhana hai, aisA koI kahanevAlA nahIM miltaa| __ dhana sirpha dhana hai; na miTTI, na prmaatmaa| yA to hama zikhara para rakhate haiM, vaha bhI jhUTha hai| aura jaba hama jhUTha se parezAna ho jAte haiM, to hama dUsarA jhUTha paidA karate haiM ki dhana miTTI hai| dhana miTTI bhI nahIM hai| dhana sirpha dhana hai| vastueM jo haiM, vahI haiM, lekina hama kucha na kucha kreNge| yA to svarga se jor3eMge, yA naraka se jodd'eNge| hama naraka se kyoM jor3anA cAhate haiM? svarga se jor3a-jor3akara jaba hama Uba jAte haiM aura koI svarga nahIM pAte, to krodha meM hama naraka se jor3anA zurU kara dete haiN| jisako hama pahale kahate the svarga, vaha jaba nahIM milatA to hama apane ko samajhAne ke lie kahane lagate haiM, vaha to naraka hai, pAne yogya nahIM hai| pahale hama dhana meM kahate the, mila jAyegA saba kacha; aba hama kahate haiM, dhana meM kyA rakhA hai? hAtha kA maila hai. miTTI hai| magara yaha bhI tarakIba hai mana kii| dhana sirpha dhana hai| dhana kA matalaba hai, vaha vinimaya kA sAdhana hai| __miTTI vinimaya kA sAdhana nahIM hai| usase cIjeM badalI jA sakatI haiM, miTTI se nahIM badalI jA sktiiN| vaha cIjoM ke badalane kA upayogI mAdhyama hai| ThIka hai, utanA kAphI hai| usase jyAdA AzA rakhanA galata hai| vaha jyAdA AzA jaba hAra jAtI hai, to hama nIce girAkara dekhanA zurU karate haiN| hama dUsarI ati para haTa jAte haiN| eka ati se dUsarI ati para jAnA bahuta AsAna hai, lekina vastu ke satya para ruka jAnA bahuta kaThina hai| 454 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka dhana sirpha dhana hai, upayogI hai| na usameM svarga hai, na usameM naraka hai| hAM, jo usameM svarga dekhegA, use usameM naraka milegaa| jo usameM naraka dekhane kI koziza kara rahA hai, usake bhItara kahIM na kahIM, abhI bhI usameM svarga dikhAI par3a rahA hai| jo vahI dekha letA hai, jo dhana hai, utanA jitanA hai, usakI mUrchA TUTa gyii| mahAvIra kA ati jora samyaka bodha para hai, rAiTa aNDarasTaiMDiMga para hai| hara cIja ko, vaha jaisI hai vaisA hI jAna lenaa| iMcabhara apane mana ko na jodd'naa| iMcabhara apanI AkAMkSAeM, AzAoM ko sthApita na krnaa| jo jitanA hai, jaisA hai utanA hI jAna lenA apane projekzana, apane prakSepa saMyukta na krnaa| lekina hama nahIM baca skte| kisI ko hama kaheMge hai, kisI ko hama kaheMge kurUpa hai, kisI ko hama kaheMge mitra hai, kisI ko hama kaheMge zatru hai| aura jaba hama yaha vaktavya dete haiM, taba hamane AkAMkSAeM jor3anI zurU kara dii| ___ mitra jaba Apa kisI ko kahate haiM, to kyA matalaba hai ApakA? ApakA matalaba hai ki isase kucha apekSAeM pUrI ho sakatI haiN| mitra hai, musIbata meM kAma pdd'egaa| mitra hai, isase hama AzA rakha sakate haiM ki kala aisA kregaa| zatru se bhI ApakI AzAeM haiM ki vaha kyA-kyA kregaa| viparIta AzAeM haiN| Apa meM bAdhA DAlegA, lekina Apane kucha jor3a dI aashaaeN| jaba Apane kisI ko kahA mitra, to Apane AzAeM jor3a lIM, jaba Apane kisI ko kahA zatru, to Apane AzAeM jor3a liiN| Apa sammohana ke jagata meM praveza kara gye| jaba Apane a ko a kahA, ba ko ba kahA, na mitra ko mitra kahA, na zatru ko zatru khaa| jaba Apane jo hai, utanA hI jAnA, usameM kucha apanI tarapha se bhaviSya na jor3A, to Apa mUrchA ke bAhara ho gye| mUrchA ke bAhara hone kI vidhi ke tIna sUtraeka-vastuoM ko unake tathya meM dekhanA, AzAoM meM nhiiN| do-vastuoM ko kabhI bhI sAdhya na samajhanA, sAdhana / tIna-svayaM kI mAlakiyata kabhI bhI vastuoM ke marusthala meM na kho jAye, isake lie saceta rhnaa| 'sAmagriyoM meM Asakti, mamatA, mUrchA rakhanA hI parigraha hai, aisA una maharSi ne batAyA hai| saMgraha karanA, yaha aMdara rahane vAle lobha kI jhalaka hai|' bAhara hama jo bhI karate haiM, vaha bhItara kI jhalaka hai| bAhara kA hamArA sArA vyavahAra hamAre aMtasa kA phailAva hai| Apa bAhara jo bhI karate haiM, vaha Apake bhItara kI khabara detA hai| jarA-sI bhI bAta Apa bAhara karate haiM, vaha bhItara kI khabara detA hai| Apa baiThe haiM, yA baiThe-baiThe TAMga bhI hilA rahe haiM kursI para to vaha Apake bhItara kI khabara de rahA hai| kyoMki TAMga aise nahIM milatI, use hilAnA paDatA hai| Apa hilA rahe haiN| Apako patA bhI na ho, aura patA ho jAye to tatkAla TAMga ruka jaaye| isa vakta kisI kI ? nahIM hila rahI hogii| tatkAla ruka jaaye| lekina hila rahI thI, aura Apako patA calA to ruka bhI gyii| isakA matalaba kyA haA, Apake bhItara bahuta-kucha cala rahA hai, jisakA Apako patA nhiiN| aura Apake bhItara bahuta-kucha ho rahA hai jo bAhara bhI pragaTa ho rahA hai, lekina Apako patA nhiiN| isalie bar3e maje kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| dUsaroM ke doSa hameM jaldI dikhAyI par3a jAte haiM, apane doSa muzkila se dikhAyI par3ate haiM; kyoMki khuda ke doSa acetana calate rahate haiN| aisA koI jAnakara nahIM karatA ki apane doSa nahIM dekhanA cAhatA, lekina khuda ke doSa itane acetana ho gaye hote haiM, itane hama AdI ho gaye hote haiM ki dikhAyI nahIM pdd'te| dUsare ke tatkAla dikhAyI par3a jAte haiN| kyoMki dUsarA sAmane khar3A hotA hai| phira apane doSoM ke sAtha hamAre lagAva hote haiM, mUrchAeM hotI haiM, aMdhApana hotA hai| dUsare ke doSa ke prati 455 . Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hama bilkula nirIkSaka, zuddha nirIkSaka hote haiN| isalie dhyAna rakhanA, Apake saMbaMdha meM dUsare jo kaheM, use bahuta gaura se socnaa| jaldI use iMkAra mata kara denaa| kyoMki bahuta mauke ye haiM ki ve sahI hoNge| aura apane saMbaMdha meM Apa jo mAnate cale jAte haiM, usako jaldI svIkAra mata kara lenA, bahuta kAraNa to yaha hai ki vaha sirpha Adatana hai| Apa aisA mAnate rahe haiN| apane saMbaMdha meM apanI jo dhAraNA ho, usa para bahuta soca-vicAra karanA, bahuta kaThoratA se| aura dUsare Apake bAbata jo kahate hoM, usa para bahuta vinamratA se, jaldabAjI kiye binA soca-vicAra krnaa| akasara dUsare sahI pAye jaayeNge| Apa galata pAye jaaoge| kyoMki Apako apane hone kA adhika hissA acetana hai| Apako patA hI nahIM ki Apa kyA kara rahe haiN| yaha jo hamArI sthiti hai, isameM pratipala hamArA jo bhItara hai, bhItarI hai, vaha bAhara A rahA hai| hamAre dvAra para usakI jhalaka dikhAyI par3atI hai| ___eka adamI saMgraha karatA hai| dhana saMgraha karatA hai| ikaTThA karatA calA jAtA hai dhn| dhana mUlyavAna nahIM hai bdd'aa| dhana na ho to Apa posTala sTaimpa ikaTThA kara sakate haiN| usameM koI ar3acana nahIM pdd'tii| yahI kAma ho jaayegaa| sigareTa kI DibbiyAM ikaTThI kara sakate haiM. vahI kAma ho jaayegaa| kaI daphA hameM lagatA hai ki baDI inoseMTa haoNbI hai kisI AdamI kI. baDI nidoss| ki posTala sTaimpa ikaTThA karatA hai| savAla yaha nahIM hai ki Apa kyA ikaTThA karate haiM, savAla yaha hai ki Apa ikaTThA karate haiN| bhItara kahIM koI cIja khAlIpana anubhava kara rahI hai, usako Apa bharate cale jAte haiN| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki Apa kucha bhI ikaTThA mata kreN| isakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki lobha ke kAraNa ikaTThA mata kreN| ___ jarUrata aura lobha meM bar3A pharka hai, AvazyakatA aura lobha meM bar3A pharka hai| bar3e maje kI bAta hai, lobhI akasara apanI AvazyakatAeM pUrI nahIM kara paataa| kyoMki lobha ke kAraNa AvazyakatA pUrI karane meM bhI jo kharca karanA hai, vaha usakI himmata ke bAhara hotA hai| akasara aisA hotA hai ki eka dhanI AdamI hai, lekina apanI bImArI kA ilAja nahIM karatA; kyoMki usameM kharca karanA pdd'e| vaha kharca karanA use kaThina mAlUma par3atA hai| to yaha to hadda ho gyii| AvazyakatA ke lie dhana upayogI ho sakatA hai, lekina isa AdamI ke lie AvazyakatA se bhI koI bar3I cIja hai, aura vaha hai bhItara kA gaDDA, lobh| vahAM cIjeM bharI honI cAhie, vahAM jarA-sI bhI koI cIja haTa jAye to use khAlIpana lagatA hai| khAlIpana meM becainI mAlUma par3atI hai| dhanI akasara kaMjUsa ho jAte haiM, garIba kaMjUsa nahIM hote| isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki agara yaha garIba kala amIra ho jAye to kaMjUsa nahIM hogaa| garIba kaMjUsa nahIM hote isakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki bhItara vaise hI khAlI haiM, thor3A bacAne se bhI koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| khAlI to raheMge hI, isalie garIba AdamI sahaja kharca kara letA hai lekina amIra AdamI ko lagatA hai ki saba to bhara gayA, jarA sA konA khAlI hai| isako bhara leM to tRpti ho jaaye| vaha konA kabhI nahIM bharatA, vaha konA bar3A hotA jAtA hai| vaha kabhI nahIM bharatA, eka konA sadA khAlI raha jAtA hai| kyoMki hama apanI AtmA ko vastuoM se bhara nahIM sakate, sirpha dhokhA de sakate haiM bharane kaa| koI vastu bhItara nahIM jAtI, vastu to bAhara raha jAtI hai| isalie bhItara ke khAlIpana ko bhara nahIM sktii| __ lekina, yaha bhItara kA khAlIpana, mahAvIra kahate haiM, lobha hai| jaba eka AdamI bAhara saMgraha karatA hai to vaha itanI khabara detA hai ki bhItara khAlI hai| vaha khAlIpana gaDDhe kI taraha pukAratA hai, bhro| vaha lobha hai| isa lobha ko hama hajAra DhaMga de sakate haiM, isa lobha ko koI AdamI dhana se bhara sakatA hai, koI adamI jJAna se bhara sakatA hai, koI AdamI tyAga se bhara sakatA hai| bar3A muzkila hogA maamlaa| kyoMki hama tyAgI ko kabhI lobhI nahIM khte| 456 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka lekina Apane cAra upavAsa kiye, phira socA kI ATha kara leM to puNya aura jyAdA hogaa| to yaha lobha hai| cAra karane vAlA socatA hai ki agale sAla ATha kara lUM, to kyA pharka huaa| cAra lAkha jisake pAsa haiM, vaha socatA hai agale sAla ATha lAkha ho jaayeN| gaNita meM kahAM bheda hai| isa varSa Apane itanI tapazcaryA kI, socate haiM, agale varSa dugunI kara leN| kahAM bheda hai? jyAdA, aura jyAdA lobha kI mAMga hai| tyAga se bhI lobha apane ko bhara sakatA hai| dhana se bhI bhara sakatA hai, jJAna se bhI bhara sakatA hai| aura jAna lUM, aura jAna lUM to usase bhI bharAva zurU ho jaayegaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, bAhara kA saMgraha aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka hai| saMgraha ko chor3a kara bhAga jAne se lobha nahIM mittegaa| Aine meM ApakA ceharA dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, kurUpa hai, to kurUpa dikhAyI par3a rahA hai| eka DaMDA uThAkara AinA tor3a deM, jhalaka nadArada ho jAyegI; lekina Apa nadArada nahIM ho jaayeNge| aura ApakA kurUpa ceharA bhI nadArada nahIM ho jaayegaa| sirpha jhalaka nadArada ho jaayegii| ___ mere bhItara lobha hai, maiM dhana ikaTThA kara rahA huuN| dhana darpaNa hai| samajha meM A gayA mujhe ki dhana kA saMgraha lobha hai, dhana chor3a kara maiM bhAga gyaa| darpaNa maiMne tor3a diyA, maiM vahI kA vahI hUM, jhalaka TUTa gyii| yaha samajha lenaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, lobha kI jhalaka hai| jhalaka ko tor3ane se lobha nahIM TUTegA, sirpha jhalaka dikhAyI par3anI baMda ho jaayegii| aba maiM bhAga gayA jaMgala meN| aba maiM tapazcaryA kara rahA hUM, tyAga kara rahA hUM, aura aba maiM tyAga kA saMgraha kara rahA huuN| vaha AdamI maiM vahI huuN| isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| ghara chor3a kara calA jAUM aashrm| ghara ke mukadameM nahIM laDUMgA to Azrama ke mukadameM laDUMgA lekina adAlata jaauuNgaa| isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| ___ merA makAna, merA beTA, merI patnI, merA pati, inako chor3a dUMgA to kahUMgA, merA dharma, merA zAstra, merA veda, mere mahAvIra, mere buddha, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| vahAM lakar3iyAM uTha jAyeMgI aura sira khala jaayeNge| ___ eka mitra mujhe milane Aye the; abhI the| unakI patnI dhArmika hai, jaise ki dhArmika loga hote haiM to mujhase pUchane lage ki yahAM pAsa meM koI jaina maMdira ho, to merI patnI binA namaskAra kiye bhojana nahIM krtii| to maiMne kahA yahAM bahuta jaina maMdira haiN| cale jAyeM, jo bhI jaina maMdira mile, namaskAra karA deN| koI bar3I kaThina bAta nahIM hai, bambaI meN| ve gye| eka mitra ko maiMne sAtha kara diyA ki inako kisI jaina maMdira pahuMcA deN| usa becAre ko kyA patA? ki jaina maMdira meM bhI bar3e pharka hote haiN| ve the digaMbara, vaha le gayA shvetaaNbr| usane batA diyA ki yaha rahA maMdira, Apa aMdara jAkara namaskAra kara leN| lekina ve devI udAsa hokara vahIM sIr3hiyoM para baiTha gyiiN| usane kahA yaha hamArA maMdira nahIM hai| ye hamAre mahAvIra nahIM haiN| hameM to digaMbara maMdira le clo| yaha to zvetAMbara maMdira hai| vaha sajjana aba taka yahI socate rahe the becAre ki jaina maMdira, yAnI jaina mNdir| unako kabhI khayAla na thA ki isameM bhI, mahAvIra meM bhI TAIpa, prakAra hote haiN| usa strI ne usa maMdira meM jAkara namaskAra karane se inakAra kara diyaa| ve unake mahAvIra nahIM haiN| aise maMdira haiM jainiyoM ke jahAM subaha dasa baje taka mahAvIra zvetAMbara rahate haiM, dasa baje ke bAda digaMbara ho jAte haiN| to dasa baje taka zvetAMbara namaskAra karate, dasa ke bAda digaMbara namaskAra krte| ___ AdamI guDDA-guDDiyoM ke kheloM ke Upara kabhI nahIM uTha pAtA, aura ina para mukadame calate haiN| kyoMki agara dasa se sAr3he dasa baje taka mahAvIra zvetAMbara hI raha gaye, to vaha jo dUsare upAsaka haiM, ve laTTha lekara khar3e ho jAte haiN| na mAlUma kitane jainiyoM ke maMdiroM para pulisa ne tAlA DAla rakhA hai, kyoMki bhakta taya nahIM kara paate| mahAvIra tAle meM baMda haiM, kyoMki bhakta taya nahIM kara pAte ki kaise 457 . Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 bAMTeM! kaise AdhA-AdhA kareM! phira mere mahAvIra, aura mere buddha, aura mere rAma, aura mere kRssnn| magara vaha merA khar3A rahatA hai, mamatA khar3I rahatI hai, mUrchA khar3I rahatI hai| AdamI jhalaka ko tor3a de, isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA, jaba taka AdamI apane bhItara kI sthiti ko na badala le| ___ darpaNoM ko miTAne se koI bhI sAra nhiiN| darpaNa bar3e mitra haiM, jhalaka dete haiM, ApakI khabara dete haiN| acchA hai, darpaNoM ko rahane deM, lekina bhItara jo kurUpatA hai, use mittaayeN| to darpaNa, jisa dina kurUpatA nahIM hogI bhItara, usa dina batA deMge ki aba Apa suMdara ho gaye haiN| aba bhItara lobha nahIM hai| ___ dhana chor3ane se koI prayojana hala nahIM hotA hai, lobha chor3ane se prayojana hala hotA hai| lobha bar3I alaga bAta hai aura eka AMtarika krAMti hai| lobha kaba chUTatA hai? lobha hai kyoM? lobha hai isalie ki hama bhItara khAlI haiM, arthahIna, empaTI, rikta, kucha bhI vahAM nahIM hai| isalie lobha hai| kisI bhI cIja se bhara deM, yaha bAta burI nahIM hai, bharane kii| kaThinAI isalie khar3I ho jAtI hai ki jina cIjoM se hama bharane jAte haiM, ve bhItara jA nahIM sktiiN| kyA hai jo bhItara jA sakatA hai? usakI khoja karanI caahie| yA kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki bhItara hama khAlI haiM hI nhiiN| yaha hamArA khayAla hI hai, aura yaha khayAla isalie hai ki hama bhItara kabhI gaye nhiiN| hamane ThIka jAMca par3atAla na kii| yA yaha khayAla isalie hai ki bAhara ke jagata se khAlIpana kA jo artha hotA hai bhItara ke jagata meM vahI nahIM hotaa| eka kamarA khAlI hai| lAotse ne kahA hai, eka kamarA khAlI hai, to hama kahate haiM khAlI hai| lekina lAotse kahatA hai, tuma aisA bhI to kaha sakate ho ki kamarA apane se bharA hai, aura koI cIja se nahIM bharA, apane se bharA hai| tuma aisA bhI kaha sakate ho, kamarA khAlIpana se bharA hai| khAlIpana bhI eka bharAvaTa hai| lekina jo pharnIcara ko hI bharAvaTa samajhate haiM, unako kamarA khAlI dikhAyI pdd'egaa| khAlI dikhAyI par3ane kA kAraNa yaha nahIM ki kamarA khAlI hai, khAlI dikhAyI par3ane kA kAraNa yaha hai ki Apake bharepana kI pribhaassaa| hamane aba taka cIjoM ko hI bharApana samajhA hai| AtmA meM koI cIja nahIM hai| isalie hamako AtmA khAlI dikhAyI par3atI hai| phira hama cIjoM se hI bharate cale jAte haiN| phira lobha kA pAgalapana paidA ho jAtA hai, kabhI bharAva paidA nahIM hotaa| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, ki bhItara jAkara jo dekha le, vaha pAtA hai, AtmA to bharI hI huI hai| apane se bharI hai, kisI aura se nhiiN| jisa dina usakA bharApana hameM patA cala jAtA hai, usa dina lobha tirohita ho jAtA hai| kyoMki phira bharane kI koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| jisa dina lobha haTa jAtA hai. usa dina saMgraha kI pAgala daur3a samApta ho jAtI hai| - yaha jo saMgraha karane kI vRtti rakhate haiM, aise loga gRhastha haiM, sAdhu nahIM, phira yaha vRtti kucha bhI ho| kisa cIja kA Apa saMgraha karate haiM, isase bheda nahIM pdd'taa| Apa saMgraha karate haiM, to Apa gRhastha haiN| agara Apa saMgraha nahIM karate haiM, to Apa sAdhu haiN| isalie sAdha yA gahastha honA UparI ghaTanA nahIM hai. baDI AMtarika krAMti hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai, eskimo parivAroM meM eka rivAja hai| eka phreMca yAtrI jaba pahalI daphA eskimo dhruvIya dezoM meM gayA, to use kucha patA nahIM thaa| bahuta garIba haiM eskimo, garIba se garIba haiM, lekina zAyada unase saMpanna AdamI pAnA bhI bahuta muzkila hai| usa phreMca lekhaka ne likhA hai ki maiMne unase jyAdA samRddha loga nahIM dekhe| patA use kaise calA? jisa ghara meM bhI vaha ThaharA, phreMca Adata kA, use kucha patA nahIM thA ki yahAM rivAja kyA hai, yahAM kA hisAba kyA hai? kisI eskimo se usane kaha diyA ki tumhAre jUte to bahuta khUbasUrata haiM! usane tatkAla jUte bheMTa kara diye| usake pAsa dUsarI jor3I nahIM hai| barphIlI jagaha hai, naMge paira calanA jIvana ko jokhama meM DAlanA hai, lekina yaha savAla nahIM hai| 458 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgraha : aMdara ke lobha kI jhalaka do-cAra dina bAda use bar3I hairAnI huI ki vaha jisase bhI kucha kaha de ki yaha cIja bar3I acchI hai, vaha tatkAla bheMTa kara detA hai| taba use patA calA ki eskimo mAnate haiM ki jo cIja kisI ko pasaMda A gayI, vaha usakI ho gyii| usane pUchA ki isake mAnane kA kAraNa kyA hai? to jisa vRddha se usane pUchA, usa vRddha ne kahA, isake do kAraNa haiM, eka to cIjeM kisI kI nahIM haiM, cIjeM haiN| dUsarA isake mAnane kA kAraNa hai ki jisake pAsa hai, usake lie to aba vyartha ho gayI hai| jisake pAsa nahIM hai, vaha sammohita ho rahA hai| agara use na mile to usakA sammohana laMbA ho jAyegA, use tatkAla de denI jarUrI hai tAki usakA sammohana TUTa jaaye| aura tIsarA kAraNa yaha hai ki jisa cIja ke hama mAlika haiM, usakI mAlakiyata kA maukA hI tabhI AtA hai, jaba hama kisI ko dete haiN| nahIM to koI maukA nahIM aataa| __ cIjoM kA honA, Apako gRhastha nahIM banAtA; cIjoM kA pakar3anA, kliMgiMga Apako gRhastha banAtA hai| ye eskimo saMnyAsI haiM, sAdhu haiN| jise hama sAdhu kahate haiM, agara usake bhItara hama jhAMkeM to vahAM saMgraha maujUda rahatA hai| banA rahatA hai, to phira vaha gRhastha hai| bAhara se Apa kyA haiM, yaha bahuta mUlya kA nahIM hai| bhItara se Apa kyA haiM, yahI mUlya kA hai| lekina bhItara se Apa kyA haiM, yaha Apake atirikta kauna jAnegA? kaise jAnegA? isalie sadA apane bhItara para eka AMkha rakhanI cAhie nirIkSaNa kI, ki maiM bhItara kyA huuN| cIja ko pakar3atA hU~? cIja mUlyavAna hai bahuta? cIja na hogI to maiM mara jAUMgA, miTa jAUMgA, maiM cIjoM kA eka jor3a hUM, to maiM gRhastha huuN| phira bhAga kara jaMgala meM jAne se kucha bhI na hogaa| phira isa gRhastha hone kI bhItarI vyavasthA ko tor3anA pdd'egaa| saMnyAsI honA eka AMtarika krAMti hai| yaha bhItara ghaTita ho jAye, to phira bAhara vastueM hoM yA na hoM, gauNa hai| mahAvIra ne mUrchA ko parigraha kahA hai, amUrchA ko saMnyAsa kahA hai| mahAvIra kA sUtra hai--jo sotA hai, vaha asAdhu hai| suttA amuni| jo jAgatA hai--vaha sAdhu hai| asuttA muni! jo soyA nahIM hai, jAgA huA hai, vaha sAdhu hai| bhItarI jAgaraNa sAdhutA hai, bhItarI behozI asAdhutA hai| Aja itanA hii| kIrtana meM sammilita hoN| 459