Krodh

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008857/1

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dAdA bhagavAna karatAM zIgala no tApa vizeSa ! A krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha e ja badhI nirbaLatAo che. baLavAna hoya tene kodha karavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahI ?! paNa A to koino jeTalo tApa che e tApathI pelAne vaza karavA jAya che, paNa jene kodha nathI enI pAse kaMI haze kharuMne ? enuM zIla nAmanuM je cAritra che enAthI jAnavaro paNa vaza thaI jAya, vAgha, siMha, duzmano badhA, AkhuM lazkara badhuM vaza thaI jAya. - dAdAzrI Do nIrubahena amIna

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezatatA anya prakAzano) 15) bhogave enI bhUla (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 16) banyuM te ja nyAya (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 17) eDajasTa evarIvhera (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 18) athaDAmaNa TALo (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 19) "Who Am I?" trimaMtra 1) dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAta 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 3) AtasUtra 4) pratikramaNa (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 5) tIdoSa darzanathI... nirdoSa 6) paisAno vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 7) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 8) mA-bApa chokasaMto vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 9) vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI... 11) vANIto siddhAMta (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 12) vANI, vyavahAramAM..... 13) samajathI prApta brahAyarya (pUrvArdha - uttarArdha ane saMkSipta) 14) karmanuM vijJAna 20) satya - asatyatA rahasyo ! 21) ahiMsA 22) prema 23) pApa-puNya 24) guru-ziSya 25) camatkAra 26) krodha 27) ciMtA 28) huM koNa chuM ?

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saMpAdakIya krodha e nabaLAI che, loko ene jabarAI mAne che. krodha karanAra karatAM krodha na karanArano pratApa kaMI ora ja jAtano hoya che ! sAmAnyapaNe ApaNuM dhAryuM nA thAya, ApaNI vAta sAmo samajato nA hoya, DIpharansa opha vyu poInTa thAya, tyAre krodha thaI jAya. ghaNIvAra ApaNe sAcA hoIe ne koI ApaNane khoTA pADe to krodha thaI jAya. paNa ApaNe sAcA te ApaNA draSTibiMduthI ne ? sAmAnAM draSTibiMduthI e ya potAne sAco ja mAne ne ? ghaNIvAra sUjha nA paDe, AgaLanuM dekhAya nahIM, zuM karavuM e samajAya nahIM tyAre krodha thaI jAya. apamAna thAya tyAM krodha thAya, nukasAna thAya tyAM krodha thAya. ema mAnanuM rakSaNa karavA ke lobhanuM rakSaNa karavA krodha thaI jAya. tyAM mAna ane lobha kaSAyathI mukta thavAnI jAgRtimAM AvavAnI jarUra che. nokarathI kapa-rakAbIo phUTI jAya to krodha thAya ne jamAIthI phUTe to ? tyAM krodha kevo kaMTrolamAM rahe che ! mATe bilipha para ja AdhArita che ne ? ApaNuM nukasAna koI kare ke apamAna kare to te ApaNA ja karmanuM phaLa che, sAmo nimitta che evI samajaNa phITa thayelI hoya to ja krodha jAya. jyAM jyAM ne jyAre jyAre krodha Ave che, tyAre tyAre tenI noMdha karI levI ane tenA para jAgRti rAkhavAnI. ane jene ApaNA krodhathI duHkha thayuM hoya to tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM, pastAvo karavo ne pharI nahIM karuM evo draDha nizcaya karavo. kAraNa ke jenI pratye krodha thAya, tene duHkha thAya, te pachI vera bAMdhe. eTale pachI Avate bhava pAcho bhaTakAya ! mA-bApa potAnA chokarAM para ane guru potAnA ziSya para krodha kare, tenAthI puNya baMdhAya che. kAraNa ke enI pAchaLa hetu enA sArA mATe, sudhAravA mATeno che. svArtha mATe hoya to pApa bAMdhe ! vItarAgonI samajaNanI jhINavaTa to juo !!! prastuta graMthamAM krodha ke je khUba ja herAna karanAro UghADo kaSAya che, tenI tamAma vigato vigatamAM atre saMkalita thaI prakAzita thAya che, je sujJa vAMcakane kodhathI mukta thavAmAM khUba madadarUpa thaze e ja abhyarthanA. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa lIMka ! "huM to keTalAka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ?" - dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjaya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. ane saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI zake che. graMthamAM aMkIta thayelI vANI mokSArthIni gAIDa tarIke atyaMta upayogI nivaDe, paraMtu mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmajJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. akrama mArge AtmajJAna prApti Aje paNa cAlu che, te mATe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIne maLIne AtmajJAna prApta kare to ja thAya. pragaTa dIvAne dIvo aDe to ja pragaTe. $ 9

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che, khAlI vikanesa che. AkhA jagata pAse e vikanesa che. koI tane TaiDakAve to tuM ugra thaI jAuM ne ? praznakartA : hA, thaI jAuM chuM. dAdAzrI : to e nabaLAI kahevAya ke jabarAI kahevAya ? praznakartA : paNa ko'ka jagyAe to krodha hovo ja joIe !! dAdAzrI : nA, nA. krodha e to pote ja nabaLAI che. amuka jagyAe krodha hovo joIe, e to saMsArI vAta che. A to potAnAthI krodha nIkaLato nathI eTale evuM bole ke krodha hovo ja joIe ! krodha mata paNa na bagaDe e baLavAna ! koNa mAte "huM khoTo ?" praznakartA : ApaNe sAcAM hoIe chatAM ya ApaNuM koI khoTuM karI nAkhe, eTale mahIM enA para krodha thAya. to e krodha jaladI nA AvI jAya e mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa tame sAcAM hoya tyAre ne ? tame sAcAM ho kharAM ? tame sAcAM cho, evuM tamane khabara paDI ? praznakartA : ApaNane ApaNo AtmA kaheto hoya ne, ke ApaNe sAcA chIe. dAdAzrI : A to tame ne tame jaja, tame vakIla ne tame ja AropI, eTale tame sAcAM ja ne ? tame pachI jUThA thAva ja nahIM ne ? pelAne ya evuM hoya ke huM ja sAco chuM. Apane samajAya che ? - A che badhI nabaLAIo ! praznakartA : paNa mAre e pUchavuM hatuM ke anyAya mATe cIDa caDhe, e to sAruM che ne ? koI vastu mATe ApaNe dekhItI rIte anyAya thayelo joIe tyAre je prakopa thAya e yogya che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke A badhuM krodha ne cIDa, e badhI nabaLAIo praznakartA : to pachI mAruM koI apamAna kare ne huM zAMtithI besuM, to e nirbaLatA nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. ohoho ! apamAna sahana karavuM, e to mahAna baLavAnapaNuM kahevAya !! atyAre amane koI gALo bhAMDe to amane kazuM ja nA thAya, ene mATe mana paNa nA bagaDe, e ja baLavAnapaNuM ! ane nirbaLatA to, A badhA kacarca karyA ja kare che ne, jIvamAtra laDhamUlaDhA karyA kare che, e badhI nirbaLatA kahevAya. eTale apamAna zAMtithI sahana karavuM e mahAna baLavAnapaNuM che ane evuM apamAna eka ja phero oLaMgIe, eka sTepa oLaMgene, to so sTepa oLaMgavAnI zakti Ave. Apane samajAyuM ne ? sAmo baLavAna hoya, enI sAme nirbaLa to jIvamAtra thaI ja jAya che, e to eno svabhAvika guNa che. paNa jo nirbaLa mANasa ApaNane chaMcheDe to ya ene ApaNe kaMI paNa na karIe tyAre e baLavAnapaNuM kahevAya. kharI rIte nirbaLanuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe ne baLavAnanI sAmuM thavuM

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krodha joIe, paNa A kaLiyugamAM evAM manuSyo ja nathI rahyAM ne ! atyAre to nirbaLane ja mAra mAra kare ane baLavAnathI to bhAge. bahu ochAM mANaso che ke je nirbaLanI rakSA kare ane baLavAnanI sAmo thAya. evAM hoya tyAre ene to kSatriya guNa kahevAya. bAkI, jagata AkhuM ya nabaLAne mAra mAra kare che, ghera jaIne ya dhaNI bAyaDI para zUro thaIne bese. khIle bAMdhelI gAyane mArIe to te kaI bAju jAya ? ane chUTI mUkIne mAre to ? nAsI jAya ne, nahIM to sAmI thAya. manuSya potAnI zakti hovAM chatAM sAmAne raMjADe nahIM, potAnAM duzmanane paNa raMjADe nahIM, enuM nAma baLavAnapaNuM kahevAya che. atyAre koI tamArI upara krodha karato hoya ne tame tenA para krodha karo to te bAyalApaNuM nA kahevAya ? eTale mAruM zuM kahevAnuM ke A krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha e ja badhI nirbaLatAo che. baLavAna hoya tene krodha karavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahI ?! paNa A to krodhano jeTalo tApa che e tApathI pelAne vaza karavA jAya che, paNa jene krodha nathI enI pAse kaMI haze kharuM ne ? enuM zIla nAmanuM je cAritra che, enAthI jAnavaro paNa vaza thaI jAya. vAghasiMha, duzmano badhAM, AkhuM lazkara badhuM vaza thaI jAya ! krodhI e abaLA ja ! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, koI vakhata koI mANasa ApaNI sAme garama thaI jAya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : garama to thaI ja jAya ne ! emanA hAthamAM ochuM che ? aMdaranI mazInarI hAthamAM nahIM ne ! A to jema tema karIne mazInarI cAlyA kare. potAnA hAthamAM hoya to mazInarI garama thavA ja nA de ne ! A saheja paNa garama thaI javuM eTale gadheDA thaI javuM, manuSyapaNAmAM gadheDo thayo !! paNa evuM koI kare ja nahIM ne ! potAnA hAthamAM nathI tyAM pachI zuM thAya te ? krodha evuM che, A jagatamAM koI kALe garama thavAnuM kAraNa ja nathI. koI kaheze ke, 'A chokaro Ama kahyuM mAnato nathI.' to ya e garama thavAnuM kAraNa nathI, tyAM tAre ThaMDA rahIne kAma levAnuM che. A to tuM nirbaLa che mATe garama thaI jAya che. ane garama thaI javuM e bhayaMkara nirbaLatA kahevAya. eTale vadhAremAM vadhAre nirbaLatA hoya tethI to garama thAya che ne ! eTale je garama thAya che tenI to dayA khAvI joIe ke * A bicArAne AmAM kazuM ya kaMTrolamAM nathI. jene potAno svabhAve ya kaMTrolamAM nathI, enI dayA khAvI joIe. garama thavuM eTale zuM ? ke pote paheluM saLagavuM ane pachI sAmAne bALI melavuM. A dIvAsaLI cAMpI eTale pote bhaDabhaDa saLagavuM ne pachI sAmAne bALI mele. eTale garama thavAnuM potAnA hAthamAM hoya to koI garama thAya ja nahIM ne ! baLatarA kone game ? koI evuM kahe ke, saMsAramAM krodha karavAnI keTalIka vakhata jarUra paDe che.' tyAre huM kahuM ke, nA, koI evuM kAraNa nathI ke tyAM krodha karavAnI jarUra hoya.' krodha e nirbaLatA che, eTale te thaI jAya che. bhagavAne eTale abaLA kahyuM che. puruSa to konuM nAma kahevAya ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e nirbaLatA jene nA hoya, ene bhagavAne 'puruSa' kahyA. eTale A puruSo dekhAya che emane paNa abaLA kahyA che; paNa Amane zarama nathI AvatI ne, eTalA sArAM che ! nahIM to abaLA kahIe to zaramAI jAyane ? paNa Amane kazuM bhAna ja nathI. bhAna keTaluM che ? nAhavAnuM pANI mUko to nAhI le. khAvAnuM, nahAvAnuM, UMghavAnuM e badhAM bhAna che, paNa bIjuM bhAna nathI. manuSyapaNAnuM je vizeSabhAna kahevAmAM Ave che ke A sajjana puruSa che, evI sajjanatA lokone dekhAya, enuM bhAna nathI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e to khullI nabaLAI che ane bahu krodha thAya tyAre A hAtha-paga Ama dhrUjatA joyA nathI tame ? praznakartA : zarIra paNa nA pADe ke tAre krodha karavA jevo nathI.

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dAdAzrI : hA, zarIre ya nA pADe ke ApaNane A zobhe nahIM. eTale krodha to keTalI badhI nabaLAI kahevAya ! eTale krodha nA hoya ApaNane ! paDe parsanAliTI nabaLAI vitAvI ! praznakartA koI mANasa nAnA bALakane bahu ja mArato hoya ane e vakhate ApaNe pasAra thatAM hoIe, tyAre e mANasane vALIe ne nA mAne to chevaTe vaDhIne ke krodha karIne bAjue rAkhavo joIe ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : krodha karazo to ya te mAryA vagara raheze nahIM. are, tamane ya mAre ne ! chatAM enI joDe krodha zA mATe tame karo cho ? ene dhIme rahIne kaho, vyavahArika vAtacIta karo. bAkI, sAme krodha karo e to vikanesa che ! praznakartA : to chokarAne mAravA devAno ? dAdAzrI : nA, tyAM AgaLa ApaNe jaIne kahevAnuM ke, "bhaI, zA mATe tame AvuM karo cho ? A bALake tamAruM zuM bagADyuM che ?" AvuM ene samajAvIne vAta karAya. tame enI para krodha karo to to A krodha e tamArI nabaLAI che. pahelI nabaLAI potAnAmAM nA hovI joIe. jenAmAM nabaLAI nA hoya tenI parsanAliTI paDe ne ! e to amatho, sAdhAraNa ja kahe ne, to ya badhA mAnI jAya. praznakartA H kadAca mAne nahIM. dAdAzrI : mAne nahIM, tenuM zuM kAraNa ? tamArI parsanAliTI paDatI nathI. eTale nabaLAI nA hovI joIe, cAritravAna hovuM joIe. mena oNpha parsanAliTI hovAM joIe ! lAkho guMDAo ene jotAM ja bhAgI jAya ! A to cIDiyA mANasathI to koI bhAgI nA jAya, UlaTo mAre hauM ! jagata to nabaLAIne ja mAre ne !! eTale mena oNpha parsanAliTI hovo joIe. parsanAliTI kyAre Ave ? krodha vijJAna jANIe tyAre parsanAliTI Ave. A jagatamAM je bhUlI javAya e (rileTiva) jJAna che ane kyAreya paNa nA bhUlAya e vijJAna che ! garamI karatAM hima bhAre ! tane khabara che, hima paDe che te ? have hima eTale bahu ja ThaMDI hoya ne ? te himathI jhADavA baLI jAya, badho kapAsa-pAsa badhuM ja baLI jAya. evuM tuM jANe che ke ? e zAthI ThaMDImAM baLI jatuM haze ? praznakartA: 'ovara limiTa' ThaMDIne lIdhe. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale jo tuM ThaMDo thaIne rahe to evuM zIla utpanna thAya. krodha baMdha tyAM pratApa ! praznakartA: paNa dAdA, vadhAre paDatuM ThaMDA thavuM e paNa eka nabaLAI ja chene ? dAdAzrI : vadhAre paDatA ThaMDA thavAnI jarUra ja nathI. ApaNe to limiTamAM rahevAnuM che, ene "normAliTI' kahe che. bIlo normala ijha dhI phIvara, ebaoNva normala Ijha dhI phIvara, nAinTI eiTa ijha dhI normala. eTale ApaNane normAliTI ja joIe. krodhI karatAM krodha na karanArAthI loko vadhAre bhaDake. zuM kAraNa haze evuM ? krodha baMdha thaI jAya eTale pratApa utpanna thAya, kudaratano niyama che evo ! nahIM to ene rakSaNa karanArA ja nA maLe ne ! krodha to rakSaNa hatuM, ajJAnatAmAM rakSaNa krodhathI thatuM hatuM. cIDiyAto naMbara chello ! praznakartA : sAttvika cIDa agara to sAttvika krodha sAro ke nahIM ?

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ko dAdAzrI : ene loko zuM kahe ? A chokarAMo paNa ene zuM kahe ke, "A to cIDiyA ja che !" cIDa e mUrkhAI che, phUlizanesa che ! cIDane nabaLAI kahevAya. chokarAMone ApaNe pUchIe ke, 'tArA pappAjIne kemanuM che ?" tyAre e ya kahe ke, "e to bahu cIDiyA che !" bolo, have AbarU vadhI ke ghaTI ? A vikanesa nA hovI joIe. eTale sAttvikatA hoya, tyAM vikanesa nA hoya. gharamAM nAnAM chokarAMone pUchIe ke, 'tArA gharamAM pahelo naMbara kono ?" tyAre chokarAMo zodhakhoLa kare ke mArI bA ciDAtI nathI, eTale sArAmAM sArI e, pahelo naMbara eno. pachI bIjo, trIjo Ama karatAM karatAM pappAno naMbara chello Avato hoya !!! zAthI ? kAraNa ke e ciDhAya che. ciDhiyA che tethI. huM kahyuM ke, "pappA paisA lAvIne vApare che to ya temano chello naMbara ?" tyAre e 'hA' kahe, bolo have, mahenatamajUrI karIe, khavaDAvIe, paisA lAvIne ApIe, to ya pAcho chello naMbara ApaNo ja Ave ne ? krodha eTale aMdhApo ! praznakartA : mANasanI aMdara krodha thavAnuM sAmAnya rIte mukhya kAraNa zuM hoI zake ? dAdAzrI : dekhAtuM baMdha thaI jAya eTale ! mANasa bhIMtane kyAre athaDAya ? jyAre ene bhIMta dekhAtI nA hoya tyAre athaDAI paDe ne ? evuM nahIM dekhAtuM baMdha thaI jAya eTale mANasathI krodha thaI jAya. AgaLano rasto jaDe nahIM eTale krodha thaI jAya. sUjha nA paDe tyAre krodha ! krodha kyAre Ave che ? tyAre kahe, darzana aTake che eTale jJAna aTake che, eTale krodha utpanna thAya che. mAna paNa evuM che. darzana aTake che, eTale jJAna aTake che eTale mAna UbhuM thaI jAya che. praznakartA: dAkhalo ApIne samajAvo te vadhAre saraLa thaze. dAdAzrI : ApaNA loka nathI kahetA ke kema bahu gusse thaI gayA? tyAre kahe, 'kazuM mane sUjha nA paDI eTale gusse thaI gayo." hA, kaMI sUjha nA paDe tyAre mANasa gusse thaI jAya. jene sUjha paDI e gusse thAya ? gusse thavuM eTale e gusso paheluM InAma kone Ape ? jyAM saLagyuM tyAM paheluM potAne bALe. pachI bIjAne bALe. krodhAgni bALe sva-parate ! krodha eTale pote potAnA gharane dIvAsaLI cAMpavI. potAnA gharamAM ghAsa bharyuM hoya ane dIvAsaLI cAMpavI, enuM nAma krodha. eTale pahelAM pote saLage ane pachI pADozIne saLagAve. moTA moTA ghAsanAM pUDA koInA khetaramAM badhAM bhegA karyA hoya, paNa eka ja divAsaLI nAkhavAthI zuM thAya ? praznakartA : baLI jAya. dAdAzrI : evuM eka phero krodha karavAthI ApyuM che te, be varSamAM kamAyo hoya te dhULadhANI karI nAkhe. krodha eTale pragaTa agni. ene potAne khabara nA paDe ke meM dhULadhANI karI nAkhyuM. kAraNa ke bahAranI vastuo ochI nA thaI jAya, aMdara badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya, AvatA bhavanI badhI taiyArI hoya ne, temAM thoDuM vaparAya jAya. ane pachI bahu vaparAI jAya to zuM thAya ? ahIM manuSya hatA, tyAre roTalI khAto'to, pAcho tyAM rADAM(ghAsa) khAvA (jAnavaramAM) javuM paDe. A roTalImAMthI rADAM khAvA javuM paDe, e sAruM kahevAya ? varlDamAM koI mANasa krodhane jItI zake nahIM. krodhanA be bhAga, eka kaDhApA rUpe ane bIjo ajaMpA rUpe. je loko krodhane jIte che te kaDhApA rUpe jIte che. AmAM evuM hoya che ke ekane dabAve to bIjo vadhe ane

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kAva kahe ke meM krodhane jItyo eTale pAchuM mAna vadhe. kharI rIte krodha saMpUrNa rIte nathI jItAto. drazya dekhAya tevA) krodhane jItyo kahevAya. tAMto enuM nAma krodha ! krodhamAM tAto hoya tene ja krodha kahevAya. dA.ta. dhaNI-dhaNIyANI rAtre khUba jhaghaDyA, krodha jabarajasta bhabhUkI UThyo, AkhI rAta beu jAgatAM paDyAM rahyAM. savAre bairIe cAno pyAlo saheja pachADIne mukyo. te bhAI samajI jAya ke hajI tAMto che ! AnuM nAma krodha. pachI tAMto game teTalA vakhatano hoya ! are, keTalAMkane AkhI jiMdagIno hoya ! bApa beTAnuM moTuM nA jue ane beTo bApanuM moTuM nA jue ! krodhano tAMto to bagaDI gayelA moDhA uparathI ja jaNAI jAya. tAMto e evI vastu che ke paMdara varSa pahelAM mAruM apamAna karyuM hota to, te paMdara varSa sudhI mane bhego nA thayo hoya, e mANasa mane Aje bhego thAyane, paNa mane bhego thatAnI sAthe ja mane badhuM yAda AvI jAya e tAMto. bAkI, tAMto koIne jAya nahIM. moTA moTA sAdhu mahArAjo ya tAMtAvALA, rAte jo tame kaMI saLI karI hoya to paMdarapaMdara dahADA sudhI bole nahIM. e tAMto ! phera krodha ane gussAmAM ! praznakartA : dAdA, gussA ne krodhamAM zuM pharaka ? dAdAzrI : krodha enuM nAma kahevAya ke jemAM ahaMkAra sahita hoya. gusso ne ahaMkAra be bheguM thAya tyAre krodha kahevAya ane chokarA joDe bApa gusse thAya e krodha nA kahevAya. e krodhamAM ahaMkAra nA bhaLe. mATe e gusso kahevAya. tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke bhaI, A gusso kare to ya enuM puNya jame karajo. tyAre kahe che, A gusso kare che to ya ? tyAre kahe, nA, krodha kare to pApa che, gussAnuM pApa nathI. krodhamAM ahaMkAra bhaLelo hoya ane tamAre gusso thAya ne, to mahIM tamane kharAba lAge che ne ?! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha be jAtanAM : eka vALI zakAya tevAM - nivArya. koInI upara krodha Avyo hoya to te aMdarane aMdara pheravI zakAya ane tene zAMta karI zakAya te vALI zakAya tevo krodha. A sTeje pahoMce to vyavahAra ghaNo ja suMdara thaI jAya ! bIjA prakArano krodha te vALI nA zakAya tevA anivArya. ghaNo prayatna kare paNa koThI phUTyA vagara rahe ja nahIM! te vALI nA zakAya tevo anivArya krodha. A krodha potAnuM ahita kare ne sAmAnuM ya ahita kare ! bhagavAne kyAM sudhIno krodha calAvI lIdho che sAdhuo mATe, cAritravALA mATe ke jyAM sudhIno krodha sAmA mANasane du:khadAyI na thaI paDe, eTalA krodhane bhagavAne calAvI lIdho che. mAro krodha mane ekalAne du:kha Ape paNa bIjA koIne duHkha nA Ape eTalo krodha calAvI lIdho che. jANatArAne oLakho ! praznakartA : ApaNe badhA ja jANIe chIe ke A krodha Avyo e kharAba che. chatAM.... dAdAzrI : evuM che ne je krodhI che e jANe nahIM. lobhI che e jANe nahIM, mAnI e jANe nahIM, jANanAro judo che. ane A badhA lokone manamAM ema thAya che ke A jANuM chuM chatAM kema thAya che ? have 'jANuM chuM' e koNa ? te khabara nathI. 'koNa jANe che" e khabara nathI eTaluM ja zodhavAnuM che. 'jANanAra'ne zodhI kADhIe to badhuM jAya evuM ja che. jANatA nathI, jANyuM to enuM nAma kahevAya ke jatuM ja rahe. UbhuM ja nA rahe. samyak upAya, jANo ekavAra ! praznakartA e jANavA chatAM krodha thaI jAya che, enuM nivAraNa zuM? dAdAzrI : koNa jANe che ? jANyA pachI krodha thAya ja nahIM. krodha

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krodha 11 thAya che mATe jANatA ja nathI, khAlI ahaMkAra karo cho ke 'huM jANuM chuM.' praznakartA : krodha thaI gayA pachI khyAla Ave ke ApaNe krodha na karavo joIe. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa jANyA pachI krodha nA thAya. ApaNe ahIM be zIzIo mukI hoya, tyAM AgaLa koIe samajaNa pADI hoya ke A davA che ane bIjI zIzImAM poIjhana che. beu sarakhI dekhAya paNa emAM bhUlacUka thAya to samajAya ke A jANato ja nathI ? bhUlacUka nA thAya to kahevAya ke jANe che, paNa bhUlacUka thAya che mATe e jANato nahoto e vAta nakkI thaI gaI, evuM krodha thAya che tyAre kazuM jANatA nathI ane amathA jANyAno ahaMkAra laIne pharyA karo cho. ajavALAmAM Thokaro vAge kharI ? eTale Thokaro vAge che tyAM sudhI jANyuM ja nathI. A to aMdhArAne ja ajavALuM kahIe chIe te ApaNI bhUla che. mATe satsaMgamAM besIne 'jANo' eka vAra; pachI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha badhuM ya jatuM rahe. praznakartA : paNa krodha to badhAne thaI jAya ! dAdAzrI : A bhAIne pUcho, e to nA kahe che. praznakartA : satsaMgamAM AvyA pachI krodha nA thAya ne ! dAdAzrI : ema ? emaNe zI davA pIdhI haze ? daiSanuM mULa jatuM rahe evI davA pIdhI. paDyo mAthA para, ne te lohI nIkaLyuM, to te ghaDIe krodha bahu karo ? praznakartA H nahIM, e to 'hepana' (banI gayuM) che. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa krodha kema karatAM nathI tyAM AgaLa ?! eTale pote koIne dekho nahIM, eTale krodha kevI rIte thAya ? praznakartA : koIe jANI-joIne mAryo nathI. dAdAzrI : ane hamaNe bahAra jAya ne eka chokaro che te e DhekhALo (paththara) mAre ane ApaNane vAge ne lohI nIkaLe eTale ApaNe ene krodha karIe, zAthI ? pelo mane DhekhALo mAryo, mATe lohI nIkaLyuM ne eTale krodha kare ke kema mAryo te ? ane DuMgara uparathI gabaDato gabaDato paththara paDe ane mAthAmAM lohI nIkaLe to pachI joI le paNa krodha nA kare ! A to enA manamAM ema lAge ke A ja kare che. koI mANasa jANI joIne mArI zakato ja nathI, eTale DuMgara uparathI gabaDavuM ane A mANasa paththara mAre e beu sarakhuM ja che. paNa zrAMtithI evuM dekhAya che ke A kare che. A varlDamAM koI mANasane saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI. ApaNe ema jANIe ke jANI-joIne koIe mAryo nathI, eTale tyAM krodha nathI karato. pachI kahe che, "mane krodha AvI jAya che. mAro svabhAva krodhI che.' muA svabhAvathI krodha nathI AvI jato. tyAM polIsavALA joDe kema nathI Avato ? polIsavALA TeDakAve te ghaDIe kema krodha nathI Avato ? ene vahu joDe gusso Ave, chokarAM para krodha Ave, pADozI para, "anDarahenDa' (hAtha nIcenA) joDe krodha Ave ne 'bosa' (sAheba) joDe kema nathI Avato ? krodha ema ne ema svabhAvathI mANasane AvI zakato nathI. A to ene enuM dhAryuM karavuM che. praznakartA : kevI rIte kaMTrola karavo ? dAdAzrI : samajaNathI. A je tamArI sAme Ave che, e to nimitta che ane tamArA ja karmanuM phaLa Ape che. e nimitta banI gayo samajaNe karI te ! praznakartA: mAruM koI najIkanuM hoya, tenA para huM krodhIta thaI jAuM. e kadAca enI draSTie sAco paNa hoya. paNa huM mArI draSTie krodhIta thAuM, to zA kAraNe krodhIta thaI jAuM chuM ? dAdAzrI : tame AvatAM hoya ane A makAna uparathI eka paththara

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ko 13 che. have evuM samajAya to krodha kaMTrolamAM Ave. jyAre paththara DuMgara parathI paDe che tevuM juo cho tyAre krodha kaMTrolamAM AvI jAya che. to AmAM ya samajI levAnI jarUra che ke bhaI, A badhuM DuMgara jevuM ja che. rastAmAM bIjo koI gADIvALo khoTe raste ApaNI sAme Avato hoya to nA vaDhene ? krodha nA kare ne ? kema ? ApaNe athADIne toDI pADo ene, evuM kare ? nA. to tyAM kema nathI karato ? tyAM DAhyo thaI jAya che ke huM marI jaIza. tyAre mUA tenAM karatAM vadhAre marI jAva cho A krodhamAM to, paNa AnuM dekhAtuM nathI citrapaTa ne peluM dekhAya che UghADuM, eTalo ja phera che !! tyAM roDa upara sAmuM nA kare ? krodha nA kare, sAmAnI bhUla hoya to ya ? praznakartA : nahIM, dAdAzrI : evuM jIvanamAM ya samajI levAnI jarUra che. pariNAma to, kaoNjhIjha pheravyuM ja phare che eka bhAI mane kahe ke, "anaMta avatArathI A krodhane kADhIe chIe, paNa e krodha kema jato nathI ?" tyAre meM kahyuM ke, 'tame krodha kADhavAnA upAya nahIM jANatA ho." tyAre e kahe ke, 'krodha kADhavAnA upAya to zAstramAM lakhyA che e badhA ya karIe chIe, chatAM paNa krodha nathI jato.' tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "samyaka upAya hovo joIe." tyAre kahe ke, "samyaka upAya to bahu vAMcyA, paNa emAM kazuM kAma AvyA nahIM. pachI meM kahyuM ke, 'krodhane baMdha karavAno upAya khoLavo e mUrkhatA che, kAraNa ke krodha e to pariNAma che. jema parIkSA tame ApI hoya ne rijhalTa AvyuM. have huM rijhalTane nAza karavAno upAya karuM, enA jevI vAta thaI. A rijhalTa AvyuM e zenuM pariNAma che, tene ApaNe pheraphAra karavAnI jarUra che." ApaNA lokoe zuM kahyuM ke, 'krodhane dabAvo, krodhane kADho." alyA, zuM karavA Ama kare che ? vagara kAmanA magaja bagADo cho ! chatAM krodha krodha nIkaLato to che nahIM. to ya pelo kaheze ke, "nA sAheba, thoDo ghaNo krodha dabAyo che." alyA, e mahIM che tyAM sudhI e dabAyelo nA kahevAya. tyAre pelA bhAI kahe ke, "to ApanI pAse bIjo koI upAya che ?" meM kahyuM, 'hA, upAya che, tame karazo ?" tyAre e kahe "hA." tyAre meM kahyuM ke, 'eka vAra to noMdha karo ke A jagatamAM khAsa karIne konI upara krodha Ave che ?" jyAM jyAM krodha Ave, ene 'noTa' karI le ane jyAM krodha nathI Avato, tene paNa jANI le. eka vAra lisTamAM nAkhI de ke A mANasa joDe krodha nathI Avato. keTalAMka mANasa avaLuM kare to ya enI para krodha nA Ave ane keTalAMka to bicAro savaLuM karato hoya to ya enI para krodha Ave, eTale kaMIka kAraNa haze ne ? praznakartA : pelA mATe mananI aMdara graMthi baMdhAI gaI haze ? dAdAzrI : hA, graMthi baMdhAI gayelI che. te graMthi choDavA have zuM karavuM ? parIkSA to apAI gaI. jeTalI vakhata enI joDe krodha thavAno che eTalo vakhata thaI javAno che ane enA mATe graMthi paNa baMdhAI gayelI che, paNa havethI ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? jenA upara krodha Avato hoya, enA mATe mana bagaDavA nA devuM joIe. mana sudhAravuM ke bhaI, ApaNA prArabdhanA hisAbe A mANasa AvuM kare che. e je je kare che e ApaNA karmanA udaya che mATe evuM kare che. evI rIte ApaNe manane sudhAravuM. mana sudhAra sudhAra karazo ane sAmAnI joDe mana sudhare eTale pachI enI joDe krodha Avato baMdha thAya. thoDo vakhata pAchalI IphekTa che, pahelAMnI IphekTa, eTalI iphekTa ApIne pachI baMdha thaI jaze. A jarA jhINI vAta che ane lokone jaDI nathI. darekano upAya to hoya ja ne ? upAya vagara to jagata hoya ja nahIM ne ! jagata to pariNAmane ja nAza karavA mAMge che. eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano upAya A che. pariNAmane kazuM nA karo, enA kaoNjhIjhane uDADo to A badhA ya jatAM raheze. eTale pote vicAraka hovo joIe. nahIM to ajAgRta hoya to zI rIte upAya kare ?!

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krodha 15 praznakartA : kaoNjhIjha kevI rIte uDADavAM, e pharI jarA samajAvone ! dAdAzrI : A bhAI joDe mane krodha Avato hoya to pachI huM nakkI karuM ke AnI joDe krodha Ave che, e mArA pahelAMnA enA doSo jovAnuM pariNAma che. have e je je doSo kare te mana upara nA lauM to pachI enA taraphano krodha baMdha thato jAya, paNa thoDA pUrvapariNAma hoya eTalAM AvI jAya, paNa pachI bIjuM AgaLa baMdha thaI jAya. praznakartA : bIjAnA doSa jovAya, tenAthI krodha Ave che ? dAdAzrI : hA. e doSo joIe chIe, ene paNa ApaNe jANI rAkhavuM ke A paNa khoTAM pariNAma che. eTale A khoTAM pariNAma jovAnuM baMdha thaI jAya, te pachI krodha baMdha thaI jAya. ApaNe doSa jovAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM, eTale badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM. krodhatA mULamAM ahaMkAra ! loko kahe che, A mArA krodhanI davA zuM karavI ? meM kahyuM, tame atyAre zuM karo cho ? tyAre kahe, krodhane dabAva dabAva karIe chIe. meM kahyuM, oLakhIne dabAvo cho ke vagara oLakhyuM ? krodhane oLakhavo to paDaze ne ? krodha ne zAMti be joDe joDe beThelA hoya che. have ApaNe krodhane nA oLakhIe to zAMtine dabAvI de to zAMti marI jAya ulaTI ! eTale dabAvavA jevI cIja nathI, mUA. tyAre ene samaja paDI ke krodha e ahaMkAra che. tyAre kevA prakAranAM ahaMkArathI krodha thAya che ? tenI tapAsa karavI joIe. A chokarAe pyAlo phoDyo to krodha thaI gayo, tyAre ApaNe ahaMkAra kevo che, A pyAlAmAM khoTa jaze evo ahaMkAra che. naphAnukasAnano ahaMkAra che ApaNane. eTale naphA-nukasAnanA ahaMkArane, ene vicArIne nirmULa karo jarAM, khoTAM ahaMkArane saMgharI rAkhIne krodha thayA kare. krodha che, lobha che, te to kharekharAM mULamAM badhA ahaMkAra ja che. 16 krodha krodha zamAvavo, kaI samajaNe ? krodha pote ja ahaMkAra che. have e tapAsavuM joIe, tapAsaNI karavAnI ke kaI rIte e ahaMkAra che. e tapAsaNI karIe tyAre pakaDAya ke krodha e ahaMkAra che. A krodha kema utpanna thayo ? tyAre kahe ke, 'A bahene kapa-2kAbI phoDI nAkhyAM eTale krodha utpanna thayo.' have kapa-rakAbI toDI nAkhyAM, temAM ApaNane zuM vAMdho ? tyAre kahe ke, 'ApaNe ghera khoTa AvI.' ane khoTa AvI eTale ene Thapako ApavAno pAcho ? paNa ahaMkAra karavo, Thapako Apavo, A badhuM jhINavaTathI jo vicAravAmAM Ave to vicAra karavAthI e badho ahaMkAra dhovAI jAya evo che. have A kapa bhAMgI gayo te nivArya che ke anivArya che ? anivArya saMjoga hoya che ke nathI hotA ? nokarane zeTha Thapako Ape ke, 'alyA, kapa-rakAbI kema phoDI nAkhyA ? tArA hAtha bhAMgalA hatA ? ne tAruM Ama hatuM ne tema hatuM.' jo anivArya hoya to ene Thapako apAya ? jamAInA hAthe kapa-rakAbI phUTI gayA hoya to tyAM kazuM bolatA nathI ! kAraNa ke e supiriyara Avyo, tyAM cUpa ! ane inphiriyara Avyo tyAM chaT chaT kare !!! A badhA igoIjhama che. A supiriyara AgaLa badhA cUpa thaI nathI jatA ? A dAdAnA hAthe kazuM phUTI gayuM hoya to koInA manamAM kazuM Ave ja nahIM ane pelA nokaranA hAthe phUTI jAya to ? A jagate nyAya ja koI dahADo ya joyo nathI. aNasamajaNane laIne A badhuM che. buddhinI jo samajaNa hoya ne, to ya bahu thaI gayuM ! buddhi jo vikAsa pAmelI hoya, samajaNavALI karelI hoya to koI kazuM jhaghaDo thAya evuM ja nathI. have jhaghaDo karavAthI kaMI kapa-rakAbI AkhA thaI jAya che ? khAlI saMtoSa le eTaluM ja ne ? ne UlaTo kakaLATa thAya e pAcho judo, manamAM kleza thaI jAya te judo. eTale A vepAramAM to eka to pyAlA gayA te khoTa, bIjuM A kleza thAya te khoTa ne trIjuM nokara joDe vera baMdhAyuM te khoTa !!! nokara vera bAMdhe ke 'huM garIba', tethI A mane atyAre AvuM kahe che ne ! paNa e vera kaMI choDe nahIM ane bhagavAne ya

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krodha kahyuM che ke vera koInI joDe bAMdhazo nahIM. vakhate prema baMdhAya to bAMdhajo, paNa vera bAMdhazo nahIM. kAraNa ke prema baMdhAze to te prema enI meLe ja verane khodI nAkhaze. premanI kabara to verane khodI nAkhe evI che, paNa veranI kabara koNa khode ? verathI to vera vadhyA ja kare, evuM niraMtara vadhyA ja kare. verane laIne to A rajhaLapATa che badhI ! A manuSyo zenAM rajhaLe che ? zuM tIrthaMkaro bhegA nathI thayAM ? tyAre kahe, 'tIrthakaro to bhegA thayA, temanuM sAMbhaLyuM - karyuM, dezanA ya sAMbhaLI; paNa kazuM vaLyuM nahIM.' zenI zenI aDacaNo Ave che, kyAM kyAM vAMdhA Ave che, te vAMdhA bhAMgI nAkhIe ne ! vAMdhA paDe che, e TUMkI draSTi che. to 'jJAnI puruSa' laoNga sAiTa ApI de, e loMga sAiTanA AdhAre badhuM "jema che tema' dekhAya !! bALako para gusso thAya tyAre.. praznakartA : A gharanAM chokarAo upara krodha thAya che to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : aNasamajaNathI krodha thAya che. ene ApaNe pUchIe ke tane bahu majA AvI hatI ? tyAre kahe, mane bahu kharAba lAgyuM mahIM, mahIM bahu duHkha thatuM hatuM. ene duHkha thAya, ApaNane duHkha thAya ! chokarA upara ciDAvavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahI pachI ? ane ciDAvAthI sudharatA hoya, to ciDAvuM. rijhalTa sAruM AvatuM hoya, to ciDAyelA kAmanuM, rijhalTa ja nA sAruM AvatuM hoya to ciDAvavAno zo artha che ! krodha karavAthI phAyado thato hoya to karaje ane phAyado nA thato hoya to krodha vagara ema ne ema calAvI leje ne ! praznakartA ApaNe krodha nA karIe to e ApaNe sAMbhaLe ja nahIM, khAya ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : krodha karyA pachIe kyAM sAMbhaLe che ! vItarAgotI jhINavaTa to juo ! chatAM ApaNAM loka zuM kaheze ke A bApa enA chokarAM upara eTalo krodhita thaI gayo che ne, eTale A bApa nAlAyaka mANasa che ane kudaratane tyAM Ano zuM nyAya thato haze ? A bApAne bhAga puNya bAMdho. krodha kare che to ya purvemAM gaNAya ? hA, kAraNa ke chokarAnAM hitane mATe potAnI jAta para saMgharSaNa vahore che ne ! chokarAnA sukhane mATe pote saMgharSaNa vahoryuM mATe puNya bAMdho ! bAkI, dareka prakAranAM krodha pApa ja bAMdhe, paNa A ekalo ja chokarAMnA ke ziSyanA sukhane mATe je krodha karo e tamAruM saLagAvIne enA sukhane mATe karo cho, to enuM puNya baMdhAya. chatAM ahIM to loka ene apajaza ja ApyA kare ! paNa Izvarane ghera sAco kAyado che ke nahIM ?! potAnA chokarA upara, choDI upara krodha kare che ne, paNa emAM hiMsakabhAva nA hoya, bIje badhe hiMsakabhAva hoya. chatAM emAM tAMto rahyA kare, kAraNa ke e choDIne jue ke mahIM pharI kakaLATa thayA kare. have krodhamAM hiMsakabhAva ne tAMto, e be nA hoya to mokSa thAya. ane ekalo hiMsakabhAva nathI, tAMto che to ya puNya baMdhAya che. kevI jhINavaTathI bhagavAne khoLI kADhyuM che ne ! krodha kare chatAM bAMdhe puNya ! bhagavAne kahyuM che ke pArakAne mATe krodha kare che, paramArtha hetu mATe krodha kare che, enuM phaLa purve maLe che. have A kramikamArgamAM to ziSyo bhaDakyA ja kare ke hamaNAM kazuM kaheze, hamaNAM kazuM kaheze' ne pelAM ya Akho dahADo savAranA pahorathI akaLAyelAM ne akaLAyelo ja beThA hoya. te TheTha dasamA guMThANA sudhI Ano Aja veSa ! te AMkha lAla kare, te mahIM lhAya baLe ! A vedanA, keTalI badhI vedavI paDatI haze ? tyAre kyAMthI pahoMcAya ? eTale mokSa javuM e kaMI ema ne ema lADavA khAvAno khela che !! A to koIka phero akrama vijJAna pAme che ! krodha eTale eka prakAranuM signala ! jagatanAM loko zuM kahe ke A bhAIe AnI upara krodha karyo, mATe

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19 20 e gunegAra che ane eNe pApa bAMdhyuM. bhagavAna evuM nathI kahetAM. bhagavAna kahe che ke "chokarA upara krodha nA karyo, mATe eno bApa gunegAra che. mATe ene so rUpiyAno daMDa karo." tyAre kahe, 'krodha karavo e sAruM ?" tyAre kahe che, "nA, paNa atyAre enI jarUra hatI. jo ahIM krodha nA karyo hota to chokaro UMdhe raste jAta. eTale krodha e eka jAtanuM lAla signala che, bIjuM kazuM nathI. te AMkha nA kADhI hotane, jo krodha nA karyo hotane, to chokaro avaLe raste cAlyo jAta. eTale bhagavAna to chokarAnI pAchaLa bApa krodha kare che to ya ene so rUpiyA InAma Ape che. krodha e to lAla jhaMDo che, e ja pablikane khabara nathI ane keTalAM pramANamAM lAla jhaMDo Ubho rAkhavo. keTalo TAIma Ubho rAkhavo e samajavAnI jarUra che. hamaNAM mela jato hoya, te aDhI kalAka lAla jhaMDo laIne vagara kAraNe Ubho rahe to zuM thAya ? eTale lAla signalanI jarUra che. paNa keTalo TAIma rAkhavo e samajavAnI jarUra che. ThaMDo e lIluM signala che. raudradhyAta pariName dharmadhyAnamAM ! chokarAM joDe krodha kare paNa tamAro aMdara bhAva zuM che ke Ama na thavuM joIe. tamAro aMdara bhAva zuM che ? praznakartA : Ama na thavuM joIe. dAdAzrI : eTale A raudradhyAna hatuM, te dharmadhyAnamAM pariNAma pAmyuM. krodha thayo chatAM ya pariNAma pAmyuM dharmadhyAna. praznakartA : Ama nA thavuM joIe, e bhAva Ubho che mATe. dAdAzrI : hiMsaka bhAva nathI enI pAchaLa. hiMsaka bhAva vagara krodha krodha hoya ja nahIM paNa keTalIka krodhanI amuka eka dazA che ke je potAno chokaro, potAno mitra, potAnI vAIpha tyAM krodha kare, enuM puNya baMdhAya che. kAraNa evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke krodha karavAmAM eno hetu zo che ? praznakartA : prazasta krodha. dAdAzrI : pelo aprazasta krodha, te mATho gaNAya. eTale A krodhamAM ya ATalo bheda paDyo che. bIjuM, paisA mATe chokarAne DaphaLAvIe ke tuM dhaMdhA upara barAbara dhyAna Apato nathI, te krodha judo. chokarAne sudhAravA mATe, corI karato hoya, bIjuM (ADuM) karato hoya, te mATe ApaNe chokarAne vaDhIe, krodha karIe tene bhagavAne enuM phaLa puNya kahyuM. bhagavAna kevA DAhyA ! miyAMbhAI krodha TALe Ama ! praznakartA: ApaNe krodha zenI upara karIe, khAsa to ophisamAM sekreTarI upara krodha nA karIe ane hospiTalamAM narsa upara nA karIe paNa gharamAM vAIphanI upara ApaNe krodha karIe. dAdAzrI : eTalAM mATe to badhA so jaNA beThA hoya ne, jyAre sAMbhaLatA hoya che, tyAre badhAne kahuM chuM ke tyAM AgaLa bosa TeDakAvato hoya, bIjo agara to kaMI vaDhato hoya, e badhAno krodha e gharamAM ahIM vAIpha para kADhe che loko. eTale mAre kahevuM paDe che ke alyA mUA bairIne zuM karavA vaDho cho bicArIne ! vagara kAmanA bairIne vaDho cho ! bahAra koI TeDakAve to ene bAjhIne, ahIM zuM karavA bAjho cho bicArIne ! te eka miyAMbhAI hatA. te oLakhANavALa hatA. te mane haMmezAM kahe che, sAheba mAre tyAM eka phero Avajone ! kaDiyA kAma karato hato. te eka phero tyAMthI jato hato tyAre bhego thayo to kahe che, heMDo mAre tyAM jarAka. to tyAM ene ghera gayA. tyAre meM kahyuM, alyA, be rUmomAM tane phAve

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che, baLyuM ! to e kahe che, huM to kaDiyo kahevAuM ne ! A to amArA vakhatanA sArA jamAnAnI vAta karuM chuM, atyAre to eka rUmamAM rahevuM paDe paNa sArA jamAnAmAM paNa be rUma bicArAne hatI ! pachI meM kahyuM, alyA, A bIbI pajavatI nathI ke tane ? tyAre kahe che. bIbIne to krodha thaI jAya paNa huM krodha nA karuM. meM kahyuM, kema ema ? tyAre kahe che, to to pachI e krodha kare ane huM ya krodha karuM, pachI A be rUmomAM e kyAM suI jAya ne huM kyAM sUI jauM ?! e avaLI pharIne sUI jAya, huM avaLo pharIne suI jauM, emAM to savAramAM cA ya sArI nA maLe mane to. e ja mane sukha ApanArI che, ene lIdhe sukha che mAruM ! meM kahyuM, bIbI koI vakhata krodha kare to ? tyAre kahe, ene manAvI lauM. yAra jAne de ne ! merI hAlata maiM jAnatA huM, ema tema karIne manAvI lauM. paNa ene khuza rAkhuM. bahAra mArIne AvuM paNa gharamAM nA mAruM. te ApaNA loko bahAra mAra khaIne Ave ne gharamAM mAre. A to Akho dahADo krodha kare. gAyo-bheMso sArI, krodha nathI karatI. kaMI zAMtimAM jIvana to hovuM joIe ne ! nabaLAIvALuM nA hovuM joIe. A krodha vAre ghaDIe thaI jAya che ! tame gADImAM AvyA ne ? te gADI Akhe raste krodha kare to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : to avAya ja nahIM ahIMyA. dAdAzrI : tyAre A tame krodha karo to zI rIte enI gADI cAlatI haze ? tuM krodha to nathI karatI ? praznakartA: ko'ka vAra thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : ane jo beunuM thAya to pachI rahyuM ja zuM ? praznakartA: pati-patnI vacce thoDo krodha to hovo ja joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. evo kaMI kAyado nathI. pati-patnImAM to bahu zAMti rahevI joIe. A du:kha thAya e pati-patnI ja na hoya. sAcI 22 krodha phrenDazIpamAM du:kha thatuM nathI. to A to moTAmAM moTI phrenDazIpa kahevAya !! ahIM krodha nA thAya, A to lokoe ThokI besADeluM, potAne thAya eTale ThokI besADeluM, kAyado Avo ja che, kaheze ! pati-patnImAM to bilakula duHkha nA thavuM joIe, bIje badhe thAya. dhAryAto dhoko ! praznakartA : gharamAM ke bahAra phrenDasamAM badhe darekanA mata judA judA hoya ane emAM ApaNA dhAryA pramANe nA thAya, to pachI ApaNane krodha kema Ave ? tyAre zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : badhA mANasa potAnA dhAryA pramANe karavA jAya, to zuM thAya ? Avo vicAra ja kema Ave te ? tarata ja vicAra Avavo joIe ke badhAya jo enA dhAryA pramANe karavA jaze to ahIM AgaLa vAsaNo toDI nAkhaze sAmasAmI ane khAvAnuM nahIM rahe. mATe dhAryA pramANe koI dA'Do karavuM nahIM. dhAravuM ja nahIM, eTale khoTuM paDe ja nahIM. jene garaja hoya te dhAraze, evuM rAkhavuM. praznakartA: ApaNe game eTalA zAMta rahIe paNa puruSo krodha kare to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e krodha kare ne vaDhavaDhA karavI hoya to ApaNe ya krodha karavo, nahIM to baMdha karavuM. philma baMdha karavI hoya to ThaMDuM paDI javuM. philma baMdha nA karavI hoya to AkhI rAta cAlavA devI, koNa nA pADe che ? game che kharI, philma ? praznakartA: nA, philma nathI gamatI. dAdAzrI : krodha karIne zuM karavAnuM ? e mANasa pote krodha karato nathI, A to mikenikala eDajasTamenTa krodha kare che. tethI potAne pachI manamAM pastAvo thAya ke A krodha nA karyo hota to sAro.

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24 bhaMDAya ja nahIM A to. A to eka jAtanI pAzavatA che. anDaraDevalapsa pIpalsa, pAzavatA eka jAtanI, anakalyuM ! pratikramaNa e ja sAco mokSamArga ! praznakartA : ene ThaMDA pADavAno upAya zuM ? dAdAzrI : e vaLI mazIna garama thayuM hoya, ene ThaMDuM pADavuM hoya to enI meLe thoDI vAra rahevA de, eTale mazIna TATuM paDI jAya ane hAtha aDADIe ane godA mArIe to dajhAI marIe ApaNe. praznakartA: mane ne mArA hasabaMDane, krodha ne caDasAcaDasI thaI jAya che, jIbhAjoDI ne e badhuM. to zuM karavuM mAre ? dAdAzrI : te krodha tuM kare che ke e ? krodha koNa kare che ? praznakartA : e pachI mArAthI paNa thaI jAya che. dAdAzrI : to ApaNe mahIM ja potAne Thapako ApavAno, 'kema tuM AvuM kare che? karelA te bhogavavA ja paDe ne !' paNa A pratikramaNa kare to badhAM doSa khalAsa thAya. nahIM to ApaNA ja godA mArelA, te ApaNe pAchAM bhogavavA paDe. paNa pratikramaNa karavAthI jarA TADhuM paDI jAya. A to eka jAtanI pAzavatA ! praznakartA H ApaNAthI krodha thaI jAya ne gALa bolAI jAya, to kevI rIte sudhAravuM ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne ke A je krodha kare che, gALa bole che, e kaMTrola nathI potAnI jAta upara eTale A badhuM thAya che. kaMTrola rAkhavA mATe pahelA kaMIka samajavuM joIe. ko'ka krodha kare ApaNI upara, to ApaNane sahana thAya che ke nahIM, e jovuM joIe. pote krodha karIe, te pahelAM ApaNI upara koI kare evuM, to ApaNane sahana thAya, game ke nA game ? ApaNane jeTaluM game eTaluM ja bIjA joDe vartana karavuM. e tane gALa bhAMDe ane tane vAMdho nA Avato hoya, DIprezana nA AvatuM hoya to tamAre karavAnuM, nahIM to baMdha ja karI devAnuM. gALo pahelA to dayA rAkho. zAMti rAkho, samatA rAkho. kSamA rAkho. evo upadeza zIkhavADe. tyAre A loka zuM kahe che, "alyA, mane krodha AvyA kare che ne tuM kahe che ke kSamA rAkho, paNa te mAre kaI rIte kSamA rAkhavI ?" eTale Amane upadeza kevI rIte ApavAno hoya ke tamane krodha Ave to tame AvI rIte, manamAM pastAvo lejo ke mArAmAM zI nabaLAI che ke mArAthI Avo krodha thaI jAya che. te khoTuM thaI gayuM mArAthI, evo pastAvo lejo ane mAthe koI guru hoya to emanI helpa lejo ane pharI evI nabaLAI utpanna nA thAya evo nizcaya karajo. tame have krodhano bacAva nA karo, uparathI tenuM pratikramaNa karo. eTale divasamAM keTalAM atikramaNa thAya che ane konI sAthe thayAM, enI noMdha karI rAkha ane te ghaDIe pratikramaNa karI le. pratikramaNamAM zuM karavuM paDe ApaNe ? tamane krodha thayo ane sAmAM mANasane duHkha thayuM to enA AtmAne saMbhArIne enI kSamA mAgI levAnI. eTale A thayuM tenI kSamA mAgI le. pharI nahIM karuM enI pratijJA le. ane AlocanA eTale zuM ke amArI pAse doSa jAhera kare ke mAro A doSa thaI gayo che. matamAM ya mAphI mAMgo ! praznakartA : dAdA, pazcAttApa ke pratikramaNa karIe to ghaNIvAra evuM hoya ke koI bhUla thaI gaI, koInI para krodha thaI gayo, to aMdarathI to baLatarA thAya ke A khoTuM thaI gayuM. paNa pelAnI sAme mAphI mAMgavAnI hiMmata nA hoya.

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krodha krodha 25 dAdAzrI : evI mAphI mAMgavI ya nahIM. nahIM to e to pAchAM durupayoga kare. 'hA, have ThekANe AvI ke ?" evuM che A. nobala jAta nathI. A mAphI mAMgavA jevA mANaso na hoya. eTale aMdara ja mAphI mAMgI levI. enA zuddhAtmAne saMbhArIne ! te hajAromAM daseka jaNa evAM hoya ke mAphI mAgatAM pahelAM e namI jAya vadhAre. rokaDAM pariNAma dilathI pratikramaNatAM ! praznakartA : koInI para khUba krodha thayo, pachI bolIne baMdha thaI gayA, pachI A bolyA ene lIdhe jIva vadhAre baLabaLa thAya to emAM ekathI vadhAre pratikramaNa karavAM paDe ? dAdAzrI : e be-traNa vakhata sArA dilathI karIe ne ekadama cokkasa rIte thaI gayuM eTale patI gayuM. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! jabarajasta krodha thayo. sAmAne keTaluM duHkha thayuM ! enI mAphI mAguM chuM, ApanI rUbarUmAM khUba mAphI mAguM chuM.' guno paNa maDadAla ! praznakartA: atikramaNathI je uzkerATa hoya ne e pratikramaNathI TADho paDI jAya che. dAdAzrI : hA. TADho paDI jAya. pratikramaNa to 'cIkaNI phAIla" hoya, temAM to pAMca-pAMca hajAra pratikramaNa karavAM paDe tyAre TADhuM paDe. gusso bahAra nA paDyo ne akaLAmaNa thaI hoya to ya ApaNe enA pratye pratikramaNa nA karIene to eTalo DAgha ApaNane rahyA kare. pratikramaNa karIe eTale cokhkhuM thaI jAya. atikramaNa karyuM eTale pratikramaNa karo. praznakartA koInI joDe krodha thaI gayA pachI, khyAlamAM Ave ane enI ApaNe mAphI mAgI laIe tenI te ja miniTe to e zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : atyAre jJAna lIdhA pachI krodha thaI jAya ne ane pachI mAphI mAMgI le, to kazo vAMdho nahIM. thaI gayuM chUTuM ! ane mAphI Ama rUbarU nA maMgAya. evuM hoya to aMdarathI mAMgI le, to thaI gayuM. praznakartA: rUbarUmAM badhAnI vacce ? dAdAzrI : vAMdho nahIM, evuM nA mAMge koI ane ema ne ema mahIM karI le to ya cAle. kAraNa ke A guno jIvato nathI, A 'DiscArja) che. 'DiscArja' guno eTale jIvato guno na hoya A ! eTale eTaluM badhuM kharAba phaLa nA Ape ! pratiSThAthI khaDAM kaSAyo ! A badhuM tame calAvatA nathI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kaSAyo calAve che. kaSAyonuM ja rAja che ! 'pote koNa che" enuM bhAna thAya tyAre kaSAyo jAya. krodha thAya tyAre pastAvo thAya, paNa bhagavAne kaheluM pratikramaNa AvaDe nahIM to zuM vaLe ? pratikramaNa AvaDe to chUTakAro thAya. eTale A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI sRSTi kyAM sudhI UbhI rahI che ? "huM caMdulAla chuM ane Ama ja chuM' ema nakkI che tyAM sudhI UbhI raheze. ApaNI pratiSThA jyAM sudhI karelI che ke 'huM caMdulAla chuM, A lokoe pratiSThA karI ApaNI ane ApaNe e mAnI lIdhI ke "huM caMdulAla chuM', te tyAM sudhI A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha rahyA che mahIM. potAnI pratiSThA kyAre jAya ke "zuddhAtmA chuM bhAna thAya tyAre." eTale potAnA nijasvarUpamAM Ave tyAre pratiSThA tUTI gaI, tyAre krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha jAya, nahIM to jAya nahIM. nahIM to mAra mAra kare to ya nA jAya ne e to vadhyA kare ulTo. ekane mAre tyAre bIjo vadhe. ne bIjAne mAre tyAre trIjo vadhe. krodha dUbaLo tyAM mAta tagaDo ! eka mahArAja kahe che, meM krodhane dabAya dabAya karIne nirmULa karI

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27 krodha nAkhyo. meM kahyuM, teno A mAna nAmano pADo vadhAre Ubho thayo. mAna jADo thayA kare. kAraNa ke mAyAnA putro mare evAM nathI. eno upAya karo to jAya evAM che. nahIM to jAya evAM nathI. e mAyAnAM chokarAo che. pelo mAna nAmano pADo ATalo jADo thayo, meM krodhane dabAvI dIdho, meM krodhane dabAvI dIdho. e pAcho jADo thayo. enAM karatAM cAre sarakhA hatAM te sAruM hatuM. krodha te mAyA che rakSako ! krodha ane mAyA e to rakSaka che. e to lobha ane mAnanA rakSako che. lobhano kharekhara rakSaka mAyA ane mAnanuM kharekhara rakSaka krodha. chatAMya mAnane mATe pAchI mAyA thoDI ghaNI vaparAya, kapaTa kare. kapaTa karIne ya mAna meLavI le, evuM karatA haze loko ? ane krodha karIne lobha karI le. lobhIyo krodhI hoya nahIM ane e krodha kare tyAre jANavuM ke Ane kaMI lobhamAM kaMI aDacaNa AvI che, te mUo krodha kare che. bAkI, lobhIyA to ulTo ene gALo bhAMDene, te kahe che, ApaNane rUpiyo maLI gayo, chone bUmAbUma karato kaheze. lobhIyA evAM hoya, kAraNa ke kapaTa badhuM rakSaNa kare ja ne ! kapaTa eTale mAyA ane krodha e rakSaka che badhA. krodha to potAnA mAnane harakata Ave tyAre krodha karI le. potAnuM mAna ghavAtuM hoya. krodha bhoLo che. bhoLo pahelo nAza thAya che. krodha e to dArUgoLo che ne dArUgoLo hoya tyAM lazkara laDe ja. krodha gayo eTale lazkara laDe ja zuM kAma ? pachI to aliyA-saliyA badhA bhAgI javAnA. koI Ubho nahIM rahevAnuM. phUTe tyAre jhALa lAge. ane ahIM badho dArU pUro thaI jAya eTale enI meLe koThI zAMta thaI jAya. tevuM ja krodhanuM che. krodha e ugra paramANuo che, te jyAre 'vyavasthita'nA niyamanA hisAbe phUTe tyAre badhethI baLe. ame ugratA rahe tene krodha nathI kahetA, krodhamAM tAMto rahe te ja krodha kahevAya. krodha to kyAre kahevAya ke mahIM baLatarA thAya. baLatarA thAya eTale jhALa lAgyA kare ane bIjAne paNa tenI asara lAge. te kaDhApA rUpe kahevAya ane ajaMpA rUpe aMdara ja ekalo baLyA kare, paNa tAMto to banneya rUpamAM rahe. jyAre ugratA judI vastu che. dhumAvuM, sahana karavuM e ya krodha ! krodhanI vANI nA nIkaLe eTale sAmAne nA vAge. moDhe bolI nAkhe te ekalo ja krodha kahevAya che evuM nahIM paNa mahIM dhumAya te ya krodha che. A sahana karavuM e to Dabala krodha che. sahana karavuM eTale dabAva dabAva karavuM te, e to eka dahADo 'sprIMga' UchaLe tyAre khabara paDe. sahana zA mATe karavAnuM ? Ano to jJAnathI ukela lAvI nAkhavAno. krodhamAM moTI hiMsA ! buddhi Imozanala hoya, jJAna mozanamAM hoya. A jema pelI Trena mozanamAM cAle che, te jo Imozanala thAya to ? praznakartA H eksiDanTa thAya. dAdAzrI : Ama Ama karatI karatI cAle to eksiDanTa thAya. to evI rIte A mANasa Imozanala thAya ne, to keTalAMya jIvo mahIM marI jAya che. krodha thayo ke keTalAMya nAnA nAnA jIvo marIne khalAsa thaI jAya ane pote pAcho kahe che, huM to ahiMsA dharma pALuM chuM, jIva mAravAnI hiMsA to karato ja nathI. paNa alyA, krodhathI naryA jIvaDAM ja mAruM chuM, ImozanalapaNAmAM ! krodhanuM svarUpa ! krodha e ugra paramANuo che. koThInI mahIM dArU bharelo hoya, te

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u0 krodhane jItAya Ama.. dravya eTale bahArano vyavahAra, e palaTe nahIM paNa bhAva palaTe eTale bahu thaI gayuM. e kahe che, krodha baMdha karavo che. AjathI krodha baMdha nA thAya. krodhane to oLakhavo paDe, krodha zuM che ? zAthI utpanna thAya che ? eno janma zA AdhAre thAya che ? ema ne ema krodha baMdha karavo hoya to zI rIte thAya ? enI mA koNa ? bApa koNa ? zI rIte janma thAya che ? davAkhAnuM kayuM ? meTarnITI vorDa kyo ? badhuM tapAsa karyA pachI krodhane oLakhAya. chUTelo choDAve ! tamAre kADhavuM che badhuM? zuM zuM kADhavuM che kaho ? lIsTa karIne mane Apo. e badhuM kADhI ApIe. tame krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhathI baMdhAyelA cho ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhato khorAka ! keTalAMka mANaso jAgRta hoya che, te bole che kharAM ke A krodha thAya che e gamatuM nathI. gamatuM nathI chatAM karavo paDe che. ane keTalAMka to krodha kare che ne kahe, 'krodha nA kare to cAle ja nahIM mAruM gADuM, mAruM gADuM baMdha thaI jAya." evuM ya kahe. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha niraMtara potAnuM ja corI khAya che, paNa lokone samajAtuM nathI. A cAreya ne jo traNa varasa bhUkhyAM rAkho to te bhAgI jAya. paNa te ja khorAkathI jIvI rahyAM che te kayo khorAka ? te jo jANo nahIM to te zI rIte bhUkhyAM mare ? tenI samajaNa nahIM hovAthI temane khorAka maLe ja jAya che. e jIve che zI rIte ? ne ya pAchAM anAdikALathI jIve che ! mATe teno khorAka baMdha karI do. Avo vicAra to koIne ya nathI Avato ne badhA mArIThokIne temane kADhavA mathe che. e cAra to ema jAya tevAM nathI. e to AtmA bahAra nIkaLe eTale mahIM badhuM ja vALIjhUDIne sApha karIne pachI nIkaLe. temane hiMsaka mAra nA joIe. temane to ahiMsaka mAra joIe. AcArya ziSyane kyAre TaiDakAve ? krodha thAya tyAre. te vakhate koI kahe, "mahArAja Ane zuM kAma TaiDakAvo cho ?" tyAre mahArAja kahe, 'tene to TaiDakAvavA jevo ja che.' basa khalAsa, A bolyA te krodhano khorAka. karelA krodhanuM rakSaNa kare te ja teno khorAka. A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane traNa varSa sudhI jo khorAka nA maLe to enI meLe ja pachI bhAgI jAya, ApaNe kahevuM ja nA paDe. kAraNa ke dareka vastu potapotAnA khorAkathI jIvatA rahyA che ane A jagatanA loko zuM kare che ? dararoja A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane khorAka ApyA kare che, roja jamADe che ane pachI e tagaDA thaIne pharyA kare che. chokarAMne mAre, khUba krodhe thaIne mAre, pachI bAI kaheze, "AvuM praznakartA : ekadama. dAdAzrI : eTale baMdhAyelo mANasa potAnI jAte zI rIte chUTo thAya ?! Ama cogaradama hAtha-paga badhuM baMdhAyeluM hoya sajajaDa te zI rIte chUTo thAya pote ? praznakartA : ene koIno sahAro levo joIe ? dAdAzrI : baMdhAyelAnI helpa levI joIe ? praznakartA : svataMtra hoya, enI helpa levI joIe. dAdAzrI : ApaNe koIne pUchIe ke bhaI, koI cho ahIM chUTA ? mukta cho ? to amane A helpa karo. eTale mukta thayelo hoya te karI Ape. bAkI, bIjuM koI na karI Ape.

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krodha 31 zuM karavA chokarAne bicArAne mAryo ?" tyAre kaheze, 'tuM nA samaje, mAravA jevo ja che" eTale krodha samajI jAya ke, "ohoho, mAro khorAka Apyo !' bhUla to nathI jANato, paNa haju mAravA jevo che, evo abhiprAya Apyo che, mATe A mane khorAka Ape che.' Ane khorAka Apyo kahevAya. ApaNe krodhane enkareja karIe, krodhane sAro gaNIe. e ene khorAka Apyo kahevAya. krodhane 'krodha kharAba che' evuM jANIe to ene khorAka na Apyo kahevAya. krodhanuM uparANuM kheMcyuM, eno pakSa lIdho to ene khorAka maLI gayo. te khorAkathI to jIvI rahyA che. loka to eno pakSa le ne ?! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha koI cIjane ame rakSaNa nathI karI. krodha thaI gayo haze tyAre ko'ka kaheze ke "A krodha kema karo cho ?" tyAre huM kahI dauM ke 'A krodha e bahu khoTI vastu che. mArI nirbaLatAne laIne thaI gayo A." eTale ame rakSaNa nathI karyuM. loko rakSaNa kare. A sAdhu chIMkaNI suMghatA hoyane, te ApaNe kahIe sAheba, tamArA jevA chIkaNI suMghe che ?! tyAre e kahe, chIkaNIno vAMdho nahIM. te vadhyuM. - A cAreya krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che, emAM eka pharsTa membarano prema hoya, bIjo enAthI ocho hoya ema.... jenuM uparANuM bahu, enI priyatA vadhAre. sthULakarma H sUkSmakarma ! sthULakarma eTale zuM te samajAvuM. tane ekadama krodha Avyo. tAre krodha nathI lAvavo chatAM e Ave, evuM bane ke nA bane ? praznakartA : bane. dAdAzrI : e krodha Avyo te enuM phaLa ahIMnuM ahIM tarata maLI jAya. loko kahe ke, "javA do ne ene, e to che ja bahu krodhI." koi vaLI ene sAmI dhola paNa mArI che. eTale apajazanuM ke bIjI rIte ene ahIMnuM phaLa maLI jAya. eTale krodha thavo e sthULakarma che. ane krodha Avyo tenI mahIM Ajano tAro bhAva zuM che ke 'krodha karavo ja joIe.' to te AvatA bhavano pharI krodhano hisAba che. tAro Ajano bhAva che ke krodha nA karavo joie, tArA manamAM nakkI hoya ke krodha nathI ja karavo. chatAM paNa thai jAya che to tane AvatA bhava mATe baMdhana nA rahyuM. A sthaLakarmamAM tane krodha thayo to teno tAre A bhavamAM mAra khAvo paDaze. tema chatAM paNa tane AvatAM bhavanuM baMdhana nahIM thAya. kAraNake sUkSmakarmamAM tAro nizcaya che ke krodha nA ja karavo joie. ane have koi mANasa koinI upara krodha nathI karato, chatAM manamAM kaheze ke, 'A lokonI upara krodha karIe to ja e sIdhA thAya evA che' te AnAthI AvatA bhave e pAcho krodhavALo thai jAya ! eTale bahAra je krodha thAya che te sthaLakarma che ne te vakhate mahIM je bhAva thAya che te sUkSmakarma che. sthULakarmanuM bilakula baMdhana nathI, jo A samajo to. tethI A 'sAyansa' meM navI rIte mUkyuM che. atyAra sudhI sthULakarmathI baMdhana che evuM jagatane ThasAvI dIdhuM che, ane tethI loko bhaDaka bhaDaka thAya che. bhedajJAtathI chUTe kaSAyo. praznakartA : cAra kaSAyone jItavA mATe koI prAthamika bhUmikA taiyAra karavI jarUrI che ? ane jarUrI hoya to te mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne jo A cAra krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jatAM rahe to e bhagavAna thaI gayo. bhagavAne to zuM kahyuM che ke tAro krodha evo che ke tArA sagA mAmA joDe tuM krodha karuM chuM to enuM mana tArAthI juduM paDI jAya che, AkhI jIMdagI ja juduM paDI jAya che, to tAro krodha khoTo che. e manane juduM pADI de agara to varasa be varasa sudhI judu pADI de. manane brekaDAuna karI nAkhe. e chellAmAM chello yujhalesa krodha kahyo. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha

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krodha kahyo ene ane lobhe ya evo, pachI mAna e badhA evA bahu kaThaNa hoya, e jAya tyAra pachI mANasane rAge paDe, guMThANAmAM Ave, nahIM to guThANAmAM paNa nA Ave ! ATalAM cAra anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo jAya to ya bahu thaI gayuM. have e javA mATe, jina pAsethI sAMbhaLe to e jAya. jina eTale AtmajJAnI, te koI paNa dharmano AtmajJAnI hoya, te vedAntamAMthI UbhA thayelAM hoya ke jainamAMthI thayA hoya paNa te AtmajJAnI hovA joIe. to enI pAse sAMbhaLe to zrAvaka thAya. ne zrAvaka thAya eTale enAM anaMtAnubaMdhI jAya. pachI to enI meLe ja kSayapakSama thayA kare che. have bIjo upAya e che ke ame ene bhedajJAna karI ApIe chIe. tyAre badhAM kaSAya jatAM rahe che, khalAsa thaI jAya che, e A kALanuM Azcarya che. tethI akrama vijJAna kahyuM ne ! - jya saccidAnaMda