Jinsutra Lecture 10 Zindagi Nam Hai Ravani Ka

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
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dasavAM pravacana jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA '

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prazna-sAra loga Apako dharma-bhraSTa karanevAlA kahate haiM, virodha karate haiN| unake sAtha kaise jIyA jAe? jo kucha mujhe milA hai, vaha kama nahIMphira bhI Akhira kyA pAkara mujhe saMtoSa hogA? ENTS Ma kAgA saba tana khAiyo, cuna-cuna khAiyo maaNs| do nainA nahiM khAiyo, piyA milana kI aas|| Apa na jAno gurudeva mere, maiM tumheM pukArA karatI huuN| eka bAra hRdaya meM cheda karo, vaha kSaNa maiM nihArA karatI huuN|| Ban :

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pahalA prazna : mere gharavAle tathA dUsare bhI Apako svayaM se AtA hai| dharma ko bhraSTa karane vAlA kahate haiN| lekina merA nizcita hI, zAstra bhI kabhI svayaM se Aye the| lekina vaha mana kahatA hai: ghaTanA ghaTe bahuta dera ho gii| usa ghaTanA para bahuta rAkha jama gaI paravaradigAra Alama terA hI hai sahArA samaya kii| usa ghaTanA para bahuta vyAkhyAoM kI parte jama giiN| tere binA jahAM meM koI nahIM hmaaraa| jaba kRSNa ne bolA thA to unhoMne to aMtasthala se bolA thaa| kiMtu yaha to merA mata huaa| rahanA to una logoM ke sAtha hai jo lekina gItA para to bahuta dhUla jama gii| gItA ke to bahuta artha Apake virodha meM haiN| ataH kRpApUrvaka batAeM ki kaise apane ho ge| itane artha ho gae ki anartha ho gyaa| satya kI rakSA karUM? isalie jinhoMne zAstra meM dharma ko jAnA hai, unheM to lagegA, maiM naSTa karatA huuN| kyoMki maiM kahatA haM, zAstra se mukta ho jaao| pahalI bAta, gharavAle ThIka hI kahate haiN| unase nArAja mata merI gItA meM utsukatA nahIM, kRSNa ke caitanya meM utsukatA hai| honaa| jise ve dharma kahate haiM, use nizcita hI maiM bhraSTa karatA huuN| gItA to usa caitanya se nikalA huA ucchiSTha hai| agara honA hI unakI bAta meM kucha bhUla nahIM hai| unakI bAta sIdhI-sApha hai| hai kucha to kRSNa hI ho jaao| lekina kRSNa hone ke lie to mere aura unake dharma kI paribhASA alaga hai| agara tumhArI bhI bhItara jAnA pdd'e| kRSNa hone ke lie to jIvana dAMva para lagAnA paribhASA unake dharma kI paribhASA se alaga ho jAye, to tuma pdd'e| kRSNa hone ke lie to maranA par3e, to hI punarjanma ho, to hI nArAja na hooge, tuma parezAna bhI na hooge| tumhArI parezAnI nayA jIvana ho| vaha to saudA mahaMgA hai| yaha hai ki tumhArI bhI dharma kI paribhASA vahI hai jo unakI paribhASA loga sastA dharma cAhate haiN| ve cAhate haiM, binA kucha kie mila hai| isalie unakI bAta coTa karatI hai, unakI bAta se pIr3A hotI jAe; binA kucha kie dhArmika hone kA sukha milane lage; binA hai| tuma siddha karanA cAhate ho ki maiM dharma ko naSTa nahIM krtaa| kucha kie ahaMkAra para dharma bhI AbhUSaNa kI taraha sajAvaTa de, tuma siddha karanA cAhate ho ki maiM to dharma ko, dharma-cakra ko zaMgAra de| pravartita karatA hai| lekina dharma ke saMbaMdha meM tumhArI bhUla hai| maiM jo dharma kI bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha tumheM jalAegA, galAegA unhoMne jo dharma jAnA hai, vaha hai paraMparA kA dhrm| maiM paraMparA ke | mittaaegaa| yaha sirpha thor3e se logoM ke lie ho sakatA hai| viparIta huuN| kyoMki maiMne jo dharma jAnA hai, vaha hai nitanUtana, bhIr3a sadA hI zAstra ko maanegii| kyoMki bhIr3a itanI himmatavara pratikSaNa nayA, zAzvata, lekina phira bhI nitnuutn| unhoMne jo bhI nahIM hai ki kaha de ki hama adhArmika haiM, kaha de ki hama dharma jAnA hai, vaha zAstra se AtA hai| maiMne jo dharma jAnA hai, vaha nAstika haiN| aura itanI himmatavara bhI nahIM hai ki satya ko svayaM 207

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jina sUtra bhAga khojane kI yAtrA para nikle| bhIr3a samajhautAvAdI hai| bhIr3a jaba loga virodha karate haiM to virodha meM unakA rasa nahIM hai, kahatI hai, hama dhArmika haiN| lekina dharma aisA marA lAza kI taraha | AtmarakSA kara rahe haiM ve| tuma una para dayA krnaa| unakA ki usase durgaMdha uThatI hai, koI sugaMdha nahIM utthtii| AkramaNa, unakI AtmarakSA kA upAya hai| ve kaheMge yaha vyakti nizcita hI maiM kahatA hUM, isa lAza ko pheNko| kyoMki isa dharma bhraSTa karatA hai| aisA kaheMge, aisA mAneMge, to mere pAsa Ane lAza ke kAraNa tuma mare jA rahe ho| lAza ke sAtha rahoge to se baca skeNge| aisA na kaheMge, na mAneMge to phira kisI dina mere mroge| jo jisake sAtha rahegA, vaisA ho jAtA hai| agara tuma pAsa AnA pdd'e| vaha saudA karane kI abhI unakI taiyArI nahIM hai| zAstra ke sAtha rahoge to dhIre-dhIre zabda hI zabda raha jAyeMge, satya | to pahalI to bAta, ve ThIka hI kahate haiN| maiMne tumheM dharma kI naI kho jaaegaa| agara tuma atIta kI paraMparA ke pIche hI calate paribhASA denI zurU kI hai| tuma use smjho| maiM tumheM hiMdU nahIM rahoge, tumhArI AMkheM dhIre-dhIre aMdhI ho jAeMgI; unake upayoga banA rahA hUM, musalamAna nahIM banA rahA hUM, IsAI nahIM banA rahA kI jarUrata hI na hogii| tuma sadA kisI ke pIche cloge| hUM-maiM tumheM sirpha dhArmika banA rahA huuN| maiM tumheM koI maMdira, jo apane pairoM se calatA hai, jo khuda khojatA hai, jo khuda khojane masjida nahIM de rahA huuN| maiM tumheM Atma-rUpAMtaraNa kI prakriyA de | kA khatarA letA hai, usakI AMkheM sajaga hotI haiN| vaha jAgane | rahA huuN| maiM tumheM paramAtmA se sIdhA jor3anA cAhatA huuN| bIca meM lagatA hai| pratipala cunautI hotI hai| usI cunautI meM AviSkAra koI madhyastha nahIM de rahA huuN| kyoMki maiM dekhatA hUM ki madhyastha hotA hai| pahuMcAnevAle to siddha nahIM hote, rokanevAle siddha ho jAte haiN| jo parivAra ke loga, pAsa-par3osa ke loga, tumhAre mitra, | jinako tuma bIca meM le lete ho, ve hI dIvAreM bana jAte haiN| priyajana, jise dharma kahate haiM, vaha saMpradAya hai-- hiMdU, musalamAna, | maiM tumheM jJAnI nahIM banA rahA hUM, kyoMki saba jJAna ahaMkAra ko IsAI, jain| maiM jisa dharma kI bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha na to hiMdU hai, bhara dete haiN| maiM tumheM tyAgI nahIM banA rahA hUM, kyoMki tyAga bhI bar3e na musalamAna hai, na IsAI hai, na jaina hai| maiM usa dharma kI bAta kara sUkSma ahaMkAra ko janmAtA hai| maiM tumheM sarala, sIdhA, sApha rahA hUM, usa aMgAre kI, jo bujhakara kabhI IsAI ho gayA, bujhakara prAmANika banA rahA huuN| maiM tuma se kaha rahA hUM, AdamI ho jAnA kabhI hiMdU ho gayA, bujhakara kabhI jaina ho gyaa| lekina ye bujhe kAphI hai| agara tuma AdamI hI ho jAo to paramAtmA A jaae| hue aMgAre haiM, rAkha ke Dhera haiN| itanA kAphI hai ki tuma sarala ho jAo, sIdhe-sApha ho jaao| maiM usa dharma kI bAta kara rahA hUM, jo jIvaMta hai| lekina jIte hue | tuma jIvana jaisA tumheM milA hai, use aMgIkAra kara lo| aura aMgAre ko hAtha para lenA, jIte hue aMgAre ko hRdaya para lenA to jIvana tumheM jo anubhava dene ke lie dvAra kholA hai, una anubhavoM thor3e se dussAhasiyoM kA kAma hai| bhIr3a vaisA na kara skegii| tuma se gujara jAo, kyoMki usase bar3A koI aura vizvavidyAlaya bhIr3a se vaisI apekSA bhI na krnaa| nahIM hai| ve ThIka hI kahate haiN| jaba ve aisA kahate haiM to ve apanI rakSA sabase bar3A vizvavidyAlaya anubhava hai kara rahe haiN| tumhAre kAraNa khatarA paidA ho gyaa| tumhAre kAraNa | para isakI denI par3atI hai phIsa bdd'ii| unake jIvana meM pahalI daphA khalala pdd'aa| tamhAre kAraNa taraMgeM loga sastA anubhava cAhate haiM, udhAra cAhate haiM, koI de de, khuda paidA huI haiM, unheM socane ko majabUra honA par3A hai| | na lenA par3e, khuda na gujaranA par3e Aga se| lekina na to tumhAre ve saba taraha se jhaMjhaTa kreNge| ve saba taraha se tumheM galata siddha lie koI jI sakatA hai, na tumhAre lie koI prema kara sakatA hai, na karane kI koziza kreNge| tumheM galata siddha karane meM unakI tumhArI jagaha koI mara sakatA hai to tumhArI jagaha koI satya utsukatA nahIM hai; unakI utsukatA yaha hai ki hamArI surakSA to kA anubhava kaise le sakatA hai? mata chiino| hama to aba taka socate the ki zAstra meM dharma hai, tuma nijI hai jIvana meM jo bhI zreSTha hai| saMpradAya kA artha hotA hai: kahate ho nahIM hai, to tuma hamAre paira ke nIce kI bhUmi khIMce le rahe bhiidd'| saMpradAya kA artha hotA hai : sNgtthn| paramAtmA se bhIr3a kA ho| hamArA kyA hogA?' aura saMgaThana kA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| paramAtmA se saMbaMdha hamArA 208

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SEIAS / jiMdagI nAma he ravAnI kA nijI hai, vaiyaktika hai| eka-eka jAtA hai usakI tarapha, paMDe-purohita haiM-bAteM dharma kI haiM; bhItara agara thor3A gahare akelA-akelA jAtA hai| aura jaba bhI koI jAtA hai to bhIr3a utaroge, rAjanIti paaoge| saMsAra kI daur3a hai, pada kI, pratiSThA ko chor3akara jAnA par3atA hai; kyoMki bhIr3a calatI hai rAjapatha para, kI, saMpadA kI, sAmrAjya kii| IsAiyata cAhatI hai, sAre saMsAra caur3e sImeMTa-paTe patha para, surkssit| aura paramAtmA bar3A jaMgalI para chA jaae| paramAtmA pAne meM utanA rasa nahIM hai, jitanA saMsAra hai| paramAtmA abhI bhI sabhya nahIM huA, saubhAgya hai ki sabhya | para chAne meM rasa hai| islAma cAhatA hai, sArI duniyA ko nahIM haa| paramAtmA abhI bhI sarala aura prAkRtika hai| musalamAna banA le| talavAra ke bala to talavAra ke bala shii| to jise paramAtmA ko khojanA hai use sarala aura prAkRtika honA cAhe kATane par3e loga, lekina unake hita meM unheM kATanA hI par3atA hai| use utaranA par3atA hai rAjapatha se, apanI pagaDaMDI par3egA! jalAne par3eM gAMva, bastiyAM ujAr3anI par3eM; lekina AdamI khojanI par3atI hai jhAr3a-jhaMkhAr3a meM, kAToM-bhare rAste pr| na koI ko musalamAna banAnA hI par3egA! mArgadarzaka, na koI hAtha meM nakzA, na koI kitAba-akele, yaha kyA pAgalapana hai? AdamI AdamI hone se paryApta hai| sirpha jIvana para bharosA! use hiMdU aura musalamAna aura IsAI banAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM maiM tumheM jIvana para bharosA de rahA hUM aura sAre bharose chIna rahA hai| lekina saba rAjanItiyAM haiN| huuN| tumhAre aura sAre bharosoM ne tumheM napuMsaka banA diyA hai| idhara hiMdU parezAna rahate haiN| mere pAsa A jAte haiM log| ve tumhArA AtmavizvAsa kho gayA hai| jIvana para tumhArI zraddhA kho kahate haiM, 'Apa kucha karie ! IsAI mizanarI hiMduoM ko IsAI gaI hai| banA rahe haiN|' maiM unase kahatA hUM, agara ve jitane acche AdamI maiM kahatA hUM, eka hI zraddhA karane yogya hai aura vaha jIvana kI pahale the usase acche AdamI IsAI hokara ho rahe haiM, to kyA harjA zraddhA hai| tuma yaha mAnakara calo ki jisane tumheM janmAyA hai, jo | hai? hAM, agara jaise pahale the, usase bure ho rahe haiM to kucha kreN| tumhAre bhItara janmA hai, vaha tumheM maMjila kI tarapha bhI le jaaegaa| agara ve vaise ke vaise hI raha rahe haiM, jaise hiMdU the vaise IsAI hokara tuma suno usakI, guno uskii| Daro mt| bhIr3a ko mata pkdd'o| raheMge, to kyA ciMtA hai? hone do! isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? jo tumheM yahAM taka le AyA hai, vaha vahAM bhI pahuMcA degaa| lekina nahIM, lekina ve kahate haiM, pharka par3atA hai, hamArI saMkhyA kama Dara ke kAraNa hama bhIr3a se cipaTate haiN| agara tuma hiMdU nahIM ho, hotI jAtI hai| saMkhyA kama hotI hai to rAjanIti meM bala kama hotA jaina nahIM ho, musalamAna nahIM ho to tumheM Dara lagegA, tuma ho | calA jAtA hai| saMkhyA kama hotI hai to mata kama ho jAte haiN| kauna! koI sahArA cAhie, koI nAma-paTa cAhie, koI | agara aisA hI hotA rahA to IsAiyoM kA rAjya ho jaaegaa| gaura se vyAkhyA-paribhASA caahie| hiMdU hone se lagatA hai, maiM kucha huuN| dekho to dharma ke bhItara tuma rAjanIti chupI paaoge| hiMdU kahatA musalamAna hone se lagatA hai, maiM kucha huuN| zudra, brAhmaNa, kSatriya | hai. hiMda dharma ko bacAnA hai| dharma se kucha lenA denA nahIM-hiMda hone se lagatA hai, maiM kucha huuN| tyAga kiyA, maMdira gae, pUjA rAjanIti ko bacAnA hai! IsAI kahatA hai, IsAiyata ko phailAnA kI--lagatA hai, maiM kucha huuN| | hai| IsAiyata se kyA lenA denA hai? IsA se kyA IsAiyata kA maiM tumheM yahAM sikhA rahA hUM ki tuma kucha bhI nahIM ho, paramAtmA | saMbaMdha rahA hai| vaha yaha kaha rahA hai, apanI rAjanIti ko phailAnA hai| tuma ho hI nahIM, tuma jagaha do| tuma jagaha khAlI kro| tuma hai, apane sAmrAjya ko, zakti ko phailAnA hai| koI bhI bahAnA siMhAsana para bahata baiTha cuke ho, utro| to merI pukAra to kevala ho, AdamI rAjanIti meM DUbA hai| unake lie hai, jo atidussAhasI hoNge| dharma AtyaMtika sAhasa dhyAna rakhanA, jahAM tumhArA bhIr3a meM rasa huA, vahAM rAjanIti hai--kamajoroM kA rAstA nhiiN| isalie kamajora dharma ke nAma para | aaii| tuma apane meM rasa lo| dharma nitAMta vaiyaktika ghaTanA hai| bhI rAjanIti calAte haiN| hiMdU haiM, musalamAna haiM, jaina haiM, IsAI haiM, paramAtmA ghaTegA tumhAre aMtartama meM, tumhAre ekAMta meN| kisI ko ye saba rAjanItiyAM haiN| nAma dharma ke haiM; patAkAeM dharma kI kAnoM-kAna khabara bhI na hogii| tumhArI patnI bhI pAsa hogI, use haiM-bhItara rAjanIti hai| carca haiM, maMdira haiM, pujArI haiM, | bhI patA na clegaa| tumhAre beTe ko patA na calegA, jo tumhArA hI

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jina sUtra bhAga : 1 khUna, haDDI, mAMsa kA hissA hai| lekina rAjanItijJa isI bhIr3a meM utsuka haiN| aura jinheM tuma dharma jaba ghaTatA hai to nitAMta vaiyaktika hai| rAjanIti sAmahika | dharmaguru kahate ho, ve bhI isI bhIr3a meM utsuka haiM; kyoMki bhIr3a meM hai| jahAM dharma samUha banatA hai, vahAM rAjanIti ho jAtI hai| merI bala hai| jitanI bar3I bhIr3a tumhAre pAsa ikaTThI hotI hai, utane tuma rAjanIti meM koI utsukatA nhiiN| merI utsukatA vyaktiyoM meM hai, balazAlI ho jAte ho| lekina balazAlI hone kI AkAMkSA to samUhoM meM nhiiN| ahaMkAra kI hI yAtrA hai| yahAM bhI tuma baiThe ho, to maiM eka-eka se bAta kara rahA hUM, samUha nirbala ke bala raam| maiM to tumheM sikhAtA hUM: nirbala ho se nhiiN| merI najara tuma para hai--eka-eka pr| tumhArI bhIr3a se jaao| koI tAkata tumhAre pAsa na ho, na pada kI, na dhana kI, na merA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| mata kii| koI sahArA tumhAre pAsa na ho, tuma bilakula be-sahAre eka mitra ne pUchA hai ki 'satya sAIMbAbA kI sabhA meM hajAroM ho jaao| jaba tuma bilakula be-sahAre ho taba tumheM paramAtmA kA loga hote haiN| pAMDuraMga mahArAja kI sabhA meM hajAroM loga hote haiN| sahArA milatA hai| jaba taka tumhArA apanA koI sahArA hai, DoMgare jI mahArAja kI sabhA meM hajAroM loga hote haiN| ApakI sabhA paramAtmA ko sahArA dene kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| meM thor3e-se loga kyoM hote haiM?' __ sunA hai maiMne, kRSNa bhojana ko baiThe haiM baikuMTha meN| acAnaka bIca maiM Azcaryacakita hotA hUM ki itane bhI kyoM haiM! itane bhI hone | thAlI se uTha pdd'e| bhAge dvAra kI trph| rukamaNi ne kahA, 'kahAM nahIM cAhie hisAba se| jo maiM kaha rahA hUM vaha itanoM ko bhI paTa jAte haiM?' lekina itanI jaldI meM the, jaise ghara meM Aga laga gaI jAtA hai, yaha bhI Azcarya kI bAta hai| aura aisA nahIM hai ki bhIr3a ho, ki uttara bhI na diyA; lekina phira dvAra para ruka gae, vApisa mere pAsa nahIM thii| bhIr3a mere pAsa bhI thii| maiMne sAre rAste usake | lauTa aae| kucha udAsa mAlUma pdd'e| rukamaNi ne pUchA, 'kyA lie baMda kara die| ve hajAroM loga mere pAsa bhI the| lekina maiMne | huA? kucha samajha meM na pdd'aa| acAnaka bhaage| kaura bhI jo hAtha pAyA, vaha hajAroM logoM kA manoraMjana hogaa| unake jIvana meM koI | meM liyA thA, pUrA na liyA, use bhI chor3a diyaa| maiMne pUchA to krAMti kI AkAMkSA na thii| jalasA thA, tamAzA thaa| krAMti kI | javAba na diyaa| phira lauTa kyoM Ae?' AkAMkSA bhIr3a meM nahIM hai| bhIr3a ko maiMne chodd'aa| aba to hara taraha - kRSNa ne kahA, 'merA eka pyArA eka rAjadhAnI se gujara rahA hai| ke maiMne upAya kie haiM ki bhIr3a kA AdamI pahuMca hI na paae| saba merA eka phakIra ekatArA bajAtA, gIta gaataa| loga usa para taraha ke dvAra-daravAje biThA die ki bhIr3a ko Ane hI na diyA patthara pheMka rahe haiN| lahUluhAna, khUna usake mAthe se baha rahA hai| jaae| ve hI thor3e-se loga jo saca meM rUpAMtarita honA cAhate haiM, lekina usakA gIta baMda nahIM hotaa| vaha kRSNa aura kRSNa kI dhuna mere pAsa taka pahuMca paaeN| anyoM meM merA rasa nahIM hai| lagAe jAtA hai| jAnA jarUrI ho gyaa| itanA asahAya, uttara bhI . isalie itane tuma ho yahAM, yaha camatkAra hai| tuma gaNita ke nahIM detA ! patthara bhI nahIM utthaataa| vINA bhI baje jA rahI hai| vaha saba niyamoM ko tor3akara yahAM ho| gIta bhI gunagunAe jA rahA hai, khUna bhI bahA jA rahA hai| jisane bhIr3a ko ikaTThA kara lene se sastA koI kAma duniyA meM aura itanA mujha para chor3A, maiM baiThakara bhojana karUM? to bhaagaa|' hai? bhIr3a kI mUr3hatA ko smjho| jahAM bhIr3a hai vahAM eka bAta rukamaNi ne kahA, 'ThIka! yaha samajha meM AtA hai| yaha gaNita pakkI ho jAtI hai ki kucha galata cala rahA hogaa| ThIka ke sAtha sApha hai| phira lauTa kyoM Ae?' kRSNa ne kahA, 'jAne kI to bhIr3a ho hI nahIM paatii| itane loga kahAM ki jahAM ThIka calatA jarUrata na rhii| jaba taka maiM dvAra taka pahuMcA, usane ekatArA to ho vahAM bhIr3a ho jAe? itane AdamI kahAM? nAmamAtra ke AdamI pheMka diyA hai, patthara uThA liyaa| aba vaha khuda hI uttara de rahA haiN| rAste para do AdamI lar3a rahe hoM to bhIr3a ikaTThI ho jAtI hai| hai; aba mujhe kucha uttara dene kI jarUrata na rhii|' eka-dUsare ko gAlI-guphtA kara rahe hoM to bhIr3a ikaTThI ho jAtI dhArmika vyakti apane ko asahAya karatA jAtA hai| asahAya hai| hajAra jarUrI kAma chor3akara vahAM khar3e ho jAte haiN| isa bhIr3a ho jAne meM hI usakI pUjA, usakI prArthanA hai| vaha dhIre-dhIre ko ikaTThA karake bhI kyA hogA? apane saba sahAre tor3atA jAtA hai| vaha apane ko eka aise sAgara hAhA ain Eucation International

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D NAREENAMMARHI jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA meM chor3a detA hai eka dina, na nAva, na koI kUla, na koI kinArA! jaaeNge| loga bIca philma meM jhagar3A-phasAda karane ko khar3e ho usa ghar3I meM hI parama AlaMbana milatA hai| usa ghar3I meM hI prabhu kA jAeMge, ki na mAra-kATa, na koI hatyA, na koI sanasanIkheja hAtha tumhArI tarapha AtA hai| usakA artha yaha huA...jaba tumane bAta--yaha mAmalA kyA hai? saba apane sahAre chor3a die, usakA artha yaha huA ki aba tumheM aisA huA hai| semuala bekeTa ne eka philma bnaaii| anUThA bharosA AyA, aba tumheM zraddhA huii| isake pahale tumhArI zraddhA AdamI thaa| choTI-choTI kitAbeM usane likhI haiM, bar3I-bar3I apanI cIjoM para thii| dhana para thI, pada para thI, mata para thI, bhIr3a gahana-gaMbhIra! usane eka philma bhI bnaaii| usa philma meM kucha para thI, rAja para thii| tumhArI koI zraddhA aura thii| lekina jisa bhI nahIM hai| eka AdamI ghara lauTatA hai-kaI varSoM ke baad| ghara dina tumane apanI aura sArI zraddhAeM chor3a dI, usI dina usa bhI khaMDahara jaisA ho gayA hai| patnI kahAM gaI, patA nhiiN| bacce paramazUnya meM, usa zraddhA kA janma hotA hai jisako dharma kheN| usa kahAM gae, patA nhiiN| usakA AnA, ghara meM usakA praveza, atIta dina paramAtmA ke sivAya tumhArA koI sahArA na rhaa| usa dina ko khojatI usakI AMkheM! dvAra para, dIvAra para, citra para, keleMDara usI ghar3I meM, vaha mahAkrAMti ghaTatI hai| usI ghar3I meM tuma uThA lie para, pharnIcara para-sArA atIta usakA chAyA hai| vaha khoyA hai, jAte ho| usI ghar3I meM tumhAre bhItara jo kUr3A-karkaTa hai, jala stabdha khar3A hai| vaha eka-eka cIja ko uThAkara dekhane lagatA jAtA hai; jo sonA hai nikhara jAtA hai| hai| eka zabda nahIM bolA jAtA, sirpha usakI zvAsa bar3hane lagatI isalie bhIr3a meM merI utsukatA nahIM hai| dharma mere lie hai| vaha ghabar3A gayA hai| yaha sArA atIta hai uskaa| aura saba abhijAtya hai, arisTokreTika hai| bhIr3a kA usase kucha sUtra kho gae haiN| kahAM hai beTA, kahAM patnI-kucha bhI patA nahIM lenA-denA nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI koI AdamI itane abhijAtya ko hai| yaha bhI kucha kahA nahIM jAtA; yaha bhI dekhanevAle ko samajhanA upalabdha hotA hai, aisI aMtartama kI arisTokresI ko...| | hai| abhI taka eka zabda bolA hI nahIM gayA hai sirpha usakI tuma samajho ise| koI kavi hai| jitanA zreSThatara kavi hogA, bar3hatI huI sAMsa kI AvAja hai| vaha eka-eka cIja ko uThAtA utane hI kama loga use sunane jaaeNge| kyoMki jyAdA loga sunane hai, AMkha se AMsU bahane lagate haiN| sisakiyAM A jAtI haiN| tabhI A sakate haiM jaba vaha nikRSTa ho, jaba vaha nIcA ho; jaba | usake rone kI AvAja aura gahana aMdhakAra ho jAtA hai| philma vaha unhIM kI bhASA meM bola rahA ho jisa bhASA meM loga samajha khatama ho jAtI hai| sakate haiM; jaba vaha unhIM manovegoM ko cher3a rahA ho jinako loga jahAM calI, vahIM jhagar3e ho ge| vahIM logoM ne kursiyAM tor3a samajha sakate haiM; jaba vaha kAmavAsanA ke gIta gA rahA ho| jahAM DAlI, parde tor3a ddaale| logoM ne kahA, 'yaha dhokhA hai| yaha koI loga haiM, jaba usakI kavitA bhI vahIM ho, tabhI loga use samajha philma hai?' pAeMge; tabhI loga AMdolita hoNge| bar3A sUkSma citraNa hai| kucha aise bhAvoM ko usakI AMkhoM se upanyAsa vahI bikegA jo atyaMta sastA se sastA ho; dAma meM pragaTa kiyA hai jo zabdoM meM nahIM kahe jA skte| usake uThane meM, hI nahIM, jisakI AtmA hI sastI ho, jisameM kucha bhI na ho baiThane meM, usakI zvAsa kI bar3hatI huI AvAja meM, usakI AMkhoM vishess| gIta vahI gunagunAyA jAyegA jo jitanA kSudra, nimna ho, se Tapakate hue Tapa-Tapa AMsuoM meM, phira aMdhere meM kho gaI usakI jitane nIce tala para pukAra ho| saMgIta bhI vahI sunA jAegA sisakiyoM meM-AdamI kI pUrI jiMdagI hai| yahI to jiMdagI hai| jisameM AdamI kI kSudra vAsanAoM kI saMtuSTi ho| philma bhI eka dina tuma bhI to yahI pAoge ki jahAM saba basAyA thA vahAM vahI clegii| philma bhI vahI calegI jo logoM kI kAmavAsanA sirpha khaMDahara hai| beTe bhI kho gae, patnI bhI kho gaI, pati bhI kho ko thirakAtI ho| hiMsA ho, kAmavAsanA ho, hatyA ho, to philma gaye-saba kho gye| akelA raha jAtA hai aadmii| sAMsa kI calegI, to loga khice hue cale jaaeNge| aba kisI philma meM AvAja bar3hatI jAtI hai aura TUTa jAtI hai| aMdherA! mauta! samAdhi kA darzana ho, kauna jAegA? buddha baiThe raheM, baiThe raheM vRkSa sisakiyAM! hAtha khAlI ke khAlI! aura hai kyA jiMdagI meM? ke tale, samAdhi ke phala khileM-kauna jAegA? loga Uba sArI jiMdagI ko usameM rakha diyA hailekina kahIM bhI philma cala

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/ jina sUtra bhAga: 1 ARTHRUM na skii| aura jahAM bhI calI vahIM upadrava huaa| janatA ne kahA, kA kAma hai| jo miTane ko rAjI hoM, unake lie merA nimaMtraNa hai| paise vApasa! jinako abhI jIveSaNA hai, ve kahIM aura jaaeN| aura ThIka hai ki nahIM, bhIr3a ko ekatrita karanA ho to nikRSTa honA jarUrI hai| ve yahAM na AeM, kyoMki yahAM ve vyartha kA upadrava karate haiN| satya sAIMbAbA ke pAsa bhIr3a ikaTThI hogI; kyoMki tamhArI jo | mere pAsa bhI kabhI-kabhI itane baMdhanoM ke bAda bhI loga A jAte kSudratama AkAMkSAeM haiM unakI tRpti kA bharosA hai| bharosA diyA haiM, itane iMtajAma ke bAda bhI A jAte haiN| kahate haiM ki dhyAna ke jA rahA hai, AzvAsana diyA jA rahA hai| kisI ko mukadamA saMbaMdha meM samajhanA hai| lekina jaba pUchane mere pAsa pahuMca jAte haiM, jItanA hai| kisI ko suMdara patnI pAnI hai| kisI ko dhana kamAnA | to maiM unase kahatA hUM, 'saca meM hI dhyAna ke saMbaMdha meM samajhanA hai| kisI ko bImArI miTAnI hai| AdamI kI jo sAmAnya jIvana hai?' aba ve kahate haiM, 'aba Apa se kyA chipAnA...saba taraha kI ciMtAeM haiM...to satya sAIMbAbA ke pAsa lagatA hai ki pUrI kI koziza kara rahA hUM, lekina dInatA nahIM miTatI, dAridra nahIM hoNgii| camatkAra ghaTate haiN| svisa ghar3iyAM hAtha meM A jAtI haiN| mitttaa| kucha AzIrvAda de deM!' sUne AkAza se rAkha A jAtI hai| vastueM nikala AtI haiN| to Ate haiM dhyAna ko puuchne| zAyada unheM bhI sApha nahIM hai ki jo AdamI aisA camatkArI hai usase AzA baMdhatI hai ki jo zUnya unakI jo azAMti hai, vaha azAMti dhyAna ke lie nahIM hai, vaha se ghar3iyAM nikAla detA hai, use kyA asaMbhava hai! agara usakI | azAMti dhana ke lie hai| dhana nahIM hai, isalie azAMta haiN| kRpA ho jAe to tumhAre Upara dhana bhI barasa sakatA hai| agara pUchate haiM mujhase loga ki 'dhyAna kareMge to saphalatA milegI usakI kRpA ho jAe to tuma mukadamA bhI jIta sakate ho| agara jIvana meM?' jIvana kI saphalatA ke lie dhyAna ko sAdhana usakI kRpA ho jAe to tumhArI bImArI bhI dUra ho sakatI hai| yaha banAnA cAhate haiN| dhyAna to unake lie hai jinhoMne yaha jAna liyA AzvAsana jagatA hai| yaha madArIgirI hai; tumhAre bhItara vaha jo ki jIvana kA svabhAva asaphalatA hai-hAre ko harinAma! chupI huI vAsanAeM haiM, unako sugabugAtI hai| | jinhoMne jAna liyA hai ki jIvana meM to hAra hI hAra hai, yahAM jIta svabhAvataH bhIr3a ikaTThI ho jAtI hai| kyoMki bhIr3a bImAroM kI hotI hI nahIM! hai| bhIr3a adAlatabAjoM kI hai| bhIr3a dhana ke pAgala premiyoM kI maiM tumheM kisI taraha ke dhokhe dene meM utsuka nahIM huuN| koI kAraNa hai| bhIr3a pada ke AkAMkSiyoM kI hai| to rAjanetA bhI pahuMca jAtA bhI nahIM hai ki tumheM dhokhA dUM, kyoMki bhIr3a meM merI koI utsukatA hai caraNa chUne, kyoMki mukadamA usako bhI lar3anA hai, cunAva nahIM hai| maiM idhara akelA hUM, tuma bhI agara akele hone ke lie usako bhI jItanA hai| koI AzIrvAda, Izvara kA bhI sahArA mila | rAjI ho gae ho to mere pAsa aao| jAe use| vaha bhI tAbIja le AtA hai| vaha bhI bhabhUta le AtA | to ThIka hI hai, loga kaheMge ki maiM dharma ko bhraSTa kara rahA huuN| hai, saMbhAlakara rakha letA hai| aura nizcita hI maiM aisI bAteM kaha rahA hUM, ki jo dharma samajhA dillI meM aisA eka bhI rAjanItijJa nahIM hai, jisakA guru na ho| jAtA rahA hai vaha bhraSTa hogaa| vaha honA caahie| vaha dharma nahIM aura jaba koI rAjanItijJa jIta jAtA hai, taba to bhUla bhI jAe; ! hai| jo bAteM maiM kaha rahA hUM, ve ajanabI haiN| lekina jaba hAra jAtA hai to guruoM ke caraNoM meM jAne lagatA hai| zarahe-phirAka madahe-labe-muzkabU kareM kahIM se koI AzA kI kirnn...| gurabatakade meM kisase terI gaphtaga kreN| svabhAvataH mere pAsa tuma kisalie Aoge? jaise koI paradesa meM kho gayA, jahAM na koI apanI bhASA na maiM tumhArI bImArI dUra karUMgA, na maiM tumheM mukadame jitAUMgA, samajhatA hai, na apanI koI zailI samajhatA hai-vahAM agara tuma na tumhAre lie suMdara patniyoM kI talAza karUMgA, na tumhAre lie apane premI kI carcA karane lago aura apane premI kI judAI kI dhana kA Ayojana karanevAlA hUM-ulaTe tumhAre pAsa jo hogA | bAta karane lago, kauna samajhegA? aura vahAM agara tuma apane vaha bhI le luuNgaa| preyasI aura premI ke sugaMdhita oMThoM kA varNana karane lago, mahimA yahAM to tumheM kucha chor3anA hogaa| yahAM to thor3e-se himmatavaroM kA gAna karane lago, kauna samajhegA? 212 Main Education International .

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jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA zarahe-phirAka madahe-labe-muzkabU kareM jaaegaa| tumhAre pAsa kucha hai; yA utara rahA hai| tumhArI eka-eka -kisase kaheM apane premI ke sugaMdhita oMThoM kI bAta! isa ghar3I bahumUlya hai| tuma bAjAra meM khar3e hokara dukAnoM para carcA bichur3ana meM kaise kaheM! karane meM mata samaya vyatIta krnaa| tumhAre pAsa dhyAna kI gurabatakade meM kisase terI guphtagU kareM! saMbhAvanA hai| tuma to unase kaha denA, Apa ThIka kahate haiM, lekina - isa paradesa meM kisase terI carcA kareM! kucha ho gayA, maiM pAgala ho gyaa| ve tumheM pAgala bhI samajha leM to to maiM to dIvAnoM kI talAza meM hUM, jo isa carcA ko samajha | kucha harja nhiiN| skeN| tumhAre kAraNa maiM nIce utarane ko rAjI nahIM hai| hAM, mere tuma merI AMkhoM kI tarapha dekho! maiM tumheM kyA samajhatA hai, kAraNa tuma Upara car3hane ko rAjI ho to mere dvAra khule haiN| yaha merA isakI phikra karo! aura loga tumheM kyA samajhate haiM, isakI ciMtA saMgIta nIce na utaregA, tAki tuma jahAM ho vahAM tuma samajha sko| chor3o! agara tumheM mujha para thor3A bhI bharosA hai to maiM tumase kahatA tumheM agara mere saMgIta ko samajhanA hai to tumheM hI sIr3hiyAM car3hanI hUM ki tuma usa rAha para ho, jahAM pAgala ho jAnA bhI buddhimAnI hai| par3eMgI aura vahAM AnA hogA jahAM maiM huuN| | aura dUsare loga, jo tumase kaha rahe haiM ki tuma galata rAha para gae do hI upAya haiM mere aura tumhAre milane ke| eka to yaha hai ki maiM ho, samajhadAra rahakara bhI sirpha buddhihInatA kara rahe haiN| aura unheM nIce utarUM, jo ki asaMbhava hai; kyoMki koI kabhI Upara jAkara samajhAne kA eka hI upAya hai ki tuma bdlo| tumhArI krAMti unheM nIce nahIM utara sktaa| jo nIce utarA huA mAlUma par3e, vaha | chuegii| tumhAre jIvana meM uThI naI UrjA unheM prabhAvita kregii| nIce hogA hI, Upara gayA nahIM hai| tumhArA prema, tumhArA aanNd| tumhArA tarka nhiiN| tumhAre zabda dUsarA upAya hai ki tuma merI tarapha car3ho, merI bAta tumheM pakar3a nhiiN| tumhArA astitv| tuma kucha aise ho jAo, jo maiM kaha rahA le, mere zabda tumhAre prANoM ko jakar3a leM, merI pukAra tumheM sunAI hUM vaise ho jaao| phira tuma dekhanA, ve khuda hI tumase pUchane par3a jAye, tumhArI nidrA meM, tumhAre svapna meM thor3I khalala par3a lageMge, 'kahAM se yaha tRpti AI?' aMdhe thor3e hI haiM ve loga! ve jAe, eka dhAgA bhI tuma mere zabdoM kA pakar3akara uThane lago-to bhI AMkhavAle haiN| hIre dikhAI par3ane lageM to ve bhI samajheMge, dhIre-dhIre jaise-jaise tuma Upara uThoge vaise-vaise merI bAta sApha kitanI dera na samajheMge! tuma hIrA bano! tumhAre bhItara camaka hogii| jaise-jaise tuma Upara uThoge vaise-vaise tumheM lagegA ki dharma aae| vahI tumhArA tarka hogaa| kyA hai| anubhava tumhArA gaharA hogA to tuma pAoge ki maiM dharma | maiM tumase zAbdika vivAda meM par3ane ko nahIM kahatA huuN| aura tuma ke khilApha bola rahA thA, kyoMki maiM dharma ke pakSa meM hUM; cUMki maiM isakI bilakula phikra mata karanA ki tumheM merI rakSA karanI hai| zAstra ke khilApha bola rahA thA, kyoMki maiM zAstra ke pakSa meM huuN| merI rakSA kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| merA honA na honA, loga lekina maiM jIvaMta anubhava tumheM denA cAhatA thaa| rAkha para merA kyA kahate haiM, isa para nirbhara nahIM hai| maiM huuN| ve pakSa meM hoM ki bharosA nahIM hai| aMgAre maiM apanI jholI meM liye baiThA hUM, jo bhI vipakSa meM, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| mere hone para koI rekhA jalane ko rAjI hoN| | nahIM par3atI isse| isalie tuma isakI phikra hI mata krnaa| to ghara ke loga ThIka hI kahate haiN| unase becaina mata honaa| mere ziSyoM ko mujhe bacAne kI ciMtA hI nahIM karanI caahie| unase vivAda mata krnaa| unase nAhaka mAthA-paccI mata krnaa| kyoMki jisa guru ko bacAne ke lie ziSyoM ko ceSTA karanI kyoMki mAthA-paccI meM tuma vyartha hI apanA samaya gNvaaoge| par3atI ho, vaha guru hI nhiiN| jo ziSyoM ke AdhAra para bacatA ho, kaha denA ki hAM ThIka kahate haiM Apa; aba maiM kyA karUM, maiM pAgala vaha bacAne yogya bhI nhiiN| tuma isakI phikra chor3a do| ho gayA huuN| tuma pAgala hokara apane ko bacA lenaa| vyartha ke tumhAre ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai, vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| jaba vivAda, vyartha kI carcA, vyartha ke siddhAMtoM ke vizleSaNa-aura tumhAre guru ko koI gAlI detA hai, to tumhIM ko gAlI detA hai isa saba meM samaya mata khonaa| kyoMki unakA to kucha na parokSa se| jaba koI kahatA hai ki tumhArA guru dharma bhraSTa karane khoegA-unake pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai tumhArA kucha kho vAlA hai, to vaha tumase yaha kaha rahA hai ki tuma dharma bhraSTa ho rahe 213

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jina sUtra bhAga : 1 ho| jaba koI kahatA hai, tumhArA guru galata hai, to vaha kahatA hai unheM yaha bhI patA nahIM ki ghara meM koI nahIM hai, ghara khAlI hai| aura tama galata ho| tumhAre mana ko coTa lagatI hai| ziSya kA mana | trikAlajJa haiM, tInoM kAla ke jJAtA haiM aura itanA bhI patA nahIM hai ki hotA hai ki sArI duniyA kahe ki tumhArA guru sabase bar3A guru! jisa ghara ke sAmane bhikSApAtra liye khar3e haiM, vahAM bhItara koI bhI kyoMki tuma sabase bar3e guru ke ziSya ho, to sabase bar3e ziSya ho nhiiN| bAda meM patA calatA hai, ghara khAlI hai| rAha se gujarate haiM, gaye! tumhArA ahaMkAra tRpta hogaa| loga merI pUjA meM thAla subaha kA aMdherA hai| rAha para soe kutte kI pUMcha para paira par3a jAtA sajAeM, loga merA guNagAna kareM, to tumhArA bhI guNagAna usameM hai| jaba kuttA bhauMkatA hai taba patA calatA hai| trikAlajJa haiM! chipA hogaa| tuma bhI mere ho| merI pUjA anajAne tumhArI bhI pUjA | bauddha majAka ur3A rahe haiN| hogii| yaha ahaMkAra chor3o! yaha bakavAsa baMda kro| yahI to ziSyoM ko hamezA bar3I takalIpha hotI hai| ziSyoM kI takalIpha calatA rahA hai| yaha hai ki hamArA guru zreSThatama honA hI caahie| nahIM to hama jainoM se pUcho to mahAvIra sabase Upara; kisI ko mahAvIra ke cunate? hama jaise buddhimAna ne jise cunA, vaha zreSThatama se kama ho Upara nahIM rakha skte| Upara rakhane kI to bAta chor3o, mahAvIra ke sakatA hai, asaMbhava! sAtha bhI nahIM rakha skte| kRSNa ko to narka meM DAla diyA hai| tuma jarA dhyAna rakhanA, jaba koI mujhe gAlI de, koI merA khaMDana rAma saMsArI haiN| buddha se jarA ar3acana hai, kyoMki na to buddha kare, taba apane ahaMkAra kA khayAla rakhanA, vaha bhI sahayoga kara saMsArI haiM, na kRSNa jaise kisI yuddha meM khar3e haiM, na yuddha karavAne rahA hai| vaha bhI tumhAre ahaMkAra ko kATa rahA hai| usase kahanA, vAle haiM lekina phira bhI mahAvIra kI UMcAI para to nahIM rakha 'kATa! ThIka se kaatt|' vaha mere khilApha kucha kaha rahA hai yA sakate! to mahAvIra ko 'bhagavAna' kahate haiM, buddha ko 'mahAtmA' nahIM kaha rahA hai, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? mujhe kyA pharka kahate haiN| par3atA hai? tumheM pharka par3atA hai| tumheM ar3acana hotI hai| tuma eka jaina vicAraka mere pAsa Ate the| kahate haiM apane Apako, | lar3ane-mArane ko, jhagar3ane ko utArU ho jAte ho| tumhAre guru ko sahiSNu hUM, sabhI dharmoM meM samabhAva rakhatA huuN| jaina haiN| unhoMne eka kucha kaha diyA to yaha jIvana-maraNa kA savAla ho gyaa| kitAba likhI hai| bhagavAna buddha to nahIM likhA : mahAtmA buddha dekhanA, yaha saba ahaMkAra kA savAla hai; jIvana-maraNa kA aura mahAvIra ko 'bhagavAna' likhaa| 'bhagavAna mahAvIra aura isase kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| aura yahAM merI pUrI zikSA hai ki mahAtmA bddh|' kitAba mere pAsa lAe, kahA ki 'dekheM, jaina haM: ahaMkAra tor3a denA hai, girA denA hai| to ye bhI tamhAre mitra haiN| ye lekina merA sadabhAva saba kI tarapha hai|' to maiMne kahA ki bhI tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tor3ane ke lie sAtha de rahe haiN| inako bhI 'sadabhAva hI thA, itanI kaMjUsI kyoM kara gae? idhara thor3I | dhanyavAda denaa| himmata aura bar3hA lete|' __ to jaise-jaise tuma zAMta bhAva se logoM kI bAta sunane lagoge, mahAtmA kA artha hotA hai jo bhagavAna hone kI tarapha jA rahA unakI bAteM itanI mahatvapUrNa na mAlUma par3eMgI-soye hue logoM hai, abhI pahuMcA nahIM / mahAtmA kA artha hotA hai : jo aMtaramukhI kI bakavAsa hai| nIMda meM bar3abar3A rahe haiN| apanA unheM patA nahIM hai, hai, aMtarAtmA kI tarapha jA rahA hai| bhagavAna kA artha hotA hai : jo tumhArA kyA patA hogA, merA kyA patA hogA? unakI bAta ko pahuMca gyaa| to unhoMne kahA ki 'vaha to ThIka hai, lekina buddha jyAdA mUlya mata denaa| abhI mahAtmA hI haiM, to maiM kyA karUM?' jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA bauddhoM se pUcho, to bauddhoM ne jo mithyA dRSTiyAM ginAI haiM, unameM kyA thamegA bahAva pAnI kA eka mahAvIra kI dRSTi bhI hai| bauddhoM ne bar3A majAka ur3AyA | jiMdagI hai ki betAlluka-sA mahAvIra kaa| kyoMki mahAvIra ke ziSya kahate the ki mahAvIra eka Tukar3A kisI kahAnI kaa| sarvajJa haiM, tInoM kAla ke jJAtA haiN| to bauddha zAstroM meM bar3A majAka -aprAsAMgika, jaise kisI kahAnI kA eka Tukar3A ur3atA ur3AyA hai ki mahAvIra eka ghara ke sAmane bhIkha mAMga rahe haiM, aura huA havA meM, kAgaja kA eka Tukar3A tumhAre hAtha laga jAye, use 214

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jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA tuma par3ho,na kucha prAraMbha kA patA cale, na kucha aMta kA patA cle| to loga ThIka kahate haiN| agara mahimA dekhanI ho, kahIM aura jiMdagI hai ki betAlluka-sA / jAnA caahie| agara mahimA vagairaha dekhane se Uba cuke ho, eka Tukar3A kisI kahAnI kaa| vairAgya jagA hai, dekha lI ki jiMdagI bekAra hai, aba aura -aprAsAMgika, loga kahe jA rahe haiN| loga bole jA rahe haiN| khela-tamAzA dekhane kI AkAMkSA nahIM rahI hai, aba saba khilaunoM loga hoza meM nahIM haiN| tuma samaya mata gNvaanaa| tuma hara ghar3I ko se Uba gae ho, to mere pAsa aanaa| usa AkhirI ghar3I meM hI mere apanA hoza sAdhane meM lgaanaa| pAsa Ane kA kucha sAra hai| eka aura mitra ne pUchA hai ki jaba bhI Apake pAsa Ate haiM to | to pahale to tuma bhaTaka lo| tuma saba ke pAsa ho aao| tuma kucha loga haiM, ve kahate haiM, 'vahAM jAne se kyA phAyadA? kyA saba jagaha dekha lo| agara kahIM satya mila jAe to bahuta milegA vahAM? vahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| satya sAIMbAbA ke pAsa acchaa| agara na mile to phira mere pAsa aanaa| jAo, agara mahimA dekhanI hai|' __ loga ThIka hI kahate haiN| logoM se nArAja hone kI koI jarUrata ve bhI ThIka kahate haiN| yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| yahAM merA sArA | nahIM hai| zikSaNa hI nA-kucha hone ke lie hai| ve bilakula ThIka kahate haiN| kyA maikadoM meM hai ki madArisa meM vo nahIM yahAM tumheM dene kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai; tumhAre pAsa jo-jo alabattA eka vAM dile-bemuddaA na thaa| use bhI khaMDita karanA hai. toDanA hai. miTAnA hai. baDA madhara vacana hai| tathAkathita jJAniyoM ke skaloM meM kauna-sI tumheM bhI zanya kI tarapha le AnA hai| itanA zUnya ho jAe tumhAre cIja kI kamI hai? kucha aisI cIja kI kamI hai jo ki madhuzAlA bhItara ki kahanevAlA bhI koI na bace, dekhanevAlA bhI koI na bace meM bhI hai, lekina jJAniyoM ke skUloM meM nahIM hai| to hI samAdhi phalita hogii| kyA maikadoM meM hai ki madArisa meM vo nahIM! ve bilakula ThIka kahate haiN| mahimA dekhanI ho to kahIM aura -madarase meM jo nahIM hai, vaha madhuzAlA meM hai| vaha kyA hai ? jAnA caahie| maiM koI madArI nahIM huuN| aura tumhArI kinhIM alabattA eka vAM dile-bemuddaA na thaa| vAsanAoM ko tRpta karane meM merI koI utsukatA nahIM hai| tuma mujhe -niSkAma hRdaya, AkAMkSA se rahita hRdaya, vAsanA se zUnya mahimAvAna samajho, aisI bhI merI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| tumhArI hRdaya, tatvajJAniyoM ke madarasoM meM bhI nahIM hai| vahAM bhI loga AMkhoM ko maiM darpaNa nahIM banAnA cAhatA, jisameM maiM apanI tasvIra vAsanA se hI jAte haiN| Izvara ko bhI khojane jAte haiM aizvarya kI dekheN| maiMne apane ko dekha liyA hai, aba kisI darpaNa kI mujhe talAza meN| svarga ko bhI mAMgate haiM sukha kI AkAMkSA meN| bhagavAna koI jarUrata nahIM hai| ko bhI bhajate haiM bhaya ke kaarnn| bemuddaA na thaa| abhI unake mana to tuma jaba mere pAsa Ate ho to yaha jAnakara hI AnA ki kI phalAkAMkSA samApta nahIM huii| phalAkAMkSA samApta ho, to hI khatare meM jA rahe ho| marane jA rahe ho| kyoMki jIvana kA gahanatama | dharma se tumhArA saMbaMdha jur3atA hai| phalAkAMkSA samApta ho, kucha rAja marane kI kalA meM chipA hai| . pAne jaisA na lage, to hI paramAtmA pAyA jAtA hai| paramAtmA bhI prAcIna zAstra kahate haiM : guru mRtyu hai| ve bilakula ThIka kahate pAne jaisA na lage, to hI paramAtmA pAyA jAtA hai| jaba tuma haiN| kaThopaniSada meM pitA ne apane beTe ko yama ke pAsa bheja paramAtmA ko bhI cAhane kI utsukatA meM nahIM ho; tuma kahate ho, diyA-vaha guru ke pAsa bhejA hai| mRtyu ke pAsa bhejaa| kyoMki | saba cAha vyartha ho gaI; dekha lIM saba cAhateM aura sabhI cAhateM jaba taka tuma miToge na, taba taka tuma vaha na ho sakoge jo tumheM vyartha pAyIM; cAha mAtra vyartha ho gayI, acAha paidA huI-basa honA caahie| yaha tuma jo abhI ho gae ho, yaha jo galata DhAMcA usI acAha meM paramAtmA upalabdha hotA hai| tumhAre cAroM tarapha ikaTThA ho gayA hai, yaha jo tuma samajhate ho abhI yahAM jo mahimA hai vaha zUnya kI hai| yahAM jo mahimA hai vaha mRtyu maiM hUM-yaha tumhArA vAstavika honA nahIM hai, yaha tumhArA svabhAva kI hai, mahAmRtyu kI hai| aura jo maiM tumheM sikhA rahA hUM vaha bahuta nahIM, yaha tumhArA svarUpa nhiiN| gahare arthoM meM AtmaghAta hai-tuma kaise apane ko miTA lo, poMcha 215 www.jainelibray.org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 SAR DAlo...! meM ThIka-ThIka na baiTha pAye, jo samAja kI vyavasthA meM ThIka-ThIka samajhA thA na samajhA hai, na samajhegA 'rajA' kucha na baiTha paaye| ki maiM pAbaMde-AdAbe-gulistAM ho nahIM dIvAnA thA, dIvAnA hai, dIvAnA rhegaa| sakatA---ki jo bagIce kI vyavasthA aura kyAriyoM meM, baMTAva yahAM to maiM pAgaloM ko bulAyA huuN| kyoMki jo buddhimAna nahIM pA meM, Ayojana meM, ziSTAcAra meM ThIka na baiTha pAye-jo jaMgalI sakate, vaha pAgala pA lete haiN| jo jJAnI nahIM pA sakate, vaha premI paudhe haiM, jo mAlI ke kATane ko bardAzta nahIM karate, jinhoMne pA lete haiN| jo jJAniyoM ke madarase meM na milegA, vaha mastoM ke apane hone kI paripUrNa svataMtratA ko svIkAra kiyA hai, jo vahI maikade meM mila jAtA hai| honA cAhate haiM jo paramAtmA ne unheM hone ke liye bhejA hai| yaha to eka madhuzAlA hai| yahAM to jo mere sAtha usa AtyaMtika | anyathA nhiiN| jo kisI aura nIti-niyama, aura kisI maryAdA gaharAI para nAcane ko utsuka haiN...| ve gaharAiyAM dikhAI bhI nahIM ko nahIM mAnate, jo jIvana para parama zraddhAlu haiM-unhIM ke lie par3atIM, una gaharAiyoM ke lie zabda bhI nahIM haiN| ve nirAkAra kI nimaMtraNa hai| aura ve hI AyeMge to A paayeNge| dUsare A bhI haiN| to tuma jaise-jaise mere saragama meM baiThoge, jaise-jaise pAsa jAyeMge bhUle-bhaTake to mujhase unakA koI saMbaMdha na bana skegaa| Aoge, jaise-jaise mere aura tumhAre bIca upaniSada kA saMbaMdha ve AyeMge, paradezI rheNge| ve mere aMga na ho paayeNge| na maiM unakA banegA-upaniSada yAnI pAsa baiThane kA! upaniSada ke vacana una aMga ho paauuNgaa| ve AyeMge aura mujhase binA paricita hae lauTa guruoM ke vacana haiM, jinake pAsa kucha ziSya baiTha ge| ye guruoM jaaeNge| bahuta Ate haiM, lauTa jAte haiN| sabhI Ate haiM, sabhI kA ne kahe kama haiM, ziSyoM ne pakar3e jyAdA haiN| paricaya thor3e hI ho pAtA hai! hajAra Ate haiM to dasa ruka pAte haiN| jaba mere aura tumhAre bIca upaniSada kA saMbaMdha banegA, jaba tuma dasa rukate haiM to eka kA paricaya ho pAtA hai| pAsa Ate-Ate itane pAsa A jAoge ki mere aMtararAga se 'kiMtu yaha to merA mata huaa| rahanA to una logoM ke sAtha hai, tumhArA rAga mila jAyegA, merI vINA aura tumhArI vINA jo Apake virodha meM haiN| ataH kRpApUrvaka batAeM ki kaise apane sAtha-sAtha kaMpita hone lagegI, spaMdana sahayoga meM hone lagegA; satya kI rakSA karUM!' merI zvAseM aura tumhArI zvAseM eka sAtha calane lageMgI, merA __ satya apanI rakSA svayaM karatA hai| tuma Dare ho| tumane abhI mere hRdaya aura tumhArA hRdaya eka sAtha dhar3akane lagegA, merA honA | satya ko jAnA nahIM hai| mAnA hogA, isalie Dara hai| isalie aura tumhArA honA do alaga sImAoM meM baMTA huA na hogA, tumheM rakSA karane kA khayAla paidA hotA hai| isalie tuma socate ho, eka-dUsare meM DUbane lagegA--aise milana meM upaniSada kA saMbaMdha kahIM ve khaMDana na kara deN| satya kA kabhI koI khaMDana kara pAyA? banatA hai| usa kSaNa tumheM mahimA patA calegI, jo yahAM ho rahA hai| majanU prema meM par3a gayA hai lailA ke| gAMva ke rAjA ne use bulAyA uskii| yahAM hAtha se bhabhUta nahIM girAyI jA rahI hai, na svisa meDa | aura kahA, 'tU bilakula pAgala hai! yaha lailA sAdhAraNa-sI ghar3iyAM pragaTa kI jA rahI haiN| yahAM kucha aura ho rahA hai, jo unhIM | badazakala aurata hai| terI dIvAnagI aura terA pAgalapana dekhakara ko dikhAI par3egA jinheM AMkha baMda karane kI kalA A gii| yahAM mujhe bhI dayA AtI hai|' usane apane mahala se bAraha suMdariyAM kucha aura ghaTa rahA hai jo unhIM ko dikhAI par3egA, jinhoMne saMsAra | bulavAI aura kahA, tU koI bhI cana le| parama saMdariyAM ko khUba dekha liyA, khUba dekha liyA aura kucha bhI na paayaa| thIM--rAjA ke mahala kI suMdariyAM thiiN| majanU ne gaura se dekhA aura agara dekhane kI kucha aura mahimA kI AkAMkSA raha gaI ho to usane kahA, 'lekina lailA inameM koI bhI nhiiN|' rAjA ne kahA, bhaTaka lenA, use pUrA kara lenaa| hAra jAo saba bhAMti, taba mere 'pAgala huA hai? lailA inake paira kI dhUla bhI nahIM hai|' pAsa A jaanaa| hAre ko harinAma! majanU haMsane lagA aura usane kahA, 'ho sakatA hai| lailA ko maiM dIvAnA bhalA, mujhako mere saharA meM pahuMcA do Apane kabhI dekhA?' ki maiM pAbaMde-AdAbe-gulistAM ho nahIM sakatA rAjA ne kahA, 'binA dekhe nahIM kaha rahA huuN| terI dIvAnagI mere pAsa Ane kA unake liye nimaMtraNa hai jo bagIce ke niyamoM dekhakara maiM bhI utsuka ho gayA thA ki kucha hogaa| to maiMne bhI 216

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jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA lailA ko dekhA, kucha bhI nahIM hai| pAgala! apane ko hoza meM ho-basa khatama ho gaI bAta! aura manuSya kA yahI to sArA laa...|' majana ne kahA ki phira Apane dekhA hI nhiiN| asala | bhava-jAla hai ki vaha zreSThatara kI kalpanA kara sakatA hai| meM lailA ko dekhane ke lie majanU kI AMkha cAhie--mujhase suMdaratama strI pA lI, lekina kyA aisI strI tuma pA sakate ho AMkheM udhAra lete to hI dekha sakate the-tumhArI AMkhoM se yaha na jisameM tuma bhUla-cUka na khoja pAoge? kyA tuma aisI strI pA ho skegaa| | sakate ho jisase suMdara kI kalpanA na kara pAoge? kyA tuma to agara tumane mere prema ko pahacAnA hai, mere satya ko pahacAnA | aisI strI pA sakate ho jisase suMdara kA sapanA na dekha pAoge? hai, to phira rakSA kI phikra nahIM hai| satya apanI rakSA svayaM kara | phira kaise saMtuSTa hooge? letA hai| satya kitanI hI asurakSA meM ho, surakSita hai| tuma basa tumane eka bar3A makAna banA liyA, kyA tuma socate ho makAna use jIne meM laga jaao| maiM jo tumase kaha rahA hU~, usako tuma aisA ho sakegA jisameM koI taramIma aura sudhAra na ho sake, kevala zabdoM kA vilAsa mata banAo-jIvana kI taraMgeM banane jisase behatara na ho sake? agara behatara ho sakatA hai, asaMtoSa do| tuma jIne meM laga jaao| tuma unakI mata suno, ve kyA kahate zurU ho gyaa| haiN| maiMne jo kahA hai, use guno aura use jIvana meM utArane laga | kalpanA zreSTha kI to kabhI bhI maujUda rhegii| saMtoSa kaise jaao| tuma jaise-jaise satyatara hone lagoge, vaise-vaise hI tuma hogA? tuma kucha bhI ho jAo, tuma kucha bhI pA lo--isase pAoge, satya ke lie kisI surakSA kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| satya tumhAre saMtoSa hone kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| phira saMtoSa kA kisa salI para bhI laTakA ho to bhI siMhAsana para hI hotA hai| bAta se saMbaMdha hai? saMbaMdha hai isa bAta se ki tuma yaha asaMtoSa kI prakriyA samajha lo| ise jAna lo| ise dekha lo| isake dekhane dUsarA prazna : Akhira maiM kyA cAhatA hUM? jo kucha bhI mujhe aura jAnane meM hI yaha pUrA jAla gira jAtA hai : acAnaka tuma pAte milA hai aura mila rahA hai, vaha kama nhiiN| lekina mana meM eka | ho ki asaMtuSTa hone kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai| becainI banI hI rahatI hai Akhira maiM kyA pAkara saMtuSTa hoUMgA? saMtoSa abhI aura yahIM hone kA DhaMga hai| asaMtoSa, kala behatara ho sakatA hai, usa AkAMkSA ke pIche daur3a hai| saMtoSa jo hai, isase pAkara kabhI koI saMtuSTa huA? bAta hI galata pUcha rahe ho| behatara ho hI nahIM sakatA, isa bhAvadazA kA nAma hai| isa kSaNa jo dizA hI galata pakar3I hai| jisane aisA socA ki kucha pAkara hai isase behatara ho hI nahIM sktaa| jo behatara se behatara ho saMtuSTa hoUMgA vaha to kabhI saMtuSTa nahIM huaa| saMtuSTa to vahI sakatA thA vaha ho gayA hai| hotA hai, jo yaha samajha letA hai ki pAne se saMtoSa kA koI saMbaMdha isalie jJAniyoM ne kahA hai, isa saMsAra se behatara saMsAra ho hI nahIM hai| pAne meM hI to asaMtoSa chipA hai| dasa hajAra haiM to lAkha nahIM sktaa| hone cAhie : lAkha haiM to dasa lAkha hone caahie| dasa lAkha haiM | umarakhaiyAma kA eka gIta hai ki he paramAtmA! agara tU hameM eka to karor3a hone caahie| vaha dasa gune kA phAsalA banA hI rahatA maukA de to hama duniyA ko phira se miTAkara apane hRdaya ke hai| jitanA pAte cale jAte ho, utanI hI pAne kI AkAMkSA Age | anukUla banA leN| haTatI jAtI hai| kabhI aisI ghar3I nahIM AtI, jaba tama kaha sako | lekina kyA tuma apane hRdaya ke anukUla duniyA ko kabhI bhI ki pA liyaa| banA pAoge? yaha maukA bhI diyA jA sakatA hai| yaha maukA hI hAM, aisA nahIM hai ki loga saMtuSTa nahIM hue haiN| lekina saMtuSTa ve | to diyA gayA hai| saMsAra aura kyA hai? yaha maukA hI hai ki tama hue haiM jinhoMne yaha asaMtoSa kA pAgalapana ThIka se pahacAnA, ki apane hRdaya ke anukUla banA lo| apanA ghara, apanA bagIcA, yaha to pUrA honevAlA nahIM hai| tuma kitanA hI pA lo, tumhArI pAne dhana-daulata, pratiSThA, mAna-sammAna, apanI pratimA, kI AkAMkSA aura jo tumane pAyA hai, usameM kabhI mela nahIM hogaa| patnI-bacce-tuma banA lo apane hisAba se| tuma jo bhI pAoge, usase zreSThatara kI kalpanA kara sakate | lekina kauna kaba tRpta ho pAyA hai| sikaMdara bhI khAlI hAtha 217 www.jainelibrar.org

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1. jina sUtra bhAgaH 1 Y vidA hote haiN| maiMne mAsUma bahAroM meM tujhe dekhA hai khAlI hAtha hama Ate haiM, khAlI hAtha hama vidA hote haiN| maiMne mauhama sitAroM meM tujhe dekhA hai lekina agara tuma mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa aura krAisTa ke vacana mere mahabUba terI pardAnazInI kI kasama samajho, to ve kahate haiM, bhare prANa hama Ate haiM, bhare prANa hama rahate | maiMne azkoM kI katAroM meM tujhe dekhA hai| haiM, bhare prANa hama jAte haiN| khAlI hAtha para najara hI galata hai| phUloM kI to bAta aura, AMsuoM meM bhI usI ke darzana hoNge| hRdaya para le jAo najara; hRdaya bharA hI huA hai| isI kSaNa jo maiMne azkoM kI katAroM meM tujhe dekhA hai| honA thA huA hai| eka bAra dekhane kI kalA A jAye, AMkha A jAye, najara A isI ko maiM AstikatA kahatA hUM ki isa kSaNa jo huA hai, parama jAye, to kaMkar3a-patthara hIre ho jAte haiN| sAdhAraNa-sA bhojana hai, AtyaMtika hai| isase zreSTha kA koI upAya nhiiN| phira parama prasAda ho jAtA hai| sAdhAraNa-sA ghara mahaloM ko mAta karane acAnaka tuma saMtuSTa ho| phira saba daur3a kho gii| abhI aura lagatA hai| havA kA jarA-sA jhoMkA, aparisIma kRpA kI varSA ho yahAM ho jAnA hI saMtoSa hai| jAtA hai| najara kI bAta hai| najara na ho to hIre-javAharAta bhI kina jahAMgIra bahAroM ke tasavvura meM 'nadIma' kaMkar3a-patthara; mahala bhI jhopar3e; jIvana kI paramadhanyatA kA koI mausame-gula meM ujar3A huA lagatA hai tU? patA hI nahIM cltaa| saba bAsA-bAsA lagatA hai| najara kI hI vasaMta AyA huA hai| phUla khile hue haiN| pakSI gIta gunagunA bAta hai| najara ko bdlo| rahe haiN| sUraja nikalA hai| saba tarapha kiraNoM kA jAla phailA hai| agara lagatA hai asaMtoSa hai, to kisI galata najara ko pakar3e mausame-gula meM ujar3A huA lagatA hai tuu| lekina mAmalA kyA | baiThe ho| hai? vasaMta cAroM tarapha barasa rahA hai| aura tuma kyoM ujdd'e-ujdd'e| pUchA hai, 'Akhira maiM kyA cAhatA hUM?' khar3e ho? cAhane ko kucha hai hI nahIM, milA hI huA hai| isIlie to kina jahAMgIra bahAroM ke tasavvura meM 'nadIma' | kitanA hI cAho, muzkila meM pdd'oge| jo milA hI haA hai, use mausame-gula meM ujar3A huA lagatA hai tU? tuma khoja-khojakara thor3e hI pA sakoge! khoja chor3o, tAki -tU kina sapanoM meM khoyA huA hai ? kina sapanoM kI bahAroM meM caitanya ghara para lauTa Aye! khoja chor3o! kyoMki khoja ke kAraNa khoyA huA hai ? duniyA ko vijita kara lene kI, duniyA ko jIta hI tuma apane bAhara gae ho aura use nahIM dekha pA rahe ho jo tuma lene kI. kina kalpanAoM meM ta tallIna hai ki vasaMta ko dekha nahIM ho| ruko| paramAtmA ko khojanA thoDe hI hai| saba khoja cha pA rahA hai jo cAroM tarapha maujUda hai| denevAlA vyakti acAnaka pAtA hai, paramAtmA hai| tumhArI hAlata .kina jahAMgIra bahAroM ke tasavvura meM 'nadIma' aisI hai ki hIrA sAmane par3A hai, lekina tuma kahIM dUra AMkheM lagAe mausame-gula meM ujar3A huA lagatA hai tU? baiThe ho, cAMda-tAroM para, kahIM dUra tumhArA sapanA tumheM bhaTakA rahA vasaMta to hai| paramAtmA hai| aba aura kyA honA hai? jIyo! hai| yahAM tuma dekhate hI nahIM, yahAM tuma aMdhe ho jAte ho| jIne kI yojanA mata banAo! gAo! vasaMta to A gayA, dvAra mere dekhe, logoM kI eka hI bImArI hai-vaha saba dUradRSTi haiN| para dastaka de rahA hai| jAgo! nAco! utsava manAo! pAne ko dUra kA to dekha pAte haiM, pAsa kA nahIM dekha paate| nikaTa-dRSTi yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai; jo pAne ko hai vaha tumheM milA hI huA hai| naSTa ho gaI hai| aisA hotA hai na kabhI-kabhI AMkhoM meM, kisI kI use tuma lekara hI janme ho| vaha tumhArA svabhAva hai| svabhAva ko | AMkha para cazmA hotA hai, jisameM vaha pAsa kA dekha pAtA hai| dekhate hI vyakti saMtuSTa ho jAtA hai| saMtoSa svabhAva ke anubhava kyoMki pAsa kA binA cazme ke nahIM dekha pAtA, kitAba nahIM par3ha kI chAyA hai| svabhAva ke pratikUla, svabhAva se anya kI yojanA, sakatA hai; hAlAMki cAMda-tAre dekha sakatA hai| dUra kA dikhAI kalpanA meM, bhaTakatA huA AdamI asaMtuSTa ho jAtA hai| par3atA hai, lekina pAsa kA nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| kucha hote haiM jinheM asaMtoSa, svabhAva se anya hone kI ceSTA kI chAyA hai| pAsa kA dikhAI par3atA hai, dUra kA nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| to do taraha 218

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T HEIR jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA ke cazme hote haiN| lekina AdhyAtmika jIvana meM eka hI taraha kI kabhI patA hai, dAMta TUTa jAtA hai to jIbha vahIM-vahIM jAtI hai| bImArI hai| bhItara kI AMkha kI eka hI bImArI hai| vaha bImArI hai jaba taka thA, kabhI na gii| jaba TUTa jAtA hai to vahIM-vahIM jAtI ki pAsa jo hai, vaha dikhAI nahIM par3atA hai| jo dUra hai, vaha dikhAI haiN| khAlI jgh| abhAva! par3atA hai| jo dUra hai, vaha dikhAI par3atA hai, isalie dUra kI | tuma lAkha sarakAte ho vahAM se ki kyA sAra hai; patA to cala AkAMkSA hotI hai| dUra ke Dhola suhaavne| to mana bhaTakatA hai| gayA eka daphe ki dAMta TUTa gayA hai lekina phira, bhUle-cUke kina jahAMgIra bahAroM ke tasavvura meM 'nadIma' phira tuma pAoge, jIbha vahIM TaTola rahI hai| jaise jIbha abhAva ko mausame-gula meM ujar3A huA lagatA hai tU? / TaTolatI hai, aise hI mana jo nahIM hai usako TaTolatA hai| jo hai, pAsa dekhane kI dRSTi kA nAma dharma hai| jo milA huA hai, usase use dekhane kI mana kI Adata hI nahIM hai| pahacAna banAne kA nAma dharma hai| jise kabhI khoyA hI nahIM hai | loga mujhase pUchate haiM ki paramAtmA dikhAI kyoM nahIM pdd'taa| vaha usakI pratyabhijJA, usakA hI nAma dharma hai| dikhAI isIlie nahIM par3atA ki vaha itanA jyAdA hai, itanA ghanA 'Akhira maiM kyA cAhatA hUM? jo kucha bhI mujhe milA hai aura hai, saba ora se hai, bAhara-bhItara hai; dekhanevAlA bhI vahI hai, mila rahA hai, vaha kama nahIM hai|' | dikhAI par3anevAlA bhI vahI hai-isIlie cUke jA rahe haiN| lekina kama tumheM laga rahA hai| kama na hogaa| kama nahIM hai| isalie thor3e hI ki vaha kahIM dUra hai, bahuta dUra hai| lekina kama tumheM laga rahA hai| kyoMki mana kahe jAtA hai aura | agara bahuta dUra hotA, hama pA hI lete use| cAMda para pahuMca gae, mila sakatA hai, aura mila sakatA hai, aura mila sakatA hai| kitanI dUra hogA! parasoM rAta eka saMnyAsinI mujhase cappala mAMgane lagI ki jaba pahalA rUsI aMtarikSa-yAtrI vApisa lauTA, to kahate haiM ApakI cappala deN| vaha pahale bhI AyI thI, taba bhI usane khuzceva ne usase pahalI bAta pUchI, 'Izvara milA?' to usane cappala mAMgI thii| maiMne use kucha diyA thA; kyoMki savAla, kyA kahA ki nahIM, koI Izvara nahIM milA, cAMda bilakula khAlI hai| detA hUM, yaha thor3e hI hai| maiMne diyaa| use kucha diyA thA, maiMne to rUsa meM leninagrADa meM unhoMne aMtarikSa-yAtrA ke lie eka kahA, yaha le jaa| kyoMki cappala mAMgane kA roga bar3ha jAye to maiM anusaMdhAnazAlA banAI hai| usake dvAra para ye vacana likha die gae musIbata meM par3a jAtA hUM! kitanI cappaleM dUM? aura eka ke pAsa haiM ki 'hamAre aMtarikSa-yAtrI cAMda para pahuMca gae aura unhoMne vahAM dikhatI hai to dUsarA mAMgane A jAtA hai, tIsarA mAMgane A jAtA pAyA ki Izvara nahIM hai|' hai| phira kisako manA kro| to maiMne use kASTha kI eka choTI jinako jamIna para nahIM milatA unako cAMda para kaise milegA, DabbI dI thii| isa bAra vaha phira AI, usane phira mAMgA ki yaha bhI to thor3A soco! tuma to tuma hI ho! dekhane kI najara cppl| to maiMne usase kahA, pahale maiMne tujhe kucha diyA thA? | tumhArI hI hai| milatA hotA to yahAM mila jaataa| usane kahA, kucha nahIM, eka choTI-sI DibbI dI thii| aba agara ravIMdranAtha ne buddha ke saMbaMdha meM eka kavitA likhI hai| kavitA ise maiM cappala bhI dUM to agale sAla yaha Akara kahegI, 'kyA bar3I madhura hai| diyA thA-cappala!' kyoMki svaal...| buddha vApisa lauTe haiM, bAraha varSoM ke baad| yazodharA ne unase maiM tamhAre hAtha meM khAlI hAtha daM, to bhI kucha de rahA huuN| dekhane pUchA hai ki maiM tumase eka hI prazna pUchatI hUM, isa eka prazna pUchane kI AMkha caahie| aura aise maiM uThakara tumhAre ghara bhI calA ke lie jItI rahI hUM, ki tumheM jo vahAM milA, vaha yahAM nahIM mila AUM, to bhI tuma kahoge, 'yaha aura eka musIbata kahAM se ghara sakatA thA? jo tumheM jaMgala meM jAkara milA, vaha ghara meM nahIM A gaI! aba inakI kauna sAja-samhAla kre|' mila sakatA thA? basa eka hI prazna mujhe pUchanA hai| dRSTi kI bAta hai| bahuta mila rahA hai, magara tumhAre pAsa jo mana buddha ko kabhI kisI prazna ke uttara meM aisA stabdha nahIM rahate hai, vaha use dekha hI nahIM pAtA, jo hai| mana kI Adata abhAva ko dekhA gayA, jaise buddha stabdha khar3e raha ge| yaha to ve bhI na kaha dekhane kI hai| sakeMge ki yahAM nahIM mila sakatA thaa| najara kI bAta thii| aba 219

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M jina satra bhAga / POST Scood | to yahAM bhI hai| eka daphA AMkha khula gaI, to ghara meM bhI vahI hai, khar3e ho jAo! bAhara bhI vahI hai| dukAna para bhI vahI hai, maMdira meM bhI vahI hai| khar3e hote hI tumhAre saMbaMdha zAzvata se jur3a jAte haiN| isalie asalI savAla AMkha kA hai| | to maiM tuma se yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki kyA pAkara tuma saMtuSTa tuma yaha mata pUcho ki kyA cAhatA huuN| aura yaha bhI mata pUcho | hooge; maiM tumase itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM ki pAne se saMtoSa kA ki maiM kyA pAkara saMtuSTa houuNgaa| kucha bhI pAkara saMtuSTa na koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| tuma pAne kI vyarthatA dekho| usa vyarthatA ke hooge| pAnevAlA kabhI saMtuSTa huA? pAnevAle kA asaMtoSa darzana meM hI pAne kI daur3a gira jaayegii| tuma acAnaka apane ko Age sarakatA jAtA hai, bar3A hotA calA jAtA hai, phailatA calA khar3A huA pAoge, daur3ate hue nhiiN| acAnaka tuma pAoge, jAtA hai-gubbAre kI trh| isalie to amIra bhI garIba banA tumhAre bhItara kI prajJA thira ho gaI, kaMpita nahIM ho rhii| usa eka rahatA hai aura samrATa bhI bhikhArI bane rahate haiN| akaMpana ke kSaNa meM hI tuma tRpta ho jaaoge| pharIda akabara ke pAsa gayA thaa| gAMva ke logoM ne bheja diyaa| aura eka bAra tRpti kI jhalaka mila jAye to rAja hAtha A kahA ki gAMva meM eka madarasA caahie| kaha do akabara ko| tumheM gayA, to AMkha hAtha A gaI, to dekhane kA DhaMga A gyaa| itanA mAnatA hai| pharIda gyaa| akabara prArthanA kara rahA thA, paramAtmA to hai, dekhane kA DhaMga caahie| subaha kI namAja par3ha rahA thaa| pharIda pIche khar3A rhaa| akabara ne husna kI duniyA ko AMkhoM se na dekha apane donoM hAtha phailAye, namAja kI pUrNatA para aura kahA, 'he apanI eka tarje-naz2ara IjAda kr| paramAtmA! aura dhana de, aura daulata de! terI kRpA kI dRSTi ho|' yaha jo paramAtmA ke sauMdarya kA jagata hai, yaha jo parama sauMdarya pharIda lauTa pdd'aa| akabara uThA, dekhA, pharIda sIr3hiyoM se nIce kA jagata hai, isako sAdhAraNa AMkhoM se dekhane kI koziza mata jA rahA hai ! kahA, kaise Ae? kyoMki pharIda kabhI AyA bhI na | karo, anyathA asaMtuSTa rahoge, abhAva meM jiiyoge| bhikhArI thaa| jaba bhI jAtA thA, akabara hI usake pAsa jAtA thaa| rhoge| kaise Ae aura kaise cale? pharIda ne kahA, 'maiMne socA thA ki hasna kI duniyA ko AMkhoM se na dekha tuma samrATa ho| yahAM bhI bhikhArI ko dekhA, isalie lauTa claa| apanI eka tarje-naz2ara IjAda kr| aura phira maiMne socA ki tuma jisase mAMga rahe ho usI se maiM mAMga eka nayA DhaMga, eka naI zailI dekhane kI khojo| saMtuSTa ho kara luuNgaa| bIca meM aura yaha eka...eka dalAla bIca meM aura kyoM! dekho| abhI tumane asaMtuSTa hokara dekhA hai| asaMtuSTa ho kara gAMva ke logoM ne bhejA thA ki eka madarasA khola do, yaha mAMgane dekhA hai to asaMtoSa bar3hatA calA gayA hai| tumhArI AMkha meM hai to AyA thA; lekina aba nhiiN| isase tumhArI daulata meM thor3I kamI phailatA calA gayA hai| saMtuSTa hokara dekho, saMtoSa AMkha meM hogA, ho jaaegii| maiM tumheM daridra huA na dekhanA caahuuNgaa| merI to eka hI | tuma pAoge saMtoSa phailatA jAtA hai| AkAMkSA hai, sabhI samRddha hoN| lekina tuma bhikhArI ho|' tumhAre jIvana kI dRSTi hI tumhAre jIvana kA satya ho jAtI hai| tumhArA samrATa bhI to mAMga hI rahA hai| aura mAMga rahA hai| aura jo tuma vicArate ho vahI vAstavikatA ho jAtI hai| abhI taka mAMga rahA hai| jinake pAsa hai ve bhI mAMga rahe haiN| tumane asaMtoSa, asaMtoSa, asaMtoSa, isako hI sAjA-saMvArA, to eka bAta taya hai ki milane se mAMganA nahIM miTatA-tyAgane isake hI bIja boe, isase hI dekhA-nizcita hI, asaMtoSa se mAMganA miTatA hai| bar3hatA calA gyaa| jo bIja booge, usakI hI phasala to / isalie to eka anUThI ghaTanA isa pUraba meM ghaTI ki samrATa to kaattoge| yaha choTe-se gaNita ko phcaano| thor3A saMtoSa se hamane pAe ki bhikhArI haiM aura kabhI-kabhI hamane kucha bhikhArI dekho| thor3A aise dekho ki koI asaMtoSa nahIM hai, saba hai| bharI pAe jo samrATa... / mahAvIra, buddha bhikhArI hokara khar3e ho gae, AMkha, praphulla citta, kRtajJatA se bhare, kRtajJatA meM DUbe, kucha bhI unake pAsa na thaa| kyoMki unheM eka bAta dikhAI par3a gaI | page-aisA dekho| acAnaka tuma pAoge, kahIM to kucha kamI ki daur3e jAo, daur3e jAo, daur3e jAo, pahuMcoge n| Thaharo, nahIM hai! saba to pUrA-pUrA hai! saba to bharA-bharA hai! kahIM to 2201

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gI nAma hai ravAnI kA kucha khAlI nahIM hai| kyA hai mAMgane ko aura? tIsarI AMkha-- ina donoM AMkhoM se bahatI huI UrjA, eka tIsarI aisI jhalakeM dhIre-dhIre AeMgI, bar3hatI jaaeNgii| pahale thor3e AMkha meM saMghaTa ho jaaye| donoM bhU-madhyoM ke bIca, ina donoM bIja khileMge, phira aura bIja khileMge, phira aura bIjoM meM se phUla AMkhoM kI UrjA saMgRhIta hotI hai, ikaTThI hotI hai aura eka naI lageMge; phUloM meM aura aura nae bIja lgeNge| eka dina tuma hI AMkha paidA hotI hai, jo bhItara dekhatI hai| pAoge, vasaMta tumhAre cAroM tarapha laharAne lgaa| usa parama ThIka hai, AkAMkSA bilakula ThIka hai; ThIka dizA meM hai| aura sauMdarya, usa vasaMta kA nAma hI paramAtmA hai| vahI saMtuSTi hai| vahI jalanA hogaa| rAkha honA hogaa| yaha bhI saca hai| parama tRpti hai| jiMdagI yUM bhI gajara hI jAtI kyoM terA rAhagujara yAda AyA? tIsarA prazna : terI divya Aga meM jala-jalakara rAkha huA jA jo usa premI ke dvArA pukAre gae haiM, unako aisA hI lagA hai : rahA huuN| aba to sAre zabda baMda ho cuke-eka Asa lie jI jiMdagI aise hI gujara jAtI hai; aura eka musIbata A gaI ki tUne rahA huuN| pukArA hai| aise hI dukha kucha kama the? aba tere viraha kI Aga kAgA saba tana khAiyo, cuna-cuna khAiyo maaNs| jalAtI hai| do nainA nahIM khAiyo, piyA milana kI aas|| jiMdagI yUM bhI gujara hI jAtI kyoM terA rAhagujara yAda AyA? nahIM, ina do AMkhoM se koI usa pyAre ko milatA nhiiN| do ke terI yAda A gaI, phira terI rAha bhI mila gaI; aba yaha eka kAraNa hI to mila nahIM paataa| usako pAne ke lie to eka AMkha nayI pIr3A kA sUtrapAta huaa| caahie| isalie to hama tIsarI AMkha kI bAta karate haiN| saMsAra meM jo pIr3A tumane jAnI hai, vaha vidhvaMsaka pIr3A hai| kAgA saba tana khAiyo, cuna-cuna khAiyo maaNs| | usameM sirpha tuma galate ho, miTate ho, pAte kucha bhI nhiiN| do nainA nahIM khAiyo, piyA milana kI aas|| paramAtmA ke mArga para bhI pIr3A hai, jalana hai; para bar3I vacana pyArA hai; lekina kavi kA hai, RSi kA nhiiN| AkAMkSI sRjanAtmaka hai| tuma galate bhI ho, miTate bhI ho, kucha nayA kA hai, jAnanevAle kA nhiiN| ina do AMkhoM se to jo pyArA AvirbhUta hotA hai| mRtyu akelI nahIM hai vhaaN| pratyeka mRtyu ke milatA hai, vaha bAhara kA hai| preyasI milatI hai, priyatama milatA | sAtha nayA janma hai| hai, pati milatA hai, patnI milatI hai| ina do AMkhoM se to jo hajAroM bAra mara-marakara bhI na mara pAyA premI kbhii| milatA hai, vaha bAhara kA hai| ye do AMkheM to bAhara se jor3ane ke maraNa hara bAra A-Akara naye hI prANa detA hai|| dvAra haiN| nahIM, usase milanA ho to eka tIsarI AMkha caahie| usa rAste para bahuta bAra maranA hotA hai, pratipala maranA hotA hai| parama pyAre se milanA ho jo tumhAre bhItara hI ghara basAe baiThA hai, kyoMki jaise hI tuma thor3I dera ke lie na mare ahaMkAra ikaTThA ho tumhArI pratIkSA karatA hai ki kaba Ao, kaba vApisa lauTo, jAtA hai| ise pala-pala jalAnA hotA hai| ise miTAte hI jAnA kitane janma ho gaye tumheM gae, kaba ghara Aoge; paradeza meM kaise hotA hai| nahIM to jarA hI tuma cUke ki dhUla phira jamI, phira 'maiM' lubhA gae--use pAne ke lie to eka aaNkh...| khar3A huaa| yaha 'maiM' itanA sUkSma hai, dhana se khar3A hotA hai, pada kyoMki do AMkha se jo milatA hai, vaha dvaita; aura eka se jo se khar3A hotA hai, tyAga se khar3A hotA hai-yahAM taka ki vinamratA milegA, vahI advait| | ke bhAva se khar3A ho jAtA hai ki maiM to nA-kucha huuN| usameM bhI do AMkheM hI to do meM tor3a detI haiM sAre saMsAra ko| phira ye do khar3A ho jAtA hai| AMkheM to bAhara dekhatI haiM, bhItara nahIM dekha sktiiN| isalie to hajAroM bAra mara-marakara bhI na mara pAyA premI kbhii| samasta dhyAna kI prakriyAoM meM AMkha baMda kara lenI par3atI hai, maraNa hara bAra A-Akara naye hI prANa detA hai|| tAki yaha do AMkhoM kA saMsAra to kho jAye, miTa jaaye| eka yaha satata maraNa kI prakriyA hI dhyAna hai, prArthanA hai, pUjA hai, 221

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jina sUtra bhAga : 1 arcanA hai| ilAhI sArI duniyA ko maiM kaise rAjadAM kara lUM! 'terI divya Aga meM jala-jalakara rAkha huA jA rahA huuN|' kaise sabhI ko isa rAja meM bhAgIdAra banA lUM! sabhI pUchate haiM, ghabar3AnA mt| dhanyavAda denA use| saubhAgya ki tumheM usane 'kyoM ro rahe ho? kyoM gA rahe ho, kyoM nAca rahe ho?' 'kyoM' isa yogya samajhA ki tumheM jalAye! dhanyabhAga ki tuma para usakI to khar3A hI hai| jarA bhI tumane anyathA kiyA, logoM se bhinna najara gaI ki tumheM jalAe! kyoMki isa jalana meM hI, isa miTane meM kiyA ki logoM ne pUchA, 'kyoM?' loga cAhate haiM, tuma ThIka vaise hI naye kA sUtrapAta hai| sUryodaya hogaa| ghabar3AnA mt| pIr3A bhI hI raho jaise ve haiM, rattI bhara bheda na ho; tuma mUrtivata, yaMtravata calate ho to ro lenA, AMsU bahA lenA; para yaha AkAMkSA mata karanA ki raho bhIr3a ke saath| jaba tuma rooge, gAoge, kabhI mastI meM baMda kara, roka! haMsoge--yaha saba hogA, kyoMki bhItara kI yAtrA tumheM sabhI bhAvoM jIsasa taka ko aisI ghar3I A gaI thii| sUlI para laTake hue, | meM se gujaaregii| hara bhAva kA tIrtha milegaa| kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI AkhirI kSaNa meM, Upara kI tarapha AMkha uThAkara unhoMne kahA ki hogA ki tuma bilakula pAgala mAlUma par3oge-haMsoge bhI, 'he paramAtmA, yaha kyA dikhalA rahA hai? baMda kara!' sUlI para rooge bhI, saath-saath| kisako na lagegA aisA! lekina phira unako hoza A gayA, sababa hara eka mujhase pUchatA hai mere rone kA samhala gae, tatkSaNa bAta badala dii| vakta para badala dI, ThIka ilAhI sArI duniyA ko maiM kaise rAjadA kara lUM! kSaNa meM badala dI, anyathA cUka jaate| tatkSaNa phira AMkheM Upara maiMne pUchA ki hai maMjile-makasUda kahAM uThAIM aura kahA, 'he paramAtmA, kSamA kara! terI marjI pUrI ho! | khijra ne rAha batalAI mujhe mayakhAne kii| agara tU jalAnA cAhatA hai to yahI zubha hogA! agara tU miTAnA | -pUchA maiMne ki vaha AkhirI maMjila kahAM hai, to sadaguru ne cAhatA hai, sUlI denA cAhatA hai, to jarUra yahI mere hita meM hogA! mujhe rAha batAI madhuzAlA kii| mere kalyANa ko tU mujhase behatara jAnatA hai! terI marjI pUrI ho!' / maiMne pUchA ki hai maMjile-makasUda kahAM thaka gaI hai jubAM to cupa hokara khijra ne rAha batalAI mujhe mayakhAne kii| kAma meM AMsuoM ko lAe haiN| -mastI kI, behozI kI, prema kI, prArthanA kii| ro lenaa| kahate na bane, kahanA muzkila ho jAye, AMsuoM se | khoo apane ko! jaba maiM kahatA hUM, jaloge, usakA itanA hI kaha denaa| magara viparIta kI prArthanA mata krnaa| pIr3A ko bhoga artha hai ki miToge, dduuboge| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, purAne se lenaa| jalana ko svIkAra kara lenaa| saMbaMdha TUTa gayA aura eka naI hI cetanA kA janma huA hai| isa loga smjhaaeNge| loga kaheMge, lauTa Ao, bhale-caMge the| cetanA meM mastI bhI hogI, hoza bhI hogaa| isa cetanA meM aisI yaha kyA jhaMjhaTa mola le lI? | mastI hogI ki jisameM hoza hai| isa cetanA meM behozI bhI hogI: mIrA ko samajhAyA logoM ne| caitanya ko samajhAyA logoM ne| jaisA mahAvIra kahate haiM, nivRtti saMsAra se, pravRtti svayaM se| isa buddha ko samajhAyA logoM ne, 'lauTa Ao! yaha kyA pAgalapana behozI meM saMsAra ke prati behozI hogI, paramAtmA ke prati hoza savAra huA hai? apanI buddhi ko samhAlo!' sArI duniyA hogaa| 'para' ke prati behozI hogI, 'sva' ke prati hoza hogaa| baddhimAna hai| bAhara se to tuma dekhoge, luTa gae; aura bhItara se anaMta dhana tumheM to tuma jaba viraha meM rooge aura jaba usakI Aga tumheM | upalabdha ho jAegA, khajAne upalabdha ho jaaeNge| jalAegI, aura jaba tumhArA hRdaya kaTegA iMca-iMca, hara koI phira naz2ara meM phUla mahake dila meM phira zamaeM jalIM tumase pUchegA, 'kyA huA hai?' tuma na to logoM kI sunakara phira tasavvura ne liyA usa bajma meM jAne kA naam| lauTanA, na logoM ko samajhAne laga jaanaa| kyoMki kucha bAteM haiM, paravAne ko dekhA hai? jalatA hai| phira zamA jalatI hai, phira jo samajhane-samajhAne kI nahIM haiN| dIyA jalatA hai, phira paravAnA AyA! kitanI bAra jala cukA hai, sababa hara eka mujhase pUchatA hai mere rone kA lekina phira-phira A jAtA hai, phira zamA meM kho jAtA hai| 2221

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jiMdagI nAma hai ravAnI kA nizcita hI paravAnoM meM tarka, ciMtana, vicAravAle loga nahIM; nita tumheM pukArA karatI hUM anyathA kahate, pAgala hai, dIvAnA hai| AdamI to kahate hI haiN| eka bAra hRdaya meM cheda karo yaha dharma kA premI bhI paravAne kI taraha hai| hameM lagatA hai ki vaha kSaNa maiM nihArA karatI hUM jalane calA, lekina paravAne se to koI pUche, usake bhItara hRdaya kRpA karo, bacAo! jala jAUM, aisI bhIkha do! se to koI pUche! phira najara meM phUla mahake dila meM phira zamaeM jalIM 'Apa na jAno'-aisA kaise hogA? jinhoMne mujhase saMbaMdha phira tasavvura ne liyA usa bajma meM jAne kA naam| | jor3A hai, kucha bhI unheM ghaTegA, use maiM jaanuuNgaa| saMbaMdha na jor3A ho use to yAda Ate hI apane premI kI, usakI baiThaka kI dhuna | to bAta alg| jinhoMne mujhase saMbaMdha jor3A hai, jinhoMne itanI | par3ate hI cAroM tarapha phUla khila jAte haiM, cAroM tarapha dIye jala himmata kI hai mere sAtha calane kI--kyoMki mere sAtha calakara jAte haiN| | milegA kyA? na dhana, na pratiSThA, na pd| hogI pada-pratiSThA, paramAtmA prema kI khoja hai| isameM tuma hisAba mata laanaa| isameM kho jaayegii| loka-lAja khonI pdd'egii| gaMvAoge hI mere sAtha, tuma pUre ke pUre jaanaa| tuma yaha bhI mata kahanA kiH do nainA nahiM kamAoge kyA? khAiyo, piyA milana kI Asa! tuma itanA bhI mata khnaa| tuma to jisane mere sAtha calane kI himmata kI hai aura sAhasa kiyA to kahanA, saba taraha DubA do! yaha piyA milana kI Asa itanI hai, usake bhItara kucha bhI ghaTe, mujhe patA clegaa| taMtu jur3a gae! gahana ho jAe ki Asa jaisI bhI mAlUma na pdd'e| Asa karanevAlA | usI ko to maiM saMnyAsa kahatA hUM-mujha se jur3a jAne kA naam| koI na bace bhiitr| vahAM tumhAre hRdaya meM kucha khaTakA hogA to mujhe patA clegaa| tumheM jaise koI marusthala meM bhaTaka gayA ho kaI dinoM se aura jala na bhI patA calegA, zAyada usake bhI pahale patA cala jaae| milA ho, to pahale pyAsa lagatI hai| pyAsa ke sAtha bhItara yaha 'Apa na jAno'- aisA hogA nhiiN| basa eka zarta tuma pUrI bhAva bhI hotA hai ki maiM pyAsA huuN| phira pyAsa bar3hatI jAtI hai, kara denA-jur3ane kI--usake bAda zeSa maiM samhAla luuNgaa| jala nahIM miltaa| phira dhIre-dhIre pyAsa itanI saghana hone lagatI pahalI hI zarta pUrI na huI to phira zeSa nahIM samhAlA jA sktaa| hai ki bhItara kabhI-kabhI aisA khayAla AtA hai ki maiM pyAsA hUM, aura ghabar3Ao mt| anyathA pyAsa hI pyAsa mAlUma par3atI hai| phira aura eka aisI sabA ne phira dare-jiMdA pe A ke dI dastaka ghar3I AtI hai, AkhirI ghar3I, jaba sirpha pyAsa hI raha jAtI hai, sahara karIba hai dila se kaho na ghbraaye| yAsA bhI nahIM rhtaa| itanI bhI aba zakti nahIM bacatI ki subaha kI havA A gaI, kArAgRha para usane phira se dastaka dI! apane ko alaga kara le aura kahe ki maiM pyAsa kA dekhanevAlA hUM, sabA ne phira dare-jiMdA pe A ke dI dastaka ki maiM pyAsa kA jAnanevAlA huuN| pyAsa hI ho jAtI hai| sArA sahara karIba hai dila se kaho na ghbraae| pyAsA pyAsa meM rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai| pUre prANa pyAsa meM jala idhara maiM AyA hUM, tumhAre hRdaya para dastaka dI hai| agara tumheM uThate haiN| usI ghar3I meM milana hotA hai, jaba tuma pUre ke pUre DUba sunAI par3a gaI hai-sahara karIba hai, dila se kaho na ghbraae| jAoge! bacAne kI AkAMkSA apane ko karanA hI mt| do AMkha ye jo pIr3A ke kSaNa hoMge, kisI dina tuma inake lie apane ko bhI bacAne kI AkAMkSA mata krnaa| kyoMki saba bacAne kI dhanyabhAgI smjhoge| Aja to pIr3A hogI hii| rAha para pIr3A hotI AkAMkSA meM tuma apane ko hI bacA loge| apane ko gaMvAnA hai, hai| maMjila para pahuMcakara yAtrI ko patA calatA hai ki jo pIr3A thI khonA hai| vaha to kucha bhI na thI; jo pAyA hai vaha anaMta gunA hai| khuzabuoM ke saphara meM gujarI hai AkhirI prazna : cAMdanI ke nagara meM gajarI hai| Apa na jAno gurudeva mere! bhIkha hai, bAkI jiMdagI hai vahI

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 jo terI rahagujara meM gujarI hai| basa itanA hI tuma khayAla rakhanA, tumhArI tarapha se pUrA ho, eka daphA pahuMcakara patA calatA hai ki aura saba prAmANika ho, tumhArI tarapha se hArdika ho--phira yaha na hogA ki khuzabuoM ke saphara meM gujarI hai maiM na jaanuuN| jo bhI ho rahA hai, maiM jAnatA rhuuNgaa| cAMdanI ke nagara meM gujarI hai| tumhArI prArthanA jarUrI nahIM ki purI karUM, kyoMki tuma to jaldI bhIkha hai-aura saba bhIkha hai--cAhe khuzabuoM kA rAstA ho, hI ghabar3A jAte ho| tuma kahate ho, aba mata rulAo, aba bahuta cAhe cAMda kI nagarI ho| ho gayA! tuma to kahate ho, aba mata jalAo, aba bahuta ho ...bAkI jiMdagI hai vhii| gayA! tuma to jaldI hI ukatA jAte ho, jaldI hI ghabar3A jAte jo terI rahagujara meM gujarI hai| ho| merA upayoga hI yahI hai tumhAre sAtha ki tumheM himmata baMdhAUM, jo paramAtmA ko khojane meM gujarI hai, vahI jiMdagI hai| bAkI | ki basa thor3I dUra aura, jyAdA nahIM calanA hai| jiMdagI kA nAmamAtra hai| buddha eka bAra eka gAMva ke pAsa se gujare, dUsare gAMva jA rahe to eka tarapha se to tumase kahatA hUM, saba gaMvAnA hogaa| lekina the| gAMva meM logoM se pUchA, kitanI dUra hai? gAMva ke logoM ne dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jo gaMvAne ko rAjI haiN| kyoMki ve hI sabhI kucha kahA, yahI koI do kos| phira koI do kosa cala cuke jaMgala pAne ke adhikArI ho jAte haiN| eka tarapha se to lagegA, tuma khone meN| lakar3ahArA AtA thA, usase pUchA ki bhaI dUsarA gAMva kitanI lage; dUsarI tarapha se tuma pAoge, pAne lge| dara? usane kahA, basa yahI koI do kos| buddha muskuraae| khoyA huA-sA rahatA hUM aksara maiM izka meM AnaMda jarA krodha meM A gyaa| usane kahA, gAMva ke badatamIja yA yUM kaho ki hoza meM Ane lagA hUM maiN| beImAna loga! do kosa hama cala bhI cuke aura abhI bhI do kosa saMsAra chUTane lagegA satya milane lgegaa| juArI caahie| hai, yaha kahatA hai! apane ko dAMva para lagAnevAle caahie| agara tumane apane ko phira koI do kosa cala cuke, aba to sAMjha bhI hone lagI, dAMva para lagA diyA to tuma phikra mata kro| tumane agara saMbaMdha | sUraja bhI Dhalane lagA aura eka AdamI se pUchA, to usane kahA, banAne kI himmata kara lI hai to kucha uttaradAyitva merA bhI hai| jaba yahI koI do kosa, basa aba pahuMcate hI haiN| AnaMda ne kahA ki tuma mujhase jur3ate ho, tuma akele hI thor3e hI jur3a rahe ho; maiM bhI isa taraha ke jhUTha bolanevAle loga maiMne kabhI nahIM dekhe| yAtrA tumase jur3a rahA huuN| itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki 'tuma mujhase jur3e karate jiMdagI ho gaI! ho?' kahIM Upara-Upara to nahIM hai bAta? kahIM kahane bhara kI to buddha ne kahA, ye jhUTha bolanevAle loga nahIM haiM; ye mere jaise loga nahIM hai bAta? kyoMki bahuta loga A jAte haiN| koI AtA hai, haiN| ye bar3e acche loga haiN| ye himmata baMdhAte haiN| ye kahate haiM, mujhase kahatA hai, basa aba Apake caraNoM meM saba samarpaNa hai| to basa, jarA do kosa! ye tumheM calAe jA rahe haiN| dekho, chaha kosa maiM kahatA hUM, ThIka, to aba saMnyAsa le lo! vaha kahatA hai, yaha to calA hI cuke! jarA muzkila hai| saba samarpaNa hai! yaha jarA kaThina hai| aba maiM bhI tumase kahatA hUM, do hI kosa hai| kyA kaha rahe the abhI kSaNabhara pahale? saba samarpaNa hai! saba tuma kaI bAra thaka jAte ho, baiTha jAnA cAhate ho, tumase kahanA samarpaNa kA to artha yaha thA ki saMnyAsa kI to chor3o, agara maiM par3atA hai, basa hone ko hI hai| kahatA ki jAo, DUba maro nadI meM, to bhI cale gae hote| agara / sabA ne phira dare-jiMdA pe A ke dI dastaka bacAnA hotA to maiM bhAgA huA aataa| tumheM ciMtA kI jarUrata na sahara karIba hai dila se kaho na ghbraae| thii| lekina loga zabdoM kA upayoga karate haiM, zAyada artha kA bhI unheM bodha nhiiN| aupacArika bAteM loga sIkha gae haiN| upacAra Aja itanA hii| nibhAte haiN| saba samarpaNa hai! saba meM saMnyAsa samAviSTa na thA? saba meM to mauta bhI samAviSTa thii| 224