Chinta

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Mahavideh Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008850/1

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ciMtI ... mAvAna kathita, dAdA bhagavAna kathita... ciMtA kAryane avarodhaka ciMtA thavA mAMDe ke samajo kArya vadhAre bagaDavAnuM. ciMtA nA thAya to samajavuM ke kArya bagaDavAnuM nathI. ciMtA kAryane avarodhaka che. ciMtAthI to dhaMdhAne mota Ave. keTalAMka to dhaMdhAnI ciMtAo karyA ja kare che, e zArI ciMtA kare che ? manamAM ema lAge che ke 'huM ja calAvuM chuM', tethI ciMtA thAya che. 'e koNa calAvanAra che' evuM kaMI sAdhAraNa paNa, koI paNa jAtanuM avalaMbana leto nathI. ciMtA e moTAmAM moTo IgoIjhama che. - dAdAzrI LOANS T ALL saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIna GI |

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AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa lIka! (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezananA prakAzano) 1. bhogave tenI bhUla 37. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 2. banyuM te nyAya 38, mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 3. eDajasTa evarIvhera 39. vANIno siddhAMta 4. athaDAmaNa TALo 1. eDajasTa evarIvhera ciMtA 2. TakarAva TAlie 7. sevA-paropakAra huA so nyAya bhugate usI kI bhUla 8. mAnavadharma 9. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI OM zauna haiM? 11. dAna karma kA vijJAna 12. trimaMtra 8. sarva duHkho se mukti 13. huM koNa chuM ? 9. Atmabodha 14. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 10. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 15. dAdA bhagavAna ? 1. Adjust Everywhere 16. vANI, vyavahAramAM.. 2. The Fault of the sufferer 17. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 3. Whatever has happened is Justice 18. mAM-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) Avoid Clashes Anger 19. paisAno vyavahAra (saM.) 6. Worries 20. pati-patnInodivya vyavahAra (saM.) 7. The Essence of All Religion 21. pratikramaNa (saM.) 8. Shree Simandhar Swami 22. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saM.) 9. Pure Love 10. Death: Before, During & After... 23. kamanuM vijJAna Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 24. pApa-puNya 12. Who Am I? 25. prema 13. The Science of Karma 26. ahiMsA 14. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 27. camatkAra 15. Money 16. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 28. kleza vinAnuM jIvana 17. Harmony in Marriage 29. guru-ziSya 18. Pratikraman 30. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 19. Flawless Vision 31. AptavANI zreNI 1 thI 14 20. Generation Gap 32. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvAdha-utarArdha) 22. Noble use of Money 34. Aptasra(bhAga 1 thI 5) 23. Trimantra 35. paisAno vyavahAra 24. Life Without Conflicts 36. pratikramaNa 25. Spirituality In Speech "huM to keTalAMka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ?" - dAdAzrI - parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) gAmegAmadezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. dAdAzrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna (nIrumA)ne AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda nIrumA te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvatA hatA. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAIne dAdAzrIe satsaMga karavA mATe siddhi Apela. nIrumAnI hAjarImAM temanA AzIrvAdathI pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzomAM ghaNAM gAmo-zaheromAM jaIne AtmajJAna karAvI rahyA hatA. je nIrumAnA dehavilaya bAda cAlu ja raheze. A AtmajJAna meLavyA bAda hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. 5. . . . . . . . . . 21. Apatvani-1

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dAdA bhagavAna' koNa ? jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano eka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna" saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM adbhUta Azcarya ! eka klAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanA pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja klAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakTa ! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. A dekhAya che e to 'e. ema. paTela che. ame jJAnI puruSa chIe. ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. Urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! saMpAdakIya ciMtA kone nahIM thatI hoya ? je saMsArathI sAcA arthamAM saMpUrNa virakta thayA hoya, tene ja ciMtA nA thAya. bAkI badhAne thAya. A ciMtA zAthI thAya che ? ciMtAnuM pariNAma zuM ? ane ciMtArahita zI rIte thavAya ? enI yathArtha samajaNa temaja tenI prAptinI cAvI parama pUjya dAdAzrIe batAvI che, je atre prakAzita thAya che. | ciMtA eTale pragaTa agni ! niraMtara bALyA ja kare ! rAtre UMghavA ya nA de. bhUkha-tarasa harAma kare ne keTalAMya rogane notare. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa Avato janma jAnavara gatino baMdhAve ! A bhava-parabhava banaivane bagADe. ciMtA e ahaMkAra che. zA AdhAre A badhuM cAlI rahyuM che e vijJAna nahIM samajavAthI, pote mAthe laIne kartA thaI bese che ne bhogave che. bhogavaTo mAtra ahaMkArane che. kartA-bhokatApaNuM ahaMkArane ja che. ciMtA kare te kArya bagaDe evo kudaratano niyama che. ciMtAmukta thAya te kArya svayaM sudharI jAya ! moTA mANasone moTI ciMtA, erakaMDIzanamAM ya ciMtAthI rebajheba hoya ! majUrone ciMtA nA hoya, nirAMte UMdhe ne A zeThiyAone UMghanI goLIo khAvI paDe ! A jAnavarone koI di' ciMtA thAya ? dIkarI dasa varasanI thAya tyArathI tene paraNAvAnI ciMtA cAlu ! are, enA mATe muratiyo janmI cUkyo haze ke janmavAno bAkI haze ? ciMtAvALAne tyAM lakSmI nA Take. ciMtAthI aMtarAya karma baMdhAya. ciMtA kone kahevAya ? vicAra karavAno vAMdho nathI. paNa vicAro vamaLe caDhe eTale ciMtA zarU thAya. vicArono AmaLo thavA mAMDe eTale tyAM baMdha karI devuM. kharekhara 'kartA koNa che e nahIM samajAvAthI ciMtA thAya che. kartA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenkiAyala eviDansa che, vizvamAM koI svataMtra kartA che ja nahIM. nimitta mAtra che. ciMtA kAyamanI kyAre jAya ? kartApaNuM chUTe tyAre ! kartApaNuM chUTe kyAre ? AtmajJAna pAme tyAre. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna

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ciMtAmukta thAya te kArya svayaM sudharI jAya ! moTA mANasone moTI ciMtA, erakaMDIzanamAM ya ciMtAthI rebajheba hoya ! majUrone ciMtA nA hoya, nirAMte UMdhe ne A zeThiyAone UMghanI goLIo khAvI paDe ! A jAnavarone koI di' ciMtA thAya ? saMpAdakIya dIkarI dasa varasanI thAya tyArathI tene paraNAvAnI ciMtA cAlu ! are, enA mATe muratiyo janmI cUkyo haze ke janmavAno bAkI haze ? ciMtA kone nahIM thatI hoya ? je saMsArathI sAcA arthamAM saMpUrNa virakta thayA hoya, tene ja ciMtA nA thAya. bAkI badhAne thAya. A ciMtA zAthI thAya che ? ciMtAnuM pariNAma zuM ? ane ciMtArahita zI rIte thavAya ? enI yathArtha samajaNa temaja tenI prAptinI cAvI parama pUjya dAdAzrIe batAvI che, je atre prakAzita thAya che. ciMtA eTale pragaTa agni ! niraMtara bALyA ja kare ! rAtre UMghavA ya nA de. bhUkha-tarasa harAma kare ne keTalAMya rogane notare. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa Avato janma jAnavara gatino baMdhAve ! A bhava-parabhava banaivane bagADe. ciMtA e ahaMkAra che. zA AdhAre A badhuM cAlI rahyuM che e vijJAna nahIM samajavAthI, pote mAthe laIne kartA thaI bese che ne bhogave che. bhogavaTo mAtra ahaMkArane che. kartA-bhokatApaNuM ahaMkArane ja che. ciMtA kare te kArya bagaDe evo kudaratano niyama che. ciMtAvALAne tyAM lakSmI nA Take. ciMtAthI aMtarAya karma baMdhAya. ciMtA kone kahevAya ? vicAra karavAno vAMdho nathI. paNa vicAro vamaLe caDhe eTale ciMtA zarU thAya. vicArono AmaLo thavA mAMDe eTale tyAM baMdha karI devuM. kharekhara 'kartA koNa che? e nahIM samajAvAthI ciMtA thAya che. kartA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che, vizvamAM koI svataMtra kartA che ja nahIM. nimitta mAtra che. ciMtA kAyamanI kyAre jAya ? kartApaNuM chUTe tyAre ! kartApaNuM chUTe kyAre ? AtmajJAna pAme tyAre. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna

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ciMtA ciMtA Ave kyAMthI ? dAdAzrI : ciMtA koI dahADo karelI kharI ? praznakartA : ciMtA to mAnava svabhAva che, eTale ciMtA eka yA bIjA koI svarUpe e hoya ja. dAdAzrI : mANasano svabhAva kevo che ke potAne koI dhola mAre, ene sAme dhola mAre. paNa joDe joDe koI samajaNavALo hoya to e vicAra kare ke A mAre kAyado hAthamAM na levo joIe. keTalAka loko kAyado hAthamAM ya le. have A ciMtA karavI e kAyado hAthamAM levA barobara che. kAyado hAthamAM levo guno kahevAya. ciMtA kema karAya mANasane ? dareka bhagavAna ema kahIne gayA ke koI ciMtA karazo nahIM. badhuM amAre mAthe jokhamadArI rAkhajo. praznakartA : paNa e bolavuM ane vyavahAramAM mUkavuM enI vacce bahu jabarajasta phera che. dAdAzrI : nA, huM vyavahAramAM choDavAnuM nathI kaheto. A to vigata kahuM chuM. ema kaMI chUTe nahIM ciMtA, paNa A ciMtA e nathI karavAnI, chatAM thaI jAya che badhAne. ciMtA have A ciMtA thAya tyAre davA zuM copaDo cho ? ciMtAnI davA nathI AvatI ? ciMtA, tyAM anubhUti kyAMthI ? praznakartA : ciMtAthI para thavA mATe bhagavAnanA AzIrvAda mAMgIe ke AmAMthI huM kyAre chUTuM, eTalA mATe 'bhagavAna, bhagavAna" karIe. e mAdhyamathI ApaNe AgaLa vadhavA mAMgIe chIe. chatAM hajI mane mArA aMdara rahelA bhagavAnanI anubhUti thatI nathI. - dAdAzrI : zI rIte anubhUti thAya ? ciMtAmAM anubhUti thAya nahIM ne ! ciMtA ane anubhUti, be sAthe nA hoya. ciMtA baMdha thAya to anubhUti thAya. praznakartA : ciMtA kevI rIte maTe ? dAdAzrI : ahIM satsaMgamAM rahevAthI. satsaMgamAM koI dahADo AvyA cho ? praznakartA : bIje satsaMgamAM jAuM chuM. dAdAzrI : satsaMgamAM javAthI jo ciMtA baMdha nA thatI hoya to e satsaMga choDI devo joIe. bAkI, satsaMgamAM javAthI ciMtA baMdha thavI ja joIe. praznakartA : tyAM besIe eTalI vAra zAMti rahe. dAdAzrI : nA, ene kaMI zAMti nA kahevAya. emAM zAMti nathI. AvI zAMti to ApaNe gappAM sAMbhaLIe to ya zAMti thAya. sAcI zAMti to kAyama rahevI joIe, khasavI ja nA joIe. eTale ciMtA thAya e satsaMgamAM javAya ja kema karIne ? satsaMgavALAne kahI devAnuM ke, "bhaI, amane ciMtA thAya che, mATe have ame ahIM AvavAnA nathI, nahIM to tame kaMIka davA evI karo ke ciMtA nA thAya."

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ciMtA ciMtA praznakartA : ophisamAM jauM, ghera AvuM, to ya kaze mana nA lAge. dAdAzrI : ophisamAM to ApaNe nokarI mATe jaIe chIe ane pagAra to joIe che ne ! gharasaMsAra calAvavAno che, eTale ghara choDI nahIM devAnuM, nokarI choDI nahIM devAnI. paNa phakta jyAM AgaLa ciMtA maTe nahIM e satsaMga choDI devo. navo bIjo satsaMga khoLavo, trIjA satsaMgamAM javuM. satsaMga badhA bahu hoya che, paNa satsaMgathI ciMtA javI joIe. bIjA koI satsaMgamAM gayelA nahIM ? praznakartA: paNa amane evuM kahevAmAM Ave che ke bhagavAna tamArI aMdara ja che. tamane zAMti aMdarathI ja maLaze, bahAra bhaTakavAnuM baMdha karI do. dAdAzrI : hA, barAbara che. praznakartA : paNa e aMdara je bhagavAna birAjelA che. eno anubhava jarA ya paNa nathI thato. ciMtA karo cho ? eTale A aMdaranuM badhuM bahu calAvavAnuM che, bahAra to zuM calAvavAnuM che, te ciMtA karo cho ? pachI bhagavAnane khoTuM ja lAge ne ! ahaMkAra karo eTale ciMtA thAya. ciMtA karanAra mANasa e ahaMkArI kahevAya. eka aThavADiyuM bhagavAna upara choDI daI ciMtA karavAnuM baMdha karI do. pachI ahIM koIka dahADo bhagavAnano sAkSAtkAra karAvI daIzuM, te kAyamanI ciMtA maTI jAya ! ciMtA eTale pragaTa ati ! eTale A badhuM samajavuM paDe. ema ne ema copaDavAnI pI jaIe to zuM thAya pachI ? A badhI copaDavAnI pI gayA che, nahIM to ciMtA hotI haze mANasane, hindustAnanA mANasane ciMtA hotI haze !? tamane ciMtAno zokha che ? praznakartA : nA, zAMti joIe che. dAdAzrI : ciMtA to agni kahevAya, Ama thaze ne tema thaze ! ko'ka kALe saMskArI manuSya thavAnuM Ave ne tyAre ciMtAmAM rahyA to manuSyapaNuM ya jatuM rahe. keTaluM badhuM jokhama kahevAya ?! tamAre zAMti joItI hoya to ciMtA kAyamanI baMdha karI ApuM. ciMtA baMdha thAya tyArathI ja vItarAga bhagavAnano mokSamArga kahevAya ! vItarAga bhagavAnanAM je darzana kare tyArathI ja ciMtA baMdha thavI joIe, paNa darzana karatAM ya nathI AvaDatuM. darzana karavAnuM to jJAnI puruSa zIkhavADe ke AvI rIte darzana karajo tyAre kAma thAya. A ciMtAmAM to agni saLagyA kare. zakkariyAM joyelAM ? zakkariyAM bharavADamAM mUke ne baphAya enA jevuM thAya ! dAdAzrI : ciMtAmAM anubhava nA thAya. ciMtA hoya to anubhava thayo hoya te ya jato rahe. ciMtA to eka jAtano ahaMkAra kahevAya che. bhagavAna kahe che ke, 'tuM ahaMkAra kare che? to amArI joDethI jato rahe !! jene "A huM calAvuM chuM,' evo calAvavAno ahaMkAra hoya te ja ciMtA kare ne ?" bhagavAna upara vizvAsa jarA ya nA hoya te ja ciMtA kare ne ? praznakartA : bhagavAna upara to vizvAsa che. dAdAzrI : vizvAsa hoya to AvuM kare ja nahIM ne ! bhagavAnanA vizvAsa choDIne nirAMte oDhIne sUI jAya. e ciMtA vaLI koNa kare ? eTale bhagavAna upara vizvAsa rAkho. bhagavAna thoDuM ghaNuM saMbhALato haze ke nahIM tamAruM ? A aMdara khAvAnuM nAkho cho pachI ciMtA karo cho ? pAcakarasa paDyA ke nahIM, pitta paDyuM, evI badhI ciMtA nathI karatA ? AnuM lohI thaze ke nahIM thAya ? AnuM saMDAsa thaze ke nahIM ?" evI jJAnI kRpAthI ciMtAmukti ! praznakartA : to ciMtAthI mukta thavA zuM karavuM joIe ?

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ciMtA rahI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke je sephasAIDa necarala hatI, temAM tame gUMcavADo karyo ane have ciMtA zuM karavA karo cho ? gUMcavADo Ave to tenI sAmA thAva ne ukela lAvo. ciMtA dAdAzrI : tamArI peTha A bhaI paNa bahu pharyA paNa bhalIvAra nA Avyo. te pachI emaNe zuM karyuM. e pUchI juo. emane ekuMya ciMtA che ? atyAre gALo bhAMDe to azAMti thAya kharI ? emane pUcho. praznakartA : paNa ciMtA baMdha karavA mAre zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e to "jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse AvIne kRpA laI javAnI, pachI ciMtA baMdha thaI jAya ane saMsAra cAlyA kare. ciMtA jAya, tyArathI samAdhi ! ciMtA nA thAya to sAco gUMcavADo gayo. ciMtA nA thAya, variSTha nA thAya ane upAdhinI mahIM samAdhi rahe to jANavuM ke sAco gUMcavADo gayo. praznakartA : evI samAdhi lAvavI hoya to paNa nA Ave. dAdAzrI : e to Ama lAvavAthI nA Ave ! jJAnI puruSa gUMcavADo kADhI Ape, badhuM cokhkhuM karI Ape tyAre niraMtara samAdhi rahe. ciMtA nA thAya evI ja lAIpha hoya to sArI kahevAya ne ? praznakartA: e to sArI ja kahevAya ne ! dAdAzrI: ciMtA vagaranI lAIpha karI ApIe pachI tamane ciMtA nahIM thAya. A eka moTuM Azcarya che A kALanuM. A kALamAM A nA hoya. paNa jo A banyuM che ne ! pote paramAtmA pachI ciMtA zAne ? praznakartA : jo ApaNe pratikULatAnI sAmA thaIe, eno avarodha karIe, pratikAra karIe to temAM vadhAre ahaMkAra thAya. dAdAzrI : ciMtA karavA karatAM sAmuM thavuM sAruM. ciMtAnA ahaMkAra karatAM sAmA thavAno ahaMkAra nAno che. bhagavAne kaheluM che ke, "evI paristhitanA sAmA thajo, upAya karajo, paNa ciMtA nA karazo.' ciMtA karatArate be daMDa ! bhagavAna kahe che ke ciMtA karanArAne be daMDa che ane ciMtA nA karanArAne eka daMDa che. ekano eka javAna chokaro aDhAra varSano marI jAya tenI pAchaLa jeTalI ciMtA kare che, jeTaluM duHkha kare che, mAthuM phoDe, bIjuM badhuM je je kare, tene be daMDa che ane A badhuM nA kare to eka ja daMDa che. chokaro marI gayo eTalo ja daMDa che ane mAthuM phoDyuM te vadhArAno daMDa che. ame e be daMDamAM koI dahADo ya nA AvIe. eTale ame A lokone kahyuM che ke, pAMca hajAra rUpiyAnuM gajavuM kapAya eTale 'vyavasthita' (eTale onlI sAyaTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che) kahIne AgaLa cAlavAnuM ne nirAMte ghera javAnuM. A eka daMDa te ApaNI potAno hisAba ja che. mATe gabharAvAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. tethI meM 'vyavasthita kahyuM che, ejhekTa 'vyavasthita che. mATe thaI gayuM che ene to 'banyuM te karekTa' ema kahIe ! jenI ciMtA te kArya bagaDe ! kudarata zuM kahe che ke kArya nA thatuM hoya to prayatna karo, jabarajasta prayatna karo. paNa ciMtA nA karo. kAraNa ke ciMtA karavAthI e kAryane dhakko khAlI vAta ja samajavAnI che, tame paNa paramAtmA cho, bhagavAna ja cho, pachI zene mATe varijha karavAnI ? ciMtA zene mATe karo cho ? eka kSaNavAra paNa ciMtA karavA jevuM A jagata nathI. have pelI sephasAIDa

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ciMtA vAgaze ane ciMtA karanAra e lagAma pote potAnA hAthamAM le che. 'huM ja jANe calAvuM chuM." evI lagAma pote hAthamAM le che. eno guno lAgu thAya che. parasattA vAparavAthI ciMtA thAya che. paradezanI kamANI paradezamAM ja raheze. A moTara-baMgalA, milo, bairI-chokarAM badhuM ja ahIM mUkIne javuM paDaze. A chelve sTezane to koInA ya bApanuM cAle tema nathI ne ! mAtra puNya ane pApa sAthe laI javA deze. bIjI sAdI bhASAmAM samajAvuM to ahIM je je gunA karyA tenI kalamo sAthe Avaze. e gunAnI kamANI ahIM ja raheze ane pachI kesa cAlaze. te kalamonA hisAbe navo deha prApta karI pharIthI navesarathI kamANI karI ne devuM cUkavavuM paDaze ! mATe mUA pahelethI ja pAMsaro thaI jAne ! svadeza(AtmA)mAM to bahu ja sukha che, paNa svadeza joyo ja nathI ne ! UgharANI yAda Ave tyAM.. rAtre badhAya kahe ke, "agiyAra vAgyA che, tame have UMghI jAva.' ziyALAno dahADo che ne tame maccharadAnInI aMdara pesI gayA, gharanA badhA sUI gayA che. mahIM maccharadAnImAM peThA pachI tamane, eka jaNanuM traNa hajAranuM bila bAkI hoya ane tenI mudata gaI hoya. to kaheze, 'Aje sahI karAvI hota to mudata maLata, paNa Aje sahI nA karAvI te pachI A badhI AkhI rAta ciMtA thAya. te rAte ne rAte mahIM sahI thatI haze ? thAya nahIM ne ? to nirAMte UMghI jAva to ApaNuM zuM bagaDe ? ciMtA Igoijhama kahyo che. e igoIjhama nA hovo ghaTe. 'huM kaMIka chuM ane huM ja calAvuM chuM', enAthI ene ciMtA hoya ane "huM hoIza to ja A kesano nikAla thaze.enAthI ciMtA thatI hoya che. eTale igoijhama bhAganuM oparezana karI nAkhavAnuM; pachI je vicAra rahyA sArAsAranA. teno vAMdho nahIM. e pachI mahIM lohI nA bALe, nahIM to A ciMtA to lohI bALe, mana bALe. ciMtA thatI hoya ne, te ghaDIe bAbo kazuM kahevA Avyo hoya to enI para paNa ugra thaI jAya, eTale badhI rIte nukasAna kare che. A ahaMkAra evI vastu che ke paisA hoya ke paisA nA hoya. paNa koI kaheze ke, "A caMdubhAIe mAruM badhuM bagADyuM." to paNa pAra vagaranI ciMtA ne pAra vagaranI upAdhi ! ane jagata to ApaNe nA bagADyuM hoya to ya kahene ? ciMtAtA pariNAma zAM ? A saMsAramAM bAya proDakTano ahaMkAra hoya che ja ane te sahaja ahaMkAra che, jenAthI saMsAra saheje cAle evo che. tyAM AkhA ahaMkAranuM ja kArakhAnuM kADhyuM ne moTo ahaMkAra vistAryo, te eTalo vistAryo ke enAthI ciMtAono pAra nA rahyo ! ahaMkArane ja vistAra vistAra karyo. sahaja ahaMkArathI, normala ahaMkArathI saMsAra cAle evo che, paNa tyAM ahaMkAra vistArI ne pachI kAkA ATalI uMmare kahe ke, "mane ciMtA thAya che.' e ciMtA thAya enuM phaLa zuM ? AgaLa jAnavara gati Avaze, mATe ceto, haju cetavA jevuM che. manuSyamAM cho tyAM sudhI cetajo, nahIM to ciMtA haze tyAM to pachI jAnavaranuM phaLa Avaze. bhakta to bhagavAnane ya TaiDakAve ! bhagavAnanA sAcA bhaktane to ciMtA thAya, to bhagavAnane ya haiDakAve. tame nA kaho cho ne mane ciMtA kema thAya che ? je bhagavAnane vaDhato nathI, te sAco bhakta nathI. jo kaMI upAdhi Ave to tamArA mahIM bhagavAna beThelo che temane bhAMDajo-dabaDAvajo. bhagavAnane paNa TaiDakAve, ciMtAtuM rUTa kojha ? jIva bALyA kare evI ciMtA to kAmanI ja nahIM ! je zarIrane nukasAna kare ane ApaNI pAse je AvavAnI vastu hatI, tene paNa pAchuM AMtare. ciMtAthI ja saMjogo evAM UbhAM thaI jAya. amuka vicAra karavAnA che sArAsAranA ke evAM, paNa A ciMtA eTale zuM ? ke ene

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ciMtA E te sAco prema kahevAya. Aje to A bhagavAnano sAco bhakta jaDavo ya muzkela che. sahu potapotAnA ghATamAM phare che. zrI kRSNa bhagavAna kahe che : 'jIva tuM zIdane zocanA kare, kRSNane karavuM hoya te kare.' tyAre A loka zuM kahe che ? kRSNa bhagavAna to kahe, paNa A saMsAra calAvavAno, te ciMtA karyA vagara ochuM cAle ? te lokoe ciMtAnAM kArakhAnAM kADhyAM che ! e mAle ya vecAto nathI. kyAMthI vecAya ? jyAM vecavA jyA tyAM ya tenuM kArakhAnuM to hoya ja ne ! A jagatamAM eka paNa evo mANasa khoLI lAvo ke jene ciMtA nA thatI hoya. eka bAju kahe che 'zrI kRSNaH zaraNaM mama' ne jo kRSNa bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che to pachI ciMtA zenI ? mahAvIra bhagavAne ya ciMtA karavAnI nA kahI che. temaNe to eka ciMtAnuM phaLa tiryaMca gati kahyuM che. ciMtA e to moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra che. 'huM ja A badhuM calAvuM chuM' ema jabarajasta rahyA kare ne, tenAM phaLa rUpe ciMtA UbhI thAya. maLyo eka ja tALo badhethI ! ciMtA e ArtadhyAna che. A zarIra jeTalo zAtA-azAtAno udaya lai AvyuM che, eTaluM bhogavye ja chUTako che. eTale koino doSa joiza nahIM, koinA doSa bhaNI draSTi nA karIza ane potAnA doSe ja baMdhana che evuM samajI jA. tArAthI pheraphAra kazo thaze nahIM. ane te zrIkRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM ke 'jIva tuM zIdane zocanA kare, kRSNane karavuM hoya te kare.' tyAre jaino zuM kahe che ? ke e to kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM, mahAvIra bhagavAne evuM nathI kahyuM.' mahAvIra bhagavAne evuM zuM kahyuM ? ke 'rAI mAtra vadhaghaTa nahIM, dekhyA kevaLajJAna, e nizcaya kara jANIe, tyajIe ArtadhyAna.' ciMtA dhyAna choDI de, paNa bhagavAnanuM mAnavuM hoya to ne ? nA mAnavuM hoya, tene ApaNAthI kema vaDhAya ? ciMtA huM to mAnI gayo'to, mane AvuM kahyuM'tuM. meM kahyuM, hA paNa bhaI, A eka evuM che eTale meM bIjI bAju tapAsa karI. mahAvIra bhagavAne kahyuM, A kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM, evuM tyAre meM kahyuM, A tALo maLato Ave che. to ya vakhate koInI bhUla thatI hoya to AgaLa tapAsa karo. 10 tyAre sahajAnaMda svAmI kahe che, 'mArI marajI vinA re, koIthI taraNuM nA toDAya !' ottArI ! tame ya jabarAM cho ?! A 'tamArI vagara eka taraNuM ya nahIM tUTe ?" tyAre kahe, cAlo, traNa tALA maLyA. tyAre meM kahyuM, haju tALo meLavo. tyAre kabIra sAheba zuM kahe che, 'prArabdha pahele banyA, pIche banyA zarIra, kabIra acaMbA ye hai, mana nahIM bAMdhe dhIra !' manane dhIraja nathI rahetI e ja moTuM Azcarya che. A badhA tALA meLava meLava karyA, badhAne pUcha pUcha karyuM ! 'tamAro zuM tALo ?' bolo, kahI do. hA, eka jaNanI bhUla thAya paNa vItarAgonuM khoTuM to kahevAya ja nahIM, paNa e lakhanAranI bhUla thaI hoya to ! vItarAganI to bhUla mAnuM nahIM koI dahADoya. game tevo mane pheravavAM Ave to vItarAganI bhUla meM mAnI nathI. nAnapaNamAMthI ye, janme vaiSNava hovA chatAM meM emanI bhUla nathI mAnI. kAraNa ke AvAM DAhyA puruSo ! jenuM nAma stavana karavAthI kalyANa thaI jAya !! ane jo ApaNI dazA to juo ! to rAI mAtra vadhaghaTa nahIM. are, eka rAIno dANo tame joyelo ? tyAre kahe, lyo ! nahIM joyo hoya rAIno dANo ? eka rAInA dANA jeTalo pheraphAra nahIM thavAno ane jo loko keDa kasIne jyAM sudhI jagAya tyAM sudhI jAge che ! zarIrane kheMcI kheMcIne jAge che ane pachI to pheIlanI taiyArI kare che ! Amate kiMmata zetI ? eka paiDA kAkA AvyA hatA. te mArA pagamAM paDI khUba raDyA ! meM pUchyuM, 'zuM duHkha che tamane ?" tyAre kahe, 'mArA dAgInA corAI gayA,

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ciMtA jaDatAM ja nathI. have pAchA kyAre Avaze ?" tyAre meM ene kahyuM, 'e dAgInA kaMI joDe laI javAnA hatA ?" tyAre kahe, "nA, e joDe nA laI javAya, paNa mArA dAgInA corAI gayA ne, te have pAchAM kyAre Avaze ?" kahyuM, 'tamArA gayA pachI Avaze !!!" dAgInA gayA, ene mATe ATalI badhI hAya, hAya, hAya ! are, gayuM enI ciMtA karavAnI ja nA hoya. vakhate AgaLanI ciMtA, bhaviSyanI ciMtA kare, e to ApaNe jANIe ke buddhizALI mANasane ciMtA to thAya ja; paNa gayuM tenI ya ciMtA ? ApaNA dezamAM AvI ciMtA hoya che, ghaDI pahelAM thaI gayuM, tenI ciMtA zuM ? jeno upAya nathI, tenI ciMtA zuM? koI paNa buddhizALI samaje ke have upAya nathI rahyo, mATe enI ciMtA karavAnI nA hoya. pelA kAkA raDatA hatA, paNa meM emane be miniTamAM ja pheravI nAkhyA. pachI to 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolavA mAMDyA ! te Aje savAramAM ya tyAM raNachoDajInA maMdiramAM maLyA, tyAre ya bolI UThyA, 'dAdA bhagavAna !" meM kahyuM, 'hA, e ja.' pachI kahe, AkhI rAta huM to ApanuM ja nAma bolyo !" Amane to AmanuM pheravI to AmanuM, Amane evuM kazuM ja nathI. praznakartA : Ape ene zuM kahyuM ? dAdAzrI : meM kahyuM, 'e dAgInA pAchAM Ave evuM nathI, bIjI rIte dAgIno Avaze." praznakartA : Apa maLyA eTale moTo dAgIno ja maLI gayo ne ! dAdAzrI : hA, A to ajAyabI che ! paNa have ene samajAya zI rIte A ?! ene to pelA dAgInAnI AgaLa AnI kiMmata ja nA hoya ne ! are, ene cA pIvI hoya to tene ApaNe kahIe ke 'huM chuM, ne tAre cAnuM zuM che ?" tyAre e kaheze, "mane cA vagara cena nahIM paDe. tame ho ke nA ho !" Amane kiMmata zenI ? jenI IcchA che tenI ! ciMtA kudaratatA gesTanI sAhebI to juo! A varlDamAM koI paNa cIja je kiMmatImAM kiMmatI hoya, e phrI opha kosTa ja hoya. enI para sarakArano vero-bero kazuM ja nA rakhAya. kaI cIja kiMmatI che ? praznakartA : havA, pANI. dAdAzrI : havA ja. pANI nahIM. havA para bIlakule ya sarakArano vero nahIM, kazuM nahIM, jayAM juo tyAM, tame jyAM jAva enI hera, enI plesa, to tamane e prApta thAya. kudarate keTaluM badhuM rakSaNa karyuM che tamAruM ! tame kudaratanA gesTa cho ane gesTa thaIne tame bUmo pADo cho, ciMtA karo cho ! eTale kudaratanAM manamAM ema thAya che ke are, mArA gesTa thayA to ke A mANasane gesTa thatAM ya nathI AvaDatuM ?! te pachI rasoDAmAM jaI kaheze, 'kaDhImAM jarA mIThuM vadhAre nAkhajo." alyA mUA, rasoDAmAM jAya che gesTa thaIne ! e jevuM Ape e khaI levAnuM. gesTa thaIne rasoDAmAM javAtuM haze ApaNAthI ? eTale A kiMmatImAM kiMmatI havA e phrI opha kosTa, enAthI sekanDa naMbara zuM Ave ? pANI Ave. pANI thoDA ghaNAM paisAthI maLe ane trIjuM pachI anAja Ave, te ya thoDA ghaNAM paisAthI. praznakartA : prakAza. dAdAzrI : lAITa to hoya che ja ne ! lAITa to, sUrya tamArI jANe sevAmAM ja beThA hoya ne evuM sADA cha vAge AvIne UbhA rahe che. kyAMya bharoso ja nahIM ?' A to ApaNA hiMdustAnanA loka to eTalI badhI ciMtAvALA che ke A sUryanArAyaNa eka ja dahADAnI rajA le, 'pharI koI dahADo rajA nahIM lauM" ema kahe, te rajA le to bIje dahADe A loko zaMkA kare ke kAle sUryanArAyaNa Avaze ke nahIM Ave, savAra paDaze ke nahIM paDe ?

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ciMtA 13 eTale necaranI upare ya bharoso nathI, potAnI jAta upare ya bharoso nathI, bhagavAna upare ya bharoso nathI. koI cIja upara bharoso nathI, potAnI vAIpha upare ya bharoso nathI ! pote ja AmaMtrelI ciMtA ! ciMtA kare te ya pADozIonuM joIne. pADozInA ghera gADI ne ApaNe ghera nahIM. alyA, jIvana jarUriyAta mATe keTaluM joIe ? tuM ekavAra nakkI karI le ke ATalI ATalI mArI jarUriyAto che. dA.ta. gharamAM khAvA-pIvAnuM pUratuM joIe, rahevA mATe ghara joIe, ghara calAvavA pUratI lakSmI joIe. te teTaluM tane maLI raheze ja. paNa jo pADozInA beMkamAM dasa hajAra mUkyA hoya to tane mahIM kheMcyA kare. AnAthI to duHkha UbhAM thAya che. duHkhane mUo jAte ja notare che. jIvavAto AdhAra, ahaMkAra ! vyAkuLa to jyAre paisA bahu Avene to ja vyAkuLa hoya, ciMtita hoya A amadAvAdanA milavALA zeThIyAonI vigata kahuM to tamane ema lAge ke he bhagavAna ! A dazA ekuMya divasa Apazo nahIM. Akho dahADo zakkarIyuM bharahADamAM mUkyuM hoya ema baphAyA karato hoya. phakta jIve che zA AdhAre ? meM eka zeThane pUchyuM ? 'zA AdhAre tame jIvo cho ?" tyAre kahe, 'e to mane ya khabara paDatI nathI.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'kahI ApuM ? badhAthI moTo to huM ja chuM ne ! basa, AnAthI jIvI rahyA che.' bAkI kazuM ya sukha nA maLe. ta karo aprAptatI ciMtA keTalAMka amadAvAdanA zeTha maLyA'tA. te jamatI vakhate milamAM gayA hoya, mArI joDe jamavA beThAM hatA. te zeThANI sAmA AvIne beThAM. to pUchayuM zeThANI, 'tame kema sAme AvIne beThAM ?" to kahe, 'samI rIte 14 ciMtA jamatA nathI zeTha koI dahADo ya.' eTale huM samajI gayo. tyAre meM zeThane pUchyuM, tyAre kahe, 'mAruM citta badhuM tyAM jatuM rahe che.' meM kahyuM, 'evuM nA karazo. vartamAnamAM thALI AvI ene paheluM eTale prAptane bhogavo, aprAptanI ciMtA nA karo. je prApta vartamAna hoya ene bhogavo.' ciMtA thatI hoya to pachI jamavA mATe rasoDAmAM javuM paDe ? pachI beDarUmamAM sUvA javuM paDe ? ane ophisamAM kAma para ? praznakartA : e paNa jaIe. dAdAzrI : e badhAM DipArTamenTa che. to A eka ja DipArTamenTanI upAdhi hoya, te bIjA DipArTamenTamAM nA laI javI. eka DivijhanamAM jaIe tyAre te pUratuM badhuM saMpUrNa kAma karI levuM. paNa bIjAmAM DivijhanamAM jamavA gayA eTale pelI upAdhi pelA DivijhanamAM ane A jamavA gayA to TesathI jamavuM. beDarUmamAM gayA to pelI upAdhi tyAMnI tyAM rAkhavI. Ama goThavaNI nathI e mANasa mAryo jAya. jamavA beTho hoya, te ghaDIe ciMtA kare ke ophisamAM zeTha vaDhaze tyAre zuM karIzuM ? alyA, vaDhaze tyAre dekha leMge ! alyA, jamane nirAMte ! bhagavAne zuM kaheluM ke, 'prAptane bhogavo, aprAptanI ciMtA nA karo.' eTale zuM ke je prApta che ene bhogavo ne ! erakaMDizatamAM ya ciMtA ! praznakartA : bIjI ciMtAo hoyane magaja upara. dAdAzrI : jamavAnuM jamatA hoya to ya upara ciMtA hoya ja. eTale pelo ghaMTa laTakelo ja hoya upara, te kyAre paDaze, kyAre paDaze, kyAre paDaze !! have bolo, AvAM bhayanA saMgrahasthAnanI nIce A badhA bhogavavAnAM ! eTale kema karIne poSAya A badhuM ? chatAM ya loko naphaphaTa thaIne bhogave ya che. je thavAnI haze te thaze paNa bhogavo ! A jagatamAM

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ciMtA bhogavavA jevuM kazuM kharuM ? phorenamAM AvuM tevuM nA hoya. koI dezamAM AvuM nA hoya. A badhuM ahIM AgaLa. buddhino jaththo, jaththAbaMdha buddhi, ciMtA ya jaththAbaMdha, kArakhAnAo kADhe badhAM. haya, moTAM moTAM kArakhAnA, jabarajasta paMkhA phare pAchAM, badhuM ya phare. ciMtA ya kare che ne upAya kare che. pAchuM peluM ThaMDuM kare che, e zuM kahe che ? praznakartA : erakaMDizana. dAdAzrI : hA, erakaMDizana ! hindustAnamAM ajAyabI ja che ne ! praznakartA : hamaNAM ciMtAo badhI erakaMDizanamAM ja hoya. dAdAzrI : hA. eTale e joDe ja hoya. A ciMtAo joDe erakaMDizana ! ApaNane erakaMDizananI jarUra nA paDe. A amerikanonI choDI badhI jatI rahe, tenI ciMtA emane nA hoya bahu ane ApaNAM lokone ? kAraNa ke darekanI mAnyatA judI che. AyuSyanuM ekasTenzana maLyuM ? tame haju A duniyA para bassoeka varSa rahezone ? ekasTenzana lIdhuM nathI ? praznakartA : ekasTenzana maLe kevI rIte ? ApaNA hAthamAM to, kAMI nathI, mane to nathI lAgatuM. dAdAzrI : zuM vAta karo cho ?! jo jIvavAnuM hAthamAM hoya to mare nahIM. A to mArI-ThokIne laI javAnuM. jo AyuSyanuM esTenzana nA maLatuM hoya to zuM joIne ciMtA kare che ? je maLyuM che, ene ja nirAMte bhogavane ! ciMtA manuSya svabhAva ciMtA vahore ! | ciMtA e to kAmane nukasAna kare che. je ciMtA che e kAmane so TakAne badale sittera TakA karI nAkhe che. ciMtA kAmane osTrakTa kare che. jo ciMtA nA hoya to bahu suMdara phaLa Ave. jema "ApaNe maraNa pAmavAnA che' tevuM jANe che badhA. maraNa sAMbhare che. tene zuM kare che A loko ? yAda Ave che tyAre zuM kare che ? ene dhakko mArI de che. ApaNane kazuM thaI jaze to, yAda Ave tyAre dhakko mArI de che. evI A ciMtAo jene mahIM thAya ne tyAre dhakko mArI devo ke ahIM nahIM bA. haMmezAM ciMtAthI badhuM bagaDe che. ciMtAthI jo moTara calAvo to athaDAya. ciMtAthI vepAra kare tyAM kAma UMdhuM nAkhI de, ciMtAthI A badhuM bagaDyuM che jagatamAM. ciMtA karavA jevuM jagata ja nathI. A jagatamAM ciMtA karavI e besTa phUlIzanesa che. ciMtA karavA mATe A jagata ja nathI, A ITaselpha kriyezana che. bhagavAne A kriyezana karyuM nathI, mATe ciMtA karavA mATe A kriyezana nathI. A manuSyo ekalAM ja ciMtA kare che, bIjI koI jIvAta ciMtA karatI nathI. bIjI coryAsI lAkha yoni che, paNa koI ciMtAvarijha karatuM nathI. A manuSya nAmanAM jIvo te bahu doDhaDAhyA che, te ja Akho dahADo ciMtAmAM baphAyA kare che ! ciMtA e pyaoNra Igoijhama che. A jAnavaro koI ciMtA nathI karatAM ane A manuSyone ciMtA ? ohohoho ! anaMtA jAnavaro che, koIne ciMtA nathI ne A manuSyo ekalAM ja DaphoLa evAM che ke Akho dahADo ciMtAmAM zekAyA kare che. praznakartA : jAnavarathI paNa gayAM ne e ? dAdAzrI : jAnavara to bahu sAro che. jAnavarane bhagavAne Azrita

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18 ciMtA 17 kahelAM che. A jagatamAM nirAzrita ekalAM hoya to A manuSyo ja che ane te ya hindustAnanAM ja manuSyo so TakA nirAzrita che, pachI Amane du:kha ja hoya ne ? ke jene koI jAtano Azaro ja nathI ! majUro ciMtA nathI karatAM ne zeThiyA loko ciMtA kare che. majUro ekuMya ciMtA nathI karatA. kAraNa ke majUro UMcI gatimAM AvavAnA che ane zeThiyAo nIcI gatimAM javAnAM che. ciMtAthI nIcI gati thAya, mATe ciMtA nA hovI joIe. narI varijha, varijha, varijha ! zakkariyAM bharavADamAM baphAya ema jagata baphAI rahyuM che !! mAchalAM telamAM taLAya evo taraphaDATa taraphaDATa thaI rahyo che !!! Ane lAIpha kema kahevAya ? "karuM' tethI ciMtA ! praznakartA : ciMtA na thavI enuM bhAna hovuM, e ciMtAnuM bIju rUpa nathI ? dAdAzrI : nA. ciMtA to IgoIjhama che khAlI, IgoIjhama. potAnA svarUpathI judA paDI ane te IgoIjhama kare che ke huM ja calAvanAro chuM. saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI ne "calAvuM chuM ema kahe che. ciMtA e ja ahaMkAra. A bAbAne ciMtA kema nathI thatI? kAraNa ke e jANe che ke huM nathI calAvato. koNa calAve che, tenI tene paDI ja nathI. 'huM karuM chuM, huM karuM chuM' ema karyA kare che tethI ciMtA thAya che. ciMtA e moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra ! praznakartA : ciMtA e ahaMkAranI nizAnI che, e jarA samajAvavA vinaMtI che. dAdAzrI : ciMtA e ahaMkAranI nizAnI zAthI kahevAya che ? ke ciMtA enA manamAM ema lAge che ke, "huM ja A calAvI lauM chuM. tethI ene ciMtA thAya che. "Ano calAvanAra huM ja chuM eTale ene "A choDInuM zuM thaze, A chokarAMnuM zuM thaze, Ama kAma pUruM nahIM thAya to zuM thaze ?" e ciMtA pote mAthe le che. pote kartA mAne potAnI jAtane ke "ja mAlika chuM ne huM ja karuM chuM." paNa e pote kartA che nahIM ne khoTI ciMtAo vahore che. saMsAramAM hoya ne ciMtAmAM ja rahe ane e ciMtA nA maTe, to pachI ene keTalAMya avatAra rahyA ! kAraNa ke ciMtAthI ja avatAra baMdhAya. A TUMkI vAta tamane kahI dauM chuM, A jhINI vAta tamane kahI dauM chuM ke A varlDamAM koI paNa mANasa evo jabhyo nathI ke jene saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra zakti hoya ! to pachI A lokoe IgoIjhama karavAno zo artha che ? A bIjI zakti kAma karI rahI che. have e zakti ApaNI nathI, e parazakti che ane svazaktine jANato nathI eTale pote paNa parazaktine AdhIna che; ane AdhIna ekalo ja nahIM, paNa parAdhIna paNa che, Akho avatAra ja parAdhIna che. choDI paiNAvAtI ciMtA ! evuM che, ke ApaNe ahIM to traNa varSanI choDI hoya tyArathI ja vicAra kare ke A moTI thaI gaI, A moTI thaI gaI ! paiNAvavAnI to vIsame varSe hoya paNa atyArathI ja ciMtA karavA mAMDe ! kyArathI choDI paiNAvavAnI ciMtA zarU karavI joIe, evuM kayA zAstramAM lakhyuM che ? Ama vIsame varSe paiNatI hoya to ApaNe ciMtA kyArathI zarU karavI joIe ? be-traNa varSanI thAya tyArathI ? praznakartA : chokarI cauda-paMdara varSanI thAya, pachI to mA-bApa vicAra kare che ne ! dAdAzrI : nA. to ya pAchAM pAMca varSa rahyA ne !! e pAMca varSamAM

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ciMtA 19 ciMtA karanAro marI jaze ke jenI ciMtA kare che e marI jaze, e zuM kahevAya ?! pAMca varSa bAkI rahyAM, te pahelAM ciMtA zI rIte karAya ? pAchuM e ya dekhAdekhIthI ke phalANA bhAI to juone, choDI paiNAvavAnI keTalI badhI ciMtA rAkhe che ne huM ciMtA nathI rAkhato ! te ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM pachI taDabUcA jevo thaI jAya ! ane choDI paiNAvavAnI thAya tyAre cAra AnA ya hAthamAM nA hoya. ciMtAvALo rUpiyA lAve kyAMthI ? ApaNe ciMtA kyAre karavAnI che ? ke jyAre AjubAjunA loko kahe che, choDInuM kaMI karyuM ?" eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke have vicAra karavAno vakhata Avyo ane tyArathI ene mATe prayatno karyA karavAnA ! A to AjubAjuvALA koI kahetA nathI ne tyAra pahelAM A to paMdara varSa pahelAMthI ciMtA kare ! pAcho enI bairIne hau kaheze ke, 'tane yAda raheze ke ApaNI choDI moTI thAya che, ene paiNAvavAnI che ?!' alyA, pAcho vahune zuM kAma ciMtA karAvuM chuM ?! ....kaTAIme ciMtA ?! sattara varSa pahelAM chokarI paiNAvAnI ciMtA kare che, to maravAnI ciMtA kema nathI karato ? tyAre kaheze ke, 'nA, maravAnuM to saMbhArazo ja nahIM.' tyAre meM kahyuM ke, 'maravAnuM saMbhAravAmAM zo vAMdho che ? tame nathI maravAnA ? tyAre kahe ke, 'paNa maravAnuM saMbhArazone, to AjanuM sukha jatuM rahe che, Ajano svAda badho amAro bagaDI jAya che.' 'tyAre choDInuM paiNavAnuM zuM karavA saMbhAre che ? to ya tAro svAda jato raheze ne ? ane choDI badhuM enuM paiNavAnuM laIne AvelI che. mA-bApa to AmAM nimitta che.' A choDI enuM paiNavAnuM, badhuM ja sAdhana laIne AvelI hoya che. beMka belensa, paiso, badhuM laIne AvelI che. vadhAre ke ocho jeTalo kharco hoya e ekjhekTalI badhuM laIne AvelI hoya che. choDInI ciMtA tamAre karavAnI nahIM. choDInA tame pAlaka cho, choDI 20 ciMtA ene mATe chokaro ya laIne AvelI hoya che. ApaNe koIne kahevA nA javuM paDe ke chokaro jaNajo. amAre chokarI che tene mATe chokaro jaNajo, evuM kahevA javuM paDe ? eTale badho sAmAna taiyAra laIne AvelI hoya che. tyAre bApA kaheze, 'A paccIsa varSanI thaI, hajI enuM kaMI ThekANuM paDatuM nathI. Ama che, tema che.' te Akho dahADo gA gA karyA karaze. alyA, tyAM AgaLa chokaro sattAvIsa varSano thayelo che, paNa tane jaDato nathI, to bUmAbUma zuM karavA kare che ? sUI jAne, chAnomAno ! e choDI enuM TAImiMga badhuM goThavIne AvelI che. sattAmAM nahIM e cItaravuM nahIM. gayA avatAranI be-traNa nAnI choDIo hatI, chokarAM hatAM, e badhAM AvaDAM AvaDAM nAnAM nAnAM mUkIne AvyA'tA, te e badhAnI kaI ciMtA kare che ? kema ? ane Ama maratI vakhate to bahu ciMtA thAya che ne, ke nAnI bebInuM zuM thaze ?! paNa ahIM pachI navo janma le che, te pAchaLanI kazI ciMtA ja nahIM ne ! kAgaLabAgaLa kazuM ja nahIM !! eTale A badhI parasattA che, emAM hAtha ja nA ghAlavo. mATe je bane e 'vyavasthita'mAM ho te bhale ho, ne nA ho te paNa bhale ho. ciMtA karavA karatAM, dharmamAM vALo ! praznakartA : gharanA je mukhya mANasa hoya, ene je ciMtA hoya e kaI rIte dUra karavI ? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che ke 'jIva tuM zIdane zocanA kare, kRSNane karavuM hoya te kare.' evuM vAMcavAmAM AvyuM che ? to pachI ciMtA karavAnI zuM jarUra che ? eTale baccAno kakaLATa zuM karavA karo cho ? dharmane raste vALI do emane, sArAM thaI jaze. keTalAMka to dhaMdhAnI ciMtAo karyA ja kare che. e zAthI ciMtA kare

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21 ciMtA 22 ne ciMtA ja nA kare. dAdAzrI : nahIM, kamAvA jAya che e ya emanA hAthamAM ja nathI ne ! e bhamaraDA che. A badhA necaranA pheravyA phare che ane moDhe ahaMkAra kare che, ke huM kamAvA gayelo. ane A vagara kAmanI ciMtA kare che. ciMtAvALo rUpiyA lAve kyAMthI ? lakSmIjIno svabhAva kevo che ? je AnaMdI hoya ene tyAM lakSmI mukAma kare. bAkI, ciMtAvALAne tyAM mukAma kare nahIM. je AnaMdI hoya, je bhagavAnane yAda karatA hoya, ene tyAM lakSmIjI jAya. ciMtA che ? manamAM ema lAge che ke "huM ja calAvuM chuM" tethI ciMtA thAya che. 'e koNa calAvanAra che' evuM kaMI sAdhAraNa paNa, koI paNa jAtanuM avalaMbana leto nathI. bhale, tuM jJAnathI nA jANato houM, paNa bIjuM avalaMbana to koI paNa prakAranuM le ! kAraNa ke tuM calAvato nathI evuM tane kaMIka anubhavamAM to AveluM che. ciMtA e moTAmAM moTo IgoIjhama che. vadhu ciMtAvALA koNa ? praznakartA : rojanAM be TAMTIyA maLatAM na hoya, ene to rojanI ciMtA hoya ne ke "AnuM AvatIkAle zuM karazuM? AvatIkAle zuM khAzuM?" dAdAzrI : nA, nA evuM che ne saraplasanI ciMtA hoya, khAvAnI ciMtA koIne ya nA hoya. saraplasanI ja ciMtA hoya. A kudarata evI goThavAyelI che ke saraplasanI ja ciMtA ! bAkI, nAnAmAM nAno choDavo game tyAM ugyo hoya, tyAM jaIne pANI chAMTI Ave. eTalI badhI to vyavasthA che. A regyuleTara opha dhI varlDa che. te varlDa regyulezanamAM ja rAkhe che niraMtara. evuM A gapuMvALuM nathI. eTale saraplasanI ja ciMtA che. ene khAvAnI ciMtA nathI. praznakartA : Apane badhA evA saraplasavALA ja maLyA lAge che. ke je lokone ciMtA kaMI hoya ja DephisiTavALA koI maLyA nathI lAgatA ! dAdAzrI : nA, evuM nahIM, DephisiTavALA bahu maLelA che, paNa emane ciMtA nA hoya. emane saheja manamAM ema thAya ke Aje ATaluM lAvavuM. te laI Ave. eTale ciMtA-biMtA kare e bIjAM ane bhagavAnane mAthe nAkhe. "ene gamyuM e kharuM' ema karIne cAlavA de ane A to bhagavAna nahIM, A to pote kartAne ?! karmano kartA huM ane bhoktA paNa huM eTale pachI ciMtA mAthe le. ciMtA tyAM lakSmI Take ? praznakartA : evuM jo hoya to to pachI loko kamAvA ja nA jAya, ciMtAthI dhaMdhAnuM mota ! praznakartA : dhaMdhAnI ciMtA thAya che, bahu aDacaNo Ave che. dAdAzrI : ciMtA thavA mAMDe ke samajo, kArya vadhAre bagaDavAnuM. ciMtA nA thAya to samajavuM ke kArya bagaDavAnuM nathI. ciMtA kAryanI avarodhaka che. ciMtAthI to dhaMdhAne mota Ave. je caDha-utara thAya enuM nAma ja dhaMdho, puraNa-galana che e. puraNa thayuM enuM galana thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. A pUraNa-galanamAM ApaNI kazI milakata nathI ane je ApaNI milakata che, temAMthI kazuM ja pUraNa-galana thatuM nathI ! evo cokhkho vyavahAra che ! A tamArA gharamAM tamArAM vahu-chokarAM badhA ja pArTanarsa che ne ? praznakartA : sukha-du:khanA bhogavaTAmAM kharAM. dAdAzrI : tame tamArI bairI-chokarAMnA vAlI kahevAo. ekalA vAlIe zA mATe ciMtA karavI ? ane gharanAM to UlaTuM kahe che ke tame amArI ciMtA nA karazo. ciMtAthI kazuM vadhI jAya kharuM ? praznakartA : nathI vadhatuM. dAdAzrI : vadhatuM nathI ? to pachI e khoTo vepAra koNa kare ? jo ciMtAthI vadhI jatuM hoya to te karavuM.

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24 ciMtA ciMtA e samajaNe ciMtA gaI.... dhaMdho karavAmAM to chAtI bahu moTI joIe. chAtInAM pATiyA besI jAya to dhaMdho besI jAya. pahelAM amAre eka phero, amArI kaMpanImAM khoTa AvelI. jJAna thayA pahelAM, tyAre amane AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave, ciMtA thayA kare. tyAre mahIMthI javAba maLyo ke A khoTamAM koNa koNa ciMtA atyAre karatuM haze ? mane ema lAgyuM ke mArA bhAgIdAra to vakhate ciMtA nA ya karatA hoya. huM phakta ekalo ja karato houM. ane bairAM-chokarAM badhAM bhAgIdAra che, to te koI jANatAM ja nathI. have e badhA nathI jANatA to ya emanuM cAle che, to huM ekalo ja akkala vagarano te ciMtA karuM A badhuM ya ! eTale pachI mane akkala AvI gaI. kAraNa ke pelAM badhAM ciMtA nA kare, bhAgIdAra che badhAM, to ya te ciMtA nA kare, to huM ekalo ja ciMtA karuM. bhaI ATale sudhI vicAra karavAno, ane vicAra jyAre ciMtAmAM pariNAma pAme eTale baMdha karI devuM joIe. e ebova normala vicAra e ciMtA kahevAya che. eTale ame vicAra to karIe, paNa je ebova normala thayuM ne gUMcAyuM peTamAM, eTale baMdha karI daIe. praznakartA : sAmAnya rIte mahIM jotA rahyA tyAM sudhI vicAra kahevAya ane jo mahIM ciMtA thaI to lapeTAyo kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : ciMtA thaI eTale lapeTAyo ja ne ! ciMtA thaI eTale e jANe ke mAre lIdhe ja cAle che, evuM mAnI beThA che. ciMtA eTale zuM ke mAre lIdhe ja cAle che A badhuM. eTale e badhI bhAMjagaDa ja levA jevI nathI ane che ya evuM ja. A to badhA manuSyomAM Avo roga pesI gayo che. have nIkaLe zI rIte jaladI ? jaladIthI nIkaLe nahIM ne ! Teva paDelI che e jAya nahIM ne ! hebITyueTeDa. praznakartA : ApanI pAse Ave to nIkaLI jAya ne ! dAdAzrI : hA, nIkaLI jAya, paNa dhIme dhIme nIkaLe, paNa ekadama nA jAya ne pAchI ! vicAro paNa ciMtA nA karo ! parasatA jhAle tyAM ciMtA thAya ! tamAre kemanuM che? koIka phero upAdhi thAya che ? ciMtA thaI jAya ciMtA eTale zuM e jANavuM joIe ke A manano vicAra Ama uThe. ApaNe koI paNa bAbatamAM, dhaMdhA saMbaMdhamAM, bIjAM game te saMbaMdhamAM ke koI mAMdagI hoya ane ene mATe vicAra thayo, ane amuka levala AvyuM ane pachI e vicAra ApaNane vamaLa khavaDAve ane vamaLa caDhAve to jANavuM ke A avaLe raste cAlyuM eTale bagaDyuM. tyAMthI pachI ciMtA uThe. vicAra karavAno vAMdho nathI. paNa vicAra eTale zuM ? eka vicAra cAlu thayA te amuka hadanI upara gayA eTale ciMtA kahevAya. hada sudhI vicAra karavAnAM. vicAronI normAliTI keTalI ? mahIM vaLa caDhe nahIM tyAM sudhI. vaLa caDhe eTale baMdha karI devuM. vaLa caDhe pachI ciMtA zarU thaI jAya. A amArI zodhakhoLa che. praznakartA : A amArI moTI bebInI sagAInuM nathI patatuM, te upAdhi thaI jAya che ne ! dAdAzrI : tamArA hAthamAM hoya to upAdhi karo ne, paNa A bAbata tamArA hAthamAM che ? nathI ? to upAdhi zene mATe karo cho ? tyAre kaMI A zeThanA hAthamAM che ? A benanA hAthamAM che ? ciMtA karavAno adhikAra nathI. vicAra karavAno adhikAra che, ke

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ciMtA 26 ciMtA cho ?" Ane Ama jovA jAya to khabara paDe ke potAne saMDAsa javAnI paNa svataMtra zakti nathI, e to jyAre baMdha thAya tyAre DaoNkTarane bolAvavo paDe. tyAM sudhI e zakti ApaNI che evuM ApaNane lAgyA kare. paNa e zakti ApaNI nathI. e zakti kone AdhIna che, e badhuM jANI rAkhavuM nA paDe ? Ano calAvanAro koNa haze? bena, tame to jANatA hazo ? A zeTha jANatA haze ? koI calAvanAro haze ke tame calAvanArA cho ? calAvanArA saMjogo praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to konA hAthamAM che te jANyA vagara ApaNe upAdhi karIe, te zenA jevuM che ? ke eka ghoDAgADI cAlatI hoya, emAM ApaNe dasa mANaso beThA hoIe, moTI be ghoDAnI ghoDAgADI hoya. have ene calAvanAro calAvato hoya ane ApaNe aMdara bUmAbUma karIe ke, "eya Ama calAva, eya Ama calAva" to zuM thAya ? je calAve che ene joyA. karo ne ! koNa calAvanAra che e jANIe to ciMtA ApaNane hoya nahIM, evuM 'A jagata koNa calAve che e jANIe to ciMtA ApaNane hoya nahIM. tame rAta-dahADo ciMtA karo cho ? kyAM sudhI karazo ? eno Aro kyAre Avaze ? te mane kaho. A bena to enuM laIne AvelI che, tame tamAruM badhuM laIne nahotA AvyA ? A zeTha tamane maLyA ke nA maLyA ? to zeTha tamane maLyA, to A benane kema nahIM maLe ? tame jarA to dhIraja pakaDo. vItarAga mArgamAM cho ane AvI dhIraja nA pakaDo to tenAthI ArtadhyAna thAya, raudradhyAna thAya. praznakartA : evuM nahIM paNa svAbhAvika phikara to thAya ne ! dAdAzrI : e svAbhAvika phikara te ja ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna kahevAya, mahIM AtmAne pIDA karI ApaNe. bIjAne pIDA nA karato hoya to bhale, paNa A to AtmAne pIDA karI. ciMtAthI baMdhAya aMtarAya karma ciMtA karavAthI to aMtarAya karma paDe che UlaTuM, e kAma lAMbuM thAya che. ApaNane koIke kahyuM hoya ke phalANI jagyAe chokaro che, to ApaNe prayatna karavo. ciMtA karavAnI bhagavAne nA pADI che. ciMtA karavAthI to vadhAre aMtarAya paDe che. ane vItarAga bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che ke, "bhaI, ciMtA tame karo cho, to tame ja mAlika cho ? tame ja duniyA calAvo kartA koNa che ? A saMjogo kartA che. A badhA saMjogo, sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa bhegA thAya to kArya thAya evuM che. to ApaNA hAthamAM sattA nathI, ApaNe saMjogone joyA karavAnA ke saMjogo kemanA che ! saMjogo bhegA thAya eTale kArya thaI ja jAya. koI mANasa mArca mahinAmAM varasAdanI AzA rAkhe e khoTuM kahevAya ane junanI paMdaramI tArIkha thaI eTale e saMjogo bhegAM thayA, kALano saMjoga bhego thayo, paNa vAdaLAno saMjoga bhego nA thayo hoya to vAdaLAM vagara varasAda kema paDe ? paNa vAdaLAM bhegA thayA, kALa bhego thayo; pachI vIjaLIo thaI, bIjA eviDansa bhegA thayA eTale varasAda paDe ja. eTale saMjoga bhegA thavA joIe. mANasa saMjogone AdhIna che, paNa pote ema mAne che ke huM kaMIka karuM chuM, paNa e kartA che e paNa saMjoganA AdhIna che. eka saMjoga vikharAyo, to enAthI e kArya nA thaI zake. huM koNa chuM' jANyuM kAyamI ukela ! ane kharekhara to huM koNa chuM e jANavuM joIene ? potAnI jAta upara bIjhanesa karIe, to joDe Ave. bIjhanesa nAma para karIe to ApaNA hAthamAM kazuM rahe nahIM. thoDuM ghaNuM jANavuM paDe ke nahIM ? 'huM koNa chuM" e jANavuM paDe ne ?

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28 ciMtA ahIM tamane ukela lAvI ApIe, pachI ciMtA-varijha kazuM thAya nahIM koI dahADo. ciMtA thAya che te game che ? zAthI nathI gamatI ? anaMtakALathI bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che A jIvo, anaMtakALathI. tyAre ko'ka phero AvAM prakAzarUpI jJAnI puruSa bhegA thaI jAya, tyAre chUTakAro karAvaDAve. Tenzata juduM ! ciMtA judI ! praznakartA H to e ciMtA joDe ahaMkAra kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : huM nA houM to cAle nahIM, evuM ene lAge. "A huM ja karuM chuM. huM nahIM karuM to nahIM thAya, have A thaze ? savAre zuM thaze ?" ema karIne ciMtA kare. praznakartA : ciMtA kone kahevAmAM Ave che ? dAdAzrI : koI paNa vastune sarvasva mAnIne ciMtavana karavuM e ciMtA kahevAya. vahu mAMdI thayelI hoya, have ene paisA karatAM ya emAM, vahumAM sarvasva lAgatuM hoya, to tyAMthI ja ene ciMtA pesI jAya. emAM badhAya karatAM vadhAre paDatuM mAnyuM che ene. eTale ciMtA pesI jAya. ane jene sarvasva AtmAmAM che, ane pachI zenI ciMtA hoya ? praznakartA Tenzana eTale zuM ? ciMtAnuM to samajAyuM, have Tenzana enI vyAkhyA kahone ke Tenzana kone kahevuM ? dAdAzrI : Tenzana enA jevo ja bhAga che. paNa emAM sarvasva nA hoya, badhI rItanA taNAva hoya. nokarInuM ThekANuM nahIM paDe ? zuM thaze ? eka bAju bairI mAMdI che, tenuM zuM thaze ? chokaro skUlamAM barAbara jato nathI, tenuM zuM ? A badhuM, badho taNAva, ene Tenzana kahevAya. ame to satyAvIsa varSathI Tenzana ja joyeluM nahIMne ! have kALajI ane ciMtAmAM bahu phera. kALajI e jAgRti che ane ciMtA ciMtA eTale jIva baLyA karavo. tormAliTIthI mukti ! praznakartA : paravazatA ne ciMtA be sAthe nA jAya. dAdAzrI : ciMtA e to ebova normala IgoIjhama che ane paravazatA e IgoIjhama nathI, paravazatA e lAcArI che ane ciMtA e ebova normala IgoIjhama che. ebova normala IgoIjhama thAya to ciMtA thAya, nahIM to thAya nahIM. A gharamAM rAte UMgha kone nA AvatI hoya ? tyAre kahe, jene IgoIjhama vadhAre che tene. IgoIjhama vAparavAnuM kahyuM, ebova normala IgoIjhama vAparavAnuM kahyuM nathI. eTale ciMtA karavI e guno che ane enuM phaLa jAnavarapaNuM Ave che. praznakartA : ciMtA na thAya ene mATe upAya zuM ? dAdAzrI : pAchuM pharavuM. bAda karAvI nAkhIne pAchuM pharavuM joIe. agara to IgoIjhama bilakula khalAsa karavo joIe. jJAnI puruSa hoya to jJAnI puruSa jJAna Ape to badhuM thaI jAya. ciMtA kevI rIte jAya ? praznakartA : ciMtA kema chUTatI nathI ? ciMtAne choDavAne mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : ciMtA baMdha thayelI hoya, evo mANasa ja nA hoya. kRSNa bhagavAnanA bhaktane ya ciMtA baMdha thayelI nA hoya ne ! ane ciMtAthI jJAna badhuM AMdhaLuM thaI jAya, phrekacara thaI jAya. varlDamAM eka mANasa evo nA hoya ke jene ciMtA nA thatI hoya.

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ciMtA 29 bAvo-bAvalI badhAne ko'ka dahADo to thatI hoya. bAvAne ya che te InkamaTekSa nA hoya, selaTekSa nA hoya, bhADuM nA hoya, nADuM nA hoya to ya ko'ka dahADo ciMtA thAya. ziSya joDe mAthAkUTa thaI jAya to ye ciMtA thaI jAya. AtmajJAna vinA ciMtA jAya nahIM. eka kalAkamAM to tArI badhI ja ciMtAo huM laI lauM chuM ane geranTI ApuM chuM ke eke ya ciMtA thAya to vakIla karIne korTamAM mArA para kesa calAvaje. AvAM ame hajAro lokone ciMtA rahita karyA che. mUA mAga, mAguM te ApuM tema chuM paNa jarA pAMsaruM mAgaje. evuM mAgaje ke je kadI tArI pAsethI jAya nahIM. A nAzavaMta cIjo nA mAgIza. kAyamanuM sukha mAgI leje. amArI AjJAmAM rahe to eka ciMtA thAya to dAvo mAMDavAnI chUTa ApI che. amArI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM. ahIM badhuM maLe evuM che. A badhAne zarata kaI karI che, jANo cho tame ? eka ciMtA thAya to mArI upara be lAkha rUpiyAno dAvo mAMDajo. praznakartA : ApanI pAse jJAna maLyuM, mana-vacana-kAyA tamane arpaNa karyA pachI ciMtA thatI ja nathI. dAdAzrI : thAya ja nahIM. ciMtA gaI, enuM nAma samAdhi. enAthI pachI pahelAM karatAM kAme ya vadhAre thAya, kAraNa ke gaeNcAro nA rahyo ne pachI ! A ophise jaIne beThAM ke kAma cAlyuM. gharanA vicAra nA Ave, bahAranA vicAra nA Ave, bIjA kazA vicAra ja nA Ave ne saMpUrNa ekAgratA rahe. vartamAtamAM varte te sAcuM mANasone traNa varSanI ekanI eka choDI hoya to manamAM ema thAya ke A moTI thaze tyAre ene paiNAvI paDaze, eno kharaca thaze. evuM ciMtA ciMtA karavAnI nA kahI che. kAraNa ke eno TAImIMga bhego thaze tyAre badhA eviDansa bhegA thaze. mATe enA TAImIMga AvatAM sudhI tame emAM hAtha ghAlazo nahIM. tame tamArI meLe choDIne khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM Apo, bhaNAvI-gaNAvo badhuM. bIjI badhI AgaLanI bhAMjagaDa nahIM karo. AjanA divasa pUratI ja bhAMjagaDa karo, vartamAnakALa pUratI. bhUtakALa to vahI gayo. je tamAre bhUtakALa che ene kyAM uthAmo cho ? nathI uthAmatAne eTale bhUtakALa vahI gayo. ene koI mUrkha mANase ya uthApe nahIM. bhaviSyakALa vyavasthitanA hAthamAM che to pachI ApaNe vartamAnamAM rahevuM. atyAre cA pItAM hoyane to cA nirAMte pIvI, kAraNa bhaviSyakALa vyavasthitanA hAthamAM che. ApaNe zuM bhAMjagaDa ? eTale vartamAnamAM rahevuM, khAtAM hoya te ghaDI e to khAvAmAM pUrNa citta parovIne khAvuM. bhajiyAM zenAM che e badhuM nirAMte jANavuM. vartamAnamAM rahevuM eno artha zuM ke copaDo lakhatA hoya to bilakula ekyureTa, emAM ja citta rAkhavuM joIe. kAraNa ke bhaviSyakALamAM citta jAya che, tethI Ajano copaDo bagaDe che. bhaviSyanAM vicAro pelA kacakaca karatAM hoya tethI AjanA lakhANanAM copaDA pelAM bagaDI jAya che, bhUlacUka thaI jAya che. paNa je vartamAnamAM rahe che tenI eka paNa bhUla thatI nathI, ciMtA thatI nathI. ciMtA e tathI DiscArja ! praznakartA : ciMtA e DiscArja che ? dAdAzrI : ciMtA e DiscArjamAM hoya nahIM, ciMtA emAM 'karanAra' hoya. je cArja rUpe ciMtA hatI, te have DiscArja rUpe thAya tene ApaNe saphokezana kahIe chIe. kAraNa ke mahIM aDavA nA de ne ! ahaMkArathI AtmA judo varte che ne ! ekAkAra thAya tyAre e ciMtA hatI. have saphokezana che e cArja thayelI ciMtA che. DiscArja thatI vakhate

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che? ciMtA ciMtA to saphIkezana thAya. jema cArja krodha thayo hato ane DiscArja thatI vakhate che te AtmA judo eTale gusso thaI gayo. evI rIte, AtmA judApaNAthI varta e badhuM juduM. eTale A jJAna lIdhA pachI ciMtA thAya ja nahIM, e saphIkezana che khAlI ! ciMtAvALuM moTuM khabara paDI jAya. A je thAya che, e to saphokezana gUMgaLAmaNa thAya che. vyavasthita tamane samajAI gayuM che ne ! kazo pheraphAra thavAno nathI. AkhI rAta jAgIne be varSa pachIno vicAra karazo to ya te yujhalesa vicAro che. vesTa opha TAIma enDa enarjI che. praznakartA: Ape je riyala ane rileTiva e samajAvyuM. tyAra pachI ciMtA gaI. dAdAzrI : pachI to ciMtA ja thAya nahIM ne ! A jJAna pachI ciMtA thAya evuM nathI. A mArga saMpUrNa vItarAgI mArga che. saMpUrNa vItarAgI mArga eTale zuM ke ciMtA ja nA thAya. A tamAma AtmajJAnIono, covIsa tIrthaMkarono mArga che, A bIjA koIne mArga nathI. - jaya saccidAnaMda ApaNane rasto citarI Apyo hoya, ane temAM ApaNe samajavAmAM bhUla thaI hoya to pachI ApaNe gUMcAIe, ene ciMtA nA kahevAya, gUMgaLAmaNa kahevAya. eTale ciMtAo nA thAya. ciMtAo to taDa taDa taDa lohI baLyA karatuM hoya ! vyavasthita'nuM jJAna tyAM ciMtA palAyata ! praznakartA : vyavasthita jo barAbara samajAya to ciMtA ke Tenzana kazuM ja nA rahe. dAdAzrI : sTeje nA rahe. vyavasthita eTale sAyaTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa. vyavasthita eTale sudhI samajatA javAnuM che, ke chelluM vyavasthita kevaLajJAna UbhuM karaze. ane vyavasthita samajAI jAya to kevaLajJAna samajAI jAya. A vyavasthita mArI zodhakhoLa evI saMdara che. A ajAyaba zodhakhoLa che. anaMta avatAra saMsAra koNa UbhuM karatuM'tuM ! kartA thaI beThA'tA tenI ciMtA ! praznakartA : A "jJAnane laIne mane have bhaviSyanI ciMtA nathI rahetI. dAdAzrI : tame to "A vyavasthita che' tema kahI do ne !

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