Buddhiprabha 1961 04 SrNo 18

Author(s): Chabildas Kesrichand Sanghvi, Bhadriklal Jivabhai Kapadia
Publisher: Buddhiprabha Samrakshak Mandal - Khambhat
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/522118/1

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ii jainam jayati zAzanam buddhi prajA = sdr 649 oNkSa taiyA | dalasukha

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lekhakeAne (1) buddhiprabhA jJAnane vadhAre, bhAvanAne udAtta banAve tevA lekhA, preraka prasaMgA, vArtA va. svIkAre che. (2) buddhiprabhAmAM kAvya, gIta, stavana va. levAtAM nathI. (3) Apanu' sarjana pAnAnI eka bAju spaSTa akSare lakhelu hAvu joie. (4) lekha mATe maryAdA hAvAthI lekhakeAne muzkepa cha pAnAthI vadhu nahi tevI TukI vArtA lakhA mokalavA vinatI che. (5) ApanA sarjanano svIkAra ke asvIkAra tenI ceAgyatA paraja raheze. (6) javAba mATe TIkITa bIDavI jarUrI che. nA smaraNArthe amAne jaNAvatAM hathAya che ke ame sva zrI. mANekalAla cunIlAlanI smAraka pUrti A aMka sAthe raju karIe chIe. teozrInA smaraNArthe temanA dharmapatnI zrA caMpAbene "buddhiprabhA"ne rUpiyA pAMcaso (rUA. 500-00) arpaNa karyA che. temanI udAra sakhAvata mATe ame dhanyavAda ApIe chIe ane AbhAra vyakata karIe chIe. (vizeSa hakIkata anyatra ApavAmAM AvI che) zradhdhAMjali..... sva pU. prazAMtamUrti munirAjazrI caMdanasAgarajI ma. sA. sadgata munirAjazrI caMdanasAgarajI ma. sA. pUjyapAda prazAMtamUti AcArya devaza zrImad kIrti sAgarajI sUrizvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna hatA. mahA sudI 5 nA roja amadAvAda, jhaverIvADa AMbalIpALanA upAzraye teozrI samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA hatA. "buddhiprabhA" tetrIne sAdara vaMdanA saha aMjali arpe che. --tatrIo.

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CES 1400 mAsika taMtrIo paMDita chabIladAsa kaisarIcaMda saMghavI zrI harIkalAla jIvAbhAI kApaDIyAno 4 preraka-munizrI zailokyarAgajI paM a. 18 saMvata 2017 Zhi vizva jyAti ......... satya mATe e jIvanabhara jhajhumya, ahiMsA mATe eNe pAtAnuM Akhu jIvana kharcI nAMkhyu, jJAnanI upAsanA mATe mRtyu paryaMta sAdhanA karI. pANI mAtra ii maitrI mATe eN vanavagaDAmAM mya, nagara nagara pharyA, jhuMpaDI ane rAjamahelamAM gayA, mukita (Salvation) nA uddAtta dhyeya sAthe jaLye ane e dhruvanI akhaMDa ArAdhanA karatA aMte dhyeyane ( mukita ) hAMsala karI, jagatane satya, ahiMsA, acauya, brahmacaya ane amAMragrahanA pacazIla - A ane maitrI, prameda, kAruNya, madhyasthanI umadA bhAvanA temaja samyak darzana - samyak jJAna sabhyapha cAritryanA mahAmUlA triratnanI vadha : bheTa dharI janAra gama tIra zrI. bhagavAna mahAvIrane sAdara samA~.............

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ciMtana kaNikAo. tAre jiMdagIne dhumADA ja kare che ne? bhale kara. paNa mAreTanA dhumADA- mAphaka nahiM. koI dhUpasaLInI jema ene dhumADo kara...... deva ! tArI saramukhatyArazAhI mATe zuM kahuM? meM te saMyamane hAtha mA hate. A vAsanAne kayAMthI vaLagADI dIdhI ? ane have kahe che beyane pAtra che ? deva jarA te samaja ke huM mAnavuM chuM. tArA je deva nathI........ " A te kevI jiMdagI che ? " e pharIyAda karate hate"bhalA bhagavAna ! AvuM javAbadAra jIvana ApavuM ja hatuM te pahelAM mane pUchavuM te hatuM ne ? " meM kahyuM-" bhale e tane na pUchayuM, thaI gayAne aphasesa che paNa have e tane kayAM ke che ? tane mana phAve tema have jIvI le. jIvana have tAruM ja che. "..... adamya zAMti ne samatAnI prasava vedanAmAMthI kSamA janme che. sahanazIlatA e te kSamAnI mA che...... tapa e te AMtazatruo sAthe karelI svecchApUrvakanI saMdhi che. bakare kasAIne kahI rahyo hate ? " mAlika mArA ! mArA motathI tAruM jIvana sukhI thatuM hoya te jarUra A garadana para charI pheravI de. huM eka zabda paNa nahi boluM. paNa tuM A roja mAre che ane jIvADe che e sahana nathI thatuMke te eka aTake khatma kara, kAM te mane zAMtithI jIvavA de." deva mAra ! Ape te eka vakhatanuM mata Apaje, roja roja Ama jIvatuM metA na ApIza." deva ! mane tArI kRpAnI paDI nathI. huM sAdhaka chuM. bhikhArI nathI ke tArI davAnI bhIkha mAguM. huM mArI sAdhanA para mustAka chuM ane mane zraddhA che eka divasa huM jAte ja mArAM bAraNA khakhaDAvIza."

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mahAvIra guma thayA che taMtrI lekha vAcaka mitro / aMka tamArA hAthamAM Avaze tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra janma bhatsava patI gaye haze, e nimitte jAyelA samAraMbhanA kAlAle zamI gayA haze. enI ujavaNI mATe UbhA thaelA maMDa, raMgabhUmi, lAuDaspIkaranA avAje baMdha thaI gayA haze, saMskAra veravAnA AdezathI bhajavAyela nATa. kenA saMvAdo, e vArtAlApo, e bhANe, e gIto badhAM bhulAI gayAM haze. enA maMdiranI rozanIo jhAMkhI paDI gaI haze. enA aMga para caDhelI kIMmatI hIrA mANekanI AgAo utarI gaI haze. enA utsavinA AnaMdamAM ghelAM banelAM haiyAM ThAM thaI khyAM haze. vIra vIranA jApathI satata pharatI navakAravALIo DIemAM peka thaI gaI haze. "bhagavAnane janma divasa che. Aje te AnaMde, umaMga, nAce" ema harSanA AvegathI paheravA kADhelAM suMdara rezamI, ucAM kapaDAM peTImAM mukAI gayAM haze. tenI prazastimAM apAyelI aMjali, lekhothI bharelA chApAe dharatInA DhagalAmAM daTAI gayA haze. te divasanI badhI ja dhamAla Aja zAMta paDI gaI haze. ane pUrvavata vyavahAra Aja zarU thaI gayo haze. vase varasa A divasa Ave che ane e divasa dhAmadhUmathI ujavAya che. sudhArAvAdIo e divasa Adhunika Dhabe ujave che. e maMdiranA gabhArA cheDI medAnamAM ujavaNI kare che. ane junavANI mANase enI ujavaNI maMdiramAM kare che. sudhArA- vAdIo ema karI mAne che ke ame sudhAre jye che ane A rItanI ujavaNIthI ame vIrane sa deze. ghare ghare pahoMcatuM karIzuM. amane ahIM trirAzI mUkavAnuM mana thAya che. AmAM sudhAre kyAM che? maMdira che. medAnamAM AvyA ane tame zuM sudhAro kahe che ? raMgamaMDapa mUkI raMgabhumio sajAvI ene tame zuM sudhAro kahe cho ? pUja, snAtrane badale bhASaNo ane tATake kya ene tame zuM sudhAro kahe che ? AMgI kADhIne jAheramAM vIne raMgIna zabdothI navAjo cho ene tame zuM sudhAro kahe che ? ghInA dIvA bAjue mukIne ilekaTrIka gALAnI rezanI karI ene tame zuM sudhAro bhaNe che ? A badhuM tame karyuM e zuM tame krAMtinA nAme oLakhAve che ? te to ahIM tamArI bhUla thAya che. jarA phiDethI A badhI bAbatene tapAsIe to emAM kazuM ja krAMti jevuM jaNAtuM nathI. he, cAra divAlamAMthI tame bhagavAnane bahAra lAvyA. jaina samAja uparAMta bIjA samAja vacce paNa temane mUkayA ene ane sAkAra karIe chIe, paraMtu ATalA mAtrathI ja tame krAMti karI che ke mahAva emAM sudhArA che e sAbita nathI thatuM. ane krAMti: raste eTale saraLa pazu nathI. tame te gunAne badale navuM svarUpa ApyuM che. eka chApIne bAjane spIkAra karyo che. maMdirane badale medAna, raMgamaMDapane badale bhUmi, pUjAne badale meLAvaDA, nAtrane badale nAyaka, stavanane badale kAvya, pratikramaNane badale pravacane ema sAjanene badale ja karyo che. cA choDIne kaI ukALo pIve zarU kare enA jevuM tame karyuM che. mULamAMthI kazuM ja badalAyuM nathI. mAtra uparanuM bekhuM badalAgyuM che. aMdara to enuM e ja rahyuM che. e kriyAo ane AjanA kAryakrama sAme amAro virodha che teTalA mATe ame A nathI lakhatA paraMtu e baneya ujavaNImAM kAcA mahADI kayAM che e amAre te zodhavuM che. vAranI dezanAnA zekha

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emAMthI saMbhaLAya che ke kema e amAre te jANavuM che. ghaNA duHkha sAthe lakhavuM paDe che ke e bane ujavaNImAM mahAvIra kayAMya jaDatA nathI. bannemAM pradarzana mAtra paisA ne pratiSThAnuM ja thAya che. mahAvIranI AMgI konA taraphathI che, enI pUjA kenA taraphathe bhaNAvavAnI che eno ja jAherAta vadhu levAmAM Ave che. kAryakramamAM paNa eja punarAvartana che. karaNa pramukha che, keNa keNa mukhya mahemAne che, kya vakatA che enAM ja jAherAtanA darzana thAya che. ane e divasa pUrA thatAM- phalANa cheDe AMgI bhAre caDhAvI hatI hai!, prabhAvanA lADunI karI hatI, emanuM bhAraNuM kharekhara suMdara hatuM ... nATakamAM pelAnI adAkArI kharekhara kamAla hatI !... palA benanuM nRtya vagere avAjethI sau vikharAya che. AmAM amane batAve ke mahAvIra kayAM che ? bhagavAna bhUlAya che ne bhagavAnanI pULa bhAvanAra ke enA para lAMbu bhANa karanAranI vAhavAha thAya che bhagavAnanI bhakita karatAM te vadhu pramANamAM pitAnI ahaMvRttino- pote maMdira ke meLAvaDAmAM kazuMka mahattvanuM karyuM che- saMtoSa ja jovA maLe che. nahi te ja vAnA AdezejIvanamAM barAbara vaNA heya, te enI bhakita mATe upAsare upAsare zuM judA kA hoya ? enI ahiMsAnA pATha ne kharA aMtarathI zIkhAyA hoya te Aja jIvanane jIvavuM muzkela banAvI de evA bhAI bhAdanA duSTa vyavahAra hoya dilamAM sadAya DaMkha rahI jAya ane veranI bhAvanA saLagatI ja rahe evA sAmasAmA kaDavA bhAvaNa hoya? aparigraha je barAbara samajAya naheya, Atame ene svIkAra karyo hoya to Aje samAjamAM AvI ghera asamAnatA hoya ? pitAne ja sAdharmika bhAI sIjhAte hoya tyAre gharamAM reDIA vAgatA hoya ? paMkhA pharatA hoya ? ne bAra moTaranA hornanA avAje che ? bhatrI ne kSamAnA A mATe dIkSA lai enA ziSe Aja zuM judA vADAo bAMdhIne beThA hoya ! bhavAnanI AthI te bIjI kaI kure bakarI haze? thaDA vAranA stavana gAyA, enI pUjA bhaNAvI, enA bhASaNa karyA, lebo chApAM, ane ene janmanI ujavaNI karI ema kahI ApaNe hatyanA anubhavIe chIe, bhagavAna sAthe paNa have ApaNe banAvaTa karavA mAMDI che tene A varase varasane dAkhale che. A eka nagna satya che ke ApaNe mAtra viranI ArasapahANanI mutinI ja pUjA ne bhakita karI rahyA chIe. enA bhItarane te ApaNane sparza mAtra paNa thatuM nathI. ahIM amane eka bIjI paNa vAtanI nedha levAnuM mana thAya che. e che beTA kharcanI TIkAo. sudhArAvAdIo pujA ne zAMtinA, ujamaNAM ne vidhavidhAna pAchaLa thatAM kharcAnI kaDakamAM kaDaka TIkAo kare che. e baMdha thAya e Agraha seve che tyAre amane teone savAla pUSpAnuM mana thAya che. e naka, raMgabhUmi, taMbu, lADaspIkara, bhADe lavAtAM vakatA ne mAyake zuM maphatamAM thAya che ? kalAkAronI vezabhUSA, raMgabhUminI sajAvaTa, taMbuo paranI rozanI, kAryakramanI jAherAta mATe te presano khace e zuM sAcA kharcA che samAja mATe anivArya che ? e peTA che ke sAcA enI ame carcA karI kayAreka karazuM paNa amane bhAre dukha enuM thAya che ke e badhuM bhagavAnane nAme thAya che. enI bhakitane AgaLa dharIne badhuM thAya che. ane kharI bhakti kenI thAya che e te ame AgaLa jaNAvI gayA chIe. bhakita mATe bAhya avalaMbana jarUrI che ene ame vIkAra karIe chIe. paraMtu e avalaMbana jyAre Dhi, zekha ke jaDakriyA banI jAya che ane jyAre khUda lAgavAna bhUlAI bIjAnI ja bhakita jevA maLe che tyAre te amane kahevAnuM mana thAya che ke e dharma che. bhagavAnanuM eThuM dhAne thatAM e samAraMbha, e pUjA ne e snAtro e badhuM ja samAja che. ApaNe sAce rAha bhUlI rahyA chIe ane judA mArgane ja sAcuM mAnI AgaLa vadhI rahyA chIe tyAre e AMdhaLI kUcathI amAruM aMtara

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kakaLI uThe che mATe ja A badhI bAjuthI spaSTatA karI che. TIkAne emAM jarAya aMza nathI. bAkI amArA te A namra abhiprAya che ke jyAM sudhI mahAvIranA jevI mAruti, enA je prANImAtra pratye dayAbhAva, tya mATe Agraha, ahiMsA mATe jIvana AkhuM khacI nAMkhavAnI dhUna, laMgoTI vagara paNa calAvI levAnuM che, tevI aMkicanavanI bhAvanA, duzmata pratye paNa karUNA bhAva, AtmAnI akhaMDa jAgRti, niSkAma karmayoga, nakakI karelA Adarza mATe je Ave te sahI levAnI zakita ane A badhuM ya chatAM atyaMta namratA, aMtaranI pAradarzaka nirmaLatA ane haiyAnI UMDI nikhAlasatA A badhA guNo je jIvanamAM utArIe te yugo sudhI bhale ApaNe enI pUjA AMgIe karIe, bhAva ane nATa karIne te e badhuM nakAmuM ja javAnuM che. kAraNa bhAvanA vagaranI badhI ja kriyAo zanya che e zrI siddha senanuM vAkya Aje paNa eTaluM ja sAcuM che. ApaNI e badhI kriyAo, e kAryakramamAM bhAvanA reDI, lAkhaNa lagADI, AtmA paravIne jaDa banI gayelI e ujavaNIne zuM saMjIvata nA kaei ? ane jyAre tema thaze tyAre anaMta sukha ne zAMti, AnaMda ne umaMga, svarganA e sanAtana svanAM dUra nahi ja heya.. Aje mahAvIra vicAratA hoya te zuM kahe e khabara che ? e kahe koIne prANa le e hiMsA che. paraMtu keInA jIvatarane jIvavAnuM muzkela karI devuM enA jevI mahAhiMsA bIjI ekeya nathI. anyAyA juThuM bolavuM e pApa che. paNa juDANano sAmane na kare ane mUMgA mAM ne atyAcAra saha le e mahApApa che. tuM keInI vastu upADI le to tuM cora che. paraMtu vastunA bhAva vadhArI ke kALA bajAra karI kamAya tArA je mahAcara bIjo koi nathI. parastrI samAgama e vyabhicAra che. paNa pitAnI strI sAthenA ya vAraMvAra samAgama e paNa vyabhicAra ja che. tArI e chAmAM ochI jarUriyAva jeTale tuM paricarDa rAkhe te e puNapa che, paraMtu ema karIne tuM tArI vadhArAnI dela tArA dIkarAnA nAme ke rI paninA nAme caDAve te e puya ha pApa che.......

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I - 1 - Atmavilepana lekhakaH-guNavaMta zAha I ! ! - - : - - eka divasa vIranI mAtA ane Adhunika nArIne svargamAM bheTo thaI gayo. ravataMtratA cAla AjInika nArIe potAnA prema para AkarA prahAra karyA. ane kahyuM- " tArI jagAe huM houM te e vardhamAnane kahI dauM, je ghara cheDIne Ama sAdhu ja banavuM hatuM te mAro hAtha che karavA jhAle hatA ? eka kanyAnI mAM ane zuM karavA banAvI hatI ? jagatanA du:kha haLavA karavA ane sanAtana virahanA duHkhamAM nAMkhavAto tamane zuM hakka che ? mArA para je tamane hakaka che te mane pa tamArA para haka che. ane e hakathI ja huM kahuM zuM tame mane choDIne nahi jaI zake. mArA sAnidhyamAM tamAruM tapa je bhatuM hoya te jagatanA duHkha tame zuM dUra karI zakavAnA hatA ? ane temaja karavuM hoya te pahelAM mAruM duHkha dUra kare. mane paraNIne mAtRtvanI bheTa dharIne tame ekalA mane choDIne haragIja na jai zake. " padA zAMta citte Adhunika nArIne sAMbhaLI rahI hatI. e bolI rahI. have yazodAne vAre AvyuM. e belI : "bena ! tArI pati pratyenI mamatA mATe mane bhAna che enA sAnidhyanAM vira hathI tuM duHkhI thAya e dukha pratye mane sahAnuti che. paraMtu bena ! tArI ne mArAmAM eka mULa taphAvata che. tArA prema e haka che. mA e bhAvanA hatI. tArA rAgama bhAganI lAlasA che. mArA rAbamAM tyAganI havA hatI. tAre praNaya adhikAra mAge che. svAtaMyanI ne samAnatAnI e zarata kare che. mAre praNaya samarpaNa zikhyA hatA. Ama visarjananA e pATha eNe jIvanamAM utAryA hatA. tAre mana pati e tAro mitra che. tAro pasaMda karele e sAthIdAra che jyAre mArA pati e bhAre ArAdhya deva ha. mArI e sAdhanA hatA. tAre mana lagna e sagavaDa che. mA e Adarza hatA. tuM tArA jIvanamAM ja sukha juve che. huM enA ja sukhamAM mAruM sukha mANatI hatI. ane meM ene tArI jema hakaka karI rokI rAkhyo hota to mAre vardhamAna mahAvIra na banyA heta javA Aja enI palADI para kula na caDhAvata. savAramAM UMDI koI enuM nAma na leta. Atma vilepana karI meM te ene sadAya mATe amara banAvyuM che. jyAre tAro pati te tArA mRtyu sAthe tane ya visarI zake che. ane jagata evA matane yAda paNa karatuM nathI....." zuM amaratAnI vedIne pitAnI priya vyaktinuM ja levo pasaMda haze ? prabhA ! meM tArI aneka pratimAo mArA mana maMdiramAM besADo che. tArI e eka eka pratimAnuM eka AgavuM devaLa banI zake tema che. paNa mane te e tArI badhI ja pratibhAone eka ja maMdiramAM besADavAnuM game che. tuM padmAsana vALIne beThA che. mana AtmAmAM

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lIna che. vadana para rUperI cAMdanInI nirmAtA relAI rahI che. tArI e zAMtamurti mane jarUra game che. paraMtu mane te vadhu sArI pelI kAruNyamurti game che. caMdana tane vivI rahI che. enA AvakAramAM prema chalakAI rahyo che. enI AMkhomAM tene vadhAvavAnuM ajaba mAdhurya che. tene joI e traNa traNuM divasanI bhUkha bhUlI gaI che. hAthapagamAM beDI che e paNa visarI gaI che. enA haiyAmAM te AnaMda che. ene basa eka ja tamannA che- "mArA devane pahelAM jamADuM" ane e tane vinavI rahI che. paNa tuM pAcho pharI jAya che. tyAre te deva! tArA para sakhta gukhe caDe hate. paraMtu e te mArI ja bhula hatI ne ? ghoDela tuM nahi. gayA che ane te pAchuM joyuM. tyAre caMdananI AMkhamAM AMsu hatAM, have tArAthI asahya thaI paDayuM. tuM pAcho pharyo ane bAkaLA te svIkArI lIdhA. prabho ! karaNathI chalakatuM tAre e meM huM Aja paNa spaSTa joI zakuM chuM. AthI ja te bAlA! mane tArI e kAyamUrti vadhu game che !... jANato hato chatAMya te eka zabda na kahyA. samayanI rAha meM joyA ja karI ane tyAre tene kevaLajJAna thayuM tyAre ja te paheluM pravacana karyuM! deva mArA ! tArI e sAdhanA ne dhIraja jJAnanuM e UMDuM ciMtana ne manana e vicAruM chuM tyAre mane mArA chicha jJAna mATe zarama Ave che. vahAlA ! tArA e pravacana karatAM te mane tArA maunamAMthI vadhu zIkhavA maLyuM che. prabho ! evuM mane ghaNIvAra dila thaI Ave che ke huM tArA je banuM. jIvanathI mukata banI tArA jevA ja AmavarUpa thAuM tArA jevI kaThIna sAdhanA karI tArI sAthe ja tArI harenamAM besuM. paNa... tArA jevI mArAmAM tyAganI utkaTatA nathI, mArI pAse te mAtra eka nAnuM makAna, thoDAM kapaDAM, thoDAM ghareNAM, thoDAM zera ane sarTIphikeTa ane junI eka sAyakala ne eka reDI che. tArA jevI jhiddhi te mArI che paNa nahi. chatAMya huM e paNa phagAvI zakatA nathI. pratye ! tArA jevI mArAmAM hiMmata kayAM che? huM te nirbaLa, azakata chuM, deva bhAra tArA jevA anAsakita paNa mArAmAM nathI. tuM te hatuM tenAthI paNa vairAgI hatI. tAre e kazAmAM mana nahatuM. jyAre huM te nathI enA mATe paNa hAya varALa karuM chuM. "ha baLe che, mAruM zuM baLe che?" evuM kahevAnI bArAmAM hiMmata ja kayAM che? huM te saMsArI lava chuM. AthI ja deva mArA ! jIvanabhara meM tArI pUjA ja karavAnuM nakakI karyuM che, ane bhavabhava paNa tArI e ja bhakita karavAnuM maLe. tethI ja te huM kti nathI mAMte. mukita maLe ane tArI je pUjA na maLe, tArA je darzana na thAya te evI mukitane huM zuM karuM ? deva mArA! mane te tArI pelI bhoLI surata te nirmaLa mUrtinA darzanamAM ja AnaMda Ave che. priye ! tArI eka eka zabda e jIvanane amUlya pATha che. tuM je kaMi be, je kaMI karavA kahyuM e badhuM ja jidagInI eka mahAmUlI zilA che. paraMtu sAcuM kahuM ? mane te tArA e pravacano karatAM, tArI e mAnA karatAM tArA manamAMthI vadhu zIkhavA maLyuM. Aje jyAre huM eAchA ne adhUrA jJAne babaDI UThuM chuM, dalIlenI jhaDI varasAvI dauM chuM, bhASaNe karavA deDI jauM chuM, lebo pragaTa karAvuM chuM tyAre mane tArI e mUka sAdhanA yAda Ave che. sADA bAra varasa sudhI te tapa karyuM. tuM

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prabho! tuM baLavAra te kharo ja. Akhare kSAtreyanuM lehIne ? garama thayA vagara rahe ja kema? pazuo ane mAnavanI hiMsA thatI joI te sa, 2 jorathI paDakAra : "devane lehI mAMsa nathI khapatAM, e marelAM hADakAMnA bhUkhyAM nathI. e te mAMge che tamArI vRttionuM balidAna. tamArI malina vAsanAonuM e mata mAMge che. devonA nAma para thatI e hiMsA puNaye nathI, e te pApa che." ane pahelI ja vAra teM prANIone jIvana jIvavAne hakaka jAhera karyo. te kIdhuM: "dareka jIvane jIvavAne adhikAra che." krAMtinI tArI A pahelI cInagArI hatI. pachI te e cInagArI Ama banIne prajvaLI UThI, te jAhera karyuM - Izvara jevI koI cIja nathI. bhagavAna heya te mAnavI khUda bhagavA banI zake che. keI ekane bhagavAna banI javAne ke te rIte rahevAno ijAro nathI. so mukta banI zake che." AvA te tArA pravacanomAMthI aneka dAkhalA ApI zakAya tema che. ane keTalI mikakamatAthI teM tArA sutronA udyoga karyA hatAM ! AjapaNa enA paDaghA saMbhaLAya che. ame ! AthI tane krAMtikArI karyuM te kSamA lehImAM pacI gayuM hatuM e te karyuM emAM te zuM navAI karI ? ane AthI ja te mAruM mastaka tANa karatAM tArI yadA AgaLa vaheluM namI jAya che, kAraNa te rAjadarabAranuM phUla hatuM. saundarya ane suvAsa eja enA saMskAra hatAM. e te saMsAranAM senerI sapanAM laI tArI pAse AvI hatI, tuM te avadhuta rahyo. tane zI khabara ke eka navayauvanAne enA pati mATe keTalA aramAna heyA che ? amAnanI eka navi duniyA laI tArI pAse e AvI hatI. tArI e pI banI hatI. paNa e aramAnene te ceha cAMpI dIdhI. te ene choDavAno nirNaya karyo ane cheDI paNa dIdhI, duniyA tArA A tyAga mATe prazasti kare che. paNa mane evuM mana nathI thatuM. tArA e tyAga karatAM te paze dAna e Atma vilepanane huM sarvazreSTha mAnuM chuM. kAraNa tArA tyAgamAM mukatanI khevanA hatI. yazodA tane mAyA lAgI hatI. ane ene choDIne enA badalAmAM te mukita mAgI hatI. tAre tyAga e sede hate. jyAre yazadAne tyAga nivya ja hato. ene to tane cheDIne badhuM gumAvavAnuM ja hatuM. sadAya mATe tAro viraha jIvavAnuM hatuM. ane pitAne priyatama sAmeja che ane chatAMya e "mAze hAle" che ema kahI ene prema na karI zakAya, are aAcAya enI khabara na puchI zakAya enA jevI haiyAnI bIjI vedanA kevI haze ? chatAMya e aMdha na gUDha vyathA paNa eNe vadhAvI lIdhI. ane hasatA mee tane vidAya ApI !...... deva mArA ! tArA tyAga karatAM te mane padAnuM e Atma samarpaNa sarvottama lAge che. ane jyAre tArI tyAga ne enA tyAgane tevuM chuM tyAre bhakitathI mAruM mastaka te yadAnA caraNa kamaLamAM ja mUkI paDe che. karaje..." deva mA! mane ghaNIvAra vicAra Ave che, budhi dalIlane jhaDI varasAvI de che. te rAjapATa chAyA, sukha ane sAhyabIne salAma bharI dIdhI, vanavagaDAmAM tuM rakha, bhUkha ne tarasa sahana karI, apamAna ane dukhane paNa vAvyAM ne tuM aMte mahAvIra banyo. emAM te zuM dhADa mArI ? kAraNa e badhuM te tane sahaja hatuM. tuM janamathIja vairAgI hate. gaLathUthImAMthI ja tuM vAgata pATha bhaNIne Avyo hato. je tArA

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sva. zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla jhaverI temanA dharmapatnI zrI. caMpAbena mANekalAla jhaverI

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sarvottama karma gI bha. mahAvIra che. zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajI - GU * : l Sonu TM S : - sa . A vizvamAM karmayogI be prakAranA che. daratha ane tyAgI. gRha kayoAo karatAM tyAgI kagIo vizva vonuM vizeSa pramANamAM kalyANa karavA zakitamAna thAya che. sarvata paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra prabhue ane zrI gautama budhe tyAga avasthAmAM sarvottama karmathI bhArata dezane hiMsA yajJa vagere aneka pApathI mukta karyo te ItihAsathI siddha thAya che. zuSka nAnI karatAM karmanI mahAna che. zuka jJAnI banatAM vizeSa mahenata paDatI nathI. paraMtu karmayogI banatAM te mana-vANI-kAyAne zrama vA paDe che. sAdhuone tyAga avasthAmAM aneka upasargo tathA bAvIza parisaha vaDavA paDe che ane tethI tAnAvaraNI Adi karmone kSaya thatAM paramAtmApada prApti thAya che. mahA kagI A tIrthakara heya che. zrI tIrtha karanA kaga samAna koIne karma vega heta nathI. mahA karmaNI sarvottama kAmagI tIrtha karIne cauda pUrvanA sArabhUta namarakAra maMtramAM- name arihaMtANuM- e padathI sarva padavIomAM prathama naMbare mUkI prathama namaskAra karyo che. karma. o mahA upakArI hoya che, tethI teone prathama namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. siddha paramAtmAne taLa jJAna ane kevaLa darzana hoya che paraMtu siddha avasthAmAM karmayoga nathI tethI teone prathama namakAra karavAmAM AvyuM nathI, aSTakarma rahita roguNa, tame guNe ane savaguNa rAhata siddha paramA- mArA karatAM prathama arihe chenamaskAra karyo che, tethI jenA AdhAre karma thI ane pravRttimAM veLIone keTaluM mahatva ApavAmAM AvyuM che tene saheje khyAla AvI zake tema . karmamAM mahattA che jenonAM namaskAra maMtramAM ' varNavI che tevA anya avalakAtI nathI. lekama tilaka kahe che ke pravRtti dharma bhAgavata dharmo : vidha varNavyo che paraMtu teo A bAju lad Apaze te jANe ke sanyAsa bhArganA pravaka dharmarI-masthApaka zrI mahAvIra svAmI jevA dharma pravRtti karanArA koI anya jaNAze nahi. zrI mahAvIra prabhue zarIra cheDatAM pUrva se praha? sudhI Arya manuSyane ekasarakho upadeza ApavA hatA. gAmegAma, nagaranagara ane dezodeza pharI jIvanamukata kevala jJAnI chatAM upadeza Apyo hate. have kahe saMnyAsa mArga vAne tyAga mAgI o mAM zreSTha evA mahAvIra prabhune sarvottama rmaba mAnatAM kANa vadhe laI zake tema che? vIsA tIrthakara thI munisuvrata svAmIe upaka. chA rAtrImAM siddhapurathI vihAra karI ane makara :va. hatA. jyAre jema dharmanA sthApaka nI . . ! pramANe dha pravRtti kare che te tyAga kare che : adhikAra pramANe karmayogI banIne AvyA. ' pA, pravarta ke, sAdhue ane sAdhvIo upara ja dharma pravRttine deza, samAja, rAja vare kalyANamAM bhAga Ape emAM zuM Azcarya

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tyAna avasthAmAM tyAgIne adhikAra pramANe upathI siddha thAya che ke dharma pravRtti lakSaNa dharmakarmayogI banIne kartavya karavAnAM che. paraMtu kartavya battine phelA karavAnuM varNana jeTaluM jaina karmathI mukata thavAtuM nathI. ema upadeza deze zAstromAMthI maLI Ave che teTaluM a, zAstromAMthI sarvata mahAvIra prabhunA Ama karatAM saMnyAsIne maLI AvatuM nathI, sarva karma tyAgI kahenArA bhAvada gItAnuM mahatva dhyAna ane samAvi pazu vaLa jJAna prApta kaI rIte caDhI zake tema nathI. karavAnI eka jAtanI uttama AtmapravRtti che. ziyALa zrI mahAvIra prabhuegraharanA adhikAra pramANe karanArA sAyansa prophesara viSayamAM mananI ekAkartavya karmo karavAne upadeza ApI temAM karma pratA karIne akriya jevA banI jAya che ane zedha ene samAvI che. hajAre AcAryoe aneka bALa mATe mathe che. mananI ekAgratA vine navIna zo vinA haja pra lakha tathA arvaka jAtanA thaI zake che. phesara eDIsane eka vakhata upadeza ApIne tathA Ape che popakAra karIne eka sarakhA aDatAlIza kalAka paryata thatI eka prata karIne kenegrApha vagerenI zipa karI. e uparathI karagaNAnAM pitAnAmAM sididha karI batAvI che tethuM ema siddha thAya che ke je tyAgI thAya siddha thAya che ke ApaNA munio, tyAgIo, che te ucca karmAe banavAne mATe thAya che. jJAna, dhyAna samAdhi kare che te nitya sukhanI kevaLa jJAna Adi guNonI prApti mATe kare che. te paNa AthI jainadharmI yogIo banavuM eTale jJAna Adi guNe prApta karIne sva parane anaMta sukha karmavegathI yiAgathI avuM e koIe ApavA pravRtti kare che mATe te paNa sarvottama karma manamAM vicAra lAvavA mAM che. mAnya zrI tilaka paga sUkSama prariA che ema vAMcakee avabodhavuM.. lakhavA pramANe vedAntI saMnyAsIe. karmamArgathI ( " karmaga nI prastAvanAmAMthI. uvRta) bhraSTa thAya che kharA paNa jena sAdhue te ripa- -- kArI che lakhat:rA, vaNe pALanArA Azare rU.1-00 vArpika lavAjama bharI Ajeja grAhaka abhyAsa karanArA ane 3 dezakAya che te tene tarIke ApanuM nAma dhAvaze. piosTa kharca 6, karmabhraSTatAnA A lAgu paDatuM nathI. anAdi ghara, lAyabrerI, bheTa, lahANune cagya sAhitya kALathI jaina sAdhuo, AcAryo ane tIrthakare cAra satya kAmagIo che ema teonI dharma pravRttithI varSamAM pustakonI caturmukhI gaMgA ane AgathI siddha thAya che. jenAmAM karma. vahevaDAvanAra saratI ne saMskArI graMthamAlA yoganI mahattA saMbaMdhI vizeSa varNana karavAmAM zrI jIvana-maNi AvyuM che. jemAM kamabIe pAMca varasamAM khUna sadvAcanamALI TrasTa pramANamAM pragaTayA tathA temAMthI cAra varSanA jene saMkSI zakAya ke tethI jenI saMkhyA ghaTIne na sAva zuSka sAhitya hAla traNa lAkha tetrIsa hajAra para AvelI che, na sAva aparasa sAhitya sarvarAbharyuM-nItibodhabharyuM A AMkaDe tema prastAvanA lakhI te sacayane che. taMtrAe) jaina zAstromAM komane zukala pAkSika ghara, lAyabrerI, inAma, bheTane ya gaNe che. ene adhikArI zukala pAkSika manuSya rUpakaDuM sAhitya kare che ane je karmanI arthAta yiAvAdI nathI - - te akriyAvAdIne pAkSika arthAta mokSamArgane zrI jIvana-maNi dvAcanamALA TrasTa ArAdhaka bane nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. e harIbhAInI vADI sAme, dilhI daravAjA : amadAvAda.

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mahAvIra-ahiMsaka yugane arUNa je te che. jenI ga; lAla na 11 hinI pracaMDa laka tyAre lapakArA karI hI hatI. jIvananI kaI salAmatI nahatI. prANa le e ramata hatI, ane pazuonA prANa levA e te dharma hato. mULa che, bejabAna prANIo tarasatI AMkhe joI rahetA ane emane jIva levA jatA. A tyAre mukine mArga manAte te tyAre dharma muThThI bhara mAnavIonA hAthamAM jamA dha hatA. emane bAle mukita maLatI hatI. emane re narakanA dvAra jevA paDatA hatAM. e brAhmaNo kahe e ja dharma hate. ane teoe strI mATe nAnAM bAraNuM baMdha karI dIdhAM hatAM, strI eTale narakanI khANa. enuM koI alaga vyanitya nahi. e zAstra bhaNI zake nahi. temane mota maLe ja nahi ane teoe strIne dharmamAMthI bAda karI. bhASA bhale loke " samaje paNa dharma bhAve te evI ja agUDha havA joIe. ane te ja mukita maLe. ane evI amUda ne ane ziyAmAM temaNe phatavAo bahAra pADayA. enuM pAlana kare te dharma te dhama, bIje adharma ane adhara. ane e dharmanA sevake kahevaDAvA lAgyA. dharmanA udhAraka banyA rAka banyA. ane temanA A rakSaNa ne udhAra badala temane pivAnA, teo mAge tevA meja ne zekha, vilAsa ne raMgarAga ApavAnA. te game tevuM jIvana jIvI zake, bIjAthI evuM na javAya evuM te paNa pI. narakane adhikArI bane. dharmamAM Ama temaNe so sthApI. pitA eka siMDAsA batAvyuM ane dharmanAM sutre potAnA hAthamAM rAkhyAM. ATaluM basa na banyuM. eka zonI jamAta temaNe alaga kADhI, emane dharmane kema haka nahi. devane e pUjI zake nahi. e saMto-mahaMtasajajanene aDakavAne emane adhikAra nahi. emano janma temanI sevA mATe ja, e bIjuM kaMIja karI zake nahi. emane abhaNa rahevAnuM, asaMskArI rahevAnuM, apazukaniyALa banavAnuM, rojaLiyAta kemanuM meluM upADavAnuM ane temanI gALa khAvAnI- basa Aja emanuM kArya. potAnI pAla bahAra na paDI jAya ethI temaNe zAstro prajA bIjI bhASAmAM lakhyAM. e dharma Are cuMyA hatA. satya cAra kheMcAtAM hatAM. ahiMsAnuM chaDecA, lIlAma thatuM hatuM. brahmacarya ke nA hatA. parihanI mazkarI thatI hatI. bhAva mAnavamAM bheda hatA, jarma lUMTAtA hatA. jene jema phAve tema sidhati raju karatA hatA. Aje A raju kare. Aje Ane sarSa kahe. Ane dharma kahe. kAle ja raju kare. bIjane ja satya kahe. bIjAne ja dha kaDA karI. tyAre siddhAMtonI ke thiratA na hatA. mahAvAno ja-ma thayA pA A jahAne hate. Aje e samayano khyAla Ape mukela che, paNa

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e kALane oLakhyA vagara e yujhane jANyA vagara mahAvIranuM vyaktitva, emanuM jIvanakArya keTaluM udAtta ne bhavya hatuM te na ja samajAya. ane bhUtakAlina vibhUtione mApavA mATe AjanuM mApa kadI kAmamAM na Ave. ema mAtAM te pAMca varasa pachInA datihAsakAra AjanI vidyamAna vibhUtione tyAre vAmI ja gAze. kAraNa yu re ja badalAya che. Aje bhagIratha kAma gaNAya te kAla ekadama saraLa banI rahe che. mahAvIranA sAMsArika jIvana viSe jo ke bahu ochuM jaLavA maLe che anAya upalabdha mAhitIothI eTaluM anumAna te jarUra thI zake che. ene enuM jIvana TUMkuM lAge che. rAjakumAra hovA chatAM rAjyanA vAva ene bhAvatA nadho. enuM haiyuM UMDI vedanA anubhave che. enuM aMtara UMDe UMDe karAya che enA haiyA hara dhabakAra ene kahe che : "bIna dukhathI sabaDatA hoya tyAre mane Ama sukhamAM rahevAno adhikAra nathI." rAja rAjanuM A saMvedana ene kayAreka raDAve che. enI AMkhe kANuthI kAI jAya che. ane paLepaLanuM A mane maMthana eka divasa ene nirNaya karAvIne bese che. e nirNaya kare che. A rAjapATa na joIe. A bhoga vilAsa na joie. A mamatA ne mAlikI na joIe. pitAne A satya lAdhI gayuM che. ane te pramANe te jIvavA mAMge che. paNa bephikara thaI e bhAgI jato nathI. niSkara banIne e keine avagaNIne cA nathI jatA. be varasa e vadhu thaMbhI jAya che. ane pitAnuM satya saune samajAvIne e cAlI nIkaLe che. koIne e sAtha nathI karato. koine e saMgAtha nathI kara, ekalo te aTUle e cAlI che. hiMsAnA dArUNa dukhathI cIsa pADatI duniyAne ene ahiMsAne mArge zAMti ApavI che. ane te mATe e nIkaLI paDe che. jaMgalamAM phare che. yakSa maMdiramAM utare che. InA pratye ene prema nathI. koInA tarapha ene rola nathI, koInA bAraNe jaI e be rahe che. e kaMI Ape che te pIe che. keI de che te khAya che. ane duniyAnA duHkhanuM ciMtana karate e varase sudhI vicare che. jagatanA zeka saMtApanAM nivAraNanuM manana karate e divasa sudhI akha jAge che, akhaMDa sAdhanAmAM dasake cA jAya che. paNa ene enuM satya samajAvavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. ene lAge che, kaMIka khUTe che. sAdhanA hu adhUrI che. tapazcaryA kucha pUrI nathI thayuM ane alakhanI dhUnamAM e bhame ja jAya che. ane bAra bAra vasanA akhaMDa ujAgarA pachI e mana teDe che. ene lAge che have yogyatA AvI gaI che. je zAna mATe e sAdhanA karI rahyo hato e kevaLa tAna have tene thaI gayuM che, ane e mUkasevaka ke jhADa nIce besIne enA satyane upadeza kare che, e samajI le che. jagata enI bhASAmAM samaje che. mAtAnuM dhAvaNa dhAvatAM je belI bALaka mele che temAM ja ene badhuM samajAya che. ane lekabhASAmAM ja e enA pravacano kare che. dezanA Ape che. jagatanA duHkha darda dUra karavAM haze te e rAjagAdI parathI nahi thAya. rAjamahelamAM rahIne paNa nahI thAya. rAjakumAra banIne paNa e nahi. jAtane ene mukitanA mArge vALavuM che. anAnanA ghera aMdhakAramAMthI jJAnanA teje laI javuM ane eNe rAja choDyuM. rAjamahela choDa.

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yuvarAjapadane tyAga karyo, ane lokomAM AvIne e vasya. sevA-uddhAra-sudhAre e badhuM lekena sAthe rahIne thaI zake. ane lokasevaka banI e krAMtinuM bI vAvyuM .. AjanA satya ahiMsaka yugane e pahele kAMtikArI !!! jagatanA ItihAse noMdhavA jevuM e prathama mUkasevaka che ene satya samajatuM hatuM, paNa ene lekamAM vaheMcavA mATe e pitAne apUrNa mAnate ho. ane varasa sudhI eNe alaMga jAgaraNa karyuM. rAta ne divasa eNe duniyAnI mukitanI ciMtA karI. enA mATe kaThora tapa karyuM. Ama eNe varasa sudhI krAMtinI sAdhanA karI. ane..... hiMsA e dharma nathI. koineya jAna le e muktino mArga nathI. asatyathI AtmAnuM darzana thatuM nathI. cerIthI vikAsa sadhAta nathI. raMga rAma, meja ne vilAsa e jIvanane kaI rAha nathI, parigraha e mukitanuM baMdhana che. satya, ahiMsA, acaurya, bahAcarya ne apari cahanA paMcazIlane eNe vaheto karyo. A sUtrathI eNe krAMtinI veSaNa karI. lenI ja bhASAmAM lene dezanA ApavAnuM zarU karI krAMtinI eNe kUca zarU karI. metArA ane aSikeza jevA zuddha jAtinA mAnane dIkSA ApI varNane eNe mRtyughaMTa vagADaze. bharelA jIvanane, niSNANa banelI janatAne jIvADavA mATe pote ekale basa tyAM ema samajI eNe potAnA jevA lekasevaka eka ja zamI karI. saMdhanuM nirmANa karyuM. Ama karI e mukita adevananI eka sagI ya ii ... eNe enI ApadASTithI joI lIdhuM : jAne jhaDapathI badalAya che. krAMtinI hUyamAM nA ne adake mAnavI paNa hAmUle che. te pachI strI te bAkAta rakhAya ja kema ? ane caMdanabALAne eNe dIkSA ApI. zrI svAtaMtrayane e prathama sudhAraka ! nArIne saMsAranA baMdhanamAMthI AjhAda karI muktinA bAraNAM tenA mATe khullAM mUkI dIdhAM. enA mATe eNe hakaka rathA pata karyA ane dareka strI sati che. sadhavA ke vidhavA, tyakatA ke bhokatA badhIja nArIne cAritra aMgIkAra karI mukti meLavavAne adhikAra che. ane kaMIka nArIone eNe mukitane paMthe vaLAvI dIdhI ! ane mahAna puNe kadI pitAne mahAna mAnatA nathI. pote bhagavAna che, avatAra che evuM temane samajatuM ja nathI ane tethI ja teNe kahI dIdhuM ? indra ! mAnavInuM meta ghaDI na thaMbhI zake. ene janamyA pachI maravuM ja paDe. mArA mata huM kadIya saheje paNa thaMbhAvI na ja zakuM." ane eNe chatAM te zikhavyuM. maratAM paNa e zIkhavI ga. jIvanane e sAce kalAkAra ! mRtyune e mahAna kalAdhara ! ! mahAvIra eTale ahiMsAne kuTanAda : varNa bhedane mRtyughaMTa vADano pahele uddAma kAMtivAdI ! strI ravAtaMtrane prathama jayaghoSaka ! ( anusaMdhAna pAna 14 upara)

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padmapurInA pavitra DuMgarA Aja DelI UDayA hatA. pratyeka gharane khare khare A.kanI chAyA patharAi gai hatI. AkAzanuM nimaMLa haiyuM paNa tAraka dathI vAMdhAi gayu hatuM; ne taLAvanA jaLamAM kamaLa leza paNa DolatAM nahotAM. jJAnIo kahetA : Aje mukitane varaze ! ' #29 4 AAna de ! prabhu paNa prajAjano nizvAsa nAkhatA hatA : hAya re, prabhunI A zrIkika dehachabI have ( pAna 17 nu adhurU ) jIvananI bhauttika te AdhyAtmikI jhINAmAM jhINI vigatane dhyAnamAM laI saMtranI sthApanA karanArA A yugane pahaleA racanAtmaka kAryakara ! peAtAnA sa`dezane ghera ghera gUMjatA karanAra pahele payAtrA ! prayaLa mUka sevaka ! ane peAtAnA sidhdhAMtA temaja AdazaeNti potAnA jIvanamAM rageragamAM utAranAra mahAta, kamaMDa karma cagI ... enuM jIvana eTale kSakSaNanI pragati ! enA vananI karake bAju tapa sau temAMthI tamanI saurabha Dage, mukitanuM nAMhya temAMrI ze. mukita AMdAlatanA thru praNetA ane ahiMsaka guganA bharaNa eNvA e bhagavAna mahAvIra sAmine kSata phATI kATa pra.... ... 4 pa ri ni aaN gu karI kayAM ne kayAre nIrakhavA maLaze ? jIMga juga pachI sAMpaDelI A amRtavANI pharIthI kai sAMbhaLavA maLavAnI hatI ? jJAnIonA vacanathI zAka ane AnaMdane samAna lekhavAnI mahenata karIe chIe, paNa AnaMdane sthaLe roka AvIne pahelAM beThA che, keme karyo haThAvyA hatA nathI 1 devAne RSie te mIThA zakha bajAvI rahyA che, mRtyunI paNa jANe mahephila jAmI che ! Aja bhagavAnanI jIvana nyAta, eka mahAna ye temAM maLI javAnI. mukita ADe raheluM eka mAtra dehuba dhana, te Aje chUTI jaze, ane ApaNA vAle vira mukitane jai vo ! RSiSanI te maMgaLagIta lalakArI beThAM : mukita se jAi maLyA re meAhana meza, mukitase jAI milye, ka divasathI sAnidhyamAM ne sevAmAM rahetA rAjarAjeMdra keMdra paNa cheka chellI paDIe biM mata hArI beThA. sAja te badhA sajAgya, mRtyumahesavanI cIya racanA kI: paNa chellI paLe prabhutA anuvI karatA ate vaNa paDA karI beDI, are! rAjapATa jenA se-sa dha dhana: bojArUpa lAgatAM, e maMgalamRti Ama cAlI jaze, te kAnA AdhAre, kenA

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utsAhavacane A rAjapurA kheMcAze ? AdhibhRtika upAdhinA sUkA ra3mAM AtmAnI snehabasI vinA zuM jivArI ? ekatra thayelAM aneka naranArInI vatI IndrarAje prabhune prazna karyo : bhagavana, ApanAM ga, janma, dIkSA ane kevaLajJAna huratAttarA nakSetramAM hatAM ne ?' bhagavAne javAmamAM kuMvA! huMkAradaka mAthuM halAvyu. ' e nakSatramAM bhasma grUDu sakrAMta thAya che, aniSTa bhAvinI e AgAhI kahevAya ne !' bhagavAne pUrvavat hakAra bhaNyuM. - te samaya che, sajJa che, sarva zakitamAna che. nirvANuM paLane thADI lakhAvI na zakAya ? x indranA manamAM UMDe UMDe IcchA hatI ke eka vAra nirvANukALane AgaLa dhakelavAmAM Ave te pachI vaLI joI levAze, aNIne cUkayA se varSe vadhAre jIvaze, indrarAja, meha vivekane mAre che, mATe ane adha phahyo che. mArA nazvara deha pratyene tamAre paulika mehuM Aje tamane A belavI rahyo che. nikaTa sthA che, jJAnI thayA iM, chatAM bhAkhelu' bhUvI gayA ke yuSyanI eka kSaNa patra sura, asura ke mAnavakaI vadhArI zakatuM nathI. nATaka te nizcita bAMdhelI samaya maryAdAmAM bhajavAya te pUruM thAya emAMja zobhA ! antahIna nATaka ruce kharuM ? tame te sasAra jItI lenara dvA che, chatAM meha pAse hajI vAraMvAra pIchehaTha karI che. duya mAhune jItavA muzkela che. e mehu pAse tamArI vivekazakti naSTa thai gaI ! zuM tameja nahetA kahetA ke 6 pa himabharI hemanta RtumAM UnanAM vasro bhale upayegI hAya, sukhakara hoya, paNu vasata Ave-grISma pragaTe eTale enI kaMi jarUra kharI ? e te kuMkavA yeAgya ja kanA hAlamAM pAtra tyAM sudhI zAle jyAM sudhI ene gheragherathI bhikSAnI jarUra che. 2kamaTIne e rAjA thAya, pachI paNa e patra laIne k te ? dehanuM kAma-jamanuM kAraNa ne mRtyunI garaja sarI gaI, have AyuSyanI eka kSammu ane e kSaNanA eka kaNa paNlR bajArUpa che indrarAja ! jue, paNa vasta--kado na kara. mAtI amara vasaMta khIlI rahI che. sat, cit ne AnaMdanI kadI na AmatI uSA ugI rahI che ! svAgata mATe sajja he ! ' iMdrarAja zaramAI gayA, pagamAM paDayA. AkhA samudAyamAM AsAyezanI lAgaNI prasarI hatI. paNa bhagavAna te antima kriyAmAM magna hatA. kArAne birAjyA hatA. bAdara maneyega ne vacanacema rUMdhIne kAyAgamAM sthita thayA hatA. gheDI vAramAM bAdara kAyayogamAMthI sUla kAyayeLamAM praveza karyo. vANI tathA mananA kAyaeNgane rUdhyA. kSuSyanI zIzImAMthI chelA kaNa jharatA hatA, ne e paNa have pUrNa thavAnAM taiyArImAM hatA. duvidhAmAM paDele janasamUha emanI sahasra sUryanI kaLAthI tapatI mukhamudrA sAme nIrakhI rahyo hato. sahunA zvAsa UMcA hatA. sahunA mAM para eziyALA pazu hatu . prabhue chelle sUma kAyasega paNa rUA. sarva kriyAtmAne! kuccheda karyo, ne

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AMkhane AMjI denAruM tejavatuM pragaTa thayuM. tArAgaNathI vibhUSita amAvAsyAnI rAtri ekAeka alaukika prakAzathI jhaLahaLI UThI. cAre taraphathI jaya jayanAda saMbhaLAvyA. prabhu nirvANa pAmyA ! havAmAM zaMkha phUkAyA, vanamAM duMdubhi vAgyAM. saMsArane maLAvI rahelA maDadIpaka aMtaracakSuone ujajavaLa karI carmacakSuonI sAmethI bujhAi gayo che dareka paLe para iMdrarAja vijaya meLavI have svastha thatA hatA ne kahetA hatA : dIpaka peTA ! dIpAvala re prabhu nirvANa pAmyA ! bIjA divasanuM prabhAta hajI mIThuM nahe tuM, tyAM samAcAra AvyA ke guru gautamane prabhunA nirvANanI jANa thaI gaI che. emanuM rudana vaja-DayAne paNa de tevuM che. emanA rudananA zekabhArathI pRthvI paNa bhIMsAI gaI che, ne latAo pasthI phUla karamAIne pRthvI para karI rahyAM che, ne kamaLavela murajhAI rahI che. AkhuM vAtAvaraNa zekAkula che. e mahAjJAnI bALakanI jema vyAkuLa banI gayA che, yuvAna vidhavAnI jema kalpAMta karI rahyA che, pitAne sAta kheTane dIkaro phATI paDe ne vRddha bApa jevA vilApa kare e vilApa karI rahyuM che ! amArAdhI joI na zakAyuM, eTare ame tyAMthI cAlyA AvyA. guru gAma AkAza sAme garjanA karI paDaghA pADe che : "prabhu! evAM te kayAM mArAM mahApApa hatAM ke jIvanabhara sAthe rAkhIne aMtakALe aLage karyo? zuM tamArAM vacana miA hatA ? are mithyA kema karIne mAnI zakuM ? pachI Ama kema?" A to jJAnInuM sadana ! ' are, AvA karugu svarabhAra te saMsAramAM keIna joyA nathI. mAnavInAM dhabakatA haiyAM tha bhI jAya evA e zakayara saMsArano ke bApa, koI mA, koI pativratA, ke putra kaI bahena AvuM kadI raDI nahi deva ! ye gInAM AvAM amulakha AMsu saMsAre ja dhArI karI joyA nahi hoya ! mAkhI medanI navI vedanA anubhavI rahI. darAja vicAre kahyuM. ke ajJAnIne samajAvavA sahea che, paNa A jJAnIne zekabhAra kema haLave karI zakAya? samajune zI rIte samajAvAze? mane taravAnuM kema zikhavAze? sahu ajaba mUMjhavaNa anubhavI rahyAM. pagale pagale, paLe paLe guru gatama samIpa AvI rahRAA hatA. pAvApurInA suMdara pArvatIya pradeza para gepa jananI baMsI bajI UThI ke e mahAguru dhIra, svastha pagale AvatA dekhAyA. paNa A zuM ? AzAtIta dazya ! vilApane badale, rudananane badale, hAyakArane badale, mahArASTranA mukha para apUrva zAti ne alaukika teja ramatAM hatAM, temanAM netromAM prasiddhine navIna AnaMda bharyo hate ! are, mahAguru te hase che ! zuM mahAdukhamAMthI pragaTa thatuM gAMDa paNa te emane lAgyuM nathI ne ! AkhI medanI utsukatAmAM samIpa AvI.

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prabhu gayA?? iMdrarAje belavAnI hiMmata karI. hA, e gayA ne ApaNe tarI gayA. irAja, ThADacAmanI mahimayAnI dIvAlo bhadAI gaI. je jIvanathI na prApta thayuM te mRtyuthI prApta thayuM. mahAprabhunA ni mArA nirvANa paMthane nizcita karyo. mArI siddhinA dvAra khUlI gayAM. zuM Apane mahAjJAna-kevaLajJAna UpajyuM kema karIne ?" 'iMdraja, sAMbhaLavuM hoya te sAMbhaLI le ! bhagavAnane huM ekAMtarAgI bhakta hatA ane e ekAMtarAga mArI pragatine hAnikAraka nivaDe hatA, Atmika pUjAne badale meM vyakitapUjA AdarI hatI. guNane badale emanA dehane huM pUjArI banyA ha, bhAvane badale dravyane pUjArI banyuM hatuM-ne chatAM huM te mAno ke meM te bhAvapUjA ja AdarI che. prabhune viraha mAre mATe asahA hatA e asAdhatA ja mArI azakata hatI e kAraNe aneka nAnA navadIkSita sAdhue jhaTajhaTa sAdhyane varI gayA ne huM evA ne evA beThe. rahyo. bhagavAna dhaNIvAra kahetA ? * "tama, meha ane kSattinuM sAmrA jaya sarvatra prasareluM che. asaMkhya koTi prakAza eka camsa mAtra 2jakaNothI A rele rahe che. tane kayAM khabara che ke rAga evI cIja che, ke je sahama zatAbdIone svAdhyAya saMyamane, tapa-titikSAne nirmAlya banAvI nAkhe che. sAgaranA sAgara elaMgI nAkhanAra samartha AtmAne khabara nathI hotI ke keTa lIka vAra kinArA pAse ja enuM vahANa DUbe che. sUraja chAbaDe DhaMkAya evI kahevata keTalIka vAra jJAnIe ja sAcI pADe che. kAraNuM ke vizvajIvananA sarva niyama camarabaMdhI ke cakravartI sahune sarakhA bAdhya kare che. gotama ! badhAM zubha-azubha, priya-apriya, dhamadhame tyAgI de, nirAlaMba bata! AvuM bana mAvathI tAre chUTavuM che. e vinA siddha na bha ! gautama. pharIthI kahuM chuM, hADacAmAM dIvA bhedI nAkha ! kSaNabha sura dehane najarathI ane kara ! bAhya taraphathI daSTi vALA AMtara tarapha jA! tyAM gatima paNa nadhi, mahAvIra paNa nathI, guru paNa nathI ke ziSya paNa nathI ! sarvane samAna banAvanArI parama zAMta tyAM vilasI rahI che." guru gatama ATaluM kaI thaMbhyA. aMtaramAM AnaMda ma sAkara bharatI cale haiya, tevI temanI mubA nI. aMtaranI ArasI mukhamudrA ja che ne! thoDI vAre gura gautama belyA : "paNa bhaktajane huM mAnatA ke prabhu A badhuM bIjA koIne lakSIne kahe che. saMsAramAM gautame te asakita mAtra choDI che! paNa aMtarane roja khUNe eka Asa kita hatI, prabhunA deha paranA mamatvanI. deha te kSaNabhaMgura che, ciraMjIva te mAtra AtmA che, e huM jANato hate kSaNa suranI upAsanA na hoya, ema huM sahane kahete hatuM, paNa ja bhUlyA ! chellI paLe mane aLage karI prabhue mArI jamaNuM, mAre maha dUra karI pitAnuM vacana pALyuM. prabhunuM mRtyu te marI gayuM hatuM-mAruM paNa mRtyu have marI gayuM. Aja huM kRtakRtya thA. mArA hRdayamAM aneka dIpakane prakAza jhaLajhaLI rahyo che. Aja mAre navajIvananI prathama uSA UgI che. prabhue nirvANa pAmI saMjane mAne mATe akhaMDa prakAza, na bujhAya tevI jAti, mANasa ja bhUla paDe te dharma batAvyuM che, jaya he mahAprabhune ? medanI gurunA pAyane vaMdI haiM. (zrI jayazikhunI dharajarmanI vAta mAMthI)

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praNaya : pApa ne puNya ! ..... ha rIza le. vimarza (saMsAramAM jIvatAM mAnavIo vacce aneka saMgha jovA maLe che. paNa mAnavInA pitA ja jIvanamAM aneka visaMvAdI tane sAmane kare che. te asadu kRtti tenA jIvanane ghaNAM vaLAMka Ape che. ahIM ja mAnavInA aMtaranI vRttione vArtAnA pAtra rUpe AtmA ne javAnIno suMdara saMga sAthe che. lAkSaNika zailIyA ne patra rUpe raju thatI A vArtA vAMcavI ja paDaze.--taMtrIo) priye ! tuM te mArI preraNAmUrti che ! mane tArI pelI kALI kIkI nahi paNa kevuM bhavya ne kalAtmaka samapa Na !!! meM enI pAchaLa prakAzI rahele bhAvanAne dilama te tene mAtra sAda ja karyo ane tuM mArI banI dekhAto hato. tArA e baMdha nAjuka cheTha mane mahAmaI ! vicArI ja ya gaDamathalamAM tuM na sAgaranA be kInArAnI yAda ApI jatAM hatAM. ane utarI. huM ka chuM, mAre svabhAva zuM che, vicAro vAraMvAra tArA gorA vadana para doDI jatA lam kyA che enI te jarAya ciMtA na karI, ane ane UchaLatI zarama mane tArA pelA nAjuka haiyAmAM yugothI jANe mArI ja rAha joIne beThI hoya ema UchaLatI UrmionAM darzana karAvI jatI hatI. ane eka ja avAje tuM mArA caraNomAM thI paDI ! UbhA rahevAnI che. jANe duniyAne paDakAra pheMkI tyAre meM tArAmAM akhaMDa zraddhAtinAM darzana karyA. rahI hatI, jANe jIvaMta lAparavAhI UbhI hatI ! ane tuM luccI pa kevI ? @ii AMkhe te thoDI thoDI vAre athaDAI jatI tArI e najaramAM mane khUba khUba ja lIdhe. e ghelI najarathI te meM AzAonI dIpamALA nihALI che. khUba khUba jANI lIdho. nahi te pUrvane kAI pari. ane " jhAlI le mAro hAtha huM te tArI ja caya nahi, pahelAno koI saMbaMdha nahi, evI mArI che. * keTale chuM." keTale maMjule e svara ho ! ma jIvatuM jutI koI oLakha nahi ane tArA jIvana AkhAnI saMgIta jANe emAMthI gUMjatuM hatuM. mane bheTa dharatI gaI ! priye ! tAre e svArpaNa priye ! tArA e nirNayano te samaya ja hisAba te mane cIrasmaraNIya raheze. yugonA aMta sudhI huM Apaze huM nahi. ne Aha ! tAruM nAma paNa e yAda jALavI rAkhIza. ane tAruM e kathana keTaluM satya che ! hA ! yu...vA...nI !. ghaDI thAya che thoDI vAra huM tane ArapAra joI rahyo hate. DuM bhAre mAMsa, gAMDa banI e nAma raTayAja kare. rAja karuM, lAlabuMda lehI, cAmaDInI snigdhatA ane dhoLI paNa nA, mAro e svabhAva nathI. e kSaNika barI nasamAM mane bahu rasa nathI. ane tArI evI AnaMda mane pasaMda nathI. evA alpajIvo Avega madIlI dehalatAmAM huM mugdha paNa nahato. huM te tArA mane mamatA paNa nathI. agAdha UMDANa mApI rahyo hato, yuvAnI ! huM te anaMtatAne pUjArI chuM;

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amaratvane zarAbI chuM. akhaMDa AnaMdanI huM cAhaka chuM. abhagita saundarya nA huM te; ArAdhaka zuM Aja ghaNu! varase lakhavA aMza chuM. tu AvI che, ane mArI kalama kavinA banI gaSTa che, mArA A patramAM huM tane bArA viSe khUbaja lakhavAnI chuM, bhAga jIvananI vAta kahevAne kuM. mArA AdarzanI kathA kahevAno kuM. sRSTi para jyAre me paDelI AMkha khAlI tyAre te mRtyunu karujI gIta sAMbhahyuM hatuM. e savedananA sUrAe mArA haiyAne haMmeza bhInuM rAkhyuM che. savAranA bahAra nIkaLI sAMje gharamAM pAchA ka chuM tyAre e gherA sUra! mArA haiyAne merA raDAve che, ane ethI ja te bhArAhAha para sadAya udAsInuM karuNa smita rahe che. jIvananAM aneka maMgala prasaMgAnuM huM sAkSI banyo chuM. AnadanA nRtyamAM jIvana AkhAnuM astitva bhUlatAM mAnavI me joyA che. ane eja mAnavIene meM ceTI kALA nirAzAmAM AMsu pADatAM joyAM che. haiyuM kuratA niAtyAM che. ghaDI phUla jevA hasatA dekhAtA caherAne meM bIjI ja paLe aLI gayelA kaDakA jevA geraga jAyA che. 2na sarjanane A nirdaya vyApAra je mAruM aMtara mahAmathana anubhave che. hoTho para sadAya smita krena na rahe ? khAmAM umaMga krama avita na nAcyA kare ? e savAlenA ukela mATe meM aneka rAte UMdha vinA gALI che. ane mane samajAyuM che. mAnavI kAgaLanA kulane sAcA kula samajIi meDAMdha banI ane strI rahyo chaeN ! jhAMjhavAnA nIrane mahAsAgaranA pANI samajI e DI rahyo che! bakaruM ajJAnatAthI mAnavI enuM jIvana gujArI rahyo che, priye ! e ajJAnatAthI paDatI, bhAkhatA, kUTAtA te kacaDAtA mAnavInA jIvananI phaSNutA mArA haiyAne paratu meca bALe che, rA' mukhanA upabhegamAM duHkhane ja janma iM ? 19 sukha amara kema nahi ? AnaMda zAkhA zA mATe nahi? zAMti kAyama na rahI zake? mukha-zatiAnaMda-umaMga A badhAM mAyuI prema e sadAya kALa vI na zake ? ane yuvAnanI be zAzvatatAnA huM dhUtI banyo chuM, amaratvanuM mane gAMDa zu lAgyuM che. saMsAramAMthI mAruM du:kha ne zAkane haMmezanI vidAya ApavI che. AMsu ne Aha, ne vedanAne mAre sadAya mAre bhasma karavA che. duniyAnI A raMgabhUmi para bhAre sukha ne rAMtinA sAmrAjya sthApavAM che. ullAsa ne ubhagate mAruM cirakALa banAvavAM che. mArU A dhyeya che. mAnavajIvananI yAtanAe, maeNnA saMgharyAM, enA saMvedanA, khetI karlRtA e vAmane mAruM bALAne khAkha karavA che. pahelAM jarA mane ema hatuM ke e mArAthI nahi bane. e uMcA Adarzo mATe eklo paDI jaza, ane te mArAthI nahiM ane Ape jarA ivAra asvasthatA AvI jatI hatI. padma Aja huM badhAthI kahuM chuM. tArA mate je sadAyo sAthe maLe ta! A pRthvI para svarga utArUM, naraka jevA zabdane mezane mATe vidAya karI dauM. paN te zA mATe ? teja / mane hAtha zrApya che. dana AkhuMya ne samarpI dIdhuM che. nAgatuM dhAsa to che. pachI avizvAsa zA mATe karuM ? AthI ja te kahu chuM priye ! tu to mArI preraNAmU che eja li. sadAya tAre ja zabda e mArUM mabalakSIta che. chuM. priye ! Ana... priye ! tuM ta| mArA tArA eka zA e mArI pughna che, tArA ArAdhya deva huM to tArI pUthvanuM

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keTaluM bhavya ane udAtta jvana che tAruM 1 bhAvanAe te jANuM tu bhabhUkatA agni che. ane tAre te amaratvanA jAma pIyA chaeN, noMdhyuM ? akhaMDa tu te cahaka che nahi ? tAre tA abhIta saunI ArabanA karavI che, kharuM ne ? A pazu priya ! tArUM A krANu sAMbhaLaro ? mAnavone Aja jarAya phurasada nathI. enA haiyAmAM Aja karyA koDANu nathI. enu jIvana mAtra sImIta che, aMna sukha ane samRddhinA khyAlo sAMkaDA che, ane praye ! vadhu mu MjhavaNa tA tyAja che ke ene e aMtima mAnI beThe che. hA, kayAreka duHkhavI e raDe che. bhAyu` kuTe che. paNa sukhanI eka chAyA maLatAM ja e badhuM visarI jAya che, ane spre chAyAne ja mUrti mAnI enI ArAdhanA karavA maMDI paDe che. priye ! tArA Adarza mATe mane mAna che. vihitanI tArI umadA lAgaNI mATe mArUM haiyu tane nakhI paDe che. paN ane bIpha che tArI e bhAvanAo kayAMka tane ja bharakhI na jAya ....... tArA e unmata Adarza kayAMka tene ja gabaDAvI na ? ........ AthI vahAlA ! tuM ema na mAnIza ke huM tane nAhiMmata karavA mAgu chu, tArI sAdhanA e te mArI sAdhanA che. ane te te| bha tArI preraNAmUrti mAnI che kharuM ne ? vizvAsa rAkhaje tArI e zraddhAne huM nahi DagamagavA dauM. tArA dareka kAryanI huM prerA khanI rahIza. zreNa dhruva mArA ! huM te abaLA huM, tArA jevI tAkAta bhArAmAM nathI. aneka nabaLA mArAmAM che. praye ! tuM tA zraddAmurti che, mArAmAM evI braho nathI. tArA jevA pelA vairAgya nathI. mane vAjhanA ame che. ta Nin ratA caMcaLa huM priye ! badhA mane pasaMda nathI. huM e svIkAratI paNa nathI, paNa kANu kANe kema mate tArUM Adhipatya game che. tArI e gulAmI mane rUce che, paNa mArA svabhAvanI e moTI nabaLAi che. huM kayAreka khUkha jorapUrvaka baLavA karI UThuM chuM. mArA limAM je UMtu heAma che te hu meLavIneja japuM chuM. ane te samaye huM bhUlI javuM chuM. tyAre mane basa ATaluM ja yAda rahe che. hu hu ne mArI vRtti che. badhuM ja tenA zamana mATe hukAnI paravA nathI karatI. duniyAnA prApta bhaya mane DarAvI nathI zaktA. hu ekAma banIne tyAre jju chuM. ane A vizvamAM mane je kAi zakanAra heya te| Atama bhAra!! tu ekaja che, tArI e pakaDanI sheja paNa DhIla mArA jIvanane UMDI gartAmAM pheMkI deze. khAsama ! mArA jIvana dhana ! mArA jIvananu patana ke udyAna e tArA hAtheAmAM che. mArI jiMraMdagInI pragati ke adhagati me tArI mammuta muThThImAM che, bhArUM jIvana tAke tArA caraNomAM parI dIdhu che. tArUM ghara have mArUM maMdira che. priye ! tu te mArA ArAdhya deva che 1 eja li. sadAya tArI ja yuvAnI... priye ! tu hatI, maMdira sAre bhavya hatuM ! tu nathI, madira Aje khaMDera che. hA, mane yAda che te eka patramAM lakhyuM hatuM : "mArA jIvananuM patana ke utthAna e tArA hAtheAmAM che." ane meM tArI khubha khuba saMbhALa rAkhI, tArA vikAsa thAya. me mATe meM rAtadina ciMtA rAkhI, tane me prema Apyo giranu khUna meM tArI pragati mATe nIcovI nAkhyuM. duniyA-bharamAM tane kIti kramApta ApI. yuvAnI" e nAma

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lekajIbhe ramatu banI gayuM. jagatanI mahAsAgrI tuM banI ... ane kItine tane kepha caDe. sattAne na tArI dhamaNemAM deDavA lAge, ne... eka divase te mAre tiraskAra karyo. mAruM badhA tane dUcavA lAgyuM. mAro vairAgya, mAruM ta, bhAre saMyama e badhuM tane junuM rakSa, nirasa ne beraMga lAgavA mAMDayAM. mAre sahavAsa tyAre tane kaMTALo ApavA lAgyA. paNa enI huM phariyAda nahi karuM. paraMtu gAvuM te jarUra kahIza ke je "vilAsa"nA premamAM tuM Aja paDI che e vilAsa eka divasa tAre jAna laine raheze. tene pahelo paricaya tane thaze tyAre ja meM tane kIdhuM hatuM-"yuvAnI enI bhabhakamAM na aMjAtha, enA zaNagAramAM na lebhAiza. enI suMvALapa heThaLa jherI kAMTA patharAyelA che. Aja tane ene sparza bhale huMpha Apate heya, ene sahavAsa bho tane Aja AnaMda Apate heya paNa e "vilAsa" tArA matane saMca che." paNa tyAre te na mAnyuM. huM tAre tyAM maLavA AvyA. te maLavAnI nA pADI, ane raDatI AMkhe pAke pharyo. mArI AMkhamAM tyAre AMsu hatAM, mArA haiyAmAM vedanA rAtI hatI. ane tuM ema na mAnIza ke mane tArA praNayanI niSphaLatA raDAvatI hatI. vilAsanI IcchA ane bALatI hatI ema nahatuM. mane te tAruM patana raDAvatuM hatuM. tArI amati mane akaLAvatI hatI. ane aneka vAra meM tane tArA rAhethI pAchA pharavA kahyuM paNa te mArI ekapaNa na sAMbhaLI...... A. huM hatAza thaI gaye. mAruM haiyuM bhAMgI paDayuM tAro nathI, enAthI tane kyAreya paNa asaMtoSa thAya, kadAca jIvana jIvavA jevuM na lAge tyAre priye! mArAM bAraNuM khaTakhaTAvaje. tAro priyatama tAruM jarUrathI svAgata karaze. eja li. hamezane tAro ja Atama... priye ! tArI yAda te mArI AMsuonI kavitA banI che ! mApha karaje tAya ! Aja ghaNA varasa patra lakhuM chuM. te e patramAM ThIka ja lakhyuM hatuM"vilAsa motano saMdeza che." ane priye ! kharekhara, vilAse mArI jiMdagInuM nUra haNI lIdhuM che. Aja mAruM jIvana jIvana nathI. jANe jIvatI lAza divasa Uge che ne kapaDAM badale che. priye ! tAro sAtha choDa ne jiMdagI phaTAI gaI ! galI galI enI pAchaLa huM bhaTakI. enA IzAre nAcI. enA sahavAsamAM aneka rAta meM gALI, divasanuM bhAna bhUlI rAtanI yAda apAI e prema meLavavA meM jAtane paNa vecI... zarUne divase te jANe svarganI mahephIla jevAM lAgyAM. enA pusavanA upagamAM anero AnaMda bha. zarAba mAMDI lAgI, saMgIta madhuruM lAgyuM. rAte ujaLI lAgI. paNa priye ! jenA mATe huM valakhatI hatI e mane na maLyuM. saundarya maLyuM paNa suvAsa na sAMpaDI. upabhoga maLe paNa haiyAne ullAsa nuM ja. sAhacarya sevyuM paNa sneha na malyo, huM bhUkhI ne bhUkhI rahI. ne e bhUkhe huM vadhu mAMDI banI. huM bhAna bhUlI gai. hA, tArI e raDatI surata mane kayAreka yAda AvI jatI hatI. ghaDI thatuM, tArI pAse doDI AvuM. tArA e AMsu ene jhIlI lauM. paNa mane vilAsanuM gheluM lAgyuM hatuM. aMtara tArA tarI jera karI rahyuM hatuM paNa enuM AkarSaNa priye ! tuM hatI, maMdira tyAre bhavya hatuM ! tuM nathI maMdira Aja khaDara che . paNa jyAre tane ema lAge ke have "vikAsa"

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prabaLa hatuM ke tArI upekSA karIne huM cAlI gaI!... tArA ni:zvAsa mArA jIvanane ghaNIvAra becena banAvI jatA hatA. huM khoTuM kara chuM, huM avaLe che chuM evuM ghaNIvAra dila jora karIne kahetuM hatuM paNa huM vivaza hatI. lAcAra hatI. vAsanAnI gulAma banI hatI. Aja e badhuM yAda Ave che ne AMkhamAM hinA AMsu sAre che. A jiMdagIne jIvatA saLa gAvI devAnuM mana thAya che. keTalI kharAba jiMdagI meM karI nAkhI che ! tAre eka paNa saMskAra meM rahevA nathI dIdhA. bephAma banIne huM jIvI chuM. manamAM je AvyuM che te kahyuM che. dilamAM je jagyuM che te badhuM meLavyuM che. khAvA jevuM khAdhuM che, na khAvA jevuM badhuM che. pi apeyane kaMi vicAra nathI karyo. khUbaja svachaMda vihAra karyo che. kazAnI paravA nathI karI, pApanA khyAla rAkhyA nathI. bhagavAnane pAda karyo tathI, basa vRttioe je mAMgyuM te hAjara karyuM che. A mIMcIne basa jagyA ja karyuM che. bhaTakyA ja karyuM che. Aja jigara pastAya che. enI AMkhamAM A vedanA saLage che. haiyAnI saMvedanA emAMthI che. tArA vizvAsaghAta kare che, kaI hiMmatathI huM tArA ghare pAchI phare ? nAtha ! mApha karaje. rahama deje tuM te udAra che. dariyAdila che. kSamA karaje mArA prANa! lAkha lAkha kSamA karaje.. huM te Aja ekAphI chuM. ni:saMgInI chuM. Atama mArA! mane tAruM sAtatya deje, eka mAM cuMbana deje. huMphALuM eka haLavuM AliMgana deje mArA prANeza ! nA! mApha karaje. pharI pharI mApha karaje ! tAruM e saMyamI ne verAgI sAhacarya ja have mArA jIvanane paMtha che. tuM ja have mArI maMjhila che. Atama mArA ! tuM ja mArI sAdhanA che have ! priye ! tArI yAda te mArI AMsuonI kavitA bane che. e ja li. prematura tArI ja yuvA-nI.. sonerI taka buddhiprabhAsaprema bheTa dhare che. AkarSaka, darzaniya evuM citra bheTa pustaka. priye ! tyAre ja tAruM kahyuM mAgyuM hatuM te tArI A yuvA-nI Ama gaMdI na banata. Aja mArI pAse banne jiMdagIone anubhava che. eka bAju tArI sAthenuM jIvana che. bIjI bAju vilAsa sAthenuM jIvana che. e jIvananI yAda AvatAM Aja mane kikAra chuTe che. lAkha lAkha phiTakAra varasAvavAnuM mana thAya che. hajAro zrApa tUTI paDe ema kahevAnuM dila thaI Ave che. vilAne mArI jiMdagIne barabAda karI nAkhI che. nArA vArikAmAM eNe Aga cAMpI dIdhI che. priye ! zuM meM laIne huM tArA bAraNe AvuM? 'mA aMtarathI tene sAda karuM? tane meM do dIdhe A pusatakanI vadhu nakale ame kaDhAvI che. have pachIthI je pAMca varasanAM mAhika paNa banaze tene A bheTa pustaka mokalavAmAM Avaze, pustakane saMgraha pUre thaI jAya te pahelAM Apa pAMca varasanA grAhaka banI A bheTa pustakane satvare lAbha UyA.

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zAmaLamAcAra khaMbhAta ane zrI kAntIlAla kezavalAla jhaverInA adhyakSapaNA heThaLa khAravADAnA mAnamAM bha. mahAvIra svAmine janmakalyANaka mahesava ujvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A nimitte rAtanA saMskAra kAryakrama yojavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. jemAM pravaya, saMgIta ane saMvAda che. raju karavAmAM AvyA hatA. zrI yogezabhAI desAI sIvIla jaja, zrI kAntIlAla kaDIyA eDavekeTa, zrI bIladAsa saMghavI (buddhiprabhAnA taMtrIzrI), zrI ratilAla bI. zAha, mAstara kAntilAla maNilAla kApaDiyA, kanubhAI manubhAI ane zrI nIrUbena tArAe prAsaMgika pravacane karyA hatAM ane zrI puMDarikabhAI cokasIe AbhAra mAnatA A kAryakrama saphaLa rIte ujavAyo hate. ozavAlanA navA upAzramamAM paNa savAre 9 thI 1 mahAvIra janmakalyANaka nimitte zrI kAtibhAInA pramukhasthAne sarakAra kAryakrama ujavAyo hate. temAM zrI prabhAvatIbena tathA vijayAbena vi. nA prayatnathI enenA garabA gIta vi. thayA hatA. kapaDavaMja atre bha. mahAvIranA janma prasaMge AkhA divasane utA pavAmAM Avyo hato. savAramAM bhavya vaDe caDAvavAmAM Avyo hato. ane zrI neminAthajInA upAzrayamAM pU. prabodhasAgarajI ma. sA. bha. nA javana viSe suMdara vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. baporanA zrI premacaMda tanacha taraphathI aSTApajIne derAsare pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. ane rAtanA zrI ramaNalAla zaMkaralAlanA pramukhapaNA heThaLa meLAvaDA karavAmAM Avye hatuM. A prasaMge zrI vizAnImA jAtimaMDaLa, muMbaIthI Avela InAme temaja bIjA paNa inAma enAyata karavAmAM AvyA hatA. A InAmamAM 12-3-61 nA roja levAyelI pU. prabodha sAgarajI tathA zrI vADIlAla javerIe sUtra zuddhi hariphAIna InAmo paNa pramukhazrInA varada haste vaheMcAyA hatA. A kAryakramane saphaLa banAvavA zrI tilAla parIkha tathA rajanIkAntabhAIe sAre zrama lIdhe hate. amadAvAda zAhapura daravAjAnA khAMcAmAM pU. A. vikAsacaMdrasUrinI nizrAmAM sA. zrI caMpAzrIjInA sadupadezathI 4. su. 6 zatisnAtra ujavAze. miAvidhi zrI mulacaMdabhAI tathA temanA putra zrI bhurAbhAI karAvaze. atre phAgaNa vada agiyArasanA reja parama pUjaya munirAjazrI sva. zrI vidyAvijayajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna zrI pUrNAnaMdajI ma. nA zubha hasate zrI devacaMdabhAinI dIkSA thavA pAmI hatI. ane zrI vijayajI nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. teozrInI preraNAthI zrI lAkhAbhAi cunIlAle ApabIlanI oLI karAvI hatI. sA. ma. zrI caMdrAstrIjI tathA zrI saguNAdhInA preraka sahavAsathI bena mAM paNa sArI jAgRti AvI hatI. citra va. chaThanA bhadhAne pU. gacchAdhipati AcArya deveza zrImada bhANiyasAgara sUrizvarajInA AtAvartinI va. va. 3. sa. ma. hirazrIjInA vividha zikhyA zrI puSpAbIjI samAdhisava kALadharma pAmyA che pratye temanA AtmAne zAMti bakSe ! luNAvA atre pU. munirAja zrI amareMdravijayajI tathA zrI puNyadayavijayajanI nizrAmAM zrI vIra prabhunuM janmakalyANaka ujavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sarakArI

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nizALamAM vidyArthIo tathA nagarajane sArI saMkhyAmAM bhegA thayA drutA. adhyApaka zrI bhogIlAlabhAI temaja munipu'sarvee prAsaMgika pravacane karyAM hatAM. atre zrImad AcArya deveza zrI rAmasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna upAAyajI dharmavijaya aAdi ThANA cArtumAsa karI rahyA che. temanI zubha preraNAthI AyakhIlanI oLImAM 125 lAkha mene e lAbha lIdhA hatA. munirAja zrI puNyavijayajI niyamIta vyAkhyAna ApI rahyA che. trADelI atre zrI mahAvIra jayaMti nimitte eka sAra kAryakrama ceAjavAmAM AvyA hatA. jemAM muMbaIthI khembe kATana ekSacenjanA zrI cImanalAla parikha, benka oph khareDAnA lIgala eDavAijhara zrI ramaNalAla gAMdhI, zrI caMdubhAI vakIla, ane zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMdra jhaverI padhAryA hatA. suratathI Do. amIca da chaganalAla zAha paNa hAjara rahyA hatA. mahemAne e sAlapurA gAmamAM cAlatAM pracAra kAryanuM nirIkSaNu karyuM hatuM ane sASa vyakta karyAM hatA zrI kamaLAbena amIcaMda amanalAla taraphathI saMsthA taraphathI cAlatI dukAne mAMthI eka dukAna mATe za 2501) ANu karyA hatA. DAkTara sAheba taraphathI vidyArthIone eka eka rUpiyAnu' nAma vaheM'cyuM hatuM. vijApura atre zrI pUjyapAda prazAMtamUrti AcAya pravara zrImad RSidhasAgarasUrizvarajI tathA pUjyapAda zrImad AcArya deveza zrI kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI Adi ThANAnAM sAnidhyamAM oLInI ArAdhanA ii rIte thavA pAmela che pethApura saMdhanI ciMtatine mAta ApI mA. ma. zrI RSisAgarajI ma. paiApura padhAraze, ane pATaNamAM, rAjakAvADA lakhIyAravADAmAM zrI sImadharasvAmInA derAsara temaja zAsana rakSaka zrI ghaMTAkaNuM bhAvIranI pratimAnI pratiSThA hovAthI paNa padhAryA che. AcArya zrImad kIrtisAgarasUrijI, 5. maheAdhya sAgarajI, durlabhasAgarajI, surendrasAgarajI, jI. pra. nA preraka zrI trailokayasAgarajI vi. e pATaNa rAjakAvAr3AnI pratiSThA nimitto vihAra labAgye che, r pUjyapAda prazAntamurti upAdhyAya zrI, kailAsasAgarajInA sadupadezathIvArtA 1 zrI. mohanalAla lAyabrerI jainAnaMda pustakAlaya 2 jaina sAhitya maMdira 3 4 jaina sevA samiti + jaina sadha lAyabrerI 17 6 zrI. AmAnad sabhA +9 11 1ra 71 37 1 * 3 4 5 zr * " 29 * 17 zrI. vinayacaMdra du'madrAsanI ku. saMjayakumAra jayaMtIlAla 1 zrI. caMdulAla kasturacaMda * jagadIza enDa kuAM. bAbulAla lAla maNIlAla chaganalAla !! 13 zrI, gaNeza paramAranI zubha preraNAthI pacavaSaya 27 "> 1 79 zrI. kreTAlAla nAgaradAsa mItAla maganalAla babAbhAi maganalAla zakarAbhAI maganalAla 71 jaina dharma pracAraka sabhA vijayadAnamUri jJAnamaMdira zrImad hemacaMdrAcArya jJAnamaMdira jaina zvetAMbara upAya zrI. pravINacandra cheThAlAlanI zubha preraNAthI - 33 '' amadAvAda. (rAjanagara) paMcAya muMbaI surata pAlItANA jodhapura kalakattA bhAvanagara vADIlAla maganalAla maNIlAla DAhyAbhAI 19 ? wo ,, 10 Do. dhIrajalAla kezavalAla bAbulAla maNIlAla maNIlAla lallubhAI ratIlAla nagInadAsa z - amadAvAda pATaNa nUpura muMbai-3 navasArI su khanna- zuM muMbai-4 muMbai-2 amadAvAda sAbaramatI . tr "2 >> 11 79 37 27

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zraddhAMjali ... AbhAra ane abhinaMdana bhAvanagaranivAsI sva. sAMkaLIbena khImacaMdabhAi vaiznava kuTuMbamAM janmIne paNa aMta zrI mANekalAla maganalAla ane temanAM dharmapatnI ryAmInA avAjathI jee e jainatvane zrI mANekalAla maganalAla jeo savIkAra karI, siddhAcaLanI navvANu yAtrA, tyAM ja be cAturmAsa ane chellA trIsa lAla pura rahe che teo bIe 'buddhi prabhA'ne varasathI ukALeluM pANI ja pIvAno Agraha rUA. 151) arpaNa karyA che. gayA aMkamAM rAkhI ane bIjI aneka dhArmika kriyAo ame tenI noMdha lIdhI che paraMtu samaya moDA karI jeo saMgata thayAM che tevI bhAvanagara paDavAthI ame teo zrIne bleka pragaTa nivAsI zrI sAMkaLIbena khImacaMdabhAInA nahAtA karI zakayA, kSamA. ramaNAthe teozrInA suputra zrI gIradharalAla khImacaMdabhAie "buddhiprabhA' taraphathI teozrI e je jJAnanuM A rIte anupragaTa thanAra bheTa pustaka mAM zrI staMbhana pArzvanAthane raMgIna phATe mukavA mATe modana ApI amArA kAryane vegavaMtu rUA. 151)nI bheTa ApI che. | | banAvI protsAhita karyA che te mATe amo | saddagata AtmAne zAMti maLe ane temane abhivAdana karatAM te rakamano sAbhAra temanA kuTuMbIjanone temanI khoTa sahana svIkAra karIe chIe. karavAnI pratye zakita bakSe eja prArthanA ! -tatrIo -taMtrIo

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BUDDHIPRABHA-CAMBAY Regd. No. B. 9045 cAlu saphare zuM A 5 "buddhimabhA" nA grAhaka banyA ? je na banyA hoya to Aje ja grAhaka sabhya tarIke nAma noMdhAve. | 'budhiprabhA" eTale zrI 108 graMthapraNetA yogavijetA mahAna vibhUti adhyAtmajJAnadivAkara zrImad adhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI vicAradhArA vahetuM karatu sAmayika, buddhiprabhA" eTale saraLane sumadha bhASAmAM jaina dharmanI phIlasuphI samajAvatuM mAsika, buddhiprabhA', eTale yugabaLa sAthe doDatuM vAMcana e gaMbhIra tatvajJAna pIrase che. e samAja dharma, sevA. vi0nA savAlanI taTastha carcA kare che, e dara ake sAhityarocaka vArtAo vaMcAve che. ane navIna zailIthI bhASAnI jhamaka raju karatI ciMtanakaNikAo temAM Ave che. 0, yAtidharAnAM saMkSiptamAM jIvana AlekhI aMjalI arpe che. e pArAnanA samAcAra tamane jaNAve che, ane varasamAM traNa traNa vizeSAMka Ape che. | mAtra ekaja varasamAM eNe aDhI hajAra gharanuM uddhATana karavA sAthe potAnuM sthAna jamAvyuM che, ane kuTuMbIonA aMtaramAM prakAza pAtharyo che. | "buddhiprabhA ?? eTale jJAnanI gaMgA buddhiprabhA " eTale jIvananaiyAne bhavakInAre batAvatI dIvAdAMDI A badhuM chatAM lavAjama temaja jAhera khabaranA cArja jJAnapracAranA hetuthI ghaNAja ochA rAkhavAmAM Avela che. pAMca varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 11 : 00 be varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 5 : 00 , traNa ; ;, rUA. 7 : 00 eka , , mAtra aDhI rUpiyA jAhera khabaranA bhAva cha mAsika trimAsika 175 130 vArSika | TAiTala peja cotha:- 325 '}} peja trIjuM :-- 250 mAsika 10 0 . ha5 70 - 15 - 100 -* |\" vadhu vigata mATe lakhe :zrI. taMtrIo, "buddhiprabhA" kAryAlaya, dAdA sAhebanI poLa, khaMbhAta, A mAsika mANekalAla harajIvanaddAsa zAhe "gujarAta TAImsa" prinTIMga presa naDIAdamAM chApyuM ane tenA prakAzaka budhdhiprabhA saMrakSaka maMDaLa vatI hiMmatalAla choTAlAle traNa daravAjA khaMbhAtamAMthI pragaTa karyuM.

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momummmmmmmmmmmmmm jIvana jharamara ( ra1. mANekalAla cunIlAla) amadAvAda minimumas minnamommornarinnaniwan? pitA putranI jhaMkhanA kare che. mA dIkarInI putra e kuLanI AzA che. e kuLadIpaka che. cunIlAla surajamalanI AzA phaLI. saM. 1941! putra thaye. phula khIlyuM!.. mAe ene vhAlathI ene paNa kahI pAra karyo pitAe jhaverInI kuzaLatAthI ghaDatara karyuM. mAe saMskAra ApyAM. dharmanuM dhAvaNa dhavaDAvyuM. mANekalAla moTA thayA. kaLI gulAba banI ! jIvananI parAga pamarI UDI. ane mANeka caMpAnA hAramAM parovAI gayuM! mekamacaMda ratanacaMdanI dIkarI bena caMpA mANekalAla cunIlAlanI patnI banI AvI. saMsAra zarU thaze. da dave peTAjo ! devendrakumArane janma thayela. be dIvaDIo paNa jhagamagI uThI. bena nirmaLAbena suryakAnAM, pAse hate. saMskAra hatA. niinimumnoriunorimomiuurnum

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wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww wwwwwwwwwww bhAvanA hatI. dharmanI na hatI. jhaverIvADa, AMbaLamAM upAzraya baMdhAvyA. 2. 5 6. zrI mahAlaya sAracha e. thA, ne panyAsa mahotsava ujavyo. kalAne abhyAsa karyo. sthApatyamAM rasa lIdhe. nenI jIvanamAM levaDa devaDa karI. jIvana rastananA tejathI prakAzI karyuM. ane tA. 16-12-19!!!.. ratana ene gamagATa mUkI khavAI gayuM...", nehIone nehadhana gaye..... kuTuMbane amRtakuMbha phUTa !... samAjane nara rata gayA !... dharmAbhimapriya thI caMpAbene sarvagasthane aMjali apI. vardhamAna AyaMbIla khAtAne rU. 5001)nI sakhAvata karI buddhiprabhAre rU. 51 nI bheTa dharI... mAnavI jAya che ane enI yAda bAkI rahe che. e puNyAtmAnI smRtimAM wwwwwwww