30 Divasni 30 Vato

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: ZZZ Unknown
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005909/1

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pUjyazrI citrabhAnujI 30 divasanI 30 vAto

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30 divasanI 30 vAto pujyazrI citrabhAnujI 1988

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maMgala bhAvanA maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya rahe. guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI, haiyuM mAruM nRtya kareM. e saMtonAM caraNa kamalamAM muja jIvananuM artha rahe, dIna, kUra ne dharmavihoNA dekhI dilamAM darda rahe, karuNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI azruno zubha srota vahe, mArgabhUlelA jIvanapathikane mArga ciMdhavA Ubho rahuM kare upekSA e mAraganI, toya samatA citta dharuM, citrabhAnunI dharmabhAvanA, haiye sau mAnava lAve, verajheranAM pApa tyajIne, maMgala gIto sau gAve. 5 zrI citrabhAi,

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aMtaranuM ajavALuM potAnA banne putronI vicakSaNatAnI parIkSA karavA zANA pitAe bannene eka eka rUpiyo ApatAM kahyuM, "A rUpiyAnI evI vastuM kharIdI lAvo ke jethI ghara bharAi jAya." ajAte rUpiyAnuM sastu ghAsa lAvI gharamAM pAtharyuM ane ghara bharAi gayuM. abhaye sugaMdhI agarabattI ane mINabattI lAvI, jayota pragaTAvI ane jyotanA ujjavaLa prakAza ane sugaMdhathI ghara bharAi gayuM. bannee ghara bharyuM, eke kacarAthI, bIjAe prakAzathI. .

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mAnavInuM mana bane nahi, paNa banyuM evuM ke sarpa ane uMdara, bane eka moTI ghAsanI gaMjImAM saMtAIne rahe. kheDUte ghAsa levA hAtha nAkhyo tyAM sarpa Dakha mArI saMtAi gayo tyAM uMdare bahAra DokiyuM karyuM kheDUta kahe: "are, A to nAcIja uMdara karaDayo!" * bIje koka divase uMdara karaDI saMtAyo tyAM sarSe bahAra mAM kADhayuM. kheDUte cIsa nAkhI: "are, mane sarpa Dakho!" ane mucchita thai DhaLI paDayo. jhera sarSa ke uMdara karatAM mananI nirbaLatA ane bhayanuM vadhAre hoya che. mana mANasane pApI banAve che ane e ja mANasane purayazALI paNa banAve che. je mana jIte te jagata jIte.

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prema amApa e madamAtI bharavADaNa dUdhanuM bogharaNuM bharI roja zaheramAM vecavA jatI. mArgamAM enA priyatamanuM khetara AvatuM. tyAM gheghUra vaDalA nIce besI be ghaDI banne premagoSThi karatAM. jatAM jatAM e pelAno loTo dUdhathI chalakAvatI jatI. bAkInA dUdhane vecI e pAchI vaLatI. Aja pAchA vaLatAM enI sakhI maLI. eNe pUchayuM: "keTalAnuM dUdha vecyuM?" "sAta rUpiyAnuM" "ane tArA paraNyAne keTaluM pAyuM?" eNe malakAine uttara vALyo: "e te kAMI mApavAnuM hoya? premamAM paisAnI gaNatrI zI?" A vAta mALA gaNatA eka saMte sAMbhaLI ane bolyA: "to pachI prabhunI premajanya cittaprasannatAne to paisAthI ke pArAthI mapAya ja kema?" *

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puruSArtha ke prArabdha? puruSArtha caDhe ke prArabdhaenI carcA yugothI cAlyA ja kare che. vidvAno jeno paNa le che tenA ekapakSI samarthanamAM potAnI samagra buddhizakti * e vApare che. Ano sarvasAmAnya uttara eka hoDIvALAe syAdvAdanI draSTithI zodhI kADhayo che! eNe potAnI hoDInAM be halesAMnAM nAma ApyAM che: puruSArtha ane prArabdha. koi carcA kare to e kaMi paNa bolyA vinA puruSArtha nAmanuM halesuM calAve eTale hoDI goLa goLa pharyA kare; e pachI te prArabdha nAmanuM halesuM calAve eTale hoDI avaLI dizAmAM goLa goLa phare. smita karIne banne halesAM sAthe calAve eTale naukA saDasaDATa karatI dhArelI dizAmAM doDavA lAge. koyaDAnuM samAdhAna karavA e kahe: 'anekAntanI dRSTithI puruSArtha ane prArabdhanAM banne halesAM sAthe kAma kare to jIvananaukAne karyuM baMdara aprApya che?" mAtra carcAthI to cakkara ja mAryA karazuM" 6 .

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javALA ane jaLa kSitimohanabAbunAM patnI svabhAve jarA krodhI hatAM, to bAbu zAMta hatA. eka divasa jamavAnI veLA vItI gayA pachI, bAbu ghera AvyA. pratIkSAthI kaMTALI gayelI emanI patnIe AMkha lAla karI kahyuM: tamane to sevAnuM gheluM lAgyuM che. jamavAnI veLA vItI jAya che, enuMya tamane bhAna nathI. lo, A TATuM che te jamI lo.ema kahI eNe TADhA bhAtanI thALI pIrasI. bAbue lAkSaNika smita karI, e thALI patnInA mAthA para mUkatAM kahyuM "kaMi nahi, bhAta ThaMDA hoya toya tArA mAthAmAM agni dhakhadhakhe che, eTale vAMdho nathI. tArA mAthAnI garamIthI AkhuM ghara ane tArI AMkho garama garama thai gaI, to A bhAta garama nahi thAya?" - A kaTAkSabharyA vinodathI emanAM patnI zaramathI hasI paDayAM. potAnA patinA AvA premALa, zAMta ne vAtsalyabharyA ramUjI svabhAva para mugdha thaI, jIvanabhara krodha na karavAno eNe saMkalpa karyo krodhane kSamAthI jato! 31La je hA dodha e jo agninI jvALA che, to kSamA e jaLano phuvAro che. jaLa samIpe agni pragaTe to ya ene bujhAtAM vAra zI lAge?

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biMdumAM siMdhu varSA Rtu hatI. AkAzamAM vAdaLo para vAdaLano maMDapa jAmyo hato. AthamatA sUryanAM kanakavaNa komaLa kiraNoe AkAzamAM raMgoLI pUrI hatI. lAla pILA AchA jAMbalI varNanA mizraNathI nIlavarNA gaganamAM raMganI mahephila jAmI hatI. emAM saptavarNa meghadhanuSya kheMcAyuM. A indradhanunI AsapAsa sonerI vAdaLone vIMdhIne AvatAM kiraNo rAsalIlA ramavA lAgyAM. eka bhakatanuM haiyuM A nayanamanohara drazyathI nartana karavA lAgyuM. adhommilita draSTithI dhyAnamAM lIna banelA AnaMdadhanajI pAse e doDI Avyo. 'gurudeva! bahAra Avo. AvuM jovAnuM pharI nahi maLe. gaganamAM nisarganI zuM raMgalIlA jAmI che! Aha alaukika!" mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajInA oSTha para smita ramI rahyuM-jANe mana phUlanI madhura suvAsa prasarI. vela para zveta phUla Ave ema emanA hoTha para zabdo AvyA "vatsa! tuM aMdara Ava. jenA mAtra eka ja kiraNamAM vizvanI samasta lIlA ane zobhA samAI jAya evAM anatakiraNothI zobhatA AtmAnI AtmalIlA ahIM jAmI che. tuM aMdara Ava, Avo avasara pharI nahi Ave. Ava, tuM aMdara Ava."

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dRSTi tevI sRSTi mANasanI jevI dRSTi hoya che, tene tevI ja sRSTi dekhAya che. mANasa kALA cazmA pahere to ene AkhuM jagata kALuM dekhAya, ujajavaLa caMdra paNa zyAma dekhAya! vizvane enA svarUpane jovA mATe paNa nirmaLa dUSTi joie. hastinApuranI rAjasabhAmAMthI durguNIne zodhI kADhavAnuM kahyuM tyAre dharmarAjAne koI durguNI na dekhAyo; kAraNa ke pratyeka mAnavIomAM eNe kaMIka ne kaMIka viziSTa guNo joyA, ane sau saguNI ja lAgyA. ' jyAre A vAta duryodhanane kahevAmAM AvI, tyAre enI najaramAM koI saguNI je.na Avyo, kAraNa ke eNe guNavAna AtmAmAM paNa kaMIka ne kaMIka durguNa zodhI kADhayo, ane ene AkhI sabhA durguNIothI UbharAyelI dekhAI! ApaNe je kharAba bIjAmAM ja joie chIe te ApaNAmAM na ja hoya to ApaNuM dhyAna tyAM kema kendrita thAya?

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sUratAnI parAkASThA siMhanuM baccuM guphAmAMthI bahAra AvyuM tyAM eNe eka moTuM lakara tuM joyuM. baMdUka ane bhAlAothI sajja thayelA A mANasone joI e gabharAI gayuM. e ghUjatuM dhUtuM aMdara AvyuM enI mA ArAma karatI hatI. enI hUkamAM e saMtAvA lAgyuM mAe pUchayuM "beTA, tuM siMhabALa thaI dhU! tuM to vanarAja cho. tAre koIthIya DaravAnuM hoya?" "paNa mA, bahAra to jo." siMhaNe guphAnA dvAra tarapha joyuM to lazkara kUca karI rahyuM hatuM "re, e to emanA jAtabhAine mAravA jaI rahyA che! vizvamAM mANasa ja eka evuM kara prANI che je potAnI ja jAtane, deza, dharma, bhASA ane prAMtane nAme Ama katala karatuM AvyuM che!" gharma ane saMskRti mANasane joDavA mATe che, toDavA mATe nahi.

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mitrone huM khAto nathI barnArDa zaoNne naoNbela prAijha maLyuM tyAre emanA mAnamAM eka pArTI yojAI. sArA gRhasthone nimaMtraNo apAyAM. pArTInA divase AmaMtrita sahasthothI haoNla bharAi gayo prItibhojana ApanArAone e khabara na hatI ke, barnArDazaoN mAnavatAnA upAsaka evA zAkAhArI che.' bhojananI zarUAta thaI paNa zaoN to zAnta besI ja rahyA. koI paNa vastune emaNe sparza paNa na karyo. eka sajjane kahyuM "Apa kema koi letA nathI? ApanA mAnamAM to A pArTI che. Apa na lo to zaruAta kema thAya..?" zoe sAMbhaLanAranA haiyAmAM korAi jAya evo ane kadI na bhUlAya tevo sAva TUMko uttara vALyo: huM mANasa chuM marelA jIvone dATavA mATenuM kabrastAna nathI! prANI mArA mitra che. mitrone huM khAto nathI!

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prema puSpano bhAra rAjakumAranA prazaMsako ane mitroe ene sanmAnavA suvarNanA alaMkArothI ene tolavAnuM vicAryuM. moTA kAMTAnA eka pallAmAM kumArane besADayo. sAme bIjA pallAmAM eka pachI eka AbhUSaNo e goThavatA gayA paNa palluM kemeya na name tyAM ziyaLanI suvAsathI jenuM tana mana prasanna che. evI kumAranI dharmapriyA AvI caDhI. A mUMjhAyelA prazaMsakone joI karuNAthI e dravI gaI. enA hAthamAM tAja khIleluM gulAbanuM eka phUla hatuM te eNe AbhUSaNonA DhagalA para mUkyuM ane palluM mUkI gayuM! saunA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. phUlamAM A tAkAta! hA, prema ane zuddhi abaLane paNa sabaLa banAvI de che. zastro karatAMya zuddha AtmazaktithI mANasa jItI jAya che.

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daSTi nahi, darzana eka davAkhAnAmAM cAra janmAMdha eka divasa bhegA thaI gayAte AvatA tatA AMkhanI davA karAvavA paNa Aje carcAmAM UtarI paDayA ekano hAtha DaoNkTaranI kebinanA kAcane aDayo e kahe: mAruM anumAna kahe che, A kAca lIlo che." bIjo kahe: "e gapa che, kAca lAla che, ema mArA bhomiyAe ja mane kahyuM che." trIjAthI na rahevAya "are, e to pILo che, mArA bApe ja to karI hata" tyAM cotho UchaLI paDayo: "tame sau mithyA cho. kAca vAdaLI raMgano che. mAro putra vinavivAno niSNAta che. eNe ja mane kahyuM hatuM. tamAre saue e mAnya rAkhavuM ja joIe." vAdavivAda karI e kolAhala karI rahyA hatA tyAM DaoNkTara AvyA. emane aMdhonI A carcA para hasavuM AvyuM emaNe samAdhAna karyuM pratyakSa dekhyA vinA bIjAe kaheluM mAnI zuM karavA tame laDI maro cho? tame kaho cho te badhA ja raMganA kAca mArI A binamAM che. sAta bArI che temAM sAtenA raMga judA che." dareka darzanamAM satyano aMza jovo e syAdvAdache. 13

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zraddhAno satkAra laMDananI pArlAmenTamAM phaoNksa madhyamavargano pratinidhi hato. e sAmAnya vargano hovA chatAM samartha vaktA hato. bhaththAnA AvelA rUpiyA e, pahelI tArIkhe potAnA leNadArone cUkavato. eka vepArIe AvI kahyuM: "mi. phraoNDsa! mAre benkamAM bharavA che eTale mAruM leNuM Aje ja Apo." "bhAi! tane rUpiyA eka mahinA pachI ApIza. A to huM seriDonane ApIza. eNe kAMi paNa lakhANa lakhAvyA vinA mArA vizvAsa para mane rUpiyAM ApyA che. mane kyAMka akasmAta thAya to e sajjana to rakhaDI ja paDe ne?" phaoNksanI A jIvananiSThAno prabhAva vepArI para paDayo. karArapatranA TukaDAM karatAM vepArIe kahyuM: "to mAre paNa A. lakhANane zuM karavuM che? ApanI anukULatAe have Apa ja ApI jo." phaoNksa A vizvAsathI aMjAi gayo: "lo, A rUpiyA. A tame ja lai jAo. eka to tamAruM devuM jyuM che, bIjuM, tamAre benkamAM bharavA che, trIjuM, tame mArAmAM zraddhA mUkI lakhANane phADI pheMkyuM che. seriDonane huM AvatA mahine ApIza. caitanyanI zraddhAno A satkAra ja nahi, camatkAra paNa che. 14

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hRdayA rAjAno niyama hato. prabhAtanA pahelA prahare enA dvAra upara je TakorA mAre enuM pAtra sonAmahorothI bharI devuM. Ama ghaNAnAM pAtra bharyA. eka navo bhikSu Avyo. eNe TakorA mAryA, dvAra kholyuM. rAjA mUThA bharIbharIne sonAmahora enA pAtramAM nAkhato gayo paNa pAtra na bharAyuM. Akho bhaMDAra khAlI karyo to ya pAtra na bharAyuM. rAjAne navAi lAgI. pUchayuM: "zenAmAMthI A pAtra banAvyuM che? kaI dhAtunuM che?" javAba maLyo: "A pAtra mAnavanA hRdayamAMthI meM banAvyuM che. mAnavanuM hradaya evuM bhUkhyuM che, evuM lobhiyuM che, ke ene game eTaluM Apo paNa ene ochuM ja lAge." jJAnI rAjAe kahyuM: "hRdayatAno artha tame barAbara samajAvyo. A hRdaya koi paNa divasa tRpta nahi thAya. jIvanamAM saMtoSa Avaze to ja hRdayapAtra bharAze." 15

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jhAMjhavAne cAhavuM e zImaMta hovA chatAM zradhdhAvAna dekhAtA. savAranA be kalAka te pUjA bhaktimAM kADhatA ja. . eka yuvAna Avyo. "zeTha! paisAnI anivArya AvazyakatA che eTale A mAla mAre kADhI nAkhavo che. Apa na lo?" zeTha garama thai gayAH joto nathI huM keTalo kAryamagna chuM? jA, mahinA pachI Avaje." paNa zeTha! mAre paisAnI Aje ja jarUra che. mArI mAM mAMdI che." sAMbhaLato nathI? kAmamAM zuM jA, bahAra jA, nahi to dhakko ..." * * * tyAM vacce ja eNe arja karI: "eka prazna Apane pUchuM? Apa bhagavAnane cAho cho" zeThane Azcarya thayuM "kema Ama pUche che? bhagavAnane na cAha". "tame bhagavAnane mAnatA hota to enA ja jIvaMta pratIka samA mAnavane Ama dhUtakArI dhakako mAravA tame taiyAra na thAta. je dayane ja na mAne te adRzyane mAne che, te kema manAya?"

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saMsAra zuM che? mAnavanA AtmA ane zarIra vacce pApa upara maunamAM carcA vadhI paDI. carcA ugra rUpa lIdhuM. zarIra AvezamAM lAlacoLa thai gayuM: "huM to mATIno piMDa chuM, paMcabhUtano samUha mAtra chuM, moha utpanna karanAra vastuone huM saMvedI paNa na zakuM. mArAthI pApa thAya ja kema?" . A sAMbhaLI AtmA cUpa rahe to e cetana zAno? eNe paNa evI ja yuktithI uttara vALyo: "pApa karavAnuM sAdhana ja mAro pAse kyAM che? mAre iMdriyo ja kyAM che? iMdriyo vinA pApa thai zake kharA? IMdriyo dvArA ja to kAmanA tRpta thAya che. huM arUpI pApI hoi zakuM ja kema?" - ugra carcAne aMte prasarelI nIrava zAntimAM divya vANI saMbhaLAi: "pApanuM sarjana dvandvamAMthI thAya che. zarIramAM AtmA praveze to ja emAM vega Ave. bannenA sahakAre ja pApa janme. AtmAM vinAnuM zarIra jaDa che. jaDanA saMga vagarano AtmA paramAtmA che. zarIra ane AtmAno saMga e ja to saMsAra che." 17.

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maitrInuM mAdhurya eka zALAmAM be vidyArthIo sAthe bhaNatA hatA. puSpa ane parimala jevI emanI maitrI hatI. AgaLa jatAM bannenA rAha judA phaMTAyA; eka cintaka banyo, bIjo pradhAna banyo. : " e pachI varSo vityAM bane judI judI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA hatA. eka divasa pradhAnanI patnI cittakane maLavA AvI, eNe kahyuM "tame tamArA mitrane hamaNAM maLavA kema AvatA nathI?" cike sahAnubhUti batAvatAM kahyuM: "hamaNAM to mArA mitrane ghaNAya maLavA Ave che. huM eka na maLe toya cAle huM tene tyAre ja maLIza jyAre e cUMTaNImAM UDI gayo haze. jhUkIne salAma bharanArA ene tyAM DokAtAya nahi hoya ane mArA e mitranuM haiyuM nirAzA ane vyathAthI bhAre thayeluM haze, tyAre utsAhanuM auSadha ane AzvAsanano malamapaTTo lai, enA ghAne rUjhavavA hAjara thaIza." . mitrano dharma hAsyano kolAhala vadhAravAmAM nathI, duHkhanAM Asu lUchavAmAM che! 18

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bhASAnI bhavyatA zAsana siddharAja jayasiMhanA zaizavanI A vAta che. siddharAjanA pitA karNadeva to ene traNa varSano mUkI gujarI gayA hatA. enI mA mInaLadevI calAvatAM hatAM. siddharAja nAno hato paNa enI pratibhAnI khyAti dUra dUra dilhI sudhI pahoMcI hatI. dilhInA samrATe mInaLadevIne kahevaDAvyuM: "tamAro putra moTo thayo che. ene dilhInA darabAramAM mokalo." mInaLadevIne cinnA thai. eNe ene dilhI mokalatA ghaNI ghaNI zikhAmaNa ApavA mAMDI tyAre siddharAje pUchyuM: "tame zikhavADo cho te sivAyanuM kaMika tyAM AvI paDe to tamane pUchavA kema AvuM?" A mArmika uttarathI mA prasanna thai. dilhI darabAramAM vinaya ane sabhyatAthI praveza karI siddharAje saunAM mana jItI lIdhAM. enI parIkSA karavA bAdazAhe enA banne hAtha majabUta pakaDIne pUchayuM: "bola, have tuM zuM karIza?" hAtha choDAvavAno prayatna karyA vinA ja smita karI siddharAje kahyuM: "A dezamAM vara kanyAne eka hAthathI pakaDe che to ene jiMdagIbhara nabhAve che, enA yogakSemanI javAbadArI le che; Ape to mane banne hAthathI pakaDayo che, have mAre cintA zI? AthI huM nizciMta thayo!" AthI prasanna thayelA bAdazAhe enuM sanmAna karI ene vidAya ApI. 19

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visarjana nahi, sarjana agninAM be svarUpa che: jvALA ane jyoti. vicAranA paNa be pravAha che:niSedhAtmaka ane vidheyAtmaka . niSedhamAM irSA che; vidheyamAM preraNA. irSAnI javALA mANasanA svatvane bALI nAkhe che, jayAre preraNAno jayoti timiramAM teja pAthare che. akabare eka lITI dorI ane sabhAmAM jAhera karyuM. "aDayA ke bhUlyA vinA, A lITIne koi nAnI karI zakazo?" ke sabhAjano vicAramAM paDayA. bhUsyA vinA lITI nAnI thAya ja kema ? visarjananI paddhatithI TevAyela mAnasa koikane nAno banAvyA vinA pote moTuM banI zake che e vicArI ja zakatuM nathI. sau cUpa rahyA. tyAM bIrabala Ubho thayo. eNe akabarane namana karyuM ane pATiyA pAse jai pelI lITInI bAjumAM ja eka moTI lITI dorI. sabhA stabdha thaI gaI. A lITI AgaLa akabaranI lITI vAmaNI lAgatI hatI.. saphaLatA bIjAne pADavAmAM nahi, potAne Ubho karavAmAM che. 20

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aMtaranI AMkha udhAnamAM huM vihAra karato hato. mArI AgaLa eka yugala cAlyuM jatuM hatuM. 63nI jema ekabIjAnI sanmukha hovAne badale 36nI jema ekabIjAthI vimukha hatAM. mane thayuM A banne vacce 63nA saMvAdane badale 36no visaMvAdajaNAya che. paNa cAlatAM hatA 33nI jema ekabIjAnI AgaLa pAchaLa." tyAM to puruSa bolato saMbhaLAyo: "zuM dhULa saundarya che tArAmAM tane khuza karavAM loko maphatamAM khuzAmata kare che. cUnA jevI dhoLI thaI e te kaMI saundarya kahevAya?" lAvaNyanItaratI strIne utArI pADatA gAyake kahyuM tyAM to jANe vIjaLI trATakI. "ane tamArA gaLAmAM svaranI mIThAza ja kayAM che. mukhao tamane gavaiyA kahI vAha vAha kare che. barADA tANavA e te kaMi svara saMgIta che?" bannemAM rahelo kalaha ekabIjAno doSa ja joI rahyo hato. huM thoDuM cAlyo tyAM phUlane kahetA bulabulanuM guMjana saMbhaLAyuM saundarya to che, puSpa! tArA parAga ane parimalamAM" phUle nehanI suvAsamAM uttara Apyo " saundarya to che, bulabula! tArA gaLAmAMthI nItaratA svaramAdhuryamAM" . ahIM premanI Akha guNa ja joI rahI hatI. pahelI ja vAra mane saundaryanuM satya jaDayuM saundarya vastumAM nahi, premamAM che. aMtaranI amI dRSTimAM che. 21

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ahaMkAra olavAyo davAnakhAnAmAM eka agarabattI jalI rahI hatI. tenI bAjunA gokhalAmAM eka mINabattI saLagI rahI hatI. banne potAne bALI gatane saMdeza ApI rahyAM hatAM agarabattI potAnI divya sugaMdhathI vAtAvaraNane saumya banAvatI hatI ane mINabattI potAnA maMda prakAzathI vAtAvaraNane suvarNaraMgI banAvatI hatI. eka divasanI vAta che. koi najIvI vAtamAM banne vacce jhagaDo thayo. mINabattIe kahyuM tArA zarIra sAme to jo! kevI durbaLa che tuM ane tAruM rUpa to jo, koI sAmuM paNa na jue!" agarabattI cUpa rahI. agarabattInA madhura maunathI mINabattI vadhu kaDakAithI bolI, meM zuM kahyuM sAMbhaLatI nathI? kema javAba nathI ApatI? tArAmAM eTalI AvaData kayAM che ke tuM mane javAba Ape?" A vakhate paNa agarabattI cUpa rahI. mINabattI hasIne potAnI baDAI hAMkatI hatI, "mArI sAme jo, huM kevI rUpALI chuM. mArA prakAzathI oraDo kevo sohAmaNo lAge che?" mINabattIno ahaMkAra bolI rahyo hato, tyAM havAnA eka jhapATe mINabattI olavAI gaI! - paraMtu agarabatImAM to ekaja sarvazreSTha vastu hatI:saMtoSanI surabhi. 22

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zabda nahi, saMvedana bAra bAra varSa sudhI samartha jJAnInI nizrAmAM vidyAbhyAsa karI bane bhAIo ghera AvyA. svAdhyAya ane ciMtananAM teja emanA mukhane ajavALI rahyAM hatAM. emanA AgamanathI ghara ane gAmamAM AnaMda AnaMda hato. vAtAvaraNamAM umaMga ane ullAsa hato. mAtra emanA pitA ja zAMta ane saMcita hatA. namatI sAMje samaya maLatAM emaNe moTAne prazna karyo : tuM bhaNyo to khUba paNa paramAtmatattvanI tane kaMi jhAMkhI thai? AtmAnI anubhUti thaI?" moTAe to zAstromAMthI eka pachI eka zloko saMbhaLAvavA ja mAMDayA. pitAe kahyuM gokheluM bolI gayo AmAM tArI anubhUti bIka pitAe e ja pramba bIjAne pUchayo. nAnAe namana karI kahyuM? pitAjI!zuM kahyuM? je arUpI che te rUpI bhASA vargaNAnI jALamAM kema baMdhAya? je zAMta che, te azAMta evA zabdomAM kema Utare? aMjalimAM sAgara kema samAya? enI anubhUti zabdomAM nahi, saMvedanamAM ja saMbhave." jAjA pitAnA mukha para maunamAMthI jaDelI mukitanI madhuratA prasarI.

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premanuM prabhutva prajApAla rAjA musApharanA pracchanna vezamAM bIje gAma jaI rahyo hato. mArgamAM eka laMgaDAe vinaMtI karI "apaMga chuM sAme gAma javuM che, thAkI gayo chuM. ApanA ghoDA para mane thoDe sudhI na besADo?" e karasALa hatA. potAnA ghoDA para pAchaLa besADayo. navA gAmamAM ene utAryo tyAM eNe bUmAbUma karI: mane apaMga jANI A mAro dhoDo uThAvI jAya che" loko bhegA thayA. bannene nyAyAlayamAM laI gayA. nyAyAdhIze AzA karI "musApharI ghoDAne pelA dUranA khIle bAMdhI Avo." pachI apaMgane kaha"tame ene tyAMthI choDI lAvo." nyAyAdhIze kahyuM: "musAphara! ghoDo tamAro che, laI jAo." A nyAya-paddhatithI rAjAne Azcarya thayuM. eNe pragaTa thai pUchayuM "tame kema jAyuM ke A ghoDo mAro che?" namana karI nyAyAdhIze kahyuM: "Apa bAMdhavA gayA tyAre ghoDo premathI AkarSAi ApanI pAchaLa Avato hato. paNa A choDI lAvyo tyAre thoDo enI pAchaLa ghasaDAto hato." prema svAmI che, bhaya aparAdhI prema AkarSaNa che, bhaya prakapa che.

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zarIra nahi, sarva jIve che eka ThekANe dhakhadhakhatA pANImAM gulAbanAM phUlone ukALI enuM attara ane gulAbajaLa thai rahyuM hatuM. to bIje ThekANe gulakaMda mATe tAjAM phUlo vikhAI rahyAM hatAM. A joI eka dravita hadaye gulAbane ja pUchayuM: "jenI pAMkhaDIomAM nayanamanohara raMgo, sukumAratA saundarya che ane parAgamAM manane bhare evo pamarATa che evAM sRSTinAM nirmaLa smitasamAM phUlo, tamArI A hAlatA" phUlo vedanAmAM paNa hasI paDayAM, "hA, amArI A hAlata che. amArI nahi, amArA jevA sahu zubhecchakonI A hAlata che. je khIle che, upara Ave che ane zubhecchAnuM smita vere che ene keTalAka mANaso joI nathI zakatA. hA, vipattithI raDatA ke vedanAthI pIDAtA kaMgAlane joI mANasa dayAno hAtha kadIka laMbAve che, paNa smitathI udaya pAmatAne to e iSathI kacaDI ja nAkhe che! "paNa mAnava e bhUlI jAya che ke bhale amane pIMkhe ke ukALe paNa ame maratAM nathI, suvAsa ane kumAzarUpe jIvIe ja chIe. pahelAM amArI zubhecchAnuM smita phUlomAM hatuM. have suvAsamAM 25.

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AcaraNa . prabhAtanuM dvAra hamaNAM ja UghaDayuM hatuM. zaheranA rAjamArga para mANasonI avarajavara vadhatI jatI hatI. eka vRddha lAkaDIne Teke pasAra thai rahyo hato. tyAM sAmethI eka yuvAna Avato hato. dhUnamAM vRddha sAthe athaDAi paDayo. athaDAi paDanAra yuvAna sazakata ane samartha hato. AvezamAM AvI eNe vRddhane dhakako mAryo: "joto nathI?". jANe kaMi ja banyuM nathI ema vRddhe hAtha joDI kahyuM "kSamA karo. Apane khabara nahi hoya ke huM aMdha chuM. Apane kayAMya vAgyuM to nathI ne?" A zabdoe yuvAnanA hRdaya para adbhuta asara karI. e vRddhane page paDayo "kSamA to mAre mAMgavAnI che, dAdA, zAntinI vAto to meM ghaNIya sAMbhaLI che. ane dAMbhika zAnti rAkhanArA paNa meM ghaNAya joyA che, paNa tame to zAntine bhalAinI kalagIthI zaNagArI che." eka yuvAna mATe AthI uttama AcaraNano bIjo bodhapATha zuM hoi zake? 26

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jeNe choDayuM tene koI na cheDe! tyAga ane bhoganI tejachAyAthI banelA A jagatano vicAra karatA muni rAjagRhanI zerIomAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. emanI najare eka dRzya paDayuM ane e thaMbhI gayA eka kUtaruM momAM hADakuM laI pUrI jhaDapathI doDI rahyuM hatuM. ane dazeka kUtarAe teno pIcho pakaDayo hato. thoDe ja Aghe jatAM badhAMya kUtarAM enA para trATakI paDayAM. ane jotajotAmAM tene lohI-luhANa karI mUkayuM. aMte e svAna thAkayuM. potAno jIva bacAvavA eNe e hADakAne paDatuM mUkyuM. te ja kSaNe saue ene choDI dIdhuM. dazamAMnA eke e hADakuM UcakI lIdhuM have pelAM nava, A emanA ja sAthI para trATakayAM ane pahelA zvAnanI jema ene paNa dhULa bheguM karyuM. A bIjA kUtarAe paNa pahelAnI jema potAno jIva bacAvavA hADakuM choDI dIdhuM ane salAmata thayuM. have hADakuM trIjAe jhaDapyuM to saue enA para, humalo karyo. kUtarAonI najara hADakA para hatI. hADakuM jhaDape te lohIthI kharaDAya. saMta vicArI rahyAM je grahaNa kare te duHkhI thAya. je choDe te sukhI thAya.

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saMsAranI zeraDI saMsAranuM kalahamaya jIvana joI, jIvanadAtA sUryadeva nirAza thaI astAcaLa tarapha sarakI rahyA hatA. emanI najare premano eka sohAmaNo prasaMga paDayo, ane sUryadevano glAnibharyo cahero harSathI khIlI UThayo . " - bhakata kavi tukArAma zeraDInA daza sAMThA laI UbhI bajAre cAlyA jAya che. emanI AMkhamAM bALaka jevI nirdoSatA che, mukha para gulAba jevuM mUdu ne mukata hAsya che. emane joI bALako ghelAM thAya che. nirdoSa bALakone joI pote ghelA thAya che. bALakoe hAtha gharyo eTale saune eka eka sAMTho ApI, mAtra eka sAMTho laI emaNe gharanA AMgaNamAM paga mUkayo. AMgaNAmAM UbhelI emanI krodhamukhI panI A dRzya joi saLagI UThI. e manamAM babaDI: AnI dAnavIratA to juo! gharamAM chokarAM ghaMTI cATe ne upAdhyAyane ATo." tyAM tukArAme sAMTho enA hAthamAM mUkyo. patnIe zeraDIno tiraskAra karI kahyuM "pheko Ane ukaraDe! phUlaNajI thaI badhA ya sAMThA chokarAone vaheMcyA, tema Ane ya ApI devo hato ne? Ane ahI zuM karavA lAvyA ema kahInkrodhanA AvezamAM bhAna bhUlelI, eNe sAMTho patinA baraDAmAM phaTakAryo! * sAMThAnA be TukaDA thaI gayAM. mIThuM hAsya karI tukArAme kahyuM "tuM to mArI adhaganA. mane mUkIne tuM ekalI kema khAya? te mane barAbara adha bhAga Apyo." ema kahIM e TUkaDo moMmAM mUkI bALakanI jema rasa cUsavA lAgyA. tiraskArane premathI jItyo.

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prakAza ane aMdhakAra eka mANasane eka svapna AvyuM. kevuM vicitra a svapna! jonAra AzcaryamAM DUbI gayo. eka ja nagaramAM rahetAM sAdhu ane vezyA banne eka ja aThavADiyAmAM mRtyu pAmyAM. vezyA svarge gai. sAdhu narke gayA. vezyA UMce caDI, sAdhu nIce paDayA. jhabakIne jAgelo mANasa A svapnanuM rahasya jANavA eka jIvanadraSTA pAse pahoMcyo. jIvanadraSTAe kahyuM:" vAta barAbara che. vezyA potAnA adhogAmI jIvanane vAraMvAra niMdatI hatI, ane potAnuM jIvana dhIme 'dhIme sudhAratI hatI ane sAdhunA cAritryanI haiyAthI prazaMsA karatI hatI; jayAre sAdhu potAnA cAritryano manamAM mithyA dhamaMDa rAkhatA hatA, ane vezyAno tiraskAra karI, Akho divasa enI ja niMdAmAM racyApacyA rahetA hatA.' vezyAnI AMkhamAM guNa hato-potAnI niMdA ane bIjAnI prazaMsA, sAdhunI AMkhamAM doSa hato-potAnI prazaMsA ane bIjAnI niMdA. e kAraNe vezyAne prakAza lAdhyo, ane sAdhune aMdhakAra.' 20

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mAna gaLe to jJAna maLe! bAhubalI samarAMgaNamAM saMyamI to thayA, paNa emanA haiyAmAM rahelI mAnanI goLI nahotI gaLI. emanA manamAM ema ke kevaLajJAna thayA pachI bhagavAna RSabhadeva pAse jaizuM to saMyamamAM moTA paNa umaramAM nAnAM mArA bhAIone mAre namavuM nahi paDe. eTale kevaLajJAna meLavavA emaNe tapa AdaryuM. kevuM Akaru tapa! emanI kAyA para velaDiyo vITAI, emanA kAnamAM cakalAMe mALA nAkhyA, toya emane joItI vastu na lAdhI emanI kAyAe tApanA, TADhanA, varSAnAM dukhaDAM veThayAM, paNa kevaLajJAna prApta na thayuM. kAraNa ke abhimAnanI goLI nahotI gaLI. bhagavAna RSabhadeve karuNA ANI, bAhubalInI be sAdhvI bahenone bodha ApavA mokalI. bahenoe kahyuM "bAMdhavA ! hAthI uparathI nIce Utaro, mananA zikhara para beThelAnA haiyAmAM jJAnanI jayota pragaTatI nathI. tyAM garvanA vAyu vAya che. jJAnadIpa bujhAI jAya che, mATe vIrA! nIce Utaro. jJAnanA sUryanI ADe abhimAnano paDado Ave che tyAre mANasa chatI AMkhe aMdha thAya zANA bAhubalI camakayA, cetyA. emano AtmA nAnA bAMdhavone vaMdana karavA taiyAra thayo. aMtaramAM ladhutA AvI. mAtra eka ja Daga bharyuM. tyAM kevaLajJAnanA prakAzathI emano AtmA prakAzI UThayo. vAha! mAna gaLe to jJAna maLe. 30

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ajarapaTa prApa A vAta jANI tyAre ziSyanA AMnadano pAra na rahyo. ane AnaMdanA saMvedanamAM enA attaranAM dvAra UghaDI gayAM vAta A hatI. enA guru pAse lokhaMDanI eka suMdara DabbI hatI. A DabbIne e jatanathI jALavatAM. ziSyanA haiyAmAM Azcarya hatuM. gurujI nirmohI ane zAnI che, chatAM A DabImAM te evuM zuM che ke ene e jatanathI jALave che. paNa e AzAMkita hato. gurunI AjJA vinA corIthI DabbIne sparzavAmAM e pApa mAnato. divase divase enuM kautuka vadhatuM gayuM - ataMbharA prazAnA svAmI ziSyanA A sUkSma bhAvone avalokI rahyA hatA.ziSyanI niSThA ane zraddhAbharI prItibhakitathI prasanna thaI emaNe kahyuM: vatsa, pelI pArasamaNivALI lokhaMDanI DabbI lAva to." ziSyanA kautuka sAthe Azcarya vadhyuM lokhaMDamAM pArasamaNi? are, A te kema bane? pArasamaNinAM sparzathI to lokhaMDa sonuM thAya tarkamAM ane vicAramAM eNe DabbI lIdhI ane gurunAM caraNe dharI. gurune DabbI kholI, vastramAM lapeTAyela pArasamaNi jANe hasIne prakAzanAM kiraNo verI rahyo hato. gurue vastrane dUra kI parasamaNi DabImAM mUkayo. ane lokhaMDanI DahathI suvarNamAM heravAI gaI. . AtmAnI AsapAsa rahelI vAsanA khase to te ja paramAtmA

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premanA TebhA bhAvanagaranA mahArAjA eka saMtanA darzane gayA. saMta pAse e beThA hatA, tyAre oMcitI enI najara saMtanA aMgarakhA para gaI. bhAre kasabathI e sIveluM hatuM. enA bakhiyA ne TebhA bhAre kalAmaya hatA. ene sIvanAro darajI pAse ja beTho hato. rAjAe bahAra nIkaLatAM darajIne pUchayuM, "A aMgarakhu tame sIvyuM ke?" darajIe hA kahI. rAjA kahe, "mane paNa AvuM ja sIvI Apo. tame mAMgazo eTalI majUrI maLaze. paNa yAda rAkhajo TebhA to AvA ja joIe." darajIe kahyuM: "annadAtA! Apane mATe kAma karyuM ane emAM khAmI hoya?"aThavADiyA pachI ghaNI ja khaMtathI taiyAra kareluM suMdara TebhAvALuM aMgarakhuM darajIe hAjara karyuM. rAjAe joyuM. e khuza thayA. enI kalA para mugdha thayA. paNa saMtanA aMgarakhA jevA vyavasthita ne ekadhArA TebhA emAM na hatA. rAjAe kahyuM:"kAma sAruM che. tame tamArI kalA batAvI che, paNa A TebhA pelA saMtanA aMgarakhA jevA to nathI ja. darajIe, kahyuM "annadAtA ! meM hAthathI, AMkhathI, mArI AvaDatathI thAya eTaluM kAma karyuM che. paNa pelA aMgarakhAmAM to A badhAnI sAthe mArA hRdayano prema paNa kAma karato hato. eTale huM zuM karuM? premanA TebhA pharIpharI kayAMthI lAvuM?" 3ra.

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jhAMkhI AMtararASTrIya pratiSThita tatvacintaka, pravakatA ane lekhaka pUjaya zrI citrabhAnujIno janma takhatagaDha-rAjasthAnamAM vi.saM 1978nA zrAvaNa zukala bIjanA divase thayo hato. emano vidhAkALa rumakura ane beMgaloranI mahAvidhAlayamAM pUro thayo hato. svajananA mRtyunA AghAtathI vIsame varSe emanA pitAzrI sAthe muni thaI, yoga ane zAstronA abhyAsa sAthe gAmaDe gAmaDe hajAro mAIla pagapALA pharI ahiMsA ane karuNA bhAvabharI lokajAgRti ANI. aMtaranA avAjane anusarI 1970mAM jInIvA dvitIya AdhyAtmika zikhara pariSadamAM hAjarI ApI jaina dharmanA sidhAntonI ajaya ghoSaNA karI. 1971mAM saMpradAyano tyAga karI gRhapraveza karyo ane sTeTa yunivarsiTI opha nyUyorkamAM sarvadharma samanvayanA prAdhyApaka banyA. 1981mAM senDIegonA sAgara taTe emane divya AtmasAkSAtkAra thayo. A alaukika anubhUtimAM e vyakitamAMthI samaSTinA vizvamAnava banyA. hAla teo jaine meDITezana inTaranezanala senTara-nyUyorka, meDiTezana senTara-TorenTo, divyazAna saMgha-bhArata, vejiTeriyana esAyaTI muMbainA pramukha sthApaka ane AdhyAtmika mArgadarzaka

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evA vizvamAnava tarIke amerikA, keneDA, IMglenDa, yuropa, AphrikA, siMgApura ane jApAna vagere pradezomAM ahiMsA, anekAntavAda ane AdhyAtmikatAnA pracAra ane prasArathI hajAro naranArIone prabuddha karI rahyA che. - emanA abhyAsa ane anubhavathI nItaratAM emaNe aneka pustako lakhyAM che. emAMya ati lokapriyatA pAmela cetanA triveNI kahI zakAya tevAM traNa pustakone to videzamAM vizALa vAcaka varga sAMpaDayA che. A pustako che: (1) rIyalAIjha vaoNTa yu Ara; (2)sAyakaoNlaoNjI oNpha envAITanamenTa (3) velve pheseTas oNpha rIyAliTI-je nyUyorkamAM prakAzita thayAM che, ane emanA dareka senTaramAMthI maLe che.. A "trIsa divasanI trIsa vAto"mAM eka draSTi bharyo saMketa che, ane citta para asara karI jAya evI sUkSmatA che. A TacUkaDI vArtAo kaNamAM maNa ke biMdumAM siMdhu jevI che. divya zAna saMgha 34

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Pujyashri Chitrabhanuji