Book Title: Meditation and Enlightenment Author(s): Chandraprabh Publisher: Jityasha FoundationPage 27
________________ 22/ Meditation and Enlightenment : Chandr Prabh If we remain with concentration of mind in our lonely moments, we would hear several surprising sounds and echoes, shadows and sub-shadows of unknown places would be felt to be moving off and on along our mental screen. The semblances of others' minds would be perceived as if emerging on our mental mirror factually, the viewing of divine things can be possible only when a person vanquishes the conscious mind and the eyes of the inanimate-mind open-up. Those who consider only external attainments their all, they deviate from the essential element, being allured by the mirages. The absolute inter-personality of self shines up, when desire is cent-per-cent discarded. It happened the day before yesterday (at Mt. Abu). I had just risen from meditation. The sadhakas thronged around me for spiritual discussions. All had their individual problems concerning 'sadhana'. The discourse became deeper and concentrated on spiritualism. All of a sudden in the body of a 'sadhika' (a womanseeker) Visharada (original name Vinod, meditation-ordained name 'Visharada') entered some other personality. The condition of 'Visharada' changed instantly to a very surprising state. I signalled to two sadhikas—Pardarshini and Yogamudra. They took care of Visharada. She opened her eyes after a little while. The personality that entered her body talked with me. At last, it came out of the sadhika's body only when I gave it my word to be helpful in its salvation. That personality was in fact the spirit (life element) of the Sadhika's dead brother Chandrasen. An immense attachment for 'sadhana' (penance) had awakened in his heart while breathing his last. After scrutinizing the intricacies, I found how the concentration of mental personality remains affiliated to a person. Shedding of power is also beneficial in the beginning of 'sadhana'; but in order to become free from mind, to be 'nirvikalpa' (with no alternative, the awakening of power of one's own self is more desirable than power-shedding. I also tried to walk on the path of power-shedding, but I also got myself detached from it very soon. The experience acquired only tells that due to powershedding, the heart wishes to see only him who performs powershedding. The destination reached through power-shedding is not Jain Education International tional For Private & Personal Use Only www.jainelibrary.orgPage Navigation
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