Tap ane Parishaha

Author(s): Sukhlal Sanghavi
Publisher: Z_Darshan_ane_Chintan_Part_2_004635.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/249208/1

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tapa ane pariSaha [5] ahiMsAnA paMthe jeTalA jUnA che, teTaluM ja tapa paNa jUnuM che. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane buddha pahelAM ApaNA dezamAM tapane keTale mahimA ho, tapa keTaluM AcaravAmAM AvatuM ane tApUjA keTalI hatI enA purAvAo ApaNane mAtra jana Agame ane bauddha piTakAmAMthI ja nahi, paNa vaidika maMtro, brAhmaNa ane upaniSada sudhdhAMmAMthI maLe che. kaI paNa kAryanI siddhi mATe tapanuM anuSThAna Avazyaka manAtuM. tapathI IndranuM Asana kAMpatuM. tene bhaya lAgato ke tapasvI mAruM pada laI leze, eTale te menakA ke tilottamA jevI apsarAone, tapasvIne calita karavA, ekalato. mAtra mekSa ke svarganA rAjya bhATe ja nahi, paNa aihika vibhUti mATe paNa tapa AcarAtuM. vizvAmitranuM ugra tapa purANamAM prasiddha che. mahAbhArata ane rAmAyaNa de te pAne pAne tApasanA maTha, tapasvI RSie tema ja tapasvinI mAtAo najare paDaze. smRtiomAM jema rAjadaMDanA niyama che tema aneka prakAranA tapanA paNa niyamo che. sUtramAM varNAzramanI vyavasthA vAMce, eTale jaNAze ke cAre Azrama mATe adhikAra pramANe tapa batAvavAmAM AvyuM che, ane trIjo tathA e Azrama te uttarottara vadhAre ane vadhAre tapanAM vidhAnathI ja vyApele che. A uparAMta ekAdazI-vrata, zivarAtrinuM vrata, janmASTamI ane rAmanavamInuM vrata vagere aneka vratanA mahimAnA khAsa judA graMtho lakhAyA che. strIonAM keTalAMka tape judAM che, keTalAMka strIpuruSa bannenAM sAdhAraNa che; jyAre keTalAMka to te mAtra kanyAonAM che. A te brAhmaNa saMpradAyanI vAta thaI. paNa baddha ane jaina saMpradAyanAM zAstromAM paNa enI e ja vAta che. majhimanikAya jevA jUnAM bauddha graMthamAM ane bhagavatI jevA prasiddha jaina AgamamAM aneka prakAranA tApasenA, temanA maThonA ane temanA tapanI vividha praNAlIonAM AkarSaka varNane che, je eTaluM jANavA mATe basa che ke ApaNA dezamAM aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAM paNa tapa-anuSThAna upara nabhatI khAsa saMsthAo hatI ane leke upara te saMsthAone bhAre prabhAva hate. brAhmaNa,

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tapa ane parivaha [ 441 bhikSu ane zramaNa e traNe nAmeAnuM mULa tapamAM ja che. brahma tarapha jhUkanAra ane te mATe badhu tyAganAra te brAhmaNa. mAtra bhikSA upara nabhanAra ane karo ja saya na karanAra te bhikSu. kalyANa mATe badhA ja zrama icchApUrvaka sahanAra te zramaNa, bhagavAna buddhe bhikSukA mATe tapa batAvyuM che, paNa te sakhata nathI. emaNe jIvananA niyameAmAM sakhatAI karI che, paNa te bAhya niyamomAM nahi; mukhyapaNe temanI sakhatAI citta zuddha rAkhavAnA AMtarika niyamemAM che. paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIratI sakhatAI te khAdya ane AMtarika ane prakAranA niyamomAM che. bauddha graMthAmAM je kAyakaleza ane damananA parihAsa karavAmAM AvyuM che te kAyakleza ane dehadamananI jaina Agama pUrI himAyata kare che, paraMtu A himAyatanI pAchaLa bhagavAna mahAvIranI je mukhya zarata che te zarata taraph jANe ke ajANe dhyAna na apAyAthI ja bauddha graMthAmAM jaina tapanA parihAsa thayelA dekhAya che. je tapanA mudde parihAsa karyo che ane je tapate temaNe niracaka batAvyuM che, te tapate te mahAvIre paNa mAtra kAyakleza, mithyA tapa ke akAma nirjarA kahI tenI nirarthakatA batAvI che. tAmalI tApasa ane pUraNa jevA tApasAnAM ati ugra ane ati lAMkhA vakhatanAM tapAne bhagavAne mithyA tapa kahela che. AnuM zuM kAraNa ? je ugra tapa, je ugra kAyaleza ane jema dehadamana bhagavAna Acare te ja tapa, te ja kAyakleza ane te ja dehadamana jo bIjo Acare to ene viredha bhagavAna zA mATe kare? zuM emane khIjAnI adekhAI hatI ? ke bIjAnA tapane samajavAnuM ajJAna hatuM ? A bemAMthI eka bhagavAna mahAvIranAM hoya ema kalpavuM e emane na samajavA barAbara che. bhagavAnano virodha e tApaseAnA devadamana paratve na hato, kAraNa ke evAM dehadamanA teA temaNe pote AcarelAM che, ane temanI sAme vartamAna dhanA aNugAra jevA temanA aneka ziSyAe evAM ja dehadamaneA sevelAM che; jenA purAvA jaina AgamAmAM mojUda che. tyAre jUnI cAlI AvatI tApasa saMsthAe ane tenAM vividha tapA sAme bhagavAnanA virAdha kaI bAbatamAM hatA ? emane emAM zI UNapa lAgelI e savAla che. ene uttara bhagavAnanA peAtAnA jIvanamAMthI ane jaina paraMparAmAM cAlyA AvatA e jIvananI bhAvanAnA vArasAmAMthI maLI Ave che. bhagavAne tapanI zodha kAMI navI karI na hatI; tapa te emane kuLa ane samAjanA vArasAmAMthI ja sAMpaDyuM hatuM.

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4jara ] darzana ane ciMtana emanI zedha je hoya te te eTalI ja ke emaNe tapane--koramAM kaThora tapane-dehadamanane ane kAyalezane AcaratA rahI temAM AMtaradaSTi umerI, eTale ke bAhya tapane aMtarmukha banAvyuM. prasiddha digaMbara tArkika samatabhadranI bhASAmAM kahIe te bhagavAna mahAvIre kaThoratama tapa paNa AcaryuM; paraMtu te evA uddezathI ke te dvArA jIvanamAM vadhAre DAkiyuM karI zakAya, vadhAre UMDA UtarAya ane jIvanane aMtarmaLa pheMkI daI zakAya. A ja kAraNathI jaina tapa be bhAgamAM vaheMcAI jAya che. eka bAhya ane bIjuM AtyaMtara. bAhya tapamAM dehane lagatAM badhAM ja dekhI zakAya tevAM niyamane AvI jAya che, jyAre AtyaMtara tapamAM jIvanazuddhinA badhA ja Avazyaka niyame AvI jAya che. bhagavAna dIrdhatapasvI kahevAyA te mAtra bAhya tapane kAraNe nahi, paNa e tapane aMtajIvanamAM pUrNa upayoga karavAne kAraNe ja--e vAta bhulAvI na joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanakramamAMthI je aneka paripakava phaLa rUpe ApaNane vAra maLyo che temAM tapa paNa eka vastu che. bhagavAna pachInAM Aja sudhInAM 2500 varSamAM jana sadhe jeTale tapane ane tenA prakAre jIvato vikAsa karyo che teTale bIjA koI sampradAye bhAgye ja karyo haze. e 2500 varSanA sAhityamAMthI kevaLa tapa ane tenAM vidhAnone lagatuM sAhitya judu tAravavAmAM Ave te eka khAsa abhyAsagya bhAga ja thAya. jaina tapa mAtra graMthamAM ja nathI rahyuM, e te caturvidha saMdhamAM jIvatA ane vahetA vividha tapanA prakArone eka pAtra che. Aje paNa tapa AcaravAmAM jene ekkA gaNAya che. bIjI koI paNa bAbatamAM jeno kadAca bIjA karatAM pAchaLa rahe, paNa je tapanI parIkSA, khAsa karI upavAsa-AyaMbilanI parIkSA, levAmAM Ave to AkhA dezamAM ane kadAca AkhI duniyAmAM pahele naMbara AvanAra jaina puruSo nahi te chevaTe strIo nIkaLavAnI ja, evI mArI khAtarI che. Aje jema jyAM debo tyAM lAThI khAvAnI harIphAI bALake sudhdhAMmAM najare paDe che, tema upavAsa karavAnI harIphAI jaina bALakamAM rUDha. thaI gaI che. upavAsa karatAM kacavAtAM jaina bALakane enI mA poce ane nabaLe evI ja rIte kahe che, ke jevI rIte laDAImAM javAne nAumeda thatA rajapUta bALane tenI kSatriyANuM mA namAle kahetI. tapane lagatA utsavo, ujamaNAo ane tevA ja bIjA uttejaka prakAre Aje paNa eTalA badhA vyApelA che ke je kuTuMbe, khAsa karI je bahene, tapa karI tenuM nAnuM meTuM ujamaNuM na karyuM hoya, tene eka rIte pitAnI uNapa lAge che. mugala samrATa akabaranuM AkarSaNa karanAra eka kaThora tapasvinI jaina bahena ja hatI.

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tapa ane Saha [ 443. tapane te! jaina na heAya te paNa jANe che, paraMtu pariSahAnI bAbatamAM tema nathI. ajaina mATe pariSaddha zabda jarA navA jevA che, paraMtu ene atha navI nathI. dhara UMDI bhikSu banelAne potAnA dhyeyanI siddhi mATe je je sahevuM paDe te pariSaddha, jaina AgamomAM AvA riSahe gaNAvavAmAM AvyA che, te phakta bhikSujIvanane uddezIne ja. bAra prakAranuM tapa darzAvavAmAM Avyu che te te gRhastha ke tyAgI badhAne ja uddezIne, jyAre bAvIsa pariSahA gaNA vavAmAM AvyA che te tyAgIjIvanane uddezIne ja. tapa ane paraSaddha e e judA dekhAya che, enA bhedye paNa judA che, chatAM ekakhIjAthI chUTA na pADI zakAya evA e e mA che. .. taniyama ane cAritra e anne eka ja vastu nathI. e ja rIte jJAna e paNa e bannethI judI vastu che. sAsu, naNuMda ane dhaNI sAthe haMmezA jhadhaDanAra vahu, tema ja jo huM meTalanAra ane devALuM kADhanAra aprAmANika vyApArI paNa dhaNIvAra kaThaNa niyama Are che. nephanItithI sAdu ane taddana prAmANika jIvana gALanAra kAI kAI evA maLI Ave che ke jene khAsa niyamAnu baMdhana nathI hetu, niyama AcaranAra ane sarala ImAnadAra jIvana gALanAra kAI kAI dhaNIvAra evA tamane maLaze ke jemanAmAM vadhAre vicAra ane jJAnanI jAgRti na heAya. Ama chatAM vrataniyama, cAritra ane jJAna e traNanA yAga eka vyaktinA jIvanamAM zakaya che, ane jo e yAga hAya teA jIvananA vadhAre ane vadhAre vikAsa sabhave che; eTaluM ja nahi, paNa evA yAgavALA AtmAne ja vadhAre vyApaka prabhAva bIjA upara paDe che, athavA te! ema kaho ke evA ja mANasa bIjAne dorI zake che; jema mahAtmAjI. Aja kAraNathI bhagavAne tapa ane pariSaheAmAM e traNa tattvA samAvyAM che. temaNe joyuM ke manuSyatA jIvana patha lAMkhe che, tenu dhyeya ati dUra che, te dhyeya jeTaluM dUra che teTaluM ja sUkSma che ane te dhyeye paheAMcatAM vacce moTI musIkhate UbhI thAya che, e mAmAM aMdaranA ane bahAranA banne duzmana humalA kare che, ene pU vijaya ekalA zrRtaniyamathI, ekalA cAritrathI, ke ekalA jJAnathI zakaya nathI.. A tattva bhagavAne potAnA jIvanamAM anubhavyA bAda ja emaNe tapa ane parabahAnI evI geAThavaNI karI ke temAM vrataniyama, cAritra ane jJAna e traNene samAveza thaI jAya. e samAveza emaNe peAtAnA jIvanamAM zakaya. pharI atAvyA. mULamAM to tapa ane pariSaddha e tyAgI tema ja bhikSujIvanamAMthI ja

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-44 ] darzana ane ciMtana utpanna thayelAM che--jeke ene pracAra ane prabhAva te eka adanA gRhastha sudhI paNa pahoMcele che. AryAvartanA tyAgajIvanane uddeza AdhyAtmika zAMti ja hatuM. AdhyAtmika zAMti eTale kalezonI ane vikAranI zAMti. Arya RSione mana klezane vijaya e ja mahAna vijaya hatuM. tethI ja te maharSi pataMjali tapanuM prayojana batAvatAM kahe che ke "tapa kalezane nabaLAM pADavA ane samAdhinA sarakAre puSTa karavA mATe che." tapane pataMjali kriyAvega kahe che, kAraNa ke e tapamAM vrataniyamane ja gaNe che; tethI pataMjaline kriyAgathI jude jJAnayoga svIkAra paDyo che. paraMtu jaina tapamAM te kriyAyoga ane jJAnayoga bane AvI jAya che, ane e paNa smaraNamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke bAhya tapa, je kriyAyoga ja che, te atyaMtara tapa eTale jJAnanI puSTi mATe ja che. ne e jJAnayoganI puSTi dvArA ja jIvananA aMtima sAdhyamAM upayogI che, svataMtrapaNe nahi. A te tapa ane pariSahenA mULa uddezanI vAta thaI, paNa ApaNe jevuM joIe ke ATaATalA tapa tapanAra ane parivahana - sahanAra samAjamAM hovA chatAM Aja sudhImAM samAje phleza-kaMkAsa ane jhaghaDA-vikhavAdanI zAMti keTalI sAdhI che ? tame samAjane chellAM phakta pacIsa ja varSane ItihAsa leze te tamane jaNAze ke eka bAju tapa karavAnI vividha sagavaDe samAjamAM UbhI thAya che ane vadhatI jAya che ane bIjI bAju kaleza, kaMkAsa ane vikhavAdanA kAMTA vadhAre ne vadhAre phelAtA jAya che. AnuM kAraNa e nathI ke ApaNe tyAM tapa ane udyApa vadhyAM eTale ja kaleza kaMkAsa vadhyo, paNa enuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe tapane upaga karavAnI cAvI ja pheMkI dIdhI athavA hAtha na karI. tethI tapanI hajAre pUjAe satata bhaNAvavA chatAM, tapanAM udyApane bhapakAbaMdha cAlu hovA chatAM, tenA varaghoDAno damAma hovA chatAM, ApaNe jyAM ane tyAM ja UbhA chIe; nathI eka pagaluM bIjA koI samAja ke paDozIthI AgaLa vadhyA, UlaTuM ghaNI bAbatamAM te ApaNe cAvI vinAnA tapamAM - zakti nakAmA kharce bIjA karatAM pAchA paDatA jaIe chIe. je vastu cothA mokSapuruSArthanI sAdhaka hoya te vyavahAramAM anupayogI hoya tema banatuM ja nathI. je niyamo AdhyAtmika jIvananA piSaka hiya che, te ja niyame vyAvahArika jIvanane paNa piSe che. tapa ane parivaha je kalezanI zAMti mATe hoya to tenI e paNa zarata hevI joIe ke tenA dvArA samAja ane rASTranuM hita sadhAya ane tenuM piSaNa thAya. koI

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tapa ane parivaha [ 445 paNu Adhibhautika ke dunyavI evI mahAna vastu ke zedha nathI ke jenI siddhimAM tapa ane pariSahAnI jarUriyAta na hoya. sikaMdara, sIjhara ane nepaliyanane vijaya le, athavA vaijJAnikonI zodha le, athavA briTiza sAmrAjyane pAyo nAkhanAra aMgrejone le, to tamane dekhAze ke enI pAchaLeya emanI be tapa hatuM ane pariSaha paNa hatA. ApaNe badhA tapa AcarIe ke pariSaha sahIe te tene kAMIka te uddeza he ja joIe. kAM te tenAthI AdhyAtmika zAMti sadhAya ane kAM te Adhibhautika vibhUti sadhAya. A bemAMthI eke na sadhAya to ApaNane maLela tapa ane pariSahene vAraso vikasita thavA chatAM te keTale dhaMdhAre kImatI thAya che ane vicAra tame ja kare ! pariNAma uparathI ApaNe nakkI karI zakIe chIe ke tapa ane pariSaha mAraphata ApaNA samAje pramANamAM bIjA karatAM AdhyAtmika zAMti eTale kalezenI zAMti keTalI vadhAre sAdhI che, athavA e vArasA dvArA eNe Adhibhautika mahattA keTalI vadhAre prApta karI che. je ApaNane evuM abhimAna hoya ke jeno jevuM tapa kaI karatA nathI, karI zakatA nathI ane jaina bhikSu jeTalA ugra pariSaha bIjA koI sahI zakatA nathI to ApaNe enuM vadhAremAM vadhAre pariNAma batAvavA taiyAra rahevuM joIe. duniyAmAMthI keI AvI ApaNane pUche ke "bhalA ! tame tapa ane pariSahenI bAbatamAM bIjA karatAM pitAne vadhAre caDiyAtA mAne. che, te pachI tamAre samAja paNa enuM pariNAma meLavavAmAM vadhAre caDiyAto. hovo joIe. tethI tame batAvo ke tamArA samAje tapa ane pariSaha dvArA kayuM pariNAma meLavI bIjA samAje karatAM caDiyAtApaNuM meLavyuM che? zuM tame kalezazAMtimAM bIjA karatAM caDe che? ke zuM jJAnanI bAbatamAM bIjA karatAM caDe che? zodhakhoLa ke ciMtanamAM bIjA karatAM caDe che? zuM tame parAkramI zIkha sainiko jevI sahanazIlatAmAM bIjA karatAM caDe che? A praznono uttara ApaNe hakAramAM prAmANikapaNe na ApI zakIe (ane atyAranuM sAmAjika pariNAma e uttara ApavA nA pADe che), to pachI ApaNe ekavAra game tevA kImatI nIvaDelA ane vastutaH kImatI nIvaDI zake tevA tapa ane pariSahanA vArasAnuM mithyAbhimAna karavuM cheDI devuM joIe. tapa ane pariSahanA khAsa pratinidhi manAtA guruo ja Aje moTebhAge ApaNA karatA vadhAre gUMcama che, moTA kalezamAM che. bhAre athaDAmaNInA jokhamamAM che. sAthe sAthe samAjane mATe bhAga paNa e vAvAjhoDAmAM sapaDAyela che. kyAM e suMdara vArasAnAM suMdaratama AdhyAtmika pariNAme

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44 ] duna ane ciMtana ane kucAM e kImatI vArasAne vyartha ane nAzakAraka rIte aya ! jo jaina samAjanA e mukhya pratinidhioe AdhyAtmika vijaya sAdhI ApaNA samAjate jIvita zAMti arpI hota, athavA hajI paNa arpatA hAta te, vyAvahArika bhUmikAmAM game teTaluM pachAtapaNu hovA chatAM, ApaNe UMcuM mAthuM karI ema kahI zakata ke ame ATaluM te karyuM che. paNa eka AjI AdhyAtmika zAMtimAM jagata ApaNuM devALuM jue che ane bIjI bAjI ApaNI sAmAjika ane rASTrIya nabaLAIe te ApaNe potAne moDhe ja kabUla karIe chIe; eTale ekaMdara rIte ema banyuM che ke ApaNe tapa ane pariSahAmAMthI pariNAma meLavavAnI krU'cI ja hAtha nathI karI. tethI Aje vicAra upasthita thAya che ke have zuM e vArasa, je hajArA varSo thayAM maLyo che ane je kImatI lekhAya che te, pheMkI devA ? amara te te mAraphata zuM karavuM? tenAthI pariNAma sAdhavAnI thI kUcI che ? A praznonA javAkhamAM ja prastuta carcA pUrI thaI jAya che. samaye samaye navAM navAM khaLeA pragaTe che ane kSetro khullAM thAya che. eka ja vastune bhinna bhinna samayamAM ane bhinna bhinna kSetramAM jIdde upayoga thaI zake che. Aje bhAratavane sAcA tapa ane pariSahanI jarUra UbhI thaI che. ApaNA samAja tapa ane pariSaheAthI TevAyale che. je emanI AdhyAtmika AMkha enAthI na UpaDatI hAya te pachI enAthI vyAvahArika AMkhatA UpaDavI ja joIe ! ane tapa ke pariSaSThA dvArA kAI paNa vyAvahArika pariNAma lAvavuM hoya tyAre, jo daSTi heAya to, tenAthI AdhyAtmika pariNAma te Ave ja che. bhagavAnanu tapa dvimukhI che. jo ene AcaranAramAM AnanI kaLA hoya to te moTAmAM moTu vyAvahArika pariNAma ANavA uparAMta AdhyAtmika pariNAma paNa ANe ja che. AnI sAbitI mATe gAMdhIjI asa che. emanA tape ane pariSahAe rAjakIya ane sAmAjika kSetramAM kevAM kevAM pariNAma ANyAM che ! kevI kevI cirasthAyI krAMti janmAvI che ane lokamAnasamAM keTalA palaTA ANyo che! tema chatAM temaNe potAnA AdhyAtmika jIvanamAMthI kazuM ja gumAvyuM nathI; UlaTu' emaNe e tapa ane pariSaSThAnI madadathI ja pAtAnuM AdhyAtmika jIvana paNa unnata banAvyu che. eka jaNa tapa ane pariSaheAthI AdhyAtmika tema ja Adhibhautika ane prakAranAM pariNAme sAdhe ane khIjAe e vaDe bemAMthI kazu ja tyAre emAM khAmI tapa-pariSahatI ke enA AcaranAranI? uttara eja che ke khAmI enA AcaranAranI. na sAdhe

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tapa ane parivAha [ ka7 ApaNe ApaNuM e vArasAne upayoga rASTranA abhyadaya arthe kAM na karIe ? rASTranA abhyadaya sAthe ApaNe AdhyAtmika zAMti meLavavI hoya te vacce kANu ADuM Ave che ? paNa na nAcanArIne AMgaNuM vAMkuMe nyAye ApaNAM ALasI aMge ApaNI pAse ema kahevarAve che ke ame dezakAryamAM zI rIte paDI? rASTapravRtti e te gabhUmikA che ane ame te AdhyAtmika kalyANa sAdhavA mAgIe chIe. bhogabhUmikAmAM paDIe te e zI rIte sadhAya ? kharekhara, A kathananI pAchaLa puSkaLa ajJAna raheluM che. jenuM mana sthira haiya, jene karI chUTavuM hoya ene mATe rASTrIya pravRtti ane AdhyAtmika kalyANa vacce kaze ja virodha nathI. jema zarIra dhAraNa karavA chatAM enAthI AdhyAtmika kalyANa sAdhavuM zakya che tema IcchA ane AvaData hoya te rASTrIya pravRtti karavA chatAM AdhyAtmika kalyANa sAdhavuM zakya che, ane je IcchA ane AvaData na hoya to AdhyAtmika kalyANane nAme tapa tapavA chatAM tenuM pariNAma UlaTuM ja Ave--jevuM Aje dekhAya che. bAvIsa pariSahamAM bhUkha-tRSA, TADha-taDake, jIvajaMtu, mAna-apamAna vagerenAM saMkaTa mukhya che. e saMkaTothI pitAne vadhAremAM vadhAre TevAyela mAnanAra eka meTa zramaNavarga dezane sabhAge mojUda che. sarakAra ane samAjanA anyAya sAme thanAra ahiMsaka ane satyapriya yoddhAomAM e ja guNonI vadhAre apekSA rahe che. A guNe jainavargane vArasAgata jevA che. eTale jyAre dezane anyAyanA vijya mATe sainikonI jarUra hoya tyAre te dharmayuddhamAM e pariSaha sahiSNuo ja mekhare levA joIe. ema te kaI nahi kahe ke dezanI svataMtratA temane nathI joItI ke nathI gamatI, agara te e svataMtratA maLyA pachI teo paradezamAM cAlyA jaze. vaLI ema paNa kaI nahi kahI zake ke AvI zAMta svataMtratA vadhAremAM vadhAre sahana karyA vinA maLI zake. je Ama che te ApaNI pharaja spaSTa che ke ApaNe khAsa karI tapa ane pariSaha sahavAnI zakti dharAvanArA-dezakAryamAM vadhAre bhoga ApIe. laDAI mAravAnI nahi paNa jAte khamavAnI che. je hoya ke bIjuM sthaLa hoya, AjanuM yuddha badhe ja sahana karavA mATe che. je sahana karavAmAM e ane tapa tapavAmAM majabUta te ja Ajano khare sevaka. bahena ho ke bhAI che, je khamI ne jANe te Aja phALe ApI na zake. jaina tyAgIvarga ane gRhasthavarga bIjAne mAravAmAM nahi, paNa jAte sahana karavAmAM pitAne caDiyAta mAne che ane bIjA pAse manAve che. eTale tenI

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448 ] darzana ane ciMtaH AjanA yuddha paratve temAM jhukAvavAnI bevaDI pharaja UbhI thAya che. keI sAco AcAryuM ke sAmAnya muni kalAlane ane pInArane samajAvatAM-zAMti ane premathI samajAvatAM-jelamAM jaze te tyAM te jela maTI ene mATe ane bIjAne mATe tapobhUmi banaze. lUkhuM pAnuM khAvA maLaze, jADAMpAtaLAM kapaDAM maLaze te e ene agharuM nahi paDe, kAraNa ke je Teva vallabhabhAI jevAne ke neharu jevAne pADavI paDe che te Teva jaina gurune to svataHsiddha che. vaLI jyAre gharathI nIkaLyo tyAre ja kapaDAMne pariSaha teNe svIkAryo che. have je khAdI paheravI paDe to emAM eNe dhAreluM ja thayuM che, vadhAre kazuM ja nahi. vadhAre che tyAre thayuM kahevAya ke jo e khAdInI achatane lIdhe taddana nagna rahe athavA lageTabhera rahI TADha, taDake ane jIvajaMtune upadrava sahana kare.. paNa A dhArmika dezanI eTalI apAra bhakti che ke te jAte nagna rahIne paNa pitAnA guruonAM aMga DhAMkaze! kharI vAta e che ke AdhyAtmika ane Adhibhautika banne prakArane amyudaya sAdhI zakAya evI A alaukika laDAI che ane emAM tapa tapatAM jaina bhAI ane bahene ane guruvargane jeTale avakAza che, jeTalI saphaLatAnI vakI che, teTalI bIjA koIne nathI. mAtra rAjya meLavavAmAM nahi, paNa tene calAvavA sudhdhAMmAM parivahA sahana karavo paDe che. sAcuM hoya ke khoTuM che te jANe ke Izvara jANe, paNa aMgrejo dalIla kare che ke "hiMdustAna jevA garama dezamAM jaI rahevAmAM ane tyAM jIvana gALavAmAM amAre je muzkelI che, je khamavuM paDe che, te hiMdustAnIo ne jANI zake. Ama chatAM ame hiMdustAnanA bhalA khAtara e badhuM sahana karIe chIe ! " emanI A phariyAdane sAcI mAnI emanAM badhAM ja saMkaTa ApaNA dezanA badhA saMpradAyanA tapasvIoe mAthe laI levAM joIe. je bAvAo paMcAgni tapanA bhAre abhyAsI che emane hiMdu stAnanI rakSA mATe ughADe page siMdhanA raNamAM ke mAravADanA verAna pradezamAM UbhuM rahevuM ane kUca karatAM cAlavuM bhAre nahi paDe. je nAgaDA bAvAo bhabhUti lapeTI bhara ziyALAmAM smazAnamAM paDyA rahe che temane dezarakSA mATe aphaghAnistAnanI sarahada upara kaDakaDatI TADhamAM rahevuM bhAre nahi paDe. jeo aNIdAra khIlAvALA pATiyA upara sUvAnA abhyAsI che, temane duzmananI baMdakInI saMga nahi khUMce. pagapALA cAlavAnA ane lUkhuM sUkuM khAvAnA tema ja eka vAra jevuMtevuM khAI calAvI levAnA ane divasanA divase sudhI upavAsa ane AyaMbila karavAnA abhyAsI che, temane kAMI paNa muzkelI AvavAnI nathI. eTale aMgreja sejane ke vAIsaroya sAheba sudhInA

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tapa ane paricaya [ ajaamaladArane ApaNe ApaNA mATe zA sAruM ApaNA dezamAM musIbata sahana karavA devI joIe? bhale teo ileMDamAM jaI zAnti bhegave. khAsa karI ApaNe badhA ja samajemAM strI ane puruSomAM tapa karavAnuM ane khamI khAvAnuM asAdhAraNa baLa paDyuM hoya tyAre ApaNe ApaNA mATe paradezanA lekine zA mATe herAna karavA joIe ? eTale Aje svarAja meLavavAmAM kahe ke tene sAcavavAmAM kahe, jeTalA baLanI darakAra che te badhuM ja ApaNI pAse che. phakta khAmI hoya to eTalI ja che ke tene upayoga keI nizcita uddezamAM vyavasthita rIte thatuM nathI. phakta ApaNA dezanI strIomAM ja je tapa karavAnuM ane A sahana karavAnuM baLa che ane jeTaluM baLa AjakAla teo temAM vApare che, te bahene dhAre te eTalA ja baLane vyavasthita ane vicArapUrvakanA upagathI, puruSonI jarA paNa madada sivAya, sarAja meLavI zake, kAraNa ke AjanI rASTrIya pravRttinI saphaLatA mAtra tapasyA ane sahanazIlatA upara ja avalaMbelI che--je puruSo karatAM strIomAM vadhAre pramANamAM che. eTale Aje ApaNA hajAra varSanA vArasAno suMdaratama upayoga karavAnI taka prApta thaI che; ene upayoga kare ane e dizAmAM vicAra karo emAM ja ApaNuM A paryuSaNanI AMzika saphaLatA che. . kaI ema na dhAre ke atyAre A je mejuM cAlI rahyuM che, tene lAbha laI belanArAo tapa ane pariSaha jevI AdhyAtmika kImatI vastu ne veDaphI nAkhavA mAge che. khAtarIthI mAnaje ke ahIM e vAta ja nathI. ahIM te uddeza eTale che ke je baLa ApaNAmAM che, astavyasta thayeluM che ane jene atyAre AdhyAtmika ke Adhibhautika kSetramAM kazo ja upayoga nathI thate, te baLane cAlu pravRttimAM lagADI tenI vadhAre kiMmata siddha karavI. je ema thAya te duniyAnI dRSTimAM jaina tapa ane pariSahenuM keTaluM mahattva vadhe ! phakta mahAtmAjIe pitAnA AcaraNa dvArA upavAsanuM keTaluM mahattva vadhArI mUkyuM che ! Aje emanA upavAsanI aneka dRSTie kiMmata che, kAraNa ke emanA upavAsanI pAchaLa cAritra ane jJAna e banne AtyaMtara tapa rahelAM che. te pachI ApaNA samAjamAM upavAsa ane bIjAM tevAM aneka tapa cAle che te badhAMnI sAthe cAritra ane jJAnane sayAga karI ene lekagamya upaga karIe te zuM e tapanI kiMmata ghaTavAnI ke vadhavAnI ? eTale tapanuM kharuM ujamaNuM dekhAva ane bhapakAomAM nathI. gAMdhIjIe pitAnA sAta, cauda ke 29

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darzana ane ciMtana ekavIsa upavAsanuM eka pAI kharacIne paNa ujamaNuM nathI karyuM ane chatAM emanA upavAsoe meTAmoTA dUtone AkarSyA. kAraNa zuM che? kAraNa e ke e upavAsanI pAchaLa lekakalyANanI ane cittazAMtinI zuddha daSTi hatI. Aje ApaNe AzA rAkhIe ke ApaNuM tapasvIvargamAM ane pariSaha khamanAra, bhAthAmAMthI vALa kheMcI kADhavA jevI sakhata muzkelI sahanAra, ughADe page cAlanAra ane ughADe mAthe pharanAra tyAgIvargamAM e zakti tema ja bhAvanA Utara! -paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne, 1930.