Kshamabhavna

Author(s): Vairagyarativijay, Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009092/1

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mANAvaLI AvRtti : dvitIyA mUlya : rUA. 15-00 (c) : PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2008 (prAptisthAna) munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI munizrI prazamarativijayajI pUnA : pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-4112 phona : 020-66208343, mo. 9898055310 www.pravachanprakashan.org E-mail : pravachanprakashan@vsnl.net amadAvAda : azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda phona : 26633085 : 079-3107pa79 muMbaI : caMdubhAI vI. zAha 3, puSpAMjalI, gauzALA lena malADa (isTa), muMbaI-4097. phona : 28834917, mo. 9819810503 TAIpa seTiMga : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda. phona : 079-22684032 pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-2

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prAzakIya aMtarabhAvanA + zrI saMvatsarI mahAparva traNa saMdeza laIne Ave che. | pravacana prakAzana mATe Aje maMgala ghaDI che. pAMcamAM varase ame ApanI samakSa eka suMdara majenuM bhaMTaNuM dharIe chIe. pujaya munivara zrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma. e nAgapura comAsAmAM saMvatsarInA divase 'kSamAbhAvanA' vize mananIya pravacana pharamAvyuM hatuM. A pravacane anekanAM hRdayamAM sAcI kSamAbhAvanA pragaTAvI hatI. pachI to dara varase saMvatsarIparvanA dine A pravacana thAya che ane zrotAo tene zabdastha karavAnI mAMgaNI kare che. Aje e bhAvanA sAkAra thaI rahI che. saMvatsarI pachI ekabIjAne kSamApanA kArDa mokalavAno rivAja pracalita thayo che. nAgapuranAM be suzrAvakone aupacArika kArDane badale sAcI 'kSamAbhAvanA' pragaTe tevuM lakhANa ApavAnI pUjya munivarazrI prazamarativijayajI ma. ne vinaMti karI. pUjyazrIe saraLa, subodha ane mArmika lakhANa ApyuM. te 'huM kSamA mAMgu chuM' e nAme pragaTa thayuM. jemaNe e vAcyuM temanAM hRdaya bhInAM karI gayuM. 'kSamAbhAvanA' banne munivaronI anubhUtino prItisaMgama che. temAM bhIMjAvuM Apane jarUra gamaze. * kaSAyonI kSamApanA * aticAronI AlocanA * pAponuM pratikramaNa. Atma vizuddhi ArAdhanAno prANa che ane AtmanirIkSaNa ArAdhakano zvAsa che. "kSamAbhAvanA" ApaNane sahune AtmanirIkSaNa karavA prere che. kaSAyonI kSamApanA dvArA AtmanirIkSaNa ane Atmavizuddhi sadhAya che. saMbaMdho sudhare e to taddana gauNa ghaTanA che. sAcI kSamApanA thAya to ja aticAronI AlocanA ane pAponuM pratikramaNa thaI zake, kSamApanA, saMvatsarInI sAdhanAnuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. kSamApanA karyA pachI e ja kramamAM aticAronI AlocanA ane pAponuM pratikramaNa sadhAya to avatAra saphaLa bane. vairAgyarativijaya prazamarativijaya pukharAja rAyacaMda ArAdhanA bhavana sAbaramatI 2060, bhA.1, 4 - pravacana prakAzana, pUnA

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kSamAbhAvanA saMvatsarI mahAparva varasamAM ekavAra Ave che. paramAtmAnuM dharmazAsana pAmanArI vyaktio mATe saMvatsarI mahAparva e sAdhanAno divasa che. sAdhanA, AtmanirIkSaNanI. sAdhanA, jIvananirIkSaNanI. ApaNuM AMtarika bhAvavizva kevuM che te tapAsavAnI taka saMvatsarI mahAparva Ape che. ApaNA saMbaMdhonuM vizva kevuM che te tapAsavAnI preraNA saMvatsarI mahAparva pAsethI maLe che. ApaNI bhAvanAomAM bhUla hoya te sudhare, ApaNA vahevAramAM kSati hoya te TaLe to ja ApaNe saMvatsarI mahAparvanI sAdhanA karI kahevAya. Aje saMvatsarI mahAparvamAMthI sAdhanA tattvanI bAdabAkI thaI gaI che. saMvatsarInA micchAmidukkaDe to kevaLa vahevAra banI gayA che. loko have griTIMga mokale che. Happy new year ane Happy DiwalinI jema have kSamApanAnA kArDano TreDa cAlI paDyo che. dUradUra dezavidezamAM rahetA lokone kArDa mokalI devAmAM Ave che. jemane maLyA nathI ane maLavAnA paNa nathI te badhAne micchAmidukkaDaM-nA kArDa mokalIne ApaNe saMtoSa mAnI laIe chIe. paNa je sAthe rahyA che, je loko ADozapADozamAM rahe che, jemanI sAthe UThavA-besavAno vahevAra che temanI samakSa sAcAM dilanI kSamAyAcanA karavAnuM yAda nathI AvatuM. sAdhanAno prasaMga, vahevAranI Dhabe UjavAI jAya che. dara vakhate ApaNe Trena cUkI jaIe chIe. saMvatsarI mahAparva sAthe kSamApanA zabdano UMDo saMbaMdha che. A saMbaMdha zarIra ane zvAsa jevo che. kSamApanA karavI, kSamApanAnI anubhUti pAmavI te saMvatsarI mahAparvanuM dhyeya che. hRdayamAM kaSAyanuM varcasva na hoya, koI vyakti mATe ApaNane phariyAda na hoya, manamAM koI mANasa pratye dveSa ke gusso na hoya, aMtaramAM vairanI ekAda paNa gAMTha na hoya to ja sAcI kSamApanA thaI zake. ApaNI bhAvanAo ane ApaNA saMbaMdho sAthe sAco saMvAda karIne, bhAvanAmAM ane saMbaMdhomAM jyAM jyAM kacAza ke kaDavAza rahI hoya te tamAmanI saphAI karI levI joIe. dara varase bhAvanAo ane saMbaMdho paranI dhULa jhATakI levAthI jiMdagIbharanI prasannatA jaLavAI rahe che. kSamApanA vinAnuM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karavAmAM ApaNe jIvana sudhArI nathI zekacI, o mahAnuM kriyA kevaLa rUTina banI gaI che. ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne anulakSIne kSamAyAcanAnA hArda sudhI pahoMcavuM joIe. kSamApanA zuM che ? kSamApanA konI konI karavAnI ? kSamApanA kaMI rIte karavAnI ? A socavAnI vAta che. A dizA para dhyAna ApIne vicArIzuM to ApaNAM aMtaramAM ja navI duniyA ughaDaze. kSamApanAno artha che, sAmI vyaktine lIdhe ApaNAM manamAM kaSAyo jAgyA hoya, ApaNA Avezo ApaNe vyakta karyA hoya tenI prAmANika rIte mAphI mAMgavI. A artha hajI lAMbo che, ApaNAM nimitte jemanAM jemanAM manamAM kaSAya jAgyA hoya te saune zodhI zodhIne ApaNe ja kSamAyAcanA karavI. ApaNA kaSAyo bhUMsavA, sAmI vyaktinA kaSAyo bhUlavA te kSamApanA che. kaSAyono ane khAsa karIne krodhano e niyama che ke te ApaNI najIkanA mANaso para ja vizeSa rUpe thAya che. ApaNane dUranA mANaso karatAM najIkanA mANaso mATe vadhAre phariyAdo che. ApaNI najIkanA e mANasone paNa bahAranA ane dUranA mANaso karatAM vizeSa

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phariyAda ApaNI mATe ja che. A arasaparasanI vAta che. AmAM jyAM jayAM ApaNI bhUla thatI hoya tyAM tyAM ApaNe sAvaceta banavAnuM che. thaI cUkelI bhUlo ane e bhUlano je bhoga banyA che temanI mATe ApaNe saue dilagIrI anubhavavI joIe. A bhAvanAtmaka pravRtti che. saMvatsarInA kSamApanA kartavya vize amArA AcArya bhagavaMte to sApha zabdomAM lakhyuM che ke eka varasathI vadhAre samaya mATe je potAnA manamAM vaira ke virodha rAkhe che tenI ArAdhanAo nakAmI banI jAya che. evA mANasamAM dharma karavAnA sAcA bhAvo jAgaze ja nahIM. eka varasathI vadhu samaya mATe manamAM vairanI gAMTha rAkhanAro virodhaka che. amArA AcArya bhagavaMte to sAdhusaMghane paNa bAkI nathI rAkhyo. bahu kaDaka zabdomAM temaNe jaNAvyuM che ke jANavA chatAM, samajavA chatAM je potAnA manamAMthI vairabhAvane dUra karato nathI tevA sAdhune saDelA AMbAnI jema samudAyamAMthI bahAra kADhI mUkavo joIe. saMvatsarI sAthe saMkaLAyelI kSamApanA mATe jo sAdhuoe ATalI badhI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI hoya to ApaNe keTalA badhA jAgRta rahevuM paDaze ? ekAda divasanA AdhAre hRdayanA bhAva ghaDAtA nathI. hRdayane rojeroja ghaDavuM paDe che. ghaDAyeluM hRdaya ja parvanA divasomAM vizeSa AnaMda pAmI zake che. ApaNe hRdayane ghaDavAnuM cUkyA chIe chatAM hajI taka hAthamAM che. ApaNe hRdayane DhaMDhoLIe. hRdayanI pAsethI javAba mAMgIe, ApaNo aMtarAtmA kSamApanA sudhI pahoMcaze. kSamApanA karavA mATe ApaNI samakSa ApaNA tamAma paricitonuM nAma hovuM joIe. jemanI sAthe vAta karI, vahevAra rAkhyo, levaDadevaDa ke bhAgIdArI karI, bhAvanAonuM AdAnapradAna karyuM, te badhAnAM nAma yAda karavA joIe. jemanI pAse ApaNe apekSAo rAkhIe chIe ane ApaNI pAse je loko apekSA rAkhe che te saune yAda karavAnA che. A badhAne maLavAnuM che. pUrepUrI saccAIthI temane khamAvavAnA che. paddhatisara vicArIe to traNa tattvo sAthe kSamApanA karavI joIe. para sAthe, paramAtmA sAthe ane jAta sAthe. paranI kSamApanA eTale ApaNI AsapAsa rahenAra dareka lokonI kSamApanA. paramAtmAnI kSamApanA eTale ApaNA bhagavAnanA ApaNe je koI aparAdha karyA hoya tenI kSamApanA. jAta sAthe kSamApanA eTale ApaNo AtamA, je mULabhUta rIte khUba uttama che. tene sadbhAvanAthI dUra rAkhyo che tenI kSamApanI. ApaNAM manamAM kaSAyo jAgI gayA te jo eka varasathI vadhu rahyA to samakitano nAza thAya che. sAdhu hoya tenA paNa je kaSAya eka varasathI vadhu rahyA hoya to sAdhupaNAno nAza thAya che. A vAstavikatA najara sAme rAkhIne kaSAyone TharavAnA che. ApaNe kaI gatimAM javAnA tenI to khabara nathI. kaMI gatimAM nathI javuM te nakkI karI levuM joIe. kSamApanA sAcA dilathI na karI hoya to durgatimAM ja javuM paDe che. kSamApanA karanArA ja saMgatinA adhikArI che. kSamApanA na karanArA je gatimAM hoya che te gati paNa temanI mATe durgati jevI ja banI jAya che. lAMbA samaya sudhI haiyAmAM kaSAyonI Aga saMdharIne jIvanAro gatimAM che tevuM to nA ja kahI zakAya. ApaNuM vartamAna jIvana ane bhaviSyanuM jIvana ane paralokanuM jIvana-durgati tarIke ja oLakhAya temAM ApaNI zobhA nathI. jIvananA dareka divaso sadgatinI suvAsathI chalakAtA hovA joIe. Aje kaSAyono kacaro gaMdhAI rahyo che. sAphasUphI karI ja levI joIe. kSamApanAnI zarUAta paranI kSamApanAthI thAya che. je loko ApaNA saMparkamAM che temAM je loko ApaNI sauthI najIkamAM che tenI kSamA ApaNe mAMgavAnI che. jemanI sAthe satata rahevAnuM thAya che temanI sAthe

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kaSAyo paNa savizeSa thatA hoya che. ghera ghera mATInA cUlA A jUnA jamAnAnI kahevata che. Aje A kahevata badalAI gaI che : ghera ghera gesasilIMDaranA cUlA. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM rAkhavALI Aga cAlatI hatI, Aje gesavALI Aga cAle che, bhaDakA to uThe ja che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM saMyukta parivAro hatA. Aje saMyukta parivAro nathI rahyA. paraMtu parivAro to che ja. parivAra eTale saMbaMdha ane saMparka, gharanA loko, kuTuMbanA loko sAthe satata saMparka cAlu che. AmAM gharSaNo paNa thAya, gerasamaja paNa thAya, nArAjagI paNa thAya, bolAcAlI paNa thAya, kharAba vartana paNa thAya. kaSAyonAM A saranAmAM che. kSamApanA A kaSAyonI karavI joIe. jemanI jemanI sAthe kaSAyapUrNa vahevAra thayo hoya temane maLIne pUrepUrI namratAthI kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. pitA-mAtA-bhAI-bahena-pati-patnI-dIkaro-dIkarI-sAsu-vahu A ApaNA rojanA saMbaMdho che. A gharanA sabhyo che. A parivArajano che. ApaNI mATe emanAM manamAM puSkaLa lAgaNI che. ApaNAM manamAM emanI mATe atizaya lAgaNI che. ane tema chatAM AkhA varasa daramyAna A ja loko sAthe ApaNe TakarAtA rahyA chIe. matabhedo paNa thayA che, manabhedo paNa thayA che. amuka gAMTho manamAM evI baMdhAI gaI che ke sAmethI mAphI mAMgavAnuM yAda ja nathI AvatuM. abhimAna naDe che. kSamApanAnI zarUAta abhimAnane dhakko mAravAthI thAya che bArasAsUtramAM lakhyuM che : rAyaNie sehaM khAmeIH moTAe nAnAnI mAphI mAMgavI. AcArya ke upAdhyAya sAme cAlIne nAnA sAdhunI kSamA yAce. vaDIla, nAnA sAdhunI mAphI mAMge. A vidhi che. ApaNA parivAramAM paNa A vidhinuM pAlana thAya to kSamApanA nakkara bane. ApaNe pitAnA sthAne hoIe to dIkarA, ApaNAM saMtAna ApaNI sAme nAnA gaNAya. pitAe vicAravuM joIe ke "AkhA varasa daramyAna mArI mahattA sAcavavA mATe meM mArA dIkarAne ghaNo anyAya karyo che. enI sAcI vAta kAne dharI nathI. eka mAtra ahane kAraNe tenI mAMgaNI ThukarAvI dIdhI che. enI sAthe sarakhI vAta karI nathI. pitA tarIkenuM vAtsalya meM nathI ApyuM. mArI moTAInAM gumAnamAM mArA dIkarAne ghaNI vAra apamAnita karI dIdho che. A badhuM thaI to gayuM che paNa mArI pharaja che , A mArA AvezanA cakkaramAMthI bahAra AvavAnI." pitAo AvuM vicAre ane potAnA dIkarAne bolAvI kahe : beTA, tuM mAro dIkaro che paNa tArA bApa thavAnI yogyatA mArAmAM nathI. me tane bIjA dIkarAo karatAM ocho prema Apyo che. tArI vAta sAcI hovA chatAM kevaLa moTAInA madamAM meM te svIkArI nathI. tArI para gusso karyo che, tane dhamakI ApI che, tArA para dabANa karyuM che. huM mArI bhUlonI Aje mAphI mAMguM chuM. mAre tane dharma Apavo joIto hato. meM tane dharma zIkhavyo nathI. rAjA kuNike potAnA pitA zreNikane cAbuka mAravAnI sajA karI hatI te rIte tAre mane phaTakAravo joIe kema ke meM tane dharmane badale adharma zIkhavyo che. mArA aparAdho ghaNA che. huM tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM." je dIkaro vadhAre kamAto hoya tene vadhAre mAna ApyuM, je dIkaro sAruM sAruM bolato hoya tene vadhAre prema Apyo, je dIkaro ochuM kamAto hoya ke je dIkaro avasara mujaba kaDavI paNa sAcI vAta kahI zakato hoya tene salAmata aMtare rAkhyo hoya tenI mAphI pitAe mAMgavI joIe. nAno dIkaro vadhAre lADako hoya, moTo ocho mAnIto hoya AvI, bhedabhAvanA manamAM rAkhI hoya to enI mAphI mAMgavI e pitAnI pharaja che. ApaNA potAnA svArtha mATe dIkarAnAM jIvanane khoTI dizAmAM vALyuM hoya ke dIkarAnI icchA na hoya evAM kAmamAM tene jotarI dIdho

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hoya ke dIkarAnI jiMdagImAM ApaNe lIdhe aMdhAdhUdhI phelAI hoya tenI kSamA pitA nahIM mAMge to bIjuM koNa mAMgaze ? dIkarAnAM jIvanamAM pitAnI khUba moTI asara hoya che. bApa je sAme cAlIne kSamAyAcanA karavA Avaze to dIkarAo, premabhUkhyA A saMtAno bApanA badhA ja aparAdho bhUlI jaze. pitAnI zarUAta parivArano AnaMda banaze. vaDIla tarIke mAtAnuM sthAna ekadama viziSTa che. mAtAe saune prema ApavAno che. mAtAe saune lAgaNI ApavAnI che. mAtAnA hAthe bhUla na thAya tevuM nathI. mAtA bhUla kare to enuM pariNAma bhAre vicitra AvI zake che. varasa daramyAna dIkarAdIkarIne sAcavavAmAM mAtAe koI eka dIkarA ke dIkarI mATe vizeSa pakSapAta rAkhyo hoya, dIkarA ane dIkarI vacce bhedabhAva rAkhyo hoya, kartavya nIbhAvavAmAM kaMTALo karyo hoya, nAnA bALakone kAraNa vagara vaDhyA hoya, premathI pIrasavAne badale utAvaLathI jamADyA hoya, temanA dharmamAM bAdhA UbhI thAya tevuM kaMI karyuM hoya, A bhalAbhonA saMtAno mATe temanA pitA samakSa phariyAda karIne temane Thapako apAvyo hoya, jarUra vagara temanI para kaDakAI karI hoya, ALasane lIdhe potAnAM kAma temanI pAse karAvyA hoya, temane saMtoSa Apyo na hoya, temane javAba ApavAmAM beparavA banyA hoIe, saMtAnane bojo mAnIne ucheryA hoya, AvI koI paNa bhUla thaI hoya to mAtAe saMtAnanI mAphI mAMgI levI joIe. mAtA premALa hoya che. mAtA bhUla kare tevuM saMtAno vicArI paNa zakatA nathI. mAtA jo mAphI mAMgI le to saMtAnomAM navo vizvAsa ghaDAya. vaDIla tarIke patinuM paNa cokkasa sthAna che. patnInI samagra javAbadArI patinI hoya che. patnInI lAgaNI, apekSA, tabiyata, prakRti, vedanA A badhAmAM patino sahabhAga hoya che. pati tarIkeno adhikAra batAvavAmAM, ApaNe A patnI sAthenA vahevAramAM bhIMta bhUlyA hoIe to enI mAphI mAMgavI joIe. patnI abaLA che, tenI para gusso karo to e pratikAra karI zakavAnI nathI ema samajI tenI para jayAre ne tyAre gusso karyo hoya, bIjAnI hAjarImAM tenuM apamAna karyuM hoya, tene gALo ApI hoya ke tenI para hAtha upADyo hoya to enI kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. patnInA svabhAvane samajyA vagara tenI para game tevA AkSepa karyA hoya, tene AnaMdapramodanuM sAdhana mAnIne game tyAre herAna karI hoya, tenI sAthenA saMbaMdhomAM bevaphAI karI hoya, tenI sAthe cAlAkI karI hoya, tene bhoLavI hoya, te ekamAtra ApaNI ja bhUla che. ApaNe A badhI bhUlonI kSamAyAcanA avazya karavI joIe. patnInA mAbApa ke teno parivAra patnI mATe bahu ja agatyanA hoya che. tenAM piyara vize ApaNe jematema bolIe chIe, tenI bahenapaNIo mATe game tevA abhiprAyo uccArIe chIe. tene dharmamAM sahakAra ApavAne badale ApaNe tenA dharmamAM aMtarAya UbhA karIe chIe. ApaNI phariyAdone ja mahattva ApIe chIe, tenI phariyAdo kAne dharatA nathI. patnInuM apamAna, patnInI upekSA ane patnIno tiraskAra karavAne lIdhe ApaNAM manamAM tIvra saMklezanuM nirmANa thatuM hoya che. patnInAM manamAM paNa ApaNI mATe ugra durbhAva jAgato hoya che. patnI bhUla kare ke na kare, kSamApanAnA mudde to patie sAme cAlIne patnInI kSamA mAMgavI joIe. ApaNuM haiyuM haLavuM phUla bane te ja ApaNuM lakSya hovuM joIe. patinI kSamAyAcanA patnInAM aMtaramAM sAco samarpaNabhAva pedA kare che. parivAranA dareka sabhyo sAthe kSamApanA karavAnI che. ane dareka sabhyoe kSamApanA karavAnI che. pati kSamA mAMge tema patnIe paNa kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. patnI tarIkenI bhUmikA nIbhAvavAmAM ApaNe ghaNI vakhata niSphaLa gayA chIe. patinI sAcI vAta sAMbhaLIne svIkAravI joIe. tene badale sAmAM javAba ApyA che. pati sAthe anekavAra jUThuM bolyA chIe. temanI samakSa khoTI jIdda karI che. temanI

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para dabANa UbhuM karyuM che. temanI sAthe abolA lIdhA che. saMbaMdhonI bevaphAI karI che. nAnI vAtone moTuM svarUpa ApyuM che. mAbApa samAna sAsusasarA mATe aNachAjatI phariyAdo karI che. ApaNI apekSA ane ApaNA ahaMne sAcavavA mATe parivAranA sabhyo vacce khaTarAga pedA karyo che. mA-dIkaro, pati-putra, bhAI-bhAI ke bhAIbahena vacce sArA saMbaMdho hatA temAM ApaNe lIdhe khaTAza AvI gaI che. ApaNe zrImaMta gharanA hoIe to abhimAna batAvyuM che. ApaNe garIba gharanA hoIe to lobha-lAlacamAM paDyA chIe. parivAranI uttama putravadhU banavAne badale vaDhakaNI vahu banI beThA chIe. ApaNane koInI para vizvAsa nathI. koIno vizvAsa ApaNe jItI zakatA nathI. kyAreka IrSA, kyAreka spardhA, kyAreka niMdA, kyAreka kaTAkSo karavAmAM ApaNuM magaja barabAda karyuM che. saune zAMti ane saMtoSa ApavA joIe tene badale saunI UMgha harAma karI nAMkhI che. dhamakIo ApI che, ghara choDIne jatA rahyA chIe, rIsAmaNAM karyAM che. ApaNAM strItvano upayoga cokkasa svArtha mATe karyo che. patnIne gRhiNI kahevAya che. gharanuM vAtAvaraNa prasanna rAkhavAnI javAbadArI tenI che. patnI jo pati sAthe saMgharSa ane saMkleza kare to ghara bhaDake baLavAnuM che. patnIe patine ane patinA parivArane prasanna rAkhavAnA che. nAnInAnI vAtone manamAM lIdhA vinA namrabhAve patinI kSamAyAcanA karanArI patnI AkhA parivAranI uttama sevA karI rahI che. parivAramAM putranuM alAyaduM sthAna che. mAtApitAnI AzAo jIve che putranA AdhAre. mAtApitAno AnaMda putra para ja avalaMbe che. putra uThIne mAbApane nArAja kare, parezAna kare tenAthI moTI karuNatA kaI hoya ? Aje A gharagharanI samasyA che. saMtAno mAbApane parezAna kare che. ApaNo naMbara AvA kuputramAM hoya to veLAsara jAgI javAnuM che. mAbApanI AjJA na mAnI hoya, mAbApanAM dilane Thesa vAge tevuM vartana karyuM hoya, temanI vAta premathI sAMbhaLavI joIe tene badale temane UMdhA 9 x javAbo ApyA hoya. emaNe jiMdagIbhara ApaNI mATe majUrI karI te cAlyuM ApaNane ane emanI mATe mahenata karavAno vAro Avyo to ApaNe chaTakavA prayatna karyA hoya, bilakula gaMbhIratAthI ApaNI bhUlone yAda karavAnI che. temane gharamAM ekalA pADI dIdhA che. temanI sAthe vAta karavAno samaya nathI ApaNI pAse. temaNe ApelI takalIpho yAda rAkhI che paNa temaNe karelA upakAra yAda nathI rAkhyA. temane jUnavANI kahIne utArI pADyA che. temanI lAgaNIne samajavAno prayAsa ja karyo nathI. patnInI vAtamAM AvI gayA chIe ane mAbApane na kahevAnA zabdo kahI dIdhA che. temanI svataMtratA para tarApa mArI che. temanI sevA karI nathI. temane hUMpha ApI nathI. ekAda muddAne moTo banAvI daIne jiMdagIbharano matabheda khaDo karyo che. temanA svabhAvane kharAba cItaryo che. temanI vAtone khoTo vaLa Apyo che. putra tarIkenI pharajamAM ApaNe ghaNIvAra cUkyA chIe. ApaNane ApaNI buddhi pramANe vicAravAnI Adata paDI gaI che. mAbApanI paristhitine mAbApanI dRSTie jovAnI sUjhasamaja ApaNAmAM nathI. ApaNane saphaLatAno garva caDI gayo che temAM mAbApanI lAgaNI bhUlAI gaI che. hajI moDuM nathI thayuM. mAbApa to ApaNAM sukhamAM sukhI hoya, ApaNAM du:khamAM duHkhI. ApaNe duHkhI hoIe te emanAthI jovAtuM nathI. ApaNA manamAM emanI mATe Aveza hoya, roSa hoya te emanAthI sahevAtuM nathI. teo saraLabhAve A saMklezamAMthI bahAra AvavA cAhe che. ApaNe temanI pAse jaIe, temanAM caraNomAM paDIe, temanI kSamA mAMgIe. mAbApa potAnA saMtAnonI namratA joIne badhA ja gunA mApha karI de che. tamArA mAbApane tame sAcI lAgaNI Apo temAM tamArA janamanI kRtArthatA che. ApaNane mA ane bApa pAse mAphI mAMgatA zarama lAgavI joIe nahIM. ApaNuM zarIra, ApaNuM astitva A mAbApanA pratApe che. ApaNane jIvatA AvaDe che te mAtApitAno ja upakAra che. mAtApitAnI kSamAyAcanA - 10 -

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karavAmAM ghaNA badhA phAyadA che ane nukazAnI koI ja nathI. jyAra sudhI mAbApa sAthe kSamAyAcanA thatI nathI tyAra sudhI dharmano ekaDo ghUMTAto nathI. ApaNe parivAramAM moTAbhAInA sthAne hoIe to nAnA bhAInI kSamApanA ApaNe karavAnI. nAnAbhAIno haka ApaNe chInavI lIdho hoya, tenI sAthe vizvAsaghAta karyo hoya, pitAjInI saMpatinA bhAga karavAne badale badhI ja saMpatti pacAvI pADI hoya, AvI badhI galatIo yAda karI levAnI che. ApaNe ApaNA nAnAbhAI sAthe abhimAnathI vartyA chIe. te nAno che, anubhavI nathI. ApaNe tene sahAya karI AgaLa vadhAravo joIe. tene hiMmata ApavI joIe. vaDIla tarIke nAnAbhAInuM dhyAna rAkhavAnI ApaNI pharaja che. ApaNe A bAbatamAM pAchA paDyA chIe. nAnAbhAI sAthe spardhA rAkhI che. nAnAbhAIne vadhu mahattva na maLe tenI takedArI rAkhI che. nAnAbhAI para varcasva jamAvI rAkhyuM che. ene khullAdile maLyA nathI. enI sAthe rAjakAraNa khelyA che. ene bhoLavIne ApaNo aMgata svArtha sAdhyo che. bhAI karatA paisAne vadhAre agatyatA ApI che. enAM duHkhane samajavAno prayAsa nathI karyo. potAnAM du:khanI javAbadArI enA mAthe thApI dIdhI che. mAbApa samakSa tenI phariyAdo karI che. mitro samakSa tene apamAnita karyo che. tenI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvI levAnI dAnata rAkhI che. AgaLa vadhIne yAda karIe to, enI sAthe gALAgALI ane mArAmArI paNa thaI che. mAmalo korTakacerIe paNa gayo haze. eka mAtAnA be saMtAno Amane-sAmane AvI gayA che. duzmana sAthe jhaghaDo thAya to samajI zakAya, pADozI ke bhAgIdAra sAthe jhaghaDo thAya to paNa samajI zakAya, bhAI sAthe jhaghaDo thAya te samajI zakAtuM nathI. nAnapaNamAM sAthe ramyA ane sAthe jamyA, sAthe bhaNyA ne sAthe gaNyA. eka sarakhI dhamAlo karI ane eka sarakho mAra khAdho. ane ~ 11 ~ Aje ? eka dIvAla khaDI thaI gaI che be bhAIo vacce. moTAbhAIe pahelo hAtha laMbAvavo paDaze. nAno bhAI nAsamaja haze, nArAja haze. ThIka che. ApaNe to ApaNA AtamA mATe jAgavAnuM che. Aja sudhI kaSAyonI hoLI saLagatI rahI che. Aje aTakIzuM to bAjI hajI salAmata che. Aje na aTakyA to jiMdagIbharanA kaSAyo ApaNane kyAM laI jaze ? eka ja ghara ane eka ja parivAranA sabhyo vacceno saMkleza ApaNA jhUkavAthI ghaTI jato hoya to kSamA mAMgI ja levI joIe. nAnAmoTAnI bhedarekhAne vacce lAvyA vinA nAnAbhAI pAse jaIne tene bheTIne khullA dile kSamA mAMgI levI joIe. rAma ane lakSmaNa ApaNe bhale na banI zakIe paraMtu ApaNe guNasena ane agnizarmAnA vArasadAra to nathI ja rahevuM. ApaNA taraphathI saMkleza na rahe ane sAmA pakSe rahelo saMkleza ApaNA hAthe bhUMsAya te sAcI kSamAyAcanA che. na moTAbhAInI jema nAnAbhAIe paNa kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. moTA bhAI to vaDIla che. dareka vAtanI javAbadArI emanA mAthe ja Ave. gharamAM koI prazna Ubho thAya ke bahArathI koI takalIpha Ave to moTAbhAIe ja havAlo saMbhALavo paDe che. samAjamAM javAba ApavAno hoya to moTAbhAIe ja AgaLa thavuM paDe che. e saune sAcavI kaI rIte cAle che tenI ApaNane nAnAbhAI tarIke khabara nathI paDatI. ApaNe mAthe javAbadArI hotI nathI. koNa zuM bolI jaze tenI paravA ApaNe rAkhatA nathI badhAnI vacce rahevuM ane salAmata rahevuM te keTaluM kaparuM che teno eka mAtra moTAbhAIne ja khyAla hoya. nAnAbhAI je kare temAM paNa moTAbhAI ja salavAya. ApaNe nAnAbhAI tarIke duniyAdArIno bojo rAkhatA nathI jema phAve tema jIvIe chIe ane jema sUjhe tema bolIe chIe. keTalAya kaDavA ghUMTaDA gaLIne moTAbhAI ApaNI saMbhALa rAkhatA hoya che, potAnI patnI, potAnA dIkarA ke potAnA mitrone paNa e ApaNI mATe nArAja karI zake che. emanA premane ApaNe vAMcI zakatA - 12 -

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nathI. ApaNane nAnA tarIkeno haka yAda hoya che eTale ghaNIvAra elaphela zabdo bolIne moTAbhAIne utArI pADIe chIe. ApaNI mATe moTAbhAI keTaluM badhuM khamI cUkyA che te ApaNane yAda nathI rahetuM. nAnAne lADa vadhAre maLe tevo niyama che. A ja niyamane lIdhe nAnAo vaMThI jatA hoya che. bhAIno bhAI sAthe udAtta saMbaMdha bahu madhuro hoya che. bhIma ane arjune yudhiSThirane moTAbhAI tarIke khUba sanmAna ApyuM hatuM. lakSmaNa ane bharata, rAmacaMdrajIne moTAbhAI tarIke abhuta Adara Apyo hato. ApaNe to bejavAbadAra chIe. jhaghaDo Ubho karyo che ane mAphI mAMgavAnA samaye chaTakI gayA chIe. Aja sudhI aneka vAra moTAbhAIne ApaNA taraphathI anyAya thato rahyo che. ApaNe saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatA pahelA moTAbhAI pAse javAnuM che, temanA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne 2DatA raDatA mAphI mAMgavAnI che. be bhAIno saMpa AkhA parivArane prasannatAthI bharI de che. nAnAbhAI pAse nAnA hovAno phAyado che. nAnobhAI mAphI mAMge to moTAbhAI tarata pIgaLIne bheTI hoya, A badhuM nirmaLa ane nirdoSa snehabhAvane pradUSita karatuM hoya che. bahena nAnI hoya ke moTI hoya bhAI ja enuM dhyAna rAkhe che. bhAIne saMpUrNa AdarabhAva ApavAmAM bene kyAreya saMkoca rAkhavo joIe nahIM. game te kAraNasara evuM banatuM AvyuM che ke bena nAnI nAnI vAtamAM nArAja thaI jAya, ene khoTuM lAgI jAya, akAraNa gusso karI de. bhAIne du:kha thAya, vedanA thAya tevuM koI paNa vartana bena taraphathI thayuM hoya tenI kSamAyAcanA bene karI levI joIe. A jagatanA tamAma saMbaMdhomAM bharatIoTa Ave che paraMtu bhAI bahenano saMbaMdha bharatIoTathI para che. A saMbaMdhamAM svArthanuM koI sthAna nathI. ApaNe kevaLa vArtha ke ahaM khAtara bhAIbenanA saMbaMdhane bagADI na zakIe. bene mIThAzathI bhAIne sAcI vAta kahevAnI che to bene namratApUrvaka bhAI pAse ja kSamA mAMgavAnI che. bhUla koNa kare che te agatyanuM nathI. ApaNAM manamAM kaSAya na rahe te ja mahattvanuM che. kSamA mAMgavAthI aMtara prasanna thAya che. haiyAno bojo haLavo thAya che. mana aLakhAmaNAM thayA hoya temAM haLavAza Ave che. lAgaNIthI jIvanArI benA bhAI pAse jaIne kSamAyAcanA kare te paNa eka preraNA banI rahe che. benanuM samarpaNa bhAInA kaSAyane dUra kare che. benano nikhAlasa ekarAra bhAIne dveSabhAvathI mukta kare che. jAte kaSAyamukta banavuM ane sahavartIne kaSAyamukta banAvavA jhUkI paDavuM te kSamAbhAvanA che. kSamA karavAmAM pahela karanAra mahAnuM che. bhAIe benane kSamA ApavAnI che tema bhAIe benanI kSamAyAcanA karavAnI che. bhAI bena para gusso kare, benane Thapako Ape tevuM banatuM AvyuM che. bena bhAI pAse svArtha mATe AvatI hoya tevuM kyAreya banatuM nathI. benane bhAInI ciMtA hoya che. benanAM manamAM bhaiyAnAM hitanI khevanA hoya che. AvI benanI lAgaNIne Thesa pahoMcI hoya, tene apamAnita karI hoya, tenI para dhyAna ApyuM na hoya te badhI bhUlonI javAbadArI ApaNI che. ApaNe gharanA kartAhartA hoIe, bhAIbhAInI jema bhAIbenano saMbaMdha hoya che. A pavitra saMbaMdha mATe ghaNuM lakhAyuM che ane lakhAze. bhAIe bahenane snehabhAvathI sAcavavAnI che. bene bhAIne lakhalUTa prema ApavAno che. ApaNA svArthabhAvane lIdhe bena tarIke ApaNe bhAIne sAco prema na ApI zakyA hoIe tevuM banavAnI saMbhAvanA ghaNI badhI che. benano bhAI para vizeSa adhikAra hoya che. ApaNe te adhikArano khoTI rIte upayoga karIne bhAIne satAvyA hoya tenI kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. ApaNI lAgaNIne, ApaNA ahaMne saMtoSavA mATe bhAI para dabANa UbhuM karyuM hoya, bhAIne na kahevAnA zabdo saMbhaLAvI dIdhA hoya, bhAInI patnI sAthe vAMdho paDyo hoya, bhAInI vAta samajavAno prayAsa na karyo hoya, bhAIne nA kahI dIdhI hoya, bhAInA AvakArane ThaMDo pratibhAva Apyo - 13 - - 14 -

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paisAno kamAnDa ApaNA hAthamAM hoya eTale benane pAmara samajIne cAlIe chIe. bena to strI che, piyaramAM paNa parAzrita rahevAnI ane sAsare paNa parAdhIna rahevAnI. ene lAcArIno ahesAsa thAya tevuM kadI banavuM na joIe. e mUMjhavaNamAM hoya to ApaNe ene sadhiyAro Apavo joIe. ApaNI bhUmikA mujaba temane pUrepUruM sanmAna ApavuM joIe. ApaNe benane herAna karIe, TenzanamAM mUkIe, enI ciMtAmAM vadhAro karIe to bhAI tarIke cUkyA gaNAIe. bhAI taraphathI benane aDhaLaka vAtsalya maLavuM joIe te ApaNe nathI ApyuM. ApaNI ghaNI pharajomAM ApaNe bejavAbadArI batAvI che. ApaNe varasabharamAM jyAre jyAre benane dUbhavI hoya, je je samaye benane du:khI karI hoya te dareka avasaranI kharAba asara benanAM dila para paDI che. benanAM komaLa haiyAne ApaNe dhagadhagatAM DAma ApyA che. zrImaMta ghare gayelI benane vadhu khuza rAkhavI ane sAdhAraNa ghera rahelI benane sAcavavA pUratI sAcavI levI AvI bhedabhAvanA ApaNAM manamAM rAkhI che. benanAM kAma karI ApyA hoya to ene ToNAM mAryA che. benanI pAsethI kAma karAvI levAnI cAlAkI paNa karI che. bena rAha jotI hoya tevA prasaMgomAM tenI pratIkSAne pUrI karI nathI. ApaNA jevA marada mANaso AvA nAjuka svabhAvanI benane parezAna karatA hoya te kamanasIbI ja kahevAya ne ? e benanI pAse jaIne tenI mAphI mAMgI levI joIe. ene dilAso ApIne enAM mananA kaSAyo bhUMsavA joIe. bena kamajora nathI hotI. bena bhAvanAzIla hoya che. benanAM manamAM bhaiyA mATe satata heta hoya che. ApaNe ApaNAM vartana ke vacanathI A benane dUbhavI hoya to enI kSamAyAcanA karI levI joIe. bhAI benano saMbaMdha jema viziSTa che tema bIjo paNa eka viziSTa saMbaMdha che. A jagatamAM A saMbaMdha vize jema jema saMzodhana thatA jaze tema tema A saMbaMdha vadhu gahana pUravAra thato jaze. A saMbaMdha che. sAsuvahuno saMbaMdha. eka gharanI dIkarI bIjA gharamAM AvIne vahu banI jAya che ane eka dIkaro hoya che tenI mAtA, navI AvelI vahu mATe sAsu banI jAya che. sAsu ane vahu A baMne vacce eka vyakti hoya che. sAsuno dIkaro ane vahuno pati. A dIkarA para ane A pati para varcasva jamAvI rAkhavA mATe be strIo vacce kleza cAlato hoya che. sAsu vaDIlapaduM dharAvatI hoya che tethI vahune dabAvavAno puSkaLa prayAsa karatI rahe che. vahunI bhUlo kADhavI, tenI para AkSepo karavA, tenI niMdA karavI A badhA parAkramo karavAmAM sAsu pAchA paDatA nathI. vahune dIkarI mAnI zake tevI sAsu banavAnuM e nathI zIkhatI. e dIkarAne vahu viruddha caDAve che. vahu vaLatI laData Ape che. e patine sAsu mATe phariyAda kare che. be AkhalA jhaghaDe temAM jhADano kho nIkaLe che tema sAsu ane vahunA jhaghaDAmAM dIkarAno kho nIkaLI jAya che. sAsu zuM kare che ? vahune mAnasika trAsa Ape che, vAte vAte kacakaca kare che, gALo Ape che, kajIo kare che, dharma karavAnI svataMtratA chInavI le che. vahuM zuM kare che ? sAmA javAba Ape che, game tema bole che, aNachAjatA prahAro kare che, nAnI nAnI vAtamAM vAMdhA UbhA kare che, patine ghara choDI devAnuM dabANa kare che. parivArano mAhola AvA kheMcatANavALA saMbaMdhone lIdhe tUTI jAya che. sAsu ane vahu baMnee potapotAno taMta choDIne kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. sAsu te pahela kare, vahune udAra bhAve khamAve. vahu paNa pote ja zarUAta kare, pagamAM paDI mAphI mAMge. = 15 - 16 -

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sAsu ane vahu mA-dIkarInI jema rahetA hoya tevuM nathI jovA maLatuM. sAsune vahu potAnI dIkarI jevI lAge ane vahune sAsu potAnI mAtA jevI lAge tevI bhAvanAtmaka bhUmikA keLavavI joIe. ahaM mamatA ke Agrahane choDI devA joIe. je jhUke che te pAme che. je jhUkatA nathI te ghaNuMbadhuM gumAve che. sAsuvahunA saMbaMdhonI jema sasarAvahunA saMbaMdho paNa che. koI jagyAe A saMbaMdhane mUlavavAmAM Avyo haze. bAkI sAsuvahunI joDI jAmatI hovAthI sasarA ane vahu vize vicAravAnuM banatuM nathI. sasarA to gharanA vaDIla che. gharamAM AvelI nAnI vahunI kharI javAbadArI sasarAnI che. gharanuM koI mANasa ene herAna karI na jAya tenuM pUrepUruM dhyAna sasarAe rAkhavuM joIe. vahuno pakSa laIne potAnA parivAranA lokone rokavAnI tAkAta hovI joIe sasarAmAM. sasarAjI pote ja vahune takalIpha paDe tevI rIte rahetA hoya, tenI bhUlo kADhyA karatA hoya, tenI para kudRSTi rAkhatA hoya, vahunA piyara mATe elaphela bolatA hoya to vahunI avasthA taddana dayAjanaka banI jAya che. potAnI patnI, vahunI sAsu che tethI vahune dhamakAvatI hoya to sasarAe patnIthI dabAyA vagara tene vAravI joIe. dIkaro ke moTI vahu A nAnIvahune parezAna karatA hoya to sasarAnI pharaja che ke anyAya roke. sasarAe A badhI bhUlo karI hoya to temaNe kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. vahunI pharaja zuM che ? sasarAne pitA tulya mAnIne sAcavavA. temane kazI agavaDa na paDe teno khyAla rAkhavo. temanI avajJA ke apamAna na thAya tenI takedArI rAkhavI. juvAnInA jussAmAM vaDIlone muzkelI paDe tevuM koI vartana dAkhavyuM hoya, temanA zabdonI avagaNanA karI hoya, sasarA viruddha potAnA patine uzkeryA hoya, kTA pADIne alaga ghara banAvyuM hoya, piyaramAM jaIne sAsariyAnI phariyAdo karI hoya, gharakAmamAM pakSapAta rAkhI sasarAnAM kAmo na karavAnuM valaNa dAkhavyuM hoya, bIjuM paNa na karavAnuM karyuM hoya to vahue sasarAnAM caraNo paDIne mAphI mAMgI levI joIe. vahunA hAthamAM, piyara ane sAsaruM A baMne gharanI ijajata rahelI hoya che. vahunI namratA baMne gharamAM ajavALAM bharI zake che. ApaNAM gharamAM nAnAM abudha bALako rahe che. temane jiMdagI zuM che. tenI khabara nathI. A bALarAjAo ApaNane paravaza che. e bhUlo kare che, emanA hAthe ghaNI galatIo thaI jAya che. temane vahevAranI gatAgama nathI. teo ghaNI vAra gaDabaDa karI bese che. ApaNe temanAM nAnapaNane samajI zakatAM nathI. ApaNane temanAM bhoLapaNane vAMcI zakatA nathI. e vahAlA saMtAno para ApaNe gusso karIe chIe, temane mArIe chIe, temane badhAnI vacce utArI pADIe chIe. temanI marajIthI viruddhanAM kAmo temanI para ThokI besADIe chIe. temane vAtsalya ApavAmAM kaMTALo rAkhIe chIe. sAva nAnA bALako raDatA hoya to tene chAno rAkhatA nathI, raDavA daIe chIe. thoDA moTA bALakone zistanA bahAne dabAvI rAkhIe chIe. temanI upekSA paNa karIe chIe. ApaNo svArtha hoya tyAre tene kuTuMbaviruddha bhaDakAvIe chIe. A bALakone dharmanI dizAmAM vALatA nathI. dharmanAM sUtro karatA skUlanAM zikSaNa zIkhavA mATe vadhAre mahenata karAvIe chIe. te dharmanI pAtratA khIlave tenuM dhyAna rAkhatA nathI. tene bIjA bALako sAthenI resamAM jotarI daIe chIe. sAruM bhaNe to vahAla maLe evI zaratI lAgaNI rAkhIe chIe. e mAsuma saMtAnanAM dilathI sahana na thaI zake evuM ApaNuM vartana rahyuM che. A nAnA bALakonI bhalIbhoLI bhAvanAne ApaNe dUbhavatA AvyA chIe. e bhUlI gayuM. ene ApaNo gusso Thapako yAda nahI hoya. paraMtu enI aMdara jakhama to ApaNA hAthe thayA ja che. ApaNe tene khoLAmAM besADIne premathI potAnI bhUla jaNAvavI - 17 - - 18 -

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jo Ie. enI mAphI mAMgavI joIe. nAnAmAM nAnA bALakanI kSamAyAcanA karIne hRdayane bhAramukta banAvavuM joIe. - ame evA vaDIlo joyA che je be varasanA bAbalAnI sAme hAtha joDIne mAphI mAMgI cUkyA che. nAnA bALakane vaDIlo pAsethI namratAnA AvA saMskAro maLaze tene jiMdagIbhara saMbhALI zakaze. ene koI herAna nahI karIe zake. e koIne herAna karavA taiyAra nahIM thAya. ApaNAM gharamAM nokaro che temane ApaNe ghaNI vAra dUbhavyA che, ochA paisA ApIne vadhAremAM vadhAre kAma karAvyuM che, tenI para AkSepa karyA che, temane vagara vAMke khakhaDAvyA che, dhamakI ApI che. temane sAcavyA nathI. mAMdagImAM ke muzkelImAM tene sathavAro nathI Apyo. tenI garIbImAM rAhata thAya tevI sahAnubhUti dAkhavI nathI. nokaranI bhItaramAM mANasa vase che te satya yAda nathI rAkhyuM. kAma karAvavA sivAya tenI sAthe kazo premALa vahevAra rAkhyo nathI. kaSAyothI jo bacavuM hoya to AvA nAnAmAM nAnA mANaso sudhI javuM paDaze. ApaNo AtmA svaccha thAya, kaSAyono bojo ghaTe te ja ApaNe jovuM che. ApaNane ahaM naDe, abhimAna rahe to kSamAdharma cUkI javAze. ApaNI AsapAsa ApaNA svajano, paricito ane mitronuM vartuLa che. ApaNe duzmanAvaTa karI che, niMdA kuthalI karI che, ekabIjAne jhaghaDAvyA che, aMgata svArtha mATe rAjakAraNa khelyA chIe, adAvato rAkhI che, apamAna karyA che, jUThuM bolyA chIe, bIjAnAM kAma karyA nathI, bIjAnI pAse kAma kaDhAvI levAnI ustAdagIrI karI che, koInA kahevAthI koInI viruddhamAM UbhA rahI gayA chIe - ApaNAM vartuLamAM ApaNe AvuM pradUSaNa phelAvyuM che. kazI ja jarUra nathI chatAM kleza karyA che. koI ja kAraNa nathI chatAM uzkerAyA chIe. samAja ane saMghanA sajjanone takalIpho ApI che. vyavasthAnuM bhaMgANa karIne azAMti sarjI che. sattA mATe rAjaramato AdarI che. sahakAra karavAne badalo virodha karyo che. sAdharmikano satkAra karavAnuM cUkyA chIe. prabhuzAsananA bhaktajanone uvekhyA che. ahaMdudharmanA upAsako to jagatanI uttama vyaktio gaNAya chatAM temane apamAnita karyA che. A ghora aparAdha ApaNA hAthe thayo che. ApaNe ja A badhuM samajavAnuM che. ApaNI bhUloe ApaNI jiMdagIne barabAda karI che. ApaNe bhUlomAMthI bahAra AvIzuM, bhUlonI mAphI mAMgIzuM ane mananA samagra kaSAyono bojo utArI daIzuM to jIvyuM lekhe lagAze ne dharma sArthaka banaze. kSamAyAcanA para-nI sAthe karavI joIe e pahelo muddo hato. ApaNe e vicAryuM kSamAyAcanA paramAtmA sAthe karavI joIe e bIjo muddo che. have ApaNe A aMge vicArIzuM. paramAtmA karuNAnidhAna che. paramAtmA puNyanA avatAra che. paramAtmAnuM dharmazAsana ApaNAM jIvanano AdhAra che. ApaNAM jIvanamAM sukha, samRddhi ane saMpannatA che te paramAtmAnI ja maMgalakRpA che. bhagavAne ApaNane badhuM ja ApyuM che, ApaNe bhagavAnane kazuM nathI ApyuM. ApaNe bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM ALasa rAkhI che. ApaNe bhagavAnanI AjJA samajavAno pUrato puruSArtha nathI karyo. bhagavAnanI bhakti ane bhagavAnano dharma ApaNe svArtha poSavA pUratA ja karIe chIe. bhagavAnanI anaMta karuNA jhIlavAnI pAtratA keLavavA ApaNo kazo ja prayatna nathI rahyo. ApaNI ane bhagavAnanI vacce UMDI khAI rahI che. bhagavAnanI najIka javAne badale bhagavAnathI dUra dUra rahevAnuM ApaNe munAsiba mAnyuM che. bhagavAnanA upakAro samajavAnI - 19 - - 20 -

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phurasada nathI rAkhI. bhagavAnanA guNo pArakhavAnI AvaData nathI keLavI. bhagavAnano mArga sAcI rIte samajayA nathI. satya ane asatyano spaSTa nirNaya karavAnI hiMmata keLavI nathI. bhAvanAtmaka bhUmikAe AvI ghaNI kSatio rahI che. uparAMta paNa bhUlo karatA AvyA chIe. derAsaramAM pUjA karI to avidhipUrvaka karI, utAvaLa karI, bIjAne khalela pADI, AzAtanAo samajyA nahIM tethI rojeroja cAlatI rahI. pUjA-pUjanoutsavamAM bhAga na lIdho. derAsaranAM nAnA moTA kAmo karavA joIe tene badale pUjArI pAse kAma karAvyAM. derAsaranA oTale besI gAmagapATA hAMkyA. paramakRpALu paramAtmAnI aparaMpAra AzAtanAo karI. A dareka aparAdhonI kSamAyAcanA paramAtmA samakSa karavI joIe. paramAtmA jevuM ja sthAna gurubhagavaMtonuM che. Aje jagatamAM dharmano DaMko vAge che te gurubhagavaMtono prabhAva che. ApaNAM gharamAM prasannatA ane AnaMdamaMgala vartAya che te paNa gurubhagavaMtonI kRpA che. ApaNA dharmanA sarvasattAdhIza A gurubhagavAnuM che. ApaNe A gurubhagavaMta sAthe kevo vartAva karyo che te vicAravAnI jarUra che. temane upAzrayamAM besADI dIdhA. temanI javAbadArI TrasTIone bhaLAvI dIdhI. temane to koInI apekSA nathI. saMghanA sabhya tarIke ApaNe sAdhusAdhvIjInA mAbApa gaNAIe. tema chatAM temanA gocarIpANIno lAbha sArI rIte nathI lIdho. mAMdagImAM temanI veyAvacca nathI karI. temaNe soMpelAM kAma adhUrA rAkhyA che. temanI pAse kAma vagara besIne temanA amUlya samayane barabAda karyo che. temanI AjJA svIkArI nathI. temanI mATe ayogya zabdo uccAryA che. guru ane bhaktano lokottara saMbaMdha zAstromAM khUba vakhaNAyo che. ApaNe evI samarpaNazIlatA keLavI nathI zakyA. ApaNo guru mAtheno saMbaMdha aupacArika ane uparachallo rahyo che. gurubhagavaMtonI kRpA meLavavA ApaNe koI ja puruSArtha karyo nathI. temanAM vyAkhyAna maphatamAM sAMbhaLyA, temano vAsakSepa maphatamAM lIdho. gurubhagavaMtano koI vizeSa lAbha ApaNe nathI lIdho. potAnA khabhe zAsanano bhAra vahana karI rahelA guru bhagavaMtonA ghaNA aparAdha ApaNA hAthe thayA haze. e badhuM ja yAda karIne sAccA dilanI kSamAyAcanA karavI joIe. kSamAyAcanAno trIjo muddo che AtmAnI kSamAyAcanA. Ama to A vAta avahevAru lAgaze. AtmAnI kSamAyAcanA zuM karavAnI ? paraMtu A jarUrI che. ApaNAM aMtaramAM sArAM kAma karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI hoya to ApaNe e bhAvanAne sAkAra nathI karI, AtmAnA e avAjane dabAvI dIdho che. kharAba kAma karavAnI kSaNe mana nA pADatuM hoya che to paNa jhanUnathI e kharAba kAma karyuM che. aMdarano avAja sAco hato te kAne nathI dharyo. ghaNI bhUlo karI che paraMtu mAphI mAMgavAne badale bhUlano bacAva ja karyo che. raudradhyAna karIne AtmahatyA karavAnA vicAra karyA che. ApaNI AdhyAtmika pAtratAne ApaNe ApaNA hAthe satata anyAya karatA AvyA chIe. AtamAno aparAdha thayo che. AmAnI kSamAyAcanA karavI ja paDaze.. A traNa mudde kSamAyAcanA kare, te duzmano sAthe kSamAyAcanA karI zakaze, te ja matabheda ane manabheda sudhInA mAmalAnI kSamAyAcanA karI zakaze. ApaNA AtamAne bhAre bojA heThaLa rAkhavo ke phUla jevo haLavo rAkhavo te ApaNA hAthamAM che. kSamAyAcanA sAdhanAnA zvAsa che. kSamAyAcanA ArAdhanAno AtmA che. kSamAyAcanA jiMdagInuM zreSTha arpaNa che. ApaNe sAme cAlIne kSamA mAMgavAno Atmadharma pALavAno che. zAstromAM kahyuM che : je namratA rAkhe che tene ja zuddha banavA maLe che. - 21 -

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huM AmA mAMguM chuM munizrI prazamarativijayajI huM kSamA mAMguM chuM snehI zrImAna, mArI kSamApanA svIkArazojI, ema dara varase lakhI mokalyuM che, 'zrI saMvatsarI mahAparvanI pAvana kSaNomAM Apane yAda karIne bhAvapUrvaka khamAvyA che' tema kAyama jaNAvyuM che, chatAM manamAM ugratA jIvI che. aMtaramAM Akroza rahyo che. A varase mAre kSamApanAne samayanAM baMdhanamAM nathI bAMdhavI. mAtra zrI saMvatsarI mahAparvanI pAvana kSaNe ja nahIM, balke A varasanI dareka kSaNe ApanI pAse kSamAyAcanA karavI che. kAraNa ke kSamAbhAva jIvanano prANa che. mArA jIvanamAM prANa TakI rahe tevI bhAvanApUrvaka jata jaNAvavAnuM ke-- huM kSamA mAMgu chuM. ~ 24 -

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e divaso khUba sArA hatA. haLImaLIne rahetA. khullA dile vAto thatI. chUpADavAnI ramata nahotI ramAtI. badhuM khulyuM hatuM. eka bIjAnA sahAre jIvatA. bharoso hato. duniyAnA rAjA hatA. Aje dUra thaI gayA chIe. emanI sAthe bolavAnuM baMdha che. dilamAM dUrI AvI gaI che. Amane sAmane AkSepo thAya che. ghaNuMbadhuM chUpADavuM paDe che. takedArI rAkhIne vahevAra thAya che. nikhAlasatA marI gaI che. duniyA sUnI thaI gaI che. kabUla, emanI bhUla nAnI sUnI nathI, paNa A tALI be hAthe vAgI hatI. meM paNa gaMjAvara bhUla karI hatI. emanI vAta javA do mArA taraphathI sArI vartaNUka nathI thaI. mArI vartaNukano koI khulAso emanA mAthe nathI mAravo. mAruM vartana e mArI javAbadArI che. mArI bhUlano javAbadAra eka mAtra huM ja chuM. mAre vartana sudhAravuM paDaze. bhUla sudhAravI paDaze. sauthI pahelA emanI pAse javuM che, ane sAcA dilathI kahevuM che : huM kSamA mAMgu chuM. emaNe mArI sAthe gussAthI vAta karI. zAMtithI vAta karI hota to huM sAMbhaLI levAno hato. gusso karyo eTale me dharAra na sAMbhaLyuM. e sAcA hoya eTale emane gusso karavAno haka nathI maLI jato. e gusso rAkhe emanI pAse. mArI sAthe sIdhI rIte vAto thavI joIe, tamIjhathI. jarUra. zarata e che ke mAre e sIdhI rIte sAMbhaLavI joIe. zAMtithI kahelI vAta mArAM kAne ja nathI paDatI, premathI karelI sUcanA to pAnakharanA pavanamAM pAMdaDuM uDe ema uDI jAya che. bhUlI javAmAMapekSita vAtane bhUlI javAmAM meM kyAreya pAchI pAnI nathI karI. Akhare emane gusso AvI ja gayo. have badhuM navesarathI samajAya che. emanI mAMgaNI spaSTa thaI gaI che. gusso bhale kharAba rahyo, mArA mATe e sAro ja nIvaDyo che. evI rIte rahIza ke emane gusso karavo nahIM paDe. mAre gusso veThavo nahIM paDe. emane gusso Avyo. mArI mATe game tevuM bolyA. tiraskAra ane dhutkAra, mArA para tUTI ja paDyA. mAruM khUna karavAnuM bAkI rAkhyuM. sAva toDI pADyo mane, ATalo badho Akroza ? hI. ATalo badho zuM - AnAthI paNa vadhAre Akroza. kema ke emane mArI mATe lAgaNI che.emano gusso zreSamAMthI Avyo nathI. emano gusso premamAMthI Avyo che. mArI para thoDo ja prema hota to thoDo ja gusso karata. mArI para prema ja nA hota to gusso ja nA karata. ghaNo badho prema che mATe ghaNo badho gusso karyo. mAtra gusso dekhAya ane enI pAchaLa ghUghavatI lAgaNI nA dekhAya to e mAro aMdhApo che. dveSano prativAda karIe chIe e rIte A gussAno prativAda na karAya. A gussAmAM lAgaNI che. e lAgaNImAM mArI ciMtA che. e ciMtAmAM mArA zubhanI jhaMkhanA che. e jhaMkhanA sAme laDAya nahIM. huM sAro chuM ane e kharAba che. e be sUtro para ja badho kleza baMdhAyo che. mane sAro pUravAra karavA huM badhuM karI chUTuM chuM. emane kharAba sAbita karavA huM haMmezA satarka rahuM chuM. manomana A banne sUtrono vistAra thato rahyo che. dareka vAte ane dareka mudde mAruM samarthana meLavyuM che, emano virodha karyo che. khAvA pIvAmAM ke uThavA besavAmAM ke javA AvavAmAM ke kAma karavAmAM ne na karavAmAM huM sAro chuM te dekhAvuM ja joIe. emanI kharAbI upasI AvavI joIe. A banne gAMTho jhera jevI che. e Akhare mArIne jaMpaze. mArAM mAnI levAthI huM sAro nathI banI javAno. huM kharAba hoI zakuM chuM. kadAca, huM kharAba ja chuM. eTale ja mane kharAbI dekhAya che. mane e sArA nathI dekhAtA eno matalaba e thAya ke huM sAro nathI. mane e sArA dekhAya to ja pUravAra thAya ke huM kharekhara sAro chuM. philahAla huM kevo chuM ? vicAravuM paDaze. - 25 -

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mArA mATe emaNe manamAM gerasamaja bAMdhI rAkhI che. emanuM badhuM ja vartana A gerasamaja ne sAthe rAkhIne cAle che. mArA dareka vahevArane A gerasamajanI najare ja jovAya che. bIjAno Teko laIne emaNe potAnI gerasamajane majabUta banAvI che. mane lAge che ke have Ano khulAso thaI javo joIe. Ano javAba Apavo ja paDaze, bahu thayuM. to ahIM ja bhUla thAya che. emaNe gerasamaja bAMdhI che te emanAM manamAM bAMdhI che. enAthI huM baMdhAyo nathI. emanI gerasamaja jo kharekhara khoTI hoya to e emane mubAraka. mAre khulAsA karavAnI jarUra nathI. emanI gerasamaja sAcI hoya to mAre sudharI javuM rahyuM. sAco javAba A ja che. pachI emane taka ja nahIM maLe. to mArA manamAM emanA vize gerasamaja hoya te mAre dUra karI levI joIze. AnAthI hisAba cokhkho thaze. mArI bhUla emaNe kayAreya na batAvI. jyAre vAMdho paDyo tyAre mAro avAja dAbI devA mATe emaNe mArI bhUlo ukheLI. mane cUpa karavA mATe mArI ja bhUlonuM pAnuM sAme dharyuM. mArI bhUlo batAvI te sAruM thayuM. vAMdho e che ke emaNe mAruM kalyANa thAya te mATe bhUla nathI batAvI. emaNe to phakata mane harAvI devA mATe ja, e bhUlo mArI sAme ugAmI hatI. AvI cAlabAjI mane kyAreya nathI gamI. ane eTale ja huM nakkI karuM chuM ke emane athavA bIjA koIne AvI cAlabAjI karIne huM sakaMjAmAM nahIM lauM. bIjAne doSita gaNAvIne potAne sArA pUravAra karavAnuM rAjakAraNa huM nahIM kheluM. mArI bhUla huM sAMbhaLI laIza. paNa emane saMbhaLAvI devA mATe emanI bhUlonA hathiyAra nahIM sajAvuM. kahevuM haze to zAMtithI vAta karIza. mArAM manane sAcavavA kAje emane utArI pADavA nahI besuM. emanI bhUlathI emane dabAvavAno atyAcAra huM kyAreya nahIM karuM. ~ 27 e mane sAcavI le to sAruM che. mArI upekSA kare te na cAle. mane kAMI jaNAve nahIM, mane kAMI pUche nahIM te yogya nathI. mane mahattva na maLe to huM ghavAI jaIza. mArA hAthe game tyAre virodha thaI jaze. pachI koI saMbhALI nahI zake. mAro Avo anAdara nahIM calAvI lauM. A to nAnA chokarA jevI vAta thaI gaI. ene na sAcavo to nArAja thAya. ene bhAva na Apo to ADo cAle. A eka alaga parAdhInatA banI jaze. e sAcave to huM rAjI rahuM. e bolAve to mArI lAgaNI sacavAya. na sAcave ke na bolAve to mAre nArAja thaI javAnuM, raDavAnuM, laDavAnuM. mArI sRSTi para temanA ja vahevArano paDachAyo rahe. huM jAte ja rAjI rahuM e mAruM sukha ane svatva che. emanA Adara-anAdara sAthe mAre koI levAdevA nathI. na jo ke savAla to hajI Ubho ja che. me emane sAcavavAnA prayAso sAcA dilathI karyA ja nathI. emanI lAgaNIno khyAla meM ja nathI rAkhyo. mAre sauthI pahelAM A mudde jAgRta banavuM paDaze. to ja samasyA ukelAze. emaNe mane kyAre ane kayAM ane keTalI takalIpha ApI che te mane barobara yAda che. mArA copaDAmAM badhI noMdha che. emaNe mane saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM tema huM emane saMbhaLAvavA besuM to dasa kalAka nIkaLI jAya. meM ochuM sahana nathI karyuM. huM bolavAnuM cAlu karIza to emanI hAra ja thaze. chatAM ema lAge che ke emanI sAme jItavAno matalaba zo ? emanI hAra e to mArI potAnI ja hAra che. emane lapaDAka mAruM to enA ghA mArAM ja aMtaramAM uThe. e mArI lAgaNIno hisso che. mArI jiMdagInI e khUba najIkamAM che. emane utArI pADavAnI krUratA mane na zobhe. ~ 28

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raMgAI jAya che. sAco raMga dekhAto nathI. mane khoTI rIte nyAya thAya ane emane khoTI rIte anyAya thAya toya khabara nA paDe. mAruM udhAra pAsuM salAmata rahe. emaNuM jamApAsuM dabAI jAya. saccAI na jaLavAya. daMbhane poSaNa maLe. mAre khuda mArAthI ja alaga paDIne A banne graho oLakhI levA paDaze. nahIM to A rAhu-ketu barabAda karI mUkaze. mArI mATe khoTo pakSapAta rAkhuM te na cAle. emane mATe UMdhuM ja vicAruM te na cAle. aTakavuM paDaze. huM yAda rAkhuM chuM te ja khoTuM che. jUnuM badhuM bhUlI javuM che. bolIne bagADavuM nathI. bolavAmAM mAna poSAya che. na bolavAmAM namratA poSAya che. mAna karatAM namratA vadhu baLavAna che. ghaNAM bolanArA joyA che. emaNe bolIne bhaDakA karyA che. kAMI pharaka na paDyo. mAro to eka ja saMkalpa che. game te thAya, nathI bolavuM. mane emanI mATe phariyAda che. emanI badhI ja bhUlo mArA khyAlamAM che. emaNe AvuM jANI joIne karyuM che. emaNe lIdhelI chUTachATa mArI najara-bahAra nathI. mane bIjAnuM khotaravuM gamatuM nathI. dekhAya tenI noMdha lauM chuM. che te jouM chuM. emane kahuM chuM to gamatuM nathI. kahevuM to paDe ja. sAcuM kahevAmAM Dara zAno ? alabata, mane enI to khabara ja nathI ke emanI pAse mArA mATenI phariyAdo keTalI che ? moTo Dhagalo thaI gayo che, phariyAdono. mAre e sAMbhaLavI ja paDavAnI che. huM e nahIM sAMbhaLI zakuM. mArAmAM sAMbhaLavAnI to tAkAta ja nathI. ane majAnI vAta e che ke emaNe mArA mATenI ghaNI phariyAdo mArA sudhI AvavA nathI dIdhI. mArI bhUlo emaNe bIje trIje gajavI nathI, gaLI gayA. cUpa rahyA. emanI sAthe huM jhaghaDuM te mArI ja hInatA che. nA, huM emanI mATe phariyAdo nahIM karuM. huM mArI ja bhUlo joIza. mane kaDaka rahevuM game. premathI vAta karuM to koI na sAMbhaLe. rophathI kahyuM hoya to sAMbhaLavuM ja paDe. mArI sAthe vAta karatA pahelA vicAra karavo paDe, evuM mAruM vyaktitva che. jamAnA pramANe ja svabhAva rAkhyo che. taDaphaDa na karuM to badhA mAruM ja gaLuM na dabAvI de ? nA. na dabAve. ane evuM bane tyAre eno rastoya nIkaLe , Aje to huM ja bIjAnuM gaLuM dabAvuM chuM. gussAthI vAto karIne me keTalAya aMgata mANasonI lAgaNI toDI nAMkhI che. joma ane jussAnA mohamAM meM bIjane rItasaranA gabharAvI mUkyA che. meM gussAbhera vAta karIne emanAM manamAM bhaya nIpajAvI dIdho che. emano vizvAsa tUTI gayo. emano AtmavizvAsa khatama thaI gayo che. mArA pApe temanuM mAnasa hatAza ane dIna banI gayuM che. mAre premALa thaIne emane saMbhALI levA paDaze. mArI bhUla huM to samajI zakato nathI. emane saMbhALI laIza to mane mArI bhUla paNa jANavA maLaze. huM kahuM te sAcuM, A garvagraha che. e kahe te khoTuM, A pUrvagraha. mArI vAta sArI che, A garvagraha che. emanI vAta nakAmI che, A pUrvagraha che. mAro vahevAra yogya che, A garvagraha che. emano vahevAra ayogya che, A pUrvagraha che. huM to pahelethI kahuM chuM, A garvagraha che. e kAyama AvuM kare che, A pUrvagraha che. gaLuM bhIMsAI rahyuM che, A garvagraha ane pUrvagrahonA hAthe. AMkho para A be grahano kAca goThavAI gayo che badhI ja vigata e kAcanA raMge huM nAno chuM. mArA mAthe javAbadArI nathI. mArI rIte rahI zakuM chuM. emano vicAra meM karyo nathI. huM mArAmAM masta chuM. mArI ghaNI badhI - 3 -

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huM ghaNI vAra mArI pharaja cUkyo chuM. ghaNI vAra vagara kAraNe laDyo chuM. emanAM haiyAne Thesa pahoMce tevA geravyAjabI zabdo huM bolyo chuM. mAre emane bolAvIne sAmethI mAphI mAMgavI joIe. emano roSa dUra thAya emAM ja mArI moTAI che. harakato emane vAgI che. mArI mATe emane je apekSA che te huM saMtoSI zakyo nathI. emanA taraphathI dabANa Ave to huM chaTakI zakuM chuM emanuM dabANa na hoya to huM nirAMte jIvuM chuM. mAruM A svachaMda che. nAnI vAtomAM sAva bedarakAra rahyo chuM. sAcavI levAno samaya jANI joIne veDaphI mAryo che. samajadArI dAkhavI nathI. kAyamI ciMtA emane karavI paDI che. emane manomana muMjhAro veThavo paDyo che. kahI na zakAya tevI vedanA emaNe jIravI che. mArA pApe emane azAMtimAM dAjhavuM paDyuM che. mArA bolavAthI emane duHkha thayuM haze, mArA na bolavAthI emane hatAzA thaI haze. mane khabara nathI, mArA thakI emane zuM zuM veThavuM paDyuM haze. mArA badhAM ja gunAnI mAphI mAMgI levI che. Aje hajI samaya che. have jo huM moDuM karIza to mane kyAreya mAphI maLaze nahIM. huM moTo chuM. mAro mobho jaLavAya te mATe me badhuM ja karyuM che. mArI moTAIno dIvo vadhu javalaMta bane te mATe saraLatA choDIne cAlAkI paNa karI che. mArI rIte ja rahyo chuM. emanI darakAra nathI rAkhI. cUpa karI devAno mane haka che. ane eno meM bharapUra upayoga karyo che. emanI nAnI bhUlane meM bhayAnaka gaNAvI. emanI mAmUlI kSatine meM kAyamI gaNI lIdhI. emaNe mArA mATe zuM karavuM joIe, teno vicAra me karyo. emaNe mArA mATe zuM karyuM, te meM joyuM ja nahIM, mane jyAre takalIpho paDI te yAda rAkhyuM. mArA lIdhe zuM takalIpho thaI te vicAryuM ja nahIM. vagara kAraNe sajA karI. jarUra vinA ropha chAMTyo. emane khabara paNa nA paDe te rIte, emanI lITIne nAnI banAvI. emanI khAmIo joIne mAro ahaM poSAto. mAro Thapako IrSAmAMthI Avato. mArI phariyAdo niMdA banI jatI. mArI A gaMbhIra adhamatAno mane pArAvAra pastAvo thAya che. Akroza ane abhimAna zAMta karavA huM lAgaNIne AgaLa dharuM te hajI ThIka che. bAkI, badhI takalIphonuM mULa A lAgaNI ja che. emanI pAse ke bIjA koInI pAse huM lAgaNInI apekSA rAkhuM. e bhAvathI ja emane lAgaNI ApuM. apekSA vadhAre tema lAgaNI vadhAre. lAgaNI vadhe tema apekSA vadhe. apekSA saMtoSAya tenI huM rAha jouM. lAgaNI maLe tenI huM pratIkSA kare. dhAryo pratibhAva na maLe, tenAthI huM nArAja thAuM. saMbaMdhamAM tanAva Ave. bannenA ahaM TakarAya. koIno ahaM sacavAya, koIno ghavAya. jakhama to bannene lAge. mudde, lAgaNI para saMyama rAkhavo joIe. koI vastu mATe lAgaNI thaI Ave ke koI vyakti mATe lAgaNI jAge tyAre dUra dUra bhaNakArA vAgavA lAge che. Aje nahIM to kAle athaDAmaNa thavAnI ja. vastune choDatA AvaDe, vyaktine oLakhatA AvaDe te mATe lAgaNI para kAbU jarUrI che. mArA badhA ja svArthane gauNa banAvI devA che. khAsa to lAgaNInI apekSA ane apekSAnI lAgaNI. apekSA bahAranI duniyAno svArtha che. lAgaNI aMtaranI sRSTino svArtha che. jyAra sudhI A bAbata para saMyama nahIM Ave tyAra sudhI kSamAbhAva nakkara nahIM bane. mArA mananI mAMgaNIne havethI kahevuM che : e nahIM bane. manane nA pADIza to kSamA bhAvano adhikAra maLaze. micchA mi dukkaDa - 31 - - 32 -

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pravacana prakAzana sAhitya-sUci 1) maraNaM maMgala mama (trIjI AvRtti) pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 2) phUlamAM phoryA rAma (bIjI AvRtti) pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 3) pUnAthI karADa sudhInAM pravacano pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 4) guNAnuvAda pravacana pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 5) parva pravacana (bIjI AvRtti) pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 6) motIe bAMdhI pALa pU. A. zrI.vi.rAmacaMdrasU.ma. 7) jhAkaLanA sUraja munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI 8) capaTI bharI cokhA munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI 9) prabhu ! kyAre kRpA karazo munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI 10) phUla nahIM to pAMkhaDI munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI 11) cAhe to pAra karo (hiMdI) munizrI vairAgyarativijayajI 12) rAmacaMdra namAmi munizrI prazamarativijayajI 13) Ajano niyama (pAMcamI AvRtti) munizrI prazamarativijayajI 14) stutisaritA (cothI AvRtti) munizrI prazamarativijayajI 15) sAdhu to calatA bhalA (bIjI AvRtti) munizrI prazamarativijayajI 16) prasannatAnI pAMkho munizrI prazamarativijayajI 17) bALakonA jIvavicAra munizrI prazamarativijayajI pravacana staMbha zrI hematalAla chaganalAla mahetA parivAra - kalakattA zrImatI prabhAbena naMdalAla zeTha - muMbaI yuvA saMskAra grUpa - nAgapura pravacana premI zrI sudhIrabhAI ke. bhaNazALI - kalakattA zrI kumArapALa dinezakumAra samadaDiyA - maMcara zrI zAMtilAla gamanAjI rAMkA (maMDAravALA) - sAbaramatI, amadAvAda AraTekSa eparalsa - sAbaramatI, amadAvAda zrI premacaMda ravacaMda zAha (kuNagheravALA) - amadAvAda zrI chaganalAla tilokacaMda saMghavI - sAbaramatI, amadAvAda pravacana bhakta zrI caMdulAla nemacaMda mahetA - kalakattA zrI choTAlAla devacaMda mahetA - kalakattA zrI khuzAlacaMda vanecaMda zAha - kalakattA zrI rasIkalAla vADIlAla zAha - kalakattA zrI kasturacaMda nAnacaMda zAha - kalakattA zrI maMchAlAla zAmajI jogANI - kalakattA zrI gulAbacaMda tArAcaMdajI kocara - nAgapura zrImatI samajubena maNIlAla dozI parivAra - nAgapura uMjhAnivAsI zrI naTavaralAla popaTalAla mahetA - nAgapura zrI pravINacaMdra vAlacaMdajI zeTha (DIsAvAlA) - nAsika zrI caMdrazekhara narendrakumAra copaDA - vorA zrI subhASakumAra vADIlAla zAha - karoDa zrI prakAza bAbulAla, devendra, parAga, pritama zAha - maMcara zrImatI hasamukhabena jayaMtIlAla zAha (puthvI) - vApI zrI vinodabhAI maNilAla zAha - amadAvAda sva. raMbhAbena trikamalAla saMdhavI, haste - mahendrabhAI - sANaMda zrI zephAlI mUrtipUjaka jaina saMghanA ArAdhako - amadAvAda pukharAja rAyacaMda parivAra - sAbaramatI, amadAvAda eka sadgRhastha, harajI (rAjasthAna) vorA nAgaradAsa kevaLadAsa rili. TrasTa - amadAvAda zrI lAMbaDiyA jaina saMgha - lAMbaDiyA zrI nathamalajI pratApacaMdajI beDAvALA - sAbaramatI zrImatI raMjanabena jayakumAra zAha - keneDA