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________________ FELIZ A sAhitya ane saMskRtinuM lokabhogaya mAsika varSa 13 : aMka 3 : me 1956 : vaizAkha : 2012 gals. zrI rANakapurajI tIthalanA bhavya jinAlayanuM eka dRzya che . taMtrI: somacaMda DI. zAha ? ST | dharma, samAja, sAhitya ane saMskAranuM adhatana mAsika. 7
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________________ Ce, SSC | : vi Sa yA nu ke maNi kA : | mAtuzrI, bhAIo, bahena, temaja teonA dharmapatnIe paNa temane dharmArAdhanA karAvI hatI. vivekadRSTine mahimA mo. 129 | chevaTanI ghaDI sudhI dharma sAMbhaLatAM prasannacitta jheranA ghuMTaDA zrI amRtalAla che. zAha 131 teo mRtyu pAmyA che. temanA svargavAthI dAdara jaina pApa-puNya mu. jayapahmavijayajI ma. 137 saMdhamAM eka sevAbhAvI dharmAnurAgI sagrahasthanI khATa bha. mahAvIra zrI zAMtilAla ma. zAha 139 paDI che. Atmakamala-vijayalabdhisUrIzvara jaina jJAnasaMsAra pAra pAmavAne mArga maMdiranA mAnadasTI dharmaniSTha zrI bAbubhAI bhagavAA. vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 143 vAnajI mahetAnA teo vaDilabaMdhu thAya, temanA svargIya rAjadhurA vahana karanArAone AmAnI ame zAMtiIcchavApUrvaka temanI pAchaLa temanA zrI rAyacaMda govIMdajI zAha 146 kuTuMbIjane upara AvI paDelI vipatti mATe amArI vItarAgabhakti zrI harilAla DI. zAha 149 samavedanA ame vyakta karIe chIe ! temanA bhAIe, jJAnagocarI udhRta 153 temaja temanA suputra svargastha puNyavAna AtmAnA jainadarzananA karmavAda zrI khubacaMda kezavalAla 156 zrI vidUra 158 sakAryonuM anukaraNa kare, tema ame icchIe chIe. thAgabindu AmAnuM zuddha svarUpa zrI prabhudAsa bahecaradAsa 161 - bhavya dIkSA mahotsava, ajJAnanI bhIpaNutA mu. mahAprabhavijayajI ma. 16 6 sAvarakuMDalAmAM caitra vadi 4 tathA pAMcamanA divaprabhupUjA praznottarI pU. paM. caraNavijayajI ma. 169 | somAM bhavya dIkSA mahotsava ujavAI gayA, pU0 u0 ma0 zaMkA-samAdhAna pU. A. vijayaladhisUrijI ma. 173 | zrI dharmavijayajI gaNivarazrInAM varadahaste saMdhavI gulAbadavyAnuyoganI mahattA pU. 5. dhura dhavajayui ga. 179 caMda jIvarAjanA suputrI jayAbenanI dIkSA samagra zaheramAM kulavadhu zrI mohanalAla cu. dhomI 181 abhUta rIte ujavAi, pAMca sAdharmika vAtsalya, vAI dAnane advitIya varaghoDo jemAM lagabhaga pote 500 Adarza samAdhimRtyu rUA nuM dAna dIdhuM hatuM. pAMca hajAranI mAnavamedanI dIkSA mUla jAmanagaranivAsI mahetA hiMmatalAla bhaga- [ samaye hAjara hatI. aneka vaktAoe tathA zrIsa vAnajInuM mubaI -dAdara khAte caitra sudi 7 nA rAtre | temanA vairAgya tathA tyAgane abhinaMdana ApyAM hatAM. 8-30 vAgye samAdhipUrvaka mRtyu thayuM che. sadgata | upakaraNonI uchAmaNImAM 1200 rUA. AyaMbIlakhAtAmAM dharmarucivALA ane dhamanuSThAnA pratye AdarabhAva rAkha- | 800 rUA. vakrayAmAM 500 rUA. nI upaja thaI hatI. nArA dAdara khAtenA dharmarasika sadyastha hatA. temaNe | jayAbene potAnA sva. patizrI sabhAgacaMda jamanA- | sametazikharajI Adi tIrthonI yAtrA jIvanamAM aneka - dAsanA zreyArthe potAnI saMpattine saduSyaya jAhera karyo vAra karelI che. kevala tIrthayAtrAnA AzayathI kuTuMba | hatA. 22 0 0 rUA. nI sakhAvata karI hatI. temanA baMne sAthe, svajane sAthe, bhaktirasa jamAvanArI | bhAIoe mahotsava udAra hAthe saMpatti khacIne karyo saMgItamaMDaLI sAthe spezyala Dao laIne potAnA | hatA. jayAbena bAlyavayamAM vaidhavya pAmyA pachI, kaMDakhage temaNe pUrvadezamAM prAcIna tathA pavitra tIrthonI | lAmAM rahIne potAnA zikSaNa, saMskAra, saccAritrya yAtrAe aneka vakhata karI che. chellA cAra mahinAthI | tathA saumyaprakRtithI zaheramAM sarva kAInA hRzyamAM ucca jadaranI vyAdhithI teo pIDAtA hatA, chatAM samatA- | AdaramAna pAmyA hatA. bahAragAmathI 100 0 uparAMta bhAva zAMti ane samAdhi teonI koI apUrva hatI. pUjya- | mANase dIkSA mahotsava upara AvyA hatA. mumukSu jayApAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrIne | benanuM nAma jayamAlAzrIjI tathA vAMkAneranivAsI jazapitAnAM AMgaNe caitra sudi bIjanA AmaMtraNa ApI | vaMtIbenanuM nAma jayalatAthI jAhera thayuM hatuM. padharAmaNI karAvI hatI, ane teozrInI pAse temaNe | sAdhvIjI zrI trilocanAthIjInA ziSyA teo thayA che. trata, paccakhANa ane aneka niyama lIdhA hatA. | sAdhvI zrI jayamAlAzrIjI saMyamadharmanI ArAdhanAdhArA | chelle divase paNa pU. munirAja zrI pAse teoe ' uttarottara vikAsa sAdhI, sva tathA paranuM kalyANa karI suMdara ArAdhanA karI hatI, temanA kuTuMbamAM temanA AmAti pAme ! e ja abhilASA.
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________________ LELLETS KNOWN NZ A vi ve ka dRSTi no mahimA che, je mAnavImAM vivekadaSTi jAge te enuM jIvana kharekhara saphaLa banI jAya. itihAsanI eka suMdara kathA che. eka rAjAne tyAM eka purohita ha. rAjAne saMtAna hatAM, paraMtu purohita saMtAna vagarane hate. AthI purohita bhAre daI jogavI rahyo hato. enA manamAM thatuM ke, "A dA che. rAjyakuTuMba sAthe mArA kuTuMbane sAta-sAta peDhIne saMbaMdha che. huM niHsaMtAna hovAthI zuM A saMbaMdhane mArA pachI haMmeza mATe aMta Avaze. ' pitAnA manane A vicAra eka divase teNe rAjAne kahyo. rAjAe tarata kahyuM. e "purohitajI, Apa te paMDita ane sAdhaka che. ApanI kuLadevIne zA mATe prasanna , karatA nathI?" che purahitane A mAga gamI gayo ane teNe bhakti vaDe kuLadevIne prasanna karI. e kuLadevIe prasanna thaI varadAna mAgavAnuM kahyuM, tyAre purohite eka putranI mAgaNI karI. kuLadevIe kahyuM: "vatsa, tane putra te thaze paraMtu e jugArI cAra ane vyabhicArI huM thaze AvA putra karatAM putra vagara rahe te ze vadhe che ?" huM purohite kahyuM: "mA, Apa prasanna thayA che te game te eka putra Apo.... che. bhale e durgaNI hoya paraMtu enAmAM vivekadraSTine abhAva na rAkhaze." che "tathAstu" kahIne devI adazya thaI gayAM. purohite rAjAne saghaLI vAta karI. huM sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM. "puhitajI, vivekadaSTi haze te Apane putra kadI durgaNI che che nahi bane." - kuLadevInI kRpAthI purohitane eka putraratna prApta thayuM. purahite ene vyAkaraNa, zAstra, nyAya, nIti vageremAM pAraMgata karavA mAMDe ane aDhAra varSanI ummare te sumati huM nAma pure hitakumAra paMDita banI gaye. aadadiddivddiNddiydariddiNddiddiysinooddiydiaciddaradada
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________________ sumati dekhAvamAM ane svabhAvamAM ghaNuM! sarasa hatA. rAjAe premathI ene purAhitanA padmagaurave aMkita karyAM. rAjapurohitanuM pada e ghaNuM gauravabhayuM pada gaNAtuM. purohita game te samaye game tyAM rAjamahAlayamAM vagara rajAe AvajA karI zake evA ene viziSTa adhikAra hatA. eka divasa sumati rAjabhavanamAM pharatA hatA ane rANInA snAnAgAramAM teNe eka ratnahAra paDelA joyA. sumatine thayuM; A ratnahAra rANI bhUlI gaI lAge che. huM ja uThAvI lauM. Ama vicArI te ratnahAra levA snAnAgAramAM dAkhala thayA ane tenA aMtaramAM rahelA viveka elI uThayA. " are, tuM eka mahArAjAnA purahita che, tArI pAse dhananA paNa toTo nathI, ane dhana na hoya teA paNa dhanathI kaMI tarI javAtuM nathI, tuM zA mATe AvI cArI karIne tArI pratiSThA para kuhADo mAravA taiyAra thayA che? keAI vakhate rAjAne khabara paDI jaze teA tArU' gaurava dhULamAM maLI jaze. " A vicAra vivekadraSTie raju karyAM ane tarata te pAA karyA, eja rIte eka divasa rAjAnI navI navayauvanA rANIne joine te meha pAmyA. rANI paNa mehAMdha banI....kAraNu rAjA vRddha hatA ane navI rANI navayauvanA hatI. rANIe purAhitane potAnA zayanagRhamAM AvavA jaNAvyuM. sumati taiyAra thaye. paraMtu gheADe jatAM ja tenI vivekabuddhie kahyuH " are sumati, tu A zuM kare che ? rAjA tArA pitA tulya che. enI rANI paNa mAtA samAna gaNAya. vaLI tAre ghera paNa suMdara pativratA patnI che. A rIte meha pAmIne tuM zuM meLavavAnA hatA ? kevaLa vAsanAnA kSaNika sukha sivAya tane zuM maLavAnuM hatuM ? ane keAI jANI jaze te tArI sAta sAta peDhInI pavitra AbarU tArA ja hAthe dhULa cATatI thaI jaze. leke tArA para phITakAra varSAvaze. "" vivekadraSTinA A vicAre sumatine tarata sabhAna banAvyeA ane te rANInA zayanagRhamAM na jatAM pAche vaLyA. eka vakhata keTalAka mitro tene jugArakhAnAmAM laI gayA. jugArakhAnAmAM te jugAranI raMgata jAmI hatI. tenA mitrAe tane paNa jugAra ramavAnu kahyu. ane te eka Asana para beThAye kharo, paraMtu aMtaramAM rahelI vivekadRSTi tarata elI uThI: " are brAhmaNa, tArU sthAna te devamaMdiramAM che, jugArakha nAmAM nathI. ane A jugArathI lAbha paNa che nahiM. ( anusaMdhAna TAITala peja 3 jA upara )
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________________ zrI amRtalAla cha. zAhavalepArle us iniiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu initiatives : will mArA meha, mamatA ane ajJAnane vaza chava pitAnuM mAnI ananya mamatAthI pitAnA saMtAnane uchere che, paNa svArthavaza saMsAra che, te rIte te ja saMtAna, pitAnA vaDila upakArI mAtA ke pitAnI smRtine bhalI, upakArane bhalI pitAnAM ja sukha, vaibhava ane saMsAranI jALamAM rAccA mA rahe che, tyAre tene ucheranAra vaDilone jIvanamAM kevA jheranA ghUMTaDA gaLavA paDe che, te hakIkta ahiM zabdastha banI che. mATe ja jJAnIpuro pharamAve che ke, "bhAI! dharma ' sivAya tAruM kaI nathI, mATe dhama pratye mamatA rAkha!temaja samatAbhAve sarvane sahana kara!' - - lagabhaga cAra varSa pachI saMjogavazAta mAre paNa gopALakAkAno A krodha dudhanA ubharAnI hamaNAM dezamAM AvavAnuM thayuM hatuM. eka divase sAMje mAphaka zamI gayo. ane eka uDe nizvAsa nAMkhI huM nava beThA hatA, tyAre mane thayuM, lAvane, jarA temaNe kahyuM: "muI dIkarI, ne muI niyA, dIkarIo sTezana para AMTo mArI AvuM. zAnI? e te pa..tha...rA... !" - 1 - jevo huM gepALakAkAnA ghara AgaLathI pasAra temanI ekanI eka putrI viSe gopALakAkAne thayo. tyAM AMgaNamAM khATalA para sUtelA gopALa- Avo abhiprAya sAMbhaLI mane sakheda navAI upajI. kAkAe mane sAda karyo "e...dInAnAtha." huM bApa uThIne potAnI dIkarI mATe AvA zabdo tarataja temanI pAse gayo ane pUchayuM: "kema... ucAre e kevI vAta ? ema chatAM mane lAgyuM ke, gopALakAkA, majhAmAM che ne ?" gopALakAkAnA AvA zabdo pAchaLa jarUra koI hetu haze. eTale e jANavA mATe huM rokAyo. meM temane majhA ?" "are bhAI juvAnImAMya nahotI pharIthI pANI ApI pUchayuM: mANI, tyAre A pAchalA divasomAM te kayAMthI hoya ? ane thoDIvAra aTakI temaNe kahyuM: gopALakAkA ! tame tamArI dIkarI viSe AvuM aniSTa kema belo che ?" bhAI, aMdarathI DuM pANI lAvI ApIza ? "bhAI, tuM pArako ja mane pANI pAya bahu tarasa lAgI che. " ane peTanI dIkarI, zaheramAM rahI mArA aMtakALanA "hA hA...kAkA." kahI huM temanA gharamAM tamAsA juve, evI dIkarI mATe mAro AtmA bIjI pANI levA gayo, ane joyuM to tyAM koI nahotuM. zuM kahe ?" pANIne loTo lAvI meM gepALakAkAnA hAthamAM juone gopALakAkA, dIkarIe pArake ghera gaI mUkyo. kAkAe te moDhe dharyo ne meM pUchyuM: "gopALa eTale parAdhIna te kharI ja ne ? tyAMthI rajA na maLe kAkA ? pArvatI ahIM nathI ?" te ahIM kevI rIte Ave ?" meM gopALakAkAne mAro prazna sAMbhaLatAM ja teo coMkI uThayA. samajAvatAM kahyuM. meremamAM Aga lAgI hoya tema temanuM samasta "are bhAI, evuM te kAMI nathI, ane hAya zarIra koI anivArya krodhathI dhrujI uThayuM. temanA te paNa atyAre jyAre huM mRtyunI samIpa beTho chuM, hAthamAMthI pANIne loTo nIce paDI gayo. ane ane A samaye ahIM mAruM bIjuM koI nathI, tyAre bolyA: "pArvatI ? pArvatI koNa?" dIkarI dhAre te AbhaluM phAvane paNa ahIM Ave. kema.. tamArI dIkarI..?" huM Azcarya pAmI paNa e te kahe che ke, "mane dezamAM gamatuM nathI, bolyo. ane tamAruM tyAM koI na hoya te ahIM muMbaI
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________________ : 132 H jheranA vaMTaDA ? AvIne mArA ghera rahe...!" ATaluM bolatAM gepALa che? eka gaI te bIjI !" kAkAne jorathI udharasa AvavI zarU thaI. paratuM pAca Ama sahu koI mane pharIthI lagna karI levAnI mInITa pachI zAMti thatA temaNe kahyuM: zikhAmaNa ApI hiMmata ApavA mAMDyA. paNa tArI je paNa... A uMmare mAre dIkarInA ghera khAvuM, kAkIne bharatI vakhate va ja nahotuM. meM tenI ane jIvananI AthamatI saMdhyAe, A dehane dIka. pAse jaI gadagada kaMThe pUchayuM: rInA ghera nAMkhave, e karatAM te ahIM rIbAIne tAre kAMI kahevuM che?" huM tenA mukha sAme bharavuM mArA mATe uttama che." joI rahyo. te tenI baMne AMkhanI pAMpaNa para je kharekhara, gepALakAkA, tamArI vAta sAMbhaLI AMsuonAM teraNa laTakelAM hatAM, kaI akathya vedanA, mane atizaya duHkha thAya che, atyAre pArvatIe. anubhavI rahI hoya tema muMjhAtA ane teNe kahyuM: tamArI sevA karavI joIe." meM kahyuM. , "mArI pArvatI jarAya duHkhI na thAya enI ane thoDIvAra pachI huM uThavAnI taiyArImAM hatuM, kALajI rAkhajo." tyAM ja gepALakAkA bolyAH | kahyuM: "pArvatI, tArA mRtyu pachI mArA mATe "dInAnAtha, meM te sAMbhaLyuM che ke, hamaNAM tArI eka mAtra smRti che. A smRtine khUba ja hamaNuM te tuM lekhaka banI gayo che !" darza rIte jALavI rAkhavA, jarUra paDaze te mAro nahI kAkA, huM koI lekhaka nathI, paNa mane prANa paNa ApI daIza." vArtAo lakhavAno zokha che. eTale navarAzanA samaye paraMtu tArI kAkI bolI: " atyAre te mane vanamAM anubhavelA keTalAka mahattvanA prasaMgane mArI tamArA para vizvAsa che...paNa...!" ATaluM bolI sAmAnya buddhidvArA huM tene sAhityanuM svarUpa ApavA te acakAI eTale meM kahyuM: prayatna karuM chuM." jarAya saMkoca pAmyA vinA tAre je kAMI bhale, tuM lekhaka haiya ke nahIM, paNa mArA kahevuM hoya te kahI de. paNa zuM ?" meM tenA mAthA jIvananI ATalI kathA te tuM jarUra sAMbhaLatA ja, para hAtha pheravI pUchyuM: ' "paNa, pharIthI lagna thayA pachI, tamArA A vicAra jaLavAI raheze ke kema ? e viSe mane "tyAre tuM mAMDa daza varSane haIza, jayAre pArva. zaMkA che." tIne cha mAsanI mUkI tenI mAtA svargavAsa pAmI. paraMtu eka ja kSaNe vicAryA pachI meM tene kahyuM: te vakhate mAro AtmA to jANe bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI pArvatIne eka Adarza strI banAvavA mATe meM pharIthI ga, huM codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyo. mA vagaranI lagna na karavA nirNaya karyo che, huM tane vacana pArvatIne keNuM moTuM karaze ? tArI kAkInA mRtyune ApuM chuM." AghAta, ane pArvatInA ucherane prazna mArA manane tyArabAda bIje divase tArI kAkIe zAMtithI deha mUMjhavavA lAge. paNa gAmanA loko mane AzvAsana cho. ane mArA mAthe muzkelIone jhaMjhAvAta zarU ApavA mAMDyA. thayo. chatAM huM hiMmata hAryo nahI. ane te pachI koIe kahyuM: "mara che ke strI?" bAyaDI bharI meM pArvatIne kevI rIte ucherI, e phakta mAro ja jIva gaI emAM ATaluM badhuM raDavA zuM beTho ? kaMI dharaDo jANe che. tenAM chI-mutara luMchavAthI mAMDI, tenA cAle. thayo che ? kAle savAre navanA tera thaze ! ' tyAM dhavAnuM, ane mAthuM oLavAnuM kAma paNa meM mArA bIjAe kahyuM: "gAmamAM zuM kAMI kanyAone dukALa hAthe ja karyuM.
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________________ Ama divaseA vItatA gayA, ane pArU pAMca varasanI thai. eTale atyaMta utsAhathI me tene nizA LamAM dAkhala karI. kadAca tuM nahIM mAne! paNa zarU AtanA be varasa sudhI te| . ene nizALamAM mukavA ane levA javAnuM kAya meM ja karyu hatuM. eTaluM ja nahiM, mArI pArU kevI rIte bhaNe che ? e jovA mATe huM avAra-navAra tenI nizALamAM ja, vanI bahAra ubhA rahI nihALatA, ane jyAre huM mArI pArUne pATha vAMcatAM sAMbhaLatA tyAre te kharekhara mArI AMkhamAM harSoMnAM AMsu AvI jatAM, jaLa tyArabAda to tene abhyAsakrama yAgya rIte vAI rahe te mATe meM dhera zikSakanA prabaMdha karyAM. A paraMtu eka divase jyAre teNe caNIyA-coLI paheryAM, tyAre te mArI AMkhAmAM AMsu bharAi gayAM. mane thayuM ke, mArI pArU have uMmaralAyaka thai che. eTale huM tenA vivAha mATe sArA gharanI zodha karavA lAgyA. tane khabara haze ke te samaye ApaNI jJAtimAM tulajArAma paMDayAnuM dhara maDhuM ane khAnadAna gaNAtuM hatuM. muMbai ane amadAvAda jevA zaherAmAM temanI ADatanI peDhIe cAlatI, mArI najara tyAM paDI, * kalyANa : me : 1956 : 133 : evA javAba ApI. meM kahe pAchuM mokalAvyuM, ane e pachInA bAra mahInA me ugamAM kADhayA. temanA sauthI nAnA putra gadAdhara suzikSita ane saMskArI hatA, paNu AvA moTA ghera mAMgaNI laIne javuM kevI rIte ? huM mUMjhAyA. paNa me anekanI gulAmI karI, lAgavagane upayoga karI pAne vivAha gadAdhara sAthe karyAM. paNa dIkarIne vadhatAM vAra lAge che, pArU sALa varSanI thaI, vevAInA gherathI lagnanuM kaheNuM AvyuM. paNa pArU mArAthI ATalI jaldI chUTI thAya e mane gamyuM nahi. eTale " AvatI mAla vAta. ,, "zuM kharekhara mArI pArU have jaze ? enA vagara hu. kevI rIte jIvI zakIza ? mArA vagara pAr tyAM rahI zakaze ? '' rIte mArI pArU yAgya zikSaNu grahaNa karI jIvananA ati uttama saMskAra prApta karI zake te mATe meM AgaLa khelatAM kahyuM: kahetAM geApALakAkAne kaMThe saphAi mayA. meM temane badhI ja vyavasthA karI, paNa samayane jatAM vAra lAgeyADuM pANI ApyuM, ane thoDI vAra pachI temaNe che? pArU tera varSanI thaI, gujarAtI sAta copaDIne abhyAsa pUrA thatAM meM tenI nizALa choDAvI, gharamAM gRhazikSaNa ApavAnI zarUAta karI. ane jotajotAmAM te te bharata-guMthaNu, zivaNu, ane rasAi vagere kAryAMmAM pravINa thai ga .. AvA aneka praznaneAe ane nyumratAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA. mane AvI rIte satApamAM raheto joi pA paNa mane ghaNI vakhata pUchatI: ' bApujI, zu che ? tame have kema hasatA nathI ? dararAja zAnI ciMtA karA che ?" paNa huM tenI pIThe cAkhaDI kaMi nahIM beTA ''ema kahI bAjunA oraDAmAM jai mArAM AMsu luchI letA. ' " bhAi, e pachI teA eka divase meM mArA haiyAne vajra banAvI vevAinA ghera lagnanu. kaheNu mokalyuM. mArA gharamAM pahelu kahe ke chellu A eka ja lagna hatuM. paNa jANe huM dIkarAne paraNAvata hAu tevA utsAhathI meM mArI pArUnA lagnanI taiyA rIe karavA mAMDI. paNa A prasaMge mane tenI mAtA yAda AvyA vinA rahI nahI. jo ke tenI kheATa tA kAthI pUrI zakAya tema naheAtI, ema chatAM pAne jarAya ochuM na Ave, ane tenA koDa adhUrA na rahe tenI hUM vizeSa kALajI rAkhato. ane e lagnanA divasa paNa AvyA. mAma AkhAmAM eka ja mee vAta thatI, gepALakAkAnA ghera te dIkarI paraNe che ke dIkarA ? temanA vevAinA ghera dIkarAnuM chellu lagna heAvA chatAM ATale hAre nathI, tyAre vaLI dIkarIna! lagnamAM ATalA ThATha zA? paNa huM kahetAM mArI pArU to dIkarAthIya vizeSa che. ene huM zA mATe hAva! na ApuM ?' gaNezamu thayu. zaraNAie vAgI, paNa kA naNe zAthI ? A zaraNAInA sUre mArA dIlane AnaMda ApavAnA badale becena banAvI detA hatA.
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________________ : jheranA ghUMTaDA: jANe mane emaja thatuM ke, mArI pArUne koI mArI hatA, paNa saMsAranI praNAlikAo sAme huM asahAya pAsethI baLajabarIthI kheMcI jAya che ! paraMtu huM banI gayo. huM Aje mArA hAthe ja tane chuTI pADuM tarataja svastha thate, ema chatAM mArI manovyathA chuM. paraMtu mane vizvAsa che ke, meM tane je zikSaNa haraghaDIe vadhatI jatI hatI. bhAre viSAdabharyo cahere ane saMskAra ApyAM che, tene sadupayoga karI, eka joI, sagAM-saMbaMdhIe mane hiMmata ApavA lAgyA. Adarza gRhiNInI pratiSThA prApta karI tArA mAtA pitAnI AbarU vadhAraje. " ApaNI dIkarIo pArakA ghera, ane pArakI dIkarIo ApaNuM ghara, e te A saMsArane niyama tyAre teNe kahyuM, " pArAvAra saMkaTo bhogavI, tame che. gepALabhAI emAM ATaluM duHkha zAnuM ? zuM ane moTI karI che, Aje jyAre tamArA A upakAratame ja kAMi navAInI dIkarIne paraNAvo che ? A te ne bo vALavAne mArA mATe sa haoN, tyAre kAMI rita che ? dIkarI moTI thaI eTale sAsare ja tamane choDIne jatAM mane keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ? zobhe!" vagere vagere dalIlathI mane zAMtvana Apa- " meM kahyuM " kaMI nahi beTA, e te mArI vAnA prayatna thayA. paNa mane te emaja thatuM ke, karaja hatI. " mArI pArU mAro dIkaro banIne mArI pAse rahe ane teNe kahyuM, " tamAruM zarIra jarA paNa naramate kevuM ?" garama thAya te mane kAgaLa lakhAvajo, huM tarata ja ane meM mArA haiyA para patthara mUkIne ma re ahIM AvIza.." eTalAmAM gADIe sITI mArI, ane hAthe ja mArI pArUne lagnanI corImAM padharAvI. mArAthI " pA...rU "nI kAramI cIsa paDAI gaI. brAhmaNee maMtroThArA lagnamaMDapane gajAvI dIdho ane huM tyAM Dhagalo thaIne paDayo. chatAM mahAmusIbate ubhA mArA aMtaranI vedanA vadhatI gaI, lagna thaI gayAM, thayo. pArU gADInI bArI AgaLa ubhIubhI jaLa pArU sAsare gaI ane jIvanamAM pahelI ja vakhata huM nayane mArA tarapha jaI rahI hatI, ane meM paNa jyAM, ekalo paDyo.' sudhI te dekhAI tyAM sudhI tenA pratye animeSa netre tyAM gapALakAkA aTakI gayA. paNa temanI jIvana joyA ja karyuM. ane AgagADI, jANe mArA zarIra kathAnA have pachInA prasaMge sAMbhaLavA mArI AturatA parathI pasAra thatI hoya tema jhaDapathI adazya thaI gaI. vadhatI jatI hatI. eTale meM vacce ja pUchayuM. huM bhAMgela page, ane tuTelA haiye, ghara tarapha pachI zuM thayuM ? gepALakAkA ? " vaLe, paNa tyAM pahoMcyA pachI Akhuye ghara, mane khAvA AvatuM hoya tema bhayaMkara bhAsyuM, ane huM - " bhAI, e pachI te mArA jIvananuM atyaMta karuNa poke poka mUkI raDI paDyo. tyAre mAtra gharanI cAra prakaraNa zarU thayuM. kadAca e sAMbhaLavA mATe tAre tArA dIvAlo ja mArA A rUdanane pratiSa pADI mane haiyAne majabuta banAvavuM paDaze. sAMbhaLa. tyArabAda, sahAnubhUti ApatI hatI. te rAtre mane sakhata tAva eka divase, jamAine muMbaI javAnuM thayuM. pArUne paNa ca. bIje divase utaryo paNa kharo, paNa e pachI | sAthe laI javAnI hatI. tene vaLAvavA mATe huM sTezana mA zarIra kahyAmAM rahyuM nahi, ane avAra-navAra para gayo. te vakhatana karUNa dekhAva Aje paNa mArI huM nAnI moTI bimArIothI paTakAvA lAgyo. pArUne nejara samakSa taravare che pArUnuM haiyAphATa rUdana, mAtra ciMtA thAya, e mATe meM tene mArI asvastha tabIyata maneja nahI, tyAM hAjara rahelA sAIne hadayane nA samAcAra jaNAvyA nahi. pIgaLAvI detuM hatuM. gADImAM besavA jatI vakhate te mane bheTI paDI tyAre meM tene kahyuM " beTA, tuM mArA Amane Ama be varasa vItI gayAM. thI chUTI paDe e jevA huM kSaNabhara paNa taiyAra na mAruM zarIra kathaLAtuM gayuM. pArUne paNa have sAsare
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________________ : kalyANa : me : 1956 : 13pa : lAMbo samaya thayuM hatuM. eTale ahIM AvI mahIne mArI khabara pUchAvate patra paNa mane maLyo nathI. mAsa havAphera karI javA mATe meM tene patra lakhyo. ane have mArUM vAtsalya paNa marI gayuM che. pArU have Ama to mane be ja divasamAM mArA putrane javAba mane yAda AvatI nathI. e mArI dIkarI hatI ja nahI. maLate, paNa A vakhate aThavADiyuM gayuM chatAM mane ema lAge che. jANe AkAzamAMthI paDI ane dharatIe javAba maLe nahi, AthI mane ciMtA thaI " zuM jhIlI lIdhI. " mArI pArU bImAra haze ? " mArAthI rahevAyuM nahi. ATaluM kahI gopALakAkAe tarata ja pAsu pheravyuM. meM tAra karyo, ane cothe divase mane pArUne patra ) ' meM vAMkA vaLIne joyuM te temane cahere duHkha ane maLyo. temAM teNe lakhyuM hatuM "mAruM zarIra sAruM vedanAthI gherAyelo hato. A joI huM lAgaNIvaza che. paNa hAlamAM huM tyAM AvI zake tema nathI..." banyo. sukhanI AzAe du:kha veThIne ucherelo pari- te pachI meM tene vadhu dabANa karyuM nahI paNa mArI vAra mAtA-pitA pratyenI Avazyaka pharajo cUke tyAre tabIyata dinapratidina vadhu bagaDatI gaI. khATalA mA-bApanA haiyAmAM bharelA vAtsalyanuM rUpAMtara keramAM vaza thaze. mane rAMdhIne khavarAve ke mArI sevA cAkarI pariName che. gopALakAkA AvA jheranA ghuMTaDA gaLe kare tevuM mAruM najadIkanuM saguM koI na hatuM. utAratA hatA, ema mane spaSTa jaNAyuM. ema chatAM huM jema tema eka TaMka rasoI karI be mArA gherathI nikaLe mane lAMbo samaya thayo hato TAIma jamI le, ane A rIte mArA divaso huM eTale huM ghera javAnI utAvaLamAM hatuM. gopALakAkAnI kADhavA lAgyo, Ama ne Ama bAra mahinA vitI gayA. rana mAgavA mATe meM mArA hAthe ja temanuM mukha ane te pachI te mArI uThavAnI paNa zakti rahI mArI sAme lAvavA prayatna karyo te mAre hAtha AMsunahI. dUranAM sagAMonA hAthano ozIyALe reTalo othI bhIMjAI gayo. ane mAruM dila dravI uThayuM. mAre khAvo paData. ' gopALakAkAne kahyuM, " kharekhara tamArI jIvanaeka divase te mAre e paNa maheNuM sAMbhaLavuM kathA mArA mATe eka karUNa vArtA banI gaI che. paDayuM. " dhana dIkarI khAze ane DhasaraDA amAre kara tamArI A asahAya ane nirAdhAra sthiti mATe vAnA !" A zabdo mArA mATe AghAtajanaka hatA. mArA dilamAM uMDI sahAnubhUti che. mArA ahiMnA vasameM pArUne ahIM teDAvavAno nirNaya karyo, paNa hamaNAM vATa daramiyAna, tamArI kaMI sevA karavAnI je mane hamaNuM te mane tenA taraphathI patra paNa niyamita taka maLaze te huM mArI jAtane sadbhAgI samajIza. " " malate na hete. ema chatAM eka divase meM tene mArA zarIra saMbaMdhI vigatavAra khUlAso lakhAvI, sArU, tyAre huM have rajA lauM chuM...kahI tarataja ahIM AvavA mATe patra lakhyo. cAra divasa huM ubho thaye, ane mArA ghara tarapha vaLyo. vATa joI, paNa javAba maLyo nahi. Akhare, kaMTALIne meM tAra muko. have te mArI mArU ahIM Avaze ja. eTale huM tenI Atura nayane rAha jovA lAgyo. [ tapAvali 162 tapanI vidhi ] 14-0 paNa huM nirAza thaze. javAbamAM teNe lakhyuM ke " mane paMca pratikramaNa vidhi sahita dezamAM gamatuM na hovAthI, mArAthI vadhu samaye tyAM rahI tamArI sevA-cAkarI thaI zakaze nahi. mATe tame be pratikramaNa vidhi sahita ahIM AvavAnuM rAkhajo..." jinendra stavanAvali 1-ra-0. 1-ka-ra e vAtane Aje aDhI mahInA thayA. pachI te prAcIna stavanAda semacaMda DI. zAha - pAlItANuM innipurope
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________________ je pApa-puNyanAM phaLa munirAja zrI jayapadyavijayajI mahArAja badhAnI IcchA sukhI thavAnI che. koIne tyAM AvyA. emanA upadezathI eTara zeTha duHkhI thavuM nathI paraMtu moTe bhAge je joItuM jinamaMdira baMdhAvyuM. reja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA. nathI te mArge prayANa karI rahyA che. puNyathI paryuSaNa parvamAM eTara zeTha sAthe jayatAka sukha ane pApathI duHkha e sarva dharmone saMmata pAMca vATikA-keDIthI (te vakhatanuM nANuM) che, mATe puNya karavAthI sukha malaze ane pApathI duHkha. dareka jIvane je kAMI sukha ke kharIdelA puSpa vaDe zrI jinendra bhagavAnanI ke duHkha male che, temAM bIjA badhA nimitto khUbaja bhAvathI pUjA karI. te divase upavAsa karI che, paraMtu pUve pote karela puNya ke pApa anu pAraNe bhaktipUrvaka munione harAvyuM. tyAMthI kALa karI te puNyathI ehara zeTha sAra sukha ke duHkha maLe che. te vacalA nimitto udayana maMtrI thaye. jyatAka gurjaradezanA nAyaka upara rAja ke gusse thavA karatAM sukha maLe zrI kumArapAla bhUpAla thayA. zrI yazobhadrasUrIzvara tyAre puNyanuM phaLa che ane duHkha maLe te kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvara thayA. te pite bAMdhela pApa upara gusse thavAnI jarUra dhanada zeTha gurjaranareza zrI sidhdharAja thayA. che. kama khapAvavA prayatna karI joIe. pulA * pUrvabhavanA verathI kumArapALane mAravAnA mATe vAnI ke dilagIra thavAnI jarUra nathI. ghaNA prayatno karyA. kumArapALa 18 dezanA rAjA puNyanAM phaLa mATe eka prasidhdha kathA joIe. thayA. te vakhate pATaNamAM 1800 karoDapati mevADanA parvata para jayatAka pallIpati hatA teNe vasatA hatA. te prasiddha vAta che. kumArapALa eka vakhate dhanadattanA sAthane lUMTa. pachI vyaMtaragatimAM uttama deva thayA che. tyAMthI bhAratamAM dhanadatte mAlavanarezanI sahAya laIne jayatAkane bhadilapuranagaramAM zatAnaMda rAjAne tyAM dhAriNI bhagADaye enI sagarbhA strInuM peTa cIrI bALakane rANInAzatabala nAme atizaya vaibhavazAlI prakhyAta patthara para pachADe. pitAnI lakSmI vyAja putra thaze. te samaye AvatI vIzInA prathama sahita laI cAlyA gaye. nAsatA jayatAne padmanAbhajiteMdra thaze. [ hamaNAM prathama nakabhUmimAM vanamAM yazebhadrasUri maLyA. sUrIzvare dIna ava- che. tyAMthI nikaLI zreNIkarAjAne jIva] teo sthAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. jyatAke hakIkata kahI. kevalajJAna pAmI zrI bhakilapuramAM Avaze. emanI gurumahArAja bolyA. te rAjyAdhipati thaIne pAse dIkSA laI 11mA gaNadhara thaI zatabala luMTArAnuM kAma karavAthI duSTa karyuM che. sajaja kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe padhAraze. nene niMdita evA A kAryane jIvana-paryata tyAga karI zreSTha kArya karavAmAM udyamI thA. teNe zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvara cothA devalokamAM deva te kumArgane tyAga karyo. sUrIzvare zrAvaka thayA che. tyAMthI AvI dIkSA laI kevaLI thaI pAsethI ghaNuM bhAtuM apAvyuM. jayatAka pharatA mekSe padhAraze. dharma karavAthI je puNya baMdhAyuM pharatA ekazilAnagarImAM oDhara zeTha pAse tethI uttarottara sukhI thatA traNa bhavamAM mekSe nokarImAM rahyo. vihAra karatA yazobhadrasUrIzvara padhAraze. dharmane keTalo prabhAva che! '.
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________________ : 18 : pApa-punAM phaLa : pApanA phaLa mATe 2500 varSa pUrve rAja- gusse thaI puNya upArjana karavA dAna, zIla, tapa jhahInagaramAM zreNIka (biMbasAra)nuM rAja hatuM. te ane bhAvanA mArge prayANa kare. sAce samAjavAda vakhate bhagavAna mahAvIra vicaratA hatA. leke mekSamAM che.badhA sarakhA. tyAM pahoMce. badhA ne sukhI dAnI vagere hatA. te nagaramAM eka che ane jIvavA dyo. badhA sukhI thAo. pitAne durbhAgI dramaka (bhIkhArI) tyAM Akho divasa jethI sukha thAya tevI rIte badhAne sukha bhIkha mAgavA chatAM AgalA bhavamAM pApa karIne upaje tema vate. keIne duHkha na thAya tenI Avela jethI lAbhAMtarAya hovAthI ene Apa- kAla rAkhe. vAnuM koIne mana thatuM nahI. jethI e nagaranA saMsAra eTale viSamavAda. saMsAra eTale vadhAleke upara ene khuba gusso te. remAM vadhAre 125 varSanuM svana. svapnanuM sukha AMkha paraMtu pitAnuM pApa tene yAda AvatuM nahi. khule tyAM sudhInuM. temaja saMsAranuM sukha AMkha eka divasa tahevAranA kAraNe rAjagRhInA leke mIMcAya tyAM sudhInuM. saMsAramAM sukha DuM duHkha nagara bahAra ujANIe gayA hatA. te vakhate vadhAre. narakamAM 24 kalAka ekaluM duHkhaja. svargamAM bhikhArIne AzA baMdhANI ke Aje peTa sukha ghaNuM paNa asthiranuM AyuSya purUM thae mukIne puratuM maLaze paraMtu lAbhAMtarAyanA kAraNe javAnuM. temAM cha mahInA pahelAM javAnI khabara paDe, ene maLyuM nahi. bIjAone maLatuM. pachI te eTalo vakhata raDavAnuM.tiryaMcamAM (pazu-pakSI vagere. baja gusse thaI gayuM ane pahADa upara caDI mAM sukha thavuM, duHkha vadhu. naraka-svargamAM ochAmAM miTIzilA gabaDAvI badhAne mArI nAMkhavAnI ochuM AyuSa daza hajAra varSa. he buddhimAna leka! bhAvanAmAM upara pahoMce. zilA gabaDAvatA pite barAbara vicArI jevuM joIe tevuM vAve. jevuM gabaDe ane marIne 7mI narake gaye. tyAM 33 vAvaze tevuM phaLa maLaze. bhAvI tamArA hAthamAM che. sAgaropamanuM AyuSa ane grevIse kalAka duHkha sudhAro ke kharAba kare. vartamAna tamArA hAthaja bhegavavAnuM che. lokenuM kAMI bagaDayuM nahI. mAM nathI, bhUtakAlanA hAthamAM che. jevA pApa-puNya paraMtu pitAnuM ja bagaDyuM. AvI ja rIte Aje bAMdhyA haze tevA phaLa maLaze. jAga musAphIra! leka nakAmA pApa bAMdhI duHkhI thaI rahyA che. saMsAra musApharakhAnuM che, javAnuM che. mAruM mArUM kumArapALane paNa AgalA bhavanA jyatAkanA mAnI besI na rahe. badhuM phanA che, eka mikSa cerI-luMTa vagere pApanA kAraNe gurjareza thayA amara che. sadA AnaMda che. tyAM kAyama rahevAnuM che te pahelA ghaNuM dukha jogavavuM paDyuM hatuM, mATe pachI kAMI upAdhi nathI. bIjA upara gusse thavA karatA pitAnA pApa upara laMDananI eka phezanavALI rajIe saudaryavardhaka sAdhane pAchaLa puSkaLa pisA kharcA hatA. teNe zaine pUchayuM, "uMmaramAM kevaDI haIza ?" zAe javAba Ape, " tamArA dAMta jotAM tame mane 18 varSanA lAge che, tamArA guMcaLIyA vALa jotAM 19 varSanAM ane tamAruM valaNa jotAM 14 varSanA ! " strI te khuzakhuza thaI gaI. teNe kahyuM have cekakasa AMkaDo kahe." banaDaze e javAba Ape, "vAha! 18, 19 ane 14 ne saravALe kare, eTale cakkasa javAba 51 Avaze !"
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________________ zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeva zrI zAntilAla maNulAla zAha - amadAvAda. zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAne nirvANa AryabhUminA eka utkRSTa TinA mahApuruSanA jIvanayANaka divasa Aso vada amAsa (mAravADI ka. mAMthI ane AdezamAMthI kAMI paNa grahaNa karavA tarapha va. ))) jana-jainetara sava samAjamAM samagra bhArata- daSTi kheMcAya te mATe ja che. varSamAM dIvALInA mahAna utasava tarIke ujavAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIradevane yathAsthita eLakhavA e AjathI barAbara 2481 varSa pUrve pAvApurImAM saheluM kAma nathI. akhaMDa abhyAsI vidhAne paNa jenuM asala nAma apApAnagarI hatuM. paNa bhagavAna kahe che ke, temanuM svarUpa adhyAtmavedI megIone mahAvIranA nirvANathI lokomAM (pApApurI) pAvApurI paNa agamya che. chatAM paNa kuzAgra buddhithI, madhyastha tarIke prasidhimAM AvyuM che, te nagarImAM traNa dRSTithI nikhAlasa rIte samajavA prayatna kare tene lokanA nAtha carama tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva na je samajI zakAya tevuM gUDha ane aTapaTuM kAMI nathI. nirvANa pAmyA hatA. ulaTuM ApaNe dhArIe te je rIte bhagavAna mahAvIre pitAnuM svarUpa pragaTa karI AtmAnI sAcI svataMtratA Aje lAkhe jene bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI prApta karI, tema ApaNe paNa prApta karI zakIe stuti, pUjA ane nAmasmaraNamAM parAyaNa banelA haze. tevA samaye ApaNe paNa zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrane ema chIe. yathAzakti oLakhavAno prayatna karIe bhagavAna mahAvIrane AtmA paNa pahelAM to ApaNe bhAratadeza AryabhUmi che. A bhUmi ApaNI jema ja karmanA paMjAmAM sapaDAyelo ja hato. upara je je mahApurUSo thaI gayA te badhAe A kAI paNa 'bhagavAna svarUpa kahevAtA deva" anAdi zarIra, indriyo ane manathI bhinna evA AtmAne kALathI deva tarIke ja hoya te saMbhavita nathI, jANe che, ane tenA ja hitanI daSTie jIvanaparyata anAdithI ja je vyakti deva tarIke manAtI hoya prayAsa karIne AtmAnI sAcI svataMtratA prApta karI tenuM prasiddha thayeluM je kAMI svarUpa vicAravA mAMDIe te prApta karavAne mArga ApaNane batAvI gayA che. te jarAya uktisaMgata ke buddhigrAhya lAge ja nahiM, deva tarIke manAtI vyakta bhakatanA anugraha mATe, A AryabhUmi upara e kaI mANasa ne ke lTanA nirAka mATe avatAra dhAraNa kare che, ema hovo joIe ke je AtmAnA hita mATe ke tenA kahevuM te devanA svarUpamAM keTaluM asaMgata thAya che ? svataMtratA prApta karavA mATe IcchatA na hoya. je che. devanA paramArtha svarUpane pIchANanArAone lAgyA manuSya AtmAne ja mAnavA ke tene mATe mahApuruSoe - vinA rahetuM nathI. batAvelA mArgane oLakhavA paNa InkAra karate hoya, tene koI paNa Arya mahApurUSanuM jIvana ke Adeza devAdhideva te ja hedI zake ke jeNe anAdi jANavAnuM zuM projana hoya? ke tethI tene lAbha paNa kAlathI karmanI sAthe kSIra-nIra nyAye ekameka thayelA zuM hoI zake ? kAMI ja nahi. eTale je mANasa pitAnA AtmAne zuddha anubhavarUpI haMsayaMsuthI alaga AmA ke paraloka Adi mAnatA nathI, tene manAvavA pichANIne, te karmabaMdhanathI chuTavA sArU sabhAmenI ke samajAvavA mATe ApaNe A prayAsa nathI, paNa keDI upara caDI javalaMta purUSArtha karI, rAga-dveSanI ApaNI A vicAraNA to je AtmA Adi & gAMThane bhedI nAMkhI apUrva sAdhanAthI ajJAna. nitya padArthone sahaja buddhithI mAne che, ke tIkSNa moha, Adi divAno nAza karI kevalajJAna prApta karyuM buddhine upayoga karI samajavA prayAsa kare che, tevA heya ane anya jIvone karmane pAzathI chUTavAne nirAgrahI, sarala ane vicakSaNa buddhimAnapuruSane A mArga darzAvI zela kane kSaya karI paramapada-mukitane
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________________ : 140 : zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeva : prApta thayA hoya ke jyAMthI teone phrI pAdhu saMsArasamudramAM rakhaDapaTTI cAluja rahe te paramezvaranAM avalabharamAM AvavAnu rahetu ja natha nathI ApaNane zuM lAbha ? mATe . rAgadveSa vinAnA vItarAga ane sarvajJa paramAtmAnI AjJAnA avalabhanathI ApaNe paNa rAgadveSa meha khajJAna AditA nAza karI vItarAga sana banI zakIe teja - paramezvaranA svarUpane jANavAnuM sAcu phula che. sarvathA nAza pAmelA rAga-dveSa, ajJAna, mAha Adi doSo pharIthI utpanna thaI zakatA ja nathI. ane te dASA sarvathA nAza pAmyA. na hoya tene deva manAya pazu kevI rIte ? ' rAga-dveSa, meSa, ajJAna, Adi dASA rahelA hoya ane deva kahevAtA hoya te| ApaNAmAM ane te dhruva kahevAtAomAM taphAvata ze| ? teonu smaraNu, pUjana, bhakti, dhyAna Adi Apahyune kayA guNu kare ? ane jo uparAkta doSo na sthA hAya eTale sarvathA nAza pAmyA hoya te tenI bhakatA upara anugraha karavAnI ke duSTone nigraha karavAnI buddhi kayA kAraNe thAya ? anugraha ke nigrahanI IcchA rAga-dveSa vinA zakaya ja nathI. mezvarane kAI icchA heAI zake ja nahi'. apUrNane ja IcchA hoya pUrNa AtmAne koI icchA bAkI rahetI nathI. manuSyane jayAre kAIpaNa vastunI jarUra paDe che tyAre te tenI zeAdhamAM paDe che. tevIja rIte AtmAne jayAre potAnuM svarUpa samejAya che ane peAtAnI vartamAnadazAnA khyAla Ave che tyAre peAtAnAM sAcA svarUpane prApta karavA mArgadarzakanI zodhamAM paDe che. jagatamAM jema dareka sArI vastuenI nakala hoya che ` tema nalI mekSamAgeryAM paNa heAyaja. AthI AtmAoe sAce para-meAkSamArga ane tenA dakane zeAdhavA prayatna karavA ja De, vamAnamAM paNu meAkSamA ane tenA dakane jANavA mATe prayatna karIe, te| saphaLa thaI zakIe tema chIe. kAi paNa meAkSamAnA dakane jANavA mATe temanuM caritra ane temaNe kahelA zAstrone jANavA joie. . caritra jIvanavarNana' ane 'pratimA' dvArA jANI zakAya che. ane zAstraparIkSA * avirUddha pratipAdana ' jovAthI karI zakAya che. vaLI paramezvaranI icchAthI ja te sajjanane rakSaNu ane tAne daMDa malI jatA hoya te jagatamAM je badhI viSamatA najare paDe che, te ka rIte saMbhavI zake ? saMpUrNa zaktimAna IzvaranI rakSaNa ApavAnI icchA chatAM kAi paNa sajjana ApattimAM AvI paDe, e zakaya lAge che? ane kAi paNa duSTa mANasa duSTatA AcaravA chatAM, ane izvaranI ThaMDa karavAnI icchA chatAM zuM bhAgI chuTI zake te gamyuM lAge che ? kadAca kahezA ke dareka jIvAne rakSaNa ke daMDa pota-potAnA pUrva kamAne anusAre ja maDhe che ane izvaranI icchA te rUpeja thAya che to AvI rIte gADA taLe cAlatA kutarAnI jema paramezvaranI IcchA mAnavAne zuM a` ? mATe paramezvaranA svarUpamAM AvI koI asaMgata ubhI karavAnI jarUra nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanuM jIvana evu che ke, je sAMbhaLavAthI ja ApaNA rAga-dveSa ochA thAya evu virAgI ane saMyamI vana che. mahArAjyanI mAhaka buddhi-sukhasAmagrIe pazu temane mUMjhavI zakI nathI, saMsAramAM paNa aucityapUrvakanuM mahAvirAgI jIvana teezrInuM hatuM. saMyamI thayA bAda ati cAra upasarga karanAra kara AtmA pratye paNa teezrInI karUNAdRSTi hatI. paramezvaranuM svarUpa ke vana ApaNe te mATe jANavu jarUrI che ke, ApaNe paNa temaNe anubhavIne darzAvelA mArge prati sAMdhI paramezvara banI zakIe. be ApaNe game teTalA prayatna karIe chatAM paramezvarasva rUpa na banI zakatA hoIe ane Ama ne Ama bhava bhagavAna mahAvIradeve je utkaTa sAdhanA rAmadveSane nAza karavA sArU AdarI che, te sAdhake mATe " AdazabhUta che. saMyama svIkAryAM bAda jyAM sudhI rAga-dveSa saMpUrNa nAza na thayA tyAM sudhI sADA bAra varSa paryaMta jamIna upara kadI paNu beThA nathI. divase vihAra karatA. rAtrie kAyAtsaga karIne dhyAnamAM rahetA. vaLI mahinAMnA, cAra mahinAnA, cha mahinAnA ema
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________________ : kalyANa : me : 156 : 11 : ghaNA lAMbA upavAsa karatA hatA, kevalajJAna prApti kAMI saMya bAkI che, ema zuM nathI sUcavatA? paryaratanA saMyamI jIvananA sADA bAra varSamAM sADA agiyAra varSa to upavAsa ja karyA che. phakta 349 e ja rIte te te mokSamArgadarzaka mahApurUSanAM zAro paNa je vItarAgatA pAta karavI che, te pamADI, divasa ja pAraNunA vacamAM AvyA che. AvuM kaThera zake ema che ke nahiM, te suvarNanI jema kathA che; tapazcaryAmaya jIvana sAMbhaLIne ja ApaNane saMsAranA bhautika sukha pratye virAMga janme ane AtmasAkSAtkAra ane tAparUpa parIkSAthI tapAsavuM joIe. A rItie A vanacaryA, pratimAdarzana ane zAstra karavA temaja Atmamukti mATe apUrva vilAsa thI sAcA jAge, e taddana zakaya che. ' mArganI pratIti thAya che. anAdideva tarIke gaNAtA bIjA devonA jIvana- keTalAka vidvAnene bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA Agama! vanamAMthI AvI kAMI preraNA malavAnI saMbhAvanA ja vacanethI temanI vItarAgatA ane sarvajJatA upara nathI. kAraNa ke teoe te hetupUrvaka lIdhelA ava- bahumAna khUba jAge che. paNa eka vAta temanA manamAM tAra jIvanamAM je kAMI karyuM te lIlA ja gaNAI che. asaMtoSa utpanna kare che. teo pUche che ke, jemane . mATe ja pU. zrI AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje paNa gAyuM jIvana ane vacana ATaluM nirmaLa ane Adeya che. temanA jIvanavarNanamAM devo ane dako AdinA doSarahitane lIlA navi ghaTe re, lIlA deva Agamanane zradhdhA utpanna karavA zA mATe raju kara vAmAM Ave che ? A vidhAnane ApaNe jaNAvIzuM vilAsa." AvA "lIlA vana'mAMthI kaI preraNA mala ke AmAM kAMI paNa atizayoktirUpa mAnavAnI jarUra vAnI saMbhAvanA che ? evo paNa prazna pUchAya ema nathI. yukitathI paNa e badhuM barAbara saMgata che, dareke che ke, "bhAI ! je duSTane nigraha ja karavo hate. dareka tIrthakaro jyAre tIrthaMkara nAmakarmane baMdha kare te adRSya rIte te ja kArya karavuM hatuM, paNa AvuM che, tyAre jagatanA sarva nI evI utkRSTa koTinI bhogavilAsamaya vana zA mATe jIvavuM paDayuM ?' paNa bhAvathA ciMtave che, ane sarva jIvone Adhi, vyAdhi, jyAM eka ja javAba hoya ke te te "prabhunI agamya : upAdhirUpa anaMta du:khamAMthI choDAvavAnI evI uMcA lIlA" to temAM pranane avakAza ja kayAM rahe che ? * prakAranI bhAvanA bhAve che ke, jethI temane utkRSTa pratimA prabhunI mUrti e paNa nirakhavAthI, puNya baMdhAya che, ane tenAthI iMdrAdika deva zAna dharavAthI sAdhakane rAga-draSa, meha AdinA teozrIne seve, emAM jarAya Azcarya pAmavAnuM nAza mATe apratima sAdhana manAya che. bhagavAna kAraNa nathI ja, mahAvIradevanI mUrti jotAM ja aMtaramAM nimagna temanI daSTi, prasane mukhAraviMda, ane kRtakRtyatAsUcaka bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA jIvanane jANavA mATe temanuM sarva aMga vItarAgatAnA sAdhakane khUba ja ane temanA Adeza-vacane samajavA mATe IcchA preraka bane che, jyAre bIjA sarva devonI mUrtiomAM jAge, e zine mATe A lakhANuM che. teozrIe je je cihane jovA maLe che, te rAga-deSa ke apUrNa pratipAdana karelA sAdhAda siddhAMtane temaja vAdi tAnA sUcaka pratIta thAya che, jene kAma upara kAbU paDadravyanA svarUpane tathA darzana, jJAna, cAritrarUpa meLave che, tevA sAdhakane khoLAmAM strIne besADelI mokSamArgane samajavA mATe vidvAnapurUSa yathAyogya viSNunI mUrti kevI rIte AdarzAbhUta bane ? tevI ja prayatna kare, e ja eka abhilASA. . rIte jene kaSAya to che, tene zatrune mAravA trizula che. ugAmatI devatAnI mUrti kema kArya sAdhaka pratika bane . akSamAlA Adi dhAraNa karanAra deva paNa pitAne
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________________ saMsArane pAra pAmavAne mArga pU. AcArya zrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja [ gatAMkathI cAlu ] a ane parabhAvane samajyA sivAya vAdanI havAe bezuddhi janmAvI dIdhI che. * sAdhudharma te dUra raho paNa zrAvaka- keTalAka ema mAne che ke, dharma pAlana karavAnuM, dhama paNa pariNamate nathI ja. svanI ramaNatA ane pracAravAnuM, vadhAravAnuM, rakSaNa karavAnuM kArya ane paranI vismaraNatA eja samyakatvanI bhUmikA che. javAbadArI zramaNAsaMskRtine ja hoya ! zrAvakone zAzvata zuM? vinazvara zuM? svanuM zuM ? paranuM te temAM lAgatuM vaLagatuM kaMI ja nathI. paNa zuM? AtmA zuM laIne Avye? zuM sAthamAM teoe samajavuM joIe ke- munivaro AtmalaI javAne ! vItarAgati mArga kaye ? ane kalyANanA ajoDa sAdhake che. mahAvIranA ucca kudevadati mAga karyo ? vItarAganA bhAganI tyAganAM pratIka che. zAstrAbhyAsa karIne tatvane ArAdhanA zuM phala Ape? ane anya devane sajIvana rAkhe che, ane zrAvakee teone mArga zuM phala Ape? saMsAra ke che ? bhaktibhAvathI anukULatA karI ApavI khape ! saMsAranA bhogavilAse kevA che? viSaya, kaSaya, teozrInAM saMyamane vikAsanAM sAdhane vipula pramAda, vikathA, mada A sevavAthI zuM zuM pramANamAM arpaNa karIne zramaNavADI vikasAvavI pariNAma Ave che.? A saghaLuMya zrAvakadharma joIe ane pite te saMskRtine umedavAra pAlaka samaje ane viveka pUrvaka jIve ! keI banIne Ave ! pApanA udayathI tapa-japa-kriyAnuSThAna zrAvaka zrAvaka dhanADhaya hoya che. satra jAtanA ochAM karate hoya paNa te karavAnI bhAvanAo hiya. karatA hoya tevAone preraNA Ape !tana, sAdhanasaMpanna hoya che. jethI sAteya kSetranI AbAdI rAkhavAnI teonA zire javAbadArI mana ane dhanathI zAsanaprabhAvanA karavAnI takane cUke nahi pazciAtya yuropadezanI keLavaNInA che. pratyeka zrAvako A uddezane vaLagI rahe te AvyA pachI mAtra bhautikavAdanA vikAsanA Aje koIpaNa kSetra zuSka na dekhAya ! sAdharmika sAdhakane saMsarga thayA pachI vijJAnavAdanI baMdhuo rIbAtA ke sIdAtA najare na caDe. viSama havAne cepa lAgyA pachI AryAvartanI prabhumahAvIrave mokSamArganA be upAya darzAvyA dharmaprajAne paNa tenI asara uDI thaI che. jethI jemAM zramaNudharma ane zrAvakadhama A ubhayane AdhyAtmikavAda, dharmavAda, AstikavAda, zAstra vikAsa kare e zrAvakanI kaMI javAbadArI vAda AdinA prakAzamAM jhAMkhapa AvI che. jo ke Acho nathI ja. so TacanA sonA jevA dharmAtmAone te zraddhA, virakti bhAva ke virakti dazA e AtmAne tamAM parivartana thayuM ja nathI paNa je sarva karmothI mukta thavAnI rAjakeDI che. AtmAnA upalakIyA jenAbhAse hatA, mAtra vyavahArathI pUrNa saundaryabharyA kalAdhAma jevAM avinazvara dharmanA baNagAM phUMkyA hatA, tevAone e jherI sukha meLavavAnI guTikA paNa virakti che. jeTalI virakti AtmAmAM jAme teTalI Atmika saMpatti
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________________ 9 144 : sasArane pAra pAmavAnA mArga : vadhe che. Atmika sapatti pAse cakravatI'nA sukhe paNa kaMgALa che, nakAmA che, viSamaya che. virakti amRta che, Asakti viSe che. virakti * hima jevI zItalatA Ape che, Asakti Aga jema dajhADI mUke che. virakti zItala caMdana vRkSa jevI suvAsamaya che, Asakti jherI jhADanA jevI prANahara du dhamaya che. virakti anAdinI bhUkha bhAMge che, Asakti saLagatI AgamAM vananu kAma karI Ape che. virakti thAkyA-pAyAnA virAma che, vizrAma che. Asakti thAkelAneya pazu doDAdoDa karAve che, virakti Atmika vilAsa che, Asakti jaDasagI heAvAthI vinAza che. sa sukhAnu dhAma, pUrNa AnaMdanuM sthaLa, jhaLahaLatI nyutivALA dIvaDA virakti ja che. sarva jIve viraktinI vATe vaLe ! AsaktinI aTapaTI ThaMDI cheDA!. paMcamahAvratadhArI munivare viraktinA sahavAsathI ja mehamahipatinA dArUNa saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLave che, khAravratadhArI zrAvakAya paNa samyaktvanI tapaccakkhANAnI jIvaleNa kaTAkaTInI pleAmAMya paNa vijetA bane che. e pratApa paNu viraktine ja che. virakti sAkara jevI mIThI che. je bAju cAkhA te bAju mIThI ja hAya che. ISTa sayAgamAM ane aniSTa sacAgAmAMya AtmAne sthira rAkhanAra dhanvaMtarI vaidya jevI virakti ja hoya che. sasAra-dAvAnala viraktinI vArivarSothI upazamI jAya che, 6 gharamAM pALelA popaTa haMmezAM gharanA mANasAnAM nAme i khelAve ane pelI billI AvI, ene lAkaDIthI mAre ema gokhAvela dararoja elI jAya che; paraMtu sAcesAca jyAre khilADI tenI sanmukha Ave che tyAre rAjanA pATha e bhUlI jAya che, ane ene badale peAtAnI muLa khelImAM * grUpe grUpe ' karI mUke che; tevI ja rIte keTalAka zAstranA abhyAsa karIne meTAM meTAM vyAkhyAna kare che, ne upadeza paNa Ape che. mAyAthI nahIM lapaTAvAnuM kahe che paNa jyAre potAnA vepAramAM khoTa jAya che ke aMgata sagAnuM maraNa thAya che tyAre ghaNA zaoNka karI mUke che. emanA jJAnane pALelA popaTanA jJAna sivAya bIjI kaI upamA ApI zakAya ? * lasaNanI gAMThane kapUra jevA sugaMdhI padArthanA rasa kADhIne temAM eka mAzuse dhAI. enI upara kezaranA thara caDAvI caMdanavRkSanI chAyAmAM te gAMTha sUkavavA mukI, te pachI khaTa-megarA jevAM meAhaka sugadhI puleAnI bichAtamAM lapeTIne rAkhI mukI chatAMya lasaNanI gaMdha te kAyama ja rahI ! * * tane kANu priya che ? ke mAyAne eka bhakate prazna karyo. " * mane kannusa sauthI vadhu priya che, mAyAe kahyuM " kAraNa ke e tapa ane mamhenata kare che te du:kha pAme che, paNa kaMjusAine lIdhe tenuM phaLa nAza pAme che, rAjasaguNavALA paNa udAra hoya te tene huM zatru gaNuM chuM; kAraNa ke te sukha bhAgave che ane udAratAne lIdhe te kAMIka puNya bAMdhe che, A lekamAM
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________________ rAjyadhurA vahana karanArAone ! - zrI rAyacaMda geviMdajI saMghavI - amadAvAda. A jamAnAmAM ApaNe AMkha AgaLa mATe ApaNA hRdayamAM prema ane mAna na upaje rAjakAraNa, surakSitatA ane samAjakalyANa tyAM sudhI ApaNuM jIvana vheNa uparachallAM ja sadAya ramyA kare che. paNa mAtra rAjakIya sura- rahevAnAM. ------ zcitatA ane Arthika samAjakalyANathI saMskRti eka vAta na bhUlaze ke, bhUtamahattAnA lekavikasatI nathI. mAnavajIvanamAM nIti ane Izvara- marAmAM ane tenuM jatana karavAmAM sAmudAyika zradhdhA kAyama rahI che. tenuM prathama dhyeya saMskAranI kAryazaktinA ane bhAvI sAphalyatAnAM mULa che. abhivRddhi ane vistArane pidhavAnuM che. ane jo e mULIyAM sukAvA deza te raheze mAtra aMtima dhyeya saMskRtine vikAsa, sAmudAyika thaDa jene nathI thavAnA phaLa ane pula, ane jIvanamAM ullAsanI abhivRdhdhi, sarasatAne je ema thaze te samAjane Atmadarzana karavAnI prAdurbhAva, nItimaya vyavahAranuM surUcipaNuM ane kaLA kayAMthI vikasaze? jagatane pitAnI cUDamAM bhAvanAmayatAnI sarvoparitA Ave tyAre thAya che. Aje pakaDI beThelA jaDavAdanuM jhera utAravAnuM eTale surakSitatA ane samAjakalyANa e enAM AdhyAtmika sAmarthya kayAMthI pragaTaze? sAdhane che. - kAraNa ke siddhi AtmabaLane vare che. AthI samajAze ke samAjanA jIvana ane jenAmAM adamya utsAha, aDaga saMyama ane saMskAra ghaDavAne ane sabaLa karavAne anaMtajJAna sva-samarpaNa karavAne saMka9pa hoya tene saphaLatA e dareka manuSyanA vyaktitvanuM anivArya Ava- varelI che. baLahIna hoya tene Atmasiddhi kadI zyaka aMga che. aneka sadIonA sAmudAyika sAMbhaLI che? bIjamAMthI utpanna thayelA choDane prayatna vaDe ghaDAyelA zA suMdara gahana parisa jatana karI vikasita banAvavAmAM Ave te pAka che. tene jema jema pacAvIe tema tema te jevuM navapallavita ane ghaTATopa bane che tevuM ja mAnavIne ghaDe che ane tenAmAM navuM saudarya AtmasiddhivAMchu jIvanI vairAgyabhAvanA mATe ane prabaLa kathama bhAva Ave che. Aje vicAravuM rahyuM. Aja mAnavahRdaya bhautikatAnuM samAjane tenI ghaNI jarUra che. kAraNa ke baMdI che. ene manuSyae banAvelA niyamamAnavInAM vyaktitva ane AcaraNa para samAjane baMdhane jakaDI rAkhyuM che. ane te mAnavanI pUjyabhAva kendrita thAya che. AvI vyakti sahaja bhAvanAone gUMgaLAvavA mATe khuda samAjane tenI asmitAnuM bhAna karAvI, tenI mAnavIeja sarajela che. Aje mAnavahRdaya supta rahelI sAmarthyazakitane kAryAnvita karavAnI samAje banAvela vidhiniSedhanA timiramAM Teva pADI, AtmadarzananI prarUpaNAnAM pAna rUMdhAyela che, ane aneka prakAranI kalpanAo karAvavA, prabhAvazIla vikAsa sAthe saMkaLAyela vagerethI enuM aMgeaMga jakaDAyela che. janatAne hoya che, tethI samAjanAM jIvana ane saMskAra mATe rAjya je sanmArgagAmI hoya te ghaDavAne ane sabaLa karavAne A aMge zika Atmika daridratA ane durbodhatA ene mATe sAvavuM ja rahyuM. jyAM sudhI jJAna ane saMskAra zaramajanaka vastu che. rAjya sanmArgagAmI na
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________________ : kalyANa : me : 1956 : 147 : hoya te kevaLa dhana ke padanI prApti zarama- ene namrabhAve kahuM chuM ke AtmAthI chAne janaka vastu bane che. janatAnuM kalyANa eja karaze nahi. enA para keIne jaMjIro bAMdhavA kalyANarAjyane mahAna udeza che. zAsanane deze nahi. ene kartavyabhAvanAnI ume uddeza janatAnuM kalyANa, janatAnI samRddhi, janatA Apaje. supathagAmIonA valaMta udAharaNothI sAdhya che, sAdhana nahi. rAjya janatA mATe che emanA para amIsiMcana karaje. temanI kArya- te ja te zAsaka ane zAsite vaccenA bhedane vAhIthI gabharAze nahi. ehika tRptithI vimukha mITAvI zake che. saddaguNethI janatAnuM netRtva raheje. jagatanA prabhane ane DarAmaNothI karavAthIja janatA naitikatAne AbhAra mAnaze. emane beparavA banavA madadagAra thajo. sUkSma vaibhava, vilAsa ane lAlasAthI jagatane zuM banelI svAnubhavazaktithI samRddha thayelA veThavuM paDayuM che ane veThe che tenI sAkSI ApaNA che. temanA AMtaravaibhavane spaSTarUpe ane ane ItihAsanA pAne pAnA pUre che. adhyAtmavAdI niHsaMkocapaNe samAjamAM mUrta karaje. temane na jIvane samRdhdha AMtaravaibhava prApta thAya che. te tenI AtmazraddhAthI caLAvaze nahi. te ja mAnavIjIvanayAtrA saphaLa karavAnuM kSetra ane sAdhana bane ene apUrva thavAnuM sAmarthya te ApI zakaze. che. kAraNake Atmasiddhi pAse sakaLa samRddhi ane AtmasiddhinA zikhara para tamane paNa phogaTa che. tethI ja Aje rAjyadhurA vahana karanArA laI gayA vagara raheze nahi. suSu ki bahunA ! putrIne vivAha karavAnA vicAravALA dAmodarabhAIe bIjI jarUrI mAhitI meLavI laI chevaTane prazna pUchaye. he maganabhAI ?" tamArA dIkarAne pagAra keTale maLe che? pagAra te dAmodarabhAI, sarakArI raNa mujaba meMghavArI sAthe rUpiyA savA maLe che, paNa lAlacaMda kaLavakaLiye rahyo eTale mahine bIjA savA-deDha uparathI pADe che, maganabhAIe javAba vALe. uparathI ( gerarItithI ) paisA pADavA ( meLavavA ) e jANe svAbhAvika vastu banI gaI haya, eTaluM ja nahiM, paNa e eka lAyakAtane guNa hoya evA khyAlavALA meTA janasamudAyamAMnA eka dAmodarabhAI paNa hatA. temaNe maganabhAIne kahyuM. " mahArAjane bolAve eTale ApaNe goLa khAIe ( vevizALa jAhera karIe ), tamArA jevuM khAnadAna (2) kuTuMba ane lAlacaMda jevA hoMziyAra, jamAI amane bIje kayAM maLavAnA hatA ! A che ApaNuM AjanuM sAmAnya naitika dharaNa! kolaMbasa pahele samAjavAdI hatA, tevI vAta samAjavAdanA virodha pakSa taraphathI pracalita thaI che, ane tene tema gaNavA mATe nIce mujaba kAraNo darzAvavAmAM Ave che: jyAre te saphare nIkaLe tyAre tene kayAM javAnuM che te, te jANatuM na hatuM, te tyAM pahoMce tyAre pite kyAM che tenI tene khabara na hatI, jyAre te pAchA Ave tyAre te kyAM jaI Avye te tene mAluma na hatuM A badhuM teNe uchInA pisAvaDe karyuM hatuM !
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________________ vItarAganI bhaktinA apAra mahimA zrI harilAla DI. zAha A viSamakALamAM bhAratanA chae darzAnA paikI mukhya pracalita darzanA saMsArasamudramAMthI taravA mATe bhakitamArgane mukhya AdhArarUpa mAne che. jainana paNa bhaktibhA upara khUba bhAra muke che. paNa A buddhivAdanA jamAnAmAM sahaja prazna e thAya che ke, - vItarAga bhagavAna jagatanA karyAM nathI, rAga Tre rahita che, temanI bhakti karanArA upara tene rAma nathI. ane bhakita na karanAra agara niSedha karanArA tarapha dveSa nathI te pachI temanI bhakti agara nAmasmaraNa vagerethI' lAbha ka rIte saMbhave ? eka taraphanI prItaDI kema hAi zake ? bhagavAnanuM nAmasmaraNa karavA chatAM bhagavAna ApaNAM du:khA dUra karavAnI agara saMsArasamudramAMthI tAravAnI javAbadArI zrI bhagavadgItAmAM zrI kRSNacaMdrae lIdhI che, tevI letA nathI te| zAstramAM bhakitamArga tarapha ATale badhA bhAra kema mukyA haze. zrI bhagavadgItAnA kartAe te| zrI kRSNanA mukhArA nIcenA kSeAkamAM saMpUrNa javAbadArI bhagavAne lIdhI che, tenI khAtrI ApI che. sarvadharmANi parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja / ahaM tvAM sarvapApebhyo mokSayiSyAmi mA zuca // zrA kRSNa arjunane ema kahe che ke, he arjuna, tu bhInna adhA dharma, bIjI badhI pravRttie, amara sakapA-vikalpA cheDI daI eka mArA zaraNe Ava. ane huM tane tArA tamAma pApamAMthI bacAvI lazuM. saMsArasamudranA tApathI kaMTALele va sadgaja rIte bhagavAnanA zaraNe javA prerAya e svAbhAvika che, vItarAgadarzana AvI rItanA samarpaNune mAne che. pazu te nyAya, buddhi ane tarkayukta rIte che, kemake zrI bhagavadgItAnA bhagavAna jagatanA karyAM che jyAre vItarAgadarzananA bhagavAna jagatanA kartA nathI. paNa draSTA che, temaja mAdaka che. eTale je mAdaka hAya temane nA buddhigamya ane nyAyayukta hoya tA ja ve! svIkAre. ' bI. e. amadAvAda che, paNu temanA sthUla zarIranA rAraNe nahI, para tu temanA jJAnanA zaraNe Avavanu kahe che. temanuM jJAna zuM kahe che tenA upara jarA dRSTi karI pachI AgaLa vadhIe, e jJAna ema kahe che ke, jagatanA tamAma jave nizcaya dRSTie svataMtra che. dareka jIva pe|te sva bhU che. paravastu ke jaDane Azraya. tene kSetranA heya. te! tenI svataMtratA hAya, anAdikALa nigeAdamAM nArImAM rakhaDayA chatAM AtmAnA eka pradeza AchA thaye| nathI. jo paranA Azraye AtmAnuM astitva TakI rahevAnu hAta tA anaMtakALa rakhAyA pachI AtmA gharaDA thaI jAta, AtmA pote svataMtra dravya che, jaDa e paNa svataMtra vya che, koi dravya khIjA dravyanuM svAmI hAI zake ja nahI. jyAM dravyanA ciMtanamAMhe paNa padravyanuM svAmipaNu che. tyAM sudhI te dravya zuddha nathI, AtmA AtmAmAM che ane jaDa jaDamAM che. matalaba ke vilpanA eka aMza paNa AtmAnA svabhAva nathI, AtmA te nirvikalpa ane Anadhana ajara-amara dravya che, vItarAga bhagavAne A rIte dareka AtmAnI svataMtratA. samajAvI paravastunI kheDImAMthI mukta thavAnuM jJAna ApyuM, paNa anAdikALanA kaSAyAthI lepAyelA ema. e saMkalpa-vikalpa karyA vagara rahevAnA che. vItarAga bhagavAnanI jANa bahAra Asakti hoya ja nahi. ane vItarAga bhagavAna potAnA zaraNe AvavAnuM kahe * - tethI temaNe vyavahAramAma sUcavyA ane te e ke jemaNe jemaNe potAnA AtmAne svarUpamAM sthira rAkhI svataMtra ane svayaMbhU banAvyA che temanu nAma smaraNa kara. eka vAra svayaMbhU thavAnA A nakkI karyAM pachI nAmasmaraNa karavAthI AjJA svataMtra che tenI satata jAgRti raheze. A zrRti jema jema vadhatI jaze. tema tema saMkalpa-vikalpo. samAtA jaze. ane khAdya pravRttie uparathI rUci sahaja dhaTatI jo, AmAnA pradeze je vamAnamAM carUmAM ukaLatA pANI jevA che te sthira ane zAMta thatAM AtmA krame krame petAnA guNasthAne vadhatA jaze. amuka guNasthAna vaTAvI gayA pachI te vItarAga bhagavAnanA
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________________ : 150 : vitarAganI bhakitane mahimA : nAmasmaraNa karavAnI paNa jarUra nahIM rahe. kemake - te have ajANa rahI ja nathI. mananA pulo taMtra AtmAne teTalA parizramanI jarUra nathI. je jenuM kAma karI rahyA che te jANavAnI vijJAnIo zodha ciMtana kare te temaya thaI jAya e satyane pratyakSa karavAmAM amuka aMze saphaLa thayA che. sAkSIdAra sAcuM anubhava thaze. A te tattvadaSTie vicAra karyo paNa bole che ke juThuM te jANavA mATenuM yaMtra zodhI tattvanuM jJAna na hoya agara rasa na hoya te zuM kADhyuM che. manuSyane kudaratI svabhAva sAcuM belavAne vItarAganuM nAmasmaraNa karavAne temane adhikAra nathI ? che. juThuM bolavA mATe kRtrimatA karavI paDe che. alabatta che. pheTAmAM sI lIsoTo dekhAya che te sAcuM bole A jaDavAdanA jamAnAmAM paramANuonI zakitathI che ane vaLAMka Ave te juThuM bole che ema bhAgye ja koI ajA. haze. reDIyo. TelIphona, manAya che. ATaluM viSayAMtara mULa viSaya samajavA aNuba vagerenI zakita keTalI che tenI mAhitI mATe karI have mULa vAta upara AvIe chIe. keLavAyela varmane te khAsa thaI ja cUkI che. amerIkAnA bhagavAnanA nAmaraTaNa zabda e pudgalo pramukha pAMca hajAra mAIla durathI bhASaNa karatA hoya che. e pudgale tenA uccAra sAthe cauda rAjaloka te te ja kSaNe ApaNe ahiM bekA sAMbhaLI zakIe sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. ahIM eka siddhAMta kAma kare chIe. TelIvIjhananI zodhathI temanA sthala zarIrano che. satIya vastu sajAtIya vastune ApI phoTo paNa joI zakAya che. reDIo dvArA gharamAM beThA lAve che. jema talAvamAM eka kAMkaro nAkhavAmAM Ave AkhA jagatanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI zakIe chIe. te tenA vartuLo thatA thatA kinArA sudhI pahoMce che. AtmAnI tenA kSetramAM jema anaMta zakti che tema ane pAchA pharI. je ThekANe kAMkaro nAkhyo hoya tyAM paramANuonI paNa zakti che. zarIranA bhASAnA AvI samAI jAya che te siddhAMta anusAra lobhanA tathA manane paNa pudgala che. covIse kalAka zarIranA vicAra karIe to evA prakAranA pulo kheMcI pulo kAma kare ja jAya che. pudgala zabdano artha : lAvI lobhane paNa ApIe chIe. krodhanA vicAro pudda" eTale piSavuM ane "gala" eTale gaLI karavAthI iMdha vadhAratA jaIe chIe, e viSayanA javuM. pilavAne ane gaLI javAne svabhAva che je vicAro karavAthI viSayane majabuta banAvatA jaIe tenuM nAma pula. zarIra pivAya che tema tenuM galana- chIe, vItarAganA vicAra karavAthI tathA temanuM nAmanAza paNa thAya che. A baMne kriyA sAthe sAthe smaraNa karavAthI vItarAgabhAvamAM umere karIe chIe. thAya che. bacapaNamAM ane yuvAvasthAmAM paNa pravRtti prazna e thAya che ke-vItarAga bhagavAna karmathI rahita vizeSa ane galatInuM pramANa ochuM hoya che. jyAre che. te te caitanyamUrti che, bhASAnA pula galatInuM pramANa vadhAre ane poSaNanuM pramANa ochuM tamanA pAyA zu khecI lAve? alabatta, che temanI pAsethI zuM kheMcI lAve ? alabatta, bhagavAna thAya tyAre ghaDapaNa Ave che. AnI vizeSa samaja mATe rAga-1 rahita che, paNa patthara jevA to nathI ja. vaijJAnikoe zodhakhoLa karI che jenA pariNAme gharamAMthI temanI pAse je hoya te vastu bhAgavAmAM Ave te cora corI karIne cAlyo jAya ane jenA gayA pachI te khullI ja paDI che. sUrya jema ke bane che amara amuka samayamAM te sthAnano kATo levAmAM Ave to koIne vadhu prakAza Ape evuM karatA nathI, kema ke corano kATa AvI zake che. kema ke te tenA zarIranA prakAza Apavo te tene svabhAve ja che. eTale jene pudagalo mUkato gayo che. saMtapuruSanI padharAmaNI dhare prakAza joItA hoya tene tenA abhimukha thavuM joIe. karavAnuM prayojana paNa Aja che. teonA 'tevI rIte bhagavAna anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, pavitra pugalethI gharanuM vAtAvaraNa pavitra bane. A anaMta cAritravAlA svabhAve che, te guNa temaNe uparathI spaSTa samajAze ke zarIranA putranuM kavaNa jAhera mATe khulA mukelA che. te maphata meLavI zakAya cAvIse kalAka cAlu che. bApAnA pudagalanI zakti che. zarata mAtra eTalI ja che ke te meLavavA mATe
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________________ kevaLajJAna kahyuM che. te jeTalA pramANamAM ApaNA bhAva hoya tathAprakAranA purUSArtha hoya te jarUra maLe che. bhAvathI prApta karI zakAya che, ema jJAnIoe taddana vaijJAnikadaSTie sasa che. jainadarzana pramANe jIva jevA bhAtrA kare che tevA thaI zake che, vItarAgadazana AtmAnI saMpUrNa AjhAdI koInI jarA paN yA upara choDI detu nathI, ane vaijJAnika rIte prabhubhakti ane japanA mahimA samajAve che, pazu A vAta tenA paramANuonI zakti jee samajatA hoya, temanA mATe thaI, jeo tattva jANutA nathI agara jemaNe paramANunI zaktinA khyAla nathI teone nAmasmaraNa karavAthI zuM phAyado na thAya ? alabatta thAya, te zraddhA hAya ! jJAna karatAM zraddhAnuM mUlyAMkana jarAya enDru nathI. zraddhA je phaLa Ape che te phaLa brahmA vagaranuM jJAna ApatuM nathI. bhamarA yalanI AjubAju satata guNa guNa zabdanA avAjane paTa ApyuM ja jAya che. tene khakhara nathI keyaLa bhamarA zI rIte thaze ? chatAM tAjubInI vAta e che ke AvA samaja vagaranA guNa guN avAjathI iyaLa bhamarA banI jAya che. bhamarAnI eka ja bhAvanA che ke siLate pAtAnA rUpe banAvavI eTale zraddhAnuM baLa vadhAre che, paNa AvI sAcI zraddhA kayAre pragaTe ! saMsAranA tApathI vairAgya lagyA hAya tyAre ja bhUtakALa ane bhaviSya kALa tarapha vane vicAra De, A jIva anA kALa sama nigema, ekendriya, bendriya yAdi keAnimAM rakhaDayA. sukha meLavavA mATe teNe anaMtA bhavamAM valakhA mAryAM paNa sukha na maLyuM agara te sukha choDIne : kalyANu : me : 1956 : 155 : maraNane bheTavuM paDayuM. atyAre paNu sAco mArga maheNu karavAmAM nahI Ave te jIva pAchA kayAM bhaTakAze tenI khabara nathI. devAne paNa durlabha kSetre manuSyabhava zAthI mAnavAmAM AvyA che. vivekanA, sArAsAranI, lAbhAlAbhanI, tulanA karavAnI manuSyane zakti vizeSa hAya che, tethI ja manuSyabhavanI viziSTatA che, anata kALacakramAM se| varasanuM manuSyanA AyuSyanuM pramANa kADhI zakAya nahI, te eka bhava vItarAga bhagavAne darzAvelA mArganA akhatarA kema na karaveza ? temane khATA mArga batAvavAnuM kAMI kAraNa hoya ja nahi. AvA vicArAnA maMthanathI. vairAgyabuddhi jAge che. vairAgya sAthe samarpaNabhAve vItarAganI bhakti agara smaraNa karatAM karmanI nirjarA thatAM jabhAve AtmA potAnuM svarUpa prApta kare che, arthAt AtmA sapUN svataMtra bane che, ema kahevAi rahyuM che ke, seMkaDa mANasA varSAnA varSo sudhI jApa kare che chatAM temane jarA paNu lAbha thayAnuM agara temanI prakRttimAM pheraphAra, thayAnu jovAmAM AvatuM nathI, A zaMkA yagya nathI. jyAM eka bAju jApa cAlatA hoya, tyAM bIjI bAju mana niraMkuzapaNe saMkalpa-vikalpanA gheADA doDAvatuM hAya sAM A pramANe jarUra ane, saMkalpa-vikapanA pudgale tevA prakAranA pudgaleA AkarSI vAtAvaraNa juduM ubhuM kare che. jApa taraphanA bhAva karatAM sauMkalpa vikalpanA bhAvamAM rasa vadhAre heAvAthI tenuM prAhya vadhAre hoya che. AthI asara thatI nathI. khalke niraMkuzapaNe" taraMgA mATe TAIma lIdhele hAvAthI nukazAna thavAnA sthAnA vadhAre che. AmAM kai sidhdhAMtanA doSa nathI. zradhdhA hoya tyAM vikalponuM prAbalya echuM hovu joie. * pahelA vizvayuddhanA zarUAtanA divasAmAM AphrikAnA madhyabhAgamAM AvelA briTiza mathakanA koi adhikArIne tenA uparI taraphathI bInatArI sadeza malyA; * yuddha jAhera thayuM che tamArA prAMtanA badhA duzmaneAne keda kare ! ' tyArapachI thoDA samaye uparI adhikArIne nIce mujaba tArathI javAba maLyA; ' sAta jarmanA, traNa eljIiyanA, e phrencA, cAra iTAliyana, eka esTriyana tathA eka amerikananI dharapakaDa karavAmAM AvI che. ApaNe keAnI sAme yuddhanI jAherAta karI che te kRpA karIne jaNAvA ! '
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________________ REALI FU jaya brA FIRE RiAna che. AjanAvara nI zAna gaucarI va A vibhAgamAM akhabAra ke mAsika vageremAMthI upUva karI lakhANo sAbhAra ane soncabhAve pragaTa karIe chIe. zrImAne paNa kaI tRSAtura AvIne pANI e eka dilera dilanI orata hatI. mAge che te paNa kesaramAne tyAM mokale. kesachapanIo duSkALa cAla ha. varasAda thayela ramA te so keIne premathI ja pANI pAya. nahe. pANInI mahAmuzkelI hatI. mArI atyAre te pANIne sukALa che. jAmazrI raNa ane majUravargane je ke mahAmusIbate, dhAnya jitasiMhajIe raNajitasAgara, je corasa bAra maLI rahetAM, paraMtu paNa te kaI bhAgye ja gAunA te vistAravALuM moTuM taLAva che, pAtuM hatuM. caitra-vaizAkhanA dhUma taDakA paDatA tyAMthI naLa vATe have te pANI joIe teTaluM ane garamAgarama pavananI lU jharatI. pasInAthI maLI ja rahe che. eTale have pANI pAvAnA sI keI vinA mahenate nItarI rahyA hatA. puNyanI mahattA ochI thaI gayelI che, paraMtu pANI te prajAnI AMkhamAM dekhAtAM hatAM. chapanIA dukALamAM pANInI kiMmata bahu ja garIbano belI koNa? saMka bicArA bhikhA- maLI hatI. te samaye kesaramAe raMga rAkhe rIne pANuM koNa pAca ? kesaramAnuM haiyuM hatuM. A kesaramA jhaverI jhAMpAmAM rahetA hatA. pANInAM duHkhe dekhI halabalI UThayuM. vicAra jAte ozavALa vANiyA. khuda jAmanagaramAM karyo ke, mAre garIbone mATe A kAyA ghasI rahetA. Aja paNa sau kaI kesaramAne yAda nAkhavI, paraMtu koI paNa tara mAre tyAMthI kare che. sthitimAM garIba paNa dilanAM dilAvara pAcho na ja javuM joIe. Aje paNa enA vaMzavAraso keIne pANInI kesaramA roTale paNa Ape, ane pANI nA pADatA nathI. te Ape, Ape ne Ape ja. garIba-raMkane A kesaramA keTalA nIDara ane sAtvika Ape, majUra ke gADAvALAne Ape, ane heTa- hatA tene eka ja dAkhale jANavA jevuM che. bhaMgIne paNa Ape. DheDha-bhaMgIne khebethI pAya gharamAM daLavA mATe ghaTI rAkhelI hatI. AjanI e vAta ADozI-pADozIne na game, paraMtu peThe milo anAja nahatI daLatI, eTale ke kesaramA te kesaramAM. - ghaMTI paNa jAte ja daLatA hatA. dhaMTI pAse kesaramAe kAyAne khUba kaSTa ApyuM, eka sapanuM dara hatuM. temAM saMpa haMmezAM paraMtu A tRSAturanI bhalI duA AziSa rahyA ja karate. sarpa jIvatuM hatuM, paraMtu keIne lIdhI hatI. kesaramAne sau keI oLakhe. keI karaDate nahote, tema bhaya paNa pamADate nahote. zrImaMtane gherathI paNa pANI nahatAM pAtAM. sadAya eka ja jagyAe jogInI peThe, kema jANe A
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________________ : 254: jJAnagocarI : sana na lagAvyuM hoya tema paDaye rahete. ghaMTI bhAre jabarA ne nIDara! je khudAnI balkatanI daLatI vakhate mAMcInA besavAnA AsanathI ekAda rakSA kare tene khudA vALa vAMke nathI thavA phUTane aMtare te sarSa daramAM paDe rahete. dete. e badhA musalamAnee AzcaryanI sAthe dUdha pAse mUkIne ApaNe je dUra khasI jaI najaronajara joyuM. AvI hatI amArI kesaramAM e, te te sapa bahAra AvIne dUdha pI jate, nIDara ane paragaju. khAnadAna kuTuMbanI putrI paraMtu nahoto kaIne karaDate ke DarAvate. kesa hatI ane khAnadAna paraMtu garIba kuTuMbamAM ramA emane bhAbhAne jIva mAnatA. bhAbhA parazuM hatI. jAtamahenatanuM jIvana jIvIne paNa eTale ghara kaI vaDIla gujarI jAya ane je je dhanike nahatA karI zakatA te kAma A tenI ghara uparanI mUcha na chuTI gaI hoya ane kesaramAe karyuM. Akhe chapanIe duSkALa, tevAmAM gujarI jAya te bhAbhA nAmanI sapanI temAM vaLI cetara-vaizAkhanA jharatA taDakA jAtimAM janma ane gharamAM ja jIvana gALe. paDe, paraMtu A kesaramA kadI keIne pANI atyAre to sau keI sarSathI dUra ja bhAgI patAM kaMTALyA nahatAM. dhanya che kesaramAne ! ' jAya. sarpanA te vizvAsa zA ? ene te gharamAM -acchAbAbA kema rakhAya? chekazane moTerAM bIja mare ne? - A kesamAM eka vakhata nave che, je taLAvanI pALa pAse Avela che, tyAM pANI mAnavatAlakSI lekhakenI mAnavatA ! bharavA gayelA. tyAMthI eka hAthane sapanIkaLate musalamAnenAM chokarAe joye. teo te cIMdhI thaDA samaya pahelA bharAyelA sAhityacIMdhIne pANAnA ghA karavA maMDI paDayA. kesaramAM saMmelanamAMthI pAchAM pharatAM thayelAM anubhava viSe dhame jena hatA. chokarAne bahu bahu samajAvyAM lakhatAM eka mitra jaNAve che ke --- ke, bhAI ! tame ene mAro nahIM ane jyAM "InamAM pAchAM pharatAM eka-be evAM javuM hoya tyAM sukhethI javA dyo. paNa chokarA banAvo banyA ke jemAM amuka sArA gaNAtA mAne to ne? chokarAoe eka zarata mUkI ke sAhityakArenI svArthavRtti chatI thatAM mane ame ene na mArIe ke je tame ene duHkha thayuM. DabbAnA moTA ane nAnA vibhAtamArA khoLAmAM laI lIo te! kesaramAe te gane joDatAM bAraNuM baMdha karIne ame daseka kesarIAnAthanuM nAma laIne baLa pAtharyo sAhityarasiMke nAnA vibhAgamAM nirAMte beThelA. sapa paNa samajI gaye ke A bAI mane sAthe bIjA loko paNa hatA. vacaluM bAraNuM bacAvI levA mAge che. turata ja kheLAmAM khUle ane leke amArI bAju Ave te AvIne nirbhayapaNe besI gaye, kesaramAM paNa bhIDa thAya e bIke sAthenA lekhakabhAIo pANInuM beDuM kUvA para bIjI panihArIne saMpIne koIne e bAraNuM kholavA detA nahatA. sApane kheLAmAM laIne dura taLAvanI pALa upara evAmAM eka utArUe amArA vibhAgacaDhIne nirbhayasthAne cheDI AvyA. chokarA te mAMthI bIjI bAjue javA mATe vacaluM bAraNuM joI ja rahyA ke A vANiyANI kesaramA te khelavA mAMDyuM. tene A bhAIee sata
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________________ : kahANa: me : 1956 : kaw: virodha karyo. e ne ekadama gIradI thaI jAya bAraNuM kholavAnI "nA" kahI. emane e vicAra ne pitAnI traNa kalAkanI musApharImAM herAna na AvyuM ke, have pachInuM chelluM sTezana AvI thaI javAya te ! paNa pelA utArUe pitAne rahyuM che, eTale ene bhIkha meLavavAne paNa Agraha pakaDI rAkhe. lekhakee paNa pitAnI cheDe ja samaya che. emane ema paNa na thayuM jIda na choDI. ane takarAra vadhu ugra svarUpa ke, bicArA AMdhaLAne nIce utarIne pAchuM levA mAMDI. lekhakabhAIoe bAraNuM eTalA caDavAmAM keTalI takalIpha paDe ! jorathI pakaDI rAkhyuM ke pelA bhAIne paga e "meM emane samajAvyA. paNa teo bAraNa nIce paDIka samaya sudhI chuMdAI raho mAnyA tyAre meM jAte jaIne bAraNuM khelI te keInAM dila na halyAM. ulaTAnuM emane nAMkhyuM, mane navAI ane duHkha thayuM ke mAnaemAM pitAnuM parAkrama lAgyuM ! aMte pele vatAnI vArtAo lakhanAra (ane e para InAma utArU bAraNuM cheDIne DabbAmAMthI utarI gayA. meLavanAra !) lekhako ja jo ATalI mAnavatA tyAre AmAMnA eka suprasidhdha sAhityakAra paNa na dharAve te emanI kalamamAM prANu kyAM belyA ke, "amAre te AvA guMDAo sudhI rahe?" sAthe ja haMmezAM rahevAnuM hoya che !" sAdhAraNa rIte sahRdayI lekhAtA manu Ina AgaLa vadhI rahelI. niyata sTe- relvenI musApharImAM pitAnI sagavaDamAM jarA zane pahoMcavAne have dasa miniTa paNa nahotI paNa AMca na Ave e hetuthI ekadama badalAI rahI ne pravAsa jarA paNa agavaDa vagara pUra jatAM dIThA cheAma chatAM sAhityalekhake te thavA Ave. tyAM eka AMdhaLe bhikhArI sahRdayatAne eka yA bIjI rIte satata upadeza amArI taraphanA DabbAmAM caDe. amArI ApatA hoya che. emane paNa je ApaNe pAsethI kaMI na maLatAM e bIjI bAju javA relave pravAsa daramyAna AvA hRdayahIna thatA mATe vaccenuM bAraNuM khelavA gaye. paraMtu joIe te prazna thAya ke bicArI mAnavatAne chellI dasa miniTamAM paNa gIradI vadhatAM herAna have koNa hAtha jhAlaze? thaI javAnI bIke A lekhakoe ene e [ prabuddha jIvana ] tatvavettA DAyenisane hADakAMnA meTA DhagalAmAM dhyAnapUrvaka te joIne mahAna sikaMdare tene pUchayuM: "tame zuM zepI rahyA che ? " DAinise javAba Ape. "huM tamArA pitAnAM hADakAM kheLI rahyo chuM, temanAM hADakAM temanA gulAmanAM hADakAMmAMthI huM oLakhI zakatuM nathI ! " maMo pitAnA abhiprAya kharA ja, ema jaDatApUrvaka pakaDIne jakaDI banyA che, ane DAhyAe pitAnA satyanA pUrepUrA AgrahI ke tenI khAtara phanA thavA taiyAra nathI. bUrAine bhUlI jajo ! bhalAIne yAda karatA zIkhaje !
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________________ jenadarzanano karmavAda -: aMtarAyakarma :- mAstara khubacaMda kezavalAla - sirohI (rAjasthAna) A jagatamAM dAtAra, bhAgyazALI, bhaktA thaI javAvALA che, adhUrA kevI rIte che te ane baLavAnapaNuM dareka jIvenuM sarakhuM hatuM aMge vicAratAM samajAze ke jIva dhAre te nathI. kRpaNa, daridra, bhikhArI ke nirbaLa kahe, badhuM jagata bIjAne ApI daI zake che eTale varAvavuM keIne gamatuM nathI. darekane dAtA, sarvathA IcchApUrvaka pite tyAga karI zake, vaLI sukha-sAmagrInA bhoktA ane tAkAtavAna thavuM AtmA dhAre te samagra jagata dvArA jeTalA pasaMda che, chatAMya sukha-sagavaDa ane bhega- phAyadA meLavavA hoya teTalA meLavI zake, ane upabhaga sAdhano, ane zArIrika zaktinA dhAre te samagra jagata pitAnA bhAgamAM temaja - sage dareka jIvane ekasarakhA hotA nathI. upabhegamAM laI zake, ane dhAre to AkhA uparokta sAmagrIo mATe dareka ne eka- jagatane uthala-pAthala karI zake teTalI pratyeka sarakhe prayatna hovA chatAM te sAmagrIo aMge AtmAmAM zakti che. AtmAnuM ATaluM badhuM jagatanA jIvamAM nyunAdhikatA zA mATe ? sAmarthya che, teTaluM sAmarthya batAvavAnI koIne are ! keTalAkane te sukha-sagavaDanI sAmagrIo jarUra paDatI nathI, paraMtu teTaluM sAmarthya ane zArIrika taMdurastI hote chate paNa dAtA- AtmAmAM pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI aMtarAdi guNonI prApti thatI nathI. A badhuM rAyakane kSaya nahi paraMtu kSayapazama ja, zAthI? tenuM kAraNa jainadarzanamAM aMtarAyakamane gaNAya. : - - udaya kahyo che. A aMtarAyakarma aMge vizeSa saMpUrNa sAmarthanI prApti eTale aMtaspaSTatA ApaNe vicArIye. rAya kamane kSaya gaNAya che. saMpUrNapaNe prApta dAnAdi guNene dabAvanArUM aMtarAyakama karela AtmAmAM dAnAdi guNe pravRttirUpe hatA (1) dAnAMtarAya, (2) lAbhAMtarAya, (3) bhagatI nathI eTale vyAvahArika dAnAdikane viSe pravRtti rAya, (4) upabhegAMtarAya, ane (5) vIryAta hotI nathI, paNa teone nesthayika dAna, lAbha, rAya, ema pAMca prakAre darzAvyuM che. aMtarAya- bhega, upabhoga ane vIryalabdhi hoya che. kamanA udaye jIva adAtA, alAbhi, abhegI, teomAM parabhAva-padUgalika bhAvanA tyAgarUpa anupabhegI, ane azakta thAya che. jyAre dAna, Atmika zuddha svarUpanI prAptirUpa lAbha, aMtarAyakarmanA kSepazame ke kSaye AtmA Atmika zuddha svarUpanA anubhavavArUpa bhegadAtAra, sukha-sAmagrI prApta karanAra, tene bhega upaga ane sva-svabhAvamAM pravRttirUpa vIrya vanAra ane zaktivAna thAya che. aMtarAya- hoya che. A pramANe aMtarAyakarmanA saMpUrNa kamanA kSepazamathI uparokta guNa prApta kSaye prApta thayela dAnAdi guNe kSAyika yA thAya che, paraMtu te adhUrAM ane kadAcita nezcayika gaNAya che. tyArabAda te AtmA karatAM kSapazama nyuna thaI javAthI guNa paNa nyune anya koI AtmAmAM te guNa aMge vizeSatA
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________________ sabhavI zakatI nathI. * aMtarAyakanA kSayathI utpanna thayela sAyikabhAva dareka AtmAmAM eka sarakhA ja hAya che. paraMtu te karmanA kSayApazcamathI utpanna thatA kSAyeApazamikabhAva dareka AtmAmAM aneka prakAranA hoya che. aMtarAyakanA kSaye pazamathI jItra dAna Ape che. ISTa vastu prApta kare che, bhAga-upabhAga sAmagrIne bhAgave che, ane peAtAnI tAkAtane upayega kare che, te dAnAki guNA vyAvahArika yA kSAyepathamika kahevAya che. A rIte dAnAdi guNA (1) kSAyika yA naiRyika, ane (ra) kSAye pazamika yA vyAvahArika, e prakAre darzAvyA che. evI rIte aMtarAyakarma paNa vyAvahArika ane naiRyika ema e prakAre che te vicArIeH svatva uThAvI anyane AdhIna karavu te dAna kahevAya che. A dAnaguNune rIkana ra je kama te dAnAMtarAya kahevAya che. temAM ApavAnI bhAvanA chatAM lenAra na maLe te vyavahArathI dAnAMtarAya ane chatI zaktie dAnanAM piraNAma jAge nahi tevI kRpaNutA ( kapilA dAsInI jema) te nizcayathI dAnAMtarAya kahe vAya che. * kalyANa : me : 1956 : 157 : daridrapaNuM prApta thavuM, dhanahInatA, kaoNMgAlatA, dravyaprApti mATe thatAM udyamanI niSphaLatA A badhAmAM vyavahArathI lAbhAMtarAyanA uma kahevAya che, ane lAbha prApta thavAnA gAmAM AciMtu vighna thAya, ghatAra ApavAnI bhAvanAvALA hoya ane yAcaka yAcavAmAM kuzaLa tathA guNavAna hovA chatAM paNa dAtAra pAsethI dAna meLavI zake niha te (DhaDhaNamuni tathA bhagavAna RSabhadevanI jema) nizcayathI lAbhAMta tarAyakamAM kahevAya che. je vastu vAraMvAra bhAgavI zakAya te sa pAtra-srI Adi te upalega sAmagrIne aMge upabhAgAMtarAya ka vyavahArathI ane nizcayathI bhAgAMtarAya krarmanI mAphka ja samajavuM. jenA udayathI nirbala cA dumalA zarIranI prApti thAya te vyavahArathI vIryA tarAya karma kahevAya che, ane rAga rahita yuvAvasthA ane aLavAna zarIra hovA chatAM paNa kai siddha karavA lAyaka kAma AvI paDavA vaDe hInasatvapaNAne laine te kAryaM sidhdha karavA purUSA karI zake nahi te nizcayathI vIryA tarAya kahevAya. jyAvahArika aMtarAyakarmanA kSayApazamathI dAnAdine yAgya sAdhana-sAmagrInI prApti thAya che ane naRcika aMtarAyakanA kSaye pazamathI dAnAdinAM pariNAma jAgRta thavA dvArA dAnAdi kAryomAM pravRtti thAya che, naiyika aMtarAyakama dAnaDhi kAryanI pariNAme pravRtti thavA detuM nathI, jyAre byAvahArika nayathI aMtarAyaka dAnAdine yogya sAdhana-sAmagrIja prApta thavA detuM nathI. have e paNa vicAravuM jarUrI che ke, darekane aMtarAyakarmanA kSaye pazamahAvA chatAM paNa dAnAdi guNA sarakhA hAtA nathI. tenuM kAraNa koinA kSaye pazama mada hovAthI te guNA alpa hoya che, ke 'nA kSayeApathama thoDA vadhAre hAvAthI te guNA gheADA vadhAre hoya che, ema sA-kSayapazama vadhatAM vadhatAM dAnAdi guNA vadhatA jAya che, A pramANe kSaye pazama vizeSe dAnAdi labdhionA asakhyAta bhe thAya che. tethI te darekanA-aMtarAyanA paNa teTalA ja bhedo thAya che. kAraNake aMtarAyanA kSaye pazama thatA heAvAthI jeTalA te kSaye pazamanA bhedo teTalA ja tenA
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________________ yogabindu (bhAvAnuvAda) -zrI vidUra (lekhAMka 5 me ] uparyukta sthitine pratApa chavamAM saMsAranuM samajI zakaze ke, ivamAM te te sAmagrIne page abhinaMdana TakI zakyuM nathI. mukti prati rahI te pariNAmI banavAnI-te te parivartana pAmavAnI zakato nathI. ane mAtra avidhArita pravRtti banI svAbhAvika yogyatA che, tethI ja te ati azudhdha zakatI nathI, paNa pitAnI aMzane nirmaLatAne vege chatAM kramazaH azuddhi dura karI viddhi yogya banI tenI ucita pravRtti thAya che, zake che. ane aMte sarvathA vizuddha paNa banI zake jema sajana mahAzayanI asatapatti thAya nahi, che, jethI azuddhine punarbhava paNa thato ja nathI tema A yoga jIvanI paNa anucita pravRtti na thAya. Ama chatAM AtmAdi tane sarvathA aparighaTita pravRtti thAya temaja te pApakarthamAM tIvrabhAve - mI mAnI levAmAM Ave. eTale ke, ekAntaH saMgapUrvaka pravRtta na thAya. kAraNuM ene have teno kSaNika yA nitya mAnI levAmAM Ave, kiMvA ekAceSa heta nathI. sAthe ja enAmAM avivAnuM bala ntataH sat yA akhta mAnI levAmAM Ave. te kSINa thayela hovAthI kutarka ane ahi rahI zakatA rogane prayatna kare nirarthaka che. paNa jo tene te te nathI. ethI ja enI viparIta buddhi cAlI gayela rUpe pariNamanazIla mAnavAmAM Ave, te ja AtmA hoya che, te te rUpe pariNumanAra hoI, yoganI sArthakatA che. - e samaye alabatta ! tenA ghaTamAM vadhu paDatI jenA mATe graMthakAra maharSi jaNAve che ke:- .. ujAsa jaLahaLatI nathI. chatAM avidhAnuM baLa kSINa akAnte sati yadyatna-stathAsati ca tavRthA / thayela hei, enAmAM vipasa nathI. temaja te ivamAM sahaja nirmaLatA pragaTa thayela hoya che. ethIja tattathAthocatAya tu, tamAmaiSa sAthe: mAravA e sahajataH ucita pravRtti kare che, enA kAraNe te vAparya e che ke, vastumAtramAM kathaMcit sattva te zraddhAdi guNe prApta thAya che. mAtra e guNe ane asatvarUpa paraspara sApekSa dharmonuM astitva hoya vAstavagaNamApaka pUrvabhUmikAnA guNurUpa ja hajI che, jethI eka ja vyaktimAM pitRtva ane putrava hoya che. AdirUpa virUdhdha bhAsatA paNa dharmonI hayAtI he A sthitinA prabhAve te te apunarbhadhAdi zake che. ane te pramANika che, tema vastumAtramAM paNa dazA yogya anuSThAnanuM ArAdhana thAya che, ane niyAyitva ane savAsavAdarUpa dharmonI astitA enA ge vAstavika yoganI kramazaH siddhi thAya che. hoI zake che, jema eka ja vRkSamAM zAkhAnadena ane mUlAaMtarAyanA bhede che. tethI vyavahAranayathI ane vacchedana kapine saMga ane abhAva hoI zake che, ane nizcayanayathI aMtarAya paikI dareka prakRti tema vastumAM paNa te te apekSAe virUdhdha bhAsatA enA asaMkhyAta bhede samajavA. ane tethI ja paNuM dharmo hoI zake che. dAnAdi labdhimAM asaMkhya prakAre hevAthI te mAtra te apekSA abAdhita joIe-prAmANika darekane eka sarakhI hotI nathI. aMtarAyakamane joIe. jema eka ja vaMDamAM amuka apekSAe TuMkAsaMpUrNa kSaya karanArA ja dareka AtmAmAM dAnAdi paNuM jaNAtuM chatAM, bIjAnI apekSAe lAMbApaNuM labdhio eka sarakhI hoya che. paNa samajI zakAya che,
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________________ :: kalyANa : me : 1956 : 159: tema eka ja vastumAM amuka apekSAe nityatva kALasthAyI paNa che, avasthAothI avasthAvata sarvathA jaNAvA chatAM, amuka apekSAe anitya paNa alaga nathI. bAlya-kumArAdi avasthAonAM parivarta. samajI zakAya che. e ja rIte amuka apekSAe namaya caitra-maitrAdi te rUpe ja hoya che. vyavahAra paNa sattvanuM astitva chatAM, anya apekSAe asattva paNa te rUpe ja akhkhalita thAya che, Ama chatAM e caitrahaI zake che. maitrA e avasthAothI alaga hetA nathI, tethI ja ' vastumAtra dravyatvanI apekSAe nitya che. kAraNa tenA parivartanamAM te paNa parivartana pAmI zake che. te te avasthAnA parivartanamAM ya te dravya acala che. A rIte vastumAtramAM svadravyaparyAyanI apekSAe jema kaTaka-kaMkaNadi avasthAnA parivartanamAM suvarNa nitya ghaTI zake che, ane prAmANika ja heya che. sthira che tema vastumAtramAM niyatva dharma hoya che. e. e ja rIte vastumAtra svadharmanI apekSAe sata nitya eTale ke vastunA svarUpanuM avana. bhinna che, jyAre paradharmanI apekSAe asata che. bhinna avasthAonA parivartanamAMya mUlasvarUpanI jema ghaTamAM ghaTava, pArthivata, dravyavAdi dharmonI acalatA. sattA hoya che, paNa paTava ke jalatyAdi dharmonI sattA sAthe ja vastumAtra paryAyatvanI apekSAe anitya haI zakatI nathI. kAraNa, agara ghaTamAM ghaTavAdinI paNa che. paryAya eTale vastunI te te avasthA. vahu jema paTavAdi dharmonI sattA paNa hoya, te ghaTa ghaTamAtra pariNamanazIla che. jema kAMcana yA mATI, te te tyAdi dharmothI jema sata che, tema paTavAdi dharmothI rUpe anuvartanazIla chato kaTaka, vaya, ke kaNa mA paNa sat thaI jAya. tene ghaTa ityAdi nAmanI jema sthAsa, zivaka, ghaTa, AdarUpa bhinnabhinna avasthAene paTa ityAdi nAmathI paNa abAdhita vyavahAra thAya. pAme che. te te avasthArUpe svayameva pariName che, tema jema te ghaTa jalAvaraNAdi kriyAkArI che, tema tvacAravastumAtra te te avasthArUpe pariName che, ane potAnA kSadi paTa-arthakiyAkAra paNa bane, yadi ema hoya mULarUpe kAyama paNa rahe che. to jema ghaTAthI mRttikAnA AnayanamAM pravRtti kare Ama chatAM tenuM dhrauvya-nityatva ApekSika ja che, tema taMtunA grahaNamAM pravRtta thAya eTale mRttikAthI gaNAya. kAraNa yadi niyatva sarvathA acalita ja hAya jema ghaTa thAya che, tema taMtuthI paNa ghaTa thaI jAya. te tenI avasthAe 5NuM kema thAya ? ethI ja vastu- ' Ama banatuM ja nathI. anyathA vyavasthA mAtra mAtra pariNAmI che. ApekSika dharmayukta che. lupta thaI jAya tethI ja mAnavuM paDaze ke, vastumAtramAM AtmA paNa anugAmi dravyarUpe nitya che, nara- svagatadharmonI ja sattA hoya che, paNa paragatadhamanI nArakAdi avasthAonuM parivartana thavA chatAM, Ama AbhA sattA hotI nathI. ' , te temAM anvayi ja che-anugata ja che. dhruva ja che. Ama chatAM nara-nArakAdi avasthAo tevI ja che te temAMya tene apekSAnI AvazyakatA rahe che. AtmA pote ja te te avasthArUpe pariName che. tene eka ghaTa anya ghaTanI apekSAe ghaTasvarUpe eka vyavahAra paNa te ja prakAre thAya che. tevI ja rIte che, chatAM te te vyaktirUpe ghaTane paraspara bheda che. anitya paNa che. kAraNuM, te avasthAo dhruva nathI sAtheja paragata dharmonuM paNa bIjI vastumAM te tene AdikALa paNa che. ane aMtakALa paNa che. rUpe astitva nahi hovA chatAM vyApaka dharmothI tethI ja te avasthAo anitya che. e avasthAo, teonuM paNa astitva hoI zake che. jema paTava dharma sUma paryAlocanA karavAmAM Ave te kSaNavinazvara ghaTamAM svarUpe nahi hovA chatAM dravyatva-savarUpe paNa che, ane skUla-vyavahArU dRSTie amuka sImita tenuM paNa astitva hoI zake che.
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________________ : 160: gabindu tAtparya e ke vastumAtra svarUpe satu hoya che ane Ama chatAM ubhaya akSiAe ja vAstava che. aniyatva vararUpe asat heAya che. paryAyanI apekSAe ja, ane niyatva dravyatvanI jema ghaTa sva dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva apekSAe apekSAo ja vAstava che. sata hoya che ane paradravyAdi apekSAe asat heya AthI vastumAtrane A rIte sa-asat ane che. ghaTa e pArthivadravyarUpe sat che, kAnyakubajakSetrarUpe nityaniya rUpe ja mAnavI joIe. arthAta pariNamanasatu hoya che, kALathI vasantakAlarUpe sat che ane zIla mAnavI joIe. bhAvathI raktavAdiyA jalAharaNAdi kriyAkAritvarUpe ema nahi mAnatAM, yadi ekAte svarUpavata para sata che, paNa jaladravyarUpe sata nathI pATalIputrarUpe rUpathI paNa sata mAnI levAmAM Ave, tathA ekAnta sata nathI, hemantakAlikasvarUpe sat nathI tathA pItatyAdi pararUpavat svarUpathI paNa asat ja mAnI levAmAM yA tvacArakSAdi kriyAkAritvarUpe sata nathI. * Ave, te mane mATe prayatna ja ghaTI zakaze nahi. je ema mAnI levAmAM Ave, te vastumAtrane uparyukta nIti anusAra samajI zakAze ke-vastunuM saMkara thaI jAya, tethI pratiniyata vyavasthA ja svarUpathI te sattva che ja. jema dhaTanuM ghaTa svarUpa viNasI jAya. ' che, paTanuM paTava svarUpa che. e ghaTapaTAdi ghaTava ane e ja rIte vastumAtra svadravyAdinI apekSAe paTavAdirUpe te sata ja che, paNa ghaTanuM paTavAdi para saMta che ane paradravyAdinI apekSAe asat che. rU5 che e pararUpe ghaTa sat na hoI zake. kAraNu vastu AtmA paNa AtmatvanI apekSAe sata che, paNa pararUpe sata hoya ja kema ? je pararUpa hoya te to jaDavanI apekSA e sata nathI kintu asata che. parakIyaja hoya, paranuM rUpa svamAM kema AvI zake ? chatAM ghaTane paTavArirUpe ya sata mAnI levAmAM Ave, yadi madhyasthadaSTithI vastunA tAtparyanuM paryAlayana te ghaTa ghaTapaNuM phagAvI de ane paTarUpa paNa thaI karavAmAM Ave te vastumAtramAM A rIte svarUpa jAya. tethI ja temAM paTarUpanuM sattva na hoI zake ane pararUpanI apekSAe sattva ane asattvanuM avazya eTale ghaTane svarUpe ja sata mAnI zakAya, paNa pararUpe bhAna thaze ja. te asata ja manAya, mAtra ghaTavAdi svadharmonuM eja rIte vastumAtramAM dravya ane paryAyavanuM tenuM astitvarUpe sattva hoya ane paTavAdi paradharmonuM bhAna thaze ja. kAraNa-te vastu avasthAo pAme che te nAstitvarUpe astitva heya. ane mULarUpe dhruva rahe che. eTale vastumAtramAM utpAda vinAza ane dhrauvyarUpa dharmo heAya che. eTale ghaTane sarvathA sata mAnI levAya te ghaTavavat pAvadharmanuM ya temAM sattva thaI jAya. paTava utpAda-vinAza paryAyanA hoya che ane acaLatA e to pararUpa che te ghaTamAM AvI jAya ane ghaTa te dravyanI hoya che dravya-paryAya vastunA ja dhame che, vastu rUpe sata banI jAya te ghaTa paTarUpe ja banI jAya. ya tadaupaja hoya che. paNa enAthI alagaja mATe ja ghaTane svarUpe ja sata manAze paNa pararUpe sat hetI nathI. nahi ja manAya. AthI vastu mULasvarUpe acalita chatAM avasthA- e ja rIte pararUpe jema asat che, tema svarUpe rUpe calita paNa thAya che. te te avasthAo prApta paNa amata ja mAnavAmAM Ave, te te tuccha ja karavI ane chatAM mULarUpe sthira rahevuM teja tene banI jAya jema zazazRMga, zazazRMga svarUpa ane papariNAma che enuM nAma ja pariNAmi nitya che. rUpe asata che, tethI te sarvathA asata ja che. kAraNa, vAstavika rIte te niyata ane anitya sva- tenuM koI rUpa ja nathI tema ghaTane pararUpe jema asata svarUpe avalita chatAM, apekSAe mizrita paNa che. che, tema svarUpe paNa asat mAnI levAmAM Ave, te
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________________ AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM digdarzana zrI prabhudAsa becaradAsa pArekha kalakattA-10 dhyAnathI AtmajJAna thAya che. abheda jue che, ne jANe che. teo AtmAne AtmajJAnathI mokSa maLe che. AtmA eka akhaMDa, saMpUrNa, niraMza, trikALavyApta, jANyA pachI kAMIpaNu jANavAnuM bAkI ane nitya jue che. saMsArAvasthA ane mekSArahetuM nathI. AtmA jANyA vinA vasthAne paNa bheda temanI daSTimAM nathI hote. bIju badhuya jJAna nirarthaka che. chevaTe traNeya kALamAM ane sarva avasthAomAM teone nizrA paNa AtmajJAnI gItAnI to AtmA eka akhaMDa padArtharUpa bhAse che. hevI ja joIe. mahAna AtmAe judA judA bAhya svarUpe AtmA che, ema saddagurudvArA AtmajJAna prApta karavA nathI. nara-nArakAdika paryAya bheda paNa AtmAnA mATe hamezAM khAsa prayatna karavA ja nathI. je svapnamAM bhAse che, te jAgyA pachI joIe. jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. madhyAhune jhAMjhavAnA | mugdha mAnava zarIra ane AtmAnA bhedane jaLamAM je pANInuM pUra uchaLatuM bhAse che, te na jotAM baMneyane ekarUpa samajatAM hoya che. tenI pAse gayA pachI lezamAtra hetuM nathI. paraMtu jJAnI purUSa baMneyane taddana judA ja zarad tunA gaganamAM zaheranA dekhA dekhAya padAtharUpe jue che, ne jANe che. zuddha nizca- che, paraMtu vAstavika rIte te te mAtra vAdaLAthanayanI daSTi prApta karI cUkelA jJAnI purUSe ene ADaMbara hoya che. te pramANe vyavahAraAtmA ane tenA guNa tathA payomAM paNa nayavAdInI daSTimAM eka ja AtmAnA vividha - svarUpe bhAse che. paraMtu zukha nizcayanayavAdI ghaTa koI vastu ja na rahI zake. kAraNa tenuM koI tAtvika rUpa ja nathI, ethI ja ghaTane svarUpe sata ane te mAtra te sarvane eka AtmArUpe ja jUve che, pararUpe asara mAnavo joIe. ane jANe che. tema AtmAne paNa pariNamanazIla mAno ke mArI pI. cikaNA joIe. svarUpe sata ane pararUpe asata mAnave | kanaka aneka taraMgaH re; joie, te ja sArthaka prayatna ghaTI zake, ane to ja paryAya-dRSTi na dIjIe, yoganuM sAphalya thAya, anyathA yuga nirarthaka ja thaI jAya. eka ja kanaka abhaga re. kAraNa, AtmAne yadi svarUpanI jema pararUpe paNa dha0 4 san mAnI levAya, te jema yogasAdhaka AtmA svarUpe AnaMdaghana ceTa 18 muM stavana sata che tema agi AtmArUpe paNa sata banI jAya, artha-~"sanuM bhAre, pILuM, ane tethI te yogI AtmArUpa ja banI jAya, tethI svapanI ja hAnI thaI jAya. kAraNa, svamAM parUpane cIkaNuM, ema aneka svarUpe bhAse che. paraMtu saMksa thaI jAya te svarUpa rahI zake ja nahi. je paryAyASTine upaga na machIye, te senuM - kamizaH eka ane akhaMDarUpe bhAse che." 4
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________________ : 162 : AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanu digdarzana : mUrti mAn zarIra AdipudgaladravyanA sabadhathI AtmA paNa mUrtimAn hAya, evA bhAsa thai Ave che. paraMtu pudUgala te jaDa ane mUta che, tyAre AtmA cetanA svarUpa ane arUpI che-amRta che. AtmAne rUpa nathI, rasa nathI, gaMdha nathI, spa nathI, AkRti nathI, zabda nathI. te mUrta kema Ai zake ? puNya AtmA nathI, pApa paNa AtmA nathI. AtmA puchyu ke pApa bemAMthI ekeya nathI. puNya ane pApa karma puddagale maya mU` padArtha che. AmA cetana amRta padArtha che, pApa ane puNya e banneya AtmAne saMsArarUpa kArAgAramAM nAMkhanArA che. mATe eka loDhAnI ane bIjI sAnAnI kheDI che. puNya ane pApa banneya vAstavika rIte judI judI jAtanA du: khA ja che. AtmA to sadA sat, cit, ane AnaMdamaya che. cArathI puNya-pAparUpa kahevAya che. zuddha nizcayanayatA AtmAne potAnA zudhdha svarUpanA kartA paNu jotA nathI. paraMtu svasvabhAvathI sadA bharapUra ja jIve che, ne jANuM che. AtmA dRSTithI adRzya che, vANIthI agA-draSyArthikadaSTi cara che, manathI agrahya che. mAtra svaprakAzarUpaja jenu svarUpa che, te mUrta zI rIte saMbhavI zake ? AtmA puNya ane pApakarmAMnA kartA paNa nathI, mAtra rAga-dveSane kartA che. jema lehuM lAhacuMbakathI kheMcAine tenI pAse jAya che, te pramANe rAga-dveSI AtmA pAse "ko kheMcAane jAya che. jema varasAda pANI varasAve che, chatAM dhAnya varasAve che ema upacArathI kahe vAya che. te pramANe AtmA upacArathI kaCnA kartA kahevAya che. zuddha sphaTika jema kALA-rAtA phUlanA saMbaMdharUpa upAdhithI kALA-rAto dekhAya che, tema AtmA puNya-pAparUpa na chatAM upa -jyAM sudhI savikalpaka budhdhi DAya che, tyAM sudhI judI judI kalpanA thAya che, paraMtu ni-i kalpa dhyAna prApta thAya che, tyAre kevaLa prApta thatAM AtmA eka akhaMDa abheda padArtharUpe bhAse che. vItarAga paramAtmAnA chatra-grAmarAdi prAtihAya, rUpa, lAvaNya, AdinuM varNana karIne karAtI stuti te vyavahAranayanI dRSTithI karAtI stuti che. paraMtu AtmAnA jJAnadi traNa ane tenI paNa AtmA sAthe abhinnarUpa stuti te nizcayanayanI dRSTithI karAyelI stuti hoya che. kharekhara ! AtmA puNyarahita, pAparahita, nirvikalpa, nitya ane sadA eka akhaMDa brahmamaya che. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, yAgarUpa parapadArtha Azrava nathI. paraMtu AtmAmAM uThatA rAga-dveSa-bhAva Azrava che. te ja pramANe bhAvanA, cAritra, pariSahe| vageremAM AtmAnI pariNati te bhAva savara che. zAstrA paNa pudgalarUpa parapadAtha' hovAthI tenA vaDe AtmA zI rIte mukta thaI zake ? AtmA potAnA jJAnathI mukta thAya che. zAstro, guru, tenA vinaya AvazyakAdika kriyA, vagerene vyavahAranaya sa Mvara tarIke samaje che, paraMtu te sa paNa puddagaleAnA eka jAtanA rUpAntarI che. jJAnAdika svaguNlRA ja vAratavika savara che. Ama azudhdha nizcayanayathI bhAse che.
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________________ paraMtu zu nizcayanayathI tA sasAranA ane mekSanA kAraNeAmAM kazeye bheda nathI. bhedanuM je bhAna thAya che, te ajJAnathI thAya che. jJAnIne temAM kAMi paNa gabharATa, mUMjhavaNa, ke gUMcavaNa thatI ja nathI. kemake temanI dRSTimAM kAraNarUpa ke kArUpa AtmAnA pAMcanu A mAthI judApaNuM bhAsatu nathI. Azrava-savaranI kalpanA-vAta azuddhattayanI dRSTi khaDI kare che. paraMtu zudhdha naya sidhdha ane saMsArI AtmAne eka ja padArtharUpe ve che, pachI Azrava saMvara jevI vastu ja kayAMthI saMbhave ? na ja saMbhave. karmanAzane nija rA kahevAmAM Ave che paraMtu AtmA ka nathI, tethI tene nirjarA zI ? kAnI nirjarA ? bhAnirjarA che. sadA zuddha AtmAne haiAya che ? kemake DAya, tene zuSa thavA nirjarA mAnavI paDe. A nayanI draSTi prApta thayA pachI nirjarA jevI vastu ja rahetI nathI. jJAnamaya zuddha tapasvI paraMtu zuddha nizcayanayathI te zuddha thavApaNuM ja kayAM te sadA zu che. azu pazu hAya. ke jethI zubhAzubha adhyavasAyanuM nAma bhASabadha che. tethI kheMcAI AvatA karmonA sabaMdhanu nAma draSyabaMdha che. paraMtu bhAvakhaMdhathI AtmA adhAya che. jema rezamanA kIDA peAtAnI ja lALathI pAte baMdhAya che. tema AtmA pAtAnA adhyavasAyathI pAte aMdhAya che. paraMtu zu nizcayanayanI dRSTimAM te AtmA camake che. AtmA badhdha ane mukta bhAse che, te paNa azunayanI draSTithI. paraMtu zu nizcayanayanI dRSTithI te AtmA na mRddha hoi zake che, na mukta hAi, zake che. te sadA agadhdha che. * kalyANa : me : 1956 : 163 : tethI sadA amuktaja che. muktatA paryAya rahita che, kemake zuSa nizcaya dravyAkinaya pAMca jotA ja nathI. AkAza, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, puddagaladraSya, ane kAla e pAMce ajIva svarUpa nathI, acetana nathI. AtmA AtmArUpa ja che. draSyaprANu dhAraka jIvatattvamaya paNa nathI. ajIvarUpa paNa nathI puNya, pApa, Azraya, savara, nirjarA, khaMdha ke meAkSamaya paNa nathI. AtmAmAM koI aMza ke vibhAga nathI. kemake sapUN pUrNatA jonAra naca aMza apUrNatA joi zakatA nathI. jayAtimaya eka AtmA che. he bhagavan Atman ! tamArA prapaMcamaya bhAsattA virATa mAyAsvarUpathI huM bhaya pAsu chu. kRpA karIne ApanA zuddha svarUpanA prakAza pADavA do. pUrNAnaMda bhagavAna gabhIra samudranI samAna sadA sthira hoya che. Aja parama adhyAtma che. Aja parama amRta che. Aja uccamAM ucca jJAna che. Aja uMcAmAM uMcA yoga che. Aja guptamAM gupta tatva che. Aja tattva sUkSmanayathI gamya che. zuddha nizcayanayarUpI siha sahaja svabhAvarUpI jaMgalamAM sUtelA zuSa nizrcayanayarUpI sa'huM bIjA nayArUpI hAthIonI garjanAthI jarA paNa DaratA nathI ja. paraMtu jyAre zuddha nizcayanayarUpI siMha mAtra bagAsu khAvA jevI svAbhAvika ceSTA karatI vakhate potAnu mAhu sahaja rIte ughADe che, tevAmAM tA te bIjA nayArUpI hAthIoneA mada gaLI jAya che, ane eTalA badhA DaranA mAryA thatharI jAya che ke, tee bhayanA mAryA zvAsa paNa lai zakatA nathI.
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________________ * : 164: AtmAnA zudra svarUpanuM digadarzana : je apramatta ane nirvikalpa samAdhimAM mAthA upara maNi na ja laI zakAya. te niSTa thaI rahelA pavitratama mahAtmAonA A pramANe jJAnanA lezamAtrathI ardhadagdha mAnatyarAjayamAM bAhA vyavahAranA kelAhalanI upa-vIne paNa A tatva anarthakArI thaI paDe che. zAMtirUpI pamAInI prApti thaI cUkI hoya je mANasa taLAva taravAnuM zikhya nathI, che, te mahAtmAone kayAMya, keI paNa vakhate te dariye taravA jAya te tenI zI dA koI paNa vicAravAnuM nathI hotuM, kaMI paNa thAya ? choDavAnuM nathI dhatuM, kAMI paNa levAnuM nathI te pramANe zudha nizcayanayarUpI samudramAM hotuM, kAMI paNa kahevAnuM ke kAMI paNa sAMbhaLa- praveza karavAne zudhdha vyavahArarUpI salAmata LavAnuM nathI hotuM. AvA muni patiene Atma- heDI mahApurUSoe sAme mUkI rAkhI che. vIrya, cidu-bhara bharapUra cetanAmaya camakatuM temAMthI pasAra thayA vinA nizcaya prApta bhAse che. thavAnuM samaje che, teo taLAva taravAnuM paraMtu A gahanatattva apa buddhivALA zikhyA pahelAM ja samudra taravA bahAra paDe che. chone na ApavuM. kemake teo tenI mazkarI upasaMhAra karavA lAgI jAya che, tathA tenI evI pari. sthiti kare che ke, jethI bIjA pAse tenI mATe zuddha vyavahAranayathI siddhajIvanamAM mazkarI karAvarAve che. A tatva teone phAya- sthiratA prApta karyA pachI zuddha nizcayanayathI dAne badale nukzAna kare che. mANasa game teTale siddhajIvanane Azraya karavAthI AtmajJAnI bhUkhyA hoya, chatAM nirbaLatAne lIdhe pacAva thaIne AtmA paramasamAdhirUpa-mokSarUpa parama vAnI zakti na hoya, te cakravatI rAjAnA gharanuM samAdhimAM sthira thaI zake che. uttama bhejana paNa tene lAbha ApI zakatuM nathI. ulTAmAM tenA rogamAM ane nirbaLatAmAM ( zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka paraMparAne mAnya vadhAro kare che. pUrvAcAryo viracita janazAstronA leza parijema azudha maMtrane pATha karIne sapanA zIlanathI sUcita lezamAtra aMza. ] mAtanA vijayanAda mAnavInI voranuM kAraNa akaLa che ja nahi, e kAraNe ApaNI sAme ja paDayuM che. ane te che AjanA vinAzaka vijJAnanI ArAdhanA AjanA yaMtravAhanI AMdhaLI ja AjanA adhatana gaNAtA pAmara ane pAzavI vicAre pAchaLa doDavAnI tamannA ! ApaNA mahApuruSone vAra ApaNane Aja aNagamate thaI paDe che...ane pazcimane vArase Aja ApaNane sAkara same lAgI rahyo che. pariNAma ApaNI sAme che. mAnavI hAre che...AbhA nabaLI paDe che.cetana jhAMkhuM bane che ane... ane motane vijayanAda sAthe vizvamAM gAjate thaye che !
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________________ a - jJA 0 1 0 nI bhI 0 = 0 | 0 tA phSasyawngewyphrngeS. * pU. munirAja zrI mahAprabhavijayajI mahArAja - punAkempa. ajJAnathI sAcA duzmane oLakhAtA herAna-parezAna thatAM ghera strIne ghaNuM samajAvI, nathI. zatruomAM mitro ane mitromAM zatrune bhAgya ajamAvavA- zeTha paradeza vepAra kheDavA AbhAsa thaI jAya che. kharUM. jotAM AtmAne upaDI gayA. paradezamAM vepAra sAre jAye. ekAMte ahitakArI evA dunyavI padArtho Apa bAra varSe vepAra sArI rIte cAlatAM bhAda ne sukhanA sAdhanarUpa dekhAya che. paNa zeThajI kaTipati banI gayA. have paradezane ApaNA gaLAmAM janma-maraNa, roga-zekAdine vepAra ATopI vahAlA putrane maLavA ane kArame phAMse ghAlatA e duSTa ApaNAthI tenA pANigrahaNa Adi kAryo mATe vatanamAM oLakhI zakAtA nathI. ajJAne saMsAramAM pAchA AvavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. duHkhanA dAvAnaLa saLagAvela che. tethI spaSTa che . ghera kAgaLa lakhe, ane saghaLIya parike, saghaLAe duHkhanuM kAraNa ajJAna ja che. sthitinI jANa karAvatAM lakhyuM ke, pAMcamanA jJAnanA pratApe ajJAna haDI zake che, mithyAtva divase huM ghera AvI pahoMcIza. ghera kAgaLa mare tyAre za3-mitranuM bhAna thAya che, jIvana- AvyA. dIkaro pitAnA bApa saMbaMdhI kaMI mAMthI durAcAra naSTa thAya che, sadAcAra' jIva- ' hakIkata jANatuM na hovAthI mAtAe badhI namAM pragaTe che, duHkha adazya thAya che, ane hakIkata jaNAvI. chokarI vinIta hatA. mAtAnA sukha svayaM pedA thAya che. kahevAthI bApane levA mATe nIkaLe. gAma traNa prAcIna samayanI vAta che. vizALa, mane- mAIla dUra hatuM. tyAM jaI dharmazALAmAM utarI hira, samRddhizALI suMdarapura nAmanA nagaramAM pitAnI AvavAnI rAha jovA lA. paNa..... prajAvatsala ane dharmapremI prajApAla nAme rAjA DIvAramAM tene piTamAM asahA zULanuM darada rAjya karatA hatA. tene sudarzanA nAme zIla- upaDI AvatAM, te kAramI bhayaMkara cIse pADavA vatI rANI hatI. rAjA nItimAna temaja prajAnA lAge. tyAM utarelA lokee upacAra karyA, rakSaNamAM tatpara hovAthI prajA paNa AnaMda- paNa kaMi phAyado thaye nahi. eTale tenI amedamAM divase pasAra karatI hatI. . sAravAra mATe dayALu lokoe DekTara pAse jaI te nagarImAM eka zrImaMta sukhI zoTha saghaLI hakIkata kahI. phInA rU. basa ApavA vasatA hatA, jene dharmazIla strI ane ekane paDaze tema teNe kahyuM. leke e DokaTarane jaNAeka vahAle cha-mAsane putra ha. pracaMDa vyuM ke, 'TIpa karI bhegA thaI zakaze te ame pAdiye zeThanI sthitimAM parivartana thayuM. belAvIzuM. nirdhanatAnI sAthe cAlanArA mitra samA TIpa zarU karI. TIpamAM mAMDamAMDa rU. dese laghutA, niMdA, apamAna, tiraskAra ekatrita thayA. have mAtra rU. pacAsa khUTatA ane dhikkAra lekamAM ane sagA-saMbaMdhI- bAkI rahyA. tyAM te eka moTA zrImaMta zeThajI emAM thavA lAgyA, AvA nirdhanatAnA dukhethI rasAlA sAthe dharmazALAe AvI upara dIvAna
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________________ kalyANa : me: 1956 : 167 : khAnAmAM utaryA, ne jalase-nAca-saMgIta ajJAnatAthI pAra pitAnA ekanA eka putrane vagere cAlu karyuM. dayALu leke - zeThajI pAse pitA kaMI upAya na karAvI zakayA. putrane je javA vicAre che. paNa bhapake dekhAva ADaMbara oLakhyA hoya te Ama na ja banata, vyAvavagere jeIne hiMmata hArI zeThajInI najIka na hArika ajJAnathI zeTha pitAnA ekanA eka jatAM bAraNamAMthI ja pAchA phare che. paNa putrane hArI gayA, ane aMdagInI e chekarAnI paristhiti bahu ja zecanIya thaI eka bhUlane mATe jIvyA tyAM sudhI roja e javAthI, "pitAne mATe kayAM javuM che? ajJAnatAne karUNa prasaMga yAda karI duHkha anuApaNe te parahita mATe ja jaie chIe bhavatA rahyA. A te A ja jIvananuM ApaNane emAM zarama zI ? zarama rAkhe te duHkha bhayaMkara lAge che. te AtmAnA ajJAnasevA thAya ja nahiM, ema vicArI hiMmata- tAnA dukho je bhAva sudhI paNa bhAgabhera zeThajInI pAse te gayA. paNa....zeThajI vavA paDe te keTalA bhayaMkara gaNavA? prakAza te kAMI vAta sAMbhaLatA paNa nathI. ulTA ema vitA aMdhakAra dUra thaI zakatuM ja nathI, temaja belyA, "bevakupha A avasara che? bhAna che? jJAnarUpa pradIpa vinA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAra haThI raMgamAM bhaMga kayAM kare che?" evA vAkaye kahI zakate nathI. mATe vivekIe jIvanamAM Agamana tiraskAra karI kaMI paNa ApyA vinA kADhI vacanenAM zravaNa dvArA jJAnadIpaka pragaTAvavA avazya cUkyA eTale teo dukhita huye pAchA pharyA. vAraMvAra avirata prayatna kare joIe. chekarAne pIDA te vadhavA ja mAMDI. DokaTaranA zeNI (putranI sAtA)e A ajJAnanA upAye karAvI zakAyA nahi. tethI cheka aMjAma ke mAnavatAmAM pAzavatAnA samAcArathI maraNane zaraNa thaye. Akasmika maraNathI piolIse vairAgya pAmI pravajyAnA punita paMthe prayANa AvI tapAsa karI. tenA khissAmAMthI kAgaLa karI AtmakalyANa sAdhI, AtmA amara banAnika. badhAne pUchaparacha karatAM polIse A vya. mAnavatAne vikAsa e ja dharma, e ja maTA zeThane pUchayuM, "tame koNa che? zuM svarga ane e ja kSaajJAnathI mAnavamAM nAma? A chokarA sAthe tamane kaMI saMbaMdha kevI pAzavatA ke dAnavatA pragaTe che, ane che? zeke kAgaLa oLakhe ke, te te mAro saMsAramAM tene ke karUNa aMjAma Ave che, pitAne ja lakhele che. pachI chekasane dhArIne te A kathA kahI jAya che. cAritra vagaranuM barobara je te nizAna uparathI lAgyuM ke, kevaLa buddhibaLa vizvAse lAyaka nathI. te adharma "e mAre ja dIkare che, ema jANI zeThajI anAcAramAM pariNamI bhAre anartha paNa karI te maTI kAramI pika mUkI rUdana karavA lAgyA. bese. sadAcAra ke cAritra, sarvasva che. te vagara zeThajI putrane sukhI banAvavAnA keDa sevatA hatA. buddhibaLa ke dravyasaMpatti nirmAlya ane nipaNa ajJAnatAnA kAraNe chokarAnuM duHkha dUra teja jevA dekhAya che. sau jJAna-viveka dIpaka karAvI zakyA nahi. pratyakSa hAjara rahevA chatAM pragaTAve, e ja eka mahecchA.
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________________ prabhu pUjA ane tta rI pU. paMnyAsa zrI caraNavijayajI gaNivara, pra dharmasthAnamAM eTale jinamaMdiramAM ke jemake koI pratimAjamAM koI mANase camatkAra joyA jinamUrtimAM thoDA ghaNA paNa camatkAra heya te ja ke sAMbhaLyA athavA anubhavyA pachI te mANasa teno lokonuM mana AkarSAya che. jyAM camatkAra nahi tyAM pracAra kare che. karNopakarNa camatkAronA phelAvA thavAthI namaskAra karavAnuM mana zI rIte thAya ? sAcI-jADI aneka vAte vahetI mUkAya che. pachI jenA ke ajaina A jagatanI tAtkAlika sAmagrInA athI A u0 zrI jinezvaradevanI mUrtio ke deva loko putra mATe, dhana mATe, vyApAra mATe, Arogya enI mUrtio ke jainamunionuM sAcuM svarUpa sama- lA mATe, mAnatA mAne che. hajAromAMthI jene lAbha jAya to camatkAranI vAtomAM rasa paDe ja nahi. kAraNa ke, zrI jinezvaradevanI mUtie zrI vItarAganI thAya te vaLI anemAM phelAvo kare che. pachI te kesarIyAmAM thayuM che tema hajAro jene ane ane mUtio hoya che. te bhagavaMte mekSamAM padhAryA che. eTale teonI pAsethI camatkAronI AzA rAkhavI mAtra A lekanA kevaLa paulika lAbhanI khAtara te ArAdhabhAvanI bedarakArInuM sUcana che. jinamUrtinAM darzana karavA Ave che, ane darzana evAM banI jAya che ke, jemAM jainatvanuM nAmanizAna pra zrI jinezvaradevonI pratimAomAM ke deva dekhAtuM ja nathI. AnA pariNAme ApaNe badarIkedAdevIonI pratimAomAM camatkAra jaNAya te phAyade ranuM mahAtIrtha choDI dIdhuM, ane meDA ke vahelA ke nukazAna ? pariNAma nahi sudhare te kesarIyAjI vagere kaIka tIrtho u0 paramArthanA jANu AtmAone kazuM nuka- choDavAnA saMge ubhA thaze. zAna na thAya. tathA bhadrika AtmAone AkarSaNa praApaNI jainapratimAonA sAcA camapaNa thAya. ane lAMbA gALe vItarAganI vItarAgatA samajavAnA prasaMge maLe te bodhibIja ane samyaka tkAronI jAherAta karavI te paNa zuM vyAjabI nathI ? tvaprApti ane prAMte mokSaprApti paNa thAya. A sivA- u0 zrI jinezvaradevonI pratimAnA camatkAra yanA moTA bhAganA chevone lAbha thatuM nathI. paraMtu dekhI samyagadarzana ke badhibIjanI prApti thAya, te tIrthane ke dharmane nukazAna paNa pahoMce che. ' laghuma bhAgyazALIne camatkAra joI thayeluM AkarSaNa praya jinapratimAonA camatkAranI jAherAta lAbhavALuM gaNAya. A sivAyanA mANasone te phaLathAya te tIrthane ke dharmane nukazAna thAya che. te bhArathI lacI rahelA AMbAne pAmIne-joIne paNa kAraNe ane dAkhalAo batAvIne samajAvo ? teno pAkelo phaLa tarapha najara ja na jAya ane kAvyo dekhIne kApavAnuM ane kolasA banAvavAnuM ciMtavana u0 zrI jinamUrtinAM darzana AtmAnI khevAI jema bhayaMkara ane avAstavika che, tema zrI jinagaelI vItarAgatA prakaTa karavA mATe che. vItarAga pratimAmAM rahelI vItarAgadazAne levAnuM cheDI daIne prabhunI mUrtionuM nimaNu evuM suMdara che ke, jemanuM temanI pAsethI paNa putrAdi prAptinI IcchA karAya te vAraMvAra darzana ane vicAraNA thayA kare to game paNa teTaluM ja avAstavika che. tevA rAgI ane dezI AtmAnA paNa rAga- jarUra pAtaLA paDavA mAMDe che. A kAraNa sivAya jina- A pramANe camatkAranI jAherAta thavAthI pratimAnAM darzanAdikamAM je je anya aneka paudra- ajene paNa ghaNuM darzana karavA AvatA hoya to galika AzAo rAkhavAmAM Ave, te zrI jinaprati. ApaNe khuzI thavAne badale nArAja thavAnuM ke tIrthane mAnAM darzananA AdarzamAM moTA bakheDA ubhA kare che. choDI devAnuM kAraNa zuM ?
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________________ : 170 : prabhupUjA anerI : u0 jainadharmanI badhI kriyAo, anuSThAne, artha:-A jIva AkhA jagatamAM pharatA ane pavarAdhane ane tIrthayAtrAo karekamAM AtmAne game te prasaMgamAM je je pApa karelAM hoya te te ujvaLa banAvavAnuM ja dhyeya raheluM hoya che. uparanA pApa dharmasthAnamAM (dharmanA niyamone anusarIne dareka prakAromAM jIvadayAne, ivayatanAne, satyane, aco- cAlavAthI ), nAza pAme che. paraMtu je dharmasthAnamAM ryane. brahmacaryane mukhyatA ApavA sAthe AraMbha pari- pApa karavAmAM Ave, ( hiMsA thAya, asatya belAya, grahane tilAMjali ApavAnI hoya che. AcAra-vicA. cerI thAya, maithuna sevAya, jugAra ramAya, abhakSya ranI zuddhi khUba ja khAya che. A badhI vastunA khavAya, jeTalI jeTalI dharmavirUddha pravRttio thAya te ajANa mANaso ghaNuM bhegA thavAthI tIrthayAtrAnuM sarva pApo gaNAya che.) to te pApa vajanA lepa dhyeya taddana palaTAI jAya che. vaLI tIrthonI yAtrAo jevAM baMdhAya che. ke je pApa kumatiomAM jaIne paNa dharmanA saMskAre vadhAravA mATe ane na hoya te bhogavavA paDe che. eTale tIrtho ke dharmasthAno te navA pAmavA mATe che. A vAta kyAre phaLe ke dhana taravAmAM sAdhana che. paraMtu ApaNuM nAM AcaraNa mANasenA ja samAgama sadhAya te ja ane je a- sudhare te ja dhamaeNsthAne ke tIthamAM gara jana dhaNA Ave to temane temanI rIte rahevAnuM, gaNAya che. eTale jema tIrthonI pavitratA ApaNane karavAnuM. khAvAnuM. vartavAnuM hovAthI jainadharmanAM pavitra banAve che. te ja pramANe tIrthamAM AvanArA tIne tenA dhArAdhoraNa ke rIta-rIvAjone DhaMkAI ke dharma mANase (dAna denArA, zIla pALanArA, tapa dabAI javAnA ja prasaMge thAya che, ane tethI karanArA, dharmanA marmane samajIne dharma karanArA, "saMsArasamudrathI tAre te tIrtha" A vAstavika dharmanI uMcI zraddhA dharAvanArA, AkhA jagatanuM bhaluM uktine kaze ja artha na sare eTale kettara, tIrtha icchanArA, udAratA-dhIratA-gaMbhIratA pAmelA AtmA laukika thaI javAthI choDI devAnA ja prasaMge ubhA ) nA sahavAsa paNa tIrthamAM janArA yAtrikonAM thAya e vAta banavA yogya ja che , jIvana sudhAravAmAM sahAyaka thAya che ! . pra. duniyAmAM te evI kahevata che ke, game A vAta ajaina tIrtho mATe paNa ATalI ja tevA pApI jevo paNa dharmatIthanI pharasanA pAme te jAhera che. juo -' - tenAM badhAM pApa cAlyAM jAya che, ane je A cittaM rAgAdibhirduSTaM, alIkavacanairmukhaM / vAta sAcI hoya te AkhI duniyA dharmatIrthanAM darzana kare te harakta zuM ? jIvahiMsAdibhiH kAyaH, gaMgA tasya parAGmukhI / / u0 bhAI laukika tIrthasthAna tarapha dhyAna bhAvArtha-jeonuM citta rAgadevathI sadA saLaapAya te dIvA jevuM jaNAze ke, temanAM dharmasthAno geluM hoya, athata strIo vagerenA rUpamAM karyA karatuM upara meLA bharAya che. badhI jAtanAM mANase Ave hAtha, ane asatya vacane bAlavADI : mukha jemanuM che. madira vecanArA Ave che. vezyAo Ave che. dUSita hoya, vaLI jIvonI hiMsAvaDe kAyA paNa malIna jugAranA aDDA jAme che, sAte vyasane ochA-vadhu hoya tevA mANase gaMgAmAM snAna karavA jAya te paNa pramANamAM tyAM sevAya che. AvA paramArthanA ajANa teo jarA paNa pavitra thatA nathI, paraMtu ulaTuM AtmAo hajAre ke lAkha bhegA thAya tethI te gaMgAne teo apavitra banAve che. tathA vaLI, AtmAne kazo lAbha thAya evuM jarA paNa mAnavuM vaca-padroha--HTRArata-: nakAmuM che. jJAnIo te cembu pharamAve che. ke:- 1LAi lAlaca mayaM vAvasthiti che ? anyathAne te varSa, dharmathane vinaritA bhAvArtha -je bhAgyazALI manuSya sadAkALa "dharmathane , va7 mathati pArakuM dravya gIne, cerIne, vizvAsa ApIne laI
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________________ : kalyANa : me : 19Sa6 : 171 : levA IchatA nathI. nAnA ke moTA koI ivanuM jinapratimAne te vakhate jotA nathI paNa rAsaranI ahita AcaratA nathI. tathA parastrI (pitA sivA- kolsa raMgarogAna vagere bahAranI zobhAe joI anI bIjI ke bIjAnI strIne ) manathI, vacanathI ke ravAnA thAya che. koIka vaLI pratimAonI prAcInatA kAyAthI sparzatA nathI. tevA AtmAone maMcA paNuM vagere nI karavA Ave che, temane darzananI IcchA Icache che ke, AvA javA mArI pAse AvI, snAna thAya nahi, pachI temane darzanane lAbha thAya karI mane kyAre pavitra banAvaze ? . . zI rIte ? te uparanA baMne kone bhAvArtha e ja tarI praha to pachI jainatIrtha ke jainamaMdira javAne Ave che ke, tIrthasthAno taravAnuM sAdhana che. tIrthanA hatu zera samAgamathI AtmA-aMtarAtmA ujaLA thAya to ja u0 ApaNA AtmAne jainadharma pAmavA mATe. tIrthamAM javAno lAbha che. tethI samajavuM joIe belibIja pAmavA mATe, zrI vItarAganI pratimAne ke, gAma, paragAma ke paradezanAM dharmasthAne vAraMvAra joIne ApaNAmAM vItarAgatA lAvavA mATe, tIrthasvarUpa che. temAM taravAnI bhAvanAvALA manuSyo saMsAra ghaTADavA mATe, ane mokSa meLavavA mATe. jinaAvatA hoya temane samAgama jene thAya tene jarUra pratimA ke jainatIrthanAM darzana karavA javuM te ja sAce AtmikalAbha thAya che. aMtarAmAnI jene paDI ja hetu che. . . nathI AvA manuM hamezAM tIrthamAM jAya, ane praha ApaNI jaina mUrtio game te darzananA game teTalA rahe temane pitAne ke temanA sobatIne mANase pUje te ApaNe AnaMti thavA jevuM kaze ja lAbha nathI. pra. te pachI AkhuM jagat jinapratimAne ke - ura jainadharma ane jinezvaradeva upara Adara jainatIrthanA darzanane lAbha le te barAbara nathI? jamyA pachI game te pUjA kare to cokkasa khuzI * u0 samajIne zraddhApUrvaka darzana karanArane lAbha thavA jevuM che, anyathA eTale jainadharmane ke zrI thAya che. bAkI te vastune jovA mAtrathI darzana jinezvaradevane samajyA vagara athavA samajavAnI lAbha zI rIte thAya ? ema te jovA ghaNA Ave bhAvanA ja na hoya tevA jinamaMdiramAM Ave tema che. ane jinAlayomAM ke tIrthomAM jAya che tyAM lAbha kazA ja nathI. mahAbhAratanuM eka dRSTAMta * pitAne lAgelI tarasa mATe eka pachI eka cAreya bhAIone pAsenA sarovaramAM pANI levA yudhiSThire mokalyA, paNa koI pAchuM AvyuM nahi eTale e jAte gayA tyAM. badhA bhAIo mRtaprAyaH paDelA hatA. taNI pIvA e sarovaramAM UtaravA jatA hatA ke turataja eka thakSe emane aTakAvyA ne kahyuM. huM pUchuM te praznone javAba Apa, nahite tamArA A bhAIo jevI dazA thaze. yudhiSThiranA uttarathI yA ghaNoja rAjI thayo. eNe emanA bhAIone jIvatA karyA ke pachI varadAna mAgavA jaNAvyuM, araNyamAM vAsa karatA yudhiSThire potAnuM rAjapATa pAchuM na mAgyuM emaNe eTaluM ja kahyuM * koi, meha ne lAbha para vijaya meLavavAnI zakti Ape "
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________________ thAkaIjha71mAyAnA - - - samAdhAnakAra-pUrva AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja kAraNa ? [ prakAra:-mahendrakumAra esa. jhaverI - muMbaI 3 ke le dho-khamIza paherIne pUjA thaI zakatI nathI, ane zaM, mArA vAMcavAmAM eka pustaka AvyuM che, khe tIvAthI purUSa pUjA karI zake che, tenuM zuM jemAM evuM lakhANa Ave che ke, "araNazeTha dAnanI bhAvanAe caDhatAM kevalajJAna pAmyo. jyAre pU. sa0 tyavaMdana bhASyamAM lakhyuM che ke, "mvIravijayajI mahArAjakRta 64 prakArI pUjAnI vephlIya nArI rAdy' evo pATha hevAthI sIvelA kapaDAM karmanI pUjAnI puSpapUjAmAM "ema charaNazeTha vadatA, prabhupUjAmAM nahi vAparavAnuM spaSTa che. pariNAmanI dhAre caDhatA; bhAvaka sIme karaMtA, devaduMdubhi za0 bhagavAnane attara lagADavAmAM kema AvatuM nAda suNutA re. mahAvIra0 (7) karI AluM pUraNa nathI ? zabhabhAve, suraloka agrute jAve; zAtA vedanIya sukha pAve. zabhavIra vacanarasa gAve re, mahAvIra (4) >> saM0 zrI jinabiMbane pariNAme nakazAna thavAA mujaba hevAthI zaMkA utpanna thaI che, te no bhaya hovAthI attarane upayoga karAtuM nathI. khulAso karI mArgadarzana ApavA kRpA thAya. [ prakAraH--candrakAMta-muMdrA (kaccha) ] sa, paM. zrI vIravijayajI mahArAjakta pUjAmAM zaM, zAstramAM rAzI lAkha javAnI batA je bInA che, te sAcI che. vavAmAM Ave che, jemAM cauda lAkha manuSyane paNa prikSakAra-saMghavI bAbubhAI uttamacaMda amarelI samAveza thAya che, te A cauda lAkha manuSyanI gaNatrI kevI rIte thAya ? zaM0 panyAsa sivAya sAdhu pratiSThA karAvI zake ke ? sa, janmatI vakhate je je sthAnanA varNa rasa, gaMdha, sparza ane saMsthAna sarakhA hoya tevA saha mahAvratadhArI suvihita sAdhuonA hAthathI hajAra sthAna hoya chatAMya eka ja ni kahevAya prabhune gAdInazIna pratiSThA karAvavAmAM vAMdho nathI. evI 14 lAkha yoni samajavI. panyAsa Adi joIe tevo niyama nathI, paNa aM. janazalAkA te gItArtha suvihita AcAryonA hAthathI [ prakAra:-jazavaMtI bI. paTavA - muMbaI thavI joIe. zaM, saMtikarastotranI 14 mI gAthA kayA kArazaMsAmAyika ke pratikramaNa purUSo dhotIyuM thI kahevAtI nathI? vIMTIne karI zake kharA ! -- sava zrI saMtikarastAvanA kalpamAM 14mI gAthA sava chetIyuM vyavasthita paherIne sAmAyikAdi balavAne niSadha che. karavuM ucita che. zaM, zAlmalIkakSa, jaMbUvRkSa pRthvIkAya che ke [prakAra -amRtalAla jI. zAha-kheralAva (surata)] vanaspatikAya? za, jinamaMdiramAM darAnA sIvelA kapaDAM jevAM sara te be rana levAthI pRthvIkAya che.
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________________ : 14: zaMkA-samAdhAna : 1 nava [praznakArA-pU0 pa zrI kAnivijayajI gaNivara) che. tethI-pAMcamA guNasthAnakavAlA hoya ke camaka za0 saMthArAperisamAM zrAvakone sAta LTha guNasthAnakavAlo hAya ?! ne kAramaMtra gaNuvAne hetu che ? sava zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA gaNavelA zrAvaka...sava saMbhAvanA thaI zake che.ka, AvakanA sAta vikAo ghaNe bhAge pAMcamA guNasthAnakavAlA heya, zikSAtrata che. jo ke traNa guNavrata ane cAra zikSAtrata paNa koI koIka cothA guNasthAnakavAlA paNa sanmakuAma vratanI vigatamAM Ave che, chatAMya zrI tvamAM ati nizcala hevAthI gatarImAM levAyA che, upAsakadazAMgAdisatramAM pAMca aNuvrata ane sAta ema samajavuM. - zikSAvrata kahyA che ane kaSadha e zikSAvrata che. saM. sAdhunA 140 aticAre kyAM ? saMpUrNa saMthArAvidhi piSadhamAM ja bhaNuvI zakAya sava sittera caraNasittaranA ane sirora karaNa che. te sAta zikSAvratanA pAlanamAM haMmezAM udhamazIla sittarInA ema malI ekaso-cAlIza bhede sAdhunA atibanyuM rahevAya te mATe zrAvako sAta navakAramaMtra cAre che. ': zaM ne cAra dhyAnamAM keTalA dhyAna heAya ? . zaM, zApathamika sabhyatvanI utkRSTa sthiti savarthasiddhanA devone karyuM dhyAna heya? ( 66 sAgaropamanI kahI che, te traNa vAra acuta ane be vAra vijayAdimAM jAya e daSTie kahI che, te sava devone zudhyAna sivAyanA traNa dhyAna acutamAM te ghaTI zake che, paNa sarvArthasiddhamAM te hoI zake che. saMvayaMsiddhanA devene mukhyatve dharma eka ja vAramAM jAya che, ane cAra anuttaramAM te dhAne hAya che, kAraNa ke tyAM teo tatvavicAraNAmAM utkRSTa AyuSya 32 sAgaropamanuM che, e daSTie 64 * sAgarepama thAya, paNa 66 sAgaropama zI rIte ? * za0 temAM guNasthAnakavAlA kevalI zukala saha cAra anattara devalokamAM tetrIza sAgarepadhyAnanA kyA pAyAmAM hoya ? manuM AyuSya kaheluM che, batrIza sAgaropama matAra sava teramA guNasthAnakavAlA kaivalI dhAnAnta che, ema samajavuM. rita vartamAna kahevAya che, eTale ke, zukaladhyAnanA saMya devI ane tiryacine kSAyika samakti pahelA be pAyA dhyAyA pachI kevalajJAna thayuM che. ane be pAyA bAkI rahyA che te mokSe jatI vakhate vAnA che, eTale dhyAnanI vacce rahelA kahelA sa0 manuSyabhavathI laIne devIpaNe kaI chava kahevAya. utpanna thayo te tyAM kSAyika samakita saMbhave che, zaM0 tejalezyA jema bALavAnuM kAma kare che che ane tevo chava je yugalIyAmAM tiryacipa tema zItaleyA kaI mUke te lAbha thAya ke nukazAna ? na utpanna thayo hoya te tyAM paNuM saMbhave che. kSAyika samyagadaSTi jIva yugalIyA sivAyanI tiryaMcagatimAM ( sa. jenA upara telesyA mUkI. haya tenA utpanna thato nathI. upara tarata zItalezyA mUkAya te te jIva ugarI jAya ne eTale kAyado thAya. jema prabhu mahAvIra bhagavAne. za0 garbha ja manuSya utkRSTa keTalA ? jadhanyathI gAthAlAne ugAryo hateA. zItalesyA e tejalegAnuM to 29 AMkaDA hoya che. vAraNa che. mAraNa mATe teno upayoga thato hoya ema sa0 manuSyanI utkRSTa saMkhyA saMmi manuSya jaNavAmAM AvyuM nathI. sahita asaMkhyAtI jaNAvI che. paraMtu 48 ghaDI sudhI 20 tIrthakaronA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo je kahyAM saMmUchimane virahakAla saMbhavita che. saMskima mana je tA 29 bAkI hoya che,
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________________ : kalyANa : me : 1956H 175: ne nahi gaNatAM gabhaja manuSyonI saMkhyA jaghanya audArika che? gaNAya che, je 29 AMkaDAnI che. sava samavasaraNamAM je traNuM pratibiMba hoya - za0 bAvIza tIrthakaronA zrAvako pakhI, tenuM zarIra vaiyi hoya che, ane te prabhujInA odAcAmAsI ane saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kare che ke nahI ? rika zarIra jevAM pratibiMbo hoya, Amapradeza devasAdhue te nathI karatA, ema bI jJAtAsUtramAM eka kRta hovAthI devanAM hoya che. paMthakanuM daSTAMta comAsI pratikramaNa aMge Ave che. zaM0 vardhamAnasvAmInA sAdhuone acelaka kahyA zrAvako karatA hoya te sAdhuo na karatA hovAthI che. Aje navA vastra ApaNe laIe chIe te ekalA karatA haze ? acelakapaNuM zI rIte ghaTI zake ? sa0 bAvIza tIrthakaronA zrAvake pI . ca. sa. acelaka zabdamAM je nA rahe che tenA mAsI ane saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kare, ane te ekalA, A be artha thAya che. eka abhAva ane bIjo alpa. paNa sAdhuonI pAse jaIne kare. ApaNe tyAM paNa tethI alpa vastra hoya to paNa acelaka kahevAya. - zaM0 pulAka cAritravAlAne utpAta AThama pahelA zrAvako ekalA pratikramaNa karatA hatA. sAdhuo devaloka lakhyo che, ane zrAvakane utkRSTa utpAta karAvatA na hatA. thoDI sadIothI sAMje pratikramaNa karAvavAno rivAja thaye che. bArame devaloka lakhyo che, te sAdhu karatAM zrAvaka eTalo uMco zI rIte jAya ? za0 jinanAmakarma AThamA:guNasthAnaka sudhI sava bAramA devaloka sudhIne sAdhune utkRSTa baMdhAya, ane pachIthI navamAM guNasthAnamAM kema na utpAta batAvavAmAM Avyo che, te zrAvakanA vrata baMdhAya ? - niraticArapaNe paLAya to che, ane pulAka cAritrasava tathA prakAranA adhyavasAyano abhAva hovAthI vAlAne utkRSTa utpAta AThamo devaloka batAvavAmAM navamAM guNasthAnake jinanAmakarma baMdhAtuM nathI. AvyuM che, te saMyamanI sAticAratAmAM che, eTale za0 samavasaraNamAM traNa bAju bhagavAnanuM niraticArapaNuM ane sAticArapaNuM kAraNa hoya tema pratibiMba hoya che, temAM Atmapradeza ane pulo saMbhave che. jene ane khAsa karIne jainetare mATe che yakSa-yakSiNa ApavAnAM che. ahiMsA ne premanA avatAranuM jIvana zrI vAsupUjya svAminA navIna daherAsaramAM jAta sAhityanI daSTie jena sAhitya pIra | birAjamAna karavA hoya te tene yakSa-yakSiNI sanAra zrI jayabhikhUnI navIna kalAkRti | vagara nakare ApavAnAM che. -nircathabhagavAna mahAvIra pUjArI joIe che. AmAM leza paNa sAMpradAyikatA nathI. atrenA daherAsara mATe pUjArI joIe che, te jemaNe dharmanAM to vizvabaMdhutvamAM (daherAsaranAM kAmakAjane jANakAra ane pUjA samAvyAM. e mahAna AtmAnI kahANuM. vagere bhaNAvI zake teoe nIcenA saranAme | kiMmata 4-00 - arajI karavI. . (1) gurjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya gAMdhI raste - amadAvAda, zrI vimalanAtha jaina daherAsara (2) semacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA (rASTra) bAgalakeTa (S Rly.)
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________________ eka dravyo nu cA ga nI ma ha tA : pU panyAsajI dhuraMdharavijayajI gaNivara. ( DhALa 9 mI gAthA 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21 ) [ gatAMkathI cAlu ] daviya paNNavaya to, tikAlavisaya visesei * je utpattinA pravAha svarUpanAzamAM bhUtakALa vagerenA pratyaya na kahIe ane nara dhAtune [ utpanna thatA kelane utpanna thayuM e pramANe artha nAza ane utpatti e banne laIne te ane vilaya pAmatA kALane vilaya pAmyuM e te utpattinA traNe kALane anvaya saMbhave che pramANe, dravyane prarUpata traNe kALanA viSayane ema kahIe. ema kahetAM nAza pAmatA samaye vizeSita kare che ] nakaTa: nAza pAme e prayoga na thAya; je | (gAthA 12) mATe te kALe nAzatpattinuM atItakALapaNuM nathI je AgaLa dvitIya vagere kSaNe utpatti e pramANe nAzavyavahAranuM je samarthana karo. nathI, ghaTa vagere dvitIya vagere kSaNe anutpanna che te vyavahAre utpattikSaNa sambandha mAtra kahe, thAya, jema pahelAM eTale vaMsa thayA pahelAM tyAM prAgabhAvavaMsanA kAlatrayathI traNe kAlane anvaya nAza vinA "avinaSTa kahIe chIe. e taka samarthana kare. ane je ema vicArazo ke tane kema sAre lAgatuM nathI. te mATe pratighaTane vartamAnAdike jema paTavartamAnatvAdi kSaNa utpAda-vinAza pa ri | ma dvArA vyavahAra na haya, ghaTadhama vartamAnatvAdi ke ghaTa mAnavA. dravyAthadeze dvitIyAdi kSaNe utpatti vartamAnatvAdi vyavahAra na hoya, tema nAzatpatti vyavahAra kahIe to nAzavyavahAra paNa te pramANe vartamAnatvAdi ke nAzavartamAnatvAdi vyavahAra na the joIe. vaLI kSaNAntarbhAve dvitIyAdikSaNe hoya, te kriyA niSThA pariNAmarUpa vartamAnatva, atItatva laIne "nati, nace:" "tyAre, utpatti pAmavI joIe. akalpita anutpannatA utpanna:" e vibhakata vyavahAra samarthana kare. na hoya, te paNa pratikSaNa utpatti vinA para mATe ja kriyAkAla ane niSThAkAla e bannenI mArthathI anutpannatA thavI joIe. eka sAthe vivakSAe 'pamAnamutpannam , ( gAthA 13 ) vinA vitam' e saiddhAnika prayoga saMbhave upara pramANe pariNAmathI sarva dravyane viSe paramatamAM "gurAnI grasto ghaTa; ' e AdhakSaNe utpAda ane vyaya yathArtha paNe samajI zakAya vyavahAra sarvathA na ghaTe, amAre te nayabhede che, ane dravyapaNe sarva dravya prava che, e te saMbhave. siddha ja che, eTale padArthamAtramAM samasamaye utpAda-vyaya ane prIvyanuM samarthana karI za- ahiM sammatitarkanI sammati A pramANe che. kAya che. A ja abhiprAyathI sammati graMthamAM qmALA, qvf ti vija vichatA A vicAra samajAvatAM jaNAvyuM che ke 1 ahiMthI A DhALanI be gAthAne artha svapajJa rabA pramANe bhASAnuM sahaja parivartana karIne Ape che. vizada vistAra mATe pachIthI pariziSTamAM lakhAze.
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________________ : 178 : dravyAnuganI mahattA : "je saMghayaNa vagere bhavasaMsAranA bhAve che e sUkSma rIte vicAraNIya che. sUddama Rju te siddha dazA prApta thatAM mokSamAM javAnuM sUtranaya te A pramANe samajAve che. samaye jAya che eTale te samaye bhavastha kevala- kevalajJAna ane kevaladarzana traNe kALanA jJAna paryAya nAza thAya che, ane e kAraNe sidhdha- sarva padArtho sarva paryAyukta je jANe che paNuM prApta thAya che, mATe siddha kevalajJAna upaje ane jue che temAM paNa te te bhAvamAM traNe che. kevalajJAna te svarUpe te dhruva che ja, A kALa Ave che, je bhAve te jJAna-darzanamAM pramANe te te pariNAme pariNumelA siddha dravya- vartamAna samaye vartamAna svarUpe che, te ja nA anugamathI mekSamAM utpAda, vyaya ne dravya bhAve te jJAnadarzanamAM bhUta ane bhaviSya samaghaTe che. ane padArthanuM trilakSaNa svarUpa abA- canA vartamAna svarUpe nathI, bIje samaya Ave dhita rahe che.. che tyAre jJAna-darzanamAM bhaviSyasamaya svarUpe A bhAvane vyakta karatI sammatinI gA rahelA bhAve vartamAna svarUpe upaje che, ane thAo A pramANe che. vartamAna svarUpe pUrva samaye rahelA bhAve vilaya saMdhAyASTramA, mathasthapiyA | pAmIne bhUtasvarUpe upaje che. A pramANe te sikSamALAsa, diti vikAcuM to chuM siddhine prathama samaye vartamAnAkAra je che tene I ! 2-31 || dvitIya samaye nAza ane atItAkAre utpAda, nikaLe ja gm, ago sa sthapannAo | prIvya te che ja. A pramANe AgaLa AgaLa vevasTamAve tu jadurA, varuM gi sutte te vicAravuM. | | 2-36 / upara pramANe dasthAkAranA saMbaMdhane AzraAgamamAM paNa A ja siddhAMtanuM samarthana yIne kevalajJAna tathA kevaladarzanamAM trilakSaNapaNuM karatAM sUtre upadezyA che. " nA suvahe spaSTa thAya che, paNa nirAkAra je samyakatva, tALa, maltha varunA 2 divaDhanAne caM' vAya vagere bhAve che, temAM te trilakSaNapaNuM je kevalajJAnabhAvamAM prIvya eka ja hatA te anya prakAre samajavuM Avazyaka che. siddha vagere upara pramANe tenA be bheda thaI zake nahiM, zuddha dravyane viSe te te svarUpe prIvyarUpe paNa je bheda prarUpela che te samajAve che ke, avasthita rahe che. temAM paNa paryAyanayanI vicAraNA che, ane je prathama samaye siddhAtmAmAM kSAyika samyavilakSaNa svarUpa che. uparanI vicAraNAthI katva anaMtavIrya vagere che te samaye tenI avasthIsiddhomAM trilakSaNasvarUpa samajAya che, paNa e ti te samaya pUratI che, bIje samaye te sthalavyavahAre che, paNa sUkamanayanI vicAraNA guNone saMbaMdha jude thAya che. prathama ane bIje pramANe te nAjusUtranayanI vicAraNA pramANe e bheda je samayamAM che te ja samajAve che samajavuM joIe. e nayane AzrayIne te ke, temAM kAMIka judApaNuM che. judA judA samaye samaye samaye utpAda, vyaya ne dhovya che. temAM sAthe saMbaMdha paNa jude jude thAya, eTale te te dravyAthadezane AdhAre dravya che, e spaSTa che. kSAyika guNamAM prathama samaye je saMbaMdha hate paNa utpAda ne vyaya samaye samaye kaI rIte che, te bIje samaye nAza pAme ane bIjA samaya
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________________ sAthenA sambandha utpanna thaye. kSaNusambandha A pramANe mAtrathI te temAM dhruvatA che. trilakSaNupaNuM temAM vicAravuM. jo ema na vicArAya te te te guNe! bhAvarUpa na rahe, abhAvarUpa thaI jAya. kAraNa ke bhAvarUpatA trilakSaNa paNAne adhIna che. jemAM e lakSaNapazu nathI te abhAva che, jema zazazRMga, gaganakusuma, krUkSIra, vadhAputra vagere. A pramANe jIva ane pudgalane mukhyapaNe svaparyAzrI tathA AkAza, dharmAstikAya ane adharmAstikAyane mukhyapaNe paraparyAyathI ekakAle aneka prakAre utpatti ane nAza saMbhave che. dravyanA jeTalA svaparyAye ane parapacace che teTalA ja tenA utpatti ane nAza che, jeTalA utpatti ne nAza che teTalA ja tenA probyasvarUpo che. skula apekSAe dhrauvyasvarUpa eka ja prakAranu che ema lAge, chatAM sUkSmavicAraNA karatAM je je pUrvApara sva--para paryAya che te sarvane anugata AdhArAMza teTalA judA judA thAya ane tesa probyasvarUpe gaNAya. A vicArane spaSTa samajAvatI sammati gAthA A pramANe che. ." egasamayammi egadaviyassa bahuA vi hAMti upaayaa| kaLAyasamAM nizamAM rphi 3 saLage niyamo // rai-46 // [ eka samaye eka draSyanA ghaNAye utpAda hAya che. utpAda jeTalA che teTalA nigame che ane sthiti probya nizcaye usathI che ] paryAyArthika nayane anusAre utpAda ane vyaya samajAya tyAre utpAdanI vizada vicAraNA karavI jarUrI che. e vicAraNA paryAyArthika nayane khUba poSaNa karanArI ane sUkSma rIte : kalyANa : me : 1956 : 17 : samajAvanArI che. utpAdanI vicAraNA A pramANe che. utpAda eTale utpanna thavu. tenA be mukhya e prakAra che. eka pratyeAgathI utpanna thanAra e prayAgaja utpAda kahevAya che. ane khIje svabhAvathI utpanna thanAra. A svabhAva nita utpAdane vIsasA-vizvasA utpAda kahevAmAM Ave che. pratyeAmaja utpAda e vyavahArane che, eTalA mATe te avizuddha kahevAya che. A prayAgaja utpAdano nirNaya samuyavAde thAya che ane prayatnA pUrNAMka thatAM avayavAnA sagregedvArA e siddha thAya che. ahiM sammatitarkanI gAthA che. dhAbe haiM vighnA, bALiA buTTIlalA ceva / tattha ya pao gajaNio, samudayavAo aparisuddho // 2~32 || " [ utpAda e prakAranA che, prayAgajanita ane bIjo vizvasA. temAM prayAganita tA samudayavAdanA ane aparizuddha che. je sahaja svAbhAvikapaNe thAya, jemAM prayatna kAraNabhUta na hoya te utpAda vizvasA kahevAya che. vizvasA utpAdanA be bheda che, eka samudayajanita ane khIje ekatvika, sammatimAM kahyu` che ke 66 sAhAvio va samudayakao va egattiottha jAhi "" || 3-33 // [ svAbhAvika paNa samuyakRta ane aMkatrika thAya che ? te e bhedamAM vAdaLa vagerenA thatAM acittaSkandhA e samuyajanita vizvasA prayAga che. baLI sacitta, mizra, zarIra, va vagerenA nirdhAra upara pramANe vicAravA.
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________________ : 180 : dravyAnuganI mahattA : - je vizrA utpAdamAM saMgakAraNa nathI dUra dUranI kalpanA karIne vyavasthA jALavavAne te ekatvika upAda jANa. e upAda dravyanA je prayAsa kare che te kharekhara buddhinI viDambanA vibhAgathI siddha che. je pramANe be abo che. lAghavapriya neyAyikane te e bhatuM nathI. maLI kripradeza, e pramANe vadhAre aNuovALA mATe sthalavizeSamAM saMgane ane sthalaje skandho che temAMthI jyAre te chuTA paDe che, vizeSamAM vibhAgane dravyatpAdaka mAna. ethI tyAre temanuM agupaNuM punaH prakaTa thAya che. e vibhAgathI thate paramANapAde paNa artha vidhi aNunA utpAdamAM vibhAga kAraNa che. vaLI thAya che. karmanA vibhAge siddhaparyAya upaje che taiyAyike samati mahAgranthamAM A vAta A mAne che ke, avayanA saMgathI ja dravyanI pramANe sUcavI che. utpatti thAya che paNa vibhAgathI thatI nathI paNa teonuM e kathana vyAjabI nathI. teone vyaMtarasaMno 1 di, re viyarasa kiMti caM.. paNa ekAdi vibhAge khaDapaTotpatti mAnyA upyAyatthA'kusalA, vibhAgajAyaM Na icchati vagara chuTako nathI. - je niyAyike khaMDapatpattimAM ema kahe ke- to ja vaLAma7o "aNuM rijhAjho aNu doDuM aguduaNuehiM davve Ara? 'tiaNuaM' ti vavaeso hajAra taMtunA paTamAMthI vibhAga karIne pAMcaso " || 2-31 || pAMcaso taMtunA be paTe karavAmAM Ave te e hajAra taMtunA paTanA vibhAgathI banyA che ema. [ keTalAeka dravyAntaranA saMgathI ja nahi paNa hajAra taMtu je joDAyA hatA te dravyane utpAda thAya che ema kahe che, teo pAMca taMtunA paTamAM pratibaMdharUpe hatA. e utpAdavizyaka jJAnamAM kAcA che. vibhAgathI thatA pratibandhaka dUra thayuM eTale pAMcaso taMtane 2 utpAdane teo mAnatA nathI, aNunI sAthe kayaNuka saMga ha tethI pAMca saMtane paTa utpanna joDAvAthI je dravya upaje che te "zuka" thaye e pramANe pAMcaso taMtunA paTamAM e pramANe kahevAya che, vaLI temAMthI chuTA paDe saga ja kAraNa che paNa vibhAga kAraNa nathI. eTale "aNu" janme ne aNu thaye ema pratibandhakAbhAva sahita avasthi tA ya va kahevAya. ' saMgane hetutA mAnavI. A pramANe naiyAyika - Ama vibhAgaja dravyatpAda mAnavA joIe. vibhAgane dravyatpAdaka na mAnavAnA AgrahamAM (cAlu) eka navA patranA taMtrInI ophIsane paTAvALe aMdara AvIne taMtrIne kahe che, " sAheba ! bahAra eka bhIkhArI AvIne ubhe che, te kahe che ke, meM sAta divasathI kAMI khAdhuM nathI." taMtrI - "ema ! te pachI ene jaladI pakaDIne aMdara lAva. vagara khAdhe e kevI rIte divase kADhI zake che, te ApaNe enI pAsethI jANa laIe, nahitara ApaNuM peparane have bIjo aMka nIkaLe tema lAgatuM nathI.
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________________ lakhaka: vaidarAja zrI.mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI 5 ("yANanI cAlu aitihAsika vArtA) vahI gayelI vArtA - pitanapuranA priyaMgu zeThane putra devadina pitAnI patnI sarasvatIne svamAnathI ghavAyele paraNyAnI pahelI rAtre kadI mUke che, kamAvA mATe paradeza prayANa kare che. suMdarapuramAM Ave che. nagaramAM kudraprabhAnI jALamAM te phasAya che. sarvasva gumAvIne te kaTTaprabhAno gulAma bane che. priyaMgune A samAcAra maLe che. zANI putravadhU sasarAjInI saMmati meLavI te. sadarapura Ave che. semadana sArthavAhanuM nAma rAkhe aMdheranagarInI kuprabhAne potAnI kazaLatAthI parAbhava kare che. kudarabhAne temaja tenA sadhaLAe dAsa-dAsIone udArabhAve te gulAmInA badhanamAMthI mukta kare che. sivAya devadina, devadinane sAthe laI somadatta (sarasvatI) sArthavAha 2vadeza bhaNI prayANa kare che. sAgaramAM vahANa mAraphate AgaLa vadhatAM rastAmAM eka savAre sarasthatI sAmadarasAtha vAha devadinanane bolAve che. devadinane potAnA jIvanamAM sarasavatIne karelA anyAya mATe pArAvAra pazcAttApa jAge che, ane AvezamAM AvI te dariyAmAM paDatuM mUke che. sAmAna-sarasvatI tarata A banAvane jANIne devadine mATe dariyAmAM mANAne jaMpalAve che. devadinane patto lAge che. haju tenI mUcho utarI nathI. sarasvatI puruSavezamAM potAnA svAmInI sevA karI rahI che. have vAMce AgaLa - prakaraNa 12 muM. paraMtu devadinane sAgaramAMthI bahAra kADhIne pitAnA devadivanI vyathA . , kAmA mUkyA pachI tenuM nArIhRdaya darda, karuNA ane | mamatAthI vicalita banI gayuM hatuM. uttama prakArane veza dhAraNa karIne nArI kadAca potAnI jAtane chupAvI zake; paraMtu enA prANamAM devadinanI mUcha dUra karavA mATe teNe be ghaTako kavitA mAphaka sacavAi rahelI mamatA kadI paNa chupAI payata prayatna karyo hato ane enI bhAvanAbharI sevAna zakatI nathI. phaLa paNa maLI gayuM . devadinanI mUcha vaLI. teNe AMkha kholI. hoTha phaphaDAvyA. sarasvatI navayauvanA hatI, buddhimatI hatI ane sarva kaLAomAM pAraMgata paNa hatI; teNe dhAraNa vahANanA mukhya cAlake tarata eka tarala auSa dhinuM pAtra somadatta zeThanA hAthamAM mUkyuM. sarasvatIkarela puza eTale abhUta koIpaNa mAnavI evI kalpanA paNa karI zakatuM nahotuM ke A e te pAtra devadinanA mukha pAse dharatAM kahyuM: A auSadhi pI jAo." eka nArI che ! devadine cakaLavakaLa najare cAre tarapha joyuM ane sarasvatI semadatta nathI e vAta kevaLa e sAva dabAyelA svare kahyuM. "huM kyAM chuM?" munima ja jANato hato ane eka enI vizvAsu paricArikA jANatI hatI. A sivAya koIne khyAla tame nirbhaya sthaLa che. tamArA ja vahANamAM che. na hota. sahu ene eka udAra mananA navajuvAna prathama A auSadha pI jAo." sarasvatIe pitAnA zeTha tarIke ja oLakhatA hatA. eka hAtha vaDe tenuM mastaka uMcuM karatAM kahyuM. devadina enI sAthe eka ja gurunA ghera bhaNe hatA, devadina auSadha pI gaye. para hatA chatAM te paNa oLakhI zake na hete. | vahANanA mukhya cAlake kahyuM. "zeThajI, have kazo sarasvatInI vezaparivartananI kaLAne A vijaya hato. bhaya nathI. ''
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________________ : 182 : kula : sarasvatIe pAchaLa ubhelA munimajI sAme joIne bhayaMkara aparAdha thaI gayo hate. paraNIne tarata ja meM AhAra jazane IzAro karyo. bhArI nirdoSa patnIne tarachoDI dIdhI hatI. mArA e munima bahAra nIkaLI gaye. aparAdhanuM prAyazcita karavA ja huM sAgaramAM kudI paDyo hato." vahANane muSya cAlaka ane bIjA balAsIo paNa bahAra nIkaLI gayA. ekamAtra sarasvatInI vizvAsu sarasvatInA aMtaramAM sahaja khaLabhaLATa thavA mAMDyo.. paricArikA ubhI rahI. chatAM te pitAne manabhAva dabAvIne belI., ApanI vidhine prabhAva takALa thavA mAMDayA ane devadine - nI kurUpa hatI. ? " beThI thavAno prayatna karyo, tarata ja nArIlabha 'nA. rUpavatI hatI, tejasvI hatI ane pavitra svabhAvane vaza banIne sarasvatI belI uThI. " hAM hAM ' beThA thazo nahiM. " ene kaMika vAMka te hazene? . sarasvatIe vedhaka devadina sarasvatInA suMdara ane bhAvabharyA nayasa najare devadina sAme joyuM. sAme palabhara joI rahyo. ane tenA aMtaramAM potAnI devadina belyo, "zeThajI, ene koI vAMka na patnInAM nayane yAda AvyAM, te bolyo; " zokajI, hato. ame sAthe ja bhaNatAM hatAM. e vakhate teNe Apa khUbaja kyALu che. mArA para Ape zA mATe strIzakti para evA vicAro raju karelA ke mane dayA na karI?" emAM garva dekhAyo hato. A DaMkha khAtara ja meM tenI sarasvatI kazuM samajI zakI nahi. teNe paricArikAne sAthe lagna karyA...' suMdha-pIparImULanI rAba lAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. paricArikA sarasvatI vicAramAM paDI gaI tyAM paricArikA mastaka namAvIne cAlI gaI. rAbaDI laIne AvI pahoMcI. rAbanuM suvarNapAtra saratyArapachI sarasvatIe kahyuM. " Apano prazna svatIne ApIne te tarata cAlI gaI. sarasvatIe kahyuM. mArAthI samajAya nahiM." A rAba pI jAo. huM tamane AjathI mukta karuM chuM tame bhAratanA je baMdare kaheze te baMdare utArIza." " mane zA mATe bacAvyo ?" devadinna prasanna najare somadatta sAme joI rahyo. " AtmahatyAnA bhayaMkara pApamAMthI bacAvI levA sarasvatIe kahyuM. " lyo, A rAba pI jAo.' , kI khAtara. ! " sarasvatIe kahyuM, devadina-zAmAM beThe thaze ane rAbanuM pAtra ehu!' kahIne devaditra kaMIka nirAza banI gayo. levA hAtha laMbAvyo. sarasvatIe kahyuM." huM ja sarasvatIe tenA kapALa para hAtha mUkatAM kahyuM. pAu chuM. ? Apa svastha banI gayA cho ?' * Apano A upakAra.' devadinuM vAkya purU karI zako nahi. te pahelAM ja sarasvatIe rAbanuM pAtra * mArA eka savAla uttara Apaze ?" tenA meDhA sAme dharyuM. hA...' rAbanuM pAna thaI gayA pachI devadina sAme sAgaramAM zA mATe paDyA hatA ke sarasvatIe joine sarasvatIe kahyuM. " Apa kayA baMdare utaravA Iccho cho ?' prazna sAMbhaLatAM ja devadinA baMne nayane sajaLa patanapura.' banI gayAM. be paLanA mauna pachI te bolyo. zuM Apa pitanapuranA vatanI che ? , "zeThajI, huM Apane zuM kahuM ? mArA hAthe eka "hA. , prazna karyo.
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________________ H kalyANa : me: 1lpa : 1934 tyAM jaIne Apa zuM karazo ?' tyAM paricArikA AvI, ane belIH "zeThajI, "sauthI prathama huM mArA aparAdhanuM prAyazcita bhajana taiyAra che." karIza." - "sAruM, huM tyAM ja AvuM chuM. AmanA mATe eTale ? ' . mAtra dALa-bhAtanI thALI laIne ahIM Avaje, e" mArI patnInI kSamA mAgIza... devadine kahyuM. mane jamADyA pachI ja huM AvIza." sararaApanI patnI kSamA nahiM Ape te ! ' tIe kahyuM. paricArikA cAlI gaI. mArUM haya kahe che ke te jarUra kSamA Apaze..." devadine harSathI kahyuM. devadine kahyuM: "zeThajI, Apa jamI lone. mArA khAtara...." sarasvatI vicAramAM paDI gaI. be cAra paLa pachI bolI: " Ape karelA tiraskArathI ApanI tame mArI ciMtA na karaze, have tame mArA patnIne duHkha thayuM hoya te te svAbhAvika che. e mitra chA." sarasvatIe kahyuM, du:khanA nivAraNa mATe teNe kadAca AtmahatyA..." tyArapachI thoDI paLe nIrava cAlI gaI. tyAM: vacce ja devadina vyAkuLa banIne bolI uche. te paricArikA paNa dALa-bhAtanI thALI laIne "nA...nA...nA... sarasvatInuM hRdaya eTaluM nabaLuM AvI gaI. nathI... e khUbaja udAracitta che. dharmaparAyaNa che... sarasvatIe potAnA svAmIne pAse besIne bhejana e kadI paNa AmahatyA na kare. enAmAM du:khane pI karAvyuM. tyArapachI teNe paricArikA sAme joIne kahyuM, javAnI zakti che." "tuM ahIM ja besaje, huM jamIne hamaNAM ja AvuM ; sarasvatIe gaMbhIra svare kahyuM.." mane ApanA chuM." kahI sarasvatI ubhI thaI ane devaditna sAme zabdomAM vizvAsa nathI vasata." joIne belIH "hamaNuM ja AvuM chuM." devadinanA haiyA para jAye kaTako paDyo. te devadine AbhArasUcakabhAve mastaka namAvyuM. abhibhUta bhAve semadAnA suMdara vadana sAme joI rahyo. purUSavezamAM navajavAna jaNAtI sarasvatI cAlI somadattarUpI sarasvatIe kahyuM..., "tame kaho cho ke gaI, paraNIne tarata tame tene tyAga karyo hate... pachI bhejana karyA pachI te tarata pAchI AvI. saMdhyA tamane tenA guNa-avaguNano paricaya kevI rIte thayo thaI gaI hatI. sarasvatInuM samadhura drazya virATa sAgara hato ? ? para kAvyanI agecara kalpanA bichAvI rahyuM hatuM. - "ame sAthe bhaNyAM hatAM." - somadattarUpI sarasvatI devadinane laine vahANunA " eTale sarasvatI uttama guNavALI che. eva jA. tutaka para AvI. sUryAstanuM drazya devadittanA hadayane NatAM hovA chatAM tame tene tyAga karyo hato ema ja paNa prasanna banAvI rahyuM hatuM. sarasvatIe kahyuM: "devane ?" sarasvatIe kahyuM, ' dinajI, ' Ape ApanA paMnIne sAthe laIne sAgaranI "hA, tethI ja huM bhayaMkara aparAdhI che ke saphara karI hatI te..." devadina zayAmAMthI ubhe thaye. zeThajI, huM kamabhAgI evI kalpanAne yogya. sarasvatIe tarata kahyuM: "nahiM, A5 ArAma rahyo ja nathI, " devadine kaMIka dardabharyA svare kahyuM, kare, ubhA thavAnI jarUra nathI." devadizvanA haiyAmAM thatuM darda sarasvatI pArakhI gaI, ; devadi pAcho besI gayo. te bolI: "tame nirAzA khaMkherI nAMkhe, mArI eka
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________________ : 184 : kulavadhU : zikhAmaNa haiyAmAM sAcavI rAkheA te| kahuM. "" "6 kahI. ' "" " strIne kadI paNu tuccha mAnaze nahi, e eka parama maMgaLa zakti che. '' sarasvatIe kahyuM. devanni asta thaI cUkelA sUryanA aMtima kiraNA tarapha joI rahyo hatA, te eNyeH Apa satya kahe che. ' "zeDhI, devadinanI aMtaravyathA jone sarasvatI vadhu prazna karavAnuM sAhasa karI zakI nahi. kAraNa ke devadinanI vyathA tenA haiyAne paNa AMcakA mArI rahI hatI. tene emaja thatuM hatuM ke atyAre ja svAmInA caraNamAM DhaLI paDe, ane badhI vAta kahI dauM te manane kaThaNu rAkhI rahI hatI. te kheAlI: tame ArAmathI sUI jAe, manane prasanna rAkho.' paraMtu have sUryAMnA aMtima kiraNo paNa vidAya lai cUkayAM hatAM, ane dhUMdhaLA prakAza sAgarane gaLI javAneA upakrama karatA hAya tema jaNAtuM hatuM. devadina peAtAnI oraDI tarapha javA agrasara thayeA, eTale sarasvatI eTalI uThI: " Aja tA tamAre bhArA ja kakSamAM ArAma levAnA che." 3 devadina kazu khelyA vagara navajavAna seAmattanI sAthe tenA kakSamAM gayA. kakSamAM dIpamAlikA pragaTAvavAmAM AvI hatI, enA sumadhura prakAza sArAye kakSamAM suvaNaeNraMgI hAsya bichAvI ratho hatA. .. peAtAnI zayyApara dedintane khesADIne sarasvatIe kahyuM " Apa eso...huM hamaNAM ja nityakarma karIne Avu chuM. ?? kakSamAM eka abhyatara khaMDa hatA, sarasvatI aMdara cAlI gai, aMDara gayA pachI eka Asana para thoDI paLA sudhI vicAra karatI esI rahI. tyArapachI teNe pratikramaNa karavA arthe vastra balAvyAM ane svastha citte te dharmakAryamAM pravRtta banI gaI. nityakarmathI nivRtta thayA pachI teNe peAtAnI eka peTikA khAlI ane temAMthI lagnanA divase je kapaDAM paheryAM hatAM te kADhamAM. tyAra pachI dIpamAlikA sateja karIne teNe e vastrA dhAraNa karyAM. alakArA paNa dhAraNa karyAM. paricArikA aMdara AvI. te sarasvatInuM rUpa joIne camakI uThI, atimRdu svare melI uThI, " Aje ja...'' " hA vi. emanuM zakAtuM nathI, e zu kare che ? '' vicAramAM eThAM che...' vicAramAM ? " hA... khUbaja gaMbhIra vicAramAM che. ekavAra .. ki rr 66 teoe pANI magAvyuM hatuM, sUtA nathI OM OM G have bhArAthI sahI " nA..." " ....kahIne eka dupaNumAM sarasvatIe joyuM. tyAra pachI te kheAlI, vidu aMjana, tilaka ane kezakalApa tuja karI de, " 23 66 vilAe tarata sarasvatInA akhADA sarakhA karyAM, AMkhamAM AMjana lagAvyuM ane kapALamAM kamaLane caMdraka karyAM. ATaluM thayA pachI sarasvatIe kahyuM, have tuM jA...emane kahetI jaje hamaNAM ja sAmadatta Ave che. sArU kahIne vidalA vidAya thai. "" kramazaH
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________________ - navA sabhyonI zubha nAmAvali - zrI jayAbenanI bhAgavatI pravajyA nimitte 101) zrI jayaMtilAla maNIlAla kalhApura 11) zrI durlabhajI kapuracaMda vAMkAnera zrI cImanalAla ratanacaMda sAMDasAnI zubha pitAnI suputrI zrI jazavaMtIbenanI preraNAthI bhAgavati pravajyA nimitte. 25) saMghavI caMpakalAla Arakara aMjAra 11. zrI kuMvarajI ratanazI phIphAda 25 kaThArI jeThAlAla hIrAcaMda kheDabrahmA 11) zrI papaTalAla cunIlAla A tAjapurI zrI devacaMdabhAI bhAyacaMdanI zubha preraNAthI 11) zrI bAbulAla bhagavAnajI dAdara 11] zrI melApacaMda tArAcaMda kheDabrahmA 11] zrI umacaMda sarUpajI AhIra upara mujabanI zubha preraNAthI 11] Do. ela. ena. zAha : kuMdaroDI pU panyAsajI kanakavijayajI gaNivaranI zubha 11 zrI jaina saMdha gAMbhu preraNAthI thayelA sabhyonA nAma nIce mujaba zrI dIpacaMdabhAI TI. zAhanI zubhapreraNAthI 21] zrI mANekacaMda gulAbacaMda sAvarakuMDalA 11 zrI sukanarAja mehanalAla rAjamahendrI ( anusaMdhAna mukha peja 4 nuM cAlu ) jagatamAM koIpaNa mAnavI jugAramAM jItI zakato nathI. keI vakhate jIta dekhAtI hoya che te te paNa eka bhayaMkara hAranA pUrvarUpa jevI ja hoya che. A jugAramAM pAMDe pAyamAla thaI gayA hatA, rAjA harizcaMdra paNa rajhaLatA banI gayA hatA. A dareka daSTie tyajavA je jugAra tane kevI rIte pasaMda paDaye ?" | vivekadraSTine A bela sAMbhaLatAM ja sumati ubhe thaI gaye ane badhA mitrone tyAM ne tyAM mUkI cAlyA gaye. sumatinI vivekabudhdhie e paNa jaNAvyuM ke, deSa karavAnI bhAvanA paNa manama dabAvI rAkhavI e paNa deSa che. teNe tarata rAjA pAse jaI pitAne jAgelI bhAvanA kahI saMbhaLAvI. sumatinI vivekabuddhi jaIne rAjA te prasanna ja hato. paraMtu eka zarata karavA jeTalI e vivekabudhi tIvra banelI joine rAjA bolyA, "purohitajI, tame evI vivekadaSTi prApta karI che ke jenA vege tame tarI jaze." kahevAno Azaya e che ke, mAnavInA prANamAM vivedaSTi jAge te sArAsArano vicAra karavAnI vRtti jAge ane naThArAM kAma karatAM mAnavI aTakI jAya. Aje mAnavajAtamAM je prakAranI gunhAjarI vRtti uchaLI rahI che, tenuM muca kAraNa paNa e ja che ke, vivekadraSTi keLavavAmAM mAnavIne rasa nathI. samAjanA ke rASTranA kahevAtA AgevAno paNa vivekabuddhinA abhAvavALA hoya che ane pariNAme janatA paNa enI pAchaLa ja dorAtI jatI hoya che. jIvanane sAtvika ane ujajavaLa karavuM hoya te vivekadraSTi keLavavI joIe. L0
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________________ REGD- NO. B 4925 KALYAN : bALakone upayogI suMdara prakAzano : 7-3 0-2 Tara cood 0-4 0-2 0-8 0-8 0-8 0-8 0-3 * * * AtmasamarpaNa, naMdanavananAM puSpo batrIsa lakSaNA bALa maMtrIara keparka pAla gopAla deva pAla haribala machInI kathA jaya vijayanI kathA guNusAra kathA rAjA zrIpALa | savA sAmA kathA akSayatRtIyA kathA satI sItA satI caMdanabALA satI dropadI satI damayaMtI. anAthI muni sudarzana zeTha bhagavAna mahAvIra malInAtha AdinAtha : ' ke, temanAtha pArzvanAtha sanat kumAra mahaSi kapIla matrano mahimA magadharAja zreNika suni harikeza namirAja daza upAsake vItarAganI vANI . bharatezvara :: bALakone saMskArI banAvavA mATe A pustaka jarUra maMgAve ! - Akho seTa maMgAvanArane sADA bAra TakA kamIzana maLaze. - bALake A prakAzano hoMze hoMze vAMcaze eTalAM rasaprada che. ke amuka nakale jUja che. vahelA te pahele. bAkI sIlIkamAM raheze te mekalAvAze. - lakho ::se ma caMda DI. zA ha. pAlItANA [ saurASTa] . * a on 9-4 0 4 * 9-4 & o A o A o A 0-4 o 1 9-4 o | | o ' -: mudraka :: kIracaMda. jagajIvana zeTha, kalyANa prInTIMga presa-pAlItANA :