Kalyan 1952 11 Ank 09

Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539107/1

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29/293 PLAN ON SELAMA IN TESP SHE CAUKA PUAS te pAThazALA vAyA - taLAjA jika hIyA (); zrI caMdraprabhAsapATaNa mahAtIthanuM gaganacuMbI bhavya jinAlaya [ prabhAsapATaNa zrI jaina have, saMghanI peDhInA saujanyathI ] saurASTranA pazcima-dakSiNa samudranA kinArA para Avelu' A prAcIna, mahAprabhAvika ane ramaNIya mahAtIrtha che, jenA jirNodvAra pAchaLa rUA. ATha lAkha kharcAi cUkyA che haju traNa lAkha kharca vAnA bAkI che. vizeSa hakIkata mATe A aMkanuM 463 pAnuM juo. navembara 1952 aMke 9. sAhitya ane saMskRtinuM lokabhogaya mAsika

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nAma COMITaka nA lakha+ navembara, : kAtika upAgI. 1852 : 2009 comAsuM pUrNa thayuM che eTale pU0 mahArAja sAhebane vinati je ke, Apane aka je sthaLe mokalAvavAnA hoya te sIranAmu jaNA vavA kRpA kara , jethI aMka geralekhake peja. valle ne jAya, jIvananAM dhUpa-chAMva zrI 419 e zuM kare ? | zrI prazAMta jhara | 'kalyANu'nA bAlajagatanA mahAsAgaranAM metI, zrI vallabhajI bhANajI mahetA 424 lekhake e tathA 'kalyANa'mAM lekhe guptadAna zrI kIzorakAMta gAMdhI 42 6 mekalenArA oe AjanA aMkamAM amIjharaNa pu. A zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. bAlajagata'ne 'ughADI bArI' zakA-samAdhAna pU A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma. y , vibhAga joI levA vinaMti che, bALakanA vikAsa zrI lIlacaMda cunIlAla zAha 4 32 ka9yANa * mATe lAgaNIpUrvaka pagAra vadhAre zrI pradha jozI 434 parizrama laI verAvaLa khAte sabhya jJAnagocarI - zrI gaveSaka 418 tathA grAhake karavA mATe bhA izrI sukhane mAga zrI cImanalAla zAha 441 | hIrAcaMda maganalAla mAstare je kahI daIza zrI ena. bI. zAha 443 khaMta rAkhI che, te mATe A zrI pAvaeNnAtha prabhunAM nAme zrI amRtalAla eca. dozI bhArI chIe. bhUtanuM tUta zrI kAMtilAla me. trivedI 445 | 'e zuM kare ?' nA vibhAga maphAbhAInuM svapna pU. mu. zrI lalitavijayajI ma. 447 | mATe jenA javAmAM AvyA zAMti kema nathI ? zrI ramaNalAla ke. zAha che teonAM nAmanI jAherAta e geDa ane nAkara zrI kAMtilAla ma. trivedI 450 | za kare ?' vibhAgamAM prasiddha thaI monanI mahattA zrI manubhAI lAlabhAI zeTha 51 | che. to lekhakoe e vibhAga sAhityane na phAla zrI caMdra 454 | joI le. zrI jagaDuzAha zrI pulacaMda haricada dezI 456 | 'lama ke desta maMDaLa"nI. paramArtha patramAM lA | zrI prakaSa 458 | hariphAInI tArIkha navembara 20 sarvenI koTI pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI ma. 46 0 | mI chellI rAkhI che te daramIyAna Alajagata judA judA lekhake 464 | tamArA lekhe amane mokSAthI mAcAra kAryAlaya taraphathI y172 Ape ! pariNAma AgAmI ke | tIrtho ke dharma mahAsavonA ejayukezana borDanA koSa sahitanI phoTAo ke ke TAiTala upara be pra ti ka ma Na sA the avasare kramaza: chapAya che e je baMdhuo navI daza catuM ke bahAra paDI cUkI che. mUlya 1 8-0 banAvI Ape che teone eka varSa gAthA, zabdArtha, artha, vidhio, ejyukezana borDanA koSanAM caityavaMdana. | kalyANa' phrI mekalAvAya che. ! * stavane, sajhAyo, gahulIe. pratikramaNanA hetuo vigereno saMgraha che. lekhA muddA sara ane kAgaLanI eka semacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA. [ sairASTra ] | bA ju sArA akSare lakhI mokalavA.

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A B varSa 196 15 R navembara-19para jaina saMskRttinuM saMdezavAhaka Secuel zivamastu sarvajagata: 735 beMka . tya *jI vana nAM 5 - chAM va zrI0 jIvanamAM sukha-duHkha, Apatti-saMpatti, mAnada-udvega, ti-arati vizenI dhI ghaTamALa sadA cAlyA ja kare che. kevaLa sukhamaya jIvananI kalpanA ja zakya nathI. e divasa, cAra divasa, mahinA, be mahinA, varSa-me varSa, pAMca-pacIsa varSa sukha kadAca satat rahe, paNa pAchuM jIvanamAM du:kha mAvIne ubhuM rahe che, saMsAramAtranA jIvo mATe A krama sanAtana che, kevaLa sukha ke duHkha jIvanane nIrasa banAve che, ema karIe tA ce. kadAca baMdhabesatuM che. sukhanI veLAye atizaya utsAhaghelA cA bhAnabhUlyA banavA pahelAM duHkhanA divasonI yAda karI levI e sarvottama che. nijanA jIvanamAM haju du: kha anubhavavAnA oN. avasara na maLyeA hoya, te paNa du:khI AtmAnAM duHkhA sAMbhaLavA, jAzuvA ane jIvanamAM mArA mATe paNa AvAM duHkha anubhavavAnA avasara kAM na Ave ? e vizvA1. rathI AtmAne a MdarathI satat jAgrata rAkhavA ghaTe che. kAI paNa duHkhInI vAta sAMbhaLatAM AvA AtmAne jarUra samavedanA pragaTayA vinA nahi rahe, sasAra e sAgaranA jevA uDA, agAdha tathA aneka prakAranI vicitratAothI bharelA che. temAMye sukha-duHkhanA, mAnada-udveganA taDakA-chAMyaDA te ssAranI prakRtigata vicitratA che. koinA duHkhane jotAM samabhAva, hamadadI temaja samavedanA sukhInA jIvanamAM pragaTe, tyAre ja sukhanA sAthe svAda mANyo kahevAya, e ja rIte pAtAnAM jIvanamAM jyAre duHkha, vipatti ke viSAda AvIne ubhAM rahe, tyAre ene sahevAnuM thaiyA keLavavAmAM tathA sukhIne joIne haiyu ThAravAmAM jIvananI mIThAza che, mAnavanI beTAi che. ApaNA OM karatAM vadhAre du:khI jIvAnI svAme ApaNe jyAre daSTi nAMkhIe chIe tyAre ApamAM duHkhe, ke vipattie ApaNA mATe haLavI banI jAya chaeN. T

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5516 ; 429 : jIvananAM su pachAMva; E WRITING HIT F FILE ane sukha ke duHkha, Anada ke udvega, saMpatti ke vipatti A badhA che zu ? | 1 kevala mananIja ka9panAmAmAMthI janmelAM A badhAM pariNAma che ke bIjuM kAMI ? manane ke je nikhala, phAyara ke rAMka banyuM, eTale nanhAnuM paNuM du:kha mahAna virATa banI Ace 5 che, aneka upAdhio lAvI mUke che. satata mUjhavaNu, viSAda tathA jIvanamAM kaTutA, jamAvI re che. ane jayAre mana sasa. svastha temaja abula bane che tyAre game tuvI viSamasthiti ne vipattio, citAe ke upAdhionA bhAra, haLave kula je anI jAya che. che. mATe ja kahI zakAya ke, jIvananI mahattA ke laghutA, vipatti ke saMpattithI nathI maLatI. zrImatAI ke daridratAthI, hATa-havelI, ke zuM paDIthI mANasa heATe cA nhAnA A che; ema gaNunA karanArA laiMti bhUle che. pratiko, saMttA ke hAMziyArIthI mANasa mahAna bhale kahevAtA hoya; paNa mAnava tA mahAna tyAre ja banI zake che; ke vipattimAM iMgya, CT supattimAM samabhAva; jenA jIvanamAM satata jAgrata che. je manane mArIne, potAnI ke jAtane jIvananA aneka viSama sAgAmAM paNa nilepa, ritiprajJa temaja dhIra rAkhI zake che. ane sukhanA zikhara para ArUDha thavA chatAM jene ke idaMce e mAtra dhuma Da ke kSudratA rupI zakatI nathI. mAnavanI mahattA mApavA mATenA A ja eka unnata mApa daMDa che, A saMsAramAM Aje tamane saMpatti, sukha yA aneka vaibhavanI vRcce mukavAmAM AvyA che che, e sthitimAM tame zuM karI zake ? enI ka9panA tA karI ? tamAre namra banavA duHkhita ke pIDito pratye hamadardI jA grata karavA zuM karavuM joie, meM tamane heMmajAya | 2che ne ? tamAre te veLA tamArI jAtane, tamArA manane jAgrata rAkhavA, sukhanA kAraNarUpa tamArI puyAine najara sAme rAkhavI joIe. to ja jIvanamAM satoSa, svarayaMtA tathA samAdhi pragaTe ane puyAI khUTatAM, du:khe, vipattio ke muzkelIo AvIne ubhA raheze, e jAgRti satata rahe. jIvanamAM ATaluM che haMmajAi jAya, sukha-duHkha, ke vipatti-saMpatti, saMsAra | sAMgaTInA DAbA-jamazuA be paDakhAe che, eTaluM jo DahApaNupUvaka jIvanamAM jacI jAya che, te game tevI paristhitimAM jIvanano dhUpa-chAMvamAM jIvananI vAstavika Ana da mANI zakAya. jIvana jIyAne khumArIbharyuM svAda tA ja anubhavI zakAya, temaja mananI madhuratAne jALavIne jIvanane sAcI rIte jIvI zakAya. OH IN NIL HF fi Fin

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e zuM kare ?................. zrI prazAMta ApaNuM vAtaH kramazaH prasiddha thatA raheze, navA prazna gatAMkamAM sthaLasaMkecanA kAraNe A mokalanAre TUMkamAM pitAnI hakIkata lakhI vibhAga prasiddha thaI zakyo nathI, havethI mokalavI, ane javAba lakhI mokalanArAoe niyamItatA jALavavA mArAthI zakaya huM karIza. TUMkamAM, muddAsara ane sacoTa javAba sahu vAcakone nUtana varSAbhinaMdana ! kizoranA lakhavA joIe. praznane aMge jeonA javAbe AvyA che, A vibhAganA saMcAlanamAM sahu kaI temAM bhAI ramezacaMdra maNilAla gAMdhI-vijA vAcake rasapUrvaka amane sahakAra Ape e pura, bAbubhAI ratibhAI dozI-muMbaIne AzA nUtanavarSamAM huM rAkhuM chuM. prathama InAmanA rU. 2) pratyekane prApta thAya A vakhatanA javAba lakhI mokalache, to te bhAIo kAryAlaya para patra lakhI nArAonAM inAma-pAritoSike AgAmI maMgAvI le ! aMkamAM jAhera thaze. -saMpAdaka bAkInA traNa jaNane rU. ekanuM InAma prApta thAya che, te ramezacaMdra ThAkaralAla- (6) e zuM kare? eka na na. " khaMbhAta, kizorakAMta dalasukhabhAI gAMdhI- dhaneza tenA moTAbhAI tathA bhAbhI sAthe amalIMbaDI, ramaNalAla ke. zAha-vApI. te A dAvAdamAM rahe che. dhanezanA moTAbhAI ghaNA vakhatathI bhAIe paNa patra lakhIne InAma maMgAvI le! bekAra che. teo nokarI mATe cAre bAju tapAsa karI rahyA che. dhaneza aMgrejI cothA dhoraNamAM abhyAsa mUMjhavaNa naM. 5 nA aMge "raMjanabahena kare che, te hAMziyAra vidyArthI hoi tene ziSyavRtti tathA pravINabhAIe zuM karavuM joIe" ne maLe che. dhanezane citrakAmano bahu zokha che, ane javAba amane ghaNuM lekhaka-vAcaka taraphathI tenI uMmara pramANe te citrakaLAmAM nipuNa che. Aje maLe che, AmAM amane nIcenA lekhakanA dhaneza eka suMdara citra banAvavA prayatna karI rahyo che. vicAro samucita lAgyA che, teonAM nAma pahelI tArIkhe savAre ATha vAge zALAne meLAvaDo ahiM kramazaH mUkyAM che. che. jemAM citrakAmanI parIkSA thavAnI che, ane suMdara citra doranArane inAma ApavAnuM che. vaLI 1 rajanIkAMta phatecaMda vorA-punAkempa, sAthe sAthe gharaDA, garIba ane premALa DroIga zikSaka 2 ramaNikalAla ke. zAha-vApI, 3 ramezacaMdra suMdaralAlanI paNa parIkSA thavAnI che. suMdaralAla viSe ThAkaralAla-khaMbhAta, 4 prANajIvana ratanazI aneka phariyAda heDamAstara pAse gaI che. temAMnI zeThIyA-geregAma. mukhya phariyAda e che ke, "suMdaralAla vRddha hevAthI A veLA navI mUMjhavaNa eka tamArI sArI rIte citrakAma zIkhavI zaktA nathI, tethI temane rajA ApI devI joie. " paNa sAcI hakIkata te samakSa mUkI che, haju amArA para aneka navA taddana judI ja hatI. bicArA suMdaralAla te vidyAprazna, mUMjhavaNe AvI rahI che, paNa "kalyANa thao sArI rIte citrakAma zIkhe te mATe athAga mAM vividha viSayenuM aneka pharamAeAmAM prayatna karI rahyA hatA. paNa vidhArthIone temanI vAMcana apAtuM hovAthI A vibhAga mATe mahenatanI kadara ja kayAM hatI ke teo te phakta koI ghaNI jagyA rokAI zake tema nahi hovAthI paNa rIte suMdaralAlanI badalI thAya tema je IcchatA

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: 42 : e zu kare ? hatA. dhaneza para suMdaralAlane badhA vidyArthIo karatAM vadhu prema hato. dhaneza suMdaralAla sAheba vadhu rakulamAM rahe tema icchatA hatA, ane te mATe kAMI karI chUTavA mAMgatA hatA. ane tethI ja te citramAM evu* sAmarthya khaDu' karavA IcchatA hatA, ke jethI suMdaralAlanI tAkarI TakI rahe. have phakta cAra divasa pachI ja meLAvaDA hatA. citratA ghaNA kharA bhAga pUrA thaI gayA hatA, paNa raMga puravAnuM kAma bAkI hatu, chellI be rAtanA ujAgarA karIne paNa teNe e citrakAma purU karyuM. meLAvaDAnA AgalA divasanI sAMje te citra laIne dhaneza suMdaralAlane batAvavA gayA. tenI pahelAM paNa dhaNA vidhArthIo suMdaralAlane potAnAM citrA tA. vavA AvI gayA hatA. suMdaralAla dhanezanI rAha joi rahyA hatA. temane AzA hatI ke, jarUra dhaneza peAtAnI AbarU rAkhaze. sudaralAla rAha joI rahyA hatA. tevAmAM ja dharmeza tyAM jai pahoMcyA. teNe jaine peAtAnuM citra suMdaralAlane atALyuM. suMdaralAlanI AMkhamAM harSoMnAM AMsu AvyAM. temanI tAkarI TakAvI rAkhavA mATe te citra sama thAya tevI temane AzA baMdhANI. dhaneza sAhebane potAnuM citra batAvI ghera AdhyeA. pAtAne pahelu inAma maLaze evI AzAnA taraMgAmAM tene uMdha AvI nahi. bIje divase savAre dhaneza uThayA ane jaladIthI nAhI-dhAne taiyAra thai gayA. ATha vAgavAnI taiyArI hatI. dhaneza taiyAra thaine eThA hatA, tevAmAM temane TapAlI AbyA ane hAthamAM eka kavara mukayuM. kavara teNe phoDayuM. tenI aMdaranA kAgaLa teNe vAMcyo temAM tenA moTAbhAIne ( jyAM teNe arajI karI hatI ) maLavA melAvyA hatA. bIje savAre muMbainI peDhInA menejarane maLavAnu hatu. tethI jo tenA meTAbhAine nAkarI meLavavI hAya teA dasa vAgyAnI gADImAM upaDavu ja joie. dhanezanA moTAbhAi atyAre myuni pAlanI ephrise gayA hatA. tyAM pazu temaNe teAkarI mATe arajI karI hatI ane dhanezanA moTAbhAi ghera kahIne gayA hatA ke, " agatyanA kAgaLa Ave te mane myunisipAla ekrise pahe.cAle. '' myunisipAla ephisa ane dhanezanA makAna vacce lagabhaga kalAka rastA hatA. jo dhaneza myu. ephise moTAbhAine kAgaLa ApavA jAya te meLAvaDAmAM jai 'zake nahi, ane tethI kadAca garIba, vRd su MdaralAlanI nAkarI tUTI jAya, ane jo te meLAvaDAmAM jAya te tenA meTAbhAIne nAkarI maLe nahi. tethI vadhu ekAra rahevuM paDe ane kadAca dhanezane abhyAsa mUkI devAnI karaja paDe-pADavAmAM Ave. AvI sthitimAM dhaneza zu kare ? zrI kizArakAMta dalasukhalAla gAMdhI * 'e zu kare ? '(5) nA ukela. raMjanabahena tathA pravINabhAie zuM karavu ? raMjanabahenane dhama para zraddA che mATe temaNe dhama ne anusarIne ja cAlavuM joie. temaNe sAsu tathA jeThANI para dveSanI bhAvanA na rAkhatAM temane premathI vaza karavA joie. ha MmezAM duzmana joDe prema karavAthI duzmanAvaTa zamI jAya che. raMjanabahene darAja eka kalAka vahelA uThavu joie. eTale ke cha vAge uThThatA hoya te pAMca vAge uThavu joie. uThIne tarata rASTapratikramaNu karIne pachI gharanu kAmakAja karavuM. ane tyAM sudhI gharakAmamAM bhUla na thAya te bAbata para khAsa kALajI .rAkhavI joie. dareka kAmamAM svacchatA ane cAkakhA hevI joie. rasAI karIne pachI samaya maLe tA daherAsara javu ane rasoi thayA pachI dhaNuM karIne, sAsu ane jeThANI rokaze nahiM. sAMje bane te devasi pratikramaN karIne suvuM. pauSadha jevI moTI kriznAe anukULatAe karavAnuM rAkhavuM. jo raMjanabahena sAruM ane jeThANI joDe premathI vartaze te| sAsu ane jeThANI paNa temanA para prema rAkhaze. duniyAmAM koi paNa strI evI nahi hoya, ke je potAnA sagA putrane cAhatI na hoya. pravIgubhAine paNa temanA mAtuzrI cAhatA ja haze, ane pravINu bhAinI vArtAmAM mAnatA haze. pratIbhAi pazu dharmamAM

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. mAne che ane temane paNa dhama para zrA che. tethI temaNe AkhA divasamAMthI eka kalAkane samaya kADhI mAtuzrIne pU`kAlIna mahApuruSo tathA mahAsatIenAM jIvanacaritranI vAta kahevI joie. jo pravINabhAi temanA mAtuzrIne AvI vAtA kahe te temanA mAtuzrIne jarUra dharma para zraddhA bese. dAkhalA tarIke pravINabhAi temanI mAtuzrIne * malayAsuMdarI 'nI vAta kahevI zarU kare te e vAta evI rasamaya che, ke eka prakaraNa sAMbhaLyA pachI bIjuM prakaraNa sAMbhaLavA mana Atura thAya. vaLI A vAtamAM zrI navakAra maMtrane prabhAva tAvele che. sAthe sAthe dharma e zuM vastu che? dha zA mATe karavA joie ? karmanI gati kevI nyArI che? e paNa A vAtamAM barAbara samajAvyuM che. AvI aneka vAto che, ke jemAM dhatA edha che. Ama mAtuzrIne dha para zraddhA besaze, ane temane paNa dharma karavAnuM mana thaze, vaLI pravINu bhAie temanA mAtuzrIne avasare dhama karavAnuM paNa sUcana karavu joie ke `dararAja sAmAyika karavuM joie, jitezvaradevanI pUjA karavI joie, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavu' joie. pratikramaNa karavuM joie vagere. ' sAthe sAthe kalyANa navembara-1952 : 413 : ema paNa kahevu joie, ke A janmamAM dharma nahi karIe ane karmo karIzuM te AvatA bhavamAM te bhAgavavAM paDaze. ane Ama mAtuzrIne dhama para zraddhA vadhatI jaze ane vaLI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne temane dhama e zu che, tenI samajaNu paDaze, jeThANI paNa sAsujInI joDe dhama karatA thai jaze. have pravINabhAIe koIne dhama karatAM rAkavuM na joie; paraMtu temane dhama karavAmAM prAsAhana ApavuM joie. ' e viSaya para temanA mAtuzrIne tathA bhAbhIjIne samajAvavu joie. Akhare rjanabahenane dhama karavAmAM temanA sAsujI protsAhana Apaze ja, ane raMjanabahene paNa peAtAnA pAceramAM jevI rIte dhama karatA hoya evI rIte vaLI pAche. dhama karavA joie. sAthe sAthe gharakAmamAM paNa dhyAna ApavuM joie ane sAsu tathA jeThANI sAthe premathI vartavu joie. to jarUra emanA sa'sAramAM suMdara parivartana Avaze ja. rajanIkAMta phatecaM vArA-punA 2 sastAM, suMdara tathA upayAgI amArAM prakAzane sajajhAyAmAMthI cUMTI kADhelI pracalita prAcIna sajjhAyamAlA, pUrvAcAracita prAcIna seMkaDA sajjhAyAne suMdara saMgraha, AkarSIka geTa apa, pU|para dviraMgI DIjhAina yukta jekeTa krAuna 16 pejI 164 peja mUlya 1-4-0 bhaktisudhA taraMgiNI: nUtana rAga-rAgiNi yukata pujAmAM khelavAnAM pade, suMdara rAgamAM cAluDhabanI ga huki, snAtrapUjA, Adi apUrva saMgraha, 555 gleja sapheda kAgaLa para chapAi, krAuna 16 pejI 110 peja mUlya 10 AvA sAmagrada DI. zAha. pAlItANA. (saiArASTra) zatruMjaya mahAtI guNamAlA: zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAjanI yAtrAmAM upayogI caityava dane, stavanA, stutie tyAdinA sArA saMgraha. 21, 108 khamAsamaNA, navvANuM yAtrAnI vidhi, zatru jaya tIrthanI yAtrAtuM vaNuna tene mahimA, navaTu kAne TuMka paricaya. yAtrAnI smRti tarIke snehIjAne bheTa ApavA lAyaka yAtrAnA sahAyaka bhAmIyA ane tevu pokeTa sAijhanuM pustaka khIssAmAM rahI zake tevuM, phArIna enTIka kAgaLa para chapAi, krAuna 32 pejI 136 peja mUlyaH ATha AnA. ~: navAM prakAzanA -- magaladIpa: jIvanane susaskArI banAvatA medhakathAone apUrva sagraha. saskAradIpa: jIvanane preraNA ApatI suMdara zailIye lakhAyelI rasaprada kathAnA amUlya sama manana mAdhurI: citana, manana tathA vicArapreraka bAdhaka nibaMdhikAo. prakAzaka : zrI jaina sAhitya pracAriNI sabhA. praptisthAno ratilAla gulAbacaMda dozI. C/o dezI prIM. presa. 'dIvAna cAka. junAgaDha (saiArASTra)

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- - - - - - -0: zrI vallabha bhANajI mahetA : - vanaspati mAtranI phaladvapatA jema javA pavitra che, te kalyANamAM bAdhaka nathI bake joI zakatA nathI temaja vinisaMtoSI mANase sAdhaka che. bIjAne udaya ke bIjAne mahimA joI ke saMtane hAthamAM kaMI kamala ugatAM nathI sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. temaja asaMtane kaMI zIMgaDAM hatAM nathI. vastu mAtramAM khAmIo ane khUbIo sane jANe, samAM rame te saMta ane asahoya che, padAtha mAtramAM sArUM-narasuM bharyuM mAM rame te asaMta. heya che. jevI jenI daSTi tevuM te kheALI - AtmaciMtana bhavasAgaranI pele pAra * javAno pUla che ane viSayanuM ciMtana DUba- jagatanI dharmazALAmAM 2hetAM tuM tArA vAnuM AbAda sAdhana che. asalI gharane bhUlIza mA. dehanI daridratAmAM ke sAdhananA abhAvamAM zubha lAge te saMgharI tArA jIvana vikA aMtaranI prasannatA rahe e ja Atma zrIma sane paMthe paDaje. TIkA ke vAdanA nAde caDI tanI anokhI jAherajalAlI che. tArI cAla gatine rUdhIza mA. | mANasa vRttine AdhIna thAya che tyAre jayAM eka ja Atma svarUpa akhaMDa vilase che tyAM pachI dekhADavAno meha kene tene dekhADavAne ke kaMI karI nAkhavAne meha ane kayAM ? thAya che ane te ja maha enA baMdhananuM kAraNa bane che. bhagavAnane bhUlAya to virodhI vicAranA AtmAne alaukika AnaMda jene prApta vaMTALa, upAdhinI AMdhI ane bhayanI paraMparA. thAya che te pachI viSayanA kSudra AnaMdamAM kema - kuzaLa sAdhaka kadI khalana pAme che te rame? ciMtAmaNI jene hAtha che, tene kAcanI turata jAgrata thaI jAya. jema daDo nIce pachaDAI kiMmata zuM hoya ? jorathI pAcho UMce caDe tema. Ane ja kahe che dayA te premanI bahena che. dilathI paNa aMtarane chaNachaNata pazcAtApa ane hRdayanI dayA darzAvI zakAya che. keI sAdhanasaMpanna tatparatA. mANasa viSayamAM mAthAbUDa DUbe hoya tenuM A jagatamAM je kAMI dekhAya che, te sAruM IcchavuM ke bhAvavuM e dayA aMtaranuM savakarmAnusAra dezakAlanA nATaya tatte nAcatuM dvivana che ane te tArA AtmauddhAranuM prArabdhanuM mUrta svarUpa che. sAdhana banaze. aMtarAtmAnA avAjane na sAMbhaLo ke na " sarva sukhI thAya te huM sukhI thAu " satkAre e ja bhUla ane pachI te bhUlanI AvA prakArane vAthate paramArtha je parama paraMparA janme che.

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kalyANa; navembara-19para8 : 425 : je mANasa Ape che te bamaNuM le che. ghelachA che. tArA svarUpanA vilAsamAM bIjAne ekane bedhapATha te bIjAne abhyAsapATha. vikAsa thatuM hoya te bhale . * jAge te e kahevAya, ke jagatamAM nahIM motInI kharI kiMmata te haMsane hoya paNa jagatanA nAthamAM tatpara rahe. DAhyo te e che ane te ja tene pacAvI zake che, temaja kahevAya, ke nitya Izvarane khyAla rAkhe, nahIM AdhyAtmika uMcA rahasyanI kadara, vivekI nazvarane. AtmavAnane hoya che ane te ja tene hajama mAgyA vinA pIrasIza nahi. pUchayA karI AcAra svarUpa banAve che. vinA belIza nahIM. vANI veDaphI nAMkhavA ke vastunI siddhi zebhAmAM nathI paNa upavarcasva vyatha beI nAMkhavA nathI. avasara yugamAM che. temaja upadezanI siddhi vAhavinA ApIza nahIM. mahA mahinAnA meha vAhamAM nathI paNa vyavahAramAM che. zuM ujALe ke ukALe? bhakti chupI hoya kharI paNa enI vaLagaNa rAkhI te viSaya ceTa ane khUzaba divAla cIrIne paNa bhabhakayA vinA viSaya ceTa eTale AtmasvarUpanA bhAnanI rahe nahIM. kAMkarI kharI, athavA AtmajJAnanI pratItimAM myAnanI zobhA ke enI sajAvaTa laDAI chidra paDayuM. jItavAmAM kAma nahIM Ave. raNujaMga jItavAne jagata sudhAravAno vyAha e paNa eka to talavAranI tINutA joIe. > > > >0000000=00000->00000> > > hu alabhya ane apUrva AdhyAtmika graMtha pragaTa thaI cUkyo che. huM zrI muni suMdara sUrikRta acAmuM kahe5krama upaghAta, vivecana, artha, TimpaNa ane vistRta noMdha sAthe A caturtha AvRtti zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaye "zrI motIcaMda kApaDIA graMthamALA graMthAMka 1" tarIke bahAra pADela che. : vivecaka : sva. zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [ mItika] bI. e. ela. ela. bI. selisiTara. pAnA 480 : pAkuM kApaDanuM bAIDIMga kiMmata pracArArthe mAtra rU. 6-4-0 (TapAla, relvakharca alaga) - .:: prAptisthAna : : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayaH gevALI Teka rADa. muMbaI-26. = >00000000> > > > > > > == = OKOOKOOKOOK DOKTOR DOKDloko == = = =

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- Aje jarUra che guptadAnanI zrI kizAra gAMdhI-lImaDI prabhu. zrI mahAvIradeve dharmanA cAra aMge kahyAM che. (1) dAna (ra) zIla (3) tapa (4) bhAva. A ya agesa eka khIjA sAthe sakaLAyela che; ane A cAra aMgenuM kharAkhara samajapUrvaka pAlana karavAthI manuSya peAtAnu jIvana ucca banAvI zake che tathA khIjA manuSyAnuM paNa klyANa karI zake che. A cAra aMgAmAM dAna savathI zreSTha che. A dAna karavA viSe ApaNA samAjamAM theADI gerarIti pravarte che. Aje ApaNe aneka dAnezvarIe viSe sAMbhaLIe chIe. eka zeTha hAspiTala AMdhavAmAM eka lAkha rUpiyA ApI peAtAnuM nAma amara kare che, bIjA zeTha nizALa baMdhAvavAmAM pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA ApI potAnA nAmanI nizALa baMdhAve che. AvA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM Apazune Adhunika dAnanA kAMika khyAla Ave che. AnanA paNa A eka mArga che, ane te paNa uttama che, chatAM te kItina che ema kahI zakAya. hajAro manuSyA jANe e rIte dAna karavuM evA AjanA pUjIpatIone meha thai gayA che. tethI teo kIrtidAna karavA prerAya che, paNa keTalIka veLA guptadAnanI jarUrIyAta ghaNI hAya che. amuka gRhasthA pAte garIba vidyArthIone madada kare che, evI jAherAtA chApAomAM chapAve che, ane jaNAve che ke, "cApaDIe tathA skolarazIpa meLavavA mATe nIcenA sIranAme patravyavahAra karavA. je garIma vidyArthI ene cApaDIenI athavA skAlarazIpeAnI jarUra hAya che, te te bicArA madada " == meLavavA mATe peAtAnI sthitinu varNana karatAM lAMbA lAMbA kAgaLo lakhe che-lakhavA paDe che, gRhasthane te A patravyavahAranI bahu echI darakAra hoya che. amuka gRhasthA te phakta pote samAjamAM kAMika che tema dekhADavA khAtara ja AvI jAherakhabare chapAvatA hoya che. vidyA thIe phI-phrIne patro lakhe che paNa kAMI javAba maLatA nathI-maLe che te satoSabha maLatA nathI. vidyArthI ene nathI maLatI cApaDIe ke nathI maLatI kelarazIpe-kadAca maLe che. te be-traNa jUnI phATI tUTI cApaDIe ane tenA badalAmAM paNa aneka pharapharIyAmAM peAtAnI sahI ane gAmanA pAMca sAta prati SThita sajjAnI sahI karAvavI paDe che. phakta e rUpiyAnI ki MmatanI e cApaDIe khAtara paNa jo AvI rIte sahIe karAvavAnI jarUra paDatI hoya te bahetara che ke, cApaDIenu dAna na karavuM. amuka nikA A rIte skolarazIpe, cApaDIe ane bIjI nAnI nAnI vastue ApIne sAmA garIba vidyArthInA svamAnane nAza karavA prayatna kare che. tenI pAchaLa bIjo koI Azaya nathI paNa lIdhela vyakti kadAca bhaviSyamAM paisAdAra ane te paNa ApaNAthI ene ke enA lAgatAvaLagatAone dabAyelA rAkhavA AveA malina Azaya paNa garIba vidyArthIone madada karavAmAM keTalIka vakhata jaNAI Ave che. 6 dAna AjaneA samAja mAne che ke, "kAipaNa jarUriyAtavALA mANasane madada karavI eTale tenA svamAnanI hararAjI karAvavI. " A prathA ghaNI ja bhayaMkara che, ane ugatI peDhInA mAnasa para bahu ja mAThI asara karanAra che, kAi duHkhI

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kalyANa nivembara-1952 : 4ra7 : mANasane dekhI tenA tarapha be paisA pheMkavA banAve che. je abhimAnI che te kadI guptae kAma te dAnabhAva vagaranA mANaso paNa dAna karaze nahi, paNa sajajane te guptadAna kalajajAe karatA ja hoya che, paNa jamaNu karavAmAM ja rAjI haze. kAraNa ke sajajana hoya hAthe kareluM dAna DAbo hAtha paNa jANe te samajAte ja hoya ke, manuSya mAtrane eka nahi e ja kharuM dAna che, ane te ja bIjAnI madadanI jarUra paDe ja che. A vizvamAM dAna, dAna lenAra manuSyane potAnI kaI e manuSya nahi hoya ke jene kadi sArI sthitimAM dAna karavA prere che. keInA sahakAranI jarUra nahi paDI hoya. Aje paNa amuka sajajane ApaNuM mAnavI janme che tyArathI tene potAnI mAtAnA samAjamAM hayAta che. jeo khAnagImAM jarU- dudhanI jarUra paDe che. dareka mAtA A samariyAtavALA mANasane ghera beThAM madada pahoMcADe che. jatI hoya che tethI te potAnA bALakane ane paNa evI rIte ke, sAmA mANasane madada amRta samAna dUdhanuM dAna kare che. potAnAM letAM jarA paNa saMkeca na thAya, jarApaNuM vastro tathA pitAnI saMbhALa rAkhavA mATe tene samAjano Dara na lAge, madada ApanAra karatAM potAnA pitAnI madada mAgavI paDe che. pitA piote kAMI nIce che ema paNa na lAge. A vacce tathA tene bIjI aneka vastuonuM dAna kare rIta bahu prazaMsanIya che. madada lenArane khabara che. cAlatAM bolatAM zIkhavA mATe tene pitAnA na paDe ke mane tenA taraphathI madada maLe che, bhAIbahenanI madada mAMgavI paDe che, arthAta dAna denArane paNa khabara na paDe ke huM konA mAnavIne pitAnA janmathI maraNa sudhI eka vatI madada karU chuM, paNa baMne vacce koI bIjAnI madadanI jarUra paDe ja che. mAtA-pitA dhama-pharaja jevI vyakti che, je ekabIjAne ke bhAIheno duniyAmAM DaMke vagADavA nathI levA-devA prere che. AvAM khAnagImAM madada jatAM ke ame A bALakane madada karIe karatAM sajajanene keI oLakhatuM paNa nathI chIe, kAraNa ke teo jANatAM hoya che ke, hatuM. kadAca samAjamAM temanuM sArUM sthAna ApaNuM mAbApa ke bhAIbahena tarIkenI tene paNa nathI hotuM, paNa jeno jagatanA lokeAne mardada karavAnI pharaja che, e ja rIte ApaNI kadApi khyAla paNa na Ave tevI pitAnI mAnava tarIke ekabIjAne madada karavAnI pharaja che.. ucca bhAvanAne jagatamAM koI jANe nahi, huM pahelAM kahI gayo tema kIrtidAna kaI anubhave nahi tema keInI prazaMsAnI kadAca kaI vakhate upayogI banatuM hoya che. darakAra karyA vinA teo supAtrane dAna kara. chatAM te mAnavIne ghaNIvAra bezuddha banAvI de tA ja hoya che. AvA saMgomAM Aje che. jemAM tamArI vAhavAha bolAya che. ApaNe "dAna" zabdane badale sahakAra zabda amuka hada sudhI vAhavAha belAya tyAM sudhI vAparavAne che. jethI ApaNane na bhAva vadhe AvatuM nathI. paNa jyAre te hada na AvI jAya. ApaNe dAna karavAnI paddhatimAM oLagI jAya che tyAre dAnezvarIne behozapaNa pheraphAra karavAnI jarUra che. bhale ApaNe banAve che. jyAre guptadAna te mAnavInA lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna jAheramAM karIe paNa hRdayamAM alaukika zAMti bharI de che. mATe sAthe sAthe tenAM pacIsa TakA guptadAnamAM paNa dAna kare to gupta rIte ja karaje. lekamAM khacIe. guptadAna e ja manuSyane ucca vAhavAha belAvavAne moha choDI deje.' ' -

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a ei mI ei jha @ @ 2 jI mAM * pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja duniyAdArInA padArtho dhamayege maLe bhale dAtAra, devAnI vastu ane lenAra traNe paNa dhamagathI te padArtho maLe, e Iccha- zuddha joIe. e traNamAM khAmI eTalI vAnuM nathI. vastumAM khAmI. jJAnanuM phaLa virati ane viratinuM muni eTale SajIva nikAyanA pAlaka, bIja jJAna. pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAyukAya. ane rAgane mATe tyAga e kharAba che. vanaspatikAyane paNa na haNe. vyasane haNavAnA arihaMtanAM zAsanane pAmelA samyagadaSTi te hoya ja zAnA? AtmAne duniyAnI kaI paNa vastu anItinA muninI daSTi ane duniyAnA gRhasthanI paMthe laI javA samartha nathI. daSTi judI hoya che. samyagadaSTi AtmAo eTale tyAganA jinezvara eTale rAgadveSAdi dene jita. pipAsu, tyAgane jApa karanArA. nAra te jina, ane temAMe adhipati e jinezvara. - rAganA rasiyA banyA te saMsAramAM agni kharaze. duniyAnA gRhasthanI pravRtti bhale judI dhamanA hadayamAM deva-guru romeroma hoya che. hAya, 'kAravAImAM bhale pharaka hoya, kAraNa ke kharA bhogIna e lakSaNa che ke, mArA kAravAIne AdhAra te kauvata para che paNa Ave tyAM sudhI bhagave pachI lAta mArI bhAvanA, icchA ane dRSTi te eka ja joIe. anAdikALathI vaLagelA paugalika saM samyagadaSTinI vAta Ave ke, sava- gene mUkIe e dharma, pUruM mUkIe te pUro virati Ave ja, sarvavirati evI che ke, dharma ane adhurUM mUkIe te adhuro dhama. samyagadaSTithI aLagI na rahe sarvaviratinA AtmA anaMta zaktione svAmI che. bhAva vagarane samyagadaSTi hoya nahi. svaccha che, paNa anAdi kALathI lAgela kama tuM tArA AtmAne game teTale jitanA saMgane lIdhe emAM parivartana thayeluM che. mAna, baLavAna mAna paNa rAgAdi zatruothI mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ne vega chatAyeluM che te tuM pAmara che. eTale mana, vacana, kAyAnA azubha vyApAra pisATakAnuM dAna, Azrita banAvavA, A cAre kamabaMdhanA hetuo che. tAbAmAM rAkhavA, ke hu moTo dAtAra chuM, ema zuddhadevamAM devatva buddhine abhAva, zuddha kahevaDAvavA mATe nathI, je e mATe thAya te gurUmAM gurUtva buddhine abhAva, zuddha dhamamAM te dAna nathI. dhamatvane buddhine abhAva temaja azuddha zIlane sevanAra, tapa karanAra tathA bhAvanA devamAM devatvabuddhi, azuddha gurUmAM gurUvabhAvanAra potAne ja udaya karI zake che, jyAre buddhi ane azuddha dhamamAM dhamarava buddhi dAna denAra, ravApara ubhayane udaya karI zake che, e miyA kahevAya.

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mAMga anegaprAdhAna [ samAdhAnakAH-pU. AcAya deva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja ] [ praznakAraH-zeTha mulacada jakhubhAI zrApha-khaMbhAta ] . za'" ega sarIre eMgA, jIvA siM tu teya patteyA '' te eka zarIramAM e-cAra jIva hAya tA kevA gaNavA ? sa0 pratyeka zarIrI jIvanA zarIramAM cit aneka jIva hAI zake che. za bhAra DapakSInA zarIramAM e jIva hoya che, tA kevA jIva gaNavA ? sa. bhAra DapakSIne pratyeka jIva gaNavA. zaTha pratyeka zarIrI jIva jeTalA AkAzapradezamAM avagahanA karI rahyo hoya teja AkAzapradezamAM khIjA pratyeka zarIrI jIva avagAhanA karI rahI zake kharA ? sa0 je AkAzapradezamAM pratyeka zarIrI jIva avagahanA karI rahyo hoya te AkAzapradezamAM nyu nAdhikabhAve khIjA jIve paNa zarIra dhAraNa karI avagAhanA karI zake, dAkhalA tarIke -paryApte manuSya je dehamAM avagAhIte rahyo huM ya te ja dehamAM mAMsanI aMdara kITANu e rahelA hoya che. za' eka jIva manuSyarUpe hoya ane tyArabAda maMtra, tatra ane vidhAdi agara auSadha vigerenA prayegathI tiya carUpe thAya te kai gati ane Ayu. ane udaya gaNavA ? sa. te jIvane navuM prApta thayelu. niya-capaNuM vAstavika nathI paNa mAyAmayI che, tethI manuSyagati ane manuSyAyune udya gaNave. zaTha eka jIva pUrUSaliMge jamyA pachI thoDA varSoM bAda ruliMgamAM karI jAya te ka ka prakRtinA udaya gaNavA ? sa0 tevA udaya samajave. jIvate te samayathI strIvedanA za. duniyAnI aMdara rAjA Adi mahAna sthA nane prApta karatA jIvAne kai ka`prakRtinA udhya gaNavA ? sa. tevA javAne ucca gAtranA udaya gaNavA. kAraNu ke, pavaNuAjImAM ucca gotranA ATha prakAra 2 batAvyA che. temAM chaThThA prakAranA ucca gAtramAM Ane samAveza karela che za0 zabda, adhakAra, prakAza vagere pudgalanA judA guNNA samajavA ke varNAdi. cAra guNNAnA paryAya samajavA ? sa0 zabda, aMdhakAra, prAza Adi pudgala* dravyanA paryAyA jAvA. za kAi eka dravyanA amuka guNa hoya te te ja dravyanA bIjA guNurUpe pariName kharA ? dAkhalA tarIke:-puddagalane prakAza adhakArarUpe thai jAya che, vaLI AtmA kevaLajJAna guNa che, ate khIje *devadarzana guNa che. te kevaLadarzIna guNu, jJAnagumAM pariNamI jAya kharo ? to jJAna ane na agara prakAza ane aMdhakAra eka ja guNunA judA judA paryAyA kema na mAnI zakAya ? # sa0 dravyanA koi paNa eka guNu khIjA guNamAM pariNamI zakatA nathI, prakAza adhakArarUpe thAya che, temAM te puddagala dravyanA paryAyA che, guNa nathI. nAna ane darzana ane guNu che, na e paNa jJAna guNu batAvanAra ja che, na sAmAnya jJAna che, jyAre jJAna vizeSa jJAna che, eTale banne sAmAnyavizeSa prakAre hovA chatAM eka svarUpe mAnavA hoya te mAnI zakAya che, za. eka dravyanA traNa-cAra paryAye vatA hoya to te dravyanA bIjA virAdhI paryAye sAthe vartI zake kharA ? jemake pudgalanA prakAza ane virodhI aMdhakAra banne paryAyeA sAthe vartI zake kharA ? sa0 eka ja dravyanA paraspara virodhI paryAye sAthe na vartI zake. za puddagalanA guNanA paryAyAmAM jJAna ane darzananI, jema sAmAnya ane vizeSa ema bheda hAi zake ? sa0 pudgalanA paryAyAmAM paNa bheda gaNAvI zakAya. za'0 kevaLajJAnI anaMta AkAzAstikAyanA cheDA

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: 30 : zakA-samAdhAna ne paNa jANe che, tyArabAda AkAzAstIkArya nathI, te sa0 darzanAvaraNano kSayapazama sadhaLA AtmapaNa jANe che te kevaLajJAnInA kSetrathI AkAzasti, pradeza hoya che. lakavA AdimAM te bhAgamAMthI AtmakAya vadhe ke kema ? pradeze bAjunA bIjA bhAgomAM saMkocAI jAya che, ' saha kevaLajJAnI mahArAja AkAzane cheDe ne eTale tyAM udayane prazna rahetuM nathI. hovAthI cheDo che, ema jANe ja nahi, tema ja tenA za0 pudagalane vadi hoya che, te eka ja pachI AkAzanuM nAstitva che, te paNa na jANe. pudgala paramANune kAyama mATe eka ja vaNuM hoya ke kemake tenuM nAstitva kahevAthI tenA pachI kaI vastu pAMce-vaNuM hoya ? gaMdha eka ja hoya ke be hoya ? kAyama karaze te mATe AkAzAstikAyane cheDe nathI, rasa ane sparzamAM paNa kevI rIte heya ?' tema kevaLajJAnane paNa cheDe nathI, mATe kevaLajJAna satra eka pudagala paramANune sattAgata pAMca varNa, ane AkAzAstikAya baMne kSetrathI sarakhA samajavI. be gaMdha. pAMca rasa ane cAra sparza hoya che, vartA zaru samakitI agara mithyAvIne cahna-acakSu- mAna paryAyathI koI paNa eka varNa, eka gaMdha, eka darzanamAM jJAna-ajJAnanI jema bheda paDate haze kharo ? rasa ane be sparza jANavA saha darzana e sAmAnya jJAna hovAthI samakitI za0 bhASAnAM pudgala vijJAnanA prayogathI agara mithyAtvInA darzanarUpa sAmAnya jJAnamAM pharaka dArAdI vastumAM pakaDI marajI mujaba sAMbhaLI paDe nahi, paNa vizeSa jJAnarUpa mati-zrutAvimAM phera paDe. zakAya che, ane vargaNAnA manarUpe pariNumAvelA puda za9 avadhidarzanamAM samakitI ne ja kema galo paNa pakaDI zakAze. te tevI rIte karmanAM pudagaNAya ? miyAtrIne kema na gaNAya ? darzanamAM gale pakaDI zakAya kharAM ? mithAvathI kera paDato hoya ema lAge che ? darzana sa0 bhASAno pudagalo pakaDI zakAya, paraMtu sAmAnya jJAna che, jyAre jJAna vizeSa jJAna che, jethI Atmazakti vagara karmanAM pudagalo pakaDI zakAya nahi. phera paDe te jJAnamAM paDe. darzanamAM kevI rIte gaNAya ? za0 avadhijJAnI utkRSTathI alokamAM loka pramANu saha avadhidarzanamAM samakitI ja gaNAya ema asaMkhyAtA baMDuka dekhe te tyAM zuM che ? e nathI, mithyAtvIne 5Na vibhaMganAna pahelAM avadhi- vAkyane bhAvArtha zuM samajavuM ? darzana gaNI zakAya ane e hisAbe samakitI agara saalokamAM AkAza ekaja dravya hoya che mithyAtvI baMnene avadhidarzanamAM gaNavA. A darza. ane te AkAzadravya arUpI hovAthI avadhijJAnI namAM mithyAtvathI jude bheda paDatuM nathI. dekhI zake nahI. vAkyane bhAvArtha avadhijJAnanI dazana e darzanAvaraNa karmanA kSapazamathI kSetrAzrayI zakatI batAvavAno che ke je tyAM (alakAthAya che te avadhidarzanamAM samakitI agara mithyA- kAzamAM) bIjA rUpI dravyo hota te teTalAM kSetra sudhI vIne ze bheda paDatuM haze ? samyakatva agara miyA- dekhI zake. bAkI vastutaH tyAM kAMI dekhI zake nahI. tva e te jJAna ane ajJAnane bheda hoI zake che, za0 zabda agara avAja pariNata pudagala prayopaNa avadhidarzanamAM bheda zI rIte paDe? vibhaMgadarzane gathI keTalo kALa rAkhI zakAya ? judu' kema na gaNAvyuM ? sa. saMkhyAne kALa. saha darzanamAM bheda paDatA nahi hovAthI vibhaMga- za0 pAMca bhAmAM kSAyIka bhAva je gaNAya darzana nAmano jIde bheda pA nathI, jethI vibhaMga- che te AmAnA guNano bhAva gaNa ke AtmAnA jJAnIne avadhidarzana hoya che. Atmadravyano bhAva gaNuM ? za0 darzanAvaraNa karmane kSayopazama sadhaLA sa0 Atmadravya ane AtmaguNane kathaMcIta Atmapradeza hoya ke amuka bhAgamAM ja hoya. lakavA bhedabheda hovAthI jene gaNu hoya tene gaNI zakAya. AdimAM zarIrano amuka bhAga lAkaDA jevo thaI jAya mukhyatayA AtmAnA guNano bhAva samajo. che, tyAM acakSudarzana thatuM nathI, te te bhAgamAM ke za0 kSAyaka ane pariNAmIka bhAva siddhAtmAne udaya bhAna che ? kayI vastumAM kevI rIte samajavA ?

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kalyANa; navembara-1952 : 431 : sa0 siddhonA AtmAne pariNAmIka bhAva Atma- nyuna utkRSTa sthiti saMkramAve che, utkRSTa sthiti dravyane ane kSAyIka bhAva AtmAnA guNane samajavo. baMdha karIne aMtamuhUrta sudhI pahele guNaThANe rahIne ja za0 AtmAnA bhAva (pariNAma) zubha, azubha samyakatva prApta kare che, mATe aMtarmuhurtA nyuna kRSTa ema be prakAre ke zubha azubha ane zuddha ema traNa sthitino saMkrama thAya ema kahyuM che. cothA guNaprakAre ? zuddhabhAvathI kayuM karmabaMdhana thAya ? tIrtha. thAnake gayA pachI aMtarmuhurta paryaMta ja utkRSTa karene gRhavAsamAM traNamAMthI ke bhAva hoya ? dIkSA sthitinI sattA rahe che, teTalA kALamAM vizuddhinA kALamAM kevo hoya ? kevaLI kALamAM ane siddhAvasthAmAM baLathI aMta:koDAkoDInI uparAMta sthitine nAza kare kevA bhAve hoya ? grahavAsathI mokSa sudhImAM kayA che, eTale A tamuhuta bAda aMta:keDa keDI sAgarobhAvathI karmabaMdhana thatuM haze ? amathI vadhAre sthitinI sattA hetI nathI. sa8 AtmAnA traNa bhAva paNa gaNAya che. zubha za0 sukha-duHkha baMne AtmAnA guNa che ke bhAvathI puNya, azubhathI pA5 ane zuddha bhAvathI sukha-du:khathI 5ra AmAM che ? nirAdi thAya che tIrthakarone gRhavAsathI kevaLajJAna sahu sukha e AtmAne guNa che. sudhI traNe bhAva hoya. terame guNaThANe zubha ane zae yogathI jJAnamAM vRddhI thAya che agara atI zabda bane bhAva hoya ane 14 me zuddha bhAva heya. drIya nAna thAya che ? te te atIndrIyajJAna kayA siddhAvasthAmAM A bhAvanI gaNanA na hoya. tIrtha. prakAranuM gaNavuM ? hIpnoTIjhama e kayA prakAranuM haze ? karIne grahavAsathI mAMDIne zubhAzubhabhAvathI karmabaMdha sa. yogathI atIndrIyajJAna thAya che te trIjA thAya che ane zuddha bhAvathI nijA thAya che. jJAnanA prakAro samajavA hIpanoTIjhama e jJAnane 9 aka AmA adiArika zarIrarUpe pudagalI prakAra nathI paNa yogano prakAra haze ! pariNumAvI zarIra banAvI te zarIra choDI cAlyA za0 hAlamAM avadhijJAnane vicacheda nathI te jAya che tyArabAda te zarIramAM bIjA tevAM pudagale koine thai zake kharU? je thatuM hoya te hAlamAM Ave agara temAMthI jAya kharAM ? kema koine thatuM nathI ? ' sara te zarIramAM bIjAM pudagalo te rUpe Ave avadhijJAna thaI zake. hAlamAM tathA prakAranI ! nahi, bAkI te zarIramAMthI kALa svabhAvathI pudagale zuddhino abhAva hovAthI thatuM nathI. vikharAvA pAme ane temAMthI aMdha chuTA paDI jAya za0 indrajALa AdithI thatuM jJAna karyuM jJAna gaNAya? kharA, cetana sivAya navAM pudagalo te zarIramAM te rUpe sa8 bhramAtmaka matI zratanA prakAra jANavA. AvI zake nahi. za0 pAMca anuttara vimAnanuM kSetra keTaluM ? za0 samakitIne 'samakata pAmyAnI zarUAtamAM saasaMkhyAtA jananuM jANavuM. mithyAtvanI sIttera koDAkaDInI sthiti sattAmAM hei : za0 kevaLajJAnI gRhasthalIMgamAM keTalo kALa zake kharI ? saMkramakaraNamAM jaNAvI che, te kayA ukathI rahe ? hisAbe gaNavI ? - sa, kevaLajJAnI gRhasthalIMgamAM utkRSTa ane saahIM kSApathamIka samyakavI levA. kAraNa ke, jadhanya keTalo kALa rahe e ullekha zAstramAM jovAmAM ene traNe puja sattAmAM hoya che. samyaphaprApti, AvatuM nathI. kevaLI, gRhasthalIMgamAM rahIne vizeSa karaNaka ane karaNa karyA sivAya ema be prakAre kAyado jeTalA kALane mATe joI zake teTale kALa thAya che, te hakIkta upazamanA karaNamAM kahI che, kAraNa rahI zake AvuM anumAna thaI zake che. karIne je samyakatva pAme che. te te aMtaH koDAkaDInI 1 lA a ta kADAkADInA za0 buddhi arUpI gaNAya ? sattA laIne ja upara jAya che, kAraNa karyA vinA je satya buddhi e jJAnanuM nAma che ane jJAna pAme che, te utkRSTa sthiti ( sItera koDAkoDI) nI sthiti (satira kADAkIDI) nI arUpI hovAthI buddhi paNa arUpI che. sattA laI ethe guNaThANe jAya che, ane aMtarmuhUrta

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bALakanA vikAsanI avasthAo.........zrI lIlacaMda cunIlAla zAha nAnA bALakanuM jhINavaTathI avalokana karIzuM rAo temaja chokarIonAM mana khUbaja nAjuka hoya te pahelIvAra svAbhAvika rIte e dhyAnamAM Ave che. AthI A vayanAM bALakonI zArIrika temaja che, ke vayanI sAthe bALakamAM zArIrika temaja mAna- mAnasika avasthAne karaka khyAlamAM laIne zikSaka sika pheraphAra thato hoya che. bALaka janme che tyArathI temaja mAbApoe temanI vadhu kALajI levI joIe. e moTuM thAya che tyAM sudhI sAmAnya rIte enA chaThe varSe bALakanuM magaja AkAramAM tathA vajavikAsanI cAra avasthAmAM dekhAI Ave che. namAM lagabhaga moTA mANasanA jeTaluM ja hoya che. (1) zaizavakALa-janmathI pAMca varSa sudhI. A rIte zarIra temaja manane je kALa daramiyAna khUba ja jhaDapI vikAsa thatuM hoya tyAre bannene khUba (2) bAlyAvasthA-pAMcathI tera varSa sudhI. nAjuka AdhAta lAge te paNa temane majajAtaMtu te (3) kaumAryAvasthA-terathI aDhAra varSa sudhI. sahana karI zakatA nathI ane kadAca enI asara (4) yuvAvasthA-aDhAra varSathI upara. bALakane kAyamanI rahI jAya che. tethI ApaNe moTAjanma pachI thoDo samaya bALakane sUI rahevAnuM eAe bALakane AdhAta na lAge athavA kSobha na hoya che, mATe te vakhate tenA pagano vikAsa thate thAya enI khAsa kALajI levI joIe. Aja kAranathI, paNa e samaya daramiyAna ene mA upara thI bALaka sAthe khUba zAntithI vartavuM joIe. AdhAra rAkhavAnuM hoya che. dhIredhIre jema e paganA cha varSa pachI magajane vikAsa aMdara aMdara tha upayoga karatuM jAya che tema tema paga lAMbA ane hoya che. teno AkAra tathA vajana khAsa vadhatAM sIdhA thatA jAya che, ane hADakAM paNa kaThaNa thatAM nathI. bAra-cauda varSe magajane dhaNokhare vikAsa jAya che. A rIte avayanA vikAsa sAthe zarI- thaI gayelo hoya che. ranI aMdaranA tomAM paNa pheraphAra thAya che. hadayane vikAsa paNa zarUAtamAM khUba jhaDapI janma samaye bALakanI ucAI 18 thI 20 hoya che. pAMca varSaramiyAna e cAra gaNuM vadhe che. IcanI hoya che, ane vajana 6 thI 8 pAuMDa heya A varSe enA hRdayane nakAmI kheMca paDe nahi che. cha mahine vajana 14 thI 16 pAuMDa tathA uMcAI athavA rogaThArA hRdaya azakta na thAya enI 23 thI 25 IMcanI thAya che. pahele varSe bALaka khAsa kALajI levI joIe. AThathI dasa varSa sudhImAM traNa gaNuM vadhe che. AgaLa ekathI cha varSanA kALa emanA snAyuono tathA Indriyone paNa khUba daramiyAna bALakanuM vajana lagabhaga be gaNuM vadhe che. jhaDapI vikAsa thatuM hoya che. eTale e vaya daramiuMcAI lagabhaga 16 thI 17 Ica vadhe che. yAna bALakane khUba jora-zrama paDe evA vyAyAma na cha varSe bALakane vikAsa khUba jhaDapI jaNAI karAve. A vayamAM bALako je rIte bese, doDe, Ave che. chathI bAra varSanA gALA daramiyAna vikA- cAle. ubhA rahe, athavA sUI rahe tenI asara hADasanuM pramANa kaMIka ochuM thaI jAya che, pachI bAra- kAnA AkAra upara kAyamanI rahe che, kAraNa A kALa tera varSe tenA vikAsanI gati khUba jhaDapI hoya che. daramiyAna emanA hADakAM khUba narama tathA nAjuka temAM enI prathama uMcAI vadhe che, pachI zarIra bharAya hoya che. tethI ja. Ave vakhate khUba vAMkA vaLIne che. A samaye zarIra saheja azakta hoya che ane lAMbA samaya sudhI kAma karavAmAM Ave te bALakanI khAsa rogane sAmane karavAnI zakita ochI hovAthI pIThanuM karoDarajaju vAMku thaI jAya che, tethI enA vamAM mAMdA paDavAne khUba saMbhava hoya che. zarIrane lakSamAM laIne ene kAma soMpavuM joIe. jema bAlyAvasthAmAMthI komAryAvasthAmAM javAne kALa choka. enA zArIrika temaja mAnasika vikAsamAM madada karavAnI rao karatAM chekarIomAM saheja jaladI Ave che. jarUra che, tema enA khorAka mATe paNa khAsa kALajI bAlyAvasthAmAMthI kaumAryAvasthAmAM javAne samaye choka levI joIe. ene zArIrika vikAsa terathI cauda

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kalyANa nivembara 195ra : 437 : varSa sudhImAM jhaDapathI thatuM hovAthI tene yogya poSTika zake che. ene gamavuM na gamavuM paNa zarU thaI jAya tathA jarUriyAta pramANe khorAka Ape che, mATe ja bALakane potAne mArga nakkI karavAnI ApaNe joI zakIe chIe, ke je kALa darami- temaja pasaMdagInI chUTa ApavI joIe. nahi te yAna zArirIka vikAsa jhaDapI hoya che te kALa daramiyAna bALaka kadAca kAyamanuM jiddI thaI jAya. prema gussA, mAnasika vikAsa paNa jhaDapI hoya che, eTale ke spardhA, deSa vagere bhAvanAne paNa vikAsa A kALa bannene vikAsa sAthe ja thatuM hoya che. AthI zarIra daramiyAna thAya che. vaLI pitApaNAnuM bhAna paNa che ane manano vikAsa ekabIjA upara avalaMbe che. varSamAM thAya che. tethI dareka bAbatamAM potAne haka mAtra mAnasika vikAsa ApaNe bAtha svarUpamAM joI sthApavAno prayatna kare che. ene mATe najIvI bAbazakatA nathI enI aMdaranI zaktiono vikAsa tamAM paNa jhagaDe karI nAMkhe che. pAMcame varSe enI ApaNe enI hilacAla tathA vartaNuMkadhArA nANuM bhAvanAo saheja sthira thAya che, ane bIjAonI zakIye chIe. bALakanA janmathI ja ene manovyApAra joDe vartatI vakhate vadha zAMta thaI zake che. bIjA varSamAM zarU thaI jAya che. hilacAla temaja kriyA dvArA bALaka rAtre gabharAIne jAgI uThavuM vagere ane vikRtio pitAnuM zarIra oLakhe che, ane vastuone anubhava che, ane vastuonA anubhave zarU thAya che, tethI khUba zAMtithI tathA samajapUrvaka ' meLave che. eTale ke hIlacAladhArA bALakanA manane tenI sAthe vartavAthI te mane vikRtio dUra thaI zake che. vikAsa thato hoya che, eTale ja ene chUTathI hila- keTalIka vAra udhatA bALakane tenA mA-bApa bALakane cAla karavAno avakAza Apa joIe. paga kheMcIne, dhamakAvIne, barADA pADIne jagADe che. e trIjA, cothA ane pAMcamA varSamAM bALaka prazno jarAya IcchavA joga nathI. paganI nasane magaja sAthe pUchIne moTAone herAna karI mUke che. te dareka mAtA- sIdho saMbaMdha hoya che, eTale ociMtu bALaka jhabake pitA temaja zikSakanI pharaja che, ke tenI dareka jijJAsA che. AvI moTaranI vartaNUkathI bALakanA magajanI paNa karavI joie. enA praznonA yogya uttara dhaNokhare vikAsa aTakI jAya che. bALakane dhAma, ApavA joIe. A samaye bALakanI smaraNazakti mAthe kapALa-khabhe hAtha pheravI premALa mRdu zabdAthI temaja cahaNazakti khUba ja tIvra hoya che. A hamezAM jAgrata karavuM joIe. A samaya daramiyAna kALa daramiyAna ene samajAveluM jahadIthI grahaNa karI khAvA-pIvAnI ugharAnI tathA kudaratI hAjate mATenI zake che. ane ene khUba sarasa rIte yAda rahI jAya egya Teva pADavI joIe. che. bALakanA svabhAva anukaraNazIla hoya che. enA zarUAtamAM bALaka ekaluM ekaluM ramatuM hoya che, AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNamAM je moTI vyaktio, ene bIjAnI kanaDagata gamatI nathI, ane emAMya enI priya vyaktionuM anukaraNa AjAbAjI vastI joIe che. bethI traNa varSa sudhI, bALaka kare che. eTale ja moTAoe potAnuM vartana ane bIjA nAnAM baLakA mATe khAsa premanI lAgaNI bALake ne yogya rAkhavuM joIe. koIvAra bALaka tenA hotI nathI, pachI dhIredhIre e nAnAM baLakomAM rasa bApujInAM buTa, cazmA vagere paherI nakala kare che. letuM thAya che. e bIjA joDe bhaLavA lAge che, tema eno artha e nathI ke bALaka cALA pADe che, e chatAM amuka vyakti sAtheja bhaLe che, bAra-tera varSe ene nirdoSa AnaMda hoya che. evA vakhate moTA- sa hapravRtti jAgRta thAya che, tyAre te dhIredhIre chUTathI oe kadI gusse thavuM joIe nahi. paNa zAMta badhA sAthe bhaLe che. tyAra pachI te mAbApathI paNa citta ene keLavavuM joIe. svataMtra thaI zake che. bALaka meDha thatAM upayogI thaI be varSa pachI bALakanA manamAM vicAranuM gahana- paDatI ApavA-levAnI bhAvanA tenAmAM zarU thAya che.' kArya zarU thAya che, ane cha-sAta varSanI vayamAM tenA kumArAvasthA e jIvanano khUbaja nAjuka kALa che vicArAne nizcita valaNa maLe che. koIpaNa prazna tarapha bAlyAvasthAnI Akhare bALakane pite kaMIka navIna vaLavA mATe potAno svataMtra mAga te nakkI karI jagatamAM AvI paDI hoya tema lAge che. enuM

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5 gA r va dhA rA. zrI prakhela jozI. ( bI. esa. sI. ) pagAra vadhe ene padavI paNu vadhe AvI sAnerItaka jIvanamAM prApta thAya te te kAne na game ? paNa kirITane banne vadhyAM chatAM AnaMda uDI gayA, temAM rahelI mAnavasvabhAvanI vicitratA rajU thai che. kirITabhAi ! tamArA pagAra keTalA ?" kaima, traNaso rUpiyA." "huM ane tamArI pAi ?" "huM operA hAusa pAsTa AphrisathI manIza vAgatu elAma tamane jagADe ?'' karuM chuM." nA, nA, pAsTa eTale pAsTa krisa nathI pUrNatA, hu' to ema pUchuM, ke tamArI krisamAM tame kayA hoddA upara che ?'' AsisTaMTa sekreTarInA.' "keTalAM varSathI nokarI karI che ?'' 'pAMca varSathI ' TATa keTalA maLele?' "annIsA.' "hmaNu ja kharAba ! tamAre tamArA khesa mAne zAne kahIne pagAra vadharAvavA joie ane tamane UMcI jagyA paNuM maLavI joie.' jayaMta mane A vAta karato hato tyAM ja dharamAMthI avAja AvyA. hA, vaLI, hA sAMbhaLeA ! tamArA zeThane kahetA ho to !" pADAthI tA cAvI caDAvIne jatA rahyA, bhArInahi, paNa dharavALA AgaLa duniyAnA leAkA Ama ja lAMkhI yojanAo kare che. mArA eka uMdhaNuzI mitrane eka ahi vAra maLavA AvyA hatA. paisAdara, temaNe mane kahyuM "A elA dhaNuM sarasa che !'' me' tenA avAja sAMbhaLI kahyuM "ATaluM dhImu' zarIra tathA mana khIlakula kAbumAM rahetu nathI, A vayamAM bALaka kaIka zaramALa, kSeAlanazIla, bhAvanAzAlI kalpanAmaya, vivaLa, parata...tra lAge che, khUba vadhAre paDatI mAnasika asthiratA tenAmAM hoya che; enI AvI sthitine dhyAnamAM laine bALakanI sAthe khUbaja kALajIpUrvaka tathA samajapUrvaka thavAnI jarUra che. komAryAvasthAnI Akhare bALakamAM mAnasika sthiratA Ave che ane dhIredhIre bALaka jagatamAM potAnI jAtane paristhiti anusAra samAvavAnA prayatna kare che. " nA re, A elAma sAMbhaLI mArA popaTa jAgI jAya che ane 'sItArAma' khelavA mAMDe che." "oha, tA tame te pATA avAja sAMbhaLI jAgA che!'' "nA, te popaTanA avAjathI mArA kukaDI jAgI jAya che, ane kukaDe kUka kare che.'' "ane te kukaDo Apane jagADe che ema jane?" "nAre, bhAi nA. te kukaDAne avAja sAMbhaLI mArA kUtarA jAge che, ane te kUtarA bhasAbhasa kare che. te sAMbhaLI huM.. jAgu' chuM " Ama te pADAzI gayA eTale teNe te kakaLATa karI mUkayA. "nA basa tame zeThane pagAra vadhAravAnu kaho, nahi te A cAlI mAre piyera!" meM hyuM: "gAMDI chene! samajatI kema nathI? ApaNA kha aDhIsenA che. laherathI rahIe chIe. mahine pacAsa bacAvIe chIe, karAM-mArAM be mAsa chIe. ApaNe kAne mATe paisA mUkI javA che?'' paNa mAne e bairAM nahi. khAsa karIne patinuM bhAne e to nahi ja, bhAI, amArAM dharamAMthI tA . hada karI nAMkhI,haTha mAMDI, AvA mAMDayuM', kuTavA mAMDayu, mAthAM pachADavA mAMDayAM, kakaLa karI mUkI. eNe e rAtre khAdhu nahi, ane eNe rAMdhyuM. nahetu' eTale meM paNa khAdhu' nahi! paNa mane pAchaLathI khabara paDelI ke hu bahAra chAneAmane hoTalamAM khAvA gayA tyAre savA ratu vadhelu' chAnu MmAnu... khAI lIdhuM hatuM! kA kahe che, ke strInI jAtane samajavI muzkela che. mane lAge che, strInI jAtane samajAvavI tenAthIe muzkela che. khera ! puruSa rAnta hoya ke dAdA hoya kru siMha jevA DrAya paNa patnI AgaLa tenuM kazuM cAlatu

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kalyANa navembara 195ra : 4pa : nathI. khAsa karIne mAruM te kaMIja nathI cAlatuM. AThe dizAmAM AvelA pADozI bilDIMgamAM jayajayaamArAM lagnajIvanano ItihAsa kAI lakhaze te lakhaze kAra bolAvI dIdho hato. e rAtre mArI patnI bAra ke " A pati-patnI ekaja vakhate eka mata upara vAgyA sudhI uMghI nahi, pADozIone tyAM tenA varanAM AvyA hatA ane te jyAre temanA makAnane Aga vakhANa karatAM thAkI nahi bhUle, varanA zeThanAM vakhANuM lAgI tyAre ekaja bAraNethI bahAra bhAgavAmAM. karatAM thAkI nahi, ane hakIkatamAM pADozIo eka bIje divase ophisamAM meM zeThane vAta karI. vAgyA sudhI mArA zeThanI, mArI ane zrImatInI "zeTha, mAruM pUruM nathI thatuM." kApatAM kApatAM jAgatA rahyA. A "zuM tamAruM kAma haju pUru nathI thatuM? ghaNuMja jene aMgrejImAM "TrejeDI' ane ApaNe tyAM kharAba kahevAya." kamanazIbI' kahe che. teNe te rAtre pAMca vAge mArA nA, nA, zeTha! kAmanI vAta nathI karate. huM zrImatIe dUdhavALA bhaiyA mATe bAraNuM kholyuM, tyAre te kahuM chuM, ke traNa rUpiyAmAM mAruM pUruM nathI mArA gharamAM chAnAmAne praveza karyo. A thatuM ane have mane UI e he do... savAra paDI, cha vAgyAnA sumAra hatA, huM mArA - tamArA mAnyAmAM na Ave ane mAtra hiMdustAnI traNa rUmanI bahAranI bAjunI lobImAM ubho ubho philamanA hIro mATe ja zakaya evI hakIkata banI. mAro dAtaNa karate 'te, bAvaLanuM dAtaNa eTalAmAM pagArapa ca rUpiyA thayo ane mane menajara banAvavAmAM sAmenA phaleTavALA ramaNalAle mane je, ane bUma Avyo. bhAra; "eya misTara ! zuM kare che A ?" AvI vAta koIne kahIe nahi tyAM sudhI khAvAnuM " kema dAtaNa karUM chuM !" . ' bhAve nahi ane pace nahi, huM te sAMje je pADe. " have e te ame joIe chIe, zarama nathI zIne gALo dete hato, dhikArato hato tevAne tyAM AvatI bAvaLanuM dAtaNa karatA ?". khAsa gayo. tho karo vAta ! dAtaNa karavAmAM ke zarama kema, kirITabhAI ! ghaNe vakhate pAvana karI Ave !" A jagA !" hA, have tame te menejara thayA, ane "nA, nA, kaMi khAsa nahi, paNa sAluM kharuM khAssA pAMcasenA pagAradAra che, "TUtha pesTa vAparo thayuM !" " tha pisTa' eTalAmAM mArI patnI bahAra A " zuM thayuM ?" - vIne belIH "kaMI khAsa nathI. hA, bAkI pagAra.. " " zuM che ramaNabhAI ?" "hA, hA, zuM thayuM ? zI vAta che pagAranI ?' " are, A menejara sAheba dAtaNa kare te * kaMI khAsa nathI e to mAre pagAra... tamAre zaramAvA jevI vAta che ! Tama pesTa vAparI " hA, hA, tamAro pagAra bharAI gayuM ke ?" mahinAmAM cAra Traya pesTa jaze. kharAba braza Ave " nA, nA, javA do e vAta. khAsa kaMI nathI, che, eTale be jaNanAM be braza jaze, badhuM maLIne paNa mAro pagAra pAMcase thayo." A dasa rUpiyAnuM kharca ! zuM bhalA mANasa! zuM kho hakamAM vagara pUche. lo ke te sAMbhaLI sAruM thayuM, pagAra vadhe ane dasa nahi kharacI zako ?" ame rAjI thayAM " mahe upara kahetAM ane pAchaLathI ramaNalAlanAM patnIe eTalAmAM bUma pADI; koNa jANe kayAMthI A gAMDiyAne pAMcaso pagAra " have bahAra ubhA ubhA lokacara pachI Thekaje. cA thaze ? bhAI, ATalo pagAra kAyama nahi rahe " evuM mUko, mAre moDuM thAya che !" kahetAM te vAtane pracAra meM gebesane AMTI nAMkhe ramaNalAla gayA pachI mArI patnIe kahyuM: te rIte karyuM, bAkI rahyAM mArA zrImatI. huM te "nA. basa, Aje ja TUtha pesTa ane sTraya zALAmAM ja pracAra karI vaje ho, paNa teNe te braza joIe."

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: 436 : gAra vadhAre hA pADyA sivAya mAre have bIjuM kAme ya ApuM. menejara thayA che. be chApAM bAMdhe, eka zuM karavAnuM hatuM. A aMgrejI, eka gujarAtI, mArA bhAI, mahine 12 . teNe mukelI cA ame baMne pItAM hatAM, eTa- rUpiyAnuM bIla Avaze. tamAre pagAra te baso lAmAM bAjunI rUmavALA guNavaMtabhAI AvyA. vadhe che! " * "kaI sA vApare che ?" " thayuM have ? thoDI vAra pachI nAvA beTho hate bhUkI, deDha rUpiyAvALI." tyAM ja sAmenI bIjI rUmavALA karaNabhAI AvyA. che arere, zaramAI mare ! pAMcaso rUpiyAnA -are kaMjusa mANasa ! kahuM chuM, tamane zarama nathI pagAradAra thaIne AvI cA pItAM zaramAtA nathI! AvatI, dhevAnA sAbuthI nahAtAM." jao iglIza cAnA DabA lAve, sAta rUpiyAne "huM " be Ave che, dasa dahADA cAlaze !" he he, zuM kare che? baso pagAra vadhe che, meM kahyuM: " paNa guNavaMtabhAI, Ama te amAre have nAvAnA sAbu jAdA lAve ane dhavAnA lATA sADA cAra rUpiyAmAM pate che," sArA lAva! ane reja kapaDAM sAbuthI devAnAM - " mane zarama Ave che A joIne, A seLa rAkha. samajyA ! " rUpiyAnuM mahine kharca vadhAre karaze emAM marI nahi huM nA samaye paNa mArAM zrImatI turata samajI jAo, baso pagAra vadhe che, mazkarI nathI thaI ! " gayAM. aThavADiye be nahAvAnA sAbu divasamAM dasa eTalAmAM guNavaMtalAlanAM panAe AvIne kahyuM: vAra moDhuM dhovAthI pUrA thavAnA ane dhAvAmAM te mArA " tame pAchA ahIM AvyA. jAo, bebI raDe che. pAyajAme ane gaMjIkarAka ja. hisAba mAMDa jarA ramADo, huM AvuM chuM ! " guNavaMtalAle te pAvaDara ane lIpasTIka maLIne mahine 35 bIjA vidAya lIdhI ane tarata ja temanA zrImatIe calAvyuM. vadhyA ! kirITabhAI ! have tame bAra AnAvALI 5- nAhIne bhInA mAthe arIsA sAme Ubhe ubho mAthuM rakAbI vApare na cAle. mIseTa lAve. emanA zeThe oLane have tyAM te patnIe kahyuM "juo, have lIdhe te 28 ne Avyo." A dezI koparela chuM ke tame nahi vAparIe. DAyahA, paNa tame te jANo cho ne ke aThavADiyAmAM rImAM lakhI lo, iglIza heraoIla joIze. guNavaMtaeka jeDI te amArAM A taDe ja che." bhAInA zeTha lAve che te lAvaje. mahine 5 daranuM ja - "te zuM ? mahine 5 Dajhana tUTazene, mArA kharca thaze ane ApaNe pagAra te..." bhAI ! sAta rUpiyA mATe mArI paDe che. pagAra te base vadhe che. samaye bApalA sama !" basa vacce che, ane hA, cA joDe nAsta karavAno 111 ne saravALe thaI gayuM hatuM hajI te sADA rAkho, biskITa lAvI rAkho. javAnImAM mojazokha ATha thayA hatA. AkhA divasamAM zuMnuM zuM thaze ? nahi karo te kayAre karazo ?" huM ophise javA TrAmamAM beThe tyAM sudhImAM vadhe teo paNa gayA ane mArI patnIe nava hukama kharca kahI dauM. amAre 20 rUpiyAno varaghATI karyo. hakIkatamAM guNavaMtanuM kuTuMba mane dara mahine rAkha, ene pagAra ja vIsa rUpiyA, tenAM rezana, 16 rUpiyA cAnA, 7 rUpiyA pyAlA-rakAbIne ane kapaDAM ane pAnapaTI thaine bIjA pacAsano kharca thAya 16 rUpiyA khirakITanA vadhAre kharcavA prerI gayuM ! che, tenI mane khabara che eTale kula 70 umeravAnA ! Ama atyAra sudhImAM 49 kharca na tha savAre nava vAge dUdha pIvAne ame baMneye nirNaya karyo. hatA. cA pI rahIne cheDI vAra pachI sAmenI enA paMdara te kharA ja ne ? menejaranA patnI bapore bAjunI pahelI rUmamAM rahetA bharatabhAine tyAM chApu' bAvI jevI ke sAdhuDI jevI besI rahe e kema zobhe? vAMcavA gayo, paNa bharatabhAIe te Aje kamAla eTale reDiyogrAma levuM-dara mahine 5navI rekarDo lAvavI, karI: " jue kirITabhAi, have tamane chApuM nahi vIjaLInA mITaranA paisA vadhAre bharavA-TUMkamAM mahine

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kalyANa navembara 1952; : 477 : 20 bIjA ! eka ghAbI bAMdhavo, dasa bIjA. TrAmamAM che! " meM gusse thaIne nA pADI te raDavA mAMDI upara besI meM kAgaLa kADhaye te navA kharcane kula ane kahyuM, "huM vaLI menejaranI bairI kayAM banI?" saravALA 226 thaI gayo hate 200 pagAra vadhyo hate jANe Asi. sekreTarI nAmanA mANasa jeDe chUTAte ane 50 bacatA hatA te maLI 250 thayA eTale cheDA laine menejara joDe nAtare AvI hoya tevuM, have 24 rUpiyA bace tema hatuM. huM vicAra karate bolatI hatI, ene pharavA laI gayo tyAre ja mane hate tyAM bUma saMbhaLAI khabara paDI ke roja sAMje rUpiyAnI caTaNI bAkI "aya kirITa, nIce utara!" rahI hatI, ghera AvI khAI-pIne suvAnI taiyArI karato "kema kumuda ! zuM che?" hate tyAM hasamukhu mahe laIne zrImatI hAthamAM dUdhanA be khyAla lAvIne bolI; " savAranI. pike rAtre paNa "nIce utara kahuM chuM " nIce utaryo. "zarama dUdha pIzuM, havethI. " nathI AvatI drAmamAM jatAM ! cAla basamAM." huM uMghI gaye; uMgha na AvI. gaNatarI karI te basamAM ! basamAM traNa AnA le che." mahine 50 bacAvanAra kirITa dareka mahine ochAmAM hA te temAM zuM marI javAno hato ? be ochA 15 ne devALiyo. AnA jatanA ne be AnA AvatAMnA mahine sAta- savAre vahelA UThIne zeThanA baMgale chAnAmAnA sADAsAtanuM motaja che ne ! base vadhyA che te ce jaIne kahyuM ke, "zeTha! eka bIjI vAta kahevAnI che " bacAvavA haze." jo sAheba, 7 bIja vadhyA, have zeTha AnaMdamAM hatA, temaNe kahyuM; " have zuM che ? 17 rahyA ! sAruM jAva, belatA nahi. kAlathI tame janarala menesamAM pahoMcyA, la ca TAIma lagI ThIka jara bane piDhInA. '' cAlyuM. laMca vakhate eka AnAnI bhaTanI cA maMgA nA, nA, zeTha! mAre te Asi. sekreTarI paNa be kalAkAe AvIne kahyuM " jArI naMhi paNa eDanarI kArakuna thavuM che pAcha, ane sAheba ! have tamArAthI eka AnAvALI cAlu ane pagAra traNase karI nAMkho. " sAdI cA na pIvAya, cAlo karI hAusamAM. " roja mArI joDe be kalAke te kharAja. menejara huM eTale AphrikAnA grAhaka ba duone bIla huM ApuM. eTale 12 AnAnI kophI ane nIcenA keI paNa sthaLe lavAjama rU. 6-0-0 eka Ane TIpano. rojanA tera AnAne kharca vaLe. 20 vadhyA. traNanuM devuM thavAnuM! * bharI zakAze. - bapore ekAunTanTa je pArasI hatA temaNe mane zrI dAmodaradAsa AzakaraNa bolAvI kahyuM: "je dIkarA. have tuM AvAM kaparA nA piSTa bokSa naM. 649 dAresalAma paheratA. huM lAjI marasa. je tAre mahine dAre zrI tArAcaMda DI. zAha cAlIsa rUpiyAnAM sajja kaparAM sIvarAvavAM nahiM te - paNa bekSa naM. 2070 nairobI menejaranI tArI pijhasanamAM paMcara parase je." kabUla te karyuM paNa pachI zrImatInI be sADIo paNa thaI ja zrI meghajI khImajI guDhakA javAnI. TrakamAM 65 bIjA! piSTa bokSa naM. 1128 mombAsAM parasevAthI rebajheba ghera pahoMce tyAM zrImatI zrI khImajIbhAI devAbhAI taiyAra ja beThAM hatAM. " juo jaladI kapaDAM badalI piSTa bokSa naM. 219 kIzuM mahA I lo. AjathI roja ApaNe pATI pharavA jaI tyAM pUrI-pakoDI ke bheLapUrI khAvAnuM nakkI karyuM - zrI ratilAla otamacaMda saMghavI piSTa bekSa naM. 448 jagabAra

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zA nirapekSa rAjya ' tarIke bhAratane jAhera karavAmAM Avyu' che, eTale bhAratanI sarakAra bhAratanA pradhAna dharma-hindu dhamate, hindu saMskRtine sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte prAtsAhana na ApI zake, na evu bhAvAtmaka valaNa dAkhavI zake. evA arthe mAje lagabhaga sAbIta thayA jovAmAM Ave che. jayAre bIjI bAjuthI pAkIstAnane 'muslIma rAjya' tarIke jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM che te te ja rIte te jAherAta anusAra islAmI dharmanA kAnunA anusAra te rAjya calAvAya che, ane e prakAranI jAherAta vAraMvAra pAka. DiyA, chApAM temaja tenAmenI takarAro parathI sAMbhaLavA-jANavA maLe che ane temaja anI rahyuM che, to pachI bhAratanI sarakAre, bhAratanA pradhAna dharma pratye abhAvAtmaka valaNa zAne dAkhavavu joie ? e samajI zakAtu' nathI. zuM ema karIne jagatanI anya prajAonA mAnasamAM nirapekSatA ane taTastha tAnI chApa pADavAnI bhAvanA siddha karI zakAze ? game tema mAnIe paNu A prakAranuM valaNa bhAratanI saMskRti mATe khatarA rUpa ja gaNuAya. dA. ta. sAma nAtha ' ( ma Mdira )nA jIrNoddhAra vakhate evA AkSepa ( jene mATe gera'pracAra zabda ja yAgya gaNAya ) thayelA ke temAM sarakArane saMpUrNa hAtha che. jenA sarakArI prakAzana khAtAe ane so. sarakAranA pa`tapradhAne radIyA pazu ApelA ke 'sarakAre temAM kazI nANAMkIya madada ke kASTa prakArane hastakSepa karela nathI, na karI zake. ' A zabda zuM batAve che ? kharI rIte te bhAratanI sarakAre ( alabatta anya dharma pratye paNa AdaranI bhAvanAthI ja vavuM joie) paNa hindudharma pratye sIdhuM racanAtmaka valaNa levu joie. tema karavAmAM temanI krUraja sivAya kazuM nathI. ane nahitara bhArata enu' AdhyAtmika devALuM kADhaze ema kahevAmAM jarAya atizayokti na gaNAya. dezanI AdhyAtmika adhA gatinA nivAraNa mATe brAM pagalAM levAnI temaja kApaNuM darajjAnI madada karavAnI sarakAranI pharaja @ zaucarI gaya. 3% zrI gaNAya. e krUrajathI jo te vAMcita raheze te e ' abhAvAtmaka valaNu ' rUpI kAnune bhAratamAM niSphaLa jaze. zrI pravINaca', TI. mahetA X AtmasAdhanAnA uttama samaya-- brAhmamuhata kAi paNa kAya mAgya kALe karavAthI vizeSa kuLadAyaka thAya che. khetI ke vepAra paNa anukULa mAsamamAM karavAthI ja saphaLa bane che, tevI rIte jIvananu' sa zreSTha kArya-AtmasAdhanA ke je pratidina karavAnu hoya che, te divasamAM kayA samaye karavAthI vizeSa phaLadAyaka thAya e vicAra ApaNA prAcIna Arya mahApurUSoe sArI rIte karelA che. hiMdu ke musalamAna, jaina ke bauddha, khristi ke pArasI, harakeA dharmonuyAyI hai, paNa Astika mAtrane A vicAra ati upayogI che, AtmasAdhanA kaho ke paramAtmAnI upAsanA kahA te eka ja che. tene mATe pUrva mahaSioe brAhma muhu'ne sathI uttama gaNyuM che. divasanA 30 muhutemAM egaNatrIsamuM muhu` te brAhmamuhu. eka sUryodayathI khIjA sUryodaya sudhImAM 30 muhurto pU thAya che. e rIte .eka muhuta` 48 miniTanuM hAya che, ane sUryodayathI 96 miniTa pahelAM brAhma muhUta zarU thAya che ane sUdhyithI 48 miniTa pahelAM te pUrNa thAya che. antarmukha banavA mATe A brAhmamunA samaya khUba sahAyaka che. te samayanuM vAtAvaraNu bahu zAMta ane prasanna hoya che. jagatanA sarva dhAMdhAya tyAre zamelA hoya che. durAcArI strI-purUSA ane pApAtmAe pazu te samaye nidrAdevInA khALe DhaLI paDayA hoya che. cAra loko paNa potAnI pApapravRtti patAvI dai, te samaye te zAMta thai gayA hoya che, te samaye ta yogI purUSA ane sAdhaka AtmAo ja jAgrata hoya che. eka kavie kahyuM paNa che ke

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kalyANa; navembara-1952 : 39 : pahele pahore sahu koI jAge, bIje pahore bhogI, ja bIjuM vAkya lakhyuM, mAthAta3 trIje pahere taskara jAge, ethe pahere jogI. bhAgyavaMtane kayAMthI Aphata ? matalaba ke bhAgyavaMtane be ghaDinuM eka mudata ane be murtano eka Aphata AvatI nathI. maMtrIe te vAMcyuM, tene lAgyuM ke prahara thAya che. eka rAtrinA cAra praharane kavie rAjA haju sama nathI eTale teNe tenI nIce trIjuM upara mujaba vibhAga kahyo che. vAkya lakhyuM rAjIva kurato : koI vakhata A Aya bhUmi upara je je mahApurUSo thaI bhAgya pharI jAya tyAre saMgraha karI rAkhela dravya kAma gayA te badhAya brAhmamuhUrtamAM paramabrahmanI upAsanA Ave." A vAkaya rAjAnA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM, ane karatA hatA, ane vartamAnakALamAM paNa sarva sAdhaka teNe vicAryuM ke A maMtrIne kayAM khabara che ke sAcuM purUSo A samaye paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM magna hoya che, ane tethI sAdhakane A samaye koI akaya baLa vikheravAmAM che. eTale teNe chevaTe nIce lakhyuM ke, prApta thAya che. A kAraNathI zAstromAM karamAna hoya saritamafuM vanayata arthAta dhana ekaThuM karI che ke, 'mu ' (zrI hemacaMdrAcArya) rAkhyuM hoya paNa bhAgya karatAM te paNa nAza pAmI jAya che. te pachI dravyano saMcaya zA mATe karo A samaye sarva pApAraMbhe baMdha hovAthI ane joIe ? rAjAne potAnA bhAgya u5ra pUrNa zubhabhAvanAo purajozamAM cAlu hovAthI tenI pavi. vizvAsa hate. tratA khUba vadhI jAya che. A uttama samaya uMdhamAM . bhaviSyamAM kAma lAgaze ema mAnIne sArA sArA veDaphI na detAM yatkiMcita paNa Atma-sAdhanA mATe upayogI banAvI de e ja sarva koIne mATe kAmamAM paNa dravyano sadupayoga na karanAre A sajAnI zreyaskara che. vicArasaraNI amalamAM mukavA jevI che. zrI zAMtilAla ma, zAha-amadAvAda sAdhAraNa sthitinA ghaNAe bhANunI evI mAnyatA hoya che ke, ApaNI dAna devA jevI sthiti nathI, ane evI sArI sthiti thaze tyAre dAna karIzuM, paNa evI paristhitinI rAha jovA karatAM potAnI sAcuM sukha saMgrahamAM nathI paNa cAlu sthitimAM thoDAmAMthI thoDuM pazu ApatA dAna karavAmAM che. rahevuM joIe. eka rAjA hato. tene dAna upara bahuja prIti kRpaNane unALAnA vAdaLanI upamA ApavAmAM hatI. dAna devAmAM te pAchuM vALIne joto nahi. AvI che, unALAnA vAdaLAM pANIthI bharelAM hoya che, Give Without A Thought. arthAta kAMI paraMtu temAMthI eka chAMTe paNa teo varasAvatAM nathI, paNa vicAra karyA vagara Aye rAkhe. e sUtrane anu- ulaTuM garamImAM vadhAro kare che, tema kRpaNa mANasa saranAre hato. paNa pitAnI pAse lakSmI hovA chatAMya temAMthI eka have te rAjAnA maMtrIne vicAra AvyuM, ke je kaDI paNa vAparI zakato nathI. ane dravyanA saMrakSa-- rAjA A pramANe dAna karyA karaze ane AgaLa NunI ciMtAmAM mUjhAyA kare che, udAra dilanA mANase pAchaLane vicAra nahi kare te bhaMDAra khAlI thaI comAsAnA vAdaLAM jevA gaNAya che, jemAsAnA jaze. mATe-hAre yutipUrvaka rAjAne samajAvavuM vAdaLAM pANI varasAvI de che, tema udAra dilanA joize. maMtrI buddhizALI hatA. teNe rAjAne samajA- mANaso paNa potAnI saMpatti paropakAramAM kharcA - vavA tenA zayanagRhamAM sAmeja lakhyuM ke " zars' de che, mATe ja sAcuM sukha saMgrahamAM nathI paNa dAna dha kSeta' Aphata mATe dhana bheguM karI rAkhe. karavAmAM egya sthAne vAparavAmAM che " rAjAe zayanagRhamAM pisatAM ja e vAkya vAMcyuM. te - zrI zAMtilAla manasukhalAla dezI vastusthiti samajI gayo. teNe maMtrIne samajAvavA nIce vAMkAnera,

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A che sukhano mArga zrI cImanalAla zAha du:kha haMmezA koIpaNa dizAmAM karelA beTA zakAya paNa te gupta rAkhI zakAtA nathI. vicAra jhaDavicAranuM pariNAma che. duHkha batAvI Ape che ke, 5thI TevamAM badalAI jAya che, ane tevA saMjAganuM te manuSya potAnA jIvananA niyama sAthe ekatA dharAvate sthaLa svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. nathI, je manuSya sadAcArI che tene du:kha nathI, jene sArI yA naThArI amaka vicAraNIne vaLagI suvarNamAMthI kacaro kADhI nAkhyA pachI tene tapA- rahevAthI cAritrya ane saMge upara tenI asara vavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI, te ja pramANe purepuro thayA vinA raheMza nahi, tuSa sIdhI rIte pitAnA pavitra ane jJAnI manuSya duHkha bhagavate nathI. saMga pasaMda karI zakaze nahi, paNa te pitAnAM manuSya je duHkhadAyaka prasaMge anubhave che, te vicAra pasaMda karI zake ane te ADakatarI rIte te pitAnAM mananA ajJAnapaNathI bhogave che. koIpaNa khAtarIthI pitAnA saMjoge paDI zake che. manuba duHkhI chatAM dravyavAna hoya, temaja te sukhI chatAM je vicArone manuSya bahu ja uttejana Apate garIba hoya, jyAre dravya kharA mArga ane DahApaNuthI che ne jANavA hoya temane saMtuSTa karavAne kudarata tene sahAya kare che. : vAparavAmAM Ave tyAre ja sukha ane saMpatti ubhaya ane e mala ane evA prasaMga Ave che ke, je ubhaya sArA sAthe joDAyelAM hoya che ane jyAre garIba manuSya temaja naThArA vicArone ghaNI jhaDapathI sapATI para pitAnAM bhAgyane anyAyathI nAkhelAM bojArUpa gaNe lAve che. koIpaNa manuSya ghAtakI vicAra karato baMdha che. tyAre te adhamAvasthAmAM AvI paDe che. daridratA 1 paDe che tenI tarapha AkhI duniyA namra thaI tene sahAya ane te tenI taraka AkhI de ane Asakita e be du:khI hAlatanI hada che. te karavAne tatpara thaze. tene potAnAM nirbaLa ane vyAdhiubhaya sarakhAM ja asvAbhAvika ane mananI gerayavana sasta vicArane bAju para mUkavA dho, ane pachI sthAnAM ja kAraNarUpa che. manuSya jyAM sudhI ArogyavAna jAthA dareka bAjAe potAnA draDha nizca ane AbAda nahi hoya tyAM sudhI te sArI sthitimAM karavA saMjogo pedA thAya che ke nahi ? tene sArA che ema te kahevAya ja nahi. vicAre piSavA gho, ke jethI prArabdha, daridra avasthA * jyAre aMtaranI sthiti bahAranI paristhiti sAthe ane apakItimAM bAMdhI rAkhI zakaze nahi. duniyA eTale manuSyanA bahAranA saMjogo sAtha ekabIjAne tamAruM vicitra raMgadarzaka yaMtra che, ane nAnAM prakAranAM anukaLa rahI goThavAya tyAre temAMthI sukha, Arogya raMganA mizraNa je dareka kSaNekSaNe te tamArI samakSa ane AbAdI pedA thAya che. raju kare che, te tamArA niraMtara vahetA vicAramAM - vyavasthA vizvamAM sarvoparI niyama che. tyAgI taddana anukULa citro che. -jIvana AtmAnuM jIvanatatva che, ane sadAcAra duniyAnA AdhyAtmika rAjyamAM utpAdaka ane uttejaka jevA tame thavA dhArA che tevA thaze ja. niSphaLa zakti che. Ama havAnAM kAraNe manuSyane AkhI - nivaDelA manuSya "saMge" jevA nirmAlya zabdomAM - bhale saMtoSa mAne, paraMtu purUSArtha purUSa to tene sRSTi satya mArge cAlatI jevI hoya te mAtra teNe pite ja khare mArge cAlavuM joIe. tiraskAre che, ane tenI jALamAMthI teo mukata rahe che, teo " digakAla" upara saMpUrNa Adhipatya pitA ke A satyanI sAbitI tarIke, dareka manuSyamAM sthAna dharAve che, ane te niyamita aMtara avalokana kare che. tathA pRthakkaraNathI sahelAIthI zodhI zakAya che. koI jyAre te purUSAthI manuSyamAM Atmati jAge che. manuSyane potAnA vicAro yathArtha rIte pheravavA hoya ane potAnuM svAmItva sthApe che, tyAre devatAo paNa ane Ama karavAthI pitAnI jIMdagIno sthaLa sthiti tenI AjJA uThAvavAne ahoniza hAjara rahe che. mAM ja zIdhra pheraphAra thaze, te joIne tene Azcarya zarIra mana' dAsa che. te achika mAnasa kriyAlAgaze, manuSya kalpanA kare che ke, vicAra gupta rAkhI ane tAbe rahe che. duSTa vicArothI zarIramAM roga

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: 44ra : A che sukhane mArga; pedA thAya che, ane temAM saDe pese che. AnaMda ane do, vRdhdha manuSyanA cerA upara karacalIo keTalIka uca vicAre pramANe kAma karavAthI, tenAmAM yuvAnI viSama vAsanAthI paDelI hoya che. jeoe dhArbhika rIte ane saundarya Ave che. pitAnuM jIvana gALyuM che, teonI vRddhAvasthA asta - vyAdhi ane Arogya saMjogenI peThe vicAra thatA sUya nArAyaNanI paTha, nivega zAMta ane sukha , ramAMthI utpanna thAya che. nabaLA vicArothI zarIranI cenathI paphava thayelI hoya che. mAraphate bahAra paDe che. bhayanA vicAroe manuSyane zArirIka da:kha dura karavAne AnaMdI vicAranA baMdUkanI goLI jeTalI ja jhaDapathI mArI nAMkhyAMnAM jevo bIjo koI paNa vaidha nathI, hamezA dauM, daSTAMta ApaNAmAM sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che, je manuSya tiraskAra vRtti, hema ane IrSAnAM vicAramAMja markyula vyAdhinI bIkamAM rahe che, temane roga thAya che. ciMtA rahe te pote jAte banAvelAM kArAgRhamAM purAvA jaladIthI AkhA zarIrane bagADe che, ane tevA A barAbara che, paNa badhAnuM bhaluM icchavuM, badhAMnI sAthe zarIramAM roga dAkhala thAya che. AnaMdathI rahevuM, badhAmAM dhIraja rAkhI sArUM zodhatAM draDha, svaccha ane sukhI vicArathI zarIramAM vIrya zIkhavuM evA zubha vicAraja svArgane ThAra rUpa ane saundarya vadhe che. zarIra nAjuka ane jevuM hoya che karavA mAgIe tevuM thAya che. tenA upara jevA vicAranI chApa paDe tevI chApa uThI nikaLe che, ane jinamadiroke upayogo vicAranI Teva tenA upara pitAnI sArI athavA beTI asara utpanna kare che. ratha, grthI, ghA, jANI, nAstrI, jyAM sudhI manuSya azuddha vicAraze tyAM sudhI maMkAra verI, zAstro paddhati anusAra tIra temanuM rata asvaccha ane jherI rahevAnuM, pratimA sthApana thA sirAsana, sTa je manuSya potAnA vicArane nahi pherave, tene jAtavAna vana 3 necarI. teno khorAka hAya karaze nahi, je manuSya potAnAM re (aa) jAnevAro. vicAra vizuddha kare, te manuSya pachI azuddha khorAka pasaMda kareja nahi, vizuddha vicAra vizuddhanI Teva pADe cAMdIkI AMgIo aura paMcadhAtukI prtiche, jene pitAnA vicAro draDha ane zuddha karyA hoya vajaura para vArevAre. ghAMTIlA gara tene hAnikAraka jaMtunI gaNanA karavAnI koI ja jarUra Aje paNa strI para 1 rete hai. nathI. ____ orDara hamArI dukAna para denese bhI kAma - jo tamAre tamAruM zarIra jALavavuM hoya, te banAke bheja sakate hai. tamAruM mana saMbhALe ! je tamAre tamAruM zarIra sArI rIte khIlavavuM hoya te tame tamArA manane ucca hI yA mI. banAvo ! jhera IrSA, nirAzA, ane udyoganA vicAra zarIranuM Arogya ane saundarya lUMTI le che. mistrI brijalAla rAmanAtha jema tamArI oraDImAM havA ane sUryanA tApane mu. potAnA [aurASTra) chUTathI AvavA na de, te tamArUM raheThANa sukhada ane taMdurasta hoI zake nahi, temaja ArogyavALuM zarIra tA. -mIjI nAra de te varga tene suMdara ane zAMta raheze nahi. AnaMda zubhecchAo, mA sate hai. zAMntinA vicAra ene chUTathI tamArA manamAM AvavA

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kahI daIza........ koi eka gAmamAM eka zeThe ghaNI ja garIba dazAmAM AvI paDelA. " sAta sAMdhe tyAM tera tuTe. " nAtanA pa'camAM, jAhera sabhAmAM ke koi meLAvaDAmAM emanuM sthAna jIttAM ( buTa ) mUkavAnI jagyAthI AgaLa vadhatu ja na hatuM. melA-ghelA deha, pakhavADiyAnI vadhelI kheDA jevI dADhI, thIgaDa-thAgaDavALAM lugaDAM, emane jotAM ja sahRdayIne te dayA AvI jAya evI hatI emanI karUNAjanaka sthiti. paNa evI sthitimAMya dhama zraddhALu evA e zeTha kuLamAM AvelA dhama cheDatA nathI, deva, guruvaMdana, prabhupUjA ane ekAda-be sAmAyika ane sAMje pratikramaNa e tA emanI dainika kriyAe hatI. pApane udaya paNa kAyama rahetA nathI. " dhama pApane DaeNle che " e kahevata kharekhara thADA ja vakhatamAM zeTha mATe sAcI TharI. 6 eka zraddhALu mitre emanI AvI kaphoDI sthiti joine sAdharmI adhune sahAya karAvavI ane koi dhaMdhe lagADIne peAtAnI jaina tarIkenI pharaja adA karavI, evu' vicArIne e emane mArgadarzana ApavA lAgyA ane manatI sahAya karIne eka nAnakaDI paracuraNa dukAna khAlAvI ApI. punyanA sa Mjoge zeTha dhIme dhIme sAr kamAvA lAgyA ane daza varSamAM te e lakSAdhipati banI gayA. have te emane bhabhake ane ThATha era vadhI gayAM. zrI. ena. mI. zAha lI ja dIvALI hatI. besatA varSanA divase emane tyAM nUtanavarSAbhinaMdana pAThavavA aneka leAkeAnI ThaMDa jAmI. dareka jaNu zeThane namaste 66 kahI kare tyAre zeTha dhIrethI khelatA ke daIza. " samaya jatAM zeThe te eka suMdara kha'gale dhAnya. paisAdAra banyA pachInI A pahe kalyANu zeThe Ama kema khelatA haze ? e pUchavAnI paNa kAI hiMmata karI zakatuM nahi, chevaTe eka jaNe hiMmata karIne pUchyuM ke, ' zeThajI! ame badhA namaste kahIe chIe tyAre Apa kahI daiza " ema kema bele che ? zeThe javAba ApyA ke, ' jue bhAI, huM teA pahelA hatA enA e ja Ajeya chuM. mArI sthiti nabaLI hatI tyAre mane koi pagarakhAMmAM paNa besavA detu' na hatuM. Aje hu* lakSAdhipati thaye chuM tyAre sA mane namaste karavA AveA che. enA a e thayA ke tame mane nahi paNa mArI tijorIne namaste kare che. e sadeze! mAre ene kahevA paDaze ne ? mATeja huM kahI daIza ' ema huM je meluM chuM emAM khATuM paNa zuM che ? zeThanA uttara sAMbhaLIne sAnA mAM para jANe meza relAI gaI. 66 [ " leAkasattA " mAMthI theADAka pheraphAra sAthe ] [lakSmInaMdanA A zeThanA dhaDo le ane pUrvabhavanA punyathI maLelI lakSmInA dhama kArDamAM sadupayega kare. bAkI punya paravArI jatAM AjanA dhanapati kayAre bhikhArI banI jaze enI kAMI kAine cAkkasa khAtrI che kharI ? mATe ja maLelI lakSmInA jema bane tema vahelA peAtAnA hAthe ja sadupayoga karavA. ] " mAsika vArSika lavAjama pATeja sahita rUA 5-0-0 66

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- , valI. - zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunAM 110 nAma yAne tIrtho naMbara. nAma. naMbara. nAma naMbara. nAma. 1 zrI kesarIyA pArzvanAtha 38 zrI navakhaMDA pArzvanAtha 75 zrI loDhaNa pArzvanAtha 2 , kalIkuMDa 39 , navasArI 76 , loTANuM 3 , karaheDA 40 , navalakhA 77 , lokavA ,, kApeDA , navaphaNuM kalyANa ,, naroDA >> vakANuM che kAzI 43 cha navapallava 7 , kaMDalapura , nAkoDA , vADI , mukeTezvara , nAgaphaNa pravijayaciMtAmaNI, , kAkA , pallaviyA , sametazikharajI , e kaMkaNu ,, pisalIyA , samInAjI 11 , muMbaI - 48 , parolI che sahastraphaNa , khAmaNa , pasInA - sahakuTa , khoTAmaMDana paMcAsarA I , saptaphaNa 14 ,, geDI , puSparAvarta , samarIyA 15 , gupta phalodhI , sAvaLA A gaMbhIrA che balejA , zAmaLA 17 , gAlIyA , beTI , sudhadaMtI 18 , gIrUA 55 , badrikedAra surajamaMDana che 9i , dhRta-kalola , bhaTevA 93 sulatAna , 20 , ghIyA , bhAbhA zerIsarA , 21 , cArUpa , bhIDabhaMjana athavA zerIsA , 22 , ciMtAmaNuM , bhIlaDIyAjI ,, sAMkaLA 23. velaNa , bhadarezvara , segaTIyA 24 , jagavallabha 61 , manaraMjana , , semaciMtAmaNI, 25 , jIrAvALA 62 , manavaMchIta , * sukhasAgara , jagannAthapurI , mAdevA , sesalI 27 , joTavA >> manoratha kalpadruma che sesaphaNuM 28 , jodharA - makSIjI , saMkhezvara e jagaDIyA ,, manamohana 102 ,, sthaMbhana 30 ,, TAMkalA 67 , manaraMjIta , 103 ,, svayaMbhu 31 ,DeDalA - muDevA 104 , ajAharA e DosalA 69 , muharI 105 ,, amIjhara 33 , DokarIyA 70 moDherA 106 , ahIchatrA 34 , dAdA mahImApurA 107 ,, evaMtI 35 ,, dolatI rAvaNa 108 , upasargohara 36 , tIvarI: rUvA - 109 - umaravADI , 37, navanIdhi , >> rANapura , 110 , aMtarIkSa . -amRtalAla eca. dezI-vAva, +

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bhUtanuM tUta. eka vakhata huM mArA dIvAlanI lagolaga khATale pAtharIne sUi rahyo hato. mArAM mAtuzrI parazALanI bahAra paDALI hatI, tyAM suI rahyAM hatAM, tUta........zrI kAMtilAla mA trivedI makAnanI parazALAmAM mane sUi rahyAne vadhu vAra thai nahotI, eTalAmAM mArI chAtIupara ke!i caDhI eThuM. bAjunI dIvAla dhrujI uThI, khATalA hAlI uThayA, khelAya evuM nahetuM, vAcA baMdha thai gai. AmAMthI meM budhdhipUrvaka mA kADhayA. me vicAra karyo ke, A bahAra sutAM che paNa khelAya tema nathI tethI temane jagADavA meM gaLAmAMthI moTA avAja karyAM, te sAMbhaLI khA ekadama ahArathI aMdara AvI mane khUba mArIne prazna karyAM. * kema kAnti Ama kare che ?' A sAMbhaLI mArI hiMmata vadhI gaI. huM eka krama eThA thai gayA ne khanelI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. A sAMbhaLI emane jarA navAi lAgI pazu mane jaNAvyuM ke, chAtI upara hAtha AvI jAya te! Ama ane che. paNa mane jarA vAta na beThI mane thayuM ke, hu jANatAja hatA te tamane kheAlAvavA me'- yukita karI te saphaLa nIvaDI tethI mane lAge che, ke makAna mAlIka DAsI enI zAkayanA bhUta thayAnI vAta kare che, te sAcI hAvI joie. paNa eTalAmAM mane eka vAta yAda AvI ke je gabharATamAM bhUlI javAi hatI. hakIkatamAM ema hatuM ke, jyAre dIvAla dhrUjI uThI tyAre e dIvAlamAM e nAnI khIlI mArI tenA upara eka leAkhaMDanu nAnu pAraNuM bharAvelu hatu. ne temAM cAra AMgaLane kacakaDAne Akhe suvADelA hatA te paNa dhrUjI uThele. jyAre vastuta: e hatu ja nahi. eTale mane khAtrI thaI ke, hu... mArI jAtane jAgatA mAnatA hatA te bhrama hato ane khAnuM kahevu sAcuM hatuM. jo kadI jogAnujoga svapnamAM dIvAle bharAveluM pAraNu' jovAmAM na AvyuM hata te nakkI hu` bhUtanA tUtamAM phasAi jAta ne pachI te sheja tabIyata narama garama thatAM dArA--dhAgA ne bhUvAnA cakkaramAM phasAi jAta. te pachI dhaNI vakhata khAtrI thai gai ke, jo chAtI upara hAtha AvI jAya [ khAsa karIne hRdaya bAjInA DAbA bhAga upara hAtha AvavAthI Ama banatu haze,kharU kAraNa jJAni jANe ] te kema ApaNune ugyA karIne nIce paTakI de evA manAva svapnamAM khane chatAM ApaNane ema lAge ke ApaNe jAgatA hatA. ra ameAe je makAnanI vAta karelI hatI, e makAnane ArA, parazALa, paDALI te cAka hatAM. e ceAkamAM khATalA nAkhIne mArA eka mitra akhAkAla ke jeNe mane jainadharma pamADavA mATe bhagIratha prayatna karyA hatA te sUI rahyo hato. huM parazALamAM khATaleA nAkhIne khAraNuM khullu mukIne sUi rahyo hato kAraNa ke khaDakIbadha makAna hatu. thoDIvAre mane jagADIne kahevA lAgyA, ke kAnti bhAi, mArA khATale dhruje che. A prasaMga mAre mATe navA hatA. meM kIdhuM ke, hAya nahi ! abAlAle jaNAvyuM, tamArA sama, hu tamArI gammata nathI karatA. huM vicAramAM paDayA, paNa kAraNa jANa nahi te zI rIte samajAvu ? ene samajAvIne phaeNra suvADayA, thoDIvAre pachI e ja pharIyAda hu' enA bhegA sUi rahyo paNa mane evA anubhava na thayA. e vAtane vItI gaye amuka mahinAbAda e ja makAnanI parazALamAM hu. khATalA para sUi rahyo hato. mArA khATale paNa dhrujatA hoya ema lAgyuM. Aje te sAcu' kAraNa zodhavAtA jAtaprasaMga upasthita thayA tethI dharaNu zodhavA prayatna'cAlu karyAM. huM sIdhA sUI rahyo hato, tethI pAsu alIne sUi rahyo. khATalA dhrujatA baMdha thayA. mane thayuM ke AnA bheda sUI rahevAnI rItamAM ja samAyeleA che Ave! niSNuya karIne karI sIdhA sUi rahyo, ke tarata ja khATalA dhrujavAnu kAma cAlu thayuM.

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: 446 : bhUtanuM tUta; have enuM kAraNa zodhavAnuM bAkI rahyuM. jhINa- be-cAra vakhata Ama thavAthI DozIne vahema vaTathI tapAsa karatAM mAluma paDayuM ke, sIdhA sUI pAka banyo. ame baMne mitrane jagADyA. ne vigata rahevAmAM AvatuM hatuM tyAre kamara nIcenA paMinA jaNAvI. bhAga upara vAyunA prakopathI kaMThanA bhAgano thaDe banee agAuthI karelA saMketa mujaba jaNAvyuM bhAga bAkI rahetAM moTA bhAga uchALA mAratuM hatuM ke, tamArI zakaya ja haze. te tamAre khATalo udhe pADI tethI teTalA bhAgane khATalAne bhAga 5Nu ucha- de te pahelAM tame 1 rUpIyAnI miThAInI mAnatA La hate. bhAve nahi te pachI tame jANe. - A eka sIdhI-sAdI bAbata hatI chatAM je eke prastAva mUko, bIjAe enuM samarthana tenuM bArIkIthI nirikSaNa na karyuM hota te bhUtanuM kayuM ne DozIe svIkAra karyo, pachI te khATalo tUta magajamAM vasI jatAM vAra na lAgata. kUdate baMdha thAya ja ne ? bane jIvatA bhUtane naivedha A uparathI mane lAgyuM, ke makAna mAlIkaNuM maLI javAnI pAkI khAtrI hatI. bAI paNa AvAja koI vahemathI, zayanA bhUta - savAre DozIe tarata ja amane miThAI laI thavAnI vAta karatI haze, A vAta meM aMbAlAlane AvavA paisA ApyA ne amArI salAha mATe samajAvI eTale anubhave ene paNa mArI vAta AbhAra mAnya sAcI lAgI. pachI te zuM banyuM e kahevAnI jarUra rahe tI ja nathI. - bhUtanA tUtanA bIjA haptAmAM banelA banAvathI bhUtanA tUtamAM phasAyelA ghaNuM mANasa te kevaLa mane ane aMbAlAlane eka tukko sUjha. vahemane ja bhoga banelA hoya che. tyAre te ame dharmane jANelo nahi ne jarA tehAnI paNa kharA. uMmara mAtra 17 varSanI. e A banAvane vakhate huM je khaDakImAM rahetA uMmaranA chokarAonI parAkrama gAthAonI te ghaNAne hate. emAM pravezavA mATenA pravezadvArathI mArA khabara che. makAna najIka AvatAM vacce gheDo bhAga bInavastIne meM ane aMbAlAle makAna mAlIka bAInA aMdhArAdhera je rahete, te vaTAvyA pachI mArA vahemI svabhAvane lAbha levAnuM nakkI karyuM. te divase makAnamAM javAtuM ne tyAMthI AgaLa vadhIne jatAM bhAre makAnamAM huM ane aMbAlAla be ja hatA. eka bIjA makAna mAlIkanI khaDakI AvatI, temAM aMbAlAla cekamAM khATalA upara suI gaye. huM ghaNA bhADuAte rahetA. te khAsa karIne parazALamAM ja hate. makAna e aMdaranI khaDakImAM carotarane eka yuvAna mAsIkaNa vAMcI bAI 5DALImAM khATalA upara sUI ane bhUtathI nahi karanAra pATIdAra yuvaka rahete hate. rahyAM hatAM. prasaMgepAta bhUtathI niDarapaNanI vAta e khaDakInA - rAtanA nava vAgyA huM dhImethI uThA, bahAra yuvAna mitromAM kahete hate. jaine mAlIkaNuM DozInA khATalA nIce hAtha ghAlI eka vakhata te pATIdAra yuvaka sinemA jovA javAne be-cAra dhImethI gadA mArI sUI gaye. che, mATe moDe Avaze evI sUcanA pADozIne ApI DozIe nIce tapAsa karI kAMI na dekhAyuM. cAlate thaye. A vAta baLadeva nAmanA rAjaputa karI. bIjI vakhata parazALanI zAkha ADe chUpA moTara DAivare sAMbhaLI ne tene mazkarI karavAne tukko Ine hAtha lAMbo karI be-cAra dhImA gedA mArI sUjha. sUI gaye. huM upara jaNAvI che te aMdhArI jagyAmAM DozI babaDavA lAgyAM. A zuM thAya che ? ne te chUpAI rahyo lagabhaga 12-12 vAge chellA mana pAsethI ja javAba meLave ke, mArI zAzva ja haze. khelamAMthI chUTIne pelo yuvaka je aMdhArI jagyAmAM

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maphAbhAInuM svama........ pU. munirAjazrI lalitavijayajI mahArAja eka hatA maphAbhAI. sthiti garIba hoI emanI UMghane UDADI detA. ozikA nIce pacIza varSa vityA chatAM kaI kanyA Ape bIDInuM baMDala ane mAcIsanI peTI emanI. nahi. nAnA gAmamAM mATInI dIvAlavALI eka sAthIdAra hatAM ja, sAthe pathArInI bAjumAM nAnI khelImAM e rahe. mAtapitAnuM sukha ghaNIvAra eka kutarI haLI gayelI te paNa joyela nahi. kAkA amathAbhAIe UcherI moTA sthAna jamAvI besI rahetI. karelA, bhAgyavazAta amathAbhAI paNa be varSa maphAbhAIne ciMtAne pAra na hate. upara maraNa pAmelA. mukhya ciMtA e hatI ke, "he. gAmamAM bIjAnA chokarAonAM sagapaNa thatAM bhagavAna ! mArUM lagna kayAre thaze ?" sAMbhaLI maphAbhAI lAMbo nizA nAMkhatA. e haMmezanI ciMtAthI maphAbhAIne eka divasa . savArathI sAMja sudhI gAmamAM rakhaDI mahenata madhathI mIThuM, sAkarathI paNa vizeSa gaLyuM . majurI karI mAMDamAMDa peTa puratuM meLavI letA ane zelaDInA rasathI paNa adhika svAdiSTa ane rAtrinAM harAyA DhoranI mAphaka bahAra svapna AvyuM. svapnAmAM bahAragAmathI gheDe jyAM tyAM bhaTakI daza-agiAra vAge balImAM besI AvatA memAnene joyA, maphAbhAIe phATelI godaDImAM vicAranA vamaLe caDI UMdhI memAnane oLakhyA. ghaDI AMgaNAmAM AvI jatA. vacamAM vacamAM godaDImAM rahelA mAMkaDa ubhI rahI. memAna kheDIdAsa nIce utaryA, - kAkA amathAbhAIe (je gujarI gayA hatA) Avyo ke tarata ja pelA paTelane bAthamAM pakaDI laIne memAnano satkAra karI. gharamAM zetaraMjI upara nIce nAkhI daI jhaDapathI pitAnI oraDImAM jaI besADI cAha-pANI, nAsta thaI gayA bAda sUI rahyo. Ameya emanI khaDakImAM bhUtanA gabArA te amathArAma ane memAna vAte caDhayA. keTalIka uDatA ja hatA enI carcAmAMthI ja vAta ATalI vadhelI. ADI-avaLI vAte thayA bAda kheDIdAse muddAnI vAta upara AvatA kahyuM, juone A kAraNathI paTela gabharAI gayo. oraDImAM AvI sUto tyArathI tAva caDhI gayo. bahAra jatAM amathAzeTha ! vIza gAuthI AvavAnuM mukhya AvatAM gabharAvA lAgyuM. tabiyata na sudharI tethI kAraNa te e che ke, amArI dIkarI (dIkarI ghera gayo. bAda sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM ke, paTelanuM bhUta zabdathI maphAbhAI camakayA) bhIkhI maTI thaI tene masANamAM mUkI AvyuM hatuM. che, nyAtamAM badhe najara nAkhI joI paraMtu | darabAre jyAre kharI hakIkata kahI tyAre khabara mArI sALI najara ja kayAMya karI nahi. badhA paDI ke bhUtanA tUtamAM phasAvAthI ja paTela devaloka pAmyA. devaloka pAmyA. karatAM tamArA bhatrIjA zrImAna maphatalAla upara na e khaDakInA be-cAra yuvakoe vAta jANyA chatAM najara karI che. maherabAnI karIne nA pADatA koInI pAse vAtanI gaMdha paNa na javA dIdhI. nahi. Aje ane hamaNAM ja cAMle karI A uparathI samajavAnuM che ke, pAMca mANase rUpIo Ape che. divasa paNa Aje phAgaNa vacce kadI vAtanI jIdda na pakaDavI. jo paTele jIdda na karI hatI te darabArane e sudI pUnemane majhAne che. sAthe sAthe e vicAra Avata nahi ne anartha utpanna thAta nahi. paNa kahI dau ke, lama paNa jevaDAvela che. paNa yuvake kadI koinuM mAne che kharA ? phAgaNa vada amAsane zubha divasa che jaDe.

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: 448 : maphAbhAinuM svapna; nahi evA varakanyAnA bhAgye maLela che. khasa, te ja vakhate maqA, e maqA hI amathArAme ame pADI. e AtmyA kAkAjI, pharamAvA zu kAma che ? jone bhAi, tuM snAna karI navuM dhAtara paherI jarInI TopI ghAlI taiyAra thaine esa, huM, nyAtIlAone khelAvI lAvuM chuM. ema kahI kAkA gAmamAM phrI vaLyA, jAjama patharAI gaI, badhAnA samakSa maTTAnA kapAlamAM cAMllA karI zrIphaLa ane rUpIe ApI cAkhA kapALamAM cADI sagapaNa karI nAkhyuM. sAkara-DhAparAnI lhANI thai. kaMsAra jamI vevAI khoDIdAsa jAna jaladI lai Avajo kahI gheADI upara besI ravAnA thai gayA, avasare dhavaLamaMgaLanAM gItA sAthe chatrI vAjAnA suMdara sAdI sAMbhaLatA maphAbhAI jAna leIne gheADe esI vararAjA anI vevAIne mAMDave pahAMcI gayA, pAMkhAi gayA, cArImAM " varakanyA sAvadhAna nANA kothaLI sAvadhAna " nA suMdara zabdo sAMbhaLatAM bhIkhI sAthe hastameLApa thaI gayA. lagna karI ghera AvyA. have teA maphAbhAIne ghera sAta-AThe va nA putra nAme mathurIe mAbApanA AnaMdamAM vadhArA karI rahyo che. gAma vacce maphAbhAinI dukAna dhamadheAkAra cAle che. eka divasa dukAne gharAkI ghaNI hAvAthI jamavA javAnu` mADu thai gayu. bhIkhI zeThANIe zeThane kheAlAvavA mathurIAne mekalye, bApA e ApA kahI gharAkInI kamANInI dhunamAM bhaMga paDayA. gussAthI mathurIAne " sAlA khume kema pADe che ? " kahI jorathI lAta mArI, badhuM svapnuM hatuM paraMtu lAta sAcI hatI te bAjumAM sutelI kutarIne vAgI. kutarI jhabakIne bhasabhasa karI maphAnA DAbA page jorathI macakuM' bharyuM', keme karI chuTe nahi. puSkaLa leAhI vahevA mAMDayuM. mAMDamAMDa kutarI bahAra bhAgI gai ane maphAbhAi e ja peAtAnI kheAlImAM ghA upara siMdura ane tapakIra bharAvI pATA bAMdhI raDatA beThA hatA. evI rIte huM cetana ! A saMsAramAM jIvA mahAtvAkAMkSAthI maphAbhAinA svapnA tulya aneka havAi taraMgA ubhA karIne sukhanI AzAnA killAe bAMdhatA jAya che paNu jenAthI sukha maLanAra che, TakanAra che ane sadupayega dvArA sadUgati sAcI prApta karI zakAya che, tevA jinezvara deve kathita yAdharmane bhUlI jAya che ane khATI AzAnA bhukakA uDI jai amUlya ane kiMmatI mAnavajIvana gumAvI de che ane pachI pastAvA kare che. vividha pUjA sagraha jemAM navapadajInI vidhi, zrI vIravijayajI kRta pUjAe, bAravratanI pUjA, paMcakalyANuka pUjA, sattara bhedI pUjA, ane navapada ArAdhananI pUjAe vagere che. pAkuM puDuM, meTA TAipa, sArA kAgaLa, 325 penna chatAM mUlya rUA. traNa peAlTeja alaga, snAtra mahAtsava muMbaI zaheramAM ha MmezAM saMgIta sAthe snAtrapUjA, zAMtikaLaza ane aSTaprakArI pUjA savAranA sAta vAge zrI lAlakhAga meAtIzA zeThanA daherAsare bhaNAvAya che, tA dareka bhAne padhAravA vinaMti che. zrI lAlamAma snAtra maDaLa khetavADI, 3 jI galI DAhyAbhAi ghelAnA mALeA 1 le mALe sumai 4. zA, caMdulAla je. kha'bhAtavALA zA. seAhatalAla malukacaMda vaDagAmavALA A. sekreTarIo.

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Aje kayAMye zAMti kema nathI ?...............zrI ramaNalAla ke. zAha. vApI mAnavI jIvanamAM moTAM-meTA pApe karI pazcAtApa kare che, jyAre najIvA nAnAM pApeA karatAM acakAtA nathI, ane AvA najIvAM pApe karI jIvananI aramAdI karI adheAgatinA paMthe cAlI rahyo che, mAnavI kevA najIvA pApA kare che? enA khyAla koi kema karatuM nahi hAya ? AvA najIvA pApAthI pAtAnI unnati te dUra rahI paraMtu dhamanI ArAdhanAthI paNa sAcI rIte vimukha thAya che. dhamapremI' savAre vahelA uThI pUjA karavA, prabhunA darzana karavA javAnI taiyArI karaze, gharathI utAvaLa karI prabhumadira jatA rastAmAM vepArI khajAranA bhAveA, sAthesAthe pesTaophIsa vacce Ave te TapAla laIne, vAMcIne prabhudarabAramAM jaze. are ! mAnavIne AkhA divasamAM eka kalAkanA AtmAnI zAMti mATe samaya nathI maLatA ! daherAsaramAM gayA bAda paNa jIva tA uMcA-nIcA thaze, pUjA karavA mATe game tema mukha para rUmA lanI paLeA vALI, game te pramANamAM kezara I, bhale pachI tenA durUpayAga thAya, paraMtu pUjA karaze, game tema prabhunA aMga para tilaka karI e miniTamAM pUjA karI mahAra Avaze, prabhunA nava aMga para pUjA karavAne badale dasa-bAra aMge pUjA karanArAe, temaja prabhunA zarIra para game tema caMdanano lepa karanArA, pUjA kema karavI tene khyAla kema nahi karatA heAya ? are ! prabhunI pUjA karatAMkaratAM mastaka para tilaka karatAM mugaTa paDI jAya, dhAtunI mUrti para game tema pUjA karI mUrti paNa jamIna para DhaLI jAya. are ! mAnavI ! ATalI utAvaLa zIda karI jIvanane adhogatie lai jAya che. strIe paNa maryAdA mUke che. teo paNa raste prabhupUjA karavA jatAM, athavA daherAsara jatAM rastAmAM e strI bhegI thai jAya tA sa'sAranI vAtAmAM paDayA vinA bhAgye ja raheze. ekabIjAne chevaTe ema paNa pUchaze, . " kAMtA mhena, Aje tamAre tyAM zAnuM zAka karavuM che ? amAre tyAM Aje kAMi zAkabhAjI lAvyA nathI. " AvI avanavI vAtA karatA daherAsara jaze. dharmAMnI vAta karavI te| dUra rahI paraMtu mArI-tArI karatA, prabhudhAmamAM paNu mArI tArI thaze enA khyAla kema karatA nahi hoya ? pUjA karyA bAda mahArAja sAheba upAzrayamAM haze te vana karavA jaze. vaMdana karatAM-karatAM pazu mahArAja sAheba sAthe sasAranI vAtAmAM paDaze, mahArAja sAheba cAmAsuM besavAnuM haze, teA kaheze, cAle tamAre ceAmAsAmAM bhAjIpAlAnA tyAga karavA joie, mATe hAtha joDA. paraMtu tyAM paNa mAnavI ema kaheze ke, ' sAheba, phakta pAtarA, amuka bhAjIpAlA sivAya darekanA tyAga karIza.' pAMcama, AThama jevI tithioe paNa mAnavI pAkA keLA, pAkA cIbhaDA, sakakaraTeTI, pAkI kerI vi. khAvAnI chUTa rAkhaze. eka taraph dharmapremI banavuM che, ane bIjI tarapha AvI chUTa rAkhavI, e cegya nathI. pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karatAM paNa vyApArI bajAranI vAtA, jIvananI khATI-mIThI ThaThThAmazkarIe, ekabIjAnA hAsyanA hAja, game. tema apUrNa navakAra maMtranA kAusagga karavA, are ! mAnavI, phakta aDatAlIsa miniTa paNa tArA AtmAne sukha nathI. kAryAM karatAM tA

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450: zAMti kema nathI, pApane anusare che paraMtu grahaNa karavA ceAgya vastue paNa vyAkhyAnamAM prApta karatA nathI. tyAM paNa jIvananI rAjanIzi uccAravI, navarA beThA gama na paDe teA nidrAdhIna banavu'. are ! prabhu ! AtmAne eka kalAka sAMbhaLavA mATe paNa zAMti nathI. prabhune game tema pa karavA, puSpa game tyAM gametevu' caDhAvavu, pANInA, caMdananA durUpayeAga, daherAsaramAM apazabdonA varasAda, dahezasaramAM ghI khelyA pachI paNa paisA na ApavA pIchehaTha karanAra, pratikramaNa karatA ThaThThA- mazkarI vi...anya najIvA pApAne dUra mUkI ucca gati prApta karavA mAnavI kayAre UMghamAMthI jAgrata thaze. ze haiM ane te ka r ghaNA sukhI mANusA potAnA ghera kAma karavA mATe nAkA rAkhe che, e nAkarA pratye dharanI mAlIkaN khAi (zeThANI) ane tenAM putra-putrAdikanuM vana ghaNuM ja avivekI hAya che, enA lIdhe vAravAra tAkaza badalavA paDe che, vaLI tAkAnI e asa tApunI AgamAM mAlIkanI milkata ucApata thai javAtA bhaya paNa raheleA hoya che, evA prasa`ge mAtra nAkaranA doSa jovAmAM Ave che, paNa peAtAnI pharajamAM karyAMka bhUla che ke nahi, enI pratye upekSA sevavAmAM Ave che. are ! prabhu ! mAnavI AvA najIvA pApe karavA ja sAcA haze ? phakta daza miniTa paNa sUtI vakhate navakAra maMtra gaNuvA AtmAne kyAre samaya maLaze ? jIvanamAM mAnavI AvI najIvI aneka nAnI-mATI bhUleA karI, pApanA pATale khAMdhI, samudramAM tuphAne caDhelI naiyAnI jema jhelA khAtA, athaDAtA dugatine pathe anusarI rahyo che. are ! AvI ja mAnavInI manedazA ! jyAM joIzuM tyAM Dagale ne pagale, savAre UThayA tyArathI pApa, pApa ane pApa. jIvanamAM zAMti, dha tathA AtmabhAna kayAre Avaze? nAkarane kAme rAkhyA pachI tenI tabIyata narama hoya te tene ArAma levAnI salAha ApavI joie, davA lAvavA mATe theDIghaNI nANAnI madada paNa karavI joie, ane bIjI zakaya rIte sahAyatA karavI joie, ane e badhAthI caDhI jAya tevuM AzvAsanarUpI auSadha Apavu joie. jethI nAkaranA manamAM eve| ja khyAla rahyA kare ke, huM jemane ghera tAkarI karU' chuM' teo mArA mA-bApa karatAM pazu adhika prema rAkhanAra uttama manuSyA che, " zrI kAntilAla mA. trivedI. neAkaranuM svamAna paNa jALavavu ja joie, tene paNa tochaDAIthI khelAvavAnI Teva kADhI nAkhavI joie, ApaNA hAthe jema nukazAna thAya che tema nokarathI paNa kadI tenI bhUlanA kAraNe nukazAna thAya te sahanazIlatA rAkhIne pA nahi ApatAM mIThA zabdothI sAmAnya zikhAmaNunA rUpamAM ja kahevu' joie. "1 keTalAka zeThanA dharanAM mANasA tAkA sAthe khAvAnI bAbatamAM paNa bhedabhAva rAkhatA jovAmAM AvyA che, jethI teAkareAnA mana upara nira Mtara evI chApa rahyA kare che ke, " huM AmanAthI judo chuM AnuM pariNAma e Ave che ke, nAkara pAtAnA mAlIkane . ane mAlIkanA dharanAM mANasAne AnI najare nihALe che, tethI temanA du:khanA prasaMge tenuM hRdaya jarA paNu du:khanI lAgaNI anubhavatuM nathI, e ja asa tASanI Aga ene mAlikanA dhara tarapha evakA banAve che, tAkarane nAkarIe rAkhyA pachI tenI sAthe jo dharanAM mANasAnI jema vartavAmAM Ave te bahuja ochA nAkarA evA haze ke, jeo upakAranA badalA apakArathI vALe, ane mAlIkanA ghara pratye evakA bane.

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jaya ma na nI ma ha ttA ane A rAdhi nA - zrI manubhAI lAlabhAI zeTha-muMbai :jaina zAstramAM mauna ekAdazInA divase mahAna zeThane dhanyavAda belavA lAgyA, A vAta rAjAe pavitra divasa tarIke varNavyo che. zrI mahAvIra svAmIne paNa sAMbhaLI ane hAthI, ghoDA, manuSya, ratha, pradhAna, vaMdana karIne zrI gautamasvAmI pUchatA hatA ke, " he sAmetAdika parivAra vigere sAthe laIne pote zeThanuM bhagavana, he anaMta jJAnavaMta ! mArgazirSa zukala ghara jovA mATe AvyA, te vAre sarva saMpatti akhaMDa ekAdazIe pauSadha kare tenuM zuM phaLa thAya ?" ema rahelI dekhI rAjA ghaNuM Azcarya pAmyo, zeTha paNa pUchavAmAM AvyethI mahAvIra prabhue kahyuM ke, "he rAjAne A jANIne tenI AgaLa bheTa mUkI, gItama! sAMbhaLa, koika samaye dvArikA nagarIne viSe metIne thALe vadhAvyA. rAjAe paNa zeThanI ghaNI zrI neminAtha bhagavAna samosaryA temane zrI kRSNajI prazaMsA karI ane kahyuM ke, " tane dhanya che ! tuM A traNa pradakSiNa daI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karI parSadAmAM nagaranuM AbhUSaNa che." ema kahI rAja zeThane tathA beThA ane bhagavaMte dezanA dIdhI, dezanA samApta tenI agIyAra strIone ghaNuM vastrAlaMkAra paherAvI thayA pachI zrI kRSNajI pUchavA lAgyA ke, " he svA- mAna-mahatva ApI, zeThane maLIne potAne mahele gayA. mIna, varSanA traNaseM-sATha divasa thAya che; te sarvamAM nagaraloka sarva zrI jainadharmanI prazaMsA karavA lA eve ka divasa che. ke je divasamAM alpa vrata-5, ane kahevA lAgyA ke, " ahe! jainadharmano mahimA vigere karyAthI paNa te divasa bahu phaLa ApanAro pratyakSa najare dIThe." thAya." tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke, "he kRSNa! mArga. mauna vratanuM pAlana karavuM e dareka manuSya vAte ziSa zadi agIyArazane divase alpa puNya karyA thakI , sugama to nathI ja. chatAM paNa jagatamAM manuSya mAtra paNa bahu purapa thAya, tethI e parva sarve parvomAM je kAMi satkArya Atmazuddhi vAste sArI niSThAthI uttama che. mATe te ArAdhavA yogya che, vaLI e karavAno saMkalpa kare che tene kudarata jarUra sahAya kare agIyArasane divase je eka upavAsa karIe, te che ane tethI muzkela dekhAtA kAryane paNa te sugama doDhase upavAsanuM phaLa thAya. " mATe e divasane banAvI de che A vratanuM pAlana strI ke purUya koI jaina dharmamAM mahAna pavitra divasa tarIke varNavyo che. paNa karI zake, kAraNa temAM koI paNa moTA vidhine mIna ekAdazI aMge jaina zAstramAM eka prAcIna avakAza nathI, mAtra mananA daDha saMkalpanI ane tene kathA che ke --" vijayapura nagarane viSe suvrata zeTha custa vaLagI rahevAnI jarUra che. vaLI mauna vratanA mona ekAdazIne divase potAnA gRhane viSe pauSadha pAlanathI manobaLa, buddhibaLa tathA AtmAbaLane laI mauna paNe kAusagga dhyAnamAM ubhA che, te ava- vikAza thAya che, AnI pAchaLa zArirIka tadurastI sare nagaramAM moTI Aga lAgI, te dekhIne sarva sArI rahe temAM kazuM Azcarya jevuM nathI. mauna loko kolAhala karavA lAgyA, ane agni te sArAe vrata pAlana mATe zarUAtamAM roja cheDe thoDe vakhata nagaramAM prasarI gayo. zeThane pADozI loko. buma pADI mauna ekAdazIne niyama rAkhaje ane tene daDhatAthI kahevA lAgyA ke, "he zeDajI, tame jaldI parathI vaLagI rahevuM. tyAra bAda dara aThavADIe temAM beDa bahAra nIkaLI Ave, haTha na kara.-te sAMbhaLI thoDo vadhAro karatA javuM. zeTha te kuTuMba sahita kAussaga karatAM tyAM ja rahyA, mauna vratanA pAlananA samaya daramyAna vratadhArIe lagAra mAtra paNa agnithI bInyA nahi, tyAM dharmanA khAsa karIne cAlu prabhusmaraNa karavuM ja joIe. prabhAvathI zeThanAM ghara, hATa (dukAna) vakhAre, upayogI ema karavAthI bevaDo lAbha thAya che, eka te prabhubhakti vasta, jinabhavana (daherAsara) ane pISadhazALA, e thAya che ane bIju mauna daramyAna manane vyagna kare sarva bacI gayuM, tyAM surata zeThanI sarve saMpatti tevA bIjA nakAmA vicAro AvatA nathI. A agnimAMthI ugarelI joine sarva nagaravAsIjano mujaba mana 5ra cAlu saMyama na thaI zake

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: 452 : mananI mahattA te dhArmika vAMcana tathA zAstrAdinA zravaNa vANI nIkaLe te paNa rava ane 5rane hitakArI ja rUpI satsaMga niyamita karavo joIe. Ama hoya. A rIte mauna rAkhavAthI ApaNI sthiti evI karavAthI Aste-Aste mana tathA buddhinI zuddhi banAvI devAya ke pachI maunanI paNa jarUra nahi rahe; thatI jaze, ane tethI AtmabaLanI vRddhi thaze. mInathI je sAdhavAnuM kArya te siddha thayela hovAthI pachI ApaNe je kAMI vacanano uccAra karIe te paNa - jaina siddhAMtanI daSTie paNa mauna sevanane ekAnta hItakAraka ane parane upakArI ja thAya. mahimA ghaNe che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe potAnA Atma guNone rokanArA karmone kSaya karIne sarvajJapaNuM mauna vrata zarU karatA prathama te roja eka-be prApta karavA mATe sADAbAra varasa maunanuM tapa karyAnI kalAka mauna pALavAno prayatna kare. te paNa na banI vAta jANItI che. zake te jyAre sagavaDa hoya tevA divasamAM beDuM mauna rAkhavuM ane pachI vadhAratA-vadhAratA tene rojIdu vrata purUSo ja maunanuM sevana kare evuM kAMI ja nathI. banAvavuM. rojIMdu vrata dRDha thayA pachI roja teno strIo paNa dhAre te karI zake. A vratanA pAlanamAM samaya vadhAravA prayatna kare ane tema karatA karatA draDhatA ane cAlu abhyAsa e benI jarUra che. temaja mauna vrata e jIvanano svAbhAvika dharma banI raheze. A vrata vAste prema ane Adara hovAM joIe. svAbhAvika rIte te strIo mauna vrata lAMbo samaya jaina siddhAMtanI daSTie mauna pAlananA samayamAM TakAvI zakatI nathI tenuM kAraNa temanI mAnasika sAmAyika karavAM, jethI svAbhAvika rIte maunanuM pAlana nabaLAI che. jeo maunanA virodhI che. teo ema thaI zakaze. ema karatAM karatAM maunano abhyAsa jema dalIla kare che ke kudarate je vANI ApI che teno draDha thatuM jaze tema tema tenA samayamAM vadhAro karavAnI dhIme dhIme koziza karavI ane ema cAlu abhyAsa upayoga zA vAste na karo ? enA uttaramAM jaNA. vavAnuM ke vANIno sadupayoga temaja durUpayoga beu vadhAratA keTalAka samaya pachI lAMbA vakhata mIna rAkhathaI zake che ane moTe bhAge janasamAja eno 63. vAnI Teva paDI jaze. mana pAlananA samayamAM khAsa payoga ja kare che. karIne navakAra maMtrano jApa manamAM karyA karavo, jethI prabhunA nAma smaraNamAM ApaNuM citta parovAyeluM "mInanI upayogitA e che ke niMdA, jUTha, kaThoratA, rahe ane tethI manamAM bIjA kuvicAre dAkhala na apazabda, bakavATa vigerethI jANe-ajAye dUSita thavA pAme che teTalA daraje mananI nirmaLatA vadhatI thayelI vANIne maunano daMDa daIne japa, tapa, manana, jAya. vadhumAM maunanA pAlanathI zArIrika taMdurastI ciMtavanathI zuddha karAya che." mATe kudarate bakSisa ApelI paNa sudharavAno saMbhava vadhu che. jemake ApaNI vANIne e. durUpayoga karo tenA karatAM mauna bolavAnI kriyAmAM phephasAM ane gaLuM mukhya bhAga dhAraNa karavuM yogya che. vANIthI AtmakalyANa ke bhajave che, jema hAramoniyamamAM havA bharAyelI hoya lokakalyANa na sAdhI zakAya te mIna ja uttama che. te ja peTI dAbethI svarano avAja nIkaLe che, tevI kAraNa ke tema karavAthI temaja mauna upara jaNAvyuM rIte phephasAM rUpI dhamaNamAM havA hevAthI ja avAja tema prabhubhakitamAM rokavAthI manamAM aniSTa vicAra nIkaLe che. A mujaba ApaNI bolavAnI kriyAthI AvatA aTake che ane mananI ekAgratA phephasAne vadhatA-ochA pramANamAM dhasAro lAge che sadhAtI jAya che ane e mujaba ekAgratA siddha thAya tethI maunanA pAlanathI te dhasAro paDate aTake che, te tenA uparane saMyama bahu ja draDha thAya che. eTale phephasA majabuta thAya te tenuM kAryo je raktazuddhinuM pachI koI prakAranA aniSTa vicArone manamAM sthAna che te paNa sAruM thAya ane raktazuddhi thAya te zarIprApta thatuM na hovAthI te taddana nirmaLa banI rahe che. rinI taMdurastI vadhe ane chevaTe ApaNuM hRdaya paNa A mujaba nirmaLa mana thaI gayA pachI mukhamAMthI majabuta thAya. daradIone vAte te mane e vagara

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kalyANa nivembara 195ra : 453 : siAnI davA che, mATe temaNe te jema bane tema vadhu "mUMgA manuSyanA maunamAM parataMtratA rahelI che; mauna vratanuM pAlana karavuM e A badhAne sAra e che e mInanI pAchaLa koI paNa zubha hetu nathI hota. ke manathI nIce pramANenA lAbha thavA saMbhava rahe che. jema eka sazakta purUSa tenA hArelA hariphane kSamA (1) zArIrika tathA mAnasika taMdurastI vadhe. Ape temAM tenI udAratA pratyasa joI zakAya che; (2) vagara paise kuTeva choDI zakAya ane tethI paNa azakatanA apratikAramAM koI sadguNanI saMbhAvanA sukhI thavAya, (3) tethI kuTuMbamAM paNa saMpa ane nathI hotI, tevI ja rIte mUMgA manuSyanA meninI sukha vadhe AthI pratyeka kuTuMbamAM A vratano pracAra pAchaLa mananA saMyamane kaI yatna nathI hote, thAya te samAja jIvanamAM ghaNo sAro palaTo AvI jAya. jyAre sAdhakanA maunamAM devI saMpattinA AvibhAva dhAne upaga page, pAta karavAno che, jema ke mATenI udAtta mAnasika kriyA rahelI hoya che, " ApaNI jarUrIyAta pUrI pADavA, aya koIne nukazAna maunathI dharma ane artha banenI sidhdhi thAya che. thatuM lAgatuM hoya che ane prabhu bhajanamAMja vANIne - khAsa upayoga che te sivAya bAkIno vANIno vyabhicAra che. have upara jaNAvelA traNe prasaMgeja vANIne ' upayoga karavAno che, te bahuja saMyamita hovo joIe. payuSaNa stavanAdiH 32 pijI ra72 buddhizALI mANase vANInI ane lekhananI kaLA pija mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdana, paryuSaNanAM khIlavI zake che. ochAmAM ochuM lakhavAthI ke bela- stavana, thAya. sajhAya vagerene saMgraha che. vAthI ApaNe vadhumAM vadhu vicAre ApI zakIe ( nidhAna stavanAdi saMgrahaH 16 peja tyAre ja te kaLAmAM utkRSTatA AvI kahevAya. lAMbo vakhata mauna pALavAnuM banI zake tema na 136 peja mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdane, tho, hoya te khAsa karIne be vakhatamAM mauna dhAraNa karavuM stavane ane sajajAne saMgraha. te ghaNuM jarUranuM che. jamatI vakhate je mauna pALa devavaMdana mALA : mauna ekAdazInI vAmAM Ave te vAyukAyanAM jIvonI hAnI thAya kathA. gaNuNu tathA devavaMdana caitrI punamanA, ane nahi ane teTale darajaje ApaNe pApa karmathI bacIe. comAsInA mUlya 1-0-0 te uparAMta jamatI vakhate jamavAnA padArthomAM khoDa zrI manahara mahimA pUjA prema khAmI kADhavAnI anicchanIya pravRttithI A5NI pastikA : Adhunika rAganA stavane mUlya jAtane bacAvI laIe chIe. jaina zAstramAM jamatI ? vakhate mauna dhAraNa karavAnuM khAsa pharamAna che ane 0-5-0 vizeSe karIne ekAsaNu, AyaMbila vigere vratamAM te bIjA pustaka mATe nIcenA sthaLe pUcho. mauna dhAraNa karavuM khAsa Avazyaka che. e niyamane nAgaradAsa prAgajIbhAI bhaMga thAya te jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya che, ema paNa jaNAveluM che. ke. dozIvADAnI piLa amadAvAda. IT : : rrrrrrrrrr : sametazIkhara vagerenI yAtrAe jatAM A pustakane sAthe rAkhe. sametazIkhara yAne jena tIrthabhUmio [citronA Alabama sAthe : kiMmata rUA. 2-0-0] zrI yazovijayajI jaina graMthamALA che. herIsa reDa, bhAvanagara, 5

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: sAhitya no navo phA la : - zrI vinayaguNamALAH saMpAdakaH muni. haribala macchI caritra lekhakaH munirAjazrI caMdrakAMtasAgarajI mahArAja, prakAzakaH rAjazrI haMsasAgarajI mahArAja prakAzaka: zrI zrI cImanalAla khImacaMda enDa bradhasa piSTa metIcaMda dIpacaMda ThaLIA (bhAvanagara) krAuna bokSa naM. 60 bhAvanagara, krAuna seLa pijI seLa pijI 96 pija ahiMsAdhama uparanI 492 peja mUlya: 2-8-0 kAgaLa, bAInDIMga, A kathA che. 75mA pejathI navasmaraNa dAkhala geTaapa, ane mudraNa vagere jatAM kiMmata ghaNI karavAmAM AvyAM che. vArtA vAMcakone dayAdhama ochI rakhAI che. zrAvaka yogya vidhio, pratye AkarSe evI che. paccakakhANe, tapavidhio, cityavaMdane, stavane, DhALe, stutio, sakjhA, AdhyAtmika pado, asADAbhUtiH lekhaka zrI jayabhikhkha khAsa jANavAlAyaka vastuo, ane bIjI prakAzaka: zrI gurjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya gAMdhIaneka paracuraNa upayogI bAbate saMgrahI che. roDa amadAvAda krAuna sena pejI 24 peja pustaka ghaNuM upayogI che. AvA pustakanI mUlya 1-4-0 asADAbhUtinuM nATaka gajabanuM te hajAra nakale prakAzita karI khapI AtmA hatuM, jethI lekhakanA lakhavA mujaba jenArA one juja kiMmate ApavI joIe. saMpAdaka - ane bhajavanArAono beDo pAra thaI gaye." ane prakAzakane prayAsa sArthaka thaye dekhAya che. vAta jeTalI TUMkI che eTalI ja rasaprada che. moTA TAIpa ane saraLa bhASAmAM levAthI nItisthAoH bhAga 2 je lekhaka: bALajIne vadhu upagI che. zrI jayabhikhu; prakAzakaH zrI gurjara graMtharatna - naravikama caritraH [saMskRta girAnuvAda] kAryAlaya, gAMdhIroDa-amadAvAda krAuna seLa anuvAdakaH munirAjazrI zubhaMkaravijayajI mahApejI 98 peja mUlyaH 1-0-0 nItikathAone rAja prakAzaka: jhaverI ajitakumAra naMdalAla A bIjo bhAga che. nItiviSayaka navI vArtA The. pAdazAhanI paLa, amadAvAda. pratAkAre prAkRtaene saMgraha che. lekhake Aja sudhImAM ghaNI kathA-vArtAo lakhI nAkhI che eTale vArtAne saMskRta che. 140 peja mUlya 3-8-0 mULa graMtha prAkRtamAM che. munirAjazrIe saMskRtamAM uThAva lAvavAnI kaLA lekhakane hastagata che. anuvAda karyo che. saMskRta-prAkRta bane - haMsarAjAnI kathA lekhakaH munirAjazrI abhyAsakone upayogI prata che. zubhaMkaravijayajI mahArAja, prakAzaka: hasamukha- zAradApUjana vidhiH prakAzaka: semacaMda lAla ke. gAMdhI jI. paMcamahAla vejalapura DI. zAha che. jIvananivAsa sAme pAlItANuM krAuna seLa pijI 20 pija mUlya 0-6-0 [ saurASTra ] krAuna soLa pejI 16 peja 20 pijanA hisAbe cha AnA vizeSa 0-4-0 piTeja sahita. zrI mahAvIrasvAmI, gaNAya. jo ke sacitra che paNa AvAM pustaka zrI gautamasvAmI, zrI pArzvanAthasvAmI, sastAM rakhAya te ja pracAra ane uThAva sAre siddhacakrajInA phaTAo sAthe zAradApUjananI thAya. satya pAlana uparanI A kathA rasaprada vidhi, AratI, chaMda, prabhAtiyuM vagerene ane bedhaka che. saMgraha che. cepaDApUjana karavA mATe A

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kalyANa; navembara-15ra : 455 . pustikA upayogI che, brAhmaNane bolAvavAnI ghaNuone rahe che, paNa lekhake lakhavAnI kaLA jarUra nahi rahe. hAtha karI che, evI kaLA bIjAmAM ochI jovAmAM vividha pUjA saMgrahaH prakAzaka: zrI Ave che. pustakanuM geTaapa vagere suMdara che. caMdulAla jeThAlAla khaMbhAtavALA The. lAlabAga samakIta saDasaTha bolanI sajhAyaH snAtra maMDaLa khetavADI 3jI galI, DAhyAbhAI saMpAdakaH prabhudAsa bahecaradAsa pArekha, prakAzakaH ghelAno mALe, 1le mALe, muMbaI 4, krAuna zrI jaina zreyaskara maMDaLa mahesANuM (u. gU.) soLa pijI 388 pija mUlya 3-0-0 zrI 131 pija beDapaTTI bAInDIMga mUlya 0-12-0 siddhacaka ArAdhananI nave divasanI vidhi samakIta saDasaTha belanI sajhAyano zabdAtha, uparAMta navANuM prakArI, saTha prakArI, bAra gAthAthI ane vizeSAtha ApI samakatanA vratanI, pIstAlIza AgamanI, aSTaprakArI, saDasaTha bolanI spaSTa samajaNa ApI che. A ane vizasthAnakAdi pUjAone saMgraha che, pustakanA abhyAsa vAMcana ane mananathI zraddhA tIrtho vagerenA TAo paNa ApyA che. anekagaNI piSAya ema che. narakezarI vA narakezvarI lekhaka zrI divyadazanaH [ sAptAhika ] prakAzakaH zrI jayabhikakhu : prakAzaka : zrI gurjara graMtharatna acabhAI cImanalAla jhaverI 167-169 kAkA kAryAlaya The. gAMdhI roDa, amadAvAda krAuna sTITa muMbaI-4 A sAptAhikane amane soLa pejI 416 peja mUlya rUA. sADA pAMca che ane divALI aMka maLe che. sAptAzrI jayabhikhunI kalama eTale kahevAnuM zuM hikamAM pU. munirAja zrI bhAnuvijayajI mahAhoya ? A pustakamAM navIna zailie magadha rajazrInAM pravacana apAya che. tenA rAja zreNikanuM jIvana AlekhyuM che. lekhaka upara grAhaka saMkhyAne vAcanamAMthI zraddhApaSaka ghaNuM navA yuganI gherI chAyA paDelI te che eTale maLI rahe ema che. vArSika lavAjama rUA. 6) lakhANanI keTalIka hakIkato sAthe matabheda natana prakAzane Ajeja maMgAvo ! daherAsare mATe spezIyala agarabattI sva. A. zrI sAgarAnaMda surIzvarajI mahA. daherAsaro, maMdira ane dhArmika sthaLomAM rAjanAM AcArAMga sUtra, SaDazake prakaraNa, ane] jenI suvAsa judI ja tarI Ave che, te sthAnAMga sUtra AdinAM vyAkhyAne temaja vyA. vA | umadA ane kiMmatI padArthomAMthI banAvelI. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAjanAM | jAhera pravacano AdhyAtmika lekho eTale1 sakhe AvavAnI kaLA vyAkhyAno ane divya agarabatto. - jIvavAnI kai jAhera pravacane] 1-8-0 ghaNuM ja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che, Apa 2 88re athavA gurUmaMtra [AcArAMga ane pavitra ane suvAsita agarabattI maMgAvI DazakanAM vyAkhyAno. --- 3-0-0 | khAtrI karo ! amArI bIjI spezIyAlIsTa. 3 mahAgrata ane AdhyAtmika lekha divyasenTa, kAzmIrI, zAMta, bhAratamAtA mALA sthAnAMgasUtranAM vyAkhyAne ane namunA mATe lakhe. lekhe.] dhI naDIAda agarabattI varkasa -: lakho :- ke. sTezana roDa, naDIAda, zAha ratanacada karalAla The. bhavAnI reMTha punA-2, sela ejanTa semacaMda DI. zAha zAha nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa pAlItANuM. [rASTra] [ ke. amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda, 1 samajI"

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beThuM che ? * jagaDu ! jIvate mela, panotera paDuM nahi. * para dA ne zva rI ja ga Da zA ha UR - 9: zrI phulacaMda harIcaMda dezI-mahuvAkara : - praveza 8 me divasamAM dAnavIra zeTha jagaDUzAhe samasta gAmaDAo : avaninA AdhArasamA bhAratavarSamAM TheraThera anAjanA kaThAro khulA megharAjA ! rAjA, Aje tuM kema rUTha bApalA? mUkayA che. garIbo mATe gAmegAma rasoDAM taLAvaDAM sUkAI gayAM, kuvA khAlIkhama thayA. cAlu che. anAja vinA ApaNA dezane eka vAvaDInAM pANu pAtALa pahoMcyAM, pazuDAM maravA paNa mANasa marI na jAya e mATe dAMDI paDayAM, bALake TaLavaLavA lAgyAM, page pATe pITIne jAhera karavAmAM Ave che ke, jene baMdhAya paNa kaMi peTe pATA baMdhAya che ? have dANAnI jarUra hoya te kAMThAne daravAje AvelA jhADavAnAM pAMdaDAM paNa sUkAI gayAM, paza to koThAra para jAya ane jene bhejananI jarUra zuM paNa have to paMkhIDAM paNa taraphaDavA lAgyAM hoya te vIra vizrAmane meTe rasoDe jAya. o prabhu ! A duniyAnuM have zuM thavA bAla jagaDu dAtAranI jaya ! | (sI aMtima jayakArane jhIle che) - bIgAmaDIo : [ hatAza thaIne ]. A zaherI : are bhAIo ! ApaNuM bhAgya are rAma ! rAma! cAre tarapha rakhaDI-ravaThIne khulI gayAM. dAnavIra zeTha jagaDUzAhanA koThAra thAka paNa eka roTalIne TukaDo kayAMye mA ughaDI gayA. cAla ! have jhaTa cAle ! kacchanA nahi. zuM duniyAmAMthI dayA-dhamane tadana dAtAra ziromaNInI dayAthI ApaNe bhUkhanA nAza thaI gaye? e prabhu ! AvI Aphata kata bhayaMkara duHkhamAMthI ugarI gayA. ApaNe beDe kayAM sudhI ? pAra thaI gayo! bole ! dAnavIra zeTha jagata zaherI : bhAI! bhIkha mAMgatA tamArI zAhane jaya ! . bhUkha nathI bhAMgatI e to ThIka paNa mane (jayakArane jhIlatA sau jAya che.) to pisA detAM paNa anAjanA dANu nathI praveza 9 maLatA. juo ! A eka dramanA tera caNA sthaLa-zeTha jagaDuzAhanI bhejanazALA. maLyA che. have e huM khAuM ke bairIne khavaDAvuM (bhejanazALAmAM koI jame che, kaI ke bALakane ApuM ? are bhagavAna, AvI jamavA bese che, koI jamIne cAlatA thAya che.) Aphata karatAM te meta sAruM munima : khUba jamajo ! badhA peTabharIne (dAMDI pITAvAne avAja saMbhaLAya che.) khAje ! A annakSetra dareka vyaktine mATe zaherI: are sAMbhaLe te kharA! A rAtadivasa khulluM che. dAMDI pITanAra zuM kahe che? (nepathyamAMthI) sipAI. munamijI! bahAra eka datya sAMbhaLe ! bhadrAvatI nagarInAM nara-nArIo ! je bhUkhALa mANasa "khAuM ! khAuM !" kAna daIne sAMbhaLe ! duSkALanAM A dehelA karate AvyuM che.

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kalyANa navembara-1952; : 457 : : AvavA do ene ! A munima: zeThajI! A bhUkhALa keme annakSetramAM AvIne jamavAnI keIne paNa karatAM dharAte nathI. pIrasanArA pIrasI pIramanAI nathI. sIne thAkI gayA paNa enuM peTa te bharAbhUkhALavo? khAuM khAuM ! huM vara. tuM ja nathI. sene bhUkhe chuM. mArA aMgeaMgamAM bhayaM jagaDuzAhaH ema che? te ene ghInI kara bhUkha vyApI gaI che. khAvA Api ! keThImAM UtArIne nAthI enA moDhAmAM ghI khAvA Ape ! raDavA mAMDe ! | munimaH besa, bhAI basa ! tane jeTaluM (bhUkhALavAne ghInI koThImAM nAkhI enA joIe teTaluM peTa bharIne khA ! khAI khAIne meDhAmAM ghI reDavAmAM Ave che.) tuM keTaluM khAvAnuM hatuM ? bhUkhALave. basa! rahevA de ! have (jamavA besADe che. pIrasanArA pIrasavA rahevA do! basa kare ! huM mANasa nathI, paNa mAMDe che. bhUkhALa badhuM khAte Ave che.) paMdaratero duSkALa pote chuM. huM te tamane harAvavA AvyuM hatuM paNa tame ja mane harAvI pIrasanAra : munimajI ! A mANasa dIdho. basa kara ! have basa kara ! have te nathI paraMtu keI rAkSasa lAge che. hajAro marI jaiza! mAruM peTa phATI jaze ! " mANaso jamI gayA paNa enuM peTa te bharA. , tuM ja nathI. jagaDuzAhaH nahi, have te AkhI kaThInuM tamAma ghI tAre ja pIvuM paDaze. munimaH kaMI vadhe nahi, e jeTaluM khAya teTaluM khavaDA ! bhUkhALave javA de ! have mane jIvato rahevA de ! huM hAryo ! o jagaDUzAha ! tuM (bhUkhALavo khAte Ave che, bIjAnI mane ahIMthI jIvato javA de te huM paMdarathALIomAMthI leto Ave che ane "khAuM ! tero dukALa * kadI paDavAne nathI. A mAruM khAuM !" karate Ave che.) vacana che! "jagaDu ! jIvato mela, panajagaDuzAhaH (AvIne) zuM che muni. retera paDu nahi!" ma? A zuM utpAta che ? . (paDado paDe che.) jainamaMdira upayogI kArIgarIvALAM upakaraNe cAMdI ane jaramana sIvaranAM patarAM jaDIta ratha, siMhAsana, samavasaraNa, bAjoTha, bhaMDAra, pAlakhI, svapnAM, vigere tamAma prakAranAM upakaraNa banAvanAra. :: prakhyAta zilpIe :: mIstrI cImanalAla aMbAlAlanI ka. hIrAbAga, khattaragalI sI. pI. TenkaH muMbaI-4.

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HiImApatramANa (kalyANano patra vibhAga, " paramArtha patramAlA" vibhAgadhArA kalyANa"nA vAcakonI sAthe meM saMsargamAM rahevAnI amArI '' 'thojanA che. rAjakIya, sAmAjika temaja dhArmika viSayanA cAlu pro, carcAo tathA vicAra vinimaya mATe A vibhAga 4 kalyANa mAM zarU karyo che. potAne je kaMI vicAre viSe jANavA, samajavA ke carcA karavA jevuM lAge te " kalyANu'nA saMpAdaka para mokalavAthI A vibhAgamAM tene aMge vicAravinimaya thaze. koIpaNa vyakti ke koinI aMgata bAbate ahiM nahi raju thAya. praznakAra pitAnuM nAma pragaTa karavA nahi Icache ane saMjJA mekalaze, te javAba te rIte ahiM rajU thaze. bhAi zrI bAga-jhAMjhIbAra-ApaNA samA- rivAjemAM ApaNe hiMdu samAjanA niyamAnusAra Aje jamAM vartamAnamAM cAlatI lagnaprathA bAbatano tamAro vyavahAra karI rahyA chIe. janmathI mAMDI maraNa parya", patra maLyo. lagnavyavahAramAM Aje nirarthaka je dhamAla, tanA keTalAka evA vyavahAro che ke, je Aje hiMdu samAADaMbara tathA kharcAo thaI rahyA che, te keTalIka veLA janA rItarivAja mujaba ApaNA paraMparAgata vyavahAromAM anicchanIya hoya che. sAdAIthI A prasaMga pate te pracalita banyA che. alabatta dhArmika vyavahAramAM ISTa che. paNa AjakAla " sAdAI nI pAchaLa paNa ApaNe dareka rIte svataMtra chIe. ApaNA dharmagu ADaMbara, daMbha tathA moTAInAM pradarzane jAya che. te saMsAratyAgI hovAthI jaina samAjanA putra-putrI tyAre ghaDibhara ema thaI jAya che ke, zuM sAdAI saMtAnane cerImAM besADI-paraNAvI Ape zabdano artha Ama daMbhane poSavAmAM thatuM haze ke ? te teonI pavitratA, teone * Adarza tathA Aje jIvananA pratyeka vyavahAromAM mAnavasamAje teonI paraMparAgata lokottara maryAdAne kaI rIte parimIta kharcAvALA banavuM joIze. nAkanA ke nAmanA susaMgata nathI ja. pAchaLanA pAra vinAnA khoTA kharcAothI saMsAramAM jeoe samasta saMsArane tyajI, kevala Atmaaneka pApa janme che. saMtApa, mUMjhavaNu temaja kalyANanI khAtara mana, vacana ane kAyAthI dunyavI zArIrika-mAnasika kaleze AnI pAchaLa pedA thayA ja saMbaMdhanA mamatvane mUkI daI, zrI jinezvaradevanA kare che. putra ke putrInA lagna prasaMge sAdAIthI vyava- sarvavirati mArgano svIkAra karyo che, teo AvI hAra karanArA mA-bApe Aje hamajI gaNavA badhI pravRttiomAM svane paNa bhAga laI na zake. dhArmika joie yena-kena paisA meLavavA pAchaLa, ane A bAbatamAM ApaNe emane sarvAdhikArI tarIke svIkArIte daMbhI jalasAomAM kharcavA pAchaLa je rIte rIe chIe tyAre anyonya sAmAjika-sAMsArika AjanA mAnava saMsAranuM lakSyabiMdu dhaDAI gayuM che, vyavahAramAM tenA upadezathI virUddha, jaina siddhAMta emAM koIpaNa rIte palaTe Ave ja joIe. viparIta ApaNI pravRtti na hovI joIe, eTaluM ja have Ave che, tamAre bIjo mudo: "lagnavidhimAM ApaNe emane sarvAdhikArI kabUlyA pachI jovAnuM brAhmaNe Ave che ane je kAMI kriyAkAMDo kare che te rahe che. zuM icachanIya che ?' Ano javAba e hoI zake ke patramAM tame sUcavelA badhA muddAone javAba ApaNe jaina samAja tarIke che. saMskRtinA pravAhamAM AvI jAya che. haju paNa khAsa na samajAya tevI rahelA chIe. dhameM jaina hovA chatAMye sAmAjika daSTie vAta hoya te vistArapUrvaka avasare jaNAvaze. jethI ApaNe hiMdu chIe. eTale keTalAka sAmAjika rIta- vadhu spaSTatA thaI zake,

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kalyANa nivembara-19para8 : 459 : lAgyA kare che ke, Aje A dezanAyake saMskRti bhAI pravINacaMdra mahetA-gavArapha- hiMdu nAzanA mArge jANe-ajANe jaI rahyA che. je dezamAM saMskRti ' nA svAbhimAnapUrvaka lakhAyelA tamArA bane saMskRti, saccAritra ke nItiniyamanAM baMdhane, tenI patro vAMcA-vicAryA. AphrikA jevA dara dezamAM rahevA maryAdA ane tenI pavitratA, hAme A rIte chaDecoka chatAM bhAratamAM tenA dezanAyakoThArA saMskRti drohanA droha ubho karAtuM hoya, te dezanuM utthAna, ke pragati je avicArI kAryo potAnI javAbadArInAM bhAna avazya raMdhAtI jAya che. A eka aitihAsika satyane vinA thaI rahyA che. tene aMgenI tamArI manovsathA AjanA ApaNuM taMtravAhake na bhUle ema ApaNe tame je rIte vyakta karI rahyA che, temAM huM mArI jarUra IcchIzuM. samavedanA pragaTa karuM chuM. hiMdusaMskRti e tyAga, satya,saMyama tathA vizvabaMdhuM tvanA pAyA para ubhelI bhavya imArata che, saMskRtinA bhAI! Aje hiMdamAM badheya kevaLa zirSAsanane A pAyAo e saMskRtine pitAne prANa che, AnI prayoga cAlI rahyo che. mAthuM nIce ane paga uMce khAtara dezanA prAcIna saMta, mahAtmAo ke tyAgI evA prakAranI kriyAne ApaNe tyAM zirSAsana kahevAya mahApurUSoe pitAnuM sarvasva balidAna ApyuM che, che. bhAratanA rAjadvArI purUSa Ama buddhimAna, vyava* AmAMno eka paNa pAye je khaseDAyA, te saMskRhAradakSa ke catura che, emAM be mata nathI ja. paNa tinI bhavya ImAratane besI jatAM vAra nahi lAge, bhAratavarSanI jugajUnI saMskRti viSe teo Aje ane saMskRtinA nAza pachI dezamAM je kAMI navaracanA. je kAMI belI ke AcarI rahyA che, te teonA hAthe AbAdi ke unnatinI vAte yA yojanAo e kevaLa chabaraDAo ja vaLI rahyA che, ema kahevuM e jarAye maraNa pAchaLanA marasIyAM ja che, prANa vinAnA khoatizayoktibharyuM nathI. AmAM sva. zrI gAMdhIjIthI khAnI pUjA che. mAMDIne zrI purUSottamadAsa TaMDana jevA badhAye rAjakIya ApaNe jarUra icchIzuM ke, hiMda jevA saMskRtiAgevAno samAveza thaI jAya che. premI prAcIna bhAratanA AjanA taMtravAhako khUba ja teo ghaDIkamAM "hiMdu-muslIma vaccenA reTI samajaNa pUrvaka saMskRti utthAnanI mAge Daga bhare ! vyavahAranI vAta kare che, ghaDikamAM vaLI teo bane ane jANe-ajANe hiMdu saMskRti mATe bhayarUpa je komanA sAmAjika vyavahAro judA hoI baMne mATenA pravRttio teonA hAthe thaI rahI che. te mArgethI sAmAjika kAyadAo judA hovA joIe nI teo pAchA vaLe ! bUmo mAre che. A badhI teonA bhASaNamAM nitanavI A sivAya Aje ApaNe bIjuM zuM karI belAnI vAta parathI ApaNane te kharekhara ema ja zakIe tema chIe ? mIstrI cInubhAI enDa kAM | jina pratimAjInAamAre tyAM jaina daherAsaro tathA maMdiranuM | lepa mATe pUchAvo ! senA-cAMdInuM kAma jevuM ke, AMgI, mugaTa, siMhAsana, ratha, IndravajAnI gADI vagerenuM amoe saurASTra, gujarAta, dakSiNa, mAravADa, kAma suMdara ane saMtoSapUvaka karI ApavAmAM ane kacchanA ghaNA zaheramAM lepanuM kAma saMtoSapUrvaka " Ave che. karI ApyuM che. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI pAlItANA peDhImAM ane temanA hastaka cAlatAM ghaNAM kAme karI The. pArekha paLa, ujhA [ U. gu.] | sarTIphIkeTa meLavyAM che, tA. ke, amArA mAnavaMtA grAhakone peInTara jhaverabhAI govIMda. eka vakhata padhAravA tathA amane , zAmajI jhaverabhAI pUchAvavA vinaMti che. The ja gumistrInI zerI pAlItANA,

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- nI ka se TI : -: sa -: pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara :- 2 pharI A rAjya ApaNuM che.' AthI rAjamAtA aMgadezamAM caMpA nAme nagarI che. te nagarImAM kamalaprabhA, bALaka zrIpAlane potAnI keDa para besADI siMharatha nAme rAjA rAjya karate hate. te rAjAne rAtorAta acAnaka nagarImAMthI bhAgI chUTayA. A kamaLaprabhA nAme paTTarANI che. siMharatha rAjAne moTI paNa kamanI lIlA che. eka vakhate jenA paDyA bolane vaye kamaLaprabhAnI kUkhe putra thayo. rAjyazrInuM pAlana vadhAvI levA seMkaDo dAsa-dAsIo hAjara rahetAM. pANI karavAmAM samartha te putranuM nAma rAjAe zrIpAla rAkhyuM. mAMgatAM dUdha bhaLatuM, te rAjamAtAne ghera jaMgalamAM - saMsAramAM sahunA badhA divase eka sarakhA-jatA bhayaMkara rAtrinA samaye rAjakumArane keDe besADI raste nathI. pAMca pAMca dhAvamAtAothI lAlana-pAlana pAmate kApavo paDe che. kAMTA-patharAothI gIcogIca jaMgazrIpAla jyAre be varSano thayo tyAre siMharatha rAjA lanA rastAne laMdhatA rAjamAtA thAke che. bALaka akasmAta phUla rogathI mRtyu pAmyA. rAjAnA kaTALe che. chatA uime kaMTALe che. chatAM himmata ekaThI karI, rAjamAtA acAnaka mRtyuthI rAjakulamAM zekanuM vAtAvaraNa pharI AgaLane AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. ' vaLyuM. kamalaprabhA patinA mRtyuthI mAthA para vajana eTalAmAM divasa thayo. sAmethI koDhIyA bhANapaDayAnI jema AdhAtathI vihavala banI gayA, paNa tenuM moTuM ToLuM rAjamAtAne maLyuM. rAjarANInuM bhatisAgara ma trIe rAjamAtAne zAMtvana ApyuM. tejasvI lalATa, ane temanAM zarIranA dekhAvathI A maMtrIe tarata ja rAjAnA acAnaka mRtyuthI rAjya mANase rAjamAtAne koI moTA gharanI strI tarIke para bALaka zrIpAlane sthApyA. ane be varSanA bALaka jANI. emanI badhI hakIkata pUchI-sAMbhaLI emane zrIpAla para rAjasiMhAsanane abhiSeka karyo. temaja AzvAsana Ape che. kamalaprabhA, pitA para vItela rAjA zrIpAlanA nAmathI maMtrI matisAgara badhI rAjya banAvathI kSaNabhara hiMmUDha bane che, karmanI gati vyavasthA calAvavA lAgyA. keTakeTalI vicitra che ? rAjA siMharathanuM acAnaka caMpAnA rAjA siMhanA mRtyuthI tenA bhAI mRtyu, rAjyanuM patana ane jaMgalamAM bhAgI chUTavuM. ajitasenanI manovRtti palaTAI. caMpAnuM rAjya paDAvI chatAM dhIratAthI kamalaprabhA, pitAnA hRdayane vajanuM levAno sattAlobha ajitasenanA hRdayamAM jAgrata thayo. banAvI, A badhuM sahe che. lobha e kharekhara bhayaMkara pApa che. aneka prakAranA rAjamAtAnA gayA pachI, ajitasene caMpAnuM rAjya anarthonI utpatti lobhane AdhIna che. ajitasene laI lIdhuM ane rAjamAtA temaja zrIpAlane pakaDavA mATe caMpAnagarInA rAjakaLanA je je jInA mANaso hatA te potAnA sainikone Adeza karyo. sainike kamalaprabhAnI badhAne dAma ane bhedathI vaza karI lIdhA. teNe acA- pU che e ja raste AvyA. gheDesvArone AvatAM joI naka caMpAne ghero ghAlyo atisAgara maMtrI A badhA kaDhIyAonA ToLAe rAjamAtA temaja zrIpAlane vAtAvaraNane pAmI gayA. te tarata ja rAjamAtA pitAnAM ToLAmAM chUpAvI dIdhA. sainiko nirAza thaI kamalaprabhAnI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA, " devI! pAchA gayA. koI paNa rIte bALaka zrIpAlanuM rakSaNa thAya tema A badhA uMbaree zrIpAlakumArane temaja karo, tame ahithI rAtorAta nIkaLI jAo, nahitara; rAjamAtAne khaccara para besADayAM. te loko banenI zrIpAlano jAna jokhamamAM che. ajitasena, zrIpAlane uttama prakAranI sevA karavA lAgyA ane mAtAnI jema mArI caMpAne svAdhIna karavA Icche che, Aje AkhI kamalaprabhAne bhakitapUrvaka pUjavA lAgyA. A lokonI caMpA nagarImAM ApaNuM mANasa kaI nathI ane sAthe rAjamAtA krame ujajayinI nagarImAM AvyA. AvA avasare koIne vizvAsa paNa kema rAkhI keDhiyA mANasonA paricayathI bALaka zrIpAlanAM zarI je koi paNa rIte zrIpAla jIvate haze. te ramAM koDha roga lAgu paDaze. rAjamAtA ujjayinI mAM rahI

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kalyANa nivembara-1952 : 461 : zrIpAlane pALe che ane bALaka zrIpAla, dhIredhIre maLe che. amAre emAMnuM kAMI joItuM nathI, ame moTo thAya che. jJAna, vijJAna, sAhitya, kalA AdinA tamArI kIrtine sAMbhaLI ahiM AvyA chIe. viSayamAM zrIpAlakamAra pravINa bane che. dharmazraddhA amArA rANAne mATe eka strI joIe che, mATe pahelethI savizeSa che. amane e Ape eTale amAre ghaNuM thayuM. ? " zrIpAlanA zarIramAM koDha vadhato rahyo. AthI A sAMbhaLI maMtrI kahe che, "bhAI ! AvA rAjamAtA kamalabhA tene sAru kauzAMbI nagarImAM koDhIyAne koI potAnI dIkarI Ape ?' prasiddha vaidarAja pAse Sadha levA gayA, zrIpAlakumArane galitAMgulie kahyuM "ame mAlava dezanA rAjAnI ujajalinImAM mUkIne koDhIyAonuM ToLuM deza- prakhyAti sAMbhaLI che ke, " e koinI prArthanAne paradezamAM pharavA nikaLI paDayuM, aneka deza- bhaMga karatA nathI, te amArA rASTra mATe kAI dAsAnA paradezamAM pharIne te loka ujayinI mAM AvyA. ke kai vilAsinInI kanyA tame Ape eTale amAre ane zrIpAlakumArane rAjA banAvI temane khaccara para kAma thAya.' besADI te badhA sevakanI jema temanI sevA karavA lAgyA. prajApAla rAjA A sAMbhaLe che. hamaNAM ja bharasabhAmAM madanAsuMdarIe rAjAnuM je apamAna karyuM che, te tene hADohADa lAgyuM che. te roSa enAM hRdayaprajApAla rAjA potAnA parivAranI sAthe ujaja- mAMthI haju zamyo nathI. ethI teNe te lokone kahyuM; yinInI bahAra rAjaratethI jaI rahyA che, e veLA emanI : tamAre je joIe che te huM tamane ApIza. tame hAme seMkaDe mANasonuM ToLuM AvI rahyuM che. rastAmAM hamaNAM rAjamaMdiramAM Ave. ATalA khAtara mArI, cAmara kULano gaTagaTA uDI rahyA che, e avasara kItine huM zA sArU DAdha lagA' gussAmAM dhamadhamate - prajApAla, pitAnA maMtrIne kahe che " A sAmethI rAjA pAcho pharyo. tenA hRdayamAM enA e ja vicAkoNa Ave che ? je koI heya te lokone bIjA nI dhaDamathala cAlu thaI. mabAsuMdarI pratyene tene raste javAnuM kaho ! ' roSa ghaNo tIvra che. ethI teNe nakkI karyuM; "madanA maMtrIe AvanAra mANasenA ToLAnI vAta e mArI pUrva bhavanA koI varaNuM che, jeNe mAra jANIne rAjAne vinati karI; " svAmina ! eka sarakhI thoDuM paNa gaurava rahevA na dIdhuM. mATe ene. A vayanA, sarakhA svarUpanA 700 keDhiyA mANasanuM kadIyAne gaLe vaLagADI dauM.' che AvI rahyuM che, taoe eka bALakane khacara rAjamaMdire AvI teNe madanAsuMdarIne bolAvI; para besADI pitAne rAjA tarIke sthApe che ane pAtAnA rAjya tarIke sthApyA che ane madanAne rAjAe gussAmAM kahI dIdhu; " je haju dezaparadezamAM pharatA teo ahiM AvI rahyA che, paNa mArI kRpAthI sukha che, ema huM mAnatI hA mATe ApaNe A mArga mUkIne bIjA raste jaIe. te sArA rAjakumAranI sAthe tene paraNavIne sukhI eTale rAjA tarata bIjA rastA bAju jyAM vaLe che eTa- karuM. paNa jo tuM tArAM pitAnAM karmane mAnatI ho, lAmAM e mANase rAjAnI pAse AvavA lAgyA. te A kaDhIe tArA karmathI ahiM AvyA che, rAjAe maMtrIne kahyuM; " e lokone je kAMI te e ja tAro pati che. emAM have mAre bIjo joIe te ApIne ravAnA karo." eTalAmAM galitAM. vicAra karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. '' guli nAmano koDhIya maMtrI AvI rAjAne vinati ' hasatAM hasatAM madanAsuMdarIe ja dhIratApUrvaka kare cheH " svAmina ! amAre svAmI uMbara rANo che, prajApAla rAjAne kahe che, ke pitAjI ! mArA karmothI ane ame tenA sevako chIe. deza-paradezamAM jyAM je mane maLyA chete rAjA ho ke daridra che, paNa jaIe chIe tyAM amane dhana, mAna, sanmAna badhuM mAre pramANe che. ' Ama kahI te uMbara rANAnA

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: 462 : savanI kasoTI. hAthane pote grahaNa kare che ane uMbara rANAnI sAthe banyA. ATaATalI ApattionI sAme draDhatApUrvaka te avasare madanAsuMdarInuM pANigrahaNa thayuM. eka TakI rahenArA madanAsuMdarInI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahI bAju krodhanA AvezamAM aMdha prajApAla rAjAnI gayAM. temaNe zAMta paNa makkama avAje potAnA patine jaDatA, ane bIjI bAju, satya siddhAMtanA pAlananI kahyuM; "nAtha ! Apa mane badhuM kahI zako cho, paNa khAtara madanAsuMdarInI apUrva dhIratA. A banne vastu pharIthI AvAM pApavacane mane nahi kahetA. kAraNa ke atyAre bhAvinA trAjavAmAM taLAI rahI che. kharekhara AvAM vacanothI mAro AtmA dubhAya che. eka te sattvazALI AtmAo satya siddhAMtanI khAtara game te tyAga karavAmAM heja paNa DagatA nathI. mATe ja amAre strI janma, pApanA yoge amane maLyo che, madanAsuMdarInI &tA. sAvitA ane mamatA apUrva temAM paNa je strI janmamAM zIla na hoya te enA rahI che. jevI adhamatA bIjI kaI hoI zake ? zIla e ja rAjaparivAramAM atyAre khaLabhaLATa thaI rahyo che. strIonuM bhUSaNa che. strIonuM sarvasva e ja che. rAjAno kaparUpa bhaDabhaDatA agninA A pariNAmane jIvanane sAra zIla ja che, ane zIla sivAya koI jevA chatAM koi kAMI bolI zakatuM nathI. madanAsaMda. bIjI suMdara vastu A jagatamAM ramIo mATe nathI ja. rInI mAtA rUpasuMdarI AthI kheda pAmI, potAnA bhAI mATe maraNaparyaMta tame ja mArA mATe zaraNa che, puNyapAlane tyAM jaIne rahyAM. samasta ujajayinImAM Azraya che, A sivAya mAruM je thavAnuM hoya te atyAre core ne cauTe eka ja vAta carcAI rahI che. thAo. paNa AmAM saheja paNa pheraphAra nathI. " madakoI madanAsuMdarInI uddhatAIne vakhoDe che, kAI nAsuMdarInA vacananI madhuratA, satvazIlatA ane dRDhatA loke rAjAnA avicArI kAryanI niMdA kare che, sAMbhaLI uMbara rANo khUba ja AnaMda pAme. kaI maklAsuMdarInI mAtA temaja upAdhyAyanI niMdA kare che ane keTalAka loko jaina dharmanI niMdA karI madanAsuMdarIne kaDhIAnI sAthe vaLagADI, prajArahyA che. kharekhara ajJAnatA javArUpe saMsAramAM pAlajA vADA ghaNA sAta thayA. anA zAya koIka vatI rahI che. zape pitAnI mahattA siddha karavA eNe tarata ja * A avasare accara para besI, ubara rANAnI sAthe surasuMdarI ane aridamana rAjakumArane vivAha mahemadanAsuMdarI teonA AvAsasthAne AvyAM. rAta (sava khUba ja ADaMbarathI ujaLe. samagra ujajayipaDavA AvI. vAtAvaraNamAM zAMti patharAI gaI, te nInA loko banne vara-vadhune joIne atizaya AnaMda samaye uMbara rANo madanAne kahe che: "zANI rAja- pAmyA. keTalAke rAjAnI, temaja keTalAka surakumArI kriodhanA AvezamAM aMdha banIne rAjAe A suMdarInI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA, keTalAka tenA akArya karyuM che. hajI kAMI bagaDayuM nathI. mATe koI upAdhyAyanI ane keTalAka abudha ke zaivadharmonI uttama rAjakumAranI sAthe tame paraNe. nahitara tamArI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. A kaMcana jevI kAyA mArA paricayathI regI banaze. kAraNa ke A roga mane paNa saMsarga thI AvyA che. A badhAnI vacce aridamana rAjakumAra pitAnA te tamArA AvA suMdara rUpane saphaLa karo. ! ' vizAla parivAranI sAthe AnaMdapUrvaka surasuMdarIne laI | bhajanAsuMdarInAM vaja jevA kaThaNa hRdayamAM paNa potAnA nagara bhaNI cAlI nIkaLe. surasuMdarIne ubara rANAnAM A zabdo AghAta upajAvanArA utsAha A veLA aMgamAM samAte nathI. - pra cA 2 ka nI jarUra che - 'kalyANamAsikanA grAhako, sabhya ane jA+kha meLavI zake evA pramANika mANasanI jarUra che, vizeSa vigata jANavA mATe nIcenA saranAme patravyavahAra kareH-- kalyANa prakAzana maMdira -pAlItANuM.

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hiMdabharanA jainenuM aitihAsika yAtrAdhAma zrI caMdraprabhAsapATaNa tIrthanI yAtrAne ja A parva lA bha ka saurASTranA pazcima-dakSiNa samudra kinAre hiMdanA jainenuM aitihAsika yAtrAdhAma zrI caMdraprabhAsa tIrtha AveluM che. A suprasiddha mahAtIrthanI sthApanA A avasarpiNI kAlanA prathamatIrthakara zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA zAsanamAM thaI che. tyArabAda TheTha caramatIrthakara zrI mahAvIrasvAmInAM zAsana sudhI A mahAtIrthane mahimA uttarottara vadhate ja AvyuM che. A tIrthanA tIrthAdhirAja zrI caMdaprabhasasvAmIne upakAra A bhUmi para vizeSa rIte che, teo chAstha avasthAmAM ahiM samudra kinAre kAyotsarga dhyAne rahyA hatA. teonuM samavasaraNa paNa ahiM racAyuM hatuM. A tIrtha bhUmipara zrI caMdraprabhasvAmInA ratnamaya jinabiMbo pUrvakAlamAM ahiM bharAyAM hatAM. ' vartamAnamAM zrI caMdraprabhasvAmInA kA TanA bhavya, prasanna, madhura, ramaNIya pratimAjI, vallabhIbha ganA samaye AkAza mA adhiSThAyakanI bhakitathI prerAi padhAryA che. pUrvakAlamAM saMkhyAbaMdha jinamaMdiro ahi hatAM. e viSenA prAcIna ullekho maLI Ave che, kumArapAla mahArAjAe temaja vastupAla-tejapAle paNa ahi suMdara jinamaMdira baMdhAvyAM hatAM. hiMdabharanuM hiMduonuM aitihAsika tIrtha somanAtha mahAdevanuM maMdira paNa ahiM samudra kAMThe AveluM che. Aje zrI caMdraprabhasvAmInA maMdirano bhavya jIrNoddhAra thaI rahyo che. ahiM gajendrapUrNaprasAnuM navanimaoNNa thayuM che. zaheranA madhyabajAranA levalathI 45 phuTa uMcu traNa majalAnuM 100470 phuTanI laMbAI pahoLAIvALI jagyAmAM patharAyeluM gagatacuMbI AlizAna jinAlaya hiMdabharamAM A ekaja che. A derAsaramAM nava gabhArA che. pAMca zikharo, traNa dhummaTo, ane devakulikAo maMdiranI zobhAmAM vadhAro karI rahyAM che. raMgamaMDapa, kerImaMDapa temaja vizAla nRtyamaMDapa temaja temAM rahelA ArasanA sthaMbhonI mAlAthI maMdira devavimAna jevuM lAge che. AvA alaukika jinamaMdiranAM nirmANamAM AtyAra sudhI ATha lAkha ra0 kharacAI cukyA che. haju maMdiramAM rUpakAma, zilpakAma temaja pAkApalAsTaranuM kAma bAkI che. jemAM Azare rUA. traNa lAkhanA kharcane aMdAja che. Apa zrI saMghane amArI namra vinaMti che ke, A mahAtIrtha bhUminI eka vakhata yAtrA-sparzanA karI, jIvananI saphalatA karavApUrvaka tIrthayAtrAno lAbha le ! temaja mahAtIrthanA jIrNodhdhAranA phALAmAM sahu koI kula nahi te phulanI pAMkhaDI avazya madada mokalAvo ! zrI caMdraprabhAsapATaNa jainatIrtha jIrNodhAraka kamiTi madada mokalavAnAM sthaLoH zrI jaina zvetAMbara saMdha zeTha harakhacaMda makanajI. mAnadamaMtrI, 55/57 bajArageTa sTrITa, keTa, zrI hIrAcaMda vasanajI muMbai 1 : sTe. verAvaLa, prabhAsapATaNa (saurASTra)

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GOGICIDION - ja kalyANa bAlAkizora vibhAga pyArA bAlamitra ! namaste ! paNuM amArA Tebala para paDyA che, tamane nyAya Apa vAne ame zakya saghaLuM karI chUTIe chIe chatAM amAre dete ! vikramanA nUtana varSamAM Aje nirUpAye keTalAye lekhakonA lekhane radabAtala karavA ApaNe pahelAM ja maLIe chIe. 'bAlajagatanA paDe che. banI zake te rIte lekhamAM vaividhya lAve ! sahu zubhecchake, vAcake tathA lekhakone nUtana- duniyAmAM banatA banAve. jagatanA avanavA temaja varSAbhinaMdana! vikramanuM 2008 muM varSa bhUtakALanI itihAsa, vijJAna ke. zodha-kheLane navI zailIe lakhI anaMtatAmAM lapAIne cAlyuM gayuM. A te ekalo ! ekanI eka vAta vAraMvAra judA-judA anaMtakAla bhUtakALanI godamAM saMtAI gaye. lekhako taraphathI malatI rahe che, ene ame ahiM ene sarvajJa sivAya kazuM jANI zake ? koI rIte prasiddha karI zakIe tema nathI. tamane khabara che ? mahine pAMca pharamAM ApavAno "kalyANane mitro! navalavarSanA prAraMbhanA kAle niyama hovA chatAM Aje "kalyANa" dara mahine lagaApaNe jIvanamAM kAMIka satkArya karavAno zubha bhaga 6-7 pharamA jeTaluM vAMcana Ape che. te paNa saMka9pa karIe. jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che, maLelI kevaLa pAMca rUA.nA lavAjamamAM. A sthitimAM upayogI, suMdara sAmagrIo nAzavaMta che. A tanaDAnI mahatvanA tathA suMdara lekhone paheluM sthAna maLe e gulAbI, mukhaDAnI lAlI ane duniyAno svAbhAvika che. raMga-rAga badhuM eka divasa rAkhamAM rAkhanI priya dosta! "bAlajagata" mAM dina-pratidina jema malI jaze! e rakhe bhUlatA ! vaividhya AvI rahyuM che. haju A vibhAgane vizeSa vahAlA badhuM ! Aje tame yauvananA samRddha banAvavA ame prayatna karI rahyA chIe. dara pravezadvAre AvIne ubhA che, akhUTa zakti, mahine eka pharamA-8 peja jeTaluM vAcana, ramUjI sacitra vArtA, tathA kaTAkSa citro vagerethI bAlajagata' sAmarthya tathA tAkAtane bhaMDAra tamArAmAM bharyo cheDA ja samayamAM rasabhara banI prasiddha thaze. paDe che. deza, samAja tathA dharmanA utkarSa mATe tame AzArUpa gaNAtI mUDI che, Aje tame e nizcaya karI le ke, "saccAritrya. 'kalama dostamaMDaLanA nedhAyelA sabhyo saMskAra, sAttvikatA ItyAdi uttamakeTinA bAlajagata" nA dostamaMDala mATe sabhya guNathI jIvana saphalatAnA mArge Agekadama mAMDI noMdhAI rahyA che. jenI vArSika phI cAra AnA unata, urdhvagAmI tathA yazasvI banavuM che ? malI che, teonAM nAme ame noMdhI lIdhAM che. temanAM naMbaravAra nAmo nIce mUkyAM che. sahue pita-potAne zAsanadeva, tamane tamArA nizcayane saphala kramAMka khyAlamAM rAkhI patravyavahAra karavo ! banAvavA mATe Avazyaka sAmagdha Ape ! ( () zrI ramaNalAla hazeTha : vaya , e zubha abhilASA. natanavarSa tamane aneka varSa 18: bhASA gujarAtI, aMgrejI. zokhaH vAMcana, rIte yazasvI bano ! pravAsa, carcAo, patramaitrI, TikITa saMgraha. pi. be. naM. 178 : maduramAna, sudAna (AkrIkA), ApaNI vAtacita : (2) bhAI pameda ha. zAha C/o haragemitra tamArA lekhe haju gatAMka mATe AvelA vInadAsa rAmajI enDa sansa 194, semyuala sTrITa,

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kalyANa; navembara-19para. : 465 : muMbaI naM. 1 zekhaH TikITa saMgraha, sikakA saMgraha, vAcakonI vacce oLakhANa karAvanArI A hariphAImAM phoTogrAphI vagere, tame Aje ja joDAI jAo ! navI lekhana hariphAI (3) ramezacaMdra jecaMdabhAI jhaverI vaya : mATe AgAmI aMkamAM jotA rahejo! 16 varSa. abhyAsa; aMgrejI chaThThI. c/jecaMdabhAI ema. jhaverI, 140 AnaMdaraDa, mAravADI baMgalo, udhADI bArIka malADa (muMbaI) tamArA javAbo:' (4) azokakumAra sAkaracaMda jhaverI vaya : bA, mRtyu kema AvatuM haze ?" e gatAMkanA bAla14 varSa. abhyAsaH aMgrejI cethI. ke. 140 AnaM- jagatanA lekhanA lekhaka zrI araviMdakumAra parIkha-dAhoda dareDa, malADa (muMbaI) che, e sudhArIne vAMcavuM...bhAI dilIpakumAra zAMtilAla (5) navInacaMdra raNachoDadAsa saMdhavI. vaya : zAha dhorAjI-dastamaMDaLanA sabhya mATe tamAre patra 16 varSa. abhyAsa aMgrejI pAMcamI. c/o raNachoDa. maLe, sabhya phI maLI nathI...bhAI ramezacaMdra maganalAla dAsa nemicaMda saMghavI, The. AnaMdaraDa, jaina derAsaranI zAha surata-dastamaMDaLanA sabhya mATe phI mekalAvavI.. vADImAM, malADa, zAMtilAla nagInalAla Amoda-tame lekhanahariphAImAM bhAga laI zake che, dastamaMDaLanA sabhya banavuM joize. (6) harakhacaMda sAvalA c/o dharamazI dhanAnI lekha mekala hoya te navembaranI 17 mI sudhImAM meka- . ka. The. lakSmInivAsa, DIlAla reDa, bhAyakhAlA, lAvI de. lakhamazI deDhIyA jAmanagara-stamaMDaLanA muMbaI 27. sabhya banavA mATe tamArI vArSika praveza phI mokalavI. (7) rajanIkAMta phattecaMda rA. vaya 17 * himmata bI. pATavA rAdhanapura-lekha maLe, varSa. zekha : saMgIta, TikITasaMgraha. ane pheTogrApha. sArA kAgaLa para svaccha akSaramAM hAMsIyA pADI, The. 1, IsTa sTrITa, punAkempa (jI. AI. pI.). kAMIka vadhu kALajIpUrvaka lekha mokalo te avazya sthAna (8) ramezacaMdra ThAkaralAla zAha che. zeraDI maLaze, kema mokalazone ?...kIrtikumAra ba. jhaverI vALAnI paLa, khaMbhAta ( gujarAta ) abhyAsa : muMbaI- bALakomAM corInI kharAba asara' ane meTrImAM, vaya: 16 varSa bekArI ' be lekho maLyA che. kAgaLanI eka ja (anya sabhyonA nAma AgAmI aMkamAM.) bAjue lekhe kema lakhyA nathI ? Ama karo te kema cAle ? pahelo lekha avasare pragaTa thaze.. caMdrasena ma. nANAvaTI muMbaIlekha maLe, pragaTa karavA zakaya lekhana hariphAi mATe tAkIda kare ! thaze, haju vadhu prayatna karatA rahe! kema barAbara che ne?... 8 kalama ke dastamaMDala"nI lekhana hariphAI mATe bAbubhAI ra. dozI muMbaI-devanI dIvALI ' rUpiyA pAMca lAkha heAya te " viSaya mATenA lekho vALe lekha maLe, temaja "jema ane tema" paNa amArI pAse AvI rahyA che. hajI jeoe lekhe maLe, AvA upadezAtmaka lekha lakhavA karatAM na mokalyA heya. athavA vArSika phI cAra AnA bodhakathA, prasaMge ItyAdi lekha mokalo, "devanI bharI jeo "kalama ke dostamaMDalanA sabhya na banyA dIvALI " no lekha gayA varSamAM AvI gayuM che. hoya, teoe have tAkIda karavI. enI mudata laMbA- "sAmAyikanuM phaLa ' tema ja kesarI cora' lekho vIne navembaranI 20 mI ene mATe chello divasa maLyA che, avasare zakaya haze te pragaTa thaze. koI rAkhe che. pariNAma DIseMbaranI tA. 15 mInA suMdara vArtA mokalo !...kizorakAMta gAMdhI lIMbaDI* kalyANa" mAM prasiddha thaI jaze. jJAna, anubhava tathA " tabenane svargavAsa " hAsyanibaMdha nahi pragaTa thAya sAhityazekha sAthe arthalAbha ApIne tamane hajAra hAsyanibaMdha mATe koI sArA viSayane pasaMda karI ,

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: 466 : mAlajagata; kalama upADe, ' saMsAracitro' Avaze. rAha joze... ramaNulAla channAlAla-' lakSmInI garamI ' vArtA junI che, pragaTa nahi thAya...je. pI. zAha pATaNa-tamArI vArtAo tathA zeAdhakhALa vagere maLyuM, tame jANA che ?' mAM kAMI navInatA nathI. vArtA pragaTa thaze... zA, phulacaMdra ma. kATaDI-kAyaDA avasare levAze, citrAyaDeA nahi levAya, sArA kAgaLAmAM eka bAju lakhazo te ja lekhA para dhyAna apAze...hukamIcaMda ema. zAha bagaDa-kavitA ii, kAvyo levAnuM mukhyave rAkhyuM nathI, suMdara lekha mokalajo !... chabIladAsa vI. zAha- pahADanAM puSpo ' gatAMkamAM pragaTa thayela che, AvA vedhaka, saceTa suvAkayAne saMgraha mokalatA raheze| te avasare prasiddha thaze...vanecaMda pI. mahetA lAkaDIyA-vacanAmRtA avasare chapAze, enA e upa dezanAM vAkayA karatAM kAMika tejasvI naitika vicArAnA saMgraha karatA rahe, te sArUM' ! apakAra upara upakAra eka zeTha hatA. teo dhaNA ja dhI` hatA. emanA haiyAmAM dharmAM pariNamelA, emaNe AtmAne sArI rIte eLakhyA hatA. sva-paranA bhedane temane saMpUrNa khyAla hatA. eka divasa e zeTha upAzraye pauSadha karavAne gayA. have te ja rAtrIe evuM banyuM ke, keTalAka cera rAtrIe te ja zeThanA dharamAM peThA. cArae cerI te karI,. mAlamatA uThAvI paraMtu rAjyanA nAkarAe cerAte pakaDayA. ze bIje divase ghera AvyA. temane khabara maLI ke ' dharamAM corI thaI che paNa bhAgyayeAge cAra pakaDAi gayA che ane rAjyanA nAkare| temane khAMdhIne lai gayA che. ' e zeTha, zuM cArAyuM ane zuM bAkI rahyuM, e tapAsavAne thAbhatA nathI. emane te cArAne mAthe AvI paDelI AphatanI cintA thAya che. cArAne baMdIkhAnethI cheDAvavAne tatpara bane che. ze vicAra kare che ke, cArAne choDAvyA vinA mArAthI jamAyuja kema ? H potAnI tIjorI ughADI, emAMthI hirA-mANeka vagere kADhI; thALamAM A badhuM laine zeTha rAjA pAse jAya che. rAjAne hirA-mANekane thALa bheTa dharIne, cArAne cheDI devAnI vinaMti kare che. rAjAe kahyuM, " ema na ane. pachI zeThe kahyuM ke, jyAM sudhI e na chUTe tyAM sudhI mArAthI khavAya nahi. zeThanA AgrahathI rAjAe cArAne choDAvavAnI AjJA pharamAvI, eTale rAjaneAkarAe 'dIkhAnAmAM jate cete choDayA ane A khadhI vAta karI. cAre sIdhA zenAM darzana karavAne AvyA. "" hAtha joDI, . mAthu namAvI, page paDIne cerAe zeThane AbhAra mAnIne kahyuM ke, " Apa parameApakArI che, Apa kahe tema karIe.'' zeDe kahyuM ke, have tame cerI na karazo, kAraNa ke cerI e eka mahAna durguNa che, ane havethI tamAre je joie te mArI pAsethI lai jajo paraMtu cArI karavAnI vAta cheDI deje. tyArathI cArAe ceArI karavAnu cheoDI dIdhuM. AnuM nAma ja apakAra upara upakAra ane durguNI mAnavIne sudhAravAnA sAcA upAya. zrI caMpakalAla TI. mahetA-sidhdhapura pApanA pazcAtApa eka zaheramAM eka zeTha rahetA hatA, te paisAdAra ane prakhyAta hatA. zeThane eka kesarI nAmanA dIkarA hatA. tene cArI karavAnI kheATI Adata paDI hatI. te pahelAM gharamAM corI karatA dhIre dhIre te gAmamAM mATI corIe karavA lAgyA. zeThe tene ghaNu Me samajAvatA paNa te mAnatA nahi. eTale teNe rAjAne kahyuM ke, tame mArA dIkarAne samajAvIne A dhaMdhAmAMthI mukta karo. rAjAe zeThane vidAya karyA pachI sipAiene kahyuM, ke ' jAe tenA dIkarAne khelAvI lAve.' sipAio kesarIne melAvI AvyA. rAjAe tene kaMi pUchyA vinA ja dezavaTAnI sajA karI. kesarI ema samajyA ke, mArA bApe ja mane A sA

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apAvI che, paNa te vakhate kAMi na khelatAM tenA bApane mArI nAkhavAne vicAra karatA-karatA nagara ahAra jaMgalamAM cAlyA. gayeA. have tyAM tene kaI cArI karavA jevuM maLatuM nahi, acAnaka te kAi sarAvara kinAre jai caDayA, tyAM teNe pavanapAvaDI joi. teNe te pavanapAvaDIne lai lIdhI. pachI paherIne te potAnA bApanA ghara tarapha upaDayA. tene khApa kesarIne dezavaTAnI sajA thai ema sAMbhaLI ebhAna thayA hatA, ane tene kaiM cena paDe nahi, AvI sthitimAM kesarIe tenA bApa pAse AvIne khe-traNa DAMga mArIne mArI nAkhyA. pachIthI te pavanapAvaDInI madadathI gAmamAM TheraThera cerI karavA lAgyA. AthI prajA kaMTALI ane nagarI cheDavAne taiyAra thai. rAjAne khabara paDatAM te cAranI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDayA, paNa tene patto maLatA nahi. eka divasa te gAmanI bahAra devInA maMdiramAM gayA, te tyAM devInA kiMmatI cerAyelA dAgInA joyA. rAjAe pUjArIne khelAbve, ane kahyuM ke, A dAgInA kaNe caDhAvyA che. pUjArIe kahyuM ke * sAheba, sAMjanA eka mANasa AvIne hu MmezAM dAgInA caDAvI jAya che. AthI rAjAne zaMkA 6 gai ane teNe corane pakaDavA cAre bAju guptarIte petAnuM sainya geADavo dIdhuM. sAMjanA cera darzana karavA uDatA uDato Avyo. rAjAe tene aMdara javA dIdhA, paNa te aMdara gayA eTale rAjAe tenI pavanapAvaDI lai lIdhI. cAra darzana karIne pAkke karyo te teNe rAjAne pavanapAvaDI sAthe joye. cAra rAjAne jorathI dhakko mArI bhAgI gayA. sainya tenI pAchaLa paDayu. have pavanapAvaDI gumAvavAthI tene potAnA kRtya badala bahu ja pastAvA thayA. evAmAM teNe munirAja dIA te munirAja pAse gayA. munirAje tene dezanA ApI te sAMbhaLI tene pAtAnAM pApakRtyonA bahuM ja pazcA tApa thayo, ane tene khUba ja pazcAtApathI tenAM saghaLAM pApA dUra thayAM, ane zubhabhAvamAM samatA pAmIne te kSapakazreNIpara ArohaNa karI kevaLajJAna pAmyo. A bAju rAjA ane sainiko tene pakaDavA mATe tyAM AvyA, paNa rAjAe temane kevaLajJAna thayuM che ema jANatAM, rAjAe temanI pAse kSamA mAgI ane pachI kalyANa navembara-1952 : 467 ; temanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA beTho. chevaTe teee yathAzakti dharma karyAM ane sukhI thayA. DhAzI khANubhAI ratilAla trikamalAla cImanalAla "" zrI namirAjaSi videhanI mithilA nagarImAM padmaratha rAjA rAjya karatA hatA, temane puSpamALA nAmanI rANI hatI. sa rIte te sukhI hatA, paraMtu eka ja vAtanI khoTa hatI ane te e ke, temane putra nahatA. zreNAM vaidho, hakImA ane joSInI salAha lIdhI paNa niSphaLa gai. eka sanyAsIe kahyuM ke, " tamArA putra dhA bAheAza ane tejasvI haze. pazu te tamAro aurasa ( kharA ) putra nahi hoya. ' AvuM bhAvi jANavAthI rAjA potAnA kAmamAM mazagula rahetA. eka vakhata luTArAne pIcho pakaDatAM rAjA dhAra vanamAM AvI paDayA. tyAM teNe eka bALakane rudana karatA joyA, tethI tenI pAse jaine joyuM te keLanA pAna upara rUpa-rUpanA aMbAra eka putra paDayA hatA. AjubAju kAi na dekhAvAthI rAjA tene ghera laI gayA ane tene putra tarIke ucheravAM lAgyA. tenu nAma nima pADavAmAM AvyuM. nami moTA thatAM ghaNI zIkhyA. aneka rUpavaMta rANIone te svAmI banyA. te videhanA mahArAjA tarIke eLakhAtA thayA. nAmarAjane dhavalakAMta nAmanA mAnItA hAthI hatA. ekavAra te mastIe caDhayA ane te mithilAthI nAsI jai suMdanapura nAmanA gAmamAM gayA. tyAMnA rAjA cadrayaze tene kabaje karyA, jyAre mirAje potAnA saradArane sunapura hAthI levA mATe mAkaye tyAre caMdrayaze kahyuM ke, " te hAthIne me pakaDayA che eTale huM ApIza nahi. " AthI banne vacce yuddha thayuM. namirAje sudanapura upara caDhAi karI. kaLA prAta:kALanA samaya hatA. tevakhate be sAdhvIjI ee taMbumAM praveza karyAM. namirAje temane praNAma karyA ane padhAravAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM' A sAMbhaLI sutratA nAmanI sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke, " Apa abhi mAnamAM AvI. eka hAthI mATe yuddha zA mATe kA

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: 468 : bAla jagata; che? samajAvaTa karIne patAvI de te sArUM." nami dharmanIti AnuM nAma!. rAje javAba Apyo ke, "meM saradArane melI mane eka rAjA hatA, tene cAra putro hatA. rAjAe mAre hAthI pAchA ApavA mAgaNI karI paraMtu uttama potAnA cAre putrane sarva kaLAomAM kuzaLa banAvyA hAthIne joIne teNe nA pADI." tethI mAre tenI hatA, dharmakaLAmAM paNa praviNa banAvyA hatA, paraMtu sAthe yuddha karavuM paDaze. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke, " A moTA putramAM dharmakaLA barAbara pariNamI nahotI. bhAI bhAI vacce yuddha nathI zobhatuM. " sAdhvIjIe te rAja have vRddhAvasthAe pahoMcyA hatA, tene na raMga pUryo paNa namirAje A vAta kabUla na vicAra evo hato ke, tenA mRtyu pachI sauthI nAno rAkhI tethI sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke, "tamo hamaNAM be ghaDI putra gAdIe Ave, paraMtu bhAgyavazAta tene A sudhI yuddha baMdha rAkhe. ame sudarzanapura jaIne e vicAra bahAra pADayA vagara ja tenuM mRtyu thayuM. samayamAM na AvIe te jema phAve tema karaje." have bIjA traNe putre dharmakaLAnA jANakAra hatA. bane sAdhvIjIo rAjamahelamAM gaI tyAM caMdrayaza tethI temaNe moTAbhAIne svecchAe rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. rAjA temane jotAM namI paDyo ane bolI uTha, 'have rAjyAbhiSeka thaI gayA pachI traNe nAnA mAtAjI, Apa kayAMthI ?" caMdraze potAnI jane rAjakumAroe mAgaNI karI ke, "tamane ame rAjA tAne oLakhI lIdhI. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke, " he. banAvyA. have tamArI pharaja che ke, ame sukharUpa rAjana ! tArA pitA yugabAhunuM temanA moTAbhAIe jIvI zakIe eTalo bhAga ApanA rAjyamAMthI amane khUna karyuM tyAre tArI salAmatI mATe huM jaMgalamAM Apo.' bhAgI gaI hatI. te te tuM sArI rIte jANe che. tyAM A mAgaNI kaMI geravyAjabI hatI? nahi ja. sAta divase meM putrane janma Apyo. tene mUkIne huM paraMtu sattAnA madathI abhimAnI banelA moTAbhAIe "saravare nA'vA gaI. tyAM mArI pAchaLa hAthI paDe. huM temanI mAgaNIne geravyAjabI gaNI, ane uparathI bhAgavA mAMDI paNa nAsatA nAsatA huM jaMgalamAM kahyuM ke, "eka tasu paNa jagyA nahi maLe.' athaDAI paDI. pachI vidhAdharanI sahAyathI meM pavitra dIkSA grahaNa karI. " jJAnathI jANyuM ke A be AthI te traNe rAjakumAro tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA. pharatAM-pharatAM A traNeya rAjakumAre eka rAjadhAnImAM mArA ja putro laDAI karI rahyA che. tethI tamane A jaI pahoMcyA ane sIdhA ja rAjyanA maMtrIone yuddha na karavAnI salAha ApavA AvI chuM. namirAja pitAno bhAI che tema jANatA caMdrayaza rAvaLa ghaNe tyAM gayA. harSita thayo ane vAjate gAjate potAnA bhAIne maMtrIo kuzaLa hatA. teo kaLI gayA ke, "A maLavA gayo. baMne bhAIo bheTI paDayA. namirAje kaI sAdhAraNa puruSo jaNAtA nathI. " AthI temanuM surzanapuramAM praveza karyo. caMdraze paNa dIkSA grahaNa yogya sanmAna karyuM ane AdarapUrvaka pUchayuM ke, karI ane rAjadhAnI mirAjane soMpI. Apa koNa cho ?' dAhajavaranI vedanA jyAre namirAjane thaI, tyAre teoe potAnI vAta jaNAvI. uparAMta teoe rANuo kaMkaNuvALA hAthe sukhaDa dhasI rahI che. kaMka. jaNAvyuM ke, " ame ApanA rAjyanI sevA svIkANonA avAjathI rAjAne azAMti jAge che. rANIo ravAne IcchIe chIe. Apane yogya lAge te rAkhe." eka kaMkaNuM rAkhI bIjuM kADhI nAMkhe che. rAjAne A kuzaLa maMtrIoe kahyuM ke, " Apa AvatI kAle hamajAya che. jyAM saMyoga tyAM duHkha jANI teo rAjasabhAmAM padhArajo ane ame rAjAne vAta karIzuM.", saMsAra tyajI jAya che. dhanya rAjarSi ! bIje divase traNe rAjakumAro sabhA mAM vakhatasara - zrI caMdrazena maganabhAla nANAvaTI. AvI pahoMcyA. maMtrIoe temane yogya Asane upara besADyA, pachI maMtrIoe rAjAne te traNenI

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gADuM kalyANa nivembara-1952: 468 : oLakhANa karAvIne kahyuM ke, "teo ApaNA rAjyanI maMtrIo sAme bhAlA dharyA ane paDakAra Ape che, sevA karavA Icche che." rAjAe teono pAnabIDAthI "zuM karavuM che?" AkhuM sainya thaMbhI gayuM. chevaTe satkAra karAvyo ane pUchayuM ke, "teo keTalA pagA- te rAjA pitAnI hAra kabUla kare che. paraMtu te rAjaranI IcchA rAkhe che ?" kumAroe tenuM pAnanuM bIDuM khAdheluM hovAthI mAryA rAjakumAroe kahyuM ke " eka varSanI eka rAja. vagara temanuM vAhana laIne choDI mUke che. AnuM kumAranI eka lAkha sonAmahoro." nAma dharmanIti. A sAMbhaLIne rAja te Abho ja banI gaye zrI bAbulAla bI. mahetA sidhdhapura ane kahyuM ke, "ATalI milakatathI te moTuM sainya nibhAvI zakAya, paraMtu ATalI milkata huM traNa mIMDAnI kiMmata puruSonA pagAramAM ApavAne zaktimAna nathI." A pramANe kahI teone sanmAnapUrvaka vidAya ApI." dAMtA-eka gAma dAtA-dAtAra kAMThe-kinAre kATha-majabUta mANasa pharatAM-pharatAM te traNe rAjakumAre A ja rAjAnA kaMTaka-kAMTo kaTaka-sainya duzmananA darabAramAM jaI caDhayA. tyAM paNa A ja gAMDuM pramANe mAgaNI karI. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke, "A naMdI-baLada nadI mANaso sAmAnya koTinA na hoya paraMtu koI ucca 1 gaMja-Dhagale gaja-hAthI keTinA hovA joIe." eTale temane rAkhI lIdhA. - baMgaDI bagaDI rAjA temane kaMI paNa kAma ApyA vagara pagAra laMgaDI lagaDI Ave jAya che. AthI teo rAjAne kahe che ke, mAMsa : bhAsa amane kaMi kAma batAvo. harAmane pagAra khAvo ka5 amane yogya lAgatuM nathI. pika (bUma ) rAjAe kahyuM ke, "tamAre lAyaka kAma Avaze zrI je. pI. zAha eTale kahIzuM." thoDA divaso bAda rAjAe kahyuM ke, "amAre eka duzmana che tene harAvavo che. " AthI te rAjakumAree kahyuM ke, " dUtane melo ane yuddhanI udaya ane astane bedhapATha taiyArI kare. AthI rAjAe tarataja dUtane mokalyo. sUrya astAcaLe pahoMcI rahyo hate. vAdaLAmAM AthI te duzmana rAjA ane maMtrI samajI gayA ke, chUpAI jate sUrya paNa keTalo tejasvI ! vAdaLAmAMthI " A traNa rAjakumArone pAchA kADhayA tenuM pari. dhIme dhIme DokiyuM karate ane bahAra nIkaLavA mathata NAma " paNa have zuM thAya ? temane AhUvAhana sUrya lagabhaga AthamavAnI saMpUrNa taiyArI karI cUkayo svIkAravuM paDayuM. hate. sUrya AthamavA lAgya, teja ghaTavA lAgyuM. yuddhabhUmimAM bane e ekatrita thayAM. tyAM pelA aMdhakArane bhaya lAgavA mAMDaze. saMdhyA ane rAtrInA traNa rAjakumAroe traNa bANo cIThThIo sAthe cheDayAM. AgamananA bhaNakArA vAgavA mAMDayA. e bhaNakArAthI cIThThIomAM lakhyuM hatuM, "traNa lAkha sonAmahorothI bhayabhIta banelo mAnavIe sUryadevane mUkabhAve, dInamukhe jeTalA sainike rAkhI zakAya teTalA sarvanI sAthe hatAza hRdaye, AzAvihoNI AMkhe, Darate haiye pUchyuM, taiyAra rahe.' AkhA sainyane bhedatA teo AgaLa " deva, Apate tejane aMbAra che. te aMdhakAranA Ave che, ane rAjA ane be maMtrIo che tyAM vicchedaka, ApaNI smRti sacavAI rahe e vAte AvI pahoMcyA. traNe rAjakumAroe rAjA ane mane-dInane kaMIka ape, huM tenuM saMrakSaNa karIza."

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: 470 : bAla jagata "mArI zakitanA pUjaka mAnavI, dIna mA bana. saMpUrNa asta pAmIza te pahelAM saMtoSane bedhapATha bedhapATha grahaNa kara, mArA udaya ane astanA pari- Apu. saMtoSa e ja sAcuM sukha ane sAcuM dhana bhramaNamAMthI." che. jagatanI bAhya vastuo sukha bhale Ape paNa * deva, e bodhapAThanuM jIvanabhara raTaNa karIza sa teSa sukha vinA e sukhaarpaka cIjo duHkha paSNa e bodhapATha ka e zIkhavo." ApanAra lAgaze. saMtoSane tArI amUlya mUDI mAna. divase meM teja ApyuM tuM khuza thayo, AnaMdita ajJAta mAnavI, buddhinI kasoTI kara. huM udaya thaye khasa' ne ? have huM jAuM chuM tuM raIza, hatAza pAmuM chuM -jagatano anugraha karavA. aMdhakAranI gulA- thaIza, aMdhakAranI ciMtA karIza, ciMtA karamImAMthI tejanuM sAmrAjya sthApanAra huM mArI vipula vAthI zuM vaLaze ? ciMtA citA samAna gaNAya. zaktithI zAsaka banuM chuM. meM mArI zakti pracI che. nirUtsAhI na bana, AzAvAdI bana. phakta mArA dhyeyane paripUrNa karavA. e dayeyanuM nAma samajI le ke dine huM, te rAtre dIpaka! huM prakAza che paropakAra. have dIna mAnavI nirbala na bane. Apu chuM e paNa prakAza Ape che. huM jagatane * zaktizALI mAnavI jagatanA du:khI-nirAdhAra ane aMdhArAmAMthI ajavALAmAM laI jAuM chuM, te zuM nirbalane madada karI ane mArI pAsethI grahaNa karelA tArA gharano dIpaka tArA manarUpI jagatane aMdhArAmAMthI paropakAranA bodhapAThane amalamAM mUkI tArA jIvanane vimukta nathI karate ? tArA manamAM ajavALuM haze sArthaka kara, " sUryadeve anubhavanA amRtabiMdune te tArUM jagata ajavALAthI bharapUra banaze. mArAmAM svAda cakhADe, paNa mAnavI bahudhA lobhI hoya che ! je zakti che te ja tArA gharanA dIpakamAM che. saMtoSa e daSTie e lobhI ajJAta ane dIna mAnavIe asta rAkha. rAtrInA aMdhakArane bhedI nAkhatAM dIpakanA pAmavAnI taiyArI karatA sUryadevane pUchayuM, "deva, bodha- tejathI saMtoSa rAkha." AkharI vacane kahI sUrya deva pAThanuM yathArtha pAlana saMskArapUrNa jIvana khIlavI zake saMpaNa asta pAmyA. paNa emaNe dIdhela bodhapATha che te Apa mane vadhu eka jIvanasaMdeza arpo jethI mAnavInA hRdayamAM asta pAmyuM na hatuM. mAnavIe mAru jIvana eLe na jAya " deva bolyA, enuM jIvana bodhapAThathI ghaDavA mAMDayuM. enuM jIvana saMskArI ane Adarza yukta banyuM. e badhapAThe ene " A mAro mRtyu samaya. maraNapathArIe paDela mahAna banAvyuM. sau loko e mAnavInI mahAnatAnuM DosAne patro dhana mATe pUche ane Deso dhana dATelI jagyA batAve. e pramANe bodhapATharUpa dhana putravat mULa samajyA paNa...AcaraNamAM na mUkI zakyA, e mahAnatAnA mULasamAM bedhapAThane !!! harahameza tane ApuM chuM. huM rAya ne raMka saune sarakhuM teja ApuM chuM. mAre te paropakAranA dhyeyamAM samAnatA sUrya prakAze che, ane asta pAme che, paNa e udaya astamAMthI uparokta mAnavInI jema keTalA bodhapATha jALavavAnI, udaya samaye hiMduo pUje, asta samaye grahaNa kare che ? bodhapATha te bahu che, bodhapATha ApanAra musalamAno, ulya ne astamAM huM samatulA jALavI, bahu che paNa pALanAra bahu nathI ! sUrya harahaMmeza samAnatAnA siddhAMtanuM saMrakSaNa karuM chuM. basa, mAnavI mUkabhAve enA jIvananA anubhava parathI bodhapATha saMtoSa thaye ne?" nava jagatane mATe mUkI jAya che, paNa...re jagata ! " deva, saMtoSanI mane khabara nathI. mane saMte- re.! zaktizALI sUrya-tArA bodhapATha grahaNa karanAra pano bodhapATha na Ape ? " koI viralA ja pAke. jarUra, mAnavI. A mAre chello zvAsa. mArI zrI hasamukha gAMdhI chellI kinArIne huM joI zake che. thoDIka kSaNamAM huM kalyANa mAsikanA Aje ja grAhaka ane lavAjama phakta rUA. pa-0-0

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mA - si ka TU kA sa mA - cA - ra zrI siddhakSetra girirAjanI yAtrAe padhA- zrI verAvaLa khAte zrI sumati jina ratA yAtrALu bhAI-bahenone zihera sTezane mahilA maMDaLanI sthApanA thaI che, tenuM keTaleka vakhata rokAvuM paDe che. zihera sTe. uddaghATana kArtika zudi 7 nA thayuM che. zananI dharmazALAmAM pahelAM jinamaMdiranI kilyANa mAsikanA cAlu varSane 1 lo vyavasthA hatI, paNa pAchaLathI nikaLI gaI temaja 6-7mo saMyukta aMka mokalanArane hatI. hamaNAM zrIyut manasukhalAla jIvAbhAInA badalAmAM aMka dITha akeka pustaka sIlIkamAM prayatnathI jinamaMdiranI vyavasthA thaI che, haze tyAM sudhI mokalIzuM 1 kalyANane jethI yAtrALu bhAI-bahenone darzana karavAnI mAga, 2 sAmAyikoga, 3 sAmAyika svarUpa sagavaDatA raheze. 4 saMgIta pAThamALA AmAMthI kaI bI pasaMda - pU. paMnyAsa zrI caraNavijayajI mahA- paDe te aMkanA badalAmAM maMgAvaze. maMgAvavAnuM rAjazrI tathA pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhaktivijyajI ane aMka malavAnuM saranAmuM- ena. bI. mahArAjazrInI zubhanizrAmAM upadhAna tapanI zAha vAyA. khArAghoDA jhIMjhuvADA ArAdhanA suMdara rIte thaI rahI che, jenI amadAvAda khAte zrI zAMticaMdra sevA mALanuM muhUta mAgasara zudi 2 budhavAranuM che. samAjane rajata mahotsa muMbaI nivAsI zeThazrI muMbaIvALA zrIyut mehanalAla lalu mahilAlabhAI maganalAlanA pramukhapade bhAI vAsaNavALA taraphathI rAdhanapurathI charI ujavAya hate. kAtika zudi 8 ravivArathI pALatA zrI saMgha zrI siddhagirijInI yAtrAe tika zadi 12 gurUvAra pAMca divasane mAgasara vada pa lagabhaga AvI rahyA che. kAryakrama yojAyuM hatuM. saMsthAe 25 varSa zrI siddhagirinI yAtrAe padhAratA bhAvuka daramiyAna aneka sevanAM zubhakAma karI cemera yAtrALuone utaravAnI dhamazALAmAM haju pitAnI suvAsa phelAvI che pramukhazrIe nirvAsita leko vAsa karIne rahyA che, ghaNo 1001, temaja judA judA gRha taraphathI samaya thaye, tema ja yAtrALuone utaravAnI rU 500, saMsthAne bheTa maLyA hatA. rajata ghaNI hAlAkI paDe che, te have dharmazALAonI mahotsava ujavaNIne anulakSI rajata mahatsava oraDIo yAtrALuo mATe khAlI thavI joIe. smAraka graMtha bahAra paDI cUkyo che, . . enA mATe lAgatA-vaLagatAoe khaTapaTa akhIla bhAratIya jaina samAjanI jaina have zarU karavI joIe. tatvajJAna vidyApITha-punA taraphathI tA. 26-27 zrI prabhAsa pATaNa khAte sAdhI zrI daza- julAI 1952 nA divasamAM 68 kendromAM nazrIjI mahArAjanI zubhapreraNAthI zrI caMdraprabha 1337 vidyArthI-vidyArthIonI parIkSA jaina mahilA maMDaLanI sthApanA thaI che. maMDaLa levAI hatI, tenuM pariNAma tA. 26 navembare taraphathI bALAone prabhubhaktine bhavya samA beThaka naMbarathI jAhera karavAmAM Avaze, raMbha zeTha ratilAla premajIbhAInA adhyakSapade pariNAma sAthe ziSyavRttio meLavanAranAM A vadi 7 zuka paranA roja jAye hate. nAme paNa jAhera thaze.

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dailyANa; zrI sidhdhakSetranI zItala chAyAmAM cAlatI | muMbaI zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMghe zrI siddhakSetra jaina zrAvikAzrama e eka bahene muMbaI ane muMbaInA upanagaramAM cAlatI mATenI Adeza saMsthA che. sakhta moMghavArIne pAThazALAonI parIkSA lIdhI hatI. 1530 lIdhe khaTa ghaNI AvI che te dAnavIroe vidyArthI bhAI-bahene beThelAM 60 TakA pariNAma pitAnI rakamano cheDo phALA A saMsthAmAM AvyuM che, Apavo jarUrI che. zrI jaina dhe, ejayukezanabArDa dvArA levAtI zrI zatra jaya girirAja uparanA zrI cAmukhajI dhArmika parIkSAmAM tA. 16-11-52nAja nA daherAsaranA dAgInA gaLAvyA badala yati 2600 bhAI-bahena besanAra che, dalIcaMda karamacaMdajIe zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANa- muMbaImAM jaina bhojanazALA ane dhamazAjInI peDhI upara ahIMnI keTamAM kesa mAMDeyA LAnI khAsa jarUra che ane tenI hilacAla paNa hato, te tA. 24-10-pa2nA roja pAlItANa cAlI rahI che, thAya evuM te dareka Icche che, paNa keTe kesa kADhI nAMkhe che, tyAMnA agresaro vahelAsara A kAyano AraMbha atrenuM zrI jaina pragati maMDaLa sAdhami. kare te vadhu IcchavA joga che. bhAI-henone Arthika rIte sahAyaka thavA terApaMtha saMpradAyanA AcArya tulazIrAma mATe prayatna karI rahyuM che.. pitAnA saMpradAyane vadhu pracAra karavA gujarAtatrApajanA (bhAvanagara) jaina daherAsara pAsenA kAThiAvADe bhaNI AvI rahyA che, te saveLA jaina upAzrayamAM zrI mANibhadrajInA mukhamAMthI jainasamAje jAgRta thavAnI jarUra che, terApaMtha kAtika zudi 1 nA nUtana prabhAte amIdhArA vahevA sAdhuo sArASTramAM hamaNAMthI comAsuM karavA lAgI hatI. gAmamAM thALI pITAvI zrI saMghane lAgyA che, ane "mAna na mAna paNa meM terA jANa karatAM seMkaDo bhAI-mahenee tenAM darzana mahemAna" jevI nIti akhatyAra karI che, bhadrika karyA hatAM. pAMca mInITa sudhI amI karyA hatAM. janatAne bheLavI rahela che. che ke Ta la ka khA sa u pa yA gI dareka grAhaka baMdhuone lavAjama purU' aMka meDo maLavAnI ghaNA grAhaka badhu. thayAnI kApalIthI khabara ApavA chatAM hA'nA eAnI pharIyAruM che, paNa ahiM'nI piSTano javAba lakhatA nathI, ane jayAre vI. pI. ophIsamAM maryAdita sTApha hovAthI eka ja thAya che, tyAre pAchuM' hele che, nAhaka kAryA- divase 2000 'kalyANu" ravAnA thatAM nathI, layano che AnAne khaca ane samaya bAkI ame te 15 mI bapore badhA "kalyANu" bagADe che. piSTa-ophIsamAM nAMkhI AvIe chIe, keTa| 'ka9yANu" mAsikanI bAInDIMga karelI lIka vakhata ravivAranI rajA hovAthI 'kalyANa phAilo thoDI ja sIlIkamAM che, phAila dITha rUA. vadhu me DuM paDe che. 6-0-0 paTeja alaga. - [vizeSa TAITala peja bIjA para ]

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i ra = @ 0 - 0 0-10 = 2 0 = 2 Ref. No. 4925 FEE HEETBEN WIFF TEST FEFFEE REFERENT pAThazALA ane prabhAvanA upacAgI sudara ane sastA prakAzano ; prabhAvanI upayogI ? ; pAThazALA upayogI : dezanacAvIsI da - 4 - 9 sAmAyika satra mULa sudhArasa stavanAvali - 0 sAmAyuika satra-hindI natanuM stavanAvali | me pratikramaNa satra mULa = 3 nutana stavana sukhA dhinI e pratikramaNa mULa-hindI - 60 -0 zAradA pUjanavidhi. pa ca pratikramaNa mUI tasamayanI ArAdhanA-nAnI paMca prati jhuM bhaNu mULa-hindI. - - - 2 ritnAkara pacIsI e pratikramaNa sAtha - 6-8-0 nemanAthane lai ke paMca pratikramaNa sAthe 3-1ra. i zatruMjaya uddhAra. 0-ra --7 | cAra prakaraNa traNa bhASya sAryA 3-re- cauda niyamanI buka 6-2- che vidhisahita be pratikramaNa 0 1 2 - akSayanIdhi tapanI vidhi vidhi sahita 6ca pratikramaNa-hindI 3- 70 29 ArTa dRSTinI saja jhAya sAtha vidhi sahita puca pratikramaNa gu.] | samaMkIta saDasaTha elanI sajajhAya sAthe -6 i. cAra prakaraNa sAthe jesalameratA camatakAra jIvavicAra sAthe 0-1ra- devapAla kyAM daMDaka-saMgrahaNI sAthe 2-4-0 aAbha bhAvanA saMgraha karmagraMtha sAtha bhA. 1 le 3 - 2- 0 "savA samAnI kathA karmagraMtha sAtha bhA. 2 jozI strIvara ku95ka kathA prakaraNe mALA - 3-8-0 sthApanAjI nitya svAdhyAya tetrAdi saMgraha mabi. akSayatRtIyA kaMthI tatvAthadhigama sUtra [artha sahita) vimalAta 0-5-0 sAdhu - sA devI Avazyaka kriyAnA sutre 0 1 0 = 0 navANu yAtrAnI vidhi 0-20 | nityane dha. 0-2guNasAra kathA saMskRta 1 lI muka (1-60 haribula muchInI kathA 0-- 0 | saMskRta 2 jI buka 3- 6 =0 0 (yavijayanI kathA prAkRta vijJAna pATha mALA .4-0 = 0 jJAna paMcanI kathA 0- 8-0 | savAda sa graha ra . akhAtrIjanA mahimA vivi pUjana saMgraha 3-0 saMskRtacaityavaMdana cAvIsI stIvrapu ja bhaktisudhA taraMgiNI navamuraNa - gUjarAtI 0 -2 = 0 mAmAnada stavanAvali navamuraNa -- hiMdI o-10 *0 navakAra pAThAvali gahalI graha | zatru jaya diggadarzana - 0- 2 | garAvAnI 1 - 0- rUA. pacAsa uparAMtanA mAla maMgAvanArane savA cha Tekro kamIzana kApI Apazu'. sAmaca da DI. zAha jIvananivAsa sAme--pAlItANI, [ saiArASTra ] . paHEREFERENT REFFFFFFFF #FITNE 0 = 0 - 3 da | mudraka: kIca'da jagajIvana zeTha : kahaSAsu prInTIMga presa;=pAlItAchA.